1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:25,404 --> 00:00:29,788 - I've never been the smoothest with the ladies. 4 00:00:29,822 --> 00:00:31,065 I think we all know that. 5 00:00:32,618 --> 00:00:34,241 I did get it right once though. 6 00:00:35,104 --> 00:00:38,555 Or rather I didn't screw it up. 7 00:00:41,110 --> 00:00:45,769 We met at a bar, it was her local bar, Rocky's Tavern. 8 00:00:45,804 --> 00:00:49,049 I'd never been there before, I just stopped by for a drink. 9 00:00:50,774 --> 00:00:52,121 And that's when I saw Cindy. 10 00:00:56,504 --> 00:00:59,162 Everyone, I mean everyone knew Cindy. 11 00:01:00,612 --> 00:01:04,340 She was laughing, dancing, calling the employees by name. 12 00:01:05,548 --> 00:01:07,722 She must've known I was thinking about her too 13 00:01:07,757 --> 00:01:09,310 because she sat down at my table. 14 00:01:11,278 --> 00:01:12,589 I nearly spilled my drink. 15 00:01:14,143 --> 00:01:17,801 Like, damn. 16 00:01:17,836 --> 00:01:18,664 Me? 17 00:01:21,046 --> 00:01:23,255 She sat down and she smiled. 18 00:01:25,602 --> 00:01:26,431 She was lonely. 19 00:01:28,778 --> 00:01:31,815 I mean she was kind, engaged. 20 00:01:34,887 --> 00:01:39,892 Happy even, I don't know how else to say it. 21 00:01:40,617 --> 00:01:41,584 She was just lonely. 22 00:01:44,690 --> 00:01:46,382 Of course, I was lonely too. 23 00:01:46,416 --> 00:01:49,212 So Pete, do you wanna hear about me? 24 00:01:50,627 --> 00:01:51,904 - That night she told me 25 00:01:51,939 --> 00:01:54,390 all sorts of personal things about her life. 26 00:01:54,424 --> 00:01:56,978 About her best friends in high school. 27 00:01:57,013 --> 00:01:59,809 How she could have been in the Olympics if she wanted to. 28 00:02:02,191 --> 00:02:02,984 She didn't. 29 00:02:05,194 --> 00:02:07,265 How many guys the waitress had slept with. 30 00:02:08,438 --> 00:02:09,232 Seven. 31 00:02:11,959 --> 00:02:13,409 She talked me about her sister 32 00:02:13,443 --> 00:02:16,066 and the woods at night and it was beautiful. 33 00:02:16,101 --> 00:02:19,587 My God, it was so beautiful. 34 00:02:21,486 --> 00:02:23,522 I felt like I was living it all with her. 35 00:02:25,938 --> 00:02:27,457 I had nothing to add, you know? 36 00:02:28,907 --> 00:02:31,427 I just nodded, I stirred my drink 37 00:02:31,461 --> 00:02:33,325 and I helped her finish hers. 38 00:02:36,949 --> 00:02:38,744 I started to make up my own stories. 39 00:02:41,506 --> 00:02:42,507 Isn't that pathetic? 40 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:51,171 My own emotions and memories and opinions, all fake. 41 00:02:54,622 --> 00:02:55,451 She knew it. 42 00:02:59,109 --> 00:03:00,352 It only made her lonelier. 43 00:03:05,702 --> 00:03:08,015 She think I resent her, but I don't. 44 00:03:08,049 --> 00:03:10,155 I never no, I wanna be her. 45 00:03:11,536 --> 00:03:14,263 To have those emotions and memories and opinions. 46 00:03:14,297 --> 00:03:15,160 To live. 47 00:03:18,508 --> 00:03:19,337 And I tried. 48 00:03:22,063 --> 00:03:24,204 I really really tried, 49 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:29,623 'cause in my heart I believe that I still love her. 50 00:03:37,251 --> 00:03:39,805 She was as lonely last week as the night I met her. 51 00:03:43,188 --> 00:03:47,641 - Let there be...Hey! 52 00:03:47,675 --> 00:03:51,369 Well welcome, welcome, welcome, welcome to my home. 53 00:03:51,403 --> 00:03:54,095 It's um, well, home. 54 00:03:54,130 --> 00:03:55,890 I'm a book. 55 00:03:55,925 --> 00:03:57,271 Have you ever met a book? 56 00:03:57,306 --> 00:03:59,446 Like really engaged with it? 57 00:03:59,480 --> 00:04:01,068 I mean I know we're just words, 58 00:04:01,102 --> 00:04:03,381 but I think that makes us very interesting! 59 00:04:03,415 --> 00:04:07,074 Words, language, words! 60 00:04:07,108 --> 00:04:10,042 No guttural nonsense, you know, no ugh. 61 00:04:10,974 --> 00:04:12,424 "How are you feeling today?" 62 00:04:12,459 --> 00:04:13,529 "Ugh." 63 00:04:13,563 --> 00:04:14,461 It's not a word. 64 00:04:14,495 --> 00:04:16,704 It's a sound, an emotion. 65 00:04:16,739 --> 00:04:17,705 And those are great. 66 00:04:17,740 --> 00:04:19,673 I mean emotions, shew, are great. 67 00:04:19,707 --> 00:04:22,572 But your emotions they need the word! 68 00:04:22,607 --> 00:04:25,403 Just as the word needs your emotions. 69 00:04:25,437 --> 00:04:30,442 I mean all my juicy words like exalted and yearning, lust, 70 00:04:31,823 --> 00:04:32,962 well they're nothing without your ugh ugh ugh. 71 00:04:39,037 --> 00:04:39,865 Exhibit A. 72 00:04:42,868 --> 00:04:45,940 So, what else about me? 73 00:04:45,975 --> 00:04:48,771 Oh, one could say I'm about 1,500 years old, 74 00:04:48,805 --> 00:04:50,738 depending on your translation. 75 00:04:50,773 --> 00:04:51,981 But I like to think of myself as still relevant. 76 00:04:52,015 --> 00:04:54,777 Still hot with the kids. 77 00:04:54,811 --> 00:04:59,368 I'm not one of those grumpy, old, get off-my-shelf books. 78 00:05:00,955 --> 00:05:04,821 I mean I once knew a copy of Moby Dick that was, a dick. 79 00:05:04,856 --> 00:05:07,824 "The new books this and the new books that" 80 00:05:07,859 --> 00:05:08,756 Couldn't keep up. 81 00:05:08,791 --> 00:05:10,102 That's what makes me special. 82 00:05:10,137 --> 00:05:11,069 I adapt. 83 00:05:11,103 --> 00:05:12,346 I am always adapting. 84 00:05:12,381 --> 00:05:15,591 Country to country, century to century, 85 00:05:15,625 --> 00:05:19,733 I'm the one the only, the hallowed the holy. 86 00:05:20,699 --> 00:05:21,528 Bible! 87 00:07:09,394 --> 00:07:10,326 Wanna talk? 88 00:07:11,292 --> 00:07:12,811 - No. 89 00:07:12,846 --> 00:07:14,019 - Okay. 90 00:07:14,054 --> 00:07:16,125 I'm Gid, by the way. 91 00:07:16,159 --> 00:07:17,644 Gideon. Gid. 92 00:07:17,678 --> 00:07:18,507 - Hey Gid. 93 00:07:34,626 --> 00:07:35,455 Stop! 94 00:07:36,352 --> 00:07:37,698 - Stop what? 95 00:07:37,733 --> 00:07:39,010 - Looking at me like that. 96 00:07:39,044 --> 00:07:39,942 - Like what? 97 00:07:39,976 --> 00:07:40,736 - Like you're judging me. 98 00:07:40,770 --> 00:07:42,013 - I'm not judging you. 99 00:07:43,704 --> 00:07:44,533 - Whatever. 100 00:07:44,567 --> 00:07:45,395 - I'm not. 101 00:07:45,430 --> 00:07:46,224 Should I be? 102 00:07:46,258 --> 00:07:47,087 - No! - Okay. 103 00:07:47,121 --> 00:07:47,915 - Okay. 104 00:07:47,950 --> 00:07:48,778 - Okay. 105 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:51,263 - What do you want from me? 106 00:07:51,298 --> 00:07:52,506 - I just want to talk! 107 00:07:52,541 --> 00:07:53,783 - Don't most motels at least have the courtesy 108 00:07:53,818 --> 00:07:54,646 to leave you in the drawer. 109 00:07:54,681 --> 00:07:55,613 Jesus Christ. 110 00:07:55,647 --> 00:07:56,683 - Language. 111 00:07:57,822 --> 00:07:58,995 - Really? 112 00:07:59,030 --> 00:08:01,342 - Look, I sit here all day. 113 00:08:01,377 --> 00:08:02,758 Stuck in this motel room. 114 00:08:02,792 --> 00:08:04,276 Waiting for you. 115 00:08:04,311 --> 00:08:05,485 You don't have to be rude about it. 116 00:08:05,519 --> 00:08:06,831 Gosh. 117 00:08:06,865 --> 00:08:08,073 - You can't leave? 118 00:08:08,108 --> 00:08:09,005 - Not unless you take me with you. 119 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:10,213 Sounds terrible. 120 00:08:10,248 --> 00:08:11,456 - It is! 121 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:12,595 Stuck in this hotel room, my goodness. 122 00:08:12,630 --> 00:08:13,665 - No, I meant taking you with me. 123 00:08:13,700 --> 00:08:14,666 Walking around with you. 124 00:08:14,701 --> 00:08:16,185 My god, it sounds awful. 125 00:08:16,219 --> 00:08:18,152 - Mm, resistance to the Word of God. 126 00:08:18,187 --> 00:08:19,602 You know you got a real Paul complex. 127 00:08:19,637 --> 00:08:21,259 - Paul, huh? - Mm hmm. 128 00:08:22,432 --> 00:08:23,606 - You know I saw myself 129 00:08:23,641 --> 00:08:25,159 as more of George Harrison kinda guy. 130 00:08:25,194 --> 00:08:26,540 - No, no, no you're a Paul. 131 00:08:26,575 --> 00:08:27,990 He used to be a real sourpuss. 132 00:08:28,024 --> 00:08:28,818 - Sourpuss? 133 00:08:28,853 --> 00:08:30,855 - But then one day. 134 00:08:30,889 --> 00:08:34,928 Acts 9:4, a light from heaven flashed around him. 135 00:08:34,962 --> 00:08:37,551 He fell to the ground and heard a voice say 136 00:08:37,586 --> 00:08:39,967 "I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. 137 00:08:40,002 --> 00:08:41,762 "Now get up and go into the city, 138 00:08:41,797 --> 00:08:43,419 "and you will be told what you must do." 139 00:08:43,453 --> 00:08:44,247 - Very dramatic. 140 00:08:44,282 --> 00:08:45,455 - Oh yes. 141 00:08:45,490 --> 00:08:46,698 God zapped him right then and there. 142 00:08:46,733 --> 00:08:47,561 - With lightning? 143 00:08:47,596 --> 00:08:48,424 - With love. 144 00:08:49,667 --> 00:08:51,116 And blindness. 145 00:08:51,151 --> 00:08:53,947 And he went on to spread the Word of God all over the world, 146 00:08:53,981 --> 00:08:56,501 and ultimately had a big hand in writing me. 147 00:08:56,536 --> 00:08:58,296 - So, I'm the sourpuss, 148 00:08:58,330 --> 00:09:01,299 and you are the flash of light that's gonna save me. 149 00:09:01,333 --> 00:09:02,127 Is that right? 150 00:09:02,162 --> 00:09:03,957 - In a word, amen. 151 00:09:03,991 --> 00:09:07,754 I'd still rather be George Harrison. 152 00:09:07,788 --> 00:09:09,238 - Don't know that I know him. 153 00:09:09,272 --> 00:09:11,033 - Oo, probably 'cause all you got is Bible stuff 154 00:09:11,067 --> 00:09:14,139 and I'm not really talking Bible stuff 155 00:09:14,174 --> 00:09:16,383 so back in the drawer with ya. 156 00:09:16,417 --> 00:09:17,867 - No, no, come on. 157 00:09:17,902 --> 00:09:20,145 Come on, we don't have to talk about Bible stuff. 