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So you're a singer?

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Yep.

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'Cause I don't know
who you are.

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That's okay, you know,
I'm not for everybody.

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No, I mean
I drive a lot of famous people,

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and I just, I never
heard of you before.

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Hey, I called my
boy, he's in a band,

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he says he's never
heard of you either.

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Can you talk to him?

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He's on the phone right now?

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Yeah.

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Hi.

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Hi.
This is so embarrassing,

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I'm sorry about my dad.
He says you're famous?

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I've never heard of you.
What's your name?

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Well, my name is Annie Clark,

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but I perform as St. Vincent.

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Maybe that's where
the confusion lies.

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Maybe
sing one of your songs,

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I don't know.

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Oh,
now there's a good idea.

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How about if you do one
for us there, Ms. Vincent?

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Or Mrs. Vincent?

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without you, love

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to be solo

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from First Avenue

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motherfucker in this--

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Whoa, did she just say MF?

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Yeah, goodbye, son.

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Motherfucker.

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Don't worry,
we'll find out who you are.

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Hello?

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Hello?

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Hello?

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Why was the movie
never completed?

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All I can say is that

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somewhere along the way
things went terribly wrong.

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give me the answer

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I need an answer

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with the goners

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give me the answer

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Should I look into the lens?

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Uh, I don't think so.

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You get it?

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Yep.

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All right, day one, so exciting.

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Yay.

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Let's roll on everything.

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Oh my gosh, great to see you.

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Hey.

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CB.

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I'm so glad you're
doing this, thank you.

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No, thanks for having me.

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I mean I think we're gonna
get really great stuff,

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and the fans will be
very, very excited.

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I hope so.

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And of course you'll
make me look amazing.

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Oh, you
wanna look amazing?

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Yeah.

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So how should--
like, what should I do?

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Just be yourself.

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Okay.

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Even if that's just me
playing video games?

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Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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I just, audience should
feel like a fly on the wall.

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So we're gonna film everything,

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especially
if it's you being you.

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Tour is boring.

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Yeah, I mean maybe
it's good to show that.

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Oh, shit.

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Ooh, oh that's a faster swim.

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Okay, let's start
at the beginning.

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It was supposed to be
a music documentary,

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concert footage,
interviews, you know,

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I guess I just wanted people
to know who I really am.

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Yeah. How do I do this?

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You're doing it right.

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But I didn't--
I didn't want the film

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to just be random footage.

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I wanted it to be
intimate and... revealing.

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Here we go.

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You know, it's a lot.

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It takes a lot of
energy to do the show,

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and basically
everything I do in a day

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is geared toward that hour
and a half I have on stage.

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I was excited to have somebody
make a movie about me.

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I mean, I wanted to
know what we'd find

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once we stripped
away those layers.

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And when you have a friend at
the helm, you feel protected.

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So, I asked my best
friend to direct it.

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There's nobody who knows me
better than Carrie Brownstein.

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She's a musician,
a writer, a filmmaker,

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she's helped me on countless
creative endeavors.

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And I wanted somebody I
could trust to tell my story.

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She understands what it's
like to be a performer,

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but, I mean, more than that,
she understands me.

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in the city who can stand me

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I feel like for a while,
maybe it was now,

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I think I'm just
second guessing,

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like... maybe everything was
luck before and not skill,

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'cause I just, I'm just
in an era of failure.

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Like, this is my era
of failure.

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You're not a failure
in any way, shape or form.

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But I mean,
by one litmus test,

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I mean, I don't, you know.

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No way. Bee sting.

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That's crazy.

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It's not crazy.

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It's totally crazy.

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I think it's me
using rational thought.

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Your pilot
was so good, though,

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it made me cry.

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I know,
but we're friends.

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I think other people would have
liked it if they'd seen it.

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I bet it would have made other
people cry too, not just me.

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You know what was the problem?

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It was supposed to be a comedy.

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go somewhere else

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C-cam, this is great.

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Hold there.

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Copy that, got it.

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-You're amazing.

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I love you.

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Good night, love you.
Good night.

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Be safe.

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You want some tea or anything?

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I'm okay.

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Where's the rest of the band?

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Everyone's already
in their bunks,

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or they're watching
a movie in the back.

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I was hoping to get a
little after show footage.

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Uh...

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Y'all just did.

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I got a double,
double word score.

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Nice.

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Damn it.

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Mm-hmm,
read 'em and weep.

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You what would could be fun,

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we could, uh, throw a little
dance party on the bus.

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Totally.

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We've never done that,

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but I love the idea.

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Hey, Annie, how did you
feel about the show tonight?

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Uh...

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Can we do this tomorrow?

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I'm sorry, I'm just
a little bit fried,

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and I kind of wanna
turn my brain off.

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Okay.

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Ketchup
spelled C-a-t-c-h-e-t?

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It's a British
condiment.

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God damn it.

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What is something interesting
about Annie?

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She's good at writing music.

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I don't know.

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Do you think she's
not interesting?

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What do you and
Annie like to do on the bus?

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Oh the bus?

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Oh we snack on some radishes.

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Something that tastes like
dirt, we really like it.

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So, yeah, we go look for
farmer's market every town

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and try, you know,
different radishes.

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So, Robert, what is
interesting about Annie?

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Her music.

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Neil
already said that.
- Um...

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Her dad is in jail.

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Okay, cut, I don't
think we should go there.

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Okay. Not interesting?

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Well, you know, I don't
wanna exploit her family drama

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for the movie.

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She's my friend,
I'm just gonna...

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Let's get you telling us
something interesting about her.

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Her music.

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That's pretty, Annie.

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Is it new?

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Yeah.

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It's all right, I'm
kind of working on it.

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It's been hard to come
up with anything lately.

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You can write a
song for the movie.

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We can track its progress.

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It'd make a nice story.

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And we kind of need a story.

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Only if you play
a guitar solo on it.

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Sure.

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It sounds like you
already wrote one.

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,
it goes like that.

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Hey, how's the film coming?

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Documentary, that's a
big step up for you.

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Yeah, I hope so.

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You know when I tell friends

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that you're working
in film now,

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they are very impressed.

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Yeah, I just,
I want it to be good.

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CB, I'm
starting on abs.

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Yeah, we filmed
those yesterday,

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and the day before.

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When's your next
radiation treatment?

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Um, Tuesday.

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But don't worry about me.

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Let's talk about this movie.

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I'm so proud of you, Care.

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Must be exciting
directing your friend.

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Yeah, it's really exciting.

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Okay, right there.

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I love that.

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So St. Vincent.

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So intense.

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I just want a little more

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of that in the
non-concert footage.

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Yeah, well do you really think

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I can only be sexual
and alluring on stage?

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No, but it's not the same.

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Yeah, well, we're not
so different me and her.

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Okay, that wasn't
what I was saying.

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A small part of me was
starting to second guess myself.

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Am I saying the right things?

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Do I look okay?

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Is this what people
want from me?

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I was thinking the bridge...

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One of the reasons why I
wanted to make a documentary

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in the first place is because

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I would finally be in
control of the narrative.

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How you actually seem
and how you think you seem,

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like those,
sometimes the gulf
is catastrophically wide.

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And so the idea is
to have how you sound

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and how you think you sound
be actually very married.

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I wanted this film
to be different.

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I didn't wanna feel pressure
to be somebody I'm not.

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It's always collaboration.

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I think the best skill
in being an artist

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is knowing who to
collaborate with.

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You don't own it,
it's not about you,

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and at its best this feels like

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this very ego-less experience.

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And I don't know if what
constitutes important artist is

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necessarily good art.

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I mean, that puts a huge
premium on the present tense.

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But what litmus test
do we have other than now?

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We have what lasts.

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We have what really
moves people's hearts.

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I mean half the time
people don't even realize

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that it's wonderful until
like generations later,

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and then it's super revered.

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Um.

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Is everything okay?

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I'm sorry, I'm just
getting these weird texts

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from my girlfriend.

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Oh.

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I think she's
breaking up with me.

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Oh God.

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I was doing a magazine
feature in London,

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and I stayed and went
to Paris fashion week,

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and...

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I've been gone for like a month.

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Am I a terrible person?

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No.

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No, you're just doing
whatever you have to do.

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Yeah, I guess.

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You're not a terrible person.

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You're not, I promise.

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Would you record a
message for her for me?

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Uh, sure.

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My girlfriend does
not trust me right now,

265
00:18:16.921 --> 00:18:19.355
but she's a huge,
huge fan of yours,

266
00:18:19.424 --> 00:18:20.626
and she would trust you

267
00:18:20.694 --> 00:18:22.390
if you told her that
I was a good person.

268
00:18:22.458 --> 00:18:23.497
Uh, yeah.

269
00:18:26.630 --> 00:18:28.332
Hey, this is Annie Clark,

270
00:18:28.400 --> 00:18:29.235
and I just wanted to--

271
00:18:29.304 --> 00:18:30.500
Oh, can you say St. Vincent,

272
00:18:30.569 --> 00:18:32.201
then she'll know who you are.

273
00:18:32.270 --> 00:18:33.309
Right.

274
00:18:35.639 --> 00:18:37.874
Hey, this is St. Vincent,

275
00:18:37.943 --> 00:18:42.379
and I just wanted to say
that your girlfriend--

276
00:18:42.448 --> 00:18:43.678
Holly.

277
00:18:43.747 --> 00:18:46.080
Holly, uh, loves you very much,

278
00:18:48.557 --> 00:18:52.086
and she's so sorry
that she has been gone

279
00:18:53.423 --> 00:18:54.859
so often--

280
00:18:54.928 --> 00:18:56.766
Would you also say that
she shouldn't give up on me,

281
00:18:56.835 --> 00:18:59.434
and that there is nobody

282
00:18:59.502 --> 00:19:03.398
who's gonna love her
the way I love her?

283
00:19:05.472 --> 00:19:08.235
And don't give up hope on her,

284
00:19:08.304 --> 00:19:12.810
because nobody's gonna love
you as much as she does.

