1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:05,083 --> 00:02:06,625 "I'm sorry, I was wrong." 4 00:02:07,750 --> 00:02:10,041 Understanding the mistake, admitting it. 5 00:02:10,708 --> 00:02:12,500 The truth always cured me. 6 00:02:17,375 --> 00:02:19,916 I've finally found a way to say it, 7 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:23,041 and it's this story, this movie. 8 00:02:23,125 --> 00:02:26,875 So I'm gonna tell it for real. 9 00:02:33,500 --> 00:02:35,708 After a three-year absence, 10 00:02:35,791 --> 00:02:39,833 Tiziano Ferro, a few months away from his 40th birthday, 11 00:02:39,916 --> 00:02:42,958 is back with a new album. 12 00:02:44,833 --> 00:02:48,000 I left at the end of the month With no pretension 13 00:02:48,083 --> 00:02:49,500 MILAN NOVEMBER 21, 2019 14 00:02:49,583 --> 00:02:53,958 I left for a few days And I'm still away 15 00:02:56,291 --> 00:03:00,458 Milan. The temperature changes when a new album comes out. The wait is over. 16 00:03:00,625 --> 00:03:03,375 Meeting who listened to the album is exciting, 17 00:03:03,458 --> 00:03:07,833 but there's that permanence which scares me. 18 00:03:07,916 --> 00:03:11,791 I think, "What will they think? Are they waiting for me, happy, 19 00:03:11,875 --> 00:03:14,875 "bored, tired, excited?" That's the moment. 20 00:03:14,958 --> 00:03:19,625 I noticed it from the beginning. The first drop comes down. 21 00:03:19,708 --> 00:03:21,791 You're about to get wet, you're not sure 22 00:03:21,875 --> 00:03:24,125 when and how the storm will be over, right? 23 00:03:24,208 --> 00:03:27,958 I think this is the core and the essence of my job. 24 00:03:28,791 --> 00:03:34,750 Don't touch me because I hate you Don't erase me because I need to 25 00:03:35,333 --> 00:03:40,458 Be kept in your mind Until I prove the dream false 26 00:03:41,125 --> 00:03:44,000 And I will laugh until it is over 27 00:03:44,083 --> 00:03:47,208 And I understand you because it's the same 28 00:03:47,291 --> 00:03:52,500 Melancholy as when everything is back And nothing stays 29 00:03:52,625 --> 00:03:58,500 What shall I leave you of me? And what shall I take of you? 30 00:03:58,750 --> 00:04:04,708 I'll take a tattoo, I'll take that night I'll take this tear 31 00:04:04,875 --> 00:04:10,833 What will you leave me of you? And what will you take of me? 32 00:04:10,916 --> 00:04:14,208 Choose a song Choose my silence 33 00:04:14,291 --> 00:04:19,125 I choose not to see you again 34 00:04:19,791 --> 00:04:25,125 A new life starts From the color of a withered rose 35 00:04:25,958 --> 00:04:30,916 Few ideas I've got, always the same No more promises, I promise 36 00:04:31,625 --> 00:04:36,750 And I changed, and I changed And even if it's the last stop 37 00:04:37,833 --> 00:04:43,041 I leave my life much better Than how I found it 38 00:04:43,208 --> 00:04:47,750 Than how you left it 39 00:04:49,291 --> 00:04:54,916 How you left it 40 00:04:56,000 --> 00:05:01,958 And with everything I've seen It's hard to understand if I exist 41 00:05:02,125 --> 00:05:08,041 And despite everything I look at myself Now and then I wonder where you go 42 00:05:08,125 --> 00:05:14,125 Motionless behind the obstacles I accept miracles 43 00:05:32,041 --> 00:05:35,791 It's about to be midnight in Europe, in Italy. 44 00:05:35,875 --> 00:05:39,500 The new album Accetto Miracoli is about to come out, 45 00:05:39,583 --> 00:05:41,708 after almost three years. 46 00:05:49,583 --> 00:05:52,958 I hadn't made a record out of a personal crisis for a long time. 47 00:05:53,041 --> 00:05:54,791 You embrace the crisis 48 00:05:54,875 --> 00:05:58,583 and turn it into inspiration, tears, smiles, songs. 49 00:05:58,666 --> 00:06:01,708 Since I was a kid, music has always been 50 00:06:01,791 --> 00:06:03,833 the only thing I've had, like a channel 51 00:06:03,916 --> 00:06:08,708 to express myself in a world where I didn't feel I belonged. 52 00:06:08,791 --> 00:06:10,958 Tiziano Ferro. 53 00:06:18,500 --> 00:06:21,500 The beats fall down 54 00:06:21,583 --> 00:06:25,625 From the clock 55 00:06:25,708 --> 00:06:31,458 And they don't stop 56 00:06:32,583 --> 00:06:35,791 They set me apart 57 00:06:35,875 --> 00:06:39,791 From those infinite moments 58 00:06:39,875 --> 00:06:45,833 Into your arms 59 00:06:46,875 --> 00:06:47,875 Incomprehensible... 60 00:06:47,958 --> 00:06:52,458 I was never the first of the class. Always the second, the third. Anonymous. 61 00:06:52,541 --> 00:06:55,875 I wasn't handsome, not athletic at all. In fact, I was fat. Shy. 62 00:06:55,958 --> 00:06:59,958 Girls trusted me, 'cause they didn't think I was a threat, 63 00:07:00,041 --> 00:07:03,416 boys used to call me "fatso," "pussy," "loser." 64 00:07:03,500 --> 00:07:07,750 And if I didn't help them pass the test, they would wait for me outside. 65 00:07:07,833 --> 00:07:09,875 I was never able to defend myself. 66 00:07:09,958 --> 00:07:13,333 I hoped in vain somebody would do that for me, 67 00:07:13,416 --> 00:07:16,208 and I was constantly feeling frustrated. 68 00:07:16,291 --> 00:07:18,916 And pissed off. And even humiliated. 69 00:07:19,000 --> 00:07:22,875 And I was ashamed, so I didn't tell anything to my parents. 70 00:07:23,333 --> 00:07:26,958 But then, I sang for the first time, and everything changed. 71 00:07:29,208 --> 00:07:32,791 ...one more minute and then 72 00:07:32,875 --> 00:07:35,250 We look each other in the eyes 73 00:07:36,250 --> 00:07:41,625 I want to watch your eyes Falling asleep your 74 00:07:41,791 --> 00:07:43,500 Eyes 75 00:07:43,583 --> 00:07:46,208 Your eyes 76 00:07:46,958 --> 00:07:52,958 Your eyes 77 00:07:54,833 --> 00:08:00,458 Excuse me. After the theme song, Tiziano will enter from the side 78 00:08:00,541 --> 00:08:05,875 and will make a speech about bullying, as close-up as possible. 79 00:08:05,958 --> 00:08:07,458 Come on, Tiziano! 80 00:08:08,333 --> 00:08:12,708 -That one. Perfect. -Yeah, the close-up is this one, Tiziano. 81 00:08:12,791 --> 00:08:16,583 There's no tolerance. I've lived my whole life destroyed by comments 82 00:08:16,666 --> 00:08:21,958 and attacks because I was fat, I was a misfit, I was different, I was... 83 00:08:22,416 --> 00:08:26,458 I always had some issue, and every time one of them 84 00:08:26,541 --> 00:08:30,875 was solved, there came a new one. I mean, if you're unpopular in your DNA, 85 00:08:31,708 --> 00:08:33,750 you'll always be. 86 00:08:33,833 --> 00:08:37,416 Now I'm 40, I have the ability to filter this information, 87 00:08:37,500 --> 00:08:39,375 I don't care. 88 00:08:39,458 --> 00:08:43,666 I stop and step back. But I couldn't when I was young, 89 00:08:43,750 --> 00:08:46,000 and it's thanks to music that I'm alive now, 90 00:08:46,083 --> 00:08:49,833 'cause it always gave me a window through which I could scream. 91 00:08:49,916 --> 00:08:55,166 It saved me, 'cause there are some more subtle forms of decline 92 00:08:55,250 --> 00:08:58,291 than poverty, than, than, than, than... 93 00:08:59,000 --> 00:09:04,375 Than war... Those are very bad forms of decline, 94 00:09:04,458 --> 00:09:06,416 but inner decline is no better. 95 00:09:25,458 --> 00:09:29,708 Words have a weight, but we tend to forget it. 96 00:09:29,791 --> 00:09:33,625 This is the tragedy behind bullying. 97 00:09:33,708 --> 00:09:38,625 Words have a weight. I repeat, they're dangerous, 98 00:09:38,708 --> 00:09:44,583 and be aware of that when you unleash them onto a teenager who is too fragile 99 00:09:44,666 --> 00:09:47,916 to choose or decide. 100 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:51,041 Words have a weight. 101 00:09:51,125 --> 00:09:55,791 Fat, slut, midget, misfit, 102 00:09:55,875 --> 00:10:00,458 faggot, criminal, nigger, hag, redneck, spoilt, beggar, retarded, 103 00:10:00,541 --> 00:10:05,416 whore, loser, anorexic, wuss, handicapped, frigid, inferior, moron! 