WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:04.240 --> 00:02:06.960 How does the Fitbit know you're walking? 4 00:02:08.000 --> 00:02:10.080 Because your arms are moving. 5 00:02:10.800 --> 00:02:12.160 Say they weren't. 6 00:02:12.160 --> 00:02:14.680 It's on your arm. Who walks without moving their arm? 7 00:02:14.680 --> 00:02:17.360 Well, duh. Someone who's had a stroke. 8 00:02:17.360 --> 00:02:20.000 And I know what you're gonna say, so both arms. 9 00:02:20.000 --> 00:02:22.480 - A stroke? Both arms? - Yes. 10 00:02:24.080 --> 00:02:25.480 Put it on your ankle. 11 00:02:25.480 --> 00:02:29.040 You'd think that, but it's not in the instructions, is it? 12 00:02:30.440 --> 00:02:32.320 When are you gonna take the decorations down? 13 00:02:32.320 --> 00:02:34.400 - When are you gonna take 'em down? - It's your job. 14 00:02:34.400 --> 00:02:35.880 I put them up, you take them down. 15 00:02:35.880 --> 00:02:37.520 You put them up, I take them down. 16 00:02:37.520 --> 00:02:39.960 Just add "baby" to that, and it could be the title of a song. 17 00:02:39.960 --> 00:02:40.800 Hmm. 18 00:02:40.800 --> 00:02:43.040 You put them up, I take them down, baby. 19 00:02:44.560 --> 00:02:46.640 - You should write it. - I will. 20 00:02:48.760 --> 00:02:51.680 - Are you gonna get in the shower first? - No. 21 00:02:51.680 --> 00:02:53.200 Gonna have a beer. 22 00:02:53.200 --> 00:02:55.280 Well, that defeats the whole purpose of walking. 23 00:02:55.280 --> 00:02:57.240 - No, it doesn't. - How does it not? 24 00:02:57.240 --> 00:03:00.040 You're out walking to get a bit fitter, lose a bit of weight. 25 00:03:00.040 --> 00:03:01.640 How does the beer add to that? 26 00:03:01.640 --> 00:03:04.120 The walking allows me to have the beer. 27 00:03:04.120 --> 00:03:05.520 Oh, right. 28 00:03:05.520 --> 00:03:07.720 Plus, more to the point, I'm a grown man. 29 00:03:07.720 --> 00:03:09.760 If I want to sit in my own house and have a beer 30 00:03:09.760 --> 00:03:13.480 after putting a lot of effort into a good strenuous walk, 31 00:03:13.480 --> 00:03:15.520 that is what I shall do. 32 00:03:47.920 --> 00:03:51.720 ...after a thrillin 3-2 victory for United the last time they played... 33 00:03:51.720 --> 00:03:53.800 Tom, can you come up here? 34 00:03:54.800 --> 00:03:58.160 - Yes, sweetness? - Feel my left breast. 35 00:03:58.760 --> 00:04:01.360 Just the one? This is a new approach. 36 00:04:01.360 --> 00:04:03.520 - Just feel it. - What, here? 37 00:04:03.520 --> 00:04:05.240 Yeah. 38 00:04:06.120 --> 00:04:07.480 Can you feel anything? 39 00:04:07.480 --> 00:04:08.680 A lump? 40 00:04:08.720 --> 00:04:10.680 I feel something. 41 00:04:10.680 --> 00:04:12.120 A lump? 42 00:04:12.120 --> 00:04:13.680 Lump-ish. 43 00:04:14.120 --> 00:04:15.520 It's a lump. 44 00:04:15.520 --> 00:04:16.840 Could be anything. 45 00:04:16.840 --> 00:04:19.720 It can't be anything. It can only be one of a few things. 46 00:04:19.720 --> 00:04:21.640 - This could be nothing. - Well... 47 00:04:22.640 --> 00:04:25.560 - Go to the doctor's in the morning. - Yeah. 48 00:04:25.560 --> 00:04:27.000 It will be fine. 49 00:04:27.000 --> 00:04:30.160 Lumps, bumps, pains, aches. 50 00:04:30.160 --> 00:04:32.200 You're of an age, kid. 51 00:04:32.200 --> 00:04:34.640 I can go now? I've done enough groping? 52 00:04:34.640 --> 00:04:37.200 Unless, of course... 53 00:04:38.160 --> 00:04:39.200 You've done enough. 54 00:04:39.200 --> 00:04:40.560 Magic touch. 55 00:06:04.440 --> 00:06:07.360 What I'm feeling, the shape of it is quite distinct. 56 00:06:07.360 --> 00:06:09.400 That would suggest to me that it's a cyst. 57 00:06:09.400 --> 00:06:11.720 You had a mammogram a while ago, didn't you? 58 00:06:11.720 --> 00:06:13.840 Yes, about eight months ago. 59 00:06:13.840 --> 00:06:17.520 To be on the safe side, we'll arrange an appointment for you at the hospital. 60 00:06:17.520 --> 00:06:19.520 - Okay. - This is just precautionary. 61 00:06:19.520 --> 00:06:21.800 - I think it's a cyst. - All right. 62 00:06:22.800 --> 00:06:24.360 How's Tom? 63 00:06:24.360 --> 00:06:26.720 Oh, the same. 64 00:06:26.720 --> 00:06:28.440 He's Tom all the time. 65 00:06:35.200 --> 00:06:38.600 Do you notice anything different about the soup? 66 00:06:38.600 --> 00:06:42.480 - There is. What is it? - You tell me. 67 00:06:42.480 --> 00:06:45.880 Is this a quiz? If I get it right, do I get another bowl of soup? 68 00:06:45.880 --> 00:06:48.040 For once in your life, can you be bloody normal? 69 00:06:48.080 --> 00:06:51.640 I am normal. Very normal. Let's see if I get this. 70 00:06:51.640 --> 00:06:54.400 I want you to get it right. That means what I did worked. 71 00:06:54.400 --> 00:06:58.240 - I'm gonna get it wrong on purpose now. - Just say it, idiot. 72 00:07:04.520 --> 00:07:06.480 - Worcestershire sauce. - Correct. 73 00:07:06.480 --> 00:07:08.880 - I'm good, baby. - I'm good. 74 00:07:10.200 --> 00:07:11.560 Your man is getting later and later. 75 00:07:11.600 --> 00:07:13.440 What would happen if you were waiting on something? 76 00:07:13.440 --> 00:07:16.040 I was waiting on something. 77 00:07:16.040 --> 00:07:17.320 Oh, right. 78 00:07:30.360 --> 00:07:31.880 Hospital appointment. 79 00:07:32.760 --> 00:07:33.760 When? 80 00:07:34.840 --> 00:07:36.480 Um... 81 00:07:38.440 --> 00:07:39.440 Next week. 82 00:07:40.880 --> 00:07:42.280 Great. The sooner the better. 83 00:07:43.920 --> 00:07:46.000 Yeah. No, no, I know. It's good. 84 00:08:26.160 --> 00:08:28.120 I don't know what the situation is here. 85 00:08:28.120 --> 00:08:31.960 Do I go in with you? Do I wait? What? 86 00:08:31.960 --> 00:08:34.040 - It's a mammogram. - I know. 87 00:08:34.040 --> 00:08:36.720 Well, they won't allow you into that. 88 00:08:36.720 --> 00:08:39.560 I know, but after? 89 00:08:39.560 --> 00:08:43.520 Oh, I don't know. If you have to wait, you can have a cup of tea. 90 00:08:44.320 --> 00:08:45.920 I'm going off tea. 91 00:08:45.920 --> 00:08:48.120 You know what I mean. 92 00:08:50.000 --> 00:08:51.560 It will be all right. 93 00:08:51.560 --> 00:08:53.000 I know. 94 00:08:55.120 --> 00:08:56.440 They charge you for parking. 95 00:08:56.440 --> 00:08:59.160 Even if you're a patient? 96 00:08:59.160 --> 00:09:01.120 I think so. 97 00:09:01.840 --> 00:09:03.480 Everything's money. 98 00:09:04.080 --> 00:09:05.400 I know. 99 00:11:27.600 --> 00:11:30.080 And this is the little biopsy, okay? 100 00:11:30.080 --> 00:11:32.200 And we're going in now. 101 00:11:32.240 --> 00:11:33.840 One, two, three. 102 00:11:35.600 --> 00:11:39.120 Hold on. We're in the area now. 103 00:11:40.080 --> 00:11:41.960 And that... It's coming. 104 00:11:42.000 --> 00:11:43.400 One, two, three. 105 00:11:43.440 --> 00:11:44.720 Ow! 106 00:11:44.720 --> 00:11:46.160 Super. Well done. 107 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:54.440 I thought you said you were going off tea. 108 00:11:54.480 --> 00:11:57.440 Yeah. Just thinking about it. 109 00:11:57.440 --> 00:12:00.360 No definite decision has been taken as yet. 110 00:12:02.960 --> 00:12:05.040 Maybe we should both stop. 111 00:12:06.080 --> 00:12:08.040 - Cut out caffeine altogether. - Why? 112 00:12:09.040 --> 00:12:10.040 Why you? 113 00:12:11.080 --> 00:12:14.040 Taste of it. Sometimes it makes me feel a bit sick. 114 00:12:14.760 --> 00:12:16.040 I was thinking healthier. 115 00:12:16.080 --> 00:12:18.480 No, that would be just one more thing for you... 116 00:12:18.480 --> 00:12:20.680 For me to what? 117 00:12:20.680 --> 00:12:23.160 For you to hit me with a stick about. 118 00:12:23.840 --> 00:12:26.200 Very good. 119 00:12:26.200 --> 00:12:28.000 I should hit you with something. 120 00:12:35.920 --> 00:12:38.960 There's a lot of waiting in hospitals, huh? 121 00:12:40.520 --> 00:12:41.800 I don't like it. 122 00:12:42.880 --> 00:12:44.680 I don't like all the sick people either. 