WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:01.811 --> 00:01:02.645 - Mommy? 4 00:01:05.440 --> 00:01:07.108 Are you in there? 5 00:01:45.313 --> 00:01:47.315 Olive, breakfast! 6 00:02:01.746 --> 00:02:03.081 - Mommy? 7 00:02:55.216 --> 00:02:57.802 - What were you thinking? 8 00:03:03.057 --> 00:03:03.892 Alice. 9 00:03:06.895 --> 00:03:08.479 - Olive was hungry. 10 00:03:12.275 --> 00:03:14.193 - And you didn't think to come get me? 11 00:03:16.195 --> 00:03:17.238 - You were sleeping. 12 00:03:18.698 --> 00:03:20.199 I didn't wanna bother you. 13 00:03:20.199 --> 00:03:21.242 - Oh, come on. 14 00:03:23.328 --> 00:03:24.162 Hey. 15 00:03:25.038 --> 00:03:27.248 Next time, just wake me up. 16 00:03:27.248 --> 00:03:28.499 Always wake me up. 17 00:03:30.335 --> 00:03:32.003 - Okay. 18 00:03:32.003 --> 00:03:32.837 - Okay? 19 00:03:39.636 --> 00:03:40.637 - I'm sorry. 20 00:03:41.846 --> 00:03:43.514 - Can we eat already? 21 00:03:43.514 --> 00:03:44.849 School is soon. 22 00:03:44.849 --> 00:03:46.476 - I'll be right there, baby. 23 00:03:55.193 --> 00:03:56.277 - I love you. 24 00:04:00.657 --> 00:04:01.741 - I love you. 25 00:04:03.785 --> 00:04:05.662 - I'm starving! 26 00:04:10.250 --> 00:04:11.459 Come on, baby, let's go. 27 00:04:42.490 --> 00:04:43.992 So, how'd I do? 28 00:04:44.575 --> 00:04:46.077 - They're a little undercooked. 29 00:04:46.077 --> 00:04:46.911 - Undercooked? 30 00:04:47.578 --> 00:04:49.539 I don't think so, let me try. 31 00:04:49.539 --> 00:04:50.957 - Ew. 32 00:04:51.124 --> 00:04:52.500 - Excuse me. 33 00:04:52.500 --> 00:04:56.045 - It touched your meat. 34 00:04:58.798 --> 00:05:00.717 - You've taught her well. 35 00:05:00.717 --> 00:05:03.928 - You should be happy she has a conscience. 36 00:05:03.928 --> 00:05:05.596 - Super happy, just like you. 37 00:05:07.765 --> 00:05:10.435 - Are you happy too, Mommy? - I sure am, sweetie. 38 00:05:11.352 --> 00:05:12.895 - You don't look happy. 39 00:05:13.771 --> 00:05:16.441 - Mommy's gonna feel a lot better after her big operation. 40 00:05:18.234 --> 00:05:19.736 Isn't that right, Mom? 41 00:05:19.736 --> 00:05:22.280 - Daddy told me they have to take out 42 00:05:22.280 --> 00:05:23.865 the heart that's in you now, 43 00:05:24.782 --> 00:05:26.284 and replace it with a new one. 44 00:05:27.869 --> 00:05:30.079 - Come on, let's go. 45 00:05:30.079 --> 00:05:31.706 - Give mommy a kiss. - Baby, grab a jacket. 46 00:05:31.706 --> 00:05:32.915 It's cold outside, okay? 47 00:05:33.791 --> 00:05:35.001 Come here. - Bye. 48 00:05:35.001 --> 00:05:36.836 - Bye, be safe. - Okay. 49 00:06:39.273 --> 00:06:41.484 - Hello? 50 00:06:41.484 --> 00:06:42.985 Fuck. 51 00:07:31.033 --> 00:07:32.702 - What're you doing? 52 00:07:35.496 --> 00:07:37.456 - I can walk. - I know. 53 00:07:37.456 --> 00:07:38.708 Will you please just get in the chair? 54 00:07:38.708 --> 00:07:41.335 I don't wanna waste time, not today, come on, please. 55 00:07:43.588 --> 00:07:48.301 They said we have an hour and that was 25 minutes ago. 56 00:07:49.927 --> 00:07:52.054 You're not gonna get another shot at this. 57 00:07:54.098 --> 00:07:57.393 So please, can we just get in the car, for fuck's sake? 58 00:09:14.095 --> 00:09:15.554 Watch the bump. 59 00:09:17.598 --> 00:09:19.016 Welcome home. 60 00:09:28.359 --> 00:09:30.861 I told Olive, 61 00:09:30.861 --> 00:09:32.405 that we would make, 62 00:09:33.739 --> 00:09:34.865 a little video for her. 63 00:09:39.453 --> 00:09:41.914 Woo! 64 00:09:41.914 --> 00:09:43.124 Welcome home, Mom. 65 00:09:45.876 --> 00:09:46.711 How's it feel? 66 00:09:50.506 --> 00:09:52.008 - Can I have a minute? 67 00:09:52.550 --> 00:09:54.302 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 68 00:09:54.302 --> 00:09:56.470 Yeah, I'll get cleaned up. 69 00:09:57.763 --> 00:10:02.393 Sorry. 70 00:10:58.991 --> 00:11:01.202 I put some hot water on for tea in case... 71 00:11:02.912 --> 00:11:03.871 Uh... 72 00:11:07.208 --> 00:11:08.459 Alice, the doctor said it's supposed to be 73 00:11:08.459 --> 00:11:10.211 two days until you're up and about. 