WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:03:14.654 --> 00:03:16.956 - Hi, thank you. - Hi, that's all right. 4 00:03:16.989 --> 00:03:18.224 If you could get changed, 5 00:03:18.257 --> 00:03:19.591 and then I'll see you for handover. 6 00:03:19.624 --> 00:03:21.326 All right, cool, see ya. 7 00:03:21.359 --> 00:03:22.295 See you downstairs. 8 00:03:22.327 --> 00:03:23.328 Thank you. 9 00:03:26.966 --> 00:03:29.035 I never really liked going to school, 10 00:03:31.904 --> 00:03:33.906 but one thing I enjoyed was physics. 11 00:03:36.876 --> 00:03:38.845 Newton's first law 12 00:03:38.878 --> 00:03:41.479 states an object will remain at rest 13 00:03:41.513 --> 00:03:44.050 or in uniform motion in a straight line, 14 00:03:44.083 --> 00:03:46.986 unless acted upon by an external force. 15 00:05:10.202 --> 00:05:11.003 Hey, Katerina. 16 00:05:11.037 --> 00:05:12.238 Hi. 17 00:05:12.271 --> 00:05:13.438 Thanks for coming. 18 00:05:13.471 --> 00:05:15.007 How are you doing? 19 00:05:15.041 --> 00:05:16.175 Yeah, all right. 20 00:05:16.208 --> 00:05:17.944 - Feeling okay? - Yeah. 21 00:05:17.977 --> 00:05:19.011 Settling in all right? 22 00:05:19.045 --> 00:05:20.646 Yeah. 23 00:05:20.680 --> 00:05:23.349 Good, so maybe I want to speak to you 24 00:05:23.382 --> 00:05:25.985 about one of the patients in particular that we've got. 25 00:05:26.018 --> 00:05:29.855 Natasha Wong, she's got lung cancer with brain mets. 26 00:05:29.889 --> 00:05:32.992 Over the last 12 hours she's been quite breathless. 27 00:05:33.025 --> 00:05:35.294 She's had a fair amount of pain, 28 00:05:35.328 --> 00:05:37.997 and I think we just need to manage her expectations 29 00:05:38.030 --> 00:05:40.933 with regards to why she's here, 30 00:05:40.967 --> 00:05:44.370 and the fact that death is probably quite imminent. 31 00:05:44.403 --> 00:05:47.605 She also would really like to go home, 32 00:05:47.640 --> 00:05:50.843 so I think we'd have to ask the Medical Board 33 00:05:50.876 --> 00:05:52.577 if that was advisable. 34 00:05:53.713 --> 00:05:55.580 At the moment, it doesn't look like it. 35 00:05:55.613 --> 00:05:59.418 So, she's probably our priority patient at the moment. 36 00:06:00.585 --> 00:06:03.555 The others are in 12, 13, and 14, 37 00:06:03.588 --> 00:06:05.623 and then Natasha is in 18. 38 00:06:05.658 --> 00:06:07.026 - Is that all right? - Yeah. 39 00:06:08.160 --> 00:06:10.663 - That should be good. - Brilliant, brilliant. 40 00:06:10.696 --> 00:06:11.664 See you outside. 41 00:06:11.697 --> 00:06:13.132 See you around. 42 00:06:37.356 --> 00:06:38.324 Morning. 43 00:06:39.191 --> 00:06:40.026 Hi. 44 00:06:41.427 --> 00:06:42.661 How are you? 45 00:06:42.695 --> 00:06:44.730 All right, Lisa said I'm with you all day. 46 00:06:45.831 --> 00:06:47.033 That's nice! 47 00:06:48.200 --> 00:06:50.102 Did Lisa tell you that Ted is coming today. 48 00:06:50.136 --> 00:06:53.005 He's coming about 12 o'clock. 49 00:06:53.039 --> 00:06:54.206 Yeah, she mentioned it. 50 00:06:54.240 --> 00:06:56.409 'Cause we have the meeting with Dr. Haner. 51 00:06:56.442 --> 00:06:57.943 Oh, do you? 52 00:06:57.977 --> 00:07:01.414 We wanted to talk about potentially me going home 53 00:07:01.447 --> 00:07:02.882 in the next few days. 54 00:07:06.551 --> 00:07:09.121 It's so weird, I've been feeling... 55 00:07:09.155 --> 00:07:10.523 Well, it's weird and it's not weird. 56 00:07:10.555 --> 00:07:14.592 I've been feeling so much better recently and 57 00:07:15.895 --> 00:07:17.396 miracles happen. 58 00:07:17.430 --> 00:07:19.932 So, I've decided I'm just gonna focus 59 00:07:19.965 --> 00:07:23.568 on what I want, and be positive. 60 00:07:27.840 --> 00:07:29.442 I feel like being here... 61 00:07:41.754 --> 00:07:44.589 It's really hard to stay positive. 62 00:07:49.195 --> 00:07:49.995 It's okay. 63 00:07:50.029 --> 00:07:51.130 I want children. 64 00:07:52.531 --> 00:07:53.766 I've got so much ahead of me, 65 00:07:53.799 --> 00:07:57.602 and I just feel here it's holding me back, 66 00:07:57.636 --> 00:08:01.240 and making me feel like I can't have that. 67 00:08:01.273 --> 00:08:02.408 It's like I'm fighting. 68 00:08:05.010 --> 00:08:07.713 I just feel like if I get out of here, 69 00:08:07.746 --> 00:08:10.850 I'll be able to focus on being positive, 70 00:08:10.883 --> 00:08:13.519 and look into adoption. 71 00:08:13.552 --> 00:08:16.122 I know I can't have my own children but maybe I can adopt. 72 00:08:16.155 --> 00:08:17.256 - You know? - Yeah. 73 00:08:20.860 --> 00:08:23.062 Yeah, so I'm hoping that Dr. Haner 74 00:08:24.597 --> 00:08:26.065 will 75 00:08:26.098 --> 00:08:26.932 help us 76 00:08:29.201 --> 00:08:31.470 to go on that journey. 77 00:08:31.504 --> 00:08:32.338 Okay. 78 00:08:33.739 --> 00:08:37.109 Natasha, first of all I gotta say I love your attitude. 79 00:08:37.143 --> 00:08:40.246 It's so important to stay positive, 80 00:08:40.279 --> 00:08:43.249 to do all of these exercises that you're doing. 81 00:08:43.282 --> 00:08:44.483 Honestly, it's so great. 82 00:08:46.018 --> 00:08:47.386 About going home, obviously 83 00:08:47.419 --> 00:08:49.622 it does have to go through the Medical Board, 84 00:08:51.056 --> 00:08:54.960 'cause there is a possibility that you might not go home, 85 00:08:54.994 --> 00:08:57.363 at least not right now, anyway. 86 00:08:57.396 --> 00:08:58.898 So, do you want us to look into 87 00:08:58.931 --> 00:09:02.234 what can we do to give you the best quality of life... 88 00:09:02.268 --> 00:09:03.936 Do you want children, Katerina? 89 00:09:06.939 --> 00:09:07.706 Kids? 90 00:09:07.740 --> 00:09:08.574 Yeah. 91 00:09:11.277 --> 00:09:12.878 Yes. 92 00:09:12.912 --> 00:09:15.481 What would you like, a boy or a girl? 93 00:09:15.514 --> 00:09:17.616 If I could choose 94 00:09:17.651 --> 00:09:19.952 it sounds so horrible but I think a boy would be easier. 95 00:09:21.287 --> 00:09:22.755 Oh my God, me too! 96 00:09:22.788 --> 00:09:24.223 They're more fun, 97 00:09:24.256 --> 00:09:27.059 and we both, Ted and I want two boys. 98 00:09:27.092 --> 00:09:28.060 Two, God! 99 00:09:29.728 --> 00:09:31.830 And I think going home to prepare for all that, 100 00:09:31.864 --> 00:09:34.266 rather than being in here, 101 00:09:35.134 --> 00:09:36.502 feeling like I'm gonna die. 102 00:09:38.837 --> 00:09:40.039 I did notice when I walked in 103 00:09:40.072 --> 00:09:42.274 that you've got a new painting right here. 104 00:09:42.308 --> 00:09:46.312 That's actually a painting from a picture. 105 00:09:46.345 --> 00:09:49.181 I took a picture in South Africa. 106 00:09:49.215 --> 00:09:50.416 What? 107 00:09:50.449 --> 00:09:51.685 You have to go, it's incredible. 108 00:09:51.717 --> 00:09:54.386 The people are so nice and you know. 109 00:09:56.855 --> 00:09:58.324 I really want to go. 110 00:09:59.825 --> 00:10:00.993 I'm gonna go in to the doctor, 111 00:10:01.026 --> 00:10:02.428 and ask what he gave you this morning 112 00:10:02.461 --> 00:10:03.295 just to see 113 00:10:05.231 --> 00:10:07.634 see what you having in you already. 114 00:10:07.667 --> 00:10:09.335 And then maybe talk to him 115 00:10:09.368 --> 00:10:11.103 about getting you just a little something 116 00:10:11.136 --> 00:10:13.339 to get you through to lunch, if that's okay with you. 117 00:10:13.372 --> 00:10:14.907 Okay. 118 00:10:14.940 --> 00:10:16.342 Do you need anything else? 119 00:10:17.810 --> 00:10:19.912 Maybe, some more biscuits. 120 00:10:21.213 --> 00:10:23.282 It's that kind of day, we need sugar. 121 00:10:25.517 --> 00:10:26.418 Yeah. 122 00:10:26.452 --> 00:10:27.620 Okay, I'll see you later then. 123 00:10:27.654 --> 00:10:28.988 Okay, thank you, Katerina. 124 00:10:29.021 --> 00:10:29.855 Thank you. 125 00:11:25.444 --> 00:11:26.312 Hi. 126 00:11:26.345 --> 00:11:27.212 Hi. 127 00:11:27.246 --> 00:11:28.047 How are you doing? 128 00:11:28.080 --> 00:11:28.981 All right. 129 00:11:29.014 --> 00:11:30.382 You're from Norway, right? 130 00:11:30.416 --> 00:11:31.483 Yes, I am, hi, Katerina Nielson. 131 00:11:31.517 --> 00:11:33.252 Hi, I'm Miguel. 