WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:06.876 --> 00:00:10.271 Good evening, everyone. I'm Oprah Winfrey. 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:10.314 --> 00:00:13.535 Welcome to a spectacular night here at 5 00:00:13.578 --> 00:00:16.059 the Griffith Observatory in Los Angeles. 6 00:00:16.103 --> 00:00:20.368 Tonight you have a front-row seat 7 00:00:20.411 --> 00:00:25.677 to a very special one-night- only concert with Adele. 8 00:00:25.721 --> 00:00:29.072 She's singing all the songs I know you want to hear, 9 00:00:29.116 --> 00:00:32.815 and new songs we've all been waiting six years for. 10 00:00:32.858 --> 00:00:34.817 And throughout the night, 11 00:00:34.860 --> 00:00:38.299 you'll see my conversation with Adele was so much fun. 12 00:00:38.342 --> 00:00:42.607 She's as real, as down to earth as we all believe she is. 13 00:00:42.651 --> 00:00:47.612 But right now it is my great delight to introduce 14 00:00:47.656 --> 00:00:53.575 the 15-time Grammy-winning icon, Adele! 15 00:00:53.618 --> 00:00:57.231 [cheering] 16 00:00:57.274 --> 00:00:59.798 ["Hello" playing] 17 00:00:59.842 --> 00:01:01.539 ♪ 18 00:01:01.583 --> 00:01:05.021 [cheering continues] 19 00:01:20.254 --> 00:01:21.733 ♪ Hello♪ 20 00:01:23.126 --> 00:01:25.998 ♪ It's me♪ 21 00:01:26.042 --> 00:01:30.133 ♪ I was wondering if after all these years♪ 22 00:01:30.177 --> 00:01:32.179 ♪ You'd like to meet♪ 23 00:01:32.222 --> 00:01:34.920 ♪ To go over♪ 24 00:01:34.964 --> 00:01:37.880 ♪ Everything♪ 25 00:01:37.923 --> 00:01:41.101 ♪ They say that time's supposed to heal ya♪ 26 00:01:41.144 --> 00:01:44.887 ♪ But I ain't done much healing♪ 27 00:01:44.930 --> 00:01:46.976 ♪ Hello♪ 28 00:01:47.019 --> 00:01:50.284 ♪ Can you hear me?♪ 29 00:01:50.327 --> 00:01:53.678 ♪ I'm in California dreaming♪ 30 00:01:53.722 --> 00:01:55.811 ♪ About who we used to be♪ 31 00:01:55.854 --> 00:01:59.293 ♪ When we were younger♪ 32 00:01:59.336 --> 00:02:00.859 ♪ And free♪ 33 00:02:02.513 --> 00:02:05.386 ♪ I've forgotten how it felt♪ 34 00:02:05.429 --> 00:02:08.302 ♪ Before the world fell at our feet♪ 35 00:02:08.345 --> 00:02:11.000 ♪ There's such a difference♪ 36 00:02:12.044 --> 00:02:14.960 ♪ Between us♪ 37 00:02:15.004 --> 00:02:19.269 ♪ And a million miles♪ 38 00:02:21.228 --> 00:02:26.058 ♪ Hello from the other side♪ 39 00:02:26.102 --> 00:02:27.756 [cheering] 40 00:02:27.799 --> 00:02:32.369 ♪ I must've called a thousand times♪ 41 00:02:32.413 --> 00:02:36.025 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 42 00:02:36.068 --> 00:02:38.680 ♪ For everything that I've done♪ 43 00:02:38.723 --> 00:02:40.290 ♪ But when I call♪ 44 00:02:40.334 --> 00:02:45.600 ♪ You never seem to be home♪ 45 00:02:45.643 --> 00:02:51.040 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 46 00:02:51.083 --> 00:02:56.915 ♪ At least I can say that I've tried♪ 47 00:02:56.959 --> 00:03:00.223 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 48 00:03:00.267 --> 00:03:02.834 ♪ For breaking your heart♪ 49 00:03:02.878 --> 00:03:04.749 ♪ But it don't matter♪ 50 00:03:04.793 --> 00:03:09.058 ♪ It clearly doesn't tear you apart♪ 51 00:03:09.101 --> 00:03:12.453 ♪ Anymore♪ 52 00:03:15.934 --> 00:03:17.153 ♪ Hello♪ 53 00:03:18.850 --> 00:03:20.461 ♪ How are you?♪ 54 00:03:21.679 --> 00:03:27.859 ♪ It's so typical of me to talk about myself, I'm sorry♪ 55 00:03:27.903 --> 00:03:30.514 ♪ I hope♪ 56 00:03:30.558 --> 00:03:33.691 ♪ That you're well♪ 57 00:03:33.735 --> 00:03:36.912 ♪ Did you ever make it out of that town♪ 58 00:03:36.955 --> 00:03:39.871 ♪ Where nothing ever happened?♪ 59 00:03:39.915 --> 00:03:42.265 ♪ It's no secret♪ 60 00:03:42.309 --> 00:03:45.921 ♪ That the both of us♪ 61 00:03:45.964 --> 00:03:50.839 ♪ Are running out of time♪ 62 00:03:52.275 --> 00:03:57.889 ♪ So hello from the other side♪ 63 00:03:57.933 --> 00:04:01.589 ♪ I must've called a thousand times♪ 64 00:04:01.632 --> 00:04:03.895 ♪ A thousand times♪ 65 00:04:03.939 --> 00:04:07.116 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 66 00:04:07.159 --> 00:04:09.292 ♪ For everything that I've done♪ 67 00:04:09.336 --> 00:04:11.555 ♪ But when I call♪ 68 00:04:11.599 --> 00:04:16.430 ♪ You never seem to be home♪ 69 00:04:16.473 --> 00:04:22.305 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 70 00:04:22.349 --> 00:04:27.963 ♪ At least I can say that I've tried♪ 71 00:04:28.006 --> 00:04:31.749 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 72 00:04:31.793 --> 00:04:33.969 ♪ For breaking your heart♪ 73 00:04:34.012 --> 00:04:35.753 ♪ But it don't matter♪ 74 00:04:35.797 --> 00:04:41.411 ♪ It clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore♪ 75 00:04:41.455 --> 00:04:44.066 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 76 00:04:44.109 --> 00:04:46.111 ♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 77 00:04:46.155 --> 00:04:48.157 ♪ Anymore♪ 78 00:04:48.200 --> 00:04:50.942 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 79 00:04:50.986 --> 00:04:52.770 -[vocalizing] -♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 80 00:04:52.814 --> 00:04:54.119 ♪ Anymore♪ 81 00:04:54.163 --> 00:04:55.860 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 82 00:04:55.904 --> 00:04:58.646 -[vocalizing] -♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 83 00:04:58.689 --> 00:05:00.125 ♪ Anymore♪ 84 00:05:00.169 --> 00:05:02.127 ♪ Highs, highs, highs, highs♪ 85 00:05:02.171 --> 00:05:05.348 -♪ Anymore♪ -♪ Lows, lows, lows, lows♪ 86 00:05:05.392 --> 00:05:11.354 ♪ Hello from the other side♪ 87 00:05:11.398 --> 00:05:16.577 ♪ I must've called a thousand times♪ 88 00:05:16.620 --> 00:05:19.362 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 89 00:05:19.406 --> 00:05:22.278 ♪ For everything that I've done♪ 90 00:05:22.322 --> 00:05:24.149 ♪ But when I call♪ 91 00:05:24.193 --> 00:05:29.546 ♪ You never seem to be home♪ 92 00:05:29.590 --> 00:05:35.509 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 93 00:05:35.552 --> 00:05:40.818 ♪ At least I can say that I've tried♪ 94 00:05:40.862 --> 00:05:44.300 ♪ To tell you I'm sorry♪ 95 00:05:44.344 --> 00:05:46.868 ♪ For breaking your heart♪ 96 00:05:46.911 --> 00:05:48.870 ♪ But it don't matter♪ 97 00:05:48.913 --> 00:05:53.048 ♪ It clearly doesn't tear you apart♪ 98 00:05:53.091 --> 00:05:57.052 ♪ Anymore.♪ 99 00:05:57.095 --> 00:05:59.315 [cheering] 100 00:06:03.580 --> 00:06:06.888 [Adele and Oprah laughing] 101 00:06:06.931 --> 00:06:10.544 -Hello. Okay. -Hello. Okay. Hi. 102 00:06:10.587 --> 00:06:12.197 -This is so good. -Oh. Yes. 103 00:06:12.241 --> 00:06:14.243 -Hello. -Hi. 104 00:06:14.286 --> 00:06:15.723 No. Hi. We can't even 105 00:06:15.766 --> 00:06:17.507 -say hello anymore. -Hi. Yeah. Yeah. 106 00:06:17.551 --> 00:06:18.639 I don't really say hello anymore. That's why. 107 00:06:18.682 --> 00:06:19.509 -You don't? -Not really. 108 00:06:19.553 --> 00:06:20.510 'Cause it's like a joke. 109 00:06:20.554 --> 00:06:22.425 [both laughing] 110 00:06:22.469 --> 00:06:24.209 Okay, well, hi, Adele. 111 00:06:24.253 --> 00:06:25.385 -Hiya. -Hiya. 112 00:06:25.428 --> 00:06:27.038 Welcome to my rose garden. 113 00:06:27.082 --> 00:06:28.388 -ADELE: It's lovely, it's beautiful. -Well, 114 00:06:28.431 --> 00:06:29.563 thank you for coming to join me here. 115 00:06:29.606 --> 00:06:30.694 ADELE: It feels very British. 116 00:06:30.738 --> 00:06:31.739 -OPRAH: Does it? -ADELE: Yes. 117 00:06:31.782 --> 00:06:33.436 Well, actually because yes, 118 00:06:33.480 --> 00:06:36.221 -and because my tea house is here. -Yes. 119 00:06:36.265 --> 00:06:37.745 OPRAH: Everybody, we just met. 120 00:06:37.788 --> 00:06:41.270 -Mm-hmm. -And the concert tonight is a celebration 121 00:06:41.313 --> 00:06:43.577 of your biggest hits and the debut of the new songs 122 00:06:43.620 --> 00:06:45.230 -from 30. -Yes. 123 00:06:45.274 --> 00:06:47.494 -And you start with "Hello." -Yes. Well, I think 124 00:06:47.537 --> 00:06:49.321 I'm always going to have to start with "Hello." 125 00:06:49.365 --> 00:06:51.323 I think it'd be weird if it was, like, halfway through a set. 126 00:06:51.367 --> 00:06:54.283 -[Oprah laughs] -You know? So yeah, I'm starting with it. 127 00:06:54.326 --> 00:06:58.287 Okay, so that music video has been viewed nearly 128 00:06:58.330 --> 00:07:00.158 -3 billion times. -3 billion? 129 00:07:00.202 --> 00:07:03.118 -3 billion times! -Oh, I didn't know that. 130 00:07:03.161 --> 00:07:05.294 -Billion, that's insane. -Yeah. 131 00:07:05.337 --> 00:07:08.602 ♪ Hello from the outside♪ 132 00:07:08.645 --> 00:07:10.952 OPRAH: That song means so much to people all around the world. 133 00:07:10.995 --> 00:07:12.954 ADELE: It does, yeah. 134 00:07:12.997 --> 00:07:15.609 So, what does it represent to you? 135 00:07:15.652 --> 00:07:18.525 Well, the show is the first time that I'll, you know, 136 00:07:18.568 --> 00:07:21.615 that I'm singing it from where I am now. 137 00:07:21.658 --> 00:07:23.399 -Yes. -Which I think is great. 138 00:07:23.443 --> 00:07:27.925 Um, the song to me was the beginning of me 139 00:07:27.969 --> 00:07:29.579 trying to find myself and I haven't figured out yet 140 00:07:29.623 --> 00:07:31.363 what it was that I had to do for that. 141 00:07:31.407 --> 00:07:33.627 But when I wrote it, it was a real ode to, like, 142 00:07:33.670 --> 00:07:35.237 little me, older me. 143 00:07:35.280 --> 00:07:37.326 Like, all of these things, like, you know, so, 144 00:07:37.369 --> 00:07:39.502 it's just a song about, like, 145 00:07:39.546 --> 00:07:41.373 I'm still here. 146 00:07:41.417 --> 00:07:43.637 You know, sort of like, "Hi, I'm still here. I still exist, 147 00:07:43.680 --> 00:07:45.508 like, you know, in every aspect of my life." 148 00:07:45.552 --> 00:07:48.424 Well, it feels like that on 30, 149 00:07:48.468 --> 00:07:53.777 you have literally opened up your soul in a way that 150 00:07:53.821 --> 00:07:56.519 even though we have heard your pain before, 151 00:07:56.563 --> 00:08:00.088 it feels like pain was almost like a muse for you for this. 152 00:08:00.131 --> 00:08:01.959 I read something you said-- you said, 153 00:08:02.003 --> 00:08:05.615 "I was singing things I didn't even realize 154 00:08:05.659 --> 00:08:08.400 -I was feeling or thinking." -Mm-hmm. 155 00:08:08.444 --> 00:08:10.664 So, is that how the music comes to you? 156 00:08:10.707 --> 00:08:12.883 -Is that a part of your process? -Yeah. 157 00:08:12.927 --> 00:08:15.146 Is the music as catharsis? 158 00:08:15.190 --> 00:08:17.975 Yeah, it definitely channels from somewhere else. 159 00:08:18.019 --> 00:08:20.543 You know, when I'm singing and when I'm writing, like... 160 00:08:20.587 --> 00:08:22.850 And I was kind of aware of that on the other albums, 161 00:08:22.893 --> 00:08:24.852 but this one, you know, a lot more 162 00:08:24.895 --> 00:08:27.158 I-I felt it because everything was happening in real time. 163 00:08:27.202 --> 00:08:28.682 I was writing my album, you know, while I was 164 00:08:28.725 --> 00:08:30.553 -going through everything. -Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. 165 00:08:30.597 --> 00:08:34.644 But I don't think as a person I have what my singing has. 166 00:08:34.688 --> 00:08:36.385 -What do you mean? -I just think there's-there's 167 00:08:36.428 --> 00:08:38.561 something I'm pulling from somewhere else. 168 00:08:38.605 --> 00:08:40.563 I don't, I don't have some-- you know, something else 169 00:08:40.607 --> 00:08:42.522 from underneath. I don't know what it is. 170 00:08:42.565 --> 00:08:44.567 It's coming up through me but it's not... 171 00:08:44.611 --> 00:08:46.569 I don't know how I access it. It's wild 'cause 172 00:08:46.613 --> 00:08:49.398 I don't think I'm that deep in real life. [laughs] 173 00:08:49.441 --> 00:08:51.095 -So it's... -But then you listen to the music 174 00:08:51.139 --> 00:08:53.445 -and you think deep, right? -Yeah. Yeah, 175 00:08:53.489 --> 00:08:55.012 you know, or I'll just be like, 176 00:08:55.056 --> 00:08:57.406 "I am making progress," or like, just... 177 00:08:57.449 --> 00:08:59.408 It's-it's a revelation to me, the songs. 178 00:08:59.451 --> 00:09:01.758 Well, I read something that you said-- 179 00:09:01.802 --> 00:09:03.978 you said, "I'm not shy or embarrassed 180 00:09:04.021 --> 00:09:06.415 to be falling apart." 181 00:09:06.458 --> 00:09:09.244 That's one of the reasons why you feel people are so connected 182 00:09:09.287 --> 00:09:14.597 to your music and I wondered, what gives you... 183 00:09:14.641 --> 00:09:18.732 the-the freedom actually and the courage to be able to 184 00:09:18.775 --> 00:09:23.606 fall apart and expose yourself in a world and a culture now 185 00:09:23.650 --> 00:09:25.739 -that is a "gotcha" culture... -Yeah, absolutely. 186 00:09:25.782 --> 00:09:27.741 ...that if you make the wrong move, you say the wrong thing... 187 00:09:27.784 --> 00:09:31.092 -Yeah. -...somebody's got some, you know, wisecrack about it. 188 00:09:31.135 --> 00:09:33.616 I think the reason I'm so brave to do it, you know, 189 00:09:33.660 --> 00:09:36.880 in my career so far was because, again, music helped me 190 00:09:36.924 --> 00:09:38.926 in any situations and I would like to do, 191 00:09:38.969 --> 00:09:40.623 you know, the same for people 192 00:09:40.667 --> 00:09:42.233 that feel so alone when they're feeling something. 193 00:09:42.277 --> 00:09:43.800 Mm-hmm. 194 00:09:43.844 --> 00:09:45.759 To be reminded that they're not alone. 195 00:09:45.802 --> 00:09:48.631 And in terms of now, you know, there were moments 196 00:09:48.675 --> 00:09:50.067 when I was writing the record or 197 00:09:50.111 --> 00:09:51.721 I would listen back to something and be like, 198 00:09:51.765 --> 00:09:53.897 "That might be a bit too private. 199 00:09:53.941 --> 00:09:56.160 "That might be a bit too, you know, 200 00:09:56.204 --> 00:09:59.468 too about myself and stuff to put out," 201 00:09:59.511 --> 00:10:02.166 but nothing is as scary as what I've been through 202 00:10:02.210 --> 00:10:04.255 over the last two, three years behind closed doors. 203 00:10:04.299 --> 00:10:06.257 So I'm not frightened about... 204 00:10:06.301 --> 00:10:08.956 about what people may or might not do now, you know. 205 00:10:08.999 --> 00:10:10.479 [cheering] 206 00:10:13.917 --> 00:10:15.615 Hi, guys. 207 00:10:15.658 --> 00:10:17.747 [cheering] 208 00:10:17.791 --> 00:10:19.880 -How posh is this? -[laughter] 209 00:10:19.923 --> 00:10:21.795 Also, get you, Lizzo. 210 00:10:21.838 --> 00:10:23.144 You think you can outshine me, babes? 211 00:10:23.187 --> 00:10:24.275 I love that, I love that poncho coat. 212 00:10:24.319 --> 00:10:25.712 Oh, yeah. Nice. 213 00:10:25.755 --> 00:10:27.496 Um, hi, everyone. 