WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:05.239 --> 00:00:09.243 [Crackling Sound] 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:16.250 --> 00:00:20.054 [Soft song on synthesizer] 5 00:01:15.476 --> 00:01:17.011 [Saturated Sound] 6 00:01:20.014 --> 00:01:24.685 [Dismal atmosphere] 7 00:01:24.685 --> 00:01:27.288 Dear watcher, 8 00:01:27.688 --> 00:01:30.024 I have to be honest with you. 9 00:01:31.025 --> 00:01:33.294 This experience you are about to live 10 00:01:34.027 --> 00:01:36.430 is a true satanic chaos. 11 00:01:37.031 --> 00:01:39.900 An evil oddity. 12 00:01:40.901 --> 00:01:43.270 Beware. 13 00:01:44.003 --> 00:01:52.079 My name is Dario, I am 27, and I must confess that my dark and gloomy conscience, 14 00:01:52.079 --> 00:01:59.053 prematurely wounded by alcohol, led me right into the depths of Hell. 15 00:02:01.055 --> 00:02:04.625 For long, I have sought an angel that could free me. 16 00:02:05.025 --> 00:02:07.428 But in vain. 17 00:02:07.428 --> 00:02:10.330 Fate set upon me 18 00:02:10.330 --> 00:02:18.103 until my being collapsed for good. 19 00:02:19.673 --> 00:02:22.676 I am not dead, and quite far from it. 20 00:02:22.676 --> 00:02:26.981 On the contrary, I feel just great. 21 00:02:26.981 --> 00:02:33.487 I'm slipping away, I'm travelling, I'm slowly coming back to life. 22 00:02:38.025 --> 00:02:40.861 What you are observing right now 23 00:02:40.861 --> 00:02:47.468 are the dim and hypnotic lights I absorb with ecstasy 24 00:02:47.468 --> 00:02:53.674 when my blood alcohol level has reached its maximum. 25 00:02:54.341 --> 00:02:58.178 I am a lonely wandering soul 26 00:02:58.846 --> 00:03:10.424 offering you the possibility of judging me at your discretion through the debacle of my negligible intellectual existence. 27 00:03:11.425 --> 00:03:15.963 [Dismal atmosphere] 28 00:03:25.406 --> 00:03:36.617 "Being twenty years old or almost when the world shows its true nature, is quite an unforgettable drunkenness. 29 00:03:36.617 --> 00:03:39.587 Just like a volcano. 30 00:03:39.587 --> 00:03:49.597 Despite being aware of the lava boiling under our feet, we are kept captivated by the sight of its unpredictable eruption. 31 00:03:49.597 --> 00:03:57.571 Even if it only leads to desolation, pain and misery" 32 00:04:04.011 --> 00:04:08.015 [Electronic Song] 33 00:04:45.019 --> 00:04:48.722 [Screams and disturbing sound] 34 00:04:58.732 --> 00:05:03.537 [Dark atmosphere, slow heartbeat and distant piano melody] 35 00:05:05.572 --> 00:05:07.474 Where am I ? 36 00:05:11.478 --> 00:05:14.515 ...Where am I ? 37 00:05:15.849 --> 00:05:18.185 Who am I ? 38 00:05:19.520 --> 00:05:21.855 I haven't done anything. 39 00:05:22.856 --> 00:05:28.862 I didn't hurt anyone. I'm only here, with you, with me... 40 00:05:29.863 --> 00:05:33.033 With myself. I am here. 41 00:05:34.468 --> 00:05:37.905 Oh my head...Ouch ! 42 00:05:39.907 --> 00:05:43.143 My head feels super heavy. 43 00:05:43.143 --> 00:05:44.912 I need to puke... 44 00:05:44.912 --> 00:05:47.913 Oh fuck, this is a nightmare... 45 00:05:48.882 --> 00:05:52.052 I am still completely drunk... 46 00:05:55.355 --> 00:06:01.028 I feel like I'm about to go even number than usual... 47 00:06:01.028 --> 00:06:06.533 I'm gonna, I don't know... I'm gonna leave this planet... 48 00:06:07.534 --> 00:06:09.837 No I'm not even going to fly off. 49 00:06:09.837 --> 00:06:15.175 I'm gonna crash down to the seventh.. to the seventh circle of Hell. 50 00:06:17.177 --> 00:06:19.847 Oh and this light... 51 00:06:21.915 --> 00:06:24.017 What the fuck have they done ? 52 00:06:25.319 --> 00:06:28.155 Fuck.. Mazzio, Ramirez 53 00:06:29.156 --> 00:06:34.027 What have they done ? What have we done yesterday ? 54 00:06:34.027 --> 00:06:36.830 I don't remember a thing... 55 00:06:36.830 --> 00:06:39.066 This is... incredible. 56 00:06:40.400 --> 00:06:43.036 Why is there a helmet ? 57 00:06:43.036 --> 00:06:45.506 Why is this moron wearing a helmet ? 58 00:06:55.516 --> 00:06:57.084 This is.. 59 00:06:57.084 --> 00:07:01.088 ...a fucking nightmare I'm living right now ! 60 00:07:01.088 --> 00:07:06.527 It feels like I'm about to lose my mind, to collapse, 61 00:07:06.527 --> 00:07:14.101 like I'm out of my body, like I'm caught in a sort of infernal vortex, fuck ! 