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I was not an actress.

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When it came to movies, I was a dancer.

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I didn't have any way for them to know

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whether I could really act.

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But they realized there
was enough there for them

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as a human being, to draw out.

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And I'm grateful because
I suppose the way I am

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is what has brought me so
much good fortune, you know?

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From the motion
picture capital of the world,

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the academy of motion
picture arts and sciences,

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26th annual academy awards.

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And now, over to you live in Los Angeles.

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Should I read it?

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Should I read it?

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I don't think I will.

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Ladies and gentlemen in New York City,

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miss. Audrey hepburn in Roman holiday.

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It's too much.

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I want to say thank you to everybody

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who in these past months and years

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have helped, guided

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and given me so much.

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I'm truly, truly grateful.

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I'm terribly happy.

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Today the name of Audrey hepburn

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flashes from theater marquees.

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From the covers of national magazines,

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from column upon column
of newspaper rave notices.

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For everybody is talking about
her sensational star debut

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in Paramount's Roman holiday.

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Audrey hepburn
was not like any other actor

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or actress out there.

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She just had magnetism.

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People loved her.

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She was a newcomer
that was so strong

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and so impressive.

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You became
world famous over one night

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after having made Roman holiday.

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I think that many of the girls here

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would like to be a star like you.

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Have you any advice to give to them?

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The only advice I can give is that,

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they must make sure they
want to be it enough

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because as it's so often said,

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hard work is never so hard
when it is done with love.

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Audrey's look
with something brand new.

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There were the girl next
door types like Doris day,

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and then the sex bombs
like Marilyn Monroe.

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There were wonderful
female stars at the time,

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but there was nothing quite like her.

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She created this type of woman
that really didn't exist.

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That was her.

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Audrey is an icon for people

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from all over the world.

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Her image, her style and the way of life.

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That's her great beauty.

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People love her and know her
because of her lovely face

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or her smile.

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But there was a real Audrey
that people don't know.

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She's not only an icon on print.

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Audrey's life was so much more than that.

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There's a lovely phrase

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in Arthur rubinstein's book.

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Many years ago,

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when he had a very, very
difficult beginning to his life.

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He had to decide whether to
reject life or to love it.

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And he said, I just decided
to love it unconditionally.

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And I believe that.

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Audrey's parents met in the Dutch indies.

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Audrey's father was a diplomat.

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And Audrey's mother, the
baroness at heemstra was there

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because her father was a governor.

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Audrey hepburn never mentioned it really,

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but in her family, there
was this Dutch nobility.

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My grandfather, Joseph ruston hepburn

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was an aspiring aristocrat.

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There's a typical twenties
formal portrait shot of him.

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Showing him just as he was.

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Always very well groomed
a small moustache,

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slick black hair and nice suit.

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He was an aspiring aristocrat

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whose background was very fuzzy.

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He made up some sort of lineage
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a distant heir of the king of Scotland.

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He thought highly of himself

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and nothing really materialized.

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When
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he felt that marxists, communists
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So they moved back to Belgium.

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And that's when my
mother was born in 1929.

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Audrey's father quickly embraced

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the Belgium fascist party, the rexist.

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And he was also vehemently anti-semitic.

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Audrey's parents went to Nazi Germany,

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and cheered on the marches.

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They were very impressed
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of the German nation, under Nazi rule.

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And Audrey's mother, even
penned a few articles

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for magazines

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really praising the Nazi regime.

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That was 1935,

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which is exactly when Audrey's
father abandoned his family

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and moved to england where he became

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an active member of the black shirts.

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The British fascist party.

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When the war broke out,

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she was in a boarding school in the uk.

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Not that far away from London,
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He did have visitation
rights, which he never used.

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And so she was by herself,
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on weekends were seeing their parents

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and she ended up spending her summers

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with workers that her mother found.

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Her mother felt that it would be safer

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for her to be in the Netherlands

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because they thought that
england might be carpet bombed.

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Her father actually
took her to the airport.

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This is the last time that she saw him.

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So that was September of 1939.

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She flew on the last
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and then into Amsterdam.

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She changed her name, her first name.

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She was adar. And not Audrey,

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in order to not arouse suspicion
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I was 10 when the war broke out.

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This was in September and in may

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the Germans marched in to Holland.

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The first few months,

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we didn't know quite what had happened.

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Had we known the first
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that we were going to be
occupied for five years,

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we might have all shot ourselves.

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We thought it'll be over next week.

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Holland was one of the worst

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because we were occupied by the ss.

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Not by just the military.

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Everybody sort of just clammed
up and went underground

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and you couldn't speak freely.

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And you weren't allowed
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and we grew up that way.

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Knowing that we were all prisoners.

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There came a moment when we had to

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live in the cellar
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kept being shot away.

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We were sleeping on mattresses

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and sitting there waiting
for the shooting to stop.

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My uncles were taken from their homes

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and shot.

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One brother was sent to Germany.

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The other one was always hidden.

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My uncles were the first
hostages to be shot in Holland.

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And it was actually the turning point

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because from that day on

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an underground was formed.

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She was asked to take
messages for the resistance

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in her shoes.

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And it was the city telegram at the time,

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the safest on a bike,
put a kid on the bike,

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put a message in the insole of their shoes

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and it's quick and
nobody's gonna stop kids.

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She performed for the Dutch resistance,

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not just to raise monies,

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but also to entertain people
and get their minds off

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the horrors that they were living through.

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Ever since I was
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I wanted to be a ballet dancer.

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That was my dream.

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As a child already.

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Ballet, ballet, ballet
is what I love most.

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They would do plays and
little musical operettas

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and trying to stay discrete

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and not bring the attention
of the invading soldiers.

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At the end of the performances,

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nobody clapped their hands.
They just smile in the dark.

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Dancing was the lifeline
throughout the war.

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It helped to keep her from
looking at where she was.

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There's that sense of dance

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as a way to take flight.

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Dance was a way for her to escape.

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I was terribly
slim during the war

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because little by little,

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there was practically nothing to eat.

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All children started to suffer

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from malnutrition.

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No provisions made, with
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And that last winter, I mean,
nothing grows in the winter.

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You can keep carrots and potatoes.

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For just so long and some turnips

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but we were running out of those.

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And that was really very, very hard.

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She survived the Dutch famine
on bread made of tulips.

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And when they liberated her,

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she was living in her
basement in the Netherlands

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and the first unicef agents
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to provide aid to women
and children after the war,

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they literally pulled
her out of the famine.

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She would always talk
about how they arrived

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and they handed her chocolate bar.

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And like that was her turning point.

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When we were liberated.

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It was so exciting and that's
when life started again.

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All the things you've
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never eaten and never worn
started to come back again.

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That was such a stimulus.

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As soon as I could,

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I wanted desperately to become a dancer

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and I got a scholarship in
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in London.

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I didn't have a dime and she took me in,

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I lived in her house in a room
and ate meals in her kitchen

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when she was out on tour with her company.

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And I had months and months
of training in her school.

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But because of the war

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and interruption and malnutrition,

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now I didn't get a really solid
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until I went to the rambert school.

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It was late and I didn't have
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that girls my age had.

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She talked to Marie rambert and Marie said,

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all of those complications
are gonna add up to

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taking away some
percentage of chance of you

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to become a prima ballerina.

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And of course she was devastated.

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But she had no choice to
sort of cry over herself.

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She had to keep moving.

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I had no money,
and I had to get job

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and I did get one for the musicals.

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I plunged into show business in London.

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It was the best cure.

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I was in a chorus, in a big chorus room

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with all the other girls

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rehearsing and dancing
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and from then on,

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that was my life.

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Who wants a ciggy?

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- Hello sweetie?
- I was a dancer and

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that's really what I wanted to do always.

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I never wanted to become
an actress or never dared

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to think in those terms.

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Ooh really Alfred.

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I became an actress because
I have to earn a living.

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And I started doing little bits in movies,

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to get the extra buck.

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I watched every move you make.

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I was in the south of
France doing a French movie

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monte-Carlo baby.

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And by chance, we were doing
a scene in the hotel de Paris

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and she was there with her husband.

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And she said, in very few words,

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would I like to play gigi on Broadway.

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Final curtain
on the big new hit, gigi.

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And Audrey hepburn, the
young continental beauty

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who's Broadway's latest star takes...

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It was my break,

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but I have two very big
breaks in the same month.

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William wyler

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came to england looking for an unknown.

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He really ordered a lot of tests made

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and I was one of them.

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And that's the test that won me the part

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and started a lovely career for me.

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I was 12 years old when
I saw Roman holiday.

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And it was a revelation.

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I was a tomboy as were most of my friends

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resisting the transition to lady-hood.

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And you know all the...

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Nowadays I guess then to0,

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all these girls wanted to be princesses.

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I never wanted to be a Princess.

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So that was Audrey hepburn,

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sort of abdicating her Princess-ship.

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And it was just so exciting.

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Gregory peck and Audrey herpburn

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were a kind of unbeatable combination.

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She's an explorer, she's an adventurer.

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She cuts her hair, which is
already a huge emancipation.

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She gets rid of the heavy burden
of the crown and the hair.

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She's on the back of a
motorcycle with Gregory peck.

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And it's just the ultimate expression

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of self willed liberation.

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She's active.

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She's not waiting for the guy to come.

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She goes back and forth from ugly duckling

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to swan and from swan to ugly duckling.

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So these are the sort of
fairytale roles that she plays

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and incarnates just magnificently.

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I'm going to that corner there and turn.

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You must stay in the car and drive away.

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She really hadn't been
training as an actress

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but she'd been training to perform.

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She had to draw on her
own sad and difficult

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real life experiences.

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So that we feel closer
to her, more familiar.

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Out of nowhere,

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this star was born in that movie.

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When something
like that happens to you,

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with all the paraphernalia
that comes with it.

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Everybody wanted to interview
you and I was working

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and burning the candle at both ends.

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I was so new to it all.

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I said yes to everything
and I was in a play

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and doing interviews and television.

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It was only four years before
that come out of Holland

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and a long German occupation

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where we hadn't been able to
keep up at all with pictures.

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And I was way behind.

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And there's so much I wasn't aware of.

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So let alone think of me or future,

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or I didn't know it was going
to lead even to another movie.

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I received this extraordinary
Oscar, so early.

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And I really didn't know what hit me.

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Once I did Roman holiday,

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the offers came in from Willy wyler again,

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from Fred Zimmermann, from Billy Wilder.

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Audrey was probably one
of the last movie stars

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from the golden age of Hollywood.

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What you got with all of those
movies stars at that period.

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They were very much
like the characters

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that they played.

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That was the point.

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She was given birth to her stardom

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by the studio system,
that sort of the last great

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moment of classical cinema.

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Audrey was under contract
in the 50's and the 60's

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when she did a number of
pictures at fort Paramount,

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including "war and peace"

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and "Sabrina"

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which was her first picture with Wilder.

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The very first day she came
on the set, she was prepared.

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She knew her lines.

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I did not have to squeeze it out of her.

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Everybody fell in love with her.

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I included.

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She wasn't a Hollywood bombshell

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that I think so much of the actresses

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around that time were.

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And suddenly she came
and she was like a lion,

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her beautiful, big almond
eyes, her black raven hair.

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And I think for Hubert,

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that was something actually
he really worked towards

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was accentuating the fact

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that she had this incredible
graceful line in her body.

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That was not typical of what
was out there at that point.

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And in a way it became
quite ground breaking.

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Hubert and Audrey met in
this very room that we're in.

348
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This is the grand salon.

349
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Hubert thought he was
meeting Catherine hepburn.

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And so it was a really
surprising visit for him

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because he was totally taken aback.

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He said, but you're
not not who I expected.

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And here was this absolute
petite, fragile, very beautiful,

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very fine featured little curteous girl.

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And I think he was not
completely enthralled

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at the beginning.

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But then she came and she
told him she wanted him

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to do the costumes for her film Sabrina.

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He was very reluctant, but over dinner,

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she sort of charmed him and convinced him.

361
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And the next day they started
collaborating for that film.

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And it became a love affair.

363
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I think between the two of them.

364
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I went away.

365
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Fashion came into my life

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when I had my very, very
first haute couture dress

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made by Hubert de givenchy
for a picture called sabirna

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and I must say I wasn't disappointed.

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The beauty of it was extraordinary
and the way it was made.

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And I've always had a
love for pretty things,

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pretty clothes.

372
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I think what Hubert loved about Audrey was

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she was almost like the girl next door

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she was quite sophisticated actually.

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I think she was quite well read.

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She was a dancer.

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She knew how to move.

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They completely understood each other.

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In so many ways I think
it was a complete surprise

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to him to,

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to dress someone like her.

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She's incredibly petite, tiny, tiny frame,

383
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but somehow he made
her through the clothes

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through the line that he drew

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on her body it just looks statuesque.

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Hubert and I are very much alike.

387
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We love the same things, and
we're hurt by the same things.

388
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I think we're both sensitive.

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There's a wonderful
French word, dépouille,

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which means without ornament.

