WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:00.759 --> 00:00:03.520 [gentle piano music] 2 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:09.940 --> 00:00:12.943 [cassette clicking] 5 00:00:18.639 --> 00:00:19.674 - [Granddad] Raymond, 6 00:00:21.400 --> 00:00:24.024 I just want to let you know how proud I am of you 7 00:00:24.024 --> 00:00:26.509 and the young man that you've become. 8 00:00:28.131 --> 00:00:30.754 Now, watching you walk across that stage 9 00:00:30.754 --> 00:00:33.792 and get your diploma has been the highlight of my life. 10 00:00:36.174 --> 00:00:37.002 You're a man now. 11 00:00:39.073 --> 00:00:42.145 And as you go off into this world and make your way, 12 00:00:42.145 --> 00:00:44.423 take the things I've taught you, 13 00:00:44.423 --> 00:00:46.598 all the lessons I've showed you, 14 00:00:46.598 --> 00:00:49.221 and be the best person that you can possibly be. 15 00:00:50.671 --> 00:00:51.913 And if there ever comes a time 16 00:00:51.913 --> 00:00:55.814 when life becomes too hard or too much, 17 00:00:56.987 --> 00:00:59.300 talk to someone, anyone. 18 00:01:00.439 --> 00:01:02.441 And whatever anyone says about me, 19 00:01:03.304 --> 00:01:05.272 just know that I love you 20 00:01:06.307 --> 00:01:08.482 and nothing was ever your fault. 21 00:01:10.104 --> 00:01:11.140 I love you son. 22 00:01:14.419 --> 00:01:17.525 [gentle piano music] 23 00:01:27.570 --> 00:01:28.847 - What are we working with? 24 00:01:28.847 --> 00:01:30.952 - Come on Pops, give me something harder. 25 00:01:30.952 --> 00:01:32.230 You know I know this car front and back. 26 00:01:32.230 --> 00:01:33.334 - Well answer the question. 27 00:01:33.334 --> 00:01:34.956 What are we working with? 28 00:01:34.956 --> 00:01:36.682 - 409 Turbo Thrust. 29 00:01:36.682 --> 00:01:38.960 - Block material? - Cast iron alloy. 30 00:01:38.960 --> 00:01:41.653 - Horsepower? - 230 horses. 31 00:01:41.653 --> 00:01:44.173 - Come on Pops, I can do this all day. 32 00:01:44.173 --> 00:01:46.899 - All right, I see somebody's been paying attention. 33 00:01:46.899 --> 00:01:49.143 - Yeah I've been paying attention. 34 00:01:49.143 --> 00:01:49.971 But I say, 35 00:01:50.869 --> 00:01:52.181 bore it out over 60. 36 00:01:52.181 --> 00:01:55.218 - Bore it out huh? - Mm-hm. 37 00:01:55.218 --> 00:01:58.704 - Uh-uh, no my father'd turn over in his grave 38 00:01:58.704 --> 00:02:00.775 if I changed one thing on this here car. 39 00:02:01.742 --> 00:02:02.915 He loved this car. 40 00:02:04.054 --> 00:02:06.505 He bought it new, kept it till he died. 41 00:02:07.782 --> 00:02:10.371 It ain't even been driven since he died. 42 00:02:10.371 --> 00:02:12.477 - But why would somebody who's dead 43 00:02:12.477 --> 00:02:14.824 care about a car that they can't drive anymore? 44 00:02:16.343 --> 00:02:19.035 - We keep his memory alive by keeping this car alive. 45 00:02:21.348 --> 00:02:22.694 When people leave us they're not gone 46 00:02:22.694 --> 00:02:24.868 unless we forget about them. 47 00:02:24.868 --> 00:02:27.147 You love me, son? - Yeah, of course. 48 00:02:27.147 --> 00:02:30.805 - All right, would you love me any less if I was gone? 49 00:02:32.186 --> 00:02:34.568 - No, no I love you just the same. 50 00:02:34.568 --> 00:02:38.261 - Exactly, 'cause I'll still be alive in your heart. 51 00:02:39.469 --> 00:02:40.436 You understand now? 52 00:02:42.438 --> 00:02:44.957 All right, now you know what day it is right? 53 00:02:46.131 --> 00:02:46.959 You ready? 54 00:02:48.409 --> 00:02:50.549 All right, well you go into the car and get the stuff 55 00:02:50.549 --> 00:02:52.931 and we'll meet you in the kitchen, all right? 56 00:02:52.931 --> 00:02:56.314 [uplifting guitar music] 57 00:03:04.529 --> 00:03:07.428 How is my beautiful queen doing? 58 00:03:08.878 --> 00:03:10.293 - Fine. 59 00:03:10.293 --> 00:03:13.193 - Fine? You don't sound no fine to me. 60 00:03:13.193 --> 00:03:16.610 Sound like you need a big hug and kiss from your man. 61 00:03:18.439 --> 00:03:19.268 - You forgot. 62 00:03:20.338 --> 00:03:22.029 - Forgot what? - Forgot my birthday. 63 00:03:23.203 --> 00:03:26.309 - Oh, yeah it is your birthday, ain't it? 64 00:03:26.309 --> 00:03:27.724 - Yeah, today. 65 00:03:27.724 --> 00:03:30.210 - I'm sorry babe. I've just been so busy. 66 00:03:30.210 --> 00:03:32.695 - Busy doing what, messing with that damn car? 67 00:03:32.695 --> 00:03:34.524 - What you fussing for woman? 68 00:03:34.524 --> 00:03:36.216 You know I ain't forget your birthday. 69 00:03:36.216 --> 00:03:40.289 - Then where is my- - Happy birthday, Mama! 70 00:03:41.151 --> 00:03:42.912 - You got me. - Yeah. 71 00:03:42.912 --> 00:03:46.156 - Thank you. - Happy birthday. 72 00:03:46.156 --> 00:03:48.849 - Now, slide on over here 73 00:03:48.849 --> 00:03:51.403 and let me and D fix you dinner. 74 00:03:51.403 --> 00:03:55.614 - My two favorite guys doing something for me for a change? 75 00:03:55.614 --> 00:03:59.169 All right what we havin', what we got? [laughs] 76 00:03:59.169 --> 00:04:00.378 - Delgatos Pizza. 77 00:04:00.378 --> 00:04:02.897 - I had your birthday dinner catered babe. 78 00:04:02.897 --> 00:04:04.623 I went all out. [laughs] - Thank you. 79 00:04:13.874 --> 00:04:15.531 - [Man On TV] You're a military man right? 80 00:04:17.015 --> 00:04:19.397 I mean your father was at West Point for chrissakes. 81 00:04:19.397 --> 00:04:20.846 I don't have to tell you- - Baby. 82 00:04:24.194 --> 00:04:27.232 - Baby, come on over here and sit with us. 83 00:04:27.232 --> 00:04:30.097 - [Man On TV] We'll dismiss the need for them altogether. 84 00:04:30.097 --> 00:04:33.065 - You okay? - I'm fine. 85 00:04:33.065 --> 00:04:36.310 - I mean, 'cause we- - I said I'm fine. 86 00:04:36.310 --> 00:04:38.105 - Now would you get off my back? 87 00:04:38.105 --> 00:04:41.315 - Okay, just want us to keep having 88 00:04:41.315 --> 00:04:42.868 a good birthday, you know? 89 00:04:42.868 --> 00:04:44.560 - And we can keep having a nice day 90 00:04:44.560 --> 00:04:46.803 if you all will leave me alone. 91 00:04:46.803 --> 00:04:49.634 [gently dramatic music] 92 00:04:49.634 --> 00:04:50.738 - Are you taking them? 93 00:04:53.500 --> 00:04:57.676 Your meds. Raymond are you still taking your medication? 94 00:04:59.057 --> 00:05:00.783 'Cause you know you're supposed to be taking it every day. 95 00:05:00.783 --> 00:05:01.646 You know that. 96 00:05:05.166 --> 00:05:08.446 - How about you just come sit over here with us, Pops? 97 00:05:08.446 --> 00:05:11.863 - Yeah. Come on over here and sit with us. 98 00:05:24.600 --> 00:05:27.188 - Mama, what's wrong with Pops? 99 00:05:27.188 --> 00:05:29.467 - Nothing baby, he just needs a little space. 100 00:05:30.709 --> 00:05:32.987 - Did I do something wrong? - No, no baby 101 00:05:32.987 --> 00:05:34.748 you didn't do anything wrong. 102 00:05:34.748 --> 00:05:36.750 - Then why is he so upset with us? 103 00:05:36.750 --> 00:05:37.578 I'll go talk to him. 104 00:05:37.578 --> 00:05:39.235 - Okay, wait wait wait. 105 00:05:42.031 --> 00:05:43.653 Look, your father's just going through something 106 00:05:43.653 --> 00:05:45.621 right now, all right? 107 00:05:45.621 --> 00:05:49.038 Just give him a little space and he'll be okay. 108 00:05:52.731 --> 00:05:55.251 Now come on, come on let's watch this program. 109 00:05:58.565 --> 00:05:59.773 [crickets chirping] 110 00:05:59.773 --> 00:06:01.015 - [Man On TV] Cramer, I thought you said 111 00:06:01.015 --> 00:06:03.017 you were taking care of Fletcher. 112 00:06:03.017 --> 00:06:06.918 - [Man On TV] No, no, no, you said you were on this. 113 00:06:06.918 --> 00:06:10.577 [gunshot fires] [Keisha gasps] 114 00:06:10.577 --> 00:06:12.475 - Mom! - Stay here. 115 00:06:12.475 --> 00:06:14.719 - Ma where's Pops? - I said stay here. 116 00:06:16.790 --> 00:06:20.034 [gentle ominous music] 117 00:06:32.461 --> 00:06:33.323 - Raymond? 118 00:06:36.292 --> 00:06:37.431 Raymond you all right? 119 00:06:39.260 --> 00:06:42.609 No! [sobbing] 120 00:06:42.609 --> 00:06:45.370 [dramatic music] 121 00:06:47.717 --> 00:06:49.823 Help me! Help me, please! 122 00:06:50.962 --> 00:06:52.032 My husband, he shot himself. Help us please! 123 00:06:56.761 --> 00:06:58.832 No, my baby-my baby, no. 124 00:07:02.422 --> 00:07:03.250 No baby. 125 00:07:27.447 --> 00:07:28.724 - Here you go. 126 00:07:28.724 --> 00:07:31.727 You ready, baby? You excited, you ready? 127 00:07:32.693 --> 00:07:34.695 - Yeah, yeah I'm ready. 128 00:07:34.695 --> 00:07:36.663 - Damn, that's the best you got? 129 00:07:36.663 --> 00:07:38.423 Come on D today's a big day. 130 00:07:39.804 --> 00:07:44.291 - No, I'm sorry. I'm just, I'm just a little tired. 131 00:07:44.291 --> 00:07:46.017 I haven't felt like myself lately. 132 00:07:46.017 --> 00:07:47.259 - Yeah, what's wrong? 133 00:07:47.259 --> 00:07:50.331 - I don't know, I just feel off. 134 00:07:50.331 --> 00:07:51.678 - Well, make yourself a doctor's appointment, 135 00:07:51.678 --> 00:07:53.473 just in case there's a bug or something. 136 00:07:53.473 --> 00:07:55.958 - Yeah, yeah I will, hon. 137 00:07:55.958 --> 00:07:57.407 - Baby, I'm so excited. 138 00:07:57.407 --> 00:07:58.926 You about to meet Rick Parsons today. 139 00:07:58.926 --> 00:08:00.307 - I know right? - And then if he likes 140 00:08:00.307 --> 00:08:02.171 your script, Dee man oh my God, 141 00:08:02.171 --> 00:08:04.276 no telling where that's gonna lead. 142 00:08:04.276 --> 00:08:06.555 You could be famous. 143 00:08:06.555 --> 00:08:09.489 Yo, we could move to California. 144 00:08:09.489 --> 00:08:10.628 And I could buy a bunch of purses, 145 00:08:10.628 --> 00:08:12.526 you know be a snobby bitch. 146 00:08:12.526 --> 00:08:13.941 - For real? - I just playing. 147 00:08:13.941 --> 00:08:15.529 - I don't wanna live in California. 148 00:08:16.496 --> 00:08:19.222 Relax, Dee today's a big day. 149 00:08:19.222 --> 00:08:20.741 - It's just a meeting Shan. 150 00:08:20.741 --> 00:08:22.225 I mean nothing's guaranteed. 151 00:08:22.225 --> 00:08:24.365 - Babe, Rick Parsons doesn't just meet with anybody. 152 00:08:24.365 --> 00:08:27.196 Your writing is so good, give yourself some credit. 153 00:08:27.196 --> 00:08:29.819 - Well, I'm gonna go get dressed before I'm late. 154 00:08:30.786 --> 00:08:33.409 [gentle music] 155 00:08:38.656 --> 00:08:41.693 - You got this baby, okay? 156 00:08:41.693 --> 00:08:43.074 - I got this. 157 00:08:43.074 --> 00:08:44.351 - You got this. 158 00:08:48.493 --> 00:08:50.875 And put a smile on your face Dee. 159 00:08:50.875 --> 00:08:52.704 Remember I love you. I'm always here for you. 160 00:08:52.704 --> 00:08:53.705 - I love you too. 161 00:09:00.436 --> 00:09:02.921 [gentle music] 162 00:09:02.921 --> 00:09:03.750 - Okay. 163 00:09:04.751 --> 00:09:05.579 All right. 164 00:09:08.168 --> 00:09:09.272 This is for you Pops. 165 00:09:12.413 --> 00:09:14.899 [dog barking] 166 00:09:27.739 --> 00:09:31.743 [powerful, inspirational music] 167 00:10:19.204 --> 00:10:24.209 ♪ Reminisce on, on, on 168 00:10:24.969 --> 00:10:28.075 ♪ Reminisce on, on, on 169 00:10:29.249 --> 00:10:30.422 - Hey, look at me son. 170 00:10:31.734 --> 00:10:34.875 Look, nothin' to be scared of, all right? 171 00:10:36.049 --> 00:10:38.983 The first day in any new place is never easy. 172 00:10:38.983 --> 00:10:40.501 You're just gonna have to go in here 173 00:10:40.501 --> 00:10:42.365 and remember the three things that I taught you. 174 00:10:44.333 --> 00:10:45.714 And they are? 175 00:10:45.714 --> 00:10:48.164 - Carry myself like a man. - That's right. 176 00:10:48.164 --> 00:10:51.512 - Carry yourself like a man, and number two? 177 00:10:51.512 --> 00:10:54.826 - Keep my mouth shut about shit I don't know about. 178 00:10:54.826 --> 00:10:57.898 - Things, things you don't know about. 179 00:10:57.898 --> 00:11:00.004 - Things, things I don't know about. 180 00:11:00.004 --> 00:11:01.453 - And most importantly? 181 00:11:01.453 --> 00:11:03.697 - Be me all the time. 182 00:11:04.871 --> 00:11:08.529 - Yeah, that's right. Be you all the time. 183 00:11:09.979 --> 00:11:12.050 People don't like people who pretend to be somebody else. 184 00:11:12.050 --> 00:11:13.569 Isn't that right, Fred? 185 00:11:14.674 --> 00:11:16.745 Plus it's easier that way. 186 00:11:16.745 --> 00:11:18.194 These people around here, 187 00:11:18.194 --> 00:11:20.680 they either going to accept you or they're not. 188 00:11:20.680 --> 00:11:22.578 Look at Fred back there. 