1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:03:14,654 --> 00:03:16,956 - Hi, thank you. - Hi, that's all right. 4 00:03:16,989 --> 00:03:18,224 If you could get changed, 5 00:03:18,257 --> 00:03:19,591 and then I'll see you for handover. 6 00:03:19,624 --> 00:03:21,326 All right, cool, see ya. 7 00:03:21,359 --> 00:03:22,295 See you downstairs. 8 00:03:22,327 --> 00:03:23,328 Thank you. 9 00:03:26,966 --> 00:03:29,035 I never really liked going to school, 10 00:03:31,904 --> 00:03:33,906 but one thing I enjoyed was physics. 11 00:03:36,876 --> 00:03:38,845 Newton's first law 12 00:03:38,878 --> 00:03:41,479 states an object will remain at rest 13 00:03:41,513 --> 00:03:44,050 or in uniform motion in a straight line, 14 00:03:44,083 --> 00:03:46,986 unless acted upon by an external force. 15 00:05:10,202 --> 00:05:11,003 Hey, Katerina. 16 00:05:11,037 --> 00:05:12,238 Hi. 17 00:05:12,271 --> 00:05:13,438 Thanks for coming. 18 00:05:13,471 --> 00:05:15,007 How are you doing? 19 00:05:15,041 --> 00:05:16,175 Yeah, all right. 20 00:05:16,208 --> 00:05:17,944 - Feeling okay? - Yeah. 21 00:05:17,977 --> 00:05:19,011 Settling in all right? 22 00:05:19,045 --> 00:05:20,646 Yeah. 23 00:05:20,680 --> 00:05:23,349 Good, so maybe I want to speak to you 24 00:05:23,382 --> 00:05:25,985 about one of the patients in particular that we've got. 25 00:05:26,018 --> 00:05:29,855 Natasha Wong, she's got lung cancer with brain mets. 26 00:05:29,889 --> 00:05:32,992 Over the last 12 hours she's been quite breathless. 27 00:05:33,025 --> 00:05:35,294 She's had a fair amount of pain, 28 00:05:35,328 --> 00:05:37,997 and I think we just need to manage her expectations 29 00:05:38,030 --> 00:05:40,933 with regards to why she's here, 30 00:05:40,967 --> 00:05:44,370 and the fact that death is probably quite imminent. 31 00:05:44,403 --> 00:05:47,605 She also would really like to go home, 32 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:50,843 so I think we'd have to ask the Medical Board 33 00:05:50,876 --> 00:05:52,577 if that was advisable. 34 00:05:53,713 --> 00:05:55,580 At the moment, it doesn't look like it. 35 00:05:55,613 --> 00:05:59,418 So, she's probably our priority patient at the moment. 36 00:06:00,585 --> 00:06:03,555 The others are in 12, 13, and 14, 37 00:06:03,588 --> 00:06:05,623 and then Natasha is in 18. 38 00:06:05,658 --> 00:06:07,026 - Is that all right? - Yeah. 39 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:10,663 - That should be good. - Brilliant, brilliant. 40 00:06:10,696 --> 00:06:11,664 See you outside. 41 00:06:11,697 --> 00:06:13,132 See you around. 42 00:06:37,356 --> 00:06:38,324 Morning. 43 00:06:39,191 --> 00:06:40,026 Hi. 44 00:06:41,427 --> 00:06:42,661 How are you? 45 00:06:42,695 --> 00:06:44,730 All right, Lisa said I'm with you all day. 46 00:06:45,831 --> 00:06:47,033 That's nice! 47 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:50,102 Did Lisa tell you that Ted is coming today. 48 00:06:50,136 --> 00:06:53,005 He's coming about 12 o'clock. 49 00:06:53,039 --> 00:06:54,206 Yeah, she mentioned it. 50 00:06:54,240 --> 00:06:56,409 'Cause we have the meeting with Dr. Haner. 51 00:06:56,442 --> 00:06:57,943 Oh, do you? 52 00:06:57,977 --> 00:07:01,414 We wanted to talk about potentially me going home 53 00:07:01,447 --> 00:07:02,882 in the next few days. 54 00:07:06,551 --> 00:07:09,121 It's so weird, I've been feeling... 55 00:07:09,155 --> 00:07:10,523 Well, it's weird and it's not weird. 56 00:07:10,555 --> 00:07:14,592 I've been feeling so much better recently and 57 00:07:15,895 --> 00:07:17,396 miracles happen. 58 00:07:17,430 --> 00:07:19,932 So, I've decided I'm just gonna focus 59 00:07:19,965 --> 00:07:23,568 on what I want, and be positive. 60 00:07:27,840 --> 00:07:29,442 I feel like being here... 61 00:07:41,754 --> 00:07:44,589 It's really hard to stay positive. 62 00:07:49,195 --> 00:07:49,995 It's okay. 63 00:07:50,029 --> 00:07:51,130 I want children. 64 00:07:52,531 --> 00:07:53,766 I've got so much ahead of me, 65 00:07:53,799 --> 00:07:57,602 and I just feel here it's holding me back, 66 00:07:57,636 --> 00:08:01,240 and making me feel like I can't have that. 67 00:08:01,273 --> 00:08:02,408 It's like I'm fighting. 68 00:08:05,010 --> 00:08:07,713 I just feel like if I get out of here, 69 00:08:07,746 --> 00:08:10,850 I'll be able to focus on being positive, 70 00:08:10,883 --> 00:08:13,519 and look into adoption. 71 00:08:13,552 --> 00:08:16,122 I know I can't have my own children but maybe I can adopt. 72 00:08:16,155 --> 00:08:17,256 - You know? - Yeah. 73 00:08:20,860 --> 00:08:23,062 Yeah, so I'm hoping that Dr. Haner 74 00:08:24,597 --> 00:08:26,065 will 75 00:08:26,098 --> 00:08:26,932 help us 76 00:08:29,201 --> 00:08:31,470 to go on that journey. 77 00:08:31,504 --> 00:08:32,338 Okay. 78 00:08:33,739 --> 00:08:37,109 Natasha, first of all I gotta say I love your attitude. 79 00:08:37,143 --> 00:08:40,246 It's so important to stay positive, 80 00:08:40,279 --> 00:08:43,249 to do all of these exercises that you're doing. 81 00:08:43,282 --> 00:08:44,483 Honestly, it's so great. 82 00:08:46,018 --> 00:08:47,386 About going home, obviously 83 00:08:47,419 --> 00:08:49,622 it does have to go through the Medical Board, 84 00:08:51,056 --> 00:08:54,960 'cause there is a possibility that you might not go home, 85 00:08:54,994 --> 00:08:57,363 at least not right now, anyway. 86 00:08:57,396 --> 00:08:58,898 So, do you want us to look into 87 00:08:58,931 --> 00:09:02,234 what can we do to give you the best quality of life... 88 00:09:02,268 --> 00:09:03,936 Do you want children, Katerina? 89 00:09:06,939 --> 00:09:07,706 Kids? 90 00:09:07,740 --> 00:09:08,574 Yeah. 91 00:09:11,277 --> 00:09:12,878 Yes. 92 00:09:12,912 --> 00:09:15,481 What would you like, a boy or a girl? 93 00:09:15,514 --> 00:09:17,616 If I could choose 94 00:09:17,651 --> 00:09:19,952 it sounds so horrible but I think a boy would be easier. 95 00:09:21,287 --> 00:09:22,755 Oh my God, me too! 96 00:09:22,788 --> 00:09:24,223 They're more fun, 97 00:09:24,256 --> 00:09:27,059 and we both, Ted and I want two boys. 98 00:09:27,092 --> 00:09:28,060 Two, God! 99 00:09:29,728 --> 00:09:31,830 And I think going home to prepare for all that, 100 00:09:31,864 --> 00:09:34,266 rather than being in here, 101 00:09:35,134 --> 00:09:36,502 feeling like I'm gonna die. 102 00:09:38,837 --> 00:09:40,039 I did notice when I walked in 103 00:09:40,072 --> 00:09:42,274 that you've got a new painting right here. 104 00:09:42,308 --> 00:09:46,312 That's actually a painting from a picture. 105 00:09:46,345 --> 00:09:49,181 I took a picture in South Africa. 106 00:09:49,215 --> 00:09:50,416 What? 107 00:09:50,449 --> 00:09:51,685 You have to go, it's incredible. 108 00:09:51,717 --> 00:09:54,386 The people are so nice and you know. 109 00:09:56,855 --> 00:09:58,324 I really want to go. 110 00:09:59,825 --> 00:10:00,993 I'm gonna go in to the doctor, 111 00:10:01,026 --> 00:10:02,428 and ask what he gave you this morning 112 00:10:02,461 --> 00:10:03,295 just to see 113 00:10:05,231 --> 00:10:07,634 see what you having in you already. 114 00:10:07,667 --> 00:10:09,335 And then maybe talk to him 115 00:10:09,368 --> 00:10:11,103 about getting you just a little something 116 00:10:11,136 --> 00:10:13,339 to get you through to lunch, if that's okay with you. 117 00:10:13,372 --> 00:10:14,907 Okay. 118 00:10:14,940 --> 00:10:16,342 Do you need anything else? 119 00:10:17,810 --> 00:10:19,912 Maybe, some more biscuits. 120 00:10:21,213 --> 00:10:23,282 It's that kind of day, we need sugar. 121 00:10:25,517 --> 00:10:26,418 Yeah. 122 00:10:26,452 --> 00:10:27,620 Okay, I'll see you later then. 123 00:10:27,654 --> 00:10:28,988 Okay, thank you, Katerina. 124 00:10:29,021 --> 00:10:29,855 Thank you. 125 00:11:25,444 --> 00:11:26,312 Hi. 126 00:11:26,345 --> 00:11:27,212 Hi. 127 00:11:27,246 --> 00:11:28,047 How are you doing? 128 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:28,981 All right. 129 00:11:29,014 --> 00:11:30,382 You're from Norway, right? 130 00:11:30,416 --> 00:11:31,483 Yes, I am, hi, Katerina Nielson. 