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Lights.

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Camera. Silence. Action.

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Excuse me, brother. Ma'am. This way.
Please look towards the camera.

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What an amazing accomplishment, ma'am.

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Thank you.

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Congratulations on being honored
with the Golden Vinyl.

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Thank you.

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No. Not you.

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It won't take more than half an hour.

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It's okay.
Let them ask their questions.

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Once again, congratulations, ma'am.

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How does it feel
to be the epitome of musical success?

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It feels as if…

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I've finally reached home,
exhausted and spent.

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And my mother is at the door,
welcoming me.

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This is my father's legacy.

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And my mother's dream for me.

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She has been waiting for this day to come.
She must be thrilled to hear this news.

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Any plans of getting married
in the near future?

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There have been rumors linking you
to a well-known music composer.

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My next film is with Mr. Rai.

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Ms. Naseeban is the music composer,
Mr. Majrooh is penning the lyrics,

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and Mr. Rai's co-producer
and wife is the lead actor.

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Next question.

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Ma'am, the gift of music
runs in your family.

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Your grandfather was even honored
with the great title, Diwan--

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No. It was my father,

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Pandit Devram Manjushree,
who was given that title.

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Your mother, Mrs. Urmila,

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also came to launch her son
as a singer some nine years ago?

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No!

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She has no son.

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I'm her only child.

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Just me.

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Had your husband been alive,

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he would have been so happy
to see his daughter.

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Ma’am,
what are you naming the little doll?

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Qala.

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-My other baby.
-We couldn't pick up on it earlier.

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Both their heartbeats were always in sync.

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A…

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son?

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Don't worry, she's fine.

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A strong and healthy baby.

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It's quite common with twins.

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If one of the babies
is stronger and healthier,

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he or she sometimes absorbs the nutrition
meant for the other baby.

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So, the weaker child
finds it difficult to survive.

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My mother asks

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Oh, my darling girl

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What makes you so wan, so pale?

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What makes you so wan, so pale?

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So what if you are a girl.

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You can still be a musical maestro
like your father.

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You can be trained.
You can be as talented as any boy.

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But because you are a girl,
you will have to work harder.

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You will have to be extra careful
about your dignity and reputation.

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Do you understand what I’m saying?

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Of course you don't.

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But you will.

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The world should address you as a maestro.

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And not as a courtesan.

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Only then will you truly be successful.

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Will you be able to do that?

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Are you capable
of achieving that kind of success?

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Ma'am, your tea is here.

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The people from Illustrated Weekly
magazine will be here any minute now.

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Did my mother call?

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No.

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You did send the telegram to her,
didn't you?

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Yes, ma'am.

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Did you see today's paper, Mama?

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There is a photograph
of me with the Prime Minister.

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Such an honour. And the Golden Vinyl.

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You always wanted it, right?

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I knew you'd be happy.

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Ma'am, the photographer is ready to shoot.

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I have to go now.

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I love you too.

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Yes, Mama, I am taking care of myself.

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Hello.

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I'm calling from Mr. Dey's office.
This is regarding Ms. Qala's dates…

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It's from Mr. Dey's office for my dates.

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Please tell him that if his hero insists
on singing his own songs in this film too,

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my fee should be more than his,
even if it's just by a rupee.

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Hold it.

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Beautiful.

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Enough.

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-But, ma'am, the magazine needs more--
-Hey.

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I think we've got it.

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-We'll send you the photos for approval.
-Thank you.

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By the way, I loved the one you did
for Indira last week.

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-Oh, thank you. Ta-ta then.
-Ta-ta.

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Ma'am, I'll return Mr. Majrooh's books
and come.

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Thief!

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Aren't you ashamed of yourself?
Displaying my dreams on your walls?

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It's mine!

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There's no fever at all.

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What happened exactly?
Do you have any specific symptoms?

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No.

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No, Doctor,
there's nothing physically wrong.

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There's…

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noise…

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here!

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And fear…

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here!

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It's…

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It's… It's like…

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I've been waiting for something to happen.

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And it's happening.

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I feel like something inside me
is breaking.

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I think you need a break.

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-Sounds like extreme exhaustion.
-Exhaustion? No, Doctor.

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There is something wrong with me.

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It's nothing.
This is something all women tend to have.

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Slight hysteria, it's totally normal.
You are such a great artist,

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and, as we all know,
artists are sensitive people.

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They take everything to heart.

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Overthink things. That's why you
are imagining the noise in your head.

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Plus, those few days a month
for every woman are difficult.

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So, why don't you get out of the house,
get some fresh air?

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Okay.

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In that case, send over
some sleeping pills for me.

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Didn't I send some last month?

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-There are only a couple left.
-This is not done, Ms. Qala.

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Why don't you try sleeping
without the pills?

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-I suggest you warm some milk and--
-No milk!

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She doesn't drink milk.

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Okay, fine. Then add some nutmeg
to a glass of warm water and--

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-Just send the sleeping pills.
-Just stop overthinking things.

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You're stressing yourself out too much.
You are such a phenomenal singer. Sing.

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Sorry, Mama.

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-I'll sing again.
-Set the lute down.

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-Mama, please. Let me try once more.
-Set it down now.

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Brains? Zero. Beauty? Zero.

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Zero talent.
The least you can do is work hard.

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And you can't even do that.

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We have to go to Solan
the day after tomorrow.

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You have to sing in front
of the maestro, Mansoor Khan.

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You can't even get your basics right,
Qala.

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Ma, I know it.

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Please just listen to it once.
Just once, Mama.

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Mama, I'm sorry.

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Sorry, Mama.

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Mama, sorry.

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This is the first time

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Diwan Manjushree's daughter
is going to show her vocal talent.

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And for that, such a small crowd?

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Gandhi is visiting Shimla,
so all the surrounding villages are empty.

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They have all gone to see him in hordes.

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Besides,
this is Hindustani classical music.

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Not some gyrating film song
that will attract a large crowd.

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This music is not for regular ears.

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You worry too much. Come.
Look at the ones who have come.

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Great connoisseurs of music and poetry.
The ones who should be here are here.

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There is one more singer performing today.

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Jagan Batwal.
He belongs to Solan, a local boy.

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But, sir,
today was meant to be Qala's day.

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-How can someone else sing?
-This boy is an orphan.

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He learnt how to sing
in the local Sikh temple.

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He is getting a chance
to sing in front of you.

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But if you have an issue
with his caste or birth…

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No, no.

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After all, an artist is not identified
by his caste or birth.

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And besides, you have decided
that he will sing today, so I will listen.

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I can't refuse your wish.

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Dear father

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Dear father

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Dear father, why am I losing

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My mother's home?

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Dear father

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Dear father

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Why am I losing

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My mother's home?

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Dear father, why am I losing

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My mother's home?

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Come, child. Sit. Well done.
You sang beautifully.

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You have your mother's voice.
The same sweetness.

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How many hours do you practice a day?

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-Around eight hours a day.
-Eight hours…

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I thought you said

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no one will come
because Gandhi is visiting.

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I did say that, but--

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Oh, to die like this

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Is not an ending my friend

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The world doth die every day

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Yet does not fade away

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Who knows when the end will come

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And how death will visit me

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If my lord lives in my heart

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I will gently fade away

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I will gently fade away

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Fade

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Fade away

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Where do you wander in your search?

