1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:07,298 --> 00:00:10,593 [gentle piano music] 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:16,808 --> 00:00:17,726 [inaudible] 5 00:00:22,856 --> 00:00:25,567 [audience cheering] 6 00:00:25,650 --> 00:00:28,445 [piano music grows warmer] 7 00:00:43,043 --> 00:00:46,671 [Shawn Mendes] You first get on the stage, and ego comes rushing in. 8 00:00:49,340 --> 00:00:51,509 And it goes, "Don't mess up, 9 00:00:53,011 --> 00:00:54,137 'cause you're the man. 10 00:00:54,220 --> 00:00:57,223 Everyone's saying you're the man, so don't mess up." 11 00:00:57,307 --> 00:00:59,809 So you get to the mic, and your first note is flat. 12 00:00:59,893 --> 00:01:01,227 [chuckles] Always. 13 00:01:04,856 --> 00:01:07,067 And then about 30 seconds in, you go... 14 00:01:08,693 --> 00:01:10,904 "Oh, yeah,  I'm just a guy and I love music." 15 00:01:10,987 --> 00:01:12,947 And your whole body releases. 16 00:01:14,908 --> 00:01:17,869 And I just let go and I look around, and I'm just like... 17 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:20,997 "Just do this. 18 00:01:21,706 --> 00:01:22,707 Drop the ego. 19 00:01:25,627 --> 00:01:26,669 Time to surrender." 20 00:01:27,921 --> 00:01:29,631 [audience cheering] 21 00:01:30,381 --> 00:01:32,383 [shower running] 22 00:01:43,269 --> 00:01:46,773 [warm music creeping in] 23 00:02:04,374 --> 00:02:07,710 [typing on phone] 24 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:11,339 [automated female voice] Ever since I was about ten years old, 25 00:02:11,422 --> 00:02:14,717 I was obsessed  with being really good at things. 26 00:02:14,801 --> 00:02:16,511 [typing on phone] 27 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:22,934 That my worth is based on what I do. 28 00:02:23,726 --> 00:02:26,688 And that can lead to a dark place. 29 00:02:26,771 --> 00:02:27,856 [typing on phone] 30 00:02:31,401 --> 00:02:34,988 My voice hit its breaking point at the end of this tour, 31 00:02:35,071 --> 00:02:37,740 -and I'm using my phone to talk. -[playing melody] 32 00:02:40,910 --> 00:02:42,954 Last night reminded me... 33 00:02:44,164 --> 00:02:45,957 I'm not invincible. 34 00:02:49,252 --> 00:02:51,254 [audience cheering] 35 00:02:52,005 --> 00:02:54,007 [Shawn playing "Use Somebody"] 36 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:03,725 ♪ Say whoa-oh-oh ♪ 37 00:03:03,808 --> 00:03:04,642 Sing! 38 00:03:04,726 --> 00:03:06,394 [audience] ♪ Whoa-oh-oh ♪ 39 00:03:06,477 --> 00:03:08,188 ♪ Say whoa-oh-oh ♪ 40 00:03:08,271 --> 00:03:09,147 Louder! 41 00:03:09,230 --> 00:03:10,940 [audience] ♪ Whoa-oh-oh ♪ 42 00:03:11,024 --> 00:03:12,650 ♪ Say yeah ♪ 43 00:03:12,734 --> 00:03:13,568 Scream it! 44 00:03:13,651 --> 00:03:15,361 -[stamps foot] -[audience] ♪ Yeah ♪ 45 00:03:15,445 --> 00:03:17,447 ♪ Now oh-oh-oh Oh, yeah ♪ 46 00:03:17,530 --> 00:03:19,741 -[stamping foot] -[audience clapping] 47 00:03:20,283 --> 00:03:23,369 No matter how fast I get, do not stop clapping, all right? 48 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:26,164 Here we go! Clap those hands! Clap! 49 00:03:26,247 --> 00:03:28,374 [audience clapping] 50 00:03:29,918 --> 00:03:30,835 Faster! 51 00:03:31,336 --> 00:03:33,338 [clapping and music accelerate] 52 00:03:37,592 --> 00:03:38,426 Faster! 53 00:03:44,682 --> 00:03:45,683 Faster! 54 00:03:45,767 --> 00:03:48,144 [audience cheering loudly] 55 00:04:11,334 --> 00:04:13,878 -[plays slowly] -[audience cheering] 56 00:04:25,807 --> 00:04:29,060 [gentle instrumental music] 57 00:04:30,353 --> 00:04:32,355 [audience cheering loudly] 58 00:04:43,366 --> 00:04:46,035 -[man] Hey, uh, good one. -[Shawn] Thank you, brother. 59 00:04:49,122 --> 00:04:50,498 Give us a hug. 60 00:04:52,792 --> 00:04:55,461 [indistinct chatter] 61 00:04:57,255 --> 00:04:59,924 -Thank you so much. -[man 1] Let's go. Let's motor up. 62 00:05:00,008 --> 00:05:03,177 -We've got an interview outside. -[man 2] I'm not done with it. 63 00:05:04,721 --> 00:05:07,181 [woman] You're gonna make a left when you come out 64 00:05:07,265 --> 00:05:08,683 and go through the lights. 65 00:05:14,689 --> 00:05:17,567 -[Shawn] Thank you. Thank you. -[woman 1] Bye! 66 00:05:18,609 --> 00:05:20,403 [woman 2] I love you! I love you! 67 00:05:27,827 --> 00:05:29,996 -[objects clattering] -[man 1] Right there. 68 00:05:30,079 --> 00:05:32,081 A little further. Right there. 69 00:05:38,713 --> 00:05:41,382 [man 2] Just keep an eye... I can't see the monitor... 70 00:05:41,466 --> 00:05:43,343 So just keep an eye on the recording. 71 00:05:43,426 --> 00:05:47,096 [softly] ♪ Oh, no, there it goes Start another fire ♪ 72 00:05:47,597 --> 00:05:49,932 ♪ Baby, oh, no, no ♪ 73 00:05:50,850 --> 00:05:56,814 [vocalizing a scale] 74 00:05:57,690 --> 00:06:01,778 Hey, Cez, Jocelyn's gonna come. I told her to be here for 11:50. 75 00:06:03,571 --> 00:06:04,781 [man] All right. 76 00:06:05,406 --> 00:06:08,951 [male interviewer] So, this thing you start doing in your bedroom, 77 00:06:09,035 --> 00:06:10,787 making Vines for the love of it... 78 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:13,748 Is it hard to protect that pure thing that started it all? 79 00:06:16,417 --> 00:06:18,086 [exhales deeply] 80 00:06:21,714 --> 00:06:24,384 [gentle piano music] 81 00:06:30,139 --> 00:06:33,017 [Karen Mendes] Come on, Shawn, let's go! Time to go in! 82 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:35,269 Get up. 83 00:06:40,775 --> 00:06:44,779 [Shawn] As a kid, when you look at someone and you're like, "This is my dream..." 84 00:06:44,862 --> 00:06:47,323 And someone goes, "That's a stupid dream," 85 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:49,867 you'd be like, "Oh, yeah, it is a stupid dream." 86 00:06:51,828 --> 00:06:53,955 When I got into school... 87 00:06:55,623 --> 00:06:59,127 Ms. Parker, she was the vocal class teacher, 88 00:06:59,210 --> 00:07:01,212 and I told her, "I want to be a singer. 89 00:07:01,295 --> 00:07:04,507 I want to be... I want to be an artist." You know? 90 00:07:06,634 --> 00:07:08,928 And she had no hesitation to believe me. 91 00:07:10,721 --> 00:07:12,515 My parents, my friends... 92 00:07:12,598 --> 00:07:14,934 Nobody looked at me and said,  "You're crazy." 93 00:07:15,017 --> 00:07:17,311 Everybody was like, "Go for it." 94 00:07:17,895 --> 00:07:18,980 [strumming melody] 95 00:07:19,063 --> 00:07:21,190 [Manny] He sounds better all the time now. 96 00:07:21,274 --> 00:07:23,109 With more practice like he's had... 97 00:07:23,192 --> 00:07:24,527 [Karen] Hey! 98 00:07:24,610 --> 00:07:26,988 -We love you, Shawn Mendes! -I'm excited! 99 00:07:27,071 --> 00:07:29,073 [indistinct conversation] 100 00:07:29,657 --> 00:07:31,617 [Manny] This is larger than I thought. 101 00:07:31,701 --> 00:07:32,535 [man] Yeah. 102 00:07:32,618 --> 00:07:35,621 -[man] Can he hear it? -No. No, no. Nothing can be heard. 103 00:07:35,705 --> 00:07:38,541 [Manny] He may not like being filmed. He's saying hello. 104 00:07:38,624 --> 00:07:40,835 -Hi. -[Shawn] He can't be filmed. 105 00:07:40,918 --> 00:07:43,546 -[Manny] This ain't going anywhere. -Okay. 106 00:07:43,629 --> 00:07:44,630 Hey, Mom? 107 00:07:46,757 --> 00:07:47,800 What do you say now? 108 00:07:48,509 --> 00:07:49,844 It is nuts. 109 00:07:51,721 --> 00:07:54,932 What, even to go to the bathroom, he has to go with security. 110 00:07:55,641 --> 00:07:57,643 -[woman] Oh, my God! -[women screaming] 111 00:07:57,727 --> 00:07:58,895 [woman] Oh, my God! 112 00:07:58,978 --> 00:08:00,313 Oh, my God! 113 00:08:00,855 --> 00:08:02,231 I love you! 114 00:08:02,315 --> 00:08:03,566 [Manny] Did you see that? 115 00:08:03,649 --> 00:08:05,860 -"I love you"? Holy moly. -[Karen laughs] 116 00:08:07,028 --> 00:08:09,030 [women cheering] Hi! 117 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:14,285 -You're not embarrassed of what? -I'm nervous now. 118 00:08:14,368 --> 00:08:15,828 I wasn't nervous until now. 119 00:08:17,288 --> 00:08:18,498 Can we go back there? 120 00:08:18,581 --> 00:08:20,583 [Manny] Hold on. Stay with me. 121 00:08:20,666 --> 00:08:23,920 -[man] Give it up for Shawn Mendes! -[audience cheering] 122 00:08:26,714 --> 00:08:28,716 [Shawn playing "Give Me Love"] 123 00:08:28,799 --> 00:08:30,927 ♪ Give a little time to me ♪ 124 00:08:31,802 --> 00:08:33,429 ♪ We'll burn this out ♪ 125 00:08:33,513 --> 00:08:36,265 ♪ We'll play hide and seek ♪ 126 00:08:36,349 --> 00:08:37,892 ♪ To turn this around ♪ 127 00:08:37,975 --> 00:08:42,271 ♪ Oh, what I want is the taste That your lips allow ♪ 128 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:44,941 Do I have anyone from outside of Ontario? 129 00:08:45,733 --> 00:08:47,527 -Where are you guys from? -Michigan. 130 00:08:47,610 --> 00:08:48,986 Michigan! 131 00:08:49,070 --> 00:08:50,488 Holy... 132 00:08:51,405 --> 00:08:52,406 Crazy. 133 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:55,701 [playing "Say Something"] 134 00:08:55,785 --> 00:08:59,830 ♪ Say something I'm giving up on you ♪ 135 00:09:00,915 --> 00:09:05,461 I think I'd heard A Great Big World, "Say Something" for the first time, 136 00:09:05,545 --> 00:09:08,256 and I was like, "Wow, that's a really great song." 137 00:09:08,339 --> 00:09:09,173 Googled it... 138 00:09:10,007 --> 00:09:14,220 and one of the first search results was Shawn's cover of the song. 139 00:09:14,303 --> 00:09:15,555 [playing "Say Something"] 140 00:09:15,638 --> 00:09:19,976 ♪ Say something I'm giving up on you ♪ 141 00:09:20,434 --> 00:09:24,313 [Gertler] I was taken aback a bit. It was like, "This is really incredible." 142 00:09:26,190 --> 00:09:29,986 Reached out, and we FaceTimed Shawn and his mom. 143 00:09:30,069 --> 00:09:33,739 Immediately, Shawn just starts grilling us with questions 144 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:37,952 about how the music business works, why he might need a manager. 145 00:09:38,035 --> 00:09:39,745 I just said to them, I was honest, 146 00:09:39,829 --> 00:09:42,498 "I don't know everything, but I'm going to sit here 147 00:09:42,582 --> 00:09:45,918 and spend every minute of my time figuring it out with you." 148 00:09:47,628 --> 00:09:51,173 [Shawn] I would always say to him, "I need to get a band 149 00:09:51,257 --> 00:09:53,843 'cause I'll sound bad on my own," and he'd say, "No. 150 00:09:53,926 --> 00:09:56,345 Just get on the stage, just you and the guitar." 151 00:09:56,429 --> 00:09:57,972 Having the confidence 152 00:09:58,055 --> 00:10:02,101 was all based off of those first couple years of performing with just a guitar. 153 00:10:06,272 --> 00:10:08,441 I went from a small bedroom in Pickering 154 00:10:08,524 --> 00:10:11,986 to playing in front of a few thousand people in a couple years. 155 00:10:12,069 --> 00:10:15,156 [singing indistinctly] 156 00:10:15,239 --> 00:10:18,659 -[audience cheering] -[electric guitar chords resonating] 157 00:10:31,213 --> 00:10:33,549 [Shawn playing "I Wanna Dance with Somebody"] 158 00:10:33,633 --> 00:10:35,760 ♪ I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 159 00:10:35,843 --> 00:10:38,929 ♪ I wanna feel the heat with somebody ♪ 160 00:10:39,472 --> 00:10:42,767 ♪ Yeah! I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 161 00:10:42,850 --> 00:10:46,228 ♪ With somebody who loves me Yeah ♪ 162 00:10:46,312 --> 00:10:49,523 ♪ Oh, I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 163 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:53,819 ♪ I wanna feel the heat with somebody Yeah ♪ 164 00:10:53,903 --> 00:10:56,405 ♪ Oh! I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 165 00:10:57,865 --> 00:11:00,576 ♪ With somebody who loves me ♪ 166 00:11:03,913 --> 00:11:05,164 It looks so cool. 167 00:11:06,832 --> 00:11:09,335 This is what it's like filming a documentary. 168 00:11:09,418 --> 00:11:10,294 Here we go. 169 00:11:11,128 --> 00:11:15,800 -[playing melody] -[indistinct conversation] 170 00:11:16,384 --> 00:11:18,344 I'm not ready to give this to Scott. 