1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:16,349 --> 00:00:18,852 - [Koven] Uh, right there? 4 00:00:18,885 --> 00:00:20,286 - [Greg] Yeah. 5 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:21,354 - [Koven] Uh, right there? 6 00:00:21,388 --> 00:00:22,288 - [Greg] Mm-hm. 7 00:00:22,322 --> 00:00:23,623 - [Koven] Mmm, right there? 8 00:00:23,656 --> 00:00:27,260 - [Greg] Let me see, wait one second. 9 00:00:27,293 --> 00:00:28,628 There you go. 10 00:00:28,661 --> 00:00:30,463 Okay, start right there. 11 00:00:30,497 --> 00:00:32,632 - [Koven] Look, animal. 12 00:00:32,665 --> 00:00:33,867 - [Greg] Animal? 13 00:00:33,900 --> 00:00:35,268 - [Koven] Yeah. 14 00:00:35,301 --> 00:00:36,403 - [Greg] And it is an animal? 15 00:00:36,436 --> 00:00:37,437 - [Koven] Animal. - [Greg] Yeah. 16 00:00:40,140 --> 00:00:43,309 - [Koven] Woo- Woop! (giggles) 17 00:00:45,645 --> 00:00:47,480 - [Greg] Show daddy. 18 00:00:51,618 --> 00:00:52,552 Here we go. 19 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:56,322 The Little Engine That Could. 20 00:00:56,356 --> 00:00:57,857 - [Koven] Right there. 21 00:00:57,891 --> 00:00:59,459 - [Greg] Yeah, it's a red choo-choo train. 22 00:00:59,492 --> 00:01:00,326 - [Koven] There. 23 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:01,327 - [Greg] Is that Sophie? 24 00:01:01,361 --> 00:01:03,329 - [Koven] Ding dong, ding dong. 25 00:01:03,363 --> 00:01:05,899 - [Greg] Oh no, that makes ding dong, yeah. - Yeah. 26 00:01:05,932 --> 00:01:07,300 - [Greg] Is that an elephant? 27 00:01:07,334 --> 00:01:08,201 - [Koven] Yeah, boom. - [Greg] What noise does 28 00:01:08,234 --> 00:01:09,502 an elephant make? 29 00:01:11,237 --> 00:01:13,173 (Koven squeals) 30 00:01:13,206 --> 00:01:15,342 (Greg's lips squeal) 31 00:01:15,375 --> 00:01:19,112 (Koven and Greg laughing) 32 00:01:20,380 --> 00:01:22,382 (Greg's lips squeal) 33 00:01:22,415 --> 00:01:23,483 (Koven laughs) 34 00:01:23,516 --> 00:01:24,584 - [Greg] Yeah, okay. 35 00:01:35,628 --> 00:01:37,163 You ready to go night-night? 36 00:01:37,197 --> 00:01:38,331 - [Koven] Okay. - [Greg] Okay. 37 00:01:39,299 --> 00:01:40,266 I love you. 38 00:01:41,201 --> 00:01:42,502 - Mm-wa.(smacks lips) - Mm-wa.(smacks lips) 39 00:01:42,535 --> 00:01:45,171 - [Greg] Okay, good job buddy, I'll see you in the morning, okay? 40 00:01:45,205 --> 00:01:46,339 - [Koven] Okay. 41 00:01:46,373 --> 00:01:47,207 - [Greg] You were very good today. 42 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:48,208 - [Koven] Bye-Bye. 43 00:01:48,241 --> 00:01:50,377 - [Greg] Bye-bye, hey, you're gonna be great, 44 00:01:50,410 --> 00:01:52,712 'cause Daddy says so, right? 45 00:01:52,746 --> 00:01:55,248 - [Koven] Okay, bye. - [Greg] All right. 46 00:01:57,350 --> 00:02:00,453 (soulful piano music) ♪ Wire on the fences 47 00:02:12,565 --> 00:02:15,502 ♪ Mm 48 00:02:15,535 --> 00:02:19,372 ♪ Curved to stop the climb 49 00:02:19,406 --> 00:02:23,610 ♪ Hey ya, bars on the windows 50 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:27,213 (soulful piano music) 51 00:02:27,247 --> 00:02:30,350 ♪ What is walking by 52 00:02:31,451 --> 00:02:32,952 - [Malcolm] It's often a double-edged sword 53 00:02:32,986 --> 00:02:35,655 to be a black boy in America. 54 00:02:35,689 --> 00:02:37,557 Because you have to tell yourself 55 00:02:37,590 --> 00:02:41,661 that you are magnificent, and that you are free, 56 00:02:41,695 --> 00:02:45,765 and beautiful, while simultaneously acknowledging 57 00:02:45,799 --> 00:02:49,369 that the world is not built for you. 58 00:02:49,402 --> 00:02:51,338 It's not built for your success, 59 00:02:51,371 --> 00:02:54,307 it's not built for you to survive. 60 00:02:54,341 --> 00:02:55,775 And you have to live in these two worlds 61 00:02:55,809 --> 00:02:58,678 of I am whole and worthy, 62 00:02:58,712 --> 00:03:03,583 but I am also the hunted, and hunted down, and sought after. 63 00:03:05,618 --> 00:03:07,787 - [Dr. Howard] When people treat you as such an outsider, 64 00:03:07,821 --> 00:03:09,689 as such a threat, where they see you 65 00:03:09,723 --> 00:03:11,424 as somebody to be feared, 66 00:03:11,458 --> 00:03:13,793 as much as we try to hold onto our humanity, 67 00:03:13,827 --> 00:03:15,695 you realize you live in a world where your humanity 68 00:03:15,729 --> 00:03:17,464 is constantly being challenged, 69 00:03:17,497 --> 00:03:20,467 and constantly being questioned. 70 00:03:20,500 --> 00:03:21,768 - [Chris] You can't run from it. 71 00:03:21,801 --> 00:03:24,304 It doesn't matter what your socioeconomic status is 72 00:03:24,337 --> 00:03:25,705 there is an assault on the black mind, 73 00:03:25,739 --> 00:03:28,475 the black heart, and the black spirit and psyche. 74 00:03:28,508 --> 00:03:30,310 - [Shawn] This is America. 75 00:03:30,343 --> 00:03:32,645 And this is 400 years of what 76 00:03:33,713 --> 00:03:36,516 this blood stained soil is about. 77 00:03:37,817 --> 00:03:41,621 - [Sharif] The bottom line of why things haven't changed 78 00:03:41,654 --> 00:03:45,325 is 'cause there's no love for black boys. 79 00:03:46,793 --> 00:03:48,495 ♪ These are dark dark times 80 00:03:48,528 --> 00:03:50,630 ♪ These are dark, dark times 81 00:03:50,663 --> 00:03:54,334 (upbeat bluesy rock synthesizer music) 82 00:03:54,367 --> 00:03:59,406 ♪ These are dark dark times 83 00:04:00,106 --> 00:04:04,577 ♪ These are dark dark times 84 00:04:05,512 --> 00:04:08,748 ♪ These are dark dark times 85 00:04:10,383 --> 00:04:14,421 (moves into slow ethereal music) 86 00:04:18,358 --> 00:04:18,858 (men groan) 87 00:04:18,892 --> 00:04:20,694 (slow music) 88 00:04:20,727 --> 00:04:21,628 (men groan) 89 00:04:21,661 --> 00:04:26,766 (slow music and men groaning alternatively) 90 00:04:30,370 --> 00:04:32,672 (slow music) 91 00:04:42,649 --> 00:04:43,550 - Good, good, good, good, 92 00:04:43,583 --> 00:04:45,852 good, good, good, good, good. 93 00:04:47,887 --> 00:04:49,723 (door slams) 94 00:04:49,756 --> 00:04:52,792 (crowds chattering) 95 00:04:53,727 --> 00:04:55,595 (man yells) 96 00:04:55,628 --> 00:04:58,365 (man yells) 97 00:04:58,398 --> 00:05:00,700 (train whistle hoots) 98 00:05:00,734 --> 00:05:02,369 - [Greg] I was fortunate and blessed enough 99 00:05:02,402 --> 00:05:06,673 to be able to go play on Sundays, win a couple rings. 100 00:05:09,976 --> 00:05:13,713 I had some good experiences and bad experiences. 101 00:05:13,747 --> 00:05:16,716 So injuries kind of cut my career short. 102 00:05:16,750 --> 00:05:19,819 The opportunity came up to come home. 103 00:05:20,820 --> 00:05:23,390 (footsteps crunching) 104 00:05:23,423 --> 00:05:24,891 So this is the crib. 105 00:05:26,626 --> 00:05:27,894 This is the crib. 106 00:05:28,828 --> 00:05:30,363 I grew up here. 107 00:05:31,631 --> 00:05:36,369 My mom was a single mom for the most part, four kids. 108 00:05:37,437 --> 00:05:38,571 My father passed away when I was eight. 109 00:05:38,605 --> 00:05:40,140 That made me kind of grow up quick. 110 00:05:40,173 --> 00:05:41,841 (children playing) 111 00:05:41,875 --> 00:05:45,879 It was a little rough, the neighborhood that I was in. 112 00:05:45,912 --> 00:05:48,882 It wasn't the greatest place I could be. 113 00:05:48,915 --> 00:05:50,684 The only thing I cared about was making sure 114 00:05:50,717 --> 00:05:52,986 that my mother did not have to pay for school. 115 00:05:53,019 --> 00:05:55,522 That's the only thing that mattered to me. 116 00:05:55,555 --> 00:05:57,490 So I decided to play football. 117 00:05:57,524 --> 00:06:00,894 (fuzzy rock guitar music) 118 00:06:00,927 --> 00:06:05,932 (moves in heavy bass and rock guitar music) 119 00:06:07,567 --> 00:06:11,171 Man, opened the floodgates of scholarships, 120 00:06:11,204 --> 00:06:13,973 Tennessee, Ohio State, I mean, the big schools. 121 00:06:14,007 --> 00:06:16,910 (crowds cheering) 122 00:06:19,646 --> 00:06:21,214 I just worked, worked, worked, worked, 123 00:06:21,247 --> 00:06:24,017 worked, worked, worked for as long as I could. 124 00:06:24,050 --> 00:06:25,985 That was the only thing I knew. 125 00:06:26,019 --> 00:06:29,923 (heavy, upbeat rock music) 126 00:06:29,956 --> 00:06:32,892 (crowds cheering) 127 00:06:34,627 --> 00:06:37,464 It isn't until you look at it from a 30,000 foot view 128 00:06:37,497 --> 00:06:38,965 that you understand. 129 00:06:38,998 --> 00:06:41,801 For us as young African American males, 130 00:06:41,835 --> 00:06:44,504 what is my vision of success? 131 00:06:45,038 --> 00:06:48,675 (crowds cheering) 132 00:06:48,708 --> 00:06:50,677 - Well, the only thing I could see on TV, 133 00:06:50,710 --> 00:06:55,015 entertainment, video music awards, or you see sports. 134 00:06:56,549 --> 00:07:00,020 So this kind of imagery of using my body 135 00:07:00,053 --> 00:07:02,222 and being blessed with speed, 136 00:07:02,255 --> 00:07:04,691 the ability to cut quick, jump, shoot, 137 00:07:04,724 --> 00:07:06,926 everything was pertaining to sports. 138 00:07:06,960 --> 00:07:07,861 So. 139 00:07:11,564 --> 00:07:13,833 I mean they better make it happen. 140 00:07:13,867 --> 00:07:15,869 I mean these, (pats legs) these things better 141 00:07:15,902 --> 00:07:19,606 become some money makers real quick, real quick. 142 00:07:19,639 --> 00:07:22,042 (intense deep drums and chanting) 143 00:07:22,075 --> 00:07:27,480 - [Jemele] There's always been a obsession with black bodies. 144 00:07:28,548 --> 00:07:30,016 That obsession became the economic base 145 00:07:30,050 --> 00:07:31,985 of America, in slavery. 146 00:07:33,553 --> 00:07:36,856 - [Narrator] Cheap slave labor owned by the planter. 147 00:07:36,890 --> 00:07:39,626 - And even during slavery 148 00:07:39,659 --> 00:07:42,996 there were still athletic games played. 149 00:07:43,029 --> 00:07:46,966 There was fighting, and all these things done 150 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:50,637 with black bodies for white entertainment. 151 00:07:50,670 --> 00:07:53,640 And that was a tradition that kind of manifested 152 00:07:53,673 --> 00:07:55,642 its way through sports. 153 00:07:56,843 --> 00:07:59,846 - [Howard] The black athlete is the most visible, 154 00:08:01,047 --> 00:08:03,016 most important, most influential black employee 155 00:08:03,049 --> 00:08:04,317 this country's ever produced. 156 00:08:04,351 --> 00:08:05,719 (upbeat intense low drums) 157 00:08:05,752 --> 00:08:06,820 (men grunt) 158 00:08:06,853 --> 00:08:07,954 - [Cris] White people like sports. 159 00:08:07,987 --> 00:08:12,025 (crowds cheering and screaming) 160 00:08:13,593 --> 00:08:15,829 - As a little black boy I found out about white people as 161 00:08:15,862 --> 00:08:18,665 when you're walking out there with your equipment on, 162 00:08:18,698 --> 00:08:21,568 white people would pick you up and take you practice. 163 00:08:21,601 --> 00:08:24,771 They knew you was going to the ball field. 164 00:08:24,804 --> 00:08:27,640 But when me and my buddies was walking out there 165 00:08:27,674 --> 00:08:30,076 and we was trying to go to some friends out and everything, 166 00:08:30,110 --> 00:08:32,812 wasn't nobody trying to pick up us, it was dangerous then. 167 00:08:32,846 --> 00:08:34,948 - [Howard] Black aggression sells. 168 00:08:34,981 --> 00:08:36,816 We love that when we see a football player 169 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:38,885 crunch a guy and sack a quarterback, 170 00:08:38,918 --> 00:08:40,720 and then he does his sack dance 171 00:08:40,754 --> 00:08:44,591 and snarls at the camera, and everybody loves it. 172 00:08:44,624 --> 00:08:47,794 That black aggression is also being used 173 00:08:47,827 --> 00:08:51,164 as justification for shooting you. 174 00:08:51,197 --> 00:08:53,133 How many times do we hear the police say, 175 00:08:53,166 --> 00:08:56,002 "Well I feared for my life. 176 00:08:56,036 --> 00:08:59,939 And that's why I put 20 rounds in a teenager." 177 00:08:59,973 --> 00:09:03,109 (flowing piano music) 178 00:09:04,711 --> 00:09:07,047 - [Quan] Like so many black kids who are very athletic 179 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:10,150 I dreamed of going to the NFL. 180 00:09:10,183 --> 00:09:12,919 And then when I actually started experiencing it 181 00:09:12,952 --> 00:09:15,955 it blew my mind how disappointed I actually was, 182 00:09:15,989 --> 00:09:18,124 starting with the combine. 183 00:09:18,158 --> 00:09:21,161 (plaintive saxophone music) 184 00:09:21,194 --> 00:09:24,731 Where we get broke down to our tights 185 00:09:24,764 --> 00:09:27,967 and we get walked on a stage, and twirled around, 186 00:09:28,001 --> 00:09:29,936 and my weight and height, length, 187 00:09:29,969 --> 00:09:32,839 all the above is talked about. 188 00:09:32,872 --> 00:09:34,841 And after that's done I walk down the middle 189 00:09:34,874 --> 00:09:37,911 of 1,000 people making marks, 190 00:09:38,945 --> 00:09:40,380 talking this, talking about that. 191 00:09:40,413 --> 00:09:42,849 One of the most humiliating points of my life I feel, 192 00:09:42,882 --> 00:09:45,652 because there has to be a better way. 193 00:09:45,685 --> 00:09:47,220 I grew up in Texas and I saw cattle 194 00:09:47,253 --> 00:09:49,122 being done the same thing. 195 00:09:49,155 --> 00:09:53,626 (plaintive solo saxophone music) 196 00:09:54,894 --> 00:09:56,863 - [Greg] The sad thing about it was they used to tell me, 197 00:09:56,896 --> 00:10:00,400 the NCAA is a meat market, man they are looking for you, 198 00:10:00,433 --> 00:10:04,204 because you are a gorgeous piece of meat. 199 00:10:04,237 --> 00:10:06,006 Straight like that. 200 00:10:07,140 --> 00:10:09,676 - [Howard] The black body is the commodity. 201 00:10:09,709 --> 00:10:12,012 And I think when we talk about ownership, 202 00:10:12,045 --> 00:10:13,880 and we talk about power, 203 00:10:13,913 --> 00:10:18,752 today's black body is a multi-billion dollar enterprise. 204 00:10:19,919 --> 00:10:22,789 (chalk scraping) 205 00:10:27,994 --> 00:10:32,232 (bluesy full acoustic guitar music) 206 00:10:41,274 --> 00:10:46,680 (moves into slow acoustic fiddle, banjo and guitar music) 207 00:10:52,485 --> 00:10:56,156 - [Elijah] Everybody here grew up playing sports. 208 00:10:56,189 --> 00:10:58,725 And we used to run in these roads 209 00:10:58,758 --> 00:11:00,860 that has potholes in them. barefooted, so, 210 00:11:02,128 --> 00:11:05,065 Like everybody here is fast, everybody here is strong. 211 00:11:05,098 --> 00:11:09,202 (graceful acoustic music) 212 00:11:09,235 --> 00:11:11,171 We feel like if you're black in Mart 213 00:11:11,204 --> 00:11:13,073 then you should be playing football. 214 00:11:13,106 --> 00:11:15,742 (folksy banjo music) 215 00:11:15,775 --> 00:11:17,177 - [John] In this town there's more like, 216 00:11:17,210 --> 00:11:19,179 you always want to be a Mart panther. 217 00:11:19,212 --> 00:11:20,513 You wanted to play up under them lights 218 00:11:20,547 --> 00:11:22,949 that everybody else before you played. 219 00:11:22,982 --> 00:11:25,018 And you want to get out, 220 00:11:26,853 --> 00:11:29,089 get out of this town and go play ball at college, 221 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:30,957 and do something with yourself. 222 00:11:30,990 --> 00:11:35,061 (graceful acoustic guitar music) 223 00:11:36,896 --> 00:11:41,735 - [Elijah] My dream is to go to a division I college, play football, 224 00:11:42,836 --> 00:11:45,138 major in business management, 225 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:49,776 and hopefully go to the NFL. 226 00:11:49,809 --> 00:11:52,779 - [John] Every Friday night the whole town is really shut down. 227 00:11:52,812 --> 00:11:55,782 They come, they fill up the stands, and 228 00:11:58,284 --> 00:12:01,988 it just feel like all eyes on you. 229 00:12:02,022 --> 00:12:03,990 You score a touchdown and we're winning. 230 00:12:04,024 --> 00:12:06,559 And the more we win the more people came. 231 00:12:06,593 --> 00:12:09,896 (crowds cheering) 232 00:12:09,929 --> 00:12:12,899 It builds your confidence that you was somebody, 233 00:12:12,932 --> 00:12:15,335 and people knowing you that you don't even know. 234 00:12:15,368 --> 00:12:19,372 It just felt like you was on top of the world. 