74 00:11:11.754 --> 00:11:14.465 - Did someone paint in here while I was gone? 75 00:11:14.465 --> 00:11:15.508 - Did somebody paint? 76 00:11:17.176 --> 00:11:18.010 No. 77 00:11:20.096 --> 00:11:22.473 - Did you move the furniture around? 78 00:11:22.473 --> 00:11:24.350 - No, Alice, I've barely been home. 79 00:11:26.560 --> 00:11:27.853 - Looks different in here. 80 00:11:32.858 --> 00:11:33.734 - Uh... 81 00:11:34.735 --> 00:11:36.153 Hey, uh. 82 00:11:36.946 --> 00:11:39.698 Can you please go slow, at least? 83 00:12:06.392 --> 00:12:09.061 - Alice. 84 00:12:09.061 --> 00:12:10.730 You shouldn't be in there so long. 85 00:12:23.075 --> 00:12:24.118 - Rover's up. 86 00:12:25.536 --> 00:12:27.746 "Yeah, I'm still up." 87 00:12:29.373 --> 00:12:31.375 Do you think it's bed time? 88 00:12:31.375 --> 00:12:32.251 "Yeah. 89 00:12:33.461 --> 00:12:35.296 "Can I have a hug? 90 00:12:36.213 --> 00:12:37.882 "Oh, thank you, Olive." 91 00:12:39.216 --> 00:12:41.886 Let's get you tucked in. 92 00:12:41.886 --> 00:12:43.763 Here's Mr. Frog. 93 00:12:43.763 --> 00:12:45.639 - Thank you. 94 00:12:45.639 --> 00:12:46.974 - All right. 95 00:12:48.017 --> 00:12:50.144 How's that? - Perfect. 96 00:12:51.479 --> 00:12:53.773 Oh, Frisky needs his dinner. 97 00:12:54.899 --> 00:12:55.733 - Okay. 98 00:12:57.193 --> 00:12:59.111 How much does Frisky eat? 99 00:12:59.111 --> 00:13:00.446 - Too big shakes. 100 00:13:01.363 --> 00:13:02.823 - One. 101 00:13:02.823 --> 00:13:03.657 Two. 102 00:13:09.788 --> 00:13:10.873 Goodnight, baby girl. 103 00:13:13.083 --> 00:13:14.793 What's wrong? - You're freezing. 104 00:13:14.793 --> 00:13:15.753 - Freezing? 105 00:13:17.338 --> 00:13:19.006 Well, you feel okay. 106 00:13:21.884 --> 00:13:22.718 Tuck in. 107 00:13:31.477 --> 00:13:33.145 - Goodnight, Mommy. 108 00:13:33.145 --> 00:13:34.980 - Night night. 109 00:13:44.031 --> 00:13:45.741 - Love you. 110 00:13:45.741 --> 00:13:47.910 - I love you more. 111 00:13:52.373 --> 00:13:54.750 - You have somebody else's part in you. 112 00:13:56.919 --> 00:13:58.337 That's fuckin' crazy. 113 00:14:02.883 --> 00:14:05.553 - They didn't say it'd feel like this. 114 00:14:05.553 --> 00:14:07.388 - Like what? 115 00:14:08.389 --> 00:14:10.015 - I just wanna be better. 116 00:14:13.477 --> 00:14:14.562 - You're gettin' there. 117 00:14:16.730 --> 00:14:18.732 You walked in here, you put Olive down. 118 00:14:22.945 --> 00:14:23.988 You're gettin' there. 119 00:14:29.368 --> 00:14:30.452 - I feel empty. 120 00:14:33.747 --> 00:14:34.582 Vacant. 121 00:14:37.126 --> 00:14:40.713 Like something's missing. 122 00:14:49.847 --> 00:14:52.433 Do you think you can feel voices? 123 00:14:52.433 --> 00:14:53.392 - What do you mean? 124 00:14:56.103 --> 00:15:00.691 - People can hear them, but I wonder if you could feel them. 125 00:15:02.192 --> 00:15:03.986 - I don't know. 126 00:15:03.986 --> 00:15:04.820 Maybe. 127 00:15:08.240 --> 00:15:11.285 - You know, he wouldn't tell me anything about her. 128 00:15:11.285 --> 00:15:12.620 - Who? 129 00:15:12.620 --> 00:15:14.288 - Dr. Blackwell. 130 00:15:14.288 --> 00:15:16.498 He wouldn't tell me anything about my donor. 131 00:15:16.498 --> 00:15:19.251 Just that she was around my age. 132 00:15:22.254 --> 00:15:23.756 - Would you wanna know? 133 00:15:31.805 --> 00:15:32.973 Would it help? 134 00:15:39.271 --> 00:15:40.522 - I don't know. 135 00:15:53.869 --> 00:15:55.371 What do you think? 136 00:16:00.918 --> 00:16:03.003 - I think it's beautiful. 137 00:16:21.313 --> 00:16:25.484 All right, smarty pants, what does a baby alligator live in? 138 00:16:25.484 --> 00:16:26.318 - An egg! 139 00:16:28.195 --> 00:16:30.322 - You're smart. 140 00:16:30.322 --> 00:16:33.283 Okay, what kind of water does an alligator live in? 141 00:16:35.703 --> 00:16:36.537 - Um... 142 00:16:38.080 --> 00:16:38.872 Fresh? 143 00:16:40.624 --> 00:16:41.959 - You're a genius. 144 00:16:41.959 --> 00:16:43.961 I mean it. 145 00:16:43.961 --> 00:16:46.922 What about a crocodile? - Salt water. 