285
00:19:14.415 --> 00:19:16.084
Okay, well, I'm really sorry.

286
00:19:16.153 --> 00:19:17.445
I hope everything works out.

287
00:19:17.514 --> 00:19:18.716
No, me too.

288
00:19:18.785 --> 00:19:21.522
Should we get back
to the interview?

289
00:19:22.652 --> 00:19:23.284
I think we're good.

290
00:19:23.353 --> 00:19:24.388
Really?

291
00:19:24.456 --> 00:19:25.354
That was great, yeah.

292
00:19:25.423 --> 00:19:26.091
That was it?

293
00:19:26.160 --> 00:19:26.862
Yeah, thank you.

294
00:19:26.931 --> 00:19:27.755
Yeah, you know what,

295
00:19:27.824 --> 00:19:29.291
actually, my cousin lives here,

296
00:19:29.360 --> 00:19:31.869
and your people only gave you
one ticket to Saturday night.

297
00:19:31.938 --> 00:19:33.269
Do you think you could maybe

298
00:19:33.338 --> 00:19:35.902
look into getting
a plus one for me?

299
00:19:35.971 --> 00:19:36.904
Sure.

300
00:19:36.972 --> 00:19:38.302
Thank you.

301
00:19:38.371 --> 00:19:40.134
Muah! Thank you.

302
00:19:41.514 --> 00:19:42.543
Bye.

303
00:19:43.681 --> 00:19:45.383
Wow.

304
00:19:45.451 --> 00:19:47.942
Uh, that woman, she didn't
listen to anything I said.

305
00:19:48.011 --> 00:19:50.479
I know, but you
still did her a favor,

306
00:19:50.548 --> 00:19:52.448
because you're too nice.

307
00:19:52.517 --> 00:19:54.754
Stop being so nice.

308
00:19:54.823 --> 00:19:57.254
I'm not getting her
stupid cousin into the show.

309
00:19:57.323 --> 00:19:58.090
Good.

310
00:19:58.159 --> 00:19:59.421
Yeah, don't.

311
00:19:59.490 --> 00:20:00.693
But can you?

312
00:20:02.562 --> 00:20:05.159
I don't want her
to be mad at me.

313
00:20:08.301 --> 00:20:09.767
You can cut.

314
00:20:09.836 --> 00:20:13.002
When she's not on
screen you can cut.

315
00:20:15.905 --> 00:20:17.343
I like that, yeah.

316
00:20:17.412 --> 00:20:19.245
Conjuring sort of a Patsy Cline.

317
00:20:19.314 --> 00:20:21.275
Oh, yeah, yeah.

318
00:20:21.343 --> 00:20:23.786
I feel like, uh...
I was thinking about, like, uh,

319
00:20:23.855 --> 00:20:25.481
some croonery.

320
00:20:35.900 --> 00:20:36.927
That's nice.

321
00:20:40.397 --> 00:20:41.334
Ah nice.

322
00:20:41.403 --> 00:20:44.242
And then it would be something.

323
00:20:50.443 --> 00:20:51.508
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

324
00:20:51.576 --> 00:20:52.839
Like a big like 70's,

325
00:20:52.908 --> 00:20:56.254
.

326
00:21:01.453 --> 00:21:02.386
Yeah, I like it.

327
00:21:02.455 --> 00:21:03.453
Yeah, that's cool.

328
00:21:03.522 --> 00:21:05.290
A refrain.

329
00:21:06.426 --> 00:21:07.854
Yeah, I love it.

330
00:21:07.923 --> 00:21:09.232
Like Keith Moon.

331
00:21:09.301 --> 00:21:12.094
What about, what
should it be about?

332
00:21:13.400 --> 00:21:15.229
That's up to you.

333
00:21:19.707 --> 00:21:22.975
I mean the alienation
of touring.

334
00:21:23.044 --> 00:21:24.411
No.

335
00:21:24.479 --> 00:21:27.345
Yeah, that's not
that relatable.

336
00:21:27.414 --> 00:21:29.579
I mean, heartbreak.

337
00:21:29.648 --> 00:21:31.487
No, that is very cloying.

338
00:21:34.488 --> 00:21:35.985
But your call, your call.

339
00:21:36.054 --> 00:21:39.253
What about that, just,
well of sorrow

340
00:21:40.565 --> 00:21:42.558
that everybody has from
like childhood trauma?

341
00:21:42.627 --> 00:21:44.225
That's very dark,

342
00:21:44.293 --> 00:21:47.701
but I love these ideas,
they, they're great.

343
00:21:53.913 --> 00:21:55.269
Just not for this.

344
00:22:23.107 --> 00:22:24.898
A cam, go to a two shot.

345
00:22:24.967 --> 00:22:26.610
Copy that.

346
00:22:26.679 --> 00:22:30.711
you and lose you

347
00:22:36.512 --> 00:22:39.083
I don't even like to
dress a salad, you know?

348
00:22:39.152 --> 00:22:42.493
I'm, like-- I wanna
taste the vegetables,

349
00:22:42.561 --> 00:22:44.324
otherwise,
why am I eating vegetables?

350
00:22:44.393 --> 00:22:45.425
I wanna taste the earth,

351
00:22:45.494 --> 00:22:46.959
I want to taste the dirt.

352
00:22:47.027 --> 00:22:49.496
So I just kind of
throw 'em all together,

353
00:22:49.564 --> 00:22:54.262
and eat 'em about 3:00 p.m.

354
00:23:04.677 --> 00:23:05.909
What's up, internet?

355
00:23:05.978 --> 00:23:07.475
It's your girl MovieDork here

356
00:23:07.544 --> 00:23:10.580
to talk about the top 10
documentaries of all time,

357
00:23:10.649 --> 00:23:11.917
in my opinion.

358
00:23:11.985 --> 00:23:13.485
Put your hate in
the comments below,

359
00:23:13.553 --> 00:23:14.750
or you could not.

360
00:23:14.819 --> 00:23:16.486
Before we get started...

361
00:23:16.555 --> 00:23:17.485
Hey.

362
00:23:17.554 --> 00:23:18.653
Hi.

363
00:23:18.721 --> 00:23:20.589
How is it?

364
00:23:20.657 --> 00:23:22.796
Uh, great.

365
00:23:22.865 --> 00:23:27.431
Yeah, no, the live
footage is really special.

366
00:23:27.500 --> 00:23:28.538
Are you sure?

367
00:23:32.770 --> 00:23:35.512
Okay, I was thinking,

368
00:23:35.580 --> 00:23:37.438
is there a way to
heighten it a little?

369
00:23:37.506 --> 00:23:41.584
You're nerdy and normal in
real life, which I love,

370
00:23:42.848 --> 00:23:44.521
but the disparity between that

371
00:23:44.589 --> 00:23:48.520
and who you are onstage
is kind of jarring,

372
00:23:48.589 --> 00:23:50.758
you know what I'm saying?

373
00:23:55.425 --> 00:23:56.633
I just wanted to give
you guys a little bit

374
00:23:56.701 --> 00:23:59.360
of a heads up that Carrie
and I have been talking,

375
00:23:59.428 --> 00:24:01.504
and we think that I
should veer more towards

376
00:24:01.573 --> 00:24:04.870
my onstage persona
for the documentary.

377
00:24:04.939 --> 00:24:06.008
So should
we call you St. Vincent?

378
00:24:06.076 --> 00:24:07.011
Oh God no.

379
00:24:07.079 --> 00:24:08.906
Wait, CB, should they?

380
00:24:08.975 --> 00:24:10.144
Uh, I
think Annie's okay.

381
00:24:10.213 --> 00:24:10.838
Yeah.

382
00:24:10.907 --> 00:24:11.741
I can do an accent.

383
00:24:11.810 --> 00:24:13.544
Want me to be Australian?

384
00:24:13.613 --> 00:24:14.577
Look at this size--

385
00:24:14.646 --> 00:24:15.576
No, no, no.

386
00:24:15.645 --> 00:24:16.350
Oh.

387
00:24:16.418 --> 00:24:17.682
No, please, go for it.

388
00:24:17.751 --> 00:24:20.221
Look at the size of that one.

389
00:24:20.290 --> 00:24:22.593
That's good, but no.

390
00:24:22.661 --> 00:24:26.025
It's just about me making
some subtle changes

391
00:24:26.094 --> 00:24:28.996
so that I can be a little
bit more interesting.

392
00:24:29.065 --> 00:24:29.858
Exactly.

393
00:24:29.927 --> 00:24:31.567
How about in your new role

394
00:24:31.636 --> 00:24:35.000
you do a formal
introduction of the band.

395
00:24:36.773 --> 00:24:40.434
And everyone we're gonna
look to the camera.

396
00:24:45.614 --> 00:24:48.178
This is Toko, she's Japanese.

397
00:24:49.250 --> 00:24:50.552
Hi.

398
00:24:50.621 --> 00:24:53.187
And this
is Neil, he's Neil.

399
00:24:53.255 --> 00:24:54.723
Good day.

400
00:24:54.791 --> 00:24:57.718
And this is Robert, the
skins man of the group.

401
00:24:57.787 --> 00:24:59.023
Hello.

402
00:24:59.092 --> 00:25:01.796
Or in lay people's
terms, the drummer.

403
00:25:04.694 --> 00:25:05.800
Um,

404
00:25:10.107 --> 00:25:11.436
we got it.

405
00:25:11.505 --> 00:25:12.601
Yeah, we got it.

406
00:25:12.670 --> 00:25:14.235
Great.

407
00:25:14.304 --> 00:25:16.613
Toko's cat got
eaten by a coyote,

408
00:25:16.681 --> 00:25:20.882
and Robert's wife
had a breeched birth.

409
00:25:20.951 --> 00:25:23.620
The umbilical cord was wrapped
around the baby's neck,

410
00:25:23.689 --> 00:25:26.056
like it was trying to
hang itself in utero.

411
00:25:26.125 --> 00:25:27.883
And that was after what,

412
00:25:27.951 --> 00:25:29.692
multiple miscarriages.

