1 00:00:32,963 --> 00:00:34,930 When will we be in Ithaca? 2 00:00:34,932 --> 00:00:37,399 - About three hours... - Twenty minutes. 3 00:00:37,401 --> 00:00:39,667 - Three hours. - Get comfy. 4 00:00:39,934 --> 00:00:41,100 Get comfy. 5 00:00:41,102 --> 00:00:44,236 What about taking a nap? Feel like a little nap? 6 00:00:44,238 --> 00:00:46,404 Just put your head down and go to sleep? 7 00:00:46,406 --> 00:00:47,538 Nahhhh... 8 00:00:50,909 --> 00:00:52,542 Oh, honey, you're making a mess. 9 00:00:52,809 --> 00:00:55,043 It's not me doing it, it's the cookies. 10 00:00:55,045 --> 00:00:57,045 Oh, right. 11 00:00:57,212 --> 00:00:59,112 You're like a little lawyer. 12 00:01:02,082 --> 00:01:03,315 I just cleaned it. 13 00:01:03,916 --> 00:01:05,316 Good job! 14 00:01:08,420 --> 00:01:12,088 Last time I was with Uncle Tim in Ithaca, 15 00:01:12,090 --> 00:01:12,955 Ummm... 16 00:01:12,957 --> 00:01:14,989 I was, I was... 17 00:01:16,925 --> 00:01:18,659 running around 18 00:01:19,127 --> 00:01:21,962 in a field of grass. 19 00:01:23,097 --> 00:01:25,398 - Yeah. - And climbing mountains. 20 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:26,632 Wow! 21 00:01:26,933 --> 00:01:28,066 And... 22 00:01:28,834 --> 00:01:31,602 watching shows about volcanoes. 23 00:01:36,138 --> 00:01:38,539 - I'm thirsty! - Okay. 24 00:01:38,940 --> 00:01:41,241 What do you want, milk or juice? 25 00:01:41,508 --> 00:01:43,108 Ummm, milk. 26 00:01:43,110 --> 00:01:44,409 Or beer? 27 00:01:45,244 --> 00:01:46,611 Beer... 28 00:01:49,080 --> 00:01:50,713 I'm going to pull in right up here. 29 00:02:04,525 --> 00:02:07,159 Get a fill-up on four, please. 30 00:02:08,528 --> 00:02:10,662 Here's a bathroom, Jessie. 31 00:02:12,431 --> 00:02:14,398 - You got it? - Yeah. 32 00:02:15,466 --> 00:02:17,633 Will you get me a cup, and I'll get him some milk. 33 00:02:17,900 --> 00:02:18,666 Yeah. 34 00:02:28,042 --> 00:02:30,176 Just get him some juice. 35 00:02:39,050 --> 00:02:40,250 How you doing? 36 00:02:40,252 --> 00:02:42,185 Need me to wipe for you? 37 00:02:42,486 --> 00:02:44,119 You're the worst. 38 00:02:50,591 --> 00:02:52,091 Jessie? 39 00:02:55,528 --> 00:02:57,328 Okay, buddy, let's go! 40 00:02:59,065 --> 00:03:01,632 - Let's go, Jessie! - Did he lock the door? 41 00:03:01,899 --> 00:03:04,266 Sir, can you unlock this please? 42 00:03:05,901 --> 00:03:07,067 Thanks. 43 00:03:12,073 --> 00:03:12,771 Jess? 44 00:03:14,340 --> 00:03:15,239 Jessie! 45 00:03:20,444 --> 00:03:21,777 Jessie... 46 00:03:24,947 --> 00:03:27,048 - Jessie! - Jess! 47 00:03:28,083 --> 00:03:29,249 He's here. 48 00:03:30,484 --> 00:03:31,650 Jessie! 49 00:03:33,252 --> 00:03:35,453 - Fuckin' hell... - Doesn't anyone else work here? 50 00:03:35,455 --> 00:03:37,121 Yeah, but he's out at lunch. 51 00:03:37,322 --> 00:03:38,088 Jess! 52 00:03:40,024 --> 00:03:40,823 Jessie! 53 00:03:44,393 --> 00:03:45,693 Jessie! 54 00:03:47,495 --> 00:03:48,695 Jess! 55 00:03:56,136 --> 00:03:57,369 Is he there? 56 00:03:57,371 --> 00:03:58,370 No! 57 00:03:58,938 --> 00:04:00,138 Jessie! 58 00:04:01,640 --> 00:04:02,606 Jessie! 59 00:04:06,409 --> 00:04:07,475 Jess! 60 00:04:10,645 --> 00:04:12,479 C'mon, goddamnit! 61 00:04:12,481 --> 00:04:13,713 Jessie! 62 00:04:16,650 --> 00:04:18,250 Jessie! 63 00:04:20,052 --> 00:04:20,684 Jessie! 64 00:04:47,474 --> 00:04:48,640 ...It's okay. 65 00:04:52,743 --> 00:04:55,511 Sorry, I took her wine, I'll take both! 66 00:04:55,513 --> 00:04:57,379 She's not drinking anything! 67 00:04:57,381 --> 00:04:59,881 It's just that we're having a dinner party so... 68 00:05:00,149 --> 00:05:02,582 We can talk about fucking bullshit. 69 00:05:02,584 --> 00:05:04,684 Is there any more wine, or is this what I'm dealing with? 70 00:05:04,686 --> 00:05:09,188 I'll just have one of this, it'll be easier to talk about... 71 00:05:09,190 --> 00:05:11,256 Nothing, this is a problem. 72 00:05:11,590 --> 00:05:12,756 - Ma'am, - You know... 73 00:05:13,023 --> 00:05:14,223 - I'm sorry... - We will fix this! 74 00:05:14,225 --> 00:05:15,123 Don't worry... 75 00:05:15,125 --> 00:05:15,823 Shhh, stop being angry. 76 00:05:15,825 --> 00:05:21,328 - Wow, is that is mad face? - That is his mad face! 77 00:05:21,330 --> 00:05:22,696 - So mad. - Whew! 78 00:05:22,698 --> 00:05:25,131 Get her some water, maybe? 79 00:05:25,265 --> 00:05:26,331 Okay. 80 00:05:32,637 --> 00:05:34,638 She's still on lithium, so 81 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:37,273 she probably shouldn't be drinking like that, sorry. 82 00:05:37,440 --> 00:05:38,807 Please. 83 00:05:39,508 --> 00:05:41,342 - She's having a good time. - Yeah. 84 00:05:41,344 --> 00:05:42,810 Just let her... 85 00:05:43,211 --> 00:05:44,678 spread her wings. 86 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:47,747 Might make her jog home beside the car. 87 00:05:48,014 --> 00:05:50,215 It's good to see you guys out, finally. 88 00:05:50,217 --> 00:05:52,383 - It's been a year, man. - Yeah. 89 00:05:53,051 --> 00:05:54,184 Yeah. 90 00:06:11,300 --> 00:06:12,767 Oh Sarah... 91 00:06:19,707 --> 00:06:22,275 - You know what? - What, babe? 92 00:06:23,610 --> 00:06:26,244 You would make an excellent mother. 93 00:07:08,582 --> 00:07:10,983 I got an email from my brother. 94 00:07:11,517 --> 00:07:13,484 He's coming to the city. 95 00:07:13,486 --> 00:07:15,652 He wants to stay here? 96 00:07:18,389 --> 00:07:20,390 He's such a fucking mess. 97 00:07:21,258 --> 00:07:22,458 I know... 98 00:07:23,660 --> 00:07:25,627 A total fuck-up. 99 00:10:08,476 --> 00:10:10,877 We grow accustomed to the dark. 100 00:10:10,978 --> 00:10:13,012 When light is put away, 101 00:10:13,380 --> 00:10:17,015 as when the neighbor holds a lamp to witness her good-bye, 102 00:10:17,282 --> 00:10:18,415 A moment, 103 00:10:18,417 --> 00:10:21,384 we, uncertain, step for newness of the night, 104 00:10:21,485 --> 00:10:23,519 then fit our vision to the dark, 105 00:10:23,521 --> 00:10:26,688 and meet the road, erect, and... 106 00:10:27,556 --> 00:10:29,623 And so of larger darknesses, 107 00:10:29,625 --> 00:10:33,426 those evenings of the brain when not a moon disclose a sign, 108 00:10:33,428 --> 00:10:35,594 or star come out. 109 00:10:35,695 --> 00:10:37,495 Within the bravest, 110 00:10:37,497 --> 00:10:38,762 grope a little, 111 00:10:38,764 --> 00:10:41,531 and sometimes hit a tree directly in the forehead. 