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}[Shatira]
I'm gonna tell you this story.

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}And this is why I came,
so, like,

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}one with myself.

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}So I really honestly do feel

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}like one with the universe,
like, I feel like

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}I'm more than just

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}a brain that's functioning

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}with all these organs,
and, like...

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}You know, it's really crazy,

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}sometimes I feel like I'm...

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}[laughs] I can hear my blood,
like, rushing through my body.

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}It's really, like,
if you really sit there

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}and, like, silent,
you can like...

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}you can hear it sometimes.

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}[school bell]

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}[indistinct conversations]

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}[Karen]
Hey guys, how's it going?

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}Uh, I am Ms. Karen.

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}I'm going to be taking over
for Mr. Vernon.

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}Um, and obviously
this is my first day.

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}It's not yours,
you've been in school

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}with each other for a long time.

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}So, yeah,
we're not gonna be very formal.

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}You just call me Ms. Karen.

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}Um... so that's... that's cool,
I hope, with everybody.

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}And I have no idea who you are,
and you have no idea who I am.

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}So I'm gonna pass out
some little cards right now

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}and if you could pull out,
like a pencil,

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}or a pen or something...

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}So just take like five minutes
and fill out for me

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}just a little brief synopsis
of who you think you are.

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}Anybody seen
The Breakfast Club?

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}Anybody? Anybody?

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}[Shatira] I don't know.

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}I don't really wanna know
who I am.

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}I just wanna be... be.

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}[laughs] I just wanna be.

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}Can I just be?
Do I have to define myself?

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}[electronic music]

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}I do say I'm a photographer.

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}I mean, I don't know.

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}[stutters]
I say I like taking photos.

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}[laughs]
I will say I love photography.

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}So, like, I can't...
I haven't found my...

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}I haven't found
my thing yet, but...

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}I will.

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}Eventually.

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}[Mitch] What is it

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}that you wanna say
with photography?

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}Like, why is that
interesting to you?

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}I don't know. I just...

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}[sighs] I don't know.

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}Man, I don't know.

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}I just... [laughs]

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}[Mitch] "You gonna stop
with the fucking questions?"

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}No, it's 'cause, like,
everybody always asks me that.

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}And I'm just, like,
I really wish I could tell you.

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}But sometimes I just like to
fucking pick up a camera

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}and just take a picture.

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}Is that not enough? Like...

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}[tapping on keyboard]

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}And then I just started to say,

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}"This year
we will be documenting

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}our school's environment
and the process we undergo

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}as we open our arms
to new students

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}from across the district.

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}While it's important not to feel

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}that you are acting
for the camera,

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}they are interested
in your authentic selves.

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}I know that you
will do your best

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}to make a good impression

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}and represent our school...

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}faithfully."

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}'Cause the goal is not to...

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}turn everyone's attention
to the new students,

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}um, and understand
that they are all

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}here because they're diverse.

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}[Mitch] How do you think
it's gonna go?

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}I think it's gonna go great.

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}[electronic music]

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}[guard] I think everybody
kinda sees a security guard

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}uh, in whatever capacity,

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}in an office building,
in a school,

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}as somebody who's
just doing a job.

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}Oh, they're probably, you know,

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}"They didn't make it
in law enforcement,"

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}or, "They just need to make
a few bucks

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}and they don't
take it seriously."

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}But what if you're a person

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}who does take it
extremely seriously?

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}Whoa, whoa, whoa.

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}We don't do that here.

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}Put them away.

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}[upbeat electronic music]

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}We're getting filmed.

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}[rap beat]

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}♪ Imma pull up in this swoop ♪

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}♪ Then you're gonna dive
In my pool, yeah ♪

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}♪ I just been working on you ♪

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}♪ You just been working
On me, yeah ♪

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}[music ends abruptly]

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}You wasn't supposed to cut off,
'cause I still gotta sing it.

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}Gotta sing it through.

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}-You sound hesitated.
-[Marquel] Just doing it.

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}You sound hesitated as hell.

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}'Cause I am hesitating as hell,

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}there's a big-ass camera
in my face. [chuckles]

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}You supposed to act
like it's not there.

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}[muffled rap music]

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}[friend] I wanna hear
the [unintelligible].

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}[rap song playback]

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}-Hold up.
-[music ends abruptly]

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}-Huh?
-[woman] There will be lessons.

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}And they hear everything.

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}All right, we'll turn it down.

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}-[woman] How can they hear?
-Oh my God.

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}-[mumbles]
-Yes, ma'am, we got it.

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}[background chatter]

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}[Marquel]
So when I don't have my keys,

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}this is what I do,
this is, like,

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}we came up with this plan.

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}[rap music]

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}She up there?

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}Hey Gram.

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}[keys clink]

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}Easiest way to get in.

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}This floor full of old people.

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}That floor full of potheads
and my grandma.

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}[Marquel indistinct]

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}This is Mitch, he's filming me.

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}-This is my grandma.
-How are you?

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}-Good, how're you doing?
-[Mitch] I'm fine.

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}So what you been doing?

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}Uh, working, school.

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}[grandma] So what you all got,
a class project?

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}Uh, no.
He's actually making a movie,

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}like a legit movie,
you know how that goes, so...

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}[grandma] Are you?

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}[Mitch] Describe
your relationship with Shatira.

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}Uh, why did you hit me
with that question?

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}I don't know.

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}It's just, like,
we've liked each other

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}back and forth, like,

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}sixth, seventh
and eighth grade and stuff.

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}And every time I would
ask her out as a girlfriend,

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}she'd play me and be like,
"Oh yeah, we can date."

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}And then she would say no,
and it would irritate me,

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}and then she's played me
multiple times, but...

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}Honestly, like, that's somebody,
like, you can trust.

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}Like, for sure,
I'll say that,

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}like, I know for a fact
that I can trust her.

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}If I, like, needed advice
or to go to her for something,

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}like, that's like, she's a...

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}She's a good person,
she has a good, like, soul.

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}-[Mitch] Yeah.
-For sure.

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}[Mitch] Like, how else
would you describe her?

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}Awesome.

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}Like, uh...

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}intriguing...

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}I don’t know.

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}There's a lot
of beautiful people

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}that are, like, really honest,
and she's one of them.

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}So I'd say that...

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}All right, Grandma,
I'll see you later.

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}[grandma indistinct]

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}...peppermint
from the dollar store.

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}-Want me to grab you some?
-Okay. Huh?

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}-Want me to grab you something?
-No.

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}-I like the puffs.
-[sighs]

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}They're called puffs.

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}-Thanks, I'll see you later.
-[grandma] Okay sweetie.

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}-I'll catch up with you.
-[Marquel] We will.

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}[grandma] All right.

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}[Robert] Can we get two chais
and a hookah?

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}-Two chai?
-[Robert] Yeah.

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}-What size?
-[Robert] Medium.

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}-And a hookah?.
-[Shatira] Yes please.

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}[Shatira] She was like,
"Don't let them take pictures

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}of you smoking hookah.

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}You'll get us in trouble."
[chuckles]

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}She's tripping.

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}[Robert] Why don't you
sip your coffee?

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}-It's not coffee.
-[Robert] Mind your business.

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}It's not coffee.

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}Don't say it's coffee,
it's not coffee.

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}[Mitch] Who's Robert?

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}[Shatira]
Robert is my boyfriend,

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}um, and we've been together
for three years.

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}I love him,
and I care about him.

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}And I don't understand

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}why it's so hard to be
with somebody like yourself.

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}So, we're both complicated
in our own ways.

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}[Shatira chuckles]
Today was my day.

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}-Yes.
-Yeah.

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}Uh, yeah,
it was a little bit rough.

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}[chuckles]

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}It started with Marquel.

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}He drives me nuts.

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}No, no. I...

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}Just Marquel in general, like,
relationships, friendships,

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}people in general have been
irritating me a lot lately.

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}I'll be honest,

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}[stutters] in the beginning
of the relationship,

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}I used to be super,
really, really jealous

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}and now I just kinda,
just, like, let it go,

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}'cause I just know
she's gonna be with me

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}at the end of the day, so...

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}it's nothing, really,
to worry about.

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}[Shatira] I don't think
I've necessarily lied to Robert.

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}But I've... I don't feel like

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}I've always been...

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}like, myself...

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}Like, hon... like, not honest,

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}but like myself, I guess?
So, like...

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}hiding what I feel,
if that counts as lying,

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}but, like...

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}[sighs]

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}Tired of...

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}feeling. [laughs]

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}So, you know the alley

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}that all the kids walk down?

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}Somebody wrote that
one time, and I was like,

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}"Oh yep, mood."

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}So... [chuckles]

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}Kinda just took a picture of it.

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}[Karen] All right, guys.

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}If you need a couple
more minutes, that's okay,

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}you can go ahead and take it.
For those of you that are done,

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}can you come and turn in
your papers?

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}And also,
you may grab your phones.

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}I'm sorry for taking them away.

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}I'm a little grumpy today.

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}To make up for it,
why don't you guys just, uh...

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}have some free time
to yourselves. Cool?

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}[students] Yeah. Yeah.

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}Cool.

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}So how many weeks can I expect

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}testing to be?

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}It changes
on a yearly basis for us.

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}I don't know if we could give
a finite amount of time.

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}[teacher] We couldn't do
any test preparation

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}for the tests last year,
'cause nobody knew

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}what was on the tests,
we had no idea.

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}When he said it took
six weeks of instructional time

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}he's talking about
it actually, literally,

248
00:11:09,220 --> 00:11:10,847
}took six weeks
of instructional time,

249
00:11:10,930 --> 00:11:12,599
}six weeks of classroom time

250
00:11:12,890 --> 00:11:15,268
}for the kids
just to take the tests.

251
00:11:15,351 --> 00:11:18,062
}It's been, for me,
the big disappointment

252
00:11:18,146 --> 00:11:19,564
}of the Obama administration,

253
00:11:19,647 --> 00:11:22,276
}has been what a disaster
education's been.

254
00:11:22,359 --> 00:11:24,028
}And I don't know any teachers,

255
00:11:24,111 --> 00:11:26,697
}or really anybody
who feel differently than that,

256
00:11:26,780 --> 00:11:29,950
}-and it pisses me off.
-[Shatira] Hi.

257
00:11:30,034 --> 00:11:30,993
}-I'm sorry.
-[teacher] That's okay.

258
00:11:31,076 --> 00:11:32,119
}Go ahead. No, no, come on in.

259
00:11:32,202 --> 00:11:34,371
}-[teacher 2] It's totally fine.
-[Karen] How are you?

260
00:11:34,455 --> 00:11:36,707
}-[Shatira] Good, how are you?
-I'm doing good.

261
00:11:36,790 --> 00:11:38,125
}-[Shatira] I'm tired today.
-You're tired?

262
00:11:38,208 --> 00:11:39,710
}-[Shatira] Yes.
-It's Friday.

263
00:11:39,793 --> 00:11:41,170
}-[Shatira] I know.
-[Karen] That helps.

264
00:11:43,339 --> 00:11:44,423
}How are your grades?

265
00:11:44,506 --> 00:11:45,550
}-My grades are good.
-Yeah?

266
00:11:45,634 --> 00:11:46,718
}Yeah.

267
00:11:46,801 --> 00:11:47,886
}-Okay.
-They're fine.

268
00:11:48,345 --> 00:11:49,721
}-It's fine.
-And are you...

269
00:11:50,597 --> 00:11:53,183
}How are you feeling
about this school?

270
00:11:54,935 --> 00:11:56,061
}I'm ready to go.

271
00:11:56,144 --> 00:11:57,520
}-You're ready to go?
-I'm ready to leave.

272
00:11:57,604 --> 00:11:58,855
}[Shatira] I just feel like

273
00:11:58,939 --> 00:12:00,607
}there's this thing
on Facebook where it's

274
00:12:00,690 --> 00:12:02,525
}look back at all your memories.

275
00:12:02,609 --> 00:12:04,611
}And I made this status where...

276
00:12:05,028 --> 00:12:07,197
}um, I was like...
What did I say?

277
00:12:07,280 --> 00:12:08,198
}I was like...

278
00:12:08,823 --> 00:12:10,242
}I just walked up to a group

279
00:12:10,326 --> 00:12:11,911
}of predominantly white kids,

280
00:12:11,994 --> 00:12:14,956
}and I asked them if they knew
who Trayvon Martin was,

281
00:12:15,039 --> 00:12:16,707
}and, um...

282
00:12:17,500 --> 00:12:18,668
}They said no.

283
00:12:18,751 --> 00:12:20,252
}I asked them
if they knew anything

284
00:12:20,336 --> 00:12:21,963
}about police brutality,
and they said no.

285
00:12:22,421 --> 00:12:23,756
}And so I just...

