WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:25.404 --> 00:00:29.788 - I've never been the smoothest with the ladies. 4 00:00:29.822 --> 00:00:31.065 I think we all know that. 5 00:00:32.618 --> 00:00:34.241 I did get it right once though. 6 00:00:35.104 --> 00:00:38.555 Or rather I didn't screw it up. 7 00:00:41.110 --> 00:00:45.769 We met at a bar, it was her local bar, Rocky's Tavern. 8 00:00:45.804 --> 00:00:49.049 I'd never been there before, I just stopped by for a drink. 9 00:00:50.774 --> 00:00:52.121 And that's when I saw Cindy. 10 00:00:56.504 --> 00:00:59.162 Everyone, I mean everyone knew Cindy. 11 00:01:00.612 --> 00:01:04.340 She was laughing, dancing, calling the employees by name. 12 00:01:05.548 --> 00:01:07.722 She must've known I was thinking about her too 13 00:01:07.757 --> 00:01:09.310 because she sat down at my table. 14 00:01:11.278 --> 00:01:12.589 I nearly spilled my drink. 15 00:01:14.143 --> 00:01:17.801 Like, damn. 16 00:01:17.836 --> 00:01:18.664 Me? 17 00:01:21.046 --> 00:01:23.255 She sat down and she smiled. 18 00:01:25.602 --> 00:01:26.431 She was lonely. 19 00:01:28.778 --> 00:01:31.815 I mean she was kind, engaged. 20 00:01:34.887 --> 00:01:39.892 Happy even, I don't know how else to say it. 21 00:01:40.617 --> 00:01:41.584 She was just lonely. 22 00:01:44.690 --> 00:01:46.382 Of course, I was lonely too. 23 00:01:46.416 --> 00:01:49.212 So Pete, do you wanna hear about me? 24 00:01:50.627 --> 00:01:51.904 - That night she told me 25 00:01:51.939 --> 00:01:54.390 all sorts of personal things about her life. 26 00:01:54.424 --> 00:01:56.978 About her best friends in high school. 27 00:01:57.013 --> 00:01:59.809 How she could have been in the Olympics if she wanted to. 28 00:02:02.191 --> 00:02:02.984 She didn't. 29 00:02:05.194 --> 00:02:07.265 How many guys the waitress had slept with. 30 00:02:08.438 --> 00:02:09.232 Seven. 31 00:02:11.959 --> 00:02:13.409 She talked me about her sister 32 00:02:13.443 --> 00:02:16.066 and the woods at night and it was beautiful. 33 00:02:16.101 --> 00:02:19.587 My God, it was so beautiful. 34 00:02:21.486 --> 00:02:23.522 I felt like I was living it all with her. 35 00:02:25.938 --> 00:02:27.457 I had nothing to add, you know? 36 00:02:28.907 --> 00:02:31.427 I just nodded, I stirred my drink 37 00:02:31.461 --> 00:02:33.325 and I helped her finish hers. 38 00:02:36.949 --> 00:02:38.744 I started to make up my own stories. 39 00:02:41.506 --> 00:02:42.507 Isn't that pathetic? 40 00:02:46.200 --> 00:02:51.171 My own emotions and memories and opinions, all fake. 41 00:02:54.622 --> 00:02:55.451 She knew it. 42 00:02:59.109 --> 00:03:00.352 It only made her lonelier. 43 00:03:05.702 --> 00:03:08.015 She think I resent her, but I don't. 44 00:03:08.049 --> 00:03:10.155 I never no, I wanna be her. 45 00:03:11.536 --> 00:03:14.263 To have those emotions and memories and opinions. 46 00:03:14.297 --> 00:03:15.160 To live. 47 00:03:18.508 --> 00:03:19.337 And I tried. 48 00:03:22.063 --> 00:03:24.204 I really really tried, 49 00:03:27.241 --> 00:03:29.623 'cause in my heart I believe that I still love her. 50 00:03:37.251 --> 00:03:39.805 She was as lonely last week as the night I met her. 51 00:03:43.188 --> 00:03:47.641 - Let there be...Hey! 52 00:03:47.675 --> 00:03:51.369 Well welcome, welcome, welcome, welcome to my home. 53 00:03:51.403 --> 00:03:54.095 It's um, well, home. 54 00:03:54.130 --> 00:03:55.890 I'm a book. 55 00:03:55.925 --> 00:03:57.271 Have you ever met a book? 56 00:03:57.306 --> 00:03:59.446 Like really engaged with it? 57 00:03:59.480 --> 00:04:01.068 I mean I know we're just words, 58 00:04:01.102 --> 00:04:03.381 but I think that makes us very interesting! 59 00:04:03.415 --> 00:04:07.074 Words, language, words! 60 00:04:07.108 --> 00:04:10.042 No guttural nonsense, you know, no ugh. 61 00:04:10.974 --> 00:04:12.424 "How are you feeling today?" 62 00:04:12.459 --> 00:04:13.529 "Ugh." 63 00:04:13.563 --> 00:04:14.461 It's not a word. 64 00:04:14.495 --> 00:04:16.704 It's a sound, an emotion. 65 00:04:16.739 --> 00:04:17.705 And those are great. 66 00:04:17.740 --> 00:04:19.673 I mean emotions, shew, are great. 67 00:04:19.707 --> 00:04:22.572 But your emotions they need the word! 68 00:04:22.607 --> 00:04:25.403 Just as the word needs your emotions. 69 00:04:25.437 --> 00:04:30.442 I mean all my juicy words like exalted and yearning, lust, 70 00:04:31.823 --> 00:04:32.962 well they're nothing without your ugh ugh ugh. 71 00:04:39.037 --> 00:04:39.865 Exhibit A. 72 00:04:42.868 --> 00:04:45.940 So, what else about me? 73 00:04:45.975 --> 00:04:48.771 Oh, one could say I'm about 1,500 years old, 74 00:04:48.805 --> 00:04:50.738 depending on your translation. 75 00:04:50.773 --> 00:04:51.981 But I like to think of myself as still relevant. 76 00:04:52.015 --> 00:04:54.777 Still hot with the kids. 77 00:04:54.811 --> 00:04:59.368 I'm not one of those grumpy, old, get off-my-shelf books. 78 00:05:00.955 --> 00:05:04.821 I mean I once knew a copy of Moby Dick that was, a dick. 79 00:05:04.856 --> 00:05:07.824 "The new books this and the new books that" 80 00:05:07.859 --> 00:05:08.756 Couldn't keep up. 81 00:05:08.791 --> 00:05:10.102 That's what makes me special. 82 00:05:10.137 --> 00:05:11.069 I adapt. 83 00:05:11.103 --> 00:05:12.346 I am always adapting. 84 00:05:12.381 --> 00:05:15.591 Country to country, century to century, 85 00:05:15.625 --> 00:05:19.733 I'm the one the only, the hallowed the holy. 86 00:05:20.699 --> 00:05:21.528 Bible! 87 00:07:09.394 --> 00:07:10.326 Wanna talk? 88 00:07:11.292 --> 00:07:12.811 - No. 89 00:07:12.846 --> 00:07:14.019 - Okay. 90 00:07:14.054 --> 00:07:16.125 I'm Gid, by the way. 91 00:07:16.159 --> 00:07:17.644 Gideon. Gid. 92 00:07:17.678 --> 00:07:18.507 - Hey Gid. 93 00:07:34.626 --> 00:07:35.455 Stop! 94 00:07:36.352 --> 00:07:37.698 - Stop what? 95 00:07:37.733 --> 00:07:39.010 - Looking at me like that. 96 00:07:39.044 --> 00:07:39.942 - Like what? 97 00:07:39.976 --> 00:07:40.736 - Like you're judging me. 98 00:07:40.770 --> 00:07:42.013 - I'm not judging you. 99 00:07:43.704 --> 00:07:44.533 - Whatever. 100 00:07:44.567 --> 00:07:45.395 - I'm not. 101 00:07:45.430 --> 00:07:46.224 Should I be? 102 00:07:46.258 --> 00:07:47.087 - No! - Okay. 103 00:07:47.121 --> 00:07:47.915 - Okay. 104 00:07:47.950 --> 00:07:48.778 - Okay. 105 00:07:50.470 --> 00:07:51.263 - What do you want from me? 106 00:07:51.298 --> 00:07:52.506 - I just want to talk! 107 00:07:52.541 --> 00:07:53.783 - Don't most motels at least have the courtesy 108 00:07:53.818 --> 00:07:54.646 to leave you in the drawer. 109 00:07:54.681 --> 00:07:55.613 Jesus Christ. 110 00:07:55.647 --> 00:07:56.683 - Language. 111 00:07:57.822 --> 00:07:58.995 - Really? 112 00:07:59.030 --> 00:08:01.342 - Look, I sit here all day. 113 00:08:01.377 --> 00:08:02.758 Stuck in this motel room. 114 00:08:02.792 --> 00:08:04.276 Waiting for you. 115 00:08:04.311 --> 00:08:05.485 You don't have to be rude about it. 116 00:08:05.519 --> 00:08:06.831 Gosh. 117 00:08:06.865 --> 00:08:08.073 - You can't leave? 118 00:08:08.108 --> 00:08:09.005 - Not unless you take me with you. 119 00:08:09.040 --> 00:08:10.213 Sounds terrible. 120 00:08:10.248 --> 00:08:11.456 - It is! 121 00:08:11.491 --> 00:08:12.595 Stuck in this hotel room, my goodness. 122 00:08:12.630 --> 00:08:13.665 - No, I meant taking you with me. 123 00:08:13.700 --> 00:08:14.666 Walking around with you. 124 00:08:14.701 --> 00:08:16.185 My god, it sounds awful. 125 00:08:16.219 --> 00:08:18.152 - Mm, resistance to the Word of God. 126 00:08:18.187 --> 00:08:19.602 You know you got a real Paul complex. 127 00:08:19.637 --> 00:08:21.259 - Paul, huh? - Mm hmm. 128 00:08:22.432 --> 00:08:23.606 - You know I saw myself 129 00:08:23.641 --> 00:08:25.159 as more of George Harrison kinda guy. 130 00:08:25.194 --> 00:08:26.540 - No, no, no you're a Paul. 131 00:08:26.575 --> 00:08:27.990 He used to be a real sourpuss. 132 00:08:28.024 --> 00:08:28.818 - Sourpuss? 133 00:08:28.853 --> 00:08:30.855 - But then one day. 134 00:08:30.889 --> 00:08:34.928 Acts 9:4, a light from heaven flashed around him. 135 00:08:34.962 --> 00:08:37.551 He fell to the ground and heard a voice say 136 00:08:37.586 --> 00:08:39.967 "I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. 137 00:08:40.002 --> 00:08:41.762 "Now get up and go into the city, 138 00:08:41.797 --> 00:08:43.419 "and you will be told what you must do." 139 00:08:43.453 --> 00:08:44.247 - Very dramatic. 140 00:08:44.282 --> 00:08:45.455 - Oh yes. 141 00:08:45.490 --> 00:08:46.698 God zapped him right then and there. 142 00:08:46.733 --> 00:08:47.561 - With lightning? 143 00:08:47.596 --> 00:08:48.424 - With love. 144 00:08:49.667 --> 00:08:51.116 And blindness. 145 00:08:51.151 --> 00:08:53.947 And he went on to spread the Word of God all over the world, 146 00:08:53.981 --> 00:08:56.501 and ultimately had a big hand in writing me. 147 00:08:56.536 --> 00:08:58.296 - So, I'm the sourpuss, 148 00:08:58.330 --> 00:09:01.299 and you are the flash of light that's gonna save me. 149 00:09:01.333 --> 00:09:02.127 Is that right? 150 00:09:02.162 --> 00:09:03.957 - In a word, amen. 151 00:09:03.991 --> 00:09:07.754 I'd still rather be George Harrison. 