112 00:10:41,533 --> 00:10:45,101 But as they learn to see, either the darkness alters, 113 00:10:45,368 --> 00:10:48,536 or something in the sight adjusts itself to midnight. 114 00:10:48,538 --> 00:10:50,905 And life steps almost straight. 115 00:10:55,610 --> 00:10:56,176 Thoughts? 116 00:10:56,178 --> 00:10:57,677 Impressions? 117 00:10:58,945 --> 00:11:01,779 What does the poet mean by "accustomed"? 118 00:11:02,514 --> 00:11:03,146 Enrique? 119 00:11:03,148 --> 00:11:06,516 Well, where it says, "as they learn to see," 120 00:11:06,518 --> 00:11:08,951 And "adjusts itself to midnight," 121 00:11:08,953 --> 00:11:12,487 I think that's when you see better in the dark. 122 00:11:12,988 --> 00:11:14,054 How? 123 00:11:14,355 --> 00:11:15,955 You get used to it. 124 00:11:16,456 --> 00:11:17,823 Until it gets light again. 125 00:11:38,844 --> 00:11:41,445 What did you think of the poem, Alma? 126 00:11:41,546 --> 00:11:42,946 It was heavy. 127 00:11:44,348 --> 00:11:45,481 Heavy... 128 00:11:45,483 --> 00:11:46,648 How? 129 00:11:46,650 --> 00:11:47,849 Well... 130 00:11:47,851 --> 00:11:51,485 It's like you don't know when it's going to be light again. 131 00:11:51,487 --> 00:11:54,020 It might just keep getting darker. 132 00:12:36,761 --> 00:12:38,561 - No! - Let go! Right now! 133 00:12:38,563 --> 00:12:38,961 No! 134 00:12:38,963 --> 00:12:41,797 So, what did we tell you about stealing, huh? 135 00:12:41,799 --> 00:12:42,264 I don't remember! 136 00:12:42,266 --> 00:12:44,633 If everyone stole books from the library, 137 00:12:44,635 --> 00:12:46,201 there would be none left for anyone else! 138 00:12:46,468 --> 00:12:47,201 Can I just...? 139 00:12:47,203 --> 00:12:49,002 Can I just read this one? 140 00:12:49,004 --> 00:12:50,503 Look, look, look! 141 00:12:51,037 --> 00:12:52,203 The elephants, look! 142 00:12:52,470 --> 00:12:54,003 When they die, it's inconceivable, 143 00:12:54,005 --> 00:12:55,170 when they die, their memory... 144 00:12:55,437 --> 00:12:56,937 - Go to the office. - No! 145 00:12:56,939 --> 00:12:58,038 - Now! - No! 146 00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:01,174 Adam, get your butt off this floor right now, 147 00:13:01,375 --> 00:13:03,876 and you get to the principal's now! 148 00:13:14,853 --> 00:13:17,721 Well, you know, the thing about the brain, 149 00:13:17,723 --> 00:13:19,089 or, I should say... 150 00:13:19,091 --> 00:13:20,890 the conscious brain, 151 00:13:20,892 --> 00:13:24,059 is that all you can do is scan things from left to right, 152 00:13:24,061 --> 00:13:26,528 absorbing information in these long, continuous sequences, 153 00:13:26,530 --> 00:13:27,996 which is why it takes so long 154 00:13:27,998 --> 00:13:29,030 to get educated. 155 00:13:29,032 --> 00:13:30,731 But the unconscious... 156 00:13:30,733 --> 00:13:33,834 The unconscious is a completely different story. 157 00:13:33,836 --> 00:13:37,003 It's a whole different level of learning. 158 00:13:37,904 --> 00:13:41,806 Because words have no intrinsic meaning, they're just pointers... 159 00:13:41,808 --> 00:13:43,240 - Right. - We see this, we see that... 160 00:13:43,507 --> 00:13:45,241 What is this? This is a fucking table. 161 00:13:45,508 --> 00:13:47,775 Who says it's a fucking table, but I've named it, 162 00:13:47,777 --> 00:13:49,676 and separated it out from everything else 163 00:13:49,678 --> 00:13:51,244 and Bob's your uncle, right? 164 00:13:51,511 --> 00:13:55,080 But that's not how kids see it, or animals, 165 00:13:55,414 --> 00:13:58,849 When you drown out all the noise and the static, 166 00:13:58,851 --> 00:14:03,052 and simply look at what's actually there. 167 00:14:03,054 --> 00:14:04,153 Sorry. 168 00:14:04,155 --> 00:14:06,288 And the thing that I'm grappling with 169 00:14:06,556 --> 00:14:11,859 by just focusing on the most obvious linear input stream. 170 00:14:12,093 --> 00:14:14,861 Wow, looks like you've been busy. 171 00:14:14,863 --> 00:14:16,329 Yeah, a little bit. 172 00:14:16,997 --> 00:14:19,665 It sounds complicated. 173 00:14:19,667 --> 00:14:21,233 That's my point, right there... 174 00:14:21,500 --> 00:14:23,601 - That's what you say. - It's complicated to me, 175 00:14:23,603 --> 00:14:24,568 you have a good handle on it. 176 00:14:24,570 --> 00:14:25,669 I have a different idea. 177 00:14:25,671 --> 00:14:27,570 You seem to have a grasp of it. 178 00:14:27,572 --> 00:14:30,306 Hey, you guys want to go karaoking later on? 179 00:14:30,840 --> 00:14:33,107 Yeah, let's see how we feel after dinner. 180 00:14:33,109 --> 00:14:34,942 - Thanks for having me. - You're welcome. 181 00:14:34,944 --> 00:14:36,043 Gimme a hug, alright? 182 00:14:36,045 --> 00:14:37,844 My fucking brother. 183 00:14:42,215 --> 00:14:45,850 Oh, wow, thank you, that's really nice, thanks. 184 00:14:45,852 --> 00:14:49,119 I want you to know I really appreciate this. 185 00:14:49,987 --> 00:14:51,187 No worries. 186 00:14:51,555 --> 00:14:53,289 I fucking loved that kid. 187 00:14:54,658 --> 00:14:56,858 Can't believe it's been a year. 188 00:14:58,861 --> 00:15:00,928 He really loved you too. 189 00:15:03,031 --> 00:15:04,598 Did he really? 190 00:15:06,500 --> 00:15:07,900 Imagine that. 191 00:15:08,735 --> 00:15:10,068 Oh, fuck... 192 00:15:10,070 --> 00:15:12,837 And yet you never once remembered his birthday. 193 00:15:12,839 --> 00:15:15,973 Okay, the fact that I'm a super-flawed individual. 194 00:15:15,975 --> 00:15:18,308 - Is already on the table. - How hard was that, Tim? 195 00:15:18,575 --> 00:15:23,078 For a self-medicating asshole like me, it was hard, yeah. 196 00:15:24,113 --> 00:15:25,980 Look, are you mad at me right now? 197 00:15:25,982 --> 00:15:28,215 Jiggle the handle on the bathroom if you go, 198 00:15:28,482 --> 00:15:29,815 it gets stuck. 