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- You're sure you've got everything?

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You've packed your books,
towels, toiletries?

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- I think so.

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- It might get cold soon,

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so I put a warm winter coat on your bed.

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Did you pack it?

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- It was on my bed?

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- Well if not, I suppose
you can always come home

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one weekend and get it.

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Or I can drop it off, I don't mind.

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Don't forget we're just around

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the corner so it's not a problem for us.

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You can come to us here.

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We can visit you at the
school, take you out for lunch.

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It's the exeat weekend soon, isn't it?

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We love you very much, Shelby.

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Your father and me.

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I hope you know that.

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- Hi, sorry to intrude Mrs. Welham

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but is this all to go?

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- Whatever's by the
stairs, thank you, James.

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- Right-O.

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- Important year, this one.

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You've got your A-Levels, adulthood.

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Although don't you start
thinking once you're 18

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you're out of our jurisdiction, mister.

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I hope you know, Shelby, that we're ever

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so sorry about what happened.

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Truly, we are.

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Of course we are.

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But equally we feel now the time has come

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for you to move on.

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Time to pull up your socks
and face the world head on.

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There's no point living in the past,

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singing with the ravens.

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Not when you're fortunate enough

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to have a future so bright.

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Your father and I are
very proud of you, Shelby.

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We love you very much.

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- I love you too, Mom.

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- Shelby?

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- Mom, I haven't even read it yet.

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- Whether you've read it or not

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it's hardly a very nice reminder
to keep about your person.

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I don't think it's healthy

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to have something so macabre and sad

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and to keep it so close by.

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I fear it will inspire a morbid
obsession in you, Shelby.

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You were always oddly
fascinated with death,

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even as a boy.

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More so than the other children.

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I remember once you
brought home this book.

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- It was one book on the
Holocaust in year five.

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Mom, we were studying World War II.

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I was just interested.

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- I know, I know, Shelby

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but I don't think it's very smart.

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- Really, Mom.

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You want to have this conversation now?

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- It's just like riding a bicycle, Shelby.

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You'll see.

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Soon it will almost be
as if you'd never left.

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- Yeah, you like that?

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- Stop talking.

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- No pants, you naughty girl.

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- I said stop talking.

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- Are you ready, babe?

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Babe?

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Babe?

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Babe, where are the condoms?

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- Moses, no, stop!

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It's the middle of the day.

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We're about to go
Lilibet's welcoming mass.

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We can't do this.

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- I thought you wanted me to stop talking.

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- Someone might walk in.

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We're being far too bit about all this.

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You're not even allowed
to be in here, Moses.

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If a teacher were to even see us kiss

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we could get suspended.

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- Here we go again.

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- What?

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- Every time we try to have sex

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you find something, some
way to stop us, every time.

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It's like you don't even like
me, or something, Margot.

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- Well, of course I do.

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Of course I do.

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- How come we've had to keep it a secret?

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- What?

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Moses, if a teacher were to find out.

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- I'm not talking about school, us.

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How come we've had to keep

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the fact we're together a secret?

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- It's not you.

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It's not you, it's me.

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I'm not ready yet.

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- What, for our friends
to know we're together?

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- I want it to be special.

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I want what we have,
our first time together,

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to be special.

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- Champagne and roses don't
make something special, Margot.

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- A couple more weeks,
that's all I'm asking.

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I just need to sort out
some things for myself.

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- You know you can tell me anything.

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Right?

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- It is with great honour and thanks

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that I find myself prized
with the coveted position

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of welcoming back returning students

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to what hopes to be yet
another successful school year.

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As well as having the pleasure

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of introducing new
students and faculty alike

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into our loving and supportive community.

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I hope you find great happiness here

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making lasting friendships and
creating bountiful memories

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just as I have during my time

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at this truly remarkable school.

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Broadbridge Abbey is not only

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an outstanding institution at which

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to receive a stellar education

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but a sanctuary for the nourishment

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of creative minds and safe haven

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for like minded souls to learn, enrich,

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and practise their Roman Catholic faith.

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Therefore, as your head girl
for the upcoming school year,

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I ask that potential shall not go amiss.

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There are three redline offences
here at Broadbridge Abbey

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which when disobeyed result
in immediate expulsion.

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No matter the offender,
how valued the student,

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or how noted said student
is to have participated in

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and or contributed towards
the school programme.

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I must warn each and every one of you

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that there is no place
here for theft, bullying,

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or substance abuse within the
Broadbridge Abbey community.

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The consequence is
severe and nonnegotiable.

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Last year, our community
suffered a devastating loss

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just days after we broke up
for the Christmas holidays.

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The tragedy occurred at a
time when our loved ones

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are of our top priority.

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Hephzibah Locke was a
beautiful and kind young lady

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with a million passions
and even more talents.

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One only had to speak to her to understand

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the love she held for
everyone and everything.

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The things she wished to
achieve and now never will.

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If Eppy was still here today,
healthy and happy and well

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I have no doubt in my
mind that she would stand

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where I now stand.

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And instead of myself
she would be the one upon

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this pulpit welcoming you all back.

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Count your blessings.

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Find things to be thankful for.

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Things you might have
otherwise overlooked.

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Your families perhaps.

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What you did over the summer break.

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Together we can make this
year one to remember.

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If you are willing to
put yourself out there.

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If you are willing to put
in the time and effort

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then there is no limit to the enrichment

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and happiness that you can achieve here

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at Broadbridge Abbey.

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Seek and you will find.

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Ask and you may be given.

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In the name of the father, the son,

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and the Holy Spirit, amen.

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- What about summer, what'd you do?

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- Uh, you know.

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I'd rather not talk about it.

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- Hey guys.

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- Hey, there she is.

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- Hi.

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- I was so, so nervous.

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- I could see your hands shaking.

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You know when you were holding your paper

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you were kind of like this.

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And I thought you were gonna throw up

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from your face, honestly.

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- One second.

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Shelby?

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Shelby Welham.

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Hi, hello.

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- Hi.

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- Oh my goodness, hi.

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Hi, how are you?

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How is everything?

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Are you good?

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I've missed you, Shelb.

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- It's, it's hard.

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It's hard being back, really.

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- Well, it's so nice to see you, Shelb.

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Honestly, it's so nice to see you.

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- How have you been?

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- Me? Oh, same old.

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Same old stuff.

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I've been boring, actually.

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- Oh yeah?

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- But how are you?

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You know, how is everything?

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How have you been?

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- Better.

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- You look better.

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And now you're back.

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I couldn't be happier, Shelb.

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Honestly, I couldn't
be happier to see you.

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Do you wanna go outside
and get some fresh air?

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- Are head girls allowed to smoke?

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What?

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- Nothing.

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- What are you doing?

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- I'm not doing anything.

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- Lilibet.
- What?

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- Okay.

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Stop it!

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- Stop what?

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- Nothing.

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- Okay.

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- Woo!

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- Oh my god.

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- Yeah!

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- You cheater, you stopped before--

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- Calm down, calm down.

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- I'm the king of the woods!

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Oh come, on.

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- Wow.

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- You did so well.

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- Hi guys, hi.

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- I can't believe you just,
like, emptied half of that beer.

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- Lilibet!

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- You've had too much to fucking drink.

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- Where's Charles going?

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Charles!

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- I'm just going for a piss!

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Ariel.

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- Charles.

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- How are we?

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- Fine.

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- First week back is always
a shock to the system.

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- You?

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- Good.

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I'm good.

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Better if you got what I asked for.

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- Depends.

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- On?

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- What you brought me.

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- Reckon this might be worth it's weight.

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- Got it.

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Pleasure doing business with you, Charles.

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- Why'd you even want that, anyway?

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- Why does anybody want a
naked photo of somebody else?

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- What?

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Oh fuck.

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That's fucking disgusting, Ariel.

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That's fucking vile.

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- You took the photo.

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- Yeah, but I didn't
realise it was for that.

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Give it the fuck back, Ariel.

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- A deal's a deal Charles.

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- I think you misheard me, faggot.

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I said, give it the fuck back.

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- Or what?

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- I'll beat you to a living pulp,

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you little shit, that's what.

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- Rich coming from someone who's about

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to get down and dirty with
a certain Mr. Charlie.

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You know what, come to
think of it, Charles,

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your love for cocaine
is weirdly narcicisstic.

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- Fuck off, Ariel.

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You little pervert.

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00:15:00.724 --> 00:15:02.249
- Gets voted king of the woods

270
00:15:02.249 --> 00:15:03.136
and thinks he runs the place.

271
00:15:03.136 --> 00:15:04.886
- I do run the place.

272
00:15:06.922 --> 00:15:09.402
- How'd you even get this photo, anyway?

273
00:15:09.402 --> 00:15:10.802
- It wasn't hard.

274
00:15:10.802 --> 00:15:11.897
When Moose is in front of people

275
00:15:11.897 --> 00:15:13.863
he always struts around naked.

276
00:15:13.863 --> 00:15:16.081
- It's not hard, but it certainly is big.

277
00:15:16.081 --> 00:15:18.024
- You're such a dirty little faggot.

278
00:15:18.024 --> 00:15:18.872
- Fuck off, Charles.

279
00:15:18.872 --> 00:15:20.037
You're just scared you'd get a hard-on

280
00:15:20.037 --> 00:15:21.063
if I ever came unto you.

281
00:15:21.063 --> 00:15:22.380
- You know, even if you are a living pulp

282
00:15:22.380 --> 00:15:24.280
you can still get me coke.

283
00:15:24.280 --> 00:15:26.363
Watch it, little mermaid.

284
00:15:28.049 --> 00:15:30.742
- Tell Roisin I've got
her stuff too, would you?

285
00:15:30.742 --> 00:15:32.711
- Roisin made an order?

286
00:15:32.711 --> 00:15:35.498
- Yeah, why wouldn't she?

287
00:15:35.498 --> 00:15:36.760
- Roisin Joyce?

288
00:15:36.760 --> 00:15:38.465
- What's your point?

289
00:15:38.465 --> 00:15:39.672
- She told me she wasn't doing drugs

290
00:15:39.672 --> 00:15:41.322
at school anymore.

291
00:15:41.322 --> 00:15:44.747
- Well I guess she changed
her mind, didn't she.

292
00:15:44.747 --> 00:15:47.798
- Yeah, I guess she did, didn't she.

293
00:15:47.798 --> 00:15:50.377
You better not show that
photo to anyone, faggot.

294
00:15:50.377 --> 00:15:52.794
- It'll be our little secret.

295
00:15:54.409 --> 00:15:58.180
- Mm, then he asked if
I would gag for him.

296
00:15:58.180 --> 00:16:00.285
Between you and me, I swear on my life.

297
00:16:00.285 --> 00:16:01.825
I have no idea what all the other girls

298
00:16:01.825 --> 00:16:03.739
have been saying because
he's quite literally

299
00:16:03.739 --> 00:16:05.624
the smallest I've ever seen.

300
00:16:05.624 --> 00:16:07.160
Let alone sucked.

301
00:16:07.160 --> 00:16:09.271
I'm comparing it to a cocktail sausage.

302
00:16:09.271 --> 00:16:10.688
Baffling, really.

303
00:16:12.336 --> 00:16:15.727
And then he asked if he
would call him daddy.

304
00:16:15.727 --> 00:16:16.585
- No!

305
00:16:16.585 --> 00:16:17.418
- I know!

306
00:16:19.107 --> 00:16:20.563
- Oh my god.

307
00:16:20.563 --> 00:16:21.754
- Roisin, a word?

308
00:16:21.754 --> 00:16:24.945
- Looks like I'm now in for a spanking.

309
00:16:24.945 --> 00:16:26.234
See you guys later.

310
00:16:26.234 --> 00:16:27.122
- Bye.

311
00:16:27.122 --> 00:16:27.955
- Bye!

312
00:16:29.228 --> 00:16:30.516
- Bye!

313
00:16:30.516 --> 00:16:33.192
- I cannot wait to roast
Charles about all of this.

314
00:16:33.192 --> 00:16:34.728
- Oh Moose, you can't, that's mean.

315
00:16:34.728 --> 00:16:37.072
- Yeah, but it's Charles, he would.

316
00:16:37.072 --> 00:16:38.694
- To be fair Lilibet, it is Charles.

317
00:16:38.694 --> 00:16:40.539
It's hardly as if he's going to care.

318
00:16:40.539 --> 00:16:41.772
- I suppose.

319
00:16:41.772 --> 00:16:43.939
- I'm gonna go for a whiz.

320
00:16:45.571 --> 00:16:47.097
Do you guys want anything?

321
00:16:47.097 --> 00:16:48.096
- Trip to the loo?

322
00:16:48.096 --> 00:16:49.940
Not particularly, Moses, no.

323
00:16:49.940 --> 00:16:52.023
- Don't say I didn't ask.

324
00:16:56.416 --> 00:16:57.913
- How was Shelby?

325
00:16:57.913 --> 00:16:59.330
- Good, actually.

326
00:17:00.451 --> 00:17:02.126
You know, he's still sad, obviously.

327
00:17:02.126 --> 00:17:05.457
But I think he's starting to
get everything under control.

328
00:17:05.457 --> 00:17:06.924
- He didn't want to come tonight?

329
00:17:06.924 --> 00:17:08.560
- I did invite him.

330
00:17:08.560 --> 00:17:11.569
But he said he had some reading
or something to catch up on.

331
00:17:11.569 --> 00:17:14.301
- You think he'd be over it by now.

332
00:17:14.301 --> 00:17:17.384
- Well, it'll happen when he's ready.

333
00:17:19.417 --> 00:17:21.272
Apparently he's really distanced himself

334
00:17:21.272 --> 00:17:23.422
from Claire and Tippy
and that lot over summer.

335
00:17:23.422 --> 00:17:24.422
- Oh really?

336
00:17:25.445 --> 00:17:26.958
Moses and I were literally talking

337
00:17:26.958 --> 00:17:28.941
to that group the other day.

338
00:17:28.941 --> 00:17:32.352
I mean, I say the other day,
I'm talking about last term.

339
00:17:32.352 --> 00:17:35.373
But they really are quite weird.

340
00:17:35.373 --> 00:17:39.660
I mean, we were even saying
that now that Eppy's gone

341
00:17:39.660 --> 00:17:43.265
Shelby could probably fit in with us.

342
00:17:43.265 --> 00:17:45.607
- Now that Eppy's gone?

343
00:17:45.607 --> 00:17:47.453
- Lilibet, you know I
didn't mean it like that.

344
00:17:47.453 --> 00:17:48.742
- You've been speaking on behalf of Moses

345
00:17:48.742 --> 00:17:50.170
an awful lot lately.

346
00:17:50.170 --> 00:17:52.054
Any particular reason, or?

347
00:17:52.054 --> 00:17:55.064
- I swear to god, that boy is a psycho.

348
00:17:55.064 --> 00:17:56.078
- Roisin can I be?

349
00:17:56.078 --> 00:17:57.201
- Help yourself.

350
00:17:57.201 --> 00:17:58.671
- What's he done now?

351
00:17:58.671 --> 00:18:00.057
- He literally just had a go at me

352
00:18:00.057 --> 00:18:01.373
for ordering stuff through Ariel.

353
00:18:01.373 --> 00:18:02.845
As if he can talk.

354
00:18:02.845 --> 00:18:03.912
- Roisin.

355
00:18:03.912 --> 00:18:05.632
- What? Don't you start too.

356
00:18:05.632 --> 00:18:07.032
I'll take that straight back.

357
00:18:07.032 --> 00:18:09.348
- What do you even order from him, anyway?

358
00:18:09.348 --> 00:18:11.789
God, I wouldn't trust anything he gave me.

359
00:18:11.789 --> 00:18:13.466
Not even water.

360
00:18:13.466 --> 00:18:15.671
Who knows what the boy puts in it.

361
00:18:15.671 --> 00:18:17.002
- It's just a bit of weed.

362
00:18:17.002 --> 00:18:18.722
- Roisin, just be careful, okay?

363
00:18:18.722 --> 00:18:20.095
They were saying in my monitor meeting

364
00:18:20.095 --> 00:18:21.925
that they're really gonna
clamp down on drugs this year.

365
00:18:21.925 --> 00:18:23.880
- What the bloody fuck are they gonna do?

366
00:18:23.880 --> 00:18:26.071
It's already expel worthy.

367
00:18:26.071 --> 00:18:28.623
What, bring sniffer dogs in?

368
00:18:28.623 --> 00:18:30.522
- It's hardly like I'm
snorting coke down the swan

369
00:18:30.522 --> 00:18:31.840
like Charles is.

370
00:18:31.840 --> 00:18:33.199
I swear to god that boy snorts coke

371
00:18:33.199 --> 00:18:35.043
like a fucking pig hunts for truffles.

372
00:18:35.043 --> 00:18:36.873
And yet he has a go at me.

373
00:18:36.873 --> 00:18:38.424
- Maybe he just cares for you.

374
00:18:38.424 --> 00:18:41.757
- He doesn't have the right, we're over.

375
00:18:42.788 --> 00:18:44.048
- That's not funny, Charles!

376
00:18:46.933 --> 00:18:49.968
- Three more beers and mark me,

377
00:18:49.968 --> 00:18:52.135
you watch him make a move.

378
00:18:53.119 --> 00:18:53.952
- Who?

379
00:18:53.952 --> 00:18:54.785
Moose?

380
00:18:56.072 --> 00:19:00.218
- No, I'm talking about Charles
making a move on Roisin.

381
00:19:00.218 --> 00:19:01.799
What are you on about?

382
00:19:01.799 --> 00:19:03.089
- Nothing, sorry.

383
00:19:03.089 --> 00:19:04.268
- Moose?

384
00:19:04.268 --> 00:19:06.750
Is Moose a thing that's happening, what?

385
00:19:06.750 --> 00:19:07.745
- It's nothing.

386
00:19:07.745 --> 00:19:09.201
- Moose, really, with you?

387
00:19:09.201 --> 00:19:11.572
- No, we're not a thing, it's nothing.

388
00:19:11.572 --> 00:19:12.405
- Okay.

389
00:19:12.405 --> 00:19:13.777
- Lilibet's just being a prick.

390
00:19:13.777 --> 00:19:16.717
- I was just saying, as
you were coming over,

391
00:19:16.717 --> 00:19:20.031
that you and Moose seem awful close lately

392
00:19:20.031 --> 00:19:21.251
and I was just wondering if-

393
00:19:21.251 --> 00:19:22.084
- But you were wrong.

394
00:19:22.084 --> 00:19:24.510
Nothing's happening, absolutely nothing!

395
00:19:24.510 --> 00:19:26.798
Lilibet's just being a prick.

396
00:19:26.798 --> 00:19:28.461
- Rather defensive.

397
00:19:28.461 --> 00:19:30.041
- Well he's obsessed with you, you know?

398
00:19:30.041 --> 00:19:31.773
- What, no he's not.

399
00:19:31.773 --> 00:19:32.746
- Of course he is.

400
00:19:32.746 --> 00:19:34.799
Every time we get drunk together
he practically shouts it.

401
00:19:34.799 --> 00:19:35.783
- Does he now?

402
00:19:35.783 --> 00:19:38.487
- He's probably taking a piss, that's all.

403
00:19:38.487 --> 00:19:41.383
- Well, it would make sense.

404
00:19:41.383 --> 00:19:42.744
- What would?

405
00:19:42.744 --> 00:19:44.476
- All the times
you met up in the summer.

406
00:19:44.476 --> 00:19:46.183
Just the two of you.

407
00:19:46.183 --> 00:19:47.473
- All the FaceTime's.

408
00:19:47.473 --> 00:19:49.428
- We're just friends!

409
00:19:49.428 --> 00:19:51.286
- With benefits.

410
00:19:51.286 --> 00:19:53.796
- Don't either of you know me at all?

411
00:19:53.796 --> 00:19:56.764
I'd never go there with Moses, never!

412
00:19:56.764 --> 00:19:57.597
- Okay.

413
00:19:57.597 --> 00:20:00.771
- I wouldn't touch the
boy with a 10 foot pole.

414
00:20:00.771 --> 00:20:03.308
I have standards, you know.

415
00:20:03.308 --> 00:20:04.428
Principles.

416
00:20:04.428 --> 00:20:06.373
- Oh but you'd
be so cute together.

417
00:20:06.373 --> 00:20:07.923
- He's a good lad, me thinks.

418
00:20:07.923 --> 00:20:10.333
- In a friend sort of way, I'm sure.

419
00:20:10.333 --> 00:20:12.568
- But as a lover?

420
00:20:12.568 --> 00:20:15.633
- Moose is just a boy, okay.

421
00:20:15.633 --> 00:20:17.824
I like my men a bit older.

422
00:20:17.824 --> 00:20:19.280
You know, more mature.

423
00:20:19.280 --> 00:20:21.067
You should know that, Roisin.

424
00:20:21.067 --> 00:20:24.466
- Men, what like your
brother's friends from uni?

425
00:20:24.466 --> 00:20:25.838
- Lilibet, shut up.

426
00:20:25.838 --> 00:20:28.403
Also, you are one to talk.

427
00:20:28.403 --> 00:20:31.736
- Oh no, I completely forgot about that.

428
00:20:33.989 --> 00:20:36.175
- I suppose you wouldn't
mind if I go for him, then.

429
00:20:36.175 --> 00:20:37.189
- What?

430
00:20:37.189 --> 00:20:38.272
- What, what?

431
00:20:39.241 --> 00:20:40.309
- Roisin.