413
00:25:36.964 --> 00:25:41.231
Oh, my God,
I'm so sorry you guys.

414
00:25:42.741 --> 00:25:45.636
Toko, I didn't mean
to call you Japanese.

415
00:25:45.705 --> 00:25:48.768
Toko is Japanese.

416
00:25:48.837 --> 00:25:53.507
I was thinking maybe this
should just be a concert film.

417
00:25:55.720 --> 00:25:57.849
Because I can't be
who you want me to be.

418
00:25:57.917 --> 00:26:00.120
No, because what
you do on stage

419
00:26:00.189 --> 00:26:04.692
is really hard to duplicate
off stage, and that's okay.

420
00:26:04.761 --> 00:26:06.696
I can be St.
Vincent all the time.

421
00:26:06.764 --> 00:26:08.698
No, Annie,
I was saying I'm wrong.

422
00:26:08.767 --> 00:26:10.624
Let's protect the fact
that you're normal,

423
00:26:10.693 --> 00:26:14.634
that your life isn't crazy
or interesting enough

424
00:26:14.703 --> 00:26:17.201
to make a documentary about.

425
00:26:40.531 --> 00:26:42.132
Pass please.

426
00:26:42.201 --> 00:26:43.690
Oh, I'm playing tonight.

427
00:26:43.759 --> 00:26:47.605
I need
to see a pass to let you in.

428
00:26:50.770 --> 00:26:52.801
So, it's my band,

429
00:26:52.870 --> 00:26:54.073
I'm St. Vincent.

430
00:26:54.972 --> 00:26:56.812
I'm on all the posters.

431
00:26:58.210 --> 00:27:01.743
Don't know who you are.

432
00:27:01.812 --> 00:27:02.680
Dude.

433
00:27:02.749 --> 00:27:04.820
Sorry.

434
00:27:05.782 --> 00:27:06.822
Thanks.

435
00:27:07.821 --> 00:27:09.751
For what?

436
00:27:09.820 --> 00:27:10.859
Sorry.

437
00:27:20.904 --> 00:27:23.740
Check one,
two, check, check.

438
00:27:23.809 --> 00:27:27.772
Can I have my vocal,
like monitor, please?

439
00:27:27.840 --> 00:27:29.173
It's my fucking show,

440
00:27:29.242 --> 00:27:31.776
you're gonna save me
from fucking ISIS,

441
00:27:31.844 --> 00:27:33.607
fuck you fucking cock.

442
00:27:40.817 --> 00:27:45.089
Oh, my lips and teeth
turning red from the wine?

443
00:27:45.158 --> 00:27:46.888
No.
-  You sure?

444
00:27:46.957 --> 00:27:47.855
Yeah.

445
00:27:47.924 --> 00:27:48.593
Smile.

446
00:27:48.661 --> 00:27:50.801
Very good.

447
00:27:50.869 --> 00:27:53.365
I bet Annie asked people
to give us the good wine.

448
00:27:53.434 --> 00:27:57.239
She was trying really hard
to impress me the other day.

449
00:27:57.308 --> 00:27:58.802
Is she nice?

450
00:27:58.871 --> 00:28:00.234
No, she's a snob.

451
00:28:00.303 --> 00:28:04.738
Totally impenetrable and aloof.

452
00:28:04.807 --> 00:28:07.617
I don't care,
I fucking love her music.

453
00:28:07.686 --> 00:28:10.611
Me too,
she's so beautiful.

454
00:28:10.679 --> 00:28:11.819
I just want her
to punch me in the face.

455
00:28:11.887 --> 00:28:13.381
Stop it,
you're making her

456
00:28:13.450 --> 00:28:15.148
way more interesting
than she is.

457
00:28:15.217 --> 00:28:16.893
Where is she anyway?

458
00:28:16.961 --> 00:28:19.460
She's like a boss,
you show up late, right?

459
00:28:19.529 --> 00:28:20.894
That's something.

460
00:28:20.962 --> 00:28:23.628
You are
right about that.

461
00:29:02.268 --> 00:29:03.673
This is a little frustrating.

462
00:29:03.741 --> 00:29:05.699
I don't wanna waste
16mm film,

463
00:29:05.767 --> 00:29:07.769
but maybe with
a little distance she'll--

464
00:29:07.838 --> 00:29:08.840
CB.

465
00:29:08.908 --> 00:29:09.836
CB, get your cameras.

466
00:29:09.905 --> 00:29:12.006
No, no, we're
set up for the live show.

467
00:29:12.075 --> 00:29:13.510
Don't worry.

468
00:29:13.579 --> 00:29:17.649
No, no, no, I want them
here now, I changed my mind.

469
00:29:17.718 --> 00:29:18.756
Yes.

470
00:29:20.722 --> 00:29:21.988
Ask me a question.

471
00:29:22.057 --> 00:29:22.854
What
kind of question?

472
00:29:22.922 --> 00:29:24.795
Any fucking question.

473
00:29:24.864 --> 00:29:28.658
Annie, what's
going through your mind?

474
00:29:28.726 --> 00:29:32.396
How it doesn't matter how
I feel on any given night.

475
00:29:32.465 --> 00:29:34.198
That no matter what I
owe it all to my fans

476
00:29:34.267 --> 00:29:36.965
to give them my blood,
sweat and tears.

477
00:29:37.034 --> 00:29:37.868
Great.

478
00:29:37.937 --> 00:29:39.869
No, I can do it better.

479
00:29:39.937 --> 00:29:40.572
Let's go.

480
00:29:40.641 --> 00:29:41.344
Okay.

481
00:29:41.413 --> 00:29:42.069
I guess we're resetting.

482
00:29:42.138 --> 00:29:43.072
Back to one.

483
00:29:43.141 --> 00:29:46.740
Let's reset and hold here.

484
00:29:48.046 --> 00:29:49.678
Give me the line.

485
00:29:49.747 --> 00:29:51.855
Ask me "Annie, what's
going through your mind?"

486
00:29:51.924 --> 00:29:54.752
Annie, what's
going through your mind?

487
00:29:54.821 --> 00:29:56.053
Great question.

488
00:29:56.122 --> 00:29:57.721
What's going through my mind?

489
00:29:57.790 --> 00:30:00.420
I guess how it doesn't matter
how I feel on any given night,

490
00:30:00.489 --> 00:30:01.698
but I owe it all to my fans

491
00:30:01.767 --> 00:30:04.096
to give them my blood,
sweat and tears.

492
00:30:04.165 --> 00:30:05.560
But sometimes I
worry I'm not enough.

493
00:30:05.629 --> 00:30:07.770
Sometimes I worry
that I might fall.

494
00:30:07.839 --> 00:30:09.935
Wait,
do you mean fail?

495
00:30:10.004 --> 00:30:11.365
I feel like fail may be better.

496
00:30:11.434 --> 00:30:12.835
You know what, fail is better.

497
00:30:12.904 --> 00:30:13.934
Okay.

498
00:30:14.003 --> 00:30:15.108
Cue me.

499
00:30:15.177 --> 00:30:16.839
Okay, what's going
through your mind.

500
00:30:16.908 --> 00:30:18.111
Annie.

501
00:30:18.180 --> 00:30:20.948
Annie, what's going
through your mind?

502
00:30:21.016 --> 00:30:23.717
How I worry that
sometimes I won't,

503
00:30:23.785 --> 00:30:24.915
that I have to give--

504
00:30:24.984 --> 00:30:26.186
You were saying

505
00:30:26.254 --> 00:30:29.023
giving all your fans
every single night--

506
00:30:29.092 --> 00:30:31.021
You know what, can
you just transcribe it?

507
00:30:31.089 --> 00:30:32.721
I'll hit it tomorrow.

508
00:30:32.790 --> 00:30:34.562
Okay, but I think it
doesn't have to be perfect.

509
00:30:34.631 --> 00:30:36.130
I like the honesty.

510
00:30:36.198 --> 00:30:37.897
I am being honest about
needing you to do that,

511
00:30:37.966 --> 00:30:40.029
and it does have to be perfect.

512
00:30:40.098 --> 00:30:41.795
Here, get me like this.

513
00:30:44.837 --> 00:30:45.738
Cigarette.

514
00:30:45.807 --> 00:30:47.377
You don't smoke though.

515
00:30:47.446 --> 00:30:48.912
I mean that's silly.

516
00:30:48.981 --> 00:30:52.806
This is how actors play
rock stars in movies.

517
00:30:54.719 --> 00:30:56.652
Yeah, but you are a rockstar.

518
00:30:56.721 --> 00:30:57.912
I mean, I know rock stars--

519
00:30:57.981 --> 00:30:59.021
Shh.

520
00:31:02.889 --> 00:31:03.791
I love you baby,

521
00:31:03.860 --> 00:31:05.863
but I'm married to the road.

522
00:31:11.327 --> 00:31:12.826
Have a good show.

523
00:33:25.602 --> 00:33:26.630
Great.

524
00:33:28.600 --> 00:33:31.173
Oh, so sorry, I'll
be right back.

525
00:33:37.483 --> 00:33:39.374
Nice sunglasses.

526
00:33:39.442 --> 00:33:41.348
Will you announce me?

527
00:33:42.346 --> 00:33:43.720
Will you let people know

528
00:33:43.789 --> 00:33:46.221
that I'm walking into the space?

529
00:33:52.623 --> 00:33:56.128
Ladies and
gentlemen, St. Vincent.

530
00:34:05.238 --> 00:34:07.341
Annie, that was terrific.

531
00:34:09.071 --> 00:34:12.174
I would like to introduce
you to my cousin, Sarah.

532
00:34:12.243 --> 00:34:13.275
Sarah, Annie.

533
00:34:13.344 --> 00:34:14.579
Nice to meet you.

534
00:34:14.648 --> 00:34:16.509
Thanks so much for
getting me into the show.

535
00:34:16.578 --> 00:34:18.515
It was my pleasure.

