1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:38,138 --> 00:00:42,074 Life is an immobile, locked, 4 00:00:42,109 --> 00:00:45,033 three-handed struggle between your wants, 5 00:00:45,068 --> 00:00:48,311 the world's for you, and worse. 6 00:00:49,875 --> 00:00:51,974 The unbeatable slow machine, 7 00:00:53,043 --> 00:00:54,515 that brings what you'll get. 8 00:00:56,189 --> 00:01:00,125 Blocked, they strain round a hollow stasis 9 00:01:01,194 --> 00:01:05,130 of havings-to, fear, faces. 10 00:01:06,694 --> 00:01:08,760 Days sift down it constantly. 11 00:01:10,467 --> 00:01:11,235 Years. 12 00:01:24,415 --> 00:01:29,418 - No, it's in a movie! 13 00:01:34,557 --> 00:01:39,054 No, he's behind the curtain! 14 00:01:40,497 --> 00:01:44,763 It's a little boy ghost. 15 00:01:48,098 --> 00:01:50,571 - It's my bet, he's so , I love her so much. 16 00:01:50,606 --> 00:01:52,507 Yeah, I'll be right out! 17 00:01:53,741 --> 00:01:57,182 - I really, I really love her. 18 00:01:59,219 --> 00:02:01,516 You didn't know, you didn't know you were like- 19 00:02:01,551 --> 00:02:02,979 Hello. 20 00:02:08,624 --> 00:02:11,559 My whole body's swollen. 21 00:02:27,643 --> 00:02:29,313 - Hey, this you? 22 00:02:29,348 --> 00:02:30,743 - Yeah, yeah. 23 00:02:30,778 --> 00:02:32,316 That's all you got? 24 00:02:32,351 --> 00:02:35,385 - It's all I have in the world, man in a van. 25 00:02:35,420 --> 00:02:36,221 Let's go. 26 00:02:40,359 --> 00:02:42,425 - I just think it's weird. 27 00:02:42,460 --> 00:02:44,823 - Since when are you so particular about who crashes here 28 00:02:44,858 --> 00:02:45,626 for a few days? - We're supposed 29 00:02:45,661 --> 00:02:46,561 to be working. 30 00:02:46,596 --> 00:02:48,233 - She's not gonna be in the way. 31 00:02:48,268 --> 00:02:49,564 She has nowhere to go. 32 00:02:49,599 --> 00:02:52,127 These roommates of hers are really terrible. 33 00:02:52,162 --> 00:02:54,129 She said she was afraid of retribution. 34 00:02:54,164 --> 00:02:55,735 - What? 35 00:02:55,770 --> 00:02:58,342 - That was the word she used, that's heavy shit, Eleanor. 36 00:02:58,377 --> 00:02:59,904 - Retribution? Hey, Danielle. 37 00:03:01,512 --> 00:03:03,072 Hey. 38 00:03:03,107 --> 00:03:05,679 - Hey, ah, what kind of retribution? 39 00:03:05,714 --> 00:03:09,221 - Oh, well, actual physical. 40 00:03:09,256 --> 00:03:12,015 See, they know I was the one who called 41 00:03:12,050 --> 00:03:13,852 Brittany's mom about the cocaine. 42 00:03:13,887 --> 00:03:15,590 After my bag got stolen right out of the apartment, 43 00:03:15,625 --> 00:03:18,021 they have all sorts coming in and out lately. 44 00:03:18,056 --> 00:03:20,463 People who aren't exactly part of my demo, you know? 45 00:03:20,498 --> 00:03:21,992 Woke up in bed the other night 46 00:03:22,027 --> 00:03:24,566 with a big Latin guy standing over me, high as hell. 47 00:03:24,601 --> 00:03:26,194 Said he was looking for the bathroom, 48 00:03:26,229 --> 00:03:28,900 but, felt like a warning. 49 00:03:28,935 --> 00:03:31,408 Had to get out, had to get out today, 50 00:03:31,443 --> 00:03:33,608 and I'm awfully sorry. - Your demo? 51 00:03:33,643 --> 00:03:35,203 - I'm sorry, was that... 52 00:03:35,238 --> 00:03:38,041 - You don't think they followed us, do you? 53 00:03:40,287 --> 00:03:44,982 - Um, I don't have any advice to give you guys, 54 00:03:45,017 --> 00:03:46,016 just play it better. 55 00:03:47,921 --> 00:03:49,217 Okay? 56 00:03:49,252 --> 00:03:51,461 Yeah, I know, let's drink some water. 57 00:04:16,356 --> 00:04:19,885 in deep distress 58 00:04:27,928 --> 00:04:32,337 someone her age 59 00:04:32,372 --> 00:04:36,033 no, you hate him 60 00:04:40,347 --> 00:04:44,239 about cruelty 61 00:04:53,789 --> 00:04:58,330 the bond, oh no 62 00:05:43,872 --> 00:05:45,509 - I know it's not interesting, 63 00:05:45,544 --> 00:05:48,512 but pencils are a thing that we need. 64 00:05:48,547 --> 00:05:50,206 So somebody's gotta go. 65 00:05:52,078 --> 00:05:54,276 I can't, I've got company. 66 00:05:58,381 --> 00:05:59,182 Alright. 67 00:06:00,383 --> 00:06:02,988 Well, send Barry out for them, what's he doing? 68 00:06:03,023 --> 00:06:04,627 - Excuse me. 69 00:06:04,662 --> 00:06:05,694 - Oh, hello. 70 00:06:07,258 --> 00:06:09,401 My name's Gerard. 71 00:06:09,436 --> 00:06:11,667 You were really full of beans last night. 72 00:06:13,473 --> 00:06:16,474 Oh, don't worry, you're unviolated. 73 00:06:16,509 --> 00:06:19,334 Where were you afraid you were when you woke up? 74 00:06:19,369 --> 00:06:21,479 - In a stranger's apartment? 75 00:06:21,514 --> 00:06:23,041 Where's my phone? 76 00:06:24,242 --> 00:06:25,582 - Ah, well, it won't work in here, 77 00:06:25,617 --> 00:06:27,782 but your bag's on the floor beside the bed. 78 00:06:28,983 --> 00:06:30,884 Yeah, you know, you were, 79 00:06:30,919 --> 00:06:32,347 you were trying to hail a cab, 80 00:06:32,382 --> 00:06:33,953 but you were kind of alienating all the drivers. 81 00:06:33,988 --> 00:06:36,659 - I don't remember anything. - I was worried, you know, 82 00:06:36,694 --> 00:06:40,432 because you're teetering all over the road 83 00:06:40,467 --> 00:06:43,226 and terrible things happen to drunk women in this city. 84 00:06:44,427 --> 00:06:45,998 I told you it's not gonna work in here. 85 00:06:46,033 --> 00:06:48,572 - Yours did, hey, who are you anyway? 86 00:06:48,607 --> 00:06:51,542 - Gerard, I work in law enforcement. 87 00:06:52,512 --> 00:06:54,369 You wanna have some breakfast? 88 00:06:54,404 --> 00:06:57,515 - I don't, this is your place? 89 00:06:57,550 --> 00:06:59,374 Hm, it belongs to the department. 90 00:06:59,409 --> 00:07:01,112 - And where did you sleep last night? 91 00:07:01,147 --> 00:07:02,487 - Oh, I didn't. 92 00:07:04,557 --> 00:07:07,591 Ooh! 93 00:07:07,626 --> 00:07:10,858 Yeah, still muzzy, I bet. - Oh, God. 94 00:07:10,893 --> 00:07:13,861 - Come on, let me get you a bite to eat downstairs. 95 00:07:13,896 --> 00:07:15,500 You wouldn't know how to find your way home 96 00:07:15,535 --> 00:07:16,567 from here anyway. 97 00:07:21,838 --> 00:07:23,475 - Show me your badge. 98 00:07:31,584 --> 00:07:33,441 Which borough are we in? 99 00:07:33,476 --> 00:07:35,344 - Queens technically. 100 00:07:36,589 --> 00:07:38,589 - And you're in law enforcement? 101 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:42,692 - Yep, NYPD Intel, not to be confused with those jokers 102 00:07:42,727 --> 00:07:45,156 over at the Joint Terrorism Taskforce, 103 00:07:45,191 --> 00:07:47,532 those guys are all deputized 104 00:07:47,567 --> 00:07:50,062 and I will not be so crass as to tell you what I, think, 105 00:07:50,097 --> 00:07:52,504 that is a cinnamon, oh, that was quick. 106 00:07:55,542 --> 00:07:57,707 - And you do what exactly? 107 00:07:57,742 --> 00:08:01,744 - Well, let's see, you know those uniformed, PD thugs, 108 00:08:01,779 --> 00:08:04,076 who are always accidentally killing people? 109 00:08:04,111 --> 00:08:05,847 Ah-huh. 110 00:08:05,882 --> 00:08:08,443 - Well, when I eliminate someone, 111 00:08:08,478 --> 00:08:11,655 the action is always sanctioned and covert. 112 00:08:11,690 --> 00:08:13,382 - You're sort of whimsical? 113 00:08:13,417 --> 00:08:14,955 Yeah, well, you gotta be, 114 00:08:14,990 --> 00:08:16,693 if you're gonna do the big work. 115 00:08:16,728 --> 00:08:18,695 - Oh and if I raise the slightest objection to that work, 116 00:08:18,730 --> 00:08:20,565 you're gonna tell me the world's a dangerous place 117 00:08:20,600 --> 00:08:22,633 and that I don't understand anything. 118 00:08:23,702 --> 00:08:25,504 - Understand isn't the word I'd use. 119 00:08:26,837 --> 00:08:28,133 You're an actress? 120 00:08:29,301 --> 00:08:32,676 - How do you know what I do? 121 00:08:32,711 --> 00:08:33,710 Have I a file? 122 00:08:36,143 --> 00:08:39,045 - Maybe, no, I've seen you on stage. 123 00:08:41,313 --> 00:08:43,885 Yeah, really, in a Richard Foreman show 124 00:08:43,920 --> 00:08:45,821 back when he was still down on St. Mark's. 125 00:08:45,856 --> 00:08:49,561 There was a lot of um, wire 126 00:08:49,596 --> 00:08:52,597 and, and, sledgehammers, chalkboards. 127 00:08:54,601 --> 00:08:57,965 Yeah, my fiancee, Lysette is a big aficionado 128 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:01,496 of you know, so called downtown theater, 129 00:09:01,531 --> 00:09:04,840 although lately she say I watch too much video. 130 00:09:04,875 --> 00:09:06,776 But you were really great in the play, 131 00:09:08,571 --> 00:09:11,946 even if I don't know exactly what I mean by that. 132 00:09:11,981 --> 00:09:15,818 But what you were doing was so strenuous. 133 00:09:17,349 --> 00:09:20,449 - How does Lysette feel about you being out all night? 134 00:09:20,484 --> 00:09:22,517 - I don't know, it happens, Lysette, look, 135 00:09:22,552 --> 00:09:25,894 Lysette gets me for the most part. 136 00:09:27,667 --> 00:09:31,669 So things aren't going so well career wise, huh? 137 00:09:31,704 --> 00:09:33,902 - A girl can have a drink for any old reason. 138 00:09:35,433 --> 00:09:36,674 You're intel work? 139 00:09:38,601 --> 00:09:40,568 - Yeah, you know, I shouldn't have said anything, 140 00:09:40,603 --> 00:09:43,010 but I feel comfortable with you, you know, 141 00:09:43,045 --> 00:09:46,046 there's something about easing a woman's shoes off for her. 142 00:09:46,081 --> 00:09:47,377 - Counter terrorism? 143 00:09:48,721 --> 00:09:50,952 - Yeah, and all that that word entails. 144 00:09:50,987 --> 00:09:54,824 My department has international reach, 145 00:09:57,697 --> 00:09:59,422 I know, I know, I'm the devil, right? 146 00:09:59,457 --> 00:10:01,358 This is where you reach for your revolver. 147 00:10:01,393 --> 00:10:03,668 - It just seems like a grand misadventure to me. 148 00:10:05,738 --> 00:10:07,705 - You read that phrase somewhere. 149 00:10:09,742 --> 00:10:11,940 No, grand isn't the right word, too much blood. 150 00:10:13,207 --> 00:10:14,602 But hey, think what you want, you know, 151 00:10:14,637 --> 00:10:16,813 you'll be back to your demographic soon enough. 152 00:10:16,848 --> 00:10:19,717 - My demographic? - Hm-mm, Brooklyn. 153 00:10:21,479 --> 00:10:22,918 Christ, what is Brooklyn anymore? 154 00:10:22,953 --> 00:10:26,614 Brooklyn is a white toddler in a Run DMC T-shirt. 