131 00:11:31,517 --> 00:11:33,252 Hi, I'm Miguel. 132 00:11:33,285 --> 00:11:34,353 Nice to meet you. 133 00:11:34,386 --> 00:11:36,656 I'm the IPU leader. 134 00:11:36,690 --> 00:11:37,923 Hi, nice to meet you. 135 00:11:37,956 --> 00:11:40,292 Listen, I'm excellent with all the work I do. 136 00:11:40,326 --> 00:11:41,460 It's best you come to me, 137 00:11:41,493 --> 00:11:43,262 if you need any advice with drugs, or 138 00:11:44,129 --> 00:11:46,565 where to go after work. 139 00:11:46,598 --> 00:11:48,500 That's good to know, and it's good 140 00:11:48,534 --> 00:11:50,602 that you know what you are good at. 141 00:11:50,637 --> 00:11:52,137 Yeah, actually I do. 142 00:11:52,171 --> 00:11:53,172 Thank you very much. 143 00:11:54,373 --> 00:11:55,742 You're welcome, Miguel. 144 00:11:55,775 --> 00:11:57,242 Yeah, Miguel from Spain 145 00:11:57,276 --> 00:11:59,278 where Rafael Nadal is from, pow! 146 00:11:59,311 --> 00:12:00,814 That's cool. 147 00:12:00,846 --> 00:12:04,083 Listen, I finish work at the same time as you today. 148 00:12:04,116 --> 00:12:05,918 If you need a partner for the bus, 149 00:12:05,951 --> 00:12:07,152 I have a spare Oyster card, 150 00:12:07,186 --> 00:12:09,555 and the local power, they know me. 151 00:12:09,588 --> 00:12:11,957 That sounds so amazing, but I think 152 00:12:11,990 --> 00:12:13,793 actually I'm gonna walk today. 153 00:12:13,827 --> 00:12:14,761 Yeah. 154 00:12:14,794 --> 00:12:16,328 It's all right. 155 00:12:16,362 --> 00:12:17,764 But, thank you, though, thank you. 156 00:12:17,797 --> 00:12:18,597 No problem. 157 00:12:18,631 --> 00:12:20,065 You're welcome. 158 00:12:20,099 --> 00:12:21,266 See you around. 159 00:12:21,300 --> 00:12:23,469 Bye. 160 00:12:23,502 --> 00:12:24,336 You again. 161 00:12:25,772 --> 00:12:27,005 Hey, Nick, how you are you doing? 162 00:12:27,039 --> 00:12:29,141 When are you going to shave? 163 00:12:29,174 --> 00:12:31,678 When it goes out of fashion. 164 00:12:58,504 --> 00:12:59,304 Come in. 165 00:13:02,074 --> 00:13:02,876 Hi. 166 00:13:02,908 --> 00:13:03,710 Hello. 167 00:13:04,778 --> 00:13:05,678 What are you doing? 168 00:13:05,712 --> 00:13:07,881 Just cleaning up in here. 169 00:13:07,913 --> 00:13:09,281 Where's Natasha? 170 00:13:09,314 --> 00:13:10,215 She's died. 171 00:13:11,651 --> 00:13:13,185 Oh. 172 00:13:13,218 --> 00:13:14,052 Okay. 173 00:13:18,624 --> 00:13:21,593 But she just seemed so fine two days ago. 174 00:13:21,628 --> 00:13:23,429 It sometimes happens. 175 00:13:23,462 --> 00:13:25,330 Okay, okay. 176 00:13:25,364 --> 00:13:26,265 Okay. 177 00:13:26,298 --> 00:13:27,132 Are you okay? 178 00:13:28,300 --> 00:13:29,636 Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine. 179 00:13:31,136 --> 00:13:32,371 Do you need to take five? 180 00:13:32,404 --> 00:13:36,241 Yeah, I'll just step out, just grab some air. 181 00:13:36,275 --> 00:13:37,109 Okay. 182 00:14:17,382 --> 00:14:18,183 Hey. 183 00:14:19,652 --> 00:14:20,519 Hi. 184 00:14:20,552 --> 00:14:21,688 How are you doing? 185 00:14:24,323 --> 00:14:25,157 Okay. 186 00:14:26,659 --> 00:14:28,494 First ones are never easy, you know? 187 00:14:34,801 --> 00:14:37,069 No, no, they're not. 188 00:14:39,839 --> 00:14:41,039 You'll get used to it. 189 00:14:42,341 --> 00:14:43,475 Will I? 190 00:14:43,509 --> 00:14:44,343 Yeah. 191 00:14:45,712 --> 00:14:46,880 You're allowed to feel. 192 00:14:49,114 --> 00:14:50,115 It's totally normal. 193 00:14:52,084 --> 00:14:52,986 If you didn't feel like that, 194 00:14:53,018 --> 00:14:54,286 you'd be in the wrong job. 195 00:15:00,125 --> 00:15:01,126 Yeah, that's true. 196 00:15:02,929 --> 00:15:04,329 She was young, wasn't she? 197 00:15:06,098 --> 00:15:06,933 Yeah. 198 00:15:10,003 --> 00:15:11,236 Way too young. 199 00:15:11,270 --> 00:15:12,705 It's a lesson for us. 200 00:15:15,975 --> 00:15:17,609 Get out there and live your life. 201 00:15:19,979 --> 00:15:20,980 You just never know. 202 00:15:27,319 --> 00:15:28,387 I'm Nick, by the way. 203 00:15:29,288 --> 00:15:30,857 Hi. 204 00:15:30,890 --> 00:15:32,491 I'm Katerina. 205 00:15:32,524 --> 00:15:33,458 Nice to meet you. 206 00:15:33,492 --> 00:15:35,394 Nice to meet you, too. 207 00:15:35,427 --> 00:15:36,461 Outside of a lift. 208 00:15:38,631 --> 00:15:39,464 Take your time. 209 00:15:41,500 --> 00:15:42,334 See you. 210 00:16:05,190 --> 00:16:06,358 The second he spoke, 211 00:16:06,391 --> 00:16:10,063 I remember having slightly more interest 212 00:16:10,095 --> 00:16:11,965 than I usually would with a stranger. 213 00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:36,154 My journal, 214 00:16:37,322 --> 00:16:39,591 where I go when I need to escape a little bit. 215 00:19:12,477 --> 00:19:15,280 And like a sixth sense, 216 00:19:16,182 --> 00:19:17,582 something awoke in my brain. 217 00:19:17,616 --> 00:19:19,152 I'll bring it back to you later. 218 00:19:19,185 --> 00:19:20,019 - Okay. - Thank you. 219 00:19:26,859 --> 00:19:27,994 Hi. 220 00:19:28,027 --> 00:19:29,394 Hey. 221 00:19:29,427 --> 00:19:30,495 What are you doing? 222 00:19:31,363 --> 00:19:32,932 I'm just taking a quick break. 223 00:19:34,267 --> 00:19:35,567 How are you feeling today? 224 00:19:38,137 --> 00:19:39,304 I feel a lot better. 225 00:19:39,337 --> 00:19:41,606 I was worried about you. 226 00:19:41,641 --> 00:19:42,642 Thank you. 227 00:19:46,478 --> 00:19:47,479 I was meaning to say 228 00:19:47,512 --> 00:19:48,714 that I've got a spare helmet, 229 00:19:48,748 --> 00:19:51,217 if you want to a have a spin on the motorbike, 230 00:19:51,250 --> 00:19:52,985 get some fresh air, clear the mind. 231 00:19:55,254 --> 00:19:56,088 Okay. 232 00:19:57,990 --> 00:19:59,992 I do actually have an Oyster card. 233 00:20:00,026 --> 00:20:01,359 Oh, the Oyster card. 234 00:20:01,393 --> 00:20:04,529 I realise that's really important in this place. 235 00:20:04,563 --> 00:20:05,665 Let's take a ride. 236 00:20:05,698 --> 00:20:07,465 Extremely important. 237 00:20:07,499 --> 00:20:10,069 If you change your mind, sort of want some fresh air. 238 00:20:12,672 --> 00:20:13,505 Yeah, okay. 239 00:20:14,907 --> 00:20:17,310 Have you changed your mind? 240 00:20:18,311 --> 00:20:19,145 Okay. 241 00:20:20,412 --> 00:20:21,914 What time do you finish? 242 00:20:21,948 --> 00:20:23,115 Same as you. 243 00:20:24,516 --> 00:20:25,350 I'll 244 00:20:27,586 --> 00:20:28,688 see you then. 245 00:20:29,655 --> 00:20:30,488 See you. 246 00:20:31,791 --> 00:20:32,992 Bye. 247 00:21:01,287 --> 00:21:03,155 I swear I wasn't looking for it. 248 00:21:04,957 --> 00:21:06,225 Was I? 249 00:21:35,154 --> 00:21:36,656 Thank you. 250 00:21:36,689 --> 00:21:38,124 You're welcome. 251 00:21:39,058 --> 00:21:40,393 Here. 252 00:21:40,425 --> 00:21:41,794 Why don't you just keep it? 253 00:21:43,428 --> 00:21:44,263 Okay. 254 00:21:50,169 --> 00:21:53,039 I guess I'll see you tomorrow at work then. 255 00:21:56,742 --> 00:21:58,978 Do you want to come in and have some water? 256 00:21:59,011 --> 00:22:00,478 Some water? 257 00:22:00,512 --> 00:22:04,884 Yeah. 258 00:22:04,917 --> 00:22:05,651 Sure. 259 00:22:16,395 --> 00:22:17,196 Cheers. 260 00:22:17,229 --> 00:22:18,064 Cheers. 261 00:22:25,037 --> 00:22:27,073 So what about you, mystery nurse? 262 00:22:28,441 --> 00:22:29,976 What's your story? 263 00:22:30,009 --> 00:22:30,810 My story? 264 00:22:30,843 --> 00:22:31,677 Yeah. 265 00:22:32,979 --> 00:22:34,413 What do you mean? 266 00:22:34,447 --> 00:22:37,549 Do you have any special someones in your life, 267 00:22:37,582 --> 00:22:39,819 or a wife, girlfriend? 268 00:22:39,852 --> 00:22:41,320 I was with someone for a while, 269 00:22:41,354 --> 00:22:43,356 but it didn't work out, so you know. 270 00:22:44,724 --> 00:22:46,192 Okay. 271 00:22:46,225 --> 00:22:47,226 Married, or? 272 00:22:48,227 --> 00:22:49,729 You ask a lot of questions. 273 00:22:53,466 --> 00:22:54,266 How old are you? 274 00:22:56,202 --> 00:22:57,003 I'm 25. 275 00:22:58,471 --> 00:22:59,438 Okay, I'm gonna leave. 