171 00:11:19,178 --> 00:11:20,262 [man] He's not here. 172 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:23,974 It all stems from when I met him, and he had these cool sunglasses on. 173 00:11:24,058 --> 00:11:27,269 He said, "If you had a number one single, I'll give them to you." 174 00:11:27,353 --> 00:11:29,730 The first thing we did together went number one. 175 00:11:29,814 --> 00:11:31,148 It needs another melody. 176 00:11:31,232 --> 00:11:32,858 Yeah, it's just, like... 177 00:11:32,942 --> 00:11:34,652 ♪ You say... ♪ 178 00:11:34,735 --> 00:11:38,614 [playing melody] 179 00:11:42,785 --> 00:11:43,744 How's that? 180 00:11:44,328 --> 00:11:49,291 ♪ I don't wanna see my lie ♪ 181 00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:50,626 [Scott] Got it? 182 00:11:50,710 --> 00:11:53,254 [vocalizing] ♪ ...my eyes ♪ 183 00:11:54,463 --> 00:11:56,173 ♪ So I say that ♪ 184 00:11:56,257 --> 00:12:00,886 ♪ I don't wanna see you cry ♪ 185 00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:06,851 [vocalizing] 186 00:12:08,310 --> 00:12:09,812 In my room, there's this thing 187 00:12:09,895 --> 00:12:12,857 that has the number of shows that we're on and where we are. 188 00:12:12,940 --> 00:12:14,900 Today it's at number eight, Copenhagen, 189 00:12:14,984 --> 00:12:17,445 and it made me think we're not even close to 100. 190 00:12:17,528 --> 00:12:18,779 [man laughs] 191 00:12:18,863 --> 00:12:20,948 But it also said Cologne, not Copenhagen. 192 00:12:21,031 --> 00:12:23,200 -We're in Cologne. -[Shawn] It said Cologne. 193 00:12:23,284 --> 00:12:26,620 -Actually, it might have said Copenhagen. -[all laughing] 194 00:12:26,704 --> 00:12:29,957 But I want us to always keep in mind that this is very special. 195 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:32,001 I'll say it, I know it'll get annoying, 196 00:12:32,084 --> 00:12:34,920 but it truly is so special. What we get to do is magical. 197 00:12:35,004 --> 00:12:37,506 Everyone in there, it's their first time seeing it, 198 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:38,591 every single time. 199 00:12:38,674 --> 00:12:41,343 -No matter if it's show one or show 99. -That's right. 200 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:44,889 It's their first time seeing it, it's special, so thanks. Let's do it. 201 00:12:44,972 --> 00:12:46,515 -Beautiful. -Let's do it. 202 00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:48,309 Everybody jump! 203 00:12:48,392 --> 00:12:50,853 [audience singing indistinctly to music]  204 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:02,490 [Shawn] I used to look at so many of my idols and be like, 205 00:13:02,573 --> 00:13:04,700 "How can you ever be that? 206 00:13:06,368 --> 00:13:08,871 They were born legendary." 207 00:13:11,040 --> 00:13:12,666 That's just not the truth. 208 00:13:15,002 --> 00:13:17,004 [audience cheering] 209 00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:25,596 [Shawn] People are like, "What would you be doing if this didn't happen?" 210 00:13:26,180 --> 00:13:28,140 I feel puzzled by that question, 211 00:13:28,891 --> 00:13:31,393 because I feel like this is what I was going to do. 212 00:13:33,062 --> 00:13:34,855 I'm in the Q&A yesterday. 213 00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:38,859 This girl goes, "How do I be a songwriter like you?" 214 00:13:39,693 --> 00:13:42,154 I immediately thought about saying that to my dad, 215 00:13:42,238 --> 00:13:45,115 "I wanna be a songwriter." He goes, "Can you write songs?" 216 00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:47,409 I said, "I don't know." He goes, "Write one." 217 00:13:49,995 --> 00:13:52,790 I sat in my room and I played guitar for seven hours. 218 00:13:52,873 --> 00:13:56,126 My hands bled. I'd play again  and get better, and I'd practice. 219 00:13:56,210 --> 00:13:59,922 And I'm not saying everyone has to be so Olympic athlete about it. 220 00:14:00,005 --> 00:14:03,551 I said that to her. I was like, "Stop sitting here thinking about it. 221 00:14:04,051 --> 00:14:07,012 You are a songwriter. Now, go write songs." 222 00:14:07,096 --> 00:14:09,348 [playing "Ruin"] 223 00:14:16,522 --> 00:14:18,566 -Here we go! -[audience cheering] 224 00:14:19,733 --> 00:14:25,155 ♪ No, I'm not trying To ruin your happiness, baby ♪ 225 00:14:25,239 --> 00:14:29,702 ♪ But, darling, don't you know That I'm the only one, yeah ♪ 226 00:14:30,911 --> 00:14:32,538 New York! 227 00:14:32,621 --> 00:14:35,916 ["Can't Take My Eyes Off You" playing on stereo] 228 00:14:42,298 --> 00:14:45,050 ♪ You're just too good to be true ♪ 229 00:14:46,594 --> 00:14:49,763 ♪ Can't take my eyes off of you ♪ 230 00:14:51,098 --> 00:14:52,808 You don't hear songs that say, 231 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:56,103 "You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off of you." 232 00:14:56,186 --> 00:14:58,856 ["Can't Take My Eyes Off You" continues playing] 233 00:14:58,939 --> 00:15:01,775 Even, like, those trumpets going... [imitating trumpets] 234 00:15:01,859 --> 00:15:04,361 Like, all that trumpet stuff is really cool, right? 235 00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:07,489 Feels, like, so, like, grandiose. 236 00:15:08,240 --> 00:15:12,077 There's something about that I think about when it comes to the next album. 237 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:15,331 Something about, like, that, like... 238 00:15:15,414 --> 00:15:19,710 feeling, that, like, all-around, like, overdose of love. 239 00:15:20,878 --> 00:15:22,046 [guitar strumming] 240 00:15:22,129 --> 00:15:23,881 ♪ Here I sleep in London ♪ 241 00:15:23,964 --> 00:15:26,800 ♪ 'Cause I could spend A hundred days in-- ♪ 242 00:15:26,884 --> 00:15:30,387 Could you go, "Counting back from 100, so I can fall asleep faster"? 243 00:15:30,471 --> 00:15:32,848 ♪ Sleep in London I count back from 100 ♪ 244 00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:33,891 -That's cool. -Yeah. 245 00:15:34,475 --> 00:15:35,726 I was feeling like a... 246 00:15:36,518 --> 00:15:38,646 [Scott] Love the echo after "Hello, hello." 247 00:15:38,729 --> 00:15:41,774 ♪ Hello, hello, hello Can I get an echo? ♪ 248 00:15:41,857 --> 00:15:43,359 ♪ Purple, red, and yellow ♪ 249 00:15:43,442 --> 00:15:46,862 [vocalizing] 250 00:15:46,946 --> 00:15:49,073 [Scott] ♪ Head down on the pillow ♪ 251 00:15:49,156 --> 00:15:51,075 ♪ Something that I... ♪ 252 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:56,538 ♪ When I'm not with you ♪ 253 00:15:57,122 --> 00:15:59,959 ♪ I just close my eyes ♪ 254 00:16:01,585 --> 00:16:02,544 "All I have to do." 255 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:06,256 ♪ All I have to do ♪ 256 00:16:07,591 --> 00:16:11,178 [both] ♪ Is dream, dream, dream, dream ♪ 257 00:16:11,261 --> 00:16:12,096 [man] Yeah. 258 00:16:14,139 --> 00:16:16,809 [all] ♪ About you, about you, about you ♪ 259 00:16:16,892 --> 00:16:18,435 That's the one. 260 00:16:18,519 --> 00:16:21,313 [all] ♪ About you, about you, about you ♪ 261 00:16:21,397 --> 00:16:23,357 [recorded music-only track playing] 262 00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:24,775 It sounds better without. 263 00:16:25,567 --> 00:16:27,820 -[man 1] Without? -[man 2] Sounds better. 264 00:16:35,452 --> 00:16:38,622 ♪ Hello, hello, hello Can I hear an echo? ♪ 265 00:16:38,706 --> 00:16:42,292 ♪ Purple, red, and yellow I can't wait to get home ♪ 266 00:16:42,376 --> 00:16:46,922 ♪ Head down on the pillow Holding you is all I think about ♪ 267 00:16:47,673 --> 00:16:48,757 ♪ Yeah ♪ 268 00:16:49,299 --> 00:16:51,552 ♪ When I'm a... When I'm... ♪ 269 00:16:51,635 --> 00:16:52,720 Again. 270 00:16:52,803 --> 00:16:54,805 ♪ When I'm a... ♪ 271 00:16:57,474 --> 00:17:00,519 ♪ When I'm apart from you ♪ 272 00:17:01,103 --> 00:17:04,356 ♪ I just close my eyes ♪ 273 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:08,610 ♪ All I have to do ♪ 274 00:17:09,778 --> 00:17:11,905 Okay, George, punch me on "Close my eyes". 275 00:17:11,989 --> 00:17:16,744 ♪ Close my eyes Close my eyes, close my eyes ♪ 276 00:17:20,372 --> 00:17:21,248 It's pretty cool, 277 00:17:21,331 --> 00:17:24,460 she rents an apartment in West Village, so we're staying there, 278 00:17:24,543 --> 00:17:27,046 We wake up in the morning, like, "This is fucked." 279 00:17:27,129 --> 00:17:30,174 And we have to wake up and both separately get in SUVs 280 00:17:30,257 --> 00:17:31,633 to head to the same place. 281 00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:33,343 -[man] Yeah. -It's pretty cool. 282 00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:39,266 I'm like, "I gotta leave at 8:30." She's like, "Me too."  283 00:17:39,349 --> 00:17:41,727 It's almost like living a taste of a normal life 284 00:17:41,810 --> 00:17:44,396 in the least normal-life way. 285 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:48,108 Getting all my clothes on and running to the café for an Americano. 286 00:17:48,192 --> 00:17:51,737 Then you guys pulled up, and I was like, "Right, we're going to work." 287 00:17:55,324 --> 00:17:57,326 -[man] How you doing? -Good, how are you? 288 00:18:00,162 --> 00:18:01,872 [drums tuning] 289 00:18:01,955 --> 00:18:07,169 ♪ I can't write one song  That's not about you, baby ♪ 290 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:13,342 ♪ Is it too late to tell you that ♪ 291 00:18:13,425 --> 00:18:16,929 ♪ Everything means nothing  If I can't have you? ♪ 292 00:18:17,012 --> 00:18:17,930 ♪ No ♪ 293 00:18:35,364 --> 00:18:37,825 ♪ Every touch is ooh-la-la-la ♪ 294 00:18:37,908 --> 00:18:38,742 We go this way. 295 00:18:38,826 --> 00:18:41,537 So, when I step this way, what do I do with my arm? 296 00:18:41,620 --> 00:18:45,290 Boom. So this hand, when you step over... You step over here, boom. 297 00:18:45,374 --> 00:18:46,792 -You look back... -Love that. 298 00:18:46,875 --> 00:18:48,877 ...and then you come around... 299 00:18:49,878 --> 00:18:51,004 -So-- -Okay, got it. 300 00:18:51,088 --> 00:18:53,006 -You're going to the other side. -No. 301 00:18:53,090 --> 00:18:55,134 -All your weight is here. -Yep. 302 00:18:56,510 --> 00:18:59,429 And then, you know about the outside edge... 303 00:18:59,513 --> 00:19:00,639 This side? 304 00:19:01,849 --> 00:19:03,517 [woman] Yeah, making sure that... 305 00:19:03,600 --> 00:19:05,602 [strumming chords] 306 00:19:06,937 --> 00:19:10,023 [slow, pensive music] 307 00:19:25,747 --> 00:19:30,127 [Cabello] ♪ I love it  When you call me señorita ♪ 308 00:19:30,210 --> 00:19:35,090 ♪ I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya ♪ 309 00:19:48,896 --> 00:19:50,647 [inaudible] 310 00:19:50,731 --> 00:19:52,858 Okay. Super cozy. 311 00:19:52,941 --> 00:19:54,318 -Super cozy. -Yeah. 312 00:19:55,068 --> 00:19:57,571 [kisses] I love you. 313 00:19:58,572 --> 00:20:00,157 -Do you know that? -I know. 314 00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:02,576 [kisses] 315 00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:07,789 [man 1] Thank you, everyone, good to go. Places. Let's start rehearsal, please. 316 00:20:16,715 --> 00:20:19,343 [man 2] We're ready to roll when you folks are ready. 317 00:20:21,470 --> 00:20:25,057 [Shawn] Camila, she was in Fifth Harmony, and we were both opening. 318 00:20:25,641 --> 00:20:27,476 [chuckles] My very first tour ever. 319 00:20:28,393 --> 00:20:30,437 And she was the act after me. 320 00:20:30,938 --> 00:20:32,272 I was first in the lineup, 321 00:20:32,356 --> 00:20:34,733 with the shortest set, and then they went on. 322 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:36,401 Five years ago, man. 323 00:20:40,155 --> 00:20:41,323 [Cabello] He was so... 324 00:20:42,449 --> 00:20:44,660 super hyper-focused on what he was doing. 325 00:20:44,785 --> 00:20:46,370 I never saw him the whole tour. 326 00:20:46,954 --> 00:20:51,083 He was constantly in and out of his bus, playing guitar, writing songs with Geoff. 327 00:20:52,459 --> 00:20:54,378 I thought he was cute, but I was like, 328 00:20:54,461 --> 00:20:57,256 "He's... He's doing other stuff,  so whatever." 