1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:30,433 This is your fault! 4 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:32,711 You whore - this is your last mistake! 5 00:01:32,920 --> 00:01:33,591 Daddy! 6 00:01:33,840 --> 00:01:36,559 Who did you make your bastard with? Look at it! 7 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:37,988 Stop it, please 8 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:40,839 stop lying, look at what you've done! 9 00:01:41,040 --> 00:01:43,998 - Daddy! - It's not what you think! I'm sorry. 10 00:01:44,320 --> 00:01:46,276 This bastard is going down! 11 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:50,557 Wake up, Princess! There's a pea under your mattress. 12 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:52,393 Oh, I fell asleep? 13 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:54,113 Come on, let's go. Let's go then. 14 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:24,514 I'll catch you! 15 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:02,832 Training, hu? 16 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:07,398 I thought it was supposed to be hurdles, not galloping around the neighbors' yard. 17 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:10,519 I'll be able to focus better in the competition. 18 00:04:10,760 --> 00:04:13,433 Lucky for you I'm not competing anymore. Gives you a shot, too. 19 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:15,039 That is so true. 20 00:04:16,040 --> 00:04:19,112 Oh shoot, I'm late, gotta pick up the kids. 21 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:21,718 Thanks for the loan. That's a fine horse! 22 00:04:21,920 --> 00:04:23,672 Thanks. Fine riding, too. 23 00:04:23,880 --> 00:04:26,553 I know! - Tell Helena I said hi! 24 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:46,115 Hi. - Hi. Sorry I'm late. 25 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:51,429 Thanks for taking care of them. I couldn't cope without your help. 26 00:04:51,840 --> 00:04:54,877 I'd do anything for you, star-eyes. 27 00:04:55,520 --> 00:04:58,353 You have time for a coffee? Sure. 28 00:04:59,280 --> 00:05:02,317 Is everything ok? - Mmh, yea. 29 00:05:03,760 --> 00:05:05,876 Just that... 30 00:05:07,680 --> 00:05:12,231 Did dad ever hurt me? No, of course not. 31 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:21,156 I keep having this... really bad dream. Are you sure? 32 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:28,639 Yes. Your father was a... a good man. 33 00:05:31,360 --> 00:05:33,999 I just don't remember anything good about him. 34 00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:36,635 Mom? 35 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:42,358 Your phone's rung like ten times. It's Marko. 36 00:05:43,880 --> 00:05:46,678 Alright. Mom, bye then. Elena! 37 00:05:47,200 --> 00:05:48,758 Girls. 38 00:05:49,320 --> 00:05:51,629 Today might be one of those adventure days. 39 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:58,031 We don't want to... - Come on. 40 00:05:58,640 --> 00:06:00,995 Get your adventure packs ready. 41 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:03,396 And take your shoes to your room. 42 00:06:03,960 --> 00:06:06,349 Ok? - Ok... 43 00:06:26,400 --> 00:06:27,958 There you go. 44 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:44,719 Good night. 45 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:02,154 Hey. 46 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:05,638 What are these? 47 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:09,879 Nothing. 48 00:07:10,640 --> 00:07:12,312 Where the fuck have you been all day? 49 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:16,713 At work. Then the store, stables, and I got the kids from mom's. 50 00:07:18,320 --> 00:07:20,117 Stop making excuses. 51 00:07:21,120 --> 00:07:22,872 I don't buy a word. 52 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:27,798 Why are you wearing that much make-up? 53 00:07:28,520 --> 00:07:32,069 What? - I'm sorry. 54 00:07:39,160 --> 00:07:42,789 Have you been smoking? Of course not. 55 00:07:49,760 --> 00:07:51,637 Where's your phone? 56 00:07:58,160 --> 00:07:59,718 In my bag. 57 00:08:25,840 --> 00:08:28,718 Hey, heroes. Girls, it's time. Wake up. 58 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:33,319 Do we have to? Wake up, coats on. 59 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:36,069 Eevi, 60 00:08:37,320 --> 00:08:38,753 put your shoes on. 61 00:08:50,040 --> 00:08:53,316 Keep to the path, all the way to grandma's. 62 00:09:10,520 --> 00:09:12,112 Mom? - Just go now. 63 00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:33,913 You've deleted all your messages. 64 00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:36,111 No, they're all there. 65 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:42,073 You fucking whore. I can see you deleted them! 66 00:09:49,040 --> 00:09:50,917 What are you hiding? 67 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:54,992 Nothing. 68 00:09:56,120 --> 00:09:57,599 Marko... 69 00:09:59,880 --> 00:10:00,880 Don't lie to me. 70 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:02,000 Marko don't! 71 00:10:04,680 --> 00:10:05,680 Marko... 72 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:07,360 Please listen to me. 73 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:40,235 What? 74 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:47,753 He's got a lot of good in him, too. 75 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:54,148 Jaana. I promised your father I'd look after you. 76 00:10:54,360 --> 00:10:55,998 Thanks. I'll be fine. 77 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:58,316 I'm starting to disagree. 78 00:10:58,560 --> 00:11:01,313 Take it easy. Dad wasn't exactly an angel either. 79 00:11:01,600 --> 00:11:04,751 Well, no. But he'd never approve of Marko. 80 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:09,749 You were the apple of his eye. And Marko is mine. 81 00:11:20,600 --> 00:11:22,158 Do you want another one? 82 00:11:37,440 --> 00:11:38,440 Thank you. 83 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:47,151 Hartikainen, your tab's full. Go home. 84 00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:49,712 Come on... 85 00:11:50,040 --> 00:11:52,270 No, really. Go home. 86 00:11:52,640 --> 00:11:54,198 You have a great ass... 87 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:57,639 Just an orange soda. - What? 88 00:11:57,920 --> 00:12:00,388 I'd just like... an orange soda. 89 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:03,393 I don't have any donuts, just so you know. 90 00:12:03,600 --> 00:12:05,079 Here's your orange soda. 91 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:06,793 Nice tits too... 92 00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:10,148 Step aside. 93 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:12,796 This dude can't handle himself. 94 00:12:13,520 --> 00:12:14,236 Sorry. 95 00:12:14,440 --> 00:12:15,998 Is that your woman? 96 00:12:17,440 --> 00:12:21,194 What you're going to do now is fuck off, and never show your face here again. 97 00:12:22,360 --> 00:12:24,032 Is that clear? - Yea. 98 00:12:28,200 --> 00:12:30,794 Thanks! - No problem. 99 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:34,838 Next one's on the house. What would you like? 100 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:46,238 See here it goes like this and then here, like this. 101 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:50,595 It's the earth. 102 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:56,152 Do you get it? - Tell me again? 103 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:07,358 It's like... you're up here, and then water revolves like this... 104 00:13:07,800 --> 00:13:12,794 And I'm here, on the other side... Which would be a pity. 105 00:13:19,760 --> 00:13:21,671 How are you so beautiful? 