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Your mind may
be wandering right now.

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Downloaded from
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This is all right, let it wander.

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And come back to the present
moment when you're ready.

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Repeat as many times as you need.

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There's no pressure.

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Time will not harm you.

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It is an invention, a
construct of the unimaginative,

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of the oppressors.

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The way you are feeling right
now is a by-product of toxins

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and the toilet drugs that
have seeped into the waters.

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I am very
angry with you, Richie.

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Now go to your room!

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- But Mommy, I didn't do it!
- Go to your room!

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- I didn't do it!
- Your father will deal

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with you later.
- I'll deal with him now.

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Buddy, apologize to the boy.

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- But he just-
- I just.

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- You just?
- I just.

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- And i-

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- That's unjust.

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Honey, I did it with my
little laundry markup thing.

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Ritchie, darling,
come here to mommy.

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- Good morning, Mr. Zach.
- Mr. Vivek.

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- You call me just Vivek.

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- You call me just Zach.
- Okay, just Zach.

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My fiancee.
- You wish, Vivek.

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- Oh, I do.

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I do wish.

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You would like this girl.

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- Thanks, but I'm not looking.

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- Still always be on

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the look, just Zach.

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How else do you find anything
of value in this life?

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Bagel with butter, darling?

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- Yes.

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- I found that I'm able
to keep it around longer

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with the clarity of knowing
how much I have and where.

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- Huh?

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- You watched me order the cash.

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- Um, do you do that much cash spending?

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- No, not really.

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- Then what does it matter?

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- Says the woman who just
paid in exact change.

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- So I can keep the rest of
my carefully allocated funds

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in my digitized banking account.

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- Where it'll be more quickly
spent on the internet.

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- Nope, not for me.

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- I think you're both right.

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Many people spend too much
money on the internet.

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It's good to save.

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Saving leaves more for family.

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- Enjoy your coffee

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- You too.
- And bagel.

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- You too.
- Mm hm, I didn't get a bagel.

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- Ah.

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He's nice boy.

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A bit nervous maybe.

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- Yeah.
- But he's nice.

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- I get enough nervous inside my own head.

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Thanks.

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- I understand.

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I worry all the time.

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It's hard these days.

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- Thanks, Vivek.

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Have a good night.

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Make lots of money.

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- Thank you.

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Yes, you too.

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More money is good.

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Maybe I'll take a vacation.

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- Hey.

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Um, I'm not weird or anything.

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- Kind of a weird opener.

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- Sorry.

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Can I ask you?

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Why are you up so early on a Saturday?

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- You first.

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- Insomnia.

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Bad.
- Yeah?

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- Yeah.

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- How bad?

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- Pretty bad.

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I think the worst of it is over

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or I'm just very, very used to it.

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- Oh, me too.

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I mean, I have the same issue.

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I'm also probably really used to it too.

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I don't know, I'd rather be sleeping.

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- Mm.

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How long?

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- I've been up about three hours, slept-

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- I meant, I meant how
long has it been going on?

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- Oh, always.
- Sorry.

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That sucks.

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- How bad has it gotten for you?

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- Ooh, it's been two years.

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Yeah.

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I had to get help, like real help.

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Couldn't tell where the line
was between sleeplessness

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and I don't know, life.

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Other things, not being
able to cope maybe.

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I thought it was coping
and something broke.

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You?

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- Are you asking if I'm broken?

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- What?

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No, no, no, I meant, I don't know.

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What's your strategy?

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Like, are you, are you talking to someone?

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You don't have to answer
if it's too personal.

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- Not yet.

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I mean, I haven't had
to talk to anybody yet.

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I don't know.

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It's not that severe.

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Like I said, it's been my
whole life, so, yeah, maybe.

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Maybe I should have
spoken to someone by now.

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But I just can't seem to get
anything stable going you know?

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- With sleep?
- Oh, yeah, with sleep.

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With life too.

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You know, I mean, there's stable

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and then there's progress, right?

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So.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Or at least that's what
other people talk about

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as if it exists for them.

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Yeah.

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- That guy.
- Yeah, yeah.

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So, um, are you doing anything?

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I know it's a weird time and all.

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I don't have anything planned.

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Talking is better than...

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- Mindless TV alone in the dark.

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- Yeah, yeah.

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Actually, I started
turning on all the lights

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to sort of reestablish the line

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between sleep and wakefulness.

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- Ah.
- Yeah.

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That's a good idea.

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- So, are you doing anything?

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- Oh, yeah.

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I've got this birthday
party that I need to be at

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in like a few minutes, so.

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- Oh, what?

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- No, I'm not.

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I'm just burning time
before I have to go to work.

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I was just gonna eat this
bagel and then go home

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and watch some TV in the dark.

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Oh, with the lights on now.

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I'll probably try that out.

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- So, you want to?

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You wanna hang out?

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- Uh, where would we go?

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I mean, I, there is nothing
open for like an hour or more

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and at least within walking distance

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and I'm not getting on the subway.

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- Well, we can walk for a while.

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- And I'm supposed to
feel comfortable walking

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the dark streets alone with
some guy that I just met.

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- Well, we can keep to the well lit areas.

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There are people around on the avenues.

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Uh, yeah.

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I mean, I know it's sleepy around here,

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but it's still New York.

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So...

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Walk with me.

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- Well, that was a text to my roommate.

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She's gonna be up soon,
probably for her yoga class.

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And now she knows that I'm
out with a strange dude

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that I met who asked me
out before 5:00 a.m..

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What's your name?

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- Oh, sorry, Zach.

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- Last name.
- Bell.

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- Is that a fake name?

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- It could be, but it isn't.

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- And smile.

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Okay, now she knows your
name and what you look like.

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- Okay, okay.

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- All right let's-
- All right.

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So, shall we

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- I'm Sophia.
- No, I know.

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I know everything about you, Sophia.

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Kidding.
- Too soon, Zach Bell.

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Too soon.
- Sorry.

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Yeah, you're right.

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Eventually I realized
that I'd gotten so crazy

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about sleeping some exact
amount in the same way

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I always had before that I never
allowed for the possibility

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my sleep pattern could just change.

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With age.

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Maybe that.

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Something else.

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- Yeah.

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I got sober...

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More recently than not.

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For about 18 months now.

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A couple of weeks ago, I
realized that I never really

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knew sleep without alcohol.

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I mean, since I was about 15 at least.

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Now, I mean, I didn't drink every day.

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Although I did drink most days,

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but life is simpler now since I quit.

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- And so, sleep is simpler.

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- Eh, sort of.

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You know, most days I'm
lucky if I can sleep

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five hours in a row.

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that
keeps me healthy enough,

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but it still feels off.

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- Yeah.

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That's sort of what happened to me.

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I mean, not exactly, but
eventually I realized,

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or if I just got up and went about my day

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then it was easier to just get by.

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Fighting it really burned me out.

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I got...

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I got really depressed.

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- Oh.

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Yeah, that's hard.

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- Yeah, it's, I'm still, it's...

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It's still hard.

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Most days I just go to work, come home,

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sit in front of the TV and repeat.

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- Yeah.

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- And I don't really go out
all that much anymore though.

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I don't know if I would,
even if I did feel better.

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I don't do those apps or anything.

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- Well, thanks for sharing that with me.

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- You've been pretty open as well.

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- I usually am.

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- Huh.

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Isn't that hard?

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- Uh...

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It's harder, mm...

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It's harder to fight it, I think.

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It's like what you said with the sleep.

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That's something I learned
with the sobriety especially.

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I've taken some, some,
some knocks because of it,

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being open for most of
the time, but I really,

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I really would rather just be who I am.

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It's more exhausting to
be or it's more exhausting

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to pretend to fit into
everybody else's definitions

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or like, society's definitions.

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I don't know.

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I think, I think that just,
I just think maybe I was,

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I was really confused for a long time

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about how or why I didn't fit in.

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So, I just sort of covered myself up with

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whatever I could find.

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Booze, especially.

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So, now you
think that who you are

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is really just that open?

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Yeah, for better or for worse.

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Oh.

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It's different for women.
- How so?

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- Do you know what keeps me up at night?

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Men.

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Fear of men

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- What, did I?

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- No.
- I was only-

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- No, you didn't do anything wrong.

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Well, I mean, you did hit on me at a time

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when I clearly would rather
have not been bothered,

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but you did it right, basically.

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I mean, I appreciate that your approach

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was thoughtful, measured.

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And even if, even if, you know,

266
00:18:26.563 --> 00:18:27.772
I didn't wanna walk with you,

267
00:18:27.773 --> 00:18:29.732
I wouldn't have been upset in these terms,

268
00:18:29.733 --> 00:18:34.112
because, well, you're clearly
not that kind of a threat.

269
00:18:34.113 --> 00:18:37.114
But it's the culture, you know?

270
00:18:37.115 --> 00:18:38.866
Maybe, maybe not the culture in the way

271
00:18:38.867 --> 00:18:41.035
that you described it or maybe it is,

272
00:18:41.036 --> 00:18:44.706
but you know, it just,
it frightens me.

273
00:18:46.750 --> 00:18:49.252
And all of the change
that's going on right now.

274
00:18:49.253 --> 00:18:51.380
,

275
00:18:52.339 --> 00:18:55.509
any sort of conflict
or violence.

276
00:18:57.678 --> 00:18:59.262
Like, why did she think it was okay

277
00:18:59.263 --> 00:19:02.223
to wait for me outside of the bodega?

278
00:19:02.224 --> 00:19:05.309
- Oh, um...

279
00:19:05.310 --> 00:19:07.729
Well, you seemed to know Vivek.

280
00:19:09.064 --> 00:19:10.398
I did, too.

281
00:19:10.399 --> 00:19:13.026
And so, we chatted a bit.

282
00:19:14.278 --> 00:19:16.905
- And so, that tells you
that I was interested?

283
00:19:18.574 --> 00:19:20.492
- It was more of an instinct thing.

284
00:19:22.494 --> 00:19:24.954
I get what you're, what you're saying,

285
00:19:24.955 --> 00:19:29.960
but it still needs to stand
for something doesn't it?

286
00:19:30.127 --> 00:19:31.586
- Yeah, I agree.

287
00:19:31.587 --> 00:19:36.592
And again, you're not the
greatest example of this, but...

288
00:19:38.135 --> 00:19:40.345
Okay, how easy was it
for you to approach me?

289
00:19:41.221 --> 00:19:43.973
- Uh, me personally?

290
00:19:43.974 --> 00:19:46.143
- As a man.
- Relatively easy.

291
00:19:47.227 --> 00:19:52.148
- Whereas for me, if one or two
of those factors from inside

292
00:19:52.149 --> 00:19:54.734
of the bodega go a different
way than I need to be thinking

293
00:19:54.735 --> 00:19:57.236
about whether I should scream
or run or whether or not

294
00:19:57.237 --> 00:20:00.448
Vivek is going to be able to protect me

295
00:20:00.449 --> 00:20:04.494
or whether he feels like he
can leave his store right away.

296
00:20:08.123 --> 00:20:10.333
We don't need to talk about this.

297
00:20:10.334 --> 00:20:12.002
- We can, if you want.
- I don't.

298
00:20:14.254 --> 00:20:15.088
- Okay.

299
00:20:20.177 --> 00:20:24.180
- It's just that it's
fucking everywhere lately.

300
00:20:24.181 --> 00:20:27.808
And it frightens me, beyond
issues of misogyny even.

301
00:20:27.809 --> 00:20:31.520
This default to a base animalistic fear,

302
00:20:31.521 --> 00:20:33.439
this regressive sort of thinking.

303
00:20:33.440 --> 00:20:34.899
You know, I get it a little bit,

304
00:20:34.900 --> 00:20:37.151
but still that doesn't make
it any easier to stomach

305
00:20:37.152 --> 00:20:39.862
or any less dangerous to be around.

