WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:28.194 --> 00:00:31.698 (engine humming) 4 00:00:39.572 --> 00:00:42.409 (laboured breathing) 5 00:01:00.660 --> 00:01:02.495 (laboured breathing) 6 00:01:58.985 --> 00:02:04.090 (deep breath) 7 00:02:04.090 --> 00:02:06.526 (birds singing) 8 00:02:46.499 --> 00:02:47.600 (piano note) 9 00:02:54.274 --> 00:02:56.442 ♪ 10 00:03:35.415 --> 00:03:36.883 (sighing) 11 00:03:50.530 --> 00:03:52.599 (sighing) 12 00:04:04.210 --> 00:04:05.478 (sniffling) 13 00:04:12.185 --> 00:04:13.953 - (cab driver): Thanks a lot. - Thanks. 14 00:04:51.057 --> 00:04:52.825 (deep breath) 15 00:04:54.427 --> 00:04:57.530 (running footsteps) (child laughing) 16 00:05:24.657 --> 00:05:27.527 (audible breathing) 17 00:05:39.605 --> 00:05:41.774 - (child): Dad! - (man): What? 18 00:05:41.774 --> 00:05:43.810 You ready? 19 00:05:43.810 --> 00:05:46.112 Yeah? Let's go. 20 00:06:00.526 --> 00:06:02.528 (children laughing) 21 00:06:11.404 --> 00:06:14.474 Give me a big hug. Be good. 22 00:06:37.930 --> 00:06:39.465 - Hi, Dan. 23 00:06:41.200 --> 00:06:43.403 I just wanted to say that... 24 00:06:43.403 --> 00:06:46.239 I'm OK, and I'm back now. 25 00:06:48.174 --> 00:06:50.276 - When did you get back? 26 00:06:50.276 --> 00:06:52.678 - Today. Now. Just now. 27 00:06:56.516 --> 00:06:59.218 - And you thought that you could just show up 28 00:06:59.218 --> 00:07:01.854 whenever you wanted, and we'd just be 29 00:07:01.854 --> 00:07:03.890 waiting here with a cake and banner or... 30 00:07:03.890 --> 00:07:05.858 - Dan... 31 00:07:05.858 --> 00:07:07.593 - Well, you didn't think to tell us anything, 32 00:07:07.593 --> 00:07:10.430 give us an idea when you'd be back? 33 00:07:10.430 --> 00:07:12.865 - I'm here. I'm back. 34 00:07:12.865 --> 00:07:14.500 - OK, but it's not... that's not how it works. 35 00:07:18.104 --> 00:07:21.040 - Dan, when can I see Isabel? - What are you talking about? 36 00:07:23.309 --> 00:07:26.145 What? So you're OK now? 37 00:07:26.145 --> 00:07:28.147 - Yeah, I am. 38 00:07:28.147 --> 00:07:30.883 - Yeah? What's your plan? Where are you staying? 39 00:07:30.883 --> 00:07:32.118 - I'm staying at my dad's for a little while-- 40 00:07:32.118 --> 00:07:34.487 - Good for you. 41 00:07:34.487 --> 00:07:36.622 Hmm... 42 00:07:41.561 --> 00:07:43.329 - Dan, I want to see her. 43 00:07:43.329 --> 00:07:45.565 - She doesn't remember you. 44 00:07:56.742 --> 00:07:58.678 Can I call you now? Am I allowed? 45 00:08:01.314 --> 00:08:03.015 - Of course. 46 00:08:05.151 --> 00:08:06.419 - I need to think. 47 00:08:10.623 --> 00:08:12.425 ♪ 48 00:08:23.703 --> 00:08:26.005 - (woman): Isabel, 49 00:08:26.005 --> 00:08:28.307 one night 50 00:08:28.307 --> 00:08:30.476 I went in to check on you, 51 00:08:30.476 --> 00:08:33.779 and you were lying there awake. 52 00:08:33.779 --> 00:08:35.581 You didn't make a sound. 53 00:08:37.316 --> 00:08:39.452 And I stood there, 54 00:08:39.452 --> 00:08:41.854 and I looked at you, 55 00:08:41.854 --> 00:08:44.991 and you looked at me, 56 00:08:44.991 --> 00:08:46.959 and I had no idea 57 00:08:46.959 --> 00:08:49.128 what you were thinking 58 00:08:49.128 --> 00:08:50.696 and what you felt. 59 00:08:52.465 --> 00:08:54.467 And in that moment, 60 00:08:54.467 --> 00:08:56.469 I had never been so scared 61 00:08:56.469 --> 00:08:59.005 in my entire life. 62 00:08:59.005 --> 00:09:03.309 I thought I knew what fear was before I had you, but I didn't. 63 00:09:03.309 --> 00:09:05.378 I had no clue. 64 00:09:07.747 --> 00:09:09.181 And no matter what, everything felt wrong 65 00:09:09.181 --> 00:09:12.151 because I did it. 66 00:09:12.151 --> 00:09:15.154 And no matter what I did, you were always so far away. 67 00:09:18.691 --> 00:09:21.894 I thought, "If I just loved you more, 68 00:09:21.894 --> 00:09:23.763 I could get closer." 69 00:09:26.699 --> 00:09:29.268 I loved you so much 70 00:09:29.268 --> 00:09:31.103 that I forgot to breathe. 71 00:09:32.738 --> 00:09:36.509 And then, I ran out of air. 72 00:09:39.078 --> 00:09:41.247 ♪ 73 00:10:00.132 --> 00:10:02.868 ♪ 74 00:10:17.216 --> 00:10:18.651 - Hey, you have a light? 75 00:10:18.651 --> 00:10:20.386 - Sorry. 76 00:10:24.957 --> 00:10:27.093 - (man 1): Do you have a light? - (man 2): Yeah. One second. 77 00:10:27.093 --> 00:10:28.728 - (man 1): Thanks, man. 78 00:10:32.898 --> 00:10:34.533 - Do you have another one of those? 79 00:10:36.502 --> 00:10:38.804 - Miss Doesn't Have a Light wants a smoke, I see. 80 00:10:53.185 --> 00:10:55.588 OK if I sit for a sec? - You just did. 81 00:11:08.267 --> 00:11:11.737 - You look kind of upset yourself. - Yeah. 82 00:11:13.539 --> 00:11:15.474 - You don't want to talk about it? 83 00:11:15.474 --> 00:11:17.410 - Not really but thanks. 84 00:11:33.125 --> 00:11:35.227 (scoffing) 85 00:11:35.227 --> 00:11:36.896 I don't know where to go. 86 00:11:40.833 --> 00:11:42.601 I've just been sitting here all day. 87 00:11:45.037 --> 00:11:47.707 - Aren't you cold? 88 00:11:47.707 --> 00:11:51.444 - I'm freezing. ♪ 89 00:12:18.204 --> 00:12:20.439 (indistinct chatter) 90 00:12:36.355 --> 00:12:38.524 (guitar music playing on speakers) 91 00:12:51.137 --> 00:12:53.873 (romantic music playing) 92 00:13:07.887 --> 00:13:10.790 (indistinct song playing) - Kind of a long day, Jordan. 93 00:13:12.158 --> 00:13:13.692 - What happened? 94 00:13:16.629 --> 00:13:18.497 - Um, I... 95 00:13:20.065 --> 00:13:21.967 I'm sorry. I-- - Hey, you... you want 96 00:13:21.967 --> 00:13:23.669 put your head on my shoulder. 97 00:13:29.742 --> 00:13:33.112 Oh. 98 00:13:33.112 --> 00:13:36.415 You seem like a good person. 99 00:13:36.415 --> 00:13:38.484 - How do you know? 100 00:13:40.119 --> 00:13:42.121 - Your... your face, 101 00:13:42.121 --> 00:13:45.257 your eyes. I can tell. 102 00:13:46.659 --> 00:13:49.929 (indistinct song playing) 103 00:13:57.469 --> 00:14:00.272 - I have a baby... 104 00:14:00.272 --> 00:14:02.875 which is not a baby anymore. 105 00:14:02.875 --> 00:14:05.044 - You're a mom? 106 00:14:05.044 --> 00:14:07.213 That's surreal. 107 00:14:07.213 --> 00:14:09.114 - It is, but, uh... 108 00:14:09.114 --> 00:14:12.518 - I don't know if I'll see her, and I don't... 109 00:14:15.454 --> 00:14:17.590 - Well, what was your mom like with you? 110 00:14:20.659 --> 00:14:23.395 - Why would you ask me that? 111 00:14:23.395 --> 00:14:25.831 - I was just trying to be helpful. 112 00:14:25.831 --> 00:14:29.001 - No, I haven't seen her in a long time. 113 00:14:29.001 --> 00:14:31.537 - Well... 114 00:14:31.537 --> 00:14:33.505 I'm still sure you're the best mom. 115 00:14:33.505 --> 00:14:35.207 I can tell. Remember? 116 00:14:35.207 --> 00:14:37.910 (romantic music playing) 117 00:14:40.179 --> 00:14:41.714 What? 118 00:14:44.049 --> 00:14:46.619 (indistinct romantic song playing) 119 00:15:10.609 --> 00:15:12.811 These any good? - Ugh, what do you want? 120 00:15:15.414 --> 00:15:17.449 - Um, sorry. 121 00:15:17.449 --> 00:15:19.351 Can I have your phone, please? 122 00:15:27.459 --> 00:15:29.328 (man chuckling) Cool phone. 