WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:07.298 --> 00:00:10.593 [gentle piano music] 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:16.808 --> 00:00:17.726 [inaudible] 5 00:00:22.856 --> 00:00:25.567 [audience cheering] 6 00:00:25.650 --> 00:00:28.445 [piano music grows warmer] 7 00:00:43.043 --> 00:00:46.671 [Shawn Mendes] You first get on the stage, and ego comes rushing in. 8 00:00:49.340 --> 00:00:51.509 And it goes, "Don't mess up, 9 00:00:53.011 --> 00:00:54.137 'cause you're the man. 10 00:00:54.220 --> 00:00:57.223 Everyone's saying you're the man, so don't mess up." 11 00:00:57.307 --> 00:00:59.809 So you get to the mic, and your first note is flat. 12 00:00:59.893 --> 00:01:01.227 [chuckles] Always. 13 00:01:04.856 --> 00:01:07.067 And then about 30 seconds in, you go... 14 00:01:08.693 --> 00:01:10.904 "Oh, yeah, I'm just a guy and I love music." 15 00:01:10.987 --> 00:01:12.947 And your whole body releases. 16 00:01:14.908 --> 00:01:17.869 And I just let go and I look around, and I'm just like... 17 00:01:19.913 --> 00:01:20.997 "Just do this. 18 00:01:21.706 --> 00:01:22.707 Drop the ego. 19 00:01:25.627 --> 00:01:26.669 Time to surrender." 20 00:01:27.921 --> 00:01:29.631 [audience cheering] 21 00:01:30.381 --> 00:01:32.383 [shower running] 22 00:01:43.269 --> 00:01:46.773 [warm music creeping in] 23 00:02:04.374 --> 00:02:07.710 [typing on phone] 24 00:02:07.794 --> 00:02:11.339 [automated female voice] Ever since I was about ten years old, 25 00:02:11.422 --> 00:02:14.717 I was obsessed with being really good at things. 26 00:02:14.801 --> 00:02:16.511 [typing on phone] 27 00:02:20.140 --> 00:02:22.934 That my worth is based on what I do. 28 00:02:23.726 --> 00:02:26.688 And that can lead to a dark place. 29 00:02:26.771 --> 00:02:27.856 [typing on phone] 30 00:02:31.401 --> 00:02:34.988 My voice hit its breaking point at the end of this tour, 31 00:02:35.071 --> 00:02:37.740 -and I'm using my phone to talk. -[playing melody] 32 00:02:40.910 --> 00:02:42.954 Last night reminded me... 33 00:02:44.164 --> 00:02:45.957 I'm not invincible. 34 00:02:49.252 --> 00:02:51.254 [audience cheering] 35 00:02:52.005 --> 00:02:54.007 [Shawn playing "Use Somebody"] 36 00:03:02.182 --> 00:03:03.725 ♪ Say whoa-oh-oh ♪ 37 00:03:03.808 --> 00:03:04.642 Sing! 38 00:03:04.726 --> 00:03:06.394 [audience] ♪ Whoa-oh-oh ♪ 39 00:03:06.477 --> 00:03:08.188 ♪ Say whoa-oh-oh ♪ 40 00:03:08.271 --> 00:03:09.147 Louder! 41 00:03:09.230 --> 00:03:10.940 [audience] ♪ Whoa-oh-oh ♪ 42 00:03:11.024 --> 00:03:12.650 ♪ Say yeah ♪ 43 00:03:12.734 --> 00:03:13.568 Scream it! 44 00:03:13.651 --> 00:03:15.361 -[stamps foot] -[audience] ♪ Yeah ♪ 45 00:03:15.445 --> 00:03:17.447 ♪ Now oh-oh-oh Oh, yeah ♪ 46 00:03:17.530 --> 00:03:19.741 -[stamping foot] -[audience clapping] 47 00:03:20.283 --> 00:03:23.369 No matter how fast I get, do not stop clapping, all right? 48 00:03:23.453 --> 00:03:26.164 Here we go! Clap those hands! Clap! 49 00:03:26.247 --> 00:03:28.374 [audience clapping] 50 00:03:29.918 --> 00:03:30.835 Faster! 51 00:03:31.336 --> 00:03:33.338 [clapping and music accelerate] 52 00:03:37.592 --> 00:03:38.426 Faster! 53 00:03:44.682 --> 00:03:45.683 Faster! 54 00:03:45.767 --> 00:03:48.144 [audience cheering loudly] 55 00:04:11.334 --> 00:04:13.878 -[plays slowly] -[audience cheering] 56 00:04:25.807 --> 00:04:29.060 [gentle instrumental music] 57 00:04:30.353 --> 00:04:32.355 [audience cheering loudly] 58 00:04:43.366 --> 00:04:46.035 -[man] Hey, uh, good one. -[Shawn] Thank you, brother. 59 00:04:49.122 --> 00:04:50.498 Give us a hug. 60 00:04:52.792 --> 00:04:55.461 [indistinct chatter] 61 00:04:57.255 --> 00:04:59.924 -Thank you so much. -[man 1] Let's go. Let's motor up. 62 00:05:00.008 --> 00:05:03.177 -We've got an interview outside. -[man 2] I'm not done with it. 63 00:05:04.721 --> 00:05:07.181 [woman] You're gonna make a left when you come out 64 00:05:07.265 --> 00:05:08.683 and go through the lights. 65 00:05:14.689 --> 00:05:17.567 -[Shawn] Thank you. Thank you. -[woman 1] Bye! 66 00:05:18.609 --> 00:05:20.403 [woman 2] I love you! I love you! 67 00:05:27.827 --> 00:05:29.996 -[objects clattering] -[man 1] Right there. 68 00:05:30.079 --> 00:05:32.081 A little further. Right there. 69 00:05:38.713 --> 00:05:41.382 [man 2] Just keep an eye... I can't see the monitor... 70 00:05:41.466 --> 00:05:43.343 So just keep an eye on the recording. 71 00:05:43.426 --> 00:05:47.096 [softly] ♪ Oh, no, there it goes Start another fire ♪ 72 00:05:47.597 --> 00:05:49.932 ♪ Baby, oh, no, no ♪ 73 00:05:50.850 --> 00:05:56.814 [vocalizing a scale] 74 00:05:57.690 --> 00:06:01.778 Hey, Cez, Jocelyn's gonna come. I told her to be here for 11:50. 75 00:06:03.571 --> 00:06:04.781 [man] All right. 76 00:06:05.406 --> 00:06:08.951 [male interviewer] So, this thing you start doing in your bedroom, 77 00:06:09.035 --> 00:06:10.787 making Vines for the love of it... 78 00:06:10.870 --> 00:06:13.748 Is it hard to protect that pure thing that started it all? 79 00:06:16.417 --> 00:06:18.086 [exhales deeply] 80 00:06:21.714 --> 00:06:24.384 [gentle piano music] 81 00:06:30.139 --> 00:06:33.017 [Karen Mendes] Come on, Shawn, let's go! Time to go in! 82 00:06:34.394 --> 00:06:35.269 Get up. 83 00:06:40.775 --> 00:06:44.779 [Shawn] As a kid, when you look at someone and you're like, "This is my dream..." 84 00:06:44.862 --> 00:06:47.323 And someone goes, "That's a stupid dream," 85 00:06:47.407 --> 00:06:49.867 you'd be like, "Oh, yeah, it is a stupid dream." 86 00:06:51.828 --> 00:06:53.955 When I got into school... 87 00:06:55.623 --> 00:06:59.127 Ms. Parker, she was the vocal class teacher, 88 00:06:59.210 --> 00:07:01.212 and I told her, "I want to be a singer. 89 00:07:01.295 --> 00:07:04.507 I want to be... I want to be an artist." You know? 90 00:07:06.634 --> 00:07:08.928 And she had no hesitation to believe me. 91 00:07:10.721 --> 00:07:12.515 My parents, my friends... 92 00:07:12.598 --> 00:07:14.934 Nobody looked at me and said, "You're crazy." 93 00:07:15.017 --> 00:07:17.311 Everybody was like, "Go for it." 94 00:07:17.895 --> 00:07:18.980 [strumming melody] 95 00:07:19.063 --> 00:07:21.190 [Manny] He sounds better all the time now. 96 00:07:21.274 --> 00:07:23.109 With more practice like he's had... 97 00:07:23.192 --> 00:07:24.527 [Karen] Hey! 98 00:07:24.610 --> 00:07:26.988 -We love you, Shawn Mendes! -I'm excited! 99 00:07:27.071 --> 00:07:29.073 [indistinct conversation] 100 00:07:29.657 --> 00:07:31.617 [Manny] This is larger than I thought. 101 00:07:31.701 --> 00:07:32.535 [man] Yeah. 102 00:07:32.618 --> 00:07:35.621 -[man] Can he hear it? -No. No, no. Nothing can be heard. 103 00:07:35.705 --> 00:07:38.541 [Manny] He may not like being filmed. He's saying hello. 104 00:07:38.624 --> 00:07:40.835 -Hi. -[Shawn] He can't be filmed. 105 00:07:40.918 --> 00:07:43.546 -[Manny] This ain't going anywhere. -Okay. 106 00:07:43.629 --> 00:07:44.630 Hey, Mom? 107 00:07:46.757 --> 00:07:47.800 What do you say now? 108 00:07:48.509 --> 00:07:49.844 It is nuts. 109 00:07:51.721 --> 00:07:54.932 What, even to go to the bathroom, he has to go with security. 110 00:07:55.641 --> 00:07:57.643 -[woman] Oh, my God! -[women screaming] 111 00:07:57.727 --> 00:07:58.895 [woman] Oh, my God! 112 00:07:58.978 --> 00:08:00.313 Oh, my God! 113 00:08:00.855 --> 00:08:02.231 I love you! 114 00:08:02.315 --> 00:08:03.566 [Manny] Did you see that? 115 00:08:03.649 --> 00:08:05.860 -"I love you"? Holy moly. -[Karen laughs] 116 00:08:07.028 --> 00:08:09.030 [women cheering] Hi! 117 00:08:11.491 --> 00:08:14.285 -You're not embarrassed of what? -I'm nervous now. 118 00:08:14.368 --> 00:08:15.828 I wasn't nervous until now. 119 00:08:17.288 --> 00:08:18.498 Can we go back there? 120 00:08:18.581 --> 00:08:20.583 [Manny] Hold on. Stay with me. 121 00:08:20.666 --> 00:08:23.920 -[man] Give it up for Shawn Mendes! -[audience cheering] 122 00:08:26.714 --> 00:08:28.716 [Shawn playing "Give Me Love"] 123 00:08:28.799 --> 00:08:30.927 ♪ Give a little time to me ♪ 124 00:08:31.802 --> 00:08:33.429 ♪ We'll burn this out ♪ 125 00:08:33.513 --> 00:08:36.265 ♪ We'll play hide and seek ♪ 126 00:08:36.349 --> 00:08:37.892 ♪ To turn this around ♪ 127 00:08:37.975 --> 00:08:42.271 ♪ Oh, what I want is the taste That your lips allow ♪ 128 00:08:42.355 --> 00:08:44.941 Do I have anyone from outside of Ontario? 129 00:08:45.733 --> 00:08:47.527 -Where are you guys from? -Michigan. 130 00:08:47.610 --> 00:08:48.986 Michigan! 131 00:08:49.070 --> 00:08:50.488 Holy... 132 00:08:51.405 --> 00:08:52.406 Crazy. 133 00:08:53.533 --> 00:08:55.701 [playing "Say Something"] 134 00:08:55.785 --> 00:08:59.830 ♪ Say something I'm giving up on you ♪ 135 00:09:00.915 --> 00:09:05.461 I think I'd heard A Great Big World, "Say Something" for the first time, 136 00:09:05.545 --> 00:09:08.256 and I was like, "Wow, that's a really great song." 137 00:09:08.339 --> 00:09:09.173 Googled it... 138 00:09:10.007 --> 00:09:14.220 and one of the first search results was Shawn's cover of the song. 139 00:09:14.303 --> 00:09:15.555 [playing "Say Something"] 140 00:09:15.638 --> 00:09:19.976 ♪ Say something I'm giving up on you ♪ 141 00:09:20.434 --> 00:09:24.313 [Gertler] I was taken aback a bit. It was like, "This is really incredible." 142 00:09:26.190 --> 00:09:29.986 Reached out, and we FaceTimed Shawn and his mom. 143 00:09:30.069 --> 00:09:33.739 Immediately, Shawn just starts grilling us with questions 144 00:09:33.823 --> 00:09:37.952 about how the music business works, why he might need a manager. 145 00:09:38.035 --> 00:09:39.745 I just said to them, I was honest, 146 00:09:39.829 --> 00:09:42.498 "I don't know everything, but I'm going to sit here 147 00:09:42.582 --> 00:09:45.918 and spend every minute of my time figuring it out with you." 148 00:09:47.628 --> 00:09:51.173 [Shawn] I would always say to him, "I need to get a band 149 00:09:51.257 --> 00:09:53.843 'cause I'll sound bad on my own," and he'd say, "No. 150 00:09:53.926 --> 00:09:56.345 Just get on the stage, just you and the guitar." 151 00:09:56.429 --> 00:09:57.972 Having the confidence 152 00:09:58.055 --> 00:10:02.101 was all based off of those first couple years of performing with just a guitar. 153 00:10:06.272 --> 00:10:08.441 I went from a small bedroom in Pickering 154 00:10:08.524 --> 00:10:11.986 to playing in front of a few thousand people in a couple years. 155 00:10:12.069 --> 00:10:15.156 [singing indistinctly] 156 00:10:15.239 --> 00:10:18.659 -[audience cheering] -[electric guitar chords resonating] 157 00:10:31.213 --> 00:10:33.549 [Shawn playing "I Wanna Dance with Somebody"] 158 00:10:33.633 --> 00:10:35.760 ♪ I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 159 00:10:35.843 --> 00:10:38.929 ♪ I wanna feel the heat with somebody ♪ 160 00:10:39.472 --> 00:10:42.767 ♪ Yeah! I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 161 00:10:42.850 --> 00:10:46.228 ♪ With somebody who loves me Yeah ♪ 162 00:10:46.312 --> 00:10:49.523 ♪ Oh, I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 163 00:10:50.149 --> 00:10:53.819 ♪ I wanna feel the heat with somebody Yeah ♪ 164 00:10:53.903 --> 00:10:56.405 ♪ Oh! I wanna dance with somebody ♪ 165 00:10:57.865 --> 00:11:00.576 ♪ With somebody who loves me ♪ 166 00:11:03.913 --> 00:11:05.164 It looks so cool. 167 00:11:06.832 --> 00:11:09.335 This is what it's like filming a documentary. 