306
00:20:39.863 --> 00:20:42.199
I mean, we're supposed to be evolved.

307
00:20:43.784 --> 00:20:47.203
People used to believe in
things and now they don't.

308
00:20:47.204 --> 00:20:51.707
And so, they lash out,
they try to regain control,

309
00:20:51.708 --> 00:20:54.502
and that leads quickly to intimidation,

310
00:20:54.503 --> 00:20:57.546
otherism, ownership.
- Yeah.

311
00:20:57.547 --> 00:21:00.925
- And so, so who do they
end up hurting, right?

312
00:21:00.926 --> 00:21:05.012
Who are the closest, the easiest victims?

313
00:21:05.013 --> 00:21:09.977
Wives, girlfriends, any
woman or any minority,

314
00:21:10.310 --> 00:21:13.688
anybody on the other
side of the safe haven

315
00:21:13.689 --> 00:21:16.649
of an anonymous threatening Tweet or DM,

316
00:21:16.650 --> 00:21:18.276
or even not at an anonymous one.

317
00:21:18.277 --> 00:21:22.321
I mean, one that's just
launched out into the open,

318
00:21:22.322 --> 00:21:26.493
of nothingness.

319
00:21:28.370 --> 00:21:30.997
I mean, and sometimes, often actually,

320
00:21:30.998 --> 00:21:32.206
from the very top down.

321
00:21:32.207 --> 00:21:34.583
I mean, imagine that.

322
00:21:34.584 --> 00:21:38.671
You know, poison seeped into
the very fabric of society

323
00:21:38.672 --> 00:21:41.382
from the top down in the very light of day

324
00:21:41.383 --> 00:21:44.593
and people just accept it because it feeds

325
00:21:44.594 --> 00:21:48.222
the atrophying narrative
that they've been force fed

326
00:21:48.223 --> 00:21:50.766
for their entire lives and are too afraid

327
00:21:50.767 --> 00:21:53.728
to shake off or let go.

328
00:21:53.729 --> 00:21:56.856
I mean, sometimes I feel
like we'll never be rid

329
00:21:56.857 --> 00:21:59.525
of these men who wield these lies,

330
00:21:59.526 --> 00:22:04.363
who lord their power over
those with less power

331
00:22:04.364 --> 00:22:06.490
just so they could fill that void,

332
00:22:06.491 --> 00:22:08.284
the godless hole where there used

333
00:22:08.285 --> 00:22:10.828
to be faith in their
lives, all their lives,

334
00:22:10.829 --> 00:22:12.288
all of our lives maybe.

335
00:22:12.289 --> 00:22:14.915
Maybe, you know, maybe
the question shouldn't be,

336
00:22:14.916 --> 00:22:16.709
"why can't I sleep?"

337
00:22:16.710 --> 00:22:19.796
Maybe it should be, "how
can everybody else?"

338
00:22:25.510 --> 00:22:26.345
What?

339
00:22:27.971 --> 00:22:28.805
- Nothing.

340
00:22:30.432 --> 00:22:33.684
- I grant you permission
to react to my screed.

341
00:22:33.685 --> 00:22:38.690
- I don't disagree, but
it's, it's just a lot.

342
00:22:41.318 --> 00:22:43.069
- Doesn't make it any less true.

343
00:22:43.070 --> 00:22:48.075
- Yeah, but that's a lot
to carry at 5:00 a.m.

344
00:22:49.201 --> 00:22:51.660
- Somebody has to carry it.
- Eh.

345
00:22:51.661 --> 00:22:53.704
- That's a lax attitude.

346
00:22:53.705 --> 00:22:54.830
- I didn't mean it like that.

347
00:22:54.831 --> 00:22:55.831
You know what?

348
00:22:55.832 --> 00:22:57.208
I stand by what I said.

349
00:22:57.209 --> 00:23:00.878
it's
a lot for one person alone

350
00:23:00.879 --> 00:23:02.381
to carry at 5:00 a.m.

351
00:23:03.465 --> 00:23:05.674
I get that there are battles to be waged,

352
00:23:05.675 --> 00:23:08.720
but you can't fight if you can't stand.

353
00:23:11.765 --> 00:23:13.892
- Well, I wasn't trying to carry it alone.

354
00:23:15.143 --> 00:23:16.103
I'm talking to you.

355
00:23:31.910 --> 00:23:35.372
It's easier to get going
when it's this quiet out.

356
00:23:36.832 --> 00:23:38.166
I mean, to start your day.

357
00:23:39.668 --> 00:23:44.381
- Sometimes, but today is easier.

358
00:23:46.424 --> 00:23:47.633
I know.

359
00:23:47.634 --> 00:23:49.594
Too soon, Zach Bell.

360
00:23:50.512 --> 00:23:53.055
You don't know
that I was going to say that.

361
00:23:53.056 --> 00:23:53.890
- You weren't?

362
00:23:56.101 --> 00:23:56.935
- Maybe.

363
00:23:58.270 --> 00:23:59.521
It's all a little weird.

364
00:24:01.189 --> 00:24:02.898
- What, this?
- Yeah.

365
00:24:02.899 --> 00:24:03.733
- Hm.

366
00:24:05.026 --> 00:24:07.571
So, would it be better that we stop,

367
00:24:08.446 --> 00:24:11.282
go back home to the TV
so we can scroll through

368
00:24:11.283 --> 00:24:14.410
the wasteland of predawn social media?

369
00:24:14.411 --> 00:24:16.454
- Point taken.
- Uh huh, okay.

370
00:24:25.130 --> 00:24:27.299
Light enough for the park?

371
00:24:28.341 --> 00:24:31.261
- Yes, I love the park
in the early morning.

372
00:24:32.471 --> 00:24:34.054
- Me too.

373
00:24:34.055 --> 00:24:34.848
What?

374
00:24:45.942 --> 00:24:47.027
- Oh, wait.

375
00:24:48.028 --> 00:24:49.904
I'm almost ready.

376
00:24:49.905 --> 00:24:50.864
- Kinda early, no?

377
00:24:51.907 --> 00:24:53.324
- You're here, aren't you?

378
00:24:53.325 --> 00:24:55.785
- Good point.
- Prime real estate.

379
00:24:57.162 --> 00:24:58.537
- Exactly.

380
00:24:58.538 --> 00:24:59.372
She knows.

381
00:25:00.290 --> 00:25:04.001
So, want to impress
your girlfriend, right?

382
00:25:04.002 --> 00:25:06.962
- We just met.
- Ah, yeah.

383
00:25:06.963 --> 00:25:08.590
- All more reason to impress.

384
00:25:11.218 --> 00:25:13.260
- I'm not gonna disagree.

385
00:25:13.261 --> 00:25:16.096
- Aren't you gonna be the one
impressing the both of us.

386
00:25:16.097 --> 00:25:18.015
What's it gotta do with me?

387
00:25:18.016 --> 00:25:20.684
- Look, boy-
- Boy?

388
00:25:20.685 --> 00:25:21.727
What a statement.
- I shouldn't have

389
00:25:21.728 --> 00:25:23.270
to explain this to you.

390
00:25:23.271 --> 00:25:24.855
You give me some money.

391
00:25:24.856 --> 00:25:26.398
I play pretty song for lady.

392
00:25:26.399 --> 00:25:30.611
She feels good about it and
then they're on about you.

393
00:25:30.612 --> 00:25:32.948
- Except you just robbed
all the magic from it.

394
00:25:35.408 --> 00:25:38.285
- There's no magic left in this world.

395
00:25:38.286 --> 00:25:39.703
It's all illusion.

396
00:25:39.704 --> 00:25:41.081
We do this to forget.

397
00:25:42.040 --> 00:25:43.540
- I like her, I'm in.
- Jesus.

398
00:25:43.541 --> 00:25:46.669
- Ah, opa.
- Are you drunk?

399
00:25:46.670 --> 00:25:47.671
- Are you not drunk?

400
00:25:48.922 --> 00:25:50.464
- Damn, a 20?

401
00:25:50.465 --> 00:25:52.007
- I am worth $100.

402
00:25:52.008 --> 00:25:52.842
- I'm sober.

403
00:25:54.302 --> 00:25:56.263
- Why?
- No, I mean, perpetually.

404
00:25:57.556 --> 00:25:58.390
- Why?

405
00:26:00.141 --> 00:26:03.227
- Can you play something sad?

406
00:26:03.228 --> 00:26:06.689
- I'm Russian.
- So, yes.

407
00:26:06.690 --> 00:26:07.940
- Why's that?

408
00:26:07.941 --> 00:26:10.567
- I just meant thoughtful, contemplative,

409
00:26:10.568 --> 00:26:12.236
ethereal to match the time of day.

410
00:26:12.237 --> 00:26:13.070
I don't know.

411
00:26:13.071 --> 00:26:14.947
It just seemed quicker to say sad.

412
00:26:14.948 --> 00:26:16.699
- Okay, I play sad.

413
00:26:16.700 --> 00:26:18.868
You add whatever else to it you want.

414
00:27:19.346 --> 00:27:21.555
- What do you do?
- For work?

415
00:27:21.556 --> 00:27:23.516
Well, I know
what you do for fun.

416
00:27:24.684 --> 00:27:26.477
You stalk women outside bodegas.

417
00:27:26.478 --> 00:27:27.770
Oh, I was there first.

418
00:27:27.771 --> 00:27:29.688
And then you waited for me.

419
00:27:29.689 --> 00:27:30.648
- Do you regret it?

420
00:27:31.941 --> 00:27:34.652
Should I not have?
- No.

421
00:27:34.653 --> 00:27:36.613
It's been nice so far.

422
00:27:40.325 --> 00:27:41.576
What do you do?

423
00:27:42.827 --> 00:27:45.038
- I dig pools.
- Really?

424
00:27:47.040 --> 00:27:48.249
- No, I'm a writer.

425
00:27:50.293 --> 00:27:52.461
- A real one or like a copywriter?

426
00:27:52.462 --> 00:27:53.338
- Both are real.

427
00:27:54.255 --> 00:27:57.050
And I do both, fiction
and copy, a little social.

428
00:27:57.926 --> 00:28:00.094
You don't seem
like a social media guy.

429
00:28:00.095 --> 00:28:00.928
Why not?

430
00:28:00.929 --> 00:28:03.305
It's all information
at the end of the day.

431
00:28:03.306 --> 00:28:04.265
Most of it fiction.

432
00:28:05.433 --> 00:28:06.267
- Hm, maybe.

433
00:28:08.311 --> 00:28:10.146
Why would you say you dig pools?

434
00:28:12.065 --> 00:28:17.028
- I fell pretty hard for a bartender once.

435
00:28:18.446 --> 00:28:22.074
And when she finally
gave me the time of day,

436
00:28:22.075 --> 00:28:24.744
I was with a friend who dug pools.

437
00:28:25.954 --> 00:28:27.788
She was much more interested in him.

438
00:28:27.789 --> 00:28:29.206
- Yeah, well, can you blame her?

439
00:28:29.207 --> 00:28:32.042
There are writers every
three feet in Brooklyn.

440
00:28:32.043 --> 00:28:33.293
- The real ones?

441
00:28:33.294 --> 00:28:34.503
- According to your definition.

442
00:28:34.504 --> 00:28:37.131
- Hm, good point.

443
00:28:37.132 --> 00:28:39.049
- I have been known to make them.

444
00:28:39.050 --> 00:28:40.509
- Good points?

445
00:28:40.510 --> 00:28:42.387
Mm, you do seem pretty practical.

446
00:28:43.680 --> 00:28:46.932
- Yeah and that's actually more true of me

447
00:28:46.933 --> 00:28:51.562
than I ever thought that
it would be or could be.

448
00:28:51.563 --> 00:28:55.858
Maybe it's something to do with age.

449
00:28:55.859 --> 00:28:56.693
I don't know.

