1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:07,042 --> 00:00:07,917 Lights. 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:09,708 --> 00:00:14,417 Camera. Silence. Action. 5 00:02:00,333 --> 00:02:05,417 Excuse me, brother. Ma'am. This way. Please look towards the camera. 6 00:02:25,083 --> 00:02:26,417 What an amazing accomplishment, ma'am. 7 00:02:26,583 --> 00:02:27,458 Thank you. 8 00:02:27,583 --> 00:02:29,750 Congratulations on being honored with the Golden Vinyl. 9 00:02:29,833 --> 00:02:30,708 Thank you. 10 00:02:39,250 --> 00:02:40,292 No. Not you. 11 00:02:58,917 --> 00:03:01,250 It won't take more than half an hour. 12 00:03:01,333 --> 00:03:04,000 It's okay. Let them ask their questions. 13 00:03:11,458 --> 00:03:13,292 Once again, congratulations, ma'am. 14 00:03:13,375 --> 00:03:15,958 How does it feel to be the epitome of musical success? 15 00:03:17,792 --> 00:03:19,500 It feels as if… 16 00:03:22,042 --> 00:03:24,042 I've finally reached home, exhausted and spent. 17 00:03:26,083 --> 00:03:28,250 And my mother is at the door, welcoming me. 18 00:03:31,208 --> 00:03:32,917 This is my father's legacy. 19 00:03:34,167 --> 00:03:35,708 And my mother's dream for me. 20 00:03:38,875 --> 00:03:43,917 She has been waiting for this day to come. She must be thrilled to hear this news. 21 00:03:51,292 --> 00:03:53,167 Any plans of getting married in the near future? 22 00:03:53,875 --> 00:03:57,417 There have been rumors linking you to a well-known music composer. 23 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:09,125 My next film is with Mr. Rai. 24 00:04:09,375 --> 00:04:13,125 Ms. Naseeban is the music composer, Mr. Majrooh is penning the lyrics, 25 00:04:13,208 --> 00:04:16,125 and Mr. Rai's co-producer and wife is the lead actor. 26 00:04:17,458 --> 00:04:18,583 Next question. 27 00:04:18,667 --> 00:04:21,667 Ma'am, the gift of music runs in your family. 28 00:04:21,750 --> 00:04:23,833 Your grandfather was even honored with the great title, Diwan-- 29 00:04:23,917 --> 00:04:26,250 No. It was my father, 30 00:04:26,333 --> 00:04:28,542 Pandit Devram Manjushree, who was given that title. 31 00:04:30,875 --> 00:04:32,250 Your mother, Mrs. Urmila, 32 00:04:32,333 --> 00:04:35,458 also came to launch her son as a singer some nine years ago? 33 00:04:49,875 --> 00:04:50,750 No! 34 00:04:52,042 --> 00:04:53,500 She has no son. 35 00:04:55,250 --> 00:04:56,250 I'm her only child. 36 00:04:58,250 --> 00:04:59,125 Just me. 37 00:05:13,500 --> 00:05:15,208 Had your husband been alive, 38 00:05:16,333 --> 00:05:18,917 he would have been so happy to see his daughter. 39 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:22,583 Ma’am, what are you naming the little doll? 40 00:05:23,917 --> 00:05:24,792 Qala. 41 00:05:26,208 --> 00:05:30,417 -My other baby. -We couldn't pick up on it earlier. 42 00:05:31,167 --> 00:05:34,750 Both their heartbeats were always in sync. 43 00:05:36,625 --> 00:05:37,500 A… 44 00:05:41,208 --> 00:05:42,167 son? 45 00:05:56,500 --> 00:05:59,125 Don't worry, she's fine. 46 00:06:00,208 --> 00:06:01,542 A strong and healthy baby. 47 00:06:04,875 --> 00:06:07,750 It's quite common with twins. 48 00:06:08,583 --> 00:06:12,833 If one of the babies is stronger and healthier, 49 00:06:13,375 --> 00:06:15,625 he or she sometimes absorbs the nutrition meant for the other baby. 50 00:06:16,500 --> 00:06:21,750 So, the weaker child finds it difficult to survive. 51 00:07:21,667 --> 00:07:25,625 My mother asks 52 00:07:26,125 --> 00:07:30,125 Oh, my darling girl 53 00:07:30,750 --> 00:07:37,750 What makes you so wan, so pale? 54 00:07:39,833 --> 00:07:46,792 What makes you so wan, so pale? 55 00:08:48,375 --> 00:08:50,250 So what if you are a girl. 56 00:08:52,792 --> 00:08:56,250 You can still be a musical maestro like your father. 57 00:08:57,958 --> 00:09:02,917 You can be trained. You can be as talented as any boy. 58 00:09:04,917 --> 00:09:09,125 But because you are a girl, you will have to work harder. 59 00:09:10,958 --> 00:09:14,125 You will have to be extra careful about your dignity and reputation. 60 00:09:15,250 --> 00:09:16,542 Do you understand what I’m saying? 61 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:21,417 Of course you don't. 62 00:09:22,833 --> 00:09:24,167 But you will. 63 00:09:25,292 --> 00:09:28,792 The world should address you as a maestro. 64 00:09:30,583 --> 00:09:32,417 And not as a courtesan. 65 00:09:35,708 --> 00:09:37,667 Only then will you truly be successful. 66 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:45,208 Will you be able to do that? 67 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:47,708 Are you capable of achieving that kind of success? 68 00:10:01,083 --> 00:10:02,500 Ma'am, your tea is here. 69 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:05,458 The people from Illustrated Weekly magazine will be here any minute now. 70 00:10:18,125 --> 00:10:19,792 Did my mother call? 71 00:10:21,667 --> 00:10:22,542 No. 72 00:10:35,375 --> 00:10:37,250 You did send the telegram to her, didn't you? 73 00:10:37,333 --> 00:10:38,333 Yes, ma'am. 74 00:10:59,292 --> 00:11:01,083 Did you see today's paper, Mama? 75 00:11:02,083 --> 00:11:04,375 There is a photograph of me with the Prime Minister. 76 00:11:05,625 --> 00:11:09,292 Such an honour. And the Golden Vinyl. 77 00:11:10,875 --> 00:11:12,417 You always wanted it, right? 78 00:11:12,750 --> 00:11:14,958 I knew you'd be happy. 79 00:11:15,833 --> 00:11:19,167 Ma'am, the photographer is ready to shoot. 80 00:11:19,958 --> 00:11:21,500 I have to go now. 81 00:11:22,208 --> 00:11:23,333 I love you too. 82 00:11:23,792 --> 00:11:25,500 Yes, Mama, I am taking care of myself. 83 00:11:31,625 --> 00:11:32,500 Hello. 84 00:11:33,542 --> 00:11:37,083 I'm calling from Mr. Dey's office. This is regarding Ms. Qala's dates… 85 00:11:38,542 --> 00:11:40,833 It's from Mr. Dey's office for my dates. 86 00:11:42,417 --> 00:11:45,500 Please tell him that if his hero insists on singing his own songs in this film too, 87 00:11:46,000 --> 00:11:50,500 my fee should be more than his, even if it's just by a rupee. 88 00:11:55,167 --> 00:11:56,083 Hold it. 89 00:12:06,167 --> 00:12:07,042 Beautiful. 90 00:12:09,458 --> 00:12:10,417 Enough. 91 00:12:10,625 --> 00:12:12,125 -But, ma'am, the magazine needs more-- -Hey. 92 00:12:12,500 --> 00:12:13,792 I think we've got it. 93 00:12:17,042 --> 00:12:20,083 -We'll send you the photos for approval. -Thank you. 94 00:12:21,208 --> 00:12:24,208 By the way, I loved the one you did for Indira last week. 95 00:12:24,333 --> 00:12:27,208 -Oh, thank you. Ta-ta then. -Ta-ta. 96 00:12:30,875 --> 00:12:33,042 Ma'am, I'll return Mr. Majrooh's books and come. 97 00:13:13,625 --> 00:13:14,750 Thief! 98 00:13:25,417 --> 00:13:29,583 Aren't you ashamed of yourself? Displaying my dreams on your walls? 99 00:13:45,333 --> 00:13:46,375 It's mine! 100 00:14:14,250 --> 00:14:15,542 There's no fever at all. 101 00:14:18,417 --> 00:14:21,125 What happened exactly? Do you have any specific symptoms? 102 00:14:24,792 --> 00:14:25,667 No. 103 00:14:26,958 --> 00:14:31,292 No, Doctor, there's nothing physically wrong. 