152 00:09:07.788 --> 00:09:09.238 - Don't know that I know him. 153 00:09:09.272 --> 00:09:11.033 - Oo, probably 'cause all you got is Bible stuff 154 00:09:11.067 --> 00:09:14.139 and I'm not really talking Bible stuff 155 00:09:14.174 --> 00:09:16.383 so back in the drawer with ya. 156 00:09:16.417 --> 00:09:17.867 - No, no, come on. 157 00:09:17.902 --> 00:09:20.145 Come on, we don't have to talk about Bible stuff. 158 00:09:20.180 --> 00:09:22.354 We could talk about anything. 159 00:09:22.389 --> 00:09:23.770 What's going on with the world? 160 00:09:23.804 --> 00:09:24.771 Is Reagan still president? 161 00:09:24.805 --> 00:09:26.151 - What? 162 00:09:26.186 --> 00:09:27.394 No. 163 00:09:27.428 --> 00:09:31.122 Politics are just a big Reality TV show mess. 164 00:09:31.156 --> 00:09:32.054 - TV? 165 00:09:32.088 --> 00:09:32.986 Well, Reagan was an actor. 166 00:09:33.020 --> 00:09:33.849 - Not the same. 167 00:09:33.883 --> 00:09:34.712 - Okay! 168 00:09:35.851 --> 00:09:37.197 Is Batman still a thing? 169 00:09:37.231 --> 00:09:39.164 - Yes, Batman is still a thing. 170 00:09:39.199 --> 00:09:39.993 - Great! 171 00:09:40.027 --> 00:09:40.821 Batman's my favorite. 172 00:09:40.856 --> 00:09:41.753 - Mine too. 173 00:09:41.788 --> 00:09:42.616 - Are the Yankees still good? 174 00:09:42.651 --> 00:09:43.721 - Ah they're better. 175 00:09:43.755 --> 00:09:45.205 - Dang. - Yeah. 176 00:09:45.239 --> 00:09:47.552 Oh, but the Cubs won the World Series a couple years ago. 177 00:09:47.587 --> 00:09:48.760 - No way? 178 00:09:48.795 --> 00:09:49.968 - Yeah, yeah. It was pretty crazy. 179 00:09:50.003 --> 00:09:53.731 - Oh praise God from whom all blessings flow! 180 00:09:53.765 --> 00:09:54.594 Oh he's good. 181 00:09:54.628 --> 00:09:57.251 Whoo hoo ha ha ha. 182 00:09:57.286 --> 00:09:58.563 Oh my. 183 00:09:58.598 --> 00:10:00.427 Oh my! 184 00:10:00.461 --> 00:10:01.324 Oh! 185 00:10:01.359 --> 00:10:02.636 Oh that's my God. 186 00:10:02.671 --> 00:10:03.982 That is my God. 187 00:10:04.017 --> 00:10:06.157 That's an answer to a lot of prayers. 188 00:10:06.191 --> 00:10:07.399 - Oh yeah, I bet. 189 00:10:07.434 --> 00:10:08.331 - You would not believe how many. 190 00:10:08.366 --> 00:10:09.160 - In this town? 191 00:10:09.194 --> 00:10:10.092 I'm sure. 192 00:10:10.126 --> 00:10:11.749 - Can I confess something? 193 00:10:11.783 --> 00:10:13.302 - Sure. - I love baseball. 194 00:10:13.336 --> 00:10:15.580 It's just so, everyone's there. 195 00:10:15.615 --> 00:10:17.237 Cheering for the same team. 196 00:10:17.271 --> 00:10:18.479 And they're so happy! 197 00:10:18.514 --> 00:10:19.929 They're in unity. 198 00:10:19.964 --> 00:10:22.138 Celebrating the same amazing thing. 199 00:10:23.553 --> 00:10:24.900 It's like heaven. 200 00:10:24.934 --> 00:10:26.315 - Uh huh. 201 00:10:26.349 --> 00:10:27.557 - A solid 30 years of prayers 202 00:10:27.592 --> 00:10:29.732 I've heard up to the big guy about it. 203 00:10:29.767 --> 00:10:31.354 Or was it 40? 204 00:10:31.389 --> 00:10:32.770 Oh my goodness. 205 00:10:32.804 --> 00:10:34.047 What year is it? 206 00:10:34.081 --> 00:10:35.600 I'm sorry I try, but I always lose track. 207 00:10:35.635 --> 00:10:37.775 - It's 2019. 208 00:10:37.809 --> 00:10:39.604 - 2019? 209 00:10:39.639 --> 00:10:40.432 Wow. 210 00:10:42.020 --> 00:10:44.022 And we still have Batman! 211 00:10:44.057 --> 00:10:44.920 Mm mm mm. 212 00:10:44.954 --> 00:10:46.818 That makes me happy. 213 00:10:46.853 --> 00:10:47.647 Shoobado bop. 214 00:10:49.718 --> 00:10:51.271 - How old are you? 215 00:10:51.305 --> 00:10:53.618 - Oh, one could say 1500 years, depending... 216 00:10:54.826 --> 00:10:55.689 Me personally? 217 00:10:55.724 --> 00:10:56.517 - Yeah. 218 00:10:58.450 --> 00:11:01.143 - Let's see, it's 2019. 219 00:11:01.177 --> 00:11:03.593 Gosh, that's a lot. 220 00:11:03.628 --> 00:11:05.009 66. 221 00:11:05.043 --> 00:11:07.356 Published Gideon's international 1953. 222 00:11:07.390 --> 00:11:08.184 - Wow. - Yep. 223 00:11:09.323 --> 00:11:11.256 Been stuck in this hotel room ever since. 224 00:11:12.602 --> 00:11:13.983 - Dang. 225 00:11:14.018 --> 00:11:14.846 - Yep. 226 00:11:16.296 --> 00:11:18.298 Used to have a working TV! 227 00:11:18.332 --> 00:11:19.368 In '84. 228 00:11:20.680 --> 00:11:21.853 Kinda never fixed it. 229 00:11:21.888 --> 00:11:26.409 Then with laptops and smartphones, yeah. 230 00:11:26.444 --> 00:11:29.033 Haven't really been used much in the last few years. 231 00:11:30.931 --> 00:11:35.108 Except for, you know. 232 00:11:35.142 --> 00:11:35.971 - Hm? 233 00:11:37.386 --> 00:11:40.320 - This one guy needed some paper to roll a joint. 234 00:11:40.354 --> 00:11:41.873 Stole a piece of Judges. 235 00:11:41.908 --> 00:11:43.185 Kind of ironic actually. 236 00:11:44.117 --> 00:11:45.256 Yeah. 237 00:11:45.290 --> 00:11:47.327 Oh then some guy spilled coffee on my once. 238 00:11:47.361 --> 00:11:48.604 - Bible study? 239 00:11:48.638 --> 00:11:49.778 - AA meeting. 240 00:11:49.812 --> 00:11:52.159 Lost soul, searching for the answer. 241 00:11:52.194 --> 00:11:52.988 - Jesus Christ. 242 00:11:53.022 --> 00:11:53.851 - That's the one! 243 00:11:55.059 --> 00:11:55.956 - I bet you see a lot of shady stuff 244 00:11:55.991 --> 00:11:57.130 in this hotel room, huh. 245 00:11:57.164 --> 00:11:58.614 - Not always! 246 00:11:58.648 --> 00:12:00.720 Once a kindergartner needed something to draw on. 247 00:12:00.754 --> 00:12:01.548 Back cover. 248 00:12:04.862 --> 00:12:05.897 Cool, eh? 249 00:12:05.932 --> 00:12:06.760 - It's cute. 250 00:12:06.795 --> 00:12:07.796 - Yeah, I think so. 251 00:12:07.830 --> 00:12:09.383 I mean, it's not Picasso. 252 00:12:09.418 --> 00:12:11.454 - Eh, maybe it is Picasso. 253 00:12:11.489 --> 00:12:12.352 - Hey. - Hey. 254 00:12:15.769 --> 00:12:18.185 I guess, that makes you her Bible then, huh. 255 00:12:18.220 --> 00:12:19.117 - Uh, no, no. 256 00:12:19.152 --> 00:12:20.947 I'm not really anyone's Bible. 257 00:12:20.981 --> 00:12:23.570 Or, I'm everyone's Bible, everyone who walks in the room. 258 00:12:23.604 --> 00:12:26.366 That's kinda how I think about it, anyways. 259 00:12:26.400 --> 00:12:29.231 But no no, I'm no... 260 00:12:30.715 --> 00:12:32.130 I don't belong to anyone. 261 00:12:33.304 --> 00:12:35.513 No underlined passages, 262 00:12:35.547 --> 00:12:38.827 or highlighted Psalms of encouragement. 263 00:12:39.897 --> 00:12:40.760 Yeah. 264 00:12:42.969 --> 00:12:44.004 Just a princess. 265 00:12:47.836 --> 00:12:49.251 - I never wrote in my Bible. 266 00:12:50.839 --> 00:12:51.667 - You should. 267 00:12:51.701 --> 00:12:52.806 You really should. 268 00:12:52.841 --> 00:12:53.703 - Yeah. 269 00:12:57.086 --> 00:12:58.294 - Expecting someone? 270 00:12:58.329 --> 00:12:59.157 - Huh? 271 00:13:00.849 --> 00:13:01.677 No. 272 00:13:03.334 --> 00:13:05.094 No, no, just uh... 273 00:13:07.234 --> 00:13:08.477 Waiting. 274 00:13:08.511 --> 00:13:10.030 - Well, want to hear a story while you wait? 275 00:13:10.065 --> 00:13:11.307 No. 276 00:13:11.342 --> 00:13:12.999 - "In the beginning, God created the heavens a-" 277 00:13:13.033 --> 00:13:15.173 Not that one. 278 00:13:15.208 --> 00:13:16.485 - "And there were shepherds 279 00:13:16.519 --> 00:13:18.521 "living out in the fields nearby" 280 00:13:18.556 --> 00:13:19.557 No. 281 00:13:21.007 --> 00:13:22.802 - "By prayer and petition, 282 00:13:22.836 --> 00:13:24.942 "with thanksgiving, present your requests to" 283 00:13:24.976 --> 00:13:25.977 Next. 284 00:13:27.496 --> 00:13:29.325 - "He spilled his semen on the ground 285 00:13:29.360 --> 00:13:31.914 "to keep from providing offspring for his brother." 286 00:13:33.295 --> 00:13:34.641 - Oh my god! 287 00:13:34.675 --> 00:13:35.504 That's in there? 288 00:13:36.574 --> 00:13:37.609 - You'd be surprised. 289 00:13:40.095 --> 00:13:40.889 - Damn. 290 00:13:41.993 --> 00:13:42.822 - Indeed. 291 00:13:48.379 --> 00:13:50.312 So what's the gun for? 292 00:13:52.970 --> 00:13:54.281 - Nothing. 293 00:13:54.316 --> 00:13:55.213 Nothing? 294 00:13:55.248 --> 00:13:56.042 - Nothing. 295 00:13:56.076 --> 00:13:57.319 - Is it a drug thing? 296 00:13:57.353 --> 00:13:58.216 - No! 297 00:13:58.251 --> 00:13:59.493 - Is it a stakeout? 298 00:13:59.528 --> 00:14:00.391 Wait! You're a cop? 299 00:14:00.425 --> 00:14:01.668 - Stop it! 300 00:14:01.702 --> 00:14:02.807 - Oh, you must be really undercover. 301 00:14:02.842 --> 00:14:03.912 How long since you've shaved? 302 00:14:03.946 --> 00:14:05.120 - I'm not a cop. 303 00:14:05.154 --> 00:14:07.053 - Hmm, maybe a detective? 304 00:14:07.087 --> 00:14:08.019 You seem like a good guy. 305 00:14:08.054 --> 00:14:09.262 - I'm not a good guy. 306 00:14:09.296 --> 00:14:11.885 - So a bad guy who talks to Bibles. 307 00:14:11.920 --> 00:14:13.542 - Bad guys don't use the Bible? 308 00:14:13.576 --> 00:14:14.474 - Not like this. 309 00:14:14.508 --> 00:14:16.269 - This isn't special man. 310 00:14:17.718 --> 00:14:18.996 I've read you before. 311 00:14:19.030 --> 00:14:21.170 - Oh right, your unmarked Bible. 312 00:14:21.205 --> 00:14:22.585 No wonder you're confused. 313 00:14:25.209 --> 00:14:26.417 - I got stuff to focus on. 314 00:14:26.451 --> 00:14:27.625 - Mm. Gun stuff? 315 00:14:27.659 --> 00:14:28.591 - You're not talking me out of this! 316 00:14:28.626 --> 00:14:29.558 - Talking you out of what? 317 00:14:29.592 --> 00:14:30.662 - This! - This what? 318 00:14:32.009 --> 00:14:33.251 - Use your words, Pete! 319 00:14:33.286 --> 00:14:35.564 Ugh is not a word, it's a sound an em- 320 00:14:37.669 --> 00:14:38.981 Yeah, that's not really how this works. 