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(dramatic tense music)

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(bright pensive music)
(mysterious whooshing)

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-  This day wasn't
particularly a good one for him.

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He was 10 minutes late for the train,

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and as a result, he had
to take the next one

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that left an hour later.

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The schedule that he had
meticulously planned for the day

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fell to the wayside, but
it didn't matter to him.

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He knew that if he had to live his life

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by times and rhythms, that
he could never achieve

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what it was that he wanted.

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At least, not in any satisfactory way

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that he could wake up the next day

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and felt that he had
achieved enough to move on.

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(soft tense music)

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(woman grunting)

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He nevertheless had achieved
what he had wanted that day,

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and felt that he could
take a breath and sit.

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Tomorrow was another day, and the dread of

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and responsibilities of tomorrow

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would keep him up this night.

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(soft tense music)

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This day was very different for him.

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He vowed every night that
he would change his ways.

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He told himself this every night,

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and truly believed that he could change.

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(soft tense music)

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Yes, he wanted to change,
he wanted to be different.

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(upbeat rock music with man vocalizing)

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- You like that, don't you?

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Love those old-fashioned tape machines.

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We don't sell much of those anymore.

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I gotta be honest with you, you know,

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it's all landfill now,
those old tape machines.

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(upbeat rock music)

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- My baby.

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(laughing maniacally)

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- The other advantage
is jerkin' off to porn,

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you know the digital
stuff runs a little fast.

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I've still got my old VHS
stash to jerk off to. (laughs)

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(upbeat rock music with man vocalizing)

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You interested?

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- Yeah, yeah, I'll take it.

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- Cool, 150 bucks.

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(upbeat rock music with man vocalizing)

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-  But the impulse was too strong

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that it overtook him.

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Once he had crossed that
line, there was no going back.

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He had done this before,
but day 11 was different.

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Day 11 was significant

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because he had felt something
for her, something genuine.

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(man screaming)

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He remembered how he first met her.

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This was the decision that
would change his life forever.

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(upbeat rock music with man vocalizing)

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(train whooshing by)

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(muffled chattering)

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That's an old one, isn't it?

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- Yeah.

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- (laughs) That's tape, right?

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You know, like Betamax or VHS?

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- Yeah.

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- My dad has stacks and
decks sitting in his closet.

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Hasn't used it in many years.

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He has a lotta cool stuff.

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I used to see his tapes
scattered on the floor.

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- You still close to your dad?

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- Yeah.

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Yeah, he's saved me a lotta times.

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(tense music)

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No!

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(tense music)

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No!

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(tense music)

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(Jeanie gasping)

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- Saved?

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- You know.

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-  How old are you?

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- 17.

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Well, I don't mean he saved me like Jesus.

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(laughs) I just mean that
when I fell down during times,

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you know, like difficult
times in the past?

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(tense music)

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(Jeanie gasping and grunting)

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(Brandon screaming)

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- But you're only 17.

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- And?

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(Brandon scoffs)

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Well.

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My father's been the only
one I can look up to.

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He has saved me, he has rescued me.

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I have no faith in anyone else.

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My friends are all backstabbers.

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- So you don't have real friends?

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- Real?

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No.

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- Nobody you can count on then?

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- I give too much,

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and they let me down.

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- How does that make you feel?

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- How would you feel if
your bestie fucked your BF

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and didn't give a shit about you?

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- Yeah.
- Yeah.

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Now, a friend is someone you
can just confess things to.

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Like, I can say I want to kill my mom,

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or fuck my brother, and that's that.

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It's like I can't say
anything to anyone anymore,

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and I don't even have any feelings.

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My friends reject me because
I don't go to church.

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Sometimes I wish I could just

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fly away.

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Brandon knew he had found her.

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(upbeat rock music)

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(Brandon screaming)

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(Brandon crying)

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(Brandon laughing)

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(Brandon screaming)

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(Brandon laughing)

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(Brandon panting)

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(Brandon laughing)

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(Brandon screaming)

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(Brandon laughing)

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- I beg you.

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Why are you doing this?

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(upbeat music with warbled vocalizing)

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No, don't do that.

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Please. (screaming)

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(upbeat music with warbled vocalizing)

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(woman screaming)

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Stop!

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(Brandon screaming)

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(upbeat rock music)

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(woman crying)

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(Brandon laughing maniacally)

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- Your dad, he isn't doing too well.

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- You spoke to him?

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- He called from Memphis.

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I guess all that drinking and
binging finally got to him,

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the bastard.

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He needs dialysis.

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That's the least of it.

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He asked about you.

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He hopes you find something to do,

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something on your own,

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without me enabling you.

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He says you're a failure,

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and you need to accept that.

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And do something.

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(melancholic pensive music)

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(cell phone vibrating)

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-  Hey, you.

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-  Hey.

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-  So my mom,

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she's such a fucking bitch, you know?

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It's just this disconnection.

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I don't think she
understands anything anymore.

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I'm doing the best I can, you know?

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- Yeah.

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-  I don't have any friends.

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I just need

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someone to talk to some time.

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I don't have anyone.

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- Yeah, I know.

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- Yeah, I don't think Mom wants
me to finish school at all.

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I don't think she wants me to stay here.

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Dressed like as a fucking
whore, (mumbles) all her life.

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I don't know what she
sees in those track guys.

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- Track guys?

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- You know, the guys
that run in their shorts

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for miles and miles.

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I don't really know
the point of it anyway,

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to run all those miles and
wear off your body like that,

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yeah, only to say you're the winner.

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Like, what is winning anyway?

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I won, well, I sorta won
the spelling bee one year.

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I was second place.

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They gave me a plaque.

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I don't even know where it is anymore.

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Mom wasn't really proud of it.

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She said the judges cheated
and that Chinese girl

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from Monrovia should have won.

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She didn't like that I had won.

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(cell phone vibrating)

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Hmm.

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Jesse's texting me now,
wants to know where I am.

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(crickets chirping)

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Wanna be at that star there.

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That star

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is the furthest one away.

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- Mm-mm.

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That's the closest one.

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Furthest one is the big one right there.

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- Oh, really?
- Yeah.

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- Huh.

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- I mean, why be far away when
you can be close by, right?

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(crickets chirping)

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Kinda skip everything, you know?

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♪ Once upon a time,
there was a man I knew ♪

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♪ Used to be a servant
in the land we grew ♪

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♪ Then the evil ego came
and changed his tune ♪

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♪ Now he's evil too, now he's evil too ♪

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- What do you mean?

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Like, I can't escape
from my shitty parents?

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♪ There is somethin' that I gotta say ♪

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♪ From my head to my mouth
to my knees and toes ♪

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♪ This is somethin' that you gotta know ♪

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-  Off me!

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♪ I don't really like you ♪

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♪ You really like yourself though ♪

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- Anyway.

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We'll all die.

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- Die?

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- We just all die.

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You know, like really die?

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(crickets chirping)

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♪ This world is under your rule ♪

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♪ Down, Mr. Evil Ego, down, Mr. Evil Ego ♪

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♪ I've been thinkin' lately ♪

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♪ You're actin' kinda crazy ♪

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♪ A silver-corked baby ♪
(Jeanie grunting and yelling)

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♪ Down, Mr. Evil Ego, down, Mr. Evil Ego ♪

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♪ If I wanted somethin',
I would let you know ♪

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♪ The king of the castle
in the town we've grown ♪

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♪ I'm not sure who voted,
but it's time to go ♪

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♪ Time to go, time to go ♪

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♪ Take what I'm about to do lightly ♪

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♪ But there's somethin' that I gotta say ♪

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♪ From my head to my mouth
to my knees and toes ♪

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♪ This is somethin' that you gotta know ♪

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(Brandon yelling)

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♪ I don't really like you ♪

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(Brandon panting)

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(bottle clattering)

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- Shit.

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Dahlia, I wanted to call you.

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It's been too long.

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I know I should have reached out sooner

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but this week has been incredibly insane.

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You have no idea.

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I wonder, how's Ophelia doing?

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I miss her, is she okay?

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How are her grades?

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Is she eating okay?

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I know, I'm asking too many questions.

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I'm really sorry, my dear.

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I love you, you know that.

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(sighs) I don't know.

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Do you think that we could
attempt to be together again,

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at least for Ophelia?

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Maybe we can make it work out.

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(sighs) My job's promoting
me to a big case now,

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and things will be better financially.

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I've amassed quite a bit of savings,

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so no more excess anymore, my love.

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I just wonder

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if we could give this another chance.

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(sighs) After all we've been through.

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(pensive music)

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(tense music)

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(man screaming)

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- (yelling) Come on, man!

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Why don't you do a seizure for once?

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Shut up!
- Well, well, well,

266
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look what we have here.

267
00:20:24.331 --> 00:20:26.811
- Right, nice, that'll buy you
a few years, won't it, huh?

268
00:20:26.861 --> 00:20:27.982
-  All the evidence we need.

269
00:20:28.032 --> 00:20:29.902
(man grunting)

270
00:20:29.952 --> 00:20:30.735
Shut up!

271
00:20:30.785 --> 00:20:33.641
(man grunting)

272
00:20:33.691 --> 00:20:34.474
Keep gettin' him. (laughs)

273
00:20:34.524 --> 00:20:36.522
(Robert mumbling)

274
00:20:36.572 --> 00:20:38.751
-  Fuck you, cock sucker!

275
00:20:38.801 --> 00:20:39.871
Fuck you!

276
00:20:39.921 --> 00:20:40.772
-  Hey, hey!

277
00:20:40.822 --> 00:20:42.285
- Yeah, fuck you.

278
00:20:42.335 --> 00:20:45.502
(tense pensive music)

279
00:20:49.254 --> 00:20:52.045
-  Bugger off, wanker!

