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(kid chatter)

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("If I Ever Was A Child"
by Wilco playing)

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♪ I've never been alone ♪

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♪ Long enough to know ♪

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♪ If I ever was a child ♪

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♪ I was tied up like a boat ♪

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♪ On a button like a coat ♪

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♪ Set free for the wild ♪

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♪ I'd jump ♪

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♪ To jolt my clumsy blood ♪

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♪ So, I... ♪

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♪ Won't ever wanna touch ♪

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♪ Your heart too much ♪

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♪ Or hold you too tight ♪

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♪ I saw ♪

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♪ Behind my brain ♪

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♪ A haunted stain ♪

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♪ Will never fade ♪

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♪ I hunt ♪

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♪ For the kind of pain ♪

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♪ I can take ♪

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♪ I... ♪

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♪ Never was alone ♪

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♪ Long enough to know ♪

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♪ If I ever was a child ♪

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♪ ♪

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Diana Serra Cary:
Well, it was just
one of those things.

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I didn't know what
a regular kid was

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because I didn't
have any friends.

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There were certain
limitations.

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I didn't know
there was another world
out there for children.

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(children chattering)

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And the life of a child
was not my life.

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♪ ♪

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As of 1920,

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I started to work.

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I was born in 1918,
so I went to work at two.

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I didn't realize
it was so special.

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I thought every parent
had worked as a child

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for their parents.

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I had put that together.

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It was a piece of cake as far
as a director was concerned.

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Anything they told
me to do, I did,

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you know, without any fuss.

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(upbeat music playing)

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My three big feature films
were very successful.

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So I went on with my
career for quite a while.

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We had employees,
we had a chauffeur,

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and we had maids,
and we had a cook,

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and this was because
we couldn't function

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as a star

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without those
accoutrements, you know?

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They even had
a doll made for me.

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They featured me as
the million-dollar child star.

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Every film was gonna be
a million dollars.

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But my father discovered

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that he would not
be cut into the profits,

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so my father got furious.

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So, he quit.
He broke the contract.

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And my career
was over at seven.

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(upbeat music ends)

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(birds chirping)

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-(beep)
-Marc: Hi.
My name is Marc Slater,

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and I'm reading for
the role of Proud Peacock.

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(creepy voice):
Born to a family
of former heroes

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in the veil of
the great spirit...

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Melanie:
With the kids, I feel like
the rings around Saturn.

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I feel like he and I,
at this point,

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we're on this outer ring.

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Your physical appearance
and your parents.

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(quiet laughter)

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-(beep)
-Good.

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I know they say
for every 100 auditions,

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you're gonna get one.

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Okay, so if we're on
the outer ring of Saturn,

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how long is it before we get
to the second ring closer

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with the callback ring?

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Okay, this is the callback
ring of kids

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that have done this or that--

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So, it goes--
So, lemme
get this straight.

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It goes--
it goes audition...

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callback, booked,

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-and the planet is
the job. Got it.
-Right. (laughs)

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♪ ♪

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Melanie:
We came out from Florida.

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This is our second year,

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and Marc had
expressed interest

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that he wanted
to be an actor.

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You know, he watched movies ad
he was always trying to portry

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that character in the movie.

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And so,
when he portrayed that,

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he would do really
good imitating.

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The imitation was...

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amazing, so...

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You have the--
the stage moms,

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you know, and I don't
ever wanna be one of those,

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because you see them,

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and they have told me
that I was a bad mother

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because I let him
go to karate.

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-Ah!
-I let him spar.

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Okay, they said,
"This is the moneymaker."

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-"Moneymaker! Moneymaker!"
-Don't let-- (laughs)

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Well, I mean-- and I,
you know, I'm horrified.

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(stirring music playing)

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(high-pitched tone)

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I'll... be...

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right... here.

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Henry Thomas:
Acting scared the hell
out of me. Like, I--

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I pissed my pants first
time I was on stage.

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Like, just outright. (whoosh)

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And then, as I was
sitting in the wings,

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waiting for my pants
to dry, I thought...

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"It's not so bad.
I don't think I'll
do that again." (laughs)

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(acoustic guitar playing)

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I grew up in south Texas,

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sort of in a rural community.

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Being an actor wasn't
really on the radar.

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Like, there weren't
a lot of guys

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going off to Hollywood,
like, in my neighborhood.

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The only kind of
show business was, like,
rodeo show business.

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My piano teacher was

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the musical director
for the local theater.

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She got me involved
in acting,

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and I thought
it was great

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because it took me
out of piano lessons.

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I thought, like,
I could do this.

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I could do this acting thing.

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Mama, did our
daddy love us?

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Henry:
I mean, I was-- I was acting

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and I was reading lines
and doing all of that,

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but I still didn't really have
an idea of what I was doing.

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And nothing about
the film industry.

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We didn't know what was
fair or what was right,

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and you hear all sorts of
horror stories, of course.

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Hollywood tales, right?

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Breaking news from Los Angeles
where '80s teen heartthrob

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Corey Haim has died from
an apparent overdose.

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-(siren, paparazzi chatter)
-Reporter 1:
Troubled pop singer

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Britney Spears has been
carried out of her home

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on a stretcher
and taken to hospital.

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Reporter 2:
Shia LaBeouf taken out
of a Broadway theater

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in handcuffs
after an outburst.

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Lindsay Lohan spent her first
night in jail Tuesday on charges

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of parole violation relating
to a 2007 DUI conviction.

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Judge:
That's 90 days in jail.

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The court's also
going to order...

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My parents knew nothing
about the business.

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Not even a little bit, um,

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it kind of scared them,
I think.

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It was kind of, you know,

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'cause you hear
all these horror stories.

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Hey. I'm Cameron Boyce
from "Jessie,"

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and you're watching
Disney Channel.

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(stretch, pop)

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Cameron:
I was actually gonna
ask if I could cuss

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in this thing
'cause I was like...

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-I don't know. But like,
for a Disney kid--
-Man: Yeah, of course--

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No, I know. It's HBO.
No, I know. Fuck, right?
Yeah, yeah.

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But, like, from a Disney kid,

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I'm thinking about that, right?

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I'm like, Oh, should I...
should-- you know?

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Didn't anyone ever
teach you to knock?

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I did knock.
You did not hear it.

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After this, knock harder.

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I hated it, to be honest.
I hated working.

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I hated going on set.

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-(children chattering)
-(rattling)

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You know, I was--
I was 11 years old.

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I was really a little girl
that wanted to play with dolls.

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Well, I always wanted to be in
show business since I was kid.

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I used to watch
"Sanford and Son,"

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and I liked television
and I wanted
to be on television.

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I told my mom from
the very beginning

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that I was gonna be
an actor on television.

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♪ But they got,
Diff'rent Strokes ♪

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♪ It takes
Diff'rent Strokes,

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♪ It takes
Diff'rent Strokes
to move the world ♪

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I did the first Parkay
Margarine commercial

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that was ever made
where it goes "butter."

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-Parkay: Butter.
-(laughs)

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-Tastes good.
-You are butter.

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(giggling)

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-Parkay: Parkay.
-(laughs)

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-Did you say that?
-No, it was the Parkay!

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The songs that I would
make up, the stories
that I would make up,

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and the performing
that I would do,

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people actually wanted
to watch you perform.

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It wasn't you,
you know, holding--

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it wasn't you holding your
family captive on holidays

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to-- to, you know,
see the show that
you made up about it.

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That was when I kinda put that
together and I went to my mom

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and I told her that
I wanted to act.

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Teacher:
And a-one

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and two and three
and four,

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quietly.

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Five and six,
seven and eight.

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One and two,
three and four,

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five and six
and seven and eight.

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Yeah, you're on
the little toe on this foot.

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(whispers):
Quietly. Other foot.

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Demi:
I'm Demi.

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I'm originally from
Baton Rouge, Louisiana,

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and I moved to New York
when I was three years old.

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-(piano playing)
-Good afternoon, Times Square.
How is everybody?

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(cheering and applause)

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Tricia:
Early on, I knew

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that she wanted
to perform.

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♪ I saw the cover
and I judged the book ♪

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♪ I turned away
without a second look ♪

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Demi:
Before I started acting,
I wanted to be a pop star.

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I think before
I started singing,

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I wanted to be a ballerina
or a gymnast.

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(cheering)

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Interviewer:
What was the first
thing you booked?

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-What was the first...
-Well, the first big thing

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-was "School of Rock."
-The first big thing
was "School of Rock."

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-Bring it in.
-Children: Yeah!

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Demi:
So, I was in it
for 10 months,

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if you include
the rehearsals and stuff.

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It was a lot of fun,
and I made a lot of friends.

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♪ Stick it to the man ♪

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She left "School of Rock,"
and then, two days later,

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she booked "Lion King."

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(woman vocalizing)

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Interviewer:
And how long were
you in "Lion King"?

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-Six months.
-Just six months.

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♪ ♪

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-And then she left to
do the Epix show, so...
-Yeah.

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Man:
I've been on the street
for 30 years,

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and I'm still here.

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♪ Just get it, just get it,
just get it ♪

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So, she's been really busy
for the past couple of years.

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Like, nonstop.

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♪ I thought I could get over,
I tried to play safe ♪

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♪ But my mom said, "No,
no way, uh-uh, forget it" ♪

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Jada Pinkett Smith:
I was three years old
when I started performing.

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I would perform every, um,

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holiday for my family.

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I would gather my cousins, and,

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you know,
construct different plays

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and, oh, play something
on the piano for Christmas.

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It was always some
kind of holiday show.

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My grandmother made sure
I was in dance class,

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tap dance, ballet, pottery,

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piano lessons,
singing lessons.

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My Saturdays
and my after school

249
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were full of learning
different skill sets
for the arts.

250
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(imitates gunshot)

251
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Wil Wheaton:
My mom wanted
to be an actor,

252
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-and wanted to be a model.
-(gunshot)

253
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-And the way she tells it...
-Both: Jesus!

254
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she didn't get
a lot of support

255
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from my grandmother.

256
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And, in my opinion,

257
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she went maybe a little too far,

258
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uh, encouraging me,
um, uh,

259
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to go into the industry
that she wanted to go into.

260
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'Cause it was never
really my idea.

261
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I don't know a seven-year-old
who's like,

262
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"What I wanna do
is go to work."

263
00:12:43,125 --> 00:12:44,709
You know somebody's
a child star

264
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when they're really
good at juggling,

265
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and Hacky Sacks

266
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and, like, the string game.

267
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Like, any kind of weird skill

268
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that you had to
master by yourself,
I think I have.

269
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And everyone's like,
"Well, how do you know how
to do all this weird stuff?"

270
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Because I spent a lot
of time alone on set

271
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in a trailer,
doing school in a trailer,

272
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-being alone in hotel rooms.
-I'm gonna go home.

273
00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:09,625
You know, you're very much
isolated most of the time,

274
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and it's a very fulfilling
but lonely experience.

275
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It's, like, it's a lot
of time alone.

276
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(light, upbeat music playing)

277
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Todd:
Usually, you audition for
an agency and you get an agen.

278
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You take lessons,
stuff like that.

279
00:13:33,375 --> 00:13:35,500
But in my case,
my mom taught me,

280
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and she was an actress
and an acting coach.
She was both.

281
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And also a manager.
She does everything, so...

282
00:13:40,875 --> 00:13:43,917
Don't you look
wonderful, Willis?

283
00:13:44,041 --> 00:13:47,458
(laughs) But,
why the sunglasses?

284
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So nobody recognizes me.

285
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♪ ♪

286
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Todd:
I started out with
a lot of commercials,

287
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and then I slowly got
a lot of different roles.

288
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Would you rather be black
and live to be 100,

289
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or white and live to be 50?

290
00:14:02,583 --> 00:14:04,333
And you weren't
really a child there.

291
00:14:04,417 --> 00:14:05,625
You were more of a mini-adult.

292
00:14:05,709 --> 00:14:07,458
You know,
that's kinda how it was.

293
00:14:07,542 --> 00:14:10,959
And my mom was, you know,
she was a real mom.

294
00:14:11,041 --> 00:14:12,959
You know, I got
to do kids' stuff.

295
00:14:13,041 --> 00:14:14,834
You know, I got to play
Little League baseball,

296
00:14:14,917 --> 00:14:16,625
got to play
Pop Warner football.

297
00:14:16,709 --> 00:14:18,834
Even though I was working,
I still got to do all that.

298
00:14:18,917 --> 00:14:21,500
It kind of-- I was able
to be a regular child

299
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than most other actors
were not able to do that,

300
00:14:23,250 --> 00:14:24,542
but I was able to be
a regular child.

301
00:14:24,625 --> 00:14:27,208
Most child actors
don't get a chance
to be regular children.

302
00:14:27,291 --> 00:14:29,166
I had that chance to be that.

303
00:14:30,333 --> 00:14:33,208
There was this sort of
snobbery in our family

304
00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:36,333
about acting and about
the right way to go about it

305
00:14:36,417 --> 00:14:39,000
and the right way to
present yourself in that

306
00:14:39,083 --> 00:14:41,500
we weren't gonna be
the cutesy, like, child stars.

307
00:14:41,583 --> 00:14:44,542
We were serious.
You know, this was--
We were gonna do this right.

308
00:14:44,625 --> 00:14:46,208
It was about doing great work,

309
00:14:46,291 --> 00:14:48,208
working with great people,
and like...

310
00:14:48,291 --> 00:14:49,542
We were kinda snobs.

311
00:14:49,625 --> 00:14:51,625
(laughs)

312
00:14:51,959 --> 00:14:55,000
("The Shoop Shoop Song"
by Betty Everett playing)

313
00:14:57,959 --> 00:15:00,834
Evan:
I came from
a family of artists.

314
00:15:00,917 --> 00:15:04,208
I grew up in Raleigh,
North Carolina,

315
00:15:04,291 --> 00:15:07,709
and my father ran
a regional theater.

316
00:15:07,792 --> 00:15:09,375
Still runs the theater there.

317
00:15:09,458 --> 00:15:12,291
My name is Cobweb.
This is Mud. We're fairies!

318
00:15:12,375 --> 00:15:15,917
I'm not Mud!
I'm Moss Ladybug!

319
00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,750
Evan:
It was just kind of normal.

320
00:15:17,834 --> 00:15:19,792
It's just something
that I did

321
00:15:19,875 --> 00:15:21,667
'cause everyone did it.

322
00:15:22,333 --> 00:15:24,250
(singing along):
♪ Oh yes, it's in his kiss ♪

323
00:15:24,333 --> 00:15:26,417
That's where it is!

324
00:15:26,500 --> 00:15:28,291
-Having a party!
-Oh!

325
00:15:28,375 --> 00:15:30,792
Look what you girls
have been up to!

326
00:15:30,875 --> 00:15:32,959
Evan:
There was a part of me

327
00:15:33,041 --> 00:15:35,083
that just really
wanted to play,

328
00:15:35,166 --> 00:15:37,709
and it was really
apparent early on

329
00:15:37,792 --> 00:15:40,750
that you would get in trouble
if you wanted to play.

330
00:15:40,834 --> 00:15:42,792
It would be very
disappointing to people

331
00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,625
if I didn't want to do this

332
00:15:44,709 --> 00:15:46,417
because I was talented.

333
00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:48,458
I just, at a very
young age, I guess,

334
00:15:48,542 --> 00:15:50,250
connected to something,

335
00:15:50,333 --> 00:15:53,875
and was able to
communicate
through this medium

336
00:15:54,208 --> 00:15:56,291
in a way that...

337
00:15:56,375 --> 00:15:58,458
if I didn't wanna pursue it,

338
00:15:58,542 --> 00:16:01,291
the vibe was "What a--
What a waste.

339
00:16:01,375 --> 00:16:04,291
"Like, what a waste.
I can't believe you won't--
you won't do this.

340
00:16:04,375 --> 00:16:06,792
You won't pursue this.
You're so good at it."

341
00:16:06,875 --> 00:16:10,417
And so I didn't feel like
I could stop because I was good.

342
00:16:11,709 --> 00:16:13,792
So, I just did it.

343
00:16:13,875 --> 00:16:17,291
(acoustic guitar playing)

344
00:16:17,375 --> 00:16:20,208
(traffic noise)

345
00:16:23,375 --> 00:16:24,834
Melanie:
If you get cast,

346
00:16:24,917 --> 00:16:27,583
I think they're gonna
let these chefs,

347
00:16:27,667 --> 00:16:29,250
they're gonna try
to make your dish,

348
00:16:29,333 --> 00:16:32,208
and then you get
to be the judge of what...

349
00:16:32,291 --> 00:16:35,166
-Today?
-No, I don't think that's today.

350
00:16:35,250 --> 00:16:38,667
-Oh, that's gonna be on
the show if I get it.
-Yeah. (laughs)

351
00:16:38,750 --> 00:16:40,667
Melanie:
Jeff, my husband, sat down,

352
00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:43,500
we had a conversation,
and I'm like,
"Can we do this?"

353
00:16:43,583 --> 00:16:44,834
Last year, it was easier

354
00:16:44,917 --> 00:16:46,291
because he had
a better job last year.

355
00:16:46,375 --> 00:16:47,667
He just changed companies.

356
00:16:47,750 --> 00:16:50,208
This year, we've had
to go into savings.

357
00:16:50,291 --> 00:16:52,000
-I've got my
drawings right here.
-Alright.

358
00:16:52,083 --> 00:16:53,792
Jeff Slater:
I think it'll be
easier for us

359
00:16:53,875 --> 00:16:57,000
-if we make it than if we don't.
-(laughs)

360
00:16:57,083 --> 00:17:00,125
You know, we're spending
a lot of money,
and we're working hard.

361
00:17:00,208 --> 00:17:03,417
We're both doing the equivalent
of two jobs in some ways.

362
00:17:03,959 --> 00:17:06,667
Melanie:
Good? Okay.

363
00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:09,291
-Wait, I wanna take
a picture over here.
-Marc: What a day.

364
00:17:12,250 --> 00:17:13,792
Melanie:
Good. Okay.

365
00:17:14,625 --> 00:17:17,500
-So, how'd it go?
-Great.

366
00:17:17,959 --> 00:17:22,000
Wil:
I spent nearly every day
after school

367
00:17:22,083 --> 00:17:23,875
driving into Hollywood

368
00:17:23,959 --> 00:17:27,959
for auditions
and going to the agency
and all that stuff.

369
00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:31,208
I'm the oldest
of three kids.

370
00:17:31,291 --> 00:17:35,125
I'm the only one who was
put into show business.

371
00:17:35,750 --> 00:17:38,041
I was a really successful
commercial actor.

372
00:17:38,125 --> 00:17:40,250
I was really good
at taking direction.

373
00:17:40,333 --> 00:17:42,250
Narrator:
..."Return of the Jedi"
collection.

374
00:17:42,333 --> 00:17:44,709
-Boy 1: How's business?
-Boy 2: Not bad for
a bounty hunter!

375
00:17:44,792 --> 00:17:47,000
Narrator:
Chewbacca, Princess Leia,
new AT and AT-ST driver

376
00:17:47,083 --> 00:17:48,875
action figures.
Each sold separately.

377
00:17:48,959 --> 00:17:50,500
Wil:
I had been cast
in a commercial,

378
00:17:50,583 --> 00:17:52,875
and what they
wanted me to do was, like,

379
00:17:52,959 --> 00:17:56,417
take a big bite of this brownie,
and then sing the song.

380
00:17:56,500 --> 00:17:59,250
And-- so, I was doing
what I was told to do,

381
00:17:59,333 --> 00:18:01,208
but there was
brownie in my teeth.

382
00:18:01,291 --> 00:18:03,917
And this director kept
yelling at me about it.

383
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:06,417
So, I was like
eight or nine years old, right?

384
00:18:06,500 --> 00:18:09,625
This guy's just yelling at me,
and it's super abusive.

385
00:18:09,709 --> 00:18:12,583
But, I'm nine or eight
or whatever. I don't know.

386
00:18:12,667 --> 00:18:14,917
I can't express that.
I don't know how to do that.

387
00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:17,417
What I ended up doing is
getting through the day,

388
00:18:17,500 --> 00:18:20,083
finishing the job,
and then saying to my mom,

389
00:18:20,166 --> 00:18:23,333
"I don't wanna do
commercials anymore.
I wanna do movies."

390
00:18:23,834 --> 00:18:27,083
So, I stopped going on
commercial auditions,

391
00:18:27,166 --> 00:18:29,458
and I started going on

392
00:18:29,542 --> 00:18:31,583
theatrical auditions.

393
00:18:31,667 --> 00:18:33,083
(chatter)

394
00:18:33,166 --> 00:18:34,959
I am Landon Olsen.

395
00:18:35,041 --> 00:18:37,166
Hi, my name is
Natalie Parker.

396
00:18:37,250 --> 00:18:39,125
-Kaylee Mullins.
-Karsyn Cameron.

397
00:18:39,208 --> 00:18:40,291
Nigel Gonzalez.

398
00:18:40,375 --> 00:18:41,667
-Hi.
-Hi.

399
00:18:41,750 --> 00:18:43,750
-Hello.
-Hello. My name is Tam.

400
00:18:43,834 --> 00:18:45,250
And I am eight years old.

401
00:18:45,333 --> 00:18:47,291
-I'm four.
-I'm 10 years old.

402
00:18:47,375 --> 00:18:50,959
My age range is six to eight.

403
00:18:51,041 --> 00:18:52,625
And reading the role of Alex.

404
00:18:52,709 --> 00:18:54,625
(sighs)
What do you think you're doing?

405
00:18:54,709 --> 00:18:57,500
What do we look like,
frickin' Charlie Brown?

