WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:06.775 --> 00:01:07.981 Adam: At first, they thought 4 00:01:08.068 --> 00:01:10.525 there was something wrong with my eyes. 5 00:01:11.738 --> 00:01:14.320 - Ophthalmologist: One or two? - One. 6 00:01:14.866 --> 00:01:16.026 Adam: What I would have given 7 00:01:16.118 --> 00:01:18.029 for a classic case of glaucoma. 8 00:01:22.749 --> 00:01:24.069 Ophthalmologist: Okay, we're done. 9 00:01:25.294 --> 00:01:26.955 Adam: 'Cause soon after... 10 00:01:29.423 --> 00:01:31.459 I started hearing the voices. 11 00:01:31.592 --> 00:01:33.628 Adam's darkness: Adam. 12 00:01:39.224 --> 00:01:40.259 Adam's darkness: Adam. 13 00:01:40.684 --> 00:01:42.891 I'm sure they told you about the cooking. 14 00:01:43.061 --> 00:01:44.346 Call it what you want, 15 00:01:44.438 --> 00:01:47.555 a distraction, self-medicating, whatever. 16 00:01:47.733 --> 00:01:50.315 But it was the only thing that could make them shut up. 17 00:01:59.494 --> 00:02:00.529 You okay? 18 00:02:01.079 --> 00:02:02.410 Adam: And don't blame my mom 19 00:02:02.497 --> 00:02:04.033 for not figuring it out sooner. 20 00:02:05.250 --> 00:02:07.866 She had a lot goin' on the past couple of years. 21 00:02:09.921 --> 00:02:12.663 When my dad decided the whole fatherhood thing 22 00:02:12.841 --> 00:02:15.127 was a buzzkill for his creativity, 23 00:02:16.803 --> 00:02:19.294 we had to take the shit sandwich we'd been served 24 00:02:19.473 --> 00:02:20.883 and make it edible. 25 00:02:25.604 --> 00:02:27.060 So, I cooked. 26 00:02:27.898 --> 00:02:28.933 And cooked. 27 00:02:30.108 --> 00:02:32.690 And the meals became my contribution 28 00:02:32.778 --> 00:02:34.643 to our underdog story. 29 00:02:38.950 --> 00:02:41.487 Mmm. Sweetheart, it's delicious. 30 00:02:41.703 --> 00:02:44.069 Plus, I got really good at it. 31 00:02:44.206 --> 00:02:47.619 Mmm. It's just the right amount of cumin. 32 00:02:51.588 --> 00:02:53.169 Adam: And then Paul moved in. 33 00:02:57.219 --> 00:02:58.800 Mmm, it's interestin'. 34 00:03:02.349 --> 00:03:04.010 It's so good, honey. I love it. 35 00:03:04.226 --> 00:03:07.059 Adam: Home, as I knew it, became a thing of the past. 36 00:03:07.479 --> 00:03:08.479 Paul: Uh... 37 00:03:08.563 --> 00:03:09.894 Adam: So I was getting out a lot. 38 00:03:14.695 --> 00:03:16.435 Adam: Getting into cooking school next fall 39 00:03:16.530 --> 00:03:18.111 was like an oasis 40 00:03:18.281 --> 00:03:20.818 from the dumpster fire my brain was slowly becoming. 41 00:03:24.246 --> 00:03:26.828 I just needed to keep my eye on the prize 42 00:03:26.998 --> 00:03:28.454 and bide my time. 43 00:03:32.713 --> 00:03:35.705 How hard could it be to hide my burgeoning insanity 44 00:03:35.882 --> 00:03:38.749 from the unforgiving ecosystem that is high school? 45 00:03:38.927 --> 00:03:40.087 Todd: Check this out. 46 00:03:40.595 --> 00:03:42.551 We finally got invited to one of Sarah's parties. 47 00:03:43.890 --> 00:03:45.175 We can't miss this one, man. 48 00:03:45.350 --> 00:03:46.430 You're coming, right? 49 00:03:46.685 --> 00:03:48.095 I'll pick you up tonight? 50 00:03:49.563 --> 00:03:50.723 Who is that? 51 00:03:51.356 --> 00:03:53.096 Sarah? The love of my life? 52 00:03:53.275 --> 00:03:56.984 Adam: I mean, for a while, they were just voices. 53 00:03:57.154 --> 00:03:58.564 Yeah, right. Sarah. 54 00:04:00.907 --> 00:04:02.547 Teacher: Now that you've added the solute, 55 00:04:02.617 --> 00:04:05.484 please keep monitoring the ph and the temperature. 56 00:04:06.329 --> 00:04:09.366 So, my parents are on another trial separation, whatever. 57 00:04:09.541 --> 00:04:11.686 But I think I can guilt them into letting me take the car. 58 00:04:11.710 --> 00:04:13.200 What do you say, dude, for the party? 59 00:04:13.378 --> 00:04:15.460 And I'm telling you, man, I think tonight's... 60 00:04:15.672 --> 00:04:16.752 Adam's darkness: Adam. 61 00:04:17.674 --> 00:04:19.505 Todd: Adam, yo... 62 00:04:23.180 --> 00:04:24.761 Adam's darkness: Over here. 63 00:04:28.310 --> 00:04:29.720 - What? - Todd: Dude, careful, 64 00:04:29.811 --> 00:04:30.811 this shit's like lava. 65 00:04:30.979 --> 00:04:32.719 - I'm sorry. - What're you doin'? 66 00:04:32.898 --> 00:04:34.218 Adam's darkness: Right here, Adam. 67 00:04:39.529 --> 00:04:40.529 Todd. 68 00:04:40.697 --> 00:04:41.732 Rebecca: Adam. 69 00:04:42.699 --> 00:04:44.360 We need to leave now. 70 00:04:56.880 --> 00:04:57.880 Adam! 71 00:04:59.049 --> 00:05:01.335 Teacher: Everybody, clear away. Just clear away. 72 00:05:15.941 --> 00:05:17.101 Don't worry, boss. 73 00:05:17.400 --> 00:05:18.400 We got this. 74 00:05:18.527 --> 00:05:20.438 Todd: Do something, please! 75 00:05:21.112 --> 00:05:22.477 That hurts! It hurts! 76 00:05:23.365 --> 00:05:24.480 Bodyguard: Hey, kid. 77 00:05:24.866 --> 00:05:26.026 Kid! 78 00:05:26.117 --> 00:05:28.278 You want us to protect your scrawny ass, or what? 79 00:05:28.370 --> 00:05:29.370 Beat it. 80 00:05:36.628 --> 00:05:38.744 Adam. Go. 81 00:05:39.214 --> 00:05:40.316 Guard: Just calm down. 82 00:05:40.340 --> 00:05:42.001 Calm down, son. Calm down. 83 00:05:42.175 --> 00:05:43.415 Just calm down, son. 84 00:05:43.593 --> 00:05:45.675 Calm. Just calm down. It's okay. 85 00:05:46.972 --> 00:05:49.179 Just calm down, son. Calm down. 86 00:05:49.349 --> 00:05:51.010 Adam: Let go of me! Guard: Just breathe. 87 00:05:51.393 --> 00:05:53.008 Just calm down. 88 00:05:53.562 --> 00:05:55.518 Relax. Relax. 89 00:05:57.399 --> 00:06:00.061 Adam: They called it my first psychotic break. 90 00:06:01.611 --> 00:06:02.611 Doctor: Hello, mister... 91 00:06:02.696 --> 00:06:05.984 Adam: And that's when we found out exactly what I am. 92 00:06:06.408 --> 00:06:07.898 Schizophrenia. 93 00:06:08.076 --> 00:06:09.657 A chronic mental disorder 94 00:06:09.744 --> 00:06:12.156 in which a person loses touch with reality. 95 00:06:12.330 --> 00:06:15.242 Allowing for visual and auditory hallucinations. 96 00:06:15.417 --> 00:06:17.783 Paranoia. Delusions. 97 00:06:17.961 --> 00:06:21.453 Hence the chemistry class extravaganza. 98 00:06:21.840 --> 00:06:24.547 A cornucopia of shit, basically. 99 00:06:24.801 --> 00:06:27.713 Never goes away, never normal. 100 00:06:28.972 --> 00:06:30.007 The end. 101 00:06:32.976 --> 00:06:35.262 First, they expelled me from school. 102 00:06:39.983 --> 00:06:44.192 Hey, um, are you still goin' to Sarah's party next weekend? 103 00:06:45.071 --> 00:06:46.561 Todd's burn was so bad 104 00:06:46.656 --> 00:06:48.567 they had to take skin grafts from his ass. 105 00:06:48.742 --> 00:06:50.278 Where's your straitjacket, freak? 106 00:06:50.869 --> 00:06:51.904 Adam: Now, he hates me. 107 00:06:52.078 --> 00:06:53.078 Hey, come on, guys, 108 00:06:53.163 --> 00:06:54.323 - go to class. - Boy: Freak. 109 00:06:54.414 --> 00:06:55.414 Adam: They all do. 110 00:06:58.084 --> 00:07:00.496 Then Paul hid all the knives. 111 00:07:03.673 --> 00:07:05.129 Paul: I'm just gonna say this, 112 00:07:05.592 --> 00:07:07.128 but maybe we should send him some place 113 00:07:07.218 --> 00:07:09.049 that knows how to take care of him. 114 00:07:10.180 --> 00:07:11.386 Professionally. 115 00:07:14.100 --> 00:07:16.682 Just tell me when to start cracking skulls, kid. 116 00:07:18.146 --> 00:07:19.932 Deep breaths, Adam. 117 00:07:20.482 --> 00:07:21.767 They mean well. 118 00:07:23.443 --> 00:07:25.809 Looks like the neighborhood moms are training for the 10k. 119 00:07:25.987 --> 00:07:27.102 Wanna check it out? 120 00:07:27.280 --> 00:07:30.488 Adam: Once they showed up, they never went away. 121 00:07:30.659 --> 00:07:33.571 Like a bunch of inescapable roommates. 122 00:07:33.870 --> 00:07:35.235 There's Rebecca. 123 00:07:35.413 --> 00:07:38.951 She's sort of dalai lama meets Coachella. 124 00:07:39.459 --> 00:07:40.574 Always zen. 125 00:07:41.002 --> 00:07:43.163 Honestly, I don't mind her that much. 126 00:07:43.421 --> 00:07:46.629 Then there's the bodyguard, which is self-explanatory. 127 00:07:46.800 --> 00:07:48.711 He's temperamental but loyal. 128 00:07:48.885 --> 00:07:51.342 You always gotta watch your back. 129 00:07:51.513 --> 00:07:53.299 And lastly, there's Joaquin. 130 00:07:53.473 --> 00:07:55.213 He's like the horny best friend 131 00:07:55.308 --> 00:07:56.764 from a '90s teen movie 132 00:07:56.935 --> 00:07:58.266 following you around, 133 00:07:58.353 --> 00:08:00.093 saying all of your unfiltered thoughts. 134 00:08:00.313 --> 00:08:01.313 I know. 135 00:08:01.982 --> 00:08:04.018 It's a lot. 136 00:08:04.484 --> 00:08:05.519 That's where you come in, 137 00:08:06.361 --> 00:08:09.353 now that my mom is on this hopeless quest for a cure. 138 00:08:09.531 --> 00:08:10.987 Just like all the other 139 00:08:11.074 --> 00:08:12.655 delusional moms we've met along the way. 140 00:08:13.076 --> 00:08:14.782 Sitting in the same waiting rooms. 141 00:08:14.953 --> 00:08:17.444 Putting their faith in the same doctors. 142 00:08:17.622 --> 00:08:20.364 Quietly begging for the same thing. 143 00:08:21.167 --> 00:08:22.623 "Cure my kid." 144 00:08:27.298 --> 00:08:31.883 Abilify. Risperdal.Clozapine. Stelazine. 145 00:08:32.262 --> 00:08:34.924 Name a drug cocktail and I've tried it. 146 00:08:35.098 --> 00:08:36.713 Any changes at all? 147 00:08:43.815 --> 00:08:44.850 No. 148 00:08:46.234 --> 00:08:49.601 Yet, somehow, my mom hasn't given up hope. 149 00:08:50.947 --> 00:08:53.108 That makes one of us. I guess. 150 00:09:05.003 --> 00:09:07.119 So, there you have it. 151 00:09:07.672 --> 00:09:09.537 The whole woeful story. 152 00:09:09.966 --> 00:09:11.331 Take it or leave it. 153 00:09:11.760 --> 00:09:13.045 Or maybe just leave it. 154 00:09:13.219 --> 00:09:15.505 'Cause let's be honest, the only reason we're here 155 00:09:15.680 --> 00:09:18.922 is because my mom's persistence is inescapable. 156 00:09:19.100 --> 00:09:21.056 And I'm not trying to take a giant shit 157 00:09:21.144 --> 00:09:23.100 on your life's work or anything, 158 00:09:23.271 --> 00:09:27.765 but I'm part of an elite club they call treatment resistant. 159 00:09:28.318 --> 00:09:30.775 Which means, we're probably not gonna have 160 00:09:30.862 --> 00:09:35.105 our own "it's not your fault" moment from good will hunting. 161 00:09:36.326 --> 00:09:38.362 So, why don't you quietly reject me 162 00:09:38.453 --> 00:09:40.409 from this experimental trial 163 00:09:40.580 --> 00:09:42.946 and save us both the disappointment? 164 00:09:45.752 --> 00:09:46.787 Cool? 165 00:09:53.802 --> 00:09:55.918 Beth: Okay, sweetheart, time to go. 166 00:09:59.891 --> 00:10:03.133 I told you, I'm not gonna be someone's Guinea pig. 167 00:10:03.311 --> 00:10:05.372 We don't know what'll happen to me if I take that stuff. 168 00:10:05.396 --> 00:10:06.636 You might start feelin' better. 169 00:10:06.856 --> 00:10:09.689 You just might start spending a little more time out of bed. 170 00:10:09.776 --> 00:10:10.811 That's what could happen. 171 00:10:11.319 --> 00:10:13.901 Okay, but what if I lose all my hair? 172 00:10:14.239 --> 00:10:15.775 What if I go blind? 173 00:10:15.865 --> 00:10:16.865 What if it's poisoned? 174 00:10:17.033 --> 00:10:19.194 Honey, who would want to poison you? 175 00:10:19.285 --> 00:10:21.367 We ready? 176 00:10:21.788 --> 00:10:23.653 Beth: Okay, we'll be right down. 177 00:10:27.293 --> 00:10:28.328 Come on. 178 00:10:28.670 --> 00:10:30.752 I have a really good feeling about this one. 179 00:10:31.923 --> 00:10:33.459 Don't do us dirty, bro. 180 00:10:34.884 --> 00:10:36.249 Can I just take it later? 181 00:10:36.803 --> 00:10:37.803 Fine. 182 00:10:38.263 --> 00:10:39.343 Get dressed. 183 00:10:41.015 --> 00:10:44.052 We have got to go to Brazil. 184 00:10:46.646 --> 00:10:48.682 This looks like it could be nice. 185 00:10:57.365 --> 00:10:58.901 But I'm not even catholic. 186 00:10:59.450 --> 00:11:02.283 Catholics are more about attendance anyway. 187 00:11:02.829 --> 00:11:05.741 It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. petrazelli. 188 00:11:05.915 --> 00:11:07.155 You, too. 189 00:11:07.333 --> 00:11:08.413 Take it off. 190 00:11:09.043 --> 00:11:12.206 I'm glad you could all make the drive out here. 191 00:11:12.630 --> 00:11:14.040 Yeah, well, the only person 192 00:11:14.132 --> 00:11:16.339 that can't reject you is Jesus, right? 193 00:11:20.513 --> 00:11:23.550 I think what he means to say is we are 194 00:11:23.725 --> 00:11:25.966 very appreciative that you're considering Adam 195 00:11:26.060 --> 00:11:27.425 in the middle of the school year. 196 00:11:27.604 --> 00:11:29.014 Our lord embraces all children, 197 00:11:29.105 --> 00:11:31.471 even those with challenges. 198 00:11:32.942 --> 00:11:34.378 We make it a point... 199 00:11:34.402 --> 00:11:35.733 Come on, kid. 200 00:11:36.070 --> 00:11:37.776 Let me take care of her for ya. 201 00:11:37.947 --> 00:11:39.483 She's gonna be nothing but trouble. 202 00:11:39.657 --> 00:11:41.773 Sister Catherine: We want to give them the tools... 203 00:11:42.076 --> 00:11:43.566 Suit yourself. 204 00:11:46.998 --> 00:11:48.078 Oh, wow. 205 00:11:48.791 --> 00:11:50.201 Ils something wrong? 206 00:11:50.293 --> 00:11:51.328 Adam: No. 207 00:11:51.753 --> 00:11:53.084 Just wow. Ah. 208 00:11:54.047 --> 00:11:55.412 Quite the display. 209 00:11:56.549 --> 00:11:59.712 Yes, Saint Agatha's is home to the best and the brightest. 210 00:12:00.887 --> 00:12:02.252 Not just in the school district, 211 00:12:02.347 --> 00:12:04.508 but in all of the county. 212 00:12:05.099 --> 00:12:07.010 And the buck doesn't stop there. 213 00:12:07.185 --> 00:12:09.016 Moral and spiritual integrity 214 00:12:09.103 --> 00:12:12.140 are also of Paramount importance. 215 00:12:12.315 --> 00:12:15.603 As you know, Adam's admission 216 00:12:15.818 --> 00:12:17.604 to such a distinguished academic culture 217 00:12:17.695 --> 00:12:19.105 would be conditional. 218 00:12:19.280 --> 00:12:21.316 These expectations extend to him 219 00:12:21.407 --> 00:12:23.819 regardless of his medical issues. 220 00:12:23.993 --> 00:12:27.406 That won't be a problem. Right? Yeah? 221 00:12:27.580 --> 00:12:28.865 Yeah, right. 222 00:12:29.666 --> 00:12:31.748 I'm ready to excel on all fronts. 223 00:12:32.961 --> 00:12:34.667 It says here... 224 00:12:35.463 --> 00:12:38.079 That Adam has begun a recent medical trial 225 00:12:38.258 --> 00:12:40.340 to help treat his condition. 226 00:12:41.177 --> 00:12:43.418 Yes, he... he just started. 227 00:12:44.013 --> 00:12:45.878 And how are you feeling? 