106 00:13:23,240 --> 00:13:25,037 I'm not. 107 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:29,195 You know something? - What. 108 00:13:31,160 --> 00:13:33,594 I'm afraid of you. 109 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:38,388 Do you know what? - What. 110 00:13:39,080 --> 00:13:40,399 I'm not afraid of you. 111 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:42,318 No? - Not a bit. 112 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:58,113 We made these choices years ago. 113 00:13:59,840 --> 00:14:03,355 Age will even everything out. Even you. 114 00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:06,913 I was just foolhardy. 115 00:14:07,320 --> 00:14:12,155 These bigger mistakes I will pay for, for the rest of my life. 116 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:15,672 Something positive here: Marko is not into horses. 117 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:17,992 He's a good guy. 118 00:14:18,800 --> 00:14:20,119 At least he'll learn. 119 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:26,037 Learning takes wisdom. And his wisdom got flushed out years ago. 120 00:14:26,360 --> 00:14:29,511 Are you sure he's an honest man? 121 00:14:50,640 --> 00:14:52,517 Hi. - Hey. 122 00:14:57,960 --> 00:14:59,996 Please forgive me. 123 00:15:00,760 --> 00:15:02,796 I promise it will never happen again. 124 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:08,436 You hurt me. - I know. 125 00:15:13,640 --> 00:15:15,835 That's what I'm apologizing for. 126 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:20,793 I'll always take care of you. 127 00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:33,554 I wasn't exactly blameless either. 128 00:15:41,200 --> 00:15:42,394 Wait. 129 00:15:45,280 --> 00:15:48,875 Hello? Yes. You sign for it, I'm coming. 130 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:54,956 Hey, it's orange soda! 131 00:16:00,440 --> 00:16:03,193 So. Two pallets of beer... and the rest. 132 00:16:03,760 --> 00:16:05,079 Cool car you've got there. 133 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:07,871 Your basic scania. 134 00:16:12,640 --> 00:16:15,518 I have a horse carrier, but there's always something wrong with it. 135 00:16:15,760 --> 00:16:18,797 Can't afford to have it fixed, orange soda doesn't pay much. You know? 136 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:20,991 I'll have two next time. 137 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,593 Put everything you can in the cupboards, and the rest in storage. 138 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,275 I have that competition tomorrow so I won't be in. 139 00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:33,271 You don't have to do that. It's ok I can take it. 140 00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:37,633 Hey teppo! Your girl there wants you. 141 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:39,428 Mom, I'm coming! 142 00:16:39,840 --> 00:16:41,751 I need to take my mother to the pharmacy. 143 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:43,792 You're too kind. 144 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:45,513 Good to know. 145 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:10,998 Tempo! Tempo on the turn! 146 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,035 Good job, jaana! 147 00:17:28,320 --> 00:17:29,355 Eyes forward! 148 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:32,794 Good! 149 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:37,835 That was great, jaana. 150 00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:42,431 Exactly what I said yesterday, hold before the hurdle and give her space to jump. 151 00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:46,548 That felt good. Looked good, too. 152 00:17:52,680 --> 00:17:53,795 Come on! 153 00:18:08,440 --> 00:18:09,589 Hey! 154 00:18:10,880 --> 00:18:15,158 Hey... the kids will be at grandma's tomorrow... and it's Saturday... 155 00:18:16,840 --> 00:18:19,638 You know how much I hate driving the truck. 156 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:24,079 Maybe we could take some... quality time, driving together? 157 00:18:24,280 --> 00:18:26,589 Just the two of us... 158 00:18:28,120 --> 00:18:29,394 I don't know. 159 00:18:29,600 --> 00:18:30,919 Please come with me. 160 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:36,519 I could focus better, and show off my handsome boyfriend. 161 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:39,309 We'd have no reason to hurry back. 162 00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:43,993 You can't drive for shit, so I'll have to come. 163 00:18:44,320 --> 00:18:45,799 Thank you, thank you! 164 00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:49,879 Who's that now? Are you expecting someone? 165 00:18:50,320 --> 00:18:51,753 Well not anymore. 166 00:18:58,000 --> 00:18:59,228 Police! 167 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:02,916 Officer suokas from the kymenlaakso police force. Good day. 168 00:19:03,120 --> 00:19:06,032 We have a warrant for the arrest of Marko jaakkola. 169 00:19:06,240 --> 00:19:08,576 Are there any other people in the apartment? Is Marko armed? 170 00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:10,397 No. It's just me and the kids... 171 00:19:11,160 --> 00:19:12,160 Elena, eevi! 172 00:19:12,240 --> 00:19:14,117 Police! 173 00:19:19,120 --> 00:19:20,997 Police! Stop! 174 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:23,594 Stay where you are! 175 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:28,590 He is suspected of debtor's dishonesty, tax avoidance, blackmail, the sale of illegal substances, 176 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,917 misuse of firearms, smuggling, and human trafficking. 177 00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:38,877 Those allegations just can't be true. How did I not see it coming? 178 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:43,560 They went through everything in here... 179 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:47,598 Hey, girls! - What? - Let's go! 180 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:50,633 Take some toys so you don't get bored. Ok. 181 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:55,558 This is so not what I need right now. 182 00:20:57,640 --> 00:20:59,198 We'll get going now. 183 00:21:04,360 --> 00:21:06,430 Get in. - Ok. 184 00:21:13,560 --> 00:21:15,118 Get that. 185 00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:21,592 Off we go then... 186 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:25,590 Mom? - Yea? What's going to happen to Marko? 187 00:21:26,520 --> 00:21:30,752 I don't think it's really serious, they just want to talk to him about something. 188 00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:32,552 Some misunderstanding. 189 00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:35,435 Oh. 190 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:03,754 I always said there's something off about him. 191 00:22:04,120 --> 00:22:06,759 You just go do the race and move on with your life, that's good. 192 00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:10,436 Girls' father was different... Let it be. 193 00:22:11,360 --> 00:22:13,794 Ok then. - Mom? 194 00:22:14,640 --> 00:22:17,757 Do you have to go? - I do. 195 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:21,072 You always get hurt when you go alone. 196 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:25,075 Oh, silly thing... I'll be fine. 197 00:22:25,320 --> 00:22:28,312 And if I win, I'll take you out for milkshakes. 198 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:30,431 You promise? - I promise. 199 00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:36,234 Promise me too? - I promise. 200 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:41,552 Good luck with the race. Thanks. 201 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,273 Bye then. - Bye. 202 00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:50,278 How did I not see what he was up to? You told me, didn't you. 203 00:22:51,840 --> 00:22:57,517 This is so my life, just treading the water... barely scraping by. 204 00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:05,354 When I get on that horse, and listen to your chatter, it's all better. 