286
00:12:23,839 --> 00:12:24,882
}-I don't know.
-Huh.

287
00:12:25,424 --> 00:12:27,510
}[Shatira] It's becoming harder
to talk about.

288
00:12:27,593 --> 00:12:28,928
}Not much has changed.

289
00:12:29,011 --> 00:12:30,846
}[Shatira]
Not much has evolved, at all.

290
00:12:31,264 --> 00:12:33,015
}Yeah. What if...

291
00:12:34,434 --> 00:12:36,395
}what if I were to give
you and Marquel

292
00:12:37,271 --> 00:12:38,313
}an opportunity

293
00:12:39,273 --> 00:12:42,943
}to lead, in the classroom
together, around race?

294
00:12:43,318 --> 00:12:45,195
}-[Shatira] I think it would be--
-Race relations.

295
00:12:45,279 --> 00:12:48,490
}[Shatira] It would be powerful,
especially because we did start

296
00:12:48,573 --> 00:12:50,242
}the walkout together
last year...

297
00:12:50,325 --> 00:12:52,661
}-Right. That's right.
-...when Trayvon was shot.

298
00:12:52,744 --> 00:12:54,955
}[Karen] Do you think Marquel
would be interested, too?

299
00:12:55,038 --> 00:12:56,873
}-[Shatira] He would love it.
-Getting together, and...

300
00:12:56,957 --> 00:12:59,502
}-[Shatira] He would love it.
-...come up with a lesson plan.

301
00:12:59,585 --> 00:13:01,045
}[Shatira] He would literally
be in love this.

302
00:13:01,129 --> 00:13:02,880
}And I'm gonna need you

303
00:13:02,964 --> 00:13:05,883
}to speak up
and lead the class, too.

304
00:13:05,967 --> 00:13:08,344
}-All the time.
-[Marquel] I don't think this...

305
00:13:09,387 --> 00:13:11,097
}I mean, yeah,
it's worth it, but...

306
00:13:11,180 --> 00:13:13,099
}For why? Why even
start it now, because...

307
00:13:13,808 --> 00:13:15,393
}What, in ten years
we'll be having

308
00:13:15,476 --> 00:13:17,228
}the same conversation.
Shit won't change.

309
00:13:17,937 --> 00:13:19,731
}But we could change it
in this community.

310
00:13:20,690 --> 00:13:23,110
}I don't want my whole high
school experience to be like...

311
00:13:24,778 --> 00:13:26,530
}I was appropriated
the whole time,

312
00:13:26,614 --> 00:13:28,699
}just squished, just condensed

313
00:13:28,782 --> 00:13:31,243
}into this tiny little box
of stereotypes

314
00:13:31,327 --> 00:13:32,620
}and being this one person

315
00:13:32,703 --> 00:13:34,246
}that all these white people
know me to be.

316
00:13:34,705 --> 00:13:37,333
}I want people to know,
'cause if we give

317
00:13:37,416 --> 00:13:39,043
}this small amount
of people knowledge,

318
00:13:39,126 --> 00:13:41,170
}we could do that everywhere.

319
00:13:41,253 --> 00:13:43,380
}Like, imagine that, like,
literally imagine that.

320
00:13:43,881 --> 00:13:46,384
}That'd be amazing.
That'd be so great.

321
00:13:46,468 --> 00:13:50,180
}All these people know
that we are all the same inside.

322
00:13:52,682 --> 00:13:55,769
}I hear so many people of color
beg to be seen

323
00:13:55,852 --> 00:13:57,979
}and beg to be known,
and beg to be heard.

324
00:13:59,981 --> 00:14:02,150
}But it took him
so much convincing

325
00:14:03,234 --> 00:14:04,861
}even though he wanted that.

326
00:14:07,238 --> 00:14:08,239
}You know, I was down for it.

327
00:14:08,323 --> 00:14:10,993
}I was ready, especially, like,
the whole election going on.

328
00:14:11,077 --> 00:14:13,621
}I was ready to talk about it

329
00:14:13,704 --> 00:14:15,539
}with people, and, um...

330
00:14:16,874 --> 00:14:18,793
}He was just really hesitant,
because he didn't...

331
00:14:19,210 --> 00:14:20,378
}I guess he maybe felt like

332
00:14:20,461 --> 00:14:22,546
}he didn't have to explain
himself to people.

333
00:14:23,089 --> 00:14:24,090
}And you don't.

334
00:14:35,769 --> 00:14:38,188
}[Mitch] Is there much censorship
on the computers here?

335
00:14:38,689 --> 00:14:41,024
}There's like... yeah.

336
00:14:41,483 --> 00:14:44,319
}Yeah. Like, if I wanna do
something like this,

337
00:14:45,237 --> 00:14:46,488
}I could go, uh...

338
00:14:46,571 --> 00:14:48,407
}Maybe you like cooking,
maybe I wanna find

339
00:14:48,490 --> 00:14:51,910
}a nice duck breast
recipe, right?

340
00:14:51,994 --> 00:14:53,912
}Maybe I got some duck breast,
I wanna cook that.

341
00:14:54,371 --> 00:14:56,581
}Oh, look, pan-roasted
duck breast at Food Network.

342
00:14:57,124 --> 00:14:58,500
}Oh, no. It's blocked.

343
00:14:59,669 --> 00:15:01,129
}"Pan-roasted duck breast"
is blocked

344
00:15:01,212 --> 00:15:04,257
}because keyword "breast",
you know?

345
00:15:06,259 --> 00:15:07,427
}'Cause that makes sense.

346
00:15:08,428 --> 00:15:11,055
}But if I go to, like,
a different website, like...

347
00:15:11,764 --> 00:15:13,391
}World War One guns,

348
00:15:13,474 --> 00:15:16,436
}sometimes it's blocked "guns,"
sometimes it isn't, you know?

349
00:15:16,519 --> 00:15:17,895
}[scoffs]

350
00:15:17,979 --> 00:15:19,522
}The majority of the teachers
are liberal

351
00:15:19,606 --> 00:15:21,733
}and the majority
of the students are liberal,

352
00:15:21,816 --> 00:15:25,070
}but we have teachers
that are openly conservative

353
00:15:25,154 --> 00:15:26,655
}and students
that are openly conservative,

354
00:15:26,739 --> 00:15:28,991
}so I feel like,
ratio-wise, it's right.

355
00:15:29,074 --> 00:15:30,743
}They also sort of feel attacked

356
00:15:30,826 --> 00:15:32,703
}by being surrounded
by so many liberal people,

357
00:15:32,786 --> 00:15:35,414
}so they get sort of aggressive
with their conservativeness,

358
00:15:35,497 --> 00:15:37,166
}and sort of alt-right with it,

359
00:15:37,249 --> 00:15:41,253
}which then makes the liberals
get even more mad at them,

360
00:15:41,337 --> 00:15:42,463
}if that makes sense.

361
00:15:42,546 --> 00:15:44,632
}Oh my God!

362
00:15:44,715 --> 00:15:45,758
}She emailed me,

363
00:15:45,841 --> 00:15:47,635
}and was like,
"I think you'll like this,"

364
00:15:47,719 --> 00:15:49,095
}and I was like, "Oh God..."

365
00:15:49,179 --> 00:15:50,805
}[man] Because kids
have always been miscreants

366
00:15:50,889 --> 00:15:53,099
}and juvenile delinquents,
and they've been truant,

367
00:15:53,183 --> 00:15:55,143
}and there's been
fights in schools,

368
00:15:55,226 --> 00:15:57,854
}and other problems,
we've had violence in schools

369
00:15:57,937 --> 00:16:01,066
}throughout... as far back
as we've had schools.

370
00:16:01,149 --> 00:16:03,485
}I'd read a story many years ago,

371
00:16:03,568 --> 00:16:04,903
}I can't remember the magazine,

372
00:16:04,986 --> 00:16:07,364
}but they're interviewing
a young school teacher

373
00:16:07,447 --> 00:16:10,408
}up in a part of Alaska
that had Kodiak bears.

374
00:16:10,951 --> 00:16:13,120
}Biggest bear, mammal,
on the planet.

375
00:16:13,204 --> 00:16:14,455
}I mean, monsters.

376
00:16:14,538 --> 00:16:16,582
}And she had this little
one room schoolhouse.

377
00:16:16,999 --> 00:16:18,209
}And she said

378
00:16:18,292 --> 00:16:21,170
}we're in bear country,
we know it, they're vicious.

379
00:16:21,504 --> 00:16:24,215
}So when they go out...
They said to go on recess,

380
00:16:24,298 --> 00:16:26,384
}every day
there are four students

381
00:16:26,467 --> 00:16:27,927
}that are assigned a task:

382
00:16:28,010 --> 00:16:30,137
}one faces north,
one faces south,

383
00:16:30,221 --> 00:16:32,098
}one faces east, one faces west.

384
00:16:32,431 --> 00:16:33,933
}They don't participate
in recess,

385
00:16:34,016 --> 00:16:36,395
}they simply watch the trees
and the surrounding area.

386
00:16:36,478 --> 00:16:38,397
}If they see a bear,
they say there's a bear,

387
00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,190
}they get the kids
inside the school.

388
00:16:40,649 --> 00:16:44,027
}And, uh, the comment was,
well, what if the bear gets in?

389
00:16:44,319 --> 00:16:46,363
}And she had this closet

390
00:16:46,446 --> 00:16:48,323
}with a large caliber rifle
in it,

391
00:16:48,407 --> 00:16:50,158
}and she said,
"If the bear gets in,

392
00:16:50,242 --> 00:16:52,327
}-that's what I do."
-That's the solution.

393
00:16:52,411 --> 00:16:54,454
}[man] What we need to think
about in our society

394
00:16:54,538 --> 00:16:55,747
}and in America overall

395
00:16:55,831 --> 00:16:57,499
}is what do you do
when the bear gets in?

396
00:16:57,582 --> 00:16:58,625
}[guard] Right.

397
00:17:00,712 --> 00:17:01,587
}[Diego] Take a shot.

398
00:17:01,671 --> 00:17:04,841
}[chanting]

399
00:17:05,550 --> 00:17:06,718
}I kinda have to pee.

400
00:17:07,427 --> 00:17:08,469
}-Let's go.
-Dammit.

401
00:17:08,553 --> 00:17:10,013
}You always gotta pee.

402
00:17:10,638 --> 00:17:11,848
}He always gotta pee.

403
00:17:11,931 --> 00:17:13,641
}-He's like, I have to pee.
-No, you don't.

404
00:17:14,017 --> 00:17:15,518
}-Hold it.
-Hold it.

405
00:17:15,601 --> 00:17:17,812
}Yo, I thought you were gnarly.

406
00:17:18,604 --> 00:17:20,273
}Yeah, but I'm not
about to piss on myself.

407
00:17:20,606 --> 00:17:21,733
}Just hold it.

408
00:17:23,109 --> 00:17:25,029
}So, apparently
my parents don't like it

409
00:17:26,280 --> 00:17:27,156
}when I go out...

410
00:17:27,698 --> 00:17:29,199
}-So...
-...of the house at night...

411
00:17:29,283 --> 00:17:30,326
}-Free Bateman.
-...and get back in the morning.

412
00:17:30,409 --> 00:17:32,536
}-This is like the symbol for it.
-I hate it.

413
00:17:32,620 --> 00:17:34,622
}So, like, "free Bateman,"
it's like that.

414
00:17:34,705 --> 00:17:35,914
}Now I'm in trouble.

415
00:17:36,749 --> 00:17:38,292
}I'm on house arrest,
I can't go anywhere.

416
00:17:39,752 --> 00:17:41,045
}[Marquel] Quesadilla.

417
00:17:41,545 --> 00:17:42,963
}[Diego] Cooking in the kitchen.

418
00:17:43,881 --> 00:17:45,132
}-That's so much better.
-[Diego] Is it?

419
00:17:45,215 --> 00:17:46,508
}That's so much better.

420
00:17:46,967 --> 00:17:49,429
}Yo, it's just the way it hits,
it's so much better.

421
00:17:49,512 --> 00:17:50,847
}But I, like, wasn't laughing.

422
00:17:50,930 --> 00:17:52,098
}That's how you know
it was serious.

423
00:17:52,182 --> 00:17:54,309
}-[Diego] Yeah, you were.
-Not when Shatira's crying.

424
00:17:54,392 --> 00:17:56,186
}I was like, shit,
what should I do?

425
00:17:56,269 --> 00:17:57,395
}You probably
should have stayed away

426
00:17:57,479 --> 00:17:58,563
}just a little bit longer

427
00:17:58,647 --> 00:18:00,940
}till she fucking broke up
with that dude.

428
00:18:01,024 --> 00:18:03,193
}Because you know there'll be
some fucking beef there.