62 00:07:14.768 --> 00:07:19.072 No one can help me, I feel like I'm... 63 00:07:22.075 --> 00:07:24.344 I don't understand anything... 64 00:07:25.012 --> 00:07:26.613 I am lost. 65 00:07:26.680 --> 00:07:29.183 What the hell is this movie ? 66 00:07:31.185 --> 00:07:32.953 My head is a fucking mess. 67 00:07:32.953 --> 00:07:39.993 It's unspeakable...it's indescribable... 68 00:07:42.996 --> 00:07:46.800 My mind is so tormented ! 69 00:07:46.800 --> 00:07:48.869 This is a nightmare. 70 00:07:50.871 --> 00:07:54.675 Fuck... Ramirez, the pianist. 71 00:07:54.675 --> 00:07:56.810 A pianist brother. 72 00:08:02.516 --> 00:08:06.019 Two unlike brothers ! 73 00:08:06.853 --> 00:08:10.224 And in this mayhem I can't tell who I am... 74 00:08:15.229 --> 00:08:16.830 Oh damn ! 75 00:08:17.831 --> 00:08:19.733 I'm gonna fall. 76 00:08:23.003 --> 00:08:26.098 I'm completely drunk, I'm totally wasted, 77 00:08:27.074 --> 00:08:29.076 I'm not at all in my right mind. 78 00:08:29.076 --> 00:08:34.581 I'm not even... not even hungover... 79 00:08:36.582 --> 00:08:39.119 What the fuck have we done yesterday ? 80 00:08:40.120 --> 00:08:44.458 I don't remember a thing, zero, nothing, I don't know what the fuck we've done... 81 00:08:44.458 --> 00:08:46.360 Ouch ! 82 00:08:46.360 --> 00:08:48.862 I must grab a drink. 83 00:08:51.498 --> 00:08:55.031 Fortunately.. I know the place. 84 00:08:55.031 --> 00:08:58.305 The family's place, I haven't forgotten... 85 00:08:58.305 --> 00:09:01.141 The family mansion... 86 00:09:26.066 --> 00:09:29.503 If only I knew what we have done... 87 00:09:32.839 --> 00:09:34.474 I'm losing it... 88 00:09:49.489 --> 00:09:51.020 There is milk, what's that ? 89 00:09:53.994 --> 00:09:56.029 A fucking beer... 90 00:10:02.836 --> 00:10:04.304 One last beer... 91 00:10:16.316 --> 00:10:18.685 A fucking open beer... 92 00:10:19.019 --> 00:10:21.455 Uncapped... 93 00:10:21.455 --> 00:10:24.958 Maybe I'm the one who opened it yesterday, I can't tell... 94 00:10:26.026 --> 00:10:28.028 What a nightmare ! 95 00:10:28.028 --> 00:10:32.108 I want to kill myself, I want to disappear, to die... 96 00:10:32.108 --> 00:10:37.504 I want to... leave this infernal cerebral mess. 97 00:10:39.005 --> 00:10:44.010 I want it to stop ! I want it to stop messing with my head, that's... 98 00:10:44.010 --> 00:10:49.316 Fuck, it feels like I've been put in a sort of microwave and... 99 00:10:49.316 --> 00:10:53.353 like all the cables and wires of the whole world are in it too... 100 00:10:53.353 --> 00:11:02.462 everything's been plugged in, my brain's been taken out and all these wires have replaced it, I'm exploding ! I don't know anymore. Just crap ! 101 00:11:03.463 --> 00:11:05.432 I need to calm down. 102 00:11:05.432 --> 00:11:07.901 I need to breathe. 103 00:11:08.869 --> 00:11:11.404 I should listen to Ramirez's music. 104 00:11:12.405 --> 00:11:15.275 Fuck at least this guy knows what he wants in life. 105 00:11:15.275 --> 00:11:18.011 He wants to play... He wants to make music. 106 00:11:18.779 --> 00:11:21.281 Me... I don't know what I want... 107 00:11:21.281 --> 00:11:25.852 Anyways, for now, I'd just like to try remembering 108 00:11:25.852 --> 00:11:29.322 ...what the fuck we did yesterday. 109 00:11:29.990 --> 00:11:35.028 And overall I'd like it to be over... I'd like it to end because my head... 110 00:11:35.028 --> 00:11:38.732 I'm gonna die, I can feel I'm gonna die. 111 00:11:38.732 --> 00:11:42.269 It just doesn't work properly. 112 00:11:44.004 --> 00:11:52.245 It feels like I'm not living what I'm living, it feels like I'm in a sort of... 113 00:11:52.245 --> 00:11:55.515 infernal... tunnel. 114 00:11:55.515 --> 00:12:00.987 I don't know...I hear sounds, I don't feel good... 115 00:12:00.987 --> 00:12:04.157 Maybe, I've been drugged, I don't know. 116 00:12:05.025 --> 00:12:08.028 I despise drugs, I hate drugs ! 117 00:12:10.030 --> 00:12:19.005 I'm between sleep and reality, between dreams.. and this alcohol, it finished me yesterday 118 00:12:19.172 --> 00:12:21.007 ...until now. 119 00:12:22.008 --> 00:12:27.214 Anyways, his music is pretty comforting, relaxing. 