199 00:19:53,900 --> 00:19:55,901 - Are you a retard? - What? 200 00:19:56,135 --> 00:19:59,337 My mom says you should be in a special school. 201 00:20:29,198 --> 00:20:32,400 A trooper stopped his van outside Harrisburg. 202 00:20:33,468 --> 00:20:34,968 Take a moment, huh? 203 00:20:34,970 --> 00:20:36,369 Think back to that day. 204 00:20:36,371 --> 00:20:39,171 - Come on. - You see if he looks familiar. 205 00:20:51,217 --> 00:20:52,183 No... 206 00:20:52,350 --> 00:20:53,416 No. 207 00:20:54,084 --> 00:20:55,451 Where's he from? 208 00:20:55,453 --> 00:20:56,652 Upstate New York. 209 00:20:56,654 --> 00:20:59,021 He's got a farm outside of Longville. 210 00:20:59,489 --> 00:21:01,990 We found a hard drive in the back of his van. 211 00:21:01,992 --> 00:21:03,925 There were images, 212 00:21:03,927 --> 00:21:05,993 young boys, children... 213 00:21:08,229 --> 00:21:10,964 Okay, you know, this has nothing to do with us. 214 00:21:10,966 --> 00:21:12,165 It very well may not. 215 00:21:12,167 --> 00:21:15,101 I wanna see this fucking guy right now! 216 00:21:15,269 --> 00:21:18,169 You know that's not possible. 217 00:21:20,272 --> 00:21:21,205 Yeah? 218 00:21:24,943 --> 00:21:28,578 Sarah, are you sure you don't want to take a closer look? 219 00:21:33,983 --> 00:21:35,583 Oh, forget it. 220 00:21:40,955 --> 00:21:42,055 Okay... 221 00:21:44,558 --> 00:21:46,292 I'll keep you updated. 222 00:21:59,371 --> 00:22:01,705 - Who are we listening to? - Burzum. 223 00:22:10,046 --> 00:22:13,447 - You buy this for yourself? - It's my older brother's. 224 00:22:14,148 --> 00:22:15,982 Does he know you're listening to it? 225 00:22:16,416 --> 00:22:18,350 He's in Afghanistan. 226 00:22:26,457 --> 00:22:28,257 Listen, Alma... 227 00:22:28,925 --> 00:22:30,592 You're a smart person, 228 00:22:30,859 --> 00:22:33,026 but you don't turn in your homework. 229 00:22:33,028 --> 00:22:35,428 So I'm going to have to fail you. 230 00:22:38,932 --> 00:22:41,365 Or you could just get motivated. 231 00:22:43,534 --> 00:22:44,700 Yeah... 232 00:22:45,068 --> 00:22:46,435 Just do you best, okay? 233 00:22:47,003 --> 00:22:48,069 Okay. 234 00:22:48,437 --> 00:22:49,537 Oh! 235 00:22:51,339 --> 00:22:52,439 Jesus! 236 00:22:52,540 --> 00:22:54,507 Is that supposed to feel good? 237 00:22:54,941 --> 00:22:56,374 - Is that the idea? - No. 238 00:22:57,342 --> 00:22:58,508 It hurts. 239 00:24:21,150 --> 00:24:24,451 ...you feel so, like, unreal, you know? 240 00:24:24,453 --> 00:24:25,585 Like... 241 00:24:25,587 --> 00:24:30,089 "Twilight Zone," just removed from reality. 242 00:24:30,958 --> 00:24:35,627 everybody's moving at different speeds from everybody else. 243 00:24:35,728 --> 00:24:38,329 Like you're moving in slow motion, and the world is... 244 00:24:38,331 --> 00:24:40,331 zipping around you... 245 00:24:41,433 --> 00:24:42,499 Hi! 246 00:24:42,501 --> 00:24:43,700 Welcome. 247 00:24:43,702 --> 00:24:49,272 There is a place that you get to that's beyond all of that, 248 00:24:49,274 --> 00:24:53,676 You move through to a place of peace and acceptance. 249 00:24:54,110 --> 00:24:56,244 And it's not just for you, 250 00:24:56,246 --> 00:24:58,879 but for the person that you lost, too. 251 00:24:59,146 --> 00:25:03,148 And if you can just stay focused on the positive, 252 00:25:03,150 --> 00:25:05,116 every day find a way to 253 00:25:05,118 --> 00:25:07,585 touch the positive in your life, 254 00:25:07,719 --> 00:25:11,420 and eventually your journey will lead you there. 255 00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:15,556 - Eventually? - Yeah. 256 00:25:16,391 --> 00:25:19,359 It takes, I don't know, as long as it takes. 257 00:25:19,361 --> 00:25:20,760 - You know? - Yep. 258 00:25:21,228 --> 00:25:23,495 Anybody else want to share? 259 00:25:23,497 --> 00:25:24,829 Jenna? 260 00:25:24,831 --> 00:25:29,333 When you first lose that person, you think you're not gonna be... 261 00:25:29,467 --> 00:25:32,235 able to go back to normal, you know, 262 00:25:32,237 --> 00:25:35,238 and you don't, but it changes and... 263 00:25:35,639 --> 00:25:37,172 You know... 264 00:25:37,573 --> 00:25:40,541 I really related to what you said about... 265 00:27:13,727 --> 00:27:16,695 Our next door neighbors growing up had a kid with Asperger's. 266 00:27:16,697 --> 00:27:19,631 You gave her your birthday, or a date in history, 267 00:27:19,633 --> 00:27:21,232 when Lincoln was shot, 268 00:27:21,234 --> 00:27:23,500 she'd tell you exactly what day of the week it was. 269 00:27:23,502 --> 00:27:25,368 Not Adam Heywood. 270 00:27:25,469 --> 00:27:27,570 Nope, just elephants. 271 00:27:27,771 --> 00:27:29,872 He wears the same shirt every day. 272 00:27:30,173 --> 00:27:31,740 - Does he have parents? - Foster parents. 273 00:27:31,742 --> 00:27:33,308 His mom's a piece of work. 274 00:27:33,310 --> 00:27:35,777 And for sure, the dad has a record. 275 00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:37,445 You've seen them? 276 00:27:37,447 --> 00:27:39,613 Adam forgets his lunch like three times a week. 277 00:27:39,615 --> 00:27:41,848 And his mom has to bring it to him. 278 00:27:42,115 --> 00:27:45,383 And she is always super-duper pissed about it. 279 00:27:45,385 --> 00:27:47,852 Yeah, I can't believe what she feeds them. 280 00:27:48,153 --> 00:27:50,254 - What? - Fried chicken, every day. 281 00:27:50,256 --> 00:27:51,688 It's disgusting. 282 00:27:57,527 --> 00:27:59,694 - Hey, how's it going? - Hi, Pete. 283 00:28:02,497 --> 00:28:03,930 You know it's a process, right? 284 00:28:04,298 --> 00:28:06,032 Just gotta hang in there, man. 285 00:28:06,366 --> 00:28:07,766 - That's all. - Yeah. 286 00:28:08,434 --> 00:28:09,700 Thanks. 287 00:28:13,438 --> 00:28:15,939 This world is so out of our control, you know? 288 00:28:16,206 --> 00:28:18,273 Things just happen to us, the worst things 289 00:28:18,275 --> 00:28:19,374 and we just gotta... 290 00:28:19,376 --> 00:28:21,275 be able, at the end of the day, just say, 291 00:28:24,846 --> 00:28:27,614 You know what Ted usually tells us? "The only way past is through." 