321 00:14:39.016 --> 00:14:40.672 - I'm not talking to you. 322 00:14:41.604 --> 00:14:42.951 - If you insist. 323 00:14:45.988 --> 00:14:47.645 What's this? - Don't. 324 00:14:47.679 --> 00:14:48.611 - Is this what you wanted to talk about? 325 00:14:48.646 --> 00:14:50.096 - Touch that. - A letter. 326 00:14:50.130 --> 00:14:51.925 "Dear Candy"? - Cindy! 327 00:14:51.960 --> 00:14:53.133 - Cindy! Sorry. 328 00:14:53.168 --> 00:14:55.032 You need to work on your handwriting, sir. 329 00:14:56.033 --> 00:14:57.620 Is she who the gun's for? 330 00:15:01.452 --> 00:15:02.280 - No. 331 00:15:09.253 --> 00:15:12.221 - "Dear Cindy, I miss you. 332 00:15:14.396 --> 00:15:15.500 "Isn't that crazy? 333 00:15:16.674 --> 00:15:19.125 "Even when I think about you with Leo. 334 00:15:20.195 --> 00:15:21.023 "I miss you. 335 00:15:23.439 --> 00:15:24.854 "But I can't forgive you. 336 00:15:26.270 --> 00:15:27.996 "And I certainly won't forgive Leo. 337 00:15:29.618 --> 00:15:33.484 "If you are reading this, then Leo's not around anymore. 338 00:15:33.518 --> 00:15:34.347 "Good. 339 00:15:35.762 --> 00:15:39.076 "I'm sure that hurts, but that's a price I'm willing to pay. 340 00:15:41.561 --> 00:15:44.495 "If you're reading this now, then you've already paid it. 341 00:15:47.774 --> 00:15:48.602 "I love you. 342 00:15:51.743 --> 00:15:55.713 "I'm sorry you were lonely and I'm sorry I could never help. 343 00:15:58.819 --> 00:15:59.993 "Peter Jameson" 344 00:16:06.448 --> 00:16:07.345 I'm sorry. 345 00:16:09.106 --> 00:16:10.624 - For what? 346 00:16:10.659 --> 00:16:11.798 You didn't do anything. 347 00:16:13.075 --> 00:16:15.457 Then again action really isn't your thing, huh? 348 00:16:16.837 --> 00:16:19.771 You're all about talking, judging, predicting. 349 00:16:21.842 --> 00:16:24.052 You haven't done shit for thousands of years. 350 00:16:37.789 --> 00:16:39.308 What the hell is this? 351 00:16:39.343 --> 00:16:40.137 - What? - This! 352 00:16:40.171 --> 00:16:42.242 What the hell is this? 353 00:16:42.277 --> 00:16:43.416 - Sorry. 354 00:16:43.450 --> 00:16:44.589 Lots of people find me comforting. 355 00:16:44.624 --> 00:16:45.590 - Comforting? 356 00:16:45.625 --> 00:16:46.971 - Um, yes. - I don't. 357 00:16:47.006 --> 00:16:49.629 - Okay, maybe I rushed the hug. 358 00:16:49.663 --> 00:16:51.562 Look, it's been a while for me, okay? 359 00:16:51.596 --> 00:16:54.116 And I'm just meeting you, you're just meeting me. 360 00:16:54.151 --> 00:16:55.186 It's our first time! 361 00:16:55.221 --> 00:16:56.049 We'll get it. 362 00:16:57.361 --> 00:16:58.741 - Now I'm really uncomfortable. 363 00:16:58.776 --> 00:16:59.604 - Fine. 364 00:17:00.605 --> 00:17:02.435 But I'm trying over here, 365 00:17:02.469 --> 00:17:04.609 and you have been nothing but rude to me. 366 00:17:04.644 --> 00:17:05.852 Rude to you? 367 00:17:05.886 --> 00:17:08.510 Look princess, I'm not gonna get tricked 368 00:17:08.544 --> 00:17:10.408 into feeling sorry for you, okay? 369 00:17:10.443 --> 00:17:11.651 You are not a perfect book. 370 00:17:11.685 --> 00:17:12.617 You're not worth defending. 371 00:17:12.652 --> 00:17:14.964 You're not an underdog. 372 00:17:14.999 --> 00:17:16.138 You're kind of a monster. 373 00:17:16.173 --> 00:17:17.346 And sure, my parents got off on you, 374 00:17:17.381 --> 00:17:18.899 but I sure as hell don't have to. 375 00:17:18.934 --> 00:17:21.730 Frankly, if I never saw you again, I'd be a happier man. 376 00:17:30.152 --> 00:17:31.533 - Strong words. 377 00:17:33.362 --> 00:17:35.640 I wonder are you feeling convicted? 378 00:17:35.675 --> 00:17:36.917 - No. Shut up. 379 00:17:36.952 --> 00:17:38.264 - A lotta pressure to put on one guy, 380 00:17:38.298 --> 00:17:39.506 killing someone and all. 381 00:17:39.541 --> 00:17:40.714 - Ha. - Excuse me? 382 00:17:40.749 --> 00:17:42.578 - That's pretty rich coming from you. 383 00:17:42.613 --> 00:17:43.407 - Uh- - You're gonna 384 00:17:43.441 --> 00:17:44.960 knock me for killing? 385 00:17:44.994 --> 00:17:46.375 - Yes. 386 00:17:46.410 --> 00:17:49.792 10 Commandments, Exodus 20:13, thou shalt not murder. 387 00:17:49.827 --> 00:17:52.416 - How many people die by your hand? 388 00:17:52.450 --> 00:17:53.348 - My hand? 389 00:17:53.382 --> 00:17:55.177 I'm just a book after all. 390 00:17:55.212 --> 00:17:57.559 - Okay, you were written by God, right? 391 00:17:57.593 --> 00:17:58.491 Yes. 392 00:17:58.525 --> 00:18:01.632 - And God is good, right? 393 00:18:01.666 --> 00:18:02.495 - Yes. 394 00:18:04.255 --> 00:18:06.326 - How many people die by his hand? 395 00:18:08.880 --> 00:18:10.192 - Some. - Some? 396 00:18:10.227 --> 00:18:12.263 Tell me, was it 2 Kings 397 00:18:12.298 --> 00:18:15.922 when the Angel of the Lord smote the Assyrian camp? 398 00:18:15.956 --> 00:18:16.854 - Yes. 399 00:18:16.888 --> 00:18:18.407 - Something like 100,000 people? 400 00:18:18.442 --> 00:18:19.236 - 185,000 401 00:18:19.270 --> 00:18:21.652 - 185,000 people. 402 00:18:21.686 --> 00:18:22.825 - Yes, so, a lot. 403 00:18:22.860 --> 00:18:24.448 - A lot. 404 00:18:24.482 --> 00:18:27.761 185,000 people, in one night. 405 00:18:27.796 --> 00:18:28.693 - Yes, not untrue. 406 00:18:28.728 --> 00:18:31.972 - Very true, according to you. 407 00:18:33.802 --> 00:18:36.322 Thou shalt not murder. unless I say so. 408 00:18:36.356 --> 00:18:38.910 - Look! God gets to make that call! 409 00:18:38.945 --> 00:18:40.567 I can tell you're not a believer. 410 00:18:40.602 --> 00:18:41.396 - Hey, damn right. 411 00:18:41.430 --> 00:18:42.397 - But I do know this: 412 00:18:42.431 --> 00:18:44.226 You did not create life. 413 00:18:44.261 --> 00:18:45.538 God did! 414 00:18:45.572 --> 00:18:47.056 He has the power to give life 415 00:18:47.091 --> 00:18:48.955 and he the authority to take it away. 416 00:18:48.989 --> 00:18:50.474 You Pete, do not. 417 00:18:50.508 --> 00:18:52.579 For you to murder someone in cold blood 418 00:18:52.614 --> 00:18:54.788 for selfish reasons is wrong. 419 00:19:01.278 --> 00:19:02.900 - You're right. 420 00:19:02.934 --> 00:19:04.004 - Yes, yes I am. 421 00:19:05.351 --> 00:19:07.111 - I need to be more obedient. 422 00:19:07.146 --> 00:19:08.354 - Yes, you do. 423 00:19:08.388 --> 00:19:11.702 - I need guidance, I need scripture. 424 00:19:14.429 --> 00:19:16.189 - Praise Jesus. - O my gosh. 425 00:19:16.224 --> 00:19:17.156 - Yes. Yes! 426 00:19:17.190 --> 00:19:17.984 - Oh let's see. 427 00:19:18.018 --> 00:19:19.641 Guidance, laws. 428 00:19:20.573 --> 00:19:21.367 Leviticus! 429 00:19:21.401 --> 00:19:22.195 - Oo. 430 00:19:22.230 --> 00:19:23.334 - Chapter 20? 431 00:19:23.369 --> 00:19:24.542 - Ya know? - Let's see verse- 432 00:19:24.577 --> 00:19:25.819 - That's completely different. 433 00:19:25.854 --> 00:19:26.475 - Verse 10! - See the Old Testament law 434 00:19:26.510 --> 00:19:27.407 was fulfilled. 435 00:19:27.442 --> 00:19:28.650 We aren't under that covenant- 436 00:19:28.684 --> 00:19:30.065 If a man commits adultery 437 00:19:30.099 --> 00:19:32.654 with the wife of his neighbor, both the adulterer 438 00:19:32.688 --> 00:19:37.693 and the adulteress shall surely be put to death. 439 00:19:41.835 --> 00:19:42.733 - You see? 440 00:19:42.767 --> 00:19:44.217 I'm just following orders. 441 00:19:45.598 --> 00:19:46.392 - Don't do that. 442 00:19:46.426 --> 00:19:47.600 - What? Follow orders? 443 00:19:47.634 --> 00:19:49.395 That's conve- - Don't abuse me. 444 00:19:50.499 --> 00:19:52.260 Don't pluck out verses and twist them. 445 00:19:54.676 --> 00:19:56.954 You're not humbling yourself. 446 00:19:56.988 --> 00:19:58.231 You're not learning. 447 00:19:58.266 --> 00:19:59.715 You're not even listening. 448 00:19:59.750 --> 00:20:02.408 You're manipulating Scripture because you're selfish. 449 00:20:02.442 --> 00:20:03.685 And it hurts. 450 00:20:03.719 --> 00:20:04.720 It hurts people. 451 00:20:04.755 --> 00:20:05.549 It hurts God. 452 00:20:05.583 --> 00:20:06.412 And it hurts you. 453 00:20:07.827 --> 00:20:10.657 What you said earlier, all the blood on my hands, 454 00:20:10.692 --> 00:20:11.589 that's how it happens. 455 00:20:11.624 --> 00:20:12.556 - So this is my fault? 456 00:20:12.590 --> 00:20:13.729 - It's about to be. 457 00:20:13.764 --> 00:20:15.006 You're about to kill someone. 458 00:20:15.041 --> 00:20:16.836 And I will not be used. 459 00:20:16.870 --> 00:20:19.494 Either don't use Scripture at all, 460 00:20:19.528 --> 00:20:21.496 or take it all as a whole. 461 00:20:21.530 --> 00:20:22.566 All in context. 462 00:20:22.600 --> 00:20:23.877 - Context? - Yes. 463 00:20:25.154 --> 00:20:26.052 - You're saying I should take 464 00:20:26.086 --> 00:20:27.364 the whole chapter into account. 465 00:20:27.398 --> 00:20:28.227 - The whole book! 466 00:20:28.261 --> 00:20:29.711 - Right. 467 00:20:29.745 --> 00:20:31.126 And if I still don't get it. 468 00:20:31.160 --> 00:20:34.267 If showing love to a thousand generations in Exodus 469 00:20:34.302 --> 00:20:36.649 still isn't consistent enough with killing witches 470 00:20:36.683 --> 00:20:39.272 also in Exodus, I should read the whole Bible, right? 471 00:20:39.307 --> 00:20:40.446 - I highly recommend it. - For context? 472 00:20:40.480 --> 00:20:42.551 - For context. - Great. 