WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:32.963 --> 00:00:34.930 When will we be in Ithaca? 2 00:00:34.932 --> 00:00:37.399 - About three hours... - Twenty minutes. 3 00:00:37.401 --> 00:00:39.667 - Three hours. - Get comfy. 4 00:00:39.934 --> 00:00:41.100 Get comfy. 5 00:00:41.102 --> 00:00:44.236 What about taking a nap? Feel like a little nap? 6 00:00:44.238 --> 00:00:46.404 Just put your head down and go to sleep? 7 00:00:46.406 --> 00:00:47.538 Nahhhh... 8 00:00:50.909 --> 00:00:52.542 Oh, honey, you're making a mess. 9 00:00:52.809 --> 00:00:55.043 It's not me doing it, it's the cookies. 10 00:00:55.045 --> 00:00:57.045 Oh, right. 11 00:00:57.212 --> 00:00:59.112 You're like a little lawyer. 12 00:01:02.082 --> 00:01:03.315 I just cleaned it. 13 00:01:03.916 --> 00:01:05.316 Good job! 14 00:01:08.420 --> 00:01:12.088 Last time I was with Uncle Tim in Ithaca, 15 00:01:12.090 --> 00:01:12.955 Ummm... 16 00:01:12.957 --> 00:01:14.989 I was, I was... 17 00:01:16.925 --> 00:01:18.659 running around 18 00:01:19.127 --> 00:01:21.962 in a field of grass. 19 00:01:23.097 --> 00:01:25.398 - Yeah. - And climbing mountains. 20 00:01:25.400 --> 00:01:26.632 Wow! 21 00:01:26.933 --> 00:01:28.066 And... 22 00:01:28.834 --> 00:01:31.602 watching shows about volcanoes. 23 00:01:36.138 --> 00:01:38.539 - I'm thirsty! - Okay. 24 00:01:38.940 --> 00:01:41.241 What do you want, milk or juice? 25 00:01:41.508 --> 00:01:43.108 Ummm, milk. 26 00:01:43.110 --> 00:01:44.409 Or beer? 27 00:01:45.244 --> 00:01:46.611 Beer... 28 00:01:49.080 --> 00:01:50.713 I'm going to pull in right up here. 29 00:02:04.525 --> 00:02:07.159 Get a fill-up on four, please. 30 00:02:08.528 --> 00:02:10.662 Here's a bathroom, Jessie. 31 00:02:12.431 --> 00:02:14.398 - You got it? - Yeah. 32 00:02:15.466 --> 00:02:17.633 Will you get me a cup, and I'll get him some milk. 33 00:02:17.900 --> 00:02:18.666 Yeah. 34 00:02:28.042 --> 00:02:30.176 Just get him some juice. 35 00:02:39.050 --> 00:02:40.250 How you doing? 36 00:02:40.252 --> 00:02:42.185 Need me to wipe for you? 37 00:02:42.486 --> 00:02:44.119 You're the worst. 38 00:02:50.591 --> 00:02:52.091 Jessie? 39 00:02:55.528 --> 00:02:57.328 Okay, buddy, let's go! 40 00:02:59.065 --> 00:03:01.632 - Let's go, Jessie! - Did he lock the door? 41 00:03:01.899 --> 00:03:04.266 Sir, can you unlock this please? 42 00:03:05.901 --> 00:03:07.067 Thanks. 43 00:03:12.073 --> 00:03:12.771 Jess? 44 00:03:14.340 --> 00:03:15.239 Jessie! 45 00:03:20.444 --> 00:03:21.777 Jessie... 46 00:03:24.947 --> 00:03:27.048 - Jessie! - Jess! 47 00:03:28.083 --> 00:03:29.249 He's here. 48 00:03:30.484 --> 00:03:31.650 Jessie! 49 00:03:33.252 --> 00:03:35.453 - Fuckin' hell... - Doesn't anyone else work here? 50 00:03:35.455 --> 00:03:37.121 Yeah, but he's out at lunch. 51 00:03:37.322 --> 00:03:38.088 Jess! 52 00:03:40.024 --> 00:03:40.823 Jessie! 53 00:03:44.393 --> 00:03:45.693 Jessie! 54 00:03:47.495 --> 00:03:48.695 Jess! 55 00:03:56.136 --> 00:03:57.369 Is he there? 56 00:03:57.371 --> 00:03:58.370 No! 57 00:03:58.938 --> 00:04:00.138 Jessie! 58 00:04:01.640 --> 00:04:02.606 Jessie! 59 00:04:06.409 --> 00:04:07.475 Jess! 60 00:04:10.645 --> 00:04:12.479 C'mon, goddamnit! 61 00:04:12.481 --> 00:04:13.713 Jessie! 62 00:04:16.650 --> 00:04:18.250 Jessie! 63 00:04:20.052 --> 00:04:20.684 Jessie! 64 00:04:47.474 --> 00:04:48.640 ...It's okay. 65 00:04:52.743 --> 00:04:55.511 Sorry, I took her wine, I'll take both! 66 00:04:55.513 --> 00:04:57.379 She's not drinking anything! 67 00:04:57.381 --> 00:04:59.881 It's just that we're having a dinner party so... 68 00:05:00.149 --> 00:05:02.582 We can talk about fucking bullshit. 69 00:05:02.584 --> 00:05:04.684 Is there any more wine, or is this what I'm dealing with? 70 00:05:04.686 --> 00:05:09.188 I'll just have one of this, it'll be easier to talk about... 71 00:05:09.190 --> 00:05:11.256 Nothing, this is a problem. 72 00:05:11.590 --> 00:05:12.756 - Ma'am, - You know... 73 00:05:13.023 --> 00:05:14.223 - I'm sorry... - We will fix this! 74 00:05:14.225 --> 00:05:15.123 Don't worry... 75 00:05:15.125 --> 00:05:15.823 Shhh, stop being angry. 76 00:05:15.825 --> 00:05:21.328 - Wow, is that is mad face? - That is his mad face! 77 00:05:21.330 --> 00:05:22.696 - So mad. - Whew! 78 00:05:22.698 --> 00:05:25.131 Get her some water, maybe? 79 00:05:25.265 --> 00:05:26.331 Okay. 80 00:05:32.637 --> 00:05:34.638 She's still on lithium, so 81 00:05:34.640 --> 00:05:37.273 she probably shouldn't be drinking like that, sorry. 82 00:05:37.440 --> 00:05:38.807 Please. 83 00:05:39.508 --> 00:05:41.342 - She's having a good time. - Yeah. 84 00:05:41.344 --> 00:05:42.810 Just let her... 85 00:05:43.211 --> 00:05:44.678 spread her wings. 86 00:05:45.279 --> 00:05:47.747 Might make her jog home beside the car. 87 00:05:48.014 --> 00:05:50.215 It's good to see you guys out, finally. 88 00:05:50.217 --> 00:05:52.383 - It's been a year, man. - Yeah. 89 00:05:53.051 --> 00:05:54.184 Yeah. 90 00:06:11.300 --> 00:06:12.767 Oh Sarah... 91 00:06:19.707 --> 00:06:22.275 - You know what? - What, babe? 92 00:06:23.610 --> 00:06:26.244 You would make an excellent mother. 93 00:07:08.582 --> 00:07:10.983 I got an email from my brother. 94 00:07:11.517 --> 00:07:13.484 He's coming to the city. 95 00:07:13.486 --> 00:07:15.652 He wants to stay here? 96 00:07:18.389 --> 00:07:20.390 He's such a fucking mess. 97 00:07:21.258 --> 00:07:22.458 I know... 98 00:07:23.660 --> 00:07:25.627 A total fuck-up. 99 00:10:08.476 --> 00:10:10.877 We grow accustomed to the dark. 100 00:10:10.978 --> 00:10:13.012 When light is put away, 101 00:10:13.380 --> 00:10:17.015 as when the neighbor holds a lamp to witness her good-bye, 102 00:10:17.282 --> 00:10:18.415 A moment, 103 00:10:18.417 --> 00:10:21.384 we, uncertain, step for newness of the night, 104 00:10:21.485 --> 00:10:23.519 then fit our vision to the dark, 105 00:10:23.521 --> 00:10:26.688 and meet the road, erect, and... 106 00:10:27.556 --> 00:10:29.623 And so of larger darknesses, 107 00:10:29.625 --> 00:10:33.426 those evenings of the brain when not a moon disclose a sign, 108 00:10:33.428 --> 00:10:35.594 or star come out. 109 00:10:35.695 --> 00:10:37.495 Within the bravest, 110 00:10:37.497 --> 00:10:38.762 grope a little, 111 00:10:38.764 --> 00:10:41.531 and sometimes hit a tree directly in the forehead. 