WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:01.100 --> 00:00:03.850 (soothing music) 2 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:39.566 --> 00:00:41.220 (birds chirping) 5 00:00:41.220 --> 00:00:43.460 - [Officiant] Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today 6 00:00:43.460 --> 00:00:46.740 to join this man and this woman in holy matrimony. 7 00:00:46.740 --> 00:00:48.560 Love is patient, love is kind. 8 00:00:48.560 --> 00:00:51.530 It does not envy, it does not boast. 9 00:00:51.530 --> 00:00:54.110 It is not proud, it is not rude. 10 00:00:54.110 --> 00:00:57.390 It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered. 11 00:00:57.390 --> 00:00:59.128 It keeps no record of wrongs. 12 00:00:59.128 --> 00:01:03.240 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, 13 00:01:03.240 --> 00:01:04.904 and always preserves. 14 00:01:04.904 --> 00:01:05.737 - I love you. 15 00:01:07.363 --> 00:01:09.020 - I love you too. 16 00:01:09.020 --> 00:01:11.180 - By the powers vested in me by this church, 17 00:01:11.180 --> 00:01:13.090 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 18 00:01:13.090 --> 00:01:14.290 You may kiss your bride. 19 00:01:17.848 --> 00:01:20.848 (people applauding) 20 00:01:22.590 --> 00:01:25.173 - The other day, I went shopping with my wife. 21 00:01:27.330 --> 00:01:32.330 Now some men loathe this, because when your wife 22 00:01:32.420 --> 00:01:36.207 asks your opinion, you must tread lightly 23 00:01:36.207 --> 00:01:40.023 or you will find yourself sleeping on the couch. 24 00:01:41.270 --> 00:01:42.780 But when I go shopping with my wife, 25 00:01:42.780 --> 00:01:43.930 I get to notice people. 26 00:01:45.070 --> 00:01:48.623 I get to look at what they do, and how they act. 27 00:01:50.260 --> 00:01:53.993 And when we look at another human being, we do one thing. 28 00:01:55.370 --> 00:01:56.203 We judge them. 29 00:01:58.560 --> 00:02:03.560 We judge their appearance, eating habits, 30 00:02:03.630 --> 00:02:06.600 what they drive, how many kids they have. 31 00:02:06.600 --> 00:02:10.173 We make an assumption without even saying a word. 32 00:02:12.330 --> 00:02:17.180 I will admit that I am guilty of this myself, sometimes, 33 00:02:17.180 --> 00:02:18.563 though I try not to be. 34 00:02:21.720 --> 00:02:24.997 Matthew 7:1-2. 35 00:02:24.997 --> 00:02:26.857 "Do not judge or you will be judged, 36 00:02:26.857 --> 00:02:30.567 "for in the same way you judged others 37 00:02:30.567 --> 00:02:31.657 "you will be judged. 38 00:02:31.657 --> 00:02:34.007 "And with the same measure you use 39 00:02:34.007 --> 00:02:35.457 "it will be measured to you." 40 00:02:37.903 --> 00:02:39.703 And that's pretty simple and direct. 41 00:02:43.618 --> 00:02:45.640 But why are we so quick to judge others 42 00:02:45.640 --> 00:02:48.823 when some of us can't keep our own lives together? 43 00:02:53.850 --> 00:02:55.110 This week I challenge you 44 00:02:56.610 --> 00:02:57.623 to not judge, 45 00:02:58.870 --> 00:03:02.673 but instead to remember what I've just reminded you of. 46 00:03:05.440 --> 00:03:08.863 God is always watching, always. 47 00:03:13.801 --> 00:03:15.327 Hi there. 48 00:03:15.327 --> 00:03:17.603 - Pastor. - Oh it's okay, thank you. 49 00:03:29.310 --> 00:03:30.607 Something wrong, honey? 50 00:03:35.240 --> 00:03:37.560 - I'm so sorry, Thomas. 51 00:03:37.560 --> 00:03:38.443 - Sorry for what? 52 00:03:40.160 --> 00:03:42.540 - I took three pregnancy tests this morning, 53 00:03:42.540 --> 00:03:44.934 and they call came back negative. 54 00:03:44.934 --> 00:03:46.470 - It's okay. 55 00:03:46.470 --> 00:03:47.940 - It's not okay! 56 00:03:47.940 --> 00:03:49.330 We're trying to start a family together 57 00:03:49.330 --> 00:03:50.900 and I can't even give us that. 58 00:03:50.900 --> 00:03:53.353 - It's just not the right time. 59 00:03:53.353 --> 00:03:55.714 - I am so sick of hearing that, 60 00:03:55.714 --> 00:03:58.413 and I'm just so sick of the disappointment, 61 00:03:58.413 --> 00:03:59.873 and the heartache. 62 00:04:01.168 --> 00:04:02.001 - I, 63 00:04:03.640 --> 00:04:05.130 I'm not even gonna try to understand 64 00:04:05.130 --> 00:04:06.930 what you're going through. 65 00:04:06.930 --> 00:04:11.623 All I can do is be here for you, and comfort you. 66 00:04:13.850 --> 00:04:16.030 - What if I can't have a baby, Thomas? 67 00:04:16.950 --> 00:04:19.474 - Then we'll cross that bridge when we get to it, 68 00:04:19.474 --> 00:04:23.690 and if that bridge collapses, we'll build another one. 69 00:04:23.690 --> 00:04:26.523 (emotional music) 70 00:05:12.035 --> 00:05:12.868 Ariana? 71 00:05:16.504 --> 00:05:17.337 Ariana. 72 00:05:25.300 --> 00:05:26.510 How is she? 73 00:05:26.510 --> 00:05:28.270 - Has your wife been suffering from headaches 74 00:05:28.270 --> 00:05:29.470 in the last few days? 75 00:05:29.470 --> 00:05:30.410 - No sir. 76 00:05:30.410 --> 00:05:31.700 She's been fine. 77 00:05:31.700 --> 00:05:34.640 - Your wife has suffered a ruptured aneurysm, 78 00:05:34.640 --> 00:05:36.480 and the severity of it has placed her in a coma. 79 00:05:36.480 --> 00:05:37.873 - A coma? 80 00:05:39.940 --> 00:05:41.910 What's the timeline on something like this? 81 00:05:41.910 --> 00:05:43.780 - It's hard to say. 82 00:05:43.780 --> 00:05:45.300 I've seen cases where they stay in a coma 83 00:05:45.300 --> 00:05:47.100 three to six weeks, 84 00:05:47.100 --> 00:05:49.460 or worse cases, 12 or more. 85 00:05:49.460 --> 00:05:51.220 Your wife seems to be strong, 86 00:05:51.220 --> 00:05:53.420 and I think we'll go with the lesser amount. 87 00:06:13.877 --> 00:06:16.960 (gentle piano music) 88 00:06:27.190 --> 00:06:28.690 - I'm here, honey. 