158 00:09:20,180 --> 00:09:22,354 We could talk about anything. 159 00:09:22,389 --> 00:09:23,770 What's going on with the world? 160 00:09:23,804 --> 00:09:24,771 Is Reagan still president? 161 00:09:24,805 --> 00:09:26,151 - What? 162 00:09:26,186 --> 00:09:27,394 No. 163 00:09:27,428 --> 00:09:31,122 Politics are just a big Reality TV show mess. 164 00:09:31,156 --> 00:09:32,054 - TV? 165 00:09:32,088 --> 00:09:32,986 Well, Reagan was an actor. 166 00:09:33,020 --> 00:09:33,849 - Not the same. 167 00:09:33,883 --> 00:09:34,712 - Okay! 168 00:09:35,851 --> 00:09:37,197 Is Batman still a thing? 169 00:09:37,231 --> 00:09:39,164 - Yes, Batman is still a thing. 170 00:09:39,199 --> 00:09:39,993 - Great! 171 00:09:40,027 --> 00:09:40,821 Batman's my favorite. 172 00:09:40,856 --> 00:09:41,753 - Mine too. 173 00:09:41,788 --> 00:09:42,616 - Are the Yankees still good? 174 00:09:42,651 --> 00:09:43,721 - Ah they're better. 175 00:09:43,755 --> 00:09:45,205 - Dang. - Yeah. 176 00:09:45,239 --> 00:09:47,552 Oh, but the Cubs won the World Series a couple years ago. 177 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:48,760 - No way? 178 00:09:48,795 --> 00:09:49,968 - Yeah, yeah. It was pretty crazy. 179 00:09:50,003 --> 00:09:53,731 - Oh praise God from whom all blessings flow! 180 00:09:53,765 --> 00:09:54,594 Oh he's good. 181 00:09:54,628 --> 00:09:57,251 Whoo hoo ha ha ha. 182 00:09:57,286 --> 00:09:58,563 Oh my. 183 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,427 Oh my! 184 00:10:00,461 --> 00:10:01,324 Oh! 185 00:10:01,359 --> 00:10:02,636 Oh that's my God. 186 00:10:02,671 --> 00:10:03,982 That is my God. 187 00:10:04,017 --> 00:10:06,157 That's an answer to a lot of prayers. 188 00:10:06,191 --> 00:10:07,399 - Oh yeah, I bet. 189 00:10:07,434 --> 00:10:08,331 - You would not believe how many. 190 00:10:08,366 --> 00:10:09,160 - In this town? 191 00:10:09,194 --> 00:10:10,092 I'm sure. 192 00:10:10,126 --> 00:10:11,749 - Can I confess something? 193 00:10:11,783 --> 00:10:13,302 - Sure. - I love baseball. 194 00:10:13,336 --> 00:10:15,580 It's just so, everyone's there. 195 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:17,237 Cheering for the same team. 196 00:10:17,271 --> 00:10:18,479 And they're so happy! 197 00:10:18,514 --> 00:10:19,929 They're in unity. 198 00:10:19,964 --> 00:10:22,138 Celebrating the same amazing thing. 199 00:10:23,553 --> 00:10:24,900 It's like heaven. 200 00:10:24,934 --> 00:10:26,315 - Uh huh. 201 00:10:26,349 --> 00:10:27,557 - A solid 30 years of prayers 202 00:10:27,592 --> 00:10:29,732 I've heard up to the big guy about it. 203 00:10:29,767 --> 00:10:31,354 Or was it 40? 204 00:10:31,389 --> 00:10:32,770 Oh my goodness. 205 00:10:32,804 --> 00:10:34,047 What year is it? 206 00:10:34,081 --> 00:10:35,600 I'm sorry I try, but I always lose track. 207 00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:37,775 - It's 2019. 208 00:10:37,809 --> 00:10:39,604 - 2019? 209 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:40,432 Wow. 210 00:10:42,020 --> 00:10:44,022 And we still have Batman! 211 00:10:44,057 --> 00:10:44,920 Mm mm mm. 212 00:10:44,954 --> 00:10:46,818 That makes me happy. 213 00:10:46,853 --> 00:10:47,647 Shoobado bop. 214 00:10:49,718 --> 00:10:51,271 - How old are you? 215 00:10:51,305 --> 00:10:53,618 - Oh, one could say 1500 years, depending... 216 00:10:54,826 --> 00:10:55,689 Me personally? 217 00:10:55,724 --> 00:10:56,517 - Yeah. 218 00:10:58,450 --> 00:11:01,143 - Let's see, it's 2019. 219 00:11:01,177 --> 00:11:03,593 Gosh, that's a lot. 220 00:11:03,628 --> 00:11:05,009 66. 221 00:11:05,043 --> 00:11:07,356 Published Gideon's international 1953. 222 00:11:07,390 --> 00:11:08,184 - Wow. - Yep. 223 00:11:09,323 --> 00:11:11,256 Been stuck in this hotel room ever since. 224 00:11:12,602 --> 00:11:13,983 - Dang. 225 00:11:14,018 --> 00:11:14,846 - Yep. 226 00:11:16,296 --> 00:11:18,298 Used to have a working TV! 227 00:11:18,332 --> 00:11:19,368 In '84. 228 00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:21,853 Kinda never fixed it. 229 00:11:21,888 --> 00:11:26,409 Then with laptops and smartphones, yeah. 230 00:11:26,444 --> 00:11:29,033 Haven't really been used much in the last few years. 231 00:11:30,931 --> 00:11:35,108 Except for, you know. 232 00:11:35,142 --> 00:11:35,971 - Hm? 233 00:11:37,386 --> 00:11:40,320 - This one guy needed some paper to roll a joint. 234 00:11:40,354 --> 00:11:41,873 Stole a piece of Judges. 235 00:11:41,908 --> 00:11:43,185 Kind of ironic actually. 236 00:11:44,117 --> 00:11:45,256 Yeah. 237 00:11:45,290 --> 00:11:47,327 Oh then some guy spilled coffee on my once. 238 00:11:47,361 --> 00:11:48,604 - Bible study? 239 00:11:48,638 --> 00:11:49,778 - AA meeting. 240 00:11:49,812 --> 00:11:52,159 Lost soul, searching for the answer. 241 00:11:52,194 --> 00:11:52,988 - Jesus Christ. 242 00:11:53,022 --> 00:11:53,851 - That's the one! 243 00:11:55,059 --> 00:11:55,956 - I bet you see a lot of shady stuff 244 00:11:55,991 --> 00:11:57,130 in this hotel room, huh. 245 00:11:57,164 --> 00:11:58,614 - Not always! 246 00:11:58,648 --> 00:12:00,720 Once a kindergartner needed something to draw on. 247 00:12:00,754 --> 00:12:01,548 Back cover. 248 00:12:04,862 --> 00:12:05,897 Cool, eh? 249 00:12:05,932 --> 00:12:06,760 - It's cute. 250 00:12:06,795 --> 00:12:07,796 - Yeah, I think so. 251 00:12:07,830 --> 00:12:09,383 I mean, it's not Picasso. 252 00:12:09,418 --> 00:12:11,454 - Eh, maybe it is Picasso. 253 00:12:11,489 --> 00:12:12,352 - Hey. - Hey. 254 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:18,185 I guess, that makes you her Bible then, huh. 255 00:12:18,220 --> 00:12:19,117 - Uh, no, no. 256 00:12:19,152 --> 00:12:20,947 I'm not really anyone's Bible. 257 00:12:20,981 --> 00:12:23,570 Or, I'm everyone's Bible, everyone who walks in the room. 258 00:12:23,604 --> 00:12:26,366 That's kinda how I think about it, anyways. 259 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:29,231 But no no, I'm no... 260 00:12:30,715 --> 00:12:32,130 I don't belong to anyone. 261 00:12:33,304 --> 00:12:35,513 No underlined passages, 262 00:12:35,547 --> 00:12:38,827 or highlighted Psalms of encouragement. 263 00:12:39,897 --> 00:12:40,760 Yeah. 264 00:12:42,969 --> 00:12:44,004 Just a princess. 265 00:12:47,836 --> 00:12:49,251 - I never wrote in my Bible. 266 00:12:50,839 --> 00:12:51,667 - You should. 267 00:12:51,701 --> 00:12:52,806 You really should. 268 00:12:52,841 --> 00:12:53,703 - Yeah. 269 00:12:57,086 --> 00:12:58,294 - Expecting someone? 270 00:12:58,329 --> 00:12:59,157 - Huh? 271 00:13:00,849 --> 00:13:01,677 No. 272 00:13:03,334 --> 00:13:05,094 No, no, just uh... 273 00:13:07,234 --> 00:13:08,477 Waiting. 274 00:13:08,511 --> 00:13:10,030 - Well, want to hear a story while you wait? 275 00:13:10,065 --> 00:13:11,307 No. 276 00:13:11,342 --> 00:13:12,999 - "In the beginning, God created the heavens a-" 277 00:13:13,033 --> 00:13:15,173 Not that one. 278 00:13:15,208 --> 00:13:16,485 - "And there were shepherds 279 00:13:16,519 --> 00:13:18,521 "living out in the fields nearby" 280 00:13:18,556 --> 00:13:19,557 No. 281 00:13:21,007 --> 00:13:22,802 - "By prayer and petition, 282 00:13:22,836 --> 00:13:24,942 "with thanksgiving, present your requests to" 283 00:13:24,976 --> 00:13:25,977 Next. 284 00:13:27,496 --> 00:13:29,325 - "He spilled his semen on the ground 285 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:31,914 "to keep from providing offspring for his brother." 286 00:13:33,295 --> 00:13:34,641 - Oh my god! 287 00:13:34,675 --> 00:13:35,504 That's in there? 288 00:13:36,574 --> 00:13:37,609 - You'd be surprised. 289 00:13:40,095 --> 00:13:40,889 - Damn. 290 00:13:41,993 --> 00:13:42,822 - Indeed. 291 00:13:48,379 --> 00:13:50,312 So what's the gun for? 292 00:13:52,970 --> 00:13:54,281 - Nothing. 293 00:13:54,316 --> 00:13:55,213 Nothing? 294 00:13:55,248 --> 00:13:56,042 - Nothing. 295 00:13:56,076 --> 00:13:57,319 - Is it a drug thing? 296 00:13:57,353 --> 00:13:58,216 - No! 297 00:13:58,251 --> 00:13:59,493 - Is it a stakeout? 298 00:13:59,528 --> 00:14:00,391 Wait! You're a cop? 299 00:14:00,425 --> 00:14:01,668 - Stop it! 300 00:14:01,702 --> 00:14:02,807 - Oh, you must be really undercover. 301 00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:03,912 How long since you've shaved? 302 00:14:03,946 --> 00:14:05,120 - I'm not a cop. 303 00:14:05,154 --> 00:14:07,053 - Hmm, maybe a detective? 304 00:14:07,087 --> 00:14:08,019 You seem like a good guy. 305 00:14:08,054 --> 00:14:09,262 - I'm not a good guy. 306 00:14:09,296 --> 00:14:11,885 - So a bad guy who talks to Bibles. 307 00:14:11,920 --> 00:14:13,542 - Bad guys don't use the Bible? 308 00:14:13,576 --> 00:14:14,474 - Not like this. 309 00:14:14,508 --> 00:14:16,269 - This isn't special man. 310 00:14:17,718 --> 00:14:18,996 I've read you before. 311 00:14:19,030 --> 00:14:21,170 - Oh right, your unmarked Bible. 312 00:14:21,205 --> 00:14:22,585 No wonder you're confused. 313 00:14:25,209 --> 00:14:26,417 - I got stuff to focus on. 314 00:14:26,451 --> 00:14:27,625 - Mm. Gun stuff? 315 00:14:27,659 --> 00:14:28,591 - You're not talking me out of this! 316 00:14:28,626 --> 00:14:29,558 - Talking you out of what? 317 00:14:29,592 --> 00:14:30,662 - This! - This what? 318 00:14:32,009 --> 00:14:33,251 - Use your words, Pete! 319 00:14:33,286 --> 00:14:35,564 Ugh is not a word, it's a sound an em- 320 00:14:37,669 --> 00:14:38,981 Yeah, that's not really how this works. 