WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:12.679 --> 00:00:17.684 (birds chirping) (cars pass in the distance) 4 00:00:36.244 --> 00:00:38.538 - You got my money bitch? Huh? 5 00:00:38.538 --> 00:00:39.581 Don't act like you don't hear me. 6 00:00:39.581 --> 00:00:40.915 You know what I'm here for. 7 00:00:40.915 --> 00:00:41.916 You got my money, bitch? 8 00:00:41.916 --> 00:00:43.043 I'll kill you. - No! 9 00:00:43.043 --> 00:00:44.878 - I'll kill you. - No, no, no. 10 00:00:44.878 --> 00:00:46.337 What are you doing? - Give me my money! 11 00:00:46.337 --> 00:00:47.589 - What are you doing? - You stay out of this, hoe. 12 00:00:47.589 --> 00:00:48.715 - I got you, I got is money right here. 13 00:00:48.715 --> 00:00:50.091 - You stay out of this. - I got it! 14 00:00:50.091 --> 00:00:51.342 - I said, or I'll kill you. - It's right here. 15 00:00:51.342 --> 00:00:52.761 Eddy! - You workin' for him now? 16 00:00:52.761 --> 00:00:53.803 - Get outta here! - You workin' for him now? 17 00:00:53.803 --> 00:00:54.512 Huh? - No! Eddy, get out! 18 00:00:54.512 --> 00:00:55.221 (hitting) 19 00:00:55.221 --> 00:00:56.723 Eddy, get out! 20 00:00:56.723 --> 00:00:58.391 - [Man] Shut your ass up! 21 00:00:58.391 --> 00:01:00.060 - My name is Eddy Calderon. 22 00:01:00.894 --> 00:01:02.062 I am an addict. 23 00:01:07.901 --> 00:01:10.904 (slow, tense music) 24 00:01:20.830 --> 00:01:22.582 I've always felt that there was 25 00:01:22.582 --> 00:01:24.125 something missing in my life. 26 00:01:26.086 --> 00:01:27.587 Nothing materialistic, 27 00:01:29.172 --> 00:01:30.924 nothing that you can touch, 28 00:01:32.967 --> 00:01:34.344 nothing that you can hold. 29 00:01:38.890 --> 00:01:40.725 It's something that I had to feel. 30 00:01:44.729 --> 00:01:46.064 I needed to experience. 31 00:01:50.276 --> 00:01:51.069 Love... 32 00:01:56.157 --> 00:01:56.950 Affection. 33 00:02:02.205 --> 00:02:03.665 Fantasy was my reality. 34 00:02:05.875 --> 00:02:07.669 My reality had no rules, 35 00:02:07.669 --> 00:02:09.754 (sniffs) 36 00:02:10.839 --> 00:02:11.840 and no boundaries. 37 00:02:12.715 --> 00:02:14.676 (Eddy grunts) 38 00:02:14.676 --> 00:02:16.010 - Come on, Eddy. 39 00:02:17.220 --> 00:02:19.097 - [Eddy] Don't touch me. 40 00:02:20.140 --> 00:02:21.558 Nobody could tell me nothing. 41 00:02:23.434 --> 00:02:25.562 (speaking in foreign language) 42 00:02:25.562 --> 00:02:28.273 - [Eddy] The first time I snorted cocaine... 43 00:02:28.273 --> 00:02:32.152 (speaking in foreign language) 44 00:02:33.820 --> 00:02:35.989 - [Eddy] I didn't realize I was high. 45 00:02:35.989 --> 00:02:38.074 (sniffs) 46 00:02:39.242 --> 00:02:41.369 I was so used to the high of marijuana, 47 00:02:41.369 --> 00:02:42.954 I was expecting the same thing. 48 00:02:44.581 --> 00:02:45.707 - [Man] Eso. 49 00:02:45.707 --> 00:02:47.667 (Eddy grunts) 50 00:02:47.667 --> 00:02:48.501 Eso. 51 00:02:49.794 --> 00:02:50.962 Ada, girl. 52 00:02:50.962 --> 00:02:52.922 - [Eddy] I was talkative, energetic. 53 00:02:52.922 --> 00:02:54.257 (men laugh) 54 00:02:54.257 --> 00:02:55.300 And full of euphoria. 55 00:02:57.051 --> 00:03:01.973 (laughing) (speaking in foreign language) 56 00:03:04.517 --> 00:03:05.351 I liked it. 57 00:03:07.604 --> 00:03:08.396 Nah. 58 00:03:10.190 --> 00:03:12.817 I loved it, and I was hooked. 59 00:03:14.861 --> 00:03:16.863 (panting) 60 00:03:16.863 --> 00:03:18.489 (knocking) 61 00:03:18.489 --> 00:03:21.242 Like I said, I'm an addict. 62 00:03:23.703 --> 00:03:27.916 But every addict has the opportunity to change. 63 00:03:28.875 --> 00:03:31.878 (soft, tense music) 64 00:03:37.342 --> 00:03:40.053 My father and I didn't get along 65 00:03:40.053 --> 00:03:41.596 as well as I would have liked, 66 00:03:43.264 --> 00:03:45.391 but nobody gets to choose their parents. 67 00:03:45.391 --> 00:03:46.684 - Oh, home run! 68 00:03:47.560 --> 00:03:51.439 (speaking in foreign language) 69 00:03:51.439 --> 00:03:54.234 - [Eddy] My father was a responsible man. 70 00:03:54.234 --> 00:03:55.902 He always looked after the family, 71 00:03:57.695 --> 00:04:00.615 but not only did he have a vice for women, 72 00:04:00.615 --> 00:04:02.408 but he was a heavy drinker, as well. 73 00:04:03.785 --> 00:04:06.663 The thing about my dad is that it made him very animated. 74 00:04:06.663 --> 00:04:11.000 (Eddy speaking in foreign language) 75 00:04:12.293 --> 00:04:13.836 He wanted to hug you. 76 00:04:13.836 --> 00:04:15.797 He wanted to hold you. 77 00:04:15.797 --> 00:04:20.134 (Eddy speaking in foreign language) 78 00:04:23.263 --> 00:04:25.056 I liked my father when he was drunk. 79 00:04:27.100 --> 00:04:32.105 (cars passing) (soft, tense music) 80 00:04:47.787 --> 00:04:51.708 (speaking in foreign language) 81 00:05:02.343 --> 00:05:05.013 (woman sobbing) 82 00:05:12.562 --> 00:05:16.316 - I don't know what would have happened, man. 83 00:05:19.235 --> 00:05:23.156 (speaking in foreign language) 84 00:05:41.341 --> 00:05:42.759 He broke her arm. 85 00:05:45.136 --> 00:05:45.970 Her en... 86 00:05:47.305 --> 00:05:49.182 Her entire arm, just broken. 87 00:05:51.184 --> 00:05:54.520 (Eddy breathing heavily) 88 00:05:54.520 --> 00:05:55.355 No. 89 00:05:56.314 --> 00:05:57.565 (speaking in foreign language) 90 00:05:57.565 --> 00:05:59.025 - Where is he, man? 91 00:05:59.025 --> 00:06:01.319 Where is he? (speaking in foreign language) 92 00:06:01.319 --> 00:06:02.487 - I'll kill him. 93 00:06:02.487 --> 00:06:03.654 I'll kill him. 94 00:06:04.697 --> 00:06:05.531 - Hey, hey. 95 00:06:08.409 --> 00:06:10.703 Eddy, Eddy. (Eddy sobbing) 96 00:06:10.703 --> 00:06:12.830 - [Eddy] My father married my mother at a young age, 97 00:06:12.830 --> 00:06:14.415 which is prevalent in Nicaragua. 98 00:06:15.333 --> 00:06:17.585 (speaking in foreign language) 99 00:06:17.585 --> 00:06:19.087 - [Eddy] They had their fair share of good times, 100 00:06:19.087 --> 00:06:21.547 but unfortunately I can only remember the bad. 101 00:06:24.092 --> 00:06:26.677 (Eddy speaks in foreign language) 102 00:06:26.677 --> 00:06:30.306 There were constant moments of verbal and physical abuse. 103 00:06:33.351 --> 00:06:34.185 Eh... 104 00:06:36.020 --> 00:06:39.065 The things he put her through. (speaking in foreign language) 105 00:06:39.065 --> 00:06:44.070 (woman sobbing) (speaking in foreign language) 106 00:06:48.449 --> 00:06:49.700 She remained by his side 107 00:06:49.700 --> 00:06:51.786 which is something I can never understand. 108 00:06:54.414 --> 00:06:55.623 I hated that. 109 00:06:55.623 --> 00:06:57.917 I wanted her to leave in order to be safe. 110 00:07:00.753 --> 00:07:02.880 No woman deserves to be treated like that. 111 00:07:06.092 --> 00:07:07.760 Every person has a breaking point, 112 00:07:13.433 --> 00:07:18.438 and my mother reached hers. (tense, dramatic music) 113 00:07:25.945 --> 00:07:27.530 She tried to commit suicide. 114 00:07:40.376 --> 00:07:42.962 (speaking in foreign language) 115 00:07:42.962 --> 00:07:45.715 (Fernando sighs) 116 00:07:51.262 --> 00:07:55.183 (speaking in foreign language) 117 00:09:31.862 --> 00:09:34.532 (car starts up) 118 00:09:44.500 --> 00:09:47.336 (insects buzzing) 119 00:09:57.805 --> 00:10:01.767 (speaking in foreign language) 120 00:10:07.607 --> 00:10:10.234 - [Eddy] I was tired of everything he got away with. 121 00:10:12.320 --> 00:10:16.115 How could I be a good son if the man who created me 122 00:10:17.116 --> 00:10:18.826 can't tell right from wrong? 123 00:10:21.537 --> 00:10:22.872 And that was the last time. 124 00:10:31.881 --> 00:10:32.882 I was angry. 125 00:10:34.884 --> 00:10:35.676 I was upset. 126 00:10:38.471 --> 00:10:39.639 If I had the guts, 127 00:10:42.099 --> 00:10:43.643 I would've killed the old man... 128 00:10:47.813 --> 00:10:48.898 But it wasn't worth it. 129 00:10:50.733 --> 00:10:53.861 (soft acoustic music) 130 00:11:04.163 --> 00:11:08.376 - So same opportunity that these men have, 131 00:11:08.376 --> 00:11:11.504 you are being offered the same opportunity 132 00:11:11.504 --> 00:11:14.715 for a second chance at this life, okay? 133 00:11:15.925 --> 00:11:18.928 And what I want to do now is explain to you 134 00:11:18.928 --> 00:11:21.013 the process that you'll be going through 135 00:11:21.013 --> 00:11:25.976 in the next following weeks, months, if possible. 136 00:11:25.976 --> 00:11:29.021 Like I mentioned to you, you're not forced to stay, 137 00:11:29.021 --> 00:11:31.691 but I will let you know that you are alive 138 00:11:32.817 --> 00:11:34.527 and you do have a purpose in this life. 139 00:11:39.198 --> 00:11:41.867 It doesn't matter what you have done 140 00:11:41.867 --> 00:11:43.285 or what you've been through, 141 00:11:43.285 --> 00:11:45.579 but what matters is that you're here now 142 00:11:46.747 --> 00:11:48.958 and that you go through this program. 143 00:11:48.958 --> 00:11:50.793 But I am going to tell you, there are rules 144 00:11:50.793 --> 00:11:52.086 that you have to follow. 145 00:11:52.086 --> 00:11:53.713 One, we need obedience. 146 00:11:56.048 --> 00:11:59.635 Two, we need for you to cooperate. 147 00:12:05.850 --> 00:12:09.520 Three, we need you to recognize, 148 00:12:12.523 --> 00:12:15.568 because if you don't recognize that you have problems, 149 00:12:15.568 --> 00:12:17.278 there's nothing that can happen. 150 00:12:17.278 --> 00:12:19.739 So what I'm gonna do now is I'm going to check your bags 151 00:12:19.739 --> 00:12:21.824 and I'ma check you, too, all right? 152 00:12:21.824 --> 00:12:24.493 All right. I hope you're okay with that. 153 00:12:24.493 --> 00:12:25.828 - [Eddy] For what? 154 00:12:25.828 --> 00:12:27.913 - Well, that way you don't introduce 155 00:12:27.913 --> 00:12:29.415 anything into our facility. 