429
00:18:03,276 --> 00:18:04,444
}-[Marquel] I don't--
-Now it's like,

430
00:18:04,527 --> 00:18:06,112
}I think that you should
fucking go up to her

431
00:18:06,196 --> 00:18:07,989
}which, I think you already have,
it's just...

432
00:18:08,073 --> 00:18:10,116
}Tell her, like,
"Oh, you know,

433
00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:11,326
}let's just be on good terms."

434
00:18:11,409 --> 00:18:13,704
}Like, it's not worth, like,
you guys having this little beef

435
00:18:13,788 --> 00:18:14,997
}where we're in the same room.

436
00:18:15,081 --> 00:18:16,582
}-Not even--
-[Diego] Literally don't even

437
00:18:16,666 --> 00:18:18,793
}let her talk, just tell her,
just be like, okay...

438
00:18:19,710 --> 00:18:21,253
}-You can't do that.
-[Diego] "We are good."

439
00:18:21,337 --> 00:18:22,463
}[Diego] Yes, you can.

440
00:18:22,546 --> 00:18:24,256
}Just fucking say, "We are good.

441
00:18:24,632 --> 00:18:25,466
}There's no beef.

442
00:18:25,549 --> 00:18:27,593
}I just don't wanna
fucking fight you anymore.

443
00:18:27,677 --> 00:18:30,096
}You're right, I'm wrong,
who fucking cares?

444
00:18:30,179 --> 00:18:31,305
}-Let's just be done."
-But...

445
00:18:31,389 --> 00:18:33,224
}I'm not arguing,
I'm probably gonna do that.

446
00:18:33,307 --> 00:18:34,183
}Okay?

447
00:18:34,266 --> 00:18:35,351
}-[Diego] You should do that.
-You don't know.

448
00:18:35,434 --> 00:18:38,021
}Like, there's history
more than just, like, this year.

449
00:18:38,105 --> 00:18:38,939
}[Diego] You like her?

450
00:18:39,022 --> 00:18:40,691
}-Yeah, you do like her.
-Yeah, I have, I have.

451
00:18:40,774 --> 00:18:42,859
}-And she likes you, too.
-[Mitch] Why not be together?

452
00:18:42,943 --> 00:18:44,111
}[Diego]
Because she has a boyfriend.

453
00:18:44,194 --> 00:18:46,196
}She has a crazy-ass
fucking boyfriend.

454
00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:48,448
}You guys like each other.
I don't know why

455
00:18:48,532 --> 00:18:50,158
}she doesn't just drop Robert

456
00:18:50,242 --> 00:18:52,119
}and you guys just fucking
be together.

457
00:18:52,828 --> 00:18:53,787
}I don't get that.

458
00:18:56,665 --> 00:18:58,542
}[smooth electronic music]

459
00:19:00,919 --> 00:19:02,213
}[Shatira] There's a bunny.

460
00:19:05,341 --> 00:19:07,969
}[Shatira]
I did contemplate a lot

461
00:19:08,052 --> 00:19:10,013
}that we were not gonna end up

462
00:19:10,096 --> 00:19:11,764
}being together
after senior year.

463
00:19:12,265 --> 00:19:14,017
}[Mitch]
What's up with you and Robert?

464
00:19:14,684 --> 00:19:15,810
}Just still friends.

465
00:19:16,269 --> 00:19:17,478
}I mean, we still hang out a lot,

466
00:19:17,562 --> 00:19:19,147
}'cause it's kinda, like,
hard to break up

467
00:19:19,230 --> 00:19:21,441
}after three years,
and be like, "Okay, bye!

468
00:19:21,524 --> 00:19:23,860
}Adios. You were
never part of my life."

469
00:19:23,943 --> 00:19:24,819
}So...

470
00:19:25,403 --> 00:19:28,782
}yeah, we still hang out a lot,
but not as much anymore.

471
00:19:34,204 --> 00:19:35,956
}-[Marquel] What's up, Shatira?
-Hello.

472
00:19:37,625 --> 00:19:39,960
}You interrupted my interview.

473
00:19:40,044 --> 00:19:40,919
}[unintelligible]

474
00:19:41,003 --> 00:19:42,921
}[Shatira chuckles]
Yeah, you do.

475
00:19:43,005 --> 00:19:44,131
}You tend to do that a lot.

476
00:19:45,424 --> 00:19:46,884
}-[Marquel] Are you mic'd?
-Uh-huh.

477
00:19:46,967 --> 00:19:48,218
}[Marquel] Are we gonna talk?

478
00:19:48,302 --> 00:19:50,012
}Talk about what? [chuckles]

479
00:19:50,095 --> 00:19:51,765
}-[Marquel] Are we gonna talk?
-No.

480
00:19:52,098 --> 00:19:53,350
}I was in the middle
of an interview

481
00:19:53,433 --> 00:19:55,727
}-and you just kinda rolled up.
-[Marquel indistinct]

482
00:19:55,810 --> 00:19:57,479
}-What?
-You know what I mean, though.

483
00:19:58,021 --> 00:20:00,565
}Oh, got you. Yeah, I guess.

484
00:20:01,107 --> 00:20:04,527
}Oh, God, Jesus.

485
00:20:06,446 --> 00:20:07,989
}He's more stressful
than Robert is.

486
00:20:08,740 --> 00:20:10,116
}[Mitch] Are you attracted
to him at all?

487
00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:11,743
}Oh God. [laughs]

488
00:20:11,826 --> 00:20:14,162
}I was not expecting
that question!

489
00:20:14,496 --> 00:20:16,666
}I mean, I find him attractive,

490
00:20:16,749 --> 00:20:19,085
}and I was going to pursue him
in a relationship

491
00:20:19,168 --> 00:20:20,544
}but he done fucked that up.

492
00:20:20,628 --> 00:20:22,672
}So... [laughs]

493
00:20:22,755 --> 00:20:24,590
}[Mitch] Are you nervous
about today at all?

494
00:20:24,966 --> 00:20:26,801
}Yes, because
I'm scared I'm, like...

495
00:20:27,718 --> 00:20:29,095
}I don't know.
I don't keep up to date

496
00:20:29,178 --> 00:20:30,888
}on current events,
'cause I don't have cable,

497
00:20:30,972 --> 00:20:32,640
}so, like,
I don't watch news or anything,

498
00:20:32,723 --> 00:20:34,892
}and I only see, like, news
on Facebook and stuff like that,

499
00:20:34,976 --> 00:20:37,645
}and then half the time
it's, like, fake. So...

500
00:20:37,728 --> 00:20:38,896
}Uh...

501
00:20:41,024 --> 00:20:42,776
}Current events...

502
00:20:42,859 --> 00:20:43,944
}Let's ask Siri.

503
00:20:45,445 --> 00:20:46,947
}What are some
racial current events

504
00:20:47,030 --> 00:20:48,699
}going on
in the United States right now?

505
00:20:50,659 --> 00:20:52,911
}'Cause we're not... [laughs]

506
00:20:53,620 --> 00:20:54,871
}Let me think about that.

507
00:20:55,664 --> 00:20:57,124
}American Civil Liberties Union

508
00:20:57,207 --> 00:20:58,458
}American crime event analysis,

509
00:20:58,542 --> 00:21:00,961
}racial profiling.
Oh, I got this.

510
00:21:01,295 --> 00:21:02,462
}Let's go.

511
00:21:02,546 --> 00:21:04,048
}[background chatter]

512
00:21:07,093 --> 00:21:09,387
}[Karen] All right,
welcome, welcome, everybody.

513
00:21:10,054 --> 00:21:11,055
}[Marquel] Yo.

514
00:21:11,139 --> 00:21:12,598
}[Karen] How's it goin'?

515
00:21:12,682 --> 00:21:13,725
}-[Marquel] What up?
-[Shatira] Good.

516
00:21:13,808 --> 00:21:15,351
}-[Karen] Public speaking.
-[Marquel] I know.

517
00:21:15,435 --> 00:21:18,354
}-Um, Marquel, Shatira.
-[Marquel] Yeah?

518
00:21:19,397 --> 00:21:20,648
}[Karen] Class is yours.

519
00:21:21,316 --> 00:21:22,483
}[Marquel] All right, y'all.

520
00:21:22,942 --> 00:21:24,652
}[Shatira indistinct]

521
00:21:24,736 --> 00:21:26,863
}[Marquel] Obviously I'm the only
black student in this class,

522
00:21:26,946 --> 00:21:29,867
}so we about to do
something today.

523
00:21:30,409 --> 00:21:32,202
}-Okay, well, let's not start...
-Um...

524
00:21:32,286 --> 00:21:33,746
}...the conversation like that.

525
00:21:34,121 --> 00:21:35,539
}We're gonna talk about race.

526
00:21:35,623 --> 00:21:37,958
}And I know a lot of y'all
are uncomfortable about it,

527
00:21:38,042 --> 00:21:39,752
}so, let's conversate.

528
00:21:40,169 --> 00:21:41,962
}What's going on
in this school right now?

529
00:21:46,175 --> 00:21:47,134
}Nobody?

530
00:21:48,969 --> 00:21:50,137
}Nobody.

531
00:21:51,138 --> 00:21:52,807
}Don't raise your hands,
just talk.

532
00:21:52,891 --> 00:21:54,142
}Conversate.

533
00:21:54,225 --> 00:21:55,101
}[student] Um...

534
00:21:56,269 --> 00:21:58,313
}I think that's a pretty
hard question to ask.

535
00:21:58,396 --> 00:22:00,398
}-Why?
-[student] Just 'cause, I mean,

536
00:22:00,482 --> 00:22:02,275
}It's not like
we're not gonna say anything

537
00:22:02,359 --> 00:22:03,526
}if we see a racist act,

538
00:22:03,610 --> 00:22:05,695
}or, like, if the conversation
comes up,

539
00:22:05,779 --> 00:22:07,822
}but I think why most people
didn't raise their hand

540
00:22:07,906 --> 00:22:09,783
}was because
maybe it's not, like,

541
00:22:09,866 --> 00:22:11,743
}it's not something
we're just talking about,

542
00:22:12,327 --> 00:22:14,120
}which it should be,
but it's just, it's--

543
00:22:14,204 --> 00:22:15,246
}-[Marquel] Right.
-Yeah.

544
00:22:15,789 --> 00:22:16,791
}[Shatira] Um...

545
00:22:16,874 --> 00:22:19,710
}How do you guys feel
about one specific teacher,

546
00:22:19,794 --> 00:22:21,253
}you might know
who I'm talking about,

547
00:22:21,337 --> 00:22:25,299
}who isn't supposed to share
their political views with us,

548
00:22:25,383 --> 00:22:28,219
}but she is Republican and she
is voting for Donald Trump.

549
00:22:28,636 --> 00:22:31,639
}I feel like
you can't really get mad at her

550
00:22:31,722 --> 00:22:34,517
}when there's another teacher
who's got a poster of Obama

551
00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:37,436
}on his wall, it's like,
you can't have it both ways.

552
00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:40,272
}You can't be like,
it's okay if you agree with me,

553
00:22:40,356 --> 00:22:42,776
}and it's not okay if you
don't agree with me,

554
00:22:42,859 --> 00:22:44,361
}you know what I'm saying?

555
00:22:45,529 --> 00:22:47,614
}[Marquel]
Your phone keeps buzzing...

556
00:22:47,698 --> 00:22:50,117
}[whispers] This is kind of
a little side conversation

557
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:51,618
}that is happening.

558
00:22:51,702 --> 00:22:54,496
}You guys are about to get back
into your test prepping?

559
00:22:54,871 --> 00:22:55,747
}Not today.

560
00:22:55,831 --> 00:22:57,958
}Marquel and Shatira,

561
00:22:58,041 --> 00:22:59,251
}they lead the class today.

562
00:23:02,379 --> 00:23:03,922
}-[Marquel] That's racism, dude.
-[student] How?

563
00:23:04,006 --> 00:23:05,341
}[Marquel] That is... yo.

564
00:23:05,758 --> 00:23:07,677
}-Ms. Karen.
-[Karen] Yes?

565
00:23:07,760 --> 00:23:09,595
}You see what they be sending
in your class?

566
00:23:09,679 --> 00:23:11,180
}You don't want to see? Look.

567
00:23:11,264 --> 00:23:13,808
}Actually, cellphones
need to get put away.

568
00:23:13,891 --> 00:23:16,227
}Why aren't you guys getting
ready for your test next week?

569
00:23:16,311 --> 00:23:18,521
}Ms. Karen,
I do suggest you go ahead

570
00:23:18,604 --> 00:23:20,773
}and get the ball rolling
on test preparation.

571
00:23:20,857 --> 00:23:22,775
}-[Marquel I have a suggestion--
-[principal] I'd love to--

572
00:23:22,859 --> 00:23:24,193
}-Marquel.
-[principal] You know what?