104 00:14:32,917 --> 00:14:33,792 There's… 105 00:14:36,667 --> 00:14:37,542 noise… 106 00:14:40,917 --> 00:14:41,792 here! 107 00:14:49,375 --> 00:14:50,250 And fear… 108 00:14:54,500 --> 00:14:55,375 here! 109 00:15:02,333 --> 00:15:03,208 It's… 110 00:15:05,500 --> 00:15:07,750 It's… It's like… 111 00:15:12,042 --> 00:15:14,417 I've been waiting for something to happen. 112 00:15:21,917 --> 00:15:22,792 And it's happening. 113 00:15:28,417 --> 00:15:33,542 I feel like something inside me is breaking. 114 00:15:34,250 --> 00:15:35,667 I think you need a break. 115 00:15:36,542 --> 00:15:38,917 -Sounds like extreme exhaustion. -Exhaustion? No, Doctor. 116 00:15:39,417 --> 00:15:41,125 There is something wrong with me. 117 00:15:41,542 --> 00:15:44,333 It's nothing. This is something all women tend to have. 118 00:15:44,417 --> 00:15:47,833 Slight hysteria, it's totally normal. You are such a great artist, 119 00:15:47,917 --> 00:15:49,958 and, as we all know, artists are sensitive people. 120 00:15:50,042 --> 00:15:51,875 They take everything to heart. 121 00:15:51,958 --> 00:15:54,875 Overthink things. That's why you are imagining the noise in your head. 122 00:15:54,958 --> 00:15:58,292 Plus, those few days a month for every woman are difficult. 123 00:15:58,750 --> 00:16:01,917 So, why don't you get out of the house, get some fresh air? 124 00:16:03,958 --> 00:16:04,833 Okay. 125 00:16:06,542 --> 00:16:09,125 In that case, send over some sleeping pills for me. 126 00:16:12,000 --> 00:16:13,708 Didn't I send some last month? 127 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:20,000 -There are only a couple left. -This is not done, Ms. Qala. 128 00:16:20,417 --> 00:16:23,167 Why don't you try sleeping without the pills? 129 00:16:24,500 --> 00:16:27,250 -I suggest you warm some milk and-- -No milk! 130 00:16:27,333 --> 00:16:28,708 She doesn't drink milk. 131 00:16:30,917 --> 00:16:33,458 Okay, fine. Then add some nutmeg to a glass of warm water and-- 132 00:16:33,542 --> 00:16:36,458 -Just send the sleeping pills. -Just stop overthinking things. 133 00:16:37,625 --> 00:16:41,417 You're stressing yourself out too much. You are such a phenomenal singer. Sing. 134 00:17:47,750 --> 00:17:48,625 Sorry, Mama. 135 00:17:48,917 --> 00:17:52,208 -I'll sing again. -Set the lute down. 136 00:17:53,583 --> 00:17:56,000 -Mama, please. Let me try once more. -Set it down now. 137 00:18:09,292 --> 00:18:13,458 Brains? Zero. Beauty? Zero. 138 00:18:14,250 --> 00:18:17,958 Zero talent. The least you can do is work hard. 139 00:18:18,583 --> 00:18:20,208 And you can't even do that. 140 00:18:21,125 --> 00:18:23,125 We have to go to Solan the day after tomorrow. 141 00:18:23,208 --> 00:18:26,250 You have to sing in front of the maestro, Mansoor Khan. 142 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:28,750 You can't even get your basics right, Qala. 143 00:18:28,875 --> 00:18:29,917 Ma, I know it. 144 00:18:30,167 --> 00:18:32,292 Please just listen to it once. Just once, Mama. 145 00:18:34,167 --> 00:18:35,042 Mama, I'm sorry. 146 00:18:43,125 --> 00:18:44,333 Sorry, Mama. 147 00:18:57,875 --> 00:18:59,083 Mama, sorry. 148 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:46,417 This is the first time 149 00:19:46,500 --> 00:19:49,833 Diwan Manjushree's daughter is going to show her vocal talent. 150 00:19:50,375 --> 00:19:52,875 And for that, such a small crowd? 151 00:19:53,750 --> 00:19:58,375 Gandhi is visiting Shimla, so all the surrounding villages are empty. 152 00:19:58,458 --> 00:20:00,375 They have all gone to see him in hordes. 153 00:20:01,375 --> 00:20:02,958 Besides, this is Hindustani classical music. 154 00:20:03,042 --> 00:20:05,042 Not some gyrating film song that will attract a large crowd. 155 00:20:05,125 --> 00:20:06,542 This music is not for regular ears. 156 00:20:06,750 --> 00:20:10,917 You worry too much. Come. Look at the ones who have come. 157 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:15,375 Great connoisseurs of music and poetry. The ones who should be here are here. 158 00:20:15,667 --> 00:20:17,750 There is one more singer performing today. 159 00:20:18,875 --> 00:20:21,750 Jagan Batwal. He belongs to Solan, a local boy. 160 00:20:25,167 --> 00:20:28,667 But, sir, today was meant to be Qala's day. 161 00:20:31,417 --> 00:20:35,417 -How can someone else sing? -This boy is an orphan. 162 00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:38,458 He learnt how to sing in the local Sikh temple. 163 00:20:38,583 --> 00:20:41,083 He is getting a chance to sing in front of you. 164 00:20:42,583 --> 00:20:45,125 But if you have an issue with his caste or birth… 165 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:46,458 No, no. 166 00:20:47,042 --> 00:20:49,500 After all, an artist is not identified by his caste or birth. 167 00:20:49,917 --> 00:20:52,583 And besides, you have decided that he will sing today, so I will listen. 168 00:20:52,667 --> 00:20:54,500 I can't refuse your wish. 169 00:20:54,583 --> 00:20:58,375 Dear father 170 00:20:58,875 --> 00:21:05,875 Dear father 171 00:21:10,500 --> 00:21:17,333 Dear father, why am I losing 172 00:21:17,417 --> 00:21:23,375 My mother's home? 173 00:21:24,792 --> 00:21:29,542 Dear father 174 00:21:30,333 --> 00:21:35,917 Dear father 175 00:21:36,792 --> 00:21:43,792 Why am I losing 176 00:21:44,083 --> 00:21:49,333 My mother's home? 177 00:21:52,750 --> 00:21:59,750 Dear father, why am I losing 178 00:21:59,917 --> 00:22:05,292 My mother's home? 179 00:22:27,833 --> 00:22:33,208 Come, child. Sit. Well done. You sang beautifully. 180 00:22:34,708 --> 00:22:38,292 You have your mother's voice. The same sweetness. 181 00:22:40,375 --> 00:22:42,458 How many hours do you practice a day? 182 00:22:42,542 --> 00:22:46,542 -Around eight hours a day. -Eight hours… 183 00:22:47,625 --> 00:22:49,500 I thought you said 184 00:22:50,458 --> 00:22:52,792 no one will come because Gandhi is visiting. 185 00:22:52,875 --> 00:22:53,750 I did say that, but-- 186 00:22:53,833 --> 00:22:58,958 Oh, to die like this 187 00:23:00,583 --> 00:23:05,958 Is not an ending my friend 188 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:15,000 The world doth die every day 189 00:23:16,333 --> 00:23:22,000 Yet does not fade away 190 00:23:23,667 --> 00:23:30,292 Who knows when the end will come 191 00:23:30,917 --> 00:23:36,542 And how death will visit me 192 00:23:37,458 --> 00:23:44,250 If my lord lives in my heart 193 00:23:46,542 --> 00:23:52,750 I will gently fade away 194 00:23:54,375 --> 00:23:59,833 I will gently fade away 195 00:24:00,250 --> 00:24:02,417 Fade 196 00:24:02,500 --> 00:24:09,500 Fade away 197 00:24:39,625 --> 00:24:45,625 Where do you wander in your search? 