536
00:34:18.583 --> 00:34:21.421
It's such a gift
to have you here.

537
00:34:21.489 --> 00:34:23.957
Do you think I could
take a picture with you?

538
00:34:24.025 --> 00:34:25.319
I'll take it.

539
00:34:25.388 --> 00:34:26.459
Actually, no.

540
00:34:33.271 --> 00:34:35.100
I'm so sorry, I think
she's really tired.

541
00:34:35.169 --> 00:34:38.305
Or maybe she's just brave.

542
00:34:38.374 --> 00:34:41.945
That kind of honesty
is so refreshing.

543
00:34:42.014 --> 00:34:44.939
Finally, a woman
speaking her truth.

544
00:34:46.408 --> 00:34:47.447
Yeah.

545
00:35:52.917 --> 00:35:55.114
Hey Care, it's Dad.

546
00:35:55.183 --> 00:35:57.378
I'm sorry to miss you.

547
00:35:57.447 --> 00:36:01.625
I'm off to Minnesota tomorrow
to meet with a specialist.

548
00:36:01.693 --> 00:36:05.257
Still try and see if he could
get a day off and come visit.

549
00:36:05.326 --> 00:36:07.622
I know you're crazy busy.

550
00:36:07.691 --> 00:36:09.398
Your uncle is coming with,

551
00:36:09.467 --> 00:36:12.263
so if you can't get
ahold of me, try him.

552
00:36:12.332 --> 00:36:13.867
Okay, honey, I love you.

553
00:36:13.936 --> 00:36:15.172
Bye, bye.

554
00:36:37.562 --> 00:36:38.252
Hey.

555
00:36:38.321 --> 00:36:39.289
Hi.

556
00:36:39.358 --> 00:36:40.421
Did you wanna talk?

557
00:36:40.490 --> 00:36:41.255
Not exactly.

558
00:36:41.324 --> 00:36:42.364
Come in.

559
00:36:46.133 --> 00:36:47.468
Hi, Carrie.

560
00:36:47.537 --> 00:36:51.164
Carrie, you remember
my girlfriend, Dakota.

561
00:36:53.570 --> 00:36:55.410
We want you to film us.

562
00:36:58.247 --> 00:36:59.676
I don't have a camera though.

563
00:36:59.745 --> 00:37:02.780
Well, you're a
director, so direct.

564
00:37:05.351 --> 00:37:07.422
You can use your phone.

565
00:37:09.187 --> 00:37:13.186
You're the one who wanted
this to be more interesting.

566
00:37:21.400 --> 00:37:22.334
Whenever you're ready.

567
00:37:22.403 --> 00:37:25.341
I want this to be artistic,

568
00:37:25.410 --> 00:37:29.202
Scandinavian, European,
anything but American.

569
00:37:30.612 --> 00:37:32.438
It's still in
English though, right?

570
00:37:32.507 --> 00:37:33.547
Oui.

571
00:37:34.577 --> 00:37:35.678
Okay.

572
00:37:35.746 --> 00:37:38.387
CB, can
you come closer?

573
00:37:39.517 --> 00:37:41.489
We're set.

574
00:37:41.558 --> 00:37:45.218
Okay, get on the bed,
you're too far away.

575
00:37:47.392 --> 00:37:48.430
Come.

576
00:37:55.405 --> 00:37:56.662
That's a good angle
right there.

577
00:37:56.731 --> 00:37:58.132
Okay.

578
00:37:59.405 --> 00:38:01.168
Rolling.

579
00:38:02.309 --> 00:38:03.010
I love you.

580
00:38:03.079 --> 00:38:05.476
I love you.

581
00:38:05.545 --> 00:38:06.409
Who's face is that?

582
00:38:06.478 --> 00:38:08.478
My face.

583
00:38:08.546 --> 00:38:10.082
Who's lips are those?

584
00:38:10.151 --> 00:38:11.513
My lips.

585
00:38:11.582 --> 00:38:13.819
Hey, sorry to interrupt,

586
00:38:13.888 --> 00:38:17.354
there's this thing that
people are doing in the film

587
00:38:17.423 --> 00:38:19.395
and television industry

588
00:38:19.463 --> 00:38:21.831
where they hire an
intimacy coordinator.

589
00:38:21.900 --> 00:38:24.363
It's for sex scenes,

590
00:38:24.432 --> 00:38:26.030
and it's just to help people

591
00:38:26.099 --> 00:38:30.434
be more comfortable with nudity
and touching and consent.

592
00:38:30.502 --> 00:38:31.370
It's okay, I consent.

593
00:38:31.439 --> 00:38:33.400
And she consents, obviously.

594
00:38:33.469 --> 00:38:35.004
Mm-hmm.

595
00:38:35.072 --> 00:38:35.869
The only thing I
stipulate is you just don't

596
00:38:35.938 --> 00:38:37.110
show any of my pubic region.

597
00:38:37.179 --> 00:38:38.447
I stipulate nothing.

598
00:38:38.515 --> 00:38:43.581
Please get the camera as
close to me as you need.

599
00:38:43.649 --> 00:38:44.678
I guess I should
have clarified.

600
00:38:44.747 --> 00:38:46.420
I guess for my comfort,

601
00:38:46.489 --> 00:38:49.283
I would love to just
shoot her a text

602
00:38:49.351 --> 00:38:51.427
and see if she could maybe
call in and consult.

603
00:38:51.496 --> 00:38:52.862
Yeah, but can we just
get this version first?

604
00:38:52.931 --> 00:38:54.364
Yeah, it's better.

605
00:39:00.602 --> 00:39:02.230
Remember
when we went to Tulum

606
00:39:02.299 --> 00:39:05.740
and had those really,
really good poached eggs?

607
00:39:05.809 --> 00:39:06.635
Mm-hmm.

608
00:39:06.704 --> 00:39:08.638
That bowl of mixed fruit.

609
00:39:08.707 --> 00:39:09.639
Yeah, was it papaya or mango?

610
00:39:09.708 --> 00:39:11.377
I always get them confused.

611
00:39:11.446 --> 00:39:12.111
I don't know because mangoes--

612
00:39:12.951 --> 00:39:13.775
Oh, she just texted,

613
00:39:13.844 --> 00:39:15.446
and she can call in 10 minutes,

614
00:39:15.515 --> 00:39:16.445
if you can just hold off.

615
00:39:16.514 --> 00:39:18.249
Uh, we can't.

616
00:39:18.318 --> 00:39:19.356
No, we can't.

617
00:39:20.722 --> 00:39:23.389
Um, wait, guys, just
for legal purposes.

618
00:39:23.458 --> 00:39:26.154
I'm gonna turn the camera on me.

619
00:39:45.541 --> 00:39:46.245
Hi.

620
00:39:46.314 --> 00:39:47.476
Hey, how are you?

621
00:39:47.544 --> 00:39:48.643
I'm great.

622
00:39:48.712 --> 00:39:50.618
Last night was...

623
00:39:51.514 --> 00:39:53.254
magical.

624
00:39:53.323 --> 00:39:55.456
Yeah, glad I was there for it.

625
00:39:55.524 --> 00:39:58.485
Speaking of that,
if there's ever

626
00:39:58.554 --> 00:40:01.595
anything you don't want in
the movie, just let me know.

627
00:40:01.664 --> 00:40:05.702
I'm not interested
in hiding anything.

628
00:40:05.771 --> 00:40:07.294
Okay.

629
00:40:07.363 --> 00:40:10.700
I just thought, I thought
we could check in.

630
00:40:10.769 --> 00:40:12.503
It feels like it's been a second

631
00:40:12.572 --> 00:40:13.810
since we actually talked.

632
00:40:13.879 --> 00:40:15.672
About what?

633
00:40:15.741 --> 00:40:18.711
Like, my dad called yesterday,

634
00:40:18.780 --> 00:40:22.645
he wants me to visit
him on a day off.

635
00:40:22.713 --> 00:40:24.447
Do we have a day off?

636
00:40:24.515 --> 00:40:25.554
We don't.

637
00:40:28.454 --> 00:40:29.690
How's your mom?

638
00:40:29.759 --> 00:40:32.527
Oh, so now you care
about my boring life.

639
00:40:32.596 --> 00:40:35.696
Annie, I feel like
we can differentiate

640
00:40:35.765 --> 00:40:39.701
between who we are in
the movie and real life.

641
00:40:39.770 --> 00:40:44.232
So, as your friend, I'm
asking you, how is your mom?

642
00:40:46.638 --> 00:40:47.906
She is wonderful.

643
00:40:53.049 --> 00:40:54.077
Okay.

644
00:40:56.582 --> 00:40:58.081
Two, three, four.

645
00:41:04.619 --> 00:41:08.862
back from the road

646
00:41:08.931 --> 00:41:12.602
take off my clothes

647
00:41:12.670 --> 00:41:17.504
in the only world?

648
00:41:25.981 --> 00:41:27.914
People understand
that when I'm on stage

649
00:41:27.982 --> 00:41:31.312
I'm playing a bigger
version of myself.

650
00:41:34.659 --> 00:41:36.191
But what some people
fail to understand

651
00:41:36.260 --> 00:41:38.121
is that all of it's me,

652
00:41:40.660 --> 00:41:42.356
and none of it's me.

653
00:41:51.833 --> 00:41:55.942
Sometimes you have to reject
not only your former self,

654
00:41:56.011 --> 00:41:59.472
but, also, the people
who came along with it.

655
00:42:02.043 --> 00:42:02.942
Annie, so good tonight.

656
00:42:03.011 --> 00:42:04.983
Seriously, like awesome.

657
00:42:48.699 --> 00:42:51.524
Annie, just a
reminder that I wanted

658
00:42:53.529 --> 00:42:57.200
to film a scene with you
and one of your fans.

659
00:42:59.206 --> 00:43:03.312
You know, just to show how
intense the connection is.

660
00:43:03.381 --> 00:43:05.041
I feel like people, you know,

661
00:43:05.110 --> 00:43:06.615
they get really
emotional around you.