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His shadow walks with you

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Yet you die with every breath

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And fall apart more than coming together

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Each breath a formless hymn
Sung without fear

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Heard without hate sung without fear

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Each breath a formless hymn
Sung without fear

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Heard without hate sung without fear

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Every protection falls short
Of shielding you

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Don't worry, the shroud will suffice

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What your hands can hold is all you have

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The rest the invaders can take away

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When you feast on false dreams

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Everything turns to ashes

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Yet you die with every breath

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And fall apart more than coming together

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Each breath a formless hymn

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Sung without fear

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Each breath a formless hymn

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Heard without hate

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Heard without hate

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Heard without hate

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Sung without fear

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Urmi.

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Urmi.

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Why so lost?

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-What do you think, sir?
-She has a sweetness in her voice.

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And this classical form
is your family's forte. Your legacy.

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No!

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I want her to have her father's legacy.

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She is not a maestro.

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Like…

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Like that boy.

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They are both good in their own way.
She has her kind of talent. And he, his.

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Why must you compare the two?

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Qala, where are you going?
Go get some warm milk for Jagan.

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It's really cold here.

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More than Solan.

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And it snows much more than in Shimla.

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I've heard that you also sing?

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I missed your performance that day,
but your mother told me.

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What… What did Mom say?

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That you sing too, and that you will
accompany me on the lute.

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Why have you come?

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Who told you to follow me
into the cold night?

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If you have a fever…

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it's not my fault.

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Do you always get scared,
even before someone blames you?

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What do you think you are doing?

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He thinks he might have a fever.

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Child, lift your arm up a bit.

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Slowly.

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This has mercury in it.
Mercury in a singer's mouth?

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He could lose his voice.

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Sorry, Mama.

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If only you had a genuine connection
with music,

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then maybe you would have understood
what you were doing wrong.

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What happened?

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Nothing. Everything is okay.

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I want you to remember two things.

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First, if you keep everything
that you feel or think hidden inside,

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00:33:14.917 --> 00:33:18.375
suppressed till it drowns,
a day will come when the dam will burst.

259
00:33:21.083 --> 00:33:22.250
And the second thing?

260
00:33:22.750 --> 00:33:26.417
The word "okay"
just means "on kerosene duty".

261
00:33:26.583 --> 00:33:28.208
It doesn't mean that you're fine.

262
00:33:28.625 --> 00:33:30.375
Got it?

263
00:33:32.125 --> 00:33:33.500
-Okay, fine.
-My friend.

264
00:33:34.458 --> 00:33:35.458
Where are the lyrics?

265
00:33:35.667 --> 00:33:37.917
Just wait.
I've brought an entire compendium.

266
00:33:39.125 --> 00:33:40.375
Yeah, right.

267
00:33:41.292 --> 00:33:43.167
I bet he wrote it in a rickshaw
on his way here.

268
00:33:43.250 --> 00:33:45.917
He can write a song in the time
that it takes him to smoke a cigarillo.

269
00:33:46.000 --> 00:33:48.625
I'd like to state that speed
is no indication of a person's talent,

270
00:33:48.708 --> 00:33:52.500
or the lack thereof. Here's your song.

271
00:33:52.833 --> 00:33:53.833
Let's hear it.

272
00:33:56.292 --> 00:33:57.458
Here you go.

273
00:33:59.333 --> 00:34:01.542
-From here?
-Yes, my love.

274
00:34:06.875 --> 00:34:07.750
Sudha, dear.

275
00:34:08.625 --> 00:34:12.333
Just go and tell Mukherjee
to get some savories and some tea.

276
00:34:12.417 --> 00:34:13.417
Of course.

277
00:34:16.708 --> 00:34:17.792
Greetings.

278
00:34:19.083 --> 00:34:21.375
Listen. Why don't you hire Gorasaria
as a secretary?

279
00:34:22.000 --> 00:34:23.750
Most of the stars have done so.

280
00:34:24.208 --> 00:34:26.583
Should I hire him
because he is good at his job

281
00:34:26.667 --> 00:34:29.375
or because he is not a woman?

282
00:34:29.458 --> 00:34:31.125
No, no. I didn't mean it like that.

283
00:34:31.333 --> 00:34:33.625
But still, a female secretary?

284
00:34:34.875 --> 00:34:36.958
You can just say secretary.

285
00:34:37.042 --> 00:34:38.917
Do you really need
to add the prefix "female"?

286
00:34:39.000 --> 00:34:43.708
All it takes is to unlatch that doorway

287
00:34:44.375 --> 00:34:48.833
To let the lost light in

288
00:34:48.917 --> 00:34:53.250
To take shredded dreams

289
00:34:53.708 --> 00:34:58.625
And sew yourself a technicolor coat
Of the night

290
00:34:58.708 --> 00:35:03.625
I am done with making excuses

291
00:35:03.708 --> 00:35:08.750
Singing mournful dirges

292
00:35:08.833 --> 00:35:14.083
Sorrowful songs sung slowly

293
00:35:14.833 --> 00:35:15.750
Brilliant!

294
00:35:16.125 --> 00:35:18.208
The third verse is beautiful, Majrooh.

295
00:35:18.708 --> 00:35:21.958
The sad truth is that no one listens
to the third verse.

296
00:35:22.042 --> 00:35:23.500
It's never played on the radio.

297
00:35:23.583 --> 00:35:25.625
If you were to hang yourself
from the third verse,

298
00:35:25.708 --> 00:35:27.167
no one would find your body.

299
00:35:27.708 --> 00:35:31.333
It's sounding a little cluttered,
isn't it, Naseeban? It's too alliterative.

300
00:35:31.833 --> 00:35:33.667
Almost like a tongue twister.

301
00:35:34.958 --> 00:35:36.417
It will be difficult to sing.

302
00:35:36.917 --> 00:35:40.917
Mr. Rai, the sentiments of the scene
are clearly and beautifully

303
00:35:41.417 --> 00:35:43.417
reflected in these lyrics.

304
00:35:43.958 --> 00:35:46.917
Besides, how can we argue
with a poet about his poetry?

305
00:35:47.000 --> 00:35:49.167
Ma'am, Mr. Sanyal passed away.

306
00:35:49.458 --> 00:35:50.417
What?

307
00:36:11.917 --> 00:36:13.167
ADDITIONAL BENGAL NEWS

308
00:36:13.292 --> 00:36:16.042
THE INTOXICATING VOICE GOES SILENT TODAY:
CHANDAN LAL SANYAL PASSES AWAY

309
00:36:16.167 --> 00:36:18.583
This is All India Radio.

310
00:36:19.500 --> 00:36:23.958
I am sure our listeners have already read
the sad news in today's newspapers.

311
00:36:24.375 --> 00:36:30.625
One of our most beloved singers,
Chandan Lal Sanyal, is no more.

312
00:36:32.000 --> 00:36:38.667
And today, in our studio,
we have Ms. Qala Manjushree with us.

313
00:36:39.167 --> 00:36:42.875
-Ma'am, welcome.
-Thank you.

314
00:36:43.708 --> 00:36:47.083
I would like to know.

315
00:36:47.750 --> 00:36:51.750
You never had the privilege
of working with Mr. Sanyal?