276 00:22:59,472 --> 00:23:00,906 Why? 277 00:23:00,940 --> 00:23:02,141 Why, how old are you? 278 00:23:02,174 --> 00:23:03,175 I'm older than you. 279 00:23:06,078 --> 00:23:06,912 By how much? 280 00:23:10,950 --> 00:23:12,351 You're dangerous, you are. 281 00:23:18,523 --> 00:23:20,659 No, I'm not dangerous. 282 00:23:24,997 --> 00:23:26,265 This could get awkward. 283 00:23:31,804 --> 00:23:33,739 It's already awkward. 284 00:23:40,146 --> 00:23:41,013 Why, what? 285 00:23:41,047 --> 00:23:42,348 What are you doing? 286 00:23:42,381 --> 00:23:43,482 Nothing, apparently. 287 00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:47,019 I really should go. 288 00:23:47,053 --> 00:23:48,687 Come and stay, please. 289 00:24:09,475 --> 00:24:10,543 Okay, I should go. 290 00:24:10,575 --> 00:24:11,477 Why? 291 00:24:11,510 --> 00:24:12,411 Because we work together, 292 00:24:12,445 --> 00:24:13,345 and this is not a good idea. 293 00:24:13,379 --> 00:24:14,880 What are you so worried about? 294 00:24:18,884 --> 00:24:22,321 Come on, Nick, it's just you and me here. 295 00:24:26,525 --> 00:24:28,661 Come on, what's wrong? 296 00:24:28,694 --> 00:24:29,528 It's okay. 297 00:24:31,897 --> 00:24:32,731 It's okay. 298 00:24:35,701 --> 00:24:36,535 It's okay. 299 00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:40,673 I gotta go. 300 00:24:43,542 --> 00:24:45,044 I'm gonna see you at work. 301 00:24:47,046 --> 00:24:47,880 Okay. 302 00:24:53,752 --> 00:24:55,488 Are you going? 303 00:24:55,521 --> 00:24:57,289 Yeah, I'm gonna go. 304 00:24:59,825 --> 00:25:00,659 Okay. 305 00:25:06,365 --> 00:25:07,933 Okay. 306 00:25:07,967 --> 00:25:08,801 Bye. 307 00:25:32,591 --> 00:25:35,261 KATERINA VOICEOVER: It's funny 308 00:25:35,294 --> 00:25:36,795 but I knew he would come back. 309 00:26:19,071 --> 00:26:21,040 What are you doing? 310 00:26:21,073 --> 00:26:22,041 I don't know. 311 00:27:09,656 --> 00:27:10,489 Hey. 312 00:27:10,522 --> 00:27:11,357 Hey. 313 00:27:13,693 --> 00:27:14,793 I didn't want to wake you. 314 00:27:14,827 --> 00:27:16,128 - I was just... - Oh no, it's fine. 315 00:27:16,161 --> 00:27:16,996 It's fine. 316 00:27:18,797 --> 00:27:21,233 Thanks for letting me stay. 317 00:27:23,202 --> 00:27:24,370 My pleasure. 318 00:27:29,208 --> 00:27:31,678 I don't think we should say anything at work. 319 00:27:32,811 --> 00:27:33,647 Okay. 320 00:27:35,881 --> 00:27:37,149 You know, one-night stands... 321 00:27:37,182 --> 00:27:37,983 Okay, I get it. 322 00:27:38,017 --> 00:27:39,218 Aren't you leaving? 323 00:27:39,251 --> 00:27:40,219 Yeah, I'm gonna leave. 324 00:27:40,252 --> 00:27:41,086 Okay. 325 00:27:43,757 --> 00:27:44,590 Bye. 326 00:27:46,992 --> 00:27:47,793 Okay. 327 00:27:47,826 --> 00:27:48,827 Okay, bye. 328 00:28:23,062 --> 00:28:24,330 I'm gonna go. 329 00:28:41,681 --> 00:28:43,683 I'm a friend of Katerina. 330 00:28:43,717 --> 00:28:44,550 We just... 331 00:28:45,752 --> 00:28:46,919 You're her flatmate? 332 00:28:46,952 --> 00:28:50,055 Yeah, this is my apartment. 333 00:28:51,825 --> 00:28:54,193 Nice to meet you. 334 00:28:54,226 --> 00:28:55,027 I should leave. 335 00:28:55,060 --> 00:28:56,395 Cool. 336 00:28:56,428 --> 00:28:57,229 Bye, then. 337 00:28:57,262 --> 00:28:58,097 - Bye. - Bye. 338 00:30:01,994 --> 00:30:04,196 I think it was the Italian in him. 339 00:30:04,229 --> 00:30:09,067 He would just show up at the door without notice. 340 00:30:17,744 --> 00:30:19,746 Want to go for a ride? 341 00:30:23,449 --> 00:30:24,283 Okay. 342 00:30:33,959 --> 00:30:35,027 His motorbike was 343 00:30:35,060 --> 00:30:36,328 very moulded into one. 344 00:30:40,399 --> 00:30:43,235 It was on the back that I discovered the power of energy. 345 00:30:56,615 --> 00:30:57,616 When were in sync, 346 00:30:57,650 --> 00:30:59,551 we leaned left and right 347 00:31:02,020 --> 00:31:05,123 as if joined by some invisible force in a quantum level. 348 00:31:09,863 --> 00:31:11,530 I hated rollercoasters as a child, 349 00:31:11,563 --> 00:31:13,800 but I was on the most exciting ride ever. 350 00:31:15,969 --> 00:31:18,103 Without being to strap in. 351 00:33:14,252 --> 00:33:17,824 Did you always want to be a nurse? 352 00:33:19,726 --> 00:33:22,527 I always knew I wanted to help people. 353 00:33:24,262 --> 00:33:25,798 Maybe travel the world. 354 00:33:30,670 --> 00:33:34,373 You're too normal for your own good, you know that? 355 00:33:34,406 --> 00:33:35,942 Why, what did you want to be? 356 00:33:39,779 --> 00:33:42,849 I used to dream about being a pilot when I was a kid. 357 00:33:42,882 --> 00:33:44,349 - Pilot? - Mm-hmm. 358 00:33:46,786 --> 00:33:48,553 Then what happened? 359 00:33:50,690 --> 00:33:52,692 I got my bike instead. 360 00:33:53,726 --> 00:33:55,160 You settled for a motorbike, now did you? 361 00:33:55,193 --> 00:33:56,696 I'm not sure I settled. 362 00:33:56,729 --> 00:33:59,431 I feel like I did something less fun. 363 00:33:59,464 --> 00:34:01,433 Well, it's a very pretty bike. 364 00:34:05,138 --> 00:34:06,839 It would be handy if you were a pilot. 365 00:34:06,873 --> 00:34:08,473 You could fly me to Africa. 366 00:34:08,507 --> 00:34:09,341 Hmm. 367 00:34:10,877 --> 00:34:12,745 I've got a day off on Sunday. 368 00:34:12,779 --> 00:34:14,881 I can go and get my pilot's licence. 369 00:34:15,715 --> 00:34:16,515 Hey! 370 00:34:16,548 --> 00:34:17,349 Let's do it. 371 00:34:17,382 --> 00:34:18,483 Yeah. 372 00:34:18,517 --> 00:34:20,687 Or we can go on the motorbike. 373 00:34:20,720 --> 00:34:22,454 We elope all the way to Africa. 374 00:34:22,487 --> 00:34:23,856 Oh, Elope, no! 375 00:34:23,890 --> 00:34:25,725 Okay. 376 00:34:27,126 --> 00:34:27,960 All right. 377 00:34:31,463 --> 00:34:32,899 You wanna travel, huh? 378 00:34:33,933 --> 00:34:36,069 Yeah, I do, one day. 379 00:34:38,771 --> 00:34:39,772 I am sure we will. 380 00:34:41,373 --> 00:34:42,441 I'm sure you will. 381 00:34:56,022 --> 00:34:57,556 - Stay here. - No, no. 382 00:34:57,589 --> 00:34:58,390 I need a drink. 383 00:34:58,423 --> 00:34:59,491 No, you don't. 384 00:34:59,524 --> 00:35:00,625 Goodness, it's 7 a.m. 385 00:35:01,794 --> 00:35:02,695 What was that? 386 00:35:02,729 --> 00:35:04,163 I said I miss you already. 387 00:35:04,197 --> 00:35:05,665 Say that again. 388 00:35:07,734 --> 00:35:10,335 Wow, you speak Norwegian. 389 00:35:11,503 --> 00:35:12,772 Okay, please stay, stay, stay, stay. 390 00:35:14,941 --> 00:35:17,210 Where are you always going? 391 00:35:22,949 --> 00:35:24,449 My days at work turned 392 00:35:24,483 --> 00:35:27,220 into anticipation of fun or where I will bump into him. 393 00:35:28,453 --> 00:35:30,790 I like that he won't tell anyone. 394 00:35:30,823 --> 00:35:34,559 It makes this thing, this game, more fun. 395 00:35:59,252 --> 00:36:02,088 He had a sensitivity 396 00:36:02,121 --> 00:36:03,856 that was easy to connect to. 397 00:36:08,060 --> 00:36:10,263 - Again? - Yeah, again. 398 00:36:10,295 --> 00:36:11,396 Come with me. 399 00:36:12,865 --> 00:36:13,666 This one's trouble. 400 00:36:13,699 --> 00:36:14,533 Hi. 401 00:36:15,567 --> 00:36:16,869 She's leaving. 402 00:36:39,558 --> 00:36:41,828 Until I started asking questions. 403 00:36:45,631 --> 00:36:49,969 Things seemed more important to him, more serious. 404 00:36:52,004 --> 00:36:53,405 Not something I was used to. 405 00:37:08,821 --> 00:37:12,325 This is where I come to think sometimes. 406 00:37:13,491 --> 00:37:15,628 It's a good place to get some peace and quiet. 407 00:37:19,131 --> 00:37:19,966 It's nice. 408 00:37:22,802 --> 00:37:23,703 Where do you go? 409 00:37:25,671 --> 00:37:27,273 I don't really have the need to go out 410 00:37:27,306 --> 00:37:28,540 and think too much. 411 00:37:31,310 --> 00:37:32,945 It's my Empire State Building. 412 00:37:34,146 --> 00:37:34,981 Okay. 413 00:37:38,084 --> 00:37:41,419 I think I prefer this over a skyscraper. 414 00:37:47,392 --> 00:37:50,029 You think a lot, don't you? 415 00:37:50,062 --> 00:37:52,131 You spend a lot of time inside your head. 416 00:37:57,569 --> 00:37:58,838 I try not to. 417 00:38:14,020 --> 00:38:15,187 You know that love 418 00:38:15,221 --> 00:38:17,422 when you can't stop thinking about somebody? 