189 00:11:22.578 --> 00:11:24.338 You ain't nervous at all, are you Fred? 190 00:11:24.338 --> 00:11:26.824 - Man these clowns know what these hands can do. 191 00:11:26.824 --> 00:11:28.653 They don't want none of these problems. 192 00:11:28.653 --> 00:11:30.690 - Keep them hands to yourself son. 193 00:11:30.690 --> 00:11:31.691 - Yes sir. 194 00:11:32.899 --> 00:11:34.590 - All right. [bell rings] 195 00:11:34.590 --> 00:11:37.248 Go on in there and do what y'all got to do. 196 00:11:37.248 --> 00:11:40.044 - Hey D, I got your back. 197 00:11:40.044 --> 00:11:43.357 I'll always have your back, no matter what. 198 00:11:45.705 --> 00:11:47.845 - I know Fred. I know. 199 00:11:49.363 --> 00:11:51.987 - Hey Darius, I ain't gonna make it home. [gun fires] 200 00:11:51.987 --> 00:11:53.713 - Mr. Thomas? 201 00:11:53.713 --> 00:11:54.541 Are you okay? 202 00:11:55.507 --> 00:11:59.063 - Yeah, yeah I'm, I'm okay. 203 00:11:59.063 --> 00:12:00.547 - Mr. Parsons will see you now. 204 00:12:01.893 --> 00:12:03.861 - Okay, [sighs] cool. 205 00:12:12.007 --> 00:12:13.629 - Mr. Thomas, how are we- 206 00:12:14.837 --> 00:12:16.632 Have we met before Mr. Thomas? 207 00:12:16.632 --> 00:12:18.358 - Uh no, sir. 208 00:12:18.358 --> 00:12:20.636 - Mmm you look extremely familiar. 209 00:12:20.636 --> 00:12:22.120 I'm sure we've met. 210 00:12:22.120 --> 00:12:24.364 - If we had, you know I would definitely remember. 211 00:12:24.364 --> 00:12:26.815 - Eh, maybe you just got one of those faces, 212 00:12:26.815 --> 00:12:28.023 I don't know Darius. 213 00:12:28.023 --> 00:12:31.716 Anyway, the script, not bad, not bad at all. 214 00:12:31.716 --> 00:12:33.511 Look, we're having an honest conversation here? 215 00:12:33.511 --> 00:12:36.410 I gotta tell ya, the script, it's a little dark. 216 00:12:36.410 --> 00:12:37.618 I mean not in a bad way. 217 00:12:37.618 --> 00:12:39.068 But it's pretty clear Darius, 218 00:12:39.068 --> 00:12:40.932 that there's something trying to cut through. 219 00:12:40.932 --> 00:12:43.763 - It's just all personal experiences. 220 00:12:43.763 --> 00:12:45.626 - Like the part about the father? 221 00:12:47.421 --> 00:12:49.734 - Sir, I'm not- - The father, in the script. 222 00:12:49.734 --> 00:12:51.356 - He dies of a heart attack. 223 00:12:51.356 --> 00:12:52.910 Is that what happened to your dad? 224 00:12:54.981 --> 00:12:56.327 Is your father still alive? 225 00:13:00.020 --> 00:13:02.195 I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sure you miss him greatly. 226 00:13:02.195 --> 00:13:03.748 You know what I think, Anthony, 227 00:13:04.714 --> 00:13:06.199 I think that's your real father. 228 00:13:06.199 --> 00:13:08.511 I mean in the script he's the embalmer at the funeral home 229 00:13:08.511 --> 00:13:10.617 and all that, but it's clear. 230 00:13:10.617 --> 00:13:12.757 Something resonates about him. 231 00:13:12.757 --> 00:13:14.310 I mean he's the last one to see Glen 232 00:13:14.310 --> 00:13:15.898 get made ready before he goes- 233 00:13:15.898 --> 00:13:17.969 - It's suicide, sir. 234 00:13:21.007 --> 00:13:24.044 My father committed suicide 235 00:13:25.390 --> 00:13:26.322 when I was younger. 236 00:13:30.499 --> 00:13:31.880 He'd been battling with depression 237 00:13:31.880 --> 00:13:33.226 practically his whole life. 238 00:13:34.572 --> 00:13:38.887 And on my mother's birthday, he shot himself. 239 00:13:40.336 --> 00:13:42.856 There was no "Goodbye Darius," 240 00:13:44.237 --> 00:13:45.997 no "I love you Darius," 241 00:13:45.997 --> 00:13:47.965 no "Hang in there Darius." 242 00:13:49.000 --> 00:13:50.657 And that script is, 243 00:13:52.003 --> 00:13:54.557 it's that thing that gets that out of my head. 244 00:13:54.557 --> 00:13:56.974 - So this, what, this script, it's your life? 245 00:13:56.974 --> 00:13:59.562 - Well, yeah, pretty much. 246 00:14:01.841 --> 00:14:04.015 - Okay okay, tell you what I'm gonna do. 247 00:14:04.015 --> 00:14:06.052 I'm gonna go ahead and kick this upstairs. 248 00:14:06.052 --> 00:14:08.261 If they like it, if, 249 00:14:09.434 --> 00:14:10.711 you might just get to see your name 250 00:14:10.711 --> 00:14:11.989 in the movie credits some day. 251 00:14:11.989 --> 00:14:13.507 Right, picture this. 252 00:14:13.507 --> 00:14:15.889 A Darius Thomas Story, 253 00:14:15.889 --> 00:14:19.203 directed by Mike Berry. 254 00:14:20.135 --> 00:14:21.412 Yeah? 255 00:14:21.412 --> 00:14:22.827 - Yeah, I mean it sounds good to me. 256 00:14:22.827 --> 00:14:24.587 You know Mike Berry's my favorite director in the world. 257 00:14:24.587 --> 00:14:26.451 - Eh, wait till you meet him in person. 258 00:14:26.451 --> 00:14:27.832 Anyway, doesn't matter. 259 00:14:27.832 --> 00:14:29.040 You gotta go home keep writing. 260 00:14:29.040 --> 00:14:30.283 You got a gift okay, 261 00:14:30.283 --> 00:14:32.768 'cause nothing frustrates me more 262 00:14:32.768 --> 00:14:36.703 than when I send those boys and girls upstairs a stud 263 00:14:36.703 --> 00:14:38.567 and it turns out to be a one-trick pony. 264 00:14:38.567 --> 00:14:40.120 - Sir, I just thank you. 265 00:14:40.120 --> 00:14:41.881 I just really appreciate you actually taking time 266 00:14:41.881 --> 00:14:42.743 to meet with me. 267 00:14:42.743 --> 00:14:44.021 That was- 268 00:14:44.021 --> 00:14:46.575 - Um, all right, we're done here. 269 00:14:46.575 --> 00:14:48.232 Uh, don't call us, we'll call you, 270 00:14:48.232 --> 00:14:50.786 you know all that good kind of information and stuff. 271 00:14:50.786 --> 00:14:51.960 Come on come on. - Okay. 272 00:14:51.960 --> 00:14:53.375 - You like the shirt? You feeling it? 273 00:14:53.375 --> 00:14:54.755 - Yeah, it looks good. - No, I don't like it. 274 00:14:54.755 --> 00:14:55.998 - My wife bought it. - All right. 275 00:14:55.998 --> 00:14:57.517 - Come on, how'd you get here, bus, car? 276 00:14:57.517 --> 00:14:58.449 - [Darius] I took the car. 277 00:14:58.449 --> 00:14:59.933 - Okay, let's go find your car. 278 00:14:59.933 --> 00:15:01.348 Well, I'm not gonna help you find it, but someone will. 279 00:15:01.348 --> 00:15:04.524 [lively, happy music] 280 00:15:05.663 --> 00:15:07.596 - All right, all right. 281 00:15:12.877 --> 00:15:15.017 Babe, it's happening. 282 00:15:15.017 --> 00:15:17.606 Right, it's happening it's happening! 283 00:15:17.606 --> 00:15:18.918 Look, nothing's concrete yet, 284 00:15:18.918 --> 00:15:20.609 but he definitely likes my script. 285 00:15:22.507 --> 00:15:23.577 Well, yeah I'm just, 286 00:15:24.716 --> 00:15:26.166 babe I'm just ready to turn a corner 287 00:15:26.166 --> 00:15:28.410 and just start a new life for the both of us, you know? 288 00:15:29.929 --> 00:15:32.966 Right, yeah well look, I'm on my way to my mom's house 289 00:15:32.966 --> 00:15:34.726 then I have to work. 290 00:15:34.726 --> 00:15:36.107 We'll celebrate later okay? 291 00:15:37.522 --> 00:15:40.215 Hey, wear that lingerie I like. 292 00:15:41.802 --> 00:15:43.114 All right, babe. 293 00:15:58.716 --> 00:16:00.683 - Hey Darius. - Hey Ms. Jones. 294 00:16:00.683 --> 00:16:02.168 - Ain't seen you in a while. 295 00:16:02.168 --> 00:16:04.584 - Yeah, yeah I just been busy with working, family. 296 00:16:04.584 --> 00:16:05.550 - Well praise the Lord. 297 00:16:05.550 --> 00:16:07.035 - Praise the Lord Ms. Jones. 298 00:16:07.035 --> 00:16:08.484 - You can't praise him if you're not going to church. 299 00:16:08.484 --> 00:16:09.969 - I go every day in my heart Ms. Jones. 300 00:16:09.969 --> 00:16:11.798 - The Bible says, "Where there are two or three 301 00:16:11.798 --> 00:16:14.732 gathered together in His name, there He is among them." 302 00:16:14.732 --> 00:16:16.078 - Okay, all right well look, 303 00:16:16.078 --> 00:16:17.977 I'm going in to see my mother. 304 00:16:17.977 --> 00:16:19.702 So that makes two of us. 305 00:16:19.702 --> 00:16:21.981 So that'll mean God will be present right? 306 00:16:21.981 --> 00:16:22.843 - Come on here. 307 00:16:24.638 --> 00:16:26.675 God bless you Darius. - You too Ms.Jones. 308 00:16:26.675 --> 00:16:27.917 - Take care now. 309 00:16:27.917 --> 00:16:28.849 - You look good in that dress too. 310 00:16:28.849 --> 00:16:30.023 - Well all right, thank you. 311 00:16:34.303 --> 00:16:37.893 [melancholy music] 312 00:16:37.893 --> 00:16:39.722 - Ma, what did I tell you 313 00:16:39.722 --> 00:16:41.138 about leaving that back door unlocked? 314 00:16:42.587 --> 00:16:44.106 - And hello to you too. 315 00:16:44.106 --> 00:16:46.695 - I'm serious, you can't be doing that around here. 316 00:16:49.111 --> 00:16:51.493 So, what the doctor say? 317 00:16:52.356 --> 00:16:54.013 - Same thing as before. 318 00:16:55.669 --> 00:16:58.776 - I still think you should consult with another specialist, 319 00:16:58.776 --> 00:17:00.191 just to get a second opinion. 320 00:17:00.191 --> 00:17:03.056 - Look, I've seen every specialist from here to Maine. 321 00:17:03.056 --> 00:17:04.782 They all same the same thing. 322 00:17:04.782 --> 00:17:07.336 - I don't understand why- - My heart 323 00:17:07.336 --> 00:17:08.993 just ain't strong enough. 324 00:17:08.993 --> 00:17:10.788 - Ma I don't understand why you just won't check 325 00:17:10.788 --> 00:17:12.169 with another specialist. 326 00:17:12.169 --> 00:17:15.310 - If God wants me to see another doctor I will. 327 00:17:15.310 --> 00:17:17.174 But He ain't spoke to me about that yet. 328 00:17:17.174 --> 00:17:20.591 - Really Ma? You waiting on God to tell you what to do? 329 00:17:22.006 --> 00:17:24.905 - It's all in His time and it's all in His hands. 330 00:17:26.045 --> 00:17:29.048 - He might be doing his part up there, right, 331 00:17:29.048 --> 00:17:30.877 but you have to do your part down here. 332 00:17:30.877 --> 00:17:32.085 You just can't put it all on Him 333 00:17:32.085 --> 00:17:33.707 to make all your decisions. 334 00:17:33.707 --> 00:17:37.021 - Like I said, He ain't spoke to me about that yet. 335 00:17:44.856 --> 00:17:46.651 You need to get to church on Sunday. 336 00:17:47.997 --> 00:17:49.861 - Ma I ain't going nowhere near that church. 337 00:17:49.861 --> 00:17:51.346 - I cannot believe the day has come 338 00:17:51.346 --> 00:17:53.313 that a son of mine does not believe 339 00:17:53.313 --> 00:17:54.590 in the House of the Lord. 340 00:17:54.590 --> 00:17:56.730 - No, I never said I didn't believe. 341 00:17:58.077 --> 00:18:00.803 I just, just don't believe all of it. 342 00:18:00.803 --> 00:18:02.150 It's just a book. 343 00:18:11.918 --> 00:18:13.920 You know Fred getting out tomorrow. 344 00:18:13.920 --> 00:18:16.164 - Yeah, I heard. 345 00:18:17.544 --> 00:18:19.098 And before you start running the streets with him, 346 00:18:19.098 --> 00:18:21.376 you'd better make sure he on the right side of things. 347 00:18:21.376 --> 00:18:22.687 - Ma he gonna be all right. 348 00:18:22.687 --> 00:18:25.897 Uncle Reese got him a job at his company. 349 00:18:25.897 --> 00:18:27.658 Plus Fred not like that no more. 350 00:18:27.658 --> 00:18:29.177 I think the last bit actually got to him. 351 00:18:29.177 --> 00:18:30.626 - Well that's great. 352 00:18:30.626 --> 00:18:31.903 That sound like both of y'all 353 00:18:31.903 --> 00:18:33.215 need to be at the church on Sunday. 354 00:18:33.215 --> 00:18:34.492 - Damn Ma, he just getting out 355 00:18:34.492 --> 00:18:36.115 and you already trying send him door-to-door 356 00:18:36.115 --> 00:18:37.599 on Saturday morning? 357 00:18:37.599 --> 00:18:39.325 - Look all I'm saying is before he hit them streets, 358 00:18:39.325 --> 00:18:40.947 he better hit that church first. 359 00:18:43.708 --> 00:18:46.401 - Well I gotta go, I gotta go to work. 360 00:18:46.401 --> 00:18:47.781 - It's almost one o'clock. 361 00:18:47.781 --> 00:18:49.611 - I took a half a day. 362 00:18:50.715 --> 00:18:52.303 - Okay. 363 00:18:52.303 --> 00:18:53.822 Well you need to do me a favor 364 00:18:53.822 --> 00:18:55.410 and bring my crock pot back. 365 00:18:55.410 --> 00:18:57.515 And then I'll make you your favorite stew. 366 00:18:59.207 --> 00:19:01.209 - Yes ma'am. - All right. 367 00:19:01.209 --> 00:19:02.210 - Yes ma'am. 368 00:19:02.210 --> 00:19:03.970 And the cake too, right? 369 00:19:03.970 --> 00:19:04.833 - You pushing it. 370 00:19:05.972 --> 00:19:07.629 Just bring the crock pot back please. 371 00:19:07.629 --> 00:19:09.389 - Okay, yes Mama. 372 00:19:09.389 --> 00:19:10.356 - All right, be safe. 373 00:19:10.356 --> 00:19:12.151 - I love you. - Love you too. 374 00:19:12.151 --> 00:19:13.876 - [Darius] All right. 375 00:19:16.120 --> 00:19:18.950 [machine beeping] 376 00:19:23.817 --> 00:19:24.646 - Thomas. 