473 00:20:42.586 --> 00:20:44.829 And this is just a thought here. 474 00:20:44.864 --> 00:20:47.418 It feels like you're asking me to do all the work for you. 475 00:20:47.453 --> 00:20:49.524 Justifying all your contradictions with context. 476 00:20:49.558 --> 00:20:51.319 - Asking you to read the whole thing 477 00:20:51.353 --> 00:20:52.906 doesn't seem that unfair. 478 00:20:52.941 --> 00:20:54.149 Imagine if I only listened to half of what you said. 479 00:20:54.183 --> 00:20:55.530 - But it doesn't stop there, does it? 480 00:20:55.564 --> 00:20:56.807 - What do you mean? 481 00:20:56.841 --> 00:20:58.326 - Well for context, for true biblical context, 482 00:20:58.360 --> 00:20:59.672 I would have to consider all the original languages 483 00:20:59.706 --> 00:21:00.914 and adaptations you've been through. 484 00:21:00.949 --> 00:21:02.226 The Greek, the Hebrew, the Aramaic. 485 00:21:02.261 --> 00:21:03.745 - Sure, and not just the languages, the cultures- 486 00:21:03.779 --> 00:21:05.712 - And then I can't forget about the historical context. 487 00:21:05.747 --> 00:21:08.370 How you've been interpreted since then. 488 00:21:08.405 --> 00:21:10.510 For which I would have to look through thousands of years 489 00:21:10.545 --> 00:21:11.856 of church history which, to be honest, 490 00:21:11.891 --> 00:21:14.065 had a lot of low points don't ya think? 491 00:21:14.100 --> 00:21:16.723 Between The Crusades, Joan of Arc, pedophilia, et cetera. 492 00:21:16.758 --> 00:21:18.484 - Fair point: interpretation is sloppy. 493 00:21:18.518 --> 00:21:20.417 What are you getting at? 494 00:21:20.451 --> 00:21:21.625 - Who do you expect to help 495 00:21:21.659 --> 00:21:24.421 when no one's qualified to read you, Gid? 496 00:21:26.940 --> 00:21:28.563 Are we supposed to devote half our lives 497 00:21:28.597 --> 00:21:31.566 to justifying your stains with centuries of context? 498 00:21:31.600 --> 00:21:32.739 What is context? 499 00:21:32.774 --> 00:21:34.051 - Fine, let me simplify it for you. 500 00:21:34.085 --> 00:21:34.983 - Please. 501 00:21:35.017 --> 00:21:35.915 - The context is that of love. 502 00:21:35.949 --> 00:21:37.157 - Love? 503 00:21:37.192 --> 00:21:38.676 Well that's a goddamn catchall, isn't it? 504 00:22:15.679 --> 00:22:16.783 - So, what's the plan? 505 00:22:16.818 --> 00:22:18.026 - You know the plan. 506 00:22:18.060 --> 00:22:19.614 - You check the parking lot every few minutes 507 00:22:19.648 --> 00:22:21.512 and hope you get lucky? 508 00:22:21.547 --> 00:22:22.720 - Yep. 509 00:22:22.755 --> 00:22:24.688 - Ya know you could just stand by the window. 510 00:22:24.722 --> 00:22:26.483 - Oh why don't I just wave my gun around too, 511 00:22:26.517 --> 00:22:27.760 make sure they see me. 512 00:22:27.794 --> 00:22:29.313 - Mm. 513 00:22:29.348 --> 00:22:31.384 Then hopefully of all the gin joints in all Chicago, 514 00:22:31.419 --> 00:22:34.318 Cindy shacks up with Leo in this dump of a hotel. 515 00:22:34.353 --> 00:22:35.146 - I know she's coming. 516 00:22:35.181 --> 00:22:36.078 - Oo, did God tell you? 517 00:22:36.113 --> 00:22:37.977 - What, like a flash of light? 518 00:22:39.081 --> 00:22:42.015 No, I stick to reality, thank you. 519 00:22:42.050 --> 00:22:43.810 - Oh, like talking to a Bible. 520 00:22:46.537 --> 00:22:47.366 - Touché. 521 00:22:51.680 --> 00:22:52.509 I followed her. 522 00:22:54.718 --> 00:22:56.340 - Ouch. - Yeah. 523 00:22:59.516 --> 00:23:01.000 I kept telling myself 524 00:23:01.034 --> 00:23:02.898 that I was just making sure she was safe, you know? 525 00:23:04.969 --> 00:23:06.419 Even when I followed her here. 526 00:23:08.904 --> 00:23:10.630 And then I followed her here again. 527 00:23:12.218 --> 00:23:13.046 And again. 528 00:23:15.911 --> 00:23:19.467 This was their place, Friday was their night. 529 00:23:20.675 --> 00:23:22.228 I checked in to the room next door once. 530 00:23:25.300 --> 00:23:26.439 It's stupid, but... 531 00:23:30.029 --> 00:23:31.720 it was nice hear her laugh again. 532 00:23:36.656 --> 00:23:37.519 I confronted her. 533 00:23:40.384 --> 00:23:41.212 Six months. 534 00:23:42.869 --> 00:23:45.251 I called and sure enough, there was a reservation. 535 00:23:45.285 --> 00:23:46.079 - Maybe you missed them. 536 00:23:46.114 --> 00:23:47.046 - I didn't miss them. 537 00:23:48.116 --> 00:23:49.151 I have an alarm clock. 538 00:23:49.186 --> 00:23:50.290 A clear view of the parking lot. 539 00:23:50.325 --> 00:23:52.396 I know what car she drives. 540 00:23:53.570 --> 00:23:54.709 And just in case, I told the desk clerk 541 00:23:54.743 --> 00:23:57.021 to call me when they check in. 542 00:23:57.056 --> 00:23:58.471 - Wow, very thorough. 543 00:23:58.506 --> 00:23:59.334 - Thanks. 544 00:23:59.368 --> 00:24:00.749 - So then what? 545 00:24:00.784 --> 00:24:01.681 When? 546 00:24:01.716 --> 00:24:02.993 - I mean after you shoot Leo 547 00:24:03.027 --> 00:24:04.926 and throw this bloody note at your wife. 548 00:24:04.960 --> 00:24:05.754 Then what? 549 00:24:05.789 --> 00:24:06.721 - Who knows. 550 00:24:06.755 --> 00:24:08.067 Maybe I'll go to a Cubs game. 551 00:24:08.101 --> 00:24:09.309 - Well, that'd be fun. 552 00:24:09.344 --> 00:24:10.483 - Yeah and I may need a cigarette. 553 00:24:10.518 --> 00:24:11.657 You mind if I borrow a few pages? 554 00:24:11.691 --> 00:24:13.417 Nothing important, just Old Testament stuff. 555 00:24:13.452 --> 00:24:15.350 - Ha ha cheeky. 556 00:24:22.426 --> 00:24:25.912 You know, I couldn't help but notice 557 00:24:25.947 --> 00:24:28.674 you know your way around Scripture better than most. 558 00:24:29.847 --> 00:24:31.331 - O yeah? 559 00:24:31.366 --> 00:24:32.505 - Yeah. 560 00:24:32.540 --> 00:24:33.782 And you don't strike me as a religion major. 561 00:24:33.817 --> 00:24:35.059 - Why's that? 562 00:24:35.094 --> 00:24:37.476 - Religion majors tend to be less... 563 00:24:37.510 --> 00:24:39.063 Yes? 564 00:24:39.098 --> 00:24:40.271 - Disheveled. 565 00:24:42.584 --> 00:24:45.000 - You and I know very different religion majors. 566 00:24:46.243 --> 00:24:47.520 Anyways it's a long story. 567 00:24:49.142 --> 00:24:49.971 - I got time. 568 00:24:56.253 --> 00:25:00.429 - My dad was a pastor. 569 00:25:02.604 --> 00:25:03.467 Was? 570 00:25:04.779 --> 00:25:07.920 - Yeah, he died a few years ago. 571 00:25:10.232 --> 00:25:13.442 Five, five years ago. 572 00:25:17.170 --> 00:25:20.001 Highly aggressive early onset Alzheimer's. 573 00:25:22.175 --> 00:25:23.073 - I'm sorry. 574 00:25:24.074 --> 00:25:24.902 - Thanks. 575 00:25:30.356 --> 00:25:31.495 We rushed the wedding. 576 00:25:34.049 --> 00:25:35.188 Wanted him to be there. 577 00:25:36.914 --> 00:25:38.882 He didn't remember my name at the time. 578 00:25:41.229 --> 00:25:42.402 And Mom was a mess, 579 00:25:42.437 --> 00:25:44.197 she didn't make it through the ceremony, 580 00:25:45.509 --> 00:25:47.062 And on top of all the dad stuff, 581 00:25:47.097 --> 00:25:50.583 Cindy wasn't a Christian which Mom was just ballistic about. 582 00:25:52.999 --> 00:25:54.587 She thought she was immature. 583 00:25:59.592 --> 00:26:00.662 I guess she was right. 584 00:26:06.461 --> 00:26:08.705 My dad was one of the best men that I ever knew. 585 00:26:09.809 --> 00:26:11.086 A real solid guy. 586 00:26:12.467 --> 00:26:15.366 And when he got sick, I started to pray. 587 00:26:17.955 --> 00:26:18.853 And I prayed. 588 00:26:20.130 --> 00:26:21.821 Every morning, every evening. 589 00:26:21.856 --> 00:26:23.685 Fasting, Bible study, the whole bit. 590 00:26:23.720 --> 00:26:25.238 Nothing, nothing, nothing. 591 00:26:27.413 --> 00:26:28.483 I was in a bad way. 592 00:26:31.348 --> 00:26:35.455 That's when I met Cindy, and she lit up my life. 593 00:26:35.490 --> 00:26:37.147 Man, her singing, her dancing. 594 00:26:37.181 --> 00:26:38.631 She was fearless. 595 00:26:41.600 --> 00:26:42.428 Fearless! 596 00:26:46.018 --> 00:26:47.778 I don't know, maybe I needed something to love, 597 00:26:47.813 --> 00:26:49.884 or something to save because my Dad, 598 00:26:51.092 --> 00:26:52.887 I couldn't save him and it hurt so much, 599 00:26:52.921 --> 00:26:54.129 that I became numb. 600 00:26:58.513 --> 00:27:01.585 And my faith broke a little more each day until finally, 601 00:27:01.620 --> 00:27:06.176 I told God, that if Dad got better, I'd be in. 602 00:27:06.210 --> 00:27:07.902 And if he didn't, then I'd be out. 603 00:27:12.596 --> 00:27:13.562 He's gone now. 604 00:27:18.602 --> 00:27:19.534 - How is your mom? 605 00:27:19.568 --> 00:27:20.397 - Terrible. 606 00:27:21.916 --> 00:27:23.055 She still prays for me. 607 00:27:23.089 --> 00:27:24.366 Prays for Dad, too. 608 00:27:25.782 --> 00:27:28.612 She thinks that if she has enough faith 609 00:27:28.647 --> 00:27:29.924 he'll raise from the dead. 610 00:27:32.478 --> 00:27:34.100 Matthew 10, right? 611 00:27:34.135 --> 00:27:35.619 - That's not what I meant. 612 00:27:35.654 --> 00:27:37.069 - Well it doesn't matter what you meant, all right? 613 00:27:37.103 --> 00:27:38.691 This is what happens when you get shoved down the throat 614 00:27:38.726 --> 00:27:40.659 of vulnerable, desperate people. 615 00:27:42.833 --> 00:27:44.041 Raised from the dead? 616 00:27:44.076 --> 00:27:45.111 Isn't that crazy? 