419 00:38:17,455 --> 00:38:19,191 When you're not with them, you just want to find them. 420 00:38:21,493 --> 00:38:23,461 When you're with them, time stands still. 421 00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:27,565 That kind of love. 422 00:38:36,474 --> 00:38:37,944 This is special. 423 00:38:37,977 --> 00:38:40,313 Katerina, this is really special. 424 00:38:41,579 --> 00:38:42,748 You make me feel alive. 425 00:38:44,050 --> 00:38:46,052 I haven't felt like this in a long time. 426 00:38:50,555 --> 00:38:52,658 I can feel my soul 427 00:38:52,692 --> 00:38:53,893 and it's because of you. 428 00:39:04,502 --> 00:39:05,638 Take the day off work. 429 00:39:07,206 --> 00:39:08,473 - No. - Take the day of work. 430 00:39:08,506 --> 00:39:10,776 No, no, I can't, no, no. 431 00:39:10,810 --> 00:39:12,345 No, no, no. 432 00:39:12,378 --> 00:39:13,946 No, I have to go. 433 00:39:15,247 --> 00:39:17,917 When are we going to do something together? 434 00:39:17,950 --> 00:39:18,751 Sure. 435 00:39:18,784 --> 00:39:19,617 Tomorrow? 436 00:39:20,953 --> 00:39:22,388 I'm gonna go away tomorrow. 437 00:39:24,857 --> 00:39:26,225 With me or are you going on your own? 438 00:39:26,258 --> 00:39:28,394 Just got to do something but I'll be back. 439 00:39:30,763 --> 00:39:31,563 Okay. 440 00:39:33,332 --> 00:39:34,233 My phone. 441 00:39:42,008 --> 00:39:44,777 Newton's second law states 442 00:39:44,810 --> 00:39:47,246 that the acceleration of an object 443 00:39:47,279 --> 00:39:49,949 is dependent upon two variables. 444 00:39:53,786 --> 00:39:55,520 The net force acting upon the object 445 00:40:00,359 --> 00:40:03,195 and the mass of the object itself. 446 00:40:13,839 --> 00:40:14,740 Nice to see you. 447 00:40:19,045 --> 00:40:19,945 Likewise. 448 00:40:41,801 --> 00:40:43,335 I had a feeling you would call. 449 00:40:50,209 --> 00:40:51,177 How have you been? 450 00:40:53,813 --> 00:40:54,612 Good. 451 00:40:56,916 --> 00:40:58,684 You look good. 452 00:40:58,717 --> 00:40:59,752 I feel really good. 453 00:41:03,189 --> 00:41:05,191 That's the longest time I've been away. 454 00:41:08,461 --> 00:41:09,295 Yeah. 455 00:41:11,330 --> 00:41:12,164 Do you miss me? 456 00:41:18,804 --> 00:41:21,941 I've got something to tell you. 457 00:41:21,974 --> 00:41:22,875 You can tell me. 458 00:41:25,945 --> 00:41:28,514 I've met somebody that I really like. 459 00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:35,754 What's her name? 460 00:41:39,258 --> 00:41:40,092 Katerina. 461 00:41:46,765 --> 00:41:48,934 Is that why you're here? 462 00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:57,743 Do you want my opinion about her? 463 00:42:01,580 --> 00:42:02,481 Happy for you. 464 00:42:09,288 --> 00:42:10,122 Does she know? 465 00:42:17,530 --> 00:42:18,330 You have to tell her, though, 466 00:42:18,364 --> 00:42:19,965 you know that, right? 467 00:42:28,908 --> 00:42:31,210 I feel like I have to tell you something, too. 468 00:42:34,013 --> 00:42:35,181 Okay. 469 00:42:46,660 --> 00:42:47,927 I'm pregnant. 470 00:43:03,309 --> 00:43:04,343 Are you happy with him? 471 00:43:04,376 --> 00:43:05,444 Yes. 472 00:43:13,052 --> 00:43:14,053 It's a girl. 473 00:43:27,099 --> 00:43:29,602 What are you gonna call her? 474 00:43:32,404 --> 00:43:35,007 I wanted to ask you if you were okay if I would 475 00:43:36,609 --> 00:43:37,443 call her Mia. 476 00:43:44,183 --> 00:43:45,017 Yeah. 477 00:43:51,023 --> 00:43:54,426 That's the only name I can think about. 478 00:44:00,332 --> 00:44:01,166 She came back. 479 00:44:17,182 --> 00:44:19,785 I am so happy for you. 480 00:44:20,853 --> 00:44:21,854 Thank you. 481 00:44:25,591 --> 00:44:27,293 He might find it hard at first. 482 00:44:27,326 --> 00:44:28,127 I know. 483 00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:29,528 I know. 484 00:44:29,561 --> 00:44:30,396 I know. 485 00:44:42,241 --> 00:44:43,842 I never thought we'd get here, 486 00:44:46,646 --> 00:44:48,080 two separate lives now. 487 00:44:51,751 --> 00:44:53,085 You know, I... 488 00:44:56,790 --> 00:44:59,291 I know what happened that makes you really scared. 489 00:45:01,827 --> 00:45:03,797 I hadn't seen you like that before. 490 00:45:07,066 --> 00:45:09,568 I couldn't imagine what it would have been like to 491 00:45:11,437 --> 00:45:14,808 raise a child with you being that way. 492 00:45:19,378 --> 00:45:20,479 I know you're fine but 493 00:45:22,881 --> 00:45:24,316 you have to tell her, though. 494 00:45:26,885 --> 00:45:29,388 I'll tell her when the time is right, okay? 495 00:45:29,421 --> 00:45:31,290 Nothing's happened in eight years. 496 00:45:38,931 --> 00:45:40,700 She's really young? 497 00:45:42,669 --> 00:45:43,936 She's younger, yeah. 498 00:45:46,171 --> 00:45:47,005 Is that easier? 499 00:45:53,178 --> 00:45:54,012 Maybe. 500 00:46:00,152 --> 00:46:01,253 I really like her. 501 00:46:08,927 --> 00:46:10,864 Are you still seeing your specialist? 502 00:46:19,238 --> 00:46:22,474 Are you not taking anything right now? 503 00:46:22,508 --> 00:46:24,042 I'm fine. 504 00:46:24,076 --> 00:46:25,277 I'm worried about you. 505 00:46:26,445 --> 00:46:28,313 It's always gonna be there, you know. 506 00:46:43,362 --> 00:46:44,596 I need to go. 507 00:49:37,302 --> 00:49:38,738 Oh no, don't. 508 00:49:38,771 --> 00:49:40,138 Don't say it. 509 00:49:40,172 --> 00:49:41,406 I missed you. 510 00:49:56,521 --> 00:49:57,356 Hey, 511 00:49:59,124 --> 00:50:00,093 what's that? 512 00:50:00,125 --> 00:50:01,027 I found it on the bridge. 513 00:50:01,060 --> 00:50:02,361 I think it might suit you. 514 00:50:02,394 --> 00:50:03,930 You really didn't. 515 00:50:03,963 --> 00:50:06,365 If I tell you the truth, you gonna take it? 516 00:50:06,398 --> 00:50:07,566 I'm not gonna take it. 517 00:50:07,599 --> 00:50:09,636 Here, take it back, take it back. 518 00:50:09,669 --> 00:50:11,370 I don't want it. 519 00:50:11,403 --> 00:50:13,740 It's really nice, take it. 520 00:50:15,742 --> 00:50:18,745 You sure you can afford it? 521 00:50:18,778 --> 00:50:20,847 Yes, so please take it. 522 00:50:26,953 --> 00:50:27,954 Thank you. 523 00:50:37,764 --> 00:50:38,998 How was work? 524 00:50:39,899 --> 00:50:42,735 Long. 525 00:50:59,418 --> 00:51:00,653 How are you doing down there? 526 00:51:00,687 --> 00:51:02,088 Sorry. 527 00:51:02,121 --> 00:51:04,456 Sorry, it's just Camilla. 528 00:51:04,489 --> 00:51:05,892 What's going on? 529 00:51:06,993 --> 00:51:09,528 Oh, we just started planning Africa. 530 00:51:09,561 --> 00:51:11,363 She's like texting me every five minutes. 531 00:51:11,396 --> 00:51:13,565 She is buying tickets and that kind of thing. 532 00:51:13,598 --> 00:51:16,769 I think you're gonna have a lovely time. 533 00:51:16,803 --> 00:51:19,471 I mean, you could come with, if you want to. 534 00:51:19,504 --> 00:51:21,741 I mean, Camilla would love it, she really likes you. 535 00:51:23,542 --> 00:51:24,476 Really likes me. 536 00:51:25,778 --> 00:51:28,081 Well, she doesn't dislike you. 537 00:51:28,114 --> 00:51:29,314 She doesn't know you. 538 00:51:29,347 --> 00:51:30,750 I can't, just I go other things going on. 539 00:51:30,783 --> 00:51:32,217 - I'm not sure... - What other things? 540 00:51:32,250 --> 00:51:34,319 You have your job, what other things? 541 00:51:36,621 --> 00:51:38,925 Come on, you never tell me anything. 542 00:51:40,325 --> 00:51:41,861 All I know is that you worked there for 10 years, 543 00:51:41,894 --> 00:51:43,629 and that you like playing football. 544 00:51:47,734 --> 00:51:50,535 You ever thought about getting married? 545 00:51:56,175 --> 00:51:57,476 Maybe one day. 546 00:52:03,783 --> 00:52:05,550 I'm wondering if this conversation 547 00:52:05,584 --> 00:52:07,252 is a little bit premature. 548 00:52:07,285 --> 00:52:08,221 Okay. 549 00:52:08,253 --> 00:52:09,521 Wondering if you are a little bit drunk. 550 00:52:09,554 --> 00:52:10,890 - Can we get some water, please? - Excuse me. 551 00:52:10,923 --> 00:52:11,758 This is my night off. 552 00:52:11,791 --> 00:52:12,792 Thank you very much. 553 00:52:14,392 --> 00:52:16,328 Excuse me, that is my wine glass, mister. 554 00:52:16,361 --> 00:52:18,197 We get a new bottle. 