123 00:12:44.680 --> 00:12:46.600 How can that be a good thing, 124 00:12:46.600 --> 00:12:48.360 putting all the sick people together? 125 00:12:48.400 --> 00:12:50.520 How is that gonna make anybody better? 126 00:12:51.920 --> 00:12:52.920 Depressing. 127 00:12:52.920 --> 00:12:54.960 I don't think I could do it. 128 00:12:54.960 --> 00:12:57.320 If you had to do it, you'd have to do it. 129 00:12:58.640 --> 00:13:00.840 Hospitals remind me of death. 130 00:13:00.880 --> 00:13:02.960 - Lovely. - You know what I mean. 131 00:13:04.720 --> 00:13:07.720 So, if I have to come in, you won't come and visit me? 132 00:13:07.720 --> 00:13:10.560 They're not gonna bring you in just for a cyst. 133 00:13:10.560 --> 00:13:12.600 All I know is it felt serious. 134 00:13:13.600 --> 00:13:16.360 That's because of all the other sick people around you. 135 00:13:18.280 --> 00:13:21.040 You see the nonsense you talk? 136 00:13:21.840 --> 00:13:23.120 How do you get through life? 137 00:13:23.120 --> 00:13:25.000 All right. You're still here with me. 138 00:13:25.000 --> 00:13:27.560 I'm just doing that out of spite. 139 00:13:27.560 --> 00:13:29.680 Right back at you, kid. 140 00:13:29.680 --> 00:13:31.880 I realize it's been a very long day for both of you. 141 00:13:31.880 --> 00:13:34.600 We would have liked to have been able to give you a firm answer, 142 00:13:34.600 --> 00:13:37.200 but we can't tell yet what we're dealing with. 143 00:13:37.200 --> 00:13:39.000 What are all the tests about then? 144 00:13:39.000 --> 00:13:40.040 - Tom. - Yeah, I know. 145 00:13:40.080 --> 00:13:42.280 I realize it's very frustrating. 146 00:13:42.320 --> 00:13:44.760 We found some cells that are concerning. 147 00:13:44.760 --> 00:13:49.720 On a scale of one to five, one being it isn't cancerous and five being it is, 148 00:13:49.720 --> 00:13:51.760 at the moment, we're sitting at three. 149 00:14:00.720 --> 00:14:03.440 Do you wanna go out for something to eat tonight? 150 00:14:03.440 --> 00:14:04.960 Thai or something? 151 00:14:06.200 --> 00:14:07.280 Um... 152 00:14:08.240 --> 00:14:11.320 No, I've already taken the chops out for dinner. 153 00:14:11.320 --> 00:14:12.680 I just thought... 154 00:14:13.680 --> 00:14:15.800 I know. I'm all right. 155 00:14:17.680 --> 00:14:19.800 I know. Baby, it wasn't... 156 00:14:22.240 --> 00:14:23.680 Breaks the day up. 157 00:14:25.360 --> 00:14:27.320 No, I want to cook the chops. 158 00:15:18.560 --> 00:15:20.200 - She doesn't know. - Oh. 159 00:15:20.240 --> 00:15:22.920 You'd think that would be the type of thing they would know. 160 00:15:22.960 --> 00:15:25.840 - Did you tell her your stroke scenario? - Oh, yes. 161 00:15:27.600 --> 00:15:29.400 We need tomato juice. 162 00:15:29.400 --> 00:15:30.760 That's the next aisle. 163 00:15:30.760 --> 00:15:33.360 I know that. I'm just saying we need it. 164 00:15:34.320 --> 00:15:35.760 You drink too much tomato juice. 165 00:15:35.760 --> 00:15:38.680 That stuff made from concentrate is full of sugar. 166 00:15:38.680 --> 00:15:41.200 They used to have the stuff that isn't concentrate, 167 00:15:41.200 --> 00:15:43.080 but they don't have it anymore. 168 00:15:44.080 --> 00:15:46.680 I like tomato juice. 169 00:15:47.760 --> 00:15:49.800 Why don't you just eat more tomatoes? 170 00:15:49.800 --> 00:15:52.840 What's wrong with you? Eat more tomatoes! 171 00:15:52.840 --> 00:15:55.240 I'm just saying. 172 00:15:55.280 --> 00:15:58.440 We should buy a juicer. Then you could make your own tomato juice. 173 00:15:58.480 --> 00:16:00.640 What's the chances of that happening? 174 00:16:00.640 --> 00:16:03.360 It would just sit there beside a bowl of rotten tomatoes 175 00:16:03.360 --> 00:16:05.600 and a carton of tomato juice. 176 00:16:05.600 --> 00:16:08.120 Well, it wouldn't if you'd use it. 177 00:16:09.200 --> 00:16:10.960 Hold on till I get this right here. 178 00:16:10.960 --> 00:16:13.000 We're having some type of an argument 179 00:16:13.000 --> 00:16:16.760 about the frequency of me using a juicer we don't own. 180 00:16:16.760 --> 00:16:20.800 No, I'm just saying, if you had it, then you should use it. 181 00:16:20.800 --> 00:16:22.720 Aye, very good. 182 00:16:26.080 --> 00:16:28.400 What's gonna happen if I've got cancer? 183 00:16:31.200 --> 00:16:33.640 You don't know that you do. 184 00:16:33.680 --> 00:16:34.840 If. 185 00:16:35.760 --> 00:16:39.920 She said on a scale of one to five, it's three. 186 00:16:39.920 --> 00:16:43.360 I don't think she would have said that if it was gonna be five. 187 00:16:43.360 --> 00:16:45.800 Three is closer to five than it is to one. 188 00:16:45.800 --> 00:16:47.560 No, it isn't. 189 00:16:47.600 --> 00:16:52.160 It isn't, but in your head, three is closer to five than it is to one. 190 00:16:52.160 --> 00:16:54.840 I don't know why, but you know what I mean. It is. 191 00:16:54.840 --> 00:16:55.960 It isn't. 192 00:16:58.840 --> 00:17:01.560 Well, what's gonna happen if I've got cancer? 193 00:17:04.480 --> 00:17:06.080 There's no point in thinking like that now. 194 00:17:06.080 --> 00:17:09.160 You don't know. You can't do anything until you know. 195 00:17:09.200 --> 00:17:10.880 I know. 196 00:17:10.880 --> 00:17:12.400 I know I've got it. 197 00:17:12.400 --> 00:17:14.000 So you're a doctor now? 198 00:17:14.000 --> 00:17:16.640 You don't have to be a doctor to know things like that. 199 00:17:16.640 --> 00:17:18.440 Yes, you do. 200 00:17:18.480 --> 00:17:22.760 I know that three is closer to five, and I know I've got breast cancer. 201 00:17:22.760 --> 00:17:25.840 Okay. Well, what are you gonna do then? 202 00:17:27.120 --> 00:17:28.840 I don't know. 203 00:17:28.840 --> 00:17:32.560 Correct. Because you can't do anything because you don't know. 204 00:17:33.360 --> 00:17:35.400 Well, that's not an answer. 205 00:17:38.440 --> 00:17:39.400 Joan... 206 00:17:42.800 --> 00:17:46.120 If you have breast cancer, which I don't think you do... 207 00:17:46.120 --> 00:17:49.000 if you have breast cancer, 208 00:17:49.000 --> 00:17:51.640 we will do whatever has to be done, 209 00:17:51.640 --> 00:17:53.080 the two of us. 210 00:17:53.080 --> 00:17:54.800 That's what's gonna happen. 211 00:18:06.800 --> 00:18:08.240 I have to go to the toilet. 212 00:18:08.240 --> 00:18:11.920 - Don't be long. I might be called. - I'll be as long as it takes. 213 00:18:32.920 --> 00:18:34.960 Mrs. Joan Thompson? 214 00:18:42.800 --> 00:18:44.720 - Joan? - Yes. 215 00:18:45.760 --> 00:18:48.160 Sorry. I'm just waiting on my husband. 216 00:18:48.160 --> 00:18:50.160 - He's at the toilet. - Of course. 217 00:18:55.920 --> 00:18:57.080 There he is. 218 00:18:59.120 --> 00:19:01.200 We've been able to look at your biopsy results, 219 00:19:01.200 --> 00:19:04.440 and I'm afraid it's not the news we were hoping for. 220 00:19:04.440 --> 00:19:06.280 It does show that there is cancer. 221 00:19:10.160 --> 00:19:12.480 We'll talk today about the road ahead. 222 00:19:12.480 --> 00:19:15.280 I think we should start chemotherapy in the next weeks. 223 00:19:15.960 --> 00:19:17.320 This would mean a first surgery 224 00:19:17.320 --> 00:19:19.480 to remove the lump and any lymph glands involved, 225 00:19:19.480 --> 00:19:21.080 followed by chemo. 226 00:19:22.080 --> 00:19:24.160 To reduce the risk of recurrence in your situation, 227 00:19:24.160 --> 00:19:27.880 we'll discuss a further surgery to remove both breasts. 228 00:19:27.920 --> 00:19:31.320 And, of course, your options for reconstruction. 229 00:20:16.000 --> 00:20:17.680 Joan. 230 00:20:18.920 --> 00:20:20.480 Joan! 231 00:20:21.840 --> 00:20:26.160 Come on, kid. No point in lying there. Come on. Let's get you up to bed. 232 00:20:26.160 --> 00:20:29.440 All right. Good man. 233 00:20:29.440 --> 00:20:31.920 All right. One, two, three. Hup! 234 00:20:33.360 --> 00:20:34.760 Oh. 235 00:20:34.800 --> 00:20:36.120 That's it. 236 00:21:12.680 --> 00:21:14.640 I love you. 237 00:21:27.160 --> 00:21:29.440 This is gonna sound strange. 