280
00:20:52.095 --> 00:20:52.995
-  I said shut up!

281
00:20:53.045 --> 00:20:55.628
- Who are you calling a wanker?

282
00:20:56.636 --> 00:20:57.975
(telephone ringing)

283
00:20:58.025 --> 00:21:01.108
(muffled chattering)

284
00:21:25.222 --> 00:21:27.019
- Detective, here's your papers.

285
00:21:27.069 --> 00:21:28.191
Is there anything else you need?

286
00:21:28.241 --> 00:21:29.831
- No, that's great, thank you, Samantha.

287
00:21:29.881 --> 00:21:30.780
- How's your boyfriend?

288
00:21:30.830 --> 00:21:31.699
- Good.

289
00:21:31.749 --> 00:21:34.749
(Tim clicks tongue)

290
00:21:36.881 --> 00:21:38.583
-  This is a new prototype.

291
00:21:38.633 --> 00:21:39.863
Even the gangs and the Chinese

292
00:21:39.913 --> 00:21:43.119
haven't been able to get
ahold of this one yet.

293
00:21:43.169 --> 00:21:45.321
Pretty soon, we'll be using these on duty.

294
00:21:45.371 --> 00:21:47.048
- Come off it, Tim, really?

295
00:21:47.098 --> 00:21:49.947
- Yeah, anything's possible, isn't it?

296
00:21:49.997 --> 00:21:52.176
I mean, would you have predicted

297
00:21:52.226 --> 00:21:53.815
any of this that's happened,

298
00:21:53.865 --> 00:21:55.968
cars that drive themselves,

299
00:21:56.018 --> 00:21:57.998
phones that know what you wanna eat next,

300
00:21:58.048 --> 00:22:00.546
what music you're gonna listen to?

301
00:22:00.596 --> 00:22:03.227
Guess no real reason for
any of us to exist, right?

302
00:22:03.277 --> 00:22:05.638
I can't even predict this kinda thing.

303
00:22:05.688 --> 00:22:06.827
-  That's great.

304
00:22:06.877 --> 00:22:09.576
- It was really catching
that pervert last week.

305
00:22:09.626 --> 00:22:10.626
- Which one?

306
00:22:11.528 --> 00:22:13.153
(tense music)

307
00:22:13.203 --> 00:22:16.083
- The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

308
00:22:16.133 --> 00:22:20.031
but I have promises to keep
and miles to go before I sleep.

309
00:22:20.081 --> 00:22:21.914
- The wood are lovely,

310
00:22:22.933 --> 00:22:24.100
dark and deep.

311
00:22:25.413 --> 00:22:27.694
And I have promise to keep.

312
00:22:27.744 --> 00:22:31.077
- These woods are lovely, dark and deep.

313
00:22:32.483 --> 00:22:34.972
- And miles before. (grunts)

314
00:22:35.022 --> 00:22:37.522
(tense music)

315
00:22:40.264 --> 00:22:41.734
- It's over, you're caught.

316
00:22:41.784 --> 00:22:42.813
It's over!

317
00:22:42.863 --> 00:22:44.563
You know the crank caller,

318
00:22:44.613 --> 00:22:45.953
the one jerkin' off over the phone

319
00:22:46.003 --> 00:22:47.723
and blind-calling in girls.

320
00:22:47.773 --> 00:22:50.523
- Oh, yeah, yeah. (laughs)

321
00:22:50.573 --> 00:22:52.451
Where were you on the night of April 13th?

322
00:22:52.501 --> 00:22:55.584
- I told you, I was in bed, sleeping.

323
00:22:56.452 --> 00:22:57.971
- Right, and somebody
can corroborate this?

324
00:22:58.021 --> 00:23:00.022
-  Yes.

325
00:23:00.072 --> 00:23:02.155
- You killed John Gaines.

326
00:23:03.053 --> 00:23:05.202
We have three key witnesses

327
00:23:05.252 --> 00:23:07.702
who saw you rob that liquor store,

328
00:23:07.752 --> 00:23:09.690
and kill this guy in cold-blooded murder

329
00:23:09.740 --> 00:23:11.443
when it all went wrong.

330
00:23:11.493 --> 00:23:13.193
- It wasn't me.
- It wasn't you.

331
00:23:13.243 --> 00:23:16.163
- It wasn't me.
- It wasn't you.

332
00:23:16.213 --> 00:23:17.713
You piece of shit.

333
00:23:19.312 --> 00:23:21.222
(tense music)

334
00:23:21.272 --> 00:23:25.105
(suspect gasping and gagging)

335
00:23:32.449 --> 00:23:34.102
- Poor girl.

336
00:23:34.152 --> 00:23:37.793
Coroner thinks it may have only
taken her two hours to die.

337
00:23:37.843 --> 00:23:39.664
With all the markings on her throat,

338
00:23:39.714 --> 00:23:42.843
there were at least a dozen
attempts to strangle her.

339
00:23:42.893 --> 00:23:46.905
My guess is two hours
for it to all go down.

340
00:23:46.955 --> 00:23:49.363
- This is a terrible situation.

341
00:23:49.413 --> 00:23:50.196
- It is.

342
00:23:50.246 --> 00:23:52.913
(pensive music)

343
00:24:06.731 --> 00:24:10.070
(woman panting)

344
00:24:10.120 --> 00:24:10.903
- Not yet.

345
00:24:10.953 --> 00:24:12.582
(both panting)

346
00:24:12.632 --> 00:24:13.433
Not yet.

347
00:24:13.483 --> 00:24:16.066
(both panting)

348
00:24:45.893 --> 00:24:47.476
You're quiet today.

349
00:24:52.856 --> 00:24:54.689
I'm leaving this town.

350
00:24:58.735 --> 00:25:00.318
Next week, in fact.

351
00:25:01.837 --> 00:25:03.686
No, I did not find religion,

352
00:25:03.736 --> 00:25:06.403
but I'm just turning a new leaf.

353
00:25:09.346 --> 00:25:12.917
I'm moving back up to my mom's in Oregon.

354
00:25:12.967 --> 00:25:16.134
I'm going to start a jewelry business.

355
00:25:17.968 --> 00:25:20.718
Oh, no need to be so heartbroken.

356
00:25:24.048 --> 00:25:26.465
There is a very special girl,

357
00:25:27.938 --> 00:25:32.188
very special, and she will
take my place, you know?

358
00:25:35.863 --> 00:25:39.235
It's not like I'm leaving forever.

359
00:25:39.285 --> 00:25:40.614
It's just a thousand miles away.

360
00:25:40.664 --> 00:25:42.331
I'll come visit you.

361
00:25:45.424 --> 00:25:50.091
I have a four p.m. client, I
think you should leave now.

362
00:25:52.856 --> 00:25:55.189
-  Dahlia, day 289.

363
00:25:56.476 --> 00:25:59.059
Without you, it's not the same.

364
00:26:01.788 --> 00:26:03.985
I've begun writing again.

365
00:26:04.035 --> 00:26:06.138
Well, not actually writing.

366
00:26:06.188 --> 00:26:08.007
I've been keeping a journal,

367
00:26:08.057 --> 00:26:12.640
but it's a journal based on
my recollections and dates.

368
00:26:14.348 --> 00:26:18.807
For example, and I know
I have the date wrong,

369
00:26:18.857 --> 00:26:22.309
but do you remember the
time you slapped me?

370
00:26:22.359 --> 00:26:23.858
I have it written down in my journal

371
00:26:23.908 --> 00:26:26.075
as occurring on June 16th.

372
00:26:27.725 --> 00:26:31.321
You'll need to correct me
if I'm wrong about this,

373
00:26:31.371 --> 00:26:33.154
but I remember distinctly that the 15th

374
00:26:33.204 --> 00:26:35.402
was a Sunday that year,

375
00:26:35.452 --> 00:26:38.881
and Monday's paper, I went
to fetch that morning,

376
00:26:38.931 --> 00:26:42.201
and then you slapped me that evening.

377
00:26:42.251 --> 00:26:45.834
It didn't hurt, but I
was stunned for sure.

378
00:26:46.961 --> 00:26:50.690
I'd never seen you as physical
as you were that night.

379
00:26:50.740 --> 00:26:54.550
The force of your hand, there
could have been nothing more.

380
00:26:54.600 --> 00:26:57.767
(pensive jazzy music)

381
00:27:32.384 --> 00:27:36.432
(melancholic pensive music)

382
00:27:36.482 --> 00:27:39.232
(woman laughing)

383
00:27:46.090 --> 00:27:49.618
♪ I stand beneath ♪

384
00:27:49.668 --> 00:27:52.130
♪ Your sun, your moon ♪

385
00:27:52.180 --> 00:27:53.330
(woman laughing)

386
00:27:53.380 --> 00:27:56.858
♪ The night will pass ♪

387
00:27:56.908 --> 00:27:57.728
♪ My darling ♪

388
00:27:57.778 --> 00:27:59.028
- Not too hard.

389
00:28:00.556 --> 00:28:04.077
♪ Though while those sparks ♪

390
00:28:04.127 --> 00:28:07.835
♪ The flame stands still ♪
(Robert laughing maniacally)

391
00:28:07.885 --> 00:28:10.858
♪ The chase you doubt ♪

392
00:28:10.908 --> 00:28:13.197
(Robert laughing maniacally)

393
00:28:13.247 --> 00:28:14.989
♪ Don't kill ♪

394
00:28:15.039 --> 00:28:18.197
♪ The grass is crying ♪

395
00:28:18.247 --> 00:28:19.837
- Okay.