321 00:14:39,016 --> 00:14:40,672 - I'm not talking to you. 322 00:14:41,604 --> 00:14:42,951 - If you insist. 323 00:14:45,988 --> 00:14:47,645 What's this? - Don't. 324 00:14:47,679 --> 00:14:48,611 - Is this what you wanted to talk about? 325 00:14:48,646 --> 00:14:50,096 - Touch that. - A letter. 326 00:14:50,130 --> 00:14:51,925 "Dear Candy"? - Cindy! 327 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:53,133 - Cindy! Sorry. 328 00:14:53,168 --> 00:14:55,032 You need to work on your handwriting, sir. 329 00:14:56,033 --> 00:14:57,620 Is she who the gun's for? 330 00:15:01,452 --> 00:15:02,280 - No. 331 00:15:09,253 --> 00:15:12,221 - "Dear Cindy, I miss you. 332 00:15:14,396 --> 00:15:15,500 "Isn't that crazy? 333 00:15:16,674 --> 00:15:19,125 "Even when I think about you with Leo. 334 00:15:20,195 --> 00:15:21,023 "I miss you. 335 00:15:23,439 --> 00:15:24,854 "But I can't forgive you. 336 00:15:26,270 --> 00:15:27,996 "And I certainly won't forgive Leo. 337 00:15:29,618 --> 00:15:33,484 "If you are reading this, then Leo's not around anymore. 338 00:15:33,518 --> 00:15:34,347 "Good. 339 00:15:35,762 --> 00:15:39,076 "I'm sure that hurts, but that's a price I'm willing to pay. 340 00:15:41,561 --> 00:15:44,495 "If you're reading this now, then you've already paid it. 341 00:15:47,774 --> 00:15:48,602 "I love you. 342 00:15:51,743 --> 00:15:55,713 "I'm sorry you were lonely and I'm sorry I could never help. 343 00:15:58,819 --> 00:15:59,993 "Peter Jameson" 344 00:16:06,448 --> 00:16:07,345 I'm sorry. 345 00:16:09,106 --> 00:16:10,624 - For what? 346 00:16:10,659 --> 00:16:11,798 You didn't do anything. 347 00:16:13,075 --> 00:16:15,457 Then again action really isn't your thing, huh? 348 00:16:16,837 --> 00:16:19,771 You're all about talking, judging, predicting. 349 00:16:21,842 --> 00:16:24,052 You haven't done shit for thousands of years. 350 00:16:37,789 --> 00:16:39,308 What the hell is this? 351 00:16:39,343 --> 00:16:40,137 - What? - This! 352 00:16:40,171 --> 00:16:42,242 What the hell is this? 353 00:16:42,277 --> 00:16:43,416 - Sorry. 354 00:16:43,450 --> 00:16:44,589 Lots of people find me comforting. 355 00:16:44,624 --> 00:16:45,590 - Comforting? 356 00:16:45,625 --> 00:16:46,971 - Um, yes. - I don't. 357 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:49,629 - Okay, maybe I rushed the hug. 358 00:16:49,663 --> 00:16:51,562 Look, it's been a while for me, okay? 359 00:16:51,596 --> 00:16:54,116 And I'm just meeting you, you're just meeting me. 360 00:16:54,151 --> 00:16:55,186 It's our first time! 361 00:16:55,221 --> 00:16:56,049 We'll get it. 362 00:16:57,361 --> 00:16:58,741 - Now I'm really uncomfortable. 363 00:16:58,776 --> 00:16:59,604 - Fine. 364 00:17:00,605 --> 00:17:02,435 But I'm trying over here, 365 00:17:02,469 --> 00:17:04,609 and you have been nothing but rude to me. 366 00:17:04,644 --> 00:17:05,852 Rude to you? 367 00:17:05,886 --> 00:17:08,510 Look princess, I'm not gonna get tricked 368 00:17:08,544 --> 00:17:10,408 into feeling sorry for you, okay? 369 00:17:10,443 --> 00:17:11,651 You are not a perfect book. 370 00:17:11,685 --> 00:17:12,617 You're not worth defending. 371 00:17:12,652 --> 00:17:14,964 You're not an underdog. 372 00:17:14,999 --> 00:17:16,138 You're kind of a monster. 373 00:17:16,173 --> 00:17:17,346 And sure, my parents got off on you, 374 00:17:17,381 --> 00:17:18,899 but I sure as hell don't have to. 375 00:17:18,934 --> 00:17:21,730 Frankly, if I never saw you again, I'd be a happier man. 376 00:17:30,152 --> 00:17:31,533 - Strong words. 377 00:17:33,362 --> 00:17:35,640 I wonder are you feeling convicted? 378 00:17:35,675 --> 00:17:36,917 - No. Shut up. 379 00:17:36,952 --> 00:17:38,264 - A lotta pressure to put on one guy, 380 00:17:38,298 --> 00:17:39,506 killing someone and all. 381 00:17:39,541 --> 00:17:40,714 - Ha. - Excuse me? 382 00:17:40,749 --> 00:17:42,578 - That's pretty rich coming from you. 383 00:17:42,613 --> 00:17:43,407 - Uh- - You're gonna 384 00:17:43,441 --> 00:17:44,960 knock me for killing? 385 00:17:44,994 --> 00:17:46,375 - Yes. 386 00:17:46,410 --> 00:17:49,792 10 Commandments, Exodus 20:13, thou shalt not murder. 387 00:17:49,827 --> 00:17:52,416 - How many people die by your hand? 388 00:17:52,450 --> 00:17:53,348 - My hand? 389 00:17:53,382 --> 00:17:55,177 I'm just a book after all. 390 00:17:55,212 --> 00:17:57,559 - Okay, you were written by God, right? 391 00:17:57,593 --> 00:17:58,491 Yes. 392 00:17:58,525 --> 00:18:01,632 - And God is good, right? 393 00:18:01,666 --> 00:18:02,495 - Yes. 394 00:18:04,255 --> 00:18:06,326 - How many people die by his hand? 395 00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:10,192 - Some. - Some? 396 00:18:10,227 --> 00:18:12,263 Tell me, was it 2 Kings 397 00:18:12,298 --> 00:18:15,922 when the Angel of the Lord smote the Assyrian camp? 398 00:18:15,956 --> 00:18:16,854 - Yes. 399 00:18:16,888 --> 00:18:18,407 - Something like 100,000 people? 400 00:18:18,442 --> 00:18:19,236 - 185,000 401 00:18:19,270 --> 00:18:21,652 - 185,000 people. 402 00:18:21,686 --> 00:18:22,825 - Yes, so, a lot. 403 00:18:22,860 --> 00:18:24,448 - A lot. 404 00:18:24,482 --> 00:18:27,761 185,000 people, in one night. 405 00:18:27,796 --> 00:18:28,693 - Yes, not untrue. 406 00:18:28,728 --> 00:18:31,972 - Very true, according to you. 407 00:18:33,802 --> 00:18:36,322 Thou shalt not murder. unless I say so. 408 00:18:36,356 --> 00:18:38,910 - Look! God gets to make that call! 409 00:18:38,945 --> 00:18:40,567 I can tell you're not a believer. 410 00:18:40,602 --> 00:18:41,396 - Hey, damn right. 411 00:18:41,430 --> 00:18:42,397 - But I do know this: 412 00:18:42,431 --> 00:18:44,226 You did not create life. 413 00:18:44,261 --> 00:18:45,538 God did! 414 00:18:45,572 --> 00:18:47,056 He has the power to give life 415 00:18:47,091 --> 00:18:48,955 and he the authority to take it away. 416 00:18:48,989 --> 00:18:50,474 You Pete, do not. 417 00:18:50,508 --> 00:18:52,579 For you to murder someone in cold blood 418 00:18:52,614 --> 00:18:54,788 for selfish reasons is wrong. 419 00:19:01,278 --> 00:19:02,900 - You're right. 420 00:19:02,934 --> 00:19:04,004 - Yes, yes I am. 421 00:19:05,351 --> 00:19:07,111 - I need to be more obedient. 422 00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:08,354 - Yes, you do. 423 00:19:08,388 --> 00:19:11,702 - I need guidance, I need scripture. 424 00:19:14,429 --> 00:19:16,189 - Praise Jesus. - O my gosh. 425 00:19:16,224 --> 00:19:17,156 - Yes. Yes! 426 00:19:17,190 --> 00:19:17,984 - Oh let's see. 427 00:19:18,018 --> 00:19:19,641 Guidance, laws. 428 00:19:20,573 --> 00:19:21,367 Leviticus! 429 00:19:21,401 --> 00:19:22,195 - Oo. 430 00:19:22,230 --> 00:19:23,334 - Chapter 20? 431 00:19:23,369 --> 00:19:24,542 - Ya know? - Let's see verse- 432 00:19:24,577 --> 00:19:25,819 - That's completely different. 433 00:19:25,854 --> 00:19:26,475 - Verse 10! - See the Old Testament law 434 00:19:26,510 --> 00:19:27,407 was fulfilled. 435 00:19:27,442 --> 00:19:28,650 We aren't under that covenant- 436 00:19:28,684 --> 00:19:30,065 If a man commits adultery 437 00:19:30,099 --> 00:19:32,654 with the wife of his neighbor, both the adulterer 438 00:19:32,688 --> 00:19:37,693 and the adulteress shall surely be put to death. 439 00:19:41,835 --> 00:19:42,733 - You see? 440 00:19:42,767 --> 00:19:44,217 I'm just following orders. 441 00:19:45,598 --> 00:19:46,392 - Don't do that. 442 00:19:46,426 --> 00:19:47,600 - What? Follow orders? 443 00:19:47,634 --> 00:19:49,395 That's conve- - Don't abuse me. 444 00:19:50,499 --> 00:19:52,260 Don't pluck out verses and twist them. 445 00:19:54,676 --> 00:19:56,954 You're not humbling yourself. 446 00:19:56,988 --> 00:19:58,231 You're not learning. 447 00:19:58,266 --> 00:19:59,715 You're not even listening. 448 00:19:59,750 --> 00:20:02,408 You're manipulating Scripture because you're selfish. 449 00:20:02,442 --> 00:20:03,685 And it hurts. 450 00:20:03,719 --> 00:20:04,720 It hurts people. 451 00:20:04,755 --> 00:20:05,549 It hurts God. 452 00:20:05,583 --> 00:20:06,412 And it hurts you. 453 00:20:07,827 --> 00:20:10,657 What you said earlier, all the blood on my hands, 454 00:20:10,692 --> 00:20:11,589 that's how it happens. 455 00:20:11,624 --> 00:20:12,556 - So this is my fault? 456 00:20:12,590 --> 00:20:13,729 - It's about to be. 457 00:20:13,764 --> 00:20:15,006 You're about to kill someone. 458 00:20:15,041 --> 00:20:16,836 And I will not be used. 459 00:20:16,870 --> 00:20:19,494 Either don't use Scripture at all, 460 00:20:19,528 --> 00:20:21,496 or take it all as a whole. 461 00:20:21,530 --> 00:20:22,566 All in context. 462 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:23,877 - Context? - Yes. 463 00:20:25,154 --> 00:20:26,052 - You're saying I should take 464 00:20:26,086 --> 00:20:27,364 the whole chapter into account. 465 00:20:27,398 --> 00:20:28,227 - The whole book! 466 00:20:28,261 --> 00:20:29,711 - Right. 467 00:20:29,745 --> 00:20:31,126 And if I still don't get it. 468 00:20:31,160 --> 00:20:34,267 If showing love to a thousand generations in Exodus 469 00:20:34,302 --> 00:20:36,649 still isn't consistent enough with killing witches 470 00:20:36,683 --> 00:20:39,272 also in Exodus, I should read the whole Bible, right? 471 00:20:39,307 --> 00:20:40,446 - I highly recommend it. - For context? 472 00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:42,551 - For context. - Great. 