168 00:11:09.418 --> 00:11:10.294 Here we go. 169 00:11:11.128 --> 00:11:15.800 -[playing melody] -[indistinct conversation] 170 00:11:16.384 --> 00:11:18.344 I'm not ready to give this to Scott. 171 00:11:19.178 --> 00:11:20.262 [man] He's not here. 172 00:11:20.346 --> 00:11:23.974 It all stems from when I met him, and he had these cool sunglasses on. 173 00:11:24.058 --> 00:11:27.269 He said, "If you had a number one single, I'll give them to you." 174 00:11:27.353 --> 00:11:29.730 The first thing we did together went number one. 175 00:11:29.814 --> 00:11:31.148 It needs another melody. 176 00:11:31.232 --> 00:11:32.858 Yeah, it's just, like... 177 00:11:32.942 --> 00:11:34.652 ♪ You say... ♪ 178 00:11:34.735 --> 00:11:38.614 [playing melody] 179 00:11:42.785 --> 00:11:43.744 How's that? 180 00:11:44.328 --> 00:11:49.291 ♪ I don't wanna see my lie ♪ 181 00:11:49.375 --> 00:11:50.626 [Scott] Got it? 182 00:11:50.710 --> 00:11:53.254 [vocalizing] ♪ ...my eyes ♪ 183 00:11:54.463 --> 00:11:56.173 ♪ So I say that ♪ 184 00:11:56.257 --> 00:12:00.886 ♪ I don't wanna see you cry ♪ 185 00:12:02.138 --> 00:12:06.851 [vocalizing] 186 00:12:08.310 --> 00:12:09.812 In my room, there's this thing 187 00:12:09.895 --> 00:12:12.857 that has the number of shows that we're on and where we are. 188 00:12:12.940 --> 00:12:14.900 Today it's at number eight, Copenhagen, 189 00:12:14.984 --> 00:12:17.445 and it made me think we're not even close to 100. 190 00:12:17.528 --> 00:12:18.779 [man laughs] 191 00:12:18.863 --> 00:12:20.948 But it also said Cologne, not Copenhagen. 192 00:12:21.031 --> 00:12:23.200 -We're in Cologne. -[Shawn] It said Cologne. 193 00:12:23.284 --> 00:12:26.620 -Actually, it might have said Copenhagen. -[all laughing] 194 00:12:26.704 --> 00:12:29.957 But I want us to always keep in mind that this is very special. 195 00:12:30.040 --> 00:12:32.001 I'll say it, I know it'll get annoying, 196 00:12:32.084 --> 00:12:34.920 but it truly is so special. What we get to do is magical. 197 00:12:35.004 --> 00:12:37.506 Everyone in there, it's their first time seeing it, 198 00:12:37.590 --> 00:12:38.591 every single time. 199 00:12:38.674 --> 00:12:41.343 -No matter if it's show one or show 99. -That's right. 200 00:12:41.427 --> 00:12:44.889 It's their first time seeing it, it's special, so thanks. Let's do it. 201 00:12:44.972 --> 00:12:46.515 -Beautiful. -Let's do it. 202 00:12:46.599 --> 00:12:48.309 Everybody jump! 203 00:12:48.392 --> 00:12:50.853 [audience singing indistinctly to music] 204 00:12:59.612 --> 00:13:02.490 [Shawn] I used to look at so many of my idols and be like, 205 00:13:02.573 --> 00:13:04.700 "How can you ever be that? 206 00:13:06.368 --> 00:13:08.871 They were born legendary." 207 00:13:11.040 --> 00:13:12.666 That's just not the truth. 208 00:13:15.002 --> 00:13:17.004 [audience cheering] 209 00:13:21.717 --> 00:13:25.596 [Shawn] People are like, "What would you be doing if this didn't happen?" 210 00:13:26.180 --> 00:13:28.140 I feel puzzled by that question, 211 00:13:28.891 --> 00:13:31.393 because I feel like this is what I was going to do. 212 00:13:33.062 --> 00:13:34.855 I'm in the Q&A yesterday. 213 00:13:35.606 --> 00:13:38.859 This girl goes, "How do I be a songwriter like you?" 214 00:13:39.693 --> 00:13:42.154 I immediately thought about saying that to my dad, 215 00:13:42.238 --> 00:13:45.115 "I wanna be a songwriter." He goes, "Can you write songs?" 216 00:13:45.199 --> 00:13:47.409 I said, "I don't know." He goes, "Write one." 217 00:13:49.995 --> 00:13:52.790 I sat in my room and I played guitar for seven hours. 218 00:13:52.873 --> 00:13:56.126 My hands bled. I'd play again and get better, and I'd practice. 219 00:13:56.210 --> 00:13:59.922 And I'm not saying everyone has to be so Olympic athlete about it. 220 00:14:00.005 --> 00:14:03.551 I said that to her. I was like, "Stop sitting here thinking about it. 221 00:14:04.051 --> 00:14:07.012 You are a songwriter. Now, go write songs." 222 00:14:07.096 --> 00:14:09.348 [playing "Ruin"] 223 00:14:16.522 --> 00:14:18.566 -Here we go! -[audience cheering] 224 00:14:19.733 --> 00:14:25.155 ♪ No, I'm not trying To ruin your happiness, baby ♪ 225 00:14:25.239 --> 00:14:29.702 ♪ But, darling, don't you know That I'm the only one, yeah ♪ 226 00:14:30.911 --> 00:14:32.538 New York! 227 00:14:32.621 --> 00:14:35.916 ["Can't Take My Eyes Off You" playing on stereo] 228 00:14:42.298 --> 00:14:45.050 ♪ You're just too good to be true ♪ 229 00:14:46.594 --> 00:14:49.763 ♪ Can't take my eyes off of you ♪ 230 00:14:51.098 --> 00:14:52.808 You don't hear songs that say, 231 00:14:52.892 --> 00:14:56.103 "You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off of you." 232 00:14:56.186 --> 00:14:58.856 ["Can't Take My Eyes Off You" continues playing] 233 00:14:58.939 --> 00:15:01.775 Even, like, those trumpets going... [imitating trumpets] 234 00:15:01.859 --> 00:15:04.361 Like, all that trumpet stuff is really cool, right? 235 00:15:05.404 --> 00:15:07.489 Feels, like, so, like, grandiose. 236 00:15:08.240 --> 00:15:12.077 There's something about that I think about when it comes to the next album. 237 00:15:13.120 --> 00:15:15.331 Something about, like, that, like... 238 00:15:15.414 --> 00:15:19.710 feeling, that, like, all-around, like, overdose of love. 239 00:15:20.878 --> 00:15:22.046 [guitar strumming] 240 00:15:22.129 --> 00:15:23.881 ♪ Here I sleep in London ♪ 241 00:15:23.964 --> 00:15:26.800 ♪ 'Cause I could spend A hundred days in-- ♪ 242 00:15:26.884 --> 00:15:30.387 Could you go, "Counting back from 100, so I can fall asleep faster"? 243 00:15:30.471 --> 00:15:32.848 ♪ Sleep in London I count back from 100 ♪ 244 00:15:32.932 --> 00:15:33.891 -That's cool. -Yeah. 245 00:15:34.475 --> 00:15:35.726 I was feeling like a... 246 00:15:36.518 --> 00:15:38.646 [Scott] Love the echo after "Hello, hello." 247 00:15:38.729 --> 00:15:41.774 ♪ Hello, hello, hello Can I get an echo? ♪ 248 00:15:41.857 --> 00:15:43.359 ♪ Purple, red, and yellow ♪ 249 00:15:43.442 --> 00:15:46.862 [vocalizing] 250 00:15:46.946 --> 00:15:49.073 [Scott] ♪ Head down on the pillow ♪ 251 00:15:49.156 --> 00:15:51.075 ♪ Something that I... ♪ 252 00:15:53.953 --> 00:15:56.538 ♪ When I'm not with you ♪ 253 00:15:57.122 --> 00:15:59.959 ♪ I just close my eyes ♪ 254 00:16:01.585 --> 00:16:02.544 "All I have to do." 255 00:16:02.628 --> 00:16:06.256 ♪ All I have to do ♪ 256 00:16:07.591 --> 00:16:11.178 [both] ♪ Is dream, dream, dream, dream ♪ 257 00:16:11.261 --> 00:16:12.096 [man] Yeah. 258 00:16:14.139 --> 00:16:16.809 [all] ♪ About you, about you, about you ♪ 259 00:16:16.892 --> 00:16:18.435 That's the one. 260 00:16:18.519 --> 00:16:21.313 [all] ♪ About you, about you, about you ♪ 261 00:16:21.397 --> 00:16:23.357 [recorded music-only track playing] 262 00:16:23.440 --> 00:16:24.775 It sounds better without. 263 00:16:25.567 --> 00:16:27.820 -[man 1] Without? -[man 2] Sounds better. 264 00:16:35.452 --> 00:16:38.622 ♪ Hello, hello, hello Can I hear an echo? ♪ 265 00:16:38.706 --> 00:16:42.292 ♪ Purple, red, and yellow I can't wait to get home ♪ 266 00:16:42.376 --> 00:16:46.922 ♪ Head down on the pillow Holding you is all I think about ♪ 267 00:16:47.673 --> 00:16:48.757 ♪ Yeah ♪ 268 00:16:49.299 --> 00:16:51.552 ♪ When I'm a... When I'm... ♪ 269 00:16:51.635 --> 00:16:52.720 Again. 270 00:16:52.803 --> 00:16:54.805 ♪ When I'm a... ♪ 271 00:16:57.474 --> 00:17:00.519 ♪ When I'm apart from you ♪ 272 00:17:01.103 --> 00:17:04.356 ♪ I just close my eyes ♪ 273 00:17:04.440 --> 00:17:08.610 ♪ All I have to do ♪ 274 00:17:09.778 --> 00:17:11.905 Okay, George, punch me on "Close my eyes". 275 00:17:11.989 --> 00:17:16.744 ♪ Close my eyes Close my eyes, close my eyes ♪ 276 00:17:20.372 --> 00:17:21.248 It's pretty cool, 277 00:17:21.331 --> 00:17:24.460 she rents an apartment in West Village, so we're staying there, 278 00:17:24.543 --> 00:17:27.046 We wake up in the morning, like, "This is fucked." 279 00:17:27.129 --> 00:17:30.174 And we have to wake up and both separately get in SUVs 280 00:17:30.257 --> 00:17:31.633 to head to the same place. 281 00:17:31.717 --> 00:17:33.343 -[man] Yeah. -It's pretty cool. 282 00:17:36.055 --> 00:17:39.266 I'm like, "I gotta leave at 8:30." She's like, "Me too." 283 00:17:39.349 --> 00:17:41.727 It's almost like living a taste of a normal life 284 00:17:41.810 --> 00:17:44.396 in the least normal-life way. 285 00:17:44.480 --> 00:17:48.108 Getting all my clothes on and running to the café for an Americano. 286 00:17:48.192 --> 00:17:51.737 Then you guys pulled up, and I was like, "Right, we're going to work." 287 00:17:55.324 --> 00:17:57.326 -[man] How you doing? -Good, how are you? 288 00:18:00.162 --> 00:18:01.872 [drums tuning] 289 00:18:01.955 --> 00:18:07.169 ♪ I can't write one song That's not about you, baby ♪ 290 00:18:09.922 --> 00:18:13.342 ♪ Is it too late to tell you that ♪ 291 00:18:13.425 --> 00:18:16.929 ♪ Everything means nothing If I can't have you? ♪ 292 00:18:17.012 --> 00:18:17.930 ♪ No ♪ 293 00:18:35.364 --> 00:18:37.825 ♪ Every touch is ooh-la-la-la ♪ 294 00:18:37.908 --> 00:18:38.742 We go this way. 295 00:18:38.826 --> 00:18:41.537 So, when I step this way, what do I do with my arm? 296 00:18:41.620 --> 00:18:45.290 Boom. So this hand, when you step over... You step over here, boom. 297 00:18:45.374 --> 00:18:46.792 -You look back... -Love that. 298 00:18:46.875 --> 00:18:48.877 ...and then you come around... 299 00:18:49.878 --> 00:18:51.004 -So-- -Okay, got it. 300 00:18:51.088 --> 00:18:53.006 -You're going to the other side. -No. 301 00:18:53.090 --> 00:18:55.134 -All your weight is here. -Yep. 302 00:18:56.510 --> 00:18:59.429 And then, you know about the outside edge... 303 00:18:59.513 --> 00:19:00.639 This side? 304 00:19:01.849 --> 00:19:03.517 [woman] Yeah, making sure that... 305 00:19:03.600 --> 00:19:05.602 [strumming chords] 306 00:19:06.937 --> 00:19:10.023 [slow, pensive music] 307 00:19:25.747 --> 00:19:30.127 [Cabello] ♪ I love it When you call me señorita ♪ 308 00:19:30.210 --> 00:19:35.090 ♪ I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya ♪ 309 00:19:48.896 --> 00:19:50.647 [inaudible] 310 00:19:50.731 --> 00:19:52.858 Okay. Super cozy. 311 00:19:52.941 --> 00:19:54.318 -Super cozy. -Yeah. 312 00:19:55.068 --> 00:19:57.571 [kisses] I love you. 313 00:19:58.572 --> 00:20:00.157 -Do you know that? -I know. 314 00:20:01.450 --> 00:20:02.576 [kisses] 315 00:20:03.785 --> 00:20:07.789 [man 1] Thank you, everyone, good to go. Places. Let's start rehearsal, please. 316 00:20:16.715 --> 00:20:19.343 [man 2] We're ready to roll when you folks are ready. 317 00:20:21.470 --> 00:20:25.057 [Shawn] Camila, she was in Fifth Harmony, and we were both opening. 318 00:20:25.641 --> 00:20:27.476 [chuckles] My very first tour ever. 319 00:20:28.393 --> 00:20:30.437 And she was the act after me. 320 00:20:30.938 --> 00:20:32.272 I was first in the lineup, 321 00:20:32.356 --> 00:20:34.733 with the shortest set, and then they went on. 322 00:20:35.359 --> 00:20:36.401 Five years ago, man. 323 00:20:40.155 --> 00:20:41.323 [Cabello] He was so... 324 00:20:42.449 --> 00:20:44.660 super hyper-focused on what he was doing. 