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Boy: Jess, look over here.

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What are you doing?

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Where did you get that

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and why are you
videotaping me?

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I found it.
You found it?

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OK, I didn't find it,
I bought it.

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Jess: Do you have
your seatbelt on?

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Boy: Yes, I do.

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Your rearview
mirrors OK?

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Mm-hmm.

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Oh, my gosh.

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I get so scared
when you're driving.

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Why?
I don't know.

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Let's see how well
this turn--oh, no.

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OK, OK, don't judge me,
don't judge me.
Oh, my gosh.

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This is exactly why
I get so scared.

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Jess:
Where are your books?

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Boy: I forgot them.

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How are you going to study
for that test tomorrow?

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[Whispers]
There's a test tomorrow?

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Boy: All right, we need
to make a signature out.

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Just say, "I'm Jess"

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and "Peace!"
or something.

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I'm outtie.

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[Snickers]
Wait, wait, wait.

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You're embarrassing me.
What about--what about

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just, like, a...
[clicks tongue]

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That was good.

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[Crowd cheers]

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Man on TV: You know, it's not
every day that you get to come

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to a school anywhere
in America and see

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this type of excitement
that doesn't surround sports.

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The National Commission
for High School Education

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does not hand
this honor out easily.

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Number Ten
in the entire nation,

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and they are more
than proud here because,

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whether or not they knew
an award was at stake or not,

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they did the right things.

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We cannot go any further
without interviewing

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the man of the hour.

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We're talking about
the principal of this school,

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and you're gonna hear
a lot of cheering

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'cause these students
love this guy.

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Principal Richard Harris.
Principal...

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[Kids cheering]

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Congratulations to you.

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Harris: Thank you.
Thank you very much.

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The eyes of the nation...
[Girl sniffling]

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not on North Brookdale,
but on South Brookdale.

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Yes!
Yeah, Brookdale!

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[Kids cheer]

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What is it about this school
that sets it apart?

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I know the students are
special, but what about

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the way things
are done here?

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Harris: It's a community.
It's the parents

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getting involved
with the students, getting

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involved with the teachers,
everybody doing it.

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It's a community effort
and then the kids

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doing it themselves.

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Without their hard work,
without them saying,

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"We want to do this,"
this couldn't happen.

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That's the only way I can
say it; it's everybody

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doing what they should do,
and this is it!

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[Kids cheering]
We're the best!

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[Cheering fades]

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[Sniffles]

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[Sighs, closes door]

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[Breathing heavily]

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[Laughs]

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Do you know
an average person laughs

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about 15 times a day?

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Really?

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[Chuckles]

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That was, like,
a courtesy laugh.

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I felt bad.
Ha ha!

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What are you doing?

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Um, come here.

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I went to a little spy
camera store...

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and I found
this little guy.

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That's not a camera.

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It is a camera,
and I know how much

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you like dragonflies,
so I talked to the guy

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and...just

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fancied it up
a little bit.

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But--
I don't--

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We'll clip it here.
Are you messing with me?

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I'm dead serious.
It records.

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It's recording
right now.

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Boy: Wait.
Yeah, it's recording.

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Boy: Look.

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That is actually
a camera.

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Well, where's the...

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where's the lens?

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That's a secret.
I can't tell you.

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But just know
that it's wireless

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and I will turn it
on and make sure

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it's all working.

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Boy: I've rigged it
like a pin,

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and we can put it
on you.

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We can put it on
during school

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and record
everything,

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and it'll just look
like, you know,

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a necklace or just
like you're wearing

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a pin, and nobody will
ever know what it is.

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[Exhales]

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[Sighs]

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[Sobbing]

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[Whimpering]

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[Crying]

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[Knock on door]

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Woman: Jess,
are you in here?

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[Door opens]

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Jessica?

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Sweetheart!

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Wake up! Jessica!

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[Slapping]
Jessica!

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No.

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[Crying]
No, no, no, no, no!

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What--what did you do?!

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Sweetie, what did you do?!

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What did you do?!

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16-year-old female.

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Overdosed on hydrocodone,

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750 milligrams.

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OK. Uh-huh. Yeah.

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Her vitals are very low.
OK.

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80 over 40.
OK.

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She's been unconscious
for two hours.

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OK, get her in.

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All right,
hook up a monitor.

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Do an EKG.

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Get a CBC,
blood gases,

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liver enzymes,

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prepare for intubation.

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Get a social worker
in here, stat!

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[Geese honking]

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Man on radio:
96.3, WDVD,

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Blaine and Allison.
Another cloudy day, 7:45.

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So did you hear this?

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In light of all the hoopla
surrounding South Brookdale's

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tenth ranking in the nation,
which, by the way,

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totally amazing,
if you ask me.

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Allison: I know.
It's pretty awesome!

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An award-winning
filmmaker has decided

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to include the school
in her important documentary

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that examines the best
American high schools,

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and South Brookdale

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is the only public school
featured. [Clapping]

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Let's hear it
for South Brookdale!

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The students
of South Brookdale

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are about to have
their 15 minutes.

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Woman: Principal Harris.

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Yes.
What an exciting time

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for South Brookdale.

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Harris: Well, we are
the first public school

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ever to make
the top 100...

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and not only 100,

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we're Number Ten
in the country.

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It was
a complete surprise.

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[All clamoring]

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Go, Maples, baby!
Go, Maples!

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Number One!

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Girl: Everyone's so excited,
and now we have pep rallies

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coming up for it.

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It's kind of cool 'cause,
you know, all of us are

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together to celebrate
one big thing.

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Good morning, ladies.
How are ya?

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Good.
Good.

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Harris: We're excited that
you have, uh, you've come

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to see our little corner
of the world.

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Getting ready, ladies?

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Everybody good?
It's a good day.

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[Overlapping chatter]

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Girl: Is she in a hospital?
Second girl: I don't know.

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I didn't even know anything.

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I heard about it
in the halls.

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There's rumors going
everywhere.

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I literally just--just
talked to her the other day.

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I keep thinking
about the classes

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I've had with her
since I've gotten here.

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Nothing happens around here
and, like, this happens?

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Like, it doesn't make
any sense, you know?

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Like, you see it
on TV shows, but when

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it's actually happening,
like, at your school,

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someone you have
a class with?

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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[Sniffles]
You OK?

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I just feel so bad.

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I wasn't really the best
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I did know her
and she was in my classes.

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I saw her in my classes
and stuff, but...

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that was about it.

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She's really kind-hearted.

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Really nice girl.
Kind of shy.

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Jessica was probably one of
the sweetest girls I ever knew.

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I think she was probably
one of those people

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that got ran over
and pushed to the side.

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Woman:
There's been something

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a little more reserved
with her lately.

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I did. I did
and I didn't.

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Wasn't a drastic change
in her behavior.

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Uh, there was just a...

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um...a little less
enthusiasm for school.

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Most of the time, she said
she was fine, but sometimes

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she just said, uh, she sort
of brushed it off by saying,

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"Oh, I just have
a lot on my mind."

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Kind of the typical
teenage answer, but,

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as a teacher,
I should know better.

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This was something a lot

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deeper and darker
for her.

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I heard from a few people
that there was a few girls

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who were giving her
a hard time.

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Mainly I just heard it was,
like, bullying over time

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and, you know, uh, from...

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someone in the classroom.

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I heard that she was
getting harassed a lot

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by some girl that goes
to our school.

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Yeah, her name's Avery.

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I don't really know Avery,
but I've kind of heard

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of her and stay
out of her way.

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I mean, she doesn't
seem mean,

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but when she's around
Jessica, she just

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sort of...I guess she
just sort of changes.

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I've met Avery, and she
doesn't seem like that type

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of person who would do that,
but, I mean,

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I guess...rumor has it.

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You just hear all
the rumors.

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You don't hear anything
about, like,

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what actually happened,
you just hear the gossip.

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[School bell rings]

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I thought we were
gonna go get coffee.

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What time were you
gonna get coffee?

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Yeah, we can, but I want
to go shopping

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before Dan's party, so--

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Woman:
Hello, ladies.

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Hi.
Hi.

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How are you?
Good.

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Can we talk to you
for a couple seconds?

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Sure.
Great.

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Are you--are you
Avery Keller?

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Yeah.

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Nice to meet you.

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I'm--I'm Amy.
Nice to meet you.

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Hi.
Hi.

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We have been
talking to students

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throughout the day
about--

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about Jessica Burns.
Mm-hmm.

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Did you guys hear
about Jessica?

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Yeah.
It's, like,

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all over school.

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Amy:
Did you know Jessica?

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Avery: We used
to be friends, but...

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You were
all friends before?

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No, I used to be
good friends with her, but--

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Oh, you--not anymore?

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No, just, like, high school.

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You know, you grow up.

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00:10:44.645 --> 00:10:47.479
But nothing happened
between the two of you?

260
00:10:47.481 --> 00:10:48.980
No.
Amy: Oh, just kinda

261
00:10:48.982 --> 00:10:51.016
grew apart?
Yeah.

262
00:11:09.168 --> 00:11:11.503
Man: Jessica was
admitted on Friday.

263
00:11:11.505 --> 00:11:13.204
She was unresponsive

264
00:11:13.206 --> 00:11:15.206
from an overdose
of hydrocodone.

265
00:11:15.208 --> 00:11:18.176
She has, uh, slipped
into a coma

266
00:11:18.178 --> 00:11:20.178
due to lack of oxygen
to the brain.

267
00:11:20.180 --> 00:11:22.213
It's called hypoxia.

268
00:11:22.215 --> 00:11:24.215
At this point,
it is a waiting game.

269
00:11:24.217 --> 00:11:27.185
We are going to,
uh, run a number

270
00:11:27.187 --> 00:11:29.254
of neurological tests
on her.

271
00:11:29.256 --> 00:11:31.956
Is she--is she
in any pain?

272
00:11:31.958 --> 00:11:34.759
No, not at all,
but she is there,

273
00:11:34.761 --> 00:11:37.162
so you being here,

274
00:11:37.164 --> 00:11:39.164
talking to her,
holding her hand--

275
00:11:39.166 --> 00:11:40.865
She can hear us?
Yes.

276
00:11:40.867 --> 00:11:42.367
And that all helps.

277
00:11:42.369 --> 00:11:44.235
That will help
bring her out.

278
00:11:44.237 --> 00:11:46.237
How--how long
could this last?

279
00:11:46.239 --> 00:11:47.372
We can't tell you
at this point.

280
00:11:47.374 --> 00:11:48.707
We're not sure
of the damage

281
00:11:48.709 --> 00:11:49.641
that has occurred.

282
00:11:49.643 --> 00:11:51.943
How are you guys
holding up?

283
00:11:53.179 --> 00:11:55.380
She--she hasn't left
the room yet.

284
00:11:55.382 --> 00:11:57.849
I'm not gonna leave
the room, no.

285
00:11:57.851 --> 00:11:59.851
[Sniffles]
I'm fine.

286
00:11:59.853 --> 00:12:01.653
I'm fine.

287
00:12:01.655 --> 00:12:03.988
From here on out,
though, what's

288
00:12:03.990 --> 00:12:05.790
most important is
that you guys

289
00:12:05.792 --> 00:12:07.792
take care of yourself
so that you can better

290
00:12:07.794 --> 00:12:10.729
take care of Jessica when
she comes out of this state.

291
00:12:10.731 --> 00:12:12.530
Do you have
any other children?

292
00:12:12.532 --> 00:12:17.368
I took our youngest girl,
Gabby, to school today.

293
00:12:17.370 --> 00:12:19.370
The best you can do

294
00:12:19.372 --> 00:12:21.206
is to try to keep
a normal routine.

295
00:12:21.208 --> 00:12:23.208
[Sniffles]
OK. I don't--I'm sorry.

296
00:12:23.210 --> 00:12:25.477
Excuse me.
[Margarete sobs]

297
00:12:36.522 --> 00:12:38.523
[Sniffles]

298
00:12:38.525 --> 00:12:40.592
[Sighs]

299
00:12:41.694 --> 00:12:44.662
Her whole life,
I've been taking care of her.

300
00:12:46.398 --> 00:12:50.368
In her car seats
and making sure she's...

301
00:12:52.772 --> 00:12:56.040
I should have known,
though, I know.

302
00:12:57.777 --> 00:13:00.478
She's my kid. I should've known
what was going on with her.

303
00:13:00.480 --> 00:13:03.181
I didn't have a clue.

304
00:13:03.183 --> 00:13:05.950
Margarete:
I'm right here, baby.

305
00:13:08.020 --> 00:13:10.021
Mama's gonna stay
here with you

306
00:13:10.023 --> 00:13:12.023
till you wake up.

307
00:13:12.025 --> 00:13:13.525
[Sniffles]

308
00:13:13.527 --> 00:13:16.494
And you're gonna wake up.

309
00:13:17.897 --> 00:13:19.330
[Sobs]

310
00:13:23.469 --> 00:13:27.739
Margarete: Mommy's right here,
and you're gonna be just fine.

311
00:13:29.074 --> 00:13:31.342
I love you.

312
00:13:35.181 --> 00:13:37.182
Boy: You know, Jess,

313
00:13:37.184 --> 00:13:39.284
I normally hate
romantic comedies,

314
00:13:39.286 --> 00:13:42.887
but that one was
actually pretty decent.

315
00:13:42.889 --> 00:13:45.290
I love rom-coms.
"Rom-coms"?

316
00:13:45.292 --> 00:13:46.691
That's what you call it?
Mm-hmm.

317
00:13:46.693 --> 00:13:49.160
You're such a nerd.
I watch them so much that I

318
00:13:49.162 --> 00:13:50.862
have my own name for them.
Oh, my gosh.

319
00:13:50.864 --> 00:13:52.230
That's sad.

320
00:13:52.232 --> 00:13:54.232
I--in real life,
I don't think a girl

321
00:13:54.234 --> 00:13:56.234
like that would go
for him.

322
00:13:56.236 --> 00:13:58.236
I thought they were
cute together.

323
00:13:58.238 --> 00:14:00.905
I don't know.
[Cell phone chimes]

324
00:14:07.780 --> 00:14:09.848
[Sighs]

325
00:14:16.155 --> 00:14:18.756
You got to just
blow it off.

326
00:14:18.758 --> 00:14:21.259
You can talk to me.

327
00:14:21.261 --> 00:14:24.562
I'm done talking about it.
There's nothing...

328
00:14:24.564 --> 00:14:27.832
there's nothing else
to talk about.

329
00:14:31.637 --> 00:14:34.839
[Whispers]
Can you please turn it off?

330
00:14:34.841 --> 00:14:36.908
[Whispers]
Yeah.

331
00:14:42.448 --> 00:14:47.118
Hipple: Suicide--successful
suicide--is permanent.

332
00:14:47.120 --> 00:14:51.122
Suicide is not temporary.

333
00:14:51.124 --> 00:14:54.359
You will not come back

334
00:14:54.361 --> 00:14:56.527
to see your father,
your mother, your brothers,

335
00:14:56.529 --> 00:14:59.097
your sisters, your
relatives, your friends...

336
00:14:59.099 --> 00:15:01.666
no one.

337
00:15:01.668 --> 00:15:03.801
It's a tragedy for
the whole school,

338
00:15:03.803 --> 00:15:06.404
for the whole community
because this is a...

339
00:15:06.406 --> 00:15:09.807
um, just a wonderful
young lady who, uh,

340
00:15:09.809 --> 00:15:11.876
had a bright future,
uh, ahead of her.

341
00:15:11.878 --> 00:15:16.080
She was pretty much
a loner, except for Brian.

342
00:15:16.082 --> 00:15:18.516
In a school of this size,

343
00:15:18.518 --> 00:15:22.553
you could have
multiple friends, right?

344
00:15:23.856 --> 00:15:26.257
[Door opens]

345
00:15:26.259 --> 00:15:29.661
Amy: Brian?
Hi, Brian.

346
00:15:29.663 --> 00:15:33.598
I wanted to talk to you
a little bit about Jessica.

347
00:15:33.600 --> 00:15:34.999
OK.

348
00:15:35.001 --> 00:15:36.434
Can you tell me
a little bit about

349
00:15:36.436 --> 00:15:38.202
your friendship
with her?

350
00:15:38.204 --> 00:15:41.205
I have heard that you're
really good friends.

351
00:15:41.207 --> 00:15:43.741
Yeah. Um...

352
00:15:43.743 --> 00:15:48.212
Jess has, like, been
my only friend since...

353
00:15:48.214 --> 00:15:50.615
seventh grade, I guess.

354
00:15:50.617 --> 00:15:52.884
Do you know how
she's doing?

355
00:15:52.886 --> 00:15:55.286
I, uh, I...I don't feel

356
00:15:55.288 --> 00:15:57.288
comfortable talking
about her like this.

357
00:15:57.290 --> 00:15:59.090
I understand.

358
00:15:59.092 --> 00:16:00.858
[Sobbing]

359
00:16:02.027 --> 00:16:04.028
I'm sorry, Brian.

360
00:16:04.030 --> 00:16:06.030
That's OK.
Guys, turn off the cameras.

361
00:16:06.032 --> 00:16:08.433
Turn 'em off.
I'm sorry, Brian.

362
00:16:18.911 --> 00:16:21.312
Amy: Any updates
about Jessica?

363
00:16:21.314 --> 00:16:23.881
No, she's, uh...

364
00:16:23.883 --> 00:16:26.284
she's no worse.