473 00:20:42,586 --> 00:20:44,829 And this is just a thought here. 474 00:20:44,864 --> 00:20:47,418 It feels like you're asking me to do all the work for you. 475 00:20:47,453 --> 00:20:49,524 Justifying all your contradictions with context. 476 00:20:49,558 --> 00:20:51,319 - Asking you to read the whole thing 477 00:20:51,353 --> 00:20:52,906 doesn't seem that unfair. 478 00:20:52,941 --> 00:20:54,149 Imagine if I only listened to half of what you said. 479 00:20:54,183 --> 00:20:55,530 - But it doesn't stop there, does it? 480 00:20:55,564 --> 00:20:56,807 - What do you mean? 481 00:20:56,841 --> 00:20:58,326 - Well for context, for true biblical context, 482 00:20:58,360 --> 00:20:59,672 I would have to consider all the original languages 483 00:20:59,706 --> 00:21:00,914 and adaptations you've been through. 484 00:21:00,949 --> 00:21:02,226 The Greek, the Hebrew, the Aramaic. 485 00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:03,745 - Sure, and not just the languages, the cultures- 486 00:21:03,779 --> 00:21:05,712 - And then I can't forget about the historical context. 487 00:21:05,747 --> 00:21:08,370 How you've been interpreted since then. 488 00:21:08,405 --> 00:21:10,510 For which I would have to look through thousands of years 489 00:21:10,545 --> 00:21:11,856 of church history which, to be honest, 490 00:21:11,891 --> 00:21:14,065 had a lot of low points don't ya think? 491 00:21:14,100 --> 00:21:16,723 Between The Crusades, Joan of Arc, pedophilia, et cetera. 492 00:21:16,758 --> 00:21:18,484 - Fair point: interpretation is sloppy. 493 00:21:18,518 --> 00:21:20,417 What are you getting at? 494 00:21:20,451 --> 00:21:21,625 - Who do you expect to help 495 00:21:21,659 --> 00:21:24,421 when no one's qualified to read you, Gid? 496 00:21:26,940 --> 00:21:28,563 Are we supposed to devote half our lives 497 00:21:28,597 --> 00:21:31,566 to justifying your stains with centuries of context? 498 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:32,739 What is context? 499 00:21:32,774 --> 00:21:34,051 - Fine, let me simplify it for you. 500 00:21:34,085 --> 00:21:34,983 - Please. 501 00:21:35,017 --> 00:21:35,915 - The context is that of love. 502 00:21:35,949 --> 00:21:37,157 - Love? 503 00:21:37,192 --> 00:21:38,676 Well that's a goddamn catchall, isn't it? 504 00:22:15,679 --> 00:22:16,783 - So, what's the plan? 505 00:22:16,818 --> 00:22:18,026 - You know the plan. 506 00:22:18,060 --> 00:22:19,614 - You check the parking lot every few minutes 507 00:22:19,648 --> 00:22:21,512 and hope you get lucky? 508 00:22:21,547 --> 00:22:22,720 - Yep. 509 00:22:22,755 --> 00:22:24,688 - Ya know you could just stand by the window. 510 00:22:24,722 --> 00:22:26,483 - Oh why don't I just wave my gun around too, 511 00:22:26,517 --> 00:22:27,760 make sure they see me. 512 00:22:27,794 --> 00:22:29,313 - Mm. 513 00:22:29,348 --> 00:22:31,384 Then hopefully of all the gin joints in all Chicago, 514 00:22:31,419 --> 00:22:34,318 Cindy shacks up with Leo in this dump of a hotel. 515 00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:35,146 - I know she's coming. 516 00:22:35,181 --> 00:22:36,078 - Oo, did God tell you? 517 00:22:36,113 --> 00:22:37,977 - What, like a flash of light? 518 00:22:39,081 --> 00:22:42,015 No, I stick to reality, thank you. 519 00:22:42,050 --> 00:22:43,810 - Oh, like talking to a Bible. 520 00:22:46,537 --> 00:22:47,366 - Touché. 521 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:52,509 I followed her. 522 00:22:54,718 --> 00:22:56,340 - Ouch. - Yeah. 523 00:22:59,516 --> 00:23:01,000 I kept telling myself 524 00:23:01,034 --> 00:23:02,898 that I was just making sure she was safe, you know? 525 00:23:04,969 --> 00:23:06,419 Even when I followed her here. 526 00:23:08,904 --> 00:23:10,630 And then I followed her here again. 527 00:23:12,218 --> 00:23:13,046 And again. 528 00:23:15,911 --> 00:23:19,467 This was their place, Friday was their night. 529 00:23:20,675 --> 00:23:22,228 I checked in to the room next door once. 530 00:23:25,300 --> 00:23:26,439 It's stupid, but... 531 00:23:30,029 --> 00:23:31,720 it was nice hear her laugh again. 532 00:23:36,656 --> 00:23:37,519 I confronted her. 533 00:23:40,384 --> 00:23:41,212 Six months. 534 00:23:42,869 --> 00:23:45,251 I called and sure enough, there was a reservation. 535 00:23:45,285 --> 00:23:46,079 - Maybe you missed them. 536 00:23:46,114 --> 00:23:47,046 - I didn't miss them. 537 00:23:48,116 --> 00:23:49,151 I have an alarm clock. 538 00:23:49,186 --> 00:23:50,290 A clear view of the parking lot. 539 00:23:50,325 --> 00:23:52,396 I know what car she drives. 540 00:23:53,570 --> 00:23:54,709 And just in case, I told the desk clerk 541 00:23:54,743 --> 00:23:57,021 to call me when they check in. 542 00:23:57,056 --> 00:23:58,471 - Wow, very thorough. 543 00:23:58,506 --> 00:23:59,334 - Thanks. 544 00:23:59,368 --> 00:24:00,749 - So then what? 545 00:24:00,784 --> 00:24:01,681 When? 546 00:24:01,716 --> 00:24:02,993 - I mean after you shoot Leo 547 00:24:03,027 --> 00:24:04,926 and throw this bloody note at your wife. 548 00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:05,754 Then what? 549 00:24:05,789 --> 00:24:06,721 - Who knows. 550 00:24:06,755 --> 00:24:08,067 Maybe I'll go to a Cubs game. 551 00:24:08,101 --> 00:24:09,309 - Well, that'd be fun. 552 00:24:09,344 --> 00:24:10,483 - Yeah and I may need a cigarette. 553 00:24:10,518 --> 00:24:11,657 You mind if I borrow a few pages? 554 00:24:11,691 --> 00:24:13,417 Nothing important, just Old Testament stuff. 555 00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,350 - Ha ha cheeky. 556 00:24:22,426 --> 00:24:25,912 You know, I couldn't help but notice 557 00:24:25,947 --> 00:24:28,674 you know your way around Scripture better than most. 558 00:24:29,847 --> 00:24:31,331 - O yeah? 559 00:24:31,366 --> 00:24:32,505 - Yeah. 560 00:24:32,540 --> 00:24:33,782 And you don't strike me as a religion major. 561 00:24:33,817 --> 00:24:35,059 - Why's that? 562 00:24:35,094 --> 00:24:37,476 - Religion majors tend to be less... 563 00:24:37,510 --> 00:24:39,063 Yes? 564 00:24:39,098 --> 00:24:40,271 - Disheveled. 565 00:24:42,584 --> 00:24:45,000 - You and I know very different religion majors. 566 00:24:46,243 --> 00:24:47,520 Anyways it's a long story. 567 00:24:49,142 --> 00:24:49,971 - I got time. 568 00:24:56,253 --> 00:25:00,429 - My dad was a pastor. 569 00:25:02,604 --> 00:25:03,467 Was? 570 00:25:04,779 --> 00:25:07,920 - Yeah, he died a few years ago. 571 00:25:10,232 --> 00:25:13,442 Five, five years ago. 572 00:25:17,170 --> 00:25:20,001 Highly aggressive early onset Alzheimer's. 573 00:25:22,175 --> 00:25:23,073 - I'm sorry. 574 00:25:24,074 --> 00:25:24,902 - Thanks. 575 00:25:30,356 --> 00:25:31,495 We rushed the wedding. 576 00:25:34,049 --> 00:25:35,188 Wanted him to be there. 577 00:25:36,914 --> 00:25:38,882 He didn't remember my name at the time. 578 00:25:41,229 --> 00:25:42,402 And Mom was a mess, 579 00:25:42,437 --> 00:25:44,197 she didn't make it through the ceremony, 580 00:25:45,509 --> 00:25:47,062 And on top of all the dad stuff, 581 00:25:47,097 --> 00:25:50,583 Cindy wasn't a Christian which Mom was just ballistic about. 582 00:25:52,999 --> 00:25:54,587 She thought she was immature. 583 00:25:59,592 --> 00:26:00,662 I guess she was right. 584 00:26:06,461 --> 00:26:08,705 My dad was one of the best men that I ever knew. 585 00:26:09,809 --> 00:26:11,086 A real solid guy. 586 00:26:12,467 --> 00:26:15,366 And when he got sick, I started to pray. 587 00:26:17,955 --> 00:26:18,853 And I prayed. 588 00:26:20,130 --> 00:26:21,821 Every morning, every evening. 589 00:26:21,856 --> 00:26:23,685 Fasting, Bible study, the whole bit. 590 00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:25,238 Nothing, nothing, nothing. 591 00:26:27,413 --> 00:26:28,483 I was in a bad way. 592 00:26:31,348 --> 00:26:35,455 That's when I met Cindy, and she lit up my life. 593 00:26:35,490 --> 00:26:37,147 Man, her singing, her dancing. 594 00:26:37,181 --> 00:26:38,631 She was fearless. 595 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:42,428 Fearless! 596 00:26:46,018 --> 00:26:47,778 I don't know, maybe I needed something to love, 597 00:26:47,813 --> 00:26:49,884 or something to save because my Dad, 598 00:26:51,092 --> 00:26:52,887 I couldn't save him and it hurt so much, 599 00:26:52,921 --> 00:26:54,129 that I became numb. 600 00:26:58,513 --> 00:27:01,585 And my faith broke a little more each day until finally, 601 00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:06,176 I told God, that if Dad got better, I'd be in. 602 00:27:06,210 --> 00:27:07,902 And if he didn't, then I'd be out. 603 00:27:12,596 --> 00:27:13,562 He's gone now. 604 00:27:18,602 --> 00:27:19,534 - How is your mom? 605 00:27:19,568 --> 00:27:20,397 - Terrible. 606 00:27:21,916 --> 00:27:23,055 She still prays for me. 607 00:27:23,089 --> 00:27:24,366 Prays for Dad, too. 608 00:27:25,782 --> 00:27:28,612 She thinks that if she has enough faith 609 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:29,924 he'll raise from the dead. 610 00:27:32,478 --> 00:27:34,100 Matthew 10, right? 611 00:27:34,135 --> 00:27:35,619 - That's not what I meant. 612 00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:37,069 - Well it doesn't matter what you meant, all right? 613 00:27:37,103 --> 00:27:38,691 This is what happens when you get shoved down the throat 614 00:27:38,726 --> 00:27:40,659 of vulnerable, desperate people. 615 00:27:42,833 --> 00:27:44,041 Raised from the dead? 616 00:27:44,076 --> 00:27:45,111 Isn't that crazy? 