450
00:28:59.195 --> 00:29:02.699
At the same time though,
I still feel purposeless.

451
00:29:06.244 --> 00:29:08.078
Maybe it's a generational
thing, I don't know.

452
00:29:08.079 --> 00:29:09.079
Can I even help that?

453
00:29:09.080 --> 00:29:10.789
It's not nothing.

454
00:29:10.790 --> 00:29:11.624
- I follow.

455
00:29:15.003 --> 00:29:16.837
- You didn't ask what I do.

456
00:29:16.838 --> 00:29:18.089
- I was gonna get to it.

457
00:29:20.049 --> 00:29:20.925
- I'm a server.

458
00:29:22.135 --> 00:29:22.969
- That's okay.

459
00:29:23.928 --> 00:29:26.722
- Yeah, of course it's okay.

460
00:29:26.723 --> 00:29:31.728
But I don't know if it's
necessarily still okay at my age.

461
00:29:31.769 --> 00:29:33.562
And I mean like the way that I do it,

462
00:29:33.563 --> 00:29:36.356
and the places that I do it,

463
00:29:36.357 --> 00:29:38.984
like the pace and stuff, you know?

464
00:29:38.985 --> 00:29:41.695
I can't help but do my best,

465
00:29:41.696 --> 00:29:43.447
which is something that
everyone says that they do,

466
00:29:43.448 --> 00:29:46.117
but they don't, they know
they could do better.

467
00:29:48.453 --> 00:29:50.913
I don't know, maybe I
should do something else.

468
00:29:50.914 --> 00:29:52.207
- So, do something else.

469
00:29:53.625 --> 00:29:55.793
- Oh, God, are you one of those people?

470
00:29:55.794 --> 00:29:57.461
- Okay, I think I know what you mean,

471
00:29:57.462 --> 00:29:59.546
but tell me anyway, what people?

472
00:29:59.547 --> 00:30:04.510
- Just one of those people
who thinks it's so easy

473
00:30:04.511 --> 00:30:07.221
to change something as huge as a job

474
00:30:07.222 --> 00:30:09.015
by just saying it.

475
00:30:10.141 --> 00:30:13.519
Gross, I mean, Instagram
quotes don't work in real life.

476
00:30:13.520 --> 00:30:16.396
They're just something
that people thumb past

477
00:30:16.397 --> 00:30:20.651
so they can get a hit of
positivity before they move on

478
00:30:20.652 --> 00:30:23.070
to something that makes them
feel bad about themselves,

479
00:30:23.071 --> 00:30:25.113
before moving onto the
next thing that makes them

480
00:30:25.114 --> 00:30:27.991
feel good about themselves
and so on and so on

481
00:30:27.992 --> 00:30:32.246
to the profit of the same
few hundred capitalists.

482
00:30:32.247 --> 00:30:34.999
- Geez.
- Sorry.

483
00:30:35.875 --> 00:30:38.293
I have opinions.
- Yeah, clearly.

484
00:30:38.294 --> 00:30:40.337
No one asked
you to stroll with me.

485
00:30:40.338 --> 00:30:41.838
- That's right.

486
00:30:41.839 --> 00:30:44.717
I was the one that asked you to stroll.

487
00:30:45.885 --> 00:30:47.928
- So, does that reaction mean that you are

488
00:30:47.929 --> 00:30:50.097
one of those types of people?

489
00:30:52.016 --> 00:30:52.851
- Maybe.

490
00:30:54.018 --> 00:30:56.228
I didn't use to be actually.

491
00:30:56.229 --> 00:30:57.146
- What changed?

492
00:31:01.317 --> 00:31:04.237
- The sobriety, I guess.

493
00:31:07.782 --> 00:31:11.660
I think in our society
it's not just alcohol

494
00:31:11.661 --> 00:31:15.080
or drugs or debt even,

495
00:31:15.081 --> 00:31:17.165
although that might be the
biggest one of them all.

496
00:31:17.166 --> 00:31:20.837
No, no, no, no, no, food probably.

497
00:31:21.796 --> 00:31:26.717
Anyway, you were talking
about hits on social media.

498
00:31:26.718 --> 00:31:29.469
Interestingly, I think it
got you away from your point.

499
00:31:29.470 --> 00:31:31.180
I think, no offense.

500
00:31:32.056 --> 00:31:34.266
You're onto something there.

501
00:31:34.267 --> 00:31:37.811
Addiction has wormed its way
around the American heart.

502
00:31:37.812 --> 00:31:42.609
Like you were saying before,
we're a godless people now,

503
00:31:43.776 --> 00:31:48.114
but we're crowded into a
cold, otherwise empty church.

504
00:31:49.032 --> 00:31:50.408
So to speak, right?

505
00:31:51.284 --> 00:31:54.453
We were, we were built on religion,

506
00:31:54.454 --> 00:31:57.289
but it's really only ever been about money

507
00:31:57.290 --> 00:31:58.666
and power the whole time.

508
00:32:01.085 --> 00:32:03.755
I don't know, nothing
new there, but still,

509
00:32:05.715 --> 00:32:08.259
people used to actually believe it all.

510
00:32:09.177 --> 00:32:13.806
And now, everyone knows it's a farce.

511
00:32:16.517 --> 00:32:18.894
We just don't know what to do about it.

512
00:32:23.232 --> 00:32:25.693
I give you permission
to react to my screed.

513
00:32:27.528 --> 00:32:32.533
- Well, I'm glad that you
said we by the end of it.

514
00:32:32.700 --> 00:32:33.533
- What do you mean?

515
00:32:33.534 --> 00:32:36.203
- I mean, it's a lot to bite off.

516
00:32:36.204 --> 00:32:38.121
I mean, we were just talking about

517
00:32:38.122 --> 00:32:40.457
the two of us a second ago.

518
00:32:40.458 --> 00:32:43.585
- Wait, you just, you did
the same thing earlier.

519
00:32:43.586 --> 00:32:45.421
- Yeah, maybe.

520
00:32:46.589 --> 00:32:49.884
Maybe that's why we're
walking alone at night,

521
00:32:51.344 --> 00:32:54.554
awake, complaining while everybody else

522
00:32:54.555 --> 00:32:56.431
sleeps comfortably in their beds.

523
00:32:56.432 --> 00:32:58.809
- Are they comfortable or lulled?

524
00:32:58.810 --> 00:32:59.643
- I don't know.

525
00:32:59.644 --> 00:33:03.106
Even if they are, I wouldn't
necessarily blame them.

526
00:33:09.862 --> 00:33:14.867
I don't like being in my
thirties and feeling hopeless.

527
00:33:17.787 --> 00:33:19.747
Directionless, purposeless.

528
00:33:21.040 --> 00:33:23.166
I didn't know that you could be content

529
00:33:23.167 --> 00:33:25.128
without being fulfilled.

530
00:33:26.504 --> 00:33:31.467
And to be honest, it brings
me joy when I'm working

531
00:33:32.635 --> 00:33:37.640
at the restaurant and a couple or a family

532
00:33:38.474 --> 00:33:41.727
or a single lonely individual comes in

533
00:33:41.728 --> 00:33:44.229
and leaves feeling like they matter to me,

534
00:33:44.230 --> 00:33:48.734
or like they could just
forget and receive service.

535
00:33:48.735 --> 00:33:53.030
And most days that's enough.

536
00:33:54.991 --> 00:33:57.284
But then I get home and-

537
00:33:57.285 --> 00:33:59.787
- And who's there to
give that feeling to you?

538
00:34:02.665 --> 00:34:03.499
- Yeah.

539
00:34:04.751 --> 00:34:05.626
Yeah, I guess so.

540
00:34:11.966 --> 00:34:13.675
It's TV, by the way.

541
00:34:13.676 --> 00:34:14.509
- What?

542
00:34:14.510 --> 00:34:17.013
- TV is the most prevalent
American fiction.

543
00:34:18.389 --> 00:34:21.308
- What about the internet?
- Same shit.

544
00:34:21.309 --> 00:34:24.060
- What about movies?
- No, movies are great.

545
00:34:24.061 --> 00:34:26.104
Everyone should watch movies all the time.

546
00:34:34.280 --> 00:34:36.656
I can't eat without having coffee first,

547
00:34:36.657 --> 00:34:41.203
but then if I have coffee without eating,

548
00:34:41.204 --> 00:34:42.788
it upsets my stomach.

549
00:34:42.789 --> 00:34:44.790
A vicious cycle
that seems backwards.

550
00:34:44.791 --> 00:34:46.000
- It is vicious.

551
00:34:47.001 --> 00:34:49.420
Maybe backwards too,
but no less true for it.

552
00:34:59.806 --> 00:35:02.475
I'm a little unnerved, you know?

553
00:35:03.893 --> 00:35:06.979
I'm a little upset by
what you said earlier.

554
00:35:08.481 --> 00:35:09.523
- I'm sorry, what did I say?

555
00:35:09.524 --> 00:35:12.025
- About other people's
supposedly addictions.

556
00:35:12.026 --> 00:35:13.236
I think it's reductive.

557
00:35:14.654 --> 00:35:16.614
- You joined the conversation.

558
00:35:17.907 --> 00:35:19.407
- Well, I mean, that
doesn't mean that I agree

559
00:35:19.408 --> 00:35:20.868
with your whole thesis.

560
00:35:21.994 --> 00:35:23.411
And maybe I went along with it at first

561
00:35:23.412 --> 00:35:25.747
because of how vocal you were,

562
00:35:25.748 --> 00:35:27.499
but you don't, you don't agree?

563
00:35:27.500 --> 00:35:30.210
You think that what you said is fine.

564
00:35:30.211 --> 00:35:32.337
- I don't know if it's fine or not fine.

565
00:35:32.338 --> 00:35:33.714
It's just the way I see it.

566
00:35:34.590 --> 00:35:37.968
As far as whether I'm
being unfairly reductive,

567
00:35:37.969 --> 00:35:39.803
I don't think so, no.

568
00:35:39.804 --> 00:35:42.180
I just tend to think
things are more simple

569
00:35:42.181 --> 00:35:44.349
generally than we allow.

570
00:35:44.350 --> 00:35:47.143
A lot of the time what we take for nuance

571
00:35:47.144 --> 00:35:49.188
for me feels like evasion.

572
00:35:50.314 --> 00:35:52.983
Does that make more sense in
the context of what I said?

573
00:35:52.984 --> 00:35:56.654
I, it's not necessarily hopeless.

574
00:35:58.698 --> 00:36:01.032
It's just realism.

575
00:36:01.033 --> 00:36:03.326
- No, I don't like any of that either.

576
00:36:03.327 --> 00:36:04.161
.

577
00:36:06.038 --> 00:36:11.043
People do have faith that life
does have more of a purpose

578
00:36:11.335 --> 00:36:15.005
than chasing some
chemical hit in the brain.

579
00:36:15.006 --> 00:36:17.048
You think that's funny?

580
00:36:17.049 --> 00:36:18.801
- No, no, no, it's not.

581
00:36:20.177 --> 00:36:22.971
- I just don't understand
what you think gives you

582
00:36:22.972 --> 00:36:24.598
the right to judge others.

583
00:36:24.599 --> 00:36:25.891
- It's not judgment-
- Isn't it?

584
00:36:25.892 --> 00:36:27.309
- Necessarily.

585
00:36:27.310 --> 00:36:29.061
I really didn't mean to upset you.

586
00:36:30.146 --> 00:36:31.479
- What did you mean then?

587
00:36:31.480 --> 00:36:32.690
Why did you even say it?

588
00:36:33.816 --> 00:36:35.150
It isn't a solution is it?

589
00:36:35.151 --> 00:36:40.113
- I was talking, sharing.

590
00:36:40.114 --> 00:36:42.198
It's my experience.

591
00:36:42.199 --> 00:36:45.535
I don't know that we're saying

592
00:36:45.536 --> 00:36:47.872
different things overall really.