365
00:16:26.286 --> 00:16:28.886
How's Gabrielle doing?

366
00:16:28.888 --> 00:16:30.555
I don't know.

367
00:16:30.557 --> 00:16:32.757
I mean, she seems OK,
you know?

368
00:16:32.759 --> 00:16:35.560
Kids seem to...

369
00:16:35.562 --> 00:16:38.663
take it in stride somehow.

370
00:16:38.665 --> 00:16:41.966
I'd love to have
some answers, you know?

371
00:16:41.968 --> 00:16:43.768
This doesn't make
any sense to me.

372
00:16:43.770 --> 00:16:46.971
Little girls don't just
start taking drugs

373
00:16:46.973 --> 00:16:50.041
and don't take
a whole handful.

374
00:16:53.679 --> 00:16:55.013
Hey, honey.

375
00:16:55.015 --> 00:16:56.614
Are you getting
hungry?

376
00:16:56.616 --> 00:16:58.383
Yes.
Yeah?

377
00:16:58.385 --> 00:17:00.385
How's your homework
going?

378
00:17:00.387 --> 00:17:02.387
I didn't do
my homework yet.

379
00:17:02.389 --> 00:17:04.789
Oh, sweetheart, you've
got to get that done.

380
00:17:04.791 --> 00:17:06.557
How about after dinner,
I'll help you

381
00:17:06.559 --> 00:17:08.426
with your homework,
all right?

382
00:17:08.428 --> 00:17:10.828
OK.

383
00:17:10.830 --> 00:17:13.264
OK.

384
00:17:13.266 --> 00:17:15.666
Dad, can I tell you
something?

385
00:17:15.668 --> 00:17:18.536
Sure, sweetheart.
What is it?

386
00:17:27.746 --> 00:17:30.114
It's OK, kitten.

387
00:17:30.116 --> 00:17:32.350
Come here.
Don't be scared.

388
00:17:32.352 --> 00:17:35.953
OK? 'Cause...

389
00:17:35.955 --> 00:17:38.623
Listen, listen.

390
00:17:41.427 --> 00:17:44.595
She's gonna be OK...
all right?

391
00:17:44.597 --> 00:17:47.198
She is, and we're
gonna get her home.

392
00:17:47.200 --> 00:17:49.467
OK, kiddo?

393
00:17:55.474 --> 00:17:58.476
We'll get her home soon, OK?
[Sniffles]

394
00:17:58.478 --> 00:18:00.745
And we'll all do
something fun together.

395
00:18:00.747 --> 00:18:04.382
But you can't worry
about this thing, OK?

396
00:18:08.187 --> 00:18:10.688
I miss her, too,
sweetheart.

397
00:18:10.690 --> 00:18:13.591
Why don't you go
wash up for dinner, OK?

398
00:18:15.527 --> 00:18:17.595
[Crying]

399
00:18:35.948 --> 00:18:37.415
Hey, do you guys
want to sign

400
00:18:37.417 --> 00:18:39.417
this get-well card
for Jessica?

401
00:18:39.419 --> 00:18:40.818
Amy: Tell me a little bit

402
00:18:40.820 --> 00:18:44.422
about South Brookdale's
social scene.

403
00:18:44.424 --> 00:18:47.492
Girl: Um, our school's,
like, very cliquey.

404
00:18:47.494 --> 00:18:49.494
Everyone's very organized.

405
00:18:49.496 --> 00:18:51.095
Everyone's got
their own group.

406
00:18:51.097 --> 00:18:52.964
It's, like, average
high school.

407
00:18:52.966 --> 00:18:55.833
or the people that like theater
or the people that like

408
00:18:55.835 --> 00:18:57.435
basketball, the jocks.

409
00:19:01.673 --> 00:19:03.541
Yeah.

410
00:19:03.543 --> 00:19:05.243
Hey, do you guys want
to sign this for Jessica?

411
00:19:05.245 --> 00:19:06.644
Yeah.

412
00:19:06.646 --> 00:19:08.379
Girl: It kind of depends
what grade you're in,

413
00:19:08.381 --> 00:19:10.248
but, like, mainly Avery
and her friends.

414
00:19:10.250 --> 00:19:11.749
All right.
Thank you.

415
00:19:11.751 --> 00:19:13.885
It's just those type of
people that think they're,

416
00:19:13.887 --> 00:19:16.487
like, better than everyone
and, like, no one else

417
00:19:16.489 --> 00:19:18.823
really matters but them and,
like, everyone else is

418
00:19:18.825 --> 00:19:21.425
just kind of, like,
worthless, you know?

419
00:19:21.427 --> 00:19:23.161
Hey, uh, do you guys
want to sign

420
00:19:23.163 --> 00:19:25.163
this get-well card
for Jessica?

421
00:19:25.165 --> 00:19:27.165
Uh, no, it's OK.

422
00:19:27.167 --> 00:19:28.833
Uh, are you sure?

423
00:19:28.835 --> 00:19:30.434
Mm-hmm.

424
00:19:30.436 --> 00:19:31.903
OK.

425
00:19:38.410 --> 00:19:39.644
Thanks!
You're welcome.

426
00:19:39.646 --> 00:19:41.245
You sure you don't
want to sign it?

427
00:19:41.247 --> 00:19:42.847
No, it's OK, thanks.

428
00:19:42.849 --> 00:19:44.215
Seriously?
Mm-hmm.

429
00:19:44.217 --> 00:19:46.484
OK.
OK.

430
00:19:47.619 --> 00:19:50.221
I just thought
it would be nice.

431
00:19:50.223 --> 00:19:52.223
Is she serious?

432
00:19:52.225 --> 00:19:53.824
Ha ha!

433
00:19:53.826 --> 00:19:55.893
Oh, my God.

434
00:20:19.885 --> 00:20:21.919
Brian: Jess!

435
00:20:21.921 --> 00:20:23.988
Hey, Brian.

436
00:20:23.990 --> 00:20:25.389
What's up, Jason?

437
00:20:25.391 --> 00:20:28.259
Jess: Hey, sorry I didn't
wait for you. I just--

438
00:20:28.261 --> 00:20:30.728
Is everything OK?
I just want to go home.

439
00:20:30.730 --> 00:20:32.129
Are you all right?

440
00:20:32.131 --> 00:20:34.131
Yeah, I'm fine.

441
00:20:34.133 --> 00:20:36.133
[Sighs]
Jess.

442
00:20:36.135 --> 00:20:38.636
What happened today?

443
00:20:38.638 --> 00:20:40.404
Nothing.

444
00:20:40.406 --> 00:20:42.039
Did she come up
to you today?

445
00:20:42.041 --> 00:20:44.575
I don't want
to talk about it.

446
00:20:44.577 --> 00:20:47.411
Jess, are you sure
you're OK?

447
00:20:48.614 --> 00:20:50.648
I'm fine.

448
00:21:05.264 --> 00:21:08.332
[Girls laugh]
Amy: Hi, ladies. How are you?

449
00:21:08.334 --> 00:21:10.334
Hi.
Hi. Good to see you again.

450
00:21:10.336 --> 00:21:12.169
Avery, can I talk to you
for just a second?

451
00:21:12.171 --> 00:21:13.771
Uh, yeah.
Do you have a minute?

452
00:21:13.773 --> 00:21:15.172
Hold on.
Amy: OK.

453
00:21:15.174 --> 00:21:17.174
Gonna close this.

454
00:21:17.176 --> 00:21:18.776
Will you wait for me?
OK.

455
00:21:18.778 --> 00:21:20.177
OK.

456
00:21:20.179 --> 00:21:21.612
How are you?
Good.

457
00:21:21.614 --> 00:21:23.614
We've talked to a lot
of kids in the school,

458
00:21:23.616 --> 00:21:25.716
and your name
comes up a lot.

459
00:21:25.718 --> 00:21:27.718
You're very popular
in this school.

460
00:21:27.720 --> 00:21:30.054
Most of the people we
talked to at this school

461
00:21:30.056 --> 00:21:32.590
think you're
really sweet.

462
00:21:32.592 --> 00:21:35.593
But there has been
some talk,

463
00:21:35.595 --> 00:21:37.862
though, from students
at the school that

464
00:21:37.864 --> 00:21:41.065
your relationship with
Jessica is a little...

465
00:21:41.067 --> 00:21:43.067
it's not as positive
as maybe

466
00:21:43.069 --> 00:21:44.468
you've told me about.

467
00:21:44.470 --> 00:21:47.071
Uh...I--like I told you,

468
00:21:47.073 --> 00:21:48.873
we were friends and...

469
00:21:48.875 --> 00:21:52.076
it's just that now
we're not, in high school.

470
00:21:52.078 --> 00:21:54.078
I don't know;
we've both gotten older

471
00:21:54.080 --> 00:21:55.479
and made different friends.

472
00:21:55.481 --> 00:21:58.449
It's not anything personal,
it's just...

473
00:21:58.451 --> 00:22:01.452
we both...just went
different ways.

474
00:22:01.454 --> 00:22:03.654
Yeah, that's
understandable.

475
00:22:03.656 --> 00:22:04.722
Mm-hmm.

476
00:22:04.724 --> 00:22:07.758
There is some testimony
about when you

477
00:22:07.760 --> 00:22:11.762
get around Jessica,
things kind of change.

478
00:22:11.764 --> 00:22:14.298
I don't...think

479
00:22:14.300 --> 00:22:16.567
that anything ever changes
when I'm around Jessica.

480
00:22:16.569 --> 00:22:19.904
I behave the same
with her as I would

481
00:22:19.906 --> 00:22:21.372
anybody in the halls.

482
00:22:21.374 --> 00:22:24.775
Maybe if you knew what it's
like now in high school,

483
00:22:24.777 --> 00:22:27.611
like, girl world now,
with being popular

484
00:22:27.613 --> 00:22:29.680
and everything, it just
is a lot different.

485
00:22:29.682 --> 00:22:31.649
People don't really know
what it's like to be me

486
00:22:31.651 --> 00:22:34.652
and I don't mean that,
like...rudely or,

487
00:22:34.654 --> 00:22:37.655
like, thinking a lot
of myself, but it's just

488
00:22:37.657 --> 00:22:39.824
people don't understand
what it's like to be popular.

489
00:22:39.826 --> 00:22:41.892
I'm just like any other
girl in high school.

490
00:22:41.894 --> 00:22:44.495
I think that perspective
is kind of important.

491
00:22:44.497 --> 00:22:46.630
Would you be willing
to be a part

492
00:22:46.632 --> 00:22:48.632
of this story
that we're telling

493
00:22:48.634 --> 00:22:50.234
about the American
high school?

494
00:22:50.236 --> 00:22:52.236
And would you be
willing to be the face

495
00:22:52.238 --> 00:22:54.372
of that stereotype of
the popular girl

496
00:22:54.374 --> 00:22:56.374
that not a lot
of people understand

497
00:22:56.376 --> 00:22:58.275
what it feels like, the
pressures of feeling...

498
00:22:58.277 --> 00:22:59.677
Yeah.
that popularity and

499
00:22:59.679 --> 00:23:01.245
living up
to that popularity?

500
00:23:01.247 --> 00:23:03.414
But I want
to caution you that

501
00:23:03.416 --> 00:23:05.716
what you put out there,
the world is gonna see.

502
00:23:05.718 --> 00:23:07.184
The real you.

503
00:23:07.186 --> 00:23:09.587
Avery: Like, the...
I don't know, like,

504
00:23:09.589 --> 00:23:12.590
the popular-girl perspective?
Absolutely.

505
00:23:13.992 --> 00:23:16.060
OK.

506
00:23:24.569 --> 00:23:26.670
Avery: --work this thing?
Holy crap.

507
00:23:26.672 --> 00:23:27.805
[Girl laughs]

508
00:23:27.807 --> 00:23:30.007
How do you--
Is it by the red button?

509
00:23:30.009 --> 00:23:31.409
Yeah. OK.

510
00:23:31.411 --> 00:23:34.412
OK, so today is Day One
of Avery's life.

511
00:23:34.414 --> 00:23:37.415
Her documentary?
I don't know.

512
00:23:37.417 --> 00:23:40.017
This is my girls!
All: Hi!

513
00:23:40.019 --> 00:23:41.419
Is everybody--wait.
How do you--

514
00:23:41.421 --> 00:23:43.254
I don't know.
It's backwards, so--

515
00:23:43.256 --> 00:23:45.656
OK. Hello, ladies!
All: Hi!

516
00:23:45.658 --> 00:23:48.058
These are my main bitches
right over here.

517
00:23:48.060 --> 00:23:49.427
Ha ha! Hey!

518
00:23:49.429 --> 00:23:51.429
What did you guys do this
weekend? What did we do?

519
00:23:51.431 --> 00:23:53.030
Partied, of course.
Partied.

520
00:23:53.032 --> 00:23:55.633
And made out--
hooked up with this guy.

521
00:23:55.635 --> 00:23:57.034
Emily.

522
00:23:57.036 --> 00:23:58.436
Oh, my gosh.
Ex--

523
00:23:58.438 --> 00:24:00.504
Seriously?
What the--

524
00:24:00.506 --> 00:24:02.706
Avery: Oh, look! Wait!
Hold on! It's Brian!

525
00:24:02.708 --> 00:24:04.108
Brian! Brian!

526
00:24:04.110 --> 00:24:05.509
Wait, wait, wait! Hold on!

527
00:24:05.511 --> 00:24:07.111
Hold on! Brian, wait, wait.
Hey, Brian!

528
00:24:07.113 --> 00:24:09.046
Hello! Hi. How are you?

529
00:24:09.048 --> 00:24:11.015
Hey, Bri!
Hey, Brian!

530
00:24:11.017 --> 00:24:12.616
Hi Brian!
Avery: Freak.

531
00:24:12.618 --> 00:24:14.018
[Girls laugh]

532
00:24:14.020 --> 00:24:15.419
Oh, God.
Bye!

533
00:24:15.421 --> 00:24:18.022
Brian, just say hi.
Just wave, really quick.

534
00:24:18.024 --> 00:24:19.623
Freak!
Wave really quick! Hi!

535
00:24:19.625 --> 00:24:22.827
That didn't really work out.
[School bell rings]

536
00:24:22.829 --> 00:24:26.163
As you can tell,
I have losers for friends.

537
00:24:26.165 --> 00:24:28.165
All: Hey!
So--ha!

538
00:24:28.167 --> 00:24:29.567
That is not fair.
Love you, too!

539
00:24:29.569 --> 00:24:33.270
So, Day--ha! Day One
kinda--kinda sucked.

540
00:24:33.272 --> 00:24:36.407
So we'll try again tomorrow
if we feel like it.

541
00:24:36.409 --> 00:24:38.175
I don't know. OK!

542
00:24:38.177 --> 00:24:40.177
OK.

543
00:24:40.179 --> 00:24:42.179
Think it's on.

544
00:24:42.181 --> 00:24:45.149
OK, so...

545
00:24:45.151 --> 00:24:47.151
my name is Avery Keller,

546
00:24:47.153 --> 00:24:50.154
and this is my first...

547
00:24:50.156 --> 00:24:54.158
video...journal thing, so...

548
00:24:54.160 --> 00:24:57.428
yeah, I don't really know
what to talk about.

549
00:24:57.430 --> 00:25:01.432
I...am a normal
teenage girl.

550
00:25:01.434 --> 00:25:05.636
I have my 4 best friends--
Maddy, Tessa, Kayla, and Emily--

551
00:25:05.638 --> 00:25:08.038
and they're...

552
00:25:08.040 --> 00:25:10.241
super fun.

553
00:25:10.243 --> 00:25:13.644
Avery: All right,
so my girls and I

554
00:25:13.646 --> 00:25:16.247
want to show you what it's like

555
00:25:16.249 --> 00:25:18.616
to be the sophomores--
the popular sophomores--

556
00:25:18.618 --> 00:25:21.952
of South Brookdale,
so let's take a look.

557
00:25:21.954 --> 00:25:23.954
South Brookdale
pride! Ha ha!

558
00:25:23.956 --> 00:25:25.890
Hey, Trevor!
Hey, Avery.

559
00:25:25.892 --> 00:25:27.024
Hey.
Hi.

560
00:25:27.026 --> 00:25:28.826
Who was that?
I don't know.

561
00:25:28.828 --> 00:25:32.229
Avery: I pretty much just
hang out with them at school.

562
00:25:32.231 --> 00:25:33.964
It's not like a clique
or anything.

563
00:25:33.966 --> 00:25:36.967
It's just...I don't know,
it's just who I hang out with.

564
00:25:36.969 --> 00:25:38.369
Hi.
Avery: Hi.

565
00:25:38.371 --> 00:25:40.371
Have you ever talked
to any of them?

566
00:25:40.373 --> 00:25:42.106
All: No.
Hey.

567
00:25:42.108 --> 00:25:44.108
Is that her locker?
Oh.

568
00:25:44.110 --> 00:25:46.110
Jessica's locker.
So, anyways--

569
00:25:46.112 --> 00:25:48.112
Hey, girls!
Hi.

570
00:25:48.114 --> 00:25:50.114
Like your shirt.
Thank you.

571
00:25:50.116 --> 00:25:52.449
Don't like yours. No!
Ha ha!