214 00:10:27.539 --> 00:10:29.498 Thank you so much for coming tonight. 215 00:10:29.541 --> 00:10:32.153 Welcome to "One Night Only" with me. 216 00:10:32.196 --> 00:10:34.721 Although most of you I know, and you have 217 00:10:34.764 --> 00:10:36.157 too many nights with me, really. 218 00:10:36.200 --> 00:10:38.681 Um, but I wanted to feel safe 219 00:10:38.725 --> 00:10:40.335 in my first little comeback thing. 220 00:10:40.378 --> 00:10:42.250 Hang on, I got dry mouth. 221 00:10:43.817 --> 00:10:46.646 So I wanted to do a mixture of people that I know and love. 222 00:10:46.689 --> 00:10:48.169 People that I've met a few times, 223 00:10:48.212 --> 00:10:50.040 and some of you I don't know at all. But hi. 224 00:10:50.084 --> 00:10:53.217 And I'm gonna do some old ones for you. 225 00:10:53.261 --> 00:10:55.698 I'm gonna do some new ones for you. 226 00:10:55.742 --> 00:10:58.005 [cheering] 227 00:10:58.048 --> 00:11:00.311 So I haven't sung this. This is a new song. 228 00:11:00.355 --> 00:11:02.139 I haven't sung this song yet for anyone. 229 00:11:02.183 --> 00:11:04.141 Um, not in real life. 230 00:11:04.185 --> 00:11:06.317 I'm [bleep] myself. 231 00:11:06.361 --> 00:11:08.537 Not gonna lie. 232 00:11:08.580 --> 00:11:11.540 Um, so I could use your help if any of you know it. 233 00:11:11.583 --> 00:11:13.455 This is "Easy on Me." 234 00:11:13.498 --> 00:11:15.544 [cheering] 235 00:11:15.587 --> 00:11:18.765 ♪ 236 00:11:28.165 --> 00:11:31.299 ♪ There ain't no gold♪ 237 00:11:31.342 --> 00:11:34.955 ♪ In this river♪ 238 00:11:34.998 --> 00:11:40.830 ♪ That I've been washing my hands in forever♪ 239 00:11:41.831 --> 00:11:44.921 ♪ I know there is hope♪ 240 00:11:44.965 --> 00:11:48.055 ♪ In these waters♪ 241 00:11:48.098 --> 00:11:50.927 ♪ But I can't bring myself♪ 242 00:11:50.971 --> 00:11:55.758 ♪ To swim when I am drowning in♪ 243 00:11:55.802 --> 00:12:01.590 ♪ This silence, baby, let me in♪ 244 00:12:01.633 --> 00:12:05.768 ♪ Go easy♪ 245 00:12:05.812 --> 00:12:08.597 ♪ On me, baby♪ 246 00:12:08.640 --> 00:12:11.992 ♪ I was still a child♪ 247 00:12:12.035 --> 00:12:15.735 ♪ Didn't get the chance to♪ 248 00:12:15.778 --> 00:12:19.782 ♪ Feel♪ 249 00:12:19.826 --> 00:12:22.350 ♪ The world around me♪ 250 00:12:22.393 --> 00:12:25.440 ♪ I had no time to choose♪ 251 00:12:25.483 --> 00:12:28.182 ♪ What I chose to do♪ 252 00:12:28.225 --> 00:12:31.402 ♪ So go easy♪ 253 00:12:31.446 --> 00:12:33.317 ♪ On me♪ 254 00:12:36.451 --> 00:12:38.496 ♪ 255 00:12:42.500 --> 00:12:45.634 ♪ There ain't no room♪ 256 00:12:45.677 --> 00:12:48.768 ♪ For our things to change♪ 257 00:12:48.811 --> 00:12:55.078 ♪ When we are both so deeply stuck in our ways♪ 258 00:12:55.122 --> 00:12:59.430 ♪ You can't deny♪ 259 00:12:59.474 --> 00:13:02.825 ♪ How hard I've tried♪ 260 00:13:02.869 --> 00:13:05.523 ♪ I changed who I was♪ 261 00:13:05.567 --> 00:13:08.135 ♪ To put you both first♪ 262 00:13:08.178 --> 00:13:13.140 ♪ But now I give up♪ 263 00:13:13.183 --> 00:13:16.491 ♪ Go easy♪ 264 00:13:16.534 --> 00:13:19.668 ♪ On me, baby♪ 265 00:13:19.711 --> 00:13:22.845 ♪ I was still a child♪ 266 00:13:22.889 --> 00:13:26.936 ♪ Didn't get the chance to♪ 267 00:13:26.980 --> 00:13:29.678 ♪ Feel♪ 268 00:13:29.721 --> 00:13:32.681 ♪ The world around me♪ 269 00:13:32.724 --> 00:13:36.467 ♪ I had no time to choose♪ 270 00:13:36.511 --> 00:13:39.514 ♪ What I chose to do♪ 271 00:13:39.557 --> 00:13:47.478 ♪ So go easy♪ 272 00:13:49.698 --> 00:13:53.267 ♪ On me♪ 273 00:13:54.442 --> 00:13:58.707 ♪ I had good intentions♪ 274 00:13:58.750 --> 00:14:02.189 ♪ And the highest hopes♪ 275 00:14:02.232 --> 00:14:05.148 ♪ But I know right now♪ 276 00:14:05.192 --> 00:14:09.544 ♪ It probably doesn't even show♪ 277 00:14:09.587 --> 00:14:14.201 ♪ Go easy♪ 278 00:14:14.244 --> 00:14:16.812 ♪ On me, baby♪ 279 00:14:16.856 --> 00:14:20.163 ♪ I was still a child♪ 280 00:14:20.207 --> 00:14:24.385 ♪ I didn't get the chance to♪ 281 00:14:24.428 --> 00:14:26.822 ♪ Feel♪ 282 00:14:26.866 --> 00:14:29.738 ♪ The world around me♪ 283 00:14:29.781 --> 00:14:33.524 ♪ I had no time to choose♪ 284 00:14:33.568 --> 00:14:37.354 ♪ What I chose to do♪ 285 00:14:37.398 --> 00:14:40.357 ♪ So go easy♪ 286 00:14:40.401 --> 00:14:41.837 ♪ On me.♪ 287 00:14:47.277 --> 00:14:49.932 ♪ 288 00:14:49.976 --> 00:14:51.412 [song ends] 289 00:14:51.455 --> 00:14:55.329 -Thank you. -[cheering] 290 00:15:06.557 --> 00:15:08.516 [cheering] 291 00:15:08.559 --> 00:15:10.779 ["Skyfall" playing] 292 00:15:16.219 --> 00:15:18.265 ♪ 293 00:15:27.448 --> 00:15:29.537 ♪ This is the end♪ 294 00:15:32.409 --> 00:15:37.545 ♪ Hold your breath and count to ten♪ 295 00:15:38.850 --> 00:15:42.942 ♪ Feel the earth move and then♪ 296 00:15:45.031 --> 00:15:49.209 ♪ Hear my heart burst♪ 297 00:15:49.252 --> 00:15:52.081 ♪ Again♪ 298 00:15:52.125 --> 00:15:55.302 ♪ For this is the end♪ 299 00:15:57.347 --> 00:16:03.963 ♪ I've drowned and dreamt this moment♪ 300 00:16:04.006 --> 00:16:10.578 ♪ So overdue, I owe them♪ 301 00:16:10.621 --> 00:16:17.106 ♪ Swept away, I'm stolen♪ 302 00:16:17.150 --> 00:16:21.110 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 303 00:16:21.154 --> 00:16:23.765 ♪ When it crumbles♪ 304 00:16:23.808 --> 00:16:27.334 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 305 00:16:27.377 --> 00:16:30.685 ♪ Face it all together♪ 306 00:16:30.728 --> 00:16:33.818 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 307 00:16:33.862 --> 00:16:36.604 ♪ When it crumbles♪ 308 00:16:36.647 --> 00:16:39.955 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 309 00:16:39.999 --> 00:16:43.306 ♪ Face it all together♪ 310 00:16:43.350 --> 00:16:46.005 ♪ At skyfall♪ 311 00:16:48.746 --> 00:16:52.011 ♪ At skyfall♪ 312 00:16:55.231 --> 00:16:59.627 ♪ Skyfall is where we start♪ 313 00:17:01.542 --> 00:17:05.589 ♪ A thousand miles and poles apart♪ 314 00:17:07.809 --> 00:17:12.074 ♪ Where worlds collide and days are dark♪ 315 00:17:12.118 --> 00:17:16.470 ♪ You may have my number, you can take my name♪ 316 00:17:17.775 --> 00:17:21.866 ♪ But you'll never have my heart♪ 317 00:17:21.910 --> 00:17:24.869 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ Let the sky fall♪ 318 00:17:24.913 --> 00:17:27.872 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 319 00:17:27.916 --> 00:17:31.180 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ We will stand tall♪ 320 00:17:31.224 --> 00:17:35.271 ♪ Face it all together♪ 321 00:17:35.315 --> 00:17:37.882 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ Let the sky fall♪ 322 00:17:37.926 --> 00:17:41.060 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 323 00:17:41.103 --> 00:17:44.106 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ We will stand tall♪ 324 00:17:44.150 --> 00:17:46.413 ♪ Face it all together♪ 325 00:17:46.456 --> 00:17:49.503 ♪ At skyfall♪ 326 00:17:49.546 --> 00:17:52.680 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 327 00:17:52.723 --> 00:17:55.552 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ At skyfall♪ 328 00:17:55.596 --> 00:17:58.120 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 329 00:18:00.166 --> 00:18:02.864 ♪ Where you go, I go♪ 330 00:18:02.907 --> 00:18:06.476 ♪ What you see, I see♪ 331 00:18:06.520 --> 00:18:09.349 ♪ I know I'd never be me♪ 332 00:18:09.392 --> 00:18:13.004 ♪ Without the security♪ 333 00:18:13.048 --> 00:18:16.312 ♪ Of your loving arms♪ 334 00:18:16.356 --> 00:18:18.967 ♪ Keeping me from harm♪ 335 00:18:19.010 --> 00:18:22.666 ♪ Put your hand in my hand♪ 336 00:18:22.710 --> 00:18:25.669 ♪ And we'll stand♪ 337 00:18:25.713 --> 00:18:28.846 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ Let the sky fall♪ 338 00:18:28.890 --> 00:18:31.588 -♪ When it crumbles♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 339 00:18:31.632 --> 00:18:35.636 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ We will stand tall♪ 340 00:18:35.679 --> 00:18:38.291 ♪ Face it all together♪ 341 00:18:38.334 --> 00:18:40.945 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 342 00:18:40.989 --> 00:18:42.773 -♪ Let the sky fall♪ -♪ When it crumbles♪ 343 00:18:42.817 --> 00:18:44.123 ♪ When it crumbles♪ 344 00:18:44.166 --> 00:18:46.037 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 345 00:18:46.081 --> 00:18:48.910 -♪ We will stand tall♪ -♪ Face it all♪ 346 00:18:48.953 --> 00:18:51.217 ♪ Together, at skyfall♪ 347 00:18:51.260 --> 00:18:54.481 ♪ Let the sky fall♪ 348 00:18:58.746 --> 00:19:01.792 ♪ We will stand tall♪ 349 00:19:01.836 --> 00:19:06.754 ♪ At skyfall♪ 350 00:19:06.797 --> 00:19:11.672 [holding note] 351 00:19:14.283 --> 00:19:15.676 [cheering] 352 00:19:15.719 --> 00:19:21.856 ♪ Ooh.♪ 353 00:19:24.337 --> 00:19:26.252 [song ends] 354 00:19:26.295 --> 00:19:27.688 [cheering] 355 00:19:32.649 --> 00:19:34.434 You lost a hundred pounds in two years. 356 00:19:34.477 --> 00:19:36.958 And then you said it wasn't even really about the weight. 357 00:19:37.001 --> 00:19:38.046 -No. -So what was it about? 358 00:19:42.790 --> 00:19:44.357 OPRAH: So here's the thing. 359 00:19:44.400 --> 00:19:46.402 You write about it in song after song. 360 00:19:46.446 --> 00:19:47.838 You start with, you know, 361 00:19:47.882 --> 00:19:49.405 "Easy on Me" that-that's been released. 362 00:19:49.449 --> 00:19:53.757 Can you just give us an idea of what happened 363 00:19:53.801 --> 00:19:55.542 with this all-consuming-- 364 00:19:55.585 --> 00:19:58.197 it feels like an all-consuming pain 365 00:19:58.240 --> 00:20:01.417 and I'm like, "What the hell happened?" 366 00:20:01.461 --> 00:20:03.071 I've been obsessed with the nuclear family 367 00:20:03.114 --> 00:20:05.247 my whole life because I never came from one. 368 00:20:05.291 --> 00:20:07.728 You know, it's in all these movies and all these books, 369 00:20:07.771 --> 00:20:11.122 like, you know, and you grow up reading them like that's what 370 00:20:11.166 --> 00:20:12.472 -it should be, like, you know. -Right. 371 00:20:12.515 --> 00:20:15.431 And... I just from a very young age, 372 00:20:15.475 --> 00:20:19.000 just, you know, promised myself that when I had kids 373 00:20:19.043 --> 00:20:22.264 that we'd stay together, we would be that united family 374 00:20:22.308 --> 00:20:23.570 -and... -Ah... 375 00:20:23.613 --> 00:20:25.746 And I tried for a really, really long time 376 00:20:25.789 --> 00:20:27.443 and then, um, 377 00:20:27.487 --> 00:20:29.663 I was just so disappointed for my son. 378 00:20:29.706 --> 00:20:31.534 I was so disappointed for myself. 379 00:20:31.578 --> 00:20:33.667 And I was just, I thought I was going to 380 00:20:33.710 --> 00:20:35.625 be the one that, you know, 381 00:20:35.669 --> 00:20:38.280 stopped doing those bloody patterns all the time. 382 00:20:38.324 --> 00:20:42.806 So, do you call this-- is this the divorce album? 383 00:20:42.850 --> 00:20:44.243 I think I'm divorcing myself on it. 384 00:20:44.286 --> 00:20:45.287 -Yeah? -Yeah. 385 00:20:45.331 --> 00:20:46.984 How does one do that? 386 00:20:47.028 --> 00:20:49.291 So, it's lonely, you know. 387 00:20:49.335 --> 00:20:51.598 I spent a lot of time on my own, 388 00:20:51.641 --> 00:20:53.904 really sitting in my feelings and not keeping myself busy. 389 00:20:53.948 --> 00:20:55.428 I used to always-- if a feeling came up, 390 00:20:55.471 --> 00:20:56.777 I'd distract myself or I'd call a friend, 391 00:20:56.820 --> 00:20:58.039 and be like, "Do you wanna go out? 392 00:20:58.082 --> 00:20:59.693 -What do you wanna do?" -Yeah. 393 00:20:59.736 --> 00:21:01.347 Put a movie on or whatever. I would just sit with it. 394 00:21:01.390 --> 00:21:03.436 -I would just eat it myself. -Yeah, no, absolutely, 395 00:21:03.479 --> 00:21:05.133 but I would just, I would just 396 00:21:05.176 --> 00:21:07.309 whenever I noticed how I was feeling, I would 397 00:21:07.353 --> 00:21:08.397 sit down and I would sit in it. 398 00:21:08.441 --> 00:21:10.399 Um, I stopped drinking. 399 00:21:10.443 --> 00:21:14.142 That's one great way of, um, of really sort of getting 400 00:21:14.185 --> 00:21:16.927 to know yourself is being, you know, 401 00:21:16.971 --> 00:21:19.016 just drinking water and being sober as anything. 402 00:21:19.060 --> 00:21:22.193 But you've had a fascinating relationship with alcohol. 403 00:21:22.237 --> 00:21:23.325 -Mm-hmm. Yeah. -I read where you said that 404 00:21:23.369 --> 00:21:24.674 alcohol really fascinated you. 405 00:21:24.718 --> 00:21:26.067 Yeah. Yeah, very much. 406 00:21:26.110 --> 00:21:28.069 Yeah, 'cause it took my dad from me. 407 00:21:28.112 --> 00:21:30.767 -Yeah. -Yeah, and then you stopped. 408 00:21:30.811 --> 00:21:32.595 Well, when I was going through everything a couple years ago 409 00:21:32.639 --> 00:21:34.380 when I was going through my divorce, yes. 410 00:21:34.423 --> 00:21:37.121 Um, not at the beginning. At first I-- whew, no. 411 00:21:37.165 --> 00:21:39.689 I think I probably kept the alcohol industry alive. 412 00:21:39.733 --> 00:21:41.691 But you know, after-- once I realized that I had 413 00:21:41.735 --> 00:21:43.345 a lot of work to do on myself, 414 00:21:43.389 --> 00:21:44.825 yeah, I stopped drinking and I 415 00:21:44.868 --> 00:21:46.217 started working out lots and stuff like that 416 00:21:46.261 --> 00:21:48.219 to keep me sort of centered. 417 00:21:48.263 --> 00:21:50.352 Was there a moment when you knew? 418 00:21:50.396 --> 00:21:52.876 Or was it a series of things that you said, 419 00:21:52.920 --> 00:21:55.966 "Can't do this anymore"? 420 00:21:56.010 --> 00:21:58.012 With my-my journey or in...? 421 00:21:58.055 --> 00:22:00.231 With the divorce from Simon. Like, 422 00:22:00.275 --> 00:22:02.059 because I-I, you know, 423 00:22:02.103 --> 00:22:04.801 over the years I've interviewed so many people who stayed, 424 00:22:04.845 --> 00:22:06.977 were miserable, were miserable, 425 00:22:07.021 --> 00:22:10.807 and years before they actually made the move... 426 00:22:10.851 --> 00:22:12.461 -Yeah. -...had started thinking about it, 427 00:22:12.505 --> 00:22:15.986 so I'm wondering, was there a single moment or was... 428 00:22:17.423 --> 00:22:19.338 I do remember one of my friends, 429 00:22:19.381 --> 00:22:21.775 we were all-- we were answering these questions 430 00:22:21.818 --> 00:22:24.386 -in this very bougie magazine. -Mm-hmm. 431 00:22:24.430 --> 00:22:26.388 And it was, 432 00:22:26.432 --> 00:22:29.565 it was something like, "What's something that 433 00:22:29.609 --> 00:22:31.393 no one would ever know about you?" 434 00:22:31.437 --> 00:22:33.134 And I just said it in front of three of my friends. 435 00:22:33.177 --> 00:22:35.092 I was like, "I'm really not happy. 436 00:22:35.136 --> 00:22:36.442 "I'm not, I'm not living. 