573
00:23:24,277 --> 00:23:25,653
}-I appreciate your suggestion.
-[principal] Marquel?

574
00:23:25,737 --> 00:23:26,738
}Let me tell you something.

575
00:23:27,030 --> 00:23:29,408
}Either you can come
and talk to me after school

576
00:23:29,491 --> 00:23:30,451
}of your own volition

577
00:23:30,534 --> 00:23:32,328
}because you wanna have
dialogue about this,

578
00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:35,080
}or I can make sure you come
and see me after school.

579
00:23:35,164 --> 00:23:36,540
}Do you understand
the difference?

580
00:23:36,874 --> 00:23:39,543
}-I understand the difference.
-[principal] That's enough.

581
00:23:39,627 --> 00:23:41,754
}I'd really love to talk
to you after class.

582
00:23:41,837 --> 00:23:43,547
}-[Karen] Absolutely.
-Thanks everybody.

583
00:23:43,631 --> 00:23:45,924
}[Shatira] I was upset
that the principal

584
00:23:46,008 --> 00:23:48,260
}kinda came in and fucked up
the whole conversation.

585
00:23:48,969 --> 00:23:51,680
}But there was some...

586
00:23:52,348 --> 00:23:55,602
}tension between me and Marquel,
because we didn't really know

587
00:23:56,519 --> 00:23:58,563
}what we were gonna
end up being, or...

588
00:23:59,481 --> 00:24:00,857
}what was gonna happen...

589
00:24:03,276 --> 00:24:04,861
}I'm here! So go ahead

590
00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:06,738
}-and say what you gotta say.
-[Marquel] You got the floor.

591
00:24:06,821 --> 00:24:07,989
}-You got the floor.
-[Shatira] Why do I have it?

592
00:24:08,073 --> 00:24:09,532
}[Marquel] I told you
it was going off-target.

593
00:24:09,616 --> 00:24:10,700
}[Shatira] You were the one
that came to me first.

594
00:24:10,784 --> 00:24:12,535
}-[Marquel] No. No.
-It was like, "Let's talk."

595
00:24:13,078 --> 00:24:14,746
}I thought
what happened was real,

596
00:24:14,829 --> 00:24:16,998
}but apparently you don't.

597
00:24:18,834 --> 00:24:20,586
}I just wanna be
on good terms, that's all.

598
00:24:21,003 --> 00:24:22,046
}That's all.

599
00:24:23,714 --> 00:24:26,050
}Well, Marquel, I don't know what
else you want me to tell you.

600
00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:27,385
}Like, I really don't, like,

601
00:24:27,468 --> 00:24:31,722
}I'm tired of receiving messages
talking about, oh, fuck you.

602
00:24:32,723 --> 00:24:34,684
}Basically, in all context.

603
00:24:35,726 --> 00:24:38,062
}I am, 'cause
that breaks my heart, a lot.

604
00:24:39,772 --> 00:24:40,648
}Every time.

605
00:24:40,731 --> 00:24:42,275
}You really think this is just

606
00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:44,027
}about you being
the one broken-hearted?

607
00:24:44,111 --> 00:24:45,696
}I'm not saying I didn't fuck up.

608
00:24:45,779 --> 00:24:47,447
}I said that
just the other night.

609
00:24:47,739 --> 00:24:49,282
}I said that last night, in fact.

610
00:24:49,366 --> 00:24:51,284
}-You did?
-Yeah, I know I did.

611
00:24:51,368 --> 00:24:53,161
}-You did?
-So you want me to apologize?

612
00:24:53,245 --> 00:24:54,705
}-That's what you want?
-That's what I said.

613
00:24:54,788 --> 00:24:56,748
}Okay. I'm sorry.

614
00:24:57,666 --> 00:24:59,835
}I apologize for everything
that I've done to you.

615
00:25:04,172 --> 00:25:05,924
}Like I say, you're not
even gonna accept it

616
00:25:06,008 --> 00:25:08,177
}-or think it's real anyway.
-I said okay.

617
00:25:08,970 --> 00:25:10,722
}You didn't say okay,
you looked away.

618
00:25:10,805 --> 00:25:11,848
}I said okay.

619
00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:13,516
}[chuckles]

620
00:25:13,599 --> 00:25:15,310
}-Damn, he heard it.
-Jesus.

621
00:25:16,936 --> 00:25:18,646
}[melancholic music]

622
00:25:31,618 --> 00:25:33,037
}Oh. Hi! [laughs]

623
00:25:34,079 --> 00:25:35,622
}I didn't recognize you.

624
00:25:35,706 --> 00:25:37,499
}-How are you?
-I'm good, how are you?

625
00:25:37,583 --> 00:25:38,417
}I'm good.

626
00:25:38,500 --> 00:25:40,169
}[Shatira] I have
only ever really had

627
00:25:40,252 --> 00:25:42,546
}like a good relationship
with one teacher

628
00:25:42,630 --> 00:25:44,340
}and I still failed their class.

629
00:25:44,423 --> 00:25:45,507
}But... [chuckles]

630
00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:48,677
}She also had, like,

631
00:25:48,761 --> 00:25:50,804
}the same personality
as Ms. Karen.

632
00:25:51,305 --> 00:25:52,306
}So...

633
00:25:55,018 --> 00:25:58,063
}In class, Marquel sort of,
like, steamrolled you.

634
00:25:58,438 --> 00:25:59,773
}-Dude?
-Yeah.

635
00:26:02,734 --> 00:26:04,903
}-Okay.
-[laughs]

636
00:26:04,986 --> 00:26:06,655
}And what about that?

637
00:26:07,072 --> 00:26:09,157
}Um, well, Marquel's stupid.

638
00:26:09,991 --> 00:26:11,409
}-What do you mean by that?
-[laughs]

639
00:26:12,243 --> 00:26:15,455
}When he said that he was
the only African-American

640
00:26:15,538 --> 00:26:16,790
}in that class, like...

641
00:26:17,749 --> 00:26:20,127
}I was a little dumbfounded,
and I was like, me, too.

642
00:26:20,211 --> 00:26:22,254
}It kinda caught me off-guard,
'cause I was like...

643
00:26:22,338 --> 00:26:25,675
}They would push you in a way
that wasn't babying, like,

644
00:26:25,758 --> 00:26:27,385
}They'd be like,
"Oh no, you got this."

645
00:26:27,468 --> 00:26:29,261
}Like, "What are you doing?
You know you're messing up."

646
00:26:29,345 --> 00:26:31,389
}And I know I need
somebody that's gonna be, like,

647
00:26:31,472 --> 00:26:33,724
}"Tighten the fuck up
and get your shit done."

648
00:26:33,808 --> 00:26:35,393
}You know?
I feel like it's because

649
00:26:35,476 --> 00:26:37,061
}that's how my mom was with me.

650
00:26:37,395 --> 00:26:39,397
}What's your favorite
sweet thing to eat?

651
00:26:41,649 --> 00:26:43,568
}-Favorite sweet thing to eat?
-Yeah...

652
00:26:44,403 --> 00:26:46,029
}-Favorite.
-Okay. Well...

653
00:26:46,113 --> 00:26:48,073
}-Here's the crazy thing.
-Okay.

654
00:26:48,156 --> 00:26:50,659
}So I don't really
like eating chocolate.

655
00:26:50,742 --> 00:26:52,411
}-Oh.
-It's not like...

656
00:26:52,494 --> 00:26:55,122
}It hasn't been a thing for me
for a long time.

657
00:26:55,205 --> 00:26:56,999
}-Who are you?
-I know.

658
00:26:57,082 --> 00:26:58,250
}I know. [laughs]

659
00:26:58,333 --> 00:26:59,501
}-It's kinda crazy.
-[Karen] Are you human?

660
00:26:59,584 --> 00:27:01,378
}[Shatira] 'Cause my mom's
like a chocoholic.

661
00:27:01,461 --> 00:27:03,672
}-[Karen] Chocolate's amazing.
-[Shatira] Yeah.

662
00:27:12,849 --> 00:27:14,350
}[grunting]

663
00:27:24,319 --> 00:27:25,153
}[grunts]

664
00:27:25,945 --> 00:27:29,574
}[guard] What if you actually
really cared,

665
00:27:29,657 --> 00:27:32,661
}and, you know, you've taken
that responsibility on

666
00:27:32,745 --> 00:27:33,746
}to the point where

667
00:27:33,829 --> 00:27:37,291
}if someone of these kids
gets injured or hurt,

668
00:27:37,833 --> 00:27:39,918
}or, God forbid,
killed in the school,

669
00:27:40,377 --> 00:27:42,838
}then I didn't take
every action possible

670
00:27:42,921 --> 00:27:44,089
}to protect them.

671
00:27:44,173 --> 00:27:47,384
}Whatever the case may be, um...

672
00:27:47,760 --> 00:27:49,303
}It's on my back.

673
00:27:50,304 --> 00:27:51,722
}[ambient music]

674
00:27:51,805 --> 00:27:52,640
}I mean,

675
00:27:53,599 --> 00:27:56,268
}I think there is
at least a metaphor

676
00:27:56,353 --> 00:27:58,229
}in the lifting thing
of you've gotta take it

677
00:27:58,313 --> 00:27:59,147
}a little bit further

678
00:27:59,230 --> 00:28:01,149
}if you are going to be
that protector.

679
00:28:01,691 --> 00:28:03,985
}What are you gonna do?
Just have a cellphone, call 911,

680
00:28:04,069 --> 00:28:05,028
}wait with everyone else

681
00:28:05,111 --> 00:28:06,696
}if something bad happens,
you know?

682
00:28:11,868 --> 00:28:12,869
}[exhales sharply]

683
00:28:15,914 --> 00:28:17,624
}[dogs whining]

684
00:28:26,384 --> 00:28:27,677
}So there it is.

685
00:28:29,470 --> 00:28:31,973
}I can open it up.

686
00:28:33,641 --> 00:28:34,767
}And it is...

687
00:28:37,353 --> 00:28:39,021
}an unloaded firearm.

688
00:28:40,648 --> 00:28:43,484
}Glock 19 nine millimeter.

689
00:28:45,278 --> 00:28:47,572
}[Mitch] And have you ever
had to use it?

690
00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:49,783
}Had to use it? No. No.

691
00:28:50,242 --> 00:28:52,869
}Never. No. Thank God, no.

692
00:28:53,912 --> 00:28:55,414
}[Mitch] I mean,
what would be a scenario

693
00:28:55,497 --> 00:28:57,708
}where you would potentially
foresee using it?

694
00:28:57,791 --> 00:28:59,001
}[sighs]

695
00:29:00,293 --> 00:29:01,169
}Um...

696
00:29:01,753 --> 00:29:03,130
}How many times do we need to see

697
00:29:03,213 --> 00:29:04,589
}these kind of things
happen around the world

698
00:29:04,673 --> 00:29:06,299
}to know that
the threat is there?

699
00:29:06,383 --> 00:29:09,345
}And I mean,
if you do have opposing groups,

700
00:29:09,971 --> 00:29:11,806
}somebody who would
take on the role

701
00:29:12,223 --> 00:29:15,518
}of defending or protecting
a group of people,

702
00:29:16,060 --> 00:29:18,604
}it would be nice to be able
to be that person.

703
00:29:18,688 --> 00:29:21,190
}I don't know if it's
a completely narcissistic thing,

704
00:29:21,274 --> 00:29:23,151
}but it would be nice to think

705
00:29:23,234 --> 00:29:27,864
}that your intention worked.
And you know what I mean?

706
00:29:29,574 --> 00:29:31,034
}[video]
Government was responsible

707
00:29:31,117 --> 00:29:33,286
}for protecting the citizens'
right to liberty,

708
00:29:33,369 --> 00:29:35,706
}but Muhammad Ali
brought attention to the failure

709
00:29:35,789 --> 00:29:38,042
}that the government
hadn't protected those rights.

710
00:29:38,417 --> 00:29:40,127
}Muhammad Ali is a bold icon

711
00:29:40,210 --> 00:29:42,338
}that continues to be
influential everywhere.

712
00:29:42,671 --> 00:29:44,506
}This was the draft of a legend.

713
00:29:44,590 --> 00:29:46,467
}[electronic beat]

714
00:29:49,345 --> 00:29:50,346
}That was awesome.

715
00:29:50,429 --> 00:29:51,430
}Thank you.

716
00:29:51,513 --> 00:29:53,390
}-Thanks for showing it to me.
-We tried.

717
00:29:53,474 --> 00:29:56,143
}Yeah, there is a reason
why I had to show you that.

718
00:29:56,226 --> 00:29:57,227
}I just want to, like,

719
00:29:57,311 --> 00:29:59,105
}so you could understand
where I was coming from

720
00:29:59,189 --> 00:30:00,315
}and why I got upset.