198 00:24:45,833 --> 00:24:51,167 His shadow walks with you 199 00:24:51,667 --> 00:24:57,375 Yet you die with every breath 200 00:24:57,833 --> 00:25:03,042 And fall apart more than coming together 201 00:25:03,708 --> 00:25:09,667 Each breath a formless hymn Sung without fear 202 00:25:09,750 --> 00:25:15,333 Heard without hate sung without fear 203 00:25:15,708 --> 00:25:21,625 Each breath a formless hymn Sung without fear 204 00:25:21,708 --> 00:25:27,958 Heard without hate sung without fear 205 00:25:39,708 --> 00:25:45,250 Every protection falls short Of shielding you 206 00:25:45,875 --> 00:25:50,875 Don't worry, the shroud will suffice 207 00:25:51,667 --> 00:25:57,458 What your hands can hold is all you have 208 00:25:57,792 --> 00:26:03,042 The rest the invaders can take away 209 00:26:03,750 --> 00:26:09,583 When you feast on false dreams 210 00:26:09,667 --> 00:26:15,542 Everything turns to ashes 211 00:26:15,625 --> 00:26:21,750 Yet you die with every breath 212 00:26:21,833 --> 00:26:27,625 And fall apart more than coming together 213 00:26:27,708 --> 00:26:31,833 Each breath a formless hymn 214 00:26:45,375 --> 00:26:50,042 Sung without fear 215 00:26:50,750 --> 00:26:53,458 Each breath a formless hymn 216 00:26:53,542 --> 00:26:58,125 Heard without hate 217 00:26:58,208 --> 00:27:02,875 Heard without hate 218 00:27:02,958 --> 00:27:06,125 Heard without hate 219 00:27:06,208 --> 00:27:10,292 Sung without fear 220 00:27:16,042 --> 00:27:16,917 Urmi. 221 00:27:18,542 --> 00:27:19,417 Urmi. 222 00:27:21,375 --> 00:27:22,458 Why so lost? 223 00:27:28,667 --> 00:27:32,708 -What do you think, sir? -She has a sweetness in her voice. 224 00:27:35,292 --> 00:27:40,167 And this classical form is your family's forte. Your legacy. 225 00:27:42,542 --> 00:27:43,417 No! 226 00:27:45,208 --> 00:27:47,167 I want her to have her father's legacy. 227 00:27:53,333 --> 00:27:54,542 She is not a maestro. 228 00:27:58,625 --> 00:27:59,500 Like… 229 00:28:01,583 --> 00:28:02,667 Like that boy. 230 00:28:05,792 --> 00:28:10,625 They are both good in their own way. She has her kind of talent. And he, his. 231 00:28:11,500 --> 00:28:13,375 Why must you compare the two? 232 00:29:07,250 --> 00:29:11,333 Qala, where are you going? Go get some warm milk for Jagan. 233 00:29:23,500 --> 00:29:24,958 It's really cold here. 234 00:29:30,458 --> 00:29:32,000 More than Solan. 235 00:29:35,042 --> 00:29:37,542 And it snows much more than in Shimla. 236 00:29:54,417 --> 00:29:55,917 I've heard that you also sing? 237 00:29:56,667 --> 00:29:59,833 I missed your performance that day, but your mother told me. 238 00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:04,417 What… What did Mom say? 239 00:30:05,125 --> 00:30:08,875 That you sing too, and that you will accompany me on the lute. 240 00:30:37,417 --> 00:30:38,833 Why have you come? 241 00:31:34,500 --> 00:31:36,833 Who told you to follow me into the cold night? 242 00:31:38,958 --> 00:31:40,167 If you have a fever… 243 00:31:43,042 --> 00:31:44,292 it's not my fault. 244 00:31:45,792 --> 00:31:48,292 Do you always get scared, even before someone blames you? 245 00:31:55,833 --> 00:31:58,708 What do you think you are doing? 246 00:31:59,833 --> 00:32:02,417 He thinks he might have a fever. 247 00:32:10,458 --> 00:32:13,375 Child, lift your arm up a bit. 248 00:32:16,250 --> 00:32:17,167 Slowly. 249 00:32:19,083 --> 00:32:22,917 This has mercury in it. Mercury in a singer's mouth? 250 00:32:23,583 --> 00:32:25,250 He could lose his voice. 251 00:32:27,208 --> 00:32:28,125 Sorry, Mama. 252 00:32:30,417 --> 00:32:32,417 If only you had a genuine connection with music, 253 00:32:32,583 --> 00:32:35,083 then maybe you would have understood what you were doing wrong. 254 00:33:01,958 --> 00:33:02,833 What happened? 255 00:33:05,167 --> 00:33:07,625 Nothing. Everything is okay. 256 00:33:09,417 --> 00:33:10,833 I want you to remember two things. 257 00:33:10,917 --> 00:33:14,833 First, if you keep everything that you feel or think hidden inside, 258 00:33:14,917 --> 00:33:18,375 suppressed till it drowns, a day will come when the dam will burst. 259 00:33:21,083 --> 00:33:22,250 And the second thing? 260 00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:26,417 The word "okay" just means "on kerosene duty". 261 00:33:26,583 --> 00:33:28,208 It doesn't mean that you're fine. 262 00:33:28,625 --> 00:33:30,375 Got it? 263 00:33:32,125 --> 00:33:33,500 -Okay, fine. -My friend. 264 00:33:34,458 --> 00:33:35,458 Where are the lyrics? 265 00:33:35,667 --> 00:33:37,917 Just wait. I've brought an entire compendium. 266 00:33:39,125 --> 00:33:40,375 Yeah, right. 267 00:33:41,292 --> 00:33:43,167 I bet he wrote it in a rickshaw on his way here. 268 00:33:43,250 --> 00:33:45,917 He can write a song in the time that it takes him to smoke a cigarillo. 269 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,625 I'd like to state that speed is no indication of a person's talent, 270 00:33:48,708 --> 00:33:52,500 or the lack thereof. Here's your song. 271 00:33:52,833 --> 00:33:53,833 Let's hear it. 272 00:33:56,292 --> 00:33:57,458 Here you go. 273 00:33:59,333 --> 00:34:01,542 -From here? -Yes, my love. 274 00:34:06,875 --> 00:34:07,750 Sudha, dear. 275 00:34:08,625 --> 00:34:12,333 Just go and tell Mukherjee to get some savories and some tea. 276 00:34:12,417 --> 00:34:13,417 Of course. 277 00:34:16,708 --> 00:34:17,792 Greetings. 278 00:34:19,083 --> 00:34:21,375 Listen. Why don't you hire Gorasaria as a secretary? 279 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:23,750 Most of the stars have done so. 280 00:34:24,208 --> 00:34:26,583 Should I hire him because he is good at his job 281 00:34:26,667 --> 00:34:29,375 or because he is not a woman? 282 00:34:29,458 --> 00:34:31,125 No, no. I didn't mean it like that. 283 00:34:31,333 --> 00:34:33,625 But still, a female secretary? 284 00:34:34,875 --> 00:34:36,958 You can just say secretary. 285 00:34:37,042 --> 00:34:38,917 Do you really need to add the prefix "female"? 286 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:43,708 All it takes is to unlatch that doorway 287 00:34:44,375 --> 00:34:48,833 To let the lost light in 288 00:34:48,917 --> 00:34:53,250 To take shredded dreams 289 00:34:53,708 --> 00:34:58,625 And sew yourself a technicolor coat Of the night 290 00:34:58,708 --> 00:35:03,625 I am done with making excuses 291 00:35:03,708 --> 00:35:08,750 Singing mournful dirges 292 00:35:08,833 --> 00:35:14,083 Sorrowful songs sung slowly 293 00:35:14,833 --> 00:35:15,750 Brilliant! 294 00:35:16,125 --> 00:35:18,208 The third verse is beautiful, Majrooh. 295 00:35:18,708 --> 00:35:21,958 The sad truth is that no one listens to the third verse. 296 00:35:22,042 --> 00:35:23,500 It's never played on the radio. 297 00:35:23,583 --> 00:35:25,625 If you were to hang yourself from the third verse, 298 00:35:25,708 --> 00:35:27,167 no one would find your body. 299 00:35:27,708 --> 00:35:31,333 It's sounding a little cluttered, isn't it, Naseeban? It's too alliterative. 300 00:35:31,833 --> 00:35:33,667 Almost like a tongue twister. 301 00:35:34,958 --> 00:35:36,417 It will be difficult to sing. 302 00:35:36,917 --> 00:35:40,917 Mr. Rai, the sentiments of the scene are clearly and beautifully 303 00:35:41,417 --> 00:35:43,417 reflected in these lyrics. 304 00:35:43,958 --> 00:35:46,917 Besides, how can we argue with a poet about his poetry? 