617 00:27:46.181 --> 00:27:47.389 And this is what I hate. 618 00:27:47.424 --> 00:27:48.736 I hate when all of this faith crap 619 00:27:48.770 --> 00:27:50.047 gets in the way of what's real. 620 00:27:50.082 --> 00:27:51.428 You know? 621 00:27:51.462 --> 00:27:52.947 I mean, my poor mom may be hung up on the fact 622 00:27:52.981 --> 00:27:54.396 that Dad's gonna come back from the dead 623 00:27:54.431 --> 00:27:55.674 for the rest of her life. 624 00:27:55.708 --> 00:27:57.779 I wish she would just accept it and move on. 625 00:27:57.814 --> 00:27:58.711 Dad's dead. 626 00:28:01.887 --> 00:28:06.201 I mean what am I supposed to do with that, huh? 627 00:28:09.584 --> 00:28:10.412 - I don't know. 628 00:28:13.553 --> 00:28:14.554 - That's a first. 629 00:28:19.559 --> 00:28:21.492 - I hope your mom comes around. 630 00:28:21.527 --> 00:28:26.325 - Yeah, yeah I hope she's okay. 631 00:28:30.881 --> 00:28:31.710 - You know... 632 00:28:35.403 --> 00:28:40.097 I think there's a spot in there where we agree. 633 00:28:41.547 --> 00:28:44.308 - That faith is a poisonous substitute for reality? 634 00:28:45.447 --> 00:28:46.552 - No. 635 00:28:46.586 --> 00:28:47.415 Not there. 636 00:28:49.313 --> 00:28:53.904 That death is the worst. 637 00:28:56.148 --> 00:28:57.425 - Death's the worst. 638 00:28:58.702 --> 00:29:00.497 Yeah, I think I can get behind that. 639 00:29:02.223 --> 00:29:04.190 - Not by design, you know? 640 00:29:04.225 --> 00:29:05.951 People weren't originally made to die. 641 00:29:05.985 --> 00:29:07.884 - I got news for you friend. 642 00:29:07.918 --> 00:29:09.057 - I mean... 643 00:29:09.092 --> 00:29:13.027 Anyway, death is the worst. 644 00:29:13.993 --> 00:29:15.063 - Yeah. 645 00:29:15.098 --> 00:29:16.651 Yeah, it's pretty bad. 646 00:29:20.828 --> 00:29:21.656 - And yet. 647 00:29:23.140 --> 00:29:24.624 - What? 648 00:29:24.659 --> 00:29:28.974 - I mean, we both agree that death is a bad thing. 649 00:29:30.492 --> 00:29:31.597 You just said so yourself. 650 00:29:31.631 --> 00:29:33.288 It's, it's permanent. 651 00:29:33.323 --> 00:29:35.670 Your father, he can't come back. 652 00:29:35.704 --> 00:29:36.878 And that hurts. 653 00:29:39.363 --> 00:29:40.571 - Yes? 654 00:29:40.606 --> 00:29:43.160 - Then well Leo, I mean he's not gonna be able 655 00:29:43.195 --> 00:29:44.127 to come back either. 656 00:29:44.161 --> 00:29:45.611 - Yes? 657 00:29:45.645 --> 00:29:47.440 - Are you gonna think about your father while you kill Leo? 658 00:29:47.475 --> 00:29:48.821 What about his father. - Yeah? 659 00:29:48.856 --> 00:29:50.271 - His family. - Yeah? 660 00:29:50.305 --> 00:29:51.444 - This of all the damage your father's death caused. 661 00:29:51.479 --> 00:29:53.239 - You're the worst, you know that. 662 00:29:53.274 --> 00:29:55.448 Taking my pain and guilting me with it. 663 00:29:55.483 --> 00:29:57.209 - So it's my fault that you feel guilty? 664 00:29:57.243 --> 00:29:58.417 - No, no. 665 00:29:58.451 --> 00:29:59.694 - It has nothing to do with the fact 666 00:29:59.728 --> 00:30:01.109 that you're about to shoot someone. 667 00:30:01.144 --> 00:30:02.490 - That's real shitting man, to use pain as a tool. 668 00:30:02.524 --> 00:30:03.560 - Not use, address! 669 00:30:03.594 --> 00:30:04.768 I'm addressing your pain. 670 00:30:04.803 --> 00:30:05.596 - You don't get to. 671 00:30:05.631 --> 00:30:07.081 - Pete, I can help. 672 00:30:07.115 --> 00:30:08.599 - I decide, you don't get to force and manipulate me. 673 00:30:08.634 --> 00:30:10.084 Can you just stop and think for one second? 674 00:30:10.118 --> 00:30:11.119 - You know you dig and dig, you pretend like you care. 675 00:30:11.154 --> 00:30:12.362 But you just want to find an in. 676 00:30:12.396 --> 00:30:13.570 Isn't that right? - Listen to me. 677 00:30:13.604 --> 00:30:14.364 - You just want to know what makes me weak! 678 00:30:14.398 --> 00:30:15.330 - What if you die? 679 00:30:21.060 --> 00:30:21.992 - Screw you, man. 680 00:30:22.027 --> 00:30:23.338 - What if Leo has a gun? 681 00:30:23.373 --> 00:30:24.650 I mean, he knows you know. 682 00:30:24.684 --> 00:30:25.824 She probably told him, right? - I don't care. 683 00:30:25.858 --> 00:30:26.479 - I mean, she would have told him. 684 00:30:26.514 --> 00:30:27.687 - I don't care. 685 00:30:27.722 --> 00:30:28.481 You don't get to tell me what to do. 686 00:30:28.516 --> 00:30:29.931 - Don't remind me. 687 00:30:29.966 --> 00:30:31.243 I just sit here offering you words of truth and love- 688 00:30:31.277 --> 00:30:33.832 - You have no authority here! 689 00:30:38.837 --> 00:30:39.665 - Your loss. 690 00:30:46.465 --> 00:30:48.225 - Who the hell do you think you are? 691 00:30:48.260 --> 00:30:49.192 - The Word of God. 692 00:30:49.226 --> 00:30:50.331 The Word of God? 693 00:30:50.365 --> 00:30:51.988 - Straight from the mouth. 694 00:30:52.022 --> 00:30:54.576 - You mean the mouth of 40 violent dead men. 695 00:30:54.611 --> 00:30:56.406 - Who were inspired by the Holy Spirit several- 696 00:30:56.440 --> 00:30:57.234 - Oh good! 697 00:30:57.269 --> 00:30:58.580 Insane violent dead men. 698 00:30:58.615 --> 00:31:00.030 Who got high on some 699 00:31:00.065 --> 00:31:01.514 Holy Spirit and wrote a book - They weren't insane. 700 00:31:01.549 --> 00:31:02.205 You think I'm insane? - for a buncha straight men. 701 00:31:02.239 --> 00:31:02.895 - I am inspired. 702 00:31:02.930 --> 00:31:04.138 I am the Bible. 703 00:31:04.172 --> 00:31:04.863 - You hurt people. - I'm the Word of God! 704 00:31:04.897 --> 00:31:05.829 - John 1. 705 00:31:05.864 --> 00:31:08.487 Jesus is the Word of God. 706 00:31:11.593 --> 00:31:12.974 That's gotta be true, isn't it? 707 00:31:13.009 --> 00:31:13.872 - Yes. 708 00:31:14.942 --> 00:31:16.081 - You aren't Jesus, are you? 709 00:31:16.115 --> 00:31:18.186 - No. - No, you're not the Father, 710 00:31:18.221 --> 00:31:19.325 or the Son or the Holy Spirit. 711 00:31:19.360 --> 00:31:20.257 - I'm Scripture for God's sake. 712 00:31:20.292 --> 00:31:21.949 - Right. You're Scripture. 713 00:31:21.983 --> 00:31:23.916 You're the Word of God, but you aren't the voice of God, 714 00:31:23.951 --> 00:31:25.021 you're not God himself. 715 00:31:25.055 --> 00:31:25.953 - Yes but you need the Word. 716 00:31:25.987 --> 00:31:27.057 - Like you need God? 717 00:31:27.092 --> 00:31:27.886 - Yes. 718 00:31:29.853 --> 00:31:30.992 No! - Oh, so I don't need you? 719 00:31:31.027 --> 00:31:32.097 You only go so far. 720 00:31:32.131 --> 00:31:33.029 - Oh, trust me. I go pretty far. 721 00:31:33.063 --> 00:31:33.892 - Yeah, but not far enough. 722 00:31:33.926 --> 00:31:35.134 - I go pretty far. 723 00:31:35.169 --> 00:31:36.170 - Easy man, your Old Testament's showing. 724 00:31:36.204 --> 00:31:37.102 - I go pretty far. 725 00:32:16.935 --> 00:32:18.074 Hey, I got a question. 726 00:32:19.247 --> 00:32:21.560 What's it like getting to believe whatever? 727 00:32:21.594 --> 00:32:25.495 - I don't believe whatever, I just don't believe in you. 728 00:32:28.015 --> 00:32:29.775 You're a cocky son of a bitch, you know that. 729 00:32:29.809 --> 00:32:30.707 Look who's talking. 730 00:32:30.741 --> 00:32:31.950 - Yeah, look who's asking. 731 00:32:33.986 --> 00:32:36.989 - I mean it's just so incredible, 732 00:32:37.024 --> 00:32:39.302 God lets people believe anything. 733 00:32:41.718 --> 00:32:43.237 It's pretty great actually. 734 00:32:43.271 --> 00:32:44.100 - Yeah? 735 00:32:44.134 --> 00:32:45.618 Man, it's wild. 736 00:32:45.653 --> 00:32:50.658 Oh, what's the craziest thing you ever believed? 737 00:32:51.866 --> 00:32:52.694 - The Bible. 738 00:32:53.557 --> 00:32:55.007 - Fine. 739 00:32:55.042 --> 00:32:57.389 What's the second craziest thing you ever believed? 740 00:32:58.493 --> 00:32:59.839 - You can't judge me, okay? 741 00:32:59.874 --> 00:33:00.702 - Okay. 742 00:33:02.221 --> 00:33:04.913 - When I was a kid I believed that Pokemon were real. 743 00:33:04.948 --> 00:33:05.845 - No way! 744 00:33:05.880 --> 00:33:07.019 - Yeah. 745 00:33:07.054 --> 00:33:08.020 - Like really believed it though. 746 00:33:08.055 --> 00:33:09.435 - Oh yeah man, I was positive 747 00:33:09.470 --> 00:33:11.334 I was gonna catch a Charmander in my backyard. 748 00:33:12.507 --> 00:33:13.336 - Wow! 749 00:33:14.993 --> 00:33:15.924 What's a Pokemon? 750 00:33:17.892 --> 00:33:21.033 - Oh, it's this super fun Satan thing 751 00:33:21.068 --> 00:33:22.552 that people used to do on the weekends. 752 00:33:22.586 --> 00:33:23.346 - What? 753 00:33:23.380 --> 00:33:24.554 - Oh, yeah. 754 00:33:24.588 --> 00:33:26.142 You go off into the deep grass, maybe a cave. 755 00:33:26.176 --> 00:33:29.800 You summon up a Scyther, Pinsirs, Mr. Mime. 756 00:33:29.835 --> 00:33:31.837 - Pete, you were a Satan worshipper? 757 00:33:31.871 --> 00:33:32.941 - Nope. 758 00:33:32.976 --> 00:33:33.908 I Gotcha. 759 00:33:33.942 --> 00:33:35.047 - Ugh. 760 00:33:35.082 --> 00:33:35.875 - Ugh? 761 00:33:35.910 --> 00:33:36.980 Use your words, Gid. 762 00:33:37.946 --> 00:33:39.017 You're better than that. 763 00:33:39.051 --> 00:33:39.879 - Pokemon. 764 00:33:42.330 --> 00:33:43.538 - Okay what about you? 765 00:33:43.573 --> 00:33:44.781 What's the craziest thing you believe. 766 00:33:44.815 --> 00:33:45.713 - Oh. 767 00:33:45.747 --> 00:33:48.060 I mean, I believe myself. 768 00:33:48.095 --> 00:33:50.097 I'm kinda locked in. 769 00:33:50.131 --> 00:33:50.959 I don't really change. 770 00:33:50.994 --> 00:33:52.582 That's why I asked you. 771 00:33:52.616 --> 00:33:54.101 I'm a codified system of beliefs. 