1 00:02:06,860 --> 00:02:08,127 Father, 2 00:02:10,864 --> 00:02:12,297 where are you? 3 00:05:35,001 --> 00:05:36,335 Father, 4 00:05:37,070 --> 00:05:38,704 speak to me. 5 00:09:56,696 --> 00:09:58,096 I have water for you here, yeshua. 6 00:10:00,299 --> 00:10:02,200 That's what your mother calls you, isn't it? 7 00:10:05,671 --> 00:10:07,806 Any name that's good enough for Mary is good enough for me. 8 00:10:15,014 --> 00:10:16,715 And what does your father call you? 9 00:10:53,052 --> 00:10:53,952 Yeshua. 10 00:12:02,988 --> 00:12:04,055 Hello? 11 00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:47,232 I'm looking for water. I can work for it. 12 00:12:51,103 --> 00:12:52,937 What can you do? Whatever's needed. 13 00:12:52,939 --> 00:12:55,406 You're building up here. I know carpentry and stone. 14 00:13:05,951 --> 00:13:07,886 Where are you headed? 15 00:13:07,888 --> 00:13:09,420 Jerusalem. But I'm a little lost. 16 00:13:13,292 --> 00:13:14,225 Oh. 17 00:13:16,996 --> 00:13:17,562 Where are you coming from? 18 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:20,965 From spending time in the desert. 19 00:13:21,901 --> 00:13:23,268 Why? There's nothing here. 20 00:13:29,575 --> 00:13:30,875 What is Jerusalem like? 21 00:13:34,346 --> 00:13:35,814 Dirty and corrupt. 22 00:13:37,583 --> 00:13:39,017 But also alive. 23 00:13:39,852 --> 00:13:41,052 Very alive. 24 00:13:43,222 --> 00:13:44,956 Do you have a father? 25 00:13:44,958 --> 00:13:46,991 Yes. He's out. 26 00:13:46,993 --> 00:13:48,893 He'll ask me if i offered you food. 27 00:13:48,895 --> 00:13:50,161 That's not necessary. 28 00:13:51,397 --> 00:13:52,463 Thank you. 29 00:13:53,399 --> 00:13:54,999 Stay. Please. 30 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,301 Rest for a while. 31 00:14:16,922 --> 00:14:19,190 Talking to your father is like talking to a rock. 32 00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:23,862 He's so busy with his little things, 33 00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:26,431 the shape of a drop of dew, 34 00:14:26,433 --> 00:14:30,235 the sound roots make breaking their way through the ground. 35 00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:32,337 Everything matters more to him than you. 36 00:14:33,005 --> 00:14:33,938 No. 37 00:14:35,107 --> 00:14:36,541 My father loves me. 38 00:14:39,278 --> 00:14:40,645 He is amused by you. 39 00:14:42,047 --> 00:14:43,481 He loves himself only. 40 00:14:49,388 --> 00:14:50,455 Are you lost? 41 00:14:51,290 --> 00:14:52,223 No. 42 00:14:54,460 --> 00:14:57,362 Are you one of those preachers? 43 00:14:57,364 --> 00:14:59,230 Looking for something here in the desert 44 00:14:59,232 --> 00:15:01,366 that you can't find anywhere else? 45 00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:07,572 How long have you been out here, holy man? 46 00:15:09,341 --> 00:15:12,110 Since the last full moon. Maybe a little longer. 47 00:15:12,112 --> 00:15:13,645 Alone? 48 00:15:13,647 --> 00:15:16,381 No. You people are never alone. 49 00:15:18,284 --> 00:15:21,085 Some spirit or something is always with you, isn't it? 50 00:15:24,189 --> 00:15:27,125 Tell me one thing you've learned out here, 51 00:15:27,127 --> 00:15:28,426 and I'll offer you shelter for the night. 52 00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:30,361 Oh, that's not necessary. 53 00:15:30,363 --> 00:15:32,297 Please. It would give me pleasure. 54 00:15:35,467 --> 00:15:37,135 Man makes do anywhere. 55 00:15:38,470 --> 00:15:40,038 Because he is man. 56 00:15:42,108 --> 00:15:43,141 Good. 57 00:15:44,977 --> 00:15:46,277 Give me a hand with this. 58 00:15:59,191 --> 00:16:00,224 Thank you. 59 00:16:46,438 --> 00:16:48,473 There's no need to wait for her. 60 00:16:48,475 --> 00:16:50,641 I don't mean to offend, but I'm fasting. 61 00:16:57,683 --> 00:17:00,752 What is it? 62 00:17:00,754 --> 00:17:03,354 She thinks it's funny that she wants to eat but can't, 63 00:17:04,523 --> 00:17:06,391 and our guest, who can, won't. 64 00:17:49,568 --> 00:17:50,601 What are you building up there? 