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It's just the heat. That's all.
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You want me to stop? I can stop.
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No, I think I just gotta get my pills.
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Oh, pull over.
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Alright, Scarlett.
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"The charm of yesterday,
the convenience of tomorrow."
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Shit. I mean, it's so wrong, it's right.
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- You seem to be feeling better.
- Yeah, brand new.
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I think I puked it all out.
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God, where the hell are we?
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I don't know.
Some old town like a million others.
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I swear I've been here before.
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This place? No. All these
old towns look the same.
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Oh, like this place? No way.
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Whoa. I wonder what the rooms are like.
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Tiny bathrooms and musty carpet.
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If you're feeling better,
we should really get going.
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What? We can't not stay here.
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You go get the bags...
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...and I'll get us a room.
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We're on the end.
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What the fuck?
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What?
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There's mud in the bathtub.
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You're not gonna take a bath, are you?
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I guess I wasn't, no.
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Well, then don't worry about it.
I like this room.
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- You do?
- I got a surprise for us.
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Where'd you get that?
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Front desk runs little concessions.
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Strictly on the downlow.
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And those are?
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Southwest shot glasses.
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Muy auténtico.
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Nice. But didn't you leave lunch
by the side of the road?
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It's old news. I think
it was just a passing thing.
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- Cheers.
- Cheers.
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Ah!
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So now what?
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What is the worst thing
that you've ever done?
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- Truth or dare?
- Sure.
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Like, the meanest, most rotten,
horrible, dirtiest,
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dishonorable, despicable thing
that you've ever done.
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I took the five finger discount
on these back in Santa Fe.
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Is that not what you meant?
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- What about you?
- What?
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What's the worst thing you've ever done?
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- Seriously?
- Yeah.
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My mum's sister, Polly,
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died in a car accident
when I was really young
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and her son Wayne was in the car
with her but didn't die. He...
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He kind of turned into this vegetable.
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So... Wayne kind of became my doll.
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I would dress him up in my mom's clothes
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and plaster his face with make-up
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and I would put on these little
plays with him as the star.
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I really shouldn't have been watching him,
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but I mean, there was, like,
no one else. So...
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I mean, I was so young
and he kind of sickened me.
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I mean, he smelt, particularly
when he took a shit.
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He just constantly had this
drool running down his face.
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So... I kind of started fucking with him.
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I drew a bull's-eye on his head
with a red lipstick
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and I would throw soft fruit
at him, like target practice.
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And when he shat himself I would
just wheel him into a closet
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and leave him there all day
until my mom came home.
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And I was, like, a girl
interested in sex and boys.
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I would take off all of Wayne's clothes
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and, one day, I put
peanut butter, like, all over
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and just let the dog come and lick it up.
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And then I would kind of jerk
him off and watch him get hard.
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And... I mean, at the end of the day,
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he was covered with whatever
I threw and I dumped on him,
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and I would just wheel him
outside and just hose him down.
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And if it was raining,
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I would just leave him out there
for hours.
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And then I would wash him
sometimes in the kiddie pool.
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And I would just let him slip in the water
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until there were no bubbles or anything
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and his face would be, like,
red and purple and...
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And then, you know, I would
save him just at the right time.
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My mom had a boyfriend, this
Gulf War vet, complete asshole.
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We were all watching TV one
night and he mentioned how...
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Wayne was doing really weird
things with his eyeballs.
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Wayne's dad was a Marine.
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It turns out he was doing
Morse code with his eyes.
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He was saying, "SOS, SOS, SOS, SOS."
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I mean, over and over and over.
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Oh, my God. Do you see what I just did?
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That is the worst thing
that I've ever done.
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Ah... Oh.
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Let's go get a real drink.
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Yeah, let's get out of this room.
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¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶
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¶ All I need ¶
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¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶
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¶ All I need ¶
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¶ The siren called beyond the treeline ¶
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¶ With another one for the caves ¶
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¶ We reached the moon falls icy cauldron ¶
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¶ And found the spirit that I crave ¶
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¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶
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¶ All I need ¶
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¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶
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¶ All I need ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶
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It's a hard road we've got to travel.
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It's a road that is not fit for them
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who want to take the easiest route.
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Because the easiest route
has been paved smooth
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by the tramplings of sin and perdition.
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No, the road we travel with
Jesus is a road that's uneven.
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It's a road that's not to be
chosen by its even-ness,
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by its length. It's a road that's chosen
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by virtue of its destination.
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Of where we're going.
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Of where we're all going.
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Scarlett?
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What are you doing?
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Did you turn on the TV?
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Are you crying?
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I thought I heard someone.
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I'm just hearing...
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Who? Who are you talking about?
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I heard someone talking to me in the room.
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There's no one in here.
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You're probably still sick,
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and all that tequila, don't you think?
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Yeah.
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Come to bed.
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OK.
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Hey! Was that you last night?
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You were looking up at our room.
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Hey, let's shake a tail.
LA is not gonna drive to us.
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How are you not hung over?
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Desrt air? Good genes? I don't know.
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They don't want you to know the truth.
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No, that fork-tongued speaker of calumny
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shall rassle you down...
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Check it out. You think that's
the asshole who woke me up?
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Everything that you thought
was rued shall recede!
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We shall be rassled down!
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The walls that keep you,
the woman beside you...
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God, it's beautiful.
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Scarlett.
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- Scarlett?
- Ah!
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Scarlett.
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- Can you turn around?
- What?
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Stop the car! Stop!
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What is it? What's going on?
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I don't know, it's like I feel
like I'm being crushed
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and then...
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...like, then next I'm falling
1,000 feet from the sky.
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We... We need a doctor.
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I don't think there's a doctor for this.
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What do you mean?
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I think we just have to go back.
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What? Let's make it to the next town.
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No, the further away I get,
the worse it gets.
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Further...
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Shit.
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Please.
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OK, I'm turning around.
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Isn't that the church from the TV?