377 00:19:25.612 --> 00:19:27.200 Fourth day late in two weeks. 378 00:19:28.201 --> 00:19:30.479 One more and we've got problems. 379 00:19:30.479 --> 00:19:31.963 - I told you I was taking a half a day. 380 00:19:31.963 --> 00:19:34.483 - Half a day, it's damn near 1:30. 381 00:19:34.483 --> 00:19:36.071 You said noon at the latest. 382 00:19:37.176 --> 00:19:39.799 Like I said, one more, it's problems. 383 00:19:46.081 --> 00:19:49.981 [machine rumbling and beeping] 384 00:19:56.643 --> 00:19:58.956 - [Darius] Babe where you at? 385 00:19:58.956 --> 00:20:02.062 [sultry piano music] 386 00:20:08.517 --> 00:20:09.898 - [Shantall] You looking for me? 387 00:20:11.313 --> 00:20:13.419 - Looks like you looking for me. 388 00:20:13.419 --> 00:20:15.006 - From what I hear you're the guy I need to talk to 389 00:20:15.006 --> 00:20:17.630 if I wanna be in the movies. 390 00:20:17.630 --> 00:20:20.495 - That depends if you're a good actress or not. 391 00:20:20.495 --> 00:20:21.565 You a good actress? 392 00:20:21.565 --> 00:20:22.738 - I think I am. 393 00:20:24.119 --> 00:20:26.052 Since I'm already on your casting couch, 394 00:20:26.052 --> 00:20:29.020 why don't I prove it to you? 395 00:20:29.020 --> 00:20:31.575 - You know I don't do PG-rated movies right? 396 00:20:31.575 --> 00:20:34.198 - Neither do I. - Is that right? 397 00:20:34.198 --> 00:20:36.856 ♪ My heart beats for you, baby 398 00:20:36.856 --> 00:20:39.686 ♪ You're my ecstasy 399 00:20:39.686 --> 00:20:41.205 ♪ Slow me down 400 00:20:41.205 --> 00:20:43.172 - [Shantall] Baby, I'm ready. 401 00:20:43.172 --> 00:20:44.622 - For what? 402 00:20:44.622 --> 00:20:45.485 - Marriage. 403 00:20:48.281 --> 00:20:49.109 - Wow. 404 00:20:51.215 --> 00:20:52.009 Um... 405 00:20:54.563 --> 00:20:56.151 Where'd that come from? 406 00:20:56.151 --> 00:20:58.981 - Well I mean, I thought we're in a good place 407 00:20:58.981 --> 00:21:01.363 and it's time for us to take it to the next level. 408 00:21:03.779 --> 00:21:05.091 - Wait a minute, I mean, 409 00:21:05.091 --> 00:21:07.127 ain't I the one supposed to ask you first? 410 00:21:07.127 --> 00:21:08.336 - I'm not asking you. 411 00:21:09.682 --> 00:21:11.131 I'm saying you're definitely who I want to spend 412 00:21:11.131 --> 00:21:12.374 the rest of my life with. 413 00:21:13.582 --> 00:21:15.239 And I wanna be your wife, 414 00:21:16.344 --> 00:21:17.862 if you want to make me your wife. 415 00:21:19.278 --> 00:21:22.177 - Wait a minute, let's roll this back for a second, hold up. 416 00:21:22.177 --> 00:21:23.627 Weren't you just a porn star 417 00:21:23.627 --> 00:21:25.560 looking to get on my casting couch a little while ago 418 00:21:25.560 --> 00:21:27.458 and now you're talking about marriage? 419 00:21:30.427 --> 00:21:31.842 But no, but seriously babe. 420 00:21:34.534 --> 00:21:36.122 It'll happen, okay? 421 00:21:39.298 --> 00:21:42.853 When the time is right, it'll happen, okay? 422 00:21:48.099 --> 00:21:50.723 [ominous music] 423 00:22:00.215 --> 00:22:02.631 [shot firing] 424 00:22:03.943 --> 00:22:06.635 [lightning and thunder crashing] 425 00:22:06.635 --> 00:22:10.225 [Darius gasping] 426 00:22:10.225 --> 00:22:11.571 - Baby you okay? 427 00:22:13.055 --> 00:22:13.884 - Yeah. 428 00:22:15.334 --> 00:22:16.783 Yeah. 429 00:22:16.783 --> 00:22:18.647 - Was it the dreams? - Yeah. 430 00:22:18.647 --> 00:22:19.510 - I'm good, just, 431 00:22:21.340 --> 00:22:22.651 just go back to sleep. 432 00:22:22.651 --> 00:22:23.928 - You sure? - Yes. 433 00:22:36.424 --> 00:22:40.013 [Darius breathing heavily] 434 00:22:45.225 --> 00:22:46.572 - But sometimes you need somebody 435 00:22:46.572 --> 00:22:47.745 to feed that back to you 436 00:22:47.745 --> 00:22:49.368 and your spirit to help you, 437 00:22:49.368 --> 00:22:51.128 up out of what you're going through. 438 00:22:51.128 --> 00:22:53.164 But oftentimes you don't get that so- 439 00:22:53.164 --> 00:22:56.375 - [Shantall] Dee! Dee why ain't you at work, it's 7:30! 440 00:22:56.375 --> 00:22:58.515 - [Woman On TV] So there's a big stigma because- 441 00:22:58.515 --> 00:23:00.482 - Dee! Why ain't you at work? 442 00:23:00.482 --> 00:23:03.451 - [Woman On TV] Many many people suffer from depression, 443 00:23:03.451 --> 00:23:05.522 but they don't want other people to know 444 00:23:05.522 --> 00:23:07.869 that they're suffering from depression. 445 00:23:07.869 --> 00:23:10.216 - Damn. Must have overslept. 446 00:23:11.217 --> 00:23:12.391 - [Shantall] Overslept? 447 00:23:12.391 --> 00:23:13.219 - [Woman On TV] Suicidal depression, 448 00:23:13.219 --> 00:23:14.047 there's different types. 449 00:23:16.498 --> 00:23:17.913 - You look wide awake to me. 450 00:23:19.363 --> 00:23:21.054 You've done this two or three times already this week Dee, 451 00:23:21.054 --> 00:23:23.125 You're already on probation at work. 452 00:23:23.125 --> 00:23:24.333 - Ease up Shan. 453 00:23:25.956 --> 00:23:26.888 I said I overslept. 454 00:23:28.545 --> 00:23:31.410 - You said that two or three times already. 455 00:23:31.410 --> 00:23:33.722 Dee I know something is wrong with you. 456 00:23:33.722 --> 00:23:35.137 I can see it, I can feel it. 457 00:23:35.137 --> 00:23:37.070 Talk to me. What is it? 458 00:23:37.070 --> 00:23:38.555 - I'm good. - Well get up. 459 00:23:39.763 --> 00:23:40.591 - Okay. 460 00:23:44.630 --> 00:23:46.148 Let me get my ass to work. 461 00:23:46.148 --> 00:23:48.634 Ron'll pop a fuse if I'm late. 462 00:23:50.567 --> 00:23:53.639 [gentle piano music] 463 00:24:12.899 --> 00:24:14.763 - Look, your father's just going through something 464 00:24:14.763 --> 00:24:16.731 right now, all right? 465 00:24:16.731 --> 00:24:18.146 Just give him a little space 466 00:24:19.147 --> 00:24:20.113 and he'll be okay. 467 00:24:33.230 --> 00:24:34.507 - Hey what's up Ron it's Dee. 468 00:24:34.507 --> 00:24:36.233 Yeah I ain't feeling good today, man. 469 00:24:36.233 --> 00:24:37.717 I ain't coming in. 470 00:24:39.650 --> 00:24:41.445 Okay but what about vacation time? 471 00:24:44.344 --> 00:24:45.518 Don't I got sick time? 472 00:24:48.003 --> 00:24:49.522 Come on Ron. 473 00:24:49.522 --> 00:24:51.317 You know I've been sick the last couple weeks. 474 00:24:51.317 --> 00:24:53.008 But you know I be on time though. 475 00:24:54.838 --> 00:24:56.771 All right. All right. 476 00:24:57.875 --> 00:24:59.498 - Baby I'm off to go to work. 477 00:24:59.498 --> 00:25:00.326 - Okay. 478 00:25:07.264 --> 00:25:11.095 [crickets and birds chirping] 479 00:25:16.100 --> 00:25:18.275 - Hey Pop, I've been working on this story. 480 00:25:18.275 --> 00:25:19.656 I want you to hear it later. 481 00:25:21.761 --> 00:25:22.590 Pop? 482 00:25:33.704 --> 00:25:36.535 [nostalgic music] 483 00:25:43.058 --> 00:25:44.922 That was Granddad's chain right? 484 00:25:46.579 --> 00:25:49.202 - Yeah it's my father's chain. 485 00:25:50.618 --> 00:25:52.551 He gave it to me right before he died. 486 00:25:54.725 --> 00:25:56.451 One day I'm gonna give it to you. 487 00:25:57.763 --> 00:26:00.213 You know what that means? 488 00:26:00.213 --> 00:26:01.007 - No. 489 00:26:05.011 --> 00:26:08.532 - It means that I will always be with you. 490 00:26:10.292 --> 00:26:13.192 Even when things get their hardest, 491 00:26:14.089 --> 00:26:15.746 I'll be right there. 492 00:26:25.100 --> 00:26:26.930 - How did Granddad pass away Pop? 493 00:26:28.932 --> 00:26:29.933 - He kill... 494 00:26:32.521 --> 00:26:34.213 He keeled over and died one night. 495 00:26:36.491 --> 00:26:37.492 - From what though? 496 00:26:39.736 --> 00:26:41.565 - It was something wrong with his brain. 497 00:26:44.119 --> 00:26:45.362 Working too hard, 498 00:26:46.535 --> 00:26:47.847 it just gave up. 499 00:26:49.608 --> 00:26:51.540 - You mean like cancer? 500 00:26:55.027 --> 00:26:57.374 - Yeah, something like that. 501 00:27:02.482 --> 00:27:04.726 - I don't know what I'd do if you died Pops. 502 00:27:10.007 --> 00:27:13.252 - Hey Darius? - Yeah Pop? 503 00:27:13.252 --> 00:27:16.255 - I can't do this anymore. 504 00:27:16.255 --> 00:27:18.740 [shot firing] 505 00:27:21.363 --> 00:27:23.331 - What the hell Dee? 506 00:27:23.331 --> 00:27:24.884 You been on this couch all day? 507 00:27:26.679 --> 00:27:27.887 Hey I'm talking to you. 508 00:27:29.233 --> 00:27:30.787 What is going on? What's wrong? 509 00:27:32.098 --> 00:27:33.341 - [Darius] I don't know. 510 00:27:33.341 --> 00:27:35.377 I feel like I'm coming down with something. 511 00:27:35.377 --> 00:27:36.516 - What, like you sick? 512 00:27:38.864 --> 00:27:40.693 - I just feel kinda drained. 513 00:27:40.693 --> 00:27:43.178 - That's because you need some sun up in here Dee. 514 00:27:44.593 --> 00:27:46.665 Go get in the shower while I get dinner started. 515 00:28:07.444 --> 00:28:10.136 - You know Fred getting out today. 516 00:28:10.136 --> 00:28:11.344 - Now he's home? 517 00:28:11.344 --> 00:28:13.692 - Yeah, I'm gonna run over to Milt's Bar 518 00:28:13.692 --> 00:28:14.727 to holler at him for a little second. 519 00:28:15.624 --> 00:28:17.799 I won't be out long, though. 520 00:28:17.799 --> 00:28:20.629 - So you can go to the bar Dee, but you can't go to work? 521 00:28:21.596 --> 00:28:22.977 - Whatever babe. 522 00:28:24.461 --> 00:28:27.671 - And don't call me at 2 AM to come get you out of jail 523 00:28:27.671 --> 00:28:29.328 'cause you got caught up in his street shit. 524 00:28:29.328 --> 00:28:31.779 - Babe it's cool. He's changed. 525 00:28:32.814 --> 00:28:34.436 - I'll believe it when I see it. 526 00:28:36.542 --> 00:28:41.202 - All right, well, I'll be back in a little while okay? 527 00:28:46.759 --> 00:28:48.209 - And don't spend money we don't have 528 00:28:48.209 --> 00:28:50.004 trying to prove something to him Dee. 529 00:28:56.907 --> 00:28:59.461 ♪ Remember when there were no mp3s, but CDs ♪ 530 00:28:59.461 --> 00:29:01.912 ♪ We didn't care about germs, no concern of disease ♪ 531 00:29:01.912 --> 00:29:02.948 ♪ Street lights came on 532 00:29:02.948 --> 00:29:04.673 ♪ We high-fived and we'd leave 533 00:29:04.673 --> 00:29:07.331 ♪ Back in the day it wasn't so hard to believe ♪ 534 00:29:07.331 --> 00:29:09.506 ♪ That I would wake up as the Black power ♪ 535 00:29:09.506 --> 00:29:10.334 - Dee! 536 00:29:11.197 --> 00:29:12.474 - What's up,Fred? 537 00:29:12.474 --> 00:29:15.201 - You, look at you, all clean-cut and what-not. 538 00:29:15.201 --> 00:29:16.444 - No you're the one, man, 539 00:29:16.444 --> 00:29:17.583 got your buff going on and everything. 540 00:29:17.583 --> 00:29:18.757 I see you. 541 00:29:18.757 --> 00:29:20.344 - Six in the blocks'll do that to you. 542 00:29:20.344 --> 00:29:21.760 All the time in the world to work out. 543 00:29:21.760 --> 00:29:23.278 - I feel that. I feel that. 544 00:29:23.278 --> 00:29:24.245 What's up Mikey? 545 00:29:24.245 --> 00:29:25.177 - Long time homey. 546 00:29:25.177 --> 00:29:27.662 - Yeah, it has been a while. 547 00:29:27.662 --> 00:29:28.939 Last time I saw you, 548 00:29:30.147 --> 00:29:31.597 you was going out to county for a murder. 549 00:29:31.597 --> 00:29:32.978 - And I beat that one. 550 00:29:32.978 --> 00:29:35.463 And the one after that and the one after that. 551 00:29:35.463 --> 00:29:36.705 - All right, okay. 552 00:29:36.705 --> 00:29:38.466 Well I'm glad to see you're doing okay man. 553 00:29:38.466 --> 00:29:39.916 - [Mikey] Yeah, I'm good. 554 00:29:39.916 --> 00:29:40.848 - Well now look, why don't y'all let me 555 00:29:40.848 --> 00:29:42.297 and cousin holla for a minute? 556 00:29:50.167 --> 00:29:53.481 Look at you Dee. You look real good man. 557 00:29:53.481 --> 00:29:55.621 - You too man looking all fresh. 558 00:29:55.621 --> 00:29:57.726 You know what I'm saying, skin all glowing? 559 00:29:57.726 --> 00:29:59.176 - Prison'll do that to you. 560 00:29:59.176 --> 00:30:02.214 - Yeah I feel that. Hey that shit true about T-Baby? 561 00:30:02.214 --> 00:30:03.767 - Hell yeah. 562 00:30:03.767 --> 00:30:06.632 I'm talking tight shorts, lipstick, all that. 563 00:30:06.632 --> 00:30:09.359 - Wow, that's crazy. 564 00:30:09.359 --> 00:30:13.052 So what's your plan now? 565 00:30:13.052 --> 00:30:15.814 - You already know. I'mma go get it' to get. 566 00:30:15.814 --> 00:30:17.332 - Cuz, you just got out. 567 00:30:17.332 --> 00:30:19.093 - Right, ain't no need to plan. 568 00:30:19.093 --> 00:30:21.440 - I thought Uncle Reese got you a gig out at Ceptions. 569 00:30:21.440 --> 00:30:25.375 - 10 hours a day at 14 an hour? I don't think so. 570 00:30:25.375 --> 00:30:28.447 You know me baby, either the top or broke. 