123 00:15:42.241 --> 00:15:45.144 (door opening and closing) 124 00:15:58.090 --> 00:15:59.558 - Hey, Dad. 125 00:16:04.330 --> 00:16:06.298 - You look rested. 126 00:16:09.101 --> 00:16:11.103 - I'm exhausted. 127 00:16:11.103 --> 00:16:12.571 - Oh, I, uh... 128 00:16:16.075 --> 00:16:18.077 Who... Well, did you see them? 129 00:16:21.847 --> 00:16:23.248 - Sort of. 130 00:16:24.750 --> 00:16:27.119 Dad, when's the last time that you spoke to Dan? 131 00:16:27.119 --> 00:16:29.288 - Uh... 132 00:16:29.288 --> 00:16:32.324 not too long ago. Uh... 133 00:16:32.324 --> 00:16:34.727 I don't know, but they seemed OK. 134 00:16:36.528 --> 00:16:39.865 Hey, but you are here now. Right? 135 00:16:39.865 --> 00:16:42.434 - Yep. 136 00:16:42.434 --> 00:16:45.037 - Hey, you think you'll be OK on the sofa. 137 00:16:45.037 --> 00:16:46.772 Yeah, you're sure? 138 00:16:46.772 --> 00:16:49.675 Um... is there anything else? 139 00:16:52.211 --> 00:16:54.580 - I'm OK now, really. 140 00:16:57.950 --> 00:17:01.887 - OK, well, I'm just so glad that... that you're here. 141 00:17:01.887 --> 00:17:03.622 OK, I'll see you in the morning, sweetheart. 142 00:17:18.370 --> 00:17:20.606 - Hi, Bern. - Hi. 143 00:17:22.808 --> 00:17:25.911 - I don't bite, I swear. 144 00:17:25.911 --> 00:17:27.846 - Hi, Dara. 145 00:17:27.846 --> 00:17:29.882 - Hey, Audrey. - Was the couch alright? 146 00:17:31.817 --> 00:17:35.687 - Hi, sweetheart. Hey, do you need anything? 147 00:17:35.687 --> 00:17:37.523 - I'm fine, Dad. 148 00:17:37.523 --> 00:17:39.124 - (softly): OK, here. 149 00:17:41.093 --> 00:17:44.830 - OK, we're gonna be late. Bye, Dara. 150 00:17:47.166 --> 00:17:49.201 - Dad, I'm fine. Really wasn't-- - OK, we gotta run, sweetheart, 151 00:17:49.201 --> 00:17:51.170 but I will see you later, and then we can catch up, OK? 152 00:17:54.239 --> 00:17:55.941 (door closing) 153 00:18:18.030 --> 00:18:19.965 (door creaking) 154 00:18:37.983 --> 00:18:40.185 (birds singing) 155 00:18:51.930 --> 00:18:53.499 (knocking on door) 156 00:18:55.501 --> 00:18:56.635 (door opening) 157 00:19:03.275 --> 00:19:04.743 - Dara... 158 00:19:08.313 --> 00:19:09.982 Hey. 159 00:19:11.750 --> 00:19:13.819 I'm Thérèse. 160 00:19:13.819 --> 00:19:15.754 - I wanna go up. 161 00:19:15.754 --> 00:19:17.656 - Hi, sweetie. 162 00:19:19.491 --> 00:19:22.294 Hey, can we say hi? 163 00:19:22.294 --> 00:19:23.495 - Hi. 164 00:19:23.495 --> 00:19:25.531 - Hi, Izzy. 165 00:19:29.301 --> 00:19:32.204 Oh, um... Here, I... 166 00:19:32.204 --> 00:19:34.873 I brought this for you. 167 00:19:36.642 --> 00:19:39.878 - I have that. - Isabel... 168 00:19:39.878 --> 00:19:42.014 - I wanna go down. - OK. 169 00:19:53.392 --> 00:19:55.294 I don't know what to say. - How many months? 170 00:19:57.029 --> 00:19:58.597 - Seven. 171 00:20:03.202 --> 00:20:05.470 - Congratulations. 172 00:20:05.470 --> 00:20:07.206 (sighing) 173 00:20:09.308 --> 00:20:11.843 You didn't mention her. 174 00:20:11.843 --> 00:20:14.746 - What? - Why are you here? 175 00:20:14.746 --> 00:20:17.015 - Oh, I'm... sorry. 176 00:20:17.015 --> 00:20:18.984 I guess that I should have called first. 177 00:20:18.984 --> 00:20:20.519 - Dan, what's she talking about? 178 00:20:20.519 --> 00:20:22.921 - Let me deal with this, OK? 179 00:20:22.921 --> 00:20:24.756 Look, I said I had to think. 180 00:20:26.525 --> 00:20:28.527 - Does that mean that I can't see her? 181 00:20:28.527 --> 00:20:31.396 - You made that choice for everyone two years ago, remember? 182 00:20:40.205 --> 00:20:43.442 - (Thérèse): Why don't you come over again another time... 183 00:20:43.442 --> 00:20:45.577 spend some time with her. 184 00:20:47.412 --> 00:20:49.915 - Is that OK with you? 185 00:20:49.915 --> 00:20:51.683 - (Dan): Fine. 186 00:20:52.618 --> 00:20:54.486 - OK, I will, um... 187 00:20:57.422 --> 00:21:00.792 ...I will see you soon then. 188 00:21:00.792 --> 00:21:02.761 (indistinct chatter) 189 00:21:12.871 --> 00:21:14.773 (sighing) 190 00:21:14.773 --> 00:21:15.974 - Mm-hmm. 191 00:21:20.245 --> 00:21:21.680 You didn't call. 192 00:21:25.150 --> 00:21:27.286 - There wasn't much to say. 193 00:21:32.224 --> 00:21:33.892 - You look tired. 194 00:21:36.662 --> 00:21:38.497 - Is there any sub work? 195 00:21:42.134 --> 00:21:44.603 Look, I'm OK now. See? (Dara chuckling) 196 00:21:44.603 --> 00:21:46.071 - Mm-hmm. 197 00:21:47.839 --> 00:21:49.508 - Can you set a meeting with Brian? 198 00:21:51.343 --> 00:21:54.279 - He's gone. Retired. 199 00:21:54.279 --> 00:21:56.748 We have Ms. Shaw now. 200 00:22:01.320 --> 00:22:03.555 I'll be in touch, OK? - OK. 201 00:22:16.201 --> 00:22:19.137 Trying to get rid of me already? - (Audrey): No, I'm just, uh... 202 00:22:19.137 --> 00:22:21.807 tidying up a bit. - I can do that. 203 00:22:21.807 --> 00:22:24.276 - No, no, I got it. It's OK. - No, really. 204 00:22:31.850 --> 00:22:33.618 (clearing her throat) 205 00:22:33.618 --> 00:22:36.788 - So, uh... 206 00:22:36.788 --> 00:22:39.991 do you remember the... realtor 207 00:22:39.991 --> 00:22:41.560 friend of mine that we were talking about? 208 00:22:43.628 --> 00:22:46.732 Well, I just ran into her the other day, 209 00:22:46.732 --> 00:22:49.000 and she was telling me that she has 210 00:22:49.000 --> 00:22:51.103 a lot of these cute little apartments. 211 00:22:53.338 --> 00:22:55.741 And so I mentioned your situation. 212 00:22:55.741 --> 00:22:57.376 - You what? 213 00:22:59.144 --> 00:23:01.146 - What? 214 00:23:01.146 --> 00:23:03.215 - I just got back. 215 00:23:03.215 --> 00:23:06.051 - No, no. I... I didn't mean... 216 00:23:06.051 --> 00:23:08.387 - What did you mean? 217 00:23:13.825 --> 00:23:15.494 - I was just trying to help. 218 00:23:19.398 --> 00:23:21.233 I'm on your side. 219 00:23:24.002 --> 00:23:25.771 - I can take care of myself. 220 00:23:31.576 --> 00:23:33.845 - I could have helped. 221 00:23:33.845 --> 00:23:36.047 That's what couples do, that's what they do: 222 00:23:36.047 --> 00:23:38.016 they figure things out together. That's the whole point. 223 00:23:40.585 --> 00:23:42.721 Why didn't you talk to me? - I tried. 224 00:23:42.721 --> 00:23:45.290 A hundred thousand times, OK? You told me that... 225 00:23:45.290 --> 00:23:47.626 that I wasn't making sense and that I was just out of it. 226 00:23:49.795 --> 00:23:52.898 - Why couldn't we come see you? 227 00:23:52.898 --> 00:23:54.633 - She couldn't see me like that. 228 00:23:58.970 --> 00:24:00.939 - Did you know that she asked for you every day? 229 00:24:04.276 --> 00:24:06.411 Did you know that? 230 00:24:06.411 --> 00:24:08.413 For months and months, she looked at me 231 00:24:08.413 --> 00:24:10.315 like I was the wrong person. 232 00:24:15.053 --> 00:24:16.822 - I'm sorry, Dan. 233 00:24:18.957 --> 00:24:22.227 That's the only way that I could do it. 234 00:24:22.227 --> 00:24:24.296 OK? Myself. 235 00:24:29.434 --> 00:24:31.470 - You look better. 236 00:24:34.639 --> 00:24:35.841 - Thanks. 237 00:24:38.944 --> 00:24:41.012 Look, do you think that I could spend 238 00:24:41.012 --> 00:24:42.848 a few minutes with her? 239 00:24:42.848 --> 00:24:44.516 - What, you mean alone? 