156 00:12:30.499 --> 00:12:34.295 Uh, maybe drugs or alcohol. 157 00:12:35.588 --> 00:12:37.298 No magazines, none of that. 158 00:12:38.215 --> 00:12:40.092 Okay. You can't keep your phone. 159 00:12:41.260 --> 00:12:42.428 - [Eddy] How am I gonna call home? 160 00:12:43.554 --> 00:12:46.098 - You'll call after your 21st day. 161 00:12:47.558 --> 00:12:50.352 (insects buzzing) 162 00:13:01.197 --> 00:13:02.114 This here is Dario. 163 00:13:03.657 --> 00:13:04.492 - Hi. - Hi. 164 00:13:06.160 --> 00:13:10.581 (television blaring in the distance) 165 00:13:14.210 --> 00:13:15.961 - Whoa, whoa. - Hey I want Pinche's Tacos. 166 00:13:15.961 --> 00:13:17.254 - Yeah, man. - You want tacos? 167 00:13:17.254 --> 00:13:18.881 I'ma give you a concha, bitch. 168 00:13:18.881 --> 00:13:22.802 (speaking in foreign language) 169 00:13:25.763 --> 00:13:28.724 - [Eddy] I tried to stay away from home as much as I could, 170 00:13:31.477 --> 00:13:35.439 because my friends were better company than my own family. 171 00:13:36.816 --> 00:13:37.858 - Oh, shit. 172 00:13:37.858 --> 00:13:39.985 (laughs) 173 00:13:39.985 --> 00:13:43.906 (speaking in foreign language) 174 00:13:45.825 --> 00:13:50.162 - Hey, fool, I got the cotton candy, fool. 175 00:13:50.162 --> 00:13:52.456 - You know, I'm not going to pay for that, aye. 176 00:13:52.456 --> 00:13:53.791 I'm not gonna pay for that. 177 00:13:55.584 --> 00:13:57.461 - Oh, you're talking about Big George. 178 00:13:58.712 --> 00:14:00.214 - Hey, ooh, hey, excuse me, man? 179 00:14:00.214 --> 00:14:01.841 It's almost two. 180 00:14:01.841 --> 00:14:03.175 We just wanna get outta here. 181 00:14:03.175 --> 00:14:05.177 We wanna pay and get out of your hair. 182 00:14:05.177 --> 00:14:06.846 - Okay, brother, just like relax. Relax, okay? 183 00:14:06.846 --> 00:14:08.222 Just relax, okay? 184 00:14:08.222 --> 00:14:09.473 Just relax, then, okay? 185 00:14:09.473 --> 00:14:10.891 Just let me help my customers first, okay? 186 00:14:10.891 --> 00:14:12.351 - I know man, but it's almost two 187 00:14:12.351 --> 00:14:13.644 and the law and all that. 188 00:14:13.644 --> 00:14:16.397 (overlapping chatter) 189 00:14:16.397 --> 00:14:17.231 - [Cashier] Sorry for that man. 190 00:14:17.231 --> 00:14:18.399 I'm so sorry, man. 191 00:14:18.399 --> 00:14:19.191 - I'll see you next time, man. - Okay. 192 00:14:19.191 --> 00:14:20.401 Have a good night. 193 00:14:20.401 --> 00:14:21.360 Be careful, okay? - Thanks bro. 194 00:14:21.360 --> 00:14:22.611 Have a good night. Thanks, man. 195 00:14:22.611 --> 00:14:24.405 - Okay, guys. Just be careful, okay? 196 00:14:24.405 --> 00:14:25.698 - All right, cool. - You know. 197 00:14:25.698 --> 00:14:26.657 - [Indio] All on the same. 198 00:14:26.657 --> 00:14:27.992 Cito, you're paying separate. 199 00:14:27.992 --> 00:14:29.285 - [Cito] Yeah, I got it. 200 00:14:29.285 --> 00:14:30.578 I got it, already, I got it. - Okay, guys. 201 00:14:30.578 --> 00:14:31.579 I have bad news. 202 00:14:31.579 --> 00:14:32.538 I'm so sorry, you know? 203 00:14:32.538 --> 00:14:34.415 I can't do it. It's already two. 204 00:14:35.749 --> 00:14:36.876 - We were here. - Dude. 205 00:14:36.876 --> 00:14:39.628 - We were here five minutes ago 206 00:14:39.628 --> 00:14:40.921 and we are still here. - I know, but you... 207 00:14:40.921 --> 00:14:41.755 - You just sold the guy. 208 00:14:41.755 --> 00:14:42.715 You just sold him. 209 00:14:42.715 --> 00:14:43.716 - This is why. See, this is why. 210 00:14:43.716 --> 00:14:45.259 - We are not. The guy... 211 00:14:45.259 --> 00:14:47.553 - [Cashier] Come on guys, you're already late, okay? 212 00:14:47.553 --> 00:14:49.013 You're already late. - Seriously? 213 00:14:49.013 --> 00:14:50.389 - And the guy, he buy it five minutes ago, you know? 214 00:14:50.389 --> 00:14:52.182 Like, I can't do it, brother. 215 00:14:52.182 --> 00:14:53.726 I'm so sorry. - Come on. 216 00:14:53.726 --> 00:14:54.935 - [Indio] Let's just go. 217 00:14:57.688 --> 00:15:00.274 - Hey fool, I want the cotton candy, I'm hungry. 218 00:15:00.274 --> 00:15:02.735 (chattering) 219 00:15:02.735 --> 00:15:04.904 - Hey, I'm gonna, I'ma get a cigarette. 220 00:15:04.904 --> 00:15:06.238 - When did he start smoking? 221 00:15:07.072 --> 00:15:07.907 - [Arturo] Hey. 222 00:15:14.204 --> 00:15:15.039 - Hey bro. 223 00:15:15.873 --> 00:15:17.291 - Hold on. 224 00:15:17.291 --> 00:15:18.667 Yeah, what's up, man? - Hey, you got a cigarette? 225 00:15:18.667 --> 00:15:19.752 - Yeah, hold on. 226 00:15:19.752 --> 00:15:21.587 Hey, hold on guys, hold on. 227 00:15:21.587 --> 00:15:23.088 Hang on, I know I got- 228 00:15:23.088 --> 00:15:24.048 (hits) (grunts) 229 00:15:24.048 --> 00:15:26.091 (speaking in foreign language) 230 00:15:26.091 --> 00:15:27.426 - [Cito] Go, go, go. 231 00:15:27.426 --> 00:15:28.302 Let's go, let's go, let's go! - Grab the bottle! 232 00:15:28.302 --> 00:15:30.554 (laughing) 233 00:15:34.850 --> 00:15:35.935 - [Arturo] Hurry your ass up. 234 00:15:35.935 --> 00:15:38.437 (car starts up) 235 00:15:38.437 --> 00:15:43.150 - [Indio] Get in the fucking car! Motherfucker, let's go! 236 00:15:44.109 --> 00:15:46.654 (tires squeal) 237 00:15:48.113 --> 00:15:51.951 (tense, dramatic synth music) 238 00:15:55.955 --> 00:15:59.625 (tense synth hip hop music) 239 00:16:28.320 --> 00:16:33.325 - Hey! (speaking in foreign language) 240 00:16:34.076 --> 00:16:35.327 - My baby brothers. 241 00:16:35.327 --> 00:16:36.662 How are you doing, huh? - Good. 242 00:16:36.662 --> 00:16:37.663 - Doing good? - Good. 243 00:16:37.663 --> 00:16:38.622 - Hey, hey. - Doing good? 244 00:16:38.622 --> 00:16:40.541 - Look, what's up with you? 245 00:16:40.541 --> 00:16:42.001 - Hey, man, just chillin'. 246 00:16:43.210 --> 00:16:46.505 Grillin', chillin', eating, getting fat. 247 00:16:46.505 --> 00:16:48.048 How's Ramon? - He's good, man. 248 00:16:48.048 --> 00:16:49.466 He's good. 249 00:16:49.466 --> 00:16:51.176 He recently got into bodybuilding. He's growing. 250 00:16:51.176 --> 00:16:52.428 - Whatever, that fool's a punk, bro. 251 00:16:52.428 --> 00:16:53.887 - [Benny] Are you sure? He's pretty tough, bro. 252 00:16:53.887 --> 00:16:55.514 You should see his biceps. 253 00:16:55.514 --> 00:16:57.850 - [Eddy] My oldest brother, Benny, 254 00:16:57.850 --> 00:17:00.644 he was always at the wrong place at the wrong time. 255 00:17:00.644 --> 00:17:02.104 He liked doing his own thing. 256 00:17:03.772 --> 00:17:06.525 He was a very good liar and an even better thief. 257 00:17:07.693 --> 00:17:10.362 As brothers we didn't get along too well. 258 00:17:10.362 --> 00:17:13.741 I distanced myself from him for personal reasons. 259 00:17:16.368 --> 00:17:18.579 Something I'd rather not talk about. 260 00:17:19.705 --> 00:17:20.831 - [Benny] Pretty tough. 261 00:17:20.831 --> 00:17:22.249 Call him up right now. - Call him up. 262 00:17:22.249 --> 00:17:23.083 - Beat your ass up. - Call him up, let's see. 263 00:17:23.083 --> 00:17:24.334 Let's see what's up. 264 00:17:26.378 --> 00:17:27.212 - What's wrong with you, bro? 265 00:17:27.212 --> 00:17:28.464 Why are you so hostile? 266 00:17:28.464 --> 00:17:30.299 You're so hostile, angry. 267 00:17:30.299 --> 00:17:31.216 You got issues. 268 00:17:32.634 --> 00:17:34.219 Plus, I'm just playing with you bro. 269 00:17:34.219 --> 00:17:36.472 - Yeah, well I'm not playing with you, man. 270 00:17:36.472 --> 00:17:38.724 - Hey when did he grow some balls? 271 00:17:39.725 --> 00:17:43.687 (speaks in foreign language) 272 00:17:43.687 --> 00:17:45.230 They're at church, bro. 273 00:17:45.230 --> 00:17:47.441 - [Eddy] They're still on that bullshit? 274 00:17:47.441 --> 00:17:49.568 - Hey, why don't you respect it, bro? 275 00:17:49.568 --> 00:17:51.028 It works for them. 276 00:17:51.028 --> 00:17:51.904 It's their thing. 277 00:17:53.197 --> 00:17:55.866 Anyways, what have you guys been up to? 278 00:17:55.866 --> 00:17:58.410 - You know, working, partying. 279 00:17:59.578 --> 00:18:00.621 - [Benny] Partying? What do you mean? 280 00:18:00.621 --> 00:18:01.830 What kind of partying? 281 00:18:01.830 --> 00:18:03.665 What kind of partying? 282 00:18:04.750 --> 00:18:06.418 What kind of partying? With the homies? 283 00:18:07.503 --> 00:18:08.420 - Yeah, no. - You like when I 284 00:18:08.420 --> 00:18:09.379 touch you like that, huh? 285 00:18:09.379 --> 00:18:11.006 Why don't you guys call me up? 286 00:18:11.006 --> 00:18:12.800 - 'Cause we haven't gone to a sausage fest. 287 00:18:12.800 --> 00:18:14.051 Isn't that your thing? 288 00:18:14.051 --> 00:18:14.968 (speaking in foreign language) 289 00:18:14.968 --> 00:18:16.512 - [Fernando] Hey, hey, hey, hey. 290 00:18:17.471 --> 00:18:20.432 Hola, ma. 291 00:18:20.432 --> 00:18:24.353 (speaking in foreign language) 292 00:18:35.531 --> 00:18:40.119 - Okay. 293 00:18:40.119 --> 00:18:42.871 (speaking in foreign language) 294 00:18:42.871 --> 00:18:44.081 - Good. 295 00:18:44.081 --> 00:18:48.001 (speaking in foreign language) 296 00:19:00.639 --> 00:19:02.266 - [Eddy] I was already so disconnected 297 00:19:02.266 --> 00:19:03.767 from what my family was up to. 298 00:19:03.767 --> 00:19:06.728 I couldn't put my finger on it but something was different. 299 00:19:09.314 --> 00:19:11.191 Maybe he had changed. 300 00:19:11.191 --> 00:19:14.111 Maybe the church thing was actually working. 301 00:19:14.111 --> 00:19:15.654 (laughing) 302 00:19:15.654 --> 00:19:18.991 (speaking in foreign language) 303 00:19:18.991 --> 00:19:23.871 - [Eddy] Whatever it was, I still kept my distance. 