WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:06.457 --> 00:01:09.547 ADAM: At first, they thought there was something wrong with my eyes. 4 00:01:11.288 --> 00:01:14.465 -OPHTHALMOLOGIST: One or two? -One. 5 00:01:14.509 --> 00:01:17.512 ADAM: What I would have given for a classic case of glaucoma. 6 00:01:22.343 --> 00:01:23.648 OPHTHALMOLOGIST: Okay, we're done. 7 00:01:24.823 --> 00:01:26.477 ADAM: 'Cause soon after... 8 00:01:28.958 --> 00:01:31.003 I started hearing the voices. 9 00:01:31.047 --> 00:01:33.832 -[VOICES WHISPERING] -ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 10 00:01:33.876 --> 00:01:35.878 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING CONTINUES] 11 00:01:38.750 --> 00:01:40.404 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 12 00:01:40.448 --> 00:01:42.624 I'm sure they told you about the cooking. 13 00:01:42.667 --> 00:01:44.016 Call it what you want, 14 00:01:44.060 --> 00:01:47.368 a distraction, self-medicating, whatever. 15 00:01:47.411 --> 00:01:49.979 But it was the only thing that could make them shut up. 16 00:01:50.022 --> 00:01:51.023 [VOICES WHISPERING] 17 00:01:56.638 --> 00:01:59.075 [VOICES STOP] 18 00:01:59.119 --> 00:02:00.772 You okay? 19 00:02:00.816 --> 00:02:03.340 ADAM: And don't blame my mom for not figuring it out sooner. 20 00:02:04.863 --> 00:02:07.083 She had a lot goin' on the past couple of years. 21 00:02:09.390 --> 00:02:12.175 When my dad decided the whole fatherhood thing 22 00:02:12.219 --> 00:02:14.482 was a buzzkill for his creativity, 23 00:02:16.353 --> 00:02:18.877 we had to take the shit sandwich we'd been served 24 00:02:18.921 --> 00:02:20.444 and make it edible. 25 00:02:25.101 --> 00:02:26.537 So, I cooked. 26 00:02:27.408 --> 00:02:28.626 And cooked. 27 00:02:29.888 --> 00:02:32.239 And the meals became my contribution 28 00:02:32.282 --> 00:02:34.154 to our underdog story. 29 00:02:38.549 --> 00:02:41.378 Mmm. Sweetheart, it's delicious. 30 00:02:41.422 --> 00:02:43.641 ADAM: Plus, I got really good at it. 31 00:02:43.685 --> 00:02:46.775 Mmm. It's just the right amount of cumin. 32 00:02:51.214 --> 00:02:52.781 ADAM: And then Paul moved in. 33 00:02:56.741 --> 00:02:58.308 Mmm, it's interestin'. 34 00:03:02.094 --> 00:03:03.835 It's so good, honey. I love it. 35 00:03:03.879 --> 00:03:06.577 ADAM: Home, as I knew it, became a thing of the past. 36 00:03:07.099 --> 00:03:08.188 PAUL: Uh... 37 00:03:08.231 --> 00:03:09.537 ADAM: So I was getting out a lot. 38 00:03:09.580 --> 00:03:10.755 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATION] 39 00:03:10.799 --> 00:03:12.061 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 40 00:03:14.281 --> 00:03:16.021 ADAM: Getting into cooking school next fall 41 00:03:16.065 --> 00:03:17.806 was like an oasis 42 00:03:17.849 --> 00:03:20.243 from the dumpster fire my brain was slowly becoming. 43 00:03:23.855 --> 00:03:26.597 I just needed to keep my eye on the prize 44 00:03:26.641 --> 00:03:27.990 and bide my time. 45 00:03:32.255 --> 00:03:35.302 How hard could it be to hide my burgeoning insanity 46 00:03:35.345 --> 00:03:38.479 from the unforgiving ecosystem that is high school? 47 00:03:38.522 --> 00:03:40.176 TODD: Check this out. 48 00:03:40.220 --> 00:03:41.960 We finally got invited to one of Sarah's parties. 49 00:03:43.484 --> 00:03:46.226 We can't miss this one, man. You're coming, right? 50 00:03:46.269 --> 00:03:47.444 I'll pick you up tonight? 51 00:03:49.185 --> 00:03:51.013 Who is that? 52 00:03:51.056 --> 00:03:52.710 Sarah? The love of my life? 53 00:03:52.754 --> 00:03:56.714 ADAM: I mean, for a while, they were just voices. 54 00:03:56.758 --> 00:03:58.063 Yeah, right. Sarah. 55 00:04:00.501 --> 00:04:02.198 TEACHER: Now that you've added the solute, 56 00:04:02.242 --> 00:04:05.984 please keep monitoring the pH and the temperature. 57 00:04:06.028 --> 00:04:07.943 So, my parents are on another trial separation, 58 00:04:07.986 --> 00:04:09.553 whatever. 59 00:04:09.597 --> 00:04:11.294 But I think I can guilt them into letting me take the car. 60 00:04:11.338 --> 00:04:12.817 What do you say, dude, for the party? 61 00:04:12.861 --> 00:04:15.167 And I'm telling you, man, I think tonight's... 62 00:04:15.211 --> 00:04:17.257 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 63 00:04:17.300 --> 00:04:18.997 TODD: Adam, yo... 64 00:04:23.001 --> 00:04:24.351 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Over here. 65 00:04:28.050 --> 00:04:29.356 -What? -TODD: Dude, careful, 66 00:04:29.399 --> 00:04:30.531 this shit's like lava. 67 00:04:30.574 --> 00:04:32.097 -I'm sorry. -What're you doin'? 68 00:04:32.141 --> 00:04:33.664 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Right here, Adam. 69 00:04:36.450 --> 00:04:39.104 -[ELECTRICITY CRACKLING] -[ADAM'S DARKNESS CHUCKLING] 70 00:04:39.148 --> 00:04:40.192 Todd. 71 00:04:40.236 --> 00:04:41.324 REBECCA: [ECHOES] Adam. 72 00:04:42.325 --> 00:04:43.631 We need to leave now. 73 00:04:54.032 --> 00:04:56.383 [SCREAMING] Oh, fuck! 74 00:04:56.861 --> 00:04:58.559 Adam! 75 00:04:58.602 --> 00:05:00.778 TEACHER: Everybody, clear away. Just clear away. 76 00:05:01.518 --> 00:05:02.867 [ADAM BREATHING HEAVILY] 77 00:05:05.043 --> 00:05:06.610 [TODD GROANING] 78 00:05:15.489 --> 00:05:16.968 Don't worry, boss. 79 00:05:17.012 --> 00:05:18.187 We got this. 80 00:05:18.230 --> 00:05:20.668 -TODD: Do something, please! -[WHISTLING] 81 00:05:20.711 --> 00:05:22.060 That hurts! It hurts! 82 00:05:22.800 --> 00:05:24.367 BODYGUARD: Hey, kid. 83 00:05:24.411 --> 00:05:25.760 -Kid! -[BREATHING HEAVILY] 84 00:05:25.803 --> 00:05:27.936 You want us to protect your scrawny ass, or what? 85 00:05:27.979 --> 00:05:28.980 Beat it. 86 00:05:31.243 --> 00:05:32.462 [MEN GRUNTING] 87 00:05:36.118 --> 00:05:37.772 Adam. Go. 88 00:05:38.816 --> 00:05:39.904 -GUARD: Just calm down. -[GASPING] 89 00:05:39.948 --> 00:05:41.732 Calm down, son. Calm down. 90 00:05:41.776 --> 00:05:43.168 Just calm down, son. 91 00:05:43.212 --> 00:05:45.257 Calm. Just calm down. It's okay. 92 00:05:45.301 --> 00:05:46.520 [ADAM GROANING] 93 00:05:46.563 --> 00:05:48.870 Just calm down, son. Calm down. 94 00:05:48.913 --> 00:05:50.393 -ADAM: Let go of me! -GUARD: Just breathe. 95 00:05:51.046 --> 00:05:53.048 Just calm down. 96 00:05:53.091 --> 00:05:55.224 -Relax. Relax. -[ADAM GASPING] 97 00:05:57.052 --> 00:05:59.707 ADAM: They called it my first psychotic break. 98 00:06:01.099 --> 00:06:02.797 DOCTOR: Hello, Mister... 99 00:06:02.840 --> 00:06:05.060 ADAM: And that's when we found out exactly what I am. 100 00:06:06.148 --> 00:06:07.628 Schizophrenia. 101 00:06:07.671 --> 00:06:09.194 A chronic mental disorder 102 00:06:09.238 --> 00:06:11.893 in which a person loses touch with reality. 103 00:06:11.936 --> 00:06:14.983 Allowing for visual and auditory hallucinations. 104 00:06:15.026 --> 00:06:17.507 Paranoia. Delusions. 105 00:06:17.551 --> 00:06:21.424 Hence the chemistry class extravaganza. 106 00:06:21.468 --> 00:06:24.384 A cornucopia of shit, basically. 107 00:06:24.427 --> 00:06:26.777 Never goes away, never normal. 108 00:06:28.605 --> 00:06:29.650 The end. 109 00:06:32.609 --> 00:06:34.481 First, they expelled me from school. 110 00:06:39.573 --> 00:06:43.707 Hey, um, are you still goin' to Sarah's party next weekend? 111 00:06:44.752 --> 00:06:46.101 Todd's burn was so bad 112 00:06:46.144 --> 00:06:48.320 they had to take skin grafts from his ass. 113 00:06:48.364 --> 00:06:50.453 Where's your straitjacket, freak? 114 00:06:50.497 --> 00:06:51.541 ADAM: Now, he hates me. 115 00:06:51.585 --> 00:06:52.890 Hey, come on, guys, go to class. 116 00:06:52.934 --> 00:06:53.978 BOY: Freak. 117 00:06:54.022 --> 00:06:55.023 ADAM: They all do. 118 00:06:57.678 --> 00:06:59.593 Then Paul hid all the knives. 119 00:07:03.161 --> 00:07:05.163 PAUL: I'm just gonna say this, 120 00:07:05.207 --> 00:07:06.904 but maybe we should send him some place that knows 121 00:07:06.948 --> 00:07:08.297 how to take care of him. 122 00:07:09.951 --> 00:07:10.952 Professionally. 123 00:07:13.694 --> 00:07:16.218 Just tell me when to start cracking skulls, kid. 124 00:07:17.785 --> 00:07:20.048 Deep breaths, Adam. 125 00:07:20.091 --> 00:07:21.397 They mean well. 126 00:07:23.051 --> 00:07:25.575 Looks like the neighborhood momsare training for the 10K. 127 00:07:25.619 --> 00:07:27.098 Wanna check it out? 128 00:07:27.142 --> 00:07:30.232 ADAM: Once they showed up, they never went away. 129 00:07:30.275 --> 00:07:33.409 Like a bunch of inescapable roommates. 130 00:07:33.453 --> 00:07:34.802 There's Rebecca. 131 00:07:34.845 --> 00:07:38.153 She's sort of Dalai Lama meets Coachella. 132 00:07:39.154 --> 00:07:40.547 Always zen. 133 00:07:40.590 --> 00:07:42.984 Honestly, I don't mind her that much. 134 00:07:43.027 --> 00:07:46.378 Then there's The Bodyguard, which is self-explanatory. 135 00:07:46.422 --> 00:07:48.468 He's temperamental but loyal. 136 00:07:48.511 --> 00:07:50.992 You always gotta watch your back. 137 00:07:51.035 --> 00:07:53.037 And lastly, there's Joaquin. 138 00:07:53.081 --> 00:07:56.519 He's like the horny best friend from a '90s teen movie 139 00:07:56.563 --> 00:07:57.825 following you around, 140 00:07:57.868 --> 00:07:59.870 saying all of your unfiltered thoughts. 141 00:07:59.914 --> 00:08:01.524 I know. 142 00:08:01.568 --> 00:08:04.048 It's a lot. [CHUCKLES LIGHTLY] 143 00:08:04.092 --> 00:08:05.920 That's where you come in, 144 00:08:05.963 --> 00:08:09.010 now that my mom is on this hopeless quest for a cure. 145 00:08:09.053 --> 00:08:11.186 Just like all the other delusional moms 146 00:08:11.229 --> 00:08:12.622 we've met along the way. 147 00:08:12.666 --> 00:08:14.406 Sitting in the same waiting rooms. 148 00:08:14.450 --> 00:08:17.192 Putting their faith in the same doctors. 149 00:08:17.235 --> 00:08:19.716 Quietly begging for the same thing. 150 00:08:20.761 --> 00:08:22.240 "Cure my kid." 151 00:08:26.897 --> 00:08:31.772 Abilify. Risperdal. Clozapine. Stelazine. 152 00:08:31.815 --> 00:08:34.557 Name a drug cocktail and I've tried it. 153 00:08:34.601 --> 00:08:35.950 Any changes at all? 154 00:08:36.994 --> 00:08:39.301 [GRUNTING] 155 00:08:43.392 --> 00:08:44.393 No. 156 00:08:45.829 --> 00:08:49.006 Yet, somehow, my mom hasn't given up hope. 157 00:08:50.486 --> 00:08:52.444 That makes one of us. I guess. 158 00:09:04.631 --> 00:09:06.284 So, there you have it. 159 00:09:07.372 --> 00:09:09.549 The whole woeful story. 160 00:09:09.592 --> 00:09:11.333 Take it or leave it. 161 00:09:11.376 --> 00:09:12.769 Or maybe just leave it. 162 00:09:12.813 --> 00:09:15.119 'Cause let's be honest, the only reason we're here 163 00:09:15.163 --> 00:09:18.862 is because my mom's persistence is inescapable. 164 00:09:18.906 --> 00:09:20.690 And I'm not trying to take a giant shit 165 00:09:20.734 --> 00:09:22.910 on your life's work or anything, 166 00:09:22.953 --> 00:09:27.915 but I'm part of an elite clubthey call "treatment-resistant." 167 00:09:27.958 --> 00:09:30.221 Which means, we're probably not gonna have 168 00:09:30.265 --> 00:09:34.356 our own "It's not your fault" moment from Good Will Hunting. 169 00:09:36.053 --> 00:09:38.012 So, why don't you quietly reject me 170 00:09:38.055 --> 00:09:40.144 from this experimental trial 171 00:09:40.188 --> 00:09:42.582 and save us both the disappointment? 172 00:09:45.323 --> 00:09:46.368 Cool? 173 00:09:53.375 --> 00:09:55.116 BETH: Okay, sweetheart, time to go. 174 00:09:59.511 --> 00:10:02.776 I told you, I'm not gonna be someone's guinea pig. 175 00:10:02.819 --> 00:10:04.908 We don't know what'll happen to me if I take that stuff. 176 00:10:04.952 --> 00:10:06.562 You might start feelin' better. 177 00:10:06.606 --> 00:10:09.260 You just might start spending a little more time out of bed. 178 00:10:09.304 --> 00:10:10.871 That's what could happen. 179 00:10:10.914 --> 00:10:13.134 Okay, but what if I lose all my hair? 180 00:10:13.830 --> 00:10:15.223 What if I go blind? 181 00:10:15.266 --> 00:10:16.398 What if it's poisoned? 182 00:10:16.441 --> 00:10:18.356 Honey, who would want to poison you? 183 00:10:18.400 --> 00:10:21.403 -[KNOCKS ON DOOR] -We ready? 184 00:10:21.446 --> 00:10:22.578 BETH: Okay, we'll be right down. 185 00:10:26.800 --> 00:10:28.236 Come on. 186 00:10:28.279 --> 00:10:30.238 I have a really good feeling about this one. 187 00:10:31.543 --> 00:10:32.936 Don't do us dirty, bro. 188 00:10:34.590 --> 00:10:35.722 Can I just take it later? 189 00:10:36.418 --> 00:10:37.811 Fine. 190 00:10:37.854 --> 00:10:38.942 Get dressed. 191 00:10:40.727 --> 00:10:43.338 We have got to go to Brazil. 192 00:10:46.167 --> 00:10:48.212 This looks like it could be nice. 193 00:10:52.739 --> 00:10:55.045 -[STUDENTS CHATTERING] -[SCHOOL BELL RINGING] 194 00:10:56.960 --> 00:10:58.962 But I'm not even Catholic. 195 00:10:59.006 --> 00:11:02.400 Catholics are more about attendance anyway. 196 00:11:02.444 --> 00:11:05.055 It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. Petrazelli. 197 00:11:05.099 --> 00:11:06.883 [CHUCKLES] You, too. 198 00:11:06.927 --> 00:11:08.624 [WHISPERS] Take it off. 199 00:11:08.668 --> 00:11:11.279 I'm glad you could all make the drive out here. 200 00:11:12.236 --> 00:11:13.542 Yeah, well, the only person 201 00:11:13.585 --> 00:11:15.544 that can't reject you is Jesus, right? 202 00:11:18.678 --> 00:11:20.070 [SISTER CATHERINE CHUCKLES] 203 00:11:20.114 --> 00:11:23.291 I think what he means to say is we are 204 00:11:23.334 --> 00:11:25.510 very appreciative that you're considering Adam 205 00:11:25.554 --> 00:11:27.077 in the middle of the school year. 206 00:11:27.121 --> 00:11:28.557 Our Lord embraces all children, 207 00:11:28.600 --> 00:11:30.907 even those with challenges. 208 00:11:32.517 --> 00:11:33.954 We make it a point... [CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY] 209 00:11:33.997 --> 00:11:35.651 Come on, kid. 210 00:11:35.695 --> 00:11:37.522 Let me take care of her for ya. 211 00:11:37.566 --> 00:11:39.220 She's gonna be nothing but trouble. 212 00:11:39.263 --> 00:11:41.744 SISTER CATHERINE: We want to give them the tools... 213 00:11:41.788 --> 00:11:42.745 Suit yourself. 214 00:11:46.575 --> 00:11:47.576 Oh, wow. 215 00:11:48.577 --> 00:11:49.926 Is something wrong? 216 00:11:49.970 --> 00:11:51.406 ADAM: No. 217 00:11:51.449 --> 00:11:52.973 Just wow. Ah. 218 00:11:53.756 --> 00:11:56.106 Quite the display. 219 00:11:56.150 --> 00:12:00.067 Yes, Saint Agatha's is home to the best and the brightest. 220 00:12:00.110 --> 00:12:01.808 Not just in the school district, 221 00:12:01.851 --> 00:12:04.680 but in all of the county. 222 00:12:04.724 --> 00:12:06.682 And the buck doesn't stop there. [SIGHS] 223 00:12:06.726 --> 00:12:08.510 Moral and spiritual integrity 224 00:12:08.553 --> 00:12:11.861 are also of paramount importance. 225 00:12:11.905 --> 00:12:14.559 As you know, Adam's admission 226 00:12:14.603 --> 00:12:17.127 to sucha distinguished academic culture 227 00:12:17.171 --> 00:12:18.825 would be conditional. 228 00:12:18.868 --> 00:12:20.783 These expectations extend to him 229 00:12:20.827 --> 00:12:23.394 regardless of his medical issues. 230 00:12:23.438 --> 00:12:27.137 That won't be a problem. Right? Yeah? 231 00:12:27.181 --> 00:12:29.183 Yeah, right. 232 00:12:29.226 --> 00:12:31.272 I'm ready to excel on all fronts. 233 00:12:32.577 --> 00:12:34.971 It says here... 234 00:12:35.015 --> 00:12:37.757 that Adam has begun a recent medical trial 235 00:12:37.800 --> 00:12:39.976 to help treat his condition. 236 00:12:40.803 --> 00:12:42.718 Yes, he... he just started. 237 00:12:43.545 --> 00:12:44.851 And how are you feeling? 238 00:12:49.159 --> 00:12:50.770 Uh... [CLICKS TONGUE] 239 00:12:50.813 --> 00:12:51.945 All fired up. 240 00:12:52.684 --> 00:12:53.773 [SHATTERING] 241 00:12:55.426 --> 00:12:56.688 Well, 242 00:12:58.429 --> 00:13:00.823 we can accept Adam. 243 00:13:00.867 --> 00:13:02.607 On the condition that he maintain 244 00:13:02.651 --> 00:13:04.827 a three-point-five GPA. 245 00:13:04.871 --> 00:13:09.484 And score above a 90% on the yearly benchmark exam. 246 00:13:09.527 --> 00:13:12.008 Lastly, we would need monthly updates regarding 247 00:13:12.052 --> 00:13:14.663 his psychiatric treatment, of course. 