112 00:10:41.533 --> 00:10:45.101 But as they learn to see, either the darkness alters, 113 00:10:45.368 --> 00:10:48.536 or something in the sight adjusts itself to midnight. 114 00:10:48.538 --> 00:10:50.905 And life steps almost straight. 115 00:10:55.610 --> 00:10:56.176 Thoughts? 116 00:10:56.178 --> 00:10:57.677 Impressions? 117 00:10:58.945 --> 00:11:01.779 What does the poet mean by "accustomed"? 118 00:11:02.514 --> 00:11:03.146 Enrique? 119 00:11:03.148 --> 00:11:06.516 Well, where it says, "as they learn to see," 120 00:11:06.518 --> 00:11:08.951 And "adjusts itself to midnight," 121 00:11:08.953 --> 00:11:12.487 I think that's when you see better in the dark. 122 00:11:12.988 --> 00:11:14.054 How? 123 00:11:14.355 --> 00:11:15.955 You get used to it. 124 00:11:16.456 --> 00:11:17.823 Until it gets light again. 125 00:11:38.844 --> 00:11:41.445 What did you think of the poem, Alma? 126 00:11:41.546 --> 00:11:42.946 It was heavy. 127 00:11:44.348 --> 00:11:45.481 Heavy... 128 00:11:45.483 --> 00:11:46.648 How? 129 00:11:46.650 --> 00:11:47.849 Well... 130 00:11:47.851 --> 00:11:51.485 It's like you don't know when it's going to be light again. 131 00:11:51.487 --> 00:11:54.020 It might just keep getting darker. 132 00:12:36.761 --> 00:12:38.561 - No! - Let go! Right now! 133 00:12:38.563 --> 00:12:38.961 No! 134 00:12:38.963 --> 00:12:41.797 So, what did we tell you about stealing, huh? 135 00:12:41.799 --> 00:12:42.264 I don't remember! 136 00:12:42.266 --> 00:12:44.633 If everyone stole books from the library, 137 00:12:44.635 --> 00:12:46.201 there would be none left for anyone else! 138 00:12:46.468 --> 00:12:47.201 Can I just...? 139 00:12:47.203 --> 00:12:49.002 Can I just read this one? 140 00:12:49.004 --> 00:12:50.503 Look, look, look! 141 00:12:51.037 --> 00:12:52.203 The elephants, look! 142 00:12:52.470 --> 00:12:54.003 When they die, it's inconceivable, 143 00:12:54.005 --> 00:12:55.170 when they die, their memory... 144 00:12:55.437 --> 00:12:56.937 - Go to the office. - No! 145 00:12:56.939 --> 00:12:58.038 - Now! - No! 146 00:12:58.040 --> 00:13:01.174 Adam, get your butt off this floor right now, 147 00:13:01.375 --> 00:13:03.876 and you get to the principal's now! 148 00:13:14.853 --> 00:13:17.721 Well, you know, the thing about the brain, 149 00:13:17.723 --> 00:13:19.089 or, I should say... 150 00:13:19.091 --> 00:13:20.890 the conscious brain, 151 00:13:20.892 --> 00:13:24.059 is that all you can do is scan things from left to right, 152 00:13:24.061 --> 00:13:26.528 absorbing information in these long, continuous sequences, 153 00:13:26.530 --> 00:13:27.996 which is why it takes so long 154 00:13:27.998 --> 00:13:29.030 to get educated. 155 00:13:29.032 --> 00:13:30.731 But the unconscious... 156 00:13:30.733 --> 00:13:33.834 The unconscious is a completely different story. 157 00:13:33.836 --> 00:13:37.003 It's a whole different level of learning. 158 00:13:37.904 --> 00:13:41.806 Because words have no intrinsic meaning, they're just pointers... 159 00:13:41.808 --> 00:13:43.240 - Right. - We see this, we see that... 160 00:13:43.507 --> 00:13:45.241 What is this? This is a fucking table. 161 00:13:45.508 --> 00:13:47.775 Who says it's a fucking table, but I've named it, 162 00:13:47.777 --> 00:13:49.676 and separated it out from everything else 163 00:13:49.678 --> 00:13:51.244 and Bob's your uncle, right? 164 00:13:51.511 --> 00:13:55.080 But that's not how kids see it, or animals, 165 00:13:55.414 --> 00:13:58.849 When you drown out all the noise and the static, 166 00:13:58.851 --> 00:14:03.052 and simply look at what's actually there. 167 00:14:03.054 --> 00:14:04.153 Sorry. 168 00:14:04.155 --> 00:14:06.288 And the thing that I'm grappling with 169 00:14:06.556 --> 00:14:11.859 by just focusing on the most obvious linear input stream. 170 00:14:12.093 --> 00:14:14.861 Wow, looks like you've been busy. 171 00:14:14.863 --> 00:14:16.329 Yeah, a little bit. 172 00:14:16.997 --> 00:14:19.665 It sounds complicated. 173 00:14:19.667 --> 00:14:21.233 That's my point, right there... 174 00:14:21.500 --> 00:14:23.601 - That's what you say. - It's complicated to me, 175 00:14:23.603 --> 00:14:24.568 you have a good handle on it. 176 00:14:24.570 --> 00:14:25.669 I have a different idea. 177 00:14:25.671 --> 00:14:27.570 You seem to have a grasp of it. 178 00:14:27.572 --> 00:14:30.306 Hey, you guys want to go karaoking later on? 179 00:14:30.840 --> 00:14:33.107 Yeah, let's see how we feel after dinner. 180 00:14:33.109 --> 00:14:34.942 - Thanks for having me. - You're welcome. 181 00:14:34.944 --> 00:14:36.043 Gimme a hug, alright? 182 00:14:36.045 --> 00:14:37.844 My fucking brother. 183 00:14:42.215 --> 00:14:45.850 Oh, wow, thank you, that's really nice, thanks. 184 00:14:45.852 --> 00:14:49.119 I want you to know I really appreciate this. 185 00:14:49.987 --> 00:14:51.187 No worries. 186 00:14:51.555 --> 00:14:53.289 I fucking loved that kid. 187 00:14:54.658 --> 00:14:56.858 Can't believe it's been a year. 188 00:14:58.861 --> 00:15:00.928 He really loved you too. 189 00:15:03.031 --> 00:15:04.598 Did he really? 190 00:15:06.500 --> 00:15:07.900 Imagine that. 191 00:15:08.735 --> 00:15:10.068 Oh, fuck... 192 00:15:10.070 --> 00:15:12.837 And yet you never once remembered his birthday. 193 00:15:12.839 --> 00:15:15.973 Okay, the fact that I'm a super-flawed individual. 194 00:15:15.975 --> 00:15:18.308 - Is already on the table. - How hard was that, Tim? 195 00:15:18.575 --> 00:15:23.078 For a self-medicating asshole like me, it was hard, yeah. 196 00:15:24.113 --> 00:15:25.980 Look, are you mad at me right now? 197 00:15:25.982 --> 00:15:28.215 Jiggle the handle on the bathroom if you go, 198 00:15:28.482 --> 00:15:29.815 it gets stuck. 