432
00:20:40.309 --> 00:20:42.916
- Honestly, Margot says
she doesn't like him.

433
00:20:42.916 --> 00:20:45.204
So surely, she wouldn't
mind if I went for him then.

434
00:20:45.204 --> 00:20:46.646
No point in letting the captain

435
00:20:46.646 --> 00:20:48.463
of the rugby team go to waste.

436
00:20:48.463 --> 00:20:52.748
- Who am I to stop you beasts
from laying with one another?

437
00:20:52.748 --> 00:20:55.071
- Guess who finally beat the king?

438
00:20:55.071 --> 00:20:56.759
- Oh, congrats, Moose.

439
00:20:56.759 --> 00:20:58.256
I'm so proud of you.

440
00:20:58.256 --> 00:21:00.018
- Three more beers.

441
00:21:00.018 --> 00:21:01.873
- Come on baby, come here.

442
00:21:01.873 --> 00:21:03.082
- What?

443
00:21:03.082 --> 00:21:04.982
- Don't be a bitch, come on.

444
00:21:04.982 --> 00:21:06.535
For old time's sake, come on Roisin.

445
00:21:06.535 --> 00:21:07.975
Just one kiss for me, baby.

446
00:21:07.975 --> 00:21:09.628
- Oh Charles, you're fucked, come on.

447
00:21:09.628 --> 00:21:10.651
- Just tipsy.

448
00:21:10.651 --> 00:21:11.929
Just tipsy.

449
00:21:11.929 --> 00:21:13.510
That's the funny thing.

450
00:21:13.510 --> 00:21:16.325
That's why it's so funny.

451
00:21:16.325 --> 00:21:18.780
Come on, Roisin, just
one kiss for me, baby.

452
00:21:18.780 --> 00:21:20.138
Just tonight.

453
00:21:20.138 --> 00:21:21.232
- Oh my god, no!

454
00:21:21.232 --> 00:21:22.465
- Roisin!
- Fuck off!

455
00:21:22.465 --> 00:21:24.060
- Good luck getting him back into house

456
00:21:24.060 --> 00:21:25.335
without getting caught.

457
00:21:25.335 --> 00:21:26.609
- Oh fuck.

458
00:21:26.609 --> 00:21:27.660
- Chuckernot.
- Chuckernot.

459
00:21:27.660 --> 00:21:29.019
- Chuckernot.

460
00:21:29.019 --> 00:21:32.305
- You really expect me
to bagsy, seriously?

461
00:21:32.305 --> 00:21:33.720
- Rules are rules, Margot.

462
00:21:33.720 --> 00:21:34.913
- No.

463
00:21:34.913 --> 00:21:36.202
If you expect me to look after him

464
00:21:36.202 --> 00:21:38.310
he'll be sleeping outside.

465
00:21:38.310 --> 00:21:40.972
- Margot, he's drunk.
- And?

466
00:21:40.972 --> 00:21:45.183
I'm not risking a suspension
over his drunken ass.

467
00:21:45.183 --> 00:21:46.766
Fucking ridiculous.

468
00:21:50.524 --> 00:21:51.357
- Fuck.

469
00:22:01.978 --> 00:22:05.389
That's it, buddy, get it all out.

470
00:22:05.389 --> 00:22:08.133
- I genuinely passed out, really.

471
00:22:08.133 --> 00:22:10.298
- Only for a second,
mate, don't worry about it.

472
00:22:10.298 --> 00:22:11.185
- Pathetic.

473
00:22:11.185 --> 00:22:14.055
- You were proper embarrassing
with Roisin, though.

474
00:22:14.055 --> 00:22:15.760
- I remember that bit, thanks.

475
00:22:15.760 --> 00:22:17.505
- The girls only got worried because

476
00:22:17.505 --> 00:22:18.892
it started to seem like you were getting

477
00:22:18.892 --> 00:22:20.334
a bit out of hand.

478
00:22:20.334 --> 00:22:22.039
Still, didn't get caught, did we?

479
00:22:22.039 --> 00:22:24.039
So no harm done.
- Fair.

480
00:22:26.499 --> 00:22:28.883
- You're actually such a bender.

481
00:22:28.883 --> 00:22:31.462
- Well I can hardly sneak out
for a ciggy right now, can I?

482
00:22:31.462 --> 00:22:33.043
Plus it's Mad Mulholland on duty.

483
00:22:33.043 --> 00:22:34.582
You've got balls just being in here.

484
00:22:34.582 --> 00:22:35.749
- Kinda tipsy.

485
00:22:41.405 --> 00:22:42.680
- Hey, hey, hey.

486
00:22:42.680 --> 00:22:44.025
We'll sort your bender.

487
00:22:44.025 --> 00:22:46.840
- Like you said, can hardly
go for a cig right now, can I?

488
00:22:46.840 --> 00:22:48.823
Come on Charles, share it around.

489
00:22:48.823 --> 00:22:51.215
- Like I shared my crisps?

490
00:22:51.215 --> 00:22:52.758
- Who managed to get you back into house

491
00:22:52.758 --> 00:22:54.547
slightly unbreath-a-lyzed, hm?

492
00:22:54.547 --> 00:22:55.476
This kid.

493
00:22:55.476 --> 00:22:57.390
Pass it over.

494
00:22:57.390 --> 00:22:58.390
Chander boy.

495
00:23:00.718 --> 00:23:04.348
Don't wanna get your chander breath.

496
00:23:04.348 --> 00:23:07.412
- You know what game we
haven't played in ages?

497
00:23:07.412 --> 00:23:09.090
Fuck, marry, kill.

498
00:23:09.090 --> 00:23:11.323
- Okay, fuck, marry, kill.

499
00:23:11.323 --> 00:23:14.323
Roisin, Percy Gladstone, and Margot.

500
00:23:16.550 --> 00:23:17.549
- Seriously?

501
00:23:17.549 --> 00:23:19.294
- Yeah, why not?

502
00:23:19.294 --> 00:23:20.461
- All right, kill Margot then.

503
00:23:20.461 --> 00:23:21.651
- What, why?

504
00:23:21.651 --> 00:23:22.568
- She's a bit skinny.

505
00:23:22.568 --> 00:23:23.401
- Oh, for god's sake.

506
00:23:23.401 --> 00:23:24.565
- I'm kidding.

507
00:23:24.565 --> 00:23:25.883
But that whole rich bitch thing

508
00:23:25.883 --> 00:23:28.029
she has going on really pisses
me the fuck off sometimes.

509
00:23:28.029 --> 00:23:28.905
- What the fuck, Charles.

510
00:23:28.905 --> 00:23:30.361
You do that too.

511
00:23:30.361 --> 00:23:33.185
All your watches, the
family cars on Thru Vine.

512
00:23:33.185 --> 00:23:34.920
- Explains why you want
to fuck her so much.

513
00:23:34.920 --> 00:23:36.096
- Oh, just keep playing, will you?

514
00:23:36.096 --> 00:23:37.222
- Fine, but for the record there's

515
00:23:37.222 --> 00:23:39.968
a difference between being blue blooded

516
00:23:39.968 --> 00:23:41.643
and nouveau riche.

517
00:23:41.643 --> 00:23:44.558
Kill Margot, shag Percy, marry Ros.

518
00:23:44.558 --> 00:23:45.903
- You're marrying Roisin?

519
00:23:45.903 --> 00:23:46.736
- That's what I said.

520
00:23:46.736 --> 00:23:47.608
- I thought you hated her?

521
00:23:47.608 --> 00:23:48.441
- I do.

522
00:23:48.441 --> 00:23:49.924
- Yet you're marrying her.

523
00:23:49.924 --> 00:23:51.247
- I guess.
- What?

524
00:23:51.247 --> 00:23:52.107
- Well everyone hates

525
00:23:52.107 --> 00:23:53.339
the person they're married to, don't they?

526
00:23:53.339 --> 00:23:54.879
My parents do.

527
00:23:54.879 --> 00:23:55.712
- I guess.

528
00:23:55.712 --> 00:23:56.766
- There you go, then.

529
00:23:56.766 --> 00:23:58.028
Fuck, marry, kill same for you, go.

530
00:23:58.028 --> 00:23:59.858
- Marry Margot, obviously.

531
00:23:59.858 --> 00:24:01.009
- What if it was a chaste marriage?

532
00:24:01.009 --> 00:24:01.993
- What the fuck's a chaste marriage?

533
00:24:01.993 --> 00:24:03.131
- You're married but there's no sex.

534
00:24:03.131 --> 00:24:04.364
- We wouldn't have one of those.

535
00:24:04.364 --> 00:24:05.377
- But what if you did?

536
00:24:05.377 --> 00:24:06.805
- No marriage is a chaste.

537
00:24:06.805 --> 00:24:08.719
You're meant to have sex
after you get married.

538
00:24:08.719 --> 00:24:10.965
That's the point of marriage, dickhead.

539
00:24:10.965 --> 00:24:12.601
Do you even go to a catholic school?

540
00:24:12.601 --> 00:24:14.263
- Fine.

541
00:24:14.263 --> 00:24:16.690
- Fuck Percy, marry Margot, kill Roisin.

542
00:24:16.690 --> 00:24:17.996
I mean, I love to be around her

543
00:24:17.996 --> 00:24:19.798
but she's just so full of herself.

544
00:24:19.798 --> 00:24:21.240
- And Margot isn't?

545
00:24:21.240 --> 00:24:22.624
- I'm not a huge fan of her fashion sense,

546
00:24:22.624 --> 00:24:23.484
either, to be honest.

547
00:24:23.484 --> 00:24:24.967
- They can't all be wearing
Italian designers, Moose.

548
00:24:24.967 --> 00:24:26.229
- I'm not saying they have
to, but does she really need

549
00:24:26.229 --> 00:24:27.394
to dress as though she found herself

550
00:24:27.394 --> 00:24:29.211
in Cambodia or some shit.

551
00:24:29.211 --> 00:24:30.044
- What?

552
00:24:30.044 --> 00:24:31.180
- She dresses as if
she's been on a gap year

553
00:24:31.180 --> 00:24:32.191
for the past decade.

554
00:24:32.191 --> 00:24:35.198
- Better than being a B-type Kate Moss.

555
00:24:35.198 --> 00:24:37.416
How's Margot going, anyway?

556
00:24:37.416 --> 00:24:38.371
- What?

557
00:24:38.371 --> 00:24:40.355
- You've been crafting
her for years now, Moose.

558
00:24:40.355 --> 00:24:42.532
Even blind old Father Bead could see.

559
00:24:42.532 --> 00:24:43.515
How's it going?

560
00:24:43.515 --> 00:24:45.765
- Yeah, it's okay, I guess.

561
00:24:46.860 --> 00:24:47.941
- What does that mean?

562
00:24:47.941 --> 00:24:50.024
- I mean it's going fine.

563
00:24:51.061 --> 00:24:54.067
- You've so fucking
shagged her, haven't you?

564
00:24:54.067 --> 00:24:55.260
Haven't you?

565
00:24:55.260 --> 00:24:56.591
You sly dog.

566
00:24:56.591 --> 00:24:59.836
You've so been giving her a
good old boning, haven't you?

567
00:24:59.836 --> 00:25:01.250
Kept that on the down low, didn't you?

568
00:25:01.250 --> 00:25:02.083
- No, I haven't.

569
00:25:02.083 --> 00:25:04.120
We haven't shagged, Charles.

570
00:25:04.120 --> 00:25:05.341
- What have you done then?

571
00:25:05.341 --> 00:25:06.174
- Nothing.

572
00:25:07.102 --> 00:25:09.307
We haven't done anything.

573
00:25:09.307 --> 00:25:11.581
Margot doesn't like me like that.

574
00:25:11.581 --> 00:25:12.662
She doesn't like me in that way.

575
00:25:12.662 --> 00:25:13.772
- Bullshit, tell me.

576
00:25:13.772 --> 00:25:14.605
- Tell you what?

577
00:25:14.605 --> 00:25:15.602
- What's going on with you and Margot?

578
00:25:15.602 --> 00:25:16.695
- There's nothing to tell.

579
00:25:16.695 --> 00:25:18.609
- If I were you I'd be in
Margot's room right now

580
00:25:18.609 --> 00:25:20.094
begging for a shag.

581
00:25:20.094 --> 00:25:21.771
- Even with Mad Mulholland on duty?

582
00:25:21.771 --> 00:25:23.534
- Even with him.

583
00:25:23.534 --> 00:25:25.948
- You realise she never
gave you back, right?

584
00:25:25.948 --> 00:25:26.781
- Doubt it.

585
00:25:26.781 --> 00:25:28.387
- Charles, she said you looked like a rat.

586
00:25:28.387 --> 00:25:29.650
- Girls love a bit of grime.

587
00:25:29.650 --> 00:25:31.299
- Were you dropped on
your head as a child?

588
00:25:31.299 --> 00:25:32.727
- You know, I bet I can
get her before you do.

589
00:25:32.727 --> 00:25:33.560
- Charles.

590
00:25:33.560 --> 00:25:34.628
- You just said it yourself.

591
00:25:34.628 --> 00:25:36.015
Nothing's happening between you two.

592
00:25:36.015 --> 00:25:37.429
So if nothing's happening
you wouldn't mind

593
00:25:37.429 --> 00:25:39.107
if I go for her.

594
00:25:39.107 --> 00:25:40.757
- I don't think that's how it works.

595
00:25:40.757 --> 00:25:42.560
- I bet I can sleep
with her before you do.

596
00:25:42.560 --> 00:25:43.393
- What?

597
00:25:43.393 --> 00:25:45.347
- I bet I can sleep with
Margot before you can.

598
00:25:45.347 --> 00:25:46.498
- Well no, you fucking can't.

599
00:25:46.498 --> 00:25:47.607
- I bet you I will.

600
00:25:47.607 --> 00:25:48.440
- No you won't.

601
00:25:48.440 --> 00:25:49.756
- You're just saying that
because you know I'm right.

602
00:25:49.756 --> 00:25:50.603
- That's not true though, is it?

603
00:25:50.603 --> 00:25:52.349
- Really? Than bet me.

604
00:25:52.349 --> 00:25:54.803
If it's not true, there's no harm done.

605
00:25:54.803 --> 00:25:58.297
You get the girl, I'm not
sad, everything's golden.

606
00:25:58.297 --> 00:26:01.014
If it is true, I get to have sex

607
00:26:01.014 --> 00:26:03.540
and she clearly never really
liked you very much anyway.

608
00:26:03.540 --> 00:26:06.092
So to be honest, I've saved
you from wasting all the time.

609
00:26:06.092 --> 00:26:08.019
- Charles, I'm not betting you.

610
00:26:08.019 --> 00:26:08.852
- Pussy.

611
00:26:08.852 --> 00:26:10.292
- I'm not a pussy, I'm just
not a dickhead like you.

612
00:26:10.292 --> 00:26:11.125
- Retard.

613
00:26:11.125 --> 00:26:12.482
- Oh, fuck a vape, you're gay as shit.

614
00:26:12.482 --> 00:26:13.315
- Really?

615
00:26:13.315 --> 00:26:14.299
It's the 21st century

616
00:26:14.299 --> 00:26:16.034
and you're still gonna
use gay as an insult?

617
00:26:16.034 --> 00:26:17.973
- You literally just called me a retard.

618
00:26:17.973 --> 00:26:19.334
Plus you call Ariel faggot all the time.

619
00:26:19.334 --> 00:26:20.943
- That's because you are a retard.

620
00:26:20.943 --> 00:26:22.147
And Ariel is a faggot.

621
00:26:22.147 --> 00:26:23.577
It's not offensive if it's true.

622
00:26:23.577 --> 00:26:25.547
- Yeah, well vaping's social suicide, so.

623
00:26:25.547 --> 00:26:27.308
- You're toking from it right now.

624
00:26:27.308 --> 00:26:28.348
- It's not the same though, is it?

625
00:26:28.348 --> 00:26:29.181
- Why not?

626
00:26:29.181 --> 00:26:30.025
- Because I didn't fucking buy one, did I?

627
00:26:30.025 --> 00:26:30.939
- Maybe you should.

628
00:26:30.939 --> 00:26:31.842
If it's a good alternative.

629
00:26:31.842 --> 00:26:33.229
It's cleaner, less expensive.

630
00:26:33.229 --> 00:26:34.088
- Oh piss off.
- It's true.

631
00:26:34.088 --> 00:26:36.638
- Charles, you literally smoke.

632
00:26:36.638 --> 00:26:37.971
- You're just touchy because you're mad

633
00:26:37.971 --> 00:26:39.538
that Margot's gonna go for me over you.

634
00:26:39.538 --> 00:26:40.939
- That's not fucking true though, is it?

635
00:26:40.939 --> 00:26:41.979
- Then bet me.

636
00:26:41.979 --> 00:26:44.183
- Fine, I fucking bet you, all right?

637
00:26:44.183 --> 00:26:45.778
- What are you betting?

638
00:26:45.778 --> 00:26:46.943
- That I can get Margot.

639
00:26:46.943 --> 00:26:47.900
- Before I do?

640
00:26:47.900 --> 00:26:48.856
- No, not before you do

641
00:26:48.856 --> 00:26:50.576
because that implies
you'll have her afterwards,

642
00:26:50.576 --> 00:26:52.433
which you won't.

643
00:26:52.433 --> 00:26:54.126
- You're right.

644
00:26:54.126 --> 00:26:55.069
I'll have her before.

645
00:26:55.069 --> 00:26:56.206
- I fucking bet you won't.

646
00:26:56.206 --> 00:26:57.606
- Was that so hard?

647
00:26:57.606 --> 00:27:00.439
- You're a fucking moron, Charles.

648
00:27:48.438 --> 00:27:51.105
- So this is really yours, Eppy?

649
00:28:09.835 --> 00:28:12.760
September 5th, I always tried

650
00:28:12.760 --> 00:28:15.645
to be sophisticated in my writing.

651
00:28:15.645 --> 00:28:16.895
Romantic, even.

652
00:28:17.808 --> 00:28:19.721
Perhaps not to extend of Mary Shelley

653
00:28:19.721 --> 00:28:21.229
and her tireless parents.

654
00:28:21.229 --> 00:28:22.408
- But there's nothing wrong

655
00:28:22.408 --> 00:28:23.892
with being adequately impassioned.

656
00:28:23.892 --> 00:28:24.892
Euphemistic.

657
00:28:26.485 --> 00:28:29.605
However, today my writing fails me.

658
00:28:29.605 --> 00:28:31.477
I can find no means of effectively,

659
00:28:31.477 --> 00:28:33.167
nor pleasantly describing
the upset I beheld

660
00:28:33.167 --> 00:28:35.998
this morning when Margot
Portendorfer slut shamed me

661
00:28:35.998 --> 00:28:38.947
in front of the entire class.

662
00:28:38.947 --> 00:28:41.634
- That would be amazing,
you'd suit it so well.

663
00:28:45.277 --> 00:28:47.885
- Oh look, it's the ginger bread girls.

664
00:28:47.885 --> 00:28:48.968
- Watch this.

665
00:28:49.937 --> 00:28:50.770
- Oh god.

666
00:28:51.726 --> 00:28:53.154
- You'll have such a good time there.

667
00:28:53.154 --> 00:28:55.289
- Do you think?
- Yes.

668
00:28:55.289 --> 00:28:56.898
- Eppy!

669
00:28:56.898 --> 00:28:58.368
I would ask you how your summer was

670
00:28:58.368 --> 00:29:01.280
but it seems the whole
school already knows.

671
00:29:01.280 --> 00:29:02.650
A bit toothy, aren't we?

672
00:29:02.650 --> 00:29:04.314
I'm sure he didn't mind, though.

673
00:29:04.314 --> 00:29:06.814
Boys love a girl who puts out.

674
00:29:07.728 --> 00:29:10.478
Oh, and Tippy, I love the jacket.

675
00:29:11.346 --> 00:29:14.596
I had one just like it back in primary.

676
00:29:19.417 --> 00:29:21.484
- Apparently she heard of
how I lost my virginity

677
00:29:21.484 --> 00:29:23.092
and deemed it immoral.

678
00:29:23.092 --> 00:29:26.347
The irony of which
being I didn't disagree.

679
00:29:26.347 --> 00:29:28.260
I fell in love with a boy who just wanted

680
00:29:28.260 --> 00:29:30.510
to use my body and move on.

681
00:29:31.655 --> 00:29:34.029
I just noticed, I
instinctively called it love

682
00:29:34.029 --> 00:29:36.095
despite knowing full well that it wasn't.

683
00:29:36.095 --> 00:29:39.395
But at the time, my heart and
mind played me for a fool.

684
00:29:39.395 --> 00:29:41.184
So besotted was I with the very idea

685
00:29:41.184 --> 00:29:43.278
of male attention, foreign as it was,

686
00:29:43.278 --> 00:29:45.774
that I was completely obsequious
at every lust and whim

687
00:29:45.774 --> 00:29:47.701
for fear of losing what I never really had

688
00:29:47.701 --> 00:29:49.379
in the first place.

689
00:29:49.379 --> 00:29:52.125
To be desired was, and I suppose still is,

690
00:29:52.125 --> 00:29:54.233
a highly unusual sensation to me.

691
00:29:54.233 --> 00:29:56.063
I'm reminded of the time in which Shelby

692
00:29:56.063 --> 00:29:58.157
invited me to the Valentine's ball.

693
00:29:58.157 --> 00:30:00.043
- Eppy that's different.