396
00:28:19.887 --> 00:28:22.267
(Robert laughing maniacally)

397
00:28:22.317 --> 00:28:24.308
♪ The bright shade ♪

398
00:28:24.358 --> 00:28:29.035
♪ Of your bluest light ♪

399
00:28:29.085 --> 00:28:33.338
♪ You say everything, everything ♪

400
00:28:33.388 --> 00:28:36.949
♪ Everything is perfect ♪
(Robert laughing maniacally)

401
00:28:36.999 --> 00:28:38.859
♪ Everything, everything ♪

402
00:28:38.909 --> 00:28:40.525
(woman groaning)

403
00:28:40.575 --> 00:28:43.618
♪ Everything's fine ♪

404
00:28:43.668 --> 00:28:47.697
♪ You say everything, everything ♪

405
00:28:47.747 --> 00:28:51.506
♪ Everything's just perfect ♪
(Robert laughing maniacally)

406
00:28:51.556 --> 00:28:55.064
♪ Everything, everything ♪
(Robert laughing maniacally)

407
00:28:55.114 --> 00:28:59.276
♪ Everything's fine ♪

408
00:28:59.326 --> 00:29:02.916
♪ From day to day ♪

409
00:29:02.966 --> 00:29:05.607
♪ I see it more ♪

410
00:29:05.657 --> 00:29:09.138
♪ Up in the clouds ♪
(Robert groaning)

411
00:29:09.188 --> 00:29:12.756
♪ Down on the floor ♪

412
00:29:12.806 --> 00:29:16.385
♪ How fleeting was ♪

413
00:29:16.435 --> 00:29:19.967
♪ What we once had ♪

414
00:29:20.017 --> 00:29:23.676
♪ Our tears, the rain ♪

415
00:29:23.726 --> 00:29:26.059
♪ Your pain ♪

416
00:29:38.545 --> 00:29:41.356
- We've been talking about your fears,

417
00:29:41.406 --> 00:29:43.476
what it is that's troubling you,

418
00:29:43.526 --> 00:29:44.754
and how we can get to the bottom

419
00:29:44.804 --> 00:29:46.226
where the root of what's causing

420
00:29:46.276 --> 00:29:49.193
this imbalance you're experiencing.

421
00:29:56.098 --> 00:29:57.568
- So, there's this girl,

422
00:29:57.618 --> 00:29:59.957
this incredible girl.

423
00:30:00.007 --> 00:30:01.424
- How old is she?

424
00:30:04.578 --> 00:30:05.828
- 21, maybe 25.

425
00:30:11.196 --> 00:30:15.688
She seems to know how to play
older when she needs to be.

426
00:30:15.738 --> 00:30:18.208
- You mentioned she was murdered.

427
00:30:18.258 --> 00:30:21.341
But isn't murder part of our DNA now?

428
00:30:23.316 --> 00:30:24.973
We've discussed all of this yesterday,

429
00:30:25.023 --> 00:30:27.356
we've been over all of this.

430
00:30:29.463 --> 00:30:32.130
Anything else you wanna tell me?

431
00:30:43.494 --> 00:30:46.161
(pensive music)

432
00:30:52.140 --> 00:30:53.005
-  For one brief moment,

433
00:30:53.055 --> 00:30:55.124
no matter how much we fought,

434
00:30:55.174 --> 00:30:57.185
no matter how much we hated each other--

435
00:30:57.235 --> 00:30:59.718
- (breathing heavily) Yes!

436
00:30:59.768 --> 00:31:00.998
Yes!

437
00:31:01.048 --> 00:31:03.288
(Robert gasping)
Yes!

438
00:31:03.338 --> 00:31:05.027
Pass out, baby.

439
00:31:05.077 --> 00:31:09.608
-  No matter how much
we wanted to kill each other.

440
00:31:09.658 --> 00:31:11.907
-  Motherfucker, you!

441
00:31:11.957 --> 00:31:16.187
You motherfucker!
(loud slapping)

442
00:31:16.237 --> 00:31:19.067
-  The one brief moment,

443
00:31:19.117 --> 00:31:21.587
that one moment when hate turned to love,

444
00:31:21.637 --> 00:31:24.470
it was fleeting, but it was there.

445
00:31:25.538 --> 00:31:28.871
- So, I'm gonna see you tomorrow, right?

446
00:31:30.498 --> 00:31:33.581
(Stephanie grunting)

447
00:31:34.537 --> 00:31:38.496
You're not seriously thinking
about going back out there

448
00:31:38.546 --> 00:31:41.376
and finding that whole
lolita crowd again, are you?

449
00:31:41.426 --> 00:31:46.426
Because you cannot, Robert,
not anymore, it's dangerous.

450
00:31:46.517 --> 00:31:48.218
Oh, my God, you are!

451
00:31:48.268 --> 00:31:50.147
You're contemplating
jeopardizing everything

452
00:31:50.197 --> 00:31:52.425
and going back out there, aren't you?

453
00:31:52.475 --> 00:31:53.958
You can't, do you understand me?

454
00:31:54.008 --> 00:31:55.617
Like, no fucking way can't.

455
00:31:55.667 --> 00:31:58.584
- Stephanie, I must do--
- You must.

456
00:32:01.177 --> 00:32:02.094
You psycho.

457
00:32:03.320 --> 00:32:04.630
(Robert coughing and gasping)

458
00:32:04.680 --> 00:32:05.513
Yes, yes.

459
00:32:06.479 --> 00:32:09.638
(Robert gagging)

460
00:32:09.688 --> 00:32:11.110
Pass out.

461
00:32:11.160 --> 00:32:13.607
(pensive music)

462
00:32:13.657 --> 00:32:15.997
Yes! (panting)

463
00:32:16.047 --> 00:32:19.214
(tense pensive music)

464
00:32:32.349 --> 00:32:35.182
(Robert coughing)

465
00:32:52.769 --> 00:32:55.769
(Stephanie gasping)

466
00:33:01.541 --> 00:33:04.374
What was the first thing you felt?

467
00:33:06.010 --> 00:33:07.057
-  The room became darker,

468
00:33:07.107 --> 00:33:09.659
like watching the lights go down

469
00:33:09.709 --> 00:33:12.209
as the theater program begins.

470
00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:16.331
-  And do you
remember when you blacked out?

471
00:33:16.381 --> 00:33:18.659
-  No, it was
like a switch turned off.

472
00:33:18.709 --> 00:33:20.459
No, more like a fade.

473
00:33:21.551 --> 00:33:22.952
It just dimmed out.

474
00:33:23.002 --> 00:33:26.228
-  What do you
remember when you woke?

475
00:33:26.278 --> 00:33:29.078
-  I remember
this intense euphoria.

476
00:33:29.128 --> 00:33:30.909
-  You got it, baby.

477
00:33:30.959 --> 00:33:34.379
No one ever experiences
that the first time.

478
00:33:34.429 --> 00:33:37.598
I'm so impressed you got to that level.

479
00:33:37.648 --> 00:33:39.798
The mind needs to be there

480
00:33:39.848 --> 00:33:42.515
to bring us to full realization.

481
00:33:44.738 --> 00:33:46.321
-  Day 335.

482
00:33:48.498 --> 00:33:50.081
Dahlia, I need you.

483
00:33:53.253 --> 00:33:56.253
Nothing seems to make sense anymore.

484
00:33:57.271 --> 00:34:00.345
I wake up and don't want to wake up

485
00:34:00.395 --> 00:34:02.478
unless you're next to me.

486
00:34:03.563 --> 00:34:07.581
The coffee I make in the
morning isn't even the same.

487
00:34:07.631 --> 00:34:10.972
I can't smell you as I
shower in the morning.

488
00:34:11.022 --> 00:34:13.692
Time just seems to pass by in its own

489
00:34:13.742 --> 00:34:18.325
fleeting butterfly-ous way,
and I can't catch on to it.

490
00:34:19.790 --> 00:34:23.623
I can't grasp it in any
way that's meaningful.

491
00:34:26.308 --> 00:34:29.620
And I've been making the wrong choices.

492
00:34:29.670 --> 00:34:31.510
I can't stand what I've become.

493
00:34:31.560 --> 00:34:34.810
(bright pensive music)

494
00:34:45.439 --> 00:34:47.867
Timothy, I know you still
get a thrill out of this all,

495
00:34:47.917 --> 00:34:50.501
but I'm gonna call it quits soon.

496
00:34:50.551 --> 00:34:52.301
- You will, for what?

497
00:34:54.370 --> 00:34:56.850
After being nice guys for so many years?

498
00:34:56.900 --> 00:34:59.149
We busted our asses all these years,

499
00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:00.560
did everything above the board,

500
00:35:00.610 --> 00:35:02.240
only so those fucks could get promotions

501
00:35:02.290 --> 00:35:04.707
for the cases that we solved.

502
00:35:09.610 --> 00:35:12.589
I have no regrets in
what we're doing, Robert.

503
00:35:12.639 --> 00:35:14.970
- Well, it's just enough for me.

504
00:35:15.020 --> 00:35:17.901
If there ever was a thrill,
there isn't one anymore.

505
00:35:17.951 --> 00:35:21.118
(tense pensive music)

506
00:35:22.271 --> 00:35:25.141
- What are you gonna do,
go after your winery then?

507
00:35:25.191 --> 00:35:26.541
Assuming they give you
a good enough pension

508
00:35:26.591 --> 00:35:28.821
if you stick it out long enough.

509
00:35:28.871 --> 00:35:30.701
-  What if I became
the good guy for once?

510
00:35:30.751 --> 00:35:33.060
- (laughs) Good luck, pal.

511
00:35:33.110 --> 00:35:35.109
Can't change a horse's stripes.

512
00:35:35.159 --> 00:35:36.069
- They're zebras.

513
00:35:36.119 --> 00:35:37.420
- Same difference.

514
00:35:37.470 --> 00:35:40.229
The zebra is a horse,
or whatever they say.