65 00:17:52,604 --> 00:17:54,138 A house for me to live in. 66 00:17:56,442 --> 00:17:58,543 My father wants me to stay here. 67 00:17:58,545 --> 00:18:01,212 To help him make something of this place. 68 00:18:01,214 --> 00:18:02,280 Is that what you want? 69 00:18:06,285 --> 00:18:07,752 What is it that you want? 70 00:18:13,559 --> 00:18:15,193 I want to go to Jerusalem. 71 00:18:16,628 --> 00:18:19,197 And I want to see the sea. 72 00:18:19,199 --> 00:18:21,866 And I want to see the lighthouse at Alexandria. 73 00:18:21,868 --> 00:18:22,834 And does your father know that? 74 00:18:25,237 --> 00:18:27,271 No. 75 00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:28,706 Why don't you talk to him about it? 76 00:18:38,517 --> 00:18:41,185 I've seen Jerusalem. 77 00:18:41,187 --> 00:18:43,521 I've walked away without my father knowing and I've seen it from a Ridge. 78 00:18:45,824 --> 00:18:48,192 It shines in the sun and I want it so much, I could scream. 79 00:18:55,534 --> 00:18:57,835 I don't want to waste my time here. 80 00:18:57,837 --> 00:18:59,470 Wasting life is a sin. 81 00:19:01,607 --> 00:19:03,407 I want to leave my footprint on the world. 82 00:19:08,514 --> 00:19:09,814 Come, holy man. 83 00:19:16,588 --> 00:19:18,422 Oh, this isn't necessary. I can sleep outside. 84 00:19:18,424 --> 00:19:19,590 No. She won't bother you. 85 00:20:16,582 --> 00:20:17,648 Rabbi? 86 00:20:19,518 --> 00:20:20,718 Rabbi. 87 00:20:24,990 --> 00:20:27,491 I've committed a horrible sin. 88 00:20:29,995 --> 00:20:32,463 My son is not my husband's son. 89 00:20:34,266 --> 00:20:35,766 I don't want to die 90 00:20:37,603 --> 00:20:39,403 and leave this lie behind me. 91 00:20:44,443 --> 00:20:46,978 I don't want my son trapped here forever. 92 00:20:49,581 --> 00:20:51,249 Help me, please. 93 00:23:09,755 --> 00:23:13,424 In your holy man comings-and-goings, 94 00:23:13,426 --> 00:23:14,859 have you learned any medicine? 95 00:23:20,065 --> 00:23:21,565 Cures are the only things worth seeking. 96 00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:26,137 For pain, suffering. 97 00:23:27,573 --> 00:23:29,974 The rest is just... 98 00:23:34,112 --> 00:23:35,880 This boy is good at taking care of the sick. 99 00:23:37,749 --> 00:23:39,683 He's had practice, unfortunately. 100 00:23:41,853 --> 00:23:43,621 If he had come into this world somewhere else, 101 00:23:43,623 --> 00:23:45,022 he could have made it his life's work. 102 00:23:47,793 --> 00:23:48,926 And what did you want for yourself when you were a boy? 103 00:23:51,463 --> 00:23:54,665 I wanted to raise livestock 104 00:23:54,667 --> 00:23:56,634 and be a butcher, like my father. 105 00:23:58,537 --> 00:24:00,037 He never taught me any of it, though. 106 00:24:01,573 --> 00:24:06,710 He said it had taken him years and years 107 00:24:06,712 --> 00:24:08,579 to master the skill on his own, 108 00:24:08,581 --> 00:24:10,114 and he wasn't just going to give it away. 109 00:24:13,051 --> 00:24:15,820 "Every man must make himself." I heard that a thousand times. 110 00:24:17,022 --> 00:24:18,622 He was a selfish man. 111 00:24:21,059 --> 00:24:22,526 And he died alone. 112 00:24:25,597 --> 00:24:27,932 What does your father do? 113 00:24:27,934 --> 00:24:31,068 Ask for permission when you address a guest, boy. 114 00:24:31,070 --> 00:24:32,903 That's all right. We spoke some yesterday. 115 00:24:35,140 --> 00:24:36,674 My father's a carpenter. 116 00:24:38,076 --> 00:24:40,978 Smart man. 117 00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:43,113 A man who is good at work like that can always provide for his children. 118 00:24:48,053 --> 00:24:50,221 And did you want to be a carpenter also when you were a boy? 119 00:25:07,072 --> 00:25:11,075 Your good intentions will be wasted here. 120 00:25:11,077 --> 00:25:12,610 They don't need us to ruin their lives. 121 00:25:12,612 --> 00:25:13,911 They'll do that all by themselves. 