571 00:30:29.862 --> 00:30:31.657 - Cuz, you know if you go back your ass is out right? 572 00:30:31.657 --> 00:30:32.865 - Man I ain't worried about it. 573 00:30:32.865 --> 00:30:34.660 I'm moving different from here on out. 574 00:30:34.660 --> 00:30:35.868 - Different huh? - Yup. 575 00:30:38.595 --> 00:30:40.700 - I really miss you cuz. 576 00:30:40.700 --> 00:30:41.563 - I missed you,too. 577 00:30:42.702 --> 00:30:43.669 You know them letters you wrote me 578 00:30:43.669 --> 00:30:45.050 is what got me through my bid. 579 00:30:46.534 --> 00:30:49.848 Shit, Carla was out as soon as the bus left the city. 580 00:30:49.848 --> 00:30:51.263 - Man. 581 00:30:51.263 --> 00:30:53.403 - Without you and my fellas holding me down man, 582 00:30:53.403 --> 00:30:55.854 that shit would've been tough. 583 00:30:55.854 --> 00:30:57.407 - We're blood cuz. 584 00:30:57.407 --> 00:30:59.892 - Being like that, I learned that blood make you related, 585 00:30:59.892 --> 00:31:02.550 but loyalty is what makes a family. 586 00:31:03.723 --> 00:31:06.450 Me, Mikey and Cook, that's my family. 587 00:31:07.866 --> 00:31:10.627 - Yeah I feel that. I feel that. 588 00:31:12.008 --> 00:31:15.459 So, uh, my mom wants you to come down to the church. 589 00:31:17.185 --> 00:31:19.049 I already told her you weren't gonna be on it bruh. 590 00:31:19.049 --> 00:31:20.326 - Listen, man I'll be by next week 591 00:31:20.326 --> 00:31:21.845 when I got a few hours to listen 592 00:31:21.845 --> 00:31:25.642 to how the righteous and the meek gonna inherit the earth. 593 00:31:25.642 --> 00:31:26.746 - You know how she is. 594 00:31:30.681 --> 00:31:31.510 - Sit tight. 595 00:31:38.862 --> 00:31:40.346 - Y'all got us fucked up man. - Hey man. 596 00:31:40.346 --> 00:31:42.383 - Who the fuck is this nigga? - You on the wrong side 597 00:31:42.383 --> 00:31:44.833 of the tracks you heard? 598 00:31:44.833 --> 00:31:46.042 - I'm Fred. - Fred? 599 00:31:47.491 --> 00:31:48.941 - So what that name supposed to mean something to me? 600 00:31:48.941 --> 00:31:51.633 - 102nd down to the tracks belong to the Deuce. 601 00:31:51.633 --> 00:31:53.497 So I'm gonna need you and this clown that you with 602 00:31:53.497 --> 00:31:56.707 turn y'all asses around, take y'all asses home 603 00:31:56.707 --> 00:31:58.226 before I don't let y'all take your asses home. 604 00:31:58.226 --> 00:32:00.504 - Oh yeah, well I don't appreciate your disrespect, 605 00:32:00.504 --> 00:32:01.989 and I don't think Poncho would either. 606 00:32:01.989 --> 00:32:04.267 - They ain't stopped making guns when they made yours bro. 607 00:32:05.647 --> 00:32:07.718 - It's all love my G. 608 00:32:07.718 --> 00:32:09.030 - Yeah, now run you ass on 609 00:32:09.030 --> 00:32:11.343 and tell Poncho to stay his ass off the Deuce. 610 00:32:12.516 --> 00:32:13.310 - Let's go. 611 00:32:15.761 --> 00:32:18.005 - Hey follow them and make sure they cross the tracks man. 612 00:32:20.904 --> 00:32:22.078 - Cuz, what the hell was that man? 613 00:32:22.078 --> 00:32:23.596 You ain't even been out 12 hours. 614 00:32:23.596 --> 00:32:26.013 - And I told you, shit ain't going back to the way it was. 615 00:32:26.013 --> 00:32:28.429 But don't worry cuz, I know what I'm doing. 616 00:32:30.845 --> 00:32:33.503 [hip-hop music] 617 00:32:41.752 --> 00:32:44.928 [light hip-hop music] 618 00:32:58.597 --> 00:33:00.806 - You sure you're okay? 619 00:33:00.806 --> 00:33:01.634 - Yeah. 620 00:33:04.361 --> 00:33:05.431 I just um, 621 00:33:06.950 --> 00:33:10.540 I just emailed Rick Parsons 25 pages of my new script, 622 00:33:10.540 --> 00:33:11.920 just to see if he likes it. 623 00:33:12.991 --> 00:33:14.164 - That's cool Dee, 624 00:33:14.164 --> 00:33:15.890 but we need to worry about things here first. 625 00:33:16.822 --> 00:33:19.376 - I know, I know. 626 00:33:19.376 --> 00:33:20.688 - All right. 627 00:33:20.688 --> 00:33:22.724 Oh, me and the girls are going to the mall later. 628 00:33:22.724 --> 00:33:25.348 So try to find yourself something to eat. 629 00:33:25.348 --> 00:33:26.659 Okay? 630 00:33:26.659 --> 00:33:28.627 Love you, okay? 631 00:33:28.627 --> 00:33:29.455 - Love you too. 632 00:33:39.707 --> 00:33:42.365 [phone ringing] 633 00:33:46.541 --> 00:33:47.370 Hello? 634 00:33:48.785 --> 00:33:49.889 Yeah what's up Fred? 635 00:33:52.616 --> 00:33:54.549 Nah, I'm cool man. 636 00:33:54.549 --> 00:33:56.103 I don't feel like hanging out today. 637 00:33:58.967 --> 00:33:59.761 All right. 638 00:34:02.385 --> 00:34:05.733 You know what, Fred, Fred? 639 00:34:05.733 --> 00:34:08.529 Just, yeah come through bro, pick me up. 640 00:34:09.633 --> 00:34:10.462 All right. 641 00:34:13.051 --> 00:34:15.536 [dog barking] 642 00:34:27.237 --> 00:34:28.963 - What up cuz-o? 643 00:34:28.963 --> 00:34:29.791 - Nothin'. 644 00:34:31.103 --> 00:34:32.967 - Hey, about last night man, I just- 645 00:34:32.967 --> 00:34:34.727 - It's cool. It's cool. 646 00:34:34.727 --> 00:34:36.522 - No seriously Dee. 647 00:34:36.522 --> 00:34:37.799 I know you ain't about that life, man, 648 00:34:37.799 --> 00:34:39.663 and I was wrong for pulling you into it. 649 00:34:41.079 --> 00:34:42.977 - Yeah I just thought this time you'd be home to stay. 650 00:34:42.977 --> 00:34:45.980 - I am home to stay. Seriously. 651 00:34:49.363 --> 00:34:50.329 You listenin' man? 652 00:34:51.330 --> 00:34:53.401 Dude, where you at man, 653 00:34:53.401 --> 00:34:55.817 'cause you definitely not in this car right now. 654 00:34:55.817 --> 00:34:57.440 - Yeah, my bad man. 655 00:34:57.440 --> 00:35:00.270 I just ain't been feeling like myself the last few weeks. 656 00:35:01.340 --> 00:35:02.583 - You depressed or something? 657 00:35:02.583 --> 00:35:03.998 - I don't know. 658 00:35:03.998 --> 00:35:05.310 - Depression mean you weak. 659 00:35:06.518 --> 00:35:08.347 And only weak guys get depressed man. 660 00:35:08.347 --> 00:35:10.280 Ain't no room out here for no weak cats. 661 00:35:14.457 --> 00:35:18.357 Seriously Dee, you got you a girl, a crib, 662 00:35:18.357 --> 00:35:19.634 and you can still get you a job 663 00:35:19.634 --> 00:35:20.877 without them running your record 664 00:35:20.877 --> 00:35:22.948 and finding out that you a four-time felon 665 00:35:22.948 --> 00:35:25.053 with two robberies and aggravated assault. 666 00:35:26.054 --> 00:35:27.608 - I don't know, I just been, 667 00:35:27.608 --> 00:35:29.368 I just been really moody, man. 668 00:35:31.094 --> 00:35:33.372 I literally find myself laying around. 669 00:35:34.304 --> 00:35:36.030 I mean I'm losing track of time. 670 00:35:37.411 --> 00:35:40.138 You know, some days I just can't pull it together Fred. 671 00:35:40.138 --> 00:35:43.624 - Trust me dude, You good man. 672 00:35:43.624 --> 00:35:44.901 ♪ I need to know everything 673 00:35:44.901 --> 00:35:45.729 ♪ Who and the what and the where ♪ 674 00:35:45.729 --> 00:35:46.972 ♪ I need everything 675 00:35:46.972 --> 00:35:49.526 - [Darius] No, that's a smooth move, man. 676 00:35:49.526 --> 00:35:51.356 - Indeed man. - Yeah foreal foreal. 677 00:35:51.356 --> 00:35:52.702 - Considering that too. - Hey babe. 678 00:35:52.702 --> 00:35:54.462 - Hey what's up babe? 679 00:35:54.462 --> 00:35:56.223 - Hey Fred. - Hey what up Shan? 680 00:35:57.672 --> 00:35:59.950 - Welcome home. - Thank you, thank you. 681 00:35:59.950 --> 00:36:02.056 - [Fred] Hey y'all got some lunch meat up in here? 682 00:36:02.056 --> 00:36:04.679 - Make yourself at home Fred. 683 00:36:04.679 --> 00:36:06.785 - [Fred] Most definitely, most definitely. 684 00:36:07.682 --> 00:36:09.097 - Baby I got some bad news. 685 00:36:10.168 --> 00:36:11.548 - What? 686 00:36:11.548 --> 00:36:12.963 - Your job left a voicemail. 687 00:36:16.519 --> 00:36:17.416 - What'd they say? 688 00:36:19.073 --> 00:36:20.039 - They say they letting you go. 689 00:36:23.767 --> 00:36:24.630 - Damn. 690 00:36:24.630 --> 00:36:26.287 - What we gonna do Dee? 691 00:36:26.287 --> 00:36:27.702 - I don't know. 692 00:36:27.702 --> 00:36:28.979 - You know you can always get out here 693 00:36:28.979 --> 00:36:30.498 and get some real money in the streets with me. 694 00:36:30.498 --> 00:36:33.121 - Damn nosy. - I'm just sayin', 695 00:36:33.121 --> 00:36:35.262 ain't nothing wrong with a little street money. 696 00:36:36.711 --> 00:36:38.989 - But there's definitely something wrong with prison time. 697 00:36:38.989 --> 00:36:41.820 - Look babe I'll figure it out, okay? 698 00:36:43.201 --> 00:36:45.513 I'll just call Uncle Reese, see if he got another spot open. 699 00:36:45.513 --> 00:36:47.066 - Yeah, you could definitely have my spot cuz, 700 00:36:47.066 --> 00:36:49.621 'cause I can't do it. 701 00:36:49.621 --> 00:36:52.279 [phone ringing] 702 00:36:52.279 --> 00:36:54.246 Just like that. I gotta go. 703 00:36:56.144 --> 00:36:58.146 I'mma get up with you later cuz. 704 00:36:58.146 --> 00:36:59.389 You gonna be all right, all right? 705 00:36:59.389 --> 00:37:01.564 Shake that shit off. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 706 00:37:08.364 --> 00:37:09.882 - What was that about? 707 00:37:11.194 --> 00:37:12.022 - What? 708 00:37:12.022 --> 00:37:12.851 - Shake it off? 709 00:37:15.578 --> 00:37:17.235 - Nothing. 710 00:37:17.235 --> 00:37:20.238 - You had to tell Fred what you were going through. 711 00:37:20.238 --> 00:37:21.239 Come on, babe tell me something. 712 00:37:21.239 --> 00:37:22.481 - Tell you what? 713 00:37:22.481 --> 00:37:24.449 - Anything Dee, tell me anything. 714 00:37:29.730 --> 00:37:30.593 Dee listen. 715 00:37:32.871 --> 00:37:34.390 Baby you know I got your back. 716 00:37:36.357 --> 00:37:38.980 Dee I've got your back. 717 00:37:40.568 --> 00:37:43.088 And whatever you're going through, I'm going through. 718 00:37:44.503 --> 00:37:46.125 But you gotta talk to me baby if you want me to help you. 719 00:37:46.125 --> 00:37:49.232 - What do you want from me Shan? 720 00:37:49.232 --> 00:37:50.854 I mean, yeah I missed work. 721 00:37:50.854 --> 00:37:53.271 And I've been tired a little bit lately, but I'm good. 722 00:37:53.271 --> 00:37:55.411 - Dee, missed work, baby you just got fired. 723 00:37:56.895 --> 00:37:59.932 You've been laying around here in a funk all day every day. 724 00:38:01.071 --> 00:38:02.659 Pull yourself together Dee. 725 00:38:07.561 --> 00:38:08.493 - [Darius] Whatever. 726 00:38:09.528 --> 00:38:11.565 - Where are you going? 727 00:38:13.014 --> 00:38:14.050 - [Darius] I'm tired. 728 00:38:19.573 --> 00:38:23.093 [gentle melancholy music] 729 00:38:49.188 --> 00:38:52.640 That was Granddad's chain right? 730 00:38:52.640 --> 00:38:54.228 - Yeah it's my father's chain. 731 00:38:56.817 --> 00:38:58.681 He gave it to me right before he died. 732 00:39:00.821 --> 00:39:02.409 One day I'm gonna give it to you. 733 00:39:04.065 --> 00:39:05.343 You know what that means? 734 00:39:06.999 --> 00:39:07.828 - No. 735 00:39:10.451 --> 00:39:13.316 - [Raymond] It means that I will always be with you. 736 00:39:46.142 --> 00:39:46.970 - Fuck. 737 00:39:49.076 --> 00:39:50.491 Fuck, fuck, fuck. 738 00:39:52.493 --> 00:39:55.841 [gently dramatic music] 739 00:40:07.474 --> 00:40:10.338 - Do you love me son? - Yeah, of course. 740 00:40:10.338 --> 00:40:12.996 - Would you love me any less if I was gone? 741 00:40:14.515 --> 00:40:17.794 - No, no I love you just the same. 742 00:40:17.794 --> 00:40:21.039 [sadly dramatic music] 743 00:40:45.339 --> 00:40:47.859 Dammit Pops, why'd you leave me here 744 00:40:47.859 --> 00:40:50.586 to deal with this shit by myself? 745 00:40:53.934 --> 00:40:56.661 I needed you Pops! I needed you! 746 00:41:01.389 --> 00:41:04.116 [Darius sobbing] 747 00:41:15.887 --> 00:41:17.682 - [Vikki] She didn't have no business 748 00:41:17.682 --> 00:41:19.477 wearing that damn outfit. 749 00:41:19.477 --> 00:41:21.168 - [Shantall] She swore she was looking cute. 750 00:41:21.168 --> 00:41:22.997 - Girl, whole damn stomach hanging out, 751 00:41:22.997 --> 00:41:24.585 looking like balled up homework. 752 00:41:25.793 --> 00:41:27.036 - Oh bring some glasses. 753 00:41:30.142 --> 00:41:33.249 - So what's up with Darius? 754 00:41:33.249 --> 00:41:35.182 - Girl, I don't know. 755 00:41:35.182 --> 00:41:37.495 He's going through something and I don't know what to do. 756 00:41:37.495 --> 00:41:39.255 - [Vikki] What is he saying? 757 00:41:39.255 --> 00:41:40.843 - He ain't saying much, 758 00:41:40.843 --> 00:41:43.017 just that he got it under control. 