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With everything stripped away.

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There's a purity about his clothes,

393
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but always with a sense of humor.

394
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Hurbert would do
something terribly simple.

395
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But there'll be just that one little bow

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or little Rose or something
that will give it a little,

397
00:23:39,126 --> 00:23:41,287
as I say, a sense of humor, a little fun.

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00:23:42,379 --> 00:23:46,497
Audrey and givenchy invented a style.

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00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:49,133
Audrey's style.

400
00:23:50,471 --> 00:23:53,884
When an artist meets another artist,

401
00:23:54,892 --> 00:23:58,601
the best things come out
and they were like that.

402
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:03,306
When you actually see still shots of her,

403
00:24:03,317 --> 00:24:06,354
she knows how to hold
herself in the clothes.

404
00:24:06,362 --> 00:24:10,446
And I think she was
showing her personality

405
00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:11,529
through the clothes

406
00:24:11,533 --> 00:24:15,993
and the fact that they had
this incredible connection

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made that so much more unique,

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00:24:18,332 --> 00:24:19,617
particularly at that time,

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00:24:19,625 --> 00:24:21,866
because I think it was a very rare thing.

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00:24:21,877 --> 00:24:23,663
There were almost no Hollywood actresses

411
00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:25,627
that had this intimate relationship

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00:24:25,631 --> 00:24:27,963
with a designer back in the 50s'.

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And so they really pioneered something.

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My greatest anguish was always,

415
00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:35,261
who would I be good enough in the scene?

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Would I be able to do the job?

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00:24:37,518 --> 00:24:39,429
I would dress but to do a good job

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00:24:39,436 --> 00:24:41,552
and to know the scene well,

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00:24:41,563 --> 00:24:43,224
and if the director afterwards said

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00:24:43,232 --> 00:24:45,393
print it. That was lovely Audrey.

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00:24:45,401 --> 00:24:46,857
That's all I wanted.

422
00:24:49,154 --> 00:24:50,360
That she was called an artist of love.

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00:24:50,364 --> 00:24:52,195
I think it's totally fitting.

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00:24:53,325 --> 00:24:55,611
She was learning love firsthand.

425
00:24:56,620 --> 00:25:00,112
I think part of it is she
had lacked love as a child.

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00:25:00,124 --> 00:25:03,287
Her mother was harsh and uncomplimentary.

427
00:25:03,293 --> 00:25:06,080
She made her feel ugly. I think.

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00:25:06,088 --> 00:25:08,579
So there was that complex she had.

429
00:25:08,590 --> 00:25:10,126
And yet it didn't embitter her

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00:25:10,134 --> 00:25:14,252
or sidetrack her, or make her defensive.

431
00:25:14,263 --> 00:25:17,096
Instead, she kept opening up.

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00:25:18,267 --> 00:25:20,883
And Sabrina of course, she's
just young and passionate

433
00:25:20,894 --> 00:25:21,929
that she's a teenager

434
00:25:21,937 --> 00:25:24,269
and teenagers are always
going to die for love.

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00:25:24,273 --> 00:25:25,513
But she really is.

436
00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,014
She really sets about it.

437
00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:29,933
She's the one who admits love.

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00:25:29,945 --> 00:25:32,311
It's like she's brave enough

439
00:25:32,322 --> 00:25:37,316
to risk rejection and open
her heart before the man does.

440
00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:40,781
And it's because the men are cynical.

441
00:25:40,789 --> 00:25:41,619
Or they don't believe in love.

442
00:25:41,623 --> 00:25:43,909
And she's the one that
kind of awakens them.

443
00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:46,454
David, would you like to kiss me?

444
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,620
- Would 1?
- Yes.

445
00:25:49,631 --> 00:25:51,792
A nice steady kiss.

446
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:54,132
She was clearly seeking
love everywhere she went

447
00:25:54,136 --> 00:25:57,503
in all of her films and
in her life too, I think.

448
00:26:00,809 --> 00:26:02,970
Hello, I am Audrey hepburn.

449
00:26:04,063 --> 00:26:06,896
Ondine is a very beautiful love story

450
00:26:06,899 --> 00:26:09,481
in which Mel ferrer and I appear together.

451
00:26:10,319 --> 00:26:12,526
Mel plays the knight errant

452
00:26:12,529 --> 00:26:14,315
and I play a water sprite

453
00:26:14,323 --> 00:26:16,905
and it's a very gay part.

454
00:26:16,909 --> 00:26:20,117
Greg peck and my father were best friends.

455
00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:22,076
And when Greg comes back from Rome,

456
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he says you have to meet this girl.

457
00:26:23,874 --> 00:26:25,956
I just did this film with.

458
00:26:25,959 --> 00:26:28,996
And they meet and the rest is history.

459
00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:44,265
I think they found each other

460
00:26:44,269 --> 00:26:45,600
and they adored each other.

461
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:47,014
And were very happy.

462
00:26:48,023 --> 00:26:50,139
They were both very lovable people.

463
00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:55,353
My father was a brilliant
educator, spoke five languages,

464
00:26:55,364 --> 00:26:57,946
had also a semi European background.

465
00:26:57,950 --> 00:27:00,908
And they were very similar in many ways.

466
00:27:01,829 --> 00:27:04,241
They were both very strong people.

467
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,489
They consulted with
each other on everything

468
00:27:06,500 --> 00:27:08,365
and he collaborated with her

469
00:27:08,377 --> 00:27:10,868
and this is what they
talked about over dinner.

470
00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:13,291
What do you think of the script?
This is what I'm thinking.

471
00:27:13,298 --> 00:27:15,835
For this next outfit for this next movie.

472
00:27:15,843 --> 00:27:17,049
This is the camera man.

473
00:27:17,052 --> 00:27:18,258
What about the music?

474
00:27:18,262 --> 00:27:20,048
How do you feel about this and that?

475
00:27:21,348 --> 00:27:22,463
Mel was a good actor.

476
00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:25,966
And he attached himself to
projects and got them made

477
00:27:25,978 --> 00:27:28,515
because he was a producer
in his own right.

478
00:27:29,940 --> 00:27:32,272
He was really a kind and caring person.

479
00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:34,187
And he loved her deeply.

480
00:27:37,239 --> 00:27:40,902
They were pretty business
smart in terms of how

481
00:27:40,909 --> 00:27:43,946
her brand needed to be or
the kind of career choices

482
00:27:43,954 --> 00:27:45,285
that she needed to make.

483
00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:53,042
There were scenes in
funny face that I remember.

484
00:27:53,046 --> 00:27:55,378
I loved doing because they went to music

485
00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,088
and having originally been a dancer

486
00:27:57,092 --> 00:27:58,923
not a good one, but I was a dancer

487
00:27:58,927 --> 00:28:01,418
and I love all the musical numbers.

488
00:28:05,100 --> 00:28:08,433
I was very apprehensive
about doing that pitch.

489
00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:12,350
I do remember the first time

490
00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:14,313
I met Fred Astaire and that was on set.

491
00:28:16,486 --> 00:28:20,320
I knew how good I should be
to dance with Fred Astaire.

492
00:28:20,324 --> 00:28:21,324
I knew I wasn't.

493
00:28:24,536 --> 00:28:26,618
I had a very slender kind of technique

494
00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:30,830
and I wasn't a great technician at all.

495
00:28:30,834 --> 00:28:34,577
And to be cast opposite
him was terribly exciting,

496
00:28:34,588 --> 00:28:36,453
but I was very apprehensive.

497
00:28:39,301 --> 00:28:40,962
In many of her roles.

498
00:28:40,969 --> 00:28:44,086
She could come across as a frivolous girl,

499
00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:49,057
but she really finds the sort
of gravity in those roles.

500
00:28:49,269 --> 00:28:51,225
In funny face the away she dances

501
00:28:51,230 --> 00:28:54,643
and she completely deconstructs
what dance is about.

502
00:28:54,650 --> 00:28:57,357
This is the lightness that she brings.

503
00:28:58,362 --> 00:28:59,477
All right, go.

504
00:29:03,492 --> 00:29:04,492
Move, move

505
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:08,285
she obviously was gifted
on so many levels.

506
00:29:09,373 --> 00:29:12,160
Her incredible abilities
to perform for the camera,

507
00:29:13,502 --> 00:29:17,415
be a Princess or a librarian
and becoming a supermodel.

508
00:29:21,176 --> 00:29:23,337
My grandfather was Richard avedon

509
00:29:28,141 --> 00:29:30,132
to Doe avedon.

510
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,387
My grandfather was photographing

511
00:29:34,398 --> 00:29:37,640
those who perform with their emotions.

512
00:29:37,651 --> 00:29:40,188
Audrey was the ultimate beauty,

513
00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:43,062
both internally and externally.

514
00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:45,564
She was obviously such
a gift to the camera

515
00:29:45,575 --> 00:29:48,442
that he was astonished.

516
00:29:48,453 --> 00:29:51,069
And when you look at the
photographs my grandfather

517
00:29:51,081 --> 00:29:53,037
took of Audrey,

518
00:29:53,041 --> 00:29:55,123
I think you'd definitely get a sense

519
00:29:55,127 --> 00:29:56,492
of what kind of person she was.

520
00:29:56,503 --> 00:29:59,995
And perhaps that's why she
was this devastating gift

521
00:30:00,007 --> 00:30:02,999
because she gave so much,
and there was so much range,

522
00:30:03,010 --> 00:30:05,001
whether that be in a stream of sorrow

523
00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:07,219
and romance and desire,

524
00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:10,055
or just absolutely elated with wonder,

525
00:30:13,020 --> 00:30:15,352
she and avedon were on
the same wavelength.

526
00:30:15,355 --> 00:30:16,686
So he didn't have to tell her what to do.

527
00:30:16,690 --> 00:30:18,555
She knew what to do.

528
00:30:18,567 --> 00:30:21,024
She was made of so many
different dimensions

529
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:22,234
and experiences in life

530
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:24,478
from the suffering she endured

531
00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:27,026
to the joy she's still experienced in life

532
00:30:27,034 --> 00:30:29,320
and the artistry she maintained.

533
00:30:33,915 --> 00:30:35,906
If you actually go through the archive

534
00:30:35,917 --> 00:30:39,250
and you look at what has been
the most important dresses

535
00:30:39,254 --> 00:30:40,869
that people recognize

536
00:30:40,881 --> 00:30:43,418
so much of it is the
work Hubert did with her.

537
00:30:48,305 --> 00:30:50,091
The dress from funny face

538
00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:53,340
was one of the most iconic
fashion movie moments

539
00:30:53,352 --> 00:30:54,558
of that era.

540
00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:59,263
He created something so
timeless, but so iconic.

541
00:31:00,233 --> 00:31:03,441
And if I actually think back to myself,

542
00:31:03,445 --> 00:31:05,527
when I first saw Audrey hepburn movies,

543
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:06,485
I fell in love with her

544
00:31:06,490 --> 00:31:09,323
and the way she looked in those movies.

545
00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:12,113
And of course the breakfast
at Tiffany's dress

546
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:15,112
is one of the most iconic
dresses of all time.

547
00:31:23,048 --> 00:31:25,084
That moment, when she
steps out of the taxi

548
00:31:25,092 --> 00:31:27,458
at the beginning of the film,

549
00:31:27,469 --> 00:31:30,927
she's got every symbol of
Paris with her in a way.

550
00:31:30,931 --> 00:31:33,013
She has a croissant in her hand, pearls

551
00:31:33,016 --> 00:31:34,472
her hair in an up do,

552
00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:36,967
and this incredible black silhouette,

553
00:31:36,978 --> 00:31:39,139
just so refined and so elegant.

554
00:31:41,191 --> 00:31:44,479
It became a symbol of
the ultimate black dress.

555
00:31:48,156 --> 00:31:50,943
And she became an icon from that.

556
00:31:59,501 --> 00:32:01,332
Everyone is now thinking

557
00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:07,164
no one had any singularity or eccentricity

558
00:32:07,884 --> 00:32:10,591
or individuality, bullshit.

559
00:32:11,888 --> 00:32:16,882
Was there anyone who had more
of that than Audrey hepburn.

560
00:32:17,519 --> 00:32:19,009
I don't even wanna own anything

561
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,477
until I can find a place where
me and things go together.

562
00:32:21,481 --> 00:32:23,096
It was a real performance.

563
00:32:24,443 --> 00:32:27,685
She captured that kind of crazy,

564
00:32:27,696 --> 00:32:31,154
the sane girl that Truman
capote wrote about.

565
00:32:31,158 --> 00:32:33,240
She personified it very brilliantly

566
00:32:33,243 --> 00:32:34,904
and she wasn't really like that.

567
00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:37,531
But she nailed it.

568
00:32:37,539 --> 00:32:39,951
It's one of her best performances.

569
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:41,994
In fact, I think it's the
most iconic photo of her.

570
00:32:42,002 --> 00:32:44,209
It still is Holly golightly.

571
00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:46,544
It seems to be used most
often to define her.

572
00:32:47,883 --> 00:32:49,248
What sort of a girl is she?