515
00:35:40.279 --> 00:35:43.859
We're in too deep, buddy, and you know it.

516
00:35:43.909 --> 00:35:46.821
You have to play this out.

517
00:35:46.871 --> 00:35:48.547
-  You.

518
00:35:48.597 --> 00:35:52.010
- Okay, we if that makes
you feel any better.

519
00:35:52.060 --> 00:35:54.940
Stakes are high, you just
gotta roll with it, baby.

520
00:35:54.990 --> 00:35:58.157
(tense pensive music)

521
00:35:59.908 --> 00:36:01.869
-  So I think I found her.

522
00:36:01.919 --> 00:36:03.509
-  Oh?

523
00:36:03.559 --> 00:36:04.608
-  I was at the coffee place

524
00:36:04.658 --> 00:36:07.075
ordering my usual black chai,

525
00:36:08.009 --> 00:36:09.592
and then I saw her.

526
00:36:11.896 --> 00:36:15.338
Same eyes as your girl,
same facial structures.

527
00:36:15.388 --> 00:36:18.246
It's crazy, the resemblance, uncanny.

528
00:36:18.296 --> 00:36:19.600
Her face was like porcelain,

529
00:36:19.650 --> 00:36:22.818
like those antique porcelain dolls.

530
00:36:22.868 --> 00:36:26.868
Her eyes dark, deep blue,
just like your girl's.

531
00:36:28.858 --> 00:36:31.278
-  So what did you do.

532
00:36:31.328 --> 00:36:33.938
-  I was literally
frozen, I couldn't move.

533
00:36:33.988 --> 00:36:35.218
I wanted to walk up to her,

534
00:36:35.268 --> 00:36:38.935
but I just couldn't
believe the resemblance.

535
00:36:40.258 --> 00:36:41.091
We spoke.

536
00:36:42.168 --> 00:36:45.338
She admitted she made some
wrong choices early on,

537
00:36:45.388 --> 00:36:48.549
and was just looking to get
back on track with her life.

538
00:36:48.599 --> 00:36:50.698
She's broke, as you might have guessed.

539
00:36:50.748 --> 00:36:54.069
That's where you come
in, if you wanna do this.

540
00:36:54.119 --> 00:36:55.560
-  Okay.

541
00:36:55.610 --> 00:36:56.610
- I saw you.

542
00:36:58.569 --> 00:37:01.606
And, well, you were alone, so.

543
00:37:01.656 --> 00:37:04.168
I was alone too, and well,
I was hoping to talk to you

544
00:37:04.218 --> 00:37:06.800
because I was alone too.

545
00:37:06.850 --> 00:37:08.309
I just said that, didn't I?

546
00:37:08.359 --> 00:37:10.405
- Yes, you did.
- Yeah.

547
00:37:10.455 --> 00:37:14.363
- You could really
benefit from my sessions.

548
00:37:14.413 --> 00:37:16.013
Here.

549
00:37:16.063 --> 00:37:16.896
Call me.

550
00:37:18.143 --> 00:37:19.925
Are you hesitating?

551
00:37:19.975 --> 00:37:22.544
She said she's done this
type of thing before.

552
00:37:22.594 --> 00:37:23.563
-  You're sure?

553
00:37:23.613 --> 00:37:25.195
-  Baby, look me in the eye.

554
00:37:25.245 --> 00:37:27.333
Tell me you don't trust me after all

555
00:37:27.383 --> 00:37:29.194
that we've been through.

556
00:37:29.244 --> 00:37:34.244
I don't think you're going to
believe what you see, baby.

557
00:37:34.251 --> 00:37:36.433
It's almost like she came
to us from another world

558
00:37:36.483 --> 00:37:38.509
or something because
they knew we wanted her,

559
00:37:38.559 --> 00:37:42.738
like some cosmic gift. (laughs)

560
00:37:42.788 --> 00:37:45.209
Oh, we sound like sci-fi nuts now.

561
00:37:45.259 --> 00:37:47.018
Well, at least I do.

562
00:37:47.068 --> 00:37:47.901
Anyway.

563
00:37:49.399 --> 00:37:53.440
-  I don't know what
I'm doing anymore, Stephanie.

564
00:37:53.490 --> 00:37:55.930
-  Robert, it's
too late for this now.

565
00:37:55.980 --> 00:37:57.696
From the moment you
stepped into my office,

566
00:37:57.746 --> 00:37:59.749
I knew that we'd get to this level, baby.

567
00:37:59.799 --> 00:38:03.137
We said every step of the
way, no matter how hard

568
00:38:03.187 --> 00:38:05.480
or how fucked up it was going to be,

569
00:38:05.530 --> 00:38:09.056
we said we could and would just move on.

570
00:38:09.106 --> 00:38:10.269
Am I right?

571
00:38:10.319 --> 00:38:12.280
Do you remember this at all?

572
00:38:12.330 --> 00:38:14.656
Or do you only remember the fucking?

573
00:38:14.706 --> 00:38:16.930
There's no regrets, understand?

574
00:38:16.980 --> 00:38:19.230
Do you understand me, baby?

575
00:38:20.106 --> 00:38:22.298
Baby, are you there?

576
00:38:22.348 --> 00:38:23.898
-  Yes.

577
00:38:23.948 --> 00:38:24.997
-  If you like her,

578
00:38:25.047 --> 00:38:29.290
then she must come to
Stanton's teachings next week.

579
00:38:29.340 --> 00:38:31.656
Oh, give her 500 bucks, please.

580
00:38:31.706 --> 00:38:33.329
She needs rent money.

581
00:38:33.379 --> 00:38:35.949
-  Where's she staying?

582
00:38:35.999 --> 00:38:38.290
-  Do you really wanna know?

583
00:38:38.340 --> 00:38:39.480
-  I guess not.

584
00:38:39.530 --> 00:38:42.697
(tense pensive music)

585
00:38:43.580 --> 00:38:46.330
(Robert gasping)

586
00:39:06.492 --> 00:39:08.783
- A lot of what you experience in life

587
00:39:08.833 --> 00:39:12.732
is completely related
and directly inherent

588
00:39:12.782 --> 00:39:17.131
to these preconceived notions
that we have about our lives.

589
00:39:17.181 --> 00:39:18.859
how to live it.

590
00:39:18.909 --> 00:39:21.338
How much of it do you live?

591
00:39:21.388 --> 00:39:24.940
How much are you willing
to live and not hold back

592
00:39:24.990 --> 00:39:29.490
and accept the energy of all
of these incoming forces?

593
00:39:30.659 --> 00:39:33.498
Therefore, we like to stress

594
00:39:33.548 --> 00:39:37.040
that this will be a highly individual

595
00:39:37.090 --> 00:39:39.450
and personal experience for you,

596
00:39:39.500 --> 00:39:43.268
'cause it takes time, it
takes years of living life,

597
00:39:43.318 --> 00:39:46.428
perhaps, to be in full balance,

598
00:39:46.478 --> 00:39:50.215
to experience the ultimate,
the right mindset,

599
00:39:50.265 --> 00:39:53.098
the right body, touch your nerves.

600
00:39:56.258 --> 00:39:57.175
Touch them.

601
00:39:59.339 --> 00:40:00.839
We're all circuit.

602
00:40:02.238 --> 00:40:03.758
Feel it!

603
00:40:03.808 --> 00:40:05.849
Feel yourselves.

604
00:40:05.899 --> 00:40:07.399
Feel the physical.

605
00:40:08.318 --> 00:40:09.901
Feel the emotional.

606
00:40:11.299 --> 00:40:13.537
But what is emotion?

607
00:40:13.587 --> 00:40:18.097
Because what we think, it's
psychological, isn't it?

608
00:40:18.147 --> 00:40:20.657
And this psychological force, this energy,

609
00:40:20.707 --> 00:40:22.207
these cosmic lines

610
00:40:24.518 --> 00:40:26.435
combine and are created

611
00:40:28.768 --> 00:40:30.518
by a physical entity,

612
00:40:32.595 --> 00:40:33.428
a brain,

613
00:40:34.927 --> 00:40:36.260
a goddamn brain!

614
00:40:38.981 --> 00:40:42.148
(audience applauding)

615
00:40:49.592 --> 00:40:51.113
- We are late.

616
00:40:51.163 --> 00:40:52.163
- I'm sorry.

617
00:40:53.123 --> 00:40:57.790
- We are already conscious
above what they already know.

618
00:40:58.894 --> 00:41:03.394
And we strive to go to places
with our physical bodies

619
00:41:04.538 --> 00:41:06.728
where are physical bodies cannot go,

620
00:41:06.778 --> 00:41:10.195
unless we are one, one with the universe.

621
00:41:12.626 --> 00:41:14.209
Love is the answer.

622
00:41:17.506 --> 00:41:19.339
Love is one continuous

623
00:41:23.604 --> 00:41:24.771
endless dream.

624
00:41:27.004 --> 00:41:28.671
Everyone needs love.

625
00:41:33.095 --> 00:41:36.262
Movement number one, raise your hands.

626
00:41:38.687 --> 00:41:39.604
Raise them.

627
00:41:40.676 --> 00:41:41.509
Higher.

628
00:41:43.236 --> 00:41:44.069
Higher.

629
00:41:46.367 --> 00:41:47.266
Higher still.

630
00:41:47.316 --> 00:41:49.983
(pensive music)

631
00:41:55.138 --> 00:41:55.971
Higher.

632
00:41:56.876 --> 00:41:58.488
Higher.

633
00:41:58.538 --> 00:41:59.957
Reach for the sky.

634
00:42:00.007 --> 00:42:03.055
(tense pensive music)

635
00:42:03.105 --> 00:42:04.772
Movement number two.