304 00:19:23.871 --> 00:19:27.833 (speaking in foreign language) 305 00:19:53.859 --> 00:19:54.776 - Here we go. 306 00:19:54.776 --> 00:19:56.111 (speaking in foreign language) 307 00:19:56.111 --> 00:19:58.780 - [Fernando Sr.] "Here we go?" 308 00:19:58.780 --> 00:20:02.701 (speaking in foreign language) 309 00:20:15.047 --> 00:20:17.424 - We're only trying to live our lives, that's all. 310 00:20:17.424 --> 00:20:21.345 (speaking in foreign language) 311 00:20:42.074 --> 00:20:45.535 (soft, tense synth music) 312 00:20:57.923 --> 00:21:01.468 (tense synth hip hop music) 313 00:21:30.831 --> 00:21:33.083 (laughing) 314 00:21:33.083 --> 00:21:34.668 - Shh, shh, shh. 315 00:21:34.668 --> 00:21:37.212 (laughing) 316 00:21:37.212 --> 00:21:41.466 (mumbles in foreign language) 317 00:21:41.466 --> 00:21:43.719 (laughing) 318 00:21:48.223 --> 00:21:52.144 (speaking in foreign language) 319 00:21:57.649 --> 00:21:59.860 (laughing) 320 00:22:05.824 --> 00:22:10.662 (phone ringing) (buzzing) 321 00:22:19.463 --> 00:22:24.468 (Eddy grumbles) (phone ringing) 322 00:22:36.897 --> 00:22:39.649 (birds chirping) 323 00:22:53.872 --> 00:22:56.041 (sniffing) 324 00:23:05.801 --> 00:23:10.222 (speaking in foreign language) 325 00:23:10.222 --> 00:23:12.182 - [Eddy] What's up bro? 326 00:23:13.350 --> 00:23:15.060 - What up, man? - You look tired. 327 00:23:16.353 --> 00:23:18.563 - Well, what do you expect? 328 00:23:18.563 --> 00:23:20.607 He's a little boy. He's a baby. 329 00:23:20.607 --> 00:23:23.485 You can't hang with the big boys like us. 330 00:23:23.485 --> 00:23:24.861 He's gonna grow up one day. 331 00:23:26.321 --> 00:23:28.573 (laughing) 332 00:23:29.991 --> 00:23:31.243 - [Eddy] So what you guys talking about? 333 00:23:31.243 --> 00:23:32.911 - Well your brother here is thinking about 334 00:23:32.911 --> 00:23:34.788 throwing a kickback at your pad. 335 00:23:36.540 --> 00:23:37.749 - My pad? Really? 336 00:23:37.749 --> 00:23:39.709 - Yeah. Indio and Arturo are down. 337 00:23:39.709 --> 00:23:42.045 We're supposed to meet later tonight. 338 00:23:44.506 --> 00:23:45.715 I'll tell you about it later. 339 00:23:45.715 --> 00:23:46.633 Let's go. 340 00:23:46.633 --> 00:23:47.717 - [Eddy] But I just got here. 341 00:23:48.593 --> 00:23:49.845 - Hey, I gotta go to work, man. 342 00:23:49.845 --> 00:23:50.762 - [Eddy] Just take the day off and work out. 343 00:23:50.762 --> 00:23:52.097 - [Fernando] No. 344 00:23:53.515 --> 00:23:55.100 - I finally get to see what you ladies are up to. 345 00:23:55.100 --> 00:23:57.561 You guys have been gone. Busy, busy, busy. 346 00:23:57.561 --> 00:23:59.563 - Don't you got some friends that you can kick it with, man? 347 00:23:59.563 --> 00:24:01.940 - Yeah, yeah. We're gonna hang out later on. 348 00:24:01.940 --> 00:24:02.899 I ain't got nothing to do with this. 349 00:24:02.899 --> 00:24:04.067 I wanna hang out with you guys. 350 00:24:04.067 --> 00:24:05.610 - [Eddy] Can't you throw a party with them? 351 00:24:05.610 --> 00:24:06.862 - Yeah. Yeah. 352 00:24:06.862 --> 00:24:08.864 But I want to hang out with you guys. 353 00:24:08.864 --> 00:24:10.407 You guys are my brothers. 354 00:24:10.407 --> 00:24:12.868 Spend some quality time. Is that a crime? 355 00:24:16.121 --> 00:24:16.955 - It should be. 356 00:24:21.835 --> 00:24:23.170 - Whatever, bro. 357 00:24:26.631 --> 00:24:28.341 (door closes) 358 00:24:28.341 --> 00:24:31.511 - [Announcer] One, two, and three. Go! 359 00:24:31.511 --> 00:24:33.555 Let's see who's gonna be the winner here. 360 00:24:33.555 --> 00:24:35.056 Throw the balls! 361 00:24:35.056 --> 00:24:39.478 Get it in there, number two, three, eight, nine, or 10? 362 00:24:40.854 --> 00:24:44.691 Number 10 is in the lead, but number two is catching up! 363 00:24:44.691 --> 00:24:47.527 (camera clicking) 364 00:24:55.035 --> 00:24:58.038 (people chattering) 365 00:24:59.164 --> 00:25:00.665 (Leticia laughing) 366 00:25:00.665 --> 00:25:02.209 - Really? 367 00:25:02.209 --> 00:25:03.043 Yeah? 368 00:25:04.419 --> 00:25:07.339 How long it took you to drive from Nicaragua to here? 369 00:25:07.339 --> 00:25:09.132 - [Eddy] Took a couple weeks. 370 00:25:09.132 --> 00:25:10.425 - You drove? 371 00:25:10.425 --> 00:25:11.801 - No, I wanted to. 372 00:25:11.801 --> 00:25:13.178 He didn't let me do a lot of things, so... 373 00:25:13.178 --> 00:25:14.679 - Yeah. 374 00:25:14.679 --> 00:25:16.348 My dad didn't let me do a lot of things either, you know? 375 00:25:16.348 --> 00:25:18.934 Daddy's little girl. (chuckles) 376 00:25:20.101 --> 00:25:22.687 - So how long did it take you to get here? 377 00:25:22.687 --> 00:25:24.189 - [Leticia] We flew. 378 00:25:24.189 --> 00:25:26.733 - Oh you flew? - Yeah. 379 00:25:26.733 --> 00:25:28.860 It was first class, but it was just a gift. 380 00:25:28.860 --> 00:25:30.070 It was a gift. - Wow. 381 00:25:30.070 --> 00:25:31.905 - It was a gift. - First class, wow. 382 00:25:31.905 --> 00:25:33.114 But it was first class, huh? 383 00:25:33.114 --> 00:25:34.699 - But Eddy that's how I want you 384 00:25:34.699 --> 00:25:35.700 to treat me from now on, okay? 385 00:25:35.700 --> 00:25:36.910 (Eddy laughs) 386 00:25:36.910 --> 00:25:38.662 Yeah, especially now that we're dating. 387 00:25:40.163 --> 00:25:41.540 - We're... 388 00:25:41.540 --> 00:25:43.208 What do you mean we're dating? 389 00:25:43.208 --> 00:25:45.043 I didn't, I haven't.... 390 00:25:45.877 --> 00:25:47.128 (Leticia laughs) 391 00:25:47.128 --> 00:25:49.339 You haven't asked me yet if I want to date you. 392 00:25:49.339 --> 00:25:52.425 So like we're seeing each other is what you're telling me? 393 00:25:55.720 --> 00:25:56.638 - I'm serious, you know. 394 00:25:56.638 --> 00:25:58.223 - So I'm like, I'm your man now? 395 00:26:00.850 --> 00:26:03.061 (laughing) 396 00:26:04.813 --> 00:26:07.274 - I just wanna be with you. 397 00:26:07.274 --> 00:26:09.442 - Yeah. I mean, I... 398 00:26:10.610 --> 00:26:14.364 I would like to date you if you're available. 399 00:26:15.824 --> 00:26:17.909 - Shut up. - I don't, I don't know. 400 00:26:17.909 --> 00:26:19.911 She was a good girl. 401 00:26:19.911 --> 00:26:23.915 Studious, family oriented, and loving. 402 00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:27.586 I really enjoyed spending time with her. 403 00:26:27.586 --> 00:26:28.920 We always had a good time. 404 00:26:30.547 --> 00:26:32.048 I didn't expect to meet her. 405 00:26:33.383 --> 00:26:34.426 Her name was Leticia. 406 00:26:37.262 --> 00:26:42.267 (upbeat Spanish music) (speaking in foreign language) 407 00:26:47.439 --> 00:26:49.524 - Let me go take a smoke. 408 00:26:50.400 --> 00:26:53.612 (upbeat Spanish music) 409 00:26:56.656 --> 00:26:58.158 - [Fernando] Arturo! 410 00:26:58.158 --> 00:26:59.200 - Hey. 411 00:26:59.200 --> 00:27:03.079 (speaking in foreign language) 412 00:27:10.712 --> 00:27:14.215 - Hey, hey ladies. Careful with this guy. 413 00:27:14.215 --> 00:27:16.051 - [Indio] Get the fuck outta here. Let's go. 414 00:27:16.051 --> 00:27:20.138 Let's go get a drink. Come on, let's go. 415 00:27:20.138 --> 00:27:25.143 (upbeat Spanish music) (people chattering) 416 00:27:28.647 --> 00:27:33.652 (upbeat electronic music) (people chattering) 417 00:27:39.324 --> 00:27:40.742 - [Ariz] Eddy, Eddy, Eddy. 418 00:27:40.742 --> 00:27:41.993 - Get off my sister, what the fuck? 419 00:27:41.993 --> 00:27:42.827 - What? 420 00:27:42.827 --> 00:27:43.787 (hits) (grunts) 421 00:27:43.787 --> 00:27:45.163 - [Ariz] Eddy, Eddy, Eddy! 422 00:27:45.163 --> 00:27:47.332 (yelling) 423 00:27:48.792 --> 00:27:50.460 - [Indio] Punkass motherfucker, let's go! 424 00:27:50.460 --> 00:27:51.586 Get him outta here! 425 00:27:51.586 --> 00:27:52.837 - [Arturo] Puta! 426 00:27:52.837 --> 00:27:54.756 - [Cito] Lock the door! 427 00:27:54.756 --> 00:27:56.174 - Well... 428 00:27:56.174 --> 00:27:58.051 Let's keep dancing! 429 00:27:58.051 --> 00:28:01.513 Let's keep dancing! (cheering) 430 00:28:01.513 --> 00:28:05.016 (upbeat electronic music) 431 00:28:13.024 --> 00:28:14.025 - [Cito] Benny. 432 00:28:14.025 --> 00:28:14.943 Benny, benny! (woman gasps) 433 00:28:14.943 --> 00:28:16.277 - [Woman] Benny? 434 00:28:17.529 --> 00:28:22.450 (tense music) (chattering) 435 00:28:23.284 --> 00:28:25.286 - [Fernando] Eddy? Eddy? 436 00:28:26.287 --> 00:28:31.292 (tense music) (siren blaring) 437 00:28:50.979 --> 00:28:52.397 - [Eddy] Hey, how is he, man? 438 00:28:52.397 --> 00:28:53.356 - Good. 439 00:28:53.356 --> 00:28:54.566 - Is he all right? 440 00:28:54.566 --> 00:28:56.735 - [Eddy] Is he all right? 441 00:28:56.735 --> 00:28:58.361 - What'd the doctor say? - He's all right, right? 442 00:28:58.361 --> 00:29:00.989 (speaking in foreign language) 443 00:29:00.989 --> 00:29:02.198 - [Eddy] What are we gonna tell mama? 444 00:29:02.198 --> 00:29:03.616 - [Indio] Did he get an artery or something? 445 00:29:03.616 --> 00:29:04.909 If he didn't get an artery, he's gonna be okay. 446 00:29:04.909 --> 00:29:06.035 - I don't know what I'm- - Dad's gonna flip out. 447 00:29:06.035 --> 00:29:07.245 - Okay, okay, everybody. 448 00:29:07.245 --> 00:29:08.663 (speaks in foreign language) 449 00:29:08.663 --> 00:29:10.707 - You know what? (speaks in foreign language) 450 00:29:10.707 --> 00:29:12.083 You know what, I got something for you. 451 00:29:12.083 --> 00:29:14.002 - [Cito] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 452 00:29:14.002 --> 00:29:15.420 - Please. - He ain't going nowhere. 453 00:29:15.420 --> 00:29:17.464 No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 454 00:29:17.464 --> 00:29:18.423 - [Eddy] Bust it out, dog. 455 00:29:18.423 --> 00:29:19.758 Give him one, give him one. 456 00:29:19.758 --> 00:29:21.217 Man just give it to him one. 457 00:29:21.217 --> 00:29:23.928 - This is a temporary solution to this problem. 