662
00:43:06.684 --> 00:43:09.542
It just might be nice
to show that.

663
00:43:10.452 --> 00:43:11.951
Sure, sounds good.

664
00:43:13.916 --> 00:43:16.384
Okay, great.

665
00:43:16.452 --> 00:43:20.960
And then maybe after the
show we could play cards

666
00:43:21.028 --> 00:43:24.557
or get a drink or watch
a movie on the bus.

667
00:43:42.779 --> 00:43:43.818
Annie?

668
00:43:47.425 --> 00:43:49.923
I think Ms. Vincent is asleep.

669
00:43:56.665 --> 00:43:57.729
She's weird, you
don't see that?

670
00:43:57.798 --> 00:43:59.830
I don't really see it at all?

671
00:43:59.899 --> 00:44:00.701
What are you talking about?

672
00:44:00.769 --> 00:44:01.933
I don't know, I
just need someone

673
00:44:02.002 --> 00:44:03.705
to make her seem
more relatable again.

674
00:44:03.774 --> 00:44:06.703
Oh, well right
there, take your pick.

675
00:44:12.912 --> 00:44:14.111
Hey, excuse me, I'm Carrie.

676
00:44:14.180 --> 00:44:16.680
I'm making a documentary
about St. Vincent.

677
00:44:16.749 --> 00:44:17.579
What's your name?

678
00:44:17.648 --> 00:44:18.584
Kim.

679
00:44:18.652 --> 00:44:19.749
Hey, nice to meet you.

680
00:44:19.818 --> 00:44:21.015
You wanna come with me?

681
00:44:21.084 --> 00:44:23.753
I have a surprise for you.

682
00:44:28.463 --> 00:44:29.666
Come in.

683
00:44:31.795 --> 00:44:32.629
Annie?

684
00:44:32.698 --> 00:44:33.736
Yeah.

685
00:44:34.797 --> 00:44:35.837
Kim.

686
00:44:37.605 --> 00:44:39.304
Meet St. Vincent.

687
00:44:39.373 --> 00:44:40.402
Hi, Kim.

688
00:44:42.512 --> 00:44:44.637
This is so amazing.

689
00:44:46.010 --> 00:44:48.216
Aww, so nice to meet you.

690
00:44:48.285 --> 00:44:49.642
Hi, how are you?

691
00:44:51.012 --> 00:44:52.051
I'm--

692
00:44:53.883 --> 00:44:54.922
It's okay.

693
00:44:55.955 --> 00:44:57.783
You literally saved my life.

694
00:44:57.852 --> 00:44:59.954
I start, I've been listening
to you since I was 16.

695
00:45:00.023 --> 00:45:01.122
I grew up in Fresno,

696
00:45:01.191 --> 00:45:02.895
and my high school boyfriend

697
00:45:02.964 --> 00:45:05.658
gave me "Strange Mercy"
for my birthday.

698
00:45:07.967 --> 00:45:09.669
Two nights before we graduated,

699
00:45:09.738 --> 00:45:12.203
he was killed in a car accident.

700
00:45:13.911 --> 00:45:16.306
Your songs were the only
thing that got me through.

701
00:45:16.374 --> 00:45:19.672
I wouldn't be alive
without your music.

702
00:45:21.980 --> 00:45:24.844
That means so much to me.

703
00:45:24.913 --> 00:45:29.682
I never thought I'd
get to tell you that in person.

704
00:45:37.561 --> 00:45:40.935
That's just
so tragic and so sad.

705
00:45:43.737 --> 00:45:45.698
Don't be sad, it's okay.

706
00:45:51.338 --> 00:45:52.947
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

707
00:45:55.211 --> 00:45:57.710
It's just a lot, you know?

708
00:45:58.586 --> 00:45:59.817
It's a lot.

709
00:45:59.886 --> 00:46:01.982
It must be so hard.

710
00:46:12.063 --> 00:46:14.232
Actually people

711
00:46:14.300 --> 00:46:15.569
that might not even
know your music,

712
00:46:15.638 --> 00:46:17.039
which is most people.

713
00:46:17.107 --> 00:46:18.539
No.
- I don't know how to--

714
00:46:18.607 --> 00:46:19.475
Which is fine.

715
00:46:19.544 --> 00:46:20.575
No, but just that they actually

716
00:46:20.644 --> 00:46:21.844
think this is a good film.

717
00:46:21.912 --> 00:46:23.040
Yeah I
want people to see

718
00:46:23.108 --> 00:46:24.071
how I have to kind of train.

719
00:46:24.140 --> 00:46:24.974
Yeah.

720
00:46:25.042 --> 00:46:25.878
To do it.

721
00:46:25.947 --> 00:46:27.246
Like how physical the show is.

722
00:46:27.314 --> 00:46:27.977
It's okay,
we'll get your muscles.

723
00:46:28.046 --> 00:46:29.714
You see that?

724
00:46:29.783 --> 00:46:30.820
You see that?

725
00:46:32.216 --> 00:46:32.883
Yeah, look at mine.

726
00:46:32.951 --> 00:46:33.916
Oh my God.

727
00:46:33.984 --> 00:46:35.221
Not bad, right?

728
00:46:35.290 --> 00:46:36.048
That's quite
a bush you got there.

729
00:46:36.117 --> 00:46:37.083
Shut up.

730
00:46:37.924 --> 00:46:40.090
I would like to thank,

731
00:46:40.158 --> 00:46:41.894
I would like to thank--

732
00:46:41.963 --> 00:46:43.759
I'll thank you first.

733
00:46:43.828 --> 00:46:47.931
Okay, I would
like to thank Carrie.

734
00:46:48.000 --> 00:46:49.063
Annie Cwauk.

735
00:46:49.131 --> 00:46:50.734
Annie Cwauk.

736
00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:17.127
my own tonight

737
00:47:29.513 --> 00:47:31.245
Sorry, what was that?

738
00:47:31.314 --> 00:47:32.207
Fatigue.

739
00:47:32.276 --> 00:47:34.477
That's what I was thinking.

740
00:47:41.155 --> 00:47:44.116
I don't think it sings
very well.

741
00:47:44.185 --> 00:47:45.654
Okay.

742
00:47:45.722 --> 00:47:49.690
Well, I could do a solo
over what you're playing.

743
00:47:50.832 --> 00:47:52.396
Okay.

744
00:47:56.168 --> 00:48:00.133
- You know.
-

745
00:48:00.201 --> 00:48:05.512
Like a...

746
00:48:05.581 --> 00:48:06.972
You know what?

747
00:48:07.041 --> 00:48:08.980
Honestly, I think I should
just work on this song

748
00:48:09.049 --> 00:48:11.748
by myself for a little bit.

749
00:48:11.817 --> 00:48:13.756
Okay.

750
00:48:13.824 --> 00:48:16.787
Maybe I'll just
write my own song.

751
00:48:16.856 --> 00:48:18.794
For whose movie?

752
00:48:18.862 --> 00:48:20.126
All right, here's
your cappuccino,

753
00:48:20.195 --> 00:48:23.189
and I got you some
extra guitar picks.

754
00:48:23.257 --> 00:48:24.664
Thank you.

755
00:48:24.733 --> 00:48:26.099
Sorry, who are you?

756
00:48:26.168 --> 00:48:28.997
Oh, Carrie, I got
you a new assistant.

757
00:48:29.065 --> 00:48:30.104
This is--

758
00:48:31.102 --> 00:48:33.131
Kayla. What's up?

759
00:48:33.200 --> 00:48:34.837
Hey.

760
00:48:34.906 --> 00:48:36.273
No, I just thought you could
use somebody to hang out with

761
00:48:36.341 --> 00:48:38.948
so you could talk
about your dad.

762
00:48:41.617 --> 00:48:42.875
I love dads.

763
00:48:46.050 --> 00:48:46.982
Thanks, Kayla.

764
00:48:47.050 --> 00:48:48.089
Oh, yeah.

765
00:50:24.649 --> 00:50:29.652
lonely winter

766
00:50:49.343 --> 00:50:58.117
blind psychics

767
00:51:15.403 --> 00:51:20.406
lonely winter

768
00:51:23.708 --> 00:51:28.040
lonely winter

769
00:52:31.243 --> 00:52:32.077
I'm gonna miss ya.

770
00:52:32.146 --> 00:52:34.106
Thanks, same here, Brian.

771
00:52:36.412 --> 00:52:37.614
Good times, huh?

772
00:52:37.683 --> 00:52:39.249
Yeah, I really
appreciate everything.

773
00:52:39.317 --> 00:52:40.349
Good luck with the uh,

774
00:52:40.417 --> 00:52:41.452
the rest of the tour.

775
00:52:41.520 --> 00:52:42.351
Hey, no problem,
good luck to you.

776
00:52:42.420 --> 00:52:43.285
I called the car service,

777
00:52:43.354 --> 00:52:45.119
it should be here soon.

778
00:52:45.188 --> 00:52:46.057
Thanks.

779
00:52:46.126 --> 00:52:48.120
All right, later, dude.

780
00:53:53.324 --> 00:53:54.320
Uncle Pete?

781
00:53:54.389 --> 00:53:56.696
Yep.

782
00:53:56.765 --> 00:53:59.461
I mean, he sounded decent
last time we talked.

783
00:53:59.529 --> 00:54:01.928
Well, he's holding up.

784
00:54:01.997 --> 00:54:04.531
Mainly, I think he's
just depressed.

785
00:54:04.600 --> 00:54:06.101
You know your dad,

786
00:54:06.170 --> 00:54:08.372
he doesn't like having to
count on anybody else for help.

787
00:54:08.441 --> 00:54:09.507
I mean, I tried to visit him

788
00:54:09.576 --> 00:54:10.340
when we went through
the Northwest,

789
00:54:10.408 --> 00:54:12.340
but this tour has been

790
00:54:12.409 --> 00:54:13.772
kind of crazy.