572
00:25:52.451 --> 00:25:54.451
Avery: You know, I think
that people, like, take it

573
00:25:54.453 --> 00:25:56.587
that I'm being a bitch because
I only hang out with my friends,

574
00:25:56.589 --> 00:25:59.323
but...I don't know; I just
don't have any interest

575
00:25:59.325 --> 00:26:01.725
in making
any more friends, so...

576
00:26:01.727 --> 00:26:04.028
it's not, like,
anything personal.

577
00:26:04.030 --> 00:26:06.030
[Girls laughing]

578
00:26:06.032 --> 00:26:08.032
I hate my hair today.

579
00:26:08.034 --> 00:26:09.533
It looks cute.

580
00:26:09.535 --> 00:26:11.035
I don't have enough time.
Here, you do it.

581
00:26:11.037 --> 00:26:13.537
Yeah, I don't--I want to do
my eyeliner really quick.

582
00:26:13.539 --> 00:26:16.540
So, yeah, this is our girl time
because we never have

583
00:26:16.542 --> 00:26:18.542
enough time because we're
always running late.

584
00:26:18.544 --> 00:26:21.745
So we use this bathroom
as our "getting ready" bathroom,

585
00:26:21.747 --> 00:26:23.547
and nobody comes in.

586
00:26:23.549 --> 00:26:25.516
And that bitch blocks
the door.

587
00:26:25.518 --> 00:26:27.117
[Laughing]
Yeah, Maddy!

588
00:26:27.119 --> 00:26:28.552
Maddy: Hi, dolls.

589
00:26:28.554 --> 00:26:30.921
So usually no one comes in
because they kind of know...

590
00:26:30.923 --> 00:26:33.123
Maddy: Right. What the--
that this is our place--

591
00:26:33.125 --> 00:26:35.125
Excuse me.
Get the ... out.

592
00:26:35.127 --> 00:26:36.994
[Girls laughing]

593
00:26:36.996 --> 00:26:39.997
That is why
she blocks the door.

594
00:26:39.999 --> 00:26:41.932
Avery: This is high school.

595
00:26:41.934 --> 00:26:43.500
Nothing...

596
00:26:43.502 --> 00:26:46.503
nothing different from any other
high school you'd go to.

597
00:26:46.505 --> 00:26:49.640
People joke around, and people
mess around and have fun.

598
00:26:49.642 --> 00:26:51.408
It's just how
high school is now.

599
00:26:51.410 --> 00:26:53.143
I don't really do
any school activities.

600
00:26:53.145 --> 00:26:55.145
I used to, uh, I used to dance.

601
00:26:55.147 --> 00:26:58.115
I have my trophy for dance,

602
00:26:58.117 --> 00:27:01.518
and my mom would love it
if I did dance still

603
00:27:01.520 --> 00:27:03.921
because she's annoying
and she loves to control my life

604
00:27:03.923 --> 00:27:06.523
and she would've liked
if I did Pom this year,

605
00:27:06.525 --> 00:27:08.726
but I didn't--didn't
want to do that.

606
00:27:08.728 --> 00:27:11.328
Man: Nose in the books, guys.
Nose in the books.

607
00:27:11.330 --> 00:27:13.931
I got you
for another 20 minutes.

608
00:27:13.933 --> 00:27:15.933
[Whispering]
Twenty minutes.

609
00:27:15.935 --> 00:27:17.935
Oh, my God.

610
00:27:17.937 --> 00:27:19.737
This class is so boring.

611
00:27:19.739 --> 00:27:23.340
I literally hate public
school, and this is why.

612
00:27:23.342 --> 00:27:25.342
Because we don't
learn anything.

613
00:27:25.344 --> 00:27:27.878
Do you see this?

614
00:27:27.880 --> 00:27:30.280
And she is texting me.

615
00:27:30.282 --> 00:27:32.249
Avery: I actually like school.

616
00:27:32.251 --> 00:27:34.218
I do. I get good grades

617
00:27:34.220 --> 00:27:36.220
because I cannot wait
to get out of this place.

618
00:27:36.222 --> 00:27:37.621
I just want to go away
to college.

619
00:27:37.623 --> 00:27:40.157
I cannot wait
to be out of my house.

620
00:27:40.159 --> 00:27:41.959
But...I don't know.

621
00:27:41.961 --> 00:27:45.162
Other than that, I'm just
your normal teenage girl,

622
00:27:45.164 --> 00:27:48.165
living out
the high school dream.

623
00:27:48.167 --> 00:27:50.334
OK.

624
00:27:58.143 --> 00:28:01.145
[Medical equipment beeping]

625
00:28:01.147 --> 00:28:03.814
[Respirator hissing]

626
00:28:19.898 --> 00:28:22.566
It's getting late, honey.

627
00:28:29.974 --> 00:28:33.911
Listen, why don't you
go home and stay with Gabby

628
00:28:33.913 --> 00:28:36.580
and I'll stay here
tonight, OK?

629
00:28:38.650 --> 00:28:40.050
Hmm?

630
00:28:40.052 --> 00:28:42.720
[Whispers]
I'm OK. I'm staying.

631
00:28:43.922 --> 00:28:45.522
Are you sure?

632
00:28:45.524 --> 00:28:46.924
Yeah.

633
00:28:46.926 --> 00:28:48.592
OK.

634
00:29:06.177 --> 00:29:09.446
Good night,
Jessie-bell.

635
00:29:16.020 --> 00:29:18.021
I'm sorry.

636
00:29:18.023 --> 00:29:20.157
I'm sorry.

637
00:29:20.159 --> 00:29:22.159
It's OK, honey.
I--

638
00:29:22.161 --> 00:29:24.161
It's OK.
No.

639
00:29:24.163 --> 00:29:26.497
It's not OK.

640
00:29:26.499 --> 00:29:30.100
It's not OK if I--
[Gasps]

641
00:29:30.102 --> 00:29:32.636
If I would've known that the--
What?

642
00:29:32.638 --> 00:29:34.238
I didn't know
those pills were there.

643
00:29:34.240 --> 00:29:36.106
I didn't even know
that they were there.

644
00:29:36.108 --> 00:29:38.142
Honey--
How did she find them?

645
00:29:38.144 --> 00:29:40.144
It's not your fault,
all right?

646
00:29:40.146 --> 00:29:41.612
You listen to me.
Listen to me.

647
00:29:41.614 --> 00:29:43.580
I saw those pills--
The pills were there.

648
00:29:43.582 --> 00:29:45.149
I saw them
in the cabinet.

649
00:29:45.151 --> 00:29:47.551
I didn't throw them
away, either, OK?

650
00:29:47.553 --> 00:29:50.554
Do you think
it's my fault?

651
00:29:50.556 --> 00:29:52.756
Are you sure?
[Sobbing]

652
00:29:52.758 --> 00:29:55.159
No.
OK.

653
00:29:55.161 --> 00:29:58.428
Then it couldn't be
your fault, OK?

654
00:30:00.565 --> 00:30:03.167
We'll find out
what happened, OK?

655
00:30:03.169 --> 00:30:05.569
But this is not
something you did.

656
00:30:05.571 --> 00:30:08.839
You're a good mom, OK?
[Groans]

657
00:30:10.141 --> 00:30:12.476
Jess: It's not gonna stop,
you know?

658
00:30:12.478 --> 00:30:16.079
It's--it's not like
it's just at school.

659
00:30:16.081 --> 00:30:19.049
It's on my phone,

660
00:30:19.051 --> 00:30:21.451
it's online.

661
00:30:21.453 --> 00:30:25.455
It just consumes
my life, and I just...

662
00:30:25.457 --> 00:30:29.059
I can't concentrate
on anything else,

663
00:30:29.061 --> 00:30:31.728
no matter how hard I try.

664
00:30:32.864 --> 00:30:36.066
No matter where I go,
no matter what I do,

665
00:30:36.068 --> 00:30:38.802
she always--she just--

666
00:30:38.804 --> 00:30:41.305
[Sniffles, sighs]

667
00:30:41.307 --> 00:30:46.310
She just always...
finds a way to get at me.

668
00:30:46.312 --> 00:30:48.579
[Sighs]

669
00:30:51.182 --> 00:30:53.851
[Thunder rolling]

670
00:30:56.654 --> 00:30:58.422
[Rainfall]

671
00:31:02.927 --> 00:31:06.530
Amy: There are some allegations
that Jessica was being harassed.

672
00:31:06.532 --> 00:31:08.532
"Bullied," actually,
are the words

673
00:31:08.534 --> 00:31:11.134
a lot of your students
were using.

674
00:31:11.136 --> 00:31:14.071
I don't have any...

675
00:31:14.073 --> 00:31:16.073
knowledge of that
right now.

676
00:31:16.075 --> 00:31:17.474
That's just...

677
00:31:17.476 --> 00:31:20.777
um, at this point,
I'd put that in a rumor.

678
00:31:20.779 --> 00:31:23.380
Kids tease each other
and call each other names

679
00:31:23.382 --> 00:31:27.084
and are mean to each other
all of the time.

680
00:31:28.419 --> 00:31:30.621
Amy: Do you guys have
a zero bullying policy

681
00:31:30.623 --> 00:31:33.023
in place here?

682
00:31:33.025 --> 00:31:35.826
Yes. Ha! We do.

683
00:31:35.828 --> 00:31:38.896
You smile about that?
I do, because I think

684
00:31:38.898 --> 00:31:41.164
it's, uh, it's rhetoric.

685
00:31:41.166 --> 00:31:45.569
Colas: There's no forum
for any one of us

686
00:31:45.571 --> 00:31:48.171
to say to anyone, "Hey,

687
00:31:48.173 --> 00:31:49.573
"I think this is happening

688
00:31:49.575 --> 00:31:52.743
with my kid in my classes."

689
00:31:52.745 --> 00:31:54.745
They're not going
to investigate.

690
00:31:54.747 --> 00:31:57.347
None of the administration
really wants to talk about it.

691
00:31:57.349 --> 00:31:59.716
You try to stop something
happening one day,

692
00:31:59.718 --> 00:32:02.452
but the next day, you don't know
if it's gonna escalate

693
00:32:02.454 --> 00:32:04.955
or you don't know what happens
in the other classrooms, and

694
00:32:04.957 --> 00:32:09.126
you don't know what happens when
you do take it that next level;

695
00:32:09.128 --> 00:32:11.528
if it gets resolved
or if it just is, like,

696
00:32:11.530 --> 00:32:13.864
brushed aside
and hushed over.

697
00:32:13.866 --> 00:32:17.067
And if they do get punished,
then there's more bullying.

698
00:32:17.069 --> 00:32:19.369
Yeah.
For--for the person
telling.

699
00:32:20.505 --> 00:32:24.708
Boy: One time, a few people
saw it and they sorta...

700
00:32:24.710 --> 00:32:26.209
talked to Avery, but

701
00:32:26.211 --> 00:32:28.211
no one really took it
any further and it--

702
00:32:28.213 --> 00:32:29.579
it didn't really stop.

703
00:32:29.581 --> 00:32:31.949
I've never seen it happen,
but if I did,

704
00:32:31.951 --> 00:32:34.551
I don't...think I would've
done anything about it.

705
00:32:34.553 --> 00:32:37.154
Second boy: They just don't
want that status of being,

706
00:32:37.156 --> 00:32:39.690
you know, a tattle tale,
a snitch.

707
00:32:39.692 --> 00:32:42.292
Someone goes to a
teacher or a counselor,

708
00:32:42.294 --> 00:32:44.294
and someone else will start
to make fun of them

709
00:32:44.296 --> 00:32:46.596
by saying how they're weak
or they're a baby.

710
00:32:46.598 --> 00:32:49.599
A teacher might like to put it
as if we were all zebras,

711
00:32:49.601 --> 00:32:52.736
and we're watching
our fellow zebras being eaten

712
00:32:52.738 --> 00:32:55.739
by a lion, and that's kind
of what it feels like.

713
00:32:55.741 --> 00:32:59.609
We're just watching people
get attacked, and we do nothing.

714
00:32:59.611 --> 00:33:01.878
Girl: I just
don't understand why.

715
00:33:01.880 --> 00:33:03.547
I mean, they're popular,

716
00:33:03.549 --> 00:33:07.150
they have all the nice
clothes, they have friends.

717
00:33:07.152 --> 00:33:08.418
They, like, get things
they want.

718
00:33:08.420 --> 00:33:10.020
Their parents, like,
love them to death,

719
00:33:10.022 --> 00:33:11.488
stuff like that.

720
00:33:11.490 --> 00:33:13.757
They have everything.

721
00:33:18.963 --> 00:33:20.464
Woman: Hey, guys!

722
00:33:20.466 --> 00:33:22.466
Welcome to
the Keller compound!

723
00:33:22.468 --> 00:33:24.468
Amy: Thank you. Good to see you.
We are so excited

724
00:33:24.470 --> 00:33:26.069
to have you here.
Thank you.

725
00:33:26.071 --> 00:33:27.471
Come on into our kitchen.

726
00:33:27.473 --> 00:33:29.873
I wanted to invite you
by saying come on down.

727
00:33:29.875 --> 00:33:32.476
You are the next contestants
on "The Cooking is Right,"

728
00:33:32.478 --> 00:33:35.479
and I am your host,
Kassie Keller.

729
00:33:35.481 --> 00:33:38.048
Right in here, I've got...

730
00:33:38.050 --> 00:33:41.051
a roast beef,
and right there is

731
00:33:41.053 --> 00:33:44.054
a marvelous macaroni recipe

732
00:33:44.056 --> 00:33:46.390
that came from
my Grandma Marge.

733
00:33:46.392 --> 00:33:48.692
You have a beautiful kitchen.
Thank you very much.

734
00:33:48.694 --> 00:33:51.128
My husband paid a lot
of money for it,

735
00:33:51.130 --> 00:33:52.496
uh, when he had a job.

736
00:33:52.498 --> 00:33:54.364
And up here,
I've got what I call

737
00:33:54.366 --> 00:33:56.366
Kassie's Casserole,
which is actually just

738
00:33:56.368 --> 00:33:58.368
chicken Parmesan
with some broccoli.

739
00:33:58.370 --> 00:34:00.370
For Avery, she's trying
to lose weight,

740
00:34:00.372 --> 00:34:03.373
and so she always wants
to eat a lot of vegetables.

741
00:34:03.375 --> 00:34:06.877
Right here, we've got
cucumbers and tomatoes

742
00:34:06.879 --> 00:34:09.880
and a meteor shower
of herbs

743
00:34:09.882 --> 00:34:12.382
and spices to jazz it up.

744
00:34:12.384 --> 00:34:14.785
I think she's still
reeling over the time

745
00:34:14.787 --> 00:34:17.387
when she didn't make it
for Poms, and she came home

746
00:34:17.389 --> 00:34:19.389
that night and said, "Oh,
it's--you know what it is?

747
00:34:19.391 --> 00:34:20.857
It's because I'm too fat."

748
00:34:20.859 --> 00:34:23.193
Um, I attribute her
not making that team

749
00:34:23.195 --> 00:34:27.197
to the psycho coach
that she had, who was,

750
00:34:27.199 --> 00:34:30.600
um, giving her a lot
of attitude about the way

751
00:34:30.602 --> 00:34:33.603
that she treated other kids
on the team and chose not

752
00:34:33.605 --> 00:34:36.073
to select her this year
for the Poms team.

753
00:34:36.075 --> 00:34:39.142
This is Josh.
This is our son.

754
00:34:39.144 --> 00:34:41.144
Amy: Hi, Josh.
Hi. How are you?

755
00:34:41.146 --> 00:34:42.546
Good.
He recently graduated

756
00:34:42.548 --> 00:34:44.381
from high school by
the skin of his teeth.

757
00:34:44.383 --> 00:34:46.116
Thanks.
Yeah, yeah.

758
00:34:46.118 --> 00:34:47.651
Excuse me.
Kassie: Just joking around.

759
00:34:47.653 --> 00:34:49.519
So Josh lives here
at home with us,

760
00:34:49.521 --> 00:34:51.888
and his favorite thing
to do is play video games.

761
00:34:51.890 --> 00:34:54.324
I think one day he might
actually become a video game

762
00:34:54.326 --> 00:34:56.326
designer; I think that's
his big aspiration,

763
00:34:56.328 --> 00:34:59.229
but right now, college
is not interesting to him.

764
00:34:59.231 --> 00:35:01.631
Maybe we stop with that, so--
It's all right.

765
00:35:01.633 --> 00:35:03.633
You know, it's--it's
your one minute of fame.

766
00:35:03.635 --> 00:35:05.435
You might as well
suck it up.

767
00:35:06.370 --> 00:35:07.838
Kassie:
You had your chance!

768
00:35:07.840 --> 00:35:09.639
You could've been
on camera with your mom!

769
00:35:09.641 --> 00:35:11.041
Yeah.
You missed it, buddy!

770
00:35:11.043 --> 00:35:12.509
OK.

771
00:35:17.181 --> 00:35:18.949
Avery!

772
00:35:21.018 --> 00:35:24.087
Avery, can you get
down here, please?!

773
00:35:26.724 --> 00:35:28.925
You know, you guys might
consider not eating

774
00:35:28.927 --> 00:35:30.327
before Avery gets down here.

775
00:35:30.329 --> 00:35:32.329
That's really obnoxious.

776
00:35:32.331 --> 00:35:34.331
Kassie: Avery!

777
00:35:34.333 --> 00:35:37.501
Chop chop!
Avery: I'm coming.

778
00:35:37.503 --> 00:35:39.903
Kassie: Get this show
on the road.