573
00:32:49,259 --> 00:32:53,172
She is a, what they call in
America these days a kook.

574
00:32:53,180 --> 00:32:54,545
How does that mean?

575
00:32:54,556 --> 00:32:56,046
It's spelt with a k I believe.

576
00:32:56,057 --> 00:33:00,300
Which is a dizzy gay

577
00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:02,052
type of girl.

578
00:33:02,063 --> 00:33:03,644
Anything like you?

579
00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:05,980
I'm not quite that way. No.

580
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:10,398
Truman capote actually thought
that she was too elegant.

581
00:33:10,405 --> 00:33:13,147
And he wanted someone who
looked like they could be

582
00:33:13,158 --> 00:33:16,901
a woman of the night and
not someone who was elegant

583
00:33:16,912 --> 00:33:18,197
and graceful

584
00:33:18,205 --> 00:33:22,539
and truly stood out as
the class in the room.

585
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:25,955
As opposed to the arm piece.

586
00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:28,916
She takes a story

587
00:33:28,924 --> 00:33:31,256
which is meant for Marilyn Monroe

588
00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:36,587
and elevates it out of the typecasting

589
00:33:36,598 --> 00:33:40,432
and transforms that part
into what it became.

590
00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:43,973
She really also like gave this
Holly golightly character,

591
00:33:43,980 --> 00:33:46,938
completely different texture.

592
00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:49,433
She was a call girl like basically.

593
00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:50,433
Any gentleman with the slightest cheek

594
00:33:50,445 --> 00:33:53,357
will give a girl a $50
bill for the powder room.

595
00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:55,606
And Audrey gave her this depth.

596
00:33:55,617 --> 00:33:57,573
I'm not Holly. I'm not lula Mae either

597
00:33:57,577 --> 00:33:59,113
I don't know who I am.

598
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:00,826
I'm like cat here.

599
00:34:00,830 --> 00:34:01,615
We're a couple of no name slabs.

600
00:34:01,623 --> 00:34:03,614
We belong to nobody, and
nobody belongs to us.

601
00:34:03,625 --> 00:34:06,241
We don't even belong to each other.

602
00:34:06,253 --> 00:34:09,620
Moon river was perfect song
written for Audrey hepburn.

603
00:34:10,507 --> 00:34:12,998
Jwaiting round the bendj

604
00:34:13,009 --> 00:34:14,840
she sang very beautifully,

605
00:34:14,844 --> 00:34:17,335
but she did not have a large range.

606
00:34:17,347 --> 00:34:21,135
It has this melancholic feeling to it.

607
00:34:21,142 --> 00:34:25,636
But it's hopeful at
the end of the rainbow,

608
00:34:25,647 --> 00:34:27,854
you're going to get there.

609
00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:30,649
After the screening,

610
00:34:30,652 --> 00:34:33,018
they're sitting with the studio
head and one of them says,

611
00:34:33,029 --> 00:34:36,567
oh, and by the way, that bloody
song moon river has to go.

612
00:34:36,575 --> 00:34:39,863
And she jumped out of the chair

613
00:34:39,869 --> 00:34:43,157
and said over my dead body,

614
00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:47,077
because she knew that that song had legs

615
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:49,201
and she could feel and she
know what she's invested

616
00:34:49,212 --> 00:34:51,248
into the performance.

617
00:34:51,256 --> 00:34:54,089
This is what went down in history

618
00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:57,459
as one of the most famous moment
of breakfast at Tiffany's.

619
00:34:57,470 --> 00:35:01,179
So she had a sense of what was important

620
00:35:01,182 --> 00:35:05,471
what wasn't maybe a greater
sense than some producers.

621
00:35:07,188 --> 00:35:09,600
She was a lioness.

622
00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:13,524
She was not handed this.

623
00:35:15,864 --> 00:35:19,402
She's been described as the
iron fist and the velvet glove.

624
00:35:19,409 --> 00:35:21,274
And you have to understand

625
00:35:21,286 --> 00:35:26,121
she came from that strong
victorian background.

626
00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:29,241
Then the ballet, all
those years of training,

627
00:35:29,252 --> 00:35:34,212
it's arduous hard, hard
physical and mental work.

628
00:35:34,382 --> 00:35:37,840
And so she needed that
strength and that culture

629
00:35:37,844 --> 00:35:41,302
and that background to survive
in the world of Hollywood,

630
00:35:41,306 --> 00:35:44,924
where you have to fight for
everything that you believe in.

631
00:35:45,852 --> 00:35:49,561
She had to fight was
givenchy to sublimate

632
00:35:49,564 --> 00:35:52,852
the little black dress and
take everything that wasn't

633
00:35:52,859 --> 00:35:57,853
bolted on off of it, whether
it was a bow or whatever,

634
00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:01,027
because she understood also
the medium and the camera

635
00:36:01,034 --> 00:36:03,446
and what it sees and what is necessary.

636
00:36:03,453 --> 00:36:04,863
What's not necessary.

637
00:36:06,456 --> 00:36:08,321
She wasn't just an actress.

638
00:36:08,333 --> 00:36:09,493
She was a movie star.

639
00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:15,166
You don't think of her
as a complex actress,

640
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:17,585
but there's something
deeply complex about her.

641
00:36:17,592 --> 00:36:21,050
I love you but I'm not
just lula Mae anymore.

642
00:36:21,054 --> 00:36:22,043
In breakfast at Tiffany's,

643
00:36:22,055 --> 00:36:25,013
she was this incredible
incandescent figure.

644
00:36:25,016 --> 00:36:28,850
She meant so much more than
just beautiful, stylish.

645
00:36:28,853 --> 00:36:30,309
She meant to curiosity.

646
00:36:31,106 --> 00:36:32,516
Did you ever read it?
It's absolutely marvelous.

647
00:36:32,524 --> 00:36:36,767
Self-determination she's
discussed as a fashion icon,

648
00:36:36,778 --> 00:36:38,769
but that's a narrow
definition of what she is

649
00:36:38,780 --> 00:36:40,395
because she exceeds that.

650
00:36:41,366 --> 00:36:43,448
She's not like all the
stars you felt in some way,

651
00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:44,531
she had more freedom.

652
00:36:44,536 --> 00:36:45,992
You didn't feel like she was a slave

653
00:36:45,995 --> 00:36:48,361
of the studio system at all.

654
00:36:48,373 --> 00:36:51,285
That probably more than anything
is what makes her great.

655
00:36:52,293 --> 00:36:55,080
I think more than almost
any star I can think of.

656
00:36:55,088 --> 00:36:56,498
And this is saying something

657
00:36:56,506 --> 00:36:58,212
that you can't take your eyes off of her

658
00:36:58,216 --> 00:36:59,501
when she's in the room.

659
00:37:11,896 --> 00:37:14,854
My dream was to become a ballet dancer

660
00:37:14,858 --> 00:37:18,521
and it really stayed it
for many, many years.

661
00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:26,821
I wanted to be a dancer more
than anything in the world.

662
00:37:40,467 --> 00:37:42,298
But this career

663
00:37:42,302 --> 00:37:45,339
has brought me so much
happiness and good fortune.

664
00:37:46,347 --> 00:37:47,928
It means so much to me.

665
00:38:50,537 --> 00:38:51,652
People loved her.

666
00:38:54,082 --> 00:38:57,245
Being around her was like
traveling with a rock star

667
00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:03,292
the first time I met
Audrey, I didn't know that

668
00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,665
she was one the biggest
movie stars in the world.

669
00:39:07,262 --> 00:39:11,221
She was this really nice
lady who came to our house.

670
00:39:12,559 --> 00:39:15,301
Audrey, she was so normal.

671
00:39:15,311 --> 00:39:18,098
So like any other person,

672
00:39:18,106 --> 00:39:20,563
you forget she was a movie star.

673
00:39:21,526 --> 00:39:25,110
My son Giovanni was six year old.

674
00:39:25,113 --> 00:39:27,354
I remember him asking me mommy,

675
00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:30,607
but it's true then Audrey
she's a movie star.

676
00:39:30,618 --> 00:39:31,903
And I say, yes,

677
00:39:31,911 --> 00:39:34,152
she is a movie star and very famous.

678
00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:36,495
And he was disappointed he said,

679
00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:39,115
why does she not live like a movie star?

680
00:39:39,127 --> 00:39:40,333
Why she live like that?

681
00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:44,124
Because the way of Audrey
living was the most simple

682
00:39:44,132 --> 00:39:45,212
you can imagine.

683
00:39:46,426 --> 00:39:49,042
The two times that I
escorted her at the oscars,

684
00:39:49,053 --> 00:39:51,965
she presented best actor and best picture.

685
00:39:51,973 --> 00:39:55,261
And no matter how early we
left, we were always late.

686
00:39:55,268 --> 00:39:58,055
And just because of traffic
and would have to get out walk

687
00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,973
walk the last two blocks

688
00:39:59,981 --> 00:40:01,972
with people in the crowd screaming.

689
00:40:01,983 --> 00:40:04,190
That's Audrey hepburn.

690
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:06,355
At that time,

691
00:40:06,362 --> 00:40:09,274
all the late night talk
shows would like to book her.

692
00:40:09,282 --> 00:40:12,570
And the king of late
night was Johnny Carson.

693
00:40:12,577 --> 00:40:16,661
Most celebrities were petrified
of going on Johnny Carson

694
00:40:16,664 --> 00:40:18,495
because he was the king

695
00:40:18,499 --> 00:40:21,332
and he could make or break their career.

696
00:40:21,336 --> 00:40:26,000
But Johnny Carson was so
intimidated by Audrey hepburn.

697
00:40:26,007 --> 00:40:27,668
He could barely talk.

698
00:40:27,675 --> 00:40:28,505
What?

699
00:40:28,509 --> 00:40:29,464
You think that we should hold hands,

700
00:40:29,469 --> 00:40:31,005
while we talk about my husband?

701
00:40:31,012 --> 00:40:33,424
She was the only person he was afraid of

702
00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:36,468
because she was such a big star.

703
00:40:37,477 --> 00:40:40,514
I'm still understanding the level of fame.

704
00:40:41,522 --> 00:40:44,559
And it's a unique kind of
fame that in my opinion,

705
00:40:44,567 --> 00:40:49,561
so few people have
achieved and maintained.

706
00:40:50,531 --> 00:40:53,068
She had like, obviously
the strength of character

707
00:40:53,076 --> 00:40:55,237
that was so appealing and
you couldn't just help,

708
00:40:55,244 --> 00:40:56,359
but fall in love with her.

709
00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:59,613
But she also had this
incredible vulnerability.

710
00:41:05,922 --> 00:41:10,040
The affection that I gained
by success, if you like,

711
00:41:10,051 --> 00:41:11,916
and by the pictures I made,

712
00:41:11,928 --> 00:41:13,043
has always continued

713
00:41:14,597 --> 00:41:16,679
and made me very happy.

714
00:41:19,936 --> 00:41:23,554
Success is also very much
in the eyes of the observer.

715
00:41:24,941 --> 00:41:27,432
It's not that I get up every morning

716
00:41:27,443 --> 00:41:29,900
and look in the mirror and
say, well, what a success I am.

717
00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:31,064
It's just me.

718
00:41:33,032 --> 00:41:35,899
I'm not your ideal
person to be a performer.

719
00:41:36,911 --> 00:41:38,196
You can be shy and be a dancer

720
00:41:38,204 --> 00:41:40,115
much better than you can be an actress.

721
00:41:41,249 --> 00:41:43,160
I've always gone to see my rushes

722
00:41:43,167 --> 00:41:44,247
because I've felt I should

723
00:41:44,252 --> 00:41:45,583
because I thought maybe there's something

724
00:41:45,586 --> 00:41:46,951
I can still correct.

725
00:41:48,423 --> 00:41:51,335
And if I've been successful,

726
00:41:51,342 --> 00:41:54,550
the audience, the people see
something that I don't see.

727
00:41:55,596 --> 00:41:58,508
Good afternoon, professor
Higgins, are you quite well?

728
00:41:59,434 --> 00:42:03,097
What has always helped me a
great deal are the clothes.

729
00:42:03,104 --> 00:42:05,265
Would you care for some tea?

730
00:42:05,273 --> 00:42:08,106
How kind of you to let me come.

731
00:42:08,109 --> 00:42:11,067
It was often an enormous help

732
00:42:11,070 --> 00:42:13,106
to know that you look the part.

733
00:42:13,114 --> 00:42:15,105
How do you do?

734
00:42:20,663 --> 00:42:23,871
Walking down those
stairs for the first time

735
00:42:23,875 --> 00:42:27,208
beautifully dressed in my fair lady.

736
00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:30,044
The rest wasn't so tough anymore.

737
00:42:30,048 --> 00:42:31,584
Miss Doolittle you look beautiful.

738
00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:34,256
Thank you colonel pickering.

739
00:42:34,260 --> 00:42:36,797
I'm terribly self conscious about myself

740
00:42:36,804 --> 00:42:40,638
and clothes always give me a
great deal of self-confidence.