458 00:29:23.928 --> 00:29:25.180 (speaking in foreign language) 459 00:29:25.180 --> 00:29:26.765 - [Cito] Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 460 00:29:26.765 --> 00:29:28.016 (group exclaims) 461 00:29:28.016 --> 00:29:28.808 - Dude come on, bro. - It's something you 462 00:29:28.808 --> 00:29:29.809 can get upstairs. 463 00:29:29.809 --> 00:29:31.102 It's prescribed. 464 00:29:31.102 --> 00:29:33.229 (speaking in foreign language) 465 00:29:33.229 --> 00:29:35.982 - [Cito] It's from a doctor, bro. 466 00:29:35.982 --> 00:29:37.484 - In fact, forget it. Here. 467 00:29:37.484 --> 00:29:40.445 - Okay, take that, relax and then you know, go to bed. 468 00:29:40.445 --> 00:29:42.572 - It's just a chill pill. - It's a chill pill, bro. 469 00:29:42.572 --> 00:29:43.907 - [Indio] Pop a chill pill. Put it in your life. 470 00:29:43.907 --> 00:29:46.451 - [Cito] Bro, it's just a chill pill, bro. 471 00:29:46.451 --> 00:29:48.286 - [Indio] Chill pill. 472 00:29:48.286 --> 00:29:50.121 (Arturo speaks in foreign language) 473 00:29:50.121 --> 00:29:52.332 - [Cito] Oh yeah, there is is. 474 00:29:52.332 --> 00:29:53.500 - You're gonna sleep good tonight, papa. 475 00:29:53.500 --> 00:29:54.709 - [Cito] It's better. Prescribed. 476 00:29:54.709 --> 00:29:56.044 - [Indio] You'll feel better, I promise. 477 00:29:56.044 --> 00:29:57.504 - Let's go bro. - Give it 20 to 30 minutes. 478 00:29:57.504 --> 00:29:59.380 - You good? - Come on, it's go, fool. 479 00:29:59.380 --> 00:30:00.381 - [Indio] Let's get outta here to get to sleep. 480 00:30:00.381 --> 00:30:01.841 - That asshole was mine, man. 481 00:30:01.841 --> 00:30:03.218 I was gonna fuck him up. - I know man, we'll get him. 482 00:30:03.218 --> 00:30:05.053 We'll get him, I know. 483 00:30:12.519 --> 00:30:17.440 (Benny wincing) (grunting) 484 00:30:22.028 --> 00:30:23.696 (Benny groans) 485 00:30:23.696 --> 00:30:25.532 - [Benny] Oh. 486 00:30:25.532 --> 00:30:29.327 (speaks in foreign language) 487 00:30:30.578 --> 00:30:34.499 (speaking in foreign language) 488 00:30:56.229 --> 00:30:58.857 - I know you have something to do with this. 489 00:30:58.857 --> 00:31:00.191 I know too well, Eddy. 490 00:31:00.191 --> 00:31:01.568 - [Benny] It wasn't his fault. 491 00:31:01.568 --> 00:31:02.527 - No, papa, no. - Do, dad, it was nothing. 492 00:31:02.527 --> 00:31:03.611 It was nothing. 493 00:31:03.611 --> 00:31:07.532 (speaking in foreign language) 494 00:31:21.296 --> 00:31:23.715 I thought you were better than this. 495 00:31:23.715 --> 00:31:25.842 You disappoint me. You know that? 496 00:31:28.052 --> 00:31:29.304 I guess I was wrong. 497 00:31:31.431 --> 00:31:34.559 All of you, all of you have to change your lifestyle 498 00:31:36.144 --> 00:31:41.149 or soon, God forbid, I'm gonna have to bury one of you. 499 00:31:43.151 --> 00:31:47.071 (speaking in foreign language) 500 00:31:56.289 --> 00:31:59.000 (birds chirping) 501 00:32:05.173 --> 00:32:09.093 (speaking in foreign language) 502 00:32:32.575 --> 00:32:35.620 - So what this basically teaches us 503 00:32:35.620 --> 00:32:37.121 not to waste that much water. 504 00:32:42.126 --> 00:32:44.170 You gotta see things in a in a brighter perspective, 505 00:32:44.170 --> 00:32:45.213 in a positive way. 506 00:32:46.714 --> 00:32:49.092 You see we come from a life that 507 00:32:49.092 --> 00:32:52.303 we don't care about anything and this is teaching us how to, 508 00:32:52.303 --> 00:32:53.554 how to come back to life. 509 00:32:56.808 --> 00:32:59.477 - [Eddy] How many buckets do I have to fill up? 510 00:32:59.477 --> 00:33:01.896 - [Counselor] Until it's done the whole water? 511 00:33:01.896 --> 00:33:04.148 - The whole water? - Yeah, and you're lucky. 512 00:33:04.148 --> 00:33:05.900 It's kind of empty right now, so... 513 00:33:07.068 --> 00:33:09.070 So that bucket, we throw it on another side 514 00:33:09.070 --> 00:33:12.073 over there in the back, which I'm gonna show you. 515 00:33:12.073 --> 00:33:15.326 You might be thinking again why so much work? 516 00:33:15.326 --> 00:33:16.536 Work, work, work. 517 00:33:16.536 --> 00:33:19.288 Like I said again, we must learn how to value 518 00:33:19.288 --> 00:33:21.082 everything in our lives. 519 00:33:21.082 --> 00:33:22.333 Nowhere else. 520 00:33:22.333 --> 00:33:23.835 You could look for it in the girls, 521 00:33:23.835 --> 00:33:26.212 you could look for it in the drugs, sex, and all that. 522 00:33:26.212 --> 00:33:27.588 It's not going to fill you. 523 00:33:28.965 --> 00:33:32.593 But it all starts with carrying these buckets of water. 524 00:33:32.593 --> 00:33:36.347 It all starts with truly starting from the bottom, 525 00:33:36.347 --> 00:33:37.181 like they say. 526 00:33:38.349 --> 00:33:39.308 And you might not understand it now, 527 00:33:39.308 --> 00:33:41.728 but you'll understand it later. 528 00:33:42.770 --> 00:33:43.604 Okay? 529 00:33:45.023 --> 00:33:47.608 - Why does everybody keep fucking looking at me, man? 530 00:33:49.652 --> 00:33:50.862 - Hey bro. - I don't like that. 531 00:33:50.862 --> 00:33:53.072 - You know we can't cuss here, right? 532 00:33:53.072 --> 00:33:53.906 - Why? 533 00:33:53.906 --> 00:33:54.866 - Why? 534 00:33:54.866 --> 00:33:56.159 You're in the house of God 535 00:33:56.159 --> 00:33:57.201 and you need to respect the house of God. 536 00:33:57.201 --> 00:33:59.120 Now this is the first 537 00:33:59.120 --> 00:34:01.748 and only time I'm gonna let that one go. 538 00:34:01.748 --> 00:34:03.207 All right? 539 00:34:03.207 --> 00:34:04.959 And I know you come, I know you're struggling but, 540 00:34:04.959 --> 00:34:06.878 you gotta respect, okay? 541 00:34:06.878 --> 00:34:10.214 But on the other hand, they're doing their own thing, 542 00:34:11.466 --> 00:34:12.800 so don't worry about that. 543 00:34:13.634 --> 00:34:14.469 All right? 544 00:34:15.720 --> 00:34:16.554 All right. 545 00:34:18.681 --> 00:34:19.515 Enjoy. 546 00:34:24.187 --> 00:34:26.689 (Eddy grunts) 547 00:34:38.117 --> 00:34:40.953 (water pattering) 548 00:34:50.588 --> 00:34:53.800 (residents chattering) 549 00:35:06.521 --> 00:35:07.772 - [Man 1] What's your labor? 550 00:35:07.772 --> 00:35:10.149 - [Man 2] Um dishes. 551 00:35:10.149 --> 00:35:13.402 (residents chattering) 552 00:35:16.656 --> 00:35:18.282 - Oh man, my life was uh, 553 00:35:19.450 --> 00:35:21.536 you can say it was a destructive life, man. 554 00:35:21.536 --> 00:35:23.371 I was always lost. 555 00:35:23.371 --> 00:35:25.498 I started at the age of 13, you know, 556 00:35:25.498 --> 00:35:28.459 when I just started using drugs and alcohol. 557 00:35:28.459 --> 00:35:30.128 I started using marijuana. 558 00:35:30.128 --> 00:35:32.421 I started using crystal meth, 559 00:35:32.421 --> 00:35:35.299 and alcohol beverages because uh, my, my, 560 00:35:35.299 --> 00:35:37.301 my life was just became a disaster, you know? 561 00:35:37.301 --> 00:35:39.220 I got kicked out of my house, you know? 562 00:35:39.220 --> 00:35:42.140 So after that it just led me into depression 563 00:35:42.140 --> 00:35:44.100 and I started using these drugs, bro. 564 00:35:44.100 --> 00:35:46.853 But after that, I just, it just like, 565 00:35:46.853 --> 00:35:49.647 it led me into deeper and deeper into that hole, you know, 566 00:35:49.647 --> 00:35:53.317 until one day that, you know, I almost lost my life. 567 00:35:53.317 --> 00:35:55.570 So now thanks to God, you know, 568 00:35:55.570 --> 00:35:58.656 they shot at me and they let me for dead, man, you know? 569 00:35:58.656 --> 00:36:01.576 So it couldn't be anybody else, you know, 570 00:36:01.576 --> 00:36:03.161 interceding for me at that moment. 571 00:36:03.161 --> 00:36:06.706 So now that he spared my life, we're all sinners, bro. 572 00:36:06.706 --> 00:36:08.332 We're all going to commit sin sooner or later, 573 00:36:08.332 --> 00:36:10.501 but the whole thing is to try not to sin, you know? 574 00:36:10.501 --> 00:36:12.378 But we're not perfect. 575 00:36:12.378 --> 00:36:14.672 Nobody's perfect on this world, you know? 576 00:36:14.672 --> 00:36:17.967 I'm not gonna say it's going to be a road of roses. 577 00:36:17.967 --> 00:36:19.552 You know, I'm not going to say that it's gonna 578 00:36:19.552 --> 00:36:20.887 be real easy, like, it's going to be 579 00:36:20.887 --> 00:36:22.972 a walk in the park, you know? 580 00:36:22.972 --> 00:36:25.057 'Cause there's going to be trials and tribulations 581 00:36:25.057 --> 00:36:26.767 coming towards our lives, you know, 582 00:36:26.767 --> 00:36:28.019 when we're gonna wanna to be like, you know what? 583 00:36:28.019 --> 00:36:31.022 That's it, man, I don't wanna deal with this. 584 00:36:31.022 --> 00:36:34.025 That's why you have to have set goals for your life. 585 00:36:34.025 --> 00:36:37.570 (speaking in foreign language) 586 00:36:37.570 --> 00:36:39.030 You know, so, I can do all things 587 00:36:39.030 --> 00:36:42.366 through the Lord that strengthens me, you know? 588 00:36:42.366 --> 00:36:44.327 So you gotta have faith in that, you know? 589 00:36:44.327 --> 00:36:46.662 You have to, you have to apply it to your life. 590 00:36:46.662 --> 00:36:49.415 - You know what's so hard, man is that, 591 00:36:49.415 --> 00:36:50.458 it's my pride, you know? 592 00:36:52.001 --> 00:36:54.879 It's just like, I always wanna be the, 593 00:36:56.797 --> 00:36:57.840 like I always wanna win. 594 00:36:57.840 --> 00:36:58.841 I always... 595 00:37:00.218 --> 00:37:01.177 I always wanna be right. 596 00:37:01.177 --> 00:37:02.053 I always... 597 00:37:03.387 --> 00:37:05.598 I feel like an animal sometimes, like in here, you know? 598 00:37:05.598 --> 00:37:06.432 Like... 599 00:37:07.892 --> 00:37:09.727 - And that's what God wants to change in you. 600 00:37:09.727 --> 00:37:11.020 He wants to make you new. 601 00:37:12.146 --> 00:37:13.940 He just doesn't wanna make you 602 00:37:13.940 --> 00:37:16.525 any other man, but he wants to make you a man of God. 603 00:37:17.985 --> 00:37:20.571 And that's why you have to go through these problems. 