593
00:36:50.541 --> 00:36:54.085
I used to overthink.

594
00:36:54.086 --> 00:36:55.546
I tend to do that now.

595
00:36:57.006 --> 00:36:57.840
.

596
00:37:00.718 --> 00:37:02.594
I'm especially sensitive.

597
00:37:02.595 --> 00:37:04.721
We talked about that before too,

598
00:37:04.722 --> 00:37:06.641
but I think most people are like that.

599
00:37:07.516 --> 00:37:10.645
Whether they accept it
or not or like it or not.

600
00:37:12.396 --> 00:37:16.734
And I understand it is scary.

601
00:37:17.818 --> 00:37:21.279
Life, the idea of life is frightening.

602
00:37:21.280 --> 00:37:22.865
It's death's mirror, right?

603
00:37:24.033 --> 00:37:28.996
So, even though I enjoy
being alive, it's...

604
00:37:34.126 --> 00:37:35.253
It's also a struggle.

605
00:37:38.673 --> 00:37:42.968
Because what's on the
other side is always-

606
00:37:42.969 --> 00:37:44.929
- The unknown.

607
00:37:46.055 --> 00:37:47.263
- Yeah.

608
00:37:47.264 --> 00:37:49.392
- But that's ego that
you're talking about.

609
00:37:50.768 --> 00:37:52.395
- Yeah, you're right about that.

610
00:37:55.898 --> 00:37:57.983
Again, I think we're coming
to the same conclusion

611
00:37:57.984 --> 00:37:59.276
from different perspectives.

612
00:37:59.277 --> 00:38:01.319
- No, I don't think that we are.

613
00:38:01.320 --> 00:38:04.906
I don't draw conclusions upon
other people's experiences

614
00:38:04.907 --> 00:38:06.700
or my perceptions of them.

615
00:38:06.701 --> 00:38:09.244
I don't generalize.

616
00:38:09.245 --> 00:38:10.078
You know what?
- Ah, wow.

617
00:38:10.079 --> 00:38:14.165
- I really don't like this.

618
00:38:14.166 --> 00:38:16.836
- Sophia, i-
- I know, you've explained.

619
00:38:27.972 --> 00:38:31.182
- Is there addiction in
your family or something?

620
00:38:31.183 --> 00:38:32.392
- I don't know.

621
00:38:32.393 --> 00:38:34.770
Yes, maybe, I don't know.

622
00:38:46.574 --> 00:38:49.200
- I'm sorry I upset you.

623
00:38:49.201 --> 00:38:50.536
I really didn't mean to.

624
00:38:52.872 --> 00:38:56.499
In fact, I probably was
trying to impress you.

625
00:38:56.500 --> 00:38:58.711
- Don't, just be normal.

626
00:39:01.005 --> 00:39:02.964
You're not an accordion player.

627
00:39:11.599 --> 00:39:13.017
Thank you for apologizing.

628
00:39:15.019 --> 00:39:19.064
I'm sorry too, I didn't, I
don't know why I got so upset.

629
00:39:19.065 --> 00:39:20.441
I just-
- It's fine.

630
00:39:23.694 --> 00:39:25.404
- We can keep walking if you want.

631
00:39:26.655 --> 00:39:27.490
- Okay.

632
00:39:30.409 --> 00:39:33.286
Is there anything more specific

633
00:39:33.287 --> 00:39:34.204
that you wanna talk about?
- Not today.

634
00:39:34.205 --> 00:39:35.289
- Okay, okay.

635
00:39:39.251 --> 00:39:41.002
Gonna need more coffee soon.

636
00:39:41.003 --> 00:39:42.880
- Yeah, yeah, I could.

637
00:39:44.090 --> 00:39:45.341
I could use more coffee.

638
00:39:46.967 --> 00:39:47.802
Let's go.

639
00:39:52.890 --> 00:39:56.976
Kind of like a bagel
sandwich in there, you know?

640
00:39:56.977 --> 00:39:59.562
Between the coffees in your belly.

641
00:39:59.563 --> 00:40:02.399
- You're really weird, dude.

642
00:40:02.400 --> 00:40:04.484
- I've been told.
- And it's entirely accurate.

643
00:40:04.485 --> 00:40:06.778
I mean, it would be more,
less like a sandwich

644
00:40:06.779 --> 00:40:11.784
and more like a brown, wet,
chewed up mess and goo.

645
00:40:16.288 --> 00:40:17.373
Yeah, I know, I know.

646
00:40:18.707 --> 00:40:22.752
la, la, la, la, la, la

647
00:40:25.339 --> 00:40:27.424
- Morning, guys.
- Good morning.

648
00:40:27.425 --> 00:40:29.175
Do you know what you want?
- Uh.

649
00:40:29.176 --> 00:40:30.970
- Half-caf Americana was cinnamon.

650
00:40:34.140 --> 00:40:35.807
- I'm gonna pretend you
didn't just do that.

651
00:40:38.477 --> 00:40:40.311
Um...

652
00:40:40.312 --> 00:40:41.689
- Hey, no, no, no, I got it.

653
00:40:43.065 --> 00:40:44.941
That's okay, I
can pay for the coffees.

654
00:40:44.942 --> 00:40:47.026
You don't have to.

655
00:40:47.027 --> 00:40:49.904
I like reversing gender norms.

656
00:40:49.905 --> 00:40:50.739
- Damn.

657
00:40:51.866 --> 00:40:54.784
- Plus I like getting extra
punches on my punch card.

658
00:40:54.785 --> 00:40:55.786
- Give me that card.

659
00:40:56.912 --> 00:41:00.665
I will have an oat
milk latte also with cinnamon.

660
00:41:00.666 --> 00:41:03.751
- Got it.

661
00:41:03.752 --> 00:41:04.587
Two.

662
00:41:07.214 --> 00:41:08.841
- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

663
00:41:10.301 --> 00:41:12.136
- You have a really nice voice.

664
00:41:14.054 --> 00:41:16.598
- And you have beautiful eyes.

665
00:41:16.599 --> 00:41:18.100
- Well, thank you.

666
00:41:22.313 --> 00:41:23.646
- Thanks.

667
00:41:23.647 --> 00:41:27.985
- Uh, I think that the
barista was um, what?

668
00:41:30.571 --> 00:41:32.989
- You know what you just did, right?

669
00:41:32.990 --> 00:41:34.616
- I made it into a date.

670
00:41:34.617 --> 00:41:36.493
- Mm, kinda.
- Yeah.

671
00:41:36.494 --> 00:41:39.205
Well, things like that are
pretty fluid nowadays, huh?

672
00:41:40.706 --> 00:41:43.082
I decided that I was going to shift things

673
00:41:43.083 --> 00:41:46.336
into that zone after I got upset with you

674
00:41:46.337 --> 00:41:49.506
or that I would be okay if
you decided to shift things

675
00:41:49.507 --> 00:41:54.512
into that zone because I didn't
really care, but I did care.

676
00:41:55.054 --> 00:41:56.596
I don't know, but I
figured that you wouldn't

677
00:41:56.597 --> 00:41:58.264
have made the next move because you seem

678
00:41:58.265 --> 00:42:02.018
to genuinely get upset about
the fact that I was upset

679
00:42:02.019 --> 00:42:03.186
about like the men stuff.

680
00:42:03.187 --> 00:42:08.066
And so, I got really confused in my head

681
00:42:08.067 --> 00:42:12.153
and I just decided to say, why not, right?

682
00:42:12.154 --> 00:42:15.949
Just why not show that
you're interested in him.

683
00:42:15.950 --> 00:42:17.201
Is that okay?
- Yeah.

684
00:42:18.452 --> 00:42:19.912
If I can follow.

685
00:42:21.038 --> 00:42:22.373
I followed it.

686
00:42:23.707 --> 00:42:25.793
- I'm gonna get us a table.

687
00:42:30.965 --> 00:42:32.632
- Do you open up here alone?

688
00:42:32.633 --> 00:42:34.217
- Oh yeah, that little
turd that's supposed

689
00:42:34.218 --> 00:42:36.052
to be here is always late.

690
00:42:36.053 --> 00:42:37.679
Oh, that's not fair.

691
00:42:37.680 --> 00:42:40.140
- Nope.
- Well, fuck that guy.

692
00:42:41.183 --> 00:42:42.684
- Believe me, he's tried.

693
00:42:42.685 --> 00:42:44.061
Ooh, is he cute?

694
00:42:44.895 --> 00:42:46.562
- I haven't decided yet.

695
00:42:46.563 --> 00:42:48.314
- Oh, that doesn't bode well.

696
00:42:48.315 --> 00:42:50.149
You're hot, you should be picky.

697
00:42:50.150 --> 00:42:51.235
Thank you.

698
00:42:53.570 --> 00:42:55.196
- Is it okay if I eat my bagel in here?

699
00:42:55.197 --> 00:42:57.491
It's from another place,
but it's only half.

700
00:42:58.409 --> 00:43:00.035
- You can eat whatever you want.

701
00:43:01.954 --> 00:43:04.957
We don't do bagels.
- Okay.

702
00:43:06.250 --> 00:43:10.628
Thanks.
- Oh and when you're done

703
00:43:10.629 --> 00:43:13.924
with whatever this is, come find me.

704
00:43:16.051 --> 00:43:16.927
Okay?
- Yeah.

705
00:43:32.693 --> 00:43:35.361
- If you were stranded on a desert island

706
00:43:35.362 --> 00:43:38.865
and could only bring-
- Oh, I hate these.

707
00:43:38.866 --> 00:43:43.078
- And could only bring three
books, what would they be?

708
00:43:46.415 --> 00:43:47.666
- Okay, um...

709
00:43:50.502 --> 00:43:53.629
"Moby Dick."
- Fine, approved.

710
00:43:53.630 --> 00:43:55.631
- No comments.

711
00:43:55.632 --> 00:43:56.467
- Sorry.

712
00:43:57.926 --> 00:44:02.221
- "Moby Dick," "The Long Goodbye,"

713
00:44:02.222 --> 00:44:05.642
and a comprehensive manual
on DIY ship building.

714
00:44:05.643 --> 00:44:07.310
- No one ever says that.

715
00:44:07.311 --> 00:44:08.604
That's what I always say.

716
00:44:10.606 --> 00:44:11.522
Nice job, Zachary.

717
00:44:11.523 --> 00:44:15.985
- Eh, Zach.
- Okay, yeah, sorry.

718
00:44:15.986 --> 00:44:17.862
I hate it when people call me Sophie.

719
00:44:17.863 --> 00:44:19.156
It's so diminutive.

720
00:44:20.074 --> 00:44:20.908
Diminutizing?

721
00:44:22.159 --> 00:44:23.993
You get what I mean.

722
00:44:23.994 --> 00:44:26.245
- Zachary sounds pretentious.

723
00:44:26.246 --> 00:44:29.165
- Oh, you did bring
"Moby Dick" to an island.

724
00:44:29.166 --> 00:44:33.294
- Wait, what's the scenario
that leads to this circumstance?

725
00:44:33.295 --> 00:44:34.504
Did someone kidnap me in the middle

726
00:44:34.505 --> 00:44:36.214
of a purchase at a bookstore?

727
00:44:36.215 --> 00:44:37.924
I mean, how many
bookstores are by the sea?

728
00:44:37.925 --> 00:44:39.384
How many bookstores are-
- Oh.

729
00:44:39.385 --> 00:44:41.719
are still are still around.

730
00:44:41.720 --> 00:44:42.595
- All right.
- Period.

731
00:44:42.596 --> 00:44:43.429
- Okay.
- Anyway.

732
00:44:43.430 --> 00:44:47.058
- All right, I am sure there
are bookstores and libraries

733
00:44:47.059 --> 00:44:51.396
and other places that have
books in them near the sea.