146 00:16:46.922 --> 00:16:48.757 That one's easy. 147 00:16:48.757 --> 00:16:51.510 - Easy? They might skip you a grade, then. 148 00:16:51.510 --> 00:16:52.928 If that was easy. 149 00:16:57.558 --> 00:16:58.892 - Mommy? 150 00:17:00.060 --> 00:17:01.562 - Alice. 151 00:17:03.063 --> 00:17:05.232 - That's so gross! 152 00:17:06.775 --> 00:17:11.029 - Oh, my god. 153 00:17:11.029 --> 00:17:12.781 - I kinda like this new you. 154 00:17:15.868 --> 00:17:18.620 - You guys gotta leave for school, it's getting late. 155 00:17:18.620 --> 00:17:21.582 - Yes, ma'am, you heard the boss, let's go. 156 00:23:58.770 --> 00:24:00.188 I'm sorry, I'll, I'll-- 157 00:24:00.188 --> 00:24:01.022 - Sit down. 158 00:24:11.324 --> 00:24:13.285 How'd you know how to play that? 159 00:24:13.285 --> 00:24:14.119 - I don't know. 160 00:24:16.621 --> 00:24:17.956 - But I just heard you. 161 00:24:20.834 --> 00:24:24.171 - I don't know, I don't play the piano. 162 00:24:27.299 --> 00:24:28.175 Look, I'll go. 163 00:24:28.175 --> 00:24:30.677 - That was Ava's last composition before she died. 164 00:24:34.222 --> 00:24:35.932 But I supposed you already knew that. 165 00:24:37.225 --> 00:24:38.059 - I didn't know. 166 00:24:39.102 --> 00:24:40.604 - Then why are you here? 167 00:24:43.899 --> 00:24:46.193 Are you just another one of Ava's crazy fans? 168 00:24:47.861 --> 00:24:49.154 - No. 169 00:24:49.154 --> 00:24:52.574 - Then how do you know how to play what you just did? 170 00:24:58.788 --> 00:24:59.623 Tell me. 171 00:25:11.676 --> 00:25:13.303 - Stop, what're you doing? 172 00:25:21.603 --> 00:25:23.313 - I think I have your wife's heart. 173 00:25:32.530 --> 00:25:33.657 She was beautiful. 174 00:25:34.824 --> 00:25:35.659 - She was. 175 00:25:37.285 --> 00:25:38.495 - And so adored. 176 00:25:39.329 --> 00:25:41.248 I'm surprised I never heard her music. 177 00:25:42.499 --> 00:25:44.793 - Modern classical isn't exactly Top 40. 178 00:25:47.254 --> 00:25:50.799 But, in her niche, she was revered. 179 00:25:56.555 --> 00:25:58.265 - Do you mind if I ask how she, um-- 180 00:25:58.265 --> 00:25:59.099 - Suicide. 181 00:26:01.601 --> 00:26:02.435 - Oh. 182 00:26:04.312 --> 00:26:05.146 I'm sorry. 183 00:26:07.607 --> 00:26:10.360 - Ava wasn't like the rest of us. 184 00:26:11.778 --> 00:26:13.113 She was infectious. 185 00:26:14.155 --> 00:26:15.323 Intensely gifted. 186 00:26:16.408 --> 00:26:17.242 Brilliant. 187 00:26:18.660 --> 00:26:21.371 - Maybe I'm lucky to have a piece of her in me. 188 00:26:21.371 --> 00:26:23.331 - What makes you so sure that you do? 189 00:26:27.627 --> 00:26:30.922 - How do you explain me getting here? 190 00:26:30.922 --> 00:26:31.756 To your house. 191 00:26:33.883 --> 00:26:36.261 I don't even remember driving over. 192 00:26:36.261 --> 00:26:37.971 The car practically drove itself. 193 00:26:40.181 --> 00:26:43.893 - You say you weren't a fan, but Ava was public figure. 194 00:26:43.893 --> 00:26:45.812 Maybe you're just a little mixed up. 195 00:26:46.104 --> 00:26:50.108 Look, don't feel bad about it, I'm not sure you'd really 196 00:26:50.108 --> 00:26:51.901 want her to be a part of you anyway. 197 00:26:52.360 --> 00:26:53.194 - Why? 198 00:26:55.155 --> 00:26:56.156 - She was unwell. 199 00:26:58.158 --> 00:26:58.992 Disturbed. 200 00:27:03.496 --> 00:27:05.498 I always used to say she had her good parts, 201 00:27:05.498 --> 00:27:07.250 and her bad parts. 202 00:27:07.250 --> 00:27:11.963 - But you couldn't help but love her, for her good parts. 203 00:27:14.799 --> 00:27:15.634 - That's right. 204 00:27:36.946 --> 00:27:40.075 - I tried you 13 times, Alice. 205 00:27:41.743 --> 00:27:42.994 Why didn't you pick up my calls? 206 00:27:42.994 --> 00:27:44.537 - I'm sorry, I was busy. 207 00:27:44.537 --> 00:27:45.413 My phone died. 208 00:27:47.123 --> 00:27:48.708 - Well, which is it, were you busy or did you phone die? 209 00:27:48.708 --> 00:27:50.460 - Does it matter? - Yes, it does. 210 00:27:50.460 --> 00:27:52.420 Because you scared the shit out of us. 211 00:27:52.420 --> 00:27:53.630 You left and you didn't call! 212 00:27:53.630 --> 00:27:54.964 - I feel like a prisoner in here sometimes. 