104 00:10:06,750 --> 00:10:09,000 Words have a weight, 105 00:10:10,333 --> 00:10:13,500 in life and on the screens. 106 00:10:13,583 --> 00:10:19,458 And please, let's stop defending ourselves by bringing up humor and sarcasm. 107 00:10:19,875 --> 00:10:24,625 Not everybody manages to do that. 108 00:10:24,708 --> 00:10:29,833 Meanwhile, I'll wait for the day when words 109 00:10:30,375 --> 00:10:32,333 will have a weight, maybe. 110 00:10:34,458 --> 00:10:36,291 Thank you. 111 00:10:36,375 --> 00:10:38,125 See you later. 112 00:10:41,458 --> 00:10:44,583 I started as a choirboy when I was 17. 113 00:10:44,666 --> 00:10:46,416 While at the Sanremo Academy, 114 00:10:46,500 --> 00:10:49,750 I met Mara Maionchi and Alberto Salerno, her husband, 115 00:10:49,833 --> 00:10:53,916 who made me sign a contract with their company. 116 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:57,708 So, when I was 18, I was feeling like I was at the center of the universe. 117 00:10:57,791 --> 00:11:02,583 Then, there were three years of oblivion and frustration, doors shut in my face. 118 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:08,458 My producers only got rejections, they thought my songs were amazing, 119 00:11:08,541 --> 00:11:13,666 but there was always tension due to my being overweight. 120 00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:18,416 So, I stopped eating and I went from 111 to 70 kilos. 121 00:11:18,500 --> 00:11:22,291 And the worst part is that everybody was telling me that I was handsome. 122 00:11:22,375 --> 00:11:26,458 The weird thing is that shortly after, they made me sign a contract for a single. 123 00:11:26,541 --> 00:11:28,583 Five letters, Xdono. 124 00:11:28,666 --> 00:11:31,416 Tiziano Ferro! 125 00:11:32,208 --> 00:11:35,250 -Forgive me -What's done is done but I am 126 00:11:35,333 --> 00:11:37,833 -Sorry -Smile at me and I'll give you a 127 00:11:37,916 --> 00:11:40,375 -Rose -Upon this friendship a new peace is 128 00:11:40,458 --> 00:11:43,083 -Laid -'Cause I know what I'm like and I ask you 129 00:11:43,166 --> 00:11:45,666 -Forgive me -What's done is done but I am 130 00:11:45,750 --> 00:11:48,041 -Sorry -Smile at me and I'll give you a 131 00:11:48,125 --> 00:11:50,458 -Rose -Upon this friendship a new peace is 132 00:11:50,541 --> 00:11:52,416 -Laid -Forgive me... 133 00:11:52,500 --> 00:11:54,416 The first fans started to arrive. 134 00:11:54,500 --> 00:11:57,125 I just wanted to go home after performing. 135 00:11:57,208 --> 00:12:00,916 I didn't have energy, 'cause I was eating little to nothing, 136 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:04,000 but when you're 21, you try to live with that. 137 00:12:04,083 --> 00:12:07,125 Every morning I used to put on a body which wasn't mine. 138 00:12:07,208 --> 00:12:10,541 It was like I was wearing a costume, I dressed up as a thin boy. 139 00:12:10,625 --> 00:12:14,000 The pain and the hunger made it impossible for me 140 00:12:14,083 --> 00:12:16,958 to enjoy those 40 kilos I had lost. 141 00:12:17,041 --> 00:12:19,916 I acted and thought always like a fat guy. 142 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:24,333 -Are you in a relationship? -I'm free! Like the sun, like the air. 143 00:12:24,416 --> 00:12:28,000 Then, the big problem arose. 144 00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:31,375 As if my relationship with food and my body wasn't enough. 145 00:12:31,458 --> 00:12:35,500 My producers looked at me and told me that at the record company 146 00:12:35,583 --> 00:12:39,125 people were saying that I was gay, and that that was an issue. 147 00:12:39,208 --> 00:12:44,500 They thought the same way abroad, too, and they wanted to erase that issue. 148 00:12:46,166 --> 00:12:48,208 What's up? 149 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:53,791 "Why don't you have a girlfriend, so some paparazzi can take photos of you two?" 150 00:12:53,875 --> 00:12:57,458 I was shocked, because the problem wasn't just mine anymore. 151 00:12:57,541 --> 00:13:01,250 At my French record company, they even hired a stylist 152 00:13:01,333 --> 00:13:04,458 who used to wait for me at the airport in Paris, 153 00:13:04,541 --> 00:13:07,083 he took me to the bathroom 154 00:13:07,166 --> 00:13:11,208 and gave me more masculine clothes. 155 00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:14,125 I decided not to lie about girlfriends. 156 00:13:14,208 --> 00:13:16,875 I continued to prepare my album. 157 00:13:32,166 --> 00:13:34,791 At dark 158 00:13:36,166 --> 00:13:39,000 Nights 159 00:13:39,083 --> 00:13:43,000 When there's no time, there's no space 160 00:13:43,083 --> 00:13:46,125 And nobody will ever understand 161 00:13:46,208 --> 00:13:48,416 You can 162 00:13:50,166 --> 00:13:56,125 Stay, because it hurts 163 00:13:56,208 --> 00:14:02,166 It hurts, it hurts so much Without, without you... 164 00:14:02,250 --> 00:14:06,041 In 2004, there was a moment which really struck me, 165 00:14:06,125 --> 00:14:10,083 when he won the MTV Awards in Rome. 166 00:14:10,166 --> 00:14:11,541 FABRIZIO GIANNINI TIZIANO FERRO'S MANAGER 167 00:14:11,625 --> 00:14:16,416 That was a great, wonderful moment, an unforgettable night. In Rome, his city. 168 00:14:16,500 --> 00:14:20,458 After his performance, we were all at the hotel, happy, 169 00:14:20,541 --> 00:14:22,291 but he looked weird. 170 00:14:22,375 --> 00:14:25,083 I couldn't understand why, but he was sad. 171 00:14:25,166 --> 00:14:28,708 I went to talk to him, he burst into tears and told me, 172 00:14:28,791 --> 00:14:30,250 "I can't do it anymore. 173 00:14:30,333 --> 00:14:33,041 "I can't. This job is stressing me out." 174 00:14:33,125 --> 00:14:35,541 He worked a lot, was tired, but there was 175 00:14:35,625 --> 00:14:37,500 something which made him sad. 176 00:14:37,583 --> 00:14:42,625 I never drank during my youth. It's crazy, 177 00:14:42,750 --> 00:14:46,833 I was basically the perfect teenager. I didn't smoke, I didn't... 178 00:14:46,916 --> 00:14:48,791 I didn't smoke marijuana, 179 00:14:48,875 --> 00:14:52,875 my friends used to get drunk and I didn't even drink beer. 180 00:14:53,458 --> 00:14:58,708 But during my first tour... 181 00:14:58,791 --> 00:15:03,833 I was really happy, but I felt completely disconnected 182 00:15:03,916 --> 00:15:06,958 from my band and everything going on. 183 00:15:07,041 --> 00:15:09,416 Like a drop in the ocean. 184 00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:13,916 One night, I remember my band convinced me to drink. 185 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:17,000 And... And I never stopped since then. 186 00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:18,875 I always used to drink alone. 187 00:15:18,958 --> 00:15:21,958 I went to pubs, bars, clubs, every day. 188 00:15:22,041 --> 00:15:26,875 I went to nightclubs just because I could drink until late there. 189 00:15:26,958 --> 00:15:31,125 I was there, in my bubble, vacuum-sealed. Or I stayed home, 190 00:15:31,208 --> 00:15:34,250 with my bottle and the music, looking in the mirror. 191 00:15:34,333 --> 00:15:38,000 Alcohol gave me the strength not to think about the pain or the sadness. 192 00:15:38,083 --> 00:15:40,833 But it also gave me the insanity which made me 193 00:15:40,916 --> 00:15:44,458 wanna die more and more often, even though I was scared of it. 194 00:15:44,583 --> 00:15:49,500 Looking back, I realize I screwed up a lot. 195 00:15:49,583 --> 00:15:53,666 Because of alcohol I lost job opportunities, I lost friends, 196 00:15:53,750 --> 00:15:56,583 I lost my dignity, I lost my health. 197 00:15:56,666 --> 00:15:59,208 I could have lost even more of it. 198 00:15:59,708 --> 00:16:04,625 I still have the... The blood test during my worst moment, 199 00:16:04,708 --> 00:16:10,041 when transaminases suggested that, well, my liver wasn't okay. 200 00:16:10,125 --> 00:16:14,000 But it didn't stop me, the answer was always, "I'll be in control." 