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Hey.

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You want me to sit here?

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Can I smoke?

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Hang on.

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Where do you want me to start?

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I'm 23 years old,

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and I still don't understand what it is
that people do.

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It's as if all of this were built
on nothing and...

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nothing were holding all this together.

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I grew up around here.

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Apartments are nice.
Some of them have balconies.

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And the trees are nice.

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I don't understand them either,
but I like 'em.

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I think I'd like 'em all.

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It'd have to be a pretty fucked-up tree
for me not to like it.

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Sometimes I wonder
if life was wasted on me.

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It's not that I'm dumb
to the beauty of things.

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I take all the beautiful things to heart,

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and then they fuck my heart
till I about die from it.

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It's just something in me
has always drawn me away...

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until there's nothing holding me together.

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You know where you're going, right?

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Make the first left three times.
You can't go wrong.

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I'll meet you in the parking lot.
Two or three minutes, give or take.

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I'm in a baseball hat.

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Red scarf,
white button-down shirt, blue hoodie.

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Some jeans, old sneakers.
Nothing out of the ordinary.

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The scarf is to cover
the lower half of my face.

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Although it's a little late
for it to do any good.

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I've been at this a while now.

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And it's no secret
what my face looks like.

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All right, no alarms! I'm a wanted man!
They'll kill me!

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My God. What is happening?

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I got a lot of sadness in the face
to make up for,

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so I gotta act like I'm crazy,
or people will think I'm a pussy.

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Hey!

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Get on the ground!
Get on the fucking ground now!

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The one thing about robbing banks
is you're mostly robbing women,

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so the last thing you wanna be is rude.

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Ma'am, it's nothing personal.

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-That's okay.
-What's your name?

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-Vanessa.
-Hey, Vanessa. It's nice to meet you.

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What's your name?

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You're funny, Vanessa.
Now, open your fucking drawer.

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As I stood there holding a gun,
taking her in...

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something overtook me.

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Like a kind of sadness.

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It's... as if I'd always known that this
was how things were supposed to end.

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But I wasn't made to realize it
until that exact...

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moment.

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The first time I saw Emily, I was
attending one of the local universities.

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The one with the Jesuits.
It was a decent school.

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And I don't wanna tell lies,

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but I thought, "Man, I'd really
like to fuck this girl."

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Called your name, like, ten times.

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Sorry. My music was loud.

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-Hey.
-I like your sweater.

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Thank you. I got it on Coventry.

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It's an old, sad bastard sweater.

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You're in my English class.

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I know. Class sucks though, right?

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Yeah. But you always go.

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Yes, I do.

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I guess I'll see you around.

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Hey, where are you from?

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Elba, New York.

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What's that like?

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Same kinda lake. Same kinda town.
Just... little bit shittier.

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I've had a girlfriend since high school.

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Really? That's sweet.

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Yeah, she goes to school in New Jersey.

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She got a name?

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Yeah. Madison Kowalski.

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She's really pretty.

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Yeah. Super pretty.

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I really liked Emily,

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but I'd already promised Madison
I'd catch the Greyhound bus

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and go and visit her at school
that weekend.

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She was staying in a dorm room,
and her bed was too small for two people,

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but...

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at least her roommate
had gone home, because...

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Her grandmother died.

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That's too bad.

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Whatever. She was old.

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Well...

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tell Madison I said hello.

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Madison thought I was a bitch.

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Let's go.

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The parties she took me to
were mostly shit.

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The kids drank beer in a basement
done out in cinder block.

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Some kind of beer pong, sex dungeon,
red-light district bullshit.

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Everything was dismal as murder.

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All these random dudes knew Madison.

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She'd only been at the school
a month, but they all knew her somehow.

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She liked every eye in the room on her,
which is fine. Whatever.

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It just got a little awkward when you were
the one who was there at the party

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with the girl who is on top of the table,
fucking a ghost.

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I had a job, and I'd go to work when
I could have been doing better things,

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such as anything. But...

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I had to work.

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Old Man Fatook had half a dozen daughters
and granddaughters,

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and they all worked at his restaurant.

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I don't know if he had any grandsons,
but if he did, none of them worked there.

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All of the granddaughters drove Escalades
or Denalis or whatever.

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Some of the waiters dated 'em.

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And she likes to take it up the ass.

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Shove her face down in the pillow.
Spit on her.

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I think she's really fucking crazy.

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I wonder who taught her all that shit.

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-Hey.
-Hey.

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Come on. Let me see you do it.

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Oh, no. Fuck, shit. Shit! Fuck!

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Are you a man or what?

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Throw it high. High!

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So they can hear it in the dining room,
cocksucker.

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-Fuck this guy.
-Yeah, I know. Fuck him. Fuck him.

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I only lasted two weeks.

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After work
I went by James Lightfoot's house.

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He was my best friend since grade school.

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His dad had died when he was young and...

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and so did his mother. And then...

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And then his brother came back
all fucked from the war,

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so James is mostly alone.

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Hey, man.

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Except for me.

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-You okay?
-Yeah.

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I needed a ride to the bank,
so James offered to take me.

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The sun was shining on us that day.

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And Roy also came.

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He painted houses, but he wasn't working.

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What's up?

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And James Lightfoot was yelling at Roy
about his cousin Joe,

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-because Joe kept saying...
-I'm going, so just drop it.

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Roy. Roy. Did you tell him?
You gotta tell your cousin

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-he can't join the marines.
-Why do I gotta tell him?

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-He's joining the marines.
-Don't join the marines, man.

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Give me one good reason why, okay?

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I don't wanna do this
for the rest of my life.

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Why do you wanna join?

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I don't wanna do this
for the rest of my life.

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Why are you content
just fucking driving around, man?

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I don't understand
why you're okay with it.

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He wants to do a thing.
Just let him do a thing. Fuck.

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It's an obligation of you
and your love for your cousin,

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who we all love so much.

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Now you're telling me, "I wanna
send him off to his fucking death"?

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What are you doing?

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-What are you thinking?
-I've signed up, man. It's over.

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I could only understand half
of what James was saying.

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I couldn't help noticing
that he looked helpless,

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waving his arms around,

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and that probably no one would ever
listen to him for as long as he lived.

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This is not a shitty car.

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It is, man. This is the shittiest car.

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I just need a cup of water
to cool the engine off.

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Get me a cup of water.

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I had a problem with the bank.

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They'd made a mistake,
and I was there to sort it out.

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So you guys sent me this overdraft,
but it's not right.

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I paid this off already.

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Here.

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This is a new overdraft notice.

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But that's not possible. I haven't made
a withdrawal since the last deposit.

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That deposit brought your balance up
to $10 credit.

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But there was an additional
overdraft charge against your account

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that put you back in the negative.

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But how could you charge me
another overdraft charge

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after I'd paid it off already?

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-The deposit didn't clear in time.
-No, but I paid it here in cash.

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-It didn't clear, sir.
-It was fucking cash. Right here.

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It didn't clear.

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Next.

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Sorry about your car, man.

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It was a piece of shit.

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Did you get your money back?

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No.

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As we walked back to James's house,
Roy passed around his Trainwreck.

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And after a few hits,
we felt like we were winning again.

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The next day was a healthy fall day,
where you could smell the wet leaves.

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So I went to Shaker Square
to see some kids that I knew.

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They wanted some of my Xanax,
which I was taking because...

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I'd had some panic attacks.

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-Here you go, boys.
-Eat up.

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-What you doing later?
-We're going to a party

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-at this girl Maggie's house.
-Cool. Can I come?

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Yeah, sure. Do you want some...

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And in return,
they offered me some ecstasy.

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Fuck yeah, I want some ecstasy.

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Is that you?

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-Hey.
-Hey.

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-What are you--
-You know Maggie?

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-What?
-You know Maggie?

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Yeah, sort of.

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Small world.

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Holy shit.

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-What?
-Your pupils are huge.

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Yeah, I just did some ecstasy.

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How is it?

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It's actually really good.

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I would give you some, but I...

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I don't have any more.

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That's okay. I turned some down earlier.

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This weird guy offered me some.
He said that I should pop it in my butt.

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What the fuck?

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-Really?
-Yeah.

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-Who the fuck is this guy?
-I don't know.

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I don't know. He's definitely gone.

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It's kinda disrespectful.

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Yeah, well,
that's just how some boys talk.

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Hey, I'm really happy you're here.

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And why is that?

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Because I like you. A lot.

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-Shut up.
-I really do.

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And--

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And your jacket's really cool.

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And-- What?

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-I was just thinking.
-What are you thinking?

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Just thinking that you're shady.

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Wanna go for a walk?

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Your lips taste amazing.

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What happened to Madison Kowalski?

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That girl's cold-blooded.

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I think I adore you.

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Do whatever you want, man.

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Sometimes I feel like I've already seen
everything that's gonna happen...

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and it's a nightmare.

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What?

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Nothing. I just--

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I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

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You don't ever have to be sorry
for the way that you feel.

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Why are you being so sweet to me?

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I have a thing for weak guys.

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That's how you find
the one to break your heart.

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Can you look back to when
you met the one you love the most

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and remember exactly how it was?

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Not as in where you were
or what she was wearing,

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but rather in what you saw in her
that made you say,

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"Yes, this is what I came here for."

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He was on the phone with her,
and I was eavesdropping.

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And why were you eavesdropping?

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-You're a jerk.
-Sorry. I mean,

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that must've been awful for you.

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I confronted him about it
the next day, and he tried to buy me off.

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Said he'd send me to volleyball camp
if I didn't tell my mom.

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Damn.

248
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-I really wanted to go to volleyball camp.
-Yeah? So what'd you do?

249
00:18:53.926 --> 00:18:55.677
I went to volleyball camp.

250
00:18:56.220 --> 00:18:57.429
And then I told my mom.

251
00:19:01.767 --> 00:19:03.310
Your dad sounds like a dick.

252
00:19:03.852 --> 00:19:06.146
Sometimes I feel like love
doesn't actually exist.

253
00:19:08.774 --> 00:19:11.360
It's just pheromones
playing tricks on people.

254
00:19:16.156 --> 00:19:17.366
I love you.

255
00:19:27.042 --> 00:19:28.043
Thank you.

256
00:20:23.515 --> 00:20:25.934
I'm leaving for good
at the end of the semester.

257
00:20:27.144 --> 00:20:29.855
-I really wanna go to school in Canada.
-What?

258
00:20:31.064 --> 00:20:32.149
Since when?

259
00:20:33.775 --> 00:20:35.194
Since now.

260
00:20:35.277 --> 00:20:38.530
There's this
really great school in Montreal.

261
00:20:38.614 --> 00:20:39.781
In Montreal?

262
00:20:39.865 --> 00:20:41.408
Yeah. It's the Paris of Canada.

263
00:20:41.491 --> 00:20:43.660
Yeah, I know what it fucking is.
Please tell me that you're kidding.

264
00:20:43.744 --> 00:20:45.787
-This isn't funny.
-Why would I be kidding you?

265
00:20:47.414 --> 00:20:51.251
So, what? That's it? We're just
supposed to break up. Just like that?

266
00:20:51.335 --> 00:20:55.214
We can't exactly be together when
we live in two different countries, so...

267
00:20:55.297 --> 00:20:56.882
Emily, what the fuck?

268
00:20:59.134 --> 00:21:01.178
Can you please just be mature about this?

269
00:21:03.847 --> 00:21:05.349
Emily, please.

270
00:21:07.601 --> 00:21:10.646
Can we not just talk about this, please?
Emily!

271
00:21:14.650 --> 00:21:15.776
Fuck!

272
00:21:38.173 --> 00:21:42.427
So, what makes a joker like you
wanna join the United States Army for?

273
00:21:43.887 --> 00:21:45.597
This guy had a face like death,

274
00:21:45.681 --> 00:21:47.808
and every other word
out of his mouth was "joker."

275
00:21:49.142 --> 00:21:51.645
-Why aren't you going? Fuck!
-Goddamn joker.

276
00:21:53.564 --> 00:21:55.899
I've just been seeing on the news

277
00:21:55.983 --> 00:21:57.693
that there are kids dying over there.

278
00:21:58.360 --> 00:21:59.403
You know?

279
00:22:00.737 --> 00:22:03.657
Guys from Cleveland who are my age
just trying to do something good,

280
00:22:03.740 --> 00:22:07.911
and here I am, feeling sorry for myself
because my girlfriend broke up with me.

281
00:22:09.621 --> 00:22:10.622
Damn.

282
00:22:11.498 --> 00:22:12.875
She broke your heart.

283
00:22:14.668 --> 00:22:16.670
You're searching
for that gold in the gutter.

284
00:22:17.296 --> 00:22:19.173
A sense of purpose, right?

285
00:22:21.133 --> 00:22:23.427
Yeah. Sense of purpose.

286
00:22:24.261 --> 00:22:27.472
Hot damn! Tell you about purpose.

287
00:22:27.556 --> 00:22:29.099
I like him.

288
00:22:29.183 --> 00:22:30.225
I was too easy.

289
00:22:30.851 --> 00:22:33.270
He knew he had me,
and so by the next day, I was sworn in.

290
00:22:33.353 --> 00:22:34.479
Against all enemies.

291
00:22:34.563 --> 00:22:37.024
-Foreign and domestic.
-Foreign and domestic.

292
00:22:37.524 --> 00:22:39.568
How can you let him go to war?
It's fucking war--

293
00:22:39.651 --> 00:22:41.778
-What do you want me to do?
-Talk him out of it.

294
00:22:41.862 --> 00:22:44.448
I've already talked to him.
I talk to the motherfucker every day.

295
00:22:44.531 --> 00:22:45.657
You talk to him every day.

296
00:22:45.741 --> 00:22:48.035
But you haven't tried to talk him out
of it. He'll listen to you.

297
00:22:48.118 --> 00:22:50.621
James, you fucking slug, dude.
I can fucking hear you.

298
00:22:50.704 --> 00:22:52.748
-I've met your brother, bro. Yes.
-I'm going to fucking Iraq.

299
00:22:52.831 --> 00:22:55.959
-Have you met my brother, dude?
-Not everybody ends up like your brother.

300
00:22:56.043 --> 00:22:58.420
...have a conversation with him
for two seconds? He's fucked in the head.

301
00:22:58.504 --> 00:22:59.755
Can you please fucking move--

302
00:22:59.838 --> 00:23:00.881
Can you move?

303
00:23:00.964 --> 00:23:02.716
No, because I'm trying
to fucking help you!

304
00:23:02.799 --> 00:23:04.593
We've had this conversation!
I'm going next week!

305
00:23:04.676 --> 00:23:06.970
-I don't know what to tell you!
-What the fuck?

306
00:23:07.054 --> 00:23:09.640
-You can't even understand--
-James! James! James! Look!

307
00:23:09.723 --> 00:23:11.016
-What?
-He just doesn't wanna do this

308
00:23:11.099 --> 00:23:12.893
for the rest of his life, all right?

309
00:23:13.560 --> 00:23:15.646
Since when do you give a shit, man?

310
00:23:15.729 --> 00:23:17.481
You haven't said shit,
and now you're on his side?

311
00:23:17.564 --> 00:23:19.274
Can someone please get
the fucking phone, dude?

312
00:23:19.358 --> 00:23:21.068
It's been ringing for, like, 20 minutes.

313
00:23:21.151 --> 00:23:23.445
-Listen--
-...fuck out of the way, bro.

314
00:23:23.529 --> 00:23:26.365
-Hello?
-Hey. It's me.

315
00:23:28.700 --> 00:23:30.452
-You there?
-Yeah, I'm here.

316
00:23:30.536 --> 00:23:32.454
Hey, shut the fuck up, James.

317
00:23:32.538 --> 00:23:33.830
Hey, sorry. How you doing?

318
00:23:34.831 --> 00:23:36.083
I'm leaving soon.

319
00:23:37.501 --> 00:23:38.585
For Montreal.

320
00:23:42.589 --> 00:23:44.174
Can we say goodbye?

321
00:23:47.010 --> 00:23:49.221
I have work today.

322
00:23:52.099 --> 00:23:54.726
-No worries.
-No, no. I wanna say goodbye.

323
00:23:54.810 --> 00:23:57.604
Just come by work.

324
00:24:03.402 --> 00:24:06.572
After Fatook's, Roy had got me
a job at another restaurant.