325 00:20:44.785 --> 00:20:46.370 I never saw him the whole tour. 326 00:20:46.954 --> 00:20:51.083 He was constantly in and out of his bus, playing guitar, writing songs with Geoff. 327 00:20:52.459 --> 00:20:54.378 I thought he was cute, but I was like, 328 00:20:54.461 --> 00:20:57.256 "He's... He's doing other stuff, so whatever." 329 00:20:57.381 --> 00:20:58.465 [laughs] 330 00:20:59.841 --> 00:21:03.095 And then, I guess it must have been about four or five years ago, 331 00:21:03.720 --> 00:21:05.889 we were backstage at this Taylor Swift show. 332 00:21:07.140 --> 00:21:09.518 I went to his dressing room to say hi. 333 00:21:11.270 --> 00:21:13.814 And we, like, started writing this song. 334 00:21:15.649 --> 00:21:18.986 And then after that, we, like, spent a lot of time with each other 335 00:21:19.069 --> 00:21:20.696 because we had the song together 336 00:21:20.779 --> 00:21:23.782 and we did a whole Jingle Ball tour together. 337 00:21:23.865 --> 00:21:29.579 And that's really when the fucking saga started. 338 00:21:32.666 --> 00:21:33.959 I really liked him. 339 00:21:35.794 --> 00:21:37.212 I guess he liked me, but... 340 00:21:39.423 --> 00:21:41.675 I don't really know. [laughs] 341 00:21:44.845 --> 00:21:46.471 [Shawn] For the past four years, 342 00:21:46.555 --> 00:21:49.266 just being friends and not seeing each other very often 343 00:21:49.349 --> 00:21:51.435 to finally being able to be together, 344 00:21:51.518 --> 00:21:54.771 she was always there to look out for me as a human being. 345 00:21:54.855 --> 00:21:58.066 She's got my back, and I think that's what your partner's for. 346 00:21:59.151 --> 00:22:02.612 We're in New York, and my song comes on the radio or something, 347 00:22:02.696 --> 00:22:04.865 and the fact comes up that it's about her. 348 00:22:05.449 --> 00:22:08.452 And I'm like, "Yeah, it's about you. Everything's about you. 349 00:22:08.535 --> 00:22:10.203 They've always been about you." 350 00:22:10.287 --> 00:22:13.498 She goes, "What do you mean?" I'm like, "They're all about you. 351 00:22:13.582 --> 00:22:15.375 Like, every song I ever wrote." 352 00:22:15.459 --> 00:22:19.046 And I'm rhyming off the songs like, "Treat You Better," all these songs. 353 00:22:19.129 --> 00:22:22.549 She's like, "Oh, my God." She literally had no idea. 354 00:22:22.632 --> 00:22:25.177 This whole time, I thought she, like, knew. 355 00:22:27.346 --> 00:22:31.058 I don't think I'll be able to write songs that really do it justice, 356 00:22:31.141 --> 00:22:34.227 that can really capture the things and the feelings with her. 357 00:22:35.645 --> 00:22:38.440 I think it's like when you see a moon or stars 358 00:22:38.523 --> 00:22:41.026 and you try to take a photo of it with your iPhone, 359 00:22:41.109 --> 00:22:43.987 and then you just can't, it just doesn't look good. 360 00:22:44.654 --> 00:22:47.908 And you're like, "It's not supposed to be captured." You know? 361 00:22:49.034 --> 00:22:50.702 It's just supposed to be for us. 362 00:22:55.248 --> 00:22:57.959 [Cabello] Want to do it again for fun, stuff like that? 363 00:22:58.043 --> 00:22:59.544 Play around just to get loose. 364 00:22:59.628 --> 00:23:00.462 [vocalizing] 365 00:23:00.545 --> 00:23:04.257 [both] ♪ I love it When you call me señorita ♪ 366 00:23:04.341 --> 00:23:08.387 ♪ I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya ♪ 367 00:23:08.470 --> 00:23:11.473 ♪ But every touch is ooh la la la ♪ 368 00:23:11.556 --> 00:23:13.558 ♪ It's true, la la la ♪ 369 00:23:13.642 --> 00:23:15.685 ♪ Ooh, I should be running ♪ 370 00:23:15.769 --> 00:23:18.563 ♪ Ooh, you keep me coming for ya ♪ 371 00:23:18.647 --> 00:23:20.357 ♪ Locked in the hotel ♪ 372 00:23:20.440 --> 00:23:23.360 ♪ There's just some things That never change ♪ 373 00:23:24.277 --> 00:23:27.447 ♪ But friends don't know The way you taste ♪ 374 00:23:29.783 --> 00:23:34.121 ♪ You know it's been a long time coming Don't you let me fall, oh ♪ 375 00:23:34.204 --> 00:23:36.206 [both] ♪ Ooh, when your lips undress me ♪ 376 00:23:36.331 --> 00:23:37.874 ♪ Hooked on your tongue ♪ 377 00:23:37.958 --> 00:23:40.252 ♪ Ooh, love, your kiss is deadly ♪ 378 00:23:40.335 --> 00:23:42.003 ♪ Don't stop ♪ 379 00:23:42.087 --> 00:23:45.340 -[whispers] Boom. Boom, boom. Boom, boom. -[exhales sharply] 380 00:23:45.424 --> 00:23:46.842 -Yeah, yeah. -Yeah, yeah. 381 00:23:46.925 --> 00:23:48.802 -[both laugh] -[sighs] 382 00:23:48.885 --> 00:23:51.346 Okay. Good. Let's sing another song. 383 00:23:51.430 --> 00:23:54.766 What's a song for fun? Literally, any song, but ours. 384 00:23:56.268 --> 00:23:58.437 ♪ It's not a silly little moment ♪ 385 00:23:58.520 --> 00:23:59.855 Fuck, yeah. 386 00:23:59.938 --> 00:24:03.400 [both] ♪ It's not the storm Before the calm ♪ 387 00:24:03.483 --> 00:24:05.986 ♪ This is the deep and dying breath of ♪ 388 00:24:06.945 --> 00:24:09.656 ♪ That we've been working on ♪ 389 00:24:09.739 --> 00:24:12.534 ♪ We're going down ♪ 390 00:24:13.869 --> 00:24:16.037 ♪ And you know that we're doomed ♪ 391 00:24:16.746 --> 00:24:23.044 ♪ My dear, we're slow dancing In a burning room ♪ 392 00:24:23.753 --> 00:24:30.051 ♪ My dear, we're slow dancing In a burning room ♪ 393 00:24:30.135 --> 00:24:33.472 [gentle piano music] 394 00:24:33.555 --> 00:24:34.848 [man] Step back. 395 00:24:34.931 --> 00:24:37.100 -[people clamoring] -[man] Step back. 396 00:24:38.351 --> 00:24:40.353 [women screaming] 397 00:24:47.486 --> 00:24:50.071 Shawn! Shawn! 398 00:24:50.155 --> 00:24:52.199 [camera shutters clicking] 399 00:24:53.074 --> 00:24:55.035 [photographer] Shawn, all the way down. 400 00:24:55.118 --> 00:24:58.079 Shawn! Shawn, right here for me, man. Shawn! 401 00:24:58.163 --> 00:24:59.581 Shawn, right here! 402 00:24:59.664 --> 00:25:01.041 [man] Mr. Mendes! 403 00:25:01.124 --> 00:25:02.918 Shawn, one more here. 404 00:25:03.001 --> 00:25:05.545 [people continue screaming excitedly] 405 00:25:10.175 --> 00:25:11.718 Oh, my God! 406 00:25:13.053 --> 00:25:15.805 [gentle music continues] 407 00:25:24.648 --> 00:25:27.651 [man] It's insane. That was insane! 408 00:25:28.235 --> 00:25:30.111 That was a really calm red carpet. 409 00:25:30.779 --> 00:25:32.948 [laughs] I'm serious. 410 00:25:33.031 --> 00:25:35.158 -[man] That was calm? -That was calm, dude. 411 00:25:35.659 --> 00:25:38.495 [audience cheering loudly] 412 00:25:46.920 --> 00:25:49.297 [Cabello] Wait, my, uh... My shoe! My shoe! 413 00:25:50.173 --> 00:25:51.591 Oh, no! 414 00:25:52.467 --> 00:25:53.677 My shoe. 415 00:25:55.053 --> 00:25:59.307 [Shawn] Is there a proper way to do this? I swear, I'm gonna tie a double knot. 416 00:26:00.684 --> 00:26:02.185 [woman] Who's ready? 417 00:26:02.269 --> 00:26:04.688 [vocalizing] 418 00:26:04.771 --> 00:26:07.232 ♪ It meant something to ya ♪ 419 00:26:07.315 --> 00:26:10.819 [Cabello] ♪ Ooh, you keep me Coming for ya ♪ 420 00:26:11.820 --> 00:26:12.696 Can I have water? 421 00:26:13.780 --> 00:26:15.407 Come on, it's time, let's go. 422 00:26:15.490 --> 00:26:17.492 [inaudible] 423 00:26:19.786 --> 00:26:22.497 [audience cheering loudly] 424 00:26:33.592 --> 00:26:36.011 [Shawn] At this moment in time, during the summer 425 00:26:36.094 --> 00:26:38.430 of whatever you want to name this summer, 426 00:26:38.513 --> 00:26:40.890 during "Señorita" and "If I Can't Have You"... 427 00:26:43.351 --> 00:26:45.687 Camila and I are staying in an apartment in NYC 428 00:26:45.770 --> 00:26:47.480 for the very first time alone. 429 00:26:48.690 --> 00:26:51.985 And making eggs and trying to figure out how to use a Keurig. 430 00:26:52.569 --> 00:26:53.862 Normal things, you know? 431 00:26:54.904 --> 00:26:57.824 This is really cool, to just be, like, a 21-year-old guy. 432 00:26:58.408 --> 00:26:59.451 And getting older... 433 00:27:00.327 --> 00:27:02.245 That's happening for me too. 434 00:27:02.329 --> 00:27:04.164 [Cabello laughs] 435 00:27:04.247 --> 00:27:06.124 [man] Give it up for Shawn Mendes! 436 00:27:06.207 --> 00:27:08.209 [audience cheering loudly] 437 00:27:15.467 --> 00:27:18.511 [slow, pensive music] 438 00:27:28.229 --> 00:27:30.273 Camila Cabello, everybody! 439 00:27:30.357 --> 00:27:32.359 [audience cheering] 440 00:27:40.241 --> 00:27:41.284 [Shawn] I'm nervous. 441 00:27:42.118 --> 00:27:44.412 Yeah, I feel anxious to go home right now. 442 00:27:45.288 --> 00:27:46.706 [man] How long has it been? 443 00:27:47.207 --> 00:27:48.458 Three and half months. 444 00:27:49.459 --> 00:27:50.377 It's a long time. 445 00:27:51.836 --> 00:27:55.298 I'm excited to have a couple days off and be with friends and family. 446 00:27:55.382 --> 00:27:57.217 Yeah. So excited. 447 00:28:00.220 --> 00:28:02.472 I'm so lucky to have a friend like Brian. 448 00:28:03.306 --> 00:28:04.974 He loves them anyway. 449 00:28:05.517 --> 00:28:08.645 He works hard at keeping me in the real world. 450 00:28:08.728 --> 00:28:11.314 If we had our own FIFA cards, you'd probably have-- 451 00:28:11.398 --> 00:28:14.109 -I'd have a high rating. -You'd probably be 76 passing, 452 00:28:14.192 --> 00:28:15.485 -I'd be 82. -Not a chance. 453 00:28:15.568 --> 00:28:19.072 -I'd be rated a 93, you'd be rated an 87. -[snorts, laughs] 454 00:28:19.155 --> 00:28:20.156 What's Ronaldo? 455 00:28:20.699 --> 00:28:23.159 Ronaldo? I think Ronaldo's a 94. 456 00:28:23.243 --> 00:28:25.870 -Yeah, I'm a 93. -[both laugh] 457 00:28:25.954 --> 00:28:30.125 Without him, I don't know, I'd probably be, like, pretty crazy. 458 00:28:30.208 --> 00:28:32.293 Can you match my tone? That's my question. 459 00:28:32.377 --> 00:28:33.837 [flatly] ♪ Yeah ♪ 460 00:28:33.920 --> 00:28:35.046 ♪ Yeah ♪ 461 00:28:35.130 --> 00:28:37.132 [laughs] 462 00:28:37.215 --> 00:28:39.259 ♪ Yeah ♪ 463 00:28:39.342 --> 00:28:42.053 [Shawn] He just connects me with friends from home. 464 00:28:45.432 --> 00:28:48.393 I'm probably closer with my friends from home now than ever. 465 00:28:48.476 --> 00:28:50.478 -Oh! -They were all supporting me 466 00:28:50.562 --> 00:28:53.314 from the first time "Life of the Party" came out, 467 00:28:53.398 --> 00:28:54.983 and now we're here together. 468 00:28:57.277 --> 00:28:59.738 I want them to look around and be proud of it 469 00:29:00.405 --> 00:29:03.742 and be like, "This is just as much ours as it is his." 470 00:29:07.495 --> 00:29:08.747 "Look, guys, we made it. 471 00:29:10.457 --> 00:29:11.624 How beautiful is this?" 472 00:29:14.711 --> 00:29:16.963 All right, bedroom. You did me great. Thanks. 473 00:29:17.547 --> 00:29:18.923 I'll see you next time. 474 00:29:19.507 --> 00:29:20.842 Thank God I'm leaving you. 475 00:29:21.593 --> 00:29:23.011 Double guitar. 476 00:29:23.094 --> 00:29:24.304 Let's go, bro. 477 00:29:35.815 --> 00:29:36.983 Good to see you, man. 478 00:29:37.066 --> 00:29:39.194 -Good to see you, welcome back. -Thank you. 479 00:29:39.277 --> 00:29:41.488 You rock! You rock! You rock! 480 00:29:43.281 --> 00:29:46.117 [delicate music playing] 481 00:29:46.868 --> 00:29:47.702 Welcome. 482 00:29:47.786 --> 00:29:50.497 -It's been unlocked for three months. -[Brian laughs] 483 00:29:50.580 --> 00:29:51.456 Let's go. 484 00:29:51.539 --> 00:29:54.459 Welcome to my cozy house! It smells great in here. 485 00:30:01.841 --> 00:30:03.551 Okay, everything seems right. 486 00:30:04.302 --> 00:30:06.137 How's your room, Brian? Seems right? 