248 00:13:14.706 --> 00:13:16.056 That won't be a problem. 249 00:13:16.099 --> 00:13:17.927 Thank you so much. 250 00:13:17.971 --> 00:13:21.061 You'll, uh, practice discretion, right? 251 00:13:21.104 --> 00:13:25.500 We had an issue with bullying at his last school. 252 00:13:25.543 --> 00:13:27.415 SISTER CATHERINE: Perhaps that would be for the best. 253 00:13:27.458 --> 00:13:29.156 No need to alarm anyone. 254 00:13:29.199 --> 00:13:30.592 PAUL: Okay, thank you. 255 00:13:30.635 --> 00:13:32.028 Adam. 256 00:13:32.072 --> 00:13:33.073 Adam? 257 00:13:36.990 --> 00:13:38.818 I need to go use the restroom. 258 00:13:42.909 --> 00:13:43.953 Just a second. 259 00:13:45.912 --> 00:13:46.869 Hey, 260 00:13:47.957 --> 00:13:49.219 what's wrong? 261 00:13:50.177 --> 00:13:51.787 Don't you see him judging me? 262 00:13:52.570 --> 00:13:53.615 Who, Paul? 263 00:13:53.658 --> 00:13:54.877 Yeah. 264 00:13:54.921 --> 00:13:55.965 He cares about you. 265 00:13:56.009 --> 00:13:58.794 He just doesn't communicate like us. 266 00:13:59.360 --> 00:14:00.622 Really? 267 00:14:00.665 --> 00:14:02.102 You call this communicating? 268 00:14:03.059 --> 00:14:04.626 Look, 269 00:14:04.669 --> 00:14:05.801 you're going to feel better 270 00:14:05.845 --> 00:14:07.716 once you start taking the medication. 271 00:14:07.759 --> 00:14:08.804 [SCOFFS] Subtle topic change... 272 00:14:08.848 --> 00:14:10.762 No, you heard her. 273 00:14:10.806 --> 00:14:12.677 You have gotta get serious about this trial 274 00:14:12.721 --> 00:14:14.505 and about doing well here, otherwise... 275 00:14:15.115 --> 00:14:16.420 Otherwise what? 276 00:14:16.464 --> 00:14:17.900 No diploma. 277 00:14:17.944 --> 00:14:19.597 No culinary school in the fall. 278 00:14:20.772 --> 00:14:22.731 This is your last chance, Adam. 279 00:14:22.774 --> 00:14:24.472 Sweetie, we can treat this. 280 00:14:25.516 --> 00:14:26.909 You remember what the doctor said 281 00:14:26.953 --> 00:14:28.302 that just because you're a person 282 00:14:28.345 --> 00:14:30.608 who's dealing with this illness doesn't mean... 283 00:14:30.652 --> 00:14:32.175 I'm not the illness itself. 284 00:14:33.960 --> 00:14:35.352 It's hard not to feel like that 285 00:14:35.396 --> 00:14:37.050 when everyone treats you like one. 286 00:14:38.790 --> 00:14:40.053 I'll be right back. 287 00:14:53.893 --> 00:14:55.459 [URINATING] 288 00:14:57.635 --> 00:14:59.550 [CHUCKLES] 289 00:14:59.594 --> 00:15:01.944 Moral and spiritual integrity, my ass. 290 00:15:01.988 --> 00:15:03.337 MAYA: How hard is it for you to meet me 291 00:15:03.380 --> 00:15:04.773 in the bathroom like we talked about? 292 00:15:04.816 --> 00:15:06.122 Not outside, never in the hallway. 293 00:15:06.166 --> 00:15:07.384 In, it's a simple concept. 294 00:15:07.428 --> 00:15:08.516 TED: Okay. Get off my nuts, all right? 295 00:15:08.559 --> 00:15:09.604 We're in the bathroom now... 296 00:15:09.647 --> 00:15:10.648 -MAYA: Cash. -TED: Yeah. 297 00:15:15.001 --> 00:15:17.177 MAYA: You're short 40, this isn't charity work. 298 00:15:17.220 --> 00:15:18.526 TED: Okay, I'll get you the rest next month. 299 00:15:18.569 --> 00:15:20.310 MAYA: No, you still owe me 30 from last month. 300 00:15:20.354 --> 00:15:21.659 [TOILET FLUSHING] 301 00:15:23.923 --> 00:15:25.489 MAYA: Is he with you? 302 00:15:25.533 --> 00:15:26.577 TED: Nope. 303 00:15:30.190 --> 00:15:32.670 You know this wing is closed for Mass, right? 304 00:15:32.714 --> 00:15:35.978 Her energy is so strong. 305 00:15:36.022 --> 00:15:37.719 I bet she's a Sagittarius. 306 00:15:37.762 --> 00:15:39.503 Are you mute or something? 307 00:15:39.547 --> 00:15:42.332 Scratch that, definitely a Scorpio. 308 00:15:42.376 --> 00:15:43.638 Not mute. 309 00:15:44.204 --> 00:15:45.683 Um, just new. 310 00:15:45.727 --> 00:15:46.858 Tomorrow's my first day, 311 00:15:46.902 --> 00:15:49.165 I didn't realize this wing was closed. 312 00:15:49.209 --> 00:15:51.428 Don't get too excited down there. 313 00:15:51.951 --> 00:15:53.343 Ew. 314 00:15:53.387 --> 00:15:54.997 You didn't see us, okay? 315 00:15:55.693 --> 00:15:57.043 See who? 316 00:15:59.915 --> 00:16:01.482 Us. 317 00:16:01.525 --> 00:16:03.571 -MAYA: I need it by next week. -I'm gonna sew you a cape... 318 00:16:03.614 --> 00:16:05.225 -MAYA: Shut up. -...because you're my hero. 319 00:16:05.268 --> 00:16:06.966 [STUDENTS CHATTERING] 320 00:16:32.904 --> 00:16:34.732 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 321 00:16:37.431 --> 00:16:39.868 Who are you trying to fool? 322 00:16:39.911 --> 00:16:42.653 [VOICES WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY] 323 00:16:42.697 --> 00:16:44.351 You'll never make it here. 324 00:17:05.111 --> 00:17:06.155 Yeah. 325 00:17:07.156 --> 00:17:09.593 Um, okay, I'll see you guys later. 326 00:17:13.597 --> 00:17:15.860 Okay, this is it. Send out the vibe. 327 00:17:15.904 --> 00:17:18.341 Be cool. Be confident. Less like you, more like me. 328 00:17:18.385 --> 00:17:20.082 Keep this prasiolite in your pocket. 329 00:17:20.126 --> 00:17:21.605 It'll boost your confidence. 330 00:17:24.652 --> 00:17:25.653 What is that? 331 00:17:27.089 --> 00:17:28.438 It's my lunch. 332 00:17:28.482 --> 00:17:30.440 Who brings their own sushi to school? 333 00:17:30.484 --> 00:17:33.052 Beautiful, she's setting you up for playful banter. 334 00:17:34.053 --> 00:17:35.880 Beats the dog food they serve here. 335 00:17:37.186 --> 00:17:39.754 The food here isn't that terrible. 336 00:17:39.797 --> 00:17:42.757 For the tuition, they should be serving farm-to-table. 337 00:17:42.800 --> 00:17:45.412 So, what, are you some kind of food snob or something? 338 00:17:45.455 --> 00:17:47.631 Tell her you have a big palate. 339 00:17:47.675 --> 00:17:50.504 I have a big palate. 340 00:17:50.547 --> 00:17:52.506 -[REBECCA HUMMING] -Okay. 341 00:17:53.507 --> 00:17:56.249 [HUMMING CONTINUES] 342 00:17:56.292 --> 00:17:59.295 -Hey, right here. -ADAM: Yeah. 343 00:17:59.339 --> 00:18:01.776 -Hi. Yeah. -Hi. 344 00:18:01.819 --> 00:18:03.691 You're kind of weird. 345 00:18:03.734 --> 00:18:06.085 No offense, but are you special needs? 346 00:18:06.128 --> 00:18:07.956 -[GRUNTS] -[SHOUTS] No! 347 00:18:09.175 --> 00:18:11.090 Just a question, man. 348 00:18:11.133 --> 00:18:13.135 Jeez, didn't mean to get you all triggered. 349 00:18:13.179 --> 00:18:15.355 I mean, uh, no, I'm not. 350 00:18:15.398 --> 00:18:17.792 I have this chronic headache syndrome. 351 00:18:17.835 --> 00:18:20.142 So it makes me blurry sometimes. 352 00:18:20.186 --> 00:18:21.926 Have you ever got a brain scan for that? 353 00:18:21.970 --> 00:18:23.102 No, why would I? 354 00:18:23.145 --> 00:18:24.886 Well, several malignant tumors 355 00:18:24.929 --> 00:18:27.018 mimic the symptoms of the common headache. 356 00:18:27.062 --> 00:18:30.631 Acoustic Neuroma, CNS lymphoma, Meningioma. 357 00:18:31.371 --> 00:18:32.937 Just saying. 358 00:18:32.981 --> 00:18:35.505 I'm pretty sure they're just headaches. [CHUCKLES] 359 00:18:36.463 --> 00:18:37.768 I'm Maya. 360 00:18:38.421 --> 00:18:40.162 I'm Adam. 361 00:18:40.206 --> 00:18:43.513 I came over here to intimidate you into silence 362 00:18:43.557 --> 00:18:45.950 but something tells me you're pretty harmless. 363 00:18:47.256 --> 00:18:50.085 Are you the school's drug dealer or something? 364 00:18:50.129 --> 00:18:53.219 You're looking at Saint Agatha'sprojected valedictorian. 365 00:18:54.045 --> 00:18:55.917 Show a little respect. 366 00:18:55.960 --> 00:18:57.353 What's with all the cloak-and-dagger 367 00:18:57.397 --> 00:18:58.876 in the boys' bathroom? 368 00:18:58.920 --> 00:19:00.400 Just a side hustle. 369 00:19:00.443 --> 00:19:02.010 I'm the kind of person 370 00:19:02.053 --> 00:19:05.100 who knows how to get things done around here for a price. 371 00:19:05.144 --> 00:19:06.754 Homework, essays. 372 00:19:07.494 --> 00:19:08.843 So you're like 373 00:19:08.886 --> 00:19:11.106 the Bernie Madoff of academic fraud? 374 00:19:11.150 --> 00:19:13.630 [INHALES SHARPLY] Sure, only I don't get caught. 375 00:19:13.674 --> 00:19:14.892 [CHUCKLES] 376 00:19:18.113 --> 00:19:19.810 Why are you dressed for a snowstorm? 377 00:19:19.854 --> 00:19:21.029 It's like 80 outside. 378 00:19:22.900 --> 00:19:24.641 I run cold. 379 00:19:24.685 --> 00:19:26.687 Well, you better hope they don't catch you out of your uniform. 380 00:19:26.730 --> 00:19:29.472 Hey, guys. Um, would you like to sign up for prom tickets? 381 00:19:29.516 --> 00:19:31.692 This year's theme is Starry Night. 382 00:19:31.735 --> 00:19:33.911 A magical night under His stars. 383 00:19:33.955 --> 00:19:35.783 I think she's talking to you. 384 00:19:35.826 --> 00:19:37.480 I choose to not affiliate myself 385 00:19:37.524 --> 00:19:39.439 with patriarchal norms like prom. 386 00:19:40.744 --> 00:19:42.964 Um... Thank you. 387 00:19:51.364 --> 00:19:53.931 Hmm. Not bad. 388 00:19:53.975 --> 00:19:57.108 Anyway, uh, if you need anything, 389 00:19:57.152 --> 00:19:58.458 if you know what I mean, let me know. 390 00:20:04.333 --> 00:20:06.335 Hey, um, are you guys coming? 391 00:20:07.423 --> 00:20:08.903 Well, no, I don't... 392 00:20:08.946 --> 00:20:11.210 They didn't say the timebut I was just gonna head there. 393 00:20:17.520 --> 00:20:18.913 Bad idea, kid. 394 00:20:20.480 --> 00:20:21.872 Sure. 395 00:20:21.916 --> 00:20:24.223 Good luck getting laid with jaundice and diarrhea. 396 00:20:24.701 --> 00:20:25.659 MAYA: Yeah. 397 00:20:33.928 --> 00:20:35.886 [ALTER EGOS GROANING] 398 00:20:37.714 --> 00:20:40.587 ADAM: Updates? I made a new friend. Sort of. 399 00:20:40.630 --> 00:20:42.458 That felt like a win for Adam.[CHUCKLES] 400 00:20:42.502 --> 00:20:45.113 Don't get many of those when your entire waking life 401 00:20:45.156 --> 00:20:47.507 is an Escape Room with no exit. 402 00:20:47.550 --> 00:20:50.292 Meanwhile, Paul still tiptoes around me 403 00:20:50.336 --> 00:20:51.946 like I'm going to kill him in his sleep. 404 00:20:53.034 --> 00:20:54.557 As if being mentally ill 405 00:20:54.601 --> 00:20:56.820 automatically makes you Jeffrey Dahmer. 406 00:20:58.431 --> 00:20:59.519 What are these? 407 00:21:00.607 --> 00:21:03.871 Um, uh, one less utensil we have to wash. 408 00:21:06.439 --> 00:21:07.788 Just thought we'd give 'em a try. 409 00:21:08.615 --> 00:21:10.356 I don't know what's weirder, 410 00:21:10.399 --> 00:21:12.314 seeing things that aren't actually there, 411 00:21:12.358 --> 00:21:14.098 or sitting across from a grown man 412 00:21:14.142 --> 00:21:15.709 who is suddenly afraid of me. 413 00:21:15.752 --> 00:21:16.971 So, Adam, 414 00:21:18.364 --> 00:21:21.845 did you learn something new today? 415 00:21:21.889 --> 00:21:25.936 ADAM: But that's his problem. Not mine. 416 00:21:25.980 --> 00:21:28.199 I learned that Saint Agatha's 417 00:21:28.243 --> 00:21:31.725 was named after a woman who refused a man's advances 418 00:21:31.768 --> 00:21:34.554 and subsequently had her breasts hacked off 419 00:21:34.597 --> 00:21:35.903 as penance. 420 00:21:39.254 --> 00:21:40.342 Wow. 421 00:21:43.563 --> 00:21:45.782 I think Paul was referring to your coursework. 422 00:21:47.001 --> 00:21:48.002 It was fine. 423 00:21:48.872 --> 00:21:50.265 Not much to say. 424 00:21:52.920 --> 00:21:54.269 Just give it time. 425 00:21:55.444 --> 00:21:56.663 It's a good school. 426 00:21:57.664 --> 00:21:58.926 Okay. 427 00:22:11.112 --> 00:22:12.200 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam... 428 00:22:13.201 --> 00:22:14.376 Adam. 429 00:22:15.725 --> 00:22:18.032 You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. 430 00:22:18.902 --> 00:22:20.469 You're not the son she wanted. 431 00:22:21.688 --> 00:22:24.168 This is why your father left. 432 00:22:24.212 --> 00:22:27.215 He knew something was wrong with you. 433 00:22:27.258 --> 00:22:29.391 And soon, everyone at your new school 434 00:22:29.435 --> 00:22:31.567 will know the truth. 435 00:22:31.611 --> 00:22:33.830 That's when they'll finally get rid of you. 436 00:22:34.744 --> 00:22:35.745 Gone. 437 00:22:36.703 --> 00:22:37.704 Nothing. 438 00:22:38.835 --> 00:22:41.969 When that voice comes to visit me, 439 00:22:42.012 --> 00:22:44.928 it's like I'm having a nightmare 440 00:22:44.972 --> 00:22:46.060 while I'm awake. 441 00:22:47.235 --> 00:22:49.368 I try to close my eyes 442 00:22:49.411 --> 00:22:51.674 and let my mind go blank. 443 00:22:51.718 --> 00:22:53.284 Like you told me to. 444 00:22:54.329 --> 00:22:55.330 But 445 00:22:56.810 --> 00:22:57.941 that doesn't work. 446 00:23:01.641 --> 00:23:02.859 I'm proud of you. 447 00:23:03.294 --> 00:23:04.774 Thanks. 448 00:23:04.818 --> 00:23:07.255 And I maintain that this drug won't work, either. 449 00:23:07.298 --> 00:23:09.213 Proud of you, honey. 450 00:23:09.257 --> 00:23:12.695 But I was secretly hoping you'd prove me wrong. 451 00:23:12.739 --> 00:23:13.827 [DOOR CLOSES] 452 00:23:15.785 --> 00:23:16.786 TEACHER: Good. 453 00:23:17.961 --> 00:23:19.223 Very good, Marlene. 454 00:23:22.966 --> 00:23:24.577 BETH: Adam, this is not good. 455 00:23:24.620 --> 00:23:25.926 We have to fix this. 456 00:23:25.969 --> 00:23:28.450 [SIGHS] I'm not trying to fail math. 457 00:23:28.494 --> 00:23:29.930 I know that. 458 00:23:29.973 --> 00:23:32.541 Okay, but you can't get kicked out your second week. 459 00:23:32.585 --> 00:23:34.021 This is your life we're talking about. 460 00:23:34.064 --> 00:23:36.284 Well, I know, 461 00:23:36.327 --> 00:23:37.938 but you're not in my head with me. 462 00:23:41.811 --> 00:23:43.596 Okay, let's get back on the same team. 463 00:23:45.293 --> 00:23:46.555 Find your center. 464 00:23:47.251 --> 00:23:48.514 Take a breath. 465 00:23:48.557 --> 00:23:49.689 [INHALES DEEPLY] 466 00:23:50.254 --> 00:23:51.734 Yeah, okay. 467 00:23:51.778 --> 00:23:53.257 Same team. 468 00:23:53.301 --> 00:23:55.216 Maybe Paul could help, he's a numbers guy. 469 00:23:58.785 --> 00:24:00.743 [CHUCKLING] No, that's... 470 00:24:00.787 --> 00:24:02.266 That's gonna be a hard pass from me. 471 00:24:02.310 --> 00:24:03.572 BETH: Well, just think about it, okay? 472 00:24:05.095 --> 00:24:06.270 Okay. 473 00:24:07.663 --> 00:24:09.273 [ENGINE STARTS] 474 00:24:10.710 --> 00:24:11.754 I'll find a tutor. 475 00:24:14.540 --> 00:24:16.019 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 476 00:24:17.107 --> 00:24:18.587 Hey. 477 00:24:18.631 --> 00:24:20.502 Why did you sign your name in the note? 478 00:24:20.546 --> 00:24:23.897 I was literally looking at you when you handed it to me. 479 00:24:23.940 --> 00:24:26.856 Kids around here really have a way with words, huh? 480 00:24:26.900 --> 00:24:28.467 Don't let the academic achievements fool you. 481 00:24:28.510 --> 00:24:32.471 Everything you need to knowabout Saint Agatha's is in here. 482 00:24:32.514 --> 00:24:34.037 So this is like the underbelly? 483 00:24:34.081 --> 00:24:36.300 Yeah, and it needs to stay that way. 484 00:24:36.344 --> 00:24:37.780 If we're gonna do business together, 485 00:24:37.824 --> 00:24:40.174 you can't be passing notes in front of Sister Catherine. 486 00:24:40.217 --> 00:24:42.045 Well, that's the thing. 487 00:24:42.089 --> 00:24:44.787 I don't need you to go all Madoff on me. [CHUCKLES] 488 00:24:45.745 --> 00:24:48.008 I need a tutor. 489 00:24:48.051 --> 00:24:50.532 Yeah, no. I don't do that kind of bitch work. 490 00:24:50.576 --> 00:24:52.882 Try the student center. 491 00:24:52.926 --> 00:24:54.928 That kid the other day, he owed you money, right? 492 00:25:00.673 --> 00:25:03.458 You'd be surprised how many of these rich assholes 493 00:25:03.502 --> 00:25:05.068 don't keep up their end of the bargain. 494 00:25:05.112 --> 00:25:06.940 [CHUCKLES] 495 00:25:06.983 --> 00:25:09.333 So, do you want to keep chasing rich assholes 496 00:25:09.377 --> 00:25:10.509 or do you want to get paid? 497 00:25:12.380 --> 00:25:15.383 My mom is willing to pay for a tutor 498 00:25:15.426 --> 00:25:17.037 and she really wants me to do well. 499 00:25:19.561 --> 00:25:21.215 200 a week. Three sessions. 