238 00:21:30.040 --> 00:21:31.680 I'm sure it won't. 239 00:21:34.720 --> 00:21:38.040 I'm glad our Debbie isn't here to go through this. 240 00:21:41.880 --> 00:21:44.760 I mean, I miss her every day, but... 241 00:21:46.680 --> 00:21:48.720 this would break her heart. 242 00:21:54.080 --> 00:21:55.640 Look at me. 243 00:21:56.880 --> 00:21:58.320 Tom. 244 00:22:00.800 --> 00:22:03.120 Joan, look at me. 245 00:22:07.280 --> 00:22:09.280 Don't make me cry. 246 00:22:09.280 --> 00:22:12.720 There isn't a moment I won't be there with you. 247 00:22:13.560 --> 00:22:14.960 I know. 248 00:22:16.120 --> 00:22:17.640 I'm gonna torture you. 249 00:22:17.680 --> 00:22:19.560 You know that, don't you? 250 00:22:19.600 --> 00:22:22.600 - You torture me now. - Good. 251 00:22:22.600 --> 00:22:24.520 You know what to expect then. 252 00:22:26.160 --> 00:22:28.080 I'm frightened. 253 00:22:28.080 --> 00:22:29.960 I know, kid. I know. 254 00:22:31.880 --> 00:22:33.720 Every moment. 255 00:22:36.120 --> 00:22:38.760 Go on, eat your toast before it gets cold. 256 00:23:15.920 --> 00:23:19.040 We should've left earlier. It's an operation. You can't be late. 257 00:23:19.040 --> 00:23:20.360 We won't be late. 258 00:23:22.120 --> 00:23:25.840 - It's only a fish. - You still have to feed it. 259 00:23:27.080 --> 00:23:29.480 - Flush it. - Flush you. 260 00:23:30.040 --> 00:23:32.480 Very good. 261 00:23:35.720 --> 00:23:37.200 How long does it take? 262 00:23:37.200 --> 00:23:38.360 How long does what take? 263 00:23:38.360 --> 00:23:41.320 - The operation. - Oh, I don't know. 264 00:23:41.320 --> 00:23:42.160 Hours. 265 00:23:43.480 --> 00:23:45.840 You've got plenty of time to go to the grave. 266 00:23:45.840 --> 00:23:48.920 - I wanna be there when you get out. - Tom, it's her birthday. 267 00:23:48.920 --> 00:23:52.520 We always go to the grave on her birthday. You'll have time. 268 00:23:58.600 --> 00:24:00.200 Tell her I'm sorry I'm not there, 269 00:24:00.240 --> 00:24:02.120 - but don't tell her why. - Joan... 270 00:24:02.120 --> 00:24:04.040 That's the way I have to think about it. 271 00:24:04.040 --> 00:24:05.480 Am I not allowed to do that? 272 00:24:11.080 --> 00:24:15.160 If I was there I'd say it, but I'm not there, so you can say it. 273 00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:17.760 If you were there, you wouldn't have to say you weren't there. 274 00:24:17.760 --> 00:24:19.560 Tom, everything isn't a joke! 275 00:24:19.560 --> 00:24:21.280 - Joan, she's dead. - I know. 276 00:24:21.280 --> 00:24:23.400 How can I not know that? 277 00:24:27.920 --> 00:24:30.560 Just do it, Tom, please. Just do it. 278 00:24:30.560 --> 00:24:31.920 Sorry. 279 00:24:33.320 --> 00:24:34.800 Of course I will. 280 00:24:35.680 --> 00:24:36.880 Sorry. 281 00:24:37.560 --> 00:24:40.000 It's all right. It's fine. 282 00:24:53.040 --> 00:24:55.120 - Right. - Yeah. 283 00:24:58.320 --> 00:25:01.560 It'll be over in no time. I'll be back here waiting for you. 284 00:25:01.560 --> 00:25:02.680 I know. 285 00:25:03.800 --> 00:25:06.960 All right, kid. 286 00:25:08.480 --> 00:25:10.600 - See you soon. - Yeah. 287 00:25:11.800 --> 00:25:13.480 Go on then. 288 00:25:21.040 --> 00:25:22.800 Door closing. 289 00:25:44.760 --> 00:25:46.880 Happy birthday, love. 290 00:25:48.280 --> 00:25:52.000 Your mother says she's sorry she can't be here since... 291 00:25:55.040 --> 00:25:56.680 Look, Debbie, this is... 292 00:25:56.720 --> 00:25:59.560 this is... this is crazy. This... 293 00:26:00.440 --> 00:26:03.400 This isn't how I see you. You're not here. 294 00:26:04.560 --> 00:26:07.800 All I'm doing here is talking to a bit of stone. 295 00:26:12.040 --> 00:26:14.600 Your mother has breast cancer. 296 00:26:15.880 --> 00:26:18.520 She told me not to tell you that. 297 00:26:18.520 --> 00:26:19.720 And I can understand why. 298 00:26:19.720 --> 00:26:22.720 She... she doesn't want you to worry. 299 00:26:24.200 --> 00:26:28.360 But I imagine if you're looking down on us, you heard that conversation, so... 300 00:26:29.560 --> 00:26:33.840 It's just helping her get through it, that's all. 301 00:26:34.680 --> 00:26:36.920 Protecting you makes her stronger. 302 00:26:38.640 --> 00:26:40.360 She found out about a month ago. 303 00:26:40.400 --> 00:26:42.920 She's having an operation today to remove the lumps. 304 00:26:42.920 --> 00:26:47.280 So they'll know more after that, how serious the situation is. 305 00:26:47.280 --> 00:26:49.080 I mean, it's serious now. 306 00:26:49.080 --> 00:26:51.120 I mean, cancer is cancer. 307 00:26:56.880 --> 00:26:58.080 I just... 308 00:26:59.120 --> 00:27:01.840 I just can't tell her how frightened I am. 309 00:27:07.640 --> 00:27:10.560 Just got to continue on as normal. 310 00:27:11.640 --> 00:27:14.200 I suppose that's my job in all this. 311 00:27:15.240 --> 00:27:17.120 That's all you can do. 312 00:27:22.120 --> 00:27:24.720 I couldn't have the both of you gone. 313 00:27:26.040 --> 00:27:27.920 I'd just be... 314 00:27:28.840 --> 00:27:30.360 adrift. 315 00:27:33.360 --> 00:27:35.760 How do you say to someone, "Don't die"? 316 00:27:51.000 --> 00:27:53.960 - Everything okay with you today? - Yes, fine, thank you. 317 00:27:57.720 --> 00:27:59.560 Everything is running to schedule, 318 00:27:59.560 --> 00:28:02.360 so you should all be brought down in order. 319 00:28:06.280 --> 00:28:08.840 You'd think they'd know which one they were going to work on 320 00:28:08.880 --> 00:28:10.680 without having to put a mark on it. 321 00:28:14.160 --> 00:28:15.840 - I'm starving. - So am I. 322 00:28:15.840 --> 00:28:17.240 Me too. 323 00:28:17.240 --> 00:28:20.920 They should be able to give you a tablet that makes you feel not starving. 324 00:28:20.920 --> 00:28:22.440 Or a vodka. 325 00:28:24.120 --> 00:28:27.400 Here we go. More stitches somewhere. 326 00:28:29.080 --> 00:28:31.920 - Good luck. - Good luck. 327 00:28:32.480 --> 00:28:34.800 Shouldn't be long now. 328 00:28:41.560 --> 00:28:43.560 Have you had chemo before? 329 00:28:43.600 --> 00:28:46.720 - Twice. - What's it like? 330 00:28:47.520 --> 00:28:49.480 Second one wasn't so bad. 331 00:28:50.240 --> 00:28:51.400 First one was rough. 332 00:28:53.040 --> 00:28:55.360 It doesn't last, and you get through it. 333 00:28:55.360 --> 00:28:58.120 Sometimes you feel like you won't, but you do. 334 00:28:59.920 --> 00:29:02.760 Take every tablet they give you and more. 335 00:29:02.800 --> 00:29:06.000 And always remember, when you're at your worst, 336 00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:08.560 what you're going through is better than the alternative. 337 00:29:14.160 --> 00:29:16.440 - Good luck. - And you. 338 00:31:02.160 --> 00:31:03.960 You smell lovely. 339 00:31:06.080 --> 00:31:08.400 I try my best. 340 00:31:23.760 --> 00:31:26.440 I was able to remove the whole tumor. 341 00:31:26.480 --> 00:31:28.680 Now, it wasn't two lumps. 342 00:31:28.680 --> 00:31:31.240 They were joined, so we consider that to be one lump. 343 00:31:31.280 --> 00:31:32.520 Right. 344 00:31:32.520 --> 00:31:35.400 Also, because the lymph nodes were involved, 345 00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:38.160 - I had to remove 13 of those. - Oh. 346 00:31:38.160 --> 00:31:41.560 And we'll also have to check it hasn't spread anywhere else. 347 00:31:41.560 --> 00:31:43.360 Where? 348 00:31:43.360 --> 00:31:45.760 We'll do a bone scan. 349 00:31:45.760 --> 00:31:51.160 We also need to check your liver and lungs with a CT scan. 350 00:31:51.160 --> 00:31:54.720 Was the lump the size that normally means it's spread? 351 00:31:54.720 --> 00:31:56.800 There is no normal here. 352 00:31:57.840 --> 00:31:59.280 We got it. 353 00:32:00.240 --> 00:32:02.200 That all looks good. 354 00:32:09.000 --> 00:32:10.200 What'd she say? 355 00:32:11.320 --> 00:32:15.600 Um, they got it all, but it was bigger than they thought. 