437 00:22:36.485 --> 00:22:38.531 I'm just plodding along." 438 00:22:38.574 --> 00:22:40.010 And I remember there was a lyric 439 00:22:40.054 --> 00:22:42.186 that I wrote that I put on a song on-on 25, 440 00:22:42.230 --> 00:22:44.711 which was, "I want to live and not just survive." 441 00:22:44.754 --> 00:22:46.147 -Mm-hmm. -And, um, 442 00:22:46.190 --> 00:22:48.192 you know, I've definitely felt like that, 443 00:22:48.236 --> 00:22:50.412 but it was when I, when I admitted to my own friends, 444 00:22:50.456 --> 00:22:52.196 who thought I was really happy, 445 00:22:52.240 --> 00:22:54.547 that actually I'm really unhappy, and they all gasped. 446 00:22:54.590 --> 00:22:56.592 Like, you know, I feel like it 447 00:22:56.636 --> 00:22:57.941 was sort of from there that I was like, 448 00:22:57.985 --> 00:23:00.248 "What am I doing? What am I doing it for?" 449 00:23:00.291 --> 00:23:03.207 You know? But I think it was just, 450 00:23:03.251 --> 00:23:04.948 by us getting married, us having our wedding, 451 00:23:04.992 --> 00:23:07.168 and I-- you know, I take marriage very seriously. 452 00:23:07.211 --> 00:23:09.300 -Like, it obviously seems like... -Yeah, 'cause you have 453 00:23:09.344 --> 00:23:11.215 -all that stuff from the past. -Yeah, and it seems like I don't, 454 00:23:11.259 --> 00:23:13.479 you know, now-- like, you know, almost like I disrespected it 455 00:23:13.522 --> 00:23:16.003 by-by getting married, and then, you know, 456 00:23:16.046 --> 00:23:17.657 divorced so quickly and stuff like that. 457 00:23:17.700 --> 00:23:19.876 But I think... 458 00:23:19.920 --> 00:23:22.183 Are embarrassed because it was so quickly? 459 00:23:22.226 --> 00:23:23.663 I'm just embarrassed that I didn't make my marriage work. 460 00:23:23.706 --> 00:23:24.968 -Okay. -You know? 461 00:23:25.012 --> 00:23:26.709 So now that you have perspective 462 00:23:26.753 --> 00:23:28.276 and you've opened up your soul 463 00:23:28.319 --> 00:23:30.974 and shared it with the world here on 30, 464 00:23:31.018 --> 00:23:32.976 why do you think 465 00:23:33.020 --> 00:23:35.892 is the real reason Simon came into your life? 466 00:23:35.936 --> 00:23:37.981 I think Simon probably saved my life, to be honest with you. 467 00:23:38.025 --> 00:23:39.809 He came at such a moment, 468 00:23:39.853 --> 00:23:44.814 where the stability that him and Angelo have given me, 469 00:23:44.858 --> 00:23:46.816 no one else would ever have been able to give me, 470 00:23:46.860 --> 00:23:49.776 like, especially at that time in my life-- I was so young 471 00:23:49.819 --> 00:23:52.779 and I just, I think I would have got a bit lost in all of it. 472 00:23:52.822 --> 00:23:54.955 Like, you know, and I think I probably, 473 00:23:54.998 --> 00:23:57.000 I could have easily gone down some dodgy paths, 474 00:23:57.044 --> 00:23:58.349 like, you know? 475 00:23:58.393 --> 00:24:00.177 And sort of self-destructed from-from 476 00:24:00.221 --> 00:24:03.920 sort of like being so overwhelmed by all of it. 477 00:24:03.964 --> 00:24:07.489 And he-he came in and was stable. 478 00:24:07.533 --> 00:24:09.491 The most stable person I've ever 479 00:24:09.535 --> 00:24:11.275 had in my life up until that point. 480 00:24:11.319 --> 00:24:13.364 Even-- you know, even now I trust him with my life. 481 00:24:13.408 --> 00:24:15.454 -Really? -Oh, my gosh, like beyond. 482 00:24:15.497 --> 00:24:18.152 Like, yeah, I feel like... 483 00:24:18.195 --> 00:24:20.371 Yeah, him and Angelo, like, they were 484 00:24:20.415 --> 00:24:23.374 angels sent to me, that's how I feel. 485 00:24:23.418 --> 00:24:25.202 -So, came into your life... -Mm-hmm. 486 00:24:25.246 --> 00:24:27.291 ...at the right season and for the right reasons. 487 00:24:27.335 --> 00:24:28.902 -To save you. -Yes, absolutely, yeah. 488 00:24:28.945 --> 00:24:32.166 And in that moment when Angelo said to you, 489 00:24:32.209 --> 00:24:35.212 "Why don't you love Daddy anymore?" 490 00:24:35.256 --> 00:24:37.084 Yeah, that was really hard as well, and trying to explain 491 00:24:37.127 --> 00:24:40.217 to, like, a six-year-old at the time, obviously, 492 00:24:40.261 --> 00:24:43.394 um, that I do love him, I'm just not in love with him. 493 00:24:43.438 --> 00:24:45.484 Makes absolutely no sense to a six-year-old. 494 00:24:45.527 --> 00:24:46.833 Like, you know? 495 00:24:46.876 --> 00:24:48.704 So there were so many answers I just 496 00:24:48.748 --> 00:24:51.228 couldn't give him 'cause there aren't any really. 497 00:24:51.272 --> 00:24:53.535 Like, you know, that he would understand, 498 00:24:53.579 --> 00:24:55.755 but he sees that I still love his dad. 499 00:24:55.798 --> 00:24:57.583 -Like, you know... -'Cause you live across the street from each other. 500 00:24:57.626 --> 00:24:59.541 We live across the street from each other. Like, we, like, 501 00:24:59.585 --> 00:25:03.066 we're away together sometimes, like, you know, and, um, and... 502 00:25:03.110 --> 00:25:05.634 Yeah, like, me and Simon also chat away without Angelo. 503 00:25:05.678 --> 00:25:07.680 Like, Angelo, you know, could be at school and... 504 00:25:07.723 --> 00:25:08.811 So you're still friends? 505 00:25:08.855 --> 00:25:10.334 -Oh, yes. -It's all... 506 00:25:10.378 --> 00:25:11.684 -100%. Yeah, yeah. -100%. 507 00:25:11.727 --> 00:25:14.208 I respect him more than anyone. 508 00:25:14.251 --> 00:25:16.384 How does he feel about... 509 00:25:16.427 --> 00:25:19.996 this album and the story of the two of you 510 00:25:20.040 --> 00:25:22.042 -coming through your music? -Yeah. 511 00:25:22.085 --> 00:25:23.870 I mean, we don't sit around and talk about it 512 00:25:23.913 --> 00:25:25.741 like, "How you feeling?" Like, you know, 513 00:25:25.785 --> 00:25:27.482 "Easy on Me" is at 40 million streams, how are you feeling? 514 00:25:27.526 --> 00:25:30.050 -Like... we don't talk about it. -[laughs] 515 00:25:30.093 --> 00:25:32.182 But, um, he knows I'm, you know, he knows 516 00:25:32.226 --> 00:25:33.749 what kind of artist I am, like, 517 00:25:33.793 --> 00:25:35.185 and, you know, that I got to-- 518 00:25:35.229 --> 00:25:37.579 I have to dig deep and tell my stories. 519 00:25:37.623 --> 00:25:41.017 ["I Drink Wine" playing] 520 00:25:41.061 --> 00:25:44.586 ♪ 521 00:25:44.630 --> 00:25:47.763 ♪ How can one become so bounded by choices♪ 522 00:25:47.807 --> 00:25:52.289 ♪ That somebody else makes?♪ 523 00:25:52.333 --> 00:25:55.379 ♪ How can we both become a version of a person♪ 524 00:25:55.423 --> 00:25:59.383 ♪ We don't even like?♪ 525 00:26:00.733 --> 00:26:03.257 ♪ We're in love with the world♪ 526 00:26:03.300 --> 00:26:07.609 ♪ But the world just wants to bring us down♪ 527 00:26:08.915 --> 00:26:11.613 ♪ By putting ideas in our heads♪ 528 00:26:11.657 --> 00:26:15.965 ♪ That corrupt our hearts somehow♪ 529 00:26:17.924 --> 00:26:20.056 ♪ When I was a child♪ 530 00:26:20.100 --> 00:26:25.409 ♪ Every single thing could blow my mind♪ 531 00:26:25.453 --> 00:26:28.064 ♪ Soaking it all up for fun♪ 532 00:26:28.108 --> 00:26:31.372 ♪ But now I only soak up wine♪ 533 00:26:34.462 --> 00:26:36.638 ♪ They say to play hard, you work hard♪ 534 00:26:36.682 --> 00:26:41.295 ♪ Find balance in the sacrifice♪ 535 00:26:41.338 --> 00:26:44.907 ♪ Yet I don't know anybody♪ 536 00:26:44.951 --> 00:26:48.824 ♪ Who's truly satisfied♪ 537 00:26:50.217 --> 00:26:53.655 ♪ You better believe I'm trying♪ 538 00:26:53.699 --> 00:26:58.486 -♪ Trying♪ -♪ To keep climbing♪ 539 00:26:58.529 --> 00:27:01.097 -♪ Climbing♪ -♪ But the higher we climb♪ 540 00:27:01.141 --> 00:27:04.840 ♪ Feels like we're both none the wiser♪ 541 00:27:04.884 --> 00:27:06.668 [vocalizing] 542 00:27:06.712 --> 00:27:09.366 ♪ So I hope I learn♪ 543 00:27:09.410 --> 00:27:14.197 ♪ To get over myself♪ 544 00:27:14.241 --> 00:27:17.505 ♪ Stop trying to be♪ 545 00:27:17.548 --> 00:27:22.728 ♪ Somebody else♪ 546 00:27:22.771 --> 00:27:29.735 ♪ So we can love each other for free♪ 547 00:27:31.214 --> 00:27:34.565 ♪ Everybody wants something♪ 548 00:27:34.609 --> 00:27:39.266 ♪ You just want me♪ 549 00:27:40.746 --> 00:27:42.965 ♪ Why am I obsessing about♪ 550 00:27:43.009 --> 00:27:46.621 ♪ The things I can't control?♪ 551 00:27:48.231 --> 00:27:50.930 ♪ Why am I seeking approval♪ 552 00:27:50.973 --> 00:27:55.282 ♪ From people I don't even know?♪ 553 00:27:56.718 --> 00:27:59.547 ♪ In these crazy times I hope to find♪ 554 00:27:59.590 --> 00:28:04.683 ♪ Something I can cling on to♪ 555 00:28:04.726 --> 00:28:07.555 ♪ 'Cause I need some substance in my life♪ 556 00:28:07.598 --> 00:28:10.819 ♪ Something real, something that feels true♪ 557 00:28:12.908 --> 00:28:17.217 ♪ You better believe for you I've cried♪ 558 00:28:17.260 --> 00:28:21.917 ♪ High tides♪ 559 00:28:21.961 --> 00:28:24.093 ♪ I want you so bad♪ 560 00:28:24.137 --> 00:28:26.574 ♪ But you can't fight fire with fire♪ 561 00:28:26.617 --> 00:28:29.142 [vocalizing] 562 00:28:29.185 --> 00:28:36.105 ♪ Oh, I hope I learn to get over myself♪ 563 00:28:37.411 --> 00:28:41.154 ♪ Stop trying to be♪ 564 00:28:41.197 --> 00:28:45.462 ♪ Somebody else♪ 565 00:28:45.506 --> 00:28:48.639 ♪ Oh, I just want to love you♪ 566 00:28:48.683 --> 00:28:52.687 ♪ Love you for free♪ 567 00:28:53.862 --> 00:28:57.474 ♪ 'Cause everybody wants something from me♪ 568 00:28:57.518 --> 00:29:01.740 ♪ You just want me♪ 569 00:29:03.480 --> 00:29:06.222 ♪ Listen, I know how low I can go♪ 570 00:29:06.266 --> 00:29:11.793 ♪ I give as good as I get♪ 571 00:29:11.837 --> 00:29:14.622 ♪ You get the brunt of it all♪ 572 00:29:14.665 --> 00:29:16.580 ♪ 'Cause you're all I've got♪ 573 00:29:16.624 --> 00:29:19.627 ♪ Left♪ 574 00:29:19.670 --> 00:29:22.325 ♪ Oh, I hope in time♪ 575 00:29:22.369 --> 00:29:27.417 ♪ We both will find peace of mind♪ 576 00:29:27.461 --> 00:29:30.203 ♪ Sometimes the road less traveled♪ 577 00:29:30.246 --> 00:29:33.554 ♪ Is a road best left behind♪ 578 00:29:33.597 --> 00:29:34.729 [vocalizing] 579 00:29:34.773 --> 00:29:38.124 ♪ Oh, I hope I learn♪ 580 00:29:38.167 --> 00:29:42.519 ♪ To get over myself♪ 581 00:29:43.607 --> 00:29:47.176 ♪ Stop trying to be♪ 582 00:29:47.220 --> 00:29:51.659 ♪ Somebody else♪ 583 00:29:51.702 --> 00:29:55.358 ♪ So I just want to love you♪ 584 00:29:55.402 --> 00:29:59.493 ♪ Love you for free, yeah♪ 585 00:29:59.536 --> 00:30:02.975 ♪ 'Cause everybody wants something from me♪ 586 00:30:03.018 --> 00:30:08.154 ♪ You just want me♪ 587 00:30:08.197 --> 00:30:12.549 ♪ You better believe I'm trying♪ 588 00:30:12.593 --> 00:30:14.160 ♪ Trying♪ 589 00:30:14.203 --> 00:30:16.858 ♪ To keep climbing♪ 590 00:30:16.902 --> 00:30:19.730 -♪ Climbing♪ -♪ But the higher we climb♪ 591 00:30:19.774 --> 00:30:26.085 ♪ Feels like we're both none the wiser.♪ 592 00:30:27.521 --> 00:30:30.045 [song ends] 593 00:30:30.089 --> 00:30:31.786 [cheering] 594 00:30:40.969 --> 00:30:44.886 [cheering] 595 00:30:44.930 --> 00:30:49.151 This next one is a golden oldie, I would say. 596 00:30:49.195 --> 00:30:51.719 And, um, yeah, it's the first time 597 00:30:51.762 --> 00:30:54.026 I've sung it in public since, um, 598 00:30:54.069 --> 00:30:55.897 since everything went down. All right. 599 00:30:55.941 --> 00:30:58.813 -You ready? Ready, Eric? -[laughter] 600 00:30:59.945 --> 00:31:03.122 ["Someone Like You" playing] 601 00:31:13.262 --> 00:31:16.831 ♪ I heard♪ 602 00:31:16.875 --> 00:31:20.574 ♪ That you're settled down♪ 603 00:31:20.617 --> 00:31:24.186 ♪ That you found a girl♪ 604 00:31:24.230 --> 00:31:29.365 ♪ And you're married now♪ 605 00:31:29.409 --> 00:31:34.936 ♪ I heard that your dreams came true♪ 606 00:31:34.980 --> 00:31:38.940 ♪ Guess she gave you things♪ 607 00:31:38.984 --> 00:31:42.813 ♪ I didn't give to you♪ 608 00:31:42.857 --> 00:31:49.733 ♪ Old friend, why are you so shy?♪ 609 00:31:49.777 --> 00:31:53.607 ♪ Ain't like you to hold back♪ 610 00:31:53.650 --> 00:31:57.437 ♪ Or hide from the light♪ 611 00:31:57.480 --> 00:32:00.962 ♪ I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited♪ 612 00:32:01.006 --> 00:32:05.184 ♪ But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it♪ 613 00:32:05.227 --> 00:32:07.012 ♪ I had hoped you'd see my face♪ 614 00:32:07.055 --> 00:32:09.797 ♪ And that you'd be reminded that for me♪ 615 00:32:09.840 --> 00:32:14.193 ♪ It isn't over♪ 616 00:32:14.236 --> 00:32:20.590 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 617 00:32:20.634 --> 00:32:27.815 ♪ I wish nothing but the best for you, too♪ 618 00:32:27.858 --> 00:32:31.558 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 619 00:32:31.601 --> 00:32:36.998 ♪ I remember you said sometimes it lasts in love♪ 620 00:32:37.042 --> 00:32:42.177 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 621 00:32:42.221 --> 00:32:45.006 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 622 00:32:45.050 --> 00:32:48.749 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 623 00:32:48.792 --> 00:32:50.664 ♪ Yeah♪ 624 00:32:53.232 --> 00:32:58.672 ♪ You know how the time flies♪ 625 00:32:58.715 --> 00:33:06.114 ♪ Only yesterday it was the time of our lives♪ 626 00:33:06.158 --> 00:33:13.339 ♪ We were born and raised in a summer haze♪ 627 00:33:13.382 --> 00:33:16.995 ♪ Bound by the surprise♪ 628 00:33:17.038 --> 00:33:21.434 ♪ Of our glory days♪ 629 00:33:21.477 --> 00:33:24.785 ♪ I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited♪ 630 00:33:24.828 --> 00:33:27.396 ♪ But I couldn't stay away♪ 631 00:33:27.440 --> 00:33:29.050 ♪ I couldn't fight it♪ 632 00:33:29.094 --> 00:33:30.573 ♪ I had hoped you'd see my face♪ 633 00:33:30.617 --> 00:33:32.227 ♪ And that you'd be reminded♪ 634 00:33:32.271 --> 00:33:38.277 ♪ That for me, it isn't over yet♪ 635 00:33:39.887 --> 00:33:45.849 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 636 00:33:45.893 --> 00:33:53.509 ♪ I wish nothing but the best for you, too♪ 637 00:33:53.553 --> 00:33:56.860 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 638 00:33:56.904 --> 00:34:00.516 ♪ I remember you said♪ 639 00:34:00.560 --> 00:34:03.171 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 640 00:34:03.215 --> 00:34:06.740 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 641 00:34:06.783 --> 00:34:08.872 ♪ Yeah♪ 642 00:34:08.916 --> 00:34:12.398 ♪ Nothing compares, no worries or cares♪ 643 00:34:12.441 --> 00:34:16.097 ♪ Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made♪ 644 00:34:16.141 --> 00:34:21.189 ♪ Who would have known how bittersweet♪ 645 00:34:21.233 --> 00:34:24.845 ♪ This would taste?