636
00:42:08.236 --> 00:42:10.736
- I don't think I can do this.

637
00:42:11.836 --> 00:42:13.586
- The mind blocks us,

638
00:42:14.858 --> 00:42:18.927
but there will always
be a metaphysical path.

639
00:42:18.977 --> 00:42:20.227
The mind knows.

640
00:42:22.737 --> 00:42:27.136
Our perceptions of reality
are based upon what we see

641
00:42:27.186 --> 00:42:28.603
and what we read.

642
00:42:30.927 --> 00:42:32.927
But what about feelings?

643
00:42:34.578 --> 00:42:36.245
Feelings is truthful

644
00:42:37.796 --> 00:42:41.879
and do not let them dictate
to you what you feel.

645
00:42:44.050 --> 00:42:44.883
Four!

646
00:42:47.319 --> 00:42:49.498
Feelings are your own experience,

647
00:42:49.548 --> 00:42:53.917
and you take with it
whatever is inside of you.

648
00:42:53.967 --> 00:42:54.800
4.5!

649
00:42:58.366 --> 00:43:01.917
All these molecules that are
trying to insert themselves

650
00:43:01.967 --> 00:43:04.884
into you and bang you all to hell--

651
00:43:06.008 --> 00:43:08.167
- I know I know can do it.

652
00:43:08.217 --> 00:43:09.050
- Five!

653
00:43:10.016 --> 00:43:10.849
- Please!

654
00:43:11.788 --> 00:43:15.288
- I ask you, you have the right afterwards

655
00:43:17.839 --> 00:43:19.220
to morph with that.

656
00:43:19.270 --> 00:43:22.661
(Stephanie panting)
(tense pensive music)

657
00:43:22.711 --> 00:43:23.544
Six!

658
00:43:25.890 --> 00:43:27.120
- I can! (grunting)

659
00:43:27.170 --> 00:43:28.440
(woman coughing)

660
00:43:28.490 --> 00:43:29.290
(woman gasping)

661
00:43:29.340 --> 00:43:33.370
- Reject that cosmic sperm if you choose,

662
00:43:33.420 --> 00:43:35.170
and be whatever it is

663
00:43:38.020 --> 00:43:39.177
you want to be.

664
00:43:39.227 --> 00:43:42.394
(tense pensive music)

665
00:43:44.428 --> 00:43:46.845
(warm music)

666
00:43:53.695 --> 00:43:57.365
-  The moment she
picked up the vial, she knew.

667
00:43:57.415 --> 00:43:59.885
The crystals melted into her hand

668
00:43:59.935 --> 00:44:02.736
as if they had existed for centuries.

669
00:44:02.786 --> 00:44:05.907
A single salt crystal, a grain harvested

670
00:44:05.957 --> 00:44:08.397
as far as the beginning of time,

671
00:44:08.447 --> 00:44:12.216
what was the basis of life and of love.

672
00:44:12.266 --> 00:44:17.266
♪ It's early in love and ♪

673
00:44:19.186 --> 00:44:22.245
♪ Watch the sunrise ♪

674
00:44:22.295 --> 00:44:25.045
(Robert gagging)

675
00:44:26.255 --> 00:44:31.255
♪ The crystals in the air ♪

676
00:44:33.804 --> 00:44:37.633
♪ The poison in the spring ♪

677
00:44:37.683 --> 00:44:38.805
(woman laughing)

678
00:44:38.855 --> 00:44:41.203
- It's hard to tell (mumbles).

679
00:44:41.253 --> 00:44:44.420
♪ Revolutions falling ♪

680
00:44:47.392 --> 00:44:48.671
(woman panting)

681
00:44:48.721 --> 00:44:53.721
♪ We don't hear a thing ♪

682
00:44:55.812 --> 00:44:59.145
♪ Everything you wanted ♪

683
00:45:00.531 --> 00:45:02.822
-  You bit me.

684
00:45:02.872 --> 00:45:05.503
What is wrong with you?

685
00:45:05.553 --> 00:45:08.303
(woman grunting)

686
00:45:10.513 --> 00:45:15.513
♪ Hell is in the hallway ♪
(woman gagging)

687
00:45:18.175 --> 00:45:20.845
♪ What were you looking for ♪

688
00:45:20.895 --> 00:45:21.728
- So,

689
00:45:25.393 --> 00:45:27.393
my fucking mom hates me.

690
00:45:29.513 --> 00:45:31.852
Says she'll kick the
shit out of me to Hades

691
00:45:31.902 --> 00:45:32.711
if she finds out I'm doin' somethin'

692
00:45:32.761 --> 00:45:34.761
she don't want me to do.

693
00:45:40.881 --> 00:45:42.381
But I want her to.

694
00:46:05.132 --> 00:46:09.479
♪ I still remember ♪

695
00:46:09.529 --> 00:46:13.239
♪ The night that we hit it off ♪

696
00:46:13.289 --> 00:46:16.258
♪ I was going crazy when we charged you ♪

697
00:46:16.308 --> 00:46:21.308
♪ With arson to the room ♪

698
00:46:21.346 --> 00:46:25.380
♪ Only you go to a show ♪

699
00:46:25.430 --> 00:46:29.859
♪ In a skirt of silver sequins ♪

700
00:46:29.909 --> 00:46:34.909
♪ The whole room felt the
heat when you walked in ♪

701
00:46:37.809 --> 00:46:39.959
♪ So you pick up your thoughts ♪
- What?

702
00:46:40.009 --> 00:46:43.920
♪ Try to call up your friends
as I say, hey there, girl ♪

703
00:46:43.970 --> 00:46:46.978
♪ Let it go to message ♪

704
00:46:47.028 --> 00:46:48.617
♪ Hello, I'm not in ♪

705
00:46:48.667 --> 00:46:53.027
♪ Baby, take me out to the discotheque ♪

706
00:46:53.077 --> 00:46:57.390
♪ Down where we go to party
and we're dressed to impress ♪

707
00:46:57.440 --> 00:47:01.409
♪ All the boys and girls
on the dance floor ♪

708
00:47:01.459 --> 00:47:06.459
♪ I was down on my knees, tryin' so hard ♪

709
00:47:07.886 --> 00:47:12.007
♪ When I met you ♪

710
00:47:12.057 --> 00:47:14.575
♪ La ♪

711
00:47:14.625 --> 00:47:17.624
(speaking drowned out by music)

712
00:47:17.674 --> 00:47:20.305
- You know, like, two
years ago at my school.

713
00:47:20.355 --> 00:47:23.585
(laughs) And screw those mothers.

714
00:47:23.635 --> 00:47:25.065
But my school changed their lunch menu

715
00:47:25.115 --> 00:47:27.204
for all the popular
people, like James Steven

716
00:47:27.254 --> 00:47:28.401
and Linda Kendall.

717
00:47:28.451 --> 00:47:30.714
- They changed the lunch
menu 'cause of popular kids?

718
00:47:30.764 --> 00:47:32.445
- Yeah, you can change a lunch menu.

719
00:47:32.495 --> 00:47:35.184
Well, for the elite few, you know,

720
00:47:35.234 --> 00:47:37.674
the real ones in the know,

721
00:47:37.724 --> 00:47:41.565
we were able to special
order in the morning.

722
00:47:41.615 --> 00:47:42.584
You know, like tell the
teacher in the morning

723
00:47:42.634 --> 00:47:44.685
you didn't want what
everyone else was having,

724
00:47:44.735 --> 00:47:46.864
like the penis dogs.

725
00:47:46.914 --> 00:47:48.143
- What's a penis dog?

726
00:47:48.193 --> 00:47:50.943
- You know, it's like a corn dog,

727
00:47:52.524 --> 00:47:54.034
breaded corn dog?

728
00:47:54.084 --> 00:47:54.984
- What's a breaded corn dog?

729
00:47:55.034 --> 00:47:56.744
- Yeah, it's like the
penis is in the middle

730
00:47:56.794 --> 00:47:59.925
and the breading's the condom! (laughs)

731
00:47:59.975 --> 00:48:04.975
Well, anyway, when it came
time for us to go to our lunch,

732
00:48:05.055 --> 00:48:08.221
well, we lesbies went
off to the annex portion

733
00:48:08.271 --> 00:48:10.274
of the building where
we'd eat our sub sandwich

734
00:48:10.324 --> 00:48:11.403
and chicken salad.

735
00:48:11.453 --> 00:48:13.674
But hear me out here.

736
00:48:13.724 --> 00:48:16.674
So, since only a handful of
us were sent to the annex

737
00:48:16.724 --> 00:48:18.645
to have lunch while the rest of those

738
00:48:18.695 --> 00:48:21.704
Mr. and Mrs. Populars went
off to main cafeteria,

739
00:48:21.754 --> 00:48:24.504
we on the other side were queens.

740
00:48:29.392 --> 00:48:31.725
I remember that V, Veronica,

741
00:48:34.312 --> 00:48:36.933
always tasted like chapstick,

742
00:48:36.983 --> 00:48:39.816
but she had the most amazing lips.

743
00:48:42.014 --> 00:48:46.014
It always matched room
temperature, as I recall.

744
00:48:47.114 --> 00:48:49.864
Meanwhile, Haley was a cold fish.

745
00:48:52.615 --> 00:48:54.282
We had good lunches.

746
00:48:55.655 --> 00:48:59.405
Kinda wish I was back in school again.

747
00:48:59.455 --> 00:49:03.788
Least I had a place to go
to every day at 12:30 p.m.

748
00:49:05.524 --> 00:49:08.607
I don't even know where to go to now.

749
00:49:10.284 --> 00:49:11.784
Mom's such a mess.