89 00:06:29.658 --> 00:06:30.908 I'm right here. 90 00:06:34.641 --> 00:06:37.474 Please God, please watch over her. 91 00:06:39.648 --> 00:06:42.481 (emotional music) 92 00:07:43.380 --> 00:07:44.293 - Ariana Mitchell? 93 00:07:46.385 --> 00:07:47.552 - Who are you? 94 00:07:49.883 --> 00:07:51.733 - You can just call me the Carpenter. 95 00:07:53.020 --> 00:07:54.224 - Why am I here? 96 00:07:54.224 --> 00:07:55.723 How do you know my name? 97 00:07:56.979 --> 00:07:59.410 - I've known your name for a long time. 98 00:07:59.410 --> 00:08:00.590 - Where's my husband? 99 00:08:00.590 --> 00:08:01.763 I wanna see my husband. 100 00:08:03.220 --> 00:08:04.370 - Your husband is fine. 101 00:08:05.440 --> 00:08:07.133 - What am I doing here? 102 00:08:09.380 --> 00:08:10.380 - Tell me something, 103 00:08:11.630 --> 00:08:13.773 what is the last thing that you remember? 104 00:08:16.920 --> 00:08:20.500 - I was in the kitchen, and I got dizzy. 105 00:08:20.500 --> 00:08:25.500 I fell to the ground, and that's the last thing I remember. 106 00:08:27.950 --> 00:08:29.963 Just tell me what's going on, please! 107 00:08:30.990 --> 00:08:33.940 - Well at this point, you should already know what this is. 108 00:08:36.705 --> 00:08:38.293 - You know everything about me. 109 00:08:40.660 --> 00:08:44.253 My past, my present, and now my future? 110 00:08:45.670 --> 00:08:46.503 - Yes, I do. 111 00:08:48.470 --> 00:08:51.653 And as you stand here in front of me, I ask you, 112 00:08:53.180 --> 00:08:54.480 how do you view your life? 113 00:08:55.940 --> 00:08:59.100 How did you view your life? 114 00:08:59.100 --> 00:09:01.122 - I don't understand. 115 00:09:01.122 --> 00:09:02.850 (man clapping) 116 00:09:02.850 --> 00:09:04.933 - Some things just never change. 117 00:09:06.790 --> 00:09:07.640 - You would know. 118 00:09:09.100 --> 00:09:12.333 - Ariana Mitchell, it's a pleasure to meet you. 119 00:09:13.250 --> 00:09:14.083 - Who are you? 120 00:09:14.083 --> 00:09:16.443 - You can just call me the Thief. 121 00:09:17.410 --> 00:09:18.660 - You have no place here. 122 00:09:19.940 --> 00:09:22.760 - I'm just getting acquainted with Miss Mitchell. 123 00:09:22.760 --> 00:09:24.640 Besides, you're playing question and answer 124 00:09:24.640 --> 00:09:26.250 with this poor woman, 125 00:09:26.250 --> 00:09:28.410 and you still haven't answered her simple question. 126 00:09:28.410 --> 00:09:29.450 - [Carpenter] I've answered everything 127 00:09:29.450 --> 00:09:30.813 that needed to be answered. 128 00:09:32.400 --> 00:09:33.800 - I will be seeing you soon. 129 00:09:37.680 --> 00:09:41.680 (Thief humming "Amazing Grace") 130 00:09:45.030 --> 00:09:46.223 - Why am I here? 131 00:09:47.590 --> 00:09:48.423 - Follow me. 132 00:10:02.730 --> 00:10:05.263 This is where things changed in your life. 133 00:10:06.610 --> 00:10:10.033 Everything was as it should be, until this moment. 134 00:10:11.940 --> 00:10:14.663 - If you know that, then why are you making me relive it? 135 00:10:16.500 --> 00:10:18.080 - Sometimes we don't see things 136 00:10:18.080 --> 00:10:20.700 for what they are with a first look. 137 00:10:20.700 --> 00:10:23.843 Just watch, and see how bad things can happen 138 00:10:23.843 --> 00:10:26.233 to your heart in an instant. 139 00:10:28.470 --> 00:10:30.320 - This was the day my father left us. 140 00:10:32.206 --> 00:10:34.093 I was never the same after this. 141 00:10:34.990 --> 00:10:38.623 - Tomorrow holds the strength to be better than yesterday. 142 00:10:46.210 --> 00:10:47.210 - I'll come get the rest of my things 143 00:10:47.210 --> 00:10:49.360 when Ariana's at school and you're at work. 144 00:10:50.350 --> 00:10:51.193 - So that's it? 145 00:10:52.290 --> 00:10:53.890 No chance to try to work it out? 146 00:10:54.790 --> 00:10:57.300 - Geez Wendy, I told you, it's completely over. 147 00:10:57.300 --> 00:10:58.983 I don't want to work things out. 148 00:11:00.410 --> 00:11:02.170 - We don't deserve this. 149 00:11:02.170 --> 00:11:05.163 You have a little girl that needs her father! 150 00:11:06.760 --> 00:11:09.430 You have the balls to leave us, 151 00:11:09.430 --> 00:11:11.800 but they aren't big enough to look me in the eye. 152 00:11:11.800 --> 00:11:13.180 - What do you want me to say to you? 153 00:11:13.180 --> 00:11:14.443 I'm tired of living this life. 154 00:11:14.443 --> 00:11:17.160 I'm tired of routine, I'm tired of church. 155 00:11:17.160 --> 00:11:18.710 I've done things the Christian way for years, 156 00:11:18.710 --> 00:11:20.083 and it's got me nothing! 157 00:11:21.050 --> 00:11:22.010 - Is that what you think? 158 00:11:22.010 --> 00:11:23.310 - You know what I mean. 159 00:11:23.310 --> 00:11:25.550 - No, I don't! 160 00:11:25.550 --> 00:11:27.800 I know that this life we live is hard, 161 00:11:27.800 --> 00:11:30.140 but who said life was easy? 162 00:11:30.140 --> 00:11:32.720 We do our best, and make it work. 163 00:11:32.720 --> 00:11:36.710 God will do the rest if we remain faithful to him! 164 00:11:36.710 --> 00:11:37.870 - And there you go again. 165 00:11:37.870 --> 00:11:39.320 You throw God into everything. 166 00:11:39.320 --> 00:11:40.450 If there's one thing I've done, 167 00:11:40.450 --> 00:11:42.780 it's waste my time praying for a better life. 168 00:11:42.780 --> 00:11:43.860 Well, I found someone. 169 00:11:43.860 --> 00:11:46.560 I found someone who wants to live life to the fullest. 170 00:11:47.720 --> 00:11:50.640 - You have a great life now. 171 00:11:50.640 --> 00:11:54.063 You just choose to throw it away for one moment of lust. 172 00:11:55.800 --> 00:11:59.390 If you told me right now that you will stay to work it out, 173 00:11:59.390 --> 00:12:01.410 then I will forgive you, 174 00:12:01.410 --> 00:12:02.720 no matter how hard it will be 175 00:12:02.720 --> 00:12:05.600 to look at you and tolerate you, 176 00:12:05.600 --> 00:12:08.903 I would still forgive you and work on getting it right. 