316
00:36:55.625 --> 00:36:59.750
No. Sadly, I never got the opportunity.

317
00:37:02.208 --> 00:37:03.333
Liar!

318
00:37:31.417 --> 00:37:37.708
I have a fondness for breaking apart

319
00:37:38.500 --> 00:37:45.417
Come gather me, my love

320
00:37:50.917 --> 00:37:53.333
Do you know the lyrics of this song?

321
00:37:54.375 --> 00:37:55.833
Who doesn't?

322
00:38:02.167 --> 00:38:03.042
Then sing.

323
00:38:05.958 --> 00:38:12.958
I have a fondness for breaking apart

324
00:38:14.125 --> 00:38:21.125
Come gather me, my love

325
00:39:02.250 --> 00:39:08.875
I drown in you

326
00:39:09.083 --> 00:39:13.417
Like a word submerged
In an unspoken conversation

327
00:39:16.250 --> 00:39:17.125
Son…

328
00:39:18.833 --> 00:39:25.792
I drown in you

329
00:39:26.208 --> 00:39:32.375
Like a word submerged
In an unspoken conversation

330
00:39:35.667 --> 00:39:42.625
One look at you and the winds

331
00:39:43.208 --> 00:39:49.750
Themselves have caught their breath
Like I would your hands

332
00:39:50.458 --> 00:39:56.167
The river of the night
Pools into your eyes

333
00:39:57.042 --> 00:40:04.042
And fells me to my knees

334
00:40:11.000 --> 00:40:17.250
I have a fondness for breaking apart

335
00:40:17.333 --> 00:40:24.333
Come gather me, my love

336
00:40:44.042 --> 00:40:45.500
Shall we practice our music?

337
00:40:52.208 --> 00:40:53.083
Not today.

338
00:41:00.750 --> 00:41:02.417
Qala, listen.

339
00:41:18.000 --> 00:41:21.958
No one can argue with you on thumri,
you yourself are an enchanting melody.

340
00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:31.792
Why are you standing so far away?
Stop talking and come to me.

341
00:41:54.875 --> 00:41:59.042
From our hills, especially for you.

342
00:42:41.750 --> 00:42:44.542
What does Mom want with Mr. Sanyal?

343
00:42:47.333 --> 00:42:50.333
Why is she sitting with him?

344
00:42:51.625 --> 00:42:52.542
For me.

345
00:42:54.792 --> 00:42:58.417
She has a dream that I should sing
in the film industry like Mr. Sanyal.

346
00:42:59.667 --> 00:43:03.167
I could get a chance to work
with Mr. Sumant Kumar.

347
00:43:04.042 --> 00:43:06.750
Only a precious few
get such an opportunity.

348
00:43:09.208 --> 00:43:12.458
And the Golden Record,
I could even be honored with that.

349
00:43:19.167 --> 00:43:20.500
Just imagine.

350
00:43:21.875 --> 00:43:24.583
I could finally sing
to my heart's content.

351
00:43:26.625 --> 00:43:30.208
I'll fill the whole of Calcutta city
with my songs.

352
00:43:33.917 --> 00:43:35.333
I want to do that too.

353
00:43:37.000 --> 00:43:38.958
I want all of that too.

354
00:43:40.792 --> 00:43:43.792
That… That golden award…

355
00:43:46.333 --> 00:43:49.417
that Mom wants, I'll get it for her.

356
00:44:09.833 --> 00:44:10.708
Thank you.

357
00:44:13.208 --> 00:44:14.333
Thank you.

358
00:44:18.750 --> 00:44:19.667
Thank you.

359
00:44:21.792 --> 00:44:22.750
You know, Qala,

360
00:44:23.458 --> 00:44:26.875
Devendra Narayan finished
his education in England.

361
00:44:27.708 --> 00:44:30.917
And he's with the Royal Air Force now,
right?

362
00:44:31.833 --> 00:44:37.000
And Queen Mandira was telling me
that he is very fond of music.

363
00:44:37.500 --> 00:44:39.667
Have you ever been to our place?

364
00:44:41.042 --> 00:44:42.083
No.

365
00:44:42.667 --> 00:44:45.000
That's okay. You'll be living there now.

366
00:44:45.750 --> 00:44:47.042
She's going to love it.

367
00:44:48.792 --> 00:44:52.208
And what about your plans?
Back to the hills?

368
00:44:53.417 --> 00:44:56.375
No! I'll be staying here from now on.

369
00:44:57.083 --> 00:44:58.833
Qala will be with you.

370
00:44:59.167 --> 00:45:03.958
And I'll be with Jagan,
guiding him in his music, his career.

371
00:45:04.042 --> 00:45:05.875
For now, everything is in Calcutta.

372
00:45:06.333 --> 00:45:08.333
Himachal will have to wait.

373
00:45:11.833 --> 00:45:13.750
Why don't you both get
to know each other a bit better?

374
00:45:13.833 --> 00:45:17.250
Urmila, I'd love to go and chat
with your young protégé.

375
00:45:17.333 --> 00:45:18.875
-Yes, please.
-Shall we?

376
00:45:19.208 --> 00:45:20.792
-Let's go.
-Please come.

377
00:45:31.208 --> 00:45:33.708
So, you like music?

378
00:45:41.208 --> 00:45:42.083
No.

379
00:45:44.375 --> 00:45:45.417
I hate it.

380
00:45:52.417 --> 00:45:55.167
The who's who of the industry
will be coming.

381
00:45:56.958 --> 00:46:00.667
You'll get to meet everyone, Qala.

382
00:46:03.208 --> 00:46:04.375
And of course…

383
00:46:05.583 --> 00:46:07.208
Jagan will sing.

384
00:46:08.167 --> 00:46:09.417
It'll be so nice.

385
00:46:10.875 --> 00:46:12.250
Shall I sing something too?

386
00:46:16.292 --> 00:46:22.500
You know what kind of girls sing
in front of the film industry people.

387
00:46:25.750 --> 00:46:30.125
-But Jagan is singing.
-He is a boy.

388
00:46:34.125 --> 00:46:35.708
So, the rules are different.

389
00:46:51.750 --> 00:46:54.375
-Shall we go back home?
-What?

390
00:46:55.917 --> 00:47:00.625
Back to the hills.
Just the two of us? Let's go home.

391
00:47:02.375 --> 00:47:05.708
You will get married,
and go to your husband's home.

392
00:47:07.958 --> 00:47:10.208
But my home is with you.

393
00:47:13.875 --> 00:47:19.333
The son stays with the mother.
The daughter stays with her husband.

394
00:47:31.375 --> 00:47:33.375
In that case, I'll marry Jagan.

395
00:47:34.792 --> 00:47:38.500
So I don't have to ever leave you. Ever!

396
00:47:44.083 --> 00:47:46.083
Do you have no shame?

397
00:47:50.000 --> 00:47:55.042
How can you even think
of marrying your own brother?

398
00:47:56.917 --> 00:47:58.167
Brother?

399
00:47:59.917 --> 00:48:01.583
I can't believe this.

400
00:48:06.208 --> 00:48:08.542
I hope you're not putting ideas
into his head.

401
00:48:18.042 --> 00:48:19.250
Disgusting!

402
00:49:48.000 --> 00:49:52.958
Jagan's performance is about to begin.
What are you doing standing here?