694
00:30:00.043 --> 00:30:02.566
- The one which he cancelled last minute.

695
00:30:02.566 --> 00:30:04.882
- Something had came up, I swear.

696
00:30:04.882 --> 00:30:07.045
Eppy, it's not the same.

697
00:30:07.045 --> 00:30:09.583
- Was so hurt and confused.

698
00:30:09.583 --> 00:30:11.039
- Eppy.

699
00:30:11.039 --> 00:30:12.436
- But I digress.

700
00:30:12.436 --> 00:30:14.392
Margot Portendorfer slut shamed me.

701
00:30:14.392 --> 00:30:16.279
Margot, of all people!

702
00:30:16.279 --> 00:30:17.972
I'm not one to pit woman against woman

703
00:30:17.972 --> 00:30:20.233
but one boy, one foolish
night does not quite

704
00:30:20.233 --> 00:30:22.105
equate to her frivolous experience.

705
00:30:22.105 --> 00:30:23.765
Or so the rumours go.

706
00:30:23.765 --> 00:30:25.538
Heavens, I remember hearing stories

707
00:30:25.538 --> 00:30:27.303
about her and boys back in first year.

708
00:30:27.303 --> 00:30:29.948
So how dare she slander
me in front of my friends.

709
00:30:29.948 --> 00:30:31.793
That fateful night with Charles Lane Fox

710
00:30:31.793 --> 00:30:33.584
is one I wish I could forget.

711
00:30:33.584 --> 00:30:36.413
A skeleton I could lock away in my closet.

712
00:30:36.413 --> 00:30:37.852
Not one of the many summer scandals

713
00:30:37.852 --> 00:30:40.992
to be discussed so
commonly back at school.

714
00:30:40.992 --> 00:30:44.108
Shelby of all has been
very good to me today.

715
00:30:44.108 --> 00:30:47.385
Chocolate and tea he
said, can fix any upset.

716
00:30:47.385 --> 00:30:49.663
Needless to say his soothing words

717
00:30:49.663 --> 00:30:51.890
and surplus supply of dairy milk seemed

718
00:30:51.890 --> 00:30:53.807
to have done the trick.

719
00:30:54.911 --> 00:30:57.328
Where would I be without him?

720
00:31:07.813 --> 00:31:08.786
- Yes, that's fine.

721
00:31:08.786 --> 00:31:11.001
I will call him after.

722
00:31:11.001 --> 00:31:13.278
Yep, Mommy I'll call you back.

723
00:31:13.278 --> 00:31:15.941
Yes, I promise I will.

724
00:31:15.941 --> 00:31:19.774
Oi, princess, did you
see where Ros just went?

725
00:31:22.098 --> 00:31:22.943
- He's gone.

726
00:31:22.943 --> 00:31:24.003
- Ariel?

727
00:31:24.003 --> 00:31:25.873
- Charles, I told him
you had a phone call.

728
00:31:25.873 --> 00:31:27.218
Wanted to have a chat with you.

729
00:31:27.218 --> 00:31:28.687
- Thank god for that.

730
00:31:28.687 --> 00:31:30.773
I really owe you one.

731
00:31:30.773 --> 00:31:32.322
- Trouble in paradise?

732
00:31:32.322 --> 00:31:33.705
- Not sure anything involving Charles

733
00:31:33.705 --> 00:31:35.931
can be considered paradise.

734
00:31:35.931 --> 00:31:37.506
- You can say that again.

735
00:31:37.506 --> 00:31:38.812
- What's he done to you?

736
00:31:38.812 --> 00:31:40.012
- He just always seems so mad

737
00:31:40.012 --> 00:31:42.677
that my sexual appetite is
gonna be bigger than his.

738
00:31:42.677 --> 00:31:44.418
- Men and their sizes.

739
00:31:44.418 --> 00:31:46.402
I always forget you're gay.

740
00:31:46.402 --> 00:31:50.293
- Bi, that's why, you
know, it's bigger than his.

741
00:31:50.293 --> 00:31:51.661
Otherwise it would just be equal

742
00:31:51.661 --> 00:31:55.362
and he'd have nothing to be mad about.

743
00:31:55.362 --> 00:31:56.911
You know what, nevermind.

744
00:31:56.911 --> 00:31:58.268
- I don't mean to sound
like a bitch, Ariel

745
00:31:58.268 --> 00:31:59.496
but have you ever thought that maybe

746
00:31:59.496 --> 00:32:03.695
your sexuality doesn't have
to you know, like, define you.

747
00:32:03.695 --> 00:32:05.231
It could be just because you ram it down

748
00:32:05.231 --> 00:32:07.379
everyone's throats all the time.

749
00:32:07.379 --> 00:32:08.725
Oh, before I forget.

750
00:32:08.725 --> 00:32:11.273
You don't happen to have
my delivery on you, do you?

751
00:32:11.273 --> 00:32:14.050
Guess now's as good a
time as any to pick it up.

752
00:32:14.050 --> 00:32:15.560
- I might.

753
00:32:15.560 --> 00:32:17.084
You already transferred me, didn't you?

754
00:32:17.084 --> 00:32:19.925
- Yeah, last Sunday, I think.

755
00:32:19.925 --> 00:32:21.592
- Let me just check.

756
00:32:33.954 --> 00:32:35.413
- Ariel?

757
00:32:35.413 --> 00:32:36.322
- Mm-hm?

758
00:32:36.322 --> 00:32:37.562
- What's that?

759
00:32:37.562 --> 00:32:38.729
- What's what?

760
00:32:43.554 --> 00:32:47.534
- Moses Montague, you absolute beauty!

761
00:32:47.534 --> 00:32:49.429
I'm telling you, cover
this one in baby oil

762
00:32:49.429 --> 00:32:51.116
and you'd have yourself the world's

763
00:32:51.116 --> 00:32:52.693
sexiest slip and slide.

764
00:32:52.693 --> 00:32:54.329
- Roisin, it's not what it looks like.

765
00:32:54.329 --> 00:32:57.007
- You're telling me
this isn't a Greek god?

766
00:32:57.007 --> 00:32:58.541
You know, I don't blame
you for wanting this.

767
00:32:58.541 --> 00:33:00.194
I'd try and hop on it myself now.

768
00:33:00.194 --> 00:33:01.666
I was only joking before but--

769
00:33:01.666 --> 00:33:03.776
- Charles gave it to me as payment.

770
00:33:03.776 --> 00:33:05.340
- For his powdered sugar addiction?

771
00:33:05.340 --> 00:33:07.017
Yeah, I figured.

772
00:33:07.017 --> 00:33:08.473
Moses doesn't know about it?

773
00:33:08.473 --> 00:33:09.973
- No, and you can't tell him either.

774
00:33:09.973 --> 00:33:11.738
Please, Roisin.

775
00:33:11.738 --> 00:33:13.645
- What's in it for me?

776
00:33:13.645 --> 00:33:14.478
- Okay, you ready?

777
00:33:14.478 --> 00:33:15.810
You're gonna feel so good afterwards.

778
00:33:15.810 --> 00:33:16.643
Trust me, trust me.

779
00:33:16.643 --> 00:33:17.487
Lilibet, aim.

780
00:33:17.487 --> 00:33:19.306
- Okay, okay.

781
00:33:19.306 --> 00:33:20.889
You ready?
- Mm-hm.

782
00:33:22.954 --> 00:33:23.787
Okay, go again.

783
00:33:23.787 --> 00:33:24.884
- No, I don't wanna do it.

784
00:33:24.884 --> 00:33:25.717
You do it.

785
00:33:25.717 --> 00:33:26.700
Come on, show me how it's done.

786
00:33:26.700 --> 00:33:28.864
- A pro, a pro at work.

787
00:33:28.864 --> 00:33:29.781
Stand back.

788
00:33:31.000 --> 00:33:31.833
Okay.

789
00:33:34.225 --> 00:33:35.608
- What was that?

790
00:33:35.608 --> 00:33:36.441
- Awful.

791
00:33:36.441 --> 00:33:37.464
- That was awful.

792
00:33:37.464 --> 00:33:38.743
- I'm gonna go get it.

793
00:33:38.743 --> 00:33:40.102
Okay, undo what we begin with.

794
00:33:40.102 --> 00:33:40.935
You can do this.

795
00:33:40.935 --> 00:33:41.964
More aggression, more in the shoulder.

796
00:33:41.964 --> 00:33:43.641
Aim down, come on.

797
00:33:43.641 --> 00:33:44.742
It's only a bowl, Lilibet.

798
00:33:44.742 --> 00:33:46.073
It's only a bowl!

799
00:33:46.073 --> 00:33:46.906
- Okay.

800
00:33:52.626 --> 00:33:53.919
I can't.

801
00:33:53.919 --> 00:33:55.336
- Smash the bowl!

802
00:33:57.823 --> 00:33:58.656
No!

803
00:34:04.413 --> 00:34:05.746
Why, why a rock?

804
00:34:08.370 --> 00:34:09.203
Lily, go, go!

805
00:34:09.203 --> 00:34:10.036
- I'm going!

806
00:34:10.036 --> 00:34:11.724
- Smash the bowl!

807
00:34:19.938 --> 00:34:21.628
- We need to go, we need to go.

808
00:34:28.540 --> 00:34:29.922
- Stop, stop, Lilibet, stop.

809
00:34:29.922 --> 00:34:31.724
I can't breathe.

810
00:34:31.724 --> 00:34:33.609
- I knew it would smash, it had to smash.

811
00:34:33.609 --> 00:34:35.834
- You just looked so disappointed
when it hit the ground.

812
00:34:35.834 --> 00:34:37.190
- Because it didn't smash, Shelby.

813
00:34:37.190 --> 00:34:39.225
- Oh, is that why went full on cave woman

814
00:34:39.225 --> 00:34:40.980
going at it with a rock?

815
00:34:40.980 --> 00:34:43.887
- Obviously, I'm not that weird.

816
00:34:43.887 --> 00:34:45.794
- Lilibet, I'm actually crying, look.

817
00:34:45.794 --> 00:34:48.060
Look, this, this is an absolute tear.

818
00:34:48.060 --> 00:34:50.043
- Well I'm glad you were amused.

819
00:34:53.142 --> 00:34:54.306
- Oh god.

820
00:34:54.306 --> 00:34:55.791
- Did it work?

821
00:34:55.791 --> 00:34:58.313
- Yes, it certainly raised my spirits.

822
00:34:58.313 --> 00:34:59.926
- No longer frustrated.

823
00:34:59.926 --> 00:35:03.023
- On the contrary, hysterical
and slightly embarrassed.

824
00:35:03.023 --> 00:35:04.265
Shelby, we sucked.

825
00:35:04.265 --> 00:35:05.098
- Speak for yourself.

826
00:35:05.098 --> 00:35:07.990
- Hey, you were worse than me.

827
00:35:07.990 --> 00:35:11.202
- I really am corrupting you, aren't I?

828
00:35:11.202 --> 00:35:13.110
First smoking all those years ago

829
00:35:13.110 --> 00:35:15.443
and now theft and vandalism.

830
00:35:17.011 --> 00:35:18.011
What's next?

831
00:35:19.446 --> 00:35:21.865
You think the kitchen will
have noticed the missing bowl

832
00:35:21.865 --> 00:35:23.503
and send out a search party?

833
00:35:23.503 --> 00:35:25.446
- Shelby, why would
you worry me like that?

834
00:35:25.446 --> 00:35:27.279
- I'm joking, Lilibet.

835
00:35:28.698 --> 00:35:31.334
How many students do you think
there are at Broadbridge?

836
00:35:31.334 --> 00:35:35.084
Imagine how many bowls
and plates and cutlery

837
00:35:36.673 --> 00:35:38.646
and serving dishes they have.

838
00:35:38.646 --> 00:35:40.105
All right, all right obviously they're not

839
00:35:40.105 --> 00:35:41.884
gonna notice one missing bowl.

840
00:35:41.884 --> 00:35:43.868
- Well, thank goodness for that.

841
00:35:43.868 --> 00:35:46.285
Talk about the shame, Shelby.

842
00:35:49.239 --> 00:35:51.289
Thank you, Shelby.

843
00:35:51.289 --> 00:35:53.145
Although it didn't quite go to plan.

844
00:35:53.145 --> 00:35:57.177
It certainly worked out
in the end, didn't it?

845
00:35:57.177 --> 00:35:59.826
My tummy hurts from laughing.

846
00:35:59.826 --> 00:36:00.786
- Welcome.

847
00:36:00.786 --> 00:36:03.078
I'm just being a good friend, that's all.

848
00:36:03.078 --> 00:36:04.882
Although, I wouldn't
recommend smashing something

849
00:36:04.882 --> 00:36:07.340
every time Mrs. Lumley gets you in fits.

850
00:36:07.340 --> 00:36:08.940
A few thousand missing bowls

851
00:36:08.940 --> 00:36:10.553
might actually get you noticed.

852
00:36:10.553 --> 00:36:11.513
- Speaking of.

853
00:36:11.513 --> 00:36:12.483
- Mrs. Lumley getting on your tits?

854
00:36:12.483 --> 00:36:15.233
- No, idiot, being a good friend.

855
00:36:16.351 --> 00:36:19.295
It's your birthday soon, isn't it?

856
00:36:19.295 --> 00:36:21.378
- It's October 22nd, why?

857
00:36:22.802 --> 00:36:23.657
- No reason.

858
00:36:23.657 --> 00:36:24.490
- Lilibet.

859
00:36:24.490 --> 00:36:26.201
- Nothing, nothing.

860
00:36:26.201 --> 00:36:29.260
I'm just curious, that's all.

861
00:36:29.260 --> 00:36:32.678
Not everything has to
mean something, Shelby.

862
00:36:32.678 --> 00:36:35.609
Now come on, Margot and
Moses will be waiting for us.

863
00:36:35.609 --> 00:36:36.914
- What?

864
00:36:36.914 --> 00:36:38.040
- I told you, remember.

865
00:36:38.040 --> 00:36:40.294
We're going for afternoon tea with them.

866
00:36:40.294 --> 00:36:41.377
- So you did.

867
00:36:42.342 --> 00:36:45.412
Is something going on
between them, by the way?

868
00:36:45.412 --> 00:36:46.384
- Margot and Moses?

869
00:36:46.384 --> 00:36:48.967
- Yeah, they seem really close.

870
00:36:50.431 --> 00:36:51.939
- We have a theory.

871
00:36:51.939 --> 00:36:54.207
- They're together?

872
00:36:54.207 --> 00:36:55.040
- Well.

873
00:36:56.460 --> 00:36:58.518
I guess it's just hard admitting

874
00:36:58.518 --> 00:37:01.101
you have feelings for a friend.

875
00:37:03.039 --> 00:37:05.289
- Yeah, yeah I guess it is.

876
00:37:09.368 --> 00:37:10.661
- Oh look, look.

877
00:37:10.661 --> 00:37:13.464
It's Claire and Tippy over there.

878
00:37:13.464 --> 00:37:14.578
- What do we do?

879
00:37:14.578 --> 00:37:16.395
Should we go over?

880
00:37:16.395 --> 00:37:18.532
- Well, they're your friends, Shelby.

881
00:37:18.532 --> 00:37:21.282
- Yeah, they were once yours too.

882
00:37:22.743 --> 00:37:24.907
- Well, Margot and Moses
will be waiting for us

883
00:37:24.907 --> 00:37:27.939
and it would be rude to
make them wait any longer.

884
00:37:27.939 --> 00:37:29.375
Besides, I can't stay for long.

885
00:37:29.375 --> 00:37:30.872
I've got choir at five.

886
00:37:30.872 --> 00:37:31.883
- Shall we then?

887
00:37:31.883 --> 00:37:33.726
- Providing you don't make
me smash anymore bowls.

888
00:37:33.726 --> 00:37:35.199
- Oh, shut up.

889
00:37:35.199 --> 00:37:36.735
My plan worked, didn't it?

890
00:37:36.735 --> 00:37:37.810
Great stress relief.

891
00:37:37.810 --> 00:37:38.744
- Okay, loony.

892
00:37:38.744 --> 00:37:41.315
You just wait 'til the
kitchens arrest me at supper.

893
00:37:41.315 --> 00:37:44.580
- Well, theft is a
redline offence after all.

894
00:37:44.580 --> 00:37:46.079
- Oh, I didn't think about that.

895
00:37:46.912 --> 00:37:50.162
- Shelby, what are you turning me into?

896
00:37:51.263 --> 00:37:52.799
- Do you reckon he could see
it if I put my bullock out?

897
00:37:52.799 --> 00:37:54.049
- You wouldn't.

898
00:37:54.923 --> 00:37:57.558
- All right, you can open
your eyes now, Shelby.

899
00:37:57.558 --> 00:37:58.975
- Happy birthday!

900
00:38:00.619 --> 00:38:02.678
- You guys didn't need to
do all this just for me.

901
00:38:02.678 --> 00:38:03.511
- Of course we did.

902
00:38:03.511 --> 00:38:04.792
- You're one of us now, buddy.

903
00:38:04.792 --> 00:38:06.136
- It was Lilibet's idea.

904
00:38:06.136 --> 00:38:07.636
But we all helped.

905
00:38:08.786 --> 00:38:10.488
- You don't expect us to sing, do you?

906
00:38:10.488 --> 00:38:11.321
- Margot.

907
00:38:11.321 --> 00:38:12.154
- No, no, that's all right.

908
00:38:12.154 --> 00:38:14.303
I've already had enough
of that from my mom.

909
00:38:15.800 --> 00:38:18.040
- Shelby, make a wish.

910
00:38:18.040 --> 00:38:20.037
- Happy birthday, Shelby!

911
00:38:20.037 --> 00:38:21.995
- Hurrah, happy birthday, my boy.

912
00:38:33.727 --> 00:38:35.118
- Who wants
the first piece of cake?

913
00:38:35.118 --> 00:38:36.689
- Me!

914
00:38:36.689 --> 00:38:40.189
- Do it, get it down, get it down.

915
00:38:42.381 --> 00:38:44.914
- Happy birthday, you're 18.

916
00:38:44.914 --> 00:38:46.694
How do you feel?

917
00:38:53.856 --> 00:38:56.710
- Come on then, yes!

918
00:39:01.427 --> 00:39:02.596
- This is ridiculous.

919
00:39:02.596 --> 00:39:03.814
- Surprised, yeah.

920
00:39:03.814 --> 00:39:05.822
- Well I'm surprised I held it in.

921
00:39:24.097 --> 00:39:25.097
- Excuse me.

922
00:39:26.315 --> 00:39:29.054
Are you finished with that?

923
00:39:29.054 --> 00:39:29.887
Thank you.

924
00:39:32.510 --> 00:39:33.677
Hold my drink.

925
00:39:34.565 --> 00:39:35.739
- Is there one for everyone?

926
00:39:35.739 --> 00:39:38.489
- Yeah, well I think so.

927
00:39:39.438 --> 00:39:41.021
Charles, thank you.

928
00:39:44.814 --> 00:39:46.913
- It's my treat.

929
00:39:46.913 --> 00:39:48.793
Go on, there's one in there for everyone.

930
00:39:48.793 --> 00:39:50.318
- What is it?

931
00:39:50.318 --> 00:39:52.302
- Happiness, Shelby.

932
00:39:52.302 --> 00:39:56.552
It's called bottle of
joy, that's what it is.

933
00:39:56.552 --> 00:39:59.522
- I think I'm fine, actually.

934
00:39:59.522 --> 00:40:00.750
Thank you though, really.

935
00:40:00.750 --> 00:40:01.953
- Oh go on, Shelby.

936
00:40:01.953 --> 00:40:02.914
You got nothing to worry about.

937
00:40:02.914 --> 00:40:04.142
We'll all be right here with you.

938
00:40:04.142 --> 00:40:06.407
- Charles has done this
stuff like a 1,000 times.

939
00:40:06.407 --> 00:40:08.840
He'd never give us any of
the bad stuff, I promise.

940
00:40:08.840 --> 00:40:10.376
- Don't pressure him, Margot.

941
00:40:10.376 --> 00:40:12.910
- I'm encouraging him.

942
00:40:12.910 --> 00:40:14.160
I'm being kind.

943
00:40:15.212 --> 00:40:17.656
- You don't have to do it if
you don't want to, Shelby.

944
00:40:17.656 --> 00:40:19.669
- Are you going to?

945
00:40:19.669 --> 00:40:22.586
- Well, I mean it is your birthday.

946
00:40:30.026 --> 00:40:31.613
- Might not hit for an hour.

947
00:40:31.613 --> 00:40:34.946
Make sure you're all drinking, everyone.

948
00:40:37.651 --> 00:40:39.314
- Vodka!

949
00:41:35.216 --> 00:41:37.943
- Shelby, are you okay?

950
00:41:37.943 --> 00:41:39.709
Has it hit you yet?

951
00:41:39.709 --> 00:41:41.514
Do you want some water?

952
00:41:41.514 --> 00:41:43.869
- Can we go outside?

953
00:41:43.869 --> 00:41:45.290
- Outside?

954
00:41:45.290 --> 00:41:48.578
- Yeah, I wanna watch the stars.

955
00:41:48.578 --> 00:41:49.411
- Okay.

956
00:41:55.594 --> 00:41:57.411
- October 22nd.

957
00:41:57.411 --> 00:41:58.973
Happy birthday, Shelby!

958
00:41:58.973 --> 00:42:00.826
Happy half term.

959
00:42:00.826 --> 00:42:03.975
17 today, one more year
and you'll be an adult

960
00:42:03.975 --> 00:42:07.330
as daunting and as
exciting as that may seem.