122 00:25:15,981 --> 00:25:18,782 Do you know what I do when they're finally mine? 123 00:25:18,784 --> 00:25:21,585 I have them watch the life they've lived over and over again. Forever. 124 00:25:24,055 --> 00:25:25,623 Oh, what anger. 125 00:25:26,725 --> 00:25:28,158 You are your father's son. 126 00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:32,930 Very well. I'll stay out of it. Surprise me. 127 00:25:33,798 --> 00:25:35,232 And if I do? 128 00:25:35,234 --> 00:25:36,834 A wager? 129 00:25:40,205 --> 00:25:43,707 If you can solve this entanglement, this knot, 130 00:25:43,709 --> 00:25:47,978 to the satisfaction of the mother, the father and the child, 131 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:50,581 I'll stay out of your way for the rest of your journey home. 132 00:25:55,620 --> 00:25:58,088 And if I fail? 133 00:25:58,090 --> 00:25:59,823 Failure is its own punishment. 134 00:26:01,827 --> 00:26:03,027 That's daddy talk. 135 00:26:03,995 --> 00:26:05,129 Enough for the day. 136 00:26:12,070 --> 00:26:15,739 This is all just an excuse to delay your departure, isn't it? 137 00:26:15,741 --> 00:26:17,341 Because you're scared to go on. Scared out of your head. 138 00:26:18,710 --> 00:26:20,811 You're not ready and you know it. 139 00:27:51,169 --> 00:27:52,269 Here. 140 00:28:50,495 --> 00:28:52,062 What part of a bird doesn't fly? 141 00:28:54,265 --> 00:28:56,200 It's a riddle. What part of a bird doesn't fly? 142 00:28:59,971 --> 00:29:01,071 I don't know. 143 00:29:01,806 --> 00:29:03,006 Its shadow. 144 00:29:05,410 --> 00:29:06,376 Did you make that up? 145 00:29:06,378 --> 00:29:07,845 Yes. 146 00:29:07,847 --> 00:29:08,946 It's good. 147 00:29:14,085 --> 00:29:15,352 Yes. 148 00:29:28,066 --> 00:29:29,767 I want the boy to learn a trade. 149 00:29:33,171 --> 00:29:34,538 There's plenty for him to learn right here. 150 00:29:38,109 --> 00:29:40,110 Any trade that he wants. 151 00:29:41,379 --> 00:29:42,980 Or that you want for him. 152 00:29:44,816 --> 00:29:46,850 In Jerusalem, perhaps. 153 00:29:54,025 --> 00:29:56,293 I want this very much. 154 00:29:56,295 --> 00:29:59,096 I would need money for that. 155 00:29:59,098 --> 00:30:01,098 Just to get him set up and started. 156 00:30:01,100 --> 00:30:03,567 No one will take him as an apprentice without payment. 157 00:30:04,402 --> 00:30:06,503 For food, at least. 158 00:30:08,439 --> 00:30:09,873 Impossible. 159 00:30:11,242 --> 00:30:13,343 You are 160 00:30:14,445 --> 00:30:15,846 a powerful, 161 00:30:17,182 --> 00:30:18,415 resourceful, 162 00:30:19,250 --> 00:30:22,085 beautiful man, 163 00:30:22,087 --> 00:30:23,987 and you will find a way. 164 00:30:25,590 --> 00:30:27,124 I know it. 165 00:30:37,435 --> 00:30:39,336 I cannot do my dying while he's here. 166 00:30:50,582 --> 00:30:52,482 My father was 47 when he had me. 167 00:30:52,484 --> 00:30:53,584 My mother was 20. 168 00:30:56,020 --> 00:31:00,123 He had another wife before her, but she died. 169 00:31:00,125 --> 00:31:01,525 And now my mother will die too. 170 00:31:04,128 --> 00:31:06,063 And my father says a man makes his own luck. 171 00:31:07,065 --> 00:31:08,198 No. 172 00:31:10,501 --> 00:31:12,269 What did he do to make two wives die? 173 00:31:13,571 --> 00:31:15,005 Nothing. 174 00:31:16,074 --> 00:31:17,574 I agree with you. 175 00:31:26,217 --> 00:31:27,651 Do you have a wife or children? 176 00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:33,090 Do you plan to? 177 00:31:37,028 --> 00:31:38,128 Well, you never know, right? 178 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:50,274 Have you ever sailed on a boat? 179 00:31:50,276 --> 00:31:51,675 Yes, I have. 180 00:31:51,677 --> 00:31:53,210 Is it scary? 181 00:31:53,212 --> 00:31:54,177 It can be terrifying. 182 00:31:55,546 --> 00:31:56,914 But mostly it's thrilling. 183 00:32:07,191 --> 00:32:08,392 My father sailed on a boat once. 184 00:32:12,597 --> 00:32:14,131 He said he got caught in a storm at sea. 185 00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:17,067 He said it was a nightmare. 