120 00:12:27.214 --> 00:12:42.195 I kinda fell like... I'm breathing and setting aside my state of clumsiness and... drunkenness more than anything. 121 00:12:42.863 --> 00:12:45.465 It's coming back. 122 00:12:45.465 --> 00:12:48.501 It slowly takes over... 123 00:12:53.506 --> 00:12:56.309 It's horrible ! 124 00:13:01.314 --> 00:13:04.017 I don't know...I'm ouf of strength. 125 00:13:04.017 --> 00:13:10.257 I don't know, I don't know anymore, I'm surviving whatever's happening to me. 126 00:13:12.025 --> 00:13:14.527 I don't understand anything anymore. 127 00:13:14.527 --> 00:13:18.732 And Mazzio is... hammered too ! 128 00:13:18.732 --> 00:13:25.405 What the fuck did we do last night ? Brothers ! What have we done ? 129 00:13:28.408 --> 00:13:32.379 Oh Ramirez, this guy is cool ! 130 00:13:33.380 --> 00:13:40.720 Fuck this guy has some self-control, he knows when to drink and he knows when to stop. 131 00:13:40.720 --> 00:13:44.891 For my part, I don't control shit. 132 00:13:50.897 --> 00:13:57.871 My mind is flying away, falling into pieces, I'm going crazy. 133 00:13:58.338 --> 00:14:10.016 I'm loosing it, I'm totally cracking up, I don't know what's happening to me, I'm completely lost, I'm going insane, going crazy. 134 00:14:10.016 --> 00:14:12.884 I'm not crazy, I'm not an alcoholic but still... 135 00:14:12.884 --> 00:14:17.691 Fuck I've never felt anything like this before ! 136 00:14:22.028 --> 00:14:29.636 It feels like I don't know anymore what a brain is, how to move my limbs, my head... 137 00:14:30.637 --> 00:14:36.609 It feels like I'm hearing things I'm not supposed to hear. I don't understand what's going on... 138 00:14:40.613 --> 00:14:43.583 Fuck, this film ! 139 00:14:44.017 --> 00:14:47.053 This film ! What the fuck is that ? 140 00:14:48.054 --> 00:14:53.827 This film is fucked up ! Why are we watching this ? 141 00:15:04.804 --> 00:15:12.846 Completely crazy, I'm completely paranoiac ! I've completely lose it ! 142 00:15:12.846 --> 00:15:15.548 Maybe I'm traumatized by booze ! 143 00:15:50.550 --> 00:15:58.525 I don't get a word they're telling me ! Nothing, they're not telling me anything... 144 00:15:58.525 --> 00:16:03.463 But this film, this fucking film... 145 00:16:03.463 --> 00:16:07.834 I don't understand this film. 146 00:16:08.168 --> 00:16:14.641 Why are we watching this film ? 147 00:16:15.642 --> 00:16:24.050 What's going on with us ? Why is this playing ? If only I knew... 148 00:16:44.037 --> 00:16:48.708 I fucked up with her and that's it..she dumped me, I know. 149 00:16:53.012 --> 00:17:02.021 Alone in this fucking house with these... brothers. I don't know what to think anymore. 150 00:17:03.857 --> 00:17:08.428 After all, I did like her, Bianca. She was the woman of my dreams ! 151 00:17:09.863 --> 00:17:18.570 I'm hallucinating, she can't be there ! She just might be the woman of my life ! 152 00:17:21.007 --> 00:17:24.544 Fuck all this ! 153 00:17:25.545 --> 00:17:28.281 I feel like I'm a skeleton. 154 00:17:43.296 --> 00:17:51.271 A bottomless box, with no opening on the world. 155 00:17:51.504 --> 00:17:57.577 I'll soon let myself go to... 156 00:17:59.012 --> 00:18:01.381 Whatever ! 157 00:18:04.384 --> 00:18:07.887 Oh my head ! 158 00:18:08.187 --> 00:18:11.858 It echoes ! 159 00:18:14.027 --> 00:18:18.998 Wasted ! 160 00:18:19.699 --> 00:18:22.001 Everybody is wasted. 161 00:18:25.972 --> 00:18:35.949 Ramirez couldn't play the piano like that if he wasn't wasted. He must be dead. Where does this energy come from ? 162 00:18:40.954 --> 00:18:43.923 I must get my shit together. 163 00:18:43.923 --> 00:18:56.069 Oh this light, I'm to weak to do anything, beside wandering in this fucking house with no goal. 164 00:18:57.070 --> 00:19:00.039 I got the strength to wander ! 165 00:19:04.043 --> 00:19:08.848 This film, incredible ! 166 00:19:08.848 --> 00:19:10.817 Strange ! 167 00:19:11.017 --> 00:19:16.022 I wish I'd been a director. Making movies would have boosted me. 168 00:19:16.856 --> 00:19:21.194 Write a little something, shoot it... 169 00:19:24.197 --> 00:19:28.668 I would have been cool. 170 00:19:28.668 --> 00:19:33.139 Maybe they would have been proud... 171 00:19:36.142 --> 00:19:38.111 How cool ! 172 00:19:39.012 --> 00:19:44.150 What an incredible pride it is to have an artist as a brother ! 