406
00:18:57,583 --> 00:19:00,417
Juiciest, freshest tomatoes
made in our bottle.

407
00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:03,041
(background chatter)

408
00:19:05,834 --> 00:19:08,792
June and those kids have
been harassing me at lunch

409
00:19:08,875 --> 00:19:09,959
every dang day,

410
00:19:10,041 --> 00:19:11,208
and I hit her.

411
00:19:12,250 --> 00:19:14,917
That may be, but instigators
will not be tolerated.

412
00:19:15,000 --> 00:19:16,625
I'm suspending her for a week.

413
00:19:16,709 --> 00:19:18,583
You can't do that.
I'll miss band.

414
00:19:19,250 --> 00:19:21,500
Mara:
My mom and my brothers,
they set up this kind of,

415
00:19:21,583 --> 00:19:23,166
like, mock audition for me,

416
00:19:23,250 --> 00:19:24,417
where they made me
say certain lines,

417
00:19:24,500 --> 00:19:26,542
and then told me at the end,
"Okay, you were very good,

418
00:19:26,625 --> 00:19:27,875
but you didn't get the part."

419
00:19:27,959 --> 00:19:31,041
And I said, "Well, that's okay.
I can just go on another one."

420
00:19:31,125 --> 00:19:33,000
♪ ♪

421
00:19:33,083 --> 00:19:36,291
I was born and raised
in Burbank, California.

422
00:19:36,792 --> 00:19:39,125
Growing up in Burbank,
California, meant that

423
00:19:39,208 --> 00:19:41,875
you were going to see other
kids going to auditions

424
00:19:41,959 --> 00:19:43,667
the same way you did.
It was--

425
00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:46,834
It was just kind of like the way
that other kids did youth soccer

426
00:19:46,917 --> 00:19:49,375
or-- or, you know, Girl Scouts
or things like that.

427
00:19:49,458 --> 00:19:51,625
I was a Girl Scout
and I went on auditions.

428
00:19:51,709 --> 00:19:53,083
That was what it was.

429
00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,500
It felt kind of normal,
and I don't think my parents

430
00:19:56,583 --> 00:19:57,792
would've let me do it

431
00:19:57,875 --> 00:19:59,542
if they had ever though that

432
00:19:59,625 --> 00:20:01,709
I would be cast in movies.

433
00:20:01,792 --> 00:20:04,583
I think they would've
wanted to keep it,
you know, very small,

434
00:20:04,667 --> 00:20:07,709
sort of just, like,
putting away money
for college kind of.

435
00:20:07,792 --> 00:20:10,041
Have some fun with it,
but nothing really that big.

436
00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:11,959
(hip-hop music playing)

437
00:20:12,792 --> 00:20:14,875
(crowd cheering)

438
00:20:14,959 --> 00:20:17,458
Cameron:
So, I was a dancer originally.

439
00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:21,208
At, you know, six years old,
I was taking dance classes.

440
00:20:21,291 --> 00:20:23,041
♪ That's life ♪

441
00:20:23,125 --> 00:20:25,083
Cameron:
We had, like, a little recital
at the end of the year,

442
00:20:25,166 --> 00:20:28,709
and that recital was
sort of the thing

443
00:20:28,792 --> 00:20:30,583
that lead my parents to go,

444
00:20:30,667 --> 00:20:32,208
"Oh, he might be able
to do that.

445
00:20:32,291 --> 00:20:33,709
He seems like
he's having fun."

446
00:20:33,792 --> 00:20:35,834
I was the only kid who
seemed interested at all.

447
00:20:35,917 --> 00:20:38,333
Everyone else was picking
their nose and, you know,
digging in their butts.

448
00:20:38,417 --> 00:20:40,583
-(shutter snapping)
-There were plenty of times

449
00:20:40,667 --> 00:20:42,750
where, you know,
you'd go on
1,000 auditions,

450
00:20:42,834 --> 00:20:44,333
and you book none of them.

451
00:20:44,417 --> 00:20:47,917
And my dad is going,
"Why am I pulling you
out of school two hours early

452
00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:50,041
just so you can go
and fail at this audition?"

453
00:20:50,125 --> 00:20:51,583
-(plays trumpet)
-Woman: I'm gonna
have to take you.

454
00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:54,083
Cameron:
Once I started booking things,
it made a little more sense.

455
00:20:54,166 --> 00:20:56,750
Just sort of became
a part of my life.

456
00:20:56,834 --> 00:20:59,000
A big, big, big part of
my life for a long time.

457
00:20:59,834 --> 00:21:02,250
I was not following
you, and no.

458
00:21:02,333 --> 00:21:04,458
Dad would not let
you keep a falcon.

459
00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,375
I always say genius
skips a generation

460
00:21:08,458 --> 00:21:10,250
'cause my daughter's
this incredible actress,

461
00:21:10,333 --> 00:21:11,959
and my mother's this
incredible actress,

462
00:21:12,041 --> 00:21:15,208
and I have to work
so hard to, like, find it.

463
00:21:15,291 --> 00:21:16,917
♪ ♪

464
00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,542
I grew up
in California mostly.

465
00:21:19,625 --> 00:21:21,458
I was born in Russia.

466
00:21:21,542 --> 00:21:23,417
My father was a doctor,

467
00:21:23,500 --> 00:21:26,125
and my mother
was a movie star

468
00:21:26,208 --> 00:21:28,250
in the former Soviet Union.

469
00:21:28,750 --> 00:21:31,458
My parents
ended up finding a job

470
00:21:31,542 --> 00:21:33,750
being a cook
and a housekeeper

471
00:21:33,834 --> 00:21:36,875
at this big mansion
up off Mulholland.

472
00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:38,917
All these movie stars

473
00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:41,041
and big directors were
staying there all the time.

474
00:21:42,834 --> 00:21:44,750
My mom was pretty much expecting

475
00:21:44,834 --> 00:21:47,125
that she would walk
into the room with food,

476
00:21:47,208 --> 00:21:49,583
and they'd be like,
"Put the tray down!

477
00:21:49,667 --> 00:21:51,792
You should be sitting with us!"

478
00:21:51,875 --> 00:21:54,250
You know,
and that didn't happen.

479
00:21:55,417 --> 00:21:58,458
My mom pretty early on

480
00:21:58,542 --> 00:22:00,792
realized that,
in a sense, like,

481
00:22:00,875 --> 00:22:02,875
I was her ticket out.

482
00:22:04,583 --> 00:22:05,959
You know, being an actress,

483
00:22:06,041 --> 00:22:09,125
she kind of tried to teach me
what she knew.

484
00:22:09,208 --> 00:22:12,208
♪ ♪

485
00:22:12,291 --> 00:22:15,333
I started going
to dance class

486
00:22:15,417 --> 00:22:17,333
and taking guitar lessons
and piano lessons

487
00:22:17,417 --> 00:22:18,792
and acting classes

488
00:22:18,875 --> 00:22:20,625
and tried to find me an agent

489
00:22:20,709 --> 00:22:22,625
really quickly,
and, you know,

490
00:22:22,709 --> 00:22:25,250
started slowly
going on auditions.

491
00:22:26,208 --> 00:22:27,333
But, you know,

492
00:22:27,417 --> 00:22:30,166
I just wasn't a good actress.

493
00:22:30,250 --> 00:22:33,375
You know, a lot of people
just talk about how

494
00:22:33,458 --> 00:22:35,542
you know, just intimidating
the business could be for them

495
00:22:35,625 --> 00:22:36,834
at a young age,

496
00:22:36,917 --> 00:22:38,834
and I just feel like
I'm very grateful

497
00:22:38,917 --> 00:22:41,792
that I had the adversity
that I had

498
00:22:41,875 --> 00:22:43,208
before I got to Hollywood

499
00:22:43,291 --> 00:22:45,208
because I was prepared

500
00:22:45,291 --> 00:22:46,875
for all the slick stuff

501
00:22:46,959 --> 00:22:49,375
people were trying
to pull, you know.

502
00:22:49,458 --> 00:22:52,375
I've had so many
people at a young age

503
00:22:52,458 --> 00:22:54,917
try to play me as
if I were gullible.

504
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,667
I was just like,
I'm not the one.

505
00:22:57,500 --> 00:22:59,250
I'd survived the streets
of Baltimore,

506
00:22:59,333 --> 00:23:00,709
so as far as I was concerned,

507
00:23:00,792 --> 00:23:02,208
this was kind of a Disneyland.

508
00:23:02,291 --> 00:23:05,333
(big band music playing)

509
00:23:06,834 --> 00:23:07,792
♪ Tell me that you love me...♪

510
00:23:07,875 --> 00:23:10,500
Diana:
There was a belief
in Hollywood

511
00:23:10,583 --> 00:23:12,500
that children were rubber.

512
00:23:12,583 --> 00:23:13,875
They were flexible.

513
00:23:13,959 --> 00:23:16,458
♪ To hear,
a little something... ♪

514
00:23:16,667 --> 00:23:19,500
We were flexible,
but not-- not willingly.

515
00:23:19,583 --> 00:23:22,333
♪ Always will be
true 'cause you know ♪

516
00:23:22,417 --> 00:23:24,959
♪ That I do, dear ♪

517
00:23:25,792 --> 00:23:28,834
Diana:
was hard work.
I found that I was adaptable.

518
00:23:29,333 --> 00:23:31,542
I had the talent.

519
00:23:31,625 --> 00:23:32,667
That was my genius.

520
00:23:32,750 --> 00:23:35,417
People said,
"She's a genius."
You know, well.

521
00:23:35,500 --> 00:23:38,542
The only genius was
I stayed on my feet.

522
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:43,083
And my family kept
eating, you know?

523
00:23:43,166 --> 00:23:45,083
♪ ♪

524
00:23:45,166 --> 00:23:47,750
♪ Don't care what
other people say ♪

525
00:23:47,834 --> 00:23:50,375
♪ It's you I think
of every day ♪

526
00:23:50,458 --> 00:23:52,208
♪ Makes me smile
when you're away ♪

527
00:23:52,291 --> 00:23:54,917
♪ From home... ♪

528
00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:56,417
Shirley Temple:
You start at age three.

529
00:23:56,500 --> 00:23:58,875
Seems very normal.
I thought everybody worked.

530
00:23:58,959 --> 00:24:00,875
I didn't realize
in the Depression

531
00:24:00,959 --> 00:24:02,625
that a lot
of people weren't,

532
00:24:02,709 --> 00:24:05,333
but I just felt it was
a normal kind of thing.

533
00:24:09,166 --> 00:24:11,166
-(humming)
-(laughing)

534
00:24:11,250 --> 00:24:13,458
Man:
What's going on around here?

535
00:24:13,542 --> 00:24:15,125
-Oh...
-Dean Martin:
Kid, come here.

536
00:24:15,208 --> 00:24:17,166
Come on, I'll give you
a free ride. You do it again.

537
00:24:17,250 --> 00:24:19,083
Show this boy. Go ahead.

538
00:24:19,166 --> 00:24:20,792
Christopher Walken:
My mother was, uh,

539
00:24:20,875 --> 00:24:22,458
-was smitten
with show business.
-(bell rings)

540
00:24:22,542 --> 00:24:25,792
-Terrific, kid,
that's terrific...
-(laughter)

541
00:24:25,875 --> 00:24:28,667
In the '50s, after the war,
television got started.

542
00:24:28,750 --> 00:24:32,333
They'd just bring kids in
and stick them around
like, you know, plants.

543
00:24:32,875 --> 00:24:36,250
Narrator:
And now, back to
"Kids Are People Too"!

544
00:24:37,333 --> 00:24:39,667
Host:
It must be kinda weird for you
to watch TV in the afternoon

545
00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:41,458
where they're-- they're
showing "Happy Days,"

546
00:24:41,542 --> 00:24:43,959
and they're also still showing
"The Andy Griffith Show."

547
00:24:44,041 --> 00:24:46,625
-In some spots, back to back.
-(laughs) Really?

548
00:24:46,709 --> 00:24:49,500
-Who are you?
-Opie. Opie Taylor.

549
00:24:49,583 --> 00:24:51,500
Host:
Does it bring back
those memories

550
00:24:51,583 --> 00:24:52,667
-of being that young?
-Ron: Oh yeah.

551
00:24:52,750 --> 00:24:54,333
Tremendous memories because

552
00:24:54,417 --> 00:24:56,625
you know, the real fun
of a situation like that

553
00:24:56,709 --> 00:24:58,166
are the relationships
that you develop

554
00:24:58,250 --> 00:24:59,792
-with the people.
-Host: Yeah.

555
00:24:59,875 --> 00:25:02,417
Ron:
And the things that were
going on in between.

556
00:25:03,583 --> 00:25:06,792
The first thing Drew Barrymore
ever says to me is,

557
00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:08,834
"How many movies
have you been in?"

558
00:25:08,917 --> 00:25:11,041
He's really real.

559
00:25:11,125 --> 00:25:14,208
Henry:
And I say, "Uh, just one."

560
00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:17,208
She goes,
"Oh, you poor thing.

561
00:25:17,291 --> 00:25:19,667
I've been in four."

562
00:25:19,750 --> 00:25:21,875
-Interviewer: How old was she?
-Six.

563
00:25:21,959 --> 00:25:23,750
(laughter)

564
00:25:25,125 --> 00:25:26,375
Man:
Now, young man, I understand

565
00:25:26,458 --> 00:25:28,500
that you have an alien
somewhere in this house.

566
00:25:28,583 --> 00:25:29,959
Is that true?

567
00:25:31,917 --> 00:25:33,583
I really, I have all
the authority to take him,

568
00:25:33,667 --> 00:25:36,458
and, I gotta tell ya,
I'm gonna take him.

569
00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:40,291
-You can't take him.
-Man: Well...

570
00:25:41,959 --> 00:25:44,041
I'm afraid I have to, son.

571
00:25:44,125 --> 00:25:46,667
You can't take him away!
He's mine!

572
00:25:46,750 --> 00:25:48,250
Man:
But it's not my choice.

573
00:25:48,333 --> 00:25:50,375
The President asked me
to come here and get him.

574
00:25:50,458 --> 00:25:52,250
I don't care
what the President says!

575
00:25:52,333 --> 00:25:54,000
He's my best friend,

576
00:25:54,083 --> 00:25:56,125
and you can't take him away!

577
00:25:57,917 --> 00:26:00,542
-Steven Spielberg:
Okay, kid, you got the job.
-(laughter)

578
00:26:00,625 --> 00:26:02,375
("E.T." theme playing)

579
00:26:02,458 --> 00:26:04,500
Henry:
"E.T." came along...

580
00:26:04,583 --> 00:26:06,500
E.T.:
E.T....

581
00:26:07,083 --> 00:26:09,750
home... phone.

582
00:26:10,583 --> 00:26:13,041
Henry:
It was intimidating on set...

583
00:26:13,125 --> 00:26:15,041
♪ ♪

584
00:26:15,125 --> 00:26:17,000
because there were
all these kids there.

585
00:26:18,041 --> 00:26:20,875
Suddenly, you're not,
like, the kid coming in,
hitting your mark,

586
00:26:20,959 --> 00:26:22,041
and saying your line.

587
00:26:22,125 --> 00:26:24,291
You're watching
other kids do it,

588
00:26:24,375 --> 00:26:27,000
and you're watching how they
work, and you say, "Oh...

589
00:26:28,500 --> 00:26:30,875
Oh, why didn't
I do it like that?"

590
00:26:30,959 --> 00:26:32,709
Or "Was that how I'm
supposed to do it?"

591
00:26:33,041 --> 00:26:34,917
He gets a little tear
in his eye.
Just pretend there's a tear.

592
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:37,417
Then you'll wipe the tear
away from E.T.'s face,

593
00:26:37,500 --> 00:26:39,917
and we'll play it
that way. Okay?

594
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,041
Real softly, gently.
No rush.

595
00:26:43,458 --> 00:26:47,125
Henry:
I felt like I had just
robbed a bank or something,

596
00:26:49,166 --> 00:26:51,542
and I was gonna get caught.

597
00:26:51,625 --> 00:26:54,083
When I was, I think 10,

598
00:26:54,166 --> 00:26:56,333
I was cast in a film
called "The Buddy System"

599
00:26:56,417 --> 00:26:58,041
that was a pretty
big studio picture.

600
00:26:59,041 --> 00:27:00,625
Narrator:
Emily was a struggling mother,

601
00:27:00,709 --> 00:27:03,417
raising a kid who
already knew too much.

602
00:27:03,875 --> 00:27:06,291
Wil:
Roger Ebert hated it,
and hated me.

603
00:27:06,375 --> 00:27:08,625
Um, which I took
super personally

604
00:27:08,709 --> 00:27:10,041
'cause I didn't know how not to.

605
00:27:10,125 --> 00:27:12,125
Gene Siskel:
As soon as you hear
the little kid's first few

606
00:27:12,208 --> 00:27:14,291
obscenity-filled wisecracks
when he walks in, you think,

607
00:27:14,375 --> 00:27:16,291
"Let me out of this theater."

608
00:27:16,375 --> 00:27:18,458
Gene, I think I liked it
even less than you did.

609
00:27:18,542 --> 00:27:19,917
-No, you didn't.
-(laughs)

610
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,125
Wil:
A thing that I think
people forget,

611
00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:25,000
at least in my
experience people forget,

612
00:27:25,083 --> 00:27:26,959
you're not just
talking about an actor.

613
00:27:27,041 --> 00:27:28,583
You're talking about a child.

614
00:27:28,667 --> 00:27:32,625
You're talking about a kid
who is giving up their childhood

615
00:27:32,709 --> 00:27:34,834
to be in this thing
that you're reviewing.

616
00:27:34,917 --> 00:27:36,291
No individual
could be this stupid.

617
00:27:36,375 --> 00:27:37,375
This is a very bad film.

618
00:27:37,458 --> 00:27:39,834
Think that just about
covers "The Buddy System."

619
00:27:39,917 --> 00:27:41,792
-Our next movie is...
-Wil: But,

620
00:27:41,875 --> 00:27:43,667
the next thing after
that was "Stand By Me,"

621
00:27:43,750 --> 00:27:45,333
and that kinda
changed everything.

622
00:27:45,417 --> 00:27:48,625
("Stand By Me"
by Ben E. King playing)

623
00:27:48,709 --> 00:27:52,375
♪ When the night
has come... ♪

624
00:27:52,458 --> 00:27:55,125
Wil:
When I was cast,

625
00:27:55,208 --> 00:27:58,542
and all of us met for
the very first time,

626
00:27:58,917 --> 00:28:02,375
Rob brought us up
to Oregon two weeks
before production

627
00:28:02,458 --> 00:28:04,000
and put us in a little
drama school.

628
00:28:04,083 --> 00:28:06,500
(indistinct chatter)

629
00:28:06,583 --> 00:28:10,333
And took the four of us
through some technique.

630
00:28:10,417 --> 00:28:12,959
What we were learning to do
was get out of our own way,

631
00:28:13,041 --> 00:28:16,458
stop thinking about things,
and just be kids.

632
00:28:16,542 --> 00:28:18,667
-Sleeper hold! Sleeper hold!
-Stop it! I'm serious!

633
00:28:18,750 --> 00:28:21,875
No one gets out of
a sleeper hold! (laughs)

634
00:28:21,959 --> 00:28:23,500
Wil:
And one of the reasons

635
00:28:23,583 --> 00:28:25,375
"Stand By Me" is such
a successful film

636
00:28:25,458 --> 00:28:27,875
and one of the reasons
it connects with people

637
00:28:27,959 --> 00:28:29,834
so honestly

638
00:28:29,917 --> 00:28:32,041
is that Rob cast four kids

639
00:28:32,125 --> 00:28:33,709
who very much were

640
00:28:33,792 --> 00:28:35,250
the kids we played.

641
00:28:35,333 --> 00:28:37,750
(birds chirping)

642
00:28:37,834 --> 00:28:40,375
Chris Columbus:
The thing about Mara Wilson
is she was completely new.

643
00:28:40,458 --> 00:28:41,875
She had not done any theater.

644
00:28:41,959 --> 00:28:43,000
She had not done any film work.

645
00:28:43,083 --> 00:28:44,417
She'd done a couple
of commercials.

646
00:28:44,500 --> 00:28:46,041
She was like taking
a real person

647
00:28:46,125 --> 00:28:47,875
and putting her in
front of a camera.

648
00:28:47,959 --> 00:28:49,333
Daddy!

649
00:28:50,750 --> 00:28:54,041
Mara:
I got called for an open call
for "Mrs. Doubtfire."

650
00:28:54,125 --> 00:28:56,041
-Your name is Mara.
-Mm-hmm.

651
00:28:56,125 --> 00:28:59,041
-What a beautiful name.
Do you know what my name is?
-What?

652
00:28:59,125 --> 00:29:01,375
Euphegenia.

653
00:29:01,458 --> 00:29:02,917
-Do you know what that means?
-What?

654
00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:04,917
-I don't. (laughs)
-(giggles)

655
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:07,542
Everything kind of, you know,
snowballed from there, I guess.

656
00:29:07,625 --> 00:29:10,291
I got cast in that, and then
I got cast on "Melrose Place,"

657
00:29:10,375 --> 00:29:12,875
and then I got cast in
"Miracle On 34th Street."

658
00:29:12,959 --> 00:29:14,625
That's a good one.

659
00:29:14,709 --> 00:29:16,375
Mara:
And eventually "Matilda."

660
00:29:16,458 --> 00:29:18,917
♪ Tell you a story ♪

661
00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:20,458
♪ Happened a long time ago ♪

662
00:29:20,542 --> 00:29:22,250
Mara:
It all happened
very, very quickly.