500 00:25:21.258 --> 00:25:23.086 All weekdays, one weekend out of the month. 501 00:25:23.609 --> 00:25:24.653 Jesus. 502 00:25:26.176 --> 00:25:27.874 -Are you serious? -You get what you pay for. 503 00:25:30.050 --> 00:25:32.182 -How about 100 a week? -200. 504 00:25:32.226 --> 00:25:34.228 -150? -Two or I walk. Yes or no? 505 00:25:36.752 --> 00:25:39.625 After I won the Newton Young Genius Award 506 00:25:39.668 --> 00:25:41.888 from the National Honor Society in seventh grade, 507 00:25:41.931 --> 00:25:44.499 I got a full ride scholarship to Saint Agatha's 508 00:25:44.543 --> 00:25:46.762 where I've been the reigning student body president 509 00:25:46.806 --> 00:25:48.547 since my freshman year 510 00:25:48.590 --> 00:25:51.593 in addition to being captain of several clubs. 511 00:25:51.637 --> 00:25:53.247 Yearbook, Science, French, 512 00:25:53.290 --> 00:25:56.424 Model United Nations, to name a few. 513 00:25:56.467 --> 00:25:58.382 But those are just for fun. 514 00:25:58.426 --> 00:25:59.949 My primary focus is academics 515 00:25:59.993 --> 00:26:02.082 as I've received an early acceptance to Duke this fall. 516 00:26:04.606 --> 00:26:06.565 Wow. [HESITATES] 517 00:26:06.608 --> 00:26:08.697 Wow, very impressive, Maya. 518 00:26:08.741 --> 00:26:10.220 The upright Lovers card! 519 00:26:10.264 --> 00:26:12.527 Love, union, mutual attraction... 520 00:26:12.571 --> 00:26:14.616 MAYA: When I do something, I do it all the way. 521 00:26:14.660 --> 00:26:16.705 Middle ground or halfway 522 00:26:16.749 --> 00:26:19.621 aren't concepts I subscribe to. 523 00:26:19.665 --> 00:26:21.362 So, I will do everything in my power 524 00:26:21.405 --> 00:26:23.146 to make sure that your boy doesn't fall behind. 525 00:26:23.190 --> 00:26:24.800 -She's good. -She is good. 526 00:26:24.844 --> 00:26:26.193 You don't work with adults, do you? 527 00:26:26.236 --> 00:26:27.237 Um... [CHUCKLES] 528 00:26:28.151 --> 00:26:30.545 You're very impressive, Maya. 529 00:26:30.589 --> 00:26:34.418 Um, but $200 a week is too much. 530 00:26:34.462 --> 00:26:37.378 Would you accept 75? 531 00:26:37.421 --> 00:26:39.249 Yeah, yeah, that's fine. 532 00:26:39.946 --> 00:26:40.947 Really? 533 00:26:42.035 --> 00:26:43.079 Great! 534 00:26:45.168 --> 00:26:47.780 Pretty impressive dog and pony show down there. 535 00:26:47.823 --> 00:26:50.478 Yeah, well, I invented the dog and pony show. 536 00:26:50.521 --> 00:26:51.784 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 537 00:26:59.095 --> 00:27:02.359 Wow, it's so quiet out here. You can hear everything. 538 00:27:03.360 --> 00:27:05.536 [ROMANTIC MUSIC PLAYS] 539 00:27:05.580 --> 00:27:06.973 -Uh, totally. -[MUSIC STOPS] 540 00:27:07.016 --> 00:27:09.584 What's with the cookbooks, Julia Child? 541 00:27:09.628 --> 00:27:12.543 Oh, um, I'm sort of studying to be a chef. 542 00:27:12.587 --> 00:27:14.676 Sort of, or are you? 543 00:27:15.416 --> 00:27:16.591 I am. 544 00:27:18.071 --> 00:27:19.246 That's your thing? 545 00:27:19.289 --> 00:27:20.334 That's my thing. 546 00:27:20.377 --> 00:27:21.727 You don't hear that every day. 547 00:27:21.770 --> 00:27:23.511 Yeah. 548 00:27:23.554 --> 00:27:27.646 Wow, The Encyclopedia of Cinnamonby Alicia Tella. 549 00:27:27.689 --> 00:27:30.692 What she can do with cinnamon is seriously unreal. 550 00:27:31.519 --> 00:27:34.043 -[CHUCKLES] -What? 551 00:27:34.087 --> 00:27:35.305 Are you surprised 552 00:27:35.349 --> 00:27:37.220 that I've surpassed your level of nerdiness? 553 00:27:37.264 --> 00:27:39.570 Please, you're talking to the captain of the Robotics club. 554 00:27:39.614 --> 00:27:41.834 Oh, well... 555 00:27:41.877 --> 00:27:43.749 I can literally make the final dish 556 00:27:43.792 --> 00:27:46.621 -served on the Titanic. -Oh. 557 00:27:46.665 --> 00:27:48.536 You wanna go there? All right. 558 00:27:48.579 --> 00:27:50.016 For my eighth grade science fair, 559 00:27:50.059 --> 00:27:51.931 I built a functioning replica of the Mars rover 560 00:27:52.714 --> 00:27:53.715 out of soda cans. 561 00:27:53.759 --> 00:27:55.674 Well, for my 16th birthday, 562 00:27:55.717 --> 00:27:57.458 I went to a cheese seminar in Oregon. 563 00:27:58.981 --> 00:28:01.505 Last summer, I won the Google Science Talent Search. 564 00:28:01.549 --> 00:28:03.507 You know who hand-picked my project? 565 00:28:03.551 --> 00:28:04.683 Neil deGrasse Tyson. 566 00:28:04.726 --> 00:28:06.902 -No. -Come at me. 567 00:28:06.946 --> 00:28:08.991 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] 568 00:28:09.035 --> 00:28:10.689 All right, I got nothing. 569 00:28:12.168 --> 00:28:14.562 What? Don't look at me. Look at her! 570 00:28:15.781 --> 00:28:17.913 You have a problem with eye contact. 571 00:28:17.957 --> 00:28:20.699 Do you always say exactly what comes into your mind? 572 00:28:20.742 --> 00:28:24.485 I mean, I could have a degenerative eye disease or something. 573 00:28:24.528 --> 00:28:26.182 Yeah, well, it's best to say 574 00:28:26.226 --> 00:28:28.358 exactly what you mean or nothing at all. 575 00:28:28.402 --> 00:28:30.578 Unrelenting honesty, you know? 576 00:28:30.621 --> 00:28:32.188 That's useful. 577 00:28:33.233 --> 00:28:35.844 This is a new recipe I'm trying. 578 00:28:35.888 --> 00:28:39.195 Did they teach you this at your Hogwarts for Artisan Cheeses? 579 00:28:39.239 --> 00:28:40.980 [CHUCKLES] Just try it. 580 00:28:41.023 --> 00:28:43.199 Are you sure you can handle the truth? 581 00:28:43.243 --> 00:28:44.723 Guess we'll find out. 582 00:28:47.508 --> 00:28:48.901 JOAQUIN: This is it. 583 00:28:48.944 --> 00:28:50.641 Okay, you're on the five-yard line. 584 00:28:55.037 --> 00:28:56.473 Wow... 585 00:28:56.517 --> 00:28:58.475 Hook, line, sink. He's in! 586 00:29:00.782 --> 00:29:01.740 What's happening? 587 00:29:03.916 --> 00:29:05.047 Told you not to take the pills. 588 00:29:05.091 --> 00:29:06.266 This is good. 589 00:29:06.309 --> 00:29:08.094 -[JOAQUIN GROANING] -Like, really good. 590 00:29:08.137 --> 00:29:10.096 [CHUCKLES] Yeah, no, I know. 591 00:29:10.139 --> 00:29:12.359 -It's like... -[JOAQUIN CONTINUES GROANING] 592 00:29:12.402 --> 00:29:13.926 ...earthy. 593 00:29:13.969 --> 00:29:15.579 Maybe smoky, even. 594 00:29:15.623 --> 00:29:17.320 -That's the Fontina cheese. -JOAQUIN: My goodness. 595 00:29:17.364 --> 00:29:18.800 It's my secret weapon. 596 00:29:18.844 --> 00:29:20.193 JOAQUIN: Can you hear me? 597 00:29:20.236 --> 00:29:23.109 All right, to find the area of the circle, you... 598 00:29:23.152 --> 00:29:24.937 A equals... 599 00:29:24.980 --> 00:29:27.722 -Pi times R. -...pi times R 600 00:29:29.028 --> 00:29:30.072 squared. 601 00:29:30.116 --> 00:29:32.335 [CHUCKLES] See, I got this. 602 00:29:33.032 --> 00:29:34.207 Yeah, I'm sure. 603 00:29:34.250 --> 00:29:35.948 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 604 00:29:35.991 --> 00:29:38.689 Hey, guys, it's late. 605 00:29:38.733 --> 00:29:41.257 Maya, how did you get here? I don't see a car outside. 606 00:29:41.301 --> 00:29:42.781 Yeah, I took the bus. 607 00:29:42.824 --> 00:29:44.304 Okay, well, let me drive you home. 608 00:29:44.347 --> 00:29:47.307 Oh, you don't have to do that, I can catch the last bus. 609 00:29:47.350 --> 00:29:48.830 At this hour? Not a chance. 610 00:29:48.874 --> 00:29:50.179 I'll meet you downstairs in 10. 611 00:29:54.575 --> 00:29:56.142 -MAYA: Yeah, this is it. -BETH: Okay. 612 00:29:56.185 --> 00:29:57.578 MAYA: Thank you for driving me. 613 00:30:02.888 --> 00:30:05.368 -MAYA: Um... -BOTH: I'll see you Monday. 614 00:30:12.549 --> 00:30:14.856 ADAM: Look, I know "cure" 615 00:30:14.900 --> 00:30:17.163 is a dangerous word amongst my people, 616 00:30:17.206 --> 00:30:19.513 so, I won't say that's what's happening. 617 00:30:20.862 --> 00:30:23.082 Hey. No. 618 00:30:23.909 --> 00:30:25.562 Don't, don't, don't. 619 00:30:25.606 --> 00:30:27.390 Adam, think about this. Just don't... 620 00:30:27.434 --> 00:30:28.478 Hey! 621 00:30:28.522 --> 00:30:30.829 [SIGHS] You mother... 622 00:30:38.010 --> 00:30:39.489 [CHUCKLES] 623 00:30:42.188 --> 00:30:46.279 But this is the closest I've felt to normal 624 00:30:46.322 --> 00:30:48.716 in, well, ever. 625 00:30:54.374 --> 00:30:56.376 No projectile diarrhea 626 00:30:56.419 --> 00:30:58.900 or any other punishing side effects. 627 00:30:59.945 --> 00:31:01.903 Just some muscle twitching. 628 00:31:01.947 --> 00:31:03.209 No big deal. 629 00:31:03.252 --> 00:31:04.775 It's all good. 630 00:31:09.606 --> 00:31:11.086 I hope it lasts. 631 00:31:15.482 --> 00:31:19.268 [ADAM VOCALIZING] 632 00:31:27.407 --> 00:31:30.410 Eggs Benedict with well-done bacon... 633 00:31:30.453 --> 00:31:31.759 how you like it. 634 00:31:33.456 --> 00:31:34.849 Good morning to you, too. 635 00:31:34.893 --> 00:31:38.461 The hollandaise sauce has cayenne pepper. 636 00:31:38.505 --> 00:31:39.767 Let me know what you think. 637 00:31:44.511 --> 00:31:45.512 What? 638 00:31:46.730 --> 00:31:47.731 Nothing. 639 00:31:48.994 --> 00:31:50.038 You seem up lately. 640 00:31:50.082 --> 00:31:51.126 Up? 641 00:31:51.170 --> 00:31:53.433 -Happy. -[CHUCKLES] Oh. 642 00:31:54.260 --> 00:31:55.348 It's a good look. 643 00:31:56.349 --> 00:31:57.872 Yeah, well, you know... 644 00:31:57.916 --> 00:31:59.091 I feel good. 645 00:32:01.397 --> 00:32:02.833 -Okay, have some. Come on. -Okay. 646 00:32:06.272 --> 00:32:07.273 Wow. 647 00:32:13.279 --> 00:32:14.715 [MOANS] 648 00:32:14.758 --> 00:32:16.064 Honey, it's so good. 649 00:32:16.108 --> 00:32:17.413 -Yeah? Really? -Mmm-hmm! 650 00:32:17.457 --> 00:32:19.459 -He's back! -[LAUGHS] 651 00:32:20.547 --> 00:32:22.331 -Okay. -Mmm! 652 00:32:23.158 --> 00:32:24.551 I'm back. 653 00:32:25.552 --> 00:32:27.249 Hey, what's with the heating pad, 654 00:32:27.293 --> 00:32:29.077 is Paul hemorrhoidal? 655 00:32:29.121 --> 00:32:31.732 -Is his prostate flarin' up? -[COUGHING] God. 656 00:32:31.775 --> 00:32:33.038 No, I'm serious. 657 00:32:33.081 --> 00:32:34.343 -I care about that. -Stop, you're terrible! 658 00:32:34.387 --> 00:32:35.823 I'm not terrible. I just care about his spine. 659 00:32:35.866 --> 00:32:38.565 Stop. No, I bought it for you. 660 00:32:38.608 --> 00:32:40.697 I thought it might help with your muscle spasms. 661 00:32:42.743 --> 00:32:45.441 Mmm. Baby, this is so good. 662 00:32:48.923 --> 00:32:50.881 Wait, did you talk to my psychiatrist? 663 00:32:52.100 --> 00:32:54.973 Now and then. That's the agreement, right? 664 00:32:55.016 --> 00:32:57.149 I didn't think you'd be getting transcripts. 665 00:32:57.192 --> 00:32:59.803 I'm your mom. My job is to help you. 666 00:33:03.590 --> 00:33:06.245 [BELL TOLLING] 667 00:33:23.305 --> 00:33:24.306 Hi. 668 00:33:28.484 --> 00:33:30.486 Hello? 669 00:33:30.530 --> 00:33:32.053 FATHER PATRICK: In the name of the Father, the Son, 670 00:33:32.097 --> 00:33:33.750 and the Holy Spirit, amen. 671 00:33:34.534 --> 00:33:36.188 It's your turn. 672 00:33:36.231 --> 00:33:37.885 Sorry, I've never done this before. 673 00:33:37.928 --> 00:33:40.018 I don't even really believe in God. 674 00:33:40.061 --> 00:33:41.976 I probably shouldn't say that. 675 00:33:42.020 --> 00:33:43.369 FATHER PATRICK: Don't overthink it. 676 00:33:43.412 --> 00:33:45.936 There are no rules here. This is your time. 677 00:33:45.980 --> 00:33:47.895 Do people really just talk about, 678 00:33:47.938 --> 00:33:49.853 you know, how much they jerk off and stuff? 679 00:33:53.509 --> 00:33:54.902 Well, everybody in this school 680 00:33:54.945 --> 00:33:56.860 is between the ages of 13 and 18. 681 00:33:56.904 --> 00:33:58.384 So what do you think? 682 00:33:58.427 --> 00:34:01.169 [CHUCKLING] Well, that's embarrassing for everyone. 683 00:34:01.213 --> 00:34:02.649 Long as they don't do it in here. 684 00:34:04.738 --> 00:34:06.783 John 1:9... 685 00:34:06.827 --> 00:34:09.438 "If we confess our sins, then He is faithful and just 686 00:34:09.482 --> 00:34:12.615 "and He will purify us of all unrighteousness." 687 00:34:14.052 --> 00:34:16.880 Really? That's your sales pitch? 688 00:34:19.666 --> 00:34:20.884 It usually works. 689 00:34:22.799 --> 00:34:24.758 Well, what if I just sit here? 690 00:34:24.801 --> 00:34:26.760 Then you can search your soul for guidance 691 00:34:26.803 --> 00:34:29.284 and I'll enjoy the quiet time. 692 00:34:31.939 --> 00:34:34.289 So, everything I say stays between us? 693 00:34:35.508 --> 00:34:37.684 And God. 694 00:34:37.727 --> 00:34:39.077 But since you don't believe in God, 695 00:34:39.120 --> 00:34:40.252 then I guess it's just us. 696 00:34:41.253 --> 00:34:44.125 I see this psychiatrist 697 00:34:44.169 --> 00:34:47.128 and apparently, she tells my mom everything. 698 00:34:47.172 --> 00:34:48.347 And that bothers you? 699 00:34:48.390 --> 00:34:50.610 Yeah. 700 00:34:50.653 --> 00:34:53.526 I mean, you wouldn't want your mom reading your diary, right? 701 00:34:53.569 --> 00:34:55.310 [CHUCKLING] 702 00:34:55.658 --> 00:34:56.877 No. 703 00:34:56.920 --> 00:34:58.226 You're right, that's twisted. 704 00:34:58.270 --> 00:35:00.707 I... I don't think 705 00:35:00.750 --> 00:35:02.230 that I should feel like I have someone 706 00:35:02.274 --> 00:35:03.666 watching over me all the time. 707 00:35:03.710 --> 00:35:06.060 I feel like I should be able to live my own life. 708 00:35:06.104 --> 00:35:07.148 Right? 709 00:35:07.192 --> 00:35:09.455 Now, that is a reasonable request. 710 00:35:09.498 --> 00:35:11.152 Because you should have the space and autonomy 711 00:35:11.196 --> 00:35:13.154 to become the person you're going to be. 712 00:35:13.198 --> 00:35:14.155 Right. 713 00:35:14.982 --> 00:35:16.026 Thank you. 714 00:35:16.070 --> 00:35:17.506 You're welcome. 715 00:35:17.550 --> 00:35:20.988 It's nice to be heard and not just observed. 716 00:35:21.031 --> 00:35:22.468 It's nice to be listened to. 717 00:35:23.121 --> 00:35:24.252 Yeah. 718 00:35:24.296 --> 00:35:25.906 Okay, I absolve you of your sins 719 00:35:25.949 --> 00:35:28.822 in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen. 720 00:35:28.865 --> 00:35:30.432 Oh, I didn't confess anything. 721 00:35:30.476 --> 00:35:32.304 Just go with it. 722 00:35:32.347 --> 00:35:35.959 I'll admit, I was ready to come in here guns blazing 723 00:35:36.003 --> 00:35:37.570 over you telling my mom 724 00:35:37.613 --> 00:35:39.615 everything I say in our sessions. 725 00:35:41.574 --> 00:35:44.098 But then, something incredible happened. 726 00:35:45.665 --> 00:35:49.756 For the first time in forever, 727 00:35:49.799 --> 00:35:52.498 I woke up the other morning to complete silence. 728 00:35:53.325 --> 00:35:55.196 No whispers. 729 00:35:55.240 --> 00:35:56.763 No banter. 730 00:35:56.806 --> 00:35:58.634 No visions. 731 00:35:58.678 --> 00:36:03.248 Just pure, beautiful, unfiltered quiet. 732 00:36:03.291 --> 00:36:05.554 It's amazing what I've been able to do 733 00:36:05.598 --> 00:36:07.208 with all this extrarenal estate in my brain. 734 00:36:07.252 --> 00:36:08.253 Hey! 735 00:36:10.820 --> 00:36:12.909 Oh, you're pleased with my services. 736 00:36:12.953 --> 00:36:14.563 -Yeah! What do you think? -Okay. 737 00:36:14.607 --> 00:36:15.999 It's an A-minus. 738 00:36:16.043 --> 00:36:18.263 -Thank you. -Mmm. 739 00:36:18.306 --> 00:36:20.221 Hey, don't rest on your laurels, 740 00:36:20.265 --> 00:36:22.484 you're not going to get another make-up exam if you shit the bed again. 741 00:36:22.528 --> 00:36:24.921 Right, and that's why I think we should hang out later. 742 00:36:25.748 --> 00:36:26.749 Hang out? 743 00:36:28.577 --> 00:36:29.709 I mean, study. 744 00:36:35.280 --> 00:36:37.630 MAYA: We could've just studied in the library. 745 00:36:37.673 --> 00:36:41.111 ADAM: Yeah, well, the library doesn't serve lobster frittata. 746 00:36:41.155 --> 00:36:42.765 MAYA: You're so weird. 747 00:36:43.723 --> 00:36:45.420 You know, when I first met you, 748 00:36:45.464 --> 00:36:48.989 I thought maybe he's just awkward and unsocialized, 749 00:36:50.295 --> 00:36:52.122 but that's not it, there's something else. 750 00:36:52.732 --> 00:36:53.907 Oh. 751 00:36:54.908 --> 00:36:57.519 Cool. [CHUCKLING] Thanks. 