292 00:28:27,616 --> 00:28:28,781 Yeah... 293 00:28:32,785 --> 00:28:36,386 You know, I've never known what happened to you. 294 00:28:36,887 --> 00:28:38,787 Do you mind my asking? 295 00:28:39,655 --> 00:28:41,722 Ahh, yeah, just... 296 00:28:41,724 --> 00:28:43,423 It was my daughter. 297 00:28:43,657 --> 00:28:46,525 My daughter, she was coming home... 298 00:28:46,759 --> 00:28:50,394 on her bike from a friend's house, she had slept over and... 299 00:28:51,462 --> 00:28:52,929 And this investment banker guy 300 00:28:53,196 --> 00:28:56,597 was coming home drunk from some bachelor party and... 301 00:28:57,932 --> 00:28:59,599 And he hit her. 302 00:29:00,434 --> 00:29:04,536 And, he took off, and he left her on the side of the road. 303 00:29:05,237 --> 00:29:06,971 And my marriage, it just... 304 00:29:08,506 --> 00:29:11,341 My wife and I, we were just... 305 00:29:11,442 --> 00:29:12,908 just... 306 00:29:15,845 --> 00:29:17,979 It's been, what, about two years now? 307 00:29:18,246 --> 00:29:20,714 I still wake up every morning expecting them to be there. 308 00:29:20,716 --> 00:29:23,917 I even prayed to God, I asked Him how to deal with this... 309 00:29:24,184 --> 00:29:25,851 How do I live with it? 310 00:29:25,853 --> 00:29:29,020 And He answered me, and He said, "Look inside." 311 00:29:30,856 --> 00:29:32,857 "Let that guide you." 312 00:29:41,832 --> 00:29:44,099 You know, it's funny, this city... 313 00:29:44,366 --> 00:29:46,600 You know how you bump into people all the time? 314 00:29:46,602 --> 00:29:48,468 I keep thinking... 315 00:29:48,470 --> 00:29:50,937 I keep thinking that I'm going to bump into the guy. 316 00:29:51,204 --> 00:29:54,406 Right, I mean, he did his time and now he's out, 317 00:29:54,408 --> 00:29:58,343 and what if I bump into him down in the subway station with his kids, 318 00:29:58,345 --> 00:30:01,045 waiting for the train, train comes in... 319 00:30:05,283 --> 00:30:06,850 And I push him. 320 00:30:06,951 --> 00:30:09,519 I push him right into the tracks. 321 00:30:09,953 --> 00:30:13,488 You know, just watch his body fucking come apart. 322 00:30:55,761 --> 00:30:58,061 - What'd you get? - Drumsticks. 323 00:30:59,563 --> 00:31:00,429 Is that it? 324 00:31:10,838 --> 00:31:14,740 Hey, how do you know what the word "inconceivable" means? 325 00:31:15,975 --> 00:31:18,476 I don't know, I just do. 326 00:31:21,913 --> 00:31:23,847 - What's that? - Zarontin. 327 00:31:23,849 --> 00:31:25,181 It's for my seizures. 328 00:31:25,448 --> 00:31:27,182 It's an anti-epileptic. 329 00:31:27,449 --> 00:31:29,716 "Anti" mean against and... 330 00:31:29,718 --> 00:31:31,651 It's much better than Depakote 331 00:31:31,653 --> 00:31:34,620 because it doesn't make me constipated. 332 00:31:34,721 --> 00:31:37,689 And of course, to be taken with meals. 333 00:31:40,993 --> 00:31:43,060 I'm doing bad in school. 334 00:31:43,327 --> 00:31:44,660 It's a problem. 335 00:31:45,361 --> 00:31:46,861 What subjects are you having trouble with? 336 00:31:46,863 --> 00:31:49,196 I don't know, all of them. 337 00:31:52,833 --> 00:31:55,467 Did you know that elephants walk on their tiptoes? 338 00:31:55,469 --> 00:31:58,169 They have four toes on their forelimbs, 339 00:31:58,436 --> 00:32:00,503 and three toes on their hindlimbs. 340 00:32:09,678 --> 00:32:11,779 You're a really smart kid. 341 00:32:12,013 --> 00:32:13,045 You know that? 342 00:32:15,548 --> 00:32:16,581 No. 343 00:32:22,387 --> 00:32:24,187 Can I have a sip of your soda? 344 00:32:27,324 --> 00:32:28,090 No? 345 00:32:29,092 --> 00:32:30,692 I'll just choke. 346 00:32:51,877 --> 00:32:54,210 Turn the music off for me, please. 347 00:32:55,812 --> 00:32:57,078 I'm not gonna ask you twice. 348 00:32:57,679 --> 00:32:59,813 Yeah, I'd be happy to. Come in. 349 00:33:03,050 --> 00:33:04,183 What's the problem? 350 00:33:06,553 --> 00:33:07,718 Thank you very much! 351 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:10,520 Guess what? The neighbors fucking called cause your beats are shit! 352 00:33:10,522 --> 00:33:11,988 - Don't give me your finger! - Fuck you. 353 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:13,923 - Excuse me? - You heard what I said. 354 00:33:13,925 --> 00:33:15,791 - No, say it again. - I said fuck you. 355 00:33:15,793 --> 00:33:16,992 - Fuck you! - Hey, hey... 356 00:33:16,994 --> 00:33:18,860 - You don't say that to me! - Don't do that! 357 00:33:18,862 --> 00:33:20,595 - Stop that. - It's fucking bullshit! 358 00:33:20,597 --> 00:33:22,863 Do me a favor, move over here, okay? 359 00:33:22,865 --> 00:33:24,865 Actually, no, go back to the room. 360 00:33:24,867 --> 00:33:26,166 Why do I have go in the other room? 361 00:33:26,433 --> 00:33:27,766 Let me talk to her. 362 00:33:27,768 --> 00:33:29,667 So I'm sorry to break her shit, 363 00:33:29,669 --> 00:33:31,702 but she's running around town fucking everybody! 364 00:33:31,704 --> 00:33:33,070 It's really hard for me not to! 365 00:33:33,072 --> 00:33:34,171 Just go into the back... 366 00:33:34,438 --> 00:33:35,704 Oh, little baby gonna cry? 367 00:33:35,706 --> 00:33:37,672 Sorry, asshole. 368 00:33:37,674 --> 00:33:41,709 But look, it's not my problem? What am I apologizing for? 369 00:33:41,810 --> 00:33:43,644 What am I...? Okay, I'm sorry. 370 00:33:43,646 --> 00:33:45,779 - For being a little bitch! - Okay... 371 00:33:45,781 --> 00:33:48,548 - Cut the... Nice! - Uuughhhhh! 372 00:33:48,649 --> 00:33:50,049 Ahhhh... 373 00:33:53,887 --> 00:33:55,287 Can I sit down? 374 00:33:55,554 --> 00:33:56,820 Yeah, sure. 375 00:34:13,169 --> 00:34:15,837 Can I assume that you're the rational one? 376 00:34:15,839 --> 00:34:16,704 Yeah. 377 00:34:16,706 --> 00:34:18,806 Bullshit! Bullshit! 378 00:34:18,808 --> 00:34:21,175 - He does not exist. - I'm right here, baby! 379 00:34:21,442 --> 00:34:22,141 I'm right here! 380 00:34:22,143 --> 00:34:23,942 Has he ever hurt you? 381 00:34:25,511 --> 00:34:26,577 No. 382 00:34:26,579 --> 00:34:30,546 He's never fucking hit me, he's too much of a pussy. 383 00:34:31,548 --> 00:34:32,881 Relationships 384 00:34:32,883 --> 00:34:34,048 suck! 385 00:34:35,817 --> 00:34:37,017 They suck! 386 00:34:41,889 --> 00:34:43,756 Do you have a girlfriend? 