329 00:20:57,381 --> 00:20:58,465 [laughs] 330 00:20:59,841 --> 00:21:03,095 And then, I guess it must have been about four or five years ago, 331 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:05,889 we were backstage at this Taylor Swift show. 332 00:21:07,140 --> 00:21:09,518 I went to his dressing room to say hi. 333 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:13,814 And we, like, started writing this song. 334 00:21:15,649 --> 00:21:18,986 And then after that, we, like, spent a lot of time with each other 335 00:21:19,069 --> 00:21:20,696 because we had the song together 336 00:21:20,779 --> 00:21:23,782 and we did a whole Jingle Ball tour together. 337 00:21:23,865 --> 00:21:29,579 And that's really when the fucking saga started. 338 00:21:32,666 --> 00:21:33,959 I really liked him. 339 00:21:35,794 --> 00:21:37,212 I guess he liked me, but... 340 00:21:39,423 --> 00:21:41,675 I don't really know. [laughs] 341 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:46,471 [Shawn] For the past four years, 342 00:21:46,555 --> 00:21:49,266 just being friends and not seeing each other very often 343 00:21:49,349 --> 00:21:51,435 to finally being able to be together, 344 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:54,771 she was always there to look out for me as a human being. 345 00:21:54,855 --> 00:21:58,066 She's got my back, and I think that's what your partner's for. 346 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:02,612 We're in New York, and my song comes on the radio or something, 347 00:22:02,696 --> 00:22:04,865 and the fact comes up that it's about her. 348 00:22:05,449 --> 00:22:08,452 And I'm like, "Yeah, it's about you. Everything's about you. 349 00:22:08,535 --> 00:22:10,203 They've always been about you." 350 00:22:10,287 --> 00:22:13,498 She goes, "What do you mean?"  I'm like, "They're all about you. 351 00:22:13,582 --> 00:22:15,375 Like, every song I ever wrote." 352 00:22:15,459 --> 00:22:19,046 And I'm rhyming off the songs like, "Treat You Better," all these songs. 353 00:22:19,129 --> 00:22:22,549 She's like, "Oh, my God." She literally had no idea. 354 00:22:22,632 --> 00:22:25,177 This whole time, I thought she, like, knew. 355 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:31,058 I don't think I'll be able to write songs that really do it justice, 356 00:22:31,141 --> 00:22:34,227 that can really capture the things and the feelings with her. 357 00:22:35,645 --> 00:22:38,440 I think it's like when you see a moon or stars 358 00:22:38,523 --> 00:22:41,026 and you try to take a photo of it with your iPhone, 359 00:22:41,109 --> 00:22:43,987 and then you just can't, it just doesn't look good. 360 00:22:44,654 --> 00:22:47,908 And you're like, "It's not  supposed to be captured." You know? 361 00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:50,702 It's just supposed to be for us. 362 00:22:55,248 --> 00:22:57,959 [Cabello] Want to do it again for fun, stuff like that? 363 00:22:58,043 --> 00:22:59,544 Play around just to get loose. 364 00:22:59,628 --> 00:23:00,462 [vocalizing] 365 00:23:00,545 --> 00:23:04,257 [both] ♪ I love it  When you call me señorita ♪ 366 00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:08,387 ♪ I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya ♪ 367 00:23:08,470 --> 00:23:11,473 ♪ But every touch is ooh la la la ♪ 368 00:23:11,556 --> 00:23:13,558 ♪ It's true, la la la ♪ 369 00:23:13,642 --> 00:23:15,685 ♪ Ooh, I should be running ♪ 370 00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:18,563 ♪ Ooh, you keep me coming for ya ♪ 371 00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:20,357 ♪ Locked in the hotel ♪ 372 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:23,360 ♪ There's just some things That never change ♪ 373 00:23:24,277 --> 00:23:27,447 ♪ But friends don't know The way you taste ♪ 374 00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:34,121 ♪ You know it's been a long time coming Don't you let me fall, oh ♪ 375 00:23:34,204 --> 00:23:36,206 [both] ♪ Ooh, when your lips undress me ♪ 376 00:23:36,331 --> 00:23:37,874 ♪ Hooked on your tongue ♪ 377 00:23:37,958 --> 00:23:40,252 ♪ Ooh, love, your kiss is deadly ♪ 378 00:23:40,335 --> 00:23:42,003 ♪ Don't stop ♪ 379 00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:45,340 -[whispers] Boom. Boom, boom. Boom, boom. -[exhales sharply] 380 00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:46,842 -Yeah, yeah. -Yeah, yeah. 381 00:23:46,925 --> 00:23:48,802 -[both laugh] -[sighs] 382 00:23:48,885 --> 00:23:51,346 Okay. Good. Let's sing another song. 383 00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:54,766 What's a song for fun? Literally, any song, but ours. 384 00:23:56,268 --> 00:23:58,437 ♪ It's not a silly little moment ♪ 385 00:23:58,520 --> 00:23:59,855 Fuck, yeah. 386 00:23:59,938 --> 00:24:03,400 [both] ♪ It's not the storm  Before the calm ♪ 387 00:24:03,483 --> 00:24:05,986 ♪ This is the deep and dying breath of ♪ 388 00:24:06,945 --> 00:24:09,656 ♪ That we've been working on ♪ 389 00:24:09,739 --> 00:24:12,534 ♪ We're going down ♪ 390 00:24:13,869 --> 00:24:16,037 ♪ And you know that we're doomed ♪ 391 00:24:16,746 --> 00:24:23,044 ♪ My dear, we're slow dancing  In a burning room ♪ 392 00:24:23,753 --> 00:24:30,051 ♪ My dear, we're slow dancing  In a burning room ♪ 393 00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:33,472 [gentle piano music] 394 00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:34,848 [man] Step back. 395 00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:37,100 -[people clamoring] -[man] Step back. 396 00:24:38,351 --> 00:24:40,353 [women screaming] 397 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:50,071 Shawn! Shawn! 398 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:52,199 [camera shutters clicking] 399 00:24:53,074 --> 00:24:55,035 [photographer] Shawn, all the way down. 400 00:24:55,118 --> 00:24:58,079 Shawn! Shawn, right here for me, man. Shawn! 401 00:24:58,163 --> 00:24:59,581 Shawn, right here! 402 00:24:59,664 --> 00:25:01,041 [man] Mr. Mendes! 403 00:25:01,124 --> 00:25:02,918 Shawn, one more here. 404 00:25:03,001 --> 00:25:05,545 [people continue screaming excitedly] 405 00:25:10,175 --> 00:25:11,718 Oh, my God! 406 00:25:13,053 --> 00:25:15,805 [gentle music continues] 407 00:25:24,648 --> 00:25:27,651 [man] It's insane. That was insane! 408 00:25:28,235 --> 00:25:30,111 That was a really calm red carpet. 409 00:25:30,779 --> 00:25:32,948 [laughs] I'm serious. 410 00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:35,158 -[man] That was calm? -That was calm, dude. 411 00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:38,495 [audience cheering loudly] 412 00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:49,297 [Cabello] Wait, my, uh...  My shoe! My shoe! 413 00:25:50,173 --> 00:25:51,591 Oh, no! 414 00:25:52,467 --> 00:25:53,677 My shoe. 415 00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:59,307 [Shawn] Is there a proper way to do this? I swear, I'm gonna tie a double knot. 416 00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:02,185 [woman] Who's ready? 417 00:26:02,269 --> 00:26:04,688 [vocalizing] 418 00:26:04,771 --> 00:26:07,232 ♪ It meant something to ya ♪ 419 00:26:07,315 --> 00:26:10,819 [Cabello] ♪ Ooh, you keep me  Coming for ya ♪ 420 00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:12,696 Can I have water? 421 00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:15,407 Come on, it's time, let's go. 422 00:26:15,490 --> 00:26:17,492 [inaudible] 423 00:26:19,786 --> 00:26:22,497 [audience cheering loudly] 424 00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:36,011 [Shawn] At this moment in time, during the summer 425 00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:38,430 of whatever you want to name this summer, 426 00:26:38,513 --> 00:26:40,890 during "Señorita" and "If I Can't Have You"... 427 00:26:43,351 --> 00:26:45,687 Camila and I are staying in an apartment in NYC 428 00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:47,480 for the very first time alone. 429 00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:51,985 And making eggs and trying to figure out how to use a Keurig. 430 00:26:52,569 --> 00:26:53,862 Normal things, you know? 431 00:26:54,904 --> 00:26:57,824 This is really cool, to just be, like, a 21-year-old guy. 432 00:26:58,408 --> 00:26:59,451 And getting older... 433 00:27:00,327 --> 00:27:02,245 That's happening for me too. 434 00:27:02,329 --> 00:27:04,164 [Cabello laughs] 435 00:27:04,247 --> 00:27:06,124 [man] Give it up for Shawn Mendes! 436 00:27:06,207 --> 00:27:08,209 [audience cheering loudly] 437 00:27:15,467 --> 00:27:18,511 [slow, pensive music] 438 00:27:28,229 --> 00:27:30,273 Camila Cabello, everybody! 439 00:27:30,357 --> 00:27:32,359 [audience cheering] 440 00:27:40,241 --> 00:27:41,284 [Shawn] I'm nervous. 441 00:27:42,118 --> 00:27:44,412 Yeah, I feel anxious to go home right now. 442 00:27:45,288 --> 00:27:46,706 [man] How long has it been? 443 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:48,458 Three and half months. 444 00:27:49,459 --> 00:27:50,377 It's a long time. 445 00:27:51,836 --> 00:27:55,298 I'm excited to have a couple days off and be with friends and family. 446 00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,217 Yeah. So excited. 447 00:28:00,220 --> 00:28:02,472 I'm so lucky to have a friend like Brian. 448 00:28:03,306 --> 00:28:04,974 He loves them anyway. 449 00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:08,645 He works hard at keeping me in the real world. 450 00:28:08,728 --> 00:28:11,314 If we had our own FIFA cards,  you'd probably have-- 451 00:28:11,398 --> 00:28:14,109 -I'd have a high rating. -You'd probably be 76 passing, 452 00:28:14,192 --> 00:28:15,485 -I'd be 82. -Not a chance. 453 00:28:15,568 --> 00:28:19,072 -I'd be rated a 93, you'd be rated an 87. -[snorts, laughs] 454 00:28:19,155 --> 00:28:20,156 What's Ronaldo? 455 00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:23,159 Ronaldo? I think Ronaldo's a 94. 456 00:28:23,243 --> 00:28:25,870 -Yeah, I'm a 93. -[both laugh] 457 00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:30,125 Without him, I don't know, I'd probably be, like, pretty crazy. 458 00:28:30,208 --> 00:28:32,293 Can you match my tone? That's my question. 459 00:28:32,377 --> 00:28:33,837 [flatly] ♪ Yeah ♪ 460 00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:35,046 ♪ Yeah ♪ 461 00:28:35,130 --> 00:28:37,132 [laughs] 462 00:28:37,215 --> 00:28:39,259 ♪ Yeah ♪ 463 00:28:39,342 --> 00:28:42,053 [Shawn] He just connects me with friends from home. 464 00:28:45,432 --> 00:28:48,393 I'm probably closer with my friends from home now than ever. 465 00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:50,478 -Oh! -They were all supporting me 466 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:53,314 from the first time "Life of the Party" came out, 467 00:28:53,398 --> 00:28:54,983 and now we're here together. 468 00:28:57,277 --> 00:28:59,738 I want them to look around and be proud of it 469 00:29:00,405 --> 00:29:03,742 and be like, "This is just as much ours as it is his." 470 00:29:07,495 --> 00:29:08,747 "Look, guys, we made it. 471 00:29:10,457 --> 00:29:11,624 How beautiful is this?" 472 00:29:14,711 --> 00:29:16,963 All right, bedroom. You did me great. Thanks. 473 00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:18,923 I'll see you next time. 474 00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:20,842 Thank God I'm leaving you. 475 00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:23,011 Double guitar. 476 00:29:23,094 --> 00:29:24,304 Let's go, bro. 477 00:29:35,815 --> 00:29:36,983 Good to see you, man. 478 00:29:37,066 --> 00:29:39,194 -Good to see you, welcome back. -Thank you. 479 00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:41,488 You rock! You rock! You rock! 480 00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:46,117 [delicate music playing] 481 00:29:46,868 --> 00:29:47,702 Welcome. 