487 00:30:06.805 --> 00:30:07.847 [Brian] Checks out. 488 00:30:12.602 --> 00:30:14.270 [Shawn] Everything checks out? 489 00:30:14.354 --> 00:30:15.814 [Brian] Oh, yeah. 490 00:30:15.897 --> 00:30:17.899 [alarm beeping] 491 00:30:18.483 --> 00:30:19.442 An alarm! 492 00:30:20.485 --> 00:30:22.487 [Brian] Fuck. 493 00:30:24.864 --> 00:30:28.409 Wow, the worst shit. [laughs] 494 00:30:28.993 --> 00:30:30.495 Hasn't been home for so long. 495 00:30:31.079 --> 00:30:34.791 [Shawn] This view is, like, the best view I have ever seen in Toronto. 496 00:30:35.583 --> 00:30:38.336 Except for them building this gross thing. What is that? 497 00:30:39.921 --> 00:30:42.882 Oh, my God, they're building a mall or something. 498 00:30:45.009 --> 00:30:47.011 This is pretty cool, eh? Rogers Centre? 499 00:30:47.595 --> 00:30:49.264 [Brian] You can see it from here. 500 00:30:49.347 --> 00:30:51.850 You can see the Rogers Centre from my apartment. 501 00:30:52.642 --> 00:30:55.979 I can see it from my bedroom window when I wake up in the morning. 502 00:30:58.106 --> 00:31:01.067 That's kind of insane to think about that I'm playing there. 503 00:31:04.237 --> 00:31:05.071 Damn. 504 00:31:08.199 --> 00:31:09.158 [Shawn] Hello, Mom. 505 00:31:09.242 --> 00:31:11.828 -How's it going? -Good, we're just headed down. 506 00:31:11.911 --> 00:31:15.290 Okay, I'm just trying to... 'Cause I spoke to Amy, 507 00:31:15.373 --> 00:31:17.834 the coordinator following you, but she wasn't sure 508 00:31:17.917 --> 00:31:20.169 if you were going to Whitby to get Aaliyah. 509 00:31:20.253 --> 00:31:22.839 I'm headed to pick her up. I'm 30 minutes from her. 510 00:31:22.922 --> 00:31:24.465 All right, babe. See you soon. 511 00:31:25.758 --> 00:31:26.676 What up! 512 00:31:27.510 --> 00:31:28.887 [chuckles] 513 00:31:30.722 --> 00:31:31.556 Hey. 514 00:31:31.639 --> 00:31:33.975 -My daughter's a big fan of yours. -[laughs] 515 00:31:34.809 --> 00:31:36.686 You wanna flip that on selfie mode? 516 00:31:40.732 --> 00:31:41.900 Tell your daughter hi. 517 00:31:43.693 --> 00:31:46.905 -Can you say hi? Her name is Berina. -Berina, I love you. 518 00:31:46.988 --> 00:31:48.573 -Thanks, buddy. -Yeah, man. 519 00:31:51.492 --> 00:31:52.994 Canadian love right there. 520 00:31:53.786 --> 00:31:54.829 Hello. 521 00:31:55.371 --> 00:31:58.875 You had a first day of school today. That's why you're in your outfit. 522 00:31:58.958 --> 00:32:01.920 -I like wearing this all the time. -I didn't think about it. 523 00:32:02.003 --> 00:32:04.797 [gentle music] 524 00:32:04.881 --> 00:32:06.090 Look at this shit. 525 00:32:18.394 --> 00:32:20.355 Man, this is our... This is our field. 526 00:32:23.608 --> 00:32:26.611 Brian and I fully, 100% climbed up that. 527 00:32:27.737 --> 00:32:28.613 Swear to God. 528 00:32:29.656 --> 00:32:30.949 He told you? 529 00:32:32.241 --> 00:32:34.702 This is our turf, man. The turf we talked about. 530 00:32:34.786 --> 00:32:37.664 -[man chuckles] -Like, this is where we grew up. 531 00:32:38.331 --> 00:32:41.501 That's why when we talk about Pickering, we're obsessed with it. 532 00:32:41.584 --> 00:32:42.627 Look at this. 533 00:32:43.252 --> 00:32:46.589 -[man] Yo. -Look, I brought Tainy to the turf, bro. 534 00:32:46.673 --> 00:32:48.925 -No! What? -[chuckles] 535 00:32:50.218 --> 00:32:51.052 Wow. 536 00:32:52.345 --> 00:32:53.471 How is it? 537 00:32:53.554 --> 00:32:54.889 It's fucking great, man. 538 00:32:55.807 --> 00:32:57.850 -Man, I should've came. -I know. 539 00:33:01.020 --> 00:33:02.105 Wow, looks amazing. 540 00:33:02.188 --> 00:33:05.191 Dude, it's incredible here right now. 541 00:33:08.695 --> 00:33:11.239 [gentle music continues] 542 00:33:11.322 --> 00:33:14.200 [Aaliyah] When he started singing, he wasn't the greatest. 543 00:33:14.283 --> 00:33:16.369 I was like, "Let's see where this goes." 544 00:33:16.452 --> 00:33:19.497 It was just constant noise at my house. So annoying. 545 00:33:19.580 --> 00:33:21.249 Like, it was awful. 546 00:33:23.376 --> 00:33:25.962 I asked him if he wanted to be famous one day, 547 00:33:26.587 --> 00:33:29.799 and he, like, shut the whole idea down so fast. 548 00:33:30.383 --> 00:33:34.512 He was like, "No, I don't want to be famous. It seems awful." 549 00:33:35.221 --> 00:33:39.058 I don't know if he remembers that, but I remember that like it was yesterday. 550 00:33:41.144 --> 00:33:43.771 I remember I asked you when you first started singing 551 00:33:43.855 --> 00:33:45.857 if you wanted to become famous, 552 00:33:45.940 --> 00:33:48.901 and you, like, were disgusted by the idea. 553 00:33:48.985 --> 00:33:49.944 -I was? -Yeah. 554 00:33:50.028 --> 00:33:52.739 You were like, "No, I would never wanna be famous, 555 00:33:52.822 --> 00:33:54.407 like, that lifestyle." 556 00:33:54.490 --> 00:33:56.576 -Probably. -I remember you saying that. 557 00:33:56.659 --> 00:33:57.910 You said it all the time. 558 00:33:57.994 --> 00:34:01.497 'Cause... Obviously, you got good, and you started getting noticed, 559 00:34:01.581 --> 00:34:03.833 so I was like, "You're gonna become famous." 560 00:34:03.916 --> 00:34:06.002 You were, like, "I don't wanna be famous." 561 00:34:06.085 --> 00:34:07.253 I don't remember that. 562 00:34:07.336 --> 00:34:09.589 We talked about it all the time in the office. 563 00:34:09.672 --> 00:34:11.382 Well, I obviously changed my mind. 564 00:34:12.884 --> 00:34:13.801 I used to... 565 00:34:15.553 --> 00:34:16.471 This door here... 566 00:34:17.305 --> 00:34:18.598 We'd finish school off... 567 00:34:19.474 --> 00:34:22.310 and everyone would come rushing down 568 00:34:22.393 --> 00:34:25.480 and just hang outside on this front thing on a Friday. 569 00:34:25.563 --> 00:34:29.484 Two hundred people hanging out here, trying to figure out the plans for Friday. 570 00:34:29.567 --> 00:34:31.277 -It was so good. -We don't do that. 571 00:34:31.360 --> 00:34:33.404 [Shawn] Everyone did that. [chuckles] 572 00:34:35.114 --> 00:34:36.574 Welcome home, guys. 573 00:34:38.451 --> 00:34:40.078 [pensive music] 574 00:34:40.161 --> 00:34:42.955 -[Aaliyah] I got to do homework. -[both chuckle] 575 00:34:47.376 --> 00:34:49.378 [Karen] Oh! 576 00:34:51.964 --> 00:34:53.883 [indistinct conversation] 577 00:34:53.966 --> 00:34:55.384 [Shawn] Guys, welcome. 578 00:34:55.468 --> 00:34:57.470 This is my home! [chuckles] 579 00:35:01.557 --> 00:35:03.559 [chuckles] 580 00:35:03.643 --> 00:35:04.560 Oh, my God. 581 00:35:05.144 --> 00:35:06.270 So stupid. 582 00:35:06.896 --> 00:35:08.189 So stupid. 583 00:35:09.232 --> 00:35:11.067 The biggest plaque you've ever seen. 584 00:35:11.150 --> 00:35:12.860 I've, like, been in every bedroom, 585 00:35:12.944 --> 00:35:15.530 but this is my bedroom. Welcome. [laughs] 586 00:35:15.613 --> 00:35:19.742 This is the room I recorded all the Vines and stuff in. 587 00:35:21.077 --> 00:35:22.495 Pretty small in here, right? 588 00:35:24.080 --> 00:35:25.164 This is it, bro. 589 00:35:26.124 --> 00:35:28.126 [clears throat] 590 00:35:28.209 --> 00:35:30.253 This pillow is... Fuck. 591 00:35:30.336 --> 00:35:31.587 They smell good. 592 00:35:32.880 --> 00:35:34.382 Mmm! 593 00:35:34.465 --> 00:35:37.343 [inhales deeply] 594 00:35:39.095 --> 00:35:41.848 Whoa. That was actually really overwhelming. [chuckles] 595 00:35:43.766 --> 00:35:45.893 Mom, I feel like I kind of live here again. 596 00:35:45.977 --> 00:35:48.646 -[Karen] He only comes here to eat. -Not true. 597 00:35:48.729 --> 00:35:50.398 -Yes, you do. -What is this? 598 00:35:50.481 --> 00:35:52.525 Every time you walk in you're hungry. 599 00:35:53.609 --> 00:35:55.361 Look at this. Look at this sweater. 600 00:35:55.903 --> 00:35:57.572 -It's Camila. -Oh, my God. 601 00:35:57.655 --> 00:36:00.825 -My girlfriend. Do you know about her? -No, I don't, Shawn. 602 00:36:00.908 --> 00:36:02.743 You make more money than all of us, 603 00:36:02.827 --> 00:36:05.163 -and you come here to eat for free? -Oh, yeah. 604 00:36:05.246 --> 00:36:07.957 -[in Portuguese] How are you? -[in English] Hey, buddy. 605 00:36:08.040 --> 00:36:09.167 [chuckles] 606 00:36:09.250 --> 00:36:11.085 It's crazy. This is the most time 607 00:36:11.169 --> 00:36:14.255 I've spent at home in, like, a year, probably, 608 00:36:14.338 --> 00:36:15.840 in the last three days, right? 609 00:36:16.966 --> 00:36:18.551 -For sure. -Every time he comes, 610 00:36:18.634 --> 00:36:19.886 I try to get him to stay. 611 00:36:19.969 --> 00:36:21.512 And you actually got to relax. 612 00:36:21.596 --> 00:36:24.640 Usually, he comes in and eats, says, "I'm not staying long." 613 00:36:24.724 --> 00:36:27.101 We might get him to watch a movie. That's it. 614 00:36:27.185 --> 00:36:28.394 Christmas Eve, he stays. 615 00:36:28.477 --> 00:36:31.480 He spends the night to wait for Santa Claus with Aaliyah. 616 00:36:31.564 --> 00:36:33.941 -That's right. -Then they get up in the morning, 617 00:36:34.025 --> 00:36:36.694 and Santa Claus has left all the gifts under the tree. 618 00:36:36.777 --> 00:36:38.946 -Isn't that right? -She doesn't drop it. 619 00:36:39.030 --> 00:36:41.032 -No. -Santa Claus is real. 620 00:36:41.115 --> 00:36:41.991 -Yeah. -Right? 621 00:36:42.074 --> 00:36:43.701 -If you believe it. -I believe. 622 00:36:43.784 --> 00:36:44.952 Yeah, that's it. 623 00:36:45.036 --> 00:36:47.914 -You went to the stadium today? -[Manny] I went yesterday. 624 00:36:47.997 --> 00:36:49.749 -It's big in there. -It's massive. 625 00:36:49.832 --> 00:36:52.543 I don't want to see anything until I walk in tomorrow. 626 00:36:52.627 --> 00:36:54.921 -I'm gonna be there tomorrow. -What time? 627 00:36:55.004 --> 00:36:56.881 -Probably around noon. -Around noon? 628 00:36:56.964 --> 00:36:59.300 In time for catering, that's why I'll be there. 629 00:36:59.383 --> 00:37:01.594 -[laughs] -Good, good, good. Smart guy. 630 00:37:05.223 --> 00:37:07.058 This is, like, something else too. 631 00:37:07.141 --> 00:37:09.393 I wrote this in the green room the other day. 632 00:37:09.477 --> 00:37:12.146 [on recording] ♪ I know you want To say goodbye ♪ 633 00:37:12.230 --> 00:37:13.105 No lyrics. 634 00:37:13.189 --> 00:37:15.608 [indistinct] 635 00:37:16.901 --> 00:37:19.946 ♪ The feeling I just can't deny ♪ 636 00:37:20.738 --> 00:37:23.324 ♪ I know you want to get along ♪ 637 00:37:25.034 --> 00:37:27.787 [indistinct] 638 00:37:28.788 --> 00:37:30.915 ♪ And I know it's kind of sad, but still ♪ 639 00:37:30.998 --> 00:37:37.546 ♪ I just got to tell you That I'm gonna take you down ♪ 640 00:37:42.635 --> 00:37:44.845 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 641 00:37:50.351 --> 00:37:52.561 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 642 00:37:54.772 --> 00:37:57.149 I want to write a song that's orchestra heaven, 643 00:37:57.233 --> 00:37:59.527 massive drums, and... [imitates buzzing drum] 644 00:37:59.610 --> 00:38:01.988 And then really quiet, my vocal just goes... 645 00:38:02.071 --> 00:38:04.573 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 646 00:38:04.657 --> 00:38:07.034 [imitates buzzing drum noise] 647 00:38:07.118 --> 00:38:09.120 My car is driving itself right now. 648 00:38:09.203 --> 00:38:11.497 [man chuckles] 649 00:38:11.580 --> 00:38:14.709 [playing gentle melody] 650 00:38:17.336 --> 00:38:21.257 [Shawn] Yesterday we were watching videos of us when we were, like, 16. 