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Go. Drive.
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Drive! Go!
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I'm sorry, OK?
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I don't know what to say.
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Is there anything I can do to help?
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No. I think I just need to rest.
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OK.
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You rest, I'll just sit here
until you fall asleep.
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No, you don't have to do that.
It's sweet. You should just go.
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Go downstairs, have a beer.
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Go on, go. I need to sleep.
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I don't feel good.
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El Rancho?
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Hang on a second.
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It's for you.
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Hello?
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Alex.
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Hello?
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Alex.
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Scarlett?
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I think I know him.
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Who? The guy on TV?
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I know how it sounds.
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Scarlett.
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I think he's trying to tell me something.
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Something important.
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Jesus, I forgive my children...
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Alex...
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I don't know why I feel so crazy.
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I just feel like I know this town.
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So let's just go. Let's get out of here.
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We'll be in LA by morning.
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OK.
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- Scarlett?
- Oh, Alex.
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Oh, my head.
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It feels like it's going to explode.
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Scarlett, just...
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We have to go back.
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I don't want you to worry.
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We're going to find a doctor
tomorrow for you.
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Call someone and get someone
to come out here and pick us up.
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Promise me.
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We'll get out of here tomorrow.
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Promise.
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¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶
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¶ All I need ¶
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Front desk, can I help you?
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Hello. I wanted to see
if I had any messages.
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Hello? Hello?
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Hello?
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Scarlett?
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- Hello?
- You only lost your girl.
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Well, I tell you what.
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It seems only right
I should help you find her.
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- Who is this? What the fuck?
- What a thing to say.
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Here I am, trying to be neighborly.
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I may be the only one who understands you
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- in this godforsaken town.
- I don't know who you are or...
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Just a man, Alex.
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What do you want? Tell me.
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Let's start with you telling me
your particulars.
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- What does she look like?
- What?
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I hear she's a real looker.
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Don't let the red cross fool you.
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She ain't fit to... ...of the Lord.
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Of course, maybe she's sleepwalking,
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like a detached witness,
as if she's watching a movie
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or listening to the radio.
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Is that girl a sleepwalker, Alex?
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Where are you?
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In there.
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- In where?
- In there.
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With you.
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Lose something?
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No, sir, I just thought
I'd take myself a little look.
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You know, sometimes I hear
even the mouse chases the cat.
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Fucking mouse.
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I tell you what, why don't
we go for a little drive?
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Are you starting to feel it then?
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You're taking me to Scarlett.
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That's where you're taking me, isn't it?
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Hey! Schilter!
How about you put on that radio?
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Let's hear some of that
good old spiritual music.
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¶ He can be found in a mother's smile ¶
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¶ He can be found
in the eyes of a child ¶...
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They sure don't make songs
like they used to.
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It's louder because they know we're here.
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All this time and they never give up.
260
00:28:33.078 --> 00:28:34.912
Who? Who are you talking about?
261
00:28:34.914 --> 00:28:38.382
Well, that's the real story right there.
262
00:28:38.384 --> 00:28:41.585
Well, I never really took to people much.
263
00:28:41.587 --> 00:28:43.353
That's just the truth.
264
00:28:43.355 --> 00:28:47.224
But I didn't like to be
all by my lonesome either.
265
00:28:47.226 --> 00:28:51.028
So I found people of my choosing
and I took them out here.
266
00:28:51.030 --> 00:28:54.965
What I do first is I dig a hole,
a nice deep hole,
267
00:28:54.967 --> 00:28:57.534
and I make them watch as I dig it.
268
00:28:57.536 --> 00:28:59.269
And then I take the person.
269
00:28:59.271 --> 00:29:02.139
Let's say it's you, or your girlfriend.
270
00:29:02.141 --> 00:29:07.611
Let's say it's Scarlett, and
I take her, just for instance.
271
00:29:09.281 --> 00:29:12.282
And I throw her in the hole
and I bury her.
272
00:29:12.284 --> 00:29:16.620
I bury her alive and she never ever dies.
273
00:29:16.622 --> 00:29:22.025
She lives for all eternity
under a heavy darkness of dirt,
274
00:29:22.027 --> 00:29:25.162
reaping what she sowed.
275
00:29:33.439 --> 00:29:36.473
- This is impossible.
- Impossible?
276
00:29:36.475 --> 00:29:41.144
Just ask them. They all have a story.
277
00:29:41.146 --> 00:29:43.146
Hundreds of them.
278
00:29:43.148 --> 00:29:45.115
Thousands.
279
00:29:45.117 --> 00:29:47.217
Oh...
280
00:29:47.219 --> 00:29:51.755
A city of pain under our feet.
281
00:29:51.757 --> 00:29:55.659
Oh, pain's a beautiful thing.
282
00:29:55.661 --> 00:30:00.230
In the end, it's the only thing
we really deserve.
283
00:30:04.269 --> 00:30:07.170
It is only due to the concept of guilt
284
00:30:07.172 --> 00:30:10.640
we allow ourselves to see
ourselves as imperfect.
285
00:30:10.642 --> 00:30:14.177
Our ego depends on guilt
for its survival as it allows us
286
00:30:14.179 --> 00:30:16.680
to separate the world into
different objects
287
00:30:16.682 --> 00:30:19.616
which we then call "good" and "evil."
288
00:30:19.618 --> 00:30:23.353
There is no good and evil.
There is only perfection.
289
00:31:19.511 --> 00:31:22.446
Father, I'm gonna thank you
290
00:31:22.448 --> 00:31:25.382
for your son Jesus
who died on the cross for me.
291
00:31:25.384 --> 00:31:31.455
For my sins, not only for
my sins, but for my fears.
292
00:31:31.457 --> 00:31:34.758
I'm gonna thank you for your son
Jesus who makes me whole,
293
00:31:34.760 --> 00:31:39.830
in my spirit, in my body, in my soul.