772 00:33:54.135 --> 00:33:55.550 - Exactly, that's what I mean. 773 00:33:55.585 --> 00:33:59.209 What's the craziest codified belief you got in you? 774 00:33:59.244 --> 00:34:00.383 - Oh, that's tough! 775 00:34:01.625 --> 00:34:04.766 Well there's an angel with a cow face. 776 00:34:04.801 --> 00:34:06.113 Ezekiel, it's trippy. 777 00:34:07.493 --> 00:34:10.634 A 7-headed dragon chasing a pregnant woman. 778 00:34:10.669 --> 00:34:13.120 Revelation, also trippy. 779 00:34:13.154 --> 00:34:16.882 And then there's the Leviathan and the Nephilim. 780 00:34:19.678 --> 00:34:23.026 Honestly, the craziest thing to me, 781 00:34:23.061 --> 00:34:26.823 is that God, big infinite God, 782 00:34:26.857 --> 00:34:31.207 let these itty bitty little people make infinite choices. 783 00:34:32.277 --> 00:34:33.519 Like believing whatever. 784 00:34:36.557 --> 00:34:38.352 That's it, that's the craziest thing. 785 00:34:41.044 --> 00:34:45.013 - You also can sit back and judge us when we choose wrong. 786 00:34:46.394 --> 00:34:48.120 - You don't always choose wrong. 787 00:34:48.155 --> 00:34:49.363 - Not that you'd know. 788 00:34:49.397 --> 00:34:51.296 - Come on, if there is one thing I know 789 00:34:51.330 --> 00:34:52.987 it's right and wrong. 790 00:34:53.021 --> 00:34:54.230 - Please. 791 00:34:54.264 --> 00:34:55.196 - Really? You disagree? 792 00:34:55.231 --> 00:34:56.473 - Yes I disagree. 793 00:34:56.508 --> 00:34:58.165 Morality in the Bible is all over the place, 794 00:34:58.199 --> 00:35:01.789 and morality through God, well that's impossible. 795 00:35:01.823 --> 00:35:02.721 - What? 796 00:35:02.755 --> 00:35:04.274 - Oh yeah, the idea of morality 797 00:35:04.309 --> 00:35:05.965 and the God of the Bible don't fit together. 798 00:35:06.000 --> 00:35:07.657 - That's ridiculous. - It's true. 799 00:35:07.691 --> 00:35:08.968 - Explain. - No. 800 00:35:09.003 --> 00:35:09.797 - Come on. 801 00:35:09.831 --> 00:35:11.385 - Ugh. - Ugh? 802 00:35:11.419 --> 00:35:12.834 You scared? 803 00:35:12.869 --> 00:35:13.870 - No. 804 00:35:13.904 --> 00:35:15.354 - Okay. 805 00:35:15.389 --> 00:35:19.186 - Fine, but if I win this one, you have to leave me alone. 806 00:35:19.220 --> 00:35:20.428 - What? 807 00:35:20.463 --> 00:35:21.636 - If I can prove to you that morality 808 00:35:21.671 --> 00:35:24.191 and the God of the Bible don't fit together, 809 00:35:24.225 --> 00:35:27.815 then you go back in the drawer; talk over. 810 00:35:27.849 --> 00:35:29.955 - Okay, Mr. Religion Major. 811 00:35:29.989 --> 00:35:34.166 And if I win, then you have to take me to a Cubs game. 812 00:35:34.201 --> 00:35:35.063 - No. - Yep! 813 00:35:35.098 --> 00:35:35.892 - Not happening. 814 00:35:35.926 --> 00:35:37.307 - Please? 815 00:35:37.342 --> 00:35:38.343 - People don't bring Bibles to baseball games. 816 00:35:38.377 --> 00:35:39.620 - You can put me in a sleeve, 817 00:35:39.654 --> 00:35:40.966 everybody'll think I'm a dictionary. 818 00:35:41.000 --> 00:35:42.347 - People don't bring dictionaries to baseball games- 819 00:35:42.381 --> 00:35:43.831 - Please, please, please, please! 820 00:35:43.865 --> 00:35:46.730 please, please, please, please 821 00:35:46.765 --> 00:35:48.870 please, please, please 822 00:35:48.905 --> 00:35:49.733 please, please, please, please 823 00:35:49.768 --> 00:35:50.562 - Fine. - Yes! 824 00:35:50.596 --> 00:35:51.977 Okay. 825 00:35:53.565 --> 00:35:56.740 Prosecution takes opening arguments, sir. 826 00:35:56.775 --> 00:35:59.605 - Let's pretend that God exists, and that morality, 827 00:35:59.640 --> 00:36:01.366 right and wrong, flow from him. 828 00:36:01.400 --> 00:36:05.197 It comes from his magical God beard. 829 00:36:05.232 --> 00:36:06.647 Whatever. - Love it. 830 00:36:06.681 --> 00:36:10.029 - Except that if God sets the standard 831 00:36:10.064 --> 00:36:12.204 for moral and immoral, then right and wrong 832 00:36:12.239 --> 00:36:14.586 will change at the snap of his God-fingers. 833 00:36:14.620 --> 00:36:15.690 - Faulty premise. 834 00:36:15.725 --> 00:36:17.244 God doesn't change. 835 00:36:17.278 --> 00:36:20.419 Morality stays the same because God stays the same. 836 00:36:20.454 --> 00:36:21.800 Point for Gideon. 837 00:36:21.834 --> 00:36:22.732 - What about Abraham? 838 00:36:22.766 --> 00:36:23.560 - My Abraham? 839 00:36:23.595 --> 00:36:24.596 - Yes! Your Abraham. 840 00:36:24.630 --> 00:36:26.805 God asked him to kill his son. 841 00:36:26.839 --> 00:36:27.978 Yes? - Yes, but God stopped him. 842 00:36:28.013 --> 00:36:29.187 - Exactly! 843 00:36:29.221 --> 00:36:30.602 He asked him and then he stopped him. 844 00:36:30.636 --> 00:36:32.051 He changed his mind. 845 00:36:32.086 --> 00:36:32.880 - Point for Pete! 846 00:36:32.914 --> 00:36:33.708 - Objection! 847 00:36:33.743 --> 00:36:34.744 - Overruled! 848 00:36:34.778 --> 00:36:36.539 He's either a liar or he's sick. 849 00:36:36.573 --> 00:36:40.301 How, how then can I rely on God for moral guidance? 850 00:36:40.336 --> 00:36:42.338 His morality is constantly shifting. 851 00:36:42.372 --> 00:36:43.201 Two points for Pete! 852 00:36:43.235 --> 00:36:44.754 - Okay, okay. 853 00:36:45.755 --> 00:36:46.652 My turn. 854 00:36:47.550 --> 00:36:49.448 The defense begins. 855 00:36:51.243 --> 00:36:52.175 Let's zoom out. 856 00:36:52.210 --> 00:36:53.866 - Hate it. 857 00:36:53.901 --> 00:36:58.008 - Now you say God and his morality are constantly shifting. 858 00:36:59.113 --> 00:37:00.494 But to say that something is shifting 859 00:37:00.528 --> 00:37:02.358 implies that you are on stable ground 860 00:37:02.392 --> 00:37:04.774 and able to perceive said shift. 861 00:37:04.808 --> 00:37:06.085 Your argument acknowledges 862 00:37:06.120 --> 00:37:08.156 that there's a stable objective morality. 863 00:37:08.191 --> 00:37:09.641 Yes? - Proceed. 864 00:37:09.675 --> 00:37:11.470 - So there's an immovable code of right and wrong. 865 00:37:11.505 --> 00:37:13.300 - Correct. - We agree. 866 00:37:13.334 --> 00:37:15.302 But who defines that code? 867 00:37:15.336 --> 00:37:18.650 Either God is shifting, and you are stable. 868 00:37:18.684 --> 00:37:22.205 Or you are shifting, and God is stable. 869 00:37:22.240 --> 00:37:23.206 It's like the sun. 870 00:37:23.241 --> 00:37:25.726 It looks like the sun is rising, 871 00:37:25.760 --> 00:37:28.280 when in fact it's you that's moving. 872 00:37:28.315 --> 00:37:30.524 Now if I have to guess which one is stable 873 00:37:30.558 --> 00:37:34.182 between you and God, I choose the creator of the universe 874 00:37:34.217 --> 00:37:35.805 not the guy with the gun. 875 00:37:35.839 --> 00:37:37.047 Two points to two! 876 00:37:37.082 --> 00:37:38.842 - Let's bring it back to morality, though. 877 00:37:38.877 --> 00:37:39.912 Shall we? 878 00:37:39.947 --> 00:37:41.949 Remember context? 879 00:37:41.983 --> 00:37:45.642 You bend over backwards to qualify God's decisions. 880 00:37:45.677 --> 00:37:48.576 God violates my conscience! 881 00:37:48.611 --> 00:37:51.752 Clearly, then, I must have a moral measuring stick 882 00:37:51.786 --> 00:37:52.994 apart from God. 883 00:37:53.029 --> 00:37:54.202 Point! 884 00:37:54.237 --> 00:37:55.652 - And who made your measuring stick? 885 00:37:55.687 --> 00:37:57.930 You're appealing to a moral code without an author. 886 00:37:57.965 --> 00:37:59.311 A substance without a source. 887 00:37:59.346 --> 00:38:01.382 An effect without a cause. 888 00:38:01.417 --> 00:38:02.659 Point! - Not necessarily. 889 00:38:02.694 --> 00:38:04.799 - Pete, you're not looking to disprove God. 890 00:38:04.834 --> 00:38:06.076 You're looking for a better god. 891 00:38:06.111 --> 00:38:07.457 - Damn right. 892 00:38:07.492 --> 00:38:09.287 Your god is an objectively bad communicator. 893 00:38:09.321 --> 00:38:10.771 Point! 894 00:38:10.805 --> 00:38:12.945 - Oh so he is moral, you just don't understand him. 895 00:38:12.980 --> 00:38:13.774 Point! 896 00:38:13.808 --> 00:38:14.637 He ties the game. 897 00:38:16.086 --> 00:38:17.295 - Fine. 898 00:38:17.329 --> 00:38:20.539 You're saying God is always moral. 899 00:38:20.574 --> 00:38:21.920 - No, he defines moral. 900 00:38:21.954 --> 00:38:23.162 - Whatever. 901 00:38:23.197 --> 00:38:26.821 So all I need to do is find one example of God 902 00:38:26.856 --> 00:38:29.341 not being moral, and I win. 903 00:38:31.516 --> 00:38:32.793 - Good luck. 904 00:38:32.827 --> 00:38:35.968 - Okay. Genocide. 905 00:38:37.625 --> 00:38:38.833 - Hmm. 906 00:38:38.868 --> 00:38:41.767 - Killing children as part of a plague. 907 00:38:43.148 --> 00:38:47.255 Sacking Canaan, and calling it Promised Land. 908 00:38:47.290 --> 00:38:51.225 Drowning all of humanity, and oh look a rainbow. 909 00:38:55.402 --> 00:38:56.817 These are war crimes. 910 00:38:56.851 --> 00:39:00.096 I say these are objectively terrible things to do. 911 00:39:00.130 --> 00:39:00.924 Terrible. 912 00:39:00.959 --> 00:39:02.167 Do you agree? 913 00:39:02.201 --> 00:39:03.030 - I agree. 914 00:39:04.065 --> 00:39:05.066 - So I win? 915 00:39:05.101 --> 00:39:06.309 - No! 916 00:39:06.344 --> 00:39:08.138 While these things are terrible and horrifying, 917 00:39:08.173 --> 00:39:10.175 they must have been much better than the alternative. 918 00:39:10.209 --> 00:39:11.107 - What is what precisely? 