155 00:10:29,421 --> 00:10:31,828 I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna defend myself to you, 156 00:10:31,863 --> 00:10:34,699 I'm just gonna continue to feel good about the fact 157 00:10:34,734 --> 00:10:36,899 that I have helped to prevent things, 158 00:10:36,934 --> 00:10:39,099 that might have hurt you. - Like what? 159 00:10:40,630 --> 00:10:44,599 - I can't go into details, but it would've been painful 160 00:10:44,634 --> 00:10:46,535 and it would've been slow 161 00:10:46,570 --> 00:10:49,538 and it would've happened to a crowd. 162 00:10:49,573 --> 00:10:52,013 You would've had to watch everybody else suffering, 163 00:10:52,048 --> 00:10:54,411 even while you, you know, because it's, it's funny, 164 00:10:54,446 --> 00:10:56,479 everybody's afraid of kicking it alone, 165 00:10:56,514 --> 00:10:59,350 but I for one can't think of anything worse 166 00:10:59,385 --> 00:11:03,860 than a deliberately paced, collective perishing, 167 00:11:03,895 --> 00:11:06,995 be it like you're all dying in front of me or... 168 00:11:11,595 --> 00:11:12,671 - I don't believe you. 169 00:11:14,939 --> 00:11:16,708 - You gonna eat that? 170 00:11:24,674 --> 00:11:26,443 We can, we can meet again if you want to. 171 00:11:26,478 --> 00:11:28,643 I don't think so. 172 00:11:28,678 --> 00:11:31,679 - Ah, if it'd help you professionally, you know. 173 00:11:31,714 --> 00:11:33,285 See, I've already, 174 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:35,727 I've already developed a sort of affection for you. 175 00:11:35,762 --> 00:11:37,487 - How does meeting you again professionally help me? 176 00:11:37,522 --> 00:11:39,456 - But that's my curse, you know, 177 00:11:39,491 --> 00:11:41,359 I'm emotionally promiscuous. 178 00:11:42,527 --> 00:11:45,264 I like to think it comes from a sort of, 179 00:11:45,299 --> 00:11:47,332 well, what I hope is a healthy curiosity. 180 00:11:47,367 --> 00:11:50,709 You know, I couldn't do the work I do, if I wasn't curious. 181 00:11:51,976 --> 00:11:54,944 But there are, there are risks, you know, to be sure. 182 00:11:56,783 --> 00:11:58,981 Hey, hey, hey, wait. - Bye. 183 00:11:59,016 --> 00:11:59,916 - Hey, hey. 184 00:12:00,919 --> 00:12:01,852 Here. 185 00:12:02,745 --> 00:12:03,755 Take it. 186 00:12:08,861 --> 00:12:11,191 - Hey, did you really ever kill anyone? 187 00:12:13,393 --> 00:12:14,964 - I've felt like it though. 188 00:13:55,968 --> 00:13:57,297 - Did we wake you? 189 00:13:57,332 --> 00:13:58,826 - I was already awake. 190 00:13:58,861 --> 00:14:00,905 Couldn't sleep for all the quiet last night. 191 00:14:00,940 --> 00:14:04,700 Totally. 192 00:14:06,275 --> 00:14:07,538 You wanna play? 193 00:14:08,508 --> 00:14:09,914 - No, thanks. 194 00:14:09,949 --> 00:14:13,214 Never been for me, never liked the sounds, 195 00:14:13,249 --> 00:14:14,842 all that crashing and grunting. 196 00:14:14,877 --> 00:14:16,481 This is touch. 197 00:14:16,516 --> 00:14:19,550 - 10 pounds of extra clothes just to play a Goddamn game, 198 00:14:19,585 --> 00:14:22,355 never made sense to me, none of it. 199 00:14:24,997 --> 00:14:26,359 Y'all get a newspaper up here? 200 00:14:26,394 --> 00:14:30,759 Get a paper, a paper, no. 201 00:14:30,794 --> 00:14:32,937 What are you reading? 202 00:14:32,972 --> 00:14:34,939 - I just found it on the shelf. 203 00:14:37,009 --> 00:14:40,109 - "Children dissipate the longing for immorality." 204 00:14:40,144 --> 00:14:41,671 - No, immortality. 205 00:14:41,706 --> 00:14:45,884 - "Which is the compensation of the childless writer's work, 206 00:14:47,316 --> 00:14:49,316 but it is not only a question of children or children, 207 00:14:49,351 --> 00:14:52,550 there is a moment when the cult of home and happiness 208 00:14:52,585 --> 00:14:54,926 becomes harmful on domestic happiness." 209 00:14:54,961 --> 00:14:56,686 - You know what? - Damn. 210 00:14:56,721 --> 00:14:58,094 - I think I will play. 211 00:14:59,790 --> 00:15:00,591 - Alright. 212 00:15:03,167 --> 00:15:04,969 Come on, guys, we can do this, just go long, 213 00:15:05,004 --> 00:15:06,564 we're gonna go head that way. - I just throw it, right? 214 00:15:06,599 --> 00:15:09,105 - Yeah, I'm gonna throw it right, ready? Hut! 215 00:15:09,140 --> 00:15:10,403 Hut! 216 00:15:10,438 --> 00:15:11,470 Hike! 217 00:15:11,505 --> 00:15:12,702 Go, go, go, go, go! - Ah! 218 00:15:12,737 --> 00:15:14,176 - Back, back! 219 00:15:14,211 --> 00:15:16,904 - Fuck, fuck! 220 00:15:16,939 --> 00:15:17,740 Fuck! 221 00:15:19,150 --> 00:15:21,678 - I'm fine, I'm fine. - Why didn't you catch it? 222 00:15:21,713 --> 00:15:23,086 - Jim, you know what? - I'm a mess 223 00:15:23,121 --> 00:15:26,155 at this football nonsense. - It's not nonsense. 224 00:15:39,731 --> 00:15:40,532 Hmm! 225 00:15:41,832 --> 00:15:43,733 - Of course Sweden is a vastly different country 226 00:15:43,768 --> 00:15:46,703 in terms of its relationship to addiction. 227 00:15:46,738 --> 00:15:48,144 The state provides treatment 228 00:15:48,179 --> 00:15:52,445 just like it would any other disease, but you know what, 229 00:15:52,480 --> 00:15:55,910 I've found something and I don't know how this sounds 230 00:15:55,945 --> 00:15:58,990 or if this is the right place to say this, 231 00:15:59,025 --> 00:16:00,222 but I like the shame. 232 00:16:01,456 --> 00:16:04,457 It has benefited me to feel embarrassed. 233 00:16:04,492 --> 00:16:06,855 No, but that's how we grow, right? 234 00:16:06,890 --> 00:16:11,365 Not just the self care, but the intense self laceration. 235 00:16:13,039 --> 00:16:15,468 I mean, based on standards that are not even ours, 236 00:16:15,503 --> 00:16:18,042 I mean, why are we here right now by and large? 237 00:16:18,077 --> 00:16:23,080 Because we embarrassed ourselves at a wedding or a picnic. 238 00:16:23,676 --> 00:16:24,246 - Yeah. - Right? 239 00:16:24,281 --> 00:16:25,676 - Picnic. 240 00:16:25,711 --> 00:16:28,019 - Because we did something horrible 241 00:16:28,054 --> 00:16:30,681 in spectacularly public fashion in broad daylight 242 00:16:30,716 --> 00:16:32,683 and someone took us aside and said, 243 00:16:32,718 --> 00:16:33,948 "You should be ashamed of yourself." 244 00:16:33,983 --> 00:16:36,621 Because we hadn't been and they were right. 245 00:16:36,656 --> 00:16:37,886 You know, part of me wishes 246 00:16:37,921 --> 00:16:40,493 that this wasn't such a safe place, 247 00:16:40,528 --> 00:16:43,991 I wouldn't mind relying on a little bit more judgment 248 00:16:44,026 --> 00:16:45,102 from you people. 249 00:16:46,105 --> 00:16:48,468 You know, other people then maybe you, Jeffrey, 250 00:16:48,503 --> 00:16:50,173 what is your deal anyway, Jeffrey? 251 00:16:50,208 --> 00:16:53,506 Is it just me or is the rage general? 252 00:16:53,541 --> 00:16:55,310 Because I wasn't the one who gave you 253 00:16:55,345 --> 00:16:57,180 your first drink, buddy. 254 00:16:57,215 --> 00:16:58,577 - Stephanie. - No, 255 00:16:58,612 --> 00:17:00,007 but it feels like it's just with me. 256 00:17:00,042 --> 00:17:01,118 - It's not just you, 257 00:17:01,153 --> 00:17:03,120 he's already told us he hates all of us. 258 00:17:04,486 --> 00:17:07,014 - Alright, where was I? 259 00:17:07,049 --> 00:17:09,126 - Shame. - Right, yes, shame. 260 00:17:10,162 --> 00:17:12,459 Vital, galvanizing 261 00:17:13,858 --> 00:17:14,659 and I, 262 00:17:16,333 --> 00:17:18,498 yeah, that's pretty much it. 263 00:17:19,501 --> 00:17:21,567 The week was uneventful. 264 00:17:33,185 --> 00:17:35,416 - Hello. - Are you kidding me? 265 00:17:35,451 --> 00:17:37,748 Does the word anonymous mean nothing to you? 266 00:17:37,783 --> 00:17:40,421 - Oh, come on, we both know you're just doing this 267 00:17:40,456 --> 00:17:42,951 for research or something. - How do we both know that? 268 00:17:42,986 --> 00:17:45,195 Look, I didn't call you. - Hey, hey, hey, listen. 269 00:17:46,330 --> 00:17:48,429 Don't ride the subway today, do me a favor. 270 00:17:48,464 --> 00:17:50,167 - Why not? 271 00:17:50,202 --> 00:17:52,367 Oh, you have some information, is that it? 272 00:17:52,402 --> 00:17:53,764 - Oh, yeah, much too much, 273 00:17:53,799 --> 00:17:55,700 it's a wonder I manage to stay so even keel. 274 00:17:55,735 --> 00:17:57,273 Look, it's probably nothing 275 00:17:57,308 --> 00:18:00,342 and the stations are all crawling with JTTF jerk offs, 276 00:18:00,377 --> 00:18:03,147 but just as a precaution, let me give you a lift. 277 00:18:06,548 --> 00:18:08,713 - You know, I've been wondering for a long time 278 00:18:08,748 --> 00:18:10,187 when the subway's gonna get blown up. 279 00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:13,289 I mean, why hasn't it already? It seems really easy. 280 00:18:13,324 --> 00:18:15,984 - Well, you could do it if you want to. 281 00:18:16,019 --> 00:18:18,327 - It's not really gonna happen, is it? 282 00:18:18,362 --> 00:18:20,197 - Probably not, but you know, 283 00:18:20,232 --> 00:18:22,826 butterfly flaps its wings in Syria and boom! 284 00:18:24,368 --> 00:18:26,896 Hey, doesn't it mean anything to you that I'm here? 285 00:18:26,931 --> 00:18:28,205 - I don't think I know anyone, 286 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:30,108 who's taking the subway right now. 287 00:18:31,573 --> 00:18:32,935 Hey, Jeffrey. 288 00:18:32,970 --> 00:18:34,178 - What? 289 00:18:34,213 --> 00:18:35,542 You're riding your bike, right? 290 00:18:35,577 --> 00:18:36,543 - What's it to you? 291 00:18:39,779 --> 00:18:41,383 - Alright, but I don't wanna go home, 292 00:18:41,418 --> 00:18:43,154 they're all there right now. 293 00:18:43,189 --> 00:18:45,981 - Well, I was just thinking we'd, you know. 294 00:18:48,854 --> 00:18:51,558 Oh, she's at home, Lysette's always at home 295 00:18:51,593 --> 00:18:53,989 working on her thesis, anthropology. 296 00:18:54,024 --> 00:18:55,958 - What's it about? 297 00:18:55,993 --> 00:18:59,126 Well, you know pornography? 298 00:18:59,161 --> 00:19:00,567 - Yes. 299 00:19:00,602 --> 00:19:04,967 Well, Lysette is interested in what she calls 300 00:19:06,069 --> 00:19:08,036 the narrative couching of the sex act, 301 00:19:08,071 --> 00:19:09,642 you know, like the preliminaries, 302 00:19:09,677 --> 00:19:13,646 the proverbial pizza boy who gets lucky with the housewife, 303 00:19:13,681 --> 00:19:15,978 the plumber, you know. 304 00:19:16,013 --> 00:19:18,189 - Does porn even still have those things? 