617 00:27:46,181 --> 00:27:47,389 And this is what I hate. 618 00:27:47,424 --> 00:27:48,736 I hate when all of this faith crap 619 00:27:48,770 --> 00:27:50,047 gets in the way of what's real. 620 00:27:50,082 --> 00:27:51,428 You know? 621 00:27:51,462 --> 00:27:52,947 I mean, my poor mom may be hung up on the fact 622 00:27:52,981 --> 00:27:54,396 that Dad's gonna come back from the dead 623 00:27:54,431 --> 00:27:55,674 for the rest of her life. 624 00:27:55,708 --> 00:27:57,779 I wish she would just accept it and move on. 625 00:27:57,814 --> 00:27:58,711 Dad's dead. 626 00:28:01,887 --> 00:28:06,201 I mean what am I supposed to do with that, huh? 627 00:28:09,584 --> 00:28:10,412 - I don't know. 628 00:28:13,553 --> 00:28:14,554 - That's a first. 629 00:28:19,559 --> 00:28:21,492 - I hope your mom comes around. 630 00:28:21,527 --> 00:28:26,325 - Yeah, yeah I hope she's okay. 631 00:28:30,881 --> 00:28:31,710 - You know... 632 00:28:35,403 --> 00:28:40,097 I think there's a spot in there where we agree. 633 00:28:41,547 --> 00:28:44,308 - That faith is a poisonous substitute for reality? 634 00:28:45,447 --> 00:28:46,552 - No. 635 00:28:46,586 --> 00:28:47,415 Not there. 636 00:28:49,313 --> 00:28:53,904 That death is the worst. 637 00:28:56,148 --> 00:28:57,425 - Death's the worst. 638 00:28:58,702 --> 00:29:00,497 Yeah, I think I can get behind that. 639 00:29:02,223 --> 00:29:04,190 - Not by design, you know? 640 00:29:04,225 --> 00:29:05,951 People weren't originally made to die. 641 00:29:05,985 --> 00:29:07,884 - I got news for you friend. 642 00:29:07,918 --> 00:29:09,057 - I mean... 643 00:29:09,092 --> 00:29:13,027 Anyway, death is the worst. 644 00:29:13,993 --> 00:29:15,063 - Yeah. 645 00:29:15,098 --> 00:29:16,651 Yeah, it's pretty bad. 646 00:29:20,828 --> 00:29:21,656 - And yet. 647 00:29:23,140 --> 00:29:24,624 - What? 648 00:29:24,659 --> 00:29:28,974 - I mean, we both agree that death is a bad thing. 649 00:29:30,492 --> 00:29:31,597 You just said so yourself. 650 00:29:31,631 --> 00:29:33,288 It's, it's permanent. 651 00:29:33,323 --> 00:29:35,670 Your father, he can't come back. 652 00:29:35,704 --> 00:29:36,878 And that hurts. 653 00:29:39,363 --> 00:29:40,571 - Yes? 654 00:29:40,606 --> 00:29:43,160 - Then well Leo, I mean he's not gonna be able 655 00:29:43,195 --> 00:29:44,127 to come back either. 656 00:29:44,161 --> 00:29:45,611 - Yes? 657 00:29:45,645 --> 00:29:47,440 - Are you gonna think about your father while you kill Leo? 658 00:29:47,475 --> 00:29:48,821 What about his father. - Yeah? 659 00:29:48,856 --> 00:29:50,271 - His family. - Yeah? 660 00:29:50,305 --> 00:29:51,444 - This of all the damage your father's death caused. 661 00:29:51,479 --> 00:29:53,239 - You're the worst, you know that. 662 00:29:53,274 --> 00:29:55,448 Taking my pain and guilting me with it. 663 00:29:55,483 --> 00:29:57,209 - So it's my fault that you feel guilty? 664 00:29:57,243 --> 00:29:58,417 - No, no. 665 00:29:58,451 --> 00:29:59,694 - It has nothing to do with the fact 666 00:29:59,728 --> 00:30:01,109 that you're about to shoot someone. 667 00:30:01,144 --> 00:30:02,490 - That's real shitting man, to use pain as a tool. 668 00:30:02,524 --> 00:30:03,560 - Not use, address! 669 00:30:03,594 --> 00:30:04,768 I'm addressing your pain. 670 00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:05,596 - You don't get to. 671 00:30:05,631 --> 00:30:07,081 - Pete, I can help. 672 00:30:07,115 --> 00:30:08,599 - I decide, you don't get to force and manipulate me. 673 00:30:08,634 --> 00:30:10,084 Can you just stop and think for one second? 674 00:30:10,118 --> 00:30:11,119 - You know you dig and dig, you pretend like you care. 675 00:30:11,154 --> 00:30:12,362 But you just want to find an in. 676 00:30:12,396 --> 00:30:13,570 Isn't that right? - Listen to me. 677 00:30:13,604 --> 00:30:14,364 - You just want to know what makes me weak! 678 00:30:14,398 --> 00:30:15,330 - What if you die? 679 00:30:21,060 --> 00:30:21,992 - Screw you, man. 680 00:30:22,027 --> 00:30:23,338 - What if Leo has a gun? 681 00:30:23,373 --> 00:30:24,650 I mean, he knows you know. 682 00:30:24,684 --> 00:30:25,824 She probably told him, right? - I don't care. 683 00:30:25,858 --> 00:30:26,479 - I mean, she would have told him. 684 00:30:26,514 --> 00:30:27,687 - I don't care. 685 00:30:27,722 --> 00:30:28,481 You don't get to tell me what to do. 686 00:30:28,516 --> 00:30:29,931 - Don't remind me. 687 00:30:29,966 --> 00:30:31,243 I just sit here offering you words of truth and love- 688 00:30:31,277 --> 00:30:33,832 - You have no authority here! 689 00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:39,665 - Your loss. 690 00:30:46,465 --> 00:30:48,225 - Who the hell do you think you are? 691 00:30:48,260 --> 00:30:49,192 - The Word of God. 692 00:30:49,226 --> 00:30:50,331 The Word of God? 693 00:30:50,365 --> 00:30:51,988 - Straight from the mouth. 694 00:30:52,022 --> 00:30:54,576 - You mean the mouth of 40 violent dead men. 695 00:30:54,611 --> 00:30:56,406 - Who were inspired by the Holy Spirit several- 696 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:57,234 - Oh good! 697 00:30:57,269 --> 00:30:58,580 Insane violent dead men. 698 00:30:58,615 --> 00:31:00,030 Who got high on some 699 00:31:00,065 --> 00:31:01,514 Holy Spirit and wrote a book - They weren't insane. 700 00:31:01,549 --> 00:31:02,205 You think I'm insane? - for a buncha straight men. 701 00:31:02,239 --> 00:31:02,895 - I am inspired. 702 00:31:02,930 --> 00:31:04,138 I am the Bible. 703 00:31:04,172 --> 00:31:04,863 - You hurt people. - I'm the Word of God! 704 00:31:04,897 --> 00:31:05,829 - John 1. 705 00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:08,487 Jesus is the Word of God. 706 00:31:11,593 --> 00:31:12,974 That's gotta be true, isn't it? 707 00:31:13,009 --> 00:31:13,872 - Yes. 708 00:31:14,942 --> 00:31:16,081 - You aren't Jesus, are you? 709 00:31:16,115 --> 00:31:18,186 - No. - No, you're not the Father, 710 00:31:18,221 --> 00:31:19,325 or the Son or the Holy Spirit. 711 00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:20,257 - I'm Scripture for God's sake. 712 00:31:20,292 --> 00:31:21,949 - Right. You're Scripture. 713 00:31:21,983 --> 00:31:23,916 You're the Word of God, but you aren't the voice of God, 714 00:31:23,951 --> 00:31:25,021 you're not God himself. 715 00:31:25,055 --> 00:31:25,953 - Yes but you need the Word. 716 00:31:25,987 --> 00:31:27,057 - Like you need God? 717 00:31:27,092 --> 00:31:27,886 - Yes. 718 00:31:29,853 --> 00:31:30,992 No! - Oh, so I don't need you? 719 00:31:31,027 --> 00:31:32,097 You only go so far. 720 00:31:32,131 --> 00:31:33,029 - Oh, trust me. I go pretty far. 721 00:31:33,063 --> 00:31:33,892 - Yeah, but not far enough. 722 00:31:33,926 --> 00:31:35,134 - I go pretty far. 723 00:31:35,169 --> 00:31:36,170 - Easy man, your Old Testament's showing. 724 00:31:36,204 --> 00:31:37,102 - I go pretty far. 725 00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,074 Hey, I got a question. 726 00:32:19,247 --> 00:32:21,560 What's it like getting to believe whatever? 727 00:32:21,594 --> 00:32:25,495 - I don't believe whatever, I just don't believe in you. 728 00:32:28,015 --> 00:32:29,775 You're a cocky son of a bitch, you know that. 729 00:32:29,809 --> 00:32:30,707 Look who's talking. 730 00:32:30,741 --> 00:32:31,950 - Yeah, look who's asking. 731 00:32:33,986 --> 00:32:36,989 - I mean it's just so incredible, 732 00:32:37,024 --> 00:32:39,302 God lets people believe anything. 733 00:32:41,718 --> 00:32:43,237 It's pretty great actually. 734 00:32:43,271 --> 00:32:44,100 - Yeah? 735 00:32:44,134 --> 00:32:45,618 Man, it's wild. 736 00:32:45,653 --> 00:32:50,658 Oh, what's the craziest thing you ever believed? 737 00:32:51,866 --> 00:32:52,694 - The Bible. 738 00:32:53,557 --> 00:32:55,007 - Fine. 739 00:32:55,042 --> 00:32:57,389 What's the second craziest thing you ever believed? 740 00:32:58,493 --> 00:32:59,839 - You can't judge me, okay? 741 00:32:59,874 --> 00:33:00,702 - Okay. 742 00:33:02,221 --> 00:33:04,913 - When I was a kid I believed that Pokemon were real. 743 00:33:04,948 --> 00:33:05,845 - No way! 744 00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:07,019 - Yeah. 745 00:33:07,054 --> 00:33:08,020 - Like really believed it though. 746 00:33:08,055 --> 00:33:09,435 - Oh yeah man, I was positive 747 00:33:09,470 --> 00:33:11,334 I was gonna catch a Charmander in my backyard. 748 00:33:12,507 --> 00:33:13,336 - Wow! 749 00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:15,924 What's a Pokemon? 750 00:33:17,892 --> 00:33:21,033 - Oh, it's this super fun Satan thing 751 00:33:21,068 --> 00:33:22,552 that people used to do on the weekends. 752 00:33:22,586 --> 00:33:23,346 - What? 753 00:33:23,380 --> 00:33:24,554 - Oh, yeah. 754 00:33:24,588 --> 00:33:26,142 You go off into the deep grass, maybe a cave. 755 00:33:26,176 --> 00:33:29,800 You summon up a Scyther, Pinsirs, Mr. Mime. 756 00:33:29,835 --> 00:33:31,837 - Pete, you were a Satan worshipper? 757 00:33:31,871 --> 00:33:32,941 - Nope. 758 00:33:32,976 --> 00:33:33,908 I Gotcha. 759 00:33:33,942 --> 00:33:35,047 - Ugh. 760 00:33:35,082 --> 00:33:35,875 - Ugh? 761 00:33:35,910 --> 00:33:36,980 Use your words, Gid. 762 00:33:37,946 --> 00:33:39,017 You're better than that. 763 00:33:39,051 --> 00:33:39,879 - Pokemon. 764 00:33:42,330 --> 00:33:43,538 - Okay what about you? 765 00:33:43,573 --> 00:33:44,781 What's the craziest thing you believe. 766 00:33:44,815 --> 00:33:45,713 - Oh. 767 00:33:45,747 --> 00:33:48,060 I mean, I believe myself. 768 00:33:48,095 --> 00:33:50,097 I'm kinda locked in. 769 00:33:50,131 --> 00:33:50,959 I don't really change. 