294
00:31:39.832 --> 00:31:42.399
I want to thank you, Father,
for your son Jesus
295
00:31:42.401 --> 00:31:45.435
who helped me sever the ties
between previous generations,
296
00:31:45.437 --> 00:31:48.872
- from that bad blood...
- Hello.
297
00:31:49.808 --> 00:31:51.641
I'm the whole operation,
298
00:31:51.643 --> 00:31:55.178
so I need to loop it
if I want to take a break.
299
00:31:59.318 --> 00:32:01.118
Want coffee?
300
00:32:03.255 --> 00:32:06.690
When Slocum sailed the world...
301
00:32:10.796 --> 00:32:14.898
he'd tie himself to the masthead
when he wanted to sleep.
302
00:32:14.900 --> 00:32:17.334
Me, I got no such methods, no.
303
00:32:19.371 --> 00:32:22.539
My work is my word,
it cannot be rigged up.
304
00:32:25.477 --> 00:32:27.210
Whiskey in your coffee?
305
00:32:27.212 --> 00:32:28.812
What is this place?
306
00:32:28.814 --> 00:32:31.348
Well, if I say it's a church
then it's a church.
307
00:32:31.350 --> 00:32:33.183
If I say I speak to God
308
00:32:33.185 --> 00:32:36.219
then there is a God that is spoken to.
309
00:32:38.223 --> 00:32:40.257
There was a man.
310
00:32:40.259 --> 00:32:42.592
Dirty hands, rings.
311
00:32:43.929 --> 00:32:45.428
This smile.
312
00:32:45.430 --> 00:32:47.797
Smile, well, that's a crime.
313
00:32:47.799 --> 00:32:49.432
There's the thin wedge.
314
00:32:49.434 --> 00:32:53.436
It was cut into his face
like with a knife.
315
00:32:53.438 --> 00:32:57.374
You're talking about
the angel of the bottomless pit.
316
00:32:59.411 --> 00:33:01.545
That's an ordinarily fella
with the wretched odor
317
00:33:01.547 --> 00:33:04.281
of a million painful deaths on him.
318
00:33:07.352 --> 00:33:11.922
But pain... is a beautiful thing.
319
00:33:16.495 --> 00:33:20.664
In the end, that's all we got.
320
00:33:22.434 --> 00:33:25.569
You're gonna have to excuse me
for just a spot, son.
321
00:33:25.571 --> 00:33:27.270
Have a look around.
322
00:33:27.272 --> 00:33:29.773
But do your best to keep quiet.
323
00:33:29.775 --> 00:33:32.475
Do me a favor,
hit that record switch for me.
324
00:33:32.477 --> 00:33:34.744
Spare me the indignity
of having my audience see me
325
00:33:34.746 --> 00:33:36.546
scurry up onto my own set.
326
00:33:36.548 --> 00:33:38.548
Son, I promise you,
327
00:33:38.550 --> 00:33:41.418
we will get back to
our conversation momentarily.
328
00:33:41.420 --> 00:33:45.255
But first, the work of the Lord,
then the work of man, alright?
329
00:33:47.392 --> 00:33:48.925
Hit the button.
330
00:33:54.266 --> 00:33:57.334
And just as soon as
that there sun shines down
331
00:33:57.336 --> 00:33:59.536
with its warmth and light
on all things equally,
332
00:33:59.538 --> 00:34:03.006
so too will guilt enwrap you
like a plague.
333
00:34:03.976 --> 00:34:06.876
And drown you in sorrow.
334
00:34:06.878 --> 00:34:11.681
Now, when we imagine things, we
start creating them in our mind.
335
00:34:11.683 --> 00:34:14.317
We open the door to our hearts...
336
00:34:16.788 --> 00:34:19.789
Open your mind and then...
337
00:34:19.791 --> 00:34:21.992
You must be very careful about what things
338
00:34:21.994 --> 00:34:24.494
you allow yourself to focus on,
339
00:34:24.496 --> 00:34:26.263
lest they become real.
340
00:34:26.265 --> 00:34:28.598
Lest the ethereal becomes poor.
341
00:34:28.600 --> 00:34:31.468
Lest your fantasy becomes reality.
342
00:34:31.470 --> 00:34:34.337
You have to avoid these things.
343
00:34:34.339 --> 00:34:37.807
There is Satan waiting to open
the door to your heart
344
00:34:37.809 --> 00:34:41.711
and walk in. So you have to be
very careful about the images
345
00:34:41.713 --> 00:34:43.546
you allow yourself to focus on.
346
00:34:43.548 --> 00:34:45.915
And it's like one moment
you're being crushed,
347
00:34:45.917 --> 00:34:50.520
and the next you're falling from
1,000 feet up in the sky.
348
00:34:50.522 --> 00:34:52.789
I don't know, it's like
I feel I'm being crushed
349
00:34:52.791 --> 00:34:56.626
and the next I'm falling,
like, 1,000 feet from the sky.
350
00:34:59.498 --> 00:35:01.831
- Hey, what are you doing?
- How do you know what she said?
351
00:35:01.833 --> 00:35:03.433
You can't just interrupt me
352
00:35:03.435 --> 00:35:05.802
- mid-sermon.
- Why is this here?
353
00:35:08.473 --> 00:35:09.906
What is this?
354
00:35:09.908 --> 00:35:12.475
It's a mememto.
It's all I have left of her,
355
00:35:12.477 --> 00:35:14.711
- so mind how you handle it.
- Is she here?
356
00:35:14.713 --> 00:35:18.548
Scarlett? Scarlett?
357
00:35:18.550 --> 00:35:20.817
I'm the only one who's here, Alex.
358
00:35:20.819 --> 00:35:22.752
How do you know my name?
359
00:35:22.754 --> 00:35:25.422
A better question would be:
Why wouldn't I know your name?
360
00:35:25.424 --> 00:35:27.957
You've been running around with
my daughter, haven't you?
361
00:35:27.959 --> 00:35:29.659
Daughter?