741
00:42:40,641 --> 00:42:42,051
Not bad at all.

742
00:42:43,311 --> 00:42:45,097
I think she really was insecure

743
00:42:46,647 --> 00:42:51,232
and she fought to kind of project

744
00:42:51,235 --> 00:42:53,897
a perfectly curated image
of herself because of it.

745
00:42:58,493 --> 00:43:00,609
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

746
00:43:02,413 --> 00:43:05,405
and this is something I can't see.

747
00:43:08,002 --> 00:43:10,914
I see the problems when
I get up in the morning

748
00:43:10,922 --> 00:43:13,459
to do my best to look well.

749
00:43:17,970 --> 00:43:19,631
I would have liked to
not have been so tall.

750
00:43:19,639 --> 00:43:21,630
I'd like to have had smaller feet.

751
00:43:21,641 --> 00:43:23,552
I'd like to have had more figure.

752
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,221
I'd like to have a smaller nose.

753
00:43:26,229 --> 00:43:29,938
I'd like to been blonde and

754
00:43:30,942 --> 00:43:33,183
I'd like to change everything.

755
00:43:37,532 --> 00:43:39,614
This is a very interesting
moment in her life

756
00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:42,359
where she's very fragile in many ways.

757
00:43:42,370 --> 00:43:46,363
And it's weeks before the
release of my fair lady.

758
00:43:46,374 --> 00:43:49,912
And she was accused of stealing
the part from Julie Andrews.

759
00:43:49,919 --> 00:43:52,376
Cause she had held the part on Broadway.

760
00:43:54,382 --> 00:43:55,997
When they shot the movie,

761
00:43:56,008 --> 00:43:58,545
it was extremely physically difficult.

762
00:43:59,554 --> 00:44:02,921
She took all those singing classes

763
00:44:02,932 --> 00:44:05,890
and then she was told
that she would be dubbed.

764
00:44:05,893 --> 00:44:09,511
Jyou'll be sorry but your
tears will be too lights

765
00:44:09,522 --> 00:44:11,638
the studio, worried that her voice

766
00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:13,640
compared to Julie Andrews voice

767
00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:15,312
would be a step down.

768
00:44:15,319 --> 00:44:18,311
Just you wait Henry
Higgins, just you wait.

769
00:44:21,951 --> 00:44:26,160
So they had marni Nixon do
the singing of the role.

770
00:44:28,583 --> 00:44:32,417
Jack Warner made fun of her
when she complained about it

771
00:44:32,420 --> 00:44:35,457
saying that even the dog
rintintin was dubbed.

772
00:44:36,424 --> 00:44:38,164
She felt that for the first time,

773
00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:41,543
the press was going to turn
on her and that created this

774
00:44:41,554 --> 00:44:44,921
anxiety and added insecurity.

775
00:44:44,932 --> 00:44:48,516
She felt that something was
starting to weigh on her.

776
00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,604
She was a huge star,

777
00:44:55,151 --> 00:44:57,893
but there was this deep wound.

778
00:45:04,118 --> 00:45:06,450
My parents
divorce when I was six.

779
00:45:08,122 --> 00:45:10,613
It certainly stayed with
me for the rest of my life.

780
00:45:15,963 --> 00:45:18,579
My father leaving us left me insecure,

781
00:45:18,591 --> 00:45:20,127
for life perhaps.

782
00:45:24,096 --> 00:45:25,632
She adored her father.

783
00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:30,804
There's one photo of my
mother with her father.

784
00:45:31,812 --> 00:45:33,268
The photo is just a candid shot,

785
00:45:33,272 --> 00:45:34,808
probably taken by her mother,

786
00:45:36,025 --> 00:45:38,357
but you can tell how much she adored him.

787
00:45:40,196 --> 00:45:41,811
And then he disappeared one day.

788
00:45:44,075 --> 00:45:45,440
My mother explained very sweetly

789
00:45:45,451 --> 00:45:48,158
that he'd gone away on a trip.

790
00:45:48,162 --> 00:45:50,448
She didn't think he was coming back.

791
00:45:55,253 --> 00:45:58,996
I thought my mother was
never going to stop crying.

792
00:45:59,006 --> 00:46:00,462
She'd sob through the nights,

793
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:02,548
I would hear her sobbing in the next room.

794
00:46:04,345 --> 00:46:06,176
And I would just try and be with her.

795
00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:12,846
I missed him terribly from
the day he disappeared.

796
00:46:16,107 --> 00:46:18,098
As a child, you can't quite understand.

797
00:46:20,152 --> 00:46:22,188
That sense of helplessness.

798
00:46:26,284 --> 00:46:28,650
The strangeness of it too.

799
00:46:30,288 --> 00:46:34,076
Not really understanding and
just knowing daddy's gone away.

800
00:46:41,924 --> 00:46:44,506
That was the first big
blow I had as a child.

801
00:46:46,929 --> 00:46:51,218
It was one of the traumas that
a left very deep Mark on me.

802
00:46:54,061 --> 00:46:56,427
She really felt throughout her whole life,

803
00:46:56,439 --> 00:46:57,975
the lack of her father.

804
00:47:00,443 --> 00:47:03,606
And I know that's something
that she really struggled with

805
00:47:05,614 --> 00:47:07,400
that wasn't really fixed through

806
00:47:07,408 --> 00:47:09,899
her amorous relationships at all.

807
00:47:09,910 --> 00:47:13,073
There were many difficult
times with the partners

808
00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:14,080
that she did have.

809
00:47:14,915 --> 00:47:17,076
The question of whether Audrey

810
00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:21,043
was looking for a father
figure in her relations

811
00:47:21,047 --> 00:47:23,003
has been discussed.

812
00:47:23,007 --> 00:47:26,090
And Mel ferrer sort of guided her career

813
00:47:26,093 --> 00:47:29,335
in the way that's almost print like.

814
00:47:29,347 --> 00:47:33,215
She and Mel had a long,
fairly happy marriage,

815
00:47:33,225 --> 00:47:35,557
but they sort of drifted apart.

816
00:47:35,561 --> 00:47:39,349
They were happy and
lived the life of Riley

817
00:47:39,357 --> 00:47:43,646
for the first decade or
longer of their relationship.

818
00:47:43,652 --> 00:47:47,190
I have wonderful memories
of the two of them,

819
00:47:47,198 --> 00:47:48,563
she in a house dress.

820
00:47:48,574 --> 00:47:51,361
And he's a very elegant candlelight

821
00:47:51,369 --> 00:47:53,610
and then dancing to record player,

822
00:47:54,622 --> 00:47:59,616
but they lived and worked
together everyday for those 17 years.

823
00:48:00,961 --> 00:48:05,671
And my father was a very
demanding and difficult man.

824
00:48:05,674 --> 00:48:09,587
And I think that also played
a role in slowly eroding

825
00:48:09,595 --> 00:48:10,675
the relationship.

826
00:48:12,056 --> 00:48:13,671
She had a great career,

827
00:48:13,682 --> 00:48:18,051
but I think her private
life wasn't that lucky.

828
00:48:18,062 --> 00:48:22,522
There's a sense that
anxiety and the insecurities

829
00:48:22,525 --> 00:48:24,891
that she had plenty of

830
00:48:24,902 --> 00:48:27,985
actually came from those
insolvable questions

831
00:48:27,988 --> 00:48:29,148
and the departure.

832
00:48:30,616 --> 00:48:35,485
Audrey expressed her desire to
see her father to Mel ferrer

833
00:48:36,539 --> 00:48:41,533
in 1964, after 25 years of total absence.

834
00:48:43,129 --> 00:48:44,915
Curiosity took over.

835
00:48:44,922 --> 00:48:49,165
I wanted to know where he was,
whether he was still alive

836
00:48:49,176 --> 00:48:51,588
and through the red cross,

837
00:48:51,595 --> 00:48:55,508
I found where my father
lived which was an island.

838
00:48:55,516 --> 00:48:59,384
She had not seen her father
since that day of 1939

839
00:48:59,395 --> 00:49:01,010
before world war ll

840
00:49:01,021 --> 00:49:03,353
a few days before the war broke out.

841
00:49:03,357 --> 00:49:07,396
And then she was this huge star reunited

842
00:49:07,403 --> 00:49:10,019
with a total stranger
who had abandoned her

843
00:49:10,990 --> 00:49:13,151
in this nondescript place,

844
00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:16,526
accompanied by her husband who
was drifting away from her.

845
00:49:17,997 --> 00:49:19,487
And when she met with her father,

846
00:49:19,498 --> 00:49:22,456
she never asked for answers

847
00:49:22,460 --> 00:49:25,327
and that she could not
demand anything from him.

848
00:49:26,547 --> 00:49:29,539
When she was telling me
the story, she was crying,

849
00:49:30,676 --> 00:49:33,543
she said he was so cold.

850
00:49:33,554 --> 00:49:35,090
He did not receive her.

851
00:49:36,265 --> 00:49:38,426
And she said that really hurt her.

852
00:49:41,103 --> 00:49:45,221
That kind of emotional
state and the realization

853
00:49:45,232 --> 00:49:50,226
that whatever she'd expected,
he would not give her.

854
00:49:54,450 --> 00:49:58,534
In spite of everything,
Audrey decided to forgive him.

855
00:49:58,537 --> 00:50:01,495
And that there was no point in trying

856
00:50:01,499 --> 00:50:04,241
to right the wrongs

857
00:50:04,251 --> 00:50:08,290
or trying to have him
admit to what he'd done.

858
00:50:08,297 --> 00:50:11,460
There is a sense of her insecurities

859
00:50:11,467 --> 00:50:14,959
that translated into
her relations with men.

860
00:50:14,970 --> 00:50:17,256
And the fear of being of being abandoned,

861
00:50:17,264 --> 00:50:19,255
certainly was something that

862
00:50:19,266 --> 00:50:21,632
she went through in her relationships.

863
00:50:24,438 --> 00:50:26,895
No two people are ever perfect.

864
00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:31,142
If there's enough friendship and love,

865
00:50:31,153 --> 00:50:32,939
you overcome it or whatever.

866
00:50:34,114 --> 00:50:36,821
But obviously when a
marriage doesn't work anymore

867
00:50:36,825 --> 00:50:38,486
then everything becomes destructive.

868
00:50:42,540 --> 00:50:46,579
Audrey was not very happy
with men. That's all.

869
00:50:46,585 --> 00:50:50,043
I'm going to California next
week to talk further about it

870
00:50:50,047 --> 00:50:52,379
- with or without your wife?
- I'll go without.

871
00:50:53,300 --> 00:50:55,291
She's not ready to do anything like that.

872
00:50:57,429 --> 00:51:00,967
Audry divorced Mel in '68,

873
00:51:00,975 --> 00:51:03,557
but the marriage was already over.

874
00:51:05,646 --> 00:51:07,637
My father spent the rest of his life

875
00:51:07,648 --> 00:51:09,980
regretting having lost that relationship.

876
00:51:09,984 --> 00:51:12,225
That was the relationship of his life

877
00:51:12,236 --> 00:51:15,023
and the woman of his
life. No doubt about it.

878
00:51:17,199 --> 00:51:20,157
I hung on in there as long as I could.

879
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:23,402
For the child's sake, is why we hang on.

880
00:51:24,498 --> 00:51:28,662
Also out of respect for
the marriage and for love

881
00:51:28,669 --> 00:51:31,957
of the person that you
certainly once loved.

882
00:51:33,882 --> 00:51:36,168
You always hope that if
you love somebody enough

883
00:51:36,176 --> 00:51:38,337
that everything will be right

884
00:51:38,345 --> 00:51:39,926
and things will come together again,

885
00:51:39,930 --> 00:51:42,012
but it isn't always true.

886
00:52:10,210 --> 00:52:11,871
I wanted to be a mother.

887
00:52:13,172 --> 00:52:15,208
Ever since I was a child, I loved babies,

888
00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:17,922
and when I was grown up I was
going to have lots of babies.

889
00:52:21,555 --> 00:52:26,345
I think that has been a
conducting theme in my life.

890
00:52:26,352 --> 00:52:28,559
It's what's made my decisions always.

891
00:52:31,482 --> 00:52:32,392
And because I wanted it so much

892
00:52:32,399 --> 00:52:33,605
and wanted to enjoy very much,

893
00:52:33,609 --> 00:52:36,817
and not rip myself away from all the time,

894
00:52:36,820 --> 00:52:38,811
I started withdrawing.

895
00:52:43,077 --> 00:52:44,487
They'd made "wait until dark'

896
00:52:44,495 --> 00:52:46,577
when Sean had reached the age of six

897
00:52:46,580 --> 00:52:50,072
and he had to go to school,
but no longer travel with me.

898
00:52:51,543 --> 00:52:53,534
And I was just missing him.

899
00:52:56,507 --> 00:53:00,921
The studio did want me to
either have me wear dark glasses

900
00:53:00,928 --> 00:53:04,011
or have a scar near an eye.