173 00:19:54.160 --> 00:20:05.138 But that's not the case, I'm not a director, I'm not an artist, I'm just trying to manage... to do my best... with what I got. 174 00:20:12.145 --> 00:20:18.918 It is not so easy...What's this machine ? 175 00:20:19.919 --> 00:20:25.024 I don't get it, it must belong to Ramirez...or to someone who was here yesterday... 176 00:20:25.024 --> 00:20:28.494 I can't remember who was there... 177 00:20:28.828 --> 00:20:33.166 Bianca wasn't there, for sure... she dumped me. 178 00:20:44.143 --> 00:20:47.146 Her pretty angel face.. 179 00:20:48.147 --> 00:20:51.148 And me drinking... 180 00:20:52.118 --> 00:20:54.120 What a fool ! 181 00:21:04.130 --> 00:21:08.201 I'm a life without a soul, a soul without a life. 182 00:21:08.868 --> 00:21:11.504 I'm an infernal ghost. 183 00:21:15.007 --> 00:21:18.511 I'm Death incarnate. 184 00:21:18.511 --> 00:21:23.349 I might be dead. This might be Death. 185 00:21:23.349 --> 00:21:31.657 This might be failure. This might not even be real, I might be hallucinating. I might have gone completely insane, paranoiac. I might be completely normal. 186 00:21:31.657 --> 00:21:41.534 This might simply be my life. Maybe I'm just dreaming, maybe I'm sleeping... I don't know. 187 00:21:41.534 --> 00:21:47.507 Maybe I'm sleeping but not dreaming. Maybe I'm dreaming and sleeping. I don't know... maybe I'm dreaming that I'm sleeping... 188 00:21:47.507 --> 00:21:55.481 or maybe I'm completely lost and have been found an brought here and have lost everything on life, on death, on all the things that surround us 189 00:21:55.481 --> 00:22:02.221 and I don't understand anything because I'm just an asshole, a fool, a guy that drinks a few sips of alcohol, a few sips of beer, a few sips of vodka 190 00:22:02.221 --> 00:22:07.193 and then lasts for too long and don't remember anything and is completely clueless, 191 00:22:07.193 --> 00:22:12.698 and then becomes crazy, doesn't understand anything, tries to create illusions... 192 00:22:13.199 --> 00:22:18.137 propositions of realities that don't exist anymore or that he never lived 193 00:22:18.137 --> 00:22:25.177 and doesn't understand shit, doesn't do shit, listens to music, then listens to piano, doesn't understand what piano is but still pretends, so that... 194 00:22:25.177 --> 00:22:34.787 voila, there's nothing left of me, only smoke...just a body with no flesh, a body with no soul. I don't know... 195 00:22:37.356 --> 00:22:40.259 I need to sleep. 196 00:22:46.265 --> 00:22:52.004 I need to empty out my head. I need to breath. I need to understand what's going on. 197 00:22:54.006 --> 00:23:01.180 I need to understand... what's surrounding me, who I am, why I'm here , what made me end up here. 198 00:23:01.480 --> 00:23:04.517 I'd like to have some answers but I don't. 199 00:23:06.018 --> 00:23:12.491 I don't know who I am anymore. Have I ever known ? I always tried to figure out who I was. 200 00:23:16.495 --> 00:23:18.631 Maybe I know it... 201 00:23:19.031 --> 00:23:21.100 I might be close. 202 00:23:22.668 --> 00:23:29.041 I might just be a soul...out of the material world. 203 00:23:34.046 --> 00:23:38.050 I might have been better without a body, 204 00:23:39.685 --> 00:23:42.021 smarter without a body, 205 00:23:43.022 --> 00:23:47.093 maybe because in the end my body is not what I am looking for. 206 00:23:47.093 --> 00:23:49.862 I should have lived without a body, 207 00:23:54.066 --> 00:23:59.038 with lightness. Maybe I should die then. 208 00:24:01.040 --> 00:24:04.010 Fuck, still drinking. 209 00:24:05.011 --> 00:24:07.113 This music... 210 00:24:07.113 --> 00:24:09.302 This is some really good music. 211 00:24:09.302 --> 00:24:12.218 It feels like a dream. 212 00:24:14.887 --> 00:24:20.192 It feels like I'm flying away with this piano music. It is superb. This music is splendid. 213 00:24:21.193 --> 00:24:26.799 It feels like I am the pianist, in an other world. 214 00:24:26.799 --> 00:24:29.368 It feels like I'm living the music with him. 215 00:24:29.368 --> 00:24:34.573 Although I don't know anything about it but still... I'm slipping away. 216 00:24:35.574 --> 00:24:41.747 I'm slowly slipping away with this music, this piano melody. 