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[knocking on window]

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Not today, man.

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[groans]

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You remember what day it is?

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Why are you being so hostile?

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-[grunts] Don't...
-[yells]

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-[panting]
-Oh, my God!

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[sighs]

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-[grunting]
We've got to start going.
-[Liza groaning]

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[cellphone beeping]

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We have 176 text messages.

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Wow.

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-[Mandy on phone]
Yo, it's Mandy.
-[gasps] Mandy.

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Are you coming to my
End of the World Party tonight?

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You know you are.
I don't want to hear
any of your bullshit.

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Oh, we gotta go.

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-Also Pauly Shore's coming.
-[groans]

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Um, oh. Also,
I have Ketamine
nasal spray.

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Not even legal,
just for fun.

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No, no, no, no, no.

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-A little left for you,
come on over.
-Ugh, so mean.

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[Celine] What do you think
I should wear
to Mandy's tonight?

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I've got mechanic-on-vacation
kind of energy... No?

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I could just go, like,
full Santa Fe art teacher,
right.

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Just drape myself in linen
for the End of the World.

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What is this, Ezra?

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I'm just kind of trying
to keep in touch

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with the people that I love.

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Haven't seen him
since his Bar Mitzvah.

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And number two, um...

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-Is he shirtless?
-There's this fuckin' party,

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-It's kind of the last, like...
-Yes?

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-...hurrah...
-He's kinda hot.

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He's your cousin.

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-...whatever you call it, so...
-I know, but...

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...I was wondering
if you could
buy me some alcohol.

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[girl] Okay, so...

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Maybe we don't have to
go out to a party tonight,

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but we can do
something more spiritual.

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What if we went to the beach?

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Remember when we used
to go to the beach?

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We were so happy then.

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That was, like,
the last time
you really felt free, right?

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I don't know
what to tell you, it's like...

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My whole life.
I have been terrified
of dying alone,

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and tonight,
I am literally dying alone.

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But you're not alone,
you have me.

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Man, you don't count, okay?

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You're metaphysical.

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-[chuckles nervously]
-Look, tonight,
I just wanna, like,

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get really fucking high,
eat until I puke,

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and then die.

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I could list
so many problems
with that idea,

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but the first one is,
you're out of weed.

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Of all the days,

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-you really think you should be
self-medicating today?
-[door closes]

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Why can't you just be present?

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I have an idea.
Why don't I give myself
the present of doing drugs?

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-Hello.
-Hi.

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-Were you trying
to go to the weed store?
-[chuckling] Yeah.

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I kind of bought it out.

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Oh, like, you bought
all the drugs inside?

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They gave me a deal,
I just cleaned 'em out

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'cause I just was like,

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I don't wanna be without
on the last day.

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All right, well,
I guess I'll, uh...

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I mean, I could give you some.
I'm not gonna
use all of it, obviously.

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-It's not like I'm saving
for a rainy day.
-[both chuckle]

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Yeah, sure,
that that would be cool.

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I just don't want to do it
in this alleyway,

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it feels a little shady.

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and kinda disrespectful
to the medicine.

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If you want to come to my spot,
it's pretty dope,

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it's like a very quick walk
if you wanna join me.

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-[chuckling] Yeah, sure.
Why not?
-Great.

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A few minutes with someone
on the last day of Earth?
Why not?

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Right, yeah, cool, man.

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-Yeah, just come with me.
It's right here.
-All right.

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-You live around here?
-Yeah, just, uh,
just down the block.

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-Oh, me too.
Is this your spot?
-Yeah.

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So yeah,
it's just right up here,

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[Liza hesitating] Your...
Your house? Or...

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It's not my actual abode, my...

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My house is, uh...

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You know, a couple blocks away.

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-Yeah.
-This is public land,
it's not mine,

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but who's gonna
arrest me today?

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[both chuckling]

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So, yeah,
I figured, like, uh...

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I mean, there's...
There's enough for everybody,

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And also, like,
I have some DMT,
you know?

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So I was gonna maybe do that,

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but then I was like,
"Maybe that's just
like a hat on a hat."

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You know I mean?
What's the point in doing...

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-Sure.
-...DMT when you're about to
actually experience real death?

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I have also CBD suppositories,

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that, um, my girlfriend...

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My ex-girlfriend...

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She used to get, like,
pretty bad, uh, cramps

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-when she had her menses.
-Uh.

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So, if...
Do either of you guys
have your period,

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or are either of you
in your menses?

