1 00:00:00,759 --> 00:00:03,520 [gentle piano music] 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:09,940 --> 00:00:12,943 [cassette clicking] 5 00:00:18,639 --> 00:00:19,674 - [Granddad] Raymond, 6 00:00:21,400 --> 00:00:24,024 I just want to let you know how proud I am of you 7 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:26,509 and the young man that you've become. 8 00:00:28,131 --> 00:00:30,754 Now, watching you walk across that stage 9 00:00:30,754 --> 00:00:33,792 and get your diploma has been the highlight of my life. 10 00:00:36,174 --> 00:00:37,002 You're a man now. 11 00:00:39,073 --> 00:00:42,145 And as you go off into this world and make your way, 12 00:00:42,145 --> 00:00:44,423 take the things I've taught you, 13 00:00:44,423 --> 00:00:46,598 all the lessons I've showed you, 14 00:00:46,598 --> 00:00:49,221 and be the best person that you can possibly be. 15 00:00:50,671 --> 00:00:51,913 And if there ever comes a time 16 00:00:51,913 --> 00:00:55,814 when life becomes too hard or too much, 17 00:00:56,987 --> 00:00:59,300 talk to someone, anyone. 18 00:01:00,439 --> 00:01:02,441 And whatever anyone says about me, 19 00:01:03,304 --> 00:01:05,272 just know that I love you 20 00:01:06,307 --> 00:01:08,482 and nothing was ever your fault. 21 00:01:10,104 --> 00:01:11,140 I love you son. 22 00:01:14,419 --> 00:01:17,525 [gentle piano music] 23 00:01:27,570 --> 00:01:28,847 - What are we working with? 24 00:01:28,847 --> 00:01:30,952 - Come on Pops, give me something harder. 25 00:01:30,952 --> 00:01:32,230 You know I know this car front and back. 26 00:01:32,230 --> 00:01:33,334 - Well answer the question. 27 00:01:33,334 --> 00:01:34,956 What are we working with? 28 00:01:34,956 --> 00:01:36,682 - 409 Turbo Thrust. 29 00:01:36,682 --> 00:01:38,960 - Block material? - Cast iron alloy. 30 00:01:38,960 --> 00:01:41,653 - Horsepower? - 230 horses. 31 00:01:41,653 --> 00:01:44,173 - Come on Pops, I can do this all day. 32 00:01:44,173 --> 00:01:46,899 - All right, I see somebody's been paying attention. 33 00:01:46,899 --> 00:01:49,143 - Yeah I've been paying attention. 34 00:01:49,143 --> 00:01:49,971 But I say, 35 00:01:50,869 --> 00:01:52,181 bore it out over 60. 36 00:01:52,181 --> 00:01:55,218 - Bore it out huh? - Mm-hm. 37 00:01:55,218 --> 00:01:58,704 - Uh-uh, no my father'd turn over in his grave 38 00:01:58,704 --> 00:02:00,775 if I changed one thing on this here car. 39 00:02:01,742 --> 00:02:02,915 He loved this car. 40 00:02:04,054 --> 00:02:06,505 He bought it new, kept it till he died. 41 00:02:07,782 --> 00:02:10,371 It ain't even been driven since he died. 42 00:02:10,371 --> 00:02:12,477 - But why would somebody who's dead 43 00:02:12,477 --> 00:02:14,824 care about a car that they can't drive anymore? 44 00:02:16,343 --> 00:02:19,035 - We keep his memory alive by keeping this car alive. 45 00:02:21,348 --> 00:02:22,694 When people leave us they're not gone 46 00:02:22,694 --> 00:02:24,868 unless we forget about them. 47 00:02:24,868 --> 00:02:27,147 You love me, son? - Yeah, of course. 48 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:30,805 - All right, would you love me any less if I was gone? 49 00:02:32,186 --> 00:02:34,568 - No, no I love you just the same. 50 00:02:34,568 --> 00:02:38,261 - Exactly, 'cause I'll still be alive in your heart. 51 00:02:39,469 --> 00:02:40,436 You understand now? 52 00:02:42,438 --> 00:02:44,957 All right, now you know what day it is right? 53 00:02:46,131 --> 00:02:46,959 You ready? 54 00:02:48,409 --> 00:02:50,549 All right, well you go into the car and get the stuff 55 00:02:50,549 --> 00:02:52,931 and we'll meet you in the kitchen, all right? 56 00:02:52,931 --> 00:02:56,314 [uplifting guitar music] 57 00:03:04,529 --> 00:03:07,428 How is my beautiful queen doing? 58 00:03:08,878 --> 00:03:10,293 - Fine. 59 00:03:10,293 --> 00:03:13,193 - Fine? You don't sound no fine to me. 60 00:03:13,193 --> 00:03:16,610 Sound like you need a big hug and kiss from your man. 61 00:03:18,439 --> 00:03:19,268 - You forgot. 62 00:03:20,338 --> 00:03:22,029 - Forgot what? - Forgot my birthday. 63 00:03:23,203 --> 00:03:26,309 - Oh, yeah it is your birthday, ain't it? 64 00:03:26,309 --> 00:03:27,724 - Yeah, today. 65 00:03:27,724 --> 00:03:30,210 - I'm sorry babe. I've just been so busy. 66 00:03:30,210 --> 00:03:32,695 - Busy doing what, messing with that damn car? 67 00:03:32,695 --> 00:03:34,524 - What you fussing for woman? 68 00:03:34,524 --> 00:03:36,216 You know I ain't forget your birthday. 69 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:40,289 - Then where is my- - Happy birthday, Mama! 70 00:03:41,151 --> 00:03:42,912 - You got me. - Yeah. 71 00:03:42,912 --> 00:03:46,156 - Thank you. - Happy birthday. 72 00:03:46,156 --> 00:03:48,849 - Now, slide on over here 73 00:03:48,849 --> 00:03:51,403 and let me and D fix you dinner. 74 00:03:51,403 --> 00:03:55,614 - My two favorite guys doing something for me for a change? 75 00:03:55,614 --> 00:03:59,169 All right what we havin', what we got? [laughs] 76 00:03:59,169 --> 00:04:00,378 - Delgatos Pizza. 77 00:04:00,378 --> 00:04:02,897 - I had your birthday dinner catered babe. 78 00:04:02,897 --> 00:04:04,623 I went all out. [laughs] - Thank you. 79 00:04:13,874 --> 00:04:15,531 - [Man On TV] You're a military man right? 80 00:04:17,015 --> 00:04:19,397 I mean your father was at West Point for chrissakes. 81 00:04:19,397 --> 00:04:20,846 I don't have to tell you- - Baby. 82 00:04:24,194 --> 00:04:27,232 - Baby, come on over here and sit with us. 83 00:04:27,232 --> 00:04:30,097 - [Man On TV] We'll dismiss the need for them altogether. 84 00:04:30,097 --> 00:04:33,065 - You okay? - I'm fine. 85 00:04:33,065 --> 00:04:36,310 - I mean, 'cause we- - I said I'm fine. 86 00:04:36,310 --> 00:04:38,105 - Now would you get off my back? 87 00:04:38,105 --> 00:04:41,315 - Okay, just want us to keep having 88 00:04:41,315 --> 00:04:42,868 a good birthday, you know? 89 00:04:42,868 --> 00:04:44,560 - And we can keep having a nice day 90 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:46,803 if you all will leave me alone. 91 00:04:46,803 --> 00:04:49,634 [gently dramatic music] 92 00:04:49,634 --> 00:04:50,738 - Are you taking them? 93 00:04:53,500 --> 00:04:57,676 Your meds. Raymond are you still taking your medication? 94 00:04:59,057 --> 00:05:00,783 'Cause you know you're supposed to be taking it every day. 95 00:05:00,783 --> 00:05:01,646 You know that. 96 00:05:05,166 --> 00:05:08,446 - How about you just come sit over here with us, Pops? 97 00:05:08,446 --> 00:05:11,863 - Yeah. Come on over here and sit with us. 98 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:27,188 - Mama, what's wrong with Pops? 99 00:05:27,188 --> 00:05:29,467 - Nothing baby, he just needs a little space. 100 00:05:30,709 --> 00:05:32,987 - Did I do something wrong? - No, no baby 101 00:05:32,987 --> 00:05:34,748 you didn't do anything wrong. 102 00:05:34,748 --> 00:05:36,750 - Then why is he so upset with us? 103 00:05:36,750 --> 00:05:37,578 I'll go talk to him. 104 00:05:37,578 --> 00:05:39,235 - Okay, wait wait wait. 105 00:05:42,031 --> 00:05:43,653 Look, your father's just going through something 106 00:05:43,653 --> 00:05:45,621 right now, all right? 107 00:05:45,621 --> 00:05:49,038 Just give him a little space and he'll be okay. 108 00:05:52,731 --> 00:05:55,251 Now come on, come on let's watch this program. 109 00:05:58,565 --> 00:05:59,773 [crickets chirping] 110 00:05:59,773 --> 00:06:01,015 - [Man On TV] Cramer, I thought you said 111 00:06:01,015 --> 00:06:03,017 you were taking care of Fletcher. 112 00:06:03,017 --> 00:06:06,918 - [Man On TV] No, no, no, you said you were on this. 113 00:06:06,918 --> 00:06:10,577 [gunshot fires] [Keisha gasps] 114 00:06:10,577 --> 00:06:12,475 - Mom! - Stay here. 115 00:06:12,475 --> 00:06:14,719 - Ma where's Pops? - I said stay here. 116 00:06:16,790 --> 00:06:20,034 [gentle ominous music] 117 00:06:32,461 --> 00:06:33,323 - Raymond? 118 00:06:36,292 --> 00:06:37,431 Raymond you all right? 119 00:06:39,260 --> 00:06:42,609 No! [sobbing] 120 00:06:42,609 --> 00:06:45,370 [dramatic music] 121 00:06:47,717 --> 00:06:49,823 Help me! Help me, please! 122 00:06:50,962 --> 00:06:52,032 My husband, he shot himself. Help us please! 123 00:06:56,761 --> 00:06:58,832 No, my baby-my baby, no. 124 00:07:02,422 --> 00:07:03,250 No baby. 125 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:28,724 - Here you go. 126 00:07:28,724 --> 00:07:31,727 You ready, baby? You excited, you ready? 127 00:07:32,693 --> 00:07:34,695 - Yeah, yeah I'm ready. 128 00:07:34,695 --> 00:07:36,663 - Damn, that's the best you got? 129 00:07:36,663 --> 00:07:38,423 Come on D today's a big day. 130 00:07:39,804 --> 00:07:44,291 - No, I'm sorry. I'm just, I'm just a little tired. 131 00:07:44,291 --> 00:07:46,017 I haven't felt like myself lately. 132 00:07:46,017 --> 00:07:47,259 - Yeah, what's wrong? 133 00:07:47,259 --> 00:07:50,331 - I don't know, I just feel off. 134 00:07:50,331 --> 00:07:51,678 - Well, make yourself a doctor's appointment, 135 00:07:51,678 --> 00:07:53,473 just in case there's a bug or something. 136 00:07:53,473 --> 00:07:55,958 - Yeah, yeah I will, hon. 137 00:07:55,958 --> 00:07:57,407 - Baby, I'm so excited. 138 00:07:57,407 --> 00:07:58,926 You about to meet Rick Parsons today. 139 00:07:58,926 --> 00:08:00,307 - I know right? - And then if he likes 140 00:08:00,307 --> 00:08:02,171 your script, Dee man oh my God, 141 00:08:02,171 --> 00:08:04,276 no telling where that's gonna lead. 142 00:08:04,276 --> 00:08:06,555 You could be famous. 143 00:08:06,555 --> 00:08:09,489 Yo, we could move to California. 144 00:08:09,489 --> 00:08:10,628 And I could buy a bunch of purses, 145 00:08:10,628 --> 00:08:12,526 you know be a snobby bitch. 146 00:08:12,526 --> 00:08:13,941 - For real? - I just playing. 147 00:08:13,941 --> 00:08:15,529 - I don't wanna live in California. 148 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:19,222 Relax, Dee today's a big day. 149 00:08:19,222 --> 00:08:20,741 - It's just a meeting Shan. 150 00:08:20,741 --> 00:08:22,225 I mean nothing's guaranteed. 151 00:08:22,225 --> 00:08:24,365 - Babe, Rick Parsons doesn't just meet with anybody. 152 00:08:24,365 --> 00:08:27,196 Your writing is so good, give yourself some credit. 153 00:08:27,196 --> 00:08:29,819 - Well, I'm gonna go get dressed before I'm late. 154 00:08:30,786 --> 00:08:33,409 [gentle music] 155 00:08:38,656 --> 00:08:41,693 - You got this baby, okay? 156 00:08:41,693 --> 00:08:43,074 - I got this. 157 00:08:43,074 --> 00:08:44,351 - You got this. 158 00:08:48,493 --> 00:08:50,875 And put a smile on your face Dee. 159 00:08:50,875 --> 00:08:52,704 Remember I love you. I'm always here for you. 160 00:08:52,704 --> 00:08:53,705 - I love you too. 161 00:09:00,436 --> 00:09:02,921 [gentle music] 162 00:09:02,921 --> 00:09:03,750 - Okay. 163 00:09:04,751 --> 00:09:05,579 All right. 164 00:09:08,168 --> 00:09:09,272 This is for you Pops. 165 00:09:12,413 --> 00:09:14,899 [dog barking] 166 00:09:27,739 --> 00:09:31,743 [powerful, inspirational music] 167 00:10:19,204 --> 00:10:24,209 ♪ Reminisce on, on, on 168 00:10:24,969 --> 00:10:28,075 ♪ Reminisce on, on, on 169 00:10:29,249 --> 00:10:30,422 - Hey, look at me son. 170 00:10:31,734 --> 00:10:34,875 Look, nothin' to be scared of, all right? 171 00:10:36,049 --> 00:10:38,983 The first day in any new place is never easy. 172 00:10:38,983 --> 00:10:40,501 You're just gonna have to go in here 173 00:10:40,501 --> 00:10:42,365 and remember the three things that I taught you. 174 00:10:44,333 --> 00:10:45,714 And they are? 175 00:10:45,714 --> 00:10:48,164 - Carry myself like a man. - That's right. 176 00:10:48,164 --> 00:10:51,512 - Carry yourself like a man, and number two? 177 00:10:51,512 --> 00:10:54,826 - Keep my mouth shut about shit I don't know about. 178 00:10:54,826 --> 00:10:57,898 - Things, things you don't know about. 179 00:10:57,898 --> 00:11:00,004 - Things, things I don't know about. 180 00:11:00,004 --> 00:11:01,453 - And most importantly? 181 00:11:01,453 --> 00:11:03,697 - Be me all the time. 182 00:11:04,871 --> 00:11:08,529 - Yeah, that's right. Be you all the time. 183 00:11:09,979 --> 00:11:12,050 People don't like people who pretend to be somebody else. 184 00:11:12,050 --> 00:11:13,569 Isn't that right, Fred? 185 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:16,745 Plus it's easier that way. 186 00:11:16,745 --> 00:11:18,194 These people around here, 187 00:11:18,194 --> 00:11:20,680 they either going to accept you or they're not. 188 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:22,578 Look at Fred back there. 