403
00:49:53.042 --> 00:49:55.542
Go and get some warm milk for him.

404
00:50:38.875 --> 00:50:39.917
How are you?

405
00:50:55.333 --> 00:50:56.750
You can see me?

406
00:51:02.125 --> 00:51:04.583
I thought I was invisible.

407
00:51:11.667 --> 00:51:14.458
How can anyone not take notice of you?

408
00:51:17.667 --> 00:51:18.917
You can see me.

409
00:51:23.292 --> 00:51:25.125
But have you ever heard me?

410
00:51:29.292 --> 00:51:31.250
I sing too, you know?

411
00:51:50.500 --> 00:51:52.000
You're going to regret it.

412
00:51:55.958 --> 00:51:57.500
You are planning on launching Jagan.

413
00:51:57.917 --> 00:52:01.542
Remember, he's very good
at replacing people.

414
00:52:06.458 --> 00:52:11.708
Jagan might replace me.
Just as someone will do the same to him.

415
00:52:12.583 --> 00:52:14.542
Just like I replaced someone before me.

416
00:52:16.125 --> 00:52:20.292
Only music remains. Always.

417
00:52:21.458 --> 00:52:23.417
All this fine talk!

418
00:52:23.958 --> 00:52:26.917
But when you get spat out like
so much phlegm because of Jagan,

419
00:52:27.417 --> 00:52:29.458
when no one will want to listen to you,

420
00:52:29.542 --> 00:52:32.875
no one will even recognize
or remember you because of Jagan.

421
00:52:42.792 --> 00:52:45.708
It will take to the skies

422
00:52:46.208 --> 00:52:50.375
It will take to the skies

423
00:52:50.458 --> 00:52:56.042
It will take to the skies

424
00:52:56.375 --> 00:53:00.875
The lonely swan will fly away

425
00:53:02.875 --> 00:53:08.417
The lonely swan will fly away

426
00:53:10.417 --> 00:53:16.208
Leaving the spectacle of the world
A mere fair

427
00:53:16.292 --> 00:53:21.208
It will take to the skies

428
00:53:21.292 --> 00:53:26.625
The lonely swan will fly away

429
00:53:29.833 --> 00:53:34.042
It will take to the skies

430
00:53:34.583 --> 00:53:41.583
The lonely swan will fly away

431
00:53:42.792 --> 00:53:47.500
It will take to the skies

432
00:53:48.875 --> 00:53:55.875
It will take to the skies

433
00:53:56.875 --> 00:54:00.292
When my life ends

434
00:54:00.375 --> 00:54:02.667
Only then will I stop getting cowed down

435
00:54:03.583 --> 00:54:09.458
The agents of death are too strong for me
How to free this tangle of death

436
00:54:09.917 --> 00:54:14.958
It will take to the skies

437
00:54:16.500 --> 00:54:23.500
The lonely swan will fly away

438
00:54:24.125 --> 00:54:29.417
It will take to the skies

439
00:54:29.750 --> 00:54:36.708
The lonely swan will fly away

440
00:54:42.625 --> 00:54:45.708
Son. What happened?

441
00:54:49.500 --> 00:54:51.625
-He's burning up.
-My God.

442
00:54:51.708 --> 00:54:53.083
-Fever.
-Let's take him inside, come.

443
00:54:53.208 --> 00:54:56.208
Easy. Easy, son. Come, let's go inside

444
00:54:56.833 --> 00:54:58.042
Easy. Easy, son.

445
00:55:00.500 --> 00:55:02.542
-I'll call the doctor.
-Yes.

446
00:55:06.917 --> 00:55:08.750
Yes. It's-- It's an emergency.

447
00:55:09.125 --> 00:55:12.083
-Come as fast as you can--
-I'll be there as soon as I can.

448
00:55:12.167 --> 00:55:13.708
Thank you. Yes, please.

449
00:55:15.833 --> 00:55:16.833
How is he now?

450
00:55:18.833 --> 00:55:20.250
What should we do about the guests?

451
00:55:21.208 --> 00:55:23.417
Just ask all of them to leave.

452
00:55:23.500 --> 00:55:26.125
Urmila, do you realize how fragile
their egos are?

453
00:55:26.542 --> 00:55:28.292
It takes little to nothing
for them to be displeased.

454
00:55:29.042 --> 00:55:31.000
We have to think about the future.

455
00:55:31.667 --> 00:55:32.542
Today he might be unwell,

456
00:55:32.625 --> 00:55:34.833
but tomorrow Jagan
will need these very people to succeed.

457
00:55:35.417 --> 00:55:38.625
That's how it works.
You can't just ask them to leave.

458
00:55:38.875 --> 00:55:40.833
Then let them wait
for as long as they want.

459
00:55:41.125 --> 00:55:42.417
Does it look like I care?

460
00:56:04.792 --> 00:56:11.750
I won't tug at your strings

461
00:56:12.125 --> 00:56:19.125
I won't tug at your strings

462
00:56:19.375 --> 00:56:26.250
Nor unravel your clouds

463
00:56:26.667 --> 00:56:33.667
I won't unlatch the windows to your heart

464
00:56:33.875 --> 00:56:40.083
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

465
00:56:41.083 --> 00:56:46.667
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

466
00:56:48.333 --> 00:56:55.083
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

467
00:56:55.583 --> 00:57:01.417
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

468
00:57:30.958 --> 00:57:37.958
I will not chase the light

469
00:57:41.583 --> 00:57:48.542
No more will I dance drenched in rain

470
00:57:52.667 --> 00:57:59.458
I will bind the burning fireflies
In my hair

471
00:58:04.333 --> 00:58:07.833
Your threshold

472
00:58:07.917 --> 00:58:11.500
I will not dare to cross your threshold

473
00:58:11.583 --> 00:58:15.125
Your threshold

474
00:58:15.208 --> 00:58:21.958
Nor ask to be held in your shade

475
00:58:22.458 --> 00:58:27.750
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

476
00:58:29.875 --> 00:58:35.167
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

477
00:58:36.917 --> 00:58:43.917
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

478
00:58:44.208 --> 00:58:50.042
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

479
00:58:51.417 --> 00:58:57.083
Just stay don't turn your gaze away

480
00:58:57.625 --> 00:59:03.958
Just don't turn your gaze away

481
00:59:04.833 --> 00:59:11.333
Just don't turn your gaze away

482
00:59:12.292 --> 00:59:18.042
Just don't turn your gaze away

483
00:59:19.208 --> 00:59:26.208
Just don't turn your gaze away

484
01:01:36.250 --> 01:01:39.625
Have some almonds.
They are from our own orchards.

485
01:01:43.417 --> 01:01:44.958
That song I heard that day.

486
01:01:46.333 --> 01:01:48.750
I swear the voice
is still echoing in my head.

487
01:01:52.125 --> 01:01:54.167
You didn't finish the song. But still.

488
01:02:00.208 --> 01:02:04.208
You left an EP with Mr. Sanyal, a hymn.

489
01:02:05.542 --> 01:02:07.167
"Without Fear, Without Hate".

490
01:02:11.958 --> 01:02:16.958
Majrooh heard it. He said it sounds
like the voice of divinity itself.

491
01:02:18.125 --> 01:02:19.458
You are too kind.