362
00:35:31.029 --> 00:35:33.496
Scarlett's father is dead.
363
00:35:35.634 --> 00:35:39.336
She told you that?
364
00:35:39.338 --> 00:35:43.073
Well, that cuts the
patriarch right to the quick.
365
00:35:44.876 --> 00:35:48.478
I don't say I don't deserve it, though.
366
00:35:48.480 --> 00:35:50.814
It's true I knocked her around
a time or two.
367
00:35:51.917 --> 00:35:52.882
But...
368
00:35:57.923 --> 00:36:01.991
My tiddling is strictly
medicinal now, you understand.
369
00:36:05.697 --> 00:36:06.930
Bingo.
370
00:36:08.467 --> 00:36:09.833
Here.
371
00:36:20.779 --> 00:36:22.479
It ain't there, son.
372
00:36:26.618 --> 00:36:28.451
There you go. Hold still, son.
373
00:36:29.654 --> 00:36:31.488
You can't die if you ain't alive.
374
00:36:32.657 --> 00:36:33.857
What did you say?
375
00:36:38.764 --> 00:36:40.697
This is hell.
376
00:36:40.699 --> 00:36:43.066
- We're in hell, aren't we?
- No.
377
00:36:43.068 --> 00:36:46.069
I'm dead. We're all dead.
378
00:36:46.071 --> 00:36:49.406
People tend to focus on
the world that's around them
379
00:36:49.408 --> 00:36:52.609
rather than the world that's within them.
380
00:36:52.611 --> 00:36:55.845
Oh!
381
00:36:55.847 --> 00:36:58.181
Tell me what this is.
382
00:36:58.183 --> 00:37:00.917
- It's murder, if you do this.
- No!
383
00:37:00.919 --> 00:37:02.719
Tell me what this is!
384
00:37:02.721 --> 00:37:05.155
God damnit, I don't know!
385
00:37:05.157 --> 00:37:06.723
Ow, fuck!
386
00:37:06.725 --> 00:37:10.527
No, OK, OK, OK, it's a dream.
387
00:37:10.529 --> 00:37:12.595
- There we go.
- I'm dreaming all of this.
388
00:37:12.597 --> 00:37:14.197
No!
389
00:37:14.199 --> 00:37:16.599
No, the divine plan is in play here, son.
390
00:37:16.601 --> 00:37:19.002
You can either take charge
and fight your way through it,
391
00:37:19.004 --> 00:37:22.172
or you can continue to be
a pansy ass spectator.
392
00:37:22.174 --> 00:37:24.507
What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be?!
393
00:37:24.509 --> 00:37:26.509
- I don't know.
- Enjoy the ride.
394
00:37:26.511 --> 00:37:27.877
No, I don't understand!
395
00:37:27.879 --> 00:37:29.479
You said this is all a dream.
396
00:37:29.481 --> 00:37:31.948
Yes, it is all a dream.
397
00:37:31.950 --> 00:37:34.584
But you ain't dreaming nothing.
398
00:37:35.520 --> 00:37:38.054
Scarlett is.
399
00:38:57.002 --> 00:38:58.801
Hey.
400
00:38:58.803 --> 00:39:00.537
Sit down.
401
00:39:11.816 --> 00:39:14.784
You OK, honey?
402
00:39:14.786 --> 00:39:15.985
Uh-huh.
403
00:39:17.055 --> 00:39:20.690
I have so much to do today.
404
00:39:20.692 --> 00:39:22.759
I have to go buy Isabella a gift
405
00:39:22.761 --> 00:39:25.895
and then I have to go get
a manicure and pedicure.
406
00:39:25.897 --> 00:39:28.064
But they messed up the appointment
407
00:39:28.066 --> 00:39:31.734
so I'm supposed to go there
for 4:30 but...
408
00:39:37.709 --> 00:39:39.309
That's it.
409
00:39:58.129 --> 00:40:00.129
Get that, hon?
410
00:40:07.172 --> 00:40:09.205
Hey.
411
00:40:09.207 --> 00:40:12.175
What, are you not gonna let me in?
412
00:40:12.177 --> 00:40:15.178
What are you doing? Where have you been?
413
00:40:15.180 --> 00:40:18.114
Hey, you don't answer your phone
calls, no email, nothing.
414
00:40:18.116 --> 00:40:20.650
Jensen's pissed. And I saved your ass.
415
00:40:20.652 --> 00:40:22.885
I talked to the Rancho clients
myself, fuck you very much.
416
00:40:22.887 --> 00:40:26.823
- Clients? What clients?
- What are you talking about?
417
00:40:28.159 --> 00:40:31.027
You said Rancho? What do you mean?
418
00:40:31.029 --> 00:40:32.829
What do you mean, "what do I mean?"
419
00:40:32.831 --> 00:40:35.264
You just said Rancho. What is Rancho?
420
00:40:35.266 --> 00:40:37.634
El Rancho Estates.
421
00:40:37.636 --> 00:40:38.901
The deal we've been putting together
422
00:40:38.903 --> 00:40:40.803
for the last four fucking months.
423
00:40:40.805 --> 00:40:44.107
What's going on here, Alex? Are you OK?
424
00:40:44.109 --> 00:40:47.377
Paige, is he OK?
425
00:40:47.379 --> 00:40:50.713
Hey, come on, man,
I was just trying... Alex!
426
00:41:08.433 --> 00:41:10.433
Alex?
427
00:41:13.171 --> 00:41:14.437
What are you doing?
428
00:41:16.107 --> 00:41:16.839
Come to bed.
429
00:41:21.946 --> 00:41:24.213
It's time now for
your national forecast...
430
00:41:31.923 --> 00:41:33.456
Easy.
431
00:41:35.260 --> 00:41:38.928
You want me to get you in the mood?
432
00:41:38.930 --> 00:41:41.698
Relax, Alex.
433
00:41:45.070 --> 00:41:47.704
Forget about everything else.