177 00:12:10.490 --> 00:12:14.323 But if you walk out that door, it's over. 178 00:12:15.260 --> 00:12:17.210 Forgiveness isn't an option after that. 179 00:12:30.130 --> 00:12:32.470 - Please don't leave us, Daddy. 180 00:12:32.470 --> 00:12:33.543 Please stay with us. 181 00:12:43.024 --> 00:12:44.910 - Don't be sad, sweetheart. 182 00:12:44.910 --> 00:12:46.480 It's gonna be okay. 183 00:12:46.480 --> 00:12:48.920 - Will God take care of us since Daddy won't? 184 00:12:48.920 --> 00:12:50.850 - Yes baby, he will. 185 00:12:50.850 --> 00:12:52.200 - Then don't be sad, Mommy. 186 00:13:04.785 --> 00:13:08.430 - As a child, your faith was so strong. 187 00:13:08.430 --> 00:13:10.873 - No child should live the life that I've had to. 188 00:13:12.510 --> 00:13:14.910 - You think your life is worse than others? 189 00:13:14.910 --> 00:13:17.200 - At times, yes. 190 00:13:17.200 --> 00:13:20.083 I had to shut everyone off from school, church. 191 00:13:21.500 --> 00:13:23.310 The outside world, it was a dark place, 192 00:13:23.310 --> 00:13:27.053 but my heart was even darker. 193 00:13:30.710 --> 00:13:32.540 - Are you okay, Mama? 194 00:13:32.540 --> 00:13:33.870 - I'm okay, sweetheart. 195 00:13:33.870 --> 00:13:35.380 You go on to sleep. 196 00:13:35.380 --> 00:13:36.410 - You can stay in here with me 197 00:13:36.410 --> 00:13:38.073 so you don't have to sleep alone. 198 00:13:39.110 --> 00:13:41.583 - You have a big heart, Ariana, do you know that? 199 00:13:41.583 --> 00:13:42.416 - I get it from you. 200 00:13:42.416 --> 00:13:44.480 I wanna be just like you when I get older. 201 00:13:45.480 --> 00:13:46.880 - I want you to be your own person. 202 00:13:46.880 --> 00:13:49.723 You should never be what someone else wants you to be. 203 00:13:52.746 --> 00:13:53.883 - Can I ask you something? 204 00:13:53.883 --> 00:13:56.230 - You can always ask me anything. 205 00:13:56.230 --> 00:13:58.063 - How do you feel since Dad's gone? 206 00:14:01.120 --> 00:14:03.373 - Right now, I feel angry and hurt. 207 00:14:05.350 --> 00:14:08.907 Your father has fallen in love, or thinks that he has, 208 00:14:08.907 --> 00:14:10.347 with someone else. 209 00:14:10.347 --> 00:14:12.393 - Does he still love me? 210 00:14:13.470 --> 00:14:15.563 - I wanna tell you yes honey, but. 211 00:14:16.843 --> 00:14:17.760 - But what? 212 00:14:19.803 --> 00:14:21.690 - Love is a very strong word. 213 00:14:21.690 --> 00:14:26.062 When you love someone, you wanna be there for that person 214 00:14:26.062 --> 00:14:28.179 through the toughest of times, 215 00:14:28.179 --> 00:14:32.600 because love can get you through life in the worst of times. 216 00:14:32.600 --> 00:14:35.595 - God's love for us will get us through this. 217 00:14:35.595 --> 00:14:37.620 You love me, and God loves me. 218 00:14:37.620 --> 00:14:39.670 That's all I need and could ever ask for. 219 00:14:41.059 --> 00:14:43.559 - I pray that you keep the heart you have, Ariana. 220 00:14:45.150 --> 00:14:46.263 This world needs it. 221 00:14:48.035 --> 00:14:50.617 - You know your mother never stopped praying for you. 222 00:14:51.642 --> 00:14:53.593 - Then why didn't you answer her prayers then? 223 00:14:54.643 --> 00:14:56.540 - What makes you think that I didn't? 224 00:14:57.742 --> 00:15:00.403 - If you did, I didn't notice. 225 00:15:02.970 --> 00:15:04.440 - Ariana, selfish prayers 226 00:15:04.440 --> 00:15:06.330 are the ones that we do in despair. 227 00:15:07.630 --> 00:15:10.210 Now your mother, she prayed for you 228 00:15:10.210 --> 00:15:12.393 during her darkest of times, 229 00:15:13.482 --> 00:15:14.653 the happiest of times. 230 00:15:16.728 --> 00:15:19.113 She prayed for you before she even did herself. 231 00:15:20.390 --> 00:15:22.800 Just because your prayers weren't answered 232 00:15:22.800 --> 00:15:25.443 when you wanted, or needed 'em to be, 233 00:15:26.880 --> 00:15:28.880 doesn't mean that they weren't answered. 234 00:15:42.500 --> 00:15:46.580 - Well there she is, hardest working RN in the building. 235 00:15:46.580 --> 00:15:49.710 - Now, we know your life would be boring without me here. 236 00:15:49.710 --> 00:15:50.930 Has it been a busy night? 237 00:15:50.930 --> 00:15:53.020 - I wish it had been busy. 238 00:15:53.020 --> 00:15:56.010 We've only had one case come in, a brain aneurysm. 239 00:15:56.010 --> 00:15:58.480 A young lady, too, about your age. 240 00:15:58.480 --> 00:16:00.700 - Oh no, that's awful. 241 00:16:00.700 --> 00:16:02.350 - It really is a shame. 242 00:16:02.350 --> 00:16:04.030 Husband's good-lookin', too. 243 00:16:04.030 --> 00:16:05.750 Tall, dark, and handsome. 244 00:16:05.750 --> 00:16:06.660 - [Lisa] Yeah? 245 00:16:06.660 --> 00:16:07.960 What's the patient's name? 246 00:16:08.840 --> 00:16:10.213 - It's a unique name. 247 00:16:12.051 --> 00:16:12.884 Let's see. 248 00:16:14.020 --> 00:16:15.803 Mitchell, Ariana Mitchell. 249 00:16:21.022 --> 00:16:23.605 (somber music) 250 00:16:35.601 --> 00:16:36.934 - [Lisa] Thomas. 251 00:16:40.445 --> 00:16:41.695 - [Thomas] Hey. 252 00:16:45.588 --> 00:16:48.430 - I'm sorry. - Thank you. 253 00:16:48.430 --> 00:16:50.363 I didn't know you were back in town. 254 00:16:51.320 --> 00:16:53.020 - I've been back for a few months. 255 00:16:54.130 --> 00:16:55.933 Brian's still in Honduras. 256 00:16:58.440 --> 00:17:00.803 We wanted to get moved back and settled in. 257 00:17:00.803 --> 00:17:02.943 I meant to call. 258 00:17:02.943 --> 00:17:05.240 - You don't have to explain anything. 