779
00:35:39.905 --> 00:35:42.506
I made sure you got
a lot of vegetables,

780
00:35:42.508 --> 00:35:45.108
a lot of protein because
I know that you said

781
00:35:45.110 --> 00:35:47.110
you're worried
about your weight.

782
00:35:47.112 --> 00:35:49.513
Thank you for sharing that.

783
00:35:49.515 --> 00:35:51.114
You're welcome.
So polite of you.

784
00:35:51.116 --> 00:35:52.482
You're welcome.
Oh, my God.

785
00:35:52.484 --> 00:35:54.951
Why are we doing this?
David: Can I eat now?

786
00:35:56.554 --> 00:35:57.954
May I?

787
00:35:57.956 --> 00:35:59.956
May I eat now?
Sure.

788
00:35:59.958 --> 00:36:02.025
Go for it.

789
00:36:08.633 --> 00:36:11.835
So why don't you tell us
how your day was today?

790
00:36:11.837 --> 00:36:14.104
It was superb.

791
00:36:14.106 --> 00:36:16.106
Just great.

792
00:36:16.108 --> 00:36:17.707
Well, what kinds
of things make your day

793
00:36:17.709 --> 00:36:19.776
superb?

794
00:36:20.978 --> 00:36:22.479
I don't know.

795
00:36:22.481 --> 00:36:25.182
Did you get
any tests back?

796
00:36:25.184 --> 00:36:26.950
No.

797
00:36:29.687 --> 00:36:32.956
What about you, Josh?
What'd you do today?

798
00:36:34.292 --> 00:36:37.160
Um...not much.

799
00:36:37.162 --> 00:36:41.164
Uh...beat
"Call of Duty," so...

800
00:36:41.166 --> 00:36:43.033
I hear that's a pretty
popular game

801
00:36:43.035 --> 00:36:44.234
with your age group

802
00:36:44.236 --> 00:36:47.571
and the 13-year-olds
in America.

803
00:36:49.907 --> 00:36:51.708
Ahem.

804
00:36:51.710 --> 00:36:55.579
So, Avery, any boys that
you're interested in?

805
00:37:00.184 --> 00:37:02.786
Not that it's any
of your business, but no.

806
00:37:02.788 --> 00:37:04.588
Better not.
Hmm.

807
00:37:04.590 --> 00:37:06.489
Well, why don't you
tell us--if you

808
00:37:06.491 --> 00:37:08.491
don't want to talk about
that kind of stuff,

809
00:37:08.493 --> 00:37:10.493
why don't you tell us
why your friends are

810
00:37:10.495 --> 00:37:13.363
here today, filming our
family as we sit here

811
00:37:13.365 --> 00:37:16.833
and dine on
this excellent cuisine?

812
00:37:18.102 --> 00:37:20.503
I don't know, Mom,
because they like me?

813
00:37:20.505 --> 00:37:22.372
[Scoffs]
I don't know, OK?

814
00:37:22.374 --> 00:37:24.608
Do you think it's
because you are

815
00:37:24.610 --> 00:37:27.611
a beautiful, talented,
intelligent young lady,

816
00:37:27.613 --> 00:37:29.746
and that might be
the reason why you were

817
00:37:29.748 --> 00:37:33.450
selected for this
prestigious opportunity?

818
00:37:33.452 --> 00:37:36.386
Kassie, leave her
alone, will you?

819
00:37:36.388 --> 00:37:37.954
Aren't you proud
of our daughter?

820
00:37:37.956 --> 00:37:39.389
Don't you think
that this is

821
00:37:39.391 --> 00:37:40.724
a great opportunity
for her...

822
00:37:40.726 --> 00:37:42.993
Just stop, just stop.
to really shine?

823
00:37:42.995 --> 00:37:44.361
Cut the bullshit. Just stop.

824
00:37:44.363 --> 00:37:45.729
Just stop. Let's just eat.

825
00:37:45.731 --> 00:37:47.330
Let's just eat.
Let's have dinner.

826
00:37:47.332 --> 00:37:49.132
Kassie: We're just
having fun here.

827
00:37:49.134 --> 00:37:50.967
Can't we have fun
once in a while?

828
00:37:50.969 --> 00:37:52.235
Yeah. Just give her
a break.

829
00:37:52.237 --> 00:37:53.637
Let's--let's have
our dinner.

830
00:37:53.639 --> 00:37:55.372
That's what
we're here for.

831
00:37:55.374 --> 00:37:57.107
Well, maybe
when you learn how

832
00:37:57.109 --> 00:37:58.908
to lighten up,
we can do that.

833
00:37:58.910 --> 00:38:02.112
We can have dinner and
have fun at the same time.

834
00:38:02.114 --> 00:38:04.414
OK.

835
00:38:04.416 --> 00:38:06.583
Seriously,
please just stop.

836
00:38:06.585 --> 00:38:08.752
Kassie: Hmm.

837
00:38:08.754 --> 00:38:10.320
All right.

838
00:38:10.322 --> 00:38:12.756
Well, I think it's pretty
exciting that they're here,

839
00:38:12.758 --> 00:38:15.558
and I'm glad that we can

840
00:38:15.560 --> 00:38:19.095
be involved
in this film about you.

841
00:38:19.097 --> 00:38:22.098
I'm very proud of you.
Very proud of you.

842
00:38:22.100 --> 00:38:23.900
Mm-hmm.

843
00:38:23.902 --> 00:38:26.403
I'll tell you
what...

844
00:38:26.405 --> 00:38:28.104
Where are you going?

845
00:38:28.106 --> 00:38:30.106
Game's on.

846
00:38:30.108 --> 00:38:32.809
You know where I'll be.

847
00:38:32.811 --> 00:38:34.477
[Sighs]

848
00:38:35.746 --> 00:38:37.747
Kassie: I just wanted
a peaceful dinner

849
00:38:37.749 --> 00:38:40.317
with our family,
and that's what I get.

850
00:38:40.319 --> 00:38:43.320
I think I've lost
my appetite.

851
00:38:43.322 --> 00:38:45.322
Food's good, Mom.

852
00:38:45.324 --> 00:38:47.324
Avery: Yeah, it's good.

853
00:38:47.326 --> 00:38:49.592
Thank you.

854
00:38:50.728 --> 00:38:53.797
Man: Raise your hand
if you have a best friend.

855
00:38:55.132 --> 00:38:57.534
Now raise your hand
individually

856
00:38:57.536 --> 00:39:00.003
and tell me what
makes that person

857
00:39:00.005 --> 00:39:02.205
a best friend to you. Yes?

858
00:39:02.207 --> 00:39:04.240
Girl: They love me,
no matter what.

859
00:39:04.242 --> 00:39:06.576
They love you,
no matter what.

860
00:39:06.578 --> 00:39:09.479
Second girl: They never
ask me to change.

861
00:39:09.481 --> 00:39:11.648
They never ask you
to change.

862
00:39:11.650 --> 00:39:13.450
Anyone else? Yes?

863
00:39:13.452 --> 00:39:14.851
Third girl:
They're always there for me.

864
00:39:14.853 --> 00:39:17.053
Always there for you.
Phenomenal, but the question

865
00:39:17.055 --> 00:39:18.855
I ask all of you is,

866
00:39:18.857 --> 00:39:21.558
why didn't you say
the grades that person had?

867
00:39:21.560 --> 00:39:24.561
Sports they played?
Cars they drove?

868
00:39:24.563 --> 00:39:27.564
Money that they did
and didn't have? Anybody?

869
00:39:27.566 --> 00:39:29.165
Boy: Because that's
irrelevant.

870
00:39:29.167 --> 00:39:31.668
It's not important?
Doesn't matter?

871
00:39:31.670 --> 00:39:34.371
Then why do we believe
so much that it does matter?

872
00:39:34.373 --> 00:39:38.908
The big question is, where do
some of you go to be safe?

873
00:39:38.910 --> 00:39:40.977
Do you feel safe
in school?

874
00:39:40.979 --> 00:39:42.379
Some of you?

875
00:39:42.381 --> 00:39:44.347
Girl: No.
Truthfully.

876
00:39:44.349 --> 00:39:46.316
No.
Why?

877
00:39:46.318 --> 00:39:48.318
Girl: 'Cause you can't
be yourself there.

878
00:39:48.320 --> 00:39:50.920
Tuman: You can't be
yourself there.

879
00:39:50.922 --> 00:39:52.922
Yes?
Uh, I don't think

880
00:39:52.924 --> 00:39:55.325
Jessica Burns
felt safe here.

881
00:39:55.327 --> 00:39:56.726
Tell me why.

882
00:39:56.728 --> 00:39:59.863
Um, maybe she didn't
have that person,

883
00:39:59.865 --> 00:40:02.732
that best friend to make
her feel safe or make

884
00:40:02.734 --> 00:40:04.734
her feel comfortable
and accepted.

885
00:40:04.736 --> 00:40:06.936
Tuman: So if you could
change the outcome,

886
00:40:06.938 --> 00:40:08.872
then what could you
have done?

887
00:40:08.874 --> 00:40:12.475
Because that--that sometimes is
where it all falls back.

888
00:40:12.477 --> 00:40:15.078
What could we all do?

889
00:40:15.080 --> 00:40:17.046
Girl:
Be there for her?

890
00:40:17.048 --> 00:40:19.315
[Door slams]

891
00:41:24.181 --> 00:41:26.449
It's OK.

892
00:41:59.083 --> 00:42:01.551
Brian:
I have something...

893
00:42:01.553 --> 00:42:04.420
that I want
to show you guys.

894
00:42:18.702 --> 00:42:19.903
Hey.

895
00:42:19.905 --> 00:42:21.304
Amy: Hi, Brian.
How are you?

896
00:42:21.306 --> 00:42:22.739
Good. Come inside.
Good to see you.

897
00:42:22.741 --> 00:42:25.241
I have, uh, everything
set up upstairs,

898
00:42:25.243 --> 00:42:28.177
so--and I should've
showed somebody

899
00:42:28.179 --> 00:42:30.747
a while ago,
but...

900
00:42:30.749 --> 00:42:32.949
I didn't.

901
00:42:45.129 --> 00:42:47.130
Amy: I like
your room, Brian.

902
00:42:47.132 --> 00:42:49.132
It's pretty cool.

903
00:42:49.134 --> 00:42:50.700
Thanks.

904
00:42:50.702 --> 00:42:56.172
You know, Jess and Avery used
to be friends and everything...

905
00:42:56.174 --> 00:42:57.874
Mm-hmm.
you know, since they were kids.

906
00:42:57.876 --> 00:43:00.677
Really young, and...

907
00:43:00.679 --> 00:43:05.715
sometime last year,
it just...something changed.

908
00:43:05.717 --> 00:43:07.450
They were in class.

909
00:43:07.452 --> 00:43:11.054
Avery was trying to cheat
off of Jess--Jess's test,

910
00:43:11.056 --> 00:43:14.057
and she, like, moved her arm.

911
00:43:14.059 --> 00:43:16.059
Jess did?
Yeah, and she,

912
00:43:16.061 --> 00:43:17.727
like, moved her arm
to try to block it,

913
00:43:17.729 --> 00:43:19.929
but I don't even think
she did it on purpose,

914
00:43:19.931 --> 00:43:22.332
and Avery just went nuts.

915
00:43:22.334 --> 00:43:24.334
So that was
the starting point?

916
00:43:24.336 --> 00:43:27.570
Um, yeah, pretty much.

917
00:43:27.572 --> 00:43:29.572
It started slow, you know?

918
00:43:29.574 --> 00:43:32.575
It would be, like, a bump
here and there in the hallways,

919
00:43:32.577 --> 00:43:36.613
like, nasty text messages
or dirty looks.

920
00:43:36.615 --> 00:43:40.249
It just...escalated
and blew up.

921
00:43:40.251 --> 00:43:43.920
You know, Jess
didn't feel very safe.

922
00:43:43.922 --> 00:43:47.223
I bought her this backpack,
hoping that she would use it.

923
00:43:47.225 --> 00:43:49.826
It's called an iSafe backpack.

924
00:43:49.828 --> 00:43:52.462
You can pull an alarm.

925
00:43:52.464 --> 00:43:55.698
But she, um...
she wouldn't use it.

926
00:43:57.067 --> 00:43:59.068
I told Jessica

927
00:43:59.070 --> 00:44:02.472
that I wanted
to document it,

928
00:44:02.474 --> 00:44:06.075
you know, like, I started
filming everything.

929
00:44:06.077 --> 00:44:09.479
I have my own camera
and, um,

930
00:44:09.481 --> 00:44:12.448
I gave Jess this little
tiny camera.

931
00:44:12.450 --> 00:44:15.184
It was like a hidden
spy camera, you know?

932
00:44:15.186 --> 00:44:18.788
We would record
every day for 6 months.

933
00:44:18.790 --> 00:44:21.190
Six months?

934
00:44:21.192 --> 00:44:24.460
Six months.
We got everything.

935
00:44:30.367 --> 00:44:32.969
I've rigged it
like a pin,

936
00:44:32.971 --> 00:44:34.971
any ordinary safety pin,

937
00:44:34.973 --> 00:44:36.973
and we can put it
on you.

938
00:44:36.975 --> 00:44:39.375
We can put it on
during school

939
00:44:39.377 --> 00:44:41.778
and record everything,

940
00:44:41.780 --> 00:44:43.780
and it'll just look
like, you know,

941
00:44:43.782 --> 00:44:46.749
a necklace or just like
you're wearing a pin.

942
00:44:46.751 --> 00:44:49.752
And nobody will ever
know what it is.

943
00:44:49.754 --> 00:44:54.991
So...what are we using
this for, exactly?

944
00:44:54.993 --> 00:44:56.993
Like, at school

945
00:44:56.995 --> 00:44:59.262
with, you know,
Avery and stuff.

946
00:44:59.264 --> 00:45:01.264
Like, filming them.

947
00:45:01.266 --> 00:45:03.866
I think that's a bad idea.

948
00:45:03.868 --> 00:45:05.268
I think it's
a great idea.

949
00:45:05.270 --> 00:45:07.336
I don't.

950
00:45:07.338 --> 00:45:10.339
What if she finds out?
She's not gonna find out.

951
00:45:10.341 --> 00:45:12.341
You didn't even think
that this was a camera.

952
00:45:12.343 --> 00:45:13.943
Well, what if it beeps
or something?

953
00:45:13.945 --> 00:45:15.344
There's no noises.

954
00:45:15.346 --> 00:45:16.946
I've already thought
this through.

955
00:45:16.948 --> 00:45:19.315
Trust me.

956
00:45:19.317 --> 00:45:21.918
I think it's too risky.

957
00:45:21.920 --> 00:45:23.319
It's not risky.

958
00:45:23.321 --> 00:45:25.922
Can you imagine what she
would do if she found out?

959
00:45:25.924 --> 00:45:27.323
She's not gonna
find out.

960
00:45:27.325 --> 00:45:28.725
No one will ever believe...
We don't know.

961
00:45:28.727 --> 00:45:30.326
that this is a camera.
You don't know that.

962
00:45:30.328 --> 00:45:33.730
Jess, would I ever do
anything...to--

963
00:45:33.732 --> 00:45:35.932
I'm not saying you would
intentionally do something,

964
00:45:35.934 --> 00:45:38.334
but...

965
00:45:38.336 --> 00:45:40.470
We won't talk about it
in school.

966
00:45:40.472 --> 00:45:43.072
We'll just keep it here.

967
00:45:43.074 --> 00:45:44.474
You don't have to make
any decisions,

968
00:45:44.476 --> 00:45:46.743
but just take it home...

969
00:45:48.078 --> 00:45:50.480
and if you want
to work with it,

970
00:45:50.482 --> 00:45:52.648
then just put it on
in the morning.

971
00:45:52.650 --> 00:45:55.251
And I'm gonna be filming
with my camera, too,

972
00:45:55.253 --> 00:45:57.920
so it's not just
gonna be you.

973
00:46:02.459 --> 00:46:04.260
OK?

974
00:46:04.262 --> 00:46:07.930
I promise you I won't
let anything bad happen.

975
00:46:12.236 --> 00:46:15.238
OK, but...

976
00:46:15.240 --> 00:46:17.240
we can't show this
to anyone.

977
00:46:17.242 --> 00:46:18.908
Nobody.

978
00:46:20.244 --> 00:46:23.212
Brian: I made a promise

979
00:46:23.214 --> 00:46:25.181
to Jessica

980
00:46:25.183 --> 00:46:27.850
that I wouldn't show anybody.

981
00:46:30.187 --> 00:46:32.588
And, um...

982
00:46:32.590 --> 00:46:35.191
well, I'm breaking
that promise right now, but...

983
00:46:35.193 --> 00:46:37.527
Amy: She didn't want you
to show anybody?

984
00:46:37.529 --> 00:46:39.896
She said it would've
made it worse,

985
00:46:39.898 --> 00:46:42.498
but I tried to tell her
that if you show somebody,

986
00:46:42.500 --> 00:46:44.634
we can find her help.

987
00:46:47.771 --> 00:46:49.839
[Overlapping chatter]

988
00:47:02.519 --> 00:47:03.986
Bitch.

989
00:47:05.322 --> 00:47:07.323
And I am at a stop sign.
[Cell phone chimes]

990
00:47:07.325 --> 00:47:09.926
Brian: Who texted you?

991
00:47:09.928 --> 00:47:11.894
Avery.