♪ 646 00:34:27.239 --> 00:34:33.462 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 647 00:34:33.506 --> 00:34:40.513 ♪ I wish nothing but the best for you, too♪ 648 00:34:40.556 --> 00:34:44.299 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 649 00:34:44.343 --> 00:34:47.781 ♪ I remember you said♪ 650 00:34:47.824 --> 00:34:50.305 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 651 00:34:50.349 --> 00:34:54.875 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 652 00:34:56.442 --> 00:35:02.143 ♪ Never mind, I'll find someone like you♪ 653 00:35:02.187 --> 00:35:06.147 ♪ I wish nothing but the best♪ 654 00:35:06.191 --> 00:35:09.281 ♪ For you, too♪ 655 00:35:09.324 --> 00:35:13.285 ♪ Don't forget me, I beg♪ 656 00:35:13.328 --> 00:35:16.723 ♪ I remember you said♪ 657 00:35:16.766 --> 00:35:19.160 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 658 00:35:19.204 --> 00:35:23.991 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 659 00:35:24.034 --> 00:35:26.820 ♪ Sometimes it lasts in love♪ 660 00:35:26.863 --> 00:35:30.737 ♪ But sometimes it hurts instead♪ 661 00:35:30.780 --> 00:35:34.088 ♪ Yeah.♪ 662 00:35:44.620 --> 00:35:47.014 [cheering] 663 00:35:49.582 --> 00:35:53.368 ANNOUNCER: Coming up, Adele organizes a special surprise. 664 00:35:53.412 --> 00:35:55.501 I need every single person to be really bloody quiet. 665 00:35:55.544 --> 00:35:57.459 All right? [mouthing] 666 00:36:02.725 --> 00:36:04.901 [cheering] 667 00:36:04.945 --> 00:36:07.991 ["When We Were Young" playing] 668 00:36:10.385 --> 00:36:13.606 ♪ 669 00:36:19.089 --> 00:36:23.268 ♪ Everybody loves the things you do♪ 670 00:36:23.311 --> 00:36:26.880 ♪ From the way you talk♪ 671 00:36:26.923 --> 00:36:31.363 ♪ To the way you move♪ 672 00:36:31.406 --> 00:36:36.716 ♪ Everybody here is watching you♪ 673 00:36:36.759 --> 00:36:40.154 ♪ 'Cause you feel like home♪ 674 00:36:40.198 --> 00:36:43.462 ♪ You're like a dream come true♪ 675 00:36:45.159 --> 00:36:49.990 ♪ But if by chance you're here alone♪ 676 00:36:50.033 --> 00:36:53.559 ♪ Can I have a moment♪ 677 00:36:53.602 --> 00:36:58.694 ♪ Before I go?♪ 678 00:36:58.738 --> 00:37:01.001 ♪ 'Cause I've been by myself♪ 679 00:37:01.044 --> 00:37:03.308 ♪ All night long♪ 680 00:37:03.351 --> 00:37:07.225 ♪ Hoping you're someone♪ 681 00:37:07.268 --> 00:37:10.750 ♪ I used to know♪ 682 00:37:10.793 --> 00:37:13.231 ♪ You look like a movie♪ 683 00:37:13.274 --> 00:37:16.582 ♪ You sound like a song♪ 684 00:37:16.625 --> 00:37:19.933 ♪ My God, this reminds me♪ 685 00:37:19.976 --> 00:37:24.372 ♪ Of when we were young♪ 686 00:37:24.416 --> 00:37:27.593 ♪ Let me photograph you in this light♪ 687 00:37:27.636 --> 00:37:32.119 ♪ In case it is the last time that we might♪ 688 00:37:32.162 --> 00:37:35.078 ♪ Be exactly like we were♪ 689 00:37:35.122 --> 00:37:37.167 ♪ Before we realized♪ 690 00:37:37.211 --> 00:37:40.214 ♪ We were sad of getting old♪ 691 00:37:40.258 --> 00:37:42.912 ♪ It made us restless♪ 692 00:37:42.956 --> 00:37:46.394 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 693 00:37:46.438 --> 00:37:49.789 ♪ Just like a song♪ 694 00:37:51.486 --> 00:37:56.665 ♪ I was so scared to face my fears♪ 695 00:37:56.709 --> 00:38:03.237 ♪ Nobody told me that you'd be here♪ 696 00:38:05.370 --> 00:38:09.722 ♪ And I swear you'd moved overseas♪ 697 00:38:09.765 --> 00:38:13.726 ♪ 'Cause that's what you said♪ 698 00:38:13.769 --> 00:38:16.424 ♪ When you left me♪ 699 00:38:16.468 --> 00:38:19.558 ♪ You still look like a movie♪ 700 00:38:19.601 --> 00:38:23.910 ♪ You still sound like a song♪ 701 00:38:23.953 --> 00:38:26.478 ♪ My God, this reminds me♪ 702 00:38:26.521 --> 00:38:30.438 ♪ Of when we were young♪ 703 00:38:30.482 --> 00:38:34.268 ♪ Let me photograph you in this light♪ 704 00:38:34.312 --> 00:38:39.186 ♪ In case it is the last time that we might♪ 705 00:38:39.229 --> 00:38:41.754 ♪ Be exactly like we were♪ 706 00:38:41.797 --> 00:38:43.756 ♪ Before we realized♪ 707 00:38:43.799 --> 00:38:46.976 ♪ We were sad of getting old♪ 708 00:38:47.020 --> 00:38:49.762 ♪ It made us restless♪ 709 00:38:49.805 --> 00:38:53.156 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 710 00:38:53.200 --> 00:38:56.769 ♪ It was just like a song♪ 711 00:38:56.812 --> 00:38:59.902 ♪ When we were young♪ 712 00:38:59.946 --> 00:39:04.211 ♪ When we were young♪ 713 00:39:04.254 --> 00:39:06.648 ♪ When we were young♪ 714 00:39:06.692 --> 00:39:10.217 ♪ When we were young♪ 715 00:39:10.260 --> 00:39:14.395 ♪ It's hard to admit that♪ 716 00:39:14.439 --> 00:39:17.050 ♪ Everything just takes me back♪ 717 00:39:17.093 --> 00:39:20.053 ♪ To when you were there♪ 718 00:39:20.096 --> 00:39:23.143 ♪ To when you were there♪ 719 00:39:24.492 --> 00:39:27.365 ♪ And a part of me keeps holding on♪ 720 00:39:27.408 --> 00:39:31.064 ♪ Just in case it hasn't gone♪ 721 00:39:31.107 --> 00:39:33.414 ♪ I guess I still care♪ 722 00:39:33.458 --> 00:39:36.939 ♪ Do you still care?♪ 723 00:39:36.983 --> 00:39:40.334 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 724 00:39:40.378 --> 00:39:43.424 ♪ It was just like a song♪ 725 00:39:43.468 --> 00:39:46.645 ♪ My God, this reminds me♪ 726 00:39:46.688 --> 00:39:51.563 ♪ Of when we were young♪ 727 00:39:51.606 --> 00:39:54.740 ♪ When we were young♪ 728 00:39:54.783 --> 00:39:57.264 ♪ When we were young♪ 729 00:39:57.307 --> 00:40:00.485 ♪ When we were young♪ 730 00:40:00.528 --> 00:40:03.009 ♪ When we were young♪ 731 00:40:04.837 --> 00:40:08.057 ♪ Let me photograph you in this light♪ 732 00:40:08.101 --> 00:40:10.756 ♪ In case it is the last time♪ 733 00:40:10.799 --> 00:40:14.107 ♪ That we might be exactly like we were♪ 734 00:40:14.150 --> 00:40:16.892 ♪ Before we realized♪ 735 00:40:16.936 --> 00:40:19.765 ♪ We were sad of getting old♪ 736 00:40:19.808 --> 00:40:22.420 ♪ It made us restless♪ 737 00:40:22.463 --> 00:40:26.293 ♪ Oh, I'm so mad I'm getting old♪ 738 00:40:26.336 --> 00:40:28.948 ♪ It makes me reckless♪ 739 00:40:28.991 --> 00:40:32.473 ♪ It was just like a movie♪ 740 00:40:32.517 --> 00:40:36.912 ♪ It was just like a song♪ 741 00:40:36.956 --> 00:40:42.135 ♪ When we were young.♪ 742 00:40:42.178 --> 00:40:45.094 [cheering] 743 00:40:45.138 --> 00:40:46.792 Thank you very much. 744 00:40:51.057 --> 00:40:53.102 You know, um... 745 00:40:53.146 --> 00:40:55.235 this is the first time-- I got to perch like this 746 00:40:55.278 --> 00:40:57.324 since I can't sit in this mermaid dress. 747 00:40:57.367 --> 00:40:59.021 [laughter] 748 00:40:59.065 --> 00:41:01.894 I feel like my whole campaign so far with my outfits 749 00:41:01.937 --> 00:41:04.679 is a bit Death Becomes Her. 750 00:41:04.723 --> 00:41:09.641 Sometimes I'm Hel and sometimes I'm Mad, you know. 751 00:41:09.684 --> 00:41:11.991 Anyway, this is the first time that my son 752 00:41:12.034 --> 00:41:13.340 has ever seen me perform. 753 00:41:13.383 --> 00:41:14.994 -[cheering] -And I got really-- 754 00:41:15.037 --> 00:41:16.604 Oh, and he dressed up for me. 755 00:41:16.648 --> 00:41:18.432 It was-- I'm not gonna cry. Anyway, it's too... 756 00:41:18.476 --> 00:41:21.304 it's too soon to cry and I don't want anyone to come fix my face. 757 00:41:21.348 --> 00:41:24.090 But, um, it's the absolute honor of my life, baby, 758 00:41:24.133 --> 00:41:26.005 to have you here tonight. 759 00:41:26.048 --> 00:41:28.181 And you look so beautiful, and so handsome and smart. 760 00:41:28.224 --> 00:41:29.791 [cheering] 761 00:41:29.835 --> 00:41:33.360 OPRAH: So many women, Adele, 762 00:41:33.403 --> 00:41:35.014 are going to be liberated, I think, 763 00:41:35.057 --> 00:41:40.236 by listening to you because so many 764 00:41:40.280 --> 00:41:43.152 women specifically choose to stay on 765 00:41:43.196 --> 00:41:45.807 in relationships when 766 00:41:45.851 --> 00:41:48.549 they know it's not working, and they do it for the kids. 767 00:41:48.593 --> 00:41:54.076 And I've read where you said you weren't miserablemiserable, 768 00:41:54.120 --> 00:41:56.426 -but you also knew you weren't happy. -Yeah. 769 00:41:56.470 --> 00:41:59.734 And so, you wanted to bring a happy version 770 00:41:59.778 --> 00:42:01.910 -of yourself to your son. -Mm-hmm. 771 00:42:01.954 --> 00:42:04.086 -Yes. -Which I think is about 772 00:42:04.130 --> 00:42:06.306 the best gift anybody can give to their children. 773 00:42:06.349 --> 00:42:08.961 I think, I think it's the same as, 774 00:42:09.004 --> 00:42:11.354 you know, the same drive as staying in a relationship 775 00:42:11.398 --> 00:42:13.400 even though you're not happy and you do it for the kids, 776 00:42:13.443 --> 00:42:14.749 I think it's as loving 777 00:42:14.793 --> 00:42:16.403 as doing that for the kids by leaving 778 00:42:16.446 --> 00:42:18.710 and-and, you know, finding your own happiness 779 00:42:18.753 --> 00:42:21.190 so that they really know who you are. 780 00:42:21.234 --> 00:42:23.715 But I'm still not fully over it, 781 00:42:23.758 --> 00:42:27.545 of me choosing to dismantle my child's life 782 00:42:27.588 --> 00:42:29.372 -for my own... -Mm-hmm. 783 00:42:29.416 --> 00:42:31.244 ...makes me very uncomfortable. 784 00:42:31.287 --> 00:42:32.593 You still feel guilt? 785 00:42:32.637 --> 00:42:35.727 I don't feel guilt, I just feel... 786 00:42:35.770 --> 00:42:38.425 somewhat selfish sometimes, but, like, I-I know that 787 00:42:38.468 --> 00:42:40.906 I'm-I'm nearing my goal of, like, 788 00:42:40.949 --> 00:42:42.864 finding my happiness, like, you know. 789 00:42:42.908 --> 00:42:44.779 And it's been-- no one ever makes me 790 00:42:44.823 --> 00:42:46.476 do anything I don't want and it was just like-- 791 00:42:46.520 --> 00:42:48.435 but I was really ignoring myself. 792 00:42:48.478 --> 00:42:50.611 -Yeah. -For a long time, which was wild to me 793 00:42:50.655 --> 00:42:52.004 when I realized it; and I knew 794 00:42:52.047 --> 00:42:54.615 that as an adult, Angelo would be livid 795 00:42:54.659 --> 00:42:56.356 -with me for doing that. -Mm-hmm. 796 00:42:56.399 --> 00:42:58.184 I knew that when he became an adult, 797 00:42:58.227 --> 00:43:01.579 that he'd be furious at me and I didn't want that, either. 798 00:43:01.622 --> 00:43:03.015 But it was, it was, it was hard work. 799 00:43:03.058 --> 00:43:04.712 So, this whole album is dedicated to him. 800 00:43:04.756 --> 00:43:07.149 Yes. Yeah, and the whole album 801 00:43:07.193 --> 00:43:09.369 is not about him, it's about me. 802 00:43:09.412 --> 00:43:12.198 And I just wanted for him to hear me 803 00:43:12.241 --> 00:43:14.766 talking mad-- madly deeply, 804 00:43:14.809 --> 00:43:17.551 about who I am and how I feel, like, you know. 805 00:43:17.595 --> 00:43:19.205 And I don't know if I'd ever be able to have that conversation 806 00:43:19.248 --> 00:43:21.468 with him in real life, so therefore he can go 807 00:43:21.511 --> 00:43:23.165 and listen to it. 808 00:43:23.209 --> 00:43:25.385 Well, everything on the album is certainly a starter 809 00:43:25.428 --> 00:43:26.734 for a great conversation. 810 00:43:26.778 --> 00:43:30.738 So, does Angelo know that you are Adele? 811 00:43:30.782 --> 00:43:33.393 No, apart from the other day, 812 00:43:33.436 --> 00:43:34.873 he watched the "Easy on Me" video-- 813 00:43:34.916 --> 00:43:36.657 like countdown to when it premiered. 814 00:43:36.701 --> 00:43:39.312 -Yeah. -Wherever, whatever. I didn't watch that. 815 00:43:39.355 --> 00:43:41.227 And, um, he was like, "There was, like, 816 00:43:41.270 --> 00:43:43.969 150,000 people waiting," and, like, blah-blah-blah. 817 00:43:44.012 --> 00:43:46.493 And he was like, "You had all these likes." 818 00:43:46.536 --> 00:43:48.582 And then he read the comments and then... 819 00:43:48.626 --> 00:43:50.323 he was like, "People really like you." 820 00:43:50.366 --> 00:43:52.151 Like, so he's-he's starting... 821 00:43:52.194 --> 00:43:54.719 -Starting to get it? -...to get it a little bit, 822 00:43:54.762 --> 00:43:56.546 -but not really. -Didn't you take him 823 00:43:56.590 --> 00:43:58.026 to a Taylor Swift concert and he was like... 824 00:43:58.070 --> 00:43:59.724 He loved it. 825 00:43:59.767 --> 00:44:01.421 He couldn't believe that all those people were in there? 826 00:44:01.464 --> 00:44:03.336 Yeah, because he used to come to my stadium shows 827 00:44:03.379 --> 00:44:05.425 for my rehearsals and it would be empty. 828 00:44:05.468 --> 00:44:08.210 He was like, "So many people come to her shows." 829 00:44:08.254 --> 00:44:10.082 [laughs] But I'd make him leave before they all arrive. 830 00:44:10.125 --> 00:44:13.302 It was so cute and so funny; he loved it, yeah. 831 00:44:13.346 --> 00:44:15.000 -He's never seen you perform live? -No. 832 00:44:15.043 --> 00:44:18.133 -No, this will be his first time. -Wow. 833 00:44:18.177 --> 00:44:20.092 -Yeah. -Yes. Do you want more children? 834 00:44:20.135 --> 00:44:22.703 I'm-I'm definitely open to it. 835 00:44:22.747 --> 00:44:24.662 I would like more children. It wouldn't be the end 836 00:44:24.705 --> 00:44:26.620 of the world if I don't have them, 837 00:44:26.664 --> 00:44:29.362 'cause I have Angelo, but yeah, I think so. 838 00:44:29.405 --> 00:44:33.279 Every mother and father has a dream for their children. 839 00:44:33.322 --> 00:44:38.023 And even when you have a big, accessed life as you do, 840 00:44:38.066 --> 00:44:40.112 and can give your children any dreams that 841 00:44:40.155 --> 00:44:41.287 -they can imagine... -Yeah. 842 00:44:41.330 --> 00:44:42.680 ...actually I think 843 00:44:42.723 --> 00:44:45.204 it's more challenging to raise children 844 00:44:45.247 --> 00:44:47.249 who are kind and have their own ambition... 845 00:44:47.293 --> 00:44:49.730 -Yeah. Absolutely. -...when they have you. 846 00:44:49.774 --> 00:44:53.125 So, what is the dream you hold for him? 847 00:44:53.168 --> 00:44:56.128 Just to be a good person, be a good and happy person. 848 00:44:56.171 --> 00:44:58.957 That's it. I don't expect anything of him. 849 00:44:59.000 --> 00:45:02.308 I don't care what his career is, as long as he's passionate about 850 00:45:02.351 --> 00:45:05.572 whatever it is that he does and that he's happy. 851 00:45:10.142 --> 00:45:12.884 [cheering] 852 00:45:12.927 --> 00:45:15.756 So now this is the big surprise and I'm very, very excited. 853 00:45:15.800 --> 00:45:17.627 I hope we can pull it off. 854 00:45:17.671 --> 00:45:22.545 So, tonight we've arranged... 855 00:45:22.589 --> 00:45:25.374 I'm a bit nervous in case it doesn't go well. 856 00:45:25.418 --> 00:45:27.463 It's also a bit ironic that I'm-- that I'm 857 00:45:27.507 --> 00:45:29.901 letting this happen tonight. We've arranged a surprise 858 00:45:29.944 --> 00:45:32.120 for a lovely guy called Quentin, 859 00:45:32.164 --> 00:45:36.908 who reached out to a, now, fake show asking for some help, 860 00:45:36.951 --> 00:45:40.128 so... whew, make me all nervous. 861 00:45:40.172 --> 00:45:41.651 Quentin has been with his girlfriend Ashley 862 00:45:41.695 --> 00:45:43.131 for seven years. 