305 00:19:18,224 --> 00:19:20,114 - Oh yeah, still has everything. 306 00:19:20,149 --> 00:19:24,327 But she's not just talking about ostensible plots, 307 00:19:24,362 --> 00:19:28,122 she's also interested in the way internet clips 308 00:19:28,157 --> 00:19:32,467 are captioned, the names given things, you know, 309 00:19:32,502 --> 00:19:36,735 a velvet afternoon or a game of chess. 310 00:19:36,770 --> 00:19:37,571 Chess. 311 00:19:39,069 --> 00:19:41,773 - Yeah, no, indeed, they're playing chess for some reason 312 00:19:41,808 --> 00:19:43,511 and then all of a sudden, you know. 313 00:19:45,614 --> 00:19:48,043 But I mean, it could be just as simple as, you know, 314 00:19:48,078 --> 00:19:51,387 Johnny goes down, but the point is that 315 00:19:51,422 --> 00:19:55,622 it can never ever be just anonymous people having sex, 316 00:19:55,657 --> 00:19:58,823 it always has to be contextualized in some way 317 00:19:58,858 --> 00:20:01,892 and Lysette's argument is that, you know, 318 00:20:01,927 --> 00:20:05,060 pornography's not reactionary just because, 319 00:20:05,095 --> 00:20:09,273 because of, ah, misogyny or because of industrial practices 320 00:20:09,308 --> 00:20:12,276 or whatever, but that it turns out 321 00:20:12,311 --> 00:20:15,070 that even the most aberrant sexual fantasy 322 00:20:17,140 --> 00:20:19,811 requires some sort of narrative buffer zone, you know. 323 00:20:19,846 --> 00:20:22,484 It's kind of depressing when you think about it. 324 00:20:22,519 --> 00:20:26,180 Or at least she says, I don't know, 325 00:20:26,215 --> 00:20:28,853 I'm glossing over a lot, you watch porn, right? 326 00:20:28,888 --> 00:20:31,526 You might have just ruined it for me. 327 00:20:31,561 --> 00:20:32,725 - Oh, well. 328 00:20:32,760 --> 00:20:34,958 Why aren't you with her now? 329 00:20:35,829 --> 00:20:37,268 - Ah, I'm a distraction. 330 00:20:37,303 --> 00:20:39,127 You talk a lot. 331 00:20:39,162 --> 00:20:41,228 - Well, how else are you gonna get to know me? 332 00:20:41,263 --> 00:20:42,669 - I didn't say I wanted to. 333 00:20:42,704 --> 00:20:45,034 What are you doing? 334 00:20:45,069 --> 00:20:47,036 - Ah, just making sure the last guest 335 00:20:47,071 --> 00:20:49,071 cleaned up after himself. 336 00:20:49,106 --> 00:20:52,481 - You know, I am glad to see you again, 337 00:20:52,516 --> 00:20:54,846 I mean, look at you, you're for fucking real. 338 00:20:54,881 --> 00:20:56,716 - You know, sometimes I worry about the effect 339 00:20:56,751 --> 00:21:00,324 of all those images, you know, but what am I, her father? 340 00:21:00,359 --> 00:21:02,183 I mean, if she says it's fine. 341 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:06,858 Okay, all clear probably. 342 00:21:07,729 --> 00:21:09,300 - Are you looking for bugs? 343 00:21:09,335 --> 00:21:11,896 You pepper me with questions. 344 00:21:11,931 --> 00:21:13,304 - Is someone listening? 345 00:21:13,339 --> 00:21:15,306 Probably not. 346 00:21:16,936 --> 00:21:20,641 - I can't imagine you're supposed to have me here. 347 00:21:20,676 --> 00:21:23,314 I don't ask you so many questions. 348 00:21:23,349 --> 00:21:25,580 - That's because you know everything. 349 00:21:25,615 --> 00:21:28,913 - Ah, it'd be a mistake to assume we know everything, 350 00:21:28,948 --> 00:21:31,080 a woman is not her search history. 351 00:21:31,115 --> 00:21:33,621 Lysette would be the first person to tell you that. 352 00:21:34,789 --> 00:21:37,361 So, anything coming up acting wise? 353 00:21:37,396 --> 00:21:39,495 - Audition for a film. 354 00:21:39,530 --> 00:21:41,893 It's a low budget thing, I play a girl from Texas. 355 00:21:41,928 --> 00:21:43,697 Oh yeah, what's her deal? 356 00:21:44,997 --> 00:21:47,261 - She's addled, on the run. 357 00:21:47,296 --> 00:21:50,968 - And how does a Swedish woman get inside a girl from Texas? 358 00:21:51,003 --> 00:21:53,377 The voice first. 359 00:21:53,412 --> 00:21:55,313 Hey, isn't rush hour just about over? 360 00:21:56,976 --> 00:22:00,879 - Almost, it ends at eight now, so you can't be too safe. 361 00:22:00,914 --> 00:22:03,046 Well, let's hear the voice, wait. 362 00:22:07,789 --> 00:22:12,286 See, I'm from Georgia originally, different lilt, cadence, 363 00:22:12,321 --> 00:22:14,464 but you know, might be helpful. 364 00:22:15,258 --> 00:22:16,829 - I don't think so. 365 00:22:16,864 --> 00:22:19,403 - Well, we're kind of stuck here for the time being. 366 00:22:19,438 --> 00:22:20,635 - Are we? 367 00:22:20,670 --> 00:22:22,296 - Might as well make it productive. 368 00:22:22,331 --> 00:22:24,507 It'd be an honor. - Oh, my God. 369 00:22:24,542 --> 00:22:26,135 - And like I said, I've already developed 370 00:22:26,170 --> 00:22:27,609 a kind of affection for you. 371 00:22:31,846 --> 00:22:33,307 - Why don't you just shut up? 372 00:22:33,342 --> 00:22:35,914 There you go. 373 00:22:35,949 --> 00:22:37,212 - I can't sleep. 374 00:22:38,457 --> 00:22:40,116 Can't. 375 00:22:40,151 --> 00:22:45,154 Thinking about mankind being made in God's image, 376 00:22:46,498 --> 00:22:47,860 thinking about him probably being the ugliest, 377 00:22:47,895 --> 00:22:50,665 pockmarked motherfucker that ever made a world. 378 00:22:50,700 --> 00:22:52,194 Pass. 379 00:22:52,229 --> 00:22:54,438 - Shit isn't even north or it's south anymore. 380 00:22:55,507 --> 00:22:57,199 No point to anything. 381 00:22:57,234 --> 00:22:59,168 Maybe that's why I did what I did. 382 00:23:00,446 --> 00:23:01,874 - What did you do? 383 00:23:01,909 --> 00:23:06,879 - None of your business, stopped confessing a long time ago. 384 00:23:07,882 --> 00:23:09,684 Doesn't mean I feel bad, 385 00:23:09,719 --> 00:23:11,587 maybe just means I've come to like it. 386 00:23:13,459 --> 00:23:16,218 Nice kind of heat comes off the wrong thing. 387 00:23:17,496 --> 00:23:21,256 Kind of heat makes you rethink the definitions. 388 00:23:21,291 --> 00:23:23,357 - Ha, addled was right. 389 00:23:23,392 --> 00:23:25,667 - You don't know me, motherfucker. 390 00:23:25,702 --> 00:23:28,263 We're just killing time till it runs out. 391 00:23:29,266 --> 00:23:30,870 You're pretty enough. 392 00:23:30,905 --> 00:23:32,641 - Oh, yeah? 393 00:23:32,676 --> 00:23:33,873 - Enough. 394 00:23:36,009 --> 00:23:38,911 My men are all just pretty enough now, 395 00:23:38,946 --> 00:23:41,683 that's my pay grade, enough. 396 00:23:41,718 --> 00:23:43,982 After what I've done. 397 00:23:44,017 --> 00:23:45,456 - Tell me. 398 00:23:45,491 --> 00:23:48,118 You'd just get turned on. 399 00:23:49,495 --> 00:23:52,991 Goddammit, the only person I like talking to anymore 400 00:23:53,026 --> 00:23:56,500 is my kid, she just wants me to tell her what to do. 401 00:23:57,503 --> 00:24:00,031 Too young to wonder about most things, 402 00:24:00,066 --> 00:24:02,198 just wants to follow the rules better than most. 403 00:24:02,233 --> 00:24:03,870 You shouldn't hit me. 404 00:24:03,905 --> 00:24:06,609 - Named her Jenga, after the game, 405 00:24:06,644 --> 00:24:09,205 'cause she's always gonna get back up. 406 00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:13,913 Little baby Jenga, plays horsey, likes pink shit, 407 00:24:13,948 --> 00:24:16,443 had a fancy macaroon once, 408 00:24:16,478 --> 00:24:18,522 now she begs for them all the time, 409 00:24:18,557 --> 00:24:20,557 the fancy ones are hard to find 410 00:24:20,592 --> 00:24:24,759 and they don't come cheap, but, you got kids? 411 00:24:24,794 --> 00:24:27,124 - No. - Well, that's a shame, 412 00:24:27,159 --> 00:24:28,499 they're a pip. 413 00:24:29,898 --> 00:24:32,800 I hated to leave my Jenga behind, but what you gonna do? 414 00:24:36,333 --> 00:24:37,706 If I'd had my druthers, 415 00:24:37,741 --> 00:24:39,741 I would've blasted her off to another planet, yeah, 416 00:24:41,074 --> 00:24:43,470 'cause Lord knows, 417 00:24:43,505 --> 00:24:46,517 nothing anyway, nothing. 418 00:24:47,685 --> 00:24:49,652 He's telling us to help us out down here, 419 00:24:49,687 --> 00:24:53,590 He's probably busy knocking up another virgin. 420 00:24:53,625 --> 00:24:56,054 People seem awfully convinced He's coming back 421 00:24:56,089 --> 00:24:58,452 in some form or another, but I don't guess 422 00:24:58,487 --> 00:25:01,191 that's gonna happen till they come for us. 423 00:25:01,226 --> 00:25:03,996 Alright, I get the idea. 424 00:25:04,031 --> 00:25:06,328 - Sorry to get you caught up in all this. 425 00:25:06,363 --> 00:25:07,494 - I don't think it's really- 426 00:25:07,529 --> 00:25:09,496 - But you should've known better. 427 00:25:09,531 --> 00:25:11,608 - My type of thing. 428 00:25:11,643 --> 00:25:13,742 - The pretty girl's hitching a ride alone, 429 00:25:13,777 --> 00:25:16,173 there's always somebody chasing her. 430 00:25:16,208 --> 00:25:17,009 - Okay. 431 00:25:18,749 --> 00:25:19,550 Alright. 432 00:25:20,982 --> 00:25:23,653 - And sometimes that somebody's even worse than her daddy. 433 00:25:27,054 --> 00:25:27,855 - Alright. 434 00:25:30,629 --> 00:25:33,630 Don't even get me started on Daddy. 435 00:25:35,997 --> 00:25:37,524 Liked to get drunk, 436 00:25:37,559 --> 00:25:41,132 used to put his hands in all the wrong places saying, 437 00:25:41,167 --> 00:25:42,771 "Hey, I had a hand in the manufacture, 438 00:25:42,806 --> 00:25:44,608 so why can't I get a little tickle in once in a while?" 439 00:25:44,643 --> 00:25:46,137 At least he was kinda up front. 440 00:25:46,172 --> 00:25:48,744 Hm, low rent what's his name, Sam Sheppard. 441 00:25:48,779 --> 00:25:51,142 - Had a beautiful singing voice though. 442 00:25:51,177 --> 00:25:53,716 Why is it that broken ass, weak ass bastards 443 00:25:53,751 --> 00:25:56,785 always sing like Goddamn angels, when they've had a few? 444 00:25:57,623 --> 00:25:59,821 You know any songs? 445 00:25:59,856 --> 00:26:02,824 Be honest, it's my thing, my yardstick, 446 00:26:02,859 --> 00:26:04,661 see, if you know how to sing, 447 00:26:04,696 --> 00:26:07,158 I'll be able to tell you're a son of a bitch for sure. 448 00:26:07,193 --> 00:26:10,161 - You already think I'm a son of a bitch. 