186 00:32:20,705 --> 00:32:23,340 Everything outside of our world is scary to him. 187 00:35:40,638 --> 00:35:42,172 My father says once my mother is buried here that we cannot leave. 188 00:35:46,911 --> 00:35:48,678 He says a grave ties a man to the land forever. 189 00:35:54,285 --> 00:35:56,153 Do you think I'm selfish because I don't want to live here? 190 00:35:56,787 --> 00:35:59,456 No. 191 00:35:59,458 --> 00:36:00,690 My father has lived here his whole life, 192 00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:03,927 and he's lived it the way he wanted to. 193 00:36:06,531 --> 00:36:07,931 But now it's my turn. Men take turns. 194 00:36:13,671 --> 00:36:15,205 I am not a bad son. 195 00:36:16,374 --> 00:36:17,474 I'm not. 196 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,420 I am not a bad son! 197 00:36:33,724 --> 00:36:35,959 I am not a bad son! 198 00:36:38,629 --> 00:36:39,796 I'm not a bad son! 199 00:36:49,407 --> 00:36:51,808 I am not a bad son! 200 00:39:02,006 --> 00:39:02,806 Rabbi? 201 00:39:04,909 --> 00:39:05,875 Rabbi! 202 00:39:08,479 --> 00:39:09,546 It hurts. 203 00:39:12,683 --> 00:39:14,551 I want it to be over. 204 00:39:15,886 --> 00:39:17,087 I'm not afraid of death. 205 00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:22,392 I'm only scared of being alone when I get there. 206 00:39:24,862 --> 00:39:26,463 You will not be alone. 207 00:39:28,999 --> 00:39:30,567 None of us is alone. 208 00:39:40,010 --> 00:39:42,645 Find better words, yeshua. You must work at that. 209 00:39:44,014 --> 00:39:45,482 Intention is good, 210 00:39:46,784 --> 00:39:48,518 but often the words are hollow and useless. 211 00:39:50,121 --> 00:39:51,654 Or better still, 212 00:39:52,690 --> 00:39:53,957 find an action. 213 00:39:54,825 --> 00:39:55,759 Yes. 214 00:39:57,561 --> 00:39:58,828 Action over words. Always. 215 00:40:01,732 --> 00:40:02,799 Otherwise, silence. 216 00:41:57,181 --> 00:41:58,748 You think you are his only child? 217 00:42:02,152 --> 00:42:03,653 There are others. 218 00:42:06,724 --> 00:42:07,690 No. 219 00:42:09,627 --> 00:42:10,894 There is only me. 220 00:42:14,098 --> 00:42:15,565 There is only me. 221 00:42:36,620 --> 00:42:38,021 Look in on your mother. 222 00:42:54,605 --> 00:42:56,673 Did the boy speak with you when you went to the water? 223 00:42:57,875 --> 00:42:58,908 A little. 224 00:43:05,082 --> 00:43:07,650 I don't know how to talk to him. 225 00:43:07,652 --> 00:43:09,786 The words get caught in my throat. 226 00:43:09,788 --> 00:43:12,755 I fight to push them through and they come out harsh. 227 00:43:14,158 --> 00:43:16,326 I suppose he thinks I'm angry at him. 228 00:43:18,862 --> 00:43:20,196 He doesn't know me, 229 00:43:22,199 --> 00:43:23,800 and I don't know him. 230 00:43:32,209 --> 00:43:34,077 Any words of advice, holy man? 231 00:43:37,681 --> 00:43:40,049 Talk to him about something that he's interested in. 232 00:43:41,819 --> 00:43:43,152 What is he interested in? 233 00:43:46,890 --> 00:43:49,092 Riddles. 234 00:43:49,094 --> 00:43:50,727 He makes up a very good riddle. 235 00:43:54,765 --> 00:43:55,999 I don't like riddles. 236 00:44:13,817 --> 00:44:14,951 That shooting star last night. 237 00:44:15,853 --> 00:44:17,186 You enjoyed that. 238 00:44:17,188 --> 00:44:18,655 It was a bore. 239 00:44:18,657 --> 00:44:20,089 Liar. 240 00:44:20,091 --> 00:44:21,290 I am a liar. That is the truth. 241 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:29,098 I've seen every shooting star since the first one. 242 00:44:30,267 --> 00:44:31,868 Every flash of lightning. 243 00:44:33,370 --> 00:44:35,838 I've heard the last gasp of each thing that ever lived. 244 00:44:37,074 --> 00:44:39,375 Nothing's interesting anymore. 245 00:44:39,377 --> 00:44:41,711 Nothing surprises you? Not a thing? 246 00:44:48,018 --> 00:44:49,385 The repetitiveness. 