555 00:52:20,332 --> 00:52:23,268 Just for a minute, let's fantasise. 556 00:52:23,301 --> 00:52:24,670 I just tripped 557 00:52:26,105 --> 00:52:29,374 down the aisle, you're running away, going, 558 00:52:29,407 --> 00:52:30,810 I'm going to Africa. 559 00:52:30,843 --> 00:52:32,011 You're such a mess. 560 00:52:33,311 --> 00:52:35,313 Yes, I'm drunk. 561 00:52:35,347 --> 00:52:36,581 I can tell. 562 00:52:36,615 --> 00:52:38,184 And then tomorrow I'm gonna regret it, 563 00:52:39,652 --> 00:52:41,821 but right now everything's perfect. 564 00:52:42,755 --> 00:52:43,588 Okay. 565 00:52:45,658 --> 00:52:47,425 Don't tell anybody. 566 00:52:48,393 --> 00:52:50,930 Come meet me in the bathroom. 567 00:52:50,963 --> 00:52:52,297 You're insane. 568 00:52:54,599 --> 00:52:55,835 A little bit. 569 00:52:57,703 --> 00:52:59,005 Dream of Africa. 570 00:53:05,178 --> 00:53:05,978 Okay. 571 00:53:17,723 --> 00:53:19,558 He carries a mystery, 572 00:53:22,195 --> 00:53:23,062 an evasiveness. 573 00:53:26,866 --> 00:53:29,769 I ask about his past and there he stops. 574 00:53:33,973 --> 00:53:35,407 And he take a moment as if 575 00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:38,311 he's deciding whether he should tell me something or not. 576 00:53:49,487 --> 00:53:50,622 What are you writing? 577 00:53:51,489 --> 00:53:52,725 Nothing. 578 00:53:52,758 --> 00:53:53,960 I just saw my name. 579 00:53:53,993 --> 00:53:55,228 - Saw my name. - Sh! 580 00:53:55,261 --> 00:53:56,329 No, you didn't see your name. 581 00:53:56,361 --> 00:53:57,562 I saw Nick. 582 00:53:57,596 --> 00:53:59,431 Yeah, and Nick in Norwegian means 583 00:54:01,399 --> 00:54:02,969 none of your business in Norwegian. 584 00:54:03,002 --> 00:54:04,337 Go away, go away! 585 00:54:04,369 --> 00:54:06,072 This is mine, go to bed. 586 00:54:06,105 --> 00:54:08,140 I'm allowed to have secrets. 587 00:54:08,174 --> 00:54:09,008 Do you hate me? 588 00:54:10,076 --> 00:54:11,744 Yeah, that's exactly what I write: 589 00:54:11,777 --> 00:54:12,577 I hate Nick Caluzzi. 590 00:54:12,611 --> 00:54:14,013 God, I wish he'd get out of my bed. 591 00:54:14,046 --> 00:54:15,380 You see, I knew it. 592 00:54:15,413 --> 00:54:16,215 Gosh! 593 00:54:16,249 --> 00:54:17,350 I knew it. 594 00:54:17,415 --> 00:54:18,284 Leave me alone, I'm writing. 595 00:54:18,317 --> 00:54:20,319 What the hell are you writing? 596 00:54:20,353 --> 00:54:21,187 Go away. 597 00:54:23,356 --> 00:54:25,590 It's not fair, I'm gonna write in Italian. 598 00:54:25,624 --> 00:54:26,959 You go and do that. 599 00:54:26,993 --> 00:54:29,228 Buy your own journal, then. 600 00:54:34,634 --> 00:54:36,736 No, no, no, go to bed. 601 00:54:36,769 --> 00:54:38,004 I am busy! 602 00:54:39,338 --> 00:54:40,339 I'm gonna write in Italian. 603 00:54:40,373 --> 00:54:43,009 Can't do that. 604 00:54:47,412 --> 00:54:49,081 Okay, what does that mean? 605 00:54:49,115 --> 00:54:50,950 I'm not telling you. 606 00:54:52,752 --> 00:54:53,585 It's a secret. 607 00:54:54,921 --> 00:54:57,023 Oh, we keep it in secrets, now, are we? 608 00:55:17,410 --> 00:55:21,080 Today it all changed. 609 00:55:28,788 --> 00:55:31,123 I can't even write about it. 610 00:55:38,864 --> 00:55:40,700 I thought I was in control. 611 00:55:45,705 --> 00:55:47,039 And now I'm not. 612 00:57:42,488 --> 00:57:43,923 Is there anything I can do? 613 00:57:48,060 --> 00:57:48,894 Yeah. 614 00:57:54,366 --> 00:57:56,102 You can hold my hand. 615 00:58:40,513 --> 00:58:42,481 I had to protect myself. 616 00:58:47,286 --> 00:58:50,022 The truth is I was scared inside. 617 00:58:52,591 --> 00:58:54,593 And when that happens... 618 00:58:57,530 --> 00:58:59,398 I've learned to bite before I get bitten. 619 00:59:41,340 --> 00:59:43,442 What's going on? 620 00:59:44,343 --> 00:59:46,111 Nothing. 621 00:59:46,979 --> 00:59:48,547 It doesn't seem like nothing. 622 00:59:50,449 --> 00:59:51,617 Yeah, I'm fine. 623 00:59:52,818 --> 00:59:53,986 Are you sure? 624 00:59:56,422 --> 00:59:57,323 Yeah, it's fine. 625 00:59:58,791 --> 01:00:00,292 But I have to go home tonight. 626 01:00:01,961 --> 01:00:03,896 I thought you said you wanted to stay and 627 01:00:05,197 --> 01:00:06,532 watch a movie or something. 628 01:00:08,067 --> 01:00:09,969 Yeah, yeah, I was 629 01:00:10,002 --> 01:00:13,906 but Camilla just texted me and she needs to talk to me, so. 630 01:00:16,742 --> 01:00:19,044 What does she want to talk about? 631 01:00:19,078 --> 01:00:22,248 Why, do you have to know everything? 632 01:00:25,284 --> 01:00:27,186 Sorry, sorry, it's fine, okay. 633 01:00:27,219 --> 01:00:28,487 I just need to go home. 634 01:00:29,689 --> 01:00:31,390 She doesn't like me much, does she? 635 01:00:32,925 --> 01:00:35,761 Can you please not be so paranoid. 636 01:00:35,794 --> 01:00:36,795 She likes you fine. 637 01:00:42,368 --> 01:00:44,570 You're making fuss out of nothing right now. 638 01:00:44,603 --> 01:00:46,038 I just have to go home, okay? 639 01:00:49,743 --> 01:00:51,143 I don't think I am. 640 01:00:51,176 --> 01:00:52,378 Okay, now I just feel like 641 01:00:52,411 --> 01:00:53,345 you're causing an argument over nothing. 642 01:00:53,379 --> 01:00:54,546 I'm not even sure if it's me 643 01:00:54,580 --> 01:00:55,514 that's causing an argument. 644 01:00:55,547 --> 01:00:56,650 Yes, you are. 645 01:00:56,683 --> 01:00:58,117 I'm telling you I have to go home and you're getting 646 01:00:58,150 --> 01:00:59,151 all angry at me. 647 01:01:00,386 --> 01:01:02,154 I just have to go home and talk to my flatmate, okay? 648 01:01:02,187 --> 01:01:03,188 It's fine. 649 01:01:05,791 --> 01:01:06,592 Katerina. 650 01:01:13,299 --> 01:01:14,133 Yeah? 651 01:01:16,502 --> 01:01:17,903 I don't know what the hell is going on, 652 01:01:17,936 --> 01:01:20,740 but I'm here if you wanna talk about it, okay? 653 01:01:20,774 --> 01:01:22,441 Yeah, I know that. 654 01:01:25,244 --> 01:01:27,246 Look, it's fine, okay? 655 01:01:27,279 --> 01:01:30,082 We don't have to spend every second of the day together. 656 01:01:33,152 --> 01:01:34,654 Let me just go home and deal with this 657 01:01:34,688 --> 01:01:35,988 and then we'll talk later. 658 01:01:38,524 --> 01:01:39,558 Okay. 659 01:01:39,591 --> 01:01:40,426 Okay. 660 01:01:41,661 --> 01:01:42,594 Okay, I'll see you. 661 01:02:47,626 --> 01:02:48,560 Hi! 662 01:02:48,594 --> 01:02:49,763 - Hi. - Hi, can I sit here? 663 01:02:49,796 --> 01:02:50,963 Yeah, you can take a seat. 664 01:02:50,996 --> 01:02:52,131 Thank you. 665 01:02:52,164 --> 01:02:54,400 My bad, I'm thinking about life. 666 01:02:54,433 --> 01:02:55,702 That's okay. 667 01:02:55,735 --> 01:02:57,804 Hi, I don't we've probably met yet. 668 01:02:57,837 --> 01:03:01,173 I'm not sure, but I saw you just around, because I... 669 01:03:01,206 --> 01:03:03,008 It's crazy 'cause I've been here for like a month. 670 01:03:03,041 --> 01:03:04,109 I'm Katerina, anyway. 671 01:03:04,143 --> 01:03:05,678 Nice to meet you, I'm Luca. 672 01:03:05,712 --> 01:03:07,312 Well, that's a lovely name. 673 01:03:07,346 --> 01:03:08,313 Is that Italian? 674 01:03:08,347 --> 01:03:09,615 Yes, I'm from Italy. 675 01:03:09,649 --> 01:03:10,683 Oh, are you? 676 01:03:10,717 --> 01:03:11,851 Oh my God, it's amazing. 677 01:03:11,885 --> 01:03:13,051 I really want to to Italy. 678 01:03:13,085 --> 01:03:14,953 Actually, not from Italy, I'm from Venice. 679 01:03:14,987 --> 01:03:16,823 Oh Venice, I'm so jealous! 680 01:03:16,856 --> 01:03:18,725 I always say Venice. 681 01:03:18,758 --> 01:03:23,095 That's so cool. 682 01:03:23,128 --> 01:03:25,865 You started last month, did you say? 683 01:03:25,899 --> 01:03:28,400 Yeah, I'm fairly new still. 684 01:03:28,434 --> 01:03:29,769 All right, so. 685 01:03:31,871 --> 01:03:33,105 Okay. 686 01:04:49,983 --> 01:04:53,585 The observer effect. 687 01:04:54,988 --> 01:04:57,489 I changed reality just by the very act of looking at it. 688 01:05:11,971 --> 01:05:14,707 I hardly worry about mom anymore. 689 01:05:15,708 --> 01:05:16,943 Only when I talk to my sister 690 01:05:16,976 --> 01:05:18,678 do I remember what I left behind. 691 01:05:22,682 --> 01:05:24,249 I had to leave. 