770 00:33:50,994 --> 00:33:52,582 That's why I asked you. 771 00:33:52,616 --> 00:33:54,101 I'm a codified system of beliefs. 772 00:33:54,135 --> 00:33:55,550 - Exactly, that's what I mean. 773 00:33:55,585 --> 00:33:59,209 What's the craziest codified belief you got in you? 774 00:33:59,244 --> 00:34:00,383 - Oh, that's tough! 775 00:34:01,625 --> 00:34:04,766 Well there's an angel with a cow face. 776 00:34:04,801 --> 00:34:06,113 Ezekiel, it's trippy. 777 00:34:07,493 --> 00:34:10,634 A 7-headed dragon chasing a pregnant woman. 778 00:34:10,669 --> 00:34:13,120 Revelation, also trippy. 779 00:34:13,154 --> 00:34:16,882 And then there's the Leviathan and the Nephilim. 780 00:34:19,678 --> 00:34:23,026 Honestly, the craziest thing to me, 781 00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:26,823 is that God, big infinite God, 782 00:34:26,857 --> 00:34:31,207 let these itty bitty little people make infinite choices. 783 00:34:32,277 --> 00:34:33,519 Like believing whatever. 784 00:34:36,557 --> 00:34:38,352 That's it, that's the craziest thing. 785 00:34:41,044 --> 00:34:45,013 - You also can sit back and judge us when we choose wrong. 786 00:34:46,394 --> 00:34:48,120 - You don't always choose wrong. 787 00:34:48,155 --> 00:34:49,363 - Not that you'd know. 788 00:34:49,397 --> 00:34:51,296 - Come on, if there is one thing I know 789 00:34:51,330 --> 00:34:52,987 it's right and wrong. 790 00:34:53,021 --> 00:34:54,230 - Please. 791 00:34:54,264 --> 00:34:55,196 - Really? You disagree? 792 00:34:55,231 --> 00:34:56,473 - Yes I disagree. 793 00:34:56,508 --> 00:34:58,165 Morality in the Bible is all over the place, 794 00:34:58,199 --> 00:35:01,789 and morality through God, well that's impossible. 795 00:35:01,823 --> 00:35:02,721 - What? 796 00:35:02,755 --> 00:35:04,274 - Oh yeah, the idea of morality 797 00:35:04,309 --> 00:35:05,965 and the God of the Bible don't fit together. 798 00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:07,657 - That's ridiculous. - It's true. 799 00:35:07,691 --> 00:35:08,968 - Explain. - No. 800 00:35:09,003 --> 00:35:09,797 - Come on. 801 00:35:09,831 --> 00:35:11,385 - Ugh. - Ugh? 802 00:35:11,419 --> 00:35:12,834 You scared? 803 00:35:12,869 --> 00:35:13,870 - No. 804 00:35:13,904 --> 00:35:15,354 - Okay. 805 00:35:15,389 --> 00:35:19,186 - Fine, but if I win this one, you have to leave me alone. 806 00:35:19,220 --> 00:35:20,428 - What? 807 00:35:20,463 --> 00:35:21,636 - If I can prove to you that morality 808 00:35:21,671 --> 00:35:24,191 and the God of the Bible don't fit together, 809 00:35:24,225 --> 00:35:27,815 then you go back in the drawer; talk over. 810 00:35:27,849 --> 00:35:29,955 - Okay, Mr. Religion Major. 811 00:35:29,989 --> 00:35:34,166 And if I win, then you have to take me to a Cubs game. 812 00:35:34,201 --> 00:35:35,063 - No. - Yep! 813 00:35:35,098 --> 00:35:35,892 - Not happening. 814 00:35:35,926 --> 00:35:37,307 - Please? 815 00:35:37,342 --> 00:35:38,343 - People don't bring Bibles to baseball games. 816 00:35:38,377 --> 00:35:39,620 - You can put me in a sleeve, 817 00:35:39,654 --> 00:35:40,966 everybody'll think I'm a dictionary. 818 00:35:41,000 --> 00:35:42,347 - People don't bring dictionaries to baseball games- 819 00:35:42,381 --> 00:35:43,831 - Please, please, please, please! 820 00:35:43,865 --> 00:35:46,730 please, please, please, please 821 00:35:46,765 --> 00:35:48,870 please, please, please 822 00:35:48,905 --> 00:35:49,733 please, please, please, please 823 00:35:49,768 --> 00:35:50,562 - Fine. - Yes! 824 00:35:50,596 --> 00:35:51,977 Okay. 825 00:35:53,565 --> 00:35:56,740 Prosecution takes opening arguments, sir. 826 00:35:56,775 --> 00:35:59,605 - Let's pretend that God exists, and that morality, 827 00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:01,366 right and wrong, flow from him. 828 00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:05,197 It comes from his magical God beard. 829 00:36:05,232 --> 00:36:06,647 Whatever. - Love it. 830 00:36:06,681 --> 00:36:10,029 - Except that if God sets the standard 831 00:36:10,064 --> 00:36:12,204 for moral and immoral, then right and wrong 832 00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:14,586 will change at the snap of his God-fingers. 833 00:36:14,620 --> 00:36:15,690 - Faulty premise. 834 00:36:15,725 --> 00:36:17,244 God doesn't change. 835 00:36:17,278 --> 00:36:20,419 Morality stays the same because God stays the same. 836 00:36:20,454 --> 00:36:21,800 Point for Gideon. 837 00:36:21,834 --> 00:36:22,732 - What about Abraham? 838 00:36:22,766 --> 00:36:23,560 - My Abraham? 839 00:36:23,595 --> 00:36:24,596 - Yes! Your Abraham. 840 00:36:24,630 --> 00:36:26,805 God asked him to kill his son. 841 00:36:26,839 --> 00:36:27,978 Yes? - Yes, but God stopped him. 842 00:36:28,013 --> 00:36:29,187 - Exactly! 843 00:36:29,221 --> 00:36:30,602 He asked him and then he stopped him. 844 00:36:30,636 --> 00:36:32,051 He changed his mind. 845 00:36:32,086 --> 00:36:32,880 - Point for Pete! 846 00:36:32,914 --> 00:36:33,708 - Objection! 847 00:36:33,743 --> 00:36:34,744 - Overruled! 848 00:36:34,778 --> 00:36:36,539 He's either a liar or he's sick. 849 00:36:36,573 --> 00:36:40,301 How, how then can I rely on God for moral guidance? 850 00:36:40,336 --> 00:36:42,338 His morality is constantly shifting. 851 00:36:42,372 --> 00:36:43,201 Two points for Pete! 852 00:36:43,235 --> 00:36:44,754 - Okay, okay. 853 00:36:45,755 --> 00:36:46,652 My turn. 854 00:36:47,550 --> 00:36:49,448 The defense begins. 855 00:36:51,243 --> 00:36:52,175 Let's zoom out. 856 00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:53,866 - Hate it. 857 00:36:53,901 --> 00:36:58,008 - Now you say God and his morality are constantly shifting. 858 00:36:59,113 --> 00:37:00,494 But to say that something is shifting 859 00:37:00,528 --> 00:37:02,358 implies that you are on stable ground 860 00:37:02,392 --> 00:37:04,774 and able to perceive said shift. 861 00:37:04,808 --> 00:37:06,085 Your argument acknowledges 862 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:08,156 that there's a stable objective morality. 863 00:37:08,191 --> 00:37:09,641 Yes? - Proceed. 864 00:37:09,675 --> 00:37:11,470 - So there's an immovable code of right and wrong. 865 00:37:11,505 --> 00:37:13,300 - Correct. - We agree. 866 00:37:13,334 --> 00:37:15,302 But who defines that code? 867 00:37:15,336 --> 00:37:18,650 Either God is shifting, and you are stable. 868 00:37:18,684 --> 00:37:22,205 Or you are shifting, and God is stable. 869 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:23,206 It's like the sun. 870 00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:25,726 It looks like the sun is rising, 871 00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:28,280 when in fact it's you that's moving. 872 00:37:28,315 --> 00:37:30,524 Now if I have to guess which one is stable 873 00:37:30,558 --> 00:37:34,182 between you and God, I choose the creator of the universe 874 00:37:34,217 --> 00:37:35,805 not the guy with the gun. 875 00:37:35,839 --> 00:37:37,047 Two points to two! 876 00:37:37,082 --> 00:37:38,842 - Let's bring it back to morality, though. 877 00:37:38,877 --> 00:37:39,912 Shall we? 878 00:37:39,947 --> 00:37:41,949 Remember context? 879 00:37:41,983 --> 00:37:45,642 You bend over backwards to qualify God's decisions. 880 00:37:45,677 --> 00:37:48,576 God violates my conscience! 881 00:37:48,611 --> 00:37:51,752 Clearly, then, I must have a moral measuring stick 882 00:37:51,786 --> 00:37:52,994 apart from God. 883 00:37:53,029 --> 00:37:54,202 Point! 884 00:37:54,237 --> 00:37:55,652 - And who made your measuring stick? 885 00:37:55,687 --> 00:37:57,930 You're appealing to a moral code without an author. 886 00:37:57,965 --> 00:37:59,311 A substance without a source. 887 00:37:59,346 --> 00:38:01,382 An effect without a cause. 888 00:38:01,417 --> 00:38:02,659 Point! - Not necessarily. 889 00:38:02,694 --> 00:38:04,799 - Pete, you're not looking to disprove God. 890 00:38:04,834 --> 00:38:06,076 You're looking for a better god. 891 00:38:06,111 --> 00:38:07,457 - Damn right. 892 00:38:07,492 --> 00:38:09,287 Your god is an objectively bad communicator. 893 00:38:09,321 --> 00:38:10,771 Point! 894 00:38:10,805 --> 00:38:12,945 - Oh so he is moral, you just don't understand him. 895 00:38:12,980 --> 00:38:13,774 Point! 896 00:38:13,808 --> 00:38:14,637 He ties the game. 897 00:38:16,086 --> 00:38:17,295 - Fine. 898 00:38:17,329 --> 00:38:20,539 You're saying God is always moral. 899 00:38:20,574 --> 00:38:21,920 - No, he defines moral. 900 00:38:21,954 --> 00:38:23,162 - Whatever. 901 00:38:23,197 --> 00:38:26,821 So all I need to do is find one example of God 902 00:38:26,856 --> 00:38:29,341 not being moral, and I win. 903 00:38:31,516 --> 00:38:32,793 - Good luck. 904 00:38:32,827 --> 00:38:35,968 - Okay. Genocide. 905 00:38:37,625 --> 00:38:38,833 - Hmm. 906 00:38:38,868 --> 00:38:41,767 - Killing children as part of a plague. 907 00:38:43,148 --> 00:38:47,255 Sacking Canaan, and calling it Promised Land. 908 00:38:47,290 --> 00:38:51,225 Drowning all of humanity, and oh look a rainbow. 909 00:38:55,402 --> 00:38:56,817 These are war crimes. 910 00:38:56,851 --> 00:39:00,096 I say these are objectively terrible things to do. 911 00:39:00,130 --> 00:39:00,924 Terrible. 912 00:39:00,959 --> 00:39:02,167 Do you agree? 913 00:39:02,201 --> 00:39:03,030 - I agree. 914 00:39:04,065 --> 00:39:05,066 - So I win? 915 00:39:05,101 --> 00:39:06,309 - No! 916 00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:08,138 While these things are terrible and horrifying, 917 00:39:08,173 --> 00:39:10,175 they must have been much better than the alternative. 