434
00:41:47.706 --> 00:41:49.072
What do you mean, everything else?
435
00:42:01.453 --> 00:42:04.253
What the fuck, Alex?
436
00:42:11.196 --> 00:42:15.131
For all the wrongs we have
committed to one another.
437
00:42:15.133 --> 00:42:20.970
It is the single act of kindness
that God requires of us.
438
00:43:28.973 --> 00:43:31.274
You're looking for a room, sir?
439
00:43:31.276 --> 00:43:32.975
Can't do much better.
440
00:43:32.977 --> 00:43:35.378
And if you can, I dare you to find it.
441
00:43:35.380 --> 00:43:38.147
I wonder, could I ask you a question?
442
00:43:38.149 --> 00:43:40.283
No harm in it.
443
00:43:40.285 --> 00:43:42.585
It might sound strange.
444
00:43:44.022 --> 00:43:46.489
Do I look familiar to you at all?
445
00:43:53.464 --> 00:43:56.899
Couldn't say.
All you young people look alike.
446
00:43:58.837 --> 00:44:01.037
- I might have been with a girl.
- Pretty one?
447
00:44:01.039 --> 00:44:03.339
Yeah.
448
00:44:03.341 --> 00:44:07.009
No. If I saw you, it didn't stick with me.
449
00:44:08.046 --> 00:44:10.012
OK. A room then.
450
00:45:08.306 --> 00:45:11.440
Does anything ever happen here?
451
00:45:11.442 --> 00:45:14.577
I drove all this way and when
I got here everything was wrong.
452
00:45:14.579 --> 00:45:17.346
Do you know what that's like,
to drive all this way
453
00:45:17.348 --> 00:45:21.150
and have it not be what it should be?
454
00:45:21.152 --> 00:45:23.552
No, I can't say as I do.
455
00:45:54.552 --> 00:45:56.452
Where is it?
456
00:45:59.290 --> 00:46:01.424
Where is it?
457
00:46:05.396 --> 00:46:07.396
Where is it?
458
00:46:33.558 --> 00:46:35.591
Come on now, get up.
459
00:46:37.028 --> 00:46:39.161
I won't say it again.
460
00:46:44.569 --> 00:46:47.770
Now, you can't do that.
This is not a campsite.
461
00:46:50.742 --> 00:46:54.543
Fine. Just tell me where it is.
462
00:46:54.545 --> 00:46:56.312
- You just get on out of here.
- I'm going.
463
00:46:56.314 --> 00:46:59.382
- Just tell me where it went.
- Where what went?
464
00:47:00.385 --> 00:47:02.218
The church.
465
00:47:02.220 --> 00:47:03.786
There was a church here.
466
00:47:03.788 --> 00:47:06.322
Couldn't have been too long ago.
467
00:47:06.324 --> 00:47:09.025
The Church of the Solid Rock Sufferer.
468
00:47:09.027 --> 00:47:12.428
There's no place like that
around here. Not here.
469
00:47:12.430 --> 00:47:14.363
- You've got to be...
- I've got to be nothing.
470
00:47:17.568 --> 00:47:20.569
People tend to focus on
the world around them,
471
00:47:20.571 --> 00:47:22.738
rather than the world within them.
472
00:47:24.475 --> 00:47:27.276
Now, you just drive on out of here.
473
00:47:29.347 --> 00:47:31.213
OK.
474
00:48:58.436 --> 00:48:59.602
Alex?
475
00:49:00.438 --> 00:49:02.605
What the fuck?
476
00:49:02.607 --> 00:49:06.375
You just leave in the middle of the night?
477
00:49:06.377 --> 00:49:09.411
For, what, a day and a half?
You don't bother calling me,
478
00:49:09.413 --> 00:49:11.413
- nothing?
- Sorry.
479
00:49:11.415 --> 00:49:14.283
Oh, my God. It's fucked up
but the only reason why
480
00:49:14.285 --> 00:49:16.418
I didn't call the police is
because you have been acting
481
00:49:16.420 --> 00:49:18.654
so strange lately.
482
00:49:18.656 --> 00:49:21.524
Do you understand what I'm saying to you?
483
00:49:21.526 --> 00:49:25.494
That it didn't faze me
that you just left like that.
484
00:49:27.598 --> 00:49:30.499
- What are you doing?
- Looking.
485
00:49:30.501 --> 00:49:32.168
For what?
486
00:50:43.774 --> 00:50:47.676
Scarlett. Where'd you go?
487
00:50:52.850 --> 00:50:54.817
Why are you acting like you don't know me?
488
00:51:01.659 --> 00:51:03.492
Hey.
489
00:55:33.797 --> 00:55:35.797
What are you doing?
490
00:55:36.634 --> 00:55:38.534
I can't explain it.
491
00:55:41.839 --> 00:55:44.106
Why don't you give it a try?
492
00:55:46.911 --> 00:55:51.647
It's an idea I had.
I was at the grocry store.
493
00:55:51.649 --> 00:55:55.851
I knocked over a carton of eggs
and I saw this bloody yolk.
494
00:55:55.853 --> 00:55:58.820
You were buying eggs
at two in the morning?
495
00:56:00.724 --> 00:56:04.560
It got me thinking about some peas.
496
00:56:06.030 --> 00:56:07.663
You hate peas.
497
00:56:07.665 --> 00:56:09.031
Well, I was looking at them.
498
00:56:09.033 --> 00:56:10.799
I was looking for something.
499
00:56:10.801 --> 00:56:15.070
I looked at them
and most of them are perfect.
500
00:56:15.072 --> 00:56:17.573
Bright color, firm, good size.
501
00:56:17.575 --> 00:56:20.809
But then I found
this rotten one in the can.
502
00:56:22.680 --> 00:56:26.214
Now, if, say I was dreaming...
503
00:56:26.216 --> 00:56:31.853
I know how that sounds, but
let's just say I was dreaming.