205 00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:11,113 Chatter? No chatter, it's all business! 206 00:23:12,680 --> 00:23:18,630 Oh, wisdom might seem like chatter when we don't beat it into you. 207 00:23:19,120 --> 00:23:24,558 That's right. That was one bad joke. 208 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:29,994 It was. But made you laugh, didn't it? 209 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:03,510 Hi. Any space for us? 210 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:08,559 I'll get off here, and get our instructions. 211 00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:10,028 I'll go too. 212 00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:15,713 Don't go, stay and help me with this. - I need to get my coffee. I'll be right back. 213 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:22,675 Right there, by the stables. Alright, I'll head that way. 214 00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:29,153 Might want to check your rear, I saw some oil leaking. - I'll take a look. Thanks. 215 00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:57,870 Yea, yea... we're here, you'll get out in a minute. 216 00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:10,597 What's with this... 217 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:33,959 Jaana... 218 00:25:34,320 --> 00:25:35,673 Jaana! 219 00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:39,513 What happened? 220 00:25:40,920 --> 00:25:43,514 Has anyone called for an ambulance? I'll get it. 221 00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:49,597 I don't think I can survive this. Of course you can. You'll be fine. 222 00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:53,188 I think I'm going to die, I can't breathe. 223 00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:00,188 It's ok... 224 00:26:05,120 --> 00:26:06,394 I'm scared. 225 00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,108 Give us some room please. 226 00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:17,518 I can't feel anything. My legs. 227 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:21,799 I'm going to die. 228 00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:24,151 You are not going to die. 229 00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:31,911 I'm here with you. 230 00:26:32,120 --> 00:26:34,315 Tell everyone I'm fine. 231 00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:49,792 Can you feel my hands? - No! 232 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:31,631 Coming in with a severe pressure injury, lower torso. Tailgate fell on her. 233 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:33,678 Legs unresponsive - no movement. 234 00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:38,590 Pain medication administered - 0,5mg alfenatile, four doses. Pain free for now. 235 00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:45,069 Breathing on her own, systolic 80, pulse 110... 236 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:36,436 We're keeping jaana in an induced coma to let her body adjust to the sudden change. 237 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:40,634 She's had surgery, but the work is far from over. 238 00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:43,588 We're prepping her for follow-up surgeries. 239 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:45,996 Her vitals are stable for now. 240 00:28:47,240 --> 00:28:49,629 How serious is it? 241 00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:55,996 I'm afraid the injury was strong enough to sever the spinal nerves. 242 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:59,434 Her upper body is functioning normally, but... 243 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,636 I'm afraid 60% of her will be paralyzed. 244 00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:53,319 Jaana! 245 00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:57,635 Jaana, over here! 246 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:07,634 Come to daddy! 247 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:19,714 There you are. 248 00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:22,554 Daddy. 249 00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:06,757 What is this? 250 00:31:24,360 --> 00:31:26,396 Please help me! 251 00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:28,876 Please help me! 252 00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:38,556 Please help me... 253 00:31:40,400 --> 00:31:43,233 Hey there... it's ok. 254 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,996 Ses 255 00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:13,759 Well... 256 00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:17,032 How are you doing? 257 00:32:18,040 --> 00:32:20,713 I'll never be able to walk again. 258 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:27,593 Or ride. - Jaana... 259 00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:31,113 Mom... 260 00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:46,034 Are the girls here? Eevi, Elena. Come on in. 261 00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:49,511 Come on. 262 00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:53,717 Come here. I won't bite. 263 00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:02,871 Mom is here. 264 00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:50,839 Hey! 265 00:33:51,520 --> 00:33:55,069 How are we today? Fine, I guess. 266 00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:59,233 Excuse me? - Fine. - Good! 267 00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:02,398 I'm Hanna kemppainen, resident psychologist. 268 00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:08,869 I'm always here if you need to... Talk about anything. 269 00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:16,994 And if you don't feel like talking, we can always play cards or something. 270 00:34:18,240 --> 00:34:19,559 But if there's something - 271 00:34:19,760 --> 00:34:22,877 I don't need a shrink, I need functioning legs. 272 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:29,950 That's ok, it's fine. Small steps. 273 00:34:33,240 --> 00:34:38,872 Just know I'm here if you need your head shrunk. 274 00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:46,439 We'll meet again. 275 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:27,991 Oh hell... 276 00:35:37,640 --> 00:35:39,676 What happened? 277 00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:58,520 Helena. - Hi mom. 278 00:37:58,720 --> 00:37:59,869 Hi, jaana! 279 00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:03,557 How are things? Everything's fine. 280 00:38:03,760 --> 00:38:07,673 The kids are going to school and we're just living day to day. 281 00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:11,909 And... how are you? Any talk on when you'd get out? 282 00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:18,071 It'll probably take a while yet. Can I talk to the girls? 283 00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:24,316 Eevi is at a friend's house, but I can get Elena. - Ok. 284 00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:28,278 Elena, come to the phone. It's mom. 285 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:31,678 Not now, I'm watching a movie. 286 00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:36,351 Come on now. But I don't want to. 287 00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:44,237 She's watching a movie with a friend, so... Maybe another time. 288 00:39:59,720 --> 00:40:00,720 Jaana! 289 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:05,594 Room 237, we need help over here! 290 00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:07,400 Jaana... 291 00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:09,080 Jaana! 292 00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:44,832 I'm sorry. 293 00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:48,076 You don't have to apologize to me. 294 00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:51,636 Apologize to yourself. You're lucky you failed. 