663
00:29:22,333 --> 00:29:25,625
This happened from,
like, five to seven,
this all happened,

664
00:29:25,709 --> 00:29:29,083
and I kinda didn't know
how I felt about it all,

665
00:29:29,166 --> 00:29:30,542
but I was having fun,

666
00:29:30,625 --> 00:29:32,083
so I wanted to keep going.

667
00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:35,417
Don't be phony. Be truthful.

668
00:29:35,500 --> 00:29:39,542
Be real.
Don't be like, "Ah!"
Be real.

669
00:29:39,625 --> 00:29:41,417
Act like this is real life.

670
00:29:41,500 --> 00:29:43,625
Mara:
As funny as it is,
I could act,

671
00:29:43,709 --> 00:29:45,125
but I couldn't lie.

672
00:29:45,208 --> 00:29:47,750
There was this separation of

673
00:29:47,834 --> 00:29:50,291
this is what play is,
this is what lying is,

674
00:29:50,375 --> 00:29:53,417
and this is what acting is.

675
00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:56,458
("Jessie" theme song playing)

676
00:29:56,542 --> 00:29:58,875
♪ Hey, Jessie! Hey, Jessie! ♪

677
00:29:59,208 --> 00:30:01,792
Cameron:
I booked "Jessie"
when I was 11.

678
00:30:01,875 --> 00:30:04,000
-Who wants a brownie treat?
-Ooh! I do! Luke does!

679
00:30:04,083 --> 00:30:05,166
(laughter)

680
00:30:05,250 --> 00:30:06,959
Cameron: Four years,

681
00:30:07,041 --> 00:30:09,125
we did a hundred-and-something
episodes of the show.

682
00:30:09,208 --> 00:30:10,792
You guys are gonna see

683
00:30:10,875 --> 00:30:12,500
your favorite cast
members from "Jessie"!

684
00:30:12,583 --> 00:30:15,583
(cheering, applause)

685
00:30:15,667 --> 00:30:18,041
(fans screaming)

686
00:30:18,750 --> 00:30:20,750
Cameron:
Being on set when I was a kid

687
00:30:20,834 --> 00:30:22,625
because that's sort of
naturally who I am,

688
00:30:22,709 --> 00:30:24,291
I wasn't one of
those kids who was, like,

689
00:30:24,375 --> 00:30:26,041
you know,
causing trouble for anybody.

690
00:30:26,125 --> 00:30:28,333
I wanted to do it right,
and I wanted to do it well,

691
00:30:28,417 --> 00:30:29,959
and I wanted people
to be impressed with me.

692
00:30:30,041 --> 00:30:32,667
-Director: Action!
-Hey, give it back!

693
00:30:32,750 --> 00:30:35,291
-(grunting)
-Director: And hit!

694
00:30:35,375 --> 00:30:38,166
-Or keep her.
-Cameron: No one
was scared of me.

695
00:30:38,250 --> 00:30:39,834
That's the key, right?

696
00:30:39,917 --> 00:30:42,709
If a child actor
comes on the set
and they're 13 years old,

697
00:30:42,792 --> 00:30:44,166
and the crew's
scared of them?

698
00:30:44,250 --> 00:30:46,166
And they're like, "Oh,
that's the star of the..."

699
00:30:46,250 --> 00:30:47,667
No, fuck that shit.

700
00:30:47,750 --> 00:30:49,709
These people were like,
"Listen.

701
00:30:49,792 --> 00:30:51,834
"Don't do that. Do do that.

702
00:30:51,917 --> 00:30:55,667
"Respect these people and
ask questions and be nice,

703
00:30:55,750 --> 00:30:57,333
and that's what you do."

704
00:30:57,417 --> 00:30:59,375
And because of that, I think

705
00:30:59,458 --> 00:31:01,333
I was so much better off.

706
00:31:01,417 --> 00:31:02,834
So, I was just
sort of lucky to be

707
00:31:02,917 --> 00:31:05,000
in that little bubble of,
like, you know,

708
00:31:05,083 --> 00:31:07,583
"Everything's good,
everything's fine."

709
00:31:07,667 --> 00:31:10,750
But, yeah, a lot of other
people didn't have that luxury.

710
00:31:12,625 --> 00:31:15,375
-Did you learn your lines?
-Oh yeah.

711
00:31:15,458 --> 00:31:17,542
Did you know
what action

712
00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:20,041
or how emotionally
you're supposed to feel
when you give those lines?

713
00:31:20,125 --> 00:31:21,667
Well...

714
00:31:21,750 --> 00:31:24,458
-Well, no. Good.
-She's gonna work with you
on that, so.

715
00:31:28,959 --> 00:31:31,000
-Hi, how are you?
-Hi. Good.

716
00:31:31,083 --> 00:31:33,375
Hi, sweetheart. Come on in.

717
00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:35,500
-Hi. I'm Marnie.
-Hi.

718
00:31:35,583 --> 00:31:38,875
-Nice to meet you. Come on in.
-Nice to meet you. Thank you.

719
00:31:38,959 --> 00:31:40,917
-So, if you wouldn't mind
coming back in an hour.
-Okay!

720
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,000
-That would be great. Thank you.
-Sure. Thank you.

721
00:31:43,667 --> 00:31:47,083
"Anything everywhere.
I just, I don't know.

722
00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:49,583
Maybe I don't belong here."

723
00:31:49,667 --> 00:31:51,709
Okay.
Let's stop for a second

724
00:31:51,792 --> 00:31:54,458
because I'm hearing
the words too much.

725
00:31:54,542 --> 00:31:56,250
Do you know what
I mean by that?

726
00:31:56,333 --> 00:31:59,250
-No...
-Like, I can hear
the writer's words,

727
00:31:59,333 --> 00:32:01,083
and I don't wanna be able
to hear the writer's words.

728
00:32:01,166 --> 00:32:03,375
I wanna be able to hear you.

729
00:32:03,458 --> 00:32:05,250
(yawning)
Okay.

730
00:32:05,333 --> 00:32:06,959
Do you like
doing this stuff?

731
00:32:07,041 --> 00:32:08,583
-Mm-hmm.
-Do you?

732
00:32:08,667 --> 00:32:11,000
-Mm-hmm.
-Then why are you
yawning so much?

733
00:32:11,959 --> 00:32:14,875
-(squawks)
-Did you not sleep
very well last night?

734
00:32:14,959 --> 00:32:16,750
-Not really.
-No?

735
00:32:16,834 --> 00:32:19,125
-Is this interesting to you?
-Mm.

736
00:32:19,208 --> 00:32:21,250
Sort of,
or are you...

737
00:32:21,333 --> 00:32:23,750
-Mm...
-Okay. Well, that's honest.

738
00:32:23,834 --> 00:32:25,792
I like your honesty.

739
00:32:25,875 --> 00:32:28,208
We're gonna
explore this, okay?

740
00:32:28,291 --> 00:32:30,959
But if you don't fall
in love with acting,

741
00:32:31,041 --> 00:32:33,458
then you need to

742
00:32:33,542 --> 00:32:36,625
talk to Mom and say,
"This is not my cup of tea.

743
00:32:36,709 --> 00:32:39,208
This is not something
I love doing."

744
00:32:39,709 --> 00:32:42,291
Melanie:
You know, I've offered
plenty of times,

745
00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:45,250
"Do you wanna stop?
We'll be done. Let's--"

746
00:32:45,333 --> 00:32:48,834
"No, no, no!" And then,
it's like, I mean, he...

747
00:32:49,417 --> 00:32:52,500
is passionate
about what he does.

748
00:32:52,583 --> 00:32:54,458
I've given him the choice.

749
00:32:54,542 --> 00:32:56,458
I always am clear with him,

750
00:32:56,542 --> 00:32:59,083
if anything,
he didn't like anything,

751
00:32:59,166 --> 00:33:01,667
or there was something
he would be upset about,

752
00:33:01,750 --> 00:33:04,959
he always has
the choice to stop.

753
00:33:05,041 --> 00:33:06,792
Marnie:
You're a kid.

754
00:33:06,875 --> 00:33:09,583
You don't have
to work, right?

755
00:33:09,667 --> 00:33:11,250
Do you have to
pay your mortgage?

756
00:33:11,333 --> 00:33:13,000
Do you have to pay your rent?

757
00:33:13,083 --> 00:33:14,709
No. That's a good thing.

758
00:33:14,792 --> 00:33:16,166
You get to be a kid.

759
00:33:16,250 --> 00:33:18,458
-I have to pay my taxes...
-That's right!

760
00:33:18,542 --> 00:33:20,667
-And understand taxes...
-That's right! All this stuff

761
00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:24,166
you have to do when you're older
that you don't have to do now.

762
00:33:24,250 --> 00:33:26,166
How cool is that?

763
00:33:26,250 --> 00:33:29,625
-Yeah!
-If you want to do this,

764
00:33:29,709 --> 00:33:32,750
then we have to put in
a lot of the work.

765
00:33:33,583 --> 00:33:36,000
Drama-- drama may be not...

766
00:33:36,083 --> 00:33:38,125
it may be not my thing.
Comedy is my thing,

767
00:33:38,208 --> 00:33:40,333
but I'll still have to try.

768
00:33:40,417 --> 00:33:42,500
Try and try. You'll make it.

769
00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:44,083
Melanie:
Try and try.

770
00:33:45,208 --> 00:33:47,125
-Okay.
-Mm.

771
00:33:47,208 --> 00:33:50,041
As long as you're happy,
I'm happy. Whatever...

772
00:33:54,291 --> 00:33:56,208
You good? Okay.

773
00:33:56,291 --> 00:33:58,709
♪ ♪

774
00:33:58,792 --> 00:34:01,166
Mara: Sometimes, I'll feel
like there were kind of gaps
in my childhood.

775
00:34:01,250 --> 00:34:03,667
Like, I never really
learned how to ride a bike.

776
00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:05,709
Or I remember going
back to school and being like,

777
00:34:05,792 --> 00:34:07,583
"What is this kickball game
that everybody's playing?

778
00:34:07,667 --> 00:34:09,041
I don't understand it."

779
00:34:09,125 --> 00:34:11,250
I didn't really
do well in school

780
00:34:11,333 --> 00:34:15,208
because I wasn't used to
setting my own schedule

781
00:34:15,291 --> 00:34:17,500
because you don't have
to develop a work ethic

782
00:34:17,583 --> 00:34:20,417
when everybody around you
is telling you what to do

783
00:34:20,500 --> 00:34:21,750
at what time all the time.

784
00:34:21,834 --> 00:34:24,208
When you have
people escorting you
to hair and makeup

785
00:34:24,291 --> 00:34:26,166
and to, you know,
to the set back and forth,

786
00:34:26,250 --> 00:34:27,709
telling you they're
ready for you...

787
00:34:27,792 --> 00:34:29,375
Right this way, please.

788
00:34:29,458 --> 00:34:32,834
-Mara: Yeah,
you see here we go this way.
-Man: To the set.

789
00:34:32,917 --> 00:34:35,208
It's gonna be hard for you
to set your own schedule

790
00:34:35,291 --> 00:34:37,709
to do your homework
and to be doing these things.

791
00:34:38,166 --> 00:34:40,250
Kinda miss only having
a four-hour work day.

792
00:34:40,333 --> 00:34:42,917
You go to school for
four hours a day,

793
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:45,458
and then you work
for the other four.

794
00:34:45,542 --> 00:34:47,583
So, we kinda miss that.
(laughs)

795
00:34:47,667 --> 00:34:50,625
Interviewer:
How do the kids in
school treat you, Henry?

796
00:34:50,709 --> 00:34:52,709
They-- most of them
treat me alright.

797
00:34:52,792 --> 00:34:54,834
They treat me normal, um.

798
00:34:55,500 --> 00:34:57,250
But some, you know, they--

799
00:34:57,333 --> 00:35:00,250
they tease me about "E.T.,"

800
00:35:00,333 --> 00:35:03,375
-and, you know,
some other movies.
-Interviewer: Mm-hmm.

801
00:35:03,458 --> 00:35:05,542
Henry:
The school thing
was the biggest...

802
00:35:05,625 --> 00:35:08,750
the biggest mix-up for me,

803
00:35:08,834 --> 00:35:11,083
and that was
the hardest thing about

804
00:35:11,166 --> 00:35:12,542
working as a kid.

805
00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:16,250
I mean, they called me
Hollywood or E.T., you know,

806
00:35:16,333 --> 00:35:19,792
but I had been designated
as being that guy,

807
00:35:19,875 --> 00:35:22,083
so I was always
gonna be that guy.

808
00:35:22,166 --> 00:35:24,125
I just didn't realize it
at 13.

809
00:35:24,208 --> 00:35:26,625
I thought I could not
be that guy anymore, and--

810
00:35:26,709 --> 00:35:30,291
but just have friends
and go to school

811
00:35:30,375 --> 00:35:32,166
and do normal things.

812
00:35:32,250 --> 00:35:34,917
(playing piano)

813
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:37,417
Cameron:
I had to finish my
sixth grade year on set.

814
00:35:38,667 --> 00:35:40,125
And seventh grade
was the first year

815
00:35:40,208 --> 00:35:42,041
that I went into
homeschooling.

816
00:35:43,166 --> 00:35:46,125
And so that was sort of
the beginning of

817
00:35:46,208 --> 00:35:48,333
instead of 35 kids
in my class,

818
00:35:48,417 --> 00:35:49,959
I have three.

819
00:35:50,041 --> 00:35:52,417
And they're all different
ages than me. (laughs)

820
00:35:52,500 --> 00:35:54,875
Like, it's just not, like...

821
00:35:55,750 --> 00:35:58,083
it's just not
a normal experience.

822
00:36:04,083 --> 00:36:07,166
Tricia:
When Demi first started,
I made it a point

823
00:36:07,250 --> 00:36:09,125
that she had
to go to school

824
00:36:09,208 --> 00:36:11,041
and, like,
get a proper education.

825
00:36:11,959 --> 00:36:14,834
Demi:
As of right now,
this is something I wanna do

826
00:36:14,917 --> 00:36:17,750
for, like, ever, um.

827
00:36:18,083 --> 00:36:21,166
Yes, I'm gonna go
to college, but, um...

828
00:36:21,250 --> 00:36:23,875
Yeah, she can
take a little break.
Four-year break.

829
00:36:23,959 --> 00:36:25,667
-(laughs)
-Yeah, but, uh, yeah.

830
00:36:25,750 --> 00:36:29,083
I really think that
this is something
that's gonna last, so...

831
00:36:30,208 --> 00:36:32,333
Interviewer:
What are you gonna
do this summer

832
00:36:32,417 --> 00:36:34,625
-if you're free?
-Summer camp.

833
00:36:34,709 --> 00:36:37,333
I wanna go to sleepaway camp
because I've never been.

834
00:36:37,417 --> 00:36:40,166
I was gonna go the year
I booked "School of Rock,"

835
00:36:40,250 --> 00:36:41,709
but then that didn't happen

836
00:36:41,792 --> 00:36:43,375
because I was in
"School of Rock."

837
00:36:43,458 --> 00:36:45,375
I really, really wanna
go to sleepaway camp.

838
00:36:45,458 --> 00:36:47,709
-This might be her first
free summer in a while. Yeah.
-Yeah.

839
00:36:47,792 --> 00:36:49,041
If I don't book anything,

840
00:36:49,125 --> 00:36:50,542
this might be, like,
my first summer

841
00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:52,667
where I'm not
doing anything.

842
00:36:53,792 --> 00:36:55,542
You know, it was tough.
Like, some of the-- I--

843
00:36:55,625 --> 00:36:58,792
I was in an adult acting
class when I was nine.

844
00:36:59,625 --> 00:37:02,542
And so, that started at like

845
00:37:02,625 --> 00:37:04,750
7:00 or something,

846
00:37:04,834 --> 00:37:07,583
and didn't end until
11:00 some days.

847
00:37:08,291 --> 00:37:10,750
And then I needed
a new acting headshot,

848
00:37:10,834 --> 00:37:13,208
and the photographer,
at the end of the shoot,

849
00:37:13,291 --> 00:37:15,875
just had them kind of
put more makeup on me, and...

850
00:37:15,959 --> 00:37:16,917
(camera flash)

851
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:18,834
like people freaked out
over the pictures

852
00:37:18,917 --> 00:37:21,125
'cause I looked
really grown up.

853
00:37:22,041 --> 00:37:23,542
And I always thought
I looked like a monster

854
00:37:23,625 --> 00:37:24,792
when they were
finished with me

855
00:37:24,875 --> 00:37:26,750
because it was, like,
the late '80s.

856
00:37:26,834 --> 00:37:28,875
You know, it was like
all that crazy makeup,

857
00:37:28,959 --> 00:37:31,041
and photographers loved me.

858
00:37:31,125 --> 00:37:33,583
I was like this
little Lolita.

859
00:37:33,667 --> 00:37:37,583
It was all just so
risqué and so bizarre
working with a kid.

860
00:37:37,667 --> 00:37:39,917
I mean, you'd never
get away with it today.

861
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,083
♪ ♪

862
00:37:42,166 --> 00:37:44,375
Evan:
Photo shoots and stuff
were like really...

863
00:37:44,458 --> 00:37:46,375
Maybe it's more of
a girl thing, I don't know,

864
00:37:46,458 --> 00:37:50,583
but, like, that stuff
was much more traumatizing

865
00:37:50,667 --> 00:37:52,291
than filming for me.

866
00:37:52,667 --> 00:37:55,750
I didn't wanna be in dresses.
I didn't wanna be in heels.

867
00:37:55,834 --> 00:37:57,583
I didn't-- I was a tomboy,

868
00:37:57,667 --> 00:37:59,583
and that stuff was
really forced onto me,

869
00:37:59,667 --> 00:38:01,625
and it's forced
onto a lot of girls,

870
00:38:01,709 --> 00:38:03,291
and we're starting
to reject it now.

871
00:38:03,375 --> 00:38:05,500
You're seeing it more.
But, like,

872
00:38:05,583 --> 00:38:07,792
I also know that so many
people have been pressured

873
00:38:07,875 --> 00:38:09,125
into staying into the closet

874
00:38:09,208 --> 00:38:11,959
and conforming
to certain gender norms

875
00:38:12,041 --> 00:38:16,875
that are really prevalent
in the film industry.

876
00:38:19,542 --> 00:38:21,792
Interviewer 1:
How old were you when you
were picked for this picture

877
00:38:21,875 --> 00:38:23,625
-by Mr. Kubrick?
-Sue Lyon: I was 14.

878
00:38:23,709 --> 00:38:26,959
-Interviewer 1: Did you know
what the story was about?
-Sue: Yes, I did.

879
00:38:27,041 --> 00:38:29,750
My mother had read the book,
and we discussed the story,

880
00:38:29,834 --> 00:38:31,750
and she knew of
their previous work.

881
00:38:31,834 --> 00:38:34,125
She knew that Mr. Harris
and Mr. Kubrick do

882
00:38:34,208 --> 00:38:36,417
very artful pictures,

883
00:38:36,500 --> 00:38:38,166
and that they are not
a quickie film company.

884
00:38:38,250 --> 00:38:40,250
She had quite a bit
of faith in them.

885
00:38:41,375 --> 00:38:42,959
How old are you?

886
00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:44,667
Interviewer 2:
Jodie Foster loves her life.

887
00:38:44,750 --> 00:38:47,041
Even though she has
worked since she was three,

888
00:38:47,125 --> 00:38:48,834
she doesn't feel she
has missed anything.

889
00:38:48,917 --> 00:38:50,333
On the contrary...

890
00:38:50,417 --> 00:38:52,500
I missed all
the bad things, really.

891
00:38:52,583 --> 00:38:56,000
I missed all the pimples
and insecurities, and,

892
00:38:56,083 --> 00:38:58,000
"Oh, what am I gonna do?
He doesn't like me?"

893
00:38:58,083 --> 00:39:02,166
You know, I missed--
I missed all the bad things
about growing up, really.

894
00:39:02,250 --> 00:39:03,834
♪ ♪

895
00:39:03,917 --> 00:39:06,208
Interviewer 3:
Do you see yourself as a...

896
00:39:06,291 --> 00:39:08,458
a 12-year-old girl,
an actress,

897
00:39:08,542 --> 00:39:10,667
a model,

898
00:39:10,750 --> 00:39:12,333
an adult, a kid?

899
00:39:12,417 --> 00:39:15,709
-What do you see--
-I see myself as
a 12-year-old kid.

900
00:39:15,792 --> 00:39:18,000
But that just has
maybe more privileges

901
00:39:18,083 --> 00:39:20,792
and has experienced more
than another 12-year-old kid.

902
00:39:22,917 --> 00:39:24,125
(sighs)

903
00:39:24,208 --> 00:39:25,792
♪ ♪

904
00:39:25,875 --> 00:39:27,750
Leon...

905
00:39:27,834 --> 00:39:30,000
think I'm kind of
falling in love with you.

906
00:39:30,083 --> 00:39:31,291
(gags)

907
00:39:33,125 --> 00:39:35,375
It's the first time
for me, you know?

908
00:39:35,458 --> 00:39:38,041
Todd Thaler:
I just knew that that movie
was nothing

909
00:39:38,125 --> 00:39:40,458
without the casting
of Mathilda being perfect.

910
00:39:41,959 --> 00:39:43,875
I don't think the director,
Luc Besson,

911
00:39:43,959 --> 00:39:45,542
fully understood
that at first,

912
00:39:45,625 --> 00:39:48,041
how big a challenge
it was gonna be
to find parents

913
00:39:48,125 --> 00:39:51,166
that would let
their 11-year-old
daughter play this part.