504
00:56:31.855 --> 00:56:34.222
Do you really think that
my mind would take the time
505
00:56:34.224 --> 00:56:37.292
to put a rotten pea in there?
I mean, think about it.
506
00:56:37.294 --> 00:56:39.294
When you think about a pea,
what do you think of?
507
00:56:39.296 --> 00:56:42.698
A fresh pea, right?
A normal pea. Don't you?
508
00:56:42.700 --> 00:56:46.168
I really don't think about peas, Alex.
509
00:56:46.170 --> 00:56:48.136
It's not really you,
it's your subconscious.
510
00:56:48.138 --> 00:56:49.972
Do you really think
the part of you that dreams
511
00:56:49.974 --> 00:56:51.840
is gonna put a rotten pea in a can?
512
00:56:53.143 --> 00:56:56.311
Don't answer that. Just look.
513
00:56:58.315 --> 00:57:02.918
If I was in a dream, why would
that one bad pea be in there?
514
00:57:05.856 --> 00:57:07.956
I'm gonna go to bed.
515
00:58:00.444 --> 00:58:02.411
Paige?
516
00:58:18.262 --> 00:58:20.162
Alex?
517
00:58:23.734 --> 00:58:24.866
Alex.
518
00:58:28.038 --> 00:58:29.404
What's going on?
519
00:58:37.448 --> 00:58:39.448
I don't know.
520
00:58:40.350 --> 00:58:42.184
Are you OK?
521
00:58:43.754 --> 00:58:45.787
Are you OK?
522
00:58:48.158 --> 00:58:50.392
- No.
- Alex.
523
00:58:50.394 --> 00:58:53.161
Talk to me.
524
00:58:53.163 --> 00:58:55.163
Talk to me, please.
525
00:58:55.165 --> 00:58:56.498
Tell me what's happening.
526
00:59:00.838 --> 00:59:03.004
My head's not right anymore.
527
00:59:04.208 --> 00:59:07.776
I'm... I'm all over the place.
528
00:59:07.778 --> 00:59:09.077
Distracted. I'm...
529
00:59:11.014 --> 00:59:15.317
I'm obsessed with this idea
that I don't think I exist.
530
00:59:17.888 --> 00:59:20.822
I don't think you or any of this is real.
531
00:59:23.460 --> 00:59:25.327
How long have you felt this way?
532
00:59:27.364 --> 00:59:30.932
I wake up and I feel like
I'm still in a dream.
533
00:59:30.934 --> 00:59:34.169
If you're...
If you're dreaming all of this...
534
00:59:34.171 --> 00:59:38.206
- I'm not dreaming this.
- But you just said that.
535
00:59:38.208 --> 00:59:42.844
No, no. It's worse than that.
536
00:59:44.982 --> 00:59:48.083
I think someone else is dreaming this.
537
00:59:48.085 --> 00:59:51.820
But, Alex, how can we be
in someone else's dream
538
00:59:51.822 --> 00:59:54.990
if you're here?
539
00:59:54.992 --> 00:59:57.259
If she dies in this world,
then she wakes up.
540
00:59:57.261 --> 01:00:00.128
Wait. If who dies?
541
01:00:00.130 --> 01:00:02.464
And if she wakes up, then we're...
542
01:00:02.466 --> 01:00:06.101
Alex, this is real.
543
01:00:06.103 --> 01:00:09.171
This is real, you and me.
Nothing else matters.
544
01:00:09.173 --> 01:00:12.240
Just ignore whatever's going on out there.
545
01:00:12.242 --> 01:00:14.509
Look, stay here with me.
546
01:00:14.511 --> 01:00:18.513
OK, you need this. This is your home.
547
01:00:18.515 --> 01:00:20.382
I love you.
548
01:00:22.352 --> 01:00:24.252
And you love me.
549
01:00:40.437 --> 01:00:46.508
¶ All you see ¶
550
01:00:46.510 --> 01:00:52.547
¶ You don't want to see ¶
551
01:00:52.549 --> 01:00:58.987
¶ But can't seem to avoid ¶
552
01:00:58.989 --> 01:01:05.193
¶ When you're trying to be right ¶
553
01:01:05.195 --> 01:01:12.000
¶ On this trespassed life where ¶
554
01:01:12.002 --> 01:01:17.305
¶ You don't seem to care ¶
555
01:01:17.307 --> 01:01:24.279
¶ And you're making the motions
to be aware ¶
556
01:01:24.281 --> 01:01:30.385
¶ As to why you're here ¶
557
01:02:10.327 --> 01:02:11.459
Paige?
558
01:02:13.363 --> 01:02:15.463
What are you doing?
559
01:02:17.067 --> 01:02:20.001
I was thirsty. What are you doing?
560
01:02:24.141 --> 01:02:25.607
Getting something to eat.
561
01:02:27.277 --> 01:02:30.545
- Can I ask you a question?
- Mm-hmm.
562
01:02:32.382 --> 01:02:35.550
When did we meet?
563
01:02:35.552 --> 01:02:38.653
That is such a silly question.
564
01:02:38.655 --> 01:02:41.256
We met yesterday. I'm your wife?
565
01:02:44.528 --> 01:02:46.628
I love you.
566
01:02:51.168 --> 01:02:53.168
Don't be too long.
567
01:06:34.758 --> 01:06:36.658
You can come out now.
568
01:06:43.600 --> 01:06:46.834
We can just skip the formalities.
569
01:06:46.836 --> 01:06:47.936
I know what you want.
570
01:06:48.972 --> 01:06:50.338
Scarlett.
571
01:06:57.781 --> 01:07:00.481
You know me.
572
01:07:00.483 --> 01:07:02.717
You know all about me.
573
01:07:02.719 --> 01:07:05.220
Yeah.
574
01:07:05.222 --> 01:07:07.488
I saw you at the supermarket.
575
01:07:08.992 --> 01:07:10.992
You're my neighbor.
576
01:07:13.430 --> 01:07:16.331
That's not what I mean.