199 00:19:53.900 --> 00:19:55.901 - Are you a retard? - What? 200 00:19:56.135 --> 00:19:59.337 My mom says you should be in a special school. 201 00:20:29.198 --> 00:20:32.400 A trooper stopped his van outside Harrisburg. 202 00:20:33.468 --> 00:20:34.968 Take a moment, huh? 203 00:20:34.970 --> 00:20:36.369 Think back to that day. 204 00:20:36.371 --> 00:20:39.171 - Come on. - You see if he looks familiar. 205 00:20:51.217 --> 00:20:52.183 No... 206 00:20:52.350 --> 00:20:53.416 No. 207 00:20:54.084 --> 00:20:55.451 Where's he from? 208 00:20:55.453 --> 00:20:56.652 Upstate New York. 209 00:20:56.654 --> 00:20:59.021 He's got a farm outside of Longville. 210 00:20:59.489 --> 00:21:01.990 We found a hard drive in the back of his van. 211 00:21:01.992 --> 00:21:03.925 There were images, 212 00:21:03.927 --> 00:21:05.993 young boys, children... 213 00:21:08.229 --> 00:21:10.964 Okay, you know, this has nothing to do with us. 214 00:21:10.966 --> 00:21:12.165 It very well may not. 215 00:21:12.167 --> 00:21:15.101 I wanna see this fucking guy right now! 216 00:21:15.269 --> 00:21:18.169 You know that's not possible. 217 00:21:20.272 --> 00:21:21.205 Yeah? 218 00:21:24.943 --> 00:21:28.578 Sarah, are you sure you don't want to take a closer look? 219 00:21:33.983 --> 00:21:35.583 Oh, forget it. 220 00:21:40.955 --> 00:21:42.055 Okay... 221 00:21:44.558 --> 00:21:46.292 I'll keep you updated. 222 00:21:59.371 --> 00:22:01.705 - Who are we listening to? - Burzum. 223 00:22:10.046 --> 00:22:13.447 - You buy this for yourself? - It's my older brother's. 224 00:22:14.148 --> 00:22:15.982 Does he know you're listening to it? 225 00:22:16.416 --> 00:22:18.350 He's in Afghanistan. 226 00:22:26.457 --> 00:22:28.257 Listen, Alma... 227 00:22:28.925 --> 00:22:30.592 You're a smart person, 228 00:22:30.859 --> 00:22:33.026 but you don't turn in your homework. 229 00:22:33.028 --> 00:22:35.428 So I'm going to have to fail you. 230 00:22:38.932 --> 00:22:41.365 Or you could just get motivated. 231 00:22:43.534 --> 00:22:44.700 Yeah... 232 00:22:45.068 --> 00:22:46.435 Just do you best, okay? 233 00:22:47.003 --> 00:22:48.069 Okay. 234 00:22:48.437 --> 00:22:49.537 Oh! 235 00:22:51.339 --> 00:22:52.439 Jesus! 236 00:22:52.540 --> 00:22:54.507 Is that supposed to feel good? 237 00:22:54.941 --> 00:22:56.374 - Is that the idea? - No. 238 00:22:57.342 --> 00:22:58.508 It hurts. 239 00:24:21.150 --> 00:24:24.451 ...you feel so, like, unreal, you know? 240 00:24:24.453 --> 00:24:25.585 Like... 241 00:24:25.587 --> 00:24:30.089 "Twilight Zone," just removed from reality. 242 00:24:30.958 --> 00:24:35.627 everybody's moving at different speeds from everybody else. 243 00:24:35.728 --> 00:24:38.329 Like you're moving in slow motion, and the world is... 244 00:24:38.331 --> 00:24:40.331 zipping around you... 245 00:24:41.433 --> 00:24:42.499 Hi! 246 00:24:42.501 --> 00:24:43.700 Welcome. 247 00:24:43.702 --> 00:24:49.272 There is a place that you get to that's beyond all of that, 248 00:24:49.274 --> 00:24:53.676 You move through to a place of peace and acceptance. 249 00:24:54.110 --> 00:24:56.244 And it's not just for you, 250 00:24:56.246 --> 00:24:58.879 but for the person that you lost, too. 251 00:24:59.146 --> 00:25:03.148 And if you can just stay focused on the positive, 252 00:25:03.150 --> 00:25:05.116 every day find a way to 253 00:25:05.118 --> 00:25:07.585 touch the positive in your life, 254 00:25:07.719 --> 00:25:11.420 and eventually your journey will lead you there. 255 00:25:13.055 --> 00:25:15.556 - Eventually? - Yeah. 256 00:25:16.391 --> 00:25:19.359 It takes, I don't know, as long as it takes. 257 00:25:19.361 --> 00:25:20.760 - You know? - Yep. 258 00:25:21.228 --> 00:25:23.495 Anybody else want to share? 259 00:25:23.497 --> 00:25:24.829 Jenna? 260 00:25:24.831 --> 00:25:29.333 When you first lose that person, you think you're not gonna be... 261 00:25:29.467 --> 00:25:32.235 able to go back to normal, you know, 262 00:25:32.237 --> 00:25:35.238 and you don't, but it changes and... 263 00:25:35.639 --> 00:25:37.172 You know... 264 00:25:37.573 --> 00:25:40.541 I really related to what you said about... 265 00:27:13.727 --> 00:27:16.695 Our next door neighbors growing up had a kid with Asperger's. 266 00:27:16.697 --> 00:27:19.631 You gave her your birthday, or a date in history, 267 00:27:19.633 --> 00:27:21.232 when Lincoln was shot, 268 00:27:21.234 --> 00:27:23.500 she'd tell you exactly what day of the week it was. 269 00:27:23.502 --> 00:27:25.368 Not Adam Heywood. 270 00:27:25.469 --> 00:27:27.570 Nope, just elephants. 271 00:27:27.771 --> 00:27:29.872 He wears the same shirt every day. 272 00:27:30.173 --> 00:27:31.740 - Does he have parents? - Foster parents. 273 00:27:31.742 --> 00:27:33.308 His mom's a piece of work. 274 00:27:33.310 --> 00:27:35.777 And for sure, the dad has a record. 275 00:27:35.779 --> 00:27:37.445 You've seen them? 276 00:27:37.447 --> 00:27:39.613 Adam forgets his lunch like three times a week. 277 00:27:39.615 --> 00:27:41.848 And his mom has to bring it to him. 278 00:27:42.115 --> 00:27:45.383 And she is always super-duper pissed about it. 279 00:27:45.385 --> 00:27:47.852 Yeah, I can't believe what she feeds them. 280 00:27:48.153 --> 00:27:50.254 - What? - Fried chicken, every day. 281 00:27:50.256 --> 00:27:51.688 It's disgusting. 282 00:27:57.527 --> 00:27:59.694 - Hey, how's it going? - Hi, Pete. 283 00:28:02.497 --> 00:28:03.930 You know it's a process, right? 284 00:28:04.298 --> 00:28:06.032 Just gotta hang in there, man. 285 00:28:06.366 --> 00:28:07.766 - That's all. - Yeah. 286 00:28:08.434 --> 00:28:09.700 Thanks. 287 00:28:13.438 --> 00:28:15.939 This world is so out of our control, you know? 288 00:28:16.206 --> 00:28:18.273 Things just happen to us, the worst things 289 00:28:18.275 --> 00:28:19.374 and we just gotta... 290 00:28:19.376 --> 00:28:21.275 be able, at the end of the day, just say, 291 00:28:24.846 --> 00:28:27.614 You know what Ted usually tells us? "The only way past is through." 292 00:28:27.616 --> 00:28:28.781 Yeah... 293 00:28:32.785 --> 00:28:36.386 You know, I've never known what happened to you. 294 00:28:36.887 --> 00:28:38.787 Do you mind my asking? 