132 00:11:33.285 --> 00:11:34.353 Nice to meet you. 133 00:11:34.386 --> 00:11:36.656 I'm the IPU leader. 134 00:11:36.690 --> 00:11:37.923 Hi, nice to meet you. 135 00:11:37.956 --> 00:11:40.292 Listen, I'm excellent with all the work I do. 136 00:11:40.326 --> 00:11:41.460 It's best you come to me, 137 00:11:41.493 --> 00:11:43.262 if you need any advice with drugs, or 138 00:11:44.129 --> 00:11:46.565 where to go after work. 139 00:11:46.598 --> 00:11:48.500 That's good to know, and it's good 140 00:11:48.534 --> 00:11:50.602 that you know what you are good at. 141 00:11:50.637 --> 00:11:52.137 Yeah, actually I do. 142 00:11:52.171 --> 00:11:53.172 Thank you very much. 143 00:11:54.373 --> 00:11:55.742 You're welcome, Miguel. 144 00:11:55.775 --> 00:11:57.242 Yeah, Miguel from Spain 145 00:11:57.276 --> 00:11:59.278 where Rafael Nadal is from, pow! 146 00:11:59.311 --> 00:12:00.814 That's cool. 147 00:12:00.846 --> 00:12:04.083 Listen, I finish work at the same time as you today. 148 00:12:04.116 --> 00:12:05.918 If you need a partner for the bus, 149 00:12:05.951 --> 00:12:07.152 I have a spare Oyster card, 150 00:12:07.186 --> 00:12:09.555 and the local power, they know me. 151 00:12:09.588 --> 00:12:11.957 That sounds so amazing, but I think 152 00:12:11.990 --> 00:12:13.793 actually I'm gonna walk today. 153 00:12:13.827 --> 00:12:14.761 Yeah. 154 00:12:14.794 --> 00:12:16.328 It's all right. 155 00:12:16.362 --> 00:12:17.764 But, thank you, though, thank you. 156 00:12:17.797 --> 00:12:18.597 No problem. 157 00:12:18.631 --> 00:12:20.065 You're welcome. 158 00:12:20.099 --> 00:12:21.266 See you around. 159 00:12:21.300 --> 00:12:23.469 Bye. 160 00:12:23.502 --> 00:12:24.336 You again. 161 00:12:25.772 --> 00:12:27.005 Hey, Nick, how you are you doing? 162 00:12:27.039 --> 00:12:29.141 When are you going to shave? 163 00:12:29.174 --> 00:12:31.678 When it goes out of fashion. 164 00:12:58.504 --> 00:12:59.304 Come in. 165 00:13:02.074 --> 00:13:02.876 Hi. 166 00:13:02.908 --> 00:13:03.710 Hello. 167 00:13:04.778 --> 00:13:05.678 What are you doing? 168 00:13:05.712 --> 00:13:07.881 Just cleaning up in here. 169 00:13:07.913 --> 00:13:09.281 Where's Natasha? 170 00:13:09.314 --> 00:13:10.215 She's died. 171 00:13:11.651 --> 00:13:13.185 Oh. 172 00:13:13.218 --> 00:13:14.052 Okay. 173 00:13:18.624 --> 00:13:21.593 But she just seemed so fine two days ago. 174 00:13:21.628 --> 00:13:23.429 It sometimes happens. 175 00:13:23.462 --> 00:13:25.330 Okay, okay. 176 00:13:25.364 --> 00:13:26.265 Okay. 177 00:13:26.298 --> 00:13:27.132 Are you okay? 178 00:13:28.300 --> 00:13:29.636 Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine. 179 00:13:31.136 --> 00:13:32.371 Do you need to take five? 180 00:13:32.404 --> 00:13:36.241 Yeah, I'll just step out, just grab some air. 181 00:13:36.275 --> 00:13:37.109 Okay. 182 00:14:17.382 --> 00:14:18.183 Hey. 183 00:14:19.652 --> 00:14:20.519 Hi. 184 00:14:20.552 --> 00:14:21.688 How are you doing? 185 00:14:24.323 --> 00:14:25.157 Okay. 186 00:14:26.659 --> 00:14:28.494 First ones are never easy, you know? 187 00:14:34.801 --> 00:14:37.069 No, no, they're not. 188 00:14:39.839 --> 00:14:41.039 You'll get used to it. 189 00:14:42.341 --> 00:14:43.475 Will I? 190 00:14:43.509 --> 00:14:44.343 Yeah. 191 00:14:45.712 --> 00:14:46.880 You're allowed to feel. 192 00:14:49.114 --> 00:14:50.115 It's totally normal. 193 00:14:52.084 --> 00:14:52.986 If you didn't feel like that, 194 00:14:53.018 --> 00:14:54.286 you'd be in the wrong job. 195 00:15:00.125 --> 00:15:01.126 Yeah, that's true. 196 00:15:02.929 --> 00:15:04.329 She was young, wasn't she? 197 00:15:06.098 --> 00:15:06.933 Yeah. 198 00:15:10.003 --> 00:15:11.236 Way too young. 199 00:15:11.270 --> 00:15:12.705 It's a lesson for us. 200 00:15:15.975 --> 00:15:17.609 Get out there and live your life. 201 00:15:19.979 --> 00:15:20.980 You just never know. 202 00:15:27.319 --> 00:15:28.387 I'm Nick, by the way. 203 00:15:29.288 --> 00:15:30.857 Hi. 204 00:15:30.890 --> 00:15:32.491 I'm Katerina. 205 00:15:32.524 --> 00:15:33.458 Nice to meet you. 206 00:15:33.492 --> 00:15:35.394 Nice to meet you, too. 207 00:15:35.427 --> 00:15:36.461 Outside of a lift. 208 00:15:38.631 --> 00:15:39.464 Take your time. 209 00:15:41.500 --> 00:15:42.334 See you. 210 00:16:05.190 --> 00:16:06.358 The second he spoke, 211 00:16:06.391 --> 00:16:10.063 I remember having slightly more interest 212 00:16:10.095 --> 00:16:11.965 than I usually would with a stranger. 213 00:16:35.320 --> 00:16:36.154 My journal, 214 00:16:37.322 --> 00:16:39.591 where I go when I need to escape a little bit. 215 00:19:12.477 --> 00:19:15.280 And like a sixth sense, 216 00:19:16.182 --> 00:19:17.582 something awoke in my brain. 217 00:19:17.616 --> 00:19:19.152 I'll bring it back to you later. 218 00:19:19.185 --> 00:19:20.019 - Okay. - Thank you. 219 00:19:26.859 --> 00:19:27.994 Hi. 220 00:19:28.027 --> 00:19:29.394 Hey. 221 00:19:29.427 --> 00:19:30.495 What are you doing? 222 00:19:31.363 --> 00:19:32.932 I'm just taking a quick break. 223 00:19:34.267 --> 00:19:35.567 How are you feeling today? 224 00:19:38.137 --> 00:19:39.304 I feel a lot better. 225 00:19:39.337 --> 00:19:41.606 I was worried about you. 226 00:19:41.641 --> 00:19:42.642 Thank you. 227 00:19:46.478 --> 00:19:47.479 I was meaning to say 228 00:19:47.512 --> 00:19:48.714 that I've got a spare helmet, 229 00:19:48.748 --> 00:19:51.217 if you want to a have a spin on the motorbike, 230 00:19:51.250 --> 00:19:52.985 get some fresh air, clear the mind. 231 00:19:55.254 --> 00:19:56.088 Okay. 232 00:19:57.990 --> 00:19:59.992 I do actually have an Oyster card. 233 00:20:00.026 --> 00:20:01.359 Oh, the Oyster card. 234 00:20:01.393 --> 00:20:04.529 I realise that's really important in this place. 235 00:20:04.563 --> 00:20:05.665 Let's take a ride. 236 00:20:05.698 --> 00:20:07.465 Extremely important. 237 00:20:07.499 --> 00:20:10.069 If you change your mind, sort of want some fresh air. 238 00:20:12.672 --> 00:20:13.505 Yeah, okay. 239 00:20:14.907 --> 00:20:17.310 Have you changed your mind? 240 00:20:18.311 --> 00:20:19.145 Okay. 241 00:20:20.412 --> 00:20:21.914 What time do you finish? 242 00:20:21.948 --> 00:20:23.115 Same as you. 243 00:20:24.516 --> 00:20:25.350 I'll 244 00:20:27.586 --> 00:20:28.688 see you then. 245 00:20:29.655 --> 00:20:30.488 See you. 246 00:20:31.791 --> 00:20:32.992 Bye. 247 00:21:01.287 --> 00:21:03.155 I swear I wasn't looking for it. 248 00:21:04.957 --> 00:21:06.225 Was I? 249 00:21:35.154 --> 00:21:36.656 Thank you. 250 00:21:36.689 --> 00:21:38.124 You're welcome. 251 00:21:39.058 --> 00:21:40.393 Here. 252 00:21:40.425 --> 00:21:41.794 Why don't you just keep it? 253 00:21:43.428 --> 00:21:44.263 Okay. 254 00:21:50.169 --> 00:21:53.039 I guess I'll see you tomorrow at work then. 255 00:21:56.742 --> 00:21:58.978 Do you want to come in and have some water? 256 00:21:59.011 --> 00:22:00.478 Some water? 257 00:22:00.512 --> 00:22:04.884 Yeah. 258 00:22:04.917 --> 00:22:05.651 Sure. 259 00:22:16.395 --> 00:22:17.196 Cheers. 260 00:22:17.229 --> 00:22:18.064 Cheers. 261 00:22:25.037 --> 00:22:27.073 So what about you, mystery nurse? 262 00:22:28.441 --> 00:22:29.976 What's your story? 263 00:22:30.009 --> 00:22:30.810 My story? 264 00:22:30.843 --> 00:22:31.677 Yeah. 265 00:22:32.979 --> 00:22:34.413 What do you mean? 266 00:22:34.447 --> 00:22:37.549 Do you have any special someones in your life, 267 00:22:37.582 --> 00:22:39.819 or a wife, girlfriend? 268 00:22:39.852 --> 00:22:41.320 I was with someone for a while, 269 00:22:41.354 --> 00:22:43.356 but it didn't work out, so you know. 270 00:22:44.724 --> 00:22:46.192 Okay. 271 00:22:46.225 --> 00:22:47.226 Married, or? 272 00:22:48.227 --> 00:22:49.729 You ask a lot of questions. 273 00:22:53.466 --> 00:22:54.266 How old are you? 274 00:22:56.202 --> 00:22:57.003 I'm 25. 275 00:22:58.471 --> 00:22:59.438 Okay, I'm gonna leave. 276 00:22:59.472 --> 00:23:00.906 Why? 277 00:23:00.940 --> 00:23:02.141 Why, how old are you? 278 00:23:02.174 --> 00:23:03.175 I'm older than you. 279 00:23:06.078 --> 00:23:06.912 By how much? 280 00:23:10.950 --> 00:23:12.351 You're dangerous, you are. 281 00:23:18.523 --> 00:23:20.659 No, I'm not dangerous. 