235 00:12:19,406 --> 00:12:21,174 - [Elijah] I knew that I was gonna have to be in 236 00:12:21,207 --> 00:12:24,344 the weight room every day, run outside, 237 00:12:26,212 --> 00:12:28,248 eat healthy, get bigger. 238 00:12:29,349 --> 00:12:32,018 But I grew up big, bigger than everybody, 239 00:12:32,052 --> 00:12:34,187 so that wasn't hard to do. 240 00:12:35,622 --> 00:12:38,324 - [John] My sophomore year I was up for the Dick Butkus Award, 241 00:12:38,358 --> 00:12:40,360 best linebacker in the nation my junior year. 242 00:12:40,393 --> 00:12:44,030 The whole process of, wow, I'm going pro. 243 00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:47,967 I just got to stay healthy I'm gonna get a big old check, 244 00:12:48,001 --> 00:12:49,869 and I tore my ACL up. 245 00:12:50,403 --> 00:12:53,239 (acoustic music) 246 00:12:54,307 --> 00:12:56,276 And it's like everything just changed. 247 00:12:56,309 --> 00:12:59,346 I felt like the world came down on me 248 00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:03,183 and took away what I do best. 249 00:13:03,216 --> 00:13:07,053 (twanging acoustic music) 250 00:13:07,087 --> 00:13:07,954 And then, 251 00:13:08,922 --> 00:13:11,858 I came back and tried to get on another team 252 00:13:11,891 --> 00:13:15,428 and kept getting hurt, and I just, it's not worth it. 253 00:13:15,462 --> 00:13:19,199 I was about 24 years old when I decided to stop playing. 254 00:13:19,232 --> 00:13:23,370 (graceful acoustic strings music) 255 00:13:25,205 --> 00:13:26,906 There ain't really that many opportunities 256 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:29,075 outside of sports in Mart. 257 00:13:30,343 --> 00:13:33,380 You can be a correctional officer at that prison, 258 00:13:33,413 --> 00:13:36,216 or, play sports, I think that's about it. 259 00:13:36,249 --> 00:13:39,886 'Cause there ain't too much else in Mart. 260 00:13:42,389 --> 00:13:45,291 - [Interviewer] What do sports represent to you? 261 00:13:45,325 --> 00:13:47,093 - [Elijah] It represents ah, 262 00:13:51,364 --> 00:13:52,966 life, represents 263 00:13:56,670 --> 00:14:00,373 courage and hope for something better 264 00:14:00,407 --> 00:14:03,176 than what I'm living right now. 265 00:14:04,044 --> 00:14:07,280 (acoustic guitar music) 266 00:14:11,051 --> 00:14:12,352 - [Coach] Come on, get up, get up! 267 00:14:12,385 --> 00:14:15,689 - [Announcer] Steal by number 32, Carmelo Anthony. 268 00:14:15,722 --> 00:14:19,259 - [Carmelo] Black kids want hope and need hope. 269 00:14:19,292 --> 00:14:20,927 They just want people to have faith in them 270 00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:22,429 and believe in them. 271 00:14:24,030 --> 00:14:27,033 I grew up in Baltimore, so I know what that's like, 272 00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:28,468 you're in survival mode. 273 00:14:28,501 --> 00:14:32,305 So if I got to deal with how to be strong, 274 00:14:32,339 --> 00:14:35,075 and being tough and surviving, 275 00:14:35,108 --> 00:14:39,112 but then there's no one believing in me, 276 00:14:39,145 --> 00:14:42,449 I really have nothing at the end of the day. 277 00:14:42,482 --> 00:14:44,484 It's like a bottomless pit, 278 00:14:44,517 --> 00:14:46,986 unless I can play sports. 279 00:14:48,355 --> 00:14:49,489 - Anthony! (crowd cheers) 280 00:14:49,522 --> 00:14:51,257 - [Announcer] And Anthony is now tied 281 00:14:51,291 --> 00:14:52,726 with the most points- 282 00:14:52,759 --> 00:14:53,893 - [Jemele] What happens is you're conditioned to think 283 00:14:53,927 --> 00:14:57,697 that all you have to offer is your body, and that's it. 284 00:14:57,731 --> 00:15:01,701 And I think psychologically it damages you into thinking, 285 00:15:01,735 --> 00:15:05,105 well, what's the point of working on any other part 286 00:15:05,138 --> 00:15:07,974 of who I am as a fully realized human being, 287 00:15:08,008 --> 00:15:11,077 if this is the only part they're gonna value and accept? 288 00:15:11,111 --> 00:15:13,013 (fans yelling) 289 00:15:13,046 --> 00:15:15,482 A lot of it has seeped into how 290 00:15:17,050 --> 00:15:19,085 Black parents, and family members, and community members 291 00:15:19,119 --> 00:15:21,321 view their own children in the community. 292 00:15:21,354 --> 00:15:25,191 Because they see the acceptance that athletes, 293 00:15:25,225 --> 00:15:28,194 and entertainers are able to gain outside the world, 294 00:15:28,228 --> 00:15:31,197 and acceptance and belonging that they've often longed for. 295 00:15:31,231 --> 00:15:34,000 - [Justice Page] Football was the thing to do. 296 00:15:35,068 --> 00:15:38,004 There was a tremendous amount of pressure 297 00:15:38,038 --> 00:15:40,507 to be a football player. 298 00:15:40,540 --> 00:15:44,344 When babies were born in that community during that time, 299 00:15:44,377 --> 00:15:48,581 if it was a boy, they put a little football 300 00:15:48,615 --> 00:15:52,018 in the crib with them at the hospital. 301 00:15:52,052 --> 00:15:53,420 (children playing) 302 00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:55,121 - Chatter...Ra, ra, I'm gonna get you. 303 00:15:55,155 --> 00:15:56,256 I'm about to get you, I'm about to get you. 304 00:15:56,289 --> 00:15:58,458 - [Jemele] So rather than send them through the trials 305 00:15:58,491 --> 00:16:01,361 of maybe being a doctor, which seems unrealistic 306 00:16:01,394 --> 00:16:04,130 in a lot of communities, or a lawyer, 307 00:16:04,164 --> 00:16:08,134 they take them down the path of being an athlete, 308 00:16:08,168 --> 00:16:11,071 and pushing that as like, this your way out. 309 00:16:11,104 --> 00:16:14,341 This is how you equal the playing field. 310 00:16:15,408 --> 00:16:18,478 When statistically if you look at just 311 00:16:18,511 --> 00:16:21,481 the number of NBA athletes, or NFL athletes, 312 00:16:21,514 --> 00:16:23,783 it's such a minuscule amount, 313 00:16:23,817 --> 00:16:26,486 that you basically have a better chance 314 00:16:26,519 --> 00:16:29,589 of either getting hit by lightening, or winning the lottery 315 00:16:29,622 --> 00:16:33,460 than you probably do of becoming a professional athlete. 316 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:35,328 I mean, because it's just that hard. 317 00:16:35,362 --> 00:16:38,131 - [Howard] There are streets littered with kids 318 00:16:38,164 --> 00:16:39,599 who believe that dream, 319 00:16:39,632 --> 00:16:43,269 didn't follow up with plan B on the educational side, 320 00:16:43,303 --> 00:16:48,174 have nothing, and are watching the great ones play on TV. 321 00:16:49,442 --> 00:16:52,412 And then you look at the few that reach the NBA or the NFL. 322 00:16:52,445 --> 00:16:56,149 Man, if it wasn't for sports I'd be dead or in jail. 323 00:16:56,182 --> 00:16:58,451 And I think about that every time I read those stories 324 00:16:58,485 --> 00:17:00,186 and my heart breaks. 325 00:17:00,220 --> 00:17:03,156 Because I'm thinking at this late date, 326 00:17:03,189 --> 00:17:08,228 if dead or in jail is all there is, we have failed. 327 00:17:09,129 --> 00:17:10,263 We have failed miserably. 328 00:17:10,296 --> 00:17:12,298 - [Paparazzi] How about a peace out? 329 00:17:12,332 --> 00:17:15,301 - And yet, people look at that dead or in jail narrative 330 00:17:15,335 --> 00:17:18,338 as progress, because this one person 331 00:17:19,339 --> 00:17:22,208 makes $20 million a year. 332 00:17:22,242 --> 00:17:25,278 And there are graves all around him. 333 00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:30,684 (insects chirping) 334 00:17:32,152 --> 00:17:33,086 - [Greg] What up? 335 00:17:33,653 --> 00:17:35,355 I'm Greg. 336 00:17:35,388 --> 00:17:36,589 I wanted to come say what up, 337 00:17:36,623 --> 00:17:39,426 'cause y'all exactly where I used to be. 338 00:17:39,459 --> 00:17:42,495 You know what I'm saying? Same spot. 339 00:17:43,730 --> 00:17:45,198 What you all gonna do when you all get out of here? 340 00:17:45,231 --> 00:17:46,499 You all gonna go to high school, and then what? 341 00:17:46,533 --> 00:17:49,569 - I want to be a football player or a lawyer. 342 00:17:49,602 --> 00:17:51,571 - [Greg] A lawyer? 343 00:17:51,604 --> 00:17:54,174 - You trippin', baseball. 344 00:17:54,207 --> 00:17:56,409 - He want to be in baseball. - Like Pro basketball. 345 00:17:56,443 --> 00:17:59,279 - I bet, well you all gonna go to college, right? 346 00:17:59,312 --> 00:18:02,248 - I'm trying to go to a college away from Mart. 347 00:18:02,282 --> 00:18:04,417 - [Greg] Away from Cincinnati? You trying to get out? 348 00:18:04,451 --> 00:18:05,485 - Yeah. 349 00:18:05,518 --> 00:18:07,153 - [Greg] Man, y'all go do it. 350 00:18:07,187 --> 00:18:08,321 You say you want to go to college and be a mechanic, 351 00:18:08,355 --> 00:18:09,289 you go do it, you want to be a lawyer, 352 00:18:09,322 --> 00:18:11,191 you want to go play Pro, do it. 353 00:18:11,224 --> 00:18:13,360 Just have a back up plan, you know what I mean? 354 00:18:13,393 --> 00:18:16,162 I was able to do it, was able to get my degree. 355 00:18:16,196 --> 00:18:18,531 And you know when I was down here, 356 00:18:18,565 --> 00:18:21,601 shoot, I'd be happy if I graduated high school. 357 00:18:21,634 --> 00:18:22,936 Man, y'all put y'all mind to it. 358 00:18:22,969 --> 00:18:24,337 Don't let nobody tell y'all you can't do it, 359 00:18:24,371 --> 00:18:27,273 just 'cause where y'all are, where y'all live. 360 00:18:27,307 --> 00:18:30,176 It's the hood, so what? I'm proud of it. 361 00:18:30,210 --> 00:18:31,611 Y'all do whatever y'all wanna do, man. 362 00:18:31,644 --> 00:18:32,512 - Yeah, that's cool. 363 00:18:32,545 --> 00:18:35,582 - [Greg] Yeah, all right y'all. I'll hola. 364 00:18:37,484 --> 00:18:40,253 (somber music) 365 00:18:48,762 --> 00:18:52,532 - [Howard] There has to be a collective belief system shift. 366 00:18:52,565 --> 00:18:55,635 It's okay to envision something else. 367 00:18:57,637 --> 00:18:59,639 And what is that something else gonna look like? 368 00:18:59,673 --> 00:19:01,541 I don't know. 369 00:19:01,574 --> 00:19:03,410 But this can't be all there is. 370 00:19:03,443 --> 00:19:05,679 Because this doesn't work. 371 00:19:05,712 --> 00:19:08,281 This isn't working for anybody. 372 00:19:08,314 --> 00:19:09,215 (children playing) 373 00:19:09,249 --> 00:19:11,284 - [Greg] I hope they believe me. 374 00:19:13,687 --> 00:19:18,658 ♪ Turning making enough 375 00:19:19,592 --> 00:19:24,397 ♪ Harlem say the little girl 376 00:19:25,398 --> 00:19:29,402 ♪ You fell, you fell, you fell 377 00:19:30,437 --> 00:19:32,272 - [Greg] My little brother, he was working 378 00:19:32,305 --> 00:19:35,208 to do great things with his life. 379 00:19:38,278 --> 00:19:40,513 There was an incident where, 380 00:19:41,581 --> 00:19:44,984 I don't know the ins and outs of it. 381 00:19:45,018 --> 00:19:48,688 But apparently there was a misunderstanding, 382 00:19:50,023 --> 00:19:53,693 and both ended up with firearms in their hands, and, 383 00:19:56,730 --> 00:19:59,833 my little brother caught the short end of the stick. 384 00:19:59,866 --> 00:20:04,437 ♪ Are you able to find your ground ♪ 385 00:20:07,607 --> 00:20:10,744 - What's saddening about that, 386 00:20:10,777 --> 00:20:14,714 besides the fact that my little brother was killed, 387 00:20:14,748 --> 00:20:16,616 is the fact that the last text message I have 388 00:20:16,649 --> 00:20:18,485 in my phone from him 389 00:20:19,619 --> 00:20:21,488 was that he was working to be better. 390 00:20:21,521 --> 00:20:25,625 ♪ I can be a snowflake 391 00:20:25,658 --> 00:20:30,463 ♪ You believe you say you can't believe ♪ 392 00:20:31,865 --> 00:20:34,834 - I think he was a line worker at a restaurant. 393 00:20:34,868 --> 00:20:39,506 And I always tried to challenge him to think beyond that. 394 00:20:39,539 --> 00:20:42,642 Think bigger, because you have the ability to do it. 395 00:20:42,676 --> 00:20:43,710 (door thunks) 396 00:20:43,743 --> 00:20:44,811 But did he... 397 00:20:47,847 --> 00:20:52,652 Did he have somebody showing him that day in and day out? 398 00:20:52,686 --> 00:20:56,756 ♪ Except that you can't be weak ♪ 399 00:20:56,790 --> 00:20:59,325 - It's just the epitome of what goes on in our world, 400 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:01,594 and it's so saddening and so, 401 00:21:03,930 --> 00:21:07,334 so frustrating. ♪ Ooo 402 00:21:09,569 --> 00:21:12,505 - At the same time so motivating. 403 00:21:12,539 --> 00:21:14,541 (players chattering) 404 00:21:14,574 --> 00:21:16,876 (whistle bleats) 405 00:21:16,910 --> 00:21:20,513 What you need, you let me know what you need. 406 00:21:20,547 --> 00:21:23,616 Huh? (players yelling) 407 00:21:23,650 --> 00:21:26,419 For me, coming home meant a lot, 408 00:21:26,453 --> 00:21:29,656 because now I can work with young men and women 409 00:21:29,689 --> 00:21:33,593 who might be at the same crossroads that I was of, 410 00:21:33,626 --> 00:21:36,396 you know, do I focus more on my athletics, 411 00:21:36,429 --> 00:21:38,798 or do I focus more on my education? 412 00:21:38,832 --> 00:21:40,900 So I get a chance to go back 413 00:21:40,934 --> 00:21:43,503 and kind of reconstruct their mind, 414 00:21:43,536 --> 00:21:46,773 and rewire their brains every single day, 415 00:21:46,806 --> 00:21:50,744 to help young men know that, there's more to it. 416 00:21:52,412 --> 00:21:55,648 There's more to you, more to life, 417 00:21:55,682 --> 00:21:58,918 despite what they tell you, despite what 418 00:21:58,952 --> 00:22:01,354 our blinders limit us to. 419 00:22:02,856 --> 00:22:04,724 There's more, there's more, there's more, there's more, 420 00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:07,127 you just got to believe me, just believe me. 421 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:08,762 Here you go, argh. 422 00:22:08,795 --> 00:22:12,699 (plaintive solo violin music) 423 00:23:09,255 --> 00:23:11,991 (traffic roaring) 424 00:23:15,261 --> 00:23:19,466 (groups of people chattering) 425 00:23:19,499 --> 00:23:22,435 - [Sharif] Malcolm X wanted to be a lawyer. 426 00:23:23,536 --> 00:23:25,805 And his teacher, not some outside person, 427 00:23:25,839 --> 00:23:28,675 not someone in a KKK robe, or some judge, 428 00:23:28,708 --> 00:23:31,011 or police officer, his teacher told him, 429 00:23:31,044 --> 00:23:33,980 "No, you're black, you can't be a lawyer." 430 00:23:34,014 --> 00:23:36,850 (kids laughing) 431 00:23:38,051 --> 00:23:41,021 I often think of the millions of black children 432 00:23:41,054 --> 00:23:43,690 who's dreams have been just crushed. 433 00:23:43,723 --> 00:23:45,592 (kids chattering) 434 00:23:45,625 --> 00:23:46,826 - Hey Mom! 435 00:23:46,860 --> 00:23:50,964 (kids chattering and yelling) 436 00:23:50,997 --> 00:23:55,869 - Let's go, you come here. (drowned out) 437 00:23:57,971 --> 00:24:00,073 (crowd conversations echoing in halls) 438 00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:02,809 - [Sharif] So this is Mastery Charter Shoemaker Campus 439 00:24:02,842 --> 00:24:07,547 in Parkside, Carroll Park neighborhood of West Philly. 440 00:24:08,648 --> 00:24:11,785 As a turn around school, this is our 13th year. 441 00:24:11,818 --> 00:24:14,854 (kids chattering) 442 00:24:14,888 --> 00:24:16,990 We're a 95% black school, 443 00:24:17,023 --> 00:24:20,627 and half of our student body are black boys. 444 00:24:20,660 --> 00:24:22,028 - What's up buddy? 445 00:24:23,630 --> 00:24:24,998 - [Sharif] Because I grew up not too far from here, 446 00:24:25,031 --> 00:24:28,768 I understood that anxiety, that angst that a lot 447 00:24:28,802 --> 00:24:30,837 of black boys experience. 448 00:24:30,870 --> 00:24:32,906 - [Teenager] All right you coming? 