734
00:44:51.397 --> 00:44:53.398
- Oh, well, fine, okay.
- Mm hm.

735
00:44:53.399 --> 00:44:56.275
- But the salt air can't
be good for the pages.

736
00:44:56.276 --> 00:44:58.611
- Maybe they're eBooks.
- Ah, I hope not.

737
00:44:58.612 --> 00:45:02.657
- Okay, in this scenario your eBook reader

738
00:45:02.658 --> 00:45:04.576
would be perpetually charged.

739
00:45:05.577 --> 00:45:07.912
- Okay, then I would be able
to get more than three books.

740
00:45:07.913 --> 00:45:09.664
- No.
- That doesn't make sense.

741
00:45:09.665 --> 00:45:11.458
- Well, it's my question.

742
00:45:12.418 --> 00:45:13.794
What's "The Long Goodbye?"

743
00:45:14.837 --> 00:45:17.755
- Oh, Raymond Chandler.
- Mm hm.

744
00:45:17.756 --> 00:45:22.218
- It's technically a
classic detective novel,

745
00:45:22.219 --> 00:45:26.764
but actually a remarkable
exploration of the self,

746
00:45:26.765 --> 00:45:31.603
the alcoholic self really by
a tortured, brilliant mind.

747
00:45:34.314 --> 00:45:36.817
- And you relate to this
tortured, brilliant mind?

748
00:45:40.654 --> 00:45:41.905
- I don't know.

749
00:45:44.032 --> 00:45:45.451
I used to.
- And now?

750
00:45:47.786 --> 00:45:52.791
- And now I wish I never had
an alcoholic mind at all.

751
00:45:53.459 --> 00:45:54.293
- But you do.

752
00:45:59.131 --> 00:46:00.424
- You're right, I do.

753
00:46:01.925 --> 00:46:03.385
And I didn't even mean that.

754
00:46:06.430 --> 00:46:09.974
I'm grateful for my past.

755
00:46:12.519 --> 00:46:14.187
- That's very mature of you.

756
00:46:14.188 --> 00:46:15.605
- Is it?
- I think so.

757
00:46:18.859 --> 00:46:20.526
- Are you grateful for yours?

758
00:46:20.527 --> 00:46:23.279
- Sure, what other choice do I have?

759
00:46:23.280 --> 00:46:24.530
Well, there's bitterness.

760
00:46:24.531 --> 00:46:27.533
- Mm, tried it.

761
00:46:27.534 --> 00:46:29.952
Too depressing.

762
00:46:29.953 --> 00:46:31.789
Mm, disappointment.

763
00:46:32.706 --> 00:46:33.582
- Tried that too.

764
00:46:34.750 --> 00:46:38.170
Very unproductive.

765
00:46:47.554 --> 00:46:49.805
- Am I supposed to react to that?

766
00:46:49.806 --> 00:46:51.849
- You know you find it gross.

767
00:46:51.850 --> 00:46:53.267
- It just looks like oatmeal.

768
00:46:53.268 --> 00:46:55.645
- And oatmeal is gross looking.

769
00:46:58.565 --> 00:47:01.400
- I don't have to.
- That is unfair.

770
00:47:01.401 --> 00:47:02.693
I answered about the books.

771
00:47:02.694 --> 00:47:03.736
- You had an answer.

772
00:47:03.737 --> 00:47:06.155
I don't really listen
to all that much music.

773
00:47:06.156 --> 00:47:07.616
- That's impossible.

774
00:47:08.826 --> 00:47:09.952
Don't be embarrassed.

775
00:47:10.911 --> 00:47:13.330
- I'm not embarrassed.
- Uh huh, okay.

776
00:47:14.623 --> 00:47:18.459
- Fine, Joni Mitchell's "Blue."

777
00:47:18.460 --> 00:47:19.962
Solid, I think.

778
00:47:21.129 --> 00:47:22.171
- You don't listen to her?

779
00:47:22.172 --> 00:47:24.799
- I have, but not a full
album all the way through.

780
00:47:24.800 --> 00:47:27.260
Oh, you've
probably heard all her songs.

781
00:47:27.261 --> 00:47:28.553
- Quite possible.
- Yeah.

782
00:47:28.554 --> 00:47:32.431
I mean, I have an upstairs
neighbor who is like 20 years old

783
00:47:32.432 --> 00:47:34.976
and I literally hear her
playing the album all the time.

784
00:47:34.977 --> 00:47:36.727
- There you go, there's an answer.

785
00:47:36.728 --> 00:47:39.021
All right and I won't even
make you name two more.

786
00:47:39.022 --> 00:47:40.189
- I guess so.
- Uh huh.

787
00:47:40.190 --> 00:47:42.191
What kind of
music do you listen to?

788
00:47:42.192 --> 00:47:46.320
- Uh huh, hugely eclectic.

789
00:47:46.321 --> 00:47:49.950
I listen to a little bit
of mostly everything.

790
00:47:50.993 --> 00:47:54.579
- Even metal?
- Even metal!

791
00:47:54.580 --> 00:47:55.414
- Gross.

792
00:47:56.832 --> 00:47:57.666
All right.

793
00:48:06.925 --> 00:48:09.052
- You didn't have to pay for the coffee.

794
00:48:10.596 --> 00:48:11.512
- Oh, it's fine.

795
00:48:11.513 --> 00:48:14.390
I have plenty of money.
- Oh, oh, oh.

796
00:48:14.391 --> 00:48:17.184
How nice.
- Oh, please.

797
00:48:17.185 --> 00:48:19.353
Was it family money?

798
00:48:19.354 --> 00:48:21.897
- No, everyone always thinks that.

799
00:48:21.898 --> 00:48:25.401
- Sorry.
- It's fine, I get it.

800
00:48:25.402 --> 00:48:26.236
I'm an anomaly.

801
00:48:27.613 --> 00:48:31.824
Well, my parents did pay for my school,

802
00:48:31.825 --> 00:48:36.579
which they paid for half
and I earned the other half.

803
00:48:36.580 --> 00:48:38.957
And then I paid my expenses.

804
00:48:39.875 --> 00:48:41.083
- Well, that's not nothing, no.

805
00:48:41.084 --> 00:48:43.252
No, it's not nothing.

806
00:48:43.253 --> 00:48:44.587
- How did you make your fortune then?

807
00:48:44.588 --> 00:48:47.882
- Oh, it is not a fortune.

808
00:48:47.883 --> 00:48:49.634
No, I just, I have savings

809
00:48:49.635 --> 00:48:51.177
that I don't have to touch very often

810
00:48:51.178 --> 00:48:54.139
because I have a job that
covers most of my expenses.

811
00:48:55.599 --> 00:48:58.017
And I've made some spending money

812
00:48:58.018 --> 00:49:00.186
in recent years off of my portfolio.

813
00:49:00.187 --> 00:49:01.021
Mm.

814
00:49:02.272 --> 00:49:05.566
- I had a shitty high paying
job for a few shit years,

815
00:49:05.567 --> 00:49:07.610
and I didn't spend any
of the money that I made.

816
00:49:07.611 --> 00:49:12.615
And it was a very lonely
strategy, but also a sound one.

817
00:49:12.616 --> 00:49:16.410
Especially given the
economy after the recession.

818
00:49:16.411 --> 00:49:18.663
- Look at you.

819
00:49:18.664 --> 00:49:20.331
I wouldn't even know where
to start with investments.

820
00:49:20.332 --> 00:49:22.833
- Oh, that's how they want
you to be, in the dark.

821
00:49:22.834 --> 00:49:24.710
But it really is quite easy once you learn

822
00:49:24.711 --> 00:49:26.462
to frame your financial life in a way

823
00:49:26.463 --> 00:49:29.131
that allows you to make
steady contributions

824
00:49:29.132 --> 00:49:31.051
in amounts that make a difference.

825
00:49:33.929 --> 00:49:34.763
What?

826
00:49:36.264 --> 00:49:39.601
- You are smart.
- Yeah, yeah.

827
00:49:41.186 --> 00:49:44.689
Your response is somewhat sexist.

828
00:49:44.690 --> 00:49:46.942
- I wasn't being-
- Weren't you?

829
00:49:48.360 --> 00:49:50.027
- I don't know, maybe.

830
00:49:50.028 --> 00:49:53.447
- Huh, oh, well there you go.

831
00:49:53.448 --> 00:49:55.408
That is improvement.

832
00:49:55.409 --> 00:49:57.827
I don't know, maybe.

833
00:49:57.828 --> 00:50:00.663
Now you are ahead of 70%

834
00:50:00.664 --> 00:50:03.082
of the rest of the men in the world.

835
00:50:03.083 --> 00:50:06.168
I will continue to educate you
on the basis of this promise.

836
00:50:06.169 --> 00:50:08.505
- Huh.

837
00:50:13.760 --> 00:50:17.388
- Makeover reality shows are
a near unimpeachable argument

838
00:50:17.389 --> 00:50:18.973
for universal basic income.

839
00:50:18.974 --> 00:50:21.851
- Yeah and extended vacation
leave and paid time off.

840
00:50:21.852 --> 00:50:22.686
- Yes, yes!

841
00:50:24.688 --> 00:50:28.941
Speaking of, I need to go serve
Mimosas for tips right now.

842
00:50:28.942 --> 00:50:31.193
- Ah, sorry.
- Yeah, I know.

843
00:50:31.194 --> 00:50:32.446
Could be worse.

844
00:50:33.363 --> 00:50:34.197
- Indeed.

845
00:50:37.242 --> 00:50:39.160
- Do you wanna walk home with me?

846
00:50:39.161 --> 00:50:41.162
I mean, I was gonna like
shower and everything,

847
00:50:41.163 --> 00:50:42.413
but I don't think that I have the time.

848
00:50:42.414 --> 00:50:45.374
And so, I'm just gonna
freshen up and stuff.

849
00:50:45.375 --> 00:50:46.334
- I'd love to come.

850
00:50:47.252 --> 00:50:48.086
- Great.

851
00:50:48.920 --> 00:50:51.840
Well then, let's go, nerd.

852
00:51:01.558 --> 00:51:03.517
- I'm really glad we've learned to embrace

853
00:51:03.518 --> 00:51:06.896
our sleeplessness today.

854
00:51:11.610 --> 00:51:15.154
- Oh, my God.

855
00:51:15.155 --> 00:51:17.657
- I miss weed.
- I don't.

856
00:51:18.658 --> 00:51:20.034
- Oh, you stopped too?

857
00:51:20.035 --> 00:51:21.118
- No.

858
00:51:21.119 --> 00:51:22.912
I mean, I miss it since yesterday.

859
00:51:26.291 --> 00:51:28.501
Hey, can I have your number?

860
00:51:28.502 --> 00:51:30.628
- Uh, yeah.
- There you are.

861
00:51:30.629 --> 00:51:32.087
- Oh, wow, that was fast.

862
00:51:32.088 --> 00:51:33.089
- Why do you think I asked?

863
00:51:33.090 --> 00:51:34.757
- I mean, I know why you asked,

864
00:51:34.758 --> 00:51:36.884
but you could have played
it a little cooler.

865
00:51:36.885 --> 00:51:39.512
- Yeah, you haven't
played it so cool so far.

866
00:51:39.513 --> 00:51:40.346
- Yes, I have.

867
00:51:40.347 --> 00:51:42.223
- Mm, yeah, maybe.
- Uh huh.

868
00:51:42.224 --> 00:51:43.307
Yeah, I have.
- Mm hm.

869
00:51:43.308 --> 00:51:46.352
- I mean, I am always cool.

870
00:51:46.353 --> 00:51:50.189
What applies to me doesn't
always apply to others, so.

871
00:51:50.190 --> 00:51:51.649
- Interesting.
- Yeah.

872
00:51:51.650 --> 00:51:53.109
- Yeah, yeah.
- I am, thank you.