305 00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:49,167 Ma'am, Mr. Sanyal passed away. 306 00:35:49,458 --> 00:35:50,417 What? 307 00:36:11,917 --> 00:36:13,167 ADDITIONAL BENGAL NEWS 308 00:36:13,292 --> 00:36:16,042 THE INTOXICATING VOICE GOES SILENT TODAY: CHANDAN LAL SANYAL PASSES AWAY 309 00:36:16,167 --> 00:36:18,583 This is All India Radio. 310 00:36:19,500 --> 00:36:23,958 I am sure our listeners have already read the sad news in today's newspapers. 311 00:36:24,375 --> 00:36:30,625 One of our most beloved singers, Chandan Lal Sanyal, is no more. 312 00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:38,667 And today, in our studio, we have Ms. Qala Manjushree with us. 313 00:36:39,167 --> 00:36:42,875 -Ma'am, welcome. -Thank you. 314 00:36:43,708 --> 00:36:47,083 I would like to know. 315 00:36:47,750 --> 00:36:51,750 You never had the privilege of working with Mr. Sanyal? 316 00:36:55,625 --> 00:36:59,750 No. Sadly, I never got the opportunity. 317 00:37:02,208 --> 00:37:03,333 Liar! 318 00:37:31,417 --> 00:37:37,708 I have a fondness for breaking apart 319 00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:45,417 Come gather me, my love 320 00:37:50,917 --> 00:37:53,333 Do you know the lyrics of this song? 321 00:37:54,375 --> 00:37:55,833 Who doesn't? 322 00:38:02,167 --> 00:38:03,042 Then sing. 323 00:38:05,958 --> 00:38:12,958 I have a fondness for breaking apart 324 00:38:14,125 --> 00:38:21,125 Come gather me, my love 325 00:39:02,250 --> 00:39:08,875 I drown in you 326 00:39:09,083 --> 00:39:13,417 Like a word submerged In an unspoken conversation 327 00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:17,125 Son… 328 00:39:18,833 --> 00:39:25,792 I drown in you 329 00:39:26,208 --> 00:39:32,375 Like a word submerged In an unspoken conversation 330 00:39:35,667 --> 00:39:42,625 One look at you and the winds 331 00:39:43,208 --> 00:39:49,750 Themselves have caught their breath Like I would your hands 332 00:39:50,458 --> 00:39:56,167 The river of the night Pools into your eyes 333 00:39:57,042 --> 00:40:04,042 And fells me to my knees 334 00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:17,250 I have a fondness for breaking apart 335 00:40:17,333 --> 00:40:24,333 Come gather me, my love 336 00:40:44,042 --> 00:40:45,500 Shall we practice our music? 337 00:40:52,208 --> 00:40:53,083 Not today. 338 00:41:00,750 --> 00:41:02,417 Qala, listen. 339 00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:21,958 No one can argue with you on thumri, you yourself are an enchanting melody. 340 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:31,792 Why are you standing so far away? Stop talking and come to me. 341 00:41:54,875 --> 00:41:59,042 From our hills, especially for you. 342 00:42:41,750 --> 00:42:44,542 What does Mom want with Mr. Sanyal? 343 00:42:47,333 --> 00:42:50,333 Why is she sitting with him? 344 00:42:51,625 --> 00:42:52,542 For me. 345 00:42:54,792 --> 00:42:58,417 She has a dream that I should sing in the film industry like Mr. Sanyal. 346 00:42:59,667 --> 00:43:03,167 I could get a chance to work with Mr. Sumant Kumar. 347 00:43:04,042 --> 00:43:06,750 Only a precious few get such an opportunity. 348 00:43:09,208 --> 00:43:12,458 And the Golden Record, I could even be honored with that. 349 00:43:19,167 --> 00:43:20,500 Just imagine. 350 00:43:21,875 --> 00:43:24,583 I could finally sing to my heart's content. 351 00:43:26,625 --> 00:43:30,208 I'll fill the whole of Calcutta city with my songs. 352 00:43:33,917 --> 00:43:35,333 I want to do that too. 353 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:38,958 I want all of that too. 354 00:43:40,792 --> 00:43:43,792 That… That golden award… 355 00:43:46,333 --> 00:43:49,417 that Mom wants, I'll get it for her. 356 00:44:09,833 --> 00:44:10,708 Thank you. 357 00:44:13,208 --> 00:44:14,333 Thank you. 358 00:44:18,750 --> 00:44:19,667 Thank you. 359 00:44:21,792 --> 00:44:22,750 You know, Qala, 360 00:44:23,458 --> 00:44:26,875 Devendra Narayan finished his education in England. 361 00:44:27,708 --> 00:44:30,917 And he's with the Royal Air Force now, right? 362 00:44:31,833 --> 00:44:37,000 And Queen Mandira was telling me that he is very fond of music. 363 00:44:37,500 --> 00:44:39,667 Have you ever been to our place? 364 00:44:41,042 --> 00:44:42,083 No. 365 00:44:42,667 --> 00:44:45,000 That's okay. You'll be living there now. 366 00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:47,042 She's going to love it. 367 00:44:48,792 --> 00:44:52,208 And what about your plans? Back to the hills? 368 00:44:53,417 --> 00:44:56,375 No! I'll be staying here from now on. 369 00:44:57,083 --> 00:44:58,833 Qala will be with you. 370 00:44:59,167 --> 00:45:03,958 And I'll be with Jagan, guiding him in his music, his career. 371 00:45:04,042 --> 00:45:05,875 For now, everything is in Calcutta. 372 00:45:06,333 --> 00:45:08,333 Himachal will have to wait. 373 00:45:11,833 --> 00:45:13,750 Why don't you both get to know each other a bit better? 374 00:45:13,833 --> 00:45:17,250 Urmila, I'd love to go and chat with your young protégé. 375 00:45:17,333 --> 00:45:18,875 -Yes, please. -Shall we? 376 00:45:19,208 --> 00:45:20,792 -Let's go. -Please come. 377 00:45:31,208 --> 00:45:33,708 So, you like music? 378 00:45:41,208 --> 00:45:42,083 No. 379 00:45:44,375 --> 00:45:45,417 I hate it. 380 00:45:52,417 --> 00:45:55,167 The who's who of the industry will be coming. 381 00:45:56,958 --> 00:46:00,667 You'll get to meet everyone, Qala. 382 00:46:03,208 --> 00:46:04,375 And of course… 383 00:46:05,583 --> 00:46:07,208 Jagan will sing. 384 00:46:08,167 --> 00:46:09,417 It'll be so nice. 385 00:46:10,875 --> 00:46:12,250 Shall I sing something too? 386 00:46:16,292 --> 00:46:22,500 You know what kind of girls sing in front of the film industry people. 387 00:46:25,750 --> 00:46:30,125 -But Jagan is singing. -He is a boy. 388 00:46:34,125 --> 00:46:35,708 So, the rules are different. 389 00:46:51,750 --> 00:46:54,375 -Shall we go back home? -What? 390 00:46:55,917 --> 00:47:00,625 Back to the hills. Just the two of us? Let's go home. 391 00:47:02,375 --> 00:47:05,708 You will get married, and go to your husband's home. 392 00:47:07,958 --> 00:47:10,208 But my home is with you. 393 00:47:13,875 --> 00:47:19,333 The son stays with the mother. The daughter stays with her husband. 394 00:47:31,375 --> 00:47:33,375 In that case, I'll marry Jagan. 395 00:47:34,792 --> 00:47:38,500 So I don't have to ever leave you. Ever! 396 00:47:44,083 --> 00:47:46,083 Do you have no shame? 397 00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:55,042 How can you even think of marrying your own brother? 398 00:47:56,917 --> 00:47:58,167 Brother? 399 00:47:59,917 --> 00:48:01,583 I can't believe this. 400 00:48:06,208 --> 00:48:08,542 I hope you're not putting ideas into his head. 401 00:48:18,042 --> 00:48:19,250 Disgusting! 402 00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:52,958 Jagan's performance is about to begin. What are you doing standing here? 403 00:49:53,042 --> 00:49:55,542 Go and get some warm milk for him. 404 00:50:38,875 --> 00:50:39,917 How are you? 405 00:50:55,333 --> 00:50:56,750 You can see me? 406 00:51:02,125 --> 00:51:04,583 I thought I was invisible. 