228 00:12:49.686 --> 00:12:51.096 Uh... 229 00:12:51.187 --> 00:12:52.518 All fired up. 230 00:12:55.817 --> 00:12:57.057 Well, 231 00:12:58.820 --> 00:13:00.310 we can accept Adam. 232 00:13:01.281 --> 00:13:03.146 On the condition that he maintain 233 00:13:03.241 --> 00:13:05.106 a three-point-five gpa. 234 00:13:05.285 --> 00:13:09.619 And score above a 90% on the yearly benchmark exam. 235 00:13:09.914 --> 00:13:11.950 Lastly, we would need monthly updates 236 00:13:12.125 --> 00:13:14.992 regarding his psychiatric treatment, of course. 237 00:13:15.169 --> 00:13:16.409 That won't be a problem. 238 00:13:16.587 --> 00:13:17.952 Thank you so much. 239 00:13:18.339 --> 00:13:21.046 You'll, uh, practice discretion, right? 240 00:13:21.551 --> 00:13:24.839 We had an issue with bullying at his last school. 241 00:13:25.888 --> 00:13:27.741 Sister Catherine: Perhaps that would be for the best. 242 00:13:27.765 --> 00:13:29.505 No need to alarm anyone. 243 00:13:29.684 --> 00:13:30.924 Paul: Okay, thank you. 244 00:13:31.102 --> 00:13:32.102 Adam. 245 00:13:32.478 --> 00:13:33.478 Adam? 246 00:13:37.317 --> 00:13:39.148 I need to go use the restroom. 247 00:13:43.239 --> 00:13:44.854 Just a second. 248 00:13:46.284 --> 00:13:47.284 Hey, 249 00:13:48.369 --> 00:13:49.369 what's wrong? 250 00:13:50.496 --> 00:13:52.612 Don't you see him judging me? 251 00:13:52.957 --> 00:13:53.957 Who, Paul? 252 00:13:54.042 --> 00:13:55.042 Yeah. 253 00:13:55.293 --> 00:13:56.373 He cares about you. 254 00:13:56.544 --> 00:13:59.331 He just doesn't communicate like us. 255 00:13:59.756 --> 00:14:00.756 Really? 256 00:14:01.049 --> 00:14:02.710 You call this communicating? 257 00:14:03.384 --> 00:14:04.384 Look, 258 00:14:05.053 --> 00:14:06.133 you're going to feel better 259 00:14:06.179 --> 00:14:07.840 once you start taking the medication. 260 00:14:08.139 --> 00:14:09.325 Subtle topic change... 261 00:14:09.349 --> 00:14:10.464 No, you heard her. 262 00:14:11.184 --> 00:14:13.220 You have gotta get serious about this trial 263 00:14:13.311 --> 00:14:15.347 and about doing well here, otherwise... 264 00:14:15.688 --> 00:14:16.688 Otherwise what? 265 00:14:16.856 --> 00:14:18.141 No diploma. 266 00:14:18.316 --> 00:14:20.307 No culinary school in the fall. 267 00:14:21.152 --> 00:14:22.858 This is your last chance, Adam. 268 00:14:23.029 --> 00:14:25.315 Sweetie, we can treat this. 269 00:14:25.907 --> 00:14:27.397 You remember what the doctor said 270 00:14:27.492 --> 00:14:28.719 that just because you're a person 271 00:14:28.743 --> 00:14:30.950 who's dealing with this illness doesn't mean... 272 00:14:31.120 --> 00:14:33.236 I'm not the illness itself. 273 00:14:34.207 --> 00:14:35.788 It's hard not to feel like that 274 00:14:35.875 --> 00:14:37.615 when everyone treats you like one. 275 00:14:39.128 --> 00:14:40.413 I'll be right back. 276 00:14:59.982 --> 00:15:02.348 Moral and spiritual integrity, my ass. 277 00:15:02.527 --> 00:15:03.879 Maya: How hard is it for you to meet me 278 00:15:03.903 --> 00:15:05.297 in the bathroom like we talked about? 279 00:15:05.321 --> 00:15:06.548 Not outside, never in the hallway. 280 00:15:06.572 --> 00:15:07.732 In, it's a simple concept. 281 00:15:07.824 --> 00:15:08.926 Ted: Okay. Get off my nuts, all right? 282 00:15:08.950 --> 00:15:10.010 We're in the bathroom now... 283 00:15:10.034 --> 00:15:11.069 Maya: Cash. Ted: Yeah. 284 00:15:15.331 --> 00:15:17.492 Maya: You're short 40, this isn't charity work. 285 00:15:17.667 --> 00:15:18.977 Ted: Okay, I'll get you the rest next month. 286 00:15:19.001 --> 00:15:21.242 Maya: No, you still owe me 30 from last month. 287 00:15:24.215 --> 00:15:25.455 Maya: Is he with you? 288 00:15:25.925 --> 00:15:26.960 Ted: Nope. 289 00:15:30.596 --> 00:15:33.008 You know this wing is closed for mass, right? 290 00:15:33.182 --> 00:15:35.798 Her energy is so strong. 291 00:15:36.394 --> 00:15:38.055 I bet she's a sagittarius. 292 00:15:38.229 --> 00:15:39.765 Are you mute or something? 293 00:15:39.939 --> 00:15:42.601 Scratch that, definitely a scorpio. 294 00:15:42.775 --> 00:15:44.185 Not mute. 295 00:15:44.569 --> 00:15:45.684 Um, just new. 296 00:15:46.112 --> 00:15:47.192 Tomorrow's my first day, 297 00:15:47.280 --> 00:15:49.362 I didn't realize this wing was closed. 298 00:15:49.615 --> 00:15:51.947 Don't get too excited down there. 299 00:15:52.326 --> 00:15:53.326 Ew. 300 00:15:53.744 --> 00:15:55.780 You didn't see us, okay? 301 00:15:55.997 --> 00:15:57.362 See who? 302 00:16:00.418 --> 00:16:01.418 Us. 303 00:16:01.502 --> 00:16:03.902 - Maya: I need it by next week. - I'm gonna sew you a cape... 304 00:16:04.046 --> 00:16:05.766 - Maya: Shut up. - Because you're my hero. 305 00:16:33.367 --> 00:16:35.232 Adam's darkness: Adam. 306 00:16:37.914 --> 00:16:40.326 Who are you trying to fool? 307 00:16:43.085 --> 00:16:45.417 You'll never make it here. 308 00:17:05.566 --> 00:17:06.566 Yeah. 309 00:17:07.652 --> 00:17:10.234 Um, okay, I'll see you guys later. 310 00:17:13.824 --> 00:17:15.985 Okay, this is it. Send out the vibe. 311 00:17:16.160 --> 00:17:18.401 Be cool. Be confident. Less like you, more like me. 312 00:17:18.579 --> 00:17:20.285 Keep this prasiolite in your pocket. 313 00:17:20.373 --> 00:17:22.113 It'll boost your confidence. 314 00:17:25.002 --> 00:17:26.002 What is that? 315 00:17:27.213 --> 00:17:28.373 It's my lunch. 316 00:17:28.631 --> 00:17:30.371 Who brings their own Sushi to school? 317 00:17:30.550 --> 00:17:33.383 Beautiful, she's setting you up for playful banter. 318 00:17:34.136 --> 00:17:36.548 Beats the dog food they serve here. 319 00:17:37.390 --> 00:17:38.926 The food here isn't that terrible. 320 00:17:40.017 --> 00:17:42.724 For the tuition, they should be serving farm-to-table. 321 00:17:42.895 --> 00:17:45.602 So, what, are you some kind of food snob or something? 322 00:17:45.773 --> 00:17:47.729 Tell her you have a big palate. 323 00:17:47.900 --> 00:17:50.812 I have a big palate. 324 00:17:50.903 --> 00:17:52.859 Okay. 325 00:17:56.450 --> 00:17:59.613 - Hey, right here. - Adam: Yeah. 326 00:17:59.787 --> 00:18:01.698 - Hi. Yeah. - Hi. 327 00:18:01.872 --> 00:18:03.828 You're kind of weird. 328 00:18:04.000 --> 00:18:06.366 No offense, but are you special needs? 329 00:18:06.460 --> 00:18:08.291 No! 330 00:18:09.463 --> 00:18:11.044 Just a question, man. 331 00:18:11.257 --> 00:18:12.937 Jeez, didn't mean to get you all triggered. 332 00:18:13.259 --> 00:18:15.420 I mean, uh, no, I'm not. 333 00:18:15.595 --> 00:18:17.756 I have this chronic headache syndrome. 334 00:18:17.930 --> 00:18:20.262 So it makes me blurry sometimes. 335 00:18:20.433 --> 00:18:21.993 Have you ever got a brain scan for that? 336 00:18:22.059 --> 00:18:23.799 No, why would I? 337 00:18:23.978 --> 00:18:25.184 Well, several malignant tumors 338 00:18:25.271 --> 00:18:27.136 mimic the symptoms of the common headache. 339 00:18:27.315 --> 00:18:31.399 Acoustic neuroma, cns lymphoma, meningioma. 340 00:18:31.569 --> 00:18:33.059 Just saying. 341 00:18:33.237 --> 00:18:35.569 I'm pretty sure they're just headaches. 342 00:18:36.574 --> 00:18:38.280 I'm Maya. 343 00:18:38.659 --> 00:18:39.774 I'm Adam. 344 00:18:40.453 --> 00:18:43.069 I came over here to intimidate you into silence 345 00:18:43.914 --> 00:18:46.326 but something tells me you're pretty harmless. 346 00:18:47.460 --> 00:18:49.260 Are you the school's drug dealer or something? 347 00:18:50.254 --> 00:18:51.790 You're looking at Saint Agatha's 348 00:18:51.881 --> 00:18:53.963 projected valedictorian. 349 00:18:54.175 --> 00:18:55.836 Show a little respect. 350 00:18:56.010 --> 00:18:57.500 What's with all the cloak-and-dagger 351 00:18:57.595 --> 00:18:58.801 in the boys' bathroom? 352 00:18:58.971 --> 00:19:00.711 Just a side hustle. 353 00:19:00.890 --> 00:19:02.005 I'm the kind of person 354 00:19:02.183 --> 00:19:05.095 who knows how to get things done around here for a price. 355 00:19:05.269 --> 00:19:07.260 Homework, essays. 356 00:19:07.438 --> 00:19:09.224 So you're like 357 00:19:09.315 --> 00:19:11.397 the Bernie madoff of academic fraud? 358 00:19:11.484 --> 00:19:13.941 Sure, only I don't get caught. 359 00:19:18.282 --> 00:19:20.068 Why are you dressed for a snowstorm? 360 00:19:20.117 --> 00:19:21.402 It's like 80 outside. 361 00:19:23.245 --> 00:19:24.245 I run cold. 362 00:19:24.330 --> 00:19:25.410 Well, you better hope 363 00:19:25.498 --> 00:19:26.767 they don't catch you out of your uniform. 364 00:19:26.791 --> 00:19:29.783 Hey, guys. Um, would you like to sign up for prom tickets? 365 00:19:29.960 --> 00:19:31.916 This year's theme is starry night. 366 00:19:32.088 --> 00:19:34.079 A magical night under his stars. 367 00:19:34.256 --> 00:19:35.712 I think she's talking to you. 368 00:19:35.966 --> 00:19:37.831 I choose to not affiliate myself 369 00:19:37.927 --> 00:19:39.758 with patriarchal norms like prom. 370 00:19:41.097 --> 00:19:43.258 Um... thank you. 371 00:19:51.649 --> 00:19:54.061 Hmm. Not bad. 372 00:19:54.276 --> 00:19:57.234 Anyway, uh, if you need anything, 373 00:19:57.405 --> 00:19:59.066 you know what I mean, let me know. 374 00:20:04.495 --> 00:20:06.702 Hey, um, are you guys coming? 375 00:20:07.832 --> 00:20:08.832 Well, no, I don't... 376 00:20:08.999 --> 00:20:11.536 They didn't say the time but I was just gonna head there. 377 00:20:17.717 --> 00:20:19.548 Bad idea, kid. 378 00:20:20.720 --> 00:20:21.800 Sure. 379 00:20:21.971 --> 00:20:24.838 Good luck getting laid with jaundice and diarrhea. 380 00:20:25.015 --> 00:20:26.015 Maya: Yeah. 381 00:20:37.903 --> 00:20:40.610 Adam: Updates? I made a new friend. Sort of. 382 00:20:40.781 --> 00:20:42.737 That felt like a win for Adam. 383 00:20:42.908 --> 00:20:45.194 Don't get many of those when your entire waking life 384 00:20:45.411 --> 00:20:47.527 is an escape room with no exit. 385 00:20:47.705 --> 00:20:50.697 Meanwhile, Paul still tiptoes around me 386 00:20:50.791 --> 00:20:52.531 like I'm going to kill him in his sleep. 387 00:20:53.169 --> 00:20:54.784 As if being mentally ill 388 00:20:54.879 --> 00:20:57.416 automatically makes you Jeffrey dahmer. 389 00:20:58.632 --> 00:20:59.838 What are these? 390 00:21:00.968 --> 00:21:04.586 Um, uh, one less utensil we have to wash. 391 00:21:06.724 --> 00:21:08.510 Just thought we'd give 'em a try. 392 00:21:08.809 --> 00:21:10.549 I don't know what's weirder, 393 00:21:10.644 --> 00:21:12.350 seeing things that aren't actually there, 394 00:21:12.521 --> 00:21:14.432 or sitting across from a grown man 395 00:21:14.523 --> 00:21:15.729 who is suddenly afraid of me. 396 00:21:15.900 --> 00:21:17.231 So, Adam, 397 00:21:18.569 --> 00:21:20.730 did you learn something new today? 398 00:21:22.114 --> 00:21:25.948 Adam: But that's his problem. Not mine. 399 00:21:26.118 --> 00:21:28.530 I learned that Saint Agatha's 400 00:21:28.704 --> 00:21:31.946 was named after a woman who refused a man's advances 401 00:21:32.124 --> 00:21:34.831 and subsequently had her breasts hacked off 402 00:21:35.002 --> 00:21:36.538 das penance. 403 00:21:39.423 --> 00:21:40.538 Wow. 404 00:21:43.803 --> 00:21:45.964 I think Paul was referring to your coursework. 405 00:21:47.139 --> 00:21:48.754 It was fine. 406 00:21:49.058 --> 00:21:50.673 Not much to say. 407 00:21:53.145 --> 00:21:54.635 Just give it time. 408 00:21:55.689 --> 00:21:56.769 It's a good school. 409 00:21:57.775 --> 00:21:58.981 Okay. 410 00:22:11.455 --> 00:22:12.661 Adam's darkness: Adam... 411 00:22:13.374 --> 00:22:14.989 Adam. 412 00:22:15.835 --> 00:22:19.077 You're ruining your mother's life, Adam. 413 00:22:19.421 --> 00:22:21.127 You're not the son she wanted. 414 00:22:21.882 --> 00:22:24.294 This is why your father left. 415 00:22:24.468 --> 00:22:26.925 He knew something was wrong with you. 416 00:22:27.388 --> 00:22:29.754 And soon, everyone at your new school 417 00:22:29.849 --> 00:22:31.680 will know the truth. 418 00:22:31.851 --> 00:22:34.718 That's when they'll finally get rid of you. 419 00:22:34.895 --> 00:22:36.635 Gone. 420 00:22:36.814 --> 00:22:38.896 Nothing. 421 00:22:39.066 --> 00:22:42.058 When that voice comes to visit me, 422 00:22:42.278 --> 00:22:45.111 it's like I'm having a nightmare 423 00:22:45.197 --> 00:22:46.607 while I'm awake. 424 00:22:47.324 --> 00:22:48.939 I try to close my eyes 425 00:22:49.660 --> 00:22:51.651 and let my mind go blank. 426 00:22:51.829 --> 00:22:53.569 Like you told me to. 427 00:22:54.498 --> 00:22:55.498 But 428 00:22:57.001 --> 00:22:58.992 that doesn't work. 429 00:23:01.589 --> 00:23:02.795 I'm proud of you. 430 00:23:03.591 --> 00:23:04.626 Thanks. 431 00:23:04.717 --> 00:23:07.299 And I maintain that this drug won't work, either. 432 00:23:07.469 --> 00:23:09.255 Proud of you, honey. 433 00:23:09.430 --> 00:23:12.922 But I was secretly hoping you'd prove me wrong. 434 00:23:15.811 --> 00:23:16.811 Teacher: Good. 435 00:23:18.188 --> 00:23:19.678 Very good, Marlene. 436 00:23:23.152 --> 00:23:24.892 Beth: Adam, this is not good. 437 00:23:25.070 --> 00:23:26.560 We have to fix this. 438 00:23:27.156 --> 00:23:28.521 I'm not trying to fail math. 439 00:23:28.699 --> 00:23:29.984 I know that. 440 00:23:30.159 --> 00:23:32.650 Okay, but you can't get kicked out your second week. 441 00:23:32.828 --> 00:23:34.308 This is your life we're talking about. 442 00:23:34.371 --> 00:23:35.577 Well, I know, 443 00:23:36.498 --> 00:23:38.705 but you're not in my head with me. 444 00:23:42.087 --> 00:23:44.294 Okay, let's get back on the same team. 445 00:23:45.466 --> 00:23:46.831 Find your center. 446 00:23:47.384 --> 00:23:48.794 Take a breath. 447 00:23:50.387 --> 00:23:51.547 Yeah, okay. 448 00:23:52.014 --> 00:23:53.299 Same team. 449 00:23:53.474 --> 00:23:55.965 Maybe Paul could help, he's a numbers guy. 450 00:23:59.063 --> 00:24:00.394 No, that's... 451 00:24:00.898 --> 00:24:02.388 That's gonna be a hard pass from me. 452 00:24:02.566 --> 00:24:04.046 Beth: Well, just think about it, okay? 453 00:24:05.319 --> 00:24:06.399 Okay. 454 00:24:10.991 --> 00:24:12.527 I'll find a tutor. 455 00:24:17.247 --> 00:24:18.247 Hey. 456 00:24:18.832 --> 00:24:20.697 Why did you sign your name in the note? 457 00:24:20.876 --> 00:24:23.492 I was literally looking at you when you handed it to me. 458 00:24:24.129 --> 00:24:26.871 Kids around here really have a way with words, huh? 459 00:24:27.049 --> 00:24:28.735 Don't let the academic achievements fool you. 460 00:24:28.759 --> 00:24:30.715 Everything you need to know about Saint Agatha's 461 00:24:30.803 --> 00:24:32.418 is in here. 462 00:24:32.638 --> 00:24:34.128 So this is like the underbelly? 463 00:24:34.306 --> 00:24:36.342 Yeah, and it needs to stay that way. 464 00:24:36.517 --> 00:24:37.917 If we're gonna do business together, 465 00:24:38.060 --> 00:24:40.392 you can't be passing notes in front of sister Catherine. 466 00:24:40.562 --> 00:24:42.143 Well, that's the thing. 