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Sorry, who, uh...
Who are you talking to?

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I'm talking to you
and the childlike woman

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that I'm now looking at
with the black hat on.

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[both whispering]

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Guys. Honestly,
I don't appreciate
whispering, like...

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[chuckling]
I'm so... I'm so sorry,
it's just... This really.

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No one's ever
acknowledged me before.

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No one's ever seen me.

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Is this
an abusive relationship?

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Uh, no, she's, uh,
she's metaphysical...

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-Um... Younger self.
-...is the thing.

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-So...
-Oh. Yeah, okay,
that makes sense.

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Your her younger self. Yeah.

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-[chuckling]
I know it sounds crazy.
-Doesn't sound crazy to me.

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I had my younger self here.

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-Uh, what...
-Where did he go?

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He fell off
the side of a mountain
on a hike.

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He lost his footing.

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If you don't want to be
with your younger self,

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you don't have to be.

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If you wanna be truly alone,

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you can be truly alone.

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[chuckles]

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Um, okay,
so which one of these...

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Can we just, uh...
I think we'll just grab...

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-Yeah, grab, uh...
Grab a couple of those 'melos.
-Thank you, 'cause, uh...

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-I like to call
the caramels, "'melos."
-Yeah, that's cool.

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But they might be uppers,
so heads up.

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-Okay. And, um...
-And, uh, yeah,

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grab a couple store-bought,
those Rollupz,
those Rollies.

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-Thank you so much.
-And it was nice to meet you.

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Hey, uh...
Hey, have a nice,
uh, trip, man.

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-And, um...
-Hey, actually,

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I don't know if I wanna
be alone, can I...

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Can I crash with you guys?
Can I come with you?

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I'm sorry, but we don't...
We gotta go.

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That was truly terrifying.

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Yeah, that dude was real dark.

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Uh, you're...
You're calling him dark?

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You guys had the same
exact plan for tonight,
verbatim.

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Talk about
a Ghost of Christmas Future.

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The fuck
is that supposed to mean?

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[Nate] Liza.

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[romantic music playing]

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[whispering] Go.

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Just, like, go.

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-[giggling] Hey.
-Hey.

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You... You cross
this bridge often?

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Yeah, I do, actually.

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I live just up the hill.

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-Oh, you moved.
-Did.

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Um...

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I'm sorry. I, um...

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that I haven't been in touch.

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Yeah, you just stopped.

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And I just...

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stopped too, I guess.
[chuckles]

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Well, it's nice to see you...
See you now.

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-You look good.
-[chuckling] No, I don't.

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But thank you.

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How are you, Nate?

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Or is that a stupid question
to ask today?

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Yeah, I don't know.

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You, um, you going to...

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Mandy's tonight?

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Yeah. I don't know
if I'm gonna...

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make it, but...

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You have a full night
ahead of you?

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Yeah, pretty full,

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just gonna get,
like, fucked up,

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and then, if all goes well...

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puke.

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And that's
why you have parties.

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Oh, right, yeah.

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I prefer, uh...

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a solo journey...

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as you know.

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It's really nice
to see you, though.

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Yeah, it's good
to see you too, Liza.

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Bye, Nate.

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[puppies whimper]

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What was that?

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I just, I...

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I panic, man. I become so...

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fucking emotionally, like...

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I didn't expect
to see that dude today.

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And like...

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I loved him.
I loved him so much

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and I fucked everything up.
I just...

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It's my whole life.

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My whole life has just been
a series of regret

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after regret after regret.

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I am just...
I'm such a fucking idiot.

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This is what I've been saying.

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Tonight's the night.

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You can face those regrets
and turn them around.

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Come on.

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Fuck it.

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All right.

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Fuck it.

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Let's go with a bang.

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["Venus" playing]

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♪ Disoriented

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♪ When I'm waking up

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-Okay, let's talk regrets.
-Okay.

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-Obviously,
the biggest one is Dad.
-Right.

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I would like to be honest,

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even though it's scary,
tonight, with him.

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Yeah.

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And...

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where does that leave Mom?

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Let's circle back to her.

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-All right, maybe.
-Yeah.

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Okay, next up,
I would like to make amends
with Ala.

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That was a shitty situation.

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-Yeah.
-Shouldn't have happened.

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Yeah. We let some dumb shit
get between us

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and tonight, that ends.

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Next person I would like
to engage with

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in a way that feels, you know,
I guess confrontational,

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-is Larry.
-[sighs heavily]

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-Fuck that guy.
-Fuck Larry.