992
00:47:13.363 --> 00:47:16.632
Jess, don't let that
bother you, OK?

993
00:47:16.634 --> 00:47:18.935
[Whispers]
OK.

994
00:47:18.937 --> 00:47:21.337
[Avery laughs]

995
00:47:21.339 --> 00:47:24.006
Watch it, Jessica.

996
00:47:25.242 --> 00:47:27.243
Move along, Jessica.

997
00:47:27.245 --> 00:47:29.846
Keep going. Keep going.

998
00:47:29.848 --> 00:47:32.615
Go to class. Go to class.

999
00:47:32.617 --> 00:47:35.751
Girls: Ha ha ha!
Nice outfit!

1000
00:47:42.226 --> 00:47:44.994
Where do you think
you're going?

1001
00:47:47.397 --> 00:47:49.966
Avery: Why didn't you
reply to my texts?

1002
00:47:49.968 --> 00:47:51.934
I thought we were friends.

1003
00:47:51.936 --> 00:47:53.803
Why didn't you text me back?

1004
00:47:53.805 --> 00:47:56.405
I was so nice to you!
[Girls laugh]

1005
00:47:56.407 --> 00:47:58.007
You have to get
to class, really?

1006
00:47:58.009 --> 00:47:59.208
You have to get to class?

1007
00:47:59.210 --> 00:48:01.611
Oh, you have to get
to class?

1008
00:48:01.613 --> 00:48:03.613
[Scoffs]
She has to get to class.

1009
00:48:03.615 --> 00:48:06.716
I don't give a ... if you
have to get to class.

1010
00:48:06.718 --> 00:48:09.118
Move.
Ha ha ha!

1011
00:48:09.120 --> 00:48:10.620
Later, freaks!

1012
00:48:13.957 --> 00:48:16.392
You're a disrespectful
little ...

1013
00:48:16.394 --> 00:48:17.960
Did you know that?

1014
00:48:17.962 --> 00:48:19.395
Jess: What are
you guys doing?

1015
00:48:19.397 --> 00:48:21.797
Oh, just...opening
your locker for you.

1016
00:48:21.799 --> 00:48:24.600
Just admiring all
your cute decorations.

1017
00:48:24.602 --> 00:48:25.801
Are you 5?

1018
00:48:25.803 --> 00:48:27.403
Who decorates their
locker like this,

1019
00:48:27.405 --> 00:48:29.405
like, really?
Jess: Avery, stop.

1020
00:48:29.407 --> 00:48:31.307
This is depressing--
oh, wait.

1021
00:48:31.309 --> 00:48:33.009
You and Brian.

1022
00:48:33.011 --> 00:48:34.810
He's so precious.
So cute!

1023
00:48:34.812 --> 00:48:38.114
You guys would make
an adorable couple.

1024
00:48:38.116 --> 00:48:41.684
Amy: Was any of this
manipulated at all?

1025
00:48:41.686 --> 00:48:44.654
And I don't mean any offense
by this question.

1026
00:48:44.656 --> 00:48:47.089
What do you mean
by manipulated?

1027
00:48:47.091 --> 00:48:49.258
There was nothing
set up at all?

1028
00:48:49.260 --> 00:48:50.660
No.
Or Jessica didn't change

1029
00:48:50.662 --> 00:48:52.862
at all, knowing
that she was filming?

1030
00:48:52.864 --> 00:48:54.697
I mean, she got nervous.

1031
00:48:54.699 --> 00:48:57.500
Did Avery see you
recording any of this?

1032
00:48:57.502 --> 00:49:00.503
Or this was all
her little button cam?

1033
00:49:00.505 --> 00:49:03.906
It was all her button cam
when she was with Avery.

1034
00:49:03.908 --> 00:49:05.908
Brian: Wait, just say hi
to the camera for me.

1035
00:49:05.910 --> 00:49:07.710
What?
Say hi.

1036
00:49:07.712 --> 00:49:11.280
Say, "Hi, I'm Jessica."
Hi, I'm Jessica--

1037
00:49:11.282 --> 00:49:13.950
You missed a shot!
You missed it!

1038
00:49:13.952 --> 00:49:16.752
Oh, no!

1039
00:49:16.754 --> 00:49:18.554
Brian: Oh...

1040
00:49:18.556 --> 00:49:21.357
How's my little
bitch doing? Good?

1041
00:49:21.359 --> 00:49:23.192
Go home and crawl
under a rock.

1042
00:49:23.194 --> 00:49:25.761
You don't belong
here, OK?

1043
00:49:28.231 --> 00:49:29.832
[Game buzzer]

1044
00:49:29.834 --> 00:49:32.835
[School bell rings]

1045
00:49:32.837 --> 00:49:34.837
Hey, Jess.

1046
00:49:34.839 --> 00:49:36.906
Go on.

1047
00:49:39.242 --> 00:49:41.243
Girls:
Aww! Ha ha!

1048
00:49:41.245 --> 00:49:43.245
I'm really sorry.
I am so sorry.

1049
00:49:43.247 --> 00:49:45.081
I'm sorry.
It's fine. I'm--

1050
00:49:45.083 --> 00:49:47.483
I'm really sorry.
I didn't mean to.

1051
00:49:47.485 --> 00:49:48.884
Yeah, right.
Ha ha!

1052
00:49:48.886 --> 00:49:51.320
Seriously, Jessica,
if you disappeared,

1053
00:49:51.322 --> 00:49:53.723
the world would be
a better place.

1054
00:49:53.725 --> 00:49:55.791
You're a ... bitch.

1055
00:49:59.663 --> 00:50:02.264
Did you really just
... push me?

1056
00:50:02.266 --> 00:50:04.266
No. I was pushed.

1057
00:50:04.268 --> 00:50:06.268
Are you ... kidding me?
You weren't pushed.

1058
00:50:06.270 --> 00:50:07.703
You just pushed me.

1059
00:50:07.705 --> 00:50:10.272
You know, that was
a dumb move, Jessica.

1060
00:50:10.274 --> 00:50:12.942
I am just gonna have
to beat your ass now.

1061
00:50:14.211 --> 00:50:16.545
Why don't you just go
kill yourself?

1062
00:50:21.284 --> 00:50:23.686
Avery: I have this
funny, funny feeling

1063
00:50:23.688 --> 00:50:25.688
that she thinks
that everything is just

1064
00:50:25.690 --> 00:50:28.391
gonna get better
from here on out.

1065
00:50:29.593 --> 00:50:31.060
Just end it.

1066
00:50:31.062 --> 00:50:33.329
[Overlapping chatter]

1067
00:50:35.065 --> 00:50:36.866
Oh. Heh!

1068
00:50:36.868 --> 00:50:41.037
Well, well, well,
it's Jessica Burns.

1069
00:50:42.372 --> 00:50:44.440
What are you doing
in my bathroom?

1070
00:50:44.442 --> 00:50:46.375
Nothing to say? No?

1071
00:50:46.377 --> 00:50:48.511
Well, your bathroom,
it's down there

1072
00:50:48.513 --> 00:50:50.513
with the rest of
the little bitches.

1073
00:50:50.515 --> 00:50:52.815
Do you get that?
Are you understanding me?

1074
00:50:52.817 --> 00:50:54.617
You have nothing to say?

1075
00:50:54.619 --> 00:50:57.553
She's not a fighter, is she?
She just stands there.

1076
00:50:57.555 --> 00:50:59.455
Do you understand me?
Ha ha!

1077
00:50:59.457 --> 00:51:01.190
You're gonna be back
in your little bathroom

1078
00:51:01.192 --> 00:51:02.792
that you love so much.

1079
00:51:02.794 --> 00:51:04.860
Get that?

1080
00:51:06.196 --> 00:51:08.197
Don't move.

1081
00:51:08.199 --> 00:51:10.666
[Girls laugh]

1082
00:51:11.902 --> 00:51:14.103
Avery: You think that I'm just
gonna forget about you,

1083
00:51:14.105 --> 00:51:17.006
and I'm gonna get bored of you?

1084
00:51:17.008 --> 00:51:19.508
That's not the case

1085
00:51:19.510 --> 00:51:21.277
because I ... hate you.

1086
00:51:21.279 --> 00:51:23.546
Ha ha ha!

1087
00:51:23.548 --> 00:51:25.915
Oh, wow.

1088
00:51:25.917 --> 00:51:28.284
Aww.
You have no clothes.

1089
00:51:28.286 --> 00:51:30.352
Aww, what are you
gonna do?

1090
00:51:30.354 --> 00:51:32.688
That is so sad.
That is so sad.

1091
00:51:32.690 --> 00:51:36.525
Avery: You make my life
so miserable just by being here,

1092
00:51:36.527 --> 00:51:38.561
and I'm gonna make
your life miserable, too.

1093
00:51:38.563 --> 00:51:41.330
Guys, do you smell anything?
Kind of embarrassing.

1094
00:51:41.332 --> 00:51:43.365
I think we should
take care of it.

1095
00:51:43.367 --> 00:51:44.967
Come on, we're gonna
give you a little--

1096
00:51:44.969 --> 00:51:46.969
a nice, warm shower.

1097
00:51:46.971 --> 00:51:49.972
Girl: Hold your nose!
Ha ha ha!

1098
00:51:49.974 --> 00:51:52.675
Have a really nice shower.

1099
00:51:52.677 --> 00:51:56.245
Avery: So I think
I need to kick your ... ass.

1100
00:51:56.247 --> 00:52:00.049
I think it's about that time.

1101
00:52:00.051 --> 00:52:02.618
Are you OK with that?

1102
00:52:02.620 --> 00:52:04.453
Got it?

1103
00:52:04.455 --> 00:52:06.455
Ha ha!
Go to class, Jessica!

1104
00:52:06.457 --> 00:52:08.724
You're gonna be late!

1105
00:52:17.667 --> 00:52:19.869
Brian: Jess?

1106
00:52:19.871 --> 00:52:21.237
[Sobbing]

1107
00:52:21.239 --> 00:52:23.706
Jess, are you OK?

1108
00:52:23.708 --> 00:52:26.075
[Crying]
I can't.

1109
00:52:26.077 --> 00:52:29.745
I can't, I can't.
I can't do it.

1110
00:52:29.747 --> 00:52:32.314
Jess, what's wrong? Come here.
I can't do it anymore.

1111
00:52:32.316 --> 00:52:34.917
What's wrong?

1112
00:52:34.919 --> 00:52:37.319
I just can't
put up with it.

1113
00:52:37.321 --> 00:52:40.322
I can't--I can't put
up with it anymore.

1114
00:52:40.324 --> 00:52:42.791
I'm done. I can't.
I can't do it.

1115
00:52:42.793 --> 00:52:45.194
Jess, I'm so sorry.

1116
00:52:45.196 --> 00:52:48.063
I just...
[Sniffles]

1117
00:52:48.065 --> 00:52:50.466
I just don't know

1118
00:52:50.468 --> 00:52:54.136
how much more of this
I can take.

1119
00:52:54.138 --> 00:52:55.538
That's why we have
to show 'em, Jess.

1120
00:52:55.540 --> 00:52:58.140
We have all this footage.
We have to do something.

1121
00:52:58.142 --> 00:52:59.542
No, it's
embarrassing.

1122
00:52:59.544 --> 00:53:01.544
I'm not showing this
to anyone.

1123
00:53:01.546 --> 00:53:04.313
It'll get better,
I promise. Just--

1124
00:53:04.315 --> 00:53:07.883
It's not gonna get better,
it's gonna get worse.

1125
00:53:07.885 --> 00:53:10.886
It's never gonna end.

1126
00:53:10.888 --> 00:53:13.289
It's never gonna end.
[Sobs]

1127
00:53:13.291 --> 00:53:15.624
Jess--
It's never gonna get better.

1128
00:53:16.960 --> 00:53:19.428
I just feel like

1129
00:53:19.430 --> 00:53:22.398
I have no way out.

1130
00:53:24.668 --> 00:53:28.270
Jess: I can't. I can't.
I can't do it.

1131
00:53:28.272 --> 00:53:30.940
[Medical equipment beeping]

1132
00:53:34.744 --> 00:53:36.412
[Sniffles]

1133
00:53:36.414 --> 00:53:38.781
Margarete: Hey, guys.
Brian: Hi.

1134
00:53:38.783 --> 00:53:40.983
Getting anything
done in here?
Yeah.

1135
00:53:40.985 --> 00:53:42.985
Jess: Yes.
I am working so hard.

1136
00:53:42.987 --> 00:53:44.386
Heh!
I really am.

1137
00:53:44.388 --> 00:53:46.388
OK, OK. Bri--
OK, wait.

1138
00:53:46.390 --> 00:53:47.990
Just say hi to
the camera for a second.

1139
00:53:47.992 --> 00:53:49.391
OK.
Yes, say hi!

1140
00:53:49.393 --> 00:53:51.126
This is gonna be great footage!
OK.

1141
00:53:51.128 --> 00:53:52.728
Millions of people
will see this.

1142
00:53:52.730 --> 00:53:54.930
Jess: OK, this is the
greatest mom in the world.

1143
00:53:54.932 --> 00:53:56.732
Brian: Aww.
Margarete: Mwah! OK.

1144
00:53:56.734 --> 00:53:58.334
Hey, let me take
a picture of you guys.

1145
00:53:58.336 --> 00:53:59.935
I want--enough
with the camera.

1146
00:53:59.937 --> 00:54:01.403
We want the laundry
put away,

1147
00:54:01.405 --> 00:54:03.005
and then it's
dinner time.

1148
00:54:03.007 --> 00:54:04.406
Twenty minutes.
You, too, Brian.

1149
00:54:04.408 --> 00:54:07.610
Get to studying.
Sweetie, 20 minutes.

1150
00:54:07.612 --> 00:54:09.011
Jess: OK.

1151
00:54:09.013 --> 00:54:12.615
I love you so, so much.

1152
00:54:15.352 --> 00:54:17.886
Woman: Bullying's been
going on for--as long

1153
00:54:17.888 --> 00:54:20.889
as there have been people,
there's been bullying.

1154
00:54:20.891 --> 00:54:23.626
What it is, is we've got to
see that it--it's changed,

1155
00:54:23.628 --> 00:54:25.828
it's getting worse,
but why is it changing?

1156
00:54:25.830 --> 00:54:27.229
Why is it getting worse?

1157
00:54:27.231 --> 00:54:29.865
Man: A couple of years ago,
we had kind of

1158
00:54:29.867 --> 00:54:33.235
the same situation that didn't
go to this degree, thank God.

1159
00:54:33.237 --> 00:54:35.037
Would you people
please mind telling me

1160
00:54:35.039 --> 00:54:39.775
what you've done in the last
two years to change that?

1161
00:54:39.777 --> 00:54:41.777
These things can't
happen overnight.

1162
00:54:41.779 --> 00:54:44.213
It does take time and it
takes money, and there's

1163
00:54:44.215 --> 00:54:46.215
a lot of different
things we have to be--

1164
00:54:46.217 --> 00:54:48.217
that have to get
approved before we can

1165
00:54:48.219 --> 00:54:50.519
put anything into--
into action, and

1166
00:54:50.521 --> 00:54:52.521
there are other issues
besides this going on.

1167
00:54:52.523 --> 00:54:54.189
Second woman: Well,
what is it gonna take?

1168
00:54:54.191 --> 00:54:56.191
I mean, a girl is
in the hospital.

1169
00:54:56.193 --> 00:54:58.193
No one knows what's
gonna happen with her.

1170
00:54:58.195 --> 00:54:59.995
So is that gonna be,
like, the awakening?

1171
00:54:59.997 --> 00:55:01.797
And what if it was
your own children who tried

1172
00:55:01.799 --> 00:55:03.132
to take their own life?

1173
00:55:03.134 --> 00:55:04.533
I care about my daughter!
[Applause]

1174
00:55:04.535 --> 00:55:06.935
And I care about how she feels
when she comes home.

1175
00:55:06.937 --> 00:55:09.538
And she tells me she sees it
in the classroom,

1176
00:55:09.540 --> 00:55:11.540
she sees the bullying in
the parking lot,

1177
00:55:11.542 --> 00:55:13.542
she sees it out
on the playing field.

1178
00:55:13.544 --> 00:55:15.511
And I want to know,
what are you guys doing?

1179
00:55:15.513 --> 00:55:17.613
What are you doing when
you see the bullying?

1180
00:55:17.615 --> 00:55:20.115
What policies does
the school have in place

1181
00:55:20.117 --> 00:55:21.517
to take care of this?

1182
00:55:21.519 --> 00:55:24.119
We believe the issue
is about engagement.

1183
00:55:24.121 --> 00:55:26.522
Not--not engagement
with this commission

1184
00:55:26.524 --> 00:55:28.657
or the school,
but engagement with parents

1185
00:55:28.659 --> 00:55:31.260
and their community,
with their kids.

1186
00:55:31.262 --> 00:55:33.262
We believe that's
the real issue.

1187
00:55:33.264 --> 00:55:35.397
Second man: The parents
that are here today

1188
00:55:35.399 --> 00:55:38.334
aren't the parents
of the children

1189
00:55:38.336 --> 00:55:40.269
who are probably
the bulliers.

1190
00:55:40.271 --> 00:55:43.339
Most of the time,
the parents that show up here

1191
00:55:43.341 --> 00:55:46.575
are the parents of the kids
that are doing well.