467 00:24:42.314 --> 00:24:44.896 I don't need you to go all madoff on me. 468 00:24:45.901 --> 00:24:47.437 I need a tutor. 469 00:24:48.195 --> 00:24:50.561 Yeah, no. I don't do that kind of bitch work. 470 00:24:50.739 --> 00:24:52.400 Try the student center. 471 00:24:53.200 --> 00:24:55.316 That kid the other day, he owed you money, right? 472 00:25:00.791 --> 00:25:03.658 You'd be surprised how many of these rich assholes 473 00:25:03.836 --> 00:25:05.372 don't keep up their end of the bargain. 474 00:25:07.089 --> 00:25:09.546 So, do you want to keep chasing rich assholes 475 00:25:09.633 --> 00:25:10.839 or do you want to get paid? 476 00:25:12.428 --> 00:25:15.386 My mom is willing to pay for a tutor 477 00:25:15.723 --> 00:25:17.805 and she really wants me to do well. 478 00:25:19.685 --> 00:25:21.391 200 a week. Three sessions. 479 00:25:21.562 --> 00:25:23.427 All weekdays, one weekend out of the month. 480 00:25:23.772 --> 00:25:24.852 Jesus. 481 00:25:26.275 --> 00:25:28.231 - Are you serious? - You get what you pay for. 482 00:25:30.237 --> 00:25:32.068 - How about 100 a week? - 200. 483 00:25:32.406 --> 00:25:34.567 - 1507 - Two or I walk. Yes or no? 484 00:25:36.994 --> 00:25:39.827 After I won the Newton young genius award 485 00:25:39.997 --> 00:25:42.033 from the national honor society in seventh grade, 486 00:25:42.207 --> 00:25:44.573 I got a full ride scholarship to Saint Agatha's 487 00:25:44.752 --> 00:25:46.913 where I've been the reigning student body president 488 00:25:47.087 --> 00:25:48.748 since my freshman year 489 00:25:48.922 --> 00:25:51.629 in addition to being captain of several clubs. 490 00:25:51.800 --> 00:25:53.461 Yearbook, science, French, 491 00:25:53.510 --> 00:25:55.421 model united nations, to name a few. 492 00:25:56.722 --> 00:25:58.508 But those are just for fun. 493 00:25:58.682 --> 00:26:00.013 My primary focus is academics 494 00:26:00.184 --> 00:26:02.391 as I've received an early acceptance to Duke this fall. 495 00:26:04.730 --> 00:26:06.266 Wow. 496 00:26:06.815 --> 00:26:08.897 Wow, very impressive, Maya. 497 00:26:09.068 --> 00:26:10.524 The upright lovers card! 498 00:26:10.694 --> 00:26:12.685 Love, union, mutual attraction... 499 00:26:12.863 --> 00:26:14.774 Maya: When I do something, I do it all the way. 500 00:26:14.948 --> 00:26:17.064 Middle ground or halfway 501 00:26:17.159 --> 00:26:19.275 aren't concepts I subscribe to. 502 00:26:19.828 --> 00:26:21.534 So, I will do everything in my power 503 00:26:21.747 --> 00:26:23.391 to make sure that your boy doesn't fall behind. 504 00:26:23.415 --> 00:26:24.996 - She's good. - She is good. 505 00:26:25.167 --> 00:26:26.828 You don't work with adults, do you? 506 00:26:26.919 --> 00:26:28.034 Um... 507 00:26:28.170 --> 00:26:30.877 You're very impressive, Maya. 508 00:26:31.131 --> 00:26:34.623 Um, but $200 a week is too much. 509 00:26:34.802 --> 00:26:37.259 Would you accept 757? 510 00:26:37.721 --> 00:26:39.552 Yeah, yeah, that's fine. 511 00:26:39.807 --> 00:26:40.842 Really? 512 00:26:42.267 --> 00:26:43.302 Great! 513 00:26:45.395 --> 00:26:47.977 Pretty impressive dog and pony show down there. 514 00:26:48.148 --> 00:26:50.981 Yeah, well, I invented the dog and pony show. 515 00:26:59.243 --> 00:27:02.701 Wow, it's so quiet out here. You can hear everything. 516 00:27:05.749 --> 00:27:06.749 Uh, totally. 517 00:27:09.920 --> 00:27:12.832 Oh, um, I'm sort of studying to be a chef. 518 00:27:13.006 --> 00:27:15.122 Sort of, or are you? 519 00:27:15.592 --> 00:27:17.253 I am. 520 00:27:18.345 --> 00:27:19.345 That's your thing? 521 00:27:19.513 --> 00:27:20.513 That's my thing. 522 00:27:20.597 --> 00:27:21.928 You don't hear that every day. 523 00:27:22.099 --> 00:27:23.179 Yeah. 524 00:27:23.725 --> 00:27:27.718 Wow, the encyclopedia of cinnamon by Alicia tella. 525 00:27:27.896 --> 00:27:31.434 What she can do with cinnamon is seriously unreal. 526 00:27:31.900 --> 00:27:33.982 What? 527 00:27:34.361 --> 00:27:35.726 Are you surprised 528 00:27:35.821 --> 00:27:37.465 that I've surpassed your level of nerdiness? 529 00:27:37.489 --> 00:27:40.356 Please, you're talking to the captain of the robotics club. 530 00:27:40.534 --> 00:27:41.534 Oh, well... 531 00:27:42.119 --> 00:27:44.030 I can literally make the final dish 532 00:27:44.121 --> 00:27:46.453 - served on the Titanic. - Oh. 533 00:27:46.790 --> 00:27:48.746 You wanna go there? All right. 534 00:27:48.917 --> 00:27:50.248 For my eighth grade science fair, 535 00:27:50.419 --> 00:27:52.284 I built a functioning replica of the Mars rover 536 00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:53.915 out of soda cans. 537 00:27:54.089 --> 00:27:55.875 Well, for my 16th birthday, 538 00:27:56.049 --> 00:27:57.789 I went to a cheese seminar in Oregon. 539 00:27:59.094 --> 00:28:01.551 Last summer, I won the Google science talent search. 540 00:28:01.722 --> 00:28:03.553 You know who hand-picked my project? 541 00:28:03.724 --> 00:28:04.930 Neil de grasse Tyson. 542 00:28:05.017 --> 00:28:06.017 No. 543 00:28:06.185 --> 00:28:07.185 Come at me. 544 00:28:09.313 --> 00:28:10.894 All right, I got nothing. 545 00:28:12.274 --> 00:28:14.515 What? Don't look at me. Look at her! 546 00:28:15.903 --> 00:28:17.859 You have a problem with eye contact. 547 00:28:18.155 --> 00:28:20.817 Do you always say exactly what comes into your mind? 548 00:28:20.991 --> 00:28:22.231 I mean, I could have 549 00:28:22.326 --> 00:28:24.612 a degenerative eye disease or something. 550 00:28:24.786 --> 00:28:26.447 Yeah, well, it's best to say 551 00:28:26.538 --> 00:28:28.449 exactly what you mean or nothing at all. 552 00:28:28.624 --> 00:28:30.489 Unrelenting honesty, you know? 553 00:28:30.792 --> 00:28:32.953 That's useful. 554 00:28:33.462 --> 00:28:35.748 This is a new recipe I'm trying. 555 00:28:36.215 --> 00:28:37.330 Did they teach you this 556 00:28:37.424 --> 00:28:39.665 at your Hogwarts for artisan cheeses? 557 00:28:39.927 --> 00:28:41.087 Just try it. 558 00:28:41.261 --> 00:28:43.172 Are you sure you can handle the truth? 559 00:28:43.388 --> 00:28:44.844 Guess we'll find out. 560 00:28:47.601 --> 00:28:49.011 Joaquin: This is it. 561 00:28:49.269 --> 00:28:51.134 Okay, you're on the five-yard line. 562 00:28:55.234 --> 00:28:56.269 Wow... 563 00:28:56.693 --> 00:28:58.900 Hook, line, sink. He's in! 564 00:29:00.906 --> 00:29:02.112 What's happening? 565 00:29:04.034 --> 00:29:05.399 Told you not to take the pills. 566 00:29:05.494 --> 00:29:06.859 This is good. 567 00:29:07.037 --> 00:29:08.698 Like, really good. 568 00:29:08.789 --> 00:29:10.029 Yeah, no, I know. 569 00:29:10.415 --> 00:29:12.175 It's like... 570 00:29:12.626 --> 00:29:13.626 Earthy. 571 00:29:14.127 --> 00:29:15.708 Maybe smokey, even. 572 00:29:15.921 --> 00:29:17.857 - That's the fontina cheese. - Joaquin: My goodness. 573 00:29:17.881 --> 00:29:18.881 It's my secret weapon. 574 00:29:18.966 --> 00:29:20.001 Joaquin: Can you hear me? 575 00:29:20.300 --> 00:29:23.133 All right, to find the area of the circle, you... 576 00:29:23.303 --> 00:29:25.134 A equals... 577 00:29:25.305 --> 00:29:27.967 - Pi times r. - Pi times r 578 00:29:29.309 --> 00:29:30.309 squared. 579 00:29:30.394 --> 00:29:32.806 See, I got this. 580 00:29:33.146 --> 00:29:34.556 Yeah, I'm sure. 581 00:29:35.941 --> 00:29:36.976 Hey, guys, 582 00:29:37.109 --> 00:29:38.109 it's late. 583 00:29:38.944 --> 00:29:41.310 Maya, how did you get here? I don't see a car outside. 584 00:29:41.488 --> 00:29:42.728 Yeah, I took the bus. 585 00:29:42.948 --> 00:29:44.279 Okay, well, let me drive you home. 586 00:29:44.616 --> 00:29:47.824 Oh, you don't have to do that, I can catch the last bus. 587 00:29:47.995 --> 00:29:49.155 At this hour? Not a chance. 588 00:29:49.246 --> 00:29:50.486 I'll meet you downstairs in 10. 589 00:29:54.835 --> 00:29:56.291 Maya: Yeah, this is it. Beth: Okay. 590 00:29:56.461 --> 00:29:57.746 Maya: Thank you for driving me. 591 00:30:03.218 --> 00:30:05.630 Maya: Um... Both: I'll see you Monday. 592 00:30:12.686 --> 00:30:14.642 Adam: Look, I know “cure” 593 00:30:14.730 --> 00:30:17.312 is a dangerous word amongst my people 594 00:30:17.482 --> 00:30:19.894 so, I won't say that's what's happening. 595 00:30:20.986 --> 00:30:23.227 Hey. No. 596 00:30:24.239 --> 00:30:25.604 Don't, don't, don't. 597 00:30:25.782 --> 00:30:27.568 Adam, think about this. Just don't... 598 00:30:27.659 --> 00:30:28.694 Hey! 599 00:30:28.910 --> 00:30:31.322 You mother... 600 00:30:42.549 --> 00:30:45.666 But this is the closest I've felt to normal 601 00:30:46.595 --> 00:30:48.881 in, well, ever. 602 00:30:54.728 --> 00:30:56.639 No projectile diarrhea 603 00:30:56.730 --> 00:30:59.813 or any other punishing side effects. 604 00:30:59.983 --> 00:31:02.019 Just some muscle twitching. 605 00:31:02.110 --> 00:31:03.110 No big deal. 606 00:31:03.528 --> 00:31:04.938 It's all good. 607 00:31:09.910 --> 00:31:11.491 I hope it lasts. 608 00:31:27.552 --> 00:31:30.214 Eggs Benedict with well-done bacon... 609 00:31:30.680 --> 00:31:31.920 How you like it. 610 00:31:33.642 --> 00:31:34.848 Good morning to you, too. 611 00:31:35.018 --> 00:31:38.101 The hollandaise sauce has cayenne pepper. 612 00:31:38.730 --> 00:31:40.220 Let me know what you think. 613 00:31:44.945 --> 00:31:45.945 What? 614 00:31:46.863 --> 00:31:47.978 Nothing. 615 00:31:49.199 --> 00:31:50.314 You seem up lately. 616 00:31:50.409 --> 00:31:51.409 Up? 617 00:31:51.493 --> 00:31:53.358 Happy. Oh. 618 00:31:54.538 --> 00:31:56.153 It's a good look. 619 00:31:56.540 --> 00:31:57.996 Yeah, well, you know... 620 00:31:58.166 --> 00:31:59.451 I feel good. 621 00:32:01.628 --> 00:32:03.164 - Okay, have some. Come on. - Okay. 622 00:32:06.508 --> 00:32:07.873 Wow. 623 00:32:14.891 --> 00:32:16.347 Honey, it's so good. 624 00:32:16.435 --> 00:32:17.675 - Yeah? Really? - Mmm-hmm! 625 00:32:17.853 --> 00:32:19.764 He's back! 626 00:32:21.148 --> 00:32:22.638 - Okay. - Mmm! 627 00:32:23.400 --> 00:32:24.685 I'm back. 628 00:32:25.777 --> 00:32:27.483 Hey, what's with the heating pad, 629 00:32:27.571 --> 00:32:29.277 is Paul hemorrhoidal? 630 00:32:29.448 --> 00:32:31.734 - Is his prostate flarin' up? - God. 631 00:32:32.117 --> 00:32:33.152 No, I'm serious. 632 00:32:33.243 --> 00:32:34.387 - I care about that. - Stop, you're terrible! 633 00:32:34.411 --> 00:32:36.211 I'm not terrible. I just care about his spine. 634 00:32:36.329 --> 00:32:37.910 Stop. No, I bought it for you. 635 00:32:38.832 --> 00:32:41.118 I thought it might help with your muscle spasms. 636 00:32:43.044 --> 00:32:46.036 Mmm. Baby, this is so good. 637 00:32:49.176 --> 00:32:51.542 Wait, did you talk to my psychiatrist? 638 00:32:52.179 --> 00:32:54.841 Now and then, that's the agreement, right? 639 00:32:55.140 --> 00:32:57.176 I didn't think you'd be getting transcripts. 640 00:32:57.392 --> 00:33:00.099 I'm your mom. My job is to help you. 641 00:33:23.502 --> 00:33:24.502 Hi. 642 00:33:28.715 --> 00:33:29.875 Hello? 643 00:33:30.675 --> 00:33:32.236 Father Patrick: In the name of the father, the son, 644 00:33:32.260 --> 00:33:34.046 and the holy spirit, amen. 645 00:33:34.638 --> 00:33:35.969 It's your turn. 646 00:33:36.264 --> 00:33:38.050 Sorry, I've never done this before, 647 00:33:38.141 --> 00:33:40.427 I don't even really believe in god. 648 00:33:40.602 --> 00:33:41.967 I probably shouldn't say that. 649 00:33:42.145 --> 00:33:43.545 Father Patrick: Don't over think it. 650 00:33:43.688 --> 00:33:45.644 There are no rules here. This is your time. 651 00:33:46.066 --> 00:33:47.977 Do people really just talk about, 652 00:33:48.109 --> 00:33:49.974 you know, how much they jerk off and stuff? 653 00:33:53.657 --> 00:33:55.147 Well, everybody in this school 654 00:33:55.242 --> 00:33:56.982 is between the ages of 13 and 18. 655 00:33:57.160 --> 00:33:58.366 So what do you think? 656 00:33:58.453 --> 00:34:01.365 Well, that's embarrassing for everyone. 657 00:34:01.540 --> 00:34:03.622 Long as they don't do it in here. 658 00:34:04.960 --> 00:34:07.121 John 1:9... 659 00:34:07.295 --> 00:34:09.661 "If we confess our sins, then he is faithful and just 660 00:34:09.839 --> 00:34:12.956 "and he will purify us of all unrighteousness." 661 00:34:14.219 --> 00:34:17.086 Really? That's your sales pitch? 662 00:34:19.891 --> 00:34:21.006 It usually works. 663 00:34:22.894 --> 00:34:24.930 Well, what if I just sit here? 664 00:34:25.105 --> 00:34:27.016 Then you can search your soul for guidance 665 00:34:27.107 --> 00:34:29.974 and I'll enjoy the quiet time. 666 00:34:32.112 --> 00:34:34.273 So, everything I say stays between us? 667 00:34:35.615 --> 00:34:36.900 And god. 668 00:34:37.867 --> 00:34:39.277 But since you don't believe in god, 669 00:34:39.369 --> 00:34:40.734 then I guess it's just us. 670 00:34:41.413 --> 00:34:43.495 I see this psychiatrist 671 00:34:44.374 --> 00:34:46.865 and apparently, she tells my mom everything. 672 00:34:47.294 --> 00:34:48.409 And that bothers you? 673 00:34:48.587 --> 00:34:49.587 Yeah. 674 00:34:50.880 --> 00:34:53.587 I mean, you wouldn't want your mom reading your diary, right? 675 00:34:55.844 --> 00:34:56.924 No. 676 00:34:57.053 --> 00:34:58.293 You're right, that's twisted. 677 00:34:58.471 --> 00:35:00.052 I... I don't think 678 00:35:00.974 --> 00:35:02.368 that I should feel like I have someone 679 00:35:02.392 --> 00:35:03.723 watching over me all the time. 680 00:35:03.893 --> 00:35:06.134 I feel like I should be able to live my own life. 681 00:35:06.229 --> 00:35:07.229 Right? 682 00:35:07.314 --> 00:35:09.600 Now, that is a reasonable request. 683 00:35:09.774 --> 00:35:11.502 Because you should have the space and autonomy 684 00:35:11.526 --> 00:35:13.141 to become the person you're going to be. 685 00:35:13.320 --> 00:35:14.320 Right. 686 00:35:15.405 --> 00:35:16.405 Thank you. 687 00:35:16.489 --> 00:35:17.489 You're welcome. 688 00:35:17.824 --> 00:35:20.566 It's nice to be heard and not just observed. 689 00:35:21.077 --> 00:35:22.442 It's nice to be listened to. 690 00:35:23.246 --> 00:35:24.281 Yeah. 691 00:35:24.456 --> 00:35:25.946 Okay, I absolve you of your sins 692 00:35:26.082 --> 00:35:28.824 in the name of the father, son, and holy spirit. Amen. 693 00:35:29.002 --> 00:35:30.538 Oh, I didn't confess anything. 694 00:35:30.712 --> 00:35:31.918 Just go with it. 695 00:35:32.672 --> 00:35:36.005 I'll admit, I was ready to come in here guns blazing 696 00:35:36.176 --> 00:35:37.791 over you telling my mom, 697 00:35:37.886 --> 00:35:40.218 everything I say in our sessions. 698 00:35:41.765 --> 00:35:44.882 But then, something incredible happened. 699 00:35:45.852 --> 00:35:49.219 For the first time in forever, 700 00:35:50.023 --> 00:35:52.981 I woke up the other morning to complete silence. 