189 00:11:22,578 --> 00:11:24,338 You ain't nervous at all, are you Fred? 190 00:11:24,338 --> 00:11:26,824 - Man these clowns know what these hands can do. 191 00:11:26,824 --> 00:11:28,653 They don't want none of these problems. 192 00:11:28,653 --> 00:11:30,690 - Keep them hands to yourself son. 193 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:31,691 - Yes sir. 194 00:11:32,899 --> 00:11:34,590 - All right. [bell rings] 195 00:11:34,590 --> 00:11:37,248 Go on in there and do what y'all got to do. 196 00:11:37,248 --> 00:11:40,044 - Hey D, I got your back. 197 00:11:40,044 --> 00:11:43,357 I'll always have your back, no matter what. 198 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:47,845 - I know Fred. I know. 199 00:11:49,363 --> 00:11:51,987 - Hey Darius, I ain't gonna make it home. [gun fires] 200 00:11:51,987 --> 00:11:53,713 - Mr. Thomas? 201 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:54,541 Are you okay? 202 00:11:55,507 --> 00:11:59,063 - Yeah, yeah I'm, I'm okay. 203 00:11:59,063 --> 00:12:00,547 - Mr. Parsons will see you now. 204 00:12:01,893 --> 00:12:03,861 - Okay, [sighs] cool. 205 00:12:12,007 --> 00:12:13,629 - Mr. Thomas, how are we- 206 00:12:14,837 --> 00:12:16,632 Have we met before Mr. Thomas? 207 00:12:16,632 --> 00:12:18,358 - Uh no, sir. 208 00:12:18,358 --> 00:12:20,636 - Mmm you look extremely familiar. 209 00:12:20,636 --> 00:12:22,120 I'm sure we've met. 210 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:24,364 - If we had, you know I would definitely remember. 211 00:12:24,364 --> 00:12:26,815 - Eh, maybe you just got one of those faces, 212 00:12:26,815 --> 00:12:28,023 I don't know Darius. 213 00:12:28,023 --> 00:12:31,716 Anyway, the script, not bad, not bad at all. 214 00:12:31,716 --> 00:12:33,511 Look, we're having an honest conversation here? 215 00:12:33,511 --> 00:12:36,410 I gotta tell ya, the script, it's a little dark. 216 00:12:36,410 --> 00:12:37,618 I mean not in a bad way. 217 00:12:37,618 --> 00:12:39,068 But it's pretty clear Darius, 218 00:12:39,068 --> 00:12:40,932 that there's something trying to cut through. 219 00:12:40,932 --> 00:12:43,763 - It's just all personal experiences. 220 00:12:43,763 --> 00:12:45,626 - Like the part about the father? 221 00:12:47,421 --> 00:12:49,734 - Sir, I'm not- - The father, in the script. 222 00:12:49,734 --> 00:12:51,356 - He dies of a heart attack. 223 00:12:51,356 --> 00:12:52,910 Is that what happened to your dad? 224 00:12:54,981 --> 00:12:56,327 Is your father still alive? 225 00:13:00,020 --> 00:13:02,195 I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sure you miss him greatly. 226 00:13:02,195 --> 00:13:03,748 You know what I think, Anthony, 227 00:13:04,714 --> 00:13:06,199 I think that's your real father. 228 00:13:06,199 --> 00:13:08,511 I mean in the script he's the embalmer at the funeral home 229 00:13:08,511 --> 00:13:10,617 and all that, but it's clear. 230 00:13:10,617 --> 00:13:12,757 Something resonates about him. 231 00:13:12,757 --> 00:13:14,310 I mean he's the last one to see Glen 232 00:13:14,310 --> 00:13:15,898 get made ready before he goes- 233 00:13:15,898 --> 00:13:17,969 - It's suicide, sir. 234 00:13:21,007 --> 00:13:24,044 My father committed suicide 235 00:13:25,390 --> 00:13:26,322 when I was younger. 236 00:13:30,499 --> 00:13:31,880 He'd been battling with depression 237 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:33,226 practically his whole life. 238 00:13:34,572 --> 00:13:38,887 And on my mother's birthday, he shot himself. 239 00:13:40,336 --> 00:13:42,856 There was no "Goodbye Darius," 240 00:13:44,237 --> 00:13:45,997 no "I love you Darius," 241 00:13:45,997 --> 00:13:47,965 no "Hang in there Darius." 242 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:50,657 And that script is, 243 00:13:52,003 --> 00:13:54,557 it's that thing that gets that out of my head. 244 00:13:54,557 --> 00:13:56,974 - So this, what, this script, it's your life? 245 00:13:56,974 --> 00:13:59,562 - Well, yeah, pretty much. 246 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:04,015 - Okay okay, tell you what I'm gonna do. 247 00:14:04,015 --> 00:14:06,052 I'm gonna go ahead and kick this upstairs. 248 00:14:06,052 --> 00:14:08,261 If they like it, if, 249 00:14:09,434 --> 00:14:10,711 you might just get to see your name 250 00:14:10,711 --> 00:14:11,989 in the movie credits some day. 251 00:14:11,989 --> 00:14:13,507 Right, picture this. 252 00:14:13,507 --> 00:14:15,889 A Darius Thomas Story, 253 00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:19,203 directed by Mike Berry. 254 00:14:20,135 --> 00:14:21,412 Yeah? 255 00:14:21,412 --> 00:14:22,827 - Yeah, I mean it sounds good to me. 256 00:14:22,827 --> 00:14:24,587 You know Mike Berry's my favorite director in the world. 257 00:14:24,587 --> 00:14:26,451 - Eh, wait till you meet him in person. 258 00:14:26,451 --> 00:14:27,832 Anyway, doesn't matter. 259 00:14:27,832 --> 00:14:29,040 You gotta go home keep writing. 260 00:14:29,040 --> 00:14:30,283 You got a gift okay, 261 00:14:30,283 --> 00:14:32,768 'cause nothing frustrates me more 262 00:14:32,768 --> 00:14:36,703 than when I send those boys and girls upstairs a stud 263 00:14:36,703 --> 00:14:38,567 and it turns out to be a one-trick pony. 264 00:14:38,567 --> 00:14:40,120 - Sir, I just thank you. 265 00:14:40,120 --> 00:14:41,881 I just really appreciate you actually taking time 266 00:14:41,881 --> 00:14:42,743 to meet with me. 267 00:14:42,743 --> 00:14:44,021 That was- 268 00:14:44,021 --> 00:14:46,575 - Um, all right, we're done here. 269 00:14:46,575 --> 00:14:48,232 Uh, don't call us, we'll call you, 270 00:14:48,232 --> 00:14:50,786 you know all that good kind of information and stuff. 271 00:14:50,786 --> 00:14:51,960 Come on come on. - Okay. 272 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:53,375 - You like the shirt? You feeling it? 273 00:14:53,375 --> 00:14:54,755 - Yeah, it looks good. - No, I don't like it. 274 00:14:54,755 --> 00:14:55,998 - My wife bought it. - All right. 275 00:14:55,998 --> 00:14:57,517 - Come on, how'd you get here, bus, car? 276 00:14:57,517 --> 00:14:58,449 - [Darius] I took the car. 277 00:14:58,449 --> 00:14:59,933 - Okay, let's go find your car. 278 00:14:59,933 --> 00:15:01,348 Well, I'm not gonna help you find it, but someone will. 279 00:15:01,348 --> 00:15:04,524 [lively, happy music] 280 00:15:05,663 --> 00:15:07,596 - All right, all right. 281 00:15:12,877 --> 00:15:15,017 Babe, it's happening. 282 00:15:15,017 --> 00:15:17,606 Right, it's happening it's happening! 283 00:15:17,606 --> 00:15:18,918 Look, nothing's concrete yet, 284 00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:20,609 but he definitely likes my script. 285 00:15:22,507 --> 00:15:23,577 Well, yeah I'm just, 286 00:15:24,716 --> 00:15:26,166 babe I'm just ready to turn a corner 287 00:15:26,166 --> 00:15:28,410 and just start a new life for the both of us, you know? 288 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:32,966 Right, yeah well look, I'm on my way to my mom's house 289 00:15:32,966 --> 00:15:34,726 then I have to work. 290 00:15:34,726 --> 00:15:36,107 We'll celebrate later okay? 291 00:15:37,522 --> 00:15:40,215 Hey, wear that lingerie I like. 292 00:15:41,802 --> 00:15:43,114 All right, babe. 293 00:15:58,716 --> 00:16:00,683 - Hey Darius. - Hey Ms. Jones. 294 00:16:00,683 --> 00:16:02,168 - Ain't seen you in a while. 295 00:16:02,168 --> 00:16:04,584 - Yeah, yeah I just been busy with working, family. 296 00:16:04,584 --> 00:16:05,550 - Well praise the Lord. 297 00:16:05,550 --> 00:16:07,035 - Praise the Lord Ms. Jones. 298 00:16:07,035 --> 00:16:08,484 - You can't praise him if you're not going to church. 299 00:16:08,484 --> 00:16:09,969 - I go every day in my heart Ms. Jones. 300 00:16:09,969 --> 00:16:11,798 - The Bible says, "Where there are two or three 301 00:16:11,798 --> 00:16:14,732 gathered together in His name, there He is among them." 302 00:16:14,732 --> 00:16:16,078 - Okay, all right well look, 303 00:16:16,078 --> 00:16:17,977 I'm going in to see my mother. 304 00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:19,702 So that makes two of us. 305 00:16:19,702 --> 00:16:21,981 So that'll mean God will be present right? 306 00:16:21,981 --> 00:16:22,843 - Come on here. 307 00:16:24,638 --> 00:16:26,675 God bless you Darius. - You too Ms.Jones. 308 00:16:26,675 --> 00:16:27,917 - Take care now. 309 00:16:27,917 --> 00:16:28,849 - You look good in that dress too. 310 00:16:28,849 --> 00:16:30,023 - Well all right, thank you. 311 00:16:34,303 --> 00:16:37,893 [melancholy music] 312 00:16:37,893 --> 00:16:39,722 - Ma, what did I tell you 313 00:16:39,722 --> 00:16:41,138 about leaving that back door unlocked? 314 00:16:42,587 --> 00:16:44,106 - And hello to you too. 315 00:16:44,106 --> 00:16:46,695 - I'm serious, you can't be doing that around here. 316 00:16:49,111 --> 00:16:51,493 So, what the doctor say? 317 00:16:52,356 --> 00:16:54,013 - Same thing as before. 318 00:16:55,669 --> 00:16:58,776 - I still think you should consult with another specialist, 319 00:16:58,776 --> 00:17:00,191 just to get a second opinion. 320 00:17:00,191 --> 00:17:03,056 - Look, I've seen every specialist from here to Maine. 321 00:17:03,056 --> 00:17:04,782 They all same the same thing. 322 00:17:04,782 --> 00:17:07,336 - I don't understand why- - My heart 323 00:17:07,336 --> 00:17:08,993 just ain't strong enough. 324 00:17:08,993 --> 00:17:10,788 - Ma I don't understand why you just won't check 325 00:17:10,788 --> 00:17:12,169 with another specialist. 326 00:17:12,169 --> 00:17:15,310 - If God wants me to see another doctor I will. 327 00:17:15,310 --> 00:17:17,174 But He ain't spoke to me about that yet. 328 00:17:17,174 --> 00:17:20,591 - Really Ma? You waiting on God to tell you what to do? 329 00:17:22,006 --> 00:17:24,905 - It's all in His time and it's all in His hands. 330 00:17:26,045 --> 00:17:29,048 - He might be doing his part up there, right, 331 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:30,877 but you have to do your part down here. 332 00:17:30,877 --> 00:17:32,085 You just can't put it all on Him 333 00:17:32,085 --> 00:17:33,707 to make all your decisions. 334 00:17:33,707 --> 00:17:37,021 - Like I said, He ain't spoke to me about that yet. 335 00:17:44,856 --> 00:17:46,651 You need to get to church on Sunday. 336 00:17:47,997 --> 00:17:49,861 - Ma I ain't going nowhere near that church. 337 00:17:49,861 --> 00:17:51,346 - I cannot believe the day has come 338 00:17:51,346 --> 00:17:53,313 that a son of mine does not believe 339 00:17:53,313 --> 00:17:54,590 in the House of the Lord. 340 00:17:54,590 --> 00:17:56,730 - No, I never said I didn't believe. 341 00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:00,803 I just, just don't believe all of it. 342 00:18:00,803 --> 00:18:02,150 It's just a book. 343 00:18:11,918 --> 00:18:13,920 You know Fred getting out tomorrow. 344 00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:16,164 - Yeah, I heard. 345 00:18:17,544 --> 00:18:19,098 And before you start running the streets with him, 346 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:21,376 you'd better make sure he on the right side of things. 347 00:18:21,376 --> 00:18:22,687 - Ma he gonna be all right. 348 00:18:22,687 --> 00:18:25,897 Uncle Reese got him a job at his company. 349 00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:27,658 Plus Fred not like that no more. 350 00:18:27,658 --> 00:18:29,177 I think the last bit actually got to him. 351 00:18:29,177 --> 00:18:30,626 - Well that's great. 352 00:18:30,626 --> 00:18:31,903 That sound like both of y'all 353 00:18:31,903 --> 00:18:33,215 need to be at the church on Sunday. 354 00:18:33,215 --> 00:18:34,492 - Damn Ma, he just getting out 355 00:18:34,492 --> 00:18:36,115 and you already trying send him door-to-door 356 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:37,599 on Saturday morning? 357 00:18:37,599 --> 00:18:39,325 - Look all I'm saying is before he hit them streets, 358 00:18:39,325 --> 00:18:40,947 he better hit that church first. 359 00:18:43,708 --> 00:18:46,401 - Well I gotta go, I gotta go to work. 360 00:18:46,401 --> 00:18:47,781 - It's almost one o'clock. 361 00:18:47,781 --> 00:18:49,611 - I took a half a day. 362 00:18:50,715 --> 00:18:52,303 - Okay. 363 00:18:52,303 --> 00:18:53,822 Well you need to do me a favor 364 00:18:53,822 --> 00:18:55,410 and bring my crock pot back. 365 00:18:55,410 --> 00:18:57,515 And then I'll make you your favorite stew. 366 00:18:59,207 --> 00:19:01,209 - Yes ma'am. - All right. 367 00:19:01,209 --> 00:19:02,210 - Yes ma'am. 368 00:19:02,210 --> 00:19:03,970 And the cake too, right? 369 00:19:03,970 --> 00:19:04,833 - You pushing it. 370 00:19:05,972 --> 00:19:07,629 Just bring the crock pot back please. 