213 00:27:54.964 --> 00:27:56.091 - What? 214 00:27:56.091 --> 00:27:58.343 What if something happened? - Nothing happened. 215 00:27:58.343 --> 00:27:59.511 - Yeah, but... 216 00:28:02.013 --> 00:28:02.847 What if it had? 217 00:28:05.266 --> 00:28:08.019 I was supposed to be with you the first time that you drove. 218 00:28:10.772 --> 00:28:12.065 Good call, Mom. 219 00:28:14.025 --> 00:28:15.610 Next time, call! 220 00:28:35.213 --> 00:28:39.008 - Just got Olive back down. 221 00:28:41.803 --> 00:28:45.765 Do you want some water or something? 222 00:28:48.601 --> 00:28:49.436 - Mm-mm. 223 00:28:51.354 --> 00:28:53.106 - Is everything okay? 224 00:28:55.692 --> 00:28:56.526 - I'm tired. 225 00:28:57.777 --> 00:28:58.862 - I mean with us. 226 00:29:00.196 --> 00:29:01.448 - Mm-hm. 227 00:29:06.411 --> 00:29:08.079 - I'll let you relax, I'm sorry. 228 00:29:11.416 --> 00:29:14.335 And, um, I'm sorry about earlier. 229 00:29:18.381 --> 00:29:19.924 - I can't even pretend to understand what it's like 230 00:29:19.924 --> 00:29:21.926 to go through what you're going through. 231 00:29:21.926 --> 00:29:23.470 - You don't have to understand. 232 00:29:24.429 --> 00:29:26.181 I just need some space to breathe. 233 00:29:27.724 --> 00:29:28.558 That's all. 234 00:29:30.018 --> 00:29:30.852 - I know. 235 00:29:34.230 --> 00:29:37.317 You wanna come to bed? 236 00:29:37.317 --> 00:29:38.193 - Gonna sleep out here tonight. 237 00:29:38.193 --> 00:29:39.611 - You're sure? 238 00:29:39.611 --> 00:29:41.321 You might be able to get better... 239 00:29:47.952 --> 00:29:48.787 Goodnight. 240 00:30:37.752 --> 00:30:39.420 - Jesus Christ. 241 00:30:52.141 --> 00:30:53.810 - Hey, perfect timing. 242 00:30:53.810 --> 00:30:55.687 Hope you're hungry. - Hungriest. 243 00:30:55.687 --> 00:30:57.772 - Mm. 244 00:30:57.772 --> 00:30:59.482 - Kiddo, we were gonna grab somethin' to eat on the way. 245 00:30:59.482 --> 00:31:00.316 Remember? 246 00:31:01.192 --> 00:31:03.528 - Oh, can Mommy come, too? 247 00:31:03.528 --> 00:31:04.612 - Can Mommy come, too? 248 00:31:06.322 --> 00:31:08.825 - You enjoy, see you after school, okay? 249 00:31:09.742 --> 00:31:12.412 - I forgot to feed Frisky. - Kiddo, we're gonna be late. 250 00:31:12.412 --> 00:31:14.289 I told you to do that last night. 251 00:31:14.289 --> 00:31:16.875 Can you feed her fish for us, please? 252 00:31:16.875 --> 00:31:18.376 - Fish. 253 00:31:18.376 --> 00:31:19.961 Sure. - Thank you. 254 00:31:19.961 --> 00:31:21.004 Come on, let's go. 255 00:31:21.880 --> 00:31:23.840 - Bye, love you, Mommy. 256 00:31:23.840 --> 00:31:25.383 - Love you more! 257 00:34:19.223 --> 00:34:21.934 So it's normal to just bleed like that for no reason? 258 00:34:21.934 --> 00:34:24.562 - Very common, very normal. 259 00:34:24.562 --> 00:34:28.149 It’s an overactive immuno-response. 260 00:34:28.149 --> 00:34:30.318 That’s what those immunosuppressants are for. 261 00:34:30.818 --> 00:34:32.570 Have you been taking them? 262 00:34:34.322 --> 00:34:35.156 - Yes. 263 00:34:35.156 --> 00:34:37.241 - That’s all you need to do for now. 264 00:34:38.367 --> 00:34:40.369 - How did she die, my donor? 265 00:34:41.454 --> 00:34:43.915 - You know I can't talk to you about your donor. 266 00:34:45.500 --> 00:34:47.960 - I'm not asking who she is, just how she died. 267 00:34:47.960 --> 00:34:52.590 - It's protocol. It's always better the patient doesn't know. 268 00:34:52.590 --> 00:34:54.675 - I need to who's inside of me. 269 00:34:55.593 --> 00:34:58.137 - I couldn't help you with that even if I wanted to. 270 00:34:58.137 --> 00:35:00.598 - I looked up cellular memory. 271 00:35:00.598 --> 00:35:03.518 - None of that stuff has even been researched. 272 00:35:04.727 --> 00:35:05.812 - What? 273 00:35:06.854 --> 00:35:10.566 - Look, I recommend just staying off the internet for a couple weeks. 274 00:35:10.566 --> 00:35:13.110 Focus on healing. 