1192
00:55:46.577 --> 00:55:49.578
But I--I think that we
also can't lose sight

1193
00:55:49.580 --> 00:55:52.748
of the fact that
the mental health

1194
00:55:52.750 --> 00:55:55.551
of these bullying kids

1195
00:55:55.553 --> 00:55:57.553
has to be recognized, too.

1196
00:55:57.555 --> 00:56:01.290
We'll never stop the bullying
until we find some method

1197
00:56:01.292 --> 00:56:03.692
of reaching the bulliers

1198
00:56:03.694 --> 00:56:06.895
and getting inside
of their heads

1199
00:56:06.897 --> 00:56:09.298
and finding some way

1200
00:56:09.300 --> 00:56:12.701
to bring
some healing to them.

1201
00:56:12.703 --> 00:56:15.704
You know, I've--I've learned
over the course of my life

1202
00:56:15.706 --> 00:56:19.908
that hurt people are
the ones who hurt people,

1203
00:56:19.910 --> 00:56:22.778
and these bulliers
are hurting.

1204
00:56:24.247 --> 00:56:26.248
Kassie: Look at you,

1205
00:56:26.250 --> 00:56:29.651
watching TV with your
frickin' clicker,

1206
00:56:29.653 --> 00:56:32.254
lying there on your ass
and not contributing

1207
00:56:32.256 --> 00:56:33.856
anything to
this household.

1208
00:56:33.858 --> 00:56:36.258
Four times...
OK, so, uh,

1209
00:56:36.260 --> 00:56:39.995
this is a typical night
in the Keller household.

1210
00:56:39.997 --> 00:56:42.464
Kassie: ...wash your hands
because men don't wash

1211
00:56:42.466 --> 00:56:44.333
their hands after they go
to the bathroom.

1212
00:56:44.335 --> 00:56:46.335
Well, when I go down there
and go to the bathroom,

1213
00:56:46.337 --> 00:56:49.204
I like to wash my hands
after I take a piss.

1214
00:56:49.206 --> 00:56:50.806
Jesus Christ.
David: I'm gonna fix--

1215
00:56:50.808 --> 00:56:53.208
I'm on it, I'm on it.

1216
00:56:53.210 --> 00:56:55.077
Jesus--

1217
00:56:55.079 --> 00:56:57.079
While we're onto
what we're on,

1218
00:56:57.081 --> 00:56:58.847
are you on to getting
a job this week,

1219
00:56:58.849 --> 00:57:01.049
or is that gonna go
another two months?

1220
00:57:01.051 --> 00:57:03.051
Yeah, uh, I got
an appointment, uh,

1221
00:57:03.053 --> 00:57:04.453
with my friend Jerry
on, uh, Wednesday...

1222
00:57:04.455 --> 00:57:05.854
Josh: What the hell
are you doing?

1223
00:57:05.856 --> 00:57:07.990
Are you ... kidding me?
What the hell are you doing?

1224
00:57:07.992 --> 00:57:10.125
What, are you taping them?
What are you doing?

1225
00:57:10.127 --> 00:57:12.728
Avery: Yes, I'm ... taping them.
Stop asking me questions.

1226
00:57:12.730 --> 00:57:14.730
Get out of my ...
business, Josh.

1227
00:57:14.732 --> 00:57:16.331
Why don't you get out
of this family's business?

1228
00:57:16.333 --> 00:57:17.733
Is this--are you--is this
a joke? What are you--

1229
00:57:17.735 --> 00:57:19.735
You better delete that,
whatever it is.

1230
00:57:19.737 --> 00:57:21.804
Oh, my God! Go back
to playing video games.

1231
00:57:21.806 --> 00:57:24.072
You ... loser! Yeah.

1232
00:57:24.074 --> 00:57:25.474
You're such a bitch.

1233
00:57:25.476 --> 00:57:27.276
Oh, I'm a bitch?
I'm a bitch?

1234
00:57:27.278 --> 00:57:30.078
Is that the most creative thing
you could've come up with, Josh?

1235
00:57:30.080 --> 00:57:31.447
Why don't you try
going back to school?

1236
00:57:31.449 --> 00:57:32.614
You grow up.
Go back to school.

1237
00:57:32.616 --> 00:57:34.616
Grow up, really?
You're how old

1238
00:57:34.618 --> 00:57:37.019
and you dropped out of college,
still living at home?

1239
00:57:37.021 --> 00:57:38.620
Yeah. "Grow up."

1240
00:57:38.622 --> 00:57:40.622
Kassie: ...grow 'em, I don't
know what else I can do...

1241
00:57:40.624 --> 00:57:42.958
Avery: Yeah, not only do
my parents fight,

1242
00:57:42.960 --> 00:57:45.027
my brother's
a ... douchebag, so--

1243
00:57:45.029 --> 00:57:48.530
so, yeah, that's my night.

1244
00:58:07.951 --> 00:58:09.952
Avery: Hey.

1245
00:58:09.954 --> 00:58:11.553
Hey.
Hey.

1246
00:58:11.555 --> 00:58:12.955
Hello.

1247
00:58:12.957 --> 00:58:15.624
Um...
Tell her. Go ahead.

1248
00:58:17.060 --> 00:58:19.328
Tell me what?

1249
00:58:19.330 --> 00:58:21.330
Um, there's a--

1250
00:58:21.332 --> 00:58:23.599
kind of, like, a rumor
going around.

1251
00:58:23.601 --> 00:58:26.635
Um, a bunch of people
are saying that

1252
00:58:26.637 --> 00:58:29.238
you're the one to blame
for Jessica's suicide.

1253
00:58:29.240 --> 00:58:30.873
OK, wait. Who said this?

1254
00:58:30.875 --> 00:58:34.009
It's--it's a huge rumor
and it's everywhere.

1255
00:58:34.011 --> 00:58:36.211
The girl next to me
in my math class said it, too.

1256
00:58:36.213 --> 00:58:37.746
Why is everyone stressing
out so much about it?

1257
00:58:37.748 --> 00:58:39.348
It's obviously not true.
Because people are saying

1258
00:58:39.350 --> 00:58:40.749
that the harassment,
all this, like,

1259
00:58:40.751 --> 00:58:42.584
how much she's being
messed with, this is what

1260
00:58:42.586 --> 00:58:44.353
caused her to do what she did.
That's what they're saying.

1261
00:58:44.355 --> 00:58:46.321
And I'm not blaming you.
I'm not saying it was you--

1262
00:58:46.323 --> 00:58:47.756
Yeah, you're obviously
saying it's me.

1263
00:58:47.758 --> 00:58:49.358
I'm not saying it's you.
I'm just trying--

1264
00:58:49.360 --> 00:58:50.759
Yeah, obviously you're
saying that this is

1265
00:58:50.761 --> 00:58:52.394
the whole reason why
she did what she did!

1266
00:58:52.396 --> 00:58:53.762
I'm saying that's what
other people are saying.

1267
00:58:53.764 --> 00:58:55.330
Yeah, you just said that
that's the reason why

1268
00:58:55.332 --> 00:58:56.798
she did what she did
to herself.

1269
00:58:56.800 --> 00:58:58.400
We're just saying that if
enough people are talking

1270
00:58:58.402 --> 00:59:00.002
about it, they're gonna
start asking questions.

1271
00:59:00.004 --> 00:59:01.436
OK, you all stand
right next to me

1272
00:59:01.438 --> 00:59:02.704
whenever we talk
to Jessica.

1273
00:59:02.706 --> 00:59:04.706
Is it harassment?
Is it ... harassment?

1274
00:59:04.708 --> 00:59:06.308
No, so why don't we
just drop it?

1275
00:59:06.310 --> 00:59:07.509
Just drop it.
No! It's not!

1276
00:59:07.511 --> 00:59:09.211
Thank you.
It's not harassment.

1277
00:59:09.213 --> 00:59:10.812
Oh, really? You're
really trying to--

1278
00:59:10.814 --> 00:59:12.214
... this!

1279
00:59:12.216 --> 00:59:13.949
Thank you.
Thank you guys so much

1280
00:59:13.951 --> 00:59:15.350
for starting
all this bullshit!

1281
00:59:15.352 --> 00:59:16.652
She's trying
to help me, really?

1282
00:59:16.654 --> 00:59:18.053
You're starting
all this drama.

1283
00:59:18.055 --> 00:59:19.922
Now people are looking
at us. Thank you.

1284
00:59:19.924 --> 00:59:22.624
I didn't even do anything.
Are you serious right now?

1285
00:59:25.395 --> 00:59:27.796
Maddy: She's not taking
this seriously enough.

1286
00:59:27.798 --> 00:59:29.531
We're not gonna get in trouble.
Nobody's gonna get in trouble.

1287
00:59:29.533 --> 00:59:30.933
Yeah, but people
are gonna start

1288
00:59:30.935 --> 00:59:32.401
asking questions
pretty soon.

1289
00:59:32.403 --> 00:59:33.669
You're supposed to be her
girl, to be there for her.

1290
00:59:33.671 --> 00:59:35.671
I am trying to be there
for her, but,

1291
00:59:35.673 --> 00:59:38.073
what, throw myself under
the bus in the process?

1292
00:59:38.075 --> 00:59:41.076
Yeah, I'm not about to get in
trouble for stuff that she did.

1293
00:59:41.078 --> 00:59:43.712
Well, I think you just need
to keep your mouths shut

1294
00:59:43.714 --> 00:59:46.548
because we have these
cameras walking around.

1295
01:00:07.804 --> 01:00:09.204
Hi.

1296
01:00:09.206 --> 01:00:11.607
Margarete:
Brian, hi.

1297
01:00:11.609 --> 01:00:13.842
They made her
a sign at school.

1298
01:00:13.844 --> 01:00:16.845
Oh...
that's so sweet.

1299
01:00:16.847 --> 01:00:19.715
How's she doing?

1300
01:00:21.050 --> 01:00:23.719
She's...doing
about the same.

1301
01:00:25.054 --> 01:00:27.322
How are you doing?

1302
01:00:28.658 --> 01:00:30.058
Not so good.

1303
01:00:30.060 --> 01:00:31.627
I know.

1304
01:00:31.629 --> 01:00:34.229
This all feels
like this weird dream.

1305
01:00:34.231 --> 01:00:37.366
I know.

1306
01:00:37.368 --> 01:00:40.569
Um, I have to tell you
something.

1307
01:00:41.704 --> 01:00:43.905
So you know about all
the bullying

1308
01:00:43.907 --> 01:00:47.342
that went on
at the school?

1309
01:00:47.344 --> 01:00:49.311
About, uh...

1310
01:00:49.313 --> 01:00:52.280
6 months ago,

1311
01:00:52.282 --> 01:00:54.416
I told her
that we should start

1312
01:00:54.418 --> 01:00:57.019
documenting everything,

1313
01:00:57.021 --> 01:01:00.956
like, with cameras
and stuff.

1314
01:01:00.958 --> 01:01:03.625
It's been going on
for 6 months?

1315
01:01:06.663 --> 01:01:08.030
Yeah.

1316
01:01:09.365 --> 01:01:12.334
Jessica...you guys
should've told me.

1317
01:01:12.336 --> 01:01:14.503
She was embarrassed
about it.

1318
01:01:14.505 --> 01:01:16.538
But you should've told me.

1319
01:01:16.540 --> 01:01:18.507
Why didn't you tell me?

1320
01:01:18.509 --> 01:01:20.509
Because she made me
promise,

1321
01:01:20.511 --> 01:01:22.878
and I couldn't break
that promise.

1322
01:01:22.880 --> 01:01:24.913
No.

1323
01:01:26.349 --> 01:01:28.350
Sweetie, it's not--

1324
01:01:28.352 --> 01:01:30.152
I know. I wanted
to tell somebody.

1325
01:01:30.154 --> 01:01:31.586
And you're a good friend.
That's what--

1326
01:01:31.588 --> 01:01:33.588
that's what you are.
You are a good friend.

1327
01:01:33.590 --> 01:01:36.091
But I--
And you held her promise.

1328
01:01:36.093 --> 01:01:38.126
[Sniffles]

1329
01:01:38.128 --> 01:01:41.363
You know how much
we care about you.

1330
01:01:41.365 --> 01:01:43.965
You know that, right?

1331
01:01:43.967 --> 01:01:46.201
I would never, never

1332
01:01:46.203 --> 01:01:48.737
want you to feel bad.

1333
01:01:50.073 --> 01:01:53.041
Can I talk to her
for a second?

1334
01:02:08.858 --> 01:02:10.892
[Sniffles]

1335
01:02:17.366 --> 01:02:20.035
I'm so sorry, Jess.

1336
01:02:21.370 --> 01:02:24.372
I had to show somebody.

1337
01:02:24.374 --> 01:02:28.643
And everyone's trying to
stay strong for you...

1338
01:02:29.779 --> 01:02:32.981
because we know that
you're gonna make it.

1339
01:02:36.919 --> 01:02:39.921
I miss you so much.

1340
01:02:39.923 --> 01:02:42.023
[Sniffles]

1341
01:02:48.631 --> 01:02:51.032
Harris: Let me ask her
the questions

1342
01:02:51.034 --> 01:02:53.502
and, uh, give her a chance to
tell us her side of the story,

1343
01:02:53.504 --> 01:02:55.504
I mean, because I think
it's important.

1344
01:02:55.506 --> 01:02:57.506
Um, been principal long enough
to know there's always

1345
01:02:57.508 --> 01:03:00.041
two sides to every story, um--
[Knock on door]

1346
01:03:00.043 --> 01:03:02.043
Come in!

1347
01:03:02.045 --> 01:03:04.045
Hi there. Come on in.

1348
01:03:04.047 --> 01:03:06.615
Please, have a seat.

1349
01:03:06.617 --> 01:03:08.817
Avery: OK.

1350
01:03:08.819 --> 01:03:12.087
Um, your parents and I
have been discussing

1351
01:03:12.089 --> 01:03:15.490
this, uh...this letter.

1352
01:03:15.492 --> 01:03:18.360
Well, I'll just
let you read it.

1353
01:03:20.930 --> 01:03:22.998
[Coughs]

1354
01:03:27.203 --> 01:03:29.204
What is this?

1355
01:03:29.206 --> 01:03:31.206
Well, it's pretty
obvious what it is.

1356
01:03:31.208 --> 01:03:33.408
Your friends have made
a statement here

1357
01:03:33.410 --> 01:03:36.311
that you're the cause
of, uh, the bullying

1358
01:03:36.313 --> 01:03:39.381
and, um, we're here
to find out

1359
01:03:39.383 --> 01:03:41.049
the complete story.

1360
01:03:41.051 --> 01:03:45.253
Now I'm giving you a chance here
with your parents here

1361
01:03:45.255 --> 01:03:48.256
to tell us your side
of this because I know

1362
01:03:48.258 --> 01:03:49.658
there's always two sides
to every story--

1363
01:03:49.660 --> 01:03:52.260
I didn't do
any of this stuff.

1364
01:03:52.262 --> 01:03:54.863
I didn't do any
of these things.

1365
01:03:54.865 --> 01:03:56.865
I didn't--I--let's see,

1366
01:03:56.867 --> 01:03:59.267
I did not harass her,

1367
01:03:59.269 --> 01:04:02.270
I didn't send her
multiple "mean things,"

1368
01:04:02.272 --> 01:04:04.673
I was not "mean to her"
relentlessly.

1369
01:04:04.675 --> 01:04:06.274
You didn't--you didn't do
any of these things?

1370
01:04:06.276 --> 01:04:08.276
No! I didn't do any
of those things!

1371
01:04:08.278 --> 01:04:10.278
I did not harass her
or bully Jessica!

1372
01:04:10.280 --> 01:04:11.646
O-OK, all right, if you say
that, then why would

1373
01:04:11.648 --> 01:04:13.248
your friends put this
on--on paper,

1374
01:04:13.250 --> 01:04:14.649
put their names to it?
This is serious.

1375
01:04:14.651 --> 01:04:16.251
This isn't just,
"Oh, geez, she was not--"

1376
01:04:16.253 --> 01:04:18.453
I'm not--I'm not joking
around about this!

1377
01:04:18.455 --> 01:04:19.654
Obviously I know
it's serious,

1378
01:04:19.656 --> 01:04:21.156
but I didn't do any
of those things!

1379
01:04:21.158 --> 01:04:22.457
This isn't something
I can just pass off

1380
01:04:22.459 --> 01:04:24.426
because you said,
"I didn't do anything."

1381
01:04:24.428 --> 01:04:26.027
You understand that?

1382
01:04:26.029 --> 01:04:29.030
There are consequences
for actions,

1383
01:04:29.032 --> 01:04:31.433
and part of
the consequences are you

1384
01:04:31.435 --> 01:04:33.101
have to take responsibility
for things that you do.

1385
01:04:33.103 --> 01:04:34.502
Yeah, OK, OK, so--so

1386
01:04:34.504 --> 01:04:37.105
maybe I joked around
with Jessica.

1387
01:04:37.107 --> 01:04:38.440
Maybe I joked around with her,

1388
01:04:38.442 --> 01:04:40.442
just like those girls were.

1389
01:04:40.444 --> 01:04:42.444
I was joking
around with her.

1390
01:04:42.446 --> 01:04:44.446
Maybe I took it
a little bit too far,

1391
01:04:44.448 --> 01:04:46.014
maybe it hurt her feelings;
I don't know,

1392
01:04:46.016 --> 01:04:47.415
but that's not my problem

1393
01:04:47.417 --> 01:04:48.817
that this girl
can't handle a joke.