201 00:16:14,916 --> 00:16:17,083 I was an alcoholic. 202 00:16:17,166 --> 00:16:20,958 One day, he told me, "Fabrizio, I need to talk to you, alone." 203 00:16:21,041 --> 00:16:24,000 We sat on my couches, facing each other. 204 00:16:24,083 --> 00:16:27,250 But he was looking at the wall, not me. 205 00:16:27,333 --> 00:16:31,583 That day, he told me, at my place, crying... 206 00:16:31,666 --> 00:16:32,500 FABRIZIO GIANNINI TIZIANO FERRO'S MANAGER 207 00:16:32,583 --> 00:16:35,625 ...that he couldn't hide his homosexuality anymore 208 00:16:35,708 --> 00:16:41,125 and that he was willing to give up everything and stop with that lifestyle. 209 00:16:41,625 --> 00:16:46,458 He cried, and cried... At some point, I told him, "Tiziano, don't worry. 210 00:16:46,541 --> 00:16:52,500 "It would be a pity if you gave up your artistic life, you're too talented. 211 00:16:52,583 --> 00:16:56,416 "Let's face it together and let's try to find a way to do that." 212 00:16:56,500 --> 00:17:00,291 And, let me tell you, he felt protected, helped. 213 00:17:00,375 --> 00:17:03,958 That was a moment which really brought us together so much. 214 00:17:04,041 --> 00:17:09,916 I thought I would never find love, and I came out 'cause I wanted to find it. 215 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:13,250 But my addiction was stronger, so I was always alone. 216 00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:15,958 Due to a lot of faults. I was alcoholic, 217 00:17:16,041 --> 00:17:18,666 bulimic, gay, depressed, every... famous. 218 00:17:18,750 --> 00:17:20,708 Famous. 219 00:17:22,083 --> 00:17:24,833 That felt like a fault to me, maybe the worst one. 220 00:17:26,625 --> 00:17:31,208 One day, during a meeting in Milan, a new, broken guy, 221 00:17:31,291 --> 00:17:35,208 it was his third or fourth day of sobriety, he came in, 222 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:39,125 waited until the end of the meeting, and then told me, 223 00:17:40,083 --> 00:17:45,083 "I can't do it anymore, and I didn't want to come here, either. 224 00:17:45,958 --> 00:17:49,458 "I decided I would just come in and leave immediately." 225 00:17:49,541 --> 00:17:53,666 And then he said, "But then I saw you, 226 00:17:54,833 --> 00:17:58,500 "and since I admire you so much, I decided to stay. 227 00:17:58,583 --> 00:18:03,000 "And if you're here, I believe that I should come back." 228 00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:05,125 I think he was 25 years old. 229 00:18:09,208 --> 00:18:14,375 I think that anybody, artists, writers, who work in this field 230 00:18:14,458 --> 00:18:17,083 should teach others. 231 00:18:17,166 --> 00:18:21,333 As adults, we should explain to kids what's gonna happen, 232 00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:24,250 'cause this is a job you never learn. 233 00:18:24,333 --> 00:18:26,500 Not even while doing it, 234 00:18:26,583 --> 00:18:29,541 you just learn it by collecting a series of mistakes. 235 00:18:29,625 --> 00:18:34,000 But when you come from a small or simple reality, 236 00:18:34,083 --> 00:18:37,291 it's very easy to fall into an abyss of insecurity. 237 00:18:37,375 --> 00:18:39,916 Non-acceptance, depression, 238 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:43,750 anxiety, addictions. You carry all of them with you. 239 00:18:43,833 --> 00:18:47,750 Even when you face them, somehow you find a way to live with them. 240 00:18:47,833 --> 00:18:51,208 And if you're lucky, you can even make peace with them, sometimes. 241 00:18:51,291 --> 00:18:57,250 LOS ANGELES JANUARY 2020 242 00:19:02,541 --> 00:19:06,166 Now I'm not a burden anymore 243 00:19:06,291 --> 00:19:10,541 Tell me, what are your excuses now? 244 00:19:10,625 --> 00:19:12,375 Very good, there you go. 245 00:19:12,500 --> 00:19:16,041 You'll say you have no time 246 00:19:16,125 --> 00:19:19,833 You'll say that everything's off 247 00:19:19,916 --> 00:19:25,750 You'll say that now You love yourself a little more 248 00:19:27,291 --> 00:19:31,000 You'll say that now you're strong 249 00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:34,708 And you'll close all the doors 250 00:19:34,791 --> 00:19:40,333 Laughing you'll find an excuse One more 251 00:19:40,458 --> 00:19:42,000 One more 252 00:19:42,083 --> 00:19:47,166 And I was so happy, you were late And I was waiting for you downstairs 253 00:19:47,250 --> 00:19:50,791 Hold my hand and let's leave Deep down you were so happy... 254 00:19:52,375 --> 00:19:56,125 ...you didn't care About the rain falling down 255 00:19:56,208 --> 00:19:58,666 One candle was beautiful 256 00:19:58,750 --> 00:20:01,541 And the thought Of the memory which suggested us 257 00:20:01,625 --> 00:20:04,041 That sooner or later I would tell you 258 00:20:04,125 --> 00:20:06,708 That I was so happy But I never told you... 259 00:20:06,791 --> 00:20:09,375 A teacher in Los Angeles, fan of Tiziano Ferro, 260 00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:11,333 uses his songs to teach Italian. 261 00:20:11,416 --> 00:20:13,833 Tiziano participates in one of her lessons for the first time. 262 00:20:14,083 --> 00:20:16,583 Hi! Hello, Tiziano. Hi. 263 00:20:18,833 --> 00:20:21,750 -How are you? Good morning! -Good morning. 264 00:20:21,833 --> 00:20:24,416 I feel embarrassed 'cause you're too good. 265 00:20:24,500 --> 00:20:27,791 Shall I speak Italian and ask you some questions? 266 00:20:27,875 --> 00:20:31,416 They prepared some questions for you. 267 00:20:31,500 --> 00:20:33,458 I want to ask some questions, too. 268 00:20:33,541 --> 00:20:35,375 We can be informal, right? 269 00:20:35,458 --> 00:20:38,208 -Of course! Who wants to start? -Who goes first? 270 00:20:41,833 --> 00:20:45,583 -What's your name? -My name... My name is Gracie. 271 00:20:45,666 --> 00:20:51,291 -Gracie, nice to meet you. -What's your favorite animal? 272 00:20:53,916 --> 00:20:57,458 I... have a problem. 273 00:20:57,541 --> 00:21:00,500 I love animals more than people. 274 00:21:05,041 --> 00:21:06,583 I just love animals. 275 00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:09,916 I have two dogs, Penny, Piper. 276 00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:15,291 I adopted them when they were 12 and 13 years old. 277 00:21:15,541 --> 00:21:19,166 -Now they're 15 and 16 years old. -Wow! 278 00:21:19,583 --> 00:21:23,083 -Are they big or small? -No, dachshunds. 279 00:21:23,791 --> 00:21:26,125 -Do you have a question? -Yes, I do. 280 00:21:26,208 --> 00:21:30,416 -What's your dream? Yeah. -My dream in life? 281 00:21:31,541 --> 00:21:36,541 I'd like to have... kids. "Figlio," kids, right? "Figli," plural. 282 00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:41,166 ...and that is my dream now. 283 00:21:48,791 --> 00:21:53,416 Thank you very much for the question. Let's start with your question in Italian. 284 00:21:53,541 --> 00:21:57,625 -What was like, "Com'è stato." Good. -"Com'è stato." 285 00:21:57,708 --> 00:22:02,541 What was like. In Italian we use the same word as in English, 286 00:22:02,625 --> 00:22:07,125 "coming out." Coming out "in Italia." And my answer is... 287 00:22:10,958 --> 00:22:13,333 I did it for me, 288 00:22:13,708 --> 00:22:19,708 because I was 30 and I lived in complete denial, 289 00:22:19,791 --> 00:22:22,375 in a society that didn't accept who I was 290 00:22:22,458 --> 00:22:27,375 and I didn't accept myself. I couldn't even look in the mirror anymore. 291 00:22:27,458 --> 00:22:29,291 I started to do therapy, 292 00:22:29,375 --> 00:22:32,458 and I understood that the problem was loving myself. 