449 00:24:32,939 --> 00:24:34,040 - Hello guys. 450 00:24:35,742 --> 00:24:39,646 (laughter and voices echoing) 451 00:24:40,914 --> 00:24:41,981 - [Sharif] Five months after graduating 452 00:24:42,015 --> 00:24:45,285 at Indiana University of Pennsylvania 453 00:24:45,318 --> 00:24:47,520 I was shot three times. 454 00:24:49,622 --> 00:24:50,724 I was in the hospital for a month, 455 00:24:50,757 --> 00:24:53,993 they thought they were gonna have to amputate my legs. 456 00:24:54,027 --> 00:24:56,896 It was a pretty traumatic experience. 457 00:24:56,930 --> 00:24:58,765 Yet at the same time I was thinking about 458 00:24:58,798 --> 00:25:01,568 the young man who was a very similar age. 459 00:25:01,601 --> 00:25:04,904 I was 20, he was 19, and what that meant. 460 00:25:05,939 --> 00:25:07,807 And why we had such different paths. 461 00:25:07,841 --> 00:25:09,075 (bell dings) 462 00:25:09,109 --> 00:25:10,043 That's the bell - That's the bell. 463 00:25:10,076 --> 00:25:12,112 - So what I wanted to do was work with students 464 00:25:12,145 --> 00:25:14,881 that were like the young man who shot me. 465 00:25:14,914 --> 00:25:15,815 How you doing? 466 00:25:15,849 --> 00:25:16,683 - What up? 467 00:25:16,716 --> 00:25:17,584 - I heard the bell. 468 00:25:17,617 --> 00:25:18,918 - Yeah? 469 00:25:18,952 --> 00:25:20,053 - People always talking about the achievement gap. 470 00:25:20,086 --> 00:25:24,157 A lot of times for black boys it's an opportunity gap. 471 00:25:25,859 --> 00:25:28,628 And if people actually gave them the opportunity 472 00:25:28,661 --> 00:25:31,331 they would just reach all of their own personal goals, 473 00:25:31,364 --> 00:25:34,067 the community's goals, their family's goals. 474 00:25:34,100 --> 00:25:38,071 And I think too often they're shut out of opportunities. 475 00:25:38,104 --> 00:25:41,775 - [Russlynn] President Bush called it the soft bigotry 476 00:25:41,808 --> 00:25:44,177 of low expectations, right? 477 00:25:44,210 --> 00:25:48,081 That was riddled across America's schools. 478 00:25:48,114 --> 00:25:51,051 When the truth is, it's not so soft. 479 00:25:51,084 --> 00:25:55,622 If we don't believe that students of color, 480 00:25:55,655 --> 00:25:59,125 that African American boys in particular can learn 481 00:25:59,159 --> 00:26:01,961 at the same rate as their peers, 482 00:26:01,995 --> 00:26:05,965 then we don't institute policies, or practices, 483 00:26:05,999 --> 00:26:09,169 then we simply don't teach them to the levels 484 00:26:09,202 --> 00:26:11,838 of which they should learn. 485 00:26:11,871 --> 00:26:14,708 - I'm smart, if you put me in the right situation, 486 00:26:14,741 --> 00:26:16,943 the right testing environment, the right everything, 487 00:26:16,976 --> 00:26:19,779 I will really surprise a lot of people. 488 00:26:19,813 --> 00:26:21,214 - I feel like I have to be better, 489 00:26:21,247 --> 00:26:24,150 even though I feel as though I'm already good enough. 490 00:26:26,219 --> 00:26:29,089 But they want to make you feel even lessor, 491 00:26:29,122 --> 00:26:29,989 so I got to try to bring myself up even more, 492 00:26:30,023 --> 00:26:31,624 which is kind of hard. 493 00:26:32,992 --> 00:26:34,427 - As a black child growing up in America 494 00:26:34,461 --> 00:26:36,229 they are getting bombarded with messages 495 00:26:36,262 --> 00:26:38,865 that you don't matter, you don't belong, 496 00:26:38,898 --> 00:26:40,133 you're worth less. 497 00:26:40,166 --> 00:26:42,769 In that context, we have to work overtime 498 00:26:42,802 --> 00:26:44,170 to make sure that we are countering 499 00:26:44,204 --> 00:26:45,839 that message that they're receiving 500 00:26:45,872 --> 00:26:47,741 about them not being worthy. 501 00:26:47,774 --> 00:26:49,175 - Good job. 502 00:26:49,209 --> 00:26:50,744 - [Sharif] And empower students 503 00:26:50,777 --> 00:26:53,213 to recognize their own humanity. 504 00:26:54,914 --> 00:26:58,718 - [Chawn] It is a peculiar sensation, this double consciousness, 505 00:26:58,752 --> 00:27:00,987 this sense of always looking at oneself 506 00:27:01,021 --> 00:27:03,156 through the eyes of others. 507 00:27:03,189 --> 00:27:06,693 Of measuring one's soul by the tape of a world 508 00:27:06,726 --> 00:27:10,430 that looks on in amused contempt and pity, 509 00:27:10,463 --> 00:27:12,766 W.E.B Dubois. 510 00:27:12,799 --> 00:27:15,969 (soulful guitar music) 511 00:27:17,270 --> 00:27:20,807 - [Shawn] The amount of resources that are needed 512 00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:25,045 to really shift and level the playing field. 513 00:27:25,078 --> 00:27:28,782 When we talk about equity for black men and boys, 514 00:27:28,815 --> 00:27:31,718 I often feel like I'm shooting a BB gun 515 00:27:31,751 --> 00:27:32,986 at a aircraft career. 516 00:27:33,019 --> 00:27:37,724 (upbeat guitar and bass guitar music) 517 00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:43,029 - [Russlynn] We take kids that have less to begin with, 518 00:27:43,063 --> 00:27:45,065 and we turn around and give them less 519 00:27:45,098 --> 00:27:49,803 of everything that makes a difference in public education. 520 00:27:49,836 --> 00:27:52,305 So then we get this burgeoning achievement gap 521 00:27:52,339 --> 00:27:57,177 that starts and shows up as early as entering kindergarten. 522 00:27:57,210 --> 00:27:58,845 - {Dr. John King, Jr.] We're in trouble, 523 00:27:58,878 --> 00:28:01,214 because the majority of our kids are kids of color 524 00:28:01,247 --> 00:28:03,283 in the nation's public schools. 525 00:28:03,316 --> 00:28:06,820 And we just don't do a good enough job making sure 526 00:28:06,853 --> 00:28:09,222 that students of color have access 527 00:28:09,255 --> 00:28:13,259 to the full range of supports necessary to be successful. 528 00:28:13,293 --> 00:28:15,762 And we see the consequences, 529 00:28:15,795 --> 00:28:17,964 the consequences in unemployment, 530 00:28:17,997 --> 00:28:20,233 the consequences in involvement 531 00:28:20,266 --> 00:28:21,868 in the criminal justice system. 532 00:28:21,901 --> 00:28:22,969 - [Russlynn] Quite frankly, that's how this system 533 00:28:23,003 --> 00:28:25,138 was designed to happen. 534 00:28:25,171 --> 00:28:27,140 We don't call it a caste system in this country, 535 00:28:27,173 --> 00:28:30,310 we're too enlightened for that, right? 536 00:28:32,812 --> 00:28:34,848 But when you look at it, 537 00:28:34,881 --> 00:28:38,118 peel back the onions of inequity, systemic, 538 00:28:38,151 --> 00:28:42,322 embedded, pervasive inequity in our school systems. 539 00:28:43,890 --> 00:28:46,526 One can't help but see a caste system 540 00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:48,995 with black boys at the bottom 541 00:28:49,029 --> 00:28:52,766 in almost every community in this country. 542 00:28:55,201 --> 00:28:58,171 - [Sharif] Education was always used as a control feature 543 00:28:58,204 --> 00:28:59,906 of who gets it and who doesn't? 544 00:28:59,939 --> 00:29:03,376 - [Jemele] There was countless educational material, 545 00:29:04,844 --> 00:29:07,914 quote, unquote, that used to try to prove 546 00:29:07,947 --> 00:29:11,851 that slaves, their brain sizes weren't the same. 547 00:29:11,885 --> 00:29:13,286 Everything they could to just reduce them 548 00:29:13,319 --> 00:29:17,023 to being just simply a physical being. 549 00:29:17,057 --> 00:29:20,160 - [Sharif] So a long time ago, who deserved education? 550 00:29:20,193 --> 00:29:23,930 It was the wealthy, landowner and white male. 551 00:29:26,332 --> 00:29:29,169 When you look at today, it's almost the same mindset, 552 00:29:29,202 --> 00:29:31,271 who actually deserves education? 553 00:29:31,304 --> 00:29:32,906 Because if somebody deserves something 554 00:29:32,939 --> 00:29:35,408 then I'm gonna fund it, if I'm the government 555 00:29:35,442 --> 00:29:37,043 I'm gonna fund it. 556 00:29:37,077 --> 00:29:40,613 If I don't think you deserve it, then I don't care. 557 00:29:40,647 --> 00:29:42,916 You get whatever pennies fall your way, 558 00:29:42,949 --> 00:29:46,186 but it's not gonna be a concerted effort to fix things. 559 00:29:46,219 --> 00:29:48,021 And that's how you create power, 560 00:29:48,054 --> 00:29:49,956 that's how you create choices, 561 00:29:49,989 --> 00:29:51,424 that's how you create control. 562 00:29:51,458 --> 00:29:55,962 (low bass ethereal music) 563 00:29:55,995 --> 00:29:58,131 - So right now, independently, silently, 564 00:29:58,164 --> 00:29:59,632 I'm gonna give you one minute. 565 00:29:59,666 --> 00:30:02,402 Please write a summary based on the information 566 00:30:02,435 --> 00:30:06,072 that you have for questions one through five. 567 00:30:06,106 --> 00:30:08,108 Good, I see Maneer getting started, Ray Meet 568 00:30:08,141 --> 00:30:09,342 has already gotten started. 569 00:30:09,376 --> 00:30:11,644 A lot of things are fed to us on purpose 570 00:30:11,678 --> 00:30:15,215 in order to keep you within a box. 571 00:30:15,248 --> 00:30:16,916 I was one of those kids that thought 572 00:30:16,950 --> 00:30:20,620 that football was gonna be my way out. 573 00:30:20,653 --> 00:30:22,355 And then once I became a teacher 574 00:30:22,389 --> 00:30:25,091 I started hearing a lot of my students 575 00:30:25,125 --> 00:30:28,094 only talk about playing sports, being a rapper, 576 00:30:28,128 --> 00:30:30,430 things that are only portrayed in the media. 577 00:30:30,463 --> 00:30:32,899 It wasn't because there was nothing else out there, 578 00:30:32,932 --> 00:30:34,367 but it wasn't being placed in front of them. 579 00:30:34,401 --> 00:30:36,336 They didn't see successful doctors, 580 00:30:36,369 --> 00:30:37,904 they didn't see successful engineers, 581 00:30:37,937 --> 00:30:40,006 they didn't see successful teachers. 582 00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:44,077 - [Howard] And the message that we send to each other so many times 583 00:30:44,110 --> 00:30:49,149 is that being smart, and speaking in complete sentences, 584 00:30:50,016 --> 00:30:52,118 and be aspiring to be educated, 585 00:30:52,152 --> 00:30:55,989 and to be intellectual is anti-black, is inauthentic. 586 00:30:56,022 --> 00:30:56,956 And this is a type of self hatred. 587 00:30:56,990 --> 00:30:59,259 This goes back to the James Baldwin line that 588 00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:01,127 "The most insidious piece of racism 589 00:31:01,161 --> 00:31:04,230 is believing what they say about you." 590 00:31:05,498 --> 00:31:09,135 - [Shawn] America created the greatest marketing campaign 591 00:31:09,169 --> 00:31:12,272 in the minds and hearts of black people 592 00:31:12,305 --> 00:31:16,109 to try and convince us that we were inferior. 593 00:31:17,177 --> 00:31:18,144 - [Sharif] One of the things we talk about 594 00:31:18,178 --> 00:31:19,279 is this windows and mirrors. 595 00:31:19,312 --> 00:31:20,980 A black child in a typical school 596 00:31:21,014 --> 00:31:23,049 in America, they get windows. 597 00:31:23,083 --> 00:31:25,385 From the literature that's put in front of them 598 00:31:25,418 --> 00:31:27,253 from the teacher, from all the messages, 599 00:31:27,287 --> 00:31:29,089 they get windows to other people's world 600 00:31:29,122 --> 00:31:30,423 and like this other world, 601 00:31:30,457 --> 00:31:32,359 these other people are better than you. 602 00:31:32,392 --> 00:31:36,296 Not a shared humanity, but a separate level of humanity. 603 00:31:36,329 --> 00:31:39,466 White children typically get the mirror. 604 00:31:39,499 --> 00:31:42,402 Who's in front of them, the literature that they're read, 605 00:31:42,435 --> 00:31:43,603 the posters on the wall, 606 00:31:43,636 --> 00:31:49,042 everything reinforces their whiteness and their superiority. 607 00:31:50,110 --> 00:31:52,412 - You know who else is going to prom? 608 00:31:52,445 --> 00:31:54,147 - Christa's friend, Bethany? 609 00:31:54,180 --> 00:31:55,081 (digital smack) 610 00:31:55,115 --> 00:31:56,416 - No, Barbie. 611 00:31:56,449 --> 00:31:58,251 (both girls giggling) 612 00:31:58,284 --> 00:31:59,252 - [Chris] There's been different research projects 613 00:31:59,285 --> 00:32:02,255 around children as young as three, four and five 614 00:32:02,288 --> 00:32:03,456 when they pick a doll, 615 00:32:03,490 --> 00:32:06,026 they're picking a white doll or black doll, 616 00:32:06,059 --> 00:32:09,729 the society, because of celebrating and privilegizing, 617 00:32:09,763 --> 00:32:12,098 advantaging the beauty of whiteness. 618 00:32:12,132 --> 00:32:14,501 And then everything dark, or black or brown 619 00:32:14,534 --> 00:32:17,337 is bad and negative. Children, 620 00:32:17,370 --> 00:32:19,005 it doesn't matter what color you are 621 00:32:19,039 --> 00:32:21,441 well then pick up the white doll versus the black doll. 622 00:32:21,474 --> 00:32:24,044 - [Carmelo] For me, I've never been told what 623 00:32:24,077 --> 00:32:26,046 the word black means in America. 624 00:32:26,079 --> 00:32:29,115 It was always, whatever I learned in school 625 00:32:29,149 --> 00:32:33,286 at that point in time was what I knew what black was. 626 00:32:33,319 --> 00:32:36,356 It was one thing, it was slavery. 627 00:32:36,389 --> 00:32:40,326 That was the only thing that we were taught that we knew. 628 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:44,097 And it was almost like that's what they wanted us to know. 629 00:32:44,130 --> 00:32:47,500 - [Russlynn] The week that it was Black History Month, 630 00:32:47,534 --> 00:32:49,536 grabbed two assignments. 631 00:32:51,171 --> 00:32:56,042 One from a district that was serving mostly white kids. 632 00:32:56,076 --> 00:33:00,613 And they were reading the letter from the Birmingham Jail. 633 00:33:00,647 --> 00:33:03,516 And they were, as you might imagine, 634 00:33:03,550 --> 00:33:06,119 engaged in rigorous debate. 635 00:33:09,456 --> 00:33:10,623 The black kids, 636 00:33:12,826 --> 00:33:16,262 in a classroom serving mostly black boys 637 00:33:17,330 --> 00:33:20,033 was told to read that same letter, 638 00:33:21,534 --> 00:33:25,338 and draw a picture, because neatness counts. 639 00:33:27,107 --> 00:33:29,843 You can only imagine what that assignment 640 00:33:29,876 --> 00:33:32,278 looked like when completed. 641 00:33:33,279 --> 00:33:35,448 It was a black man in jail. 642 00:33:37,183 --> 00:33:40,120 - [Teacher] For the next five minutes we're going to label 643 00:33:40,153 --> 00:33:43,390 all of the different places, the regions 644 00:33:44,457 --> 00:33:47,527 and the land forms that are on the slide. 645 00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:51,498 You're going to label those onto your United States map. 646 00:33:51,531 --> 00:33:55,402 You're gonna have five minutes to do so. 647 00:33:55,435 --> 00:33:56,569 You may begin. 648 00:33:58,905 --> 00:34:00,306 - [Dr.John King, Jr.] We really got to tackle this issue 649 00:34:00,340 --> 00:34:02,175 that the majority of our kids are kids of color, 650 00:34:02,208 --> 00:34:04,244 and only 18% of our teachers are teachers of color. 651 00:34:04,277 --> 00:34:07,147 Only 2% of our teachers are African American men. 652 00:34:07,180 --> 00:34:10,850 We need kids of color to see educators of color, 653 00:34:10,884 --> 00:34:13,153 but we also need white kids to see educators 654 00:34:13,186 --> 00:34:15,655 of color leading in their schools and classrooms. 655 00:34:15,689 --> 00:34:19,559 - [Teacher] You're only half way there if you only wrote the fraction. 656 00:34:19,592 --> 00:34:21,194 So you write the fraction, 657 00:34:21,227 --> 00:34:23,363 and then you have to do what with it? 658 00:34:23,396 --> 00:34:25,699 Give a solve, give an answer. 659 00:34:29,469 --> 00:34:31,271 (bell dings) 660 00:34:31,304 --> 00:34:33,473 (crowds chattering) 661 00:34:33,506 --> 00:34:35,175 - [Sharif] Hustle, hustle, hustle. 662 00:34:35,208 --> 00:34:36,242 - [Student] I have to ask a really good question. 663 00:34:36,276 --> 00:34:37,377 - [Sharif] All right. 664 00:34:37,410 --> 00:34:38,311 - [Student] Want to hear the question? 