282 00:23:24.997 --> 00:23:26.265 This could get awkward. 283 00:23:31.804 --> 00:23:33.739 It's already awkward. 284 00:23:40.146 --> 00:23:41.013 Why, what? 285 00:23:41.047 --> 00:23:42.348 What are you doing? 286 00:23:42.381 --> 00:23:43.482 Nothing, apparently. 287 00:23:46.218 --> 00:23:47.019 I really should go. 288 00:23:47.053 --> 00:23:48.687 Come and stay, please. 289 00:24:09.475 --> 00:24:10.543 Okay, I should go. 290 00:24:10.575 --> 00:24:11.477 Why? 291 00:24:11.510 --> 00:24:12.411 Because we work together, 292 00:24:12.445 --> 00:24:13.345 and this is not a good idea. 293 00:24:13.379 --> 00:24:14.880 What are you so worried about? 294 00:24:18.884 --> 00:24:22.321 Come on, Nick, it's just you and me here. 295 00:24:26.525 --> 00:24:28.661 Come on, what's wrong? 296 00:24:28.694 --> 00:24:29.528 It's okay. 297 00:24:31.897 --> 00:24:32.731 It's okay. 298 00:24:35.701 --> 00:24:36.535 It's okay. 299 00:24:39.604 --> 00:24:40.673 I gotta go. 300 00:24:43.542 --> 00:24:45.044 I'm gonna see you at work. 301 00:24:47.046 --> 00:24:47.880 Okay. 302 00:24:53.752 --> 00:24:55.488 Are you going? 303 00:24:55.521 --> 00:24:57.289 Yeah, I'm gonna go. 304 00:24:59.825 --> 00:25:00.659 Okay. 305 00:25:06.365 --> 00:25:07.933 Okay. 306 00:25:07.967 --> 00:25:08.801 Bye. 307 00:25:32.591 --> 00:25:35.261 KATERINA VOICEOVER: It's funny 308 00:25:35.294 --> 00:25:36.795 but I knew he would come back. 309 00:26:19.071 --> 00:26:21.040 What are you doing? 310 00:26:21.073 --> 00:26:22.041 I don't know. 311 00:27:09.656 --> 00:27:10.489 Hey. 312 00:27:10.522 --> 00:27:11.357 Hey. 313 00:27:13.693 --> 00:27:14.793 I didn't want to wake you. 314 00:27:14.827 --> 00:27:16.128 - I was just... - Oh no, it's fine. 315 00:27:16.161 --> 00:27:16.996 It's fine. 316 00:27:18.797 --> 00:27:21.233 Thanks for letting me stay. 317 00:27:23.202 --> 00:27:24.370 My pleasure. 318 00:27:29.208 --> 00:27:31.678 I don't think we should say anything at work. 319 00:27:32.811 --> 00:27:33.647 Okay. 320 00:27:35.881 --> 00:27:37.149 You know, one-night stands... 321 00:27:37.182 --> 00:27:37.983 Okay, I get it. 322 00:27:38.017 --> 00:27:39.218 Aren't you leaving? 323 00:27:39.251 --> 00:27:40.219 Yeah, I'm gonna leave. 324 00:27:40.252 --> 00:27:41.086 Okay. 325 00:27:43.757 --> 00:27:44.590 Bye. 326 00:27:46.992 --> 00:27:47.793 Okay. 327 00:27:47.826 --> 00:27:48.827 Okay, bye. 328 00:28:23.062 --> 00:28:24.330 I'm gonna go. 329 00:28:41.681 --> 00:28:43.683 I'm a friend of Katerina. 330 00:28:43.717 --> 00:28:44.550 We just... 331 00:28:45.752 --> 00:28:46.919 You're her flatmate? 332 00:28:46.952 --> 00:28:50.055 Yeah, this is my apartment. 333 00:28:51.825 --> 00:28:54.193 Nice to meet you. 334 00:28:54.226 --> 00:28:55.027 I should leave. 335 00:28:55.060 --> 00:28:56.395 Cool. 336 00:28:56.428 --> 00:28:57.229 Bye, then. 337 00:28:57.262 --> 00:28:58.097 - Bye. - Bye. 338 00:30:01.994 --> 00:30:04.196 I think it was the Italian in him. 339 00:30:04.229 --> 00:30:09.067 He would just show up at the door without notice. 340 00:30:17.744 --> 00:30:19.746 Want to go for a ride? 341 00:30:23.449 --> 00:30:24.283 Okay. 342 00:30:33.959 --> 00:30:35.027 His motorbike was 343 00:30:35.060 --> 00:30:36.328 very moulded into one. 344 00:30:40.399 --> 00:30:43.235 It was on the back that I discovered the power of energy. 345 00:30:56.615 --> 00:30:57.616 When were in sync, 346 00:30:57.650 --> 00:30:59.551 we leaned left and right 347 00:31:02.020 --> 00:31:05.123 as if joined by some invisible force in a quantum level. 348 00:31:09.863 --> 00:31:11.530 I hated rollercoasters as a child, 349 00:31:11.563 --> 00:31:13.800 but I was on the most exciting ride ever. 350 00:31:15.969 --> 00:31:18.103 Without being to strap in. 351 00:33:14.252 --> 00:33:17.824 Did you always want to be a nurse? 352 00:33:19.726 --> 00:33:22.527 I always knew I wanted to help people. 353 00:33:24.262 --> 00:33:25.798 Maybe travel the world. 354 00:33:30.670 --> 00:33:34.373 You're too normal for your own good, you know that? 355 00:33:34.406 --> 00:33:35.942 Why, what did you want to be? 356 00:33:39.779 --> 00:33:42.849 I used to dream about being a pilot when I was a kid. 357 00:33:42.882 --> 00:33:44.349 - Pilot? - Mm-hmm. 358 00:33:46.786 --> 00:33:48.553 Then what happened? 359 00:33:50.690 --> 00:33:52.692 I got my bike instead. 360 00:33:53.726 --> 00:33:55.160 You settled for a motorbike, now did you? 361 00:33:55.193 --> 00:33:56.696 I'm not sure I settled. 362 00:33:56.729 --> 00:33:59.431 I feel like I did something less fun. 363 00:33:59.464 --> 00:34:01.433 Well, it's a very pretty bike. 364 00:34:05.138 --> 00:34:06.839 It would be handy if you were a pilot. 365 00:34:06.873 --> 00:34:08.473 You could fly me to Africa. 366 00:34:08.507 --> 00:34:09.341 Hmm. 367 00:34:10.877 --> 00:34:12.745 I've got a day off on Sunday. 368 00:34:12.779 --> 00:34:14.881 I can go and get my pilot's licence. 369 00:34:15.715 --> 00:34:16.515 Hey! 370 00:34:16.548 --> 00:34:17.349 Let's do it. 371 00:34:17.382 --> 00:34:18.483 Yeah. 372 00:34:18.517 --> 00:34:20.687 Or we can go on the motorbike. 373 00:34:20.720 --> 00:34:22.454 We elope all the way to Africa. 374 00:34:22.487 --> 00:34:23.856 Oh, Elope, no! 375 00:34:23.890 --> 00:34:25.725 Okay. 376 00:34:27.126 --> 00:34:27.960 All right. 377 00:34:31.463 --> 00:34:32.899 You wanna travel, huh? 378 00:34:33.933 --> 00:34:36.069 Yeah, I do, one day. 379 00:34:38.771 --> 00:34:39.772 I am sure we will. 380 00:34:41.373 --> 00:34:42.441 I'm sure you will. 381 00:34:56.022 --> 00:34:57.556 - Stay here. - No, no. 382 00:34:57.589 --> 00:34:58.390 I need a drink. 383 00:34:58.423 --> 00:34:59.491 No, you don't. 384 00:34:59.524 --> 00:35:00.625 Goodness, it's 7 a.m. 385 00:35:01.794 --> 00:35:02.695 What was that? 386 00:35:02.729 --> 00:35:04.163 I said I miss you already. 387 00:35:04.197 --> 00:35:05.665 Say that again. 388 00:35:07.734 --> 00:35:10.335 Wow, you speak Norwegian. 389 00:35:11.503 --> 00:35:12.772 Okay, please stay, stay, stay, stay. 390 00:35:14.941 --> 00:35:17.210 Where are you always going? 391 00:35:22.949 --> 00:35:24.449 My days at work turned 392 00:35:24.483 --> 00:35:27.220 into anticipation of fun or where I will bump into him. 393 00:35:28.453 --> 00:35:30.790 I like that he won't tell anyone. 394 00:35:30.823 --> 00:35:34.559 It makes this thing, this game, more fun. 395 00:35:59.252 --> 00:36:02.088 He had a sensitivity 396 00:36:02.121 --> 00:36:03.856 that was easy to connect to. 397 00:36:08.060 --> 00:36:10.263 - Again? - Yeah, again. 398 00:36:10.295 --> 00:36:11.396 Come with me. 399 00:36:12.865 --> 00:36:13.666 This one's trouble. 400 00:36:13.699 --> 00:36:14.533 Hi. 401 00:36:15.567 --> 00:36:16.869 She's leaving. 402 00:36:39.558 --> 00:36:41.828 Until I started asking questions. 403 00:36:45.631 --> 00:36:49.969 Things seemed more important to him, more serious. 404 00:36:52.004 --> 00:36:53.405 Not something I was used to. 405 00:37:08.821 --> 00:37:12.325 This is where I come to think sometimes. 406 00:37:13.491 --> 00:37:15.628 It's a good place to get some peace and quiet. 407 00:37:19.131 --> 00:37:19.966 It's nice. 408 00:37:22.802 --> 00:37:23.703 Where do you go? 409 00:37:25.671 --> 00:37:27.273 I don't really have the need to go out 410 00:37:27.306 --> 00:37:28.540 and think too much. 411 00:37:31.310 --> 00:37:32.945 It's my Empire State Building. 412 00:37:34.146 --> 00:37:34.981 Okay. 413 00:37:38.084 --> 00:37:41.419 I think I prefer this over a skyscraper. 414 00:37:47.392 --> 00:37:50.029 You think a lot, don't you? 415 00:37:50.062 --> 00:37:52.131 You spend a lot of time inside your head. 416 00:37:57.569 --> 00:37:58.838 I try not to. 417 00:38:14.020 --> 00:38:15.187 You know that love 418 00:38:15.221 --> 00:38:17.422 when you can't stop thinking about somebody? 419 00:38:17.455 --> 00:38:19.191 When you're not with them, you just want to find them. 420 00:38:21.493 --> 00:38:23.461 When you're with them, time stands still. 