1394
01:04:48.819 --> 01:04:50.418
Mr. Harris--
Everyone blew it way out of--

1395
01:04:50.420 --> 01:04:52.420
Mom! Everyone blew it
way out of--

1396
01:04:52.422 --> 01:04:54.022
Don't "Mom" me.
Mom!

1397
01:04:54.024 --> 01:04:56.091
Everyone blew it way out
of proportion

1398
01:04:56.093 --> 01:04:57.192
that that's not even true.

1399
01:04:57.194 --> 01:04:58.460
None of that is true.

1400
01:04:58.462 --> 01:05:00.428
You know, he's
bullying you right now,

1401
01:05:00.430 --> 01:05:02.430
trying to get you
to admit to something

1402
01:05:02.432 --> 01:05:04.599
that you didn't do!
Mom.

1403
01:05:04.601 --> 01:05:05.567
I know.

1404
01:05:05.569 --> 01:05:07.168
Harris: I'm not bullying.

1405
01:05:07.170 --> 01:05:08.770
I am asking questions

1406
01:05:08.772 --> 01:05:11.907
My daughter is being
thrown under the bus

1407
01:05:11.909 --> 01:05:13.909
by these girls over
something that you know

1408
01:05:13.911 --> 01:05:16.511
damn well happens everywhere
in schools across America.

1409
01:05:16.513 --> 01:05:19.481
OK, OK, we understand.
I didn't do anything!

1410
01:05:19.483 --> 01:05:21.416
Everyone understands
I didn't do anything!

1411
01:05:21.418 --> 01:05:23.418
Look, I don't understand
that you didn't do anything.

1412
01:05:23.420 --> 01:05:25.820
What I understand is
that I have a very

1413
01:05:25.822 --> 01:05:28.423
serious situation here that
I have to take care of,

1414
01:05:28.425 --> 01:05:31.626
and I want to know
everybody's point of view,

1415
01:05:31.628 --> 01:05:34.629
including yours, so that the
proper actions can be taken.

1416
01:05:34.631 --> 01:05:36.698
Kassie: Did the bullying
put her in the coma,

1417
01:05:36.700 --> 01:05:38.500
or did she put herself
in the coma

1418
01:05:38.502 --> 01:05:40.268
by swallowing the pills?

1419
01:05:40.270 --> 01:05:42.671
Yeah, that's a actual,
logical point.

1420
01:05:42.673 --> 01:05:44.673
Thank you,
and I'm telling you

1421
01:05:44.675 --> 01:05:47.275
that I didn't do
anything, OK?

1422
01:05:47.277 --> 01:05:48.677
All right, all right.
I joked around with her!

1423
01:05:48.679 --> 01:05:50.278
Seriously, this is
such bullshit!

1424
01:05:50.280 --> 01:05:51.713
No I'm seriously
done with this!

1425
01:05:51.715 --> 01:05:53.248
If that's what you want
to hear, that I'm sorry

1426
01:05:53.250 --> 01:05:55.216
for joking around
with her, then I am

1427
01:05:55.218 --> 01:05:57.218
very, very sorry
for joking around with her.

1428
01:05:57.220 --> 01:05:58.687
I am so terribly sorry
that I didn't know

1429
01:05:58.689 --> 01:06:01.189
that some girl doesn't know
how to take a ... joke!

1430
01:06:01.191 --> 01:06:03.191
Sorry, a freaking joke!

1431
01:06:03.193 --> 01:06:05.193
I didn't know that
somebody can't take a joke!

1432
01:06:05.195 --> 01:06:07.595
Seriously.
Like, grow the hell up!

1433
01:06:07.597 --> 01:06:09.197
Grow the hell up!
Take a joke!

1434
01:06:09.199 --> 01:06:10.765
I am so sorry!
I'm sorry!

1435
01:06:10.767 --> 01:06:13.468
I have to get to class
'cause I'm a very good student.

1436
01:06:13.470 --> 01:06:15.737
[Quietly]
Bullshit.

1437
01:06:36.525 --> 01:06:38.526
Avery: ...I didn't do shit!

1438
01:06:38.528 --> 01:06:41.129
Calls my parents in there
and tries to embarrass me.

1439
01:06:41.131 --> 01:06:42.597
It's, like, honestly!

1440
01:06:42.599 --> 01:06:44.599
Does she really think
anyone's gonna buy this?

1441
01:06:44.601 --> 01:06:46.201
...of actually getting
to explain--

1442
01:06:46.203 --> 01:06:47.802
Avery: And this is my way
of actually...

1443
01:06:47.804 --> 01:06:49.204
What's going on?

1444
01:06:49.206 --> 01:06:50.605
Avery Keller's,
like, gone nuts.

1445
01:06:50.607 --> 01:06:55.176
This is the only way for me
to actually put out there

1446
01:06:55.178 --> 01:06:57.579
the way that I feel.

1447
01:06:57.581 --> 01:07:01.483
Everybody here
at school is blaming me

1448
01:07:01.485 --> 01:07:04.319
for this stupid-ass
Jessica Burns bullshit.

1449
01:07:04.321 --> 01:07:07.922
I am so sick of everyone
turning against me

1450
01:07:07.924 --> 01:07:10.225
and blaming me
for what happened.

1451
01:07:10.227 --> 01:07:11.626
This girl did this
to herself!

1452
01:07:11.628 --> 01:07:14.362
I did not tell her
to go do what she did!

1453
01:07:14.364 --> 01:07:17.265
No one told her!
She made that decision!

1454
01:07:17.267 --> 01:07:21.669
For all those girls,
and they know who they are,

1455
01:07:21.671 --> 01:07:24.839
you've ... with
the wrong girl.

1456
01:07:27.676 --> 01:07:29.077
God.

1457
01:07:29.079 --> 01:07:31.046
That's so messed up.

1458
01:07:31.048 --> 01:07:33.448
[School bell rings]

1459
01:07:33.450 --> 01:07:35.717
[Overlapping chatter]

1460
01:07:40.689 --> 01:07:43.091
Amy: Avery? Avery.

1461
01:07:43.093 --> 01:07:45.760
Avery, please, will you
come talk to me?

1462
01:07:50.699 --> 01:07:52.700
Are you doing OK?

1463
01:07:52.702 --> 01:07:54.369
Yeah. Why?

1464
01:07:55.504 --> 01:07:57.505
Do you want
to talk to me

1465
01:07:57.507 --> 01:08:00.708
about that video posting
that I saw online today?

1466
01:08:00.710 --> 01:08:02.343
Why?

1467
01:08:02.345 --> 01:08:04.913
That's not really
what we agreed to,

1468
01:08:04.915 --> 01:08:07.048
and I'm very concerned.

1469
01:08:07.050 --> 01:08:10.051
That was my own
personal thing.

1470
01:08:10.053 --> 01:08:11.986
Not your thing,
that was my thing.

1471
01:08:11.988 --> 01:08:13.988
I know that,

1472
01:08:13.990 --> 01:08:16.391
but I want you
to understand,

1473
01:08:16.393 --> 01:08:19.394
it's a very damaging
thing that you did,

1474
01:08:19.396 --> 01:08:21.996
to post that...
Damaging?

1475
01:08:21.998 --> 01:08:24.165
For yourself.
How is it damaging?

1476
01:08:24.167 --> 01:08:26.034
Because it was
reactionary.

1477
01:08:26.036 --> 01:08:29.237
When we react to things,
it's never our best selves.

1478
01:08:29.239 --> 01:08:30.772
And you were angry.

1479
01:08:30.774 --> 01:08:33.374
Yeah, I wanted everyone
to see that I was angry.

1480
01:08:33.376 --> 01:08:35.777
I wanted
everyone to see that,

1481
01:08:35.779 --> 01:08:38.246
'cause now, when I walk
around, people are scared

1482
01:08:38.248 --> 01:08:40.248
to come up to me and talk
to me about this anymore.

1483
01:08:40.250 --> 01:08:43.118
That was what the whole
purpose of this was.

1484
01:08:43.120 --> 01:08:47.122
Is that who you want
people to see?

1485
01:08:47.124 --> 01:08:49.724
That's how I feel
right now, though, so--

1486
01:08:49.726 --> 01:08:51.126
"Right now."

1487
01:08:51.128 --> 01:08:53.128
Absolutely
perfect words.

1488
01:08:53.130 --> 01:08:54.729
"Right now."

1489
01:08:54.731 --> 01:08:56.131
It's going to pass.

1490
01:08:56.133 --> 01:08:58.533
I'm here
to tell your story,

1491
01:08:58.535 --> 01:09:01.136
and I think it's
a very important story.

1492
01:09:01.138 --> 01:09:04.139
The most important
story.

1493
01:09:04.141 --> 01:09:06.541
What if I were
to tell you

1494
01:09:06.543 --> 01:09:09.277
that I know for certain
that footage

1495
01:09:09.279 --> 01:09:12.914
of you harassing Jessica
exists?

1496
01:09:16.886 --> 01:09:18.286
Have you seen it?

1497
01:09:18.288 --> 01:09:20.555
I have.

1498
01:09:23.292 --> 01:09:25.293
We'll come to your house

1499
01:09:25.295 --> 01:09:27.829
and we'll watch it
together, OK?

1500
01:09:27.831 --> 01:09:31.166
The footage is very
real, and I want you

1501
01:09:31.168 --> 01:09:33.168
to prepare yourself
for that.

1502
01:09:33.170 --> 01:09:35.170
In the meantime,
will you please,

1503
01:09:35.172 --> 01:09:37.172
please do yourself
a favor

1504
01:09:37.174 --> 01:09:39.174
and take that posting
down?

1505
01:09:39.176 --> 01:09:40.441
Yeah.
OK.

1506
01:09:40.443 --> 01:09:42.443
[School bell rings]

1507
01:09:42.445 --> 01:09:44.946
I know you got
to get to class.

1508
01:09:44.948 --> 01:09:46.814
OK.
All right.

1509
01:09:46.816 --> 01:09:48.216
Hang in there, OK?
Yeah.

1510
01:09:48.218 --> 01:09:49.884
All right.

1511
01:09:52.254 --> 01:09:55.056
Avery: I don't know
what to do anymore.

1512
01:09:55.058 --> 01:09:58.259
I'm kind of embarrassed about
how I handled the situation.

1513
01:09:58.261 --> 01:10:01.262
I'm just so frustrated
with not having any control,

1514
01:10:01.264 --> 01:10:03.665
and I think that what
I was trying to do is

1515
01:10:03.667 --> 01:10:07.068
regain some of the control
over the situation.

1516
01:10:07.070 --> 01:10:10.939
Obviously, that didn't really
work out so well, so...

1517
01:10:10.941 --> 01:10:14.142
it just kind of sucks
right now because I feel

1518
01:10:14.144 --> 01:10:17.145
like everything's
falling apart slowly.

1519
01:10:17.147 --> 01:10:18.913
My friends turned on me.

1520
01:10:18.915 --> 01:10:23.251
I have no one to talk to...
I mean, besides you.

1521
01:10:23.253 --> 01:10:25.520
I mean, kind of--I feel
like now I can talk to you.

1522
01:10:25.522 --> 01:10:27.922
I feel like now you--
you're the only person that's

1523
01:10:27.924 --> 01:10:30.858
really there for me, you're
the only person that doesn't...

1524
01:10:30.860 --> 01:10:35.263
judge me and...make me feel...

1525
01:10:35.265 --> 01:10:37.398
like I have to be perfect.

1526
01:10:37.400 --> 01:10:40.268
You make me feel
like I can just be me

1527
01:10:40.270 --> 01:10:43.538
and you're not gonna
judge me and...

1528
01:10:43.540 --> 01:10:47.942
I just feel like I can
actually talk to you and, um...

1529
01:10:47.944 --> 01:10:51.379
I'm not used to--to being able
to talk to someone.

1530
01:10:51.381 --> 01:10:55.083
I don't know what to do.
I don't...

1531
01:10:55.085 --> 01:10:57.885
I just feel so...

1532
01:10:57.887 --> 01:11:02.323
I don't know what other word
to use beside "lost,"

1533
01:11:02.325 --> 01:11:06.394
and I don't really know what
to expect for tomorrow.

1534
01:11:06.396 --> 01:11:09.130
Hopefully I can ho--like, pull
myself together before then,

1535
01:11:09.132 --> 01:11:11.132
but...

1536
01:11:11.134 --> 01:11:13.134
we'll see.

1537
01:11:13.136 --> 01:11:14.902
[Sighs]

1538
01:11:27.850 --> 01:11:30.318
Amy: Hi.

1539
01:11:30.320 --> 01:11:32.320
Mr. and Mrs. Keller,
how are you?

1540
01:11:32.322 --> 01:11:34.555
Nice to see you.
Nice to see you. Hi.

1541
01:11:34.557 --> 01:11:36.791
So you ready
to get started?

1542
01:11:36.793 --> 01:11:41.262
Set up a monitor here, if
you guys want to take a seat.

1543
01:11:41.264 --> 01:11:43.264
No, um, they're
not gonna stay.

1544
01:11:43.266 --> 01:11:45.266
What do you guys have
going on here?

1545
01:11:45.268 --> 01:11:47.669
Well, we're--we're
sitting down to--

1546
01:11:47.671 --> 01:11:49.270
We're just watching
something,

1547
01:11:49.272 --> 01:11:51.673
so you guys
can just go.

1548
01:11:51.675 --> 01:11:54.676
Well, I am not gonna let you
just sit there by yourself.

1549
01:11:54.678 --> 01:11:56.277
I have to watch it,
too, with you.

1550
01:11:56.279 --> 01:11:58.246
I mean, I'm curious
what's going on here.

1551
01:11:58.248 --> 01:12:00.648
No, it's fine. Trust me.
I can do this by my--

1552
01:12:00.650 --> 01:12:03.651
this is my thing
right now with Amy, so--

1553
01:12:03.653 --> 01:12:05.386
Kassie:
But I am your mother,

1554
01:12:05.388 --> 01:12:07.789
and you are going
to sit with me

1555
01:12:07.791 --> 01:12:09.390
and allow me to be
your support system.

1556
01:12:09.392 --> 01:12:11.926
I'm not gonna sit
with you.

1557
01:12:11.928 --> 01:12:13.328
I'm gonna do this
by myself

1558
01:12:13.330 --> 01:12:14.929
because I'm a big girl

1559
01:12:14.931 --> 01:12:16.197
and I need my privacy
sometimes,

1560
01:12:16.199 --> 01:12:17.732
so can you please go?

1561
01:12:17.734 --> 01:12:19.734
David: Let's just give her
a minute. This is about her.

1562
01:12:19.736 --> 01:12:21.336
You don't have to be here
right now--

1563
01:12:21.338 --> 01:12:23.338
But she needs somebody
to support her through this.

1564
01:12:23.340 --> 01:12:24.939
Uhh! I'm fine!
No, she doesn't.

1565
01:12:24.941 --> 01:12:26.407
Yes, she does!

1566
01:12:26.409 --> 01:12:28.009
We'll be in
the next room, right?

1567
01:12:28.011 --> 01:12:29.410
If you want to go
to the next room,

1568
01:12:29.412 --> 01:12:30.812
you go right ahead;
I'm gonna stay with her.

1569
01:12:30.814 --> 01:12:32.980
I'm not leaving her
in this time of need!

1570
01:12:32.982 --> 01:12:35.116
Listen,
you're going with me

1571
01:12:35.118 --> 01:12:38.119
in the other room
to leave these two alone!

1572
01:12:38.121 --> 01:12:41.122
This has been going on
long enough!

1573
01:12:41.124 --> 01:12:43.624
This is about Avery.
This is not about you.

1574
01:12:43.626 --> 01:12:46.060
Can you just listen
to Dad for one time?

1575
01:12:46.062 --> 01:12:48.096
Please, can you just go?

1576
01:12:48.098 --> 01:12:49.697
Is this gonna go on?
Fine.

1577
01:12:49.699 --> 01:12:51.766
Fine.
Let's go.

1578
01:12:53.102 --> 01:12:55.103
Avery: Thank you.

1579
01:12:55.105 --> 01:12:57.705
[Footsteps retreating]

1580
01:12:57.707 --> 01:12:59.507
[Sighs]

1581
01:12:59.509 --> 01:13:02.377
Amy: You OK?
Yeah.

1582
01:13:03.680 --> 01:13:06.848
How about we just--
we get started?

1583
01:13:06.850 --> 01:13:08.850
Yeah, let's watch it.
Let's just--let's just--

1584
01:13:08.852 --> 01:13:11.018
please, I just--I don't
want to have to have her

1585
01:13:11.020 --> 01:13:12.820
barging down the stairs
right now and

1586
01:13:12.822 --> 01:13:16.791
be annoying again,
so let's just start.

1587
01:13:16.793 --> 01:13:18.793
OK.

1588
01:13:30.973 --> 01:13:35.076
♪ I was once a star

1589
01:13:35.078 --> 01:13:39.447
♪ Shining bright

1590
01:13:39.449 --> 01:13:44.752
♪ You pulled me out of the sky

1591
01:13:44.754 --> 01:13:47.155
♪ Stole all my light

1592
01:13:47.157 --> 01:13:49.023
♪ Why?

1593
01:13:49.025 --> 01:13:51.692
♪ Why?