371 00:19:07,629 --> 00:19:09,389 - Okay, yes Mama. 372 00:19:09,389 --> 00:19:10,356 - All right, be safe. 373 00:19:10,356 --> 00:19:12,151 - I love you. - Love you too. 374 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:13,876 - [Darius] All right. 375 00:19:16,120 --> 00:19:18,950 [machine beeping] 376 00:19:23,817 --> 00:19:24,646 - Thomas. 377 00:19:25,612 --> 00:19:27,200 Fourth day late in two weeks. 378 00:19:28,201 --> 00:19:30,479 One more and we've got problems. 379 00:19:30,479 --> 00:19:31,963 - I told you I was taking a half a day. 380 00:19:31,963 --> 00:19:34,483 - Half a day, it's damn near 1:30. 381 00:19:34,483 --> 00:19:36,071 You said noon at the latest. 382 00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:39,799 Like I said, one more, it's problems. 383 00:19:46,081 --> 00:19:49,981 [machine rumbling and beeping] 384 00:19:56,643 --> 00:19:58,956 - [Darius] Babe where you at? 385 00:19:58,956 --> 00:20:02,062 [sultry piano music] 386 00:20:08,517 --> 00:20:09,898 - [Shantall] You looking for me? 387 00:20:11,313 --> 00:20:13,419 - Looks like you looking for me. 388 00:20:13,419 --> 00:20:15,006 - From what I hear you're the guy I need to talk to 389 00:20:15,006 --> 00:20:17,630 if I wanna be in the movies. 390 00:20:17,630 --> 00:20:20,495 - That depends if you're a good actress or not. 391 00:20:20,495 --> 00:20:21,565 You a good actress? 392 00:20:21,565 --> 00:20:22,738 - I think I am. 393 00:20:24,119 --> 00:20:26,052 Since I'm already on your casting couch, 394 00:20:26,052 --> 00:20:29,020 why don't I prove it to you? 395 00:20:29,020 --> 00:20:31,575 - You know I don't do PG-rated movies right? 396 00:20:31,575 --> 00:20:34,198 - Neither do I. - Is that right? 397 00:20:34,198 --> 00:20:36,856 ♪ My heart beats for you, baby 398 00:20:36,856 --> 00:20:39,686 ♪ You're my ecstasy 399 00:20:39,686 --> 00:20:41,205 ♪ Slow me down 400 00:20:41,205 --> 00:20:43,172 - [Shantall] Baby, I'm ready. 401 00:20:43,172 --> 00:20:44,622 - For what? 402 00:20:44,622 --> 00:20:45,485 - Marriage. 403 00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:49,109 - Wow. 404 00:20:51,215 --> 00:20:52,009 Um... 405 00:20:54,563 --> 00:20:56,151 Where'd that come from? 406 00:20:56,151 --> 00:20:58,981 - Well I mean, I thought we're in a good place 407 00:20:58,981 --> 00:21:01,363 and it's time for us to take it to the next level. 408 00:21:03,779 --> 00:21:05,091 - Wait a minute, I mean, 409 00:21:05,091 --> 00:21:07,127 ain't I the one supposed to ask you first? 410 00:21:07,127 --> 00:21:08,336 - I'm not asking you. 411 00:21:09,682 --> 00:21:11,131 I'm saying you're definitely who I want to spend 412 00:21:11,131 --> 00:21:12,374 the rest of my life with. 413 00:21:13,582 --> 00:21:15,239 And I wanna be your wife, 414 00:21:16,344 --> 00:21:17,862 if you want to make me your wife. 415 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:22,177 - Wait a minute, let's roll this back for a second, hold up. 416 00:21:22,177 --> 00:21:23,627 Weren't you just a porn star 417 00:21:23,627 --> 00:21:25,560 looking to get on my casting couch a little while ago 418 00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:27,458 and now you're talking about marriage? 419 00:21:30,427 --> 00:21:31,842 But no, but seriously babe. 420 00:21:34,534 --> 00:21:36,122 It'll happen, okay? 421 00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:42,853 When the time is right, it'll happen, okay? 422 00:21:48,099 --> 00:21:50,723 [ominous music] 423 00:22:00,215 --> 00:22:02,631 [shot firing] 424 00:22:03,943 --> 00:22:06,635 [lightning and thunder crashing] 425 00:22:06,635 --> 00:22:10,225 [Darius gasping] 426 00:22:10,225 --> 00:22:11,571 - Baby you okay? 427 00:22:13,055 --> 00:22:13,884 - Yeah. 428 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:16,783 Yeah. 429 00:22:16,783 --> 00:22:18,647 - Was it the dreams? - Yeah. 430 00:22:18,647 --> 00:22:19,510 - I'm good, just, 431 00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:22,651 just go back to sleep. 432 00:22:22,651 --> 00:22:23,928 - You sure? - Yes. 433 00:22:36,424 --> 00:22:40,013 [Darius breathing heavily] 434 00:22:45,225 --> 00:22:46,572 - But sometimes you need somebody 435 00:22:46,572 --> 00:22:47,745 to feed that back to you 436 00:22:47,745 --> 00:22:49,368 and your spirit to help you, 437 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:51,128 up out of what you're going through. 438 00:22:51,128 --> 00:22:53,164 But oftentimes you don't get that so- 439 00:22:53,164 --> 00:22:56,375 - [Shantall] Dee! Dee why ain't you at work, it's 7:30! 440 00:22:56,375 --> 00:22:58,515 - [Woman On TV] So there's a big stigma because- 441 00:22:58,515 --> 00:23:00,482 - Dee! Why ain't you at work? 442 00:23:00,482 --> 00:23:03,451 - [Woman On TV] Many many people suffer from depression, 443 00:23:03,451 --> 00:23:05,522 but they don't want other people to know 444 00:23:05,522 --> 00:23:07,869 that they're suffering from depression. 445 00:23:07,869 --> 00:23:10,216 - Damn. Must have overslept. 446 00:23:11,217 --> 00:23:12,391 - [Shantall] Overslept? 447 00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:13,219 - [Woman On TV] Suicidal depression, 448 00:23:13,219 --> 00:23:14,047 there's different types. 449 00:23:16,498 --> 00:23:17,913 - You look wide awake to me. 450 00:23:19,363 --> 00:23:21,054 You've done this two or three times already this week Dee, 451 00:23:21,054 --> 00:23:23,125 You're already on probation at work. 452 00:23:23,125 --> 00:23:24,333 - Ease up Shan. 453 00:23:25,956 --> 00:23:26,888 I said I overslept. 454 00:23:28,545 --> 00:23:31,410 - You said that two or three times already. 455 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:33,722 Dee I know something is wrong with you. 456 00:23:33,722 --> 00:23:35,137 I can see it, I can feel it. 457 00:23:35,137 --> 00:23:37,070 Talk to me. What is it? 458 00:23:37,070 --> 00:23:38,555 - I'm good. - Well get up. 459 00:23:39,763 --> 00:23:40,591 - Okay. 460 00:23:44,630 --> 00:23:46,148 Let me get my ass to work. 461 00:23:46,148 --> 00:23:48,634 Ron'll pop a fuse if I'm late. 462 00:23:50,567 --> 00:23:53,639 [gentle piano music] 463 00:24:12,899 --> 00:24:14,763 - Look, your father's just going through something 464 00:24:14,763 --> 00:24:16,731 right now, all right? 465 00:24:16,731 --> 00:24:18,146 Just give him a little space 466 00:24:19,147 --> 00:24:20,113 and he'll be okay. 467 00:24:33,230 --> 00:24:34,507 - Hey what's up Ron it's Dee. 468 00:24:34,507 --> 00:24:36,233 Yeah I ain't feeling good today, man. 469 00:24:36,233 --> 00:24:37,717 I ain't coming in. 470 00:24:39,650 --> 00:24:41,445 Okay but what about vacation time? 471 00:24:44,344 --> 00:24:45,518 Don't I got sick time? 472 00:24:48,003 --> 00:24:49,522 Come on Ron. 473 00:24:49,522 --> 00:24:51,317 You know I've been sick the last couple weeks. 474 00:24:51,317 --> 00:24:53,008 But you know I be on time though. 475 00:24:54,838 --> 00:24:56,771 All right. All right. 476 00:24:57,875 --> 00:24:59,498 - Baby I'm off to go to work. 477 00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:00,326 - Okay. 478 00:25:07,264 --> 00:25:11,095 [crickets and birds chirping] 479 00:25:16,100 --> 00:25:18,275 - Hey Pop, I've been working on this story. 480 00:25:18,275 --> 00:25:19,656 I want you to hear it later. 481 00:25:21,761 --> 00:25:22,590 Pop? 482 00:25:33,704 --> 00:25:36,535 [nostalgic music] 483 00:25:43,058 --> 00:25:44,922 That was Granddad's chain right? 484 00:25:46,579 --> 00:25:49,202 - Yeah it's my father's chain. 485 00:25:50,618 --> 00:25:52,551 He gave it to me right before he died. 486 00:25:54,725 --> 00:25:56,451 One day I'm gonna give it to you. 487 00:25:57,763 --> 00:26:00,213 You know what that means? 488 00:26:00,213 --> 00:26:01,007 - No. 489 00:26:05,011 --> 00:26:08,532 - It means that I will always be with you. 490 00:26:10,292 --> 00:26:13,192 Even when things get their hardest, 491 00:26:14,089 --> 00:26:15,746 I'll be right there. 492 00:26:25,100 --> 00:26:26,930 - How did Granddad pass away Pop? 493 00:26:28,932 --> 00:26:29,933 - He kill... 494 00:26:32,521 --> 00:26:34,213 He keeled over and died one night. 495 00:26:36,491 --> 00:26:37,492 - From what though? 496 00:26:39,736 --> 00:26:41,565 - It was something wrong with his brain. 497 00:26:44,119 --> 00:26:45,362 Working too hard, 498 00:26:46,535 --> 00:26:47,847 it just gave up. 499 00:26:49,608 --> 00:26:51,540 - You mean like cancer? 500 00:26:55,027 --> 00:26:57,374 - Yeah, something like that. 501 00:27:02,482 --> 00:27:04,726 - I don't know what I'd do if you died Pops. 502 00:27:10,007 --> 00:27:13,252 - Hey Darius? - Yeah Pop? 503 00:27:13,252 --> 00:27:16,255 - I can't do this anymore. 504 00:27:16,255 --> 00:27:18,740 [shot firing] 505 00:27:21,363 --> 00:27:23,331 - What the hell Dee? 506 00:27:23,331 --> 00:27:24,884 You been on this couch all day? 507 00:27:26,679 --> 00:27:27,887 Hey I'm talking to you. 508 00:27:29,233 --> 00:27:30,787 What is going on? What's wrong? 509 00:27:32,098 --> 00:27:33,341 - [Darius] I don't know. 510 00:27:33,341 --> 00:27:35,377 I feel like I'm coming down with something. 511 00:27:35,377 --> 00:27:36,516 - What, like you sick? 512 00:27:38,864 --> 00:27:40,693 - I just feel kinda drained. 513 00:27:40,693 --> 00:27:43,178 - That's because you need some sun up in here Dee. 514 00:27:44,593 --> 00:27:46,665 Go get in the shower while I get dinner started. 515 00:28:07,444 --> 00:28:10,136 - You know Fred getting out today. 516 00:28:10,136 --> 00:28:11,344 - Now he's home? 517 00:28:11,344 --> 00:28:13,692 - Yeah, I'm gonna run over to Milt's Bar 518 00:28:13,692 --> 00:28:14,727 to holler at him for a little second. 519 00:28:15,624 --> 00:28:17,799 I won't be out long, though. 520 00:28:17,799 --> 00:28:20,629 - So you can go to the bar Dee, but you can't go to work? 521 00:28:21,596 --> 00:28:22,977 - Whatever babe. 522 00:28:24,461 --> 00:28:27,671 - And don't call me at 2 AM to come get you out of jail 523 00:28:27,671 --> 00:28:29,328 'cause you got caught up in his street shit. 524 00:28:29,328 --> 00:28:31,779 - Babe it's cool. He's changed. 525 00:28:32,814 --> 00:28:34,436 - I'll believe it when I see it. 526 00:28:36,542 --> 00:28:41,202 - All right, well, I'll be back in a little while okay? 527 00:28:46,759 --> 00:28:48,209 - And don't spend money we don't have 528 00:28:48,209 --> 00:28:50,004 trying to prove something to him Dee. 529 00:28:56,907 --> 00:28:59,461 ♪ Remember when there were no mp3s, but CDs ♪ 530 00:28:59,461 --> 00:29:01,912 ♪ We didn't care about germs, no concern of disease ♪ 531 00:29:01,912 --> 00:29:02,948 ♪ Street lights came on 532 00:29:02,948 --> 00:29:04,673 ♪ We high-fived and we'd leave 533 00:29:04,673 --> 00:29:07,331 ♪ Back in the day it wasn't so hard to believe ♪ 534 00:29:07,331 --> 00:29:09,506 ♪ That I would wake up as the Black power ♪ 535 00:29:09,506 --> 00:29:10,334 - Dee! 536 00:29:11,197 --> 00:29:12,474 - What's up,Fred? 537 00:29:12,474 --> 00:29:15,201 - You, look at you, all clean-cut and what-not. 538 00:29:15,201 --> 00:29:16,444 - No you're the one, man, 539 00:29:16,444 --> 00:29:17,583 got your buff going on and everything. 540 00:29:17,583 --> 00:29:18,757 I see you. 541 00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:20,344 - Six in the blocks'll do that to you. 542 00:29:20,344 --> 00:29:21,760 All the time in the world to work out. 543 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:23,278 - I feel that. I feel that. 544 00:29:23,278 --> 00:29:24,245 What's up Mikey? 545 00:29:24,245 --> 00:29:25,177 - Long time homey. 546 00:29:25,177 --> 00:29:27,662 - Yeah, it has been a while. 547 00:29:27,662 --> 00:29:28,939 Last time I saw you, 548 00:29:30,147 --> 00:29:31,597 you was going out to county for a murder. 549 00:29:31,597 --> 00:29:32,978 - And I beat that one. 550 00:29:32,978 --> 00:29:35,463 And the one after that and the one after that. 551 00:29:35,463 --> 00:29:36,705 - All right, okay. 552 00:29:36,705 --> 00:29:38,466 Well I'm glad to see you're doing okay man. 553 00:29:38,466 --> 00:29:39,916 - [Mikey] Yeah, I'm good. 554 00:29:39,916 --> 00:29:40,848 - Well now look, why don't y'all let me 555 00:29:40,848 --> 00:29:42,297 and cousin holla for a minute? 556 00:29:50,167 --> 00:29:53,481 Look at you Dee. You look real good man. 557 00:29:53,481 --> 00:29:55,621 - You too man looking all fresh. 558 00:29:55,621 --> 00:29:57,726 You know what I'm saying, skin all glowing? 559 00:29:57,726 --> 00:29:59,176 - Prison'll do that to you. 560 00:29:59,176 --> 00:30:02,214 - Yeah I feel that. Hey that shit true about T-Baby? 561 00:30:02,214 --> 00:30:03,767 - Hell yeah. 562 00:30:03,767 --> 00:30:06,632 I'm talking tight shorts, lipstick, all that. 563 00:30:06,632 --> 00:30:09,359 - Wow, that's crazy. 