240 00:24:48.086 --> 00:24:49.921 - Why do you say it like that? 241 00:24:56.695 --> 00:24:59.631 - No, I can't. 242 00:24:59.631 --> 00:25:02.767 And I'm sorry. 243 00:25:02.767 --> 00:25:05.704 (door opening) 244 00:25:05.704 --> 00:25:08.440 (door closing) - What did you tell her? 245 00:25:08.440 --> 00:25:11.109 - How could I tell her? 246 00:25:11.109 --> 00:25:13.845 How do you explain this to a 2-year-old? 247 00:25:13.845 --> 00:25:17.282 (footsteps) 248 00:25:22.120 --> 00:25:24.222 - (Isabel): What's your name? 249 00:25:26.224 --> 00:25:28.727 - It's Dara. 250 00:25:30.729 --> 00:25:33.798 - She's gonna be 4 soon, right? - (Isabel): My birthday! 251 00:25:33.798 --> 00:25:37.469 - (Dan): Yeah. - 4? Wow! 252 00:25:37.469 --> 00:25:39.871 - Do you want to come to my party? 253 00:25:39.871 --> 00:25:41.873 Thérèse is baking a cake. 254 00:25:43.975 --> 00:25:46.778 - Oh, I would love to come to your party. 255 00:25:48.246 --> 00:25:50.382 - Dad, can we go to the store? 256 00:25:50.382 --> 00:25:53.184 - I'm sorry, honey. We don't have time right now. 257 00:25:53.184 --> 00:25:55.554 - But, Dad! - Izz, really, we can't. 258 00:25:55.554 --> 00:25:57.522 - Dad! - Hey, what did I just say? 259 00:25:57.522 --> 00:25:59.691 - Hey. Hey, Isabel, can you do something for me? 260 00:25:59.691 --> 00:26:01.593 - What? 261 00:26:01.593 --> 00:26:04.262 - Can you close your eyes for one second? 262 00:26:04.262 --> 00:26:06.598 Great. Thank you. 263 00:26:06.598 --> 00:26:10.669 If we were in the store right now, what would you get? 264 00:26:10.669 --> 00:26:14.839 - Chocolate milk. - Amazing! 265 00:26:14.839 --> 00:26:17.409 I love chocolate milk, too. Haha! 266 00:26:17.409 --> 00:26:19.945 So, imagine 267 00:26:19.945 --> 00:26:22.581 you're with your dad, and you're at the store. 268 00:26:22.581 --> 00:26:25.050 Are you in the store? 269 00:26:25.050 --> 00:26:27.085 Hey, I want you to walk to the fridge, 270 00:26:27.085 --> 00:26:29.754 and I want you to take out the chocolate milk. 271 00:26:29.754 --> 00:26:31.923 Are you holding it? 272 00:26:31.923 --> 00:26:34.526 Let me see. 273 00:26:34.526 --> 00:26:36.227 OK, now I want you to open it 274 00:26:36.227 --> 00:26:39.230 and take a big sip. 275 00:26:39.230 --> 00:26:42.467 Now, keep your eyes closed. You're in the store, remember? 276 00:26:42.467 --> 00:26:44.436 Now, open it 277 00:26:44.436 --> 00:26:46.705 and take a big sip. 278 00:26:51.810 --> 00:26:54.079 How does it taste? 279 00:26:54.079 --> 00:26:56.047 - So good. 280 00:26:56.047 --> 00:26:58.049 (chuckling) (door closing) 281 00:26:58.049 --> 00:27:00.719 (second door closing) 282 00:27:04.089 --> 00:27:07.926 - I'm so glad you made it. - Oh, I was just going. 283 00:27:07.926 --> 00:27:10.261 - Are you coming back? 284 00:27:10.261 --> 00:27:13.298 - Of course, sweetheart. 285 00:27:13.298 --> 00:27:15.500 - Well, let me 286 00:27:15.500 --> 00:27:17.636 walk you out then. 287 00:27:28.313 --> 00:27:30.548 I understand where this puts you. 288 00:27:35.286 --> 00:27:38.556 - You do? - Yeah, of course. 289 00:27:39.824 --> 00:27:41.860 And I want you to feel welcome here. 290 00:27:41.860 --> 00:27:45.363 OK? I want to help. 291 00:27:45.363 --> 00:27:47.999 It's so important that Isabel knows who her mother is. 292 00:27:52.604 --> 00:27:54.773 But I'm here too. 293 00:27:57.809 --> 00:27:59.778 - I can see that. 294 00:28:01.312 --> 00:28:03.114 - He was crushed, you know? 295 00:28:06.618 --> 00:28:08.186 - I know. 296 00:28:10.221 --> 00:28:11.589 - Completely. 297 00:28:25.737 --> 00:28:27.639 (train horn blowing) 298 00:28:36.047 --> 00:28:38.049 - (young manHello? - (DaraHey. Hi. 299 00:28:38.049 --> 00:28:39.684 Do you, uh... do you remember me 300 00:28:39.684 --> 00:28:41.986 from the party? - Jordan: [Yeah, of course.] 301 00:28:41.986 --> 00:28:44.055 [How's it going?] 302 00:28:44.055 --> 00:28:46.391 (scoffing) 303 00:28:46.391 --> 00:28:50.662 - Um... Can we... uh... 304 00:28:50.662 --> 00:28:53.231 Do you want to do something later? 305 00:28:53.231 --> 00:28:56.101 - (Jordan): Yeah, for sure. Come over. I'll cook. 306 00:28:56.101 --> 00:28:58.970 - Really? - Jordan: [Yeah.] 307 00:29:02.741 --> 00:29:05.310 (indistinct song playing in the background) 308 00:29:10.215 --> 00:29:13.451 And I fight with my dad all the time. 309 00:29:13.451 --> 00:29:15.253 It's why I decided to come to school here: 310 00:29:15.253 --> 00:29:17.355 to get away. 311 00:29:17.355 --> 00:29:20.091 - How come? 312 00:29:20.091 --> 00:29:23.261 - 'Cause he doesn't listen. 313 00:29:23.261 --> 00:29:25.630 - Well, how do you talk to him? 314 00:29:29.267 --> 00:29:31.402 Maybe try talking to him 315 00:29:31.402 --> 00:29:34.572 in a way that you think that he can hear. 316 00:29:34.572 --> 00:29:37.776 - Why do I have to be the one to change? 317 00:29:37.776 --> 00:29:39.911 - You don't have to change anything, 318 00:29:39.911 --> 00:29:42.213 but you want him to hear you, right? 319 00:29:45.049 --> 00:29:46.518 - Yeah. 320 00:29:48.386 --> 00:29:50.555 So, where's your mom? 321 00:29:52.290 --> 00:29:53.925 - What? 322 00:29:53.925 --> 00:29:56.227 - You said you hadn't seen her in a long time. 323 00:29:58.229 --> 00:29:59.964 - Uh... She's... 324 00:30:01.833 --> 00:30:04.636 ...gone. She left when I was 4. 325 00:30:07.572 --> 00:30:09.374 - What do you mean, "She's gone"? 326 00:30:12.744 --> 00:30:15.847 - I don't know. She just... 327 00:30:15.847 --> 00:30:17.382 left and... 328 00:30:19.284 --> 00:30:21.152 That's it. 329 00:30:27.859 --> 00:30:29.861 - Your daughter's lucky. 330 00:30:29.861 --> 00:30:31.996 - Mm-hmm. 331 00:30:31.996 --> 00:30:34.999 Why is that? 332 00:30:34.999 --> 00:30:36.601 - She has you. 333 00:30:39.804 --> 00:30:41.739 - Lucky? Yeah... 334 00:30:47.145 --> 00:30:48.947 - Show her something. 335 00:30:51.316 --> 00:30:53.484 - Like what? 336 00:30:53.484 --> 00:30:55.887 - She's a kid, show her anything you want. 337 00:30:59.858 --> 00:31:02.560 - Why are you being so sweet to me? 338 00:31:04.495 --> 00:31:07.732 - It's just spaghetti. 339 00:31:07.732 --> 00:31:10.401 - Spaghetti is fine by the way-- - Would it be OK if I... 340 00:31:13.071 --> 00:31:14.739 ...kissed you? 341 00:31:25.049 --> 00:31:27.919 Oh, I'm sorry. That was too much. 342 00:31:27.919 --> 00:31:29.988 I thought you looked at me in a type of way... 343 00:31:40.565 --> 00:31:42.901 - You don't know me at all. 344 00:32:32.617 --> 00:32:35.887 - What is it? What's wrong? 345 00:32:35.887 --> 00:32:37.822 - Did you know that Dan is with someone? 346 00:32:41.659 --> 00:32:43.728 Wait. Did you? 347 00:32:43.728 --> 00:32:45.596 - Shh, shh! I-I... 348 00:32:45.596 --> 00:32:48.933 I saw her, but I-I-I was never sure. 349 00:32:48.933 --> 00:32:51.302 I didn't know. I didn't know if they were together. 350 00:32:54.572 --> 00:32:56.207 - She's pregnant. 351 00:32:58.076 --> 00:32:59.978 - I'm sorry. 352 00:32:59.978 --> 00:33:02.947 I... I didn't know that, sweetheart. 