325
00:24:08.407 --> 00:24:11.660
The owner was throwing a party that day,
and I got to serve drinks.

326
00:24:11.743 --> 00:24:14.538
I told Roy and Joe to come by
so they could drink for free.

327
00:24:14.621 --> 00:24:16.915
And I, of course, asked Emily to stop in.

328
00:24:17.666 --> 00:24:18.876
But she was late.

329
00:24:19.501 --> 00:24:21.170
-You good?
-Yeah, bro, you look good.

330
00:24:21.253 --> 00:24:23.255
-What's up, man? Yo, she here yet?
-Not yet. No.

331
00:24:23.338 --> 00:24:25.507
Relax. Yo, line up the shots. Honestly.

332
00:24:27.551 --> 00:24:30.137
I go to Parris Island on Sunday.

333
00:24:30.220 --> 00:24:32.222
-Parris Island is the marines, right?
-Yeah.

334
00:24:32.306 --> 00:24:33.765
It's a good way to go to heaven.

335
00:24:33.849 --> 00:24:35.350
Have you seen Emily yet?

336
00:24:35.434 --> 00:24:37.394
Hey, breathe, okay?

337
00:24:37.477 --> 00:24:39.605
Relax. I don't know
what you're freaking out about.

338
00:24:39.688 --> 00:24:41.940
What the fuck, man? Who is this guy?

339
00:24:42.024 --> 00:24:44.943
I do not have a problem with it
in general...

340
00:24:45.027 --> 00:24:46.987
-Yeah.
-...but if it makes you better, then--

341
00:24:47.779 --> 00:24:49.489
-Hey.
-Hey.

342
00:24:51.658 --> 00:24:54.953
This is Benji. He's from Ghana.
He's going to Case.

343
00:24:56.246 --> 00:24:57.497
Benji, hey.

344
00:24:58.624 --> 00:25:01.335
I gave Benji a real man handshake,
like I was a real man,

345
00:25:01.418 --> 00:25:03.629
so he was forced to keep his hand off her.

346
00:25:03.712 --> 00:25:06.757
You know, I know a better restaurant
we could go to called Mi Aldea.

347
00:25:06.840 --> 00:25:08.967
The food is so good there.
I think maybe we should go.

348
00:25:09.051 --> 00:25:10.594
-Can I talk to you for a second?
-No, you can't.

349
00:25:10.677 --> 00:25:12.012
-Why not?
-Because you're being a--

350
00:25:12.095 --> 00:25:14.973
-Sorry, are you all right?
-Benji, just give me a minute, dude.

351
00:25:15.057 --> 00:25:16.975
Look, nobody thinks the food
at Mi Aldea's is any good.

352
00:25:17.059 --> 00:25:18.936
He knows they don't card there,
and he's trying to get you drunk.

353
00:25:19.019 --> 00:25:20.687
I came to say goodbye.
What's your fucking problem?

354
00:25:20.771 --> 00:25:22.022
Want me to punch this guy in the dick?

355
00:25:22.105 --> 00:25:23.440
No, Joe.

356
00:25:23.524 --> 00:25:26.360
You came here to say goodbye to me
with him.

357
00:25:26.443 --> 00:25:28.070
I'm not with him.

358
00:25:28.153 --> 00:25:30.572
-Do you really think that's fucking fair?
-Yeah, I do.

359
00:25:30.656 --> 00:25:33.659
-Please let me punch him in the dick.
-Joe, please go and sit the fuck down.

360
00:25:38.622 --> 00:25:40.249
I gotta work. You should go.

361
00:25:43.627 --> 00:25:44.795
I'd like you to leave.

362
00:25:49.758 --> 00:25:50.759
Fine.

363
00:26:18.120 --> 00:26:20.080
How you doing?

364
00:26:20.163 --> 00:26:21.164
Jesus Christ, dude.

365
00:26:21.248 --> 00:26:23.292
-Come on, you gotta cheer up, man.
-Right.

366
00:26:23.375 --> 00:26:26.795
The fuck? You could bang ten girls
in here tonight. Throw a fucking rock.

367
00:26:27.379 --> 00:26:28.755
-Okay?
-Yes, sir.

368
00:26:28.839 --> 00:26:31.091
Listen, I need you to do me a favor.
I'm tired. I'm going home.

369
00:26:31.175 --> 00:26:33.886
I need you to look after a buddy of mine.
His name is Tommy.

370
00:26:33.969 --> 00:26:37.097
That guy over there. Nice guy.
Great guy. Just got out of prison.

371
00:26:37.181 --> 00:26:39.016
Tommy was drunk as fuck.

372
00:26:39.099 --> 00:26:41.810
And I was supposed to make sure
he didn't throw up in the place.

373
00:26:42.436 --> 00:26:44.688
He kept saying everybody was full of shit,
and they were all a...

374
00:26:44.771 --> 00:26:48.525
Bunch of fakes over here.
All these Cosa Nostra motherfuckers.

375
00:26:48.609 --> 00:26:50.152
They like to talk a big game,

376
00:26:50.235 --> 00:26:52.863
but they ain't got the balls
to put a gun to the guy's head.

377
00:26:52.946 --> 00:26:55.949
Put a gun to the guy's head
and blow his brains out.

378
00:26:56.033 --> 00:26:57.242
And that's what he kept saying.

379
00:26:57.326 --> 00:27:00.078
They didn't have the balls to put a gun
to a guy's head...

380
00:27:00.162 --> 00:27:01.955
...and blow his brains out.

381
00:27:02.956 --> 00:27:04.791
And then he got to asking me what I did.

382
00:27:05.709 --> 00:27:08.378
So, what do you do, kid?

383
00:27:09.421 --> 00:27:11.131
I actually just joined the army.

384
00:27:11.215 --> 00:27:13.008
You joined the army?

385
00:27:15.677 --> 00:27:17.638
Those people don't give a shit about you.

386
00:27:17.721 --> 00:27:19.723
What are you thinking?

387
00:27:24.061 --> 00:27:25.479
I just...

388
00:27:26.730 --> 00:27:28.440
I didn't have any better ideas.

389
00:27:30.526 --> 00:27:31.860
But...

390
00:27:32.694 --> 00:27:36.949
do you have the balls to put a gun
to a guy's head and blow his brains out?

391
00:27:45.874 --> 00:27:47.167
You'll be all right.

392
00:27:52.214 --> 00:27:53.632
All right, I gotta go, Tommy.

393
00:27:54.508 --> 00:27:56.885
-Why? Where you going?
-Gotta go to bed. It's late.

394
00:27:58.428 --> 00:28:01.807
What, you need a ride?
I'll give youse a ride.

395
00:28:02.432 --> 00:28:06.353
-You're good to drive?
-Fucking A, bubba.

396
00:28:08.146 --> 00:28:10.399
And Tommy ran over the curb
for good measure.

397
00:28:11.775 --> 00:28:12.776
Thanks.

398
00:28:13.569 --> 00:28:15.988
-Hey, you drive home safe, okay?
-I will.

399
00:28:17.614 --> 00:28:18.949
I never saw him again.

400
00:28:40.053 --> 00:28:41.471
Is it okay that I'm here?

401
00:28:42.264 --> 00:28:43.432
Yeah, I...

402
00:28:44.266 --> 00:28:46.476
I was gonna bring you these later anyway.

403
00:28:47.978 --> 00:28:49.813
Supposed to be a goodbye cake,

404
00:28:50.397 --> 00:28:52.900
but they only had muffins ready.

405
00:28:53.734 --> 00:28:56.445
And there were supposed to be 12,
but I gave one to this guy Tommy,

406
00:28:56.528 --> 00:28:59.698
because he really needed to eat something.

407
00:29:01.158 --> 00:29:02.242
What's wrong?

408
00:29:03.035 --> 00:29:04.036
Hey.

409
00:29:04.119 --> 00:29:06.205
I'd never seen Emily cry before.

410
00:29:07.331 --> 00:29:08.332
Hey.

411
00:29:11.919 --> 00:29:13.962
I'm sorry about earlier, okay?

412
00:29:14.046 --> 00:29:17.049
I told her how I knew she didn't mean
anything by bringing Benji around,

413
00:29:17.132 --> 00:29:18.967
and that she was just a sweetheart

414
00:29:19.051 --> 00:29:22.596
who believed in diversity
and developing countries.

415
00:29:22.679 --> 00:29:24.014
Stop. Stop.

416
00:29:28.644 --> 00:29:31.605
It's all my fault. I'm so sorry.

417
00:29:31.688 --> 00:29:34.691
No, no. You never have
to be sorry, baby, okay?

418
00:29:35.943 --> 00:29:37.861
You don't ever have to be sorry.
It's okay.

419
00:29:39.071 --> 00:29:40.864
It's okay, okay? Hey.

420
00:29:42.157 --> 00:29:43.492
I'm so sorry.

421
00:29:43.575 --> 00:29:44.660
It's okay.

422
00:29:47.829 --> 00:29:50.332
-Hey, you want a muffin?
-Yeah.

423
00:29:50.415 --> 00:29:51.917
Yeah.

424
00:29:52.876 --> 00:29:54.044
Sure?

425
00:29:55.420 --> 00:29:56.964
Muffin?

426
00:29:57.756 --> 00:29:59.675
It was a while before she stopped crying.

427
00:30:01.718 --> 00:30:02.928
And then we laughed.

428
00:30:03.470 --> 00:30:05.180
And then we fucked around...

429
00:30:07.516 --> 00:30:08.767
and it was perfect.

430
00:30:14.523 --> 00:30:16.275
I'm not gonna go to Montreal.

431
00:30:41.175 --> 00:30:42.426
I joined the army.

432
00:30:46.638 --> 00:30:47.639
What?

433
00:30:50.058 --> 00:30:51.393
Why would you do that?

434
00:30:53.478 --> 00:30:55.189
'Cause I was sad, baby.

435
00:30:55.272 --> 00:30:56.690
So you joined the army?

436
00:30:56.773 --> 00:30:57.774
Yep.

437
00:31:06.325 --> 00:31:07.492
Maybe this will be good.

438
00:31:07.576 --> 00:31:09.745
I can go away,
and you can go to school in Montreal.

439
00:31:09.828 --> 00:31:12.706
-I don't wanna go to school in Montreal.
-I thought you loved Montreal.

440
00:31:12.789 --> 00:31:16.335
No. The only reason why I was going
to Montreal was to get away from you.

441
00:31:20.964 --> 00:31:22.049
'Cause I love you.

442
00:31:46.114 --> 00:31:47.115
Look.

443
00:31:49.076 --> 00:31:50.911
I know school is important to you.

444
00:31:52.120 --> 00:31:53.580
And you wanna finish, right?

445
00:31:54.122 --> 00:31:55.207
Yeah.

446
00:31:55.290 --> 00:31:56.667
Okay, so...

447
00:31:58.460 --> 00:31:59.795
while you do this...

448
00:32:01.463 --> 00:32:02.548
I'm gonna do that.

449
00:32:05.342 --> 00:32:06.552
It's just a couple years.

450
00:32:08.428 --> 00:32:10.430
Just a couple years
in a lifetime together.

451
00:32:13.767 --> 00:32:15.686
And I mean that. I really mean that.

452
00:32:15.769 --> 00:32:18.939
Like... you're it for me.

453
00:32:20.691 --> 00:32:21.942
I feel the same way.

454
00:32:37.374 --> 00:32:39.459
Maybe we should get married.

455
00:32:44.423 --> 00:32:46.383
So we went down to the courthouse...

456
00:32:47.467 --> 00:32:48.886
and we got married.

457
00:32:52.264 --> 00:32:53.765
And then we went to celebrate.

458
00:32:58.145 --> 00:33:01.106
It's as if we were the two
most beautiful things in the world...

459
00:33:02.399 --> 00:33:03.942
and no one had it on us.

460
00:33:13.327 --> 00:33:14.786
But the days ran out.

461
00:33:17.956 --> 00:33:19.791
And I had to go to basic training.

462
00:33:32.346 --> 00:33:33.680
First we got the haircut.

463
00:33:35.516 --> 00:33:36.934
Welcome to the army.

464
00:33:37.017 --> 00:33:40.646
For the next ten weeks, the next thing
that comes out of your mouth

465
00:33:40.729 --> 00:33:43.690
is "Yes, Drill Sergeant,"
and "No, Drill Sergeant."

466
00:33:43.774 --> 00:33:45.317
Do I make myself clear?

467
00:33:45.400 --> 00:33:46.568
Yes, Drill Sergeant!

468
00:33:46.652 --> 00:33:49.154
That goes for you
that's getting your hair cut too.

469
00:33:49.238 --> 00:33:53.242
You're not special. You're not special.
Do I make myself clear?

470
00:33:53.325 --> 00:33:55.035
Yes, Drill Sergeant!

471
00:33:55.118 --> 00:33:56.787
It needs to be louder than that.

472
00:33:56.870 --> 00:33:59.748
First name Drill, last name Sergeant.

473
00:33:59.831 --> 00:34:01.416
Do I make myself clear?

474
00:34:01.500 --> 00:34:03.168
Yes, Drill Sergeant!

475
00:34:05.379 --> 00:34:07.631
What are you doing?
You think you're still pretty?

476
00:34:07.714 --> 00:34:09.591
-No, Drill Sergeant!
-You think you're still pretty?

477
00:34:09.675 --> 00:34:10.759
No, Drill Sergeant!

478
00:34:10.842 --> 00:34:12.344
Then get the fuck up
and get out of my chair!

479
00:34:12.427 --> 00:34:14.471
Go away. Go away. Bye-bye.

480
00:34:15.347 --> 00:34:17.516
Next, we got about
a hundred fucking shots.

481
00:34:18.891 --> 00:34:21.395
-Next.
-And I found out that I was actually...

482
00:34:21.478 --> 00:34:22.603
Color blind.

483
00:34:23.938 --> 00:34:25.023
That explains a lot.

484
00:34:25.107 --> 00:34:26.567
Can I still be a medic?

485
00:34:26.650 --> 00:34:28.735
You know what color blood is, right?

486
00:34:28.819 --> 00:34:29.820
Next.

487
00:34:29.902 --> 00:34:32.572
We are your mommy, and we are your daddy.

488
00:34:32.656 --> 00:34:36.659
At no point do you get to do
what you want, when you want.

489
00:34:36.743 --> 00:34:38.328
There was a lot of standing in line,

490
00:34:38.411 --> 00:34:40.873
and our legs ached
because we weren't used to it.

491
00:34:40.956 --> 00:34:42.583
Do I make myself clear?

492
00:34:42.666 --> 00:34:44.251
Yes, Drill Sergeant!

493
00:34:44.333 --> 00:34:45.793
Do I make myself clear?

494
00:34:45.878 --> 00:34:47.212
Yes, Drill Sergeant!

495
00:34:47.295 --> 00:34:50.924
-What the fuck is this?
-What are you doing with your arms?

496
00:34:51.007 --> 00:34:55.429
Put your fucking arms down!
You are a part of the United States--

497
00:34:57.806 --> 00:35:00.475
Your laces
are gonna be inside of your shoes,

498
00:35:00.559 --> 00:35:03.270
and your shoes are gonna be touching.
Execute.

499
00:35:04.354 --> 00:35:05.814
Come on. Get 'em off. Now!

500
00:35:05.898 --> 00:35:08.817
-Five, four...
-What the fuck is the matter with you?

501
00:35:08.901 --> 00:35:10.611
-...three, two...
-Faster, faster, faster!

502
00:35:10.694 --> 00:35:12.487
-You've done this a hundred times!
-...one.

503
00:35:13.363 --> 00:35:14.364
Execute.

504
00:35:14.448 --> 00:35:15.908
Move, goddamn it! Move!

505
00:35:15.991 --> 00:35:18.911
-Ten, nine...
-Get your fucking attitude right.

506
00:35:18.994 --> 00:35:22.206
...eight, seven...

507
00:35:23.248 --> 00:35:26.793
They had us strip down to our underwear
and duckwalk the circuit of a big room.

508
00:35:28.629 --> 00:35:31.882
The room smelled of balls, unwashed.
And feet, ditto.

509
00:35:35.302 --> 00:35:36.386
All good.

510
00:35:36.470 --> 00:35:37.554
Next.

511
00:35:37.638 --> 00:35:40.557
And there was a man whose job it was
to check everybody's asshole.