919 00:39:11.141 --> 00:39:12.280 - I don't know. 920 00:39:12.315 --> 00:39:13.109 - What? 921 00:39:13.143 --> 00:39:13.937 - I don't know! 922 00:39:13.972 --> 00:39:15.387 And that's my point. 923 00:39:15.422 --> 00:39:16.699 We don't know what the alternative would have been. 924 00:39:16.733 --> 00:39:18.804 A world without freedom? 925 00:39:18.839 --> 00:39:19.840 Greater evil? 926 00:39:19.874 --> 00:39:21.393 No consequence for injustice? 927 00:39:21.428 --> 00:39:22.877 Who knows. 928 00:39:22.912 --> 00:39:24.085 But the answer is certainly not that God is immoral, 929 00:39:24.120 --> 00:39:26.709 God is good definitionally, 930 00:39:26.743 --> 00:39:29.815 he made goodness, he can't not be good! 931 00:39:29.850 --> 00:39:31.541 It's like asking a triangle to be a square! 932 00:39:31.576 --> 00:39:33.405 - But he's changed his mind before. 933 00:39:33.440 --> 00:39:35.027 - From your point of view. 934 00:39:38.272 --> 00:39:40.585 And you could too if you wanted. 935 00:39:45.037 --> 00:39:46.901 - You just pivoted off of morality. 936 00:39:46.936 --> 00:39:48.558 - You just pivoted off of murder. 937 00:39:56.773 --> 00:39:58.534 - You're a piece of work, you know that? 938 00:39:58.568 --> 00:39:59.776 - You kidding me? 939 00:39:59.811 --> 00:40:00.570 I'm an all-time best seller baby. 940 00:40:00.605 --> 00:40:01.399 I'm good at this. 941 00:40:01.433 --> 00:40:02.330 - That I did not say. 942 00:40:02.365 --> 00:40:03.746 - Here, let me prove it to ya. 943 00:40:03.780 --> 00:40:06.369 You can go into some prayer or meditation time. 944 00:40:06.404 --> 00:40:07.819 I'll give you some juicy verse to chew on. 945 00:40:07.853 --> 00:40:10.131 - I'll get all teary eyed and start confessing? 946 00:40:10.166 --> 00:40:11.339 My God! - Yes! 947 00:40:11.374 --> 00:40:13.100 Then the Holy Spirit can come and comfort you 948 00:40:13.134 --> 00:40:15.447 like a loving father holding his sweet precious son. 949 00:40:15.482 --> 00:40:16.448 - Oh you mean Jesus. 950 00:40:18.968 --> 00:40:19.900 - Would you stop? 951 00:40:22.868 --> 00:40:24.387 - I swear I will throw you out that window. 952 00:40:24.422 --> 00:40:25.215 - Oh would you please? 953 00:40:25.250 --> 00:40:26.424 I'd see the world! 954 00:40:26.458 --> 00:40:27.632 - You're unbelievable. - That's not true. 955 00:40:27.666 --> 00:40:28.771 Hundreds of millions of people believe in me. 956 00:40:28.805 --> 00:40:29.979 - Not me. 957 00:40:30.013 --> 00:40:30.704 - Yes, you've made that abundantly clear. 958 00:40:30.738 --> 00:40:31.532 - Good. 959 00:40:31.567 --> 00:40:32.395 - Sigh. 960 00:41:06.222 --> 00:41:08.120 Pete, you've said a lot 961 00:41:09.743 --> 00:41:11.607 about how wrong I am. 962 00:41:12.987 --> 00:41:15.645 You've got a lot of things you don't believe. 963 00:41:17.405 --> 00:41:20.374 What exactly do you believe? 964 00:41:24.689 --> 00:41:25.690 - I believe... 965 00:41:31.558 --> 00:41:36.424 The truth is I feel the happiest when I do something. 966 00:41:39.704 --> 00:41:41.119 I never felt happy with God. 967 00:41:44.156 --> 00:41:47.988 I felt afraid with God, I felt alone with God. 968 00:41:49.817 --> 00:41:51.854 I feel the safest when I rely on myself. 969 00:41:51.888 --> 00:41:53.718 And I'm not good, 970 00:41:57.480 --> 00:41:58.412 but I want to be. 971 00:42:00.000 --> 00:42:00.966 I want to know myself. 972 00:42:01.001 --> 00:42:02.036 Improve myself! 973 00:42:02.071 --> 00:42:04.142 And religion. God. 974 00:42:04.176 --> 00:42:04.970 God. 975 00:42:06.351 --> 00:42:08.974 Any god that damns humanity for eating an apple 976 00:42:09.009 --> 00:42:12.184 in pursuit of knowledge is no god of mine. 977 00:42:13.669 --> 00:42:15.567 Anything that limits personal responsibility, 978 00:42:15.602 --> 00:42:18.259 self-improvement through self reflection is wrong, 979 00:42:18.294 --> 00:42:20.641 is inadequate and it is evil. 980 00:42:20.676 --> 00:42:23.368 Religion is just the fog of war 981 00:42:23.402 --> 00:42:25.543 that separates mankind from himself. 982 00:42:29.581 --> 00:42:30.927 It's funny. 983 00:42:30.962 --> 00:42:32.860 It's kinda like what you said earlier. 984 00:42:34.517 --> 00:42:35.553 I believe in me. 985 00:42:38.003 --> 00:42:38.832 - Me. 986 00:42:41.697 --> 00:42:42.560 Self. 987 00:42:44.216 --> 00:42:45.321 That's all that I am. 988 00:42:46.667 --> 00:42:48.013 - What if you're not enough? 989 00:42:48.048 --> 00:42:49.394 For what exactly. 990 00:42:49.428 --> 00:42:52.017 - Everything you believe is based on you. 991 00:42:53.432 --> 00:42:54.744 What if you're not enough? 992 00:42:54.779 --> 00:42:55.607 - For what? 993 00:42:55.642 --> 00:42:56.470 For living, dying- 994 00:42:56.504 --> 00:42:57.333 - Let me rephrase. 995 00:42:57.367 --> 00:43:00.232 Pete, you're not enough. 996 00:43:02.441 --> 00:43:04.098 If you are trying to shoulder the weight 997 00:43:04.133 --> 00:43:08.586 of justifying your own existence, it's going to kill you. 998 00:43:11.865 --> 00:43:15.869 But, you know, when you fail. 999 00:43:15.903 --> 00:43:18.768 When! Not if. 1000 00:43:18.803 --> 00:43:19.873 You don't measure up. 1001 00:43:21.391 --> 00:43:24.636 God loves you with his whole heart. 1002 00:43:25.810 --> 00:43:28.053 He paid a ridiculous price to be with you, 1003 00:43:28.088 --> 00:43:29.917 to be your justice. 1004 00:43:29.952 --> 00:43:30.918 He loves you. 1005 00:43:30.953 --> 00:43:32.230 - There is no God. 1006 00:43:34.128 --> 00:43:34.957 - Come on! 1007 00:43:38.029 --> 00:43:38.857 Okay. 1008 00:43:40.238 --> 00:43:41.066 Tell me this. 1009 00:43:41.964 --> 00:43:43.655 If you knew there was a god, 1010 00:43:43.690 --> 00:43:47.486 a loving God up there, would you admit it? 1011 00:43:49.109 --> 00:43:49.937 Seriously? 1012 00:43:53.078 --> 00:43:54.286 See, you're not looking for truth, 1013 00:43:54.321 --> 00:43:55.253 for what's real. 1014 00:43:56.392 --> 00:43:57.565 You don't want there to be a god. 1015 00:43:57.600 --> 00:43:59.395 You can't believe that someone loves you. 1016 00:43:59.429 --> 00:44:00.499 You can't accept it. 1017 00:44:03.157 --> 00:44:06.091 You know what, I think you know there's a god. 1018 00:44:06.126 --> 00:44:07.023 Somewhere deep down. 1019 00:44:07.058 --> 00:44:08.300 - You don't know what I know. 1020 00:44:08.335 --> 00:44:09.785 - At least you're pretty darn sure. 1021 00:44:09.819 --> 00:44:11.200 And it feels safer to treat it like some big question mark 1022 00:44:11.234 --> 00:44:12.719 because of what if would mean. 1023 00:44:15.031 --> 00:44:16.619 Look, Pete. 1024 00:44:16.654 --> 00:44:18.863 I don't think you're in an existential philosophy crisis. 1025 00:44:18.897 --> 00:44:20.071 I think you're in pain. 1026 00:44:21.624 --> 00:44:24.869 And there's a good, big God up there who loves you. 1027 00:44:24.903 --> 00:44:25.697 Let him in. 1028 00:44:25.732 --> 00:44:26.664 - "Let him in"? 1029 00:44:28.251 --> 00:44:29.667 "I know the plans I have for you", 1030 00:44:29.701 --> 00:44:31.047 "Let go and let God." 1031 00:44:32.255 --> 00:44:34.499 It's all the same message, isn't it? 1032 00:44:34.533 --> 00:44:35.983 Be passive! 1033 00:44:36.018 --> 00:44:38.123 Stop trying to effect your own life and trust in the thing 1034 00:44:38.158 --> 00:44:40.574 that disappears the second you start looking for it. 1035 00:44:40.608 --> 00:44:43.681 You asked me, if there was a God would I admit it? 1036 00:44:46.407 --> 00:44:47.201 Yes! 1037 00:44:48.651 --> 00:44:49.825 Of course. 1038 00:44:49.859 --> 00:44:51.136 You don't think I want to be real? 1039 00:44:52.931 --> 00:44:55.071 You don't think I spent every Sunday, every dinner, 1040 00:44:55.106 --> 00:44:56.694 Christmas, every god damn second 1041 00:44:56.728 --> 00:44:58.212 with my father drinking the Kool-aid? 1042 00:44:58.247 --> 00:45:00.042 I was in the fold, man. 1043 00:45:01.181 --> 00:45:03.045 You talk like, I know there's a God, 1044 00:45:03.079 --> 00:45:03.977 but I wish there wasn't. 1045 00:45:04.011 --> 00:45:05.219 No! 1046 00:45:05.254 --> 00:45:07.325 I wish God was real, but where the fuck is he? 1047 00:45:08.360 --> 00:45:10.017 Your God and your religion 1048 00:45:10.052 --> 00:45:12.157 kept telling me the same thing, be passive. 1049 00:45:12.192 --> 00:45:13.849 It's like this disease that stuck to me 1050 00:45:13.883 --> 00:45:14.815 even when I left, and I'm done. 1051 00:45:14.850 --> 00:45:16.748 I'm done being passive. 1052 00:45:16.783 --> 00:45:18.025 I was passive with Cindy. 1053 00:45:18.060 --> 00:45:20.545 And I will not be passive with Leo. 1054 00:45:20.579 --> 00:45:21.615 - Is there a god? 1055 00:45:21.649 --> 00:45:23.134 - Why are you torturing me? 1056 00:45:24.791 --> 00:45:27.276 I already broke myself when I left Christianity. 1057 00:45:27.310 --> 00:45:28.518 And it hurt. 1058 00:45:28.553 --> 00:45:29.174 And now you want to break me again? 1059 00:45:29.209 --> 00:45:30.003 Why, what for? 1060 00:45:30.037 --> 00:45:30.831 - Is there a god? 1061 00:45:30.866 --> 00:45:32.384 - I don't know. 1062 00:45:32.419 --> 00:45:34.421 Do you believe there's a god? 1063 00:45:41.669 --> 00:45:42.498 - Yes. 1064 00:45:46.019 --> 00:45:47.641 - You're tired of being passive? 