721
00:30:00,398 --> 00:30:03,360
}It kinda... It doesn't...
Of course, I didn't get drafted,

722
00:30:03,443 --> 00:30:04,527
}but it gives some context

723
00:30:04,611 --> 00:30:06,613
}and where I get inspired from,

724
00:30:06,696 --> 00:30:09,783
}and, like, why that upsets me
the way she reacted.

725
00:30:11,576 --> 00:30:13,370
}-Like, come on.
-It upset me too.

726
00:30:13,453 --> 00:30:15,080
}Like, let's be clear about that.

727
00:30:15,163 --> 00:30:17,290
}-That it really upset me too.
-Yeah. Yeah.

728
00:30:17,374 --> 00:30:19,709
}That she shut you down
in that way.

729
00:30:20,335 --> 00:30:22,755
}Yeah, respect
is one of the number one things

730
00:30:22,838 --> 00:30:24,215
}my dad taught me.

731
00:30:24,298 --> 00:30:26,092
}[Karen] Did you feel
respected by Ms. G?

732
00:30:26,175 --> 00:30:28,010
}Oh hell no.
I felt like she was...

733
00:30:28,094 --> 00:30:29,512
}I felt she looked at me
and was like,

734
00:30:29,595 --> 00:30:32,556
}this little ant
needs to sit down, so...

735
00:30:33,766 --> 00:30:34,600
}I don't know.

736
00:30:34,684 --> 00:30:37,603
}The outcome
of what that situation should be

737
00:30:37,687 --> 00:30:40,940
}is like, literally,
she should be listening,

738
00:30:41,941 --> 00:30:43,651
}'cause you don't want
to mute a voice

739
00:30:43,734 --> 00:30:44,902
}that actually has
something to say.

740
00:30:44,986 --> 00:30:46,989
}I think
you need to tell her that.

741
00:30:47,614 --> 00:30:49,032
}Yeah, I agree. I think--

742
00:30:49,116 --> 00:30:51,576
}And I think
if you admire Muhammad Ali

743
00:30:51,660 --> 00:30:55,122
}for sticking up
for his rights and his beliefs,

744
00:30:55,205 --> 00:30:56,498
}and going to jail for it...

745
00:30:56,581 --> 00:30:58,792
}Marquel, you're not going
to go to jail for this.

746
00:30:59,710 --> 00:31:01,420
}-You know?
-[Marquel] You've got a point.

747
00:31:01,503 --> 00:31:03,714
}Hey, but...
Yeah, I know that, but...

748
00:31:03,797 --> 00:31:06,508
}Like, when I first find out
something, I’m obviously...

749
00:31:07,217 --> 00:31:08,176
}too pissed off

750
00:31:08,260 --> 00:31:09,553
}-to even talk about it.
-[Shatira] Yeah.

751
00:31:09,636 --> 00:31:10,722
}That's why I'm saying, like,

752
00:31:10,805 --> 00:31:12,849
}it takes me a couple of hours
to calm down

753
00:31:12,932 --> 00:31:15,310
}to just figure out
what I want to say and, then...

754
00:31:17,520 --> 00:31:20,356
}Yeah, so it's not like
a big mess, like--

755
00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:22,483
}But you never do say
what you need to say, like,

756
00:31:22,567 --> 00:31:24,027
}you just sit there. [giggling]

757
00:31:24,110 --> 00:31:25,236
}Sometimes I just sit there

758
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:26,904
}because I feel like
you'll get defensive

759
00:31:26,988 --> 00:31:28,031
}about it, and, like...

760
00:31:28,614 --> 00:31:30,867
}I mean... I...

761
00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:32,994
}Yeah, it does irritate me
that you get defensive

762
00:31:33,077 --> 00:31:34,287
}over him, because...

763
00:31:35,205 --> 00:31:37,249
}I’m pretty sure
I've done so much more for you

764
00:31:37,333 --> 00:31:38,709
}than him, and...

765
00:31:39,209 --> 00:31:43,213
}I never deny that.
I never ever deny that.

766
00:31:44,256 --> 00:31:47,092
}I just don't want to see you
fall in love with somebody else.

767
00:31:47,176 --> 00:31:49,053
}That'll hurt me too much,
so I’ll be like, nah,

768
00:31:49,136 --> 00:31:50,596
}I’m done with this,
fuck this shit.

769
00:31:50,679 --> 00:31:53,432
}I just don't wanna...
You get what I’m saying.

770
00:31:54,016 --> 00:31:54,850
}Wow.

771
00:31:55,351 --> 00:31:56,185
}You know...

772
00:31:59,021 --> 00:32:00,857
}You just up and leave?

773
00:32:01,524 --> 00:32:03,735
}I mean, wouldn't you?
Like, say we were single--

774
00:32:03,818 --> 00:32:04,694
}[Shatira] But when I was talking
to Marquel

775
00:32:04,778 --> 00:32:05,779
}you didn't leave.

776
00:32:06,446 --> 00:32:08,365
}Okay, that's because
I had this feeling.

777
00:32:08,907 --> 00:32:10,784
}-[Shatira scoffs]
-That shit would not...

778
00:32:10,867 --> 00:32:13,161
}[Shatira] Well, obviously shit
would not work, but--

779
00:32:13,244 --> 00:32:14,704
}-Exactly.
-[Shatira] The key

780
00:32:14,788 --> 00:32:17,123
}to loving somebody
is forgiveness.

781
00:32:17,207 --> 00:32:19,709
}-[Robert] Exactly, and that's--
-[Shatira] And you forgive...

782
00:32:21,086 --> 00:32:22,212
}no matter what.

783
00:32:33,683 --> 00:32:35,476
}[Shatira] Grasshopper, dude,
I got all the...

784
00:32:35,559 --> 00:32:37,353
}That's not a grasshopper,
that was a leaf.

785
00:32:42,191 --> 00:32:43,442
}[knocking]

786
00:32:43,985 --> 00:32:46,028
}-[principal] Hey!
-[Marquel] How are you doing?

787
00:32:46,112 --> 00:32:47,613
}[principal] Good. How are you?

788
00:32:47,697 --> 00:32:49,032
}[Marquel] Not in the best mood.

789
00:32:49,658 --> 00:32:52,202
}[principal] Well I’m glad
to see you came by.

790
00:32:52,285 --> 00:32:53,120
}Give me just one second

791
00:32:53,203 --> 00:32:55,163
}to finish this
little sentence here.

792
00:33:07,300 --> 00:33:08,844
}[indistinct mumbling]

793
00:33:16,894 --> 00:33:17,770
}[Marquel] Okay.

794
00:33:18,187 --> 00:33:19,022
}So...

795
00:33:20,398 --> 00:33:23,443
}How are you feeling
since I saw you last?

796
00:33:23,526 --> 00:33:25,528
}-[Marquel] Not good at all.
-Okay.

797
00:33:25,862 --> 00:33:27,947
}[Marquel]
I’m feeling disrespected.

798
00:33:28,406 --> 00:33:29,657
}I’m feeling like...

799
00:33:30,783 --> 00:33:31,868
}honestly, you don't care.

800
00:33:31,951 --> 00:33:34,287
}I don't know if you understand

801
00:33:34,370 --> 00:33:36,122
}what me and the students
go through

802
00:33:36,749 --> 00:33:39,168
}in this school,
and what we put up with, but...

803
00:33:39,710 --> 00:33:41,378
}I feel like there's just...

804
00:33:41,462 --> 00:33:42,838
}You're here and I’m here.

805
00:33:42,921 --> 00:33:44,631
}We're on two totally
different levels.

806
00:33:44,715 --> 00:33:46,008
}Two totally different spectrums.

807
00:33:46,091 --> 00:33:47,676
}I understand what's going on
more than you

808
00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:48,927
}with the social life.

809
00:33:49,511 --> 00:33:50,971
}-Tell me what's happening.
-[Marquel] There's micro...

810
00:33:51,055 --> 00:33:53,098
}There's insults,
there's harassments,

811
00:33:53,182 --> 00:33:55,017
}there's jokes
constantly, non-stop.

812
00:33:55,100 --> 00:33:56,685
}"Oh, that’s some black nig--
would say."

813
00:33:56,769 --> 00:33:57,978
}White kids
are saying the N word.

814
00:33:58,062 --> 00:33:58,937
}For what?

815
00:33:59,897 --> 00:34:00,815
}It's like...

816
00:34:01,274 --> 00:34:03,693
}we get here, where, "Oh,
you've got to do the test,

817
00:34:03,777 --> 00:34:05,278
}you've got to do this,
the curriculum,

818
00:34:05,362 --> 00:34:06,237
}you just focus on that,"

819
00:34:06,321 --> 00:34:08,698
}but there's another layer
to this whole school.

820
00:34:09,616 --> 00:34:11,951
}-There is...
-You are absolutely right

821
00:34:12,035 --> 00:34:13,203
}that in a lot of ways

822
00:34:13,286 --> 00:34:18,792
}this school has not been
prepared for your needs.

823
00:34:19,459 --> 00:34:20,877
}-And--
-It's not all about me.

824
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:23,129
}I’m not focused on me.
I’m open minded.

825
00:34:23,213 --> 00:34:24,381
}I’m thinking
about everybody else,

826
00:34:24,464 --> 00:34:26,634
}-the next generation.
-I know you're not focused

827
00:34:26,717 --> 00:34:28,761
}on you, and that actually
what I’m asking you

828
00:34:28,844 --> 00:34:30,179
}to kind of shift a little bit.

829
00:34:30,262 --> 00:34:31,472
}-But I don't want--
-[principal] Now, hold on.

830
00:34:31,555 --> 00:34:33,808
}I want to make sure
that in the first year

831
00:34:33,891 --> 00:34:37,144
}that we put our arms around
a more diverse student body,

832
00:34:37,228 --> 00:34:38,437
}we don't have a dip.

833
00:34:38,521 --> 00:34:39,647
}-Do you know why?
-[Marquel] Wait!

834
00:34:39,730 --> 00:34:41,148
}-Do you understand why?
-[Marquel] Wait!

835
00:34:41,232 --> 00:34:43,150
}You're worried
that the minorities

836
00:34:43,234 --> 00:34:44,944
}-are going to create a dip?
-[principal] No.

837
00:34:45,027 --> 00:34:46,570
}[Marquel] See,
this is where you lose me,

838
00:34:46,654 --> 00:34:48,322
}because we're not
on the same page with that.

839
00:34:48,406 --> 00:34:49,324
}I don't understand why.

840
00:34:49,408 --> 00:34:50,617
}And if you guys won't care,

841
00:34:50,701 --> 00:34:52,619
}then I’m sorry,
I'll do it on my own.

842
00:34:52,703 --> 00:34:55,122
}[principal] Marquel, hold on!
-[Marquel] There's no way...

843
00:34:55,205 --> 00:34:57,416
}[principal] There's nothing
about this conversation

844
00:34:57,499 --> 00:34:59,459
}that should lead you
to think that I don't care.

845
00:34:59,543 --> 00:35:00,460
}I care about all...

846
00:35:00,544 --> 00:35:02,421
}Can you please have a seat?
Please.

847
00:35:02,504 --> 00:35:04,089
}[Marquel]
It doesn't seem like you do.

848
00:35:05,882 --> 00:35:08,593
}[principal] You're responsible
for coming here to school,

849
00:35:08,677 --> 00:35:11,471
}thinking about your own success,
and making that happen.

850
00:35:11,555 --> 00:35:12,514
}Okay?

851
00:35:12,597 --> 00:35:13,975
}I don't want you
to get distracted

852
00:35:14,058 --> 00:35:15,727
}by a whole lot of things

853
00:35:15,810 --> 00:35:19,689
}that don't necessarily need
your specific involvement...

854
00:35:26,195 --> 00:35:28,323
}[man] Do we have anything
going on Thursday night?

855
00:35:30,658 --> 00:35:32,952
}-Oh, my gosh, buddy.
-[boy] Yay!

856
00:35:33,911 --> 00:35:35,413
}Careful, careful, careful!

857
00:35:35,496 --> 00:35:38,375
}-[boy] Yay!
-Thursday night, the ninth...

858
00:35:40,961 --> 00:35:42,254
}-No.
-[man] Okay.

859
00:35:43,047 --> 00:35:44,590
}Do you want to see
what I can do?

860
00:35:46,967 --> 00:35:48,052
}Whoa!

861
00:35:48,135 --> 00:35:49,345
}[indistinct]

862
00:35:49,428 --> 00:35:50,679
}[principal] Pretty good. Look.

863
00:35:50,763 --> 00:35:53,974
}You've got this line,
and this line,

864
00:35:54,058 --> 00:35:57,686
}and this part of the line,
but look, it's missing...