421 00:38:26.666 --> 00:38:27.565 That kind of love. 422 00:38:36.474 --> 00:38:37.944 This is special. 423 00:38:37.977 --> 00:38:40.313 Katerina, this is really special. 424 00:38:41.579 --> 00:38:42.748 You make me feel alive. 425 00:38:44.050 --> 00:38:46.052 I haven't felt like this in a long time. 426 00:38:50.555 --> 00:38:52.658 I can feel my soul 427 00:38:52.692 --> 00:38:53.893 and it's because of you. 428 00:39:04.502 --> 00:39:05.638 Take the day off work. 429 00:39:07.206 --> 00:39:08.473 - No. - Take the day of work. 430 00:39:08.506 --> 00:39:10.776 No, no, I can't, no, no. 431 00:39:10.810 --> 00:39:12.345 No, no, no. 432 00:39:12.378 --> 00:39:13.946 No, I have to go. 433 00:39:15.247 --> 00:39:17.917 When are we going to do something together? 434 00:39:17.950 --> 00:39:18.751 Sure. 435 00:39:18.784 --> 00:39:19.617 Tomorrow? 436 00:39:20.953 --> 00:39:22.388 I'm gonna go away tomorrow. 437 00:39:24.857 --> 00:39:26.225 With me or are you going on your own? 438 00:39:26.258 --> 00:39:28.394 Just got to do something but I'll be back. 439 00:39:30.763 --> 00:39:31.563 Okay. 440 00:39:33.332 --> 00:39:34.233 My phone. 441 00:39:42.008 --> 00:39:44.777 Newton's second law states 442 00:39:44.810 --> 00:39:47.246 that the acceleration of an object 443 00:39:47.279 --> 00:39:49.949 is dependent upon two variables. 444 00:39:53.786 --> 00:39:55.520 The net force acting upon the object 445 00:40:00.359 --> 00:40:03.195 and the mass of the object itself. 446 00:40:13.839 --> 00:40:14.740 Nice to see you. 447 00:40:19.045 --> 00:40:19.945 Likewise. 448 00:40:41.801 --> 00:40:43.335 I had a feeling you would call. 449 00:40:50.209 --> 00:40:51.177 How have you been? 450 00:40:53.813 --> 00:40:54.612 Good. 451 00:40:56.916 --> 00:40:58.684 You look good. 452 00:40:58.717 --> 00:40:59.752 I feel really good. 453 00:41:03.189 --> 00:41:05.191 That's the longest time I've been away. 454 00:41:08.461 --> 00:41:09.295 Yeah. 455 00:41:11.330 --> 00:41:12.164 Do you miss me? 456 00:41:18.804 --> 00:41:21.941 I've got something to tell you. 457 00:41:21.974 --> 00:41:22.875 You can tell me. 458 00:41:25.945 --> 00:41:28.514 I've met somebody that I really like. 459 00:41:34.520 --> 00:41:35.754 What's her name? 460 00:41:39.258 --> 00:41:40.092 Katerina. 461 00:41:46.765 --> 00:41:48.934 Is that why you're here? 462 00:41:55.040 --> 00:41:57.743 Do you want my opinion about her? 463 00:42:01.580 --> 00:42:02.481 Happy for you. 464 00:42:09.288 --> 00:42:10.122 Does she know? 465 00:42:17.530 --> 00:42:18.330 You have to tell her, though, 466 00:42:18.364 --> 00:42:19.965 you know that, right? 467 00:42:28.908 --> 00:42:31.210 I feel like I have to tell you something, too. 468 00:42:34.013 --> 00:42:35.181 Okay. 469 00:42:46.660 --> 00:42:47.927 I'm pregnant. 470 00:43:03.309 --> 00:43:04.343 Are you happy with him? 471 00:43:04.376 --> 00:43:05.444 Yes. 472 00:43:13.052 --> 00:43:14.053 It's a girl. 473 00:43:27.099 --> 00:43:29.602 What are you gonna call her? 474 00:43:32.404 --> 00:43:35.007 I wanted to ask you if you were okay if I would 475 00:43:36.609 --> 00:43:37.443 call her Mia. 476 00:43:44.183 --> 00:43:45.017 Yeah. 477 00:43:51.023 --> 00:43:54.426 That's the only name I can think about. 478 00:44:00.332 --> 00:44:01.166 She came back. 479 00:44:17.182 --> 00:44:19.785 I am so happy for you. 480 00:44:20.853 --> 00:44:21.854 Thank you. 481 00:44:25.591 --> 00:44:27.293 He might find it hard at first. 482 00:44:27.326 --> 00:44:28.127 I know. 483 00:44:28.160 --> 00:44:29.528 I know. 484 00:44:29.561 --> 00:44:30.396 I know. 485 00:44:42.241 --> 00:44:43.842 I never thought we'd get here, 486 00:44:46.646 --> 00:44:48.080 two separate lives now. 487 00:44:51.751 --> 00:44:53.085 You know, I... 488 00:44:56.790 --> 00:44:59.291 I know what happened that makes you really scared. 489 00:45:01.827 --> 00:45:03.797 I hadn't seen you like that before. 490 00:45:07.066 --> 00:45:09.568 I couldn't imagine what it would have been like to 491 00:45:11.437 --> 00:45:14.808 raise a child with you being that way. 492 00:45:19.378 --> 00:45:20.479 I know you're fine but 493 00:45:22.881 --> 00:45:24.316 you have to tell her, though. 494 00:45:26.885 --> 00:45:29.388 I'll tell her when the time is right, okay? 495 00:45:29.421 --> 00:45:31.290 Nothing's happened in eight years. 496 00:45:38.931 --> 00:45:40.700 She's really young? 497 00:45:42.669 --> 00:45:43.936 She's younger, yeah. 498 00:45:46.171 --> 00:45:47.005 Is that easier? 499 00:45:53.178 --> 00:45:54.012 Maybe. 500 00:46:00.152 --> 00:46:01.253 I really like her. 501 00:46:08.927 --> 00:46:10.864 Are you still seeing your specialist? 502 00:46:19.238 --> 00:46:22.474 Are you not taking anything right now? 503 00:46:22.508 --> 00:46:24.042 I'm fine. 504 00:46:24.076 --> 00:46:25.277 I'm worried about you. 505 00:46:26.445 --> 00:46:28.313 It's always gonna be there, you know. 506 00:46:43.362 --> 00:46:44.596 I need to go. 507 00:49:37.302 --> 00:49:38.738 Oh no, don't. 508 00:49:38.771 --> 00:49:40.138 Don't say it. 509 00:49:40.172 --> 00:49:41.406 I missed you. 510 00:49:56.521 --> 00:49:57.356 Hey, 511 00:49:59.124 --> 00:50:00.093 what's that? 512 00:50:00.125 --> 00:50:01.027 I found it on the bridge. 513 00:50:01.060 --> 00:50:02.361 I think it might suit you. 514 00:50:02.394 --> 00:50:03.930 You really didn't. 515 00:50:03.963 --> 00:50:06.365 If I tell you the truth, you gonna take it? 516 00:50:06.398 --> 00:50:07.566 I'm not gonna take it. 517 00:50:07.599 --> 00:50:09.636 Here, take it back, take it back. 518 00:50:09.669 --> 00:50:11.370 I don't want it. 519 00:50:11.403 --> 00:50:13.740 It's really nice, take it. 520 00:50:15.742 --> 00:50:18.745 You sure you can afford it? 521 00:50:18.778 --> 00:50:20.847 Yes, so please take it. 522 00:50:26.953 --> 00:50:27.954 Thank you. 523 00:50:37.764 --> 00:50:38.998 How was work? 524 00:50:39.899 --> 00:50:42.735 Long. 525 00:50:59.418 --> 00:51:00.653 How are you doing down there? 526 00:51:00.687 --> 00:51:02.088 Sorry. 527 00:51:02.121 --> 00:51:04.456 Sorry, it's just Camilla. 528 00:51:04.489 --> 00:51:05.892 What's going on? 529 00:51:06.993 --> 00:51:09.528 Oh, we just started planning Africa. 530 00:51:09.561 --> 00:51:11.363 She's like texting me every five minutes. 531 00:51:11.396 --> 00:51:13.565 She is buying tickets and that kind of thing. 532 00:51:13.598 --> 00:51:16.769 I think you're gonna have a lovely time. 533 00:51:16.803 --> 00:51:19.471 I mean, you could come with, if you want to. 534 00:51:19.504 --> 00:51:21.741 I mean, Camilla would love it, she really likes you. 535 00:51:23.542 --> 00:51:24.476 Really likes me. 536 00:51:25.778 --> 00:51:28.081 Well, she doesn't dislike you. 537 00:51:28.114 --> 00:51:29.314 She doesn't know you. 538 00:51:29.347 --> 00:51:30.750 I can't, just I go other things going on. 539 00:51:30.783 --> 00:51:32.217 - I'm not sure... - What other things? 540 00:51:32.250 --> 00:51:34.319 You have your job, what other things? 541 00:51:36.621 --> 00:51:38.925 Come on, you never tell me anything. 542 00:51:40.325 --> 00:51:41.861 All I know is that you worked there for 10 years, 543 00:51:41.894 --> 00:51:43.629 and that you like playing football. 544 00:51:47.734 --> 00:51:50.535 You ever thought about getting married? 545 00:51:56.175 --> 00:51:57.476 Maybe one day. 546 00:52:03.783 --> 00:52:05.550 I'm wondering if this conversation 547 00:52:05.584 --> 00:52:07.252 is a little bit premature. 548 00:52:07.285 --> 00:52:08.221 Okay. 549 00:52:08.253 --> 00:52:09.521 Wondering if you are a little bit drunk. 550 00:52:09.554 --> 00:52:10.890 - Can we get some water, please? - Excuse me. 551 00:52:10.923 --> 00:52:11.758 This is my night off. 552 00:52:11.791 --> 00:52:12.792 Thank you very much. 553 00:52:14.392 --> 00:52:16.328 Excuse me, that is my wine glass, mister. 554 00:52:16.361 --> 00:52:18.197 We get a new bottle. 555 00:52:20.332 --> 00:52:23.268 Just for a minute, let's fantasise. 556 00:52:23.301 --> 00:52:24.670 I just tripped 557 00:52:26.105 --> 00:52:29.374 down the aisle, you're running away, going, 558 00:52:29.407 --> 00:52:30.810 I'm going to Africa. 