759 00:41:43.017 --> 00:41:46.883 But I'm telling you, he lost his job, 760 00:41:46.883 --> 00:41:48.747 he's sleeping all day, moody as hell. 761 00:41:50.128 --> 00:41:52.579 And I saw where he was googling depression in his phone. 762 00:41:52.579 --> 00:41:54.512 - But I'm sure it'll all be fine. 763 00:41:54.512 --> 00:41:58.032 With love and prayer, anything can be worked out. 764 00:41:58.032 --> 00:41:58.999 - You think he'd do something to you? 765 00:41:58.999 --> 00:42:01.104 - No, Darius ain't like that. 766 00:42:01.104 --> 00:42:02.899 He's sweet and loving. 767 00:42:02.899 --> 00:42:04.936 He's just going through something right now. 768 00:42:04.936 --> 00:42:06.627 - Well I ain't trying to be negative, 769 00:42:06.627 --> 00:42:09.699 but my aunt's husband had the same thing. 770 00:42:09.699 --> 00:42:11.598 He came home from work one day, 771 00:42:11.598 --> 00:42:13.392 parked his car in the driveway, 772 00:42:13.392 --> 00:42:15.843 walked in the garage and hung hisself 773 00:42:15.843 --> 00:42:18.156 in the middle of day, just hung hisself. 774 00:42:18.156 --> 00:42:21.573 - Oh my God, I feel so bad for your aunt. 775 00:42:21.573 --> 00:42:23.092 She didn't know he was going through something? 776 00:42:23.092 --> 00:42:26.647 - No, not at all, just hung hisself. 777 00:42:26.647 --> 00:42:29.132 - Again, I'm sure Darius will be fine. 778 00:42:29.132 --> 00:42:31.928 I think he just needs to find his way back. 779 00:42:31.928 --> 00:42:32.964 - I hope so. 780 00:42:32.964 --> 00:42:34.413 - Look, I like Darius. 781 00:42:35.311 --> 00:42:37.071 I like him a lot. 782 00:42:37.071 --> 00:42:39.695 But if he tripping like you say he is, 783 00:42:39.695 --> 00:42:42.974 you have to be careful, for his safety and yours. 784 00:42:42.974 --> 00:42:45.252 And my only concern is making sure you good. 785 00:42:47.979 --> 00:42:49.256 - [Woman] Um, okay girls, 786 00:42:49.256 --> 00:42:51.120 me and Vikki gonna get out of here. 787 00:42:51.120 --> 00:42:52.708 - Yeah Shan, call you later. 788 00:43:01.648 --> 00:43:05.755 - So that's what you talk about with your friends, 789 00:43:05.755 --> 00:43:07.585 about my personal life? 790 00:43:07.585 --> 00:43:08.793 - It's not like that Dee. 791 00:43:08.793 --> 00:43:11.347 - Then how the hell is it then Shan? 792 00:43:11.347 --> 00:43:13.798 You supposed to be my girl. 793 00:43:13.798 --> 00:43:15.006 Talk about you wanna get married, 794 00:43:15.006 --> 00:43:16.524 but you think it's okay to go behind my back 795 00:43:16.524 --> 00:43:19.527 to talk about my business to everybody in the street? 796 00:43:19.527 --> 00:43:21.115 - They're not everybody in the street Dee, 797 00:43:21.115 --> 00:43:22.392 Those are my friends. 798 00:43:23.566 --> 00:43:25.257 And I just needed someone to vent to. 799 00:43:25.257 --> 00:43:26.638 - Needed someone to vent to? 800 00:43:28.329 --> 00:43:30.815 You know, it's so funny 801 00:43:30.815 --> 00:43:32.333 how you want me to open up to you, 802 00:43:32.333 --> 00:43:35.026 but you go behind my back and talk about my business. 803 00:43:35.026 --> 00:43:36.752 - What do you want me to do Dee? 804 00:43:36.752 --> 00:43:38.029 You're not telling me nothin'. 805 00:43:39.409 --> 00:43:40.341 You're telling me a little here a little there, 806 00:43:40.341 --> 00:43:41.549 and I don't know what to do. 807 00:43:41.549 --> 00:43:43.310 - What, so you can tell the whole world? 808 00:43:45.623 --> 00:43:46.485 Look at me. 809 00:43:48.626 --> 00:43:49.834 You know I ain't with that. 810 00:43:53.147 --> 00:43:53.976 Okay. 811 00:44:08.542 --> 00:44:11.131 [knocking on the door] 812 00:44:11.131 --> 00:44:12.995 - [Fred] Dee, open the door, it's Fred. 813 00:44:15.514 --> 00:44:17.068 [Fred knocking] 814 00:44:17.068 --> 00:44:18.552 Dee, open the door man. 815 00:44:23.246 --> 00:44:24.075 - It's open. 816 00:44:29.218 --> 00:44:30.046 - Damn, dawg. 817 00:44:32.393 --> 00:44:33.981 Where the hell you been at man? 818 00:44:40.712 --> 00:44:42.196 Shan called my line, 819 00:44:42.196 --> 00:44:44.095 talking about you ain't been off the couch in weeks. 820 00:44:44.095 --> 00:44:46.753 I'm blowing up your jack. You're not answering. 821 00:44:46.753 --> 00:44:49.997 Hell, you ain't even been by to check on your mama man. 822 00:44:49.997 --> 00:44:51.689 - Just a little stressed out cuz. 823 00:44:54.726 --> 00:44:55.900 - Yeah Shan called me 824 00:44:55.900 --> 00:44:57.833 talking about she think you're depressed. 825 00:44:57.833 --> 00:45:00.249 I told her hell na'll that ain't it. 826 00:45:00.249 --> 00:45:01.560 - I don't know, I'm just... 827 00:45:05.116 --> 00:45:06.462 Crazy mental space. 828 00:45:06.462 --> 00:45:08.775 - Man chill with all that man. 829 00:45:08.775 --> 00:45:10.293 You're good. - Man ease up Fred. 830 00:45:10.293 --> 00:45:12.675 - Ease up? I need to turn up to take you out of this. 831 00:45:12.675 --> 00:45:14.366 You can't keep laying around here like some lame 832 00:45:14.366 --> 00:45:17.197 because you got a few things going on, bruh. 833 00:45:22.064 --> 00:45:22.892 You going to the bar tonight? 834 00:45:22.892 --> 00:45:24.722 - No, I'm good. 835 00:45:26.309 --> 00:45:31.314 - Look man, whatever you going through, come on back bruh. 836 00:45:31.314 --> 00:45:32.626 I know you stressed and all that, 837 00:45:32.626 --> 00:45:34.732 but you moping around ain't gonna help. 838 00:45:35.733 --> 00:45:36.803 You gotta be stronger cuz. 839 00:45:36.803 --> 00:45:38.114 - Strong like who Fred? 840 00:45:39.737 --> 00:45:40.945 Strong like Pops? 841 00:45:40.945 --> 00:45:42.153 - [Fred] Man what is you talking about? 842 00:45:42.153 --> 00:45:44.155 - My pops killed himself you know that? 843 00:45:44.155 --> 00:45:45.432 - You don't know nothing man. 844 00:45:45.432 --> 00:45:46.226 That could've been an accident or something. 845 00:45:46.226 --> 00:45:47.434 - It wasn't no accident. 846 00:45:48.435 --> 00:45:49.643 What you talking about? 847 00:45:51.956 --> 00:45:53.198 He blew his damn brains out 848 00:45:53.198 --> 00:45:54.475 because he was dealing with the same thing 849 00:45:54.475 --> 00:45:55.960 I'm dealing with right now. 850 00:45:55.960 --> 00:45:57.202 - [Fred] But you don't even know what you're dealing with. 851 00:45:57.202 --> 00:45:58.445 - It ain't even been a few months 852 00:45:58.445 --> 00:46:00.585 and my head is all over the place. 853 00:46:00.585 --> 00:46:02.829 And he fought it for years Fred. 854 00:46:02.829 --> 00:46:03.864 - You're trippin' Dee. 855 00:46:03.864 --> 00:46:05.107 - No, you're trippin'. 856 00:46:06.764 --> 00:46:08.179 You're telling what I should feel, 857 00:46:08.179 --> 00:46:10.077 and I'm trying to tell you how I feel. 858 00:46:11.527 --> 00:46:15.393 - Look man, call your mom and make sure she okay. 859 00:46:16.704 --> 00:46:18.499 I got a few things I gotta handle. 860 00:46:20.018 --> 00:46:21.640 So I'll holla at you later man. 861 00:46:24.782 --> 00:46:25.748 Dee. - What? 862 00:46:26.818 --> 00:46:28.199 - [Fred] Pull yourself together, man. 863 00:46:56.744 --> 00:46:59.057 - Darius. - Hey, Mr. Parsons. 864 00:47:00.852 --> 00:47:02.647 - [Rick] Hey, how are you buddy? 865 00:47:02.647 --> 00:47:04.822 - I'm doing good, I'm doing good. 866 00:47:04.822 --> 00:47:07.065 Hey I was just calling to see 867 00:47:07.065 --> 00:47:10.828 if you had a chance to have your guys check out that script? 868 00:47:10.828 --> 00:47:13.002 - [Rick] Uh, they did, they did actually, 869 00:47:13.002 --> 00:47:14.832 and they got a chance to read the draft 870 00:47:14.832 --> 00:47:16.040 you emailed me as well. 871 00:47:17.179 --> 00:47:19.629 - Okay, what you think? 872 00:47:19.629 --> 00:47:22.184 - [Rick] Well, to be honest with you Darius they passed. 873 00:47:22.184 --> 00:47:24.980 You know, it's just not what they're looking for right now. 874 00:47:28.328 --> 00:47:29.812 - I thought you loved it. 875 00:47:29.812 --> 00:47:31.641 - [Rick] I did, I do, I like you. 876 00:47:31.641 --> 00:47:33.505 But you know,the people upstairs? 877 00:47:33.505 --> 00:47:35.300 They got their own things going on. 878 00:47:35.300 --> 00:47:36.646 Unfortunately for both of us, 879 00:47:36.646 --> 00:47:38.614 they're the ones that write the checks. 880 00:47:39.718 --> 00:47:41.824 Darius? Hey, you still there? 881 00:47:43.136 --> 00:47:45.724 - Yeah, yeah I'm still here. 882 00:47:45.724 --> 00:47:47.865 - [Rick] By the way that draft you sent me, 883 00:47:47.865 --> 00:47:49.107 it's not your best work. 884 00:47:49.107 --> 00:47:50.246 Keep writing Darius. 885 00:47:52.179 --> 00:47:53.801 - Okay. Thank you. 886 00:47:58.220 --> 00:48:01.326 [sad, dramatic music] 887 00:48:25.937 --> 00:48:28.043 ♪ I should get an A for effort, I'm too tired ♪ 888 00:48:28.043 --> 00:48:29.009 ♪ But I'm never giving up 889 00:48:29.009 --> 00:48:30.804 ♪ That's why I'm kinda in my 890 00:48:30.804 --> 00:48:33.220 ♪ Role model like it or not I gotta play it ♪ 891 00:48:33.220 --> 00:48:37.086 ♪ Sugar coat the rhymes sometimes but still say it ♪ 892 00:48:37.086 --> 00:48:38.191 - What's doin', fellas? 893 00:48:38.191 --> 00:48:39.813 - What up, Dee? - Yo what's up? 894 00:48:39.813 --> 00:48:43.472 - My dawg, back in business and on top of his game again. 895 00:48:43.472 --> 00:48:44.404 You good? 896 00:48:44.404 --> 00:48:45.715 - Yeah. I'm good. 897 00:48:46.889 --> 00:48:47.821 - Hey Dee I leave my gun at your house 898 00:48:47.821 --> 00:48:48.753 the last time I was there? 899 00:48:48.753 --> 00:48:50.306 - Na'll, I ain't seen it. 900 00:48:51.756 --> 00:48:53.792 - I can't find it nowhere. 901 00:48:53.792 --> 00:48:54.621 - What you draggin' on Dee? 902 00:48:54.621 --> 00:48:56.140 - No I'm cool. 903 00:48:56.140 --> 00:48:57.106 ♪ Cash from that dude at the label ♪ 904 00:48:57.106 --> 00:49:01.939 ♪ I'm just thinkin' back 905 00:49:03.078 --> 00:49:07.254 ♪ Here we go way back way back way back ♪ 906 00:49:07.254 --> 00:49:12.259 ♪ Here we go way back way back way back ♪ 907 00:49:13.157 --> 00:49:14.434 ♪ It's time to go way back 908 00:49:14.434 --> 00:49:19.197 - Hey I be right back, I gotta use the bathroom. 909 00:49:19.197 --> 00:49:20.888 ♪ In retrospect I woulda did it the same ♪ 910 00:49:20.888 --> 00:49:23.995 ♪ In hindsight I'm the only one to blame ♪ 911 00:49:23.995 --> 00:49:26.515 ♪ I ain't picky I'm just real specific ♪ 912 00:49:26.515 --> 00:49:28.551 ♪ I want nothin' less than terrific ♪ 913 00:49:28.551 --> 00:49:30.968 ♪ I know you 914 00:49:47.191 --> 00:49:49.883 - Come on Darius you got this. 915 00:49:50.988 --> 00:49:52.541 ♪ Now here go get the money 916 00:49:52.541 --> 00:49:54.474 ♪ Sure I'm gonna get it, get it, get it ♪ 917 00:49:54.474 --> 00:49:55.509 ♪ Pain means I do something right ♪ 918 00:49:55.509 --> 00:49:56.786 ♪ So I'm gonna let it 919 00:49:56.786 --> 00:49:58.719 ♪ Yeah I'm gonna let it live 920 00:49:58.719 --> 00:49:59.997 - Look at this clown. 921 00:50:01.136 --> 00:50:02.378 He think that because I was gone for a while, 922 00:50:02.378 --> 00:50:04.449 I ain't that same dude. 923 00:50:04.449 --> 00:50:05.864 - Dawg you know half of it. 924 00:50:05.864 --> 00:50:07.176 I ain't want none of that sweet talk, 925 00:50:07.176 --> 00:50:08.315 We can get straight to it. 926 00:50:08.315 --> 00:50:10.697 - Na'll fam, Fall back. 927 00:50:11.560 --> 00:50:12.388 Let it play out. 928 00:50:13.424 --> 00:50:14.356 - [Darius] What's goin' on? 929 00:50:14.356 --> 00:50:17.531 - It's Poncho, came up from DC. 930 00:50:17.531 --> 00:50:19.878 Think he got the rights to these streets. 931 00:50:19.878 --> 00:50:22.191 - He get dealt with in the streets too. 932 00:50:22.191 --> 00:50:24.366 - You think it's gonna turn into something? 933 00:50:27.300 --> 00:50:28.611 - Wassup Fred? 934 00:50:29.681 --> 00:50:30.889 - You tell me. 935 00:50:30.889 --> 00:50:31.821 - Nigga ain't been out 20 minutes 936 00:50:31.821 --> 00:50:33.409 and he tryin' to call shots. 937 00:50:33.409 --> 00:50:34.341 Los said something about your little run-in. 938 00:50:34.341 --> 00:50:35.273 - Na'll that wasn't no run-in. 939 00:50:35.273 --> 00:50:36.619 Your man's almost got ran over. 940 00:50:39.795 --> 00:50:41.728 - You tryin' to get me goin' huh? 941 00:50:41.728 --> 00:50:43.488 - Fool I'm tryin' to get money, same as you. 942 00:50:43.488 --> 00:50:45.214 - That's cool. You just can't get it in my hood though. 943 00:50:45.214 --> 00:50:48.217 - Your hood? Bruh you not from around here. 944 00:50:48.217 --> 00:50:50.047 I was born on these streets. 945 00:50:50.047 --> 00:50:52.325 So I got the right to get money on these streets. 