259 00:17:06.244 --> 00:17:08.394 She was just as stubborn about calling you. 260 00:17:11.805 --> 00:17:15.788 - This is a moment when you stand here, 261 00:17:15.788 --> 00:17:17.325 and you think to yourself 262 00:17:17.325 --> 00:17:20.037 that you should've written that letter. 263 00:17:20.037 --> 00:17:22.750 You should've made that call, before it was too late. 264 00:17:24.843 --> 00:17:28.393 - There was no way you could've known this was gonna happen. 265 00:17:30.510 --> 00:17:32.487 - I feel so much remorse. 266 00:17:32.487 --> 00:17:35.320 (emotional music) 267 00:17:44.980 --> 00:17:46.230 - What are we doing here? 268 00:17:48.990 --> 00:17:52.660 - At one point in time, this was like a second home to you. 269 00:17:52.660 --> 00:17:53.853 - Yes, it was. 270 00:17:54.770 --> 00:17:56.970 But my mother needed me to be there for her. 271 00:17:58.253 --> 00:17:59.823 - I don't know what to do next. 272 00:18:01.060 --> 00:18:02.833 How am I gonna support my daughter? 273 00:18:03.830 --> 00:18:05.313 She's all that matters now. 274 00:18:06.173 --> 00:18:08.423 - Your mother knew that times would get hard, 275 00:18:10.200 --> 00:18:13.120 but at any moment, she would pray for help. 276 00:18:13.120 --> 00:18:14.570 She never lost her faith. 277 00:18:14.570 --> 00:18:16.770 - You don't have to remind me about prayer. 278 00:18:16.770 --> 00:18:18.460 I pray every day. 279 00:18:18.460 --> 00:18:20.600 - Yes, yes you do. 280 00:18:20.600 --> 00:18:21.863 I know what you pray for. 281 00:18:23.120 --> 00:18:24.780 How do you pray? 282 00:18:24.780 --> 00:18:27.643 Do you pray with faith, or fear? 283 00:18:28.870 --> 00:18:32.010 - I've never been one to ask for anything, Lord, 284 00:18:32.010 --> 00:18:34.660 but now I ask that you watch over me and my daughter. 285 00:18:35.780 --> 00:18:38.423 I ask that you open your arms and take hold of us. 286 00:18:39.400 --> 00:18:43.220 I'm so scared, but I know that you'll always provide, 287 00:18:43.220 --> 00:18:44.653 and never forsake us. 288 00:18:46.990 --> 00:18:47.990 - I'm not my mother. 289 00:18:49.580 --> 00:18:50.473 I never will be. 290 00:18:52.632 --> 00:18:54.047 - Ariana? 291 00:18:54.047 --> 00:18:56.840 You have no idea of what you're capable of. 292 00:18:56.840 --> 00:18:58.030 - Tell me what you want to hear. 293 00:18:58.030 --> 00:19:01.850 Just tell me what I need to do so I can see my husband. 294 00:19:01.850 --> 00:19:03.600 - This young lady's made a request. 295 00:19:04.440 --> 00:19:06.590 So why is it so hard for you to grant that? 296 00:19:07.810 --> 00:19:09.660 - Things aren't as easy as they seem. 297 00:19:10.500 --> 00:19:13.300 - Things are easy, but your words, 298 00:19:13.300 --> 00:19:14.910 they complicate things. 299 00:19:14.910 --> 00:19:16.940 - Mind your tongue. 300 00:19:16.940 --> 00:19:19.170 - And this garbage of prayer, 301 00:19:19.170 --> 00:19:23.370 he only wants you to do wrong so that you repent your sins. 302 00:19:23.370 --> 00:19:25.350 All the while, he's driving that nail 303 00:19:25.350 --> 00:19:27.052 through his hand the next day. 304 00:19:27.052 --> 00:19:28.760 - We aren't perfect. 305 00:19:28.760 --> 00:19:30.490 - You're not perfect. 306 00:19:30.490 --> 00:19:33.830 You're flawed, and flawed's okay. 307 00:19:33.830 --> 00:19:36.890 He gave you choice, but had he not given you choice, 308 00:19:36.890 --> 00:19:38.513 you would live the perfect life. 309 00:19:38.513 --> 00:19:40.940 - No one's life is perfect. 310 00:19:40.940 --> 00:19:43.143 - Your lies won't stray her away from me. 311 00:19:44.810 --> 00:19:46.523 - Words only say so much. 312 00:19:47.750 --> 00:19:50.550 I'll show you a time when he didn't help you. 313 00:19:50.550 --> 00:19:52.450 - You're not wanted here. 314 00:19:52.450 --> 00:19:54.013 Leave me alone! 315 00:19:54.013 --> 00:19:56.596 (somber music) 316 00:20:01.750 --> 00:20:02.823 Is this my judgment? 317 00:20:04.890 --> 00:20:05.890 - What do you think? 318 00:20:06.960 --> 00:20:08.277 - Yes? 319 00:20:08.277 --> 00:20:09.380 - You seem afraid. 320 00:20:09.380 --> 00:20:10.330 - [Ariana] I'm not. 321 00:20:12.325 --> 00:20:13.543 - [Carpenter] We will see. 322 00:20:21.773 --> 00:20:24.440 (Lisa sniffles) 323 00:20:25.671 --> 00:20:28.088 (Lisa sighs) 324 00:20:29.650 --> 00:20:30.940 - It's been a long time 325 00:20:32.430 --> 00:20:35.153 since we've seen or spoken to each other. 326 00:20:36.220 --> 00:20:40.833 So many words should've been said between us, 327 00:20:42.760 --> 00:20:44.350 and it wouldn't have taken 328 00:20:46.520 --> 00:20:48.913 but a second to say I'm sorry. 329 00:20:55.148 --> 00:20:57.420 I don't know if you're gonna make it through the night, 330 00:21:02.626 --> 00:21:07.626 and I didn't want my last time seeing you to be like this. 331 00:21:15.699 --> 00:21:19.616 I'm sorry for walkin' away from you that night. 332 00:21:24.405 --> 00:21:26.988 I should've prayed harder, and. 333 00:21:28.764 --> 00:21:31.264 (Lisa crying) 334 00:21:32.282 --> 00:21:36.000 - She wanted to pick up that phone every night, 335 00:21:36.000 --> 00:21:40.290 but she couldn't find the words. 336 00:21:40.290 --> 00:21:41.583 - We're so stubborn. 337 00:21:44.040 --> 00:21:46.853 I'll be back in a few minutes, 338 00:21:48.110 --> 00:21:49.946 after I finish my other rounds. 339 00:21:49.946 --> 00:21:52.779 (emotional music) 340 00:22:17.947 --> 00:22:20.630 Excuse me, I'm sorry to bother you. 341 00:22:20.630 --> 00:22:22.700 Could you tell me where Bromley Hall is? 342 00:22:22.700 --> 00:22:25.123 - Oh yeah sure, just go this way, keep straight. 343 00:22:26.070 --> 00:22:27.700 You know what, I'll just take you there myself, 344 00:22:27.700 --> 00:22:30.040 'cause I have to meet my roommate there in a couple minutes. 345 00:22:30.040 --> 00:22:31.610 - I don't want to keep you from studying. 