604 00:37:20.571 --> 00:37:21.739 So you can be molded. 605 00:37:21.739 --> 00:37:23.241 The Bible says that he's a potter, 606 00:37:24.408 --> 00:37:26.285 and sometimes he has to break us, make us new. 607 00:37:26.285 --> 00:37:27.870 How do you think God breaks us? 608 00:37:29.330 --> 00:37:30.790 Through trials and tribulations. 609 00:37:33.542 --> 00:37:36.212 And that's how we are made new. 610 00:37:36.212 --> 00:37:40.925 (Pastor speaking in foreign language) 611 00:37:40.925 --> 00:37:45.930 (residents exclaim) (clapping) 612 00:37:50.518 --> 00:37:55.022 (Pastor speaking in foreign language) 613 00:37:59.110 --> 00:38:03.823 (residents speaking in foreign language) 614 00:38:05.950 --> 00:38:10.955 (tense, dramatic music) (disembodied chattering) 615 00:38:16.168 --> 00:38:17.003 - [Counselor] If you don't go through any trials 616 00:38:17.003 --> 00:38:18.254 and no tribulations, 617 00:38:18.254 --> 00:38:19.046 that means nothing is happening in your life. 618 00:38:19.046 --> 00:38:20.172 - You know what Eddy? 619 00:38:21.757 --> 00:38:23.134 You do what you want. 620 00:38:23.134 --> 00:38:24.844 - [Counselor] These moments are for you to grow. 621 00:38:24.844 --> 00:38:25.803 And you know what? I'm gonna tell you something. 622 00:38:25.803 --> 00:38:26.971 It's gonna get worse. 623 00:38:26.971 --> 00:38:28.139 There's worst things to come. 624 00:38:28.139 --> 00:38:29.640 - [Man] What do you think, 625 00:38:29.640 --> 00:38:32.310 if we all celebrated, we do a line? 626 00:38:32.310 --> 00:38:34.103 We do a line to celebrate. 627 00:38:34.103 --> 00:38:39.108 (speaking in foreign language) (tense music) 628 00:38:58.002 --> 00:39:00.629 (Eddy laughs) 629 00:39:00.629 --> 00:39:03.257 (speaking in foreign language) 630 00:39:03.257 --> 00:39:04.550 - That's all that you wanna say? 631 00:39:04.550 --> 00:39:05.843 Can you even listen to me? 632 00:39:06.927 --> 00:39:08.679 I'm talking to you! 633 00:39:08.679 --> 00:39:12.141 Where is your phone, and why you not answer to it? 634 00:39:12.141 --> 00:39:15.478 (tense, dramatic music) 635 00:40:09.990 --> 00:40:12.076 (tires squeal) 636 00:40:12.076 --> 00:40:13.619 - [Benny] Woo! 637 00:40:13.619 --> 00:40:14.453 Yeah! 638 00:40:16.747 --> 00:40:19.750 (cheering) 639 00:40:19.750 --> 00:40:22.002 (crashing) 640 00:40:25.172 --> 00:40:27.842 (phone ringing) 641 00:40:34.890 --> 00:40:36.642 - Hey, what's up, bro? Como esta? 642 00:40:36.642 --> 00:40:39.395 I remember my brother Fernando calling me that morning. 643 00:40:40.646 --> 00:40:41.439 Huh? 644 00:40:42.356 --> 00:40:43.983 I could hear what he was saying, 645 00:40:47.528 --> 00:40:48.946 but I couldn't understand it. 646 00:41:02.293 --> 00:41:06.172 (speaking in foreign language) 647 00:41:25.441 --> 00:41:26.317 - He's gone. 648 00:41:26.317 --> 00:41:28.569 He's, he's gone. - What? 649 00:41:28.569 --> 00:41:32.490 (speaking in foreign language) 650 00:41:46.253 --> 00:41:48.380 (sobbing) 651 00:41:53.093 --> 00:41:55.262 - [Eddy] I had seen my mom in pain before... 652 00:41:57.181 --> 00:41:59.308 (sobbing) 653 00:42:00.684 --> 00:42:04.855 But never like this. (sobbing) 654 00:42:04.855 --> 00:42:08.025 I didn't know what to say. (sobbing) 655 00:42:13.405 --> 00:42:17.201 I didn't know what to feel. 656 00:42:19.620 --> 00:42:23.541 (speaking in foreign language) 657 00:42:51.068 --> 00:42:56.031 (sirens blaring) (flames crackling) 658 00:42:59.201 --> 00:43:02.997 (speaking in foreign language) 659 00:43:24.727 --> 00:43:26.895 (sobbing) 660 00:43:28.606 --> 00:43:32.484 (speaking in foreign language) 661 00:44:06.060 --> 00:44:09.063 (tense synth music) 662 00:44:14.735 --> 00:44:19.740 (sobbing) (tense synth music) 663 00:44:22.660 --> 00:44:25.788 (speaks in foreign language) 664 00:44:25.788 --> 00:44:26.830 - I told you. 665 00:44:28.082 --> 00:44:31.085 (tense synth music) 666 00:44:38.842 --> 00:44:41.470 (loud sobbing) 667 00:44:42.346 --> 00:44:44.640 - [Eddy] The news didn't hit me. 668 00:44:44.640 --> 00:44:46.183 The commotion didn't move me. 669 00:44:47.351 --> 00:44:51.105 The open casket did nothing... (sobbing) 670 00:44:53.857 --> 00:44:54.983 Until it closed. 671 00:45:00.406 --> 00:45:03.367 (Fernando Sr. Sobs) 672 00:45:06.704 --> 00:45:11.709 (tense synth music) (sobbing) 673 00:45:33.897 --> 00:45:35.399 - Nino. 674 00:45:35.399 --> 00:45:38.485 Why don't you hook these guys up with some por muta, bro. 675 00:45:38.485 --> 00:45:40.612 I'm sure they'll need it. 676 00:45:40.612 --> 00:45:42.072 - Hey dog, I'm hungry, bro. 677 00:45:44.366 --> 00:45:46.076 - Get some food, dog. 678 00:45:56.879 --> 00:45:59.631 Look guys, I don't have any brothers. Blood brothers. 679 00:46:00.841 --> 00:46:03.927 But you guys, you guys are my brothers. 680 00:46:06.096 --> 00:46:11.101 And I'm sincerely sad, and I'm sorry for what happened. 681 00:46:16.690 --> 00:46:17.858 Time doesn't stop. 682 00:46:19.485 --> 00:46:21.445 No, it doesn't stop for you, 683 00:46:21.445 --> 00:46:23.947 it doesn't stop for you, me, anyone? 684 00:46:23.947 --> 00:46:25.449 And we know that. 685 00:46:26.450 --> 00:46:28.952 But life goes on. 686 00:46:28.952 --> 00:46:30.120 We go on. 687 00:46:31.121 --> 00:46:31.955 Fernando. 688 00:46:35.793 --> 00:46:39.505 Look guys, I'm not preaching forget about him. 689 00:46:39.505 --> 00:46:40.339 I'm not. 690 00:46:42.090 --> 00:46:47.095 What I'm saying is for us to live it up in his honor. 691 00:46:47.638 --> 00:46:48.472 Okay? 692 00:46:50.724 --> 00:46:52.643 For his legacy. 693 00:46:52.643 --> 00:46:54.269 That's the way he'd want it. 694 00:46:54.269 --> 00:46:55.354 Que no? 695 00:46:55.354 --> 00:46:56.188 Arturo? 696 00:46:57.189 --> 00:46:58.065 Cito? 697 00:46:58.065 --> 00:46:58.899 - [Cito] Si. 698 00:47:00.984 --> 00:47:03.654 - Fernando, live it up. 699 00:47:04.696 --> 00:47:06.156 For him, brother. 700 00:47:06.156 --> 00:47:06.990 Eddie. 701 00:47:09.117 --> 00:47:10.285 What do you say? 702 00:47:19.795 --> 00:47:22.256 - Just get me a drink. - Yeah, you know it. 703 00:47:22.256 --> 00:47:24.049 Cito, let's get, let's get the drinks going, yeah? 704 00:47:24.049 --> 00:47:26.385 Arturito, you know, go get it. 705 00:47:27.553 --> 00:47:28.887 Eddie, what do you want to drink, bro? 706 00:47:28.887 --> 00:47:30.514 Que quieres, man? 707 00:47:30.514 --> 00:47:32.307 Eddie? - Let's get it going. 708 00:47:32.307 --> 00:47:34.017 (Indio speaks in foreign language) 709 00:47:34.017 --> 00:47:35.686 - [Indio] Let's go. For Benny, yeah? 710 00:47:35.686 --> 00:47:36.979 Let's not forget that. - Relax, dog. 711 00:47:36.979 --> 00:47:39.147 - This for Benny, bro. 712 00:47:39.147 --> 00:47:40.357 For Benny, Fernando. 713 00:47:40.357 --> 00:47:42.109 - [Eddy] Instead of changing our ways, 714 00:47:42.109 --> 00:47:44.736 we continued to sinking in an abyss of substance. 715 00:47:46.655 --> 00:47:50.033 (slow, tense rock music) 716 00:47:54.204 --> 00:47:57.207 (tense synth music) 717 00:48:26.403 --> 00:48:29.072 We did what we did. Our lives went on. 718 00:48:34.161 --> 00:48:35.746 It wasn't the same after that. 719 00:48:41.501 --> 00:48:44.963 About a year later, I kept doing my own thing. 720 00:48:46.882 --> 00:48:48.383 Financially I was stable. 721 00:48:49.760 --> 00:48:51.762 It wasn't all legal, but money is money. 722 00:48:55.766 --> 00:48:57.768 It felt like life was passing me by, 723 00:48:59.937 --> 00:49:01.396 day, 724 00:49:01.396 --> 00:49:02.731 night. 725 00:49:02.731 --> 00:49:03.941 I couldn't keep straight, 726 00:49:05.108 --> 00:49:06.485 but at least I wasn't alone. 727 00:49:07.861 --> 00:49:11.531 (tense synth hip hop music) 728 00:49:33.720 --> 00:49:34.846 - Are you almost ready? 729 00:49:38.850 --> 00:49:39.851 - Told you, I'm not going. 730 00:49:39.851 --> 00:49:41.353 - Aye, Fernando. 731 00:49:43.146 --> 00:49:44.898 Come on, let's go. 732 00:49:44.898 --> 00:49:48.527 And then come back and do the things we do, you know. 733 00:49:48.527 --> 00:49:50.070 (Fernando mumbles) 734 00:49:50.070 --> 00:49:51.613 (speaks in foreign language) 735 00:49:51.613 --> 00:49:54.241 I'm not gonna go without you. 736 00:49:54.241 --> 00:49:55.617 Vamos. 737 00:49:55.617 --> 00:49:57.828 - I don't want to go. 738 00:49:57.828 --> 00:49:59.287 (sighs) 739 00:49:59.287 --> 00:50:01.540 - You're having another one of those days, Fernando. 740 00:50:03.417 --> 00:50:05.168 - Why do you wanna go, huh? 741 00:50:05.168 --> 00:50:06.169 Why do you wanna go? 742 00:50:06.169 --> 00:50:07.504 - [China] It's so much fun. 743 00:50:07.504 --> 00:50:08.672 You act like we've never- - What's fun? 744 00:50:08.672 --> 00:50:09.506 - Done this before. - What's fun? 745 00:50:09.506 --> 00:50:10.966 - No, that's a problem. 746 00:50:10.966 --> 00:50:14.052 We've done it every single time that we go to this place 747 00:50:14.052 --> 00:50:16.596 and the noise and this and all this just over and over. 748 00:50:16.596 --> 00:50:18.181 - [China] And what is wrong with that Fernando? 749 00:50:18.181 --> 00:50:20.684 - I don't wanna do it anymore, okay? 750 00:50:21.935 --> 00:50:24.646 So if you want to go, you go. I'm staying. 751 00:50:26.857 --> 00:50:28.233 - You know what? 752 00:50:28.233 --> 00:50:30.027 I'm tired of this shit. 753 00:50:30.027 --> 00:50:31.403 Daniela, Carol. - Oh. 754 00:50:31.403 --> 00:50:33.196 - What? Am I not enough? 755 00:50:33.196 --> 00:50:35.490 (speaks in foreign language) 756 00:50:35.490 --> 00:50:36.783 - You know what? 757 00:50:36.783 --> 00:50:39.202 I'm the best thing you'll ever have. 758 00:50:39.202 --> 00:50:41.329 - [Fernando] You're just the hand me down cochina. 