387 00:34:44,624 --> 00:34:48,126 - That's fucked up, man. - No, it's not fucked up! 388 00:34:48,128 --> 00:34:50,194 - Bullshit! - Okay... 389 00:34:51,596 --> 00:34:53,063 You two... 390 00:34:53,664 --> 00:34:56,298 You're driving the neighbors crazy so... 391 00:34:56,999 --> 00:34:58,566 Figure it out. 392 00:34:58,767 --> 00:35:00,667 - Have a great day. - Wait. 393 00:35:00,768 --> 00:35:01,667 Are you leaving? 394 00:35:01,669 --> 00:35:03,335 Yeah, don't make me come back either. 395 00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:03,934 Wait! 396 00:35:07,638 --> 00:35:09,672 I'm breaking up with you then. 397 00:35:14,076 --> 00:35:16,343 Take care of your fish. 398 00:35:16,844 --> 00:35:18,277 Have a good day. 399 00:38:03,329 --> 00:38:04,329 Hi. 400 00:38:04,797 --> 00:38:05,730 Hey. 401 00:38:05,732 --> 00:38:07,298 Is everything okay? 402 00:38:07,899 --> 00:38:10,000 Yeah, I'm just cleaning. 403 00:38:11,702 --> 00:38:14,336 Are you getting rid of these horrible things? 404 00:38:14,603 --> 00:38:15,302 Un-huh... 405 00:38:15,304 --> 00:38:17,971 - Unless you want them. - Well, I... 406 00:38:17,973 --> 00:38:20,773 Yeah, I didn't wanna ask, but I saw this... 407 00:38:20,775 --> 00:38:24,475 this one about "Feminine Mystique," and I thought... 408 00:38:24,742 --> 00:38:26,242 Oh, how appropriate. 409 00:38:26,244 --> 00:38:27,142 Yeah. 410 00:38:30,179 --> 00:38:32,847 You need any help with anything? 411 00:38:33,381 --> 00:38:34,748 No. 412 00:38:50,130 --> 00:38:51,363 You know, there was a... 413 00:38:51,630 --> 00:38:52,896 I had a... 414 00:38:52,898 --> 00:38:56,132 a house-sitting thing, that sort of fell through, 415 00:38:56,134 --> 00:38:57,766 and there was a... 416 00:38:57,768 --> 00:38:59,801 a teaching thing, and then I sort of... 417 00:38:59,803 --> 00:39:02,837 You know, I don't know, it's all just like... 418 00:39:04,139 --> 00:39:07,207 I think I gonna go back to Portland and... 419 00:39:07,341 --> 00:39:10,343 try to apply back to grad school though. 420 00:39:14,647 --> 00:39:16,547 Hey, you know I feel like... 421 00:39:16,814 --> 00:39:19,982 It seems like I'm just hovering and I... 422 00:39:20,183 --> 00:39:22,417 I'm just taking up space but... 423 00:39:22,684 --> 00:39:25,485 I'll be out of here before you know it. 424 00:39:25,752 --> 00:39:28,887 But I wanted to say if there's something that you need, 425 00:39:28,889 --> 00:39:31,889 somebody to talk to, that I've got big ears. 426 00:39:34,158 --> 00:39:36,559 - And I'm a good listener. - Okay. 427 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:38,226 Sorry. 428 00:39:38,327 --> 00:39:39,360 Alright. 429 00:39:39,861 --> 00:39:40,827 Have to... Okay. 430 00:39:40,829 --> 00:39:41,427 Okay. 431 00:39:41,761 --> 00:39:43,128 Alright. 432 00:40:12,223 --> 00:40:13,990 Food okay? 433 00:40:14,358 --> 00:40:15,558 Un-huh. 434 00:40:17,294 --> 00:40:19,395 Why don't you eat something? 435 00:40:20,897 --> 00:40:23,498 Just wondering what he's doing right now? 436 00:41:09,745 --> 00:41:12,012 Adam, we can't keep doing this. 437 00:41:13,214 --> 00:41:15,181 - When's she coming? - I dunno. 438 00:41:15,183 --> 00:41:16,315 Soon. 439 00:41:16,317 --> 00:41:20,352 Lunch is going to be over by the time she gets here. 440 00:41:30,027 --> 00:41:32,094 What the fuck is the matter with you, huh? 441 00:41:32,261 --> 00:41:34,195 - What? - Sorry. 442 00:41:34,496 --> 00:41:36,430 - Right. What's new. - Thank you. 443 00:43:48,452 --> 00:43:50,252 Menthol Lights. 444 00:43:53,322 --> 00:43:56,057 No debit card purchase of under $20. 445 00:43:56,425 --> 00:43:57,591 For real? 446 00:43:58,159 --> 00:43:59,792 Fuckin' Christ... 447 00:44:02,462 --> 00:44:04,029 Can you just...? Come on, dude. 448 00:44:04,031 --> 00:44:05,463 Cash only. 449 00:44:07,999 --> 00:44:09,532 - Fuck me! - I can get it. 450 00:44:10,667 --> 00:44:12,768 No, hey, I... You don't have to... 451 00:44:13,035 --> 00:44:15,202 Yeah, it's fine. Just put it all together. 452 00:44:15,204 --> 00:44:16,636 You don't have to do that. 453 00:44:16,903 --> 00:44:18,136 I know. 454 00:44:22,372 --> 00:44:23,538 Thanks. 455 00:44:28,343 --> 00:44:29,576 Hey, I got a pen in my car, 456 00:44:29,578 --> 00:44:31,110 I'll get your address, I'll pay you back. 457 00:44:31,112 --> 00:44:32,311 No, it's okay. 458 00:44:32,313 --> 00:44:34,313 No, really, I don't like owing anybody anything. 459 00:44:34,315 --> 00:44:36,447 It's not necessary. 460 00:44:38,483 --> 00:44:39,316 Hey! 461 00:44:39,318 --> 00:44:40,750 I sell supplements. 462 00:44:41,017 --> 00:44:42,317 You know Metabolife? 463 00:44:42,418 --> 00:44:44,252 If you're interested, I'll hook you up. 464 00:44:44,254 --> 00:44:44,652 Oh... 465 00:44:44,654 --> 00:44:46,720 Great stuff, we're running a promotion right now. 466 00:44:46,987 --> 00:44:48,587 No, no, it's okay. 467 00:44:48,589 --> 00:44:50,155 It's good stuff. 468 00:44:50,356 --> 00:44:51,388 - You sure? - Yeah. 469 00:44:54,158 --> 00:44:55,324 Alright. 470 00:44:57,660 --> 00:44:58,826 Do you have any kids? 471 00:44:59,627 --> 00:45:01,160 Me, no. Why? 472 00:45:01,427 --> 00:45:02,560 Ahhh... 473 00:45:02,694 --> 00:45:04,695 It's not really a family vehicle. 474 00:45:04,962 --> 00:45:06,062 Oh... 475 00:45:06,064 --> 00:45:09,365 Yeah, you know, got no time for it. 476 00:45:09,367 --> 00:45:11,266 Focusing on my career, and what not. 477 00:45:12,501 --> 00:45:15,302 - How about you? - Yeah, I have a little boy. 478 00:45:18,105 --> 00:45:19,371 Mothers and sons... 479 00:45:19,373 --> 00:45:21,806 They have a special bond, right? 480 00:45:29,147 --> 00:45:30,347 - Right, thanks... - Yeah. 481 00:45:30,349 --> 00:45:31,247 Yeah. 482 00:45:38,288 --> 00:45:40,489 Standing alone in the 483 00:45:41,324 --> 00:45:43,425 house that I grew up in, 484 00:45:43,559 --> 00:45:45,293 there's a... 485 00:45:45,994 --> 00:45:48,395 big field back behind it, 486 00:45:48,397 --> 00:45:50,196 and I can... 487 00:45:52,332 --> 00:45:54,833 And I can see Jessie back there. 