293 00:22:32,541 --> 00:22:36,958 And as soon as I did, I decided to talk to my friends, my family 294 00:22:37,041 --> 00:22:41,333 and my fans about it, at a time when in Italy 295 00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:44,500 no artist 296 00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:49,166 had ever come out and it's still like that. 297 00:22:49,250 --> 00:22:53,916 A lot of people thought that was an artistic suicide, 298 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:58,833 but the honesty, the sincerity brought me even closer to people. 299 00:22:58,916 --> 00:23:02,708 And if you don't love yourself and that side of yourself, 300 00:23:10,375 --> 00:23:11,916 So, I did it for me, 301 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:17,000 no matter if morality in Italy is still a little "wobbly." 302 00:23:22,041 --> 00:23:26,125 The truth set me free. It's all I wanted. 303 00:23:38,541 --> 00:23:41,000 -Shall we sing, now? -Yeah, let's do it. 304 00:23:42,166 --> 00:23:46,666 And I was so happy, you were late And I was waiting for you downstairs 305 00:23:46,791 --> 00:23:50,875 Hold my hand and let's leave Deep down you were so happy 306 00:23:50,958 --> 00:23:55,750 When looking at Amsterdam you didn't care About the rain falling down 307 00:23:55,833 --> 00:23:58,458 One candle was beautiful 308 00:23:58,541 --> 00:24:01,333 And the thought Of the memory which suggested us 309 00:24:01,416 --> 00:24:03,958 That sooner or later I would tell you 310 00:24:04,041 --> 00:24:07,250 That I was so happy But I never told you 311 00:24:07,333 --> 00:24:10,750 That I was asking God Again, again, again 312 00:24:12,333 --> 00:24:14,958 And my memory will come to you 313 00:24:15,041 --> 00:24:17,833 When you feel too bad, but when you... 314 00:24:20,083 --> 00:24:22,875 ...because everything I've always asked Is this life... 315 00:24:25,041 --> 00:24:26,458 And deep down 316 00:24:26,541 --> 00:24:30,791 I was so happy, you were late And I was waiting for you downstairs 317 00:24:30,916 --> 00:24:35,333 Hold my hand and let's leave Deep down you were so happy 318 00:24:35,416 --> 00:24:39,875 When looking at Amsterdam you didn't care About the rain falling down 319 00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:41,750 One candle was beautiful 320 00:24:41,833 --> 00:24:45,458 And the thought of the memory Which suggested us 321 00:24:45,541 --> 00:24:48,250 That sooner or later I would tell you 322 00:24:48,333 --> 00:24:50,666 That I was so happy But I never told... 323 00:24:50,750 --> 00:24:55,041 After living in Mexico and England, Tiziano Ferro moved to Los Angeles 324 00:24:55,125 --> 00:24:58,958 where he's been living for four years with his husband Victor Allen. 325 00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:13,208 The thing is, you move from town to town, you meet a thousand people, 326 00:25:13,291 --> 00:25:17,541 you live a lot of experiences, you even get married! 327 00:25:17,625 --> 00:25:19,625 Love, friends, everything's fine. 328 00:25:19,708 --> 00:25:23,416 But life goes on, with doubts, uncertainties. 329 00:25:23,500 --> 00:25:26,625 It never stops. Eternal happiness doesn't exist. 330 00:25:26,708 --> 00:25:28,875 Faults come back. 331 00:25:28,958 --> 00:25:32,916 But the best thing is that you don't have 332 00:25:33,000 --> 00:25:35,250 to be happy or perfect all the time. 333 00:25:35,375 --> 00:25:40,000 You're not alone in your imperfection anymore, you're both imperfect, for real. 334 00:25:40,083 --> 00:25:45,125 Maybe that's the real strength of that seal. 335 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:50,250 Anyway, I feel naked when I take off my wedding ring. 336 00:25:55,291 --> 00:25:58,166 -I think that you need to run it again. -That's funny. 337 00:26:07,250 --> 00:26:08,291 In America, 338 00:26:08,375 --> 00:26:12,500 they can't have just white eggs, they need to have white, pink, dark eggs. 339 00:26:13,583 --> 00:26:16,416 Okay, let's make a white, a pink, and a dark one. 340 00:26:42,125 --> 00:26:43,333 VICTOR ALLEN TIZIANO FERRO'S HUSBAND 341 00:27:08,333 --> 00:27:10,000 "It's not like you." 342 00:27:10,083 --> 00:27:12,833 When people told me, "It's not like you," 343 00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:15,625 I realized how little they knew about me. 344 00:27:15,708 --> 00:27:20,625 I mean, that short sentence made me realize how far I was from them. 345 00:27:20,708 --> 00:27:22,125 "It's not like you." 346 00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:27,416 And I automatically thought, "What do you know about me? 347 00:27:27,500 --> 00:27:30,041 "You don't know me and you never will." 348 00:27:30,125 --> 00:27:33,875 Then, one day, I received another "It's not like you." 349 00:27:33,958 --> 00:27:36,416 Just like that, 350 00:27:36,500 --> 00:27:40,458 Victor said it to me while looking at a shirt I was given as a gift. 351 00:27:40,541 --> 00:27:43,250 I had heard that opinion before, 352 00:27:43,333 --> 00:27:48,291 but that time, I didn't think, "What do you know about me?" 353 00:27:48,416 --> 00:27:52,125 'cause that didn't make sense for the first time. 354 00:27:52,208 --> 00:27:55,625 And absurdly, thanks to that stupid thing 355 00:27:55,708 --> 00:27:58,666 I realized how well Victor knew me. 356 00:28:31,333 --> 00:28:33,208 Hurry up. 357 00:29:20,791 --> 00:29:23,125 Your daughter! 358 00:29:32,666 --> 00:29:35,333 -Fabrizio! -Everybody's called Maurizio. 359 00:29:35,416 --> 00:29:37,875 I'm really grateful for this new family. 360 00:29:37,958 --> 00:29:41,000 When I'm away, I miss them, in Italy. 361 00:29:41,083 --> 00:29:44,333 They even text me, saying they miss me, 362 00:29:44,416 --> 00:29:46,208 I know it's true, they're 80, 363 00:29:46,291 --> 00:29:48,833 they don't need to lie. 364 00:29:59,291 --> 00:30:00,125 VOICE OF VICTOR ALLEN TIZIANO FERRO'S HUSBAND 365 00:30:22,416 --> 00:30:25,625 I've accepted the idea that my nomad life 366 00:30:25,708 --> 00:30:28,250 is made of several pieces, never just one. 367 00:30:28,333 --> 00:30:32,208 It's like a puzzle that makes sense when it's put together. 368 00:30:32,291 --> 00:30:34,041 If there's one thing I understood, 369 00:30:34,125 --> 00:30:37,875 is that all these pieces are geographically far from each other now. 370 00:30:37,958 --> 00:30:42,416 They're fewer and fewer and I accept them for what they are and wherever they are. 371 00:30:42,500 --> 00:30:46,375 Here's California, Latina, Milan. 372 00:30:46,458 --> 00:30:50,666 I'm glad he's living in Los Angeles. He's a peaceful man now. 373 00:30:50,750 --> 00:30:54,916 Popularity suffocated him. Not being able to go eat a pizza with his friends 374 00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:58,750 or go grocery shopping would suffocate him. 375 00:30:58,833 --> 00:31:03,708 He's always run away to find his own world, his own simplicity. 376 00:31:46,916 --> 00:31:51,791 Grocery shopping is one of the most important symbols of my life in America. 377 00:31:51,875 --> 00:31:54,625 When my American friends, like, from America, 378 00:31:54,708 --> 00:31:57,541 ask me, "Will you ever do a tour here in America?" 379 00:31:57,625 --> 00:32:00,875 I answer, "The only tour I like to do 380 00:32:00,958 --> 00:32:04,500 is the one among the aisles of the supermarket." 381 00:32:04,583 --> 00:32:08,750 Grocery shopping almost regenerates me. 382 00:32:15,541 --> 00:32:19,333 I'm hyperactive, that's why I've always lived abroad, 383 00:32:19,416 --> 00:32:24,375 'cause I wanna feel free to do whatever I want. 384 00:32:24,458 --> 00:32:28,000 I write a lot. I write at home, in cafes, at bars. 385 00:32:28,125 --> 00:32:31,750 Here I've regained contact with writing in the urban environment, 386 00:32:31,833 --> 00:32:36,708 meaning that I get inspired while walking. 387 00:32:36,791 --> 00:32:41,875 And then, four or five days per week I'm busy with the recovery group, 388 00:32:41,958 --> 00:32:46,875 I'm the secretary or sponsor. No judgment, no pointing fingers, 389 00:32:46,958 --> 00:32:51,166 just people with the same problems helping each other. 