407 00:51:11,667 --> 00:51:14,458 How can anyone not take notice of you? 408 00:51:17,667 --> 00:51:18,917 You can see me. 409 00:51:23,292 --> 00:51:25,125 But have you ever heard me? 410 00:51:29,292 --> 00:51:31,250 I sing too, you know? 411 00:51:50,500 --> 00:51:52,000 You're going to regret it. 412 00:51:55,958 --> 00:51:57,500 You are planning on launching Jagan. 413 00:51:57,917 --> 00:52:01,542 Remember, he's very good at replacing people. 414 00:52:06,458 --> 00:52:11,708 Jagan might replace me. Just as someone will do the same to him. 415 00:52:12,583 --> 00:52:14,542 Just like I replaced someone before me. 416 00:52:16,125 --> 00:52:20,292 Only music remains. Always. 417 00:52:21,458 --> 00:52:23,417 All this fine talk! 418 00:52:23,958 --> 00:52:26,917 But when you get spat out like so much phlegm because of Jagan, 419 00:52:27,417 --> 00:52:29,458 when no one will want to listen to you, 420 00:52:29,542 --> 00:52:32,875 no one will even recognize or remember you because of Jagan. 421 00:52:42,792 --> 00:52:45,708 It will take to the skies 422 00:52:46,208 --> 00:52:50,375 It will take to the skies 423 00:52:50,458 --> 00:52:56,042 It will take to the skies 424 00:52:56,375 --> 00:53:00,875 The lonely swan will fly away 425 00:53:02,875 --> 00:53:08,417 The lonely swan will fly away 426 00:53:10,417 --> 00:53:16,208 Leaving the spectacle of the world A mere fair 427 00:53:16,292 --> 00:53:21,208 It will take to the skies 428 00:53:21,292 --> 00:53:26,625 The lonely swan will fly away 429 00:53:29,833 --> 00:53:34,042 It will take to the skies 430 00:53:34,583 --> 00:53:41,583 The lonely swan will fly away 431 00:53:42,792 --> 00:53:47,500 It will take to the skies 432 00:53:48,875 --> 00:53:55,875 It will take to the skies 433 00:53:56,875 --> 00:54:00,292 When my life ends 434 00:54:00,375 --> 00:54:02,667 Only then will I stop getting cowed down 435 00:54:03,583 --> 00:54:09,458 The agents of death are too strong for me How to free this tangle of death 436 00:54:09,917 --> 00:54:14,958 It will take to the skies 437 00:54:16,500 --> 00:54:23,500 The lonely swan will fly away 438 00:54:24,125 --> 00:54:29,417 It will take to the skies 439 00:54:29,750 --> 00:54:36,708 The lonely swan will fly away 440 00:54:42,625 --> 00:54:45,708 Son. What happened? 441 00:54:49,500 --> 00:54:51,625 -He's burning up. -My God. 442 00:54:51,708 --> 00:54:53,083 -Fever. -Let's take him inside, come. 443 00:54:53,208 --> 00:54:56,208 Easy. Easy, son. Come, let's go inside 444 00:54:56,833 --> 00:54:58,042 Easy. Easy, son. 445 00:55:00,500 --> 00:55:02,542 -I'll call the doctor. -Yes. 446 00:55:06,917 --> 00:55:08,750 Yes. It's-- It's an emergency. 447 00:55:09,125 --> 00:55:12,083 -Come as fast as you can-- -I'll be there as soon as I can. 448 00:55:12,167 --> 00:55:13,708 Thank you. Yes, please. 449 00:55:15,833 --> 00:55:16,833 How is he now? 450 00:55:18,833 --> 00:55:20,250 What should we do about the guests? 451 00:55:21,208 --> 00:55:23,417 Just ask all of them to leave. 452 00:55:23,500 --> 00:55:26,125 Urmila, do you realize how fragile their egos are? 453 00:55:26,542 --> 00:55:28,292 It takes little to nothing for them to be displeased. 454 00:55:29,042 --> 00:55:31,000 We have to think about the future. 455 00:55:31,667 --> 00:55:32,542 Today he might be unwell, 456 00:55:32,625 --> 00:55:34,833 but tomorrow Jagan will need these very people to succeed. 457 00:55:35,417 --> 00:55:38,625 That's how it works. You can't just ask them to leave. 458 00:55:38,875 --> 00:55:40,833 Then let them wait for as long as they want. 459 00:55:41,125 --> 00:55:42,417 Does it look like I care? 460 00:56:04,792 --> 00:56:11,750 I won't tug at your strings 461 00:56:12,125 --> 00:56:19,125 I won't tug at your strings 462 00:56:19,375 --> 00:56:26,250 Nor unravel your clouds 463 00:56:26,667 --> 00:56:33,667 I won't unlatch the windows to your heart 464 00:56:33,875 --> 00:56:40,083 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 465 00:56:41,083 --> 00:56:46,667 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 466 00:56:48,333 --> 00:56:55,083 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 467 00:56:55,583 --> 00:57:01,417 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 468 00:57:30,958 --> 00:57:37,958 I will not chase the light 469 00:57:41,583 --> 00:57:48,542 No more will I dance drenched in rain 470 00:57:52,667 --> 00:57:59,458 I will bind the burning fireflies In my hair 471 00:58:04,333 --> 00:58:07,833 Your threshold 472 00:58:07,917 --> 00:58:11,500 I will not dare to cross your threshold 473 00:58:11,583 --> 00:58:15,125 Your threshold 474 00:58:15,208 --> 00:58:21,958 Nor ask to be held in your shade 475 00:58:22,458 --> 00:58:27,750 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 476 00:58:29,875 --> 00:58:35,167 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 477 00:58:36,917 --> 00:58:43,917 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 478 00:58:44,208 --> 00:58:50,042 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 479 00:58:51,417 --> 00:58:57,083 Just stay don't turn your gaze away 480 00:58:57,625 --> 00:59:03,958 Just don't turn your gaze away 481 00:59:04,833 --> 00:59:11,333 Just don't turn your gaze away 482 00:59:12,292 --> 00:59:18,042 Just don't turn your gaze away 483 00:59:19,208 --> 00:59:26,208 Just don't turn your gaze away 484 01:01:36,250 --> 01:01:39,625 Have some almonds. They are from our own orchards. 485 01:01:43,417 --> 01:01:44,958 That song I heard that day. 486 01:01:46,333 --> 01:01:48,750 I swear the voice is still echoing in my head. 487 01:01:52,125 --> 01:01:54,167 You didn't finish the song. But still. 488 01:02:00,208 --> 01:02:04,208 You left an EP with Mr. Sanyal, a hymn. 489 01:02:05,542 --> 01:02:07,167 "Without Fear, Without Hate". 490 01:02:11,958 --> 01:02:16,958 Majrooh heard it. He said it sounds like the voice of divinity itself. 491 01:02:18,125 --> 01:02:19,458 You are too kind. 492 01:02:27,458 --> 01:02:30,500 -I did mention it on our call-- -I just could not believe it 493 01:02:33,333 --> 01:02:35,625 How can anyone or anything silence him? 494 01:02:38,250 --> 01:02:40,417 Even God couldn't commit such a travesty. 495 01:02:46,875 --> 01:02:50,917 You will get your voice back. You will sing again. 496 01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:56,208 And you will record your first professional song with me. 497 01:03:03,750 --> 01:03:05,125 I'll take your leave now. 498 01:03:13,333 --> 01:03:14,292 Wait. 499 01:03:16,833 --> 01:03:17,750 It's snowing. 500 01:03:18,917 --> 01:03:21,875 And it's quite late too. 501 01:03:23,958 --> 01:03:26,375 Why don't we ask him to stay the night, Mom? 502 01:03:27,500 --> 01:03:29,792 He can leave when the weather improves. 503 01:03:34,875 --> 01:03:36,333 How remiss of me. 504 01:03:37,833 --> 01:03:40,458 Of course, she is right. 505 01:03:42,208 --> 01:03:44,792 Please stay the night. 