482 00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:50,497 -It's been unlocked for three months. -[Brian laughs] 483 00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:51,456 Let's go. 484 00:29:51,539 --> 00:29:54,459 Welcome to my cozy house! It smells great in here. 485 00:30:01,841 --> 00:30:03,551 Okay, everything seems right. 486 00:30:04,302 --> 00:30:06,137 How's your room, Brian? Seems right? 487 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:07,847 [Brian] Checks out. 488 00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:14,270 [Shawn] Everything checks out? 489 00:30:14,354 --> 00:30:15,814 [Brian] Oh, yeah. 490 00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:17,899 [alarm beeping] 491 00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:19,442 An alarm! 492 00:30:20,485 --> 00:30:22,487 [Brian] Fuck. 493 00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:28,409 Wow, the worst shit. [laughs] 494 00:30:28,993 --> 00:30:30,495 Hasn't been home for so long. 495 00:30:31,079 --> 00:30:34,791 [Shawn] This view is, like, the best view I have ever seen in Toronto. 496 00:30:35,583 --> 00:30:38,336 Except for them building this gross thing. What is that? 497 00:30:39,921 --> 00:30:42,882 Oh, my God, they're building a mall or something. 498 00:30:45,009 --> 00:30:47,011 This is pretty cool, eh? Rogers Centre? 499 00:30:47,595 --> 00:30:49,264 [Brian] You can see it from here. 500 00:30:49,347 --> 00:30:51,850 You can see the Rogers Centre from my apartment. 501 00:30:52,642 --> 00:30:55,979 I can see it from my bedroom window when I wake up in the morning. 502 00:30:58,106 --> 00:31:01,067 That's kind of insane to think about that I'm playing there. 503 00:31:04,237 --> 00:31:05,071 Damn. 504 00:31:08,199 --> 00:31:09,158 [Shawn] Hello, Mom. 505 00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:11,828 -How's it going? -Good, we're just headed down. 506 00:31:11,911 --> 00:31:15,290 Okay, I'm just trying to... 'Cause I spoke to Amy, 507 00:31:15,373 --> 00:31:17,834 the coordinator following you, but she wasn't sure 508 00:31:17,917 --> 00:31:20,169 if you were going to Whitby to get Aaliyah. 509 00:31:20,253 --> 00:31:22,839 I'm headed to pick her up. I'm 30 minutes from her. 510 00:31:22,922 --> 00:31:24,465 All right, babe. See you soon. 511 00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:26,676 What up! 512 00:31:27,510 --> 00:31:28,887 [chuckles] 513 00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:31,556 Hey. 514 00:31:31,639 --> 00:31:33,975 -My daughter's a big fan of yours. -[laughs] 515 00:31:34,809 --> 00:31:36,686 You wanna flip that on selfie mode? 516 00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:41,900 Tell your daughter hi. 517 00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:46,905 -Can you say hi? Her name is Berina. -Berina, I love you. 518 00:31:46,988 --> 00:31:48,573 -Thanks, buddy. -Yeah, man. 519 00:31:51,492 --> 00:31:52,994 Canadian love right there. 520 00:31:53,786 --> 00:31:54,829 Hello. 521 00:31:55,371 --> 00:31:58,875 You had a first day of school today. That's why you're in your outfit. 522 00:31:58,958 --> 00:32:01,920 -I like wearing this all the time. -I didn't think about it. 523 00:32:02,003 --> 00:32:04,797 [gentle music] 524 00:32:04,881 --> 00:32:06,090 Look at this shit. 525 00:32:18,394 --> 00:32:20,355 Man, this is our... This is our field. 526 00:32:23,608 --> 00:32:26,611 Brian and I fully, 100% climbed up that. 527 00:32:27,737 --> 00:32:28,613 Swear to God. 528 00:32:29,656 --> 00:32:30,949 He told you? 529 00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:34,702 This is our turf, man. The turf we talked about. 530 00:32:34,786 --> 00:32:37,664 -[man chuckles] -Like, this is where we grew up. 531 00:32:38,331 --> 00:32:41,501 That's why when we talk about Pickering, we're obsessed with it. 532 00:32:41,584 --> 00:32:42,627 Look at this. 533 00:32:43,252 --> 00:32:46,589 -[man] Yo. -Look, I brought Tainy to the turf, bro. 534 00:32:46,673 --> 00:32:48,925 -No! What? -[chuckles] 535 00:32:50,218 --> 00:32:51,052 Wow. 536 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:53,471 How is it? 537 00:32:53,554 --> 00:32:54,889 It's fucking great, man. 538 00:32:55,807 --> 00:32:57,850 -Man, I should've came. -I know. 539 00:33:01,020 --> 00:33:02,105 Wow, looks amazing. 540 00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:05,191 Dude, it's incredible here right now. 541 00:33:08,695 --> 00:33:11,239 [gentle music continues] 542 00:33:11,322 --> 00:33:14,200 [Aaliyah] When he started singing, he wasn't the greatest. 543 00:33:14,283 --> 00:33:16,369 I was like, "Let's see where this goes." 544 00:33:16,452 --> 00:33:19,497 It was just constant noise at my house. So annoying. 545 00:33:19,580 --> 00:33:21,249 Like, it was awful. 546 00:33:23,376 --> 00:33:25,962 I asked him if he wanted to be famous one day, 547 00:33:26,587 --> 00:33:29,799 and he, like, shut the whole idea down so fast. 548 00:33:30,383 --> 00:33:34,512 He was like, "No, I don't want to be famous. It seems awful." 549 00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:39,058 I don't know if he remembers that, but I remember that like it was yesterday. 550 00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:43,771 I remember I asked you when you first started singing 551 00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,857 if you wanted to become famous, 552 00:33:45,940 --> 00:33:48,901 and you, like, were disgusted by the idea. 553 00:33:48,985 --> 00:33:49,944 -I was? -Yeah. 554 00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:52,739 You were like, "No, I would never wanna be famous, 555 00:33:52,822 --> 00:33:54,407 like, that lifestyle." 556 00:33:54,490 --> 00:33:56,576 -Probably. -I remember you saying that. 557 00:33:56,659 --> 00:33:57,910 You said it all the time. 558 00:33:57,994 --> 00:34:01,497 'Cause... Obviously, you got good, and you started getting noticed, 559 00:34:01,581 --> 00:34:03,833 so I was like,  "You're gonna become famous." 560 00:34:03,916 --> 00:34:06,002 You were, like, "I don't wanna be famous." 561 00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:07,253 I don't remember that. 562 00:34:07,336 --> 00:34:09,589 We talked about it all the time in the office. 563 00:34:09,672 --> 00:34:11,382 Well, I obviously changed my mind. 564 00:34:12,884 --> 00:34:13,801 I used to... 565 00:34:15,553 --> 00:34:16,471 This door here... 566 00:34:17,305 --> 00:34:18,598 We'd finish school off... 567 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:22,310 and everyone would come rushing down 568 00:34:22,393 --> 00:34:25,480 and just hang outside on this front thing on a Friday. 569 00:34:25,563 --> 00:34:29,484 Two hundred people hanging out here, trying to figure out the plans for Friday. 570 00:34:29,567 --> 00:34:31,277 -It was so good. -We don't do that. 571 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,404 [Shawn] Everyone did that. [chuckles] 572 00:34:35,114 --> 00:34:36,574 Welcome home, guys. 573 00:34:38,451 --> 00:34:40,078 [pensive music] 574 00:34:40,161 --> 00:34:42,955 -[Aaliyah] I got to do homework. -[both chuckle] 575 00:34:47,376 --> 00:34:49,378 [Karen] Oh! 576 00:34:51,964 --> 00:34:53,883 [indistinct conversation] 577 00:34:53,966 --> 00:34:55,384 [Shawn] Guys, welcome. 578 00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:57,470 This is my home! [chuckles] 579 00:35:01,557 --> 00:35:03,559 [chuckles] 580 00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:04,560 Oh, my God. 581 00:35:05,144 --> 00:35:06,270 So stupid. 582 00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:08,189 So stupid. 583 00:35:09,232 --> 00:35:11,067 The biggest plaque you've ever seen. 584 00:35:11,150 --> 00:35:12,860 I've, like, been in every bedroom, 585 00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:15,530 but this is my bedroom. Welcome. [laughs] 586 00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:19,742 This is the room I recorded all the Vines and stuff in. 587 00:35:21,077 --> 00:35:22,495 Pretty small in here, right? 588 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:25,164 This is it, bro. 589 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,126 [clears throat] 590 00:35:28,209 --> 00:35:30,253 This pillow is... Fuck. 591 00:35:30,336 --> 00:35:31,587 They smell good. 592 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:34,382 Mmm! 593 00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:37,343 [inhales deeply] 594 00:35:39,095 --> 00:35:41,848 Whoa. That was actually  really overwhelming. [chuckles] 595 00:35:43,766 --> 00:35:45,893 Mom, I feel like I kind of live here again. 596 00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:48,646 -[Karen] He only comes here to eat. -Not true. 597 00:35:48,729 --> 00:35:50,398 -Yes, you do. -What is this? 598 00:35:50,481 --> 00:35:52,525 Every time you walk in you're hungry. 599 00:35:53,609 --> 00:35:55,361 Look at this. Look at this sweater. 600 00:35:55,903 --> 00:35:57,572 -It's Camila. -Oh, my God. 601 00:35:57,655 --> 00:36:00,825 -My girlfriend. Do you know about her? -No, I don't, Shawn. 602 00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:02,743 You make more money than all of us, 603 00:36:02,827 --> 00:36:05,163 -and you come here to eat for free? -Oh, yeah. 604 00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:07,957 -[in Portuguese] How are you? -[in English] Hey, buddy. 605 00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:09,167 [chuckles] 606 00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:11,085 It's crazy. This is the most time 607 00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:14,255 I've spent at home in, like, a year, probably, 608 00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:15,840 in the last three days, right? 609 00:36:16,966 --> 00:36:18,551 -For sure. -Every time he comes, 610 00:36:18,634 --> 00:36:19,886 I try to get him to stay. 611 00:36:19,969 --> 00:36:21,512 And you actually got to relax. 612 00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:24,640 Usually, he comes in and eats, says, "I'm not staying long." 613 00:36:24,724 --> 00:36:27,101 We might get him to watch a movie. That's it. 614 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:28,394 Christmas Eve, he stays. 615 00:36:28,477 --> 00:36:31,480 He spends the night to wait for Santa Claus with Aaliyah. 616 00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:33,941 -That's right. -Then they get up in the morning, 617 00:36:34,025 --> 00:36:36,694 and Santa Claus has left all the gifts under the tree. 618 00:36:36,777 --> 00:36:38,946 -Isn't that right? -She doesn't drop it. 619 00:36:39,030 --> 00:36:41,032 -No. -Santa Claus is real. 620 00:36:41,115 --> 00:36:41,991 -Yeah. -Right? 621 00:36:42,074 --> 00:36:43,701 -If you believe it. -I believe. 622 00:36:43,784 --> 00:36:44,952 Yeah, that's it. 623 00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:47,914 -You went to the stadium today? -[Manny] I went yesterday. 624 00:36:47,997 --> 00:36:49,749 -It's big in there. -It's massive. 625 00:36:49,832 --> 00:36:52,543 I don't want to see anything until I walk in tomorrow. 626 00:36:52,627 --> 00:36:54,921 -I'm gonna be there tomorrow. -What time? 627 00:36:55,004 --> 00:36:56,881 -Probably around noon. -Around noon? 628 00:36:56,964 --> 00:36:59,300 In time for catering, that's why I'll be there. 629 00:36:59,383 --> 00:37:01,594 -[laughs] -Good, good, good. Smart guy. 630 00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,058 This is, like, something else too. 631 00:37:07,141 --> 00:37:09,393 I wrote this in the green room the other day. 632 00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:12,146 [on recording] ♪ I know you want  To say goodbye ♪ 633 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:13,105 No lyrics. 