390 00:32:51,583 --> 00:32:53,791 David was my first sponsee, 391 00:32:53,875 --> 00:32:56,333 the first person who asked me to help him. 392 00:32:56,416 --> 00:33:02,291 Seeing him facing his own difficulties was an absolute privilege to me. 393 00:34:03,666 --> 00:34:05,333 VICTOR ALLEN TIZIANO FERRO'S HUSBAND 394 00:34:17,833 --> 00:34:19,416 This is good! 395 00:34:22,083 --> 00:34:23,916 We met here and became 396 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:26,750 like a family, a community where we support each other. 397 00:34:26,833 --> 00:34:30,500 I like that, despite being famous, he's a really simple man. 398 00:34:30,583 --> 00:34:31,708 BIANCA BALTI TIZIANO FERRO'S FRIEND 399 00:34:36,291 --> 00:34:37,208 VOICE OF VICTOR ALLEN TIZIANO FERRO'S HUSBAND 400 00:35:20,250 --> 00:35:22,666 Come on... No! 401 00:35:23,750 --> 00:35:26,625 -Humiliated, huh? -Wait, wait. 402 00:35:26,708 --> 00:35:28,708 -It's not over yet? -There's still time. 403 00:35:28,791 --> 00:35:31,500 -No way! -It's an own goal! That's an own goal! 404 00:35:32,125 --> 00:35:33,666 You're so bad at it! 405 00:35:48,208 --> 00:35:49,791 With this ring... 406 00:36:21,708 --> 00:36:26,750 PRIVATE IMAGES OF VICTOR AND TIZIANO'S WEDDING IN LOS ANGELES 407 00:36:44,958 --> 00:36:48,208 LOS ANGELES JUNE 25, 2019 408 00:38:17,166 --> 00:38:18,833 With this ring... 409 00:38:21,458 --> 00:38:24,125 I give you my heart... 410 00:38:25,750 --> 00:38:27,166 And marry you... 411 00:38:28,791 --> 00:38:30,375 The love 412 00:38:30,458 --> 00:38:32,125 of my life. 413 00:38:57,583 --> 00:39:01,125 It is my privilege to present to you for the first time 414 00:39:01,208 --> 00:39:06,041 Mr. and Mr. Tiziano and Victor Allen Ferro. 415 00:39:06,125 --> 00:39:08,583 SABAUDIA JULY 13, 2019 416 00:39:09,791 --> 00:39:14,500 I told him immediately, Victor is the one for you. I was right. 417 00:39:14,583 --> 00:39:15,791 GIULIANA TIZIANO FERRO'S MOTHER 418 00:39:16,416 --> 00:39:21,708 PRIVATE IMAGES OF VICTOR AND TIZIANO'S WEDDING IN ITALY 419 00:39:22,083 --> 00:39:28,041 "From now on I will share my life with a man who makes me laugh 420 00:39:28,333 --> 00:39:32,125 "and makes me happy. A very shy man, 421 00:39:32,208 --> 00:39:35,875 "who hates being in the spotlight. 422 00:39:35,958 --> 00:39:40,416 "Universally reserved, on the cover of Vanity Fair. 423 00:39:42,041 --> 00:39:45,708 "And now I also have new friends who are so love... 424 00:39:45,791 --> 00:39:48,458 "Lover..." No. Lovers. 425 00:39:48,541 --> 00:39:49,875 -Say it again? -Loving. 426 00:39:49,958 --> 00:39:53,750 "Loving, sweet and genuine. 427 00:39:53,833 --> 00:39:57,958 "And an amazing new family. 428 00:39:58,041 --> 00:40:03,583 "I have a little brother who is fun, witty and authentic. 429 00:40:04,541 --> 00:40:09,333 "A strong and loving mom 430 00:40:09,416 --> 00:40:14,291 "who makes a lasagna that makes me cry. 431 00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:18,208 -"A pope... Papa! -Papa! 432 00:40:20,250 --> 00:40:22,083 "Papa. 433 00:40:22,875 --> 00:40:28,833 "A tender and loyal papa who welcome... 434 00:40:29,333 --> 00:40:32,666 "Welcomed me with open arms from the first day. 435 00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:37,958 "We're celebrating love, family and friendship. 436 00:40:38,041 --> 00:40:42,333 "And with these three things, a wonderful life is possible!" 437 00:40:53,125 --> 00:40:57,333 "Dad, how many maxims of wisdom? How much love and support? 438 00:40:57,416 --> 00:41:02,208 "Like when you told me, 'Yeah, okay, but we beat Americans big time! 439 00:41:02,291 --> 00:41:07,916 "'We invented the elevator while they were still hunting buffalos with spears!' 440 00:41:09,291 --> 00:41:14,500 "But then you also said that, even if I'm so far away, 441 00:41:14,583 --> 00:41:18,166 "you've never seen me so happy 442 00:41:18,250 --> 00:41:21,166 "and that's what you want. 443 00:41:21,541 --> 00:41:22,791 "Mom! 444 00:41:23,125 --> 00:41:25,125 "Yes, my mom. Hi, Mom. 445 00:41:25,208 --> 00:41:28,333 "When I told her that I had a boyfriend, 446 00:41:28,416 --> 00:41:30,916 she said, 'Let me see a picture of him.' 447 00:41:31,333 --> 00:41:33,458 "I gave her my phone, 448 00:41:33,541 --> 00:41:37,875 "with a keen eye she scrolled through four or five pictures on the phone. 449 00:41:37,958 --> 00:41:41,416 "She looked at me with a sweet smile on her face, 450 00:41:41,500 --> 00:41:45,916 "so deep and tender that only a mother can have, and said, 451 00:41:46,833 --> 00:41:48,000 "'Fifty?' 452 00:41:50,208 --> 00:41:52,708 "And she was right, by the way. 453 00:41:53,375 --> 00:41:56,166 "But when Victor texted her, 454 00:41:56,291 --> 00:41:59,041 'I'm glad I'll be your son-in-law,' she replied 455 00:41:59,125 --> 00:42:02,583 "right away, 'You already are to me.' 456 00:42:07,458 --> 00:42:09,458 "But let's get back to us, Victor. 457 00:42:09,541 --> 00:42:11,458 You taught me to have faith. 458 00:42:11,791 --> 00:42:17,125 "I've always believed in real love. The one and only, perfect and absolute. 459 00:42:17,208 --> 00:42:21,041 "Nothing less, ever. I've spent my whole life 460 00:42:21,125 --> 00:42:25,375 "looking for unconditional love, the one that makes you feel young again 461 00:42:25,458 --> 00:42:28,125 "and makes you cry and laugh spontaneously. 462 00:42:28,208 --> 00:42:31,375 "I've always loved silence. It was me against the world. 463 00:42:31,458 --> 00:42:34,791 "Now I listen to your voice in the next room 464 00:42:34,958 --> 00:42:36,500 and I feel at home. 465 00:42:36,583 --> 00:42:41,750 "I can't wait for you to come back, to walk together or stop when we need to. 466 00:42:41,833 --> 00:42:44,166 "Because it's me... 467 00:42:45,375 --> 00:42:50,125 "and my love, ready to change the world. Maybe not today, 468 00:42:50,250 --> 00:42:51,916 "'cause today is our day. 469 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:55,625 To my friends, my family and eternal love." 470 00:42:56,125 --> 00:42:58,041 Thanks, guys. 471 00:42:59,916 --> 00:43:01,916 Thank you, thank you so much. 472 00:43:47,541 --> 00:43:50,750 -Hey, guys! How are you? -We're great, welcome. 473 00:44:56,166 --> 00:45:01,000 I'm so glad I can finally say at 2:00 a.m. 474 00:45:01,083 --> 00:45:04,125 in a press conference from Teatro del Casinò in Sanremo, 475 00:45:04,208 --> 00:45:08,666 "Tiziano Ferro is going to be at the Ariston every night!" 476 00:45:08,750 --> 00:45:11,791 -Yes! Tell me about it. -My God, that's wonderful. 477 00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:13,333 VOICE OF AMADEUS ARTISTIC DIRECTOR SANREMO 2020 478 00:45:13,416 --> 00:45:17,333 I must say, everybody was shocked, 'cause there were some rumors about it, 479 00:45:17,416 --> 00:45:23,125 but they thought it was, well... Just a rumor, fake news, 480 00:45:23,208 --> 00:45:29,166 and so on, So, when I confirmed it, everybody was like, "Oh my goodness! 481 00:45:29,250 --> 00:45:32,458 "Oh, gosh, so you're serious about it." Of course! 482 00:45:33,083 --> 00:45:38,750 I'm really happy, anyway. I hug you and I'm looking forward to February. Bye! 483 00:45:44,958 --> 00:45:48,625 There he is! Look at him. 484 00:45:48,708 --> 00:45:53,666 -American Gigolo is no comparison. -Hey, Tiziano, thanks. 485 00:45:54,666 --> 00:45:59,916 -How are you? -I'm fine. How can you not, in this city? 486 00:46:00,500 --> 00:46:04,250 -Sanremo will be staggering. -Sanremo is great, huh? 487 00:46:04,333 --> 00:46:06,458 Are you going through all the songs today? 