506 01:03:47,292 --> 01:03:48,625 So very kind of you. 507 01:04:22,917 --> 01:04:26,167 From our hills. Especially for you. 508 01:04:56,875 --> 01:04:57,833 What is it? 509 01:05:33,042 --> 01:05:37,750 What happened? Are you feverish again? 510 01:05:41,167 --> 01:05:42,375 Not fever. 511 01:05:44,917 --> 01:05:46,125 Just noise… 512 01:05:48,583 --> 01:05:49,458 here! 513 01:05:53,417 --> 01:05:56,875 And fear here! 514 01:06:06,208 --> 01:06:08,292 I feel like something inside me is broken. 515 01:06:16,917 --> 01:06:18,333 Shall I call the doctor? 516 01:06:36,500 --> 01:06:37,667 You sleep. 517 01:06:44,542 --> 01:06:45,708 I'll leave now. 518 01:06:51,917 --> 01:06:53,417 Everything will be better tomorrow. 519 01:07:12,833 --> 01:07:14,125 The recording is in three days’ time. 520 01:07:15,458 --> 01:07:17,292 Okay. I'll be there. 521 01:07:17,500 --> 01:07:18,375 Good. 522 01:07:19,000 --> 01:07:20,042 No smoking, all right? 523 01:07:23,375 --> 01:07:24,250 Urmila, ma'am. 524 01:07:27,625 --> 01:07:29,083 Your daughter sings like the cuckoo. 525 01:07:30,542 --> 01:07:31,417 Cuckoo. 526 01:07:35,458 --> 01:07:36,708 True. She is that. 527 01:07:39,458 --> 01:07:41,625 Well, then I'll take your leave. 528 01:07:43,333 --> 01:07:44,250 Bye-bye. 529 01:07:44,667 --> 01:07:45,875 Believe in yourself. 530 01:07:59,333 --> 01:08:01,125 He is absolutely right about you. 531 01:08:03,000 --> 01:08:04,083 Cuckoo. 532 01:08:05,875 --> 01:08:12,292 A bird that never makes her own nest. Always steals what belongs to others. 533 01:08:16,917 --> 01:08:19,750 Never puts in any effort to create something of her own. 534 01:08:22,208 --> 01:08:24,375 Takes what doesn't belong to her. 535 01:11:57,125 --> 01:11:59,583 Sir, what are you doing there? Please, come in. 536 01:12:00,500 --> 01:12:01,417 Hello. 537 01:12:03,583 --> 01:12:04,458 Is Qala home? 538 01:12:04,792 --> 01:12:05,667 Yes. She is. 539 01:12:06,875 --> 01:12:12,417 The thing is I've got a film in hand after a long struggle. So… 540 01:12:13,208 --> 01:12:15,667 If Qala could sing just one song-- I mean… 541 01:12:16,208 --> 01:12:18,708 If she could give me some dates. Even a single day. I'll fit it into that. 542 01:12:18,875 --> 01:12:20,958 Yes, yes, of course, sir. I'll figure out a date that works. 543 01:12:21,167 --> 01:12:23,125 Please come in and have a seat. I'll call ma'am. 544 01:12:23,208 --> 01:12:24,167 -Fine. -Please, come. 545 01:12:36,583 --> 01:12:39,167 Ma'am, Mr. Sumant Kumar has come to see you. 546 01:12:45,250 --> 01:12:47,083 Tell him I'm not home. 547 01:12:49,333 --> 01:12:51,792 He was saying he's got a film after a big gap, so-- 548 01:12:56,417 --> 01:12:57,333 Ma'am… 549 01:13:00,208 --> 01:13:01,625 Is everything okay? 550 01:13:20,708 --> 01:13:23,625 Actually, I just realized ma'am is not at home. 551 01:13:24,625 --> 01:13:28,375 I thought she was, my mistake. I didn't see her leave. 552 01:13:31,500 --> 01:13:33,167 -The moment she comes back, I'll-- -Thank you. 553 01:13:59,708 --> 01:14:01,250 -Hello. -Hello. 554 01:14:02,625 --> 01:14:05,917 A lightning trunk call to Mrs. Urmila Manjushree, please. 555 01:14:10,208 --> 01:14:13,208 -Did you say Urmila Manjushree? -Yes. 556 01:14:15,417 --> 01:14:19,250 -What is the location? -Debisthan, Himachal. 557 01:14:21,125 --> 01:14:23,958 Okay. Can you please repeat the number? 558 01:14:24,958 --> 01:14:27,708 24343. 559 01:14:30,042 --> 01:14:32,042 Please hold the line, we're connecting the call. 560 01:14:32,500 --> 01:14:33,583 Okay. 561 01:14:34,167 --> 01:14:35,292 I will hold. 562 01:14:50,083 --> 01:14:51,500 -Hello. -Mama… 563 01:14:53,292 --> 01:14:54,458 Mama… 564 01:14:55,792 --> 01:14:57,792 Something's wrong with me, Mama. 565 01:14:59,542 --> 01:15:01,417 I think I need help-- 566 01:16:11,042 --> 01:16:13,167 How can you be such a bitch, Qala? 567 01:16:16,208 --> 01:16:20,333 I made you! You were nothing! 568 01:16:24,250 --> 01:16:27,125 Everything you have today is because of me. 569 01:16:27,625 --> 01:16:30,625 If I hadn't been there for you then, you would not be here now. 570 01:16:38,917 --> 01:16:40,500 I came for Jagan. 571 01:16:42,792 --> 01:16:44,000 Had he not lost his voice, 572 01:16:44,083 --> 01:16:46,542 it would have been him in that recording studio, not you, Qala. 573 01:16:47,792 --> 01:16:53,125 Oh, to die like this 574 01:16:54,708 --> 01:17:00,042 Is not an ending my friend 575 01:17:02,208 --> 01:17:09,208 The world doth die every day 576 01:17:10,750 --> 01:17:16,500 Yet does not fade away 577 01:17:18,500 --> 01:17:25,500 Who knows when the end will come 578 01:17:26,667 --> 01:17:32,208 And how death will visit me 579 01:17:35,167 --> 01:17:36,042 Mama. 580 01:17:45,333 --> 01:17:46,208 Mama. 581 01:17:48,542 --> 01:17:53,417 I have to go to Calcutta for a recording. 582 01:18:01,500 --> 01:18:02,583 Leave. 583 01:18:05,083 --> 01:18:06,208 Get out. 584 01:18:08,708 --> 01:18:11,208 And never come back here. 585 01:18:13,583 --> 01:18:17,833 This house has no place for a courtesan. 586 01:18:23,875 --> 01:18:25,667 Then how are you living here? 587 01:18:35,917 --> 01:18:38,042 You left music. 588 01:18:40,292 --> 01:18:41,458 For all this. 589 01:18:43,875 --> 01:18:47,708 So, how is it my fault? 590 01:18:50,042 --> 01:18:52,417 Why are you taking it out on me? 591 01:18:55,167 --> 01:18:56,333 I'm your daughter. 592 01:18:58,625 --> 01:19:02,417 Shouldn't you love me. Unconditionally? 593 01:19:06,875 --> 01:19:08,208 But you don't… 594 01:19:18,875 --> 01:19:20,500 What will it take, Mama? 595 01:19:23,833 --> 01:19:26,167 Whatever I do… 596 01:19:28,083 --> 01:19:29,625 It's never enough. 597 01:19:54,458 --> 01:19:55,333 Mama. 598 01:19:57,333 --> 01:19:58,292 Sorry, Mama. 599 01:20:00,458 --> 01:20:02,375 Sorry, Mama. Sorry. 600 01:20:03,417 --> 01:20:06,875 I didn't mean it, Mama. Sorry. 601 01:20:07,625 --> 01:20:08,542 Please. 602 01:20:10,083 --> 01:20:10,958 Mama. 603 01:21:32,917 --> 01:21:36,667 How does one tell him now 604 01:21:36,750 --> 01:21:41,042 -That no means no-- -Cut, cut, cut, cut! 605 01:21:44,500 --> 01:21:48,833 You seem a bit nervous. Don't be. 606 01:21:49,625 --> 01:21:53,625 We are all here for you. And we are in no rush. 607 01:21:53,708 --> 01:21:54,958 So relax. And sing. 608 01:21:56,000 --> 01:21:56,917 Ready? 609 01:21:57,542 --> 01:21:58,583 Let's start. 610 01:22:25,083 --> 01:22:28,792 How does one tell him now 611 01:22:28,875 --> 01:22:34,042 That no means no 612 01:22:34,542 --> 01:22:37,083 -My impatient amour-- -Cut, cut, cut! 613 01:22:46,167 --> 01:22:47,542 All good, nothing to worry. 614 01:22:50,042 --> 01:22:51,250 The scene for this song 615 01:22:51,333 --> 01:22:55,333 is about a flirtation between the hero and his lover. 616 01:22:56,708 --> 01:23:01,625 He is wooing her. And she is playing coy. 617 01:23:02,375 --> 01:23:09,083 It's a game. There is a yes hidden in her no. 618 01:23:10,250 --> 01:23:12,333 So, nothing much. You just have to have fun. 619 01:23:12,625 --> 01:23:14,833 Just imagine yourself in the heroine's place. 620 01:23:16,792 --> 01:23:20,333 Don't just sing. Imagine you are the lover. 621 01:23:22,333 --> 01:23:25,125 Let's try again. It's going well. Don't worry. 