634 00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:15,608 [indistinct] 635 00:37:16,901 --> 00:37:19,946 ♪ The feeling I just can't deny ♪ 636 00:37:20,738 --> 00:37:23,324 ♪ I know you want to get along ♪ 637 00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:27,787 [indistinct] 638 00:37:28,788 --> 00:37:30,915 ♪ And I know it's kind of sad, but still ♪ 639 00:37:30,998 --> 00:37:37,546 ♪ I just got to tell you That I'm gonna take you down ♪ 640 00:37:42,635 --> 00:37:44,845 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 641 00:37:50,351 --> 00:37:52,561 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 642 00:37:54,772 --> 00:37:57,149 I want to write a song  that's orchestra heaven, 643 00:37:57,233 --> 00:37:59,527 massive drums, and... [imitates buzzing drum] 644 00:37:59,610 --> 00:38:01,988 And then really quiet, my vocal just goes... 645 00:38:02,071 --> 00:38:04,573 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 646 00:38:04,657 --> 00:38:07,034 [imitates buzzing drum noise] 647 00:38:07,118 --> 00:38:09,120 My car is driving itself right now. 648 00:38:09,203 --> 00:38:11,497 [man chuckles] 649 00:38:11,580 --> 00:38:14,709 [playing gentle melody] 650 00:38:17,336 --> 00:38:21,257 [Shawn] Yesterday we were watching videos of us when we were, like, 16. 651 00:38:22,216 --> 00:38:23,801 We both got so caught up in it. 652 00:38:23,884 --> 00:38:26,804 We looked at each other and were like, "I don't feel good." 653 00:38:26,887 --> 00:38:31,809 'Cause we were taken right back to that insecure, unsure 15-year-old. 654 00:38:33,102 --> 00:38:36,939 And I just felt like, "Wow, she really understands that feeling." 655 00:38:37,648 --> 00:38:41,027 We looked at each other and said, "We feel weird right now, huh?" 656 00:38:41,652 --> 00:38:43,154 And she's like, "Yeah, we do." 657 00:38:43,237 --> 00:38:45,406 And I'm like, "I'm so happy you know why, 658 00:38:45,489 --> 00:38:48,451 'cause I don't know if I could explain this well to others." 659 00:38:48,534 --> 00:38:50,911 [playing gentle melody] 660 00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,668 Sounds like your heart. 661 00:38:57,752 --> 00:38:59,170 Feels like my heart, yeah. 662 00:38:59,670 --> 00:39:03,341 Yeah, I went through a phase where I used to write this over and over. 663 00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:05,259 "I control my brain with my voice." 664 00:39:07,178 --> 00:39:08,471 "I sing with no tension." 665 00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:12,141 "My chest voice is strong and healthy." 666 00:39:12,933 --> 00:39:13,768 This was... 667 00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:18,397 two weeks before we put Rogers Centre on sale, November 24th, 2018. 668 00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:22,651 I wrote... "Here we go. I will sell out the Rogers Centre." 669 00:39:23,652 --> 00:39:25,279 I remember I was in this condo. 670 00:39:26,864 --> 00:39:30,326 -And on November 28th... 25th, 2018. -You wrote... 671 00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:33,537 -[both] "I sold out the Rogers Centre." -[chuckles] 672 00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:37,166 That's why it worked. I wrote it in my manifestation journal. 673 00:39:37,249 --> 00:39:40,336 -Yeah, it was persistent. -This is persistency right here. 674 00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:48,886 [man] You did that thing where you're... 675 00:39:48,969 --> 00:39:52,056 [Shawn] I think Rogers Centre was always a goal of mine. 676 00:39:52,139 --> 00:39:55,768 'Cause when I started playing music, I'd drive by it every day 677 00:39:55,851 --> 00:39:58,062 and say, "I'm gonna play there one day." 678 00:39:58,687 --> 00:39:59,688 Jesus Christ. 679 00:40:00,356 --> 00:40:02,608 -[man] Whoo! Yeah, man! -[both laugh] 680 00:40:03,526 --> 00:40:04,985 [Shawn] Oh, my God! 681 00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:07,947 What is going on? 682 00:40:08,489 --> 00:40:10,408 I don't even know what to look at. 683 00:40:10,491 --> 00:40:12,118 -Where's the stage? -[man] There. 684 00:40:13,119 --> 00:40:14,870 [chuckles] This is crazy. 685 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:19,125 It's kind of big. 686 00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:20,793 -[man] Fuckin' huge. -[laughs] 687 00:40:20,876 --> 00:40:22,795 This is insane! 688 00:40:22,878 --> 00:40:25,840 [pensive music] 689 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:49,280 The stage feels small. 690 00:40:54,076 --> 00:40:55,744 Does the stage look small here? 691 00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:08,424 Does the stage feel small? I know I can't put a new stage in, but... 692 00:41:08,507 --> 00:41:11,051 -Brother, look what you did. -[laughs] 693 00:41:11,135 --> 00:41:14,054 I walked on, immediately I was like, "Is the stage small?" 694 00:41:14,138 --> 00:41:16,682 -Just take it in. -Actually feels like a city here. 695 00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:18,309 Look at it. 696 00:41:34,700 --> 00:41:38,537 I'm looking at the Rogers Centre, and for the first time I'm getting nervous. 697 00:41:39,371 --> 00:41:42,541 On the street, the coffee guy says he's coming to the show. 698 00:41:42,625 --> 00:41:45,544 My door guy at my condo says, "I'm coming to the show." 699 00:41:45,628 --> 00:41:47,463 This is a real family thing. 700 00:41:51,133 --> 00:41:52,176 This isn't like... 701 00:41:52,927 --> 00:41:55,596 playing your biggest show of all time. It's more like, 702 00:41:55,679 --> 00:41:57,890 "This is incredible. We're in his hometown. 703 00:41:58,474 --> 00:42:01,143 There's so much love surrounded. He's playing a show. 704 00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:05,189 It's also in the biggest stadium  in the country." 705 00:42:05,272 --> 00:42:08,192 [people cheering loudly] 706 00:42:12,238 --> 00:42:14,323 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 707 00:42:14,406 --> 00:42:15,741 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 708 00:42:15,824 --> 00:42:17,743 ♪ Baby, me and you ♪ 709 00:42:17,826 --> 00:42:20,496 ♪ I can't seem to get you off my mind ♪ 710 00:42:20,579 --> 00:42:23,165 ♪ Get you off my mind ♪ 711 00:42:23,249 --> 00:42:25,251 [people cheering in distance] 712 00:42:26,710 --> 00:42:29,129 I feel crazy. I've never felt like this.  713 00:42:30,631 --> 00:42:31,882 I feel crazy. 714 00:42:33,008 --> 00:42:35,636 [people cheering loudly] 715 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:37,721 [opening music playing] 716 00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:44,812 It's loud. 717 00:42:47,606 --> 00:42:50,067 [music intensifies] 718 00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:52,152 [cheering intensifies] 719 00:42:53,904 --> 00:42:54,947 Fuck! 720 00:42:58,117 --> 00:43:00,828 [cheering grows louder] 721 00:43:02,246 --> 00:43:05,040 [intro music starts] 722 00:43:40,784 --> 00:43:42,786 ♪ All it'd take is one flight ♪ 723 00:43:42,870 --> 00:43:45,247 ♪ We'd be in the same time zone, yeah ♪ 724 00:43:45,331 --> 00:43:47,416 ♪ Looking through your timeline ♪ 725 00:43:47,499 --> 00:43:50,085 ♪ Seeing all the rainbows, I ♪ 726 00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:52,087 ♪ I got an idea ♪ 727 00:43:52,171 --> 00:43:54,548 ♪ And I know that it sounds crazy, baby ♪ 728 00:43:54,632 --> 00:43:56,091 ♪ I wanna see ya ♪ 729 00:43:56,175 --> 00:43:57,635 ♪ Oh, I gotta ask ♪ 730 00:43:57,718 --> 00:43:59,261 ♪ Do you got plans tonight? ♪ 731 00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:00,512 Sing along! 732 00:44:00,596 --> 00:44:04,099 [audience] ♪ I'm a couple hundred miles  From Japan and I ♪ 733 00:44:04,933 --> 00:44:08,646 ♪ I was thinkin' I could fly  To your hotel tonight ♪ 734 00:44:09,438 --> 00:44:12,608 ♪ 'Cause I can't get you off my mind ♪ 735 00:44:12,691 --> 00:44:15,527 ♪ Can't get you off my mind Can't get you off my mind ♪ 736 00:44:15,611 --> 00:44:16,445 Here we go! 737 00:44:17,571 --> 00:44:19,490 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 738 00:44:19,573 --> 00:44:22,159 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 739 00:44:22,242 --> 00:44:23,160 ♪ Baby, you and ♪ 740 00:44:23,243 --> 00:44:26,121 ♪ I can't seem to get you off my mind ♪ 741 00:44:26,205 --> 00:44:28,707 [Shawn] For this whole year and most of your life, 742 00:44:28,791 --> 00:44:31,585 it feels like you've been anticipating a show like this. 743 00:44:32,711 --> 00:44:35,714 You're standing in front of a crowd of 50,000 people. 744 00:44:36,298 --> 00:44:38,676 And it feels completely surreal. 745 00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:42,179 It's like your feet are floating  off the ground. 746 00:44:43,305 --> 00:44:45,808 It's kind of pure magic from start to finish. 747 00:44:46,392 --> 00:44:50,396 ♪ When you're high up above  Or down below ♪ 748 00:44:53,107 --> 00:44:57,236 ♪ When you're too in love to let it go ♪ 749 00:44:59,780 --> 00:45:04,952 ♪ But if you never try Then you'll never know ♪ 750 00:45:05,661 --> 00:45:10,624 ♪ Just what you're worth ♪ 751 00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:13,794 Everybody all together. Here we go. 752 00:45:15,671 --> 00:45:22,177 -♪ 'Cause lights will... ♪ -♪ 'Cause lights will guide you home ♪ 753 00:45:22,886 --> 00:45:28,350 ♪ And ignite your bones ♪ 754 00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:35,315 ♪ And I will try to fix you ♪ 755 00:45:37,317 --> 00:45:39,069 I love you so much. Thank you. 756 00:45:39,153 --> 00:45:41,071 [audience cheering loudly] 757 00:45:43,073 --> 00:45:47,536 [Shawn] I just felt like there was this real sense of love in the room that night. 758 00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:51,165 Toronto, I love you so much with all of my heart. Thank you. 759 00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:53,375 Thank you. Thank you so much for having us. 760 00:46:19,359 --> 00:46:21,487 [people whooping] 761 00:46:21,570 --> 00:46:23,363 [cheering continues] 762 00:46:26,116 --> 00:46:28,118 [inaudible] 763 00:46:30,704 --> 00:46:32,706 -Great. -[people whooping] 764 00:46:35,250 --> 00:46:36,460 [man] Manny! 765 00:46:36,543 --> 00:46:38,462 I was so mad. I thought you guys left. 766 00:46:38,545 --> 00:46:39,963 Oh, Shawn! 767 00:46:40,589 --> 00:46:42,591 [indistinct chatter] 768 00:46:43,342 --> 00:46:45,344 Nothing better than that, Shawn. 769 00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:49,473 -Oh, Shawn, I am so proud of you. -Thank you. 770 00:46:49,556 --> 00:46:52,267 -You know me, I cry a lot. -[laughing] 771 00:46:58,148 --> 00:47:00,359 -[women cheering] -[woman] Shawn! 772 00:47:07,074 --> 00:47:08,367 Thank you! 773 00:47:09,743 --> 00:47:11,745 Are we in the right car? 774 00:47:12,371 --> 00:47:15,707 [on recording] ♪ Ooh, your body's like an ocean ♪ 775 00:47:15,791 --> 00:47:17,751 -Huh? -I have her vocals separate, too, 776 00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:20,254 so we can pull 'em down if we need to. 777 00:47:20,337 --> 00:47:21,922 -It's all over two. -Yeah. 778 00:47:22,005 --> 00:47:24,341 [on recording] ♪ Ooh, what do you desire... ♪ 779 00:47:24,424 --> 00:47:26,385 [engineer] The backgrounds right now... 780 00:47:26,510 --> 00:47:29,137 [Shawn] What happens to me when I'm on tour is 781 00:47:29,221 --> 00:47:31,014 I get obsessed with chords. 782 00:47:31,849 --> 00:47:32,850 I kept playing this. 783 00:47:32,933 --> 00:47:35,143 [plays soothing progression] 784 00:47:44,778 --> 00:47:47,990 ♪ Ooh, your body's like an ocean ♪ 785 00:47:49,157 --> 00:47:51,159 ♪ I'm devoted ♪ 786 00:47:53,328 --> 00:47:55,914 ♪ I'll do I'll do it for you ♪ 787 00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:58,417 ♪ Run my hands around you ♪ 788 00:47:58,500 --> 00:48:01,086 ♪ Ooh, teach me how to ♪ 789 00:48:01,169 --> 00:48:03,547 ♪ Touch you, kiss, caress you  And squeeze ♪ 790 00:48:03,630 --> 00:48:05,382 ♪ Teach me how to love ♪ 791 00:48:05,465 --> 00:48:06,466 Something like that. 792 00:48:06,550 --> 00:48:09,177 [all] ♪ Ooh, teach me how to ♪ 793 00:48:09,261 --> 00:48:11,680 ♪ Touch you, tease Caress you and please you ♪ 794 00:48:11,763 --> 00:48:14,016 ♪ Teach me how to love ♪ 795 00:48:14,099 --> 00:48:16,518 -Yeah. -To go from the unison to the harmony, 796 00:48:16,602 --> 00:48:18,145 I'd be like, "Can't do it." 797 00:48:18,228 --> 00:48:19,855 -[chuckling] -I had to repeat it. 798 00:48:19,938 --> 00:48:23,525 Most of the time I have to play the piano part into the track. 