449 00:26:10,196 --> 00:26:12,493 - Oh, but I need proof. 450 00:26:13,562 --> 00:26:17,069 - Lysette is wondering where I am. 451 00:26:17,104 --> 00:26:18,708 - But you're trapped, aren't you? 452 00:26:23,605 --> 00:26:24,406 Hmm! 453 00:26:27,818 --> 00:26:28,619 Hmm! 454 00:26:31,657 --> 00:26:33,184 Hmm! 455 00:26:33,219 --> 00:26:34,416 - Are you okay? 456 00:26:35,694 --> 00:26:38,090 - Let's just sit here 457 00:26:40,292 --> 00:26:42,523 quietly for a little while, 458 00:26:44,934 --> 00:26:46,703 until I get the all clear. 459 00:26:49,631 --> 00:26:51,466 Hmm! 460 00:26:53,338 --> 00:26:54,568 Hmm! 461 00:26:54,603 --> 00:26:56,713 - What are you doing? - Shut up. 462 00:27:00,213 --> 00:27:00,948 Hmm! 463 00:27:05,119 --> 00:27:05,920 Hmm! 464 00:27:11,488 --> 00:27:12,289 Hmm. 465 00:27:13,325 --> 00:27:14,797 Come with me. 466 00:27:14,832 --> 00:27:15,930 No! 467 00:27:15,965 --> 00:27:18,262 - Are you ever afraid that your nose 468 00:27:18,297 --> 00:27:20,671 is gonna get pushed up inside your brain? 469 00:27:20,706 --> 00:27:23,674 - Hm, knew a guy it happened to once. 470 00:27:23,709 --> 00:27:25,500 Well, maybe that's what it was. 471 00:27:25,535 --> 00:27:27,678 He got into a fight in the oil fields. 472 00:27:27,713 --> 00:27:30,538 No surprise, those guys can get rough. 473 00:27:30,573 --> 00:27:33,277 Mostly itinerant, lots of Mexicans, 474 00:27:33,312 --> 00:27:37,149 but this was a father of a friend, a foreman. 475 00:27:37,184 --> 00:27:39,756 A buddy of his came to work plastered, 476 00:27:39,791 --> 00:27:42,352 my friend's dad tells him to go home, sleep it off, 477 00:27:42,387 --> 00:27:46,422 he goes crazy, maybe it wasn't just booze in him. 478 00:27:46,457 --> 00:27:48,864 Got a lot of meth down there too, speed, 479 00:27:48,899 --> 00:27:50,899 all that cheap, small town shit. 480 00:27:50,934 --> 00:27:53,297 Tells my friend's dad he's got to work to support his kids, 481 00:27:53,332 --> 00:27:55,167 he's got one from the current wife 482 00:27:55,202 --> 00:27:57,334 and one from the last, both little girls. 483 00:27:57,369 --> 00:27:59,567 My friend's dad tried to stay real calm 484 00:27:59,602 --> 00:28:02,174 and everybody's holding this guy back 485 00:28:02,209 --> 00:28:04,946 and the dude just Hulk's the fuck out, 486 00:28:04,981 --> 00:28:08,510 throws them off, rushes my friend's dad, Tim was his name. 487 00:28:08,545 --> 00:28:11,645 Comes at Tim like a crazy, bloodshot-eyed freight train, 488 00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:16,793 throws him one punch, just one, lands it perfectly. 489 00:28:17,796 --> 00:28:18,960 Damn, I feel bad saying perfectly, 490 00:28:18,995 --> 00:28:21,556 but at just the right angle, you know 491 00:28:21,591 --> 00:28:25,065 and I guess it was like he knew what he'd done right off. 492 00:28:25,100 --> 00:28:28,805 There was this cracking sound and Tim's just standing there, 493 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:31,874 blood flowing down his shirt and he doesn't fall right away. 494 00:28:31,909 --> 00:28:34,701 His eyes just go crazy wide 495 00:28:34,736 --> 00:28:37,506 and he's looking around like somebody can help him 496 00:28:37,541 --> 00:28:39,882 and then there's this terrible silence 497 00:28:39,917 --> 00:28:42,148 for a few long seconds 498 00:28:42,183 --> 00:28:44,447 and then Tim drops like a stone, 499 00:28:45,714 --> 00:28:49,617 dead, nose pushed right up into his brain. 500 00:28:51,225 --> 00:28:54,358 The other guy's doing 10 for involuntary. 501 00:28:54,393 --> 00:28:56,932 Not much help to his little girls now, is he? 502 00:28:59,937 --> 00:29:01,695 Thanks. 503 00:29:01,730 --> 00:29:02,498 - Hm. 504 00:29:02,533 --> 00:29:03,774 - I don't believe you. 505 00:29:03,809 --> 00:29:06,106 - What did you say? 506 00:29:06,141 --> 00:29:07,371 - That story, all of it. 507 00:29:09,144 --> 00:29:10,242 But it's, it's okay. 508 00:29:20,221 --> 00:29:21,715 - Ow! 509 00:29:21,750 --> 00:29:23,123 - Hi. - Hi. 510 00:29:23,158 --> 00:29:25,521 - I was just about to turn the light out. 511 00:29:25,556 --> 00:29:27,424 Yeah, no, I just wanted to make sure that- 512 00:29:27,459 --> 00:29:28,755 - I have everything. 513 00:29:28,790 --> 00:29:30,460 - No, not that. 514 00:29:30,495 --> 00:29:35,498 I wanna make sure that you knew the people here are good. 515 00:29:36,699 --> 00:29:39,337 - I wasn't afraid they weren't. 516 00:29:39,372 --> 00:29:41,174 - No, I mean, maybe good's the wrong word, 517 00:29:41,209 --> 00:29:42,472 it sounds like a bunch of squares, 518 00:29:42,507 --> 00:29:45,673 but like they're, they're preoccupied. 519 00:29:45,708 --> 00:29:47,675 No one's gonna pay you much attention, 520 00:29:47,710 --> 00:29:49,776 no one's gonna ask you a lot of questions 521 00:29:49,811 --> 00:29:53,087 and even if they do, nobody's gonna listen to what you say, 522 00:29:53,122 --> 00:29:55,793 so I'm trying to say you're safe. 523 00:29:57,027 --> 00:29:58,455 - Didn't think I wasn't. 524 00:29:59,392 --> 00:30:01,557 - Good. 525 00:30:01,592 --> 00:30:02,393 Good. 526 00:30:04,727 --> 00:30:06,804 Sorry, I'm a little drunk. 527 00:30:08,269 --> 00:30:09,136 - Sure you are. 528 00:30:11,404 --> 00:30:13,910 Can I just sit for a second? 529 00:30:23,845 --> 00:30:25,856 - What am I waiting for you to do? 530 00:30:27,849 --> 00:30:30,520 - Are you waiting for me to do something? 531 00:30:30,555 --> 00:30:32,786 - No, I mean what are you gonna do? 532 00:30:32,821 --> 00:30:34,260 Are you coming at me? 533 00:30:36,825 --> 00:30:37,626 - Can I? 534 00:30:38,827 --> 00:30:40,937 - Am I allowed to stay if I don't let you? 535 00:30:46,373 --> 00:30:48,835 I'd really like to fuck you. 536 00:30:48,870 --> 00:30:51,277 You know, I'm being honest. 537 00:30:53,116 --> 00:30:55,083 - Like a good person. 538 00:30:55,118 --> 00:30:58,317 - I'm sorry, I'm going about this badly, but I'm just, 539 00:30:59,958 --> 00:31:04,356 I would really love to go down on you, 540 00:31:04,391 --> 00:31:05,929 you know, I really like to do that 541 00:31:05,964 --> 00:31:08,624 and we could just do that, if you wanted me to, 542 00:31:08,659 --> 00:31:11,935 I mean, if that would give you some relief. 543 00:31:11,970 --> 00:31:13,860 - From the pressure of sitting here 544 00:31:13,895 --> 00:31:14,938 listening to you talk about it? 545 00:31:14,973 --> 00:31:17,941 - No, I mean, I know you're in trouble 546 00:31:17,976 --> 00:31:20,372 and I know you're scared and I just, 547 00:31:21,870 --> 00:31:24,981 the only thing I can give you is this place 548 00:31:25,016 --> 00:31:26,840 and I just wanna help you forget about all that 549 00:31:26,875 --> 00:31:28,985 and if that would help alleviate, you know, 550 00:31:29,020 --> 00:31:30,349 in whatever way I can. 551 00:31:30,384 --> 00:31:31,955 - Why didn't you just come in here and pounce? 552 00:31:31,990 --> 00:31:33,649 I could've fucked you up, if I felt like it 553 00:31:33,684 --> 00:31:35,057 and now we're just sitting here chatting about it, 554 00:31:35,092 --> 00:31:36,784 how does that, yeah, okay. 555 00:31:38,326 --> 00:31:39,490 Okay. 556 00:32:00,051 --> 00:32:02,678 - And the evidence of my aging isn't just in the mirror, 557 00:32:02,713 --> 00:32:04,581 it's in everywhere around me, it's in the fact 558 00:32:04,616 --> 00:32:07,749 that when I go to people's houses for dinner nowadays, 559 00:32:07,784 --> 00:32:09,916 they have to be reminded to put on the music. 560 00:32:09,951 --> 00:32:11,291 - Right. - It's in the fact 561 00:32:11,326 --> 00:32:12,919 that actually half the couples I know 562 00:32:12,954 --> 00:32:14,723 are getting a divorce or should be. 563 00:32:14,758 --> 00:32:16,032 - Time. 564 00:32:16,067 --> 00:32:17,396 - Already I am starting to relate to the people, 565 00:32:17,431 --> 00:32:19,926 who fall asleep on the train, to envy them. 566 00:32:19,961 --> 00:32:21,202 - The big wheel. 567 00:32:21,237 --> 00:32:22,896 - Excuse me, don't mean to interrupt, 568 00:32:22,931 --> 00:32:24,898 but could I get a photo? - People say excuse me 569 00:32:24,933 --> 00:32:26,537 in order to interrupt 570 00:32:26,572 --> 00:32:29,243 and you must see I'm talking to someone I already know. 571 00:32:31,214 --> 00:32:33,346 Don't look at me like that, don't give me that power, 572 00:32:33,381 --> 00:32:35,414 I don't have it, I'm a very small part of your life, 573 00:32:35,449 --> 00:32:36,248 be fair to me. 574 00:32:38,023 --> 00:32:40,518 - And you know, it's not really aging 575 00:32:40,553 --> 00:32:45,358 that I'm worried about at all, it's dying of course, 576 00:32:45,393 --> 00:32:48,229 I don't want you to think this is just about my career. 577 00:32:48,264 --> 00:32:51,067 Are you familiar with the work of Philip Larkin? 578 00:32:51,102 --> 00:32:52,365 - Vaguely. 579 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:55,236 - The great poet of banal foreboding, 580 00:32:55,271 --> 00:32:58,074 the unsudden comprehension of death, 581 00:32:58,109 --> 00:33:00,373 not the kind that makes you sit up at night 582 00:33:00,408 --> 00:33:02,078 gasping for breath, but the kind 583 00:33:02,113 --> 00:33:06,049 that just sort of niggles at you all day, every day, 584 00:33:07,085 --> 00:33:09,910 oh right, there's that, an end to all of this. 585 00:33:11,254 --> 00:33:12,748 - If you don't wanna feel that way, 586 00:33:12,783 --> 00:33:14,486 why don't you just stop reading him? 587 00:33:14,521 --> 00:33:15,982 - Well, I didn't say I didn't wanna feel this way. 588 00:33:16,017 --> 00:33:18,490 - 'Cause I can never tell if you're complaining. 589 00:33:18,525 --> 00:33:21,031 Maybe that's a virtue, maybe and I can never tell 590 00:33:21,066 --> 00:33:22,857 if you're actually recommending books to me 591 00:33:22,892 --> 00:33:24,595 or if you're just advertising the fact 592 00:33:24,630 --> 00:33:26,597 that you've read them. 593 00:33:26,632 --> 00:33:27,994 That's not a virtue. 594 00:33:28,029 --> 00:33:30,700 - I am trying to bring my reading to bear on my life. 595 00:33:30,735 --> 00:33:33,505 - It's just you have this thing, that death thing 596 00:33:34,706 --> 00:33:35,969 and I'm not sure if it's something, 597 00:33:36,004 --> 00:33:37,179 that actually weighs on you 598 00:33:37,214 --> 00:33:40,050 or if it's something you like aspire to, 599 00:33:40,085 --> 00:33:42,811 instead of worrying about what to wear to auditions. 