946 00:50:52.325 --> 00:50:53.602 But I'm also one of the ones who say 947 00:50:53.602 --> 00:50:55.328 who else can get money on these streets. 948 00:50:55.328 --> 00:50:57.261 - Is that right? - Yeah that's right. 949 00:50:58.917 --> 00:51:00.402 - [Poncho] It can get ugly real quick G. 950 00:51:00.402 --> 00:51:02.887 - [Fred] Use it or put your toy up. 951 00:51:02.887 --> 00:51:04.613 - I see you gonna make this difficult. 952 00:51:04.613 --> 00:51:07.064 - Na'll lame, I'm gonna get this money. 953 00:51:07.064 --> 00:51:10.377 You gonna make this difficult. 954 00:51:10.377 --> 00:51:13.104 - I feel you Fred, yeah I feel you. 955 00:51:13.104 --> 00:51:14.554 - Now push on with that tough man now. 956 00:51:14.554 --> 00:51:15.796 Keep crossing them tracks, 957 00:51:15.796 --> 00:51:17.936 and you liable to get ran over by a train. 958 00:51:17.936 --> 00:51:19.800 - Oh for real? - Yeah for real. 959 00:51:23.770 --> 00:51:26.083 - See you later Fred. - All right. 960 00:51:26.083 --> 00:51:26.945 - I'll See ya. 961 00:51:28.257 --> 00:51:29.086 Come on, come on. 962 00:51:35.092 --> 00:51:36.714 - What you wanna do? 963 00:51:36.714 --> 00:51:38.405 - I told you. 964 00:51:38.405 --> 00:51:39.993 Let it play out. 965 00:51:39.993 --> 00:51:41.477 - You know he ain't gonna let this go down. 966 00:51:41.477 --> 00:51:42.478 - Yeah I know. 967 00:51:45.654 --> 00:51:48.484 - Depression can be brought on for any number of reasons. 968 00:51:48.484 --> 00:51:50.417 A chemical imbalance in the brain, 969 00:51:50.417 --> 00:51:52.212 a traumatic experience, 970 00:51:52.212 --> 00:51:53.938 a combination of both. 971 00:51:53.938 --> 00:51:57.148 There's still so much we don't know about depression. 972 00:51:57.148 --> 00:52:01.048 - I just, I just need for it to ease up. 973 00:52:01.048 --> 00:52:03.672 - And it can with the right approach. 974 00:52:03.672 --> 00:52:06.502 Like I said, there is no one absolute fix. 975 00:52:09.436 --> 00:52:10.265 Tell you what, 976 00:52:11.714 --> 00:52:13.371 I'm gonna give you something to help take the edge off. 977 00:52:13.371 --> 00:52:15.132 It's called Celexa. 978 00:52:15.132 --> 00:52:16.823 I'm gonna start you with a small dose. 979 00:52:16.823 --> 00:52:21.483 Meanwhile, I want you to follow up with Dr. Nancy Franz. 980 00:52:21.483 --> 00:52:23.450 She is really good at getting to the root of issues 981 00:52:23.450 --> 00:52:24.624 related to past trauma. 982 00:52:25.797 --> 00:52:28.490 - How, this isn't gonna, you know, 983 00:52:28.490 --> 00:52:30.354 have me all spaced out is it? 984 00:52:30.354 --> 00:52:33.840 - No, like I said, we're gonna start you with a small dose 985 00:52:33.840 --> 00:52:35.255 until we see what works best. 986 00:52:36.877 --> 00:52:39.017 - Is this something that will, you know, 987 00:52:39.017 --> 00:52:40.536 eventually go away? 988 00:52:40.536 --> 00:52:41.468 - It's hard to say. 989 00:52:42.918 --> 00:52:45.162 Judging by what you told me about your family history, 990 00:52:45.162 --> 00:52:46.473 it's probably something you're gonna be dealing with 991 00:52:46.473 --> 00:52:47.371 for the long haul. 992 00:52:48.958 --> 00:52:50.028 But it is manageable. 993 00:52:54.101 --> 00:52:55.689 - Thank you Dr. kates. 994 00:52:55.689 --> 00:52:57.174 - Not a problem. 995 00:52:57.174 --> 00:52:58.485 Make sure you follow up with Dr. Franz. 996 00:52:58.485 --> 00:53:00.038 - I will. 997 00:53:00.038 --> 00:53:01.868 - And make sure you take that medication every day. 998 00:53:01.868 --> 00:53:02.903 - [Darius] Yes sir. 999 00:53:02.903 --> 00:53:04.111 - Not one miss. 1000 00:53:04.111 --> 00:53:06.183 - Every day without a miss, got it. 1001 00:53:06.183 --> 00:53:08.806 - Best of luck to you. - Thank you. 1002 00:53:11.084 --> 00:53:14.639 [gentle music and singing] 1003 00:53:24.684 --> 00:53:27.100 ♪ It's like shuttin' down 1004 00:53:27.100 --> 00:53:28.722 ♪ You shuttin' down, you shuttin' down ♪ 1005 00:53:28.722 --> 00:53:31.449 ♪ You're sayin' that too much 1006 00:53:31.449 --> 00:53:34.314 ♪ It's like I've lost touch 1007 00:53:34.314 --> 00:53:38.353 ♪ I ain't in no rush but you're doin' much too much ♪ 1008 00:53:38.353 --> 00:53:41.666 ♪ Now who is such-and-such 1009 00:53:41.666 --> 00:53:45.739 ♪ [mumbles] me and myself 1010 00:53:45.739 --> 00:53:48.880 ♪ You know about me, I have enough ♪ 1011 00:53:48.880 --> 00:53:53.160 ♪ So what you say, you got it sewn up ♪ 1012 00:53:53.160 --> 00:53:56.440 ♪ Your friends are opening your closure ♪ 1013 00:53:56.440 --> 00:53:58.027 ♪ Gave me some stichin' 1014 00:53:58.027 --> 00:54:02.687 ♪ Some stitchin' so 1015 00:54:02.687 --> 00:54:05.725 ♪ It's gettin' too much exposure ♪ 1016 00:54:05.725 --> 00:54:10.419 ♪ You say you've got it sewn up ♪ 1017 00:54:10.419 --> 00:54:11.627 - Hey. - Hey. 1018 00:54:11.627 --> 00:54:13.215 - [Shantall] How are the meds coming? 1019 00:54:13.215 --> 00:54:15.459 - Good, I just took 'em. 1020 00:54:15.459 --> 00:54:18.427 - Now you just gotta get out of this house 1021 00:54:18.427 --> 00:54:19.670 and get some air. 1022 00:54:19.670 --> 00:54:20.498 - Right. 1023 00:54:21.637 --> 00:54:23.501 - Did you follow up with the therapist lady? 1024 00:54:23.501 --> 00:54:27.919 - Yeah, called her a couple of days ago, left a message. 1025 00:54:27.919 --> 00:54:31.544 - Now remember Dee, you know what the doctor said. 1026 00:54:31.544 --> 00:54:33.925 You might need therapy and take medication. 1027 00:54:33.925 --> 00:54:37.826 - Yeah, I'm on it Shan. [phone ringing] 1028 00:54:47.145 --> 00:54:49.458 It's Fred outside. - Okay. 1029 00:54:49.458 --> 00:54:51.702 - That'll be good for you. - Yeah. 1030 00:54:56.672 --> 00:54:58.812 [mellow R&B music] 1031 00:54:58.812 --> 00:55:03.748 ♪ Yeah 1032 00:55:04.646 --> 00:55:07.234 ♪ Yeah 1033 00:55:07.234 --> 00:55:10.514 ♪ You must be blinded by the light ♪ 1034 00:55:10.514 --> 00:55:12.757 - What's up cuz-o? 1035 00:55:12.757 --> 00:55:13.586 - You tell me. 1036 00:55:16.554 --> 00:55:18.038 - What happened to you? 1037 00:55:19.695 --> 00:55:20.696 - You know how I go. 1038 00:55:22.353 --> 00:55:23.596 - Poncho? 1039 00:55:23.596 --> 00:55:24.838 - Na'll, Los. 1040 00:55:26.288 --> 00:55:27.634 He thought he was tough, so I had to show him what 1041 00:55:27.634 --> 00:55:28.635 tough really look like. 1042 00:55:29.498 --> 00:55:31.431 - Man, when this happen? 1043 00:55:31.431 --> 00:55:32.363 - A little bit ago. 1044 00:55:34.331 --> 00:55:35.608 - [Darius] How bad was it? 1045 00:55:36.678 --> 00:55:38.024 - I just got a few bruises man. 1046 00:55:38.024 --> 00:55:40.129 - I'm saying for him? 1047 00:55:40.129 --> 00:55:42.511 - Oh, I mean, yeah he cool. 1048 00:55:42.511 --> 00:55:44.410 He gonna be eatin' through a straw for the next six weeks, 1049 00:55:44.410 --> 00:55:48.621 but he'll be all right. 1050 00:55:48.621 --> 00:55:50.726 - [Darius] Yo, you know Poncho gonna be pissed bruh. 1051 00:55:50.726 --> 00:55:53.419 - Hell, they could share a straw for all I care. 1052 00:55:55.352 --> 00:55:58.182 I'm about to pull over man, so I can holla at you. 1053 00:56:07.640 --> 00:56:08.882 - [Darius] What's up cuz? 1054 00:56:08.882 --> 00:56:11.575 - Man I'm glad to see you back on your A-game. 1055 00:56:11.575 --> 00:56:13.749 - Yeah man. 1056 00:56:13.749 --> 00:56:16.373 But these pills, they got me all jacked up. 1057 00:56:17.753 --> 00:56:19.652 Shan would have my ass if she knew I wasn't taking 'em. 1058 00:56:19.652 --> 00:56:21.792 - You need to toss that whole bottle in the trash man. 1059 00:56:21.792 --> 00:56:23.103 You don't need that bruh. 1060 00:56:24.484 --> 00:56:25.416 - Yeah, but I stopped. 1061 00:56:25.416 --> 00:56:27.314 - Damn right you need to stop. 1062 00:56:27.314 --> 00:56:28.557 Them pills is for people who can't cope 1063 00:56:28.557 --> 00:56:30.145 with what's real out here. 1064 00:56:30.145 --> 00:56:32.906 I mean, what you look like all doped up and everything? 1065 00:56:32.906 --> 00:56:34.391 You see these streets bruh? 1066 00:56:35.288 --> 00:56:36.496 These streets'll eat you alive 1067 00:56:36.496 --> 00:56:37.980 if you ain't on top of your game. 1068 00:56:37.980 --> 00:56:39.844 - Yeah but I'm tryin' cuz. - Well try harder man. 1069 00:56:39.844 --> 00:56:42.191 - 'Cause I can't stand to have no smut on my record. 1070 00:56:42.191 --> 00:56:44.849 Not even people talkin' crazy about my cuz-o. 1071 00:56:44.849 --> 00:56:45.678 You feel me? 1072 00:56:49.509 --> 00:56:52.409 Cuz. Cuz, where you goin' man? 1073 00:57:02.626 --> 00:57:06.043 [gentle nostalgic music] 1074 00:57:14.707 --> 00:57:17.157 - Hey Darius, come here son. 1075 00:57:23.681 --> 00:57:24.924 Come over here. 1076 00:57:35.037 --> 00:57:40.042 Look at you sad 'cause you ain't starting on the team. 1077 00:57:40.767 --> 00:57:41.699 What now you wanna quit? 1078 00:57:47.222 --> 00:57:49.707 What'd you bat when you play baseball with Elijah? 1079 00:57:50.915 --> 00:57:51.744 - 287. 1080 00:57:53.642 --> 00:57:56.714 - [Raymond] What'd you average last winter on the hoop team? 1081 00:57:56.714 --> 00:57:57.888 - 10 and nine. 1082 00:58:00.028 --> 00:58:01.788 - 287 and 10 and nine. 1083 00:58:03.756 --> 00:58:05.861 You was all in. 1084 00:58:05.861 --> 00:58:07.760 But now, just 'cause you ain't the man this time, 1085 00:58:07.760 --> 00:58:08.588 you wanna quit. 1086 00:58:10.038 --> 00:58:11.522 Life don't work that way, son. 1087 00:58:12.696 --> 00:58:14.698 You can't just give up 'cause things get rough. 1088 00:58:16.251 --> 00:58:18.943 - I can't be on the bench while all my friends are starting. 1089 00:58:20.324 --> 00:58:22.119 - Let me tell you something, Darius. 1090 00:58:23.534 --> 00:58:25.950 Every day I wanna give up on things, but I can't. 1091 00:58:27.504 --> 00:58:28.539 Believe me son, 1092 00:58:30.023 --> 00:58:33.199 I wish I had the chance to do half the things you get to do. 1093 00:58:35.201 --> 00:58:38.066 Can't give up son. Keep fightin'. 1094 00:58:39.101 --> 00:58:41.897 Keep pushing. Keep believin'. 1095 00:58:46.074 --> 00:58:48.386 I just wish I had more time with you. 1096 00:58:52.011 --> 00:58:52.839 Darius. 1097 00:58:54.531 --> 00:58:57.568 I'm batting zero son. [gun fires] 1098 00:59:22.524 --> 00:59:24.526 - Hey, how was your day? 1099 00:59:26.217 --> 00:59:28.910 - [Darius] Good. It was good. 1100 00:59:31.568 --> 00:59:32.983 - How are the pills working? 1101 00:59:34.571 --> 00:59:35.433 - Good. 1102 00:59:36.573 --> 00:59:38.885 I'm beginning to feel like myself again. 1103 00:59:38.885 --> 00:59:41.508 - That's funny, because this pill bottle 1104 00:59:42.751 --> 00:59:44.581 looks mighty full to me. 1105 00:59:44.581 --> 00:59:46.099 - Look Shan- - Don't open your damn mouth 1106 00:59:46.099 --> 00:59:48.688 to lie Dee, don't say a word. 1107 00:59:50.069 --> 00:59:52.968 The doctor told you to take these pills every day. 1108 00:59:52.968 --> 00:59:54.660 Did he or did he not? 1109 00:59:54.660 --> 00:59:56.351 - Listen- - Did he or did he not Dee? 1110 00:59:56.351 --> 00:59:58.664 - He did, but them things were making me jittery. 1111 00:59:58.664 --> 01:00:00.735 - Jittery or depressed, take your pick. 1112 01:00:03.703 --> 01:00:06.188 - I'm tryin'. - Tryin' what? 1113 01:00:06.188 --> 01:00:07.431 - Tryin' to call Dr. Franz, 1114 01:00:07.431 --> 01:00:08.605 because I looked through your phone 1115 01:00:08.605 --> 01:00:10.020 and I don't see her number nowhere in there. 1116 01:00:10.020 --> 01:00:11.021 Keep lyin' to me. 1117 01:00:12.125 --> 01:00:13.610 - Why are you on my back? 1118 01:00:13.610 --> 01:00:15.335 - Because I love you Dee, that's why I'm on your back. 1119 01:00:15.335 --> 01:00:17.614 - Well get off, because I don't like it. 1120 01:00:17.614 --> 01:00:18.615 - You don't like it? 1121 01:00:19.650 --> 01:00:21.928 You don't like it, okay. 1122 01:00:21.928 --> 01:00:24.655 So you don't like it when someone's trying to help you. 1123 01:00:25.967 --> 01:00:28.486 You don't like it when someone's telling you the truth? 1124 01:00:30.005 --> 01:00:33.008 No, Darius just wants to be a selfish ass little kid. 1125 01:00:34.389 --> 01:00:36.080 I don't care if you don't like it. 1126 01:00:37.979 --> 01:00:39.497 How am I supposed to help you 1127 01:00:39.497 --> 01:00:41.465 when you don't even wanna help yourself? 1128 01:00:43.398 --> 01:00:44.192 Stupid. 1129 01:00:45.642 --> 01:00:48.575 [melancholy music] 1130 01:01:10.701 --> 01:01:13.359 - Hi, I'd like to make an appointment with Dr. Franz. 1131 01:01:16.603 --> 01:01:17.432 Okay. 1132 01:01:19.710 --> 01:01:22.264 - Hello Mr. Thomas, I'm Kathy Franz. 