750
00:49:14.855 --> 00:49:18.022
(tense pensive music)

751
00:49:18.964 --> 00:49:21.354
♪ Don't you sit there, baby ♪

752
00:49:21.404 --> 00:49:23.564
♪ Come and pet my body ♪

753
00:49:23.614 --> 00:49:25.853
♪ 'Cause my feelings go in ♪

754
00:49:25.903 --> 00:49:28.165
♪ Well, now climb my mountain ♪

755
00:49:28.215 --> 00:49:30.375
♪ Rock me (mumbles) ♪

756
00:49:30.425 --> 00:49:32.664
♪ Put my favorite song on ♪

757
00:49:32.714 --> 00:49:34.925
♪ Got all my senses ♪

758
00:49:34.975 --> 00:49:37.746
♪ Be my refuge I love, yes, yes ♪

759
00:49:37.796 --> 00:49:39.277
♪ You chose my station ♪

760
00:49:39.327 --> 00:49:42.126
♪ Now we are surfin' the
channels, fast forward ♪

761
00:49:42.176 --> 00:49:43.586
♪ With all your forces ♪

762
00:49:43.636 --> 00:49:46.608
♪ You might receive
every motion, yes, yes ♪

763
00:49:46.658 --> 00:49:48.145
♪ Nothing's the matter ♪

764
00:49:48.195 --> 00:49:51.168
♪ We are climbing the ladders, baby ♪

765
00:49:51.218 --> 00:49:56.218
♪ Mixing the colors, we
never thought we'd fly ♪

766
00:50:05.458 --> 00:50:07.155
♪ No, no ♪

767
00:50:07.205 --> 00:50:10.576
♪ Leavin', oh ♪

768
00:50:10.626 --> 00:50:14.133
♪ It's better for you ♪

769
00:50:14.183 --> 00:50:16.208
♪ No, no ♪

770
00:50:16.258 --> 00:50:19.696
♪ Leavin', oh ♪

771
00:50:19.746 --> 00:50:22.579
♪ Just as I would ♪

772
00:50:31.376 --> 00:50:34.756
♪ Free, free from pain ♪

773
00:50:34.806 --> 00:50:37.054
♪ Free your mind ♪

774
00:50:37.104 --> 00:50:40.104
(distorted singing)

775
00:50:52.001 --> 00:50:55.751
- On the street that I
live, well, years ago,

776
00:50:56.722 --> 00:50:57.543
there was this ice cream truck

777
00:50:57.593 --> 00:50:59.403
that used to come by our house.

778
00:50:59.453 --> 00:51:02.143
And you could hear the chimes, the melody,

779
00:51:02.193 --> 00:51:04.276
it goes so far, far away.

780
00:51:05.192 --> 00:51:06.664
I remember that feeling, you know,

781
00:51:06.714 --> 00:51:08.992
like the anticipation
of what it all meant.

782
00:51:09.042 --> 00:51:09.843
Before I knew it, my brother and I

783
00:51:09.893 --> 00:51:11.912
were at the front of the truck,

784
00:51:11.962 --> 00:51:14.740
'cause it arrived at our house.

785
00:51:14.790 --> 00:51:16.792
Sometimes it came by too quickly though,

786
00:51:16.842 --> 00:51:20.952
and the satisfaction wasn't quite there.

787
00:51:21.002 --> 00:51:22.272
Like, you know when you were
wanting something so bad

788
00:51:22.322 --> 00:51:24.614
that the build-up is
the best thing about it,

789
00:51:24.664 --> 00:51:27.982
and the actual feeling
in the end isn't as much?

790
00:51:28.032 --> 00:51:29.782
You know what I mean?

791
00:51:31.784 --> 00:51:36.363
Like, it wasn't the orgasm you
thought you were building up.

792
00:51:36.413 --> 00:51:38.246
Like it was a letdown.

793
00:51:41.851 --> 00:51:43.268
I wish I could...

794
00:51:46.520 --> 00:51:48.853
I wish I could just shut up.

795
00:51:49.693 --> 00:51:52.860
(tense pensive music)

796
00:52:42.817 --> 00:52:46.484
(man growling and groaning)

797
00:53:10.697 --> 00:53:13.197
(tense music)

798
00:53:17.766 --> 00:53:20.516
(Robert panting)

799
00:53:50.489 --> 00:53:52.674
- Say it, whore, say it!

800
00:53:52.724 --> 00:53:55.224
Get motherfuckin' whore money!

801
00:53:56.404 --> 00:54:00.244
I earned every goddamned dollar
of my fuckin' life honestly!

802
00:54:00.294 --> 00:54:02.570
Never in my life, never think
my daughter would be a whore,

803
00:54:02.620 --> 00:54:04.640
a cock-suckin' (mumbles) whore!

804
00:54:04.690 --> 00:54:06.652
Whore, say it, say it!

805
00:54:06.702 --> 00:54:08.369
Motherfuckin' whore!

806
00:54:09.681 --> 00:54:11.159
Never in my life!

807
00:54:11.209 --> 00:54:13.271
Daughter does this to me!

808
00:54:13.321 --> 00:54:15.087
Never in my life would I think

809
00:54:15.137 --> 00:54:16.409
my daughter would be a whore.

810
00:54:16.459 --> 00:54:18.999
Cock-sucking, common, drinkin' whore!

811
00:54:19.049 --> 00:54:22.216
(tense pensive music)

812
00:54:57.427 --> 00:55:00.344
(knocking on door)

813
00:55:32.229 --> 00:55:34.229
- It didn't really hurt.

814
00:55:36.613 --> 00:55:40.451
I don't know if it's
that I'm just used to it,

815
00:55:40.501 --> 00:55:42.418
or that I got stronger,

816
00:55:44.573 --> 00:55:45.573
or tolerant,

817
00:55:49.501 --> 00:55:50.334
or numb.

818
00:55:53.255 --> 00:55:54.338
I still feel,

819
00:55:58.165 --> 00:55:59.582
I feel you still.

820
00:56:01.625 --> 00:56:03.042
Know what I mean?

821
00:56:05.975 --> 00:56:08.058
It's like that guy on TV,

822
00:56:09.874 --> 00:56:13.435
that Indian guy that
says you can conquer all,

823
00:56:13.485 --> 00:56:16.216
your pain, your everything that hurts you,

824
00:56:16.266 --> 00:56:19.384
ails you, bothers you, and
with one push on your head

825
00:56:19.434 --> 00:56:23.601
with his hand, you are
cured and you feel nothing.

826
00:56:26.354 --> 00:56:29.937
(mysterious pensive music)

827
00:56:34.535 --> 00:56:36.202
Give me a countdown.

828
00:56:37.554 --> 00:56:38.387
- What?

829
00:56:40.845 --> 00:56:42.678
- Give me a countdown.

830
00:56:44.685 --> 00:56:47.835
You know, like 10, nine, eight.

831
00:56:47.885 --> 00:56:50.375
- Okay, 10, nine, eight.

832
00:56:50.425 --> 00:56:51.258
- No.

833
00:56:53.706 --> 00:56:54.706
Not so fast.

834
00:56:57.354 --> 00:56:58.805
Do it slow, please.

835
00:56:58.855 --> 00:57:02.438
(mysterious pensive music)

836
00:57:08.628 --> 00:57:09.506
- 10,

837
00:57:09.556 --> 00:57:13.139
(mysterious pensive music)

838
00:57:17.043 --> 00:57:17.876
nine,

839
00:57:20.783 --> 00:57:21.616
eight,

840
00:57:25.321 --> 00:57:26.154
seven,

841
00:57:29.841 --> 00:57:30.674
six,

842
00:57:35.127 --> 00:57:35.960
five,

843
00:57:40.519 --> 00:57:41.352
four,

844
00:57:47.856 --> 00:57:48.639
three.

845
00:57:48.689 --> 00:57:52.272
(mysterious pensive music)

846
00:57:55.306 --> 00:57:56.723
- Say it, please.

847
00:57:58.706 --> 00:57:59.539
T-t-t-two.

848
00:58:03.425 --> 00:58:04.258
- Two.

849
00:58:07.586 --> 00:58:08.419
- Say it!

850
00:58:09.284 --> 00:58:12.867
- (breathing heavily) One.

851
00:58:14.034 --> 00:58:19.034
(Jeanie gagging and gasping)
(mysterious pensive music)

852
00:58:21.722 --> 00:58:25.389
(Brandon breathing heavily)

853
00:58:32.003 --> 00:58:33.344
-  What he wanted to say then,

854
00:58:33.394 --> 00:58:34.853
he clearly couldn't say.

855
00:58:34.903 --> 00:58:36.666
He couldn't even form the
words that would describe

856
00:58:36.716 --> 00:58:39.455
what would become an incredible hatred.

857
00:58:39.505 --> 00:58:41.394
Not a hatred directly against her,

858
00:58:41.444 --> 00:58:44.346
but for whoever made her
become what she became.

859
00:58:44.396 --> 00:58:47.874
He called these the
horrible, the awful elements,

860
00:58:47.924 --> 00:58:49.885
the ones that would ruin everything.

861
00:58:49.935 --> 00:58:52.335
But the forces who could
take anything that was good,

862
00:58:52.385 --> 00:58:55.274
anything that ever meant
anything meaningful and good,

863
00:58:55.324 --> 00:58:57.965
good he kept seeing, and
then just ruin it all,

864
00:58:58.015 --> 00:58:59.615
just ruin the happiness,

865
00:58:59.665 --> 00:59:01.782
and that's all whatever the
forces that he had reckoned

866
00:59:01.832 --> 00:59:02.615
and struggled with.

867
00:59:02.665 --> 00:59:05.003
These were the ones ruining his happiness,

868
00:59:05.053 --> 00:59:06.974
and so the rest had to go.

869
00:59:07.024 --> 00:59:08.702
But he was very humble.