752 00:36:57.563 --> 00:37:00.261 I don't know what to say to that. 753 00:37:01.741 --> 00:37:03.221 I'm just me. 754 00:37:03.264 --> 00:37:04.744 I'll crack you, Petrazelli. 755 00:37:06.441 --> 00:37:09.009 Hey, let me ask you a question. 756 00:37:09.052 --> 00:37:12.882 Why does the valedictorian risk it all for a side hustle? 757 00:37:15.711 --> 00:37:17.757 I like helping people. Big deal. 758 00:37:17.800 --> 00:37:19.193 [CHUCKLES] 759 00:37:20.281 --> 00:37:22.327 Maybe I'll be the one to crack you. 760 00:37:26.809 --> 00:37:30.030 Why don't you tell me about the restaurant you're taking me to? 761 00:37:30.073 --> 00:37:32.162 [SIGHS] Well, basically, 762 00:37:33.947 --> 00:37:35.253 it's my dream kitchen. 763 00:37:35.296 --> 00:37:39.257 I've studied the menu for years 764 00:37:40.345 --> 00:37:42.216 and nobody invents like they do. 765 00:37:44.174 --> 00:37:46.176 It's the kind of place I'd like to work at one day. 766 00:37:46.220 --> 00:37:48.527 Maybe even own, we'll see. 767 00:37:48.570 --> 00:37:50.311 Oh, right, when cheese camp finally pays off? 768 00:37:50.355 --> 00:37:54.272 Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp was a spiritual experience. 769 00:37:54.315 --> 00:37:57.318 And the kitchen is just my place. 770 00:37:57.362 --> 00:38:00.321 When I'm cooking,it's like everything disappears. 771 00:38:01.583 --> 00:38:03.759 And... 772 00:38:03.803 --> 00:38:06.458 I get to be exactly who I want to be. 773 00:38:07.285 --> 00:38:08.721 I'm in control. 774 00:38:10.418 --> 00:38:11.854 I respect that. 775 00:38:13.378 --> 00:38:15.380 You have to choose exactly who you wanna be. 776 00:38:16.250 --> 00:38:17.338 Life's too short. 777 00:38:25.346 --> 00:38:26.434 CHEF 1: Got the sirloin. 778 00:38:26.478 --> 00:38:28.480 CHEF 2: Salads are ready. 779 00:38:28.523 --> 00:38:30.090 WAITRESS: Chef wants to see you. 780 00:38:30.133 --> 00:38:32.048 CHEF: Beef tenderloin fillets are up. 781 00:38:32.092 --> 00:38:33.180 WAITER: Yeah. 782 00:38:33.223 --> 00:38:34.616 WAITRESS: Whole calamari. 783 00:38:35.835 --> 00:38:37.489 CHEF 1: Is the chocolate sauce ready? 784 00:38:37.532 --> 00:38:38.881 [IMPERCEPTIBLE CONVERSATION] 785 00:38:38.925 --> 00:38:41.493 CHEF 2: That was two duck breasts for 83. 786 00:38:41.536 --> 00:38:42.711 TODD: All right, guys, 787 00:38:42.755 --> 00:38:44.191 so I got my parents' car for the night 788 00:38:44.234 --> 00:38:46.933 so whenever you guys are trying to head out, we can. 789 00:38:46.976 --> 00:38:48.021 I'm trying to head out as soon... 790 00:38:48.064 --> 00:38:50.240 BOY 1: Hey, yo, check it out. 791 00:38:50.284 --> 00:38:52.721 -Yo, look who it is. -TODD: Oh, man! 792 00:38:52.765 --> 00:38:54.070 [LAUGHING] I feel like 793 00:38:54.114 --> 00:38:55.463 -such an idiot because... -What? 794 00:38:55.507 --> 00:38:56.769 I made fun of you so hard before, 795 00:38:56.812 --> 00:38:58.292 and now, I don't know. 796 00:38:58.336 --> 00:39:00.381 I thought your cheese was betterthan the cheese we had. 797 00:39:00.425 --> 00:39:01.904 -ADAM: Oh, really? -Look who it is! 798 00:39:01.948 --> 00:39:03.950 -ADAM: That's crazy. -Hey, straitjacket. 799 00:39:03.993 --> 00:39:05.081 MAYA: That's actually a good testament to you. 800 00:39:05.125 --> 00:39:06.169 Adam! 801 00:39:06.213 --> 00:39:07.388 BOY 2: Adam! 802 00:39:08.607 --> 00:39:10.391 Hey! Come on, man. 803 00:39:10.435 --> 00:39:12.045 -BOY 3: Yo, get him, dude. -You know it's us. 804 00:39:12.088 --> 00:39:13.525 TODD: You don't have to mess with him. Come on, don't... 805 00:39:13.568 --> 00:39:15.396 -BOY 3: Oh, yeah! -[BOYS EXCLAIMING] 806 00:39:15.440 --> 00:39:17.616 -BOY 2: Got him. -[BOYS LAUGHING] 807 00:39:17.659 --> 00:39:19.226 BOY 4: Look at his face. 808 00:39:19.269 --> 00:39:20.706 -Hey! You need... -BOY 3: Loser. 809 00:39:20.749 --> 00:39:22.055 ...to apologize, asshole. 810 00:39:22.098 --> 00:39:23.970 -BOY 3: Who're you callin' an asshole? -Wow! 811 00:39:24.013 --> 00:39:27.669 Your handler is actually pretty hot, straitjacket. 812 00:39:27.713 --> 00:39:29.454 -BOY 3: Yes, she is. -Look, trust me though, 813 00:39:29.497 --> 00:39:31.107 you don't wanna hang out with this psycho, okay? 814 00:39:31.151 --> 00:39:32.326 -Don't touch me. -[BOYS EXCLAIMING] 815 00:39:32.370 --> 00:39:33.414 BOY 3: Back up, chick! 816 00:39:33.458 --> 00:39:34.807 -BOY 2: Dude! -TODD: Both of you, man! 817 00:39:34.850 --> 00:39:37.026 -Hey! -[BOYS EXCLAIMING] 818 00:39:37.070 --> 00:39:40.943 Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop! Let it go, all right? 819 00:39:41.553 --> 00:39:42.945 BOY 3: Losers! 820 00:39:44.991 --> 00:39:46.340 What the fuck? 821 00:39:46.384 --> 00:39:47.689 -ADAM: It's okay. It's okay. -Who was that? 822 00:39:47.733 --> 00:39:48.777 ADAM: I don't know. 823 00:39:48.821 --> 00:39:49.909 -MAYA: Adam, who... -I don't know. 824 00:39:54.870 --> 00:39:56.481 Hey, I'm sorry about that. 825 00:39:57.873 --> 00:40:00.659 Do you wanna tell me what that was about? 826 00:40:00.702 --> 00:40:02.487 Um, there's nothing really to tell. 827 00:40:05.098 --> 00:40:07.840 You know, I was thinking, isn't it... 828 00:40:09.058 --> 00:40:10.625 Isn't it a little weird 829 00:40:10.669 --> 00:40:13.454 that you left your high school in the middle of senior year 830 00:40:13.498 --> 00:40:16.152 to go to a Catholic school outside of your district? 831 00:40:16.892 --> 00:40:17.893 Yeah. Um... 832 00:40:20.461 --> 00:40:21.897 It was a... [SIGHS] 833 00:40:21.941 --> 00:40:23.333 It was a fight. 834 00:40:25.335 --> 00:40:28.426 I got into a fight with one of those guys. 835 00:40:28.469 --> 00:40:29.514 You were fighting? 836 00:40:29.557 --> 00:40:31.429 Yeah, and it was really bad 837 00:40:31.472 --> 00:40:33.300 so I tried to put it behind me. 838 00:40:35.563 --> 00:40:36.999 That's all you're gonna give me. 839 00:40:38.348 --> 00:40:40.394 MAN: [WHISPERING] Don't let them take you there. 840 00:40:40.438 --> 00:40:42.788 [IN NORMAL VOICE] No, I wanna stay here. 841 00:40:42.831 --> 00:40:45.312 I wanna stay right here on this surface. Mmm-hmm. 842 00:40:45.355 --> 00:40:48.271 [WHISPERING] Don't let them take you there. 843 00:40:48.315 --> 00:40:51.318 [SHUDDERING] No. I won't go. I won't go. 844 00:40:53.538 --> 00:40:55.148 Don't let them take you. 845 00:40:55.191 --> 00:40:56.584 It's not good there. 846 00:40:57.542 --> 00:40:58.847 Don't, don't, don't. 847 00:41:07.465 --> 00:41:10.119 Ted, thanks for coming early for once. 848 00:41:15.385 --> 00:41:16.952 Ted, my office. Now. 849 00:41:19.868 --> 00:41:21.827 Maya, you stay here. 850 00:41:23.219 --> 00:41:24.351 [DOOR OPENS] 851 00:41:27.397 --> 00:41:28.442 [DOOR CLOSES] 852 00:41:30.966 --> 00:41:32.794 How long has this been going on? 853 00:41:33.578 --> 00:41:35.144 Sister Catherine, I'm... 854 00:41:35.188 --> 00:41:36.842 [VOICE SHAKING] I'm sorry, I... 855 00:41:36.885 --> 00:41:38.626 How long? 856 00:41:38.670 --> 00:41:41.455 Just a couple months. Not long. 857 00:41:41.499 --> 00:41:42.630 Seems you and I need to have 858 00:41:42.674 --> 00:41:44.719 a long conversation about your future. 859 00:41:47.809 --> 00:41:49.898 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 860 00:41:49.942 --> 00:41:53.423 Okay, everyone, bring your eyes to the board, please. 861 00:41:53.467 --> 00:41:57.993 The state Benchmark Exam is in just two weeks. 862 00:41:58.037 --> 00:42:00.300 Here's your essay question. 863 00:42:00.343 --> 00:42:03.303 Recount a time when you faced failure. 864 00:42:03.346 --> 00:42:05.479 How did it affect you 865 00:42:05.523 --> 00:42:09.483 and what did you learn from the experience? 866 00:42:09.527 --> 00:42:14.575 As you know, no outlines or scratch paper is allowed. 867 00:42:14.619 --> 00:42:18.710 But please, start thinking about what you will write. 868 00:42:18.753 --> 00:42:20.363 [BELL RINGING] 869 00:42:22.452 --> 00:42:25.891 All right, everyone, see you tomorrow. 870 00:42:25.934 --> 00:42:27.545 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 871 00:42:32.288 --> 00:42:33.507 Hey. 872 00:42:33.551 --> 00:42:35.422 -ADAM: Hey. Hey. -Hey. Hey. 873 00:42:35.465 --> 00:42:37.076 Are we still good for tonight? 874 00:42:37.119 --> 00:42:41.428 MAYA: Um... I have, uh, a... 875 00:42:41.471 --> 00:42:43.822 a club thing after school. Can I just... 876 00:42:43.865 --> 00:42:45.084 I'll text you later, okay? 877 00:42:45.127 --> 00:42:46.172 Sure. 878 00:42:46.999 --> 00:42:48.174 Come hungry. 879 00:42:51.873 --> 00:42:53.179 ADAM: She never showed up. 880 00:42:55.398 --> 00:42:58.532 And now that my hallucinations are M.I.A, 881 00:42:59.315 --> 00:43:02.623 everything is so quiet. 882 00:43:04.407 --> 00:43:05.408 Too quiet. 883 00:43:08.150 --> 00:43:09.456 FATHER PATRICK: In the name of the Father, 884 00:43:09.499 --> 00:43:10.936 the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen. 885 00:43:10.979 --> 00:43:12.024 ADAM: Yeah, it's me. 886 00:43:13.112 --> 00:43:14.200 Hello, me. 887 00:43:15.157 --> 00:43:17.116 ADAM: Um... 888 00:43:17.159 --> 00:43:18.639 I need some guidance. 889 00:43:19.727 --> 00:43:22.077 [BREATHES DEEPLY] Spiritual guidance? 890 00:43:22.121 --> 00:43:24.819 Uh, not really. It's about a girl. 891 00:43:26.125 --> 00:43:27.343 Okay. 892 00:43:27.387 --> 00:43:29.955 Well, we've been hanging out for a while 893 00:43:29.998 --> 00:43:31.652 and it was going great, 894 00:43:31.696 --> 00:43:33.741 and then she randomly stopped talking to me. 895 00:43:34.873 --> 00:43:36.962 I believe the kids call that ghosting. 896 00:43:37.005 --> 00:43:38.050 Yeah, whatever. 897 00:43:38.093 --> 00:43:40.095 I'm just worried that maybe she found 898 00:43:40.139 --> 00:43:42.010 some things out about me, 899 00:43:42.054 --> 00:43:44.186 like the psychiatrist I was telling you about, 900 00:43:44.230 --> 00:43:46.711 which I can't imagine is the sexiest thing in the world. 901 00:43:47.625 --> 00:43:48.887 What do you think? 902 00:43:48.930 --> 00:43:51.541 -Have you tried praying on it? -[CHUCKLES] 903 00:43:51.585 --> 00:43:54.632 No. No offense, but I need some real life advice. 904 00:43:55.241 --> 00:43:56.677 Timothy 1:7... 905 00:43:56.721 --> 00:43:59.811 "God does not give us the spirit of cowardice, 906 00:43:59.854 --> 00:44:02.901 "but rather the spirit of power and of love." 907 00:44:02.944 --> 00:44:05.686 Okay, okay, but is there anything else that you've got? 908 00:44:05.730 --> 00:44:07.732 Listen, I don't know the details of your life, 909 00:44:07.775 --> 00:44:10.865 but from where I'm sitting, you seem quite all right. 910 00:44:10.909 --> 00:44:12.258 You're a little squirrely, maybe. 911 00:44:12.301 --> 00:44:15.130 -Squirrely? -Squirrely. Yeah. 912 00:44:15.174 --> 00:44:16.828 And the truth is, the older you get, 913 00:44:16.871 --> 00:44:20.483 the more difficult it is to stay sane. 914 00:44:20.527 --> 00:44:22.137 And it's gonna take real work. 915 00:44:24.313 --> 00:44:27.316 Or maybe that's what makes you more mature than others. 916 00:44:27.360 --> 00:44:29.405 And I hear that girls like that sort of thing. 917 00:44:29.449 --> 00:44:31.930 So you're saying I should confront her? 918 00:44:31.973 --> 00:44:33.845 I should tell her how I feel? 919 00:44:33.888 --> 00:44:35.107 Your words, not mine. 920 00:44:35.150 --> 00:44:37.283 [CHUCKLES] 921 00:44:37.326 --> 00:44:40.416 Non-committal till the bitter end. Thank you. 922 00:44:40.460 --> 00:44:41.548 Go in peace. 923 00:44:50.557 --> 00:44:52.820 Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya. 924 00:44:52.864 --> 00:44:55.344 Oh, there's no one here by that name. 925 00:44:58.391 --> 00:44:59.740 Are you sure about that? 926 00:44:59.784 --> 00:45:02.743 [CHUCKLES] Yeah. I'm sure. 927 00:45:05.877 --> 00:45:08.880 Do you know a Maya Arnaz? 928 00:45:08.923 --> 00:45:11.883 Mmm-mmm.The only Arnaz I know is the guywho works on my roof. 929 00:45:11.926 --> 00:45:13.275 Manuel Arnaz? 930 00:45:14.581 --> 00:45:15.625 Oh! 931 00:45:16.583 --> 00:45:18.237 Everything okay? 932 00:45:18.280 --> 00:45:19.325 Yeah. 933 00:45:21.240 --> 00:45:22.502 Do you know where I could find him? 934 00:45:50.791 --> 00:45:51.879 MANUEL: I'm comin'. 935 00:45:57.363 --> 00:45:59.321 -Yeah, what can I do for you? -[TV PLAYING] 936 00:45:59.365 --> 00:46:01.454 Uh, I'm looking for Maya. 937 00:46:02.194 --> 00:46:03.195 Okay. 938 00:46:03.717 --> 00:46:06.502 I'm Adam. 939 00:46:06.546 --> 00:46:08.983 We're supposed to study tonight.Is she home? 940 00:46:09.027 --> 00:46:11.681 No, she doesn't get off work for another half an hour. 941 00:46:11.725 --> 00:46:13.205 But, uh, you can come in and wait if you like. 942 00:46:13.248 --> 00:46:15.033 No, that's okay. But thank you. 943 00:46:15.076 --> 00:46:16.948 No, no, come on in. Don't be shy. 944 00:46:16.991 --> 00:46:18.123 Okay. 945 00:46:18.166 --> 00:46:19.428 Are you from one of those clubs? 946 00:46:19.472 --> 00:46:21.300 I can't keep track of them anymore. 947 00:46:22.127 --> 00:46:23.389 [TV CONTINUES PLAYING] 948 00:46:23.432 --> 00:46:24.477 Sorry about the mess. 949 00:46:24.520 --> 00:46:25.695 Oh, no. Don't be. 950 00:46:25.739 --> 00:46:27.436 I've been on these crutches for months. 951 00:46:27.480 --> 00:46:29.482 This is Ricky and Danny. 952 00:46:29.525 --> 00:46:30.962 Boys, uh, this is... 953 00:46:31.005 --> 00:46:32.877 -Adam. -Say hi to Adam. 954 00:46:32.920 --> 00:46:35.444 -Hey, guys. -BOTH: Hey. 955 00:46:35.488 --> 00:46:37.620 Don't worry about them, they're shy. 956 00:46:37.664 --> 00:46:39.622 Not like their sister, but I'm sure you know that. 957 00:46:39.666 --> 00:46:41.537 -[CHUCKLES] -Right. 958 00:46:41.581 --> 00:46:43.539 Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat? 959 00:46:43.583 --> 00:46:45.803 Oh, I'm... I'm good. 960 00:46:46.934 --> 00:46:48.240 Sure? 961 00:46:48.283 --> 00:46:50.416 We've got, uh, TV dinners 962 00:46:51.591 --> 00:46:52.810 and TV dinners. 963 00:46:52.853 --> 00:46:54.812 Yeah, no, I'm all good. Thanks. 964 00:46:54.855 --> 00:46:56.291 BOTH: We want TV dinners. 965 00:46:56.335 --> 00:46:58.641 Oh, they have spoken. [CHUCKLES] 966 00:46:58.685 --> 00:47:00.556 -[PHONE RINGING] -Oh, shoot! 967 00:47:00.600 --> 00:47:01.775 ADAM: Hey, I can put those in for you. 968 00:47:01.819 --> 00:47:02.994 Are you sure? 969 00:47:03.037 --> 00:47:04.125 -Yeah. No, no, no problem. -You don't mind? 970 00:47:04.169 --> 00:47:05.083 Oh, thanks! That'd be a great help. 971 00:47:05.126 --> 00:47:06.301 ADAM: Yeah. 972 00:47:06.345 --> 00:47:07.868 Two minutes each, I think. Check the box. 973 00:47:07.912 --> 00:47:09.652 [PHONE CONTINUES RINGING] 974 00:47:09.696 --> 00:47:12.830 MANUEL: Arnaz Roofing. Hi, Mrs. Jenkins. 975 00:47:14.266 --> 00:47:16.877 Oh, you're having trouble with your gutters again? 976 00:47:16.921 --> 00:47:20.620 Yeah, well, look, I'm still on medical leave. So... 977 00:47:20.663 --> 00:47:22.840 Yeah, I can refer you to Galloway. 978 00:47:22.883 --> 00:47:24.885 Yeah, he's a great guy. Mmm-hmm. 979 00:47:24.929 --> 00:47:26.365 Yeah, Bill will take care of you. 980 00:47:27.845 --> 00:47:29.281 -[DOOR OPENS] -ADAM: Yeah, yeah, 981 00:47:29.324 --> 00:47:31.674 so the secret is to marinate the chicken for flavor. 982 00:47:31.718 --> 00:47:33.198 -MANUEL: Oh, okay. -ADAM: Olive oil, 983 00:47:33.241 --> 00:47:35.504 chopped garlic, salt, pepper... 984 00:47:35.548 --> 00:47:38.116 And then you brush a little butter over the top there. 985 00:47:38.159 --> 00:47:39.552 -MANUEL: That's it? -That's it. 986 00:47:40.945 --> 00:47:42.903 -Hey. -DANNY: I can eat all of it. 987 00:47:42.947 --> 00:47:44.557 -[MANUEL CHUCKLING] -Here. You good? 988 00:47:44.600 --> 00:47:45.863 Oh, look at this. 989 00:47:45.906 --> 00:47:47.168 -DANNY: Thanks, Adam. -RICKY: Thanks, Adam. 990 00:47:47.212 --> 00:47:49.040 -ADAM: Yeah, no problem. -Come on in. 991 00:47:49.083 --> 00:47:50.911 It's a little spread your friend whipped up here. 992 00:47:50.955 --> 00:47:52.826 -MAYA: Hey. -DANNY: Hey. 993 00:47:52.870 --> 00:47:54.306 It's awesome. 994 00:47:56.395 --> 00:47:58.223 [WHISPERING] Hey, um, 995 00:47:58.266 --> 00:47:59.789 what are you doing here? 996 00:47:59.833 --> 00:48:02.923 Oh, we had a study session, remember? 