1133 01:01:22.264 --> 01:01:23.852 - Hello Dr. Franz. 1134 01:01:23.852 --> 01:01:26.199 - Please just Kathy's fine, okay? 1135 01:01:27.580 --> 01:01:30.548 So, what brings you to my office? 1136 01:01:34.138 --> 01:01:37.348 - I guess I'm all messed up. 1137 01:01:37.348 --> 01:01:38.936 - You're not all messed up. 1138 01:01:38.936 --> 01:01:41.421 You're just dealing with life's issues 1139 01:01:41.421 --> 01:01:43.251 the best that you can. 1140 01:01:43.251 --> 01:01:47.255 So again, what brings you to my office? 1141 01:01:49.844 --> 01:01:53.364 - I guess I'm just dealin' with some things like, 1142 01:01:58.197 --> 01:02:01.200 I don't think I've ever gotten over the death of my father. 1143 01:02:02.857 --> 01:02:05.204 I keep seeing him in my dreams, happy, 1144 01:02:05.204 --> 01:02:07.585 but then it just goes completely wrong. 1145 01:02:11.589 --> 01:02:14.040 - The chain on your neck. 1146 01:02:17.803 --> 01:02:18.873 Tell me about that. 1147 01:02:22.014 --> 01:02:23.912 - He gave it to me before he died. 1148 01:02:25.327 --> 01:02:27.605 And his father did the same thing. 1149 01:02:27.605 --> 01:02:29.987 I've worn it ever since I was little. 1150 01:02:29.987 --> 01:02:34.820 - So it's almost as if it links you to both of them? 1151 01:02:37.270 --> 01:02:38.099 - Yeah. 1152 01:02:39.272 --> 01:02:40.515 Yeah. 1153 01:02:40.515 --> 01:02:43.518 - Wow, Mr. Thomas, I must say, 1154 01:02:43.518 --> 01:02:46.452 you are very in tune with your feelings. 1155 01:02:46.452 --> 01:02:47.764 And that is a good thing. 1156 01:02:50.767 --> 01:02:54.149 It is going to take some truths that are hard to face 1157 01:02:54.149 --> 01:02:56.289 in order to deal with your depression. 1158 01:02:56.289 --> 01:02:57.118 - I just wanna do whatever I have to do. 1159 01:02:58.015 --> 01:02:59.396 - Good. 1160 01:02:59.396 --> 01:03:01.847 Well, first things first. 1161 01:03:01.847 --> 01:03:03.952 I want you back on the Celexa. 1162 01:03:03.952 --> 01:03:07.438 Now, we'll lower the dose, 1163 01:03:07.438 --> 01:03:09.164 and that with some time will help you 1164 01:03:09.164 --> 01:03:10.821 with your jitters, agreed? 1165 01:03:13.479 --> 01:03:18.484 Now, next, I want you to sit and talk with everyone 1166 01:03:19.209 --> 01:03:20.797 in your circle of trust. 1167 01:03:21.970 --> 01:03:26.112 Explain to them where your life is right now 1168 01:03:26.112 --> 01:03:27.804 and how they can help. 1169 01:03:27.804 --> 01:03:29.081 - Well that's easy. 1170 01:03:29.081 --> 01:03:31.635 It's my mother, my girlfriend Shantell, 1171 01:03:31.635 --> 01:03:33.119 and my cousin Fred. 1172 01:03:33.119 --> 01:03:36.951 But they all see my situation differently. 1173 01:03:39.298 --> 01:03:41.576 My girlfriend just wants it to go away. 1174 01:03:42.991 --> 01:03:45.752 And she says she understands, but I don't think she does. 1175 01:03:46.892 --> 01:03:48.652 And my mother wants me to pray it out 1176 01:03:48.652 --> 01:03:50.550 and my cousin wants me to thug it out. 1177 01:03:52.552 --> 01:03:57.557 - Well, just try your best to explain to them individually 1178 01:03:57.557 --> 01:03:59.525 what you need from them. 1179 01:04:01.044 --> 01:04:03.563 There is absolutely no reason 1180 01:04:03.563 --> 01:04:05.600 why you can't have a good life, 1181 01:04:06.670 --> 01:04:09.362 both happy and fulfilled, all right? 1182 01:04:11.123 --> 01:04:13.297 - No problem. - Great. 1183 01:04:13.297 --> 01:04:15.299 - I look forward to seeing you next week. 1184 01:04:18.302 --> 01:04:21.133 [uplifting music] 1185 01:04:28.347 --> 01:04:29.831 - The therapist wants me to meet with everyone 1186 01:04:29.831 --> 01:04:32.627 in my circle to kinda explain what's going on. 1187 01:04:32.627 --> 01:04:35.112 - Okay, so that everyone that needs to know knows, right? 1188 01:04:35.112 --> 01:04:38.875 - Yeah, but I just need you all to know that I just, 1189 01:04:39.910 --> 01:04:42.050 I just really needs your words. 1190 01:04:42.050 --> 01:04:43.327 I know you guys love me, 1191 01:04:43.327 --> 01:04:45.709 but other times I just need silence. 1192 01:04:45.709 --> 01:04:48.643 I think I just need to process things on my own. 1193 01:04:48.643 --> 01:04:51.784 - But what about Fred? Does he know you're seeing therapist? 1194 01:04:51.784 --> 01:04:53.337 - No, not yet. 1195 01:04:53.337 --> 01:04:55.753 But come on babe, Fred is Fred. 1196 01:04:55.753 --> 01:04:57.203 He just wants me to be super thug 1197 01:04:57.203 --> 01:04:58.860 and everything is gonna be okay. 1198 01:04:58.860 --> 01:04:59.688 - Right. 1199 01:05:01.138 --> 01:05:02.312 - I'm actually supposed to meet up with him later on 1200 01:05:02.312 --> 01:05:04.452 to kinda explain what I need from him. 1201 01:05:04.452 --> 01:05:06.799 - That's good. - Yeah. 1202 01:05:06.799 --> 01:05:09.526 - And the therapist wants me to meet with her 1203 01:05:09.526 --> 01:05:10.596 at least once a week. 1204 01:05:11.838 --> 01:05:14.634 And I want you to start coming with me. 1205 01:05:15.773 --> 01:05:18.052 - Whatever you need baby, I'm here. 1206 01:05:18.052 --> 01:05:19.846 - Yeah, I know. 1207 01:05:19.846 --> 01:05:22.401 [gentle music] 1208 01:05:25.093 --> 01:05:27.199 - Hey Darius, you want something to drink? 1209 01:05:28.131 --> 01:05:29.201 - No I'm good Mama. 1210 01:05:30.616 --> 01:05:33.515 - All right, now, you know what day it is right? 1211 01:05:33.515 --> 01:05:34.344 You ready? 1212 01:05:35.828 --> 01:05:38.175 All right, you go on into the car and get the stuff. 1213 01:05:38.175 --> 01:05:40.039 We'll meet you in the kitchen, all right? 1214 01:05:46.218 --> 01:05:48.116 - [Darius] Ma, help me wash this car. 1215 01:05:50.049 --> 01:05:51.464 - You know I ain't in the mood today 1216 01:05:51.464 --> 01:05:53.742 for all your foolishness now. 1217 01:05:53.742 --> 01:05:55.261 - Come on. 1218 01:05:55.261 --> 01:05:58.264 Look, you don't go nowhere but church and home, okay? 1219 01:05:58.264 --> 01:05:59.300 I mea, you need to get out. 1220 01:05:59.300 --> 01:06:00.922 Plus you could use the exercise. 1221 01:06:00.922 --> 01:06:02.165 - Watch your mouth. 1222 01:06:02.165 --> 01:06:04.201 - I'm just sayin'. 1223 01:06:04.201 --> 01:06:05.823 Look I'll wash and you rinse. - What? 1224 01:06:05.823 --> 01:06:08.240 - [Darius] I'll wish and then you just rinse. 1225 01:06:08.240 --> 01:06:09.793 - [Ms. Jones] Hey Sister Thomas. 1226 01:06:09.793 --> 01:06:11.726 - Well, hey Sister Jones, how you doin' today? 1227 01:06:11.726 --> 01:06:13.038 - I'm doin' good girl, how you doin'? 1228 01:06:13.038 --> 01:06:14.280 - I'm all right. 1229 01:06:14.280 --> 01:06:15.488 - Good, I'm heading on down to the church 1230 01:06:15.488 --> 01:06:17.594 for midday worship, you wanna come? 1231 01:06:17.594 --> 01:06:19.699 - No, think I'm gonna stay right here, 1232 01:06:19.699 --> 01:06:21.494 help my son wash this car. 1233 01:06:21.494 --> 01:06:22.979 - Well you know the Lord don't like it when we- 1234 01:06:22.979 --> 01:06:25.947 - The Lord don't care if I miss one day of bible study. 1235 01:06:26.879 --> 01:06:28.053 - [Ms. Jones] God bless. 1236 01:06:30.710 --> 01:06:31.642 - [Keisha] All right, come on. 1237 01:06:31.642 --> 01:06:33.058 - All right, look Ma, just look. 1238 01:06:33.058 --> 01:06:34.507 I need you to spray right here. 1239 01:06:34.507 --> 01:06:36.095 - Where, where you sayin'? Right here? 1240 01:06:36.095 --> 01:06:37.924 - No, Ma, stop, stop! - Right here? 1241 01:06:37.924 --> 01:06:39.478 - No, Ma that's not 1242 01:06:39.478 --> 01:06:40.686 where I'm goin'! - Oh, where you want it? 1243 01:06:40.686 --> 01:06:41.618 - Where you want it? - Stop playin'! 1244 01:06:41.618 --> 01:06:42.895 - You gettin' my shirt! Come on! 1245 01:06:47.520 --> 01:06:50.592 - [Fred] What's up cuz. 1246 01:06:50.592 --> 01:06:54.044 - We been tight our whole lives, ever since we were little. 1247 01:06:54.044 --> 01:06:56.115 You know you've always been a big brother to me. 1248 01:06:57.668 --> 01:06:59.636 But right now I need that big brother. 1249 01:07:00.706 --> 01:07:03.433 - What you talkin' about? 1250 01:07:03.433 --> 01:07:05.228 - I'm sufferin' from depression dawg. 1251 01:07:05.228 --> 01:07:06.298 - Here you go with that again. 1252 01:07:06.298 --> 01:07:07.368 - I'm serious Fred. 1253 01:07:08.852 --> 01:07:11.613 That's why my father killed himself, and his father too. 1254 01:07:13.443 --> 01:07:15.376 - So what you want from me Dee? 1255 01:07:15.376 --> 01:07:16.653 What you want me to lay you on my shoulder 1256 01:07:16.653 --> 01:07:17.895 and pat you on your back? 1257 01:07:17.895 --> 01:07:19.966 - What I need for you to do is understand man. 1258 01:07:19.966 --> 01:07:21.658 - Understand what Dee? 1259 01:07:21.658 --> 01:07:22.762 That you about to let these white folks 1260 01:07:22.762 --> 01:07:23.901 turn you into a zombie? 1261 01:07:25.248 --> 01:07:27.595 I seen it in the joint many a times man. 1262 01:07:27.595 --> 01:07:29.010 Soon as you start takin' them pills, 1263 01:07:29.010 --> 01:07:31.737 your ass can barely function. - It's not like that. 1264 01:07:31.737 --> 01:07:33.359 - It doesn't have to be like that. 1265 01:07:33.359 --> 01:07:34.740 But it's pressin' on me cuz. 1266 01:07:34.740 --> 01:07:35.568 It's killin' me. 1267 01:07:39.331 --> 01:07:40.953 - Whatever cuz. 1268 01:07:40.953 --> 01:07:43.404 If you need me to hold your hand, I'll do it. 1269 01:07:49.824 --> 01:07:50.825 I'm out man. 1270 01:07:53.241 --> 01:07:54.070 - Fred. 1271 01:07:55.899 --> 01:07:58.660 [dramatic music] 1272 01:07:59.868 --> 01:08:02.078 - All right, there go that lame right there. 1273 01:08:02.078 --> 01:08:04.114 When we pull up, dump on him. 1274 01:08:05.460 --> 01:08:06.565 You ready lil homie? 1275 01:08:09.085 --> 01:08:10.672 - We did it young blood! 1276 01:08:10.672 --> 01:08:12.295 We did it! We the champs! 1277 01:08:12.295 --> 01:08:13.641 We're the champs baby, we did it. 1278 01:08:13.641 --> 01:08:14.780 Come on man, get a drink man. 1279 01:08:14.780 --> 01:08:17.127 We did it, we the champs. 1280 01:08:17.127 --> 01:08:18.301 We the champs baby, we did it. 1281 01:08:18.301 --> 01:08:19.267 - What's up Fred? 1282 01:08:20.372 --> 01:08:22.270 [shots firing] 1283 01:08:22.270 --> 01:08:23.789 - Fred! - Let's go. 1284 01:08:25.998 --> 01:08:27.172 - Come on Fred. 1285 01:08:27.172 --> 01:08:29.622 Come on Fred get up. Get up! 1286 01:08:30.554 --> 01:08:33.661 Someone call the damn ambulance! 1287 01:08:33.661 --> 01:08:35.387 Someone call that fuckin' ambulance! 1288 01:08:35.387 --> 01:08:36.664 Come on Fred, come on! 1289 01:08:36.664 --> 01:08:38.976 Come on Fred! Don't do this to me, cuz! 1290 01:08:38.976 --> 01:08:40.254 Don't do me like this man! 1291 01:08:40.254 --> 01:08:41.634 Come on Fred, get up! 1292 01:08:41.634 --> 01:08:44.085 Get the fuck up Fred, Get up! Get up! 1293 01:08:45.604 --> 01:08:50.609 ♪ Name sold, make the call 1294 01:08:53.405 --> 01:08:57.547 ♪ Grey, gold. 1295 01:08:57.547 --> 01:09:01.344 Your face will never be the same. ♪ 1296 01:09:01.344 --> 01:09:06.349 ♪ Flame, bold, you'll still the sun. ♪ 1297 01:09:09.421 --> 01:09:12.769 ♪ When the only weapon is your name ♪ 1298 01:09:12.769 --> 01:09:17.083 ♪ And that won't count if you don't aim ♪ 1299 01:09:17.083 --> 01:09:20.535 ♪ Good intentions hold us back 1300 01:09:20.535 --> 01:09:25.437 ♪ You should stand down 1301 01:09:25.437 --> 01:09:29.372 ♪ Hey, oh 1302 01:09:29.372 --> 01:09:33.030 ♪ Hey, ooh 1303 01:09:33.030 --> 01:09:36.827 ♪ Hey, oh 1304 01:09:36.827 --> 01:09:40.210 ♪ Hey, ooh 1305 01:09:40.210 --> 01:09:43.386 ♪Shame, controlled 1306 01:09:43.386 --> 01:09:47.907 ♪ Like a cage behind deep dark eye ♪ 1307 01:09:47.907 --> 01:09:52.912 ♪ The games unfold, you have won ♪ 1308 01:09:55.639 --> 01:09:59.402 ♪ Tame your soul 1309 01:09:59.402 --> 01:10:03.509 ♪ Let it grow without a show 1310 01:10:03.509 --> 01:10:08.514 ♪ Make the goal and run 1311 01:10:10.654 --> 01:10:14.762 When the only weapon is your name ♪ 1312 01:10:14.762 --> 01:10:19.145 ♪ And that won't count if you don't aim. ♪ 1313 01:10:19.145 --> 01:10:22.494 ♪ Good intentions hold us back 1314 01:10:22.494 --> 01:10:25.669 ♪ You should stand down 1315 01:10:34.678 --> 01:10:39.683 ♪ Oh 1316 01:10:42.410 --> 01:10:47.381 ♪ Oh 1317 01:10:49.624 --> 01:10:53.939 ♪ When the only weapon is your name ♪ 1318 01:10:57.218 --> 01:10:58.115 - Ah, fuck. 1319 01:11:04.950 --> 01:11:07.608 [phone ringing] 1320 01:11:12.129 --> 01:11:13.338 Hello? - Darius? 