870
00:59:08.752 --> 00:59:10.832
He never stole anyone's happiness.

871
00:59:10.882 --> 00:59:13.462
He was only selfish to a point.

872
00:59:13.512 --> 00:59:14.982
But he said "thank you" whenever he felt

873
00:59:15.032 --> 00:59:18.662
he had received the correct
service at a diner, for example.

874
00:59:18.712 --> 00:59:21.100
And even though he didn't
really show his appreciation

875
00:59:21.150 --> 00:59:25.282
to any man or god, he felt the reverence.

876
00:59:25.332 --> 00:59:27.219
(Jeanie coughing)

877
00:59:27.269 --> 00:59:29.647
Time seemed to stand still for Brandon

878
00:59:29.697 --> 00:59:33.499
and operated at a slow crawl, increments,

879
00:59:33.549 --> 00:59:35.299
decibels, micro ions.

880
00:59:37.368 --> 00:59:40.059
He didn't know what it all meant.

881
00:59:40.109 --> 00:59:43.478
For Jeanie, it was the start of a life.

882
00:59:43.528 --> 00:59:47.316
And for Brandon, while
it had the joy of a life,

883
00:59:47.366 --> 00:59:50.048
the beauty, while it
all stood still for him

884
00:59:50.098 --> 00:59:54.190
whenever he was with Jeanie, it just ended

885
00:59:54.240 --> 00:59:55.878
when she came to his world,

886
00:59:55.928 --> 00:59:57.950
because she hadn't come from there.

887
00:59:58.000 --> 01:00:01.099
She was a gift, as
Stephanie had told Robert,

888
01:00:01.149 --> 01:00:04.118
but the gift was actually
meant for Brandon.

889
01:00:04.168 --> 01:00:07.808
He'd waited all his life for
someone who would look at him,

890
01:00:07.858 --> 01:00:10.508
just acknowledge his existence.

891
01:00:10.558 --> 01:00:13.107
He never knew when the
person he was next to

892
01:00:13.157 --> 01:00:15.258
knew if he was even there.

893
01:00:15.308 --> 01:00:18.309
He just wanted to know he was there,

894
01:00:18.359 --> 01:00:20.738
and Jeanie told him he was there.

895
01:00:20.788 --> 01:00:22.558
(Jeanie grunts)

896
01:00:22.608 --> 01:00:24.738
(mellow jazzy music)

897
01:00:24.788 --> 01:00:27.807
(telephone ringing)

898
01:00:27.857 --> 01:00:30.578
-  Hi, it's me, leave a message.

899
01:00:30.628 --> 01:00:31.461
- Day 301.

900
01:00:34.519 --> 01:00:35.879
It's a big number, isn't it?

901
01:00:35.929 --> 01:00:39.439
(mellow jazzy music)

902
01:00:39.489 --> 01:00:42.477
I thought about the
first time we went out,

903
01:00:42.527 --> 01:00:45.994
and me being crazy when I was back then,

904
01:00:46.044 --> 01:00:48.794
I asked you out for a midnight date,

905
01:00:48.844 --> 01:00:52.305
and you accepted, to my surprise.

906
01:00:52.355 --> 01:00:54.594
Do you remember that?

907
01:00:54.644 --> 01:00:56.674
No, you looked so beautiful.

908
01:00:56.724 --> 01:00:59.757
You didn't say a single word,
but I knew it in your eyes.

909
01:00:59.807 --> 01:01:02.457
You really believed in me.

910
01:01:02.507 --> 01:01:04.257
I could see the love.

911
01:01:05.596 --> 01:01:07.013
I saw your smile.

912
01:01:09.938 --> 01:01:13.021
It was late and you had no makeup on,

913
01:01:14.276 --> 01:01:15.443
and I saw you.

914
01:01:17.588 --> 01:01:21.255
You, that's what I
remember of you the most.

915
01:01:22.287 --> 01:01:25.704
I just don't want to lose those memories.

916
01:01:27.599 --> 01:01:31.708
Now I don't even know if
you have them anymore.

917
01:01:31.758 --> 01:01:32.758
Was I there?

918
01:01:35.239 --> 01:01:39.780
I don't even know if it
was, but I know I saw you.

919
01:01:39.830 --> 01:01:43.549
You existed and you were there for me.

920
01:01:43.599 --> 01:01:47.614
And I, I was a (phone beeps)...

921
01:01:47.664 --> 01:01:50.664
(dial tone droning)

922
01:01:53.625 --> 01:01:56.542
(soft tense music)

923
01:01:57.985 --> 01:02:00.984
-  For Brandon, it was easy.

924
01:02:01.034 --> 01:02:04.194
He knew who did it, who corrupted Jeanie.

925
01:02:04.244 --> 01:02:07.074
This elite group, they
controlled everything,

926
01:02:07.124 --> 01:02:10.714
the media, banks, state
parks, commercial real estate,

927
01:02:10.764 --> 01:02:12.714
ecology, the environment, technology,

928
01:02:12.764 --> 01:02:14.855
and everything that he had ever missed.

929
01:02:14.905 --> 01:02:17.954
It wasn't even intuition,
because Brandon knew.

930
01:02:18.004 --> 01:02:20.332
He had felt this woman,
the woman who had destroyed

931
01:02:20.382 --> 01:02:23.394
every feeling he had
ever felt in his life,

932
01:02:23.444 --> 01:02:26.271
a woman so selfish, so
absorbed, so charmed

933
01:02:26.321 --> 01:02:28.973
with the immediacy of
being accepted by anyone,

934
01:02:29.023 --> 01:02:31.351
even the homeless, wig-less, thief scumbag

935
01:02:31.401 --> 01:02:33.179
taking a shit on the curb.

936
01:02:33.229 --> 01:02:36.691
His acceptance meant everything to her.

937
01:02:36.741 --> 01:02:39.882
It was obvious the way
Stephanie had corrupted Jeanie.

938
01:02:39.932 --> 01:02:42.265
She had done it so expertly.

939
01:02:44.111 --> 01:02:48.128
- So today, we're gonna start
with the basic principles

940
01:02:48.178 --> 01:02:50.461
of what we're trying to achieve.

941
01:02:50.511 --> 01:02:53.250
And by that, I mean we're
going to try to blend

942
01:02:53.300 --> 01:02:56.169
the metaphysical with the physical,

943
01:02:56.219 --> 01:03:00.386
and that way, we can get
to that level of euphoria

944
01:03:01.372 --> 01:03:04.351
that's so important for mental health.

945
01:03:04.401 --> 01:03:05.184
- Cool.
- So we're gonna begin

946
01:03:05.234 --> 01:03:07.250
with the basics.
- Okay.

947
01:03:07.300 --> 01:03:09.883
- Just sit up straight with me.

948
01:03:10.900 --> 01:03:15.233
And we're gonna start by
facing our thumbs together.

949
01:03:16.509 --> 01:03:21.040
Beautiful, and now you're just
gonna wrap around your neck,

950
01:03:21.090 --> 01:03:24.340
and just, I like to kinda ease into it.

951
01:03:26.658 --> 01:03:27.491
Beautiful.

952
01:03:28.618 --> 01:03:32.539
And now we're gonna find
that beautiful sweet spot.

953
01:03:32.589 --> 01:03:33.659
You got it.

954
01:03:33.709 --> 01:03:36.959
(dreamy pensive music)

955
01:03:43.061 --> 01:03:45.222
-  Why again, Steph?

956
01:03:45.272 --> 01:03:48.880
Haven't you learned by now it's
not about being insatiable?

957
01:03:48.930 --> 01:03:52.010
You want too much, and
now you're using others

958
01:03:52.060 --> 01:03:53.340
to do it for you.

959
01:03:53.390 --> 01:03:55.789
Don't sacrifice this girl, please.

960
01:03:55.839 --> 01:03:58.479
She's young, she's innocent.

961
01:03:58.529 --> 01:04:01.469
Just let her live her life for once.

962
01:04:01.519 --> 01:04:05.799
Let her find love,
disappointment, let her live.

963
01:04:05.849 --> 01:04:07.941
Will you give her a chance?

964
01:04:07.991 --> 01:04:11.469
I see her eyes, her eyes
show that she has a chance,

965
01:04:11.519 --> 01:04:13.349
unlike the others.

966
01:04:13.399 --> 01:04:15.189
-  How do you feel?

967
01:04:15.239 --> 01:04:16.570
- Good.

968
01:04:16.620 --> 01:04:19.577
(Stephanie panting)

969
01:04:19.627 --> 01:04:22.258
- There you go, perfect.

970
01:04:22.308 --> 01:04:23.130
Yes.

971
01:04:23.180 --> 01:04:24.440
(Stephanie and Jeanie panting)

972
01:04:24.490 --> 01:04:25.400
A little more.

973
01:04:25.450 --> 01:04:27.227
(Stephanie and Jeanie panting)

974
01:04:27.277 --> 01:04:28.360
Oh, yes, yes!

975
01:04:31.380 --> 01:04:32.469
Yes!

976
01:04:32.519 --> 01:04:33.848
There you go.

977
01:04:33.898 --> 01:04:35.090
There you go.

978
01:04:35.140 --> 01:04:36.858
(Stephanie and Jeanie panting)

979
01:04:36.908 --> 01:04:37.741
Yes.

980
01:04:38.828 --> 01:04:39.911
You got this.