759 00:51:00.557 --> 00:51:04.728 (speaking in foreign language) 760 00:51:04.728 --> 00:51:07.564 - Forget her. I don't need that in my life. 761 00:51:07.564 --> 00:51:08.732 And neither do you. 762 00:51:13.904 --> 00:51:15.530 - Don't make this about me, man. 763 00:51:16.448 --> 00:51:17.282 It's about you. 764 00:51:18.658 --> 00:51:22.412 (speaks in foreign language) 765 00:51:28.210 --> 00:51:29.503 - What's up with you, man? 766 00:51:34.007 --> 00:51:37.636 - It's not about, it's not about China 767 00:51:37.636 --> 00:51:39.471 or Leti or none of that. 768 00:51:39.471 --> 00:51:42.099 It's about this. 769 00:51:44.768 --> 00:51:45.977 - [Eddy] What about this? 770 00:51:48.188 --> 00:51:49.272 - [Fernando] It's not good. 771 00:51:53.110 --> 00:51:55.529 - [Eddy] Man, I don't know what you're talking about. 772 00:51:55.529 --> 00:51:57.781 This, this is all- - Just... 773 00:51:59.658 --> 00:52:00.826 Just come back home. 774 00:52:02.369 --> 00:52:03.995 You have a good job. 775 00:52:03.995 --> 00:52:05.205 Leti's a good girl. 776 00:52:06.456 --> 00:52:09.084 You can start fresh. - I am fresh, Nando. 777 00:52:11.962 --> 00:52:12.796 - No, Eddy. 778 00:52:14.631 --> 00:52:15.632 You don't look good. 779 00:52:19.928 --> 00:52:21.138 (Eddy chuckles) 780 00:52:21.138 --> 00:52:23.765 - Bro, I look better than you, okay? 781 00:52:25.433 --> 00:52:26.977 - I'm looking out for you, bro. 782 00:52:29.896 --> 00:52:33.650 (speaks in foreign language) 783 00:52:37.988 --> 00:52:39.281 To be honest, I'm worried. 784 00:52:41.700 --> 00:52:42.659 Ma is worried. 785 00:52:45.495 --> 00:52:46.329 Y tu su papa. 786 00:52:46.329 --> 00:52:47.247 - Worried about what? 787 00:52:48.540 --> 00:52:49.875 I got things under control. 788 00:52:51.168 --> 00:52:53.128 Unlike you, you're still living at home. 789 00:52:56.047 --> 00:52:57.716 - What's wrong with you, Eddy, eh? 790 00:53:01.178 --> 00:53:04.931 (speaks in foreign language) 791 00:53:06.975 --> 00:53:08.810 - [Eddy] Don't! 792 00:53:08.810 --> 00:53:10.687 Don't touch me. 793 00:53:19.529 --> 00:53:21.031 - You know what Eddy? 794 00:53:24.868 --> 00:53:25.827 You do what you want. 795 00:53:31.041 --> 00:53:34.628 (speaks in foreign language) 796 00:53:34.628 --> 00:53:35.462 Not this. 797 00:53:37.547 --> 00:53:41.343 (speaks in foreign language) 798 00:53:42.552 --> 00:53:43.887 - Fernandito. 799 00:53:43.887 --> 00:53:45.388 What up, player? 800 00:53:45.388 --> 00:53:47.599 How you doin'? Oh, it's like that now? 801 00:53:47.599 --> 00:53:49.142 We ain't cool? 802 00:53:49.142 --> 00:53:52.479 - Hey, I got some coworkers and they're looking to buy. 803 00:53:52.479 --> 00:53:55.148 (sniffs) 804 00:53:55.148 --> 00:53:56.149 (Indio sighs) 805 00:53:56.149 --> 00:53:57.067 - Let me ask you something, Eddy. 806 00:53:57.067 --> 00:53:57.984 How come... 807 00:53:59.236 --> 00:54:00.487 (sighs) 808 00:54:00.487 --> 00:54:02.781 How come every time I see you nowadays 809 00:54:03.907 --> 00:54:05.575 it's to get for your coworkers? 810 00:54:08.912 --> 00:54:09.746 Hm? 811 00:54:11.581 --> 00:54:13.917 Like I'm some type of dealer or somethin'? 812 00:54:13.917 --> 00:54:15.877 - Isn't that what you are? 813 00:54:15.877 --> 00:54:18.088 - Hey. (laughs) 814 00:54:18.088 --> 00:54:18.922 Watch it. 815 00:54:20.757 --> 00:54:22.092 - [Eddy] Come on bro, just... 816 00:54:25.512 --> 00:54:27.681 - What? So what do you need? 817 00:54:30.767 --> 00:54:32.978 How much do you need? 818 00:54:32.978 --> 00:54:37.691 - Whatever this can get, huh? (sniffs) 819 00:54:37.691 --> 00:54:39.693 - Whatever this can get? 820 00:54:50.036 --> 00:54:51.579 Why don't you pour me one, too? 821 00:55:12.350 --> 00:55:13.852 - [Eddy] Cool man. Thanks. 822 00:55:17.314 --> 00:55:18.356 - Where you goin'? 823 00:55:18.356 --> 00:55:20.108 Where you goin'? 824 00:55:20.108 --> 00:55:20.942 Eddy! 825 00:55:29.701 --> 00:55:31.286 - You know, I guess in our perfect world, 826 00:55:31.286 --> 00:55:34.581 we would want every single one of them to be here. 827 00:55:35.790 --> 00:55:37.876 But uh, you know the word also says that 828 00:55:37.876 --> 00:55:42.380 not everyone, you know, gets the opportunity to be here, 829 00:55:42.380 --> 00:55:44.466 because we have freewill. 830 00:55:44.466 --> 00:55:48.094 So we can pray for them and keep talking to them 831 00:55:48.094 --> 00:55:51.181 about the Lord but you know, it's up to them, 832 00:55:51.181 --> 00:55:54.434 just like it was up to you and it was up to me. 833 00:55:54.434 --> 00:55:55.268 I wanna thank you. 834 00:55:55.268 --> 00:55:56.478 I wanna thank you, um... 835 00:55:58.772 --> 00:56:01.107 Because I came in here, man, and, and... 836 00:56:02.609 --> 00:56:04.194 I came in here stubborn. 837 00:56:04.194 --> 00:56:06.696 I didn't understand then but now I understand that, 838 00:56:07.864 --> 00:56:09.532 you know, doing those simple things 839 00:56:10.950 --> 00:56:14.412 gives you this discipline to, to be simple, to be humble. 840 00:56:15.705 --> 00:56:18.917 And um, that prepares you, you know, to, to, 841 00:56:20.377 --> 00:56:21.920 to go out there and try to bring in 842 00:56:21.920 --> 00:56:23.838 those friends that are lost, 843 00:56:23.838 --> 00:56:25.757 and I wanna thank you for that, man. 844 00:56:27.050 --> 00:56:28.385 - There's many things, bro. 845 00:56:31.221 --> 00:56:32.722 Many questions that we have 846 00:56:35.475 --> 00:56:36.893 and very few answers. 847 00:56:38.603 --> 00:56:42.732 but one thing we do know is that we live for a reason. 848 00:56:42.732 --> 00:56:44.818 Many people have many other reasons, 849 00:56:45.944 --> 00:56:49.447 but the thing is we live and we die, 850 00:56:49.447 --> 00:56:51.991 and what are we going to do while we are alive? 851 00:56:51.991 --> 00:56:53.701 And you have a second chance. 852 00:56:55.662 --> 00:56:56.496 Okay? 853 00:56:57.664 --> 00:56:59.624 So what are you going to do with your life 854 00:56:59.624 --> 00:57:01.584 from now on is what counts. 855 00:57:03.086 --> 00:57:06.256 Sometimes you feel like you have nothing to fight for, but, 856 00:57:06.256 --> 00:57:08.007 think about it, you're still young, 857 00:57:09.259 --> 00:57:12.595 and you have a bright future up ahead of you. 858 00:57:12.595 --> 00:57:15.265 Many things can happen. You just gotta believe. 859 00:57:20.103 --> 00:57:20.937 There's hope. 860 00:57:22.397 --> 00:57:23.690 There's still hope. 861 00:57:23.690 --> 00:57:26.651 No matter how far you've gone, 862 00:57:26.651 --> 00:57:28.987 no matter how low you've gone, 863 00:57:28.987 --> 00:57:31.990 no matter what you've done there's still hope for you 864 00:57:31.990 --> 00:57:34.868 and dying, it's not the answer. 865 00:57:56.723 --> 00:57:59.392 (Eddy sniffles) 866 00:58:00.560 --> 00:58:03.313 - [Eddy] You got any, eh, you know? 867 00:58:04.731 --> 00:58:06.774 - Um, no, I don't. 868 00:58:09.027 --> 00:58:11.988 - You got any coke? (sniffs) 869 00:58:11.988 --> 00:58:13.490 - Coke? 870 00:58:13.490 --> 00:58:16.493 Uh, no, I don't have coke, but I got something better. 871 00:58:17.410 --> 00:58:18.828 - Better than coke? 872 00:58:18.828 --> 00:58:20.371 - Yeah. Way better than coke. 873 00:58:22.415 --> 00:58:23.249 - What is it? 874 00:58:24.959 --> 00:58:26.669 - You ever tried crystal? 875 00:58:29.297 --> 00:58:30.840 - No. 876 00:58:30.840 --> 00:58:32.300 - No? 877 00:58:32.300 --> 00:58:35.929 Um, it's just like coke, but better. 878 00:58:39.849 --> 00:58:40.683 - Okay. 879 00:58:44.979 --> 00:58:47.690 (woman sniffles) 880 00:58:53.196 --> 00:58:54.614 - [Woman] You got a car? 881 00:58:54.614 --> 00:58:55.823 Just hit it all the way. 882 00:58:59.244 --> 00:59:01.204 - [Eddy] You wanna go first or, or not? 883 00:59:01.204 --> 00:59:02.872 - [Woman] It's okay. 884 00:59:10.713 --> 00:59:13.007 (snorting) 885 00:59:18.221 --> 00:59:23.226 (Eddy laughing) (tense, strange music) 886 00:59:37.323 --> 00:59:42.328 (tense, strange music) (disembodied chattering) 887 01:00:00.930 --> 01:00:03.683 - Hey, yo, what's up, chavalas? (sniffs) 888 01:00:03.683 --> 01:00:06.394 Hey, so, so what are you gonna... 889 01:00:06.394 --> 01:00:07.937 Sorry. 890 01:00:07.937 --> 01:00:09.897 What are you going to do tonight, man? 891 01:00:09.897 --> 01:00:11.399 You guys don't have a charger, eh? 892 01:00:12.275 --> 01:00:13.318 Hm? 893 01:00:13.318 --> 01:00:15.820 Sit right here, man. - Hey. 894 01:00:15.820 --> 01:00:16.654 Aye. 895 01:00:18.781 --> 01:00:20.074 - All right, all right. 896 01:00:20.074 --> 01:00:21.659 Ain't gotta get all mad, right? 897 01:00:21.659 --> 01:00:22.493 Shit. 898 01:00:23.745 --> 01:00:26.414 (sighs) 899 01:00:26.414 --> 01:00:27.624 - You know what, man? 900 01:00:27.624 --> 01:00:29.459 We're just gonna chill tonight, all right? 901 01:00:29.459 --> 01:00:33.212 (speaks in foreign language) 902 01:00:35.131 --> 01:00:36.633 - Indio. 903 01:00:36.633 --> 01:00:38.134 - Hm? 904 01:00:38.134 --> 01:00:42.138 - Aye uh, my boy needs some more coke, man. (sniffs) 905 01:00:44.974 --> 01:00:47.852 (speaks in foreign language) 906 01:00:47.852 --> 01:00:49.312 (sniffs) 907 01:00:49.312 --> 01:00:51.856 I have some money, man. 908 01:00:51.856 --> 01:00:52.982 - I got money too, bro. 909 01:00:54.484 --> 01:00:56.986 - [Eddy] Hm, but you don't got this money, man. 910 01:00:58.738 --> 01:01:01.240 - [Indio] You're doing too much right now, bro. 911 01:01:01.240 --> 01:01:02.325 - Am I? 912 01:01:02.325 --> 01:01:03.868 - Yeah. 913 01:01:03.868 --> 01:01:05.453 You are. 914 01:01:05.453 --> 01:01:07.121 Look at you. 915 01:01:07.121 --> 01:01:10.333 You're going too fast, bro. Look at yourself, man. 916 01:01:10.333 --> 01:01:12.168 You're going 160. Pump your brakes right now. 917 01:01:12.168 --> 01:01:13.086 - Oh. - Chill. 