665 00:34:38,345 --> 00:34:39,512 - [Sharif] Well, I want you to go to class, 666 00:34:39,546 --> 00:34:40,447 I don't want you to be late. 667 00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:41,581 Can I catch you- 668 00:34:41,614 --> 00:34:43,249 - [Student] It was real quick question. 669 00:34:43,283 --> 00:34:46,252 - [Sharif] The trauma that a lot of our black boys face 670 00:34:46,286 --> 00:34:48,722 it makes the work more crucial, 671 00:34:49,956 --> 00:34:53,326 it gives us a higher sense of urgency. 672 00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:55,428 - [Student] My mom was like she was in school, 673 00:34:55,462 --> 00:34:58,264 taking us to school, had a job, 674 00:34:58,298 --> 00:35:00,200 but it wasn't like paying her enough. 675 00:35:00,233 --> 00:35:03,136 So we have like, eat what we have. 676 00:35:04,671 --> 00:35:08,675 And we have to take little bits of what we got, 677 00:35:09,743 --> 00:35:12,178 so we can have it for even longer. 678 00:35:12,212 --> 00:35:14,514 - My uncle, he used to come outside 679 00:35:14,547 --> 00:35:17,917 and play football with me all the time. 680 00:35:17,951 --> 00:35:21,521 And then he went to jail, and he died in jail. 681 00:35:21,554 --> 00:35:23,256 Or I think he got killed. 682 00:35:23,289 --> 00:35:25,258 But they never told us why he died. 683 00:35:25,291 --> 00:35:28,395 - My brother, he had passed, he was nine years old. 684 00:35:28,428 --> 00:35:30,397 He had actually shot himself. 685 00:35:30,430 --> 00:35:33,733 He was playing with a gun, I saw it right there. 686 00:35:33,767 --> 00:35:35,935 - [Michael Smith] It's post traumatic stress disorder 687 00:35:35,969 --> 00:35:38,638 that is taking place in communities across this country. 688 00:35:38,672 --> 00:35:41,341 And young people are in this constant state 689 00:35:41,374 --> 00:35:43,343 of fight or flight. 690 00:35:43,376 --> 00:35:45,745 - [Carmelo] You hear about as kids, acting up in school, 691 00:35:45,779 --> 00:35:48,214 he don't go to school, he's dropping out. 692 00:35:48,248 --> 00:35:51,551 It's because they have so much inside of them 693 00:35:51,584 --> 00:35:54,220 that they don't know what to do with that. 694 00:35:54,254 --> 00:35:58,458 And they don't know who to turn to for that. 695 00:35:58,491 --> 00:35:59,993 And then what happens? 696 00:36:00,026 --> 00:36:04,564 You drop out of school, which leads to prison. 697 00:36:04,597 --> 00:36:06,700 The hood, school, prison. 698 00:36:07,734 --> 00:36:09,569 It's like a triangle. 699 00:36:09,602 --> 00:36:12,505 (kids chattering) 700 00:36:17,477 --> 00:36:19,479 - [Chris] We interviewed several thousand African American males 701 00:36:19,512 --> 00:36:21,314 from kindergarten through 12th grade. 702 00:36:21,348 --> 00:36:24,584 80% of black boys said when they were first on campus 703 00:36:24,617 --> 00:36:27,554 the adults on that campus did not engage them, 704 00:36:27,587 --> 00:36:29,589 did not say hello, or speak to them. 705 00:36:29,622 --> 00:36:32,392 When adults would interface with black boys 706 00:36:32,425 --> 00:36:33,626 from kindergarten through 12th grade, 707 00:36:33,660 --> 00:36:35,462 then the response typically was negative. 708 00:36:35,495 --> 00:36:36,429 What are you doing? 709 00:36:36,463 --> 00:36:37,697 Why are you here? You're late. 710 00:36:37,731 --> 00:36:39,466 Pull up your pants, take off your hat. 711 00:36:39,499 --> 00:36:42,435 It was overwhelmingly, over 80%, 712 00:36:42,469 --> 00:36:45,538 the response was a negative response. 713 00:36:48,508 --> 00:36:51,845 - [Sharif] Black boys, their experience from very early on 714 00:36:51,878 --> 00:36:53,747 is around submission. 715 00:36:56,316 --> 00:36:57,851 Something black boys are approached with 716 00:36:57,884 --> 00:37:00,587 just this firmness that's unnecessary 717 00:37:00,620 --> 00:37:03,390 where you have to be controlled in such a way 718 00:37:03,423 --> 00:37:06,760 I got to put my foot in your neck. 719 00:37:06,793 --> 00:37:10,296 (ethereal wavy music) 720 00:37:22,542 --> 00:37:27,347 - [Russlynn] Black male kindergartners are being suspended, 721 00:37:27,380 --> 00:37:29,516 and expelled from our schools 722 00:37:29,549 --> 00:37:32,752 at disproportionately higher rates. 723 00:37:32,786 --> 00:37:35,755 That gap gets wider the longer 724 00:37:35,789 --> 00:37:38,558 our young people are in school. 725 00:37:39,793 --> 00:37:42,495 - [Sharif] A lot of times when people enter the learning space 726 00:37:42,529 --> 00:37:46,833 not feeling that that child is a human being, one, 727 00:37:46,866 --> 00:37:49,436 the child is my equal, two. 728 00:37:50,470 --> 00:37:51,771 If you're not starting with that premise, 729 00:37:51,805 --> 00:37:53,540 then it's very easy to oppress, 730 00:37:53,573 --> 00:37:55,675 it's very easy to think I'm saving you. 731 00:37:55,709 --> 00:37:56,810 And if you don't allow me to save you 732 00:37:56,843 --> 00:37:58,712 I'm gonna punish you. 733 00:38:00,747 --> 00:38:02,515 - [Akeia] It's so scary to have to feel like you have 734 00:38:02,549 --> 00:38:05,652 to exist in those spaces, because how can you? 735 00:38:05,685 --> 00:38:09,089 Because you exist in a world where nobody sees you, 736 00:38:09,122 --> 00:38:10,857 but everybody sees you. 737 00:38:10,890 --> 00:38:13,126 And when they see you, your silhouette doesn't 738 00:38:13,159 --> 00:38:16,363 look like you, it's a monster. 739 00:38:16,396 --> 00:38:18,365 - I went to school in Daytona Beach 740 00:38:18,398 --> 00:38:20,133 when Trayvon Martin happened. 741 00:38:20,166 --> 00:38:22,669 A white couple saw me sitting in my car 742 00:38:22,702 --> 00:38:25,705 on my break from my job, called the police on me. 743 00:38:25,739 --> 00:38:27,741 The police literally snatched me out of my car, 744 00:38:27,774 --> 00:38:29,843 slammed me on the ground. 745 00:38:29,876 --> 00:38:32,712 And when I'm asking like, "Why are you doing this?" 746 00:38:32,746 --> 00:38:33,947 They literally said, "We got a report 747 00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:37,117 of a suspicious black male." 748 00:38:37,150 --> 00:38:40,420 I can't even explain the kind of emotional impact 749 00:38:40,453 --> 00:38:42,455 that had on my because after the fact, 750 00:38:42,489 --> 00:38:43,923 I literally was just sitting in my car. 751 00:38:43,957 --> 00:38:47,560 And I was like, I literally did nothing. 752 00:38:47,594 --> 00:38:49,596 I didn't have to do anything. 753 00:38:49,629 --> 00:38:51,531 - I have so many questions like why? 754 00:38:51,564 --> 00:38:52,432 - What did I do? 755 00:38:52,465 --> 00:38:53,600 (boys laughing) 756 00:38:53,633 --> 00:38:55,468 - How did my presence offend you? 757 00:38:55,502 --> 00:38:56,636 - [Teenager] You generalized me, already. 758 00:38:56,670 --> 00:38:58,838 - Yeah, how does my presence offend you? 759 00:38:58,872 --> 00:39:00,507 What did I personally do? 760 00:39:00,540 --> 00:39:02,742 You immediately think I'm a bad person, 761 00:39:02,776 --> 00:39:03,743 you immediately think I'm violent, 762 00:39:03,777 --> 00:39:05,412 or loud, or vulgar. 763 00:39:05,445 --> 00:39:07,580 - Especially me, it might be a little different. 764 00:39:07,614 --> 00:39:08,548 - Why do you say that? 765 00:39:08,581 --> 00:39:10,450 - 'Cause I'm the big, black man in the room. 766 00:39:10,483 --> 00:39:11,618 - Bro, we're dark skinned dudes. 767 00:39:11,651 --> 00:39:12,786 - True, true. 768 00:39:12,819 --> 00:39:15,855 - We all hang with dark skinned males. 769 00:39:15,889 --> 00:39:18,525 - The big black man of America. 770 00:39:18,558 --> 00:39:20,627 It gets deeper, it gets real deep. 771 00:39:20,660 --> 00:39:21,761 - How deep? 772 00:39:21,795 --> 00:39:22,762 - Like this morning, for an example. 773 00:39:22,796 --> 00:39:23,897 - Yeah. 774 00:39:23,930 --> 00:39:26,199 - I'm walking with my headphones in, listening to music. 775 00:39:26,232 --> 00:39:27,534 - [Boy in White Sweater] Yeah, yeah, yeah. 776 00:39:27,567 --> 00:39:31,204 - A lot of white females walk past me, 777 00:39:31,237 --> 00:39:32,505 and it's like they're on their guard, 778 00:39:32,539 --> 00:39:33,840 they're holding their purse like this. 779 00:39:33,873 --> 00:39:34,941 - You've seen it? 780 00:39:34,974 --> 00:39:37,644 - Yeah, face-to-face. - That happens on the regular. 781 00:39:37,677 --> 00:39:39,479 - And I'm just like, 782 00:39:40,947 --> 00:39:42,916 for what, for what? 783 00:39:42,949 --> 00:39:45,452 - I'm not a big, violent guy, 784 00:39:45,485 --> 00:39:48,521 people have to understand that. 785 00:39:48,555 --> 00:39:50,890 I'm very loving and caring. 786 00:39:50,924 --> 00:39:53,793 And people are looking at me like I'm a threat. 787 00:39:53,827 --> 00:39:55,762 - Yeah, I dig that. - I used to wear glasses, 788 00:39:55,795 --> 00:39:57,997 because it makes you an approachable dude, right? 789 00:39:58,031 --> 00:39:59,666 - You used to wear them fake glasses? 790 00:39:59,699 --> 00:40:02,902 - Yeah, and I didn't even have to wear glasses. 791 00:40:04,537 --> 00:40:07,574 I had to go out of my way to make people feel comfortable 792 00:40:07,607 --> 00:40:09,009 that I'd never meet again. 793 00:40:09,042 --> 00:40:11,478 - Yeah, and I'm tired, I get tired of that, 794 00:40:11,511 --> 00:40:12,612 you know what I'm saying? 795 00:40:12,645 --> 00:40:15,749 Why do I have to make you feel comfortable about me, 796 00:40:15,782 --> 00:40:16,683 when I'm not coming in- 797 00:40:16,716 --> 00:40:17,984 - We in the same situation. 798 00:40:18,018 --> 00:40:19,686 - I'm not coming in with no mal intent. 799 00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:22,689 I'm not coming in with no type of ill will. 800 00:40:22,722 --> 00:40:25,792 - [Duane] I'm tired of having to be intentional 801 00:40:25,825 --> 00:40:28,561 just to show that my hands are clean. 802 00:40:28,595 --> 00:40:29,863 That's fatiguing. 803 00:40:30,930 --> 00:40:33,600 I'm tired of stepping on an elevator, 804 00:40:33,633 --> 00:40:35,902 and having people have to literally clinch. 805 00:40:35,935 --> 00:40:37,704 We have to think about our blackness 806 00:40:37,737 --> 00:40:41,274 in every intersection of our lives, 807 00:40:41,307 --> 00:40:43,576 be it a black musician. 808 00:40:43,610 --> 00:40:45,278 - I feel insecure. 809 00:40:45,311 --> 00:40:46,012 - [Interviewer] You feel what? 810 00:40:46,046 --> 00:40:47,013 - Insecure. 811 00:40:48,982 --> 00:40:51,051 I didn't do anything to you. 812 00:40:51,084 --> 00:40:53,053 You might have seen somebody else do something. 813 00:40:53,086 --> 00:40:54,754 But you don't know me, so. 814 00:40:54,788 --> 00:40:56,623 - We just met. 815 00:40:56,656 --> 00:40:58,758 - We didn't even meet, that's the craziest part. 816 00:40:58,792 --> 00:41:02,295 - I don't even know your name, first impression, I don't even know your name and you're clutching your purse, 817 00:41:02,328 --> 00:41:03,296 walking all fast 818 00:41:03,329 --> 00:41:04,698 - Walking with your head down. 819 00:41:04,731 --> 00:41:06,700 - Exactly, you don't even know who I am. 820 00:41:06,733 --> 00:41:08,268 Sometimes you have to take it in 821 00:41:08,301 --> 00:41:10,637 and just accept it how it is. 822 00:41:10,670 --> 00:41:11,805 (hand clapping and guitar music) 823 00:41:11,838 --> 00:41:13,640 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world. ♪ 824 00:41:13,673 --> 00:41:15,875 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world. ♪ 825 00:41:15,909 --> 00:41:18,011 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world. ♪ 826 00:41:18,044 --> 00:41:19,913 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world. ♪ 827 00:41:19,946 --> 00:41:21,581 - [Jemele] There's a reason why Ralph Ellison wrote 828 00:41:21,614 --> 00:41:23,717 about being "The Invisible Man." 829 00:41:23,750 --> 00:41:26,820 Because that's just a reality, I think, 830 00:41:26,853 --> 00:41:28,588 for black boys in general. 831 00:41:28,621 --> 00:41:31,291 You see that you have the power to create 832 00:41:31,324 --> 00:41:34,994 a level of fear and hysteria in white people 833 00:41:35,929 --> 00:41:38,765 that will jeopardize your life. 834 00:41:38,798 --> 00:41:40,767 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world ♪ 835 00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:42,902 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world ♪ 836 00:41:42,936 --> 00:41:45,772 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world ♪ 837 00:41:45,805 --> 00:41:49,909 - [Dr.Edwards] I was walking down the street with a walking cane 838 00:41:49,943 --> 00:41:53,680 in a neighborhood I'd lived in for 35 years. 839 00:41:53,713 --> 00:41:57,150 And all of a sudden I'm facing eight squad cars, 840 00:41:57,183 --> 00:41:59,586 police jumping out with guns drawn, 841 00:41:59,619 --> 00:42:01,821 because some white woman 842 00:42:01,855 --> 00:42:03,823 looked out her window and said, 843 00:42:03,857 --> 00:42:07,894 "There's a huge black man in dark glasses 844 00:42:07,927 --> 00:42:11,831 brandishing a rifle walking down the street." 845 00:42:11,865 --> 00:42:14,968 - [Malcolm] As a black man to see a white woman afraid of you 846 00:42:15,001 --> 00:42:19,039 is one of the most terrifying things there is, because 847 00:42:19,072 --> 00:42:23,076 history will tell you how highly regarded 848 00:42:23,109 --> 00:42:25,378 the white woman is in America. 849 00:42:25,412 --> 00:42:28,982 And people have been hung and lynched just 850 00:42:30,116 --> 00:42:32,952 in the name of protecting white women. 851 00:42:32,986 --> 00:42:35,088 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world ♪ 852 00:42:35,121 --> 00:42:37,657 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world ♪ 853 00:42:37,691 --> 00:42:41,628 ♪ I'm a black man in a white world ♪ 854 00:42:41,661 --> 00:42:45,632 - [Sonia] So when you see fear in a white woman's eyes? 855 00:42:48,101 --> 00:42:48,935 - [Tyron] It hurts. 856 00:42:50,437 --> 00:42:53,606 It hurts, it hurts so bad, I can't. 857 00:42:54,774 --> 00:42:57,410 That's hard to talk about. 858 00:42:57,444 --> 00:43:01,147 Cause it is different between boys and girls. 859 00:43:03,016 --> 00:43:06,820 Let's save that till the end, how about that? 860 00:43:09,155 --> 00:43:12,025 - [Dr. Bristol] I think it's the way that the American eye 861 00:43:12,058 --> 00:43:15,395 has been socially constructed to see black men. 862 00:43:15,428 --> 00:43:17,864 (intense digital slam) 863 00:43:17,897 --> 00:43:20,133 And so it's not only white women. 864 00:43:20,166 --> 00:43:21,701 It's all of us that have participated 865 00:43:21,735 --> 00:43:24,137 in this American project, right? 866 00:43:24,170 --> 00:43:27,207 - [Gerald Dessus] I want you to take a look at some of those stereotypes, 867 00:43:27,240 --> 00:43:29,743 like the one about Latino men and women, 868 00:43:29,776 --> 00:43:31,878 the one about black men, 869 00:43:31,911 --> 00:43:33,880 some of the ones about white men and women, 870 00:43:33,913 --> 00:43:35,215 and Asian men and women. 871 00:43:35,248 --> 00:43:37,217 I want us to look at those stereotypes. 872 00:43:37,250 --> 00:43:39,219 Look at the comments. 873 00:43:39,252 --> 00:43:41,821 And start to think, are these stereotypes negative, 874 00:43:41,855 --> 00:43:44,457 are they positives here? 875 00:43:44,491 --> 00:43:48,895 Do I agree with them? Do I disagree with them? 876 00:43:48,928 --> 00:43:51,231 This time we're not gonna take our sticky notes. 877 00:43:51,264 --> 00:43:52,766 We're just going with our groups 878 00:43:52,799 --> 00:43:55,802 and we're gonna have those conversations. 879 00:43:55,835 --> 00:43:59,072 - [Sharif] The approach to education has to include social justice. 880 00:43:59,105 --> 00:44:02,842 It has to prepare students to enter the world 881 00:44:02,876 --> 00:44:04,144 where there is no cocoon, 882 00:44:04,177 --> 00:44:08,181 there is no real protection for students of color. 