247 00:44:50,754 --> 00:44:52,388 The obstinate, dull repetitiveness 248 00:44:52,390 --> 00:44:56,426 of your father's plan is bewildering to me. 249 00:44:56,428 --> 00:44:59,929 The same lives lived over and over and over and over again. 250 00:45:00,764 --> 00:45:03,299 Is there a plan? 251 00:45:03,301 --> 00:45:04,934 It all has to turn into something, it has to 252 00:45:04,936 --> 00:45:06,302 pour out into something, but into what? 253 00:45:08,105 --> 00:45:09,772 And that's my weakness, 254 00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:12,709 curiosity. 255 00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:18,481 But I'll stay as long as it takes, forever, 256 00:45:19,349 --> 00:45:20,450 to witness the end. 257 00:45:21,785 --> 00:45:23,052 The final sunset. If there is one. 258 00:45:26,156 --> 00:45:30,093 Maybe on that day, late in the afternoon, seconds away, 259 00:45:30,095 --> 00:45:31,461 he'll want to start it all over again, 260 00:45:32,796 --> 00:45:33,496 from the beginning. 261 00:45:34,965 --> 00:45:36,966 He's done it before. 262 00:45:36,968 --> 00:45:40,937 Recreated the whole thing, retold the whole thing. On a whim. 263 00:45:40,939 --> 00:45:43,172 With little differences that must mean the world to him, 264 00:45:43,174 --> 00:45:45,208 a branch that crooks in a different direction, 265 00:45:45,210 --> 00:45:47,477 one egg more or less in the nest of a flea. 266 00:45:49,780 --> 00:45:54,917 What a self-centered, self-indulgent creature he is. Isn't he? 267 00:45:54,919 --> 00:45:57,420 Deaf-mute. Insatiable. 268 00:45:59,490 --> 00:46:01,090 These things he expects of you. 269 00:46:02,493 --> 00:46:03,826 Do you think anyone will care? 270 00:46:05,062 --> 00:46:06,829 Men of 1,000 years from now? 271 00:46:17,941 --> 00:46:19,375 What's it like to be in his presence? 272 00:46:25,783 --> 00:46:26,816 Is there a face? 273 00:46:28,418 --> 00:46:29,519 No. 274 00:46:32,356 --> 00:46:33,856 There is no face. 275 00:46:36,326 --> 00:46:37,860 There is no face. 276 00:46:40,998 --> 00:46:42,465 There's a thing that swallows you. 277 00:46:45,869 --> 00:46:48,538 It holds you together while it's tearing you apart and it's terrifying. 278 00:46:50,407 --> 00:46:52,208 It makes you feel worthless, 279 00:46:53,477 --> 00:46:55,144 and it makes you want to be worthless. 280 00:46:59,149 --> 00:47:00,383 And all the while, it makes you believe 281 00:47:00,385 --> 00:47:02,385 that you and he are one and the same... 282 00:47:05,989 --> 00:47:07,190 And that is... 283 00:47:12,563 --> 00:47:14,530 Well, that can be quite confusing. 284 00:47:22,874 --> 00:47:25,508 That's how i remember it, anyway. 285 00:47:25,510 --> 00:47:28,411 It's been a million years since he so much as looked in my direction. 286 00:47:28,413 --> 00:47:30,313 Your pride made him angry. 287 00:47:30,315 --> 00:47:32,248 I'm not proud. I am not proud. 288 00:47:34,017 --> 00:47:35,218 He's the proud one. 289 00:47:40,624 --> 00:47:41,457 How's our little wager going? 290 00:47:42,392 --> 00:47:43,893 I do not wager. 291 00:47:43,895 --> 00:47:45,394 Oh, dear me, course not. 292 00:47:54,438 --> 00:47:56,005 What? 293 00:47:56,007 --> 00:47:57,273 You already know the outcome, don't you? 294 00:47:58,175 --> 00:47:59,909 No. Not at all. 295 00:47:59,911 --> 00:48:02,378 Yes. Yes, you do. 296 00:48:02,380 --> 00:48:05,114 I am able to do that generally, yes. 297 00:48:05,116 --> 00:48:08,050 But when it comes to you and your little things, not always. 298 00:48:14,191 --> 00:48:15,625 I could tell you what would've happened 299 00:48:15,627 --> 00:48:17,093 if you'd passed by this place a moment earlier. 300 00:48:20,130 --> 00:48:21,163 Would you like to know? 301 00:48:27,437 --> 00:48:28,905 The boy would not have met you. 302 00:48:31,475 --> 00:48:35,344 After the mother's death, his relationship with the father deteriorates. 