564 00:30:09,359 --> 00:30:13,052 So what's your plan now? 565 00:30:13,052 --> 00:30:15,814 - You already know. I'mma go get it' to get. 566 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:17,332 - Cuz, you just got out. 567 00:30:17,332 --> 00:30:19,093 - Right, ain't no need to plan. 568 00:30:19,093 --> 00:30:21,440 - I thought Uncle Reese got you a gig out at Ceptions. 569 00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:25,375 - 10 hours a day at 14 an hour? I don't think so. 570 00:30:25,375 --> 00:30:28,447 You know me baby, either the top or broke. 571 00:30:29,862 --> 00:30:31,657 - Cuz, you know if you go back your ass is out right? 572 00:30:31,657 --> 00:30:32,865 - Man I ain't worried about it. 573 00:30:32,865 --> 00:30:34,660 I'm moving different from here on out. 574 00:30:34,660 --> 00:30:35,868 - Different huh? - Yup. 575 00:30:38,595 --> 00:30:40,700 - I really miss you cuz. 576 00:30:40,700 --> 00:30:41,563 - I missed you,too. 577 00:30:42,702 --> 00:30:43,669 You know them letters you wrote me 578 00:30:43,669 --> 00:30:45,050 is what got me through my bid. 579 00:30:46,534 --> 00:30:49,848 Shit, Carla was out as soon as the bus left the city. 580 00:30:49,848 --> 00:30:51,263 - Man. 581 00:30:51,263 --> 00:30:53,403 - Without you and my fellas holding me down man, 582 00:30:53,403 --> 00:30:55,854 that shit would've been tough. 583 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:57,407 - We're blood cuz. 584 00:30:57,407 --> 00:30:59,892 - Being like that, I learned that blood make you related, 585 00:30:59,892 --> 00:31:02,550 but loyalty is what makes a family. 586 00:31:03,723 --> 00:31:06,450 Me, Mikey and Cook, that's my family. 587 00:31:07,866 --> 00:31:10,627 - Yeah I feel that. I feel that. 588 00:31:12,008 --> 00:31:15,459 So, uh, my mom wants you to come down to the church. 589 00:31:17,185 --> 00:31:19,049 I already told her you weren't gonna be on it bruh. 590 00:31:19,049 --> 00:31:20,326 - Listen, man I'll be by next week 591 00:31:20,326 --> 00:31:21,845 when I got a few hours to listen 592 00:31:21,845 --> 00:31:25,642 to how the righteous and the meek gonna inherit the earth. 593 00:31:25,642 --> 00:31:26,746 - You know how she is. 594 00:31:30,681 --> 00:31:31,510 - Sit tight. 595 00:31:38,862 --> 00:31:40,346 - Y'all got us fucked up man. - Hey man. 596 00:31:40,346 --> 00:31:42,383 - Who the fuck is this nigga? - You on the wrong side 597 00:31:42,383 --> 00:31:44,833 of the tracks you heard? 598 00:31:44,833 --> 00:31:46,042 - I'm Fred. - Fred? 599 00:31:47,491 --> 00:31:48,941 - So what that name supposed to mean something to me? 600 00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:51,633 - 102nd down to the tracks belong to the Deuce. 601 00:31:51,633 --> 00:31:53,497 So I'm gonna need you and this clown that you with 602 00:31:53,497 --> 00:31:56,707 turn y'all asses around, take y'all asses home 603 00:31:56,707 --> 00:31:58,226 before I don't let y'all take your asses home. 604 00:31:58,226 --> 00:32:00,504 - Oh yeah, well I don't appreciate your disrespect, 605 00:32:00,504 --> 00:32:01,989 and I don't think Poncho would either. 606 00:32:01,989 --> 00:32:04,267 - They ain't stopped making guns when they made yours bro. 607 00:32:05,647 --> 00:32:07,718 - It's all love my G. 608 00:32:07,718 --> 00:32:09,030 - Yeah, now run you ass on 609 00:32:09,030 --> 00:32:11,343 and tell Poncho to stay his ass off the Deuce. 610 00:32:12,516 --> 00:32:13,310 - Let's go. 611 00:32:15,761 --> 00:32:18,005 - Hey follow them and make sure they cross the tracks man. 612 00:32:20,904 --> 00:32:22,078 - Cuz, what the hell was that man? 613 00:32:22,078 --> 00:32:23,596 You ain't even been out 12 hours. 614 00:32:23,596 --> 00:32:26,013 - And I told you, shit ain't going back to the way it was. 615 00:32:26,013 --> 00:32:28,429 But don't worry cuz, I know what I'm doing. 616 00:32:30,845 --> 00:32:33,503 [hip-hop music] 617 00:32:41,752 --> 00:32:44,928 [light hip-hop music] 618 00:32:58,597 --> 00:33:00,806 - You sure you're okay? 619 00:33:00,806 --> 00:33:01,634 - Yeah. 620 00:33:04,361 --> 00:33:05,431 I just um, 621 00:33:06,950 --> 00:33:10,540 I just emailed Rick Parsons 25 pages of my new script, 622 00:33:10,540 --> 00:33:11,920 just to see if he likes it. 623 00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:14,164 - That's cool Dee, 624 00:33:14,164 --> 00:33:15,890 but we need to worry about things here first. 625 00:33:16,822 --> 00:33:19,376 - I know, I know. 626 00:33:19,376 --> 00:33:20,688 - All right. 627 00:33:20,688 --> 00:33:22,724 Oh, me and the girls are going to the mall later. 628 00:33:22,724 --> 00:33:25,348 So try to find yourself something to eat. 629 00:33:25,348 --> 00:33:26,659 Okay? 630 00:33:26,659 --> 00:33:28,627 Love you, okay? 631 00:33:28,627 --> 00:33:29,455 - Love you too. 632 00:33:39,707 --> 00:33:42,365 [phone ringing] 633 00:33:46,541 --> 00:33:47,370 Hello? 634 00:33:48,785 --> 00:33:49,889 Yeah what's up Fred? 635 00:33:52,616 --> 00:33:54,549 Nah, I'm cool man. 636 00:33:54,549 --> 00:33:56,103 I don't feel like hanging out today. 637 00:33:58,967 --> 00:33:59,761 All right. 638 00:34:02,385 --> 00:34:05,733 You know what, Fred, Fred? 639 00:34:05,733 --> 00:34:08,529 Just, yeah come through bro, pick me up. 640 00:34:09,633 --> 00:34:10,462 All right. 641 00:34:13,051 --> 00:34:15,536 [dog barking] 642 00:34:27,237 --> 00:34:28,963 - What up cuz-o? 643 00:34:28,963 --> 00:34:29,791 - Nothin'. 644 00:34:31,103 --> 00:34:32,967 - Hey, about last night man, I just- 645 00:34:32,967 --> 00:34:34,727 - It's cool. It's cool. 646 00:34:34,727 --> 00:34:36,522 - No seriously Dee. 647 00:34:36,522 --> 00:34:37,799 I know you ain't about that life, man, 648 00:34:37,799 --> 00:34:39,663 and I was wrong for pulling you into it. 649 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:42,977 - Yeah I just thought this time you'd be home to stay. 650 00:34:42,977 --> 00:34:45,980 - I am home to stay. Seriously. 651 00:34:49,363 --> 00:34:50,329 You listenin' man? 652 00:34:51,330 --> 00:34:53,401 Dude, where you at man, 653 00:34:53,401 --> 00:34:55,817 'cause you definitely not in this car right now. 654 00:34:55,817 --> 00:34:57,440 - Yeah, my bad man. 655 00:34:57,440 --> 00:35:00,270 I just ain't been feeling like myself the last few weeks. 656 00:35:01,340 --> 00:35:02,583 - You depressed or something? 657 00:35:02,583 --> 00:35:03,998 - I don't know. 658 00:35:03,998 --> 00:35:05,310 - Depression mean you weak. 659 00:35:06,518 --> 00:35:08,347 And only weak guys get depressed man. 660 00:35:08,347 --> 00:35:10,280 Ain't no room out here for no weak cats. 661 00:35:14,457 --> 00:35:18,357 Seriously Dee, you got you a girl, a crib, 662 00:35:18,357 --> 00:35:19,634 and you can still get you a job 663 00:35:19,634 --> 00:35:20,877 without them running your record 664 00:35:20,877 --> 00:35:22,948 and finding out that you a four-time felon 665 00:35:22,948 --> 00:35:25,053 with two robberies and aggravated assault. 666 00:35:26,054 --> 00:35:27,608 - I don't know, I just been, 667 00:35:27,608 --> 00:35:29,368 I just been really moody, man. 668 00:35:31,094 --> 00:35:33,372 I literally find myself laying around. 669 00:35:34,304 --> 00:35:36,030 I mean I'm losing track of time. 670 00:35:37,411 --> 00:35:40,138 You know, some days I just can't pull it together Fred. 671 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,624 - Trust me dude, You good man. 672 00:35:43,624 --> 00:35:44,901 ♪ I need to know everything 673 00:35:44,901 --> 00:35:45,729 ♪ Who and the what and the where ♪ 674 00:35:45,729 --> 00:35:46,972 ♪ I need everything 675 00:35:46,972 --> 00:35:49,526 - [Darius] No, that's a smooth move, man. 676 00:35:49,526 --> 00:35:51,356 - Indeed man. - Yeah foreal foreal. 677 00:35:51,356 --> 00:35:52,702 - Considering that too. - Hey babe. 678 00:35:52,702 --> 00:35:54,462 - Hey what's up babe? 679 00:35:54,462 --> 00:35:56,223 - Hey Fred. - Hey what up Shan? 680 00:35:57,672 --> 00:35:59,950 - Welcome home. - Thank you, thank you. 681 00:35:59,950 --> 00:36:02,056 - [Fred] Hey y'all got some lunch meat up in here? 682 00:36:02,056 --> 00:36:04,679 - Make yourself at home Fred. 683 00:36:04,679 --> 00:36:06,785 - [Fred] Most definitely, most definitely. 684 00:36:07,682 --> 00:36:09,097 - Baby I got some bad news. 685 00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:11,548 - What? 686 00:36:11,548 --> 00:36:12,963 - Your job left a voicemail. 687 00:36:16,519 --> 00:36:17,416 - What'd they say? 688 00:36:19,073 --> 00:36:20,039 - They say they letting you go. 689 00:36:23,767 --> 00:36:24,630 - Damn. 690 00:36:24,630 --> 00:36:26,287 - What we gonna do Dee? 691 00:36:26,287 --> 00:36:27,702 - I don't know. 692 00:36:27,702 --> 00:36:28,979 - You know you can always get out here 693 00:36:28,979 --> 00:36:30,498 and get some real money in the streets with me. 694 00:36:30,498 --> 00:36:33,121 - Damn nosy. - I'm just sayin', 695 00:36:33,121 --> 00:36:35,262 ain't nothing wrong with a little street money. 696 00:36:36,711 --> 00:36:38,989 - But there's definitely something wrong with prison time. 697 00:36:38,989 --> 00:36:41,820 - Look babe I'll figure it out, okay? 698 00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:45,513 I'll just call Uncle Reese, see if he got another spot open. 699 00:36:45,513 --> 00:36:47,066 - Yeah, you could definitely have my spot cuz, 700 00:36:47,066 --> 00:36:49,621 'cause I can't do it. 701 00:36:49,621 --> 00:36:52,279 [phone ringing] 702 00:36:52,279 --> 00:36:54,246 Just like that. I gotta go. 703 00:36:56,144 --> 00:36:58,146 I'mma get up with you later cuz. 704 00:36:58,146 --> 00:36:59,389 You gonna be all right, all right? 705 00:36:59,389 --> 00:37:01,564 Shake that shit off. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 706 00:37:08,364 --> 00:37:09,882 - What was that about? 707 00:37:11,194 --> 00:37:12,022 - What? 708 00:37:12,022 --> 00:37:12,851 - Shake it off? 709 00:37:15,578 --> 00:37:17,235 - Nothing. 710 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:20,238 - You had to tell Fred what you were going through. 711 00:37:20,238 --> 00:37:21,239 Come on, babe tell me something. 712 00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:22,481 - Tell you what? 713 00:37:22,481 --> 00:37:24,449 - Anything Dee, tell me anything. 714 00:37:29,730 --> 00:37:30,593 Dee listen. 715 00:37:32,871 --> 00:37:34,390 Baby you know I got your back. 716 00:37:36,357 --> 00:37:38,980 Dee I've got your back. 717 00:37:40,568 --> 00:37:43,088 And whatever you're going through, I'm going through. 718 00:37:44,503 --> 00:37:46,125 But you gotta talk to me baby if you want me to help you. 719 00:37:46,125 --> 00:37:49,232 - What do you want from me Shan? 720 00:37:49,232 --> 00:37:50,854 I mean, yeah I missed work. 721 00:37:50,854 --> 00:37:53,271 And I've been tired a little bit lately, but I'm good. 722 00:37:53,271 --> 00:37:55,411 - Dee, missed work, baby you just got fired. 723 00:37:56,895 --> 00:37:59,932 You've been laying around here in a funk all day every day. 724 00:38:01,071 --> 00:38:02,659 Pull yourself together Dee. 725 00:38:07,561 --> 00:38:08,493 - [Darius] Whatever. 726 00:38:09,528 --> 00:38:11,565 - Where are you going? 727 00:38:13,014 --> 00:38:14,050 - [Darius] I'm tired. 728 00:38:19,573 --> 00:38:23,093 [gentle melancholy music] 729 00:38:49,188 --> 00:38:52,640 That was Granddad's chain right? 730 00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:54,228 - Yeah it's my father's chain. 731 00:38:56,817 --> 00:38:58,681 He gave it to me right before he died. 732 00:39:00,821 --> 00:39:02,409 One day I'm gonna give it to you. 733 00:39:04,065 --> 00:39:05,343 You know what that means? 734 00:39:06,999 --> 00:39:07,828 - No. 735 00:39:10,451 --> 00:39:13,316 - [Raymond] It means that I will always be with you. 736 00:39:46,142 --> 00:39:46,970 - Fuck. 737 00:39:49,076 --> 00:39:50,491 Fuck, fuck, fuck. 738 00:39:52,493 --> 00:39:55,841 [gently dramatic music] 739 00:40:07,474 --> 00:40:10,338 - Do you love me son? - Yeah, of course. 740 00:40:10,338 --> 00:40:12,996 - Would you love me any less if I was gone? 741 00:40:14,515 --> 00:40:17,794 - No, no I love you just the same. 742 00:40:17,794 --> 00:40:21,039 [sadly dramatic music] 743 00:40:45,339 --> 00:40:47,859 Dammit Pops, why'd you leave me here 744 00:40:47,859 --> 00:40:50,586 to deal with this shit by myself? 745 00:40:53,934 --> 00:40:56,661 I needed you Pops! I needed you! 746 00:41:01,389 --> 00:41:04,116 [Darius sobbing] 747 00:41:15,887 --> 00:41:17,682 - [Vikki] She didn't have no business 748 00:41:17,682 --> 00:41:19,477 wearing that damn outfit. 749 00:41:19,477 --> 00:41:21,168 - [Shantall] She swore she was looking cute. 750 00:41:21,168 --> 00:41:22,997 - Girl, whole damn stomach hanging out, 751 00:41:22,997 --> 00:41:24,585 looking like balled up homework. 