559 00:52:30.843 --> 00:52:32.011 You're such a mess. 560 00:52:33.311 --> 00:52:35.313 Yes, I'm drunk. 561 00:52:35.347 --> 00:52:36.581 I can tell. 562 00:52:36.615 --> 00:52:38.184 And then tomorrow I'm gonna regret it, 563 00:52:39.652 --> 00:52:41.821 but right now everything's perfect. 564 00:52:42.755 --> 00:52:43.588 Okay. 565 00:52:45.658 --> 00:52:47.425 Don't tell anybody. 566 00:52:48.393 --> 00:52:50.930 Come meet me in the bathroom. 567 00:52:50.963 --> 00:52:52.297 You're insane. 568 00:52:54.599 --> 00:52:55.835 A little bit. 569 00:52:57.703 --> 00:52:59.005 Dream of Africa. 570 00:53:05.178 --> 00:53:05.978 Okay. 571 00:53:17.723 --> 00:53:19.558 He carries a mystery, 572 00:53:22.195 --> 00:53:23.062 an evasiveness. 573 00:53:26.866 --> 00:53:29.769 I ask about his past and there he stops. 574 00:53:33.973 --> 00:53:35.407 And he take a moment as if 575 00:53:35.440 --> 00:53:38.311 he's deciding whether he should tell me something or not. 576 00:53:49.487 --> 00:53:50.622 What are you writing? 577 00:53:51.489 --> 00:53:52.725 Nothing. 578 00:53:52.758 --> 00:53:53.960 I just saw my name. 579 00:53:53.993 --> 00:53:55.228 - Saw my name. - Sh! 580 00:53:55.261 --> 00:53:56.329 No, you didn't see your name. 581 00:53:56.361 --> 00:53:57.562 I saw Nick. 582 00:53:57.596 --> 00:53:59.431 Yeah, and Nick in Norwegian means 583 00:54:01.399 --> 00:54:02.969 none of your business in Norwegian. 584 00:54:03.002 --> 00:54:04.337 Go away, go away! 585 00:54:04.369 --> 00:54:06.072 This is mine, go to bed. 586 00:54:06.105 --> 00:54:08.140 I'm allowed to have secrets. 587 00:54:08.174 --> 00:54:09.008 Do you hate me? 588 00:54:10.076 --> 00:54:11.744 Yeah, that's exactly what I write: 589 00:54:11.777 --> 00:54:12.577 I hate Nick Caluzzi. 590 00:54:12.611 --> 00:54:14.013 God, I wish he'd get out of my bed. 591 00:54:14.046 --> 00:54:15.380 You see, I knew it. 592 00:54:15.413 --> 00:54:16.215 Gosh! 593 00:54:16.249 --> 00:54:17.350 I knew it. 594 00:54:17.415 --> 00:54:18.284 Leave me alone, I'm writing. 595 00:54:18.317 --> 00:54:20.319 What the hell are you writing? 596 00:54:20.353 --> 00:54:21.187 Go away. 597 00:54:23.356 --> 00:54:25.590 It's not fair, I'm gonna write in Italian. 598 00:54:25.624 --> 00:54:26.959 You go and do that. 599 00:54:26.993 --> 00:54:29.228 Buy your own journal, then. 600 00:54:34.634 --> 00:54:36.736 No, no, no, go to bed. 601 00:54:36.769 --> 00:54:38.004 I am busy! 602 00:54:39.338 --> 00:54:40.339 I'm gonna write in Italian. 603 00:54:40.373 --> 00:54:43.009 Can't do that. 604 00:54:47.412 --> 00:54:49.081 Okay, what does that mean? 605 00:54:49.115 --> 00:54:50.950 I'm not telling you. 606 00:54:52.752 --> 00:54:53.585 It's a secret. 607 00:54:54.921 --> 00:54:57.023 Oh, we keep it in secrets, now, are we? 608 00:55:17.410 --> 00:55:21.080 Today it all changed. 609 00:55:28.788 --> 00:55:31.123 I can't even write about it. 610 00:55:38.864 --> 00:55:40.700 I thought I was in control. 611 00:55:45.705 --> 00:55:47.039 And now I'm not. 612 00:57:42.488 --> 00:57:43.923 Is there anything I can do? 613 00:57:48.060 --> 00:57:48.894 Yeah. 614 00:57:54.366 --> 00:57:56.102 You can hold my hand. 615 00:58:40.513 --> 00:58:42.481 I had to protect myself. 616 00:58:47.286 --> 00:58:50.022 The truth is I was scared inside. 617 00:58:52.591 --> 00:58:54.593 And when that happens... 618 00:58:57.530 --> 00:58:59.398 I've learned to bite before I get bitten. 619 00:59:41.340 --> 00:59:43.442 What's going on? 620 00:59:44.343 --> 00:59:46.111 Nothing. 621 00:59:46.979 --> 00:59:48.547 It doesn't seem like nothing. 622 00:59:50.449 --> 00:59:51.617 Yeah, I'm fine. 623 00:59:52.818 --> 00:59:53.986 Are you sure? 624 00:59:56.422 --> 00:59:57.323 Yeah, it's fine. 625 00:59:58.791 --> 01:00:00.292 But I have to go home tonight. 626 01:00:01.961 --> 01:00:03.896 I thought you said you wanted to stay and 627 01:00:05.197 --> 01:00:06.532 watch a movie or something. 628 01:00:08.067 --> 01:00:09.969 Yeah, yeah, I was 629 01:00:10.002 --> 01:00:13.906 but Camilla just texted me and she needs to talk to me, so. 630 01:00:16.742 --> 01:00:19.044 What does she want to talk about? 631 01:00:19.078 --> 01:00:22.248 Why, do you have to know everything? 632 01:00:25.284 --> 01:00:27.186 Sorry, sorry, it's fine, okay. 633 01:00:27.219 --> 01:00:28.487 I just need to go home. 634 01:00:29.689 --> 01:00:31.390 She doesn't like me much, does she? 635 01:00:32.925 --> 01:00:35.761 Can you please not be so paranoid. 636 01:00:35.794 --> 01:00:36.795 She likes you fine. 637 01:00:42.368 --> 01:00:44.570 You're making fuss out of nothing right now. 638 01:00:44.603 --> 01:00:46.038 I just have to go home, okay? 639 01:00:49.743 --> 01:00:51.143 I don't think I am. 640 01:00:51.176 --> 01:00:52.378 Okay, now I just feel like 641 01:00:52.411 --> 01:00:53.345 you're causing an argument over nothing. 642 01:00:53.379 --> 01:00:54.546 I'm not even sure if it's me 643 01:00:54.580 --> 01:00:55.514 that's causing an argument. 644 01:00:55.547 --> 01:00:56.650 Yes, you are. 645 01:00:56.683 --> 01:00:58.117 I'm telling you I have to go home and you're getting 646 01:00:58.150 --> 01:00:59.151 all angry at me. 647 01:01:00.386 --> 01:01:02.154 I just have to go home and talk to my flatmate, okay? 648 01:01:02.187 --> 01:01:03.188 It's fine. 649 01:01:05.791 --> 01:01:06.592 Katerina. 650 01:01:13.299 --> 01:01:14.133 Yeah? 651 01:01:16.502 --> 01:01:17.903 I don't know what the hell is going on, 652 01:01:17.936 --> 01:01:20.740 but I'm here if you wanna talk about it, okay? 653 01:01:20.774 --> 01:01:22.441 Yeah, I know that. 654 01:01:25.244 --> 01:01:27.246 Look, it's fine, okay? 655 01:01:27.279 --> 01:01:30.082 We don't have to spend every second of the day together. 656 01:01:33.152 --> 01:01:34.654 Let me just go home and deal with this 657 01:01:34.688 --> 01:01:35.988 and then we'll talk later. 658 01:01:38.524 --> 01:01:39.558 Okay. 659 01:01:39.591 --> 01:01:40.426 Okay. 660 01:01:41.661 --> 01:01:42.594 Okay, I'll see you. 661 01:02:47.626 --> 01:02:48.560 Hi! 662 01:02:48.594 --> 01:02:49.763 - Hi. - Hi, can I sit here? 663 01:02:49.796 --> 01:02:50.963 Yeah, you can take a seat. 664 01:02:50.996 --> 01:02:52.131 Thank you. 665 01:02:52.164 --> 01:02:54.400 My bad, I'm thinking about life. 666 01:02:54.433 --> 01:02:55.702 That's okay. 667 01:02:55.735 --> 01:02:57.804 Hi, I don't we've probably met yet. 668 01:02:57.837 --> 01:03:01.173 I'm not sure, but I saw you just around, because I... 669 01:03:01.206 --> 01:03:03.008 It's crazy 'cause I've been here for like a month. 670 01:03:03.041 --> 01:03:04.109 I'm Katerina, anyway. 671 01:03:04.143 --> 01:03:05.678 Nice to meet you, I'm Luca. 672 01:03:05.712 --> 01:03:07.312 Well, that's a lovely name. 673 01:03:07.346 --> 01:03:08.313 Is that Italian? 674 01:03:08.347 --> 01:03:09.615 Yes, I'm from Italy. 675 01:03:09.649 --> 01:03:10.683 Oh, are you? 676 01:03:10.717 --> 01:03:11.851 Oh my God, it's amazing. 677 01:03:11.885 --> 01:03:13.051 I really want to to Italy. 678 01:03:13.085 --> 01:03:14.953 Actually, not from Italy, I'm from Venice. 679 01:03:14.987 --> 01:03:16.823 Oh Venice, I'm so jealous! 680 01:03:16.856 --> 01:03:18.725 I always say Venice. 681 01:03:18.758 --> 01:03:23.095 That's so cool. 682 01:03:23.128 --> 01:03:25.865 You started last month, did you say? 683 01:03:25.899 --> 01:03:28.400 Yeah, I'm fairly new still. 684 01:03:28.434 --> 01:03:29.769 All right, so. 685 01:03:31.871 --> 01:03:33.105 Okay. 686 01:04:49.983 --> 01:04:53.585 The observer effect. 687 01:04:54.988 --> 01:04:57.489 I changed reality just by the very act of looking at it. 688 01:05:11.971 --> 01:05:14.707 I hardly worry about mom anymore. 689 01:05:15.708 --> 01:05:16.943 Only when I talk to my sister 690 01:05:16.976 --> 01:05:18.678 do I remember what I left behind. 691 01:05:22.682 --> 01:05:24.249 I had to leave. 692 01:05:26.986 --> 01:05:28.922 I had no choice, I know that. 693 01:05:35.028 --> 01:05:36.428 I can only hope that... 694 01:05:36.461 --> 01:05:37.964 By leaving I'm setting 695 01:05:37.997 --> 01:05:39.498 a good example for my sister. 