918 01:01:13.086 --> 01:01:14.337 - It's like that? 919 01:01:14.337 --> 01:01:15.546 - Yeah, it's like that. 920 01:01:16.547 --> 01:01:17.715 Serio. Seriamente. 921 01:01:17.715 --> 01:01:19.217 - It's like that? - Yeah, it's like that. 922 01:01:19.217 --> 01:01:22.011 (Arturo speaks in foreign language) 923 01:01:22.011 --> 01:01:23.304 We're tired of your shit. 924 01:01:25.014 --> 01:01:28.851 - I thought that you and you 925 01:01:29.811 --> 01:01:31.688 and you were my friends. - Friends? 926 01:01:31.688 --> 01:01:33.356 - Hm? - Friends. 927 01:01:33.356 --> 01:01:34.524 We're not your friends. 928 01:01:34.524 --> 01:01:37.318 You distinguish friends from hermanos, no? 929 01:01:37.318 --> 01:01:38.653 No, but you can't fuckin' do that- 930 01:01:38.653 --> 01:01:40.822 (yelling) 931 01:01:42.031 --> 01:01:44.909 - Eh, let me go, bro. - Let him go, bro. 932 01:01:44.909 --> 01:01:46.369 Come at me, man. - It's not worth it, dog. 933 01:01:46.369 --> 01:01:47.662 - Huh? No. 934 01:01:47.662 --> 01:01:48.746 Get outta here, bro, you're done! 935 01:01:55.378 --> 01:01:59.298 (cars passing in the distance) 936 01:02:03.803 --> 01:02:06.472 (water running) 937 01:02:12.687 --> 01:02:13.521 - Hola. 938 01:02:19.110 --> 01:02:21.237 So, so, so, um, I'm here. 939 01:02:24.532 --> 01:02:26.868 - Eddy. 940 01:02:26.868 --> 01:02:29.787 (Leticia chuckles) 941 01:02:31.456 --> 01:02:35.251 (speaks in foreign language) 942 01:02:36.127 --> 01:02:38.379 - It, it, is, is, is, is... 943 01:02:39.922 --> 01:02:41.424 Is it mine, is it mine? Is it mine? 944 01:02:41.424 --> 01:02:43.426 (Leticia laughs) 945 01:02:43.426 --> 01:02:47.221 (speaks in foreign language) 946 01:02:48.639 --> 01:02:51.392 - Are, are, are you, are you gonna, are you gonna keep it? 947 01:02:51.392 --> 01:02:53.102 Are you gonna keep it? 948 01:02:54.145 --> 01:02:54.937 - Yeah. 949 01:02:56.314 --> 01:02:58.024 Of course I'm gonna keep it. 950 01:03:04.947 --> 01:03:06.783 Are you going to stay? 951 01:03:07.700 --> 01:03:10.036 (sniffling) 952 01:03:27.094 --> 01:03:28.471 - I... 953 01:03:28.471 --> 01:03:30.640 I, I want, I want, I wa... 954 01:03:32.517 --> 01:03:33.351 I wanna... 955 01:03:36.145 --> 01:03:37.271 I wanna stay. 956 01:03:38.397 --> 01:03:39.232 I want... 957 01:03:43.110 --> 01:03:45.279 (sobbing) 958 01:03:52.411 --> 01:03:56.332 (speaking in foreign language) 959 01:04:03.172 --> 01:04:06.342 (speaking in foreign language) 960 01:04:06.342 --> 01:04:07.510 - You're good? 961 01:04:10.346 --> 01:04:12.306 Good to see you. - Yeah. 962 01:04:13.850 --> 01:04:16.477 (Fernando chuckles) 963 01:04:16.477 --> 01:04:20.273 - I, I tried calling you, but I couldn't, 964 01:04:20.273 --> 01:04:21.107 couldn't reach you. 965 01:04:21.107 --> 01:04:22.358 - I changed my number. 966 01:04:26.028 --> 01:04:27.113 - Indio said you left. 967 01:04:33.828 --> 01:04:35.913 That's good. 968 01:04:35.913 --> 01:04:36.914 That's good. 969 01:04:38.875 --> 01:04:41.878 (speaks in foreign language) (Leticia chuckles) 970 01:04:41.878 --> 01:04:42.795 Ma! Pa! 971 01:04:44.881 --> 01:04:48.801 (speaking in foreign language) 972 01:04:52.680 --> 01:04:54.724 - What you gonna call him if it's a boy? 973 01:04:56.392 --> 01:04:57.310 - Jonathan. 974 01:04:58.561 --> 01:04:59.395 Yeah. 975 01:04:59.395 --> 01:05:00.897 - Or Christian. 976 01:05:00.897 --> 01:05:04.859 (speaking in foreign language) 977 01:05:05.776 --> 01:05:07.570 (laughing) 978 01:05:07.570 --> 01:05:10.031 - I'm an uncle, yeah. I'm an uncle. 979 01:05:10.031 --> 01:05:10.948 - [Fernando Sr.] Abuela! 980 01:05:10.948 --> 01:05:11.908 - [Norma] Si. 981 01:05:11.908 --> 01:05:13.576 (laughing) - Bueno. Mira. 982 01:05:13.576 --> 01:05:14.911 I have to go, though. I have to go. 983 01:05:14.911 --> 01:05:15.995 - [Norma] What? 984 01:05:15.995 --> 01:05:17.246 - Yeah. - What, where, where, 985 01:05:17.246 --> 01:05:18.664 where are you going? - Believe it or not, 986 01:05:18.664 --> 01:05:21.459 I have a date. (laughing) 987 01:05:21.459 --> 01:05:22.418 - Cochina? 988 01:05:22.418 --> 01:05:24.253 - Aye, no, no. Que eh, no. 989 01:05:24.253 --> 01:05:25.546 No. 990 01:05:25.546 --> 01:05:27.632 This one, this one's a good one, right, mom? 991 01:05:27.632 --> 01:05:32.178 (speaking in foreign language) 992 01:05:32.178 --> 01:05:34.013 - Good seeing you, bro. 993 01:05:34.013 --> 01:05:37.600 (speaking in foreign language) 994 01:05:37.600 --> 01:05:38.517 - [Fernando] Take care. 995 01:05:38.517 --> 01:05:42.355 (speaking in foreign language) 996 01:05:49.987 --> 01:05:53.950 (speaking in foreign language) 997 01:06:36.242 --> 01:06:37.827 (laughing) 998 01:06:37.827 --> 01:06:39.161 - If you can raise your hand... 999 01:06:39.161 --> 01:06:41.122 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1000 01:06:41.122 --> 01:06:42.206 How many of you here have asked 1001 01:06:42.206 --> 01:06:43.624 God, can you forgive me? 1002 01:06:45.001 --> 01:06:47.670 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1003 01:06:47.670 --> 01:06:50.172 If you asked God, can you raise your hand? 1004 01:06:50.172 --> 01:06:51.382 Have you ever asked him, 1005 01:06:51.382 --> 01:06:52.967 God, can you forgive me for what I've done? 1006 01:06:52.967 --> 01:06:54.510 Can you forgive me for being wrong? 1007 01:06:54.510 --> 01:06:57.179 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1008 01:06:57.179 --> 01:07:00.433 I've got a news flash for you. (speaking in foreign language) 1009 01:07:00.433 --> 01:07:03.269 You don't have to do that. (speaking in foreign language) 1010 01:07:03.269 --> 01:07:06.856 You don't have to ask God... (speaking in foreign language) 1011 01:07:06.856 --> 01:07:09.942 To be God. (speaking in foreign language) 1012 01:07:09.942 --> 01:07:12.778 He is abundant in mercy and grace. 1013 01:07:12.778 --> 01:07:15.698 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1014 01:07:15.698 --> 01:07:17.742 So how silly do you look asking him, 1015 01:07:17.742 --> 01:07:22.204 God, can you forgive me? (speaking in foreign language) 1016 01:07:22.204 --> 01:07:23.539 He's like, yes, of course. 1017 01:07:23.539 --> 01:07:26.375 What do you think I did 2000 years ago? 1018 01:07:26.375 --> 01:07:29.712 (speaking in foreign language) 1019 01:07:29.712 --> 01:07:31.213 He forgives you for everything. 1020 01:07:33.090 --> 01:07:36.677 So next time you wanna ask God to forgive you... 1021 01:07:36.677 --> 01:07:40.639 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1022 01:07:40.639 --> 01:07:42.641 Don't ask. (speaks in foreign language) 1023 01:07:42.641 --> 01:07:45.061 Just say, thank you, Lord, for your love. 1024 01:07:45.061 --> 01:07:46.937 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1025 01:07:46.937 --> 01:07:49.190 Thank you for forgiving me, Lord. 1026 01:07:49.190 --> 01:07:54.195 (speaking in foreign language) Thank you. 1027 01:07:55.362 --> 01:07:59.408 (singing in foreign language) (soft music) 1028 01:08:16.300 --> 01:08:21.097 (upbeat music) (singing in foreign language) 1029 01:08:21.097 --> 01:08:24.100 - [Eddy] Watching my parents have such peace, 1030 01:08:24.100 --> 01:08:25.810 if that's what it did for them, 1031 01:08:25.810 --> 01:08:27.103 then that's what I wanted. 1032 01:08:28.604 --> 01:08:31.565 I never really understood why people went to church. 1033 01:08:31.565 --> 01:08:33.609 I'd never seen anything like this before. 1034 01:08:34.944 --> 01:08:37.613 It felt as if everyone was united, 1035 01:08:37.613 --> 01:08:39.782 like they were meant to be there. 1036 01:08:39.782 --> 01:08:42.535 Everyone is accepted no matter who they were. 1037 01:08:45.121 --> 01:08:46.163 Except for me. 1038 01:08:48.791 --> 01:08:49.834 (snorting) 1039 01:08:49.834 --> 01:08:51.877 Why didn't that help me? 1040 01:08:51.877 --> 01:08:55.464 Why wasn't I getting better? (tense, dramatic music) 1041 01:08:55.464 --> 01:08:56.966 I started hearing voices. 1042 01:08:59.552 --> 01:09:01.345 I hit the point of no return. 1043 01:09:01.345 --> 01:09:04.306 (snorting) 1044 01:09:04.306 --> 01:09:07.977 (tense synth hip hop music) 1045 01:09:41.135 --> 01:09:43.637 (car beeping) 1046 01:09:47.349 --> 01:09:48.726 I tried to keep my addiction hidden 1047 01:09:48.726 --> 01:09:50.686 from everyone except Fernando. 1048 01:09:51.645 --> 01:09:52.479 He knew. 1049 01:10:08.329 --> 01:10:09.163 - [Man 1] You got my money? 1050 01:10:09.163 --> 01:10:10.372 - [Man 2] No, bro. 1051 01:10:10.372 --> 01:10:11.540 - [Man 1] I ain't here to play with you. 1052 01:10:11.540 --> 01:10:13.834 You already know, I came here for my money. 1053 01:10:13.834 --> 01:10:15.211 You tell me that every week. 1054 01:10:16.378 --> 01:10:20.299 (speaking in foreign language) 1055 01:10:25.262 --> 01:10:26.263 (Eddy grunts) 1056 01:10:26.263 --> 01:10:27.473 - Shh, shh. - Huh? What? 1057 01:10:27.473 --> 01:10:28.307 - Hey, hey. 1058 01:10:28.307 --> 01:10:29.141 Hey. 1059 01:10:29.141 --> 01:10:30.184 Vamano, vamano. 1060 01:10:30.184 --> 01:10:31.435 - No, no, no. 1061 01:10:31.435 --> 01:10:32.519 I don't, I don't, I don't wanna go. 1062 01:10:32.519 --> 01:10:33.729 - Eddy, Eddy. 1063 01:10:33.729 --> 01:10:34.688 - I don't wanna go. 1064 01:10:34.688 --> 01:10:35.981 - Let's go. Time to go home. 1065 01:10:35.981 --> 01:10:36.815 (Eddy grumbles) 1066 01:10:36.815 --> 01:10:38.776 - This, this, this is... 1067 01:10:38.776 --> 01:10:40.236 This is.. 1068 01:10:40.236 --> 01:10:41.320 This is my home. 1069 01:10:41.320 --> 01:10:43.322 This, this is my home. 1070 01:10:43.322 --> 01:10:45.199 I wanna stay. 1071 01:10:45.199 --> 01:10:46.617 - Eddy, look at me. 1072 01:10:46.617 --> 01:10:49.411 (speaking in foreign language) 1073 01:10:49.411 --> 01:10:50.955 - Huh, huh? 1074 01:10:50.955 --> 01:10:54.083 - You need to go home to Leticia. 