692 01:05:26,986 --> 01:05:28,922 I had no choice, I know that. 693 01:05:35,028 --> 01:05:36,428 I can only hope that... 694 01:05:36,461 --> 01:05:37,964 By leaving I'm setting 695 01:05:37,997 --> 01:05:39,498 a good example for my sister. 696 01:05:41,199 --> 01:05:42,601 I hope that she sees that 697 01:05:42,635 --> 01:05:44,804 if I can do it, so can she. 698 01:06:05,190 --> 01:06:06,491 At this point, I do suspect 699 01:06:06,525 --> 01:06:08,560 it's only her boyfriend holding her back. 700 01:06:10,596 --> 01:06:12,364 She won't move away from him. 701 01:06:21,273 --> 01:06:24,509 Now, you see 702 01:06:24,543 --> 01:06:25,377 a man 703 01:06:27,412 --> 01:06:28,447 holding you back. 704 01:07:15,327 --> 01:07:16,996 You okay? 705 01:07:17,030 --> 01:07:18,031 Yeah, you? 706 01:07:48,161 --> 01:07:49,394 Why are you trying to get a reaction 707 01:07:49,428 --> 01:07:50,930 out of me at work? 708 01:07:55,567 --> 01:07:58,071 What do you mean, I haven't. 709 01:08:01,373 --> 01:08:03,375 I haven't done anything. 710 01:08:06,145 --> 01:08:08,547 You're just being oversensitive. 711 01:08:14,586 --> 01:08:15,420 What? 712 01:08:19,092 --> 01:08:20,592 Are you seeing someone else? 713 01:08:22,494 --> 01:08:23,595 No. 714 01:08:23,628 --> 01:08:24,463 Nick. 715 01:08:24,496 --> 01:08:25,765 No, I have not been with someone else, 716 01:08:25,798 --> 01:08:27,532 but what the hell? 717 01:08:27,566 --> 01:08:28,701 What is wrong with you? 718 01:08:35,842 --> 01:08:36,809 But even if I had, 719 01:08:38,211 --> 01:08:40,445 it isn't like we ever said that we were together. 720 01:08:50,890 --> 01:08:51,991 Yeah, say something. 721 01:09:03,535 --> 01:09:04,369 I miss you. 722 01:09:10,243 --> 01:09:12,078 Don't do that to me, don't do that. 723 01:09:15,248 --> 01:09:17,984 This was just meant to be like a temporary thing, Nick. 724 01:09:19,152 --> 01:09:21,988 Now, it feels like you're changing. 725 01:09:30,562 --> 01:09:31,764 I can't do this anymore. 726 01:09:31,798 --> 01:09:33,933 I can't do this anymore with you. 727 01:09:35,268 --> 01:09:36,102 I'm not. 728 01:09:37,937 --> 01:09:39,138 Okay. 729 01:09:39,172 --> 01:09:39,972 Okay. 730 01:09:40,006 --> 01:09:40,907 Okay, good. 731 01:12:34,612 --> 01:12:37,016 This place is great, yeah? 732 01:12:37,049 --> 01:12:38,150 Can we have that drink? 733 01:12:38,184 --> 01:12:39,418 Can we get that drink, please? 734 01:12:39,452 --> 01:12:41,120 - Yeah. - Just the lime soda. 735 01:12:41,153 --> 01:12:42,288 - Yeah. - Cheers, man. 736 01:12:42,321 --> 01:12:43,322 Thank you. 737 01:12:48,327 --> 01:12:51,964 Is Camilla joining us anytime soon, or? 738 01:12:51,998 --> 01:12:53,766 Oh, she didn't text you? 739 01:12:53,799 --> 01:12:54,633 No. 740 01:12:56,635 --> 01:12:58,304 Well, apparently there's an emergency 741 01:12:58,337 --> 01:13:00,873 at your guys' hospital. 742 01:13:00,906 --> 01:13:03,042 I don't know, maybe, she'll be here later. 743 01:13:03,075 --> 01:13:04,043 Shall we? 744 01:13:05,945 --> 01:13:07,980 I definitely feel like we've been set up. 745 01:13:09,015 --> 01:13:09,849 - Camilla. - Camilla. 746 01:13:11,283 --> 01:13:12,184 She wouldn't do that, 747 01:13:12,218 --> 01:13:13,686 - would she? - No. 748 01:13:13,719 --> 01:13:15,755 She's great, though, I really like her. 749 01:13:15,788 --> 01:13:16,621 Yeah. 750 01:13:19,992 --> 01:13:22,627 So, how long have you been in London? 751 01:13:22,661 --> 01:13:24,463 I've been in London for six years. 752 01:13:25,431 --> 01:13:26,399 That's a long time. 753 01:13:26,432 --> 01:13:27,767 - Yeah, and you? - You like it? 754 01:13:27,800 --> 01:13:30,503 I'm just here doing my fellowship. 755 01:13:30,535 --> 01:13:33,739 I'm specialising in becoming a neurosurgeon. 756 01:13:34,707 --> 01:13:35,975 And you, where are you from? 757 01:13:36,008 --> 01:13:37,676 I'm from Norway, actually. 758 01:13:39,945 --> 01:13:42,314 - And you? - I'm from South Africa. 759 01:13:42,348 --> 01:13:45,317 You couldn't tell the accent. 760 01:13:45,351 --> 01:13:46,252 From Africa? 761 01:13:46,285 --> 01:13:47,753 Yeah, I'm from Cape Town 762 01:13:47,787 --> 01:13:49,922 which is like right at the bottom-southwest corner. 763 01:13:51,223 --> 01:13:54,559 It's quite a cosmopolitan European city, 764 01:13:54,592 --> 01:13:56,796 not really like real Africa. 765 01:13:56,829 --> 01:13:58,197 If you wanna experience real Africa, 766 01:13:58,230 --> 01:14:00,099 you need to kind of go a little bit north. 767 01:14:02,935 --> 01:14:07,440 So, Camilla said that you work in palliative care. 768 01:14:07,473 --> 01:14:09,942 Yeah, I'm a nurse, same as Camilla. 769 01:14:09,975 --> 01:14:10,810 Okay. 770 01:14:13,012 --> 01:14:14,713 Which makes me a surgeon, I guess? 771 01:14:16,215 --> 01:14:17,049 Being a surgeon 772 01:14:18,050 --> 01:14:19,218 can be tough. 773 01:14:19,251 --> 01:14:20,386 I mean, just getting there is tough. 774 01:14:20,419 --> 01:14:22,488 He was perfect, 775 01:14:22,521 --> 01:14:24,156 handsome, a surgeon. 776 01:14:25,291 --> 01:14:26,525 Everything you could ask for, really. 777 01:14:26,559 --> 01:14:27,760 Two years of internship afterward. 778 01:14:27,793 --> 01:14:29,462 But he wasn't Nick. 779 01:14:29,495 --> 01:14:31,030 Specialise. 780 01:14:31,063 --> 01:14:32,698 So, I came to the UK. 781 01:14:35,167 --> 01:14:38,337 Are you okay, 'cause you seem very distracted. 782 01:14:41,407 --> 01:14:42,308 It's just that I realise actually 783 01:14:42,341 --> 01:14:44,176 I have somewhere else to be. 784 01:14:44,210 --> 01:14:45,444 Are you sure? 785 01:14:46,712 --> 01:14:47,880 Hey, can I help you? 786 01:14:47,913 --> 01:14:49,281 I mean, is there something you need... 787 01:14:49,315 --> 01:14:50,983 - No, no, I'm fine. - Or do you need a lift? 788 01:14:51,016 --> 01:14:53,919 I'm fine, sorry, I'm fine. 789 01:14:53,953 --> 01:14:55,020 Thank you. 790 01:14:55,054 --> 01:14:56,422 Don't worry about it, I will sort it out. 791 01:14:56,455 --> 01:14:57,423 Thank you. 792 01:14:57,456 --> 01:14:58,824 Maybe, we could do this again sometime. 793 01:14:58,858 --> 01:15:01,060 - Yeah, maybe, maybe. - All right. 794 01:15:04,563 --> 01:15:05,664 What the hell? 795 01:15:09,068 --> 01:15:13,172 Hey, man, can I get another one of these, please? 796 01:17:13,993 --> 01:17:15,662 I miss you already. 797 01:17:30,442 --> 01:17:32,111 - Camilla. - Oh Jesus! 798 01:17:32,144 --> 01:17:34,714 You scared the hell out of me. 799 01:17:34,748 --> 01:17:35,781 I'm looking for Katerina. 800 01:17:35,814 --> 01:17:37,549 Do you know where she is? 801 01:17:37,583 --> 01:17:38,752 She's fine. 802 01:17:38,784 --> 01:17:42,021 She's just gone away for a few days. 803 01:17:46,292 --> 01:17:51,263 Can you tell her to call me when you speak to her? 804 01:17:51,297 --> 01:17:52,097 Sure. 805 01:17:53,098 --> 01:17:53,932 Yeah. 806 01:17:55,635 --> 01:17:56,636 Thank you. 807 01:17:58,070 --> 01:17:59,004 You know, 808 01:18:00,640 --> 01:18:02,642 it's just not that deep. 809 01:18:04,476 --> 01:18:05,745 Is that right? 810 01:18:08,748 --> 01:18:09,581 Yeah. 811 01:18:52,792 --> 01:18:54,093 Hi Nick. 812 01:18:54,126 --> 01:18:55,527 I ain't seen you in a while. 813 01:18:56,462 --> 01:18:57,797 I'll have vodka tonic. 814 01:18:57,831 --> 01:18:59,565 Double, single? 815 01:18:59,598 --> 01:19:00,866 Give me a double. 816 01:19:00,899 --> 01:19:02,635 Okay, mate. 817 01:19:02,669 --> 01:19:05,839 It's not working for me. 818 01:19:07,306 --> 01:19:11,009 How long have you been feeling this? 819 01:19:11,043 --> 01:19:12,945 Is that a serious question? 820 01:19:12,978 --> 01:19:15,080 You haven't brought this up. 821 01:19:16,716 --> 01:19:19,418 What was that the other day? 822 01:19:19,451 --> 01:19:20,854 Huh? 823 01:19:20,886 --> 01:19:22,588 You let your mom speak to me like that? 824 01:19:22,621 --> 01:19:23,522 I couldn't shout at her... 825 01:19:23,555 --> 01:19:25,023 You said nothing! 826 01:19:25,057 --> 01:19:26,225 It was all her friends were there. 827 01:19:26,258 --> 01:19:27,660 All the family were there. 