873
00:51:53.110 --> 00:51:54.694
- Mm hm.
- Woo, here you go.

874
00:51:56.363 --> 00:51:59.490
I saved it under a pseudonym.

875
00:51:59.491 --> 00:52:01.575
So, once you figure that out,

876
00:52:01.576 --> 00:52:03.203
then maybe I'll go out with you.

877
00:52:07.999 --> 00:52:08.834
- Oh.

878
00:52:13.296 --> 00:52:17.091
- I can't really entertain you
much while I'm getting ready.

879
00:52:17.092 --> 00:52:18.384
You understand?
- No problem.

880
00:52:18.385 --> 00:52:19.635
- Yeah.
- I don't have to do anything.

881
00:52:19.636 --> 00:52:20.720
I can just hang out.

882
00:52:22.430 --> 00:52:25.724
- Well, thanks for tagging along.

883
00:52:25.725 --> 00:52:26.518
- Sure.

884
00:52:27.519 --> 00:52:31.189
- It is easier being up this
early with someone else around.

885
00:52:35.569 --> 00:52:40.574
Um, there's water and stuff
in the fridge if you want.

886
00:52:40.866 --> 00:52:42.324
You can make coffee also.

887
00:52:42.325 --> 00:52:46.078
- Oh, no, I'm good for now.
- Okay, all right.

888
00:52:46.079 --> 00:52:48.248
- Um, don't snoop too much.

889
00:52:50.667 --> 00:52:53.127
.

890
00:52:53.128 --> 00:52:58.133
when we were anonymous

891
00:53:01.136 --> 00:53:06.141
you loved me for who I am

892
00:53:15.567 --> 00:53:20.572
time when were anonymous

893
00:53:27.954 --> 00:53:32.041
- Did you make toast?

894
00:53:32.042 --> 00:53:35.128
- Yeah.

895
00:53:37.505 --> 00:53:38.340
Sorry.

896
00:53:39.466 --> 00:53:40.300
- It's okay.

897
00:53:43.303 --> 00:53:45.304
Don't judge my library.

898
00:53:45.305 --> 00:53:46.139
- I wasn't.

899
00:53:48.016 --> 00:53:51.227
You can tell a lot about a
person by which books they keep.

900
00:53:51.228 --> 00:53:55.440
They're the type to keep only
some books versus too many.

901
00:53:58.193 --> 00:54:02.113
- Take anything you'd like.

902
00:54:11.831 --> 00:54:14.750
- And do you think
people find all of those?

903
00:54:14.751 --> 00:54:16.752
You don't think that there's a surplus

904
00:54:16.753 --> 00:54:19.630
or that some of those
books die on those streets,

905
00:54:19.631 --> 00:54:21.006
get sent to the dump?

906
00:54:21.007 --> 00:54:22.716
- What are you saying?

907
00:54:22.717 --> 00:54:23.718
It sounds cynical.

908
00:54:24.678 --> 00:54:26.428
You're kind of a contradiction, you know?

909
00:54:26.429 --> 00:54:27.514
- I know, hm.

910
00:54:28.848 --> 00:54:31.976
I just worry that we've
devalued true information,

911
00:54:31.977 --> 00:54:35.187
full stories, a kind of
deep dive into knowledge,

912
00:54:35.188 --> 00:54:37.147
truth in general really,

913
00:54:37.148 --> 00:54:39.817
to satisfy the need for more always.

914
00:54:39.818 --> 00:54:43.904
It's always more, more, now
regardless of usefulness,

915
00:54:43.905 --> 00:54:46.824
decreasingly with a regard for quality,

916
00:54:46.825 --> 00:54:49.410
it's all about that same thing
we've been talking about.

917
00:54:49.411 --> 00:54:53.540
That temporary charge over and over again.

918
00:54:54.499 --> 00:54:57.710
So, more and more books
get made to fill the need.

919
00:54:57.711 --> 00:55:00.587
Throw the old ones away
without processing them.

920
00:55:00.588 --> 00:55:05.593
So, if there are only
a few universal truths

921
00:55:05.844 --> 00:55:09.930
or stories out there, the
ones that get made today

922
00:55:09.931 --> 00:55:14.143
get so watered down,
they're hardly anything.

923
00:55:14.144 --> 00:55:15.228
Fluff.

924
00:55:19.024 --> 00:55:21.650
- You think a lot about
things that are way

925
00:55:21.651 --> 00:55:23.153
outside your personal orbit.

926
00:55:25.655 --> 00:55:28.532
- Huh, maybe.

927
00:55:28.533 --> 00:55:29.366
I mean, I think this last thing

928
00:55:29.367 --> 00:55:30.994
was in my personal orbit though.

929
00:55:32.287 --> 00:55:34.789
- If you publish books,
have you published a book?

930
00:55:37.167 --> 00:55:38.625
- No.

931
00:55:38.626 --> 00:55:39.836
Soon, I hope.

932
00:55:42.297 --> 00:55:43.131
- Good luck.

933
00:55:44.466 --> 00:55:45.717
I'd give your book a try.

934
00:55:47.260 --> 00:55:48.802
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

935
00:55:48.803 --> 00:55:49.636
Just a try.

936
00:55:49.637 --> 00:55:51.138
If it got too dark, I'd put it down.

937
00:55:51.139 --> 00:55:53.683
- Aha, then you'd put it down too soon.

938
00:55:58.313 --> 00:55:59.147
- Good enough?

939
00:56:00.315 --> 00:56:01.149
- More than.

940
00:56:02.442 --> 00:56:04.943
- Easy, killer, I already
gave you my number.

941
00:56:04.944 --> 00:56:06.112
- Yeah, sort of.

942
00:56:07.280 --> 00:56:09.824
- Okay, ready to go?

943
00:56:11.076 --> 00:56:12.702
- Uh, yeah.

944
00:56:13.995 --> 00:56:16.122
It doesn't look like two people live here.

945
00:56:17.207 --> 00:56:19.334
- Uh, I live alone.

946
00:56:20.460 --> 00:56:22.377
- You said you texted your roommate.

947
00:56:22.378 --> 00:56:26.715
- Yeah, I texted my sister
a bunch of random letters.

948
00:56:26.716 --> 00:56:27.591
I wasn't worried.

949
00:56:27.592 --> 00:56:30.177
- Then why do it at all?

950
00:56:30.178 --> 00:56:33.388
- Well, it was fun to
mess with you and her.

951
00:56:33.389 --> 00:56:35.390
I mean, she will not
understand what is happening

952
00:56:35.391 --> 00:56:37.059
when she wakes up later and her reaction

953
00:56:37.060 --> 00:56:38.644
will give me some sort of amusement

954
00:56:38.645 --> 00:56:39.938
in the middle of my shift.

955
00:56:40.814 --> 00:56:41.939
Sorry.

956
00:56:41.940 --> 00:56:43.566
Crap, is that the time?

957
00:56:44.776 --> 00:56:46.235
It's actually pretty early.

958
00:56:46.236 --> 00:56:49.029
I, I coulda showered.

959
00:56:49.030 --> 00:56:50.614
- Oh, you still can if you want.

960
00:56:53.034 --> 00:56:55.245
- No, Zach Bell.
- Oh, too soon?

961
00:56:56.162 --> 00:56:58.288
- Yes.
- Mm hm.

962
00:57:01.042 --> 00:57:05.629
- Um, do you wanna chill
for a minute in my garden?

963
00:57:05.630 --> 00:57:10.635
- Ooh, too soon, Sophia
what's your last name?

964
00:57:10.844 --> 00:57:11.678
- What?

965
00:57:12.762 --> 00:57:15.430
Oh, hilarious.

966
00:57:15.431 --> 00:57:16.431
Hilarious.

967
00:57:16.432 --> 00:57:17.266
Come with me.

968
00:57:17.267 --> 00:57:18.809
Come on.
- Too soon again.

969
00:57:18.810 --> 00:57:21.729
- Yeah.

970
00:57:22.856 --> 00:57:24.523
- This is all yours?

971
00:57:24.524 --> 00:57:25.983
Yeah.

972
00:57:25.984 --> 00:57:27.693
It's the one thing I spend extra money on.

973
00:57:27.694 --> 00:57:29.821
- Strong move.
- Yeah, I know.

974
00:57:31.114 --> 00:57:33.074
- This is unheard of.
- I know.

975
00:57:34.701 --> 00:57:36.661
- Can I?
- Yeah, of course.

976
00:57:38.746 --> 00:57:42.207
I mean, most people are amazed,
but you're almost gleeful.

977
00:57:42.208 --> 00:57:44.418
- Well, I don't get out enough.

978
00:57:44.419 --> 00:57:45.461
You know, in nature.

979
00:57:46.463 --> 00:57:47.796
- We live right by the park.

980
00:57:47.797 --> 00:57:49.048
You were just there.

981
00:57:49.966 --> 00:57:52.509
- Yeah, I'm there all the
time, but this is different.

982
00:57:52.510 --> 00:57:57.014
This is, this is private, intimate.

983
00:57:57.015 --> 00:58:00.852
It's got like this feeling, you know?

984
00:58:02.604 --> 00:58:03.438
- Yeah.

985
00:58:04.981 --> 00:58:06.191
Oh, wow.

986
00:58:07.358 --> 00:58:10.486
Um, you sure
you don't want any coffee?

987
00:58:10.487 --> 00:58:15.032
- Yeah, can you do a decaf or half?

988
00:58:15.033 --> 00:58:17.576
- Yeah.
- Thanks.

989
00:58:17.577 --> 00:58:20.663
Um, decaf or half?

990
00:58:21.998 --> 00:58:24.458
- Oh, half, half, sorry.

991
00:58:24.459 --> 00:58:25.834
- Okay.
- Thanks.

992
00:58:25.835 --> 00:58:26.669
- Mm hm, sure.

993
00:58:34.427 --> 00:58:35.929
- I hope we don't lose it all.

994
00:58:37.388 --> 00:58:38.223
- What?

995
00:58:39.182 --> 00:58:41.059
Trees and everything.
- Yeah.

996
00:58:42.644 --> 00:58:43.478
- Yeah.

997
00:58:48.525 --> 00:58:49.359
We won't.

998
00:58:52.070 --> 00:58:53.947
- You believe that?
- Yeah.

999
00:58:55.073 --> 00:58:57.116
We won't lose all of it if we're careful,

1000
00:58:59.452 --> 00:59:01.995
but the fighting is going to
get worse until it gets better.

1001
00:59:01.996 --> 00:59:06.417
And who knows how much of it will survive.

1002
00:59:07.877 --> 00:59:08.711
- The planet?

1003
00:59:10.588 --> 00:59:11.422
- As we know it.

1004
00:59:13.007 --> 00:59:13.841
Yeah.

1005
00:59:16.469 --> 00:59:18.720
What are you gonna do the rest of the day?

1006
00:59:18.721 --> 00:59:21.640
I'm going to have
breakfast at your restaurant.

1007
00:59:21.641 --> 00:59:22.809
You are not.

1008
00:59:24.143 --> 00:59:25.728
Nah, I don't know.

1009
00:59:26.980 --> 00:59:30.900
Take a nap, clean my room, catch a movie.

1010
00:59:31.985 --> 00:59:34.152
Do you live alone too?

1011
00:59:34.153 --> 00:59:36.322
Yeah, yeah actually, I do.

1012
00:59:38.116 --> 00:59:39.617
You find it hard living alone?

1013
00:59:41.160 --> 00:59:44.871
Yes and no.

1014
00:59:44.872 --> 00:59:49.877
Mostly yes, but the no is the
strongest no of all of them.

1015
00:59:51.754 --> 00:59:52.839
- What does that mean?

1016
00:59:55.174 --> 00:59:56.926
- I treasure my independence.

1017
01:00:02.890 --> 01:00:05.100
- Is that why you're still single?