295 00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:57,791 You're beautiful, you have fantastic children and a great mind. 296 00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:04,595 You really didn't want to end your life. 297 00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:08,639 I don't. 298 00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:12,749 I've come to know you a little bit and I think - 299 00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:17,439 that you have a future ahead of you. 300 00:41:18,280 --> 00:41:20,794 It feels impossible right now. 301 00:41:22,960 --> 00:41:24,996 Not everyone can be a para-athlete. 302 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:27,556 But you could be. 303 00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:33,510 When you talk about riding, and what it means to you... 304 00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:39,998 I believe you can have it back. 305 00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:44,433 I know that you can't see it right now. 306 00:41:46,680 --> 00:41:51,629 It doesn't take legs, or fingers, or a perfect body - 307 00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:59,996 And strength. You have all of that. 308 00:42:02,720 --> 00:42:05,359 Maybe I just need a bit more time. 309 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:11,599 There's no hurry. Time will tell. 310 00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:20,313 Is it possible that you, coming here - is a start of a new time in your life? 311 00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:24,756 Thank you. 312 00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:44,713 Stat I ee 313 00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:53,510 Since I'm stuck with this chair for the rest of my life... 314 00:42:56,560 --> 00:42:58,869 I'd like to learn to deal with it. 315 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:01,594 I hear you're the guy who can help me do that. 316 00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:06,355 That's why I'm here. Shall we get to work? 317 00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:10,995 Let's do it. 318 00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:15,557 Great! I'm seppo. - Jaana. 319 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:17,000 Good to meet you. 320 00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:25,873 One. Two. Now. 321 00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:28,636 Come on, you can do it! 322 00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:30,991 Little speed, lift the front. 323 00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:32,519 Exactly. There you go. 324 00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:36,640 Three. 325 00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:38,440 Good job, jaana. 326 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:40,517 Come on, up! 327 00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:43,393 I can't do it. 328 00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:52,908 Don't you have any breaks on that thing? 329 00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:56,672 That's freaking great. 330 00:43:59,320 --> 00:44:00,320 Yes! 331 00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:03,833 Go, go go! Good! 332 00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:06,714 Push through, you're doing it! 333 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:10,797 You did it! Yes! 334 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:25,675 Hey. - Well, hi! 335 00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:30,272 I got you this. 336 00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,793 Cripples are not allowed any sweets here. 337 00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:37,509 Oh. 338 00:44:39,520 --> 00:44:42,034 Don't be daft, give it here. 339 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:49,998 The horses are doing well. Marjut rides them for both of you. 340 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:54,435 That's what I'm so bummed about, that I can't ride anymore. 341 00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:57,433 It's not impossible. 342 00:44:58,760 --> 00:45:02,799 Riding, I mean. It just takes the right horse. 343 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:07,753 There's plenty of equipment to help. 344 00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:13,309 You can be strapped to the saddle, and use two crops instead of your calves. 345 00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:15,957 You've put some thought into this. 346 00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:21,835 Jaana, you know how to ride. 347 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:27,240 Now you just have to learn a different way of doing it. 348 00:45:28,720 --> 00:45:31,553 Your riding years are still ahead of you. 349 00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:35,678 I don't know. 350 00:45:37,720 --> 00:45:40,996 Why didn't you ever get back in the saddle? 351 00:45:45,560 --> 00:45:49,235 Because of the pain. And after that... 352 00:45:50,320 --> 00:45:52,595 Shame. 353 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:58,588 My leg was never the same, and if I couldn't achieve perfection - I let it all go. 354 00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:02,759 Can't get those years back now. 355 00:46:04,400 --> 00:46:06,072 But it's not too late. 356 00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:16,835 Ok... I'll try. 357 00:46:17,560 --> 00:46:20,996 But promise me I won't get hurt again. I already got my second chance. 358 00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:25,435 I promise. And I have just the horse for you. 359 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:27,113 Alright! What kind? 360 00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:30,392 Remember that one gelding I used to own, grivis? 361 00:46:30,600 --> 00:46:32,955 Seriously? He's gorgeous. 362 00:46:37,600 --> 00:46:41,036 Coming on 20. You can do it. 363 00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:45,992 Jaana, you have visitors. 364 00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:49,435 Mom! - No way! 365 00:46:50,520 --> 00:46:51,635 Hi! 366 00:46:52,640 --> 00:46:57,714 And what are you doing here? I thought you couldn't visit. 367 00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:00,910 Goddamn it, you scared me. 368 00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:04,434 Mom, look! 369 00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:06,119 Good! 370 00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:12,751 I messed up, jaana. 371 00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:17,797 I'm looking at a long sentence. How long? 372 00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:20,918 Eight years. 373 00:47:22,240 --> 00:47:24,515 Charges were pretty severe. 374 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:31,712 I think I can get out of it though. Get the sentence down to probation. 375 00:47:38,440 --> 00:47:43,355 What would you say to me staying home to take care of you? 376 00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:46,309 As your official caregiver. 377 00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:55,552 I'll do anything to help you, of course. 378 00:47:55,800 --> 00:47:57,552 You mean it? 379 00:47:57,760 --> 00:47:59,955 I think it's a good idea. 380 00:48:03,360 --> 00:48:05,396 You are my savior. 381 00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:10,828 How has your year with us been? 382 00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:14,831 After the initial shock, it's been surprisingly ok. 383 00:48:15,080 --> 00:48:16,798 That's good to hear. 384 00:48:17,000 --> 00:48:21,915 Just don't get scared if some days seem worse. With accidents such as this, you can experience - 385 00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:25,192 post-traumatic stress for years to come. 386 00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:33,800 It feels amazing to see you like this! You've found your strength, and a new life. 387 00:48:35,560 --> 00:48:38,313 Do you feel like maybe staying a while longer? 