961
00:42:07.330 --> 00:42:09.468
I'm supposed to be getting
ready to see you tonight

962
00:42:09.468 --> 00:42:11.402
but invariably birthdays
always make me feel

963
00:42:11.402 --> 00:42:13.282
so nostalgic.

964
00:42:13.282 --> 00:42:14.959
I'll save the majority of my reflections

965
00:42:14.959 --> 00:42:16.215
for later on this evening

966
00:42:16.215 --> 00:42:17.981
when I can tell you them in person.

967
00:42:17.981 --> 00:42:20.259
That in enthralled anticipation

968
00:42:20.259 --> 00:42:21.908
there's one particular memory of note

969
00:42:21.908 --> 00:42:24.187
which I simply can't seem to shake.

970
00:42:24.187 --> 00:42:25.687
Majorca, July 2nd.

971
00:42:27.018 --> 00:42:28.669
It was your idea to go skinny dipping

972
00:42:28.669 --> 00:42:30.499
and yet if I remember correctly, I was

973
00:42:30.499 --> 00:42:33.697
the one who relieved themselves
of their clothing first.

974
00:42:33.697 --> 00:42:36.375
We snuck out the villa, our
two holidaying companions

975
00:42:36.375 --> 00:42:38.551
tucked away in a drunken slumber,

976
00:42:38.551 --> 00:42:40.701
and crept down to the beach.

977
00:42:40.701 --> 00:42:41.534
Our beach.

978
00:42:42.634 --> 00:42:45.040
Have you noticed, Shelby,
how when we're on our own

979
00:42:45.040 --> 00:42:46.743
venturing out into the world at night,

980
00:42:46.743 --> 00:42:49.111
the moon is always full?

981
00:42:49.111 --> 00:42:51.274
It's amazing how well a drunken haze

982
00:42:51.274 --> 00:42:54.549
translates across so
brilliantly the veil of magic.

983
00:42:54.549 --> 00:42:56.432
How masterfully it breaks down the walls

984
00:42:56.432 --> 00:42:59.849
between illusion and reality
and so readily convinces

985
00:42:59.849 --> 00:43:01.987
us that the shoddy little
paddle boat we found

986
00:43:01.987 --> 00:43:03.674
really did turn back into a pumpkin

987
00:43:03.674 --> 00:43:06.685
at the 12th stroke of midnight.

988
00:43:10.563 --> 00:43:14.029
- I think I might go and talk to Moses.

989
00:43:14.029 --> 00:43:16.144
- I was gonna have a
chat with Margot, anyway.

990
00:43:16.144 --> 00:43:16.977
- Cool.

991
00:43:20.432 --> 00:43:21.674
- Moses.
- Margot.

992
00:43:21.674 --> 00:43:22.570
- Mind if we have a little chat?

993
00:43:22.570 --> 00:43:24.144
- Can I have a word?

994
00:43:24.144 --> 00:43:24.977
- Sure.

995
00:43:25.987 --> 00:43:26.960
I guess.

996
00:43:26.960 --> 00:43:28.852
- About what, Charles?

997
00:43:28.852 --> 00:43:31.440
- Just come with me for a sec.

998
00:43:37.328 --> 00:43:38.698
- What do you want, Charles?

999
00:43:38.698 --> 00:43:39.823
- What's up, Ros?

1000
00:43:39.823 --> 00:43:41.821
- I just thought we could have
a little chat, one to one.

1001
00:43:41.821 --> 00:43:43.255
- I just wanted to ask you something.

1002
00:43:43.255 --> 00:43:44.815
- Okay, what's that?

1003
00:43:44.815 --> 00:43:45.904
- Who do you like?

1004
00:43:45.904 --> 00:43:46.966
- Seriously?

1005
00:43:46.966 --> 00:43:49.454
You brought me over here
to pry into my love life.

1006
00:43:49.454 --> 00:43:51.335
Charles, don't be such a bore.

1007
00:43:51.335 --> 00:43:52.743
- I'm just curious.

1008
00:43:52.743 --> 00:43:53.665
People are talking.

1009
00:43:53.665 --> 00:43:55.518
- I'd hate for people
to be spreading lies.

1010
00:43:55.518 --> 00:43:56.635
- Why, what are they saying?

1011
00:43:56.635 --> 00:43:57.812
- You and Moose.

1012
00:43:57.812 --> 00:43:59.347
- What about me and Moose?

1013
00:43:59.347 --> 00:44:00.910
- Well, you're together aren't you?

1014
00:44:00.910 --> 00:44:02.522
- No. Who's been saying that?

1015
00:44:02.522 --> 00:44:04.955
- Unimportant, just
mindless chatter, I guess.

1016
00:44:04.955 --> 00:44:06.260
People creating gossip.

1017
00:44:06.260 --> 00:44:07.860
- You can ask Lilibet who I like

1018
00:44:07.860 --> 00:44:10.254
and it certainly, it isn't Moses.

1019
00:44:10.254 --> 00:44:12.289
- So there is someone you like then?

1020
00:44:12.289 --> 00:44:13.618
- Perhaps another time.

1021
00:44:13.618 --> 00:44:15.092
- Oh, tell me.

1022
00:44:15.092 --> 00:44:16.678
Who is this mystery boy?

1023
00:44:16.678 --> 00:44:17.729
Do they go to Broadbridge?

1024
00:44:17.729 --> 00:44:19.968
- Surely there is no one suitable, nay,

1025
00:44:19.968 --> 00:44:22.311
worthy enough for the
captain of the rugby team.

1026
00:44:22.311 --> 00:44:23.937
- Oh there's someone.

1027
00:44:23.937 --> 00:44:26.437
- He's tall, strong, handsome.

1028
00:44:27.777 --> 00:44:28.955
- Does he like you back?

1029
00:44:28.955 --> 00:44:31.169
- She might, it's complicated.

1030
00:44:31.169 --> 00:44:33.380
- Well, maybe I can
help you figure it out.

1031
00:44:33.380 --> 00:44:35.265
- I don't think I'm quite his type.

1032
00:44:35.265 --> 00:44:36.430
- You won't know 'til you ask.

1033
00:44:36.430 --> 00:44:37.838
- The issue is we're friends.

1034
00:44:37.838 --> 00:44:39.617
- Well, I'm sure she feels the same way.

1035
00:44:39.617 --> 00:44:42.069
- How do you know that?

1036
00:44:42.069 --> 00:44:43.493
- You're definitely his type.

1037
00:44:43.493 --> 00:44:44.326
Trust me.

1038
00:44:44.326 --> 00:44:45.426
- How can you be sure?

1039
00:44:45.426 --> 00:44:46.730
- I can prove it.

1040
00:44:46.730 --> 00:44:47.730
- Follow me.

1041
00:44:53.410 --> 00:44:55.986
- Look, you can see the big dipper.

1042
00:44:55.986 --> 00:44:59.811
- Shelby, I don't want this
to come out the wrong way

1043
00:44:59.811 --> 00:45:03.382
but I really like you and
I, never in my whole life

1044
00:45:03.382 --> 00:45:06.879
have I met someone as kind and as smart

1045
00:45:06.879 --> 00:45:10.629
and as brave as I have in meeting you.

1046
00:45:10.629 --> 00:45:13.516
And I can't believe I
ever let us drift apart.

1047
00:45:13.516 --> 00:45:15.349
And I'm really sorry for that.

1048
00:45:15.349 --> 00:45:18.600
You know, for all that lost time.

1049
00:45:18.600 --> 00:45:20.659
- Well, I love you too, Lilibet.

1050
00:45:20.659 --> 00:45:21.721
It's not your fault.

1051
00:45:21.721 --> 00:45:24.304
Life, life just got in the way.

1052
00:45:25.789 --> 00:45:27.146
At least we have the rest of this year

1053
00:45:27.146 --> 00:45:28.310
to fix that though, right?

1054
00:45:28.310 --> 00:45:30.447
Oh and Lilibet, I really
like your friends.

1055
00:45:30.447 --> 00:45:31.981
They've been so good to me.

1056
00:45:31.981 --> 00:45:34.403
- They really like you, too.

1057
00:45:34.403 --> 00:45:36.285
If I'm being honest,
Shelby, I think you might

1058
00:45:36.285 --> 00:45:38.038
be the best friend I've ever had.

1059
00:45:38.038 --> 00:45:39.371
- Oh so are you.

1060
00:45:41.007 --> 00:45:42.250
- Do you mean that?

1061
00:45:42.250 --> 00:45:44.630
- Of course I mean it, Lilibet.

1062
00:45:44.630 --> 00:45:45.768
- You don't have to say it just because I-

1063
00:45:45.768 --> 00:45:48.227
- I mean it, Lilibet.

1064
00:45:48.227 --> 00:45:49.060
- The very best?

1065
00:45:49.060 --> 00:45:50.393
- The very best.

1066
00:45:51.286 --> 00:45:53.066
Better than Eppy?

1067
00:45:53.066 --> 00:45:55.113
- Better than Eppy?

1068
00:45:55.113 --> 00:45:56.905
- I just mean, are we better friends

1069
00:45:56.905 --> 00:45:58.905
than you Hephzibah were?

1070
00:46:00.297 --> 00:46:02.499
- Than me and Hephzibah were?

1071
00:46:02.499 --> 00:46:03.574
- On that night.

1072
00:46:03.574 --> 00:46:06.634
On that beautiful, blessed night.

1073
00:46:06.634 --> 00:46:10.472
The moon and the stars and
the beach and the waves.

1074
00:46:10.472 --> 00:46:12.125
They all seemed like they were out for us,

1075
00:46:12.125 --> 00:46:13.622
didn't they, Shelby?

1076
00:46:13.622 --> 00:46:15.581
Like they were made for us.

1077
00:46:15.581 --> 00:46:20.581
Everything was there, so
perfectly placed, so determined.

1078
00:46:20.765 --> 00:46:25.115
That's all it really
comes down to, doesn't it?

1079
00:46:25.115 --> 00:46:27.906
That feeling, that
atmosphere, the ambiance

1080
00:46:27.906 --> 00:46:29.251
of that night.

1081
00:46:29.251 --> 00:46:33.001
It was, and still is,
indescribably electric.

1082
00:46:34.000 --> 00:46:36.470
That night felt alive, Shelby.

1083
00:46:36.470 --> 00:46:37.699
For the first time in my life

1084
00:46:37.699 --> 00:46:41.693
I felt so utterly and unbelievably happy.

1085
00:46:41.693 --> 00:46:43.843
And yes, the alcohol helped.

1086
00:46:43.843 --> 00:46:45.264
It numbed and dumbed me down

1087
00:46:45.264 --> 00:46:46.992
so that I no longer felt complex enough

1088
00:46:46.992 --> 00:46:49.488
to feel more than one emotion.

1089
00:46:49.488 --> 00:46:51.047
But for the first time in my life

1090
00:46:51.047 --> 00:46:54.506
that emotion was unadulterated joy.

1091
00:46:54.506 --> 00:46:58.506
Pure, intangible, complete,
and utter happiness.

1092
00:47:00.778 --> 00:47:02.480
I don't know if you remember, Shelby,

1093
00:47:02.480 --> 00:47:04.669
but early on that night
we had a rather funny old

1094
00:47:04.669 --> 00:47:06.791
conversation at dinner
regarding how well coupled

1095
00:47:06.791 --> 00:47:08.724
we would be together.

1096
00:47:08.724 --> 00:47:10.939
Well, that thought planted a seed

1097
00:47:10.939 --> 00:47:12.886
which began to grow.

1098
00:47:12.886 --> 00:47:15.869
The sap infecting me like a passion.

1099
00:47:15.869 --> 00:47:19.606
And looking at you dancing
to the silence of the moment.

1100
00:47:19.606 --> 00:47:21.748
Revelling in our friendship.

1101
00:47:21.748 --> 00:47:24.400
My heart burst from my chest
and soared itself straight

1102
00:47:24.400 --> 00:47:26.832
to a new dwelling place.

1103
00:47:26.832 --> 00:47:30.499
A lovely, secret rack
of it's very own, you.

1104
00:47:41.424 --> 00:47:42.257
- Margot.

1105
00:47:42.257 --> 00:47:43.090
- Moses.

1106
00:47:43.090 --> 00:47:44.212
- Margot, I'm sorry I tried.

1107
00:47:44.212 --> 00:47:45.290
I really, really tried for you

1108
00:47:45.290 --> 00:47:47.158
but Roisin coming unto me proved it.

1109
00:47:47.158 --> 00:47:48.741
Margot, I love you.

1110
00:47:50.868 --> 00:47:53.210
I love you so fucking much

1111
00:47:53.210 --> 00:47:55.669
and I don't care who knows anymore.

1112
00:47:55.669 --> 00:47:57.269
I want the world to know.

1113
00:47:57.269 --> 00:47:59.114
We got a year, it probably won't last

1114
00:47:59.114 --> 00:48:00.701
but none of that matters.

1115
00:48:00.701 --> 00:48:04.437
All that matters is
that I love you, Margot.

1116
00:48:04.437 --> 00:48:06.652
I want you and I need you.

1117
00:48:06.652 --> 00:48:08.304
- I need you too, Moses.

1118
00:48:08.304 --> 00:48:09.635
- Seriously?

1119
00:48:09.635 --> 00:48:10.531
Are you sure?

1120
00:48:10.531 --> 00:48:12.281
Margot, are you sure?

1121
00:48:13.500 --> 00:48:15.677
We gotta get out of here.

1122
00:48:15.677 --> 00:48:16.913
Tell Shelby we say happy birthday.

1123
00:48:16.913 --> 00:48:17.923
- Where are you going?

1124
00:48:17.923 --> 00:48:18.756
- Bye!

1125
00:48:21.380 --> 00:48:22.213
- Fuck.

1126
00:48:22.213 --> 00:48:23.518
- What just happened?

1127
00:48:23.518 --> 00:48:24.515
- Wait a second, hold on.

1128
00:48:24.515 --> 00:48:25.528
You tried to get with Moose?

1129
00:48:25.528 --> 00:48:26.462
- Well don't give me that.

1130
00:48:26.462 --> 00:48:27.295
You tried to get with Margot.

1131
00:48:27.295 --> 00:48:28.267
- That was only for a bet.

1132
00:48:28.267 --> 00:48:30.020
- Wait, what? What bet?

1133
00:48:30.020 --> 00:48:31.544
- Nothing, forget I said anything.

1134
00:48:31.544 --> 00:48:32.377
- Wait, no, no.

1135
00:48:32.377 --> 00:48:33.451
Charles, what bet?

1136
00:48:33.451 --> 00:48:34.936
- Have you ever once stopped to wonder

1137
00:48:34.936 --> 00:48:37.624
why old photos are black and white.

1138
00:48:37.624 --> 00:48:39.748
Ignore technology.

1139
00:48:39.748 --> 00:48:41.758
I like to think it's because the magic

1140
00:48:41.758 --> 00:48:44.523
of a moment can only
be captured by memory,

1141
00:48:44.523 --> 00:48:46.376
not by a camera.

1142
00:48:46.376 --> 00:48:47.902
Our hair gets white with age

1143
00:48:47.902 --> 00:48:50.564
because the colour of the magic fades.

1144
00:48:50.564 --> 00:48:54.532
God ordains strength out
of the mouth of babes.

1145
00:48:54.532 --> 00:48:57.963
Our youth is a time to make
the most of this magic.

1146
00:48:57.963 --> 00:49:01.713
To enjoy it's colour and
live in its veracity.

1147
00:49:02.646 --> 00:49:05.203
And it's all thanks to you, Shelby.

1148
00:49:05.203 --> 00:49:08.285
You taught me to live life like this.

1149
00:49:08.285 --> 00:49:12.243
To appreciate nature and beauty and art.

1150
00:49:12.243 --> 00:49:13.983
To be thankful each and everyday

1151
00:49:13.983 --> 00:49:15.733
for the life we live.

1152
00:49:17.043 --> 00:49:18.259
You taught me the true meaning

1153
00:49:18.259 --> 00:49:21.259
of friendship, love, and compassion.

1154
00:49:23.814 --> 00:49:26.310
So thank you, Shelby.

1155
00:49:26.310 --> 00:49:28.601
Thank you for being you and thank you

1156
00:49:28.601 --> 00:49:30.684
for helping me become me.

1157
00:49:32.057 --> 00:49:33.529
- Eppy.

1158
00:49:33.529 --> 00:49:35.974
- Shelby, Eppy's not here anymore.

1159
00:49:35.974 --> 00:49:37.817
It's just me.

1160
00:49:37.817 --> 00:49:40.121
It's just you and me together again.

1161
00:49:40.121 --> 00:49:43.168
How it always should have been.

1162
00:49:43.168 --> 00:49:45.098
I love you, Shelby.

1163
00:49:45.098 --> 00:49:50.015
I love you more than anything
and I appreciate you so much.

1164
00:49:53.728 --> 00:49:55.353
- I should have told you.

1165
00:49:55.353 --> 00:49:57.373
I should have told you earlier.

1166
00:49:57.373 --> 00:50:01.124
- The truth is, I
love you Shelby Welham.

1167
00:50:01.124 --> 00:50:04.791
And more than just a
plutonic, familial way.

1168
00:50:06.130 --> 00:50:08.088
I wish I had the courage to tell you

1169
00:50:08.088 --> 00:50:11.928
and perhaps one day I will, but I'm scared

1170
00:50:11.928 --> 00:50:14.425
that it'll ruin what we have.

1171
00:50:14.425 --> 00:50:19.425
I'd rather be unhappy with
you than unhappy without you.

1172
00:50:19.452 --> 00:50:20.758
- Should've told me what, Shelby?

1173
00:50:20.758 --> 00:50:23.664
What should you have told me?

1174
00:50:23.664 --> 00:50:24.777
- I was waiting all of summer

1175
00:50:24.777 --> 00:50:26.288
for you to ask me on a date.

1176
00:50:26.288 --> 00:50:29.808
Waiting all of this half term
for you to start flirting,

1177
00:50:29.808 --> 00:50:32.240
to show any inclination that you loved me

1178
00:50:32.240 --> 00:50:34.582
in the same way which I love you.

1179
00:50:34.582 --> 00:50:37.436
When we stripped naked
that one fateful night

1180
00:50:37.436 --> 00:50:39.139
and allowed ourselves to be enshrouded

1181
00:50:39.139 --> 00:50:41.236
by the natural power of the ocean

1182
00:50:41.236 --> 00:50:44.745
in all its truth and potency, we captured

1183
00:50:44.745 --> 00:50:48.316
the essence of what it
is to be alive, Shelby.

1184
00:50:48.316 --> 00:50:50.132
I thought that warranted
more than just a life

1185
00:50:50.132 --> 00:50:52.049
of friendship with you.

1186
00:50:53.486 --> 00:50:54.319
- Shelby?

1187
00:50:58.569 --> 00:51:02.319
- I should have told
you that I love you too.

1188
00:51:10.972 --> 00:51:13.648
- You realise the beauty of youth.

1189
00:53:34.040 --> 00:53:36.449
- Confidential.

1190
00:53:36.449 --> 00:53:37.449
- It's true.

1191
00:53:43.848 --> 00:53:45.245
- Stop that.

1192
00:53:45.245 --> 00:53:46.078
- It's true.

1193
00:53:46.078 --> 00:53:47.119
- I mean, I know it's true.

1194
00:53:47.119 --> 00:53:47.952
- Guys.

1195
00:53:52.173 --> 00:53:53.945
- Oh that's so sad.

1196
00:53:53.945 --> 00:53:56.959
- Classic. Absolutely classic.

1197
00:54:03.924 --> 00:54:05.055
- I just think it would have been nice

1198
00:54:05.055 --> 00:54:07.572
to have received an invite, that's all.

1199
00:54:07.572 --> 00:54:09.255
It was your birthday, after all, Shelby.

1200
00:54:09.255 --> 00:54:11.369
- I didn't know it was gonna happen.

1201
00:54:11.369 --> 00:54:12.255
It was a surprise.

1202
00:54:12.255 --> 00:54:13.951
- No doubt Lilibet's idea.

1203
00:54:13.951 --> 00:54:16.575
- Well, maybe we could do
something this weekend.

1204
00:54:16.575 --> 00:54:18.740
I hear it's two for one
down in the village.

1205
00:54:18.740 --> 00:54:20.735
- Two for one what, Tippy?

1206
00:54:20.735 --> 00:54:22.402
- Pies, at the Swan.

1207
00:54:23.935 --> 00:54:28.788
- I would have loved to, guys,
but I can't this weekend.

1208
00:54:28.788 --> 00:54:31.071
I'm going to watch Moose's rugby game

1209
00:54:31.071 --> 00:54:32.287
up in Northumberland.

1210
00:54:32.287 --> 00:54:33.120
- Moose?

1211
00:54:33.120 --> 00:54:34.370
- Moses, sorry.

1212
00:54:35.423 --> 00:54:37.385
- Ugh, nicknames.

1213
00:54:37.385 --> 00:54:38.847
Fantastic, how fun.

1214
00:54:38.847 --> 00:54:39.892
- Claire.

1215
00:54:39.892 --> 00:54:43.892
- Well, we've always got
Christmas, haven't we?

1216
00:54:43.892 --> 00:54:45.567
Maybe we don't.

1217
00:54:45.567 --> 00:54:48.500
Pray, have the little
clique a getaway planned?