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That dude was garbage.

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And I loved him,

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and I never told him
that he didn't deserve my love.

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So tonight, Larry,

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you're gonna get a piece
of this person's noggin.

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-Amen.
-Thank you.

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Men.

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You and Nate...

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-could fuck.
-What?

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Gonna fuck.

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I mean, I don't know
if we're gonna fuck.

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You're gonna fuck.

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Please stop saying that word,
it's really...

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It feels inappropriate.

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But yeah, we're gonna fuck.

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♪ Didn't mean
To sing that song ♪

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♪ Didn't mean to do you wrong

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♪ Didn't mean to drag this on

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♪ Didn't mean to drag this on

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00:12:35,015 --> 00:12:37,104
♪ Didn't mean
To sing that song ♪

247
00:12:38,322 --> 00:12:41,325
[both] I love that for you.

248
00:12:50,639 --> 00:12:51,945
Uh, dude...

249
00:12:53,685 --> 00:12:54,817
...where's my car?

250
00:12:55,992 --> 00:12:58,342
[Derrick] Oh, yeah,
it was stolen.

251
00:12:59,430 --> 00:13:01,781
-What?
-Big guy.

252
00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:04,479
Very attractive.

253
00:13:04,566 --> 00:13:06,263
Yeah.

254
00:13:06,350 --> 00:13:09,049
He took it. It's gone. uh...
Very attractive

255
00:13:09,136 --> 00:13:12,574
I saw his whole body
and and his beautiful face.

256
00:13:12,661 --> 00:13:16,447
You know, I could, you know,
definitely identify him,
definitely, Yeah, um...

257
00:13:16,534 --> 00:13:19,799
Because it took a while,
you know, to turn on the car,

258
00:13:19,886 --> 00:13:22,671
and he wanted to pair
his phone to the radio,

259
00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:23,803
maybe he had a playlist...

260
00:13:24,978 --> 00:13:26,240
You didn't think to,
like, say something?

261
00:13:26,327 --> 00:13:28,024
Oh, no,
I didn't think about that.

262
00:13:28,111 --> 00:13:29,460
Derrick, man, we're neighbors,

263
00:13:29,547 --> 00:13:31,375
we're supposed to be
looking out for each other.

264
00:13:31,462 --> 00:13:35,075
Yeah, the world's
ending, so I said,

265
00:13:35,162 --> 00:13:38,687
who gives a fuck, anyway,
about any of this shit,
you know?

266
00:13:38,774 --> 00:13:42,604
2:00 AM, asteroid hits
and then I...

267
00:13:42,691 --> 00:13:44,258
And gone! Gone!

268
00:13:44,345 --> 00:13:46,129
Yeah, yeah, well,
I mean, you know,

269
00:13:46,216 --> 00:13:48,218
we're all, we're all
in the same boat here.

270
00:13:48,305 --> 00:13:50,177
Why do you need
a car today, anyway?

271
00:13:50,264 --> 00:13:52,309
We have some
very big plans for...

272
00:13:52,396 --> 00:13:53,920
Yeah, we had
a pretty epic day plan

273
00:13:54,007 --> 00:13:56,966
-that could have
really used a vehicle.
-Yeah.

274
00:13:57,053 --> 00:13:58,576
All right, then,
we're gonna, uh...

275
00:13:58,663 --> 00:14:01,188
-I guess we're gonna hoof it.
-Okay, hoof away.

276
00:14:01,275 --> 00:14:03,407
-Okay, man.
-Hoof away.

277
00:14:05,932 --> 00:14:08,021
Well, it is
a beautiful day to walk.

278
00:14:21,991 --> 00:14:24,646
The last time we saw Dad was...

279
00:14:24,733 --> 00:14:27,475
I mean, two birthdays ago?

280
00:14:27,562 --> 00:14:29,694
Yeah? I thought
it was last birthday.

281
00:14:29,781 --> 00:14:34,482
No, last birthday,
he had that
creative dream workshop.

282
00:14:34,569 --> 00:14:37,354
And the birthday before that,
he took us
to all-you-can-eat sushi.

283
00:14:37,441 --> 00:14:38,834
-Oh... [speaks indistinctly]
-[man] Hey.

284
00:14:39,443 --> 00:14:41,706
Hi, hello? Yes? No?

285
00:14:41,793 --> 00:14:42,751
-Hi.
-Hi.

286
00:14:42,838 --> 00:14:43,708
You can see me?