217 00:24:41.747 --> 00:24:45.584 I don't know who wrote that... 218 00:24:45.584 --> 00:24:50.022 must be Chopin or Beethoven or Bach or Mozart. 219 00:25:00.032 --> 00:25:06.472 I feels unfamiliar... this place has never been arranged this way, 220 00:25:07.473 --> 00:25:13.446 with so much madness in every room. 221 00:25:16.015 --> 00:25:19.418 Very strange, it feels like I'm not home. 222 00:25:19.418 --> 00:25:24.890 It feels like I'm in the house of the person I shouldn't be. 223 00:25:25.858 --> 00:25:28.594 I don't understand what's going on. 224 00:25:30.596 --> 00:25:34.033 What is this light ? 225 00:25:34.033 --> 00:25:38.104 This place, dark and bright at the same time. 226 00:25:40.106 --> 00:25:44.009 I'm seeing things I should have never seen. 227 00:25:45.845 --> 00:25:49.381 I hear things I should have never heard. 228 00:25:54.386 --> 00:25:56.655 I've got to puke. 229 00:25:56.655 --> 00:26:01.627 I absolutely need to puke. I don't feel good, I'm going to collapse. 230 00:26:02.628 --> 00:26:10.603 I need to get out. I must go. I must puke my guts out. I must take some fresh air. 231 00:26:10.603 --> 00:26:15.574 I must get out, I need to puke. I need to evacuate all this booze. 232 00:26:15.574 --> 00:26:19.245 I need to lose what's inside me. 233 00:26:19.245 --> 00:26:27.753 I just need to puke. I have to get out of here, I must go. I must be gone. 234 00:26:29.021 --> 00:26:31.123 Fuck, I need to go ! 235 00:26:31.123 --> 00:26:34.093 This is all wrong ! 236 00:26:34.093 --> 00:26:37.096 Fuck...this is wrong ! 237 00:26:41.100 --> 00:26:43.435 This is a nightmare ! 238 00:26:49.441 --> 00:26:52.912 Why ? 239 00:27:13.365 --> 00:27:16.101 I must breath, I have to breath. 240 00:27:16.101 --> 00:27:19.071 Fuck, I've lost control, I can't control myself. 241 00:27:23.075 --> 00:27:33.786 My head is completely hammered. I must go puke it all. I need to vomit. I must go upstairs to puke in the toilets. 242 00:27:33.786 --> 00:27:36.021 The toilets ! I must puke in the toilets. 243 00:27:58.010 --> 00:28:01.714 Smoothly... Gently. 244 00:28:01.714 --> 00:28:04.016 I must keep going... 245 00:28:04.016 --> 00:28:06.919 No losing my mind... 246 00:28:07.686 --> 00:28:10.022 Even it is complicated... 247 00:28:46.692 --> 00:28:48.861 I have to puke ! 248 00:28:55.034 --> 00:29:00.706 I must get to puke. I must puke it all. 249 00:29:06.011 --> 00:29:09.014 I must puke all I got, fuck ! 250 00:29:09.014 --> 00:29:12.351 I can't make it. I can't even puke. 251 00:29:29.335 --> 00:29:32.338 I'm just going crazy. I'm going crazy. 252 00:29:38.344 --> 00:29:50.322 I'm turning into an incredibly crazy guy...drunk and scattered by time. 253 00:30:05.304 --> 00:30:09.007 I'm loosing my balance. I can't get stable. 254 00:30:12.010 --> 00:30:14.880 I need to calm down. 255 00:30:21.854 --> 00:30:25.057 This light...I've got the feeling it's going to eat me.. 256 00:30:30.396 --> 00:30:33.031 Leave these toilets... 257 00:30:41.874 --> 00:30:44.443 Oh fuck. 258 00:30:51.450 --> 00:30:54.753 This fucking room. Ramirez's room. 259 00:30:55.421 --> 00:30:58.090 A bloody mess. 260 00:30:59.358 --> 00:31:10.536 When will he clean his room ? Beside playing the piano he could at least maintain this place together. 261 00:31:12.004 --> 00:31:15.174 Oh, my head, I really need to lay down. 262 00:31:15.174 --> 00:31:17.676 I must lay the fuck down. 263 00:31:20.012 --> 00:31:23.182 Oh my head... 264 00:31:32.691 --> 00:31:35.194 Oh my god... 265 00:31:35.861 --> 00:31:38.163 Oh... I'm gonna die.. 266 00:31:50.142 --> 00:31:54.746 [Soothing music] 267 00:34:41.013 --> 00:34:46.717 [End of the soothing music. Appearance of strange dark sounds] 268 00:34:50.022 --> 00:34:52.456 What have I seen this time ? 269 00:34:53.458 --> 00:34:55.458 I was with Bianca. 270 00:34:56.428 --> 00:34:59.231 Beautiful Bianca, she was there with me. 271 00:35:01.033 --> 00:35:06.838 She was dancing, singing, close to me. 272 00:35:07.339 --> 00:35:10.776 She was... with me. 273 00:35:12.010 --> 00:35:15.013 Her heart was close to mine. We were together. 274 00:35:18.717 --> 00:35:20.719 Why is she gone ? 275 00:35:22.354 --> 00:35:26.191 It was quite an experience. It was... 276 00:35:26.525 --> 00:35:28.360 good. 277 00:35:28.360 --> 00:35:30.195 Who's Teddy bear is this ? 