651 00:38:22.216 --> 00:38:23.801 We both got so caught up in it. 652 00:38:23.884 --> 00:38:26.804 We looked at each other and were like, "I don't feel good." 653 00:38:26.887 --> 00:38:31.809 'Cause we were taken right back to that insecure, unsure 15-year-old. 654 00:38:33.102 --> 00:38:36.939 And I just felt like, "Wow, she really understands that feeling." 655 00:38:37.648 --> 00:38:41.027 We looked at each other and said, "We feel weird right now, huh?" 656 00:38:41.652 --> 00:38:43.154 And she's like, "Yeah, we do." 657 00:38:43.237 --> 00:38:45.406 And I'm like, "I'm so happy you know why, 658 00:38:45.489 --> 00:38:48.451 'cause I don't know if I could explain this well to others." 659 00:38:48.534 --> 00:38:50.911 [playing gentle melody] 660 00:38:56.167 --> 00:38:57.668 Sounds like your heart. 661 00:38:57.752 --> 00:38:59.170 Feels like my heart, yeah. 662 00:38:59.670 --> 00:39:03.341 Yeah, I went through a phase where I used to write this over and over. 663 00:39:03.424 --> 00:39:05.259 "I control my brain with my voice." 664 00:39:07.178 --> 00:39:08.471 "I sing with no tension." 665 00:39:10.181 --> 00:39:12.141 "My chest voice is strong and healthy." 666 00:39:12.933 --> 00:39:13.768 This was... 667 00:39:14.352 --> 00:39:18.397 two weeks before we put Rogers Centre on sale, November 24th, 2018. 668 00:39:19.190 --> 00:39:22.651 I wrote... "Here we go. I will sell out the Rogers Centre." 669 00:39:23.652 --> 00:39:25.279 I remember I was in this condo. 670 00:39:26.864 --> 00:39:30.326 -And on November 28th... 25th, 2018. -You wrote... 671 00:39:30.409 --> 00:39:33.537 -[both] "I sold out the Rogers Centre." -[chuckles] 672 00:39:34.163 --> 00:39:37.166 That's why it worked. I wrote it in my manifestation journal. 673 00:39:37.249 --> 00:39:40.336 -Yeah, it was persistent. -This is persistency right here. 674 00:39:46.801 --> 00:39:48.886 [man] You did that thing where you're... 675 00:39:48.969 --> 00:39:52.056 [Shawn] I think Rogers Centre was always a goal of mine. 676 00:39:52.139 --> 00:39:55.768 'Cause when I started playing music, I'd drive by it every day 677 00:39:55.851 --> 00:39:58.062 and say, "I'm gonna play there one day." 678 00:39:58.687 --> 00:39:59.688 Jesus Christ. 679 00:40:00.356 --> 00:40:02.608 -[man] Whoo! Yeah, man! -[both laugh] 680 00:40:03.526 --> 00:40:04.985 [Shawn] Oh, my God! 681 00:40:06.529 --> 00:40:07.947 What is going on? 682 00:40:08.489 --> 00:40:10.408 I don't even know what to look at. 683 00:40:10.491 --> 00:40:12.118 -Where's the stage? -[man] There. 684 00:40:13.119 --> 00:40:14.870 [chuckles] This is crazy. 685 00:40:17.790 --> 00:40:19.125 It's kind of big. 686 00:40:19.208 --> 00:40:20.793 -[man] Fuckin' huge. -[laughs] 687 00:40:20.876 --> 00:40:22.795 This is insane! 688 00:40:22.878 --> 00:40:25.840 [pensive music] 689 00:40:48.112 --> 00:40:49.280 The stage feels small. 690 00:40:54.076 --> 00:40:55.744 Does the stage look small here? 691 00:41:04.920 --> 00:41:08.424 Does the stage feel small? I know I can't put a new stage in, but... 692 00:41:08.507 --> 00:41:11.051 -Brother, look what you did. -[laughs] 693 00:41:11.135 --> 00:41:14.054 I walked on, immediately I was like, "Is the stage small?" 694 00:41:14.138 --> 00:41:16.682 -Just take it in. -Actually feels like a city here. 695 00:41:17.308 --> 00:41:18.309 Look at it. 696 00:41:34.700 --> 00:41:38.537 I'm looking at the Rogers Centre, and for the first time I'm getting nervous. 697 00:41:39.371 --> 00:41:42.541 On the street, the coffee guy says he's coming to the show. 698 00:41:42.625 --> 00:41:45.544 My door guy at my condo says, "I'm coming to the show." 699 00:41:45.628 --> 00:41:47.463 This is a real family thing. 700 00:41:51.133 --> 00:41:52.176 This isn't like... 701 00:41:52.927 --> 00:41:55.596 playing your biggest show of all time. It's more like, 702 00:41:55.679 --> 00:41:57.890 "This is incredible. We're in his hometown. 703 00:41:58.474 --> 00:42:01.143 There's so much love surrounded. He's playing a show. 704 00:42:02.311 --> 00:42:05.189 It's also in the biggest stadium in the country." 705 00:42:05.272 --> 00:42:08.192 [people cheering loudly] 706 00:42:12.238 --> 00:42:14.323 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 707 00:42:14.406 --> 00:42:15.741 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 708 00:42:15.824 --> 00:42:17.743 ♪ Baby, me and you ♪ 709 00:42:17.826 --> 00:42:20.496 ♪ I can't seem to get you off my mind ♪ 710 00:42:20.579 --> 00:42:23.165 ♪ Get you off my mind ♪ 711 00:42:23.249 --> 00:42:25.251 [people cheering in distance] 712 00:42:26.710 --> 00:42:29.129 I feel crazy. I've never felt like this. 713 00:42:30.631 --> 00:42:31.882 I feel crazy. 714 00:42:33.008 --> 00:42:35.636 [people cheering loudly] 715 00:42:35.719 --> 00:42:37.721 [opening music playing] 716 00:42:43.394 --> 00:42:44.812 It's loud. 717 00:42:47.606 --> 00:42:50.067 [music intensifies] 718 00:42:50.150 --> 00:42:52.152 [cheering intensifies] 719 00:42:53.904 --> 00:42:54.947 Fuck! 720 00:42:58.117 --> 00:43:00.828 [cheering grows louder] 721 00:43:02.246 --> 00:43:05.040 [intro music starts] 722 00:43:40.784 --> 00:43:42.786 ♪ All it'd take is one flight ♪ 723 00:43:42.870 --> 00:43:45.247 ♪ We'd be in the same time zone, yeah ♪ 724 00:43:45.331 --> 00:43:47.416 ♪ Looking through your timeline ♪ 725 00:43:47.499 --> 00:43:50.085 ♪ Seeing all the rainbows, I ♪ 726 00:43:50.169 --> 00:43:52.087 ♪ I got an idea ♪ 727 00:43:52.171 --> 00:43:54.548 ♪ And I know that it sounds crazy, baby ♪ 728 00:43:54.632 --> 00:43:56.091 ♪ I wanna see ya ♪ 729 00:43:56.175 --> 00:43:57.635 ♪ Oh, I gotta ask ♪ 730 00:43:57.718 --> 00:43:59.261 ♪ Do you got plans tonight? ♪ 731 00:43:59.345 --> 00:44:00.512 Sing along! 732 00:44:00.596 --> 00:44:04.099 [audience] ♪ I'm a couple hundred miles From Japan and I ♪ 733 00:44:04.933 --> 00:44:08.646 ♪ I was thinkin' I could fly To your hotel tonight ♪ 734 00:44:09.438 --> 00:44:12.608 ♪ 'Cause I can't get you off my mind ♪ 735 00:44:12.691 --> 00:44:15.527 ♪ Can't get you off my mind Can't get you off my mind ♪ 736 00:44:15.611 --> 00:44:16.445 Here we go! 737 00:44:17.571 --> 00:44:19.490 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 738 00:44:19.573 --> 00:44:22.159 ♪ Let's get lost tonight ♪ 739 00:44:22.242 --> 00:44:23.160 ♪ Baby, you and ♪ 740 00:44:23.243 --> 00:44:26.121 ♪ I can't seem to get you off my mind ♪ 741 00:44:26.205 --> 00:44:28.707 [Shawn] For this whole year and most of your life, 742 00:44:28.791 --> 00:44:31.585 it feels like you've been anticipating a show like this. 743 00:44:32.711 --> 00:44:35.714 You're standing in front of a crowd of 50,000 people. 744 00:44:36.298 --> 00:44:38.676 And it feels completely surreal. 745 00:44:39.760 --> 00:44:42.179 It's like your feet are floating off the ground. 746 00:44:43.305 --> 00:44:45.808 It's kind of pure magic from start to finish. 747 00:44:46.392 --> 00:44:50.396 ♪ When you're high up above Or down below ♪ 748 00:44:53.107 --> 00:44:57.236 ♪ When you're too in love to let it go ♪ 749 00:44:59.780 --> 00:45:04.952 ♪ But if you never try Then you'll never know ♪ 750 00:45:05.661 --> 00:45:10.624 ♪ Just what you're worth ♪ 751 00:45:11.875 --> 00:45:13.794 Everybody all together. Here we go. 752 00:45:15.671 --> 00:45:22.177 -♪ 'Cause lights will... ♪ -♪ 'Cause lights will guide you home ♪ 753 00:45:22.886 --> 00:45:28.350 ♪ And ignite your bones ♪ 754 00:45:29.393 --> 00:45:35.315 ♪ And I will try to fix you ♪ 755 00:45:37.317 --> 00:45:39.069 I love you so much. Thank you. 756 00:45:39.153 --> 00:45:41.071 [audience cheering loudly] 757 00:45:43.073 --> 00:45:47.536 [Shawn] I just felt like there was this real sense of love in the room that night. 758 00:45:47.619 --> 00:45:51.165 Toronto, I love you so much with all of my heart. Thank you. 759 00:45:51.248 --> 00:45:53.375 Thank you. Thank you so much for having us. 760 00:46:19.359 --> 00:46:21.487 [people whooping] 761 00:46:21.570 --> 00:46:23.363 [cheering continues] 762 00:46:26.116 --> 00:46:28.118 [inaudible] 763 00:46:30.704 --> 00:46:32.706 -Great. -[people whooping] 764 00:46:35.250 --> 00:46:36.460 [man] Manny! 765 00:46:36.543 --> 00:46:38.462 I was so mad. I thought you guys left. 766 00:46:38.545 --> 00:46:39.963 Oh, Shawn! 767 00:46:40.589 --> 00:46:42.591 [indistinct chatter] 768 00:46:43.342 --> 00:46:45.344 Nothing better than that, Shawn. 769 00:46:46.220 --> 00:46:49.473 -Oh, Shawn, I am so proud of you. -Thank you. 770 00:46:49.556 --> 00:46:52.267 -You know me, I cry a lot. -[laughing] 771 00:46:58.148 --> 00:47:00.359 -[women cheering] -[woman] Shawn! 772 00:47:07.074 --> 00:47:08.367 Thank you! 773 00:47:09.743 --> 00:47:11.745 Are we in the right car? 774 00:47:12.371 --> 00:47:15.707 [on recording] ♪ Ooh, your body's like an ocean ♪ 775 00:47:15.791 --> 00:47:17.751 -Huh? -I have her vocals separate, too, 776 00:47:17.835 --> 00:47:20.254 so we can pull 'em down if we need to. 777 00:47:20.337 --> 00:47:21.922 -It's all over two. -Yeah. 778 00:47:22.005 --> 00:47:24.341 [on recording] ♪ Ooh, what do you desire... ♪ 779 00:47:24.424 --> 00:47:26.385 [engineer] The backgrounds right now... 780 00:47:26.510 --> 00:47:29.137 [Shawn] What happens to me when I'm on tour is 781 00:47:29.221 --> 00:47:31.014 I get obsessed with chords. 782 00:47:31.849 --> 00:47:32.850 I kept playing this. 783 00:47:32.933 --> 00:47:35.143 [plays soothing progression] 784 00:47:44.778 --> 00:47:47.990 ♪ Ooh, your body's like an ocean ♪ 785 00:47:49.157 --> 00:47:51.159 ♪ I'm devoted ♪ 786 00:47:53.328 --> 00:47:55.914 ♪ I'll do I'll do it for you ♪ 787 00:47:55.998 --> 00:47:58.417 ♪ Run my hands around you ♪ 788 00:47:58.500 --> 00:48:01.086 ♪ Ooh, teach me how to ♪ 789 00:48:01.169 --> 00:48:03.547 ♪ Touch you, kiss, caress you And squeeze ♪ 790 00:48:03.630 --> 00:48:05.382 ♪ Teach me how to love ♪ 791 00:48:05.465 --> 00:48:06.466 Something like that. 792 00:48:06.550 --> 00:48:09.177 [all] ♪ Ooh, teach me how to ♪ 793 00:48:09.261 --> 00:48:11.680 ♪ Touch you, tease Caress you and please you ♪ 794 00:48:11.763 --> 00:48:14.016 ♪ Teach me how to love ♪ 795 00:48:14.099 --> 00:48:16.518 -Yeah. -To go from the unison to the harmony, 796 00:48:16.602 --> 00:48:18.145 I'd be like, "Can't do it." 797 00:48:18.228 --> 00:48:19.855 -[chuckling] -I had to repeat it. 798 00:48:19.938 --> 00:48:23.525 Most of the time I have to play the piano part into the track. 799 00:48:23.609 --> 00:48:25.903 ♪ How to love ♪ 800 00:48:25.986 --> 00:48:28.155 -♪ How to love ♪ -[woman] Mmm-hmm. 801 00:48:28.238 --> 00:48:29.615 ♪ How to love ♪ 802 00:48:29.698 --> 00:48:32.200 I might come in there with you 'cause it's fun. 803 00:48:32.284 --> 00:48:35.746 ♪ Teach me, teach me, teach me How to love ♪ 804 00:48:36.496 --> 00:48:38.749 ♪ How to love ♪ 805 00:48:38.832 --> 00:48:41.501 ♪ How to love ♪ 806 00:48:42.044 --> 00:48:45.839 ♪ Teach me, teach me, teach me How to love ♪ 807 00:48:45.923 --> 00:48:46.924 Let's go once more. 808 00:48:48.050 --> 00:48:50.260 Go again. I'm gonna take a listen for a sec. 809 00:48:50.344 --> 00:48:52.763 'Cause we have this individual line function... 