701 00:35:53.485 --> 00:35:54.941 No whispers. 702 00:35:55.362 --> 00:35:56.727 No banter. 703 00:35:57.030 --> 00:35:58.361 No visions. 704 00:35:58.782 --> 00:36:03.196 Just pure, beautiful, unfiltered quiet. 705 00:36:03.536 --> 00:36:05.697 It's amazing what I've been able to do 706 00:36:05.872 --> 00:36:07.391 with all this extra real estate in my brain. 707 00:36:07.415 --> 00:36:08.415 Hey! 708 00:36:11.044 --> 00:36:12.955 Oh, you're pleased with my services. 709 00:36:13.129 --> 00:36:14.440 - Yeah! What do you think? - Okay. 710 00:36:14.464 --> 00:36:16.079 It's an a-minus. 711 00:36:16.591 --> 00:36:17.591 - Thank you. - Mmm. 712 00:36:18.593 --> 00:36:19.958 Hey, don't rest on your laurels, 713 00:36:20.136 --> 00:36:21.489 you're not going to get another make-up exam 714 00:36:21.513 --> 00:36:22.628 if you shit the bed again. 715 00:36:22.722 --> 00:36:25.134 Right, and that's why I think we should hang out later. 716 00:36:25.975 --> 00:36:26.975 Hang out? 717 00:36:28.812 --> 00:36:30.268 I mean, study. 718 00:36:35.735 --> 00:36:38.021 Maya: We could've just studied in the library. 719 00:36:38.154 --> 00:36:39.564 Adam: Yeah, well, the library 720 00:36:39.656 --> 00:36:41.362 doesn't serve lobster frittata. 721 00:36:41.533 --> 00:36:43.569 Maya: You're so weird. 722 00:36:44.077 --> 00:36:46.819 You know, when I first met you, I thought 723 00:36:46.996 --> 00:36:50.159 maybe he's just awkward and unsocialized, 724 00:36:50.709 --> 00:36:52.700 but that's not it, there's something else. 725 00:36:53.253 --> 00:36:54.493 Oh. 726 00:36:55.296 --> 00:36:57.332 Cool. Thanks. 727 00:36:57.966 --> 00:37:00.628 I don't know what to say to that. 728 00:37:02.011 --> 00:37:03.251 I'm just me. 729 00:37:03.638 --> 00:37:05.128 I'll crack you, petrazelli. 730 00:37:06.850 --> 00:37:08.511 Hey, let me ask you a question. 731 00:37:09.352 --> 00:37:13.766 Why does the valedictorian risk it all for a side hustle? 732 00:37:16.109 --> 00:37:18.395 I like helping people. Big deal. 733 00:37:20.572 --> 00:37:22.984 Maybe I'll be the one to crack you. 734 00:37:27.203 --> 00:37:28.556 Why don't you tell me about the restaurant 735 00:37:28.580 --> 00:37:29.865 you're taking me to? 736 00:37:30.665 --> 00:37:32.747 Well, basically, 737 00:37:34.210 --> 00:37:35.495 it's my dream kitchen. 738 00:37:35.670 --> 00:37:38.127 I've studied the menu 739 00:37:38.590 --> 00:37:40.046 for years 740 00:37:40.675 --> 00:37:42.836 and nobody invents like they do. 741 00:37:44.387 --> 00:37:46.423 It's the kind of place I'd like to work at one day. 742 00:37:46.598 --> 00:37:48.839 Maybe even own, we'll see. 743 00:37:49.017 --> 00:37:50.777 Oh, right, when cheese camp finally pays off? 744 00:37:50.810 --> 00:37:52.300 Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp 745 00:37:52.395 --> 00:37:54.056 was a spiritual experience. 746 00:37:54.689 --> 00:37:56.680 And the kitchen is just my place. 747 00:37:57.776 --> 00:38:01.109 When I'm cooking, it's like everything disappears. 748 00:38:02.030 --> 00:38:03.065 And 749 00:38:04.199 --> 00:38:07.111 I get to be exactly who I want to be. 750 00:38:07.619 --> 00:38:09.075 I'm in control. 751 00:38:10.872 --> 00:38:12.237 I respect that. 752 00:38:13.792 --> 00:38:16.158 You have to choose exactly who you wanna be. 753 00:38:16.628 --> 00:38:17.743 Life's too short. 754 00:38:25.720 --> 00:38:26.755 Chef 1: Got the sirloin. 755 00:38:26.846 --> 00:38:27.961 Chef 2: Salads are ready. 756 00:38:28.932 --> 00:38:30.212 Waitress: Chef wants to see you. 757 00:38:30.517 --> 00:38:32.257 Chef: Beef tenderloin fillets are up. 758 00:38:32.477 --> 00:38:33.477 Waiter: Yeah. 759 00:38:33.603 --> 00:38:34.888 Waitress: Whole calamari. 760 00:38:36.231 --> 00:38:37.846 Chef 1: Is the chocolate sauce ready? 761 00:38:39.275 --> 00:38:41.357 Chef 2: That was two duck breasts for eight. 762 00:38:41.945 --> 00:38:43.060 Todd: All right, guys, 763 00:38:43.154 --> 00:38:44.423 so I got my parents' car for the night 764 00:38:44.447 --> 00:38:47.189 so whenever you guys are trying to head out, we can. 765 00:38:47.367 --> 00:38:48.511 I'm trying to head out as soon... 766 00:38:48.535 --> 00:38:50.366 Boy 1: Hey, yo, check it out. 767 00:38:50.537 --> 00:38:52.619 - Yo, look who it is. - Todd: Oh, man! 768 00:38:53.164 --> 00:38:54.404 I feel like 769 00:38:54.499 --> 00:38:55.819 - such an idiot because... - What? 770 00:38:55.917 --> 00:38:57.186 I made fun of you so hard before, 771 00:38:57.210 --> 00:38:58.290 and now, I don't know. 772 00:38:58.503 --> 00:39:00.703 I thought your cheese was better than the cheese we had. 773 00:39:00.839 --> 00:39:02.274 - Adam: Oh, really? - Look who it is! 774 00:39:02.298 --> 00:39:04.289 - Adam: That's crazy. - Hey, straitjacket. 775 00:39:04.384 --> 00:39:05.486 Maya: That's actually a good testament to you. 776 00:39:05.510 --> 00:39:06.545 Adam! 777 00:39:06.719 --> 00:39:07.834 Boy 2: Adam! 778 00:39:08.930 --> 00:39:10.886 Hey! Come on, man. 779 00:39:10.974 --> 00:39:12.076 - Boy 3: Yo, get him, dude. - You know it's us. 780 00:39:12.100 --> 00:39:13.953 Todd: You don't have to mess with him. Come on, don't... 781 00:39:13.977 --> 00:39:15.842 Boy 3: Oh, yeah! 782 00:39:15.937 --> 00:39:17.723 Boy 2: Got him. 783 00:39:17.939 --> 00:39:19.304 Boy 4: Look at his face. 784 00:39:19.983 --> 00:39:21.126 - Hey! You need... - Boy 3: Loser. 785 00:39:21.150 --> 00:39:22.230 To apologize, asshole. 786 00:39:22.318 --> 00:39:23.379 Boy 3: Who're you callin' an asshole? 787 00:39:23.403 --> 00:39:24.438 Wow! 788 00:39:24.529 --> 00:39:28.397 Your handler is actually pretty hot, straitjacket. 789 00:39:28.575 --> 00:39:30.052 - Boy 3: Yes, she is. - Look, trust me though, 790 00:39:30.076 --> 00:39:31.512 you don't wanna hang out with this psycho, okay? 791 00:39:31.536 --> 00:39:32.721 Don't touch me. 792 00:39:32.745 --> 00:39:33.745 Boy 3: Back up, chick! 793 00:39:33.913 --> 00:39:35.224 Boy 2: Dude! Todd: Both of you, man! 794 00:39:35.248 --> 00:39:37.159 Hey! 795 00:39:37.458 --> 00:39:41.792 Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop! Let it go, all right? 796 00:39:41.963 --> 00:39:43.328 Boy 3: Losers! 797 00:39:45.508 --> 00:39:46.714 What the fuck? 798 00:39:46.885 --> 00:39:48.112 - Adam: It's okay. It's okay. - Who was that? 799 00:39:48.136 --> 00:39:49.171 Adam: I don't know. 800 00:39:49.262 --> 00:39:50.662 - Maya: Adam, who... - I don't know. 801 00:39:55.268 --> 00:39:56.974 Hey, I'm sorry about that. 802 00:39:58.271 --> 00:40:00.637 Do you wanna tell me what that was about? 803 00:40:01.107 --> 00:40:03.223 Um, there's nothing really to tell. 804 00:40:05.486 --> 00:40:08.353 You know, I was thinking, isn't it... 805 00:40:09.198 --> 00:40:10.734 Isn't it a little weird 806 00:40:10.825 --> 00:40:13.157 that you left your high school in the middle of senior year 807 00:40:13.870 --> 00:40:16.782 to go to a catholic school outside of your district? 808 00:40:17.290 --> 00:40:18.290 Yeah. Um... 809 00:40:20.835 --> 00:40:21.995 It was a... 810 00:40:22.337 --> 00:40:23.702 It was a fight. 811 00:40:26.007 --> 00:40:28.464 I got into a fight with one of those guys. 812 00:40:28.635 --> 00:40:29.875 You were fighting? 813 00:40:30.053 --> 00:40:31.634 Yeah, and it was really bad 814 00:40:31.804 --> 00:40:33.965 so I tried to put it behind me. 815 00:40:35.767 --> 00:40:37.382 That's all you're gonna give me. 816 00:40:38.770 --> 00:40:40.650 Man: Don't let them take you there. 817 00:40:40.813 --> 00:40:43.054 No, I wanna stay here. 818 00:40:43.232 --> 00:40:45.644 I wanna stay right here on this surface. Mmm-hmm. 819 00:40:45.735 --> 00:40:48.226 Don't let them take you there. 820 00:40:48.696 --> 00:40:51.813 No. I won't go. I won't go. 821 00:40:53.868 --> 00:40:55.483 Don't let them take you. 822 00:40:55.662 --> 00:40:57.152 It's not good there. 823 00:40:57.997 --> 00:40:59.533 Don't, don't, don't. 824 00:41:07.840 --> 00:41:10.502 Ted, thanks for coming early for once. 825 00:41:15.723 --> 00:41:17.679 Ted, my office. Now. 826 00:41:20.269 --> 00:41:22.430 Maya, you stay here. 827 00:41:31.239 --> 00:41:33.321 How long has this been going on? 828 00:41:33.825 --> 00:41:35.440 Sister Catherine, I'm... 829 00:41:35.576 --> 00:41:36.986 I'm sorry, I... 830 00:41:37.286 --> 00:41:38.776 How long? 831 00:41:39.080 --> 00:41:41.571 Just a couple months. Not long. 832 00:41:41.749 --> 00:41:43.114 Seems you and I need to have 833 00:41:43.209 --> 00:41:45.245 a long conversation about your future. 834 00:41:50.258 --> 00:41:51.919 Okay, everyone, bring your eyes 835 00:41:52.010 --> 00:41:53.671 to the board, please. 836 00:41:53.845 --> 00:41:58.134 The state benchmark exam is in just two weeks. 837 00:41:58.307 --> 00:42:00.298 Here's your essay question. 838 00:42:00.476 --> 00:42:03.559 Recount a time when you faced failure. 839 00:42:03.730 --> 00:42:05.721 How did it affect you 840 00:42:05.898 --> 00:42:09.732 and what did you learn from the experience. 841 00:42:09.902 --> 00:42:14.896 As you know, no outlines or scratch paper is allowed. 842 00:42:15.074 --> 00:42:19.067 But please, start thinking about what you will write. 843 00:42:22.665 --> 00:42:25.407 All right, everyone, see you tomorrow. 844 00:42:32.717 --> 00:42:33.717 Hey. 845 00:42:33.968 --> 00:42:35.674 - Adam: Hey. Hey. - Hey. Hey. 846 00:42:35.845 --> 00:42:37.506 Are we still good for tonight? 847 00:42:37.722 --> 00:42:40.384 Maya: Um... I have, uh, a... 848 00:42:41.851 --> 00:42:44.092 A club thing after school. Can I just... 849 00:42:44.270 --> 00:42:45.310 I'll text you later, okay? 850 00:42:45.438 --> 00:42:46.438 Sure. 851 00:42:47.315 --> 00:42:48.475 Come hungry. 852 00:42:52.278 --> 00:42:53.518 Adam: She never showed up. 853 00:42:55.698 --> 00:42:58.986 And now that my hallucinations are m.I.A, 854 00:42:59.660 --> 00:43:03.027 everything is so quiet. 855 00:43:04.665 --> 00:43:05.665 Too quiet. 856 00:43:08.711 --> 00:43:09.855 Father Patrick: In the name of the father, 857 00:43:09.879 --> 00:43:11.289 the son, and the holy spirit, amen. 858 00:43:11.380 --> 00:43:12.380 Adam: Yeah, it's me. 859 00:43:13.508 --> 00:43:14.668 Hello, me. 860 00:43:15.760 --> 00:43:16.760 Adam: Um... 861 00:43:17.553 --> 00:43:19.089 I need some guidance. 862 00:43:20.139 --> 00:43:22.004 Spiritual guidance? 863 00:43:22.517 --> 00:43:25.554 Uh, not really. It's about a girl. 864 00:43:26.521 --> 00:43:27.556 Okay. 865 00:43:27.772 --> 00:43:30.058 Well, we've been hanging out for a while 866 00:43:31.067 --> 00:43:32.273 and it was going great, 867 00:43:32.360 --> 00:43:34.442 and then she randomly stopped talking to me. 868 00:43:35.196 --> 00:43:37.027 I believe the kids call that ghosting. 869 00:43:37.198 --> 00:43:38.313 Yeah, whatever. 870 00:43:39.367 --> 00:43:40.807 I'm just worried that maybe she found 871 00:43:40.868 --> 00:43:42.278 some things out about me, 872 00:43:42.453 --> 00:43:44.444 like the psychiatrist I was telling you about, 873 00:43:44.580 --> 00:43:47.743 which I can't imagine is the sexiest thing in the world. 874 00:43:47.917 --> 00:43:49.157 What do you think? 875 00:43:49.335 --> 00:43:51.872 Have you tried praying on it? 876 00:43:51.963 --> 00:43:55.046 No. No offense, but I need some real life advice. 877 00:43:55.591 --> 00:43:57.001 Timothy 1:7... 878 00:43:57.176 --> 00:44:00.088 "God does not give us the spirit of cowardice, 879 00:44:00.263 --> 00:44:03.175 "put rather the spirit of power and of love." 880 00:44:03.349 --> 00:44:06.011 Okay, okay, but is there anything else that you've got? 881 00:44:06.185 --> 00:44:08.016 Listen, I don't know the details of your life, 882 00:44:08.187 --> 00:44:10.599 but from where I'm sitting, you seem quite all right. 883 00:44:11.232 --> 00:44:12.517 You're a little squirrely, maybe. 884 00:44:12.692 --> 00:44:15.183 - Squirrely? - Squirrely. Yeah. 885 00:44:15.361 --> 00:44:17.477 And the truth is, the older you get, 886 00:44:17.572 --> 00:44:20.279 the more difficult it is to stay sane. 887 00:44:20.867 --> 00:44:22.732 And it's gonna take real work. 888 00:44:24.704 --> 00:44:27.571 Or maybe that's what makes you more mature than others. 889 00:44:27.748 --> 00:44:29.613 And I hear that girls like that sort of thing. 890 00:44:29.792 --> 00:44:31.748 So you're saying I should confront her? 891 00:44:32.253 --> 00:44:33.789 I should tell her how I feel? 892 00:44:33.963 --> 00:44:35.624 Your words, not mine. 893 00:44:37.717 --> 00:44:40.504 Non-committal till the bitter end. Thank you. 894 00:44:40.636 --> 00:44:42.046 Go in peace. 895 00:44:50.730 --> 00:44:53.096 Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya. 896 00:44:53.399 --> 00:44:55.856 Oh, there's no one here by that name. 897 00:44:58.779 --> 00:45:00.269 Are you sure about that? 898 00:45:00.364 --> 00:45:03.356 Yeah. I'm sure. 899 00:45:06.120 --> 00:45:08.281 Do you know a Maya arnaz? 900 00:45:09.040 --> 00:45:10.496 Mmm-mmm. The only arnaz I know 901 00:45:10.583 --> 00:45:12.039 is the guy who works on my roof. 902 00:45:12.210 --> 00:45:13.575 Manuel arnaz? 903 00:45:14.879 --> 00:45:15.879 Oh! 904 00:45:16.756 --> 00:45:18.087 Everything okay? 905 00:45:18.674 --> 00:45:19.674 Yeah. 906 00:45:21.594 --> 00:45:23.334 Do you know where I could find him? 907 00:45:51.123 --> 00:45:52.283 Manuel: I'm comin'. 908 00:45:57.797 --> 00:45:59.557 Yeah, what can I do for you? 909 00:45:59.715 --> 00:46:01.956 Uh, I'm looking for Maya. 910 00:46:02.593 --> 00:46:03.708 Okay. 911 00:46:04.345 --> 00:46:06.427 I'm Adam. 912 00:46:06.931 --> 00:46:09.263 We're supposed to study tonight. Is she home? 913 00:46:09.433 --> 00:46:11.924 No, she doesn't get off work for another half an hour. 914 00:46:12.103 --> 00:46:13.705 But, uh, you can come in and wait if you like. 915 00:46:13.729 --> 00:46:15.390 No, that's okay. But thank you. 916 00:46:15.564 --> 00:46:16.844 No, no, come on in. Don't be shy. 917 00:46:17.400 --> 00:46:18.480 Okay. 918 00:46:18.567 --> 00:46:19.836 Are you from one of those clubs? 919 00:46:19.860 --> 00:46:22.317 I can't keep track of them anymore. 920 00:46:23.823 --> 00:46:24.823 Sorry about the mess. 921 00:46:24.907 --> 00:46:26.022 Oh, no. Don't be. 922 00:46:26.117 --> 00:46:27.637 I've been on these crutches for months. 923 00:46:27.827 --> 00:46:29.692 This is Ricky and Danny. 924 00:46:29.870 --> 00:46:31.235 Boys, uh, this is... 925 00:46:31.414 --> 00:46:33.154 - Adam. - Say hi to Adam. 926 00:46:33.332 --> 00:46:35.288 - Hey, guys. - Both: Hey. 927 00:46:35.751 --> 00:46:37.867 Don't worry about them, they're shy. 928 00:46:38.045 --> 00:46:40.005 Not like their sister, but I'm sure you know that. 929 00:46:40.047 --> 00:46:41.662 Right. 