901
00:53:04,014 --> 00:53:06,130
Be blind in some way.

902
00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:09,182
Which worried me terribly.

903
00:53:11,605 --> 00:53:14,096
I'd call home and he'd have a fever.

904
00:53:14,108 --> 00:53:16,440
And he was so far away
and I missed him terribly.

905
00:53:18,904 --> 00:53:21,111
I longed for this child.

906
00:53:21,115 --> 00:53:23,231
And it just made me too unhappy.

907
00:53:23,242 --> 00:53:26,075
So I, more or less quit
movies down to stay home.

908
00:53:28,163 --> 00:53:29,494
Once she had had her family,

909
00:53:29,498 --> 00:53:31,489
she had kind of reached her apex.

910
00:53:31,500 --> 00:53:33,411
She really didn't want that life.

911
00:53:33,419 --> 00:53:36,001
She really wanted to be with her family.

912
00:53:36,004 --> 00:53:38,416
She just wanted to live
in an anonymous life.

913
00:53:38,424 --> 00:53:39,834
Unheard of really.

914
00:53:39,842 --> 00:53:43,334
She turned her back on Hollywood
and movies for 10 years

915
00:53:43,345 --> 00:53:45,552
and 10 important years.

916
00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:48,093
I cannot think of many people in Hollywood

917
00:53:48,100 --> 00:53:51,843
who gave up a career,
let alone her career.

918
00:53:51,854 --> 00:53:54,561
She was sitting in it. She saw it.

919
00:53:54,565 --> 00:53:57,102
She was the first actress
to get a million dollars

920
00:53:57,109 --> 00:53:58,815
together with Elizabeth Taylor

921
00:53:58,819 --> 00:54:00,980
and the red carpets being rolled out

922
00:54:00,988 --> 00:54:03,650
and the parts being
offered and she stops it.

923
00:54:03,657 --> 00:54:06,069
It may have been near the peak
of her career when she said

924
00:54:06,076 --> 00:54:10,160
I'm choosing to put family
over another great role,

925
00:54:10,164 --> 00:54:11,028
which she was offered

926
00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:13,496
when she was always at
the top of anyone's list

927
00:54:13,500 --> 00:54:15,161
of leading ladies.

928
00:54:15,169 --> 00:54:18,286
But because of the difficult
life she led as an adolescent

929
00:54:18,297 --> 00:54:21,084
and as a teenager,

930
00:54:21,091 --> 00:54:23,958
family came first over anything else.

931
00:54:25,137 --> 00:54:27,469
I don't want to be made to sound virtuous.

932
00:54:27,473 --> 00:54:29,054
It was a very knowing,

933
00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:33,391
and if you like selfish decision,
it's what made me happy.

934
00:54:33,395 --> 00:54:34,931
It was to stay home with my children.

935
00:54:34,938 --> 00:54:38,021
It was not a sacrifice because
I thought I should take care

936
00:54:38,025 --> 00:54:39,390
of my children.

937
00:54:42,905 --> 00:54:46,397
The feeling of family
is terribly important.

938
00:54:48,619 --> 00:54:50,530
I think it's essential.

939
00:54:55,834 --> 00:54:57,540
I learned as a child that
it's terribly important

940
00:54:57,544 --> 00:54:59,125
for a child to have a father.

941
00:55:00,923 --> 00:55:02,379
Having my father cut off,

942
00:55:02,382 --> 00:55:04,998
or cut himself off,

943
00:55:05,010 --> 00:55:06,010
I was desperate.

944
00:55:09,139 --> 00:55:10,845
If I could have just seen him regularly,

945
00:55:10,849 --> 00:55:12,885
I would have felt he loved me

946
00:55:12,893 --> 00:55:14,633
and I would have had a father.

947
00:55:17,397 --> 00:55:21,060
And I tried desperately to
avoid it for my children.

948
00:55:25,531 --> 00:55:28,568
You become very insecure about affection,

949
00:55:28,575 --> 00:55:31,237
and terribly grateful for it

950
00:55:31,245 --> 00:55:34,908
and you have an enormous
desire to give it.

951
00:55:36,792 --> 00:55:38,578
I think she had to kind
of prove to herself

952
00:55:38,585 --> 00:55:41,167
that unconditional love was possible.

953
00:55:43,215 --> 00:55:47,333
I think she was just chasing
that her in her whole life.

954
00:56:05,487 --> 00:56:07,148
In 1969,

955
00:56:07,155 --> 00:56:09,988
the common friend of Andrea and Audrey

956
00:56:09,992 --> 00:56:11,277
invited them on a cruise.

957
00:56:11,285 --> 00:56:16,200
And then they met and they
decided to get married.

958
00:56:20,502 --> 00:56:22,163
At the beginning of the marriage,

959
00:56:22,170 --> 00:56:26,129
she was so pleased to
be the wife of a doctor.

960
00:56:28,135 --> 00:56:30,467
I remember Audrey helping Andrea

961
00:56:30,470 --> 00:56:34,383
to prepare the dose of
lithium for the patient.

962
00:56:34,391 --> 00:56:36,222
She was so passionate about that.

963
00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:48,481
In 1970 Luca was born

964
00:56:48,488 --> 00:56:53,482
and we moved to Rome where
she lived until '83 or '84.

965
00:56:56,997 --> 00:56:59,238
Audrey and Andrea.

966
00:56:59,249 --> 00:57:01,331
They have a very strong bond,

967
00:57:01,335 --> 00:57:05,544
even if they were so different
from each other so different,

968
00:57:05,547 --> 00:57:09,165
but the bond was very strong
in between the two of them.

969
00:57:14,014 --> 00:57:18,633
I knew Andrea dotti, he was
one of the Italian friend

970
00:57:18,644 --> 00:57:23,638
when Andrea married Audrey
we became immediately friend.

971
00:57:25,943 --> 00:57:29,060
Audrey was my neighbor
when they lived in Rome

972
00:57:29,071 --> 00:57:31,858
in early 70's

973
00:57:31,865 --> 00:57:36,359
and my mother was a
great friend of Audrey's.

974
00:57:36,370 --> 00:57:37,325
She loved Rome.

975
00:57:37,329 --> 00:57:40,321
She had an unpretentious house there

976
00:57:40,332 --> 00:57:43,369
filled with flowers and
she loved being in Rome

977
00:57:43,377 --> 00:57:45,493
and Rome loved her.

978
00:57:59,935 --> 00:58:02,642
There were many areas where we could meet.

979
00:58:02,646 --> 00:58:07,356
It could be the vegetable
shop, the butcher.

980
00:58:08,235 --> 00:58:12,069
She just put a pair of pants and tee shirt

981
00:58:12,072 --> 00:58:16,236
and she would go shopping
as everybody else.

982
00:58:18,662 --> 00:58:20,243
It was 1972

983
00:58:21,164 --> 00:58:25,123
and we rent a very simple house

984
00:58:25,127 --> 00:58:27,118
in a place named bulgari.

985
00:58:28,213 --> 00:58:30,579
There were a little house on the beach

986
00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:33,423
and we shared one of
this house with Audrey.

987
00:58:34,845 --> 00:58:37,302
Audrey was married with Andrea

988
00:58:37,305 --> 00:58:39,421
and little Luca was with them.

989
00:58:39,433 --> 00:58:42,049
Sean came to visit from time to time.

990
00:58:43,562 --> 00:58:45,598
She adore her two children.

991
00:58:45,605 --> 00:58:47,641
She really was in love with them

992
00:58:49,359 --> 00:58:50,849
and she loved Andrea.

993
00:58:54,114 --> 00:58:55,399
Audrey was so happy.

994
00:58:59,119 --> 00:59:02,361
But Andrea had

995
00:59:02,372 --> 00:59:05,239
a very destructive part of himself,

996
00:59:06,418 --> 00:59:10,957
he was a person with a
complicated personality.

997
00:59:12,257 --> 00:59:15,294
In a way he was the serious doctor.

998
00:59:15,302 --> 00:59:17,088
He was very professional.

999
00:59:17,095 --> 00:59:18,960
He was a psychiatric.

1000
00:59:18,972 --> 00:59:20,928
He was really good.

1001
00:59:20,932 --> 00:59:25,676
And in other end, he was the
typical Roman, a young man.

1002
00:59:27,147 --> 00:59:28,978
He was committing a lot of adultery

1003
00:59:28,982 --> 00:59:32,099
and he was photographed with
over 200 different women.

1004
00:59:32,110 --> 00:59:34,066
By this one, Italian paparazzi.

1005
00:59:36,448 --> 00:59:39,986
It was devastating, totally devastating.

1006
00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:45,662
And Audrey was suffering a lot.

1007
00:59:46,958 --> 00:59:49,370
She told me I suffered so much.

1008
00:59:49,377 --> 00:59:51,368
But surely know the
doctors never take care

1009
00:59:51,379 --> 00:59:54,166
of their own families and
least of all themselves.

1010
00:59:54,174 --> 00:59:56,005
They're great with their patients,

1011
00:59:56,009 --> 00:59:58,500
but they don't want to
take care of their family.

1012
01:00:03,975 --> 01:00:05,556
Your heart just breaks, that's all.

1013
01:00:06,603 --> 01:00:11,597
Men are human beings with
all the frailties women have.

1014
01:00:13,652 --> 01:00:15,984
Perhaps they are more
vulnerable than women.

1015
01:00:16,863 --> 01:00:19,946
I think you can hurt a man so easily.

1016
01:00:19,950 --> 01:00:22,532
You cannot judge, you
cannot point fingers,

1017
01:00:22,536 --> 01:00:24,447
you cannot put anybody in a mould.

1018
01:00:26,039 --> 01:00:29,076
You just got to be lucky
enough to find somebody

1019
01:00:29,084 --> 01:00:30,119
who you can satisfy,

1020
01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:34,457
and then who pleases you, if you're lucky.

1021
01:00:40,053 --> 01:00:42,544
I met Andrea. When I visited in Rome,

1022
01:00:44,891 --> 01:00:47,303
Audrey was under bed rest with Luca.

1023
01:00:47,310 --> 01:00:50,894
At that time the doctor
said, just go to bed

1024
01:00:50,897 --> 01:00:52,137
early in your pregnancy.

1025
01:00:52,149 --> 01:00:54,891
So we said like, come on,
we'll go out to a club.

1026
01:00:54,901 --> 01:00:56,983
So he took me clubbing in Rome,

1027
01:00:58,363 --> 01:01:02,652
which I didn't think
was the greatest idea.

1028
01:01:03,660 --> 01:01:05,525
You should see the pictures from Audrey.

1029
01:01:05,537 --> 01:01:10,406
In that time, she lost a little
bit of light in her eyes.

1030
01:01:11,877 --> 01:01:16,416
I really couldn't understand
why such a sweet lady

1031
01:01:17,257 --> 01:01:20,090
like her had to find herself

1032
01:01:20,093 --> 01:01:24,086
with a man that wouldn't deserve her,

1033
01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:25,587
wouldn't understand her.

1034
01:01:27,184 --> 01:01:30,347
She wanted to do her
best to become a acquainted

1035
01:01:30,353 --> 01:01:32,890
with the people in Rome.

1036
01:01:32,898 --> 01:01:33,978
And the people in Rome

1037
01:01:33,982 --> 01:01:37,019
they have a mentality
very different of Audrey.

1038
01:01:37,027 --> 01:01:38,608
Very, very different to her.

1039
01:01:39,487 --> 01:01:42,354
They were gossiping,
they were superficial.

1040
01:01:43,283 --> 01:01:46,150
So it was difficult for her to understand.

1041
01:01:46,161 --> 01:01:49,198
When my second son was born

1042
01:01:49,206 --> 01:01:51,993
and I was at that time living in Rome,

1043
01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:54,412
I could take him
nowhere, not to a park,

1044
01:01:54,419 --> 01:01:57,206
not down the street,
not put him on a terrace

1045
01:01:57,214 --> 01:01:58,579
without paparazzi.

1046
01:01:58,590 --> 01:02:00,171
She is very private.

1047
01:02:00,175 --> 01:02:03,838
And also she was very
very angry with the press.

1048
01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:06,962
Like people climbing trees and photograph.

1049
01:02:06,973 --> 01:02:10,136
Everybody wanted to have a picture of her.

1050
01:02:10,143 --> 01:02:15,137
They didn't even give her
freedom in her own house.

1051
01:02:15,315 --> 01:02:20,309
Audrey's life was affected
by people that like

1052
01:02:22,155 --> 01:02:25,113
wanted to steal her privacy.

1053
01:02:25,116 --> 01:02:27,448
And this is something nobody can bear.

1054
01:02:28,662 --> 01:02:33,531
It's not something you wish
for your family to have

1055
01:02:33,541 --> 01:02:37,500
your private life always in front page.

1056
01:02:38,505 --> 01:02:41,338
I was with Audrey, we went to do shopping

1057
01:02:41,341 --> 01:02:44,048
and a woman from the public approached me

1058
01:02:44,052 --> 01:02:46,464
and said is that Audrey hepburn?