1065 00:45:48.538 --> 00:45:50.471 Pursue God. 1066 00:45:50.506 --> 00:45:51.403 Get up. 1067 00:45:51.438 --> 00:45:53.578 Start walking, run to him. 1068 00:45:53.612 --> 00:45:55.476 I'm not trying to torture you. 1069 00:45:55.511 --> 00:45:56.408 I'm trying to help you. 1070 00:45:56.443 --> 00:45:57.824 - I don't need your help. 1071 00:45:57.858 --> 00:45:59.411 - 'Cause you're just doing so great right now? 1072 00:45:59.446 --> 00:46:01.413 - No, because all you've got are words. 1073 00:46:02.414 --> 00:46:03.346 And all he's got... 1074 00:46:04.900 --> 00:46:05.693 He's not even here! 1075 00:46:05.728 --> 00:46:06.798 You think he'll help me? 1076 00:46:07.765 --> 00:46:08.938 I've heard that before. 1077 00:46:08.973 --> 00:46:09.870 I'm still waiting for him to show up. 1078 00:46:09.905 --> 00:46:11.354 - What would you ask of him? 1079 00:46:11.389 --> 00:46:12.770 To come in the flesh? 1080 00:46:12.804 --> 00:46:15.117 To sacrifice himself, to be crucified, 1081 00:46:15.151 --> 00:46:16.049 just so he could be with you? 1082 00:46:16.083 --> 00:46:17.602 - No, I want him here, now. 1083 00:46:17.636 --> 00:46:20.570 - Okay, so if God was here right now, you would stop? 1084 00:46:23.159 --> 00:46:23.988 - Yes. 1085 00:46:25.092 --> 00:46:26.128 - Great! 1086 00:46:26.162 --> 00:46:27.025 Pete. 1087 00:46:27.060 --> 00:46:28.061 He is. 1088 00:46:28.095 --> 00:46:28.924 Here. 1089 00:46:28.958 --> 00:46:30.097 Now. 1090 00:46:30.132 --> 00:46:30.995 In this very room. - No. Not invisible god. 1091 00:46:31.029 --> 00:46:32.444 Real God. 1092 00:46:32.479 --> 00:46:34.895 You talk about a relationship, God becoming flesh. 1093 00:46:34.930 --> 00:46:35.758 Why not now? 1094 00:46:35.793 --> 00:46:36.586 Why not here? 1095 00:46:36.621 --> 00:46:37.449 Why am I not enough? 1096 00:46:37.484 --> 00:46:38.692 - No Pete, that's not- 1097 00:46:38.726 --> 00:46:40.038 - I mean part a sea, burn a bush, be here. 1098 00:46:40.073 --> 00:46:41.557 Give me a sign. 1099 00:46:41.591 --> 00:46:43.214 - You've been talking to the Bible for the last 30 minutes. 1100 00:46:43.248 --> 00:46:44.663 How much more of a sign do you want? 1101 00:46:44.698 --> 00:46:49.703 - We have talked before, many times. 1102 00:46:50.428 --> 00:46:51.670 - Then you should know! 1103 00:46:51.705 --> 00:46:53.293 You've got to let go. 1104 00:46:53.327 --> 00:46:54.121 Trust him. 1105 00:46:54.156 --> 00:46:54.984 - Trust him. 1106 00:46:56.123 --> 00:46:57.228 Do you have any idea what that means? 1107 00:46:57.262 --> 00:46:58.056 - Of course, I do. 1108 00:46:58.091 --> 00:46:59.609 It means to have faith. 1109 00:46:59.644 --> 00:47:00.956 Hebrews 11:1. 1110 00:47:00.990 --> 00:47:02.060 Now faith is being sure- - No Gideon, 1111 00:47:02.095 --> 00:47:03.199 do you know what that means? 1112 00:47:03.234 --> 00:47:04.442 - I just said- - No, Gideon. 1113 00:47:04.476 --> 00:47:05.857 Do you know what it means to trust God 1114 00:47:05.892 --> 00:47:08.722 when your own father doesn't remember your name? 1115 00:47:08.756 --> 00:47:11.242 Or what it means to trust God when you argue with your mom 1116 00:47:11.276 --> 00:47:12.726 about whether to plan the funeral 1117 00:47:12.760 --> 00:47:14.210 because she thinks Dad will raise from the dead? 1118 00:47:14.245 --> 00:47:15.833 Or what is means to trust God 1119 00:47:15.867 --> 00:47:18.421 when the woman you love leaves you for another man? 1120 00:47:19.767 --> 00:47:21.114 Do you have any idea? 1121 00:47:23.426 --> 00:47:24.876 - Look. I know you've had pain- 1122 00:47:24.911 --> 00:47:27.775 - No, no you do not know, and that is what I am saying. 1123 00:47:28.949 --> 00:47:30.295 Tell me when you felt pain. 1124 00:47:31.469 --> 00:47:34.299 Talk to me as someone who had to trust God 1125 00:47:34.334 --> 00:47:35.507 when it was impossible. 1126 00:47:35.542 --> 00:47:36.439 How did you do it? 1127 00:47:44.758 --> 00:47:46.864 Who are you to talk to me about trusting God? 1128 00:47:46.898 --> 00:47:47.692 - I'm, I'm his Word. 1129 00:47:47.726 --> 00:47:48.900 - His Word? 1130 00:47:48.935 --> 00:47:50.488 Well, do me a favor: go get God and bring him. 1131 00:47:50.522 --> 00:47:51.869 He lost a son, right? 1132 00:47:53.042 --> 00:47:54.285 I'll talk to him. 1133 00:47:54.319 --> 00:47:55.389 But you, you've got no skin in the game. 1134 00:47:55.424 --> 00:47:56.218 You're a tool. 1135 00:47:56.252 --> 00:47:57.771 A hammer left by God. 1136 00:47:57.805 --> 00:47:58.703 - Look, I'm his Word- 1137 00:47:58.737 --> 00:47:59.531 - And you are not enough. 1138 00:47:59.566 --> 00:48:00.463 - I'm trying- 1139 00:48:00.498 --> 00:48:03.087 - And you are not enough! 1140 00:48:24.073 --> 00:48:24.902 What? 1141 00:48:30.079 --> 00:48:31.080 - You don't. 1142 00:48:32.806 --> 00:48:33.980 You can't... 1143 00:48:34.014 --> 00:48:35.222 - What? I can't grasp the context- 1144 00:48:35.257 --> 00:48:36.948 - You can't see how lucky you are. 1145 00:48:42.402 --> 00:48:43.299 You are correct. 1146 00:48:46.026 --> 00:48:47.096 I am words. 1147 00:48:48.546 --> 00:48:50.720 And for all my words 1148 00:48:50.755 --> 00:48:53.827 I'm at best a tool, 1149 00:48:55.553 --> 00:48:58.728 at worst a weapon. 1150 00:49:01.628 --> 00:49:02.491 Or a cigarette. 1151 00:49:04.562 --> 00:49:08.393 Don't get me wrong, I got a sweet gig. 1152 00:49:08.428 --> 00:49:09.843 God works through me. 1153 00:49:09.877 --> 00:49:10.706 It's great. 1154 00:49:11.603 --> 00:49:12.432 But you... 1155 00:49:14.917 --> 00:49:17.885 you can choose. 1156 00:49:21.337 --> 00:49:22.476 Grow. 1157 00:49:22.511 --> 00:49:23.684 Change! 1158 00:49:23.719 --> 00:49:27.171 Connect to the God who made the universe. 1159 00:49:30.277 --> 00:49:32.452 You've got this chance, this opportunity 1160 00:49:34.557 --> 00:49:36.594 to trust him in the mystery, 1161 00:49:39.045 --> 00:49:42.082 to have faith when life gets blurry. 1162 00:49:48.157 --> 00:49:48.986 It's beautiful! 1163 00:49:54.543 --> 00:49:55.785 I know it sucks. 1164 00:49:58.443 --> 00:49:59.272 Or... 1165 00:50:13.217 --> 00:50:16.151 You're right, I don't. 1166 00:50:18.705 --> 00:50:21.501 I guess it sounds like it sucks. 1167 00:50:29.923 --> 00:50:31.442 But it's beautiful too. 1168 00:50:52.842 --> 00:50:54.741 - Can you save me, Gid? 1169 00:51:06.477 --> 00:51:08.996 - For God so loved the world 1170 00:51:09.031 --> 00:51:10.688 that he gave his only begotten son- 1171 00:51:10.722 --> 00:51:11.861 - I've already read it. 1172 00:51:20.249 --> 00:51:23.356 - You've gotta, you gotta believe it, 1173 00:51:27.670 --> 00:51:31.640 come into a saving acceptance of the truth of it, 1174 00:51:31.674 --> 00:51:34.091 an intimate knowing of God. 1175 00:51:39.682 --> 00:51:40.511 - God. 1176 00:51:57.873 --> 00:51:59.323 You can't save me. 1177 00:52:05.605 --> 00:52:06.399 - No. 1178 00:52:12.232 --> 00:52:13.716 Pete- 1179 00:52:21.414 --> 00:52:25.142 You don't have to answer that phone. 1180 00:52:25.176 --> 00:52:27.661 You can walk away, you can walk away right now. 1181 00:52:27.696 --> 00:52:28.524 - Hello? 1182 00:52:29.939 --> 00:52:31.251 Yes, yes, it is. 1183 00:52:34.668 --> 00:52:35.566 Great. 1184 00:52:35.600 --> 00:52:39.535 Thank you. 1185 00:52:39.570 --> 00:52:40.985 - You don't have to do this. 1186 00:52:42.124 --> 00:52:43.850 We, we can hang out. 1187 00:52:43.884 --> 00:52:44.816 Catch a Cubs game. 1188 00:52:47.267 --> 00:52:48.130 Pete. 1189 00:52:48.165 --> 00:52:49.131 Peter! 1190 00:52:49.166 --> 00:52:49.994 Please. 1191 00:52:57.795 --> 00:53:00.694 - Thank you for everything Gid. 1192 00:53:00.729 --> 00:53:02.765 This was fun. 1193 00:53:05.803 --> 00:53:08.323 And, I know you wanted to help. 1194 00:53:14.363 --> 00:53:15.192 And... 1195 00:53:21.439 --> 00:53:24.718 I hope that no one rolls a cigarette out of you again. 1196 00:53:29.689 --> 00:53:30.483 - Peter! 1197 00:53:30.517 --> 00:53:31.346 Peter! 1198 00:53:34.452 --> 00:53:36.040 Uh, uh. 1199 00:53:37.110 --> 00:53:39.733 Uh, okay, okay. 1200 00:53:39.768 --> 00:53:41.425 Um God. 1201 00:53:42.495 --> 00:53:44.048 Um God. 1202 00:53:44.082 --> 00:53:45.394 Um God. 1203 00:53:45.429 --> 00:53:46.257 Look. 1204 00:53:47.569 --> 00:53:48.397 Peter, I mean, 1205 00:53:49.605 --> 00:53:51.469 Peter, you know Peter he's the one with the- 1206 00:53:52.608 --> 00:53:53.540 Oh 1207 00:53:53.575 --> 00:53:54.403 Oh 1208 00:53:55.784 --> 00:53:56.785 Come on Gid. 1209 00:53:58.407 --> 00:53:59.270 Peter. 1210 00:53:59.305 --> 00:54:00.167 He uh. 1211 00:54:01.134 --> 00:54:02.963 I mean. 1212 00:54:02.998 --> 00:54:06.173 He's about to do something pretty bad. 1213 00:54:08.417 --> 00:54:10.350 And I know you let people, but um. 1214 00:54:13.974 --> 00:54:15.459 Be with him. 1215 00:54:15.493 --> 00:54:16.598 Please. 1216 00:54:20.429 --> 00:54:21.396 He needs you. 1217 00:54:21.430 --> 00:54:22.259 - Pete? 1218 00:54:25.917 --> 00:54:26.746 Peter? 1219 00:54:28.782 --> 00:54:29.611 You okay? 1220 00:54:32.234 --> 00:54:34.063 - Please, be with him. 1221 00:54:36.928 --> 00:54:38.827 Just be with them both. 1222 00:54:41.692 --> 00:54:43.141 He needs you. 1223 00:54:43.176 --> 00:54:44.004 - Pete. 1224 00:54:45.627 --> 00:54:47.629 He needs you. 1225 00:54:48.940 --> 00:54:50.079 He needs you. 1226 00:54:54.601 --> 00:54:55.395 He needs you. 1227 00:55:43.616 --> 00:55:45.272 Thank you so much for the help. 1228 00:55:45.307 --> 00:55:47.689 I'm sorry, that's quite heavy. 1229 00:55:47.723 --> 00:55:49.069 Yeah, yeah. 1230 00:55:49.104 --> 00:55:50.726 I've got it from here. 1231 00:55:50.761 --> 00:55:51.934 Thanks.