278 00:35:33.865 --> 00:35:35.567 I think... 279 00:35:35.567 --> 00:35:42.872 Who's ? It looks cute. This Teddy bear looks very cute. I like it, I like it a lot. 280 00:35:44.176 --> 00:35:47.112 I think it was Bianca's 281 00:35:48.113 --> 00:35:50.115 ...or someone else's. 282 00:35:52.117 --> 00:35:57.756 Oh I'm sick of not remembering shit. I can't remember a thing. 283 00:35:59.090 --> 00:36:04.062 I'm lost in my thoughts, in my imagination. 284 00:36:04.062 --> 00:36:13.672 Oh my head, it won't stop ! It is spinning so fast, I'm losing my balance, this can't be. 285 00:36:17.008 --> 00:36:21.780 Yet I did vomit, I puked as much as I could, there was nothing left. 286 00:36:21.780 --> 00:36:24.349 I can't even puke properly. 287 00:36:26.451 --> 00:36:28.653 And now I'm still feeling sick. 288 00:36:29.855 --> 00:36:34.659 I need to go downstairs. I'm gonna go downstairs listen to the piano, to the music. 289 00:36:35.026 --> 00:36:41.366 But before that, I need to regain control over myself, to go forward. 290 00:36:48.673 --> 00:36:54.179 This is a nightmare, this is shameful. I'm shameful. 291 00:36:54.179 --> 00:37:03.522 I'm some sort of self decomposing maggot trying to make its way to the light but... 292 00:37:03.522 --> 00:37:12.030 there is no light. Fuck, there is too much light. This light is blinding. 293 00:37:15.033 --> 00:37:19.771 These stairs, it feels super high. 294 00:37:19.771 --> 00:37:26.745 I got the feeling... to be meters and meters high. 295 00:37:33.418 --> 00:37:48.733 I need to wake up. I need to get out of this mess, to leave this sort of hallucinatory shell. I need to... 296 00:37:48.733 --> 00:37:53.805 Oh the stairs...I feel like I'm about to fall. 297 00:37:53.805 --> 00:38:05.150 I don't even know what this is. I don't understand anything, yet I know the place. The house, the stairs, the floor... 298 00:38:05.150 --> 00:38:09.421 I don't understand. It feels like everything's new to me. 299 00:38:14.025 --> 00:38:21.032 I don't know how this night is gonna end. What time is it ? I don't even know, if it's nighttime or dawn. 300 00:38:23.001 --> 00:38:25.971 Where is he ? 301 00:38:25.971 --> 00:38:28.173 Where did Mazzio go ? 302 00:38:29.007 --> 00:38:31.009 Where is Mazzio ? 303 00:38:36.014 --> 00:38:41.653 This is a freaking hell down here. 304 00:38:41.653 --> 00:38:46.224 It's the devil who created all this ?... 305 00:38:48.660 --> 00:38:55.033 I want to close my eyes, to wake up and be home, here, but differently. 306 00:38:55.033 --> 00:38:59.170 What the hell is Mazzio doing ? Why is he standing here ? Why is he standing still ? 307 00:39:12.183 --> 00:39:15.420 This is unreal, this is impossible. 308 00:39:16.021 --> 00:39:19.224 Mazzio, what the fuck are you doing here ? 309 00:39:25.230 --> 00:39:28.299 This light is never going away. 310 00:39:29.034 --> 00:39:36.007 Even if I unplug it, it will keep shining, it's not worth trying. 311 00:39:36.007 --> 00:39:38.875 Just like this movie. 312 00:39:38.875 --> 00:39:40.679 Everything's intertwined. 313 00:39:40.679 --> 00:39:42.947 Perhaps I've been cursed. 314 00:39:43.948 --> 00:39:49.421 Perhaps I deserve all these thing happening to me. 315 00:39:49.421 --> 00:39:51.923 I deserve all this. 316 00:40:04.169 --> 00:40:07.005 I need to regain control over this. 317 00:40:13.011 --> 00:40:15.346 I need to overcome this. 318 00:40:18.183 --> 00:40:20.585 What are you doing Mazzio ? 319 00:40:20.585 --> 00:40:22.687 Mazzio, I'm your brother... 320 00:40:24.022 --> 00:40:28.026 You don't even care. We don't even care for each other. 321 00:40:28.026 --> 00:40:39.838 It's just like if each one of us was caught in a different matrix, kept hidden from the world. We are lost without one another. 322 00:40:45.844 --> 00:40:47.011 I don't know what he's doing... 323 00:41:00.024 --> 00:41:03.027 I'm losing balance... 324 00:41:06.531 --> 00:41:08.666 This is no longer possible. 325 00:41:15.006 --> 00:41:17.709 Ramirez...he knows what's up. 326 00:41:19.010 --> 00:41:24.549 Still playing the piano. That may be his kick. He's high on piano. 327 00:41:24.883 --> 00:41:31.122 He maybe didn't even drink yesterday. Maybe he busted this brains playing the piano. 