600 00:33:45,013 --> 00:33:46,320 It's all the same pitch lately. 601 00:33:46,355 --> 00:33:48,058 - Well, excuse me for still having to audition. 602 00:33:48,093 --> 00:33:50,060 - I have to audition, I had an audition the other day. 603 00:33:50,095 --> 00:33:51,787 - Well then, excuse me for having to worry 604 00:33:51,822 --> 00:33:53,063 about what to wear, 605 00:33:53,098 --> 00:33:54,592 people don't just send me clothes for free. 606 00:33:54,627 --> 00:33:57,925 - Hm, trained people aren't the only ones you envy. 607 00:33:57,960 --> 00:34:01,038 - Why do we keep meeting? - Because we like each other. 608 00:34:02,701 --> 00:34:03,601 You want? - Hm-hm. 609 00:34:03,636 --> 00:34:05,834 - Don't worry, I'm buying. 610 00:34:07,541 --> 00:34:09,112 I need to tell you about this audition, 611 00:34:09,147 --> 00:34:11,114 I think you'll appreciate it, I know you will. 612 00:34:11,149 --> 00:34:13,281 Who was it for? 613 00:34:13,316 --> 00:34:16,053 - I don't know, even my agent doesn't know about it. 614 00:34:17,518 --> 00:34:19,254 Last week a messenger dropped a package off at my house. 615 00:34:19,289 --> 00:34:21,091 A messenger? 616 00:34:21,126 --> 00:34:22,917 - It was a thin envelope, no return address, 617 00:34:22,952 --> 00:34:24,160 just my name on the front. 618 00:34:24,195 --> 00:34:26,360 Inside there were a few pages from a script, 619 00:34:26,395 --> 00:34:28,725 three or four, a monologue. 620 00:34:28,760 --> 00:34:30,925 My character's name was Katerina. 621 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:31,860 - Sounds Spanish. 622 00:34:31,895 --> 00:34:33,928 - She wasn't, Stephanie, focus. 623 00:34:33,963 --> 00:34:36,766 These were the three most exquisite pages I've ever read, 624 00:34:36,801 --> 00:34:38,064 script wise. 625 00:34:38,099 --> 00:34:40,176 - Really, what was the story? 626 00:34:40,211 --> 00:34:43,036 - It wasn't about the story and I have no idea 627 00:34:43,071 --> 00:34:46,116 what the story was, it was about the words. 628 00:34:46,151 --> 00:34:50,912 It was, it wasn't just dialogue, it was incantation, 629 00:34:52,113 --> 00:34:53,486 like this Katerina was a high priestess 630 00:34:53,521 --> 00:34:55,422 at some sort of black mass, 631 00:34:56,590 --> 00:34:59,888 only better, less, I don't know, problematic. 632 00:34:59,923 --> 00:35:01,263 I mean, she was simply saying things 633 00:35:01,298 --> 00:35:03,133 that had never been said before, 634 00:35:03,168 --> 00:35:05,894 she was bringing something new into existence. 635 00:35:05,929 --> 00:35:07,665 She was calling some shit down. 636 00:35:07,700 --> 00:35:09,337 - You don't still have the script? 637 00:35:11,407 --> 00:35:14,276 - Hold on, so I'm reading this totally superb text 638 00:35:14,311 --> 00:35:17,037 and when I get to the end, there's no writer's credit, 639 00:35:18,139 --> 00:35:20,073 no personalized, little director's note, 640 00:35:20,108 --> 00:35:22,185 just an address and a date and time 641 00:35:22,220 --> 00:35:24,187 typed dead center on the page. - Where was the address? 642 00:35:24,222 --> 00:35:26,288 - Deep Brooklyn somewhere, it doesn't matter, 643 00:35:26,323 --> 00:35:28,158 what was clear was that I was being summoned 644 00:35:28,193 --> 00:35:31,051 and after what I've read, believe me, I was flattered. 645 00:35:32,395 --> 00:35:35,594 So for the next two days I dug in, sunk into the words, 646 00:35:35,629 --> 00:35:38,762 did whatever I did to internalize this Katerina, 647 00:35:38,797 --> 00:35:41,303 such as she was and at the appointed time, 648 00:35:41,338 --> 00:35:43,173 I took a car to the address. - What was the street? 649 00:35:43,208 --> 00:35:45,703 - I'm telling you, I can't remember, 650 00:35:45,738 --> 00:35:47,903 it was a warehouse near the water, 651 00:35:47,938 --> 00:35:50,136 the kind of place people go to be killed really, 652 00:35:50,171 --> 00:35:51,214 but I had no apprehensions, 653 00:35:51,249 --> 00:35:53,249 because I knew I was gonna nail it. 654 00:35:53,284 --> 00:35:57,143 I mean, I had it down, I was truly prepared to crush. 655 00:35:57,178 --> 00:36:01,521 The car drops me off, pulls away, I go and knock on the door 656 00:36:01,556 --> 00:36:04,227 and this little, tweaky guy answers, he's wearing a T-shirt, 657 00:36:04,262 --> 00:36:05,921 he seems kind of fucked up, 658 00:36:05,956 --> 00:36:08,154 like he's waiting for his connection. 659 00:36:08,189 --> 00:36:10,266 But he recognizes me and motions me in 660 00:36:10,301 --> 00:36:12,301 down this long hallway 661 00:36:13,436 --> 00:36:15,469 and then I start to worry a little bit, 662 00:36:15,504 --> 00:36:19,242 there's all this ominous water dripping from the rafters. 663 00:36:19,277 --> 00:36:20,672 - How did the messenger know 664 00:36:20,707 --> 00:36:22,278 how to find your house in the first place? 665 00:36:22,313 --> 00:36:24,445 - Finally we stop outside of this big, steel door, 666 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:26,942 somewhere in the depths of this place 667 00:36:26,977 --> 00:36:29,846 and the kid turns to me and there's something in his eyes 668 00:36:29,881 --> 00:36:31,650 and suddenly he's not so tweaky anymore, 669 00:36:31,685 --> 00:36:34,620 he's almost commanding, he holds out his hands 670 00:36:34,655 --> 00:36:36,853 and he tells me in a sort of clipped voice 671 00:36:36,888 --> 00:36:38,184 to hand over the script, 672 00:36:38,219 --> 00:36:39,493 which I do like I'm in a fucking trance 673 00:36:39,528 --> 00:36:42,232 and he pulls out some matches, lights it on fire, 674 00:36:42,267 --> 00:36:44,267 holds it up in front of me, 675 00:36:44,302 --> 00:36:45,400 I can see the words burning off the page 676 00:36:45,435 --> 00:36:47,061 and it was only a matter of seconds 677 00:36:47,096 --> 00:36:50,471 before the whole thing is just a pile of ash. 678 00:36:50,506 --> 00:36:52,605 He slides open the door and motions me in 679 00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:57,280 and as it closes behind me, I realize it's all gone. 680 00:36:57,315 --> 00:36:59,645 - What? - Everything, Katerina, 681 00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:02,681 everything I've been working on for the past two days, 682 00:37:02,716 --> 00:37:04,518 poof, gone up in smoke. 683 00:37:04,553 --> 00:37:05,849 - I don't believe you. 684 00:37:05,884 --> 00:37:07,422 - Oh, I'm casting about like crazy, 685 00:37:07,457 --> 00:37:09,919 I mean, there's nothing. 686 00:37:09,954 --> 00:37:12,295 I'm so panicked that for a second, I can't even see 687 00:37:12,330 --> 00:37:14,462 what's in front of me. - Which is what? 688 00:37:20,261 --> 00:37:23,669 - I'm telling you, at first I thought they were mannequins. 689 00:37:23,704 --> 00:37:26,639 When I finally got my bearings and greeted them, 690 00:37:26,674 --> 00:37:28,344 introduced myself like an idiot, 691 00:37:29,776 --> 00:37:32,711 one of them nodded slowly as if to say proceed 692 00:37:34,143 --> 00:37:36,352 and I'm not even sure what sex they were. 693 00:37:36,387 --> 00:37:38,717 Are you sure they could see you? 694 00:37:40,281 --> 00:37:43,249 - I'm not sure of anything other than in that moment, 695 00:37:43,284 --> 00:37:44,987 I knew I was gonna disappoint them, 696 00:37:46,122 --> 00:37:47,660 I mean, they'd chosen me 697 00:37:49,290 --> 00:37:51,895 and I was gonna show them they'd chosen poorly. 698 00:37:51,930 --> 00:37:53,732 Anonymous, bescarved people. 699 00:37:53,767 --> 00:37:55,965 - And then suddenly it occurred to me 700 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,165 I was never gonna leave that room, 701 00:37:58,200 --> 00:37:59,342 not because I was afraid 702 00:37:59,377 --> 00:38:01,839 they were gonna hurt me or anything, 703 00:38:01,874 --> 00:38:04,941 but because there wasn't any place to go outside. 704 00:38:04,976 --> 00:38:09,979 The world had dissolved around us, not dissolved, no, 705 00:38:11,279 --> 00:38:13,213 died the moment the tweaky boy had shut the door 706 00:38:15,426 --> 00:38:17,888 and this was it now and this was the world, 707 00:38:17,923 --> 00:38:19,329 this room, these people in it. 708 00:38:21,399 --> 00:38:24,290 I felt this deeply and I knew it was the case. 709 00:38:24,325 --> 00:38:26,160 Instead of warning you all 710 00:38:26,195 --> 00:38:29,163 or being bummed out about everything, 711 00:38:30,408 --> 00:38:33,343 an incredible feeling of relief descended 712 00:38:35,578 --> 00:38:38,447 and suddenly the stakes just felt so low. 713 00:38:42,420 --> 00:38:45,916 Then Katerina reemerged, 714 00:38:45,951 --> 00:38:47,951 just a trickle at first, 715 00:38:49,394 --> 00:38:51,361 then came the flood and pretty soon, 716 00:38:51,396 --> 00:38:53,429 she was just pouring out of me. 717 00:39:27,960 --> 00:39:32,292 And the moment I finished, it was all gone again forever. 718 00:39:33,471 --> 00:39:35,196 - And did you get a call back? 719 00:39:37,706 --> 00:39:39,970 - There isn't gonna be any call backs. 720 00:39:42,711 --> 00:39:44,810 - Excuse me, I don't mean to alarm you guys, 721 00:39:44,845 --> 00:39:47,384 but we have just had a bomb threat called in. 722 00:39:48,618 --> 00:39:50,651 - Was it a young woman, the voice on the phone? 723 00:39:50,686 --> 00:39:51,454 - Yeah. 724 00:39:51,489 --> 00:39:52,422 - We're fine. 725 00:39:53,854 --> 00:39:56,283 - I think the police are gonna come and make you leave. 726 00:39:56,318 --> 00:39:58,824 - Well, we'll wait for them, I'd like to finish my drink. 727 00:40:25,523 --> 00:40:28,381 - Well, hello, sir, nice suit. 728 00:40:28,416 --> 00:40:30,251 - You didn't say it was a party. 729 00:40:30,286 --> 00:40:31,956 - Would you have come if I had? 730 00:40:33,663 --> 00:40:35,861 - You know, people used to dance at parties. 731 00:40:35,896 --> 00:40:37,390 - So I'll get a cotillion going for you. 732 00:40:37,425 --> 00:40:39,029 What would you like to drink? 733 00:40:40,571 --> 00:40:44,199 - Oh, it's been a hard day. 734 00:40:44,234 --> 00:40:45,805 - What, did we kill some kids 735 00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:47,510 in a drone strike or something? 