353 00:33:02.947 --> 00:33:05.016 I would have told you if I knew that. 354 00:33:07.118 --> 00:33:08.720 - Dad... 355 00:33:13.524 --> 00:33:15.326 ...things aren't... 356 00:33:17.328 --> 00:33:20.531 - Honey, it's all just gonna take a little bit of time. 357 00:33:20.531 --> 00:33:23.101 OK? That thing, it-it-it's gonna work out. 358 00:33:23.101 --> 00:33:24.569 You know, I'm telling you. 359 00:33:28.172 --> 00:33:29.574 - I don't know. 360 00:33:33.177 --> 00:33:36.047 - Well, then we'll... then we should talk about this. 361 00:33:36.047 --> 00:33:38.182 - Dad, we are. 362 00:33:38.182 --> 00:33:40.651 I'm talking about this. I'm talking about it right now! 363 00:33:40.651 --> 00:33:42.286 - Shhh... No, we're standing in the hallway 364 00:33:42.286 --> 00:33:44.389 at 1 in the morning. 365 00:33:44.389 --> 00:33:46.657 Tomorrow, OK? 366 00:33:46.657 --> 00:33:48.693 - Why do you always say that? 367 00:33:50.862 --> 00:33:53.131 - Just go to bed, sweetheart. 368 00:33:57.068 --> 00:33:58.770 - I think about Mom. 369 00:34:02.740 --> 00:34:05.977 I... don't even know if she's alive, Dad. 370 00:34:07.645 --> 00:34:10.882 But I think about... 371 00:34:10.882 --> 00:34:13.584 who she is now, and... 372 00:34:16.354 --> 00:34:18.256 - Good night. 373 00:34:28.566 --> 00:34:30.835 ♪ 374 00:34:42.780 --> 00:34:44.749 - (Dara): Is it alright if I sit down? 375 00:34:51.355 --> 00:34:53.458 Look. 376 00:34:53.458 --> 00:34:57.028 ♪ 377 00:34:57.028 --> 00:34:59.297 (Dara humming) 378 00:35:14.645 --> 00:35:18.149 See what I did? Here, watch my fingers. Yes. 379 00:35:18.149 --> 00:35:20.284 ♪ 380 00:35:26.424 --> 00:35:28.226 Do you want to try? 381 00:35:28.226 --> 00:35:31.462 ♪ 382 00:35:39.504 --> 00:35:43.407 - We were just about to head out to the park. 383 00:35:43.407 --> 00:35:45.243 - (Dara): Is it OK if I tag along? 384 00:35:48.179 --> 00:35:51.749 (kids laughing and chattering) 385 00:35:57.688 --> 00:36:00.324 - What was, uh... 386 00:36:00.324 --> 00:36:02.426 what was that thing? 387 00:36:02.426 --> 00:36:06.197 You did it yesterday with the... chocolate milk. 388 00:36:06.197 --> 00:36:09.300 - You describe what you're working toward. 389 00:36:09.300 --> 00:36:11.302 We did it a lot in group, but I thought 390 00:36:11.302 --> 00:36:13.371 it would calm her down a bit. - You did. 391 00:36:19.310 --> 00:36:22.180 I can't, uh... 392 00:36:22.180 --> 00:36:25.116 I can't imagine how any of this is for you. 393 00:36:28.119 --> 00:36:31.155 I don't know, I just... 394 00:36:31.155 --> 00:36:34.859 I wanted to say that I see you trying, you know. 395 00:36:38.029 --> 00:36:40.064 - Thanks, Dan. (cell phone buzzing) 396 00:36:40.064 --> 00:36:42.567 - Yeah. 397 00:36:42.567 --> 00:36:45.636 Oh, shoo, it's Thérèse. Can you, uh... 398 00:36:48.372 --> 00:36:50.174 ...watch her for a minute? 399 00:36:50.174 --> 00:36:52.143 - Of course. 400 00:36:52.143 --> 00:36:53.711 - (Dan): Hello? 401 00:36:53.711 --> 00:36:55.546 Good. Yeah. 402 00:36:55.546 --> 00:36:58.649 (Dara laughing) Yeah, I know. 403 00:36:58.649 --> 00:37:00.351 (Dan speaking indistinctly) 404 00:37:00.351 --> 00:37:02.420 (kids laughing) 405 00:37:02.420 --> 00:37:04.422 (Dan speaking indistinctly) 406 00:37:06.991 --> 00:37:10.695 Yeah, yeah, she's good. 407 00:37:10.695 --> 00:37:13.664 Yeah. (kids chatting and laughing) 408 00:37:25.576 --> 00:37:27.545 - Honey, look at me. Where is she? 409 00:37:27.545 --> 00:37:29.814 Where did she go? (kids laughing) 410 00:37:43.261 --> 00:37:45.029 Hi! 411 00:37:48.966 --> 00:37:51.769 Hi. - I'm hiding. 412 00:37:51.769 --> 00:37:53.604 - Can I hide with you? 413 00:38:04.415 --> 00:38:08.052 It's very orange in here. - There's an echo. 414 00:38:08.052 --> 00:38:10.821 Hooooo! 415 00:38:10.821 --> 00:38:13.391 Your turn. 416 00:38:13.391 --> 00:38:17.428 - Hoooooo! 417 00:38:17.428 --> 00:38:19.163 Should we try one together? 418 00:38:19.163 --> 00:38:22.733 On three... One, two, 419 00:38:22.733 --> 00:38:26.137 three! - (together): Hooooo! 420 00:38:26.137 --> 00:38:28.739 ♪ 421 00:39:00.137 --> 00:39:03.674 - (Thérèse): You guys coming? - (Dan): Yeah, just a sec. 422 00:39:20.624 --> 00:39:23.194 - So cute that she invited me to her party. 423 00:39:23.194 --> 00:39:25.062 - Yeah, you want to come? 424 00:39:25.062 --> 00:39:28.366 - Uh, I mean, I would love to, but... 425 00:39:28.366 --> 00:39:30.568 - What? 426 00:39:30.568 --> 00:39:33.971 - Who is gonna be there? - Just gonna be a bunch of kids. 427 00:39:33.971 --> 00:39:36.707 You won't have to see anyone. 428 00:39:36.707 --> 00:39:39.243 - OK. Thanks, Dan. 429 00:39:39.243 --> 00:39:40.644 - Hey. 430 00:39:46.150 --> 00:39:47.752 - What? 431 00:39:52.156 --> 00:39:54.125 - Ugh, it's just with... 432 00:39:56.026 --> 00:39:59.296 ...Thérèse and with the baby coming soon... 433 00:40:03.334 --> 00:40:05.069 - You want to divorce me? 434 00:40:11.208 --> 00:40:14.111 Wait. Is that why you invited me here? 435 00:40:16.747 --> 00:40:18.416 Dan, don't just stand there. Say something. 436 00:40:18.416 --> 00:40:20.251 - What did you expect? 437 00:40:21.919 --> 00:40:24.555 - Look, I'm better now, OK? I'm gonna get 438 00:40:24.555 --> 00:40:26.290 my job back, all of it. - It doesn't matter. 439 00:40:26.290 --> 00:40:28.359 - It does! 440 00:40:28.359 --> 00:40:30.694 How can you say that, "it doesn't matter"? 441 00:40:30.694 --> 00:40:32.263 Of course it matters! - Dara, stop yelling. 442 00:40:32.263 --> 00:40:34.498 Just... come here. 443 00:40:50.247 --> 00:40:52.750 - Have you spoken to a lawyer? 444 00:40:52.750 --> 00:40:54.685 - Yes. 445 00:40:56.987 --> 00:40:59.857 - Was this her idea? - It wasn't. No. 446 00:41:03.961 --> 00:41:05.863 - What about Isabel? 447 00:41:08.132 --> 00:41:10.401 - It depends. 448 00:41:10.401 --> 00:41:11.735 (scoffing) 449 00:41:13.637 --> 00:41:15.706 - On what? 450 00:41:17.908 --> 00:41:19.710 - It depends on how you're doing. 451 00:41:25.449 --> 00:41:27.551 Why do you keep wearing that dress? 452 00:41:30.287 --> 00:41:32.056 What do you think is gonna happen? 453 00:41:39.597 --> 00:41:42.466 - Look at me, OK? 454 00:41:42.466 --> 00:41:45.002 Look at me. You can trust me now. 455 00:41:53.611 --> 00:41:55.713 You know I belong here is right. 456 00:41:58.782 --> 00:42:02.453 OK. You're home for me. That's it. 457 00:42:07.858 --> 00:42:09.860 Come on, take me back. 458 00:42:42.826 --> 00:42:47.097 - Don't! Don't. - Don't what, Dan? 459 00:42:47.097 --> 00:42:50.301 (Dan exhaling) 460 00:42:57.408 --> 00:42:59.243 - See you at the party. 461 00:43:16.293 --> 00:43:18.295 - So Nancy says that you were really... 462 00:43:18.295 --> 00:43:20.531 terrific with the kids. 463 00:43:20.531 --> 00:43:23.233 - It's such a wonderful age - 5, 6 - 464 00:43:23.233 --> 00:43:25.903 you know, you can really see them coming into themselves 465 00:43:25.903 --> 00:43:29.273 and making choices and becoming little people. 466 00:43:29.273 --> 00:43:33.877 - It's a fun age. So you were here for...? 467 00:43:33.877 --> 00:43:36.747 - Seven years. - That's quite a while. 