346 00:22:31.610 --> 00:22:34.230 - No, no, it's fine, I don't mind, really. 347 00:22:34.230 --> 00:22:35.150 - [Lisa] Okay. 348 00:22:35.150 --> 00:22:36.060 - My name's Ariana. 349 00:22:36.060 --> 00:22:38.070 - I'm Lisa, it's nice to meet you. 350 00:22:38.070 --> 00:22:39.890 - It's nice to meet you, too. 351 00:22:39.890 --> 00:22:43.330 So, what brings you to this fine university? 352 00:22:43.330 --> 00:22:46.310 - [Lisa] Are you being sarcastic, or serious? 353 00:22:46.310 --> 00:22:47.597 - [Ariana] A little bit of both. 354 00:22:47.597 --> 00:22:50.680 - Well, I'm transferring in from another college. 355 00:22:50.680 --> 00:22:53.563 It just wasn't the right fit for me. 356 00:22:54.680 --> 00:22:56.300 - So what's your major? 357 00:22:56.300 --> 00:22:59.620 - Well, I'm looking into something in the medical field. 358 00:22:59.620 --> 00:23:00.453 - Yeah? 359 00:23:00.453 --> 00:23:02.419 - I really wanna do mission work overseas. 360 00:23:02.419 --> 00:23:05.600 - Oh wow, that's a lot to take on. 361 00:23:05.600 --> 00:23:08.090 I mean, it takes a special kind of person to do that. 362 00:23:08.090 --> 00:23:10.420 - It really does, yeah. 363 00:23:10.420 --> 00:23:12.020 So what about you? 364 00:23:12.020 --> 00:23:14.420 What brings you to this fine university? 365 00:23:14.420 --> 00:23:17.580 - Well, honestly I didn't have the best childhood. 366 00:23:17.580 --> 00:23:19.150 My mom, she was a single mom 367 00:23:19.150 --> 00:23:21.210 and she was just working day and night 368 00:23:21.210 --> 00:23:24.250 so I could go into college, but I got scholarships 369 00:23:24.250 --> 00:23:25.560 and now I'm looking into business. 370 00:23:25.560 --> 00:23:28.100 - Nice, that's great. - Thanks. 371 00:23:28.100 --> 00:23:29.859 - She must be so proud of you. 372 00:23:29.859 --> 00:23:32.480 - She's definitely my biggest fan. 373 00:23:32.480 --> 00:23:33.770 But look, here we are. 374 00:23:33.770 --> 00:23:36.720 So, do you have your dorm room number? 375 00:23:36.720 --> 00:23:39.083 I can tell you the good, and the bad. 376 00:23:40.600 --> 00:23:41.433 - 23. 377 00:23:42.660 --> 00:23:44.420 - Well, what do you know? 378 00:23:44.420 --> 00:23:45.760 Nice to meet you, roomie. 379 00:23:45.760 --> 00:23:47.193 - It's nice to meet you. 380 00:23:48.835 --> 00:23:51.002 - [Ariana] That's awesome. 381 00:23:57.450 --> 00:23:59.510 - I've seen that look a million times. 382 00:23:59.510 --> 00:24:00.573 What's on your mind? 383 00:24:01.410 --> 00:24:04.643 - I have four hours left on my shift. 384 00:24:06.070 --> 00:24:07.893 Time just doesn't wait for anyone. 385 00:24:09.470 --> 00:24:12.303 - Did you lose a patient, or is it something else? 386 00:24:13.380 --> 00:24:14.223 - A friend. 387 00:24:15.730 --> 00:24:18.463 She's in a coma, close friend. 388 00:24:19.300 --> 00:24:21.730 - You know, when I decided to become a nurse 389 00:24:21.730 --> 00:24:24.623 I had a general idea of what to expect. 390 00:24:25.750 --> 00:24:27.830 The first time I saw a patient die, 391 00:24:27.830 --> 00:24:29.920 it was different, very different 392 00:24:29.920 --> 00:24:31.750 from losing a family member. 393 00:24:31.750 --> 00:24:34.360 He was a 34 year old male who had a heart attack, 394 00:24:34.360 --> 00:24:37.369 and we tried to revive him so many times, 395 00:24:37.369 --> 00:24:40.553 but it just wasn't enough. 396 00:24:42.320 --> 00:24:44.953 I couldn't sleep for days. 397 00:24:46.690 --> 00:24:49.590 No matter how much we know, or how much we do, 398 00:24:49.590 --> 00:24:53.273 the one thing we can't always do is save lives. 399 00:24:54.230 --> 00:24:59.230 Sometimes God's plan just doesn't align with ours. 400 00:25:00.190 --> 00:25:04.920 - That's the one thing I rely my faith on is His love. 401 00:25:04.920 --> 00:25:06.973 - It doesn't get greater than that. 402 00:25:09.710 --> 00:25:13.383 I'm sure your friend will be fine, no matter the outcome. 403 00:25:14.890 --> 00:25:16.820 Would you let me pray with you? 404 00:25:16.820 --> 00:25:18.292 - [Lisa] Yes ma'am. 405 00:25:18.292 --> 00:25:21.090 I think that'd be a good idea. 406 00:25:21.090 --> 00:25:22.640 - Our most gracious heavenly Father, 407 00:25:22.640 --> 00:25:25.092 thank you so much for this beautiful person, 408 00:25:25.092 --> 00:25:27.590 and for her friend, and God just please 409 00:25:27.590 --> 00:25:29.369 be with her and her family. 410 00:25:29.369 --> 00:25:31.952 (gentle music) 411 00:25:39.540 --> 00:25:41.913 - I don't know why life got so complicated. 412 00:25:43.880 --> 00:25:45.923 He always made everything so easy. 413 00:25:48.090 --> 00:25:50.030 He kept everything so balanced, 414 00:25:50.030 --> 00:25:53.633 and I can't even balance my own life. 415 00:25:55.890 --> 00:25:57.620 I'm just so afraid right now, 416 00:25:57.620 --> 00:26:00.833 and I know I shouldn't be. 417 00:26:04.360 --> 00:26:05.743 I love you, Mom. 418 00:26:07.628 --> 00:26:10.077 I know I told you that every time I saw you, 419 00:26:10.077 --> 00:26:11.903 but it still wasn't enough. 420 00:26:13.940 --> 00:26:16.040 - [Wendy] It was always enough, baby girl. 421 00:26:17.185 --> 00:26:18.470 - Mom? 422 00:26:18.470 --> 00:26:20.040 - I will say what needs to be said, 423 00:26:20.040 --> 00:26:21.900 and then I must go. 424 00:26:21.900 --> 00:26:23.860 - I don't understand. 425 00:26:23.860 --> 00:26:24.693 - You will. 426 00:26:25.948 --> 00:26:30.730 I'm so proud of you, and the woman and wife you've become. 427 00:26:30.730 --> 00:26:33.180 You have lived your life like you're supposed to. 428 00:26:34.140 --> 00:26:34.973 - Have I? 429 00:26:36.024 --> 00:26:41.024 I'm here as if this were real, but I know that it's not. 430 00:26:41.564 --> 00:26:44.720 - The one thing you always questioned was belief. 