1218
00:54:48.500 --> 00:54:51.475
Skiing, perhaps? The Alps?

1219
00:54:51.475 --> 00:54:56.475
You are coming to Tippy's
New Year's party, aren't you?

1220
00:54:56.552 --> 00:54:57.385
- Uh.

1221
00:54:58.580 --> 00:54:59.997
- Its ridiculous.

1222
00:55:01.577 --> 00:55:02.708
You know, you weren't the only one

1223
00:55:02.708 --> 00:55:05.652
that lost a best friend that day, Shelby.

1224
00:55:05.652 --> 00:55:08.319
In fact, it seems I've lost two.

1225
00:55:12.489 --> 00:55:14.228
- She still won't talk to me.

1226
00:55:14.228 --> 00:55:18.412
I mean, Tippy might but
only when she's not around.

1227
00:55:18.412 --> 00:55:20.728
It's just, I don't know what
to do to make it better.

1228
00:55:20.728 --> 00:55:23.083
I text, I wave in the corridors,

1229
00:55:23.083 --> 00:55:25.902
I even wrote her this
stupid fucking letter.

1230
00:55:25.902 --> 00:55:27.630
It's just so awkward.

1231
00:55:27.630 --> 00:55:30.307
- I wouldn't worry about it, Shelby.

1232
00:55:30.307 --> 00:55:32.567
She's clearly made up her mind

1233
00:55:32.567 --> 00:55:35.330
and besides, they're all freaks anyway.

1234
00:55:35.330 --> 00:55:36.974
- Margot.

1235
00:55:36.974 --> 00:55:37.807
- What?

1236
00:55:39.427 --> 00:55:41.688
I mean, I'm sure they're nice people.

1237
00:55:41.688 --> 00:55:44.814
I'm just saying that now
you've got us, right?

1238
00:55:44.814 --> 00:55:46.264
- Right.

1239
00:55:46.264 --> 00:55:48.238
- And you're coming to
my New Year's party,

1240
00:55:48.238 --> 00:55:49.071
aren't you, Shelby?

1241
00:55:49.071 --> 00:55:50.162
- Mm-hm.

1242
00:55:50.162 --> 00:55:50.995
- Aw, yay!

1243
00:55:52.051 --> 00:55:53.979
I can't wait, it's gonna be so fun.

1244
00:55:53.979 --> 00:55:55.197
- If there's anything I know

1245
00:55:55.197 --> 00:55:57.307
is that it's this one right here knows how

1246
00:55:57.307 --> 00:55:59.816
to throw a good fucking party.

1247
00:55:59.816 --> 00:56:02.622
- Um, how big is it
gonna be, do you think?

1248
00:56:02.622 --> 00:56:03.656
- Oh, nothing big.

1249
00:56:03.656 --> 00:56:05.022
Just a small thing.

1250
00:56:05.022 --> 00:56:06.643
A few great people.

1251
00:56:06.643 --> 00:56:08.499
Friends, champagne.

1252
00:56:08.499 --> 00:56:10.312
It'll be fun.

1253
00:56:28.083 --> 00:56:29.224
- Where's it supposed to...

1254
00:56:29.224 --> 00:56:30.140
- Hey guys.

1255
00:56:30.140 --> 00:56:30.973
- Shelby!

1256
00:56:30.973 --> 00:56:31.806
- Hey, Shelby!

1257
00:56:31.806 --> 00:56:33.459
- How was your Christmas?

1258
00:56:33.459 --> 00:56:34.440
Muah.

1259
00:56:34.440 --> 00:56:36.062
- Fine, fine, it was nice.

1260
00:56:36.062 --> 00:56:37.511
- How you doing, nice to see you.

1261
00:56:37.511 --> 00:56:38.577
- How was yours?

1262
00:56:38.577 --> 00:56:43.144
- Oh, there's only so much wine
a person can drink, Shelby!

1263
00:56:43.144 --> 00:56:44.914
- Her family are big drinkers.

1264
00:56:44.914 --> 00:56:46.083
- Who's isn't?

1265
00:56:46.083 --> 00:56:49.336
- Mm, Lilibet's upstairs, come on.

1266
00:56:49.336 --> 00:56:51.372
So, how are you and Lilibet anyway,

1267
00:56:51.372 --> 00:56:54.350
after the whole, you know, birthday thing?

1268
00:56:54.350 --> 00:56:56.270
- We haven't really spoken about it.

1269
00:56:56.270 --> 00:56:57.912
- Hasn't it been like three months?

1270
00:56:57.912 --> 00:56:59.203
- I guess.

1271
00:56:59.203 --> 00:57:00.567
I suppose it doesn't feel like something

1272
00:57:00.567 --> 00:57:03.555
that really needs speaking about.

1273
00:57:03.555 --> 00:57:05.847
- Hm, but it's weird.

1274
00:57:05.847 --> 00:57:09.697
You guys didn't seem awkward
about it, like, at all.

1275
00:57:09.697 --> 00:57:12.195
- We're not, not really, anyway.

1276
00:57:12.195 --> 00:57:14.787
I mean, thankfully we spoke
about it early morning.

1277
00:57:14.787 --> 00:57:17.838
Like, literally, specifically
agreed not to make it awkward.

1278
00:57:17.838 --> 00:57:21.752
And to be fair we joked about
it a few times since, so, yeah

1279
00:57:21.752 --> 00:57:25.016
as far as I'm concerned
everything's fine between us.

1280
00:57:25.016 --> 00:57:26.711
- Shelb, that's great.

1281
00:57:26.711 --> 00:57:29.752
Well, do you like her, in that way?

1282
00:57:29.752 --> 00:57:31.203
- I don't know.

1283
00:57:31.203 --> 00:57:32.036
I don't think so.

1284
00:57:32.036 --> 00:57:33.752
- You should talk to her about it tonight.

1285
00:57:33.752 --> 00:57:35.182
Trust me, after keeping the secret

1286
00:57:35.182 --> 00:57:37.592
that Moose and I were dating
from everyone for so long

1287
00:57:37.592 --> 00:57:41.217
I've come to realise that
it's genuinely not worth it.

1288
00:57:41.217 --> 00:57:42.050
Isn't that right?

1289
00:57:42.050 --> 00:57:43.592
- I was saying that from the start.

1290
00:57:43.592 --> 00:57:45.832
- Why did you guys keep
it a secret, anyway?

1291
00:57:45.832 --> 00:57:46.665
- Isn't that because--

1292
00:57:46.665 --> 00:57:49.063
- Stupid reasons, nothing really.

1293
00:57:49.063 --> 00:57:50.206
Lilibet's upstairs.

1294
00:57:50.206 --> 00:57:51.635
We'll just be a sec.

1295
00:57:51.635 --> 00:57:52.468
- Cool.

1296
00:57:58.120 --> 00:57:58.953
- Hey guys.

1297
00:57:58.953 --> 00:57:59.786
- Shelby!

1298
00:57:59.786 --> 00:58:01.180
- Oh, it's been so long.

1299
00:58:01.180 --> 00:58:03.135
How was your Christmas?
- Um.

1300
00:58:03.135 --> 00:58:04.152
- Wait, where's your drink?

1301
00:58:04.152 --> 00:58:04.995
- I don't have one.

1302
00:58:04.995 --> 00:58:06.307
- Oh here, take this, take my drink.

1303
00:58:06.307 --> 00:58:07.554
Honestly Shelby, I don't even want it.

1304
00:58:07.554 --> 00:58:08.387
- Are you sure?

1305
00:58:08.387 --> 00:58:09.294
- Yes, there's loads downstairs.

1306
00:58:09.294 --> 00:58:10.666
Absolutely, drink that
up and go downstairs

1307
00:58:10.666 --> 00:58:11.597
and get some more.

1308
00:58:11.597 --> 00:58:12.430
- Thank you.

1309
00:58:12.430 --> 00:58:14.147
- Shelby, don't mean to be rude,

1310
00:58:14.147 --> 00:58:16.792
but what the flying fuck
are you meant to be?

1311
00:58:16.792 --> 00:58:18.936
- He's Shakespeare, isn't he?

1312
00:58:18.936 --> 00:58:20.899
He must be, right?

1313
00:58:20.899 --> 00:58:22.635
- The wheel has come full circle.

1314
00:58:22.635 --> 00:58:23.468
I am here.

1315
00:58:25.742 --> 00:58:27.864
- Shelby loves Shakespeare.

1316
00:58:27.864 --> 00:58:29.774
Constantly quoting it.

1317
00:58:29.774 --> 00:58:31.715
Well, he's pretending to anyway.

1318
00:58:31.715 --> 00:58:33.763
Doubt any of us would know if he wasn't.

1319
00:58:33.763 --> 00:58:36.248
- Wow, you guys were made for each other.

1320
00:58:36.248 --> 00:58:39.384
- What are you meant
to be, anyway, Charles.

1321
00:58:39.384 --> 00:58:40.920
- Can't you tell?

1322
00:58:40.920 --> 00:58:43.096
I'm Jimmy Savile.

1323
00:58:43.096 --> 00:58:44.451
- The kid's show guy.

1324
00:58:44.451 --> 00:58:45.646
- Brilliant, isn't it?

1325
00:58:45.646 --> 00:58:47.054
And seen as costumes were assigned,

1326
00:58:47.054 --> 00:58:48.654
I can't take the blame, either.

1327
00:58:48.654 --> 00:58:50.763
- But why would Margot
and Moose make him come

1328
00:58:50.763 --> 00:58:51.596
as Jimmy Savile?

1329
00:58:51.596 --> 00:58:52.646
That makes no sense.

1330
00:58:52.646 --> 00:58:53.479
- Shelby.

1331
00:58:53.479 --> 00:58:54.467
- No, no, don't help him.

1332
00:58:54.467 --> 00:58:55.843
He can work this one out on his own.

1333
00:58:55.843 --> 00:58:57.187
Think about it, Shelby.

1334
00:58:57.187 --> 00:58:59.354
What was Savile known for?

1335
00:59:01.336 --> 00:59:02.862
- There's the penny drop.

1336
00:59:02.862 --> 00:59:03.695
- I.

1337
00:59:03.695 --> 00:59:05.862
- Better than Shakespeare.

1338
00:59:10.339 --> 00:59:11.256
- Hey guys.

1339
00:59:12.771 --> 00:59:13.771
- Oh my god.

1340
00:59:15.918 --> 00:59:17.304
- Hey.

1341
00:59:17.304 --> 00:59:20.099
- Oh Moses, I love your outfit.

1342
00:59:20.099 --> 00:59:21.932
Look at your sexy bod.

1343
00:59:23.175 --> 00:59:26.025
You naughty little bunny.

1344
00:59:26.025 --> 00:59:29.728
Maybe we should start wearing
things like this to school.

1345
00:59:29.728 --> 00:59:31.648
What do you think, Margot?

1346
00:59:31.648 --> 00:59:33.536
- Oh I agree.

1347
00:59:33.536 --> 00:59:36.043
And you know, I think Mrs.
Lumley would really approve.

1348
00:59:36.043 --> 00:59:38.059
Not to mention the monks.

1349
00:59:40.150 --> 00:59:41.233
- Hey, Ariel.

1350
00:59:43.446 --> 00:59:44.279
- Ariel?

1351
00:59:45.878 --> 00:59:46.878
Who's Ariel?

1352
00:59:47.862 --> 00:59:50.445
My name is Pussy. Pussy Galore.

1353
00:59:53.289 --> 00:59:54.709
- The Bond girl?

1354
00:59:54.709 --> 00:59:57.406
I swear we told you to
come as the Little Mermaid.

1355
00:59:57.406 --> 00:59:59.519
- Drag is drag is drag.

1356
00:59:59.519 --> 01:00:02.752
Besides, this is more fun, no?

1357
01:00:02.752 --> 01:00:03.585
- Mm-hm.

1358
01:00:06.763 --> 01:00:09.131
- Have either of you guys seen Roisin?

1359
01:00:09.131 --> 01:00:11.018
- Oh she's upstairs.

1360
01:00:11.018 --> 01:00:11.851
Why?

1361
01:00:13.110 --> 01:00:14.610
- I love you guys.

1362
01:00:23.070 --> 01:00:25.055
- One in the stink, two in the pink.

1363
01:00:25.055 --> 01:00:26.089
Honestly, Shelby.

1364
01:00:26.089 --> 01:00:27.606
- Roisin!

1365
01:00:27.606 --> 01:00:29.114
- Oh my god.

1366
01:00:29.114 --> 01:00:30.395
- Who even is that?

1367
01:00:30.395 --> 01:00:33.919
- I think it's Ariel and by
the looks of it he's bombed.

1368
01:00:33.919 --> 01:00:34.983
- You haven't told anyone?

1369
01:00:34.983 --> 01:00:35.879
- Ariel.

1370
01:00:35.879 --> 01:00:38.323
- Roisin, no please,
you have to promise me.

1371
01:00:38.323 --> 01:00:40.633
- Ariel, I promise, now drop it.

1372
01:00:40.633 --> 01:00:42.711
- Ariel, why the fuck are you dressed

1373
01:00:42.711 --> 01:00:44.878
as some tranny prostitute?

1374
01:00:45.842 --> 01:00:49.641
- I'll have you know my
name is Pussy Galore.

1375
01:00:49.641 --> 01:00:51.679
- Wasn't Pussy meant to be really hot?

1376
01:00:51.679 --> 01:00:53.189
- Implying Ariel isn't.

1377
01:00:53.189 --> 01:00:54.455
- Bite me, Charles.

1378
01:00:54.455 --> 01:00:57.080
- You'd like that, wouldn't you?

1379
01:00:57.080 --> 01:00:59.684
- Okay, so I'm gonna put Ariel to bed.

1380
01:00:59.684 --> 01:01:02.582
See you guys by the drinks?

1381
01:01:02.582 --> 01:01:04.123
- Shelby, is everything okay?

1382
01:01:04.123 --> 01:01:06.027
You seem quiet.

1383
01:01:06.027 --> 01:01:07.730
- Catch you guys in a sec.

1384
01:01:07.730 --> 01:01:11.560
I'm off to see what
Percy Gladstone's up to.

1385
01:01:11.560 --> 01:01:13.476
- Shelby, what's wrong?

1386
01:01:13.476 --> 01:01:15.987
- Nothing, Lilibet, I'm fine, really.

1387
01:01:15.987 --> 01:01:18.471
- Shelby, if this is
about us, then I'm sorry

1388
01:01:18.471 --> 01:01:20.782
but I never meant for
it to happen like that.

1389
01:01:20.782 --> 01:01:22.705
You know, I love you, but we were drunk

1390
01:01:22.705 --> 01:01:23.538
and we were high.

1391
01:01:23.538 --> 01:01:25.902
- No, no, it's not about that, Lilibet.

1392
01:01:25.902 --> 01:01:27.709
I liked that.

1393
01:01:27.709 --> 01:01:31.542
You know with a friend,
with you, it was nice.

1394
01:01:33.507 --> 01:01:35.114
- It was, wasn't it?

1395
01:01:35.114 --> 01:01:37.461
Oh, I cannot believe we haven't
spoken about it until now.

1396
01:01:37.461 --> 01:01:38.810
- Yeah, yeah.

1397
01:01:38.810 --> 01:01:40.416
- Wait, what's wrong then?

1398
01:01:40.416 --> 01:01:42.043
Why are you upset?

1399
01:01:42.043 --> 01:01:44.500
- I'm distracted, that's all.

1400
01:01:44.500 --> 01:01:45.333
- About?

1401
01:01:46.437 --> 01:01:47.845
- Nothing, nothing.

1402
01:01:47.845 --> 01:01:49.593
It's so unimportant.

1403
01:01:49.593 --> 01:01:51.856
I'm just being annoying.

1404
01:01:51.856 --> 01:01:53.254
It's fine, I'm fine.

1405
01:01:53.254 --> 01:01:54.087
- Shelby.

1406
01:01:54.087 --> 01:01:55.072
- Are you enjoying the party?

1407
01:01:55.072 --> 01:01:56.832
- I'd be enjoying it more
if you told me what's wrong.

1408
01:01:56.832 --> 01:01:57.665
- Lilibet.

1409
01:01:59.379 --> 01:02:03.296
- We both know I'm not
gonna give up that easy.

1410
01:02:06.101 --> 01:02:10.408
- I'm sick, expect incoherent
scribblings to follow.

1411
01:02:10.408 --> 01:02:11.838
- Excuse me?

1412
01:02:11.838 --> 01:02:13.013
- That was her last entry.

1413
01:02:13.013 --> 01:02:14.547
December 20th, I'm sick,

1414
01:02:14.547 --> 01:02:18.281
expect incoherent scribblings to follow.

1415
01:02:18.281 --> 01:02:19.114
- Right.

1416
01:02:20.053 --> 01:02:22.188
- Eppy left me her diary.

1417
01:02:22.188 --> 01:02:24.195
So I've been reading it.

1418
01:02:24.195 --> 01:02:26.260
Everyday at night.

1419
01:02:26.260 --> 01:02:29.193
Comparing her experiences to mine.

1420
01:02:29.193 --> 01:02:31.798
What happened a year ago with Eppy versus

1421
01:02:31.798 --> 01:02:33.881
what happens now without.

1422
01:02:36.233 --> 01:02:37.066
- I see.

1423
01:02:37.958 --> 01:02:40.069
- December the 20th, I am sick, expect

1424
01:02:40.069 --> 01:02:43.379
incoherent scribblings to follow.

1425
01:02:43.379 --> 01:02:45.212
It ends, it just ends.

1426
01:02:46.652 --> 01:02:48.001
That's it.

1427
01:02:48.001 --> 01:02:49.703
She doesn't even get to scribble.

1428
01:02:49.703 --> 01:02:51.286
That's how quickly.

1429
01:02:53.504 --> 01:02:55.850
I'm sorry, I promised
myself I wouldn't do this.

1430
01:02:55.850 --> 01:02:58.683
I promised myself I wouldn't mope.

1431
01:02:59.686 --> 01:03:03.149
- Shelby I, I think it's
great that you found

1432
01:03:03.149 --> 01:03:04.616
a way of coping.

1433
01:03:04.616 --> 01:03:07.033
You know, admirable, even.

1434
01:03:07.033 --> 01:03:09.825
But living in the past it's,

1435
01:03:09.825 --> 01:03:11.574
it's never a very good idea.

1436
01:03:11.574 --> 01:03:13.592
- Well, I know that now.

1437
01:03:13.592 --> 01:03:15.196
- Eppy wouldn't.

1438
01:03:15.196 --> 01:03:17.288
She wouldn't want you to be sad.

1439
01:03:17.288 --> 01:03:21.265
She'd want you to be enjoying
yourself, wouldn't she?

1440
01:03:21.265 --> 01:03:22.932
- 376 days, Lilibet.

1441
01:03:25.771 --> 01:03:26.688
300 and 76.

1442
01:03:30.429 --> 01:03:34.012
That's how long it's
been without her, 376.

1443
01:03:35.169 --> 01:03:39.002
And now there's nothing
left, no more entries.

1444
01:03:40.356 --> 01:03:42.937
- But you have the memories, Shelby.

1445
01:03:42.937 --> 01:03:44.744
The love's still there.

1446
01:03:44.744 --> 01:03:46.422
Just because you can't see her anymore

1447
01:03:46.422 --> 01:03:49.719
or hear her doesn't mean she's not there.

1448
01:03:49.719 --> 01:03:51.783
She's a huge part of who you are, Shelby,

1449
01:03:51.783 --> 01:03:54.999
and that didn't just go when she passed.

1450
01:03:54.999 --> 01:03:56.688
She's still with you.

1451
01:03:56.688 --> 01:03:59.516
She'll always be with you.

1452
01:03:59.516 --> 01:04:03.365
Do you understand what I'm
trying to tell you, Shelby?

1453
01:04:16.447 --> 01:04:18.604
- Nobody knows, Ariel, I promise.

1454
01:04:18.604 --> 01:04:19.662
And nobody's gonna find out.

1455
01:04:19.662 --> 01:04:21.399
So please, just calm down.

1456
01:04:21.399 --> 01:04:24.872
All you're doing is drawing
attention to yourself.

1457
01:04:24.872 --> 01:04:27.324
Charles and I aren't gonna
tell anyone, we swear.

1458
01:04:27.324 --> 01:04:30.011
Heck, he doesn't even know I know.

1459
01:04:30.011 --> 01:04:34.178
Honestly Ariel, you've got
nothing to worry about.

1460
01:04:35.254 --> 01:04:36.511
- Is everything okay?

1461
01:04:36.511 --> 01:04:38.377
- Moses, uh, everything's great.

1462
01:04:38.377 --> 01:04:40.137
Thank you, I think Ariel here has

1463
01:04:40.137 --> 01:04:42.214
just had too much to drink, so.

1464
01:04:42.214 --> 01:04:43.739
- Maybe not enough to drink.

1465
01:04:43.739 --> 01:04:44.795
- Ariel, wait, no.

1466
01:04:44.795 --> 01:04:46.590
Moses, stop him.

1467
01:04:46.590 --> 01:04:47.423
Moses!

1468
01:04:48.266 --> 01:04:51.720
Honestly Moses, you call
yourself a fucking rugby captain.

1469
01:05:08.496 --> 01:05:10.757
- 10, nine, eight

1470
01:05:10.757 --> 01:05:12.674
seven, six, five, four,

1471
01:05:14.432 --> 01:05:15.765
three, two, one!

1472
01:05:47.673 --> 01:05:49.114
- Ah, you beauty.