810 00:48:52.846 --> 00:48:56.516 [on recording] ♪ Teach me, teach me Teach me how to love ♪ 811 00:48:57.100 --> 00:48:58.268 ♪ How to love ♪ 812 00:48:58.352 --> 00:49:00.437 [vocalizing] 813 00:49:01.021 --> 00:49:01.855 Yeah. 814 00:49:02.481 --> 00:49:04.191 [Shawn] And we're missing the... 815 00:49:04.274 --> 00:49:06.610 [vocalizes series of notes] 816 00:49:06.693 --> 00:49:08.862 -Is anyone doing that note? -♪ Ooh ♪ 817 00:49:08.946 --> 00:49:09.863 You are? 818 00:49:09.947 --> 00:49:11.615 -Yeah. -You're just quiet in here. 819 00:49:11.698 --> 00:49:12.532 ♪ Ooh... ♪ 820 00:49:12.616 --> 00:49:15.077 Where are you? We'll just turn you up a little. 821 00:49:15.160 --> 00:49:16.328 ♪ Teach me how to ♪ 822 00:49:16.411 --> 00:49:17.704 Yeah, we need that. 823 00:49:17.788 --> 00:49:20.332 [song playing] 824 00:49:22.834 --> 00:49:26.046 ♪ Teach me, teach me, teach me How to love ♪ 825 00:49:26.797 --> 00:49:28.340 [plucking melody] 826 00:49:28.423 --> 00:49:31.843 [Shawn] I've definitely always felt the pressure to make music that's 827 00:49:31.927 --> 00:49:34.096 better than what I've done before. 828 00:49:36.974 --> 00:49:39.643 I feel this time around, I'm in the studio... 829 00:49:40.644 --> 00:49:43.772 kind of just being like, "Okay, whatever comes, comes." 830 00:49:44.481 --> 00:49:47.359 [playing with melodies and chords] 831 00:49:54.616 --> 00:49:56.034 We recording, George? 832 00:49:58.745 --> 00:50:02.416 [Shawn] You have to not only accept imperfection but embrace imperfection, 833 00:50:02.499 --> 00:50:07.879 because that imperfection in that moment is what turns into magic in the next. 834 00:50:09.089 --> 00:50:12.968 ♪ Look up at the stars ♪ 835 00:50:13.051 --> 00:50:15.762 ♪ They're like pieces of art ♪ 836 00:50:16.847 --> 00:50:20.100 ♪ Floating above the planet ♪ 837 00:50:21.309 --> 00:50:25.188 ♪ You know we've come so far ♪ 838 00:50:25.272 --> 00:50:28.650 ♪ The universe is ours ♪ 839 00:50:29.317 --> 00:50:32.696 ♪ And I'm not gonna let you down ♪ 840 00:50:35.782 --> 00:50:38.535 ♪ It's a Friday night and streetlights ♪ 841 00:50:39.244 --> 00:50:42.247 ♪ Are all saying your name ♪ 842 00:50:42.330 --> 00:50:44.875 ♪ They always say your name ♪ 843 00:50:48.295 --> 00:50:51.757 ♪ Before you go home I should let you know ♪ 844 00:50:51.840 --> 00:50:54.259 ♪ I'm so glad that you came ♪ 845 00:50:55.135 --> 00:50:59.556 ♪ I know that we went late No, no ♪ 846 00:50:59.639 --> 00:51:03.894 ♪ But look up at the stars ♪ 847 00:51:03.977 --> 00:51:07.064 ♪ They're like pieces of art ♪ 848 00:51:07.939 --> 00:51:11.068 ♪ Floating above the planet ♪ 849 00:51:12.486 --> 00:51:16.281 ♪ You know we've come so far ♪ 850 00:51:16.364 --> 00:51:19.659 ♪ The universe is ours ♪ 851 00:51:20.160 --> 00:51:24.247 ♪ And I'm not gonna let you down ♪ 852 00:51:25.707 --> 00:51:29.044 I wonder what else I can do. [sighs] 853 00:51:29.127 --> 00:51:31.671 Maybe I'm doing a little too much on stage. 854 00:51:31.755 --> 00:51:33.048 [Cez Darke] Maybe. 855 00:51:33.799 --> 00:51:36.718 Maybe calm down a bit. You've also added another song. 856 00:51:36.802 --> 00:51:37.761 Two songs. 857 00:51:37.844 --> 00:51:39.221 Two songs, basically. 858 00:51:39.304 --> 00:51:41.306 -And the medley's longer. -Yeah. 859 00:51:41.389 --> 00:51:42.808 So you're working harder. 860 00:51:42.891 --> 00:51:44.518 [audience cheering] 861 00:51:44.601 --> 00:51:46.853 [playing psychedelic solo] 862 00:51:54.653 --> 00:51:56.655 [singing indistinctly] 863 00:51:58.657 --> 00:52:01.701 [singing scream] 864 00:52:04.454 --> 00:52:05.539 ♪ You rocked me ♪ 865 00:52:05.622 --> 00:52:07.541 [raspy voice] London, how you doing? 866 00:52:11.837 --> 00:52:12.921 Beautiful! 867 00:52:13.380 --> 00:52:15.882 ♪ I'm tripping over myself... ♪ [voice cutting off] 868 00:52:20.679 --> 00:52:22.055 [audience cheering] 869 00:52:24.933 --> 00:52:28.395 I'm so sorry, guys. My voice is cutting out on me so much tonight. 870 00:52:28.478 --> 00:52:30.355 I'll need your help as much as I can. 871 00:52:30.438 --> 00:52:34.317 I promise to sing my heart out, but I only got what I got in my voice, 872 00:52:34.401 --> 00:52:36.236 so thank you so much. 873 00:52:43.827 --> 00:52:45.120 They're looping. 874 00:52:45.203 --> 00:52:46.872 You tell me when you want to go. 875 00:52:51.751 --> 00:52:54.296 Fucking hell, man. I just... 876 00:52:55.213 --> 00:52:57.924 -What you just did just then... -No, man, I... 877 00:52:58.008 --> 00:52:59.301 It's insane. 878 00:53:03.722 --> 00:53:05.807 [inaudible] 879 00:53:08.226 --> 00:53:10.562 [pensive music] 880 00:53:11.688 --> 00:53:13.899 [Shawn] We're on a 104-show tour, and... 881 00:53:14.983 --> 00:53:16.484 half of me right now is like, 882 00:53:16.568 --> 00:53:19.029 "Make sure you say you're grateful," because I am. 883 00:53:19.112 --> 00:53:21.156 In the biggest way, I'm so grateful. 884 00:53:21.239 --> 00:53:24.993 I love these performances. I've never had more fun in my life, but... 885 00:53:25.076 --> 00:53:26.828 [Shawn and Karen talk indistinctly] 886 00:53:26.912 --> 00:53:29.789 I also want to hang with my parents, watch movies. 887 00:53:29.873 --> 00:53:31.625 You're gonna do a tree at my house? 888 00:53:31.708 --> 00:53:33.919 Yeah. I'll do your tree, but nothing else. 889 00:53:34.753 --> 00:53:35.629 -Yeah. -...school. 890 00:53:35.712 --> 00:53:38.548 [Shawn] Drive around a suburb, lay on a soccer field... 891 00:53:39.132 --> 00:53:41.801 smoke a joint and stare at the stars with my friends 892 00:53:41.885 --> 00:53:44.429 and, like, eat some beef jerky. [laughs] 893 00:53:44.512 --> 00:53:48.600 And, like, really, like, small-town thoughts. 894 00:53:48.683 --> 00:53:50.602 You know, those things are like... 895 00:53:50.685 --> 00:53:52.938 I think I miss that a little bit right now. 896 00:53:53.021 --> 00:53:54.731 It's pretty intense all the time. 897 00:54:00.070 --> 00:54:01.696 I really think about that a lot. 898 00:54:04.532 --> 00:54:07.285 If I tell the world that I'm just a normal human, 899 00:54:07.369 --> 00:54:09.537 are they going to stop coming to the shows 900 00:54:09.621 --> 00:54:12.082 and listening to the music, and, like, 901 00:54:12.165 --> 00:54:14.459 is all the craziness going to stop? 902 00:54:14.542 --> 00:54:16.962 Then you're like, "Maybe I shouldn't tell them. 903 00:54:17.045 --> 00:54:18.421 I should keep the trick up. 904 00:54:18.505 --> 00:54:21.800 Maybe I should pretend that I'm Superman for a little bit longer." 905 00:54:23.510 --> 00:54:27.430 [gentle piano music] 906 00:54:29.057 --> 00:54:30.058 Just played. 907 00:54:30.725 --> 00:54:32.644 Writing a little message on Instagram. 908 00:54:33.353 --> 00:54:35.105 "Feeling overwhelmed by life today. 909 00:54:35.188 --> 00:54:37.857 I'm right here right now, and it's beautiful. 910 00:54:39.734 --> 00:54:41.111 And it's so beautiful. 911 00:54:43.822 --> 00:54:45.448 And it's so beautiful." 912 00:54:53.581 --> 00:54:54.958 That's all I got for you. 913 00:54:57.335 --> 00:55:00.630 [distant Latin music playing] 914 00:55:07.053 --> 00:55:09.055 [Shawn playing melody on guitar] 915 00:55:15.645 --> 00:55:19.149 I've been trying to figure it out since it started, you know, 916 00:55:19.232 --> 00:55:21.609 and I have a billion different ways... 917 00:55:21.693 --> 00:55:25.864 People'll be like, "Why'd this happen to you?" I have a lot of logical answers, 918 00:55:25.947 --> 00:55:28.742 but none of them are satisfying, you know? 919 00:55:30.952 --> 00:55:34.622 -[Eric Vetro performing voice exercise] -[Shawn repeating after him] 920 00:55:37.667 --> 00:55:40.837 [voice exercising continues] 921 00:55:40.920 --> 00:55:42.255 I'm constantly warming up, 922 00:55:42.339 --> 00:55:45.717 and I'm constantly checking my voice out of fear of the fact that... 923 00:55:46.301 --> 00:55:49.679 one day I'm going to go to sing and it's going to just not come out. 924 00:55:49.763 --> 00:55:52.640 [Vetro] Open the back of your throat, take a deep breath. 925 00:55:52.724 --> 00:55:55.310 [Shawn performing vocal exercise] 926 00:55:58.271 --> 00:56:00.231 [Vetro] Really loose and open. 927 00:56:00.315 --> 00:56:03.360 [Shawn singing scale] 928 00:56:04.527 --> 00:56:07.530 [vocalizing] 929 00:56:14.120 --> 00:56:17.999 [voice rising to a high pitch] ♪ Yeah ♪ 930 00:56:18.083 --> 00:56:20.085 [playing "Youth"] 931 00:56:26.925 --> 00:56:29.219 [all] ♪ You can't take my youth away ♪ 932 00:56:29.302 --> 00:56:31.429 ♪ This soul of mine will never break ♪ 933 00:56:31.513 --> 00:56:33.890 [audience] ♪ As long as I wake up today ♪ 934 00:56:33.973 --> 00:56:35.600 ♪ You can't take my youth away ♪ 935 00:56:39.312 --> 00:56:40.730 [Shawn] What are they doing? 936 00:56:40.814 --> 00:56:43.775 [man] They're running 'cause they see other people running. 937 00:56:43.858 --> 00:56:45.693 Dude, the show's gonna be nuts. 938 00:56:46.945 --> 00:56:48.363 They're screaming. 939 00:56:48.446 --> 00:56:50.198 I wonder if the band's out there. 940 00:56:52.409 --> 00:56:55.537 Maybe it's 'cause I just posted the Instagram of the sunset. 941 00:56:56.663 --> 00:56:58.373 Doesn't mean that I'm down there. 942 00:57:01.126 --> 00:57:03.128 [indistinct conversations] 943 00:57:11.177 --> 00:57:13.721 -Hi. -This experience has been so good. 944 00:57:13.805 --> 00:57:15.807 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 945 00:57:15.890 --> 00:57:17.809 -I can't speak. -It's okay. 946 00:57:17.892 --> 00:57:19.394 It's so nice to meet you. 947 00:57:19.477 --> 00:57:20.812 [indistinct] 948 00:57:20.895 --> 00:57:21.896 Yeah. 949 00:57:21.980 --> 00:57:23.982 [indistinct chatter] 950 00:57:25.608 --> 00:57:30.321 You make me feel connected to you and connected to people around me, 951 00:57:30.405 --> 00:57:33.158 and I'm just so thankful, and I... 952 00:57:33.241 --> 00:57:34.868 -Oh, my God. -[laughs] 953 00:57:34.951 --> 00:57:36.286 Should we take a photo? 954 00:57:41.916 --> 00:57:43.918 [laughing joyfully] 955 00:57:46.463 --> 00:57:49.674 [slow, gentle music] 956 00:57:57.557 --> 00:57:58.933 [women screaming] 957 00:58:00.351 --> 00:58:04.105 [Shawn] When you're pulling up to a hotel in a country you've never been to, 958 00:58:04.189 --> 00:58:06.691 and there's 1,000 people outside waiting for you... 959 00:58:10.445 --> 00:58:13.490 no matter how many times you go through that, it feels... 960 00:58:14.699 --> 00:58:15.658 like a dream. 961 00:58:17.035 --> 00:58:19.454 I don't know if that's ever going to feel normal. 962 00:58:20.705 --> 00:58:23.041 I don't know if that's supposed to feel normal. 963 00:58:23.124 --> 00:58:25.835 [woman sobbing and talking indistinctly] 964 00:58:30.757 --> 00:58:33.218 I love you so much, thank you! 965 00:58:35.803 --> 00:58:37.639 Thank you so much! 966 00:58:38.389 --> 00:58:40.391 Thank you, Shawn! I love you! 967 00:58:42.644 --> 00:58:44.354 I love you so much. 968 00:58:44.437 --> 00:58:45.647 [speaking in Portuguese] 969 00:58:54.531 --> 00:58:55.907 What's up, guys? 970 00:58:55.990 --> 00:59:00.411 We're, uh... We're in Brazil on the last leg of the tour. 971 00:59:01.162 --> 00:59:02.914 I woke up feeling... 972 00:59:03.456 --> 00:59:05.416 [clears throat] ...pretty sick today. 973 00:59:06.000 --> 00:59:09.212 The day before I'm gonna play two stadiums in São Paulo. 974 00:59:09.295 --> 00:59:11.422 But you know what? It's okay because... 