295 00:28:39.655 --> 00:28:41.722 Ahh, yeah, just... 296 00:28:41.724 --> 00:28:43.423 It was my daughter. 297 00:28:43.657 --> 00:28:46.525 My daughter, she was coming home... 298 00:28:46.759 --> 00:28:50.394 on her bike from a friend's house, she had slept over and... 299 00:28:51.462 --> 00:28:52.929 And this investment banker guy 300 00:28:53.196 --> 00:28:56.597 was coming home drunk from some bachelor party and... 301 00:28:57.932 --> 00:28:59.599 And he hit her. 302 00:29:00.434 --> 00:29:04.536 And, he took off, and he left her on the side of the road. 303 00:29:05.237 --> 00:29:06.971 And my marriage, it just... 304 00:29:08.506 --> 00:29:11.341 My wife and I, we were just... 305 00:29:11.442 --> 00:29:12.908 just... 306 00:29:15.845 --> 00:29:17.979 It's been, what, about two years now? 307 00:29:18.246 --> 00:29:20.714 I still wake up every morning expecting them to be there. 308 00:29:20.716 --> 00:29:23.917 I even prayed to God, I asked Him how to deal with this... 309 00:29:24.184 --> 00:29:25.851 How do I live with it? 310 00:29:25.853 --> 00:29:29.020 And He answered me, and He said, "Look inside." 311 00:29:30.856 --> 00:29:32.857 "Let that guide you." 312 00:29:41.832 --> 00:29:44.099 You know, it's funny, this city... 313 00:29:44.366 --> 00:29:46.600 You know how you bump into people all the time? 314 00:29:46.602 --> 00:29:48.468 I keep thinking... 315 00:29:48.470 --> 00:29:50.937 I keep thinking that I'm going to bump into the guy. 316 00:29:51.204 --> 00:29:54.406 Right, I mean, he did his time and now he's out, 317 00:29:54.408 --> 00:29:58.343 and what if I bump into him down in the subway station with his kids, 318 00:29:58.345 --> 00:30:01.045 waiting for the train, train comes in... 319 00:30:05.283 --> 00:30:06.850 And I push him. 320 00:30:06.951 --> 00:30:09.519 I push him right into the tracks. 321 00:30:09.953 --> 00:30:13.488 You know, just watch his body fucking come apart. 322 00:30:55.761 --> 00:30:58.061 - What'd you get? - Drumsticks. 323 00:30:59.563 --> 00:31:00.429 Is that it? 324 00:31:10.838 --> 00:31:14.740 Hey, how do you know what the word "inconceivable" means? 325 00:31:15.975 --> 00:31:18.476 I don't know, I just do. 326 00:31:21.913 --> 00:31:23.847 - What's that? - Zarontin. 327 00:31:23.849 --> 00:31:25.181 It's for my seizures. 328 00:31:25.448 --> 00:31:27.182 It's an anti-epileptic. 329 00:31:27.449 --> 00:31:29.716 "Anti" mean against and... 330 00:31:29.718 --> 00:31:31.651 It's much better than Depakote 331 00:31:31.653 --> 00:31:34.620 because it doesn't make me constipated. 332 00:31:34.721 --> 00:31:37.689 And of course, to be taken with meals. 333 00:31:40.993 --> 00:31:43.060 I'm doing bad in school. 334 00:31:43.327 --> 00:31:44.660 It's a problem. 335 00:31:45.361 --> 00:31:46.861 What subjects are you having trouble with? 336 00:31:46.863 --> 00:31:49.196 I don't know, all of them. 337 00:31:52.833 --> 00:31:55.467 Did you know that elephants walk on their tiptoes? 338 00:31:55.469 --> 00:31:58.169 They have four toes on their forelimbs, 339 00:31:58.436 --> 00:32:00.503 and three toes on their hindlimbs. 340 00:32:09.678 --> 00:32:11.779 You're a really smart kid. 341 00:32:12.013 --> 00:32:13.045 You know that? 342 00:32:15.548 --> 00:32:16.581 No. 343 00:32:22.387 --> 00:32:24.187 Can I have a sip of your soda? 344 00:32:27.324 --> 00:32:28.090 No? 345 00:32:29.092 --> 00:32:30.692 I'll just choke. 346 00:32:51.877 --> 00:32:54.210 Turn the music off for me, please. 347 00:32:55.812 --> 00:32:57.078 I'm not gonna ask you twice. 348 00:32:57.679 --> 00:32:59.813 Yeah, I'd be happy to. Come in. 349 00:33:03.050 --> 00:33:04.183 What's the problem? 350 00:33:06.553 --> 00:33:07.718 Thank you very much! 351 00:33:07.720 --> 00:33:10.520 Guess what? The neighbors fucking called cause your beats are shit! 352 00:33:10.522 --> 00:33:11.988 - Don't give me your finger! - Fuck you. 353 00:33:11.990 --> 00:33:13.923 - Excuse me? - You heard what I said. 354 00:33:13.925 --> 00:33:15.791 - No, say it again. - I said fuck you. 355 00:33:15.793 --> 00:33:16.992 - Fuck you! - Hey, hey... 356 00:33:16.994 --> 00:33:18.860 - You don't say that to me! - Don't do that! 357 00:33:18.862 --> 00:33:20.595 - Stop that. - It's fucking bullshit! 358 00:33:20.597 --> 00:33:22.863 Do me a favor, move over here, okay? 359 00:33:22.865 --> 00:33:24.865 Actually, no, go back to the room. 360 00:33:24.867 --> 00:33:26.166 Why do I have go in the other room? 361 00:33:26.433 --> 00:33:27.766 Let me talk to her. 362 00:33:27.768 --> 00:33:29.667 So I'm sorry to break her shit, 363 00:33:29.669 --> 00:33:31.702 but she's running around town fucking everybody! 364 00:33:31.704 --> 00:33:33.070 It's really hard for me not to! 365 00:33:33.072 --> 00:33:34.171 Just go into the back... 366 00:33:34.438 --> 00:33:35.704 Oh, little baby gonna cry? 367 00:33:35.706 --> 00:33:37.672 Sorry, asshole. 368 00:33:37.674 --> 00:33:41.709 But look, it's not my problem? What am I apologizing for? 369 00:33:41.810 --> 00:33:43.644 What am I...? Okay, I'm sorry. 370 00:33:43.646 --> 00:33:45.779 - For being a little bitch! - Okay... 371 00:33:45.781 --> 00:33:48.548 - Cut the... Nice! - Uuughhhhh! 372 00:33:48.649 --> 00:33:50.049 Ahhhh... 373 00:33:53.887 --> 00:33:55.287 Can I sit down? 374 00:33:55.554 --> 00:33:56.820 Yeah, sure. 375 00:34:13.169 --> 00:34:15.837 Can I assume that you're the rational one? 376 00:34:15.839 --> 00:34:16.704 Yeah. 377 00:34:16.706 --> 00:34:18.806 Bullshit! Bullshit! 378 00:34:18.808 --> 00:34:21.175 - He does not exist. - I'm right here, baby! 379 00:34:21.442 --> 00:34:22.141 I'm right here! 380 00:34:22.143 --> 00:34:23.942 Has he ever hurt you? 381 00:34:25.511 --> 00:34:26.577 No. 382 00:34:26.579 --> 00:34:30.546 He's never fucking hit me, he's too much of a pussy. 383 00:34:31.548 --> 00:34:32.881 Relationships 384 00:34:32.883 --> 00:34:34.048 suck! 385 00:34:35.817 --> 00:34:37.017 They suck! 386 00:34:41.889 --> 00:34:43.756 Do you have a girlfriend? 