488 00:45:55,301 --> 00:45:58,603 There's real tall grass back there and... 489 00:45:58,605 --> 00:46:01,739 he's just kind of appearing and... 490 00:46:02,107 --> 00:46:03,507 disappearing... 491 00:46:03,908 --> 00:46:07,577 And he looks just totally on his own. 492 00:46:12,649 --> 00:46:15,317 He just used to have a... 493 00:46:18,521 --> 00:46:20,655 He had a real... 494 00:46:24,626 --> 00:46:28,128 He had a real good time just 495 00:46:29,330 --> 00:46:32,431 playing on his own by himself. 496 00:46:34,567 --> 00:46:36,167 And... 497 00:46:40,371 --> 00:46:43,606 You know, I can just see that he's happy. 498 00:46:50,246 --> 00:46:54,482 And, you know, I can hear him laughing. 499 00:46:57,152 --> 00:46:58,886 And that always... 500 00:47:00,054 --> 00:47:02,555 That always used to make me laugh. 501 00:47:03,523 --> 00:47:05,690 He had, like a... 502 00:47:06,591 --> 00:47:10,293 He had a real funny little laugh cause he was 503 00:47:10,394 --> 00:47:11,627 so little... 504 00:47:11,629 --> 00:47:14,495 When he'd laugh really hard... 505 00:47:19,767 --> 00:47:22,801 He had, like this real... 506 00:47:23,602 --> 00:47:25,769 real deep laugh. 507 00:47:28,672 --> 00:47:31,673 And it didn't even sound like, you know, it... 508 00:47:33,275 --> 00:47:36,176 could come out of him, and always used to 509 00:47:36,577 --> 00:47:38,444 make me laugh. 510 00:47:40,246 --> 00:47:41,379 Ah... 511 00:47:42,414 --> 00:47:43,714 Thanks. 512 00:47:46,417 --> 00:47:49,652 So good, so good, Phil, and... 513 00:47:50,253 --> 00:47:54,389 And that's a place that you can go back to anytime, right? 514 00:48:02,197 --> 00:48:06,400 "Over 100,000 Elephants Killed by Poachers in the Last Three Years" 515 00:48:29,523 --> 00:48:31,557 Take your time, there's one photo in particular 516 00:48:31,559 --> 00:48:33,625 we'd like you to look at. 517 00:48:34,660 --> 00:48:37,495 So, it's two children, I can see that. 518 00:48:38,797 --> 00:48:40,697 Two boys... 519 00:48:42,132 --> 00:48:44,399 facing away from the camera... 520 00:48:49,537 --> 00:48:52,505 Jesus, I don't know, maybe... 521 00:48:55,274 --> 00:48:57,608 - Sarah, if you want to... - It's not him. 522 00:48:57,610 --> 00:49:00,310 - Could you please just look at it? - This is complete bullshit! 523 00:49:00,577 --> 00:49:01,877 It's not him. 524 00:49:02,245 --> 00:49:04,012 Please take a look at it. 525 00:49:10,418 --> 00:49:12,619 So besides the photos, what else do you have? 526 00:49:12,621 --> 00:49:15,688 The forensic team is up at his property now. 527 00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:22,927 Fuck... 528 00:49:23,495 --> 00:49:24,428 Hey... 529 00:49:25,229 --> 00:49:26,896 Jessie is fine. 530 00:49:27,864 --> 00:49:29,798 I can feel it. 531 00:49:41,775 --> 00:49:42,808 Sarah... 532 00:49:43,142 --> 00:49:43,975 Sarah? 533 00:49:44,910 --> 00:49:46,677 This is real. 534 00:49:46,778 --> 00:49:47,978 Alright? 535 00:49:48,379 --> 00:49:50,713 So you need to wake the fuck up! 536 00:53:11,402 --> 00:53:12,835 Morning. 537 00:53:22,378 --> 00:53:23,578 Seen Sarah? 538 00:53:25,714 --> 00:53:28,148 She went out earlier, she's... 539 00:53:29,016 --> 00:53:30,683 She went to school. 540 00:53:30,850 --> 00:53:33,017 She needs help, Tim. 541 00:53:35,387 --> 00:53:37,087 You know what I think? 542 00:53:38,522 --> 00:53:41,557 I think she's gonna figure it out herself. 543 00:53:46,696 --> 00:53:47,829 Yeah? 544 00:53:55,670 --> 00:53:56,836 Yeah... 545 00:54:05,045 --> 00:54:07,646 Because I could not stop for Death, 546 00:54:07,648 --> 00:54:10,015 he kindly stopped for me, 547 00:54:10,383 --> 00:54:12,684 the carriage held but just ourselves 548 00:54:12,686 --> 00:54:14,585 and immortality. 549 00:54:18,823 --> 00:54:19,923 Okay. 550 00:54:23,627 --> 00:54:24,560 Good. 551 00:54:24,562 --> 00:54:27,963 Can anyone tell me what the carriage of this... 552 00:54:27,965 --> 00:54:29,731 poem is... 553 00:54:38,039 --> 00:54:39,672 Be right back. 554 00:55:25,117 --> 00:55:26,749 Great fucking block. 555 00:55:26,751 --> 00:55:27,916 Come on! 556 00:55:27,918 --> 00:55:29,183 - Huh? - Yeah. 557 00:55:29,450 --> 00:55:31,617 Well, you gotta loosen up. 558 00:55:31,818 --> 00:55:34,019 Got a tennis fan over here. 559 00:55:34,453 --> 00:55:36,187 No, it was a good block. 560 00:55:50,635 --> 00:55:52,135 Thanks, man, thank you very much. 561 00:55:52,137 --> 00:55:53,302 Right! 562 00:55:54,003 --> 00:55:55,169 Cheers, fellas. 563 00:55:59,805 --> 00:56:01,338 What's that all about? 564 00:56:01,772 --> 00:56:03,139 Oh, ahhh... 565 00:56:03,473 --> 00:56:04,306 Kelly. 566 00:56:04,707 --> 00:56:05,840 She's... 567 00:56:05,941 --> 00:56:06,807 Get this... 568 00:56:06,809 --> 00:56:08,041 She's pregnant. 569 00:56:08,043 --> 00:56:09,742 No shit! 570 00:56:09,876 --> 00:56:11,643 Yeah, man, it's early. 571 00:56:12,144 --> 00:56:13,677 How early? 572 00:56:13,944 --> 00:56:15,110 Like... 573 00:56:15,511 --> 00:56:16,777 Four months. 574 00:56:17,011 --> 00:56:19,679 What, you weren't gonna tell me? 575 00:56:19,946 --> 00:56:21,780 What are you talking about, man? I just told you. 576 00:56:21,782 --> 00:56:23,348 - Hey, it's fucking awesome! - Thank you! 577 00:56:23,615 --> 00:56:24,381 What is it? 578 00:56:24,915 --> 00:56:26,015 It's a... 579 00:56:26,716 --> 00:56:27,816 It's a boy. 580 00:56:27,917 --> 00:56:30,785 Wow, a baby! That is outstanding. 581 00:56:30,787 --> 00:56:31,619 Thanks, man. 582 00:56:31,621 --> 00:56:33,787 - You must be so proud. - I am. 583 00:56:33,789 --> 00:56:34,921 We gotta celebrate. 584 00:56:34,923 --> 00:56:36,622 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Get another round. 585 00:56:36,624 --> 00:56:38,757 Maybe next week, we can do something. 586 00:56:38,759 --> 00:56:39,390 Oh, when? 587 00:56:39,392 --> 00:56:42,326 - I dunno, Wednesday, or... - Next week? 588 00:56:42,593 --> 00:56:44,860 I gotta check with the boss, but I'll call you. 589 00:56:45,728 --> 00:56:48,362 Shit, man, I should go. I got a doctor's appointment... 590 00:56:48,629 --> 00:56:49,395 Doctor's appointment? 591 00:56:49,397 --> 00:56:51,397 This shit's starting to get real, right? 