975 00:59:12.048 --> 00:59:15.009 I watched some Kobe Bryant YouTube videos and I feel great. 976 00:59:15.093 --> 00:59:16.052 [clears throat] 977 00:59:16.135 --> 00:59:18.596 [playing upbeat song on guitar] 978 00:59:29.023 --> 00:59:32.151 -'Cause I had swelling on my right cord. -Yeah, that's swollen. 979 00:59:32.235 --> 00:59:35.488 Just wanna check. I have volume if I wanna bring it back. 980 00:59:35.572 --> 00:59:38.449 -Okay, you'll just-- -But I just am choosing not to. Yeah. 981 00:59:39.367 --> 00:59:40.451 Yeah. 982 00:59:40.535 --> 00:59:42.328 [inaudible] 983 00:59:42.954 --> 00:59:44.956 [vocalizing] 984 00:59:52.797 --> 00:59:54.799 [doctor speaking indistinctly] 985 00:59:57.427 --> 00:59:58.678 Thank you so much. 986 01:00:07.353 --> 01:00:10.356 [slow, reflecting music] 987 01:00:17.113 --> 01:00:22.660 [vocalizing] 988 01:00:26.748 --> 01:00:28.249 [Vetro] Hey, how's it going? 989 01:00:28.333 --> 01:00:30.335 It's going. It's going. 990 01:00:30.418 --> 01:00:32.128 Just listen to this. This is... 991 01:00:33.671 --> 01:00:35.798 [vocalizing] 992 01:00:42.263 --> 01:00:45.475 I don't know. It makes me very nervous. 993 01:00:46.643 --> 01:00:48.645 What time is it there right now? 994 01:00:49.270 --> 01:00:50.229 It's 3:30. 995 01:00:51.564 --> 01:00:53.524 And what time is the show? 996 01:00:53.608 --> 01:00:54.692 8:30. 997 01:00:56.277 --> 01:00:59.364 [vocalizing] 998 01:01:03.201 --> 01:01:05.828 I don't think it's a good idea. That's my feeling. 999 01:01:06.412 --> 01:01:07.997 I want to bring you to Cez, 1000 01:01:08.081 --> 01:01:12.460 just so you can say to him, based off of... 1001 01:01:12.960 --> 01:01:15.380 You're saying, based off of how my voice sounds-- 1002 01:01:15.463 --> 01:01:18.132 Based off of that, you shouldn't even be talking. 1003 01:01:18.216 --> 01:01:20.802 I'm nervous that you'll hurt yourself, and then... 1004 01:01:23.304 --> 01:01:24.222 Can you hear me? 1005 01:01:24.806 --> 01:01:25.640 Yeah. 1006 01:01:29.936 --> 01:01:30.770 Hey. 1007 01:01:33.690 --> 01:01:38.319 Yeah, so we FaceTimed Nasseri in while we were in with the other doc. 1008 01:01:38.403 --> 01:01:41.364 So he was there looking at all the videos, all the scopes. 1009 01:01:41.447 --> 01:01:43.658 Everything was, like, through him. 1010 01:01:47.245 --> 01:01:51.332 Yeah, I completely trust what you're saying, and agree. 1011 01:01:52.917 --> 01:01:54.460 The truth is in the singing. 1012 01:01:54.544 --> 01:01:56.462 Yeah, a hundred percent. [chuckles] 1013 01:01:56.546 --> 01:01:58.548 It's there or it's not. Yeah, totally. 1014 01:02:01.259 --> 01:02:04.470 Okay, if you're saying it's detrimental to warm up right now, 1015 01:02:04.554 --> 01:02:06.222 then let's not do that. 1016 01:02:07.223 --> 01:02:09.016 All good. Thanks, Eric. 1017 01:02:09.809 --> 01:02:11.102 All right. Bye, dude. 1018 01:02:12.019 --> 01:02:16.190 Just so you know, I've made it very aware that we have 11 more shows after this. 1019 01:02:16.274 --> 01:02:19.777 If we're in any way pushing through this show to get this show done, 1020 01:02:19.861 --> 01:02:21.696 it'll be to the detriment of those. 1021 01:02:21.779 --> 01:02:25.366 -We'll have to start thinking about-- -The show scenario. Yeah. 1022 01:02:27.618 --> 01:02:29.328 Dr. Nasseri, it's Cez here. 1023 01:02:29.412 --> 01:02:31.330 I'm going to merge a call with Eric, 1024 01:02:31.414 --> 01:02:33.374 and you've got me and Shawn here. 1025 01:02:34.167 --> 01:02:36.627 [Vetro] So, Shawn, any improvement yet? 1026 01:02:36.711 --> 01:02:37.587 No. 1027 01:02:38.713 --> 01:02:43.092 -Five hours to show time, Cez? -Yeah, we're 30 minutes to doors. 1028 01:02:45.136 --> 01:02:48.973 -Thirty minutes to doors? Why so early? -'Cause it's a stadium. 1029 01:02:51.142 --> 01:02:51.976 Right. 1030 01:02:52.059 --> 01:02:55.480 [Nasseri] I was just gonna say, we've seen people who have said, 1031 01:02:55.563 --> 01:02:57.774 "I'm just going to muscle through it", 1032 01:02:57.857 --> 01:03:01.778 and they completely hemorrhaged, and then they needed surgery. 1033 01:03:01.861 --> 01:03:05.865 I mean, I know it's a really overwhelming thing to cancel, but-- 1034 01:03:05.948 --> 01:03:08.284 [Vetro] I'm gonna step in now and tell you 1035 01:03:08.367 --> 01:03:11.913 you have really no voice, we have 11 shows to go. 1036 01:03:12.663 --> 01:03:14.123 For an outside stadium, 1037 01:03:14.207 --> 01:03:17.168 you're gonna hurt yourself for the next 11. 1038 01:03:18.085 --> 01:03:20.338 -Yeah. -[Vetro] What do you think, Shawn? 1039 01:03:22.632 --> 01:03:25.760 I don't know. I'm not in a good place to make any decisions. 1040 01:03:25.843 --> 01:03:27.386 [Darke] He's overwhelmed. 1041 01:03:27.929 --> 01:03:31.474 And just to be clear, both of you are saying 1042 01:03:31.557 --> 01:03:33.351 we should cancel the show, right? 1043 01:03:34.811 --> 01:03:37.313 -[Vetro] We're unanimous on that. -[Darke] Okay. 1044 01:03:37.730 --> 01:03:40.399 Well, we'll get into it this side, and, um... 1045 01:03:40.942 --> 01:03:43.361 Yeah, we'll let you know on the final decision, 1046 01:03:43.444 --> 01:03:44.946 and then we'll update you. 1047 01:03:46.030 --> 01:03:48.199 -[Vetro] Okay. -All right. Thanks, dudes. 1048 01:03:49.450 --> 01:03:50.326 Take care. 1049 01:03:50.952 --> 01:03:53.246 [slow, reflective music] 1050 01:03:55.122 --> 01:03:56.666 See you in a bit, all right? 1051 01:04:02.922 --> 01:04:04.924 [sighs] 1052 01:04:07.802 --> 01:04:10.763 [breathes deeply] 1053 01:04:12.890 --> 01:04:14.392 [sniffles] 1054 01:04:14.475 --> 01:04:16.644 [crying softly] 1055 01:04:18.521 --> 01:04:19.647 [sniffles] 1056 01:04:30.616 --> 01:04:32.618 [indistinct clamoring] 1057 01:04:34.412 --> 01:04:36.622 [in Portuguese] Canceled! 1058 01:04:37.206 --> 01:04:38.791 "It breaks my heart to do this, 1059 01:04:38.875 --> 01:04:41.335 but my doctors told me I cannot perform tonight, 1060 01:04:41.419 --> 01:04:43.880 or it would risk long-term damage to my voice. 1061 01:04:43.963 --> 01:04:46.924 I love you all, and I apologize from the bottom of my heart. 1062 01:04:47.008 --> 01:04:49.093 I wish I could be there on stage tonight. 1063 01:04:49.176 --> 01:04:51.679 I'll make it up to you the next time I'm there." 1064 01:04:59.979 --> 01:05:01.772 [breathes deeply] 1065 01:05:01.856 --> 01:05:03.149 [sniffles] 1066 01:05:06.319 --> 01:05:08.321 [water running] 1067 01:05:18.664 --> 01:05:21.918 [pensive music] 1068 01:05:49.654 --> 01:05:51.656 [phone ringing] 1069 01:05:53.950 --> 01:05:56.702 -[sighs, sniffles] -[Karen] Aw, babe, I'm sorry. 1070 01:05:59.956 --> 01:06:01.624 It was a great show last night. 1071 01:06:01.707 --> 01:06:04.168 They got to see you there, babe. It wasn't like... 1072 01:06:05.044 --> 01:06:07.380 you haven't been there. They've seen you. 1073 01:06:07.463 --> 01:06:08.881 They've experienced it. 1074 01:06:08.965 --> 01:06:10.967 It wasn't like you've never been there. 1075 01:06:11.717 --> 01:06:14.220 You told me you were sick. You had a bad voice, 1076 01:06:14.303 --> 01:06:16.430 but you never told me it was that serious. 1077 01:06:19.100 --> 01:06:20.935 [gentle piano music] 1078 01:06:21.018 --> 01:06:24.230 It's fine. You're fine. It's not the end of the world, babe. 1079 01:06:25.982 --> 01:06:27.066 Take a breath. 1080 01:06:27.650 --> 01:06:28.651 [whispering] Yeah. 1081 01:06:28.734 --> 01:06:30.069 You can't help it. 1082 01:06:30.987 --> 01:06:32.947 [breathes deeply] 1083 01:06:33.030 --> 01:06:33.990 Love you. 1084 01:06:34.073 --> 01:06:36.158 You too, babe. I love you more. 1085 01:06:39.578 --> 01:06:41.455 You're good. You've got it. 1086 01:06:42.540 --> 01:06:44.000 You've got this, babe. 1087 01:06:46.502 --> 01:06:48.754 You know what, the fans are gonna understand. 1088 01:06:51.090 --> 01:06:54.885 Yeah, said you were on vocal rest. I didn't realize it was that serious. 1089 01:06:56.887 --> 01:06:59.223 [inaudible] 1090 01:07:02.810 --> 01:07:05.479 [gentle piano music continues] 1091 01:07:05.563 --> 01:07:07.565 [mouthing] Both of us. 1092 01:07:14.905 --> 01:07:16.907 [imperceptible] 1093 01:07:32.757 --> 01:07:36.010 [Shawn] It's so hard in that moment to be like, "What can you do?" 1094 01:07:36.093 --> 01:07:39.055 because there's 40,000 people outside. 1095 01:07:40.264 --> 01:07:41.849 And you just feel... 1096 01:07:43.184 --> 01:07:45.561 the deepest pit in your stomach. 1097 01:08:00.910 --> 01:08:01.744 [sniffles] 1098 01:08:10.878 --> 01:08:12.880 Wow, it changes the mood real fast. 1099 01:08:15.091 --> 01:08:16.926 [Shawn] When we got to the hotel 1100 01:08:17.009 --> 01:08:19.970 and I was up in my room, I was so upset with the situation, 1101 01:08:20.554 --> 01:08:23.182 and then I heard chanting from outside. 1102 01:08:23.265 --> 01:08:25.851 [people cheering, chanting in Portuguese] 1103 01:08:25.935 --> 01:08:28.729 [uplifting piano music] 1104 01:08:28.813 --> 01:08:29.980 I opened up my window, 1105 01:08:30.064 --> 01:08:32.858 and there was 2,000 people in the streets chanting. 1106 01:08:32.942 --> 01:08:35.361 [chanting in Portuguese] 1107 01:08:38.531 --> 01:08:41.033 And that is, like, beautiful. 1108 01:08:41.117 --> 01:08:43.119 [chanting continues] 1109 01:08:47.957 --> 01:08:49.959 Right then, I was like, "I can't even... 1110 01:08:51.961 --> 01:08:54.213 I can't even believe how good people are." 1111 01:08:54.296 --> 01:08:56.048 Just a really beautiful thing. 1112 01:08:57.007 --> 01:08:59.009 [shower running] 1113 01:09:07.476 --> 01:09:08.853 [typing on phone] 1114 01:09:10.521 --> 01:09:12.982 [automated female voice] I was upset for a while. 1115 01:09:13.065 --> 01:09:14.483 [continues typing] 1116 01:09:14.567 --> 01:09:16.986 [acoustic guitar music] 1117 01:09:17.069 --> 01:09:21.740 I sat there in the stadium knowing I was the reason it was all falling apart. 1118 01:09:22.408 --> 01:09:24.410 [continues typing] 1119 01:09:26.203 --> 01:09:29.331 The hardest part is feeling like I let them down. 1120 01:09:32.251 --> 01:09:33.961 [continues typing] 1121 01:09:34.837 --> 01:09:39.508 These next 10 years are when everything I do is going full speed. 1122 01:09:42.303 --> 01:09:44.763 It's like an athlete in their prime. 1123 01:09:44.847 --> 01:09:46.182 [strumming intensifies] 1124 01:09:48.058 --> 01:09:49.518 I have to keep going. 1125 01:10:38.317 --> 01:10:40.527 [Shawn] The heaviness of the tour 1126 01:10:40.611 --> 01:10:44.281 made me want to flip things around and become more positive, you know? 1127 01:10:44.365 --> 01:10:47.910 And I'm writing about anxiety more as... 1128 01:10:50.120 --> 01:10:51.830 a companion I have to live with 1129 01:10:51.914 --> 01:10:54.250 and less of an enemy that I'm trying to resist. 