883 00:44:08,214 --> 00:44:12,285 We can't operate a school and ignore the realities 884 00:44:12,318 --> 00:44:15,055 that are occurring on a daily basis. 885 00:44:15,088 --> 00:44:18,692 (somber orchestral music) 886 00:44:23,963 --> 00:44:28,735 This is sacred work, we can't falter, we just can't. 887 00:44:28,768 --> 00:44:33,106 Their very lives are dependent on it, mostly our own. 888 00:44:33,139 --> 00:44:36,843 (somber orchestral music) 889 00:44:42,282 --> 00:44:45,885 - [Malcolm] This world built by men for men to protect them. 890 00:44:45,919 --> 00:44:48,888 Holy war, say amen with aggression. 891 00:44:49,789 --> 00:44:51,024 Throwin' money out of pocket, 892 00:44:51,057 --> 00:44:51,991 getting intercepted. 893 00:44:52,025 --> 00:44:56,062 Kaepernick could stand and never get respected. 894 00:44:56,096 --> 00:44:58,965 They were writing history books down in Texas. 895 00:44:58,998 --> 00:45:00,300 See their systems getting bigger 896 00:45:00,333 --> 00:45:02,202 when you're asking questions. 897 00:45:02,235 --> 00:45:04,204 Who am I to call myself a blessing, 898 00:45:04,237 --> 00:45:06,973 if the god in my is constantly getting arrested. 899 00:45:07,007 --> 00:45:09,242 The darker the berry, the darker the sentence. 900 00:45:09,275 --> 00:45:13,513 I too sing America, so don't tell me to pipe down, 901 00:45:13,546 --> 00:45:17,117 or sit at a table my granny used to wipe down, uh! 902 00:45:17,150 --> 00:45:20,020 Fuck a system less it come with sin. 903 00:45:20,053 --> 00:45:22,555 Look at all the dead bodies laying on the ground. 904 00:45:22,589 --> 00:45:25,258 But still we rise like Maya Angelou, 905 00:45:25,291 --> 00:45:27,961 step outside playing D'Angelo. 906 00:45:27,994 --> 00:45:30,130 Chicago smile for Timbuk Two, 907 00:45:30,163 --> 00:45:33,566 not many avenues for us to live up to, so what you want? 908 00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:35,969 Benjamin or Aretha Franklin? 909 00:45:36,002 --> 00:45:40,073 Respect on your name or a couple great faces, uh. 910 00:45:42,175 --> 00:45:46,279 (elevated train engines roaring) 911 00:46:05,899 --> 00:46:08,868 - [Malcolm] My name is Malcolm Xavier London. 912 00:46:10,270 --> 00:46:12,605 When my mother was pregnant with me 913 00:46:12,639 --> 00:46:16,209 she watched Denzel Washington as Malcolm X. 914 00:46:17,077 --> 00:46:19,012 And in the theater she said, 915 00:46:19,045 --> 00:46:21,181 "That's gonna be the name of my son." 916 00:46:21,214 --> 00:46:24,017 (elevated trains roaring) 917 00:46:24,050 --> 00:46:25,585 (kids playing) 918 00:46:25,618 --> 00:46:29,122 Baby shoes we only got 2Cs, 4C, 10C, 11C. 919 00:46:34,361 --> 00:46:38,631 And the youth sizes we got 6 1/2 or 7 Youth. 920 00:46:38,665 --> 00:46:40,200 Those are the only sizes we got left, 921 00:46:40,233 --> 00:46:42,969 and I'm so very sorry from the bottom of my heart. 922 00:46:43,003 --> 00:46:44,437 We've been trying to organize this. 923 00:46:44,471 --> 00:46:46,439 It's a lot of shoes, it's a lot of people. 924 00:46:46,473 --> 00:46:49,275 But we will be doing this again. 925 00:46:50,944 --> 00:46:52,379 I grew up on the west side of Chicago, 926 00:46:52,412 --> 00:46:56,082 which is both all the things we hear in the news, 927 00:46:56,116 --> 00:46:58,852 and there's also so much more. 928 00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:04,290 The things the world told me about where I was from 929 00:47:04,324 --> 00:47:06,860 make you not love yourself, 930 00:47:08,161 --> 00:47:10,930 and make you question your own existence, 931 00:47:10,964 --> 00:47:13,366 and the capabilities of the people around you 932 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,135 and even yourself. 933 00:47:16,503 --> 00:47:19,172 I'm gonna give you a question. 934 00:47:19,205 --> 00:47:22,142 Person A, person B, I'm gonna give you a question. 935 00:47:22,175 --> 00:47:25,311 I want person A to ask person B this question 936 00:47:25,345 --> 00:47:27,113 over and over again. 937 00:47:27,147 --> 00:47:29,983 The person B it's your job to give 938 00:47:30,016 --> 00:47:31,918 a different answer every time. 939 00:47:31,951 --> 00:47:34,454 And the question is, who are you? 940 00:47:36,056 --> 00:47:36,923 - Who are you? 941 00:47:36,956 --> 00:47:37,457 - A rapper. 942 00:47:37,490 --> 00:47:38,358 - Who are you? 943 00:47:38,391 --> 00:47:39,259 - A black man. 944 00:47:39,292 --> 00:47:40,126 - Who are you? 945 00:47:40,160 --> 00:47:41,027 - Ambitious teen. 946 00:47:41,061 --> 00:47:41,928 - Who are you? 947 00:47:41,961 --> 00:47:42,462 - A hard worker. 948 00:47:42,495 --> 00:47:43,363 - A little kid. 949 00:47:43,396 --> 00:47:44,264 - Always alone. 950 00:47:44,297 --> 00:47:45,231 - Class clown. 951 00:47:45,265 --> 00:47:46,132 - High school graduate. 952 00:47:46,166 --> 00:47:47,000 - Optimistic. 953 00:47:47,033 --> 00:47:47,967 - Lost. 954 00:47:48,001 --> 00:47:48,935 - Human. - Troubled. 955 00:47:48,968 --> 00:47:50,303 - Ambitious. - Broken. 956 00:47:51,237 --> 00:47:52,672 - Who are you? 957 00:47:52,706 --> 00:47:55,308 - Ah. (laughs) 958 00:47:56,443 --> 00:47:59,012 - Shortly after Trayvon Martin was killed. 959 00:47:59,045 --> 00:48:00,513 I had a mentor come up with 960 00:48:00,547 --> 00:48:03,450 this idea called Occupy Whiteness. 961 00:48:05,051 --> 00:48:07,120 And we would go around the city 962 00:48:07,153 --> 00:48:11,958 where folks who look like us traditionally weren't welcomed. 963 00:48:11,991 --> 00:48:15,028 Now there's no sign in Chicago 964 00:48:15,061 --> 00:48:17,964 that says no blacks allowed, right? 965 00:48:17,997 --> 00:48:20,700 But there is an aura. (laughs) 966 00:48:20,734 --> 00:48:24,404 And there is a policing that happens 967 00:48:24,437 --> 00:48:28,441 that make you feel like you're not welcome there. 968 00:48:28,475 --> 00:48:31,311 And so we would go to the art museum, 969 00:48:31,344 --> 00:48:33,980 or the expensive restaurant downtown, 970 00:48:34,014 --> 00:48:35,448 and just be black as fuck. 971 00:48:35,482 --> 00:48:39,486 ♪ (unintelligible lyrics) 972 00:48:39,519 --> 00:48:42,188 - [Vic] I was in London performing 973 00:48:42,222 --> 00:48:46,526 and it was the week that both Alton Sterling 974 00:48:46,559 --> 00:48:48,328 was killed in Baton Rouge, 975 00:48:48,361 --> 00:48:53,366 and Philando Castile was killed outside of Minneapolis. 976 00:48:54,501 --> 00:48:57,037 And I'm in the hotel room and I just had 977 00:48:57,070 --> 00:48:59,539 this extreme emotional breakdown, 978 00:48:59,572 --> 00:49:02,008 and I'm just fucking sobbing, 979 00:49:02,042 --> 00:49:04,344 and I can't keep it together. 980 00:49:05,445 --> 00:49:08,114 I feel filthy, I feel dirty for being black. 981 00:49:08,148 --> 00:49:10,350 I mean I was having nightmares. 982 00:49:10,383 --> 00:49:12,118 I couldn't sleep, I'm having nightmares 983 00:49:12,152 --> 00:49:15,555 the police are shooting at me in the alleyway. 984 00:49:15,588 --> 00:49:17,357 (car clicks) 985 00:49:17,390 --> 00:49:20,360 - [Officer] Can I see your license, please? 986 00:49:20,393 --> 00:49:22,095 Get out of the car, get out of the car! 987 00:49:22,128 --> 00:49:25,031 (gunfire popping) 988 00:49:26,433 --> 00:49:30,103 Get on the ground! Get on the ground! 989 00:49:30,136 --> 00:49:32,138 - [Malcolm] My mom used to talk to me about, 990 00:49:32,172 --> 00:49:36,242 yo don't behave this certain way around police. 991 00:49:36,276 --> 00:49:37,811 Do x, y and z. 992 00:49:37,844 --> 00:49:41,247 And the only space for my identity was to be perfect. 993 00:49:41,281 --> 00:49:44,217 And if I was not perfect, I could die. 994 00:49:44,250 --> 00:49:45,285 - [Motorist] I just got my license. 995 00:49:45,318 --> 00:49:47,487 You said get my license. 996 00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:50,323 I grabbed my license right there, that's my license! 997 00:49:50,357 --> 00:49:51,257 - [Officer] Put your hands behind your back, 998 00:49:51,291 --> 00:49:52,258 put your hands behind your back. 999 00:49:52,292 --> 00:49:53,259 Put your hands behind your back. 1000 00:49:53,293 --> 00:49:55,328 Put your hands behind your back! 1001 00:49:55,362 --> 00:49:56,796 - [Motorist] I can't feel my legs. 1002 00:49:56,830 --> 00:49:58,131 I don't know what happened, I just grabbed my license. 1003 00:49:58,164 --> 00:50:00,467 - [Officer] 866 I need a 1052. 1004 00:50:00,500 --> 00:50:03,269 - [Motorist] Why did you, why did you shoot me? 1005 00:50:03,303 --> 00:50:06,072 (easy going acoustic guitar) 1006 00:50:06,106 --> 00:50:08,808 - [Dr. Edwards] Slavery was eliminated. 1007 00:50:08,842 --> 00:50:13,279 But much of the values, the cultural sentiments, 1008 00:50:13,313 --> 00:50:15,548 the political dispositions, 1009 00:50:15,582 --> 00:50:20,453 the perceptions of threat from black males has persisted. 1010 00:50:22,555 --> 00:50:26,359 The control mechanism has simply gone 1011 00:50:26,393 --> 00:50:29,429 from the slave master to the police. 1012 00:50:31,331 --> 00:50:35,435 (man singing in foreign language) 1013 00:50:35,468 --> 00:50:38,672 - [Cris] People say, "Well man, are you still scared 1014 00:50:38,705 --> 00:50:39,572 of the police?" 1015 00:50:39,606 --> 00:50:41,307 Absolutely. 1016 00:50:41,341 --> 00:50:43,443 Don't have a police record. 1017 00:50:43,476 --> 00:50:46,279 Have a significant amount of money in my pocket, 1018 00:50:46,312 --> 00:50:49,616 don't owe anyone, haven't done anything. 1019 00:50:49,649 --> 00:50:52,585 But I've been raised to know better. 1020 00:50:52,619 --> 00:50:54,154 I've seen too many visuals, 1021 00:50:54,187 --> 00:50:55,522 I've seen too many truths played out. 1022 00:50:55,555 --> 00:50:58,525 Not myths, truths played out. 1023 00:50:58,558 --> 00:51:03,129 (man singing in foreign language) 1024 00:51:03,163 --> 00:51:06,866 (light guitar music) 1025 00:51:06,900 --> 00:51:11,237 (man singing in foreign language) 1026 00:51:20,714 --> 00:51:24,617 And I can either be 12 years old in Middletown, Ohio 1027 00:51:24,651 --> 00:51:28,521 in the projects, or I could be on 42nd Street 1028 00:51:29,723 --> 00:51:32,692 on the platform catching the damn D train. 1029 00:51:32,726 --> 00:51:36,663 And I'm just as black now as I was then. 1030 00:51:36,696 --> 00:51:41,201 (man singing in foreign language) 1031 00:51:47,774 --> 00:51:51,211 (light guitar music) 1032 00:51:52,278 --> 00:51:56,349 (man singing in foreign language) 1033 00:51:59,352 --> 00:52:01,621 - [Vic] We feel vulnerability as black men, 1034 00:52:01,654 --> 00:52:05,525 because we've been under attack from day one. 1035 00:52:07,994 --> 00:52:10,430 So weakness is to be feared. 1036 00:52:12,665 --> 00:52:16,736 (man singing in foreign language) 1037 00:52:20,407 --> 00:52:22,475 - [Malcolm] Why you talk like that? 1038 00:52:24,611 --> 00:52:27,280 With fake bass in your voice? 1039 00:52:28,448 --> 00:52:30,417 Like you got foundation. 1040 00:52:30,450 --> 00:52:32,419 Why you talk like that? 1041 00:52:33,687 --> 00:52:38,258 Speak up like police lights on street posts, up like that. 1042 00:52:39,526 --> 00:52:43,763 Like surveillance, like coffee, black but not strong 1043 00:52:44,998 --> 00:52:47,701 like they like they coffee integrated, 1044 00:52:47,734 --> 00:52:52,238 obeying the cream, talk like a playground in your lungs. 1045 00:52:52,272 --> 00:52:54,808 See your tongue crisp and crossed 1046 00:52:54,841 --> 00:52:58,411 like you momma done raised you on crucifixion. 1047 00:52:58,445 --> 00:53:03,216 Like you know she pray you never come home in a coffin. 1048 00:53:05,652 --> 00:53:08,755 (train roaring and rattling) 1049 00:53:08,788 --> 00:53:12,359 (kids playing) 1050 00:53:12,392 --> 00:53:15,729 - Hey you all. - This is so many feet. 1051 00:53:15,762 --> 00:53:17,263 (father laughs) 1052 00:53:17,297 --> 00:53:18,465 - Easiest way to get down is from the way 1053 00:53:18,498 --> 00:53:19,532 that I just went down. 1054 00:53:19,566 --> 00:53:20,734 - No I don't want to do that. 1055 00:53:20,767 --> 00:53:22,802 - Okay. - It's easy. 1056 00:53:22,836 --> 00:53:24,504 - All right, you ready? 1057 00:53:24,537 --> 00:53:25,605 - Grab me. 1058 00:53:25,638 --> 00:53:27,674 You got to get up. 1059 00:53:27,707 --> 00:53:30,343 Yay! - See, I told you. 1060 00:53:30,377 --> 00:53:31,478 You did it! I told you you could do it. 1061 00:53:31,511 --> 00:53:33,480 Oh. (laughs) 1062 00:53:33,513 --> 00:53:35,615 (mother laughs) - That was so funny. 1063 00:53:35,648 --> 00:53:37,450 - Okay high now. 1064 00:53:37,484 --> 00:53:38,518 - Whoa! - Oh. 1065 00:53:38,551 --> 00:53:39,619 - Blah, blah, blah. 1066 00:53:39,652 --> 00:53:41,855 - Okay. - This thing got big. 1067 00:53:41,888 --> 00:53:44,758 - I've had nightmares, I've had day nightmares, 1068 00:53:44,791 --> 00:53:46,559 you know, dreaming. 1069 00:53:46,593 --> 00:53:49,796 Not only do we worry about their physical safety, 1070 00:53:49,829 --> 00:53:52,732 but we worry about them being in a classroom 1071 00:53:52,766 --> 00:53:56,636 where they're already being defined as deviant, 1072 00:53:56,670 --> 00:53:58,772 they're already being defined as criminal. 1073 00:53:58,805 --> 00:54:02,375 They're already being defined as not, 1074 00:54:02,409 --> 00:54:05,478 potentially not having the same intellectual capacity 1075 00:54:05,512 --> 00:54:07,681 as their white classmates. 1076 00:54:07,714 --> 00:54:10,083 So their emotional and their intellectual selves 1077 00:54:10,116 --> 00:54:12,686 are also at harm, you know? 1078 00:54:12,719 --> 00:54:15,522 (train roaring) 1079 00:54:18,124 --> 00:54:19,759 (kids playing) 1080 00:54:19,793 --> 00:54:23,329 - Nope, watch out for the baby, Camari! 1081 00:54:23,363 --> 00:54:27,300 (kids playing and screeching) 1082 00:54:29,369 --> 00:54:31,104 - Sorry. (laughs) 1083 00:54:31,137 --> 00:54:32,472 He is going kind of fast. 1084 00:54:32,505 --> 00:54:35,675 - Yeah, a little bit. (laughs) 1085 00:54:35,709 --> 00:54:37,677 - Everywhere I go, people are always like, 1086 00:54:37,711 --> 00:54:41,481 "You know your son, he's like a beam of light." 1087 00:54:41,514 --> 00:54:43,783 Anytime that I can hear that, 1088 00:54:43,817 --> 00:54:47,554 counters anytime where I feel fearful. 1089 00:54:47,587 --> 00:54:48,521 - Watch out! 1090 00:54:48,555 --> 00:54:49,622 - [Young Mother] She's so independent, too. 1091 00:54:49,656 --> 00:54:51,458 She's not intimidated. 1092 00:54:51,491 --> 00:54:53,893 (boys yelling) 1093 00:54:54,894 --> 00:54:56,429 - I lay down. 1094 00:54:56,463 --> 00:54:58,865 (kids playing) 1095 00:55:01,768 --> 00:55:04,604 (train roaring) 1096 00:55:09,476 --> 00:55:12,379 - [Malcolm] Where I come from cats commit crimes a lot 1097 00:55:12,412 --> 00:55:13,947 because they have to, or they feel like 1098 00:55:13,980 --> 00:55:16,516 they have no other choice. 1099 00:55:16,549 --> 00:55:20,820 - [Vic] We've been assigned to these areas that are poorly funded. 1100 00:55:20,854 --> 00:55:22,655 The schools are not funded the same way 1101 00:55:22,689 --> 00:55:24,491 that the white schools are. 1102 00:55:24,524 --> 00:55:27,761 Access to clean food and infrastructure, 1103 00:55:28,762 --> 00:55:30,597 filling up the potholes doesn't happen 1104 00:55:30,630 --> 00:55:32,966 the same way in our communities. 1105 00:55:32,999 --> 00:55:35,402 - [Malcolm] And I always felt like if people knew 1106 00:55:35,435 --> 00:55:37,671 that it's a revolving door, 1107 00:55:37,704 --> 00:55:42,509 my education was subpar, and then I sold drugs. 1108 00:55:42,542 --> 00:55:45,945 And now I got arrested and then couldn't get a job. 1109 00:55:45,979 --> 00:55:51,384 If they could hear this story they could change it. 1110 00:55:52,218 --> 00:55:53,620 But then you learn that the world 1111 00:55:53,653 --> 00:55:55,955 isn't just not listening, 1112 00:55:55,989 --> 00:55:59,592 but they're deliberately not listening. 