1059
01:02:46,471 --> 01:02:48,382
And I was about to say yes

1060
01:02:48,390 --> 01:02:51,427
then I saw Audrey she became pale.

1061
01:02:51,434 --> 01:02:54,597
And she stared at me saying no, no, no.

1062
01:02:54,604 --> 01:02:57,311
Off course I said, no, no
she's not Audrey hepburn.

1063
01:02:57,315 --> 01:02:59,180
She just looked like her.

1064
01:02:59,192 --> 01:03:03,435
Now she was almost shaking
and she said thanks god.

1065
01:03:03,446 --> 01:03:05,528
You're no idea what can happen.

1066
01:03:05,532 --> 01:03:07,614
I mean, she was terrified.

1067
01:03:10,370 --> 01:03:12,531
I think her life was difficult,

1068
01:03:12,539 --> 01:03:13,494
in her marriage.

1069
01:03:13,498 --> 01:03:16,490
And I felt that she
didn't really wanna act

1070
01:03:16,501 --> 01:03:18,537
too much anymore.

1071
01:03:18,545 --> 01:03:21,412
And so I was thrilled that
I had her for this picture.

1072
01:03:22,882 --> 01:03:24,463
When she stepped in front of the camera,

1073
01:03:24,467 --> 01:03:27,049
she was the ultimate professional.

1074
01:03:27,053 --> 01:03:28,338
And then when I said cut,

1075
01:03:28,346 --> 01:03:30,428
she became Audrey with the cigarettes.

1076
01:03:31,224 --> 01:03:34,057
She was rather nervous. She smoked a lot,

1077
01:03:34,060 --> 01:03:37,268
very sweet but anxious, fragile.

1078
01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:40,806
I knew the marriage was a problem.

1079
01:03:40,817 --> 01:03:43,604
And that she wasn't at her happiest with

1080
01:03:43,611 --> 01:03:46,819
that marriage at all.

1081
01:03:46,823 --> 01:03:50,361
She was persuaded to go
on with this marriage

1082
01:03:50,368 --> 01:03:54,361
especially because they
have Luca and he wanted

1083
01:03:54,372 --> 01:03:57,956
to succeed in the marriage.

1084
01:03:57,959 --> 01:03:59,915
But the in the end it was impossible.

1085
01:04:02,589 --> 01:04:05,547
I was told that
Audrey's getting another divorce

1086
01:04:07,635 --> 01:04:09,921
and it didn't surprise me.

1087
01:04:12,223 --> 01:04:17,263
She struggled with the
idea of a perfect family,

1088
01:04:19,189 --> 01:04:22,272
a perfect housewife's life,

1089
01:04:23,651 --> 01:04:28,236
very simple things that make life easy.

1090
01:04:29,532 --> 01:04:31,272
I don't think she had that.

1091
01:04:32,994 --> 01:04:36,452
Everything she had to
little bit fight for.

1092
01:04:39,292 --> 01:04:42,079
Having a miscarriage is heart-rendig.

1093
01:04:44,964 --> 01:04:48,081
Certainly one of the most
traumatic experiences I had.

1094
01:04:52,013 --> 01:04:53,013
But so is divorce.

1095
01:04:56,643 --> 01:04:59,134
It's probably one of the worst experiences

1096
01:04:59,145 --> 01:05:01,477
a human being can go through.

1097
01:05:03,942 --> 01:05:06,809
I think when you have
problems and so forth,

1098
01:05:06,820 --> 01:05:09,436
you can sense a loneliness,

1099
01:05:09,447 --> 01:05:12,359
because it is you that has to get it done

1100
01:05:12,367 --> 01:05:14,278
or you that has to make the decision.

1101
01:05:16,621 --> 01:05:18,077
We all have an innate loneliness,

1102
01:05:18,081 --> 01:05:22,541
because finally when the
chips are down you are alone.

1103
01:05:22,544 --> 01:05:26,253
You know, my dad said
about my grandmother,

1104
01:05:27,173 --> 01:05:31,416
that the best kept secret about
Audrey was that she was sad.

1105
01:05:36,015 --> 01:05:38,256
Not really. It really makes
me sad to think about,

1106
01:05:38,268 --> 01:05:41,010
like I think she,

1107
01:05:41,020 --> 01:05:45,184
I really think she just wanted
love and to be loved and,

1108
01:05:48,361 --> 01:05:50,818
I think she got, I did think
she got that in her life,

1109
01:05:50,822 --> 01:05:53,279
but I think she didn't get
it from a lot of people.

1110
01:05:54,534 --> 01:05:56,570
For the for the woman who was
the most loved in the world

1111
01:05:56,578 --> 01:06:00,321
to have such a lack of love is so sad.

1112
01:07:29,379 --> 01:07:34,169
There was peace
and there is quietness

1113
01:07:35,134 --> 01:07:36,134
just call them.

1114
01:07:39,347 --> 01:07:43,181
She could take a very positive energy

1115
01:07:44,352 --> 01:07:47,185
and she could be at home.

1116
01:07:47,188 --> 01:07:52,182
And just with the nature and
very away from Hollywood,

1117
01:07:52,986 --> 01:07:54,351
the problems with paparazzi.

1118
01:07:56,239 --> 01:07:59,322
The name of la paisible
means in French quietness

1119
01:08:00,201 --> 01:08:04,035
la paisible was very
beautiful house, old farm,

1120
01:08:04,038 --> 01:08:06,996
totally restored in a beautiful residence.

1121
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,662
Built in the 18th century in Switzerland,

1122
01:08:11,129 --> 01:08:14,246
in '84 Luca who went to boarding school

1123
01:08:14,257 --> 01:08:15,963
at which point she left Rome

1124
01:08:15,967 --> 01:08:17,673
and moved permanently to Switzerland.

1125
01:08:19,178 --> 01:08:24,013
After a full life of working
ever since she could remember,

1126
01:08:24,017 --> 01:08:26,508
it's a welcome thing
to be able to get away

1127
01:08:26,519 --> 01:08:29,602
and be in a restful and peaceful place.

1128
01:08:31,107 --> 01:08:34,315
It was such a charming, beautiful house.

1129
01:08:34,319 --> 01:08:36,184
It was the house of her dream.

1130
01:08:37,196 --> 01:08:42,190
She told me, I want just to
be relaxed and to be quiet.

1131
01:08:43,202 --> 01:08:46,535
That's why she turned off so
many proposition for movie.

1132
01:08:47,540 --> 01:08:50,953
She was not the star
that people gawked at.

1133
01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:53,246
If she walked down the
street in New York City,

1134
01:08:53,254 --> 01:08:54,994
people would go crazy.

1135
01:08:55,006 --> 01:08:57,873
But in Switzerland she
was just another person.

1136
01:09:14,442 --> 01:09:18,355
I only have one life, which is me,

1137
01:09:18,363 --> 01:09:21,321
my family, my children.

1138
01:09:22,283 --> 01:09:25,901
I personally do very
little publicity as such

1139
01:09:25,912 --> 01:09:30,030
so that I can have a real life,
a private one if you like,

1140
01:09:30,041 --> 01:09:32,908
but just an everyday ordinary life.

1141
01:10:05,410 --> 01:10:09,119
Our family started living in la pausible

1142
01:10:09,122 --> 01:10:12,455
since the very beginning of
their relation with Audrey.

1143
01:10:13,626 --> 01:10:16,242
My mother was the private cook of Audrey

1144
01:10:16,254 --> 01:10:18,586
and they cooked a lot together.

1145
01:10:18,589 --> 01:10:22,127
My parents were close to her

1146
01:10:22,135 --> 01:10:23,921
because we lived all together.

1147
01:10:25,471 --> 01:10:28,133
My father was the private gardener,

1148
01:10:28,141 --> 01:10:31,850
Audrey and my father was
totally devoted to the garden.

1149
01:10:31,853 --> 01:10:36,062
And she was so proud to be able
to cook her own vegetables,

1150
01:10:36,065 --> 01:10:37,271
coming from the gardens.

1151
01:10:41,070 --> 01:10:42,355
I love that house. I love the garden,

1152
01:10:42,363 --> 01:10:45,150
the fruit trees and everything grows there

1153
01:10:45,158 --> 01:10:46,489
and I have my dogs.

1154
01:10:46,492 --> 01:10:48,278
I don't know anything
much about gardening,

1155
01:10:48,286 --> 01:10:50,322
but I love to mess around in the garden.

1156
01:10:50,329 --> 01:10:54,538
I find it very pleasant, very
relaxing, a good therapy.

1157
01:10:57,170 --> 01:10:59,661
I look back with enormous
happiness on my career.

1158
01:11:02,508 --> 01:11:04,248
But there's a time for everything.

1159
01:11:05,428 --> 01:11:07,259
And I think at this point in my life

1160
01:11:08,181 --> 01:11:09,181
you can't beat it.

1161
01:11:15,271 --> 01:11:17,136
I'm a very lucky girl.

1162
01:11:20,067 --> 01:11:21,978
I've been often through hell,

1163
01:11:21,986 --> 01:11:24,352
but I've always always
come out at the other end.

1164
01:11:27,158 --> 01:11:29,444
Either somebody helped
me, or something happened.

1165
01:11:33,206 --> 01:11:35,162
Robbie's a living example of that.

1166
01:11:39,212 --> 01:11:43,000
Robert was the companion of merle oberon

1167
01:11:43,007 --> 01:11:44,998
and when merle died,

1168
01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:47,500
she left all the possession to Robert.

1169
01:11:48,846 --> 01:11:50,427
So Robert decide

1170
01:11:50,431 --> 01:11:54,424
to put all the jewelry
of merle in auction

1171
01:11:54,435 --> 01:11:55,550
for charity.

1172
01:11:56,646 --> 01:12:00,104
And at this auction,
Robert and Audrey met.

1173
01:12:03,569 --> 01:12:05,560
We were both very, very unhappy

1174
01:12:05,571 --> 01:12:08,358
and we did talk about our unhappiness.

1175
01:12:08,366 --> 01:12:10,322
I was in one of the worst periods

1176
01:12:10,326 --> 01:12:12,066
at the end of my marriage.

1177
01:12:12,078 --> 01:12:13,989
So we both cried into our beers.

1178
01:12:17,917 --> 01:12:20,579
He's very loving, he's
a very affectionate man.

1179
01:12:22,630 --> 01:12:25,337
I can trust him, I trust his love.

1180
01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:27,923
I never fear that I'm losing it.

1181
01:12:27,927 --> 01:12:30,088
He reassures me in every way.

1182
01:12:33,975 --> 01:12:34,839
They were never married

1183
01:12:34,851 --> 01:12:37,593
but I really think that they
had that love for each other,

1184
01:12:37,603 --> 01:12:40,310
just truly for who they were.

1185
01:12:41,858 --> 01:12:43,598
Robert was what Audrey needed.

1186
01:12:44,944 --> 01:12:48,107
Kindness, companion, presence,

1187
01:12:49,282 --> 01:12:50,897
and safety.

1188
01:12:52,243 --> 01:12:54,074
It's curious, we found each other

1189
01:12:54,078 --> 01:12:56,820
both with our Dutch heritage,

1190
01:12:56,831 --> 01:13:01,291
but it's given something very
special to our relationship.

1191
01:13:01,294 --> 01:13:04,252
It adds to the intimacy
of our loving each other

1192
01:13:04,255 --> 01:13:05,335
and of our friendship.

1193
01:13:07,550 --> 01:13:10,633
We like the same things,
and we like the same life.

1194
01:13:11,971 --> 01:13:14,883
We love a quiet life, we love
the country, we love our dogs.

1195
01:13:16,642 --> 01:13:19,884
And everything we do together is such fun.

1196
01:13:22,189 --> 01:13:23,850
We're very happy together.

1197
01:13:29,280 --> 01:13:32,488
My mother had told me
Audrey she was so happy

1198
01:13:32,491 --> 01:13:34,027
and she explained to my family

1199
01:13:34,035 --> 01:13:35,991
how I met a fantastic men

1200
01:13:35,995 --> 01:13:40,409
and she was wondering about what my sister

1201
01:13:40,416 --> 01:13:44,284
will think to have a new man imagine.

1202
01:13:44,295 --> 01:13:46,832
So she she asked my mother,

1203
01:13:46,839 --> 01:13:49,831
what do you think is not a problem?

1204
01:13:49,842 --> 01:13:52,254
They loved to stay at my mother's house.

1205
01:13:52,261 --> 01:13:55,344
There was a wing added for my grandmother

1206
01:13:55,348 --> 01:13:57,839
and that was called Audrey's suite.

1207
01:13:58,851 --> 01:14:01,558
They would come down
and sit in their kitchen

1208
01:14:01,562 --> 01:14:04,178
and have coffee and talk about menus.

1209
01:14:04,190 --> 01:14:05,646
And who do you want to invite for dinner.

1210
01:14:05,650 --> 01:14:08,187
And always a lot of love there.

