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[Whirling sound]

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[Inaudible chatter]

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[Laughter and indistinct chatter]

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In an attempt to achieve a true sense of freedom
they had been on the road,

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travelling for almost two years

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when Debbie received word her Father
had been seriously ill and was dying.

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[Rain]

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She believed, in full faith that he would live.

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If only they returned to England

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in the same way they had been travelling.

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If they continued to walk, to hitchhike,
to steal rides and stow away.

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She was convinced of it.

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They came from Rome.

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They returned to England.

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[High tone]

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[Climbing cello note]

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[Melancholic cello music]

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[Pizzicato stings]

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[Male counter tenor singing]

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They Came Like Swallows

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♫

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♫

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[Footsteps]

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[Jack] You know what we’re
missing at the moment?

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[Marianne] What do you mean?

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[Jack] If we were still in
Rome right now.

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- [Jack] The starlings.
- [Marianne] Oh yeah.

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- [Jack] It’s about this time of year, isn’t it?
- [Marianne] Hmm.

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[Jack] I love it.

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No one seems to quite know
why they do it, though.

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[Marianne] Do they not?

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[Jack] I’ve spoken to a few people, there,

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like a couple of years ago,

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but it all seems to be like
guess work to me.

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I like to think that they have an understanding
of something that’s beautiful

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and that why they do it.

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Like it’s a sense to them.

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And that that’s a good
enough reason for them.

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It’s a good enough reason for me.

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It could be that there are
somethings we can’t explain.

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Maybe they have reason,
but it just makes no sense to us.

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We do lots of things that
make no sense to them,

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and yet we think it’s important.

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We have a different experience to them.

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Intellect can sometimes be
just as restrictive as language.

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You might understand something
but be incapable of explaining it.

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but be incapable of explaining it.

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This is why Art is necessary,

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when done well it's

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direct to a sense of understanding,

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nature achieves that without a ’concept’ to define it.

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I think that’s what we call beauty.

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Do you think it’s possible to

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understand something in this way,
without that sort of experience?

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I’m not sure what you mean.

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I’ve had something come back to me

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that’s been going round in my
head since we left, to come back here

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and I’ve been going over it again
and again, to try and understand it.

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It’s something my
Mum once told me,

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that my Father used to say to her.

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He used to say:

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’I will love you as long as I live’

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and I can’t figure out how
he would have meant it.

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Do you think he did mean it?

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I’m sure he did,

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but that’s not what’s confusing me.

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What’s confusing me is that he died.

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And I’m getting stuck on the idea

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that if I could just imagine what he
sounded like I could figure out how he meant it.

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- How old were you?
- I wasn’t born yet.

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Do you have any photographs of him?

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Yeah, yeah just a couple,

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but that doesn't help me

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imagining his voice, I just feel like that
would help, you know?

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If I could.

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I might go for a wander in the cemetery.

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- Okay. Do you mind if I don’t come?
- No that’s fine.

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I might go for a walk too,
somewhere else though.

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If you see any shops, do you
mind picking up some flowers?

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- What for?
- For Debbies parents

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Yeah, okay. Yeah, okay.

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[Strings]

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♫

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[Whirling violin]

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[Match striking]

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♫

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[Wind in trees]

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[Birds singing]

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[Footsteps]

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[Church bells]

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[Muffled rocks]

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[Dog barking]

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[Muffled rocks]

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[Wind]

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[Birds singing]

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[Wind]

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[Silence]

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[Car engine]

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[Footsteps]

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[Indistinct conversation]

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- [Debbie] Mum.
- [Sonja] Hi Honey

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[Bird sounds]

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-[Sonja] Come in.

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[Car passing]

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[Bird sounds]

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[Distant footsteps]

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What’s this?

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Basil

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Why did you get basil?

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[Indistinct distant conversation]

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The only flowers they had
in the shop were lilies.

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[Indistinct distant conversation]

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[Wind]

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[Wind]

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[Nervous breathing]

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[Door latch]

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[Wind]

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[Chimes]

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[Church bells]

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[Wind fades]

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[Restricted breathing]

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[Door latch]

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[Light switch]

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[Light switch]

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[Foot steps]

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[Toilet flushing]

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[Tap running]

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[Waves]

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[Breathing]

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[Horse snorting]

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[Birds singing]

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[Door latch]

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A TIME TO DIE

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[Inhales]

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What’s that?