865
00:35:58,562 --> 00:35:59,980
}this part going like that.

866
00:36:00,481 --> 00:36:02,359
}-[boy] Okay.
-[principal] Wait, over here.

867
00:36:02,442 --> 00:36:03,276
}Finish up your four.

868
00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:05,945
}No Mommy,
actually, I want to do it...

869
00:36:06,029 --> 00:36:07,739
}[principal] Are you going
to practice a four again?

870
00:36:07,822 --> 00:36:08,865
}-[boy] Um-hm.
-[principal] Okay.

871
00:36:08,948 --> 00:36:11,534
}[TV dialogue]

872
00:36:25,799 --> 00:36:26,884
}[teen]
Marquel's pussy-whipped.

873
00:36:26,967 --> 00:36:28,761
}[Marquel] Okay, but I’m not
as pussy-whipped as him.

874
00:36:28,844 --> 00:36:30,471
}-No! Listen!
-Oh, Marquel down!

875
00:36:30,554 --> 00:36:32,390
}His ass is whipped,
his ass is whipped.

876
00:36:32,473 --> 00:36:35,017
}My ass... Listen!
My ass is whipped.

877
00:36:35,101 --> 00:36:38,104
}-[all shouting]
-[Marquel] But worse... Listen!

878
00:36:38,187 --> 00:36:39,230
}We're all whipped,

879
00:36:39,313 --> 00:36:40,898
}but we're not as whipped
as this dude.

880
00:36:41,482 --> 00:36:43,192
}-I bet you gonna--
-Think about that!

881
00:36:43,275 --> 00:36:46,112
}[all shouting]

882
00:36:46,195 --> 00:36:47,863
}What? Wait, hold up. What?

883
00:36:49,407 --> 00:36:51,076
}-What'd you say?
-[student] Yo, what?

884
00:36:51,410 --> 00:36:53,120
}-What'd you say?
-[student] I was making a joke.

885
00:36:53,203 --> 00:36:54,496
}[Marquel] What was your joke?
I heard the N word.

886
00:36:54,579 --> 00:36:56,373
}I heard "pussy-whipped,"
so I said you were whipped.

887
00:36:56,456 --> 00:36:58,291
}-No?
-[Marquel] No, whoa! Hold up.

888
00:36:58,375 --> 00:37:00,085
}That shit's not funny.
Take that shit back.

889
00:37:00,168 --> 00:37:01,461
}-It's not real.
-[Marquel] Take that shit back!

890
00:37:01,545 --> 00:37:03,338
}-I take it back.
-[Marquel] Take that shit back!

891
00:37:03,422 --> 00:37:04,589
}[all shouting]

892
00:37:04,673 --> 00:37:07,592
}[Marquel] Not you!
Because that is not your word.

893
00:37:07,676 --> 00:37:10,178
}[all shouting]

894
00:37:10,262 --> 00:37:11,722
}[Marquel]
Man, put him on the ground!

895
00:37:12,347 --> 00:37:14,391
}-[indistinct speech]
-Hey!

896
00:37:14,474 --> 00:37:17,729
}[shouting continues]

897
00:37:17,812 --> 00:37:18,938
}Oh, no!

898
00:37:19,355 --> 00:37:20,982
}[student 2]
He wasn't doing nothing.

899
00:37:56,435 --> 00:37:58,729
}[Shatira] I felt like, kind of,
the crazy thing about...

900
00:37:59,772 --> 00:38:02,441
}the exhibit, was that, like...

901
00:38:03,233 --> 00:38:07,489
}He just did such simple things,
and I was like,

902
00:38:07,572 --> 00:38:11,117
}I guess art doesn't have
to be complicated, so...

903
00:38:15,038 --> 00:38:17,040
}I don't know.
I feel like as a photographer

904
00:38:17,123 --> 00:38:19,584
}you only stand out

905
00:38:20,377 --> 00:38:23,588
}if you do things differently,
and I’m not sure

906
00:38:23,672 --> 00:38:25,507
}I do do things differently
in photography.

907
00:38:25,590 --> 00:38:27,384
}I think I do
the same mediocre shit

908
00:38:27,467 --> 00:38:29,220
}that everybody else does
in photography.

909
00:38:30,304 --> 00:38:31,889
}I just want to be
more experimental

910
00:38:31,972 --> 00:38:32,807
}with my work,

911
00:38:32,890 --> 00:38:35,351
}and I don't know exactly
how to do that.

912
00:38:44,026 --> 00:38:45,236
}-[clatter]
-Oh, shit!

913
00:38:46,028 --> 00:38:48,155
}You want three
and a half ounces of this.

914
00:38:49,115 --> 00:38:49,949
}Like that?

915
00:38:50,783 --> 00:38:52,494
}And a shot of this.

916
00:38:52,911 --> 00:38:54,287
}I've never taken a shot before.

917
00:38:54,621 --> 00:38:56,540
}So I guess
we'll see how this goes.

918
00:38:56,623 --> 00:38:59,209
}All right, the moment of truth.

919
00:38:59,918 --> 00:39:01,253
}[Mitch] What's the moment
of truth?

920
00:39:01,336 --> 00:39:02,671
}This, right here.

921
00:39:02,754 --> 00:39:05,966
}We'll see if I can get
the darn thing on.

922
00:39:06,675 --> 00:39:09,428
}All right. Lights off.
Is it time?

923
00:39:11,847 --> 00:39:14,558
}[laughing] Oh, shit!

924
00:39:14,933 --> 00:39:16,728
}This is not happening.

925
00:39:18,938 --> 00:39:19,814
}Nope.

926
00:39:20,440 --> 00:39:22,233
}I don't know how people do this.

927
00:39:22,608 --> 00:39:24,694
}I do not know
how people do this.

928
00:39:25,153 --> 00:39:26,612
}[Mitch]
Yeah, I can turn it back on.

929
00:39:27,905 --> 00:39:29,615
}How was it being suspended?

930
00:39:30,199 --> 00:39:32,410
}I slept all day and cleaned,
and, like, cleaned the house.

931
00:39:32,493 --> 00:39:34,078
}I washed the bathroom, and...

932
00:39:34,620 --> 00:39:37,290
}swept, vacuumed everywhere,
and I went to work.

933
00:39:37,373 --> 00:39:39,667
}[quietly]
I’m cool here, turn it back on.

934
00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:46,091
}[rap music playing]

935
00:39:47,134 --> 00:39:48,177
}There's a problem with it.

936
00:39:48,260 --> 00:39:49,345
}It's distorted.
That's what I mean.

937
00:39:49,428 --> 00:39:51,388
}I’m trying to figure it
the fuck out.

938
00:39:52,473 --> 00:39:54,016
}I might just rerecord this shit.

939
00:39:54,099 --> 00:39:55,851
}♪ White on white
On the Bronco ♪

940
00:39:55,934 --> 00:39:57,436
}♪ Nigga's go high like Django ♪

941
00:39:57,519 --> 00:39:58,354
}♪ Fuck with the exodus... ♪

942
00:39:58,437 --> 00:40:04,610
}[rapping rapidly]

943
00:40:05,278 --> 00:40:06,988
}I'm a product of my environment.

944
00:40:07,072 --> 00:40:09,449
}We do what we have to do
in certain situations.

945
00:40:09,532 --> 00:40:11,743
}That's just kind of
how my upbringing is, so...

946
00:40:11,826 --> 00:40:13,745
}We have to push a person
to that level

947
00:40:13,828 --> 00:40:15,330
}to where they don't care
that much.

948
00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:17,415
}They don't care.
I can't be punked anymore.

949
00:40:17,499 --> 00:40:19,793
}Mostly what happens, I’m like...

950
00:40:19,876 --> 00:40:21,544
}I could be
in a different position

951
00:40:21,628 --> 00:40:22,712
}in two years
when I’m in college,

952
00:40:22,796 --> 00:40:25,006
}and be like, I’m dropping out,
focus on music and take off.

953
00:40:25,090 --> 00:40:26,299
}That's what a lot
of rappers do.

954
00:40:26,383 --> 00:40:29,595
}[smooth rap music]

955
00:40:42,692 --> 00:40:45,027
}[background chatter]

956
00:40:47,655 --> 00:40:49,448
}[Shatira] So, it was the day
after the election.

957
00:40:50,157 --> 00:40:53,829
}Everybody on Facebook
was like, "What the fuck!"

958
00:40:53,912 --> 00:40:55,706
}-[laughing]
-Like, it was, like, haywire,

959
00:40:55,789 --> 00:40:56,957
}and I didn't want
to go on there.

960
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,251
}I probably didn't go on there
for, like, a couple of days.

961
00:40:59,334 --> 00:41:00,502
}Like, I just...

962
00:41:00,585 --> 00:41:02,921
}I tried to keep my spirit up,
but at the same time,

963
00:41:03,005 --> 00:41:07,884
}I was, like, damn, like,
racism won, once again.

964
00:41:09,302 --> 00:41:12,305
}What are you going to say?
White privileged America.

965
00:41:12,889 --> 00:41:14,474
}So, that was crazy.

966
00:41:14,558 --> 00:41:17,310
}I watched it with my grandma,
because she's been sick

967
00:41:17,394 --> 00:41:19,856
}and been living with us.
She was just terrified.

968
00:41:19,939 --> 00:41:21,941
}She was like, "I do not want
to live in this society."

969
00:41:22,025 --> 00:41:23,276
}And that brought me to tears.

970
00:41:23,860 --> 00:41:25,653
}I kind of just...
I mean, I started a couple...

971
00:41:25,737 --> 00:41:28,406
}I did a rally with Jumper,
and that was cool.

972
00:41:28,489 --> 00:41:29,323
}It was motivational

973
00:41:29,407 --> 00:41:30,742
}because everybody
was crying on that day.

974
00:41:30,825 --> 00:41:31,951
}We were like we need
to get the people together

975
00:41:32,035 --> 00:41:33,327
}so they can get
their feelings out.

976
00:41:33,411 --> 00:41:35,246
}So we rallied up
the whole school on the rotunda,

977
00:41:35,329 --> 00:41:37,457
}and had, like, a little...
I don't want to say walkout,

978
00:41:37,540 --> 00:41:40,001
}but a little, like...
conversation.

979
00:41:40,084 --> 00:41:41,836
}It was a group of kids.

980
00:41:42,379 --> 00:41:44,840
}Basically everybody was like,
"Oh, let's do a walkout."

981
00:41:45,215 --> 00:41:47,593
}And then, Marquel loves to think
he's in charge of it.

982
00:41:48,093 --> 00:41:50,387
}So, him and Jumper were like,

983
00:41:50,471 --> 00:41:51,764
}"Oh, we're going
to do a walkout."

984
00:41:51,847 --> 00:41:53,432
}And then Marquel got mad.

985
00:41:53,515 --> 00:41:54,892
}[Mitch] Come on in.

986
00:41:56,060 --> 00:41:57,644
}Can you tell them
that they're beautiful?

987
00:41:57,728 --> 00:41:58,687
}Really fucking weird!

988
00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:03,901
}[door closing]

989
00:42:04,568 --> 00:42:06,488
}[Marquel] Goddamn!
I can't keep the door open!

990
00:42:07,322 --> 00:42:09,449
}-Jesus!
-[door lock rattling]

991
00:42:12,535 --> 00:42:17,582
}Just smile the anger away.
[laughing]

992
00:42:18,625 --> 00:42:20,585
}[student] I feel like there were
just so many people

993
00:42:20,668 --> 00:42:23,129
}that the principal had no choice

994
00:42:23,213 --> 00:42:24,923
}but to allow the rally,
you know?

995
00:42:25,006 --> 00:42:27,175
}I mean, all the security guards
were very tense,

996
00:42:27,258 --> 00:42:29,094
}like, standing around, like...

997
00:42:29,761 --> 00:42:32,098
}As if something
was about to happen, and...

998
00:42:32,682 --> 00:42:34,100
}People were crying.

999
00:42:34,809 --> 00:42:36,310
}People were sobbing.

1000
00:42:38,854 --> 00:42:40,064
}I don't like the dude,

1001
00:42:40,147 --> 00:42:42,525
}but this is a little overboard,
you know?

1002
00:42:42,608 --> 00:42:44,318
}It's not the end of the world.

1003
00:42:45,695 --> 00:42:46,862
}What, four years,

1004
00:42:46,946 --> 00:42:48,656
}and then it goes back
to normal, right?

1005
00:42:49,573 --> 00:42:50,658
}What's the worst he can do?

1006
00:42:53,744 --> 00:42:55,414
}It feels weird
editing this picture.

1007
00:42:58,375 --> 00:42:59,626
}[Mitch] What did you say to him?