492
01:02:27.458 --> 01:02:30.500
-I did mention it on our call--
-I just could not believe it

493
01:02:33.333 --> 01:02:35.625
How can anyone or anything silence him?

494
01:02:38.250 --> 01:02:40.417
Even God couldn't commit such a travesty.

495
01:02:46.875 --> 01:02:50.917
You will get your voice back.
You will sing again.

496
01:02:53.000 --> 01:02:56.208
And you will record
your first professional song with me.

497
01:03:03.750 --> 01:03:05.125
I'll take your leave now.

498
01:03:13.333 --> 01:03:14.292
Wait.

499
01:03:16.833 --> 01:03:17.750
It's snowing.

500
01:03:18.917 --> 01:03:21.875
And it's quite late too.

501
01:03:23.958 --> 01:03:26.375
Why don't we ask him
to stay the night, Mom?

502
01:03:27.500 --> 01:03:29.792
He can leave when the weather improves.

503
01:03:34.875 --> 01:03:36.333
How remiss of me.

504
01:03:37.833 --> 01:03:40.458
Of course, she is right.

505
01:03:42.208 --> 01:03:44.792
Please stay the night.

506
01:03:47.292 --> 01:03:48.625
So very kind of you.

507
01:04:22.917 --> 01:04:26.167
From our hills. Especially for you.

508
01:04:56.875 --> 01:04:57.833
What is it?

509
01:05:33.042 --> 01:05:37.750
What happened? Are you feverish again?

510
01:05:41.167 --> 01:05:42.375
Not fever.

511
01:05:44.917 --> 01:05:46.125
Just noise…

512
01:05:48.583 --> 01:05:49.458
here!

513
01:05:53.417 --> 01:05:56.875
And fear here!

514
01:06:06.208 --> 01:06:08.292
I feel like something inside me is broken.

515
01:06:16.917 --> 01:06:18.333
Shall I call the doctor?

516
01:06:36.500 --> 01:06:37.667
You sleep.

517
01:06:44.542 --> 01:06:45.708
I'll leave now.

518
01:06:51.917 --> 01:06:53.417
Everything will be better tomorrow.

519
01:07:12.833 --> 01:07:14.125
The recording is in three days’ time.

520
01:07:15.458 --> 01:07:17.292
Okay. I'll be there.

521
01:07:17.500 --> 01:07:18.375
Good.

522
01:07:19.000 --> 01:07:20.042
No smoking, all right?

523
01:07:23.375 --> 01:07:24.250
Urmila, ma'am.

524
01:07:27.625 --> 01:07:29.083
Your daughter sings like the cuckoo.

525
01:07:30.542 --> 01:07:31.417
Cuckoo.

526
01:07:35.458 --> 01:07:36.708
True. She is that.

527
01:07:39.458 --> 01:07:41.625
Well, then I'll take your leave.

528
01:07:43.333 --> 01:07:44.250
Bye-bye.

529
01:07:44.667 --> 01:07:45.875
Believe in yourself.

530
01:07:59.333 --> 01:08:01.125
He is absolutely right about you.

531
01:08:03.000 --> 01:08:04.083
Cuckoo.

532
01:08:05.875 --> 01:08:12.292
A bird that never makes her own nest.
Always steals what belongs to others.

533
01:08:16.917 --> 01:08:19.750
Never puts in any effort
to create something of her own.

534
01:08:22.208 --> 01:08:24.375
Takes what doesn't belong to her.

535
01:11:57.125 --> 01:11:59.583
Sir, what are you doing there?
Please, come in.

536
01:12:00.500 --> 01:12:01.417
Hello.

537
01:12:03.583 --> 01:12:04.458
Is Qala home?

538
01:12:04.792 --> 01:12:05.667
Yes. She is.

539
01:12:06.875 --> 01:12:12.417
The thing is I've got a film in hand
after a long struggle. So…

540
01:12:13.208 --> 01:12:15.667
If Qala could sing just one song--
I mean…

541
01:12:16.208 --> 01:12:18.708
If she could give me some dates.
Even a single day. I'll fit it into that.

542
01:12:18.875 --> 01:12:20.958
Yes, yes, of course, sir.
I'll figure out a date that works.

543
01:12:21.167 --> 01:12:23.125
Please come in and have a seat.
I'll call ma'am.

544
01:12:23.208 --> 01:12:24.167
-Fine.
-Please, come.

545
01:12:36.583 --> 01:12:39.167
Ma'am,
Mr. Sumant Kumar has come to see you.

546
01:12:45.250 --> 01:12:47.083
Tell him I'm not home.

547
01:12:49.333 --> 01:12:51.792
He was saying
he's got a film after a big gap, so--

548
01:12:56.417 --> 01:12:57.333
Ma'am…

549
01:13:00.208 --> 01:13:01.625
Is everything okay?

550
01:13:20.708 --> 01:13:23.625
Actually, I just realized
ma'am is not at home.

551
01:13:24.625 --> 01:13:28.375
I thought she was, my mistake.
I didn't see her leave.

552
01:13:31.500 --> 01:13:33.167
-The moment she comes back, I'll--
-Thank you.

553
01:13:59.708 --> 01:14:01.250
-Hello.
-Hello.

554
01:14:02.625 --> 01:14:05.917
A lightning trunk call
to Mrs. Urmila Manjushree, please.

555
01:14:10.208 --> 01:14:13.208
-Did you say Urmila Manjushree?
-Yes.

556
01:14:15.417 --> 01:14:19.250
-What is the location?
-Debisthan, Himachal.

557
01:14:21.125 --> 01:14:23.958
Okay. Can you please repeat the number?

558
01:14:24.958 --> 01:14:27.708
24343.

559
01:14:30.042 --> 01:14:32.042
Please hold the line,
we're connecting the call.

560
01:14:32.500 --> 01:14:33.583
Okay.

561
01:14:34.167 --> 01:14:35.292
I will hold.

562
01:14:50.083 --> 01:14:51.500
-Hello.
-Mama…

563
01:14:53.292 --> 01:14:54.458
Mama…

564
01:14:55.792 --> 01:14:57.792
Something's wrong with me, Mama.

565
01:14:59.542 --> 01:15:01.417
I think I need help--

566
01:16:11.042 --> 01:16:13.167
How can you be such a bitch, Qala?

567
01:16:16.208 --> 01:16:20.333
I made you! You were nothing!

568
01:16:24.250 --> 01:16:27.125
Everything you have today
is because of me.

569
01:16:27.625 --> 01:16:30.625
If I hadn't been there for you then,
you would not be here now.

570
01:16:38.917 --> 01:16:40.500
I came for Jagan.

571
01:16:42.792 --> 01:16:44.000
Had he not lost his voice,

572
01:16:44.083 --> 01:16:46.542
it would have been him
in that recording studio, not you, Qala.

573
01:16:47.792 --> 01:16:53.125
Oh, to die like this

574
01:16:54.708 --> 01:17:00.042
Is not an ending my friend

575
01:17:02.208 --> 01:17:09.208
The world doth die every day

576
01:17:10.750 --> 01:17:16.500
Yet does not fade away

577
01:17:18.500 --> 01:17:25.500
Who knows when the end will come

578
01:17:26.667 --> 01:17:32.208
And how death will visit me

579
01:17:35.167 --> 01:17:36.042
Mama.