512
00:35:42.351 --> 00:35:43.393
Drop your pants.

513
00:35:43.477 --> 00:35:45.687
I really like this jacket, man.

514
00:35:46.355 --> 00:35:48.482
I'm gonna take my girl
out to dinner in this when I get home.

515
00:35:48.565 --> 00:35:49.566
Oh, yeah?

516
00:35:49.650 --> 00:35:51.318
Imagine all the patches
and medals on it and shit.

517
00:35:51.401 --> 00:35:52.986
You think you're gonna get a medal, huh?

518
00:35:53.654 --> 00:35:54.863
That's Jimenez.

519
00:35:54.947 --> 00:35:56.740
I know I am.

520
00:35:56.823 --> 00:36:00.994
We had become friends on account of
the fact that we both wanted to be medics.

521
00:36:01.745 --> 00:36:03.914
He'd joined the army
'cause he'd gotten his girl pregnant.

522
00:36:03.997 --> 00:36:07.626
Hey, I love you. So much, okay?

523
00:36:09.461 --> 00:36:11.004
And I want this.

524
00:36:12.464 --> 00:36:15.300
I'm gonna get a job.
And I'm gonna take care of both of you.

525
00:36:15.384 --> 00:36:16.385
How?

526
00:36:18.011 --> 00:36:19.513
We'll figure it out, okay?

527
00:36:20.722 --> 00:36:24.059
Look at you, you fucking weak dick flap.

528
00:36:24.142 --> 00:36:25.769
You ain't shit!

529
00:36:27.354 --> 00:36:29.106
-There was a lot of yelling.
-Six...

530
00:36:29.189 --> 00:36:31.358
Move! Move, dick flap. Let's go!

531
00:36:31.441 --> 00:36:33.235
Do you wanna die, you beef curtain?

532
00:36:33.318 --> 00:36:35.320
There are hajis breathing down
your piss hole.

533
00:36:36.029 --> 00:36:37.573
They called us names like...

534
00:36:37.656 --> 00:36:40.951
Dick with ears!
Get up, you dick with ears!

535
00:36:41.034 --> 00:36:43.912
-Our hands were...
-Use your goddamn dick skinners!

536
00:36:43.996 --> 00:36:45.998
-Our mouths were...
-Cock holster!

537
00:36:46.081 --> 00:36:48.458
You shut that ugly cock holster.

538
00:36:48.542 --> 00:36:51.086
Drill sergeants pretended
to be real angry all the time.

539
00:36:51.170 --> 00:36:52.171
The fuck?

540
00:36:54.214 --> 00:36:56.049
Next time, back the fuck off,

541
00:36:56.133 --> 00:36:59.136
or I might wig out
and snap your fucking neck.

542
00:36:59.219 --> 00:37:00.345
PTSD, they say.

543
00:37:00.429 --> 00:37:02.097
What are you looking at? Eyes forward!

544
00:37:02.181 --> 00:37:07.269
Like this one time, Drill Sergeant Cole
punched me in the penis for no reason.

545
00:37:07.352 --> 00:37:08.770
Attention!

546
00:37:10.772 --> 00:37:13.442
Drill Sergeant Deco, he even choked a kid.

547
00:37:14.568 --> 00:37:15.903
Drill Sergeant Deco.

548
00:37:18.864 --> 00:37:20.199
Fucking haji.

549
00:37:21.074 --> 00:37:22.409
Drill Sergeant, that's Levine.

550
00:37:24.786 --> 00:37:26.496
It wasn't because of PTSD though.

551
00:37:28.123 --> 00:37:31.793
Deco hadn't ever been anywhere.
He was full of shit.

552
00:37:35.088 --> 00:37:37.341
Some of the drill sergeants
had actually seen Iraq,

553
00:37:37.424 --> 00:37:39.843
but they were full of shit too.

554
00:37:39.927 --> 00:37:43.680
In Iraq, there are grenade children

555
00:37:43.764 --> 00:37:47.017
who try to sneak up on American soldiers

556
00:37:47.100 --> 00:37:50.229
so as to blow them the fuck up!

557
00:37:51.522 --> 00:37:55.692
I had to run over the hand grenade
children with my truck!

558
00:37:56.443 --> 00:37:59.112
That's why I'm sick in the head!

559
00:37:59.196 --> 00:38:02.282
Now, let's go! You need to be
at your three o'clock-- You need to be--

560
00:38:02.366 --> 00:38:05.577
Holy crap, wake up, son!
Wake up, son! Wake up!

561
00:38:08.247 --> 00:38:09.581
-Bang, bang!
-Nine o'clock.

562
00:38:09.665 --> 00:38:10.791
Bang, bang!

563
00:38:10.874 --> 00:38:12.709
-Haji left!
-Bang, bang!

564
00:38:12.793 --> 00:38:15.587
Haji on the right.
Haji in the trees! Look up!

565
00:38:16.213 --> 00:38:18.006
Sneaking up on you, haji left.

566
00:38:18.757 --> 00:38:20.759
-Haji to the right!
-Haji on your left!

567
00:38:20.843 --> 00:38:22.094
Haji to the left!

568
00:38:22.177 --> 00:38:24.638
-Haji on your left!
-Haji to the right!

569
00:38:24.721 --> 00:38:27.891
I started to get this weird feeling
like it was all just make-believe.

570
00:38:27.975 --> 00:38:29.184
Bang, bang.

571
00:38:29.268 --> 00:38:31.144
That we were just pretending
to be soldiers.

572
00:38:31.937 --> 00:38:34.398
The drill sergeants were just
pretending to be drill sergeants.

573
00:38:34.481 --> 00:38:37.234
Jabberwocky, jabberwocky,
jabberwocky, jabberwocky...

574
00:38:39.570 --> 00:38:42.281
Mishmash, mishmash, mishmash...

575
00:38:43.907 --> 00:38:46.285
And the army
was pretending to be the army.

576
00:38:46.368 --> 00:38:49.621
For where'er we go
You will always know

577
00:38:49.705 --> 00:38:53.292
That the army goes rolling along

578
00:38:53.375 --> 00:38:55.961
The only way
not to graduate basic training

579
00:38:56.044 --> 00:38:57.629
was to try and kill yourself.

580
00:39:00.382 --> 00:39:02.843
One kid tried to hang himself
from a water pipe in the latrine.

581
00:39:02.926 --> 00:39:06.054
Fuck! Shit! Jesus Christ.
Fucking hell, bud.

582
00:39:06.138 --> 00:39:08.473
Help! Drill Sergeant!

583
00:39:08.557 --> 00:39:11.560
He didn't die,
but he didn't graduate either.

584
00:39:11.643 --> 00:39:12.811
Hey, can you hear me?

585
00:39:12.895 --> 00:39:14.104
Yeah. Hi.

586
00:39:15.814 --> 00:39:16.899
Are you all right?

587
00:39:20.068 --> 00:39:22.779
I just snuck out of the barracks.

588
00:39:23.322 --> 00:39:24.656
Yeah, but are you okay?

589
00:39:30.329 --> 00:39:31.455
I'm good now.

590
00:39:35.125 --> 00:39:37.044
Heads down. Asses down.

591
00:39:37.127 --> 00:39:38.795
When they finally taught us
how to be medics,

592
00:39:38.879 --> 00:39:40.672
there was a lot of fucking around
with mannequins.

593
00:39:40.756 --> 00:39:42.424
Don't let him bleed out. Get pressure on.

594
00:39:42.508 --> 00:39:45.135
-His life is in your hands. Let's go!
-Sucking chest wound!

595
00:39:45.219 --> 00:39:47.513
-Ticktock. Ticktock.
-Give that wound a bandage.

596
00:39:47.596 --> 00:39:49.473
Apply to body
from inside the bandage wrapper.

597
00:39:49.556 --> 00:39:50.557
Pressure on there.

598
00:39:50.641 --> 00:39:53.519
Seal all three sides tight.
Airtight-tight.

599
00:39:53.602 --> 00:39:56.355
-Come on. Get it done now.
-Check his back for an exit wound.

600
00:39:56.438 --> 00:39:58.607
There were mannequins
that were just trunks with heads.

601
00:39:58.690 --> 00:40:01.318
There were mannequins with
rubber bones sticking out of their legs.

602
00:40:01.401 --> 00:40:03.779
There were mannequins
that could squirt fake blood.

603
00:40:03.862 --> 00:40:06.406
There were even little baby mannequins
with cherubim faces.

604
00:40:06.490 --> 00:40:08.033
Traumatic amputation.

605
00:40:10.077 --> 00:40:13.080
You're a go!
Cardiopulmonary resuscitation!

606
00:40:13.163 --> 00:40:15.499
One and two and three and four and five.

607
00:40:15.582 --> 00:40:17.793
-Breathe.
-You're a go.

608
00:40:17.876 --> 00:40:21.255
Jimenez and I
saved the lives of 47 dummies.

609
00:40:21.797 --> 00:40:23.632
And so we passed the class.

610
00:40:23.715 --> 00:40:24.967
Warrior Medics.

611
00:40:26.593 --> 00:40:29.304
You were told to come up
with a company cheer.

612
00:40:30.973 --> 00:40:33.517
You had a week to do this.

613
00:40:34.309 --> 00:40:37.187
This is what is called a deadline!

614
00:40:38.856 --> 00:40:42.568
As of now, you have missed the deadline.

615
00:40:46.947 --> 00:40:48.282
Now,

616
00:40:48.949 --> 00:40:52.494
since you have failed to come up
with a company cheer,

617
00:40:52.578 --> 00:40:55.747
I have taken
what is called the initiative...

618
00:40:56.832 --> 00:41:00.002
and come up with one you'll have to learn.

619
00:41:01.378 --> 00:41:03.172
And this is what he came up with.

620
00:41:03.672 --> 00:41:05.716
Warrior Medics in the fight

621
00:41:05.799 --> 00:41:07.759
Warrior Medics in the fight

622
00:41:07.843 --> 00:41:09.761
On the double day and night

623
00:41:09.845 --> 00:41:11.638
On the double day and night

624
00:41:11.722 --> 00:41:13.891
We will beat out all the rest

625
00:41:13.974 --> 00:41:15.893
We will beat out all the rest

626
00:41:15.976 --> 00:41:17.811
Charlie Company is the best

627
00:41:17.895 --> 00:41:19.855
Charlie Company is the best

628
00:41:19.938 --> 00:41:21.899
Don't stop, get it, get it

629
00:41:21.982 --> 00:41:23.609
Don't stop, get it, get it

630
00:41:23.692 --> 00:41:25.444
Soldier on, Warrior Medics

631
00:41:25.527 --> 00:41:27.321
Soldier on, Warrior Medics

632
00:41:33.285 --> 00:41:34.786
Make way!

633
00:41:34.870 --> 00:41:36.496
Here come the Warrior Medics!

634
00:41:36.580 --> 00:41:38.040
Ooh! Tay!

635
00:41:38.123 --> 00:41:39.458
Here come the Warrior Medics!

636
00:41:39.541 --> 00:41:41.210
Make way!

637
00:41:41.293 --> 00:41:44.087
And from that day on, whenever
the company was called to attention,

638
00:41:44.171 --> 00:41:47.341
something that happened no less
than a million times on any given day,

639
00:41:47.424 --> 00:41:50.052
the company cheer
was to be recited in its entirety.

640
00:41:50.135 --> 00:41:52.262
-Here come the Warrior Medics!
-No exceptions.

641
00:41:52.346 --> 00:41:55.224
You guys are soft like some nice titties.

642
00:41:55.724 --> 00:41:57.476
Make way!

643
00:41:57.559 --> 00:41:59.978
And to make matters worse, after a while,

644
00:42:00.062 --> 00:42:03.857
it got to be expected that
the guidon bearer, which was me,

645
00:42:03.941 --> 00:42:06.360
would do the robot throughout the refrain.

646
00:42:06.443 --> 00:42:07.736
Here come the Warrior Medics!

647
00:42:07.819 --> 00:42:09.112
Make way!

648
00:42:09.196 --> 00:42:10.614
Here come the Warrior Medics!

649
00:42:11.240 --> 00:42:13.408
So don't ever join the fucking army.

650
00:43:01.540 --> 00:43:03.500
You were wide awake
when you got on the ground

651
00:43:03.584 --> 00:43:05.252
outside the wire for the first time.

652
00:43:05.335 --> 00:43:07.754
You expected to get shot at any moment.

653
00:43:08.589 --> 00:43:11.800
Even if you were in a spot
where you couldn't see anyone for miles,

654
00:43:11.884 --> 00:43:14.469
you were nevertheless sure
that there was a haji out there

655
00:43:14.553 --> 00:43:17.723
who had been waiting all day
just to shoot you.

656
00:43:25.022 --> 00:43:28.233
Attention on the net.
Attention on the net. Troops in contact.

657
00:43:28.317 --> 00:43:32.571
Current location, Victor-Sierra 453, 132.

658
00:43:32.654 --> 00:43:34.281
Stand by for SALUTE report.

659
00:43:34.781 --> 00:43:37.826
Break, break. Raven Base.
This is Quebec-Romeo-Foxtrot.

660
00:43:37.910 --> 00:43:41.413
We are seven minutes out,
en route to TIC. Over.

661
00:43:43.373 --> 00:43:45.292
Number one, bump it up.

662
00:43:45.876 --> 00:43:49.213
-We have troops in contact.
-All right. Let's get us in there.

663
00:43:49.296 --> 00:43:51.465
Contact. At least 17 to 20 people.

664
00:43:51.548 --> 00:43:53.383
Activity, coordinated attack.

665
00:43:53.467 --> 00:43:55.177
Request immediate support.

666
00:43:55.260 --> 00:43:57.387
We're under heavy fire, vicinity of--

667
00:44:12.027 --> 00:44:14.696
Contact right! Get out! Get out! Get out!

668
00:44:14.780 --> 00:44:18.825
Raven Base, Raven Base!
Goddamn it. Raven Base!

669
00:44:18.909 --> 00:44:20.160
Hey, Sarge!

670
00:44:20.244 --> 00:44:22.663
-What have we got?
-We got two wounded over there!

671
00:44:22.746 --> 00:44:25.374
Take those two back here.
I'll get the QRF.

672
00:44:25.457 --> 00:44:26.834
-Okay. Copy.
-Move it!

673
00:44:41.974 --> 00:44:43.350
Arnold, take six.

674
00:44:45.018 --> 00:44:46.854
And grab your shit. Let's go, go, go!

675
00:44:47.729 --> 00:44:49.189
Fuck! Fuck!

676
00:44:52.359 --> 00:44:54.862
Hey! Hey, look at me! Breathe.

677
00:44:56.989 --> 00:44:58.073
Stay on me.

678
00:44:58.156 --> 00:44:59.366
Let's go.

679
00:45:02.828 --> 00:45:03.829
Down!

680
00:45:05.205 --> 00:45:07.708
Cover right. Cover right. Go!

681
00:45:14.548 --> 00:45:15.549
Move!

682
00:45:16.341 --> 00:45:18.260
Medic up! Medic up!

683
00:45:21.388 --> 00:45:22.431
Get down!

684
00:45:27.978 --> 00:45:29.479
Hey! Get some pressure on it.

685
00:45:29.563 --> 00:45:32.482
Get the fuck off me.
Up the hill. Up the hill!

686
00:45:38.197 --> 00:45:39.323
Stay here!

687
00:45:40.949 --> 00:45:42.951
Coming in! What do you need?

688
00:45:43.619 --> 00:45:46.413
I got at least two wounded up front!
Get them the fuck out!

689
00:45:46.496 --> 00:45:48.916
-All right. Move, move, move!
-Let's go, let's go!

690
00:45:48.999 --> 00:45:50.209
Okay.

691
00:45:56.298 --> 00:45:57.424
Medic!

692
00:45:58.425 --> 00:46:01.220
-Over here. Get his guts in!
-Jesus fuck!

693
00:46:01.303 --> 00:46:04.139
-Bring it in.
-I said get his guts in now!

694
00:46:08.810 --> 00:46:09.978
More!

695
00:46:22.574 --> 00:46:24.034
-Everybody.
-Lift him.

696
00:46:24.117 --> 00:46:25.160
-Go!
-Ready?

697
00:46:25.244 --> 00:46:28.247
-Three, two, one!
-Here it is. Here it is.