997 00:48:02.967 --> 00:48:04.055 RICKY: The chicken tastes nice. 998 00:48:04.098 --> 00:48:05.143 Right. 999 00:48:05.186 --> 00:48:06.274 This is amazing. 1000 00:48:06.318 --> 00:48:08.015 [CHUCKLING] Yeah? Good. 1001 00:48:08.059 --> 00:48:09.277 MANUEL: 'Cause you never know what's hiding 1002 00:48:09.321 --> 00:48:11.236 -in your fridge I guess. -[ADAM CHUCKLES] 1003 00:48:11.279 --> 00:48:12.933 How'd you get so good in the kitchen? 1004 00:48:12.977 --> 00:48:16.067 Oh, I've been cooking my whole life. 1005 00:48:16.110 --> 00:48:18.852 You know, one day, hopefully, I'll own my own restaurant. 1006 00:48:18.896 --> 00:48:19.940 MANUEL: Wow. 1007 00:48:19.984 --> 00:48:21.159 You had to go to school for that? 1008 00:48:21.202 --> 00:48:22.290 DANNY: Okay, fine. 1009 00:48:22.334 --> 00:48:25.076 Yeah, Dad, it's culinary art school. 1010 00:48:25.119 --> 00:48:28.296 Oh. Yeah. Right, right. 1011 00:48:28.340 --> 00:48:30.211 Well, for you to spend your whole life working, 1012 00:48:30.255 --> 00:48:32.735 might as well make it something you enjoy, right? 1013 00:48:32.779 --> 00:48:34.650 I always try to tell Maya that. 1014 00:48:34.694 --> 00:48:37.349 You know, she'll be the first Arnaz to get her college degree. 1015 00:48:37.392 --> 00:48:39.742 Her mother would've been so proud. 1016 00:48:39.786 --> 00:48:41.353 She was a smart lady, too, you know. 1017 00:48:41.396 --> 00:48:42.571 Dad... 1018 00:48:42.615 --> 00:48:44.182 [CHUCKLING] What? 1019 00:48:44.225 --> 00:48:46.010 Let me brag about my daughter. 1020 00:48:47.533 --> 00:48:49.796 Well, one day, my little girl here, 1021 00:48:49.839 --> 00:48:51.798 she's gonna pick me up in a Porsche. 1022 00:48:51.841 --> 00:48:53.582 She's been saying that since she was 10. 1023 00:48:53.626 --> 00:48:54.627 Sorry, excuse me. 1024 00:49:07.335 --> 00:49:09.337 Why did you do this? 1025 00:49:09.381 --> 00:49:11.687 I didn't mean to upset you, honestly. 1026 00:49:11.731 --> 00:49:13.733 I went to the other house and the lady just sent me here. 1027 00:49:13.776 --> 00:49:15.517 So you just decided to make yourself at home 1028 00:49:15.561 --> 00:49:16.866 by cooking dinner? 1029 00:49:16.910 --> 00:49:18.303 I thought it'd be a nice thing to do. 1030 00:49:18.346 --> 00:49:19.739 You did it because it was a nice thing to do 1031 00:49:19.782 --> 00:49:21.001 or because you felt sorry for us? 1032 00:49:21.045 --> 00:49:24.439 I wouldn't... No. I don't feel sorry for you. 1033 00:49:25.397 --> 00:49:27.790 Are you satisfied then? 1034 00:49:27.834 --> 00:49:29.009 Good job! You found our tiny little house, 1035 00:49:29.053 --> 00:49:30.228 in a rundown neighborhood 1036 00:49:30.271 --> 00:49:32.012 so you could cook us poor people dinner. 1037 00:49:33.144 --> 00:49:34.188 You're a real saint. 1038 00:49:42.327 --> 00:49:43.545 I'm sorry. 1039 00:49:46.070 --> 00:49:47.985 Sister Catherine caught me. 1040 00:49:49.551 --> 00:49:52.337 Side hustle's dead, 1041 00:49:52.380 --> 00:49:54.426 and I'm not making enough money tutoring you. 1042 00:49:56.471 --> 00:50:00.127 This restaurant pays me under the table. 1043 00:50:01.041 --> 00:50:02.042 And it's good. 1044 00:50:03.565 --> 00:50:05.350 My family depends on me. 1045 00:50:10.572 --> 00:50:13.053 You know, the only reason I'm getting a second chance 1046 00:50:13.097 --> 00:50:16.100 is 'cause I'm valedictorian. 1047 00:50:16.143 --> 00:50:19.016 You have no idea how hard I worked to get here. 1048 00:50:22.367 --> 00:50:24.021 I can't lose it all now. 1049 00:50:25.065 --> 00:50:26.023 No. 1050 00:50:27.328 --> 00:50:29.243 You're not gonna lose anything. 1051 00:50:30.984 --> 00:50:32.290 You're like a robot. 1052 00:50:33.334 --> 00:50:35.162 Immune to human error. 1053 00:50:36.772 --> 00:50:40.080 And my schedule is wide open, you know. 1054 00:50:40.124 --> 00:50:43.083 So we can meet whenever. 1055 00:50:45.999 --> 00:50:47.522 There are other tutors out there. 1056 00:50:47.566 --> 00:50:48.828 You know that, right? 1057 00:50:48.871 --> 00:50:51.744 None like you. 1058 00:50:51.787 --> 00:50:54.486 I like knowin' I get to see you three times a week. 1059 00:51:06.498 --> 00:51:09.240 [ADAM CHUCKLES] 1060 00:51:09.283 --> 00:51:11.198 A Brief History of Time. 1061 00:51:11.242 --> 00:51:13.113 Pale Blue Dot. 1062 00:51:13.157 --> 00:51:15.942 And then... Would this be your favorite movie? 1063 00:51:15.985 --> 00:51:18.901 Do I, uh, detect a hint of smugness in your voice? 1064 00:51:18.945 --> 00:51:20.990 [CHUCKLING] Not at all. 1065 00:51:21.034 --> 00:51:24.385 I actually really love this one. 1066 00:51:24.429 --> 00:51:26.474 'Cause it's a classic. You know that, right? 1067 00:51:27.562 --> 00:51:29.303 It's a cinematic masterpiece. 1068 00:51:31.958 --> 00:51:33.438 [BOTH CHUCKLING] 1069 00:51:41.489 --> 00:51:42.708 Thank you for cooking. 1070 00:51:46.929 --> 00:51:47.930 Sure. 1071 00:51:50.846 --> 00:51:54.154 Don't forget to show your workwhen doing the sine ratio, okay? 1072 00:51:54.198 --> 00:51:55.721 Okay. 1073 00:51:55.764 --> 00:51:57.114 Otherwise... 1074 00:51:58.767 --> 00:52:02.031 Looks good. Great work! 1075 00:52:02.075 --> 00:52:05.470 Watch out. I may be coming for your academic throne. 1076 00:52:05.513 --> 00:52:07.341 Never. Um... 1077 00:52:08.690 --> 00:52:10.823 But I do have a surprise for you, 1078 00:52:10.866 --> 00:52:12.868 since you've been killing it lately. 1079 00:52:16.045 --> 00:52:18.570 ADAM: Whoa. [CHUCKLES] 1080 00:52:18.613 --> 00:52:21.442 You can thank my dad, he fixed the roof last winter 1081 00:52:21.486 --> 00:52:23.227 so he's pretty tight with the owner. 1082 00:52:24.184 --> 00:52:26.143 Oh, man... [CHUCKLES] 1083 00:52:31.583 --> 00:52:33.933 Are these the MAC MH-90s? 1084 00:52:33.976 --> 00:52:35.935 [LAUGHING] I don't know. 1085 00:52:39.330 --> 00:52:40.940 This grill's insane. 1086 00:52:43.203 --> 00:52:46.163 I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry. 1087 00:52:51.777 --> 00:52:55.389 So, you don't follow a recipe? 1088 00:52:55.433 --> 00:52:58.392 Everyone thinks cooking is about following instructions, 1089 00:52:58.436 --> 00:53:00.612 but it's the opposite. 1090 00:53:00.655 --> 00:53:03.397 Your palate will tell you exactly what the dish wants. 1091 00:53:07.271 --> 00:53:09.795 So, we need to talk about benchmark exams next week. 1092 00:53:09.838 --> 00:53:11.144 Right. 1093 00:53:11.188 --> 00:53:13.320 Why is everyone so obsessed with those here? 1094 00:53:13.364 --> 00:53:14.669 Are they really hard? 1095 00:53:14.713 --> 00:53:16.758 I mean, no, they're not so much hard 1096 00:53:16.802 --> 00:53:19.544 as they are a means to keep the school funded. 1097 00:53:19.587 --> 00:53:21.415 Plus, the top three are read at graduation 1098 00:53:21.459 --> 00:53:23.374 so, you know, St. Agatha kids, 1099 00:53:23.417 --> 00:53:24.897 they live for that crap. 1100 00:53:24.940 --> 00:53:26.072 [PAN SIZZLING] 1101 00:53:26.115 --> 00:53:27.856 MAYA: Um... 1102 00:53:27.900 --> 00:53:30.642 I was, um, thinking 1103 00:53:32.600 --> 00:53:33.862 that maybe you could write 1104 00:53:33.906 --> 00:53:36.430 about what happened at your old school... 1105 00:53:36.474 --> 00:53:39.128 I mean, if you see it as a failure... 1106 00:53:40.217 --> 00:53:42.131 -I see what you're doing. -What? 1107 00:53:42.175 --> 00:53:44.917 [CHUCKLES] You're digging for more answers. 1108 00:53:46.048 --> 00:53:48.181 MAYA: I'm digging for more answers? 1109 00:53:48.225 --> 00:53:50.618 You showed up at my house, you basically stalked me. 1110 00:53:50.662 --> 00:53:51.793 -Yeah. -Yeah. 1111 00:53:52.664 --> 00:53:53.926 Yeah, I guess. 1112 00:53:56.842 --> 00:53:58.670 [CHUCKLING] Okay, okay. 1113 00:53:59.279 --> 00:54:00.715 Okay. Um... 1114 00:54:02.413 --> 00:54:05.372 I guess, in the beginning, 1115 00:54:06.895 --> 00:54:08.984 I tried not to see it as a failure, 1116 00:54:09.811 --> 00:54:11.596 but it's hard not to. 1117 00:54:13.815 --> 00:54:15.252 After the fight, 1118 00:54:16.427 --> 00:54:19.517 people immediately looked at me differently 1119 00:54:20.692 --> 00:54:22.563 like they were afraid of me. 1120 00:54:25.871 --> 00:54:29.744 No matter what I did, I couldn't get them to see me 1121 00:54:29.788 --> 00:54:31.224 as they did before. 1122 00:54:34.358 --> 00:54:35.663 But I let that happen. 1123 00:54:37.361 --> 00:54:39.754 I, I became a bystander in my own life. 1124 00:54:43.497 --> 00:54:45.891 I guess that's what felt like the real failure. 1125 00:54:53.507 --> 00:54:55.901 [ADAM EXHALES DEEPLY] 1126 00:54:56.380 --> 00:54:57.381 Hey. 1127 00:55:03.212 --> 00:55:04.257 [SIZZLING] 1128 00:55:07.608 --> 00:55:09.828 [COUGHS, CLEARS THROAT] 1129 00:55:09.871 --> 00:55:11.090 -[COUGHS] -What? 1130 00:55:11.133 --> 00:55:12.178 [CLEARS THROAT] Mm-mm. 1131 00:55:12.221 --> 00:55:13.875 It's good. It's very good. 1132 00:55:13.919 --> 00:55:15.050 [CONTINUES COUGHING] 1133 00:55:15.094 --> 00:55:17.705 What happened to unrelenting honesty? 1134 00:55:20.578 --> 00:55:22.057 I'm... I'm sorry, I... 1135 00:55:22.101 --> 00:55:23.972 I know you worked really hard on that. 1136 00:55:24.016 --> 00:55:26.323 What's wrong with it? 1137 00:55:26.366 --> 00:55:27.976 No, I think you just added 1138 00:55:28.020 --> 00:55:29.804 a little bit too much spice or something. 1139 00:55:29.848 --> 00:55:30.849 [CLEARING THROAT] 1140 00:55:36.681 --> 00:55:38.335 It tastes fine to me. 1141 00:55:41.816 --> 00:55:42.904 SISTER CATHERINE: All of your belongings 1142 00:55:42.948 --> 00:55:44.166 should be under your desk, 1143 00:55:44.210 --> 00:55:45.603 out of sight. 1144 00:55:45.646 --> 00:55:47.213 No exceptions. 1145 00:55:47.256 --> 00:55:49.650 The only materials I should see 1146 00:55:49.694 --> 00:55:52.697 are the Scantron, a number two pencil, 1147 00:55:52.740 --> 00:55:55.439 your calculator, and the test booklet. 1148 00:55:55.482 --> 00:55:57.179 [ECHOING AND DISTORTING] Absolutely nothing else 1149 00:55:57.223 --> 00:55:58.616 should be visible. 1150 00:55:58.659 --> 00:56:01.749 You will have 60 minutes for the mathematics portion 1151 00:56:01.793 --> 00:56:05.187 and 90 minutes for the essay question. 1152 00:56:05.231 --> 00:56:06.711 [IN NORMAL VOICE] Begin. 1153 00:56:06.754 --> 00:56:07.886 [PAPERS RUSTLING] 1154 00:56:18.462 --> 00:56:20.507 BETH: Are you not that hungry? 1155 00:56:20.551 --> 00:56:22.988 ADAM: Oh, no, I, um... 1156 00:56:23.989 --> 00:56:25.077 BETH: It's your favorite. 1157 00:56:25.120 --> 00:56:26.252 ADAM: Yeah. 1158 00:56:26.295 --> 00:56:27.427 BETH: Paul picked it up from Vince's. 1159 00:56:27.471 --> 00:56:29.429 Yeah. Thanks, Paul. 1160 00:56:29.473 --> 00:56:30.952 You're welcome. 1161 00:56:30.996 --> 00:56:32.954 [CLEARS THROAT] So, actually, we have something 1162 00:56:32.998 --> 00:56:34.260 we need to talk to you about. 1163 00:56:34.303 --> 00:56:35.740 And I just want you to know 1164 00:56:35.783 --> 00:56:38.133 that everything is gonna be okay. 1165 00:56:39.004 --> 00:56:40.005 Okay? 1166 00:56:41.746 --> 00:56:43.487 Did somebody die? 1167 00:56:43.530 --> 00:56:45.402 No, nobody's dying. 1168 00:56:45.445 --> 00:56:47.708 No, everybody's okay. Everybody's alive. 1169 00:56:52.626 --> 00:56:54.323 I'm pregnant, 1170 00:56:55.368 --> 00:56:56.978 and we're gonna have a baby. 1171 00:56:59.372 --> 00:57:01.069 Like a human baby? 1172 00:57:01.113 --> 00:57:02.157 [CHUCKLING] 1173 00:57:02.201 --> 00:57:03.768 Jeez, I hope so. 1174 00:57:04.421 --> 00:57:05.422 [CHUCKLES] 1175 00:57:08.642 --> 00:57:11.558 [ECHOING AND DISTORTING] Look, we didn't plan this at all. 1176 00:57:13.560 --> 00:57:14.996 You know? And we're just getting 1177 00:57:15.040 --> 00:57:16.998 our heads around this now. 1178 00:57:17.042 --> 00:57:19.087 -Adam? -[RATTLING] 1179 00:57:19.131 --> 00:57:20.872 Adam? 1180 00:57:20.915 --> 00:57:22.134 [IN NORMAL VOICE] Adam. 1181 00:57:22.177 --> 00:57:23.440 You okay, buddy? 1182 00:57:24.571 --> 00:57:25.833 Yeah. 1183 00:57:27.531 --> 00:57:29.663 Yeah, congratulations. 1184 00:57:31.883 --> 00:57:35.190 Okay, all right, I'm gonna go to the office, 1185 00:57:35.234 --> 00:57:37.628 get ready for tomorrow's work. 1186 00:57:37.671 --> 00:57:40.718 [KISSES] If anybody needs me... 1187 00:57:42.937 --> 00:57:45.679 Adam. Look at me. 1188 00:57:47.812 --> 00:57:50.989 I promise nothing is going to change. 1189 00:57:51.032 --> 00:57:53.644 What are you talking about? 1190 00:57:55.167 --> 00:57:56.951 Everything will. 1191 00:57:56.995 --> 00:57:59.954 [ECHOING AND DISTORTING] No, I mean between you and I. 1192 00:57:59.998 --> 00:58:02.043 Look, I know this isn't the right time. 1193 00:58:03.828 --> 00:58:06.308 I'm scared, too, believe me, but it's also... 1194 00:58:06.352 --> 00:58:07.571 ADAM: [IN NORMAL VOICE] Okay, I was reading 1195 00:58:07.614 --> 00:58:09.007 the pamphlet you gave me 1196 00:58:09.050 --> 00:58:11.313 about the potential side effects of this drug. 1197 00:58:11.357 --> 00:58:14.621 Dehydration, sweating, trouble urinating, 1198 00:58:14.665 --> 00:58:16.710 vision loss, muscle tension, 1199 00:58:16.754 --> 00:58:18.451 loss of taste and hearing, 1200 00:58:18.495 --> 00:58:19.583 tremors, 1201 00:58:19.626 --> 00:58:21.323 oh, and my personal favorite, 1202 00:58:21.367 --> 00:58:23.456 anal leakage. 1203 00:58:23.500 --> 00:58:26.285 You can go ahead and cross most of those off the list. 1204 00:58:26.328 --> 00:58:29.331 I can't cook anymore, because my taste comes and goes. 1205 00:58:29.375 --> 00:58:30.637 I can barely piss straight 1206 00:58:30.681 --> 00:58:32.987 because my hand has a mind of its own. 1207 00:58:34.685 --> 00:58:36.687 But I swear, 1208 00:58:36.730 --> 00:58:38.906 if anything drips out of my ass, 1209 00:58:38.950 --> 00:58:40.517 please just kill me. 1210 00:58:42.867 --> 00:58:43.868 Morning. 1211 00:58:49.047 --> 00:58:51.571 -Have a good day. -You, too. 1212 00:58:51.615 --> 00:58:52.746 I love you. 1213 00:59:01.363 --> 00:59:02.626 Have a good day, hon. 1214 00:59:19.904 --> 00:59:21.166 Have a good day, honey. 1215 00:59:23.472 --> 00:59:25.039 [THUNDER RUMBLING] 1216 00:59:25.605 --> 00:59:26.693 [ADAM SIGHS] 1217 00:59:29.522 --> 00:59:31.785 Someone should really keep an eye on that kid. 1218 00:59:40.925 --> 00:59:44.145 [REBECCA CHANTING OM] 1219 00:59:46.104 --> 00:59:47.975 Good morning. 1220 00:59:48.019 --> 00:59:49.542 Morning, boss. 1221 00:59:49.586 --> 00:59:51.936 Yeah, yeah, we missed you. 1222 00:59:55.374 --> 00:59:56.549 [GRUNTS] 1223 00:59:58.029 --> 00:59:59.030 [INDISTINCT CHATTERING] 1224 01:00:00.597 --> 01:00:04.775 Um, okay, we're starting at Chapter 5, I think. 1225 01:00:04.818 --> 01:00:06.646 -Five. -It's page 403. 1226 01:00:06.690 --> 01:00:08.648 -I'm on it. -403, do you have it? 1227 01:00:08.692 --> 01:00:10.171 -Yeah. -Okay. 1228 01:00:10.215 --> 01:00:11.651 Um... All right. 1229 01:00:11.695 --> 01:00:14.132 MAYA: [CLEARS THROAT] "Angles in X-Y coordinate system." 1230 01:00:15.220 --> 01:00:16.917 "Angles formed by rotating ray 1231 01:00:16.961 --> 01:00:18.440 "or a half-line about its end point, 1232 01:00:18.484 --> 01:00:19.790 "the initial side of the angle, 1233 01:00:19.833 --> 01:00:22.009 "starting position of the ray." 1234 01:00:22.053 --> 01:00:25.622 Final position of the ray rotation, did you get that? 1235 01:00:25.665 --> 01:00:26.623 [COUGHING] 1236 01:00:28.494 --> 01:00:30.670 [SHARPENING] 1237 01:00:30.714 --> 01:00:31.889 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 1238 01:00:31.932 --> 01:00:34.718 [SOUNDS AMPLIFYING, DISTORTING] 1239 01:00:34.761 --> 01:00:36.241 Adam. 1240 01:00:39.244 --> 01:00:42.682 You thought you could get rid of me. 1241 01:00:42.726 --> 01:00:44.075 You feel that? 1242 01:00:45.250 --> 01:00:46.686 I'm still here. 1243 01:00:46.730 --> 01:00:48.819 You don't know that, you just know. 1244 01:00:48.862 --> 01:00:50.734 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Don't fight it, Adam. 1245 01:00:51.560 --> 01:00:53.693 Adam. 1246 01:00:53.737 --> 01:00:56.609 Adam. 1247 01:00:56.653 --> 01:00:57.915 Adam! 1248 01:00:57.958 --> 01:01:00.613 You need to go. Now. 1249 01:01:00.657 --> 01:01:02.484 Adam, what do you think? 