387 00:34:44.624 --> 00:34:48.126 - That's fucked up, man. - No, it's not fucked up! 388 00:34:48.128 --> 00:34:50.194 - Bullshit! - Okay... 389 00:34:51.596 --> 00:34:53.063 You two... 390 00:34:53.664 --> 00:34:56.298 You're driving the neighbors crazy so... 391 00:34:56.999 --> 00:34:58.566 Figure it out. 392 00:34:58.767 --> 00:35:00.667 - Have a great day. - Wait. 393 00:35:00.768 --> 00:35:01.667 Are you leaving? 394 00:35:01.669 --> 00:35:03.335 Yeah, don't make me come back either. 395 00:35:03.602 --> 00:35:03.934 Wait! 396 00:35:07.638 --> 00:35:09.672 I'm breaking up with you then. 397 00:35:14.076 --> 00:35:16.343 Take care of your fish. 398 00:35:16.844 --> 00:35:18.277 Have a good day. 399 00:38:03.329 --> 00:38:04.329 Hi. 400 00:38:04.797 --> 00:38:05.730 Hey. 401 00:38:05.732 --> 00:38:07.298 Is everything okay? 402 00:38:07.899 --> 00:38:10.000 Yeah, I'm just cleaning. 403 00:38:11.702 --> 00:38:14.336 Are you getting rid of these horrible things? 404 00:38:14.603 --> 00:38:15.302 Un-huh... 405 00:38:15.304 --> 00:38:17.971 - Unless you want them. - Well, I... 406 00:38:17.973 --> 00:38:20.773 Yeah, I didn't wanna ask, but I saw this... 407 00:38:20.775 --> 00:38:24.475 this one about "Feminine Mystique," and I thought... 408 00:38:24.742 --> 00:38:26.242 Oh, how appropriate. 409 00:38:26.244 --> 00:38:27.142 Yeah. 410 00:38:30.179 --> 00:38:32.847 You need any help with anything? 411 00:38:33.381 --> 00:38:34.748 No. 412 00:38:50.130 --> 00:38:51.363 You know, there was a... 413 00:38:51.630 --> 00:38:52.896 I had a... 414 00:38:52.898 --> 00:38:56.132 a house-sitting thing, that sort of fell through, 415 00:38:56.134 --> 00:38:57.766 and there was a... 416 00:38:57.768 --> 00:38:59.801 a teaching thing, and then I sort of... 417 00:38:59.803 --> 00:39:02.837 You know, I don't know, it's all just like... 418 00:39:04.139 --> 00:39:07.207 I think I gonna go back to Portland and... 419 00:39:07.341 --> 00:39:10.343 try to apply back to grad school though. 420 00:39:14.647 --> 00:39:16.547 Hey, you know I feel like... 421 00:39:16.814 --> 00:39:19.982 It seems like I'm just hovering and I... 422 00:39:20.183 --> 00:39:22.417 I'm just taking up space but... 423 00:39:22.684 --> 00:39:25.485 I'll be out of here before you know it. 424 00:39:25.752 --> 00:39:28.887 But I wanted to say if there's something that you need, 425 00:39:28.889 --> 00:39:31.889 somebody to talk to, that I've got big ears. 426 00:39:34.158 --> 00:39:36.559 - And I'm a good listener. - Okay. 427 00:39:37.160 --> 00:39:38.226 Sorry. 428 00:39:38.327 --> 00:39:39.360 Alright. 429 00:39:39.861 --> 00:39:40.827 Have to... Okay. 430 00:39:40.829 --> 00:39:41.427 Okay. 431 00:39:41.761 --> 00:39:43.128 Alright. 432 00:40:12.223 --> 00:40:13.990 Food okay? 433 00:40:14.358 --> 00:40:15.558 Un-huh. 434 00:40:17.294 --> 00:40:19.395 Why don't you eat something? 435 00:40:20.897 --> 00:40:23.498 Just wondering what he's doing right now? 436 00:41:09.745 --> 00:41:12.012 Adam, we can't keep doing this. 437 00:41:13.214 --> 00:41:15.181 - When's she coming? - I dunno. 438 00:41:15.183 --> 00:41:16.315 Soon. 439 00:41:16.317 --> 00:41:20.352 Lunch is going to be over by the time she gets here. 440 00:41:30.027 --> 00:41:32.094 What the fuck is the matter with you, huh? 441 00:41:32.261 --> 00:41:34.195 - What? - Sorry. 442 00:41:34.496 --> 00:41:36.430 - Right. What's new. - Thank you. 443 00:43:48.452 --> 00:43:50.252 Menthol Lights. 444 00:43:53.322 --> 00:43:56.057 No debit card purchase of under $20. 445 00:43:56.425 --> 00:43:57.591 For real? 446 00:43:58.159 --> 00:43:59.792 Fuckin' Christ... 447 00:44:02.462 --> 00:44:04.029 Can you just...? Come on, dude. 448 00:44:04.031 --> 00:44:05.463 Cash only. 449 00:44:07.999 --> 00:44:09.532 - Fuck me! - I can get it. 450 00:44:10.667 --> 00:44:12.768 No, hey, I... You don't have to... 451 00:44:13.035 --> 00:44:15.202 Yeah, it's fine. Just put it all together. 452 00:44:15.204 --> 00:44:16.636 You don't have to do that. 453 00:44:16.903 --> 00:44:18.136 I know. 454 00:44:22.372 --> 00:44:23.538 Thanks. 455 00:44:28.343 --> 00:44:29.576 Hey, I got a pen in my car, 456 00:44:29.578 --> 00:44:31.110 I'll get your address, I'll pay you back. 457 00:44:31.112 --> 00:44:32.311 No, it's okay. 458 00:44:32.313 --> 00:44:34.313 No, really, I don't like owing anybody anything. 459 00:44:34.315 --> 00:44:36.447 It's not necessary. 460 00:44:38.483 --> 00:44:39.316 Hey! 461 00:44:39.318 --> 00:44:40.750 I sell supplements. 462 00:44:41.017 --> 00:44:42.317 You know Metabolife? 463 00:44:42.418 --> 00:44:44.252 If you're interested, I'll hook you up. 464 00:44:44.254 --> 00:44:44.652 Oh... 465 00:44:44.654 --> 00:44:46.720 Great stuff, we're running a promotion right now. 466 00:44:46.987 --> 00:44:48.587 No, no, it's okay. 467 00:44:48.589 --> 00:44:50.155 It's good stuff. 468 00:44:50.356 --> 00:44:51.388 - You sure? - Yeah. 469 00:44:54.158 --> 00:44:55.324 Alright. 470 00:44:57.660 --> 00:44:58.826 Do you have any kids? 471 00:44:59.627 --> 00:45:01.160 Me, no. Why? 472 00:45:01.427 --> 00:45:02.560 Ahhh... 473 00:45:02.694 --> 00:45:04.695 It's not really a family vehicle. 474 00:45:04.962 --> 00:45:06.062 Oh... 475 00:45:06.064 --> 00:45:09.365 Yeah, you know, got no time for it. 476 00:45:09.367 --> 00:45:11.266 Focusing on my career, and what not. 477 00:45:12.501 --> 00:45:15.302 - How about you? - Yeah, I have a little boy. 478 00:45:18.105 --> 00:45:19.371 Mothers and sons... 479 00:45:19.373 --> 00:45:21.806 They have a special bond, right? 480 00:45:29.147 --> 00:45:30.347 - Right, thanks... - Yeah. 481 00:45:30.349 --> 00:45:31.247 Yeah. 482 00:45:38.288 --> 00:45:40.489 Standing alone in the 483 00:45:41.324 --> 00:45:43.425 house that I grew up in, 484 00:45:43.559 --> 00:45:45.293 there's a... 485 00:45:45.994 --> 00:45:48.395 big field back behind it, 486 00:45:48.397 --> 00:45:50.196 and I can... 487 00:45:52.332 --> 00:45:54.833 And I can see Jessie back there. 488 00:45:55.301 --> 00:45:58.603 There's real tall grass back there and... 489 00:45:58.605 --> 00:46:01.739 he's just kind of appearing and... 490 00:46:02.107 --> 00:46:03.507 disappearing... 