431 00:26:44.720 --> 00:26:47.280 You still doubt so much. 432 00:26:47.280 --> 00:26:49.380 - I just don't understand what's going on. 433 00:26:50.550 --> 00:26:54.223 I need my husband, he's all I have left. 434 00:26:55.630 --> 00:26:57.430 - Don't be afraid of this. 435 00:26:57.430 --> 00:27:02.064 Don't even try to understand, just let it take its course. 436 00:27:02.064 --> 00:27:03.623 - I'm so afraid. 437 00:27:05.185 --> 00:27:06.760 I don't think I'm ready for this. 438 00:27:06.760 --> 00:27:10.200 - Don't let fear keep you from your promise. 439 00:27:10.200 --> 00:27:12.163 - I miss you so much. 440 00:27:13.284 --> 00:27:14.134 - I miss you too. 441 00:27:15.420 --> 00:27:16.783 Close your eyes. 442 00:27:16.783 --> 00:27:19.616 (emotional music) 443 00:27:43.680 --> 00:27:46.604 - I don't even know if you can hear me right now. 444 00:27:46.604 --> 00:27:48.143 I'm not prepared for this. 445 00:27:51.150 --> 00:27:53.690 Knowing that it's something that I can't fix 446 00:27:53.690 --> 00:27:55.993 makes it 10 times worse. 447 00:27:58.750 --> 00:28:00.280 You were always the better part of me 448 00:28:00.280 --> 00:28:01.523 when it came to comfort. 449 00:28:05.000 --> 00:28:06.730 I wish I could take your place, 450 00:28:06.730 --> 00:28:09.863 but I know you'd be mad at me for even saying that. 451 00:28:14.670 --> 00:28:15.503 Why? 452 00:28:17.200 --> 00:28:20.633 I wanna cuss God so much, but I can't. 453 00:28:22.610 --> 00:28:23.443 I won't. 454 00:28:24.960 --> 00:28:27.170 - [David] It's always the easiest thing to do. 455 00:28:27.170 --> 00:28:28.220 It's also the dumbest. 456 00:28:28.220 --> 00:28:29.336 - Hey, Brother David. 457 00:28:29.336 --> 00:28:30.169 - Hey. 458 00:28:32.224 --> 00:28:34.150 I already know the answer to this question, 459 00:28:34.150 --> 00:28:35.990 but I'm gonna ask anyway. 460 00:28:35.990 --> 00:28:37.140 How are you holding up? 461 00:28:38.380 --> 00:28:40.640 - It's a rhetorical question. 462 00:28:40.640 --> 00:28:42.283 - Like I said, I had to ask. 463 00:28:43.570 --> 00:28:45.180 - I know. 464 00:28:45.180 --> 00:28:47.520 - So what can I do for you, Thomas? 465 00:28:47.520 --> 00:28:49.430 I can always offer you words of comfort, 466 00:28:49.430 --> 00:28:51.963 but I realize they only offer comfort for so long. 467 00:28:52.870 --> 00:28:54.920 - Prayer is the only thing that's needed. 468 00:28:55.840 --> 00:28:57.490 - Are you prepared for the worst? 469 00:28:58.750 --> 00:28:59.583 - I have to be. 470 00:29:01.004 --> 00:29:04.387 I may not understand it, but I have to accept it. 471 00:29:07.380 --> 00:29:10.780 - You know, I've had so many stories that affected me. 472 00:29:10.780 --> 00:29:13.230 Seen couples thrive, and I've seen couples drown. 473 00:29:14.370 --> 00:29:16.090 They all had the stability of God in their lives, 474 00:29:16.090 --> 00:29:17.163 but He wasn't center. 475 00:29:18.270 --> 00:29:20.420 He was always last call, or need as needed. 476 00:29:21.630 --> 00:29:24.330 When I look at you and Ariana, 477 00:29:24.330 --> 00:29:25.680 it's given me so much hope. 478 00:29:27.120 --> 00:29:29.710 There were so many times I wanted to throw in the towel. 479 00:29:29.710 --> 00:29:31.390 But I've got a congregation that needs me, 480 00:29:31.390 --> 00:29:34.383 and a family that needs me, and God needs me. 481 00:29:36.740 --> 00:29:37.893 - Like everyone else, 482 00:29:39.170 --> 00:29:40.163 you get tested too. 483 00:29:41.080 --> 00:29:41.963 - It's very true. 484 00:29:43.260 --> 00:29:44.520 You know when my wife died, 485 00:29:44.520 --> 00:29:48.513 I asked all the questions and whys, and the hows. 486 00:29:49.600 --> 00:29:51.696 Then I had to take a step back and remind myself 487 00:29:51.696 --> 00:29:55.313 it was never my place to question the one who died for me. 488 00:29:57.000 --> 00:30:01.060 - Why does anger manifest itself at times like this? 489 00:30:01.060 --> 00:30:02.710 - Are you mad now? 490 00:30:02.710 --> 00:30:03.543 - I was. 491 00:30:04.467 --> 00:30:05.423 But not anymore. 492 00:30:07.260 --> 00:30:09.390 - You know, when we have no one to blame, 493 00:30:09.390 --> 00:30:11.610 that's when we got out and try to find someone to blame, 494 00:30:11.610 --> 00:30:13.810 but sometimes there's just nothing to blame. 495 00:30:15.340 --> 00:30:17.113 Sometimes that's just life, Thomas. 496 00:30:18.620 --> 00:30:23.150 Take the good with the bad, live each day as best we can. 497 00:30:23.150 --> 00:30:26.730 I know you and Ariana have been through so much together, 498 00:30:26.730 --> 00:30:28.360 and no matter what happens, 499 00:30:28.360 --> 00:30:30.010 things will be as they should be. 500 00:30:31.877 --> 00:30:33.173 - Will you pray for us? 501 00:30:34.117 --> 00:30:35.567 - I'd like to my friend, yes. 502 00:30:36.460 --> 00:30:39.230 Our most dear and gracious heavenly Father, 503 00:30:39.230 --> 00:30:41.633 we love thee and thank thee for every day of life. 504 00:30:57.500 --> 00:30:58.573 - Don't move, Mom. 505 00:31:01.977 --> 00:31:02.810 - What happened? 506 00:31:03.990 --> 00:31:04.823 Where am I? 507 00:31:04.823 --> 00:31:07.970 - You, you passed out on the couch 508 00:31:07.970 --> 00:31:11.860 and they found a mass in your brain 509 00:31:11.860 --> 00:31:13.313 and they had to remove it. 510 00:31:15.300 --> 00:31:16.133 - Oh. 511 00:31:17.300 --> 00:31:21.243 - I found you just lying there, not moving. 512 00:31:23.380 --> 00:31:24.493 I was so scared. 513 00:31:26.210 --> 00:31:28.750 It was like you were fine in an instant, 514 00:31:28.750 --> 00:31:31.940 and then you were having a tumor removed. 515 00:31:31.940 --> 00:31:34.593 - Life always has its unexpected surprises. 