488 00:46:06,583 --> 00:46:09,541 -Well, "Almeno tu nell'universo" okay. -Yeah. 489 00:46:09,625 --> 00:46:15,041 -You said it seemed long, but... -No, we can't cut covers like that. 490 00:46:15,125 --> 00:46:17,875 No, no, let's leave everything for God's sake. 491 00:46:20,041 --> 00:46:22,000 Stoning 492 00:46:22,125 --> 00:46:26,333 All the dreams which are still flying 493 00:46:27,125 --> 00:46:30,000 I will drop them down one by one 494 00:46:30,125 --> 00:46:33,625 I will break the wings of fate 495 00:46:33,791 --> 00:46:39,750 And I'll have you by my side 496 00:46:40,291 --> 00:46:46,208 Losing love 497 00:46:52,375 --> 00:46:56,083 It's pretty tough. Holy shit. Beautiful. 498 00:46:56,166 --> 00:47:01,166 When a song is so important to you, the thing is, it touches you so much... 499 00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:04,750 that it affects your performance. 500 00:47:06,916 --> 00:47:10,875 Anyway, this... With a few rehearsals, I can do it. 501 00:47:10,958 --> 00:47:13,541 -I have to do it. -It's the first time you sang it. 502 00:47:13,625 --> 00:47:15,541 No, no, and with Massimo... 503 00:47:15,625 --> 00:47:18,416 -I have to do it! -What else did you want to try? 504 00:47:18,625 --> 00:47:22,541 Almeno tu nell'universo, let's start from the beginning. 505 00:47:22,666 --> 00:47:24,541 Okay, here it goes. Go. 506 00:47:27,791 --> 00:47:29,458 You know 507 00:47:30,458 --> 00:47:33,583 People are strange... 508 00:47:35,791 --> 00:47:38,208 I'm working a lot, there's a lot to do. 509 00:47:38,291 --> 00:47:41,708 Five days at Sanremo will be inevitably imperfect, 510 00:47:41,791 --> 00:47:44,666 something will go wrong, something else will go right. 511 00:47:44,750 --> 00:47:47,125 Doesn't matter, my only mission is 512 00:47:47,250 --> 00:47:49,625 to live the best experience of my life. 513 00:47:49,708 --> 00:47:53,375 First the truth then 514 00:47:54,125 --> 00:47:56,500 He will lie 515 00:47:57,500 --> 00:48:01,500 With no seriousness 516 00:48:02,041 --> 00:48:06,708 I'm sorry, Marco, stop for a sec. I need to review something from the second verse. 517 00:48:06,791 --> 00:48:10,250 -I would go from the second verse. -As soon as the intro starts? Okay. 518 00:48:11,416 --> 00:48:12,416 Go. 519 00:48:17,291 --> 00:48:19,083 You know 520 00:48:19,791 --> 00:48:22,791 People are crazy 521 00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:30,125 Maybe they're too unsatisfied 522 00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:37,958 They follow the world blindly 523 00:48:39,458 --> 00:48:43,208 When fashion changes 524 00:48:43,291 --> 00:48:46,958 They change too 525 00:48:47,041 --> 00:48:50,541 Continuously 526 00:48:50,625 --> 00:48:54,583 Foolishly 527 00:48:54,666 --> 00:48:59,750 You, you are different 528 00:48:59,833 --> 00:49:01,833 SANREMO FEBRUARY 4, 2020 529 00:49:01,916 --> 00:49:04,833 70TH ITALIAN SONG FESTIVAL FEBRUARY 4-8, 2020 530 00:49:04,916 --> 00:49:07,708 At least you in the universe 531 00:49:07,791 --> 00:49:12,041 Will not change Tell me you'll always be honest 532 00:49:12,125 --> 00:49:17,291 Tiziano is going to perform as a special guest for the five nights of the Festival. 533 00:49:17,375 --> 00:49:19,625 And you'll really love me 534 00:49:19,708 --> 00:49:24,625 More, and more, and more, and more 535 00:49:24,708 --> 00:49:28,041 I started to dream of becoming a singer thanks to Sanremo, 536 00:49:28,125 --> 00:49:29,875 because it's really... 537 00:49:29,958 --> 00:49:35,041 It's so unique and surreal. And for me is like, well, 538 00:49:35,125 --> 00:49:37,375 the Mecca, basically. 539 00:49:37,458 --> 00:49:42,125 You will not change Tell me 540 00:49:42,250 --> 00:49:45,458 You'll always be honest 541 00:49:45,583 --> 00:49:49,625 And you'll really love me 542 00:49:49,708 --> 00:49:55,708 Really love me more 543 00:50:02,125 --> 00:50:03,916 Thank you, thanks a lot. 544 00:50:18,083 --> 00:50:21,375 So, here we go. It's time. 545 00:50:22,583 --> 00:50:25,333 I am so excited. 546 00:50:25,416 --> 00:50:29,958 Tonight, at Sanremo Festival 2020, 547 00:50:30,083 --> 00:50:32,541 Tiziano Ferro! 548 00:50:32,791 --> 00:50:38,041 You, you are different 549 00:50:38,166 --> 00:50:44,125 At least you in the universe 550 00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:49,666 Will not change Tell me 551 00:50:49,791 --> 00:50:53,166 You'll always be honest 552 00:50:53,250 --> 00:50:56,791 And you'll really love me 553 00:50:56,875 --> 00:51:02,833 More, and more, and more, and more 554 00:51:14,375 --> 00:51:19,083 You will not change Tell me 555 00:51:19,208 --> 00:51:25,125 You'll always be honest And you'll really love me 556 00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:35,000 You'll really love me more 557 00:51:40,541 --> 00:51:41,875 Thank you! 558 00:51:49,125 --> 00:51:52,250 Oh, bullshit! No! 559 00:51:59,708 --> 00:52:03,458 -No way! -Why did I freeze in the end? No! 560 00:52:03,541 --> 00:52:07,291 -"Freeze?" What are you talking about? -I tried it a hundred times! 561 00:52:07,375 --> 00:52:09,625 What the fuck? 562 00:52:09,833 --> 00:52:14,083 -I couldn't do it. -It was incred... I mean... 563 00:52:14,208 --> 00:52:18,666 -It was amazing. I mean... -Everybody understood it. 564 00:52:19,166 --> 00:52:21,958 -It's a really tough song! -It stings, it stings... 565 00:52:22,041 --> 00:52:24,666 -My favorite part. -Come on, you were so authentic... 566 00:52:24,750 --> 00:52:27,333 I screwed up 'cause I... 567 00:52:28,750 --> 00:52:34,541 You were so authentic, and people saw that! 568 00:52:34,625 --> 00:52:36,875 I shouldn't have looked up! 569 00:52:37,625 --> 00:52:39,208 I'm an asshole, I really am. 570 00:52:39,291 --> 00:52:43,625 -Come on! It went well. It was touching. -Everybody is writing of you. 571 00:52:43,708 --> 00:52:47,791 -You're the only one who... -No, but I'm sorry I froze. 572 00:52:47,875 --> 00:52:53,041 -Whatever, who cares? -I mean, I felt my throat, like, closing. 573 00:52:53,541 --> 00:52:57,833 I tried it, like, a billion times and... Something happened, 574 00:52:57,916 --> 00:53:00,791 I still don't get it, it never happened in my life. 575 00:53:00,875 --> 00:53:02,958 I felt a noose around my neck 576 00:53:03,041 --> 00:53:05,333 and I couldn't sing anymore. 577 00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,583 FEBRUARY 5, 2020 578 00:53:17,333 --> 00:53:19,083 2ND SECTOR 579 00:53:19,166 --> 00:53:21,083 Tiziano! No! 580 00:53:34,083 --> 00:53:35,125 Good evening! 581 00:53:57,875 --> 00:54:00,708 Losing love 582 00:54:00,791 --> 00:54:04,375 He was so nervous, we exchanged several texts. 583 00:54:04,458 --> 00:54:08,958 He was positively tensed, expected a lot, but he didn't want to disappoint, either. 584 00:54:09,041 --> 00:54:14,708 And that's so generous and humble that it hit me. When he goes on stage, 585 00:54:14,833 --> 00:54:17,333 he still feels that thrill, that leap in the dark. 586 00:54:17,416 --> 00:54:19,625 Even more when it's Sanremo. 587 00:54:19,708 --> 00:54:24,791 Tonight, two great artists who've never sung together before, 588 00:54:24,875 --> 00:54:28,500 Tiziano Ferro and Massimo Ranieri 589 00:54:28,583 --> 00:54:31,500 with "Perdere l'amore!" 590 00:54:33,916 --> 00:54:39,875 Stoning All the dreams which are still flying 591 00:54:40,541 --> 00:54:43,833 I will drop them down one by one 592 00:54:43,958 --> 00:54:47,250 I will break the wings of fate 593 00:54:47,333 --> 00:54:53,041 And I'll have you by my side 594 00:54:54,083 --> 00:55:00,041 Losing love 595 00:55:01,916 --> 00:55:04,583 Losing 596 00:55:04,666 --> 00:55:09,791 Love 597 00:55:20,875 --> 00:55:26,291 The week in Sanremo was an explosion of a million different things. 598 00:55:26,375 --> 00:55:30,000 Stress, joy, union, hugs, tears. 599 00:55:30,083 --> 00:55:32,333 I just remember the good things. 