914
00:39:53,458 --> 00:39:54,959
Man:
Hi, Mathilda.

915
00:39:56,250 --> 00:39:57,834
Hi, piggy.

916
00:39:57,917 --> 00:40:00,750
-Man: How you doin'?
-I've seen better days,

917
00:40:00,834 --> 00:40:03,291
but I've seen worse also.

918
00:40:04,291 --> 00:40:06,083
Speak up,
I can't hear you.

919
00:40:06,166 --> 00:40:08,875
It's a belly button ring!

920
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:11,792
How else can I say it?
I don't speak
no other languages!

921
00:40:11,875 --> 00:40:14,041
Oh, and you wanna
know what that is?

922
00:40:16,041 --> 00:40:17,792
That is a tongue ring.

923
00:40:17,875 --> 00:40:20,542
Evan:
It's that dichotomy
with art, of,

924
00:40:20,625 --> 00:40:23,208
well, teenagers
do have a sexuality,

925
00:40:23,792 --> 00:40:25,709
and there's a part
of me that believes

926
00:40:25,792 --> 00:40:28,041
we should
explore that in a way

927
00:40:28,125 --> 00:40:30,917
that makes them
feel less crazy

928
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:32,291
and more in tune
with themselves,

929
00:40:32,375 --> 00:40:34,542
and also sometimes,
if it's done right,

930
00:40:34,625 --> 00:40:37,208
it can be a really
beautiful exploration

931
00:40:37,291 --> 00:40:40,375
of innocence
and coming-of-age.

932
00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:41,792
You need them to be sexual,

933
00:40:41,875 --> 00:40:43,875
but you also need
them to not be sexual.

934
00:40:43,959 --> 00:40:46,542
Um, you need to push
the boundaries

935
00:40:46,625 --> 00:40:49,375
while not pushing
any boundaries.

936
00:40:49,458 --> 00:40:52,959
And you're navigating
this super adult world,

937
00:40:53,041 --> 00:40:55,000
which is just kind of being
dangled in front of your face

938
00:40:55,083 --> 00:40:57,500
while being told to stay a kid.

939
00:40:57,583 --> 00:41:00,792
It's like, that's--
that option is gone already.

940
00:41:00,875 --> 00:41:04,000
Kids talk about sex
all the time, but...

941
00:41:04,083 --> 00:41:06,500
truthfully, I still
think it's kinda gross.

942
00:41:06,583 --> 00:41:10,750
I also, like,
knew about my sexuality
when I was about 12.

943
00:41:10,834 --> 00:41:13,500
Um, I'm bisexual.

944
00:41:13,583 --> 00:41:18,000
Uh, and that was
really interesting
to navigate as well.

945
00:41:18,917 --> 00:41:22,458
When I started doing better
in the industry, yeah,

946
00:41:22,542 --> 00:41:24,625
and I was sort of
prepubescent,

947
00:41:24,709 --> 00:41:27,083
and you're put in
these situations,

948
00:41:27,166 --> 00:41:29,458
a lot of them are
your first experiences,

949
00:41:29,542 --> 00:41:31,542
and they're, like, on camera.

950
00:41:32,959 --> 00:41:36,625
Milla:
You're put into an environment
with a lot of adults.

951
00:41:36,709 --> 00:41:38,792
You end up becoming
very friendly

952
00:41:38,875 --> 00:41:42,000
with a lot of adults,
and, you know,

953
00:41:42,083 --> 00:41:44,375
your mom can't
always be there.

954
00:41:44,458 --> 00:41:47,709
And, of course, especially
in your teenage years

955
00:41:47,792 --> 00:41:50,375
where you're also
pushing your boundaries.

956
00:41:50,458 --> 00:41:52,667
"Am I a girl?
Am I a woman yet?

957
00:41:52,750 --> 00:41:54,959
"I wanna be a woman, but, like,

958
00:41:55,041 --> 00:41:57,625
you know, my mom won't
let me" kind of thing.

959
00:41:57,709 --> 00:41:59,959
I mean, I got myself
into some messes

960
00:42:00,041 --> 00:42:02,375
with-- with guys for sure,
older guys.

961
00:42:02,458 --> 00:42:05,875
I mean, when I think now, like,
what were they doing with me?

962
00:42:05,959 --> 00:42:07,834
I'm like, jeez, what, you know,

963
00:42:07,917 --> 00:42:11,083
schmucks and what creeps,
you know, but at the time,

964
00:42:11,583 --> 00:42:14,000
I just thought, you know,
because I'm so special

965
00:42:14,083 --> 00:42:15,709
and I'm so mature
and this and that.

966
00:42:15,792 --> 00:42:17,375
And I guess I was, you know!

967
00:42:17,458 --> 00:42:20,166
I was like this
magical little
creature at the time.

968
00:42:21,083 --> 00:42:23,375
You know, it just saddens me

969
00:42:23,458 --> 00:42:26,458
that people would wanna
take advantage of that.

970
00:42:27,959 --> 00:42:30,959
♪ ♪

971
00:42:32,625 --> 00:42:34,625
(cars honking)

972
00:42:36,125 --> 00:42:38,166
(street chatter)

973
00:42:39,291 --> 00:42:42,333
(crowd chatter)

974
00:42:50,750 --> 00:42:53,542
-Woman: You're so lucky!
-Boy: Thanks.

975
00:42:53,625 --> 00:42:55,625
Woman:
Thank you for signing!

976
00:42:55,709 --> 00:42:58,208
-Thank you!
-Thank you so much!

977
00:42:58,291 --> 00:42:59,834
Okay, thanks.

978
00:43:04,667 --> 00:43:07,917
Henry:
After "E.T." and two
weeks in the theater,

979
00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:10,792
it was kind of a sensation
for a few months.

980
00:43:10,875 --> 00:43:12,250
Reporter:
"E.T." is a phenomenon,

981
00:43:12,333 --> 00:43:14,750
the biggest thing ever
to hit the cinema.

982
00:43:14,834 --> 00:43:17,166
That seemed like
forever as a kid.

983
00:43:18,041 --> 00:43:19,875
I was in San Antonio, Texas,

984
00:43:19,959 --> 00:43:21,750
and people were like,
"Oh my God!

985
00:43:21,834 --> 00:43:23,709
It's the kid from 'E.T.'!"

986
00:43:23,792 --> 00:43:28,375
And I wasn't set up for that
at 10 or 11.

987
00:43:28,458 --> 00:43:31,500
(crowd screaming)

988
00:43:33,667 --> 00:43:36,375
Mara:
The best way I can describe
it is for a long time,

989
00:43:36,458 --> 00:43:39,166
to me, being
recognized felt like

990
00:43:39,250 --> 00:43:41,250
the way it does when
you're in a restaurant

991
00:43:41,333 --> 00:43:43,291
and they sing to you
on your birthday.

992
00:43:43,375 --> 00:43:45,792
Just that, like,
"Oh God. This is nice,

993
00:43:45,875 --> 00:43:48,250
but I don't feel
comfortable with this,"

994
00:43:48,333 --> 00:43:51,166
and "Oh, in front of everybody
and everybody's gonna know.

995
00:43:51,250 --> 00:43:53,083
It's nice, but, oh, okay."

996
00:43:53,166 --> 00:43:55,500
That's-- that's kind of
how I felt about
being recognized.

997
00:43:55,583 --> 00:43:57,125
Hi, I'm Wil Wheaton, and...

998
00:43:57,208 --> 00:43:59,125
Wil:
My experience switched.

999
00:43:59,208 --> 00:44:02,166
I stopped being
a kid who was an actor,

1000
00:44:02,250 --> 00:44:03,792
and I became a child star.

1001
00:44:03,875 --> 00:44:06,834
And that fundamentally
changed my life.

1002
00:44:06,917 --> 00:44:09,291
♪ ♪

1003
00:44:09,375 --> 00:44:11,166
I was all of a sudden
getting letters

1004
00:44:11,250 --> 00:44:13,250
from people from
all over the country.

1005
00:44:13,333 --> 00:44:16,458
Those of you who write hate
letters, please spell correctly.

1006
00:44:16,542 --> 00:44:20,500
I was recognized when
I went places for my work.

1007
00:44:20,583 --> 00:44:22,166
All of a sudden,
these expectations for me.

1008
00:44:22,250 --> 00:44:23,709
People wanted me
to talk about stuff

1009
00:44:23,792 --> 00:44:25,208
that I knew nothing about.

1010
00:44:25,291 --> 00:44:26,792
(crowd cheering)

1011
00:44:26,875 --> 00:44:28,500
Man:
Wil Wheaton!
You're our guy. Come on.

1012
00:44:28,583 --> 00:44:31,500
Wil:
I turned into, like,
a teen magazine

1013
00:44:31,583 --> 00:44:33,250
teeny bopper idol kid.

1014
00:44:34,875 --> 00:44:36,333
I hated all of that stuff.

1015
00:44:36,417 --> 00:44:38,333
I didn't like it at all.

1016
00:44:38,417 --> 00:44:41,291
It was way outside
of my comfort zone.

1017
00:44:41,375 --> 00:44:43,333
It was not what
I wanted to do.

1018
00:44:43,417 --> 00:44:45,333
Am I famous?
I don't think--
Am I famous?

1019
00:44:45,417 --> 00:44:46,959
It created this reality
for me

1020
00:44:47,041 --> 00:44:49,208
where I kind of had
to play the role

1021
00:44:49,291 --> 00:44:51,333
of the young celebrity.

1022
00:44:51,417 --> 00:44:52,667
The adults in my life

1023
00:44:52,750 --> 00:44:54,625
who should've been
protecting me from
that were like,

1024
00:44:54,709 --> 00:44:56,000
"This is the dream!"

1025
00:44:56,083 --> 00:44:58,166
And, like, kept pushing
me in front of them

1026
00:44:58,250 --> 00:45:00,166
and pushing me
into these places where--

1027
00:45:00,250 --> 00:45:03,166
where I didn't feel safe,
and I felt really afraid.

1028
00:45:03,250 --> 00:45:06,542
(street chatter)

1029
00:45:06,625 --> 00:45:09,208
Cameron:
You shouldn't have to
deal with, you know,

1030
00:45:09,291 --> 00:45:11,542
all the responsibilities
and all of the eyeballs

1031
00:45:11,625 --> 00:45:14,667
when you're that young.

1032
00:45:14,750 --> 00:45:18,041
Everybody has an idea of
what they want you to be,

1033
00:45:18,125 --> 00:45:21,083
and, at that age,
you don't even know what
the hell you wanna be.

1034
00:45:21,166 --> 00:45:23,792
(acoustic guitar playing)

1035
00:45:28,417 --> 00:45:30,166
It's fucked up
to think about, you know,

1036
00:45:30,250 --> 00:45:32,542
your entire adolescent life

1037
00:45:32,625 --> 00:45:35,166
is documented for
the entire world to see.

1038
00:45:35,625 --> 00:45:36,917
That's crazy to think about.

1039
00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:38,709
That's when you go through
your awkward phase.

1040
00:45:38,792 --> 00:45:40,333
That's when you go through,
"What am I?

1041
00:45:40,417 --> 00:45:41,875
I don't know what
I want in this world,"

1042
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:44,041
and everyone's watching you.

1043
00:45:44,125 --> 00:45:45,333
Everyone has something to say.

1044
00:45:45,417 --> 00:45:47,583
Everyone has an opinion about
what you should be doing,

1045
00:45:47,667 --> 00:45:49,041
what you shouldn't be doing.

1046
00:45:49,125 --> 00:45:50,417
People would just
not tell the truth.

1047
00:45:50,500 --> 00:45:52,083
Just say whatever
they wanna say,

1048
00:45:52,166 --> 00:45:54,417
and they're believed by,
you know, whoever
their followers are.

1049
00:45:54,500 --> 00:45:56,625
Wil:
When you get a like
on social media,

1050
00:45:56,709 --> 00:45:59,250
you get a little
hit in your brain,

1051
00:45:59,333 --> 00:46:01,583
and it becomes this
self-perpetuating,

1052
00:46:01,667 --> 00:46:03,083
self-reinforcing thing.

1053
00:46:03,166 --> 00:46:05,792
(indistinct)

1054
00:46:05,875 --> 00:46:07,583
But, what are we doing?

1055
00:46:07,667 --> 00:46:10,208
Will Smith:
You're blogging for, like,
the YouTube channel.

1056
00:46:10,291 --> 00:46:11,959
It's like the Smith
family vacation.

1057
00:46:12,041 --> 00:46:14,542
But it's not a vacation
'cause we're working.

1058
00:46:14,625 --> 00:46:16,291
Jada:
Just dealing with
the pressures

1059
00:46:16,375 --> 00:46:18,875
of social media alone.

1060
00:46:18,959 --> 00:46:22,208
If I had to cultivate my
career as a young person

1061
00:46:22,291 --> 00:46:23,792
under the spotlight in the way

1062
00:46:23,875 --> 00:46:26,959
as young people have to
cultivate their career today,

1063
00:46:27,041 --> 00:46:28,625
I don't know...

1064
00:46:28,709 --> 00:46:30,917
I-- don't--
I don't know

1065
00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:33,792
who or what I would've
become, honestly.

1066
00:46:33,875 --> 00:46:36,709
♪ ♪

1067
00:46:40,834 --> 00:46:43,959
(shutters snapping)

1068
00:46:44,041 --> 00:46:45,959
Wil:
We're doing the best that
we can do on the set,

1069
00:46:46,041 --> 00:46:49,125
but we also
have to do it in public,

1070
00:46:49,208 --> 00:46:51,458
and we have to live in public,

1071
00:46:51,542 --> 00:46:53,917
and we have to get attention
from people in public,

1072
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,166
and then, one day, it's gone.

1073
00:46:56,250 --> 00:46:58,291
And you don't know
what to do anymore.

1074
00:46:58,375 --> 00:47:00,792
And that's how you end up
on a shitty reality show

1075
00:47:00,875 --> 00:47:02,917
because you're like,
"Please, just somebody
pay attention to me,

1076
00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:05,250
'cause that's the only
way I know how to exist."

1077
00:47:05,500 --> 00:47:08,166
Ooh! Can I get
my face painted?

1078
00:47:08,250 --> 00:47:10,667
How about we wait till
the line's a little shorter?

1079
00:47:10,750 --> 00:47:12,500
We'll come back.

1080
00:47:12,583 --> 00:47:14,500
Cameron:
We are professionals.

1081
00:47:14,583 --> 00:47:16,083
Manny? Manny!

1082
00:47:16,166 --> 00:47:19,208
Cameron:
We are, probably, a little moe
mature than the average kid.

1083
00:47:19,625 --> 00:47:22,792
Uh, socially, we probably
have more skills.

1084
00:47:24,291 --> 00:47:26,542
But, we still don't know
jack shit about the world.

1085
00:47:26,625 --> 00:47:29,333
I understand that you
see me in a certain way.

1086
00:47:29,417 --> 00:47:30,792
People put you on a pedestal.

1087
00:47:30,875 --> 00:47:32,667
People think you're really
smart and, you know,

1088
00:47:32,750 --> 00:47:35,959
"Oh my God.
You're so clever and witty and,"
blah blah blah, whatever.

1089
00:47:36,041 --> 00:47:38,041
But that's just because
you're a child actor.

1090
00:47:38,125 --> 00:47:39,500
They don't actually know you.

1091
00:47:39,583 --> 00:47:42,166
You might recognize Mara,
by the way, from--

1092
00:47:42,250 --> 00:47:43,709
Barbara, can we
swap over here?

1093
00:47:43,792 --> 00:47:45,667
Just swap Mom.
No, come in!

1094
00:47:45,750 --> 00:47:47,542
-Scooch.
Just scooch right over.
-Scooch over.

1095
00:47:47,625 --> 00:47:49,917
But, uh, you may
recognize Mara

1096
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:53,250
-from "Mrs. Doubtfire," and...
-Yes!

1097
00:47:53,333 --> 00:47:56,709
Mara:
It felt very out of control to
have everybody know my name,

1098
00:47:56,792 --> 00:47:58,875
and I didn't feel like
I could trust anybody.

1099
00:47:58,959 --> 00:48:01,583
And that's still a problem
that I have now sometimes is

1100
00:48:01,667 --> 00:48:03,709
because I-I don't know
when people want me

1101
00:48:03,792 --> 00:48:05,542
because they think
I have connections,

1102
00:48:05,625 --> 00:48:08,041
or they-- they,
you know, like me

1103
00:48:08,125 --> 00:48:10,667
because of an image that
they have of me as a child.

1104
00:48:10,750 --> 00:48:12,500
Evan, how did it
feel to get nominated

1105
00:48:12,583 --> 00:48:14,083
for a Young Star Award?

1106
00:48:14,166 --> 00:48:16,166
It's wonderful.
I was nominated last year,

1107
00:48:16,250 --> 00:48:17,333
and I had such a fun time,

1108
00:48:17,417 --> 00:48:19,917
so I'm really looking
forward to going again. Yeah.

1109
00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:23,333
Evan:
The better I did,
the more I felt like

1110
00:48:23,417 --> 00:48:25,000
who I was wasn't acceptable.

1111
00:48:25,083 --> 00:48:28,041
And I don't think that
anybody did that on purpose,

1112
00:48:28,125 --> 00:48:30,542
but suddenly, I felt like

1113
00:48:30,625 --> 00:48:32,125
I didn't belong
to myself anymore.

1114
00:48:32,208 --> 00:48:34,917
I was a commodity that
needed to be monitored

1115
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:38,083
and groomed and I had
to look a certain way

1116
00:48:38,166 --> 00:48:40,417
and present myself
a certain way.

1117
00:48:40,500 --> 00:48:43,542
Photographer:
And then bring your hand up--
There you go. Excellent.

1118
00:48:43,625 --> 00:48:46,083
(shutters snapping)

1119
00:48:46,166 --> 00:48:48,208
My voice just kept getting
quieter and quieter.

1120
00:48:48,291 --> 00:48:51,250
After a while,
you don't really know, like,

1121
00:48:51,333 --> 00:48:53,417
do you wanna be my friend
'cause you wanna be my friend,

1122
00:48:53,500 --> 00:48:55,542
or do you wanna be my
friend because I'm on TV?

1123
00:48:56,834 --> 00:48:59,750
And, you know, that's--
you gotta figure that out
for yourself,

1124
00:48:59,834 --> 00:49:01,208
and at 13, how do you...

1125
00:49:01,291 --> 00:49:02,792
you don't have
the social skills yet

1126
00:49:02,875 --> 00:49:04,417
to sniff out a social climber

1127
00:49:04,500 --> 00:49:06,709
or a person who's
trying to use you.

1128
00:49:06,792 --> 00:49:07,917
And I got used.

1129
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:10,250
All of a sudden,
all of my cousins

1130
00:49:10,333 --> 00:49:12,959
who've either ignored me
or tormented me,

1131
00:49:13,041 --> 00:49:15,291
are treating me
like I'm a big deal.

1132
00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:17,250
And I knew that it
wasn't because of me.

1133
00:49:17,333 --> 00:49:18,792
I knew that it was
because of the movie.

1134
00:49:18,875 --> 00:49:22,834
And I remember kind of
resenting that and feeling
like, you know,

1135
00:49:22,917 --> 00:49:24,667
I imagine like it would've
been better to be like,

1136
00:49:24,750 --> 00:49:26,417
"Yay, they finally
care that I exist,"

1137
00:49:26,500 --> 00:49:28,291
but I remember feeling like...

1138
00:49:28,375 --> 00:49:30,291
like, this is all bullshit!

1139
00:49:30,375 --> 00:49:33,000
Like, this isn't about me.
This is because I'm famous.

1140
00:49:33,083 --> 00:49:35,458
And that was the beginning

1141
00:49:35,542 --> 00:49:38,792
of not being able
to trust anybody.

1142
00:49:38,875 --> 00:49:41,875
(upbeat music playing)

1143
00:49:43,750 --> 00:49:47,583
Henry:
Professionally,
it made me, like, the It Kid

1144
00:49:47,667 --> 00:49:50,166
that every casting
director wanted to get

1145
00:49:50,250 --> 00:49:53,208
a Henry Thomas-type
for the next role.

1146
00:49:53,583 --> 00:49:55,458
Help, police, murder.

1147
00:49:55,542 --> 00:49:59,667
I remember I was getting
scripts with straight offers,

1148
00:49:59,750 --> 00:50:02,208
and we had to
listen to an agent.

1149
00:50:02,291 --> 00:50:04,583
-It was just a strange time.
-Action.

1150
00:50:04,959 --> 00:50:06,834
Henry:
And I also felt like

1151
00:50:06,917 --> 00:50:09,500
I really didn't know
what I was doing still,

1152
00:50:09,583 --> 00:50:11,959
but now everybody
was acting like

1153
00:50:12,041 --> 00:50:15,333
I did know everything
about what I was doing.

1154
00:50:15,417 --> 00:50:18,208
-Man: 54 Henry, take two.
-Woman: We're rolling!

1155
00:50:18,291 --> 00:50:19,834
Man: Marker.

1156
00:50:19,917 --> 00:50:22,125
Henry:
It's a funny dance,
I think, when you're a kid

1157
00:50:22,208 --> 00:50:23,375
because...

1158
00:50:23,458 --> 00:50:25,542
it hits you all at
once, and emotions,

1159
00:50:25,625 --> 00:50:29,000
for me as a kid,
were so overwhelming
and palpable.

1160
00:50:29,083 --> 00:50:31,125
That sense of-- of pressure,

1161
00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:33,709
of "you have to perform now."