799 00:48:23,609 --> 00:48:25,903 ♪ How to love ♪ 800 00:48:25,986 --> 00:48:28,155 -♪ How to love ♪ -[woman] Mmm-hmm. 801 00:48:28,238 --> 00:48:29,615 ♪ How to love ♪ 802 00:48:29,698 --> 00:48:32,200 I might come in there with you 'cause it's fun. 803 00:48:32,284 --> 00:48:35,746 ♪ Teach me, teach me, teach me How to love ♪ 804 00:48:36,496 --> 00:48:38,749 ♪ How to love ♪ 805 00:48:38,832 --> 00:48:41,501 ♪ How to love ♪ 806 00:48:42,044 --> 00:48:45,839 ♪ Teach me, teach me, teach me How to love ♪ 807 00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:46,924 Let's go once more. 808 00:48:48,050 --> 00:48:50,260 Go again.  I'm gonna take a listen for a sec. 809 00:48:50,344 --> 00:48:52,763 'Cause we have this individual line function... 810 00:48:52,846 --> 00:48:56,516 [on recording] ♪ Teach me, teach me Teach me how to love ♪ 811 00:48:57,100 --> 00:48:58,268 ♪ How to love ♪ 812 00:48:58,352 --> 00:49:00,437 [vocalizing] 813 00:49:01,021 --> 00:49:01,855 Yeah. 814 00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:04,191 [Shawn] And we're missing the... 815 00:49:04,274 --> 00:49:06,610 [vocalizes series of notes] 816 00:49:06,693 --> 00:49:08,862 -Is anyone doing that note? -♪ Ooh ♪ 817 00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:09,863 You are? 818 00:49:09,947 --> 00:49:11,615 -Yeah. -You're just quiet in here. 819 00:49:11,698 --> 00:49:12,532 ♪ Ooh... ♪ 820 00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:15,077 Where are you? We'll just turn you up a little. 821 00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:16,328 ♪ Teach me how to ♪ 822 00:49:16,411 --> 00:49:17,704 Yeah, we need that. 823 00:49:17,788 --> 00:49:20,332 [song playing] 824 00:49:22,834 --> 00:49:26,046 ♪ Teach me, teach me, teach me How to love ♪ 825 00:49:26,797 --> 00:49:28,340 [plucking melody] 826 00:49:28,423 --> 00:49:31,843 [Shawn] I've definitely always felt the pressure to make music that's 827 00:49:31,927 --> 00:49:34,096 better than what I've done before. 828 00:49:36,974 --> 00:49:39,643 I feel this time around, I'm in the studio... 829 00:49:40,644 --> 00:49:43,772 kind of just being like, "Okay, whatever comes, comes." 830 00:49:44,481 --> 00:49:47,359 [playing with melodies and chords] 831 00:49:54,616 --> 00:49:56,034 We recording, George? 832 00:49:58,745 --> 00:50:02,416 [Shawn] You have to not only accept imperfection but embrace imperfection, 833 00:50:02,499 --> 00:50:07,879 because that imperfection in that moment is what turns into magic in the next. 834 00:50:09,089 --> 00:50:12,968 ♪ Look up at the stars ♪ 835 00:50:13,051 --> 00:50:15,762 ♪ They're like pieces of art ♪ 836 00:50:16,847 --> 00:50:20,100 ♪ Floating above the planet ♪ 837 00:50:21,309 --> 00:50:25,188 ♪ You know we've come so far ♪ 838 00:50:25,272 --> 00:50:28,650 ♪ The universe is ours ♪ 839 00:50:29,317 --> 00:50:32,696 ♪ And I'm not gonna let you down ♪ 840 00:50:35,782 --> 00:50:38,535 ♪ It's a Friday night and streetlights ♪ 841 00:50:39,244 --> 00:50:42,247 ♪ Are all saying your name ♪ 842 00:50:42,330 --> 00:50:44,875 ♪ They always say your name ♪ 843 00:50:48,295 --> 00:50:51,757 ♪ Before you go home I should let you know ♪ 844 00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:54,259 ♪ I'm so glad that you came ♪ 845 00:50:55,135 --> 00:50:59,556 ♪ I know that we went late No, no ♪ 846 00:50:59,639 --> 00:51:03,894 ♪ But look up at the stars ♪ 847 00:51:03,977 --> 00:51:07,064 ♪ They're like pieces of art ♪ 848 00:51:07,939 --> 00:51:11,068 ♪ Floating above the planet ♪ 849 00:51:12,486 --> 00:51:16,281 ♪ You know we've come so far ♪ 850 00:51:16,364 --> 00:51:19,659 ♪ The universe is ours ♪ 851 00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:24,247 ♪ And I'm not gonna let you down ♪ 852 00:51:25,707 --> 00:51:29,044 I wonder what else I can do. [sighs] 853 00:51:29,127 --> 00:51:31,671 Maybe I'm doing a little too much on stage. 854 00:51:31,755 --> 00:51:33,048 [Cez Darke] Maybe. 855 00:51:33,799 --> 00:51:36,718 Maybe calm down a bit. You've also added another song. 856 00:51:36,802 --> 00:51:37,761 Two songs. 857 00:51:37,844 --> 00:51:39,221 Two songs, basically. 858 00:51:39,304 --> 00:51:41,306 -And the medley's longer. -Yeah. 859 00:51:41,389 --> 00:51:42,808 So you're working harder. 860 00:51:42,891 --> 00:51:44,518 [audience cheering] 861 00:51:44,601 --> 00:51:46,853 [playing psychedelic solo] 862 00:51:54,653 --> 00:51:56,655 [singing indistinctly] 863 00:51:58,657 --> 00:52:01,701 [singing scream] 864 00:52:04,454 --> 00:52:05,539 ♪ You rocked me ♪ 865 00:52:05,622 --> 00:52:07,541 [raspy voice] London, how you doing? 866 00:52:11,837 --> 00:52:12,921 Beautiful! 867 00:52:13,380 --> 00:52:15,882 ♪ I'm tripping over myself... ♪ [voice cutting off] 868 00:52:20,679 --> 00:52:22,055 [audience cheering] 869 00:52:24,933 --> 00:52:28,395 I'm so sorry, guys. My voice is cutting out on me so much tonight. 870 00:52:28,478 --> 00:52:30,355 I'll need your help as much as I can. 871 00:52:30,438 --> 00:52:34,317 I promise to sing my heart out, but I only got what I got in my voice, 872 00:52:34,401 --> 00:52:36,236 so thank you so much. 873 00:52:43,827 --> 00:52:45,120 They're looping. 874 00:52:45,203 --> 00:52:46,872 You tell me when you want to go. 875 00:52:51,751 --> 00:52:54,296 Fucking hell, man. I just... 876 00:52:55,213 --> 00:52:57,924 -What you just did just then... -No, man, I... 877 00:52:58,008 --> 00:52:59,301 It's insane. 878 00:53:03,722 --> 00:53:05,807 [inaudible] 879 00:53:08,226 --> 00:53:10,562 [pensive music] 880 00:53:11,688 --> 00:53:13,899 [Shawn] We're on a 104-show tour, and... 881 00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:16,484 half of me right now is like, 882 00:53:16,568 --> 00:53:19,029 "Make sure you say you're grateful," because I am. 883 00:53:19,112 --> 00:53:21,156 In the biggest way, I'm so grateful. 884 00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:24,993 I love these performances. I've never had more fun in my life, but... 885 00:53:25,076 --> 00:53:26,828 [Shawn and Karen talk indistinctly] 886 00:53:26,912 --> 00:53:29,789 I also want to hang with my parents,  watch movies. 887 00:53:29,873 --> 00:53:31,625 You're gonna do a tree at my house? 888 00:53:31,708 --> 00:53:33,919 Yeah. I'll do your tree, but nothing else. 889 00:53:34,753 --> 00:53:35,629 -Yeah. -...school. 890 00:53:35,712 --> 00:53:38,548 [Shawn] Drive around a suburb, lay on a soccer field... 891 00:53:39,132 --> 00:53:41,801 smoke a joint and stare at the stars with my friends 892 00:53:41,885 --> 00:53:44,429 and, like, eat some beef jerky. [laughs] 893 00:53:44,512 --> 00:53:48,600 And, like, really, like, small-town thoughts. 894 00:53:48,683 --> 00:53:50,602 You know, those things are like... 895 00:53:50,685 --> 00:53:52,938 I think I miss that  a little bit right now. 896 00:53:53,021 --> 00:53:54,731 It's pretty intense all the time. 897 00:54:00,070 --> 00:54:01,696 I really think about that a lot. 898 00:54:04,532 --> 00:54:07,285 If I tell the world that I'm just a normal human, 899 00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,537 are they going to stop coming to the shows 900 00:54:09,621 --> 00:54:12,082 and listening to the music, and, like, 901 00:54:12,165 --> 00:54:14,459 is all the craziness going to stop? 902 00:54:14,542 --> 00:54:16,962 Then you're like, "Maybe I shouldn't tell them. 903 00:54:17,045 --> 00:54:18,421 I should keep the trick up. 904 00:54:18,505 --> 00:54:21,800 Maybe I should pretend that I'm Superman for a little bit longer." 905 00:54:23,510 --> 00:54:27,430 [gentle piano music] 906 00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:30,058 Just played. 907 00:54:30,725 --> 00:54:32,644 Writing a little message on Instagram. 908 00:54:33,353 --> 00:54:35,105 "Feeling overwhelmed by life today. 909 00:54:35,188 --> 00:54:37,857 I'm right here right now,  and it's beautiful. 910 00:54:39,734 --> 00:54:41,111 And it's so beautiful. 911 00:54:43,822 --> 00:54:45,448 And it's so beautiful." 912 00:54:53,581 --> 00:54:54,958 That's all I got for you. 913 00:54:57,335 --> 00:55:00,630 [distant Latin music playing] 914 00:55:07,053 --> 00:55:09,055 [Shawn playing melody on guitar] 915 00:55:15,645 --> 00:55:19,149 I've been trying to figure it out since it started, you know, 916 00:55:19,232 --> 00:55:21,609 and I have a billion different ways... 917 00:55:21,693 --> 00:55:25,864 People'll be like, "Why'd this happen  to you?" I have a lot of logical answers, 918 00:55:25,947 --> 00:55:28,742 but none of them are satisfying, you know? 919 00:55:30,952 --> 00:55:34,622 -[Eric Vetro performing voice exercise] -[Shawn repeating after him] 920 00:55:37,667 --> 00:55:40,837 [voice exercising continues] 921 00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:42,255 I'm constantly warming up, 922 00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:45,717 and I'm constantly checking my voice out of fear of the fact that... 923 00:55:46,301 --> 00:55:49,679 one day I'm going to go to sing and it's going to just not come out. 924 00:55:49,763 --> 00:55:52,640 [Vetro] Open the back of your throat, take a deep breath. 925 00:55:52,724 --> 00:55:55,310 [Shawn performing vocal exercise] 926 00:55:58,271 --> 00:56:00,231 [Vetro] Really loose and open. 927 00:56:00,315 --> 00:56:03,360 [Shawn singing scale] 928 00:56:04,527 --> 00:56:07,530 [vocalizing] 929 00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:17,999 [voice rising to a high pitch] ♪ Yeah ♪ 930 00:56:18,083 --> 00:56:20,085 [playing "Youth"] 931 00:56:26,925 --> 00:56:29,219 [all] ♪ You can't take my youth away ♪ 932 00:56:29,302 --> 00:56:31,429 ♪ This soul of mine will never break ♪ 933 00:56:31,513 --> 00:56:33,890 [audience] ♪ As long as I wake up today ♪ 934 00:56:33,973 --> 00:56:35,600 ♪ You can't take my youth away ♪ 935 00:56:39,312 --> 00:56:40,730 [Shawn] What are they doing? 936 00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:43,775 [man] They're running 'cause they see other people running. 937 00:56:43,858 --> 00:56:45,693 Dude, the show's gonna be nuts. 938 00:56:46,945 --> 00:56:48,363 They're screaming. 939 00:56:48,446 --> 00:56:50,198 I wonder if the band's out there. 940 00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:55,537 Maybe it's 'cause I just posted the Instagram of the sunset. 941 00:56:56,663 --> 00:56:58,373 Doesn't mean that I'm down there. 942 00:57:01,126 --> 00:57:03,128 [indistinct conversations] 943 00:57:11,177 --> 00:57:13,721 -Hi. -This experience has been so good. 944 00:57:13,805 --> 00:57:15,807 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 945 00:57:15,890 --> 00:57:17,809 -I can't speak. -It's okay. 946 00:57:17,892 --> 00:57:19,394 It's so nice to meet you. 947 00:57:19,477 --> 00:57:20,812 [indistinct] 948 00:57:20,895 --> 00:57:21,896 Yeah. 949 00:57:21,980 --> 00:57:23,982 [indistinct chatter] 950 00:57:25,608 --> 00:57:30,321 You make me feel connected to you and connected to people around me, 951 00:57:30,405 --> 00:57:33,158 and I'm just so thankful, and I... 952 00:57:33,241 --> 00:57:34,868 -Oh, my God. -[laughs] 953 00:57:34,951 --> 00:57:36,286 Should we take a photo? 954 00:57:41,916 --> 00:57:43,918 [laughing joyfully] 955 00:57:46,463 --> 00:57:49,674 [slow, gentle music] 956 00:57:57,557 --> 00:57:58,933 [women screaming] 957 00:58:00,351 --> 00:58:04,105 [Shawn] When you're pulling up to a hotel in a country you've never been to, 958 00:58:04,189 --> 00:58:06,691 and there's 1,000 people outside waiting for you... 959 00:58:10,445 --> 00:58:13,490 no matter how many times you go through that, it feels... 