287
00:14:43,795 --> 00:14:45,188
[both] Yeah.

288
00:14:45,275 --> 00:14:47,669
-What am I holding?
-Looks like an English muffin.

289
00:14:47,756 --> 00:14:49,976
Okay, what am I doing now?

290
00:14:50,063 --> 00:14:51,978
-Spinning around in circles.
-Spinning in a circle.

291
00:14:52,065 --> 00:14:54,415
Okay. What about now?

292
00:14:54,502 --> 00:14:56,808
-Like a... Like a coy shrug.
-I don't know.

293
00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,158
A "coy" shrug?

294
00:14:58,245 --> 00:14:59,202
What about this?

295
00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:04,468
It's like a phone
that you're not
interested in using.

296
00:15:04,555 --> 00:15:06,949
Ah, well, hello.

297
00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:08,124
It's great to see you.

298
00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:10,648
And it's great
to be seen, I guess.

299
00:15:11,171 --> 00:15:12,433
I guess so, yeah.

300
00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:14,914
I'm Manny, even though
that's Manny in there.

301
00:15:15,001 --> 00:15:16,741
-He's 92.
-[Liza] Wow.

302
00:15:16,828 --> 00:15:18,308
Ninety-one?
Something like that, but...

303
00:15:18,395 --> 00:15:20,615
-You're a YS.
-Yeah.

304
00:15:20,702 --> 00:15:22,051
-YS.
-What's happening?

305
00:15:22,138 --> 00:15:23,531
-Younger self.
-Ha-ha.

306
00:15:25,011 --> 00:15:25,315
-Oh, I see.
Younger self, I get it.
-Younger self.

307
00:15:26,142 --> 00:15:26,882
No, I got it. I just got it.

308
00:15:28,057 --> 00:15:28,710
Why do you think
everyone can see us today?

309
00:15:30,146 --> 00:15:30,625
-I mean, what?
-I think everyone's
just operating

310
00:15:31,713 --> 00:15:32,932
on a higher frequency
or something.

311
00:15:33,019 --> 00:15:34,629
-That makes sense.
-'Cause it's the last day...

312
00:15:34,716 --> 00:15:36,413
-Right.
-...so all of a sudden...

313
00:15:36,500 --> 00:15:37,762
Everything's just heightened.

314
00:15:37,849 --> 00:15:39,460
-I think everything is.
-Wow.

315
00:15:39,547 --> 00:15:40,765
This is incredible.

316
00:15:42,071 --> 00:15:42,506
-It's so nice
to be seen, you know?
-I know.

317
00:15:43,072 --> 00:15:43,943
Like really seen.

318
00:15:45,379 --> 00:15:46,206
It's the stress
of not being seen
that's endless.

319
00:15:47,424 --> 00:15:48,208
When you go into a shop,
try to get service,

320
00:15:49,818 --> 00:15:49,905
-try to get the manager
to show up...
-[Young Liza] Ugh.

321
00:15:50,384 --> 00:15:51,428
...nothing.

322
00:15:53,082 --> 00:15:54,083
Right. So are you
buying clothes online
mostly, then, or...

323
00:15:54,170 --> 00:15:56,956
Uh, honey, we like to shop.

324
00:15:57,043 --> 00:15:58,479
-Really?
-Oh, yeah.

325
00:15:58,566 --> 00:16:00,742
What you guys doing tonight?
What's the story?

326
00:16:00,829 --> 00:16:03,658
Sort of, uh,
ticking off regrets
one by one, you know.

327
00:16:03,745 --> 00:16:05,573
Better get a rush on that.

328
00:16:05,660 --> 00:16:08,184
-Yeah.
-Yeah. Gonna go see Dad first.

329
00:16:08,271 --> 00:16:09,490
[exclaiming excitedly]

330
00:16:10,926 --> 00:16:12,580
What are you gonna do
the rest of the day?

331
00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:14,060
-I'm gonna
finish this sandwich...
-[Liza] Uh-huh.

332
00:16:14,147 --> 00:16:15,365
-...make another sandwich...
-Mmm.

333
00:16:15,452 --> 00:16:17,106
...eat that one, take a nap,

334
00:16:17,193 --> 00:16:18,673
-take care of Manny...
-Uh-huh.

335
00:16:20,240 --> 00:16:20,805
...talk to him a little bit
about his memories and stuff.

336
00:16:22,024 --> 00:16:22,329
I might just
walk around the neighborhood.

337
00:16:23,112 --> 00:16:25,158
Oh! So lovely to meet you.