600 00:55:33,541 --> 00:55:39,416 And I feel like who can still cry At my age 601 00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:44,208 And I always thank who can cry 602 00:55:44,291 --> 00:55:46,791 At night at my age 603 00:55:46,875 --> 00:55:50,125 And my life, you gave me so much 604 00:55:50,208 --> 00:55:53,208 Love, joy, pain, everything 605 00:55:53,291 --> 00:55:57,208 But thanks to who can forgive 606 00:55:57,291 --> 00:55:59,833 At the door at my age... 607 00:55:59,958 --> 00:56:03,708 Once Sanremo is over, we go back to reality, right? 608 00:56:03,833 --> 00:56:09,041 It's like Wonderland going back into the book, and see you next year. 609 00:56:09,166 --> 00:56:12,250 ...God told me to And you have to listen 610 00:56:13,166 --> 00:56:15,708 To what he says 611 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:21,708 At night at my age 612 00:56:25,083 --> 00:56:28,333 At night at my 613 00:56:29,500 --> 00:56:33,500 LATINA FEBRUARY 19, 2020 614 00:56:34,250 --> 00:56:36,958 Tiziano Ferro then goes to his family in Latina 615 00:56:37,041 --> 00:56:39,333 to celebrate his 40th birthday. 616 00:56:39,416 --> 00:56:43,791 Latina is the city of roundabouts and they didn't make one here. 617 00:56:43,875 --> 00:56:46,125 Here they are! Hi, paparazzi! 618 00:56:48,166 --> 00:56:51,083 Oh, God, there are four... You know, 619 00:56:58,500 --> 00:56:59,750 Poor them, they complain 620 00:56:59,833 --> 00:57:03,250 because we have a super boring life. They always tell me, 621 00:57:03,333 --> 00:57:08,083 "Can't you do something, some party? Like, go around, do something?" 622 00:57:08,166 --> 00:57:10,041 And I say, "Guys, 623 00:57:10,125 --> 00:57:14,666 "this is our life, we don't do it on purpose! 624 00:57:14,750 --> 00:57:19,875 "We met each other and we found our better halves, 625 00:57:19,958 --> 00:57:24,083 "the halves of retirement. That's the way we are!" 626 00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:30,708 I feel sorry for them. They say, "You only go to the laundromat, in and out." 627 00:57:30,791 --> 00:57:33,833 That's what we do! 628 00:57:33,916 --> 00:57:36,833 Life is already tragic. 629 00:57:38,750 --> 00:57:42,625 This is the stadium where I did three concerts for my first album. 630 00:58:29,791 --> 00:58:34,166 SEPTEMBER 15, 2002 "E. MAJORANA" HIGH SCHOOL - LATINA 631 00:58:36,708 --> 00:58:39,666 Thanks for buying this album. 632 00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:51,000 FEBRUARY 20, 2020 633 00:58:52,375 --> 00:58:57,666 Either you stay trapped in the province or you leave. If you do, you're stronger. 634 00:58:57,750 --> 00:59:00,916 Especially because you bring it with you, 635 00:59:01,000 --> 00:59:04,875 'cause it's like a lesson to you. That's what Latina is for me. 636 00:59:04,958 --> 00:59:08,208 And my music started from here. 637 00:59:11,333 --> 00:59:14,666 This is a special place, it has a special place in my heart. 638 00:59:14,750 --> 00:59:18,708 I was 20 and I was having a walk, 639 00:59:18,791 --> 00:59:23,541 when a sentence came to my mind, and I had to write it down 640 00:59:23,625 --> 00:59:27,375 'cause it's kind of crazy. "What's done is done 641 00:59:27,458 --> 00:59:30,166 "but I am sorry." I wrote "forgive me" 642 00:59:30,250 --> 00:59:33,083 to remember it, but since I was in a rush, 643 00:59:33,166 --> 00:59:36,833 I wrote "forgive me" with a "4". Everybody knows the rest of the story. 644 00:59:36,916 --> 00:59:40,250 Years later, I revealed that this bench 645 00:59:40,333 --> 00:59:44,416 was my sanctuary, like the intro of the song which changed my life, 646 00:59:44,708 --> 00:59:47,875 and a lot of fans from all over Italy 647 00:59:47,958 --> 00:59:50,166 and the world came to write on it. 648 00:59:50,458 --> 00:59:56,041 Then, when the park was being renovated, there was a popular uprising 649 00:59:56,250 --> 01:00:00,958 because nobody wanted this bench to be taken away, 650 01:00:01,041 --> 01:00:04,291 so it was left, while all the others are different. 651 01:00:08,208 --> 01:00:10,958 -Forgive me -What's done is done but I am 652 01:00:11,041 --> 01:00:13,625 -Sorry -Smile at me and I'll give you a 653 01:00:13,708 --> 01:00:15,875 -Rose -Upon this friendship a new peace is 654 01:00:15,958 --> 01:00:19,041 -Laid -'Cause I know what I'm like and I ask you 655 01:00:19,125 --> 01:00:21,291 -Forgive me -What's done is done but I am 656 01:00:21,375 --> 01:00:24,416 -Sorry -Smile at me and I'll give you a... 657 01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:33,000 CORI (LT) MATERNAL GRANDMOTHER'S BIRTHPLACE 658 01:00:43,083 --> 01:00:47,125 When I listen to "In Mezzo A Questo Inverno," I think about Grandma. 659 01:00:47,208 --> 01:00:52,083 She was forged like a stone from the last century, made to last. 660 01:00:52,166 --> 01:00:55,625 Always up for anything, for me. 661 01:00:55,708 --> 01:01:00,125 When I saw her eyes closed, I felt like I was falling apart. 662 01:01:00,208 --> 01:01:04,958 Like, when I was 19, I needed to escape and I went to live with her for a while. 663 01:01:05,041 --> 01:01:08,125 That time, however, I recovered. 664 01:01:08,208 --> 01:01:11,958 The day of the funeral, Victor was with me. 665 01:01:12,041 --> 01:01:18,000 That's when I found the compass, when I figured out the sense of this trip. 666 01:01:18,375 --> 01:01:22,000 On the day I had feared all my life, 667 01:01:22,083 --> 01:01:26,708 there was the person I had been looking for my whole life. 668 01:01:26,791 --> 01:01:30,000 I mean, family goes on. 669 01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:34,083 Love doesn't end. What a wonderful lesson. 670 01:01:34,166 --> 01:01:36,208 Once again, Grandma. 671 01:01:37,833 --> 01:01:40,083 You were there, you were there 672 01:01:40,166 --> 01:01:45,583 You were there Among this winter 673 01:01:45,666 --> 01:01:51,625 Telling me it's better a minute of peace Than an eternity of war 674 01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:56,208 But for now, by chance or luck 675 01:01:56,291 --> 01:02:00,416 Now I am too scared 676 01:02:01,166 --> 01:02:04,333 You've always been stronger 677 01:02:05,416 --> 01:02:09,125 Maybe I will have to be stronger 678 01:02:09,291 --> 01:02:10,958 Now 679 01:02:24,500 --> 01:02:26,750 Shall we sing this together or not? 680 01:02:31,750 --> 01:02:35,833 In the summer of 2002, I did a concert in the stadium of my hometown. 681 01:02:35,916 --> 01:02:37,250 It was... 682 01:02:37,333 --> 01:02:38,625 SEPTEMBER 14, 2002 ROSSO RELATIVO TOUR 683 01:02:38,708 --> 01:02:41,916 ...as if it was the first and last time. 684 01:02:42,041 --> 01:02:44,125 I can't even explain. 685 01:02:44,208 --> 01:02:45,541 The first and last time. 686 01:02:45,625 --> 01:02:48,416 It still happens, when I enter a stadium. 687 01:02:48,500 --> 01:02:53,333 I think, "Enjoy it, 'cause it may not happen again." 688 01:02:53,416 --> 01:02:57,041 The idea of nothing being taken for granted is something that... 689 01:02:58,583 --> 01:03:02,791 I cannot get over it, and I don't want to, either. 690 01:03:02,875 --> 01:03:05,041 It started here, I remember. 691 01:03:05,125 --> 01:03:08,416 I said to myself, "Tiziano, look carefully. Don't forget, 692 01:03:08,500 --> 01:03:12,375 "'cause it's a privilege which might not come back." 693 01:03:14,708 --> 01:03:16,791 Thank you! 694 01:03:17,333 --> 01:03:20,166 If I'd been asked, "How do you picture yourself at 40?" 695 01:03:20,250 --> 01:03:22,833 Here, with my family. 696 01:03:23,125 --> 01:03:27,916 'Cause I can go to Los Angeles, England, I can go wherever I want, 697 01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:31,500 but I know where my blood comes from. I feel it. 698 01:03:31,583 --> 01:03:37,000 And looking at this stadium, this town, walking on it and seeing all the love 699 01:03:37,083 --> 01:03:41,458 the people from here and my family gave me, it is the only thing that matters 700 01:03:41,541 --> 01:03:45,208 and helps me looking in the mirror and thinking 701 01:03:45,291 --> 01:03:48,083 that's fine, at the age of 40. 