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- Nothing.
- Come on.

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Don’t be so nosey.

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Let me see!

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Jack! Come on!

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- No. It’s just some porn.
- Some porn?

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It definitely doesn’t look like porn.

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It’s Victorian porn.

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Okay, I’ll leave you to it then shall I?

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I can’t believe you didn’t
see this when you came in.

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I’m gonna shoot this.

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[Arpeggiated cello]

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♫

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♫

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[Distant pellet gun]

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[Pellet gun shot]

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[Cillian] Morning

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Morning.

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You alright?

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Yeah.

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We’ve got eggs on the go.

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You want some?

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No, thanks

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What you been doing?

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Just wandering about,

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got up quite early. What about you?

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Just up, hung over.

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I found a shed by the way,

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it’s over there a bit, you should,
I’ll show you. I’ll show you.

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You always ask me if
I want eggs, actually

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Yeah, you don’t like
eggs do you?

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Nah, not when you make them.

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- Are you making them?
- I make raw eggs...

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- Do you want a real one?
- No I’m fine thanks. Cheers.

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How’d you sleep?

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Yeah alright,

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how about you?

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Yeah fine.

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How’s Deb?

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I don’t know,

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she slept in her
Dad’s room last night.

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I don’t think she’s coping very well.

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I just don’t have a clue
what to say to her.

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I don’t know how to console her,
I don’t know how to say anything.

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Kinda just sort of,

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just trying to be, somewhat
stable and steady or whatever.

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But yeah, I’m at a complete loss,

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and it’s, she’s just in this zone,

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I don’t know, don’t even know if
she wants me to even be here...

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[Birds singing]

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[Silence]

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[Birds singing]

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You know, recently I read,

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that I think it was the Chinese
are working on,

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A.I headstones.

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So, loved ones can, go to their graves

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and still have conversations with them

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and the personality of the
A.I’s are based on

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social media of the deceased.

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Do you know anybody
who's died? Anybody close.

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Just my grandparents.

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[Strings music]

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♫

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♫

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♫

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♫

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[Bicycle wheels]

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[Crackling fire]

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Have either of you ever
heard of Michael Collins?

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Nope

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[Crackling fire]

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[Indistinct distant argument]

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You alright?

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My heart is just so heavy,
I can actually feel it.

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It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s alright.

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Stop! Just stop doing things!

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Have a bit more sensitivity
to the weight of the situation.

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You always do this!

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Every time I have good reason
to feel down you just sink with me.

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I can’t handle it!

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I feel I have to cheer myself up just to
cheer you up, just to feel some light in it!

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I can’t help it.

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Please try!

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I can’t handle it.
It’s too overwhelming!

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- You want me to be happy?
- No!

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I just don’t feel like your sadness is for me,

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it’s just another low energy in the room,
and it just drags me down further.

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[Staccato cello]

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[Cillian] Look, Debbie I don’t know what the
fuck I’m supposed to be doing here. You know?

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I’m wandering around like a fucking idiot,
I keep fucking pissing you off.

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Tell me what the fuck I’m supposed to do.

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[Debbie] Look I get that this is hard for you,
I get that I understand, I get it,

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you’re having to take the weight of everything,

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but just I need you to just be there for me.

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[Cillian] I’m trying to be here, but I don’t know
what the fuck I’m supposed to do,

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like if I do this I piss you off, it’s like,

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do I stay silent the whole time?

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It’s like, I’m trying to be supportive,
but I’m completely in a corner

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and I don’t know what the
fuck I’m supposed to say.

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[Debbie] Just think less about yourself.

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[Cillian sneezes]

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[Debbie] Your sneezes are always
so fucking violent!

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You’re doing it again.

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You’re just moping,
can’t you see this isn’t helpful?

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[Haunting strings]

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[Restricted breathing]

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[Creaking floorboards]

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[Heartbeat]

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[Heartbeat increases]

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[Haunting music]

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♫

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[Strings music]

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♫

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I envy Michael Collins.

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He went up there in Apollo 11 with two
men that made the history books,

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while he was left orbiting
the moon by himself.