592 00:56:51,664 --> 00:56:53,131 Yeah, man, really real. 593 00:56:53,133 --> 00:56:55,633 Pretty exciting time, hold on, man. 594 00:56:55,867 --> 00:56:56,933 What? 595 00:56:58,769 --> 00:57:01,170 You think I'm gonna get it on you? 596 00:57:01,538 --> 00:57:03,105 - Get what? - My bad luck? 597 00:57:03,674 --> 00:57:06,808 What do you mean, "Come on, man"? 598 00:57:07,009 --> 00:57:08,709 - Phil... - Why are you acting like this? 599 00:57:08,711 --> 00:57:11,044 Think I'm going to infect you? 600 00:57:11,046 --> 00:57:12,812 Phil, that's enough, man. 601 00:57:12,814 --> 00:57:15,848 And talk to these guys, you're not gonna talk to me? 602 00:57:15,850 --> 00:57:18,417 Just want you to act like my fuckin' friend. 603 01:00:14,707 --> 01:00:15,840 So what's up? 604 01:00:15,842 --> 01:00:16,941 Hey. 605 01:00:17,242 --> 01:00:19,176 - How you doing today? - Great. 606 01:00:19,777 --> 01:00:20,910 How are you doing? 607 01:00:20,912 --> 01:00:22,278 Wish I'd slept a little bit more. 608 01:00:22,280 --> 01:00:23,579 Could use a cup of coffee. 609 01:00:23,846 --> 01:00:25,246 We'll get you one. 610 01:00:26,448 --> 01:00:28,248 What, you know the owner? 611 01:00:33,953 --> 01:00:35,186 What is that? 612 01:00:37,722 --> 01:00:39,255 His address. 613 01:00:44,461 --> 01:00:47,262 - Where'd you get this? - Look, Pete... 614 01:00:49,265 --> 01:00:52,133 You just do whatever you need to do. 615 01:00:52,234 --> 01:00:53,234 Okay? 616 01:00:53,401 --> 01:00:55,268 No judgment. 617 01:00:56,870 --> 01:00:57,970 What's the matter with you? 618 01:00:58,438 --> 01:00:59,971 Nothing. 619 01:00:59,973 --> 01:01:02,373 Nothing... I'm just trying to help. 620 01:01:02,375 --> 01:01:04,841 How is this supposed to help me? 621 01:01:07,744 --> 01:01:10,178 Well, I mean, it's what you wanted. 622 01:01:14,416 --> 01:01:16,517 We were sitting right there, you told me... 623 01:01:16,784 --> 01:01:18,618 I think it was just... 624 01:01:19,119 --> 01:01:21,854 I dunno, I was talking, that's all, just talking. 625 01:01:21,856 --> 01:01:24,223 Hell, we were sitting right there, you said... 626 01:01:24,225 --> 01:01:27,326 Dude, Dude, this is not helping. 627 01:01:28,361 --> 01:01:29,994 What kind of friend are you, man? 628 01:01:58,854 --> 01:02:01,155 I need to speak with Mrs. Anderson. 629 01:02:01,256 --> 01:02:02,389 Sarah? 630 01:02:06,392 --> 01:02:08,493 Can I have a word with you? 631 01:02:10,396 --> 01:02:12,396 - Time to go? - Yeah. 632 01:02:20,204 --> 01:02:22,471 Mr. Ciccarella will be right in. 633 01:02:43,924 --> 01:02:46,425 Does my brother know where you are? 634 01:02:48,027 --> 01:02:49,093 No. 635 01:02:54,032 --> 01:02:55,665 Is that okay with you? 636 01:03:05,809 --> 01:03:07,042 No, no... 637 01:03:09,012 --> 01:03:10,144 Why? 638 01:03:10,845 --> 01:03:12,078 That's DMT. 639 01:03:12,979 --> 01:03:14,145 Stop. 640 01:03:58,386 --> 01:04:00,220 My son is alive. 641 01:04:01,889 --> 01:04:04,323 - He's out there... - He's out there. 642 01:04:06,092 --> 01:04:07,058 You feel him? 643 01:04:09,461 --> 01:04:10,494 Yes! 644 01:04:12,463 --> 01:04:13,763 He's out there. 645 01:04:14,030 --> 01:04:14,696 He is. 646 01:04:31,645 --> 01:04:33,545 He's living with another family. 647 01:04:33,547 --> 01:04:34,579 What family? 648 01:04:34,581 --> 01:04:36,047 What family? 649 01:07:45,833 --> 01:07:46,732 Tequila. 650 01:08:02,781 --> 01:08:04,214 I know who you are. 651 01:08:04,216 --> 01:08:05,448 I know who you are. 652 01:08:05,450 --> 01:08:06,749 You're a teacher... 653 01:08:06,850 --> 01:08:08,784 at Essex County, right? 654 01:08:09,252 --> 01:08:11,820 I know, I know, cause I've seen you... 655 01:08:12,087 --> 01:08:12,586 I've... 656 01:08:12,588 --> 01:08:14,554 My son goes to school there. 657 01:08:14,556 --> 01:08:16,789 Yeah, not teaching today, huh? 658 01:08:17,257 --> 01:08:18,457 No. 659 01:08:19,659 --> 01:08:21,292 What is it, recess? 660 01:08:23,428 --> 01:08:25,395 My son's name is Adam. 661 01:08:25,796 --> 01:08:29,231 He's "special needs." You'd recognize him if you saw him. 662 01:08:29,233 --> 01:08:30,665 There's a lot of kids. 663 01:09:05,497 --> 01:09:08,565 You know what this song's supposed to be about? 664 01:09:08,567 --> 01:09:10,333 It's about a fire lake? 665 01:09:11,468 --> 01:09:13,935 Wow, you are a teacher. 666 01:09:16,238 --> 01:09:18,606 You send your son to a regular school? 667 01:09:18,740 --> 01:09:21,308 Yeah, until they kick him out. 668 01:09:22,810 --> 01:09:27,513 You don't send him to a special education program, or anything? 669 01:09:29,148 --> 01:09:30,581 No, he's... 670 01:09:30,682 --> 01:09:33,383 He's a foster kid, right? 671 01:09:33,751 --> 01:09:35,518 And the agency 672 01:09:35,520 --> 01:09:38,988 claims they didn't know about his condition. 673 01:09:39,255 --> 01:09:41,489 We thought we were getting a... 674 01:09:41,623 --> 01:09:42,856 ...normal kid? 675 01:09:43,791 --> 01:09:46,459 Yeah right, okay, I'm an asshole, alright? 676 01:09:46,461 --> 01:09:49,428 But you know, look, it's a burden. 677 01:09:49,862 --> 01:09:52,563 They don't let you just dump him? 678 01:09:53,264 --> 01:09:55,598 I'm glad you weren't my teacher. 679 01:09:56,199 --> 01:09:57,632 You should be. 680 01:09:58,200 --> 01:09:59,667 Look, I mean... 681 01:10:00,535 --> 01:10:02,035 He's a sweet kid, 682 01:10:02,569 --> 01:10:04,703 but if you're looking for Rain Man, 683 01:10:04,705 --> 01:10:08,440 or like a math genius, or a classical fucking pianist, 684 01:10:08,442 --> 01:10:10,074 you're out of luck. 685 01:10:10,542 --> 01:10:11,775 Out of luck. 686 01:10:11,777 --> 01:10:14,911 I heard that a lot of these kids, though, they're gifted. 687 01:10:15,178 --> 01:10:16,978 You just have to recognize what it is. 688 01:10:17,245 --> 01:10:21,815 Oh, he's gifted in staring at the fucking TV all day. 689 01:10:22,383 --> 01:10:23,315 Yeah. 690 01:10:26,185 --> 01:10:27,585 So am I. 691 01:10:31,923 --> 01:10:35,525 And what's your special talent? What are you good at...? 692 01:11:01,883 --> 01:11:03,583 Do that, do that! 693 01:11:04,752 --> 01:11:05,817 Do that! 694 01:11:06,618 --> 01:11:07,684 Yes...! 695 01:11:47,555 --> 01:11:49,689 Is it three o'clock yet? 696 01:11:50,524 --> 01:11:51,457 No. 697 01:11:54,494 --> 01:11:56,661 I'm supposed to pick up Adam. 698 01:12:00,999 --> 01:12:02,799 You still have an hour. 699 01:12:27,988 --> 01:12:30,456 Adam, your dad's here. 700 01:12:33,726 --> 01:12:37,128 - That's not my dad. - Adam, I'm not a babysitter. 