303 00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:38,314 He puts up with it for several years, 304 00:48:38,316 --> 00:48:40,049 expecting that the father will not live long. 305 00:48:42,552 --> 00:48:46,522 Eventually, he poisons the father and is hanged for it. 306 00:48:48,325 --> 00:48:52,428 Along the way, the boy has a son who remains here. 307 00:48:52,430 --> 00:48:53,930 Like the grandfather, he loves the desert. 308 00:48:57,467 --> 00:49:00,937 That's how it would have been this time. 309 00:49:00,939 --> 00:49:03,673 In previous tellings of the world, it was all a little different. 310 00:49:03,675 --> 00:49:05,207 Sometimes it was nothing but love 311 00:49:05,209 --> 00:49:07,276 between the father and the son. 312 00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:11,681 That's how your father amuses himself. 313 00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:18,154 Now it's your turn to take a hand. 314 00:49:19,623 --> 00:49:21,290 Can you do any better? 315 00:49:36,006 --> 00:49:37,273 Why do you live here? 316 00:49:38,241 --> 00:49:40,176 Because the desert is ruthless. 317 00:49:42,179 --> 00:49:46,115 It strips you of your vanities, your illusions 318 00:49:46,117 --> 00:49:49,051 and gives you the opportunity to see yourself for who you are. 319 00:49:50,087 --> 00:49:52,722 Isn't that why you're here? 320 00:49:52,724 --> 00:49:56,459 Because your god speaks louder here? 321 00:49:59,029 --> 00:50:00,596 God speaks wherever a man wants to listen. 322 00:50:08,572 --> 00:50:10,673 What I said to you about my son... 323 00:50:10,675 --> 00:50:13,542 It doesn't matter that we don't talk. 324 00:50:13,544 --> 00:50:15,778 We're not women. 325 00:50:15,780 --> 00:50:17,613 A father talks through example. 326 00:50:23,020 --> 00:50:24,587 He's the best boy in the world. 327 00:50:28,159 --> 00:50:30,426 Too good, perhaps. 328 00:50:38,301 --> 00:50:42,438 Do you see that? The smooth rock jutting out. 329 00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:44,440 Just below the crack there. The reddish rock? 330 00:50:44,442 --> 00:50:47,476 Yes. That's Jasper stone. I'm sure of it. 331 00:50:47,478 --> 00:50:50,246 I need a sample to take to market. 332 00:50:50,248 --> 00:50:52,181 I would share any profits with you. 333 00:50:52,183 --> 00:50:54,316 No, that wouldn't be necessary. 334 00:50:54,318 --> 00:50:57,420 I can't in good conscience allow you to do more work for nothing. 335 00:50:59,256 --> 00:51:01,157 If you don't want the money, you give it to the poor. 336 00:51:03,060 --> 00:51:04,126 How would you go about it? 337 00:51:12,636 --> 00:51:13,602 It would take three people. 338 00:51:14,771 --> 00:51:16,439 Two to lower the third. 339 00:51:17,174 --> 00:51:19,542 Yes, that's right. 340 00:51:19,544 --> 00:51:22,078 You and I would lower the boy. Just to pick at the rock. 341 00:51:23,380 --> 00:51:24,780 And if it's all that I think it is, 342 00:51:24,782 --> 00:51:26,549 I will return with laborers and dig deep. 343 00:51:30,220 --> 00:51:31,487 It could change the course of our lives. 344 00:51:35,258 --> 00:51:36,826 The boy's life, anyway. 345 00:52:04,454 --> 00:52:06,555 I feel better. 346 00:52:06,557 --> 00:52:09,325 You do? Good. That's good. 347 00:52:20,604 --> 00:52:22,204 My mother had this when she was my age. 348 00:52:23,673 --> 00:52:25,474 And then she was fine. 349 00:52:44,494 --> 00:52:46,362 My father, my sisters and I 350 00:52:47,864 --> 00:52:49,765 once spent a night in Jaffa. 351 00:52:51,369 --> 00:52:52,535 Did I tell you this already? 352 00:52:53,570 --> 00:52:54,803 Tell me again. 353 00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,642 My father's cousin put us up by the port. 354 00:53:01,478 --> 00:53:02,912 I could barely sleep 355 00:53:03,914 --> 00:53:05,714 with the sounds of the city, 356 00:53:07,217 --> 00:53:08,551 dogs barking, 357 00:53:10,487 --> 00:53:12,254 music from a wedding, 358 00:53:13,657 --> 00:53:15,391 men quarreling, 359 00:53:17,827 --> 00:53:18,894 a pig brought to slaughter, 360 00:53:21,565 --> 00:53:23,365 a drunk woman laughing. 