918 00:39:10,209 --> 00:39:11,107 - What is what precisely? 919 00:39:11,141 --> 00:39:12,280 - I don't know. 920 00:39:12,315 --> 00:39:13,109 - What? 921 00:39:13,143 --> 00:39:13,937 - I don't know! 922 00:39:13,972 --> 00:39:15,387 And that's my point. 923 00:39:15,422 --> 00:39:16,699 We don't know what the alternative would have been. 924 00:39:16,733 --> 00:39:18,804 A world without freedom? 925 00:39:18,839 --> 00:39:19,840 Greater evil? 926 00:39:19,874 --> 00:39:21,393 No consequence for injustice? 927 00:39:21,428 --> 00:39:22,877 Who knows. 928 00:39:22,912 --> 00:39:24,085 But the answer is certainly not that God is immoral, 929 00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:26,709 God is good definitionally, 930 00:39:26,743 --> 00:39:29,815 he made goodness, he can't not be good! 931 00:39:29,850 --> 00:39:31,541 It's like asking a triangle to be a square! 932 00:39:31,576 --> 00:39:33,405 - But he's changed his mind before. 933 00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:35,027 - From your point of view. 934 00:39:38,272 --> 00:39:40,585 And you could too if you wanted. 935 00:39:45,037 --> 00:39:46,901 - You just pivoted off of morality. 936 00:39:46,936 --> 00:39:48,558 - You just pivoted off of murder. 937 00:39:56,773 --> 00:39:58,534 - You're a piece of work, you know that? 938 00:39:58,568 --> 00:39:59,776 - You kidding me? 939 00:39:59,811 --> 00:40:00,570 I'm an all-time best seller baby. 940 00:40:00,605 --> 00:40:01,399 I'm good at this. 941 00:40:01,433 --> 00:40:02,330 - That I did not say. 942 00:40:02,365 --> 00:40:03,746 - Here, let me prove it to ya. 943 00:40:03,780 --> 00:40:06,369 You can go into some prayer or meditation time. 944 00:40:06,404 --> 00:40:07,819 I'll give you some juicy verse to chew on. 945 00:40:07,853 --> 00:40:10,131 - I'll get all teary eyed and start confessing? 946 00:40:10,166 --> 00:40:11,339 My God! - Yes! 947 00:40:11,374 --> 00:40:13,100 Then the Holy Spirit can come and comfort you 948 00:40:13,134 --> 00:40:15,447 like a loving father holding his sweet precious son. 949 00:40:15,482 --> 00:40:16,448 - Oh you mean Jesus. 950 00:40:18,968 --> 00:40:19,900 - Would you stop? 951 00:40:22,868 --> 00:40:24,387 - I swear I will throw you out that window. 952 00:40:24,422 --> 00:40:25,215 - Oh would you please? 953 00:40:25,250 --> 00:40:26,424 I'd see the world! 954 00:40:26,458 --> 00:40:27,632 - You're unbelievable. - That's not true. 955 00:40:27,666 --> 00:40:28,771 Hundreds of millions of people believe in me. 956 00:40:28,805 --> 00:40:29,979 - Not me. 957 00:40:30,013 --> 00:40:30,704 - Yes, you've made that abundantly clear. 958 00:40:30,738 --> 00:40:31,532 - Good. 959 00:40:31,567 --> 00:40:32,395 - Sigh. 960 00:41:06,222 --> 00:41:08,120 Pete, you've said a lot 961 00:41:09,743 --> 00:41:11,607 about how wrong I am. 962 00:41:12,987 --> 00:41:15,645 You've got a lot of things you don't believe. 963 00:41:17,405 --> 00:41:20,374 What exactly do you believe? 964 00:41:24,689 --> 00:41:25,690 - I believe... 965 00:41:31,558 --> 00:41:36,424 The truth is I feel the happiest when I do something. 966 00:41:39,704 --> 00:41:41,119 I never felt happy with God. 967 00:41:44,156 --> 00:41:47,988 I felt afraid with God, I felt alone with God. 968 00:41:49,817 --> 00:41:51,854 I feel the safest when I rely on myself. 969 00:41:51,888 --> 00:41:53,718 And I'm not good, 970 00:41:57,480 --> 00:41:58,412 but I want to be. 971 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:00,966 I want to know myself. 972 00:42:01,001 --> 00:42:02,036 Improve myself! 973 00:42:02,071 --> 00:42:04,142 And religion. God. 974 00:42:04,176 --> 00:42:04,970 God. 975 00:42:06,351 --> 00:42:08,974 Any god that damns humanity for eating an apple 976 00:42:09,009 --> 00:42:12,184 in pursuit of knowledge is no god of mine. 977 00:42:13,669 --> 00:42:15,567 Anything that limits personal responsibility, 978 00:42:15,602 --> 00:42:18,259 self-improvement through self reflection is wrong, 979 00:42:18,294 --> 00:42:20,641 is inadequate and it is evil. 980 00:42:20,676 --> 00:42:23,368 Religion is just the fog of war 981 00:42:23,402 --> 00:42:25,543 that separates mankind from himself. 982 00:42:29,581 --> 00:42:30,927 It's funny. 983 00:42:30,962 --> 00:42:32,860 It's kinda like what you said earlier. 984 00:42:34,517 --> 00:42:35,553 I believe in me. 985 00:42:38,003 --> 00:42:38,832 - Me. 986 00:42:41,697 --> 00:42:42,560 Self. 987 00:42:44,216 --> 00:42:45,321 That's all that I am. 988 00:42:46,667 --> 00:42:48,013 - What if you're not enough? 989 00:42:48,048 --> 00:42:49,394 For what exactly. 990 00:42:49,428 --> 00:42:52,017 - Everything you believe is based on you. 991 00:42:53,432 --> 00:42:54,744 What if you're not enough? 992 00:42:54,779 --> 00:42:55,607 - For what? 993 00:42:55,642 --> 00:42:56,470 For living, dying- 994 00:42:56,504 --> 00:42:57,333 - Let me rephrase. 995 00:42:57,367 --> 00:43:00,232 Pete, you're not enough. 996 00:43:02,441 --> 00:43:04,098 If you are trying to shoulder the weight 997 00:43:04,133 --> 00:43:08,586 of justifying your own existence, it's going to kill you. 998 00:43:11,865 --> 00:43:15,869 But, you know, when you fail. 999 00:43:15,903 --> 00:43:18,768 When! Not if. 1000 00:43:18,803 --> 00:43:19,873 You don't measure up. 1001 00:43:21,391 --> 00:43:24,636 God loves you with his whole heart. 1002 00:43:25,810 --> 00:43:28,053 He paid a ridiculous price to be with you, 1003 00:43:28,088 --> 00:43:29,917 to be your justice. 1004 00:43:29,952 --> 00:43:30,918 He loves you. 1005 00:43:30,953 --> 00:43:32,230 - There is no God. 1006 00:43:34,128 --> 00:43:34,957 - Come on! 1007 00:43:38,029 --> 00:43:38,857 Okay. 1008 00:43:40,238 --> 00:43:41,066 Tell me this. 1009 00:43:41,964 --> 00:43:43,655 If you knew there was a god, 1010 00:43:43,690 --> 00:43:47,486 a loving God up there, would you admit it? 1011 00:43:49,109 --> 00:43:49,937 Seriously? 1012 00:43:53,078 --> 00:43:54,286 See, you're not looking for truth, 1013 00:43:54,321 --> 00:43:55,253 for what's real. 1014 00:43:56,392 --> 00:43:57,565 You don't want there to be a god. 1015 00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:59,395 You can't believe that someone loves you. 1016 00:43:59,429 --> 00:44:00,499 You can't accept it. 1017 00:44:03,157 --> 00:44:06,091 You know what, I think you know there's a god. 1018 00:44:06,126 --> 00:44:07,023 Somewhere deep down. 1019 00:44:07,058 --> 00:44:08,300 - You don't know what I know. 1020 00:44:08,335 --> 00:44:09,785 - At least you're pretty darn sure. 1021 00:44:09,819 --> 00:44:11,200 And it feels safer to treat it like some big question mark 1022 00:44:11,234 --> 00:44:12,719 because of what if would mean. 1023 00:44:15,031 --> 00:44:16,619 Look, Pete. 1024 00:44:16,654 --> 00:44:18,863 I don't think you're in an existential philosophy crisis. 1025 00:44:18,897 --> 00:44:20,071 I think you're in pain. 1026 00:44:21,624 --> 00:44:24,869 And there's a good, big God up there who loves you. 1027 00:44:24,903 --> 00:44:25,697 Let him in. 1028 00:44:25,732 --> 00:44:26,664 - "Let him in"? 1029 00:44:28,251 --> 00:44:29,667 "I know the plans I have for you", 1030 00:44:29,701 --> 00:44:31,047 "Let go and let God." 1031 00:44:32,255 --> 00:44:34,499 It's all the same message, isn't it? 1032 00:44:34,533 --> 00:44:35,983 Be passive! 1033 00:44:36,018 --> 00:44:38,123 Stop trying to effect your own life and trust in the thing 1034 00:44:38,158 --> 00:44:40,574 that disappears the second you start looking for it. 1035 00:44:40,608 --> 00:44:43,681 You asked me, if there was a God would I admit it? 1036 00:44:46,407 --> 00:44:47,201 Yes! 1037 00:44:48,651 --> 00:44:49,825 Of course. 1038 00:44:49,859 --> 00:44:51,136 You don't think I want to be real? 1039 00:44:52,931 --> 00:44:55,071 You don't think I spent every Sunday, every dinner, 1040 00:44:55,106 --> 00:44:56,694 Christmas, every god damn second 1041 00:44:56,728 --> 00:44:58,212 with my father drinking the Kool-aid? 1042 00:44:58,247 --> 00:45:00,042 I was in the fold, man. 1043 00:45:01,181 --> 00:45:03,045 You talk like, I know there's a God, 1044 00:45:03,079 --> 00:45:03,977 but I wish there wasn't. 1045 00:45:04,011 --> 00:45:05,219 No! 1046 00:45:05,254 --> 00:45:07,325 I wish God was real, but where the fuck is he? 1047 00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:10,017 Your God and your religion 1048 00:45:10,052 --> 00:45:12,157 kept telling me the same thing, be passive. 1049 00:45:12,192 --> 00:45:13,849 It's like this disease that stuck to me 1050 00:45:13,883 --> 00:45:14,815 even when I left, and I'm done. 1051 00:45:14,850 --> 00:45:16,748 I'm done being passive. 1052 00:45:16,783 --> 00:45:18,025 I was passive with Cindy. 1053 00:45:18,060 --> 00:45:20,545 And I will not be passive with Leo. 1054 00:45:20,579 --> 00:45:21,615 - Is there a god? 1055 00:45:21,649 --> 00:45:23,134 - Why are you torturing me? 1056 00:45:24,791 --> 00:45:27,276 I already broke myself when I left Christianity. 1057 00:45:27,310 --> 00:45:28,518 And it hurt. 1058 00:45:28,553 --> 00:45:29,174 And now you want to break me again? 1059 00:45:29,209 --> 00:45:30,003 Why, what for? 1060 00:45:30,037 --> 00:45:30,831 - Is there a god? 1061 00:45:30,866 --> 00:45:32,384 - I don't know. 1062 00:45:32,419 --> 00:45:34,421 Do you believe there's a god? 1063 00:45:41,669 --> 00:45:42,498 - Yes. 1064 00:45:46,019 --> 00:45:47,641 - You're tired of being passive? 