328 00:41:33.124 --> 00:41:36.895 He might just be smarter than the rest of us. 329 00:41:38.029 --> 00:41:41.032 He's right. Keep going. 330 00:41:41.366 --> 00:41:46.004 Lose yourself. Come on keep playing. 331 00:41:58.016 --> 00:42:01.786 Keep going buddy. 332 00:42:03.788 --> 00:42:09.027 Ramirez my friend, keep going. Keep playing I said. 333 00:42:09.027 --> 00:42:14.532 Keep playing the piano Ramirez, that's right keep going. 334 00:42:19.837 --> 00:42:23.007 You're gonna regret it... 335 00:42:24.008 --> 00:42:26.477 Ramirez, what a cunt... 336 00:42:29.147 --> 00:42:32.584 He really doesn't give a shit about his brother... 337 00:42:40.692 --> 00:42:43.561 What's that ? Pasta ? 338 00:42:51.869 --> 00:43:02.513 Anyway Mazzio still cares about his brothers, even if he doesn't say much, even if he barely looks right through them. 339 00:43:03.548 --> 00:43:06.117 He's making food... 340 00:43:09.120 --> 00:43:13.291 Mazzio... is the best. 341 00:43:13.958 --> 00:43:16.794 Ramirez... I don't know what he's doing... 342 00:43:17.362 --> 00:43:19.797 He just doesn't give a shit. 343 00:43:25.770 --> 00:43:33.578 He only cares about his keyboard, and that's it, the rest doesn't matter. 344 00:43:33.578 --> 00:43:39.217 I could lay dying on the sofa, he would keep playing... 345 00:43:39.884 --> 00:43:41.217 Fuck ! 346 00:43:44.188 --> 00:43:46.457 I'm losing my mind... 347 00:43:46.457 --> 00:43:51.929 I should probably eat something... Mazzio's right, we gotta eat, it may be time. 348 00:43:54.032 --> 00:43:56.934 Time to wake up. 349 00:44:10.014 --> 00:44:12.016 Wild.. 350 00:44:13.584 --> 00:44:15.453 Flesh... 351 00:44:15.453 --> 00:44:18.256 You need flesh to survive... 352 00:44:24.262 --> 00:44:26.364 You gotta eat ! 353 00:44:28.933 --> 00:44:33.638 This pasta... looks weird through... 354 00:44:33.638 --> 00:44:37.141 This film is... strange too. 355 00:44:39.177 --> 00:44:46.050 They're all here. Ramirez, Mazzio...and me, Dario. 356 00:44:46.050 --> 00:44:49.520 The three brothers gathered around a good old candlelit dinner. 357 00:44:50.021 --> 00:44:53.291 A little candlelit dinner. 358 00:44:54.358 --> 00:44:57.028 Italian style, the pasta... 359 00:44:58.029 --> 00:45:00.031 Awesome. 360 00:45:08.005 --> 00:45:10.341 It's not that bad... 361 00:45:12.910 --> 00:45:14.145 Puke... 362 00:45:25.022 --> 00:45:29.026 I don't get it, the sauce just appeared... 363 00:45:29.026 --> 00:45:31.028 I can't explain it... 364 00:45:40.338 --> 00:45:46.010 Wow my head, that's it, it's back, I'm going crazy once more, it quivers... 365 00:45:53.017 --> 00:45:57.488 [Soft acoustic guitar song with echo effect] 366 00:46:14.472 --> 00:46:18.910 [Calm song on synthesizer] 367 00:47:40.925 --> 00:47:44.896 [Dark ambiant. Strange electronic sounds. Fast heartbeat] 368 00:47:45.696 --> 00:47:47.331 Oh I'm feeling better now... 369 00:47:49.033 --> 00:47:51.002 I'm feeling a lot better... 370 00:47:53.004 --> 00:47:55.273 I'm feeling great... 371 00:47:57.275 --> 00:48:01.679 I'm slowly coming back to life. 372 00:48:13.691 --> 00:48:17.028 I'm feeling great... 373 00:48:17.028 --> 00:48:19.997 I'm feeling a lot better... 374 00:48:21.032 --> 00:48:25.269 What's happening to me ? I'm in a strange condition... 375 00:48:27.271 --> 00:48:30.241 ...I'm in a strange condition. 376 00:48:32.276 --> 00:48:34.345 I feel euphoric... 377 00:48:34.578 --> 00:48:36.847 I feel enthusiastic... 378 00:48:37.515 --> 00:48:39.016 What's going on ? 379 00:48:40.918 --> 00:48:43.020 They feel great too. 380 00:48:44.522 --> 00:48:46.023 Come back to life... 381 00:48:49.026 --> 00:48:51.595 I'm losing control... 382 00:48:56.133 --> 00:49:01.038 We are losing ourselves, losing our minds... 383 00:49:03.040 --> 00:49:05.810 What an odd sensation.. 384 00:49:08.813 --> 00:49:11.315 It feels like... I'm flying, traveling... 385 00:49:13.317 --> 00:49:15.319 What a strange sensation... 386 00:49:17.021 --> 00:49:19.023 What's happening to me ? 387 00:49:20.057 --> 00:49:22.059 What's happening to us ? 388 00:49:25.029 --> 00:49:27.031 I don't understand... 