981
01:04:41.266 --> 01:04:46.266
♪ All give or take till I carry the pain ♪

982
01:04:46.799 --> 01:04:51.799
♪ Your walls between us keep me far away ♪

983
01:04:52.930 --> 01:04:55.410
♪ There's no way back ♪

984
01:04:55.460 --> 01:04:59.377
♪ Your heart is full of bricks ♪

985
01:05:06.323 --> 01:05:09.374
(singing drowned out by rock music)

986
01:05:09.424 --> 01:05:14.065
♪ I'm trying to move on ♪

987
01:05:14.115 --> 01:05:17.603
♪ Raise my head to the horizon ♪

988
01:05:17.653 --> 01:05:20.910
♪ Wanna know what's to come ♪

989
01:05:20.960 --> 01:05:25.960
♪ I'm scared to be alone ♪

990
01:05:26.410 --> 01:05:29.731
♪ Stuck at the same
place that we've been ♪

991
01:05:29.781 --> 01:05:34.491
♪ But I cannot get out ♪

992
01:05:34.541 --> 01:05:39.480
♪ Doors open, doors
close in my heart again ♪

993
01:05:39.530 --> 01:05:42.309
(gun fires)

994
01:05:42.359 --> 01:05:44.942
(wind blowing)

995
01:05:52.876 --> 01:05:57.043
- So, who did you say
recommended me to you again?

996
01:06:01.236 --> 01:06:02.069
- Jeanie.

997
01:06:03.615 --> 01:06:05.346
- Right, Jeanie.

998
01:06:05.396 --> 01:06:08.826
I saw you after hours
because of her referral.

999
01:06:08.876 --> 01:06:10.959
I don't normally do that.

1000
01:06:14.175 --> 01:06:18.092
Brandon, I can only help
you if you talk to me.

1001
01:06:20.415 --> 01:06:22.154
Why did you contact me?

1002
01:06:22.204 --> 01:06:25.621
What is troubling you that was so urgent?

1003
01:06:30.415 --> 01:06:31.582
How is Jeanie?

1004
01:06:37.142 --> 01:06:40.002
Is there something you want
to tell me about Jeanie?

1005
01:06:40.052 --> 01:06:42.067
Are you in a relationship with her?

1006
01:06:42.117 --> 01:06:45.284
(tense pensive music)

1007
01:06:49.917 --> 01:06:52.288
- Like a little sister.

1008
01:06:52.338 --> 01:06:55.306
- She's like a little sister.

1009
01:06:55.356 --> 01:06:57.515
That's all she is to you, a little sister?

1010
01:06:57.565 --> 01:07:00.732
(tense pensive music)

1011
01:07:04.066 --> 01:07:08.733
You seem to be upset about
something relating to Jeanie.

1012
01:07:10.557 --> 01:07:12.057
- I lost somebody.

1013
01:07:14.176 --> 01:07:17.118
- Did something happen
to Jeanie because of you?

1014
01:07:17.168 --> 01:07:18.335
- No, no, I'm.

1015
01:07:21.026 --> 01:07:23.484
- I can't hear you, what did you say?

1016
01:07:23.534 --> 01:07:27.366
Brandon, you have to talk
to me for me to help you.

1017
01:07:27.416 --> 01:07:29.999
Did something happen to Jeanie?

1018
01:07:31.386 --> 01:07:35.536
We've already gone over the hour allotted,

1019
01:07:35.586 --> 01:07:37.076
and I don't think I'm helping you

1020
01:07:37.126 --> 01:07:40.293
because you're not telling me anything

1021
01:07:42.415 --> 01:07:44.407
to give me a chance to help you.

1022
01:07:44.457 --> 01:07:47.624
(tense pensive music)

1023
01:07:50.379 --> 01:07:52.061
Brandon, I don't think I can help you.

1024
01:07:52.111 --> 01:07:54.130
I think you need to call
a different therapist.

1025
01:07:54.180 --> 01:07:55.610
I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.

1026
01:07:55.660 --> 01:07:56.762
- No.

1027
01:07:56.812 --> 01:07:57.595
- It's getting late.

1028
01:07:57.645 --> 01:07:58.951
- Sit the fuck down!

1029
01:07:59.001 --> 01:08:02.168
(tense pensive music)

1030
01:08:05.260 --> 01:08:08.529
- There's no need to get upset.

1031
01:08:08.579 --> 01:08:09.980
You can tell me what's bothering you.

1032
01:08:10.030 --> 01:08:13.221
That's what I do, that's
what I can do for you.

1033
01:08:13.271 --> 01:08:15.770
I can help you get through this,

1034
01:08:15.820 --> 01:08:17.640
but you have to talk to me.

1035
01:08:17.690 --> 01:08:20.607
(Brandon laughing)

1036
01:08:21.810 --> 01:08:23.290
All right, now this is starting to make me

1037
01:08:23.340 --> 01:08:26.149
feel a little uncomfortable.

1038
01:08:26.199 --> 01:08:27.501
I have to go.

1039
01:08:27.551 --> 01:08:28.639
I really mean it--
- Sit down.

1040
01:08:28.689 --> 01:08:30.661
- It's time to go, I
really want you to go.

1041
01:08:30.711 --> 01:08:33.101
- Sit the fuck down!

1042
01:08:33.151 --> 01:08:35.850
You sit and stay the fuck right there!

1043
01:08:35.900 --> 01:08:38.410
- All right, I'm staying.

1044
01:08:38.460 --> 01:08:41.210
- Okay. (laughs)

1045
01:08:42.820 --> 01:08:45.478
- But I want you to leave.

1046
01:08:45.528 --> 01:08:46.981
I want you to get the help you need,

1047
01:08:47.031 --> 01:08:48.669
and I don't think I can do that.

1048
01:08:48.719 --> 01:08:49.650
- No, start.

1049
01:08:49.700 --> 01:08:51.088
- Please leave.

1050
01:08:51.138 --> 01:08:51.921
(Stephanie screams)

1051
01:08:51.971 --> 01:08:55.221
(dramatic tense music)

1052
01:09:03.828 --> 01:09:07.107
(Stephanie crying)

1053
01:09:07.157 --> 01:09:12.157
(Jeanie crying)
(Brandon yelling)

1054
01:09:15.896 --> 01:09:18.479
(Jeanie grunting)
(Brandon growling)

1055
01:09:18.529 --> 01:09:22.227
(Jeanie crying)
(Brandon yelling)

1056
01:09:22.277 --> 01:09:25.444
(tense pensive music)

1057
01:09:27.060 --> 01:09:29.808
(Stephanie breathing heavily)

1058
01:09:29.858 --> 01:09:31.928
(Jeanie grunting)

1059
01:09:31.978 --> 01:09:35.191
(Stephanie breathing heavily)

1060
01:09:35.241 --> 01:09:38.679
(Brandon groaning)
(Jeanie grunting)

1061
01:09:38.729 --> 01:09:41.312
- No! (crying)

1062
01:09:42.551 --> 01:09:45.801
(dramatic tense music)

1063
01:09:46.871 --> 01:09:50.704
(Jeanie gasping and grunting)

1064
01:09:54.277 --> 01:09:57.027
(Jeanie yelling)

1065
01:10:00.869 --> 01:10:03.702
(Jeanie groaning)

1066
01:10:04.837 --> 01:10:07.754
(Brandon growling)

1067
01:10:13.338 --> 01:10:16.361
(Brandon panting)

1068
01:10:16.411 --> 01:10:19.328
(Stephanie crying)

1069
01:10:22.910 --> 01:10:27.910
(Brandon panting)
(melancholic pensive music)

1070
01:10:30.507 --> 01:10:33.424
(Stephanie crying)

1071
01:10:40.035 --> 01:10:42.952
(Stephanie crying)

1072
01:10:48.131 --> 01:10:51.964
(Brandon yelling and sobbing)

1073
01:11:03.181 --> 01:11:06.098
(Stephanie crying)

1074
01:11:09.988 --> 01:11:12.571
-  Where is she now?

1075
01:11:13.600 --> 01:11:15.410
-  You know.

1076
01:11:15.460 --> 01:11:17.710
-  I'm so sorry.

1077
01:11:19.255 --> 01:11:20.755
You did it nicely?

1078
01:11:23.185 --> 01:11:24.435
-  No.

1079
01:11:25.346 --> 01:11:29.346
(Brandon sobbing and screaming)

1080
01:11:40.380 --> 01:11:43.463
(singers vocalizing)

1081
01:12:13.934 --> 01:12:18.543
♪ Mountains towering again ♪

1082
01:12:18.593 --> 01:12:20.952
♪ In your mind ♪

1083
01:12:21.002 --> 01:12:26.002
♪ Aren't they the hardest ones to climb ♪

1084
01:12:28.039 --> 01:12:32.880
♪ Darling, look how far we've come ♪

1085
01:12:32.930 --> 01:12:36.859
♪ Simply by taking ♪

1086
01:12:36.909 --> 01:12:41.909
♪ It one step at a time ♪

1087
01:12:42.010 --> 01:12:45.750
♪ Oh, I want you to know ♪

1088
01:12:45.800 --> 01:12:49.230
♪ You're not in this on your own ♪

1089
01:12:49.280 --> 01:12:51.419
♪ Oh, because darlin' ♪

1090
01:12:51.469 --> 01:12:56.469
♪ I would never let you go ♪

1091
01:12:57.018 --> 01:13:00.837
♪ Oh, and I'm willing to lose ♪

1092
01:13:00.887 --> 01:13:04.239
♪ Anything if I have you ♪

1093
01:13:04.289 --> 01:13:07.468
♪ Darling, no matter what it takes ♪

1094
01:13:07.518 --> 01:13:12.410
♪ We'll make it through ♪

1095
01:13:12.460 --> 01:13:16.319
♪ No matter what it takes, we'll make it ♪

1096
01:13:16.369 --> 01:13:20.970
♪ I don't have many fancy things ♪

1097
01:13:21.020 --> 01:13:23.330
♪ To my name ♪

1098
01:13:23.380 --> 01:13:27.193
♪ Aren't they fleeting anyway ♪