696 01:05:41.199 --> 01:05:42.601 I hope that she sees that 697 01:05:42.635 --> 01:05:44.804 if I can do it, so can she. 698 01:06:05.190 --> 01:06:06.491 At this point, I do suspect 699 01:06:06.525 --> 01:06:08.560 it's only her boyfriend holding her back. 700 01:06:10.596 --> 01:06:12.364 She won't move away from him. 701 01:06:21.273 --> 01:06:24.509 Now, you see 702 01:06:24.543 --> 01:06:25.377 a man 703 01:06:27.412 --> 01:06:28.447 holding you back. 704 01:07:15.327 --> 01:07:16.996 You okay? 705 01:07:17.030 --> 01:07:18.031 Yeah, you? 706 01:07:48.161 --> 01:07:49.394 Why are you trying to get a reaction 707 01:07:49.428 --> 01:07:50.930 out of me at work? 708 01:07:55.567 --> 01:07:58.071 What do you mean, I haven't. 709 01:08:01.373 --> 01:08:03.375 I haven't done anything. 710 01:08:06.145 --> 01:08:08.547 You're just being oversensitive. 711 01:08:14.586 --> 01:08:15.420 What? 712 01:08:19.092 --> 01:08:20.592 Are you seeing someone else? 713 01:08:22.494 --> 01:08:23.595 No. 714 01:08:23.628 --> 01:08:24.463 Nick. 715 01:08:24.496 --> 01:08:25.765 No, I have not been with someone else, 716 01:08:25.798 --> 01:08:27.532 but what the hell? 717 01:08:27.566 --> 01:08:28.701 What is wrong with you? 718 01:08:35.842 --> 01:08:36.809 But even if I had, 719 01:08:38.211 --> 01:08:40.445 it isn't like we ever said that we were together. 720 01:08:50.890 --> 01:08:51.991 Yeah, say something. 721 01:09:03.535 --> 01:09:04.369 I miss you. 722 01:09:10.243 --> 01:09:12.078 Don't do that to me, don't do that. 723 01:09:15.248 --> 01:09:17.984 This was just meant to be like a temporary thing, Nick. 724 01:09:19.152 --> 01:09:21.988 Now, it feels like you're changing. 725 01:09:30.562 --> 01:09:31.764 I can't do this anymore. 726 01:09:31.798 --> 01:09:33.933 I can't do this anymore with you. 727 01:09:35.268 --> 01:09:36.102 I'm not. 728 01:09:37.937 --> 01:09:39.138 Okay. 729 01:09:39.172 --> 01:09:39.972 Okay. 730 01:09:40.006 --> 01:09:40.907 Okay, good. 731 01:12:34.612 --> 01:12:37.016 This place is great, yeah? 732 01:12:37.049 --> 01:12:38.150 Can we have that drink? 733 01:12:38.184 --> 01:12:39.418 Can we get that drink, please? 734 01:12:39.452 --> 01:12:41.120 - Yeah. - Just the lime soda. 735 01:12:41.153 --> 01:12:42.288 - Yeah. - Cheers, man. 736 01:12:42.321 --> 01:12:43.322 Thank you. 737 01:12:48.327 --> 01:12:51.964 Is Camilla joining us anytime soon, or? 738 01:12:51.998 --> 01:12:53.766 Oh, she didn't text you? 739 01:12:53.799 --> 01:12:54.633 No. 740 01:12:56.635 --> 01:12:58.304 Well, apparently there's an emergency 741 01:12:58.337 --> 01:13:00.873 at your guys' hospital. 742 01:13:00.906 --> 01:13:03.042 I don't know, maybe, she'll be here later. 743 01:13:03.075 --> 01:13:04.043 Shall we? 744 01:13:05.945 --> 01:13:07.980 I definitely feel like we've been set up. 745 01:13:09.015 --> 01:13:09.849 - Camilla. - Camilla. 746 01:13:11.283 --> 01:13:12.184 She wouldn't do that, 747 01:13:12.218 --> 01:13:13.686 - would she? - No. 748 01:13:13.719 --> 01:13:15.755 She's great, though, I really like her. 749 01:13:15.788 --> 01:13:16.621 Yeah. 750 01:13:19.992 --> 01:13:22.627 So, how long have you been in London? 751 01:13:22.661 --> 01:13:24.463 I've been in London for six years. 752 01:13:25.431 --> 01:13:26.399 That's a long time. 753 01:13:26.432 --> 01:13:27.767 - Yeah, and you? - You like it? 754 01:13:27.800 --> 01:13:30.503 I'm just here doing my fellowship. 755 01:13:30.535 --> 01:13:33.739 I'm specialising in becoming a neurosurgeon. 756 01:13:34.707 --> 01:13:35.975 And you, where are you from? 757 01:13:36.008 --> 01:13:37.676 I'm from Norway, actually. 758 01:13:39.945 --> 01:13:42.314 - And you? - I'm from South Africa. 759 01:13:42.348 --> 01:13:45.317 You couldn't tell the accent. 760 01:13:45.351 --> 01:13:46.252 From Africa? 761 01:13:46.285 --> 01:13:47.753 Yeah, I'm from Cape Town 762 01:13:47.787 --> 01:13:49.922 which is like right at the bottom-southwest corner. 763 01:13:51.223 --> 01:13:54.559 It's quite a cosmopolitan European city, 764 01:13:54.592 --> 01:13:56.796 not really like real Africa. 765 01:13:56.829 --> 01:13:58.197 If you wanna experience real Africa, 766 01:13:58.230 --> 01:14:00.099 you need to kind of go a little bit north. 767 01:14:02.935 --> 01:14:07.440 So, Camilla said that you work in palliative care. 768 01:14:07.473 --> 01:14:09.942 Yeah, I'm a nurse, same as Camilla. 769 01:14:09.975 --> 01:14:10.810 Okay. 770 01:14:13.012 --> 01:14:14.713 Which makes me a surgeon, I guess? 771 01:14:16.215 --> 01:14:17.049 Being a surgeon 772 01:14:18.050 --> 01:14:19.218 can be tough. 773 01:14:19.251 --> 01:14:20.386 I mean, just getting there is tough. 774 01:14:20.419 --> 01:14:22.488 He was perfect, 775 01:14:22.521 --> 01:14:24.156 handsome, a surgeon. 776 01:14:25.291 --> 01:14:26.525 Everything you could ask for, really. 777 01:14:26.559 --> 01:14:27.760 Two years of internship afterward. 778 01:14:27.793 --> 01:14:29.462 But he wasn't Nick. 779 01:14:29.495 --> 01:14:31.030 Specialise. 780 01:14:31.063 --> 01:14:32.698 So, I came to the UK. 781 01:14:35.167 --> 01:14:38.337 Are you okay, 'cause you seem very distracted. 782 01:14:41.407 --> 01:14:42.308 It's just that I realise actually 783 01:14:42.341 --> 01:14:44.176 I have somewhere else to be. 784 01:14:44.210 --> 01:14:45.444 Are you sure? 785 01:14:46.712 --> 01:14:47.880 Hey, can I help you? 786 01:14:47.913 --> 01:14:49.281 I mean, is there something you need... 787 01:14:49.315 --> 01:14:50.983 - No, no, I'm fine. - Or do you need a lift? 788 01:14:51.016 --> 01:14:53.919 I'm fine, sorry, I'm fine. 789 01:14:53.953 --> 01:14:55.020 Thank you. 790 01:14:55.054 --> 01:14:56.422 Don't worry about it, I will sort it out. 791 01:14:56.455 --> 01:14:57.423 Thank you. 792 01:14:57.456 --> 01:14:58.824 Maybe, we could do this again sometime. 793 01:14:58.858 --> 01:15:01.060 - Yeah, maybe, maybe. - All right. 794 01:15:04.563 --> 01:15:05.664 What the hell? 795 01:15:09.068 --> 01:15:13.172 Hey, man, can I get another one of these, please? 796 01:17:13.993 --> 01:17:15.662 I miss you already. 797 01:17:30.442 --> 01:17:32.111 - Camilla. - Oh Jesus! 798 01:17:32.144 --> 01:17:34.714 You scared the hell out of me. 799 01:17:34.748 --> 01:17:35.781 I'm looking for Katerina. 800 01:17:35.814 --> 01:17:37.549 Do you know where she is? 801 01:17:37.583 --> 01:17:38.752 She's fine. 802 01:17:38.784 --> 01:17:42.021 She's just gone away for a few days. 803 01:17:46.292 --> 01:17:51.263 Can you tell her to call me when you speak to her? 804 01:17:51.297 --> 01:17:52.097 Sure. 805 01:17:53.098 --> 01:17:53.932 Yeah. 806 01:17:55.635 --> 01:17:56.636 Thank you. 807 01:17:58.070 --> 01:17:59.004 You know, 808 01:18:00.640 --> 01:18:02.642 it's just not that deep. 809 01:18:04.476 --> 01:18:05.745 Is that right? 810 01:18:08.748 --> 01:18:09.581 Yeah. 811 01:18:52.792 --> 01:18:54.093 Hi Nick. 812 01:18:54.126 --> 01:18:55.527 I ain't seen you in a while. 813 01:18:56.462 --> 01:18:57.797 I'll have vodka tonic. 814 01:18:57.831 --> 01:18:59.565 Double, single? 815 01:18:59.598 --> 01:19:00.866 Give me a double. 816 01:19:00.899 --> 01:19:02.635 Okay, mate. 817 01:19:02.669 --> 01:19:05.839 It's not working for me. 818 01:19:07.306 --> 01:19:11.009 How long have you been feeling this? 819 01:19:11.043 --> 01:19:12.945 Is that a serious question? 820 01:19:12.978 --> 01:19:15.080 You haven't brought this up. 821 01:19:16.716 --> 01:19:19.418 What was that the other day? 822 01:19:19.451 --> 01:19:20.854 Huh? 823 01:19:20.886 --> 01:19:22.588 You let your mom speak to me like that? 824 01:19:22.621 --> 01:19:23.522 I couldn't shout at her... 825 01:19:23.555 --> 01:19:25.023 You said nothing! 826 01:19:25.057 --> 01:19:26.225 It was all her friends were there. 827 01:19:26.258 --> 01:19:27.660 All the family were there. 828 01:19:27.694 --> 01:19:30.095 Do you know how that made me feel? 829 01:19:30.129 --> 01:19:32.699 You care more about what they think than I think. 