930 00:46:41.841 --> 00:46:44.127 Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat? 931 00:46:44.218 --> 00:46:46.049 Oh, I'm... I'm good. 932 00:46:47.263 --> 00:46:48.263 Sure? 933 00:46:48.681 --> 00:46:51.172 We've got, uh, TV dinners 934 00:46:51.976 --> 00:46:53.056 and TV dinners. 935 00:46:53.227 --> 00:46:54.933 Yeah, no, I'm all good. Thanks. 936 00:46:55.104 --> 00:46:56.560 Both: We want TV dinners. 937 00:46:56.731 --> 00:46:58.847 Oh, they have spoken. 938 00:46:59.066 --> 00:47:00.897 Oh, shoot! 939 00:47:00.985 --> 00:47:02.087 Adam: Hey, I can put those in for you. 940 00:47:02.111 --> 00:47:03.111 Are you sure? 941 00:47:03.195 --> 00:47:04.381 - Yeah. No, no, no problem. - You don't mind? 942 00:47:04.405 --> 00:47:05.507 Oh, thanks! That'd be a great help. 943 00:47:05.531 --> 00:47:06.566 Adam: Yeah. 944 00:47:06.657 --> 00:47:08.257 Two minutes each, I think. Check the box. 945 00:47:09.994 --> 00:47:13.157 Manuel: Arnaz roofing. Hi, Mrs. Jenkins. 946 00:47:14.790 --> 00:47:16.750 Oh, you're having trouble with your gutters again? 947 00:47:17.335 --> 00:47:19.792 Yeah, well, look, I'm still on medical leave. So... 948 00:47:21.047 --> 00:47:23.163 Yeah, I can refer you to Galloway. 949 00:47:23.257 --> 00:47:25.248 Yeah, he's a great guy. Mmm-hmm. 950 00:47:25.343 --> 00:47:26.674 Yeah, bill will take care of you. 951 00:47:28.262 --> 00:47:29.531 Adam: Yeah, yeah, 952 00:47:29.555 --> 00:47:32.012 so the secret is to marinate the chicken for flavor. 953 00:47:32.099 --> 00:47:33.555 Manuel: Oh, okay. Adam: Olive oil, 954 00:47:33.642 --> 00:47:35.758 chopped garlic, salt, pepper... 955 00:47:35.936 --> 00:47:38.393 And then you brush a little butter over the top there. 956 00:47:38.564 --> 00:47:40.054 - Manuel: That's it? - That's it. 957 00:47:41.150 --> 00:47:43.015 - Hey. - Danny: I can eat all of it. 958 00:47:43.444 --> 00:47:45.184 Here. You good? 959 00:47:45.279 --> 00:47:46.314 Oh, look at this. 960 00:47:46.405 --> 00:47:47.591 Danny: Thanks, Adam. Ricky: Thanks, Adam. 961 00:47:47.615 --> 00:47:49.321 - Adam: Yeah, no problem. - Come on in. 962 00:47:49.492 --> 00:47:51.386 It's a little spread your friend whipped up here. 963 00:47:51.410 --> 00:47:52.820 Maya: Hey. Danny: Hey. 964 00:47:53.329 --> 00:47:54.785 It's awesome. 965 00:47:56.791 --> 00:47:57.906 Hey, um, 966 00:47:58.667 --> 00:47:59.827 what are you doing here? 967 00:48:00.211 --> 00:48:03.328 Oh, we had a study session, remember? 968 00:48:03.422 --> 00:48:04.524 Ricky: The chicken tastes nice. 969 00:48:04.548 --> 00:48:05.548 Right. 970 00:48:05.633 --> 00:48:06.633 This is amazing. 971 00:48:06.717 --> 00:48:08.378 Yeah? Good. 972 00:48:08.469 --> 00:48:09.696 Manuel: 'Cause you never know what's hiding 973 00:48:09.720 --> 00:48:11.400 in your fridge I guess. 974 00:48:11.680 --> 00:48:13.295 How'd you get so good in the kitchen? 975 00:48:13.391 --> 00:48:15.928 Oh, I've been cooking my whole life. 976 00:48:16.394 --> 00:48:19.101 You know, one day, hopefully, I'll own my own restaurant. 977 00:48:19.271 --> 00:48:20.431 Manuel: Wow. 978 00:48:20.523 --> 00:48:21.625 You had to go to school for that? 979 00:48:21.649 --> 00:48:22.649 Danny: Okay, fine. 980 00:48:22.733 --> 00:48:25.440 Yeah, dad, it's culinary art school. 981 00:48:25.528 --> 00:48:28.361 Oh. Yeah. Right, right. 982 00:48:28.739 --> 00:48:30.579 Well, for you to spend your whole life working, 983 00:48:30.658 --> 00:48:32.578 might as well make it something you enjoy, right? 984 00:48:33.035 --> 00:48:34.821 I always try to tell Maya that. 985 00:48:35.162 --> 00:48:36.264 You know, she'll be the first arnaz 986 00:48:36.288 --> 00:48:37.328 to get her college degree. 987 00:48:37.790 --> 00:48:39.576 Her mother would've been so proud. 988 00:48:40.084 --> 00:48:41.620 She was a smart lady, too, you know. 989 00:48:41.794 --> 00:48:42.794 Dad... 990 00:48:43.170 --> 00:48:44.410 What? 991 00:48:44.588 --> 00:48:46.374 Let me brag about my daughter. 992 00:48:47.883 --> 00:48:50.215 Well, one day, my little girl here, 993 00:48:50.302 --> 00:48:52.042 she's gonna pick me up in a Porsche. 994 00:48:52.221 --> 00:48:53.781 She's been saying that since she was 10. 995 00:48:53.889 --> 00:48:54.889 Sorry, excuse me. 996 00:49:07.611 --> 00:49:09.067 Why did you do this? 997 00:49:09.697 --> 00:49:11.858 I didn't mean to upset you, honestly. 998 00:49:11.907 --> 00:49:12.987 I went to the other house 999 00:49:14.160 --> 00:49:15.991 so you just decided to make yourself at home 1000 00:49:16.078 --> 00:49:17.113 by cooking dinner? 1001 00:49:17.288 --> 00:49:18.723 I thought it'd be a nice thing to do. 1002 00:49:18.747 --> 00:49:20.142 You did it because it was a nice thing to do 1003 00:49:20.166 --> 00:49:21.446 or because you felt sorry for us? 1004 00:49:21.500 --> 00:49:25.209 I wouldn't... no. I don't feel sorry for you. 1005 00:49:25.796 --> 00:49:27.377 Are you satisfied then? 1006 00:49:28.215 --> 00:49:29.443 Good job! You found our tiny little house, 1007 00:49:29.467 --> 00:49:30.582 in a rundown neighborhood 1008 00:49:30.676 --> 00:49:32.632 so you could cook us poor people dinner. 1009 00:49:33.429 --> 00:49:34.464 You're a real Saint. 1010 00:49:42.730 --> 00:49:43.936 I'm sorry. 1011 00:49:46.150 --> 00:49:48.061 Sister Catherine caught me. 1012 00:49:49.737 --> 00:49:52.353 Side hustle's dead, and 1013 00:49:52.781 --> 00:49:55.067 I'm not making enough money tutoring you. 1014 00:49:56.869 --> 00:50:00.612 This restaurant pays me under the table. 1015 00:50:01.332 --> 00:50:02.367 And it's good. 1016 00:50:03.918 --> 00:50:05.704 My family depends on me. 1017 00:50:10.883 --> 00:50:13.465 You know, the only reason I'm getting a second chance 1018 00:50:13.552 --> 00:50:15.213 is 'cause I'm valedictorian. 1019 00:50:16.514 --> 00:50:19.677 You have no idea how hard I worked to get here. 1020 00:50:22.603 --> 00:50:24.389 I can't lose it all now. 1021 00:50:25.439 --> 00:50:26.439 No. 1022 00:50:27.566 --> 00:50:29.978 You're not gonna lose anything. 1023 00:50:31.362 --> 00:50:32.818 You're like a robot. 1024 00:50:33.656 --> 00:50:35.487 Immune to human error. 1025 00:50:37.159 --> 00:50:40.322 And my schedule is wide open, you know. 1026 00:50:40.496 --> 00:50:43.829 So we can meet whenever. 1027 00:50:46.377 --> 00:50:47.867 There are other tutors out there. 1028 00:50:47.962 --> 00:50:49.077 You know that, right? 1029 00:50:49.255 --> 00:50:50.745 None like you. 1030 00:50:52.091 --> 00:50:54.798 I like knowin' I get to see you three times a week. 1031 00:51:09.692 --> 00:51:11.432 A brief history of time. 1032 00:51:11.610 --> 00:51:13.020 Pale blue dot. 1033 00:51:13.529 --> 00:51:16.020 And then... would this be your favorite movie? 1034 00:51:16.240 --> 00:51:19.277 Do I, uh, detect a hint of smugness in your voice? 1035 00:51:19.451 --> 00:51:20.907 Not at all. 1036 00:51:21.328 --> 00:51:24.661 I actually really love this one. 1037 00:51:24.832 --> 00:51:27.244 'Cause it's a classic. You know that, right? 1038 00:51:27.960 --> 00:51:29.700 It's a cinematic masterpiece. 1039 00:51:41.890 --> 00:51:43.050 Thank you for cooking. 1040 00:51:47.313 --> 00:51:48.313 Sure. 1041 00:51:51.150 --> 00:51:53.061 Don't forget to show your work 1042 00:51:53.193 --> 00:51:54.473 when doing the sine ratio, okay? 1043 00:51:54.570 --> 00:51:55.570 Okay. 1044 00:51:56.155 --> 00:51:57.486 Otherwise... 1045 00:51:59.158 --> 00:52:01.524 Looks good. Great work! 1046 00:52:02.328 --> 00:52:05.536 Watch out. I may be coming for your academic throne. 1047 00:52:05.914 --> 00:52:07.870 Never. Um... 1048 00:52:09.084 --> 00:52:11.166 But I do have a surprise for you, 1049 00:52:11.253 --> 00:52:13.460 since you've been killing it lately. 1050 00:52:16.342 --> 00:52:18.754 Adam: Wow. 1051 00:52:18.844 --> 00:52:21.551 You can thank my dad, he fixed the roof last winter 1052 00:52:21.722 --> 00:52:23.804 so he's pretty tight with the owner. 1053 00:52:24.391 --> 00:52:26.632 Oh, man... 1054 00:52:31.899 --> 00:52:34.060 Are these the Mac mh-90s? 1055 00:52:34.485 --> 00:52:36.441 I don't know. 1056 00:52:39.573 --> 00:52:41.609 This grill's insane. 1057 00:52:43.619 --> 00:52:47.532 I don't know about you, but I'm pretty hungry. 1058 00:52:52.211 --> 00:52:55.078 So, you don't follow a recipe? 1059 00:52:55.756 --> 00:52:58.714 Everyone thinks cooking is about following instructions, 1060 00:52:58.884 --> 00:53:00.545 but it's the opposite. 1061 00:53:00.969 --> 00:53:03.711 Your palate will tell you exactly what the dish wants. 1062 00:53:07.393 --> 00:53:10.055 So, we need to talk about benchmark exams next week. 1063 00:53:10.229 --> 00:53:11.344 Right. 1064 00:53:11.522 --> 00:53:13.638 Why is everyone so obsessed with those here? 1065 00:53:13.732 --> 00:53:14.767 Are they really hard? 1066 00:53:14.942 --> 00:53:16.978 I mean, no, they're not so much hard 1067 00:53:17.152 --> 00:53:19.643 as they are a means to keep the school funded. 1068 00:53:19.822 --> 00:53:21.733 Plus, the top three are read at graduation 1069 00:53:21.907 --> 00:53:23.317 so, you know, St. Agatha kids, 1070 00:53:23.659 --> 00:53:25.069 they live for that crap. 1071 00:53:26.495 --> 00:53:28.156 Maya: Um... 1072 00:53:28.288 --> 00:53:32.031 I was, um, thinking 1073 00:53:33.085 --> 00:53:34.291 that maybe you could write 1074 00:53:34.378 --> 00:53:35.978 about what happened at your old school... 1075 00:53:36.797 --> 00:53:39.584 I mean, if you see it as a failure... 1076 00:53:40.467 --> 00:53:42.549 - I see what you're doing. - What? 1077 00:53:42.886 --> 00:53:45.753 You're digging for more answers. 1078 00:53:46.265 --> 00:53:48.472 Maya: I'm digging for more answers? 1079 00:53:48.559 --> 00:53:49.599 You showed up at my house, 1080 00:53:49.727 --> 00:53:50.807 you basically stalked me. 1081 00:53:50.978 --> 00:53:52.184 Yeah. Yeah. 1082 00:53:52.896 --> 00:53:54.727 Yeah, I guess. 1083 00:53:57.109 --> 00:53:58.974 Okay, okay. 1084 00:53:59.528 --> 00:54:00.984 Okay. Um... 1085 00:54:02.740 --> 00:54:05.903 I guess, in the beginning, 1086 00:54:07.161 --> 00:54:09.447 I tried not to see it as a failure, 1087 00:54:10.122 --> 00:54:12.329 but it's hard not to. 1088 00:54:14.042 --> 00:54:15.748 After the fight, 1089 00:54:16.670 --> 00:54:20.333 people immediately looked at me differently 1090 00:54:21.133 --> 00:54:23.419 like they were afraid of me. 1091 00:54:26.180 --> 00:54:29.843 No matter what I did, I couldn't get them to see me 1092 00:54:30.017 --> 00:54:32.178 as they did before. 1093 00:54:34.605 --> 00:54:36.516 But I let that happen. 1094 00:54:37.566 --> 00:54:40.603 L, I became a bystander in my own life. 1095 00:54:43.822 --> 00:54:46.484 I guess that's what felt like the real failure. 1096 00:54:56.627 --> 00:54:57.627 Hey. 1097 00:54:59.963 --> 00:55:02.170 I think we found your essay. 1098 00:55:10.140 --> 00:55:11.550 What? 1099 00:55:11.642 --> 00:55:14.133 Mm-mm. It's good. It's very good. 1100 00:55:15.354 --> 00:55:17.970 What happened to unrelenting honesty? 1101 00:55:20.859 --> 00:55:22.269 I'm... I'm sorry, I... 1102 00:55:22.361 --> 00:55:23.851 I know you worked really hard on that. 1103 00:55:24.279 --> 00:55:26.065 What's wrong with it? 1104 00:55:26.615 --> 00:55:28.196 No, I think you just added 1105 00:55:28.283 --> 00:55:30.023 a little bit too much spice or something. 1106 00:55:36.959 --> 00:55:38.574 It tastes fine to me. 1107 00:55:42.089 --> 00:55:43.274 Sister Catherine: All of your belongings 1108 00:55:43.298 --> 00:55:44.458 should be under your desk. 1109 00:55:44.633 --> 00:55:45.964 Out of sight. 1110 00:55:46.134 --> 00:55:47.294 No exceptions. 1111 00:55:47.511 --> 00:55:50.002 The only materials I should see 1112 00:55:50.180 --> 00:55:53.172 are the scantron, a number two pencil, 1113 00:55:53.308 --> 00:55:55.594 your calculator, and the test booklet. 1114 00:55:55.769 --> 00:55:57.455 Absolutely nothing else 1115 00:55:57.479 --> 00:55:58.764 should be visible. 1116 00:55:58.939 --> 00:56:01.897 You will have 60 minutes for the mathematics portion 1117 00:56:02.067 --> 00:56:05.309 and 90 minutes for the essay question. 1118 00:56:05.737 --> 00:56:06.943 Begin. 1119 00:56:18.709 --> 00:56:20.074 Beth: Are you not that hungry? 1120 00:56:21.336 --> 00:56:23.122 Adam: Oh, no, I, um... 1121 00:56:24.256 --> 00:56:26.338 Beth: It's your favorite. Adam: Yeah. 1122 00:56:26.466 --> 00:56:27.694 Beth: Paul picked it up from Vince's. 1123 00:56:27.718 --> 00:56:29.549 Yeah. Thanks, Paul. 1124 00:56:29.720 --> 00:56:30.880 You're welcome. 1125 00:56:31.763 --> 00:56:33.283 So, actually, we have something 1126 00:56:33.307 --> 00:56:34.467 we need to talk to you about. 1127 00:56:34.558 --> 00:56:35.968 And I just want you to know 1128 00:56:36.059 --> 00:56:38.641 that everything is gonna be okay. 1129 00:56:39.313 --> 00:56:40.313 Okay? 1130 00:56:42.024 --> 00:56:43.639 Did somebody die? 1131 00:56:43.817 --> 00:56:45.523 No, nobody's dying. 1132 00:56:45.694 --> 00:56:47.980 No, everybody's okay. Everybody's alive. 1133 00:56:53.076 --> 00:56:54.316 I'm pregnant, 1134 00:56:55.621 --> 00:56:57.236 and we're gonna have a baby. 1135 00:56:59.625 --> 00:57:01.115 Like a human baby? 1136 00:57:01.376 --> 00:57:03.662 Jeez, I hope so. 1137 00:57:08.926 --> 00:57:11.838 Look, we didn't plan this at all. 1138 00:57:13.847 --> 00:57:15.257 You know? And we're just getting 1139 00:57:15.349 --> 00:57:17.135 our heads around this now. 1140 00:57:17.309 --> 00:57:19.015 Adam? 1141 00:57:19.394 --> 00:57:20.725 Adam? 1142 00:57:21.188 --> 00:57:22.188 Adam. 1143 00:57:22.397 --> 00:57:23.978 You okay, buddy? 1144 00:57:24.858 --> 00:57:26.098 Yeah. 1145 00:57:27.819 --> 00:57:29.935 Yeah, congratulations. 1146 00:57:32.157 --> 00:57:35.320 Okay, all right, I'm gonna go to the office, 1147 00:57:35.494 --> 00:57:37.075 get ready for tomorrow's work. 1148 00:57:37.955 --> 00:57:40.992 If anybody needs me... 1149 00:57:43.210 --> 00:57:45.952 Adam. Look at me. 1150 00:57:48.090 --> 00:57:50.627 I promise nothing is going to change. 1151 00:57:51.969 --> 00:57:53.925 What are you talkin' about? 1152 00:57:55.430 --> 00:57:57.045 Everything will. 1153 00:57:57.265 --> 00:57:59.847 No, I mean between you and I. 1154 00:58:00.268 --> 00:58:02.304 Look, I know this isn't the right time. 1155 00:58:04.106 --> 00:58:06.438 I'm scared, too, believe me, but it's also... 1156 00:58:06.608 --> 00:58:07.877 Adam: Okay, I was reading 1157 00:58:07.901 --> 00:58:08.936 the pamphlet you gave me 1158 00:58:09.111 --> 00:58:11.523 about the potential side effects of this drug. 1159 00:58:11.697 --> 00:58:14.780 Dehydration, sweating, trouble urinating, 1160 00:58:14.950 --> 00:58:16.861 vision loss, muscle tension, 1161 00:58:17.035 --> 00:58:19.742 loss of taste and hearing, tremors, 1162 00:58:19.913 --> 00:58:21.449 oh, and my personal favorite, 1163 00:58:21.623 --> 00:58:23.579 anal leakage. 