1113 00:55:59,626 --> 00:56:03,596 - [Dr. Edwards] These young black men are not born like that. 1114 00:56:04,664 --> 00:56:07,634 This society puts them in a situation 1115 00:56:07,667 --> 00:56:10,537 where that becomes a patterned, 1116 00:56:10,570 --> 00:56:12,772 coping mechanism for survival. 1117 00:56:16,810 --> 00:56:17,711 - [Conan] I remember someone distinctively in my life. 1118 00:56:19,245 --> 00:56:20,747 I was in 7th grade. 1119 00:56:20,780 --> 00:56:23,550 And a young man that was in the 7th grade with me, 1120 00:56:23,583 --> 00:56:25,719 and he got into a neighborhood fight, 1121 00:56:25,752 --> 00:56:27,554 and he ended up getting killed. 1122 00:56:27,587 --> 00:56:29,856 (ethereal music) 1123 00:56:29,889 --> 00:56:33,660 And so we went from playing basketball as young men, 1124 00:56:33,693 --> 00:56:36,463 to now knowing that we could really be hurt 1125 00:56:36,496 --> 00:56:38,832 and never come back from that. 1126 00:56:40,567 --> 00:56:43,603 And so at that moment it was like a shift for me, 1127 00:56:43,636 --> 00:56:46,806 because I did not want to be in those circumstances, 1128 00:56:46,840 --> 00:56:48,675 and I didn't want to be hung. 1129 00:56:48,708 --> 00:56:50,844 And so I adapted to that 1130 00:56:50,877 --> 00:56:53,580 and became more dangerous as a youth. 1131 00:56:53,613 --> 00:56:58,051 And my life took on a trajectory of its own because of that. 1132 00:56:58,084 --> 00:57:01,955 (echoing digital music) 1133 00:57:01,988 --> 00:57:02,922 - [Student] I live through this, and the only thing they do 1134 00:57:04,257 --> 00:57:06,860 they sit on this block and we do all this stuff 1135 00:57:06,893 --> 00:57:09,596 that we do, 'cause that's the only thing we saw. 1136 00:57:09,629 --> 00:57:11,698 Nine times out of 10 it's really not what you want, 1137 00:57:11,731 --> 00:57:14,634 but sometimes at a certain point in time 1138 00:57:14,668 --> 00:57:18,672 you're already caught up in it, you can't get out. 1139 00:57:18,705 --> 00:57:21,741 There ain't no runnin' away from the streets. 1140 00:57:22,909 --> 00:57:23,843 - Are we like lions in a cage? 1141 00:57:23,877 --> 00:57:24,811 Say it's two lions in a cage. 1142 00:57:24,844 --> 00:57:28,615 Me and my brother, I'm gonna find a way to eat. 1143 00:57:28,648 --> 00:57:29,849 So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna hurt 1144 00:57:29,883 --> 00:57:31,584 my brother so I can eat. 1145 00:57:31,618 --> 00:57:32,919 And it's like, oh they see it on the outside 1146 00:57:32,952 --> 00:57:33,920 that's the only thing we're portrayed on 1147 00:57:33,953 --> 00:57:35,522 on the news, like we're violent. 1148 00:57:35,555 --> 00:57:37,924 - The problem in this case is the cage. 1149 00:57:37,957 --> 00:57:39,859 Like when you're in the cage, you're a lion, 1150 00:57:39,893 --> 00:57:41,895 you're big, you need your space. 1151 00:57:41,928 --> 00:57:43,530 There's nothing you can do about the other one, 1152 00:57:43,563 --> 00:57:44,731 you're gonna have to fight them. 1153 00:57:44,764 --> 00:57:46,733 Nobody's considering why they're getting pushed 1154 00:57:46,766 --> 00:57:49,602 to the projects, and why they have to act the way they do. 1155 00:57:49,636 --> 00:57:52,839 - [Carmelo] You're growing up, you're in those neighborhoods, 1156 00:57:52,872 --> 00:57:56,876 seeing alcoholics, seeing drug addicts, seeing murders. 1157 00:57:56,910 --> 00:57:59,612 And you have these feelings that's so consumed 1158 00:57:59,646 --> 00:58:02,682 and so tight inside of a little boy. 1159 00:58:03,750 --> 00:58:05,618 And you become a product of that environment, 1160 00:58:05,652 --> 00:58:07,854 and everybody around you is kind of dealing 1161 00:58:07,887 --> 00:58:09,622 with the same thing. 1162 00:58:09,656 --> 00:58:10,924 - [Vic] And then we grow into adulthood 1163 00:58:10,957 --> 00:58:13,760 and the kids' fights start escalating 1164 00:58:13,793 --> 00:58:15,929 into people getting shot at, people getting stabbed, 1165 00:58:15,962 --> 00:58:17,097 people getting killed. 1166 00:58:17,130 --> 00:58:18,698 You've got a whole bunch of resentful 1167 00:58:18,732 --> 00:58:19,933 young, black men that have just 1168 00:58:19,966 --> 00:58:23,570 been mentally pummeled their whole life. 1169 00:58:24,704 --> 00:58:26,806 And the worst has been expected of them, 1170 00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:29,642 and everybody becomes a victim. 1171 00:58:30,877 --> 00:58:34,547 - [Dr. Edwards] There were 14 and 15 year old kids that I knew 1172 00:58:35,615 --> 00:58:37,017 who were going down and picking out 1173 00:58:37,050 --> 00:58:39,352 the clothes that they wanted to be buried in. 1174 00:58:39,386 --> 00:58:40,920 - [Interviewer] What is it like 1175 00:58:40,954 --> 00:58:44,124 to go to a funeral at such a young age? 1176 00:59:04,010 --> 00:59:05,045 - [Malcolm] I think... 1177 00:59:11,117 --> 00:59:12,018 I don't 1178 00:59:13,253 --> 00:59:18,591 know if I've interrogated my own trauma enough to tell you. 1179 00:59:22,729 --> 00:59:25,832 (strong piano music) 1180 00:59:27,667 --> 00:59:30,670 what I noticed is that in the world, 1181 00:59:30,704 --> 00:59:32,806 how it responds to death. 1182 00:59:33,907 --> 00:59:37,744 And where I'm from, there isn't much of one. 1183 00:59:42,849 --> 00:59:46,720 I think for me it was recognizing that oh, shit, 1184 00:59:46,753 --> 00:59:48,822 nobody cares when we die. 1185 00:59:50,023 --> 00:59:53,993 (low bass beats music) 1186 00:59:54,027 --> 00:59:55,729 - [Reporter] Are you surprised that you guys 1187 00:59:55,762 --> 00:59:59,799 eventually decided not to go to the White House? 1188 01:00:02,902 --> 01:00:05,171 What aren't we listening to? 1189 01:00:09,175 --> 01:00:12,212 - [Malcolm] You started see these images over and over. 1190 01:00:12,245 --> 01:00:14,748 You have people losing their lives at the hand of police. 1191 01:00:14,781 --> 01:00:17,217 And it was in 2016 with Philando Castile, 1192 01:00:17,250 --> 01:00:20,887 and Alton Sterling, that it was just enough was enough. 1193 01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:23,256 (light music) 1194 01:00:23,289 --> 01:00:26,793 I wanted to know how do I, as an athlete use my platform, 1195 01:00:26,826 --> 01:00:28,895 a voice to draw attention to these things 1196 01:00:28,928 --> 01:00:32,165 and be a bridge to reconcile this thing. 1197 01:00:34,801 --> 01:00:36,803 - [Carmelo] During the Freddie Gray situation, 1198 01:00:36,836 --> 01:00:39,239 well I first saw him, oh I have to do something, right? 1199 01:00:39,272 --> 01:00:42,809 Let me see what I can do by my presence, 1200 01:00:42,842 --> 01:00:45,779 by my influence, by my voice. 1201 01:00:45,812 --> 01:00:47,047 (crowds yelling) 1202 01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:49,115 (easy going piano music) 1203 01:00:49,149 --> 01:00:51,151 And I get there and you can feel, 1204 01:00:51,184 --> 01:00:53,253 you can feel the tension. 1205 01:00:54,754 --> 01:00:56,723 You can feel the death. 1206 01:00:57,957 --> 01:00:59,893 It felt like I was in a cloud. 1207 01:00:59,926 --> 01:01:02,228 Just a dark, dark, dark space. 1208 01:01:04,798 --> 01:01:06,499 That's what I felt by being there. 1209 01:01:06,533 --> 01:01:09,002 I also felt that being on that front line 1210 01:01:09,035 --> 01:01:11,805 with my community, those people felt 1211 01:01:11,838 --> 01:01:13,173 that I was a part of them. 1212 01:01:13,206 --> 01:01:16,242 And I will forever be a part of them. 1213 01:01:18,311 --> 01:01:19,913 - [Chris] It was right after Charlottesville, 1214 01:01:19,946 --> 01:01:22,115 and I just decided, hey I got to do something. 1215 01:01:22,148 --> 01:01:23,817 Malc, do you mind if I put my arm around you during 1216 01:01:23,850 --> 01:01:26,186 the anthem, I don't want to steal your spotlight. 1217 01:01:26,219 --> 01:01:27,487 I don't want to be center stage, 1218 01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:29,089 I want to be there with you. 1219 01:01:29,122 --> 01:01:31,124 And just tell you that hey a lot of people 1220 01:01:31,157 --> 01:01:33,093 that look like me, we can be there, 1221 01:01:33,126 --> 01:01:36,129 and we agree with what you're protesting. 1222 01:01:36,162 --> 01:01:37,897 - [Jemele] Only think that Colin Kaepernick 1223 01:01:37,931 --> 01:01:40,233 and other black athletes have said, 1224 01:01:40,266 --> 01:01:42,202 "Please just don't shoot us." 1225 01:01:42,235 --> 01:01:45,038 That's literally the basis of the message. 1226 01:01:45,071 --> 01:01:47,774 Don't shoot us while we're unarmed. 1227 01:01:47,807 --> 01:01:49,876 Don't beat us when we're unarmed. 1228 01:01:49,909 --> 01:01:51,945 Don't physically violate us in ways 1229 01:01:51,978 --> 01:01:55,048 when we're unarmed, or do so in a way 1230 01:01:56,316 --> 01:02:00,120 that is so overly physical, and out of bounds compared 1231 01:02:00,153 --> 01:02:03,123 to how you deal with other citizens. 1232 01:02:03,156 --> 01:02:05,058 They're just asking for dignity, 1233 01:02:05,091 --> 01:02:08,094 and fairness and accountability. 1234 01:02:08,128 --> 01:02:11,331 Which you would think all of us would want. 1235 01:02:11,364 --> 01:02:15,001 - [Malcolm} James Baldwin said, "To be a negro in this country 1236 01:02:15,035 --> 01:02:20,006 and to be relatively conscious means that you are enraged 1237 01:02:20,607 --> 01:02:22,008 almost all the time." 1238 01:02:23,076 --> 01:02:23,943 - [Carmelo] We've been angry for long. 1239 01:02:25,378 --> 01:02:30,083 And we're angry because of the notion that we do love. 1240 01:02:31,184 --> 01:02:32,118 We love our community. 1241 01:02:32,152 --> 01:02:36,022 We love our black boys and our black girls. 1242 01:02:36,056 --> 01:02:39,159 - [Dr. Edwards] When Malcolm Jenkins raises a fist, 1243 01:02:39,192 --> 01:02:41,294 when Kaepernick takes a knee during the playing 1244 01:02:41,327 --> 01:02:44,197 of the National Anthem, when Smith and Carlos raise 1245 01:02:44,230 --> 01:02:48,902 a fist during the playing of the National Anthem. 1246 01:02:48,935 --> 01:02:51,938 That's not against the National Anthem, 1247 01:02:51,971 --> 01:02:55,108 that's a statement of faith in America 1248 01:02:57,010 --> 01:02:59,979 that we're better than what we are doing. 1249 01:03:00,013 --> 01:03:02,182 That we better than what black people 1250 01:03:02,215 --> 01:03:04,951 and black males are experiencing. 1251 01:03:04,984 --> 01:03:07,320 That we are better than that. 1252 01:03:10,056 --> 01:03:12,926 - [Malcolm] Using your voice seems like a simple concept. 1253 01:03:12,959 --> 01:03:15,195 But we've also, as black men, 1254 01:03:15,228 --> 01:03:19,065 have seen tons of examples of what that can bring you. 1255 01:03:19,099 --> 01:03:21,901 And there is a danger to that. 1256 01:03:21,935 --> 01:03:24,037 And it's the old trick is those who actually 1257 01:03:24,070 --> 01:03:26,306 have the knowledge, and self awareness 1258 01:03:26,339 --> 01:03:28,208 that you speak up and fight up. 1259 01:03:28,241 --> 01:03:30,310 And you have to get rid of those people. 1260 01:03:30,343 --> 01:03:34,080 (crowds screaming) 1261 01:03:34,114 --> 01:03:37,250 - [Howard] The effect is to silence the player. 1262 01:03:38,218 --> 01:03:39,953 Because now you can't speak. 1263 01:03:39,986 --> 01:03:41,287 - Throwing this in the fire, 1264 01:03:41,321 --> 01:03:44,991 because Colin Kaepernick is now the face of Nike. 1265 01:03:45,025 --> 01:03:47,360 - [Howard] You see what happens to Colin Kaepernick and Eric Reed. 1266 01:03:47,394 --> 01:03:51,097 You saw what happened when players challenge 1267 01:03:51,131 --> 01:03:53,400 this authoritarian narrative. 1268 01:03:54,934 --> 01:03:57,037 They lose their jobs, they lose their careers. 1269 01:03:57,070 --> 01:03:58,905 (dramatic bass beats music) 1270 01:03:58,938 --> 01:04:01,908 - [Reporter] Could you hold it up again? We couldn't see it. 1271 01:04:01,941 --> 01:04:03,410 (dramatic bass beats music) 1272 01:04:03,443 --> 01:04:05,912 - [Reporter] What aren't we listening to? 1273 01:04:05,945 --> 01:04:06,880 (dramatic bass beats music) 1274 01:04:06,913 --> 01:04:08,348 - [Malcolm] When I say you aren't listening, 1275 01:04:08,381 --> 01:04:11,084 it's because I don't want to talk about things 1276 01:04:11,117 --> 01:04:12,252 that don't matter. 1277 01:04:14,087 --> 01:04:18,324 And everything is asked except for why are you protesting? 1278 01:04:19,959 --> 01:04:21,261 They'll ask you, "What do you think about the troops?" 1279 01:04:21,294 --> 01:04:23,263 (dramatic, strong bass beats music) 1280 01:04:23,296 --> 01:04:25,432 It's not about the troops, it's about systemic racism, 1281 01:04:25,465 --> 01:04:28,201 it's about a lack of education, a lack of equal housing. 1282 01:04:28,234 --> 01:04:29,936 Well, what do you think about Trump? 1283 01:04:29,969 --> 01:04:31,271 (dramatic, strong bass beats music) 1284 01:04:31,304 --> 01:04:32,172 It has nothing to do with him. 1285 01:04:32,205 --> 01:04:34,974 It's all about our criminal justice system, 1286 01:04:35,008 --> 01:04:37,977 systemic racism, our school systems. 1287 01:04:38,011 --> 01:04:40,013 And then they'll continue to go down this road, 1288 01:04:40,046 --> 01:04:45,051 and the conversation is about everything but these issues. 1289 01:04:46,119 --> 01:04:47,420 And so, when I say you aren't listening, 1290 01:04:47,454 --> 01:04:50,023 it's trying to force people to deal 1291 01:04:50,056 --> 01:04:53,393 with what is actually happening to real Americans 1292 01:04:53,426 --> 01:04:55,295 on a daily basis. 1293 01:04:55,328 --> 01:04:59,065 (intense bass drum music) 1294 01:05:01,067 --> 01:05:04,504 - [Malcolm] So, I believe that all the things that we are, 1295 01:05:04,537 --> 01:05:07,474 from our history to where we live, 1296 01:05:09,042 --> 01:05:11,177 it impacts us, it influences us. 1297 01:05:11,211 --> 01:05:15,715 And so I want you to write, I am, or I come from. 1298 01:05:15,749 --> 01:05:18,318 Essentially I want you to tell me who you are, 1299 01:05:18,351 --> 01:05:20,220 and where you come from. 1300 01:05:20,253 --> 01:05:23,323 And then we'll read around if you would all like 1301 01:05:23,356 --> 01:05:25,158 for 10, 15 minutes. 1302 01:05:32,032 --> 01:05:33,299 - I come from the city of pain 1303 01:05:33,333 --> 01:05:35,101 where it's kill or be killed, 1304 01:05:35,135 --> 01:05:37,070 where it barely snow, but it rain. 1305 01:05:37,103 --> 01:05:39,239 Corner junkies smell like liquor and beer. 1306 01:05:39,272 --> 01:05:41,274 (chuckles) That's all I wrote. 1307 01:05:41,307 --> 01:05:44,144 - I come from people drinking and smoking outside. 1308 01:05:44,177 --> 01:05:47,113 I am a band of builders churches and schools. 1309 01:05:47,147 --> 01:05:49,783 I am mom's meatloaf and mashed potatoes. 1310 01:05:49,816 --> 01:05:53,219 I come from a broken family. I am a felon. 1311 01:05:53,253 --> 01:05:55,789 I come from selfishness. I am a weapon. 1312 01:05:55,822 --> 01:05:57,357 - Where you come from? 1313 01:05:57,390 --> 01:06:00,093 I come from poverty in all honesty, 1314 01:06:00,126 --> 01:06:03,229 the neighborhood and the city that's incriminated. 1315 01:06:03,263 --> 01:06:04,230 Where you come from? 1316 01:06:04,264 --> 01:06:05,498 The brains of the projects 1317 01:06:05,532 --> 01:06:07,600 and in a low income two flats. 1318 01:06:07,634 --> 01:06:09,069 Where you come from? 1319 01:06:09,102 --> 01:06:10,570 Englewood, a place of sorrow, 1320 01:06:10,603 --> 01:06:13,173 where some people don't see tomorrow. 1321 01:06:13,206 --> 01:06:15,775 Where I come from is a good with bad intensions 1322 01:06:15,809 --> 01:06:19,379 and influences on different dimensions. 1323 01:06:19,412 --> 01:06:22,148 - I still can recall the night when my bloods died, 1324 01:06:22,182 --> 01:06:25,318 my eyes stay red like hot fries. 1325 01:06:25,352 --> 01:06:27,821 Even underwater I couldn't stop crying, 1326 01:06:27,854 --> 01:06:30,590 was healthy, but you can't tell me I was not dyin'. 1327 01:06:30,623 --> 01:06:33,460 Picked up a pen back then and I ain't stopped writing. 