580
01:17:45.333 --> 01:17:46.208
Mama.

581
01:17:48.542 --> 01:17:53.417
I have to go to Calcutta for a recording.

582
01:18:01.500 --> 01:18:02.583
Leave.

583
01:18:05.083 --> 01:18:06.208
Get out.

584
01:18:08.708 --> 01:18:11.208
And never come back here.

585
01:18:13.583 --> 01:18:17.833
This house has no place for a courtesan.

586
01:18:23.875 --> 01:18:25.667
Then how are you living here?

587
01:18:35.917 --> 01:18:38.042
You left music.

588
01:18:40.292 --> 01:18:41.458
For all this.

589
01:18:43.875 --> 01:18:47.708
So, how is it my fault?

590
01:18:50.042 --> 01:18:52.417
Why are you taking it out on me?

591
01:18:55.167 --> 01:18:56.333
I'm your daughter.

592
01:18:58.625 --> 01:19:02.417
Shouldn't you love me. Unconditionally?

593
01:19:06.875 --> 01:19:08.208
But you don't…

594
01:19:18.875 --> 01:19:20.500
What will it take, Mama?

595
01:19:23.833 --> 01:19:26.167
Whatever I do…

596
01:19:28.083 --> 01:19:29.625
It's never enough.

597
01:19:54.458 --> 01:19:55.333
Mama.

598
01:19:57.333 --> 01:19:58.292
Sorry, Mama.

599
01:20:00.458 --> 01:20:02.375
Sorry, Mama. Sorry.

600
01:20:03.417 --> 01:20:06.875
I didn't mean it, Mama. Sorry.

601
01:20:07.625 --> 01:20:08.542
Please.

602
01:20:10.083 --> 01:20:10.958
Mama.

603
01:21:32.917 --> 01:21:36.667
How does one tell him now

604
01:21:36.750 --> 01:21:41.042
-That no means no--
-Cut, cut, cut, cut!

605
01:21:44.500 --> 01:21:48.833
You seem a bit nervous. Don't be.

606
01:21:49.625 --> 01:21:53.625
We are all here for you.
And we are in no rush.

607
01:21:53.708 --> 01:21:54.958
So relax. And sing.

608
01:21:56.000 --> 01:21:56.917
Ready?

609
01:21:57.542 --> 01:21:58.583
Let's start.

610
01:22:25.083 --> 01:22:28.792
How does one tell him now

611
01:22:28.875 --> 01:22:34.042
That no means no

612
01:22:34.542 --> 01:22:37.083
-My impatient amour--
-Cut, cut, cut!

613
01:22:46.167 --> 01:22:47.542
All good, nothing to worry.

614
01:22:50.042 --> 01:22:51.250
The scene for this song

615
01:22:51.333 --> 01:22:55.333
is about a flirtation
between the hero and his lover.

616
01:22:56.708 --> 01:23:01.625
He is wooing her. And she is playing coy.

617
01:23:02.375 --> 01:23:09.083
It's a game.
There is a yes hidden in her no.

618
01:23:10.250 --> 01:23:12.333
So, nothing much.
You just have to have fun.

619
01:23:12.625 --> 01:23:14.833
Just imagine yourself
in the heroine's place.

620
01:23:16.792 --> 01:23:20.333
Don't just sing.
Imagine you are the lover.

621
01:23:22.333 --> 01:23:25.125
Let's try again.
It's going well. Don't worry.

622
01:23:27.083 --> 01:23:28.208
Nervous?

623
01:23:30.125 --> 01:23:32.667
It'll come. Okay. Ready?

624
01:23:33.083 --> 01:23:34.833
-Yes.
-Okay, good.

625
01:23:51.750 --> 01:23:55.500
How does one tell him now

626
01:23:55.583 --> 01:23:57.333
-That no means no--
-Cut!

627
01:23:57.958 --> 01:24:02.958
Hey, I said cut.

628
01:24:03.833 --> 01:24:06.125
This is the 11th take. What are you doing?

629
01:24:06.750 --> 01:24:08.375
Wasting the producer's money.

630
01:24:10.500 --> 01:24:12.875
Manoj, sir,
have you forgotten your first recording?

631
01:24:13.333 --> 01:24:14.792
I wasn't this bad.

632
01:24:25.042 --> 01:24:29.750
-Why don't you take a short break?
-Sir, just one more time.

633
01:24:30.125 --> 01:24:31.833
-Please.
-Yes. We will. We will.

634
01:24:58.417 --> 01:25:01.458
-Sir, she is not working out at all.
-I made a huge mistake.

635
01:25:02.042 --> 01:25:04.125
I don't think she's cut out for it.

636
01:25:40.333 --> 01:25:42.500
Qala, please don't mind me
saying this, but…

637
01:25:47.833 --> 01:25:49.917
I don't think you're ready yet.

638
01:25:59.750 --> 01:26:03.125
Sir, I am ready.

639
01:26:06.000 --> 01:26:07.500
I can sing.

640
01:26:09.583 --> 01:26:12.917
I… I can’t go back home.

641
01:26:14.208 --> 01:26:17.708
Sir, last chance, please. Last.

642
01:27:14.208 --> 01:27:16.750
Hey, Majrooh. A moment.

643
01:27:19.875 --> 01:27:21.583
I just had a chat with her.

644
01:27:21.708 --> 01:27:24.458
Nothing major, she just got
a little nervous. That's all.

645
01:27:26.917 --> 01:27:28.000
But you are right.

646
01:27:29.875 --> 01:27:31.625
There is something about this girl.

647
01:27:33.042 --> 01:27:33.917
We can use her.

648
01:28:39.333 --> 01:28:43.000
A chance to work with Mr. Sumant Kumar.

649
01:28:43.083 --> 01:28:46.000
Only a precious few
get such an opportunity.

650
01:28:46.792 --> 01:28:50.625
I want to do that too.
I want all of that too.

651
01:28:51.792 --> 01:28:55.417
That golden award that Mom wants,

652
01:28:55.958 --> 01:28:57.333
I'll get it for her.

653
01:28:57.750 --> 01:29:02.000
-That's hardly a reason.
-That's easy for you to say.

654
01:29:02.667 --> 01:29:06.000
-Even you're always singing for Mom.
-I don't sing for her.

655
01:29:07.333 --> 01:29:12.000
I sing because it's like breathing for me.

656
01:29:14.125 --> 01:29:15.583
I sing for myself!

657
01:29:17.208 --> 01:29:19.500
Have you ever tried
to sing just for yourself?

658
01:30:39.583 --> 01:30:43.208
How does one tell him now

659
01:30:43.292 --> 01:30:48.667
That no means no

660
01:30:48.917 --> 01:30:53.583
Here he comes riding his high horse
My impatient amour

661
01:30:53.667 --> 01:30:58.333
Here he comes riding his high horse
My impatient amour

662
01:30:58.833 --> 01:31:03.333
"Oh, my plaintive heart isolated
In the crowd silent in the roar."

663
01:31:03.417 --> 01:31:07.292
"Singing a litany
A broken note at a time."

664
01:31:07.375 --> 01:31:10.333
-Beautiful!
-What's so beautiful?

665
01:31:11.417 --> 01:31:13.167
It's too complex and poetic.

666
01:31:15.417 --> 01:31:16.292
Write something simple.