577
01:07:16.333 --> 01:07:18.266
Tell me you remember me.
578
01:07:19.970 --> 01:07:21.769
No.
579
01:07:26.543 --> 01:07:27.909
Why don't you remind me.
580
01:07:31.781 --> 01:07:33.948
We're in love.
581
01:07:35.785 --> 01:07:37.819
If you want it, just take it.
582
01:07:37.821 --> 01:07:40.788
You don't have to ask me if it's OK.
583
01:07:40.790 --> 01:07:43.791
- What are you talking about?
- You came here to rape me.
584
01:07:47.264 --> 01:07:48.763
I know what you want.
585
01:07:49.933 --> 01:07:53.468
You can say her name if you want to.
586
01:07:53.470 --> 01:07:57.739
You want to... call out her name?
587
01:07:59.643 --> 01:08:01.576
Scarlett.
588
01:08:03.280 --> 01:08:06.881
I can be Scarlett
if you want me to be Scarlett.
589
01:08:14.991 --> 01:08:17.325
No. No.
590
01:08:19.796 --> 01:08:21.929
No, you can't leave.
591
01:08:21.931 --> 01:08:23.831
You're not going anywhere!
592
01:08:23.833 --> 01:08:25.033
Fuck.
593
01:08:26.436 --> 01:08:28.870
What is this? Who is this?
594
01:08:30.640 --> 01:08:32.507
You both know who I am.
595
01:08:32.509 --> 01:08:34.509
What the fuck is wrong with you
people? Why are you lying?
596
01:08:34.511 --> 01:08:36.544
He's been watching me
across the street for weeks.
597
01:08:36.546 --> 01:08:37.945
I think he was trying to rape me.
598
01:08:37.947 --> 01:08:40.882
What the fuck are you talking about?
599
01:08:44.821 --> 01:08:46.988
Don't!
600
01:08:49.993 --> 01:08:51.359
Stop!
601
01:11:08.465 --> 01:11:10.832
Do you know where you are?
602
01:11:10.834 --> 01:11:12.967
Do you remember this place?
603
01:11:19.843 --> 01:11:23.077
You remember him? What happened?
604
01:11:24.581 --> 01:11:26.614
Where is he?
605
01:11:29.018 --> 01:11:30.718
Where?
606
01:11:30.720 --> 01:11:32.920
My cousin, he's...
607
01:11:35.024 --> 01:11:36.824
But who knows?
608
01:11:36.826 --> 01:11:39.060
Maybe it was for the best.
609
01:11:39.062 --> 01:11:42.230
I mean, can you imagine the
kind of life he would have had?
610
01:11:44.234 --> 01:11:47.268
It was the fire pit, wasn't it?
That's where you put him.
611
01:11:51.774 --> 01:11:54.775
And this is your house.
This is where you grew up.
612
01:11:54.777 --> 01:11:56.944
And the fire pit, you tell me about that.
613
01:11:56.946 --> 01:11:59.247
You tell me about
when you put him in there.
614
01:12:02.986 --> 01:12:05.786
Tell me. Tell me.
615
01:12:07.223 --> 01:12:09.290
Tell me!
616
01:12:09.292 --> 01:12:10.992
Tell me!
617
01:12:10.994 --> 01:12:12.193
Tell me!
618
01:12:12.195 --> 01:12:14.195
Tell me!
619
01:13:07.283 --> 01:13:08.883
Do you know what this is?
620
01:13:09.919 --> 01:13:12.086
Is this him?
621
01:13:12.088 --> 01:13:15.957
His bones buried for years
in this exact place.
622
01:13:15.959 --> 01:13:17.992
Come on, Alex.
623
01:13:17.994 --> 01:13:19.727
We both know how this is gonna end.
624
01:13:19.729 --> 01:13:22.029
Can't we just skip all of this?
625
01:13:25.935 --> 01:13:28.903
No!
626
01:13:28.905 --> 01:13:30.705
I remember.
627
01:13:31.674 --> 01:13:34.141
How can that be possible?
628
01:13:34.143 --> 01:13:37.211
How can I remember?
629
01:13:37.213 --> 01:13:40.615
How can I remember
the dirt falling in on me?
630
01:13:40.617 --> 01:13:44.151
You dropped him... Me.
631
01:13:44.153 --> 01:13:45.886
...into the hole.
632
01:13:45.888 --> 01:13:50.124
Until there was only my face
and my fingertips.
633
01:13:50.126 --> 01:13:54.128
And then the rain came,
pellets of it. Bullet-sized.
634
01:13:54.130 --> 01:13:57.932
Do you remember? You remember, don't you?
635
01:13:57.934 --> 01:14:02.136
It filled my lungs and my throat with mud.
636
01:14:02.138 --> 01:14:03.938
Even if I wasn't paralyzed,
637
01:14:03.940 --> 01:14:06.207
there was no fighting against it.
638
01:14:06.209 --> 01:14:08.843
There was nothing I could do.
639
01:14:08.845 --> 01:14:10.678
Look at me!
640
01:14:10.680 --> 01:14:12.413
I want you to know what happened to me.
641
01:14:12.415 --> 01:14:15.216
Do you know what happened to me?
642
01:14:16.152 --> 01:14:18.653
He died, of course.
643
01:14:18.655 --> 01:14:20.855
First there was fear.
644
01:14:20.857 --> 01:14:25.192
And in those last few seconds,
I knew I would die.
645
01:14:25.194 --> 01:14:28.295
I felt my body slip away.
646
01:14:28.297 --> 01:14:31.132
I saw the world darken.
647
01:14:31.134 --> 01:14:35.936
I felt the weight of that mud
pressing down on me.
648
01:14:35.938 --> 01:14:40.675
And my heart beat so fast
until it just collapsed.
649
01:14:42.879 --> 01:14:44.845
And I left myself.