830 01:19:32.732 --> 01:19:33.932 Don't worry about her. 831 01:19:33.966 --> 01:19:37.002 Like, you always fixate on what she's saying. 832 01:19:37.035 --> 01:19:38.671 You're like a seven-year-old 833 01:19:38.705 --> 01:19:40.205 when you're around her. 834 01:19:40.239 --> 01:19:41.573 It's ridiculous! 835 01:19:42.975 --> 01:19:45.277 Do you know what your problem is? 836 01:19:45.310 --> 01:19:47.112 - You're weak. - I'm not weak, just... 837 01:19:47.146 --> 01:19:48.514 Are you all right? 838 01:19:50.416 --> 01:19:51.316 Yeah, I'm fine. 839 01:19:51.350 --> 01:19:52.618 It's never the right time. 840 01:19:54.286 --> 01:19:56.555 Have you even told her that I don't want children. 841 01:19:57.956 --> 01:19:59.793 Look, I just don't think it matters 842 01:19:59.826 --> 01:20:01.293 so much about what she want wants 843 01:20:01.326 --> 01:20:03.495 rather than what we want for each other. 844 01:20:03.529 --> 01:20:05.330 Your family don't approve of me. 845 01:20:05.364 --> 01:20:08.400 They do, how many times have I said it? 846 01:20:08.434 --> 01:20:10.536 The thing is you don't come by yourself. 847 01:20:11.905 --> 01:20:15.207 You come with an army of freaking Iranians behind you. 848 01:20:18.177 --> 01:20:19.813 I find it pathetic. 849 01:20:19.846 --> 01:20:20.979 I understand the problem. 850 01:20:21.013 --> 01:20:22.214 Do you know what the problem is? 851 01:20:22.247 --> 01:20:24.016 Do you want me to tell you what the problem is? 852 01:20:24.049 --> 01:20:25.217 Oh, give him a break. 853 01:20:27.586 --> 01:20:28.487 I beg your pardon? 854 01:20:28.520 --> 01:20:30.189 I said give him a break! 855 01:20:30.222 --> 01:20:31.123 Nick, mate. 856 01:20:31.156 --> 01:20:32.057 Stay out of this, mate. 857 01:20:32.090 --> 01:20:34.193 Not today, mate, not today. 858 01:20:36.361 --> 01:20:39.465 You guys all right, sorry about that, yeah? 859 01:20:39.498 --> 01:20:40.733 Well, you haven't stopped her 860 01:20:40.767 --> 01:20:41.935 ever since the second I walked in the door. 861 01:20:41.967 --> 01:20:44.169 Oh my God, are you still speaking? 862 01:20:44.203 --> 01:20:45.337 Rein your neck in, 863 01:20:45.370 --> 01:20:46.873 we're having a private conversation. 864 01:20:46.906 --> 01:20:48.474 There's nothing private about your conversation. 865 01:20:48.507 --> 01:20:49.742 Just stay down, don't worry, he's drunk. 866 01:20:49.776 --> 01:20:50.944 I'm not drunk. 867 01:20:50.976 --> 01:20:52.211 Don't let him speak to me like that! 868 01:20:52.244 --> 01:20:53.579 Everyone can hear what you're talking about. 869 01:20:53.612 --> 01:20:55.414 Oh my God, he's a nutcase. 870 01:20:55.447 --> 01:20:56.448 I'm on your side, pal. 871 01:20:56.482 --> 01:20:57.449 Who are you, anyway? 872 01:20:57.483 --> 01:20:59.051 Just go away, you got nothing to do with this. 873 01:20:59.084 --> 01:21:01.587 This is not your issue here. 874 01:21:01.620 --> 01:21:02.554 I'm trying to have 875 01:21:02.588 --> 01:21:03.723 love, it's okay. 876 01:21:03.756 --> 01:21:04.691 No one asked to speak. 877 01:21:04.724 --> 01:21:06.058 Just stay down, I know, just stay down. 878 01:21:06.091 --> 01:21:07.025 Just stay down. 879 01:21:07.059 --> 01:21:08.160 It has nothing to do with you. 880 01:21:08.193 --> 01:21:09.294 - I'm on your side. - I know. 881 01:21:09.328 --> 01:21:10.763 Don't let him speak to me like that. 882 01:21:10.797 --> 01:21:12.030 - Here we go again. - This is my problem. 883 01:21:12.064 --> 01:21:13.298 There you are shouting at everybody again. 884 01:21:13.332 --> 01:21:14.868 You are off of your fucking head! 885 01:21:14.901 --> 01:21:16.268 Don't fucking call her that. 886 01:21:16.301 --> 01:21:17.302 I fucking had it! 887 01:21:17.336 --> 01:21:21.941 My God! 888 01:21:21.975 --> 01:21:24.109 Just calm down, just stay down. 889 01:21:24.142 --> 01:21:25.110 Call the police! 890 01:21:25.143 --> 01:21:26.245 Calm down! 891 01:21:26.278 --> 01:21:29.649 Just stay down, let's calm down. 892 01:21:33.085 --> 01:21:34.219 Pull him off, pull him off! 893 01:21:34.253 --> 01:21:35.788 Easy, easy, easy! 894 01:21:35.822 --> 01:21:37.022 You're all the same! 895 01:21:37.055 --> 01:21:38.624 You're all the same! 896 01:21:38.658 --> 01:21:41.593 Don't do that to me, though! 897 01:21:41.627 --> 01:21:43.128 Calm down, calm down, calm down. 898 01:21:43.161 --> 01:21:44.229 Let's have a walk, yeah. 899 01:21:44.263 --> 01:21:46.633 It's getting in his head. 900 01:21:46.666 --> 01:21:47.667 You're all the same. 901 01:21:47.700 --> 01:21:49.101 Nick, get out! 902 01:21:51.570 --> 01:21:53.038 Hey, man, have a seat. 903 01:21:53.071 --> 01:21:54.908 I'll get you a drink. 904 01:21:54.941 --> 01:21:56.375 He's a fucking nutcase 905 01:21:56.408 --> 01:21:58.277 and a fucking liability, that's what he is! 906 01:22:43.756 --> 01:22:44.891 Everyone at work is wondering 907 01:22:44.924 --> 01:22:45.925 what happened to... 908 01:22:48.126 --> 01:22:48.995 I won't call him. 909 01:22:50.697 --> 01:22:51.530 I can't 910 01:22:53.532 --> 01:22:55.500 because that might be what he wants. 911 01:23:04.944 --> 01:23:07.112 Hi, everyone, thank you for coming. 912 01:23:07.145 --> 01:23:08.748 I'm sorry I had to call this emergency meeting. 913 01:23:08.781 --> 01:23:11.350 I know it's the night shift and 914 01:23:11.383 --> 01:23:13.052 they're not our favourites. 915 01:23:13.086 --> 01:23:17.056 Nick Caluzzi, one of our senior nurses, he's gone missing. 916 01:23:17.090 --> 01:23:20.860 Well, he hasn't turned up to work for five days, 917 01:23:20.893 --> 01:23:23.228 so if you do know any information, 918 01:23:23.261 --> 01:23:25.832 or anything about Nick or his last whereabouts, 919 01:23:25.865 --> 01:23:28.400 then that would be brilliant if you could let me know. 920 01:23:29.401 --> 01:23:30.268 We just want him safe. 921 01:23:30.302 --> 01:23:31.236 We just want him found. 922 01:23:31.269 --> 01:23:32.639 If you could look at the board 923 01:23:32.672 --> 01:23:34.073 to see where his shifts are, 924 01:23:35.440 --> 01:23:37.342 and otherwise we'll get some agency nurses in. 925 01:23:37.376 --> 01:23:38.577 Of course, sure. 926 01:23:38.610 --> 01:23:39.646 Brilliant, thank you very much. 927 01:23:39.679 --> 01:23:40.813 Thank you, everyone. 928 01:23:40.847 --> 01:23:42.614 Thank you. 929 01:24:07.840 --> 01:24:09.207 Oh God, I hope he 930 01:24:09.241 --> 01:24:11.144 hasn't had an accident. 931 01:24:22.155 --> 01:24:23.890 Where have you gone? 932 01:26:09.028 --> 01:26:11.563 The definition of entanglement 933 01:26:11.596 --> 01:26:13.800 is to be involved in a complicated situation 934 01:26:15.168 --> 01:26:18.171 and which is difficult to disengage. 935 01:28:51.657 --> 01:28:53.926 My rule was to keep my distance. 936 01:28:57.629 --> 01:28:59.732 I never thought that would backfire on me. 937 01:29:01.267 --> 01:29:03.302 You know I heard that they found Nick, 938 01:29:03.336 --> 01:29:05.771 that nurse guy, but they won't tell us where he is. 939 01:29:05.805 --> 01:29:07.505 They're probably not allowed to. 940 01:29:08.975 --> 01:29:10.142 I don't think he's coming back to work. 941 01:29:10.176 --> 01:29:11.877 I don't think he's allowed. 942 01:29:11.911 --> 01:29:14.246 I think something happened, maybe. 943 01:29:14.280 --> 01:29:15.915 I heard something. 944 01:29:15.948 --> 01:29:17.216 He's like a really weird guy. 945 01:29:17.249 --> 01:29:18.784 I don't think he spoke to anyone. 946 01:29:18.818 --> 01:29:19.986 Kept to himself. 947 01:29:21.454 --> 01:29:23.055 I never really met him. 948 01:29:23.089 --> 01:29:24.890 And I worked with him a few times. 949 01:29:26.491 --> 01:29:27.960 Yeah, really weird. 950 01:29:30.863 --> 01:29:32.999 As soon as I heard there was word, 951 01:29:34.100 --> 01:29:35.468 I knew exactly where to go. 952 01:29:36.568 --> 01:29:37.403 Miguel. 953 01:29:38.337 --> 01:29:39.405 - Hi. - Hey. 954 01:29:39.438 --> 01:29:41.273 Hi Katerina, what's up? 955 01:29:41.307 --> 01:29:42.908 Do you have a second to talk? 956 01:29:42.942 --> 01:29:43.776 Yeah. 957 01:29:45.077 --> 01:29:45.911 What's wrong? 