356 00:32:15.600 --> 00:32:18.000 - Bone scan? - Yes. 357 00:32:18.000 --> 00:32:19.320 Oh. 358 00:32:20.760 --> 00:32:22.320 That's normal. 359 00:34:30.480 --> 00:34:31.920 Excuse me. 360 00:34:40.040 --> 00:34:42.880 Can you kill a goldfish by overfeeding them? 361 00:34:45.640 --> 00:34:47.160 I don't know. 362 00:34:48.160 --> 00:34:49.600 I've only started working here. 363 00:34:50.960 --> 00:34:52.200 I only know about rabbits. 364 00:34:53.160 --> 00:34:56.200 - Are they old? - No. 365 00:34:58.400 --> 00:35:01.680 I don't want the wife to know the one we had died. 366 00:35:03.720 --> 00:35:05.920 Was she fond of it? 367 00:35:05.920 --> 00:35:08.760 No. She hated it. 368 00:35:24.040 --> 00:35:25.880 - You all right to walk? - Fine. 369 00:35:25.880 --> 00:35:28.520 - Bye. I'm on my way now. - See you. 370 00:36:38.600 --> 00:36:39.920 Thank you. 371 00:36:48.560 --> 00:36:50.160 And what? 372 00:36:50.160 --> 00:36:53.440 You got everything means you got everything. 373 00:36:53.440 --> 00:36:57.360 No, they did a bone scan to see if the cancer had spread to my bones. 374 00:36:57.360 --> 00:36:58.920 And that was clear. 375 00:36:58.960 --> 00:37:00.960 Correct. But now you have to get an upper-body scan. 376 00:37:00.960 --> 00:37:01.920 - Yes. - Why? 377 00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:03.880 Because she wants to check my liver and my lungs. 378 00:37:03.920 --> 00:37:06.600 Why didn't she check your lungs when she was removing the lump? 379 00:37:06.600 --> 00:37:08.560 I don't know. She can't just put her hand in, 380 00:37:08.560 --> 00:37:10.280 move things out of the way and take a peek. 381 00:37:10.280 --> 00:37:13.240 How do you know they don't do that? Are you a doctor now? 382 00:37:13.240 --> 00:37:14.680 Stop talking stupid. 383 00:37:14.680 --> 00:37:17.320 Get cancer and end up knowing everything about medicine. 384 00:37:17.320 --> 00:37:19.760 All I know is there's something they're not telling us. 385 00:37:19.760 --> 00:37:22.280 There's nothing they're not telling us. Why are you doing this? 386 00:37:22.280 --> 00:37:24.880 Up to the damn hospital again and again and again. 387 00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:27.400 Well, you don't have to come with me all the time. 388 00:37:27.440 --> 00:37:29.960 - What would you do on your own? - I'd do what I always do. 389 00:37:30.000 --> 00:37:32.280 I sit and wait and then I get poked and prodded at. 390 00:37:32.280 --> 00:37:36.400 And what if something happens and I'm not there? No. 391 00:37:40.000 --> 00:37:41.400 Just drive the car. 392 00:37:41.400 --> 00:37:43.840 Aye, just drive the car. That's me. 393 00:37:44.360 --> 00:37:46.000 Just drive the car. 394 00:37:51.160 --> 00:37:52.840 One. 395 00:37:52.880 --> 00:37:54.920 Two. 396 00:37:54.920 --> 00:37:57.160 Three. 397 00:37:57.200 --> 00:37:58.840 Four. 398 00:37:58.840 --> 00:38:00.760 Five. 399 00:38:00.760 --> 00:38:02.560 Six. 400 00:38:02.560 --> 00:38:03.520 Seven. 401 00:38:05.000 --> 00:38:06.520 Eight. 402 00:38:06.520 --> 00:38:08.720 Nine. 403 00:38:08.720 --> 00:38:10.240 Ten. 404 00:38:10.240 --> 00:38:11.800 Eleven. 405 00:38:11.800 --> 00:38:14.080 Twelve. 406 00:38:14.080 --> 00:38:15.600 Thirteen. 407 00:38:15.600 --> 00:38:17.720 Fourteen. 408 00:38:18.360 --> 00:38:19.920 Fifteen. 409 00:38:19.920 --> 00:38:21.800 Sixteen. 410 00:38:21.800 --> 00:38:23.800 Seventeen. 411 00:38:23.800 --> 00:38:25.600 Eighteen. 412 00:38:25.600 --> 00:38:27.400 Nineteen. 413 00:38:27.400 --> 00:38:29.320 Twenty. 414 00:38:30.120 --> 00:38:31.720 Twenty-one. 415 00:38:31.760 --> 00:38:33.440 Twenty-two. 416 00:38:33.440 --> 00:38:35.200 Twenty-three. 417 00:38:35.200 --> 00:38:37.160 Twenty-four. 418 00:38:42.880 --> 00:38:45.240 She's been away too long. That's not good. 419 00:38:45.240 --> 00:38:47.320 Not good what way? 420 00:38:48.320 --> 00:38:51.400 Because if it was good news, she'd be right back. 421 00:38:51.400 --> 00:38:55.920 So you think it's bad news and she doesn't wanna tell you and she's waiting out there? 422 00:38:55.920 --> 00:38:57.240 That's what I think. 423 00:38:57.240 --> 00:39:00.840 Oh, I think it's good news, so she's in no rush. 424 00:39:00.840 --> 00:39:02.800 No, if it was good news, you'd be in a rush. 425 00:39:02.800 --> 00:39:06.440 That's the whole point. You'd want to be telling the person. 426 00:39:06.440 --> 00:39:08.840 It'd be cruel if you had good news to wait to tell someone. 427 00:39:08.880 --> 00:39:12.360 It'd be kind if you had bad news to wait to tell them. 428 00:39:12.400 --> 00:39:14.440 She's been away too long. It's bad news. 429 00:39:14.480 --> 00:39:17.200 Sorry. That took longer than I thought. 430 00:39:17.200 --> 00:39:19.320 I was called away to another patient. 431 00:39:23.160 --> 00:39:26.960 Well, good news. The scan is all clear. 432 00:39:31.560 --> 00:39:32.920 So what does that mean? 433 00:39:32.920 --> 00:39:36.680 It means we've removed the lump and the lymph nodes, 434 00:39:36.680 --> 00:39:38.960 and the cancer hasn't spread anywhere else. 435 00:39:38.960 --> 00:39:40.360 So, it's gone? 436 00:39:40.400 --> 00:39:43.240 As far as we're concerned, yes. 437 00:39:43.240 --> 00:39:46.120 And the next thing is to refer you to an oncologist 438 00:39:46.120 --> 00:39:48.720 to discuss chemotherapy and other therapies. 439 00:39:48.720 --> 00:39:51.520 Why chemo? You just said it was gone. 440 00:39:52.440 --> 00:39:55.320 There still might be tiny cancerous cells 441 00:39:55.320 --> 00:39:56.840 that we can't detect through scanning. 442 00:39:56.840 --> 00:40:01.600 So... when you said the cancer is gone, that may not be true? 443 00:40:01.600 --> 00:40:04.520 - Tom, don't... - I just want to get everything clear. 444 00:40:04.520 --> 00:40:05.880 And so you should. 445 00:40:05.880 --> 00:40:08.080 The cancer that was there has been removed 446 00:40:08.080 --> 00:40:10.200 and it hasn't spread any further. 447 00:40:10.200 --> 00:40:13.720 And Joan is now ready for chemotherapy. 448 00:40:14.640 --> 00:40:16.960 Thank you, Doctor. That's very clear. Thank you. 449 00:40:22.840 --> 00:40:26.360 From now on, when we're at the hospital, I don't want you talking. 450 00:40:27.440 --> 00:40:30.440 If I didn't talk, we wouldn't know anything. 451 00:40:30.440 --> 00:40:33.200 We already knew. We'd already been told. 452 00:40:33.960 --> 00:40:35.160 It's just you being you. 453 00:40:35.760 --> 00:40:36.960 Cancer-free, she said. 454 00:40:36.960 --> 00:40:39.040 Yes. I knew what she meant. 455 00:40:40.840 --> 00:40:43.920 In situations like this, you have to be exact. 456 00:40:43.920 --> 00:40:47.720 Oh, I'm sorry, Tom. Are we in a hospital or are we in a courtroom? 457 00:40:48.600 --> 00:40:51.080 It's not black and white. The world's gray. 458 00:40:51.080 --> 00:40:53.160 It's nothing to do with black and white. 459 00:40:54.240 --> 00:40:56.800 Cancer-free is different from not cancer-free. 460 00:40:56.800 --> 00:40:59.800 Hmm. Are you cancer free? 461 00:41:00.720 --> 00:41:02.600 Very good. 462 00:41:02.600 --> 00:41:04.640 "As far as we know." 463 00:41:04.640 --> 00:41:06.880 I knew what she meant. 464 00:41:06.880 --> 00:41:09.360 So from now on, no more talk from you. 465 00:41:09.360 --> 00:41:11.320 It's to do with me anyway. I'll ask. 466 00:41:11.320 --> 00:41:13.160 It's to do with you. You'll ask. 467 00:41:13.160 --> 00:41:15.240 Yes. That was embarrassing. 468 00:41:15.640 --> 00:41:17.480 - Embarrassing? - Yes. 469 00:41:41.200 --> 00:41:43.200 - You wanna sit here? - Yeah. 470 00:41:57.640 --> 00:41:59.840 You see that man in the blue shirt over there? 471 00:41:59.840 --> 00:42:01.400 Yeah. 472 00:42:01.400 --> 00:42:04.440 I think he was our Debbie's teacher at primary school. 473 00:42:04.440 --> 00:42:06.400 Oh, right enough. 