1162
00:50:33,792 --> 00:50:35,125
Director:
Go.

1163
00:50:36,291 --> 00:50:38,208
Hey, Ricey! What's the matter?
Can't shoot straight?

1164
00:50:38,291 --> 00:50:40,375
-Oh, wait.
-Director: "Can't you
shoot straight." Cut.

1165
00:50:40,458 --> 00:50:43,625
-Go.
-Hey, Ricey! What's the matter?
Can't you str--

1166
00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:47,667
(upbeat piano playing)

1167
00:50:50,458 --> 00:50:53,333
Diana:
Child stars never
earned any money at all.

1168
00:50:53,417 --> 00:50:56,458
It was just considered
taking candy from a baby.

1169
00:50:57,166 --> 00:51:00,083
So at 10, I retired,
having made for my family,

1170
00:51:00,166 --> 00:51:02,542
between films and vaudeville,

1171
00:51:02,625 --> 00:51:04,417
two million that I'm sure of,

1172
00:51:04,500 --> 00:51:06,959
and another million that
I'm not quite certain of.

1173
00:51:08,125 --> 00:51:12,041
Jackie Coogan was
a victim of being exploited.

1174
00:51:12,125 --> 00:51:14,917
His family had exploited
him terrifically.

1175
00:51:15,166 --> 00:51:17,291
He endures everything.

1176
00:51:18,291 --> 00:51:20,333
I had...

1177
00:51:20,834 --> 00:51:23,750
innumerable
outside interests, uh,

1178
00:51:23,834 --> 00:51:25,917
endorsements of, uh, of product

1179
00:51:26,000 --> 00:51:28,542
and food and clothing.

1180
00:51:29,166 --> 00:51:31,083
So that I was earning about

1181
00:51:31,166 --> 00:51:33,458
a million dollars
a year, all told.

1182
00:51:34,667 --> 00:51:37,542
Diana:
Coogan had success
as a child star,

1183
00:51:37,625 --> 00:51:39,458
and he ran a full course.

1184
00:51:40,834 --> 00:51:44,375
But he was destitute.
He died broke.

1185
00:51:44,458 --> 00:51:47,500
♪ ♪

1186
00:51:49,834 --> 00:51:52,458
I had money, but not
the money I should've had.

1187
00:51:52,542 --> 00:51:54,625
My dad didn't tell us
something he should've told us.

1188
00:51:54,709 --> 00:51:56,417
That these people were
ripping off his clients.

1189
00:51:56,500 --> 00:51:57,750
My dad didn't tell
us for three years,

1190
00:51:57,834 --> 00:52:00,250
and they got most
of my stuff, too, so...

1191
00:52:00,333 --> 00:52:01,834
And, you know,
the unfortunate part,

1192
00:52:01,917 --> 00:52:04,291
when they come to get you,
they come in a little...

1193
00:52:04,375 --> 00:52:05,792
They don't come by themselves.

1194
00:52:05,875 --> 00:52:07,333
They come in a little minivan
full of people,

1195
00:52:07,417 --> 00:52:08,959
and everyone's
doing something different,

1196
00:52:09,041 --> 00:52:10,500
working a different angle.

1197
00:52:10,583 --> 00:52:12,959
And it's all to get your
money out of your pocket.

1198
00:52:13,041 --> 00:52:14,750
That's what it's all about.

1199
00:52:14,834 --> 00:52:16,959
Henry:
The money that
I earn from movies

1200
00:52:17,041 --> 00:52:18,625
goes into a savings account,

1201
00:52:18,709 --> 00:52:20,875
but I get my allowance.

1202
00:52:21,166 --> 00:52:24,083
But what people don't realize,
no matter how little

1203
00:52:24,166 --> 00:52:27,125
or how much money
that the child makes,

1204
00:52:27,208 --> 00:52:31,166
that it is the child's money.
It's not our money.

1205
00:52:32,208 --> 00:52:34,250
Henry:
I think I felt
an enormous pressure

1206
00:52:34,333 --> 00:52:36,750
on myself, like, to...

1207
00:52:37,542 --> 00:52:41,542
sort of stay at home and--
and make that peaceful

1208
00:52:41,625 --> 00:52:45,291
and have a degree
of normalcy and...

1209
00:52:45,375 --> 00:52:46,250
(shutter snap)

1210
00:52:46,333 --> 00:52:49,166
But, there was
an ongoing existential

1211
00:52:49,250 --> 00:52:51,208
"now what" with the family.

1212
00:52:51,291 --> 00:52:53,500
My mom was there
with me all the time.

1213
00:52:53,583 --> 00:52:56,542
My dad was still working
and...

1214
00:52:56,625 --> 00:52:59,458
she basically came
with me for the next

1215
00:52:59,542 --> 00:53:01,208
four years, five years

1216
00:53:01,291 --> 00:53:03,166
on all of my films,

1217
00:53:03,250 --> 00:53:04,917
until I was 17.

1218
00:53:05,750 --> 00:53:07,250
I think she, uh,

1219
00:53:08,041 --> 00:53:09,208
she resented me for that

1220
00:53:09,291 --> 00:53:12,375
for years afterwards, but...

1221
00:53:13,458 --> 00:53:15,959
you know, when you're a kid,
you don't really think about

1222
00:53:16,041 --> 00:53:19,041
what everybody else has
to do to accommodate your--

1223
00:53:19,125 --> 00:53:21,041
your burgeoning film career.

1224
00:53:21,125 --> 00:53:22,750
Henry Thomas Sr.:
We try to keep him, you know,

1225
00:53:24,083 --> 00:53:25,875
halfway normal.

1226
00:53:25,959 --> 00:53:28,583
He just wants to be regular.

1227
00:53:28,667 --> 00:53:31,834
She was coming at it
from a place of...

1228
00:53:32,792 --> 00:53:35,083
ignorance, of...

1229
00:53:35,458 --> 00:53:39,333
"I don't know this world,
and it's scary to me,

1230
00:53:39,417 --> 00:53:42,375
"and I feel like people
are trying to rip us off,

1231
00:53:42,458 --> 00:53:46,125
and, possibly, hurt us." So,

1232
00:53:47,917 --> 00:53:50,959
that was her front and that
was her attitude, and...

1233
00:53:52,166 --> 00:53:54,333
I don't think
it necessarily, like,

1234
00:53:54,417 --> 00:53:56,875
did me a lot of
favors, career-wise,

1235
00:53:56,959 --> 00:53:59,041
because I think she was labeled

1236
00:53:59,125 --> 00:54:01,875
as difficult to work with, and,

1237
00:54:01,959 --> 00:54:05,834
consequently, I was labeled
as difficult to work with.

1238
00:54:06,166 --> 00:54:07,458
Wait, what?

1239
00:54:09,542 --> 00:54:11,625
-Yay! Yeah.
-A callback.

1240
00:54:11,709 --> 00:54:12,792
(text chimes)

1241
00:54:13,375 --> 00:54:15,959
-But, when is it?
-Next week.

1242
00:54:16,041 --> 00:54:18,542
You have to
prepare the sides

1243
00:54:18,625 --> 00:54:21,166
with a Southern
accent and...

1244
00:54:22,500 --> 00:54:24,625
"if the music
director asks

1245
00:54:24,709 --> 00:54:27,542
please be prepared to
riff on the songs."

1246
00:54:27,625 --> 00:54:29,542
-(chuckles)
-Okay.

1247
00:54:29,625 --> 00:54:31,875
Tricia:
Everything revolves around
her right now,

1248
00:54:31,959 --> 00:54:33,125
so, like, I don't work

1249
00:54:33,208 --> 00:54:34,959
because I follow
her around all day

1250
00:54:35,041 --> 00:54:37,583
and bring her to auditions,
and she needs to be on set.

1251
00:54:37,667 --> 00:54:39,208
You know, I have to be there,

1252
00:54:39,291 --> 00:54:42,208
so we've all kind
of sacrificed a lot

1253
00:54:42,291 --> 00:54:45,041
so she could do what she loves.

1254
00:54:45,542 --> 00:54:49,166
So, I hope she
knows that, but. (laughs)

1255
00:54:49,500 --> 00:54:51,125
Morning, Dad.

1256
00:54:51,208 --> 00:54:53,166
(both laugh)

1257
00:54:53,250 --> 00:54:55,458
Cameron:
You know, people have
to sacrifice for you,

1258
00:54:55,542 --> 00:54:58,333
which I didn't understand
as a kid, but then,

1259
00:54:58,417 --> 00:55:00,458
sort of looking back
on it now, I go, wow,

1260
00:55:00,542 --> 00:55:02,291
you know, my dad quit his job.

1261
00:55:02,375 --> 00:55:05,125
My son is irritated with me
'cause I'm documenting this.

1262
00:55:05,208 --> 00:55:07,458
-Why? (laughs)
-But I'm documenting this

1263
00:55:07,542 --> 00:55:09,834
-because I can!
-Great.

1264
00:55:09,917 --> 00:55:11,959
Cameron:
My mom was letting me skip,

1265
00:55:12,041 --> 00:55:13,959
you know,
my last period in school

1266
00:55:14,041 --> 00:55:16,875
so I could go to
some stupid audition
that I didn't book.

1267
00:55:17,208 --> 00:55:18,917
And when it really
hit home for me

1268
00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:21,792
was when my sister

1269
00:55:21,875 --> 00:55:23,583
would come home from school,

1270
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:27,000
and talk about
how her classmates

1271
00:55:27,083 --> 00:55:30,500
would just naturally
associate her with me,

1272
00:55:30,583 --> 00:55:32,166
and that's what she was.

1273
00:55:32,250 --> 00:55:34,458
I hated that,
and that killed me.

1274
00:55:35,458 --> 00:55:37,875
I didn't want her to feel
like she was in my shadow,

1275
00:55:37,959 --> 00:55:39,875
or that she was lesser than.

1276
00:55:39,959 --> 00:55:42,041
So, there are definitely
things that, like,
you think back on,

1277
00:55:42,125 --> 00:55:45,875
and you're like that changed
the entire fabric of, you know,

1278
00:55:45,959 --> 00:55:48,792
my family
and the way that

1279
00:55:48,875 --> 00:55:50,792
we work as a unit.

1280
00:55:50,875 --> 00:55:53,250
I think with, especially
with my mother,

1281
00:55:54,083 --> 00:55:56,333
she clung to me

1282
00:55:56,417 --> 00:55:58,166
during that time

1283
00:55:58,250 --> 00:56:00,208
'cause she wanted to
be very protective.

1284
00:56:00,291 --> 00:56:01,709
I can't help but think

1285
00:56:01,792 --> 00:56:04,959
that I'm sure people
in my family felt like

1286
00:56:05,041 --> 00:56:06,709
she started disappearing
with me

1287
00:56:06,792 --> 00:56:08,375
when my career
started taking off.

1288
00:56:08,458 --> 00:56:10,417
I think it just happens,

1289
00:56:10,500 --> 00:56:12,542
and I think we all felt it.

1290
00:56:12,625 --> 00:56:15,542
And I think I felt
a lot of guilt for it

1291
00:56:15,625 --> 00:56:18,041
that I never really...

1292
00:56:18,125 --> 00:56:21,667
vocalized or knew
how to process.

1293
00:56:21,750 --> 00:56:24,792
And then, very quickly,
felt like...

1294
00:56:26,458 --> 00:56:29,500
whatever struggles I was
going through, or whatever...

1295
00:56:30,834 --> 00:56:34,750
I couldn't talk about
because I was where...

1296
00:56:35,625 --> 00:56:39,083
I felt like a lot of people
in my family wanted to be,

1297
00:56:39,166 --> 00:56:41,500
and so I think I...

1298
00:56:43,458 --> 00:56:45,375
I silenced my voice
pretty quick,

1299
00:56:45,458 --> 00:56:47,583
and just felt like,
well, I can't-- I don't--

1300
00:56:47,667 --> 00:56:49,917
I can't complain about
anything anymore.

1301
00:56:50,959 --> 00:56:53,625
Reporter:
Mara clearly has a grip on
playing a dramatic role,

1302
00:56:53,709 --> 00:56:55,709
but nothing in her training
could've prepared her

1303
00:56:55,792 --> 00:56:58,083
for what happened in the midde
of our "E.T." interview

1304
00:56:58,166 --> 00:56:59,834
when she lost a tooth.

1305
00:57:02,125 --> 00:57:04,333
-Yes. Oh no.
-(man, indistinct)

1306
00:57:07,500 --> 00:57:09,041
(Mara, indistinct)

1307
00:57:10,041 --> 00:57:11,959
Mara:
My mother died during

1308
00:57:12,041 --> 00:57:14,542
the post-production
process of "Matilda."

1309
00:57:14,625 --> 00:57:16,917
I felt kind of lost
and unmoored without her,

1310
00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:18,959
and just kinda kept
acting in movies

1311
00:57:19,041 --> 00:57:22,083
because it felt like
a constant in my life.

1312
00:57:22,166 --> 00:57:25,834
The entertainment industry is
gonna make a decision about me.

1313
00:57:26,667 --> 00:57:29,917
Am I a serious actor

1314
00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:32,625
who's going to follow a track

1315
00:57:32,709 --> 00:57:36,291
that leads to serious work
and serious roles?

1316
00:57:36,375 --> 00:57:38,834
Am I an accident

1317
00:57:38,917 --> 00:57:40,458
that got lucky in one movie?

1318
00:57:40,542 --> 00:57:43,583
-(insects chirping)
-(thunder)

1319
00:57:43,667 --> 00:57:45,750
My parents put me in
a shitty horror movie...

1320
00:57:45,834 --> 00:57:49,625
Narrator:
But here, nothing
is what it seems.

1321
00:57:49,709 --> 00:57:51,250
(rumbling)

1322
00:57:51,333 --> 00:57:53,625
Wil:
Because they threw
a bunch of money at us

1323
00:57:53,709 --> 00:57:58,125
and dangled a trip
to Rome for the family.

1324
00:57:58,208 --> 00:58:00,750
Narrator:
Wil Wheaton of "Stand By Me"

1325
00:58:00,834 --> 00:58:03,625
-must stand alone...
-(screaming)

1326
00:58:03,709 --> 00:58:06,750
against "The Curse."

1327
00:58:06,834 --> 00:58:09,083
Wil:
At the time, my mother
was being my manager.

1328
00:58:09,166 --> 00:58:11,333
In my life circumstance,

1329
00:58:11,417 --> 00:58:14,208
her being my manager
was all about her needs

1330
00:58:14,291 --> 00:58:16,291
and not about what
was best for me.

1331
00:58:16,917 --> 00:58:20,125
I went and worked in a
phenomenally abusive environment

1332
00:58:20,208 --> 00:58:22,375
and had a terrible experience,

1333
00:58:22,458 --> 00:58:24,208
and I think it really
hurt my film career.

1334
00:58:24,291 --> 00:58:26,333
Our next movie is
"Return to the Blue Lagoon."

1335
00:58:26,417 --> 00:58:28,458
It is easily one of
the most ridiculous movies

1336
00:58:28,542 --> 00:58:31,000
I have ever seen
in a long career

1337
00:58:31,083 --> 00:58:33,166
of many ridiculous movies.

1338
00:58:33,250 --> 00:58:36,875
I felt so horrible, um,
after reading

1339
00:58:36,959 --> 00:58:39,166
you know, bad review
after bad review
after bad review,

1340
00:58:39,250 --> 00:58:40,500
and it screws you up.

1341
00:58:40,583 --> 00:58:42,417
I mean, you're just
becoming a teenager,

1342
00:58:43,041 --> 00:58:45,834
and this is, like, your
first understanding

1343
00:58:45,917 --> 00:58:48,458
of where your place
is in the world,

1344
00:58:48,542 --> 00:58:49,709
how people view you,

1345
00:58:49,792 --> 00:58:53,333
and that really
put a bad taste in
my mouth for acting,

1346
00:58:53,417 --> 00:58:55,709
and that really
convinced me that

1347
00:58:55,792 --> 00:58:58,208
this wasn't what
I was meant to do.

1348
00:58:58,291 --> 00:59:00,834
Like, my mother was
an amazing actress, but...

1349
00:59:01,583 --> 00:59:03,500
I needed to find myself.

1350
00:59:03,583 --> 00:59:06,542
-(bell ringing)
-Very quiet, please.
We're rolling.

1351
00:59:06,625 --> 00:59:08,875
-Henry: You're in this
environment of...
-Speed.

1352
00:59:08,959 --> 00:59:10,458
-Henry : ...a circus.
-Action.

1353
00:59:11,625 --> 00:59:13,208
Henry:
Where everybody's
part of the circus,

1354
00:59:13,291 --> 00:59:15,041
and everybody understands,

1355
00:59:15,125 --> 00:59:17,417
and everybody's there
to accommodate you

1356
00:59:17,500 --> 00:59:19,709
because you're all
in the same world.

1357
00:59:19,792 --> 00:59:22,083
You're working together
to do something.

1358
00:59:23,291 --> 00:59:25,750
And then you leave that,
and you go back to,

1359
00:59:26,500 --> 00:59:29,500
in my case, rural Texas,

1360
00:59:29,583 --> 00:59:33,417
where mostly no one has
been on a film set, and...

1361
00:59:34,834 --> 00:59:37,583
you start to get
this feeling like,

1362
00:59:37,667 --> 00:59:39,917
"Oh, well I don't belong here.

1363
00:59:40,000 --> 00:59:42,458
"I belong there
in the circus world.

1364
00:59:42,834 --> 00:59:45,041
"So, everything
that fails here,

1365
00:59:45,125 --> 00:59:47,917
"I'm just gonna take
this back to the circus,

1366
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:49,792
"and the circus people,

1367
00:59:49,875 --> 00:59:51,792
they'll be cool to me."

1368
00:59:53,333 --> 00:59:56,250
Let's hug. Let's all hug
and pretend like
we like each other.

1369
00:59:56,333 --> 00:59:58,250
(indistinct chatter)

1370
00:59:58,333 --> 01:00:00,041
Evan:
My mom really felt
like she was

1371
01:00:00,125 --> 01:00:02,375
doing the right thing
most of the time.

1372
01:00:02,458 --> 01:00:04,417
Um...

1373
01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,792
but I think where
everyone failed,

1374
01:00:06,875 --> 01:00:09,750
moms, managers,
lawyers, everybody, um,

1375
01:00:09,834 --> 01:00:12,375
no one ever asked me
how I was doing.

1376
01:00:13,041 --> 01:00:15,750
Um, my emotional state

1377
01:00:15,834 --> 01:00:19,333
was equated with how
well I was doing...

1378
01:00:20,208 --> 01:00:22,000
you know, in my career.

1379
01:00:22,083 --> 01:00:23,625
And so, the better
I did in my career,

1380
01:00:23,709 --> 01:00:25,750
the more they just
assumed I was fine.

1381
01:00:25,834 --> 01:00:27,750
(laughs)
No one really checked in,

1382
01:00:27,834 --> 01:00:30,125
especially as things
began to ramp up,

1383
01:00:30,208 --> 01:00:31,625
and the fame came in.

1384
01:00:31,709 --> 01:00:34,208
No one asked, "How are you?"

1385
01:00:36,250 --> 01:00:39,125
You know? (laughs)
Just a simple question.

1386
01:00:39,208 --> 01:00:41,458
-(reporters chattering)
-(shutters snapping)

1387
01:00:41,542 --> 01:00:43,792
Jada:
The amount of pressure

1388
01:00:43,875 --> 01:00:47,625
that young entertainers
have to have it all together

1389
01:00:47,709 --> 01:00:49,750
and to not be allowed

1390
01:00:49,834 --> 01:00:52,458
to actually be young.

1391
01:00:52,542 --> 01:00:55,500
-(reporters shouting)
- The kind of
detriment that I see

1392
01:00:55,583 --> 01:00:57,125
that it has on the psychology

1393
01:00:57,208 --> 01:00:59,625
-(shutter snap)
-of young adults.

1394
01:00:59,709 --> 01:01:01,375
It's a lot of pressure.

1395
01:01:01,458 --> 01:01:03,333
-(reporters shouting)
-(shutters snapping)

1396
01:01:03,417 --> 01:01:06,000
One thing that Jaden
and Willow don't necessarily,

1397
01:01:06,083 --> 01:01:07,792
they don't have to
figure it all out.

1398
01:01:07,875 --> 01:01:09,500
So, there's some pitfalls
that we can see and go,

1399
01:01:09,583 --> 01:01:11,208
"No, no, not that."

1400
01:01:11,291 --> 01:01:13,542
-We really are proud of Willow.
-Yes.

1401
01:01:13,625 --> 01:01:16,333
Money, fame,

1402
01:01:16,417 --> 01:01:17,792
glamour,

1403
01:01:17,875 --> 01:01:20,417
I have seen people
lose sight of that.

1404
01:01:21,125 --> 01:01:23,208
Even Will and I have
slipped into that.

1405
01:01:23,291 --> 01:01:25,333
You know,
we had to catch ourselves,
and Willow's like,

1406
01:01:25,417 --> 01:01:27,458
"I'm not doing
'Whip My Hair' anymore!"
It's like, okay, we get it!

1407
01:01:27,542 --> 01:01:28,667
♪ I whip my hair
back and forth ♪

1408
01:01:28,750 --> 01:01:30,500
♪ I whip my hair back
and forth ♪

1409
01:01:30,583 --> 01:01:32,500
Willow Smith:
After that whole
"Whip My Hair" thing,

1410
01:01:32,583 --> 01:01:35,959
I was just, like, plunged
into this, like, black hole.