1250 01:01:03.921 --> 01:01:07.751 Um... Sorry. I'm... I'm not feeling so good. 1251 01:01:14.148 --> 01:01:17.108 Hey. hey, Adam. hey, hey, what's wrong? 1252 01:01:18.326 --> 01:01:19.371 What'd I say, huh? 1253 01:01:19.414 --> 01:01:20.981 Get out of here! 1254 01:01:21.025 --> 01:01:23.157 I gotta go. I gotta go. They're gonna take me, 1255 01:01:23.201 --> 01:01:24.245 -and I gotta go, okay? -Wait. 1256 01:01:24.289 --> 01:01:25.769 Take you where? What are you... 1257 01:01:25.812 --> 01:01:26.987 I can't keep her safe, too. 1258 01:01:27.031 --> 01:01:28.728 -Adam. -Stop! 1259 01:01:30.512 --> 01:01:33.646 Just leave me alone, and don't follow me. 1260 01:01:35.909 --> 01:01:37.737 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 1261 01:01:44.135 --> 01:01:46.354 [MALE VOICE WHISPERING] Adam. 1262 01:01:46.398 --> 01:01:47.442 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1263 01:01:51.795 --> 01:01:54.058 FEMALE VOICE: Over here. 1264 01:01:54.101 --> 01:01:56.016 [BABY CRY ECHOING] 1265 01:02:09.900 --> 01:02:12.163 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING CONTINUES] 1266 01:02:25.829 --> 01:02:28.309 MALE VOICE: Adam. 1267 01:02:28.353 --> 01:02:29.789 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING CONTINUES] 1268 01:02:35.839 --> 01:02:37.884 [FEMALE VOICE WHISPERING] She never wanted you. 1269 01:02:37.928 --> 01:02:40.452 She doesn't love you. 1270 01:02:40.495 --> 01:02:42.497 MALE VOICE: He hates you. 1271 01:02:42.541 --> 01:02:46.327 ADAM'S DARKNESS: This is the kid she always wanted. 1272 01:02:46.371 --> 01:02:50.331 The one that'll make up for her biggest mistake. 1273 01:02:50.375 --> 01:02:51.898 You. 1274 01:02:57.556 --> 01:02:58.905 Everything all right? 1275 01:03:00.559 --> 01:03:02.300 Were you watching me? 1276 01:03:02.343 --> 01:03:04.345 No. 1277 01:03:04.389 --> 01:03:05.956 I was just heading to bed. 1278 01:03:07.261 --> 01:03:08.741 Everything okay? 1279 01:03:11.788 --> 01:03:15.008 Sister Catherine called. 1280 01:03:15.052 --> 01:03:17.750 She expressed some concerns about your behavior this week. 1281 01:03:17.794 --> 01:03:20.622 Having a kid with my mom doesn't make you my dad. 1282 01:03:20.666 --> 01:03:22.363 Adam, I'm not going anywhere. 1283 01:03:23.016 --> 01:03:25.149 Yeah, clearly. 1284 01:03:28.456 --> 01:03:30.981 ADAM: When I was a freshman, 1285 01:03:31.024 --> 01:03:33.548 there was this girl at our school who was a junior, 1286 01:03:33.592 --> 01:03:36.813 and she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer. 1287 01:03:38.075 --> 01:03:39.554 She was part of the Make-A-Wish Foundation, 1288 01:03:39.598 --> 01:03:41.818 so before she died, 1289 01:03:41.861 --> 01:03:43.863 they had some boy band come to our school 1290 01:03:43.907 --> 01:03:47.867 and have lunch with her as part of her wish. 1291 01:03:47.911 --> 01:03:50.000 It was a really touching thing. 1292 01:03:50.043 --> 01:03:52.611 It was all people could talk about for weeks. 1293 01:03:54.308 --> 01:03:55.875 But it got me thinking. 1294 01:03:57.616 --> 01:03:59.357 When you're a cancer kid, 1295 01:04:00.532 --> 01:04:04.057 people can't wait to flock to your aid, 1296 01:04:04.101 --> 01:04:07.582 and are so eager to grant any wish you have before you die. 1297 01:04:10.107 --> 01:04:12.413 But when you have schizophrenia, 1298 01:04:12.457 --> 01:04:15.329 people can't wait to make you someone else's problem. 1299 01:04:17.070 --> 01:04:19.986 That's why we end up on the streets, 1300 01:04:20.030 --> 01:04:21.422 screaming at nothing, 1301 01:04:22.554 --> 01:04:24.034 waiting to die. 1302 01:04:26.993 --> 01:04:29.082 No one wants to grant our wishes. 1303 01:04:34.827 --> 01:04:35.872 Hey. 1304 01:04:38.570 --> 01:04:40.877 I'm sorry about the other day. 1305 01:04:40.920 --> 01:04:44.184 I just wasn't feeling good. 1306 01:04:44.228 --> 01:04:45.664 -I'm sorry. -[SIGHS] 1307 01:04:48.667 --> 01:04:51.844 Are you sure that it's just headaches? 1308 01:04:51.888 --> 01:04:53.541 I'm worried about you. 1309 01:04:53.585 --> 01:04:55.282 Yeah, I'm fine. 1310 01:04:56.849 --> 01:04:58.242 Let me make it up to you. 1311 01:04:59.852 --> 01:05:01.071 Please. 1312 01:05:11.342 --> 01:05:12.386 [INDISTINCT CHATTERING] 1313 01:05:18.871 --> 01:05:21.047 GIRL: She won't let me go out... 1314 01:05:21.830 --> 01:05:23.354 MAYA: No way. 1315 01:05:23.397 --> 01:05:24.485 [ADAM CHUCKLES] 1316 01:05:24.529 --> 01:05:26.009 Way. 1317 01:05:26.052 --> 01:05:29.186 [MAYA LAUGHING] 1318 01:05:29.229 --> 01:05:30.317 You didn't. 1319 01:05:30.361 --> 01:05:32.406 ADAM: I did. 1320 01:05:32.450 --> 01:05:35.105 MAYA: You know, usually, this stuff doesn't impress me, 1321 01:05:35.148 --> 01:05:39.674 but, um, this is... pretty smooth. 1322 01:05:40.719 --> 01:05:42.112 [MOVIE PLAYING] 1323 01:05:48.422 --> 01:05:49.946 JOSIE THROUGH SPEAKERS: Thank you. 1324 01:05:51.512 --> 01:05:54.951 Um, may I have five minutes on the clock, please? 1325 01:05:54.994 --> 01:05:56.126 [APPLAUSE IN MOVIE] 1326 01:06:02.306 --> 01:06:03.437 JOAQUIN: Okay, kid. 1327 01:06:03.481 --> 01:06:04.525 We both know this part of the movie 1328 01:06:04.569 --> 01:06:05.962 is the ultimate panty-dropper. 1329 01:06:06.005 --> 01:06:07.485 Better make your move. 1330 01:06:07.528 --> 01:06:09.008 Hey, just take your time. 1331 01:06:09.443 --> 01:06:10.836 No rush. 1332 01:06:12.403 --> 01:06:15.014 KIRSTEN THROUGH SPEAKERS: That is so wrong. 1333 01:06:15.058 --> 01:06:16.973 [SENTIMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING THROUGH SPEAKERS] 1334 01:06:31.944 --> 01:06:32.945 [INHALES SHARPLY] 1335 01:06:38.646 --> 01:06:40.997 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam... Adam. 1336 01:06:41.040 --> 01:06:44.087 Hey, over here. 1337 01:06:44.130 --> 01:06:45.392 Adam. 1338 01:06:45.436 --> 01:06:46.741 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1339 01:06:46.785 --> 01:06:48.004 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 1340 01:06:50.093 --> 01:06:51.746 That's not good. 1341 01:06:55.315 --> 01:06:56.577 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING CONTINUES] 1342 01:07:01.800 --> 01:07:02.844 [FIRE CRACKLES] 1343 01:07:02.888 --> 01:07:03.889 [GASPS] 1344 01:07:06.065 --> 01:07:07.371 [IN SING-SONG VOICE] Finally! 1345 01:07:07.414 --> 01:07:09.460 No way! What is going on with you? 1346 01:07:09.503 --> 01:07:11.027 Nothing, I'm fine. 1347 01:07:11.070 --> 01:07:12.985 No, you're not fine. 1348 01:07:13.029 --> 01:07:14.117 You don't even look like 1349 01:07:14.160 --> 01:07:15.857 you're on this planet half the time. 1350 01:07:15.901 --> 01:07:18.251 Adam, look, you can trust her. 1351 01:07:19.600 --> 01:07:22.038 No, you're right. There is something. 1352 01:07:22.081 --> 01:07:23.865 [SOFTLY] Yeah. 1353 01:07:23.909 --> 01:07:24.997 Yeah, just show her who you are. 1354 01:07:25.041 --> 01:07:26.390 Tell her about us. 1355 01:07:26.433 --> 01:07:27.608 Don't do that. 1356 01:07:30.872 --> 01:07:33.440 There's been a lot going on at home. 1357 01:07:33.484 --> 01:07:34.963 Lately. 1358 01:07:35.007 --> 01:07:37.749 I've been feeling really alone. 1359 01:07:37.792 --> 01:07:40.273 I'm sorry. 1360 01:07:40.317 --> 01:07:43.059 But I don't feel that way when I'm with you. 1361 01:07:47.846 --> 01:07:49.413 Oh, yeah. 1362 01:07:51.023 --> 01:07:52.285 So... 1363 01:07:54.331 --> 01:07:55.462 I wanted... 1364 01:07:57.160 --> 01:07:59.771 I wanna know if you'd wanna go to prom with me? 1365 01:08:01.512 --> 01:08:02.687 [EXHALES] 1366 01:08:07.083 --> 01:08:10.303 I know it's an extension of the patriarchy and everything, 1367 01:08:11.435 --> 01:08:13.132 but would you? 1368 01:08:13.176 --> 01:08:16.483 Only if you tell people that I asked you. 1369 01:08:17.615 --> 01:08:19.486 -Deal. -Deal. 1370 01:08:19.530 --> 01:08:20.661 Aw. 1371 01:08:22.185 --> 01:08:23.534 [MUSIC PLAYING THROUGH SPEAKERS] 1372 01:08:38.375 --> 01:08:41.247 ♪ Well, it's been building up inside of me 1373 01:08:41.291 --> 01:08:44.990 ♪ For, oh I don't know how long 1374 01:08:46.209 --> 01:08:47.775 ♪ I don't know why 1375 01:08:47.819 --> 01:08:49.212 ♪ But I keep thinking 1376 01:08:49.255 --> 01:08:53.651 ♪ Something's bound to go wrong 1377 01:08:53.694 --> 01:08:57.568 ♪ But she looks in my eyes 1378 01:08:57.611 --> 01:08:59.874 ♪ And makes me realize 1379 01:08:59.918 --> 01:09:01.920 ADAM: My mom told me something once 1380 01:09:01.963 --> 01:09:04.792 when she first started dating again. 1381 01:09:04.836 --> 01:09:08.274 You lose your secrets when you let people get too close. 1382 01:09:08.318 --> 01:09:10.015 It can be painful, 1383 01:09:10.058 --> 01:09:11.277 to let someone find you 1384 01:09:11.321 --> 01:09:13.627 in all the dark and twisty places inside. 1385 01:09:13.671 --> 01:09:16.326 But you have to hope they do, 1386 01:09:16.369 --> 01:09:18.850 because that's the beginning of everything. 1387 01:09:21.287 --> 01:09:24.725 But letting Maya love me the way that I am 1388 01:09:24.769 --> 01:09:28.164 would be like letting her catch a disease. 1389 01:09:28.207 --> 01:09:30.862 She doesn't deserve to be loved by someone 1390 01:09:30.905 --> 01:09:33.734 who can't see the world the way it is. 1391 01:09:33.778 --> 01:09:34.779 Right? 1392 01:09:36.607 --> 01:09:38.217 And I'd really like to keep my secrets 1393 01:09:38.261 --> 01:09:39.653 while I have them. 1394 01:09:47.792 --> 01:09:49.446 You wanna explain these? 1395 01:09:53.319 --> 01:09:54.668 What do you want me to say? 1396 01:09:54.712 --> 01:09:56.583 I want you to say that you haven't stopped 1397 01:09:56.627 --> 01:09:58.498 taking your medication behind my back. 1398 01:10:00.108 --> 01:10:02.023 I can't say that. 1399 01:10:03.111 --> 01:10:04.548 Do you have any idea 1400 01:10:04.591 --> 01:10:06.767 how much we have on the line with this school? 1401 01:10:08.595 --> 01:10:10.336 With your medical expenses? 1402 01:10:11.685 --> 01:10:13.121 What about me? 1403 01:10:14.645 --> 01:10:16.212 What about what I need? 1404 01:10:16.255 --> 01:10:18.692 What are you talking about? It's all about you. 1405 01:10:18.736 --> 01:10:20.955 It's all about you. All the time. 1406 01:10:20.999 --> 01:10:22.957 All of this is for you. 1407 01:10:23.001 --> 01:10:24.829 The books, and the articles, 1408 01:10:24.872 --> 01:10:29.225 and the sitting up all night reading forum after forum. 1409 01:10:29.268 --> 01:10:32.053 Do you think you're the only one in this house going through this? 1410 01:10:32.097 --> 01:10:34.926 So that's what they tell you in those parenting books? 1411 01:10:34.969 --> 01:10:37.015 Oh, my God! 1412 01:10:37.058 --> 01:10:39.844 You know, you are not the only person in this house 1413 01:10:39.887 --> 01:10:41.715 who is affected by this. 1414 01:10:41.759 --> 01:10:43.195 Do you think that this is the life 1415 01:10:43.239 --> 01:10:44.718 that I wanted for you? 1416 01:10:44.762 --> 01:10:46.416 For myself? 1417 01:10:46.981 --> 01:10:48.244 Okay. 1418 01:10:48.287 --> 01:10:51.421 I'm sorry for getting in the way of you, 1419 01:10:51.464 --> 01:10:53.074 and Paul, and the new baby, 1420 01:10:53.118 --> 01:10:55.338 and your perfect new life 1421 01:10:55.381 --> 01:10:59.429 that doesn't include a crazy stepson who hears voices. 1422 01:11:00.430 --> 01:11:02.475 Stop. Adam. 1423 01:11:02.519 --> 01:11:05.304 [SIGHS] Adam. Stop. 1424 01:11:06.479 --> 01:11:08.873 Listen to me. 1425 01:11:08.916 --> 01:11:12.268 I know that you must be scared, 1426 01:11:12.311 --> 01:11:14.922 and that it's lonely in your head, 1427 01:11:14.966 --> 01:11:17.316 and I wish, I wish I could be in there with you, 1428 01:11:17.360 --> 01:11:20.711 I wish I could ease that burden, but I can't. 1429 01:11:20.754 --> 01:11:22.843 I'm trying. I am really trying. 1430 01:11:22.887 --> 01:11:25.019 And I would do anything for you. 1431 01:11:25.063 --> 01:11:26.934 Just tell me what to do. Tell me. 1432 01:11:26.978 --> 01:11:28.588 Tell me how to help you. 1433 01:11:35.116 --> 01:11:37.467 There's nothing you can do. 1434 01:11:39.164 --> 01:11:42.689 The pills make me feel like I wanna die. 1435 01:11:42.733 --> 01:11:46.867 I can't see. I can't think. And I can't cook. 1436 01:11:47.999 --> 01:11:50.001 And what's the point if I can't cook? 1437 01:11:50.044 --> 01:11:52.351 Why didn't you share that with me? 1438 01:11:52.395 --> 01:11:54.135 We're in this together. We're... 1439 01:11:54.179 --> 01:11:56.224 We're supposed to be on the same team, remember? 1440 01:11:56.268 --> 01:11:58.923 We're not on the same team. 1441 01:11:58.966 --> 01:12:02.056 And we haven't been since Paul moved in. 1442 01:12:10.587 --> 01:12:12.110 BETH: I can't do that to him. 1443 01:12:12.153 --> 01:12:13.329 PAUL: Look, I understand that. 1444 01:12:13.372 --> 01:12:16.027 Just listen to me. We have to do something. 1445 01:12:16.070 --> 01:12:17.333 BETH: I know that, Paul. 1446 01:12:17.376 --> 01:12:18.377 PAUL: It's only a matter of time before you... 1447 01:12:18.421 --> 01:12:19.813 BETH: I'm doing everything I can. 1448 01:12:19.857 --> 01:12:21.815 PAUL: Do you see him? Do you see what's going on? 1449 01:12:21.859 --> 01:12:24.122 BETH: Of course, I see him. I see everything. 1450 01:12:24.165 --> 01:12:25.471 I'm his mother. 1451 01:12:25.515 --> 01:12:26.864 PAUL: I'm trying to avert the disaster. 1452 01:12:26.907 --> 01:12:28.866 We ain't taking no damn pills, you hear me? 1453 01:12:28.909 --> 01:12:30.041 JOAQUIN: You didn't need those pills. 1454 01:12:30.084 --> 01:12:31.085 BODYGUARD: We gotta get him outta here. 1455 01:12:31.129 --> 01:12:32.391 Screw the pills! 1456 01:12:32.435 --> 01:12:33.914 -REBECCA: Okay. -You're awesome, 1457 01:12:33.958 --> 01:12:35.655 and we're here for you. And we believe in you. 1458 01:12:35.699 --> 01:12:37.527 BODYGUARD: We ain't gonna let 'em take us out of ya. 1459 01:12:37.570 --> 01:12:39.006 This is our house! Ours! 1460 01:12:39.050 --> 01:12:40.094 JOAQUIN: This bed is really comfy. 1461 01:12:40.138 --> 01:12:41.139 [VOICES STOP] 1462 01:12:46.057 --> 01:12:47.188 [KEYBOARD CLACKING] 1463 01:13:07.426 --> 01:13:09.689 Sorry. You startled me. 1464 01:13:17.393 --> 01:13:19.090 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You're trash. 1465 01:13:21.266 --> 01:13:22.354 What? 1466 01:13:24.965 --> 01:13:26.924 Could you throw away your trash? 1467 01:13:30.144 --> 01:13:31.276 Sure. 1468 01:13:36.455 --> 01:13:38.239 -[GRUNTING] -[SHATTERING] 1469 01:13:38.283 --> 01:13:39.632 [GRUNTING CONTINUES] 1470 01:13:49.729 --> 01:13:50.730 You know... 1471 01:13:52.645 --> 01:13:54.995 I was really starting to look forward 1472 01:13:55.039 --> 01:13:56.997 to our Good Will Hunting moment. 1473 01:14:00.087 --> 01:14:01.654 TEACHER: When you're finished with the questions, 1474 01:14:01.698 --> 01:14:02.873 please pass them forward 1475 01:14:02.916 --> 01:14:05.919 and open up your textbooks to Chapter 18. 1476 01:14:05.963 --> 01:14:07.486 [CHUCKLES] 1477 01:14:07.530 --> 01:14:08.835 [BEEPS] 1478 01:14:08.879 --> 01:14:10.533 SISTER CATHERINE THROUGH PA: Adam Petrazelli, 1479 01:14:10.576 --> 01:14:13.318 please report to the Principal's office. 1480 01:14:18.802 --> 01:14:21.195 Adam, please, take a seat. 1481 01:14:27.332 --> 01:14:28.812 -ADAM: Mom, what's going on? -It's okay. 1482 01:14:28.855 --> 01:14:30.161 It has been brought to my attention 1483 01:14:30.204 --> 01:14:32.816 that you are no longer taking your medication. 1484 01:14:34.034 --> 01:14:38.430 Yeah, okay, it... It made me worse. 1485 01:14:38.474 --> 01:14:40.301 As I said from day one, 1486 01:14:40.345 --> 01:14:43.217 your admission to St. Agatha's is conditional. 1487 01:14:43.261 --> 01:14:45.219 We can't take any risks. 1488 01:14:45.263 --> 01:14:46.656 What does that mean? Risks? 1489 01:14:46.699 --> 01:14:49.572 They're afraid you're gonna hurt other students, Adam. 1490 01:14:50.616 --> 01:14:52.009 Are you kicking me out? 1491 01:14:52.052 --> 01:14:53.837 -Suspending you. -BETH: Temporarily. 