1473
01:05:49.114 --> 01:05:49.947
Thank you.

1474
01:05:51.334 --> 01:05:52.167
- Here.

1475
01:05:53.258 --> 01:05:56.156
- Has anybody seen Charles?

1476
01:05:56.156 --> 01:05:57.573
- No idea, sorry.

1477
01:05:59.641 --> 01:06:02.162
Hey Lilibet, how we doing?

1478
01:06:02.162 --> 01:06:03.162
You're good.

1479
01:06:11.022 --> 01:06:14.085
- I'm, I'm, I'm a fairy godmother.

1480
01:06:14.085 --> 01:06:15.490
- Yeah?

1481
01:06:15.490 --> 01:06:17.834
Well, what do you say
we bippity-boppity-boop

1482
01:06:17.834 --> 01:06:19.711
you back to bed, then hm?

1483
01:06:19.711 --> 01:06:21.682
How does that sound?

1484
01:06:21.682 --> 01:06:23.466
Okay, here you go.

1485
01:06:23.466 --> 01:06:26.534
- Did we make it to New Year's?

1486
01:06:26.534 --> 01:06:27.391
- Uh, yeah, yeah.

1487
01:06:27.391 --> 01:06:28.517
We made it to New Year's.

1488
01:06:28.517 --> 01:06:30.653
We were actually together
at the countdown.

1489
01:06:30.653 --> 01:06:32.413
- Did we kiss?

1490
01:06:32.413 --> 01:06:33.375
Did we kiss?

1491
01:06:33.375 --> 01:06:35.322
- Uh, no, no Lilibet we didn't kiss.

1492
01:06:35.322 --> 01:06:38.103
- Why, why didn't we kiss?

1493
01:06:38.103 --> 01:06:40.837
- Come on, come on big step, that's it.

1494
01:06:40.837 --> 01:06:42.920
Be careful of your dress.

1495
01:06:44.381 --> 01:06:47.798
There you go, you're really good at this.

1496
01:06:48.874 --> 01:06:53.087
Here we go let's just
clean you up slightly.

1497
01:06:53.087 --> 01:06:54.523
Oh, good.

1498
01:06:54.523 --> 01:06:55.933
Come on, Lilly.

1499
01:06:55.933 --> 01:06:57.892
Here we go, here we go.

1500
01:06:57.892 --> 01:06:59.932
Are you all right, are you in one piece?

1501
01:06:59.932 --> 01:07:00.765
Okay.

1502
01:07:18.214 --> 01:07:19.528
- Shelby and I, we liked to operate

1503
01:07:19.528 --> 01:07:22.026
off a system of spontaneity.

1504
01:07:22.026 --> 01:07:25.055
If it's random, totally
unplanned but seems like fun,

1505
01:07:25.055 --> 01:07:26.557
it probably will be.

1506
01:07:26.557 --> 01:07:29.419
So, phones dead, 4:00 in the morning

1507
01:07:29.419 --> 01:07:30.921
we fish some half submerged trolley out

1508
01:07:30.921 --> 01:07:33.104
of a flooded pathway and unto the road.

1509
01:07:33.104 --> 01:07:34.829
Sure, it was a little bit wet

1510
01:07:34.829 --> 01:07:36.659
but when you're drunk and in good company

1511
01:07:36.659 --> 01:07:38.325
what does that matter?

1512
01:07:38.325 --> 01:07:39.768
We took it in turns, riding the trolley

1513
01:07:39.768 --> 01:07:41.165
whilst the other pushed.

1514
01:07:41.165 --> 01:07:42.502
And although it pains me to say it,

1515
01:07:42.502 --> 01:07:44.753
Shelby was the far
better trolley operator.

1516
01:07:44.753 --> 01:07:47.627
I like to think I was
jolly good competition.

1517
01:07:47.627 --> 01:07:49.094
Oh my god, Shelby are you okay?

1518
01:07:49.094 --> 01:07:50.103
- You idiot!

1519
01:07:50.103 --> 01:07:51.195
- Oh my god, I am so sorry.

1520
01:07:51.195 --> 01:07:52.356
- Over the past few days

1521
01:07:52.356 --> 01:07:54.914
we vowed to one another to
be best friends for life

1522
01:07:54.914 --> 01:07:56.826
and I think we will be.

1523
01:07:56.826 --> 01:07:58.786
Even if other people get in the way

1524
01:07:58.786 --> 01:08:01.472
we'll always have one
another to fall back on.

1525
01:08:01.472 --> 01:08:03.679
- Shelby?

1526
01:08:03.679 --> 01:08:07.512
- I'm
very lucky to have him.

1527
01:08:08.407 --> 01:08:11.118
- Shelby.

1528
01:08:11.118 --> 01:08:11.974
Shelby.

1529
01:08:11.974 --> 01:08:12.974
- What, Mom?

1530
01:08:22.111 --> 01:08:23.529
- You know how I feel about you reading

1531
01:08:23.529 --> 01:08:25.280
that damn book.

1532
01:08:25.280 --> 01:08:26.747
- It makes me happy.

1533
01:08:26.747 --> 01:08:29.610
- You've read it twice over.

1534
01:08:29.610 --> 01:08:31.850
- It's all I have left of her.

1535
01:08:31.850 --> 01:08:36.227
- If you really loved her,
Shelby, you'd let her...

1536
01:08:36.227 --> 01:08:39.144
Well, you know how the saying goes.

1537
01:08:43.455 --> 01:08:46.599
- It's weird how
quickly autumn turns to winter

1538
01:08:46.599 --> 01:08:47.961
and winter to spring.

1539
01:08:47.961 --> 01:08:49.943
And even quicker, spring to summer.

1540
01:08:49.943 --> 01:08:52.847
Our little years trundle
by so effortlessly.

1541
01:08:52.847 --> 01:08:55.162
One second we're coming to
school for the first time

1542
01:08:55.162 --> 01:08:57.309
and the next it's the last.

1543
01:08:57.309 --> 01:08:59.035
I know at the time of writing this I still

1544
01:08:59.035 --> 01:09:01.403
have two years left to
go, but I just can't help

1545
01:09:01.403 --> 01:09:03.623
but think about how quickly it's going.

1546
01:09:03.623 --> 01:09:07.706
How soon this will all
seem like a strange dream.

1547
01:10:04.613 --> 01:10:06.802
Weirder still are the friendships we made.

1548
01:10:06.802 --> 01:10:09.034
How quickly they can change.

1549
01:10:09.034 --> 01:10:11.280
I wonder who I'll be
friends with after school

1550
01:10:11.280 --> 01:10:13.369
when life begins.

1551
01:10:13.369 --> 01:10:14.202
Lilibet?

1552
01:10:15.065 --> 01:10:17.623
At this rate, I doubt it.

1553
01:10:17.623 --> 01:10:19.456
Claire, Tippy, Shelby.

1554
01:10:21.197 --> 01:10:22.425
You'd think it was certain

1555
01:10:22.425 --> 01:10:25.758
but just as time changes, people do too.

1556
01:10:32.064 --> 01:10:34.878
We never know what the
future has for us in store.

1557
01:10:34.878 --> 01:10:37.461
The good, bad, we have no idea.

1558
01:10:38.531 --> 01:10:41.398
And that's why we've got
to enjoy what we have now.

1559
01:10:41.398 --> 01:10:44.051
And who we surround ourselves with now

1560
01:10:44.051 --> 01:10:45.518
because there's no saying anything

1561
01:10:45.518 --> 01:10:47.918
in this crazy little life
that we live will last

1562
01:10:47.918 --> 01:10:52.918
and there's no knowing when
it's time to say goodbye.

1563
01:11:17.291 --> 01:11:18.124
- Eppy.

1564
01:11:22.278 --> 01:11:25.028
Its taken me sometime to realise,

1565
01:11:27.811 --> 01:11:29.311
well, over a year.

1566
01:11:35.918 --> 01:11:37.668
I did love you, Eppy.

1567
01:11:39.878 --> 01:11:41.628
I did and I still do.

1568
01:11:43.745 --> 01:11:45.495
But you were my twin.

1569
01:11:48.211 --> 01:11:51.330
You were like a sister to me.

1570
01:11:51.330 --> 01:11:54.330
And when you died, I guess so did I.

1571
01:11:55.491 --> 01:11:58.491
Or a large part of me did, at least.

1572
01:11:59.598 --> 01:12:03.431
But in the fragile version
of me that survived

1573
01:12:06.225 --> 01:12:09.558
in that broken wreck, what was leftover,

1574
01:12:12.398 --> 01:12:16.148
Lilibet has found
something new, someone new,

1575
01:12:17.451 --> 01:12:19.868
and that new person has grown

1576
01:12:20.931 --> 01:12:23.598
and he has changed and blossomed

1577
01:12:24.465 --> 01:12:26.965
and now this new me, he is me.

1578
01:12:33.743 --> 01:12:36.576
I've changed, Eppy, all people do.

1579
01:12:37.825 --> 01:12:40.198
And you'll always be my
best friend, for life,

1580
01:12:40.198 --> 01:12:41.865
just as we promised.

1581
01:12:43.449 --> 01:12:46.032
But I can't sit around anymore.

1582
01:12:50.928 --> 01:12:54.398
I can't wait for you to come back

1583
01:12:54.398 --> 01:12:57.358
because that's never
going to happen, is it?

1584
01:12:57.358 --> 01:12:59.663
And as much as I cry and I pray

1585
01:12:59.663 --> 01:13:03.051
and cuss and dream, it's never going

1586
01:13:03.051 --> 01:13:05.971
to be the way it was again.

1587
01:13:05.971 --> 01:13:08.888
But the thing is, I can't be scared

1588
01:13:10.678 --> 01:13:13.425
of that world without you, anymore.

1589
01:13:13.425 --> 01:13:14.878
Because what I've come to realise

1590
01:13:14.878 --> 01:13:17.461
is that world will never exist.

1591
01:13:21.678 --> 01:13:23.411
Just because you're not here doesn't mean

1592
01:13:23.411 --> 01:13:25.661
that you're not here, Eppy.

1593
01:13:27.425 --> 01:13:30.342
Heck, I see you each and every day.

1594
01:13:32.449 --> 01:13:37.449
I see you in the trees, the
flowers, the forget me nots.

1595
01:13:37.651 --> 01:13:40.611
I see you every time I
step foot in the Abbey

1596
01:13:40.611 --> 01:13:41.944
or on the beach.

1597
01:13:44.011 --> 01:13:47.024
I see you in Richmond thick pork sausages

1598
01:13:47.024 --> 01:13:48.857
and Heinz baked beans.

1599
01:13:49.985 --> 01:13:52.238
I see you in David Bowie's songs,

1600
01:13:52.238 --> 01:13:54.411
that Stephen Chbosky novel.

1601
01:13:54.411 --> 01:13:56.623
You're everywhere, Eppy.

1602
01:13:56.623 --> 01:13:59.123
And in the most random things.

1603
01:14:01.651 --> 01:14:03.171
So why should I be scared of a world

1604
01:14:03.171 --> 01:14:05.598
without you anymore?

1605
01:14:05.598 --> 01:14:07.515
You may not be here but

1606
01:14:09.171 --> 01:14:11.478
you never really left, either.

1607
01:14:11.478 --> 01:14:13.478
A lot happens in a year.

1608
01:14:14.811 --> 01:14:15.978
A lot changes.

1609
01:14:20.318 --> 01:14:22.291
I love you, Eppy.

1610
01:14:22.291 --> 01:14:23.905
I do, I love you.

1611
01:14:23.905 --> 01:14:25.785
I love you so much.

1612
01:14:25.785 --> 01:14:27.535
I love you to pieces.

1613
01:14:28.505 --> 01:14:31.411
But the time for grief has passed.

1614
01:14:31.411 --> 01:14:33.494
It's time to accept life.

1615
01:14:36.691 --> 01:14:39.774
And even if it gets me nowhere, well.

1616
01:14:42.465 --> 01:14:45.632
Well, I'd hate myself if I didn't try.

1617
01:14:53.691 --> 01:14:55.211
- A whole year done.

1618
01:14:55.211 --> 01:14:56.704
- And just exams left.

1619
01:14:56.704 --> 01:14:58.969
- How will you cope not
being head girl anymore?

1620
01:14:58.969 --> 01:15:00.358
- I'll have you know that master day

1621
01:15:00.358 --> 01:15:01.798
was my last official GT.

1622
01:15:01.798 --> 01:15:02.631
- Oo.

1623
01:15:02.631 --> 01:15:03.611
- Congratulations!

1624
01:15:03.611 --> 01:15:05.224
- That's actually fucking mad.

1625
01:15:05.224 --> 01:15:06.771
This is really happening.

1626
01:15:06.771 --> 01:15:08.465
We're actually finishing.

1627
01:15:08.465 --> 01:15:10.345
- Well, in light of such revelations

1628
01:15:10.345 --> 01:15:11.758
there's only one thing for it.

1629
01:15:11.758 --> 01:15:13.184
We drink this event like any other

1630
01:15:13.184 --> 01:15:15.196
and get rip roaring fucked.

1631
01:15:15.196 --> 01:15:17.638
One last piss off for the
Broadbridge crew, what do you say?

1632
01:15:17.638 --> 01:15:18.471
- Huzzah.

1633
01:15:18.471 --> 01:15:19.585
- Good.

1634
01:15:19.585 --> 01:15:20.418
- Cheers.

1635
01:15:20.418 --> 01:15:21.745
- I fucking love you guys.

1636
01:15:21.745 --> 01:15:23.945
- Aw, we love you too.

1637
01:15:23.945 --> 01:15:25.238
- Cheers.

1638
01:16:06.876 --> 01:16:08.865
- Do you remember back
at Shelby's birthday

1639
01:16:08.865 --> 01:16:12.425
when you said you tried to
get with Margot for a bet?

1640
01:16:12.425 --> 01:16:13.490
- What?

1641
01:16:13.490 --> 01:16:14.465
Who did?

1642
01:16:14.465 --> 01:16:15.518
- Charles.

1643
01:16:15.518 --> 01:16:19.651
- Seriously, is that why you tried it on?

1644
01:16:19.651 --> 01:16:21.704
- Yeah, it's been so
much time now, Charles.

1645
01:16:21.704 --> 01:16:23.331
You never said who bet you.

1646
01:16:23.331 --> 01:16:25.318
Why won't you say who bet you?

1647
01:16:25.318 --> 01:16:26.558
- It's naughty.

1648
01:16:26.558 --> 01:16:28.198
- Naughty?

1649
01:16:28.198 --> 01:16:31.358
That someone wanted you
to kiss me, Charles.

1650
01:16:31.358 --> 01:16:33.785
Don't be annoying, who?

1651
01:16:33.785 --> 01:16:35.465
- See, even she wants to know.

1652
01:16:35.465 --> 01:16:37.651
If I tell you guys, you have
to promise not to be mad.

1653
01:16:37.651 --> 01:16:39.822
- Charles, why would they be mad?

1654
01:16:39.822 --> 01:16:41.651
- I think you should know, mister.

1655
01:16:41.651 --> 01:16:42.838
- What?

1656
01:16:42.838 --> 01:16:44.718
- Yeah, what?

1657
01:16:44.718 --> 01:16:46.158
- Don't you remember?

1658
01:16:46.158 --> 01:16:47.930
- Remember what?

1659
01:16:47.930 --> 01:16:49.318
- When we were betting
to see which one of us

1660
01:16:49.318 --> 01:16:50.971
could sleep with Margot first.

1661
01:16:50.971 --> 01:16:52.238
I was only trying to win, Margot.

1662
01:16:52.238 --> 01:16:54.715
That's the only reason
I tried to kiss you.

1663
01:16:54.715 --> 01:16:56.089
- Moses, is this true?

1664
01:16:56.089 --> 01:16:56.922
- Of course not.

1665
01:16:56.922 --> 01:16:58.518
- Now, now, Mr. Moose.

1666
01:16:58.518 --> 01:17:00.849
Don't you lie to your lovely lady.

1667
01:17:00.849 --> 01:17:03.398
Remember, when channing
after the woods party

1668
01:17:03.398 --> 01:17:05.905
you bet me you could sleep
with Margot before I did.

1669
01:17:05.905 --> 01:17:07.330
- That is not how it went down.

1670
01:17:07.330 --> 01:17:09.145
Margot, it's not what it sounds like.

1671
01:17:09.145 --> 01:17:11.050
- Not what it sounds like!

1672
01:17:11.050 --> 01:17:13.598
What so I was, so this
was just a bet to you?

1673
01:17:13.598 --> 01:17:14.731
- Of course not, Margot.

1674
01:17:14.731 --> 01:17:16.358
- Don't fucking touch me!

1675
01:17:16.358 --> 01:17:17.191
- Margot!

1676
01:17:17.191 --> 01:17:18.343
- Fuck you, Moses!

1677
01:17:18.343 --> 01:17:19.176
- Margot!

1678
01:17:19.176 --> 01:17:20.265
- Charles, you idiot.

1679
01:17:20.265 --> 01:17:21.098
Honestly.

1680
01:17:21.098 --> 01:17:22.118
Moses wait, let me handle it.

1681
01:17:22.118 --> 01:17:23.870
- No, you can fuck right off.

1682
01:17:23.870 --> 01:17:25.499
You've done enough.

1683
01:17:25.499 --> 01:17:27.216
Margot, wait!

1684
01:17:27.216 --> 01:17:28.989
- Hold on, I've done enough?

1685
01:17:28.989 --> 01:17:30.352
- You brought it up.

1686
01:17:30.352 --> 01:17:32.269
- Oh fuck off, Charles.

1687
01:17:35.110 --> 01:17:37.335
- You better watch yourself, faggot.

1688
01:17:37.335 --> 01:17:39.817
Unless you want a round two.

1689
01:18:06.977 --> 01:18:08.257
- Margot, Margot please.

1690
01:18:08.257 --> 01:18:10.070
Margot, Margot please just talk to me.

1691
01:18:10.070 --> 01:18:11.830
- You've ruined everything.

1692
01:18:11.830 --> 01:18:14.079
- Margot it's not what
it sounds like, please.

1693
01:18:14.079 --> 01:18:16.253
- Just leave me alone.

1694
01:18:16.253 --> 01:18:17.813
Just leave me alone.

1695
01:18:17.813 --> 01:18:18.920
- Margot, please.

1696
01:18:18.920 --> 01:18:19.753
Margot!

1697
01:18:21.000 --> 01:18:22.250
Margot, please.

1698
01:18:23.773 --> 01:18:24.606
Margot!

1699
01:18:36.468 --> 01:18:37.301
- Lilibet.

1700
01:18:38.586 --> 01:18:39.419
- Hm?

1701
01:18:41.053 --> 01:18:42.053
- Thank you.

1702
01:18:44.941 --> 01:18:45.858
- For what?

1703
01:18:47.740 --> 01:18:50.657
- For making my last year so great.

1704
01:18:51.688 --> 01:18:54.781
- I hardly did anything, Shelby.

1705
01:18:54.781 --> 01:18:57.198
- You did more than anything.

1706
01:19:00.619 --> 01:19:02.952
- Butterfly effect, I guess.

1707
01:19:05.408 --> 01:19:07.325
You're welcome, Shelby.

1708
01:19:31.214 --> 01:19:34.424
- Do you think that rumour
about Chelsea Jacobs is true?

1709
01:19:34.424 --> 01:19:35.508
- Which one?

1710
01:19:35.508 --> 01:19:36.628
- That when her hair is straight

1711
01:19:36.628 --> 01:19:39.929
it's because she wants to shag.

1712
01:19:39.929 --> 01:19:42.225
- I wouldn't know.

1713
01:19:42.225 --> 01:19:44.058
- She apparently does.

1714
01:19:54.398 --> 01:19:55.231
Margot.

1715
01:19:57.464 --> 01:19:59.631
Do you wanna get him back?

1716
01:20:07.824 --> 01:20:09.358
- Ariel, wake up.

1717
01:20:09.358 --> 01:20:10.505
- What the fuck?

1718
01:20:10.505 --> 01:20:12.198
- Ariel's here.

1719
01:20:12.198 --> 01:20:14.038
- I thought you said he
wasn't supposed to be here.

1720
01:20:14.038 --> 01:20:15.025
- Well I didn't think he would be.

1721
01:20:15.025 --> 01:20:16.838
He's meant to be in CT with me.

1722
01:20:16.838 --> 01:20:18.171
Ariel!

1723
01:20:18.171 --> 01:20:19.691
- What's wrong with him?

1724
01:20:19.691 --> 01:20:21.651
- I have no fucking clue.

1725
01:20:21.651 --> 01:20:24.705
Ariel, Ariel, what the fuck.

1726
01:20:24.705 --> 01:20:26.611
Ariel what's the matter with you?

1727
01:20:26.611 --> 01:20:27.598
- Where is it?

1728
01:20:27.598 --> 01:20:32.015
- I don't know, it'll be in
his drawers or something.

1729
01:20:37.571 --> 01:20:38.404
Ariel.

1730
01:20:42.238 --> 01:20:43.171
- It's not here.

1731
01:20:43.171 --> 01:20:44.371
- Well, it'll be with his drugs.

1732
01:20:44.371 --> 01:20:45.931
Try looking for a small black pouch.

1733
01:20:45.931 --> 01:20:47.064
- That could be anywhere!

1734
01:20:47.064 --> 01:20:47.983
- Well get looking.