736 00:40:47,545 --> 00:40:49,446 - No, it's personal. 737 00:40:52,176 --> 00:40:55,342 Oh, Jesus, what the hell's he doing here? 738 00:40:55,377 --> 00:40:56,816 - If the schools didn't have so much money, 739 00:40:56,851 --> 00:40:58,147 we'd have the resources we need 740 00:40:58,182 --> 00:40:59,445 to really fucking deal with this. 741 00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:01,788 - You know someone? - But as it is now, you know. 742 00:41:03,055 --> 00:41:05,121 Gerard! - He's one of those JTTF, 743 00:41:05,156 --> 00:41:06,859 horrible guys, the worst one. 744 00:41:09,094 --> 00:41:10,027 Who invited him? - I don't know. 745 00:41:10,062 --> 00:41:11,259 - Give me her name. 746 00:41:11,294 --> 00:41:13,030 - He said his name was Max. 747 00:41:13,065 --> 00:41:14,537 - Well, it isn't. 748 00:41:14,572 --> 00:41:16,429 - Hey, buddy, what a surprise. - Your name isn't Max. 749 00:41:16,464 --> 00:41:17,463 - Yeah, it is. 750 00:41:17,498 --> 00:41:19,432 What are you doing here? 751 00:41:19,467 --> 00:41:22,237 - Gerard, there are people in the world, 752 00:41:22,272 --> 00:41:25,515 who go out in the evening and live their lives 753 00:41:25,550 --> 00:41:28,078 like people in a world. 754 00:41:28,113 --> 00:41:29,981 Why the fuck are you wearing a suit? 755 00:41:30,016 --> 00:41:31,345 - You little, deputized- 756 00:41:31,380 --> 00:41:32,478 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - Piece of- 757 00:41:32,513 --> 00:41:34,381 - Whatever, whatever, it's good to see you. 758 00:41:34,416 --> 00:41:36,493 How did you two meet? - On the street. 759 00:41:37,958 --> 00:41:40,530 - I dig the street, nice, who approached first? 760 00:41:40,565 --> 00:41:41,531 - He did. 761 00:41:41,566 --> 00:41:43,599 - Not true entirely. 762 00:41:43,634 --> 00:41:46,096 - Nice, Gerard, nice. 763 00:41:46,131 --> 00:41:48,362 That's the New York City I grew up in, 764 00:41:48,397 --> 00:41:52,575 people approaching each other, speaking to each other, 765 00:41:52,610 --> 00:41:55,006 having a drink and then, boom! 766 00:41:56,372 --> 00:41:58,339 Sorry if that makes me sound like an old man. 767 00:41:58,374 --> 00:42:00,473 - No. - Hey, don't like him. 768 00:42:00,508 --> 00:42:02,981 - Don't worry, she's not gonna like me, I can tell. 769 00:42:03,016 --> 00:42:05,412 I'm not one of those guys who goes around 770 00:42:05,447 --> 00:42:07,117 saying I'm not here to make friends, 771 00:42:07,152 --> 00:42:09,482 which is pretty much Gerard's refrain at work. 772 00:42:09,517 --> 00:42:10,824 - Oh yeah, work, 773 00:42:10,859 --> 00:42:13,486 like you're some kind of insurance salesman. 774 00:42:13,521 --> 00:42:16,797 - Yeah, it's correlative of what I do. 775 00:42:17,998 --> 00:42:20,196 Hey, have you met the lovely Lysette yet? 776 00:42:20,231 --> 00:42:21,571 - Okay, excuse us. 777 00:42:26,644 --> 00:42:29,579 Did you invite that guy, Max? 778 00:42:50,591 --> 00:42:53,636 - Hey, are you pregnant? - Look, I told you- 779 00:42:53,671 --> 00:42:55,132 - Yes. - Is this, 780 00:42:55,167 --> 00:42:58,036 this is proof, isn't it? - It is proof. 781 00:42:58,071 --> 00:42:59,807 - Can I call you a hillbilly, is that the same? 782 00:42:59,842 --> 00:43:02,370 - You can call me a hillbilly. - Is that the same shit? 783 00:43:02,405 --> 00:43:03,536 - Please do call me a hillbilly. 784 00:43:03,571 --> 00:43:06,341 - What are you then? - I'm a real person. 785 00:43:06,376 --> 00:43:08,508 So what would I be according to you? 786 00:43:09,654 --> 00:43:10,620 - A prophesy. 787 00:43:12,657 --> 00:43:16,483 - I don't know, man, I don't bring this shit around, 788 00:43:16,518 --> 00:43:19,354 I just wanna know what it is. 789 00:43:19,389 --> 00:43:20,696 - Motherfucker! 790 00:43:21,699 --> 00:43:24,491 - Dude. - Hack motherfucker! 791 00:43:24,526 --> 00:43:26,493 - Relax, man, you know we're both here just to break off 792 00:43:26,528 --> 00:43:27,670 a piece of boho strains. - No, no, no. 793 00:43:27,705 --> 00:43:29,199 - Come on, relax, man. - No, you listen to me. 794 00:43:29,234 --> 00:43:30,640 - We don't have a problem. - Listen, 795 00:43:30,675 --> 00:43:33,566 let's talk about May 2013. - Oh, words, words, words. 796 00:43:33,601 --> 00:43:35,568 - And your immense fuck up. 797 00:43:35,603 --> 00:43:37,845 You guys are so fucking stupid, you don't, 798 00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:39,781 I don't even know how you can live. 799 00:43:39,816 --> 00:43:41,310 - Gerard's pussy- - Oh, you know exactly 800 00:43:41,345 --> 00:43:43,246 what I'm talking about. - Didn't file his forms 801 00:43:43,281 --> 00:43:44,654 correctly this morning. - What is your problem? 802 00:43:44,689 --> 00:43:46,084 - You fucking- - Hey. 803 00:43:48,693 --> 00:43:50,187 - I think we should end it. 804 00:43:50,222 --> 00:43:51,925 End what? 805 00:43:53,830 --> 00:43:54,631 - This charade. 806 00:43:55,656 --> 00:43:58,492 No reason to end it. 807 00:43:58,527 --> 00:44:00,835 See, I've developed a kind of affection for you. 808 00:44:01,904 --> 00:44:03,640 - Stop it. - No, but really. 809 00:44:05,776 --> 00:44:07,908 What was it that happened today, 810 00:44:07,943 --> 00:44:09,470 that was so personal? 811 00:44:09,505 --> 00:44:11,714 Not your business. 812 00:44:13,344 --> 00:44:16,576 - Roger, Max, they both suit him. 813 00:44:17,887 --> 00:44:20,723 Well, like I said, Roger's the real one. 814 00:44:20,758 --> 00:44:21,658 - It suits him. 815 00:44:23,519 --> 00:44:24,320 Is it Lysette? 816 00:44:25,994 --> 00:44:28,621 - I'm not comfortable with you saying her name. 817 00:44:28,656 --> 00:44:31,492 - Look, you've made me this weird, little nexus 818 00:44:31,527 --> 00:44:33,703 for your interpersonal professional problems 819 00:44:33,738 --> 00:44:36,464 and I know where this place is now and I can find it again, 820 00:44:36,499 --> 00:44:37,806 so you might as well tell me. 821 00:44:40,910 --> 00:44:43,944 I want you to stop being interested in me. 822 00:44:43,979 --> 00:44:46,375 That's not your choice. 823 00:44:48,313 --> 00:44:49,719 It's Lysette, right? 824 00:44:49,754 --> 00:44:52,546 Where did you two meet anyway? 825 00:44:52,581 --> 00:44:53,822 Has she been here? 826 00:44:57,091 --> 00:44:58,794 Do you take other women here? 827 00:45:00,765 --> 00:45:02,655 I'm not sure if I should feel honored or what, 828 00:45:02,690 --> 00:45:04,800 no, I know I shouldn't feel honored. 829 00:45:04,835 --> 00:45:06,769 I'll admit I'm flattered, but Jesus, Gerard, 830 00:45:06,804 --> 00:45:07,770 what did you think? 831 00:45:07,805 --> 00:45:11,136 Your work is despicable, you're despicable. 832 00:45:11,171 --> 00:45:14,172 I mean, yeah, from what I can glean, you're not a catch, 833 00:45:14,207 --> 00:45:18,176 long hours, behavior, what did you expect, loyalty? 834 00:45:18,211 --> 00:45:20,409 Where did you two meet anyway? 835 00:45:24,415 --> 00:45:25,216 Okay. 836 00:45:27,792 --> 00:45:30,683 Well, my advice is that you take her out for dinner 837 00:45:30,718 --> 00:45:33,323 tomorrow, that's how easy it can be. 838 00:45:33,358 --> 00:45:36,161 There's nothing better than someone taking you out 839 00:45:36,196 --> 00:45:38,592 for dinner, when it's a nice surprise, somewhere elegant, 840 00:45:38,627 --> 00:45:41,837 not too much, like a nice, high end barbecue joint 841 00:45:41,872 --> 00:45:43,696 or good tacos or something. 842 00:45:43,731 --> 00:45:47,139 A good dinner can really seal the deal, seriously, 843 00:45:47,174 --> 00:45:50,175 a lot can be forgiven, if you have the right ambience, 844 00:45:50,210 --> 00:45:51,704 good wine and if you're present, 845 00:45:51,739 --> 00:45:53,849 you just have to be present. 846 00:45:53,884 --> 00:45:58,744 Oh, and ah, mindful, don't forget that, mindful and present 847 00:45:58,779 --> 00:46:01,857 and low camp lights and some shit hanging from the rafters, 848 00:46:01,892 --> 00:46:03,925 then you're golden. 849 00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:05,256 Get out. 850 00:46:05,291 --> 00:46:07,654 - Oh, you wanna go? Come on, man. 851 00:46:07,689 --> 00:46:09,326 - Get out. 852 00:46:09,361 --> 00:46:10,558 Please. 853 00:46:10,593 --> 00:46:12,263 - Oh, please, where am I gonna go? 854 00:46:13,838 --> 00:46:17,840 - Why won't you ever shut up? 855 00:46:17,875 --> 00:46:20,843 You fucker! 856 00:46:20,878 --> 00:46:22,735 Ah! 857 00:46:22,770 --> 00:46:24,572 - Ow! 858 00:46:24,607 --> 00:46:26,882 - Jesus, shit, Jesus Christ. 859 00:46:28,853 --> 00:46:29,643 Gerard. 860 00:46:31,086 --> 00:46:32,987 Hey, hey, shit. 861 00:46:34,892 --> 00:46:36,221 Um, think. 862 00:46:44,264 --> 00:46:45,032 Hello. 863 00:46:45,067 --> 00:46:45,835 Hello. 864 00:46:45,870 --> 00:46:46,836 - Who is this? 865 00:46:46,871 --> 00:46:47,661 Who is this? 866 00:46:49,940 --> 00:46:52,204 - There's been an accident. 867 00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:54,107 - Who am I speaking to? - There's a man bleeding here 868 00:46:54,142 --> 00:46:56,043 and I think he's in serious trouble. 869 00:46:57,211 --> 00:46:58,848 - Which man? - Gerard is his name. 870 00:46:58,883 --> 00:47:01,510 I see, what kind of trouble? 871 00:47:01,545 --> 00:47:03,017 - Oh, he fell, he hit his head, 872 00:47:03,052 --> 00:47:05,085 he's bleeding and he can't speak. 873 00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:07,417 - Oh, that sounds pretty bad. 874 00:47:07,452 --> 00:47:09,023 - I think you should send someone. 875 00:47:09,058 --> 00:47:11,927 Right, and you are who again? 876 00:47:11,962 --> 00:47:12,994 Strange- - Don't worry about me, 877 00:47:13,029 --> 00:47:14,589 just send someone. 878 00:47:14,624 --> 00:47:17,097 You stay there, you stay right where you- 879 00:47:26,570 --> 00:47:28,977 Okay, are you ready? 880 00:47:30,046 --> 00:47:31,881 Remember it's not the final version. 