863 00:45:43.175 --> 00:45:44.785 Seven years is, like, normally like, you know, 864 00:45:44.829 --> 00:45:47.135 you either say yes or you say no to, like, life together. 865 00:45:47.179 --> 00:45:48.484 Seven-year itch. 866 00:45:48.528 --> 00:45:50.225 She's a chef-- she's a vegan chef. 867 00:45:50.269 --> 00:45:52.793 She's always at work, but tonight Quentin told Ashley 868 00:45:52.837 --> 00:45:55.448 that they were having a date night and so 869 00:45:55.491 --> 00:45:57.450 we're going to make that date night really, 870 00:45:57.493 --> 00:46:00.235 really memorable. So now, earlier today 871 00:46:00.279 --> 00:46:02.455 Ashley and Quentin were picked up in a car. 872 00:46:02.498 --> 00:46:05.110 And they came to this park, to Griffith Park, 873 00:46:05.153 --> 00:46:07.199 and at the bottom of the hill down there they've been 874 00:46:07.242 --> 00:46:09.592 having a beautiful picnic pretty much all day. 875 00:46:09.636 --> 00:46:11.769 Quentin told Ashley that he's planned a small surprise to 876 00:46:11.812 --> 00:46:15.511 celebrate the fact that she just got her first big catering job. 877 00:46:15.555 --> 00:46:17.078 Also, I love a surprise. 878 00:46:17.122 --> 00:46:19.515 Also love dress-up. Right, so she-- 879 00:46:19.559 --> 00:46:21.996 blindfolded her-- bit kinky but you know-- 880 00:46:22.040 --> 00:46:24.129 and he's given her noise-canceling headphones 881 00:46:24.172 --> 00:46:27.349 so that she can't hear what we've been doing up here, 882 00:46:27.393 --> 00:46:29.003 this concert tonight. 883 00:46:29.047 --> 00:46:30.439 And even though they're in the area, 884 00:46:30.483 --> 00:46:32.180 she has absolutely no idea where she is 885 00:46:32.224 --> 00:46:35.357 or where she's going, so... 886 00:46:35.401 --> 00:46:38.099 I need every single person to be really bloody quiet. 887 00:46:38.143 --> 00:46:39.797 All right? 888 00:46:39.840 --> 00:46:41.276 [mouthing] 889 00:46:41.320 --> 00:46:43.452 Let's turn the lights down. If you, if you 890 00:46:43.496 --> 00:46:44.845 make a noise, I'm going to kill you. 891 00:46:44.889 --> 00:46:45.846 [whispering]: Turn the lights down. 892 00:46:45.890 --> 00:46:47.587 Turn the lights down. 893 00:46:56.639 --> 00:46:59.251 What are we doing, Quentin? 894 00:47:13.700 --> 00:47:16.094 -All right, listen. -[laughs]: Okay. 895 00:47:16.137 --> 00:47:18.270 Take the blindfold off, okay? 896 00:47:18.313 --> 00:47:19.793 When you squeeze my hand? 897 00:47:19.837 --> 00:47:22.404 -Yes. -Am I on grass? 898 00:47:22.448 --> 00:47:23.884 -Shh. -Oh, shoot. 899 00:47:23.928 --> 00:47:25.886 [soft laughter] 900 00:47:25.930 --> 00:47:26.974 Quentin... 901 00:47:28.193 --> 00:47:30.978 Take it off? Take it off? 902 00:47:31.022 --> 00:47:32.762 -Oh... -Babe, look at me. 903 00:47:32.806 --> 00:47:34.852 Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me. 904 00:47:34.895 --> 00:47:35.896 -Look at me. -Oh, my God. 905 00:47:35.940 --> 00:47:37.376 Look at me. 906 00:47:37.419 --> 00:47:38.986 Listen. [chuckles] 907 00:47:39.030 --> 00:47:41.162 -First of all... Listen. -What are you doing? 908 00:47:41.206 --> 00:47:45.558 Listen, I want to say thank you, okay? 909 00:47:45.601 --> 00:47:46.994 What are you doing? 910 00:47:47.038 --> 00:47:48.387 I want to thank you for being so patient 911 00:47:48.430 --> 00:47:49.867 -with me. -Oh, Quentin Brunson... 912 00:47:49.910 --> 00:47:52.913 Listen, thank you for being patient with me. 913 00:47:52.957 --> 00:47:54.915 -Um... -[both laugh] 914 00:47:54.959 --> 00:47:58.527 -You're crazy, man. -I am extremely proud of you. 915 00:47:58.571 --> 00:48:02.009 And, I mean, every day you blow my mind. 916 00:48:02.053 --> 00:48:04.098 Oh, my God. Where are we? 917 00:48:04.142 --> 00:48:08.189 There's absolutely nothing that you cannot do. 918 00:48:08.233 --> 00:48:09.974 And I just know that you're going to be 919 00:48:10.017 --> 00:48:12.628 an amazing mother to our kids one day. 920 00:48:12.672 --> 00:48:14.282 [laughs] 921 00:48:14.326 --> 00:48:17.851 And, um... 922 00:48:17.895 --> 00:48:19.722 -And I love you. -Is this real? 923 00:48:19.766 --> 00:48:22.160 [laughs] I love you. I love you. 924 00:48:22.203 --> 00:48:25.946 I love you. And I will continue to love you 925 00:48:25.990 --> 00:48:28.122 forever. Ashley... 926 00:48:28.166 --> 00:48:30.255 ASHLEY: Am I awake? 927 00:48:30.298 --> 00:48:31.952 [laughter] 928 00:48:31.996 --> 00:48:34.912 -Who are these people? -This is real. This is real. 929 00:48:34.955 --> 00:48:37.784 [laughter] 930 00:48:37.827 --> 00:48:40.918 -Oh, my God. -Ashley. 931 00:48:40.961 --> 00:48:42.615 -All right. -It's been... 932 00:48:42.658 --> 00:48:45.226 Thank God you didn't let me eat. I would have thrown up. 933 00:48:45.270 --> 00:48:48.447 [laughter] 934 00:48:48.490 --> 00:48:50.579 This has been a long time coming. 935 00:48:50.623 --> 00:48:52.277 Oh, my God, I've been your girlfriend for so long. 936 00:48:52.320 --> 00:48:56.890 -Well, babe... -[laughter] 937 00:48:56.934 --> 00:48:59.197 -Oh, my God. -Will-- Okay. 938 00:48:59.240 --> 00:49:00.720 Oh, my God. [sniffles] 939 00:49:00.763 --> 00:49:03.244 Will you marry me, little Ashley? 940 00:49:03.288 --> 00:49:05.246 -In real life? -In real life. 941 00:49:05.290 --> 00:49:06.639 [laughter] 942 00:49:06.682 --> 00:49:07.988 -Yeah. -Yes? 943 00:49:08.032 --> 00:49:09.033 [cheering] 944 00:49:09.076 --> 00:49:11.035 Oy, oy! 945 00:49:12.253 --> 00:49:15.778 ♪ 946 00:49:15.822 --> 00:49:18.477 Hello, Ashley. Hi. 947 00:49:18.520 --> 00:49:19.913 [laughter] 948 00:49:19.957 --> 00:49:23.961 Hi, Quentin. You all right? 949 00:49:24.004 --> 00:49:25.963 [applause] 950 00:49:26.006 --> 00:49:28.661 Go sit front row. Go... go sit down and enjoy the show. 951 00:49:28.704 --> 00:49:30.402 Am I alive? 952 00:49:31.446 --> 00:49:33.013 Thank God she said yes, 'cause I didn't know 953 00:49:33.057 --> 00:49:34.884 who I was going to have to sing this song to next, 954 00:49:34.928 --> 00:49:36.016 you or him. 955 00:49:36.060 --> 00:49:37.800 Oh, my God, look at her-- 956 00:49:37.844 --> 00:49:39.106 she's so in shock. 957 00:49:39.150 --> 00:49:40.673 Ha ha! 958 00:49:40.716 --> 00:49:42.457 [laughter] 959 00:49:42.501 --> 00:49:44.807 Oh, that was lovely-- a little cry. 960 00:49:44.851 --> 00:49:46.287 Okay... [exhaling] 961 00:49:46.331 --> 00:49:48.202 All right, here we go. This is for you two. 962 00:49:48.246 --> 00:49:51.466 ["Make You Feel My Love" playing] 963 00:49:51.510 --> 00:49:54.034 ♪ 964 00:49:54.078 --> 00:50:00.388 ♪ When the rain is blowing in your face♪ 965 00:50:00.432 --> 00:50:06.264 ♪ And the whole world is on your case♪ 966 00:50:07.830 --> 00:50:12.705 ♪ I could offer you a warm embrace♪ 967 00:50:14.141 --> 00:50:18.493 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 968 00:50:20.713 --> 00:50:26.153 ♪ When the evening shadows and the stars appear♪ 969 00:50:27.415 --> 00:50:32.855 ♪ And there is no one there to dry your tears♪ 970 00:50:34.292 --> 00:50:39.819 ♪ I could hold you for a million years♪ 971 00:50:40.820 --> 00:50:45.651 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 972 00:50:47.435 --> 00:50:52.832 ♪ I know you haven't made your mind up yet♪ 973 00:50:54.138 --> 00:50:58.838 ♪ But I would never do you wrong♪ 974 00:51:00.535 --> 00:51:06.628 ♪ I've known it from the moment that we met♪ 975 00:51:06.672 --> 00:51:10.763 ♪ No doubt in my mind where you belong♪ 976 00:51:10.806 --> 00:51:12.547 She's cryin' her eyes out. 977 00:51:14.332 --> 00:51:19.380 ♪ I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue♪ 978 00:51:21.121 --> 00:51:26.692 ♪ And I'd go crawling down the avenue♪ 979 00:51:27.910 --> 00:51:33.916 ♪ No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do♪ 980 00:51:33.960 --> 00:51:38.138 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 981 00:51:38.182 --> 00:51:40.445 ♪ Yeah♪ 982 00:51:40.488 --> 00:51:44.753 ♪ 983 00:51:49.193 --> 00:51:53.675 ♪ 984 00:52:07.559 --> 00:52:10.083 ♪ The storms are raging on♪ 985 00:52:10.127 --> 00:52:13.130 ♪ The rollin' seas♪ 986 00:52:14.218 --> 00:52:19.484 ♪ And on the highway of regret♪ 987 00:52:20.746 --> 00:52:23.183 ♪ The winds of change are blowing♪ 988 00:52:23.227 --> 00:52:26.926 ♪ Wild and free♪ 989 00:52:26.969 --> 00:52:33.193 ♪ You ain't seen nothing like me yet♪ 990 00:52:33.237 --> 00:52:40.331 ♪ I can make you happy, make your dreams come true♪ 991 00:52:40.374 --> 00:52:46.163 ♪ Nothing that I wouldn't do♪ 992 00:52:47.251 --> 00:52:52.604 ♪ Go to the ends of this earth for you♪ 993 00:52:53.953 --> 00:52:58.218 ♪ To make you feel my love♪ 994 00:52:58.262 --> 00:53:01.003 ♪ Lord, I♪ 995 00:53:01.047 --> 00:53:06.531 ♪ To make you feel my♪ 996 00:53:08.794 --> 00:53:10.970 ♪ Love.♪ 997 00:53:11.013 --> 00:53:13.102 Congratulations. 998 00:53:13.146 --> 00:53:15.888 [cheering] 999 00:53:18.151 --> 00:53:19.979 OPRAH: How do you start dating again? 1000 00:53:20.022 --> 00:53:22.111 I mean, you can't go on a dating app. Do you, like... 1001 00:53:22.155 --> 00:53:23.896 -No. -...take advice from friends 1002 00:53:23.939 --> 00:53:25.463 or somebody says, "Oh, I know somebody"? 1003 00:53:30.468 --> 00:53:32.861 OPRAH: Let's go to the question everybody wants to know. 1004 00:53:32.905 --> 00:53:34.428 -Oh. -One of the questions 1005 00:53:34.472 --> 00:53:35.864 certainly is this whole weight thing. 1006 00:53:35.908 --> 00:53:38.040 -Mm-hmm. -And you lost 1007 00:53:38.084 --> 00:53:40.391 -a hundred pounds in two years. -Around that, yeah. 1008 00:53:40.434 --> 00:53:42.262 -Around that? A hundred pounds in two years. -Around, yeah. 1009 00:53:42.306 --> 00:53:44.960 And then you said it wasn't even really about the weight. 1010 00:53:45.004 --> 00:53:46.484 -No. -So what was it about? 1011 00:53:46.527 --> 00:53:48.660 It was about my anxiety mainly. 1012 00:53:48.703 --> 00:53:52.141 I had the most terrifying anxiety attacks 1013 00:53:52.185 --> 00:53:53.621 after I left my marriage. 1014 00:53:53.665 --> 00:53:55.710 They'd paralyze me completely 1015 00:53:55.754 --> 00:53:57.799 and made me so confused because I wouldn't be 1016 00:53:57.843 --> 00:53:59.497 able to have any control over my body. 1017 00:53:59.540 --> 00:54:02.717 But I knew that I-I was aware of it all happening. 1018 00:54:02.761 --> 00:54:04.850 It was like I was still very much there 1019 00:54:04.893 --> 00:54:07.548 while my whole body was just, like, on another planet 1020 00:54:07.592 --> 00:54:08.810 it felt like, you know? 1021 00:54:08.854 --> 00:54:10.290 And I've always worked out a bit. 1022 00:54:10.334 --> 00:54:11.639 You know, a couple times a week for my back. 1023 00:54:11.683 --> 00:54:14.033 -Not very hard. But you know. -Uh-huh. 1024 00:54:14.076 --> 00:54:15.861 'Cause I've had a bad back since I was a teenager. 1025 00:54:15.904 --> 00:54:19.343 And I started to notice A] how much I trusted 1026 00:54:19.386 --> 00:54:22.302 my trainer and his, like, presence 1027 00:54:22.346 --> 00:54:24.870 when I was feeling so lost, but also that I didn't have 1028 00:54:24.913 --> 00:54:26.741 any anxiety when I was with him at the gym. 1029 00:54:26.785 --> 00:54:28.787 So then I-I picked it up every day and then 1030 00:54:28.830 --> 00:54:31.311 I had nothing else to do, and I think 1031 00:54:31.355 --> 00:54:33.270 it was just, it became my time. 1032 00:54:33.313 --> 00:54:35.881 Me having a plan every day when I had no plans. 1033 00:54:35.924 --> 00:54:37.535 I had no idea what each day was going to bring 1034 00:54:37.578 --> 00:54:39.232 for me but me knowing that, 1035 00:54:39.276 --> 00:54:41.103 okay, at 9:00 a.m., I'm gonna go to the gym. 1036 00:54:41.147 --> 00:54:42.757 Okay, great. Well, that gives me some discipline. 1037 00:54:42.801 --> 00:54:44.455 Okay, 1:00 p.m. I'm going to go for a hike. 1038 00:54:44.498 --> 00:54:47.371 You know, having these sort of pins in my day 1039 00:54:47.414 --> 00:54:49.329 -helped me keep myself together. -So you weren't even 1040 00:54:49.373 --> 00:54:51.288 starting out trying to lose weight? 1041 00:54:51.331 --> 00:54:52.593 No, not at all. 1042 00:54:52.637 --> 00:54:54.682 I wasn't bothered about that at all but... 1043 00:54:54.726 --> 00:54:58.338 in that process of having, you know, lost all of that weight, 1044 00:54:58.382 --> 00:55:00.732 I definitely really contributed towards 1045 00:55:00.775 --> 00:55:02.124 me getting my mind right, you know. 1046 00:55:02.168 --> 00:55:03.865 -It did. -And giving me the-- absolutely. 1047 00:55:03.909 --> 00:55:05.171 It sharpened everything. 1048 00:55:05.214 --> 00:55:06.433 Without a shadow of a doubt. 1049 00:55:06.477 --> 00:55:08.348 Like, it gave me real purpose. 1050 00:55:08.392 --> 00:55:10.698 Interesting, because you know, I-I've been through this a few 1051 00:55:10.742 --> 00:55:13.353 times myself and I remember the first time I dropped, 1052 00:55:13.397 --> 00:55:16.617 you know, a lot of weight-- I think it was like 67 pounds-- 1053 00:55:16.661 --> 00:55:18.837 people were really upset and had stuff to say. 1054 00:55:18.880 --> 00:55:21.274 And it actually in many ways felt like I had abandoned them 1055 00:55:21.318 --> 00:55:23.494 -or something. -Mm-hmm. Yeah. 1056 00:55:23.537 --> 00:55:26.584 And lots of people are talking about your weight 1057 00:55:26.627 --> 00:55:28.542 and all in your business about it. 1058 00:55:28.586 --> 00:55:30.022 -Yeah. -And I want to know, 1059 00:55:30.065 --> 00:55:31.806 what is the experience of losing this 1060 00:55:31.850 --> 00:55:34.809 been like for you and also people's reaction to it? 1061 00:55:34.853 --> 00:55:38.422 I'm not shocked or even fazed by it because 1062 00:55:38.465 --> 00:55:40.815 my body has been objectified my entire career. 1063 00:55:40.859 --> 00:55:42.817 I'm either too big, I'm either too small. 