1735
01:20:47.983 --> 01:20:49.211
If Ariel's bunking as well we won't

1736
01:20:49.211 --> 01:20:51.568
have long before a teacher
comes looking for us all.

1737
01:20:51.568 --> 01:20:52.401
Okay?

1738
01:20:57.023 --> 01:20:58.491
- Black bag, I found it.

1739
01:20:58.491 --> 01:20:59.771
Gosh, that's lucky.

1740
01:20:59.771 --> 01:21:00.604
- And?

1741
01:21:01.730 --> 01:21:03.291
- Oh my god.

1742
01:21:03.291 --> 01:21:05.011
- I know, right.

1743
01:21:05.011 --> 01:21:06.505
Oh my god.

1744
01:21:06.505 --> 01:21:07.678
- Yeah.

1745
01:21:07.678 --> 01:21:08.622
I knew.

1746
01:21:08.622 --> 01:21:09.622
- Oh my god.

1747
01:21:10.491 --> 01:21:11.411
Where did he get this?

1748
01:21:11.411 --> 01:21:13.663
- Oh, it's a long story.

1749
01:21:13.663 --> 01:21:14.703
Sorry about this, Ariel.

1750
01:21:14.703 --> 01:21:15.585
Didn't want it to come to it,

1751
01:21:15.585 --> 01:21:16.418
but it's an emergency.

1752
01:21:16.418 --> 01:21:17.305
I'll keep your name out of it.

1753
01:21:17.305 --> 01:21:18.888
- Feel better soon.

1754
01:21:19.945 --> 01:21:21.117
- Are you sure you want to do this

1755
01:21:21.117 --> 01:21:22.331
without even talking to him first?

1756
01:21:22.331 --> 01:21:23.945
- Don't try and stop me, Roisin.

1757
01:21:23.945 --> 01:21:25.249
- I wouldn't have given you the idea

1758
01:21:25.249 --> 01:21:26.398
if I didn't think it was a good one,

1759
01:21:26.398 --> 01:21:28.451
but it was more for when
he confessed to the bet.

1760
01:21:28.451 --> 01:21:29.465
- He did!

1761
01:21:29.465 --> 01:21:31.665
He said, it's not what it sounds like.

1762
01:21:31.665 --> 01:21:34.345
Regardless, that means there was a bet.

1763
01:21:34.345 --> 01:21:36.451
- Margot, maybe he was telling the truth.

1764
01:21:36.451 --> 01:21:37.731
Maybe it isn't what it sounds like.

1765
01:21:37.731 --> 01:21:39.478
You know Charles as well as I do.

1766
01:21:39.478 --> 01:21:41.025
- Sleeping with girls for a bet

1767
01:21:41.025 --> 01:21:42.491
is fucking disgusting.

1768
01:21:42.491 --> 01:21:43.704
- You're right, it is.

1769
01:21:43.704 --> 01:21:44.665
But maybe Moses didn't--

1770
01:21:44.665 --> 01:21:45.571
- It's a lie.

1771
01:21:45.571 --> 01:21:47.598
It's a complete and utter lie.

1772
01:21:47.598 --> 01:21:49.318
It's practically rape.

1773
01:21:49.318 --> 01:21:51.758
Lying to someone so that
you can sleep with them.

1774
01:21:51.758 --> 01:21:53.305
It's disgusting.

1775
01:21:53.305 --> 01:21:54.931
It's unforgivable.

1776
01:21:54.931 --> 01:21:58.038
- Rape's a strong word, Margot.

1777
01:21:58.038 --> 01:22:01.505
Margot, wait, just wait a
god damned fucking second.

1778
01:22:01.505 --> 01:22:02.943
This could ruin his life.

1779
01:22:02.943 --> 01:22:04.651
This could ruin your life and for what?

1780
01:22:04.651 --> 01:22:06.358
Just talk to him.

1781
01:22:06.358 --> 01:22:07.518
You've got the photo now.

1782
01:22:07.518 --> 01:22:08.838
This can wait 'til later.

1783
01:22:08.838 --> 01:22:11.398
- What if that had been
my first time, huh?

1784
01:22:11.398 --> 01:22:14.278
What if that had been my virginity?

1785
01:22:14.278 --> 01:22:15.758
Is that all I'm worth?

1786
01:22:15.758 --> 01:22:17.585
A stupid, dumb fucking bet.

1787
01:22:17.585 --> 01:22:19.611
What if I had lost my virginity

1788
01:22:19.611 --> 01:22:21.518
on some creepy pervert just trying

1789
01:22:21.518 --> 01:22:23.889
to prove to stupid cunt fucking bum buddy

1790
01:22:23.889 --> 01:22:26.584
that he can sleep with me if he wanted to?

1791
01:22:26.584 --> 01:22:28.504
Because I'm that easy.

1792
01:22:28.504 --> 01:22:30.798
- But it wasn't your virginity, Margot.

1793
01:22:30.798 --> 01:22:33.089
And even if it was, so what?

1794
01:22:33.089 --> 01:22:34.878
Virginity means chicken shit.

1795
01:22:34.878 --> 01:22:36.131
It's not real.

1796
01:22:36.131 --> 01:22:37.065
- Argh!

1797
01:22:37.065 --> 01:22:39.158
- Margot wait, your first
time's only important

1798
01:22:39.158 --> 01:22:41.449
if you want it to be, Margot.

1799
01:22:41.449 --> 01:22:42.282
Margot!

1800
01:22:50.198 --> 01:22:53.665
- So, what if we were to
take the character Ralph

1801
01:22:53.665 --> 01:22:55.832
and call him, say, Rachel?

1802
01:22:57.278 --> 01:23:00.718
- Miss, can I take a phone call quickly?

1803
01:23:00.718 --> 01:23:04.290
- Moses, you know you shouldn't
have your phone on in class.

1804
01:23:04.290 --> 01:23:05.544
It's against the rules.

1805
01:23:05.544 --> 01:23:06.789
- Please Miss, I wouldn't ask

1806
01:23:06.789 --> 01:23:07.851
if it weren't important.

1807
01:23:07.851 --> 01:23:10.211
- Your exams are in a fortnight's time.

1808
01:23:10.211 --> 01:23:12.038
- It's an emergency, Miss.

1809
01:23:12.038 --> 01:23:13.288
- Five minutes.

1810
01:23:14.251 --> 01:23:18.168
And you can hand your
phone in on the way back.

1811
01:23:29.045 --> 01:23:30.411
- Margot.

1812
01:23:30.411 --> 01:23:31.755
- What are you doing here?

1813
01:23:31.755 --> 01:23:33.345
- Margot, can we please
just talk about this?

1814
01:23:33.345 --> 01:23:35.571
- Everyone is laughing at me, Moses.

1815
01:23:35.571 --> 01:23:37.288
The whole school is laughing at me

1816
01:23:37.288 --> 01:23:38.385
like I'm some kind of joke.

1817
01:23:38.385 --> 01:23:39.218
- They're not, Margot.

1818
01:23:39.218 --> 01:23:40.051
They're not laughing at you.

1819
01:23:40.051 --> 01:23:41.505
- Because I was just a bet to you.

1820
01:23:41.505 --> 01:23:43.411
Even after I gave you everything.

1821
01:23:43.411 --> 01:23:44.785
- Margot, just calm down, okay.

1822
01:23:44.785 --> 01:23:46.518
Think about this.

1823
01:23:46.518 --> 01:23:48.798
We were together before
the first woods party.

1824
01:23:48.798 --> 01:23:51.167
That's when he said the
bet happened, right?

1825
01:23:51.167 --> 01:23:53.625
Yeah, we were already
dating by then, Margot.

1826
01:23:53.625 --> 01:23:55.398
- I'll do it, Moses.

1827
01:23:55.398 --> 01:23:56.451
- What?

1828
01:23:56.451 --> 01:23:58.505
- I've got your little picture.

1829
01:23:58.505 --> 01:23:59.755
- What picture?

1830
01:24:02.705 --> 01:24:04.490
What the fuck is that?

1831
01:24:04.490 --> 01:24:05.798
Did you take that?

1832
01:24:05.798 --> 01:24:06.798
What the fuck, Margot.

1833
01:24:06.798 --> 01:24:07.631
Where did you get that from?

1834
01:24:07.631 --> 01:24:08.611
- I'll post it around school.

1835
01:24:08.611 --> 01:24:09.444
You know I will.

1836
01:24:09.444 --> 01:24:10.678
- Margot, where did you get this from?

1837
01:24:10.678 --> 01:24:11.511
- Does it matter?

1838
01:24:11.511 --> 01:24:13.025
- Margot, where the fuck
did you get that from?

1839
01:24:13.025 --> 01:24:14.891
- Roisin and I stole it from Ariel.

1840
01:24:14.891 --> 01:24:16.865
- Why the fuck does Ariel
have a naked picture of me?

1841
01:24:16.865 --> 01:24:18.291
- Was I just a bet to you?

1842
01:24:18.291 --> 01:24:19.558
- Margot, we've been through this.

1843
01:24:19.558 --> 01:24:20.825
Listen to me.

1844
01:24:20.825 --> 01:24:22.251
We were already together before any talk

1845
01:24:22.251 --> 01:24:24.505
about a fucking bet.

1846
01:24:24.505 --> 01:24:25.611
- So there was a bet.

1847
01:24:25.611 --> 01:24:26.555
- Not a real one.

1848
01:24:26.555 --> 01:24:27.745
- To sleep with me.

1849
01:24:27.745 --> 01:24:28.665
- We were already together.

1850
01:24:28.665 --> 01:24:30.625
It was just to shut Charles up.

1851
01:24:30.625 --> 01:24:33.651
- But we hadn't had sex by that point.

1852
01:24:33.651 --> 01:24:35.825
I hadn't let you because.

1853
01:24:35.825 --> 01:24:36.918
- Because what?

1854
01:24:36.918 --> 01:24:40.371
Margot, just talk to me, this is insane.

1855
01:24:40.371 --> 01:24:42.371
- Because I trusted you.

1856
01:24:43.478 --> 01:24:44.705
- Margot, please.

1857
01:24:44.705 --> 01:24:46.555
Margot please just believe me.

1858
01:24:46.555 --> 01:24:48.011
Margot, don't do this, please.

1859
01:24:48.011 --> 01:24:49.945
- Well maybe, you should
have thought about

1860
01:24:49.945 --> 01:24:52.038
that before I became just a game to you.

1861
01:24:52.038 --> 01:24:53.871
- Margot wait. Please.

1862
01:25:07.145 --> 01:25:08.478
New photo, what?

1863
01:25:11.545 --> 01:25:12.378
Oh my god.

1864
01:25:25.025 --> 01:25:26.275
Margot, Margot!

1865
01:25:29.918 --> 01:25:30.751
Margot.

1866
01:25:31.660 --> 01:25:33.278
Margot, what the fuck is wrong with you?

1867
01:25:33.278 --> 01:25:35.051
Have you lost your fucking mind?

1868
01:25:35.051 --> 01:25:37.451
This isn't "Mean Girls" Margot.

1869
01:25:37.451 --> 01:25:39.384
This isn't some dumb fucking movie.

1870
01:25:39.384 --> 01:25:41.048
This is my life!

1871
01:25:41.048 --> 01:25:42.223
- And this is mine!

1872
01:25:42.223 --> 01:25:43.465
- I made a stupid fucking
bet that I could sleep

1873
01:25:43.465 --> 01:25:45.998
with you before he could
because you made me promise

1874
01:25:45.998 --> 01:25:48.825
not to tell anyone we were together.

1875
01:25:48.825 --> 01:25:50.905
I didn't want to.

1876
01:25:50.905 --> 01:25:53.988
I tried to avoid it but he forced me.

1877
01:25:55.505 --> 01:25:59.211
It was either make the bet or speak up.

1878
01:25:59.211 --> 01:26:02.491
I kept my promise to you, Margot.

1879
01:26:02.491 --> 01:26:04.891
And this is how you repay me.

1880
01:26:04.891 --> 01:26:07.049
Margot, I loved...

1881
01:26:07.049 --> 01:26:07.966
I love you.

1882
01:26:10.038 --> 01:26:13.397
But at Shelby's party every
word I said to you I meant.

1883
01:26:13.397 --> 01:26:14.814
And I still mean.

1884
01:26:16.278 --> 01:26:19.638
You know Charles, he loves drama.

1885
01:26:19.638 --> 01:26:22.138
This is what he wants, Margot.

1886
01:26:23.091 --> 01:26:25.424
Don't let him do this to us.

1887
01:26:37.461 --> 01:26:38.968
- Miss Joyce.

1888
01:26:38.968 --> 01:26:41.128
Didn't expect to see you skiving as well.

1889
01:26:41.128 --> 01:26:42.554
- It seems everybody is.

1890
01:26:42.554 --> 01:26:43.387
- Oh?

1891
01:26:43.387 --> 01:26:46.128
- Margot, Ariel, I'm
guessing Moses now too.

1892
01:26:46.128 --> 01:26:47.968
- Ariel's bunking?

1893
01:26:47.968 --> 01:26:49.234
That's rogue.

1894
01:26:49.234 --> 01:26:51.128
I thought so too.

1895
01:26:51.128 --> 01:26:52.461
- I suppose the fag's mind will always

1896
01:26:52.461 --> 01:26:53.821
be a thing of mystery.

1897
01:26:53.821 --> 01:26:55.433
- Why do you call him that?

1898
01:26:55.433 --> 01:26:56.595
- What, fag?

1899
01:26:56.595 --> 01:26:58.688
- Does it make you feel big or something?

1900
01:26:58.688 --> 01:27:00.061
- I say what I see.

1901
01:27:00.061 --> 01:27:02.541
- And that's all you see
when you look at Ariel?

1902
01:27:02.541 --> 01:27:04.527
Ugh, you're wrong, Charles

1903
01:27:04.527 --> 01:27:05.648
and if you actually spent some time

1904
01:27:05.648 --> 01:27:07.192
with him you'd realise
there's a lot about him.

1905
01:27:07.192 --> 01:27:08.381
- Trust me, I spent
more time with that boy

1906
01:27:08.381 --> 01:27:10.152
than I care to admit.

1907
01:27:10.152 --> 01:27:11.315
- Meaning?

1908
01:27:11.315 --> 01:27:14.355
- Guy stuff, you wouldn't understand.

1909
01:27:14.355 --> 01:27:16.901
- Just like I wouldn't
understand that picture of Moses.

1910
01:27:16.901 --> 01:27:18.340
- Ah, you saw it too, did you?

1911
01:27:18.340 --> 01:27:19.808
One of the lucky few, it seems.

1912
01:27:19.808 --> 01:27:21.168
His jokes, isn't it.

1913
01:27:21.168 --> 01:27:23.128
Shame it was only up
for like five seconds.

1914
01:27:23.128 --> 01:27:23.961
- What?

1915
01:27:24.941 --> 01:27:26.141
- On Thru Vine.

1916
01:27:26.141 --> 01:27:27.192
- It got posted?

1917
01:27:27.192 --> 01:27:28.195
- Where did you see it?

1918
01:27:28.195 --> 01:27:29.675
- Oh for fuck's sake, Margot.
- Ros.

1919
01:27:29.675 --> 01:27:30.508
- I need to go.

1920
01:27:30.508 --> 01:27:31.515
Now that Moses knows about the photo

1921
01:27:31.515 --> 01:27:32.685
he'll be heading straight for Ariel.

1922
01:27:32.685 --> 01:27:34.435
- What does that waste of
space have to do with it?

1923
01:27:34.435 --> 01:27:37.208
- Oh, cut the crap, Charles, honestly.

1924
01:27:37.208 --> 01:27:38.581
I know what happened.

1925
01:27:38.581 --> 01:27:39.414
- He told you?

1926
01:27:39.414 --> 01:27:40.528
- He told me everything.

1927
01:27:40.528 --> 01:27:41.861
I know everything, Charles.

1928
01:27:41.861 --> 01:27:43.678
Absolutely everything.

1929
01:27:43.678 --> 01:27:45.035
About you and him, what you did.

1930
01:27:45.035 --> 01:27:46.475
- I knew that little
faggot wouldn't be able

1931
01:27:46.475 --> 01:27:47.925
to keep his fucking mouth shut about it.

1932
01:27:47.925 --> 01:27:50.021
I knew he'd have to brag
to someone about it.

1933
01:27:50.021 --> 01:27:50.854
- What?

1934
01:27:50.854 --> 01:27:52.075
- I hope he told you he was asking for it.

1935
01:27:52.075 --> 01:27:53.021
- Of course, he asked for the photo--

1936
01:27:53.021 --> 01:27:54.447
- We were drunk, I was horny.

1937
01:27:54.447 --> 01:27:56.473
- Uh, no.
- Wait, what?

1938
01:27:56.473 --> 01:27:57.368
- You go on.

1939
01:27:57.368 --> 01:27:59.192
I wanna hear what you were gonna say.

1940
01:27:59.192 --> 01:28:01.461
- Sometimes a man's gotta
take what he can get.

1941
01:28:01.461 --> 01:28:04.488
Slutty little freak was
practically begging me to do him.

1942
01:28:04.488 --> 01:28:06.381
You know, I bet that's why
he shaved his fucking head.

1943
01:28:06.381 --> 01:28:07.728
Because I didn't text him afterwards

1944
01:28:07.728 --> 01:28:09.115
or some bullshit like that.

1945
01:28:09.115 --> 01:28:10.448
Talk about cliche's.

1946
01:28:10.448 --> 01:28:11.554
Such an attention whore.

1947
01:28:11.554 --> 01:28:13.461
- Wait, Charles I'm confused.

1948
01:28:13.461 --> 01:28:14.294
So.

1949
01:28:14.294 --> 01:28:16.488
- You know I'm not gay, right?

1950
01:28:16.488 --> 01:28:18.238
Ros, it was one time.

1951
01:28:19.221 --> 01:28:20.501
We've all done things we're not proud of,

1952
01:28:20.501 --> 01:28:21.806
especially when drunk.

1953
01:28:21.806 --> 01:28:23.500
Of all people you should get that.

1954
01:28:23.500 --> 01:28:24.821
- Excuse me?

1955
01:28:24.821 --> 01:28:26.288
- What?

1956
01:28:26.288 --> 01:28:27.766
We both know I'd be lying if I said

1957
01:28:27.766 --> 01:28:30.648
you weren't a bit of a
trollop when smashed, Roisin.

1958
01:28:30.648 --> 01:28:32.594
Heck, remember the time
I had to put you to bed.

1959
01:28:32.594 --> 01:28:33.715
You were even gagging for it then.

1960
01:28:33.715 --> 01:28:34.688
Nothing stops you.

1961
01:28:34.688 --> 01:28:36.168
- Charles if I needed putting to bed

1962
01:28:36.168 --> 01:28:39.045
how could I have been asking for it?

1963
01:28:39.045 --> 01:28:41.755
- Actions speak louder than words.

1964
01:28:49.381 --> 01:28:51.768
- Ugh, you beastly piece of shit.

1965
01:28:51.768 --> 01:28:53.515
- Don't be like that.

1966
01:28:53.515 --> 01:28:55.621
He was following me
around in pants and a bra.

1967
01:28:55.621 --> 01:28:57.355
What did he fucking expect?

1968
01:28:57.355 --> 01:29:00.708
He wants to act like a woman,
he'll be fucked like one too.

1969
01:29:00.708 --> 01:29:01.792
And I suppose now it seems

1970
01:29:01.792 --> 01:29:03.635
he's acting up like one as well.

1971
01:29:06.701 --> 01:29:08.541
- Charles you're a.

1972
01:29:08.541 --> 01:29:10.461
- Honestly, Roisin, I
bet what he's told you

1973
01:29:10.461 --> 01:29:12.714
has been blown way out of proportion.

1974
01:29:12.714 --> 01:29:14.968
Who are you going to believe, me

1975
01:29:14.968 --> 01:29:17.341
or that disgusting excuse for a man?

1976
01:29:17.341 --> 01:29:18.472
You know what he's like.

1977
01:29:18.472 --> 01:29:20.821
- I know what you're like, Charles.

1978
01:29:20.821 --> 01:29:23.755
You're a fucking, you're
a fucking monster.

1979
01:29:23.755 --> 01:29:24.588
- Roisin.

1980
01:29:24.588 --> 01:29:27.208
- You're a fucking rapist.

1981
01:29:27.208 --> 01:29:28.768
- Here we go with the victim shit.

1982
01:29:28.768 --> 01:29:30.155
Of course you're taking his side.

1983
01:29:30.155 --> 01:29:32.221
- You raped Ariel.

1984
01:29:32.221 --> 01:29:33.355
By the sounds of it you raped--

1985
01:29:33.355 --> 01:29:34.928
- I'm not a fucking rapist, Roisin.

1986
01:29:34.928 --> 01:29:36.606
- Try telling that to the judge!

1987
01:29:36.606 --> 01:29:37.675
- Roisin.

1988
01:29:37.675 --> 01:29:40.006
- You deserve to rot in
hell for what you've done.

1989
01:29:40.006 --> 01:29:41.408
You piece of fucking shit.

1990
01:29:41.408 --> 01:29:42.241
- Roisin!

1991
01:29:42.241 --> 01:29:43.421
- No, you're disgusting!

1992
01:29:43.421 --> 01:29:45.155
You disgust me!

1993
01:29:45.155 --> 01:29:45.988
- Roisin!

1994
01:30:11.047 --> 01:30:12.797
- What the fuck, man.

1995
01:30:14.314 --> 01:30:15.314
Oh, typical.