388 00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:42,674 Would you like to? 389 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:44,990 Absolutely not. 390 00:48:45,240 --> 00:48:49,358 I want to go home to my family, and my horses. 391 00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:56,959 Let your light shine bright, jaana. I'll be here if you need anything. 392 00:48:57,520 --> 00:49:00,512 Thank you, Hanna. Safe journey. 393 00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:04,831 Here we go. 394 00:49:32,040 --> 00:49:33,996 Hey! - Hi. 395 00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:38,996 So good to be back home. 396 00:49:41,400 --> 00:49:44,949 Let me know when you're ready to go horsing around. 397 00:49:47,080 --> 00:49:49,355 Maybe I'll get settled in first. 398 00:49:56,240 --> 00:49:58,356 Right. That was smooth. 399 00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:04,751 Will you be ok? Yea yea, you just go. 400 00:50:06,360 --> 00:50:09,079 Hi there. 401 00:50:14,800 --> 00:50:17,792 I'm going to need a little help. Oh right. 402 00:50:27,080 --> 00:50:29,833 Easy, easy! - Yeah yeah. 403 00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:37,511 Surprise! - Cool! 404 00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:44,798 We made this. Thank you, it's fantastic! Oh you guys... 405 00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:51,917 We should put these in some water. Can you get a vase? 406 00:50:52,120 --> 00:50:55,635 I'll do it. - Ok, thank you. 407 00:50:57,040 --> 00:50:59,031 So you're good here then? 408 00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:02,873 Are you going somewhere? I've got errands. 409 00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:05,071 What errands do you have to run right now? 410 00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:10,753 What, you interrogating me now? 411 00:51:12,640 --> 00:51:13,993 See you later. 412 00:51:33,000 --> 00:51:36,197 Yea, I'll handle it. 413 00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:38,516 Gotta go, I just came home. 414 00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:51,717 You were out pretty late. 415 00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:58,234 Yea. 416 00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:01,353 Any coffee? 417 00:52:03,920 --> 00:52:07,071 Well, no. I can't reach the shelf. 418 00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:11,637 Of course you fucking can't. 419 00:52:12,240 --> 00:52:19,237 The house does need a ramp for the wheelchair. And some of the doorsteps could be taken out. 420 00:52:19,520 --> 00:52:21,590 Demands all around. 421 00:52:23,400 --> 00:52:25,436 It's not that easy, you know. 422 00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:29,991 And besides, all extra money goes to the government now. 423 00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:32,634 You promised to get our life in order. 424 00:52:33,360 --> 00:52:35,920 The nagging bitch has returned. 425 00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:40,558 I've got to do everything for your comfort. 426 00:52:40,760 --> 00:52:42,352 I didn't mean to nag. 427 00:52:42,880 --> 00:52:44,871 Well you fucking did. 428 00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:51,229 Girls! Let's go. Grandma's waiting. 429 00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:52,909 Mom? 430 00:52:54,080 --> 00:52:55,389 Go ahead. 431 00:53:56,040 --> 00:53:58,793 Jaana! We have to go. 432 00:54:06,200 --> 00:54:07,918 Jaana... 433 00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:14,633 Are you ok? 434 00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:18,433 Yea... thank goodness you came. 435 00:54:18,840 --> 00:54:22,799 Heavens! What happened here? 436 00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:26,356 I tried to vacuum, and fell over in that damn chair. 437 00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:27,834 Where's Marko? 438 00:54:28,160 --> 00:54:30,276 I have no idea, he didn't come home last night. 439 00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:35,110 Goddamn it! I cannot understand what you see in that man. 440 00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:38,039 He left you alone here like this! 441 00:54:47,880 --> 00:54:52,112 I'm going to take you to the shower and clean up this place. 442 00:54:55,760 --> 00:54:57,352 Can you take me to the stables? 443 00:54:58,560 --> 00:55:01,074 Marko should build you some ramps in that house. 444 00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:05,758 You can't get around otherwise. 445 00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:34,033 He's beautiful. 446 00:55:36,640 --> 00:55:38,676 He's yours now. 447 00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:57,070 He's perfect. Thank you, Andre. 448 00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:07,519 Jaana. 449 00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:12,669 Horses are nothing to be scared of. 450 00:56:17,800 --> 00:56:18,949 Feel it. 451 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:22,158 Just put your hand there. 452 00:56:38,280 --> 00:56:41,955 Look at this. The number one para-rider. 453 00:56:42,520 --> 00:56:45,717 You have everything it takes to go there, and further. 454 00:56:46,120 --> 00:56:47,838 What's that? 455 00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:52,796 This? - Yea. 456 00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:02,032 Right. I cannot survive falling off like that. 457 00:57:02,320 --> 00:57:10,000 Let's just try. If it goes well, great. And if it doesn't, I'll drop the issue. 458 00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:11,315 Seconded. 459 00:57:12,800 --> 00:57:15,678 The right horse is just waiting for you. 460 00:57:24,000 --> 00:57:25,831 I'm not sure this is the best idea. 461 00:57:26,040 --> 00:57:28,554 We've come this far, so we're going all the way! 462 00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:32,992 We'll lift you up in the saddle, I guarantee you the horse will stay still. 463 00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:36,749 I'll be right here. There are people on both sides. 464 00:57:40,440 --> 00:57:43,079 Right. Good. 465 00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:45,194 There. 466 00:57:46,760 --> 00:57:50,548 Your foot goes... I'll hold you here. 467 00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:55,438 Careful now. - Good, good. 468 00:57:57,520 --> 00:57:59,636 You got the leg? 469 00:58:02,000 --> 00:58:05,197 I can't do this I want to get off! Just relax, you're fine. 470 00:58:05,400 --> 00:58:09,791 Take her down. - Take it easy! Ok I got you 471 00:58:10,000 --> 00:58:13,231 I'm lifting you off... Easy, easy 472 00:58:14,520 --> 00:58:15,520 you're ok. 473 00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:24,557 It's ok. I can't do this, I want to go home. 474 00:58:26,080 --> 00:58:29,868 We can try again. I promise I've got you. 475 00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:32,759 Marjut... 476 00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:55,153 What's this... 477 00:59:25,160 --> 00:59:26,991 What the fuck, are you reading my mail? 478 00:59:27,560 --> 00:59:30,233 I gather you don't have any money to build that ramp. 479 00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:31,793 What the fuck! 480 00:59:32,000 --> 00:59:38,030 That amount of disability for me - gone towards building your own life, has it? 481 00:59:38,720 --> 00:59:39,948 While I'm stuck in here. 482 00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:41,957 You and your fucking nitpicking. 483 00:59:42,160 --> 00:59:43,416 Let's see what your money went to. 484 00:59:43,440 --> 00:59:44,953 Where are you taking me? 485 00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:50,548 Marko - why did you promise to take care of me when it's always like this? 486 00:59:50,760 --> 00:59:51,760 Marko! 