752 00:41:25,793 --> 00:41:27,036 - Oh bring some glasses. 753 00:41:30,142 --> 00:41:33,249 - So what's up with Darius? 754 00:41:33,249 --> 00:41:35,182 - Girl, I don't know. 755 00:41:35,182 --> 00:41:37,495 He's going through something and I don't know what to do. 756 00:41:37,495 --> 00:41:39,255 - [Vikki] What is he saying? 757 00:41:39,255 --> 00:41:40,843 - He ain't saying much, 758 00:41:40,843 --> 00:41:43,017 just that he got it under control. 759 00:41:43,017 --> 00:41:46,883 But I'm telling you, he lost his job, 760 00:41:46,883 --> 00:41:48,747 he's sleeping all day, moody as hell. 761 00:41:50,128 --> 00:41:52,579 And I saw where he was googling depression in his phone. 762 00:41:52,579 --> 00:41:54,512 - But I'm sure it'll all be fine. 763 00:41:54,512 --> 00:41:58,032 With love and prayer, anything can be worked out. 764 00:41:58,032 --> 00:41:58,999 - You think he'd do something to you? 765 00:41:58,999 --> 00:42:01,104 - No, Darius ain't like that. 766 00:42:01,104 --> 00:42:02,899 He's sweet and loving. 767 00:42:02,899 --> 00:42:04,936 He's just going through something right now. 768 00:42:04,936 --> 00:42:06,627 - Well I ain't trying to be negative, 769 00:42:06,627 --> 00:42:09,699 but my aunt's husband had the same thing. 770 00:42:09,699 --> 00:42:11,598 He came home from work one day, 771 00:42:11,598 --> 00:42:13,392 parked his car in the driveway, 772 00:42:13,392 --> 00:42:15,843 walked in the garage and hung hisself 773 00:42:15,843 --> 00:42:18,156 in the middle of day, just hung hisself. 774 00:42:18,156 --> 00:42:21,573 - Oh my God, I feel so bad for your aunt. 775 00:42:21,573 --> 00:42:23,092 She didn't know he was going through something? 776 00:42:23,092 --> 00:42:26,647 - No, not at all, just hung hisself. 777 00:42:26,647 --> 00:42:29,132 - Again, I'm sure Darius will be fine. 778 00:42:29,132 --> 00:42:31,928 I think he just needs to find his way back. 779 00:42:31,928 --> 00:42:32,964 - I hope so. 780 00:42:32,964 --> 00:42:34,413 - Look, I like Darius. 781 00:42:35,311 --> 00:42:37,071 I like him a lot. 782 00:42:37,071 --> 00:42:39,695 But if he tripping like you say he is, 783 00:42:39,695 --> 00:42:42,974 you have to be careful, for his safety and yours. 784 00:42:42,974 --> 00:42:45,252 And my only concern is making sure you good. 785 00:42:47,979 --> 00:42:49,256 - [Woman] Um, okay girls, 786 00:42:49,256 --> 00:42:51,120 me and Vikki gonna get out of here. 787 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:52,708 - Yeah Shan, call you later. 788 00:43:01,648 --> 00:43:05,755 - So that's what you talk about with your friends, 789 00:43:05,755 --> 00:43:07,585 about my personal life? 790 00:43:07,585 --> 00:43:08,793 - It's not like that Dee. 791 00:43:08,793 --> 00:43:11,347 - Then how the hell is it then Shan? 792 00:43:11,347 --> 00:43:13,798 You supposed to be my girl. 793 00:43:13,798 --> 00:43:15,006 Talk about you wanna get married, 794 00:43:15,006 --> 00:43:16,524 but you think it's okay to go behind my back 795 00:43:16,524 --> 00:43:19,527 to talk about my business to everybody in the street? 796 00:43:19,527 --> 00:43:21,115 - They're not everybody in the street Dee, 797 00:43:21,115 --> 00:43:22,392 Those are my friends. 798 00:43:23,566 --> 00:43:25,257 And I just needed someone to vent to. 799 00:43:25,257 --> 00:43:26,638 - Needed someone to vent to? 800 00:43:28,329 --> 00:43:30,815 You know, it's so funny 801 00:43:30,815 --> 00:43:32,333 how you want me to open up to you, 802 00:43:32,333 --> 00:43:35,026 but you go behind my back and talk about my business. 803 00:43:35,026 --> 00:43:36,752 - What do you want me to do Dee? 804 00:43:36,752 --> 00:43:38,029 You're not telling me nothin'. 805 00:43:39,409 --> 00:43:40,341 You're telling me a little here a little there, 806 00:43:40,341 --> 00:43:41,549 and I don't know what to do. 807 00:43:41,549 --> 00:43:43,310 - What, so you can tell the whole world? 808 00:43:45,623 --> 00:43:46,485 Look at me. 809 00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:49,834 You know I ain't with that. 810 00:43:53,147 --> 00:43:53,976 Okay. 811 00:44:08,542 --> 00:44:11,131 [knocking on the door] 812 00:44:11,131 --> 00:44:12,995 - [Fred] Dee, open the door, it's Fred. 813 00:44:15,514 --> 00:44:17,068 [Fred knocking] 814 00:44:17,068 --> 00:44:18,552 Dee, open the door man. 815 00:44:23,246 --> 00:44:24,075 - It's open. 816 00:44:29,218 --> 00:44:30,046 - Damn, dawg. 817 00:44:32,393 --> 00:44:33,981 Where the hell you been at man? 818 00:44:40,712 --> 00:44:42,196 Shan called my line, 819 00:44:42,196 --> 00:44:44,095 talking about you ain't been off the couch in weeks. 820 00:44:44,095 --> 00:44:46,753 I'm blowing up your jack. You're not answering. 821 00:44:46,753 --> 00:44:49,997 Hell, you ain't even been by to check on your mama man. 822 00:44:49,997 --> 00:44:51,689 - Just a little stressed out cuz. 823 00:44:54,726 --> 00:44:55,900 - Yeah Shan called me 824 00:44:55,900 --> 00:44:57,833 talking about she think you're depressed. 825 00:44:57,833 --> 00:45:00,249 I told her hell na'll that ain't it. 826 00:45:00,249 --> 00:45:01,560 - I don't know, I'm just... 827 00:45:05,116 --> 00:45:06,462 Crazy mental space. 828 00:45:06,462 --> 00:45:08,775 - Man chill with all that man. 829 00:45:08,775 --> 00:45:10,293 You're good. - Man ease up Fred. 830 00:45:10,293 --> 00:45:12,675 - Ease up? I need to turn up to take you out of this. 831 00:45:12,675 --> 00:45:14,366 You can't keep laying around here like some lame 832 00:45:14,366 --> 00:45:17,197 because you got a few things going on, bruh. 833 00:45:22,064 --> 00:45:22,892 You going to the bar tonight? 834 00:45:22,892 --> 00:45:24,722 - No, I'm good. 835 00:45:26,309 --> 00:45:31,314 - Look man, whatever you going through, come on back bruh. 836 00:45:31,314 --> 00:45:32,626 I know you stressed and all that, 837 00:45:32,626 --> 00:45:34,732 but you moping around ain't gonna help. 838 00:45:35,733 --> 00:45:36,803 You gotta be stronger cuz. 839 00:45:36,803 --> 00:45:38,114 - Strong like who Fred? 840 00:45:39,737 --> 00:45:40,945 Strong like Pops? 841 00:45:40,945 --> 00:45:42,153 - [Fred] Man what is you talking about? 842 00:45:42,153 --> 00:45:44,155 - My pops killed himself you know that? 843 00:45:44,155 --> 00:45:45,432 - You don't know nothing man. 844 00:45:45,432 --> 00:45:46,226 That could've been an accident or something. 845 00:45:46,226 --> 00:45:47,434 - It wasn't no accident. 846 00:45:48,435 --> 00:45:49,643 What you talking about? 847 00:45:51,956 --> 00:45:53,198 He blew his damn brains out 848 00:45:53,198 --> 00:45:54,475 because he was dealing with the same thing 849 00:45:54,475 --> 00:45:55,960 I'm dealing with right now. 850 00:45:55,960 --> 00:45:57,202 - [Fred] But you don't even know what you're dealing with. 851 00:45:57,202 --> 00:45:58,445 - It ain't even been a few months 852 00:45:58,445 --> 00:46:00,585 and my head is all over the place. 853 00:46:00,585 --> 00:46:02,829 And he fought it for years Fred. 854 00:46:02,829 --> 00:46:03,864 - You're trippin' Dee. 855 00:46:03,864 --> 00:46:05,107 - No, you're trippin'. 856 00:46:06,764 --> 00:46:08,179 You're telling what I should feel, 857 00:46:08,179 --> 00:46:10,077 and I'm trying to tell you how I feel. 858 00:46:11,527 --> 00:46:15,393 - Look man, call your mom and make sure she okay. 859 00:46:16,704 --> 00:46:18,499 I got a few things I gotta handle. 860 00:46:20,018 --> 00:46:21,640 So I'll holla at you later man. 861 00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:25,748 Dee. - What? 862 00:46:26,818 --> 00:46:28,199 - [Fred] Pull yourself together, man. 863 00:46:56,744 --> 00:46:59,057 - Darius. - Hey, Mr. Parsons. 864 00:47:00,852 --> 00:47:02,647 - [Rick] Hey, how are you buddy? 865 00:47:02,647 --> 00:47:04,822 - I'm doing good, I'm doing good. 866 00:47:04,822 --> 00:47:07,065 Hey I was just calling to see 867 00:47:07,065 --> 00:47:10,828 if you had a chance to have your guys check out that script? 868 00:47:10,828 --> 00:47:13,002 - [Rick] Uh, they did, they did actually, 869 00:47:13,002 --> 00:47:14,832 and they got a chance to read the draft 870 00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:16,040 you emailed me as well. 871 00:47:17,179 --> 00:47:19,629 - Okay, what you think? 872 00:47:19,629 --> 00:47:22,184 - [Rick] Well, to be honest with you Darius they passed. 873 00:47:22,184 --> 00:47:24,980 You know, it's just not what they're looking for right now. 874 00:47:28,328 --> 00:47:29,812 - I thought you loved it. 875 00:47:29,812 --> 00:47:31,641 - [Rick] I did, I do, I like you. 876 00:47:31,641 --> 00:47:33,505 But you know,the people upstairs? 877 00:47:33,505 --> 00:47:35,300 They got their own things going on. 878 00:47:35,300 --> 00:47:36,646 Unfortunately for both of us, 879 00:47:36,646 --> 00:47:38,614 they're the ones that write the checks. 880 00:47:39,718 --> 00:47:41,824 Darius? Hey, you still there? 881 00:47:43,136 --> 00:47:45,724 - Yeah, yeah I'm still here. 882 00:47:45,724 --> 00:47:47,865 - [Rick] By the way that draft you sent me, 883 00:47:47,865 --> 00:47:49,107 it's not your best work. 884 00:47:49,107 --> 00:47:50,246 Keep writing Darius. 885 00:47:52,179 --> 00:47:53,801 - Okay. Thank you. 886 00:47:58,220 --> 00:48:01,326 [sad, dramatic music] 887 00:48:25,937 --> 00:48:28,043 ♪ I should get an A for effort, I'm too tired ♪ 888 00:48:28,043 --> 00:48:29,009 ♪ But I'm never giving up 889 00:48:29,009 --> 00:48:30,804 ♪ That's why I'm kinda in my 890 00:48:30,804 --> 00:48:33,220 ♪ Role model like it or not I gotta play it ♪ 891 00:48:33,220 --> 00:48:37,086 ♪ Sugar coat the rhymes sometimes but still say it ♪ 892 00:48:37,086 --> 00:48:38,191 - What's doin', fellas? 893 00:48:38,191 --> 00:48:39,813 - What up, Dee? - Yo what's up? 894 00:48:39,813 --> 00:48:43,472 - My dawg, back in business and on top of his game again. 895 00:48:43,472 --> 00:48:44,404 You good? 896 00:48:44,404 --> 00:48:45,715 - Yeah. I'm good. 897 00:48:46,889 --> 00:48:47,821 - Hey Dee I leave my gun at your house 898 00:48:47,821 --> 00:48:48,753 the last time I was there? 899 00:48:48,753 --> 00:48:50,306 - Na'll, I ain't seen it. 900 00:48:51,756 --> 00:48:53,792 - I can't find it nowhere. 901 00:48:53,792 --> 00:48:54,621 - What you draggin' on Dee? 902 00:48:54,621 --> 00:48:56,140 - No I'm cool. 903 00:48:56,140 --> 00:48:57,106 ♪ Cash from that dude at the label ♪ 904 00:48:57,106 --> 00:49:01,939 ♪ I'm just thinkin' back 905 00:49:03,078 --> 00:49:07,254 ♪ Here we go way back way back way back ♪ 906 00:49:07,254 --> 00:49:12,259 ♪ Here we go way back way back way back ♪ 907 00:49:13,157 --> 00:49:14,434 ♪ It's time to go way back 908 00:49:14,434 --> 00:49:19,197 - Hey I be right back, I gotta use the bathroom. 909 00:49:19,197 --> 00:49:20,888 ♪ In retrospect I woulda did it the same ♪ 910 00:49:20,888 --> 00:49:23,995 ♪ In hindsight I'm the only one to blame ♪ 911 00:49:23,995 --> 00:49:26,515 ♪ I ain't picky I'm just real specific ♪ 912 00:49:26,515 --> 00:49:28,551 ♪ I want nothin' less than terrific ♪ 913 00:49:28,551 --> 00:49:30,968 ♪ I know you 914 00:49:47,191 --> 00:49:49,883 - Come on Darius you got this. 915 00:49:50,988 --> 00:49:52,541 ♪ Now here go get the money 916 00:49:52,541 --> 00:49:54,474 ♪ Sure I'm gonna get it, get it, get it ♪ 917 00:49:54,474 --> 00:49:55,509 ♪ Pain means I do something right ♪ 918 00:49:55,509 --> 00:49:56,786 ♪ So I'm gonna let it 919 00:49:56,786 --> 00:49:58,719 ♪ Yeah I'm gonna let it live 920 00:49:58,719 --> 00:49:59,997 - Look at this clown. 921 00:50:01,136 --> 00:50:02,378 He think that because I was gone for a while, 922 00:50:02,378 --> 00:50:04,449 I ain't that same dude. 923 00:50:04,449 --> 00:50:05,864 - Dawg you know half of it. 924 00:50:05,864 --> 00:50:07,176 I ain't want none of that sweet talk, 925 00:50:07,176 --> 00:50:08,315 We can get straight to it. 926 00:50:08,315 --> 00:50:10,697 - Na'll fam, Fall back. 927 00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:12,388 Let it play out. 928 00:50:13,424 --> 00:50:14,356 - [Darius] What's goin' on? 929 00:50:14,356 --> 00:50:17,531 - It's Poncho, came up from DC. 930 00:50:17,531 --> 00:50:19,878 Think he got the rights to these streets. 931 00:50:19,878 --> 00:50:22,191 - He get dealt with in the streets too. 932 00:50:22,191 --> 00:50:24,366 - You think it's gonna turn into something? 933 00:50:27,300 --> 00:50:28,611 - Wassup Fred? 934 00:50:29,681 --> 00:50:30,889 - You tell me. 935 00:50:30,889 --> 00:50:31,821 - Nigga ain't been out 20 minutes 936 00:50:31,821 --> 00:50:33,409 and he tryin' to call shots. 