698
00:46:28.330 --> 00:46:31.291
Bird inbound! Bird inbound!
Get the litter up!

699
00:46:31.375 --> 00:46:33.377
-Lift up!
-Let's go!

700
00:46:43.136 --> 00:46:45.681
In the dust, I could see the man's face.

701
00:46:45.764 --> 00:46:51.019
His eyes were wild and grieving,
and he was in his lizard brain.

702
00:46:51.103 --> 00:46:54.106
Hey! Hey! Look at me! Hey!

703
00:46:55.065 --> 00:46:56.525
We locked eyes, and I said...

704
00:46:56.608 --> 00:46:57.943
I've got you!

705
00:46:58.026 --> 00:47:00.821
I said it real loud,
so he could hear me over the helicopters.

706
00:47:00.904 --> 00:47:04.032
And then I felt embarrassed, because
it was a stupid thing to have said.

707
00:47:04.116 --> 00:47:05.701
All right, let's move on out!

708
00:47:06.827 --> 00:47:08.871
Ready! Ready! Up!

709
00:47:08.954 --> 00:47:10.622
-Up!
-Let's move!

710
00:47:25.721 --> 00:47:27.306
Back! Move back!

711
00:48:24.947 --> 00:48:26.782
Oh, yeah.

712
00:48:53.141 --> 00:48:54.142
Fuck.

713
00:48:54.893 --> 00:48:57.187
This fucking blood won't come out
of my wedding ring.

714
00:49:17.082 --> 00:49:21.044
In the early days, the infantry felt like
they were ten feet tall and invincible.

715
00:49:21.128 --> 00:49:22.963
They were impatient to begin killing.

716
00:49:24.381 --> 00:49:26.341
They wanted to kill so bad

717
00:49:26.425 --> 00:49:29.469
there was this profligate confidence
in our firepower.

718
00:49:29.553 --> 00:49:31.972
And there was this bullshit camaraderie.

719
00:49:35.309 --> 00:49:37.477
At ease!

720
00:49:39.855 --> 00:49:42.065
What in the fuck?

721
00:49:43.609 --> 00:49:47.362
Running. He was just running.
Fast, fast, fast. And then--

722
00:49:56.288 --> 00:49:57.623
Dude, what the fuck happened?

723
00:50:01.919 --> 00:50:04.588
This guy, his guts were hanging out.

724
00:50:04.671 --> 00:50:06.173
We had to put 'em back in.

725
00:50:07.007 --> 00:50:08.300
Getting shot at.

726
00:50:08.759 --> 00:50:11.011
-We had to run up to the chopper.
-Hey.

727
00:50:12.054 --> 00:50:15.307
I heard on the radio those guys
you put in the helicopter are dead.

728
00:50:15.807 --> 00:50:17.017
Shit.

729
00:50:18.143 --> 00:50:21.563
Hey, Sarge. Is it true those guys
we put on the bird today are dead?

730
00:50:21.647 --> 00:50:22.648
Who told you that?

731
00:50:23.232 --> 00:50:25.901
-Arnold said he heard it on the net.
-Arnold's a fucking retard.

732
00:50:28.320 --> 00:50:31.114
-I thought that's what I heard, Sarge.
-Shut up, Arnold.

733
00:50:31.907 --> 00:50:34.159
That's Staff Sergeant Greene.

734
00:50:34.243 --> 00:50:36.912
They said he'd already killed 15 hajis.

735
00:50:37.913 --> 00:50:39.873
He was a hard motherfucker.

736
00:50:41.124 --> 00:50:42.251
So, they're not dead?

737
00:50:43.252 --> 00:50:45.379
Quit worrying about it so much, huh?

738
00:50:46.421 --> 00:50:48.006
You got your cherry popped today.

739
00:50:57.891 --> 00:50:59.893
We took eight fucking casualties today.

740
00:51:00.644 --> 00:51:01.770
Out of 800.

741
00:51:02.521 --> 00:51:04.648
And we're here for a fucking year.

742
00:51:05.524 --> 00:51:08.402
A year's worth of fucking days.
Do the math.

743
00:51:09.361 --> 00:51:10.612
We're fucked.

744
00:51:12.447 --> 00:51:14.658
What did you guys think
you were coming here to do?

745
00:51:15.868 --> 00:51:18.537
Damn, Lessing. You're a downer.

746
00:51:18.620 --> 00:51:20.080
Truth hurts, baby.

747
00:51:21.623 --> 00:51:22.875
And he was right.

748
00:51:24.293 --> 00:51:25.961
Everything there was about dying.

749
00:51:28.547 --> 00:51:31.633
They even called the area we were
stationed in "the Triangle of Death."

750
00:51:36.680 --> 00:51:40.642
And, like idiots,
we patrolled every inch of it.

751
00:51:46.190 --> 00:51:49.151
Most days, it felt like
we were just glorified scarecrows.

752
00:51:49.860 --> 00:51:54.031
There to look busy,
expensive as fuck and dumber than shit.

753
00:52:01.246 --> 00:52:04.333
Look at that one in the dress. She looks
like Pebbles from The Flintstones.

754
00:52:04.416 --> 00:52:06.376
Oh, yeah. She is kinda cute.

755
00:52:06.460 --> 00:52:10.339
That's Sergeant North. He was from Idaho.

756
00:52:10.422 --> 00:52:12.466
-And he was also a killer.
-Stop.

757
00:52:12.549 --> 00:52:15.719
You know you want it, bitch.
Fuck! Stop fucking moving.

758
00:52:20.599 --> 00:52:23.143
-Mister. Mister.
-You want this? This?

759
00:52:23.227 --> 00:52:24.603
You want this?

760
00:52:25.187 --> 00:52:28.732
Move. Get out the way.
Pebbles, come here. Come here, Pebbles.

761
00:52:28.815 --> 00:52:30.817
You want this? You want this? Yeah?

762
00:52:37.783 --> 00:52:38.784
Let's go.

763
00:52:49.002 --> 00:52:52.798
On Christmas Day,
the Denver Mustang cheerleaders arrived.

764
00:53:06.019 --> 00:53:08.355
They waved and bounced
with their white teeth.

765
00:53:08.438 --> 00:53:10.566
The whole thing seemed goddamn awful.

766
00:53:10.649 --> 00:53:13.485
Beautiful women with skin
like expensive cream.

767
00:53:17.990 --> 00:53:21.201
It wasn't like they were gonna fuck you.
And that's what it was all about.

768
00:53:21.285 --> 00:53:23.871
You were supposed to want to fuck them,

769
00:53:24.454 --> 00:53:27.374
and they were supposed to not fuck you.

770
00:53:28.667 --> 00:53:29.960
You know you want it, bitch!

771
00:53:30.043 --> 00:53:33.088
All right.
Everybody looking at me, say "Hajis."

772
00:53:33.172 --> 00:53:35.382
Hajis!

773
00:53:35.465 --> 00:53:38.594
But I was okay with that.
I didn't even watch porn.

774
00:53:38.677 --> 00:53:41.180
USA! USA! USA!

775
00:53:41.763 --> 00:53:43.515
I'd jerk off in the porta-shitters.

776
00:53:45.475 --> 00:53:47.603
Didn't even think of other girls.

777
00:53:49.146 --> 00:53:50.189
Fuck me.

778
00:53:53.859 --> 00:53:55.319
Fuck me.

779
00:53:58.947 --> 00:54:01.074
I'm not ashamed of this.
I just tried to be good.

780
00:54:03.660 --> 00:54:05.829
Miss you so goddamn much, baby.

781
00:54:06.580 --> 00:54:07.748
I miss you too.

782
00:54:09.333 --> 00:54:10.959
Hey, I've got some really good news.

783
00:54:11.043 --> 00:54:12.085
Oh, yeah? What's that?

784
00:54:12.836 --> 00:54:15.047
Your parents offered to help us buy
a starter home.

785
00:54:18.967 --> 00:54:21.136
-You there?
-Yeah, I'm here. I just--

786
00:54:21.845 --> 00:54:23.430
-I'm happy, that's all.
-Time.

787
00:54:24.056 --> 00:54:26.225
-Jesus, man. I'm on the phone.
-Hurry the fuck up.

788
00:54:26.308 --> 00:54:27.768
I'm on the fucking phone, dude.

789
00:54:30.604 --> 00:54:32.439
I think about you everywhere I go, baby.

790
00:54:32.523 --> 00:54:34.316
-Fuck you, new dick.
-Fuck you, motherfucker.

791
00:54:34.399 --> 00:54:37.194
-I'm on the goddamn phone.
-Then hurry the fuck up!

792
00:54:37.277 --> 00:54:39.530
-What is it?
-It's nothing, baby. I just--

793
00:54:39.613 --> 00:54:42.616
-I can't wait to be home with you.
-Time, Private.

794
00:54:42.699 --> 00:54:43.951
Fuck.

795
00:54:45.369 --> 00:54:46.828
Time, Private!

796
00:54:49.831 --> 00:54:50.958
I gotta go, baby.

797
00:54:51.625 --> 00:54:53.502
-I love you.
-I love you too.

798
00:54:55.754 --> 00:54:56.797
It's all yours, Sarge.

799
00:54:58.924 --> 00:55:01.552
Calm the fuck down, towelhead.
Get the fuck back!

800
00:55:01.635 --> 00:55:03.262
Could you ask him what happened?

801
00:55:06.431 --> 00:55:09.977
He says it happened when he was zip-tied,
few days ago.

802
00:55:10.060 --> 00:55:11.395
Jesus.

803
00:55:11.478 --> 00:55:13.480
Dude, look at this guy's hand.

804
00:55:14.481 --> 00:55:15.482
Fuck.

805
00:55:16.692 --> 00:55:17.901
Hey, excuse me, Sarge?

806
00:55:19.111 --> 00:55:20.195
Yeah?

807
00:55:20.279 --> 00:55:22.447
Would you take a look at this guy's hand?

808
00:55:24.867 --> 00:55:26.118
It's cellulitis.

809
00:55:27.953 --> 00:55:29.913
We're out of antibiotics.

810
00:55:29.997 --> 00:55:30.998
So?

811
00:55:32.541 --> 00:55:34.334
What can I do for this guy?

812
00:55:35.961 --> 00:55:37.921
Tell him to eat shit and die.

813
00:55:38.005 --> 00:55:40.340
You gotta tell him to go to a hospital,

814
00:55:40.424 --> 00:55:43.802
see a doctor and get some antibiotics,
'cause we don't have any medicine here.

815
00:55:45.095 --> 00:55:46.138
You're welcome.

816
00:55:46.221 --> 00:55:48.140
-Thanks.
-Make sure he gets to a hospital, okay?

817
00:55:48.223 --> 00:55:50.601
-They won't take us.
-You just gotta try, buddy.

818
00:55:50.684 --> 00:55:51.935
Try your best.

819
00:55:54.980 --> 00:55:56.023
Yes, sir!

820
00:55:59.109 --> 00:56:00.194
All right, who's next?

821
00:56:04.740 --> 00:56:07.409
-Please. Please.
-Not these little fuckers again.

822
00:56:09.244 --> 00:56:10.621
Hey, Pebbles, come here.

823
00:56:11.622 --> 00:56:12.873
Nah, she's all right, man.

824
00:56:12.956 --> 00:56:14.208
Come here.

825
00:56:14.291 --> 00:56:15.876
What the fuck are you doing?

826
00:56:15.959 --> 00:56:18.253
This is for you, okay?

827
00:56:18.337 --> 00:56:21.048
I want you to have this.
That's for you. All right.

828
00:56:25.511 --> 00:56:26.553
Hey!

829
00:56:27.679 --> 00:56:29.723
Shit, man! She got hit!

830
00:56:32.017 --> 00:56:33.185
Look at that.

831
00:56:34.311 --> 00:56:35.854
Made her fucking day.

832
00:56:37.814 --> 00:56:39.233
Fuck.

833
00:56:40.234 --> 00:56:41.902
You know what I would love right now?

834
00:56:42.611 --> 00:56:43.862
Taco?

835
00:56:44.988 --> 00:56:47.241
Fuck you, bitch. Fuck you.

836
00:56:47.866 --> 00:56:50.202
Yes, a motherfucking taco.
Yes, I would love a taco.

837
00:56:50.285 --> 00:56:51.620
What do you want in your taco?

838
00:56:51.703 --> 00:56:56.250
Some carne asada, some fucking guacamole,
some onions.

839
00:56:56.333 --> 00:56:58.335
What? Yeah. Fuck you.

840
00:56:59.378 --> 00:57:00.671
My girl's the only one.

841
00:57:02.005 --> 00:57:03.507
-For real?
-Yeah. Yeah, bro.

842
00:57:04.675 --> 00:57:06.510
-The only one?
-The only one.

843
00:57:06.593 --> 00:57:08.971
-But Bautista too, right?
-Fuck you, bitch.

844
00:57:10.472 --> 00:57:12.224
What you reckon they're doing right now?

845
00:57:13.934 --> 00:57:16.603
Probably with her new dude.

846
00:57:18.897 --> 00:57:20.315
I'll have to kill him.

847
00:57:21.233 --> 00:57:22.609
Some big-ass dude.

848
00:57:23.527 --> 00:57:25.445
He'd been away a year,

849
00:57:25.529 --> 00:57:27.573
and his wife has a one-month-old baby

850
00:57:28.323 --> 00:57:29.992
that she fucking says is his.

851
00:57:33.453 --> 00:57:35.080
I fucking hate it here, dude.

852
00:57:36.790 --> 00:57:38.041
I just wanna go home.

853
00:57:42.337 --> 00:57:44.798
Raven Base, Raven Base.

854
00:57:45.465 --> 00:57:47.843
This is Echo-5-November, over.

855
00:57:47.926 --> 00:57:49.595
Echo-5-November, this is Raven Base.

856
00:57:49.678 --> 00:57:51.555
Yeah, we're gonna get off this line.

857
00:57:51.638 --> 00:57:53.015
Base copy, over.

858
00:57:53.682 --> 00:57:54.683
Lead, this is two.

859
00:57:54.766 --> 00:57:56.185
Go for lead.

860
00:57:56.268 --> 00:57:58.270
We're gonna get off this line
to the right.

861
00:57:58.353 --> 00:57:59.396
Copy that.

862
00:58:00.689 --> 00:58:02.441
Hey, excuse me, Sergeant North?

863
00:58:02.524 --> 00:58:03.775
What is it, fuckstick?

864
00:58:03.859 --> 00:58:06.445
I don't think we should try and drive
through here, Sergeant.

865
00:58:06.528 --> 00:58:08.155
I think we ought to stay on the road.

866
00:58:08.238 --> 00:58:11.325
Is that what you think,
you fucking PFC-wanna-be-a-private?

867
00:58:12.951 --> 00:58:15.537
That road runs right through
an "oh, shit" zone.

868
00:58:15.621 --> 00:58:17.331
You want me to put all these men in danger

869
00:58:17.414 --> 00:58:19.708
'cause you don't wanna save
two fucking minutes?

870
00:58:19.791 --> 00:58:22.419
When I went out with First Platoon,
we got four vehicles stuck

871
00:58:22.503 --> 00:58:24.505
trying to drive through this shit,
Sergeant.

872
00:58:25.297 --> 00:58:26.423
Looks fine to me.

873
00:58:27.049 --> 00:58:28.884
It ain't fine.
It's the shit that's underneath--

874
00:58:28.967 --> 00:58:30.552
Enough!

875
00:58:31.136 --> 00:58:32.721
Hold your fucking man pleaser.

876
00:58:35.182 --> 00:58:36.475
Floor it, Cheetah.

877
00:58:41.772 --> 00:58:43.482
Stop the vehicle, Private.

878
00:58:44.566 --> 00:58:46.151
Stop the vehicle.

879
00:58:47.277 --> 00:58:50.113
Stop the fucking vehicle! Fuck!

880
00:58:51.907 --> 00:58:54.326
Hey, yo. What did I fucking say, man?

881
00:58:54.409 --> 00:58:55.410
Cheetah!

882
00:58:56.495 --> 00:59:00.707
Get your vitamin-depleted ass up here
and get this POS out of the fucking mud!

883
00:59:01.333 --> 00:59:03.377
Hey, I wouldn't do that
if I were you, Sergeant.

884
00:59:03.961 --> 00:59:05.170
That's exactly what we did.