622 01:23:27,083 --> 01:23:28,208 Nervous? 623 01:23:30,125 --> 01:23:32,667 It'll come. Okay. Ready? 624 01:23:33,083 --> 01:23:34,833 -Yes. -Okay, good. 625 01:23:51,750 --> 01:23:55,500 How does one tell him now 626 01:23:55,583 --> 01:23:57,333 -That no means no-- -Cut! 627 01:23:57,958 --> 01:24:02,958 Hey, I said cut. 628 01:24:03,833 --> 01:24:06,125 This is the 11th take. What are you doing? 629 01:24:06,750 --> 01:24:08,375 Wasting the producer's money. 630 01:24:10,500 --> 01:24:12,875 Manoj, sir, have you forgotten your first recording? 631 01:24:13,333 --> 01:24:14,792 I wasn't this bad. 632 01:24:25,042 --> 01:24:29,750 -Why don't you take a short break? -Sir, just one more time. 633 01:24:30,125 --> 01:24:31,833 -Please. -Yes. We will. We will. 634 01:24:58,417 --> 01:25:01,458 -Sir, she is not working out at all. -I made a huge mistake. 635 01:25:02,042 --> 01:25:04,125 I don't think she's cut out for it. 636 01:25:40,333 --> 01:25:42,500 Qala, please don't mind me saying this, but… 637 01:25:47,833 --> 01:25:49,917 I don't think you're ready yet. 638 01:25:59,750 --> 01:26:03,125 Sir, I am ready. 639 01:26:06,000 --> 01:26:07,500 I can sing. 640 01:26:09,583 --> 01:26:12,917 I… I can’t go back home. 641 01:26:14,208 --> 01:26:17,708 Sir, last chance, please. Last. 642 01:27:14,208 --> 01:27:16,750 Hey, Majrooh. A moment. 643 01:27:19,875 --> 01:27:21,583 I just had a chat with her. 644 01:27:21,708 --> 01:27:24,458 Nothing major, she just got a little nervous. That's all. 645 01:27:26,917 --> 01:27:28,000 But you are right. 646 01:27:29,875 --> 01:27:31,625 There is something about this girl. 647 01:27:33,042 --> 01:27:33,917 We can use her. 648 01:28:39,333 --> 01:28:43,000 A chance to work with Mr. Sumant Kumar. 649 01:28:43,083 --> 01:28:46,000 Only a precious few get such an opportunity. 650 01:28:46,792 --> 01:28:50,625 I want to do that too. I want all of that too. 651 01:28:51,792 --> 01:28:55,417 That golden award that Mom wants, 652 01:28:55,958 --> 01:28:57,333 I'll get it for her. 653 01:28:57,750 --> 01:29:02,000 -That's hardly a reason. -That's easy for you to say. 654 01:29:02,667 --> 01:29:06,000 -Even you're always singing for Mom. -I don't sing for her. 655 01:29:07,333 --> 01:29:12,000 I sing because it's like breathing for me. 656 01:29:14,125 --> 01:29:15,583 I sing for myself! 657 01:29:17,208 --> 01:29:19,500 Have you ever tried to sing just for yourself? 658 01:30:39,583 --> 01:30:43,208 How does one tell him now 659 01:30:43,292 --> 01:30:48,667 That no means no 660 01:30:48,917 --> 01:30:53,583 Here he comes riding his high horse My impatient amour 661 01:30:53,667 --> 01:30:58,333 Here he comes riding his high horse My impatient amour 662 01:30:58,833 --> 01:31:03,333 "Oh, my plaintive heart isolated In the crowd silent in the roar." 663 01:31:03,417 --> 01:31:07,292 "Singing a litany A broken note at a time." 664 01:31:07,375 --> 01:31:10,333 -Beautiful! -What's so beautiful? 665 01:31:11,417 --> 01:31:13,167 It's too complex and poetic. 666 01:31:15,417 --> 01:31:16,292 Write something simple. 667 01:31:16,375 --> 01:31:18,292 Listeners should at least understand what's being sung. 668 01:31:19,167 --> 01:31:23,458 Did you understand a word? Okay, tell me, what's a litany? 669 01:31:29,958 --> 01:31:31,250 Nothing is going right today. 670 01:31:31,333 --> 01:31:33,708 Everyone, just leave me alone for a bit, please. 671 01:31:38,708 --> 01:31:40,375 Please, leave. 672 01:31:42,208 --> 01:31:44,208 And thus the poet leaves his mark. 673 01:31:51,625 --> 01:31:52,667 Qala, not you. 674 01:31:55,125 --> 01:31:56,125 Get the door. 675 01:32:19,583 --> 01:32:24,250 He weaves wildflowers into her hair 676 01:32:24,333 --> 01:32:28,875 Just to come a tad bit near 677 01:32:28,958 --> 01:32:33,625 This is but a ploy and game 678 01:32:33,708 --> 01:32:37,750 Wish I knew how to play 'em 679 01:32:38,417 --> 01:32:45,417 His eyes belie his lying words 680 01:32:47,292 --> 01:32:51,000 He doesn't take no for an answer 681 01:32:51,083 --> 01:32:56,583 Just sulking frowns on this clown How does one tell him now 682 01:32:56,667 --> 01:33:01,333 Here he comes riding his high horse My impatient amour 683 01:33:01,417 --> 01:33:05,958 Here he comes riding his high horse My impatient amour 684 01:33:06,042 --> 01:33:09,792 How does one tell him now 685 01:33:09,875 --> 01:33:15,417 That no means no 686 01:33:15,500 --> 01:33:20,458 Here he comes riding his high horse My impatient amour 687 01:33:37,875 --> 01:33:39,667 That song you composed… 688 01:33:39,750 --> 01:33:43,625 The lost ways of the wayward heart 689 01:33:43,708 --> 01:33:47,042 -It's beautiful. -I created that melody with you in mind. 690 01:33:47,583 --> 01:33:49,667 Your voice would have been perfect for it. 691 01:33:50,833 --> 01:33:54,208 But then Mr. Sumant Kumar said you weren't available. 692 01:33:58,083 --> 01:33:59,708 Why don't you keep a secretary? 693 01:34:00,042 --> 01:34:02,583 People can talk directly to her for your dates. 694 01:34:04,500 --> 01:34:07,458 I don't know anyone here. 695 01:34:09,042 --> 01:34:10,583 Give me your number. 696 01:34:13,375 --> 01:34:17,083 -224-- -Hello, madam. 697 01:34:18,625 --> 01:34:21,083 -Hello. -So, you have managed to meet? 698 01:34:22,375 --> 01:34:23,458 Qala, a moment. 699 01:34:25,875 --> 01:34:27,000 What were you two talking about? 700 01:34:27,208 --> 01:34:28,750 You are from a good family. 701 01:34:28,833 --> 01:34:31,375 And girls like you should not mingle with women like her. 702 01:34:32,000 --> 01:34:34,417 And that courtesan's work is not worth talking about. 703 01:34:47,750 --> 01:34:52,458 If you allow it, it will continue. If you stay quiet, it'll keep happening. 704 01:34:55,042 --> 01:34:58,583 Today, he is at the zenith. Tomorrow you will be. 705 01:35:05,667 --> 01:35:07,917 Today, people like him go unpunished. 706 01:35:10,417 --> 01:35:15,208 Everyone unsees the abuse. But times will change. 707 01:35:18,292 --> 01:35:20,250 It's an old trick it has. 708 01:36:10,500 --> 01:36:11,542 Ma'am… 709 01:36:14,208 --> 01:36:16,875 The car is parked at the back. I'll get it. 710 01:36:28,708 --> 01:36:32,042 -Look, look. Qala, ma'am… -Qala, ma'am, how are you, ma'am? 711 01:36:34,000 --> 01:36:36,875 What is your next film, Qala, ma'am? 712 01:36:38,833 --> 01:36:41,833 There are rumors that you have refused to sing in Mr. Dey's next film. 713 01:36:41,917 --> 01:36:42,792 Is that true? 714 01:36:55,125 --> 01:36:56,542 Why did you kill yourself? 715 01:37:04,000 --> 01:37:06,000 All you lost was your voice. 716 01:37:07,292 --> 01:37:09,625 My voice was my identity. 717 01:37:12,667 --> 01:37:14,625 My life. My dreams. 718 01:37:16,167 --> 01:37:17,958 And here you are living them. 719 01:37:23,083 --> 01:37:24,333 Are you happy now? 720 01:37:35,500 --> 01:37:37,542 Mama is still not with me. 721 01:37:50,083 --> 01:37:53,792 It's a semi classical melody. Mid-tempo. 722 01:37:54,833 --> 01:37:59,125 Mr. Rao, you tend to run, regardless of the tempo. 723 01:38:01,000 --> 01:38:03,125 Since Qala is singing, we should wrap early. 