1328 01:06:33,493 --> 01:06:36,129 And I am no rug, I am not lying, 1329 01:06:36,162 --> 01:06:37,130 took a step on on that ladder 1330 01:06:37,163 --> 01:06:38,498 and I haven't stopped climbing. 1331 01:06:38,531 --> 01:06:41,468 Was healthy, but you can tell me I was knocked down. 1332 01:06:41,501 --> 01:06:43,470 Growing up, everybody was friends, 1333 01:06:43,503 --> 01:06:46,272 later we separated like Siamese twins. 1334 01:06:46,306 --> 01:06:48,475 And I'll be damned if they say leak or fake, 1335 01:06:48,508 --> 01:06:51,644 I just want to feel my family put a smile on my face. 1336 01:06:51,678 --> 01:06:54,414 Slipping, but I got to hold on. 1337 01:06:54,447 --> 01:06:55,615 How are you allowed to hate? 1338 01:06:55,648 --> 01:06:58,518 That an oxymoron, so please everybody. 1339 01:06:58,551 --> 01:07:00,553 I would need four arms just trying to find my way 1340 01:07:00,587 --> 01:07:02,522 in this world with no OnStar. 1341 01:07:02,555 --> 01:07:04,824 I'm on my ground, so I pray you're on yours. 1342 01:07:04,858 --> 01:07:07,160 They sleeping on me, but I don't mind the snores, 1343 01:07:07,193 --> 01:07:10,397 'cause no matter what I'm gonna rap my city it's on the map, 1344 01:07:10,430 --> 01:07:13,400 so they gonna respect my city 'cause it's Chiraq. 1345 01:07:13,433 --> 01:07:15,568 To the death my city, brain damage will make 1346 01:07:15,602 --> 01:07:17,437 me forget my city. 1347 01:07:17,470 --> 01:07:20,106 Can't stop the hustle til I'm famous at deaf people 1348 01:07:20,140 --> 01:07:22,175 while saying my verses in sign language. 1349 01:07:22,208 --> 01:07:24,377 And everybody with me gonna eat when I make it, 1350 01:07:24,411 --> 01:07:27,113 so then all the criticism, give it, I don't take it. 1351 01:07:27,147 --> 01:07:28,481 This is truth music. 1352 01:07:28,515 --> 01:07:30,483 No lies included, that's me. 1353 01:07:30,517 --> 01:07:31,618 (people snapping their fingers) 1354 01:07:31,651 --> 01:07:35,221 - Hey go crazy, bro. - Hey dig. 1355 01:07:35,255 --> 01:07:36,589 (classmates clapping) 1356 01:07:36,623 --> 01:07:39,592 (crosstalk) 1357 01:07:39,626 --> 01:07:41,261 I was hoping you had something dope 1358 01:07:41,294 --> 01:07:42,862 on all them pieces of paper. 1359 01:07:42,896 --> 01:07:45,465 He was right. - He put me right. 1360 01:07:45,498 --> 01:07:47,600 (guys laughing) 1361 01:07:47,634 --> 01:07:50,337 (train roars) 1362 01:08:06,453 --> 01:08:08,254 - [Interviewer] I have a question. 1363 01:08:08,288 --> 01:08:10,357 Have any of you ever cried at a movie? 1364 01:08:10,390 --> 01:08:12,258 - (laughs) Yes, I did. 1365 01:08:12,292 --> 01:08:14,494 I cried when I went to go see "Coco." 1366 01:08:14,527 --> 01:08:16,229 - I heard about it. - Yeah. 1367 01:08:16,262 --> 01:08:17,364 - Which part? 1368 01:08:17,397 --> 01:08:20,266 - The last part, you know the granny she never talked. 1369 01:08:20,300 --> 01:08:21,501 She was just out of it. 1370 01:08:21,534 --> 01:08:22,502 - Oh when she was singing, "I remember me." 1371 01:08:22,535 --> 01:08:23,370 - And then when they give. 1372 01:08:23,403 --> 01:08:24,204 Yeah. - Okay, yeah. 1373 01:08:24,237 --> 01:08:26,172 ♪ Remember me. 1374 01:08:26,206 --> 01:08:28,908 And she starting singing with the grandson. 1375 01:08:28,942 --> 01:08:30,577 It's sad- - The way he did it, 1376 01:08:30,610 --> 01:08:32,312 the way he did it was definitely hard. 1377 01:08:32,345 --> 01:08:35,348 - I was literally emotional, I was like, (crying). 1378 01:08:35,382 --> 01:08:39,185 - And the ugly cry, just have the Michael Jordan going. 1379 01:08:39,219 --> 01:08:43,390 - When I saw "Coco" that was emotional I mean, 1380 01:08:43,423 --> 01:08:44,524 what can I say? - Like people told me 1381 01:08:44,557 --> 01:08:45,692 it made me cry, I didn't believe them. 1382 01:08:45,725 --> 01:08:47,527 - Anyone with a heart should cry to that. 1383 01:08:47,560 --> 01:08:50,196 Like should shed a tear at least. 1384 01:08:50,230 --> 01:08:51,398 I hope nobody at school sees this. 1385 01:08:51,431 --> 01:08:52,499 (boy laughing) - You're trippin' now. 1386 01:08:52,532 --> 01:08:56,302 - They are. (everyone laughs) 1387 01:08:57,437 --> 01:09:00,774 (windchimes tinkling) 1388 01:09:00,807 --> 01:09:02,642 - I'll sit my butt right here, thank you very much. 1389 01:09:02,676 --> 01:09:04,210 - [Instructor] Well talk about Blank Panther. 1390 01:09:04,244 --> 01:09:06,680 So what did that movie mean to you? 1391 01:09:06,713 --> 01:09:09,683 - Hey! The first time, we were, who? 1392 01:09:09,716 --> 01:09:10,717 - I saw it in Seattle. 1393 01:09:10,750 --> 01:09:11,718 - We were in Seattle. 1394 01:09:11,751 --> 01:09:13,553 - We see the text open 1992. 1395 01:09:13,586 --> 01:09:16,423 - Oh! We went wild that was crazy, 1396 01:09:16,456 --> 01:09:18,291 because we know where it's at! 1397 01:09:18,324 --> 01:09:21,661 We know the area and we know it's Oakland. 1398 01:09:23,263 --> 01:09:25,298 I mean, I thought it was beautiful. 1399 01:09:25,331 --> 01:09:27,434 - Yeah. - It showed the equality 1400 01:09:27,467 --> 01:09:29,602 that everybody had, you know? 1401 01:09:29,636 --> 01:09:31,304 There wasn't no division, everybody went together. 1402 01:09:31,338 --> 01:09:32,372 Now he did have that one cousin, 1403 01:09:32,405 --> 01:09:33,573 but he was from America. 1404 01:09:33,606 --> 01:09:35,508 - Oh he was. (boys laughing) 1405 01:09:35,542 --> 01:09:37,544 - You had that one cousin. (laughs) 1406 01:09:37,577 --> 01:09:41,581 - When you think about it the key motto just represented, 1407 01:09:41,614 --> 01:09:44,517 if a child does not feel the warmth of a village 1408 01:09:44,551 --> 01:09:47,587 he'll burn the village down to feel warm. 1409 01:09:47,620 --> 01:09:49,522 So- - I heard about it. 1410 01:09:50,623 --> 01:09:53,526 - That really connected to me. - That's deep. 1411 01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:55,295 - It was just anger every time he spoke, 1412 01:09:55,328 --> 01:09:56,429 whether it was to T'Challa, 1413 01:09:56,463 --> 01:09:58,765 whether to say, "Hey, Auntie," whether it was to Zuri, 1414 01:09:58,798 --> 01:10:00,266 or the people who are tending 1415 01:10:00,300 --> 01:10:01,668 to the Garden of the Heart-Shaped. 1416 01:10:01,701 --> 01:10:03,703 It was always anger. 1417 01:10:03,737 --> 01:10:05,538 It wasn't directly towards them it was just towards 1418 01:10:05,572 --> 01:10:08,008 the world for taking away his only sense of love, 1419 01:10:08,041 --> 01:10:09,476 which was his father. 1420 01:10:09,509 --> 01:10:13,546 - [Interviewer] How many of you have single moms? 1421 01:10:18,685 --> 01:10:20,820 - We sort of talked about earlier like, 1422 01:10:20,854 --> 01:10:22,489 if you could tell the world right now 1423 01:10:22,522 --> 01:10:25,759 what black boys need in this moment, 1424 01:10:25,792 --> 01:10:27,794 what do you think it is? 1425 01:10:28,795 --> 01:10:30,397 - [Student] Guidance. 1426 01:10:30,430 --> 01:10:31,398 - Guidance. 1427 01:10:32,365 --> 01:10:34,501 From whom? - Other men. 1428 01:10:34,534 --> 01:10:36,369 - [Student] All right from each other. 1429 01:10:36,403 --> 01:10:38,038 - I think maybe a mentor. 1430 01:10:38,071 --> 01:10:39,673 A lot of kids 1431 01:10:39,706 --> 01:10:41,441 they start out bad already because of 1432 01:10:41,474 --> 01:10:42,876 the neighborhoods that they grew up in. 1433 01:10:42,909 --> 01:10:45,745 But that could still, I believe the younger kids 1434 01:10:45,779 --> 01:10:47,080 that they had mentoring by the right people 1435 01:10:47,113 --> 01:10:49,049 they could still like grow up. 1436 01:10:49,082 --> 01:10:51,584 Like not have the world is right now. 1437 01:10:51,618 --> 01:10:53,319 Because they be giving up on the young kids. 1438 01:10:53,353 --> 01:10:54,754 As soon as they hit like 8, 9, they be like, 1439 01:10:54,788 --> 01:10:57,524 well, he gonna be in jail when he get out 1440 01:10:57,557 --> 01:10:59,092 of elementary school, high school. 1441 01:10:59,125 --> 01:11:01,394 So I feel that they didn't give up on us so bad, 1442 01:11:01,428 --> 01:11:03,430 we had a lot more mentor programs, a lot of kids 1443 01:11:03,463 --> 01:11:05,532 it's be changed and different. 1444 01:11:05,565 --> 01:11:07,367 - I don't know I just say 1445 01:11:07,400 --> 01:11:10,070 they probably need a father figure in their life. 1446 01:11:10,103 --> 01:11:11,604 Maybe someone that could mentor them, 1447 01:11:11,638 --> 01:11:14,674 like he said to help them, I don't know. 1448 01:11:14,708 --> 01:11:18,445 (elegant slow, piano music) 1449 01:11:23,683 --> 01:11:26,820 - [Shawn] The beauty of mentoring, it's really about relationship. 1450 01:11:26,853 --> 01:11:31,624 And at the heart of what we all need in our development 1451 01:11:33,660 --> 01:11:37,597 is a healthy relationship with a caring adult. 1452 01:11:38,932 --> 01:11:41,801 - [Dr. John King, Jr.] I distinctly remember in kindergarten 1453 01:11:42,969 --> 01:11:46,573 kids teasing me about my skin color, 1454 01:11:46,606 --> 01:11:48,641 saying that I was dirty. 1455 01:11:50,744 --> 01:11:54,414 And I remember coming home to tell my mom that. 1456 01:11:54,447 --> 01:11:58,718 And my favorite cereal was Cinnamon Life cereal, 1457 01:11:58,752 --> 01:12:01,588 and my mom told me that I was cinnamon. 1458 01:12:01,621 --> 01:12:03,923 And I remember being so happy. 1459 01:12:05,525 --> 01:12:08,628 And it was important that she took this moment 1460 01:12:08,661 --> 01:12:11,464 of being harassed and teased, 1461 01:12:11,498 --> 01:12:14,134 and tried to give me a positive self identity. 1462 01:12:14,167 --> 01:12:17,537 And I worry that some kids don't have someone 1463 01:12:17,570 --> 01:12:18,738 who's doing that for them, 1464 01:12:18,772 --> 01:12:21,641 helping them build positive identity. 1465 01:12:21,675 --> 01:12:25,478 (elegant classical piano music) 1466 01:12:25,512 --> 01:12:27,914 If you don't have that then you end up internalizing 1467 01:12:27,947 --> 01:12:30,917 that racism, that bias from others. 1468 01:12:32,719 --> 01:12:36,523 (kids and parents laughing) 1469 01:12:37,824 --> 01:12:40,760 - It's vulnerable, it is vulnerable for us too, 1470 01:12:40,794 --> 01:12:44,898 because we know that to raise black boys that are, 1471 01:12:44,931 --> 01:12:47,567 that express their emotions, right, 1472 01:12:47,600 --> 01:12:49,769 or that cry when they're sad. 1473 01:12:49,803 --> 01:12:52,539 Or have all the spectrum of joy, 1474 01:12:52,572 --> 01:12:54,507 then that means that they're open to all 1475 01:12:54,541 --> 01:12:56,776 the things that other folks are gonna say. 1476 01:12:56,810 --> 01:12:57,744 - Yeah. 1477 01:12:57,777 --> 01:13:00,647 - They're open to the harm and the harsh words 1478 01:13:00,680 --> 01:13:02,949 and actions of other people. 1479 01:13:03,850 --> 01:13:07,687 (slow, elegant piano music) 1480 01:13:11,491 --> 01:13:13,660 - [Interviewer] So, if you're willing 1481 01:13:13,693 --> 01:13:15,995 I want to return to this 1482 01:13:16,029 --> 01:13:18,698 idea of a white female's fear. 1483 01:13:21,067 --> 01:13:22,535 - Yeah, okay. 1484 01:13:24,804 --> 01:13:26,506 So my mom's white. 1485 01:13:28,775 --> 01:13:31,978 I go home everyday I see a white woman. 1486 01:13:33,046 --> 01:13:37,017 A white woman raised me, washed my clothes, 1487 01:13:37,050 --> 01:13:40,687 picked me off the ground whenever I fell. 1488 01:13:40,720 --> 01:13:41,821 That will hug and tell me she loves me 1489 01:13:41,855 --> 01:13:43,823 every time she sees me. 1490 01:13:54,067 --> 01:13:58,004 I guess you could say general energy projected 1491 01:13:59,272 --> 01:14:02,842 from white women that don't know me, just, 1492 01:14:04,577 --> 01:14:06,913 I see this fear in their eyes. 1493 01:14:08,748 --> 01:14:11,718 This fear that I can't imagine that 1494 01:14:13,687 --> 01:14:17,290 a black boy has incited in her before, 1495 01:14:17,323 --> 01:14:20,860 so why does she look at me like that? 1496 01:14:20,894 --> 01:14:24,831 It's just so hard to talk, to open up to them. 1497 01:14:26,766 --> 01:14:30,804 Just how I've just perceived them perceiving me. 1498 01:14:33,306 --> 01:14:37,844 And I've just, it's just so different from my mom. 1499 01:14:37,877 --> 01:14:40,814 I never scare her, she's my mother. 1500 01:14:41,915 --> 01:14:42,882 - [Interviewer] What do you want to say 1501 01:14:42,916 --> 01:14:44,918 to the black boy in you? 1502 01:14:46,853 --> 01:14:48,621 - I forgive myself. 1503 01:14:49,923 --> 01:14:53,526 I forgive myself for giving up at times. 1504 01:14:54,594 --> 01:14:56,896 For believing what the people said about me, 1505 01:14:56,930 --> 01:14:59,599 I forgive myself, you know? (sniffing) 1506 01:14:59,632 --> 01:15:00,533 Because 1507 01:15:01,601 --> 01:15:04,571 there's nothing wrong with me. 1508 01:15:04,604 --> 01:15:05,672 I was told something was wrong with me, 1509 01:15:05,705 --> 01:15:08,908 there's nothing wrong with me. (sniffs) 1510 01:15:08,942 --> 01:15:10,844 And not to be ashamed. 1511 01:15:12,712 --> 01:15:15,648 There's nothing wrong with us. 1512 01:15:15,682 --> 01:15:19,352 - [Shawn] It's not black boys that really have to change, 1513 01:15:19,386 --> 01:15:24,124 or be the one responsible for changing this nation. 1514 01:15:24,157 --> 01:15:27,027 This country needs to put the mirror up 1515 01:15:27,060 --> 01:15:29,929 and do the changing, and until that happens, 1516 01:15:29,963 --> 01:15:31,865 we're still gonna be having this conversation. 1517 01:15:31,898 --> 01:15:35,669 (easy going digital music) 1518 01:15:36,903 --> 01:15:38,605 - [Chris] We're passing this stuff on from generation, 1519 01:15:38,638 --> 01:15:40,140 to generation, to generation. 1520 01:15:40,173 --> 01:15:43,677 It's reinforced in every institution, every system, 1521 01:15:43,710 --> 01:15:45,812 every structure in this country. 1522 01:15:45,845 --> 01:15:48,181 So we have to think about in this process 1523 01:15:48,214 --> 01:15:50,850 of creating the discourse and building trust, 1524 01:15:50,884 --> 01:15:52,152 a way of healing. 1525 01:15:52,185 --> 01:15:53,787 - [Interviewer] What is white people's part 1526 01:15:53,820 --> 01:15:55,789 of the conversation? 1527 01:15:55,822 --> 01:15:57,957 - Yeah, I mean it would great if they joined it. 1528 01:15:57,991 --> 01:15:59,392 (laughs) Just in general it'd be great 1529 01:15:59,426 --> 01:16:02,362 if white people just joined the conversation. 1530 01:16:02,395 --> 01:16:05,098 - [Chris] I think a lot of people are actually feeling like 1531 01:16:05,131 --> 01:16:07,000 if they acknowledge some of these things, 1532 01:16:07,033 --> 01:16:09,736 then they're guilty, like they did something wrong. 1533 01:16:09,769 --> 01:16:10,870 You didn't do anything wrong. 1534 01:16:10,904 --> 01:16:16,076 The only thing wrong that you could do is ignore it. 1535 01:16:17,177 --> 01:16:18,712 - I think it's okay to acknowledge that 1536 01:16:18,745 --> 01:16:21,081 there is no simple answer. 1537 01:16:21,114 --> 01:16:23,917 And that love says I don't know, 1538 01:16:25,719 --> 01:16:28,221 but I'm committed to finding out. 1539 01:16:29,756 --> 01:16:32,659 I can see the complicated history. 1540 01:16:33,760 --> 01:16:37,864 And that because I love you, I won't ignore it. 1541 01:16:37,897 --> 01:16:41,768 (low bass beats music) 1542 01:16:41,801 --> 01:16:45,972 - [Interviewer] What do you love about yourself? 1543 01:16:46,006 --> 01:16:48,742 - What up? Well I got a few parts of me. 1544 01:16:48,775 --> 01:16:50,010 - Let me make a list. 1545 01:16:50,043 --> 01:16:52,779 - Let's see, one thing I love about myself 1546 01:16:52,812 --> 01:16:54,981 is the boldness that I have 1547 01:16:56,216 --> 01:16:59,219 to not allow what people think about me 1548 01:16:59,252 --> 01:17:01,788 determine what I'm gonna be. 1549 01:17:01,821 --> 01:17:04,190 So that's the part of me that I do love. 1550 01:17:04,224 --> 01:17:07,694 The fact that I know how to push through the storm. 