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I believe he had the greater experience.

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He experienced being alone, he was more
alone than anyone had ever been before

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There, between two celestial bodies.

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There is a quality of aloneness.

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What great clarity he must have had.

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♫

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♫

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I met a birdwatcher.

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I always thought they were old, those who did that.

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It was quite nice to see someone
a similar age to me doing this.

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He was looking for the last of the swallows,

264
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they were leaving now, leaving for Africa.

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He wanted to make sure he saw the last one.

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♫

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[Inaudible]

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There was a sense of poetry to him

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I’m not sure he understood he had,

271
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as he quickly ruined it, by talking a lot about nothing.

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I remembered now why I had gone out today.

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When I was younger,

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I was convinced an intellectual approach

277
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was superior to an emotional one.

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And could convince others of it too.

279
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I thought, somehow being subject to
your emotions was a weakness,

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that you could and should overcome.

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And I could, and did.

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One of these people I convinced,
simply by being around me

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convinced me of just the opposite.

285
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By this point

286
00:55:17.584 --> 00:55:20.292
I think I had irreparably
damaged this ability,

287
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while it was young,
malleable and susceptible.

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♫

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♫

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[Birds singing]

291
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[Indistinct distant argument]

292
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[Debbie] You want to know why I left?
This is why

293
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It's just another thing you'll never get!

294
00:57:19.875 --> 00:57:22.750
[Sonja] He's dying Debbie!
I wanted you to be here

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- [Sonja] I tried!
- [Debbie] Fuck you.

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[Debbie] Fuck you!
[Door slams]

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[Footsteps down stairs]

298
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[Haunting note]

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[Footsteps]

300
00:58:02.334 --> 00:58:05.125
- Where are the boys?
- Don’t know

301
00:58:13.917 --> 00:58:15.500
She won’t let me see him anymore.

302
00:58:15.959 --> 00:58:17.209
Why not?

303
00:58:21.459 --> 00:58:23.667
I don’t know, I don’t understand it.

304
00:58:24.209 --> 00:58:25.500
What did she say?

305
00:58:26.542 --> 00:58:29.959
That I’m just making myself more upset.

306
00:58:30.292 --> 00:58:32.167
But I am upset,

307
00:58:32.250 --> 00:58:33.667
of course I’m upset.

308
00:58:34.542 --> 00:58:38.667
I knew he was ill before she even
called me, I knew it.

309
00:58:39.250 --> 00:58:41.000
I could feel it.

310
00:58:56.209 --> 00:58:58.292
He doesn’t want me to see him like that,

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00:58:59.625 --> 00:59:01.250
I just can’t understand it,

312
00:59:02.834 --> 00:59:04.709
but that’s what she says.

313
00:59:04.792 --> 00:59:07.709
She doesn’t want me to see him like that.
That’s the truth of it.

314
00:59:07.834 --> 00:59:09.500
She just can’t say it.

315
00:59:13.167 --> 00:59:15.584
I figure he was there when I was born.

316
00:59:15.667 --> 00:59:17.500
Where was my dignity then?

317
00:59:17.584 --> 00:59:19.875
You know, I have a right to see him out.

318
00:59:24.042 --> 00:59:26.542
She can’t stop me from
seeing him, can she?

319
00:59:43.709 --> 00:59:45.459
It’s getting cold.

320
00:59:45.542 --> 00:59:46.834
Should we go inside.

321
00:59:47.667 --> 00:59:49.750
Yeah. I’ll run you a bath.

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♫

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01:00:33.125 --> 01:00:37.125
[Water splashes]

324
01:00:42.834 --> 01:00:46.834
[Water draining]

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♫

326
01:03:06.292 --> 01:03:10.292
[Bird sounds]

327
01:04:46.209 --> 01:04:47.417
What are you listening to?

328
01:04:49.334 --> 01:04:51.209
It was called ’The Bright Field’

329
01:04:57.334 --> 01:04:59.584
She’s falling into a hole here.

330
01:05:05.667 --> 01:05:11.167
Yeah well, it seem a little like we’re
all here waiting for him to die now.

331
01:05:12.542 --> 01:05:13.709
I know.

332
01:05:19.542 --> 01:05:21.375
Is it getting to you?