1492 01:14:53.880 --> 01:14:56.492 Just... Just until we figure things out. 1493 01:14:56.535 --> 01:14:59.364 You may finish off the day to avoid causing a scene. 1494 01:15:01.801 --> 01:15:04.021 It was you. 1495 01:15:04.064 --> 01:15:05.762 I saw you writing that email to her. 1496 01:15:05.805 --> 01:15:06.937 I know you wanna send me away. 1497 01:15:06.980 --> 01:15:08.591 Adam, you need to calm down. 1498 01:15:08.634 --> 01:15:10.201 No one wants to send you away. 1499 01:15:10.244 --> 01:15:12.725 Yes, he does. And he's a liar. 1500 01:15:14.901 --> 01:15:16.903 This was my last chance. 1501 01:15:19.036 --> 01:15:21.778 I probably won't get another one. 1502 01:15:21.821 --> 01:15:23.388 Remember, Mom? 1503 01:15:26.957 --> 01:15:27.958 [DOOR SLAMS] 1504 01:15:33.398 --> 01:15:34.399 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1505 01:15:38.490 --> 01:15:40.579 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1506 01:15:49.632 --> 01:15:51.677 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING CONTINUES] 1507 01:16:02.079 --> 01:16:03.646 MAYA: Are you surprised? 1508 01:16:05.169 --> 01:16:06.953 What? Why? 1509 01:16:06.997 --> 01:16:08.912 It's... actually nice 1510 01:16:08.955 --> 01:16:11.088 to have some competition around here for once. 1511 01:16:11.131 --> 01:16:13.569 -What are you talking about? -[CHUCKLES] Come on. Let's go. 1512 01:16:14.439 --> 01:16:15.658 [INDISTINCT CHATTERING] 1513 01:16:20.837 --> 01:16:22.490 [GIRL EXCLAIMS] 1514 01:16:26.277 --> 01:16:27.974 I'm proud of you, Petrazelli. 1515 01:16:43.381 --> 01:16:45.296 Aren't you supposed to be in class? 1516 01:16:46.427 --> 01:16:48.429 I didn't feel like it. 1517 01:16:48.473 --> 01:16:50.606 You wanna hop in the box and talk about it? 1518 01:16:54.348 --> 01:16:56.829 What I'm dealing with can't be fixed, Father. 1519 01:17:06.839 --> 01:17:08.667 Try me. 1520 01:17:08.711 --> 01:17:11.365 What is even the purpose of all this? 1521 01:17:12.062 --> 01:17:14.717 Confession? 1522 01:17:14.760 --> 01:17:16.849 You think making people feel like shit 1523 01:17:16.893 --> 01:17:18.895 somehow brings out the best in them? 1524 01:17:18.938 --> 01:17:20.679 Cool philosophy. 1525 01:17:20.723 --> 01:17:24.552 "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, 1526 01:17:24.596 --> 01:17:27.294 "but the one that confesses and renounces them..." 1527 01:17:27.338 --> 01:17:30.254 That's great. 1528 01:17:30.297 --> 01:17:32.343 Another fortune cookie answer. 1529 01:17:34.171 --> 01:17:36.173 You have a list that you alternate? 1530 01:17:38.828 --> 01:17:40.699 Maybe. 1531 01:17:40.743 --> 01:17:45.486 Being ambiguous doesn't make you profound. 1532 01:17:47.401 --> 01:17:49.839 It makes you full of shit. 1533 01:17:51.231 --> 01:17:52.276 FATHER PATRICK: Here's something... 1534 01:17:52.319 --> 01:17:53.364 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Here's something 1535 01:17:53.407 --> 01:17:54.452 profound for you... 1536 01:17:54.495 --> 01:17:56.280 Why don't you kill yourself? 1537 01:17:59.718 --> 01:18:00.850 What? 1538 01:18:00.893 --> 01:18:02.634 I said, why don't you excuse yourself? 1539 01:18:02.678 --> 01:18:04.505 Take a day off. Leave yourself alone. 1540 01:18:04.549 --> 01:18:06.725 That's not what you said. 1541 01:18:12.905 --> 01:18:14.211 This is bullshit. 1542 01:18:14.254 --> 01:18:16.082 Hey, don't talk to your mother like that! 1543 01:18:16.126 --> 01:18:17.736 Thanks for the parenting advice, Paul. 1544 01:18:17.780 --> 01:18:19.782 What makes you think you could go to the prom tonight? 1545 01:18:19.825 --> 01:18:22.306 -You're suspended. -This is insane! 1546 01:18:22.349 --> 01:18:24.656 Hey, let's just sit down, okay? 1547 01:18:24.700 --> 01:18:25.875 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1548 01:18:25.918 --> 01:18:27.746 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You're trapped. 1549 01:18:27.790 --> 01:18:30.880 I'm trapped. This is how it starts. 1550 01:18:30.923 --> 01:18:31.968 ADAM'S DARKNESS: This is how they do it. 1551 01:18:32.011 --> 01:18:33.665 This is how you do it. 1552 01:18:33.709 --> 01:18:35.319 First, it's the pills. 1553 01:18:35.362 --> 01:18:37.103 Then the pills make me feel like shit, 1554 01:18:37.147 --> 01:18:38.278 so, I come off of them. 1555 01:18:38.322 --> 01:18:40.672 And that's when Paul convinces you 1556 01:18:40.716 --> 01:18:41.934 -to send me somewhere. -[BETH SHUSHING] 1557 01:18:41.978 --> 01:18:43.762 Because nothing else works! 1558 01:18:46.112 --> 01:18:47.766 Nothing else works! 1559 01:18:47.810 --> 01:18:49.725 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Because nothing was designed to work. 1560 01:18:49.768 --> 01:18:52.423 Nothing was designed to work. That was the plan! 1561 01:18:52.466 --> 01:18:53.990 And I was right. 1562 01:18:54.033 --> 01:18:55.556 -PAUL: That wasn't the plan. -I was right the whole time. 1563 01:18:55.600 --> 01:18:56.862 That wasn't the plan, Adam. 1564 01:18:56.906 --> 01:18:58.429 Shut up, Paul! 1565 01:18:58.472 --> 01:19:00.779 -You poisoned my brain. -BETH: Hey. 1566 01:19:00.823 --> 01:19:02.650 ADAM: You know he did that, Mom. 1567 01:19:02.694 --> 01:19:04.217 -Can you see that? -Adam. 1568 01:19:04.261 --> 01:19:06.306 -Mom. Can you see that? -Come on. Come on. 1569 01:19:06.350 --> 01:19:09.483 BETH: Hey, hey, hey. Hey. Listen to me. 1570 01:19:09.527 --> 01:19:11.007 Listen to my voice. 1571 01:19:11.050 --> 01:19:13.357 My voice is the only one that matters right now, okay? 1572 01:19:13.400 --> 01:19:17.970 And I am telling you that you are my entire world, okay? 1573 01:19:19.015 --> 01:19:20.016 Adam? 1574 01:19:21.626 --> 01:19:23.149 Come on, kid. 1575 01:19:23.193 --> 01:19:25.238 Don't you see it's all a big bait and switch? 1576 01:19:26.022 --> 01:19:27.937 Adam? 1577 01:19:27.980 --> 01:19:30.374 You better get out of here before it's too late. 1578 01:19:31.984 --> 01:19:33.116 BETH: Adam. 1579 01:19:34.204 --> 01:19:35.640 I don't believe you. 1580 01:19:41.254 --> 01:19:42.690 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1581 01:20:00.186 --> 01:20:03.363 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam... 1582 01:20:04.582 --> 01:20:05.757 What are you doing? 1583 01:20:05.801 --> 01:20:08.673 No. Please... 1584 01:20:10.544 --> 01:20:13.939 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You're really gonna go to prom unprepared? 1585 01:20:13.983 --> 01:20:15.985 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1586 01:20:17.029 --> 01:20:19.815 [MUFFLED PROM MUSIC PLAYING] 1587 01:20:19.858 --> 01:20:21.468 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING CONTINUES] 1588 01:20:23.514 --> 01:20:25.733 ADAM'S DARKNESS: That's it. 1589 01:20:25.777 --> 01:20:28.084 How else will you survive the night? 1590 01:20:34.655 --> 01:20:37.267 Take all the pills. 1591 01:20:39.008 --> 01:20:41.140 Do it. Do it. 1592 01:20:43.316 --> 01:20:45.536 GIRL: No, I will. I will, I promise. 1593 01:20:45.579 --> 01:20:48.278 GUY: That's not what I saw. 1594 01:20:48.321 --> 01:20:49.714 [MUFFLED PROM MUSIC CONTINUES] 1595 01:20:53.457 --> 01:20:54.893 GUY 2: Good, girl. 1596 01:20:54.937 --> 01:20:57.853 GIRL 2: Thank you. You like it? Oh, yeah. 1597 01:20:59.724 --> 01:21:02.031 What are you staring at? 1598 01:21:02.074 --> 01:21:06.862 I just thought you didn't really care about dances. 1599 01:21:06.905 --> 01:21:09.690 Well, I don't do anything halfway, so... 1600 01:21:09.734 --> 01:21:11.127 Clearly. 1601 01:21:12.345 --> 01:21:17.350 I'll, um, try not to pierce your nipple. 1602 01:21:20.614 --> 01:21:23.095 Why are you sweating? Did you run here? 1603 01:21:23.139 --> 01:21:24.227 [CHUCKLES] 1604 01:21:24.270 --> 01:21:26.359 -MAYA: Yeah? No. -No, no, no. 1605 01:21:26.403 --> 01:21:29.145 No, it's just really hot out. Do you want this? 1606 01:21:29.188 --> 01:21:31.974 -Yeah. -Okay... 1607 01:21:33.366 --> 01:21:35.281 You sure you're okay? 1608 01:21:35.325 --> 01:21:38.502 Yeah. You wanna go inside? 1609 01:21:38.545 --> 01:21:41.722 -MAYA: Okay. -ADAM: Come on. 1610 01:21:41.766 --> 01:21:43.899 [LIGHTS BUZZING, FLASHING] 1611 01:21:47.641 --> 01:21:49.817 Oh, wow. That was bright. 1612 01:21:50.731 --> 01:21:51.994 -Wanna go? -Yeah. 1613 01:21:54.474 --> 01:21:56.172 [DANCE MUSIC PLAYING] 1614 01:22:00.567 --> 01:22:02.178 [INDISTINCT ECHOING] 1615 01:22:04.571 --> 01:22:05.964 [INDISTINCT DISTORTION] 1616 01:22:09.533 --> 01:22:12.492 Yeah. Do you want some punch? 1617 01:22:12.536 --> 01:22:13.972 Sure. 1618 01:22:14.016 --> 01:22:16.148 -[EXCLAIMS] Hey! -Sorry. 1619 01:22:16.192 --> 01:22:17.584 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1620 01:22:23.155 --> 01:22:25.766 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Excuse me, Mr. Petrazelli... 1621 01:22:25.810 --> 01:22:28.987 ...what part of suspended do you not understand? 1622 01:22:29.031 --> 01:22:31.076 Young man, I'm talking to you. 1623 01:22:31.120 --> 01:22:32.991 Where are you going? 1624 01:22:33.035 --> 01:22:35.037 -Mr. Petrazelli! -ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam... 1625 01:22:35.080 --> 01:22:36.516 Adam... 1626 01:22:44.655 --> 01:22:46.178 Hey. Hey, let's go dance. Come on. 1627 01:22:46.222 --> 01:22:47.658 Oh, okay. 1628 01:22:47.701 --> 01:22:49.007 [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING] 1629 01:23:17.731 --> 01:23:18.732 Adam? 1630 01:23:22.214 --> 01:23:23.520 -MAYA: Adam? -Excuse me. 1631 01:23:23.563 --> 01:23:25.087 You can't just walk away from me. 1632 01:23:25.130 --> 01:23:26.262 You have to leave this prom right now. 1633 01:23:26.305 --> 01:23:27.741 MAYA: Hey, hey, wait. What's going on? 1634 01:23:27.785 --> 01:23:29.830 SISTER CATHERINE: We discussed this, Mr. Petrazelli. 1635 01:23:29.874 --> 01:23:32.442 [DISTORTED] You don't have permission to be here. 1636 01:23:32.485 --> 01:23:35.967 You will leave the prom right now. 1637 01:23:36.011 --> 01:23:37.490 You are suspended. 1638 01:23:37.534 --> 01:23:40.319 -[EXCLAIMS] -[STUDENTS GASPING] 1639 01:23:40.363 --> 01:23:43.453 Oh, my God. Oh, my God, Adam! 1640 01:23:43.496 --> 01:23:45.107 Adam! 1641 01:23:45.150 --> 01:23:48.153 Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. 1642 01:23:48.197 --> 01:23:49.328 Adam! 1643 01:24:21.230 --> 01:24:22.796 [PANTING] 1644 01:24:26.278 --> 01:24:28.585 [GASPS] 1645 01:24:28.628 --> 01:24:29.934 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1646 01:24:36.114 --> 01:24:39.161 Stay with us, buddy. Stay with... 1647 01:24:39.204 --> 01:24:41.119 Adam, look at me. Adam! Adam! Look at me quick. 1648 01:24:41.163 --> 01:24:42.816 -Eyes open. -[ADAM GASPING] 1649 01:24:42.860 --> 01:24:44.122 PARAMEDIC 1: Pupils are nine point four. 1650 01:24:44.166 --> 01:24:45.993 Adam, you're okay. You're safe. You're safe. 1651 01:24:46.037 --> 01:24:47.734 -Adam, Adam, Adam. -[STRUGGLING] 1652 01:24:47.778 --> 01:24:49.606 Slow down. Slow down. You're all right. You're okay. 1653 01:24:49.649 --> 01:24:51.216 PARAMEDIC 2: Breathe, breathe. 1654 01:24:59.050 --> 01:25:00.356 [BREATHING SHAKILY] 1655 01:25:12.107 --> 01:25:13.108 Hey. 1656 01:25:14.805 --> 01:25:17.373 What's going on? Where's Maya? 1657 01:25:17.416 --> 01:25:19.114 Is she okay? 1658 01:25:19.157 --> 01:25:21.638 She's, uh... She's worried about you. 1659 01:25:21.681 --> 01:25:23.161 [SNIFFLES] 1660 01:25:23.205 --> 01:25:24.597 We all are. 1661 01:25:28.862 --> 01:25:30.212 Does she know? 1662 01:25:31.735 --> 01:25:33.606 I told her, honey. 1663 01:25:34.651 --> 01:25:36.696 No, no, no. 1664 01:25:37.741 --> 01:25:38.742 No. 1665 01:25:41.310 --> 01:25:42.441 No. 1666 01:25:43.573 --> 01:25:45.575 What is this? 1667 01:25:45.618 --> 01:25:47.359 -PAUL: Adam. -What's going on? 1668 01:25:47.403 --> 01:25:48.665 PAUL: That's just for your own safety. 1669 01:25:48.708 --> 01:25:50.014 -Shut up, Paul. Shut up. -BETH: Hey. [SHUSHES] 1670 01:25:50.057 --> 01:25:52.016 -It's just temporary. -Where am I? 1671 01:25:52.059 --> 01:25:54.061 Listen, you were upset, 1672 01:25:54.105 --> 01:25:55.976 and we didn't want you to hurt yourself. 1673 01:25:56.020 --> 01:25:58.240 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 1674 01:25:58.283 --> 01:25:59.806 Okay, when can I go home? 1675 01:25:59.850 --> 01:26:02.113 You have to get better first. 1676 01:26:07.510 --> 01:26:08.989 You wanted to put me here, 1677 01:26:09.033 --> 01:26:11.035 in a place where they could fix me. 1678 01:26:11.078 --> 01:26:12.471 "Professionally." 1679 01:26:12.515 --> 01:26:13.733 It's not how I meant it, Adam. 1680 01:26:13.777 --> 01:26:15.996 [KNOCKING] 1681 01:26:16.040 --> 01:26:17.041 Hi. 1682 01:26:23.221 --> 01:26:25.745 Can you please make her leave? 1683 01:26:25.789 --> 01:26:27.747 Adam... 1684 01:26:27.791 --> 01:26:30.097 Oh, I'm ready, boss. All you gotta do 1685 01:26:30.141 --> 01:26:31.490 -is say the word. -[SHOUTS] Stop! 1686 01:26:31.534 --> 01:26:32.578 Don't... Don't move. 1687 01:26:34.406 --> 01:26:39.585 Adam, listen to me. She can accept all of you. 1688 01:26:39.629 --> 01:26:41.544 Okay, please, everyone be quiet. 1689 01:26:44.808 --> 01:26:46.679 This is it. 1690 01:26:46.723 --> 01:26:48.986 This is what it means to let someone find you 1691 01:26:49.029 --> 01:26:51.118 in all the dark and twisty places inside. 1692 01:26:51.162 --> 01:26:52.642 Shut up! 1693 01:26:52.685 --> 01:26:54.905 No, this can be the beginning of everything, remember? 1694 01:26:54.948 --> 01:26:56.820 Shut up! Shut up! 1695 01:27:01.085 --> 01:27:03.305 Are you happy? 1696 01:27:03.348 --> 01:27:05.220 This is who I am. 1697 01:27:06.003 --> 01:27:08.527 It's my big secret, okay? 1698 01:27:08.571 --> 01:27:10.399 No, this isn't who you are. 1699 01:27:10.442 --> 01:27:12.270 Yes, it is! 1700 01:27:12.314 --> 01:27:15.273 I am crazy, and I'm dangerous. 1701 01:27:16.318 --> 01:27:18.320 And I'm... 1702 01:27:18.363 --> 01:27:20.452 I need you to leave. 1703 01:27:20.496 --> 01:27:21.845 No. 1704 01:27:21.888 --> 01:27:25.152 [SHOUTING] Do I look like I need a fucking tutor? 1705 01:27:27.590 --> 01:27:30.506 Find some other way to keep the lights on! 1706 01:27:31.376 --> 01:27:32.812 Make her leave. 1707 01:27:32.856 --> 01:27:34.771 -Please. Everyone, get out! -BETH: Okay. 1708 01:27:37.339 --> 01:27:39.732 Don't touch me. 1709 01:28:03.190 --> 01:28:04.844 This is Seroquel? 1710 01:28:04.888 --> 01:28:06.716 Yeah, I tried that one. 1711 01:28:06.759 --> 01:28:08.979 ♪ You probably think you're going to Heaven 1712 01:28:10.372 --> 01:28:13.723 ♪ Even though you put me through hell 1713 01:28:13.766 --> 01:28:17.553 ♪ You're preachy like you're some kind of reverend 1714 01:28:17.596 --> 01:28:19.990 ♪ I wish you'd turn the light on yourself 1715 01:28:20.033 --> 01:28:23.602 ♪ You thought that if you wrecked my car 1716 01:28:23.646 --> 01:28:27.345 ♪ Those flames would mend your broken heart 1717 01:28:27.389 --> 01:28:31.044 ♪ I know you say it's all my fault 1718 01:28:31.088 --> 01:28:33.873 ♪ But, darling if these walls could talk 1719 01:28:35.962 --> 01:28:39.575 ♪ They'd say that you should put down your weapons 1720 01:28:39.618 --> 01:28:42.317 ♪ Before you go and start up a war 1721 01:28:43.666 --> 01:28:47.147 ♪ There's no point in getting upset here 1722 01:28:47.191 --> 01:28:49.541 ♪ You can't tell what you're fighting for 1723 01:28:49.585 --> 01:28:53.110 ♪ I know you're telling all your friends 1724 01:28:53.153 --> 01:28:56.983 ♪ Those things I wish I never said 1725 01:28:57.027 --> 01:29:00.335 ♪ I know you won't pick up my calls 1726 01:29:00.378 --> 01:29:03.294 ♪ But, darling if these walls could talk ♪ 1727 01:29:03.338 --> 01:29:05.035 FATHER PATRICK: Good morning. 1728 01:29:08.560 --> 01:29:10.040 You see him, right? 1729 01:29:11.433 --> 01:29:13.478 Yeah, he's real. 1730 01:29:13.522 --> 01:29:15.915 Group session in four minutes. 1731 01:29:15.959 --> 01:29:16.960 Okay. 1732 01:29:19.745 --> 01:29:21.312 What are you doing here? 1733 01:29:21.356 --> 01:29:23.923 FATHER PATRICK: I'm on my way to the graduation ceremony. 1734 01:29:23.967 --> 01:29:26.186 I just wanted to see how you were doing. 