275 00:35:13.110 --> 00:35:15.071 You need time to recover right now. 276 00:35:15.071 --> 00:35:16.072 - I need to know. 277 00:35:17.657 --> 00:35:20.910 - I can’t give you specifics, Alice, I'm sorry. 278 00:35:21.994 --> 00:35:25.873 All I'll say is, many donors are gunshot victims. 279 00:35:25.873 --> 00:35:27.375 Often suicide. 280 00:35:27.667 --> 00:35:30.169 Their organs have a high success rate. 281 00:35:30.169 --> 00:35:31.963 - So what are you telling me? 282 00:35:31.963 --> 00:35:33.589 - Nothing. It's just a statistic. 283 00:35:33.589 --> 00:35:34.924 It's public knowledge. 284 00:35:36.551 --> 00:35:37.844 Anyway, I better run, 285 00:35:37.844 --> 00:35:40.555 but I'm gonna see you next week for your follow up. 286 00:35:40.555 --> 00:35:41.931 In the meantime, just take it day by day. 287 00:35:43.975 --> 00:35:44.809 - Okay. 288 00:35:53.442 --> 00:35:55.027 I can't believe this is happening. 289 00:35:56.737 --> 00:36:00.491 When I heard you playing, it was like a dream. 290 00:36:01.409 --> 00:36:02.451 She came back to me. 291 00:36:04.370 --> 00:36:05.621 Her good parts, at least. 292 00:36:06.789 --> 00:36:08.207 The ones I fell in love with. 293 00:36:11.043 --> 00:36:11.961 Her warmth. 294 00:36:16.841 --> 00:36:18.509 - Was she like that? 295 00:36:19.385 --> 00:36:22.263 Was she warm? 296 00:36:22.263 --> 00:36:23.472 - She had this laugh. 297 00:36:28.019 --> 00:36:29.020 - You must miss her. 298 00:36:31.731 --> 00:36:32.565 - I do. 299 00:36:34.108 --> 00:36:38.613 In some ways, but in others, I'm just glad she's gone. 300 00:36:45.578 --> 00:36:47.663 I took her to the lake to go camping once. 301 00:36:48.748 --> 00:36:52.043 There were these kids playing on the shore, laughing. 302 00:36:52.043 --> 00:36:56.672 They'd found a little tortoise, they were playing with it, 303 00:36:56.672 --> 00:36:58.549 trying to feed it leaves and sticks. 304 00:36:59.425 --> 00:37:01.385 It got late and we went to sleep and a few hours later, 305 00:37:01.385 --> 00:37:02.595 I woke up, she was gone. 306 00:37:04.180 --> 00:37:07.808 I went down to the beach to look for her and I found her 307 00:37:07.808 --> 00:37:09.101 smashing it with a rock. 308 00:37:11.812 --> 00:37:13.481 With that fucking smile on her face. 309 00:37:15.650 --> 00:37:17.151 Just enjoying watching it die. 310 00:37:24.367 --> 00:37:25.701 I thought I could cure her. 311 00:37:31.040 --> 00:37:32.083 I was wrong. 312 00:37:43.594 --> 00:37:45.930 - This smells delicious. 313 00:37:45.930 --> 00:37:47.139 - This was her favorite. 314 00:38:08.911 --> 00:38:09.745 Do you eat meat? 315 00:38:11.080 --> 00:38:11.914 - Yes. 316 00:38:24.093 --> 00:38:24.927 Hm. 317 00:38:27.638 --> 00:38:28.472 Sorry. 318 00:38:31.892 --> 00:38:33.602 Um, can I ask you something? 319 00:38:34.729 --> 00:38:35.563 - Sure. 320 00:38:36.439 --> 00:38:38.858 - Why was Ava's death being investigated? 321 00:38:38.858 --> 00:38:40.860 The papers said it was ruled as suicide. 322 00:38:41.986 --> 00:38:45.489 - Well, she was somewhat of a minor celebrity, wasn't she? 323 00:38:45.489 --> 00:38:47.950 I mean, an investigation's practically mandatory. 324 00:38:52.747 --> 00:38:54.790 You gonna get that? 325 00:38:54.790 --> 00:38:55.624 - No. 326 00:38:57.335 --> 00:38:59.837 - It was stupid, really. 327 00:38:59.837 --> 00:39:01.130 - What was stupid? 328 00:39:01.130 --> 00:39:03.132 - Something about the autopsy. 329 00:39:03.132 --> 00:39:05.634 They were just following protocol, they cautioned everybody. 330 00:39:05.634 --> 00:39:06.469 Even me. 331 00:39:08.095 --> 00:39:10.097 Just glad that fucking nightmare's over. 332 00:39:26.113 --> 00:39:27.656 So what did they want with you? 333 00:39:31.827 --> 00:39:32.661 - Nothing. 334 00:39:33.996 --> 00:39:36.415 The neighbor made some bullshit statement. 335 00:39:36.415 --> 00:39:38.667 Painted me to be some kind of wife-beater. 336 00:39:39.752 --> 00:39:41.170 Me. 337 00:39:41.170 --> 00:39:42.004 Of all people. 338 00:39:43.255 --> 00:39:45.925 But they realized it was all bullshit. 