1075 01:10:54.083 --> 01:10:55.084 Okay? 1076 01:10:55.084 --> 01:10:56.418 - [Eddy] Le-Leticia? 1077 01:10:56.418 --> 01:10:59.088 (speaks in foreign language) 1078 01:10:59.088 --> 01:11:00.005 - Come on. 1079 01:11:00.005 --> 01:11:01.090 Vamano. 1080 01:11:01.090 --> 01:11:01.924 - Leticia? 1081 01:11:04.760 --> 01:11:08.973 (men speaking in foreign language) 1082 01:11:32.871 --> 01:11:35.332 When we were little I... 1083 01:11:35.332 --> 01:11:36.959 I... 1084 01:11:36.959 --> 01:11:40.129 I wanted to be you. (chuckles) 1085 01:11:40.129 --> 01:11:42.256 Did you, did you know that? 1086 01:11:42.256 --> 01:11:43.048 - No. 1087 01:11:45.592 --> 01:11:46.635 - I remember your... 1088 01:11:48.637 --> 01:11:50.139 Your first boxing match. 1089 01:11:53.600 --> 01:11:54.560 We were running late 1090 01:11:57.896 --> 01:11:58.814 because.... 1091 01:12:00.983 --> 01:12:04.695 (speaks in foreign language) 1092 01:12:06.822 --> 01:12:09.450 He blamed it on me. (chuckles) 1093 01:12:12.161 --> 01:12:14.580 You know, like he always did. 1094 01:12:16.665 --> 01:12:21.420 Papa (mumbles) kept saying this is mi hijo. 1095 01:12:23.797 --> 01:12:28.177 (speaks in foreign language) 1096 01:12:28.177 --> 01:12:29.970 You know, he was proud of you, man. 1097 01:12:29.970 --> 01:12:31.013 He was proud of you. 1098 01:12:31.013 --> 01:12:32.514 Like a father should. 1099 01:12:38.354 --> 01:12:41.023 (Eddy chuckles) 1100 01:12:44.318 --> 01:12:46.236 He'll never be happy with me. Yeah. 1101 01:12:51.492 --> 01:12:54.536 It's, it's all right, it's all right. 1102 01:12:55.704 --> 01:12:58.290 (Eddy mumbles) 1103 01:12:59.291 --> 01:13:01.460 (sniffles) 1104 01:13:02.711 --> 01:13:05.214 (sobbing) 1105 01:13:05.214 --> 01:13:07.549 You think you can take me to see Leti? 1106 01:13:07.549 --> 01:13:08.884 - Yeah. 1107 01:13:08.884 --> 01:13:10.886 We're gonna go see Leti. 1108 01:13:11.887 --> 01:13:12.721 (sobbing) 1109 01:13:12.721 --> 01:13:13.847 (mumbles) 1110 01:13:13.847 --> 01:13:16.308 - I wanna see Leti. (whimpers) 1111 01:13:17.726 --> 01:13:20.562 (insects buzzing) 1112 01:13:34.910 --> 01:13:39.540 (speaking in foreign language) 1113 01:13:39.540 --> 01:13:41.417 - I, I went out, I... 1114 01:13:41.417 --> 01:13:42.334 - You went out? - Wha... 1115 01:13:42.334 --> 01:13:43.585 - You went out where? 1116 01:13:43.585 --> 01:13:45.879 With whom? - What are you doin'? 1117 01:13:45.879 --> 01:13:47.881 - [Leticia] Where were you? 1118 01:13:47.881 --> 01:13:49.883 (grunting) 1119 01:13:49.883 --> 01:13:51.260 - Leti, Leti. 1120 01:13:51.260 --> 01:13:52.594 Leti. - Leti, que 1121 01:13:52.594 --> 01:13:53.554 Leti, que? 1122 01:13:53.554 --> 01:13:54.513 Leti, que? - The baby. 1123 01:13:54.513 --> 01:13:55.431 The baby. - The baby. 1124 01:13:55.431 --> 01:13:56.390 Now you care about the baby. 1125 01:13:56.390 --> 01:13:57.766 Now you care about the baby. 1126 01:13:57.766 --> 01:13:59.017 - Give me, give me- - Now you care about the baby. 1127 01:13:59.017 --> 01:13:59.935 - Give me a chance, give me a chance. 1128 01:13:59.935 --> 01:14:00.769 - Still doing that stupid drugs? 1129 01:14:00.769 --> 01:14:01.687 - No. No, no, no. 1130 01:14:01.687 --> 01:14:02.855 - Give me a chance for what? 1131 01:14:02.855 --> 01:14:04.481 - I, I, I, I fucked, I know. 1132 01:14:04.481 --> 01:14:05.315 I fucked up. - You fucked up. 1133 01:14:05.315 --> 01:14:06.775 You fucked up. 1134 01:14:06.775 --> 01:14:11.155 You're fucked up right now. - Leti, let's just... 1135 01:14:11.155 --> 01:14:13.991 (Leticia sobbing) 1136 01:14:13.991 --> 01:14:15.868 (knife clatters) 1137 01:14:15.868 --> 01:14:18.036 (sobbing) 1138 01:14:21.331 --> 01:14:22.458 - I hate you. 1139 01:14:24.501 --> 01:14:25.461 I hate you! 1140 01:14:26.879 --> 01:14:30.716 (tense, dramatic synth music) 1141 01:14:34.803 --> 01:14:37.848 - [Eddy] All I could think about was my unborn son. 1142 01:14:37.848 --> 01:14:41.268 Because of me, he won't live a normal life. 1143 01:14:46.023 --> 01:14:49.318 Because of me, I can't be there for him. 1144 01:14:52.654 --> 01:14:53.489 Because of me. 1145 01:14:59.161 --> 01:15:02.164 - You need to look into yourself 1146 01:15:02.164 --> 01:15:04.583 and say, do I want to be chained? 1147 01:15:10.172 --> 01:15:11.465 Or I do want to be changed? 1148 01:15:13.759 --> 01:15:14.676 For your family. 1149 01:15:16.345 --> 01:15:17.179 For your girl. 1150 01:15:19.348 --> 01:15:23.185 (tense, dramatic synth music) 1151 01:16:14.152 --> 01:16:16.280 (knocking) 1152 01:16:16.280 --> 01:16:20.242 (speaking in foreign language) 1153 01:16:55.861 --> 01:16:58.030 (sobbing) 1154 01:17:06.455 --> 01:17:07.623 - And that was it for me. 1155 01:17:08.915 --> 01:17:12.127 I had hit my limit. I wanted change. 1156 01:17:13.337 --> 01:17:14.171 No. 1157 01:17:15.464 --> 01:17:18.675 I needed change. (soft music) 1158 01:17:21.553 --> 01:17:24.723 My father's church managed a rehabilitation center 1159 01:17:24.723 --> 01:17:27.225 for its followers and extended families. 1160 01:17:29.311 --> 01:17:33.190 It was a small center with nothing but labor 1161 01:17:33.190 --> 01:17:35.067 and the word of God to fill the day. 1162 01:17:36.652 --> 01:17:39.279 Rehab brought me back to the basics. 1163 01:17:41.657 --> 01:17:46.161 Every part of me had to be reset. 1164 01:17:47.621 --> 01:17:51.625 If I couldn't get through this, there was no hope for me. 1165 01:17:53.502 --> 01:17:57.339 I didn't want to leave this place until I was a changed man. 1166 01:17:59.633 --> 01:18:02.511 It took nine months before I was deemed rehabilitated. 1167 01:18:03.887 --> 01:18:06.306 For others, it takes years. 1168 01:18:07.599 --> 01:18:09.976 I thought about a lot during my time here, 1169 01:18:11.269 --> 01:18:16.066 mostly about Leticia, my son, Fernando, 1170 01:18:17.401 --> 01:18:20.195 my mother, and even my father. 1171 01:18:23.407 --> 01:18:26.993 I knew I could climb out from the belly of the beast. 1172 01:18:26.993 --> 01:18:30.747 I believed it, otherwise I wouldn't have tried. 1173 01:18:31.915 --> 01:18:36.753 Whether it's God or fate or the universe, 1174 01:18:38.213 --> 01:18:41.591 or even ourselves, people need to have faith in something. 1175 01:18:42.968 --> 01:18:45.929 It is the last thing we resort to in our darkest times, 1176 01:18:46.847 --> 01:18:48.598 the core of our own beings. 1177 01:18:50.142 --> 01:18:52.811 And I'm glad I found mine when I needed it most. 1178 01:18:56.064 --> 01:18:59.943 (cars passing in the distance) 1179 01:19:17.919 --> 01:19:20.255 (Leticia chuckles) 1180 01:19:20.255 --> 01:19:24.217 (speaking in foreign language) 1181 01:19:46.406 --> 01:19:48.617 - Fernando. - You look good. 1182 01:19:51.036 --> 01:19:51.953 - I learned a lot. 1183 01:19:51.953 --> 01:19:52.788 I did a lot. 1184 01:19:54.623 --> 01:19:55.999 Made new friends. 1185 01:19:59.294 --> 01:20:01.129 I, I... 1186 01:20:01.129 --> 01:20:02.130 I wrote to you. 1187 01:20:04.341 --> 01:20:05.759 - I didn't wanna believe it. 1188 01:20:08.303 --> 01:20:09.805 I wasn't sure, you know... 1189 01:20:13.809 --> 01:20:14.643 - Yeah. 1190 01:20:17.145 --> 01:20:17.979 I understand. 1191 01:20:20.273 --> 01:20:21.525 I know that uh... 1192 01:20:24.361 --> 01:20:29.366 It's hard to believe in something that you can't see. 1193 01:20:34.162 --> 01:20:38.166 You know, when I, when I went to the rehab I uh, 1194 01:20:41.586 --> 01:20:43.713 I didn't believe in anything or in any one, 1195 01:20:47.050 --> 01:20:48.134 and I found something. 1196 01:20:53.348 --> 01:20:54.182 You know and... 1197 01:20:56.518 --> 01:21:00.146 And that something was something that Papa knew. 1198 01:21:04.818 --> 01:21:07.904 I had so much hate towards him and... 1199 01:21:13.368 --> 01:21:15.203 But I found something. 1200 01:21:20.000 --> 01:21:20.834 Faith. 1201 01:21:23.837 --> 01:21:27.132 (cars passing) 1202 01:21:27.132 --> 01:21:28.091 And uh... 1203 01:21:31.428 --> 01:21:34.014 All of this time, you've been taking care of me, 1204 01:21:37.601 --> 01:21:38.560 and I see that now, 1205 01:21:40.770 --> 01:21:42.439 and I've always had faith in you. 1206 01:21:46.985 --> 01:21:48.778 Have faith in me, bro. 1207 01:21:50.488 --> 01:21:52.240 Have faith in me. 1208 01:21:52.240 --> 01:21:54.284 (laughs) 1209 01:21:55.577 --> 01:21:56.411 Fernando. 1210 01:21:58.038 --> 01:22:02.918 (cars passing) (birds chirping) 1211 01:22:04.628 --> 01:22:08.381 (speaks in foreign language) 1212 01:22:10.926 --> 01:22:12.260 I missed you, man. 1213 01:22:13.678 --> 01:22:15.180 - Missed you, too. 1214 01:22:16.264 --> 01:22:20.018 (speaks in foreign language) 1215 01:22:21.269 --> 01:22:23.563 (laughing) 1216 01:22:25.815 --> 01:22:30.820 (speaking in foreign language) (parishioners cheering) 1217 01:22:54.719 --> 01:22:59.683 (soft rock music) (parishioners cheering) 1218 01:23:38.888 --> 01:23:43.893 (soft rock music) (singers vocalizing) 1219 01:24:03.371 --> 01:24:08.376 (speaking in foreign language) (soft rock music) 1220 01:24:35.904 --> 01:24:40.909 (parishioners clapping) (speaking in foreign language) 1221 01:24:51.336 --> 01:24:56.341 (soft rock music) (parishioners clapping) 1222 01:25:18.655 --> 01:25:20.615 - [Eduardo] Hallelujah! 1223 01:25:24.244 --> 01:25:29.249 (soft rock music) (speaking in foreign language) 1224 01:25:45.807 --> 01:25:50.812 (soft rock music) (singers vocalizing) 1225 01:26:13.877 --> 01:26:18.298 (woman speaking in foreign language) 1226 01:26:45.033 --> 01:26:47.327 - [Woman] Hallelujah! 1227 01:26:47.327 --> 01:26:51.706 (woman speaking in foreign language)