791
00:54:13.840 --> 00:54:15.645
Hey, I gotta tell you,

792
00:54:15.713 --> 00:54:19.317
this documentary
you're working on,

793
00:54:19.386 --> 00:54:22.348
it's really lifted his spirits.

794
00:54:22.417 --> 00:54:24.557
Now this will be a little
embarrassing to hear maybe,

795
00:54:24.626 --> 00:54:27.329
but every doctor and
nurse at that hospital

796
00:54:27.397 --> 00:54:31.123
knows all about his
daughter, the director.

797
00:54:31.192 --> 00:54:32.961
I have done other
things, you know?

798
00:54:33.030 --> 00:54:35.529
I know, I know,
but this is different.

799
00:54:35.598 --> 00:54:37.462
This is artistic.

800
00:54:37.531 --> 00:54:38.638
Yes.

801
00:54:38.707 --> 00:54:41.038
He's just bragging a
little because he loves ya.

802
00:54:41.107 --> 00:54:42.009
Right.

803
00:54:42.078 --> 00:54:43.411
Your dad, he keeps saying,

804
00:54:43.480 --> 00:54:46.447
I gotta be healthy in
time for the premier.

805
00:54:47.645 --> 00:54:50.647
When is the premier, by the way?

806
00:54:50.716 --> 00:54:53.713
Well, we'd have
to finish the movie

807
00:54:53.782 --> 00:54:56.017
for there to be a premier.

808
00:54:57.284 --> 00:54:59.521
Well, I guess I'm
just here to tell you

809
00:54:59.589 --> 00:55:03.226
to finish your movie.

810
00:55:25.646 --> 00:55:26.685
Annie?

811
00:55:50.704 --> 00:55:51.743
Hi Carrie.

812
00:55:58.551 --> 00:56:01.148
Are you ready to get to work?

813
00:56:02.990 --> 00:56:04.019
Yes.

814
00:56:11.168 --> 00:56:13.369
I want a sensory experience.

815
00:56:14.730 --> 00:56:15.664
I wanna bridge the gap

816
00:56:15.733 --> 00:56:19.341
between audience and performer.

817
00:56:19.410 --> 00:56:21.175
I'm no longer
interested in gestures

818
00:56:21.244 --> 00:56:23.472
that come solely from the stage.

819
00:56:23.541 --> 00:56:25.575
The audience cheers,

820
00:56:25.644 --> 00:56:27.446
that's all the gesture you need.

821
00:56:27.514 --> 00:56:29.441
Cheering is born
of expectation.

822
00:56:29.509 --> 00:56:32.917
It's the audience performing
being an audience.

823
00:56:32.985 --> 00:56:35.519
You're playing the
biggest shows of your life,

824
00:56:35.588 --> 00:56:37.015
why do you wanna sabotage it?

825
00:56:37.084 --> 00:56:40.292
I want to disrupt the senses.

826
00:56:40.361 --> 00:56:42.924
How are you gonna do that?

827
00:56:42.992 --> 00:56:46.466
By finally
admitting the truth.

828
00:56:46.534 --> 00:56:49.503
That the audience
doesn't need me,

829
00:56:49.572 --> 00:56:52.971
I'm just a vessel
for their feelings.

830
00:56:53.040 --> 00:56:57.545
Also, this is the only item
I'll be selling at my shows.

831
00:57:23.704 --> 00:57:25.366
Say something.

832
00:57:25.435 --> 00:57:26.475
No.

833
00:57:38.381 --> 00:57:41.413
Slipping into this
new mode was freeing.

834
00:58:07.912 --> 00:58:10.717
Carrie, give a thought.

835
00:58:10.786 --> 00:58:13.346
How am I gonna learn?

836
00:58:20.128 --> 00:58:24.633
I feel like I'm in, I'm in
the failure era of my life,

837
00:58:24.702 --> 00:58:26.628
where people don't like
the shit I'm doing.

838
00:58:26.696 --> 00:58:28.569
I'm not joking.

839
00:58:28.638 --> 00:58:31.600
People don't like
what I'm doing.

840
00:58:31.669 --> 00:58:32.637
I'm grappling.

841
00:58:32.705 --> 00:58:34.906
But what's weird is I claim,

842
00:58:36.604 --> 00:58:38.744
and I can't even tell
if it's real anymore.

843
00:58:38.813 --> 00:58:41.617
I do think that
the artist's role,

844
00:58:41.685 --> 00:58:43.585
the writer's role
is to thrash around,

845
00:58:43.654 --> 00:58:46.650
to make mistakes,
to be out of step.

846
00:58:46.719 --> 00:58:48.819
But then when I am out of step,

847
00:58:48.888 --> 00:58:51.123
-I feel terrible.
-Yeah.

848
00:58:51.192 --> 00:58:55.759
You know, when I'm out of step
with what people like,

849
00:58:55.827 --> 00:58:58.423
then I feel down on myself.

850
00:58:58.492 --> 00:59:01.402
But I, but
philosophically, I think

851
00:59:01.470 --> 00:59:04.402
no, that's how it should be.

852
00:59:04.471 --> 00:59:06.634
I don't know.

853
00:59:06.702 --> 00:59:10.777
I kind of think I just wanna
make things with friends.

854
00:59:15.813 --> 00:59:17.509
It's beautiful today.

855
00:59:42.577 --> 00:59:45.042
Hey, Carrie, where's your wig?

856
00:59:50.714 --> 00:59:51.752
CB.

857
00:59:56.853 --> 00:59:58.785
Where's your wig?

858
01:00:24.485 --> 01:00:26.314
We're in this together.

859
01:00:29.883 --> 01:00:30.923
Are we?

860
01:00:31.888 --> 01:00:33.354
Mm-hmm, me and me.

861
01:00:43.768 --> 01:00:44.996
There she is.

862
01:01:10.697 --> 01:01:12.894
Hey, Care, it's Dad.

863
01:01:12.963 --> 01:01:15.233
It's been a rough week,

864
01:01:15.301 --> 01:01:17.364
but your uncle told me
that you seemed good.

865
01:01:17.433 --> 01:01:20.766
And I can't wait
to see the movie.

866
01:01:20.835 --> 01:01:22.605
Honey, I am just so
happy that you're finally

867
01:01:22.674 --> 01:01:27.144
doing the kind of work that
you were always meant to do.

868
01:01:48.697 --> 01:01:52.873
Um, so, Annie has asked
that I do a formal interview

869
01:01:57.006 --> 01:01:57.836
with the two of you.

870
01:01:57.905 --> 01:01:58.641
Mm-hmm.

871
01:01:58.710 --> 01:01:59.944
Cool, great.

872
01:02:00.013 --> 01:02:01.606
I think it's the
first time we've ever

873
01:02:01.675 --> 01:02:03.910
gone on the record
about our relationship.

874
01:02:03.979 --> 01:02:05.343
Mm, mm-hmm.

875
01:02:05.412 --> 01:02:06.817
Yeah, well, the live sex act

876
01:02:06.886 --> 01:02:08.279
you had me shoot the other night

877
01:02:08.348 --> 01:02:10.915
felt pretty on the record.

878
01:02:10.984 --> 01:02:12.024
Thanks.

879
01:02:14.529 --> 01:02:15.963
How did you meet?

880
01:02:16.032 --> 01:02:20.263
Oh, well, we connected
on a very personal level.

881
01:02:21.866 --> 01:02:23.834
Through our agents.

882
01:02:23.903 --> 01:02:24.837
I wasn't even gay at the time.

883
01:02:24.906 --> 01:02:27.776
Nuh-uh, I turned
her gay.

884
01:02:27.844 --> 01:02:30.702
That's very inspirational...
for someone.

885
01:02:32.543 --> 01:02:37.313
How do relationships play
into the creative process?

886
01:02:37.382 --> 01:02:41.817
So much of what I write
is fueled by romance.

887
01:02:41.886 --> 01:02:43.782
The good, the bad.

888
01:02:43.851 --> 01:02:48.026
For example, when I was
working on "Mass Seduction,"

889
01:02:48.095 --> 01:02:49.992
I was-- you know,
I was going through

890
01:02:50.061 --> 01:02:51.832
a really hard time in my life,

891
01:02:51.901 --> 01:02:56.496
but what I learned
was that sometimes

892
01:02:56.565 --> 01:02:59.599
you have to go to
the depth of despair

893
01:03:01.371 --> 01:03:04.241
in order to extract
something true.

894
01:03:05.873 --> 01:03:07.310
I don't think I could
even write another record

895
01:03:07.378 --> 01:03:10.644
without having my heart
totally ripped out.

896
01:03:10.713 --> 01:03:11.885
Well, maybe you just have
to write this next one

897
01:03:11.954 --> 01:03:15.021
about being really
happy and content.

898
01:03:17.392 --> 01:03:19.017
Yeah.

899
01:03:19.086 --> 01:03:19.986
Baby?

900
01:03:20.055 --> 01:03:21.056
Mm-hmm.

901
01:03:21.125 --> 01:03:23.755
I wanted to propose something.

902
01:03:25.466 --> 01:03:26.494
What?

903
01:03:27.461 --> 01:03:29.761
Right now?
On-- on camera?

904
01:03:31.131 --> 01:03:32.704
Oh my God.

905
01:03:32.772 --> 01:03:34.634
I wanted to propose...

906
01:03:36.910 --> 01:03:39.540
that we break up
in a few months.

907
01:03:43.851 --> 01:03:45.714
I know it seems really sudden.

908
01:03:45.783 --> 01:03:46.853
What?

909
01:03:46.922 --> 01:03:49.590
And believe me,
I am so happy with you,

910
01:03:49.659 --> 01:03:51.924
it's just that I'm too happy,

911
01:03:51.993 --> 01:03:53.555
and I've got another
record to write.

912
01:03:53.623 --> 01:03:56.187
And if I don't, you know,
really shake things up,

913
01:03:56.256 --> 01:03:57.457
I'm gonna be--

914
01:03:57.526 --> 01:03:59.725
- What?
- Yeah, I won't be able to...

915
01:04:02.766 --> 01:04:05.565
- Why are you doing this?
- We can do it any way you want.