1008
00:43:00,377 --> 00:43:01,670
}[student] I was walking by,

1009
00:43:01,753 --> 00:43:03,088
}they were talking
about being whipped,

1010
00:43:03,171 --> 00:43:05,257
}and I was like,
"Whipped, ha, ha, ha."

1011
00:43:06,591 --> 00:43:07,843
}I made a joke. He...

1012
00:43:08,969 --> 00:43:10,762
}Did what he did
and turned it into a thing

1013
00:43:10,846 --> 00:43:11,680
}where he's the victim

1014
00:43:11,763 --> 00:43:13,640
}instead of me making
a joke, you know?

1015
00:43:14,141 --> 00:43:15,976
}Apparently now
I’m not allowed to make jokes,

1016
00:43:16,059 --> 00:43:17,519
}although he's allowed
to make jokes.

1017
00:43:17,602 --> 00:43:19,522
}If I make a joke
I'm like a Nazi

1018
00:43:19,605 --> 00:43:21,524
}or a white supremacist
or something.

1019
00:43:23,151 --> 00:43:25,903
}I never liked talking politics
because I don't know anything.

1020
00:43:25,987 --> 00:43:27,363
}I don't know about politics.

1021
00:43:27,447 --> 00:43:29,866
}You know? Like, I know
what the media tells me,

1022
00:43:29,949 --> 00:43:31,492
}but I don't know
about the policies

1023
00:43:31,576 --> 00:43:32,994
}and all that shit, you know.

1024
00:43:33,077 --> 00:43:35,246
}But I don't know,
it's just dumb to ask me that,

1025
00:43:35,329 --> 00:43:37,540
}because, like, the day
that he got elected

1026
00:43:37,623 --> 00:43:39,083
}everybody was, like, crying.

1027
00:43:39,167 --> 00:43:40,460
}And that didn't...

1028
00:43:41,085 --> 00:43:42,628
}-I didn't cry at all.
-[Mitch] Why?

1029
00:43:43,463 --> 00:43:46,300
}I thought it was darkly funny.

1030
00:43:47,051 --> 00:43:48,761
}I don't know
how it's going to affect me,

1031
00:43:48,844 --> 00:43:50,929
}and I don't even know
if anybody knows

1032
00:43:51,013 --> 00:43:52,556
}how it's going to affect
anybody.

1033
00:43:53,265 --> 00:43:56,018
}Like, right now,
it's, like, a school,

1034
00:43:56,101 --> 00:43:58,520
}and, like, girls,
and, like, social stuff,

1035
00:43:58,604 --> 00:43:59,897
}and it's always been that way.

1036
00:43:59,980 --> 00:44:02,566
}Like.... Act natural, Sarah.

1037
00:44:03,442 --> 00:44:05,527
}All right,
back to the interview.

1038
00:44:14,788 --> 00:44:15,872
}Okay.

1039
00:44:16,623 --> 00:44:20,210
}So, here's the thing,
I’m mic'd up right now,

1040
00:44:20,752 --> 00:44:23,338
}but once we go to the car
I’m going to be not mic'd,

1041
00:44:24,339 --> 00:44:27,384
}so you're on camera,
but don't act weird, okay?

1042
00:44:27,926 --> 00:44:30,053
}Just act like cool, okay?

1043
00:44:31,054 --> 00:44:33,015
}Do a cool walk.
Why don't we walk this way?

1044
00:44:33,808 --> 00:44:35,393
}Oh, funny seeing you here.

1045
00:44:39,772 --> 00:44:43,109
}Marquel and, like,
Shatira as a main character,

1046
00:44:43,192 --> 00:44:45,152
}and I’m like a side character,
I think.

1047
00:44:45,236 --> 00:44:47,154
}Because this is the first
time I’m ever, like...

1048
00:44:47,697 --> 00:44:49,073
}He's just filmed me.

1049
00:44:51,534 --> 00:44:53,035
}[indistinct chatter]

1050
00:44:53,119 --> 00:44:54,912
}[Marquel]
People started being weird.

1051
00:44:54,995 --> 00:44:55,955
}People started acting all...

1052
00:44:56,038 --> 00:44:57,958
}In public, they started
thinking they could be slick.

1053
00:44:58,041 --> 00:44:59,543
}They started calling you
the N word

1054
00:44:59,626 --> 00:45:00,627
}when you was walking down.

1055
00:45:00,711 --> 00:45:02,671
}Just a whole bunch of stuff,
I think...

1056
00:45:02,754 --> 00:45:04,131
}Like, some people just thought

1057
00:45:04,214 --> 00:45:07,217
}they were more comfortable
with being prejudiced

1058
00:45:07,300 --> 00:45:08,802
}and discriminating.

1059
00:45:10,387 --> 00:45:12,097
}[student] That is so terrible!

1060
00:45:12,180 --> 00:45:14,391
}[video] ...put on a knit cap
and some dark clothes

1061
00:45:14,474 --> 00:45:17,185
}and get in his white Bronco,
and this recognizable person...

1062
00:45:17,269 --> 00:45:19,271
}...and how it didn't fit
and how something's wrong.

1063
00:45:19,354 --> 00:45:20,689
}-[Marquel indistinct]
-It occurred to me

1064
00:45:20,773 --> 00:45:21,983
}how they were going come here

1065
00:45:22,066 --> 00:45:23,526
}and stand up here
and tell you

1066
00:45:24,610 --> 00:45:26,821
}how O.J. Simpson was going
to disguise himself.

1067
00:45:28,322 --> 00:45:31,159
}Was going to put on a knit cap
and some dark clothes

1068
00:45:31,242 --> 00:45:32,869
}and he was going to get
in his white Bronco,

1069
00:45:32,952 --> 00:45:34,078
}this recognizable person.

1070
00:45:34,412 --> 00:45:37,498
}And go over...
and kill his wife.

1071
00:45:37,999 --> 00:45:39,500
}That's what they want
you to believe.

1072
00:45:39,584 --> 00:45:40,501
}[Marquel] That's okay.

1073
00:45:40,585 --> 00:45:41,794
}[student] Yeah, "That's what
they want you to believe."

1074
00:45:41,878 --> 00:45:43,421
}So, there's a girl...

1075
00:45:44,005 --> 00:45:45,674
}[video] He was going to put on
a knitted cap

1076
00:45:45,758 --> 00:45:48,427
}and some dark clothes
and get in his white Bronco,

1077
00:45:48,510 --> 00:45:52,931
}and this recognizable person,
and go over and kill his wife.

1078
00:45:53,682 --> 00:45:55,184
}That's what they want
you to believe.

1079
00:45:55,267 --> 00:45:56,935
}[fast music beat]

1080
00:45:57,019 --> 00:45:58,479
}I felt like that came in
way early.

1081
00:45:59,980 --> 00:46:02,858
}[indistinct rapping]

1082
00:46:12,077 --> 00:46:13,453
}[Marquel] Man, when you win,

1083
00:46:13,536 --> 00:46:17,165
}when I actually first
got on stage at the mic

1084
00:46:17,248 --> 00:46:19,793
}and I had a DJ up,
this is a show,

1085
00:46:19,876 --> 00:46:20,960
}but it was more like,

1086
00:46:21,044 --> 00:46:21,878
}"Well, you've got
to start somewhere,

1087
00:46:21,961 --> 00:46:24,464
}you've gotta do something."
So, I've...

1088
00:46:24,547 --> 00:46:27,967
}You know, they're not bad shows,
they're just stepping stones,

1089
00:46:28,051 --> 00:46:29,094
}they're baby steps.

1090
00:46:30,387 --> 00:46:32,347
}Life is short,
so we ain't got much time.

1091
00:46:32,430 --> 00:46:34,058
}You got to make do
with what you got.

1092
00:46:34,975 --> 00:46:36,686
}And they play some cool shit.

1093
00:46:38,062 --> 00:46:40,731
}That thing is bigger
than a tablet.

1094
00:46:41,273 --> 00:46:42,274
}[student] Yeah.

1095
00:46:42,858 --> 00:46:44,276
}-[student] She's talking to you.
-[Karen] Put it down.

1096
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:45,861
}-She's talking to me?
-[Karen] Yes.

1097
00:46:45,945 --> 00:46:47,613
}Who do you think I’m talking to?

1098
00:46:47,697 --> 00:46:49,407
}Who else has a phone
that's, like, the size

1099
00:46:49,490 --> 00:46:51,075
}of an encyclopedia?

1100
00:46:52,159 --> 00:46:53,285
}I mean, I like to learn.

1101
00:46:53,828 --> 00:46:55,871
}So, we're talking about
a fascist regime...

1102
00:46:55,955 --> 00:46:57,123
}[clears throat]

1103
00:46:57,707 --> 00:46:58,875
}And...

1104
00:47:00,627 --> 00:47:03,171
}So, if they started
making people wear bands

1105
00:47:03,255 --> 00:47:04,464
}in this country,

1106
00:47:05,090 --> 00:47:07,467
}denoting what denomination
they were,

1107
00:47:07,551 --> 00:47:09,928
}what color they were,
what creed they were,

1108
00:47:10,011 --> 00:47:11,638
}how they identified,

1109
00:47:13,014 --> 00:47:16,810
}would that lead you
to some sort of protest

1110
00:47:17,394 --> 00:47:18,687
}to do something?

1111
00:47:18,770 --> 00:47:20,814
}And it wouldn't
have to be violent.

1112
00:47:20,897 --> 00:47:22,233
}There are lots of different

1113
00:47:22,316 --> 00:47:25,069
}non-violent resistance
movements.

1114
00:47:25,153 --> 00:47:27,238
}I mean, Sophie Scholl
and the White Rose

1115
00:47:27,321 --> 00:47:29,157
}in Nazi Germany
being one of them.

1116
00:47:29,574 --> 00:47:31,701
}She could have kept
completely silent.

1117
00:47:32,243 --> 00:47:33,786
}She didn't have to act.

1118
00:47:34,245 --> 00:47:36,914
}She was only 21 years old.
She was only 21.

1119
00:47:37,915 --> 00:47:43,629
}And she knew the risks
of distributing these leaflets.

1120
00:47:44,422 --> 00:47:46,340
}She knew that she could
be caught at any moment.

1121
00:47:46,424 --> 00:47:50,345
}And they were,
because in January of 1943

1122
00:47:50,429 --> 00:47:54,016
}the University of Munich
had this huge riot

1123
00:47:54,475 --> 00:47:56,727
}because Stalingrad
had just been...

1124
00:47:56,810 --> 00:47:58,812
}Well, the Germans
had just been defeated

1125
00:47:58,896 --> 00:47:59,897
}in Stalingrad.

1126
00:48:00,481 --> 00:48:02,316
}So, University of Munich,

1127
00:48:02,399 --> 00:48:05,652
}which was full of artists
and critical thinkers,

1128
00:48:05,736 --> 00:48:08,113
}just erupted
with these huge riots.

1129
00:48:08,197 --> 00:48:10,449
}[overhead speaker] This is
district safety and security.

1130
00:48:10,532 --> 00:48:12,410
}Your school
is going into lockdown.

1131
00:48:12,494 --> 00:48:13,578
}This is not a drill.

1132
00:48:13,661 --> 00:48:15,455
}All students please report
immediately to the nearest...

1133
00:48:15,538 --> 00:48:17,791
}[Karen] All right guys,
you know the drill.

1134
00:48:22,128 --> 00:48:23,046
}Let's go.

1135
00:48:23,588 --> 00:48:25,298
}This half of the room
up against these...

1136
00:48:26,091 --> 00:48:27,425
}filing cabinets.

1137
00:48:27,926 --> 00:48:29,302
}Are you guys okay over there?

1138
00:48:32,472 --> 00:48:35,518
}[Shatira] I’m sure
it was either a threat

1139
00:48:35,601 --> 00:48:38,729
}that somebody made,
or there was a fight

1140
00:48:39,397 --> 00:48:40,439
}where a threat was made.

1141
00:48:40,523 --> 00:48:41,565
}it had to do something
with a threat,

1142
00:48:41,649 --> 00:48:43,192
}because otherwise
they wouldn't put us

1143
00:48:43,275 --> 00:48:44,151
}in a lockdown.

1144
00:48:46,612 --> 00:48:51,534
}I texted my mom
and I told her I love her,

1145
00:48:51,617 --> 00:48:55,663
}and, you know... I waited.

1146
00:48:59,083 --> 00:49:01,503
}Photography is all about
capturing the moments

1147
00:49:01,586 --> 00:49:03,755
}that are never going
to happen again, and...

1148
00:49:06,591 --> 00:49:07,634
}[camera clicking]

1149
00:49:07,718 --> 00:49:10,887
}That's what I did
with the photo of Ms. Karen.