1594
01:13:57.966 --> 01:14:00.635
[Medical equipment beeping]

1595
01:14:02.037 --> 01:14:04.439
Avery, on video:
Let's be friends.

1596
01:14:04.441 --> 01:14:06.441
Let's be friends.
I heard you got a boyfriend.

1597
01:14:06.443 --> 01:14:07.809
Jess, on video:
I have to go to class.

1598
01:14:07.811 --> 01:14:09.210
Go to class? OK.

1599
01:14:09.212 --> 01:14:12.280
♪ I was once a boat

1600
01:14:12.282 --> 01:14:13.748
Where do you think
you're going?

1601
01:14:13.750 --> 01:14:16.918
♪ Sailing off to sea

1602
01:14:16.920 --> 01:14:18.519
She's not a fighter, is she?
She just stands there.

1603
01:14:18.521 --> 01:14:23.124
♪ You dragged me back
to the shore ♪

1604
01:14:23.126 --> 01:14:26.961
♪ Changing my course in life

1605
01:14:26.963 --> 01:14:28.463
♪ Why me?

1606
01:14:28.465 --> 01:14:31.299
I just don't know why
she hates me so much.

1607
01:14:31.301 --> 01:14:34.202
♪ Why you got to pick on me?

1608
01:14:34.204 --> 01:14:35.736
Do you understand me?

1609
01:14:35.738 --> 01:14:37.405
You're gonna be back
in your little...

1610
01:14:37.407 --> 01:14:42.109
♪ And I don't know where
I'm going ♪

1611
01:14:42.111 --> 01:14:47.081
♪ But when I get there,
I can say ♪

1612
01:14:47.083 --> 01:14:52.086
♪ That I have been
the kindest me ♪

1613
01:14:52.088 --> 01:14:54.188
♪ That I can be

1614
01:14:54.190 --> 01:14:56.023
Brian: Maybe she
doesn't hate you.

1615
01:14:56.025 --> 01:14:58.025
♪ Can you say the same?

1616
01:14:58.027 --> 01:15:01.095
Maybe she hates herself.

1617
01:15:02.431 --> 01:15:05.166
[Whispers]
I don't think so.

1618
01:15:05.168 --> 01:15:07.568
[Alarm beeping]

1619
01:15:07.570 --> 01:15:10.571
Woman: Code Blue!
I need help here, please!

1620
01:15:10.573 --> 01:15:12.173
Margarete:
What's going on?

1621
01:15:12.175 --> 01:15:13.841
What--what's happening?
Gerald: Jessie?

1622
01:15:13.843 --> 01:15:16.310
Nurse, please escort Mr.
and Mrs. Burns out of here.

1623
01:15:16.312 --> 01:15:18.145
Jessie?
All right, we have no pulse.

1624
01:15:18.147 --> 01:15:20.014
I need Epinephrine, please!
Jessie!

1625
01:15:20.016 --> 01:15:21.582
Mrs. Burns, you have
to go now, please!

1626
01:15:21.584 --> 01:15:22.750
No!
Get the parents out!

1627
01:15:22.752 --> 01:15:24.685
Mr. Burns, please take
your wife out!

1628
01:15:24.687 --> 01:15:27.255
You have to go, please!
Let us do what we do!

1629
01:15:27.257 --> 01:15:28.990
I need a cart in here
immediately!

1630
01:15:28.992 --> 01:15:32.126
Somebody get me a cart!
Administering Epinephrine!

1631
01:15:32.128 --> 01:15:33.528
Nurse: But we need
to help her right now!

1632
01:15:33.530 --> 01:15:35.730
Gerald: Please do something!
Do something!

1633
01:15:35.732 --> 01:15:37.265
Jessie!

1634
01:15:37.267 --> 01:15:38.799
Get that camera
out of here! Nurse!

1635
01:15:38.801 --> 01:15:41.269
Out! Out! Please!
What is going on?

1636
01:15:41.271 --> 01:15:43.271
Dr. Weber: No response!
Beginning compressions!

1637
01:15:43.273 --> 01:15:44.772
Where's my cart?

1638
01:15:44.774 --> 01:15:46.274
Oh, my God.

1639
01:15:46.276 --> 01:15:48.209
Oh, my God.
[Crying]

1640
01:15:48.211 --> 01:15:52.313
♪ I was once a tree

1641
01:15:52.315 --> 01:15:57.518
♪ Rising from the ground

1642
01:15:57.520 --> 01:16:01.789
♪ Winter, spring,
summer or fall ♪

1643
01:16:01.791 --> 01:16:04.258
♪ I still grew tall

1644
01:16:04.260 --> 01:16:07.194
♪ Till you cut me down

1645
01:16:07.196 --> 01:16:09.897
And I don't think
it's gonna stop.

1646
01:16:09.899 --> 01:16:12.199
♪ Are you really happy now?

1647
01:16:12.201 --> 01:16:14.235
[Medical equipment whines]

1648
01:16:14.237 --> 01:16:16.237
Dr. Weber: Clear!

1649
01:16:16.239 --> 01:16:19.240
♪ And I don't know where
No pulse!

1650
01:16:19.242 --> 01:16:21.242
♪ I'm going

1651
01:16:21.244 --> 01:16:23.778
♪ But when I get there

1652
01:16:23.780 --> 01:16:26.147
♪ I can say

1653
01:16:26.149 --> 01:16:28.549
♪ That I have been
Charging!

1654
01:16:28.551 --> 01:16:30.551
Clear!
♪ The kindest me

1655
01:16:30.553 --> 01:16:33.554
♪ That I can be
Nurse: No pulse!

1656
01:16:33.556 --> 01:16:36.691
No pulse!
♪ Can you say the same?

1657
01:16:36.693 --> 01:16:38.492
Charging!

1658
01:16:38.494 --> 01:16:40.962
Nurse: Charged.
Honey.

1659
01:16:40.964 --> 01:16:42.964
Clear!
Clear.

1660
01:16:42.966 --> 01:16:44.999
[Thump]

1661
01:16:45.001 --> 01:16:47.301
No pulse.
Oh, my God!

1662
01:16:47.303 --> 01:16:50.538
Again.
Charging.

1663
01:16:50.540 --> 01:16:52.540
[Indistinct voices on video]

1664
01:16:52.542 --> 01:16:55.142
Avery, on video:
Yeah? Have you guys...

1665
01:16:55.144 --> 01:16:57.144
[Girls chuckle]

1666
01:16:57.146 --> 01:17:00.114
Your children would be
really disgusting.

1667
01:17:00.116 --> 01:17:02.550
[Girls laugh]

1668
01:17:02.552 --> 01:17:05.152
Can you turn it off?
[Sniffles]

1669
01:17:05.154 --> 01:17:08.155
[Gerald crying]
Dr. Weber: Charging!

1670
01:17:08.157 --> 01:17:09.757
Clear!

1671
01:17:09.759 --> 01:17:11.425
[Thump]

1672
01:17:11.427 --> 01:17:13.027
No pulse!
Again!

1673
01:17:13.029 --> 01:17:15.096
Oh! Jessie.

1674
01:17:15.098 --> 01:17:17.498
Can you please
turn it off right now?

1675
01:17:17.500 --> 01:17:20.501
♪ Now I'm a shooting star

1676
01:17:20.503 --> 01:17:23.270
[Crying]
Please turn it off.

1677
01:17:23.272 --> 01:17:25.139
♪ Can't catch me
Nurse: Clear!

1678
01:17:25.141 --> 01:17:26.741
Clear!

1679
01:17:26.743 --> 01:17:28.409
[Thump]

1680
01:17:28.411 --> 01:17:31.012
♪ Tried to pull me
Pulse! We have a pulse!

1681
01:17:31.014 --> 01:17:33.381
♪ Out of the sky

1682
01:17:33.383 --> 01:17:36.117
♪ Steal all my light,
but look ♪

1683
01:17:36.119 --> 01:17:37.852
OK?
Yeah, yeah, she's OK.

1684
01:17:37.854 --> 01:17:40.855
♪ It's not dimming

1685
01:17:40.857 --> 01:17:43.524
[Medical equipment beeping]

1686
01:17:49.798 --> 01:17:51.198
I can't...

1687
01:17:51.200 --> 01:17:53.200
Amy: OK.

1688
01:17:53.202 --> 01:17:54.869
[Wailing]

1689
01:18:03.078 --> 01:18:06.914
It's not OK.

1690
01:18:06.916 --> 01:18:08.716
It's all right.

1691
01:18:08.718 --> 01:18:10.851
What do--what do I do?
What do I--

1692
01:18:10.853 --> 01:18:13.688
I don't know what to do anymore!
I mean, she's not...

1693
01:18:13.690 --> 01:18:15.890
Let's take--
let's just take it

1694
01:18:15.892 --> 01:18:17.692
one step at a time, OK?

1695
01:18:17.694 --> 01:18:19.694
Let's just take it one
step at a time

1696
01:18:19.696 --> 01:18:21.896
and we'll get you
some help, OK?

1697
01:18:21.898 --> 01:18:23.297
All right?

1698
01:18:23.299 --> 01:18:25.299
I mean, she's dying.
I can't even--

1699
01:18:25.301 --> 01:18:27.301
I can't even say
I'm sorry!

1700
01:18:27.303 --> 01:18:30.504
I can't even tell her
I'm sorry.

1701
01:18:30.506 --> 01:18:32.573
I know.

1702
01:18:32.575 --> 01:18:35.176
I know there's
no excuse for that.

1703
01:18:35.178 --> 01:18:37.745
It's just not right.

1704
01:18:37.747 --> 01:18:39.747
I hate myself now.

1705
01:18:39.749 --> 01:18:42.383
I hate it. I hate it.

1706
01:18:43.552 --> 01:18:45.853
I'm very proud of you.
This is--

1707
01:18:45.855 --> 01:18:48.255
this is really hard.

1708
01:18:48.257 --> 01:18:51.859
I think you're a very,
very powerful young woman

1709
01:18:51.861 --> 01:18:54.261
who people love

1710
01:18:54.263 --> 01:18:56.931
and people follow.

1711
01:18:58.266 --> 01:19:00.534
But I know that's
not you,

1712
01:19:00.536 --> 01:19:02.536
and I know
underneath that,

1713
01:19:02.538 --> 01:19:05.139
there's someone who's
just in a lot of pain,

1714
01:19:05.141 --> 01:19:07.808
who needs to talk to
somebody and get it out.

1715
01:19:07.810 --> 01:19:09.543
Don't you just want
to get it out?

1716
01:19:09.545 --> 01:19:11.512
Yeah, but, I mean,
who would I talk to?

1717
01:19:11.514 --> 01:19:15.716
I have nobody.
My mom doesn't talk to me.

1718
01:19:15.718 --> 01:19:17.785
My dad doesn't talk.

1719
01:19:17.787 --> 01:19:21.255
My friends don't care
about real life.

1720
01:19:21.257 --> 01:19:24.458
They care about shopping.
They don't--

1721
01:19:24.460 --> 01:19:25.659
[Sobs]

1722
01:19:25.661 --> 01:19:28.929
I don't have
any real friends.

1723
01:19:30.265 --> 01:19:33.667
I did have one real friend,
and that was Jessica.

1724
01:19:33.669 --> 01:19:36.137
The one person
that cared about me,

1725
01:19:36.139 --> 01:19:39.140
the one person that
would never hurt me,

1726
01:19:39.142 --> 01:19:41.742
and then I go
and fuck it all up.

1727
01:19:41.744 --> 01:19:45.112
I...hurt her.

1728
01:19:45.114 --> 01:19:49.717
And I can't even say
I'm sorry.

1729
01:19:49.719 --> 01:19:51.986
[Respirator hissing]

1730
01:19:51.988 --> 01:19:53.521
Dr. Weber: Let me
see the charts.

1731
01:19:53.523 --> 01:19:56.123
Woman, whispers: We have no--
I'll know within 24 hours.

1732
01:19:56.125 --> 01:19:58.492
OK.

1733
01:19:58.494 --> 01:20:01.629
We need to discuss
Jessica's situation.

1734
01:20:01.631 --> 01:20:04.064
Can we do it outside?
Absolutely. Please.

1735
01:20:04.066 --> 01:20:06.767
[Whispers]
Dr. Burns?

1736
01:20:06.769 --> 01:20:08.903
After you.

1737
01:20:13.708 --> 01:20:16.710
We just checked
Jessica's blood levels,

1738
01:20:16.712 --> 01:20:20.414
and it seems that her organs
are not improving,

1739
01:20:20.416 --> 01:20:22.416
so she is continuing

1740
01:20:22.418 --> 01:20:24.418
down the path
of organ failure,

1741
01:20:24.420 --> 01:20:26.153
complete organ failure.

1742
01:20:26.155 --> 01:20:29.156
We have her on hemodialysis
at this point...

1743
01:20:29.158 --> 01:20:30.758
[Margarete gasps]

1744
01:20:30.760 --> 01:20:32.693
and...after that,

1745
01:20:32.695 --> 01:20:35.763
that's pretty much
all we can do.

1746
01:20:35.765 --> 01:20:38.165
What do we do then?

1747
01:20:38.167 --> 01:20:40.167
What happens
after that?

1748
01:20:40.169 --> 01:20:41.702
I'm sorry.

1749
01:20:41.704 --> 01:20:43.904
Mm-mmm.

1750
01:20:43.906 --> 01:20:47.107
Margarete: There's gotta
be something left to do.

1751
01:20:47.109 --> 01:20:50.110
We've done pretty much
what we can.

1752
01:20:50.112 --> 01:20:53.314
It's just basically
up to her now.

1753
01:20:53.316 --> 01:20:55.516
I'm sorry, Dr. Burns.
Please.

1754
01:20:55.518 --> 01:20:56.917
I'm sorry.

1755
01:20:56.919 --> 01:20:58.319
[Crying]

1756
01:20:58.321 --> 01:21:01.455
Avery: I am...

1757
01:21:01.457 --> 01:21:03.991
the one responsible

1758
01:21:03.993 --> 01:21:07.061
for Jessica Burns
killing herself.

1759
01:21:07.063 --> 01:21:10.231
I wish that it was me...

1760
01:21:10.233 --> 01:21:13.234
that couldn't wake up.

1761
01:21:13.236 --> 01:21:16.370
I wish it was me that wasn't
breathing, not you.

1762
01:21:16.372 --> 01:21:18.372
You don't deserve that,
but I do.

1763
01:21:18.374 --> 01:21:20.774
I deserve all of that.

1764
01:21:20.776 --> 01:21:22.843
Brian: Hey, guys.
What's happening?

1765
01:21:22.845 --> 01:21:24.812
[Crying]
Um...

1766
01:21:24.814 --> 01:21:26.947
Hey, Brian.
Oh, honey.

1767
01:21:26.949 --> 01:21:28.616
I thought
everything was OK.

1768
01:21:28.618 --> 01:21:30.684
Well, she's had
a rough night.

1769
01:21:30.686 --> 01:21:33.888
They're saying
it doesn't look good.

1770
01:21:35.156 --> 01:21:40.494
Avery: People paid me attention
because of what I was doing.

1771
01:21:41.630 --> 01:21:45.633
And even though it wasn't
positive attention,

1772
01:21:45.635 --> 01:21:48.235
it was still attention to me.

1773
01:21:48.237 --> 01:21:50.237
I didn't care.

1774
01:21:50.239 --> 01:21:54.642
I didn't care that
what I was doing was...

1775
01:21:54.644 --> 01:21:57.611
affecting someone else so much

1776
01:21:57.613 --> 01:22:00.414
that they felt like they
had nowhere to go

1777
01:22:00.416 --> 01:22:04.051
and had no one to go to,
that they thought it'd be better

1778
01:22:04.053 --> 01:22:08.322
just to--to die than to be here.

1779
01:22:12.027 --> 01:22:15.029
Gerald: She can
hear you, you know?

1780
01:22:15.031 --> 01:22:16.697
She can hear you.

1781
01:22:25.807 --> 01:22:29.009
Avery: I tried to get control
over other people,

1782
01:22:29.011 --> 01:22:32.780
and now I'm just totally lost.

1783
01:22:32.782 --> 01:22:36.383
I thought it was easier
to put up a wall

1784
01:22:36.385 --> 01:22:40.955
and be the one
to control others.

1785
01:22:43.124 --> 01:22:46.627
And it's not--it's not right.

1786
01:22:46.629 --> 01:22:51.498
And I was lucky enough
to have someone now

1787
01:22:51.500 --> 01:22:55.502
care enough to--to show me that
and to tell me that,

1788
01:22:55.504 --> 01:22:59.506
and spend the time to talk
with me and listen to me,

1789
01:22:59.508 --> 01:23:02.309
which I've never had before.

1790
01:23:02.311 --> 01:23:06.714
It wasn't me just playing games
and joking around with someone.

1791
01:23:06.716 --> 01:23:09.616
It was me...

1792
01:23:12.887 --> 01:23:15.689
ruining somebody.

1793
01:23:17.025 --> 01:23:19.560
Jessica...

1794
01:23:19.562 --> 01:23:22.162
I know that you might not

1795
01:23:22.164 --> 01:23:25.566
ever get to watch this,

1796
01:23:25.568 --> 01:23:29.770
but if for some reason you do,

1797
01:23:29.772 --> 01:23:33.440
I'm really sorry.

1798
01:23:36.177 --> 01:23:40.748
My name is Avery Keller...

1799
01:23:40.750 --> 01:23:43.417
and I'm a bully.