881 00:47:58,701 --> 00:48:02,241 in deep distress 882 00:48:09,910 --> 00:48:14,385 someone her age 883 00:48:14,420 --> 00:48:17,993 no, you hate him 884 00:48:22,362 --> 00:48:25,759 about cruelty 885 00:48:34,935 --> 00:48:39,707 the bond, oh, no 886 00:49:01,599 --> 00:49:04,930 off both her ears 887 00:49:04,965 --> 00:49:09,902 sand and walked away 888 00:49:13,215 --> 00:49:17,547 said to weigh 889 00:49:17,582 --> 00:49:20,946 of pure beauty 890 00:49:20,981 --> 00:49:25,522 by those who see 891 00:49:35,633 --> 00:49:39,767 the bond, oh no 892 00:50:25,012 --> 00:50:27,287 - This is your guitar, right? 893 00:50:27,322 --> 00:50:29,014 - Yeah, you like that one? 894 00:50:29,049 --> 00:50:31,456 - Yeah, what is the aluminum piece? 895 00:50:31,491 --> 00:50:33,293 - Ah, it's a buzzing bridge, 896 00:50:33,328 --> 00:50:35,493 it's what gives it that overtone 897 00:50:36,628 --> 00:50:37,462 and undertone. 898 00:50:39,334 --> 00:50:40,597 - Cool. 899 00:50:40,632 --> 00:50:43,039 - Yeah, there's a Indian word for it, 900 00:50:44,141 --> 00:50:45,965 but I can't remember. 901 00:50:59,123 --> 00:51:01,783 - I understand, I'd probably quit too. 902 00:51:06,130 --> 00:51:07,789 - Well, I didn't quit yet. 903 00:51:09,133 --> 00:51:14,070 - Yeah, I don't know how I'll do in nursing school, but. 904 00:51:14,930 --> 00:51:16,699 - Did you play it? 905 00:51:16,734 --> 00:51:18,074 - No, I didn't. 906 00:51:19,704 --> 00:51:22,111 - So you went to their house and cried 907 00:51:22,146 --> 00:51:24,212 like in front of them or? 908 00:51:26,106 --> 00:51:30,152 - I'm not gonna attack you tonight. 909 00:51:30,187 --> 00:51:33,089 It took me a long time to work up the courage to say that. 910 00:51:35,016 --> 00:51:38,589 So I saw your Larkin book, I love him. 911 00:51:38,624 --> 00:51:40,327 So bleak. 912 00:51:41,891 --> 00:51:44,958 A little crab for my taste, I prefer the ecstatic poets 913 00:51:44,993 --> 00:51:47,730 like Whitman, mostly Blake though, 914 00:51:47,765 --> 00:51:50,172 Blake was my man in college, 915 00:51:50,207 --> 00:51:52,735 always had Blake at the ready, you know. 916 00:51:52,770 --> 00:51:56,068 Those fucking illustrations, you know he did those? 917 00:51:56,103 --> 00:51:57,179 - Hm-mm. 918 00:51:57,214 --> 00:51:57,980 - Yeah. 919 00:51:59,139 --> 00:52:01,040 Anyway, look, you're gonna be fine 920 00:52:02,142 --> 00:52:04,186 and I know when we leave here, 921 00:52:04,221 --> 00:52:06,155 we're not ever gonna see each other again, 922 00:52:06,190 --> 00:52:07,750 I'm not naive about that shit. 923 00:52:08,951 --> 00:52:11,424 I just want you to know that 924 00:52:11,459 --> 00:52:13,888 I'm already wishing that we were a bigger part 925 00:52:13,923 --> 00:52:16,429 of each other's lives, not that we are now, but... 926 00:52:18,125 --> 00:52:20,829 So in the fucking future, when we'll never see each other, 927 00:52:20,864 --> 00:52:22,402 I'll be thinking of you 928 00:52:24,868 --> 00:52:26,439 and just wishing you well. 929 00:52:28,773 --> 00:52:30,542 'Cause I've been watching you 930 00:52:31,743 --> 00:52:34,249 and I'm just gonna miss that. 931 00:52:37,485 --> 00:52:38,814 But my guess is 932 00:52:40,257 --> 00:52:43,621 you're not gonna be thinking about me at all. 933 00:52:48,232 --> 00:52:50,496 - I should go back to the city tomorrow. 934 00:53:02,070 --> 00:53:03,311 - Who's ready? - Right. 935 00:53:04,281 --> 00:53:05,577 - Dylan's ready. 936 00:53:08,175 --> 00:53:10,879 - Oh, my God, oh, God. - Oh, that's too- 937 00:53:10,914 --> 00:53:12,254 - Yep, ah-huh. 938 00:53:12,289 --> 00:53:14,421 - You all take it. - Soft and rookie. 939 00:53:14,456 --> 00:53:16,555 - I'll take one. 940 00:53:16,590 --> 00:53:19,294 - It's not easy to pour. 941 00:53:19,329 --> 00:53:21,021 - That is so funny. - Come on. 942 00:53:21,056 --> 00:53:22,594 - Taste that. - Drink. 943 00:53:22,629 --> 00:53:24,398 - That's kind of a generosity. - That tastes good. 944 00:53:24,433 --> 00:53:26,994 You both pour with his generosity. 945 00:53:27,029 --> 00:53:28,864 It's not that you could ruin mixing 946 00:53:28,899 --> 00:53:31,306 and make some kind of sophisticated thing with it. 947 00:53:32,474 --> 00:53:34,243 - Go ahead, have the last bit. - Alright. 948 00:53:34,278 --> 00:53:36,311 - Can I have a cigarette? - Go for it. 949 00:53:36,346 --> 00:53:39,039 I'm willing to share my chaser. 950 00:53:39,074 --> 00:53:41,316 - You gotta put the bottom up. - Ah! 951 00:53:41,351 --> 00:53:43,175 - It's up. - Yeah. 952 00:53:43,210 --> 00:53:44,220 - Whoo! 953 00:53:45,751 --> 00:53:47,256 That's disgusting. 954 00:53:49,150 --> 00:53:50,886 - But now you're one of us. - Aw! 955 00:53:50,921 --> 00:53:54,021 Does anyone have a cigarette I can bum? 956 00:53:54,056 --> 00:53:55,858 - Sure. - Bong, bong, bong, bong. 957 00:53:55,893 --> 00:53:59,191 - Sorry. - Now don't be sorry please. 958 00:53:59,226 --> 00:54:00,269 - More? - Help yourself, right. 959 00:54:00,304 --> 00:54:01,732 - We like that stuff. - Really? 960 00:54:01,767 --> 00:54:03,668 - Yeah, we do. 961 00:54:03,703 --> 00:54:05,340 We found a sucker. 962 00:54:07,267 --> 00:54:09,201 Ah, here you are. 963 00:54:09,236 --> 00:54:11,643 Wish we had the bongos in here. 964 00:54:13,240 --> 00:54:15,647 - How about you, a shot, another shot? 965 00:54:15,682 --> 00:54:16,549 - I'm good. 966 00:54:16,584 --> 00:54:18,716 - Come on. - No. 967 00:54:20,456 --> 00:54:22,291 - Leave her alone, Jim. 968 00:55:13,234 --> 00:55:15,509 Careful now. 969 00:55:17,744 --> 00:55:21,383 Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop. 970 00:55:27,424 --> 00:55:32,427 You didn't tell me she could sing, I mean. 971 00:55:33,430 --> 00:55:34,220 Wow. 972 00:56:08,432 --> 00:56:10,190 Hey! 973 00:56:10,225 --> 00:56:11,026 - Hey! 974 00:56:13,162 --> 00:56:14,931 I didn't wanna wake you. 975 00:56:14,966 --> 00:56:15,866 - You didn't. 976 00:56:21,874 --> 00:56:22,774 - Thanks. 977 00:56:24,206 --> 00:56:25,447 - I didn't do anything. 978 00:56:27,484 --> 00:56:28,516 Good luck. 979 00:57:28,435 --> 00:57:29,676 Sorry, 980 00:57:30,910 --> 00:57:33,405 I don't even know if I'm in the right apartment. 981 00:57:33,440 --> 00:57:36,375 - For what? - For a, I, um. 982 00:57:37,444 --> 00:57:39,950 Did you, do you work for Gerard? 983 00:57:44,451 --> 00:57:46,528 Well, I understand we have to be discreet, 984 00:57:46,563 --> 00:57:48,893 but I wanted to make sure- - Gerard? 985 00:57:48,928 --> 00:57:52,160 Yes, the last time we were here, 986 00:57:52,195 --> 00:57:56,032 he, we had an altercation, 987 00:57:56,067 --> 00:57:59,233 he was hurt badly and I wanted to see if- 988 00:57:59,268 --> 00:58:00,608 - He's dead. 989 00:58:02,469 --> 00:58:03,743 I mean, probably, 990 00:58:03,778 --> 00:58:05,470 hurt badly is almost always a euphemism, isn't it? 991 00:58:05,505 --> 00:58:08,176 It's what you tell a kid about a car accident, 992 00:58:08,211 --> 00:58:10,849 Daddy was hurt badly and now he's with the angels. 993 00:58:10,884 --> 00:58:12,554 What do I know though, I'm just a realtor. 994 00:58:12,589 --> 00:58:14,116 You shouldn't be here. - Wait, he's not- 995 00:58:14,151 --> 00:58:16,855 - We're not officially showing until tomorrow, 996 00:58:16,890 --> 00:58:20,859 but since you came all this way, white wine? 997 00:58:20,894 --> 00:58:22,091 No. 998 00:58:26,526 --> 00:58:29,802 - Are you sure? It's a good one, it's dry minerally. 999 00:58:29,837 --> 00:58:31,870 I'll drink it with beef, I don't give a shit. 1000 00:58:31,905 --> 00:58:35,401 You say you've been in this apartment before with er? 1001 00:58:35,436 --> 00:58:37,711 - He used to work here. - Gerard was his name. 1002 00:58:37,746 --> 00:58:39,471 - Look, I get wanting to mess with me. 1003 00:58:39,506 --> 00:58:41,506 - Whoa, the last thing I'd do 1004 00:58:41,541 --> 00:58:43,277 would be alienating a potential buyer, 1005 00:58:43,312 --> 00:58:44,817 but I'm not sure that's what you are, 1006 00:58:44,852 --> 00:58:46,313 you look like you rent. 1007 00:58:46,348 --> 00:58:47,820 Do you have a car? 1008 00:58:47,855 --> 00:58:50,152 There's nothing within walking distance. 1009 00:58:50,187 --> 00:58:52,484 This isn't even technically a neighborhood, 1010 00:58:52,519 --> 00:58:54,387 between you and me, I wouldn't actually live here, 1011 00:58:54,422 --> 00:58:56,631 for the time being, but let some other poor sucker 1012 00:58:56,666 --> 00:58:58,391 be the one to sit in the desert 1013 00:58:58,426 --> 00:59:00,525 and wait for the yoga shop to open. 1014 00:59:00,560 --> 00:59:02,362 Maybe throw down a mattress somewhere 1015 00:59:02,397 --> 00:59:04,232 for the occasional, sad, little assignation, 1016 00:59:04,267 --> 00:59:07,136 but that's only if you're too cheap to get a hotel room. 1017 00:59:07,171 --> 00:59:08,775 - Look, I didn't even like the guy. 1018 00:59:08,810 --> 00:59:10,139 - He shouldn't have been working here, 1019 00:59:10,174 --> 00:59:12,504 this place is not zoned for commercial use. 1020 00:59:12,539 --> 00:59:13,681 - What's your name? 1021 00:59:14,618 --> 00:59:15,914 Is it Lysette? 1022 00:59:15,949 --> 00:59:18,312 Do you have a card? - Didn't bring them. 1023 00:59:18,347 --> 00:59:20,754 We're not showing until tomorrow like I said. 1024 00:59:20,789 --> 00:59:23,119 You shouldn't be here. 1025 00:59:23,154 --> 00:59:24,725 At any rate, all trace of former occupants 1026 00:59:24,760 --> 00:59:26,551 has been completely eradicated, 1027 00:59:26,586 --> 00:59:29,994 the management company was very clear, clean slate. 1028 00:59:30,898 --> 00:59:34,636 Altercation, 1029 00:59:34,671 --> 00:59:37,639 Christ, why can't you people just say what you mean. 1030 00:59:37,674 --> 00:59:39,465 Must have really fucked him up. 1031 00:59:40,677 --> 00:59:43,777 - Look, I just need to know if he's alive, 1032 00:59:43,812 --> 00:59:45,812 or sentient, he hit his head. 1033 00:59:45,847 --> 00:59:48,540 You do understand why I need to know this? 1034 00:59:48,575 --> 00:59:52,313 - Seems to me all you need to know is whether he's gone 1035 00:59:53,217 --> 00:59:54,722 and from where I'm standing, 1036 00:59:57,584 --> 01:00:00,728 I can basically assure you that's the case. 1037 01:00:01,698 --> 01:00:02,664 Anything else? 1038 01:00:03,623 --> 01:00:05,590 - I'll find out from somewhere else, 1039 01:00:05,625 --> 01:00:08,736 there's records somewhere, there's, there's Lysette. 1040 01:00:09,673 --> 01:00:11,299 Never heard of her. 1041 01:00:12,137 --> 01:00:14,599 Look, I'm a practical person, 1042 01:00:14,634 --> 01:00:16,106 I'm just here to show the space. 