338
00:16:25,245 --> 00:16:26,420
Yeah, it's great
to meet you, too.

339
00:16:26,507 --> 00:16:27,899
Listen, happy last day.

340
00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,858
Hey, try to remember me
like this.

341
00:16:29,945 --> 00:16:31,294
-[Young Liza chuckling]
-No, no.

342
00:16:32,774 --> 00:16:32,861
-That's a joke.
-That's not how you'll die,
is it?

343
00:16:33,340 --> 00:16:34,297
Oh, no, no.

344
00:16:35,777 --> 00:16:35,864
-You'll wait to explode
like the rest of us.
-Yeah.

345
00:16:36,343 --> 00:16:38,084
Okay, good.

346
00:16:38,171 --> 00:16:39,302
-[Young Liza]
So nice to meet you.
-Bye, guys, nice to meet you.

347
00:16:39,389 --> 00:16:40,216
Bye.

348
00:16:43,437 --> 00:16:45,613
Okay, let's talk about Dad.

349
00:16:45,700 --> 00:16:47,615
No, it's fine,
we don't need to talk about it.

350
00:16:48,485 --> 00:16:49,878
Oh, my God.

351
00:16:50,966 --> 00:16:52,533
What?

352
00:16:52,620 --> 00:16:54,883
Every time you see him,
you don't have
anything prepared,

353
00:16:54,970 --> 00:16:56,841
so you never say
any of the things
that you want to.

354
00:16:56,928 --> 00:16:58,104
Well, I didn't realize
that I needed to have,

355
00:16:58,191 --> 00:17:00,062
like,
a PowerPoint presentation.

356
00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:02,847
Ugh, you're so aggravating.

357
00:17:02,934 --> 00:17:05,111
Why are you being so intense?

358
00:17:12,379 --> 00:17:13,684
Let's keep walking.

359
00:17:17,514 --> 00:17:20,126
Sorry, Dad just
gets me riled up.

360
00:17:20,213 --> 00:17:21,562
It's okay, me too.

361
00:17:23,694 --> 00:17:24,565
We'll be fine.

362
00:17:25,218 --> 00:17:26,610
We'll be honest.

363
00:17:26,697 --> 00:17:28,177
Yeah. We'll be fine.

364
00:17:33,356 --> 00:17:34,401
Hey, Dad,

365
00:17:34,879 --> 00:17:35,793
Hi, honey.

366
00:17:37,839 --> 00:17:39,449
You parched?

367
00:17:39,536 --> 00:17:42,061
You look parched.
How about a brew?

368
00:17:42,148 --> 00:17:43,975
You know, I'm brewing
my own brew now.

369
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:46,065
-I'm actually fine.
-You sure?

370
00:17:46,152 --> 00:17:47,849
-Sure. It's hoppy.
It's good stuff.
-Yeah.

371
00:17:47,936 --> 00:17:49,416
-[chuckles]
-Okay.

372
00:17:51,679 --> 00:17:53,072
You talk to your mom?

373
00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:55,248
No.

374
00:17:55,335 --> 00:17:56,640
-I did.
-Really.

375
00:17:56,727 --> 00:17:57,946
Yeah. I zoomed her.

376
00:17:58,729 --> 00:18:00,731
-Wow.
-On the tower.

377
00:18:00,818 --> 00:18:02,864
you know that, huh...

378
00:18:02,951 --> 00:18:04,822
-It's...
-I was sorry.

379
00:18:04,909 --> 00:18:06,433
-Right.
-And...

380
00:18:07,347 --> 00:18:10,001
-I am, you know.
-Sure.

381
00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:12,961
I know that I wasn't--

382
00:18:14,702 --> 00:18:17,226
But you gotta give me
some credit.

383
00:18:17,313 --> 00:18:22,144
I stayed, and she didn't.

384
00:18:23,014 --> 00:18:24,364
And that's--

385
00:18:24,451 --> 00:18:29,499
Well, I mean, she left
and you stayed, but...

386
00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:36,506
I don't know, you were
just never really

387
00:18:36,593 --> 00:18:38,378
there to begin with.

388
00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:42,947
You just kind
of checked out, man. You were--

389
00:18:44,297 --> 00:18:45,776
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

390
00:18:45,863 --> 00:18:47,648
Yes, Yes, this is--

391
00:18:48,388 --> 00:18:50,738
I want you to know that I--

392
00:18:50,825 --> 00:18:54,742
I didn't-- I didn't want to do
what I did.