333
01:05:21.584 --> 01:05:23.667
Me? No

334
01:05:23.959 --> 01:05:26.292
I’m fine. Don’t worry about me.

335
01:05:28.875 --> 01:05:30.875
I had a chat with her last night.

336
01:05:31.625 --> 01:05:33.250
I think she’ll be okay.

337
01:05:36.792 --> 01:05:38.042
What are you thinking?

338
01:05:47.375 --> 01:05:48.459
Marianne?

339
01:05:58.125 --> 01:06:02.667
I feel what matters most
in a situation like this,

340
01:06:03.625 --> 01:06:09.459
is if whether what you believe
in stands up to the test of it.

341
01:06:13.750 --> 01:06:18.459
Personally I think the
best case scenario is

342
01:06:18.584 --> 01:06:23.042
when you die you will realize
what you believed was right.

343
01:06:24.209 --> 01:06:28.209
And the worst case, is that
someone else was right.

344
01:06:34.334 --> 01:06:37.500
And the other case is just that

345
01:06:37.625 --> 01:06:40.500
we have no awareness
whatever happens.

346
01:06:43.709 --> 01:06:47.542
It’s all part of the huge
‘I told you so’ event.

347
01:06:53.750 --> 01:06:55.167
All I care about is

348
01:06:55.250 --> 01:06:57.584
feeling something till I get there.

349
01:07:03.042 --> 01:07:05.250
You know Elise?

350
01:07:05.709 --> 01:07:09.875
I’ll always remember her telling me
after her Grandfather died that,

351
01:07:10.625 --> 01:07:14.709
the last thing she heard him
say was how happy he was,

352
01:07:15.417 --> 01:07:19.834
because beauty still
looked beautiful to him.

353
01:07:21.834 --> 01:07:23.542
I’ll always remember that.

354
01:08:07.292 --> 01:08:08.709
[Cillian] Hey guys.

355
01:08:08.792 --> 01:08:11.709
So, I’m thinking we should go out,

356
01:08:11.792 --> 01:08:14.917
we should take Debbie out.
Take her out of this head space

357
01:08:15.167 --> 01:08:17.292
clear her mind,
what do you think?

358
01:08:17.667 --> 01:08:20.042
- [Marinanne] Yeah
- [Cillian] Yeah ok, cool

359
01:08:28.625 --> 01:08:32.625
[Horse breathing]

360
01:09:02.084 --> 01:09:06.084
[Whirling cello music]

361
01:09:21.000 --> 01:09:25.000
[Heavy electro music]

362
01:10:35.250 --> 01:10:39.250
[Male counter tenor singing]

363
01:11:05.250 --> 01:11:09.250
♫

364
01:11:30.584 --> 01:11:34.584
♫

365
01:13:14.459 --> 01:13:18.459
♫

366
01:13:34.709 --> 01:13:38.709
[Strings]

367
01:13:50.250 --> 01:13:54.250
[Record scratching]

368
01:14:01.625 --> 01:14:04.417
I have seen the sun break through

369
01:14:04.500 --> 01:14:07.792
to illuminate a small field for a while,

370
01:14:07.959 --> 01:14:10.959
and gone my way and forgotten it.

371
01:14:11.750 --> 01:14:14.417
But that was the pearl of great price,

372
01:14:14.500 --> 01:14:18.417
the one field that had treasure in it.

373
01:14:19.500 --> 01:14:23.667
I realise now that I must
give all that I have

374
01:14:23.750 --> 01:14:25.334
to possess it.

375
01:14:26.000 --> 01:14:30.542
Life is not hurrying on to a receding future,

376
01:14:31.167 --> 01:14:35.042
nor hankering after an imagined past.

377
01:14:35.792 --> 01:14:38.584
It is the turning aside like Moses

378
01:14:38.667 --> 01:14:41.417
to the miracle of the lit bush,

379
01:14:42.417 --> 01:14:48.125
to a brightness that seemed as
transitory as your youth once,

380
01:14:48.292 --> 01:14:51.125
but is the eternity that awaits you.

381
01:14:55.584 --> 01:14:59.584
♫

382
01:15:33.584 --> 01:15:35.875
They Came Like Swallows