960 00:58:14,699 --> 00:58:15,658 like a dream. 961 00:58:17,035 --> 00:58:19,454 I don't know if that's ever going to feel normal. 962 00:58:20,705 --> 00:58:23,041 I don't know if that's supposed to feel normal. 963 00:58:23,124 --> 00:58:25,835 [woman sobbing and talking indistinctly] 964 00:58:30,757 --> 00:58:33,218 I love you so much, thank you! 965 00:58:35,803 --> 00:58:37,639 Thank you so much! 966 00:58:38,389 --> 00:58:40,391 Thank you, Shawn! I love you! 967 00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:44,354 I love you so much. 968 00:58:44,437 --> 00:58:45,647 [speaking in Portuguese] 969 00:58:54,531 --> 00:58:55,907 What's up, guys? 970 00:58:55,990 --> 00:59:00,411 We're, uh... We're in Brazil on the last leg of the tour. 971 00:59:01,162 --> 00:59:02,914 I woke up feeling... 972 00:59:03,456 --> 00:59:05,416 [clears throat] ...pretty sick today. 973 00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:09,212 The day before I'm gonna play two stadiums in São Paulo. 974 00:59:09,295 --> 00:59:11,422 But you know what? It's okay because... 975 00:59:12,048 --> 00:59:15,009 I watched some Kobe Bryant YouTube videos and I feel great. 976 00:59:15,093 --> 00:59:16,052 [clears throat] 977 00:59:16,135 --> 00:59:18,596 [playing upbeat song on guitar] 978 00:59:29,023 --> 00:59:32,151 -'Cause I had swelling on my right cord. -Yeah, that's swollen. 979 00:59:32,235 --> 00:59:35,488 Just wanna check. I have volume if I wanna bring it back. 980 00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:38,449 -Okay, you'll just-- -But I just am choosing not to. Yeah. 981 00:59:39,367 --> 00:59:40,451 Yeah. 982 00:59:40,535 --> 00:59:42,328 [inaudible] 983 00:59:42,954 --> 00:59:44,956 [vocalizing] 984 00:59:52,797 --> 00:59:54,799 [doctor speaking indistinctly] 985 00:59:57,427 --> 00:59:58,678 Thank you so much. 986 01:00:07,353 --> 01:00:10,356 [slow, reflecting music] 987 01:00:17,113 --> 01:00:22,660 [vocalizing] 988 01:00:26,748 --> 01:00:28,249 [Vetro] Hey, how's it going? 989 01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:30,335 It's going. It's going. 990 01:00:30,418 --> 01:00:32,128 Just listen to this. This is... 991 01:00:33,671 --> 01:00:35,798 [vocalizing] 992 01:00:42,263 --> 01:00:45,475 I don't know. It makes me very nervous. 993 01:00:46,643 --> 01:00:48,645 What time is it there right now? 994 01:00:49,270 --> 01:00:50,229 It's 3:30. 995 01:00:51,564 --> 01:00:53,524 And what time is the show? 996 01:00:53,608 --> 01:00:54,692 8:30. 997 01:00:56,277 --> 01:00:59,364 [vocalizing] 998 01:01:03,201 --> 01:01:05,828 I don't think it's a good idea. That's my feeling. 999 01:01:06,412 --> 01:01:07,997 I want to bring you to Cez, 1000 01:01:08,081 --> 01:01:12,460 just so you can say to him, based off of... 1001 01:01:12,960 --> 01:01:15,380 You're saying, based off of how my voice sounds-- 1002 01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:18,132 Based off of that, you shouldn't even be talking. 1003 01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,802 I'm nervous that you'll hurt yourself, and then... 1004 01:01:23,304 --> 01:01:24,222 Can you hear me? 1005 01:01:24,806 --> 01:01:25,640 Yeah. 1006 01:01:29,936 --> 01:01:30,770 Hey. 1007 01:01:33,690 --> 01:01:38,319 Yeah, so we FaceTimed Nasseri in while we were in with the other doc. 1008 01:01:38,403 --> 01:01:41,364 So he was there looking at all the videos, all the scopes. 1009 01:01:41,447 --> 01:01:43,658 Everything was, like, through him. 1010 01:01:47,245 --> 01:01:51,332 Yeah, I completely trust what you're saying, and agree. 1011 01:01:52,917 --> 01:01:54,460 The truth is in the singing. 1012 01:01:54,544 --> 01:01:56,462 Yeah, a hundred percent. [chuckles] 1013 01:01:56,546 --> 01:01:58,548 It's there or it's not. Yeah, totally. 1014 01:02:01,259 --> 01:02:04,470 Okay, if you're saying it's detrimental to warm up right now, 1015 01:02:04,554 --> 01:02:06,222 then let's not do that. 1016 01:02:07,223 --> 01:02:09,016 All good. Thanks, Eric. 1017 01:02:09,809 --> 01:02:11,102 All right. Bye, dude. 1018 01:02:12,019 --> 01:02:16,190 Just so you know, I've made it very aware that we have 11 more shows after this. 1019 01:02:16,274 --> 01:02:19,777 If we're in any way pushing through this show to get this show done, 1020 01:02:19,861 --> 01:02:21,696 it'll be to the detriment of those. 1021 01:02:21,779 --> 01:02:25,366 -We'll have to start thinking about-- -The show scenario. Yeah. 1022 01:02:27,618 --> 01:02:29,328 Dr. Nasseri, it's Cez here. 1023 01:02:29,412 --> 01:02:31,330 I'm going to merge a call with Eric, 1024 01:02:31,414 --> 01:02:33,374 and you've got me and Shawn here. 1025 01:02:34,167 --> 01:02:36,627 [Vetro] So, Shawn, any improvement yet? 1026 01:02:36,711 --> 01:02:37,587 No. 1027 01:02:38,713 --> 01:02:43,092 -Five hours to show time, Cez? -Yeah, we're 30 minutes to doors. 1028 01:02:45,136 --> 01:02:48,973 -Thirty minutes to doors? Why so early? -'Cause it's a stadium. 1029 01:02:51,142 --> 01:02:51,976 Right. 1030 01:02:52,059 --> 01:02:55,480 [Nasseri] I was just gonna say, we've seen people who have said, 1031 01:02:55,563 --> 01:02:57,774 "I'm just going to muscle through it", 1032 01:02:57,857 --> 01:03:01,778 and they completely hemorrhaged, and then they needed surgery. 1033 01:03:01,861 --> 01:03:05,865 I mean, I know it's a really overwhelming thing to cancel, but-- 1034 01:03:05,948 --> 01:03:08,284 [Vetro] I'm gonna step in now and tell you 1035 01:03:08,367 --> 01:03:11,913 you have really no voice, we have 11 shows to go. 1036 01:03:12,663 --> 01:03:14,123 For an outside stadium, 1037 01:03:14,207 --> 01:03:17,168 you're gonna hurt yourself for the next 11. 1038 01:03:18,085 --> 01:03:20,338 -Yeah. -[Vetro] What do you think, Shawn? 1039 01:03:22,632 --> 01:03:25,760 I don't know. I'm not in a good place to make any decisions. 1040 01:03:25,843 --> 01:03:27,386 [Darke] He's overwhelmed. 1041 01:03:27,929 --> 01:03:31,474 And just to be clear,  both of you are saying 1042 01:03:31,557 --> 01:03:33,351 we should cancel the show, right? 1043 01:03:34,811 --> 01:03:37,313 -[Vetro] We're unanimous on that. -[Darke] Okay. 1044 01:03:37,730 --> 01:03:40,399 Well, we'll get into it this side,  and, um... 1045 01:03:40,942 --> 01:03:43,361 Yeah, we'll let you know on the final decision, 1046 01:03:43,444 --> 01:03:44,946 and then we'll update you. 1047 01:03:46,030 --> 01:03:48,199 -[Vetro] Okay. -All right. Thanks, dudes. 1048 01:03:49,450 --> 01:03:50,326 Take care. 1049 01:03:50,952 --> 01:03:53,246 [slow, reflective music] 1050 01:03:55,122 --> 01:03:56,666 See you in a bit, all right? 1051 01:04:02,922 --> 01:04:04,924 [sighs] 1052 01:04:07,802 --> 01:04:10,763 [breathes deeply] 1053 01:04:12,890 --> 01:04:14,392 [sniffles] 1054 01:04:14,475 --> 01:04:16,644 [crying softly] 1055 01:04:18,521 --> 01:04:19,647 [sniffles] 1056 01:04:30,616 --> 01:04:32,618 [indistinct clamoring] 1057 01:04:34,412 --> 01:04:36,622 [in Portuguese] Canceled! 1058 01:04:37,206 --> 01:04:38,791 "It breaks my heart to do this, 1059 01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:41,335 but my doctors told me I cannot perform tonight, 1060 01:04:41,419 --> 01:04:43,880 or it would risk long-term damage to my voice. 1061 01:04:43,963 --> 01:04:46,924 I love you all, and I apologize from the bottom of my heart. 1062 01:04:47,008 --> 01:04:49,093 I wish I could be there on stage tonight. 1063 01:04:49,176 --> 01:04:51,679 I'll make it up to you the next time I'm there." 1064 01:04:59,979 --> 01:05:01,772 [breathes deeply] 1065 01:05:01,856 --> 01:05:03,149 [sniffles] 1066 01:05:06,319 --> 01:05:08,321 [water running] 1067 01:05:18,664 --> 01:05:21,918 [pensive music] 1068 01:05:49,654 --> 01:05:51,656 [phone ringing] 1069 01:05:53,950 --> 01:05:56,702 -[sighs, sniffles] -[Karen] Aw, babe, I'm sorry. 1070 01:05:59,956 --> 01:06:01,624 It was a great show last night. 1071 01:06:01,707 --> 01:06:04,168 They got to see you there, babe. It wasn't like... 1072 01:06:05,044 --> 01:06:07,380 you haven't been there. They've seen you. 1073 01:06:07,463 --> 01:06:08,881 They've experienced it. 1074 01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:10,967 It wasn't like you've never been there. 1075 01:06:11,717 --> 01:06:14,220 You told me you were sick. You had a bad voice, 1076 01:06:14,303 --> 01:06:16,430 but you never told me it was that serious. 1077 01:06:19,100 --> 01:06:20,935 [gentle piano music] 1078 01:06:21,018 --> 01:06:24,230 It's fine. You're fine. It's not the end of the world, babe. 1079 01:06:25,982 --> 01:06:27,066 Take a breath. 1080 01:06:27,650 --> 01:06:28,651 [whispering] Yeah. 1081 01:06:28,734 --> 01:06:30,069 You can't help it. 1082 01:06:30,987 --> 01:06:32,947 [breathes deeply] 1083 01:06:33,030 --> 01:06:33,990 Love you. 1084 01:06:34,073 --> 01:06:36,158 You too, babe. I love you more. 1085 01:06:39,578 --> 01:06:41,455 You're good. You've got it. 1086 01:06:42,540 --> 01:06:44,000 You've got this, babe. 1087 01:06:46,502 --> 01:06:48,754 You know what, the fans are gonna understand. 1088 01:06:51,090 --> 01:06:54,885 Yeah, said you were on vocal rest. I didn't realize it was that serious. 1089 01:06:56,887 --> 01:06:59,223 [inaudible] 1090 01:07:02,810 --> 01:07:05,479 [gentle piano music continues] 1091 01:07:05,563 --> 01:07:07,565 [mouthing] Both of us. 1092 01:07:14,905 --> 01:07:16,907 [imperceptible] 1093 01:07:32,757 --> 01:07:36,010 [Shawn] It's so hard in that moment to be like, "What can you do?" 1094 01:07:36,093 --> 01:07:39,055 because there's 40,000 people outside. 1095 01:07:40,264 --> 01:07:41,849 And you just feel... 1096 01:07:43,184 --> 01:07:45,561 the deepest pit in your stomach. 1097 01:08:00,910 --> 01:08:01,744 [sniffles] 1098 01:08:10,878 --> 01:08:12,880 Wow, it changes the mood real fast. 1099 01:08:15,091 --> 01:08:16,926 [Shawn] When we got to the hotel 1100 01:08:17,009 --> 01:08:19,970 and I was up in my room, I was so upset with the situation, 1101 01:08:20,554 --> 01:08:23,182 and then I heard chanting from outside. 1102 01:08:23,265 --> 01:08:25,851 [people cheering,  chanting in Portuguese] 1103 01:08:25,935 --> 01:08:28,729 [uplifting piano music] 1104 01:08:28,813 --> 01:08:29,980 I opened up my window, 1105 01:08:30,064 --> 01:08:32,858 and there was 2,000 people in the streets chanting. 1106 01:08:32,942 --> 01:08:35,361 [chanting in Portuguese] 1107 01:08:38,531 --> 01:08:41,033 And that is, like, beautiful. 1108 01:08:41,117 --> 01:08:43,119 [chanting continues] 1109 01:08:47,957 --> 01:08:49,959 Right then, I was like, "I can't even... 1110 01:08:51,961 --> 01:08:54,213 I can't even believe how good people are."  1111 01:08:54,296 --> 01:08:56,048 Just a really beautiful thing. 1112 01:08:57,007 --> 01:08:59,009 [shower running] 1113 01:09:07,476 --> 01:09:08,853 [typing on phone] 1114 01:09:10,521 --> 01:09:12,982 [automated female voice] I was upset for a while. 1115 01:09:13,065 --> 01:09:14,483 [continues typing] 1116 01:09:14,567 --> 01:09:16,986 [acoustic guitar music] 1117 01:09:17,069 --> 01:09:21,740 I sat there in the stadium knowing I was the reason it was all falling apart. 1118 01:09:22,408 --> 01:09:24,410 [continues typing] 1119 01:09:26,203 --> 01:09:29,331 The hardest part is feeling like I let them down. 1120 01:09:32,251 --> 01:09:33,961 [continues typing] 1121 01:09:34,837 --> 01:09:39,508 These next 10 years are when everything I do is going full speed. 1122 01:09:42,303 --> 01:09:44,763 It's like an athlete in their prime. 1123 01:09:44,847 --> 01:09:46,182 [strumming intensifies] 1124 01:09:48,058 --> 01:09:49,518 I have to keep going. 1125 01:10:38,317 --> 01:10:40,527 [Shawn] The heaviness of the tour 1126 01:10:40,611 --> 01:10:44,281 made me want to flip things around and become more positive, you know? 1127 01:10:44,365 --> 01:10:47,910 And I'm writing about anxiety more as... 1128 01:10:50,120 --> 01:10:51,830 a companion I have to live with 1129 01:10:51,914 --> 01:10:54,250 and less of an enemy that I'm trying to resist. 