1411
01:01:36,041 --> 01:01:38,500
-Mm-hmm.
-And I was, like,
cutting myself--

1412
01:01:38,583 --> 01:01:39,583
What?

1413
01:01:40,792 --> 01:01:44,000
I've seen a lot of beautiful
young people and children...

1414
01:01:45,291 --> 01:01:46,667
(sighs)

1415
01:01:46,750 --> 01:01:48,834
You know, I've seen them...

1416
01:01:49,291 --> 01:01:51,000
Yeah, I've seen them...

1417
01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:55,041
just be destroyed.

1418
01:01:55,125 --> 01:01:58,083
♪ ♪

1419
01:01:58,166 --> 01:02:00,041
Mara:
My parents were
always telling me,

1420
01:02:00,125 --> 01:02:02,709
you have to be
happy and smiley when
we're meeting people.

1421
01:02:02,792 --> 01:02:04,208
You have to be
glad to meet people

1422
01:02:04,291 --> 01:02:06,000
and you have to be
nice to your fans,

1423
01:02:06,083 --> 01:02:07,709
and it could be hard
for me sometimes.

1424
01:02:07,792 --> 01:02:09,583
I struggled with it
because sometimes

1425
01:02:09,667 --> 01:02:11,208
I just wanted
to hang out with my friends.

1426
01:02:11,291 --> 01:02:13,083
I didn't really want to

1427
01:02:13,166 --> 01:02:14,917
you know, be signing autographs
and doing all these things.

1428
01:02:15,000 --> 01:02:17,083
I felt kind of
uncomfortable with it.

1429
01:02:17,166 --> 01:02:19,208
I had some kind of
impostor syndrome.

1430
01:02:19,291 --> 01:02:20,875
But, I started
picking up on things,

1431
01:02:20,959 --> 01:02:23,041
and it happened
from a young age.

1432
01:02:23,125 --> 01:02:26,083
I noticed, like, much older men

1433
01:02:26,166 --> 01:02:27,917
being interested in me
and knowing my name,

1434
01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:29,500
which felt wrong to me.

1435
01:02:29,875 --> 01:02:31,583
I remember Googling
my own name,

1436
01:02:31,667 --> 01:02:33,083
which was a terrible thing,

1437
01:02:33,166 --> 01:02:35,875
and I saw people,
like, talking about

1438
01:02:35,959 --> 01:02:37,834
Photoshopped
child porn for me.

1439
01:02:39,458 --> 01:02:41,583
It was hard for me sometimes
to talk to my parents
and my family about this,

1440
01:02:41,667 --> 01:02:43,750
because I felt like

1441
01:02:43,834 --> 01:02:46,083
I was a burden on them.
I felt ashamed.

1442
01:02:46,166 --> 01:02:48,583
My parents tried to protect
me from these dangers,

1443
01:02:48,667 --> 01:02:50,375
but I could sense them.

1444
01:02:50,458 --> 01:02:53,291
I could feel them, and I knew
that there were times when

1445
01:02:53,375 --> 01:02:55,792
they just weren't going
to be able to protect me.

1446
01:02:56,208 --> 01:02:58,792
Maybe it would be best if
you didn't even mention

1447
01:02:58,875 --> 01:03:00,709
you know,
that you came back here

1448
01:03:00,792 --> 01:03:03,917
and I gave you all this
ice cream before dinner.

1449
01:03:04,000 --> 01:03:07,291
Why don't we just make it
our little secret, huh?

1450
01:03:07,375 --> 01:03:10,291
-You know something,
Mr. Horton? You're sneaky.
-(laughter)

1451
01:03:10,375 --> 01:03:12,625
Todd:
The thing about that issue

1452
01:03:12,709 --> 01:03:14,959
when you're young is you're
not able to talk about it.

1453
01:03:15,041 --> 01:03:17,959
That's the biggest problem.
The person wants
to keep it a secret,

1454
01:03:18,041 --> 01:03:20,291
but then you feel
ashamed of yourself,
so then you keep it a secret.

1455
01:03:20,375 --> 01:03:23,041
Well, I was 12 years old,
and my publicist, he...

1456
01:03:23,667 --> 01:03:25,792
basically, got--
talked me into

1457
01:03:25,875 --> 01:03:27,458
doing things that
I didn't really wanna do.

1458
01:03:27,542 --> 01:03:29,583
I was-- hadn't had sex before,

1459
01:03:29,667 --> 01:03:32,792
and he kinda convinced me that
this was the right thing to do,

1460
01:03:32,875 --> 01:03:36,083
and kinda told me, like,
"Don't tell your parents,"

1461
01:03:36,166 --> 01:03:38,166
you know, and he bought me
a bicycle.

1462
01:03:38,250 --> 01:03:40,125
He always kept
doing things for me

1463
01:03:40,208 --> 01:03:41,834
that I didn't quite
really understand.

1464
01:03:41,917 --> 01:03:44,125
-So he kinda seduced you?
-It started at 11--

1465
01:03:44,208 --> 01:03:47,500
Yeah, he seduced me, and it
started at 11 years old to 12.

1466
01:03:47,583 --> 01:03:49,333
You know, when I first came out
and told my mom about it,

1467
01:03:49,417 --> 01:03:50,959
my mom knew
I was telling the truth.

1468
01:03:51,041 --> 01:03:52,333
She could look in my eyes
and knew I was telling
the truth.

1469
01:03:52,417 --> 01:03:53,792
My dad took his side,

1470
01:03:53,875 --> 01:03:55,041
and that was the bad thing.

1471
01:03:55,125 --> 01:03:56,792
My dad--
It kinda crushed--

1472
01:03:56,875 --> 01:03:58,333
When my dad took his side,
that crushed me.

1473
01:03:58,417 --> 01:03:59,792
It ruined me, actually,

1474
01:03:59,875 --> 01:04:02,166
because then I was on
a self-destruction course

1475
01:04:02,250 --> 01:04:04,208
to destroy myself
just to hurt him.

1476
01:04:04,291 --> 01:04:07,166
It's something that a lot
of parents need to see

1477
01:04:07,250 --> 01:04:09,166
and understand that these
people are right there,

1478
01:04:09,250 --> 01:04:10,709
ready to trick you, you know,

1479
01:04:10,792 --> 01:04:12,333
and not trick you
out of your money.

1480
01:04:12,417 --> 01:04:14,709
Trick you away from your kid,
and that's a bad thing.

1481
01:04:14,792 --> 01:04:18,333
In my experience,
I know a lot of, um,

1482
01:04:18,417 --> 01:04:19,959
kids that grew up
in the industry,

1483
01:04:20,041 --> 01:04:22,500
and what surprised me
when I got older

1484
01:04:22,583 --> 01:04:24,000
was finding out that pretty much

1485
01:04:24,083 --> 01:04:27,208
all of the young men

1486
01:04:27,291 --> 01:04:29,542
were abused in
some way, sexually.

1487
01:04:29,625 --> 01:04:32,250
-(reporters chattering)
-(shutters snapping)

1488
01:04:32,333 --> 01:04:35,166
I was at the Golden Globes.

1489
01:04:35,250 --> 01:04:38,125
-(applause)
-I watched a pedophile win.

1490
01:04:39,250 --> 01:04:41,375
I knew. Not a lot of
people know,

1491
01:04:41,458 --> 01:04:43,709
but I know that he's molested
boys in the industry.

1492
01:04:43,792 --> 01:04:46,834
And I watched him get up
and accept an award,

1493
01:04:46,917 --> 01:04:50,625
and I walked out
and just started sobbing.

1494
01:04:51,291 --> 01:04:53,041
And a bunch of people ran
after me, and they said,

1495
01:04:53,125 --> 01:04:55,041
"What? What? What's wrong?"
And I just was like,

1496
01:04:55,125 --> 01:04:56,917
"I don't know if
I can do this anymore.

1497
01:04:57,000 --> 01:04:59,250
"I can't keep
watching this happen.

1498
01:04:59,333 --> 01:05:02,542
I don't know
how to handle this.
This has to stop."

1499
01:05:02,625 --> 01:05:04,875
Reporter 1:
After years of
claiming sexual abuse,

1500
01:05:04,959 --> 01:05:07,542
'80s star Corey Feldman
is finally being heard

1501
01:05:07,625 --> 01:05:09,166
by the LAPD.

1502
01:05:09,250 --> 01:05:11,750
I can tell you that the number
one problem in Hollywood was,

1503
01:05:11,834 --> 01:05:14,375
and is and always
will be, pedophilia.

1504
01:05:14,458 --> 01:05:17,458
Reporter 2:
This morning, Kevin Spacey
in a drama of his own.

1505
01:05:17,542 --> 01:05:20,417
The "House of Cards"
star under fire
following allegations

1506
01:05:20,500 --> 01:05:22,083
of sexual misconduct.

1507
01:05:22,166 --> 01:05:24,959
Reporter 3:
At least six men
accused Bryan Singer

1508
01:05:25,041 --> 01:05:28,041
of sexual misconduct
spanning two decades.

1509
01:05:28,125 --> 01:05:31,083
Evan:
Any industry that has that muh
power and is that competitive,

1510
01:05:31,166 --> 01:05:33,542
because after a while,
it starts to become

1511
01:05:33,625 --> 01:05:35,542
"Well, who can take
the most abuse?"

1512
01:05:35,625 --> 01:05:37,709
Because somebody's waiting
in line to take your place,

1513
01:05:37,792 --> 01:05:41,291
so you just start
to allow yourself

1514
01:05:41,375 --> 01:05:44,792
to be abused in
some form or another.

1515
01:05:44,875 --> 01:05:47,750
Um, every actor
is guilty of that.

1516
01:05:47,834 --> 01:05:49,709
-They're lying if
they say they're not.
-Interviewer: For sure.

1517
01:05:49,792 --> 01:05:52,458
(laughs)
Because it's just part of
the deal at this point,

1518
01:05:52,542 --> 01:05:54,625
and, unfortunately,
until things change,

1519
01:05:54,709 --> 01:05:56,959
there's always gonna be
somebody willing to

1520
01:05:57,041 --> 01:05:58,417
-take abuse.
-Interviewer: And stay quiet.

1521
01:05:58,500 --> 01:06:00,250
And stay quiet.
Yep. Yep. Yep.

1522
01:06:00,333 --> 01:06:02,291
-It happened to me, too.
-Me, too.

1523
01:06:02,375 --> 01:06:03,500
It happened to me, too.

1524
01:06:04,709 --> 01:06:05,667
Jada:
People are coming out,
women are coming out

1525
01:06:05,750 --> 01:06:08,125
and talking about things
that they've experienced

1526
01:06:08,208 --> 01:06:09,959
so that young women,

1527
01:06:10,041 --> 01:06:12,625
and young boys, who are
coming up in the game

1528
01:06:12,709 --> 01:06:15,333
can have more awareness
that it's not just a saying.

1529
01:06:15,417 --> 01:06:18,583
It's actually (laughs)--
It is actually a reality.

1530
01:06:18,667 --> 01:06:21,709
-(traffic noise)
-(birds chirping)

1531
01:06:22,542 --> 01:06:24,959
Melanie:
I put a GizmoWatch on him

1532
01:06:25,041 --> 01:06:26,959
when I go--
so he can call me.

1533
01:06:27,041 --> 01:06:29,750
I mean, if anything happens,
I was like, you call me.

1534
01:06:29,834 --> 01:06:33,583
I mean, you hit one button,
I'm in that door. (laughs)
I don't care!

1535
01:06:33,667 --> 01:06:34,875
Okay, I can do my...

1536
01:06:34,959 --> 01:06:37,875
Melanie:
I'm-- I'm realistic of
what really goes on,

1537
01:06:37,959 --> 01:06:40,333
or can go on.
I didn't think that back--

1538
01:06:40,417 --> 01:06:43,125
I mean, about children
back then.

1539
01:06:43,208 --> 01:06:46,458
Now, you know, the--
always the MeToo thing.

1540
01:06:46,542 --> 01:06:48,291
That-- I had some
instances like that

1541
01:06:48,375 --> 01:06:50,542
that I had to say
"absolutely not."

1542
01:06:50,625 --> 01:06:53,709
-(reporters chattering)
-(shutters snapping)

1543
01:06:55,083 --> 01:06:56,834
Jada:
I'm grateful that

1544
01:06:56,917 --> 01:07:00,166
Willow may not have to

1545
01:07:00,250 --> 01:07:02,208
come up against that as well
because it's so--

1546
01:07:02,291 --> 01:07:04,667
people are like...

1547
01:07:04,750 --> 01:07:07,000
people are talking. (laughs)

1548
01:07:07,083 --> 01:07:08,333
You know?

1549
01:07:08,417 --> 01:07:09,500
(puffing)

1550
01:07:09,583 --> 01:07:12,458
-(steam hissing)
-(crossing bell ringing)

1551
01:07:15,458 --> 01:07:17,250
(brakes creaking)

1552
01:07:18,834 --> 01:07:21,875
"Shining Time"?
What does that mean?

1553
01:07:21,959 --> 01:07:23,208
(barking)

1554
01:07:23,291 --> 01:07:25,208
Do you want me to get off here?

1555
01:07:25,291 --> 01:07:27,083
(steam hissing)

1556
01:07:27,166 --> 01:07:29,375
Mara:
I had been burned out
on acting for a while,

1557
01:07:29,458 --> 01:07:31,041
but...

1558
01:07:31,125 --> 01:07:34,375
Hollywood wasn't
really interested in me
anymore either

1559
01:07:34,458 --> 01:07:37,750
because I was pubescent
and deeply insecure,

1560
01:07:37,834 --> 01:07:40,375
and I was not
a cute teenager.

1561
01:07:40,458 --> 01:07:41,917
I'd been a cute kid,

1562
01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:43,875
and I hadn't even realized
that I'd been a cute kid.

1563
01:07:43,959 --> 01:07:45,875
In fact, I didn't like being
told that I was a cute kid

1564
01:07:45,959 --> 01:07:47,500
because I thought it
was condescending.

1565
01:07:47,583 --> 01:07:50,375
I would self-sabotage on
auditions all the time.

1566
01:07:50,458 --> 01:07:52,709
Just didn't wanna go to them.
I felt so desperately insecure.

1567
01:07:52,792 --> 01:07:54,333
I would look at all
the other girls around me,

1568
01:07:54,417 --> 01:07:56,583
which was something that
I'd never done before.

1569
01:07:56,667 --> 01:07:58,583
♪ ♪

1570
01:07:58,667 --> 01:08:02,792
Henry:
I had never felt particularly
great at auditions.

1571
01:08:02,875 --> 01:08:04,375
But now, I was...

1572
01:08:05,166 --> 01:08:06,709
16,

1573
01:08:06,792 --> 01:08:08,875
and I was going into rooms

1574
01:08:08,959 --> 01:08:10,000
where they were expecting

1575
01:08:10,083 --> 01:08:13,917
like, an 11-year-old boy
to walk through sometimes.

1576
01:08:14,000 --> 01:08:17,875
And I remember
being at several, uh...

1577
01:08:18,667 --> 01:08:21,583
meetings and sitting in
the green room, waiting,

1578
01:08:21,667 --> 01:08:25,750
um, and seeing, like,

1579
01:08:25,834 --> 01:08:28,208
a producer walk out,

1580
01:08:28,291 --> 01:08:31,625
and kind of try
to casually, like...

1581
01:08:31,709 --> 01:08:33,583
take a look, and go back,
and then I'd see

1582
01:08:33,667 --> 01:08:36,458
another producer
come out, take a look,

1583
01:08:36,542 --> 01:08:40,291
go back, and then be
five minutes of silence.

1584
01:08:40,375 --> 01:08:44,125
And then a receptionist
would come and say,

1585
01:08:44,208 --> 01:08:45,834
"I'm sorry.

1586
01:08:45,917 --> 01:08:48,417
"You know, they're not
gonna see you today.

1587
01:08:48,500 --> 01:08:50,417
We're-- we rescheduled it."
Blah blah blah.

1588
01:08:50,500 --> 01:08:54,208
And I-I realized quickly,
I was like, "Oh.

1589
01:08:55,500 --> 01:08:57,625
"They-- they're not looking
for teenage me.

1590
01:08:57,709 --> 01:09:01,000
They're looking for,
like, 'E.T.' me."

1591
01:09:02,208 --> 01:09:03,792
Diana:
It's almost as though

1592
01:09:03,875 --> 01:09:06,250
you had ceased to be alive.

1593
01:09:06,333 --> 01:09:10,083
I had the feeling that
I was a senior citizen at 15.

1594
01:09:10,166 --> 01:09:11,625
And it not only happened to m.

1595
01:09:11,709 --> 01:09:13,625
It happened to so
many of the children.

1596
01:09:13,709 --> 01:09:16,583
They were adorable,
they were wanted,

1597
01:09:16,667 --> 01:09:18,625
they were loved one day.

1598
01:09:18,709 --> 01:09:20,667
And almost the very next day,

1599
01:09:20,750 --> 01:09:23,166
just when they were becoming
human beings,

1600
01:09:23,250 --> 01:09:25,834
in a sense,
full adult human beings,

1601
01:09:25,917 --> 01:09:28,458
they were told,
"You're finished."

1602
01:09:28,542 --> 01:09:30,959
-Congratulations.
"Jessie" is nominated.
-Yes.

1603
01:09:31,041 --> 01:09:32,667
That is amazing, and you
guys just wrapped up.

1604
01:09:32,750 --> 01:09:34,709
-So, how was that, like, on set?
How was that?
-Yeah.

1605
01:09:34,792 --> 01:09:36,375
It was sad. It was really sad.

1606
01:09:36,458 --> 01:09:38,834
It was really hard
saying goodbye,
but at the same time,

1607
01:09:38,917 --> 01:09:42,041
we're all moving on to bigger
and better things, hopefully.

1608
01:09:42,125 --> 01:09:44,000
So, it should be
good for all of us,

1609
01:09:44,083 --> 01:09:46,000
and, uh, it was
really sad though
because I--

1610
01:09:46,083 --> 01:09:47,959
we basically
grew up on that stage.

1611
01:09:48,041 --> 01:09:51,542
Cameron:
I think I started to sort
of question everything.

1612
01:09:51,625 --> 01:09:54,709
When people would go,
"Are you gonna go to college?"

1613
01:09:54,792 --> 01:09:56,959
I was like, oh shit. (laughs)

1614
01:09:57,041 --> 01:09:59,000
Um, no? I don't know. I've--

1615
01:09:59,083 --> 01:10:02,834
Like, should I? Right?
I'm, like, confused,
and people are...

1616
01:10:03,125 --> 01:10:05,917
'Cause that's--
But that's society's
plan, right?

1617
01:10:06,792 --> 01:10:09,500
My life was do
two jobs at once.

1618
01:10:09,583 --> 01:10:12,041
-I'm doing school
and I'm working.
-Choreographer: Down, up!

1619
01:10:12,125 --> 01:10:14,375
Cameron: And now,
you know, do I do college?
I don't know.

1620
01:10:14,458 --> 01:10:16,417
Like, why-- why would I?
'Cause I've made money,

1621
01:10:16,500 --> 01:10:18,083
but also that-- that would
be good for me,

1622
01:10:18,166 --> 01:10:20,375
and I don't know anything
about money, and holy shit.

1623
01:10:20,458 --> 01:10:22,500
Then it's just,
like, a spiral of

1624
01:10:22,583 --> 01:10:25,083
you know, okay, what--
Stop. What it is...

1625
01:10:25,166 --> 01:10:28,041
What-- what is it
that I need to do

1626
01:10:28,125 --> 01:10:30,375
to prepare myself
for the real world

1627
01:10:30,458 --> 01:10:32,208
because I wasn't living in it.

1628
01:10:32,291 --> 01:10:33,875
(laughs) This is not real.

1629
01:10:33,959 --> 01:10:35,375
(shutter snapping)

1630
01:10:35,458 --> 01:10:38,667
Milla:
I really got turned off
to the business.

1631
01:10:38,750 --> 01:10:40,542
I mean,
when I was 16,

1632
01:10:40,625 --> 01:10:42,875
"A," I moved out of my house.

1633
01:10:42,959 --> 01:10:44,583
Listen, I was emancipated.

1634
01:10:44,667 --> 01:10:45,750
My mom emancipated me

1635
01:10:45,834 --> 01:10:48,000
so I could work adult hours.

1636
01:10:48,625 --> 01:10:51,583
You can't say anything
about what I do.

1637
01:10:51,667 --> 01:10:54,458
I have my own money.
I'm gonna move out.

1638
01:10:54,542 --> 01:10:56,417
I went and got married.

1639
01:10:56,500 --> 01:10:58,625
I, like, full on...

1640
01:10:58,709 --> 01:11:00,417
just kind of went crazy.

1641
01:11:00,500 --> 01:11:02,417
And I understand right now
you're kind of in a tough time.

1642
01:11:02,500 --> 01:11:05,041
You actually don't have
a place to stay right now,
is that true?

1643
01:11:05,125 --> 01:11:06,375
-No...
-So you have no place to live.

1644
01:11:06,458 --> 01:11:07,709
Where's all your
stuff right now?

1645
01:11:07,792 --> 01:11:10,583
It's at JFK.
(laughs) In storage.

1646
01:11:10,667 --> 01:11:13,041
-Really? It's in storage at JFK?
-Yeah. I've got about...

1647
01:11:13,125 --> 01:11:15,834
-15 boxes.
-What's in the boxes?

1648
01:11:16,208 --> 01:11:18,125
Um, well, candlesticks,

1649
01:11:18,208 --> 01:11:21,583
-books, uh, picture frames,
you know, stuff.
-Right.