702 01:03:52,750 --> 01:03:56,916 Scars play an essential role in life, you know? 703 01:03:57,000 --> 01:04:02,000 Even if our parents always try to protect us, all the scars, 704 01:04:02,083 --> 01:04:05,875 non-acceptance, the relationship with addictions, 705 01:04:06,500 --> 01:04:12,041 even eating disorders, you know? Today I consider them my superpowers. 706 01:04:12,125 --> 01:04:14,708 I look at the world through the lens of my scars. 707 01:04:14,791 --> 01:04:18,416 The greatest consequence of addiction is isolation. 708 01:04:18,500 --> 01:04:21,125 Addiction wants you alone. 709 01:04:23,625 --> 01:04:26,875 Then I met the groups here in Los Angeles 710 01:04:26,958 --> 01:04:32,666 and it immediately turned into a world of love of friends, union, welcoming, 711 01:04:32,750 --> 01:04:34,458 it was like starting over again. 712 01:04:34,541 --> 01:04:38,500 Here, I really understood what sobriety meant. 713 01:05:17,833 --> 01:05:20,041 I'm the secretary of this meeting. 714 01:05:20,125 --> 01:05:24,583 My job is to organize the meetings, where a group of people spontaneously meet up 715 01:05:24,666 --> 01:05:27,500 to confront each other, 716 01:05:27,583 --> 01:05:30,333 keep their sobriety alive and help the others. 717 01:08:51,708 --> 01:08:55,041 Nobody could stand me when I used to drink. 718 01:08:55,125 --> 01:09:00,000 And the ones who could either felt pity or they were like me, or even worse. 719 01:09:00,083 --> 01:09:02,666 The day I realized I needed help 720 01:09:02,750 --> 01:09:05,916 was when, for the first time, 721 01:09:06,000 --> 01:09:08,750 I couldn't go a whole day without drinking, 722 01:09:08,833 --> 01:09:12,250 'cause my body had no other choice. 723 01:09:12,333 --> 01:09:15,958 When I went to my first meeting in England, 724 01:09:16,041 --> 01:09:19,500 I almost had an out-of-body experience, 725 01:09:19,583 --> 01:09:22,583 'cause I looked at that place, a convention center, 726 01:09:22,666 --> 01:09:25,791 with rooms on rent, but really ugly. 727 01:09:26,416 --> 01:09:30,083 I looked at it, I looked at the people coming in and I thought 728 01:09:30,166 --> 01:09:35,875 that I was in the wrong place 'cause people looked too normal to me. 729 01:09:35,958 --> 01:09:40,416 It was funny, 'cause even there, the arrogance of... 730 01:09:40,541 --> 01:09:41,791 Or the naivety 731 01:09:41,875 --> 01:09:43,916 of considering myself 732 01:09:44,000 --> 01:09:47,000 one in a million, you know? But it wasn't like that. 733 01:09:48,208 --> 01:09:50,291 I mean, I entered that room... 734 01:10:02,916 --> 01:10:05,041 I don't know, I mean, it... 735 01:10:05,791 --> 01:10:09,500 It... Everything seemed in its right place. 736 01:10:10,916 --> 01:10:13,708 Then I don't know why, I mean... 737 01:10:13,791 --> 01:10:17,666 I'm getting emotional now because I've just remembered a lady who... 738 01:10:17,750 --> 01:10:21,458 She was English, and she welcomed me 739 01:10:23,416 --> 01:10:29,083 telling me something that I... I didn't understand at first. 740 01:10:29,458 --> 01:10:31,916 And I don't want to cry right now. 741 01:10:32,000 --> 01:10:34,791 I didn't understand her at first, but I did later. 742 01:10:41,708 --> 01:10:43,708 She told me, 743 01:10:44,541 --> 01:10:48,041 "Well done, you're doing a brave thing." 744 01:10:49,625 --> 01:10:51,666 I felt like I was doing a stupid thing, 745 01:10:51,750 --> 01:10:53,750 I mean, I was just going there, 746 01:10:53,833 --> 01:10:58,291 not doing anything, blending among chairs 747 01:10:59,041 --> 01:11:01,958 and hoping that magic would happen. 748 01:11:02,041 --> 01:11:04,458 But no magic happened, 749 01:11:04,541 --> 01:11:09,083 'cause you have to work your ass off. 750 01:11:18,708 --> 01:11:22,208 Wait, I can do it. Okay. So, yeah, 751 01:11:23,000 --> 01:11:25,666 I didn't understand her, that's true, 752 01:11:27,666 --> 01:11:30,625 but fuck it, I've never left. 753 01:11:36,333 --> 01:11:39,500 So, I always say that 754 01:11:40,333 --> 01:11:42,875 to the newcomers. 755 01:11:44,791 --> 01:11:47,041 Because maybe it won't work, 756 01:11:47,125 --> 01:11:50,041 but if it does as it did with me, 757 01:11:51,375 --> 01:11:53,208 I am happy. 758 01:11:53,791 --> 01:11:57,000 I always tell them, "Don't worry, 759 01:11:58,125 --> 01:12:02,375 "it will be better. You're doing a brave thing..." 760 01:12:02,458 --> 01:12:07,125 And from that moment, I started a nice journey, really nice. 761 01:12:20,166 --> 01:12:22,375 I'm sick of... 762 01:12:23,500 --> 01:12:27,916 Of not talking about this solution, 'cause it became... 763 01:12:28,000 --> 01:12:32,458 It's the best story of my life, the one which restored my life. 764 01:12:32,541 --> 01:12:36,541 A lot of people have asked me, "Where does this serenity come from? 765 01:12:36,666 --> 01:12:39,250 "You can see it is love, 766 01:12:39,333 --> 01:12:41,750 it's having rediscovered a perspective." 767 01:12:41,833 --> 01:12:44,583 Yeah, probably, but the truth is, 768 01:12:44,666 --> 01:12:47,333 leaving this house, this subjugation 769 01:12:47,416 --> 01:12:49,750 through recovery restored everything. 770 01:12:49,833 --> 01:12:53,958 Hope, serenity. And... 771 01:12:54,250 --> 01:12:59,833 And it's time for me to share this solution with people, 772 01:12:59,916 --> 01:13:02,333 'cause it's the only reason why I'm still here 773 01:13:02,416 --> 01:13:05,291 talking right now. 774 01:13:15,583 --> 01:13:18,541 FEBRUARY 21, 2020 775 01:13:20,291 --> 01:13:22,833 This is exactly how I pictured my 40th birthday. 776 01:13:23,625 --> 01:13:24,916 With my families. 777 01:13:25,000 --> 01:13:29,750 The one I was born with and the one I chose, so thank you. 778 01:13:42,041 --> 01:13:44,291 Happy birthday to you 779 01:13:44,375 --> 01:13:48,375 Happy birthday, dear Tiziano 780 01:13:48,458 --> 01:13:52,291 Happy birthday to you 781 01:13:57,375 --> 01:14:00,750 It was all a ruin, but clearly you need to demolish 782 01:14:00,833 --> 01:14:03,083 before starting to build again, right? 783 01:14:03,791 --> 01:14:06,000 Happy endings do exist. 784 01:14:06,083 --> 01:14:09,791 It doesn't matter how you fall, but how you get back up. 785 01:14:09,875 --> 01:14:12,666 If you do nothing, people'll remember your fall. 786 01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:15,416 But if you recover well, they will remember 787 01:14:15,500 --> 01:14:18,041 how you got back up. 788 01:14:18,625 --> 01:14:22,500 I just thought how useless it is to rant 789 01:14:22,583 --> 01:14:26,125 And think I'm fine When it's winter and you 790 01:14:26,541 --> 01:14:32,208 Take your warm hands off me Don't hug me and say I'm old enough 791 01:14:32,291 --> 01:14:36,416 You remind me that I live on Through many things 792 01:14:38,541 --> 01:14:42,208 Houses, books, cars, trips Sheets of newspaper 793 01:14:42,291 --> 01:14:45,916 That even if I'm worthless, at least 794 01:14:46,291 --> 01:14:51,791 I let you dream And walk, if you want 795 01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:55,291 I'm sorry, I don't want to bother you 796 01:14:55,375 --> 01:14:59,250 But can you tell me how this could end? 797 01:15:01,083 --> 01:15:06,000 I can't explain it 798 01:15:07,625 --> 01:15:12,000 I can't explain it 799 01:15:31,750 --> 01:15:34,125 FROM AN IDEA OF TIZIANO FERRO 800 01:15:42,833 --> 01:15:47,958 I want to give you my life 801 01:15:48,125 --> 01:15:52,875 I ask you to change all my life, now 802 01:15:53,416 --> 01:15:58,166 I'll give you this news in conclusion 803 01:15:58,625 --> 01:16:03,625 You see, news is an anagram of my name 804 01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:08,791 And I know you need time, I don't deny it 805 01:16:09,208 --> 01:16:12,541 Even if there is no time after all 806 01:16:12,625 --> 01:16:18,583 But if you look for me You'll see me 807 01:16:18,666 --> 01:16:24,666 The most secret affection Eludes the man who never looks ahead