937 00:50:33,409 --> 00:50:34,341 Los said something about your little run-in. 938 00:50:34,341 --> 00:50:35,273 - Na'll that wasn't no run-in. 939 00:50:35,273 --> 00:50:36,619 Your man's almost got ran over. 940 00:50:39,795 --> 00:50:41,728 - You tryin' to get me goin' huh? 941 00:50:41,728 --> 00:50:43,488 - Fool I'm tryin' to get money, same as you. 942 00:50:43,488 --> 00:50:45,214 - That's cool. You just can't get it in my hood though. 943 00:50:45,214 --> 00:50:48,217 - Your hood? Bruh you not from around here. 944 00:50:48,217 --> 00:50:50,047 I was born on these streets. 945 00:50:50,047 --> 00:50:52,325 So I got the right to get money on these streets. 946 00:50:52,325 --> 00:50:53,602 But I'm also one of the ones who say 947 00:50:53,602 --> 00:50:55,328 who else can get money on these streets. 948 00:50:55,328 --> 00:50:57,261 - Is that right? - Yeah that's right. 949 00:50:58,917 --> 00:51:00,402 - [Poncho] It can get ugly real quick G. 950 00:51:00,402 --> 00:51:02,887 - [Fred] Use it or put your toy up. 951 00:51:02,887 --> 00:51:04,613 - I see you gonna make this difficult. 952 00:51:04,613 --> 00:51:07,064 - Na'll lame, I'm gonna get this money. 953 00:51:07,064 --> 00:51:10,377 You gonna make this difficult. 954 00:51:10,377 --> 00:51:13,104 - I feel you Fred, yeah I feel you. 955 00:51:13,104 --> 00:51:14,554 - Now push on with that tough man now. 956 00:51:14,554 --> 00:51:15,796 Keep crossing them tracks, 957 00:51:15,796 --> 00:51:17,936 and you liable to get ran over by a train. 958 00:51:17,936 --> 00:51:19,800 - Oh for real? - Yeah for real. 959 00:51:23,770 --> 00:51:26,083 - See you later Fred. - All right. 960 00:51:26,083 --> 00:51:26,945 - I'll See ya. 961 00:51:28,257 --> 00:51:29,086 Come on, come on. 962 00:51:35,092 --> 00:51:36,714 - What you wanna do? 963 00:51:36,714 --> 00:51:38,405 - I told you. 964 00:51:38,405 --> 00:51:39,993 Let it play out. 965 00:51:39,993 --> 00:51:41,477 - You know he ain't gonna let this go down. 966 00:51:41,477 --> 00:51:42,478 - Yeah I know. 967 00:51:45,654 --> 00:51:48,484 - Depression can be brought on for any number of reasons. 968 00:51:48,484 --> 00:51:50,417 A chemical imbalance in the brain, 969 00:51:50,417 --> 00:51:52,212 a traumatic experience, 970 00:51:52,212 --> 00:51:53,938 a combination of both. 971 00:51:53,938 --> 00:51:57,148 There's still so much we don't know about depression. 972 00:51:57,148 --> 00:52:01,048 - I just, I just need for it to ease up. 973 00:52:01,048 --> 00:52:03,672 - And it can with the right approach. 974 00:52:03,672 --> 00:52:06,502 Like I said, there is no one absolute fix. 975 00:52:09,436 --> 00:52:10,265 Tell you what, 976 00:52:11,714 --> 00:52:13,371 I'm gonna give you something to help take the edge off. 977 00:52:13,371 --> 00:52:15,132 It's called Celexa. 978 00:52:15,132 --> 00:52:16,823 I'm gonna start you with a small dose. 979 00:52:16,823 --> 00:52:21,483 Meanwhile, I want you to follow up with Dr. Nancy Franz. 980 00:52:21,483 --> 00:52:23,450 She is really good at getting to the root of issues 981 00:52:23,450 --> 00:52:24,624 related to past trauma. 982 00:52:25,797 --> 00:52:28,490 - How, this isn't gonna, you know, 983 00:52:28,490 --> 00:52:30,354 have me all spaced out is it? 984 00:52:30,354 --> 00:52:33,840 - No, like I said, we're gonna start you with a small dose 985 00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:35,255 until we see what works best. 986 00:52:36,877 --> 00:52:39,017 - Is this something that will, you know, 987 00:52:39,017 --> 00:52:40,536 eventually go away? 988 00:52:40,536 --> 00:52:41,468 - It's hard to say. 989 00:52:42,918 --> 00:52:45,162 Judging by what you told me about your family history, 990 00:52:45,162 --> 00:52:46,473 it's probably something you're gonna be dealing with 991 00:52:46,473 --> 00:52:47,371 for the long haul. 992 00:52:48,958 --> 00:52:50,028 But it is manageable. 993 00:52:54,101 --> 00:52:55,689 - Thank you Dr. kates. 994 00:52:55,689 --> 00:52:57,174 - Not a problem. 995 00:52:57,174 --> 00:52:58,485 Make sure you follow up with Dr. Franz. 996 00:52:58,485 --> 00:53:00,038 - I will. 997 00:53:00,038 --> 00:53:01,868 - And make sure you take that medication every day. 998 00:53:01,868 --> 00:53:02,903 - [Darius] Yes sir. 999 00:53:02,903 --> 00:53:04,111 - Not one miss. 1000 00:53:04,111 --> 00:53:06,183 - Every day without a miss, got it. 1001 00:53:06,183 --> 00:53:08,806 - Best of luck to you. - Thank you. 1002 00:53:11,084 --> 00:53:14,639 [gentle music and singing] 1003 00:53:24,684 --> 00:53:27,100 ♪ It's like shuttin' down 1004 00:53:27,100 --> 00:53:28,722 ♪ You shuttin' down, you shuttin' down ♪ 1005 00:53:28,722 --> 00:53:31,449 ♪ You're sayin' that too much 1006 00:53:31,449 --> 00:53:34,314 ♪ It's like I've lost touch 1007 00:53:34,314 --> 00:53:38,353 ♪ I ain't in no rush but you're doin' much too much ♪ 1008 00:53:38,353 --> 00:53:41,666 ♪ Now who is such-and-such 1009 00:53:41,666 --> 00:53:45,739 ♪ [mumbles] me and myself 1010 00:53:45,739 --> 00:53:48,880 ♪ You know about me, I have enough ♪ 1011 00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:53,160 ♪ So what you say, you got it sewn up ♪ 1012 00:53:53,160 --> 00:53:56,440 ♪ Your friends are opening your closure ♪ 1013 00:53:56,440 --> 00:53:58,027 ♪ Gave me some stichin' 1014 00:53:58,027 --> 00:54:02,687 ♪ Some stitchin' so 1015 00:54:02,687 --> 00:54:05,725 ♪ It's gettin' too much exposure ♪ 1016 00:54:05,725 --> 00:54:10,419 ♪ You say you've got it sewn up ♪ 1017 00:54:10,419 --> 00:54:11,627 - Hey. - Hey. 1018 00:54:11,627 --> 00:54:13,215 - [Shantall] How are the meds coming? 1019 00:54:13,215 --> 00:54:15,459 - Good, I just took 'em. 1020 00:54:15,459 --> 00:54:18,427 - Now you just gotta get out of this house 1021 00:54:18,427 --> 00:54:19,670 and get some air. 1022 00:54:19,670 --> 00:54:20,498 - Right. 1023 00:54:21,637 --> 00:54:23,501 - Did you follow up with the therapist lady? 1024 00:54:23,501 --> 00:54:27,919 - Yeah, called her a couple of days ago, left a message. 1025 00:54:27,919 --> 00:54:31,544 - Now remember Dee, you know what the doctor said. 1026 00:54:31,544 --> 00:54:33,925 You might need therapy and take medication. 1027 00:54:33,925 --> 00:54:37,826 - Yeah, I'm on it Shan. [phone ringing] 1028 00:54:47,145 --> 00:54:49,458 It's Fred outside. - Okay. 1029 00:54:49,458 --> 00:54:51,702 - That'll be good for you. - Yeah. 1030 00:54:56,672 --> 00:54:58,812 [mellow R&B music] 1031 00:54:58,812 --> 00:55:03,748 ♪ Yeah 1032 00:55:04,646 --> 00:55:07,234 ♪ Yeah 1033 00:55:07,234 --> 00:55:10,514 ♪ You must be blinded by the light ♪ 1034 00:55:10,514 --> 00:55:12,757 - What's up cuz-o? 1035 00:55:12,757 --> 00:55:13,586 - You tell me. 1036 00:55:16,554 --> 00:55:18,038 - What happened to you? 1037 00:55:19,695 --> 00:55:20,696 - You know how I go. 1038 00:55:22,353 --> 00:55:23,596 - Poncho? 1039 00:55:23,596 --> 00:55:24,838 - Na'll, Los. 1040 00:55:26,288 --> 00:55:27,634 He thought he was tough, so I had to show him what 1041 00:55:27,634 --> 00:55:28,635 tough really look like. 1042 00:55:29,498 --> 00:55:31,431 - Man, when this happen? 1043 00:55:31,431 --> 00:55:32,363 - A little bit ago. 1044 00:55:34,331 --> 00:55:35,608 - [Darius] How bad was it? 1045 00:55:36,678 --> 00:55:38,024 - I just got a few bruises man. 1046 00:55:38,024 --> 00:55:40,129 - I'm saying for him? 1047 00:55:40,129 --> 00:55:42,511 - Oh, I mean, yeah he cool. 1048 00:55:42,511 --> 00:55:44,410 He gonna be eatin' through a straw for the next six weeks, 1049 00:55:44,410 --> 00:55:48,621 but he'll be all right. 1050 00:55:48,621 --> 00:55:50,726 - [Darius] Yo, you know Poncho gonna be pissed bruh. 1051 00:55:50,726 --> 00:55:53,419 - Hell, they could share a straw for all I care. 1052 00:55:55,352 --> 00:55:58,182 I'm about to pull over man, so I can holla at you. 1053 00:56:07,640 --> 00:56:08,882 - [Darius] What's up cuz? 1054 00:56:08,882 --> 00:56:11,575 - Man I'm glad to see you back on your A-game. 1055 00:56:11,575 --> 00:56:13,749 - Yeah man. 1056 00:56:13,749 --> 00:56:16,373 But these pills, they got me all jacked up. 1057 00:56:17,753 --> 00:56:19,652 Shan would have my ass if she knew I wasn't taking 'em. 1058 00:56:19,652 --> 00:56:21,792 - You need to toss that whole bottle in the trash man. 1059 00:56:21,792 --> 00:56:23,103 You don't need that bruh. 1060 00:56:24,484 --> 00:56:25,416 - Yeah, but I stopped. 1061 00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:27,314 - Damn right you need to stop. 1062 00:56:27,314 --> 00:56:28,557 Them pills is for people who can't cope 1063 00:56:28,557 --> 00:56:30,145 with what's real out here. 1064 00:56:30,145 --> 00:56:32,906 I mean, what you look like all doped up and everything? 1065 00:56:32,906 --> 00:56:34,391 You see these streets bruh? 1066 00:56:35,288 --> 00:56:36,496 These streets'll eat you alive 1067 00:56:36,496 --> 00:56:37,980 if you ain't on top of your game. 1068 00:56:37,980 --> 00:56:39,844 - Yeah but I'm tryin' cuz. - Well try harder man. 1069 00:56:39,844 --> 00:56:42,191 - 'Cause I can't stand to have no smut on my record. 1070 00:56:42,191 --> 00:56:44,849 Not even people talkin' crazy about my cuz-o. 1071 00:56:44,849 --> 00:56:45,678 You feel me? 1072 00:56:49,509 --> 00:56:52,409 Cuz. Cuz, where you goin' man? 1073 00:57:02,626 --> 00:57:06,043 [gentle nostalgic music] 1074 00:57:14,707 --> 00:57:17,157 - Hey Darius, come here son. 1075 00:57:23,681 --> 00:57:24,924 Come over here. 1076 00:57:35,037 --> 00:57:40,042 Look at you sad 'cause you ain't starting on the team. 1077 00:57:40,767 --> 00:57:41,699 What now you wanna quit? 1078 00:57:47,222 --> 00:57:49,707 What'd you bat when you play baseball with Elijah? 1079 00:57:50,915 --> 00:57:51,744 - 287. 1080 00:57:53,642 --> 00:57:56,714 - [Raymond] What'd you average last winter on the hoop team? 1081 00:57:56,714 --> 00:57:57,888 - 10 and nine. 1082 00:58:00,028 --> 00:58:01,788 - 287 and 10 and nine. 1083 00:58:03,756 --> 00:58:05,861 You was all in. 1084 00:58:05,861 --> 00:58:07,760 But now, just 'cause you ain't the man this time, 1085 00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:08,588 you wanna quit. 1086 00:58:10,038 --> 00:58:11,522 Life don't work that way, son. 1087 00:58:12,696 --> 00:58:14,698 You can't just give up 'cause things get rough. 1088 00:58:16,251 --> 00:58:18,943 - I can't be on the bench while all my friends are starting. 1089 00:58:20,324 --> 00:58:22,119 - Let me tell you something, Darius. 1090 00:58:23,534 --> 00:58:25,950 Every day I wanna give up on things, but I can't. 1091 00:58:27,504 --> 00:58:28,539 Believe me son, 1092 00:58:30,023 --> 00:58:33,199 I wish I had the chance to do half the things you get to do. 1093 00:58:35,201 --> 00:58:38,066 Can't give up son. Keep fightin'. 1094 00:58:39,101 --> 00:58:41,897 Keep pushing. Keep believin'. 1095 00:58:46,074 --> 00:58:48,386 I just wish I had more time with you. 1096 00:58:52,011 --> 00:58:52,839 Darius. 1097 00:58:54,531 --> 00:58:57,568 I'm batting zero son. [gun fires] 1098 00:59:22,524 --> 00:59:24,526 - Hey, how was your day? 1099 00:59:26,217 --> 00:59:28,910 - [Darius] Good. It was good. 1100 00:59:31,568 --> 00:59:32,983 - How are the pills working? 1101 00:59:34,571 --> 00:59:35,433 - Good. 1102 00:59:36,573 --> 00:59:38,885 I'm beginning to feel like myself again. 1103 00:59:38,885 --> 00:59:41,508 - That's funny, because this pill bottle 1104 00:59:42,751 --> 00:59:44,581 looks mighty full to me. 1105 00:59:44,581 --> 00:59:46,099 - Look Shan- - Don't open your damn mouth 1106 00:59:46,099 --> 00:59:48,688 to lie Dee, don't say a word. 1107 00:59:50,069 --> 00:59:52,968 The doctor told you to take these pills every day. 1108 00:59:52,968 --> 00:59:54,660 Did he or did he not? 1109 00:59:54,660 --> 00:59:56,351 - Listen- - Did he or did he not Dee? 1110 00:59:56,351 --> 00:59:58,664 - He did, but them things were making me jittery. 1111 00:59:58,664 --> 01:00:00,735 - Jittery or depressed, take your pick. 1112 01:00:03,703 --> 01:00:06,188 - I'm tryin'. - Tryin' what? 1113 01:00:06,188 --> 01:00:07,431 - Tryin' to call Dr. Franz, 1114 01:00:07,431 --> 01:00:08,605 because I looked through your phone 1115 01:00:08,605 --> 01:00:10,020 and I don't see her number nowhere in there. 1116 01:00:10,020 --> 01:00:11,021 Keep lyin' to me. 1117 01:00:12,125 --> 01:00:13,610 - Why are you on my back? 1118 01:00:13,610 --> 01:00:15,335 - Because I love you Dee, that's why I'm on your back. 1119 01:00:15,335 --> 01:00:17,614 - Well get off, because I don't like it. 1120 01:00:17,614 --> 01:00:18,615 - You don't like it? 1121 01:00:19,650 --> 01:00:21,928 You don't like it, okay. 1122 01:00:21,928 --> 01:00:24,655 So you don't like it when someone's trying to help you. 1123 01:00:25,967 --> 01:00:28,486 You don't like it when someone's telling you the truth? 