491 00:46:03.908 --> 00:46:07.577 And he looks just totally on his own. 492 00:46:12.649 --> 00:46:15.317 He just used to have a... 493 00:46:18.521 --> 00:46:20.655 He had a real... 494 00:46:24.626 --> 00:46:28.128 He had a real good time just 495 00:46:29.330 --> 00:46:32.431 playing on his own by himself. 496 00:46:34.567 --> 00:46:36.167 And... 497 00:46:40.371 --> 00:46:43.606 You know, I can just see that he's happy. 498 00:46:50.246 --> 00:46:54.482 And, you know, I can hear him laughing. 499 00:46:57.152 --> 00:46:58.886 And that always... 500 00:47:00.054 --> 00:47:02.555 That always used to make me laugh. 501 00:47:03.523 --> 00:47:05.690 He had, like a... 502 00:47:06.591 --> 00:47:10.293 He had a real funny little laugh cause he was 503 00:47:10.394 --> 00:47:11.627 so little... 504 00:47:11.629 --> 00:47:14.495 When he'd laugh really hard... 505 00:47:19.767 --> 00:47:22.801 He had, like this real... 506 00:47:23.602 --> 00:47:25.769 real deep laugh. 507 00:47:28.672 --> 00:47:31.673 And it didn't even sound like, you know, it... 508 00:47:33.275 --> 00:47:36.176 could come out of him, and always used to 509 00:47:36.577 --> 00:47:38.444 make me laugh. 510 00:47:40.246 --> 00:47:41.379 Ah... 511 00:47:42.414 --> 00:47:43.714 Thanks. 512 00:47:46.417 --> 00:47:49.652 So good, so good, Phil, and... 513 00:47:50.253 --> 00:47:54.389 And that's a place that you can go back to anytime, right? 514 00:48:02.197 --> 00:48:06.400 "Over 100,000 Elephants Killed by Poachers in the Last Three Years" 515 00:48:29.523 --> 00:48:31.557 Take your time, there's one photo in particular 516 00:48:31.559 --> 00:48:33.625 we'd like you to look at. 517 00:48:34.660 --> 00:48:37.495 So, it's two children, I can see that. 518 00:48:38.797 --> 00:48:40.697 Two boys... 519 00:48:42.132 --> 00:48:44.399 facing away from the camera... 520 00:48:49.537 --> 00:48:52.505 Jesus, I don't know, maybe... 521 00:48:55.274 --> 00:48:57.608 - Sarah, if you want to... - It's not him. 522 00:48:57.610 --> 00:49:00.310 - Could you please just look at it? - This is complete bullshit! 523 00:49:00.577 --> 00:49:01.877 It's not him. 524 00:49:02.245 --> 00:49:04.012 Please take a look at it. 525 00:49:10.418 --> 00:49:12.619 So besides the photos, what else do you have? 526 00:49:12.621 --> 00:49:15.688 The forensic team is up at his property now. 527 00:49:21.560 --> 00:49:22.927 Fuck... 528 00:49:23.495 --> 00:49:24.428 Hey... 529 00:49:25.229 --> 00:49:26.896 Jessie is fine. 530 00:49:27.864 --> 00:49:29.798 I can feel it. 531 00:49:41.775 --> 00:49:42.808 Sarah... 532 00:49:43.142 --> 00:49:43.975 Sarah? 533 00:49:44.910 --> 00:49:46.677 This is real. 534 00:49:46.778 --> 00:49:47.978 Alright? 535 00:49:48.379 --> 00:49:50.713 So you need to wake the fuck up! 536 00:53:11.402 --> 00:53:12.835 Morning. 537 00:53:22.378 --> 00:53:23.578 Seen Sarah? 538 00:53:25.714 --> 00:53:28.148 She went out earlier, she's... 539 00:53:29.016 --> 00:53:30.683 She went to school. 540 00:53:30.850 --> 00:53:33.017 She needs help, Tim. 541 00:53:35.387 --> 00:53:37.087 You know what I think? 542 00:53:38.522 --> 00:53:41.557 I think she's gonna figure it out herself. 543 00:53:46.696 --> 00:53:47.829 Yeah? 544 00:53:55.670 --> 00:53:56.836 Yeah... 545 00:54:05.045 --> 00:54:07.646 Because I could not stop for Death, 546 00:54:07.648 --> 00:54:10.015 he kindly stopped for me, 547 00:54:10.383 --> 00:54:12.684 the carriage held but just ourselves 548 00:54:12.686 --> 00:54:14.585 and immortality. 549 00:54:18.823 --> 00:54:19.923 Okay. 550 00:54:23.627 --> 00:54:24.560 Good. 551 00:54:24.562 --> 00:54:27.963 Can anyone tell me what the carriage of this... 552 00:54:27.965 --> 00:54:29.731 poem is... 553 00:54:38.039 --> 00:54:39.672 Be right back. 554 00:55:25.117 --> 00:55:26.749 Great fucking block. 555 00:55:26.751 --> 00:55:27.916 Come on! 556 00:55:27.918 --> 00:55:29.183 - Huh? - Yeah. 557 00:55:29.450 --> 00:55:31.617 Well, you gotta loosen up. 558 00:55:31.818 --> 00:55:34.019 Got a tennis fan over here. 559 00:55:34.453 --> 00:55:36.187 No, it was a good block. 560 00:55:50.635 --> 00:55:52.135 Thanks, man, thank you very much. 561 00:55:52.137 --> 00:55:53.302 Right! 562 00:55:54.003 --> 00:55:55.169 Cheers, fellas. 563 00:55:59.805 --> 00:56:01.338 What's that all about? 564 00:56:01.772 --> 00:56:03.139 Oh, ahhh... 565 00:56:03.473 --> 00:56:04.306 Kelly. 566 00:56:04.707 --> 00:56:05.840 She's... 567 00:56:05.941 --> 00:56:06.807 Get this... 568 00:56:06.809 --> 00:56:08.041 She's pregnant. 569 00:56:08.043 --> 00:56:09.742 No shit! 570 00:56:09.876 --> 00:56:11.643 Yeah, man, it's early. 571 00:56:12.144 --> 00:56:13.677 How early? 572 00:56:13.944 --> 00:56:15.110 Like... 573 00:56:15.511 --> 00:56:16.777 Four months. 574 00:56:17.011 --> 00:56:19.679 What, you weren't gonna tell me? 575 00:56:19.946 --> 00:56:21.780 What are you talking about, man? I just told you. 576 00:56:21.782 --> 00:56:23.348 - Hey, it's fucking awesome! - Thank you! 577 00:56:23.615 --> 00:56:24.381 What is it? 578 00:56:24.915 --> 00:56:26.015 It's a... 579 00:56:26.716 --> 00:56:27.816 It's a boy. 580 00:56:27.917 --> 00:56:30.785 Wow, a baby! That is outstanding. 581 00:56:30.787 --> 00:56:31.619 Thanks, man. 582 00:56:31.621 --> 00:56:33.787 - You must be so proud. - I am. 583 00:56:33.789 --> 00:56:34.921 We gotta celebrate. 584 00:56:34.923 --> 00:56:36.622 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Get another round. 585 00:56:36.624 --> 00:56:38.757 Maybe next week, we can do something. 586 00:56:38.759 --> 00:56:39.390 Oh, when? 587 00:56:39.392 --> 00:56:42.326 - I dunno, Wednesday, or... - Next week? 588 00:56:42.593 --> 00:56:44.860 I gotta check with the boss, but I'll call you. 589 00:56:45.728 --> 00:56:48.362 Shit, man, I should go. I got a doctor's appointment... 590 00:56:48.629 --> 00:56:49.395 Doctor's appointment? 591 00:56:49.397 --> 00:56:51.397 This shit's starting to get real, right? 