474 00:42:07.400 --> 00:42:09.960 - Yes, arrogant. - Yeah. 475 00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:13.000 - I'm gonna talk to him. - What for? 476 00:42:13.000 --> 00:42:15.880 What for? There's something the matter with you. 477 00:42:15.880 --> 00:42:19.480 Just to talk to him. Tell him who I am, that I recognized him. 478 00:42:19.480 --> 00:42:21.240 He looks alone. 479 00:42:24.640 --> 00:42:26.280 Sorry. 480 00:42:27.320 --> 00:42:31.760 I just saw you sitting here. I think I know you. 481 00:42:31.760 --> 00:42:35.560 Did you used to teach my daughter, Debbie Thompson, in primary school? 482 00:42:35.600 --> 00:42:37.080 I did. 483 00:42:37.960 --> 00:42:41.320 I was very sad to hear what happened to Debbie. 484 00:42:41.320 --> 00:42:42.960 Oh. 485 00:42:42.960 --> 00:42:44.000 It's Joan. 486 00:42:44.000 --> 00:42:45.560 Peter. 487 00:42:45.560 --> 00:42:47.400 Debbie was a delightful child. 488 00:42:47.400 --> 00:42:49.200 Pleasure to teach. 489 00:42:49.200 --> 00:42:52.920 - Hmm. Do you still teach? - Not at the moment. 490 00:42:52.920 --> 00:42:55.120 Oh, please, sit down. 491 00:42:57.040 --> 00:42:58.840 Are you on your own? 492 00:42:58.840 --> 00:43:01.640 Oh, my partner, Steve, is downstairs in the café. 493 00:43:01.640 --> 00:43:04.840 He gets very emotional. 494 00:43:04.840 --> 00:43:08.280 - It's difficult for him. - Hmm. I see that in my husband. 495 00:43:08.280 --> 00:43:11.600 Right. So you have the buzzer? 496 00:43:12.640 --> 00:43:15.600 - Yes. Yeah. - Right. 497 00:43:15.600 --> 00:43:17.480 Is this your first time here? 498 00:43:17.480 --> 00:43:19.080 No, second. 499 00:43:19.080 --> 00:43:21.200 How's your treatment going? 500 00:43:22.240 --> 00:43:24.600 I'm... I'm terminal. 501 00:43:25.280 --> 00:43:26.560 Oh, I'm sorry. 502 00:43:26.560 --> 00:43:28.680 Yeah. They say if I take the chemo, 503 00:43:28.680 --> 00:43:30.640 we'll have a while longer. 504 00:43:30.640 --> 00:43:32.640 What... What are you here for? 505 00:43:33.760 --> 00:43:35.400 Breast cancer. 506 00:43:38.440 --> 00:43:40.560 Has the chemo been difficult? 507 00:43:41.280 --> 00:43:42.960 Difficult enough. The nausea. 508 00:43:42.960 --> 00:43:46.000 That might not be difficult for you. Each treatment's different. 509 00:43:46.000 --> 00:43:47.800 They say that, anyway. 510 00:43:49.560 --> 00:43:53.640 I don't wanna lose my hair. No hair at my age, I think I'd look like a man. 511 00:43:53.640 --> 00:43:57.640 For me they said maybe, maybe not. 512 00:43:57.640 --> 00:44:00.040 I do not want to be buried bald. 513 00:44:00.040 --> 00:44:01.240 Actually, that's not true. 514 00:44:01.240 --> 00:44:02.720 Being buried bald isn't the issue. 515 00:44:02.720 --> 00:44:05.960 Lying in me coffin with the lid off it, bald, for all to see. 516 00:44:05.960 --> 00:44:10.800 Not that there will be anybody there, but that's not the point. Just in case. 517 00:44:12.000 --> 00:44:13.680 I think you'd look dignified. 518 00:44:14.520 --> 00:44:16.640 Dignified? No, horrified. 519 00:44:19.560 --> 00:44:21.880 Well, you might not lose it. 520 00:44:21.880 --> 00:44:24.640 Whenever they say "you might," it means you will. 521 00:44:26.280 --> 00:44:30.160 We should get that printed on T-shirts. Wear them to the chemo sessions. 522 00:44:34.760 --> 00:44:37.840 Well... there we go. 523 00:44:39.480 --> 00:44:40.640 - Okay. - Well... 524 00:44:40.640 --> 00:44:42.720 It's lovely to meet you, Peter. 525 00:44:42.720 --> 00:44:44.680 I'm glad I came over to talk. 526 00:44:44.680 --> 00:44:46.600 Yeah. Lovely to meet you, Joan. 527 00:44:51.400 --> 00:44:53.160 I take it that's him then? 528 00:44:53.160 --> 00:44:56.160 Yeah. His name's Peter. 529 00:44:57.160 --> 00:44:59.920 - Did he remember our Debbie? - Of course he did. 530 00:44:59.920 --> 00:45:01.960 Talked of her really fondly. 531 00:45:02.680 --> 00:45:06.600 - Is he still arrogant? - Huh. No. 532 00:45:07.400 --> 00:45:09.520 He's got terminal cancer. 533 00:45:10.160 --> 00:45:11.360 Oh. 534 00:45:12.160 --> 00:45:14.280 - That's not good. - No. 535 00:45:15.240 --> 00:45:17.960 His partner, Steve, I think he said he was called, 536 00:45:17.960 --> 00:45:21.080 he sits downstairs. He can't come up here. 537 00:45:23.160 --> 00:45:24.400 Yeah. 538 00:45:24.400 --> 00:45:27.720 I can imagine that would be difficult for some people, all right. 539 00:45:31.280 --> 00:45:32.840 I hope I bump into him again. 540 00:45:33.480 --> 00:45:35.280 I'm sure you will. 541 00:45:35.280 --> 00:45:37.120 He doesn't look gay. 542 00:45:37.720 --> 00:45:39.200 No. 543 00:45:40.440 --> 00:45:42.960 - But then you don't look... - Easy, tiger. 544 00:45:44.040 --> 00:45:46.160 I was gonna say kind. 545 00:45:46.920 --> 00:45:49.640 - There's not many of us left. - Hmm. 546 00:45:51.400 --> 00:45:54.080 I couldn't say stupid because you do look stupid. 547 00:45:54.080 --> 00:45:57.600 Living with you too long has me looking like that. 548 00:46:01.200 --> 00:46:03.400 Oh! 549 00:46:03.400 --> 00:46:05.480 - Here we go. - Here we go. 550 00:47:23.600 --> 00:47:25.280 It's all right, it's all right. 551 00:47:25.280 --> 00:47:26.920 Oh, God. 552 00:47:28.040 --> 00:47:30.880 Is your head sore? Shall I get a cold cloth? 553 00:47:31.960 --> 00:47:33.560 No, I'm freezing. 554 00:47:34.320 --> 00:47:36.520 Blanket? Want a blanket? 555 00:47:36.520 --> 00:47:39.000 No, it'll be all right. It'll go in a minute. 556 00:47:40.400 --> 00:47:45.240 Shall I take this... this basin away and clean it out or is there more? 557 00:47:46.240 --> 00:47:49.120 There will be more, but you can clean it out anyway. 558 00:47:49.120 --> 00:47:51.880 Shall I go and just get another basin? 559 00:47:51.880 --> 00:47:54.400 No, just... just clean that one out. 560 00:47:54.400 --> 00:47:55.800 Right, right, right. 561 00:48:08.880 --> 00:48:12.200 Sarah has started a project at nearby Fillingham Court. 562 00:48:13.040 --> 00:48:15.040 She's teaching the residents about gardening 563 00:48:15.040 --> 00:48:18.480 to inspire them to make the most of their communal areas 564 00:48:18.480 --> 00:48:20.680 and brighten up their balconies. 565 00:48:20.680 --> 00:48:24.240 What rubbish bin goes out tonight? Brown or gray? 566 00:48:27.000 --> 00:48:28.520 I'm not sure. 567 00:48:29.800 --> 00:48:31.440 What went out last week? 568 00:48:31.440 --> 00:48:35.720 If I knew what went out last week, I'd know what one goes out tonight. 569 00:48:36.520 --> 00:48:37.960 Think it's gray. 570 00:48:39.560 --> 00:48:41.680 Just look what the neighbors put out. 571 00:48:43.320 --> 00:48:44.840 I know it's summer, but what's the point 572 00:48:44.840 --> 00:48:47.360 of having a bin for garden waste during the winter 573 00:48:47.360 --> 00:48:49.240 when there isn't any garden waste? 574 00:48:49.240 --> 00:48:50.400 Don't know. 575 00:48:51.240 --> 00:48:52.520 Well, you should know. 576 00:48:52.520 --> 00:48:54.960 That could be vital information at some point. 577 00:48:55.800 --> 00:48:58.960 - Vital? Really? - Yes, Joan. Vital. 578 00:48:58.960 --> 00:49:01.800 - Why don't you go for a walk? - No. 579 00:49:02.800 --> 00:49:04.680 No, I'm staying. Watch TV. 580 00:49:04.680 --> 00:49:06.840 I haven't numbed my brain enough today. 581 00:49:10.160 --> 00:49:11.280 Hmm. 582 00:49:46.800 --> 00:49:49.880 - All right? - It's coming out in clumps now. 583 00:49:52.680 --> 00:49:54.440 What do you want to do? 584 00:49:55.720 --> 00:49:57.880 - I don't know. - Look, there's no... 585 00:49:57.880 --> 00:50:02.320 - No, I know. - I'll do it. Do you want me to do it? 586 00:50:05.160 --> 00:50:07.400 What? Where's the scissors? 587 00:50:09.960 --> 00:50:11.720 - In the drawer. - Right. 588 00:50:17.680 --> 00:50:19.480 Do you wanna stand or sit? 589 00:50:19.480 --> 00:50:23.240 When have you ever seen anyone getting their hair cut standing up? 590 00:50:41.680 --> 00:50:42.800 Okay? 591 00:50:43.760 --> 00:50:44.760 Yeah. 592 00:50:56.160 --> 00:50:57.840 Stop. 593 00:51:03.720 --> 00:51:06.800 So, what do you and your hairdresser talk about? 