885
00:59:05.254 --> 00:59:07.214
You'll only make things harder
for QRF when they get here.

886
00:59:07.297 --> 00:59:08.674
Shut the fuck up and watch your sector.

887
00:59:08.757 --> 00:59:10.592
You need a Bradley and a tow cable, Sarge.

888
00:59:10.676 --> 00:59:13.512
Shut the fuck up.

889
00:59:14.847 --> 00:59:16.056
Roger that, Sergeant.

890
00:59:27.067 --> 00:59:28.819
Fuck this shit.

891
00:59:28.902 --> 00:59:31.655
-Motherfucker.
-It's hot as fuck out here, man.

892
00:59:31.738 --> 00:59:33.031
-I'm so thirsty--
-B!

893
00:59:34.908 --> 00:59:36.618
Go get me a fucking Bradley.

894
00:59:39.454 --> 00:59:40.956
We're gonna be stuck here for--

895
00:59:41.039 --> 00:59:43.876
North says QRF can't get here
for a few hours.

896
00:59:43.959 --> 00:59:46.420
He wants me,
Yuri, Lessing and Jimenez to go back

897
00:59:46.503 --> 00:59:49.089
-and get a Bradley with a tow cable.
-Yeah, no shit.

898
00:59:49.173 --> 00:59:51.466
You're on radio watch, smart-ass.

899
00:59:51.550 --> 00:59:53.468
-No, tell him to go fuck himself.
-Really?

900
00:59:53.552 --> 00:59:55.429
Yeah, for real.
Tell him to go fuck himself.

901
00:59:55.512 --> 00:59:57.806
-Bautista!
-Coming now, Sarge!

902
00:59:57.890 --> 01:00:00.100
Come on, boys! Let's go! Move out!

903
01:00:00.184 --> 01:00:02.352
-What are you, North's bottom?
-No.

904
01:00:02.436 --> 01:00:05.189
I don't want to spend
the next four hours waiting to be shot.

905
01:00:05.272 --> 01:00:07.149
Guess Cheetah just loves America.

906
01:00:07.232 --> 01:00:08.400
I do.

907
01:00:08.483 --> 01:00:11.862
So let's get out of this fucking shithole
sandbox, and let's go home. Come on!

908
01:00:12.696 --> 01:00:14.656
Hey, don't let North
fuck with you too hard, all right?

909
01:00:14.740 --> 01:00:16.825
I think he means don't let North
fuck you too hard.

910
01:00:16.909 --> 01:00:18.368
Oh, yeah, he's got a big dick?

911
01:00:18.452 --> 01:00:19.661
Fucking asshole.

912
01:00:41.225 --> 01:00:42.684
Fuck!

913
01:00:44.019 --> 01:00:45.354
Get down! Get down!

914
01:00:45.437 --> 01:00:46.605
Oh, shit!

915
01:00:47.773 --> 01:00:49.274
Don't fucking run into it!

916
01:00:50.192 --> 01:00:52.027
Oh, shit. No, no, no.

917
01:00:53.278 --> 01:00:55.197
No, no. No, no, no.

918
01:00:58.992 --> 01:01:01.203
The smell is something
that you already know.

919
01:01:03.121 --> 01:01:04.748
It's coded in your blood.

920
01:01:05.832 --> 01:01:09.253
The smoke gets in your pores
and every gland.

921
01:01:09.336 --> 01:01:11.421
Your mouth is full of it...

922
01:01:12.923 --> 01:01:15.467
to the point where you
might as well be eating the shit.

923
01:01:28.897 --> 01:01:30.148
No other contact?

924
01:01:30.983 --> 01:01:32.860
No contact. We didn't see anything.

925
01:01:37.114 --> 01:01:38.365
I'll go get me a Bradley.

926
01:01:40.325 --> 01:01:41.869
I'll go get the bodies.

927
01:01:44.955 --> 01:01:46.832
Hey, bring the bags.

928
01:01:57.134 --> 01:01:58.302
Private.

929
01:02:10.105 --> 01:02:11.356
That was Lessing.

930
01:02:13.901 --> 01:02:16.236
Our driver was Yuri.

931
01:02:22.075 --> 01:02:24.077
Our gunner was Bautista.

932
01:02:28.790 --> 01:02:30.375
And that--

933
01:02:35.589 --> 01:02:39.593
And that's... Private Jimenez in the back.

934
01:02:44.056 --> 01:02:45.182
Let's get 'em out.

935
01:02:45.265 --> 01:02:49.186
All right. Fuck. Captain-- Fuck.
My gloves are melting, Captain.

936
01:02:49.269 --> 01:02:52.898
It's all right.
Just try hooking your arms instead.

937
01:02:53.440 --> 01:02:54.441
Yes, sir.

938
01:02:57.069 --> 01:02:58.237
I got it.

939
01:02:58.320 --> 01:02:59.780
-You good?
-Yeah.

940
01:03:03.700 --> 01:03:04.993
All right.

941
01:03:05.077 --> 01:03:06.453
Release.

942
01:03:33.105 --> 01:03:35.232
Mister, mister, mister! MRE!

943
01:03:35.315 --> 01:03:37.943
Mister, mister! Mister, MRE!

944
01:03:38.026 --> 01:03:40.529
MRE, mister! Mister. MRE.

945
01:03:40.612 --> 01:03:42.197
Mister. Mister. MRE!

946
01:03:42.781 --> 01:03:45.993
Mister. MRE. Mister, mister!

947
01:03:46.076 --> 01:03:48.871
Suddenly there was nothing
interesting about it anymore.

948
01:04:00.549 --> 01:04:01.758
There was nothing.

949
01:04:11.393 --> 01:04:13.103
Are you seeing bad things?

950
01:04:16.231 --> 01:04:17.357
Yeah, a little.

951
01:04:18.275 --> 01:04:19.860
Are people getting killed?

952
01:04:21.278 --> 01:04:25.657
Because I'm seeing on the news
that people are getting killed.

953
01:04:28.702 --> 01:04:30.746
-Hello?
-Yeah, baby, I'm here.

954
01:04:32.331 --> 01:04:34.166
You're gonna make it through this, okay?

955
01:04:36.502 --> 01:04:38.962
I know that you're gonna
make it through this.

956
01:04:41.423 --> 01:04:43.383
Could you just talk about you
for a second?

957
01:04:44.176 --> 01:04:45.761
What's going on with you?

958
01:04:48.972 --> 01:04:53.018
Well, I got a job as a waitress
down at the Academy,

959
01:04:53.101 --> 01:04:55.646
close to the neighborhood
I think that we should settle on.

960
01:04:56.939 --> 01:04:59.066
You like those streets
over by Larchmere, right?

961
01:05:04.655 --> 01:05:05.739
Baby.

962
01:05:06.490 --> 01:05:08.909
Yeah, baby, I'm here. I just...

963
01:05:11.411 --> 01:05:13.205
Are you sure you're doing okay?

964
01:05:13.747 --> 01:05:15.290
I just miss you. That's all.

965
01:05:16.375 --> 01:05:17.543
I miss you too.

966
01:05:19.711 --> 01:05:20.712
I love you.

967
01:05:22.047 --> 01:05:23.048
Fuck!

968
01:05:46.780 --> 01:05:49.116
Get him out! Fuck!

969
01:05:49.199 --> 01:05:51.326
All right! He's good!

970
01:06:28.697 --> 01:06:31.158
After Private First Class Jimenez
was killed in battle,

971
01:06:31.909 --> 01:06:34.369
this soldier went on to take care
of his platoon as well,

972
01:06:35.037 --> 01:06:37.956
serving three platoons in total
to complete more combat missions...

973
01:06:38.040 --> 01:06:40.792
-I really wanna get the fuck out of here.
-...than any other medic in his battalion.

974
01:06:40.876 --> 01:06:43.712
I don't feel like I've done anything
to go running into a gymnasium about.

975
01:06:43.795 --> 01:06:47.174
It is my honor to present to you
the Medal of Valor.

976
01:06:47.257 --> 01:06:49.843
My one true accomplishment was not dying.

977
01:06:50.511 --> 01:06:52.262
And I didn't really have anything
to do with that.

978
01:06:52.971 --> 01:06:55.432
-Congratulations, Specialist.
-Thank you, First Sergeant.

979
01:07:36.265 --> 01:07:39.893
Emily drove me back to Ohio,
and I got to see our new house.

980
01:08:09.131 --> 01:08:11.842
Started taking night classes
at a school Emily was working at,

981
01:08:11.925 --> 01:08:15.345
and I got a job
that paid eight bucks an hour.

982
01:08:16.638 --> 01:08:18.432
Roy's cousin Joe helped me get it.

983
01:08:21.935 --> 01:08:23.854
This coffee is shit.

984
01:08:23.937 --> 01:08:25.564
They're all spoiled fucks.

985
01:08:25.647 --> 01:08:28.358
No one there but Joe and I
had ever had anything to do with war

986
01:08:28.442 --> 01:08:29.984
or murders or anything like that.

987
01:08:31.069 --> 01:08:33.738
The world meant something different
to them than it did to us.

988
01:08:37.075 --> 01:08:39.912
And after he got back,
Joe had problems for a while.

989
01:08:39.995 --> 01:08:42.581
All I did was ask you if you really
needed to keep drinking,

990
01:08:42.663 --> 01:08:44.249
seeing as you're already shit-faced.

991
01:08:44.332 --> 01:08:47.461
-And I said that I did.
-And I said no, you did not!

992
01:08:51.590 --> 01:08:53.634
-Holy shit!
-Fuck!

993
01:08:55.135 --> 01:08:56.136
Stop the car.

994
01:09:00.057 --> 01:09:02.267
He wasn't the only one with problems.

995
01:09:05.479 --> 01:09:08.607
I didn't sleep.
And when I did, I dreamt of violence.

996
01:09:09.983 --> 01:09:11.151
Hey.

997
01:09:11.609 --> 01:09:12.694
Hey.

998
01:09:15.906 --> 01:09:17.533
-Are you okay?
-Yeah.

999
01:09:19.576 --> 01:09:21.620
-Hey.
-What happened?

1000
01:09:22.746 --> 01:09:25.749
I shit blood, I farted blood,
and then I craved sleep.

1001
01:09:45.018 --> 01:09:48.647
Basically I was being a sad,
crazy fuck about the horrors I'd seen.

1002
01:10:12.671 --> 01:10:13.881
Hurry. We'll be late.

1003
01:10:14.840 --> 01:10:16.300
Yeah, baby. Sure.

1004
01:10:37.779 --> 01:10:40.407
Hey, thank you for thinking to do this.

1005
01:10:45.078 --> 01:10:46.997
Why are we the only ones dressed up?

1006
01:10:51.502 --> 01:10:52.544
Doesn't matter.

1007
01:10:53.754 --> 01:10:55.005
Didn't notice.

1008
01:10:56.340 --> 01:10:58.800
All these middle-aged people with money,
for Christ's sakes.

1009
01:10:58.884 --> 01:11:02.137
And they can't even be bothered
to wear a jacket to the fucking theater.

1010
01:11:02.221 --> 01:11:03.972
-Stop.
-Yeah, I'm talkin' to you.

1011
01:11:04.056 --> 01:11:05.766
-What's your problem, dude?
-Dude, what's your problem?

1012
01:11:05.849 --> 01:11:08.185
My problem's the fact
you didn't even have the decency

1013
01:11:08.268 --> 01:11:10.479
to take off your L.L.Bean before you came
from the fucking golf club!

1014
01:11:10.562 --> 01:11:12.481
-Please be quiet.
-Okay, tough guy--

1015
01:11:12.564 --> 01:11:14.650
-Fuck you, motherfucker--
-I'd really like to go now.

1016
01:11:14.733 --> 01:11:16.068
No, babe, we're not going anywhere.

1017
01:11:16.151 --> 01:11:17.694
I would really like to leave.

1018
01:11:18.403 --> 01:11:20.906
It's all right, man.
There's nothing to fucking look at.

1019
01:11:20.989 --> 01:11:22.324
This guy's just an asshole.

1020
01:11:22.407 --> 01:11:25.661
Fucking take this L.L.Bean
and shove it up your fucking ass.

1021
01:11:25.744 --> 01:11:26.870
Fucking pussy.

1022
01:11:56.817 --> 01:11:57.818
I wanna leave.

1023
01:12:02.155 --> 01:12:06.034
I punched the bathroom mirror on accident
while I was washing my hands.

1024
01:12:07.035 --> 01:12:08.453
-Come on, we gotta go.
-Jesus Christ.

1025
01:12:08.537 --> 01:12:10.330
I mean we gotta go right fucking now.
Let's go.

1026
01:12:18.714 --> 01:12:21.383
And when I went home,
I took a few more Xanax.

1027
01:12:33.896 --> 01:12:36.148
That also happened to be the night
that James Lightfoot

1028
01:12:36.231 --> 01:12:38.483
tried coming around to welcome me back,

1029
01:12:38.567 --> 01:12:40.736
but he got arrested
breaking into my house.

1030
01:12:41.653 --> 01:12:42.696
Hey, man.

1031
01:12:44.448 --> 01:12:45.449
Hey.

1032
01:12:47.743 --> 01:12:48.827
Hey, wake up.

1033
01:12:49.578 --> 01:12:51.330
Hey, man, what the fuck? Who's you?

1034
01:12:51.413 --> 01:12:52.414
Fuck, fuck, fuck!

1035
01:12:52.497 --> 01:12:53.749
Sorry--

1036
01:12:53.832 --> 01:12:55.334
Except it wasn't my house.

1037
01:12:55.417 --> 01:12:57.920
The fucking dumb shit
broke into the wrong house.

1038
01:13:00.005 --> 01:13:02.716
Since I left for Iraq,
James had busted up his knee

1039
01:13:02.799 --> 01:13:04.384
working for the Highway Department

1040
01:13:04.468 --> 01:13:06.386
and gotten into using OxyContin
pretty bad.

1041
01:13:06.470 --> 01:13:08.805
-I didn't mean to.
-Come on.

1042
01:13:08.889 --> 01:13:12.351
-I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
-Come on.

1043
01:13:13.769 --> 01:13:15.729
You fucking pig! Fuck you!

1044
01:13:15.812 --> 01:13:18.857
After I bailed him out,
he started hanging around a lot.

1045
01:13:21.360 --> 01:13:23.028
Dude, are you all right?

1046
01:13:23.111 --> 01:13:26.073
No, no. No, not all right.

1047
01:13:26.907 --> 01:13:28.242
Help me.

1048
01:13:29.952 --> 01:13:31.870
Fuck. Fuck.

1049
01:13:42.339 --> 01:13:43.423
Deep breath.

1050
01:13:55.018 --> 01:13:57.479
Deep. That's right.

1051
01:14:03.110 --> 01:14:05.779
A few weeks later,
James asked me to take him to the bank.

1052
01:14:19.501 --> 01:14:21.795
James wanted me
to talk to the teller for him,

1053
01:14:21.879 --> 01:14:23.630
'cause he said I could talk good.

1054
01:14:26.049 --> 01:14:27.050
Okay.

1055
01:14:27.926 --> 01:14:30.012
So I'm gonna sign my checks over to you.

1056
01:14:30.721 --> 01:14:33.015
And then you're gonna give me
the cash, okay?

1057
01:14:34.641 --> 01:14:36.643
'Cause they won't let me have
a bank account,

1058
01:14:37.352 --> 01:14:39.563
'cause I'm in ChexSystems.

1059
01:14:40.272 --> 01:14:42.232
My credit's totally fucked.

1060
01:14:43.025 --> 01:14:44.026
Come on.

1061
01:14:45.861 --> 01:14:47.279
I can't cash these checks, sir.

1062
01:14:47.362 --> 01:14:48.947
It wasn't exactly a smash hit.

1063
01:14:49.031 --> 01:14:51.950
The teller thought I was being a dick
because I was high on OxyContin,

1064
01:14:52.034 --> 01:14:55.329
and I wasn't exactly trying to hide
the fact that I thought he was an asshole.

1065
01:14:55.412 --> 01:14:56.538
You know what?

1066
01:14:57.247 --> 01:14:59.791
You're an asshole,
and I'd like to speak to your manager.

1067
01:14:59.875 --> 01:15:01.543
Well, I am the manager.