1043 01:00:16,141 --> 01:00:18,306 It's up to the buyer to make it a home. 1044 01:00:18,341 --> 01:00:20,209 - Stop it, come on, please. 1045 01:00:23,280 --> 01:00:24,576 What? 1046 01:00:24,611 --> 01:00:25,885 - I said this conversation could be giving you 1047 01:00:25,920 --> 01:00:28,415 so much solace, if only you'd let it. 1048 01:00:32,729 --> 01:00:35,026 They must've decided to do a walkthrough. 1049 01:00:36,227 --> 01:00:37,897 You have to go. 1050 01:00:37,932 --> 01:00:39,129 I'll be back. 1051 01:00:40,660 --> 01:00:42,264 - What if I won't? 1052 01:00:42,299 --> 01:00:43,969 - I could lose my job. 1053 01:00:51,748 --> 01:00:53,781 - There's nothing more you'll tell me? 1054 01:01:03,485 --> 01:01:05,089 - You're going to be just fine. 1055 01:01:23,406 --> 01:01:25,307 - Hm-mm, yes, I'm here. 1056 01:01:26,706 --> 01:01:27,507 Hm-mm. 1057 01:01:28,312 --> 01:01:29,113 Good. 1058 01:01:41,798 --> 01:01:42,621 Hi. 1059 01:01:43,558 --> 01:01:44,766 - Hello. 1060 01:01:44,801 --> 01:01:46,658 Olena, you said it was, right? 1061 01:01:46,693 --> 01:01:47,802 - Olena. 1062 01:01:47,837 --> 01:01:50,299 - Hey there, look what's on. 1063 01:01:50,334 --> 01:01:51,740 - Oh, God. 1064 01:01:53,700 --> 01:01:56,701 This must be the uninteresting failures channel. 1065 01:01:56,736 --> 01:02:00,177 - I think it's good. 1066 01:02:00,212 --> 01:02:03,114 - That was a long time ago, I can do better. 1067 01:02:03,149 --> 01:02:06,711 - You're always good, what time's your call tomorrow? 1068 01:02:06,746 --> 01:02:09,758 - 6:30, but I still have some lines to go over. 1069 01:02:09,793 --> 01:02:12,992 I got some charcuterie, you want some sopas set? 1070 01:02:13,027 --> 01:02:14,554 - Oh, shit, 1071 01:02:14,589 --> 01:02:16,589 that's Elsa and her dad, I slept longer than I wanted to. 1072 01:02:16,624 --> 01:02:19,295 Charcuterie in 20, no bread. 1073 01:02:19,330 --> 01:02:20,593 Hi. 1074 01:02:20,628 --> 01:02:22,232 - Hello. 1075 01:02:22,267 --> 01:02:23,530 - Hi. 1076 01:02:23,565 --> 01:02:26,401 - Hi, baby, hi, Michael. 1077 01:02:26,436 --> 01:02:28,337 - We tried you earlier, not much time though, 1078 01:02:28,372 --> 01:02:29,811 she's gotta get to bed. 1079 01:02:29,846 --> 01:02:31,978 - I know, I'm sorry, I fell asleep. 1080 01:02:32,013 --> 01:02:35,179 I'm so exhausted, this film is frankly killing me. 1081 01:02:35,214 --> 01:02:36,411 - Sorry to hear it. 1082 01:02:39,350 --> 01:02:41,713 - I saw you on TV last night. 1083 01:02:41,748 --> 01:02:43,517 - Oh, you did? - Hm-mm. 1084 01:02:43,552 --> 01:02:44,859 - What was I doing? 1085 01:02:44,894 --> 01:02:46,927 - Ah, shooting somebody. 1086 01:02:46,962 --> 01:02:50,458 - Oh, dear, well, your dad shouldn't have let you see that. 1087 01:02:50,493 --> 01:02:52,757 It was the sitter. - May I have a story? 1088 01:02:52,792 --> 01:02:55,133 - She can't hear you. - May I have a story? 1089 01:02:55,168 --> 01:02:57,267 - Of course, what would you like to hear? 1090 01:02:57,302 --> 01:02:58,103 - Spooky. 1091 01:02:58,908 --> 01:03:01,403 - Oh, okay, spooky. 1092 01:03:01,438 --> 01:03:05,946 Okay, what about spooky and sweet, 1093 01:03:05,981 --> 01:03:07,849 like spooky with a good ending? 1094 01:03:08,775 --> 01:03:10,181 Yeah? - Hm-mm. 1095 01:03:10,216 --> 01:03:12,612 - Great, okay, now make sure you close your eyes, 1096 01:03:12,647 --> 01:03:15,285 so you can see what I'm saying, 1097 01:03:15,320 --> 01:03:16,924 really feel the pictures, okay? 1098 01:03:17,927 --> 01:03:19,026 Okay, good. 1099 01:03:21,898 --> 01:03:26,362 Okay, so there was once a young girl, no, a young boy. 1100 01:03:26,397 --> 01:03:28,628 - Does it have to be about a kid? 1101 01:03:28,663 --> 01:03:30,905 - I'm making a fairytale, Michael, 1102 01:03:30,940 --> 01:03:33,204 let me do my thing, let me riff, Christ. 1103 01:03:34,141 --> 01:03:37,472 Okay, so this young boy, 1104 01:03:37,507 --> 01:03:41,476 he had a pig, 1105 01:03:41,511 --> 01:03:44,776 he lived on a farm, you see and he had lots of animals, 1106 01:03:44,811 --> 01:03:48,120 cows and chickens, all the farm animals, 1107 01:03:48,155 --> 01:03:52,190 but the pig was his best friend, since he was a piglet. 1108 01:03:52,225 --> 01:03:54,390 He and the boy had a special bond, 1109 01:03:54,425 --> 01:03:56,722 the pig followed the boy everywhere 1110 01:03:56,757 --> 01:04:01,760 and the boy's parents, the farmer and the farm, farm wife, 1111 01:04:03,071 --> 01:04:05,830 they promised never to make food out of the pig, 1112 01:04:05,865 --> 01:04:08,503 they would let him keep the pig always and you know what, 1113 01:04:08,538 --> 01:04:11,880 they even let him sleep with the pig in bed. 1114 01:04:11,915 --> 01:04:15,312 Yes, and he didn't even care when the pig, 1115 01:04:15,347 --> 01:04:18,513 whose name was Bertram, 1116 01:04:19,681 --> 01:04:22,957 he didn't care when Bertram got big and fat, 1117 01:04:22,992 --> 01:04:24,552 they still slept together 1118 01:04:24,587 --> 01:04:26,895 and held each other tight through the whole night. 1119 01:04:27,997 --> 01:04:29,128 But then one day, 1120 01:04:33,398 --> 01:04:37,499 then one day, the boy woke up 1121 01:04:37,534 --> 01:04:41,943 and Bertram was giving him this look that was very serious. 1122 01:04:41,978 --> 01:04:44,044 It was a look that Bertram had never given him before 1123 01:04:44,079 --> 01:04:46,706 and the boy was worried 1124 01:04:47,874 --> 01:04:52,712 and then the pig opened his mouth and said, 1125 01:04:52,747 --> 01:04:55,955 "There's something bad in the forest." 1126 01:04:59,028 --> 01:05:01,688 But before the boy could ask him what it was, 1127 01:05:01,723 --> 01:05:03,591 the pig hopped out of bed and motioned 1128 01:05:03,626 --> 01:05:07,463 with his little pig foot for the boy to follow. 1129 01:05:07,498 --> 01:05:09,861 The boy creeped down the stairs 1130 01:05:09,896 --> 01:05:14,668 and followed Bertram through the front door 1131 01:05:14,703 --> 01:05:18,947 passed the cows and the chickens and over to the fence 1132 01:05:18,982 --> 01:05:20,982 and the tall trees beyond. 1133 01:05:21,017 --> 01:05:24,986 The boy kept asking, "What's in the woods, man?" 1134 01:05:25,021 --> 01:05:27,714 And Bertram just kept repeating the same phrase 1135 01:05:27,749 --> 01:05:31,751 over and over, "There's something bad, 1136 01:05:31,786 --> 01:05:34,193 something bad in the forest." 1137 01:05:36,065 --> 01:05:39,660 And as the boy followed Bertram in, the boy kept asking, 1138 01:05:41,037 --> 01:05:44,038 "Where is it, what is it, Bertram?" 1139 01:05:45,338 --> 01:05:49,373 And Bertram's voice only got deeper and he just kept saying, 1140 01:05:49,408 --> 01:05:52,376 "Further in, further in." 1141 01:05:52,411 --> 01:05:54,983 And then they were quiet for some time 1142 01:05:56,250 --> 01:05:58,481 and Bertram was moving very fast 1143 01:05:59,880 --> 01:06:02,353 and the boy couldn't keep up with him 1144 01:06:04,753 --> 01:06:06,995 and then finally he said, "We're close," 1145 01:06:07,030 --> 01:06:09,998 and began to slow down and as they came to a clearing, 1146 01:06:10,033 --> 01:06:14,970 a very dark clearing with worms and weird creepy crawlies 1147 01:06:16,501 --> 01:06:20,635 and the bats still flying overhead, Bertram stopped 1148 01:06:21,968 --> 01:06:24,507 and he looked up at the boy, who had stopped behind him 1149 01:06:25,708 --> 01:06:30,084 and now he just seemed like a regular old pig, 1150 01:06:30,119 --> 01:06:32,581 something in his eyes had changed 1151 01:06:33,683 --> 01:06:37,256 and gotten less intense and person-ish 1152 01:06:37,291 --> 01:06:38,620 and the boy said, 1153 01:06:40,063 --> 01:06:43,691 "Are we here, Bertram, is this where the bad thing is?" 1154 01:06:44,892 --> 01:06:47,134 But Bertram looked up at the boy confused 1155 01:06:48,665 --> 01:06:52,469 like he didn't know why either of them were there, 1156 01:06:52,504 --> 01:06:55,043 like it was the boy who had brought him to the woods 1157 01:06:58,609 --> 01:07:01,709 and they paused there looking at one another for a while 1158 01:07:03,009 --> 01:07:07,088 and it was so, so quiet, 1159 01:07:08,685 --> 01:07:10,685 the boy thought he could hear the worms 1160 01:07:10,720 --> 01:07:14,722 crawling up and out of the ground. 1161 01:07:19,102 --> 01:07:23,863 And then Bertram turned suddenly and began to dig very fast 1162 01:07:23,898 --> 01:07:25,139 and the boy was surprised, 1163 01:07:25,174 --> 01:07:27,900 because he had never seen Bertram dig before 1164 01:07:27,935 --> 01:07:29,935 and here he was digging like a dog 1165 01:07:30,773 --> 01:07:33,037 and the boy said his name, 1166 01:07:33,072 --> 01:07:35,083 but Bertram ignored him and kept digging, 1167 01:07:35,118 --> 01:07:38,185 throwing dirt up into the boy's face, 1168 01:07:39,452 --> 01:07:43,091 frantic and intent and before the boy knew it, 1169 01:07:43,126 --> 01:07:45,159 Bertram was halfway underground 1170 01:07:46,393 --> 01:07:49,955 and he said his name again, "Bertram, Bertram." 1171 01:07:51,299 --> 01:07:54,564 Just then, Bertram hit something, 1172 01:07:55,666 --> 01:07:57,864 something wet 1173 01:07:59,703 --> 01:08:03,441 and as he did, he spoke again finally, 1174 01:08:03,476 --> 01:08:05,344 but the boy couldn't hear what he said, 1175 01:08:05,379 --> 01:08:07,313 because Bertram's voice was muffled now 1176 01:08:07,348 --> 01:08:10,250 and so strange and scared and- - Stephanie. 1177 01:08:12,518 --> 01:08:13,451 She's asleep. 1178 01:08:13,486 --> 01:08:15,079 - Oh, yes, okay. 1179 01:08:15,114 --> 01:08:16,586 - Probably a relief, 1180 01:08:16,621 --> 01:08:19,259 wasn't sure where you were going with that. 1181 01:08:19,294 --> 01:08:20,095 - Right. 1182 01:08:23,166 --> 01:08:25,133 So same time tomorrow? 1183 01:08:25,168 --> 01:08:28,092 - Ah, yeah, sure, or, 1184 01:08:28,127 --> 01:08:29,203 or Tuesday. 1185 01:08:30,239 --> 01:08:30,996 - Great. 1186 01:08:31,966 --> 01:08:33,174 Good. 1187 01:08:33,209 --> 01:08:35,308 Good luck with the movie. 1188 01:08:35,343 --> 01:08:36,144 - Thank you. 1189 01:08:38,005 --> 01:08:39,642 - Right, okay, till soon. 1190 01:08:43,043 --> 01:08:44,009 - Yeah.