487 00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,678 I need you, don't you see? 488 00:59:57,640 --> 00:59:59,551 Marko! 489 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:05,069 Marko, you can't leave me, please! 490 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:12,275 This can't be happening. 491 01:00:28,840 --> 01:00:30,512 What the fuck, Marko? 492 01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:33,956 Forgive me. 493 01:00:35,120 --> 01:00:37,395 How can I make this up to you? 494 01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:41,239 Hey... 495 01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:47,396 I can't help it. 496 01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:57,230 I'm just having a hard time right now. Oh you're having a hard time? 497 01:00:58,960 --> 01:01:01,679 Jaana, I'm in a really big trouble. 498 01:01:02,920 --> 01:01:05,673 I'm really struggling with this sentence. 499 01:01:07,520 --> 01:01:11,433 People think I made a deal with the cops, since I'm not in jail. 500 01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:15,270 It's important that I'm free now because of you. 501 01:01:18,200 --> 01:01:21,829 If I go to jail, you and the kids will be in danger too. 502 01:01:22,960 --> 01:01:26,316 Certain people are really pissed off at me. 503 01:01:29,800 --> 01:01:32,394 Is it true, what they're accusing you of? 504 01:01:33,280 --> 01:01:35,999 You don't just walk away from this shit. 505 01:01:37,120 --> 01:01:40,635 Marko, if you keep up with this shit, I'm going to leave you. 506 01:01:41,000 --> 01:01:45,551 Leave me? But we belong together. 507 01:01:47,920 --> 01:01:50,036 I love you. 508 01:02:00,120 --> 01:02:06,832 I've been too trusting with him. He'll never change. 509 01:02:11,800 --> 01:02:16,078 This is something we'll have to talk about. 510 01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:24,109 We have to look for those things that help you, going forward. 511 01:02:25,360 --> 01:02:31,708 It might not be all about that chair you're in. Or about the accident. 512 01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:36,317 I keep thinking, what will my life be after he's gone. 513 01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:41,991 It's not like I can catch a man with these running skills. 514 01:02:44,400 --> 01:02:50,953 You've chased this one quite enough. You know there are good men out there. 515 01:02:52,160 --> 01:02:54,196 I think he's seeing someone else. 516 01:02:55,240 --> 01:02:58,357 I don't think that really matters right now. 517 01:02:58,720 --> 01:03:01,757 You have to think about yourself and your children. 518 01:03:02,440 --> 01:03:06,592 Make your decisions based on what helps you live better. 519 01:03:07,040 --> 01:03:10,430 Jaana, you're strong enough to do that. 520 01:03:25,960 --> 01:03:31,880 Can't carry any more. 30 minutes. 521 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:38,911 Who were you talking to? 522 01:03:40,200 --> 01:03:43,670 I've gotta go to the gym. The gym? Yea. 523 01:03:44,000 --> 01:03:45,831 When will you be back? 524 01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:47,679 Late. 525 01:03:48,640 --> 01:03:51,677 Is it something you don't want people to know about? 526 01:03:51,920 --> 01:03:55,037 I told you it's not easy getting out. 527 01:03:56,440 --> 01:03:57,919 You'll have to choose. 528 01:03:59,200 --> 01:04:01,839 Me, or the life you're leading. 529 01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:06,592 Honey, I won't be long. We can talk about this later. Ok? 530 01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:09,270 Come and give me a hug. 531 01:04:09,560 --> 01:04:11,198 Come on. 532 01:05:45,680 --> 01:05:47,636 I need a police officer. 533 01:05:50,520 --> 01:05:52,431 I need to see officer suokas right now. 534 01:05:52,720 --> 01:05:54,676 Have you reserved an appointment? 535 01:05:55,000 --> 01:05:56,274 Jaana. 536 01:06:02,720 --> 01:06:06,349 Package seems a bit light, are you sure there's 12? 537 01:06:06,560 --> 01:06:09,632 Are you taking it or not? 538 01:06:16,360 --> 01:06:19,796 Stop! Police! Stay still! 539 01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:22,230 On your knees! 540 01:06:22,440 --> 01:06:24,158 Hands on your head! 541 01:06:59,560 --> 01:07:00,675 Hey. 542 01:07:02,280 --> 01:07:03,633 Well hello! 543 01:07:08,320 --> 01:07:09,992 I'm ready now. 544 01:07:12,360 --> 01:07:15,432 I'm ready to start off to the Olympics. 545 01:07:28,080 --> 01:07:30,230 These will hold you on the saddle. 546 01:07:30,760 --> 01:07:35,311 You'll kind of have to learn everything anew, but don't worry too much. 547 01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:39,156 Well then, get me up. 548 01:07:41,400 --> 01:07:44,153 One, two, three. 549 01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:50,598 Good boy. 550 01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:12,994 Remember now. Your head may react to the horse, but your body can't. 551 01:08:13,560 --> 01:08:15,630 You need to be aware of that. 552 01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:19,558 Brave, now! 553 01:08:19,760 --> 01:08:21,830 Let's go. - You ready? - Yes. 554 01:08:23,320 --> 01:08:27,598 There we go... steady on, jaana. 555 01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:34,120 Oh, I love it! Andre, look, I'm riding! 556 01:08:34,320 --> 01:08:35,992 I see you! 557 01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:38,035 Go, jaana! 558 01:09:01,040 --> 01:09:05,352 You know something? You're my horse now. 559 01:09:06,320 --> 01:09:08,914 My horse. 560 01:09:12,320 --> 01:09:14,959 You help me walk. 561 01:09:16,800 --> 01:09:18,597 And run. 562 01:09:50,600 --> 01:09:55,276 So... number 4? And marjut says 7. Right? Yep. 563 01:09:55,920 --> 01:09:58,992 Drinks for the table? Yes, please. 564 01:09:59,200 --> 01:10:04,069 White Russian here, and for the lady, a Tequila sunrise. 565 01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:07,078 It's so great to be back among the living. 566 01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:10,517 I can't believe I thought I might not never ride again. 567 01:10:10,760 --> 01:10:14,150 Thank you, Andre, for giving me the horse of my dreams. 568 01:10:14,400 --> 01:10:18,234 I thought you belonged together. But remember, our work has just begun. 569 01:10:18,440 --> 01:10:20,396 Don't spoil the mood! 570 01:10:20,640 --> 01:10:28,640 The doors to international success are wide open, here's to that! 571 01:10:30,600 --> 01:10:35,594 Jaana, don't look behind you but - don't look! 572 01:10:35,920 --> 01:10:39,435 That guy has been checking you out since we came here. 573 01:10:39,680 --> 01:10:41,750 Probably some of my dad's horse race buddies. 574 01:10:41,960 --> 01:10:44,679 He's... quite a bit younger than that. 575 01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:51,309 What, a boy? Nope, not a boy... full man. 576 01:10:52,080 --> 01:10:56,676 Hi. Oh hey, orange soda guy. Yea... 577 01:10:57,320 --> 01:11:00,392 That pub just ain't the same since the owner changed. 578 01:11:00,840 --> 01:11:02,671 They sell fanta these days. 579 01:11:03,280 --> 01:11:05,111 World really has changed. 580 01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:10,710 You a horse racing guy? Mom likes to bet. 581 01:11:10,920 --> 01:11:11,920 Ok. 582 01:11:14,960 --> 01:11:17,428 I don't really know what to say but... 583 01:11:18,320 --> 01:11:22,313 I put an ad in a newspaper once. 584 01:11:23,000 --> 01:11:24,433 A call for... 585 01:11:25,160 --> 01:11:27,993 A woman who smokes and loves horses. 586 01:11:28,280 --> 01:11:30,840 What? A woman who smokes and loves horses. 587 01:11:31,040 --> 01:11:33,395 I think I might really have meant you. 588 01:11:34,360 --> 01:11:41,994 If you're looking for a project on wheels, you might want to try coming over to visit instead of 589 01:11:42,200 --> 01:11:44,794 bothering us when we're really excited about the race...! 590 01:11:45,000 --> 01:11:49,915 Why don't I just come over then. Ok. Bye. 591 01:11:50,800 --> 01:11:53,951 Bye then. - Go go go go! 592 01:11:56,920 --> 01:11:59,115 He really had the hots for you! 593 01:11:59,600 --> 01:12:01,670 They always do, after a couple of beers. 