339 00:39:50.429 --> 00:39:52.014 Do you mind? 340 00:39:52.014 --> 00:39:53.099 - Be my guest. 341 00:40:07.905 --> 00:40:09.115 - Am I allowed to ask where you are? 342 00:40:09.115 --> 00:40:10.157 - I'm at my mother's. 343 00:40:10.157 --> 00:40:12.409 - Did we not just talk about this? 344 00:40:13.702 --> 00:40:14.662 Hello? 345 00:40:14.662 --> 00:40:16.997 - I really can't be doing this right now. 346 00:40:18.749 --> 00:40:21.669 What's gotten into her? - Her fucking fish died. 347 00:40:22.586 --> 00:40:23.462 Did you feed it? 348 00:40:28.676 --> 00:40:32.012 - I'll call you when I'm on my way home. 349 00:40:50.739 --> 00:40:52.449 - Everything all right? 350 00:40:52.449 --> 00:40:53.993 - Yeah, just finishing up. 351 00:40:55.870 --> 00:40:57.079 - What'd you find there? 352 00:40:58.581 --> 00:40:59.665 - Oh. 353 00:41:00.666 --> 00:41:01.750 I don't know. 354 00:41:04.170 --> 00:41:05.004 - Oh. 355 00:41:06.589 --> 00:41:08.591 I thought we threw those away. 356 00:41:12.178 --> 00:41:13.512 Just part of Ava's therapy. 357 00:41:18.726 --> 00:41:19.894 - Is this Ava's room? 358 00:41:21.812 --> 00:41:22.730 - It is. 359 00:41:24.481 --> 00:41:26.525 - The morning I got out of surgery, 360 00:41:26.525 --> 00:41:28.152 all I wanted was a cigarette. 361 00:41:29.278 --> 00:41:30.988 Never smoked a day in my life. 362 00:41:30.988 --> 00:41:32.489 - Ava was a walking ashtray. 363 00:41:34.575 --> 00:41:36.118 - Why does that not surprise me? 364 00:41:49.173 --> 00:41:53.093 - What does it feel like to be in here? 365 00:41:53.093 --> 00:41:54.094 - Strange. 366 00:41:57.473 --> 00:41:58.307 Familiar. 367 00:42:02.853 --> 00:42:04.396 May I? 368 00:42:04.396 --> 00:42:05.356 - Please. 369 00:42:14.990 --> 00:42:16.575 - She had gorgeous taste. 370 00:42:18.035 --> 00:42:20.371 - That was one of her favorites. 371 00:42:20.371 --> 00:42:21.205 - Really? 372 00:42:25.626 --> 00:42:28.837 - Why don't you see if it fits? 373 00:42:28.837 --> 00:42:30.089 - Um, I... 374 00:42:31.173 --> 00:42:33.926 - You can keep it, if you'd like. 375 00:42:33.926 --> 00:42:35.886 I'm sure Ava would want you to have it. 376 00:42:39.515 --> 00:42:41.058 - Um... - Try it on. 377 00:42:42.434 --> 00:42:43.269 It's okay. 378 00:42:47.648 --> 00:42:48.482 - Okay. 379 00:42:50.025 --> 00:42:50.859 - Okay. 380 00:44:41.303 --> 00:44:42.137 Fuck. 381 00:45:15.671 --> 00:45:17.923 - It's 3:41 in the morning. 382 00:45:21.093 --> 00:45:23.429 And what the fuck are you wearing? 383 00:45:26.765 --> 00:45:27.599 Hello? 384 00:45:28.600 --> 00:45:30.436 - I think we should talk about this tomorrow. 385 00:45:30.436 --> 00:45:35.399 - No, we're gonna talk about this right now, where were you? 386 00:45:36.817 --> 00:45:38.152 Alice. 387 00:45:38.152 --> 00:45:39.111 - I'm tired. 388 00:45:39.111 --> 00:45:40.654 - Oh! 389 00:45:40.654 --> 00:45:42.448 Really? 390 00:45:42.448 --> 00:45:43.449 I'm so sorry. 391 00:45:44.408 --> 00:45:48.704 It must be fuckin' exhausting to work all day, 392 00:45:48.704 --> 00:45:50.205 and come home and take care of your daughter 393 00:45:50.205 --> 00:45:53.500 while your partner's recovering from heart surgery. 394 00:45:53.500 --> 00:45:54.668 Where the fuck were you? 395 00:46:00.716 --> 00:46:02.468 Who the fuck are you? 396 00:46:57.523 --> 00:46:59.149 - Hi. 397 00:46:59.149 --> 00:47:00.901 - You disappeared. 398 00:47:00.901 --> 00:47:03.612 - You shouldn't have let me fall asleep. 399 00:47:03.612 --> 00:47:05.948 - I couldn't bear to let you slip away. 400 00:47:07.074 --> 00:47:09.827 - I really can't be doing this right now. 401 00:47:09.827 --> 00:47:11.620 - Well, I'll call you tonight, then. 402 00:47:11.620 --> 00:47:13.455 - No, I can't be doing this, period. 403 00:47:14.831 --> 00:47:15.833 - Come on. 404 00:47:17.626 --> 00:47:20.796 - Last night was a mistake. 405 00:47:20.796 --> 00:47:22.089 - Are you sure about that? 406 00:47:25.050 --> 00:47:28.720 - I shouldn't have slept with you, it's not what I do. 407 00:47:28.720 --> 00:47:31.181 - Don't you feel this is bigger than that? 408 00:47:31.181 --> 00:47:34.560 That it's all happening for a reason? 