592 00:56:51.664 --> 00:56:53.131 Yeah, man, really real. 593 00:56:53.133 --> 00:56:55.633 Pretty exciting time, hold on, man. 594 00:56:55.867 --> 00:56:56.933 What? 595 00:56:58.769 --> 00:57:01.170 You think I'm gonna get it on you? 596 00:57:01.538 --> 00:57:03.105 - Get what? - My bad luck? 597 00:57:03.674 --> 00:57:06.808 What do you mean, "Come on, man"? 598 00:57:07.009 --> 00:57:08.709 - Phil... - Why are you acting like this? 599 00:57:08.711 --> 00:57:11.044 Think I'm going to infect you? 600 00:57:11.046 --> 00:57:12.812 Phil, that's enough, man. 601 00:57:12.814 --> 00:57:15.848 And talk to these guys, you're not gonna talk to me? 602 00:57:15.850 --> 00:57:18.417 Just want you to act like my fuckin' friend. 603 01:00:14.707 --> 01:00:15.840 So what's up? 604 01:00:15.842 --> 01:00:16.941 Hey. 605 01:00:17.242 --> 01:00:19.176 - How you doing today? - Great. 606 01:00:19.777 --> 01:00:20.910 How are you doing? 607 01:00:20.912 --> 01:00:22.278 Wish I'd slept a little bit more. 608 01:00:22.280 --> 01:00:23.579 Could use a cup of coffee. 609 01:00:23.846 --> 01:00:25.246 We'll get you one. 610 01:00:26.448 --> 01:00:28.248 What, you know the owner? 611 01:00:33.953 --> 01:00:35.186 What is that? 612 01:00:37.722 --> 01:00:39.255 His address. 613 01:00:44.461 --> 01:00:47.262 - Where'd you get this? - Look, Pete... 614 01:00:49.265 --> 01:00:52.133 You just do whatever you need to do. 615 01:00:52.234 --> 01:00:53.234 Okay? 616 01:00:53.401 --> 01:00:55.268 No judgment. 617 01:00:56.870 --> 01:00:57.970 What's the matter with you? 618 01:00:58.438 --> 01:00:59.971 Nothing. 619 01:00:59.973 --> 01:01:02.373 Nothing... I'm just trying to help. 620 01:01:02.375 --> 01:01:04.841 How is this supposed to help me? 621 01:01:07.744 --> 01:01:10.178 Well, I mean, it's what you wanted. 622 01:01:14.416 --> 01:01:16.517 We were sitting right there, you told me... 623 01:01:16.784 --> 01:01:18.618 I think it was just... 624 01:01:19.119 --> 01:01:21.854 I dunno, I was talking, that's all, just talking. 625 01:01:21.856 --> 01:01:24.223 Hell, we were sitting right there, you said... 626 01:01:24.225 --> 01:01:27.326 Dude, Dude, this is not helping. 627 01:01:28.361 --> 01:01:29.994 What kind of friend are you, man? 628 01:01:58.854 --> 01:02:01.155 I need to speak with Mrs. Anderson. 629 01:02:01.256 --> 01:02:02.389 Sarah? 630 01:02:06.392 --> 01:02:08.493 Can I have a word with you? 631 01:02:10.396 --> 01:02:12.396 - Time to go? - Yeah. 632 01:02:20.204 --> 01:02:22.471 Mr. Ciccarella will be right in. 633 01:02:43.924 --> 01:02:46.425 Does my brother know where you are? 634 01:02:48.027 --> 01:02:49.093 No. 635 01:02:54.032 --> 01:02:55.665 Is that okay with you? 636 01:03:05.809 --> 01:03:07.042 No, no... 637 01:03:09.012 --> 01:03:10.144 Why? 638 01:03:10.845 --> 01:03:12.078 That's DMT. 639 01:03:12.979 --> 01:03:14.145 Stop. 640 01:03:58.386 --> 01:04:00.220 My son is alive. 641 01:04:01.889 --> 01:04:04.323 - He's out there... - He's out there. 642 01:04:06.092 --> 01:04:07.058 You feel him? 643 01:04:09.461 --> 01:04:10.494 Yes! 644 01:04:12.463 --> 01:04:13.763 He's out there. 645 01:04:14.030 --> 01:04:14.696 He is. 646 01:04:31.645 --> 01:04:33.545 He's living with another family. 647 01:04:33.547 --> 01:04:34.579 What family? 648 01:04:34.581 --> 01:04:36.047 What family? 649 01:07:45.833 --> 01:07:46.732 Tequila. 650 01:08:02.781 --> 01:08:04.214 I know who you are. 651 01:08:04.216 --> 01:08:05.448 I know who you are. 652 01:08:05.450 --> 01:08:06.749 You're a teacher... 653 01:08:06.850 --> 01:08:08.784 at Essex County, right? 654 01:08:09.252 --> 01:08:11.820 I know, I know, cause I've seen you... 655 01:08:12.087 --> 01:08:12.586 I've... 656 01:08:12.588 --> 01:08:14.554 My son goes to school there. 657 01:08:14.556 --> 01:08:16.789 Yeah, not teaching today, huh? 658 01:08:17.257 --> 01:08:18.457 No. 659 01:08:19.659 --> 01:08:21.292 What is it, recess? 660 01:08:23.428 --> 01:08:25.395 My son's name is Adam. 661 01:08:25.796 --> 01:08:29.231 He's "special needs." You'd recognize him if you saw him. 662 01:08:29.233 --> 01:08:30.665 There's a lot of kids. 663 01:09:05.497 --> 01:09:08.565 You know what this song's supposed to be about? 664 01:09:08.567 --> 01:09:10.333 It's about a fire lake? 665 01:09:11.468 --> 01:09:13.935 Wow, you are a teacher. 666 01:09:16.238 --> 01:09:18.606 You send your son to a regular school? 667 01:09:18.740 --> 01:09:21.308 Yeah, until they kick him out. 668 01:09:22.810 --> 01:09:27.513 You don't send him to a special education program, or anything? 669 01:09:29.148 --> 01:09:30.581 No, he's... 670 01:09:30.682 --> 01:09:33.383 He's a foster kid, right? 671 01:09:33.751 --> 01:09:35.518 And the agency 672 01:09:35.520 --> 01:09:38.988 claims they didn't know about his condition. 673 01:09:39.255 --> 01:09:41.489 We thought we were getting a... 674 01:09:41.623 --> 01:09:42.856 ...normal kid? 675 01:09:43.791 --> 01:09:46.459 Yeah right, okay, I'm an asshole, alright? 676 01:09:46.461 --> 01:09:49.428 But you know, look, it's a burden. 677 01:09:49.862 --> 01:09:52.563 They don't let you just dump him? 678 01:09:53.264 --> 01:09:55.598 I'm glad you weren't my teacher. 679 01:09:56.199 --> 01:09:57.632 You should be. 680 01:09:58.200 --> 01:09:59.667 Look, I mean... 681 01:10:00.535 --> 01:10:02.035 He's a sweet kid, 682 01:10:02.569 --> 01:10:04.703 but if you're looking for Rain Man, 683 01:10:04.705 --> 01:10:08.440 or like a math genius, or a classical fucking pianist, 684 01:10:08.442 --> 01:10:10.074 you're out of luck. 685 01:10:10.542 --> 01:10:11.775 Out of luck. 686 01:10:11.777 --> 01:10:14.911 I heard that a lot of these kids, though, they're gifted. 687 01:10:15.178 --> 01:10:16.978 You just have to recognize what it is. 688 01:10:17.245 --> 01:10:21.815 Oh, he's gifted in staring at the fucking TV all day. 689 01:10:22.383 --> 01:10:23.315 Yeah. 690 01:10:26.185 --> 01:10:27.585 So am I. 691 01:10:31.923 --> 01:10:35.525 And what's your special talent? What are you good at...? 692 01:11:01.883 --> 01:11:03.583 Do that, do that! 693 01:11:04.752 --> 01:11:05.817 Do that! 694 01:11:06.618 --> 01:11:07.684 Yes...! 695 01:11:47.555 --> 01:11:49.689 Is it three o'clock yet? 696 01:11:50.524 --> 01:11:51.457 No. 697 01:11:54.494 --> 01:11:56.661 I'm supposed to pick up Adam. 698 01:12:00.999 --> 01:12:02.799 You still have an hour. 699 01:12:27.988 --> 01:12:30.456 Adam, your dad's here. 700 01:12:33.726 --> 01:12:37.128 - That's not my dad. - Adam, I'm not a babysitter. 