1064 00:55:42.861 --> 00:55:44.558 Like, you know, I'm either hot or I'm either not-- 1065 00:55:44.602 --> 00:55:46.430 like, whatever. I never looked up to anyone 1066 00:55:46.473 --> 00:55:48.040 because of their body. 1067 00:55:48.083 --> 00:55:51.173 You know, I never admired anyone because they had 1068 00:55:51.217 --> 00:55:53.828 the same hair color as me or the same style as me. 1069 00:55:53.872 --> 00:55:55.830 -Or, you know, whatever, so... -Or were the same weight as you. 1070 00:55:55.874 --> 00:55:57.832 Never. Never, ever, ever. 1071 00:55:57.876 --> 00:55:59.878 And when you were heavier, you were fine. 1072 00:55:59.921 --> 00:56:01.401 I was and I was body positive then 1073 00:56:01.445 --> 00:56:02.881 and I'm body positive now. 1074 00:56:02.924 --> 00:56:05.492 But it's not my job to validate how people feel 1075 00:56:05.536 --> 00:56:07.233 -about their bodies. -Whoo. 1076 00:56:07.276 --> 00:56:10.149 And I feel bad that, you know, it's made anyone feel 1077 00:56:10.192 --> 00:56:12.369 horrible about themselves, but I-- 1078 00:56:12.412 --> 00:56:15.589 that's not my job and I-I can't... 1079 00:56:15.633 --> 00:56:17.243 I'm trying to sort my own life out. 1080 00:56:17.286 --> 00:56:19.114 -You know, I can't... -[laughs] 1081 00:56:19.158 --> 00:56:21.247 I can't add another worry and another thing to try and nail. 1082 00:56:21.290 --> 00:56:23.380 -I can't, like, you know? -Okay. 1083 00:56:23.423 --> 00:56:24.990 -And... -I got that, I love that. 1084 00:56:25.033 --> 00:56:26.513 -Yeah. -I love that. I love that. 1085 00:56:26.557 --> 00:56:28.341 And, you know, my-my weight might fluctuate 1086 00:56:28.385 --> 00:56:29.777 now that I can't work out as much and I'm on set all day. 1087 00:56:29.821 --> 00:56:31.431 You know, I mean, I'm eating. 1088 00:56:31.475 --> 00:56:33.215 But I don't care if I put on weight. 1089 00:56:33.259 --> 00:56:34.739 I don't care if I lose it again. Like, it's not about that. 1090 00:56:34.782 --> 00:56:37.306 As long as, like, my muscle memory doesn't go 1091 00:56:37.350 --> 00:56:39.613 for when I'm lifting my weights, which is, 1092 00:56:39.657 --> 00:56:41.398 like my favorite place to be. 1093 00:56:41.441 --> 00:56:43.487 -Lifting weights? Okay. -I love it. 1094 00:56:43.530 --> 00:56:46.446 -I love it. I love it. -What's the highest weight you can press now? 1095 00:56:46.490 --> 00:56:48.143 Well, at the moment, my back's been bad, 1096 00:56:48.187 --> 00:56:49.841 but last summer when I was at my-- 1097 00:56:49.884 --> 00:56:51.886 I was at my peak of being able to like-- 1098 00:56:51.930 --> 00:56:53.714 I felt like I could have been in the Olympics. 1099 00:56:53.758 --> 00:56:55.237 I remember saying to my trainers all the time, "I'm gonna get, 1100 00:56:55.281 --> 00:56:57.065 I'm gonna get an Olympic gold medal next." 1101 00:56:57.109 --> 00:56:58.676 -I was like, you know. -[laughs] 1102 00:56:58.719 --> 00:57:00.852 It was-- we were getting to, like, on a deadlift, 1103 00:57:00.895 --> 00:57:04.377 we were getting up to, like, 160, 170. 1104 00:57:04.421 --> 00:57:05.944 Yeah, I love it. 1105 00:57:05.987 --> 00:57:08.294 But it started out at ten pounds. 1106 00:57:08.337 --> 00:57:10.731 It started at ten pounds when I first started lifting. 1107 00:57:10.775 --> 00:57:12.472 I am... Wow. 1108 00:57:12.516 --> 00:57:14.474 Oh, no, I'm-- I'm an athlete. 1109 00:57:14.518 --> 00:57:17.651 I'm actually an athlete. Like, I'm not even boasting. 1110 00:57:17.695 --> 00:57:19.436 Even the proportions of my body. 1111 00:57:19.479 --> 00:57:21.481 I should have been an athlete, if only at school 1112 00:57:21.525 --> 00:57:23.178 hadn't discovered boys and someone had told me 1113 00:57:23.222 --> 00:57:25.572 to go and do a bit more P.E. 1114 00:57:25.616 --> 00:57:28.314 Wow. 160, wow. 1115 00:57:28.357 --> 00:57:30.098 Yeah. I love it. 1116 00:57:30.142 --> 00:57:31.317 But I have to eat quite a lot of food 1117 00:57:31.360 --> 00:57:32.666 to lift the weights I lift. 1118 00:57:32.710 --> 00:57:34.407 -So you eat? -I eat. 1119 00:57:34.451 --> 00:57:35.669 -Oh, yeah. -What you want to eat? 1120 00:57:35.713 --> 00:57:37.236 -I had Chinese last night. -Okay. 1121 00:57:37.279 --> 00:57:38.759 Yeah, we found the best McDonald's recently. 1122 00:57:38.803 --> 00:57:40.021 It's piping hot every time. 1123 00:57:40.065 --> 00:57:41.632 [laughs] 1124 00:57:41.675 --> 00:57:43.634 No, I do. I love it. I just, I'm not-- 1125 00:57:43.677 --> 00:57:45.070 I ain't got much of a sweet tooth though. 1126 00:57:45.113 --> 00:57:46.288 Yeah, I don't either. Yeah, yeah. 1127 00:57:46.332 --> 00:57:47.594 I'd rather a sandwich. 1128 00:57:47.638 --> 00:57:49.683 Deadlifting 160, this girl. 1129 00:57:49.727 --> 00:57:51.206 -Yeah. -She's an athlete. 1130 00:57:51.250 --> 00:57:52.686 I'm also a very good boxer. 1131 00:57:52.730 --> 00:57:54.340 I've got a left hook that could kill you. 1132 00:57:54.383 --> 00:57:55.907 -OPRAH: Really? -ADELE: Oh, yeah. 1133 00:57:55.950 --> 00:57:57.038 -Yeah, I'm a very good boxer. -I'd be scared. 1134 00:57:57.082 --> 00:57:58.866 [both laughing] 1135 00:58:03.915 --> 00:58:05.873 OPRAH: Another new song on the album is titled "Hold On." 1136 00:58:05.917 --> 00:58:07.614 The lyrics to this song are so brutally honest. 1137 00:58:07.658 --> 00:58:09.486 Sounds like you were in the dark, 1138 00:58:09.529 --> 00:58:11.357 -dark, dark hours there. -Mm-hmm. Yeah. 1139 00:58:11.400 --> 00:58:12.706 "I swear to God," you say, 1140 00:58:12.750 --> 00:58:14.534 "I'm such a mess. 1141 00:58:14.578 --> 00:58:17.537 "The harder that I try, I regress. 1142 00:58:17.581 --> 00:58:20.235 "I am my own worst enemy. 1143 00:58:20.279 --> 00:58:22.760 "Right now I truly hate being me. 1144 00:58:22.803 --> 00:58:25.806 "Every day feels like the road I'm on might just open up 1145 00:58:25.850 --> 00:58:27.634 "and swallow me whole. 1146 00:58:27.678 --> 00:58:30.376 "How do I feel so mighty small when I'm struggling 1147 00:58:30.419 --> 00:58:32.552 to feel at all?" 1148 00:58:32.596 --> 00:58:33.988 -Mm. -Girl, you can write. 1149 00:58:34.032 --> 00:58:35.207 Oh! Thank you. 1150 00:58:35.250 --> 00:58:36.817 -You can write. -Thank you. 1151 00:58:36.861 --> 00:58:39.777 So what was going on there? What was happening? 1152 00:58:39.820 --> 00:58:43.171 How did you keep the faith when you were at your lowest point? 1153 00:58:43.215 --> 00:58:44.782 -What were you holding on to? -My friends. 1154 00:58:44.825 --> 00:58:46.784 The question is, what were you holding on to? 1155 00:58:46.827 --> 00:58:49.264 Um, my-my friends always would say, 1156 00:58:49.308 --> 00:58:51.179 "hold on" when I would feel like 1157 00:58:51.223 --> 00:58:53.007 how I'm-- you know, the lyrics in the verse. 1158 00:58:53.051 --> 00:58:56.576 -Mm-hmm. -But it was just exhausting, 1159 00:58:56.620 --> 00:59:01.450 trying to... to-to, like, keep going with it. 1160 00:59:01.494 --> 00:59:03.583 It's a process, you know; the process 1161 00:59:03.627 --> 00:59:06.934 of-of a divorce; the process of, you know, 1162 00:59:06.978 --> 00:59:09.415 being a single parent; the process of not 1163 00:59:09.458 --> 00:59:10.851 seeing your child every single day 1164 00:59:10.895 --> 00:59:12.374 wasn't really a plan that I had 1165 00:59:12.418 --> 00:59:14.594 when I, you know, when I, when I became a mum; 1166 00:59:14.638 --> 00:59:17.554 um, the process of arriving for yourself every single day, 1167 00:59:17.597 --> 00:59:19.556 turning up for yourself every single day 1168 00:59:19.599 --> 00:59:21.296 and still running a home, running a business. 1169 00:59:21.340 --> 00:59:23.211 Like, it's-it's, you know, so many people 1170 00:59:23.255 --> 00:59:25.170 know what I'm talking about and it can-- 1171 00:59:25.213 --> 00:59:26.693 you know, I feel like that as well. 1172 00:59:26.737 --> 00:59:28.739 I-I juggle those things as well. 1173 00:59:28.782 --> 00:59:32.307 And it just-- I felt like not doing it anymore, 1174 00:59:32.351 --> 00:59:34.658 and also trying to, like, 1175 00:59:34.701 --> 00:59:38.487 move forward, like... 1176 00:59:38.531 --> 00:59:40.925 but, like, with intention, 1177 00:59:40.968 --> 00:59:43.710 not just trying to get out of it for no reason. 1178 00:59:43.754 --> 00:59:46.278 It made my feet hurt, walking through all of that concrete. 1179 00:59:46.321 --> 00:59:49.107 [laughs] 1180 00:59:49.150 --> 00:59:51.631 I never, I never questioned whether I'd made a bad decision. 1181 00:59:51.675 --> 00:59:53.633 I never ever did, which I'm very grateful for, 1182 00:59:53.677 --> 00:59:55.635 that I never asked myself those questions. 1183 00:59:55.679 --> 00:59:58.507 But it was just like maybe it would have been better 1184 00:59:58.551 --> 01:00:01.336 had I just kept my mouth shut, you know, and carried on. 1185 01:00:01.380 --> 01:00:03.338 -Mm. -You know, just in terms 1186 01:00:03.382 --> 01:00:04.992 of hurting two people that I love 1187 01:00:05.036 --> 01:00:07.038 the most in the world, you know. 1188 01:00:08.517 --> 01:00:11.738 ["Hold On" playing] 1189 01:00:11.782 --> 01:00:18.745 ♪ Love will soon come♪ 1190 01:00:22.706 --> 01:00:30.409 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1191 01:00:35.719 --> 01:00:38.547 ♪ Oh, what have I done♪ 1192 01:00:38.591 --> 01:00:41.463 ♪ Yet again♪ 1193 01:00:41.507 --> 01:00:47.382 ♪ Have I not learned anything♪ 1194 01:00:47.426 --> 01:00:52.692 ♪ I don't want to live in chaos♪ 1195 01:00:52.736 --> 01:00:58.872 ♪ It's like a ride that I want to get off♪ 1196 01:00:58.916 --> 01:01:04.573 ♪ It's hard to hold on to who I am♪ 1197 01:01:04.617 --> 01:01:10.231 ♪ When I'm stumbling in the dark for a hand♪ 1198 01:01:10.275 --> 01:01:16.150 ♪ I am so tired of battling♪ 1199 01:01:16.194 --> 01:01:22.026 ♪ With myself, with no chance to win♪ 1200 01:01:22.069 --> 01:01:29.033 ♪ Hold on♪ 1201 01:01:29.076 --> 01:01:33.602 ♪ Let time be patient♪ 1202 01:01:33.646 --> 01:01:40.479 ♪ You are still strong♪ 1203 01:01:40.522 --> 01:01:44.309 ♪ Let pain be gracious♪ 1204 01:01:44.352 --> 01:01:51.708 ♪ Love will soon come♪ 1205 01:01:55.059 --> 01:02:00.107 ♪ Just hold♪ 1206 01:02:00.151 --> 01:02:05.112 ♪ Hold on♪ 1207 01:02:08.507 --> 01:02:14.295 ♪ I swear to God, I am such a mess♪ 1208 01:02:14.339 --> 01:02:19.953 ♪ The harder that I try, I regress♪ 1209 01:02:19.997 --> 01:02:25.480 ♪ I am my own worst enemy♪ 1210 01:02:25.524 --> 01:02:27.004 ♪ Right now♪ 1211 01:02:27.047 --> 01:02:31.399 ♪ I truly hate being me♪ 1212 01:02:31.443 --> 01:02:37.057 ♪ Every day it feels like the road I'm on♪ 1213 01:02:37.101 --> 01:02:43.107 ♪ Might just open up and swallow me whole♪ 1214 01:02:43.150 --> 01:02:48.373 ♪ How do I feel so mighty small♪ 1215 01:02:48.416 --> 01:02:53.421 ♪ When I'm struggling to feel at all♪ 1216 01:02:53.465 --> 01:03:00.428 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1217 01:03:01.734 --> 01:03:05.607 ♪ Let time be patient♪ 1218 01:03:05.651 --> 01:03:12.919 ♪ You are still strong♪ 1219 01:03:12.963 --> 01:03:17.837 ♪ Let pain be gracious♪ 1220 01:03:17.881 --> 01:03:23.800 ♪ Yes, oh, I♪ 1221 01:03:28.065 --> 01:03:33.026 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1222 01:03:33.070 --> 01:03:36.769 ♪ Hold on♪ 1223 01:03:36.813 --> 01:03:39.163 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1224 01:03:39.206 --> 01:03:42.470 ♪ Sometimes loneliness♪ 1225 01:03:42.514 --> 01:03:47.824 ♪ Is the only rest we get♪ 1226 01:03:49.173 --> 01:03:51.436 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on♪ 1227 01:03:51.479 --> 01:03:54.395 ♪ And the emptiness♪ 1228 01:03:54.439 --> 01:04:00.053 ♪ Actually lets us forget♪ 1229 01:04:00.097 --> 01:04:03.056 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on♪ 1230 01:04:03.100 --> 01:04:06.190 ♪ Sometimes forgiveness♪ 1231 01:04:06.233 --> 01:04:12.065 ♪ Is easiest in secret♪ 1232 01:04:12.109 --> 01:04:14.894 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on♪ 1233 01:04:14.938 --> 01:04:17.854 ♪ So just hold♪ 1234 01:04:17.897 --> 01:04:22.249 ♪ On...!♪ 1235 01:04:22.293 --> 01:04:25.209 ♪ Whoo♪ 1236 01:04:25.252 --> 01:04:28.603 ♪ Let time be patient♪ 1237 01:04:28.647 --> 01:04:34.305 ♪ You♪ 1238 01:04:34.348 --> 01:04:36.960 ♪ Are still strong♪ 1239 01:04:37.003 --> 01:04:40.615 ♪ Let pain be gracious♪ 1240 01:04:40.659 --> 01:04:48.972 ♪ Love will soon come, baby♪ 1241 01:04:49.015 --> 01:04:52.410 ♪ If you just hold on♪ 1242 01:04:52.453 --> 01:04:59.896 ♪ Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on♪ 1243 01:04:59.939 --> 01:05:04.552 ♪ Just let time be patient♪ 1244 01:05:04.596 --> 01:05:06.206 ♪ Whoo♪ 1245 01:05:06.250 --> 01:05:07.904 ♪ 'Cause you're still strong♪ 1246 01:05:07.947 --> 01:05:12.734 ♪ I'm still strong♪ 1247 01:05:12.778 --> 01:05:15.389 ♪ Just be gracious♪ 1248 01:05:15.433 --> 01:05:23.136 ♪ Love will soon come♪ 1249 01:05:23.180 --> 01:05:27.488 ♪ If you just hold on♪ 1250 01:05:27.532 --> 01:05:31.144 ♪ Mm♪ 1251 01:05:31.188 --> 01:05:33.146 ♪ Just hold on♪ 1252 01:05:33.190 --> 01:05:36.019 ♪ Just be patient♪ 1253 01:05:36.062 --> 01:05:39.979 ♪ Just be patient♪ 1254 01:05:40.023 --> 01:05:43.417 ♪ Just hold on, you♪ 1255 01:05:43.461 --> 01:05:46.768 ♪ Just hold on, you♪ 1256 01:05:46.812 --> 01:05:50.729 ♪ Just hold on, just hold on, just hold on.♪ 1257 01:05:50.772 --> 01:05:52.600 Whew. 1258 01:05:52.644 --> 01:05:54.646 [cheering] 1259 01:05:54.689 --> 01:05:56.604 Thank you. 1260 01:05:56.648 --> 01:05:58.389 [cheering continues] 1261 01:05:58.432 --> 01:06:00.826 I heard you. Thanks. 1262 01:06:00.869 --> 01:06:03.176 ♪ You could've had it all♪ 1263 01:06:03.220 --> 01:06:04.873 ANNOUNCER: Coming up next... 1264 01:06:04.917 --> 01:06:08.616 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1265 01:06:13.360 --> 01:06:15.623 OPRAH: All the therapy you've done, you know 1266 01:06:15.667 --> 01:06:18.365 that certainly at this stage 1267 01:06:18.409 --> 01:06:20.672 that you end up, until you can get it right-- 1268 01:06:20.715 --> 01:06:22.891 this is what I say to all my girls in school-- 1269 01:06:22.935 --> 01:06:25.546 that whatever the biggest wound of your life is 1270 01:06:25.590 --> 01:06:29.811 from your parents, that you end up choosing relationships 1271 01:06:29.855 --> 01:06:31.639 to try to heal those wounds. 1272 01:06:31.683 --> 01:06:34.816 -Yeah. -So what do you think the deep wound 1273 01:06:34.860 --> 01:06:37.123 from the past, from you as a little girl 1274 01:06:37.167 --> 01:06:39.996 growing up, you're trying to heal as you 1275 01:06:40.039 --> 01:06:42.694 reach for your relationships as an adult woman? 1276 01:06:42.737 --> 01:06:47.568 My dad's absolute lack of presence and effort with me. 1277 01:06:47.612 --> 01:06:49.440 But you know, as I got older, 1278 01:06:49.483 --> 01:06:51.442 I definitely understood that it was the alcohol. 1279 01:06:51.485 --> 01:06:54.053 It wasn't a choice that he was necessarily making in himself 1280 01:06:54.097 --> 01:06:55.576 that he didn't want to step up for me. 1281 01:06:55.620 --> 01:06:57.535 But when you're little, you don't know that. 1282 01:06:57.578 --> 01:06:59.319 -Especially when he's like, "I'm drinking juice." -Yes. 1283 01:06:59.363 --> 01:07:01.104 So I'm like, "Well, I drink juice." 1284 01:07:01.147 --> 01:07:02.931 Like, you know, you don't know the sort of effects of it. 1285 01:07:02.975 --> 01:07:04.890 But yeah, like, when someone that you 1286 01:07:04.933 --> 01:07:07.066 love so much, and the more that you feel like 1287 01:07:07.110 --> 01:07:09.590 they don't love you, you love them even more... 1288 01:07:09.634 --> 01:07:12.245 Like, I was definitely always trying to fill that void. 1289 01:07:12.289 --> 01:07:16.684 But at the same time, I would expect it to hurt at some point. 