667
01:31:16.375 --> 01:31:18.292
Listeners should at least understand
what's being sung.

668
01:31:19.167 --> 01:31:23.458
Did you understand a word?
Okay, tell me, what's a litany?

669
01:31:29.958 --> 01:31:31.250
Nothing is going right today.

670
01:31:31.333 --> 01:31:33.708
Everyone, just leave me alone
for a bit, please.

671
01:31:38.708 --> 01:31:40.375
Please, leave.

672
01:31:42.208 --> 01:31:44.208
And thus the poet leaves his mark.

673
01:31:51.625 --> 01:31:52.667
Qala, not you.

674
01:31:55.125 --> 01:31:56.125
Get the door.

675
01:32:19.583 --> 01:32:24.250
He weaves wildflowers into her hair

676
01:32:24.333 --> 01:32:28.875
Just to come a tad bit near

677
01:32:28.958 --> 01:32:33.625
This is but a ploy and game

678
01:32:33.708 --> 01:32:37.750
Wish I knew how to play 'em

679
01:32:38.417 --> 01:32:45.417
His eyes belie his lying words

680
01:32:47.292 --> 01:32:51.000
He doesn't take no for an answer

681
01:32:51.083 --> 01:32:56.583
Just sulking frowns on this clown
How does one tell him now

682
01:32:56.667 --> 01:33:01.333
Here he comes riding his high horse
My impatient amour

683
01:33:01.417 --> 01:33:05.958
Here he comes riding his high horse
My impatient amour

684
01:33:06.042 --> 01:33:09.792
How does one tell him now

685
01:33:09.875 --> 01:33:15.417
That no means no

686
01:33:15.500 --> 01:33:20.458
Here he comes riding his high horse
My impatient amour

687
01:33:37.875 --> 01:33:39.667
That song you composed…

688
01:33:39.750 --> 01:33:43.625
The lost ways of the wayward heart

689
01:33:43.708 --> 01:33:47.042
-It's beautiful.
-I created that melody with you in mind.

690
01:33:47.583 --> 01:33:49.667
Your voice would have been perfect for it.

691
01:33:50.833 --> 01:33:54.208
But then Mr. Sumant Kumar said
you weren't available.

692
01:33:58.083 --> 01:33:59.708
Why don't you keep a secretary?

693
01:34:00.042 --> 01:34:02.583
People can talk directly
to her for your dates.

694
01:34:04.500 --> 01:34:07.458
I don't know anyone here.

695
01:34:09.042 --> 01:34:10.583
Give me your number.

696
01:34:13.375 --> 01:34:17.083
-224--
-Hello, madam.

697
01:34:18.625 --> 01:34:21.083
-Hello.
-So, you have managed to meet?

698
01:34:22.375 --> 01:34:23.458
Qala, a moment.

699
01:34:25.875 --> 01:34:27.000
What were you two talking about?

700
01:34:27.208 --> 01:34:28.750
You are from a good family.

701
01:34:28.833 --> 01:34:31.375
And girls like you should not mingle
with women like her.

702
01:34:32.000 --> 01:34:34.417
And that courtesan's work
is not worth talking about.

703
01:34:47.750 --> 01:34:52.458
If you allow it, it will continue.
If you stay quiet, it'll keep happening.

704
01:34:55.042 --> 01:34:58.583
Today, he is at the zenith.
Tomorrow you will be.

705
01:35:05.667 --> 01:35:07.917
Today, people like him go unpunished.

706
01:35:10.417 --> 01:35:15.208
Everyone unsees the abuse.
But times will change.

707
01:35:18.292 --> 01:35:20.250
It's an old trick it has.

708
01:36:10.500 --> 01:36:11.542
Ma'am…

709
01:36:14.208 --> 01:36:16.875
The car is parked at the back.
I'll get it.

710
01:36:28.708 --> 01:36:32.042
-Look, look. Qala, ma'am…
-Qala, ma'am, how are you, ma'am?

711
01:36:34.000 --> 01:36:36.875
What is your next film, Qala, ma'am?

712
01:36:38.833 --> 01:36:41.833
There are rumors that you have refused
to sing in Mr. Dey's next film.

713
01:36:41.917 --> 01:36:42.792
Is that true?

714
01:36:55.125 --> 01:36:56.542
Why did you kill yourself?

715
01:37:04.000 --> 01:37:06.000
All you lost was your voice.

716
01:37:07.292 --> 01:37:09.625
My voice was my identity.

717
01:37:12.667 --> 01:37:14.625
My life. My dreams.

718
01:37:16.167 --> 01:37:17.958
And here you are living them.

719
01:37:23.083 --> 01:37:24.333
Are you happy now?

720
01:37:35.500 --> 01:37:37.542
Mama is still not with me.

721
01:37:50.083 --> 01:37:53.792
It's a semi classical melody. Mid-tempo.

722
01:37:54.833 --> 01:37:59.125
Mr. Rao, you tend to run,
regardless of the tempo.

723
01:38:01.000 --> 01:38:03.125
Since Qala is singing,
we should wrap early.

724
01:38:03.625 --> 01:38:06.542
But we do have the studio
for the entire shift.

725
01:38:09.083 --> 01:38:11.958
-Shall we begin?
-Yes, madam.

726
01:38:21.833 --> 01:38:22.708
Qala.

727
01:38:26.667 --> 01:38:27.875
Is everything okay?

728
01:38:38.167 --> 01:38:40.625
Darling child, the recording
can be postponed if you aren't up to it.

729
01:38:43.208 --> 01:38:44.458
I can sing.

730
01:38:46.708 --> 01:38:48.000
I will also sing.

731
01:39:10.125 --> 01:39:12.667
-From here?
-Yes.

732
01:39:14.375 --> 01:39:16.792
-From here, right?
-Qala.

733
01:40:19.458 --> 01:40:20.583
What's wrong?

734
01:40:22.958 --> 01:40:24.792
I can't hear anything.

735
01:40:28.208 --> 01:40:30.917
Mr. Rao, please play the flute.

736
01:40:46.292 --> 01:40:48.833
Can you please move the mic
closer to the musicians?

737
01:40:50.917 --> 01:40:52.125
Of course, love.

738
01:41:47.958 --> 01:41:49.042
Qala.

739
01:41:53.167 --> 01:41:54.042
Qala.

740
01:41:55.625 --> 01:41:58.750
-Ma'am. Ma'am.
-What happened, child?

741
01:41:59.458 --> 01:42:00.875
What happened, child?

742
01:42:01.792 --> 01:42:05.542
-Qala. Look at me…
-Ma'am.

743
01:42:06.083 --> 01:42:08.750
If you don't tell us what's wrong,
we won't be able to help you.

744
01:42:08.833 --> 01:42:11.000
She never says anything
about what's upsetting her.

745
01:42:13.042 --> 01:42:16.542
Ma'am. Ma'am. Ma'am.

746
01:42:38.375 --> 01:42:39.417
Ma'am.

747
01:42:58.333 --> 01:42:59.542
He's practicing his music.

748
01:43:01.375 --> 01:43:02.417
Who?

749
01:43:04.375 --> 01:43:08.667
He'll want warm milk.
Before his performance.