1068
01:15:04.213 --> 01:15:07.090
-Well, you're still an asshole.
-Okay.

1069
01:15:07.174 --> 01:15:09.510
-Sir.
-I'm a fucking war veteran, dude.

1070
01:15:09.593 --> 01:15:11.970
And you're fucking treating me
like an undesirable.

1071
01:15:12.054 --> 01:15:13.722
I don't know what I'm gonna do about this,

1072
01:15:13.805 --> 01:15:16.892
but I'm sure as fuck this isn't the way
you're supposed to treat people, fucker.

1073
01:15:16.975 --> 01:15:18.352
You have a good day now.

1074
01:15:19.102 --> 01:15:20.562
-Thanks, guys.
-Thank you.

1075
01:15:20.646 --> 01:15:21.730
Thanks for your help.

1076
01:15:22.856 --> 01:15:24.274
Fuck yeah. You get the money?

1077
01:15:24.358 --> 01:15:25.901
No, I didn't get the fucking money.

1078
01:15:33.575 --> 01:15:36.328
Hey, man, it's really unfortunate
how that all just played out.

1079
01:15:37.538 --> 01:15:38.539
Sorry, dude.

1080
01:15:40.791 --> 01:15:43.377
Yeah, well, thanks anyway.

1081
01:15:43.460 --> 01:15:44.628
Sure, yeah.

1082
01:15:47.130 --> 01:15:49.299
Do you think I could get
some more of those pills?

1083
01:15:54.680 --> 01:15:58.517
Everything had changed.
And nothing had changed.

1084
01:16:00.435 --> 01:16:03.230
The problem was, is I really liked Oxy.

1085
01:16:03.313 --> 01:16:07.109
Made me feel a type of way
so I wasn't about taking shit from anyone.

1086
01:16:07.192 --> 01:16:08.819
Where the hell have you been?

1087
01:16:09.945 --> 01:16:11.071
No.

1088
01:16:13.323 --> 01:16:14.700
Where have you been?

1089
01:16:14.783 --> 01:16:16.910
You were supposed to be home
three hours ago.

1090
01:16:16.994 --> 01:16:18.495
What the fuck did you take?

1091
01:16:19.413 --> 01:16:21.456
What are you fucking taking?

1092
01:16:21.540 --> 01:16:23.375
I'll tell you
what I haven't been taking...

1093
01:16:24.209 --> 01:16:25.419
is your shit.

1094
01:16:26.295 --> 01:16:29.381
I'm not taking your shit.

1095
01:16:32.551 --> 01:16:35.387
I promised Emily I'd find a better way
of dealing with my war shit

1096
01:16:35.470 --> 01:16:36.638
than just taking pills.

1097
01:16:51.361 --> 01:16:53.947
Have you been experiencing
any suicidal thoughts?

1098
01:16:58.327 --> 01:16:59.453
Sometimes, yeah.

1099
01:17:01.205 --> 01:17:04.917
I just feel like if I died in Iraq...

1100
01:17:06.210 --> 01:17:07.794
she'd be happier now, you know?

1101
01:17:09.171 --> 01:17:11.215
She would've been sad for a while, but...

1102
01:17:13.759 --> 01:17:15.844
ultimately her life would've been better.

1103
01:17:19.932 --> 01:17:21.183
How long you been back?

1104
01:17:21.266 --> 01:17:22.351
Eight months.

1105
01:17:24.895 --> 01:17:27.064
Have you been evaluated for PTSD before?

1106
01:17:29.399 --> 01:17:30.901
Isn't that what we're doing here?

1107
01:17:33.779 --> 01:17:35.072
I tried.

1108
01:17:36.281 --> 01:17:37.991
You guys kept transferring my file.

1109
01:17:38.075 --> 01:17:41.036
I guess someone left and the new someone
was trying to get caught up.

1110
01:17:41.119 --> 01:17:42.496
I don't know.

1111
01:17:47.209 --> 01:17:49.044
Are you currently on any medications?

1112
01:17:49.127 --> 01:17:50.212
Xanax.

1113
01:17:51.505 --> 01:17:53.632
For my anxiety.
But they don't work anymore.

1114
01:17:55.050 --> 01:17:56.176
How's your pain level?

1115
01:17:56.927 --> 01:17:58.679
Like, mental pain or physical pain?

1116
01:17:59.221 --> 01:18:00.222
Both.

1117
01:18:03.141 --> 01:18:04.393
Nine outta ten.

1118
01:18:06.937 --> 01:18:08.647
Have you ever heard of OxyContin?

1119
01:18:12.317 --> 01:18:13.944
Naturally, Emily was pissed,

1120
01:18:14.027 --> 01:18:16.321
and she'd understandably
reached her limit.

1121
01:18:23.579 --> 01:18:24.746
Fine.

1122
01:18:25.455 --> 01:18:27.499
These are for me now.

1123
01:18:28.083 --> 01:18:30.002
Because I would love--

1124
01:18:30.711 --> 01:18:33.297
I would love a break...

1125
01:18:34.506 --> 01:18:37.467
from all of this shit!

1126
01:18:40.345 --> 01:18:42.681
Fuck you!

1127
01:18:58.155 --> 01:19:00.657
I wish I never told you I was leaving.

1128
01:19:07.623 --> 01:19:08.790
For Montreal.

1129
01:19:17.674 --> 01:19:21.220
Remember when you used to wear
that white ribbon around your neck?

1130
01:19:25.265 --> 01:19:26.683
That was my jam.

1131
01:19:29.394 --> 01:19:30.771
Yeah, I liked that.

1132
01:19:43.450 --> 01:19:46.078
Can't see that we'll ever
make it back there though.

1133
01:19:52.000 --> 01:19:53.043
No.

1134
01:20:00.551 --> 01:20:02.094
But I'm okay with that.

1135
01:20:07.891 --> 01:20:08.892
Yeah.

1136
01:20:12.813 --> 01:20:13.897
Me too.

1137
01:20:28.787 --> 01:20:32.499
And that is how we became addicts.

1138
01:20:48.390 --> 01:20:50.058
Babe, how do you want your eggs?

1139
01:20:51.018 --> 01:20:54.104
Can you walk Livinia today?
I need to leave in, like, ten minutes.

1140
01:20:54.188 --> 01:20:55.898
You want 'em scrambled or sunny-side up?

1141
01:20:55.981 --> 01:20:57.524
Scrambled, please. On toast.

1142
01:20:57.608 --> 01:20:59.193
What, like, in a sandwich?

1143
01:20:59.276 --> 01:21:01.862
Yeah, like a sandwich.

1144
01:21:04.823 --> 01:21:09.328
The story of being a dope fiend
is that you could kill yourself real slow,

1145
01:21:10.037 --> 01:21:12.539
but you feel like a million fucking bucks
doing it.

1146
01:21:12.623 --> 01:21:14.041
It's okay.

1147
01:21:14.124 --> 01:21:16.084
Hey, today's the day that I stay late.

1148
01:21:16.168 --> 01:21:19.087
So you need to be there by 5:00,
or I'm not gonna make it through class.

1149
01:21:19.171 --> 01:21:21.965
-Professor's still out.
-I got you, babe, go on.

1150
01:21:22.049 --> 01:21:24.134
-You said 5:00, right?
-5:00 p.m.

1151
01:21:24.218 --> 01:21:26.220
-Yes, ma'am.
-Thank you.

1152
01:21:27.763 --> 01:21:30.766
At first we said we'd get a dog,
and we wouldn't be dope fiends.

1153
01:21:30.849 --> 01:21:34.686
But we stayed dope fiends,
so now we're just dope fiends with a dog.

1154
01:21:34.770 --> 01:21:35.812
I gotta go.

1155
01:21:37.231 --> 01:21:39.024
-I love you.
-Love you too.

1156
01:21:39.650 --> 01:21:40.984
Don't forget.

1157
01:21:43.403 --> 01:21:46.782
"See her knitting in my hand,
and her empty chair ready for her.

1158
01:21:46.865 --> 01:21:50.160
I cry with vexation and disappointment"...

1159
01:21:50.244 --> 01:21:53.413
Lia? Keep reading,
I'm gonna run to the restroom.

1160
01:22:06.468 --> 01:22:07.678
You good?

1161
01:22:13.100 --> 01:22:14.810
Of course, the future looked bad though.

1162
01:22:17.563 --> 01:22:18.814
You went into debt.

1163
01:22:20.148 --> 01:22:24.194
My last GI check got deposited
into the wrong account. And...

1164
01:22:24.278 --> 01:22:27.406
Stabbed your parents in the heart,
over and over and over again.

1165
01:22:29.950 --> 01:22:33.996
Old friends stayed away. New friends would
eat your eyes out with a fucking spoon.

1166
01:22:39.418 --> 01:22:40.544
Hey, Black.

1167
01:22:48.844 --> 01:22:51.305
But there was always
more heroin to be done.

1168
01:22:51.388 --> 01:22:54.433
And that would usually serve
to settle things down for a bit.

1169
01:22:55.184 --> 01:22:57.060
If you could front me, like, another 80,

1170
01:22:57.144 --> 01:22:59.563
I got money from the GI Bill
coming in on Friday.

1171
01:23:06.111 --> 01:23:07.529
Flip that grilled cheese for me.

1172
01:23:07.613 --> 01:23:08.947
If you didn't know any better,

1173
01:23:09.031 --> 01:23:12.159
you would've thought that this guy
was Biff from Back to the Future,

1174
01:23:12.242 --> 01:23:13.702
but he wasn't.

1175
01:23:13.785 --> 01:23:15.370
He was Pills...

1176
01:23:16.371 --> 01:23:17.873
and he was Coke.

1177
01:23:20.459 --> 01:23:23.045
Hey, man, you want me to put this
on a plate? It looks done.

1178
01:23:23.128 --> 01:23:25.464
Shelly, come get your toasted cheese.

1179
01:23:31.136 --> 01:23:32.137
Hey.

1180
01:23:33.722 --> 01:23:35.057
What are you guys doing?

1181
01:23:36.141 --> 01:23:37.684
Making some special candy.

1182
01:23:38.602 --> 01:23:39.686
I like candy.

1183
01:23:40.395 --> 01:23:41.396
Can I try it?

1184
01:23:43.774 --> 01:23:44.900
That depends.

1185
01:23:45.901 --> 01:23:50.155
What do you think, junkie?
Should she try some special candy?

1186
01:23:51.323 --> 01:23:54.493
All right, open wide for the choo choo.

1187
01:24:00.165 --> 01:24:03.043
-Choo choo!
-And everyone you met was a fucker.

1188
01:24:03.126 --> 01:24:06.004
Stop fucking with me, dude.
Are you really not gonna front me that 80?

1189
01:24:06.088 --> 01:24:08.590
I don't know, man,
80 is a lot of money to some people.

1190
01:24:08.674 --> 01:24:10.008
Please, dude, come on.

1191
01:24:11.677 --> 01:24:14.930
Maybe. But you gotta
go see a guy in Buckeye for me.

1192
01:24:15.013 --> 01:24:17.307
-Okay.
-Pick up something for Black.

1193
01:24:18.183 --> 01:24:19.268
For Black?

1194
01:24:19.351 --> 01:24:20.978
-Yeah.
-What am I picking up?

1195
01:24:21.061 --> 01:24:23.146
It's a safe.
And don't fucking ask what's in it.

1196
01:24:23.230 --> 01:24:24.439
Why, what's in it?

1197
01:24:25.941 --> 01:24:27.317
You're a cunt-nugget.

1198
01:24:29.611 --> 01:24:32.197
Please, please tell me you scored.

1199
01:24:32.281 --> 01:24:33.949
-What the fuck is this?
-What?

1200
01:24:34.533 --> 01:24:36.952
Pills & Coke asked me
to watch a safe for him.

1201
01:24:37.035 --> 01:24:38.245
That fucking guy?

1202
01:24:38.912 --> 01:24:40.080
I hate that fucking guy.

1203
01:24:40.163 --> 01:24:43.458
That fucking guy fronted us,
so it felt like the right thing to do.

1204
01:24:52.217 --> 01:24:53.427
Are you good?

1205
01:24:59.933 --> 01:25:03.896
I told you that guy was a scumbag.
This dope isn't doing shit for me.

1206
01:25:05.939 --> 01:25:10.569
And here you are watching his safe
that probably has all the good shit in it.

1207
01:25:14.406 --> 01:25:18.035
So we called James Lightfoot,
who used to work for a locksmith.

1208
01:25:27.878 --> 01:25:29.046
I can't hear anything.

1209
01:25:36.637 --> 01:25:37.930
Did it work?

1210
01:25:38.013 --> 01:25:41.433
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, it totally fucking worked. Genius.

1211
01:25:47.272 --> 01:25:48.482
Hit it, man.

1212
01:25:48.565 --> 01:25:50.943
-Yeah, hit it. Hit it.
-Fuck.

1213
01:25:51.026 --> 01:25:52.319
Get angry, baby.

1214
01:25:53.278 --> 01:25:54.655
It's coming.

1215
01:25:56.865 --> 01:25:57.950
Fuck them.

1216
01:25:58.575 --> 01:25:59.701
What?

1217
01:26:29.982 --> 01:26:31.942
Open the door!

1218
01:26:38.532 --> 01:26:39.825
It's the fucking police.

1219
01:26:42.744 --> 01:26:43.745
It's not the police.

1220
01:26:43.829 --> 01:26:45.622
This is the police!

1221
01:26:46.832 --> 01:26:48.458
It's the fucking police!

1222
01:26:50.002 --> 01:26:51.628
Get rid of all the drugs. Quick! Hurry!

1223
01:26:52.796 --> 01:26:54.089
-Fuck!
-They know about the safe!

1224
01:26:54.173 --> 01:26:55.507
I told you they know about the safe.

1225
01:26:55.591 --> 01:26:57.759
I don't know how they fucking know
about the safe.

1226
01:26:58.343 --> 01:27:00.053
-Fuck, fuck!
-What are you doing?

1227
01:27:00.137 --> 01:27:01.972
-I'm emptying!
-That's not gonna fucking work!

1228
01:27:02.055 --> 01:27:03.056
Fuck! Fuck!

1229
01:27:03.140 --> 01:27:04.516
Here.

1230
01:27:08.103 --> 01:27:09.938
-Okay, listen to me.
-Okay.

1231
01:27:10.022 --> 01:27:12.774
Put your hands behind your head
like this, okay? Stay like that.

1232
01:27:12.858 --> 01:27:13.984
Yeah.

1233
01:27:16.653 --> 01:27:18.864
Let's do this nice and peaceful!

1234
01:27:22.993 --> 01:27:24.703
Son of a bitch.

1235
01:27:25.329 --> 01:27:26.830
What a fucking dumbass.

1236
01:27:26.914 --> 01:27:28.123
Come on, open up.

1237
01:27:34.129 --> 01:27:35.172
Come on in, man.

1238
01:27:35.756 --> 01:27:37.132
Cup check.

1239
01:27:48.060 --> 01:27:49.061
Dude.

1240
01:27:53.732 --> 01:27:55.943
How much fucking shit was even in there?

1241
01:27:59.488 --> 01:28:00.739
Tell me!

1242
01:28:04.034 --> 01:28:05.035
A lot.

1243
01:28:06.161 --> 01:28:07.162
Fuck.

1244
01:28:07.746 --> 01:28:09.790
You said you were the fucking police,
dumbass.

1245
01:28:11.208 --> 01:28:13.418
You fucking put this shit on me,
you doped-up fuck?

1246
01:28:13.502 --> 01:28:15.295
It wasn't my fault! It wasn't my fault!

1247
01:28:15.879 --> 01:28:19.800
Stop! Stop! Stop!
Stop, you're gonna kill him! Stop!

1248
01:28:30.352 --> 01:28:32.604
All right,
let me tell you what's gonna happen.

1249
01:28:32.688 --> 01:28:36.984
Black is gonna put on his black mask.

1250
01:28:37.067 --> 01:28:39.152
-What?
-His black mask.

1251
01:28:39.236 --> 01:28:41.530
-What black mask? What are you--
-His black mask. His fucking black mask.

1252
01:28:41.613 --> 01:28:43.323
He's gonna put on
his motherfucking black mask!

1253
01:28:43.407 --> 01:28:44.825
Stop saying that!
I don't know what it means.

1254
01:28:44.908 --> 01:28:46.368
He's gonna put on his black mask!