516 00:31:35.530 --> 00:31:38.200 We have to deal with them as they come. 517 00:31:38.200 --> 00:31:39.903 - Sometimes life sucks. 518 00:31:42.010 --> 00:31:43.793 - Did you let Brother David know? 519 00:31:43.793 --> 00:31:44.626 - I did. 520 00:31:45.550 --> 00:31:47.050 He and Thomas came by. 521 00:31:47.050 --> 00:31:49.063 They prayed over you after your surgery. 522 00:31:50.120 --> 00:31:51.470 - Aren't I the popular one? 523 00:31:52.900 --> 00:31:55.393 - How can you be so calm, even after all this? 524 00:31:56.540 --> 00:31:57.940 - I have no other way to be. 525 00:32:00.390 --> 00:32:02.453 I don't want you to think the worst, 526 00:32:03.870 --> 00:32:05.763 but I want you to be prepared for it. 527 00:32:07.820 --> 00:32:09.013 - Don't talk like that. 528 00:32:11.020 --> 00:32:13.343 - You know I have to be realistic about this. 529 00:32:15.852 --> 00:32:20.393 I was so afraid I would fail you as a single mother. 530 00:32:23.010 --> 00:32:27.460 I remember crying myself to sleep every night 531 00:32:27.460 --> 00:32:28.743 after tucking you in. 532 00:32:31.540 --> 00:32:33.163 Every day was a struggle. 533 00:32:36.520 --> 00:32:41.170 But looking at your innocence made all the fear go away. 534 00:32:41.170 --> 00:32:43.390 - Stop it, don't talk like that. 535 00:32:43.390 --> 00:32:45.613 - I will be all right. 536 00:32:48.535 --> 00:32:52.012 You be happy, and live your life 537 00:32:52.012 --> 00:32:55.012 the way you know you should live it. 538 00:32:57.015 --> 00:32:59.765 Keep living, and be happy for me. 539 00:33:03.212 --> 00:33:04.795 I love you so much. 540 00:33:06.034 --> 00:33:07.701 I'm so proud of you. 541 00:33:11.874 --> 00:33:13.707 - I love you too, Mom. 542 00:33:18.852 --> 00:33:19.685 Mom? 543 00:33:20.992 --> 00:33:21.825 Mom, Mom. 544 00:33:25.152 --> 00:33:25.985 Mom. 545 00:33:27.195 --> 00:33:29.945 (Ariana sobbing) 546 00:33:36.660 --> 00:33:39.403 Thank you so much for doing this. 547 00:33:39.403 --> 00:33:40.236 - Don't mention it. 548 00:33:40.236 --> 00:33:42.610 I'm happy I could bring you a little comfort. 549 00:33:42.610 --> 00:33:44.310 - It really does mean a lot to me. 550 00:33:47.360 --> 00:33:48.950 - What will you do now? 551 00:33:48.950 --> 00:33:51.240 - Well my mom, she had a will, 552 00:33:51.240 --> 00:33:54.200 so I think I'll figure out the logistics of that 553 00:33:54.200 --> 00:33:56.520 and move forward. 554 00:33:56.520 --> 00:34:00.050 Probably just sell the house, and then move into the city. 555 00:34:00.050 --> 00:34:03.410 There's nothing really here helping me heal, so. 556 00:34:03.410 --> 00:34:05.710 I didn't mean it like that, Thomas. 557 00:34:05.710 --> 00:34:06.902 - Hey, don't apologize. 558 00:34:06.902 --> 00:34:10.182 Whatever helps you heal, I'm with you 100%. 559 00:34:10.182 --> 00:34:11.182 - Thank you. 560 00:34:12.510 --> 00:34:13.410 Means a lot to me. 561 00:34:14.810 --> 00:34:17.430 So, what are you thinking right now in this moment? 562 00:34:17.430 --> 00:34:19.950 - That I care for you more than I should. 563 00:34:19.950 --> 00:34:20.783 - Really? 564 00:34:21.920 --> 00:34:24.120 I know your faith's important to you, Thomas. 565 00:34:24.120 --> 00:34:26.130 I don't wanna ever come in between that. 566 00:34:26.130 --> 00:34:28.781 - I don't want you to have emotions that are sadness, 567 00:34:28.781 --> 00:34:31.660 'cause you were happy when I met you. 568 00:34:31.660 --> 00:34:36.182 - I'm happy here now, with you, standing here. 569 00:34:36.182 --> 00:34:38.784 - [Thomas] And what about tomorrow? 570 00:34:38.784 --> 00:34:41.367 - [Ariana] What about tomorrow? 571 00:34:53.957 --> 00:34:56.624 (Lisa knocking) 572 00:35:01.008 --> 00:35:02.758 - I'll see you later. 573 00:35:04.753 --> 00:35:07.430 - [Lisa] I came as soon as I could. 574 00:35:07.430 --> 00:35:08.860 - I called you. 575 00:35:08.860 --> 00:35:12.030 The one person that I wanted, and you weren't there for me. 576 00:35:12.030 --> 00:35:13.560 - I'm sorry! 577 00:35:13.560 --> 00:35:16.120 I tried to call you too, but you didn't answer. 578 00:35:16.120 --> 00:35:18.200 - Yeah, I was a little busy. 579 00:35:18.200 --> 00:35:22.660 - Listen, I'm sorry I wasn't here when it happened, 580 00:35:22.660 --> 00:35:23.990 but I'm here now. 581 00:35:23.990 --> 00:35:26.970 - Yeah, you are, but it's a little too late for that. 582 00:35:26.970 --> 00:35:28.070 - You don't mean that! 583 00:35:29.150 --> 00:35:32.610 Listen, I know you have a lot of emotions right now, 584 00:35:32.610 --> 00:35:35.330 but pushing me away is not gonna help. 585 00:35:35.330 --> 00:35:36.302 - You know you're probably right, 586 00:35:36.302 --> 00:35:38.783 but I think it's the best thing to do right now. 587 00:35:40.320 --> 00:35:42.150 - Your mother wouldn't want you to be like this. 588 00:35:42.150 --> 00:35:44.390 - Don't you dare say a word about my mother! 589 00:35:44.390 --> 00:35:46.780 You weren't there when she took her last breath. 590 00:35:46.780 --> 00:35:47.973 - I'm sorry! 591 00:35:48.930 --> 00:35:50.030 - I want you to leave. 592 00:35:51.440 --> 00:35:53.150 - You can't be serious. 593 00:35:53.150 --> 00:35:54.721 - I'm very serious. 594 00:35:54.721 --> 00:35:55.783 - I loved her too. 595 00:36:09.700 --> 00:36:12.790 - Memories, they're such a wonderful thing. 596 00:36:12.790 --> 00:36:14.090 - [Ariana] Leave me alone. 597 00:36:14.980 --> 00:36:16.340 - What fun would that be? 598 00:36:16.340 --> 00:36:18.430 And besides, it looks like you're having a lot of fun 599 00:36:18.430 --> 00:36:20.250 enjoying those painful memories. 600 00:36:20.250 --> 00:36:23.000 - They aren't painful, not all of them. 601 00:36:23.000 --> 00:36:26.530 - You should never hide the truth when it's obvious. 