750
01:43:10.583 --> 01:43:11.500
Milk…

751
01:43:13.250 --> 01:43:14.167
Ma'am…

752
01:43:18.542 --> 01:43:21.875
Sorry, Mama. I didn't mean it.

753
01:43:44.125 --> 01:43:47.083
And now, dear listeners,
let's hear a snippet

754
01:43:47.250 --> 01:43:50.292
from the slightly disturbing interview
with Qala Manjushree.

755
01:43:50.500 --> 01:43:53.792
There are rumors that you have refused
to sing in Mr. Dey's next film.

756
01:43:53.875 --> 01:43:56.292
-Is that true?
-Why did you kill yourself?

757
01:43:57.917 --> 01:43:59.792
All you lost was your voice.

758
01:44:02.250 --> 01:44:04.167
My voice was my identity.

759
01:44:06.458 --> 01:44:08.667
My life. My dreams.

760
01:44:10.458 --> 01:44:11.958
And here you are living them.

761
01:44:14.292 --> 01:44:15.333
Are you happy now?

762
01:44:24.250 --> 01:44:25.750
Mama is still not with me.

763
01:45:08.542 --> 01:45:10.667
-Hello? Dr. Goenka?
-Yes?

764
01:45:11.042 --> 01:45:11.917
It's Qala.

765
01:45:13.708 --> 01:45:16.917
What's wrong, Sudha? Hello?

766
01:45:18.333 --> 01:45:21.292
-Something has happened to her.
-What happened?

767
01:45:24.167 --> 01:45:25.958
-I don't know.
-Okay.

768
01:45:27.167 --> 01:45:29.250
Can you please come as soon as possible?

769
01:45:34.917 --> 01:45:39.250
Ma'am, come here.

770
01:45:50.917 --> 01:45:53.042
Shall I call someone?

771
01:45:58.792 --> 01:46:00.625
Naseeban, perhaps?

772
01:46:06.167 --> 01:46:07.833
Ma'am, would you like some water?

773
01:46:10.875 --> 01:46:12.000
I'll get you some water.

774
01:47:04.250 --> 01:47:08.875
Don't do it! Don't do it! Don't do it!

775
01:47:10.125 --> 01:47:11.250
Don't do it!

776
01:47:14.125 --> 01:47:15.833
Don't do it!

777
01:47:17.625 --> 01:47:21.500
When my life ends

778
01:47:21.833 --> 01:47:25.042
Only then will I stop getting cowed down

779
01:47:25.125 --> 01:47:28.375
The agents of death are too strong for me

780
01:47:28.458 --> 01:47:31.000
How to free this tangle of death

781
01:47:31.083 --> 01:47:35.250
It will take to the skies

782
01:47:36.083 --> 01:47:42.417
The lonely swan will fly away

783
01:48:31.083 --> 01:48:35.083
Ma'am! Ma'am!

784
01:49:11.667 --> 01:49:12.750
Hello.

785
01:49:13.167 --> 01:49:15.250
Madam, lightning call from Calcutta,
please hold.

786
01:49:24.000 --> 01:49:25.875
Hello, am I talking to Mrs. Manjushree?

787
01:49:26.750 --> 01:49:29.375
-Mrs. Urmila Manjushree?
-Yes.

788
01:49:29.792 --> 01:49:34.125
This is Dr. Goenka,
I'm calling from Calcutta. Your daughter…

789
01:49:34.208 --> 01:49:35.958
-Hello?
-…Qala…

790
01:49:36.125 --> 01:49:38.125
-Hello?
-Hello. Can you hear me?

791
01:49:38.625 --> 01:49:39.500
Yes.

792
01:49:39.625 --> 01:49:42.750
Qala is not well…
I am sorry to say…

793
01:49:42.833 --> 01:49:44.333
She is mentally unstable.

794
01:49:44.417 --> 01:49:45.875
She even tried to take her own life--

795
01:49:45.958 --> 01:49:48.583
-Hello?
-Hello. Can you hear me?

796
01:49:49.417 --> 01:49:51.833
I said she tried to commit suicide,
Mrs. Manjushree.

797
01:49:52.625 --> 01:49:59.208
Hello… Hello… Hello…
Mrs. Manjushree?

798
01:50:29.708 --> 01:50:33.083
Mama… Mama…

799
01:50:36.042 --> 01:50:38.083
Something's wrong with me, Mama.

800
01:50:42.292 --> 01:50:45.458
I-- I think I need help. Help.

801
01:50:47.792 --> 01:50:53.083
I-- I think I need help. Mama…

802
01:51:00.542 --> 01:51:01.833
Mama.

803
01:51:30.167 --> 01:51:31.083
Dr. Goenka.

804
01:51:32.083 --> 01:51:33.208
Qala's mother.

805
01:51:38.542 --> 01:51:39.417
How is she?

806
01:51:41.083 --> 01:51:42.167
She's in bad shape.

807
01:51:42.708 --> 01:51:43.667
But don't worry.

808
01:51:44.542 --> 01:51:46.000
I've already taken the liberty of speaking

809
01:51:46.083 --> 01:51:47.833
with a psychiatrist
at R.G. Dhar medical college.

810
01:51:48.750 --> 01:51:51.000
We should get her admitted immediately.

811
01:51:52.083 --> 01:51:54.333
I know. But what we can do?

812
01:51:55.125 --> 01:51:56.667
We don't really have any other option.

813
01:51:56.958 --> 01:52:00.417
In fact, the ambulance is already here--
-My daughter will go home with me.

814
01:52:02.667 --> 01:52:04.417
Not to some mental institution.

815
01:52:04.583 --> 01:52:06.958
Madam, I don't think you are grasping
the seriousness of the situation.

816
01:52:07.042 --> 01:52:07.917
She needs help.

817
01:52:09.167 --> 01:52:11.125
We have to admit her. Madam!

818
01:52:13.333 --> 01:52:14.250
Qala.

819
01:52:15.708 --> 01:52:17.417
Qala!

820
01:52:19.667 --> 01:52:23.625
No, no, no, no…

821
01:52:23.792 --> 01:52:28.583
Please, Doctor. Please, Doctor, help her.
Somebody help her, please!

822
01:52:30.417 --> 01:52:34.333
My mother asks

823
01:52:35.250 --> 01:52:38.875
Oh, my darling girl

824
01:52:39.833 --> 01:52:46.833
What makes you so wan so pale

825
01:52:49.250 --> 01:52:56.250
What makes you so wan so pale

826
01:53:01.042 --> 01:53:05.000
Oh, Mother in the yonder forest

827
01:53:05.583 --> 01:53:09.833
A peacock does sing

828
01:53:10.333 --> 01:53:17.333
He has stolen my dreams away

829
01:53:19.625 --> 01:53:26.458
He has stolen my dreams away

830
01:53:31.250 --> 01:53:35.833
My baby girl should we find a weapon

831
01:53:35.917 --> 01:53:39.875
Should we hunt him down

832
01:53:40.583 --> 01:53:47.583
And kill him now

833
01:53:49.875 --> 01:53:56.875
And kill him now

834
01:54:01.542 --> 01:54:06.000
Let's not kill him Mother

835
01:54:06.083 --> 01:54:10.250
Let us just silence him somehow

836
01:54:10.708 --> 01:54:17.708
Let us trap him in a cage now

837
01:54:20.000 --> 01:54:27.000
Let us trap him in a cage now