1211
01:14:11,155 --> 01:14:13,191
She was very, very happy

1212
01:14:13,199 --> 01:14:16,191
and she wanted to have a
peaceful moment of her life.

1213
01:14:18,454 --> 01:14:23,039
Her cousin was the Dutch console to Macau

1214
01:14:23,042 --> 01:14:26,534
and he'd invited her to come and join

1215
01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:29,207
this beautiful concert
that he would put together

1216
01:14:29,215 --> 01:14:30,215
for unicef.

1217
01:14:31,592 --> 01:14:33,378
She said, why don't you say
a few words about children,

1218
01:14:33,386 --> 01:14:34,967
about your experience in the war,

1219
01:14:34,971 --> 01:14:37,462
which she did in front of the full room.

1220
01:14:37,473 --> 01:14:40,886
And after she spoke, it
turns out the head of unicef,

1221
01:14:40,893 --> 01:14:43,225
Jim Grant, was in the
audience and he approached us.

1222
01:14:43,229 --> 01:14:46,221
How would you feel about
being a full time ambassador

1223
01:14:46,232 --> 01:14:47,232
for unicef.

1224
01:14:50,236 --> 01:14:52,397
I had looked forward to a period

1225
01:14:52,405 --> 01:14:54,942
finally after all the
traveling that I've done,

1226
01:14:54,949 --> 01:14:56,189
since I was a child

1227
01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:59,158
to one day be able to retire there

1228
01:14:59,161 --> 01:15:02,244
and take care of my garden and the dogs

1229
01:15:02,248 --> 01:15:03,579
and everything I love,

1230
01:15:03,582 --> 01:15:07,416
that's my idea of heaven,

1231
01:15:07,420 --> 01:15:11,038
but I'm moving around
the world once again,

1232
01:15:11,048 --> 01:15:13,835
but I'm happy to do it
because for the children

1233
01:15:13,843 --> 01:15:14,923
I'd go to the moon.

1234
01:15:18,639 --> 01:15:20,425
I have known unicef all my life

1235
01:15:20,433 --> 01:15:23,550
and it's a marvelous happening for me

1236
01:15:23,561 --> 01:15:25,552
that they're allowing me to do this.

1237
01:15:27,356 --> 01:15:30,564
She was happy to support.
She was proud and happy.

1238
01:15:30,568 --> 01:15:34,277
She was offering her
noteriety to a good cause.

1239
01:15:35,281 --> 01:15:38,239
I think all the love that
she showed to children

1240
01:15:38,242 --> 01:15:40,824
and to mothers around the world,

1241
01:15:40,828 --> 01:15:43,444
I think it was a way of
healing for herself too.

1242
01:15:44,874 --> 01:15:46,455
She did live through the war

1243
01:15:46,459 --> 01:15:51,453
and it is because she knew not
just the hunger of the body,

1244
01:15:52,131 --> 01:15:54,167
but the hunger of the soul

1245
01:15:54,175 --> 01:15:58,464
that she was able to
connect to these children.

1246
01:16:17,114 --> 01:16:20,572
The first thing I remember
after our liberation in Holland

1247
01:16:20,576 --> 01:16:23,909
was the red cross and unicef coming in

1248
01:16:23,913 --> 01:16:26,905
and filling all the empty
buildings that they could find.

1249
01:16:26,916 --> 01:16:28,656
With food and clothing and medication.

1250
01:16:31,003 --> 01:16:33,995
I was suffering from a rather high degree

1251
01:16:34,006 --> 01:16:36,918
of malnutrition when the war ended.

1252
01:16:36,926 --> 01:16:39,292
So god knows, I know the value of food.

1253
01:16:41,889 --> 01:16:46,849
I think my whole life has
been formed by those memories.

1254
01:16:48,604 --> 01:16:50,094
As a child.

1255
01:16:50,106 --> 01:16:52,142
I knew about this side of life,

1256
01:16:53,067 --> 01:16:55,183
so much suffering and so much poverty.

1257
01:16:56,529 --> 01:16:59,020
Those images have never, never left me.

1258
01:17:01,575 --> 01:17:03,861
But I think perhaps the
most important thing,

1259
01:17:03,869 --> 01:17:07,327
which I carried through life
of that particular period was

1260
01:17:07,331 --> 01:17:09,367
as things got worse,

1261
01:17:09,375 --> 01:17:12,458
there's something marvelous about humanity

1262
01:17:12,461 --> 01:17:15,828
is under circumstances like that,

1263
01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:17,296
you need each other more.

1264
01:17:25,057 --> 01:17:28,641
It's the fact that it's
left me with this voice,

1265
01:17:28,644 --> 01:17:32,478
this curiosity, people have
still to see me to talk to me,

1266
01:17:32,481 --> 01:17:34,972
which I can use for the good of children.

1267
01:17:43,117 --> 01:17:44,857
- Where do I go?
- You can go back here.

1268
01:17:44,869 --> 01:17:45,904
Go back here.

1269
01:17:51,959 --> 01:17:56,123
What I really am as a messenger
if you like for unicef.

1270
01:17:58,465 --> 01:18:02,174
There's so much involved apart from seeing

1271
01:18:02,178 --> 01:18:07,138
and meeting the media and
talking to people and in general,

1272
01:18:08,976 --> 01:18:13,094
it's advocacy for the needs of a child.

1273
01:18:13,105 --> 01:18:14,094
And there's so many children.

1274
01:18:14,106 --> 01:18:15,221
So there's lots to do.

1275
01:18:16,609 --> 01:18:19,897
Audrey took very seriously the commitment.

1276
01:18:19,904 --> 01:18:23,613
And before any mission,
she studied the situation.

1277
01:18:23,616 --> 01:18:27,029
She studied politically
and she got very involved

1278
01:18:27,036 --> 01:18:29,368
with all the social problem

1279
01:18:29,371 --> 01:18:32,113
and against their will to be peaceful.

1280
01:18:32,124 --> 01:18:35,616
She started to be involved in
this very stressing mission.

1281
01:18:37,922 --> 01:18:41,005
At the end of the war, she
saw a society and a promise

1282
01:18:41,008 --> 01:18:42,919
that we would never do this again.

1283
01:18:42,927 --> 01:18:46,135
And that we were putting
safeguards to prevent that.

1284
01:18:47,306 --> 01:18:51,265
And now she's propelled 35 years later

1285
01:18:51,268 --> 01:18:53,384
and finds herself in a camp in Somalia.

1286
01:18:55,147 --> 01:18:58,139
In September of 1992,

1287
01:18:58,150 --> 01:19:03,190
I was in Somalia reporting
for the associated press

1288
01:19:03,864 --> 01:19:08,858
about the famine that
was gripping the country.

1289
01:19:09,245 --> 01:19:14,239
Audrey was visiting programs
that unicef was involved in

1290
01:19:15,251 --> 01:19:18,038
for malnourished children.

1291
01:19:18,045 --> 01:19:22,334
In a place like Somalia,
you could see that

1292
01:19:22,341 --> 01:19:26,129
there really was not enough food to help.

1293
01:19:26,136 --> 01:19:31,096
And I think she was very upset
that there was so much death.

1294
01:19:56,542 --> 01:19:59,579
Then she realized the vastity,

1295
01:19:59,586 --> 01:20:03,044
the tragedy of what we've seen.

1296
01:20:04,550 --> 01:20:06,916
In a sense you are marked from that

1297
01:20:06,927 --> 01:20:10,966
and you want to go back
and back and back again.

1298
01:20:10,973 --> 01:20:13,134
In a way is a sort of addiction?

1299
01:20:14,226 --> 01:20:19,220
I knew that she was roiling
in anxieties and things.

1300
01:20:21,567 --> 01:20:24,650
She wanted to relieve pain

1301
01:20:26,363 --> 01:20:27,363
but she couldn't.

1302
01:20:28,240 --> 01:20:31,824
She was mad at the fact
that this was being allowed

1303
01:20:31,827 --> 01:20:33,158
in the 20th century,

1304
01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:36,154
after the deprivations
that she lived through

1305
01:20:36,165 --> 01:20:37,575
because of a world war.

1306
01:20:37,583 --> 01:20:39,369
We're not in a world war.

1307
01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:42,493
And there's no reason for
children who be hungry anywhere.

1308
01:20:44,590 --> 01:20:48,549
To see small children just
die in front of your eyes

1309
01:20:49,928 --> 01:20:51,213
because they're starving.

1310
01:20:52,097 --> 01:20:54,964
It's just is so totally unacceptable.

1311
01:20:57,561 --> 01:21:02,180
And I'm filled with a rage at ourselves.

1312
01:21:05,027 --> 01:21:07,018
I don't believe in collective guilt,

1313
01:21:07,029 --> 01:21:09,441
but I do believe in
collective responsibility.

1314
01:21:12,284 --> 01:21:15,321
I think from the moment that
you've been in the field,

1315
01:21:15,329 --> 01:21:16,660
so to speak,

1316
01:21:16,663 --> 01:21:20,406
from the minute you've seen
a child gasping for air.

1317
01:21:20,417 --> 01:21:22,624
And in his last moments,

1318
01:21:23,587 --> 01:21:26,454
you rush home and do
what you can about it.

1319
01:21:26,465 --> 01:21:28,126
I'm Audrey hepburn.

1320
01:21:28,133 --> 01:21:31,045
This is an urgent appeal
for the children of...

1321
01:21:40,396 --> 01:21:41,260
She was an altruist woman.

1322
01:21:41,271 --> 01:21:44,138
And she believed that
the base of everything

1323
01:21:44,149 --> 01:21:46,185
is to educate children

1324
01:21:46,193 --> 01:21:47,979
and to take care of them.

1325
01:21:48,862 --> 01:21:52,605
And she gave so much devotion to children.

1326
01:21:52,616 --> 01:21:56,859
I would go to many countries
and we would meet between

1327
01:21:56,870 --> 01:22:00,829
and she would want to know,
what did you see in Mali?

1328
01:22:00,833 --> 01:22:03,870
What did you see in Somalia?

1329
01:22:03,877 --> 01:22:06,619
So she always wanted to
know what's going on.

1330
01:22:08,132 --> 01:22:11,624
She wanted to go to Bangladesh
because she said that

1331
01:22:11,635 --> 01:22:14,593
everybody is giving up on Bangladesh

1332
01:22:14,596 --> 01:22:18,009
because they have the flood
every year during monsoon

1333
01:22:18,016 --> 01:22:19,347
and the landslides.

1334
01:22:19,351 --> 01:22:20,511
So she said,

1335
01:22:20,519 --> 01:22:24,182
those are the people I'd
like to go and support.

1336
01:22:24,189 --> 01:22:26,430
She was trying everything to involve

1337
01:22:26,442 --> 01:22:28,558
important people to their cause.

1338
01:22:40,831 --> 01:22:43,948
She showed up once in
front of the us congress

1339
01:22:43,959 --> 01:22:48,544
asking for an additional funding
for a particular emergency

1340
01:22:48,547 --> 01:22:52,039
and got the $60 million
in one hour from them.

1341
01:22:53,385 --> 01:22:56,627
That showed how extraordinarily
powerful she still was.

1342
01:22:57,890 --> 01:23:01,178
She used her name for something good.

1343
01:23:01,185 --> 01:23:03,050
If everybody did that,

1344
01:23:03,061 --> 01:23:06,178
the world would be a little bit better.

1345
01:23:36,220 --> 01:23:39,178
She was selfless she didn't stop.

1346
01:23:39,181 --> 01:23:42,548
She just wanted to go on
and complete her mission.

1347
01:23:43,894 --> 01:23:45,850
Robert used to tell me,

1348
01:23:45,854 --> 01:23:48,095
I wish they would give some time for her

1349
01:23:48,106 --> 01:23:49,312
between this and that

1350
01:23:49,316 --> 01:23:51,432
unicef would say,

1351
01:23:51,443 --> 01:23:54,025
I think it'll be good
if you went to Sudan.

1352
01:23:54,029 --> 01:23:55,610
So she wanted to go.

1353
01:23:57,491 --> 01:24:00,608
And I was concerned too. And
I would ask her sometimes,

1354
01:24:00,619 --> 01:24:02,109
she said, no, no, no, I'm tough.

1355
01:24:02,120 --> 01:24:04,281
I can take it. I'll go.

1356
01:24:04,289 --> 01:24:05,289
So she went,

1357
01:24:06,625 --> 01:24:07,831
she would say,

1358
01:24:07,834 --> 01:24:12,123
sometimes I even feel
whether it's doing any good.

1359
01:24:12,130 --> 01:24:15,122
I would tell her the same
thing as a photo journalist.

1360
01:24:15,133 --> 01:24:18,125
Sometimes I wonder if
anything is happening

1361
01:24:18,136 --> 01:24:20,001
from my photographs.

1362
01:24:22,099 --> 01:24:26,342
But then each time she went
and did a promotional thing,

1363
01:24:26,353 --> 01:24:30,471
unicef always said they got
more than a million dollars

1364
01:24:30,482 --> 01:24:32,188
because of her appearance

1365
01:24:32,192 --> 01:24:35,309
in any of the talk shows or TV shows.