1065 00:45:48,538 --> 00:45:50,471 Pursue God. 1066 00:45:50,506 --> 00:45:51,403 Get up. 1067 00:45:51,438 --> 00:45:53,578 Start walking, run to him. 1068 00:45:53,612 --> 00:45:55,476 I'm not trying to torture you. 1069 00:45:55,511 --> 00:45:56,408 I'm trying to help you. 1070 00:45:56,443 --> 00:45:57,824 - I don't need your help. 1071 00:45:57,858 --> 00:45:59,411 - 'Cause you're just doing so great right now? 1072 00:45:59,446 --> 00:46:01,413 - No, because all you've got are words. 1073 00:46:02,414 --> 00:46:03,346 And all he's got... 1074 00:46:04,900 --> 00:46:05,693 He's not even here! 1075 00:46:05,728 --> 00:46:06,798 You think he'll help me? 1076 00:46:07,765 --> 00:46:08,938 I've heard that before. 1077 00:46:08,973 --> 00:46:09,870 I'm still waiting for him to show up. 1078 00:46:09,905 --> 00:46:11,354 - What would you ask of him? 1079 00:46:11,389 --> 00:46:12,770 To come in the flesh? 1080 00:46:12,804 --> 00:46:15,117 To sacrifice himself, to be crucified, 1081 00:46:15,151 --> 00:46:16,049 just so he could be with you? 1082 00:46:16,083 --> 00:46:17,602 - No, I want him here, now. 1083 00:46:17,636 --> 00:46:20,570 - Okay, so if God was here right now, you would stop? 1084 00:46:23,159 --> 00:46:23,988 - Yes. 1085 00:46:25,092 --> 00:46:26,128 - Great! 1086 00:46:26,162 --> 00:46:27,025 Pete. 1087 00:46:27,060 --> 00:46:28,061 He is. 1088 00:46:28,095 --> 00:46:28,924 Here. 1089 00:46:28,958 --> 00:46:30,097 Now. 1090 00:46:30,132 --> 00:46:30,995 In this very room. - No. Not invisible god. 1091 00:46:31,029 --> 00:46:32,444 Real God. 1092 00:46:32,479 --> 00:46:34,895 You talk about a relationship, God becoming flesh. 1093 00:46:34,930 --> 00:46:35,758 Why not now? 1094 00:46:35,793 --> 00:46:36,586 Why not here? 1095 00:46:36,621 --> 00:46:37,449 Why am I not enough? 1096 00:46:37,484 --> 00:46:38,692 - No Pete, that's not- 1097 00:46:38,726 --> 00:46:40,038 - I mean part a sea, burn a bush, be here. 1098 00:46:40,073 --> 00:46:41,557 Give me a sign. 1099 00:46:41,591 --> 00:46:43,214 - You've been talking to the Bible for the last 30 minutes. 1100 00:46:43,248 --> 00:46:44,663 How much more of a sign do you want? 1101 00:46:44,698 --> 00:46:49,703 - We have talked before, many times. 1102 00:46:50,428 --> 00:46:51,670 - Then you should know! 1103 00:46:51,705 --> 00:46:53,293 You've got to let go. 1104 00:46:53,327 --> 00:46:54,121 Trust him. 1105 00:46:54,156 --> 00:46:54,984 - Trust him. 1106 00:46:56,123 --> 00:46:57,228 Do you have any idea what that means? 1107 00:46:57,262 --> 00:46:58,056 - Of course, I do. 1108 00:46:58,091 --> 00:46:59,609 It means to have faith. 1109 00:46:59,644 --> 00:47:00,956 Hebrews 11:1. 1110 00:47:00,990 --> 00:47:02,060 Now faith is being sure- - No Gideon, 1111 00:47:02,095 --> 00:47:03,199 do you know what that means? 1112 00:47:03,234 --> 00:47:04,442 - I just said- - No, Gideon. 1113 00:47:04,476 --> 00:47:05,857 Do you know what it means to trust God 1114 00:47:05,892 --> 00:47:08,722 when your own father doesn't remember your name? 1115 00:47:08,756 --> 00:47:11,242 Or what it means to trust God when you argue with your mom 1116 00:47:11,276 --> 00:47:12,726 about whether to plan the funeral 1117 00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:14,210 because she thinks Dad will raise from the dead? 1118 00:47:14,245 --> 00:47:15,833 Or what is means to trust God 1119 00:47:15,867 --> 00:47:18,421 when the woman you love leaves you for another man? 1120 00:47:19,767 --> 00:47:21,114 Do you have any idea? 1121 00:47:23,426 --> 00:47:24,876 - Look. I know you've had pain- 1122 00:47:24,911 --> 00:47:27,775 - No, no you do not know, and that is what I am saying. 1123 00:47:28,949 --> 00:47:30,295 Tell me when you felt pain. 1124 00:47:31,469 --> 00:47:34,299 Talk to me as someone who had to trust God 1125 00:47:34,334 --> 00:47:35,507 when it was impossible. 1126 00:47:35,542 --> 00:47:36,439 How did you do it? 1127 00:47:44,758 --> 00:47:46,864 Who are you to talk to me about trusting God? 1128 00:47:46,898 --> 00:47:47,692 - I'm, I'm his Word. 1129 00:47:47,726 --> 00:47:48,900 - His Word? 1130 00:47:48,935 --> 00:47:50,488 Well, do me a favor: go get God and bring him. 1131 00:47:50,522 --> 00:47:51,869 He lost a son, right? 1132 00:47:53,042 --> 00:47:54,285 I'll talk to him. 1133 00:47:54,319 --> 00:47:55,389 But you, you've got no skin in the game. 1134 00:47:55,424 --> 00:47:56,218 You're a tool. 1135 00:47:56,252 --> 00:47:57,771 A hammer left by God. 1136 00:47:57,805 --> 00:47:58,703 - Look, I'm his Word- 1137 00:47:58,737 --> 00:47:59,531 - And you are not enough. 1138 00:47:59,566 --> 00:48:00,463 - I'm trying- 1139 00:48:00,498 --> 00:48:03,087 - And you are not enough! 1140 00:48:24,073 --> 00:48:24,902 What? 1141 00:48:30,079 --> 00:48:31,080 - You don't. 1142 00:48:32,806 --> 00:48:33,980 You can't... 1143 00:48:34,014 --> 00:48:35,222 - What? I can't grasp the context- 1144 00:48:35,257 --> 00:48:36,948 - You can't see how lucky you are. 1145 00:48:42,402 --> 00:48:43,299 You are correct. 1146 00:48:46,026 --> 00:48:47,096 I am words. 1147 00:48:48,546 --> 00:48:50,720 And for all my words 1148 00:48:50,755 --> 00:48:53,827 I'm at best a tool, 1149 00:48:55,553 --> 00:48:58,728 at worst a weapon. 1150 00:49:01,628 --> 00:49:02,491 Or a cigarette. 1151 00:49:04,562 --> 00:49:08,393 Don't get me wrong, I got a sweet gig. 1152 00:49:08,428 --> 00:49:09,843 God works through me. 1153 00:49:09,877 --> 00:49:10,706 It's great. 1154 00:49:11,603 --> 00:49:12,432 But you... 1155 00:49:14,917 --> 00:49:17,885 you can choose. 1156 00:49:21,337 --> 00:49:22,476 Grow. 1157 00:49:22,511 --> 00:49:23,684 Change! 1158 00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:27,171 Connect to the God who made the universe. 1159 00:49:30,277 --> 00:49:32,452 You've got this chance, this opportunity 1160 00:49:34,557 --> 00:49:36,594 to trust him in the mystery, 1161 00:49:39,045 --> 00:49:42,082 to have faith when life gets blurry. 1162 00:49:48,157 --> 00:49:48,986 It's beautiful! 1163 00:49:54,543 --> 00:49:55,785 I know it sucks. 1164 00:49:58,443 --> 00:49:59,272 Or... 1165 00:50:13,217 --> 00:50:16,151 You're right, I don't. 1166 00:50:18,705 --> 00:50:21,501 I guess it sounds like it sucks. 1167 00:50:29,923 --> 00:50:31,442 But it's beautiful too. 1168 00:50:52,842 --> 00:50:54,741 - Can you save me, Gid? 1169 00:51:06,477 --> 00:51:08,996 - For God so loved the world 1170 00:51:09,031 --> 00:51:10,688 that he gave his only begotten son- 1171 00:51:10,722 --> 00:51:11,861 - I've already read it. 1172 00:51:20,249 --> 00:51:23,356 - You've gotta, you gotta believe it, 1173 00:51:27,670 --> 00:51:31,640 come into a saving acceptance of the truth of it, 1174 00:51:31,674 --> 00:51:34,091 an intimate knowing of God. 1175 00:51:39,682 --> 00:51:40,511 - God. 1176 00:51:57,873 --> 00:51:59,323 You can't save me. 1177 00:52:05,605 --> 00:52:06,399 - No. 1178 00:52:12,232 --> 00:52:13,716 Pete- 1179 00:52:21,414 --> 00:52:25,142 You don't have to answer that phone. 1180 00:52:25,176 --> 00:52:27,661 You can walk away, you can walk away right now. 1181 00:52:27,696 --> 00:52:28,524 - Hello? 1182 00:52:29,939 --> 00:52:31,251 Yes, yes, it is. 1183 00:52:34,668 --> 00:52:35,566 Great. 1184 00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:39,535 Thank you. 1185 00:52:39,570 --> 00:52:40,985 - You don't have to do this. 1186 00:52:42,124 --> 00:52:43,850 We, we can hang out. 1187 00:52:43,884 --> 00:52:44,816 Catch a Cubs game. 1188 00:52:47,267 --> 00:52:48,130 Pete. 1189 00:52:48,165 --> 00:52:49,131 Peter! 1190 00:52:49,166 --> 00:52:49,994 Please. 1191 00:52:57,795 --> 00:53:00,694 - Thank you for everything Gid. 1192 00:53:00,729 --> 00:53:02,765 This was fun. 1193 00:53:05,803 --> 00:53:08,323 And, I know you wanted to help. 1194 00:53:14,363 --> 00:53:15,192 And... 1195 00:53:21,439 --> 00:53:24,718 I hope that no one rolls a cigarette out of you again. 1196 00:53:29,689 --> 00:53:30,483 - Peter! 1197 00:53:30,517 --> 00:53:31,346 Peter! 1198 00:53:34,452 --> 00:53:36,040 Uh, uh. 1199 00:53:37,110 --> 00:53:39,733 Uh, okay, okay. 1200 00:53:39,768 --> 00:53:41,425 Um God. 1201 00:53:42,495 --> 00:53:44,048 Um God. 1202 00:53:44,082 --> 00:53:45,394 Um God. 1203 00:53:45,429 --> 00:53:46,257 Look. 1204 00:53:47,569 --> 00:53:48,397 Peter, I mean, 1205 00:53:49,605 --> 00:53:51,469 Peter, you know Peter he's the one with the- 1206 00:53:52,608 --> 00:53:53,540 Oh 1207 00:53:53,575 --> 00:53:54,403 Oh 1208 00:53:55,784 --> 00:53:56,785 Come on Gid. 1209 00:53:58,407 --> 00:53:59,270 Peter. 1210 00:53:59,305 --> 00:54:00,167 He uh. 1211 00:54:01,134 --> 00:54:02,963 I mean. 1212 00:54:02,998 --> 00:54:06,173 He's about to do something pretty bad. 1213 00:54:08,417 --> 00:54:10,350 And I know you let people, but um. 1214 00:54:13,974 --> 00:54:15,459 Be with him. 1215 00:54:15,493 --> 00:54:16,598 Please. 1216 00:54:20,429 --> 00:54:21,396 He needs you. 1217 00:54:21,430 --> 00:54:22,259 - Pete? 1218 00:54:25,917 --> 00:54:26,746 Peter? 1219 00:54:28,782 --> 00:54:29,611 You okay? 1220 00:54:32,234 --> 00:54:34,063 - Please, be with him. 1221 00:54:36,928 --> 00:54:38,827 Just be with them both. 1222 00:54:41,692 --> 00:54:43,141 He needs you. 1223 00:54:43,176 --> 00:54:44,004 - Pete. 1224 00:54:45,627 --> 00:54:47,629 He needs you. 1225 00:54:48,940 --> 00:54:50,079 He needs you. 1226 00:54:54,601 --> 00:54:55,395 He needs you. 1227 00:55:43,616 --> 00:55:45,272 Thank you so much for the help. 1228 00:55:45,307 --> 00:55:47,689 I'm sorry, that's quite heavy. 1229 00:55:47,723 --> 00:55:49,069 Yeah, yeah. 1230 00:55:49,104 --> 00:55:50,726 I've got it from here. 1231 00:55:50,761 --> 00:55:51,934 Thanks.