468 00:43:36.747 --> 00:43:38.716 And you were gone for...? 469 00:43:38.716 --> 00:43:40.718 - Just a little over two. 470 00:43:42.753 --> 00:43:45.756 - And you decided just to... 471 00:43:45.756 --> 00:43:47.791 take some time off? - Well, I had a baby girl. 472 00:43:49.560 --> 00:43:51.829 - It must have been nice to spend some time with her. 473 00:43:54.264 --> 00:43:56.233 - Yeah. Yeah. 474 00:43:56.233 --> 00:43:58.602 It-it... it really was. 475 00:43:58.602 --> 00:43:59.937 - Both my kids are all grown now, 476 00:43:59.937 --> 00:44:04.241 but I remember that time so well. 477 00:44:04.241 --> 00:44:07.044 How old is your daughter? - She's turning 4 soon. 478 00:44:09.146 --> 00:44:12.683 - Those years are just incredible, aren't they? 479 00:44:12.683 --> 00:44:15.019 Every moment is a gift. 480 00:44:15.019 --> 00:44:17.121 - Mm-hmm. - Savour them. 481 00:44:17.121 --> 00:44:19.023 (small chuckle) 482 00:44:19.023 --> 00:44:21.025 Has she lost any teeth yet? - No, she hasn't. 483 00:44:21.025 --> 00:44:22.459 She hasn't lost any of her teeth, she has all of them, 484 00:44:22.459 --> 00:44:25.295 but it's enough about her. 485 00:44:25.295 --> 00:44:28.666 - Any more on the way? - What? 486 00:44:28.666 --> 00:44:31.535 - I'm just curious if you were planning on having more children. 487 00:44:31.535 --> 00:44:33.437 - Why is that any of your business? 488 00:44:39.710 --> 00:44:41.712 - Dara. Dara! 489 00:44:44.815 --> 00:44:46.583 - What are you looking for? 490 00:44:53.323 --> 00:44:54.725 Can I have some? 491 00:44:57.528 --> 00:44:59.730 - How old are you? 492 00:44:59.730 --> 00:45:02.232 - 14. Why, when did you start drinking? 493 00:45:04.168 --> 00:45:05.636 - It was 14. 494 00:45:09.039 --> 00:45:12.076 No, it's not a good idea. - Dad lets me. 495 00:45:12.076 --> 00:45:15.579 - I doubt that's true. - He gave me some at a wedding once. 496 00:45:15.579 --> 00:45:18.549 Honestly. 497 00:45:18.549 --> 00:45:21.652 - Fine. A little. 498 00:45:43.741 --> 00:45:45.476 - I feel weird. 499 00:45:47.578 --> 00:45:48.946 - That means it's working. 500 00:45:50.414 --> 00:45:53.617 - And people like this? 501 00:45:53.617 --> 00:45:55.886 - Where's your mother? 502 00:45:55.886 --> 00:45:58.589 - I don't know. Why do people like this stuff? 503 00:46:00.691 --> 00:46:03.627 - Because it's different. 504 00:46:03.627 --> 00:46:05.529 - And then, what do they do? 505 00:46:08.198 --> 00:46:10.234 - Dance, 506 00:46:10.234 --> 00:46:12.903 tell secrets, 507 00:46:12.903 --> 00:46:14.271 cry. 508 00:46:20.043 --> 00:46:23.914 - ♪ What is Ryan thinking ♪ 509 00:46:23.914 --> 00:46:28.152 ♪ Why is Ashley mad at me ♪ 510 00:46:28.152 --> 00:46:30.921 ♪ Why are boys such jerks ♪ 511 00:46:30.921 --> 00:46:32.856 ♪ And girls little bitches ♪ 512 00:46:34.658 --> 00:46:36.460 (sighing) 513 00:46:38.295 --> 00:46:40.864 (laughing) 514 00:46:47.070 --> 00:46:48.539 (chuckling) 515 00:46:51.575 --> 00:46:53.577 - Are you OK? 516 00:46:59.616 --> 00:47:01.685 (chuckling) 517 00:47:04.321 --> 00:47:07.858 - What? It's cute, no? - Where did you get that? 518 00:47:07.858 --> 00:47:09.860 - I found a box of stuff in the garage. 519 00:47:09.860 --> 00:47:11.762 Tons of cool crap. 520 00:47:11.762 --> 00:47:14.498 Why do you look like that? 521 00:47:14.498 --> 00:47:17.835 - I think it was my mom's, that's all. 522 00:47:17.835 --> 00:47:20.671 - Oh. 523 00:47:26.643 --> 00:47:29.546 - Why are you wearing that? 524 00:47:29.546 --> 00:47:32.416 - I was cold. Now I'm not, and I don't want to be cold again. 525 00:47:34.284 --> 00:47:35.953 - Are you OK? 526 00:47:35.953 --> 00:47:37.888 - I mean, it's bad if I close my eyes. 527 00:47:40.057 --> 00:47:41.625 - Here. 528 00:47:50.901 --> 00:47:53.470 - Can I ask you a question? 529 00:47:53.470 --> 00:47:55.138 - Sure. 530 00:47:58.709 --> 00:48:01.712 It's fine, Bernie, you can ask. 531 00:48:07.684 --> 00:48:09.753 - Did you get electric shocks? 532 00:48:13.924 --> 00:48:15.726 - I didn't need that. 533 00:48:18.362 --> 00:48:21.098 - Oh. What was the hospital like? 534 00:48:25.769 --> 00:48:29.740 - It was... long... 535 00:48:36.513 --> 00:48:38.248 ...scary sometimes. 536 00:48:41.718 --> 00:48:44.021 - How did your mom die? 537 00:48:46.590 --> 00:48:48.926 - Who told you that she died? 538 00:49:00.137 --> 00:49:02.806 (dog barking) 539 00:49:19.623 --> 00:49:21.825 (crow cawing) 540 00:49:41.011 --> 00:49:44.047 - (Bernie): I don't feel good. - (Audrey): What is it, sweetie? 541 00:49:51.755 --> 00:49:53.557 - I was drinking before with Dara. 542 00:49:55.292 --> 00:49:59.129 - (Audrey): Drinking? What... what do you mean, drinking? 543 00:49:59.129 --> 00:50:02.366 - Dara, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to tell. I'm sorry. 544 00:50:04.501 --> 00:50:06.937 - She's 14. - Exactly. I just gave her 545 00:50:06.937 --> 00:50:09.106 a bit. It's like at a wedding. 546 00:50:09.106 --> 00:50:10.874 - (Dara's father): This is not a wedding. 547 00:50:12.642 --> 00:50:15.679 - (Audrey): What did I tell you? - Hell, what did she tell you? 548 00:50:17.647 --> 00:50:19.683 - (Audrey): Come. (Dara's father sighing) 549 00:50:27.624 --> 00:50:29.459 (sighing) 550 00:50:44.207 --> 00:50:47.010 - Wha... 551 00:50:47.010 --> 00:50:48.545 - Dad... 552 00:50:54.418 --> 00:50:56.153 Say something. - What? 553 00:50:59.022 --> 00:51:01.725 She wrote. What? 554 00:51:01.725 --> 00:51:03.760 That was over five years ago now. 555 00:51:07.531 --> 00:51:09.733 She needed something signed. 556 00:51:11.701 --> 00:51:13.937 - And that's her address? 557 00:51:13.937 --> 00:51:16.006 - (Dara's father): Yeah, it was, it was then, yeah. 558 00:51:19.609 --> 00:51:21.812 - She lives an hour from here. 559 00:51:23.547 --> 00:51:25.515 (Dara's father sighing) 560 00:51:25.515 --> 00:51:28.085 Why didn't you tell me? 561 00:51:28.085 --> 00:51:29.986 - Dara, you were pregnant. 562 00:51:31.555 --> 00:51:34.091 You were starting your life. 563 00:51:34.091 --> 00:51:36.359 OK? We hadn't... we hadn't spoken about her 564 00:51:36.359 --> 00:51:39.563 in so many years and... 565 00:51:39.563 --> 00:51:42.265 and she didn't ask. 566 00:51:42.265 --> 00:51:44.367 - Why do we tell people that she's dead? 567 00:51:48.138 --> 00:51:50.707 She's not, Dad. 568 00:51:50.707 --> 00:51:52.542 We can't keep living this way, 569 00:51:52.542 --> 00:51:54.911 just pretending and lying. 570 00:51:54.911 --> 00:51:57.714 - She... she left us. 571 00:51:57.714 --> 00:51:59.649 She left you. 572 00:52:04.821 --> 00:52:07.557 - Why didn't you come see me? 573 00:52:07.557 --> 00:52:09.025 - But I did. - Once. 574 00:52:11.094 --> 00:52:14.164 You came once. And I asked you to come back. 575 00:52:14.164 --> 00:52:17.400 And-and-and I needed you there and I told you that! 576 00:52:17.400 --> 00:52:20.604 - And I tried, I tried. That whole thing just felt 577 00:52:20.604 --> 00:52:22.572 all... just felt again like... I don't know. 578 00:52:22.572 --> 00:52:24.774 - Like what, Dad? Like her? 579 00:52:24.774 --> 00:52:26.977 - Uh, no, that's not what I meant. 