724 01:38:03,625 --> 01:38:06,542 But we do have the studio for the entire shift. 725 01:38:09,083 --> 01:38:11,958 -Shall we begin? -Yes, madam. 726 01:38:21,833 --> 01:38:22,708 Qala. 727 01:38:26,667 --> 01:38:27,875 Is everything okay? 728 01:38:38,167 --> 01:38:40,625 Darling child, the recording can be postponed if you aren't up to it. 729 01:38:43,208 --> 01:38:44,458 I can sing. 730 01:38:46,708 --> 01:38:48,000 I will also sing. 731 01:39:10,125 --> 01:39:12,667 -From here? -Yes. 732 01:39:14,375 --> 01:39:16,792 -From here, right? -Qala. 733 01:40:19,458 --> 01:40:20,583 What's wrong? 734 01:40:22,958 --> 01:40:24,792 I can't hear anything. 735 01:40:28,208 --> 01:40:30,917 Mr. Rao, please play the flute. 736 01:40:46,292 --> 01:40:48,833 Can you please move the mic closer to the musicians? 737 01:40:50,917 --> 01:40:52,125 Of course, love. 738 01:41:47,958 --> 01:41:49,042 Qala. 739 01:41:53,167 --> 01:41:54,042 Qala. 740 01:41:55,625 --> 01:41:58,750 -Ma'am. Ma'am. -What happened, child? 741 01:41:59,458 --> 01:42:00,875 What happened, child? 742 01:42:01,792 --> 01:42:05,542 -Qala. Look at me… -Ma'am. 743 01:42:06,083 --> 01:42:08,750 If you don't tell us what's wrong, we won't be able to help you. 744 01:42:08,833 --> 01:42:11,000 She never says anything about what's upsetting her. 745 01:42:13,042 --> 01:42:16,542 Ma'am. Ma'am. Ma'am. 746 01:42:38,375 --> 01:42:39,417 Ma'am. 747 01:42:58,333 --> 01:42:59,542 He's practicing his music. 748 01:43:01,375 --> 01:43:02,417 Who? 749 01:43:04,375 --> 01:43:08,667 He'll want warm milk. Before his performance. 750 01:43:10,583 --> 01:43:11,500 Milk… 751 01:43:13,250 --> 01:43:14,167 Ma'am… 752 01:43:18,542 --> 01:43:21,875 Sorry, Mama. I didn't mean it. 753 01:43:44,125 --> 01:43:47,083 And now, dear listeners, let's hear a snippet 754 01:43:47,250 --> 01:43:50,292 from the slightly disturbing interview with Qala Manjushree. 755 01:43:50,500 --> 01:43:53,792 There are rumors that you have refused to sing in Mr. Dey's next film. 756 01:43:53,875 --> 01:43:56,292 -Is that true? -Why did you kill yourself? 757 01:43:57,917 --> 01:43:59,792 All you lost was your voice. 758 01:44:02,250 --> 01:44:04,167 My voice was my identity. 759 01:44:06,458 --> 01:44:08,667 My life. My dreams. 760 01:44:10,458 --> 01:44:11,958 And here you are living them. 761 01:44:14,292 --> 01:44:15,333 Are you happy now? 762 01:44:24,250 --> 01:44:25,750 Mama is still not with me. 763 01:45:08,542 --> 01:45:10,667 -Hello? Dr. Goenka? -Yes? 764 01:45:11,042 --> 01:45:11,917 It's Qala. 765 01:45:13,708 --> 01:45:16,917 What's wrong, Sudha? Hello? 766 01:45:18,333 --> 01:45:21,292 -Something has happened to her. -What happened? 767 01:45:24,167 --> 01:45:25,958 -I don't know. -Okay. 768 01:45:27,167 --> 01:45:29,250 Can you please come as soon as possible? 769 01:45:34,917 --> 01:45:39,250 Ma'am, come here. 770 01:45:50,917 --> 01:45:53,042 Shall I call someone? 771 01:45:58,792 --> 01:46:00,625 Naseeban, perhaps? 772 01:46:06,167 --> 01:46:07,833 Ma'am, would you like some water? 773 01:46:10,875 --> 01:46:12,000 I'll get you some water. 774 01:47:04,250 --> 01:47:08,875 Don't do it! Don't do it! Don't do it! 775 01:47:10,125 --> 01:47:11,250 Don't do it! 776 01:47:14,125 --> 01:47:15,833 Don't do it! 777 01:47:17,625 --> 01:47:21,500 When my life ends 778 01:47:21,833 --> 01:47:25,042 Only then will I stop getting cowed down 779 01:47:25,125 --> 01:47:28,375 The agents of death are too strong for me 780 01:47:28,458 --> 01:47:31,000 How to free this tangle of death 781 01:47:31,083 --> 01:47:35,250 It will take to the skies 782 01:47:36,083 --> 01:47:42,417 The lonely swan will fly away 783 01:48:31,083 --> 01:48:35,083 Ma'am! Ma'am! 784 01:49:11,667 --> 01:49:12,750 Hello. 785 01:49:13,167 --> 01:49:15,250 Madam, lightning call from Calcutta, please hold. 786 01:49:24,000 --> 01:49:25,875 Hello, am I talking to Mrs. Manjushree? 787 01:49:26,750 --> 01:49:29,375 -Mrs. Urmila Manjushree? -Yes. 788 01:49:29,792 --> 01:49:34,125 This is Dr. Goenka, I'm calling from Calcutta. Your daughter… 789 01:49:34,208 --> 01:49:35,958 -Hello? -…Qala… 790 01:49:36,125 --> 01:49:38,125 -Hello? -Hello. Can you hear me? 791 01:49:38,625 --> 01:49:39,500 Yes. 792 01:49:39,625 --> 01:49:42,750 Qala is not well… I am sorry to say… 793 01:49:42,833 --> 01:49:44,333 She is mentally unstable. 794 01:49:44,417 --> 01:49:45,875 She even tried to take her own life-- 795 01:49:45,958 --> 01:49:48,583 -Hello? -Hello. Can you hear me? 796 01:49:49,417 --> 01:49:51,833 I said she tried to commit suicide, Mrs. Manjushree. 797 01:49:52,625 --> 01:49:59,208 Hello… Hello… Hello… Mrs. Manjushree? 798 01:50:29,708 --> 01:50:33,083 Mama… Mama… 799 01:50:36,042 --> 01:50:38,083 Something's wrong with me, Mama. 800 01:50:42,292 --> 01:50:45,458 I-- I think I need help. Help. 801 01:50:47,792 --> 01:50:53,083 I-- I think I need help. Mama… 802 01:51:00,542 --> 01:51:01,833 Mama. 803 01:51:30,167 --> 01:51:31,083 Dr. Goenka. 804 01:51:32,083 --> 01:51:33,208 Qala's mother. 805 01:51:38,542 --> 01:51:39,417 How is she? 806 01:51:41,083 --> 01:51:42,167 She's in bad shape. 807 01:51:42,708 --> 01:51:43,667 But don't worry. 808 01:51:44,542 --> 01:51:46,000 I've already taken the liberty of speaking 809 01:51:46,083 --> 01:51:47,833 with a psychiatrist at R.G. Dhar medical college. 810 01:51:48,750 --> 01:51:51,000 We should get her admitted immediately. 811 01:51:52,083 --> 01:51:54,333 I know. But what we can do? 812 01:51:55,125 --> 01:51:56,667 We don't really have any other option. 813 01:51:56,958 --> 01:52:00,417 In fact, the ambulance is already here-- -My daughter will go home with me. 814 01:52:02,667 --> 01:52:04,417 Not to some mental institution. 815 01:52:04,583 --> 01:52:06,958 Madam, I don't think you are grasping the seriousness of the situation. 816 01:52:07,042 --> 01:52:07,917 She needs help. 817 01:52:09,167 --> 01:52:11,125 We have to admit her. Madam! 818 01:52:13,333 --> 01:52:14,250 Qala. 819 01:52:15,708 --> 01:52:17,417 Qala! 820 01:52:19,667 --> 01:52:23,625 No, no, no, no… 821 01:52:23,792 --> 01:52:28,583 Please, Doctor. Please, Doctor, help her. Somebody help her, please! 822 01:52:30,417 --> 01:52:34,333 My mother asks 823 01:52:35,250 --> 01:52:38,875 Oh, my darling girl 824 01:52:39,833 --> 01:52:46,833 What makes you so wan so pale 825 01:52:49,250 --> 01:52:56,250 What makes you so wan so pale 826 01:53:01,042 --> 01:53:05,000 Oh, Mother in the yonder forest 827 01:53:05,583 --> 01:53:09,833 A peacock does sing 828 01:53:10,333 --> 01:53:17,333 He has stolen my dreams away 829 01:53:19,625 --> 01:53:26,458 He has stolen my dreams away 830 01:53:31,250 --> 01:53:35,833 My baby girl should we find a weapon 831 01:53:35,917 --> 01:53:39,875 Should we hunt him down 832 01:53:40,583 --> 01:53:47,583 And kill him now 833 01:53:49,875 --> 01:53:56,875 And kill him now 834 01:54:01,542 --> 01:54:06,000 Let's not kill him Mother 835 01:54:06,083 --> 01:54:10,250 Let us just silence him somehow 836 01:54:10,708 --> 01:54:17,708 Let us trap him in a cage now 837 01:54:20,000 --> 01:54:27,000 Let us trap him in a cage now