602 00:36:26.530 --> 00:36:28.039 - You seem to know a lot about me, 603 00:36:28.039 --> 00:36:30.730 but I know about you as well. 604 00:36:30.730 --> 00:36:31.893 - I'm an open book. 605 00:36:32.763 --> 00:36:34.750 I'm the open book. 606 00:36:34.750 --> 00:36:35.740 - Yes, you are. 607 00:36:35.740 --> 00:36:37.837 Why are you here to torment me? 608 00:36:37.837 --> 00:36:41.120 - 'Cause you stand here, living these memories, 609 00:36:41.120 --> 00:36:43.183 and yet you question so many things. 610 00:36:44.490 --> 00:36:49.490 Your God, your faith, your promised land. 611 00:36:51.400 --> 00:36:52.859 So what's wrong with being so-- 612 00:36:52.859 --> 00:36:54.290 - Bad? 613 00:36:54.290 --> 00:36:55.123 - Imperfect? 614 00:36:56.840 --> 00:36:59.330 I have seen the flaws that men have, 615 00:37:00.680 --> 00:37:03.462 and I make it known that it's fine to be imperfect. 616 00:37:03.462 --> 00:37:05.840 - Are you honestly justifying malice? 617 00:37:05.840 --> 00:37:07.303 - Life is about choice. 618 00:37:08.240 --> 00:37:11.510 Right or wrong, a choice is a choice. 619 00:37:11.510 --> 00:37:15.470 - Creation was a choice, decisions are a choice. 620 00:37:15.470 --> 00:37:17.700 My Father created this path for me, 621 00:37:17.700 --> 00:37:19.980 and I choose to follow Him. 622 00:37:19.980 --> 00:37:22.070 - So you tell me you believe in something 623 00:37:22.070 --> 00:37:23.043 that you don't see? 624 00:37:24.550 --> 00:37:26.150 Something that you can't talk to 625 00:37:27.060 --> 00:37:29.910 when there's so many things in this world 626 00:37:29.910 --> 00:37:31.910 that give you comfort, that are visible? 627 00:37:33.090 --> 00:37:36.490 - I find comfort in knowing they're in a better place 628 00:37:36.490 --> 00:37:40.800 without any sin, any sorrow, any shame. 629 00:37:40.800 --> 00:37:42.853 That is the most rewarding comfort to me. 630 00:37:43.720 --> 00:37:47.150 You stand here reminding me of the worst of my past, 631 00:37:47.150 --> 00:37:49.760 but should I remind you of your future? 632 00:37:49.760 --> 00:37:54.219 - The faithful will always fall, 633 00:37:54.219 --> 00:37:58.379 and I will be in the darkness waiting to put out the light. 634 00:37:58.379 --> 00:38:01.212 (emotional music) 635 00:38:07.040 --> 00:38:09.940 - [Doctor] Her brain activity seems to be decreasing, 636 00:38:09.940 --> 00:38:12.923 so I think it's time you consider that it's time. 637 00:38:13.870 --> 00:38:15.680 - [Thomas] Until she's taken her last breath, 638 00:38:15.680 --> 00:38:17.280 and been called home, 639 00:38:17.280 --> 00:38:19.323 I'm keeping my faith in God to heal her. 640 00:38:20.700 --> 00:38:24.063 You've done your job, now God will do his. 641 00:38:26.290 --> 00:38:27.563 - He loves you so much. 642 00:38:30.830 --> 00:38:33.153 - This is the last time I'm gonna see him, isn't it? 643 00:38:34.871 --> 00:38:36.743 - [Carpenter] You'll always be able to see him. 644 00:38:39.933 --> 00:38:43.016 (gentle piano music) 645 00:38:53.000 --> 00:38:54.303 - Thomas. - I know. 646 00:38:55.999 --> 00:38:57.399 I just can't let her go yet. 647 00:38:59.288 --> 00:39:01.047 Can, can I have a minute? 648 00:39:01.047 --> 00:39:02.123 - Of course. 649 00:39:08.620 --> 00:39:09.523 - Is this the end? 650 00:39:12.560 --> 00:39:13.393 - Yes. 651 00:39:15.550 --> 00:39:16.860 - Can I see him one last time 652 00:39:16.860 --> 00:39:18.310 and tell him that I love him? 653 00:39:20.121 --> 00:39:21.471 - It doesn't work that way. 654 00:39:23.390 --> 00:39:27.502 In your life, you cherish these moments with him 655 00:39:27.502 --> 00:39:29.400 that made him whole. 656 00:39:29.400 --> 00:39:30.433 He honored my word. 657 00:39:33.390 --> 00:39:34.223 He honored you. 658 00:39:36.240 --> 00:39:38.973 - I wish I'd said more to you today. 659 00:39:40.620 --> 00:39:44.103 I wish I'd prayed more with you today. 660 00:39:46.265 --> 00:39:48.803 I wish I didn't have to say goodbye to you right now. 661 00:39:50.770 --> 00:39:54.323 You were always the best part of me 662 00:39:54.323 --> 00:39:55.733 that I didn't know I had, 663 00:39:57.426 --> 00:40:02.290 and God has blessed me with these wonderful years with you, 664 00:40:02.290 --> 00:40:05.163 and I'll never forget 'em. 665 00:40:06.280 --> 00:40:08.880 - You always said the right things I needed to hear. 666 00:40:10.620 --> 00:40:13.693 You showed me a love that I'll always remember. 667 00:40:16.795 --> 00:40:19.943 I'm so sorry if let you down in any way. 668 00:40:22.489 --> 00:40:25.357 'Cause you would've been the best father there ever was. 669 00:40:30.800 --> 00:40:32.100 - Two are better than one, 670 00:40:33.310 --> 00:40:36.193 because they have a good return for their labor. 671 00:40:38.700 --> 00:40:40.100 If either one of them falls, 672 00:40:43.210 --> 00:40:44.860 if either one of them falls down, 673 00:40:48.460 --> 00:40:49.760 one can help the other up. 674 00:40:52.870 --> 00:40:54.530 - Husbands love their wives, 675 00:40:54.530 --> 00:40:57.050 just as Christ loved the church. 676 00:40:57.050 --> 00:40:59.680 As He gave Himself up for her, 677 00:40:59.680 --> 00:41:02.840 sanctifying her, cleansing her in the water, 678 00:41:02.840 --> 00:41:04.870 and the washing of the word 679 00:41:04.870 --> 00:41:09.120 so that he could present the church to Himself in splendor 680 00:41:09.120 --> 00:41:11.860 without spot or wrinkle of any kind, 681 00:41:11.860 --> 00:41:15.423 so that she would be holy and without blemish. 682 00:41:17.280 --> 00:41:19.253 Husbands love their wives, 683 00:41:20.830 --> 00:41:22.580 just as their own bodies. 684 00:41:22.580 --> 00:41:25.561 For a man who loves his wife loves himself. 685 00:41:25.561 --> 00:41:28.478 (emotional music)