1290 01:07:16.728 --> 01:07:19.252 So I would hurt them first. 1291 01:07:19.296 --> 01:07:21.602 You know, not in a malicious way. 1292 01:07:21.646 --> 01:07:23.517 It wasn't malicious, it was just like I had 1293 01:07:23.561 --> 01:07:25.258 absolutely zero expectations of anybody. 1294 01:07:25.302 --> 01:07:26.955 Because I never-- I learned not to have them from my dad. 1295 01:07:26.999 --> 01:07:29.088 Because you'd been let down so many times. 1296 01:07:29.132 --> 01:07:31.830 Yeah, so by having, you know, zero expectations, 1297 01:07:31.873 --> 01:07:34.093 I wouldn't arrive for them either. 1298 01:07:34.137 --> 01:07:36.356 Like, you know, and I would feed off this energy 1299 01:07:36.400 --> 01:07:39.446 so they'd be like, well, why would I, like... 1300 01:07:39.490 --> 01:07:42.319 like, make-- go beyond and make that effort with you 1301 01:07:42.362 --> 01:07:44.451 when A] you don't seem to want me to; 1302 01:07:44.495 --> 01:07:46.323 and B] you're not doing it. Like, you know? 1303 01:07:46.366 --> 01:07:49.413 Um, so it was definitely... definitely that. 1304 01:07:49.456 --> 01:07:51.241 And then during the-the, you know, 1305 01:07:51.284 --> 01:07:53.417 the sort of the last two, three years of my life, 1306 01:07:53.460 --> 01:07:55.419 my dad got really sick. 1307 01:07:55.462 --> 01:07:59.640 And it was interesting that that... 1308 01:07:59.684 --> 01:08:02.382 happened during-- after, just after having left 1309 01:08:02.426 --> 01:08:04.776 my marriage when I had already made the conscious decision 1310 01:08:04.819 --> 01:08:07.953 to get to know myself and figure some things out. 1311 01:08:07.996 --> 01:08:11.913 And... not-not-not that long ago, 1312 01:08:11.957 --> 01:08:14.960 it was, um, back in April. 1313 01:08:15.003 --> 01:08:16.483 When he-- when my dad died 1314 01:08:16.527 --> 01:08:19.834 and we had our peace together, I felt that... 1315 01:08:19.878 --> 01:08:22.446 that huge gaping hole fill, like, you know? 1316 01:08:22.489 --> 01:08:24.970 -Really? -Just, we-we-we forgave each other. 1317 01:08:25.013 --> 01:08:26.841 'Cause, you know, I said hurtful things. 1318 01:08:26.885 --> 01:08:28.930 I did-- I did nothing as bad as what he did though, 1319 01:08:28.974 --> 01:08:30.497 to be honest with you. Like, you know, if you add it 1320 01:08:30.541 --> 01:08:32.064 all up throughout my whole life. 1321 01:08:32.108 --> 01:08:33.239 But I definitely, like, snapped in the press 1322 01:08:33.283 --> 01:08:35.023 and stuff like that at him, 1323 01:08:35.067 --> 01:08:37.156 which definitely hurt his feelings, of course. 1324 01:08:37.200 --> 01:08:39.941 Um, but we found our peace together. 1325 01:08:39.985 --> 01:08:41.160 And then... 1326 01:08:41.204 --> 01:08:42.640 You played the album for him. 1327 01:08:42.683 --> 01:08:44.685 Played the album too, on Zoom, yeah. Yeah. 1328 01:08:44.729 --> 01:08:47.166 Was that healing for both of you? 1329 01:08:47.210 --> 01:08:48.689 -Yeah. -What did you learn from that? 1330 01:08:48.733 --> 01:08:51.388 When we met up and when I heard he was ill, 1331 01:08:51.431 --> 01:08:53.912 um, I went to go and see him in Wales, 1332 01:08:53.955 --> 01:08:56.262 and I wanted to play him "To Be Loved." 1333 01:08:56.306 --> 01:09:00.310 My main goal in life is to be loved and love, 1334 01:09:00.353 --> 01:09:02.050 you know, and so I wanted to play it to my dad 1335 01:09:02.094 --> 01:09:03.791 being like, "You're the reason I haven't done that yet." 1336 01:09:03.835 --> 01:09:05.445 'Cause he definitely was the reason. 1337 01:09:05.489 --> 01:09:07.534 He was the reason I haven't fully accessed what it is 1338 01:09:07.578 --> 01:09:10.972 to be, like, in a loving, loving relationship with somebody. 1339 01:09:11.016 --> 01:09:12.670 -Like, 360, like, you know. -Mm-hmm. 1340 01:09:12.713 --> 01:09:14.280 And he couldn't. 1341 01:09:14.324 --> 01:09:15.977 He was like, "I've only ever heard 'Hometown Glory.'" 1342 01:09:16.021 --> 01:09:18.023 So I'm like, what? That's the first song I ever wrote 1343 01:09:18.066 --> 01:09:19.720 when I was, like, 16. 1344 01:09:19.764 --> 01:09:22.549 And he was like, "It's too painful," like, you know. 1345 01:09:22.593 --> 01:09:24.812 -He's never heard anything other than "Hometown..." -He would never listen. 1346 01:09:24.856 --> 01:09:26.336 He would switch it off and he never ever 1347 01:09:26.379 --> 01:09:28.207 played any of my other music, he said. 1348 01:09:28.251 --> 01:09:30.470 So I forced him to listen 1349 01:09:30.514 --> 01:09:32.298 and it's like we both cried and stuff like that, 1350 01:09:32.342 --> 01:09:36.346 and then, um, so that-- him sort of really 1351 01:09:36.389 --> 01:09:38.652 understanding my child wound through my song 1352 01:09:38.696 --> 01:09:40.437 was amazing for me. 1353 01:09:40.480 --> 01:09:42.265 And again, I think he could listen to me sing it 1354 01:09:42.308 --> 01:09:44.789 but not say it. Yeah, we're very similar like that. 1355 01:09:44.832 --> 01:09:47.444 And then when I played him the album, 1356 01:09:47.487 --> 01:09:50.577 it was just, by then he'd listened to all of 19, 1357 01:09:50.621 --> 01:09:52.840 all of 21,all of 25, and my mum was helping to look 1358 01:09:52.884 --> 01:09:54.886 after him towards the end as well. 1359 01:09:54.929 --> 01:09:58.890 And his favorites were all of my favorites, 1360 01:09:58.933 --> 01:10:01.458 you know, which I thought was amazing and... 1361 01:10:01.501 --> 01:10:04.852 he wished that he'd done what I had been doing. 1362 01:10:04.896 --> 01:10:07.072 For myself, you know? Like, the journey. 1363 01:10:07.115 --> 01:10:09.030 -Working on himself. Yeah. The journey. -Yeah. He wished he'd done it. 1364 01:10:09.074 --> 01:10:12.120 -Yeah. -Yeah. And he was proud of me for doing it, so it was, 1365 01:10:12.164 --> 01:10:15.036 it was very, very healing. But when he died, 1366 01:10:15.080 --> 01:10:17.256 it was just, it was, it literally, it was... 1367 01:10:17.300 --> 01:10:18.953 it was like the wound closed up. 1368 01:10:18.997 --> 01:10:21.217 And I've been so open, you know. 1369 01:10:21.260 --> 01:10:22.740 Didn't your therapist at one point 1370 01:10:22.783 --> 01:10:25.264 say you need to sit with a seven-year-old Adele? 1371 01:10:25.308 --> 01:10:27.135 -Yeah. -And when you did that, sat with 1372 01:10:27.179 --> 01:10:28.267 the seven-year-old Adele... 1373 01:10:28.311 --> 01:10:30.269 -Yeah. -What did you find? 1374 01:10:30.313 --> 01:10:32.706 Um... 1375 01:10:33.838 --> 01:10:35.970 A very sad little girl. 1376 01:10:36.014 --> 01:10:37.450 Mm. 1377 01:10:37.494 --> 01:10:40.279 No! You're trying to make me cry. 1378 01:10:40.323 --> 01:10:41.411 No, I'm not. No, I'm not. 1379 01:10:41.454 --> 01:10:42.673 No, yeah, it was. It was. 1380 01:10:42.716 --> 01:10:45.719 She was sad but also, you know, 1381 01:10:45.763 --> 01:10:48.461 she was willing, willing. 1382 01:10:48.505 --> 01:10:51.899 -Willing to get out and run. -Look at what she did. 1383 01:10:51.943 --> 01:10:53.684 -Look at what she did. -I said I wouldn't stay in there. 1384 01:10:53.727 --> 01:10:55.033 -Yeah. -I said that when I was little. 1385 01:10:55.076 --> 01:10:56.730 -Look at what she did. -I was like, 1386 01:10:56.774 --> 01:10:59.037 "I'm not staying here. This is not what-- this life is-- 1387 01:10:59.080 --> 01:11:00.821 "I'm in the wrong place. I've been sent-- I've been, 1388 01:11:00.865 --> 01:11:02.345 you know, sent to the wrong place." 1389 01:11:02.388 --> 01:11:05.043 I said I wasn't staying there and I-I left. 1390 01:11:05.086 --> 01:11:07.828 Yeah, that's the thing is to look back on who you were 1391 01:11:07.872 --> 01:11:11.745 and what you've come through and all of that is what 1392 01:11:11.789 --> 01:11:13.747 -allowed this to be sitting in this chair right now. -Yeah! 1393 01:11:13.791 --> 01:11:15.488 And then you learn to appreciate all the things that you did 1394 01:11:15.532 --> 01:11:17.185 -have to go through. -Yeah. 1395 01:11:17.229 --> 01:11:18.752 'Cause it's a part of it. You might not have gotten to 1396 01:11:18.796 --> 01:11:20.972 where you are, you know. And I'm sure I've got many 1397 01:11:21.015 --> 01:11:22.495 more mountains to climb, 1398 01:11:22.539 --> 01:11:24.323 that will come my way, and I'm sure I'll have 1399 01:11:24.367 --> 01:11:27.021 another little, like, you know, like swerve, you know, 1400 01:11:27.065 --> 01:11:28.327 swerve out of the way for something 1401 01:11:28.371 --> 01:11:29.981 and stuff like that, but... 1402 01:11:30.024 --> 01:11:31.852 I feel like I'll get better at it every time 1403 01:11:31.896 --> 01:11:34.202 -something comes up. -Every time. 1404 01:11:34.246 --> 01:11:36.509 [cheering] 1405 01:11:36.553 --> 01:11:39.120 ["Rolling in the Deep" playing] 1406 01:11:39.164 --> 01:11:43.821 ♪ There's a fire starting in my heart♪ 1407 01:11:43.864 --> 01:11:46.345 ♪ Reaching a fever pitch♪ 1408 01:11:46.389 --> 01:11:48.782 ♪ And it's bringing me out the dark♪ 1409 01:11:48.826 --> 01:11:53.613 ♪ Finally, I can see you crystal clear♪ 1410 01:11:53.657 --> 01:11:55.920 ♪ Go ahead and sell me out♪ 1411 01:11:55.963 --> 01:11:58.052 ♪ And I'll lay your ... bare♪ 1412 01:11:58.096 --> 01:12:02.492 ♪ See how I'll leave with every piece of you♪ 1413 01:12:02.535 --> 01:12:06.844 ♪ Don't underestimate the things that I will do♪ 1414 01:12:06.887 --> 01:12:11.892 ♪ There's a fire starting in my heart♪ 1415 01:12:11.936 --> 01:12:14.068 ♪ Reaching a fever pitch♪ 1416 01:12:14.112 --> 01:12:16.897 ♪ And it's bringing me out the dark♪ 1417 01:12:16.941 --> 01:12:21.685 ♪ The scars of your love remind me of us♪ 1418 01:12:21.728 --> 01:12:24.078 ♪ They keep me thinking♪ 1419 01:12:24.122 --> 01:12:26.254 ♪ That we almost had it all♪ 1420 01:12:26.298 --> 01:12:28.692 ♪ The scars of your love♪ 1421 01:12:28.735 --> 01:12:30.911 ♪ They leave me breathless♪ 1422 01:12:30.955 --> 01:12:33.087 ♪ I can't help feeling♪ 1423 01:12:33.131 --> 01:12:35.220 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1424 01:12:35.263 --> 01:12:37.570 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1425 01:12:37.614 --> 01:12:39.920 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1426 01:12:39.964 --> 01:12:42.445 ♪ Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep♪ 1427 01:12:42.488 --> 01:12:47.363 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1428 01:12:47.406 --> 01:12:52.237 ♪ And you played it to the beat♪ 1429 01:12:52.280 --> 01:12:55.675 ♪ Yeah♪ 1430 01:12:57.416 --> 01:13:01.681 ♪ Baby, I have no story to be told♪ 1431 01:13:01.725 --> 01:13:04.205 ♪ But I've heard one on you♪ 1432 01:13:04.249 --> 01:13:06.773 ♪ Now I'm gonna make your head burn♪ 1433 01:13:06.817 --> 01:13:11.387 ♪ Think of me in the depths of your despair♪ 1434 01:13:11.430 --> 01:13:15.391 ♪ Make a home down there, as mine sure won't be shared♪ 1435 01:13:15.434 --> 01:13:17.088 You can dance if you want. 1436 01:13:17.131 --> 01:13:19.873 ♪ The scars of your love♪ 1437 01:13:19.917 --> 01:13:22.572 ♪ Remind me of us, they keep me♪ 1438 01:13:22.615 --> 01:13:25.618 ♪ Thinking that we almost had it all♪ 1439 01:13:25.662 --> 01:13:27.968 ♪ The scars of your love♪ 1440 01:13:28.012 --> 01:13:30.449 ♪ They leave me breathless♪ 1441 01:13:30.493 --> 01:13:32.451 ♪ I can't help feeling♪ 1442 01:13:32.495 --> 01:13:37.151 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1443 01:13:37.195 --> 01:13:41.591 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1444 01:13:41.634 --> 01:13:46.509 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1445 01:13:46.552 --> 01:13:50.991 ♪ And you played it to the beat♪ 1446 01:13:51.035 --> 01:13:55.474 ♪ You could've had it all♪ 1447 01:13:55.518 --> 01:13:59.739 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1448 01:13:59.783 --> 01:14:04.875 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1449 01:14:04.918 --> 01:14:08.400 ♪ But you played it with a beating♪ 1450 01:14:08.444 --> 01:14:09.619 Here we go! 1451 01:14:09.662 --> 01:14:12.186 ♪ Throw your soul♪ 1452 01:14:12.230 --> 01:14:14.275 ♪ Through every open door♪ 1453 01:14:14.319 --> 01:14:17.496 ♪ Count your blessings♪ 1454 01:14:17.540 --> 01:14:19.672 ♪ To find what you look for♪ 1455 01:14:19.716 --> 01:14:24.024 ♪ Turn my sorrow into treasured gold♪ 1456 01:14:24.068 --> 01:14:26.505 ♪ You'll pay me back in kind♪ 1457 01:14:26.549 --> 01:14:29.203 ♪ And reap just what you've sown♪ 1458 01:14:29.247 --> 01:14:32.468 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1459 01:14:32.511 --> 01:14:34.382 ♪ Could've had it all♪ 1460 01:14:34.426 --> 01:14:36.863 ♪ Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep♪ 1461 01:14:36.907 --> 01:14:39.213 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1462 01:14:39.257 --> 01:14:41.868 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1463 01:14:41.912 --> 01:14:45.872 ♪ It all, it all, it all♪ 1464 01:14:45.916 --> 01:14:48.179 ♪ We could've had it all♪ 1465 01:14:48.222 --> 01:14:50.921 ♪ You're gonna wish you never had met me♪ 1466 01:14:50.964 --> 01:14:53.271 -♪ Rolling in the deep♪ -♪ Tears are gonna fall♪ 1467 01:14:53.314 --> 01:14:54.925 ♪ Rolling in the deep♪ 1468 01:14:54.968 --> 01:14:59.277 ♪ You had my heart inside of your hands♪ 1469 01:14:59.320 --> 01:15:01.409 ♪ But you played it♪ 1470 01:15:01.453 --> 01:15:04.064 ♪ To the beat♪ 1471 01:15:04.108 --> 01:15:08.155 ♪ You could've had it all♪ 1472 01:15:08.199 --> 01:15:12.377 -♪ Rolling in the deep♪ -♪ Tears are gonna fall♪ 1473 01:15:12.420 --> 01:15:14.727 -♪ Rolling in the deep♪ -♪ You had my heart♪ 1474 01:15:14.771 --> 01:15:18.252 ♪ Inside of your hands♪ 1475 01:15:18.296 --> 01:15:19.819 ♪ But you played it♪ 1476 01:15:19.863 --> 01:15:22.082 ♪ You played it, you played it♪ 1477 01:15:22.126 --> 01:15:25.738 ♪ You played me to the beat.♪ 1478 01:15:25.782 --> 01:15:27.740 [cheering] 1479 01:15:27.784 --> 01:15:30.264 Oh, thank you. Well done. Look at that, 1480 01:15:30.308 --> 01:15:32.005 standing up. Thank you. 1481 01:15:33.441 --> 01:15:36.096 That's my only fast one, you see. 1482 01:15:36.140 --> 01:15:38.359 So I know the urge-- it really kicks in when... 1483 01:15:38.403 --> 01:15:40.100 when a fast song comes on with me. 1484 01:15:40.144 --> 01:15:42.320 You better dance while you can. 1485 01:15:47.368 --> 01:15:49.980 OPRAH: So how do you start dating again? 