1130 01:10:54,333 --> 01:10:57,836 -[playing uplifting melody] -[both singing indistinctly] 1131 01:11:10,349 --> 01:11:12,685 ♪ Never thought  It would get this far ♪ 1132 01:11:12,768 --> 01:11:14,770 ♪ Never thought it would get this far ♪ 1133 01:11:14,853 --> 01:11:17,773 ♪ Never thought it would get this far Been around... ♪ 1134 01:11:17,856 --> 01:11:19,942 Okay, can we just double that, then? 1135 01:11:20,651 --> 01:11:22,653 -Double that, I think it's cool. -Cool. 1136 01:11:22,736 --> 01:11:25,698 [playing slow melody] 1137 01:11:30,369 --> 01:11:34,081 [Shawn on recording] ♪ You're the only person ♪ 1138 01:11:34,164 --> 01:11:37,626 ♪ I keep coming back to ♪ 1139 01:11:41,338 --> 01:11:43,757 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 1140 01:11:43,841 --> 01:11:46,176 ♪ Yeah, yeah! ♪ 1141 01:11:46,885 --> 01:11:48,512 [song continues playing] 1142 01:11:48,595 --> 01:11:50,848 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 1143 01:11:59,606 --> 01:12:01,942 ♪ It's always been you! ♪ 1144 01:12:02,609 --> 01:12:05,070 I'm really excited to sing these songs on tour. 1145 01:12:05,154 --> 01:12:08,282 All this stuff is so playable, in the best way. 1146 01:12:08,907 --> 01:12:11,035 I want another "Do you know" to come in... 1147 01:12:11,827 --> 01:12:13,245 behind it there, like... 1148 01:12:13,329 --> 01:12:15,831 And then another third one to come in there, 1149 01:12:15,914 --> 01:12:17,374 like, kind of, a little rise. 1150 01:12:17,458 --> 01:12:19,335 [gentle piano music] 1151 01:12:19,418 --> 01:12:22,504 When you start an album, you don't really know what to expect. 1152 01:12:22,588 --> 01:12:25,299 So you just have to dive in and see what happens. 1153 01:12:25,382 --> 01:12:29,178 [playing bittersweet melody] 1154 01:12:38,062 --> 01:12:41,732 ♪ I wonder what it's like to be... ♪ 1155 01:12:41,815 --> 01:12:44,860 [indistinct] 1156 01:12:44,943 --> 01:12:47,071 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1157 01:12:48,530 --> 01:12:50,532 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1158 01:12:52,493 --> 01:12:55,996 ♪ I wonder What it's like to be my friends ♪ 1159 01:12:56,080 --> 01:12:59,333 ♪ I hope that they don't think That I'll forget about them ♪ 1160 01:12:59,416 --> 01:13:02,628 ♪ I wonder Why it's so hard to choose ♪ 1161 01:13:03,212 --> 01:13:04,421 ♪ I should go to sleep ♪ 1162 01:13:04,505 --> 01:13:06,340 ♪ I think too much ♪ 1163 01:13:06,423 --> 01:13:10,594 ♪ Right before I close my eyes The only... ♪ 1164 01:13:10,677 --> 01:13:12,846 Some sort of little thing in the back there. 1165 01:13:12,930 --> 01:13:16,767 ♪ Been dreaming  That you feel it, too ♪ 1166 01:13:16,850 --> 01:13:21,021 ♪ I wonder What it's like to be loved by you ♪ 1167 01:13:21,105 --> 01:13:23,107 [Scott] Yeah. 1168 01:13:23,190 --> 01:13:24,983 [Shawn vocalizing on recording] 1169 01:13:25,067 --> 01:13:27,611 -You felt that there? -Little pause? Yeah. 1170 01:13:27,694 --> 01:13:29,238 [song continues playing] 1171 01:13:29,321 --> 01:13:30,322 Hear it now. 1172 01:13:35,369 --> 01:13:37,246 How are the horns sounding right now? 1173 01:13:37,329 --> 01:13:38,872 [song continues playing] 1174 01:13:38,956 --> 01:13:40,749 [emotional drum roll] 1175 01:13:40,833 --> 01:13:44,711 [instrumental song section soaring] 1176 01:13:52,886 --> 01:13:55,139 [on recording] ♪ I wonder when it starts... ♪ 1177 01:13:57,433 --> 01:13:59,435 [women cheering] 1178 01:14:04,398 --> 01:14:06,400 [men talking indistinctly] 1179 01:14:08,944 --> 01:14:09,778 [woman laughs] 1180 01:14:09,862 --> 01:14:11,488 Is this how we always assembled? 1181 01:14:11,572 --> 01:14:13,240 -It's our thing. -Okay, cool. 1182 01:14:13,323 --> 01:14:14,283 [man 1] Good times. 1183 01:14:14,366 --> 01:14:15,325 It's our last show. 1184 01:14:15,409 --> 01:14:18,454 -It's our last show. -[man 2] And it's sold out. 1185 01:14:18,537 --> 01:14:19,496 Sold out, baby. 1186 01:14:19,580 --> 01:14:21,665 [Shawn] Oh, ho! 1187 01:14:23,333 --> 01:14:25,127 Why do you look so cool? 1188 01:14:26,462 --> 01:14:28,172 -[Aaliyah] How are you? -Fine! 1189 01:14:28,255 --> 01:14:29,465 -Hey! -How you feeling? 1190 01:14:29,548 --> 01:14:31,216 -How's it going? -Mom on FaceTime? 1191 01:14:31,300 --> 01:14:32,176 -She is. -Hi, Mom! 1192 01:14:32,259 --> 01:14:33,427 I'll flip it around. 1193 01:14:33,510 --> 01:14:35,304 [Shawn] A hundred and five shows... 1194 01:14:35,387 --> 01:14:37,890 The last year of my life has been this tour, and... 1195 01:14:38,390 --> 01:14:39,683 it's bittersweet. 1196 01:14:41,143 --> 01:14:43,395 It's more sweet than bitter, to be honest. 1197 01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:46,607 This makes me so happy, when I come into the venue, 1198 01:14:46,690 --> 01:14:48,817 and it's been weeks, and all of a sudden, 1199 01:14:48,901 --> 01:14:52,154 the "Manny" thing pops up, and I'm like, "He's coming to town." 1200 01:14:53,322 --> 01:14:56,408 ["Gimme Shelter" by The Rolling Stones playing] 1201 01:14:58,035 --> 01:15:00,662 [indistinct chatter] 1202 01:15:10,923 --> 01:15:13,550 ♪ Ooh, a storm is threatening ♪ 1203 01:15:14,176 --> 01:15:17,137 ♪ My very life today ♪ 1204 01:15:18,180 --> 01:15:21,725 ♪ If I don't get some shelter ♪ 1205 01:15:22,601 --> 01:15:25,229 ♪ Ooh, yeah, I'm gonna fade away ♪ 1206 01:15:26,271 --> 01:15:29,274 ♪ War, children ♪ 1207 01:15:29,900 --> 01:15:31,235 ♪ It's just a shot away ♪ 1208 01:15:31,318 --> 01:15:32,736 -Hey, bro. -Hey, brother. 1209 01:15:32,819 --> 01:15:34,029 [speaking indistinctly] 1210 01:15:37,616 --> 01:15:39,952 [Shawn] At the end of this tour, I'm realizing 1211 01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:42,913 this is something I want to do for the rest of my life. 1212 01:15:42,996 --> 01:15:44,540 [audience cheering] 1213 01:15:44,623 --> 01:15:47,834 How do you get to the end of a very, very intense year... 1214 01:15:48,919 --> 01:15:50,587 and want to do it all over again? 1215 01:15:56,510 --> 01:15:57,886 At the end of this tour, 1216 01:15:57,970 --> 01:16:01,431 I wish I had some profound thing to say about all this, but... 1217 01:16:04,393 --> 01:16:05,769 you know what the truth is? 1218 01:16:07,521 --> 01:16:10,857 You walk up on the stage and you look around and you think... 1219 01:16:11,733 --> 01:16:13,777 "I'm just a guy who really loves music. 1220 01:16:14,820 --> 01:16:15,696 Time to let go." 1221 01:16:15,779 --> 01:16:16,905 New York! 1222 01:16:16,989 --> 01:16:18,740 [playing "In My Blood"] 1223 01:16:24,246 --> 01:16:28,709 ♪ It isn't in my blood ♪ 1224 01:16:28,792 --> 01:16:30,836 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1225 01:16:30,919 --> 01:16:32,921 ♪ I need somebody now ♪ 1226 01:16:34,339 --> 01:16:37,175 ♪ I need somebody now ♪ 1227 01:16:37,801 --> 01:16:40,887 ♪ Someone to help me out ♪ 1228 01:16:46,143 --> 01:16:49,271 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1229 01:16:49,688 --> 01:16:51,690 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1230 01:16:59,948 --> 01:17:02,826 [song climaxing] 1231 01:17:13,253 --> 01:17:15,255 [inaudible] 1232 01:17:34,441 --> 01:17:38,028 [Shawn] Until next time. We love you. Thank you so much for having us. 1233 01:17:38,111 --> 01:17:40,864 [audience cheering] 1234 01:18:02,010 --> 01:18:03,845 [song fading out] 1235 01:18:03,929 --> 01:18:07,265 [gentle piano music playing] 1236 01:18:21,446 --> 01:18:26,993 ♪ You have  A million different faces ♪ 1237 01:18:28,537 --> 01:18:32,040 ♪ But they'll never understand ♪ 1238 01:18:35,252 --> 01:18:38,922 ♪ Unless you let them in ♪ 1239 01:18:39,005 --> 01:18:44,594 ♪ You've been a million different places ♪ 1240 01:18:46,513 --> 01:18:49,349 ♪ Still unsure where it'll end ♪ 1241 01:18:52,978 --> 01:18:55,605 ♪ Stuck in wonderland ♪ 1242 01:18:55,689 --> 01:18:58,984 [emotional piano playing] 1243 01:19:14,124 --> 01:19:16,334 [chuckles] 1244 01:19:16,418 --> 01:19:17,753 Let me record that. 1245 01:19:18,503 --> 01:19:21,631 [gentle piano music continues] 1246 01:19:31,808 --> 01:19:37,189 ♪ You have a million different faces ♪ 1247 01:19:38,398 --> 01:19:41,735 ♪ But they'll never understand ♪ 1248 01:19:44,237 --> 01:19:47,657 ♪ Unless you let them in ♪ 1249 01:19:47,741 --> 01:19:53,246 ♪ You've been a million different places ♪ 1250 01:19:53,872 --> 01:19:57,918 ♪ So give yourself a chance to ♪ 1251 01:19:59,878 --> 01:20:03,757 ♪ Get lost in wonderland ♪ 1252 01:20:15,227 --> 01:20:17,604 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 1253 01:20:21,566 --> 01:20:24,778 [chorus harmonizing] 1254 01:20:34,704 --> 01:20:36,706 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1255 01:20:37,123 --> 01:20:38,667 ♪ If I'm being real ♪ 1256 01:20:38,750 --> 01:20:41,753 ♪ Do I speak my truth Or do I filter how I feel? ♪ 1257 01:20:41,837 --> 01:20:43,880 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1258 01:20:43,964 --> 01:20:45,215 ♪ Wouldn't it be nice ♪ 1259 01:20:45,298 --> 01:20:48,426 ♪ To live inside a world That isn't black and white ♪ 1260 01:20:48,510 --> 01:20:50,512 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1261 01:20:50,595 --> 01:20:52,389 ♪ What it's like to be my friends ♪ 1262 01:20:52,472 --> 01:20:55,392 ♪ Hope that they don't think I'll forget about them ♪ 1263 01:20:55,517 --> 01:20:57,102 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1264 01:20:58,895 --> 01:21:00,897 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1265 01:21:02,566 --> 01:21:05,735 ♪ Right before I close my eyes ♪ 1266 01:21:05,819 --> 01:21:09,155 ♪ The only thing that's on my mind ♪ 1267 01:21:09,239 --> 01:21:12,784 ♪ Been dreaming that you feel it too ♪ 1268 01:21:12,868 --> 01:21:16,830 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1269 01:21:18,957 --> 01:21:20,584 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1270 01:21:21,334 --> 01:21:23,336 ♪ I wonder what's it like ♪ 1271 01:21:26,131 --> 01:21:30,010 ♪ I wonder what it's like to be loved by ♪ 1272 01:21:30,093 --> 01:21:31,678 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1273 01:21:31,761 --> 01:21:33,388 ♪ Why I'm so afraid ♪ 1274 01:21:33,471 --> 01:21:36,558 ♪ Of saying something wrong I never said I was a saint ♪ 1275 01:21:36,641 --> 01:21:38,310 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1276 01:21:38,393 --> 01:21:40,103 ♪ When I cry into my hands ♪ 1277 01:21:40,186 --> 01:21:43,356 ♪ I'm conditioned to feel Like it makes me less of a man ♪ 1278 01:21:43,440 --> 01:21:47,068 ♪ And I wonder if someday  You'll be by my side ♪ 1279 01:21:47,152 --> 01:21:50,238 ♪ And someday That the world will end up all right ♪ 1280 01:21:51,948 --> 01:21:53,950 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1281 01:21:54,826 --> 01:21:57,370 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1282 01:21:57,454 --> 01:22:00,498 ♪ Right before I close my eyes ♪ 1283 01:22:00,582 --> 01:22:03,919 ♪ The only thing that's on my mind ♪ 1284 01:22:04,002 --> 01:22:07,464 ♪ Been dreaming that you feel it too ♪ 1285 01:22:07,547 --> 01:22:11,718 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1286 01:22:13,678 --> 01:22:14,679 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1287 01:22:16,264 --> 01:22:18,141 ♪ I wonder what it's like ♪ 1288 01:22:21,311 --> 01:22:25,815 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1289 01:22:26,733 --> 01:22:28,735 [song continues] 1290 01:22:40,497 --> 01:22:43,917 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1291 01:22:44,918 --> 01:22:46,002 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1292 01:22:47,504 --> 01:22:50,840 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1293 01:22:52,509 --> 01:22:56,221 ♪ I wonder what it's like to be loved by ♪ 1294 01:22:56,304 --> 01:22:59,265 ♪ Right before I close my eyes ♪ 1295 01:22:59,349 --> 01:23:02,686 ♪ The only thing that's on my mind ♪ 1296 01:23:02,769 --> 01:23:06,189 ♪ Been dreaming that you feel it too ♪ 1297 01:23:06,272 --> 01:23:10,694 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