594 01:13:14,280 --> 01:13:15,554 Hello? 595 01:13:20,400 --> 01:13:21,992 Is anybody home? 596 01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:25,839 Who's there? 597 01:13:28,080 --> 01:13:29,433 Teppo. 598 01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:32,991 I said I'd visit. 599 01:13:37,360 --> 01:13:44,198 Do you need some help? No. I mean, no thanks. 600 01:13:48,760 --> 01:13:51,433 You sound a bit like you're in distress. 601 01:13:52,000 --> 01:14:00,000 Of course I am, I'm in the bathroom! Well then... you can go! Bye! 602 01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:09,353 I'm... just going to go now. Ok! 603 01:14:33,120 --> 01:14:35,111 Good! - Go jaana! 604 01:14:35,360 --> 01:14:37,032 Bend yourself a little! 605 01:14:48,800 --> 01:14:50,438 Thanks. 606 01:14:58,200 --> 01:15:02,910 Ladies need any help? Sure, you can haul these. 607 01:15:03,160 --> 01:15:05,594 Like we can't take care of ourselves. 608 01:15:06,000 --> 01:15:12,189 I just thought with everything that's happened and your man being a bit hard to reach these days... 609 01:15:12,760 --> 01:15:15,069 You might need some help around the house. 610 01:15:15,440 --> 01:15:17,271 Well I don't, thanks. 611 01:15:23,120 --> 01:15:26,874 Would you take the cart... thanks a lot! 612 01:15:28,600 --> 01:15:30,192 You're unbelievable. 613 01:15:32,880 --> 01:15:36,589 Well, do you think you were a proper well behaved lady back there? 614 01:15:36,880 --> 01:15:39,030 I do not need a man in my life. 615 01:15:39,720 --> 01:15:47,720 He wasn't trying to hit on you, but help you out. Perhaps you thought I'd install a new dishwasher, 616 01:15:48,640 --> 01:15:51,518 or maybe the girls can help out after homework? 617 01:15:51,800 --> 01:15:54,314 I can hire a caregiver, you know. 618 01:15:55,560 --> 01:15:57,118 You're scared of men, aren't you? 619 01:15:57,320 --> 01:15:59,038 We'll what is he going to do for me now? 620 01:15:59,600 --> 01:16:03,434 Mom can take care of the girls until I get my life on track. 621 01:16:05,080 --> 01:16:10,313 It could just be that you're too stubborn to be happy with anyone. 622 01:18:17,200 --> 01:18:19,555 Come out right now! 623 01:18:25,040 --> 01:18:26,792 What are you doing out there? 624 01:18:27,000 --> 01:18:29,840 Why the hell are you skulking about my house in the middle of the night? 625 01:18:30,040 --> 01:18:32,280 I kinda thought you might have been pleasantly surprised. 626 01:18:32,360 --> 01:18:34,032 Did you install that ramp? 627 01:18:34,240 --> 01:18:35,240 Yes I did. 628 01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:37,795 Why won't you leave me alone? 629 01:18:40,880 --> 01:18:42,359 Wait there a moment. 630 01:18:42,640 --> 01:18:45,632 I won't be going anywhere really fast. 631 01:18:48,720 --> 01:18:50,756 I meant what I said at the bar. 632 01:18:51,040 --> 01:18:55,113 I'm looking for a smoker who loves horses, and you're just the type. 633 01:18:55,600 --> 01:18:58,239 I hope you realize we can never be anything. 634 01:18:59,080 --> 01:19:06,031 Living with me is a full time job, it's catheters, reaching stuff from shelves... 635 01:19:07,040 --> 01:19:10,999 I'm stuck in this chair and I'm clinically depressed! 636 01:19:11,720 --> 01:19:15,269 I have two kids and an angry ex in jail! 637 01:19:15,480 --> 01:19:19,075 I've just got one truck, but it's big enough for all that baggage. 638 01:19:23,840 --> 01:19:29,198 Do you realize what you're doing to me by acting so... nice? 639 01:19:33,000 --> 01:19:35,992 I'd give anything to be normal again. 640 01:19:36,800 --> 01:19:39,234 To have working limbs. 641 01:19:40,840 --> 01:19:47,996 To be seen as a woman, instead of a cripple. 642 01:19:53,440 --> 01:19:56,034 I see you as the most beautiful thing in the world. 643 01:20:01,560 --> 01:20:04,711 Please come and get me out of this rain. 644 01:21:24,880 --> 01:21:26,393 Relax, jaana! 645 01:21:27,040 --> 01:21:28,792 Relax your left arm. 646 01:21:31,360 --> 01:21:32,713 Remember, tempo. 647 01:21:33,160 --> 01:21:34,160 Good! 648 01:21:37,320 --> 01:21:38,673 That's great! 649 01:22:38,360 --> 01:22:40,271 What is it? 650 01:22:42,040 --> 01:22:44,793 It's not as easy as I figured it would be. 651 01:22:45,000 --> 01:22:49,152 The team placements are limited. 652 01:22:49,840 --> 01:22:53,958 And you're not the only para-rider trying for the Olympics. 653 01:22:54,760 --> 01:22:56,876 There's no time to lose. 654 01:22:58,360 --> 01:23:01,955 Well what are we standing here for? Let's go! 655 01:23:02,360 --> 01:23:07,070 We haven't gone through the whole program, but here we can do that. 656 01:23:07,280 --> 01:23:11,956 Hurdles, referee's spot, music, and as the audience - 657 01:23:12,240 --> 01:23:19,191 a hardened horse man trying to deal with his overactive children. 658 01:23:23,400 --> 01:23:31,400 Starting! Next on the arena: Jaana kivimaki of kymijoki riders. 659 01:23:52,880 --> 01:23:54,996 Trot. 660 01:23:55,960 --> 01:23:58,758 Yes, good! 661 01:24:04,560 --> 01:24:06,312 Yes... good. 662 01:24:24,600 --> 01:24:25,669 Good. 663 01:24:27,560 --> 01:24:30,154 Don't fret, it's just a quad bike... 664 01:24:33,440 --> 01:24:34,440 Daddy! 665 01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:37,675 Jaana! 666 01:24:41,040 --> 01:24:42,996 Jaana, are you alright! 667 01:24:43,440 --> 01:24:44,555 I'm ok. 668 01:24:45,680 --> 01:24:47,398 Teppo, get the chair! 669 01:24:50,560 --> 01:24:52,551 You seem ok. 670 01:24:53,920 --> 01:24:55,990 Lucky you didn't get hurt. 671 01:24:58,000 --> 01:25:00,639 Are you ready for one more round? 672 01:25:01,000 --> 01:25:05,278 Good idea. Get back on that horse. Just sit on his back, that's all. 673 01:25:05,480 --> 01:25:06,549 No. 674 01:25:06,920 --> 01:25:09,912 I really think it's a good idea. Just sit a little bit. 675 01:25:10,120 --> 01:25:11,838 I told you - no! 676 01:25:12,320 --> 01:25:15,756 Why do you two care about nothing except if I ride or no. 677 01:25:15,960 --> 01:25:21,671 You get back up there if it matters so much! At least you have functioning legs. 678 01:25:22,000 --> 01:25:24,673 Don't you realize that half of me is dead. 679 01:25:24,880 --> 01:25:27,235 Leave me alone! 680 01:25:29,360 --> 01:25:31,794 Please take me home. 681 01:26:03,640 --> 01:26:05,073 I think that's enough. 682 01:26:12,960 --> 01:26:15,269 Let's go once more. No, that's enough. 683 01:26:15,520 --> 01:26:18,910 Are you sure? I just want to go to sleep. 684 01:26:19,200 --> 01:26:20,838 Already? 685 01:26:23,080 --> 01:26:26,550 I thought you might want to come to the stables tonight. 686 01:26:26,800 --> 01:26:29,314 Just a quick visit. No, thanks. 687 01:26:30,360 --> 01:26:33,670 Why would I? I can't get back on a horse again. 688 01:26:34,600 --> 01:26:37,353 Please tell teppo I'm going to bed. 689 01:26:48,000 --> 01:26:49,592 Good night. 690 01:26:53,880 --> 01:26:55,393 She's not ok. 691 01:26:56,680 --> 01:26:58,636 I agree. 692 01:26:58,920 --> 01:27:01,354 I want to help her but I... 693 01:27:03,240 --> 01:27:06,550 I asked her to come to the stables, but... 694 01:27:30,200 --> 01:27:32,998 I'm just a burden to you all. 695 01:27:33,200 --> 01:27:37,079 You're not... 696 01:27:37,680 --> 01:27:40,638 You have two amazing children. 697 01:27:41,680 --> 01:27:45,719 You have a shot at being a world class athlete, you're not a burden to anyone. 698 01:27:49,600 --> 01:27:51,989 I need you, jaana. 699 01:27:54,280 --> 01:27:59,035 That chair is not a life sentence. 700 01:28:02,200 --> 01:28:03,679 Let's go. 701 01:28:39,640 --> 01:28:42,791 This is what you live for, too. 702 01:28:43,400 --> 01:28:46,233 He needs you. 703 01:28:54,560 --> 01:28:58,155 Forgive me for being like this. 704 01:28:58,400 --> 01:28:59,400 Jaana... 705 01:29:00,840 --> 01:29:04,753 We won't give up on you, you don't get to give up either. 706 01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:16,353 Jaana! 707 01:29:17,600 --> 01:29:19,909 You're here, great! 708 01:29:21,200 --> 01:29:24,795 I'm sorry if you felt I was pressuring you. 709 01:29:25,600 --> 01:29:29,639 And I... well, we talked.. 