1018
01:00:05.101 --> 01:00:06.769
- What makes you think I'm single?

1019
01:00:07.854 --> 01:00:08.729
- Uh-

1020
01:00:08.730 --> 01:00:10.105
- Oh, I'm just kidding.

1021
01:00:10.106 --> 01:00:11.399
I'm single, I'm single.

1022
01:00:12.567 --> 01:00:16.194
Yeah, I mean, I guess that's the reason.

1023
01:00:16.195 --> 01:00:17.238
Yes and no.

1024
01:00:19.824 --> 01:00:20.782
Maybe it is the reason.

1025
01:00:20.783 --> 01:00:23.119
It shouldn't be, but it might be.

1026
01:00:25.079 --> 01:00:26.080
- They're all crazy.

1027
01:00:26.998 --> 01:00:29.792
The guys that, that
haven't held on to you.

1028
01:00:34.130 --> 01:00:35.048
- Cute.
- Oh, God.

1029
01:00:37.008 --> 01:00:38.550
- What?

1030
01:00:38.551 --> 01:00:39.634
Are you one of those guys that

1031
01:00:39.635 --> 01:00:42.137
doesn't like being called cute?

1032
01:00:42.138 --> 01:00:44.931
It is a good thing.
- I don't know.

1033
01:00:44.932 --> 01:00:47.225
Between that and what you
said in the coffee shop.

1034
01:00:47.226 --> 01:00:48.643
- What did I say?

1035
01:00:48.644 --> 01:00:50.437
- Suggesting I wasn't gonna make a move.

1036
01:00:50.438 --> 01:00:53.148
Whereas I was the one
who asked you to hang out

1037
01:00:53.149 --> 01:00:56.109
in the first place and
asked you for your number.

1038
01:00:56.110 --> 01:00:57.527
Except-
- I was just kidding.

1039
01:00:57.528 --> 01:00:58.695
- Ah, no you weren't.

1040
01:00:58.696 --> 01:01:01.365
- Oh, okay, well maybe I wasn't,

1041
01:01:01.366 --> 01:01:04.868
but I did like notarize our date

1042
01:01:04.869 --> 01:01:07.537
and I did give you my number

1043
01:01:07.538 --> 01:01:11.166
and I just called you cute
and oh, my God, you're right.

1044
01:01:11.167 --> 01:01:13.627
You have every reason to be so upset.

1045
01:01:13.628 --> 01:01:15.253
- Ah, now you're laughing at me.

1046
01:01:15.254 --> 01:01:17.255
- Oh my gosh, honestly enough.

1047
01:01:17.256 --> 01:01:18.965
Stop it.

1048
01:01:20.385 --> 01:01:22.511
- Slow down.
- No, red flags rising.

1049
01:01:22.512 --> 01:01:24.471
Too much history with male sensitivity.

1050
01:01:24.472 --> 01:01:26.807
Not my job.
- Sophia, I'm sorry.

1051
01:01:26.808 --> 01:01:29.811
Hey, hey, I am, I'm sorry.

1052
01:01:33.940 --> 01:01:36.526
We both got some stuff, I guess.

1053
01:01:39.070 --> 01:01:41.279
- You are really sensitive.

1054
01:01:41.280 --> 01:01:42.615
- Yeah, double-edged sword.

1055
01:01:45.827 --> 01:01:46.660
- Me too.

1056
01:01:46.661 --> 01:01:50.748
I mean, I'm really sensitive too.

1057
01:01:54.669 --> 01:01:56.504
Usually not the best combination.

1058
01:01:57.713 --> 01:01:58.881
- No, not usually.

1059
01:02:04.470 --> 01:02:06.263
I'm decisive too, you know?

1060
01:02:06.264 --> 01:02:08.181
- Okay.
- Where at counts.

1061
01:02:08.182 --> 01:02:09.684
- I believe you.
- Thank you.

1062
01:02:14.981 --> 01:02:17.399
I don't know why you're
making this so difficult.

1063
01:02:17.400 --> 01:02:18.233
- Oh, my God.

1064
01:02:18.234 --> 01:02:20.944
Are you proving the point that I just made

1065
01:02:20.945 --> 01:02:22.028
about the men that I've dated?

1066
01:02:22.029 --> 01:02:23.989
That was fast.
- Hold, hold, hold on.

1067
01:02:23.990 --> 01:02:25.992
Hold on, okay?

1068
01:02:27.034 --> 01:02:29.911
Counter question, are you maybe
creating the circumstances

1069
01:02:29.912 --> 01:02:31.830
to make me prove your point?

1070
01:02:31.831 --> 01:02:33.832
Maybe even just a little bit.

1071
01:02:33.833 --> 01:02:35.500
- I don't know.

1072
01:02:35.501 --> 01:02:36.377
It's possible.

1073
01:02:40.173 --> 01:02:42.008
- Why did you make your
phone number a game?

1074
01:02:43.259 --> 01:02:44.510
- I don't know.

1075
01:02:52.477 --> 01:02:54.060
- I'm sorry.

1076
01:02:54.061 --> 01:02:55.812
You didn't do anything.

1077
01:02:55.813 --> 01:02:57.147
- Maybe I did.

1078
01:02:57.148 --> 01:02:58.565
Either way I'm sorry.

1079
01:02:58.566 --> 01:02:59.942
- You apologize a lot.

1080
01:03:01.486 --> 01:03:02.819
- Red flag?

1081
01:03:02.820 --> 01:03:04.112
- No.

1082
01:03:04.113 --> 01:03:07.325
Well, I mean, to be determined.

1083
01:03:11.245 --> 01:03:15.165
I'm sorry, I've been pushing
you away all morning.

1084
01:03:15.166 --> 01:03:17.376
I don't know what's gotten into me.

1085
01:03:20.713 --> 01:03:24.132
Maybe, maybe this isn't a good idea.

1086
01:03:24.133 --> 01:03:26.260
Maybe we're too alike.
- I don't think so.

1087
01:03:28.095 --> 01:03:32.098
- Well, we've established that
we're both sensitive people.

1088
01:03:32.099 --> 01:03:35.101
And I think also we've
established that we both have more

1089
01:03:35.102 --> 01:03:39.523
than a few hangups and
we both can't sleep.

1090
01:03:39.524 --> 01:03:43.569
- That's about it as far
as challenges though.

1091
01:03:44.904 --> 01:03:46.905
So far.
- So far.

1092
01:03:46.906 --> 01:03:47.740
- So far.

1093
01:03:48.950 --> 01:03:53.955
Still, we've known each
other less than four hours.

1094
01:03:55.498 --> 01:03:58.626
We could be the perfect
Venn diagram of suitability.

1095
01:04:00.211 --> 01:04:01.045
Huh?

1096
01:04:01.921 --> 01:04:03.589
There's only one way to find out.

1097
01:04:04.549 --> 01:04:06.675
Look, maybe we're supposed to date.

1098
01:04:06.676 --> 01:04:11.639
All right, help each other
I don't know, sleep easier.

1099
01:04:12.849 --> 01:04:14.432
Despite all the shit that's going on

1100
01:04:14.433 --> 01:04:16.059
in our lives and in the world.

1101
01:04:16.060 --> 01:04:17.436
- Our lives aren't that bad.

1102
01:04:19.689 --> 01:04:20.898
- Everyone needs people.

1103
01:04:29.031 --> 01:04:30.074
- Yeah, okay.

1104
01:04:39.417 --> 01:04:43.004
- Anyway.

1105
01:04:48.342 --> 01:04:49.259
Is it this way?

1106
01:04:49.260 --> 01:04:50.303
- Yeah.
- All right.

1107
01:04:51.887 --> 01:04:54.222
- You want some mints?
- Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

1108
01:04:54.223 --> 01:04:55.599
Hold on.

1109
01:04:55.600 --> 01:04:58.769
So, I was thinking.

1110
01:05:00.313 --> 01:05:03.106
You ever hear that thing
that you're the average

1111
01:05:03.107 --> 01:05:05.066
of the five people you
spend the most time with?

1112
01:05:05.067 --> 01:05:07.445
- Yeah, sure.
- Who are your people?

1113
01:05:08.487 --> 01:05:11.781
- My coworkers, my sister
if you count the phone,

1114
01:05:11.782 --> 01:05:14.868
and my therapist.

1115
01:05:14.869 --> 01:05:17.371
- Ah.
- What about you?

1116
01:05:19.540 --> 01:05:24.420
My boss, my sponsor, therapist,

1117
01:05:26.255 --> 01:05:27.965
my brother if you count the phone.

1118
01:05:29.675 --> 01:05:32.011
- That's only four.
- And coffee.

1119
01:05:33.304 --> 01:05:34.430
For real though.

1120
01:05:35.431 --> 01:05:37.891
I have an open slot, I guess.

1121
01:05:41.896 --> 01:05:43.022
- Not today you don't.

1122
01:05:47.735 --> 01:05:51.071
Our grand adventure
comes rapidly to an end.

1123
01:05:51.072 --> 01:05:52.365
- Mm.
- Work.

1124
01:05:53.741 --> 01:05:56.951
- Yeah, you joke, but I
did have a great time.

1125
01:05:56.952 --> 01:05:58.912
- Yeah, me too.

1126
01:05:58.913 --> 01:06:00.664
It wasn't boring.

1127
01:06:00.665 --> 01:06:02.040
- Good?

1128
01:06:02.041 --> 01:06:05.335
- Yeah, it was very random.

1129
01:06:05.336 --> 01:06:06.963
- Ah, yeah, yeah, true.

1130
01:06:08.839 --> 01:06:11.424
- I actually have a few
minutes before I have to be in.

1131
01:06:11.425 --> 01:06:14.094
Do you wanna sit for a bit over there?

1132
01:06:14.095 --> 01:06:15.805
- Yeah, sure.
- Okay, cool.

1133
01:06:21.894 --> 01:06:26.899
Can you hold my compact for me?

1134
01:06:28.859 --> 01:06:29.694
Like that.

1135
01:06:33.155 --> 01:06:34.323
Should I put on makeup?

1136
01:06:35.908 --> 01:06:37.201
- I don't think you need it.

1137
01:06:38.369 --> 01:06:39.203
- Right.

1138
01:06:40.830 --> 01:06:42.498
I don't feel like putting any on.

1139
01:06:43.457 --> 01:06:44.291
- So, don't.

1140
01:06:46.127 --> 01:06:47.878
- A made up Sophia makes more tips.

1141
01:06:48.963 --> 01:06:51.923
.

1142
01:06:51.924 --> 01:06:53.258
- What?

1143
01:06:53.259 --> 01:06:55.260
- It doesn't seem to, I don't know,

1144
01:06:55.261 --> 01:06:57.762
align with your perspective.

1145
01:06:57.763 --> 01:07:00.099
Also, it's an ironic turn of phrase.

1146
01:07:01.142 --> 01:07:02.934
Capitalistically speaking.

1147
01:07:02.935 --> 01:07:05.520
Yeah, it kind of goes back to a part

1148
01:07:05.521 --> 01:07:09.066
of our conversation before,
fiction being reality.

1149
01:07:09.900 --> 01:07:11.443
- Whatever.

1150
01:07:11.444 --> 01:07:13.361
I have some tinted moisturizer I can use

1151
01:07:13.362 --> 01:07:14.821
to smooth things out later.

1152
01:07:14.822 --> 01:07:17.032
Also, by the way,

1153
01:07:18.409 --> 01:07:21.077
I can be a woman who
cares about her appearance

1154
01:07:21.078 --> 01:07:24.497
while also rejecting the
bullshit that is classically

1155
01:07:24.498 --> 01:07:26.459
assigned to the identity of womanhood.

1156
01:07:27.626 --> 01:07:30.628
- Sure, I know.
- Mm hm.

1157
01:07:30.629 --> 01:07:33.424
- I just like who you appear to be.