1124 01:00:30,005 --> 01:00:33,008 No, Darius just wants to be a selfish ass little kid. 1125 01:00:34,389 --> 01:00:36,080 I don't care if you don't like it. 1126 01:00:37,979 --> 01:00:39,497 How am I supposed to help you 1127 01:00:39,497 --> 01:00:41,465 when you don't even wanna help yourself? 1128 01:00:43,398 --> 01:00:44,192 Stupid. 1129 01:00:45,642 --> 01:00:48,575 [melancholy music] 1130 01:01:10,701 --> 01:01:13,359 - Hi, I'd like to make an appointment with Dr. Franz. 1131 01:01:16,603 --> 01:01:17,432 Okay. 1132 01:01:19,710 --> 01:01:22,264 - Hello Mr. Thomas, I'm Kathy Franz. 1133 01:01:22,264 --> 01:01:23,852 - Hello Dr. Franz. 1134 01:01:23,852 --> 01:01:26,199 - Please just Kathy's fine, okay? 1135 01:01:27,580 --> 01:01:30,548 So, what brings you to my office? 1136 01:01:34,138 --> 01:01:37,348 - I guess I'm all messed up. 1137 01:01:37,348 --> 01:01:38,936 - You're not all messed up. 1138 01:01:38,936 --> 01:01:41,421 You're just dealing with life's issues 1139 01:01:41,421 --> 01:01:43,251 the best that you can. 1140 01:01:43,251 --> 01:01:47,255 So again, what brings you to my office? 1141 01:01:49,844 --> 01:01:53,364 - I guess I'm just dealin' with some things like, 1142 01:01:58,197 --> 01:02:01,200 I don't think I've ever gotten over the death of my father. 1143 01:02:02,857 --> 01:02:05,204 I keep seeing him in my dreams, happy, 1144 01:02:05,204 --> 01:02:07,585 but then it just goes completely wrong. 1145 01:02:11,589 --> 01:02:14,040 - The chain on your neck. 1146 01:02:17,803 --> 01:02:18,873 Tell me about that. 1147 01:02:22,014 --> 01:02:23,912 - He gave it to me before he died. 1148 01:02:25,327 --> 01:02:27,605 And his father did the same thing. 1149 01:02:27,605 --> 01:02:29,987 I've worn it ever since I was little. 1150 01:02:29,987 --> 01:02:34,820 - So it's almost as if it links you to both of them? 1151 01:02:37,270 --> 01:02:38,099 - Yeah. 1152 01:02:39,272 --> 01:02:40,515 Yeah. 1153 01:02:40,515 --> 01:02:43,518 - Wow, Mr. Thomas, I must say, 1154 01:02:43,518 --> 01:02:46,452 you are very in tune with your feelings. 1155 01:02:46,452 --> 01:02:47,764 And that is a good thing. 1156 01:02:50,767 --> 01:02:54,149 It is going to take some truths that are hard to face 1157 01:02:54,149 --> 01:02:56,289 in order to deal with your depression. 1158 01:02:56,289 --> 01:02:57,118 - I just wanna do whatever I have to do. 1159 01:02:58,015 --> 01:02:59,396 - Good. 1160 01:02:59,396 --> 01:03:01,847 Well, first things first. 1161 01:03:01,847 --> 01:03:03,952 I want you back on the Celexa. 1162 01:03:03,952 --> 01:03:07,438 Now, we'll lower the dose, 1163 01:03:07,438 --> 01:03:09,164 and that with some time will help you 1164 01:03:09,164 --> 01:03:10,821 with your jitters, agreed? 1165 01:03:13,479 --> 01:03:18,484 Now, next, I want you to sit and talk with everyone 1166 01:03:19,209 --> 01:03:20,797 in your circle of trust. 1167 01:03:21,970 --> 01:03:26,112 Explain to them where your life is right now 1168 01:03:26,112 --> 01:03:27,804 and how they can help. 1169 01:03:27,804 --> 01:03:29,081 - Well that's easy. 1170 01:03:29,081 --> 01:03:31,635 It's my mother, my girlfriend Shantell, 1171 01:03:31,635 --> 01:03:33,119 and my cousin Fred. 1172 01:03:33,119 --> 01:03:36,951 But they all see my situation differently. 1173 01:03:39,298 --> 01:03:41,576 My girlfriend just wants it to go away. 1174 01:03:42,991 --> 01:03:45,752 And she says she understands, but I don't think she does. 1175 01:03:46,892 --> 01:03:48,652 And my mother wants me to pray it out 1176 01:03:48,652 --> 01:03:50,550 and my cousin wants me to thug it out. 1177 01:03:52,552 --> 01:03:57,557 - Well, just try your best to explain to them individually 1178 01:03:57,557 --> 01:03:59,525 what you need from them. 1179 01:04:01,044 --> 01:04:03,563 There is absolutely no reason 1180 01:04:03,563 --> 01:04:05,600 why you can't have a good life, 1181 01:04:06,670 --> 01:04:09,362 both happy and fulfilled, all right? 1182 01:04:11,123 --> 01:04:13,297 - No problem. - Great. 1183 01:04:13,297 --> 01:04:15,299 - I look forward to seeing you next week. 1184 01:04:18,302 --> 01:04:21,133 [uplifting music] 1185 01:04:28,347 --> 01:04:29,831 - The therapist wants me to meet with everyone 1186 01:04:29,831 --> 01:04:32,627 in my circle to kinda explain what's going on. 1187 01:04:32,627 --> 01:04:35,112 - Okay, so that everyone that needs to know knows, right? 1188 01:04:35,112 --> 01:04:38,875 - Yeah, but I just need you all to know that I just, 1189 01:04:39,910 --> 01:04:42,050 I just really needs your words. 1190 01:04:42,050 --> 01:04:43,327 I know you guys love me, 1191 01:04:43,327 --> 01:04:45,709 but other times I just need silence. 1192 01:04:45,709 --> 01:04:48,643 I think I just need to process things on my own. 1193 01:04:48,643 --> 01:04:51,784 - But what about Fred? Does he know you're seeing therapist? 1194 01:04:51,784 --> 01:04:53,337 - No, not yet. 1195 01:04:53,337 --> 01:04:55,753 But come on babe, Fred is Fred. 1196 01:04:55,753 --> 01:04:57,203 He just wants me to be super thug 1197 01:04:57,203 --> 01:04:58,860 and everything is gonna be okay. 1198 01:04:58,860 --> 01:04:59,688 - Right. 1199 01:05:01,138 --> 01:05:02,312 - I'm actually supposed to meet up with him later on 1200 01:05:02,312 --> 01:05:04,452 to kinda explain what I need from him. 1201 01:05:04,452 --> 01:05:06,799 - That's good. - Yeah. 1202 01:05:06,799 --> 01:05:09,526 - And the therapist wants me to meet with her 1203 01:05:09,526 --> 01:05:10,596 at least once a week. 1204 01:05:11,838 --> 01:05:14,634 And I want you to start coming with me. 1205 01:05:15,773 --> 01:05:18,052 - Whatever you need baby, I'm here. 1206 01:05:18,052 --> 01:05:19,846 - Yeah, I know. 1207 01:05:19,846 --> 01:05:22,401 [gentle music] 1208 01:05:25,093 --> 01:05:27,199 - Hey Darius, you want something to drink? 1209 01:05:28,131 --> 01:05:29,201 - No I'm good Mama. 1210 01:05:30,616 --> 01:05:33,515 - All right, now, you know what day it is right? 1211 01:05:33,515 --> 01:05:34,344 You ready? 1212 01:05:35,828 --> 01:05:38,175 All right, you go on into the car and get the stuff. 1213 01:05:38,175 --> 01:05:40,039 We'll meet you in the kitchen, all right? 1214 01:05:46,218 --> 01:05:48,116 - [Darius] Ma, help me wash this car. 1215 01:05:50,049 --> 01:05:51,464 - You know I ain't in the mood today 1216 01:05:51,464 --> 01:05:53,742 for all your foolishness now. 1217 01:05:53,742 --> 01:05:55,261 - Come on. 1218 01:05:55,261 --> 01:05:58,264 Look, you don't go nowhere but church and home, okay? 1219 01:05:58,264 --> 01:05:59,300 I mea, you need to get out. 1220 01:05:59,300 --> 01:06:00,922 Plus you could use the exercise. 1221 01:06:00,922 --> 01:06:02,165 - Watch your mouth. 1222 01:06:02,165 --> 01:06:04,201 - I'm just sayin'. 1223 01:06:04,201 --> 01:06:05,823 Look I'll wash and you rinse. - What? 1224 01:06:05,823 --> 01:06:08,240 - [Darius] I'll wish and then you just rinse. 1225 01:06:08,240 --> 01:06:09,793 - [Ms. Jones] Hey Sister Thomas. 1226 01:06:09,793 --> 01:06:11,726 - Well, hey Sister Jones, how you doin' today? 1227 01:06:11,726 --> 01:06:13,038 - I'm doin' good girl, how you doin'? 1228 01:06:13,038 --> 01:06:14,280 - I'm all right. 1229 01:06:14,280 --> 01:06:15,488 - Good, I'm heading on down to the church 1230 01:06:15,488 --> 01:06:17,594 for midday worship, you wanna come? 1231 01:06:17,594 --> 01:06:19,699 - No, think I'm gonna stay right here, 1232 01:06:19,699 --> 01:06:21,494 help my son wash this car. 1233 01:06:21,494 --> 01:06:22,979 - Well you know the Lord don't like it when we- 1234 01:06:22,979 --> 01:06:25,947 - The Lord don't care if I miss one day of bible study. 1235 01:06:26,879 --> 01:06:28,053 - [Ms. Jones] God bless. 1236 01:06:30,710 --> 01:06:31,642 - [Keisha] All right, come on. 1237 01:06:31,642 --> 01:06:33,058 - All right, look Ma, just look. 1238 01:06:33,058 --> 01:06:34,507 I need you to spray right here. 1239 01:06:34,507 --> 01:06:36,095 - Where, where you sayin'? Right here? 1240 01:06:36,095 --> 01:06:37,924 - No, Ma, stop, stop! - Right here? 1241 01:06:37,924 --> 01:06:39,478 - No, Ma that's not 1242 01:06:39,478 --> 01:06:40,686 where I'm goin'! - Oh, where you want it? 1243 01:06:40,686 --> 01:06:41,618 - Where you want it? - Stop playin'! 1244 01:06:41,618 --> 01:06:42,895 - You gettin' my shirt! Come on! 1245 01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:50,592 - [Fred] What's up cuz. 1246 01:06:50,592 --> 01:06:54,044 - We been tight our whole lives, ever since we were little. 1247 01:06:54,044 --> 01:06:56,115 You know you've always been a big brother to me. 1248 01:06:57,668 --> 01:06:59,636 But right now I need that big brother. 1249 01:07:00,706 --> 01:07:03,433 - What you talkin' about? 1250 01:07:03,433 --> 01:07:05,228 - I'm sufferin' from depression dawg. 1251 01:07:05,228 --> 01:07:06,298 - Here you go with that again. 1252 01:07:06,298 --> 01:07:07,368 - I'm serious Fred. 1253 01:07:08,852 --> 01:07:11,613 That's why my father killed himself, and his father too. 1254 01:07:13,443 --> 01:07:15,376 - So what you want from me Dee? 1255 01:07:15,376 --> 01:07:16,653 What you want me to lay you on my shoulder 1256 01:07:16,653 --> 01:07:17,895 and pat you on your back? 1257 01:07:17,895 --> 01:07:19,966 - What I need for you to do is understand man. 1258 01:07:19,966 --> 01:07:21,658 - Understand what Dee? 1259 01:07:21,658 --> 01:07:22,762 That you about to let these white folks 1260 01:07:22,762 --> 01:07:23,901 turn you into a zombie? 1261 01:07:25,248 --> 01:07:27,595 I seen it in the joint many a times man. 1262 01:07:27,595 --> 01:07:29,010 Soon as you start takin' them pills, 1263 01:07:29,010 --> 01:07:31,737 your ass can barely function. - It's not like that. 1264 01:07:31,737 --> 01:07:33,359 - It doesn't have to be like that. 1265 01:07:33,359 --> 01:07:34,740 But it's pressin' on me cuz. 1266 01:07:34,740 --> 01:07:35,568 It's killin' me. 1267 01:07:39,331 --> 01:07:40,953 - Whatever cuz. 1268 01:07:40,953 --> 01:07:43,404 If you need me to hold your hand, I'll do it. 1269 01:07:49,824 --> 01:07:50,825 I'm out man. 1270 01:07:53,241 --> 01:07:54,070 - Fred. 1271 01:07:55,899 --> 01:07:58,660 [dramatic music] 1272 01:07:59,868 --> 01:08:02,078 - All right, there go that lame right there. 1273 01:08:02,078 --> 01:08:04,114 When we pull up, dump on him. 1274 01:08:05,460 --> 01:08:06,565 You ready lil homie? 1275 01:08:09,085 --> 01:08:10,672 - We did it young blood! 1276 01:08:10,672 --> 01:08:12,295 We did it! We the champs! 1277 01:08:12,295 --> 01:08:13,641 We're the champs baby, we did it. 1278 01:08:13,641 --> 01:08:14,780 Come on man, get a drink man. 1279 01:08:14,780 --> 01:08:17,127 We did it, we the champs. 1280 01:08:17,127 --> 01:08:18,301 We the champs baby, we did it. 1281 01:08:18,301 --> 01:08:19,267 - What's up Fred? 1282 01:08:20,372 --> 01:08:22,270 [shots firing] 1283 01:08:22,270 --> 01:08:23,789 - Fred! - Let's go. 1284 01:08:25,998 --> 01:08:27,172 - Come on Fred. 1285 01:08:27,172 --> 01:08:29,622 Come on Fred get up. Get up! 1286 01:08:30,554 --> 01:08:33,661 Someone call the damn ambulance! 1287 01:08:33,661 --> 01:08:35,387 Someone call that fuckin' ambulance! 1288 01:08:35,387 --> 01:08:36,664 Come on Fred, come on! 1289 01:08:36,664 --> 01:08:38,976 Come on Fred! Don't do this to me, cuz! 1290 01:08:38,976 --> 01:08:40,254 Don't do me like this man! 1291 01:08:40,254 --> 01:08:41,634 Come on Fred, get up! 1292 01:08:41,634 --> 01:08:44,085 Get the fuck up Fred, Get up! Get up! 1293 01:08:45,604 --> 01:08:50,609 ♪ Name sold, make the call 1294 01:08:53,405 --> 01:08:57,547 ♪ Grey, gold. 1295 01:08:57,547 --> 01:09:01,344 Your face will never be the same. ♪ 1296 01:09:01,344 --> 01:09:06,349 ♪ Flame, bold, you'll still the sun. ♪ 1297 01:09:09,421 --> 01:09:12,769 ♪ When the only weapon is your name ♪ 1298 01:09:12,769 --> 01:09:17,083 ♪ And that won't count if you don't aim ♪ 1299 01:09:17,083 --> 01:09:20,535 ♪ Good intentions hold us back 1300 01:09:20,535 --> 01:09:25,437 ♪ You should stand down 1301 01:09:25,437 --> 01:09:29,372 ♪ Hey, oh 1302 01:09:29,372 --> 01:09:33,030 ♪ Hey, ooh 1303 01:09:33,030 --> 01:09:36,827 ♪ Hey, oh 1304 01:09:36,827 --> 01:09:40,210 ♪ Hey, ooh 1305 01:09:40,210 --> 01:09:43,386 ♪Shame, controlled 1306 01:09:43,386 --> 01:09:47,907 ♪ Like a cage behind deep dark eye ♪ 1307 01:09:47,907 --> 01:09:52,912 ♪ The games unfold, you have won ♪ 1308 01:09:55,639 --> 01:09:59,402 ♪ Tame your soul 1309 01:09:59,402 --> 01:10:03,509 ♪ Let it grow without a show 1310 01:10:03,509 --> 01:10:08,514 ♪ Make the goal and run 1311 01:10:10,654 --> 01:10:14,762 When the only weapon is your name ♪ 1312 01:10:14,762 --> 01:10:19,145 ♪ And that won't count if you don't aim. ♪ 1313 01:10:19,145 --> 01:10:22,494 ♪ Good intentions hold us back 1314 01:10:22,494 --> 01:10:25,669 ♪ You should stand down 1315 01:10:34,678 --> 01:10:39,683 ♪ Oh 1316 01:10:42,410 --> 01:10:47,381 ♪ Oh 1317 01:10:49,624 --> 01:10:53,939 ♪ When the only weapon is your name ♪ 1318 01:10:57,218 --> 01:10:58,115 - Ah, fuck. 1319 01:11:04,950 --> 01:11:07,608 [phone ringing] 1320 01:11:12,129 --> 01:11:13,338 Hello? - Darius? 