361 00:53:25,435 --> 00:53:26,635 And the smells... 362 00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:33,509 Pepper, cedar wood, 363 00:53:35,579 --> 00:53:36,612 garum. 364 00:53:53,830 --> 00:53:55,497 If you're ever there, 365 00:53:57,801 --> 00:53:59,268 you think of me. 366 00:54:01,238 --> 00:54:02,438 Yes. I will. 367 00:54:21,758 --> 00:54:23,859 I took her to doctors, 368 00:54:23,861 --> 00:54:26,996 brought doctors to her. 369 00:54:26,998 --> 00:54:30,366 Magicians, quacks. I tried them all. 370 00:54:34,537 --> 00:54:35,971 She's going to die, holy man. 371 00:54:37,474 --> 00:54:39,575 There is nothing to be done about her. 372 00:54:42,946 --> 00:54:45,381 When her eyes close for the last time, 373 00:54:47,651 --> 00:54:50,019 our whole world will come to an end forever. 374 00:54:52,889 --> 00:54:55,457 It's stunning, isn't it? 375 00:54:57,661 --> 00:54:59,428 That life ends. 376 00:55:03,400 --> 00:55:04,633 You will meet again. 377 00:55:13,076 --> 00:55:15,678 We will have been here together. 378 00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:17,346 And we leave the boy behind. 379 00:55:19,616 --> 00:55:20,949 That'll have to do. 380 00:56:41,030 --> 00:56:42,531 How far can a man walk into the desert? 381 00:56:44,934 --> 00:56:47,136 Only halfway. 382 00:56:47,138 --> 00:56:48,103 After that, he's walking out. 383 00:56:51,975 --> 00:56:53,075 Mmm. 384 00:56:59,482 --> 00:57:01,950 When you leave, you could take me with you. 385 00:57:01,952 --> 00:57:04,186 I could pass for your son. 386 00:57:04,188 --> 00:57:06,922 That would be believable, wouldn't it? 387 00:57:06,924 --> 00:57:08,557 Believable, yes, but nevertheless a lie. 388 00:57:10,126 --> 00:57:11,727 But a lie that wouldn't hurt anyone. 389 00:57:11,729 --> 00:57:12,895 My mother and father wouldn't be there to hear it. 390 00:57:14,431 --> 00:57:15,664 A lie hurts the person who tells it. 391 00:57:23,139 --> 00:57:25,140 You could adopt me. 392 00:57:25,142 --> 00:57:27,876 That way it wouldn't be a lie. 393 00:57:27,878 --> 00:57:29,478 The romans do it all the time, adopt each other. 394 00:57:40,690 --> 00:57:41,590 Have you found what you were looking for out here? 395 00:57:46,129 --> 00:57:47,763 Yes. Yes, I have. 396 00:57:50,600 --> 00:57:51,667 What were you looking for? 397 00:57:56,706 --> 00:57:58,240 I was looking for a place to reflect and to pray in peace. 398 00:58:01,611 --> 00:58:03,545 A place to look inward and to find myself. 399 00:58:08,051 --> 00:58:09,485 I walk out there, too. 400 00:58:13,189 --> 00:58:15,691 Sometimes when I'm out there, 401 00:58:15,693 --> 00:58:16,959 I feel this thing rising inside of me, 402 00:58:19,529 --> 00:58:21,697 that I am everything and that everything is me. 403 00:58:23,600 --> 00:58:24,967 That I will always be alive. Forever. 404 00:58:30,039 --> 00:58:32,875 And it's very conceited, I know, to feel that way. 405 00:58:33,943 --> 00:58:35,210 I'm ashamed of that feeling. 406 00:59:13,216 --> 00:59:16,151 Some wine, holy man? 407 00:59:16,153 --> 00:59:17,786 No. Thank you. 408 00:59:26,062 --> 00:59:26,895 Boy. 409 00:59:27,864 --> 00:59:28,697 Boy. 410 01:00:40,103 --> 01:00:41,370 You are an easy target. 411 01:00:43,006 --> 01:00:44,706 Because you're weak. 412 01:01:04,661 --> 01:01:06,862 How's your mother doing? 413 01:01:06,864 --> 01:01:08,897 She's feeling better. She thinks it's passing. 414 01:01:18,307 --> 01:01:19,074 Take your knife, boy. 415 01:01:28,151 --> 01:01:29,885 Just in case. 416 01:02:39,222 --> 01:02:42,157 If I had fallen behind like that, 417 01:02:42,159 --> 01:02:44,192 my father would have caned me on the soles of my feet. 418 01:03:03,312 --> 01:03:04,212 Come. 419 01:03:23,032 --> 01:03:27,836 I am stronger than 10 men 420 01:03:27,838 --> 01:03:30,405 and I am taller than 10 men, but a boy can carry me. 421 01:03:31,974 --> 01:03:33,041 What am I? 422 01:03:36,813 --> 01:03:38,046 It's a riddle. 