1486 01:15:50.023 --> 01:15:51.721 I mean, you can't go on a dating app. Do you, like... 1487 01:15:51.764 --> 01:15:54.419 -No. -...take advice from friends or somebody says, 1488 01:15:54.462 --> 01:15:56.073 "Oh, I know somebody"? 1489 01:15:56.116 --> 01:15:57.901 Like, how did you meet Rich Paul? 1490 01:15:57.944 --> 01:16:00.686 I met him at a birthday party. We were on the dance floor. 1491 01:16:00.730 --> 01:16:03.297 And I met him and then a couple of-- couple years later, 1492 01:16:03.341 --> 01:16:05.561 we went out for dinner, which he says was a business meeting. 1493 01:16:05.604 --> 01:16:07.606 I'm like, a business meeting about what? 1494 01:16:07.650 --> 01:16:09.608 We wouldn't be having a meeting about business. 1495 01:16:09.652 --> 01:16:11.610 And then it was just the first time 1496 01:16:11.654 --> 01:16:13.177 we'd hung out only on our own, 1497 01:16:13.220 --> 01:16:14.613 and not with other friends and stuff like that. 1498 01:16:14.657 --> 01:16:16.354 So that was a very natural way. 1499 01:16:16.397 --> 01:16:17.703 I think that's how people would normally meet each other 1500 01:16:17.747 --> 01:16:19.444 -is, like, in real life. -Mm-hmm. 1501 01:16:19.487 --> 01:16:22.621 Mm-hmm. What was it about him that drew you to him? 1502 01:16:22.665 --> 01:16:25.015 I mean, we all know he's the super agent. 1503 01:16:25.058 --> 01:16:26.843 -And he's... -Yeah, he's just hilarious. 1504 01:16:26.886 --> 01:16:28.888 -He's also hilarious? -Oh, he's so funny. 1505 01:16:28.932 --> 01:16:30.107 -Okay. -No, he's hilarious. 1506 01:16:30.150 --> 01:16:32.675 -Yeah, and very smart. -Okay. 1507 01:16:32.718 --> 01:16:34.590 You know, he's very, very smart. 1508 01:16:34.633 --> 01:16:36.548 It's quite... quite incredible watching him do what he does. 1509 01:16:36.592 --> 01:16:39.725 And just the easiness of it. It's just, it's... 1510 01:16:39.769 --> 01:16:42.293 -been very smooth. -He's making it easy on you. 1511 01:16:42.336 --> 01:16:43.642 He's making it easy on me. I'm blushing. 1512 01:16:43.686 --> 01:16:45.818 -He's right up there. -[laughs] 1513 01:16:45.862 --> 01:16:51.345 Okay, so this relationship with super agent Rich Paul... 1514 01:16:51.389 --> 01:16:53.652 I can't say his name without saying "super agent" Rich Paul. 1515 01:16:53.696 --> 01:16:56.612 This relationship is the first time you've actually... 1516 01:16:56.655 --> 01:16:59.092 Loved myself and been open to loving 1517 01:16:59.136 --> 01:17:00.790 and being loved by someone else. Yeah. 1518 01:17:00.833 --> 01:17:02.313 So Rich is getting a different Adele 1519 01:17:02.356 --> 01:17:04.402 than everybody else has gotten. 1520 01:17:04.445 --> 01:17:08.493 Y-Yeah, but I mean, by arriving and turning up. 1521 01:17:08.536 --> 01:17:10.756 -Yeah. -You know, maybe I'm getting a different version 1522 01:17:10.800 --> 01:17:12.671 of him and who knows? It's just, it's just timing. 1523 01:17:12.715 --> 01:17:16.675 -Mm-hmm. -It's just timing, but it'll be interesting to see 1524 01:17:16.719 --> 01:17:19.983 what my reaction is like in general to anything that 1525 01:17:20.026 --> 01:17:22.376 hurts me now that I feel so secure in myself. 1526 01:17:22.420 --> 01:17:23.856 -Yeah. -And I'm talking outside of romance as well. 1527 01:17:23.900 --> 01:17:25.423 Like, I'm just talking about any scenario. 1528 01:17:25.466 --> 01:17:27.033 -Yeah. -It'll be interesting to see 1529 01:17:27.077 --> 01:17:28.382 how close I let it come to me. 1530 01:17:28.426 --> 01:17:29.775 So... 1531 01:17:30.820 --> 01:17:33.605 Do you think you'll be able to write from a happy space? 1532 01:17:33.649 --> 01:17:35.694 Well, I hope so. 1533 01:17:35.738 --> 01:17:37.696 -I hope so, you know. -Mm-hmm. 1534 01:17:37.740 --> 01:17:39.002 But the music will change? 1535 01:17:39.045 --> 01:17:41.134 Like... 1536 01:17:41.178 --> 01:17:43.920 Like, "Love Is," like, you know, the last song on the album? 1537 01:17:43.963 --> 01:17:46.009 -"Love is a Game." -Yeah, it's about love. 1538 01:17:46.052 --> 01:17:48.141 Here's some of the lyrics. 1539 01:17:48.185 --> 01:17:50.143 "Love is a game for fools to play 1540 01:17:50.187 --> 01:17:52.537 "and I ain't fooling. What a cruel thing 1541 01:17:52.580 --> 01:17:54.757 to self-inflict that pain." 1542 01:17:54.800 --> 01:17:57.368 And I wanted to know, are you, Adele, 1543 01:17:57.411 --> 01:18:02.590 getting better at this game of love? 1544 01:18:02.634 --> 01:18:04.897 Yeah, I think so because I don't, I don't, um, 1545 01:18:04.941 --> 01:18:06.682 I don't treat it like a game anymore. 1546 01:18:06.725 --> 01:18:08.379 You know, that thing of like, you're gonna hurt me 1547 01:18:08.422 --> 01:18:09.423 so I'm gonna hurt you first. I certainly, 1548 01:18:09.467 --> 01:18:11.077 I'm not like that anymore. 1549 01:18:11.121 --> 01:18:13.253 You know, one of the things I think is so valuable 1550 01:18:13.297 --> 01:18:15.734 in knowing how to move forward in your life 1551 01:18:15.778 --> 01:18:19.477 is having clarity on what it is you really want. 1552 01:18:19.520 --> 01:18:20.870 Mm-hmm. 1553 01:18:20.913 --> 01:18:22.480 -And when you... -And what you like. 1554 01:18:22.523 --> 01:18:24.003 Yes, and what you like, but mostly 1555 01:18:24.047 --> 01:18:26.832 knowing in the spirit and soul of yourself 1556 01:18:26.876 --> 01:18:28.181 what is it you really want 1557 01:18:28.225 --> 01:18:29.835 because that's how you start to-- 1558 01:18:29.879 --> 01:18:31.707 -drawing that to yourself. -Yeah. 1559 01:18:31.750 --> 01:18:34.057 And do you know what that is, ultimately? 1560 01:18:34.100 --> 01:18:37.103 What do you really want? 1561 01:18:37.147 --> 01:18:38.975 -Peace of mind. -Just peace of mind? 1562 01:18:39.018 --> 01:18:40.193 -Just peace of mind. -Okay. 1563 01:18:40.237 --> 01:18:42.761 Um, and stability, but I can-- 1564 01:18:42.805 --> 01:18:45.155 I don't have to expect someone else to give me stability. 1565 01:18:45.198 --> 01:18:47.679 I can also be stable for myself. 1566 01:18:47.723 --> 01:18:50.116 Be a solid house that doesn't blow over in a storm. 1567 01:18:50.160 --> 01:18:52.771 Mm-hmm. Well, the best thing you said here in this interview, 1568 01:18:52.815 --> 01:18:54.555 as far as I'm concerned, is that 1569 01:18:54.599 --> 01:18:58.255 now you're in a relationship where, for the first time, 1570 01:18:58.298 --> 01:19:00.866 -your love for yourself comes first. -Yeah. 1571 01:19:00.910 --> 01:19:03.564 And all great things come after that. I know that. 1572 01:19:03.608 --> 01:19:05.915 A quote I heard as well while on my journey was: 1573 01:19:05.958 --> 01:19:07.220 "If you're not feeling everything, 1574 01:19:07.264 --> 01:19:08.265 you're missing everything." 1575 01:19:08.308 --> 01:19:10.615 That sort of gave me permission. 1576 01:19:10.658 --> 01:19:12.182 Mm-hmm. 1577 01:19:12.225 --> 01:19:13.661 To really do that during the process. 1578 01:19:13.705 --> 01:19:15.489 -Yeah. Yeah. -You know? And not be upset. 1579 01:19:15.533 --> 01:19:18.188 This has been great. Thanks for coming to the rose garden. 1580 01:19:18.231 --> 01:19:19.711 I can't believe we just had a chat. 1581 01:19:19.755 --> 01:19:21.191 -It's wild. -We had a little chat. 1582 01:19:21.234 --> 01:19:23.106 Thanks for letting me come to the concert. 1583 01:19:23.149 --> 01:19:24.890 Oh, my gosh, I'm so excited. 1584 01:19:24.934 --> 01:19:26.587 -It's gonna be so great. -I hope you like it. Yeah. 1585 01:19:26.631 --> 01:19:28.938 And I wish you all the things your heart desires. 1586 01:19:28.981 --> 01:19:31.070 -Oh, thanks. You, too. -That's my prayer for you. 1587 01:19:31.114 --> 01:19:33.638 -Thank you. -All the things your heart desires. 1588 01:19:33.681 --> 01:19:35.553 And still good music from a happy space. 1589 01:19:35.596 --> 01:19:37.511 -[laughs] Yeah, for sure. -Okay? 1590 01:19:37.555 --> 01:19:39.818 -Thank you very much. -Well done. 1591 01:19:39.862 --> 01:19:42.473 ["Love is a Game" playing] 1592 01:19:42.516 --> 01:19:44.562 ♪ 1593 01:19:59.403 --> 01:20:04.843 ♪ All your expectations♪ 1594 01:20:04.887 --> 01:20:10.849 ♪ Of my love are impossible♪ 1595 01:20:12.895 --> 01:20:16.420 ♪ Surely you know♪ 1596 01:20:19.858 --> 01:20:24.341 ♪ That I'm not easy to hold♪ 1597 01:20:25.690 --> 01:20:31.609 ♪ It's so sad how incapable♪ 1598 01:20:33.524 --> 01:20:40.270 ♪ Of learning to grow I am♪ 1599 01:20:40.313 --> 01:20:46.232 ♪ My heart speaks in puzzle and codes♪ 1600 01:20:46.276 --> 01:20:49.279 ♪ I've been trying♪ 1601 01:20:49.322 --> 01:20:53.065 ♪ My whole life to solve♪ 1602 01:20:54.545 --> 01:20:57.548 ♪ God only knows♪ 1603 01:20:57.591 --> 01:21:01.639 ♪ How I've cried♪ 1604 01:21:01.682 --> 01:21:06.905 ♪ I can't take another defeat♪ 1605 01:21:06.949 --> 01:21:12.824 ♪ A next time would be the ending of me♪ 1606 01:21:15.566 --> 01:21:20.919 ♪ Now that I see♪ 1607 01:21:22.138 --> 01:21:26.142 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1608 01:21:26.185 --> 01:21:31.495 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1609 01:21:31.538 --> 01:21:34.019 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1610 01:21:34.063 --> 01:21:36.761 -♪ Fooling♪ -♪ What a cruel thing♪ 1611 01:21:36.804 --> 01:21:42.767 -♪ Cruel thing♪ -♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1612 01:21:42.810 --> 01:21:46.336 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1613 01:21:46.379 --> 01:21:53.038 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1614 01:21:53.082 --> 01:21:54.779 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1615 01:21:54.822 --> 01:21:56.694 ♪ Fooling♪ 1616 01:21:56.737 --> 01:21:58.652 -♪ What a cruel thing♪ -♪ Cruel thing♪ 1617 01:21:58.696 --> 01:22:02.569 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1618 01:22:04.180 --> 01:22:09.402 -♪ How unbelievable♪ -♪ Unbelievable♪ 1619 01:22:09.446 --> 01:22:12.318 ♪ Of me to fall♪ 1620 01:22:12.362 --> 01:22:15.104 ♪ For the lies that I tell♪ 1621 01:22:15.147 --> 01:22:20.500 -♪ Lies I tell♪ -♪ The dream that I sell♪ 1622 01:22:20.544 --> 01:22:23.242 ♪ Dream I sell♪ 1623 01:22:23.286 --> 01:22:26.811 ♪ When heartache♪ 1624 01:22:26.854 --> 01:22:29.205 ♪ It's inevitable♪ 1625 01:22:29.248 --> 01:22:34.036 ♪ But I'm no good at doing well♪ 1626 01:22:34.079 --> 01:22:36.038 ♪ Not that I care♪ 1627 01:22:36.081 --> 01:22:38.562 ♪ I don't care♪ 1628 01:22:38.605 --> 01:22:45.003 ♪ Why should anything about it be fair♪ 1629 01:22:45.047 --> 01:22:49.181 ♪ When love is a game♪ 1630 01:22:49.225 --> 01:22:54.404 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1631 01:22:54.447 --> 01:22:57.929 -♪ And I ain't fooling♪ -♪ Fooling♪ 1632 01:22:57.973 --> 01:22:59.670 ♪ What a cruel thing♪ 1633 01:22:59.713 --> 01:23:01.019 ♪ Cruel thing♪ 1634 01:23:01.063 --> 01:23:06.155 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1635 01:23:06.198 --> 01:23:09.897 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1636 01:23:09.941 --> 01:23:16.034 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1637 01:23:16.078 --> 01:23:19.255 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1638 01:23:19.298 --> 01:23:21.300 -♪ What a cruel thing♪ -♪ Cruel thing♪ 1639 01:23:21.344 --> 01:23:25.739 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1640 01:23:25.783 --> 01:23:28.960 ♪ No amount of love♪ 1641 01:23:31.006 --> 01:23:33.617 ♪ Can keep me satisfied♪ 1642 01:23:33.660 --> 01:23:36.141 ♪ Satisfied, satisfied♪ 1643 01:23:36.185 --> 01:23:38.709 ♪ I can't keep up♪ 1644 01:23:38.752 --> 01:23:40.493 ♪ Can't keep up♪ 1645 01:23:40.537 --> 01:23:44.062 ♪ When I keep changing my mind♪ 1646 01:23:44.106 --> 01:23:46.456 ♪ Change your mind, change your mind♪ 1647 01:23:46.499 --> 01:23:51.113 ♪ The feelings flood me♪ 1648 01:23:51.156 --> 01:23:57.249 ♪ To the heights of no compromise♪ 1649 01:23:59.817 --> 01:24:03.647 ♪ Love is a game♪ 1650 01:24:03.690 --> 01:24:08.608 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1651 01:24:08.652 --> 01:24:12.047 ♪ And I ain't fooling♪ 1652 01:24:12.090 --> 01:24:15.050 -♪ Fooling♪ -♪ What a cruel thing♪ 1653 01:24:15.093 --> 01:24:20.533 ♪ To self-inflict that pain♪ 1654 01:24:20.577 --> 01:24:22.753 ♪ Love♪ 1655 01:24:22.796 --> 01:24:24.624 ♪ Is a game♪ 1656 01:24:24.668 --> 01:24:30.152 ♪ For fools to play♪ 1657 01:24:30.195 --> 01:24:33.242 -♪ And I ain't fooling♪ -♪ Fooling♪ 1658 01:24:33.285 --> 01:24:35.896 -♪ What a cruel thing♪ -♪ Cruel thing♪ 1659 01:24:35.940 --> 01:24:41.119 ♪ To self-inflict♪ 1660 01:24:41.163 --> 01:24:46.168 ♪ That pain♪ 1661 01:24:46.211 --> 01:24:50.085 [singers vocalizing] 1662 01:24:51.956 --> 01:24:55.699 ♪ 1663 01:24:57.048 --> 01:25:00.530 All right. So the biggest lesson I learned 1664 01:25:00.573 --> 01:25:02.967 in sorting this out is that you can't control 1665 01:25:03.010 --> 01:25:05.274 bloody anything, so just go with it. 1666 01:25:05.317 --> 01:25:08.625 Just sit with it. Have a laugh and enjoy all of it. 1667 01:25:08.668 --> 01:25:11.454 Thank you for coming tonight. 1668 01:25:11.497 --> 01:25:14.979 Give it up for my band. Give it up 1669 01:25:15.022 --> 01:25:17.460 for the beautiful orchestra. 1670 01:25:17.503 --> 01:25:20.115 Give it up for yourselves. All the crew. 1671 01:25:21.638 --> 01:25:24.031 Here's to real music. Here's to live music. 1672 01:25:24.075 --> 01:25:26.338 Here's to real artistry as well, all right. 1673 01:25:26.382 --> 01:25:30.125 Thank you for coming. Thank you for sticking with me. 1674 01:25:31.169 --> 01:25:33.302 Especially everyone that knows me 1675 01:25:33.345 --> 01:25:35.739 because I bet it was hard to hang on sometimes. 1676 01:25:35.782 --> 01:25:39.612 ♪ 1677 01:25:39.656 --> 01:25:42.006 [singers vocalizing] 1678 01:25:43.138 --> 01:25:45.792 ♪ I can love♪ 1679 01:25:45.836 --> 01:25:51.015 ♪ I can, oh, yeah♪ 1680 01:25:51.058 --> 01:25:53.060 ♪ I love me now♪ 1681 01:25:53.104 --> 01:25:56.542 ♪ I can love me♪ 1682 01:25:56.586 --> 01:25:59.937 ♪ I'm a fool for that♪ 1683 01:25:59.980 --> 01:26:02.113 ♪ Yeah, yeah♪ 1684 01:26:02.157 --> 01:26:03.767 ♪ I'm gonna do it♪ 1685 01:26:03.810 --> 01:26:06.378 ♪ Oh♪ 1686 01:26:06.422 --> 01:26:11.818 ♪ I'll do it all again♪ 1687 01:26:11.862 --> 01:26:15.082 ♪ Like I did then♪ 1688 01:26:15.126 --> 01:26:17.824 ♪ 'Cause I'm addicted♪ 1689 01:26:17.868 --> 01:26:20.479 ♪ I'm addicted♪ 1690 01:26:20.523 --> 01:26:25.049 ♪ You know I'm gonna do it♪ 1691 01:26:25.092 --> 01:26:27.399 ♪ Again.♪ 1692 01:26:28.792 --> 01:26:30.446 -[cheering] -Thank you. 1693 01:26:39.281 --> 01:26:41.326 ♪ 1694 01:27:28.721 --> 01:27:31.289 ♪ 'Cause I'm addicted♪ 1695 01:27:31.333 --> 01:27:34.031 ♪ I'm addicted♪ 1696 01:27:34.074 --> 01:27:38.383 ♪ You know I'm gonna do it♪ 1697 01:27:38.427 --> 01:27:42.779 ♪ Again.♪ 1698 01:27:42.822 --> 01:27:46.043 [cheering swells]