1321 01:11:15,167 --> 01:11:16,099 - What's wrong? 1322 01:11:16,099 --> 01:11:17,997 - [Shantall] Baby it's your mom. 1323 01:11:17,997 --> 01:11:19,033 - She okay? 1324 01:11:19,033 --> 01:11:20,483 - [Shantall] No baby she's not. 1325 01:11:20,483 --> 01:11:24,038 - All right, all right I'm on my way. 1326 01:11:24,038 --> 01:11:27,421 [melancholy organ music] 1327 01:12:24,616 --> 01:12:25,789 - Let us all be seated. 1328 01:12:39,941 --> 01:12:44,152 Many of them looked unto Jesus for verbal gymnastics. 1329 01:12:45,015 --> 01:12:48,191 But according to John 14:12, 1330 01:12:48,191 --> 01:12:52,057 he simply said that "In my father's house, 1331 01:12:52,057 --> 01:12:53,852 there are many mansions. 1332 01:12:53,852 --> 01:12:57,580 If it were not so, I would have told you. 1333 01:12:57,580 --> 01:13:02,343 I go to prepare a place for you." 1334 01:13:02,343 --> 01:13:05,311 The Bible teaches us that eternal life 1335 01:13:05,311 --> 01:13:08,487 is not here on earth, but shall be in the hereafter, 1336 01:13:08,487 --> 01:13:12,836 in a place that God has prepared for eternal peace, 1337 01:13:12,836 --> 01:13:17,013 a peace not seen or heard by the eyes and ears of man, 1338 01:13:17,013 --> 01:13:19,429 for I know my redeemer lives. 1339 01:13:19,429 --> 01:13:22,363 Thus, when my flesh has been destroyed, 1340 01:13:22,363 --> 01:13:25,090 I shall stand and see God. 1341 01:13:25,090 --> 01:13:28,300 For we all know that the Lord has said, 1342 01:13:28,300 --> 01:13:31,476 "Whoever shall believeth in me 1343 01:13:31,476 --> 01:13:36,412 shall not perish, but shall have everlasting life." 1344 01:13:48,596 --> 01:13:50,218 - [Shantall] You coming to bed baby? 1345 01:13:51,392 --> 01:13:54,706 - Nah I'm gonna sit here for a little bit. 1346 01:13:57,087 --> 01:13:59,987 [melancholy music] 1347 01:14:04,957 --> 01:14:06,476 - [Keisha] I cannot believe the day has come 1348 01:14:06,476 --> 01:14:08,444 that a son of mine does not believe 1349 01:14:08,444 --> 01:14:09,686 in the House of the Lord. 1350 01:14:09,686 --> 01:14:11,412 - [Raymond] Do you love me son? 1351 01:14:11,412 --> 01:14:12,378 - [Shantall] Whatever you're going through, 1352 01:14:12,378 --> 01:14:13,794 I'm going through. 1353 01:14:13,794 --> 01:14:15,451 - [Fred] Depression mean you're weak. 1354 01:14:15,451 --> 01:14:16,693 - [Darius] I don't want it! 1355 01:14:16,693 --> 01:14:17,729 - [Fred] And only weak guys get depressed. 1356 01:14:17,729 --> 01:14:19,316 - [Darius] I don't want it! 1357 01:14:19,316 --> 01:14:20,870 - [Shantall] Pull yourself together, D. 1358 01:14:20,870 --> 01:14:22,285 - [Darius] I don't want it, 1359 01:14:22,285 --> 01:14:23,459 I don't want it! - Man chill with all that, 1360 01:14:23,459 --> 01:14:24,321 man you're good. 1361 01:14:25,702 --> 01:14:26,910 You can't keep laying around here like some lame 1362 01:14:26,910 --> 01:14:28,464 'cause you got a few things goin' on at work. 1363 01:14:28,464 --> 01:14:31,225 [Darius sobbing] 1364 01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:53,489 [Darius muttering and groaning] 1365 01:15:00,530 --> 01:15:03,982 - God if you're there, help me please! 1366 01:15:03,982 --> 01:15:05,742 Help me please, God! 1367 01:15:07,019 --> 01:15:09,850 [Darius groaning] 1368 01:15:32,079 --> 01:15:34,806 [Darius sobbing] 1369 01:15:40,950 --> 01:15:43,677 I need you man! I need you foreal man! 1370 01:15:52,513 --> 01:15:53,825 I need you, God. 1371 01:15:56,552 --> 01:15:57,449 I need you. 1372 01:16:58,786 --> 01:17:02,238 [happy, empowering music] 1373 01:17:52,081 --> 01:17:55,256 [pensive piano music] 1374 01:18:36,470 --> 01:18:37,333 - Dear Darius, 1375 01:18:38,506 --> 01:18:40,060 you're too young to completely understand 1376 01:18:40,060 --> 01:18:41,717 why I did what I did. 1377 01:18:41,717 --> 01:18:42,959 I don't want you to ever think 1378 01:18:42,959 --> 01:18:45,099 that it was because I didn't love you, 1379 01:18:45,099 --> 01:18:47,343 that somehow you did something wrong. 1380 01:18:48,620 --> 01:18:50,829 The pain just got too heavy for me to hold. 1381 01:18:52,279 --> 01:18:54,730 I feel like I took the easy way out. 1382 01:18:54,730 --> 01:18:56,179 But life seemed hard. 1383 01:18:57,698 --> 01:18:58,975 Be good to yourself son 1384 01:19:00,218 --> 01:19:01,909 and to the people who love you. 1385 01:19:03,359 --> 01:19:07,156 And if this monster comes for you, keep fightin', 1386 01:19:08,019 --> 01:19:09,503 more than I could. 1387 01:19:10,642 --> 01:19:13,024 I love you, Pops. 1388 01:20:03,833 --> 01:20:07,250 Now, slow it down son, do circles. 1389 01:20:09,287 --> 01:20:11,358 Yeah, yeah just like that. 1390 01:20:15,811 --> 01:20:19,297 - Do you think I'll ever get to drive it one day Pops? 1391 01:20:20,574 --> 01:20:21,402 - Maybe. 1392 01:20:22,541 --> 01:20:23,370 Depends. 1393 01:20:24,820 --> 01:20:25,959 - Depends on what? 1394 01:20:28,547 --> 01:20:30,687 - Well it depends on if you understand 1395 01:20:30,687 --> 01:20:32,448 everything that it represents son. 1396 01:20:33,829 --> 01:20:35,175 - Well I know it represents the bond 1397 01:20:35,175 --> 01:20:36,832 between you and Granddad. 1398 01:20:36,832 --> 01:20:38,592 - Yeah, that's right. 1399 01:20:39,489 --> 01:20:40,766 And if you get that, 1400 01:20:40,766 --> 01:20:42,389 then maybe one day I will let you drive it. 1401 01:20:44,460 --> 01:20:48,429 Matter of fact, hop on in now and see how it feels. 1402 01:20:50,190 --> 01:20:51,881 Yeah, go on in there. 1403 01:20:55,954 --> 01:21:00,338 Mm-hm, yeah see how that feel right there. 1404 01:21:00,338 --> 01:21:01,063 Yeah. 1405 01:21:02,167 --> 01:21:05,274 [gentle piano music] 1406 01:21:24,672 --> 01:21:26,847 Get in son. Go on get in. 1407 01:21:40,896 --> 01:21:44,658 [uplifting orchestral music] 1408 01:21:54,875 --> 01:21:55,669 - Yeah. 1409 01:21:57,084 --> 01:21:59,915 [Darius laughing] 1410 01:22:38,505 --> 01:22:40,921 - You turned out to be a good man Darius. 1411 01:22:42,129 --> 01:22:45,236 A strong man. I'm proud of you. 1412 01:22:47,859 --> 01:22:50,241 - You spent all of that time teaching me. 1413 01:22:50,241 --> 01:22:52,933 - Nah, I was just gettin' you prepared 1414 01:22:52,933 --> 01:22:54,107 for what might be. 1415 01:22:57,903 --> 01:22:58,974 You wanna come with me? 1416 01:23:02,874 --> 01:23:03,702 - No. 1417 01:23:06,015 --> 01:23:06,912 I wanna live. 1418 01:23:09,363 --> 01:23:11,779 I'm sorry Pops, but I wanna live. 1419 01:23:11,779 --> 01:23:14,299 - Well live then son. 1420 01:23:14,299 --> 01:23:17,302 Live, even when it gets hard. 1421 01:23:18,200 --> 01:23:19,580 Keep doing it anyway. 1422 01:23:22,963 --> 01:23:24,309 - I miss you so much Pops. 1423 01:23:26,691 --> 01:23:27,830 - I miss you too son. 1424 01:23:29,004 --> 01:23:30,522 But I'm with you all the time. 1425 01:23:31,523 --> 01:23:33,077 I was there on your first date, 1426 01:23:34,837 --> 01:23:36,287 your first job, 1427 01:23:37,288 --> 01:23:38,289 graduation. 1428 01:23:39,876 --> 01:23:41,878 I'll be with you your entire life son. 1429 01:23:45,158 --> 01:23:46,262 - Hey Pops um, 1430 01:23:48,161 --> 01:23:51,026 you know I'm about to have a kid. 1431 01:23:52,027 --> 01:23:54,443 You think maybe that- 1432 01:23:54,443 --> 01:23:56,997 - We ain't going to worry about all that right now. 1433 01:23:56,997 --> 01:24:01,484 You just love him or her the way that I tried to love you. 1434 01:24:03,245 --> 01:24:05,488 Get 'em prepared, just in case. 1435 01:24:13,393 --> 01:24:14,980 - Just in case. 1436 01:25:06,480 --> 01:25:07,723 - You ready baby? 1437 01:25:07,723 --> 01:25:10,622 - Yup. I didn't think I'd ever find a job. 1438 01:25:11,796 --> 01:25:14,833 - You'll be fineee D. They're gonna love you. 1439 01:25:14,833 --> 01:25:16,456 - Not as much as I love you Mrs. Thomas. 1440 01:25:16,456 --> 01:25:18,458 - Not as much as I love you Mr. Thomas. 1441 01:25:19,562 --> 01:25:21,840 - All right I'm gonna go to work okay? 1442 01:25:21,840 --> 01:25:23,152 I love you. - Love you. 1443 01:25:32,817 --> 01:25:35,199 - What does a big movie need? 1444 01:25:35,199 --> 01:25:37,270 Exactly, we need big money. 1445 01:25:37,270 --> 01:25:39,306 All the stops, right? 1446 01:25:39,306 --> 01:25:41,412 We need big budget, we need big cast, we need big food for craft services. 1447 01:25:42,723 --> 01:25:44,069 I do not go cheap. 1448 01:25:44,069 --> 01:25:45,830 So we need you to open your checkbook 1449 01:25:45,830 --> 01:25:46,658 and you to open your check. 1450 01:25:46,658 --> 01:25:47,970 You writing this down? 1451 01:25:47,970 --> 01:25:49,144 Get the pen out, get the paper out, 1452 01:25:49,144 --> 01:25:50,628 we gotta make this happen. 1453 01:25:50,628 --> 01:25:53,286 The only way we make this happen is we get some money. 1454 01:25:53,286 --> 01:25:54,839 You open your check, you got a pen? 1455 01:25:54,839 --> 01:25:57,704 Do you have a pen? All right, write that down. 1456 01:25:57,704 --> 01:26:01,017 Darius! Oh, how are you doing? 1457 01:26:01,017 --> 01:26:01,984 - [Darius] Hey Rick, how are you doin'? 1458 01:26:01,984 --> 01:26:03,158 - Oh I'm so happy to see you. 1459 01:26:03,158 --> 01:26:05,677 Are you ready for today? - Yeah I'm ready. 1460 01:26:05,677 --> 01:26:09,474 - I knew, I knew when I first saw you, you looked familiar. 1461 01:26:09,474 --> 01:26:11,235 You look just like him. 1462 01:26:12,719 --> 01:26:16,343 Your dad man, he's a hell of a writer, hell of a writer. 1463 01:26:16,343 --> 01:26:18,034 He'd be really, really proud of you. 1464 01:26:18,034 --> 01:26:19,519 - Thank you. 1465 01:26:19,519 --> 01:26:21,900 - And I'm really happy to see you keep his work alive. 1466 01:26:21,900 --> 01:26:23,661 - Me too. 1467 01:26:23,661 --> 01:26:25,939 - Are you excited? - I'm ready. 1468 01:26:25,939 --> 01:26:26,871 - [Rick] All right let's make some magic. 1469 01:26:26,871 --> 01:26:28,183 You got it? - Yeah. 1470 01:26:28,183 --> 01:26:29,045 - All right. 1471 01:26:29,045 --> 01:26:29,977 Is everyone ready? 1472 01:26:29,977 --> 01:26:31,945 We are gonna make a movie! 1473 01:26:33,671 --> 01:26:36,191 - All right let's get it up! 1474 01:26:36,191 --> 01:26:37,537 Quiet on the set! 1475 01:26:37,537 --> 01:26:39,159 Let's roll the sound. - Sound speeds. 1476 01:26:39,159 --> 01:26:40,781 - Camera! - Camera rolling. 1477 01:26:40,781 --> 01:26:41,989 - [Man] Slate! 1478 01:26:41,989 --> 01:26:44,647 - "Any Day Last Summer" scene one, take one. 1479 01:26:44,647 --> 01:26:47,478 [uplifting music] 1480 01:26:55,934 --> 01:26:57,073 ♪ Life's been good to me 1481 01:26:57,073 --> 01:27:00,974 ♪ Life's been good to me 1482 01:27:00,974 --> 01:27:05,979 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1483 01:27:06,876 --> 01:27:08,188 ♪ Life's been good to me 1484 01:27:08,188 --> 01:27:12,227 ♪ Life's been good to me 1485 01:27:12,227 --> 01:27:17,232 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1486 01:27:18,888 --> 01:27:23,445 ♪ I know life's been good to me ♪ 1487 01:27:23,445 --> 01:27:28,450 ♪ He's been my mentor, my destiny ♪ 1488 01:27:29,347 --> 01:27:34,249 ♪ And now it's in my soul too 1489 01:27:35,491 --> 01:27:39,633 ♪ Know that he'll be there telling me ♪ 1490 01:27:41,256 --> 01:27:46,122 ♪ And now I'm crying 1491 01:27:46,122 --> 01:27:51,127 ♪ Find myself alone trying 1492 01:27:52,957 --> 01:27:57,133 ♪ To do it all 1493 01:27:57,133 --> 01:28:02,069 ♪ Get over it now 1494 01:28:03,208 --> 01:28:04,624 ♪ Life's been good to me 1495 01:28:04,624 --> 01:28:08,697 ♪ Life's been good to me 1496 01:28:08,697 --> 01:28:13,702 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1497 01:28:14,599 --> 01:28:15,704 ♪ Life's been good to me 1498 01:28:15,704 --> 01:28:20,087 ♪ Life's been good to me 1499 01:28:20,087 --> 01:28:25,092 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1500 01:28:26,301 --> 01:28:30,132 ♪ Spending most of my time wondering how ♪ 1501 01:28:30,132 --> 01:28:32,583 ♪ Disease came by 1502 01:28:32,583 --> 01:28:37,588 ♪ And struck me without a doubt ♪ 1503 01:28:38,485 --> 01:28:41,177 ♪ Be It rain, the sun or shine 1504 01:28:41,177 --> 01:28:43,870 ♪ he'll be on time 1505 01:28:43,870 --> 01:28:48,875 ♪ Still I run as I worry about the way things turned out ♪ 1506 01:28:49,634 --> 01:28:53,155 ♪ Praying I heal 1507 01:28:53,155 --> 01:28:56,227 ♪ And find a way 1508 01:28:56,227 --> 01:29:00,300 ♪ To better days 1509 01:29:00,300 --> 01:29:02,164 ♪ I know I'm not alone 1510 01:29:02,164 --> 01:29:07,169 ♪ It's the realest thing I'll ever know ♪ 1511 01:29:08,066 --> 01:29:11,449 ♪ God's been so good to me