1650
01:11:21,667 --> 01:11:24,250
-So you just pick--
-A lot of Carltons.

1651
01:11:24,333 --> 01:11:26,750
-(grunts) No.
-A lot of cigarettes...

1652
01:11:26,834 --> 01:11:28,375
Milla:
I did feel like

1653
01:11:28,834 --> 01:11:31,500
I had kind of a bad
start in this industry,

1654
01:11:31,583 --> 01:11:34,458
and I knew that I wanted
to be an artist.

1655
01:11:34,542 --> 01:11:37,709
Um, I knew I had a voice
and I had something to say.

1656
01:11:38,000 --> 01:11:40,667
After I turned 18,

1657
01:11:40,750 --> 01:11:43,458
and there were no signs
of anything slowing down,

1658
01:11:43,542 --> 01:11:47,500
and I had done the film
"Thirteen" when I was 14,

1659
01:11:47,583 --> 01:11:50,959
right on the verge
of becoming a woman,

1660
01:11:51,041 --> 01:11:53,834
and I was--
all eyes were on me,

1661
01:11:53,917 --> 01:11:57,166
and at that point, there was
a tremendous amount of pressure

1662
01:11:57,250 --> 01:11:59,000
of what I needed to be

1663
01:11:59,083 --> 01:12:01,083
in order to be successful.

1664
01:12:01,166 --> 01:12:02,583
And a lot of it went against

1665
01:12:02,667 --> 01:12:05,875
who I really was,
and who I felt I really was.

1666
01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:08,208
Right, stay there.

1667
01:12:09,125 --> 01:12:10,208
Just, uh...

1668
01:12:11,250 --> 01:12:13,500
Evan:
When I hit my early 20s,
I just realized,

1669
01:12:13,583 --> 01:12:15,667
"Oh, I have no life skills."

1670
01:12:15,750 --> 01:12:18,375
I know how to be
a really successful actor

1671
01:12:18,458 --> 01:12:20,917
and do really great work,
and that's about it.

1672
01:12:21,208 --> 01:12:23,500
And it all kinda came
crashing down on me at once,

1673
01:12:23,583 --> 01:12:25,709
and I short-circuited.

1674
01:12:25,792 --> 01:12:28,875
And I also was left
with the question of,

1675
01:12:28,959 --> 01:12:31,834
"Is this even really who
I am and what I wanna do?"

1676
01:12:31,917 --> 01:12:33,792
And what happens if I walk away?

1677
01:12:33,875 --> 01:12:36,625
Narrator:
Born after the original
series went off the air,

1678
01:12:36,709 --> 01:12:38,834
Wil Wheaton,
the youngest member
of the cast

1679
01:12:38,917 --> 01:12:40,709
of "Star Trek:
The Next Generation,"

1680
01:12:40,792 --> 01:12:42,375
considers himself,
without a doubt,

1681
01:12:42,458 --> 01:12:43,875
to be a fan.

1682
01:12:43,959 --> 01:12:46,542
The people from "Star Trek"
reach out to my agent,

1683
01:12:46,625 --> 01:12:49,709
and she sent me on the audition,

1684
01:12:49,792 --> 01:12:51,166
and I booked the job.

1685
01:12:52,291 --> 01:12:55,166
Sir, I know this may finish me
as an acting ensign,

1686
01:12:55,250 --> 01:12:57,041
-but--
-Shut up, Wesley!

1687
01:12:57,125 --> 01:12:59,542
Everything that I have said
would've been listened to

1688
01:12:59,625 --> 01:13:01,291
if it came from
an adult officer.

1689
01:13:01,792 --> 01:13:03,875
Wil:
Generally,
young men were furious

1690
01:13:03,959 --> 01:13:05,709
that there was
another young man

1691
01:13:05,792 --> 01:13:08,333
on their science fiction
television show.

1692
01:13:08,750 --> 01:13:10,500
A hundred million words
have been written about that.

1693
01:13:10,583 --> 01:13:12,583
I don't need to
go over it again.

1694
01:13:12,667 --> 01:13:15,667
It was like being told this
thing that you spend all day,

1695
01:13:15,750 --> 01:13:18,333
every day, working on
instead of being kid,

1696
01:13:18,417 --> 01:13:21,250
it doesn't matter,
and we hate you for it.

1697
01:13:21,500 --> 01:13:23,166
And then, I turned 18.

1698
01:13:23,250 --> 01:13:25,709
I was an adult.
I could make my own decisions.

1699
01:13:25,792 --> 01:13:27,333
And I had this revelation.

1700
01:13:27,417 --> 01:13:29,166
"Oh, I don't have to do
this if I don't want to."

1701
01:13:29,250 --> 01:13:31,458
I don't have to do this thing

1702
01:13:31,542 --> 01:13:34,709
that means more to my mom
than it does to me.

1703
01:13:34,792 --> 01:13:36,458
I can go live my life.

1704
01:13:36,542 --> 01:13:38,542
I can be my own person,

1705
01:13:38,625 --> 01:13:41,959
-and I just kinda
walked away.
-There.

1706
01:13:42,500 --> 01:13:44,375
What do you think
of that, huh?

1707
01:13:44,458 --> 01:13:46,250
I think your mom
is gonna kill you.

1708
01:13:46,333 --> 01:13:48,417
My mom? She hasn't
been in here

1709
01:13:48,500 --> 01:13:50,542
-since I was six.
-(scoffs)

1710
01:13:50,625 --> 01:13:54,625
I understand why young people
who aren't ready for it,

1711
01:13:54,709 --> 01:13:58,417
and I really don't know
of a young kid who
is ready for it,

1712
01:13:58,500 --> 01:14:00,875
get resentful
and get self-destructive,

1713
01:14:00,959 --> 01:14:04,417
and-- and, like, start engaging
in dangerous behavior

1714
01:14:04,500 --> 01:14:06,709
because they feel
so out of control.

1715
01:14:06,792 --> 01:14:08,959
-I'm looking for a job.
-Hey, man, everybody's
coming in here

1716
01:14:09,041 --> 01:14:11,750
asking me for a job.
What am I supposed to do?

1717
01:14:11,834 --> 01:14:14,583
Todd:
The transition for most kids
when you transition from that

1718
01:14:14,667 --> 01:14:16,834
is you have to
transition into adulthood

1719
01:14:16,917 --> 01:14:18,125
and hope that you
continue to work,

1720
01:14:18,208 --> 01:14:19,500
but, for me,

1721
01:14:19,583 --> 01:14:21,250
I could've made that
transition very well,

1722
01:14:21,333 --> 01:14:23,959
but I made it more difficult
on me than it should've been.

1723
01:14:24,041 --> 01:14:27,625
When did it start
to-to go sour for you?

1724
01:14:27,709 --> 01:14:29,792
Well, it's when
I lost my self-esteem

1725
01:14:29,875 --> 01:14:31,625
and I lost my dignity

1726
01:14:31,709 --> 01:14:33,959
inside of myself,
and I lost my, virtually,

1727
01:14:34,041 --> 01:14:35,834
you know, I lost myself.

1728
01:14:35,917 --> 01:14:37,250
So, how'd you
respond to that?

1729
01:14:37,583 --> 01:14:40,125
I re-- I responded to it very
negatively, evidently.

1730
01:14:40,208 --> 01:14:43,458
I ended up getting myself
in a little bit of trouble.

1731
01:14:43,542 --> 01:14:45,792
-You wanna detail it?
-Well, in trouble by using drugs

1732
01:14:45,875 --> 01:14:47,667
and doing things that
I shouldn't have been doing.

1733
01:14:49,542 --> 01:14:51,792
Juror:
We the jury,
in the above entitled action,

1734
01:14:51,875 --> 01:14:55,333
find the defendant,
Todd Anthony Bridges, not guilty

1735
01:14:55,417 --> 01:14:59,000
of simple assault in violation
of penal code section 240...

1736
01:14:59,083 --> 01:15:02,792
(continues indistinctly)

1737
01:15:05,709 --> 01:15:08,000
Wasn't there a time
where you actually
went to his house, Betty?

1738
01:15:08,083 --> 01:15:10,834
-Yes.
-And there you were.
You went to his house.

1739
01:15:10,917 --> 01:15:13,542
-Oprah: You were all
dressed in black...
-He nailed me out.

1740
01:15:13,625 --> 01:15:15,166
-And you were all
dressed in black,
-Betty: Mm-hmm.

1741
01:15:15,250 --> 01:15:17,333
And you said,
"I'm wearing black because..."

1742
01:15:17,417 --> 01:15:19,333
I know you're gonna die.

1743
01:15:19,417 --> 01:15:21,834
And I nail-- And he nailed me
out of his house.

1744
01:15:21,917 --> 01:15:23,166
He wouldn't let me in.

1745
01:15:23,250 --> 01:15:27,500
He actually took
furniture and nailed me
out of the house.

1746
01:15:27,583 --> 01:15:30,041
Todd: For me,
I always thought everything
was supposed to be fair.

1747
01:15:30,125 --> 01:15:31,834
Like, everything's just
supposed to be--
well, it has to be fair,

1748
01:15:31,917 --> 01:15:33,000
but it just wasn't.

1749
01:15:33,083 --> 01:15:35,333
And that's things you learn
growing up as a child.

1750
01:15:35,417 --> 01:15:37,709
That you learn things
just aren't fair, you know.

1751
01:15:37,792 --> 01:15:39,542
(laughs) It's not going to be.

1752
01:15:39,625 --> 01:15:41,500
From TV star to drug addict,

1753
01:15:41,583 --> 01:15:43,333
it's Dana Plato's last chance.

1754
01:15:43,417 --> 01:15:45,000
Just one month ago,

1755
01:15:45,083 --> 01:15:47,667
former "Diff'rent Strokes"
star Dana Plato told us

1756
01:15:47,750 --> 01:15:49,542
she was getting her
life back together.

1757
01:15:49,625 --> 01:15:51,750
Now, she's been
hauled back into court

1758
01:15:51,834 --> 01:15:52,959
with a judge threatening,

1759
01:15:53,041 --> 01:15:56,333
"One more mistake,
and it's behind bars for good"

1760
01:15:56,959 --> 01:15:58,917
Todd:
Poor Dana. You know,
to get people to believe that,

1761
01:15:59,000 --> 01:16:01,208
"Oh, you just threw
your life away."
It's like, "Oh yeah,

1762
01:16:01,291 --> 01:16:03,083
"I chose to throw my life away.
Let me just throw my life--

1763
01:16:03,166 --> 01:16:04,875
I'm gonna throw everything
I worked for away today."

1764
01:16:04,959 --> 01:16:07,208
No one chooses that.
It's something that happens,

1765
01:16:07,291 --> 01:16:08,750
and then, you know,
it's a tough journey,

1766
01:16:08,834 --> 01:16:10,333
and Dana had a hard journey.

1767
01:16:11,792 --> 01:16:13,041
Howard Stern:
What can I tell you, Dana?

1768
01:16:13,125 --> 01:16:15,333
-You're controversial,
evidently.
- (Dana laughs)

1769
01:16:15,417 --> 01:16:18,083
Robin Quivers:
Are you sorry that
you were a child actress?

1770
01:16:18,166 --> 01:16:20,417
Dana:
No, see, you know, that--
that term really bothers me.

1771
01:16:20,500 --> 01:16:24,125
I think a child actress
is someone who only has it
when they're little and cute.

1772
01:16:24,208 --> 01:16:26,375
You know? I'm better now
than I ever have been.

1773
01:16:26,458 --> 01:16:28,375
-Howard: Acting-wise? Yes.
-Dana: And I get better--
Yeah.

1774
01:16:28,458 --> 01:16:30,417
I get better all the time.
The fire's still in there.

1775
01:16:30,500 --> 01:16:32,625
-Howard: It is?
So, you enjoy it?
-Dana: Yes. I'm an actress.

1776
01:16:32,709 --> 01:16:34,542
I consider myself an actor,

1777
01:16:34,625 --> 01:16:36,458
-not a child star.
-Howard: Right.

1778
01:16:36,542 --> 01:16:38,083
-Dana: That really
bothers me a lot
-Howard: Why?

1779
01:16:38,166 --> 01:16:39,917
Dana:
Because I never was
young and cute, you know?

1780
01:16:40,000 --> 01:16:41,959
(laughs) I got cute as
I got older, maybe, you know,

1781
01:16:42,041 --> 01:16:44,834
but no really, I think it's
something that it burns withi.

1782
01:16:50,166 --> 01:16:52,250
You know, we all had our share
of things we went through,

1783
01:16:52,333 --> 01:16:54,083
but I think for Gary,
it was a lot tougher

1784
01:16:54,166 --> 01:16:56,625
because he was also ill
while he was working.

1785
01:16:57,625 --> 01:17:00,125
Sometimes when he was working,
we didn't think he should be
working at the time,

1786
01:17:00,208 --> 01:17:01,625
but, you know,
can't say what the parents

1787
01:17:01,709 --> 01:17:03,458
are gonna do
and that's up to them.

1788
01:17:03,542 --> 01:17:06,417
If you did, you wouldn't
have done this!

1789
01:17:06,500 --> 01:17:08,000
Todd:
I couldn't imagine being--

1790
01:17:08,083 --> 01:17:10,125
like, he had just had a kidney
transplant at one time,

1791
01:17:10,208 --> 01:17:12,500
and then he was back on
the set, like, a day later.

1792
01:17:12,583 --> 01:17:14,834
And, um,
that's why for a while,

1793
01:17:14,917 --> 01:17:16,834
he really resented the show.

1794
01:17:16,917 --> 01:17:19,709
It was because he was made
to work when he was sick.

1795
01:17:20,750 --> 01:17:23,917
Terry Moran:
The death of a child star,
Gary Coleman,

1796
01:17:24,000 --> 01:17:26,333
who, as a boy, provided
so much amusement,

1797
01:17:26,417 --> 01:17:28,959
so many laughs on the hit
show "Diff'rent Strokes"

1798
01:17:29,041 --> 01:17:30,542
died today.

1799
01:17:31,667 --> 01:17:33,125
Todd:
My phone rang
and I picked it up

1800
01:17:33,208 --> 01:17:34,458
and found out
he had passed away.

1801
01:17:34,542 --> 01:17:36,625
You know, the interesting
part is realizing that

1802
01:17:36,709 --> 01:17:37,917
the person they thought
would not be here

1803
01:17:38,000 --> 01:17:41,291
is actually the last person
standing, which is kinda weird.

1804
01:17:42,875 --> 01:17:45,667
It's 7:33 now.
An autopsy later today

1805
01:17:45,750 --> 01:17:47,834
will determine
the exact cause of death

1806
01:17:47,917 --> 01:17:51,041
of one of Hollywood's
rising stars, River Phoenix.

1807
01:17:51,125 --> 01:17:53,542
Today's "New York Daily News"
quotes a paramedic who said

1808
01:17:53,625 --> 01:17:56,375
that the actor collapsed
with all of the signs

1809
01:17:56,458 --> 01:17:58,125
of a cocaine reaction.

1810
01:17:58,542 --> 01:18:00,375
Anchor:
It happened outside
the Viper Room,

1811
01:18:00,458 --> 01:18:02,959
a popular West Hollywood
night spot.

1812
01:18:03,041 --> 01:18:05,083
(siren wailing)

1813
01:18:13,291 --> 01:18:15,625
Went out the door and, um,

1814
01:18:16,417 --> 01:18:18,458
the paramedics were...

1815
01:18:19,917 --> 01:18:21,542
uh, working on him.

1816
01:18:22,417 --> 01:18:24,875
This young man,
and I didn't, uh,

1817
01:18:24,959 --> 01:18:27,500
I didn't know at the time
that it was River.

1818
01:18:28,083 --> 01:18:29,709
The, uh...

1819
01:18:29,792 --> 01:18:32,250
media wouldn't let
not only River rest,

1820
01:18:32,333 --> 01:18:33,709
but they wouldn't
let his family rest.

1821
01:18:33,792 --> 01:18:36,834
-(quiet chatter)
-(siren wailing in distance)

1822
01:18:40,667 --> 01:18:42,458
River and I were real close.

1823
01:18:43,667 --> 01:18:45,875
He was a year and a half
older than me,

1824
01:18:45,959 --> 01:18:48,750
but he was like
an older brother
who I looked up to.

1825
01:18:49,125 --> 01:18:50,333
I'll see ya.

1826
01:18:50,417 --> 01:18:52,458
Not if I see you first.

1827
01:18:54,959 --> 01:18:56,709
Wil:
I looked up to him
as a person,

1828
01:18:56,792 --> 01:18:58,000
I looked up to him
as an actor,

1829
01:18:58,083 --> 01:19:00,792
and I just treasured
him as a friend.

1830
01:19:03,750 --> 01:19:05,667
And then, around
the time that I was...

1831
01:19:06,875 --> 01:19:08,792
15 or 16,

1832
01:19:10,166 --> 01:19:13,709
he was kind of
experimenting with drugs.

1833
01:19:14,709 --> 01:19:18,291
And River and I began to sort
of drift apart from each othe.

1834
01:19:19,500 --> 01:19:22,583
Which really made me sad,
but I remember thinking like,

1835
01:19:22,667 --> 01:19:25,041
you know, when he's done with
this, we'll be friends again.

1836
01:19:25,125 --> 01:19:27,458
♪ ♪

1837
01:19:27,542 --> 01:19:29,875
By the time River died,

1838
01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:34,458
I hadn't talked to him for,
gosh, a couple of years,

1839
01:19:35,208 --> 01:19:37,375
and I couldn't believe
it had happened.

1840
01:19:37,458 --> 01:19:41,250
And I was,
and remain, so angry

1841
01:19:41,333 --> 01:19:43,083
at the predatory
people around him

1842
01:19:43,166 --> 01:19:44,917
who didn't try to
help him.

1843
01:19:45,000 --> 01:19:47,333
And I know addicts
are responsible
for their own behavior,

1844
01:19:47,417 --> 01:19:49,792
and I know that,
that it is, you know,

1845
01:19:49,875 --> 01:19:52,083
it's important to, like,
hold people responsible

1846
01:19:52,166 --> 01:19:54,208
for the choices that they make.

1847
01:19:54,917 --> 01:19:56,792
But we also need
help in our lives,

1848
01:19:56,875 --> 01:19:58,583
and we need people
to look out for us,

1849
01:19:58,667 --> 01:20:00,917
and I don't think there was
anybody looking out for him.

1850
01:20:02,375 --> 01:20:04,917
♪ This talk is cheap ♪

1851
01:20:05,875 --> 01:20:08,834
Milla:
I think that's one of
the sort of pitfalls

1852
01:20:08,917 --> 01:20:11,500
of being a kid in
the entertainment business.

1853
01:20:11,583 --> 01:20:14,291
It's so hard to, like,
go from being a kid actor

1854
01:20:14,375 --> 01:20:16,000
to being, like,
an adult artist.

1855
01:20:16,333 --> 01:20:19,834
♪ I don't know
how to trust you ♪

1856
01:20:19,917 --> 01:20:22,959
I stopped modeling.
I stopped acting.

1857
01:20:23,041 --> 01:20:26,583
I went to Europe.
I recorded a record.

1858
01:20:26,667 --> 01:20:28,542
At the time, I really
thought it was music

1859
01:20:28,625 --> 01:20:32,333
that I was gonna be able to
leave my mark on the world with.

1860
01:20:32,417 --> 01:20:35,500
The big turning point for me,
on so many levels,

1861
01:20:35,583 --> 01:20:37,125
but especially as an actress,

1862
01:20:37,208 --> 01:20:39,291
because I had kind of
written it all off,

1863
01:20:39,375 --> 01:20:41,959
was, um, getting
"The Fifth Element."

1864
01:20:42,041 --> 01:20:45,125
♪ ♪

1865
01:20:45,208 --> 01:20:46,625
I was 19.

1866
01:20:46,709 --> 01:20:49,458
You know, to access
a character like Leeloo

1867
01:20:49,542 --> 01:20:52,667
that's kind of--
there was no reference point.

1868
01:20:52,750 --> 01:20:54,291
She was kind of brand new

1869
01:20:54,375 --> 01:20:55,917
and came out of nowhere.

1870
01:20:57,083 --> 01:20:58,333
So it was, like, very tricky.

1871
01:20:58,417 --> 01:21:00,500
Like, who is she
and how to find her.

1872
01:21:00,583 --> 01:21:02,083
Hi.

1873
01:21:03,417 --> 01:21:06,000
Milla:
Of course, when I-- when
I did "The Fifth Element,"

1874
01:21:06,083 --> 01:21:08,792
it suddenly gave me this
feeling of control that

1875
01:21:09,250 --> 01:21:12,750
I had a talent and that I--

1876
01:21:12,834 --> 01:21:15,667
I knew how to...

1877
01:21:15,750 --> 01:21:17,417
access it, in a way.

1878
01:21:18,125 --> 01:21:20,875
And not all the time. I mean,
sometimes more than others,

1879
01:21:20,959 --> 01:21:23,208
and, you know,
that's where you go
through your journey

1880
01:21:23,291 --> 01:21:26,166
of kind of understanding,
like, what scripts
speak to you

1881
01:21:26,250 --> 01:21:28,375
when you just feel like, ooh,
I can do something with this.

1882
01:21:28,458 --> 01:21:30,208
Like, it feels natural.
You know,

1883
01:21:30,291 --> 01:21:32,709
or on the other hand,
wow, this feels so crazy.

1884
01:21:32,792 --> 01:21:34,875
Like, I want--
it's a challenge.