958 01:29:47.246 --> 01:29:50.716 I heard you know where Nick Caluzzi is. 959 01:29:50.750 --> 01:29:51.583 What? 960 01:29:52.718 --> 01:29:54.920 I heard you know where Nick Caluzzi is. 961 01:29:54.954 --> 01:29:56.554 Can you tell me? 962 01:29:56.588 --> 01:29:58.858 You know I can't tell you that information. 963 01:30:00.226 --> 01:30:01.494 Why did you want to know? 964 01:30:04.497 --> 01:30:07.266 Because me and Nick have been seeing each other, 965 01:30:07.299 --> 01:30:08.801 and it ended badly, and he thinks I cheated on him, 966 01:30:08.834 --> 01:30:10.836 and I have to make it right. 967 01:30:10.870 --> 01:30:14.173 I knew something was going on. 968 01:30:14.206 --> 01:30:16.008 Please, I need to know where he is. 969 01:30:19.412 --> 01:30:22.681 Listen, I'm gonna go for a cigarette in a moment, and 970 01:30:24.216 --> 01:30:25.985 the door to my office is open. 971 01:30:26.018 --> 01:30:28.888 You can look in the filing cabinet. 972 01:30:30.956 --> 01:30:32.058 Okay? 973 01:30:32.091 --> 01:30:33.826 Thank you. 974 01:30:33.859 --> 01:30:34.960 No worries. 975 01:30:55.181 --> 01:30:58.350 As Newton's third law says, 976 01:30:58.384 --> 01:31:02.288 for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. 977 01:31:50.769 --> 01:31:51.537 Need help? 978 01:31:53.305 --> 01:31:54.673 Yeah. 979 01:31:54.707 --> 01:31:56.775 I'm here to see Nick Caluzzi. 980 01:31:58.010 --> 01:31:59.245 Are you a relative? 981 01:31:59.278 --> 01:32:02.181 No, I'm a friend, Katerina Nielson. 982 01:32:02.214 --> 01:32:03.582 You wanna come and sign in? 983 01:32:03.616 --> 01:32:04.483 Yeah. 984 01:32:04.517 --> 01:32:05.251 Come in. 985 01:32:23.602 --> 01:32:24.770 Here you go. 986 01:32:26.772 --> 01:32:28.440 Thanks. 987 01:32:30.776 --> 01:32:32.511 You okay? 988 01:32:33.746 --> 01:32:34.847 Yeah, yeah. 989 01:32:40.352 --> 01:32:41.520 I'm just a bit nervous. 990 01:32:43.789 --> 01:32:45.090 The last time I saw him it 991 01:32:46.592 --> 01:32:47.760 didn't end very well. 992 01:32:50.496 --> 01:32:52.398 I'm just not sure if I'm doing the right thing 993 01:32:52.431 --> 01:32:53.432 by coming today. 994 01:32:56.835 --> 01:32:59.104 You can come back another time, if you want. 995 01:33:00.839 --> 01:33:02.474 I have to see him. 996 01:33:04.977 --> 01:33:05.744 I get it. 997 01:33:07.012 --> 01:33:09.415 It can be really hard on the relatives. 998 01:33:09.448 --> 01:33:12.151 They often think it's something they've done. 999 01:33:12.184 --> 01:33:15.120 It's the illness, don't forget that. 1000 01:33:17.056 --> 01:33:18.824 Within a week of taking his medication, 1001 01:33:18.857 --> 01:33:20.793 he was much better. 1002 01:33:20.826 --> 01:33:21.760 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1003 01:33:22.895 --> 01:33:24.163 I don't think he should even be here, 1004 01:33:24.196 --> 01:33:26.432 but he has to wait for an official discharge. 1005 01:33:27.800 --> 01:33:28.635 Oh. 1006 01:33:32.504 --> 01:33:33.505 How was he admitted? 1007 01:33:34.573 --> 01:33:35.841 I can't tell you that. 1008 01:33:35.874 --> 01:33:37.243 Patient confidentiality. 1009 01:33:38.645 --> 01:33:39.478 Of course. 1010 01:33:44.883 --> 01:33:46.352 Does he know that I'm coming? 1011 01:33:55.127 --> 01:33:55.961 Okay. 1012 01:33:59.331 --> 01:34:00.165 You ready? 1013 01:34:01.867 --> 01:34:03.202 - Yeah. - Okay. 1014 01:34:03.235 --> 01:34:05.604 Come on, I'll take you to him. 1015 01:34:31.830 --> 01:34:32.998 You all right? 1016 01:34:49.281 --> 01:34:52.284 Just give me a shout if you need me. 1017 01:35:39.565 --> 01:35:40.399 How you been? 1018 01:35:51.276 --> 01:35:52.177 I'm fine. 1019 01:36:04.724 --> 01:36:06.191 What the hell happened, Nick? 1020 01:36:11.029 --> 01:36:14.600 I ask myself the same question every day. 1021 01:36:17.837 --> 01:36:22.074 Why didn't you tell me that you ended up in here? 1022 01:36:23.575 --> 01:36:26.679 Why would I do that? 1023 01:36:26.713 --> 01:36:29.548 Because you just disappeared. 1024 01:36:29.581 --> 01:36:31.016 Everyone at work was really worried about you. 1025 01:36:31.049 --> 01:36:33.085 Yeah, well, I'm sure they caught their shifts. 1026 01:36:33.118 --> 01:36:33.952 Stop it. 1027 01:36:41.861 --> 01:36:42.961 I'm still so angry. 1028 01:36:45.899 --> 01:36:47.332 I can't shift in. 1029 01:36:51.603 --> 01:36:53.005 I don't understand. 1030 01:36:54.173 --> 01:36:55.007 You let me down. 1031 01:37:06.886 --> 01:37:09.354 They said that I triggered an episode of bipolar. 1032 01:37:13.992 --> 01:37:15.762 I thought I'd got over it a few year ago 1033 01:37:15.795 --> 01:37:17.864 so I stopped taking my medication. 1034 01:37:22.635 --> 01:37:25.304 And then this emotional reaction 1035 01:37:26.706 --> 01:37:28.207 apparently triggered it again. 1036 01:37:33.178 --> 01:37:36.181 Do I actually have to get into this? 1037 01:37:39.184 --> 01:37:40.820 But you look fine to me. 1038 01:37:42.755 --> 01:37:43.589 You shouldn't have come. 1039 01:37:43.622 --> 01:37:45.057 I'm trying to get you out of my mind. 1040 01:37:45.090 --> 01:37:46.325 I had to see where you were. 1041 01:37:46.358 --> 01:37:47.993 I don't want you to see me like this. 1042 01:37:52.297 --> 01:37:53.733 But you'll be fine. 1043 01:37:53.766 --> 01:37:57.102 You just need to get out of here and you'll be fine. 1044 01:38:00.305 --> 01:38:01.139 Maybe. 1045 01:38:07.312 --> 01:38:10.884 Why didn't you tell me about this thing that you have? 1046 01:38:10.917 --> 01:38:11.851 I didn't know. 1047 01:38:22.094 --> 01:38:23.262 Embarrassed. 1048 01:38:26.231 --> 01:38:27.332 I was scared. 1049 01:38:32.371 --> 01:38:34.674 I was scared I was gonna lose you. 1050 01:38:37.877 --> 01:38:40.145 Everyone has secrets, Nick. 1051 01:38:42.548 --> 01:38:45.150 If I told you mine, you'd probably run away. 1052 01:38:55.127 --> 01:38:55.962 Try me. 1053 01:39:00.332 --> 01:39:01.433 Another time, maybe. 1054 01:39:04.837 --> 01:39:09.776 Don't start that again. 1055 01:39:10.609 --> 01:39:11.878 You play games. 1056 01:39:16.181 --> 01:39:18.685 No, it's not a game anymore. 1057 01:39:27.760 --> 01:39:29.696 It's probably for the best, anyway. 1058 01:39:29.729 --> 01:39:32.464 It's not like I could have introduced you to my family. 1059 01:39:38.972 --> 01:39:39.806 Too old? 1060 01:39:40.673 --> 01:39:41.506 Too crazy. 1061 01:39:43.009 --> 01:39:44.276 I mean, you have a certificate now 1062 01:39:44.309 --> 01:39:45.611 and everything, don't you? 1063 01:39:46.946 --> 01:39:49.114 I finally got a certificate in something. 1064 01:39:51.183 --> 01:39:52.018 I'm joking. 1065 01:39:53.786 --> 01:39:55.855 It's the motorbike thing they don't like. 1066 01:40:06.966 --> 01:40:11.203 I'm gonna go in case you trigger another episode. 1067 01:40:13.338 --> 01:40:14.172 Okay. 1068 01:40:16.843 --> 01:40:18.077 I'm gonna go. 1069 01:40:20.747 --> 01:40:22.314 It's what you keep saying. 1070 01:40:22.347 --> 01:40:24.017 I'm definitely gonna go. 1071 01:40:24.050 --> 01:40:25.084 You're gonna go now, yeah. 1072 01:40:25.118 --> 01:40:26.218 I should go. 1073 01:40:26.251 --> 01:40:27.754 You're gonna go. 1074 01:40:38.397 --> 01:40:40.465 I'm gonna go this time. 1075 01:40:50.609 --> 01:40:51.410 Okay. 1076 01:41:04.991 --> 01:41:06.558 I'm glad you came. 1077 01:41:08.861 --> 01:41:10.195 Yeah, me, too. 1078 01:41:56.608 --> 01:41:58.111 I think he believed in love 1079 01:41:58.144 --> 01:41:59.045 until he met me. 1080 01:42:36.548 --> 01:42:38.985 I promise you, 1081 01:42:39.018 --> 01:42:40.920 I'll make it up to you. 1082 01:43:05.544 --> 01:43:08.346 Werner Heisenberg said, "It's a world 1083 01:43:08.380 --> 01:43:11.951 "of potentialities or possibilities 1084 01:43:11.984 --> 01:43:14.553 "rather than one of things or facts." 1085 01:43:17.757 --> 01:43:18.891 The paradox 1086 01:43:20.927 --> 01:43:23.562 is only a conflict between reality 1087 01:43:23.595 --> 01:43:25.998 and your feeling of what reality ought to be. 1088 01:43:41.346 --> 01:43:42.514 And in the end 1089 01:43:44.050 --> 01:43:47.086 I believe that all paths lead home.