1255
01:28:46.451 --> 01:28:48.078
I don't know what it means!

1256
01:28:50.455 --> 01:28:51.665
He's gonna kill us all.

1257
01:28:53.458 --> 01:28:54.710
He's gonna kill you.

1258
01:28:54.793 --> 01:28:56.253
-He's gonna kill you.
-No.

1259
01:28:56.336 --> 01:28:58.338
He's sure as fuck
gonna kill that cunt-nugget!

1260
01:28:59.006 --> 01:29:01.675
And guess what then?
He's gonna fucking kill me.

1261
01:29:07.222 --> 01:29:08.223
Unless...

1262
01:29:09.016 --> 01:29:10.809
you can give me

1263
01:29:11.560 --> 01:29:14.521
a giant fucking shitwad of cash.

1264
01:29:15.397 --> 01:29:16.440
Right now.

1265
01:29:18.025 --> 01:29:19.651
We don't have any money.

1266
01:29:21.778 --> 01:29:23.447
We don't even have dog food.

1267
01:29:25.532 --> 01:29:26.658
I have a plan.

1268
01:29:28.744 --> 01:29:29.870
I have a plan.

1269
01:30:48.615 --> 01:30:50.659
Okay, we're square.

1270
01:31:17.102 --> 01:31:18.103
Oh, my God.

1271
01:31:20.522 --> 01:31:21.732
How much did you...

1272
01:31:24.109 --> 01:31:25.152
Oh, my God.

1273
01:31:27.696 --> 01:31:29.239
That's a lot of fucking dope.

1274
01:31:30.240 --> 01:31:32.117
And that was cause for a celebration.

1275
01:32:16.119 --> 01:32:17.246
Sorry.

1276
01:32:24.253 --> 01:32:25.254
Hello?

1277
01:32:25.337 --> 01:32:26.755
Hey. Joe.

1278
01:32:29.383 --> 01:32:31.885
-Joe?
-Yeah. Roy's cousin Joe.

1279
01:32:32.427 --> 01:32:34.388
Oh, fuck. Hey, Joe, what's up, man?

1280
01:32:34.471 --> 01:32:37.599
Hey, man, did you rob a bank today?

1281
01:32:43.105 --> 01:32:44.523
I'm going to fucking jail, babe.

1282
01:32:44.606 --> 01:32:48.944
No. No, here. It says the suspect
is six foot and has blue eyes.

1283
01:32:49.027 --> 01:32:51.154
-You're okay.
-Yeah, but look at the fucking picture.

1284
01:32:51.238 --> 01:32:52.489
Does it look like me?

1285
01:33:00.956 --> 01:33:03.458
Yeah, maybe you shouldn't
leave the house for a while.

1286
01:33:04.042 --> 01:33:05.961
The essential problem
of being a drug addict

1287
01:33:06.044 --> 01:33:08.672
is that whenever you get flush,
you spend it on dope.

1288
01:33:12.926 --> 01:33:16.221
Until the money's gone.
And when the dope's gone, you get sick.

1289
01:33:22.186 --> 01:33:24.188
At which point
you need to find more money.

1290
01:33:24.271 --> 01:33:26.565
Go rob another fucking bank!

1291
01:33:34.781 --> 01:33:36.033
Are you okay?

1292
01:33:36.575 --> 01:33:37.910
It was just a sneeze.

1293
01:33:39.244 --> 01:33:41.705
Look, I really think you're sick, man.

1294
01:33:41.788 --> 01:33:44.625
No, I'm fine, I just can't stop sneezing.

1295
01:34:05.437 --> 01:34:07.648
I don't imagine that anyone
goes in for a robbery

1296
01:34:07.731 --> 01:34:09.650
if they're not in some kind
of desperation.

1297
01:34:10.692 --> 01:34:12.861
With robbery it's a matter
of pure abasement.

1298
01:34:12.945 --> 01:34:14.071
Thank you.

1299
01:34:14.154 --> 01:34:15.489
And we were abased.

1300
01:34:18.283 --> 01:34:20.869
What's crazy is, is that 80% of the time

1301
01:34:20.953 --> 01:34:23.038
the tellers really don't mind
if you're holding up the bank.

1302
01:34:23.622 --> 01:34:25.040
There are exceptions, of course,

1303
01:34:25.123 --> 01:34:27.793
like this one lady on the West Side,
looked like Janet Reno.

1304
01:34:27.876 --> 01:34:29.795
That's as high as I go.

1305
01:34:32.381 --> 01:34:33.632
You fucking kidding me?

1306
01:34:38.720 --> 01:34:40.430
You can read, right?

1307
01:34:41.014 --> 01:34:42.975
That's as high as I go.

1308
01:34:43.934 --> 01:34:46.645
But this was a fanatic.
Usually it's very civilized.

1309
01:34:46.728 --> 01:34:47.729
Hey, babe.

1310
01:34:47.813 --> 01:34:49.022
You all right?

1311
01:34:49.106 --> 01:34:52.109
-Where were you?
-I was at the bank. I couldn't get much.

1312
01:34:52.192 --> 01:34:54.319
Feel like a fucking purse snatcher.

1313
01:34:56.905 --> 01:35:00.117
Yeah, this is the one. All right.

1314
01:35:05.789 --> 01:35:08.792
How is it that you can rob
all these fucking goddamn banks,

1315
01:35:08.876 --> 01:35:11.879
and yet somehow, in some fucking way,

1316
01:35:11.962 --> 01:35:14.673
you still owe me a fuck ton of money?

1317
01:35:17.801 --> 01:35:19.261
What the fuck?

1318
01:35:20.179 --> 01:35:22.097
'Cause we shoot
a lot of fucking dope, man.

1319
01:35:22.181 --> 01:35:24.016
You need to shoot a lot less,
motherfucker,

1320
01:35:24.099 --> 01:35:25.893
'cause when you owe me money,
I owe Black money.

1321
01:35:25.976 --> 01:35:28.103
And Black does not like
being owed fucking money.

1322
01:35:28.187 --> 01:35:30.814
That's good shit, right?
I'll meet you around the corner.

1323
01:35:30.898 --> 01:35:33.483
What the fuck you talkin' about?

1324
01:35:33.567 --> 01:35:35.402
I told you I needed a driver.

1325
01:35:37.196 --> 01:35:38.906
You did not fucking say that.

1326
01:35:38.989 --> 01:35:40.449
-Yeah, I did. I called you this morning.
-No, no--

1327
01:35:40.532 --> 01:35:42.201
I said I needed a driver for the robbery.

1328
01:35:42.284 --> 01:35:45.913
That's not what I fucking heard.
I'm not doing the junkie bank robbery.

1329
01:35:45.996 --> 01:35:48.081
But you just said
that you owe Black money.

1330
01:35:48.165 --> 01:35:49.625
Yeah! Because you owe me money.

1331
01:35:49.708 --> 01:35:51.418
Do you wanna pay him back or not?

1332
01:35:54.755 --> 01:35:56.423
We gotta discuss terms, dude.

1333
01:35:56.507 --> 01:35:58.926
The fucking terms are simple.
I'm gonna go rob the fucking bank,

1334
01:35:59.009 --> 01:36:01.094
you're gonna meet me round the corner
so you can pay Black back.

1335
01:36:01.178 --> 01:36:02.429
I don't like those terms.

1336
01:36:02.513 --> 01:36:04.264
-I may or may not be there--
-Those are the terms, man.

1337
01:36:04.348 --> 01:36:06.558
Motherfucking piece of shit.

1338
01:36:06.642 --> 01:36:08.227
Those are the fucking terms!

1339
01:36:14.274 --> 01:36:16.151
Come on, Sheina,
I know you can do better than that.

1340
01:36:16.235 --> 01:36:17.486
That's a lot of money.

1341
01:36:18.111 --> 01:36:20.280
That's a 50 banded to some fucking ones.

1342
01:36:20.364 --> 01:36:22.074
I said all the money in your drawer.

1343
01:36:26.411 --> 01:36:29.665
That guy couldn't give a shit about
what's happening with you right now.

1344
01:36:29.748 --> 01:36:31.708
I'm not fucking around.

1345
01:36:46.181 --> 01:36:47.641
I'll flash my gun on the way out,

1346
01:36:47.724 --> 01:36:50.352
so he knows you didn't
just give the money away.

1347
01:36:50.435 --> 01:36:52.354
That supposed to make you a good guy now?

1348
01:36:58.569 --> 01:37:00.612
Did you fight for this fucking country?

1349
01:37:04.700 --> 01:37:07.160
You know what
fucking terms we never discussed?

1350
01:37:07.244 --> 01:37:11.874
The ones where you're in my car with me,
and the motherfucking police shoot us!

1351
01:37:12.958 --> 01:37:16.086
We never fucking discussed those terms,
you fucking junkie.

1352
01:37:25.012 --> 01:37:27.806
Where were you? It's Wednesday.

1353
01:37:28.432 --> 01:37:30.726
You were supposed to come down
to school and meet me by 5:00.

1354
01:37:32.352 --> 01:37:34.813
I'm sorry, baby.
I was getting really sick.

1355
01:37:34.897 --> 01:37:37.983
Yeah, well, now I'm sick,
and I had to cancel my fucking class

1356
01:37:38.066 --> 01:37:40.360
because I shit my motherfucking pants.

1357
01:37:41.862 --> 01:37:42.863
Fuck.

1358
01:37:44.948 --> 01:37:48.619
I'm trying really hard
to do something here.

1359
01:37:48.702 --> 01:37:50.162
I'm not just trying to...

1360
01:37:51.205 --> 01:37:56.335
sit at home on the fucking couch,
enjoying my motherfucking high.

1361
01:38:02.216 --> 01:38:04.343
-Fuck!
-The fuck is this?

1362
01:38:17.439 --> 01:38:20.692
-Baby, all right, fuck.
-I can't fucking...

1363
01:38:22.528 --> 01:38:24.738
I can't fucking do it.

1364
01:38:26.114 --> 01:38:28.534
-It's all right, baby.
-Will you please help me?

1365
01:38:28.617 --> 01:38:32.579
Come on, come here.
It's all right. I got you.

1366
01:38:36.500 --> 01:38:38.544
It's all right. Here, tie yourself up.

1367
01:38:55.143 --> 01:38:56.228
All right.

1368
01:38:57.312 --> 01:38:58.647
Are you ready?

1369
01:39:23.046 --> 01:39:25.757
I'm right here with you.
Would you hurry the fuck up, please?

1370
01:39:25.841 --> 01:39:27.634
You gotta calm down and let us do our job.

1371
01:39:27.718 --> 01:39:29.970
Baby? I'm right here.
I'm right by your side.

1372
01:39:30.053 --> 01:39:32.890
I'm not gonna fucking leave you, okay?
I got you. Okay?

1373
01:39:34.016 --> 01:39:37.936
Female, 22.
Agonal breathing, pinpoint pupils.

1374
01:39:38.020 --> 01:39:39.688
-Please.
-Rapid heart rate...

1375
01:39:39.771 --> 01:39:41.857
I just got to be here with my wife.

1376
01:39:41.940 --> 01:39:43.859
Sir, I need you to go to the waiting room.

1377
01:39:43.942 --> 01:39:45.694
Okay, I can go.
But could you please just--

1378
01:39:45.777 --> 01:39:47.571
-Can I stay for five minutes?
-No, listen.

1379
01:39:47.654 --> 01:39:49.990
There's nothing you can do in here
but get in the way.

1380
01:39:50.073 --> 01:39:51.867
Sir. There's nothing you can do.

1381
01:39:51.950 --> 01:39:53.243
Okay, I'm going.

1382
01:39:53.327 --> 01:39:54.995
-Oh, Jesus.
-Ready, go.

1383
01:39:55.078 --> 01:39:57.789
-No response here.
-Take over the airway.

1384
01:39:57.873 --> 01:39:59.333
Hooking up the monitor.

1385
01:39:59.416 --> 01:40:02.419
-We're gonna do the best we can.
-I don't know what I would do without her.

1386
01:40:02.503 --> 01:40:04.254
Okay? We're gonna do the best we can.

1387
01:40:04.338 --> 01:40:05.589
Emily, I'm outside, baby.

1388
01:40:06.173 --> 01:40:08.091
I need you to calm down
and tell me what happened.

1389
01:40:08.675 --> 01:40:10.135
I don't know what happened.

1390
01:40:11.887 --> 01:40:12.930
Help me out here.

1391
01:40:13.013 --> 01:40:15.307
I need you to calm down
and tell me what happened.

1392
01:40:16.725 --> 01:40:18.393
We were home and we fell asleep,

1393
01:40:18.477 --> 01:40:20.521
and then she fucking woke up
and she was blue.

1394
01:40:20.604 --> 01:40:22.314
-How long was she unconscious?
-I don't know.

1395
01:40:22.397 --> 01:40:23.565
What did she take?

1396
01:40:24.650 --> 01:40:26.151
-I don't know.
-What did she take?

1397
01:40:26.235 --> 01:40:28.654
I don't know, ma'am. I don't fucking know.

1398
01:40:28.737 --> 01:40:31.448
Listen, help us help her.
I need to know what she took.

1399
01:40:31.532 --> 01:40:33.992
Can you please just tell me
if she's breathing or not?

1400
01:40:34.493 --> 01:40:35.994
Please, I'm a medic, ma'am.

1401
01:40:36.078 --> 01:40:39.414
We're trying the best that we can, okay?
I need you to tell me what she took.

1402
01:40:39.498 --> 01:40:42.251
Paging Dr. Staman. Dr. Staman, please.

1403
01:40:42.835 --> 01:40:44.211
She took heroin.

1404
01:40:50.259 --> 01:40:51.885
I love you.

1405
01:40:55.013 --> 01:40:56.890
I know you've got problems.

1406
01:41:00.769 --> 01:41:02.604
I know you're broken.

1407
01:41:05.482 --> 01:41:07.776
But please don't break my daughter.

1408
01:41:13.031 --> 01:41:14.408
If you love her...

1409
01:41:17.244 --> 01:41:19.162
then you'll be a man and walk away.

1410
01:41:24.918 --> 01:41:27.713
You get up and walk away.

1411
01:41:32.342 --> 01:41:33.886
Or I'll fuck you up.

1412
01:42:27.022 --> 01:42:28.941
Fuck! Fuck you!

1413
01:42:29.024 --> 01:42:31.068
Fuck!

1414
01:43:44.808 --> 01:43:46.518
-What the fuck are you doing?
-Hold on.

1415
01:43:46.602 --> 01:43:48.729
-Hey, is this bus going to Elba?
-What the fuck are you doing?

1416
01:43:48.812 --> 01:43:49.897
Hey, get back on the bus, Em.

1417
01:43:49.980 --> 01:43:51.773
-What the fuck are you doing?
-Emily, get back on the bus.

1418
01:43:51.857 --> 01:43:53.317
I'm not getting back on that fucking bus!

1419
01:43:53.400 --> 01:43:54.818
-Listen to me, Emily.
-What the--

1420
01:43:56.820 --> 01:43:59.198
Baby, fucking listen to me, all right?

1421
01:43:59.781 --> 01:44:01.533
-Hey, are you all right?
-Yeah, I'm all right.

1422
01:44:01.617 --> 01:44:02.743
-Sorry.
-Just don't touch her, bro.

1423
01:44:02.826 --> 01:44:04.244
Yes, sir. Understood.

1424
01:44:12.628 --> 01:44:14.379
Emily, you gotta go back to rehab.

1425
01:44:16.381 --> 01:44:17.674
I don't wanna be in rehab.

1426
01:44:20.302 --> 01:44:21.386
I wanna be with you.

1427
01:44:24.264 --> 01:44:25.766
You can't be here with me.

1428
01:44:25.849 --> 01:44:27.684
That's not your decision to make.

1429
01:44:29.353 --> 01:44:31.480
-Yes, it is my decision--
-No, it's not your decision to make.

1430
01:44:31.563 --> 01:44:32.981
-Yes, it is my--
-It's not--

1431
01:44:33.065 --> 01:44:36.527
-Yes, it is!
-It is not your decision to make!

1432
01:44:42.866 --> 01:44:46.370
I waited two years...

1433
01:44:47.412 --> 01:44:50.082
for you to come back from that hellhole.

1434
01:44:50.165 --> 01:44:51.416
Two years.