1164 00:58:23.750 --> 00:58:26.287 You can go ahead and cross most of those off the list. 1165 00:58:26.586 --> 00:58:29.453 I can't cook anymore because my taste comes and goes. 1166 00:58:29.631 --> 00:58:30.871 I can barely piss straight 1167 00:58:30.966 --> 00:58:33.252 because my hand has a mind of its own. 1168 00:58:34.970 --> 00:58:36.255 But I swear, 1169 00:58:37.014 --> 00:58:39.050 if anything drips out of my ass, 1170 00:58:39.224 --> 00:58:40.885 please just kill me. 1171 00:58:43.270 --> 00:58:44.270 Morning. 1172 00:58:49.317 --> 00:58:51.148 - Have a good day. - You, too. 1173 00:58:52.070 --> 00:58:53.185 I love you. 1174 00:59:01.788 --> 00:59:03.028 Have a good day, hon. 1175 00:59:20.432 --> 00:59:21.512 Have a good day, honey. 1176 00:59:29.775 --> 00:59:32.061 Someone should really keep an eye on that kid. 1177 00:59:41.203 --> 00:59:44.411 Rebecca: Om. 1178 00:59:46.374 --> 00:59:47.705 Good morning. 1179 00:59:48.293 --> 00:59:49.658 Morning, boss. 1180 00:59:49.836 --> 00:59:52.202 Yeah, yeah, we missed you. 1181 01:00:00.847 --> 01:00:04.931 Um, okay, we're starting at chapter 5, I think. 1182 01:00:05.102 --> 01:00:06.763 - Five. - It's page 403. 1183 01:00:06.937 --> 01:00:08.802 - I'm on it. - 403, do you have it? 1184 01:00:08.980 --> 01:00:10.345 - Yeah. - Okay. 1185 01:00:10.482 --> 01:00:11.972 Um... all right. 1186 01:00:12.526 --> 01:00:14.858 "Angles in x-y coordinate system." 1187 01:00:15.487 --> 01:00:17.148 "Angles formed by rotating ray 1188 01:00:17.239 --> 01:00:18.639 "or a half-line about its end point, 1189 01:00:18.740 --> 01:00:20.025 "the initial side of the angle, 1190 01:00:20.117 --> 01:00:22.153 "starting position of the ray." 1191 01:00:22.327 --> 01:00:23.387 Final position... 1192 01:00:23.411 --> 01:00:25.251 Maya: Of the ray rotation, did you get that? 1193 01:00:30.961 --> 01:00:32.121 Adam's darkness: Adam. 1194 01:00:35.048 --> 01:00:36.048 Adam. 1195 01:00:39.511 --> 01:00:42.378 You thought you could get rid of me. 1196 01:00:42.973 --> 01:00:44.588 You feel that? 1197 01:00:45.517 --> 01:00:46.802 I'm still here. 1198 01:00:47.018 --> 01:00:49.134 You don't know that, you just know. 1199 01:00:49.604 --> 01:00:51.084 Adam's darkness: Don't fight it, Adam. 1200 01:00:51.815 --> 01:00:53.021 Adam. 1201 01:00:53.984 --> 01:00:56.270 Adam. 1202 01:00:56.903 --> 01:00:58.063 Adam! 1203 01:00:58.238 --> 01:01:00.695 You need to go. Now. 1204 01:01:00.907 --> 01:01:02.738 Adam, what do you think? 1205 01:01:04.536 --> 01:01:08.028 Um... sorry. I'm... I'm not feeling so good. 1206 01:01:14.421 --> 01:01:17.629 Hey. Hey, Adam. Hey. Hey, what's wrong? 1207 01:01:18.133 --> 01:01:19.589 What'd I say, huh? 1208 01:01:19.634 --> 01:01:20.749 Get out of here! 1209 01:01:21.386 --> 01:01:23.377 I gotta go. I gotta go. They're gonna take me 1210 01:01:23.471 --> 01:01:24.532 - and I gotta go, okay? - Wait. 1211 01:01:24.556 --> 01:01:25.616 Take you where? What are you... 1212 01:01:25.640 --> 01:01:27.130 I can't keep her safe, too. 1213 01:01:27.309 --> 01:01:29.015 - Adam. - Stop! 1214 01:01:30.770 --> 01:01:33.887 Just leave me alone, and don't follow me. 1215 01:01:43.825 --> 01:01:46.191 Male voice: Adam. 1216 01:01:52.083 --> 01:01:53.619 Female voice: Over here. 1217 01:02:26.117 --> 01:02:27.857 Male voice: Adam. 1218 01:02:36.086 --> 01:02:37.966 Female voice: She never wanted you. 1219 01:02:38.213 --> 01:02:40.499 She doesn't love you. 1220 01:02:40.715 --> 01:02:42.195 Male voice: He hates you. 1221 01:02:43.134 --> 01:02:45.876 Adam's darkness: This is the kid she always wanted. 1222 01:02:46.638 --> 01:02:49.880 The one that'll make up for her biggest mistake. 1223 01:02:50.642 --> 01:02:52.178 You. 1224 01:02:57.816 --> 01:02:59.181 Everything all right? 1225 01:03:00.819 --> 01:03:02.355 Were you watching me? 1226 01:03:02.612 --> 01:03:03.612 No. 1227 01:03:04.698 --> 01:03:06.313 I was just heading to bed. 1228 01:03:07.534 --> 01:03:08.990 Everything okay? 1229 01:03:12.038 --> 01:03:13.949 Sister Catherine called. 1230 01:03:15.333 --> 01:03:17.870 She expressed some concerns about your behavior this week. 1231 01:03:18.044 --> 01:03:20.751 Having a kid with my mom doesn't make you my dad. 1232 01:03:20.922 --> 01:03:23.004 Adam, I'm not going anywhere. 1233 01:03:23.300 --> 01:03:25.416 Yeah, clearly. 1234 01:03:28.930 --> 01:03:30.261 Adam: When I was a freshman, 1235 01:03:31.308 --> 01:03:33.674 there was this girl at our school who was a junior, 1236 01:03:33.852 --> 01:03:37.436 and she was diagnosed with terminal bone cancer. 1237 01:03:38.315 --> 01:03:39.834 She was part of the make-a-wish foundation, 1238 01:03:39.858 --> 01:03:41.940 so before she died, 1239 01:03:42.110 --> 01:03:44.021 they had some boy band come to our school 1240 01:03:44.195 --> 01:03:47.653 and have lunch with her as part of her wish. 1241 01:03:48.199 --> 01:03:50.155 It was a really touching thing. 1242 01:03:50.327 --> 01:03:52.864 It was all people could talk about for weeks. 1243 01:03:54.581 --> 01:03:56.162 But it got me thinking. 1244 01:03:57.876 --> 01:03:59.958 When you're a cancer kid, 1245 01:04:00.795 --> 01:04:04.162 people can't wait to flock to your aid 1246 01:04:04.382 --> 01:04:08.466 and are so eager to Grant any wish you have before you die. 1247 01:04:10.388 --> 01:04:12.504 But when you have schizophrenia, 1248 01:04:12.766 --> 01:04:16.008 people can't wait to make you someone else's problem. 1249 01:04:17.354 --> 01:04:20.141 That's why we end up on the streets, 1250 01:04:20.315 --> 01:04:21.646 screaming at nothing, 1251 01:04:22.817 --> 01:04:24.307 waiting to die. 1252 01:04:27.405 --> 01:04:30.021 No one wants to Grant our wishes. 1253 01:04:35.080 --> 01:04:36.115 Hey. 1254 01:04:38.833 --> 01:04:40.994 I'm sorry about the other day. 1255 01:04:41.169 --> 01:04:44.036 I just wasn't feeling good. 1256 01:04:44.506 --> 01:04:45.916 I'm sorry. 1257 01:04:48.927 --> 01:04:51.464 Are you sure that it's just headaches? 1258 01:04:52.138 --> 01:04:53.674 I'm worried about you. 1259 01:04:53.848 --> 01:04:55.634 Yeah, I'm fine. 1260 01:04:57.102 --> 01:04:59.058 Let me make it up to you. 1261 01:05:00.105 --> 01:05:01.345 Please. 1262 01:05:19.124 --> 01:05:20.989 Girl: She won't let me go out... 1263 01:05:22.085 --> 01:05:23.950 Maya: No way. 1264 01:05:24.045 --> 01:05:25.876 Adam: Way. 1265 01:05:29.509 --> 01:05:30.509 You didn't. 1266 01:05:30.635 --> 01:05:31.635 Adam: I did. 1267 01:05:32.804 --> 01:05:36.171 You know, usually, this stuff doesn't impress me, 1268 01:05:48.695 --> 01:05:50.185 Josie: Thank you. 1269 01:05:51.781 --> 01:05:55.148 Um, may I have five minutes on the clock, please? 1270 01:06:02.584 --> 01:06:03.584 Joaquin: Okay, kid. 1271 01:06:03.751 --> 01:06:04.854 We both know this part of the movie 1272 01:06:04.878 --> 01:06:06.084 is the ultimate panty dropper. 1273 01:06:06.254 --> 01:06:07.539 Better make your move. 1274 01:06:07.797 --> 01:06:09.378 Hey, just take your time. 1275 01:06:10.008 --> 01:06:11.088 No rush. 1276 01:06:12.677 --> 01:06:14.437 Kirsten: That is so wrong. 1277 01:06:39.412 --> 01:06:41.198 Adam's darkness: Adam... Adam. 1278 01:06:41.289 --> 01:06:43.746 Hey, over here. 1279 01:06:44.417 --> 01:06:45.623 Adam. 1280 01:06:47.045 --> 01:06:48.605 Adam's darkness: Adam. 1281 01:06:50.381 --> 01:06:51.962 That's not good. 1282 01:07:06.314 --> 01:07:07.520 Finally! 1283 01:07:07.690 --> 01:07:09.601 No way! What is going on with you? 1284 01:07:09.776 --> 01:07:10.982 Nothing, I'm fine. 1285 01:07:11.319 --> 01:07:13.105 No, you're not fine. 1286 01:07:13.279 --> 01:07:14.279 You don't even look like 1287 01:07:14.364 --> 01:07:15.764 you're on this planet half the time. 1288 01:07:16.157 --> 01:07:18.569 Adam, look, you can trust her. 1289 01:07:19.869 --> 01:07:21.734 No, you're right. There is something. 1290 01:07:22.330 --> 01:07:23.330 Yeah. 1291 01:07:23.498 --> 01:07:25.204 Yeah, just show her who you are. 1292 01:07:25.291 --> 01:07:26.371 Tell her about us. 1293 01:07:26.709 --> 01:07:27.869 Don't do that. 1294 01:07:31.130 --> 01:07:33.587 There's been a lot going on at home. 1295 01:07:33.758 --> 01:07:34.964 Lately. 1296 01:07:35.260 --> 01:07:37.342 I've been feeling really alone. 1297 01:07:38.012 --> 01:07:39.548 I'm sorry. 1298 01:07:40.598 --> 01:07:43.340 But I don't feel that way when I'm with you. 1299 01:07:48.106 --> 01:07:49.687 Oh, yeah. 1300 01:07:51.276 --> 01:07:52.561 So... 1301 01:07:54.612 --> 01:07:55.727 I wanted... 1302 01:07:57.407 --> 01:08:00.023 I wanna know if you'd wanna go to prom with me? 1303 01:08:07.333 --> 01:08:10.325 I know it's an extension of the patriarchy and everything, 1304 01:08:11.713 --> 01:08:12.713 but would you? 1305 01:08:13.423 --> 01:08:16.881 Only if you tell people that I asked you. 1306 01:08:17.885 --> 01:08:19.546 - Deal. - Deal. 1307 01:08:19.804 --> 01:08:20.919 Aw. 1308 01:09:00.178 --> 01:09:02.043 Adam: My mom told me something once 1309 01:09:02.221 --> 01:09:04.928 when she first started dating again. 1310 01:09:05.099 --> 01:09:08.387 You lose your secrets when you let people get too close. 1311 01:09:08.603 --> 01:09:10.093 It can be painful 1312 01:09:10.313 --> 01:09:11.519 to let someone find you 1313 01:09:11.606 --> 01:09:13.847 in all the dark and twisty places inside. 1314 01:09:14.025 --> 01:09:15.811 But you have to hope they do, 1315 01:09:16.736 --> 01:09:19.193 because that's the beginning of everything. 1316 01:09:21.574 --> 01:09:24.862 But letting Maya love me the way that I am 1317 01:09:25.036 --> 01:09:27.823 would be like letting her catch a disease. 1318 01:09:28.456 --> 01:09:30.993 She doesn't deserve to be loved by someone 1319 01:09:31.125 --> 01:09:33.332 who can't see the world the way it is. 1320 01:09:34.087 --> 01:09:35.452 Right? 1321 01:09:36.964 --> 01:09:38.545 And I'd really like to keep my secrets 1322 01:09:38.633 --> 01:09:39.998 while I have them. 1323 01:09:48.142 --> 01:09:49.803 You wanna explain these? 1324 01:09:53.690 --> 01:09:54.896 What do you want me to say? 1325 01:09:55.066 --> 01:09:56.897 I want you to say that you haven't stopped 1326 01:09:56.984 --> 01:09:58.849 taking your medication behind my back. 1327 01:10:00.446 --> 01:10:02.357 I can't say that. 1328 01:10:03.449 --> 01:10:04.859 Do you have any idea 1329 01:10:04.951 --> 01:10:07.112 how much we have on the line with this school? 1330 01:10:08.955 --> 01:10:11.412 With your medical expenses? 1331 01:10:12.041 --> 01:10:13.451 What about me? 1332 01:10:15.002 --> 01:10:16.412 What about what I need? 1333 01:10:16.587 --> 01:10:18.919 What are you talking about? It's all about you. 1334 01:10:19.090 --> 01:10:21.251 It's all about you. All the time. 1335 01:10:21.342 --> 01:10:23.173 All of this is for you. 1336 01:10:23.344 --> 01:10:25.050 The books, and the articles, 1337 01:10:25.179 --> 01:10:28.592 and the staying up all night reading forum after forum. 1338 01:10:29.600 --> 01:10:30.953 Do you think you're the only one in this house 1339 01:10:30.977 --> 01:10:31.977 going through this? 1340 01:10:32.478 --> 01:10:35.140 So that's what they tell you in those parenting books? 1341 01:10:35.314 --> 01:10:37.179 Oh, my god! 1342 01:10:37.400 --> 01:10:40.142 You know, you are not the only person in this house 1343 01:10:40.194 --> 01:10:41.934 who is affected by this. 1344 01:10:42.113 --> 01:10:43.478 Do you think that this is the life 1345 01:10:43.573 --> 01:10:44.938 that I wanted for you? 1346 01:10:45.116 --> 01:10:46.777 For myself? 1347 01:10:47.118 --> 01:10:48.449 Okay. 1348 01:10:48.619 --> 01:10:51.736 I'm sorry for getting in the way of you, 1349 01:10:51.831 --> 01:10:53.287 and Paul, and the new baby, 1350 01:10:53.458 --> 01:10:55.574 and your perfect new life 1351 01:10:55.752 --> 01:10:59.370 that doesn't include a crazy stepson who hears voices. 1352 01:11:00.798 --> 01:11:02.413 Stop. Adam. 1353 01:11:02.884 --> 01:11:05.671 Adam. Stop. 1354 01:11:06.846 --> 01:11:08.757 Listen to me. 1355 01:11:09.223 --> 01:11:12.556 I know that you must be scared, 1356 01:11:12.643 --> 01:11:15.134 and that it's lonely in your head, 1357 01:11:15.313 --> 01:11:17.304 and I wish, I wish I could be in there with you, 1358 01:11:17.482 --> 01:11:20.144 I wish I could ease that burden, but I can't. 1359 01:11:21.110 --> 01:11:23.066 I'm trying. I am really trying. 1360 01:11:23.237 --> 01:11:25.319 And I would do anything for you. 1361 01:11:25.406 --> 01:11:27.146 Just tell me what to do. Tell me. 1362 01:11:27.325 --> 01:11:28.940 Tell me how to help you. 1363 01:11:35.458 --> 01:11:38.495 There's nothing you can do. 1364 01:11:39.545 --> 01:11:42.252 The pills make me feel like I wanna die. 1365 01:11:43.090 --> 01:11:47.174 I can't see. I can't think. And I can't cook. 1366 01:11:48.346 --> 01:11:49.882 And what's the point if I can't cook? 1367 01:11:50.056 --> 01:11:52.672 Why didn't you share that with me? 1368 01:11:52.767 --> 01:11:54.382 We're in this together. We're... 1369 01:11:54.560 --> 01:11:56.440 We're supposed to be on the same team, remember? 1370 01:11:56.562 --> 01:11:58.894 We're not on the same team. 1371 01:11:59.482 --> 01:12:02.394 And we haven't been since Paul moved in. 1372 01:12:10.952 --> 01:12:12.283 Beth: I can't do that to him. 1373 01:12:12.495 --> 01:12:13.597 Paul: Look, I understand that. 1374 01:12:13.621 --> 01:12:16.237 Just listen to me. We have to do something. 1375 01:12:16.415 --> 01:12:17.415 Beth: I know that, Paul. 1376 01:12:17.500 --> 01:12:18.685 Paul: It's only a matter of time before you... 1377 01:12:18.709 --> 01:12:19.812 Beth: I'm doing everything I can. 1378 01:12:19.836 --> 01:12:20.836 Paul: Do you see him? 1379 01:12:20.920 --> 01:12:22.035 Do you see what's going on? 1380 01:12:22.129 --> 01:12:24.495 Beth: Of course, I see him. I see everything. 1381 01:12:24.674 --> 01:12:25.674 I'm his mother. 1382 01:12:25.758 --> 01:12:26.944 Paul: I'm just trying to avert the disaster, Beth. 1383 01:12:26.968 --> 01:12:29.175 We ain't taking no damn pills, you hear me? 1384 01:12:29.262 --> 01:12:30.364 Joaquin: You didn't need those pills anyway. 1385 01:12:30.388 --> 01:12:31.448 Bodyguard: We gotta get him outta here. 1386 01:12:31.472 --> 01:12:32.587 Screw the pills! 1387 01:12:32.765 --> 01:12:34.221 - Rebecca: Okay. - You're awesome, 1388 01:12:34.308 --> 01:12:36.036 and we're here for you. And we believe in you. 1389 01:12:36.060 --> 01:12:37.913 Bodyguard: We ain't gonna let 'em take us out of ya. 1390 01:12:37.937 --> 01:12:39.302 This is our house! Ours! 1391 01:12:39.397 --> 01:12:40.717 Joaquin: This bed is really comfy. 