1551 01:17:07,727 --> 01:17:10,263 And allow the storm to elevate me to where I need to be. 1552 01:17:10,296 --> 01:17:12,232 You know, it's like a eagle. 1553 01:17:12,265 --> 01:17:14,034 I view myself as a eagle. 1554 01:17:14,067 --> 01:17:17,003 - Talk about spirit animals. 1555 01:17:17,037 --> 01:17:19,973 - Eagles are the highest flying birds. 1556 01:17:20,006 --> 01:17:22,142 But they can see the ground so clear 1557 01:17:22,175 --> 01:17:23,243 as if they're on the ground. 1558 01:17:23,276 --> 01:17:24,911 - Yeah. 1559 01:17:24,944 --> 01:17:27,814 - So it's like for me I take that as I can soar high 1560 01:17:27,847 --> 01:17:30,083 over my situation, you know? 1561 01:17:30,116 --> 01:17:31,885 But see what it could it have been. 1562 01:17:31,918 --> 01:17:32,819 - [Friend In White Shirt] Yeah you always have clarity 1563 01:17:32,852 --> 01:17:33,453 of what it could have been. 1564 01:17:33,486 --> 01:17:34,187 - Exactly. 1565 01:17:34,220 --> 01:17:35,755 - You know what? 1566 01:17:35,789 --> 01:17:38,925 I'm gonna keep that bird thing going. 1567 01:17:38,958 --> 01:17:40,160 - What you gonna be a hawk? (laughs) 1568 01:17:40,193 --> 01:17:41,728 - No, no. - A hummingbird? 1569 01:17:41,761 --> 01:17:42,262 - No, no. 1570 01:17:42,295 --> 01:17:43,463 - Mocking Jay. 1571 01:17:43,496 --> 01:17:45,065 - You can't guess it! - Red robin. 1572 01:17:45,098 --> 01:17:46,266 - Ah-ha! - Woodpecker? 1573 01:17:46,299 --> 01:17:48,735 - No, no! A woodpecker? (boy laughing) 1574 01:17:48,768 --> 01:17:49,769 - Seagull? 1575 01:17:49,803 --> 01:17:51,271 - A seagull, no, no. 1576 01:17:51,304 --> 01:17:52,238 - Chicken? 1577 01:17:53,106 --> 01:17:54,808 - A chicken of all things. 1578 01:17:54,841 --> 01:17:55,475 - Hey it's a bird. 1579 01:17:55,508 --> 01:17:57,877 - Boy, I view myself as- 1580 01:17:57,911 --> 01:17:59,312 - A rooster. 1581 01:17:59,346 --> 01:18:01,748 (boys laughing) - An owl, an owl. 1582 01:18:01,781 --> 01:18:02,716 - Oh, okay, why, why an owl? 1583 01:18:02,749 --> 01:18:04,284 - You know what? Because I trust my instincts. 1584 01:18:04,317 --> 01:18:05,518 - No, no, no, you see what's around you, 1585 01:18:05,552 --> 01:18:06,086 that's a good thing. 1586 01:18:06,119 --> 01:18:08,488 - I trust my instincts. 1587 01:18:08,521 --> 01:18:10,056 And I believe in myself, 1588 01:18:10,090 --> 01:18:12,759 and I feel like I have a lot of self confidence. 1589 01:18:12,792 --> 01:18:14,227 So I view myself as an owl. 1590 01:18:14,260 --> 01:18:19,065 Because you know owls, they have this scope of vision. 1591 01:18:19,099 --> 01:18:20,834 They see other paths and other things. 1592 01:18:20,867 --> 01:18:22,969 I also believe that about myself. 1593 01:18:23,003 --> 01:18:26,339 I see different sides of different stories. 1594 01:18:26,373 --> 01:18:29,743 I'm not omnipotent, but I feel like, 1595 01:18:30,810 --> 01:18:32,145 owls are wise, I feel like I'm wise. 1596 01:18:32,178 --> 01:18:33,546 - You're like a senior citizen huh? 1597 01:18:33,580 --> 01:18:34,914 (boy laughs) 1598 01:18:34,948 --> 01:18:36,983 - You know what, you know what? Yes, yes. 1599 01:18:37,017 --> 01:18:37,917 - [Friend In White Shirt] You have matured 1600 01:18:37,951 --> 01:18:39,185 a lot, trust me. 1601 01:18:40,387 --> 01:18:44,891 (man singing in foreign language) 1602 01:18:52,399 --> 01:18:55,902 - [Interviewer] What do you need to receive? 1603 01:18:55,935 --> 01:18:58,038 - Outside of God's grace, 1604 01:19:05,178 --> 01:19:07,313 you just pay me with love. 1605 01:19:10,183 --> 01:19:12,252 If you could love me, 1606 01:19:12,285 --> 01:19:15,088 then I know that you truly care. 1607 01:19:18,358 --> 01:19:21,294 (man singing in foreign language) 1608 01:19:21,327 --> 01:19:24,164 - The kind of love that says, 1609 01:19:24,197 --> 01:19:27,967 I am committed to being accountable to you. 1610 01:19:29,602 --> 01:19:33,173 - I think we have to show love to the young black men. 1611 01:19:33,206 --> 01:19:36,176 to black boys, we have to love them honestly, 1612 01:19:36,209 --> 01:19:39,813 and critically and also unconditionally. 1613 01:19:40,647 --> 01:19:43,817 - Actual love helps to heal trauma. 1614 01:19:44,984 --> 01:19:47,220 - Love has no logic model, all right. 1615 01:19:47,253 --> 01:19:51,291 There are transformational things that are happening 1616 01:19:51,324 --> 01:19:55,929 in the lives of black boys that can't be found 1617 01:19:55,962 --> 01:19:59,299 in a theory of change that's found in 1618 01:19:59,332 --> 01:20:02,068 this heart to heart connection. 1619 01:20:03,103 --> 01:20:05,939 - To the degree of which we focus on them 1620 01:20:05,972 --> 01:20:08,641 and they feel safe, feel heard, feel validated, 1621 01:20:08,675 --> 01:20:11,244 it actually will impact the entire system. 1622 01:20:11,277 --> 01:20:13,380 A rising tide raises all ships. 1623 01:20:13,413 --> 01:20:18,284 And so we have to stay in that and that takes time. 1624 01:20:18,318 --> 01:20:22,455 (man singing in foreign language) 1625 01:20:25,025 --> 01:20:26,126 - Hair. - Huh? 1626 01:20:27,060 --> 01:20:27,994 - Hair. 1627 01:20:28,962 --> 01:20:30,230 - Yeah, that's Da-da's hair. 1628 01:20:30,263 --> 01:20:31,664 - Yes, Da-da's hair. 1629 01:20:31,698 --> 01:20:34,367 - Yeah, where's Koven's hair? 1630 01:20:34,401 --> 01:20:36,336 Where's Koven's hair? 1631 01:20:38,171 --> 01:20:40,106 I can't see, is that Koven's hair? 1632 01:20:40,140 --> 01:20:41,007 - Yeah. 1633 01:20:41,041 --> 01:20:42,275 - It is? - Yeah. 1634 01:20:44,110 --> 01:20:46,946 - Well, when I lost my dad, 1635 01:20:46,980 --> 01:20:48,281 it was one of the 1636 01:20:51,384 --> 01:20:54,921 hardest things to do deal with when I became 1637 01:20:54,954 --> 01:20:59,159 of the age to actually understand what had happened. 1638 01:21:02,228 --> 01:21:05,131 Oh come here, let me tie your shoe. Come here. 1639 01:21:05,165 --> 01:21:06,099 - No. 1640 01:21:07,100 --> 01:21:08,168 - It wasn't until 1641 01:21:11,037 --> 01:21:13,473 I started to have things happen and be around people, 1642 01:21:13,506 --> 01:21:16,142 and see things that I really wondered 1643 01:21:16,176 --> 01:21:18,178 what my dad would think. 1644 01:21:20,146 --> 01:21:22,215 How proud would my dad be 1645 01:21:23,416 --> 01:21:28,188 to see me even get to high school and graduate high school. 1646 01:21:29,189 --> 01:21:31,291 I'm going here because it's important 1647 01:21:31,324 --> 01:21:34,260 for every young father, for every person who understands 1648 01:21:34,294 --> 01:21:36,296 the importance of a role. 1649 01:21:36,329 --> 01:21:39,399 Especially in young African American males. 1650 01:21:39,432 --> 01:21:43,470 The day that I was supposed to get drafted 1651 01:21:43,503 --> 01:21:47,941 higher than I was, I paced up and down the street 1652 01:21:49,009 --> 01:21:52,078 for like six and a half hours straight. 1653 01:21:52,112 --> 01:21:54,080 End to end, didn't talk to anybody, 1654 01:21:54,114 --> 01:21:57,217 I didn't want anybody talking to me. 1655 01:21:57,250 --> 01:21:59,085 The only person that 1656 01:22:02,555 --> 01:22:06,226 I would have let talk to me at that moment 1657 01:22:08,128 --> 01:22:09,062 was my dad. 1658 01:22:12,599 --> 01:22:15,035 And for whatever reason when I pacing up 1659 01:22:15,068 --> 01:22:16,503 and down that street 1660 01:22:18,505 --> 01:22:23,510 all I could hear my dad telling me was... (crying) 1661 01:22:24,811 --> 01:22:28,081 (somber piano music) 1662 01:22:35,255 --> 01:22:38,091 The only thing I could hear pacing up and down the street 1663 01:22:38,124 --> 01:22:41,461 was my pops telling me he was proud of me. (crying) 1664 01:22:41,494 --> 01:22:46,166 ♪ It's all right it's all right. ♪ 1665 01:22:46,199 --> 01:22:49,769 - So there's one non-negotiable in this world. 1666 01:22:49,803 --> 01:22:53,139 ♪ It's all right, it's all right. ♪ 1667 01:22:53,173 --> 01:22:56,276 - And that is me being around my son. 1668 01:22:59,145 --> 01:23:01,614 Because so long as God allow it, 1669 01:23:03,183 --> 01:23:06,252 he'll always hear from me that I'm proud of him. 1670 01:23:06,286 --> 01:23:10,423 ♪ It's all right, it's all right. ♪ 1671 01:23:12,092 --> 01:23:14,094 - What's that in the bucket? 1672 01:23:14,127 --> 01:23:17,197 Oh, give me that, give me that one. 1673 01:23:17,230 --> 01:23:19,432 Hey. (water sloshing) 1674 01:23:19,466 --> 01:23:22,569 Bubby, what you gonna be when you get older? 1675 01:23:22,602 --> 01:23:24,404 Are you gonna fly airplanes? 1676 01:23:24,437 --> 01:23:25,538 - Yeah. 1677 01:23:25,572 --> 01:23:28,241 - Yeah, are you gonna be a doctor? 1678 01:23:28,274 --> 01:23:29,175 - Yeah. 1679 01:23:30,243 --> 01:23:33,146 - Can you be an engineer? 1680 01:23:33,179 --> 01:23:34,547 - Yeah. 1681 01:23:34,581 --> 01:23:36,516 - Can you do more than play sports? 1682 01:23:36,549 --> 01:23:38,184 - Yeah! 1683 01:23:38,218 --> 01:23:40,553 - Yeah, that's right why? 'Cause Daddy said so. 1684 01:23:40,587 --> 01:23:41,488 - Yeah. 1685 01:23:42,455 --> 01:23:43,857 - That's right you're great, 1686 01:23:43,890 --> 01:23:45,458 you're gonna be great, 'cause Daddy says so, right? 1687 01:23:45,492 --> 01:23:46,426 - Right. 1688 01:23:47,327 --> 01:23:49,362 (water sloshes) 1689 01:23:49,396 --> 01:23:51,531 (Colvin growls) 1690 01:23:51,564 --> 01:23:55,135 - Daddy proud, you did a really good job, okay. 1691 01:23:55,168 --> 01:23:56,202 - Ah! - Okay. 1692 01:23:58,705 --> 01:24:01,107 - Did you hear me? 1693 01:24:01,141 --> 01:24:05,178 Did you hear me? (splashing water) 1694 01:24:05,211 --> 01:24:08,114 - (laughs) Da-da. 1695 01:24:09,215 --> 01:24:12,686 (happy flowing piano music) 1696 01:24:16,156 --> 01:24:20,393 - We have to be courageous in re-imagining ourselves. 1697 01:24:22,362 --> 01:24:26,232 We have the power to change whatever we want. 1698 01:24:27,634 --> 01:24:29,269 (child yells) 1699 01:24:29,302 --> 01:24:30,337 - [Greg] Do you see it? 1700 01:24:30,370 --> 01:24:32,605 - That we're stronger than we know. 1701 01:24:32,639 --> 01:24:34,174 - What's up there? 1702 01:24:34,207 --> 01:24:35,108 - The cloud. 1703 01:24:35,141 --> 01:24:38,378 - It's important for us to present a message 1704 01:24:38,411 --> 01:24:41,548 of infinite possibility to black boys. 1705 01:24:41,581 --> 01:24:42,716 - What's this? 1706 01:24:43,616 --> 01:24:45,251 You got a boo-boo. 1707 01:24:45,285 --> 01:24:47,220 - We're gonna make sure that black boys recognize 1708 01:24:47,253 --> 01:24:49,356 their own humanity, because then that's gonna 1709 01:24:49,389 --> 01:24:53,526 be human nature for them to demand much, much more. 1710 01:24:54,527 --> 01:24:57,364 ♪ Happy Birthday to you 1711 01:24:57,397 --> 01:24:59,299 - It's a new day and age, now. 1712 01:24:59,332 --> 01:25:03,203 ♪ Happy Birthday to you 1713 01:25:03,236 --> 01:25:04,704 - These young people don't need saviors, 1714 01:25:04,738 --> 01:25:07,240 they need believers. 1715 01:25:07,273 --> 01:25:09,275 Once you believe in them and know 1716 01:25:09,309 --> 01:25:11,611 that they are great beyond measures 1717 01:25:11,644 --> 01:25:15,248 by who they are, not by what you bestowed on them, 1718 01:25:15,281 --> 01:25:19,386 then everything else will shift and change as a result. 1719 01:25:19,419 --> 01:25:22,655 ♪ Happy birthday to you 1720 01:25:24,557 --> 01:25:26,693 - They're as great as your kids. 1721 01:25:26,726 --> 01:25:29,496 They're as great any young people on this earth. 1722 01:25:29,529 --> 01:25:31,231 You don't need to save them. 1723 01:25:31,264 --> 01:25:33,466 All you gotta do is believe that they are great 1724 01:25:33,500 --> 01:25:34,367 and the rest of the work 1725 01:25:34,401 --> 01:25:35,535 will follow. 1726 01:25:35,568 --> 01:25:36,970 - Blow it. - Okay you blow it. 1727 01:25:37,003 --> 01:25:39,372 All right you blow, blow. 1728 01:25:39,406 --> 01:25:41,641 Oh blow harder, blow harder. 1729 01:25:46,346 --> 01:25:50,617 ♪ Oh oh oh oh 1730 01:25:50,650 --> 01:25:55,388 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh 1731 01:25:55,422 --> 01:25:59,626 ♪ Oh oh oh oh 1732 01:25:59,659 --> 01:26:04,431 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh 1733 01:26:04,464 --> 01:26:05,799 ♪ Oh oh oh 1734 01:26:05,832 --> 01:26:11,204 ♪ I was looking for a hero 1735 01:26:11,771 --> 01:26:13,673 ♪ To reach out to save me 1736 01:26:13,707 --> 01:26:15,475 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh 1737 01:26:15,508 --> 01:26:19,779 ♪ What I needed was someone 1738 01:26:19,813 --> 01:26:22,816 ♪ To look beyond what they see 1739 01:26:22,849 --> 01:26:24,451 ♪ Oh oh oh 1740 01:26:24,484 --> 01:26:29,022 ♪ That's why I choose my struggles ♪ 1741 01:26:29,055 --> 01:26:31,758 ♪ Through the lens of compassion ♪ 1742 01:26:31,791 --> 01:26:33,326 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh 1743 01:26:33,360 --> 01:26:37,597 ♪ You will see the phoenix in me, ♪ 1744 01:26:37,630 --> 01:26:42,669 ♪ Trying to rise from the ashes ♪ 1745 01:26:43,403 --> 01:26:48,241 ♪ Oh oh oh 1746 01:26:49,676 --> 01:26:54,714 ♪ Oh oh oh oh 1747 01:26:55,515 --> 01:26:59,552 ♪ I don't need a hero 1748 01:26:59,586 --> 01:27:03,757 ♪ I need a believer 1749 01:27:03,790 --> 01:27:08,361 ♪ Through all of my struggles 1750 01:27:08,395 --> 01:27:12,565 ♪ Someone who can see the 1751 01:27:12,599 --> 01:27:16,836 ♪ Potential for greatness 1752 01:27:16,870 --> 01:27:21,508 ♪ Possibilities 1753 01:27:21,541 --> 01:27:25,645 ♪ Don't need you to save us 1754 01:27:25,679 --> 01:27:29,783 ♪ Just say you believe 1755 01:27:29,816 --> 01:27:32,385 ♪ Just say you believe 1756 01:27:32,419 --> 01:27:36,389 ♪ Oh oh oh oh 1757 01:27:36,423 --> 01:27:39,459 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh 1758 01:27:41,528 --> 01:27:42,796 - [Interviewer] What do you want to be when you grow up? 1759 01:27:42,829 --> 01:27:44,798 - I want to be a scientist. 1760 01:27:44,831 --> 01:27:46,666 - [Interviewer] Awesome, why? 1761 01:27:46,700 --> 01:27:49,436 - Because I can save people's lives. 1762 01:27:49,469 --> 01:27:53,406 And then when I'm retired from being a scientist 1763 01:27:53,440 --> 01:27:55,475 I'm gonna be a surgeon. 1764 01:27:55,508 --> 01:27:59,579 (upbeat piano, and guitar music) 1765 01:28:02,482 --> 01:28:06,419 (moves into full bass and organ music) 1766 01:28:06,453 --> 01:28:08,755 ♪ We will be all right 1767 01:28:08,788 --> 01:28:12,459 ♪ Yeah we're gonna be all right. ♪ 1768 01:28:12,492 --> 01:28:14,361 - My mom gonna cook with us, okay. 1769 01:28:14,394 --> 01:28:15,328 - Uh-oh. 1770 01:28:15,929 --> 01:28:17,397 - You did. 1771 01:28:17,430 --> 01:28:19,499 - Yeah my momma is a hungry woman. 1772 01:28:19,532 --> 01:28:21,468 (lady laughs) 1773 01:28:21,501 --> 01:28:23,103 She like this. 1774 01:28:23,136 --> 01:28:25,939 (child grunting) 1775 01:28:25,972 --> 01:28:28,141 - Hungry woman. (laughs) - Hungry woman. 1776 01:28:28,174 --> 01:28:29,709 - [Child] Hey momma. 1777 01:28:29,743 --> 01:28:31,945 ♪ Oh oh oh 1778 01:28:31,978 --> 01:28:33,413 ♪ We're gonna be all right 1779 01:28:33,446 --> 01:28:34,814 ♪ We're gonna be all right 1780 01:28:34,848 --> 01:28:36,649 ♪ Oh oh oh 1781 01:28:36,683 --> 01:28:39,452 (upbeat music) 1782 01:28:40,520 --> 01:28:44,457 (moves to bright piano music) 1783 01:28:49,963 --> 01:28:55,368 ♪ 1784 01:28:58,772 --> 01:29:01,508 ♪ 1785 01:29:01,541 --> 01:29:05,612 ♪ 1786 01:29:05,645 --> 01:29:08,615 ♪ 1787 01:29:08,648 --> 01:29:13,687 ♪ 1788 01:29:15,622 --> 01:29:17,924 ♪ 1789 01:29:17,957 --> 01:29:20,560 ♪ 1790 01:29:20,593 --> 01:29:22,962 ♪ 1791 01:29:22,996 --> 01:29:25,799 ♪ 1792 01:29:25,832 --> 01:29:28,468 ♪ 1793 01:29:28,501 --> 01:29:30,637 ♪ 1794 01:29:30,670 --> 01:29:32,972 ♪ 1795 01:29:33,006 --> 01:29:35,909 ♪ 1796 01:29:35,942 --> 01:29:37,510 ♪ 1797 01:29:37,544 --> 01:29:39,913 ♪ 1798 01:29:39,946 --> 01:29:42,615 ♪ 1799 01:29:42,649 --> 01:29:44,951 ♪ 1800 01:29:44,984 --> 01:29:46,920 ♪ 1801 01:29:46,953 --> 01:29:50,023 ♪ 1802 01:29:50,056 --> 01:29:53,493 ♪