1130 01:10:54.333 --> 01:10:57.836 -[playing uplifting melody] -[both singing indistinctly] 1131 01:11:10.349 --> 01:11:12.685 ♪ Never thought It would get this far ♪ 1132 01:11:12.768 --> 01:11:14.770 ♪ Never thought it would get this far ♪ 1133 01:11:14.853 --> 01:11:17.773 ♪ Never thought it would get this far Been around... ♪ 1134 01:11:17.856 --> 01:11:19.942 Okay, can we just double that, then? 1135 01:11:20.651 --> 01:11:22.653 -Double that, I think it's cool. -Cool. 1136 01:11:22.736 --> 01:11:25.698 [playing slow melody] 1137 01:11:30.369 --> 01:11:34.081 [Shawn on recording] ♪ You're the only person ♪ 1138 01:11:34.164 --> 01:11:37.626 ♪ I keep coming back to ♪ 1139 01:11:41.338 --> 01:11:43.757 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 1140 01:11:43.841 --> 01:11:46.176 ♪ Yeah, yeah! ♪ 1141 01:11:46.885 --> 01:11:48.512 [song continues playing] 1142 01:11:48.595 --> 01:11:50.848 ♪ It's always been you It's always been you ♪ 1143 01:11:59.606 --> 01:12:01.942 ♪ It's always been you! ♪ 1144 01:12:02.609 --> 01:12:05.070 I'm really excited to sing these songs on tour. 1145 01:12:05.154 --> 01:12:08.282 All this stuff is so playable, in the best way. 1146 01:12:08.907 --> 01:12:11.035 I want another "Do you know" to come in... 1147 01:12:11.827 --> 01:12:13.245 behind it there, like... 1148 01:12:13.329 --> 01:12:15.831 And then another third one to come in there, 1149 01:12:15.914 --> 01:12:17.374 like, kind of, a little rise. 1150 01:12:17.458 --> 01:12:19.335 [gentle piano music] 1151 01:12:19.418 --> 01:12:22.504 When you start an album, you don't really know what to expect. 1152 01:12:22.588 --> 01:12:25.299 So you just have to dive in and see what happens. 1153 01:12:25.382 --> 01:12:29.178 [playing bittersweet melody] 1154 01:12:38.062 --> 01:12:41.732 ♪ I wonder what it's like to be... ♪ 1155 01:12:41.815 --> 01:12:44.860 [indistinct] 1156 01:12:44.943 --> 01:12:47.071 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1157 01:12:48.530 --> 01:12:50.532 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1158 01:12:52.493 --> 01:12:55.996 ♪ I wonder What it's like to be my friends ♪ 1159 01:12:56.080 --> 01:12:59.333 ♪ I hope that they don't think That I'll forget about them ♪ 1160 01:12:59.416 --> 01:13:02.628 ♪ I wonder Why it's so hard to choose ♪ 1161 01:13:03.212 --> 01:13:04.421 ♪ I should go to sleep ♪ 1162 01:13:04.505 --> 01:13:06.340 ♪ I think too much ♪ 1163 01:13:06.423 --> 01:13:10.594 ♪ Right before I close my eyes The only... ♪ 1164 01:13:10.677 --> 01:13:12.846 Some sort of little thing in the back there. 1165 01:13:12.930 --> 01:13:16.767 ♪ Been dreaming That you feel it, too ♪ 1166 01:13:16.850 --> 01:13:21.021 ♪ I wonder What it's like to be loved by you ♪ 1167 01:13:21.105 --> 01:13:23.107 [Scott] Yeah. 1168 01:13:23.190 --> 01:13:24.983 [Shawn vocalizing on recording] 1169 01:13:25.067 --> 01:13:27.611 -You felt that there? -Little pause? Yeah. 1170 01:13:27.694 --> 01:13:29.238 [song continues playing] 1171 01:13:29.321 --> 01:13:30.322 Hear it now. 1172 01:13:35.369 --> 01:13:37.246 How are the horns sounding right now? 1173 01:13:37.329 --> 01:13:38.872 [song continues playing] 1174 01:13:38.956 --> 01:13:40.749 [emotional drum roll] 1175 01:13:40.833 --> 01:13:44.711 [instrumental song section soaring] 1176 01:13:52.886 --> 01:13:55.139 [on recording] ♪ I wonder when it starts... ♪ 1177 01:13:57.433 --> 01:13:59.435 [women cheering] 1178 01:14:04.398 --> 01:14:06.400 [men talking indistinctly] 1179 01:14:08.944 --> 01:14:09.778 [woman laughs] 1180 01:14:09.862 --> 01:14:11.488 Is this how we always assembled? 1181 01:14:11.572 --> 01:14:13.240 -It's our thing. -Okay, cool. 1182 01:14:13.323 --> 01:14:14.283 [man 1] Good times. 1183 01:14:14.366 --> 01:14:15.325 It's our last show. 1184 01:14:15.409 --> 01:14:18.454 -It's our last show. -[man 2] And it's sold out. 1185 01:14:18.537 --> 01:14:19.496 Sold out, baby. 1186 01:14:19.580 --> 01:14:21.665 [Shawn] Oh, ho! 1187 01:14:23.333 --> 01:14:25.127 Why do you look so cool? 1188 01:14:26.462 --> 01:14:28.172 -[Aaliyah] How are you? -Fine! 1189 01:14:28.255 --> 01:14:29.465 -Hey! -How you feeling? 1190 01:14:29.548 --> 01:14:31.216 -How's it going? -Mom on FaceTime? 1191 01:14:31.300 --> 01:14:32.176 -She is. -Hi, Mom! 1192 01:14:32.259 --> 01:14:33.427 I'll flip it around. 1193 01:14:33.510 --> 01:14:35.304 [Shawn] A hundred and five shows... 1194 01:14:35.387 --> 01:14:37.890 The last year of my life has been this tour, and... 1195 01:14:38.390 --> 01:14:39.683 it's bittersweet. 1196 01:14:41.143 --> 01:14:43.395 It's more sweet than bitter, to be honest. 1197 01:14:43.479 --> 01:14:46.607 This makes me so happy, when I come into the venue, 1198 01:14:46.690 --> 01:14:48.817 and it's been weeks, and all of a sudden, 1199 01:14:48.901 --> 01:14:52.154 the "Manny" thing pops up, and I'm like, "He's coming to town." 1200 01:14:53.322 --> 01:14:56.408 ["Gimme Shelter" by The Rolling Stones playing] 1201 01:14:58.035 --> 01:15:00.662 [indistinct chatter] 1202 01:15:10.923 --> 01:15:13.550 ♪ Ooh, a storm is threatening ♪ 1203 01:15:14.176 --> 01:15:17.137 ♪ My very life today ♪ 1204 01:15:18.180 --> 01:15:21.725 ♪ If I don't get some shelter ♪ 1205 01:15:22.601 --> 01:15:25.229 ♪ Ooh, yeah, I'm gonna fade away ♪ 1206 01:15:26.271 --> 01:15:29.274 ♪ War, children ♪ 1207 01:15:29.900 --> 01:15:31.235 ♪ It's just a shot away ♪ 1208 01:15:31.318 --> 01:15:32.736 -Hey, bro. -Hey, brother. 1209 01:15:32.819 --> 01:15:34.029 [speaking indistinctly] 1210 01:15:37.616 --> 01:15:39.952 [Shawn] At the end of this tour, I'm realizing 1211 01:15:40.035 --> 01:15:42.913 this is something I want to do for the rest of my life. 1212 01:15:42.996 --> 01:15:44.540 [audience cheering] 1213 01:15:44.623 --> 01:15:47.834 How do you get to the end of a very, very intense year... 1214 01:15:48.919 --> 01:15:50.587 and want to do it all over again? 1215 01:15:56.510 --> 01:15:57.886 At the end of this tour, 1216 01:15:57.970 --> 01:16:01.431 I wish I had some profound thing to say about all this, but... 1217 01:16:04.393 --> 01:16:05.769 you know what the truth is? 1218 01:16:07.521 --> 01:16:10.857 You walk up on the stage and you look around and you think... 1219 01:16:11.733 --> 01:16:13.777 "I'm just a guy who really loves music. 1220 01:16:14.820 --> 01:16:15.696 Time to let go." 1221 01:16:15.779 --> 01:16:16.905 New York! 1222 01:16:16.989 --> 01:16:18.740 [playing "In My Blood"] 1223 01:16:24.246 --> 01:16:28.709 ♪ It isn't in my blood ♪ 1224 01:16:28.792 --> 01:16:30.836 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1225 01:16:30.919 --> 01:16:32.921 ♪ I need somebody now ♪ 1226 01:16:34.339 --> 01:16:37.175 ♪ I need somebody now ♪ 1227 01:16:37.801 --> 01:16:40.887 ♪ Someone to help me out ♪ 1228 01:16:46.143 --> 01:16:49.271 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1229 01:16:49.688 --> 01:16:51.690 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1230 01:16:59.948 --> 01:17:02.826 [song climaxing] 1231 01:17:13.253 --> 01:17:15.255 [inaudible] 1232 01:17:34.441 --> 01:17:38.028 [Shawn] Until next time. We love you. Thank you so much for having us. 1233 01:17:38.111 --> 01:17:40.864 [audience cheering] 1234 01:18:02.010 --> 01:18:03.845 [song fading out] 1235 01:18:03.929 --> 01:18:07.265 [gentle piano music playing] 1236 01:18:21.446 --> 01:18:26.993 ♪ You have A million different faces ♪ 1237 01:18:28.537 --> 01:18:32.040 ♪ But they'll never understand ♪ 1238 01:18:35.252 --> 01:18:38.922 ♪ Unless you let them in ♪ 1239 01:18:39.005 --> 01:18:44.594 ♪ You've been a million different places ♪ 1240 01:18:46.513 --> 01:18:49.349 ♪ Still unsure where it'll end ♪ 1241 01:18:52.978 --> 01:18:55.605 ♪ Stuck in wonderland ♪ 1242 01:18:55.689 --> 01:18:58.984 [emotional piano playing] 1243 01:19:14.124 --> 01:19:16.334 [chuckles] 1244 01:19:16.418 --> 01:19:17.753 Let me record that. 1245 01:19:18.503 --> 01:19:21.631 [gentle piano music continues] 1246 01:19:31.808 --> 01:19:37.189 ♪ You have a million different faces ♪ 1247 01:19:38.398 --> 01:19:41.735 ♪ But they'll never understand ♪ 1248 01:19:44.237 --> 01:19:47.657 ♪ Unless you let them in ♪ 1249 01:19:47.741 --> 01:19:53.246 ♪ You've been a million different places ♪ 1250 01:19:53.872 --> 01:19:57.918 ♪ So give yourself a chance to ♪ 1251 01:19:59.878 --> 01:20:03.757 ♪ Get lost in wonderland ♪ 1252 01:20:15.227 --> 01:20:17.604 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 1253 01:20:21.566 --> 01:20:24.778 [chorus harmonizing] 1254 01:20:34.704 --> 01:20:36.706 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1255 01:20:37.123 --> 01:20:38.667 ♪ If I'm being real ♪ 1256 01:20:38.750 --> 01:20:41.753 ♪ Do I speak my truth Or do I filter how I feel? ♪ 1257 01:20:41.837 --> 01:20:43.880 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1258 01:20:43.964 --> 01:20:45.215 ♪ Wouldn't it be nice ♪ 1259 01:20:45.298 --> 01:20:48.426 ♪ To live inside a world That isn't black and white ♪ 1260 01:20:48.510 --> 01:20:50.512 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1261 01:20:50.595 --> 01:20:52.389 ♪ What it's like to be my friends ♪ 1262 01:20:52.472 --> 01:20:55.392 ♪ Hope that they don't think I'll forget about them ♪ 1263 01:20:55.517 --> 01:20:57.102 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1264 01:20:58.895 --> 01:21:00.897 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1265 01:21:02.566 --> 01:21:05.735 ♪ Right before I close my eyes ♪ 1266 01:21:05.819 --> 01:21:09.155 ♪ The only thing that's on my mind ♪ 1267 01:21:09.239 --> 01:21:12.784 ♪ Been dreaming that you feel it too ♪ 1268 01:21:12.868 --> 01:21:16.830 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1269 01:21:18.957 --> 01:21:20.584 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1270 01:21:21.334 --> 01:21:23.336 ♪ I wonder what's it like ♪ 1271 01:21:26.131 --> 01:21:30.010 ♪ I wonder what it's like to be loved by ♪ 1272 01:21:30.093 --> 01:21:31.678 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1273 01:21:31.761 --> 01:21:33.388 ♪ Why I'm so afraid ♪ 1274 01:21:33.471 --> 01:21:36.558 ♪ Of saying something wrong I never said I was a saint ♪ 1275 01:21:36.641 --> 01:21:38.310 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1276 01:21:38.393 --> 01:21:40.103 ♪ When I cry into my hands ♪ 1277 01:21:40.186 --> 01:21:43.356 ♪ I'm conditioned to feel Like it makes me less of a man ♪ 1278 01:21:43.440 --> 01:21:47.068 ♪ And I wonder if someday You'll be by my side ♪ 1279 01:21:47.152 --> 01:21:50.238 ♪ And someday That the world will end up all right ♪ 1280 01:21:51.948 --> 01:21:53.950 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1281 01:21:54.826 --> 01:21:57.370 ♪ I wonder ♪ 1282 01:21:57.454 --> 01:22:00.498 ♪ Right before I close my eyes ♪ 1283 01:22:00.582 --> 01:22:03.919 ♪ The only thing that's on my mind ♪ 1284 01:22:04.002 --> 01:22:07.464 ♪ Been dreaming that you feel it too ♪ 1285 01:22:07.547 --> 01:22:11.718 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1286 01:22:13.678 --> 01:22:14.679 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1287 01:22:16.264 --> 01:22:18.141 ♪ I wonder what it's like ♪ 1288 01:22:21.311 --> 01:22:25.815 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1289 01:22:26.733 --> 01:22:28.735 [song continues] 1290 01:22:40.497 --> 01:22:43.917 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1291 01:22:44.918 --> 01:22:46.002 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1292 01:22:47.504 --> 01:22:50.840 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪ 1293 01:22:52.509 --> 01:22:56.221 ♪ I wonder what it's like to be loved by ♪ 1294 01:22:56.304 --> 01:22:59.265 ♪ Right before I close my eyes ♪ 1295 01:22:59.349 --> 01:23:02.686 ♪ The only thing that's on my mind ♪ 1296 01:23:02.769 --> 01:23:06.189 ♪ Been dreaming that you feel it too ♪ 1297 01:23:06.272 --> 01:23:10.694 ♪ I wonder what it's like To be loved by you ♪