701 01:12:37,395 --> 01:12:39,195 You wanna spend the night here at school, 702 01:12:39,462 --> 01:12:41,462 or do you wanna go home? 703 01:13:12,727 --> 01:13:13,859 Hi, Adam! 704 01:13:14,961 --> 01:13:16,461 Where's my dad? 705 01:13:16,463 --> 01:13:18,196 Your dad told me to come get you. 706 01:13:18,463 --> 01:13:21,031 - You know Joe? - I do. I know Joe. 707 01:13:21,033 --> 01:13:23,133 Old Joe Crow, 708 01:13:23,400 --> 01:13:25,167 who likes to crow... 709 01:13:28,504 --> 01:13:30,638 Hey, did you know that birds clean elephants? 710 01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:31,672 And, and... 711 01:13:31,773 --> 01:13:34,107 And that's called "symbiosis." 712 01:13:34,374 --> 01:13:35,707 Adam, why don't you get in the car? 713 01:13:35,709 --> 01:13:37,542 And you can tell me about, and we can go. 714 01:13:37,544 --> 01:13:39,110 Are you gonna take me home? 715 01:13:39,377 --> 01:13:40,243 Uh-huh. 716 01:13:41,678 --> 01:13:43,211 Unless there's somewhere else you'd like to go. 717 01:13:43,478 --> 01:13:45,679 I would like to go to Africa. 718 01:13:45,681 --> 01:13:49,949 There's the most amazing elephant sanctuary there. 719 01:13:51,851 --> 01:13:52,784 Okay. 720 01:13:53,519 --> 01:13:54,952 - Really. - Mm-hmm. 721 01:13:54,954 --> 01:13:57,120 - You serious? - Yeah. 722 01:13:57,921 --> 01:13:59,655 - How was school? - It was alright. 723 01:13:59,657 --> 01:14:00,689 Good. 724 01:14:07,362 --> 01:14:08,995 The flight must be long. 725 01:14:08,997 --> 01:14:11,063 Yeah, hours and hours. 726 01:14:11,597 --> 01:14:13,531 Are there movies on the plane? 727 01:14:13,533 --> 01:14:16,000 Ah-huh, movies and TV shows. 728 01:14:16,002 --> 01:14:17,267 Like "Animal Planet"? 729 01:14:17,701 --> 01:14:21,670 Yeah, we'll see, but I'm sure they have... 730 01:14:32,414 --> 01:14:33,847 Hey, you wanna get a burger first? 731 01:14:34,849 --> 01:14:36,749 - White Castle? - Yeah. 732 01:14:36,751 --> 01:14:38,851 - No chicken? - Never. 733 01:14:38,853 --> 01:14:41,220 - Can I get sliders? - Yep. 734 01:14:41,487 --> 01:14:43,554 - Can I get two? - Yeah. 735 01:14:43,556 --> 01:14:45,055 - Can I get four? - Only four? 736 01:14:45,057 --> 01:14:48,191 I'm gonna get cheese sliders, but I don't want any jalapeños. 737 01:14:48,458 --> 01:14:50,559 - I don't like jalapeños. - Okay... 738 01:14:50,561 --> 01:14:52,127 No jalapeños. 739 01:14:58,465 --> 01:15:01,300 Hi, it's Sarah, I'm not here, so leave a message. 740 01:15:10,575 --> 01:15:13,009 - Is it good? - It's delicious! 741 01:15:13,011 --> 01:15:14,844 I'm happy, Adam. 742 01:15:27,857 --> 01:15:29,324 Hey, finish up, okay? 743 01:15:29,591 --> 01:15:30,958 But we just got here. 744 01:15:30,960 --> 01:15:33,694 I know, but I think we should get going, we don't wanna be late. 745 01:15:33,696 --> 01:15:36,129 - Where's your food? - I'm not hungry. 746 01:15:36,131 --> 01:15:39,132 Well, I think you should eat if we're going on this long trip, 747 01:15:39,134 --> 01:15:41,167 I don't know if there's going to be food on the plane. 748 01:15:41,434 --> 01:15:42,567 I'll be okay. 749 01:15:42,569 --> 01:15:46,003 I like the cheeseburgers better than the jalapeño burgers 750 01:15:46,005 --> 01:15:48,572 because the jalapeño burgers are spicy. 751 01:15:48,673 --> 01:15:50,940 I like cheeseburgers... 752 01:15:50,942 --> 01:15:53,175 cause it's not spicy. 753 01:15:58,213 --> 01:15:59,780 Where are you going? 754 01:16:00,648 --> 01:16:03,216 - Just to the bathroom. - Are you coming back? 755 01:16:03,483 --> 01:16:04,115 Yeah. 756 01:16:26,103 --> 01:16:30,272 Sarah, I don't know where you are. I've been trying you for hours. 757 01:16:30,539 --> 01:16:32,640 Please call me back, they... 758 01:16:53,728 --> 01:16:57,063 This is Mommy's room and... 759 01:17:00,867 --> 01:17:03,768 This is the bathroom. 760 01:17:04,069 --> 01:17:08,204 And then here is my bedroom 761 01:17:08,206 --> 01:17:10,272 with the dinosaur. 762 01:17:14,710 --> 01:17:16,077 And my pink shirt. 763 01:17:31,959 --> 01:17:33,659 - Hi. - Hi. 764 01:17:34,560 --> 01:17:36,661 How you doing, big guy? 765 01:17:37,996 --> 01:17:39,997 - Don't waste the battery. - I won't. 766 01:17:39,999 --> 01:17:42,299 - You wanna watch the show? - No. 767 01:17:42,800 --> 01:17:43,800 Okay. 768 01:17:45,936 --> 01:17:47,336 Mom? 769 01:17:58,546 --> 01:18:00,113 Hey, let's go. 770 01:18:00,214 --> 01:18:02,181 - Why? - Cause. 771 01:18:02,615 --> 01:18:04,849 - Can I bring my food? - Yeah. 772 01:18:09,754 --> 01:18:12,989 Did you know that elephants pass the mirror test? 773 01:18:13,123 --> 01:18:17,893 That means that they can recognize themselves in the mirror. 774 01:18:22,030 --> 01:18:23,330 Is that the airport? 775 01:18:23,597 --> 01:18:24,730 Yeah. 776 01:18:33,971 --> 01:18:35,104 You ready? 777 01:20:17,402 --> 01:20:19,202 Where are we going? 778 01:20:19,670 --> 01:20:21,570 I don't know, I don't know. 779 01:20:51,028 --> 01:20:52,928 I think you should answer your phone. 780 01:21:13,716 --> 01:21:15,516 Where you going? 781 01:21:57,424 --> 01:21:59,290 Where you going? 782 01:22:01,526 --> 01:22:03,326 Don't leave me! 783 01:24:39,310 --> 01:24:40,410 Wait! 784 01:24:40,544 --> 01:24:42,144 Did you see that? 785 01:24:45,181 --> 01:24:47,115 Can you stop the car? 786 01:24:47,950 --> 01:24:49,283 Pull over! 787 01:26:02,115 --> 01:26:04,382 She's an elephas maximus. 788 01:26:05,283 --> 01:26:06,683 An Asian elephant. 789 01:26:10,387 --> 01:26:12,755 She has a hump-like structure on her head. 790 01:26:13,022 --> 01:26:14,389 Her ears don't pass her neck. 791 01:26:14,391 --> 01:26:16,557 She has a dent on her forehead. 792 01:34:48,499 --> 01:34:51,400 Mistral Artist - New York