580 00:52:26.977 --> 00:52:28.678 - It was. 581 00:52:34.317 --> 00:52:35.986 Dad... 582 00:52:38.455 --> 00:52:40.790 ...I don't know what to do. 583 00:52:40.790 --> 00:52:42.926 - Just... try to be a mother. 584 00:52:45.128 --> 00:52:46.530 - What? 585 00:52:48.698 --> 00:52:51.168 How can you say that? Like... Like, oh, like, 586 00:52:51.168 --> 00:52:53.770 "try to be a mother." Like, like... like it's a sentence! 587 00:52:53.770 --> 00:52:55.872 - It's a sentence. - No, it isn't. 588 00:52:55.872 --> 00:52:59.309 It's a million little decisions one after the other, 589 00:52:59.309 --> 00:53:01.311 after the other, after the-- - I know. OK, OK, 590 00:53:01.311 --> 00:53:03.780 OK. Just... All you can do 591 00:53:03.780 --> 00:53:06.082 is your best, sweetheart. OK? 592 00:53:25.001 --> 00:53:28.405 - My mom lives only an hour from here. 593 00:53:28.405 --> 00:53:31.041 - That's great. Hmm... 594 00:53:32.876 --> 00:53:34.544 What does that mean? 595 00:53:37.314 --> 00:53:40.050 - I don't know. 596 00:53:40.050 --> 00:53:41.885 (men inside speaking indistinctly) 597 00:53:44.588 --> 00:53:46.723 - Hmm... how's your girl? 598 00:53:46.723 --> 00:53:49.659 - She's good. 599 00:53:49.659 --> 00:53:51.861 - You show her something? 600 00:53:51.861 --> 00:53:54.130 - I did. 601 00:53:55.498 --> 00:53:56.900 - See? 602 00:53:59.102 --> 00:54:00.704 - Another party? 603 00:54:00.704 --> 00:54:02.906 (man speaking indistinctly) - Mm-mm. No, 604 00:54:02.906 --> 00:54:05.575 just a couple buds. We're supposed to be studying 605 00:54:05.575 --> 00:54:08.178 for a test tomorrow, but... 606 00:54:08.178 --> 00:54:10.347 But you want to come in and chill for a sec 607 00:54:10.347 --> 00:54:11.915 or stay over? 608 00:54:13.750 --> 00:54:17.087 (bubbling noise) (gunshots from TV) 609 00:54:19.222 --> 00:54:21.258 - You know what? I don't think 610 00:54:21.258 --> 00:54:23.293 that that's a good idea. 611 00:54:30.600 --> 00:54:33.970 But thanks. You're a sweet kid. 612 00:54:42.979 --> 00:54:46.783 (kids chattering and laughing) (Dara taking a deep breath) 613 00:54:58.728 --> 00:55:01.998 Hi, sweetheart. - It's my birthday! 614 00:55:01.998 --> 00:55:04.501 - What?! No! 615 00:55:04.501 --> 00:55:06.503 I didn't bring you anything. 616 00:55:06.503 --> 00:55:09.939 - Really? - I had no idea. 617 00:55:09.939 --> 00:55:14.044 But wait, I guess that's why I brought you this. 618 00:55:15.578 --> 00:55:18.948 - Uh, it's for me? What's his name? 619 00:55:18.948 --> 00:55:21.184 - Well, it's a Jack Dempsey, 620 00:55:21.184 --> 00:55:23.687 so I thought we could call it Jack. That's my dad's name. 621 00:55:39.969 --> 00:55:42.072 I'm gonna go put Jack in some water. 622 00:55:43.707 --> 00:55:45.942 (laughing) (upbeat music playing) 623 00:55:55.719 --> 00:55:57.787 (roaring) 624 00:55:58.288 --> 00:56:00.123 (roaring) 625 00:56:07.864 --> 00:56:10.367 - (male singer): ♪ Looking from the window above ♪ 626 00:56:10.367 --> 00:56:12.469 ♪ It's like a story of love ♪ 627 00:56:12.469 --> 00:56:14.304 - Everyone, come here. 628 00:56:14.304 --> 00:56:16.740 Come here! Come on, you guys! 629 00:56:16.740 --> 00:56:19.676 - ♪ Came back only yesterday ♪ 630 00:56:19.676 --> 00:56:22.579 ♪ I'm moving farther away ♪ 631 00:56:22.579 --> 00:56:25.582 ♪ Want you near me ♪ 632 00:56:25.582 --> 00:56:30.687 (Dara lip-synching): ♪ All I needed was to love you gave ♪ 633 00:56:30.687 --> 00:56:34.157 ♪ All I needed for another day ♪ 634 00:56:34.157 --> 00:56:38.495 ♪ And all I ever knew ♪ 635 00:56:38.495 --> 00:56:40.430 ♪ Only you ♪ 636 00:56:43.933 --> 00:56:46.603 ♪ Sometimes when I think of her name ♪ 637 00:56:46.603 --> 00:56:49.939 ♪ When it's only a game ♪ 638 00:56:49.939 --> 00:56:53.042 ♪ And I need you ♪ 639 00:56:53.042 --> 00:56:55.879 ♪ Listen to the words that you say ♪ 640 00:56:55.879 --> 00:56:59.015 ♪ It's getting harder to stay ♪ 641 00:56:59.015 --> 00:57:02.051 ♪ When I see you ♪ 642 00:57:02.051 --> 00:57:04.287 - Come here. - ♪ All I needed was ♪ 643 00:57:04.287 --> 00:57:06.790 ♪ The love you gave ♪ 644 00:57:06.790 --> 00:57:10.794 ♪ All I needed for another day ♪ 645 00:57:10.794 --> 00:57:14.564 ♪ And all I ever knew ♪ 646 00:57:14.564 --> 00:57:16.933 ♪ Only you ♪ 647 00:57:16.933 --> 00:57:19.035 - (Isabel): Mommy! 648 00:57:22.372 --> 00:57:25.041 Mommy! - (Dara): Hi. 649 00:57:25.041 --> 00:57:26.743 It's OK, Iz. It's fine, 650 00:57:26.743 --> 00:57:29.045 it's me. OK, Iz. 651 00:57:29.045 --> 00:57:31.748 Isabel, it's fine, it's me. - Mommy. 652 00:57:31.748 --> 00:57:34.150 - It's me, Isabel. ♪ 653 00:57:34.150 --> 00:57:36.820 - Mommy! 654 00:57:36.820 --> 00:57:39.255 - No, please. Let me do this, please. I got it. 655 00:57:39.255 --> 00:57:41.057 - ♪ All I needed was the love you gave ♪ 656 00:57:41.057 --> 00:57:43.326 - No! No-no! - Wait, Dara! - No! 657 00:57:43.326 --> 00:57:45.195 (silence) 658 00:58:06.483 --> 00:58:10.153 Is she OK? - She's just shaken up a bit. 659 00:58:10.153 --> 00:58:12.522 She hurt her elbow. She's fine. 660 00:58:12.522 --> 00:58:14.524 - (Thérèse): This is my fault. 661 00:58:14.524 --> 00:58:16.526 I pushed this too hard. 662 00:58:16.526 --> 00:58:19.829 - OK, trust me, this is not about you. 663 00:58:19.829 --> 00:58:22.465 - Dara, think of Isabel. 664 00:58:22.465 --> 00:58:24.767 - OK, Thérèse, 665 00:58:24.767 --> 00:58:27.170 you are sitting in my kitchen 666 00:58:27.170 --> 00:58:30.039 at my table with my husband right there 667 00:58:30.039 --> 00:58:31.975 and my kid in the next room, OK? I bought the chair 668 00:58:31.975 --> 00:58:33.977 that you are sitting on. - (Dan): OK, hey, 669 00:58:33.977 --> 00:58:36.513 don't speak to her like that. - OK, Dan, 670 00:58:36.513 --> 00:58:38.281 you let our daughter call this woman Mommy? 671 00:58:38.281 --> 00:58:41.484 What is she even doing here? - He's not your husband. 672 00:58:41.484 --> 00:58:43.653 He was, but he's not anymore. - Who are you? 673 00:58:43.653 --> 00:58:46.890 What are you doing in my house?! - I'm the woman raising your daughter! 674 00:58:46.890 --> 00:58:48.758 - I am her mother! - Are you? 675 00:58:53.963 --> 00:58:56.332 - What, that is my mug. 676 00:58:56.332 --> 00:58:58.334 What are you doing drinking out of 677 00:58:58.334 --> 00:59:00.003 my mug?! - What are you doing?! 678 00:59:00.003 --> 00:59:02.071 What are you doing? You're acting crazy. 679 00:59:03.973 --> 00:59:06.009 This is just like before; you don't make sense, Dara! 680 00:59:06.009 --> 00:59:08.478 - No, I... I do. - No, you don't! 681 00:59:08.478 --> 00:59:11.080 - I do, I do make sense, OK? 682 00:59:11.080 --> 00:59:14.851 I'm not crazy, and I wasn't crazy before. 683 00:59:14.851 --> 00:59:17.687 I had her and I got sick, 684 00:59:17.687 --> 00:59:19.989 and this is exactly why I had to leave: 685 00:59:19.989 --> 00:59:22.926 because you made me feel like I was crazy. 