409 00:47:37.938 --> 00:47:39.940 - Oh, fuck. - What? 410 00:47:39.940 --> 00:47:40.774 - I have to go. 411 00:48:04.006 --> 00:48:05.424 What, I don't exist anymore? 412 00:48:18.270 --> 00:48:19.271 - Sucks, doesn't it? 413 00:48:24.526 --> 00:48:25.986 Why haven't you been takin' your pills? 414 00:48:25.986 --> 00:48:27.195 - I have been taking my pills. 415 00:48:27.195 --> 00:48:29.281 - Don't lie to me, Alice. 416 00:48:29.281 --> 00:48:30.115 Come on. 417 00:48:31.366 --> 00:48:32.492 - Are you counting my pills now? 418 00:48:32.492 --> 00:48:34.453 - Actually, yes, I am. 419 00:48:34.453 --> 00:48:36.038 Because one of us has to be an adult around here. 420 00:48:36.038 --> 00:48:37.247 - Yeah, why don't you leave me alone? 421 00:48:37.247 --> 00:48:39.291 - Leave you alone? - Mm-hm. 422 00:48:39.291 --> 00:48:41.543 - Where were you last night? - Nowhere. 423 00:48:45.297 --> 00:48:46.590 - Were you with someone? 424 00:48:48.550 --> 00:48:49.384 - No. 425 00:48:52.095 --> 00:48:54.723 - Who the fuck were you with? - I said, no one. 426 00:48:54.723 --> 00:48:55.599 - Alice, hey. 427 00:48:57.017 --> 00:48:58.685 Where were you? 428 00:48:58.685 --> 00:48:59.811 - Let go of me. 429 00:48:59.811 --> 00:49:01.396 - Alice, look, hey. 430 00:49:03.523 --> 00:49:05.525 I'm not even gonna be mad. 431 00:49:05.525 --> 00:49:06.401 I just wanna know. 432 00:49:08.403 --> 00:49:10.197 Just tell me the truth! 433 00:49:14.618 --> 00:49:15.869 - I was at a hotel. 434 00:49:17.788 --> 00:49:19.498 - Is that who you were on the phone with 435 00:49:19.498 --> 00:49:20.582 this morning, Mommy? 436 00:49:25.045 --> 00:49:26.672 - Who were you on the phone with? 437 00:49:29.925 --> 00:49:30.759 Alice. 438 00:49:35.013 --> 00:49:35.847 - Jacob. 439 00:49:37.182 --> 00:49:38.600 - You changed your password. 440 00:49:39.643 --> 00:49:40.727 - Give me my phone. 441 00:49:42.062 --> 00:49:43.355 - What is goin' on? 442 00:49:45.691 --> 00:49:49.569 - What's going on is that I fucking hate you, and I will not 443 00:49:49.569 --> 00:49:52.447 hesitate to burn this fucking house down just to kill you. 444 00:49:57.661 --> 00:50:00.580 - What the fuck is your problem? 445 00:50:03.000 --> 00:50:03.917 - Give me my phone. 446 00:50:09.423 --> 00:50:10.841 - Alice! 447 00:50:10.841 --> 00:50:13.093 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 448 00:50:27.232 --> 00:50:29.443 - What do you mean you "practically killed him?" 449 00:50:30.402 --> 00:50:32.154 It was like someone else took over. 450 00:50:34.865 --> 00:50:36.825 - That's how Ava used to describe them. 451 00:50:37.659 --> 00:50:38.827 - Describe what? 452 00:50:41.788 --> 00:50:42.914 - Her episodes. 453 00:50:45.500 --> 00:50:46.543 They were horrifying. 454 00:50:48.378 --> 00:50:50.589 She turned the gas stove on before bed once. 455 00:50:52.132 --> 00:50:53.592 Left it running all night. 456 00:50:56.887 --> 00:50:57.846 Lay next to me. 457 00:50:59.973 --> 00:51:01.600 Kissed me with that smile. 458 00:51:04.227 --> 00:51:06.897 Knowing in her heart she was trying to end everything. 459 00:51:09.983 --> 00:51:12.194 - Maybe it was a cry for help. 460 00:51:17.032 --> 00:51:19.785 - She can even manipulate people from beyond the grave. 461 00:51:21.328 --> 00:51:22.162 What a talent. 462 00:51:23.997 --> 00:51:25.040 - Manipulate? 463 00:51:26.792 --> 00:51:28.418 - Ava was a sociopath. 464 00:51:29.294 --> 00:51:31.213 - You don't actually believe that. 465 00:51:31.213 --> 00:51:35.258 - Of course I do, she was clinically sociopathic. 466 00:51:36.426 --> 00:51:38.553 It's almost impossible to diagnose. 467 00:51:40.180 --> 00:51:43.141 I had to do the best that I could to find meds that worked, 468 00:51:43.975 --> 00:51:46.728 and they helped, for a while. 469 00:51:49.648 --> 00:51:50.565 Eventually.... 470 00:51:52.317 --> 00:51:53.735 You know how her story ends. 471 00:51:54.778 --> 00:51:57.280 - You just gave her medication that wasn't prescribed? 