701 01:12:37.395 --> 01:12:39.195 You wanna spend the night here at school, 702 01:12:39.462 --> 01:12:41.462 or do you wanna go home? 703 01:13:12.727 --> 01:13:13.859 Hi, Adam! 704 01:13:14.961 --> 01:13:16.461 Where's my dad? 705 01:13:16.463 --> 01:13:18.196 Your dad told me to come get you. 706 01:13:18.463 --> 01:13:21.031 - You know Joe? - I do. I know Joe. 707 01:13:21.033 --> 01:13:23.133 Old Joe Crow, 708 01:13:23.400 --> 01:13:25.167 who likes to crow... 709 01:13:28.504 --> 01:13:30.638 Hey, did you know that birds clean elephants? 710 01:13:30.640 --> 01:13:31.672 And, and... 711 01:13:31.773 --> 01:13:34.107 And that's called "symbiosis." 712 01:13:34.374 --> 01:13:35.707 Adam, why don't you get in the car? 713 01:13:35.709 --> 01:13:37.542 And you can tell me about, and we can go. 714 01:13:37.544 --> 01:13:39.110 Are you gonna take me home? 715 01:13:39.377 --> 01:13:40.243 Uh-huh. 716 01:13:41.678 --> 01:13:43.211 Unless there's somewhere else you'd like to go. 717 01:13:43.478 --> 01:13:45.679 I would like to go to Africa. 718 01:13:45.681 --> 01:13:49.949 There's the most amazing elephant sanctuary there. 719 01:13:51.851 --> 01:13:52.784 Okay. 720 01:13:53.519 --> 01:13:54.952 - Really. - Mm-hmm. 721 01:13:54.954 --> 01:13:57.120 - You serious? - Yeah. 722 01:13:57.921 --> 01:13:59.655 - How was school? - It was alright. 723 01:13:59.657 --> 01:14:00.689 Good. 724 01:14:07.362 --> 01:14:08.995 The flight must be long. 725 01:14:08.997 --> 01:14:11.063 Yeah, hours and hours. 726 01:14:11.597 --> 01:14:13.531 Are there movies on the plane? 727 01:14:13.533 --> 01:14:16.000 Ah-huh, movies and TV shows. 728 01:14:16.002 --> 01:14:17.267 Like "Animal Planet"? 729 01:14:17.701 --> 01:14:21.670 Yeah, we'll see, but I'm sure they have... 730 01:14:32.414 --> 01:14:33.847 Hey, you wanna get a burger first? 731 01:14:34.849 --> 01:14:36.749 - White Castle? - Yeah. 732 01:14:36.751 --> 01:14:38.851 - No chicken? - Never. 733 01:14:38.853 --> 01:14:41.220 - Can I get sliders? - Yep. 734 01:14:41.487 --> 01:14:43.554 - Can I get two? - Yeah. 735 01:14:43.556 --> 01:14:45.055 - Can I get four? - Only four? 736 01:14:45.057 --> 01:14:48.191 I'm gonna get cheese sliders, but I don't want any jalapeños. 737 01:14:48.458 --> 01:14:50.559 - I don't like jalapeños. - Okay... 738 01:14:50.561 --> 01:14:52.127 No jalapeños. 739 01:14:58.465 --> 01:15:01.300 Hi, it's Sarah, I'm not here, so leave a message. 740 01:15:10.575 --> 01:15:13.009 - Is it good? - It's delicious! 741 01:15:13.011 --> 01:15:14.844 I'm happy, Adam. 742 01:15:27.857 --> 01:15:29.324 Hey, finish up, okay? 743 01:15:29.591 --> 01:15:30.958 But we just got here. 744 01:15:30.960 --> 01:15:33.694 I know, but I think we should get going, we don't wanna be late. 745 01:15:33.696 --> 01:15:36.129 - Where's your food? - I'm not hungry. 746 01:15:36.131 --> 01:15:39.132 Well, I think you should eat if we're going on this long trip, 747 01:15:39.134 --> 01:15:41.167 I don't know if there's going to be food on the plane. 748 01:15:41.434 --> 01:15:42.567 I'll be okay. 749 01:15:42.569 --> 01:15:46.003 I like the cheeseburgers better than the jalapeño burgers 750 01:15:46.005 --> 01:15:48.572 because the jalapeño burgers are spicy. 751 01:15:48.673 --> 01:15:50.940 I like cheeseburgers... 752 01:15:50.942 --> 01:15:53.175 cause it's not spicy. 753 01:15:58.213 --> 01:15:59.780 Where are you going? 754 01:16:00.648 --> 01:16:03.216 - Just to the bathroom. - Are you coming back? 755 01:16:03.483 --> 01:16:04.115 Yeah. 756 01:16:26.103 --> 01:16:30.272 Sarah, I don't know where you are. I've been trying you for hours. 757 01:16:30.539 --> 01:16:32.640 Please call me back, they... 758 01:16:53.728 --> 01:16:57.063 This is Mommy's room and... 759 01:17:00.867 --> 01:17:03.768 This is the bathroom. 760 01:17:04.069 --> 01:17:08.204 And then here is my bedroom 761 01:17:08.206 --> 01:17:10.272 with the dinosaur. 762 01:17:14.710 --> 01:17:16.077 And my pink shirt. 763 01:17:31.959 --> 01:17:33.659 - Hi. - Hi. 764 01:17:34.560 --> 01:17:36.661 How you doing, big guy? 765 01:17:37.996 --> 01:17:39.997 - Don't waste the battery. - I won't. 766 01:17:39.999 --> 01:17:42.299 - You wanna watch the show? - No. 767 01:17:42.800 --> 01:17:43.800 Okay. 768 01:17:45.936 --> 01:17:47.336 Mom? 769 01:17:58.546 --> 01:18:00.113 Hey, let's go. 770 01:18:00.214 --> 01:18:02.181 - Why? - Cause. 771 01:18:02.615 --> 01:18:04.849 - Can I bring my food? - Yeah. 772 01:18:09.754 --> 01:18:12.989 Did you know that elephants pass the mirror test? 773 01:18:13.123 --> 01:18:17.893 That means that they can recognize themselves in the mirror. 774 01:18:22.030 --> 01:18:23.330 Is that the airport? 775 01:18:23.597 --> 01:18:24.730 Yeah. 776 01:18:33.971 --> 01:18:35.104 You ready? 777 01:20:17.402 --> 01:20:19.202 Where are we going? 778 01:20:19.670 --> 01:20:21.570 I don't know, I don't know. 779 01:20:51.028 --> 01:20:52.928 I think you should answer your phone. 780 01:21:13.716 --> 01:21:15.516 Where you going? 781 01:21:57.424 --> 01:21:59.290 Where you going? 782 01:22:01.526 --> 01:22:03.326 Don't leave me! 783 01:24:39.310 --> 01:24:40.410 Wait! 784 01:24:40.544 --> 01:24:42.144 Did you see that? 785 01:24:45.181 --> 01:24:47.115 Can you stop the car? 786 01:24:47.950 --> 01:24:49.283 Pull over! 787 01:26:02.115 --> 01:26:04.382 She's an elephas maximus. 788 01:26:05.283 --> 01:26:06.683 An Asian elephant. 789 01:26:10.387 --> 01:26:12.755 She has a hump-like structure on her head. 790 01:26:13.022 --> 01:26:14.389 Her ears don't pass her neck. 791 01:26:14.391 --> 01:26:16.557 She has a dent on her forehead. 792 01:34:48.499 --> 01:34:51.400 Mistral Artist - New York