710 01:29:30,640 --> 01:29:34,076 Yeah, we... 711 01:29:36,800 --> 01:29:41,112 Well I haven't really gotten over your accident... 712 01:29:42,880 --> 01:29:46,190 You asked me to stay and help you and I didn't. 713 01:29:46,400 --> 01:29:47,992 I left you alone out there. 714 01:29:48,280 --> 01:29:51,397 Oh, come on. - No, let me... 715 01:29:51,920 --> 01:29:53,911 Let me... 716 01:29:56,120 --> 01:30:01,194 It's all this riding and other stuff, 717 01:30:02,640 --> 01:30:09,990 I've been giving you hope and hoping you'll succeed - 718 01:30:10,200 --> 01:30:12,176 so that maybe I can feel a little bit less guilty... 719 01:30:12,200 --> 01:30:15,272 But you're not guilty of anything. 720 01:30:15,480 --> 01:30:19,837 Any one of us could have been down there, and it happened to be me. 721 01:30:22,600 --> 01:30:26,991 I'm just tired of being afraid of the thing I love most. 722 01:30:27,280 --> 01:30:29,510 Let's not stop this now. 723 01:30:30,600 --> 01:30:32,989 Oh, marijut... 724 01:30:45,360 --> 01:30:47,351 I can't even get up there. 725 01:30:47,680 --> 01:30:53,949 Jaana, you're going to do great. You've always given it everything you have. 726 01:30:54,960 --> 01:30:56,996 Up, up and away! 727 01:30:58,320 --> 01:31:00,914 No chickening out. 728 01:31:05,440 --> 01:31:10,036 Mom. So good of you to come. I'm so nervous! 729 01:31:10,240 --> 01:31:15,712 The girls asked me to come. Everything's going to go great. You're my hero. 730 01:31:16,560 --> 01:31:20,997 But what if I'm not? Everyone just wants me to be... 731 01:31:21,760 --> 01:31:24,035 That dream you talked about. 732 01:31:25,160 --> 01:31:28,232 It was you, on that balcony. 733 01:31:29,240 --> 01:31:32,676 Thank god he let you down eventually. 734 01:31:33,280 --> 01:31:34,952 I didn't... 735 01:31:35,160 --> 01:31:37,196 Know how to handle that life. 736 01:31:37,400 --> 01:31:39,914 I let it go too far. 737 01:31:40,960 --> 01:31:43,918 But jaana, you can handle it. 738 01:31:44,120 --> 01:31:48,238 Everything that's happened, and what you are now... 739 01:31:48,520 --> 01:31:51,717 I couldn't admire you more. 740 01:31:52,600 --> 01:31:54,909 Let's not think about that. 741 01:31:55,960 --> 01:32:00,750 You know... I've started remembering the good things too. 742 01:32:06,000 --> 01:32:08,594 You're my hero, mom. 743 01:32:09,520 --> 01:32:15,755 There's pancakes. Pancakes? Let's go! 744 01:32:16,800 --> 01:32:20,793 Hanna! What are you doing here? 745 01:32:21,000 --> 01:32:23,275 Andre told me you might need some help. 746 01:32:23,920 --> 01:32:28,516 I'm mentally locked. But jaana do you really want this? 747 01:32:30,200 --> 01:32:33,192 Yes, more than anything. 748 01:32:33,560 --> 01:32:36,677 Well then, let's get started. 749 01:32:37,720 --> 01:32:39,119 Look over there... 750 01:32:39,400 --> 01:32:41,834 Tell me what do you see? 751 01:32:42,840 --> 01:32:46,799 There's the arena, other equestrians and horses, 752 01:32:47,600 --> 01:32:49,989 judges, crowd... 753 01:32:51,720 --> 01:32:56,316 And then there are the qualifiers of the equestrian federation that votes in the paralympic team. 754 01:32:56,520 --> 01:32:58,670 Don't think about them. 755 01:32:59,000 --> 01:33:01,753 Concentrate only on your own performance. 756 01:33:01,960 --> 01:33:03,712 You can do it! 757 01:33:03,920 --> 01:33:05,911 Let's go through the test. 758 01:33:06,120 --> 01:33:11,672 Ok, in the beginning I will ride normally to the middle of the arena to salute the judges. 759 01:33:11,920 --> 01:33:14,229 From the c turn to the right... 760 01:33:14,440 --> 01:33:16,510 On the long side I'll make a transition to trot... 761 01:33:34,080 --> 01:33:35,798 Here we go then. 762 01:33:37,040 --> 01:33:41,397 It'll go great. I'm too nervous to watch! 763 01:33:41,600 --> 01:33:43,750 Honestly, you'll do great. 764 01:33:44,040 --> 01:33:46,235 You've always been at your best when on a horse. 765 01:33:47,680 --> 01:33:49,238 Jaana. - Mmh? 766 01:33:50,760 --> 01:33:53,228 I'm really, really proud of you. 767 01:33:57,520 --> 01:33:59,158 Go, jaana! 768 01:34:00,240 --> 01:34:01,639 It's go time. 769 01:34:02,360 --> 01:34:03,429 Walk. 770 01:34:04,280 --> 01:34:05,918 Walk. Good. 771 01:34:06,920 --> 01:34:08,638 You'll be great. 772 01:34:10,440 --> 01:34:18,199 Next we have... jaana kivimaki of the kymijoki riders, with grivis. 773 01:34:33,880 --> 01:34:36,155 Don't worry it's just a quad bike. 774 01:36:04,400 --> 01:36:06,072 Way to go, jaana! 775 01:36:07,760 --> 01:36:15,760 Score is 65,3%, jaana kivimaki takes second place in this competition. 776 01:36:42,000 --> 01:36:44,116 Damn, that was nice! 777 01:36:45,360 --> 01:36:47,112 I have a fine horse, don't 1? 778 01:36:47,320 --> 01:36:50,153 The best. - He is. 779 01:36:52,920 --> 01:36:54,956 Oh, I'll feel this tomorrow... 780 01:36:55,160 --> 01:36:57,037 You know, that's one problem I don't have. 781 01:36:57,240 --> 01:36:59,196 Jaana, you got mail! 782 01:36:59,400 --> 01:37:01,391 Olympic rings on the envelope and everything! 783 01:37:01,600 --> 01:37:02,919 Well, run! 784 01:37:10,200 --> 01:37:13,351 What does it say? - I can't. 785 01:37:13,600 --> 01:37:17,354 I can't either. Andre? Take it! 786 01:37:21,680 --> 01:37:23,238 Well? 787 01:37:23,560 --> 01:37:26,358 Well? - Yea, yeah... 788 01:37:36,640 --> 01:37:39,200 It is our pleasure to announce - 789 01:37:39,560 --> 01:37:42,028 that jaana kivimaki has been chosen to represent- 790 01:37:42,240 --> 01:37:43,958 the equestrian federation of Finland 791 01:37:44,160 --> 01:37:46,913 in the next paralympics team. 792 01:37:47,960 --> 01:37:51,509 We ask you to confirm your attendance within the week. 793 01:37:51,760 --> 01:37:57,437 If you cannot attend, the spot will be given to the next in line. 794 01:37:57,640 --> 01:37:59,631 I think I can manage it! 795 01:37:59,840 --> 01:38:01,990 You just might! 796 01:38:06,000 --> 01:38:09,037 Congratulations! 797 01:38:27,920 --> 01:38:29,638 Hi, teppo! 798 01:38:34,200 --> 01:38:37,715 Sorry we're late, the girls and I went out for milkshakes. 799 01:38:38,760 --> 01:38:40,591 It's time to go now. 800 01:38:43,040 --> 01:38:44,758 Yea, seems so. 801 01:38:45,280 --> 01:38:47,555 You can still come with me. 802 01:38:50,520 --> 01:38:54,911 You don't need me, you'll have Andre and marjut. 803 01:38:57,000 --> 01:38:58,877 I'm fine staying here. 804 01:38:59,080 --> 01:39:01,640 The girls and I can watch you on TV. 805 01:39:04,400 --> 01:39:05,958 Teppo. 806 01:39:08,560 --> 01:39:13,714 My life... is so much better now than it was before the accident. 807 01:39:14,400 --> 01:39:19,349 They say you have to lose something to appreciate what you do have. 808 01:39:20,440 --> 01:39:23,000 I have everything now. 809 01:39:24,680 --> 01:39:28,753 That's... that's good. The way it should be. 810 01:39:30,800 --> 01:39:32,313 Come here. 811 01:39:35,960 --> 01:39:38,076 Thank you for saving me. 812 01:39:42,760 --> 01:39:44,432 Go on. 813 01:39:48,800 --> 01:39:50,358 Mom's going. 814 01:39:53,720 --> 01:39:55,790 Take care of teppo. 815 01:39:56,000 --> 01:39:57,069 We will. 816 01:39:57,840 --> 01:39:59,876 Bye mom. - Bye. 817 01:40:37,240 --> 01:40:41,028 Next we have jaana kiviméki from Finland with grivis. 818 01:40:42,600 --> 01:40:45,910 We're not watching cripple shows. 819 01:40:46,800 --> 01:40:48,518 Don't fucking touch it. 820 01:40:48,720 --> 01:40:51,871 Sorry. I didn't know it means something to you. 821 01:40:53,440 --> 01:40:56,910 It's the most important thing there is right now. 822 01:41:02,800 --> 01:41:04,119 There's mom. 823 01:41:06,000 --> 01:41:08,150 Alright then. Kick their asses. 824 01:41:11,000 --> 01:41:13,798 Best mom in the world. 825 01:41:42,520 --> 01:41:45,034 Jaana kiviméki came in 7th in freestyle, 826 01:41:45,240 --> 01:41:48,198 and 10th in personal program in the London paralympics. 827 01:41:48,400 --> 01:41:51,153 She achieved the silver medal in the European championships in 2009, 828 01:41:51,360 --> 01:41:53,715 and won the nordic championships in 2016. 829 01:41:53,920 --> 01:41:56,720 Jaana is still actively competing, and aiming for the next paralympics. 830 01:41:57,960 --> 01:42:03,830 "When you let go of what you can't change, you'll be happy." Arvo ylppd