828 01:19:27,694 --> 01:19:30,095 Do you know how that made me feel? 829 01:19:30,129 --> 01:19:32,699 You care more about what they think than I think. 830 01:19:32,732 --> 01:19:33,932 Don't worry about her. 831 01:19:33,966 --> 01:19:37,002 Like, you always fixate on what she's saying. 832 01:19:37,035 --> 01:19:38,671 You're like a seven-year-old 833 01:19:38,705 --> 01:19:40,205 when you're around her. 834 01:19:40,239 --> 01:19:41,573 It's ridiculous! 835 01:19:42,975 --> 01:19:45,277 Do you know what your problem is? 836 01:19:45,310 --> 01:19:47,112 - You're weak. - I'm not weak, just... 837 01:19:47,146 --> 01:19:48,514 Are you all right? 838 01:19:50,416 --> 01:19:51,316 Yeah, I'm fine. 839 01:19:51,350 --> 01:19:52,618 It's never the right time. 840 01:19:54,286 --> 01:19:56,555 Have you even told her that I don't want children. 841 01:19:57,956 --> 01:19:59,793 Look, I just don't think it matters 842 01:19:59,826 --> 01:20:01,293 so much about what she want wants 843 01:20:01,326 --> 01:20:03,495 rather than what we want for each other. 844 01:20:03,529 --> 01:20:05,330 Your family don't approve of me. 845 01:20:05,364 --> 01:20:08,400 They do, how many times have I said it? 846 01:20:08,434 --> 01:20:10,536 The thing is you don't come by yourself. 847 01:20:11,905 --> 01:20:15,207 You come with an army of freaking Iranians behind you. 848 01:20:18,177 --> 01:20:19,813 I find it pathetic. 849 01:20:19,846 --> 01:20:20,979 I understand the problem. 850 01:20:21,013 --> 01:20:22,214 Do you know what the problem is? 851 01:20:22,247 --> 01:20:24,016 Do you want me to tell you what the problem is? 852 01:20:24,049 --> 01:20:25,217 Oh, give him a break. 853 01:20:27,586 --> 01:20:28,487 I beg your pardon? 854 01:20:28,520 --> 01:20:30,189 I said give him a break! 855 01:20:30,222 --> 01:20:31,123 Nick, mate. 856 01:20:31,156 --> 01:20:32,057 Stay out of this, mate. 857 01:20:32,090 --> 01:20:34,193 Not today, mate, not today. 858 01:20:36,361 --> 01:20:39,465 You guys all right, sorry about that, yeah? 859 01:20:39,498 --> 01:20:40,733 Well, you haven't stopped her 860 01:20:40,767 --> 01:20:41,935 ever since the second I walked in the door. 861 01:20:41,967 --> 01:20:44,169 Oh my God, are you still speaking? 862 01:20:44,203 --> 01:20:45,337 Rein your neck in, 863 01:20:45,370 --> 01:20:46,873 we're having a private conversation. 864 01:20:46,906 --> 01:20:48,474 There's nothing private about your conversation. 865 01:20:48,507 --> 01:20:49,742 Just stay down, don't worry, he's drunk. 866 01:20:49,776 --> 01:20:50,944 I'm not drunk. 867 01:20:50,976 --> 01:20:52,211 Don't let him speak to me like that! 868 01:20:52,244 --> 01:20:53,579 Everyone can hear what you're talking about. 869 01:20:53,612 --> 01:20:55,414 Oh my God, he's a nutcase. 870 01:20:55,447 --> 01:20:56,448 I'm on your side, pal. 871 01:20:56,482 --> 01:20:57,449 Who are you, anyway? 872 01:20:57,483 --> 01:20:59,051 Just go away, you got nothing to do with this. 873 01:20:59,084 --> 01:21:01,587 This is not your issue here. 874 01:21:01,620 --> 01:21:02,554 I'm trying to have 875 01:21:02,588 --> 01:21:03,723 love, it's okay. 876 01:21:03,756 --> 01:21:04,691 No one asked to speak. 877 01:21:04,724 --> 01:21:06,058 Just stay down, I know, just stay down. 878 01:21:06,091 --> 01:21:07,025 Just stay down. 879 01:21:07,059 --> 01:21:08,160 It has nothing to do with you. 880 01:21:08,193 --> 01:21:09,294 - I'm on your side. - I know. 881 01:21:09,328 --> 01:21:10,763 Don't let him speak to me like that. 882 01:21:10,797 --> 01:21:12,030 - Here we go again. - This is my problem. 883 01:21:12,064 --> 01:21:13,298 There you are shouting at everybody again. 884 01:21:13,332 --> 01:21:14,868 You are off of your fucking head! 885 01:21:14,901 --> 01:21:16,268 Don't fucking call her that. 886 01:21:16,301 --> 01:21:17,302 I fucking had it! 887 01:21:17,336 --> 01:21:21,941 My God! 888 01:21:21,975 --> 01:21:24,109 Just calm down, just stay down. 889 01:21:24,142 --> 01:21:25,110 Call the police! 890 01:21:25,143 --> 01:21:26,245 Calm down! 891 01:21:26,278 --> 01:21:29,649 Just stay down, let's calm down. 892 01:21:33,085 --> 01:21:34,219 Pull him off, pull him off! 893 01:21:34,253 --> 01:21:35,788 Easy, easy, easy! 894 01:21:35,822 --> 01:21:37,022 You're all the same! 895 01:21:37,055 --> 01:21:38,624 You're all the same! 896 01:21:38,658 --> 01:21:41,593 Don't do that to me, though! 897 01:21:41,627 --> 01:21:43,128 Calm down, calm down, calm down. 898 01:21:43,161 --> 01:21:44,229 Let's have a walk, yeah. 899 01:21:44,263 --> 01:21:46,633 It's getting in his head. 900 01:21:46,666 --> 01:21:47,667 You're all the same. 901 01:21:47,700 --> 01:21:49,101 Nick, get out! 902 01:21:51,570 --> 01:21:53,038 Hey, man, have a seat. 903 01:21:53,071 --> 01:21:54,908 I'll get you a drink. 904 01:21:54,941 --> 01:21:56,375 He's a fucking nutcase 905 01:21:56,408 --> 01:21:58,277 and a fucking liability, that's what he is! 906 01:22:43,756 --> 01:22:44,891 Everyone at work is wondering 907 01:22:44,924 --> 01:22:45,925 what happened to... 908 01:22:48,126 --> 01:22:48,995 I won't call him. 909 01:22:50,697 --> 01:22:51,530 I can't 910 01:22:53,532 --> 01:22:55,500 because that might be what he wants. 911 01:23:04,944 --> 01:23:07,112 Hi, everyone, thank you for coming. 912 01:23:07,145 --> 01:23:08,748 I'm sorry I had to call this emergency meeting. 913 01:23:08,781 --> 01:23:11,350 I know it's the night shift and 914 01:23:11,383 --> 01:23:13,052 they're not our favourites. 915 01:23:13,086 --> 01:23:17,056 Nick Caluzzi, one of our senior nurses, he's gone missing. 916 01:23:17,090 --> 01:23:20,860 Well, he hasn't turned up to work for five days, 917 01:23:20,893 --> 01:23:23,228 so if you do know any information, 918 01:23:23,261 --> 01:23:25,832 or anything about Nick or his last whereabouts, 919 01:23:25,865 --> 01:23:28,400 then that would be brilliant if you could let me know. 920 01:23:29,401 --> 01:23:30,268 We just want him safe. 921 01:23:30,302 --> 01:23:31,236 We just want him found. 922 01:23:31,269 --> 01:23:32,639 If you could look at the board 923 01:23:32,672 --> 01:23:34,073 to see where his shifts are, 924 01:23:35,440 --> 01:23:37,342 and otherwise we'll get some agency nurses in. 925 01:23:37,376 --> 01:23:38,577 Of course, sure. 926 01:23:38,610 --> 01:23:39,646 Brilliant, thank you very much. 927 01:23:39,679 --> 01:23:40,813 Thank you, everyone. 928 01:23:40,847 --> 01:23:42,614 Thank you. 929 01:24:07,840 --> 01:24:09,207 Oh God, I hope he 930 01:24:09,241 --> 01:24:11,144 hasn't had an accident. 931 01:24:22,155 --> 01:24:23,890 Where have you gone? 932 01:26:09,028 --> 01:26:11,563 The definition of entanglement 933 01:26:11,596 --> 01:26:13,800 is to be involved in a complicated situation 934 01:26:15,168 --> 01:26:18,171 and which is difficult to disengage. 935 01:28:51,657 --> 01:28:53,926 My rule was to keep my distance. 936 01:28:57,629 --> 01:28:59,732 I never thought that would backfire on me. 937 01:29:01,267 --> 01:29:03,302 You know I heard that they found Nick, 938 01:29:03,336 --> 01:29:05,771 that nurse guy, but they won't tell us where he is. 939 01:29:05,805 --> 01:29:07,505 They're probably not allowed to. 940 01:29:08,975 --> 01:29:10,142 I don't think he's coming back to work. 941 01:29:10,176 --> 01:29:11,877 I don't think he's allowed. 942 01:29:11,911 --> 01:29:14,246 I think something happened, maybe. 943 01:29:14,280 --> 01:29:15,915 I heard something. 944 01:29:15,948 --> 01:29:17,216 He's like a really weird guy. 945 01:29:17,249 --> 01:29:18,784 I don't think he spoke to anyone. 946 01:29:18,818 --> 01:29:19,986 Kept to himself. 947 01:29:21,454 --> 01:29:23,055 I never really met him. 948 01:29:23,089 --> 01:29:24,890 And I worked with him a few times. 949 01:29:26,491 --> 01:29:27,960 Yeah, really weird. 950 01:29:30,863 --> 01:29:32,999 As soon as I heard there was word, 951 01:29:34,100 --> 01:29:35,468 I knew exactly where to go. 952 01:29:36,568 --> 01:29:37,403 Miguel. 953 01:29:38,337 --> 01:29:39,405 - Hi. - Hey. 954 01:29:39,438 --> 01:29:41,273 Hi Katerina, what's up? 955 01:29:41,307 --> 01:29:42,908 Do you have a second to talk? 956 01:29:42,942 --> 01:29:43,776 Yeah. 957 01:29:45,077 --> 01:29:45,911 What's wrong? 