650
01:14:50.453 --> 01:14:54.321
Don't you know that you're the
one that I've been waiting for
651
01:14:54.323 --> 01:14:56.090
all of this time?
652
01:14:57.427 --> 01:15:00.828
Now pick up the shovel. Pick it up!
653
01:15:02.065 --> 01:15:04.331
Pick up the shovel!
654
01:15:05.468 --> 01:15:08.069
Go on.
655
01:15:08.071 --> 01:15:09.937
Just take it.
656
01:15:13.242 --> 01:15:16.711
Can't you see that you're nothing anymore?
657
01:15:16.713 --> 01:15:20.014
You're not Alex.
You're not some hooded man.
658
01:15:20.016 --> 01:15:22.116
You're not the little boy that I killed.
659
01:15:22.118 --> 01:15:25.186
- Shut up.
- You don't even exist.
660
01:15:25.188 --> 01:15:30.958
You're only good for one thing,
and you know it.
661
01:15:30.960 --> 01:15:33.127
So just do it.
662
01:15:37.166 --> 01:15:38.432
Just hit me.
663
01:15:39.969 --> 01:15:41.736
What?
664
01:15:46.142 --> 01:15:51.178
Just do it. Hit me.
665
01:15:51.180 --> 01:15:53.814
- I deserve it.
- Shut up.
666
01:15:53.816 --> 01:15:55.950
I deserve it. I want it.
667
01:15:55.952 --> 01:15:57.918
- I want it, Alex.
- No.
668
01:15:57.920 --> 01:15:59.386
- Hit me!
- Shut up.
669
01:15:59.388 --> 01:16:02.156
No.
670
01:16:02.158 --> 01:16:05.025
You know, if you really were him...
671
01:16:07.263 --> 01:16:10.464
If you really were Wayne,
672
01:16:10.466 --> 01:16:13.834
I'd watch you drown 1,000 times.
673
01:16:13.836 --> 01:16:17.204
Every night I would beat you and cut you
674
01:16:17.206 --> 01:16:21.208
and drag you into another hole.
And I'd watch you,
675
01:16:21.210 --> 01:16:26.013
and your eyes, your wild eyes,
as earth spills in on you.
676
01:16:26.015 --> 01:16:30.484
And you'd finally understand
that this is it. This is it!
677
01:16:30.486 --> 01:16:34.288
And I'm the one
who's kneeling in front of you,
678
01:16:34.290 --> 01:16:36.090
filling your grave with laughter.
679
01:16:36.092 --> 01:16:38.359
- Stop it.
- And I would say it again
680
01:16:38.361 --> 01:16:41.996
and again and again. A man in a hood
681
01:16:41.998 --> 01:16:45.900
came and broke in
and he threw you into a hole,
682
01:16:45.902 --> 01:16:48.836
- and then he raped me.
- Shut up.
683
01:16:48.838 --> 01:16:51.038
It was so easy.
684
01:16:51.040 --> 01:16:54.275
It was so easy and
they would all comfort me.
685
01:16:54.277 --> 01:16:57.344
And they would make me feel
so much better.
686
01:16:57.346 --> 01:17:01.048
And they would never know
that you could never die
687
01:17:01.050 --> 01:17:03.484
- enough for me.
- Shut up!
688
01:17:24.440 --> 01:17:26.407
" I know now I must be accountable
689
01:17:26.409 --> 01:17:29.476
for my unspeakable actions.
690
01:17:29.478 --> 01:17:33.414
"And don't worry, just death
comes to all things.
691
01:17:33.416 --> 01:17:37.017
"Flesh, blood, bone...
692
01:17:37.019 --> 01:17:39.486
are all just temporal.
693
01:17:41.057 --> 01:17:43.924
"Rock lasts forever.
694
01:17:43.926 --> 01:17:47.962
"Which is where my spirit will reside.
695
01:17:47.964 --> 01:17:50.898
"I love you. Scarlett."
696
01:18:49.358 --> 01:18:51.558
Alex.
697
01:19:15.184 --> 01:19:17.318
¶ I go hungry ¶
698
01:19:18.321 --> 01:19:20.321
¶ Pick at the shell ¶
699
01:19:21.657 --> 01:19:23.524
¶ Paw the bottom ¶
700
01:19:24.727 --> 01:19:26.627
¶ Of the well ¶
701
01:19:28.064 --> 01:19:29.530
¶ I wear ¶
702
01:19:31.334 --> 01:19:33.033
¶ My body ¶
703
01:19:41.210 --> 01:19:43.177
¶ I go bottom ¶
704
01:19:44.347 --> 01:19:46.413
¶ Struggle for air ¶
705
01:19:47.717 --> 01:19:49.583
¶ I go humming ¶
706
01:19:51.120 --> 01:19:52.753
¶ "Like a Prayer" ¶
707
01:19:54.256 --> 01:19:55.656
¶ I wear ¶
708
01:20:01.764 --> 01:20:05.549
¶ My body ¶
709
01:20:05.550 --> 01:20:09.335
¶ I wear my body like a rotted peach ¶
710
01:20:09.338 --> 01:20:16.577
¶ You can have it
if you handle the stink ¶
711
01:20:16.579 --> 01:20:21.648
¶ I'm as open as a gutted pig ¶
712
01:20:21.650 --> 01:20:25.386
¶ On the small of every back ¶
713
01:20:25.388 --> 01:20:29.023
¶ You'll see a picture of me ¶
714
01:20:29.025 --> 01:20:32.693
¶ Wearing my body ¶
715
01:20:49.278 --> 01:20:51.278
¶ I go guzzle ¶
716
01:20:52.214 --> 01:20:54.248
¶ Scrap from the bin ¶
717
01:20:55.751 --> 01:20:57.684
¶ Take it all ¶
718
01:20:59.155 --> 01:21:01.088
¶ On the chin ¶
719
01:21:02.124 --> 01:21:03.524
¶ I wear ¶
720
01:21:05.294 --> 01:21:06.794
¶ My body ¶