594 00:51:06.800 --> 00:51:08.760 You and what an idiot you are. 595 00:51:08.760 --> 00:51:11.560 An idiot who has a pair of scissors in his hand. 596 00:51:12.400 --> 00:51:14.600 Any particular style today, madam? 597 00:51:14.600 --> 00:51:16.800 Beehive. 598 00:51:17.320 --> 00:51:19.760 Showing your age there, kid. 599 00:51:19.760 --> 00:51:21.840 A beehive it is. 600 00:52:25.160 --> 00:52:28.040 Ta-da! 601 00:52:31.120 --> 00:52:33.000 What do you think? 602 00:52:33.000 --> 00:52:34.960 You look beautiful. 603 00:52:35.960 --> 00:52:38.760 But then I never really liked your hair to begin with. 604 00:52:42.520 --> 00:52:44.760 It feels weird. 605 00:52:44.760 --> 00:52:46.400 You're a star, kid. 606 00:52:46.400 --> 00:52:48.400 Absolute star. 607 00:55:00.760 --> 00:55:02.640 - Did you write it down? - No. 608 00:55:02.640 --> 00:55:04.680 What do you mean, no? 609 00:55:04.680 --> 00:55:07.320 I gave you a notebook and a pen especially for that. 610 00:55:07.320 --> 00:55:09.440 I didn't write it down. 611 00:55:11.280 --> 00:55:14.200 So, you don't know what tablet to take? 612 00:55:14.200 --> 00:55:15.440 No. Just guess. 613 00:55:15.440 --> 00:55:17.480 You can't guess, Joan. They're too strong. 614 00:55:17.480 --> 00:55:20.680 Tom, please. The pain in my legs and feet is... 615 00:55:20.680 --> 00:55:23.760 I'm in agony. Just give me a tablet. It's one of three. 616 00:55:23.760 --> 00:55:25.640 Just pick one. I don't care which. 617 00:55:25.640 --> 00:55:28.040 - You were told to write this down. - Oh, what? 618 00:55:28.040 --> 00:55:30.040 Because I didn't, you're gonna punish me? 619 00:55:30.040 --> 00:55:33.760 Whose pain is this? Who's going through this? Me or you? 620 00:55:33.760 --> 00:55:37.480 You sit downstairs drinking beer while I'm up here in pain. 621 00:55:37.480 --> 00:55:39.640 Excuse me. Everything you need, I get. 622 00:55:39.640 --> 00:55:43.240 - Well, get me a tablet. - I don't know which one. 623 00:55:43.240 --> 00:55:46.000 Don't give me that "poor me" garbage. Did I give you the cancer? 624 00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:47.760 This isn't about cancer. This is about you. 625 00:55:47.760 --> 00:55:50.640 You never do anything for me until you've sorted yourself out. 626 00:55:50.640 --> 00:55:52.000 - That right? - Yes. 627 00:55:52.000 --> 00:55:53.960 I didn't want to fill out your silly little notepad 628 00:55:53.960 --> 00:55:56.360 because I didn't feel like it, all right? 629 00:55:56.360 --> 00:55:58.600 No! Because you like all this. 630 00:55:58.600 --> 00:56:00.640 You'd rather be worse than better. 631 00:56:00.640 --> 00:56:01.800 It's in your nature. 632 00:56:01.800 --> 00:56:04.920 It's all, "Look at me. This was always gonna happen to me! 633 00:56:04.920 --> 00:56:07.400 My daughter was killed! Look at me!" 634 00:56:10.000 --> 00:56:11.720 I hate you, you know that? 635 00:56:11.720 --> 00:56:14.920 Oh, I know it, all right. It's there underneath all the time. 636 00:56:14.920 --> 00:56:18.360 Here, there's the box. You wanna take a tablet? Take one. 637 00:56:18.360 --> 00:56:19.560 Just leave me alone. 638 00:56:19.560 --> 00:56:21.680 On top of everything I have to deal with you. 639 00:56:21.680 --> 00:56:23.400 We're both going through this. 640 00:56:23.400 --> 00:56:26.440 No, we're not! Tom, we're not! I'm going through it! 641 00:56:28.200 --> 00:56:31.040 You've just gotta cope with things, cope with stuff. 642 00:56:31.040 --> 00:56:33.720 I had the cancer. I'm going through chemo. 643 00:56:33.720 --> 00:56:36.160 I need to have a double-mastectomy. 644 00:56:39.160 --> 00:56:41.440 I'm doing my best here! 645 00:56:41.440 --> 00:56:43.480 No, you're not! 646 00:57:15.040 --> 00:57:16.400 Hi. 647 00:57:17.320 --> 00:57:18.400 Hi. 648 00:57:20.840 --> 00:57:22.720 Is this your first session? 649 00:57:22.720 --> 00:57:24.600 Yes. 650 00:57:24.600 --> 00:57:27.600 Don't be worried about all the goings-on here. You get used to it. 651 00:57:27.600 --> 00:57:30.280 You think you won't, but you do. 652 00:57:30.280 --> 00:57:33.680 I always think it's like a busy train station or something. 653 00:57:34.640 --> 00:57:35.640 Yeah. 654 00:57:37.080 --> 00:57:39.120 How many sessions have you to do? 655 00:57:39.120 --> 00:57:41.560 - Six. - Oh. 656 00:57:41.560 --> 00:57:44.760 - Breast cancer. - Same here. 657 00:57:45.760 --> 00:57:46.960 I hear it's hard. 658 00:57:46.960 --> 00:57:49.880 Well, it can be, but you get through it. 659 00:57:50.960 --> 00:57:53.840 Take all the painkillers you can get your hands on. 660 00:57:54.760 --> 00:57:58.360 Once the pain kicks in, it's hard to get rid of. 661 00:58:02.720 --> 00:58:05.040 Now, are we ready? 662 00:58:12.880 --> 00:58:14.960 Yeah, I like it. It suits you. 663 00:58:14.960 --> 00:58:16.640 No, it doesn't. 664 00:58:16.640 --> 00:58:18.440 No, it doesn't. 665 00:58:18.440 --> 00:58:22.440 I went to the hairdresser's and she cut it. I think it looks worse. 666 00:58:22.440 --> 00:58:24.320 It's not even the right color. 667 00:58:25.240 --> 00:58:28.200 - What does Tom think of it? - Oh, I don't know. 668 00:58:28.200 --> 00:58:32.320 I mean, he wouldn't say that he didn't like it, 669 00:58:32.320 --> 00:58:34.120 but you know... 670 00:58:35.640 --> 00:58:37.800 He's at the end of his tether. 671 00:58:37.800 --> 00:58:39.600 I can see it in him. 672 00:58:40.560 --> 00:58:42.920 Oh, but to hell with him, so am I. 673 00:58:42.920 --> 00:58:45.320 Too right. 674 00:58:45.320 --> 00:58:47.680 - We fought the other night. - Hmm? 675 00:58:47.680 --> 00:58:51.200 Oh, well, you need a blowout, don't you? 676 00:58:52.120 --> 00:58:54.280 Steve won't do it, not that he's that type, 677 00:58:54.280 --> 00:58:57.720 but even so, God, he won't offend me now. 678 00:58:58.800 --> 00:59:00.680 Poor man. 679 00:59:00.680 --> 00:59:02.760 He looks frightened, you know. 680 00:59:02.760 --> 00:59:04.840 More frightened of me dying than I am. 681 00:59:04.840 --> 00:59:08.440 He won't even talk to me about stopping chemo. 682 00:59:09.280 --> 00:59:11.320 Are you going to? 683 00:59:11.320 --> 00:59:13.040 Well, I'm thinking about it. 684 00:59:14.040 --> 00:59:17.320 I can handle it, but what's the point of even doing that, 685 00:59:17.320 --> 00:59:20.680 if I'm gonna die the same way no matter what? 686 00:59:20.680 --> 00:59:24.040 Steve thinks I'd be depriving him of time spent together. 687 00:59:27.560 --> 00:59:29.600 What would you do? 688 00:59:32.360 --> 00:59:33.360 Don't know. 689 00:59:33.360 --> 00:59:35.720 You must've thought about it 690 00:59:36.440 --> 00:59:38.400 when you heard about the cancer. 691 00:59:41.000 --> 00:59:42.400 Yeah, I... 692 00:59:43.760 --> 00:59:45.880 Yeah, I thought that... 693 00:59:47.200 --> 00:59:49.000 if it came to that... 694 00:59:49.960 --> 00:59:51.880 no matter how long you'd been together, 695 00:59:51.880 --> 00:59:54.440 no matter how much you love each other... 696 00:59:55.880 --> 00:59:59.640 it would have to be my decision and my decision alone. 697 01:00:02.360 --> 01:00:04.480 I cried when I thought that. 698 01:00:07.040 --> 01:00:09.800 You know, that we're all just really... 699 01:00:11.760 --> 01:00:13.560 just on our own. 700 01:00:26.360 --> 01:00:27.240 Too hot. 701 01:00:27.240 --> 01:00:30.760 Jesus Christ. Tea cozy? 702 01:00:30.760 --> 01:00:32.880 No! 703 01:00:35.880 --> 01:00:37.000 Oh... 704 01:01:05.640 --> 01:01:08.720 You'd think I'd give these up, wouldn't you? 705 01:01:11.400 --> 01:01:14.320 But then what would be the point? 706 01:01:21.400 --> 01:01:22.880 Have you somebody in here? 707 01:01:25.720 --> 01:01:27.880 My wife. She's got breast cancer. 708 01:01:27.880 --> 01:01:29.960 She's getting chemo, you know. 709 01:01:38.200 --> 01:01:40.360 They're good in here. 710 01:01:41.800 --> 01:01:43.080 They can't do anything for me, 711 01:01:43.080 --> 01:01:45.880 but that doesn't mean to say they're not good. 712 01:01:46.640 --> 01:01:49.640 Your wife will be well looked after. 