1996
01:30:16.421 --> 01:30:18.968
Just as you get caught out.

1997
01:30:18.968 --> 01:30:21.061
What are you planning on doing, dumb ass?

1998
01:30:21.061 --> 01:30:24.955
OD-ing on ket instead of facing me, huh?

1999
01:30:24.955 --> 01:30:28.540
Where'd you get that photo from, Ariel?

2000
01:30:28.540 --> 01:30:31.207
Where'd you get that photo from?

2001
01:30:32.328 --> 01:30:35.341
Huh, so we're gonna have
to do this the hard way.

2002
01:30:35.341 --> 01:30:37.155
You think you can perv on me, do you?

2003
01:30:37.155 --> 01:30:38.285
You think you could be
a little fucking creep

2004
01:30:38.285 --> 01:30:40.942
and not deal with the consequences, huh?

2005
01:30:40.942 --> 01:30:42.192
- It wasn't me.

2006
01:30:43.033 --> 01:30:44.950
- What was that weirdo?

2007
01:30:45.886 --> 01:30:48.725
Chatty Ariel, annoying fucking Ariel.

2008
01:30:48.725 --> 01:30:50.393
No words now though, right?

2009
01:30:50.393 --> 01:30:53.846
No words to what's fucking asked of him.

2010
01:30:53.846 --> 01:30:55.766
Where'd you get that photo from, Ariel?

2011
01:30:55.766 --> 01:30:56.599
Did you take it?

2012
01:30:56.599 --> 01:30:57.660
- It wasn't--

2013
01:30:57.660 --> 01:31:00.231
- Where'd you get it?

2014
01:31:00.231 --> 01:31:01.524
Are there more?

2015
01:31:01.524 --> 01:31:03.084
You got more nude pics of me hidden away

2016
01:31:03.084 --> 01:31:04.815
in the naughty fucking drug bag?

2017
01:31:04.815 --> 01:31:07.204
You dirty little creep.

2018
01:31:07.204 --> 01:31:10.265
You've never been shy before.

2019
01:31:10.265 --> 01:31:12.598
What's holding you back now?

2020
01:31:13.788 --> 01:31:15.364
If it wasn't you then who was it?

2021
01:31:15.364 --> 01:31:16.271
You were the one Margot got

2022
01:31:16.271 --> 01:31:17.734
the photo off, weren't you?

2023
01:31:20.492 --> 01:31:21.922
You think I like knowing
that somewhere out there

2024
01:31:21.922 --> 01:31:25.089
is my naked body being used by creeps?

2025
01:31:26.175 --> 01:31:28.735
Perverts to jack off to.

2026
01:31:28.735 --> 01:31:30.119
You think I like knowing that my face

2027
01:31:30.119 --> 01:31:31.308
is being used in that way?

2028
01:31:31.308 --> 01:31:34.853
Without my consent by people I don't know!

2029
01:31:34.853 --> 01:31:36.388
You think I like knowing that someone

2030
01:31:36.388 --> 01:31:37.828
has been taking fucking photos of me

2031
01:31:37.828 --> 01:31:40.322
for god knows how long, against my trust!

2032
01:31:40.322 --> 01:31:41.722
Do you?

2033
01:31:41.722 --> 01:31:43.042
What the fuck is wrong with you, Ariel?

2034
01:31:43.042 --> 01:31:44.388
What the fuck is wrong with you?

2035
01:31:44.388 --> 01:31:46.305
Fight back, fight back!

2036
01:31:47.402 --> 01:31:48.802
- It wasn't me.

2037
01:31:48.802 --> 01:31:51.642
- Then who the fuck was it?

2038
01:31:51.642 --> 01:31:54.042
Where'd you get that picture, Ariel?

2039
01:31:54.042 --> 01:31:55.830
I'm not going to ask you again.

2040
01:31:55.830 --> 01:31:56.663
- It was..

2041
01:31:56.663 --> 01:31:58.439
- It was who, who gave
you that photo, Ariel?

2042
01:31:58.439 --> 01:31:59.856
- It was Charles!

2043
01:32:03.664 --> 01:32:06.385
- No, that's not possible.

2044
01:32:06.385 --> 01:32:07.385
He wouldn't.

2045
01:32:08.344 --> 01:32:09.572
No, that's not possible.

2046
01:32:09.572 --> 01:32:12.385
You're lying, Ariel,
tell me that's not true.

2047
01:32:12.385 --> 01:32:13.865
That's not the truth, Ariel.

2048
01:32:13.865 --> 01:32:15.865
Tell me the truth!

2049
01:32:15.865 --> 01:32:17.599
- No, no, no.

2050
01:32:17.599 --> 01:32:19.159
- What the fuck, Roisin?

2051
01:32:19.159 --> 01:32:20.732
- Moses, what have you done?

2052
01:32:20.732 --> 01:32:21.852
What the fuck have you done to him?

2053
01:32:21.852 --> 01:32:22.879
- This doesn't concern you, Roisin.

2054
01:32:22.879 --> 01:32:23.712
Stay out of it.

2055
01:32:23.712 --> 01:32:25.465
- If you think for a second
I'm just gonna walk out of here

2056
01:32:25.465 --> 01:32:26.625
and let you kill him.

2057
01:32:26.625 --> 01:32:28.119
- Roisin, he's saying
Charles took nude pics of me

2058
01:32:28.119 --> 01:32:29.452
that he gave them out.

2059
01:32:29.452 --> 01:32:30.583
He's lying.

2060
01:32:30.583 --> 01:32:32.679
- Ariel, I know what happened.

2061
01:32:32.679 --> 01:32:35.159
I know what happened
and it's gonna be okay.

2062
01:32:35.159 --> 01:32:37.039
We're gonna work this
out together, I promise.

2063
01:32:37.039 --> 01:32:38.119
- Roisin, didn't you hear me?

2064
01:32:38.119 --> 01:32:40.542
He's saying Charles is
a pervert, your Charles.

2065
01:32:40.542 --> 01:32:43.185
- He's certainly not my Charles!

2066
01:32:43.185 --> 01:32:45.385
Don't you dare ever say that again.

2067
01:32:45.385 --> 01:32:46.639
Don't you dare!

2068
01:32:46.639 --> 01:32:48.036
- Ariel's saying he's a pervert, Ros.

2069
01:32:48.036 --> 01:32:50.619
- And he is, a pervert, a liar.

2070
01:32:52.185 --> 01:32:54.945
Moses, he's a fucking rapist.

2071
01:32:54.945 --> 01:32:55.778
- What?

2072
01:33:02.132 --> 01:33:02.965
- Shh.

2073
01:33:04.372 --> 01:33:06.425
Shh, it's gonna be okay.

2074
01:33:06.425 --> 01:33:07.425
- Oh my god.

2075
01:33:10.452 --> 01:33:11.285
Ariel, I.

2076
01:33:36.424 --> 01:33:37.424
- Oh my god.

2077
01:33:38.865 --> 01:33:39.905
Shelby.
- What?

2078
01:33:39.905 --> 01:33:40.738
- Oh my god.

2079
01:33:40.738 --> 01:33:41.851
- What, Lilibet?

2080
01:33:41.851 --> 01:33:43.771
- They've expelled Charles.

2081
01:33:43.771 --> 01:33:45.025
- What?

2082
01:33:45.025 --> 01:33:46.105
- I don't know.

2083
01:33:46.105 --> 01:33:47.598
Apparently he stole Ariel's drugs

2084
01:33:47.598 --> 01:33:49.971
or something, like all of them.

2085
01:33:49.971 --> 01:33:52.865
- Why would Ariel report,
how could Ariel even report

2086
01:33:52.865 --> 01:33:54.171
it without getting in trouble himself?

2087
01:33:54.171 --> 01:33:55.398
- I don't think he got
expelled for stealing.

2088
01:33:55.398 --> 01:33:57.798
I think he got expelled
for the drugs themselves.

2089
01:33:57.798 --> 01:33:59.290
Apparently a first year found a doggie bag

2090
01:33:59.290 --> 01:34:02.545
outside of Charles'
room with cocaine in it.

2091
01:34:02.545 --> 01:34:04.396
Margot's saying they've
done a whole room sweep

2092
01:34:04.396 --> 01:34:06.651
and they found all of
Ariel's stolen drugs.

2093
01:34:06.651 --> 01:34:08.851
- But that doesn't sound
very much like Charles.

2094
01:34:08.851 --> 01:34:10.411
- But they've expelled him for it.

2095
01:34:10.411 --> 01:34:11.891
- That makes no sense, what's the point?

2096
01:34:11.891 --> 01:34:13.745
He finishes in like three weeks anyway.

2097
01:34:13.745 --> 01:34:16.691
- Well rather, they have to let him back

2098
01:34:16.691 --> 01:34:18.623
to see his exams.

2099
01:34:18.623 --> 01:34:21.623
Wait hold on, I'm gonna ring Margot.

2100
01:34:24.076 --> 01:34:26.846
- We're going to sue the
fuck out of this school.

2101
01:34:26.846 --> 01:34:28.649
We're going to fucking well shut you down.

2102
01:34:28.649 --> 01:34:30.596
You have not heard the last of this.

2103
01:34:30.596 --> 01:34:32.433
- Stop you're embarrassing yourself.

2104
01:34:32.433 --> 01:34:35.209
- Get in the car, get in the
fucking car, Charles, now.

2105
01:34:35.209 --> 01:34:36.889
You wait 'til your fucking father hears

2106
01:34:36.889 --> 01:34:38.529
what you've fucking well done now.

2107
01:34:38.529 --> 01:34:39.779
He's going to go fucking mad.

2108
01:34:39.779 --> 01:34:40.677
I can tell you now.

2109
01:34:40.677 --> 01:34:43.393
He's going to go fucking bonkers.

2110
01:35:28.889 --> 01:35:31.072
- The exam is now finished.

2111
01:35:31.072 --> 01:35:33.809
You must stop writing now.

2112
01:35:33.809 --> 01:35:36.542
Please put your pens down.

2113
01:35:36.542 --> 01:35:37.649
Check that you have entered all

2114
01:35:37.649 --> 01:35:41.702
the necessary information
on the answer form.

2115
01:35:41.702 --> 01:35:42.556
- How'd you find it?

2116
01:35:42.556 --> 01:35:44.702
- Okay, all things considered.

2117
01:35:44.702 --> 01:35:45.689
Yeah, I mean.

2118
01:35:45.689 --> 01:35:46.522
- Mom, it was so hard.

2119
01:35:46.522 --> 01:35:47.449
You don't understand.

2120
01:35:47.449 --> 01:35:49.316
Obviously I revised, obviously I revised.

2121
01:35:49.316 --> 01:35:50.209
Are you joking?

2122
01:35:50.209 --> 01:35:51.579
- Oh, poor guy.

2123
01:35:51.579 --> 01:35:52.841
- Just don't tell dad.

2124
01:35:52.841 --> 01:35:54.176
- Has someone drunk all the beer already?

2125
01:35:54.176 --> 01:35:55.042
- Have they drunk all the beer.

2126
01:35:55.042 --> 01:35:56.415
We've got our own stash.

2127
01:35:56.415 --> 01:35:58.669
- All right, all right, come on, Moses.

2128
01:35:58.669 --> 01:35:59.869
- Enough booze for everyone, Shel boy.

2129
01:35:59.869 --> 01:36:00.702
Don't worry about it.

2130
01:36:00.702 --> 01:36:01.722
- Hey don't open them yet.

2131
01:36:01.722 --> 01:36:03.239
Wait 'til we get there.

2132
01:36:04.328 --> 01:36:05.482
- Shelby, I needed this after that.

2133
01:36:05.482 --> 01:36:06.376
It was so fucking bad.

2134
01:36:06.376 --> 01:36:07.209
I fucked it.

2135
01:36:07.209 --> 01:36:08.349
- It's right over here, right over here.

2136
01:36:08.349 --> 01:36:09.388
Oh there we are.

2137
01:36:09.388 --> 01:36:10.829
- Come on, let's go, let's go.

2138
01:36:10.829 --> 01:36:12.246
Woo! We are here.

2139
01:36:13.268 --> 01:36:14.722
- Oh my god.

2140
01:36:20.936 --> 01:36:23.507
- Roisin, can I have your lighter?

2141
01:36:23.507 --> 01:36:25.482
- You want a sip?

2142
01:36:25.482 --> 01:36:27.122
- Tippy?

2143
01:36:48.536 --> 01:36:52.082
- Five years with you fuckers, done.

2144
01:36:52.082 --> 01:36:55.562
- Did you ever think that this
is how we'd be ending things?

2145
01:36:55.562 --> 01:36:57.549
- It doesn't seem real.

2146
01:36:57.549 --> 01:36:59.308
- It's been quite the fucking year.

2147
01:36:59.308 --> 01:37:00.840
- You can jolly well say that again.

2148
01:37:00.840 --> 01:37:03.536
- It's time for life to begin.

2149
01:37:03.536 --> 01:37:04.369
- Yeah.

2150
01:37:05.909 --> 01:37:08.016
- Promise me that we'll all stay in touch.

2151
01:37:08.016 --> 01:37:09.642
No matter what.

2152
01:37:09.642 --> 01:37:11.828
And that means all of you.

2153
01:37:11.828 --> 01:37:13.828
- Don't be wet, Lilibet.

2154
01:37:15.701 --> 01:37:17.074
- I don't think
I can really explain

2155
01:37:17.074 --> 01:37:19.476
what it felt like, leaving.

2156
01:37:19.476 --> 01:37:21.492
After five years you grow up so much.

2157
01:37:21.492 --> 01:37:23.412
You're begging to be let out.

2158
01:37:23.412 --> 01:37:24.839
To be done with it all.

2159
01:37:24.839 --> 01:37:27.812
When you join it all
feels so big and exciting

2160
01:37:27.812 --> 01:37:30.105
and you can't help but feel so small.

2161
01:37:30.105 --> 01:37:34.169
You can't imagine a life
outside school, past A-levels.

2162
01:37:34.169 --> 01:37:36.745
And you think by 18 you'll be a real adult

2163
01:37:36.745 --> 01:37:40.305
with real responsibilities
and a real understanding

2164
01:37:40.305 --> 01:37:41.944
of the world around you.

2165
01:37:41.944 --> 01:37:44.145
And to be honest, by the time summer hits

2166
01:37:44.145 --> 01:37:46.759
in your upper sixth year
you do feel like an adult.

2167
01:37:46.759 --> 01:37:50.145
So, when the time comes there's happiness,

2168
01:37:50.145 --> 01:37:52.878
shock, and ignorant joy.

2169
01:37:52.878 --> 01:37:54.876
Kind of like that feeling
piping hot tea has

2170
01:37:54.876 --> 01:37:57.905
when it slips down your
throat and warms your chest.

2171
01:37:57.905 --> 01:37:59.719
Like a stew might in winter.

2172
01:37:59.719 --> 01:38:02.785
There's a comforting
sensation, a nice one,

2173
01:38:02.785 --> 01:38:05.705
but you get the feeling
it won't last forever.

2174
01:38:05.705 --> 01:38:07.745
Understanding doesn't come 'til later.

2175
01:38:07.745 --> 01:38:09.719
Nostalgia even after that.

2176
01:38:09.719 --> 01:38:11.852
Only after the excitement
of summer passes.

2177
01:38:11.852 --> 01:38:13.637
It doesn't really hit 'til you've settled

2178
01:38:13.637 --> 01:38:15.305
into your new halls at University

2179
01:38:15.305 --> 01:38:17.705
and made new friends who,
despite how hard you try,

2180
01:38:17.705 --> 01:38:20.865
aren't quite as good as your old ones.

2181
01:38:20.865 --> 01:38:24.623
Or better, depending on who you ask.

2182
01:38:24.623 --> 01:38:27.839
Or it's like after the first
few weeks of a new job.

2183
01:38:27.839 --> 01:38:29.345
Or when you're travelling across

2184
01:38:29.345 --> 01:38:31.425
the other side of the world and it feels

2185
01:38:31.425 --> 01:38:32.959
like you're a million
miles away from everyone

2186
01:38:32.959 --> 01:38:35.629
and everything because you
are a million miles away.

2187
01:38:35.629 --> 01:38:38.239
And although you are
loving it, you can't help

2188
01:38:38.239 --> 01:38:40.665
but think deep down that
a night with your mates

2189
01:38:40.665 --> 01:38:42.797
down at the pub, or
sitting at a sofa at home

2190
01:38:42.797 --> 01:38:44.572
watching shitty Saturday night television

2191
01:38:44.572 --> 01:38:47.770
with your family might
also be quite nice, too.

2192
01:38:47.770 --> 01:38:49.719
That's when you realise that maybe

2193
01:38:49.719 --> 01:38:51.905
you weren't as grown up as you think.

2194
01:38:51.905 --> 01:38:54.985
And that being an adult isn't
really what you want anymore.

2195
01:38:54.985 --> 01:38:57.424
You don't have a clue how to pay your dues

2196
01:38:57.424 --> 01:38:58.919
or what it takes to move out.

2197
01:38:58.919 --> 01:39:02.584
You start doubting what it is
you want to do with your life.

2198
01:39:02.584 --> 01:39:05.265
And it's weird the things
that come back to you.

2199
01:39:05.265 --> 01:39:07.399
It's not just the parties or the drama

2200
01:39:07.399 --> 01:39:09.076
or the things that made
it seem like your world

2201
01:39:09.076 --> 01:39:11.025
was coming crashing down.

2202
01:39:11.025 --> 01:39:12.412
Or necessarily even those times

2203
01:39:12.412 --> 01:39:13.865
that made you feel infinite.

2204
01:39:13.865 --> 01:39:16.572
You remember the parties
too, don't get me wrong.

2205
01:39:16.572 --> 01:39:18.705
Or the chander, the
amount of time you spent

2206
01:39:18.705 --> 01:39:21.865
smoking in the woods,
all the shit you pulled,

2207
01:39:21.865 --> 01:39:24.639
or the people you pulled, or didn't pull.

2208
01:39:24.639 --> 01:39:26.372
You remember the relationships

2209
01:39:26.372 --> 01:39:28.890
and the heartbreak, and
the friends with benefits,

2210
01:39:28.890 --> 01:39:30.971
and the gossip, and the time all the girls

2211
01:39:30.971 --> 01:39:33.452
in the year got involved
in an overblown argument

2212
01:39:33.452 --> 01:39:35.919
and made all the boys take sides.

2213
01:39:35.919 --> 01:39:38.910
And you remember the in jokes.

2214
01:39:38.910 --> 01:39:41.286
Oh god, the in jokes.

2215
01:39:41.286 --> 01:39:43.718
All the times you went loopy with boredom

2216
01:39:43.718 --> 01:39:46.957
and chatted absolute wank
with your best friends.

2217
01:39:46.957 --> 01:39:49.425
But it didn't matter
because it was hilarious

2218
01:39:49.425 --> 01:39:52.412
and you laughed so hard
you cried and choked

2219
01:39:52.412 --> 01:39:54.685
and your sides felt like
they'd slip off your body

2220
01:39:54.685 --> 01:39:56.559
with the amount you were shaking.

2221
01:39:56.559 --> 01:39:58.198
And you wished you'd written it all down

2222
01:39:58.198 --> 01:40:01.225
in a cohesive journal to
look back on and laugh.

2223
01:40:01.225 --> 01:40:02.785
Or cry.

2224
01:40:02.785 --> 01:40:04.972
So you could show your family and friends

2225
01:40:04.972 --> 01:40:07.799
and they could laugh
and cry with you, too.

2226
01:40:07.799 --> 01:40:10.039
Growing up's scary.

2227
01:40:10.039 --> 01:40:12.505
You can't wait for it when you're younger.

2228
01:40:12.505 --> 01:40:14.983
But the older you get the more you wish

2229
01:40:14.983 --> 01:40:18.292
it'd all just slow the fuck down.

2230
01:40:18.292 --> 01:40:20.692
Kind of sucks, to be honest.

2231
01:40:20.692 --> 01:40:22.249
I'm probably being selfish saying that

2232
01:40:22.249 --> 01:40:23.865
when you didn't get the chance.

2233
01:40:23.865 --> 01:40:27.438
But isn't it a bit selfish
of you too, in a way,

2234
01:40:27.438 --> 01:40:30.210
to die young and happy when everything

2235
01:40:30.210 --> 01:40:34.710
was so intense and exciting
and hopeful and beautiful.

2236
01:40:35.892 --> 01:40:37.852
I guess I'm trying to thank you

2237
01:40:37.852 --> 01:40:41.825
for making my teenage
years so exhilarating.

2238
01:40:41.825 --> 01:40:43.385
For the stories.

2239
01:40:43.385 --> 01:40:44.799
You were right when you said,

2240
01:40:44.799 --> 01:40:46.265
in time school would just feel

2241
01:40:46.265 --> 01:40:47.932
like some half remembered dream

2242
01:40:47.932 --> 01:40:49.370
and that we'd have to have left

2243
01:40:49.370 --> 01:40:53.039
for life to truly feel like it'd begun.

2244
01:40:53.039 --> 01:40:57.732
But what a mad, beautiful
heart breaking love affair

2245
01:40:57.732 --> 01:40:59.812
of a dream it turned out to be.

2246
01:40:59.812 --> 01:41:02.503
So here's to everything, Eppy.

2247
01:41:02.503 --> 01:41:06.836
Here's to you and here's
to this great big shit show

2248
01:41:08.065 --> 01:41:09.315
we called life.