472 00:52:02.994 --> 00:52:05.163 - I should get that. 473 00:53:01.344 --> 00:53:03.346 They don't realize it's as much about the soil 474 00:53:03.346 --> 00:53:05.015 as it is the climate out there. 475 00:53:07.392 --> 00:53:09.352 - I've never been to Napa. 476 00:53:09.352 --> 00:53:10.186 - We should go. 477 00:53:34.127 --> 00:53:36.963 - What do you have cameras inside? 478 00:53:39.257 --> 00:53:40.634 - I have cameras everywhere. 479 00:53:42.427 --> 00:53:44.846 - Okay. 480 00:53:46.848 --> 00:53:47.933 It's a little strange. 481 00:53:49.893 --> 00:53:52.354 - Well, don't worry, I didn't put 'em in for you. 482 00:53:53.813 --> 00:53:54.648 They were for Ava. 483 00:53:55.565 --> 00:53:56.566 - Oh, right. 484 00:53:58.985 --> 00:54:00.028 - I know, it's crazy. 485 00:54:02.405 --> 00:54:04.324 I just did everything I could to help, 486 00:54:05.408 --> 00:54:08.912 and sometimes that meant just watching her. 487 00:54:12.791 --> 00:54:13.625 Okay? 488 00:54:16.294 --> 00:54:17.295 - You're a good guy. 489 00:54:18.630 --> 00:54:19.464 - I know. 490 00:54:38.024 --> 00:54:38.858 - Ouch. - What's wrong? 491 00:54:38.858 --> 00:54:39.734 - Oh, I'm sorry. 492 00:54:41.695 --> 00:54:43.405 This thing's been bugging me. 493 00:54:44.990 --> 00:54:47.367 Can I use your restroom? 494 00:54:47.367 --> 00:54:49.953 - Yeah, it's upstairs. - Thanks. 495 00:56:27.801 --> 00:56:29.594 I'm guessing this isn't your office. 496 00:56:32.305 --> 00:56:33.556 - This was Felix's room. 497 00:56:35.141 --> 00:56:38.019 - Is that his name, your son? 498 00:56:38.019 --> 00:56:39.604 - Yes. 499 00:56:39.604 --> 00:56:40.814 - What a beautiful name. 500 00:56:42.273 --> 00:56:43.900 Where is he? 501 00:56:43.900 --> 00:56:44.734 Felix. 502 00:56:47.278 --> 00:56:48.113 - He died. 503 00:56:51.366 --> 00:56:53.118 - Oh, my god, I'm so sorry. 504 00:56:57.956 --> 00:57:00.500 - I’d like you to stay in the guest room tonight. 505 00:57:00.875 --> 00:57:02.001 I’m not feeling myself. 506 00:57:02.502 --> 00:57:04.045 - Yeah, yeah, of course. 507 01:06:02.291 --> 01:06:04.293 You scared the shit outta her. 508 01:06:04.293 --> 01:06:05.127 - Shh. 509 01:06:07.296 --> 01:06:08.214 It's okay. 510 01:06:08.214 --> 01:06:09.799 - No, where were you? 511 01:06:13.386 --> 01:06:14.637 - I had to clear my head. 512 01:06:17.890 --> 01:06:19.600 But I'm ready to start over. 513 01:06:24.647 --> 01:06:25.731 - Start over? 514 01:06:30.319 --> 01:06:32.863 - Let's just forget any of this happened. 515 01:06:32.863 --> 01:06:34.949 - I don't think it works like that, Alice. 516 01:06:38.869 --> 01:06:40.579 - Jacob, it'll never happen again. 517 01:06:46.502 --> 01:06:47.336 I promise. 518 01:06:51.590 --> 01:06:53.592 - It wasn't supposed to happen. 519 01:06:54.468 --> 01:06:55.469 - I promise. 520 01:07:08.065 --> 01:07:09.316 - Are you okay? 521 01:07:16.032 --> 01:07:17.783 - Of course I'm okay. 522 01:07:20.369 --> 01:07:22.038 I shouldn't have blown up on you. 523 01:07:28.294 --> 01:07:29.128 Jacob. 524 01:07:30.379 --> 01:07:31.213 It wasn't me. 525 01:07:41.348 --> 01:07:42.266 This is me. 526 01:07:54.236 --> 01:07:55.070 Can you feel it? 527 01:07:59.950 --> 01:08:01.577 I love you. 528 01:08:01.577 --> 01:08:02.495 - I love you, too. 529 01:08:11.170 --> 01:08:13.088 Go kiss your baby girl. 530 01:08:43.452 --> 01:08:46.038 - I'm sorry I scared you, baby. 531 01:08:48.833 --> 01:08:50.876 - Are you still feeling sick? 532 01:08:50.876 --> 01:08:52.419 - No. 533 01:08:52.419 --> 01:08:54.046 I'm all better. 534 01:08:54.046 --> 01:08:54.880 - Really? 535 01:08:56.048 --> 01:08:56.882 - Can't you tell? 536 01:09:01.470 --> 01:09:02.805 I'm sorry about Frisky. 537 01:09:04.682 --> 01:09:07.143 Let's go to the pet store tomorrow. 538 01:09:07.143 --> 01:09:10.980 I'll get you another goldfish that looks just like him. 539 01:09:10.980 --> 01:09:13.899 You won't even know the difference. 540 01:09:16.610 --> 01:09:17.444 - Okay. 541 01:09:34.128 --> 01:09:35.629 - Love you, Mommy.