686 00:59:22.926 --> 00:59:24.727 - How did I make you feel crazy? - (Thérèse): Let her talk. 687 00:59:32.201 --> 00:59:35.905 - Look, you didn't understand me then, 688 00:59:35.905 --> 00:59:37.974 and you still don't understand me now. 689 00:59:43.246 --> 00:59:44.781 OK, so... so tell me, 690 00:59:44.781 --> 00:59:47.350 what do you do? "You get better, 691 00:59:47.350 --> 00:59:49.118 "and the only way that you know how. 692 00:59:49.118 --> 00:59:52.121 And you do that every day a little bit." 693 00:59:52.121 --> 00:59:54.424 That's what they said, "That you can't see it, 694 00:59:54.424 --> 00:59:57.193 but it's there and it adds up." 695 00:59:57.193 --> 00:59:59.262 That's what they told me, that it adds up. 696 00:59:59.262 --> 01:00:02.031 And so you take what they tell you to take, 697 01:00:02.031 --> 01:00:04.367 even if it makes you not you anymore, 698 01:00:04.367 --> 01:00:07.236 and then you feel like you're somebody else. 699 01:00:07.236 --> 01:00:10.206 But you do that, and you do it and you keep doing it 700 01:00:10.206 --> 01:00:12.308 until they tell you that you're OK. 701 01:00:15.712 --> 01:00:18.648 Look, I went away to get better, 702 01:00:18.648 --> 01:00:20.950 so that I could come back 703 01:00:20.950 --> 01:00:23.019 and be in this family the right way... 704 01:00:25.555 --> 01:00:27.457 ...if I'm still welcome. 705 01:00:39.669 --> 01:00:41.204 You didn't wait. 706 01:00:43.339 --> 01:00:45.274 Hey, Dan, I told you that I was gonna come back. 707 01:00:45.274 --> 01:00:47.310 I promised you that, OK? 708 01:00:47.310 --> 01:00:49.812 I'm not her. I am not my mom! 709 01:00:52.015 --> 01:00:54.517 But... 710 01:00:56.185 --> 01:00:58.321 I'm sorry. Look, I'm sorry, OK? 711 01:00:58.321 --> 01:01:00.256 Look, just... 712 01:01:00.256 --> 01:01:03.326 just tell me who you want me to be, 713 01:01:03.326 --> 01:01:05.495 and then I'll just be her, OK? 714 01:01:05.495 --> 01:01:07.697 Just... just let me stay 715 01:01:07.697 --> 01:01:10.299 and I'll be so good, I promise. 716 01:01:10.299 --> 01:01:13.202 OK? I'll make myself so small you won't even notice me. 717 01:01:13.202 --> 01:01:15.471 I'll live in the walls or... 718 01:01:15.471 --> 01:01:17.473 or you can put me in the closet, 719 01:01:17.473 --> 01:01:19.676 and I won't make a peep. 720 01:01:19.676 --> 01:01:22.779 I... I can be Aunt Dara or... 721 01:01:24.547 --> 01:01:26.949 No. No, never mind, 722 01:01:26.949 --> 01:01:28.918 I take that back. Don't call me that, that'd really hurt. 723 01:01:31.487 --> 01:01:33.690 Here, look, I can... Here, look, I... 724 01:01:33.690 --> 01:01:36.392 how I can just fit on one tile, OK? 725 01:01:36.392 --> 01:01:38.895 So small. Look, I can just... 726 01:01:38.895 --> 01:01:40.863 I can just... I can just... live here. 727 01:01:40.863 --> 01:01:43.299 I'll just stay right here. OK? 728 01:01:43.299 --> 01:01:44.767 - (Isabel): Dad... 729 01:01:46.803 --> 01:01:48.504 - (Dan): OK, Isabel. - (Dara): No, no, no! 730 01:01:48.504 --> 01:01:51.841 - Izzy, Izzy. Come here, baby. Come here. Hey, you're OK. 731 01:01:51.841 --> 01:01:54.077 Hey, it's OK. Come here. It's OK. 732 01:01:54.077 --> 01:01:55.745 - (Dara): Can you... can you turn on the lights? 733 01:01:55.745 --> 01:01:57.680 - It's OK, honey. 734 01:01:57.680 --> 01:01:59.916 - Can someone please turn on the lights, please?! 735 01:02:02.218 --> 01:02:04.921 I need to talk to her. I wanna talk to her alone. - (Dan): No. 736 01:02:04.921 --> 01:02:07.156 - Look, I-I-I-I did it wrong before, OK? 737 01:02:07.156 --> 01:02:08.991 Isabel, I should have 738 01:02:08.991 --> 01:02:11.027 told you before that I'm... 739 01:02:11.027 --> 01:02:13.162 Come on, just please... 740 01:02:13.162 --> 01:02:15.231 Just... just come here for... 741 01:02:15.231 --> 01:02:17.400 Just look at me. - (Thérèse): You're scaring us. 742 01:02:20.036 --> 01:02:21.904 - But this is my family. 743 01:02:23.906 --> 01:02:25.908 Just please come here for one second. 744 01:02:25.908 --> 01:02:28.778 Please, baby, just... just for one second. 745 01:02:28.778 --> 01:02:31.748 Just look at me. (breathing hard) 746 01:02:31.748 --> 01:02:33.316 Just please. 747 01:02:35.184 --> 01:02:36.619 - (Isabel): Go! 748 01:02:48.131 --> 01:02:49.766 - OK. 749 01:02:54.137 --> 01:02:56.539 OK, I'm gonna go. 750 01:02:56.539 --> 01:02:58.274 I'm so sorry. 751 01:03:02.979 --> 01:03:05.414 OK, OK, OK. I'm going. I'm going. 752 01:03:05.414 --> 01:03:08.050 I'm going. I got it. 753 01:03:11.721 --> 01:03:14.557 (Dara breathing heavy) 754 01:03:18.795 --> 01:03:20.797 ♪ 755 01:03:29.005 --> 01:03:31.007 ♪ 756 01:04:00.136 --> 01:04:03.673 (crickets chirping) 757 01:04:03.673 --> 01:04:05.908 (breathing audibly) 758 01:04:10.146 --> 01:04:11.714 (gulping) 759 01:04:54.991 --> 01:04:57.059 (birds singing) 760 01:05:09.372 --> 01:05:11.974 (birds singing) 761 01:05:55.217 --> 01:05:57.286 (birds singing) 762 01:06:35.157 --> 01:06:38.694 (audible breathing) 763 01:06:54.677 --> 01:06:57.046 (wind blowing) 764 01:07:14.397 --> 01:07:17.199 (knocking on door) 765 01:07:19.468 --> 01:07:21.404 - Well, hello there. 766 01:07:21.404 --> 01:07:23.272 What can I do for you? 767 01:07:28.077 --> 01:07:30.713 - I... 768 01:07:30.713 --> 01:07:32.982 have the wrong address. Sorry. 769 01:07:56.605 --> 01:07:59.208 (car key turning) (engine revving up) 770 01:07:59.208 --> 01:08:01.577 (gear stick shifting) 771 01:08:30.973 --> 01:08:32.908 (gear stick shifting) 772 01:08:32.908 --> 01:08:34.810 (car key turning) (engine stopping) 773 01:08:45.121 --> 01:08:46.889 - (woman): I'll be with you in a sec! 774 01:08:59.001 --> 01:09:01.003 Sorry about that. How can I help you? 775 01:09:05.007 --> 01:09:07.409 We got lots of wonderful stuff here. 776 01:09:07.409 --> 01:09:09.311 We've got some... 777 01:09:09.311 --> 01:09:11.647 t-shirts and sweatshirts 778 01:09:11.647 --> 01:09:14.250 and little knickknacks that make great gifts. 779 01:09:14.250 --> 01:09:16.185 Who are you shopping for today? 780 01:09:19.922 --> 01:09:22.158 OK, well, I'll just be right over there 781 01:09:22.158 --> 01:09:24.860 if you need anything. 782 01:09:45.114 --> 01:09:47.483 - I'm looking for my daughter. 783 01:09:47.483 --> 01:09:49.485 - How old is she? 784 01:09:49.485 --> 01:09:51.387 - She's 4. 785 01:09:51.387 --> 01:09:55.157 - Well.. what about... 786 01:09:55.157 --> 01:09:58.294 one of these... 787 01:09:58.294 --> 01:10:00.229 Aww! 788 01:10:00.229 --> 01:10:02.464 This is cute, don't you think? (chuckling) 789 01:10:04.166 --> 01:10:06.502 Or... we also have 790 01:10:06.502 --> 01:10:09.138 some children's books you might like here. 791 01:10:09.138 --> 01:10:11.674 Ummm... 792 01:10:11.674 --> 01:10:13.542 - Do you have any for the piano? 793 01:10:15.377 --> 01:10:17.780 - You know what? Yeah. 794 01:10:27.923 --> 01:10:32.661 You're in luck. We just had a music exhibit here last month. 795 01:10:32.661 --> 01:10:34.763 - Perfect. 