1885
01:21:34,959 --> 01:21:36,667
Like now, you know,
you get excited

1886
01:21:36,750 --> 01:21:38,375
by things that you've
never done before.

1887
01:21:38,458 --> 01:21:41,083
-Director: Cut!
-(laughter, applause)

1888
01:21:41,166 --> 01:21:42,917
But, you know, at the time,

1889
01:21:43,000 --> 01:21:45,750
you know, it was difficult
becoming a teenager

1890
01:21:45,834 --> 01:21:47,250
and having that confidence.

1891
01:21:47,333 --> 01:21:50,583
Like, I had no confidence
as a teenager.

1892
01:21:50,667 --> 01:21:53,333
You know, it was definitely like
a "fake it till you make it."

1893
01:21:53,875 --> 01:21:56,417
Luc Besson said to me,

1894
01:21:56,500 --> 01:21:57,875
"You know, look at it
this way.

1895
01:21:57,959 --> 01:22:01,291
"Like, your mother
is like an expert table-maker.

1896
01:22:01,375 --> 01:22:04,959
"She makes the most
amazing tables ever,

1897
01:22:05,041 --> 01:22:06,583
"but you...

1898
01:22:06,667 --> 01:22:08,417
You make great chairs."

1899
01:22:08,500 --> 01:22:10,875
(laughter)

1900
01:22:10,959 --> 01:22:12,542
And I was like, yeah.

1901
01:22:12,625 --> 01:22:15,125
I like that.
It's true, you know?

1902
01:22:15,208 --> 01:22:18,417
And it was interesting
to be able to help me

1903
01:22:18,500 --> 01:22:21,291
kind of appreciate my mother,

1904
01:22:21,375 --> 01:22:25,041
but also separate
and appreciate myself, too.

1905
01:22:26,375 --> 01:22:27,792
-(applause)
-Now with Mara Wilson.

1906
01:22:27,875 --> 01:22:30,583
You undoubtedly know
her from "Mrs. Doubtfire,"

1907
01:22:30,667 --> 01:22:32,750
"Matilda,"
many other movies.

1908
01:22:32,834 --> 01:22:35,667
She's now revealing though
the ups and downs
of childhood stardom

1909
01:22:35,750 --> 01:22:38,125
in her new book,
"Where Am I Now?"

1910
01:22:38,208 --> 01:22:40,291
Mara:
It wasn't really
until I was in my 20s

1911
01:22:40,375 --> 01:22:42,959
and I was doing other
things that I could finally

1912
01:22:43,041 --> 01:22:44,583
make peace with it.

1913
01:22:44,667 --> 01:22:45,917
And, eventually,

1914
01:22:46,000 --> 01:22:48,458
I ended up writing
a book about my life.

1915
01:22:48,542 --> 01:22:51,291
And I knew, I'd always known
that I wanted to do that.

1916
01:22:51,375 --> 01:22:53,125
I understand you're
thinking about becoming

1917
01:22:53,208 --> 01:22:55,542
-a screenwriter. A scriptwriter.
-Scriptwriter.

1918
01:22:55,875 --> 01:22:58,083
You wrote a piece
that was picked up
in "The Huffington Post."

1919
01:22:58,166 --> 01:23:01,291
-Mm-hmm.
-And it really was
about childhood fame,

1920
01:23:01,375 --> 01:23:03,417
-and in it...
-Mara: There's a lot
that I still want to do,

1921
01:23:03,500 --> 01:23:05,834
and I'm not limiting myself,
I think, into it,

1922
01:23:05,917 --> 01:23:09,417
but for many reasons,
I probably won't be,
you know, a screen actor,

1923
01:23:09,500 --> 01:23:12,291
you know,
a big star like that,
ever again.

1924
01:23:12,375 --> 01:23:15,125
And I'm okay with that.
I mean, I have this...

1925
01:23:15,208 --> 01:23:17,500
I have a very devoted fan group,
and that's nice.

1926
01:23:17,583 --> 01:23:21,166
I haven't done a Disney
project in over a year now.

1927
01:23:21,250 --> 01:23:23,500
The people who
watch me are still,

1928
01:23:23,583 --> 01:23:25,000
a lot of the times,
really young.

1929
01:23:25,083 --> 01:23:27,125
I still wanna be
a good example,
and I still wanna--

1930
01:23:27,208 --> 01:23:29,542
But at the same time, right now,
I'm doing a show about porn.

1931
01:23:29,625 --> 01:23:31,875
And, like,
I love that shit.
Like, I'm--

1932
01:23:31,959 --> 01:23:33,792
That's what I'm
supposed to be doing.

1933
01:23:33,875 --> 01:23:36,500
I'm an actor,
and I wanna do cool stuff.

1934
01:23:36,583 --> 01:23:38,709
So, it's a weird balance, like,

1935
01:23:38,792 --> 01:23:41,291
when you are...

1936
01:23:41,375 --> 01:23:43,166
trying to break
out of something,

1937
01:23:43,250 --> 01:23:44,583
but I also feel the
responsibility of being

1938
01:23:44,667 --> 01:23:48,041
an example for these kids,
and I take that seriously,
you know?

1939
01:23:48,917 --> 01:23:51,333
How do I marry what
I'm actually doing

1940
01:23:51,417 --> 01:23:52,667
and what I actually
wanna be doing

1941
01:23:52,750 --> 01:23:55,542
with what people
wanna see from me

1942
01:23:55,625 --> 01:23:58,542
and what people
expect of me, um,

1943
01:23:58,625 --> 01:24:00,917
and those two things
are not the same.

1944
01:24:01,000 --> 01:24:04,041
-(set chatter)
-Man: Show me minimum focus.

1945
01:24:04,125 --> 01:24:05,875
Directors:
Action!

1946
01:24:05,959 --> 01:24:07,417
Evan:
I'm just gonna go ahead
and say

1947
01:24:07,500 --> 01:24:08,792
I was bred to do this.

1948
01:24:08,875 --> 01:24:11,709
It was about good work,
and it was about working
with good people,

1949
01:24:11,792 --> 01:24:14,000
but it was also about
saying something

1950
01:24:14,083 --> 01:24:17,166
about something that you
believed in, or moving people.

1951
01:24:17,959 --> 01:24:20,375
And it's one of
the reasons why I did
films like "Thirteen,"

1952
01:24:20,458 --> 01:24:23,375
and why my parents
allowed me to do
films like that

1953
01:24:23,458 --> 01:24:25,750
because they
understood the value of

1954
01:24:25,834 --> 01:24:27,208
showing something that was real

1955
01:24:27,291 --> 01:24:29,000
that a lot of people
don't wanna look at.

1956
01:24:29,083 --> 01:24:34,000
And that's absolutely
carried over into
my activism.

1957
01:24:34,083 --> 01:24:36,709
I now recognize our first
witness. We'll go in this order.

1958
01:24:36,792 --> 01:24:38,750
Ms. Wood, if you would,
thank you.

1959
01:24:38,834 --> 01:24:41,250
I'm here today to use my
position as an artist, survivor,

1960
01:24:41,333 --> 01:24:44,083
mother, and advocate to bring
a human voice to the population

1961
01:24:44,166 --> 01:24:46,750
of 25 million
survivors in the US

1962
01:24:46,834 --> 01:24:49,125
who are currently experiencing
inequality under the law,

1963
01:24:49,208 --> 01:24:51,417
and who desperately need
basic civil rights.

1964
01:24:51,500 --> 01:24:55,417
We need to pass the
Sexual Assault Survivor
Bill of Rights in all 50 states.

1965
01:24:55,500 --> 01:24:57,208
We've done this in nine so far,

1966
01:24:57,291 --> 01:25:00,417
and it's our job to
make sure that survivors
in the remaining 41

1967
01:25:00,500 --> 01:25:02,583
are treated with the same
humanity and dignity.

1968
01:25:02,667 --> 01:25:06,375
And this is called progress
and it starts here. Thank you.

1969
01:25:06,834 --> 01:25:10,250
I gave up my childhood
for this industry,

1970
01:25:10,333 --> 01:25:12,417
and it wasn't my choice.
Right?

1971
01:25:12,500 --> 01:25:15,083
I mean, it is what it is.
I really like my life.

1972
01:25:15,166 --> 01:25:16,750
I have a really good life.

1973
01:25:16,834 --> 01:25:18,458
"Your friend, Wil Wheaton."

1974
01:25:19,542 --> 01:25:22,417
It's my last one.
I want you to have it.

1975
01:25:24,542 --> 01:25:27,917
-Look, everyone!
Wil Wheaton is my friend!
-(laughter)

1976
01:25:28,417 --> 01:25:30,458
Wil:
I have an amazing family,

1977
01:25:30,542 --> 01:25:32,792
and I am a successful writer,

1978
01:25:32,875 --> 01:25:35,625
and-- and, like, I'm good
at being an actor.

1979
01:25:35,709 --> 01:25:37,125
It's not my first choice.

1980
01:25:37,208 --> 01:25:38,834
It's not, like, what
gets me out of bed,

1981
01:25:38,917 --> 01:25:40,750
but when someone's like,
"We need an actor for this,"

1982
01:25:40,834 --> 01:25:42,834
I'm like, "I can do that."
Right? (laughs)

1983
01:25:42,917 --> 01:25:46,000
I just developed
that skill, you know?

1984
01:25:46,083 --> 01:25:48,291
But when I tried to talk
to my parents about it,

1985
01:25:48,375 --> 01:25:50,417
and tried to...

1986
01:25:51,375 --> 01:25:53,959
express how I felt,

1987
01:25:54,041 --> 01:25:56,458
and-- and express
my sense of loss

1988
01:25:56,542 --> 01:25:58,709
and express my sense of...

1989
01:25:59,542 --> 01:26:02,083
not having...

1990
01:26:02,750 --> 01:26:05,291
not having these things
that I wanted and needed,

1991
01:26:05,375 --> 01:26:06,917
they weren't able to hear it.

1992
01:26:08,125 --> 01:26:10,208
(birds chirping)

1993
01:26:13,792 --> 01:26:16,667
Melanie:
As a mother, it almost
makes me feel like

1994
01:26:16,750 --> 01:26:18,542
did I not do
something right?

1995
01:26:18,625 --> 01:26:21,333
Or why didn't
I think to do that,

1996
01:26:21,417 --> 01:26:23,542
as far as Marc's
career is concerned.

1997
01:26:23,625 --> 01:26:25,500
She always does
everything right.

1998
01:26:25,583 --> 01:26:27,333
(laughs) Thanks.

1999
01:26:27,417 --> 01:26:28,709
To you, I hope so.

2000
01:26:28,792 --> 01:26:31,166
But it, it does
make you think.

2001
01:26:31,250 --> 01:26:34,041
Could I have gone
that extra mile as a mom

2002
01:26:34,125 --> 01:26:38,208
to maybe get him seen
by somebody.

2003
01:26:38,291 --> 01:26:41,625
But we still, we're gonna do
pilot season again next year,

2004
01:26:41,709 --> 01:26:43,834
and depending on how that goes,

2005
01:26:43,917 --> 01:26:47,166
we possibly could do
episodic season in the fall.

2006
01:26:47,250 --> 01:26:49,500
It's really more
about persistence

2007
01:26:49,583 --> 01:26:52,041
than it is about
being lucky, you know.

2008
01:26:52,125 --> 01:26:53,542
Everybody else
thinks it's lucky

2009
01:26:53,625 --> 01:26:56,208
until you've actually been
there, and then it's just,

2010
01:26:56,291 --> 01:26:58,375
you know,
one really good day

2011
01:26:58,458 --> 01:27:00,542
after a lot of
days of hard work.

2012
01:27:00,625 --> 01:27:01,625
Mmm.

2013
01:27:02,625 --> 01:27:05,625
(street chatter)

2014
01:27:08,667 --> 01:27:10,208
Hello, Erin?

2015
01:27:10,291 --> 01:27:12,291
-Erin (on phone): Yeah?
-Is there any homework?

2016
01:27:13,500 --> 01:27:15,458
Interviewer:
So you said you wanted
to go to summer camp.

2017
01:27:16,417 --> 01:27:18,542
-Did you get to go?
-Yeah, no.

2018
01:27:18,625 --> 01:27:20,041
-No.
-Were you disappointed?

2019
01:27:20,125 --> 01:27:22,917
A little bit. A little bit
'cause most of my friends

2020
01:27:23,000 --> 01:27:25,000
are going to sleepaway
camp for the whole summer.

2021
01:27:26,125 --> 01:27:28,750
But, I've been auditioning
over the summer.

2022
01:27:28,834 --> 01:27:31,250
I really just really,
really, really wanna

2023
01:27:31,333 --> 01:27:34,917
become a well-known actress
and really get my, you know.

2024
01:27:35,000 --> 01:27:36,458
When I was little,
I used to always want

2025
01:27:36,542 --> 01:27:38,583
my name on the
Hollywood Walk of Fame.

2026
01:27:38,667 --> 01:27:40,917
I used to be like,
"I want my name to be
on one of the stars,"

2027
01:27:41,000 --> 01:27:42,875
so that's something
I really wanna do.

2028
01:27:42,959 --> 01:27:46,083
I wanna become, like, a legacy
and inspire other people

2029
01:27:46,166 --> 01:27:47,875
to do what they love.

2030
01:27:47,959 --> 01:27:49,917
That's my deepest dream,

2031
01:27:50,000 --> 01:27:52,000
to do something
for someone else.

2032
01:27:53,625 --> 01:27:55,917
You face Roscoe!
I'll face...

2033
01:27:56,000 --> 01:27:58,208
-I'll face this guy.
-(children chattering)

2034
01:27:58,291 --> 01:28:00,250
Three, two, one! (exclaims)

2035
01:28:00,333 --> 01:28:02,417
(toys rattling)

2036
01:28:02,500 --> 01:28:05,792
-And rip!
-Gary Coleman:
If someone had told me

2037
01:28:05,875 --> 01:28:08,166
that, uh, my life

2038
01:28:08,250 --> 01:28:11,625
would've been like
this early enough
where I coulda got out,

2039
01:28:11,709 --> 01:28:13,125
I woulda got out.
I'd say, uh, no.

2040
01:28:13,208 --> 01:28:15,333
Have a normal life,

2041
01:28:15,417 --> 01:28:17,917
-and have friends.
-(chattering)

2042
01:28:18,000 --> 01:28:20,625
It's a half kid because
I still think about that.

2043
01:28:20,709 --> 01:28:23,083
That's something that
I fantasize about.

2044
01:28:23,166 --> 01:28:26,250
♪ ♪

2045
01:28:26,875 --> 01:28:30,792
I find it very... scary,

2046
01:28:30,875 --> 01:28:33,208
and I would
not want my kids

2047
01:28:33,875 --> 01:28:37,709
to pursue a career
as a-- as a child.

2048
01:28:38,542 --> 01:28:41,583
'Cause I just find that it's
so disruptive, you know?

2049
01:28:41,667 --> 01:28:44,667
-Milla: Yes, my love.
-My toe hurts.

2050
01:28:44,750 --> 01:28:47,750
Milla:
Your toe hurts.
What part of your toe hurts?

2051
01:28:47,834 --> 01:28:50,000
My daughter, my eldest,

2052
01:28:50,083 --> 01:28:52,625
who's now 11, when
she was four years old,

2053
01:28:52,709 --> 01:28:56,291
she said, "Mommy,
I wanna be on TV."

2054
01:28:56,375 --> 01:28:59,834
My instincts are going,
"You think you want this,

2055
01:28:59,917 --> 01:29:02,917
"but if I allow you to do this,

2056
01:29:03,875 --> 01:29:05,208
you're not gonna like it."

2057
01:29:06,750 --> 01:29:09,500
I don't know.
I guess it really is one
of those things where, like,

2058
01:29:09,583 --> 01:29:13,959
she wants to be an actress,
and I wanna help her
do what she loves to do

2059
01:29:14,041 --> 01:29:17,375
because she's really got
a natural ability for it.

2060
01:29:17,458 --> 01:29:19,458
But, you're young.
You don't need to, like,

2061
01:29:19,542 --> 01:29:21,458
do a bunch
of movies right now.

2062
01:29:21,542 --> 01:29:23,834
Like, what you need
right now is to

2063
01:29:23,917 --> 01:29:26,458
become strong. Like...

2064
01:29:26,542 --> 01:29:30,875
You need to be like
a ship with full sails,

2065
01:29:30,959 --> 01:29:33,709
with a crew that
knows how to navigate.

2066
01:29:33,792 --> 01:29:35,625
Like, I want you
to be so strong.

2067
01:29:36,458 --> 01:29:38,583
Todd:
My son was in
the business originally,

2068
01:29:38,667 --> 01:29:40,375
and not anymore.

2069
01:29:40,458 --> 01:29:42,875
But I was like,
time to get him out, like,
"You need to get out."

2070
01:29:42,959 --> 01:29:44,667
You know, because
it's great to a child.

2071
01:29:44,750 --> 01:29:46,333
You build a nice bank account
for when you get older,

2072
01:29:46,417 --> 01:29:48,250
but you don't wanna
stay in this business.

2073
01:29:48,333 --> 01:29:51,208
I got him in a business
that's reliable and great

2074
01:29:51,291 --> 01:29:53,208
and, you know,
make a lot of money

2075
01:29:53,291 --> 01:29:54,709
and his name won't
even be talked about,

2076
01:29:54,792 --> 01:29:56,500
which is great.

2077
01:29:56,583 --> 01:29:59,333
I feel like a role model
'cause I'm a mom, um,

2078
01:29:59,417 --> 01:30:00,875
so that's really changed me...

2079
01:30:00,959 --> 01:30:04,709
Interviewer:
You managed to keep your son
completely off of the internet.

2080
01:30:04,792 --> 01:30:06,959
-Yeah.
-Like, totally absent.

2081
01:30:07,583 --> 01:30:10,917
It's been a very
conscious decision, um.

2082
01:30:11,000 --> 01:30:13,291
I think because of the way
I was raised,

2083
01:30:13,375 --> 01:30:15,625
I just don't wanna do
anything that he doesn't
have a say in yet.

2084
01:30:15,709 --> 01:30:17,208
If he doesn't wanna
be a public figure,

2085
01:30:17,291 --> 01:30:18,750
if he doesn't want his
image out there,

2086
01:30:18,834 --> 01:30:20,792
I didn't wanna put
it out there for him.

2087
01:30:20,875 --> 01:30:23,250
Also, there's just
a lot of creeps.

2088
01:30:23,333 --> 01:30:25,291
(laughs) So...

2089
01:30:25,375 --> 01:30:28,458
(acoustic guitar playing)

2090
01:30:38,959 --> 01:30:41,125
(trampoline bouncing)

2091
01:30:41,208 --> 01:30:45,500
♪ ♪

2092
01:30:49,875 --> 01:30:52,750
Henry:
Now, as an adult
and as a parent,

2093
01:30:52,834 --> 01:30:55,083
you look at all
of the ways that

2094
01:30:55,166 --> 01:30:58,208
it takes a kid out
of their world.

2095
01:30:59,709 --> 01:31:03,333
And it's nice to be a kid,

2096
01:31:03,417 --> 01:31:06,458
and it's nice
to have a childhood
that's a childhood,

2097
01:31:06,542 --> 01:31:08,834
completely unto itself.

2098
01:31:08,917 --> 01:31:14,000
(guitar continues)

2099
01:31:45,083 --> 01:31:48,125
(wind blowing)

2100
01:31:53,875 --> 01:31:54,750
Man:
Yeah!

2101
01:31:54,834 --> 01:31:58,083
("At a Distance"
by Jeff Tweedy playing)

2102
01:32:10,542 --> 01:32:12,583
♪ On the horizon ♪

2103
01:32:13,792 --> 01:32:16,250
♪ Behind the trees ♪

2104
01:32:17,458 --> 01:32:19,291
♪ Something's missing ♪

2105
01:32:23,458 --> 01:32:26,792
♪ There's something
I can't see ♪

2106
01:32:29,959 --> 01:32:33,750
♪ And something's
missing in me ♪

2107
01:32:39,625 --> 01:32:41,959
♪ Over the ocean ♪

2108
01:32:42,834 --> 01:32:44,959
♪ To some degree ♪

2109
01:32:46,458 --> 01:32:49,583
♪ I'm the same as I ♪

2110
01:32:49,667 --> 01:32:51,750
♪ Used to be ♪

2111
01:32:52,959 --> 01:32:57,291
♪ At a distance,
I'm still me ♪

2112
01:33:03,959 --> 01:33:06,667
♪ Before I switch off ♪

2113
01:33:07,166 --> 01:33:09,208
♪ Before I go ♪

2114
01:33:10,333 --> 01:33:12,750
♪ Before you drift off ♪

2115
01:33:12,834 --> 01:33:15,333
♪ Into the unknown ♪

2116
01:33:16,792 --> 01:33:18,834
♪ Uncharted waters ♪

2117
01:33:19,959 --> 01:33:22,166
♪ Forgotten dreams ♪

2118
01:33:23,500 --> 01:33:25,417
♪ Missing moments ♪

2119
01:33:25,500 --> 01:33:29,000
♪ Where they all
come back to me ♪

2120
01:33:35,959 --> 01:33:38,333
♪ On the horizon ♪

2121
01:33:39,166 --> 01:33:41,208
♪ Underneath my shoes ♪

2122
01:33:42,208 --> 01:33:44,750
♪ Still I'm bewildered ♪

2123
01:33:44,834 --> 01:33:47,667
♪ By the world
I'm walking through ♪

2124
01:33:49,208 --> 01:33:51,709
♪ Something's missing ♪

2125
01:34:09,834 --> 01:34:12,875
♪ ♪