1366
01:24:35,320 --> 01:24:38,107
So that's what made her happy.

1367
01:24:38,991 --> 01:24:42,825
She joined unicef and five years later,

1368
01:24:42,828 --> 01:24:45,240
unicef had doubled in size.

1369
01:24:45,247 --> 01:24:48,614
And I don't think this had
happened before since the war.

1370
01:24:52,004 --> 01:24:55,542
Dignity and love is what
we always talked about,

1371
01:24:57,134 --> 01:25:00,126
I think she struggled to find love.

1372
01:25:00,137 --> 01:25:03,345
And I think that's probably the reason why

1373
01:25:03,348 --> 01:25:06,090
she is so emphasizes on love.

1374
01:25:07,561 --> 01:25:10,018
With all the sufferings
that she went through.

1375
01:25:10,856 --> 01:25:15,850
She missed a part of that
kind of love that she expected

1376
01:25:16,278 --> 01:25:17,518
and she wanted.

1377
01:25:17,529 --> 01:25:20,191
And that's why I think
she wants to share that

1378
01:25:20,198 --> 01:25:21,358
with the children.

1379
01:25:22,618 --> 01:25:25,030
She would always say, I love you.

1380
01:25:25,037 --> 01:25:26,948
And she will never hold back.

1381
01:25:27,998 --> 01:25:32,367
She was so compassionate about
children who are suffering.

1382
01:25:34,212 --> 01:25:37,830
She truly loved humanity.

1383
01:25:39,551 --> 01:25:43,009
Humanitarian means human welfare

1384
01:25:43,013 --> 01:25:44,594
and responding to human suffering.

1385
01:25:44,598 --> 01:25:47,260
That's finally what politics should be.

1386
01:25:49,895 --> 01:25:52,386
I think perhaps with time,

1387
01:25:52,397 --> 01:25:55,013
instead of there being a politicalization

1388
01:25:55,025 --> 01:26:00,019
of humanitarian aid, there'll
be a humanization of politics.

1389
01:26:00,072 --> 01:26:02,484
I dreamed the day that
it would be all one.

1390
01:26:07,412 --> 01:26:09,903
We cannot afford to give up.

1391
01:26:10,874 --> 01:26:12,614
We have the resources we have the time

1392
01:26:12,626 --> 01:26:14,332
and we must have the love

1393
01:26:14,336 --> 01:26:17,373
to take care of these
millions of children.

1394
01:27:01,883 --> 01:27:05,171
Well, I understood that
something was going on

1395
01:27:05,178 --> 01:27:07,260
one week in particular

1396
01:27:07,264 --> 01:27:10,131
because Audrey had a walk in the garden

1397
01:27:11,059 --> 01:27:14,142
and my father was working in the garden

1398
01:27:14,146 --> 01:27:18,105
and he ask Audrey when are
you going to come again

1399
01:27:18,108 --> 01:27:19,108
to help me?

1400
01:27:20,318 --> 01:27:21,899
And she said I will help you,

1401
01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:24,485
but never as I helped you before.

1402
01:27:24,489 --> 01:27:26,275
I will help you but differently.

1403
01:27:27,159 --> 01:27:29,992
When we were in Somalia together,

1404
01:27:29,995 --> 01:27:34,989
we were taking pills for
malaria and they make me sick.

1405
01:27:35,250 --> 01:27:36,956
So I said to Audrey,

1406
01:27:36,960 --> 01:27:41,499
I think I going to give up
this laurium because I'm sick.

1407
01:27:41,506 --> 01:27:44,043
And she said, I'm thinking myself,

1408
01:27:44,050 --> 01:27:46,416
I have a lot of pain in my stomach.

1409
01:27:46,428 --> 01:27:50,012
And I think it is the pill of malaria.

1410
01:27:50,015 --> 01:27:51,175
I give up also.

1411
01:27:52,184 --> 01:27:54,220
But it was not the malaria pills

1412
01:27:54,227 --> 01:27:57,185
that they gave her all this
pain in the stomach there.

1413
01:27:59,232 --> 01:28:02,099
She definitely
knew something was wrong

1414
01:28:02,110 --> 01:28:03,691
and she never talked about it.

1415
01:28:05,030 --> 01:28:07,362
And she kept it to herself.

1416
01:28:08,450 --> 01:28:09,690
For unicef,

1417
01:28:09,701 --> 01:28:12,864
I went to Sarajevo to cover a mission

1418
01:28:12,871 --> 01:28:14,577
on this city was sieged.

1419
01:28:14,581 --> 01:28:19,621
And I was there two months
without no contact with anybody

1420
01:28:20,420 --> 01:28:22,285
because we are in the siege.

1421
01:28:22,297 --> 01:28:26,916
And after two months, I got
hold of a telephone line.

1422
01:28:26,927 --> 01:28:31,045
So I call her house and,
and Giovanna answered.

1423
01:28:31,056 --> 01:28:33,388
And I say, Giovanna give me madam.

1424
01:28:33,391 --> 01:28:38,055
And Giovanna say, Mara senora is not here.

1425
01:28:39,314 --> 01:28:42,977
You don't know is all
over on all the press,

1426
01:28:42,984 --> 01:28:45,225
she's very sick as she is in Los Angeles.

1427
01:28:45,237 --> 01:28:47,444
I said no. I no idea.

1428
01:28:48,406 --> 01:28:52,194
Giovanna kept crying. And I was frozen.

1429
01:28:53,286 --> 01:28:58,076
So I called Robert and
he says, she has a cancer

1430
01:28:58,083 --> 01:29:01,291
and say, she's on chemo.
She said, no, no chemo.

1431
01:29:01,294 --> 01:29:03,080
So when you say no chemo,

1432
01:29:03,088 --> 01:29:06,455
I knew the situation was really bad.

1433
01:29:07,968 --> 01:29:11,131
My mother was invited to
fly with her to Switzerland

1434
01:29:11,137 --> 01:29:12,673
if she chose to.

1435
01:29:12,681 --> 01:29:15,593
But my mother said no, I'll
say goodbye to you here.

1436
01:29:16,935 --> 01:29:19,426
I want to see you leaving
with a smile on your face.

1437
01:29:20,897 --> 01:29:22,433
Between the two of them.

1438
01:29:22,440 --> 01:29:23,680
She knew it was a...

1439
01:29:25,944 --> 01:29:27,935
They would not be seeing each other again.

1440
01:29:29,072 --> 01:29:31,984
Nobody thought it was something so bad

1441
01:29:31,992 --> 01:29:33,607
and so fast.

1442
01:29:34,870 --> 01:29:37,111
She was very peaceful.

1443
01:29:37,122 --> 01:29:40,410
And usually you are afraid,

1444
01:29:40,417 --> 01:29:41,452
but she wasn't.

1445
01:29:42,377 --> 01:29:43,958
She was very sick.

1446
01:29:43,962 --> 01:29:45,873
And she asked me how I felt.

1447
01:29:47,090 --> 01:29:49,251
She had something in her heart.

1448
01:29:49,259 --> 01:29:52,046
Otherwise you don't react like this

1449
01:29:52,053 --> 01:29:54,465
in the last moments of your life.

1450
01:29:55,849 --> 01:29:57,180
She was in her bedroom

1451
01:29:58,351 --> 01:30:00,467
and we were all standing around her.

1452
01:30:02,355 --> 01:30:03,561
I gave her last kiss.

1453
01:30:05,400 --> 01:30:08,312
And this was the last time I saw her, yes.

1454
01:30:34,179 --> 01:30:39,173
My mother died January
20th, 1993 at 8:00 pm.

1455
01:30:46,608 --> 01:30:49,395
On how to take care of the pain medication

1456
01:30:49,402 --> 01:30:51,438
and change her dressings.

1457
01:30:53,448 --> 01:30:55,279
I would sit in the wicker chair

1458
01:30:55,283 --> 01:30:58,867
next to her bed in the
last few weeks of her life.

1459
01:31:00,455 --> 01:31:03,242
And I would sit there
and sort of doze off.

1460
01:31:03,249 --> 01:31:05,535
And then she'd wake up in
the middle of the night.

1461
01:31:06,544 --> 01:31:09,957
And we talked about those
things that mattered to her.

1462
01:31:11,591 --> 01:31:16,426
I think she always felt
throughout her life that

1463
01:31:16,429 --> 01:31:18,010
she had shortcomings.

1464
01:31:19,057 --> 01:31:21,594
She felt that the mistake is to sit there

1465
01:31:21,601 --> 01:31:25,389
and forever hold a grudge
one way or the other.

1466
01:31:26,898 --> 01:31:29,389
She had to make peace with life

1467
01:31:29,401 --> 01:31:31,062
because she didn't have a choice.

1468
01:31:32,487 --> 01:31:36,071
She often said that it was a
fortune not to have a choice

1469
01:31:36,074 --> 01:31:38,156
to have to move forward.

1470
01:31:40,453 --> 01:31:42,569
As a child, I was taught,

1471
01:31:42,580 --> 01:31:46,289
it was bad manners to draw
attention to yourself,

1472
01:31:46,292 --> 01:31:49,830
and never ever to make
a spectacle of yourself.

1473
01:31:50,922 --> 01:31:53,959
I then went on to make
a rather nice living

1474
01:31:53,967 --> 01:31:54,967
doing just that.

1475
01:31:57,345 --> 01:31:59,927
Audrey hepburn was most
certainly revolutionary.

1476
01:32:00,932 --> 01:32:03,048
The legacy of artistry.

1477
01:32:03,059 --> 01:32:05,220
The legacy of joy,

1478
01:32:07,063 --> 01:32:09,224
she came from so much intensity.

1479
01:32:10,942 --> 01:32:14,935
She definitely stood
for something timeless

1480
01:32:14,946 --> 01:32:16,607
that I don't think will ever get old.

1481
01:32:18,616 --> 01:32:20,982
And even today, I think
she's still inspiring.

1482
01:32:20,994 --> 01:32:22,530
She's an utter icon.

1483
01:32:25,457 --> 01:32:28,039
She's everywhere all the time.

1484
01:32:28,043 --> 01:32:32,082
And so in a way, part
of her is still here.

1485
01:32:34,632 --> 01:32:35,963
Her legacy is still here.

1486
01:32:40,972 --> 01:32:44,430
She most certainly took trauma
and transmuted it into love.

1487
01:32:50,982 --> 01:32:53,098
A lot of people don't receive love

1488
01:32:53,109 --> 01:32:54,599
and they grow into being,

1489
01:32:54,611 --> 01:32:56,442
really unhappy and spiteful.

1490
01:32:59,240 --> 01:33:02,528
But I think she was so
much better at loving

1491
01:33:02,535 --> 01:33:04,617
because of it now and loving those people

1492
01:33:04,621 --> 01:33:05,861
who really need it.

1493
01:33:09,375 --> 01:33:11,331
The love she did not get,

1494
01:33:11,336 --> 01:33:16,046
she transformed into a greater
sense of giving and of love.

1495
01:33:16,049 --> 01:33:20,338
And this is, I guess, why
is she so loved to this day.

1496
01:33:25,141 --> 01:33:28,929
She's gone through difficult moments,

1497
01:33:28,937 --> 01:33:32,805
but her humanity and her way

1498
01:33:32,816 --> 01:33:36,980
of being grateful to her life.

1499
01:33:38,154 --> 01:33:41,863
She wanted to share that with others

1500
01:33:43,618 --> 01:33:45,028
and she found the way.

1501
01:33:51,876 --> 01:33:56,870
She said at one point
that the 1992 Christmas

1502
01:33:58,550 --> 01:34:01,417
was the best Christmas she ever had

1503
01:34:02,470 --> 01:34:07,464
because she said that she
was sure that we loved her.

1504
01:34:12,230 --> 01:34:15,097
She was a person who was able to love.

1505
01:34:16,985 --> 01:34:18,270
She loved very much Robert

1506
01:34:19,404 --> 01:34:21,565
and she loved her children of course.

1507
01:34:23,241 --> 01:34:25,027
And by the end of her life,

1508
01:34:26,619 --> 01:34:28,109
she loved herself.

1509
01:34:41,885 --> 01:34:46,879
At the end of her life, she
described people in the room.

1510
01:34:48,933 --> 01:34:50,594
That these were the
people on the other side

1511
01:34:50,602 --> 01:34:52,388
that were gonna take her from here.

1512
01:34:54,355 --> 01:34:55,390
She said you cannot see them

1513
01:34:55,398 --> 01:34:56,353
but they're sitting right there

1514
01:34:56,357 --> 01:34:57,597
and they're waiting for me.

1515
01:37:03,860 --> 01:37:05,020
Perhaps the most important thing

1516
01:37:05,028 --> 01:37:06,814
which I carried through life

1517
01:37:08,197 --> 01:37:10,438
is that whatever I've suffered

1518
01:37:11,951 --> 01:37:13,282
has helped me make later on.

1519
01:37:15,121 --> 01:37:17,077
And when I love, I love unconditionally.