1321 01:11:15.167 --> 01:11:16.099 - What's wrong? 1322 01:11:16.099 --> 01:11:17.997 - [Shantall] Baby it's your mom. 1323 01:11:17.997 --> 01:11:19.033 - She okay? 1324 01:11:19.033 --> 01:11:20.483 - [Shantall] No baby she's not. 1325 01:11:20.483 --> 01:11:24.038 - All right, all right I'm on my way. 1326 01:11:24.038 --> 01:11:27.421 [melancholy organ music] 1327 01:12:24.616 --> 01:12:25.789 - Let us all be seated. 1328 01:12:39.941 --> 01:12:44.152 Many of them looked unto Jesus for verbal gymnastics. 1329 01:12:45.015 --> 01:12:48.191 But according to John 14:12, 1330 01:12:48.191 --> 01:12:52.057 he simply said that "In my father's house, 1331 01:12:52.057 --> 01:12:53.852 there are many mansions. 1332 01:12:53.852 --> 01:12:57.580 If it were not so, I would have told you. 1333 01:12:57.580 --> 01:13:02.343 I go to prepare a place for you." 1334 01:13:02.343 --> 01:13:05.311 The Bible teaches us that eternal life 1335 01:13:05.311 --> 01:13:08.487 is not here on earth, but shall be in the hereafter, 1336 01:13:08.487 --> 01:13:12.836 in a place that God has prepared for eternal peace, 1337 01:13:12.836 --> 01:13:17.013 a peace not seen or heard by the eyes and ears of man, 1338 01:13:17.013 --> 01:13:19.429 for I know my redeemer lives. 1339 01:13:19.429 --> 01:13:22.363 Thus, when my flesh has been destroyed, 1340 01:13:22.363 --> 01:13:25.090 I shall stand and see God. 1341 01:13:25.090 --> 01:13:28.300 For we all know that the Lord has said, 1342 01:13:28.300 --> 01:13:31.476 "Whoever shall believeth in me 1343 01:13:31.476 --> 01:13:36.412 shall not perish, but shall have everlasting life." 1344 01:13:48.596 --> 01:13:50.218 - [Shantall] You coming to bed baby? 1345 01:13:51.392 --> 01:13:54.706 - Nah I'm gonna sit here for a little bit. 1346 01:13:57.087 --> 01:13:59.987 [melancholy music] 1347 01:14:04.957 --> 01:14:06.476 - [Keisha] I cannot believe the day has come 1348 01:14:06.476 --> 01:14:08.444 that a son of mine does not believe 1349 01:14:08.444 --> 01:14:09.686 in the House of the Lord. 1350 01:14:09.686 --> 01:14:11.412 - [Raymond] Do you love me son? 1351 01:14:11.412 --> 01:14:12.378 - [Shantall] Whatever you're going through, 1352 01:14:12.378 --> 01:14:13.794 I'm going through. 1353 01:14:13.794 --> 01:14:15.451 - [Fred] Depression mean you're weak. 1354 01:14:15.451 --> 01:14:16.693 - [Darius] I don't want it! 1355 01:14:16.693 --> 01:14:17.729 - [Fred] And only weak guys get depressed. 1356 01:14:17.729 --> 01:14:19.316 - [Darius] I don't want it! 1357 01:14:19.316 --> 01:14:20.870 - [Shantall] Pull yourself together, D. 1358 01:14:20.870 --> 01:14:22.285 - [Darius] I don't want it, 1359 01:14:22.285 --> 01:14:23.459 I don't want it! - Man chill with all that, 1360 01:14:23.459 --> 01:14:24.321 man you're good. 1361 01:14:25.702 --> 01:14:26.910 You can't keep laying around here like some lame 1362 01:14:26.910 --> 01:14:28.464 'cause you got a few things goin' on at work. 1363 01:14:28.464 --> 01:14:31.225 [Darius sobbing] 1364 01:14:49.485 --> 01:14:53.489 [Darius muttering and groaning] 1365 01:15:00.530 --> 01:15:03.982 - God if you're there, help me please! 1366 01:15:03.982 --> 01:15:05.742 Help me please, God! 1367 01:15:07.019 --> 01:15:09.850 [Darius groaning] 1368 01:15:32.079 --> 01:15:34.806 [Darius sobbing] 1369 01:15:40.950 --> 01:15:43.677 I need you man! I need you foreal man! 1370 01:15:52.513 --> 01:15:53.825 I need you, God. 1371 01:15:56.552 --> 01:15:57.449 I need you. 1372 01:16:58.786 --> 01:17:02.238 [happy, empowering music] 1373 01:17:52.081 --> 01:17:55.256 [pensive piano music] 1374 01:18:36.470 --> 01:18:37.333 - Dear Darius, 1375 01:18:38.506 --> 01:18:40.060 you're too young to completely understand 1376 01:18:40.060 --> 01:18:41.717 why I did what I did. 1377 01:18:41.717 --> 01:18:42.959 I don't want you to ever think 1378 01:18:42.959 --> 01:18:45.099 that it was because I didn't love you, 1379 01:18:45.099 --> 01:18:47.343 that somehow you did something wrong. 1380 01:18:48.620 --> 01:18:50.829 The pain just got too heavy for me to hold. 1381 01:18:52.279 --> 01:18:54.730 I feel like I took the easy way out. 1382 01:18:54.730 --> 01:18:56.179 But life seemed hard. 1383 01:18:57.698 --> 01:18:58.975 Be good to yourself son 1384 01:19:00.218 --> 01:19:01.909 and to the people who love you. 1385 01:19:03.359 --> 01:19:07.156 And if this monster comes for you, keep fightin', 1386 01:19:08.019 --> 01:19:09.503 more than I could. 1387 01:19:10.642 --> 01:19:13.024 I love you, Pops. 1388 01:20:03.833 --> 01:20:07.250 Now, slow it down son, do circles. 1389 01:20:09.287 --> 01:20:11.358 Yeah, yeah just like that. 1390 01:20:15.811 --> 01:20:19.297 - Do you think I'll ever get to drive it one day Pops? 1391 01:20:20.574 --> 01:20:21.402 - Maybe. 1392 01:20:22.541 --> 01:20:23.370 Depends. 1393 01:20:24.820 --> 01:20:25.959 - Depends on what? 1394 01:20:28.547 --> 01:20:30.687 - Well it depends on if you understand 1395 01:20:30.687 --> 01:20:32.448 everything that it represents son. 1396 01:20:33.829 --> 01:20:35.175 - Well I know it represents the bond 1397 01:20:35.175 --> 01:20:36.832 between you and Granddad. 1398 01:20:36.832 --> 01:20:38.592 - Yeah, that's right. 1399 01:20:39.489 --> 01:20:40.766 And if you get that, 1400 01:20:40.766 --> 01:20:42.389 then maybe one day I will let you drive it. 1401 01:20:44.460 --> 01:20:48.429 Matter of fact, hop on in now and see how it feels. 1402 01:20:50.190 --> 01:20:51.881 Yeah, go on in there. 1403 01:20:55.954 --> 01:21:00.338 Mm-hm, yeah see how that feel right there. 1404 01:21:00.338 --> 01:21:01.063 Yeah. 1405 01:21:02.167 --> 01:21:05.274 [gentle piano music] 1406 01:21:24.672 --> 01:21:26.847 Get in son. Go on get in. 1407 01:21:40.896 --> 01:21:44.658 [uplifting orchestral music] 1408 01:21:54.875 --> 01:21:55.669 - Yeah. 1409 01:21:57.084 --> 01:21:59.915 [Darius laughing] 1410 01:22:38.505 --> 01:22:40.921 - You turned out to be a good man Darius. 1411 01:22:42.129 --> 01:22:45.236 A strong man. I'm proud of you. 1412 01:22:47.859 --> 01:22:50.241 - You spent all of that time teaching me. 1413 01:22:50.241 --> 01:22:52.933 - Nah, I was just gettin' you prepared 1414 01:22:52.933 --> 01:22:54.107 for what might be. 1415 01:22:57.903 --> 01:22:58.974 You wanna come with me? 1416 01:23:02.874 --> 01:23:03.702 - No. 1417 01:23:06.015 --> 01:23:06.912 I wanna live. 1418 01:23:09.363 --> 01:23:11.779 I'm sorry Pops, but I wanna live. 1419 01:23:11.779 --> 01:23:14.299 - Well live then son. 1420 01:23:14.299 --> 01:23:17.302 Live, even when it gets hard. 1421 01:23:18.200 --> 01:23:19.580 Keep doing it anyway. 1422 01:23:22.963 --> 01:23:24.309 - I miss you so much Pops. 1423 01:23:26.691 --> 01:23:27.830 - I miss you too son. 1424 01:23:29.004 --> 01:23:30.522 But I'm with you all the time. 1425 01:23:31.523 --> 01:23:33.077 I was there on your first date, 1426 01:23:34.837 --> 01:23:36.287 your first job, 1427 01:23:37.288 --> 01:23:38.289 graduation. 1428 01:23:39.876 --> 01:23:41.878 I'll be with you your entire life son. 1429 01:23:45.158 --> 01:23:46.262 - Hey Pops um, 1430 01:23:48.161 --> 01:23:51.026 you know I'm about to have a kid. 1431 01:23:52.027 --> 01:23:54.443 You think maybe that- 1432 01:23:54.443 --> 01:23:56.997 - We ain't going to worry about all that right now. 1433 01:23:56.997 --> 01:24:01.484 You just love him or her the way that I tried to love you. 1434 01:24:03.245 --> 01:24:05.488 Get 'em prepared, just in case. 1435 01:24:13.393 --> 01:24:14.980 - Just in case. 1436 01:25:06.480 --> 01:25:07.723 - You ready baby? 1437 01:25:07.723 --> 01:25:10.622 - Yup. I didn't think I'd ever find a job. 1438 01:25:11.796 --> 01:25:14.833 - You'll be fineee D. They're gonna love you. 1439 01:25:14.833 --> 01:25:16.456 - Not as much as I love you Mrs. Thomas. 1440 01:25:16.456 --> 01:25:18.458 - Not as much as I love you Mr. Thomas. 1441 01:25:19.562 --> 01:25:21.840 - All right I'm gonna go to work okay? 1442 01:25:21.840 --> 01:25:23.152 I love you. - Love you. 1443 01:25:32.817 --> 01:25:35.199 - What does a big movie need? 1444 01:25:35.199 --> 01:25:37.270 Exactly, we need big money. 1445 01:25:37.270 --> 01:25:39.306 All the stops, right? 1446 01:25:39.306 --> 01:25:41.412 We need big budget, we need big cast, we need big food for craft services. 1447 01:25:42.723 --> 01:25:44.069 I do not go cheap. 1448 01:25:44.069 --> 01:25:45.830 So we need you to open your checkbook 1449 01:25:45.830 --> 01:25:46.658 and you to open your check. 1450 01:25:46.658 --> 01:25:47.970 You writing this down? 1451 01:25:47.970 --> 01:25:49.144 Get the pen out, get the paper out, 1452 01:25:49.144 --> 01:25:50.628 we gotta make this happen. 1453 01:25:50.628 --> 01:25:53.286 The only way we make this happen is we get some money. 1454 01:25:53.286 --> 01:25:54.839 You open your check, you got a pen? 1455 01:25:54.839 --> 01:25:57.704 Do you have a pen? All right, write that down. 1456 01:25:57.704 --> 01:26:01.017 Darius! Oh, how are you doing? 1457 01:26:01.017 --> 01:26:01.984 - [Darius] Hey Rick, how are you doin'? 1458 01:26:01.984 --> 01:26:03.158 - Oh I'm so happy to see you. 1459 01:26:03.158 --> 01:26:05.677 Are you ready for today? - Yeah I'm ready. 1460 01:26:05.677 --> 01:26:09.474 - I knew, I knew when I first saw you, you looked familiar. 1461 01:26:09.474 --> 01:26:11.235 You look just like him. 1462 01:26:12.719 --> 01:26:16.343 Your dad man, he's a hell of a writer, hell of a writer. 1463 01:26:16.343 --> 01:26:18.034 He'd be really, really proud of you. 1464 01:26:18.034 --> 01:26:19.519 - Thank you. 1465 01:26:19.519 --> 01:26:21.900 - And I'm really happy to see you keep his work alive. 1466 01:26:21.900 --> 01:26:23.661 - Me too. 1467 01:26:23.661 --> 01:26:25.939 - Are you excited? - I'm ready. 1468 01:26:25.939 --> 01:26:26.871 - [Rick] All right let's make some magic. 1469 01:26:26.871 --> 01:26:28.183 You got it? - Yeah. 1470 01:26:28.183 --> 01:26:29.045 - All right. 1471 01:26:29.045 --> 01:26:29.977 Is everyone ready? 1472 01:26:29.977 --> 01:26:31.945 We are gonna make a movie! 1473 01:26:33.671 --> 01:26:36.191 - All right let's get it up! 1474 01:26:36.191 --> 01:26:37.537 Quiet on the set! 1475 01:26:37.537 --> 01:26:39.159 Let's roll the sound. - Sound speeds. 1476 01:26:39.159 --> 01:26:40.781 - Camera! - Camera rolling. 1477 01:26:40.781 --> 01:26:41.989 - [Man] Slate! 1478 01:26:41.989 --> 01:26:44.647 - "Any Day Last Summer" scene one, take one. 1479 01:26:44.647 --> 01:26:47.478 [uplifting music] 1480 01:26:55.934 --> 01:26:57.073 ♪ Life's been good to me 1481 01:26:57.073 --> 01:27:00.974 ♪ Life's been good to me 1482 01:27:00.974 --> 01:27:05.979 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1483 01:27:06.876 --> 01:27:08.188 ♪ Life's been good to me 1484 01:27:08.188 --> 01:27:12.227 ♪ Life's been good to me 1485 01:27:12.227 --> 01:27:17.232 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1486 01:27:18.888 --> 01:27:23.445 ♪ I know life's been good to me ♪ 1487 01:27:23.445 --> 01:27:28.450 ♪ He's been my mentor, my destiny ♪ 1488 01:27:29.347 --> 01:27:34.249 ♪ And now it's in my soul too 1489 01:27:35.491 --> 01:27:39.633 ♪ Know that he'll be there telling me ♪ 1490 01:27:41.256 --> 01:27:46.122 ♪ And now I'm crying 1491 01:27:46.122 --> 01:27:51.127 ♪ Find myself alone trying 1492 01:27:52.957 --> 01:27:57.133 ♪ To do it all 1493 01:27:57.133 --> 01:28:02.069 ♪ Get over it now 1494 01:28:03.208 --> 01:28:04.624 ♪ Life's been good to me 1495 01:28:04.624 --> 01:28:08.697 ♪ Life's been good to me 1496 01:28:08.697 --> 01:28:13.702 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1497 01:28:14.599 --> 01:28:15.704 ♪ Life's been good to me 1498 01:28:15.704 --> 01:28:20.087 ♪ Life's been good to me 1499 01:28:20.087 --> 01:28:25.092 ♪ Fight this battle, fight this battle ♪ 1500 01:28:26.301 --> 01:28:30.132 ♪ Spending most of my time wondering how ♪ 1501 01:28:30.132 --> 01:28:32.583 ♪ Disease came by 1502 01:28:32.583 --> 01:28:37.588 ♪ And struck me without a doubt ♪ 1503 01:28:38.485 --> 01:28:41.177 ♪ Be It rain, the sun or shine 1504 01:28:41.177 --> 01:28:43.870 ♪ he'll be on time 1505 01:28:43.870 --> 01:28:48.875 ♪ Still I run as I worry about the way things turned out ♪ 1506 01:28:49.634 --> 01:28:53.155 ♪ Praying I heal 1507 01:28:53.155 --> 01:28:56.227 ♪ And find a way 1508 01:28:56.227 --> 01:29:00.300 ♪ To better days 1509 01:29:00.300 --> 01:29:02.164 ♪ I know I'm not alone 1510 01:29:02.164 --> 01:29:07.169 ♪ It's the realest thing I'll ever know ♪ 1511 01:29:08.066 --> 01:29:11.449 ♪ God's been so good to me