1150
00:49:12,055 --> 00:49:15,600
}It would have been crazy
if something were to happen

1151
00:49:15,684 --> 00:49:18,019
}and then somebody
would have found my camera

1152
00:49:18,103 --> 00:49:21,398
}and it would have been
kind of dope

1153
00:49:21,481 --> 00:49:24,110
}to have that be the last picture
I ever took.

1154
00:49:29,407 --> 00:49:31,075
}We all go into...

1155
00:49:33,411 --> 00:49:34,579
}panic mode.

1156
00:49:37,165 --> 00:49:40,001
}We have no idea,
we have no idea,

1157
00:49:40,084 --> 00:49:45,256
}if we have
an active shooter on campus,

1158
00:49:45,339 --> 00:49:47,592
}or if there is...

1159
00:49:49,636 --> 00:49:56,560
}a direct threat to my class,
to one of my students.

1160
00:49:57,102 --> 00:50:01,065
}We have no idea what the heck
is coming down the pike.

1161
00:50:04,568 --> 00:50:05,527
}Yeah.

1162
00:50:05,611 --> 00:50:07,446
}No, I can totally
make that happen.

1163
00:50:08,655 --> 00:50:09,698
}So, a happy hour?

1164
00:50:10,282 --> 00:50:12,159
}Deal? Promise?

1165
00:50:12,786 --> 00:50:14,954
}Don't flake on me, bitch.

1166
00:50:16,039 --> 00:50:18,375
}[chuckling]

1167
00:50:18,792 --> 00:50:20,043
}No, I know you wouldn't.

1168
00:50:21,044 --> 00:50:21,878
}All right.

1169
00:50:22,545 --> 00:50:23,505
}We'll get together then

1170
00:50:23,588 --> 00:50:25,924
}and we'll talk more
about this nonsense.

1171
00:50:27,342 --> 00:50:28,426
}I’m scared.

1172
00:50:32,889 --> 00:50:35,725
}I am, I am... I'm nudging.

1173
00:50:37,061 --> 00:50:39,313
}Yep, well,
I also shouldn't be put on,

1174
00:50:39,397 --> 00:50:44,402
}like, some stupid probation
or being, you know...

1175
00:50:45,903 --> 00:50:49,323
}told that I can't sue.

1176
00:50:50,366 --> 00:50:51,325
}Sit!

1177
00:50:51,742 --> 00:50:54,995
}[chuckling]

1178
00:50:57,748 --> 00:51:00,251
}Animals are the best thing
in the world.

1179
00:51:00,751 --> 00:51:02,087
}Do you know why?

1180
00:51:02,170 --> 00:51:05,382
}Here's why:
they don't judge you.

1181
00:51:07,092 --> 00:51:09,553
}They don't judge you
for anything.

1182
00:51:10,345 --> 00:51:12,013
}[tense music]

1183
00:51:14,975 --> 00:51:34,370
}[inaudible]

1184
00:51:48,968 --> 00:51:51,305
}[Mitch] What are your thoughts
when teachers just disappear?

1185
00:51:51,805 --> 00:51:53,348
}What the fuck! [chuckling]

1186
00:51:54,349 --> 00:51:56,894
}I just think
it's unfair, like...

1187
00:51:58,145 --> 00:52:00,814
}[stutters] We should...
I think I have a right to know.

1188
00:52:02,816 --> 00:52:06,987
}I don't think it's fair at all,
that she's gone, honestly.

1189
00:52:08,113 --> 00:52:11,158
}Especially if, like,
they can't...

1190
00:52:12,743 --> 00:52:14,079
}They're just coming up
with stories

1191
00:52:14,162 --> 00:52:15,580
}to keep her gone, basically.

1192
00:52:15,663 --> 00:52:17,832
}They've probably wanted her gone
for a long time.

1193
00:52:18,291 --> 00:52:20,293
}She's a very outspoken person

1194
00:52:20,377 --> 00:52:23,004
}and not a lot of people
like that.

1195
00:52:25,590 --> 00:52:28,051
}Conversations were supposed
to be the solution.

1196
00:52:29,636 --> 00:52:31,179
}I feel like
that whole conversation

1197
00:52:31,262 --> 00:52:33,681
}kind of stopped
after she got fired.

1198
00:52:34,265 --> 00:52:38,354
}And I feel
like everybody is stuck.

1199
00:52:39,855 --> 00:52:40,981
}We're just stuck.

1200
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:49,073
}[police siren]

1201
00:52:58,165 --> 00:53:01,669
}[laughing]

1202
00:53:01,752 --> 00:53:03,422
}I told you I was going to laugh.

1203
00:53:04,089 --> 00:53:05,507
}-Here we go.
-[Mitch] Why're you gonna laugh?

1204
00:53:05,590 --> 00:53:07,342
}Because it's just awkward...

1205
00:53:11,054 --> 00:53:11,888
}for me.

1206
00:53:12,264 --> 00:53:13,473
}[Mitch] Why is it awkward?

1207
00:53:13,557 --> 00:53:15,267
}Because
we just don't talk anymore.

1208
00:53:16,393 --> 00:53:18,729
}Our last conversation was...

1209
00:53:19,438 --> 00:53:21,022
}when I told you...

1210
00:53:21,982 --> 00:53:25,861
}it wasn't fair
that you were trying for me now

1211
00:53:25,944 --> 00:53:27,572
}when you could have
been trying for me--

1212
00:53:27,655 --> 00:53:30,950
}Oh, yeah, that was high key,
I remember that shit, yeah.

1213
00:53:31,034 --> 00:53:32,827
}And then we never talked
after that

1214
00:53:32,910 --> 00:53:34,620
}because you got up
and walked away.

1215
00:53:36,372 --> 00:53:38,499
}[tense music]

1216
00:53:51,513 --> 00:53:53,182
}[background chatter]

1217
00:54:04,860 --> 00:54:06,195
}[lecturer]
You don't do anyone any good

1218
00:54:06,278 --> 00:54:07,404
}if you're doing a Hail Mary run

1219
00:54:07,488 --> 00:54:08,781
}like the Charge
of the Light Brigade

1220
00:54:08,864 --> 00:54:10,366
}up against an active shooter.

1221
00:54:10,449 --> 00:54:11,283
}So what you need to do

1222
00:54:11,367 --> 00:54:12,868
}is you have to make sure
you've got some tactics

1223
00:54:12,951 --> 00:54:16,247
}and some capability
to either contain

1224
00:54:16,331 --> 00:54:17,499
}or track the movements.

1225
00:54:18,083 --> 00:54:20,585
}That is time to act.
You've got to do something.

1226
00:54:20,668 --> 00:54:22,462
}You've got to either neutralize
that threat...

1227
00:54:22,545 --> 00:54:24,756
}You've got to have
that wherewithal to do it.

1228
00:54:24,839 --> 00:54:26,549
}Here's the other thing
you have to consider,

1229
00:54:26,633 --> 00:54:30,220
}is could you shoot... a child?

1230
00:54:30,303 --> 00:54:31,763
}[solemn music]

1231
00:54:31,846 --> 00:54:34,307
}That's a very difficult thing
for you to think about

1232
00:54:34,391 --> 00:54:36,476
}if you're carrying a gun
and working in a school.

1233
00:54:37,352 --> 00:54:38,728
}Can you shoot a child?

1234
00:54:40,314 --> 00:54:42,691
}As a person responsible
for the safety

1235
00:54:42,775 --> 00:54:44,819
}and wellbeing of children,

1236
00:54:44,902 --> 00:54:46,821
}you've got to be the adult
in the room.

1237
00:54:46,904 --> 00:54:48,322
}So, what you need to do

1238
00:54:48,406 --> 00:54:50,074
}is you need to daydream
and think.

1239
00:54:50,157 --> 00:54:51,992
}No different
than football players

1240
00:54:52,076 --> 00:54:54,745
}or baseball players
or anything else with a pop fly.

1241
00:54:54,829 --> 00:54:56,288
}You may be working out
in left field

1242
00:54:56,372 --> 00:54:57,998
}and never get a ball
the entire game,

1243
00:54:58,082 --> 00:55:00,418
}but that one time you do,
you've practiced,

1244
00:55:00,501 --> 00:55:02,753
}and you thought it through,
and you've brainstormed,

1245
00:55:02,837 --> 00:55:04,339
}and you've daydreamed
about what will happen

1246
00:55:04,423 --> 00:55:05,966
}if the ball comes
flying your way

1247
00:55:06,049 --> 00:55:07,759
}and how are you're going
to handle that.

1248
00:55:25,569 --> 00:55:26,987
}[Shatira] This is the most
devious thing

1249
00:55:27,070 --> 00:55:28,698
}I've ever done in my life.

1250
00:55:29,115 --> 00:55:30,408
}-[Mitch] For real?
-Yeah.

1251
00:55:31,659 --> 00:55:32,827
}I've never snuck out.

1252
00:55:33,411 --> 00:55:34,996
}I don't smoke, I don't drink.

1253
00:55:35,580 --> 00:55:37,999
}I've been grounded
more than a handful of times,

1254
00:55:38,624 --> 00:55:41,252
}but I've never been suspended
or expelled.

1255
00:55:42,295 --> 00:55:46,507
}You know, I feel like
there's been a lot of times

1256
00:55:47,967 --> 00:55:49,343
}in the past few years

1257
00:55:49,427 --> 00:55:51,345
}where I haven't said
what I should have said,

1258
00:55:51,971 --> 00:55:54,683
}and I don't want
to let things...

1259
00:55:55,350 --> 00:55:57,186
}Well, you know,
in terms of, like...

1260
00:55:57,978 --> 00:55:59,271
}something
that really affects me,

1261
00:55:59,354 --> 00:56:00,397
}I don't want to let it be.

1262
00:56:00,481 --> 00:56:01,482
}And...

1263
00:56:03,025 --> 00:56:06,862
}Everybody's always like,
"Oh, kids don't watch the news,

1264
00:56:06,945 --> 00:56:08,614
}kids don't care about
what happens nowadays.

1265
00:56:08,697 --> 00:56:10,741
}Kids don't this,
they don't that,

1266
00:56:10,824 --> 00:56:11,992
}they don't pay attention.

1267
00:56:12,076 --> 00:56:14,036
}All they do is pay attention
on their fucking phones,

1268
00:56:14,119 --> 00:56:15,954
}and yada, yada, yada."

1269
00:56:18,124 --> 00:56:19,167
}And...

1270
00:56:19,709 --> 00:56:21,878
}I just don't want to sit back
anymore.

1271
00:56:31,388 --> 00:56:34,099
}[foreboding music]

1272
00:56:56,831 --> 00:56:59,959
}[music accelerates]

1273
00:57:43,046 --> 00:57:45,506
}[Shatira] I don't know
if I would call it a story.

1274
00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:47,884
}I think
I would call it a memory,

1275
00:57:48,301 --> 00:57:49,427
}to be quite honest.

1276
00:57:49,510 --> 00:57:52,138
}Because it's not something
that's made up.

1277
00:57:54,266 --> 00:57:59,188
}Yeah, my life isn't a story,
it's more of a memory.

1278
00:57:59,271 --> 00:58:01,774
}[man] Hey! Hey! Stop!

1279
00:58:03,942 --> 00:58:05,194
}I've seen you! Stop!

1280
00:58:05,944 --> 00:58:07,029
}[gunshot]

1281
00:58:36,810 --> 00:58:41,898
}I feel like I kind of left
the old Shatira,

1282
00:58:41,981 --> 00:58:43,401
}and that's cool.

1283
00:58:43,484 --> 00:58:46,028
}[needle buzzing]

1284
00:58:50,533 --> 00:58:52,743
}I feel like I’m more afraid
of the future

1285
00:58:52,827 --> 00:58:55,287
}than I am of like, death,
at this point,

1286
00:58:55,371 --> 00:58:58,749
}because I’m like, damn,
I’m 18 now, like...

1287
00:58:59,208 --> 00:59:00,167
}Shit really happens,

1288
00:59:00,251 --> 00:59:03,504
}like, you actually
like, continue living.

1289
00:59:03,587 --> 00:59:06,215
}[laughs] Like, I guess,
like, all I thought

1290
00:59:06,298 --> 00:59:08,802
}after high school
was like death.

1291
00:59:08,885 --> 00:59:12,222
}[chuckles] But now I actually
have to go out and live my life

1292
00:59:12,305 --> 00:59:15,016
}and be 30, flirty and thriving.

1293
00:59:15,100 --> 00:59:17,436
}Like, I don't want to do that.

1294
00:59:17,811 --> 00:59:19,062
}I've never planned on that.

1295
00:59:19,146 --> 00:59:20,355
}I've only seen it in the movies

1296
00:59:20,439 --> 00:59:22,399
}and I don't feel like
it's realistic.

1297
00:59:38,040 --> 00:59:39,625
}[electronic music]