916
01:04:05.634 --> 01:04:07.370
I mean, it doesn't
have to be some, like--

917
01:04:07.438 --> 01:04:10.039
outside a night club
or on a red carpet.

918
01:04:10.108 --> 01:04:13.080
It could be just the two of us

919
01:04:13.149 --> 01:04:15.148
in the hotel room
just screaming at each other,

920
01:04:15.216 --> 01:04:17.947
or, I don't know, or maybe
your parents would come.

921
01:04:18.016 --> 01:04:19.715
No, I don't wanna do that.

922
01:04:19.784 --> 01:04:22.983
You're the only person I have
ever wanted to do this with.

923
01:04:23.052 --> 01:04:23.921
This is crazy,

924
01:04:23.990 --> 01:04:24.919
why don't we just break up now?

925
01:04:24.988 --> 01:04:26.053
Let's do that.

926
01:04:26.122 --> 01:04:27.120
- No.
- Yeah.

927
01:04:27.189 --> 01:04:28.224
- No.
- Yeah.

928
01:04:28.293 --> 01:04:30.058
- Because I love you.
- You do?

929
01:04:30.127 --> 01:04:31.061
- Yes.
- Really?

930
01:04:31.130 --> 01:04:33.128
Yes.
And I'm still on tour.

931
01:04:33.197 --> 01:04:34.295
And I like having you around.

932
01:04:34.363 --> 01:04:37.103
God, Annie that
is so fucked up.

933
01:04:41.073 --> 01:04:41.972
I'm sorry if this doesn't align

934
01:04:42.041 --> 01:04:44.077
with your artistic process.

935
01:04:47.846 --> 01:04:48.884
Goodbye, Annie.

936
01:04:50.046 --> 01:04:51.110
St. Vincent.

937
01:04:51.179 --> 01:04:52.945
Dakota, wait.

938
01:04:53.014 --> 01:04:54.180
Hey.

939
01:04:54.249 --> 01:04:55.550
Dakota, don't go.

940
01:04:56.760 --> 01:04:58.223
- I love you.
-

941
01:04:59.891 --> 01:05:01.462
That was crazy,

942
01:05:01.531 --> 01:05:02.797
what are you doing?

943
01:05:02.865 --> 01:05:05.000
None of that
stays in the film.

944
01:05:05.068 --> 01:05:09.461
Annie, what
did you expect to happen?

945
01:05:09.530 --> 01:05:13.666
From now on, I need more say

946
01:05:13.735 --> 01:05:16.868
in how other people
are going to act.

947
01:05:18.075 --> 01:05:19.946
It's a documentary.

948
01:05:20.015 --> 01:05:22.143
Okay, well, then
let's only document

949
01:05:22.211 --> 01:05:23.875
things I can control.

950
01:05:30.127 --> 01:05:32.190
Hey y'all, and welcome to Texas.

951
01:05:32.259 --> 01:05:35.520
Come on in, y'all
want some ice tea?

952
01:05:35.589 --> 01:05:38.697
I grew up surrounded by music.

953
01:05:38.766 --> 01:05:39.995
Annie always stood out,

954
01:05:40.064 --> 01:05:42.064
even among her siblings.

955
01:05:42.133 --> 01:05:44.071
We all had to share a bed,

956
01:05:44.140 --> 01:05:46.034
and she used to sing
us to sleep at night.

957
01:05:46.103 --> 01:05:47.703
Voice of an angel.

958
01:05:47.771 --> 01:05:50.043
Annie was the kindest
sister I could ever hope for.

959
01:05:50.112 --> 01:05:52.639
Biggest heart out
of anybody I know.

960
01:05:52.708 --> 01:05:54.477
And if she hadn't
become a musician,

961
01:05:54.546 --> 01:05:56.881
I could've imagined her
starting an orphanage.

962
01:05:56.950 --> 01:05:59.080
Or running for president.

963
01:05:59.149 --> 01:06:00.912
Or curing cancer.

964
01:06:02.823 --> 01:06:04.089
If I wasn't with Molly,

965
01:06:04.158 --> 01:06:06.753
I would marry Annie
in a heartbeat.

966
01:06:08.164 --> 01:06:11.256
All right, who's ready
to shoot some guns?

967
01:06:15.098 --> 01:06:16.671
This is mama.

968
01:06:16.740 --> 01:06:18.930
And this is my stepdad, Ray.

969
01:06:20.504 --> 01:06:22.274
These are my
brothers and sisters.

970
01:06:22.342 --> 01:06:25.073
These are my nieces and
nephews, aunt and uncle.

971
01:06:25.142 --> 01:06:26.040
Say hi everybody.

972
01:06:26.108 --> 01:06:27.147
Hi.

973
01:06:28.013 --> 01:06:29.111
Lovely to meet you guys.

974
01:06:29.180 --> 01:06:30.183
Please don't roll on this.

975
01:06:30.252 --> 01:06:32.284
No, no, no, get this,
it's gonna be good.

976
01:06:32.353 --> 01:06:33.888
Okay, I'm serious, this
isn't your real family

977
01:06:33.957 --> 01:06:36.215
so it's not really
a documentary.

978
01:06:36.284 --> 01:06:36.954
Oh, hush up.

979
01:06:37.022 --> 01:06:38.087
I'll be so mad at you

980
01:06:38.155 --> 01:06:39.951
if you ruin the song.

981
01:07:10.358 --> 01:07:17.362
with the danger

982
01:07:20.533 --> 01:07:25.502
in the Year of the Tiger

983
01:07:27.639 --> 01:07:32.608
in the Year of the Tiger

984
01:07:34.217 --> 01:07:38.911
in the Year of the Tiger

985
01:07:42.223 --> 01:07:44.257
-

986
01:07:48.560 --> 01:07:52.529
can I owe you one

987
01:08:05.347 --> 01:08:10.185
in the Year of the Tiger

988
01:08:10.253 --> 01:08:15.289
in the Year of the Tiger

989
01:08:15.357 --> 01:08:19.986
in the Year of the Tiger

990
01:08:20.054 --> 01:08:24.622
in the Year of the Tiger

991
01:08:45.788 --> 01:08:47.886
My famous pecan pie.

992
01:08:49.952 --> 01:08:51.322
Famous for being the first one
you ever baked.

993
01:08:51.391 --> 01:08:53.091
Famous in that it won
the blue ribbon

994
01:08:53.160 --> 01:08:55.727
at the 1998 Texas state fair.

995
01:08:55.796 --> 01:08:57.323
I bet.

996
01:08:57.392 --> 01:08:58.326
To Annie's pie.

997
01:08:58.394 --> 01:09:00.168
To Annie's pie.

998
01:09:01.961 --> 01:09:02.669
What
y'all waiting for?

999
01:09:02.737 --> 01:09:03.765
Chow down.

1000
01:09:10.304 --> 01:09:11.344
So good.

1001
01:09:18.479 --> 01:09:19.946
So good.

1002
01:09:42.708 --> 01:09:47.211
I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I can't, I can't.

1003
01:09:47.280 --> 01:09:48.275
Really, great to meet y'all.

1004
01:09:48.343 --> 01:09:49.382
Honestly.

1005
01:09:52.148 --> 01:09:53.188
CB.

1006
01:09:56.350 --> 01:09:57.482
CB.

1007
01:09:57.551 --> 01:09:58.319
Hey, hey, hey.

1008
01:09:58.388 --> 01:09:59.384
Wait, wait, wait.

1009
01:09:59.453 --> 01:10:00.290
What?

1010
01:10:00.359 --> 01:10:02.288
Hey, this is your documentary.

1011
01:10:02.357 --> 01:10:02.991
Is it?

1012
01:10:03.060 --> 01:10:03.930
Yes.

1013
01:10:03.999 --> 01:10:06.394
All of this was your idea.

1014
01:10:06.463 --> 01:10:07.834
None of this was my idea.

1015
01:10:07.903 --> 01:10:09.303
My idea was to make you

1016
01:10:09.371 --> 01:10:11.301
and the film just a
little more interesting,

1017
01:10:11.370 --> 01:10:12.170
but you would still be yourself,

1018
01:10:12.239 --> 01:10:14.302
not playing some stupid role.

1019
01:10:14.371 --> 01:10:15.399
I'm not playing a role.

1020
01:10:15.468 --> 01:10:16.508
Are you?

1021
01:10:18.511 --> 01:10:20.340
Annie, I shouldn't
even be here,

1022
01:10:20.409 --> 01:10:21.447
my dad's sick.

1023
01:10:23.146 --> 01:10:24.175
CB.

1024
01:10:26.579 --> 01:10:27.618
I'm sorry.

1025
01:10:29.859 --> 01:10:31.688
We're in this together.

1026
01:10:34.363 --> 01:10:37.364
I don't want this
to be hard on you.

1027
01:10:39.660 --> 01:10:41.236
But this is who I am.

1028
01:10:43.429 --> 01:10:45.504
Why don't you come on inside,

1029
01:10:45.572 --> 01:10:49.035
partake in a little
Clark family ritual?

1030
01:11:03.418 --> 01:11:08.492
It can be hard when you are
trying to create something new

1031
01:11:08.561 --> 01:11:11.398
and other people
doubt your intentions.

1032
01:11:21.311 --> 01:11:23.645
Here I was zeroing
in on big themes,

1033
01:11:23.713 --> 01:11:24.741
big ideas.

1034
01:11:25.772 --> 01:11:27.143
One more song.

1035
01:11:27.212 --> 01:11:28.581
One more song.

1036
01:11:28.650 --> 01:11:31.709
I had pushed
Annie to the breaking point.

1037
01:11:31.778 --> 01:11:33.178
I guess I didn't realize

1038
01:11:33.247 --> 01:11:36.324
that I had pushed other
people there as well.

1039
01:11:44.296 --> 01:11:46.257
CB, where are we going?

1040
01:11:49.496 --> 01:11:50.536
CB?

1041
01:11:54.568 --> 01:11:55.607
All right.