958 01:29:47,246 --> 01:29:50,716 I heard you know where Nick Caluzzi is. 959 01:29:50,750 --> 01:29:51,583 What? 960 01:29:52,718 --> 01:29:54,920 I heard you know where Nick Caluzzi is. 961 01:29:54,954 --> 01:29:56,554 Can you tell me? 962 01:29:56,588 --> 01:29:58,858 You know I can't tell you that information. 963 01:30:00,226 --> 01:30:01,494 Why did you want to know? 964 01:30:04,497 --> 01:30:07,266 Because me and Nick have been seeing each other, 965 01:30:07,299 --> 01:30:08,801 and it ended badly, and he thinks I cheated on him, 966 01:30:08,834 --> 01:30:10,836 and I have to make it right. 967 01:30:10,870 --> 01:30:14,173 I knew something was going on. 968 01:30:14,206 --> 01:30:16,008 Please, I need to know where he is. 969 01:30:19,412 --> 01:30:22,681 Listen, I'm gonna go for a cigarette in a moment, and 970 01:30:24,216 --> 01:30:25,985 the door to my office is open. 971 01:30:26,018 --> 01:30:28,888 You can look in the filing cabinet. 972 01:30:30,956 --> 01:30:32,058 Okay? 973 01:30:32,091 --> 01:30:33,826 Thank you. 974 01:30:33,859 --> 01:30:34,960 No worries. 975 01:30:55,181 --> 01:30:58,350 As Newton's third law says, 976 01:30:58,384 --> 01:31:02,288 for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. 977 01:31:50,769 --> 01:31:51,537 Need help? 978 01:31:53,305 --> 01:31:54,673 Yeah. 979 01:31:54,707 --> 01:31:56,775 I'm here to see Nick Caluzzi. 980 01:31:58,010 --> 01:31:59,245 Are you a relative? 981 01:31:59,278 --> 01:32:02,181 No, I'm a friend, Katerina Nielson. 982 01:32:02,214 --> 01:32:03,582 You wanna come and sign in? 983 01:32:03,616 --> 01:32:04,483 Yeah. 984 01:32:04,517 --> 01:32:05,251 Come in. 985 01:32:23,602 --> 01:32:24,770 Here you go. 986 01:32:26,772 --> 01:32:28,440 Thanks. 987 01:32:30,776 --> 01:32:32,511 You okay? 988 01:32:33,746 --> 01:32:34,847 Yeah, yeah. 989 01:32:40,352 --> 01:32:41,520 I'm just a bit nervous. 990 01:32:43,789 --> 01:32:45,090 The last time I saw him it 991 01:32:46,592 --> 01:32:47,760 didn't end very well. 992 01:32:50,496 --> 01:32:52,398 I'm just not sure if I'm doing the right thing 993 01:32:52,431 --> 01:32:53,432 by coming today. 994 01:32:56,835 --> 01:32:59,104 You can come back another time, if you want. 995 01:33:00,839 --> 01:33:02,474 I have to see him. 996 01:33:04,977 --> 01:33:05,744 I get it. 997 01:33:07,012 --> 01:33:09,415 It can be really hard on the relatives. 998 01:33:09,448 --> 01:33:12,151 They often think it's something they've done. 999 01:33:12,184 --> 01:33:15,120 It's the illness, don't forget that. 1000 01:33:17,056 --> 01:33:18,824 Within a week of taking his medication, 1001 01:33:18,857 --> 01:33:20,793 he was much better. 1002 01:33:20,826 --> 01:33:21,760 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1003 01:33:22,895 --> 01:33:24,163 I don't think he should even be here, 1004 01:33:24,196 --> 01:33:26,432 but he has to wait for an official discharge. 1005 01:33:27,800 --> 01:33:28,635 Oh. 1006 01:33:32,504 --> 01:33:33,505 How was he admitted? 1007 01:33:34,573 --> 01:33:35,841 I can't tell you that. 1008 01:33:35,874 --> 01:33:37,243 Patient confidentiality. 1009 01:33:38,645 --> 01:33:39,478 Of course. 1010 01:33:44,883 --> 01:33:46,352 Does he know that I'm coming? 1011 01:33:55,127 --> 01:33:55,961 Okay. 1012 01:33:59,331 --> 01:34:00,165 You ready? 1013 01:34:01,867 --> 01:34:03,202 - Yeah. - Okay. 1014 01:34:03,235 --> 01:34:05,604 Come on, I'll take you to him. 1015 01:34:31,830 --> 01:34:32,998 You all right? 1016 01:34:49,281 --> 01:34:52,284 Just give me a shout if you need me. 1017 01:35:39,565 --> 01:35:40,399 How you been? 1018 01:35:51,276 --> 01:35:52,177 I'm fine. 1019 01:36:04,724 --> 01:36:06,191 What the hell happened, Nick? 1020 01:36:11,029 --> 01:36:14,600 I ask myself the same question every day. 1021 01:36:17,837 --> 01:36:22,074 Why didn't you tell me that you ended up in here? 1022 01:36:23,575 --> 01:36:26,679 Why would I do that? 1023 01:36:26,713 --> 01:36:29,548 Because you just disappeared. 1024 01:36:29,581 --> 01:36:31,016 Everyone at work was really worried about you. 1025 01:36:31,049 --> 01:36:33,085 Yeah, well, I'm sure they caught their shifts. 1026 01:36:33,118 --> 01:36:33,952 Stop it. 1027 01:36:41,861 --> 01:36:42,961 I'm still so angry. 1028 01:36:45,899 --> 01:36:47,332 I can't shift in. 1029 01:36:51,603 --> 01:36:53,005 I don't understand. 1030 01:36:54,173 --> 01:36:55,007 You let me down. 1031 01:37:06,886 --> 01:37:09,354 They said that I triggered an episode of bipolar. 1032 01:37:13,992 --> 01:37:15,762 I thought I'd got over it a few year ago 1033 01:37:15,795 --> 01:37:17,864 so I stopped taking my medication. 1034 01:37:22,635 --> 01:37:25,304 And then this emotional reaction 1035 01:37:26,706 --> 01:37:28,207 apparently triggered it again. 1036 01:37:33,178 --> 01:37:36,181 Do I actually have to get into this? 1037 01:37:39,184 --> 01:37:40,820 But you look fine to me. 1038 01:37:42,755 --> 01:37:43,589 You shouldn't have come. 1039 01:37:43,622 --> 01:37:45,057 I'm trying to get you out of my mind. 1040 01:37:45,090 --> 01:37:46,325 I had to see where you were. 1041 01:37:46,358 --> 01:37:47,993 I don't want you to see me like this. 1042 01:37:52,297 --> 01:37:53,733 But you'll be fine. 1043 01:37:53,766 --> 01:37:57,102 You just need to get out of here and you'll be fine. 1044 01:38:00,305 --> 01:38:01,139 Maybe. 1045 01:38:07,312 --> 01:38:10,884 Why didn't you tell me about this thing that you have? 1046 01:38:10,917 --> 01:38:11,851 I didn't know. 1047 01:38:22,094 --> 01:38:23,262 Embarrassed. 1048 01:38:26,231 --> 01:38:27,332 I was scared. 1049 01:38:32,371 --> 01:38:34,674 I was scared I was gonna lose you. 1050 01:38:37,877 --> 01:38:40,145 Everyone has secrets, Nick. 1051 01:38:42,548 --> 01:38:45,150 If I told you mine, you'd probably run away. 1052 01:38:55,127 --> 01:38:55,962 Try me. 1053 01:39:00,332 --> 01:39:01,433 Another time, maybe. 1054 01:39:04,837 --> 01:39:09,776 Don't start that again. 1055 01:39:10,609 --> 01:39:11,878 You play games. 1056 01:39:16,181 --> 01:39:18,685 No, it's not a game anymore. 1057 01:39:27,760 --> 01:39:29,696 It's probably for the best, anyway. 1058 01:39:29,729 --> 01:39:32,464 It's not like I could have introduced you to my family. 1059 01:39:38,972 --> 01:39:39,806 Too old? 1060 01:39:40,673 --> 01:39:41,506 Too crazy. 1061 01:39:43,009 --> 01:39:44,276 I mean, you have a certificate now 1062 01:39:44,309 --> 01:39:45,611 and everything, don't you? 1063 01:39:46,946 --> 01:39:49,114 I finally got a certificate in something. 1064 01:39:51,183 --> 01:39:52,018 I'm joking. 1065 01:39:53,786 --> 01:39:55,855 It's the motorbike thing they don't like. 1066 01:40:06,966 --> 01:40:11,203 I'm gonna go in case you trigger another episode. 1067 01:40:13,338 --> 01:40:14,172 Okay. 1068 01:40:16,843 --> 01:40:18,077 I'm gonna go. 1069 01:40:20,747 --> 01:40:22,314 It's what you keep saying. 1070 01:40:22,347 --> 01:40:24,017 I'm definitely gonna go. 1071 01:40:24,050 --> 01:40:25,084 You're gonna go now, yeah. 1072 01:40:25,118 --> 01:40:26,218 I should go. 1073 01:40:26,251 --> 01:40:27,754 You're gonna go. 1074 01:40:38,397 --> 01:40:40,465 I'm gonna go this time. 1075 01:40:50,609 --> 01:40:51,410 Okay. 1076 01:41:04,991 --> 01:41:06,558 I'm glad you came. 1077 01:41:08,861 --> 01:41:10,195 Yeah, me, too. 1078 01:41:56,608 --> 01:41:58,111 I think he believed in love 1079 01:41:58,144 --> 01:41:59,045 until he met me. 1080 01:42:36,548 --> 01:42:38,985 I promise you, 1081 01:42:39,018 --> 01:42:40,920 I'll make it up to you. 1082 01:43:05,544 --> 01:43:08,346 Werner Heisenberg said, "It's a world 1083 01:43:08,380 --> 01:43:11,951 "of potentialities or possibilities 1084 01:43:11,984 --> 01:43:14,553 "rather than one of things or facts." 1085 01:43:17,757 --> 01:43:18,891 The paradox 1086 01:43:20,927 --> 01:43:23,562 is only a conflict between reality 1087 01:43:23,595 --> 01:43:25,998 and your feeling of what reality ought to be. 1088 01:43:41,346 --> 01:43:42,514 And in the end 1089 01:43:44,050 --> 01:43:47,086 I believe that all paths lead home.