423 01:03:41,551 --> 01:03:44,219 I am stronger than 10 men, 424 01:03:44,221 --> 01:03:46,154 I'm longer than 10 men, and a boy can carry me. 425 01:03:47,256 --> 01:03:48,290 What am I? 426 01:03:56,099 --> 01:03:57,299 A rope. 427 01:04:00,102 --> 01:04:01,236 It's a rope. 428 01:04:42,912 --> 01:04:43,879 Come. 429 01:04:45,548 --> 01:04:46,514 Come. 430 01:04:50,219 --> 01:04:51,119 Do you see that piece of rock? 431 01:04:52,889 --> 01:04:55,891 The holy man and i will lower you with rope. 432 01:04:55,893 --> 01:04:58,393 All you have to do is chisel out a piece and we'll pull you back up. 433 01:05:00,396 --> 01:05:01,263 No. 434 01:05:05,201 --> 01:05:06,968 No. I'm not going down there. 435 01:05:07,503 --> 01:05:08,603 You will. 436 01:05:11,407 --> 01:05:14,142 No. You know I'm afraid of falling from high places. 437 01:05:14,144 --> 01:05:15,443 That is precisely why you will do it. 438 01:05:17,546 --> 01:05:20,982 I will not do it! I'm not going down there! 439 01:05:20,984 --> 01:05:23,385 You will not disobey me. You will regret it. 440 01:05:23,387 --> 01:05:24,953 He knows I'm scared to death of heights. 441 01:05:24,955 --> 01:05:25,987 What kind of father asks me to do this? 442 01:05:29,593 --> 01:05:31,226 Please. Please, let him go. Let him go. 443 01:05:31,228 --> 01:05:34,362 I can go down. I'll do it. I'll do it. 444 01:06:17,673 --> 01:06:19,074 I will go down myself. 445 01:06:20,977 --> 01:06:23,211 Do you think it can be done? 446 01:06:23,213 --> 01:06:24,312 Just you and the boy to hold the ropes? 447 01:06:30,152 --> 01:06:31,119 Yes. 448 01:09:23,592 --> 01:09:23,591 Boy! 449 01:09:26,228 --> 01:09:27,395 Cut yourself from the rope. 450 01:09:27,897 --> 01:09:30,565 You too, holy man. 451 01:09:30,567 --> 01:09:31,933 I'll only drag you over if I slip again. 452 01:10:48,344 --> 01:10:49,611 No! 453 01:12:11,960 --> 01:12:13,328 What is it? 454 01:12:16,765 --> 01:12:17,865 What is it? What is it? 455 01:14:37,973 --> 01:14:39,006 I don't want my mother to see him like this. 456 01:16:12,034 --> 01:16:13,267 He looks so much smaller now, doesn't he? 457 01:16:51,740 --> 01:16:52,707 You are a good son. 458 01:18:36,044 --> 01:18:36,844 Your son loves you. 459 01:18:38,447 --> 01:18:41,182 Your son loves you. 460 01:18:41,184 --> 01:18:43,084 Your son loves you. He is your son and he loves you. 461 01:19:16,318 --> 01:19:17,918 Am I expected to just walk away now? 462 01:19:21,089 --> 01:19:22,089 As if I'd never met these people? 463 01:19:24,392 --> 01:19:25,760 As if they mean nothing to me? 464 01:20:37,833 --> 01:20:38,866 Mother! 465 01:20:42,003 --> 01:20:42,937 Mother! 466 01:24:15,583 --> 01:24:16,450 Go. 467 01:24:18,453 --> 01:24:19,620 Please, go. 468 01:24:34,436 --> 01:24:36,703 If I leave here without a blessing, 469 01:24:36,705 --> 01:24:39,306 I won't make it one night out there. 470 01:24:39,308 --> 01:24:41,208 A boy needs his father's permission to become a man. 471 01:24:42,710 --> 01:24:44,144 It's perverse, isn't it? 472 01:24:54,422 --> 01:24:55,556 Love god above all things. 473 01:25:00,195 --> 01:25:01,195 Love life. 474 01:25:41,169 --> 01:25:42,536 Show me his destiny. 475 01:25:42,538 --> 01:25:43,871 Yeshua... Show me now! 476 01:26:16,938 --> 01:26:18,338 You could have pulled the father up 477 01:26:18,340 --> 01:26:20,340 and seven heavier men if you'd wanted to. 478 01:26:20,342 --> 01:26:21,441 That's nonsense. 479 01:26:29,651 --> 01:26:31,251 No. She's mine! 480 01:27:26,407 --> 01:27:27,474 No. 481 01:27:52,433 --> 01:27:53,333 Who the hell do you think you are? 482 01:28:45,653 --> 01:28:46,920 This is it for me. 483 01:28:50,625 --> 01:28:51,525 You didn't think i was going to walk you all the way, did you? 484 01:28:53,528 --> 01:28:54,561 Why here? 485 01:28:55,930 --> 01:28:56,797 My feet hurt. 486 01:29:17,452 --> 01:29:19,953 I'll come to you in the end. 487 01:29:19,955 --> 01:29:22,823 And if you give me a sign I'll help you down and you can stay. 488 01:29:37,038 --> 01:29:38,138 Give my regards to the old man.