796 01:10:34.763 --> 01:10:36.532 - I used to play, actually, 797 01:10:36.532 --> 01:10:39.501 a million years ago. 798 01:10:39.501 --> 01:10:41.170 - Oh yeah? 799 01:10:46.375 --> 01:10:48.277 - Well, I'll just ring it up. 800 01:10:57.519 --> 01:10:59.755 (cash register beeping) 801 01:11:01.257 --> 01:11:03.192 That's $10 even. 802 01:11:04.760 --> 01:11:07.663 (cash register opening and closing) 803 01:11:09.798 --> 01:11:11.533 - Do you like working here? 804 01:11:11.533 --> 01:11:13.269 - Yeah, it's OK. 805 01:11:13.269 --> 01:11:16.105 It's quiet. 806 01:11:16.105 --> 01:11:18.540 - You've been here long? - Couple of years, I guess. 807 01:11:18.540 --> 01:11:20.709 We live just down the road. 808 01:11:20.709 --> 01:11:24.947 - We? - My husband and I. Bruce. 809 01:11:24.947 --> 01:11:27.983 - Do you like living here? - Oh, I love it here. 810 01:11:27.983 --> 01:11:30.286 It's so peaceful. 811 01:11:30.286 --> 01:11:32.121 Are you not from around here? 812 01:11:33.822 --> 01:11:35.424 - No. 813 01:11:35.424 --> 01:11:37.760 - Just visiting? 814 01:11:37.760 --> 01:11:39.628 - I am. 815 01:11:44.166 --> 01:11:47.202 - Is there anything else I can for you, sweetheart? 816 01:11:57.346 --> 01:11:58.247 - No. 817 01:12:00.115 --> 01:12:02.518 There's nothing else that you can do for me. 818 01:12:05.487 --> 01:12:08.924 I left my daughter. 819 01:12:08.924 --> 01:12:11.527 I couldn't handle it, being a mother. 820 01:12:13.762 --> 01:12:15.764 But I went to get help, 821 01:12:15.764 --> 01:12:18.000 and I got better. 822 01:12:19.501 --> 01:12:21.437 And I came back. 823 01:12:26.775 --> 01:12:28.444 Thanks for your time. 824 01:12:29.845 --> 01:12:32.381 (footsteps) 825 01:12:32.381 --> 01:12:35.050 (door opening) 826 01:12:35.050 --> 01:12:36.585 (door closing) 827 01:13:16.525 --> 01:13:18.227 (engine revving up) 828 01:13:33.208 --> 01:13:35.010 ♪ 829 01:13:45.521 --> 01:13:48.457 I just saw her, Catherine. 830 01:13:48.457 --> 01:13:50.759 - (Jack): What? 831 01:13:50.759 --> 01:13:53.262 What, just now? Are you OK? 832 01:13:53.262 --> 01:13:55.964 - (Dara): Honestly, Dad, 833 01:13:55.964 --> 01:13:58.233 I'm fine. 834 01:13:58.233 --> 01:13:59.868 - (Jack): I don't understand. You spoke to her? 835 01:13:59.868 --> 01:14:02.404 - (Dara): I did. 836 01:14:02.404 --> 01:14:05.841 It was... weird at first, but... 837 01:14:08.610 --> 01:14:11.647 I don't know, she's just 838 01:14:11.647 --> 01:14:13.715 some woman. 839 01:14:15.951 --> 01:14:18.887 - (Jack): Be patient with yourself. 840 01:14:18.887 --> 01:14:21.723 You need to look ahead now. 841 01:14:21.723 --> 01:14:24.026 Not behind you. 842 01:14:27.429 --> 01:14:29.665 Sweetheart, are you still there? 843 01:14:29.665 --> 01:14:31.800 - (DaraYeah, Dad. 844 01:14:31.800 --> 01:14:33.535 I am. 845 01:14:41.410 --> 01:14:43.245 You didn't hang up. 846 01:14:43.245 --> 01:14:45.080 - Dan: [No, I didn't.] 847 01:14:47.249 --> 01:14:49.518 - Can I talk to her for a second, please? 848 01:14:57.860 --> 01:14:59.761 Do you know if it's a boy or a girl? 849 01:15:01.497 --> 01:15:03.565 - [It's a girl.] 850 01:15:05.501 --> 01:15:07.269 - Two girls. 851 01:15:11.039 --> 01:15:13.008 Look, we'll get the divorce stuff started 852 01:15:13.008 --> 01:15:14.910 right away, OK? Whatever you want. 853 01:15:16.612 --> 01:15:19.681 - Dan: [I never...] 854 01:15:19.681 --> 01:15:23.218 [I never thought that you were crazy.] 855 01:15:23.218 --> 01:15:25.454 [I was just... I don't know,] 856 01:15:25.454 --> 01:15:27.523 [sometimes, you were a completely different person.] 857 01:15:29.491 --> 01:15:31.193 - That was me, Dan. 858 01:15:33.495 --> 01:15:35.731 - I should have listened to you. 859 01:15:35.731 --> 01:15:39.134 - Well, 860 01:15:39.134 --> 01:15:41.770 she's gonna need you just like I did. 861 01:15:43.472 --> 01:15:45.040 - I did wait. 862 01:15:45.040 --> 01:15:48.243 I did. How could I know? 863 01:16:01.156 --> 01:16:02.891 - I don't know where to go. 864 01:16:06.361 --> 01:16:09.064 Dan... 865 01:16:09.064 --> 01:16:10.699 - Yeah? 866 01:16:10.699 --> 01:16:13.468 - Can I talk to her, please? 867 01:16:18.707 --> 01:16:20.876 - I'm gonna stay on the line. 868 01:16:20.876 --> 01:16:22.945 - Yeah. Oh yeah, of course. 869 01:16:26.348 --> 01:16:29.351 - Dan: [Isabel?] 870 01:16:29.351 --> 01:16:31.820 [Hey, Isabel. Someone wants to talk to you.] 871 01:16:35.691 --> 01:16:38.293 - Isabel: [Hello?] 872 01:16:38.293 --> 01:16:40.696 - Hi, sweetheart. 873 01:16:42.431 --> 01:16:44.132 How are you? 874 01:16:46.101 --> 01:16:48.704 - [OK.] 875 01:16:48.704 --> 01:16:51.073 - How's your arm? 876 01:16:51.073 --> 01:16:52.808 - [It's OK.] 877 01:16:55.978 --> 01:16:57.846 - You're so strong. 878 01:17:05.053 --> 01:17:08.390 I'm sorry that I scared you before. 879 01:17:08.390 --> 01:17:11.226 I just, uh... I just get 880 01:17:11.226 --> 01:17:13.729 too excited sometimes, 881 01:17:13.729 --> 01:17:16.331 but I'm gonna work on that. 882 01:17:16.331 --> 01:17:19.267 And... 883 01:17:19.267 --> 01:17:23.538 I wanna really try to be a good mom for you. 884 01:17:26.608 --> 01:17:28.410 (footsteps over phone) 885 01:17:31.313 --> 01:17:33.448 - Dan: [We should go.] 886 01:17:33.448 --> 01:17:35.684 - Of course. OK. 887 01:17:35.684 --> 01:17:38.186 Alright. Goodbye, sweetheart. 888 01:17:38.186 --> 01:17:39.888 - Isabel: [Bye, Dara.] 889 01:17:43.859 --> 01:17:46.828 - Dan: [She's gone.] 890 01:17:46.828 --> 01:17:48.697 - Yeah. 891 01:17:52.934 --> 01:17:55.003 - [You're gonna be OK there?] 892 01:17:56.471 --> 01:17:59.207 - Yeah. I will. 893 01:18:13.021 --> 01:18:14.956 - (Dan): I'm gonna talk to you soon, OK? 894 01:18:17.392 --> 01:18:20.862 - (DaraThank you. - (Dan): For what? 895 01:18:20.862 --> 01:18:23.598 - (Dara): For being there for her when I couldn't. 896 01:18:25.734 --> 01:18:27.369 - (Dan): She's our girl. 897 01:18:29.371 --> 01:18:31.073 - (Dara): Yeah, she is. 898 01:19:14.549 --> 01:19:16.585 (turning off tap water) 899 01:19:16.585 --> 01:19:19.554 Isabel... ♪ 900 01:19:19.554 --> 01:19:21.523 ...when you were born, my first thought 901 01:19:21.523 --> 01:19:23.358 was, "What did I just do?" 902 01:19:25.026 --> 01:19:26.995 Now, you had me as a mother. 903 01:19:28.597 --> 01:19:30.599 When we were ready to leave the hospital, 904 01:19:30.599 --> 01:19:33.101 a nurse just handed you to me, and I thought, 905 01:19:33.101 --> 01:19:35.036 "How is that possible?" 906 01:19:36.738 --> 01:19:39.608 My best wasn't good enough. 907 01:19:39.608 --> 01:19:41.476 I know that. ♪ 908 01:19:41.476 --> 01:19:44.780 And I don't know if I'll ever get it right... 909 01:19:46.715 --> 01:19:49.618 ...but there's time, 910 01:19:49.618 --> 01:19:52.888 and I'll try again, 911 01:19:52.888 --> 01:19:57.592 and again, 912 01:19:57.592 --> 01:19:59.327 and again. 913 01:20:02.731 --> 01:20:05.400 (simple, hesitant piano melody) 914 01:20:39.634 --> 01:20:42.604 (beautiful piano music) 915 01:21:11.566 --> 01:21:14.402 ♪ 916 01:21:41.196 --> 01:21:44.966 ♪ 917 01:22:00.615 --> 01:22:03.251 (orchestral music) 918 01:22:03.251 --> 01:22:06.087 Closed Captioning by SETTE inc 919 01:22:36.384 --> 01:22:39.654 ♪ 920 01:23:09.417 --> 01:23:12.420 ♪ 921 01:23:42.117 --> 01:23:44.919 ♪ 922 01:24:15.183 --> 01:24:17.986 ♪