1435
01:44:53.919 --> 01:44:56.797
And I stayed with you
through so much fucked-up shit.

1436
01:45:02.636 --> 01:45:04.721
And I really don't wanna do this alone.

1437
01:45:06.265 --> 01:45:08.100
Please don't make me do this alone.

1438
01:45:10.894 --> 01:45:14.022
I'm so sorry... but I can't.

1439
01:45:14.106 --> 01:45:15.524
I'm not good for you.

1440
01:45:16.608 --> 01:45:18.110
I'm not good for anything.

1441
01:45:22.281 --> 01:45:23.949
I have this noise in my head.

1442
01:45:26.368 --> 01:45:27.744
I can't...

1443
01:45:27.828 --> 01:45:29.663
-Baby, stop.
-It's so goddamn loud,

1444
01:45:29.746 --> 01:45:32.040
and I can't make it stop.

1445
01:45:33.250 --> 01:45:34.251
It'll stop.

1446
01:45:35.002 --> 01:45:38.088
One day it'll just-- it'll go quiet.

1447
01:45:46.388 --> 01:45:48.432
Can you please just get back on the bus?

1448
01:45:50.058 --> 01:45:51.059
For me?

1449
01:45:57.524 --> 01:45:59.484
I'm gonna get high with or without you.

1450
01:46:04.239 --> 01:46:05.324
Please don't.

1451
01:46:07.284 --> 01:46:08.535
Please, baby, just...

1452
01:46:13.957 --> 01:46:15.167
I'm gonna get high.

1453
01:47:09.888 --> 01:47:12.933
It's not even that interesting. The bank's
not gonna fight you over the cash.

1454
01:47:13.016 --> 01:47:15.894
They don't even care.
It's like taking sand from a beach.

1455
01:47:17.980 --> 01:47:20.566
-But it's somebody's money.
-No, it's the bank's money.

1456
01:47:21.149 --> 01:47:23.235
Do you need the money
or do you not need the money?

1457
01:47:23.318 --> 01:47:24.528
Of course I need the money.

1458
01:47:24.611 --> 01:47:27.364
All right, well, I can get a lot more
if we hit all the tellers.

1459
01:47:27.447 --> 01:47:29.241
But to hit all the tellers, I need you.

1460
01:47:30.200 --> 01:47:32.995
But if we're both pulling the robbery,
why am I only getting 10%?

1461
01:47:34.955 --> 01:47:37.749
Because I'm the one doing
all the talking and carrying the gun.

1462
01:47:37.833 --> 01:47:41.003
All right? If you were carrying the gun
and threatening all the innocents,

1463
01:47:41.086 --> 01:47:42.796
it'd be a different story, huh?

1464
01:47:42.880 --> 01:47:44.631
-Then give me the gun.
-No, I'm not gonna give you the gun.

1465
01:47:44.715 --> 01:47:46.633
-You just said if I had the gun--
-I don't care what I just said!

1466
01:47:46.717 --> 01:47:48.093
We're gonna do what we originally agreed.

1467
01:47:48.177 --> 01:47:51.597
Jesus. Can you stop being
such a flaming fucking pussy, dude?

1468
01:47:57.644 --> 01:47:59.188
Fuck it, let's do it.

1469
01:48:03.734 --> 01:48:05.444
No alarms! I said no alarms!

1470
01:48:05.527 --> 01:48:09.531
Sir, don't you touch that fucking phone!
Don't you touch that phone!

1471
01:48:11.617 --> 01:48:14.536
All right, I want everybody
to give their money to this man here.

1472
01:48:23.754 --> 01:48:25.839
Don't you touch that fucking phone.

1473
01:48:28.634 --> 01:48:29.635
Fuck!

1474
01:48:31.345 --> 01:48:34.348
Go, go, go! Go, go!

1475
01:48:36.683 --> 01:48:37.809
The fuck, man?

1476
01:48:37.893 --> 01:48:40.437
-The fuck is wrong with you?
-Fucking infamous.

1477
01:48:40.521 --> 01:48:43.315
-Man, I'm sorry.
-What do we do now?

1478
01:48:43.398 --> 01:48:44.775
I don't fucking know.

1479
01:48:44.858 --> 01:48:46.360
How about we do it again?

1480
01:48:46.443 --> 01:48:48.320
I can drive,
and you and Pills do the robbing.

1481
01:48:48.403 --> 01:48:50.948
So now I've gotta rob a bank
'cause you're a fucking pussy?

1482
01:48:51.031 --> 01:48:52.824
I'm just not good at robberies.

1483
01:48:52.908 --> 01:48:55.744
Pills, look,
it's three, four times the money.

1484
01:48:57.871 --> 01:48:59.706
Fucking nerves are shot, man.

1485
01:49:01.375 --> 01:49:02.417
Come on, man.

1486
01:49:04.086 --> 01:49:05.712
All right, but I'm having the gun.

1487
01:49:05.796 --> 01:49:08.298
-No, you're not having the gun.
-I am! I'm having the fucking gun!

1488
01:49:08.382 --> 01:49:10.133
And you're a junkie motherfucker.

1489
01:49:11.802 --> 01:49:13.011
With PTSD.

1490
01:49:22.521 --> 01:49:24.064
The fuck is going on with you, man?

1491
01:49:24.648 --> 01:49:26.608
-Probably the Klonnie.
-What Klonnie?

1492
01:49:27.651 --> 01:49:29.945
-My nerves were shot, man.
-You took fucking Klonnie?

1493
01:49:30.028 --> 01:49:31.113
Just some.

1494
01:49:31.780 --> 01:49:33.156
-Are you good for this?
-I'm good.

1495
01:49:33.240 --> 01:49:34.783
Are you good for this?

1496
01:49:34.867 --> 01:49:36.869
I'm good, motherfucker. Let's do this.

1497
01:49:36.952 --> 01:49:38.161
Put that fucking down.

1498
01:49:40.372 --> 01:49:42.749
All right, everyone,
give your man this money.

1499
01:49:43.876 --> 01:49:45.085
Now!

1500
01:49:45.752 --> 01:49:46.753
Shit.

1501
01:49:48.088 --> 01:49:50.132
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Give me the fucking gun.

1502
01:49:50.215 --> 01:49:52.634
-Fuck, man.
-Take this, get the fucking cash and go.

1503
01:49:52.718 --> 01:49:54.511
-Ma'am, get off the fucking phone!
-Get down.

1504
01:50:06.899 --> 01:50:08.609
-Go, go.
-Come on. Come on.

1505
01:50:11.278 --> 01:50:13.697
What happened? Did you shoot somebody?

1506
01:50:14.781 --> 01:50:17.409
-No.
-Where's Pills & Coke?

1507
01:50:17.492 --> 01:50:20.245
He fucking bailed, man. He bailed.

1508
01:50:20.329 --> 01:50:22.289
Where you going?
What the fuck are you doing?

1509
01:50:22.372 --> 01:50:24.124
Get the fucking-- Fuck.

1510
01:50:24.666 --> 01:50:26.418
Everybody, give me your cash.

1511
01:50:26.502 --> 01:50:29.630
Open the fucking drawer.
Get it out now! Hurry up.

1512
01:50:29.713 --> 01:50:30.797
Fuck.

1513
01:50:32.174 --> 01:50:34.968
We can't leave him.
He's gonna rat on us in a heartbeat, dude.

1514
01:50:35.052 --> 01:50:36.553
We gotta go back and get him.

1515
01:50:37.429 --> 01:50:38.931
-No.
-What do you mean, no, James?

1516
01:50:39.014 --> 01:50:40.557
Turn the fucking car around!

1517
01:50:41.058 --> 01:50:42.059
Fuck.

1518
01:50:54.571 --> 01:50:56.281
Never lock a gunman in
with innocent people.

1519
01:50:56.365 --> 01:50:58.867
You're supposed to lock me
in between the fucking doors.

1520
01:50:58.951 --> 01:51:01.245
What's the matter with you people?
Are you retarded?

1521
01:51:02.329 --> 01:51:06.834
-James, turn this fucking car around! Now!
-No.

1522
01:51:07.417 --> 01:51:10.170
Okay. Okay.

1523
01:51:10.254 --> 01:51:12.256
The police are on their way.

1524
01:51:16.093 --> 01:51:18.679
Open the door right now.

1525
01:51:21.265 --> 01:51:23.100
Look, you've put all these people's lives
in danger.

1526
01:51:23.183 --> 01:51:25.978
If you don't open that fucking door,
your boss is gonna fire you.

1527
01:51:27.938 --> 01:51:29.189
What the fuck was that?

1528
01:51:29.273 --> 01:51:31.316
-I don't like this.
-Did you hear that?

1529
01:51:31.400 --> 01:51:33.485
I don't like this, man. I don't like this.

1530
01:51:34.069 --> 01:51:35.320
You see him?

1531
01:51:45.622 --> 01:51:48.375
Is that him? I see him.
That's him, that's him. Stop the car.

1532
01:51:50.878 --> 01:51:52.629
Dude, get in the fucking car. Come on.

1533
01:51:53.130 --> 01:51:57.259
The fuck are you doing?
Get in the fucking car now!

1534
01:52:00.262 --> 01:52:01.847
Get in the car.

1535
01:52:03.098 --> 01:52:04.099
Fuck.

1536
01:52:04.600 --> 01:52:05.601
Go.

1537
01:52:06.268 --> 01:52:08.145
The fuck is wrong with you, man?

1538
01:52:10.397 --> 01:52:11.732
This is all your fault.

1539
01:52:11.815 --> 01:52:13.525
Should never have fucking brought you.

1540
01:52:21.950 --> 01:52:23.535
Oh, shit.

1541
01:52:25.120 --> 01:52:26.496
Oh, fuck.

1542
01:52:26.580 --> 01:52:28.540
-He's been shot, man.
-What the fuck?

1543
01:52:28.624 --> 01:52:31.376
-He's been fucking shot.
-You said nobody fucking got shot.

1544
01:52:31.460 --> 01:52:33.504
Put some pressure on the wound, all right?

1545
01:52:33.587 --> 01:52:36.006
Here. Let me feel your back. Let me see.

1546
01:52:36.089 --> 01:52:38.008
Let me see. Hang on. I know.
I know it hurts.

1547
01:52:38.091 --> 01:52:40.177
You know how to take care of him, right?

1548
01:52:41.094 --> 01:52:42.387
Fuck, there's not an exit wound.

1549
01:52:42.471 --> 01:52:45.140
-We gotta get him to a hospital.
-We can't go to the hospital.

1550
01:52:45.224 --> 01:52:48.602
James, if we don't take him
to the fucking hospital, he's gonna die!

1551
01:52:48.685 --> 01:52:50.521
We can't go right now, man!
You're not listening to me!

1552
01:52:50.604 --> 01:52:51.855
They'll fucking arrest us!

1553
01:52:51.939 --> 01:52:54.983
We just robbed a fucking bank,
are you fucking crazy?

1554
01:52:55.067 --> 01:52:57.778
They've seen you plenty of fucking times!

1555
01:52:57.861 --> 01:53:00.489
So you need to think fucking straight
about this!

1556
01:53:00.572 --> 01:53:02.699
What do we do? What do we do?

1557
01:53:03.242 --> 01:53:05.744
Please just take me to the hospital, man.

1558
01:53:07.621 --> 01:53:09.665
-Take me to the hospital.
-I'm sorry.

1559
01:53:09.748 --> 01:53:10.749
I'm sorry, man.

1560
01:53:13.168 --> 01:53:14.169
Guys...

1561
01:53:14.253 --> 01:53:17.381
We can't. You know we can't.
You know we can't, right?

1562
01:53:17.464 --> 01:53:19.341
-Right?
-Guys...

1563
01:53:19.424 --> 01:53:20.509
What can we do?

1564
01:53:20.592 --> 01:53:22.261
What can we do?

1565
01:53:22.344 --> 01:53:23.637
Please, man.

1566
01:53:27.724 --> 01:53:28.934
I'm sorry.

1567
01:53:29.601 --> 01:53:31.395
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

1568
01:53:38.443 --> 01:53:40.070
Just fucking drive, man.

1569
01:53:40.153 --> 01:53:41.864
Okay. Okay.

1570
01:53:41.947 --> 01:53:43.323
Just get us outta here.

1571
01:53:48.829 --> 01:53:50.581
This is so fucked up.

1572
01:53:56.211 --> 01:53:58.255
We never did find out how he got shot.

1573
01:54:00.799 --> 01:54:02.342
But it didn't matter.

1574
01:54:39.004 --> 01:54:40.172
Come on.

1575
01:54:41.215 --> 01:54:42.216
Come on.

1576
01:55:58.125 --> 01:55:59.501
What is he doing here?

1577
01:56:01.628 --> 01:56:03.297
-Go inside.
-What does he want?

1578
01:56:03.380 --> 01:56:04.673
Just go inside, baby.

1579
01:56:13.432 --> 01:56:15.726
If you're gonna shoot me,
can we go somewhere else?

1580
01:56:18.478 --> 01:56:19.563
You know...

1581
01:56:21.857 --> 01:56:23.025
for the neighbors.

1582
01:56:24.943 --> 01:56:26.778
I'm not gonna shoot you.

1583
01:56:30.741 --> 01:56:32.951
I won't get my money back...

1584
01:56:34.494 --> 01:56:35.787
if I shoot you.

1585
01:56:42.085 --> 01:56:43.545
I can't do this anymore.

1586
01:56:43.629 --> 01:56:46.048
-Sure you can.
-I can't.

1587
01:56:48.342 --> 01:56:49.426
You can.

1588
01:56:51.929 --> 01:56:55.349
For your girl... you can.

1589
01:57:04.816 --> 01:57:06.610
I just gotta get right first.

1590
01:57:41.436 --> 01:57:42.604
Hey, guess what.

1591
01:57:52.739 --> 01:57:56.368
Black is gonna drive for me
so I can pay him back.

1592
01:58:00.122 --> 01:58:01.498
Did he front you?

1593
01:58:07.629 --> 01:58:08.630
Yeah.

1594
01:58:14.178 --> 01:58:16.096
Can you make me a shot?

1595
01:58:19.057 --> 01:58:20.392
I'm just...

1596
01:58:23.228 --> 01:58:24.688
just really tired.

1597
01:58:26.481 --> 01:58:27.649
I know, baby.

1598
01:58:29.943 --> 01:58:32.404
-I want it to be quiet.
-I know.

1599
01:58:36.325 --> 01:58:38.702
Can you give me another shot?

1600
01:58:45.792 --> 01:58:47.753
Yeah, baby, when I'm back.

1601
01:58:53.467 --> 01:58:55.385
When I get back, baby.

1602
01:59:01.642 --> 01:59:02.809
I love you.

1603
01:59:06.647 --> 01:59:07.981
I love you too.

1604
01:59:40.472 --> 01:59:42.140
You know where you're going, right?

1605
01:59:42.224 --> 01:59:43.892
Make the first three lefts,
can't go wrong.

1606
01:59:43.976 --> 01:59:45.602
I'm not gonna be long,
two, three minutes, tops.

1607
01:59:45.686 --> 01:59:47.980
And don't be late.
I'll meet you in the parking lot.

1608
01:59:54.528 --> 01:59:58.532
Give me my fucking money, Vanessa!
Hurry the fuck up!

1609
01:59:58.615 --> 02:00:00.284
Slide it over! Now!

1610
02:00:22.848 --> 02:00:25.058
Vanessa, I need you to do me a favor.

1611
02:00:26.727 --> 02:00:27.895
What's that?

1612
02:00:29.313 --> 02:00:31.064
I need you to hit that alarm for me.

1613
02:00:35.611 --> 02:00:37.446
It's all right. I'm not gonna hurt you.

1614
02:00:51.293 --> 02:00:52.336
Thank you.

1615
02:01:33.752 --> 02:01:34.837
Here's your--

1616
02:09:47.704 --> 02:09:51.375
Therefore, it is our vote to grant parole.
Effective immediately.

1617
02:09:53.168 --> 02:09:56.338
Thank you, ladies and gentlemen.
My client is most appreciative.

1618
02:09:58.173 --> 02:09:59.299
Thank you.

1619
02:10:00.551 --> 02:10:01.760
Thank you so much.

1620
02:10:41.675 --> 02:10:42.926
Good luck.