1392 01:13:07.758 --> 01:13:10.044 Sorry. You startled me. 1393 01:13:17.727 --> 01:13:19.433 Adam's darkness: You're trash. 1394 01:13:21.606 --> 01:13:22.686 What? 1395 01:13:25.318 --> 01:13:27.274 Could you throw away your trash? 1396 01:13:30.489 --> 01:13:31.649 Sure. 1397 01:13:50.092 --> 01:13:51.092 You know... 1398 01:13:53.012 --> 01:13:55.298 I was really starting to look forward 1399 01:13:55.389 --> 01:13:57.345 to our good will hunting moment. 1400 01:14:00.645 --> 01:14:02.039 Teacher: When you're finished with the questions, 1401 01:14:02.063 --> 01:14:03.063 please pass them forward 1402 01:14:03.230 --> 01:14:05.812 and open up your textbooks to chapter 18. 1403 01:14:08.986 --> 01:14:10.851 Sister Catherine: Adam petrazelli, 1404 01:14:10.947 --> 01:14:13.689 please report to the principal's office. 1405 01:14:19.163 --> 01:14:21.529 Adam, please, take a seat. 1406 01:14:27.672 --> 01:14:29.191 - Adam: Mom, what's going on? - It's okay. 1407 01:14:29.215 --> 01:14:30.400 It has been brought to my attention 1408 01:14:30.424 --> 01:14:33.006 that you are no longer taking your medication. 1409 01:14:34.387 --> 01:14:38.630 Yeah, okay, it... It made me worse. 1410 01:14:38.808 --> 01:14:40.548 As I said from day one, 1411 01:14:40.726 --> 01:14:43.433 your admission to St. Agatha's is conditional. 1412 01:14:43.604 --> 01:14:45.435 We can't take any risks. 1413 01:14:45.606 --> 01:14:46.812 What does that mean? Risks? 1414 01:14:47.024 --> 01:14:49.561 They're afraid you're gonna hurt other students, Adam. 1415 01:14:50.987 --> 01:14:52.227 Are you kicking me out? 1416 01:14:52.405 --> 01:14:54.066 - Suspending you. - Beth: Temporarily. 1417 01:14:54.240 --> 01:14:56.401 Just... just until we figure things out. 1418 01:14:57.201 --> 01:14:59.738 You may finish off the day to avoid causing a scene. 1419 01:15:02.164 --> 01:15:03.574 It was you. 1420 01:15:04.417 --> 01:15:06.078 I saw you writing that email to her. 1421 01:15:06.168 --> 01:15:07.312 I know you wanna send me away. 1422 01:15:07.336 --> 01:15:08.542 Adam, you need to calm down. 1423 01:15:08.713 --> 01:15:10.419 No one wants to send you away. 1424 01:15:10.589 --> 01:15:13.080 Yes, he does. And he's a liar. 1425 01:15:15.261 --> 01:15:17.252 This was my last chance. 1426 01:15:19.390 --> 01:15:21.802 I probably won't get another one. 1427 01:15:22.184 --> 01:15:23.720 Remember, mom? 1428 01:16:02.433 --> 01:16:03.433 Maya: Are you surprised? 1429 01:16:05.519 --> 01:16:07.180 What? Why? 1430 01:16:07.354 --> 01:16:09.219 It's... actually nice 1431 01:16:09.315 --> 01:16:11.115 to have some competition around here for once. 1432 01:16:11.484 --> 01:16:14.692 - What are you talking about? - Come on. Let's go. 1433 01:16:26.624 --> 01:16:28.330 I'm proud of you, petrazelli. 1434 01:16:43.724 --> 01:16:46.215 Aren't you supposed to be in class? 1435 01:16:46.769 --> 01:16:48.634 I didn't feel like it. 1436 01:16:48.854 --> 01:16:50.936 You wanna hop in the box and talk about it? 1437 01:16:54.693 --> 01:16:57.184 What I'm dealing with can't be fixed, father. 1438 01:17:07.206 --> 01:17:08.696 Try me. 1439 01:17:09.041 --> 01:17:10.952 What is even the purpose of all this? 1440 01:17:12.419 --> 01:17:13.909 Confession? 1441 01:17:15.131 --> 01:17:17.167 You think making people feel like shit 1442 01:17:17.258 --> 01:17:19.123 somehow brings out the best in them? 1443 01:17:19.301 --> 01:17:20.791 Cool philosophy. 1444 01:17:21.053 --> 01:17:24.762 "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, 1445 01:17:24.932 --> 01:17:27.514 "but the one that confesses and renounces them..." 1446 01:17:27.685 --> 01:17:29.767 That's great. 1447 01:17:30.604 --> 01:17:32.686 Another fortune cookie answer. 1448 01:17:34.525 --> 01:17:36.516 You have a list that you alternate? 1449 01:17:39.196 --> 01:17:40.276 Maybe. 1450 01:17:40.739 --> 01:17:45.824 Being ambiguous doesn't make you profound. 1451 01:17:47.746 --> 01:17:50.112 It makes you full of shit. 1452 01:17:51.584 --> 01:17:52.602 Father Patrick: Here's something... 1453 01:17:52.626 --> 01:17:53.728 Adam's darkness: Here's something 1454 01:17:53.752 --> 01:17:54.752 profound for you... 1455 01:17:54.837 --> 01:17:56.623 Why don't you kill yourself? 1456 01:18:00.050 --> 01:18:01.085 What? 1457 01:18:01.260 --> 01:18:02.921 I said, why don't you excuse yourself? 1458 01:18:03.012 --> 01:18:04.548 Take a day off. Leave yourself alone. 1459 01:18:04.889 --> 01:18:07.096 That's not what you said. 1460 01:18:13.272 --> 01:18:14.307 This is bullshit. 1461 01:18:14.607 --> 01:18:16.313 Hey, don't talk to your mother like that! 1462 01:18:16.483 --> 01:18:17.963 Thanks for the parenting advice, Paul. 1463 01:18:18.110 --> 01:18:20.046 What makes you think you could go to the prom tonight? 1464 01:18:20.070 --> 01:18:22.527 - You're suspended. - This is insane! 1465 01:18:22.656 --> 01:18:24.942 Hey, let's just sit down, okay? 1466 01:18:26.285 --> 01:18:27.570 Adam's darkness: You're trapped. 1467 01:18:27.745 --> 01:18:30.908 I'm trapped. This is how it starts. 1468 01:18:31.081 --> 01:18:32.350 Adam's darkness: This is how they do it. 1469 01:18:32.374 --> 01:18:33.614 This is how you do it. 1470 01:18:34.043 --> 01:18:35.533 First, it's the pills. 1471 01:18:35.669 --> 01:18:37.409 Then the pills make me feel like shit, 1472 01:18:37.504 --> 01:18:38.504 so, I come off of them. 1473 01:18:38.672 --> 01:18:40.958 And that's when Paul convinces you 1474 01:18:41.050 --> 01:18:42.319 to send me somewhere. 1475 01:18:42.343 --> 01:18:44.129 Because nothing else works! 1476 01:18:46.472 --> 01:18:47.928 Nothing else works! 1477 01:18:48.098 --> 01:18:50.076 Adam's darkness: Because nothing was designed to work. 1478 01:18:50.100 --> 01:18:52.637 Nothing was designed to work. That was the plan. 1479 01:18:52.811 --> 01:18:54.176 And I was right. 1480 01:18:54.271 --> 01:18:55.916 - Paul: That wasn't the plan. - I was right the whole time. 1481 01:18:55.940 --> 01:18:57.000 That wasn't the plan, Adam. 1482 01:18:57.024 --> 01:18:58.480 Shut up, Paul! 1483 01:18:58.817 --> 01:19:01.103 - You poisoned my brain. - Beth: Hey. 1484 01:19:01.195 --> 01:19:02.651 Adam: You know he did that, mom. 1485 01:19:02.696 --> 01:19:04.436 - Can you see that? - Adam. 1486 01:19:04.615 --> 01:19:06.335 - Mom. Can you see that? - Come on. Come on. 1487 01:19:06.367 --> 01:19:09.700 Beth: Hey, hey, hey. Hey. Listen to me. 1488 01:19:09.870 --> 01:19:10.870 Listen to my voice. 1489 01:19:10.955 --> 01:19:13.571 My voice is the only one that matters right now, okay? 1490 01:19:13.707 --> 01:19:18.451 And I am telling you that you are my entire world, okay? 1491 01:19:19.380 --> 01:19:20.620 Adam? 1492 01:19:22.007 --> 01:19:23.463 Come on, kid. 1493 01:19:23.550 --> 01:19:26.007 Don't you see it's all a big bait and switch? 1494 01:19:26.387 --> 01:19:27.843 Adam? 1495 01:19:28.347 --> 01:19:30.713 You better get out of here before it's too late. 1496 01:19:32.351 --> 01:19:33.386 Beth: Adam. 1497 01:19:34.561 --> 01:19:36.017 I don't believe you. 1498 01:20:00.546 --> 01:20:03.629 Adam's darkness: Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam... 1499 01:20:04.925 --> 01:20:05.960 What are you doing? 1500 01:20:06.135 --> 01:20:09.468 No... please... 1501 01:20:10.889 --> 01:20:14.256 Adam's darkness: You're really gonna go to prom unprepared? 1502 01:20:23.861 --> 01:20:25.101 Adam's darkness: That's it. 1503 01:20:26.113 --> 01:20:28.445 How else will you survive the night? 1504 01:20:39.376 --> 01:20:41.492 Do it. Do it. 1505 01:20:43.672 --> 01:20:45.708 Girl: No, I will. I will, I promise. 1506 01:20:45.924 --> 01:20:47.289 Guy: That's not what I saw. 1507 01:20:53.807 --> 01:20:55.172 Guy 2: Good, girl. 1508 01:20:55.267 --> 01:20:58.225 Girl 2: Thank you. You like it? Oh, yeah. 1509 01:21:00.064 --> 01:21:02.271 What are you staring at? 1510 01:21:02.441 --> 01:21:06.309 I just thought you didn't really care about dances. 1511 01:21:07.237 --> 01:21:09.944 Well, I don't do anything halfway, so... 1512 01:21:10.115 --> 01:21:11.480 Clearly. 1513 01:21:12.701 --> 01:21:17.240 I'll, um, try not to Pierce your nipple. 1514 01:21:20.959 --> 01:21:23.416 Why are you sweating? Did you run here? 1515 01:21:24.630 --> 01:21:26.586 - Maya: Yeah? No. - No, no, no. 1516 01:21:26.757 --> 01:21:29.373 No, it's just really hot out. Do you want this? 1517 01:21:29.551 --> 01:21:32.293 - Yeah. - Okay... 1518 01:21:33.722 --> 01:21:35.508 You sure you're okay? 1519 01:21:35.682 --> 01:21:38.719 Yeah. You wanna go inside? 1520 01:21:38.852 --> 01:21:40.843 Maya: Okay. Adam: Come on. 1521 01:21:47.986 --> 01:21:50.068 Oh, wow. That was bright. 1522 01:21:51.073 --> 01:21:52.779 - Wanna go? - Yeah. 1523 01:22:09.883 --> 01:22:12.340 Yeah, do you want some punch? 1524 01:22:12.886 --> 01:22:13.886 Sure. 1525 01:22:14.346 --> 01:22:15.882 - Hey! - Sorry. 1526 01:22:23.522 --> 01:22:25.979 Adam's darkness: Excuse me, Mr. petrazelli... 1527 01:22:29.361 --> 01:22:31.022 Young man, I'm talking to you. 1528 01:22:31.488 --> 01:22:33.228 Where are you going? 1529 01:22:33.407 --> 01:22:35.363 - Mr. petrazelli! - Adam's darkness: Adam... 1530 01:22:35.451 --> 01:22:36.861 Adam... 1531 01:22:45.002 --> 01:22:46.412 Hey. Hey, let's go dance. Come on. 1532 01:22:46.587 --> 01:22:47.918 Oh, okay. 1533 01:23:18.076 --> 01:23:19.076 Adam? 1534 01:23:22.581 --> 01:23:23.821 - Maya: Adam? - Excuse me. 1535 01:23:23.916 --> 01:23:25.326 You can't just walk away from me. 1536 01:23:25.501 --> 01:23:26.644 You have to leave this prom right now. 1537 01:23:26.668 --> 01:23:27.812 Maya: Hey, hey, wait. What's going on? 1538 01:23:27.836 --> 01:23:30.043 Sister Catherine: We discussed this, Mr. petrazelli. 1539 01:23:30.214 --> 01:23:32.671 You don't have permission to be here. 1540 01:23:32.841 --> 01:23:35.298 You will leave the prom right now. 1541 01:23:36.345 --> 01:23:37.801 You are suspended. 1542 01:23:40.724 --> 01:23:42.680 Oh, my god. Oh, my god, Adam! 1543 01:23:43.852 --> 01:23:45.342 Adam! 1544 01:23:45.521 --> 01:23:47.307 Oh, my god, I'm so sorry. 1545 01:23:48.565 --> 01:23:49.680 Adam! 1546 01:24:36.947 --> 01:24:38.227 Stay with us, buddy. Stay with... 1547 01:24:39.575 --> 01:24:41.415 Adam, look at me. Adam! Adam! Look at me quick. 1548 01:24:41.535 --> 01:24:43.116 Eyes open. 1549 01:24:43.203 --> 01:24:44.472 Paramedic 1: Pupils are nine point four. 1550 01:24:44.496 --> 01:24:46.216 Adam, you're okay. You're safe. You're safe. 1551 01:24:46.373 --> 01:24:47.954 Adam, Adam, Adam. 1552 01:24:48.125 --> 01:24:49.978 Slow down. Slow down. You're all right. You're okay. 1553 01:24:50.002 --> 01:24:51.202 Paramedic 2: Breathe, breathe. 1554 01:25:12.566 --> 01:25:13.601 Hey. 1555 01:25:15.277 --> 01:25:17.063 What's going on? Where's Maya? 1556 01:25:17.904 --> 01:25:19.064 Is she okay? 1557 01:25:19.615 --> 01:25:22.072 She's, uh... She's worried about you. 1558 01:25:23.660 --> 01:25:25.070 We all are. 1559 01:25:29.333 --> 01:25:30.698 Does she know? 1560 01:25:32.210 --> 01:25:34.075 I told her, honey. 1561 01:25:35.088 --> 01:25:37.374 No, no, no. 1562 01:25:38.258 --> 01:25:39.258 No. 1563 01:25:41.803 --> 01:25:42.803 No. 1564 01:25:44.056 --> 01:25:45.466 What is this? 1565 01:25:46.099 --> 01:25:47.714 - Paul: Adam. - What's going on? 1566 01:25:47.893 --> 01:25:49.078 Paul: That's just for your own safety. 1567 01:25:49.102 --> 01:25:50.496 - Shut up, Paul. Shut up. - Beth: Hey. 1568 01:25:50.520 --> 01:25:52.351 - It's just temporary. - Where am 1? 1569 01:25:52.522 --> 01:25:53.853 Listen, you were upset, 1570 01:25:54.566 --> 01:25:56.397 and we didn't want you to hurt yourself. 1571 01:25:58.779 --> 01:26:00.110 Okay, when can I go home? 1572 01:26:00.322 --> 01:26:02.563 You have to get better first. 1573 01:26:07.996 --> 01:26:09.406 You wanted to put me here, 1574 01:26:09.498 --> 01:26:10.988 in a place where they could fix me. 1575 01:26:11.541 --> 01:26:12.826 "Professionally." 1576 01:26:13.001 --> 01:26:14.207 It's not how I meant it, Adam. 1577 01:26:16.505 --> 01:26:17.505 Hi. 1578 01:26:23.679 --> 01:26:25.544 Can you please make her leave? 1579 01:26:26.306 --> 01:26:27.306 Adam... 1580 01:26:28.308 --> 01:26:30.515 Oh, I'm ready, boss. All you gotta do 1581 01:26:30.602 --> 01:26:31.962 - is say the word. - Stop! 1582 01:26:32.020 --> 01:26:33.055 Don't... don't move. 1583 01:26:34.898 --> 01:26:39.938 Adam, listen to me. She can accept all of you. 1584 01:26:40.112 --> 01:26:42.023 Okay, please, everyone be quiet. 1585 01:26:45.283 --> 01:26:46.489 This is it. 1586 01:26:47.160 --> 01:26:49.401 This is what it means to let someone find you 1587 01:26:49.496 --> 01:26:51.487 in all the dark and twisty places inside. 1588 01:26:51.623 --> 01:26:52.623 Shut up! 1589 01:26:52.791 --> 01:26:55.248 No, this can be the beginning of everything, remember? 1590 01:26:55.419 --> 01:26:57.284 Shut up! Shut up! 1591 01:27:01.550 --> 01:27:03.131 Are you happy? 1592 01:27:03.844 --> 01:27:05.334 This is who I am. 1593 01:27:06.430 --> 01:27:08.386 It's my big secret, okay? 1594 01:27:08.557 --> 01:27:10.548 No, this isn't who you are. 1595 01:27:10.726 --> 01:27:12.341 Yes, it is! 1596 01:27:12.811 --> 01:27:16.178 I am crazy, and I'm dangerous. 1597 01:27:16.815 --> 01:27:17.930 And I'm... 1598 01:27:19.359 --> 01:27:20.895 I need you to leave. 1599 01:27:20.986 --> 01:27:21.986 No. 1600 01:27:22.279 --> 01:27:25.612 Do I look like I need a fucking tutor? 1601 01:27:28.076 --> 01:27:30.567 Find some other way to keep the lights on! 1602 01:27:31.872 --> 01:27:33.157 Make her leave. 1603 01:27:33.331 --> 01:27:35.196 - Please. Everyone, get out! - Beth: Okay. 1604 01:27:37.794 --> 01:27:40.206 Don't touch me. 1605 01:28:03.653 --> 01:28:04.938 This is Seroquel? 1606 01:28:05.363 --> 01:28:07.149 Yeah, I tried that one. 1607 01:29:03.797 --> 01:29:05.503 Father Patrick: Good morning. 1608 01:29:09.052 --> 01:29:10.508 You see him, right? 1609 01:29:11.888 --> 01:29:13.424 Yeah, he's real. 1610 01:29:14.015 --> 01:29:15.676 Group session in four minutes. 1611 01:29:16.434 --> 01:29:17.434 Okay. 1612 01:29:20.230 --> 01:29:21.640 What are you doing here? 1613 01:29:21.815 --> 01:29:24.306 Father Patrick: I'm on my way to the graduation ceremony. 1614 01:29:24.484 --> 01:29:26.315 I just wanted to see how you were doing. 1615 01:29:26.695 --> 01:29:28.401 Adam: I've had better days. 1616 01:29:30.574 --> 01:29:32.610 Are you even allowed to be fraternizing 1617 01:29:32.701 --> 01:29:33.986 with someone like me? 1618 01:29:34.536 --> 01:29:36.322 You know I got expelled, right? 1619 01:29:36.538 --> 01:29:38.458 Father Patrick: The only agenda I serve is god's. 1620 01:29:40.709 --> 01:29:43.325 Adam: Could you tell him to maybe reconsider his agenda 1621 01:29:43.503 --> 01:29:44.689 'cause it feels like I'm getting 1622 01:29:44.713 --> 01:29:46.203 the short end of the stick. 