1735 01:29:26.230 --> 01:29:27.927 ADAM: I've had better days. 1736 01:29:30.103 --> 01:29:32.192 Are you even allowed to be fraternizing 1737 01:29:32.236 --> 01:29:34.020 with someone like me? 1738 01:29:34.064 --> 01:29:36.022 You know I got expelled, right? 1739 01:29:36.066 --> 01:29:37.937 FATHER PATRICK: The only agenda I serve is God's. 1740 01:29:40.244 --> 01:29:42.942 ADAM: Could you tell him to maybe reconsider his agenda, 1741 01:29:42.986 --> 01:29:45.902 'cause it feels like I'm getting the short end of the stick. 1742 01:29:46.598 --> 01:29:48.339 I'll put in a call. 1743 01:29:48.383 --> 01:29:49.514 You mind if I sit? 1744 01:29:51.342 --> 01:29:52.430 Go ahead. 1745 01:30:00.525 --> 01:30:02.135 Well, joking aside, I want to talk to you 1746 01:30:02.179 --> 01:30:03.615 about the question you asked me the other day. 1747 01:30:03.659 --> 01:30:05.443 About the point of confession. 1748 01:30:05.487 --> 01:30:06.488 Okay. 1749 01:30:06.531 --> 01:30:07.967 Sometimes, kids come to see me, 1750 01:30:08.011 --> 01:30:09.491 and they wanna know what it all means. 1751 01:30:09.534 --> 01:30:11.318 And I usually quote the Bible, 1752 01:30:11.362 --> 01:30:13.146 allowing them to attach their own meaning. 1753 01:30:14.757 --> 01:30:16.106 Trust me. I know. 1754 01:30:18.848 --> 01:30:20.980 But sometimes, a kid needs more. 1755 01:30:21.024 --> 01:30:23.548 Actually telling somebody our sins 1756 01:30:23.592 --> 01:30:26.725 is just an opportunity to admit that we are flawed. 1757 01:30:26.769 --> 01:30:28.771 You don't think we know we're flawed? 1758 01:30:28.814 --> 01:30:29.946 FATHER PATRICK: Everyone's flawed. 1759 01:30:29.989 --> 01:30:32.557 But admitting our flaws, 1760 01:30:32.601 --> 01:30:37.257 that gives us the opportunity and the strength to face them. 1761 01:30:38.781 --> 01:30:40.739 And that's why we confess. 1762 01:30:45.483 --> 01:30:46.919 I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this 1763 01:30:46.963 --> 01:30:48.878 before everything happened. 1764 01:30:48.921 --> 01:30:51.489 But I had no idea what you were up against. 1765 01:30:52.403 --> 01:30:53.926 Sure. 1766 01:30:53.970 --> 01:30:56.451 You want to pray with me before I go? 1767 01:30:56.494 --> 01:30:58.583 What if I still don't believe in God? 1768 01:30:59.410 --> 01:31:00.672 Then I will pray. 1769 01:31:00.716 --> 01:31:01.847 But you need to take the time to think about 1770 01:31:01.891 --> 01:31:03.414 what kind of person you wanna be. 1771 01:31:03.458 --> 01:31:06.461 At the very least, you need to believe in yourself. 1772 01:31:12.728 --> 01:31:14.991 Dear Father in heaven, 1773 01:31:15.034 --> 01:31:17.472 please watch over Adam on his road to recovery. 1774 01:31:21.388 --> 01:31:22.389 [KNOCKING] 1775 01:31:24.087 --> 01:31:25.131 Hi. 1776 01:31:25.175 --> 01:31:26.306 I'm gonna wait downstairs. 1777 01:31:26.350 --> 01:31:27.482 BETH: Okay. 1778 01:31:30.659 --> 01:31:32.574 They said you haven't been eating much, 1779 01:31:32.617 --> 01:31:35.664 so I thought you might want something fresh. 1780 01:31:35.707 --> 01:31:37.492 They made me take all the skewers out. 1781 01:31:37.535 --> 01:31:39.624 It looked a lot better in the store. 1782 01:31:42.540 --> 01:31:43.541 No, thanks. 1783 01:31:45.412 --> 01:31:47.327 How are you doing? 1784 01:31:47.371 --> 01:31:48.851 How do I look? 1785 01:31:53.551 --> 01:31:54.509 [BETH SIGHS] 1786 01:31:57.033 --> 01:31:58.687 This is temporary. 1787 01:31:58.730 --> 01:32:02.473 No diploma, no culinary school. 1788 01:32:03.953 --> 01:32:05.868 It's over. 1789 01:32:06.521 --> 01:32:07.826 This is my life now. 1790 01:32:07.870 --> 01:32:09.349 That's not true. 1791 01:32:13.310 --> 01:32:15.791 You used to tell me to see myself 1792 01:32:15.834 --> 01:32:17.967 as a person dealing with an illness, 1793 01:32:19.795 --> 01:32:22.624 but not become the illness itself. 1794 01:32:23.494 --> 01:32:26.279 But look at me. 1795 01:32:26.323 --> 01:32:30.240 I am looking at you, and I see my son. 1796 01:32:31.415 --> 01:32:33.156 Who I love more than anything. 1797 01:32:36.333 --> 01:32:39.031 Come on. You wanna go get something to eat downstairs? 1798 01:32:39.075 --> 01:32:41.077 No, I'm okay, but thank you. 1799 01:32:59.530 --> 01:33:01.010 See you later. 1800 01:33:01.880 --> 01:33:02.968 ADAM: Okay. 1801 01:33:13.370 --> 01:33:15.590 PAUL: Dear Sister Catherine, 1802 01:33:15.633 --> 01:33:18.636 I met Adam a little over a year ago. 1803 01:33:18.680 --> 01:33:21.857 I don't have much experience with kids, 1804 01:33:21.900 --> 01:33:25.077 but knowing Adam has taught me that being a parent 1805 01:33:25.121 --> 01:33:28.254 means becoming what your children need most. 1806 01:33:28.298 --> 01:33:31.083 Every step of the treatment has been reported. 1807 01:33:31.127 --> 01:33:33.695 Not because we were required to do so, 1808 01:33:33.738 --> 01:33:36.436 but because it is in Adam's best interest 1809 01:33:36.480 --> 01:33:38.177 to have the adults in his life 1810 01:33:38.221 --> 01:33:40.223 be as informed as possible. 1811 01:33:45.010 --> 01:33:47.883 Your threat to expel him is abusive, 1812 01:33:47.926 --> 01:33:49.711 and we will not tolerate it. 1813 01:33:49.754 --> 01:33:52.278 Right now, my son needs me 1814 01:33:52.322 --> 01:33:56.543 to protect him from narrow-minded people motivated by fear. 1815 01:33:56.587 --> 01:34:00.025 I have faith that you will make a decision 1816 01:34:00.069 --> 01:34:02.985 that reflects the moral and spiritual integrity 1817 01:34:03.028 --> 01:34:05.161 -St. Agatha's is built upon. -ADAM: Paul! 1818 01:34:05.204 --> 01:34:07.859 Paul. Paul. 1819 01:34:15.171 --> 01:34:16.520 I'm sorry. 1820 01:34:17.434 --> 01:34:18.565 It's okay. 1821 01:34:19.349 --> 01:34:20.524 It's okay. 1822 01:34:24.789 --> 01:34:27.270 I know you didn't sign up for this. 1823 01:34:28.140 --> 01:34:29.794 I'm not going anywhere. 1824 01:34:31.404 --> 01:34:33.537 I'm not trying to replace your dad. 1825 01:34:34.538 --> 01:34:36.888 No, I know. 1826 01:34:36.932 --> 01:34:38.411 But he was an asshole anyway. 1827 01:34:41.197 --> 01:34:43.416 I need you to take me somewhere. 1828 01:34:43.460 --> 01:34:45.592 What? Where? 1829 01:34:47.116 --> 01:34:48.334 Look, there is no cure, 1830 01:34:48.378 --> 01:34:50.206 and maybe one day, there will be, 1831 01:34:50.249 --> 01:34:54.210 but right now, I gotta work this out on my own terms. 1832 01:34:54.253 --> 01:34:56.125 And I can't do that here. 1833 01:34:56.908 --> 01:35:00.172 Please, Mom, be with me 1834 01:35:00.956 --> 01:35:02.218 on the same team. 1835 01:35:03.610 --> 01:35:04.873 Okay. 1836 01:35:05.569 --> 01:35:07.092 Okay. 1837 01:35:07.136 --> 01:35:08.485 -Okay. -Okay. 1838 01:35:08.528 --> 01:35:10.487 All right. I'll go sign him out. 1839 01:35:10.530 --> 01:35:11.706 BETH: Okay. 1840 01:35:12.141 --> 01:35:13.620 Okay. 1841 01:35:13.664 --> 01:35:15.013 Thank you. 1842 01:35:18.582 --> 01:35:20.758 GIRL: That was when time stood still. 1843 01:35:20.802 --> 01:35:22.281 A moment that came to define 1844 01:35:22.325 --> 01:35:24.414 that chapter of my adolescence. 1845 01:35:24.457 --> 01:35:28.723 And as I stood there with my feet touching the cold waters of Lake Owano, 1846 01:35:28.766 --> 01:35:30.376 I knew I could never go back again. 1847 01:35:30.420 --> 01:35:32.291 Thank you. 1848 01:35:32.335 --> 01:35:33.336 [APPLAUSE] 1849 01:35:35.555 --> 01:35:37.514 SISTER CATHERINE: Let's have another round of applause 1850 01:35:37.557 --> 01:35:39.603 for our Benchmark Exam finalists. 1851 01:35:39.646 --> 01:35:40.647 [APPLAUSE] 1852 01:35:45.435 --> 01:35:48.394 Without further ado, may I present 1853 01:35:48.438 --> 01:35:53.878 St. Agatha's graduating class of 2020. 1854 01:35:53.922 --> 01:35:56.054 [APPLAUSE CONTINUES] 1855 01:35:56.098 --> 01:35:57.882 SISTER CATHERINE: Jordan Adler. 1856 01:35:57.926 --> 01:35:59.623 [CHEERING] 1857 01:35:59.666 --> 01:36:01.016 Congratulations. 1858 01:36:01.059 --> 01:36:02.321 Lisa Alliser. 1859 01:36:02.365 --> 01:36:03.758 [CHEERING CONTINUES] 1860 01:36:07.892 --> 01:36:09.807 Monica Atkinson. 1861 01:36:11.548 --> 01:36:12.854 Oh, my God. 1862 01:36:19.512 --> 01:36:22.080 What are you doing? 1863 01:36:22.124 --> 01:36:23.603 I'm graduating. 1864 01:36:29.827 --> 01:36:31.873 Thank you. 1865 01:36:31.916 --> 01:36:33.831 Um... 1866 01:36:33.875 --> 01:36:35.833 Um, I'm sorry but there's one other essay 1867 01:36:35.877 --> 01:36:37.139 that's been scheduled 1868 01:36:37.182 --> 01:36:38.401 to be read. 1869 01:36:39.968 --> 01:36:42.666 Okay, that was a bold move. 1870 01:36:42.709 --> 01:36:44.102 [INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1871 01:36:45.669 --> 01:36:47.236 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam. 1872 01:36:49.412 --> 01:36:50.717 Adam... 1873 01:36:50.761 --> 01:36:52.284 [ECHOING AND DISTORTION] 1874 01:36:53.851 --> 01:36:57.289 You're not telling them anything, no. 1875 01:36:57.333 --> 01:36:58.421 ADAM: Okay. 1876 01:37:01.032 --> 01:37:02.512 [WHISPERING AND DISTORTION] 1877 01:37:08.953 --> 01:37:10.433 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Adam... 1878 01:37:16.918 --> 01:37:18.310 No. 1879 01:37:18.354 --> 01:37:22.575 Hi. I'm Adam. 1880 01:37:22.619 --> 01:37:25.622 -I'm here because... -ADAM'S DARKNESS: Don't. 1881 01:37:25.665 --> 01:37:28.973 -[OVERLAPPING DISTORTION] -...I need my diploma. 1882 01:37:29.017 --> 01:37:30.366 Without it... 1883 01:37:30.409 --> 01:37:31.584 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Please, Adam. 1884 01:37:31.628 --> 01:37:33.717 ...I can't be the person I wanna be. 1885 01:37:34.500 --> 01:37:35.632 ADAM'S DARKNESS: Shut up. 1886 01:37:35.675 --> 01:37:37.373 [DISTORTION CONTINUES] 1887 01:37:37.416 --> 01:37:39.810 And that's because I have schizophrenia. 1888 01:37:46.861 --> 01:37:48.950 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. 1889 01:37:52.127 --> 01:37:54.433 It's a chemical disorder... 1890 01:37:54.477 --> 01:37:56.044 ADAM'S DARKNESS: This is why your father left. 1891 01:37:56.087 --> 01:37:57.219 ...in the brain. 1892 01:37:57.262 --> 01:37:59.917 And it makes you hear voices, 1893 01:37:59.961 --> 01:38:03.442 and see things that aren't there. 1894 01:38:03.486 --> 01:38:05.096 It sucks. 1895 01:38:05.140 --> 01:38:06.358 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You're terrified. 1896 01:38:06.402 --> 01:38:08.099 You could just Google it. 1897 01:38:08.143 --> 01:38:09.884 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You will always be terrified of me. 1898 01:38:11.494 --> 01:38:13.800 I have people in my life 1899 01:38:13.844 --> 01:38:16.891 who have been trying to help me. 1900 01:38:16.934 --> 01:38:20.590 People who've seen me as more than an illness. 1901 01:38:20.633 --> 01:38:22.374 But I pushed them away. 1902 01:38:22.418 --> 01:38:28.728 I tried chasing this idea of being normal. 1903 01:38:28.772 --> 01:38:30.295 Whatever that means. 1904 01:38:34.212 --> 01:38:36.823 Don't wanna end up on the bathroom walls, right? 1905 01:38:38.086 --> 01:38:40.175 ADAM'S DARKNESS: You are who you are... 1906 01:38:40.218 --> 01:38:41.263 [DISTORTING FADES] 1907 01:38:45.049 --> 01:38:48.183 The Benchmark Exam asked us 1908 01:38:48.226 --> 01:38:51.969 to write about our greatest failure. 1909 01:38:52.013 --> 01:38:56.104 And I wish that I could read my essay right now, 1910 01:38:56.147 --> 01:38:58.019 but it was based on a lie. 1911 01:39:02.110 --> 01:39:06.027 My greatest failure, hands down, 1912 01:39:06.070 --> 01:39:09.726 has been hiding from the ones I love. 1913 01:39:11.858 --> 01:39:13.860 For believing the voice in my head 1914 01:39:13.904 --> 01:39:15.558 when it tells me... 1915 01:39:17.168 --> 01:39:18.996 I'm ruining their lives. 1916 01:39:21.781 --> 01:39:24.828 For believing it when it tells me 1917 01:39:24.871 --> 01:39:28.266 I'm too defective to be loved by anyone. 1918 01:39:30.573 --> 01:39:34.969 You made me feel so many things. 1919 01:39:38.885 --> 01:39:41.453 And I wasn't ready to give that up. 1920 01:39:43.978 --> 01:39:46.850 I'm sorry you had to expel me 1921 01:39:46.893 --> 01:39:49.026 because I didn't fit your picture of normalcy. 1922 01:39:50.071 --> 01:39:51.942 But this is who I am. 1923 01:39:54.336 --> 01:39:55.598 This is who I am. 1924 01:39:56.512 --> 01:40:00.646 I'm Adam. I have an illness, 1925 01:40:00.690 --> 01:40:03.823 but I'm not the illness itself. 1926 01:40:06.217 --> 01:40:07.262 [SIGHS] 1927 01:40:08.872 --> 01:40:09.873 Okay. 1928 01:40:17.359 --> 01:40:18.447 Thank you. 1929 01:40:22.929 --> 01:40:24.714 [CHEERING] 1930 01:40:26.716 --> 01:40:27.847 [INDISTINCT MURMURING] 1931 01:40:41.165 --> 01:40:42.166 Adam. 1932 01:40:57.442 --> 01:40:59.792 Hey, I'm... I'm sorry about the hospital. 1933 01:40:59.836 --> 01:41:00.924 No, I don't care about the hospital. 1934 01:41:00.967 --> 01:41:02.839 -I was just in a bad place. -I know... 1935 01:41:02.882 --> 01:41:04.362 And you have every right to hate me. 1936 01:41:04.406 --> 01:41:05.407 -I don't hate you, okay? -ADAM: And if you don't wanna 1937 01:41:05.450 --> 01:41:06.451 -talk to me... -Stop! 1938 01:41:07.583 --> 01:41:09.150 Is that why you didn't tell me? 1939 01:41:10.760 --> 01:41:12.892 Because you thought that I was gonna leave? 1940 01:41:14.590 --> 01:41:15.765 Hey. 1941 01:41:16.418 --> 01:41:17.723 Right here. 1942 01:41:17.767 --> 01:41:20.248 -No. I'm just... -Then I don't... 1943 01:41:20.291 --> 01:41:21.640 I'm always gonna see things, 1944 01:41:21.684 --> 01:41:24.339 and hear things that I shouldn't. 1945 01:41:24.382 --> 01:41:26.558 And the drugs aren't always gonna work. 1946 01:41:26.602 --> 01:41:29.126 And I'm sorry, but I can't put you through that. 1947 01:41:32.042 --> 01:41:33.739 I'm sorry. 1948 01:41:33.783 --> 01:41:34.958 Hey. 1949 01:41:35.001 --> 01:41:37.656 Hey, hey. 1950 01:41:37.700 --> 01:41:41.399 What makes you think you get to make that decision on your own? 1951 01:41:41.443 --> 01:41:43.923 I wasn't mad about the hospital. 1952 01:41:43.967 --> 01:41:45.534 Or that you lied to me. 1953 01:41:45.577 --> 01:41:46.578 ADAM: Then why? 1954 01:41:48.319 --> 01:41:50.060 You didn't let me choose. 1955 01:41:51.148 --> 01:41:53.716 You didn't give me a chance to stay. 1956 01:41:55.326 --> 01:41:56.675 Would you have? 1957 01:41:59.635 --> 01:42:01.158 I love you. 1958 01:42:03.813 --> 01:42:07.251 Hey, there's never been a more explicit cue to kiss the girl. 1959 01:42:15.868 --> 01:42:17.305 Okay. 1960 01:42:18.349 --> 01:42:20.656 [REBECCA AND JOAQUIN EXCLAIMING] 1961 01:42:20.699 --> 01:42:22.310 JOAQUIN: Yes, yes, yes! 1962 01:42:22.353 --> 01:42:24.573 ADAM: Am I gonna sit here and tell you 1963 01:42:24.616 --> 01:42:28.490 that things like love and honesty can cure crazy? 1964 01:42:28.533 --> 01:42:29.926 No. 1965 01:42:29.969 --> 01:42:32.189 But they sure can help. 1966 01:42:32.233 --> 01:42:33.799 For example, 1967 01:42:33.843 --> 01:42:36.933 my graduation speech earned St. Agatha's enough shitty PR 1968 01:42:36.976 --> 01:42:39.196 for them to give me my diploma. 1969 01:42:39.240 --> 01:42:41.807 That felt like a win for honesty. 1970 01:42:41.851 --> 01:42:43.940 And as for love, 1971 01:42:44.854 --> 01:42:46.160 my mom was right. 1972 01:42:47.900 --> 01:42:49.815 BETH: Tiny little fingers. 1973 01:42:49.859 --> 01:42:51.600 ADAM: You have to let people discover 1974 01:42:51.643 --> 01:42:54.646 all your dark and twisty places inside. 1975 01:42:54.690 --> 01:42:56.909 She looks like you a little bit. 1976 01:42:56.953 --> 01:42:59.260 These big cheeks. 1977 01:42:59.303 --> 01:43:00.522 -See these cheeks... -[INDISTINCT WHISPERING] 1978 01:43:07.529 --> 01:43:10.009 REBECCA: [WHISPERING] Adam, come over here. 1979 01:43:17.321 --> 01:43:18.496 [WHISPERING STOPS] 1980 01:43:18.540 --> 01:43:20.368 ADAM: Because those are the people 1981 01:43:20.411 --> 01:43:22.239 that can show you what's real 1982 01:43:22.283 --> 01:43:25.416 when you can't see that for yourself. 1983 01:43:25.460 --> 01:43:27.462 It can be the beginning of everything. 1984 01:43:28.550 --> 01:43:30.116 If you let it. 1985 01:43:30.160 --> 01:43:32.989 -Yeah. All right, no. Stop. -BETH: You do.