713 01:01:50.520 --> 01:01:51.840 Yes. 714 01:01:56.800 --> 01:01:58.560 My wife's dead. 715 01:02:02.240 --> 01:02:04.200 It's just as well. 716 01:02:15.120 --> 01:02:17.520 I can't do this, Tom. 717 01:02:20.400 --> 01:02:22.360 I can't take any more. 718 01:02:23.280 --> 01:02:25.600 It's all right, kid. It's all right. 719 01:02:28.200 --> 01:02:30.280 I can't do it, Tom. 720 01:02:36.560 --> 01:02:37.680 Look at me. 721 01:02:37.680 --> 01:02:39.760 I don't want to look at you. 722 01:02:43.880 --> 01:02:45.240 You're nearly there, pet. 723 01:02:45.240 --> 01:02:47.440 I don't want to be nearly there, Tom. 724 01:02:48.360 --> 01:02:49.640 I don't wanna be nearly there. 725 01:02:49.640 --> 01:02:52.920 I want it to be over. I've had enough. 726 01:02:59.880 --> 01:03:02.920 You know... you know the way... 727 01:03:04.560 --> 01:03:06.680 I always said I'd do the marathon... 728 01:03:07.880 --> 01:03:09.720 and never did it? 729 01:03:09.720 --> 01:03:11.280 Useless. 730 01:03:11.280 --> 01:03:12.640 I'm useless. 731 01:03:14.040 --> 01:03:16.000 I stand near the finish line... 732 01:03:16.880 --> 01:03:19.120 watching the people cross that line... 733 01:03:19.920 --> 01:03:21.800 one by one. 734 01:03:22.400 --> 01:03:24.200 Makes me wanna cry. 735 01:03:27.040 --> 01:03:28.560 But it's... 736 01:03:29.520 --> 01:03:32.280 it's normal people that are doing it. 737 01:03:33.840 --> 01:03:35.560 I never did it. 738 01:03:38.040 --> 01:03:39.560 You are doing it. 739 01:03:41.520 --> 01:03:44.160 You're coming up to the finish line, Joan. 740 01:03:45.280 --> 01:03:47.080 You're nearly there, kid. 741 01:03:49.160 --> 01:03:50.920 You're gonna do it. 742 01:04:44.560 --> 01:04:47.400 I've been thinking we should do something to the house. 743 01:04:48.640 --> 01:04:49.600 Like what? 744 01:04:50.640 --> 01:04:52.320 I don't know. 745 01:04:52.320 --> 01:04:54.280 Bedroom, kitchen. I don't know, just a change. 746 01:04:54.280 --> 01:04:56.720 They don't need change, Joan. 747 01:04:56.720 --> 01:04:58.720 Tom, we haven't decorated since... 748 01:04:58.720 --> 01:05:00.920 And what? There's only you and me in it. 749 01:05:00.920 --> 01:05:02.760 It doesn't mean it shouldn't look well. 750 01:05:02.760 --> 01:05:05.040 It looks well enough. 751 01:05:05.040 --> 01:05:06.640 We're doing the bedroom. 752 01:05:06.640 --> 01:05:08.280 Right. Not the kitchen? 753 01:05:09.240 --> 01:05:10.480 You think we should do the kitchen? 754 01:05:10.480 --> 01:05:12.040 I don't think we should do either. 755 01:05:12.040 --> 01:05:14.600 Right, we're doing the bedroom. Something bright. 756 01:05:14.600 --> 01:05:15.960 Aye. 757 01:05:17.520 --> 01:05:21.200 What are we doing after this? Do you wanna go for a drink somewhere? 758 01:05:22.080 --> 01:05:25.040 No, we'll just go up to the bedroom. 759 01:05:25.960 --> 01:05:28.480 I'll nip over, get some wine across the road. 760 01:05:28.480 --> 01:05:29.680 It'll be cheaper. 761 01:05:29.680 --> 01:05:31.800 Now that we're saving for an orange bedroom. 762 01:05:32.800 --> 01:05:35.400 We don't have to have any drink at all. 763 01:05:35.400 --> 01:05:37.480 Aye, very good. 764 01:05:38.400 --> 01:05:40.000 Don't be getting a lot of drink. 765 01:05:40.000 --> 01:05:41.560 I wasn't gonna get a lot. 766 01:05:41.560 --> 01:05:42.920 Don't start. 767 01:05:42.920 --> 01:05:45.960 I know, but, I mean, we're here doing this. 768 01:05:45.960 --> 01:05:48.040 - We're having a good time. - Yes. 769 01:06:29.280 --> 01:06:31.360 Are you going to miss these? 770 01:06:34.240 --> 01:06:36.120 What? Really? 771 01:06:36.120 --> 01:06:38.760 - Now? - Yes, now. 772 01:06:38.760 --> 01:06:39.840 No. 773 01:06:40.840 --> 01:06:41.640 No? 774 01:06:41.640 --> 01:06:45.360 - What, is this a trick question? - No. 775 01:06:48.160 --> 01:06:50.280 Are you gonna miss them? 776 01:06:59.160 --> 01:07:00.680 No. 777 01:07:02.520 --> 01:07:04.440 You'll still have something left. 778 01:07:04.440 --> 01:07:05.640 I know. 779 01:07:08.280 --> 01:07:11.400 But, I mean, are you gonna miss them? 780 01:07:15.680 --> 01:07:17.000 Yes. 781 01:07:20.120 --> 01:07:21.320 Good man. 782 01:08:26.080 --> 01:08:28.040 - You okay? - Yeah. 783 01:08:28.040 --> 01:08:30.280 - What's the pain like today? - Same. 784 01:08:31.080 --> 01:08:33.840 - You getting more painkillers? - Yeah. 785 01:08:35.240 --> 01:08:36.800 Did you sleep? 786 01:08:38.120 --> 01:08:39.600 Off and on. 787 01:08:40.680 --> 01:08:43.320 It's difficult to sleep here, noise of the place. 788 01:08:44.280 --> 01:08:48.120 - How long did they say you'd be in for? - At least a week. 789 01:08:48.120 --> 01:08:53.920 Got to make sure that the wound's clean and under my arms are all drained. 790 01:08:54.760 --> 01:08:57.160 Do you need me to bring anything up? 791 01:08:57.160 --> 01:08:58.320 Yeah. 792 01:08:58.320 --> 01:09:01.560 Can you go into the top drawer and get my blue nightdress? 793 01:09:01.560 --> 01:09:02.920 Make sure it's the blue one. 794 01:09:02.920 --> 01:09:05.640 The other one's a bit grubby. And some knickers. 795 01:09:07.840 --> 01:09:09.640 Any type? 796 01:09:09.640 --> 01:09:11.280 Crotchless? 797 01:09:14.000 --> 01:09:16.200 Don't make me laugh. It hurts. 798 01:09:17.320 --> 01:09:18.560 Not the crotchless then? 799 01:09:18.560 --> 01:09:20.480 Oh, Tom! 800 01:09:20.480 --> 01:09:22.680 Sturdy gusset? 801 01:09:22.680 --> 01:09:24.800 Sturdy gusset. 802 01:09:26.920 --> 01:09:29.000 Couple of facecloths as well. 803 01:09:29.800 --> 01:09:30.760 Anything else? 804 01:09:30.760 --> 01:09:33.560 Any other things that aren't sexually romantic? 805 01:09:34.440 --> 01:09:37.480 No, just the sexually romantic stuff. 806 01:09:41.480 --> 01:09:42.840 Hi. 807 01:09:43.360 --> 01:09:44.800 Tom, this is Peter. 808 01:09:44.800 --> 01:09:46.240 - Yes, of course. - I told you. 809 01:09:46.240 --> 01:09:49.160 - Hi. Good to meet you. - You too. 810 01:09:49.160 --> 01:09:53.000 I'm gonna go down to the café. Let you two have a chat. 811 01:09:56.000 --> 01:09:57.880 Well, how about you, missus? 812 01:09:57.880 --> 01:10:02.280 They've removed both of my breasts and they've reconstructed them. 813 01:10:02.280 --> 01:10:05.800 They pulled up some muscle from my stomach to do it. 814 01:10:05.800 --> 01:10:09.000 I've got this great big scar across here. It's like a zip. 815 01:10:10.320 --> 01:10:12.600 Well, at least it's over. 816 01:10:15.480 --> 01:10:18.760 You know, at the start of all this, I had this feeling 817 01:10:18.760 --> 01:10:22.280 that if I can get through it all, that the experience of that, 818 01:10:22.280 --> 01:10:24.440 you know, just going through it, 819 01:10:24.440 --> 01:10:26.560 it would somehow change me. 820 01:10:28.960 --> 01:10:30.960 I don't think it has. 821 01:10:32.920 --> 01:10:35.040 I don't think I want it to. 822 01:11:12.240 --> 01:11:14.600 You're Tom. Joan's husband? 823 01:11:19.960 --> 01:11:22.800 Peter is with Joan up in the ward. 824 01:11:22.800 --> 01:11:24.200 Oh, right, yeah. 825 01:11:25.680 --> 01:11:29.800 I heard she was in for an operation. I hope it all went well. 826 01:11:29.800 --> 01:11:32.640 In doctor speak, as well as can be expected. 827 01:11:33.800 --> 01:11:36.440 I know. It's just never a straight answer. 828 01:11:38.160 --> 01:11:40.360 - It's good that she got through it. - Yeah. 829 01:11:42.400 --> 01:11:45.200 Peter's in because his blood count is down. 830 01:11:45.200 --> 01:11:47.640 Aye, just keeping an eye on him. 831 01:11:51.920 --> 01:11:53.520 He's dying. 832 01:11:54.360 --> 01:11:55.560 You know that? 833 01:11:57.680 --> 01:11:59.160 Yes. 834 01:12:01.040 --> 01:12:02.600 I've stopped the chemo. 835 01:12:02.600 --> 01:12:06.760 I knew I was going to do it. I just took me time working round to it. 836 01:12:07.840 --> 01:12:11.200 I told Steve. I didn't talk to him about it. I told him. 837 01:12:12.720 --> 01:12:14.560 That didn't go down well. 838 01:12:16.160 --> 01:12:17.800 He'll come round. 