389 00:49:39.009 --> 00:49:45.149 [Disturbing ambiant music. Lots of electronic sounds, male moans] 390 00:58:26.136 --> 00:58:32.009 [End of disturbing sounds. Appearance of soft music.Slow human breathing] 391 00:59:06.910 --> 00:59:12.349 [Psychedelic sounds with electronic music] We're totally wasted it's all wrong... 392 00:59:16.353 --> 00:59:21.091 We need to rise...We need to rise from our ashes...We must reborn... 393 00:59:22.092 --> 00:59:24.027 Get back to Earth... 394 00:59:24.027 --> 00:59:27.197 I must not... kill him. I must not take the gun... 395 00:59:27.197 --> 00:59:28.231 I must not kill him... 396 00:59:30.033 --> 00:59:32.002 I must drop it... 397 00:59:32.002 --> 00:59:35.839 This has to stop otherwise it's not gonna end well... 398 00:59:35.839 --> 00:59:38.809 I need to stop... 399 00:59:38.809 --> 00:59:41.778 It's time to leave, it's time to go, it's time to get out of here... 400 00:59:41.778 --> 00:59:49.753 I need to leave, I need to take off, we need to go, it's time to go, we must get going... 401 00:59:51.354 --> 00:59:53.423 Must break everything... 402 01:00:00.030 --> 01:00:03.800 I must drop it... I must not kill him, I must not shoot... 403 01:00:03.800 --> 01:00:09.139 I mustn't kill, I mustn't shoot, I mustn't kill, I mustn't shoot... 404 01:00:13.143 --> 01:00:18.682 No shooting, no killing, no shooting, no killing... 405 01:00:18.682 --> 01:00:24.688 I mustn't shoot, I mustn't spit. No spitting, no killing, no killing... 406 01:00:29.693 --> 01:00:37.534 Don't pull the trigger, don't pull it, no killing... He's still there, don't kill him... 407 01:00:37.534 --> 01:00:43.039 We'll make it, we'll make it, no killing, don't pull the trigger... 408 01:00:52.048 --> 01:00:58.021 Don't kill Mazzio or Ramirez, don't kill anyone...Don't kill him... 409 01:01:01.024 --> 01:01:03.026 Don't kill him, don't kill him, kill... 410 01:01:04.027 --> 01:01:08.832 [Saturated sounds] 411 01:01:15.005 --> 01:01:20.076 [Soft xylophone music, woman screams] 412 01:01:53.076 --> 01:01:59.549 [Fast heartbeat. Strange sounds. Dark atmosphere] 413 01:02:02.018 --> 01:02:04.154 What have I done ? 414 01:02:10.160 --> 01:02:13.029 I killed my brother... 415 01:02:21.004 --> 01:02:23.006 I killed Ramirez.. 416 01:02:23.006 --> 01:02:26.009 I shot him... 417 01:02:26.176 --> 01:02:30.780 Ramirez... My brother... 418 01:02:34.784 --> 01:02:37.687 I killed my brother... 419 01:02:37.687 --> 01:02:39.689 I killed Ramirez... 420 01:02:41.024 --> 01:02:43.159 I shot him... 421 01:02:43.860 --> 01:02:46.129 I killed Ramirez... 422 01:02:59.109 --> 01:03:03.546 Ramirez...Why ? The pianist, musician... 423 01:03:04.881 --> 01:03:09.552 I killed my friend, I killed you... 424 01:03:14.024 --> 01:03:17.027 My dear Ramirez... 425 01:03:17.027 --> 01:03:21.598 My brother... I killed you... 426 01:03:28.571 --> 01:03:32.542 I took the gun and killed you, I shot you... 427 01:03:32.542 --> 01:03:41.017 You are dead Ramirez, you're gone. I'm here, I'm gone too, we are gone, we are both gone... 428 01:03:44.020 --> 01:03:46.990 I took your gun and killed you... 429 01:03:50.026 --> 01:03:52.062 I shot you in the face.... 430 01:03:52.595 --> 01:04:00.704 You don't exist anymore... You're a pile of shit, I'm pile of shit, we are nothing, we are cursed, we are sand... 431 01:06:19.008 --> 01:06:24.080 [Soft piano music, peaceful atmosphere] 432 01:08:32.075 --> 01:08:36.112 [Cries of anguish, suffering, crying. Different strange sounds. Dark atmosphere] 433 01:12:10.126 --> 01:12:13.963 [Disappearance of strange sounds. Only cries of suffering.] 434 01:12:22.939 --> 01:12:26.876 [Disappearance of cries of suffering. Slow dark song] 435 01:14:10.880 --> 01:14:15.017 [Dark song accelerating] 436 01:14:35.004 --> 01:14:39.975 [Slow human breathing and soft music on synthesizer] 437 01:16:36.992 --> 01:16:40.379 [Only soft music on synthesizer] 438 01:17:11.360 --> 01:17:15.898 [Fast electronic music] 439 01:18:40.349 --> 01:18:46.621 HELP 440 01:18:49.625 --> 01:18:55.496 I AM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC 441 01:19:06.407 --> 01:19:15.451 SOBRIETY [Appearance of an alarm song] 442 01:19:19.455 --> 01:19:21.957 [Appearance of saturated sound] 443 01:19:22.958 --> 01:19:24.793 [End of the electro song] 444 01:19:24.793 --> 01:19:28.630 [Soft synthesizer song]