1623 01:29:47.090 --> 01:29:48.671 I'll put in a call. 1624 01:29:48.842 --> 01:29:50.002 You mind if I sit? 1625 01:29:51.803 --> 01:29:52.803 Go ahead. 1626 01:30:01.021 --> 01:30:02.621 Well, joking aside, I want to talk to you 1627 01:30:02.647 --> 01:30:04.125 about the question you asked me the other day. 1628 01:30:04.149 --> 01:30:05.349 About the point of confession. 1629 01:30:05.942 --> 01:30:06.942 Okay. 1630 01:30:07.027 --> 01:30:08.437 Sometimes, kids come to see me, 1631 01:30:08.528 --> 01:30:10.006 and they wanna know what it all means. 1632 01:30:10.030 --> 01:30:11.736 And I usually quote the Bible, 1633 01:30:11.823 --> 01:30:13.609 allowing them to attach their own meaning. 1634 01:30:15.243 --> 01:30:16.574 Trust me. I know. 1635 01:30:19.331 --> 01:30:21.367 But sometimes, a kid needs more. 1636 01:30:21.541 --> 01:30:23.907 Actually telling somebody our sins 1637 01:30:24.085 --> 01:30:26.747 is just an opportunity to admit that we are flawed. 1638 01:30:27.255 --> 01:30:29.211 You don't think we know we're flawed? 1639 01:30:29.299 --> 01:30:30.443 Father Patrick: Everyone's flawed. 1640 01:30:30.467 --> 01:30:32.173 But admitting our flaws, 1641 01:30:33.094 --> 01:30:37.713 that gives us the opportunity and the strength to face them. 1642 01:30:39.267 --> 01:30:41.223 And that's why we confess. 1643 01:30:45.941 --> 01:30:47.351 I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this 1644 01:30:47.400 --> 01:30:49.061 before everything happened. 1645 01:30:49.402 --> 01:30:51.484 But I had no idea what you were up against. 1646 01:30:52.864 --> 01:30:53.864 Sure. 1647 01:30:54.407 --> 01:30:56.523 You want to pray with me before I go? 1648 01:30:56.952 --> 01:30:59.193 What if I still don't believe in god? 1649 01:30:59.871 --> 01:31:00.871 Then I will pray. 1650 01:31:00.956 --> 01:31:02.350 But you need to take the time to think about 1651 01:31:02.374 --> 01:31:03.739 what kind of person you wanna be. 1652 01:31:03.917 --> 01:31:06.954 At the very least, you need to believe in yourself. 1653 01:31:13.218 --> 01:31:14.708 Dear father in heaven, 1654 01:31:15.512 --> 01:31:18.754 please watch over Adam on his road to recovery. 1655 01:31:24.562 --> 01:31:25.562 Hi. 1656 01:31:25.647 --> 01:31:26.687 I'm gonna wait downstairs. 1657 01:31:26.815 --> 01:31:27.975 Beth: Okay. 1658 01:31:31.152 --> 01:31:33.017 They said you haven't been eating much, 1659 01:31:33.113 --> 01:31:35.024 so I thought you might want something fresh. 1660 01:31:36.199 --> 01:31:37.905 They made me take all the skewers out. 1661 01:31:37.993 --> 01:31:40.109 It looked a lot better in the store. 1662 01:31:42.998 --> 01:31:44.033 No, thanks. 1663 01:31:45.875 --> 01:31:47.456 How are you doing? 1664 01:31:47.836 --> 01:31:49.326 How do I look? 1665 01:31:57.470 --> 01:31:58.630 This is temporary. 1666 01:31:59.222 --> 01:32:02.965 No diploma, no culinary school. 1667 01:32:04.436 --> 01:32:05.676 It's over. 1668 01:32:06.980 --> 01:32:08.186 This is my life now. 1669 01:32:08.356 --> 01:32:10.438 That's not true. 1670 01:32:13.778 --> 01:32:16.235 You used to tell me to see myself 1671 01:32:16.322 --> 01:32:18.438 as a person dealing with an illness 1672 01:32:20.285 --> 01:32:22.776 but not become the illness itself. 1673 01:32:23.955 --> 01:32:25.786 But look at me. 1674 01:32:26.791 --> 01:32:28.372 I am looking at you, 1675 01:32:29.127 --> 01:32:30.742 and I see my son. 1676 01:32:31.880 --> 01:32:33.620 Who I love more than anything. 1677 01:32:36.801 --> 01:32:39.383 Come on. You wanna go get something to eat downstairs? 1678 01:32:39.512 --> 01:32:41.503 No, I'm okay, but thank you. 1679 01:32:59.991 --> 01:33:01.106 See you later. 1680 01:33:02.368 --> 01:33:03.448 Adam: Okay. 1681 01:33:13.838 --> 01:33:15.920 Paul: Dear sister Catherine, 1682 01:33:16.091 --> 01:33:18.707 I met Adam little over a year ago. 1683 01:33:19.177 --> 01:33:21.793 I don't have much experience with kids, 1684 01:33:22.388 --> 01:33:25.425 but knowing Adam has taught me that being a parent 1685 01:33:25.558 --> 01:33:27.549 means becoming what your children need most. 1686 01:33:28.770 --> 01:33:30.977 Every step of the treatment has been reported. 1687 01:33:31.564 --> 01:33:34.055 Not because we were required to do so, 1688 01:33:34.234 --> 01:33:36.850 but because it is in Adam's best interest 1689 01:33:36.945 --> 01:33:38.936 to have the adults in his life 1690 01:33:39.114 --> 01:33:40.729 be as informed as possible. 1691 01:33:45.495 --> 01:33:48.328 Your threat to expel him is abusive, 1692 01:33:48.414 --> 01:33:50.075 and we will not tolerate it. 1693 01:33:50.250 --> 01:33:52.707 Right now, my son needs me 1694 01:33:52.794 --> 01:33:55.376 to protect him from narrow-minded people 1695 01:33:55.547 --> 01:33:56.878 motivated by fear. 1696 01:33:57.048 --> 01:34:00.506 I have faith that you will make a decision 1697 01:34:00.677 --> 01:34:03.339 that reflects the moral and spiritual integrity 1698 01:34:03.513 --> 01:34:05.113 - St. Agatha's is built upon. Adam: Paul! 1699 01:34:05.682 --> 01:34:08.344 Paul. Paul. 1700 01:34:15.608 --> 01:34:16.939 I'm sorry. 1701 01:34:17.902 --> 01:34:19.142 It's okay. 1702 01:34:19.821 --> 01:34:20.981 It's okay. 1703 01:34:25.285 --> 01:34:27.776 I know you didn't sign up for this. 1704 01:34:28.621 --> 01:34:30.282 I'm not going anywhere. 1705 01:34:31.875 --> 01:34:34.332 I'm not trying to replace your dad. 1706 01:34:35.003 --> 01:34:36.743 No, I know. 1707 01:34:37.422 --> 01:34:38.878 But he was an asshole anyway. 1708 01:34:41.634 --> 01:34:43.750 I need you to take me somewhere. 1709 01:34:43.928 --> 01:34:46.294 What? Where? 1710 01:34:47.599 --> 01:34:48.759 Look, there is no cure, 1711 01:34:48.850 --> 01:34:50.556 and maybe one day, there will be, 1712 01:34:50.727 --> 01:34:54.561 but right now, I gotta work this out on my own terms. 1713 01:34:54.731 --> 01:34:56.437 And I can't do that here. 1714 01:34:57.400 --> 01:35:00.392 Please, mom, be with me 1715 01:35:01.446 --> 01:35:02.902 on the same team. 1716 01:35:04.073 --> 01:35:05.073 Okay. 1717 01:35:06.159 --> 01:35:07.159 Okay. 1718 01:35:07.869 --> 01:35:08.869 - Okay. - Okay. 1719 01:35:08.995 --> 01:35:10.826 All right. I'll go sign him out. 1720 01:35:10.997 --> 01:35:11.997 Beth: Okay. 1721 01:35:12.999 --> 01:35:13.999 Okay. 1722 01:35:14.125 --> 01:35:15.125 Thank you. 1723 01:35:19.047 --> 01:35:20.662 Girl: That was when time stood still. 1724 01:35:20.840 --> 01:35:22.751 A moment that came to define 1725 01:35:22.842 --> 01:35:24.753 that chapter of my adolescence. 1726 01:35:24.928 --> 01:35:26.964 And as I stood there with my feet touching 1727 01:35:27.055 --> 01:35:29.046 the cold waters of lake owano, 1728 01:35:29.224 --> 01:35:30.805 I knew I could never go back again. 1729 01:35:30.892 --> 01:35:31.892 Thank you. 1730 01:35:36.022 --> 01:35:38.000 Sister Catherine: Let's have another round of applause 1731 01:35:38.024 --> 01:35:40.015 for our benchmark exam finalists. 1732 01:35:45.907 --> 01:35:48.694 Without further ado, may I present 1733 01:35:48.910 --> 01:35:53.779 St. Agatha's graduating class of 2020. 1734 01:35:56.584 --> 01:35:58.324 Sister Catherine: Jordan adler. 1735 01:36:00.129 --> 01:36:01.369 Congratulations. 1736 01:36:01.547 --> 01:36:02.707 Lisa alliser. 1737 01:36:08.388 --> 01:36:10.299 Monica Atkinson. 1738 01:36:12.016 --> 01:36:13.347 Oh, my god. 1739 01:36:19.983 --> 01:36:21.814 What are you doing? 1740 01:36:22.610 --> 01:36:24.066 I'm graduating. 1741 01:36:30.285 --> 01:36:31.400 Thank you. 1742 01:36:32.412 --> 01:36:33.527 Um... 1743 01:36:34.372 --> 01:36:36.237 Um, I'm sorry but there's one other essay 1744 01:36:36.332 --> 01:36:37.492 that's been scheduled 1745 01:36:37.667 --> 01:36:38.907 to be read. 1746 01:36:40.461 --> 01:36:42.167 Okay, that was a bold move. 1747 01:36:46.134 --> 01:36:47.715 Adam's darkness: Adam. 1748 01:36:49.887 --> 01:36:51.047 Adam... 1749 01:36:54.309 --> 01:36:57.642 You're not telling them anything, no. 1750 01:36:57.770 --> 01:36:58.930 Adam: Okay. 1751 01:37:09.449 --> 01:37:10.939 Adam's darkness: Adam... 1752 01:37:17.415 --> 01:37:18.415 No. 1753 01:37:18.791 --> 01:37:22.033 Hi. I'm Adam. 1754 01:37:23.087 --> 01:37:26.045 - I'm here because... Adam's darkness: Don't. 1755 01:37:26.132 --> 01:37:28.168 I need my diploma. 1756 01:37:29.510 --> 01:37:30.716 Without it... 1757 01:37:30.887 --> 01:37:32.072 Adam's darkness: Please, Adam. 1758 01:37:32.096 --> 01:37:33.927 I can't be the person I wanna be. 1759 01:37:34.974 --> 01:37:36.054 Adam's darkness: Shut up. 1760 01:37:37.894 --> 01:37:40.260 And that's because I have schizophrenia. 1761 01:37:47.320 --> 01:37:48.380 Adam's darkness: You're ruining 1762 01:37:48.404 --> 01:37:49.439 your mother's life, Adam. 1763 01:37:52.617 --> 01:37:54.824 It's a chemical disorder... 1764 01:37:54.994 --> 01:37:56.555 Adam's darkness: This is why your father left. 1765 01:37:56.579 --> 01:37:57.579 In the brain. 1766 01:37:57.747 --> 01:38:00.238 And it makes you hear voices 1767 01:38:00.416 --> 01:38:03.249 and see things that aren't there. 1768 01:38:04.003 --> 01:38:05.334 It sucks. 1769 01:38:05.630 --> 01:38:06.815 Adam's darkness: You're terrified. 1770 01:38:06.839 --> 01:38:08.375 You could just Google it. 1771 01:38:08.633 --> 01:38:10.673 Adam's darkness: You will always be terrified of me. 1772 01:38:11.969 --> 01:38:14.335 I have people in my life 1773 01:38:14.680 --> 01:38:17.217 who have been trying to help me. 1774 01:38:17.392 --> 01:38:20.634 People who've seen me as more than an illness. 1775 01:38:21.104 --> 01:38:22.719 But I pushed them away. 1776 01:38:22.855 --> 01:38:28.646 I tried chasing this idea of being normal. 1777 01:38:29.237 --> 01:38:30.773 Whatever that means. 1778 01:38:34.700 --> 01:38:37.191 Don't wanna end up on the bathroom walls, right? 1779 01:38:38.579 --> 01:38:40.615 Adam's darkness: You are who you are... 1780 01:38:45.545 --> 01:38:48.002 The benchmark exam asked us 1781 01:38:48.714 --> 01:38:51.000 to write about our greatest failure. 1782 01:38:52.468 --> 01:38:56.211 And I wish that I could read my essay right now, 1783 01:38:56.639 --> 01:38:59.301 but it was based on a lie. 1784 01:39:02.603 --> 01:39:06.016 My greatest failure, hands down, 1785 01:39:06.566 --> 01:39:10.184 has been hiding from the ones I love. 1786 01:39:12.321 --> 01:39:14.186 For believing the voice in my head 1787 01:39:14.365 --> 01:39:16.026 when it tells me 1788 01:39:17.660 --> 01:39:19.491 I'm ruining their lives. 1789 01:39:22.248 --> 01:39:25.832 For believing it when it tells me 1790 01:39:26.002 --> 01:39:28.744 I'm too defective to be loved by anyone. 1791 01:39:31.090 --> 01:39:35.459 You made me feel so many things. 1792 01:39:39.348 --> 01:39:41.930 And I wasn't ready to give that up. 1793 01:39:44.437 --> 01:39:47.179 I'm sorry you had to expel me 1794 01:39:47.356 --> 01:39:49.563 because I didn't fit your picture of normalcy. 1795 01:39:50.568 --> 01:39:52.399 But this is who I am. 1796 01:39:54.822 --> 01:39:56.232 This is who I am. 1797 01:39:56.949 --> 01:40:00.942 I'm Adam. I have an illness, 1798 01:40:01.162 --> 01:40:04.279 but I'm not the illness itself. 1799 01:40:09.337 --> 01:40:10.337 Okay. 1800 01:40:17.845 --> 01:40:18.925 Thank you. 1801 01:40:41.661 --> 01:40:42.661 Adam. 1802 01:40:57.927 --> 01:41:00.134 Hey, I'm... I'm sorry about the hospital. 1803 01:41:00.304 --> 01:41:01.406 No, I don't care about the hospital. 1804 01:41:01.430 --> 01:41:03.261 - I was just in a bad place. - I know... 1805 01:41:03.349 --> 01:41:04.749 And you have every right to hate me. 1806 01:41:05.601 --> 01:41:06.601 Stop! 1807 01:41:08.020 --> 01:41:09.635 Is that why you didn't tell me? 1808 01:41:11.232 --> 01:41:13.348 Because you thought that I was gonna leave? 1809 01:41:15.027 --> 01:41:16.233 Hey... 1810 01:41:16.904 --> 01:41:18.019 Right here. 1811 01:41:18.239 --> 01:41:20.605 - No. I'm just... - Then I don't... 1812 01:41:20.783 --> 01:41:22.023 I'm always gonna see things, 1813 01:41:22.159 --> 01:41:24.150 and hear things that I shouldn't. 1814 01:41:24.870 --> 01:41:26.906 And the drugs aren't always gonna work. 1815 01:41:27.039 --> 01:41:29.621 And I'm sorry, but I can't put you through that. 1816 01:41:32.503 --> 01:41:33.913 I'm sorry. 1817 01:41:34.255 --> 01:41:35.290 Hey. 1818 01:41:35.464 --> 01:41:37.329 Hey, hey. 1819 01:41:38.217 --> 01:41:39.987 What makes you think you get to make that decision 1820 01:41:40.011 --> 01:41:41.011 on your own? 1821 01:41:42.305 --> 01:41:43.966 I wasn't mad about the hospital. 1822 01:41:44.640 --> 01:41:45.880 Or that you lied to me. 1823 01:41:46.058 --> 01:41:47.058 Adam: Then why? 1824 01:41:48.811 --> 01:41:50.472 You didn't let me choose. 1825 01:41:51.564 --> 01:41:54.226 You didn't give me a chance to stay. 1826 01:41:55.818 --> 01:41:57.149 Would you have? 1827 01:42:00.072 --> 01:42:01.653 I love you. 1828 01:42:04.285 --> 01:42:07.743 Hey, there's never been a more explicit cue to kiss the girl. 1829 01:42:16.339 --> 01:42:17.419 Okay. 1830 01:42:21.177 --> 01:42:22.667 Joaquin: Yes, yes, yes! 1831 01:42:22.845 --> 01:42:24.927 Adam: Am I gonna sit here and tell you 1832 01:42:25.097 --> 01:42:28.840 that things like love and honesty can cure crazy? 1833 01:42:29.018 --> 01:42:30.258 No. 1834 01:42:30.436 --> 01:42:32.267 But they sure can help. 1835 01:42:32.688 --> 01:42:33.688 For example, 1836 01:42:33.856 --> 01:42:37.519 my graduation speech earned St. Agatha's enough shitty PR 1837 01:42:37.693 --> 01:42:39.229 for them to give me my diploma. 1838 01:42:39.695 --> 01:42:41.731 That felt like a win for honesty. 1839 01:42:42.323 --> 01:42:44.234 And as for love, 1840 01:42:45.326 --> 01:42:47.066 my mom was right. 1841 01:42:48.371 --> 01:42:50.282 Maya: I need the fingers. 1842 01:42:50.623 --> 01:42:52.033 You have to let people discover 1843 01:42:52.124 --> 01:42:54.866 all your darkand twisty places inside. 1844 01:42:55.127 --> 01:42:57.243 She looks like you a little bit. 1845 01:42:57.421 --> 01:42:59.707 These big cheeks. 1846 01:42:59.799 --> 01:43:01.639 See these cheeks... 1847 01:43:08.015 --> 01:43:11.348 Rebecca: Adam, come over here. 1848 01:43:18.943 --> 01:43:20.808 Adam: Because those are the people 1849 01:43:20.903 --> 01:43:22.564 that can show you what's real 1850 01:43:22.738 --> 01:43:24.820 when you can't see that for yourself. 1851 01:43:25.950 --> 01:43:28.236 It can be the beginning of everything. 1852 01:43:28.994 --> 01:43:30.109 If you let it. 1853 01:43:30.621 --> 01:43:32.657 - Yeah. All right, no. Stop. - Beth: You do.