839 01:12:18.640 --> 01:12:21.760 Well, he'll have to. It's all about time now. 840 01:12:28.960 --> 01:12:31.200 He used to teach my daughter. 841 01:12:32.480 --> 01:12:33.960 Aye. He said. 842 01:12:34.920 --> 01:12:36.880 I'm sorry to hear what happened. 843 01:12:37.600 --> 01:12:38.880 Yeah. 844 01:12:40.480 --> 01:12:42.360 That can't be easy. 845 01:12:43.720 --> 01:12:44.800 No. 846 01:12:45.880 --> 01:12:48.520 Have you planned out what you're gonna do? 847 01:12:49.240 --> 01:12:50.680 Do nothing. 848 01:12:50.680 --> 01:12:53.280 You know, spend time together. I don't want to do things. 849 01:12:53.280 --> 01:12:55.080 I've spent me whole life doing things. 850 01:12:55.080 --> 01:12:58.080 Now I want to do absolutely nothing. 851 01:13:00.960 --> 01:13:04.160 Yeah, when we lost Debbie, I think Tom felt like that. 852 01:13:04.160 --> 01:13:06.760 Just gave up work and... 853 01:13:07.960 --> 01:13:10.360 stopped, really. Well... 854 01:13:11.280 --> 01:13:13.160 I suppose I did too. 855 01:13:15.120 --> 01:13:17.040 I understand that. 856 01:13:22.960 --> 01:13:25.080 I don't know what I'm gonna do. 857 01:13:27.560 --> 01:13:30.320 I don't think anyone knows that. 858 01:13:30.320 --> 01:13:34.200 You try not to think about it, but it's there all the time. 859 01:13:38.320 --> 01:13:39.400 Maybe... 860 01:13:40.200 --> 01:13:41.960 you don't do anything. 861 01:13:43.400 --> 01:13:48.800 Look... I don't know if this is any good, but I'll say it anyway. 862 01:13:48.800 --> 01:13:51.640 My daughter, Debbie, was taken away from us suddenly. 863 01:13:51.640 --> 01:13:53.400 I can't explain it. 864 01:13:53.400 --> 01:13:54.840 It's beyond me. 865 01:13:56.360 --> 01:13:58.520 But if I'd have known she was going to die... 866 01:13:59.440 --> 01:14:03.320 all I would've done was to spend time with her. 867 01:14:07.920 --> 01:14:09.960 I don't want him to die. 868 01:14:13.960 --> 01:14:15.560 I know. 869 01:14:18.840 --> 01:14:20.360 I know. 870 01:14:41.960 --> 01:14:44.280 Oh, thank you. 871 01:14:51.400 --> 01:14:53.440 Here, fix this tie, will you? 872 01:14:54.280 --> 01:14:56.200 A grown man can't fix his own tie. 873 01:14:56.200 --> 01:14:58.680 What's that about? 874 01:14:58.680 --> 01:15:00.000 You look well, kid. 875 01:15:00.000 --> 01:15:02.600 - Thank you. - Are you not meant to say that back? 876 01:15:03.160 --> 01:15:04.360 You look well. 877 01:15:04.360 --> 01:15:05.640 Too late. 878 01:15:10.200 --> 01:15:12.560 We'll just stay for the funeral, okay? 879 01:15:12.560 --> 01:15:14.040 I'm tired. 880 01:15:14.040 --> 01:15:16.200 Joan, if you don't want to go... 881 01:15:16.200 --> 01:15:18.280 Oh, no, I do want to go. 882 01:15:18.280 --> 01:15:20.760 But I don't want to get involved in anything afterwards. 883 01:15:20.760 --> 01:15:22.840 - Are you in pain? - Yeah, a bit. 884 01:15:22.840 --> 01:15:25.800 - Take another tablet. - Oh, I will later. 885 01:15:25.800 --> 01:15:28.600 I'm trying to hold off. I'm taking too many as it is. 886 01:15:29.680 --> 01:15:32.440 - Do you want a cup of tea? - Yes, please. 887 01:15:51.840 --> 01:15:55.440 The last few weeks of Peter and I's time together was... 888 01:15:56.720 --> 01:15:58.520 was beautiful. 889 01:15:58.520 --> 01:16:03.040 I've never watched so much rubbish TV in my life. 890 01:16:04.560 --> 01:16:06.840 It's brilliant, rubbish TV. 891 01:16:08.760 --> 01:16:10.880 All we did was sit together. 892 01:16:11.800 --> 01:16:13.880 That's all we needed to do. 893 01:16:16.040 --> 01:16:19.520 I've never loved any person as much as I loved that man. 894 01:16:22.600 --> 01:16:26.400 He made me face the world and... 895 01:16:28.400 --> 01:16:31.160 I will miss him more than he will ever know. 896 01:16:33.840 --> 01:16:35.720 Peter, I love you. 897 01:16:37.960 --> 01:16:41.560 I don't know what I'm gonna do without you, but... 898 01:16:41.560 --> 01:16:46.400 I do know that you're still forever the best part of me. 899 01:17:04.880 --> 01:17:07.960 Hey, that's too many. Can you not just get a few? 900 01:17:07.960 --> 01:17:11.240 - No. You need more than a few. - There's only the two of us. 901 01:17:11.240 --> 01:17:13.200 You can't just cook a few Brussels sprouts. 902 01:17:13.200 --> 01:17:14.720 Why not? 903 01:17:14.720 --> 01:17:18.280 - Oh, I don't know. You just can't. - Why do we even have to get any? 904 01:17:18.280 --> 01:17:20.320 - I don't even eat them. - I do. 905 01:17:20.320 --> 01:17:22.880 Once a year. You eat them once a year. 906 01:17:22.880 --> 01:17:24.840 Well, that's why it's important to get them. 907 01:17:24.840 --> 01:17:26.200 Anyway, what do you care? 908 01:17:26.200 --> 01:17:27.880 They stink the place up. 909 01:17:27.880 --> 01:17:30.680 - You stink the place up. - Very good. 910 01:17:30.680 --> 01:17:33.360 I'm gonna head around here and get some beer. 911 01:17:33.360 --> 01:17:36.360 - Have we enough wine? - Yes, plenty of wine. 912 01:17:36.360 --> 01:17:39.400 Running out over Christmas would be a nightmare. 913 01:17:39.400 --> 01:17:42.000 - Don't get too much beer. - I'll get what I need. 914 01:17:42.000 --> 01:17:43.880 I'm just saying don't get too much. 915 01:17:43.880 --> 01:17:45.120 Ditto regarding the sprouts. 916 01:17:45.120 --> 01:17:46.920 Oh, get some smoked salmon, will you? 917 01:17:46.920 --> 01:17:49.000 Oh, aye? Just a wee bit for you? 918 01:17:49.000 --> 01:17:50.080 Aye. 919 01:18:05.440 --> 01:18:08.960 Put a wee bit of tinsel round the goldfish tank too, will you? 920 01:18:08.960 --> 01:18:11.240 I will if I've got enough left. 921 01:18:11.240 --> 01:18:13.960 - The fish needs to know it's Christmas. - Oh, aye. 922 01:18:26.600 --> 01:18:29.160 - You want some more wine? - No, I'm all right. 923 01:18:29.160 --> 01:18:31.080 Got enough there, thanks. 924 01:18:33.120 --> 01:18:36.040 - Know what I was thinking? - No, Tom. What were you thinking? 925 01:18:38.160 --> 01:18:41.560 We should invite your man Steve over for Christmas. 926 01:18:43.640 --> 01:18:45.600 Yeah, that's a good idea. 927 01:18:45.600 --> 01:18:47.680 I do have them sometimes. 928 01:18:49.480 --> 01:18:51.880 Not Christmas dinner though. 929 01:18:51.880 --> 01:18:54.560 I hadn't thought when, but why not Christmas dinner? 930 01:18:54.560 --> 01:18:58.400 Well, I'm sure he's got other places to be anyway. 931 01:18:58.400 --> 01:18:59.880 He might be on his own. 932 01:18:59.880 --> 01:19:02.160 He mightn't want to come out on Christmas Day. 933 01:19:03.400 --> 01:19:05.960 Maybe, but how do you know that unless you ask him? 934 01:19:05.960 --> 01:19:10.200 You ask him, then he says, "I can, I can't. I want to, I don't want to." 935 01:19:10.200 --> 01:19:13.440 Yeah, but he might feel under pressure if we ask him. 936 01:19:14.280 --> 01:19:16.160 Why don't you leave the decision up to him 937 01:19:16.160 --> 01:19:17.560 instead of you making it for him? 938 01:19:17.560 --> 01:19:21.200 Even though we haven't even asked him the question yet. 939 01:19:24.680 --> 01:19:27.040 All right, but just not Christmas Day. 940 01:19:27.040 --> 01:19:30.000 A drink then. Invite him round for a drink. 941 01:19:30.000 --> 01:19:32.280 Yeah, that would be lovely. 942 01:19:32.280 --> 01:19:34.600 - Okay. You have his number? - Yeah. 943 01:19:35.520 --> 01:19:38.440 - Will you phone him or will I? - You can phone him. 944 01:19:39.360 --> 01:19:40.400 Right. 945 01:19:41.960 --> 01:19:43.360 I know what we've just said, 946 01:19:43.360 --> 01:19:46.000 and I'm not saying this will happen, but... 947 01:19:46.000 --> 01:19:47.080 Tom... 948 01:19:48.200 --> 01:19:51.520 if you want to ask him for Christmas, ask him for Christmas. 949 01:19:51.520 --> 01:19:53.400 Okay. Hey... 950 01:19:53.400 --> 01:19:54.760 do we have enough Brussels sprouts? 951 01:19:54.760 --> 01:19:56.800 More than enough.