1158
01:07:35.551 --> 01:07:37.260
Okay?

1159
01:07:37.261 --> 01:07:38.095
All right.

1160
01:07:41.974 --> 01:07:44.100
This could also be something that,

1161
01:07:44.101 --> 01:07:45.769
that is none of my business, but-

1162
01:07:45.770 --> 01:07:47.020
- Oh boy.
- No, no, no, no.

1163
01:07:47.021 --> 01:07:51.691
I'm just thinking about your difficulty

1164
01:07:51.692 --> 01:07:54.360
with the desert island album question

1165
01:07:54.361 --> 01:07:59.032
and knowing what to do while sitting on

1166
01:07:59.033 --> 01:08:01.035
what sounds like some savings.

1167
01:08:02.453 --> 01:08:03.454
You should travel.

1168
01:08:04.789 --> 01:08:06.748
No, I mean, since you can.

1169
01:08:06.749 --> 01:08:09.125
That's what a lot of people
would do if they had the means.

1170
01:08:09.126 --> 01:08:11.753
- I have and I will travel more.

1171
01:08:11.754 --> 01:08:14.506
For now though, I like it where I am.

1172
01:08:14.507 --> 01:08:17.342
I mean, I don't love my job,

1173
01:08:17.343 --> 01:08:19.803
and I would like some more purpose,

1174
01:08:19.804 --> 01:08:21.889
but that's not everything.

1175
01:08:22.807 --> 01:08:24.808
I mean, the day-to-day
here is pretty good,

1176
01:08:24.809 --> 01:08:27.311
and that's not necessarily
something to mess with.

1177
01:08:28.312 --> 01:08:29.896
- Hm.
- Besides, I mean,

1178
01:08:29.897 --> 01:08:33.817
I can't, you know, just jump
around from place to place,

1179
01:08:33.818 --> 01:08:36.236
avoiding the questions of my life.

1180
01:08:36.237 --> 01:08:37.071
- Yeah.

1181
01:08:37.988 --> 01:08:40.449
But wouldn't travel help you sleep though?

1182
01:08:41.575 --> 01:08:46.371
- Well, exhaustion isn't the
same as sleeping healthy.

1183
01:08:46.372 --> 01:08:48.624
- Ah, I guess that might be true.

1184
01:08:49.959 --> 01:08:52.795
I'm exhausted a lot of the
time and I don't sleep.

1185
01:08:54.547 --> 01:08:57.131
- Maybe you're supposed
to find out something.

1186
01:08:57.132 --> 01:08:58.508
Maybe you should travel.

1187
01:08:58.509 --> 01:09:01.094
- Uh, same answer.

1188
01:09:01.095 --> 01:09:02.763
I have, I will.

1189
01:09:06.141 --> 01:09:07.726
But I like it here right now.

1190
01:09:09.353 --> 01:09:13.190
And I don't have the means necessarily.

1191
01:09:15.401 --> 01:09:17.278
- Something to work towards.
- Yeah.

1192
01:09:25.452 --> 01:09:30.416
Oh, maybe you could volunteer
or work for a nonprofit.

1193
01:09:33.294 --> 01:09:34.128
I don't know.

1194
01:09:35.796 --> 01:09:38.048
- Yeah, maybe.

1195
01:09:40.759 --> 01:09:42.761
I don't know what I'd be good at though.

1196
01:09:43.721 --> 01:09:46.015
- Talk to the people like you talk to me.

1197
01:09:48.642 --> 01:09:50.102
- Yeah, maybe.
- Mm hm.

1198
01:09:54.773 --> 01:09:55.983
- Boobies O'Shaughnessy.

1199
01:09:57.109 --> 01:09:59.402
- What?
- Boobies O'Shaughnessy.

1200
01:09:59.403 --> 01:10:02.906
That's the name I put in
your phone with my number.

1201
01:10:02.907 --> 01:10:03.741
- Huh?

1202
01:10:04.575 --> 01:10:06.618
That certainly would have stuck out.

1203
01:10:06.619 --> 01:10:09.245
- Yeah, that's why they call her boobies.

1204
01:10:10.748 --> 01:10:12.332
- Don't.

1205
01:10:12.333 --> 01:10:14.125
- I really don't wanna go to-
- Hey, Sophia.

1206
01:10:14.126 --> 01:10:15.502
- Hi, Lisa.

1207
01:10:16.337 --> 01:10:18.922
- I'll see you inside.
- Yup.

1208
01:10:18.923 --> 01:10:23.928
call in sick, call in sick

1209
01:10:24.845 --> 01:10:26.430
Is that your manager?
- Yup.

1210
01:10:29.433 --> 01:10:33.854
- Huh, you should go in and puke

1211
01:10:35.105 --> 01:10:39.109
wet, brown bagel all over her.

1212
01:10:41.779 --> 01:10:43.404
- Yeah, no.

1213
01:10:43.405 --> 01:10:46.616
I mean, I mean, I do wanna
hang out, but not that badly.

1214
01:10:46.617 --> 01:10:48.285
- All right.
- Gross.

1215
01:10:51.664 --> 01:10:52.498
Okay.

1216
01:10:55.292 --> 01:10:56.751
Dirty butt?

1217
01:10:56.752 --> 01:10:59.420
- Uh, a little, a little bit.

1218
01:10:59.421 --> 01:11:00.631
- Yeah.
- Mm hm.

1219
01:11:01.882 --> 01:11:02.840
- Yeah, go ahead.

1220
01:11:02.841 --> 01:11:04.968
Utility purposes only.

1221
01:11:04.969 --> 01:11:05.886
- Okay, um.

1222
01:11:09.556 --> 01:11:12.517
- Weirdest date ever.

1223
01:11:12.518 --> 01:11:14.436
Okay, all right.

1224
01:11:16.105 --> 01:11:17.689
- All right.
- Yeah.

1225
01:11:17.690 --> 01:11:19.774
- How about my butt?
- Yeah, I mean it's dirty,

1226
01:11:19.775 --> 01:11:20.942
but you don't have to go to work.

1227
01:11:20.943 --> 01:11:22.485
So, it doesn't matter.

1228
01:11:22.486 --> 01:11:23.611
- I'm not walking around
with a dirty butt.

1229
01:11:23.612 --> 01:11:24.988
Come on now.

1230
01:11:24.989 --> 01:11:27.700
Come on, come on.

1231
01:11:29.535 --> 01:11:32.453
Okay, see-
- All right, all right.

1232
01:11:32.454 --> 01:11:34.998
- You're being a little
nice to it, but all right.

1233
01:11:34.999 --> 01:11:36.875
Thank you for cleaning my butt.

1234
01:11:38.752 --> 01:11:40.211
- Okay.

1235
01:11:40.212 --> 01:11:45.175
So, du-du-du-da, it was-

1236
01:11:45.718 --> 01:11:48.720
- Oh, do-
- What?

1237
01:11:48.721 --> 01:11:51.222
- Do you wanna hang out tonight?

1238
01:11:51.223 --> 01:11:54.350
- Oh, um, maybe.

1239
01:11:54.351 --> 01:11:55.227
I'll text you.

1240
01:11:56.145 --> 01:11:58.688
- Um, you don't have my number.

1241
01:11:58.689 --> 01:12:01.107
- So, text me first, dingus.

1242
01:12:03.777 --> 01:12:08.698
- I'm never changing Boobies
O'Shaughnessy in my phone.

1243
01:12:08.699 --> 01:12:10.451
- Yes, you will.
- Mm mm, no.

1244
01:12:12.995 --> 01:12:14.246
- Oh yeah.
- No.

1245
01:12:15.122 --> 01:12:17.707
- It's got a little heart emoji.

1246
01:12:17.708 --> 01:12:21.045
- Yes, boobies.

1247
01:12:25.090 --> 01:12:27.842
- Okay, well, it was a nice meeting you.

1248
01:12:27.843 --> 01:12:30.011
- Yeah, likewise, Boobies.

1249
01:12:30.012 --> 01:12:31.763
- Zach, all right, okay.

1250
01:12:31.764 --> 01:12:33.056
You, enough already.

1251
01:12:33.057 --> 01:12:34.140
You knifed it.

1252
01:12:34.141 --> 01:12:35.099
You killed the joke.
- Okay, okay, okay.

1253
01:12:35.100 --> 01:12:37.185
- It's done, it's dead.
- Okay, sorry, sorry.

1254
01:12:37.186 --> 01:12:38.020
- It's okay.

1255
01:12:40.230 --> 01:12:41.982
Okay, so I...

1256
01:12:45.444 --> 01:12:47.362
I will talk to you later.

1257
01:12:47.363 --> 01:12:49.489
- Okay.
- I'm gonna...

1258
01:12:49.490 --> 01:12:51.407
- All right, I'm just gonna go-

1259
01:12:51.408 --> 01:12:52.992
- Yeah.
- This way.

1260
01:12:52.993 --> 01:12:54.619
- Okay.
- Have fun at work.

1261
01:12:54.620 --> 01:12:56.121
- Yeah, hm.
- Okay.

1262
01:12:58.582 --> 01:13:01.209
- Hey, thanks for the help
with the door by the way.

1263
01:13:01.210 --> 01:13:02.585
Who's the serious guy?

1264
01:13:02.586 --> 01:13:04.170
Oh, it's not serious.

1265
01:13:04.171 --> 01:13:06.631
- No, I meant-
- We just met, so.

1266
01:13:06.632 --> 01:13:08.925
I meant it looks like
he takes things seriously.

1267
01:13:08.926 --> 01:13:10.885
- Oh, yeah.

1268
01:13:10.886 --> 01:13:12.345
Yeah, that's probably accurate.

1269
01:13:12.346 --> 01:13:14.555
- Okay, so for today, I think
if we just really get started-

1270
01:13:14.556 --> 01:13:17.475
- I sort of too though.
- You what?

1271
01:13:17.476 --> 01:13:19.727
- I take things seriously.
- I don't know.

1272
01:13:19.728 --> 01:13:21.270
I think it kinda depends.

1273
01:13:21.271 --> 01:13:23.523
Okay, so, for today, maybe
if we just get started-

1274
01:13:23.524 --> 01:13:25.274
- You know what, I need to find out.

1275
01:13:25.275 --> 01:13:26.109
What do you mean?

1276
01:13:26.110 --> 01:13:27.486
- I need to find out who he is.

1277
01:13:28.362 --> 01:13:29.403
- What, where are you going for today?

1278
01:13:29.404 --> 01:13:30.738
- I mean, oh gosh.

1279
01:13:30.739 --> 01:13:32.657
I'm so sorry, I'm sick.

1280
01:13:33.492 --> 01:13:35.535
- You're definitely 1,000% not sick-

1281
01:13:35.536 --> 01:13:36.369
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- At all.

1282
01:13:36.370 --> 01:13:37.203
- Yeah, no, I am.

1283
01:13:37.204 --> 01:13:38.454
I'm so sorry.
- Nope, talk to him later.

1284
01:13:38.455 --> 01:13:39.288
- I've gotta go.

1285
01:13:39.289 --> 01:13:40.123
I don't want to.

1286
01:13:40.124 --> 01:13:41.374
- Okay, this is not okay.

1287
01:13:41.375 --> 01:13:42.625
- Yeah, I'm so sorry.

1288
01:13:42.626 --> 01:13:44.544
- You're fucking me before
the day has even started.

1289
01:13:44.545 --> 01:13:46.588
Oh, I know, I'm sorry.

1290
01:13:47.756 --> 01:13:49.924
- I'm pissed but exceedingly curious.

1291
01:13:57.099 --> 01:13:58.183
- Zach, Zach!

1292
01:14:00.978 --> 01:14:01.812
Zach!

1293
01:14:14.616 --> 01:14:19.621
tired of kicking home alone

1294
01:14:28.297 --> 01:14:33.302
nothing left to talk about