1042
01:11:56.405 --> 01:11:57.578
Okay.

1043
01:11:57.647 --> 01:11:59.536
Come on.

1044
01:11:59.605 --> 01:12:00.207
Careful.

1045
01:12:00.276 --> 01:12:01.316
Careful.

1046
01:12:05.615 --> 01:12:06.382
I'm not over dressed am I?

1047
01:12:06.450 --> 01:12:08.356
Just a little further.

1048
01:12:09.288 --> 01:12:10.089
Just a little further.

1049
01:12:10.158 --> 01:12:11.450
Careful, careful, careful.

1050
01:12:11.519 --> 01:12:12.418
Okay.

1051
01:12:12.487 --> 01:12:13.526
Okay.

1052
01:12:14.625 --> 01:12:17.288
You can take your blindfold off.

1053
01:12:23.536 --> 01:12:27.241
I thought we could
visit your dad.

1054
01:12:27.310 --> 01:12:29.441
Annie, do you know
how rare it is

1055
01:12:29.509 --> 01:12:32.070
for them to allow
filming inside?

1056
01:12:32.138 --> 01:12:33.611
But they made an
exception for us,

1057
01:12:33.680 --> 01:12:36.582
'cause someone in
there is a huge fan.

1058
01:12:39.653 --> 01:12:43.314
Okay, go ahead and tell
us what you're feeling.

1059
01:12:46.827 --> 01:12:49.563
You wanna go ahead and tell
us what you're thinking?

1060
01:12:49.631 --> 01:12:52.165
I'm thinking I don't know
why the fuck we're here.

1061
01:12:52.234 --> 01:12:53.657
We're here because I feel like

1062
01:12:53.726 --> 01:12:56.567
I can't elicit
anything authentic from
you anymore, okay?

1063
01:12:56.635 --> 01:12:57.669
And I wanted to
get something raw.

1064
01:12:57.738 --> 01:13:00.569
So whatever you're
feeling right now is okay.

1065
01:13:00.638 --> 01:13:01.776
What I'm feeling, that's okay?

1066
01:13:01.844 --> 01:13:03.610
Thank you.

1067
01:13:03.679 --> 01:13:07.444
Seriously,
this is great, just go with it.

1068
01:13:07.513 --> 01:13:09.110
But this is fucking bullshit.

1069
01:13:09.179 --> 01:13:12.578
Annie, this is what we've
been trying to get at,

1070
01:13:12.647 --> 01:13:14.418
dirt, grit.

1071
01:13:14.487 --> 01:13:15.683
I mean nothing basic or boring,

1072
01:13:15.752 --> 01:13:18.018
but also nothing contrived.

1073
01:13:18.087 --> 01:13:21.521
Oh yeah, this feels
very spontaneous.

1074
01:13:21.590 --> 01:13:22.457
Okay, fine.

1075
01:13:22.526 --> 01:13:24.131
I guess, whatever.

1076
01:13:24.200 --> 01:13:25.527
Okay, we don't have to go in.

1077
01:13:25.595 --> 01:13:27.358
We got something real.

1078
01:13:29.403 --> 01:13:30.667
You know what, I'm very aware

1079
01:13:30.735 --> 01:13:33.635
that the world is
full of cruelty,

1080
01:13:33.704 --> 01:13:35.535
and pain and garbage, okay,

1081
01:13:35.604 --> 01:13:36.473
I know that.

1082
01:13:36.542 --> 01:13:39.112
And that's why I make music,

1083
01:13:39.181 --> 01:13:42.714
to get away from... this.

1084
01:13:42.782 --> 01:13:44.714
You can't
make the whole thing up

1085
01:13:44.782 --> 01:13:47.620
and expect people
to buy into it.

1086
01:13:47.689 --> 01:13:51.552
Well then I wanna make
another kind of film.

1087
01:17:35.344 --> 01:17:38.111
and sandwiches

1088
01:17:44.650 --> 01:17:47.757
the burning sand

1089
01:17:58.432 --> 01:18:03.038
and no one wins

1090
01:18:03.107 --> 01:18:08.878
days are spent

1091
01:19:09.603 --> 01:19:13.441
you'd end up here

1092
01:19:13.510 --> 01:19:18.013
for years to see you

1093
01:19:32.727 --> 01:19:37.332
of your mama's tears

1094
01:20:14.975 --> 01:20:17.101
and no one wins

1095
01:20:17.170 --> 01:20:17.869
Cut.

1096
01:20:17.938 --> 01:20:18.938
Cut.

1097
01:20:20.973 --> 01:20:23.749
Hey, CB, I thought that
one was actually really good.

1098
01:20:23.817 --> 01:20:26.847
Yeah, it looked
great, nice job.

1099
01:20:26.916 --> 01:20:27.751
What's wrong?

1100
01:20:27.820 --> 01:20:29.022
Well, it just feels weird

1101
01:20:29.091 --> 01:20:31.955
to watch you perform a song
we wrote together solo.

1102
01:20:32.024 --> 01:20:33.287
Hey, do you guys
have a minute?

1103
01:20:33.356 --> 01:20:34.585
I just wanted to
show you the options

1104
01:20:34.654 --> 01:20:35.790
for the role of
director for tomorrow.

1105
01:20:35.859 --> 01:20:36.793
Oh, perfect.

1106
01:20:36.862 --> 01:20:37.894
CB, I hope you don't mind,

1107
01:20:37.963 --> 01:20:39.565
but I asked Kayla to help us out

1108
01:20:39.634 --> 01:20:41.064
with casting the director.

1109
01:20:41.132 --> 01:20:42.529
Honestly, I would
have asked you,

1110
01:20:42.597 --> 01:20:44.532
but you were so busy
with your shot list.

1111
01:20:44.601 --> 01:20:46.867
I thought you wanted me
to be in the narrative film.

1112
01:20:46.936 --> 01:20:48.205
Oh, no, I do,

1113
01:20:48.273 --> 01:20:51.076
just, you know, played
by some exquisite.

1114
01:20:55.783 --> 01:20:58.050
You're fired as my assistant.

1115
01:21:00.020 --> 01:21:03.550
Oh, no, I don't
think you can fire me,

1116
01:21:03.619 --> 01:21:05.086
'cause I've just been
playing your assistant.

1117
01:21:05.155 --> 01:21:07.092
You know, like I'm an actor.

1118
01:21:09.465 --> 01:21:11.030
Wait, I'm confused.

1119
01:21:12.129 --> 01:21:14.631
I thought that Annie hired you.

1120
01:21:19.173 --> 01:21:22.833
I don't think I know
what we're doing anymore.

1121
01:21:34.487 --> 01:21:35.516
Dad?

1122
01:21:37.583 --> 01:21:39.553
Are you a part of this, too?

1123
01:21:40.823 --> 01:21:42.026
Guilty.

1124
01:21:42.095 --> 01:21:43.762
Wait, does that
mean you're not sick?

1125
01:21:43.831 --> 01:21:44.994
No, no, no, no, I'm very sick,

1126
01:21:45.063 --> 01:21:49.270
it's just I'm not your dad.

1127
01:22:11.254 --> 01:22:13.884
CB, what don't you understand?

1128
01:22:40.322 --> 01:22:41.351
Get in.

1129
01:23:13.990 --> 01:23:17.689
I'm sorry, I felt
really out of it.

1130
01:23:17.758 --> 01:23:19.549
Maybe you're just tired.

1131
01:23:19.618 --> 01:23:22.557
No, I feel out of control.

1132
01:23:26.164 --> 01:23:28.233
I feel completely subsumed.

1133
01:23:29.798 --> 01:23:32.400
It always takes sacrifice
to create something.

1134
01:23:32.469 --> 01:23:34.133
Can we have a
normal conversation?

1135
01:23:34.201 --> 01:23:35.068
Of course.

1136
01:23:35.137 --> 01:23:36.940
What is this?

1137
01:23:37.008 --> 01:23:39.072
Who else would we be?

1138
01:23:39.141 --> 01:23:40.179
I'm not sure.

1139
01:23:41.443 --> 01:23:43.109
I don't know who
you are anymore.

1140
01:23:43.178 --> 01:23:44.744
I know who I am.

1141
01:23:44.813 --> 01:23:48.220
What does it matter
if anybody else does?

1142
01:23:48.288 --> 01:23:51.150
What story did you think
we were trying to tell?

1143
01:23:51.219 --> 01:23:52.482
Your story.

1144
01:23:52.551 --> 01:23:53.984
This is my story.

1145
01:23:55.562 --> 01:23:58.257
I thought the point was for
people to get to know you.

1146
01:23:58.326 --> 01:24:00.595
And now they will.

1147
01:24:00.663 --> 01:24:04.665
CB, are you sure it's me
you can no longer find?

1148
01:24:13.241 --> 01:24:14.239
Stop the car.

1149
01:24:14.308 --> 01:24:15.346
Stop the car.

1150
01:25:33.795 --> 01:25:35.094
Don't get me wrong,

1151
01:25:35.163 --> 01:25:37.923
I do feel bad about
what happened.

1152
01:25:39.166 --> 01:25:40.063
And it's a shame
we'll never finish

1153
01:25:40.132 --> 01:25:42.092
the movie that we started,

1154
01:25:43.333 --> 01:25:44.265
but I think she lost sight

1155
01:25:44.333 --> 01:25:46.096
of what we were doing,

1156
01:25:47.743 --> 01:25:49.176
whereas I never did.

1157
01:25:55.348 --> 01:25:59.514
and no one wins

1158
01:25:59.583 --> 01:26:03.088
days are spent

1159
01:26:26.381 --> 01:26:32.318
where are you now

1160
01:26:32.387 --> 01:26:37.389
where are you now

1161
01:26:40.362 --> 01:26:45.364
where are you now

1162
01:26:48.401 --> 01:26:53.163
where are you

1163
01:28:13.653 --> 01:28:18.750
doesn't change dies

1164
01:28:24.498 --> 01:28:29.501
on this ride