393
00:18:56,047 --> 00:19:00,313
I wanted someone
who wasn't your mother.

394
00:19:02,053 --> 00:19:04,665
And I--
And I didn't have the courage

395
00:19:04,752 --> 00:19:09,974
to leave, and it broke her.

396
00:19:11,541 --> 00:19:12,455
Yeah.

397
00:19:13,369 --> 00:19:15,937
And that is-- That's on me.

398
00:19:18,722 --> 00:19:22,248
I was just really scared, Dad.

399
00:19:23,640 --> 00:19:28,167
I know, I mean, I didn't know.
But I know. I know.

400
00:19:28,254 --> 00:19:31,866
I felt really alone,
all the time.

401
00:19:32,780 --> 00:19:34,303
Even when you were there.

402
00:19:35,826 --> 00:19:40,396
And as much I didn't wanna be,
I was like the parent.

403
00:19:40,483 --> 00:19:42,181
And that's really
fucking hard, man.

404
00:19:43,312 --> 00:19:45,314
I could never be the kid.

405
00:19:46,968 --> 00:19:49,449
Could be that, be that now?

406
00:19:51,233 --> 00:19:52,756
What?

407
00:19:52,843 --> 00:19:55,194
Anything you wanna get rid of.

408
00:19:55,281 --> 00:19:59,328
I want--
I want you to give it to me.

409
00:19:59,415 --> 00:20:01,852
-For real?
-Yeah. Yeah, absolutely,

410
00:20:01,939 --> 00:20:03,419
Okay. Whoa.

411
00:20:05,116 --> 00:20:07,597
I--The body
has to take so much in.

412
00:20:07,684 --> 00:20:09,773
You know,
it has to take so much in.

413
00:20:09,860 --> 00:20:11,601
And we don't always know
how to handle it.

414
00:20:11,688 --> 00:20:14,256
Like on a cellular level.

415
00:20:14,343 --> 00:20:19,348
And so it just rattles around
like this energy pinball.

416
00:20:19,435 --> 00:20:22,090
I like to call it
the dense body.

417
00:20:22,177 --> 00:20:24,397
Feel it, Feel it.
Where is it? Where is it?

418
00:20:24,484 --> 00:20:26,921
It lives in there.
Do it with me. Feel it.

419
00:20:27,008 --> 00:20:29,663
Feel it Where is it?
Where's it hurt?

420
00:20:30,272 --> 00:20:31,491
Smash it out.

421
00:20:31,578 --> 00:20:33,319
Give it all. Come on,
give it all to me, Liza.

422
00:20:33,406 --> 00:20:34,929
Give it all.
Give it all. Come on.

423
00:20:35,016 --> 00:20:37,279
-Standing, okay.
-Come on.

424
00:20:37,366 --> 00:20:39,063
-[howling]
-Oh-oh, what's that now?

425
00:20:39,150 --> 00:20:41,196
Give it to me. Give it all.

426
00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:42,284
Give it all. Yeah!

427
00:20:42,371 --> 00:20:45,026
-Oh-oh. Okay.
-Ho! Ho!

428
00:20:45,113 --> 00:20:47,724
I want it all so you don't
have to carry it anymore.

429
00:20:47,811 --> 00:20:50,771
Because it is-- It is mine!

430
00:20:50,858 --> 00:20:51,946
Give it to me!

431
00:20:52,033 --> 00:20:53,600
Give it to me. [screaming]

432
00:20:53,687 --> 00:20:56,124
-[both screaming]
-Give it to me.

433
00:20:56,211 --> 00:20:59,606
-Give it to me.
-[both screaming]

434
00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:04,915
Yeah, yeah!

435
00:21:08,745 --> 00:21:09,616
Ohh...

436
00:21:10,486 --> 00:21:11,531
Whew.

437
00:21:11,618 --> 00:21:13,402
Thanks, Dad.

438
00:21:13,489 --> 00:21:16,840
I'm gonna drive to the ocean,
set sail on the open sea,

439
00:21:16,927 --> 00:21:18,451
swim naked with dolphins.

440
00:21:19,582 --> 00:21:23,020
-You wanna come?
-No. I'm good.

441
00:21:23,107 --> 00:21:27,286
Yeah, Maybe you can just
be the kid tonight, huh?

442
00:21:34,380 --> 00:21:35,337
Who's that?

443
00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:41,300
Bye, Dad.

444
00:21:42,213 --> 00:21:43,302
Bye, Dad.

445
00:21:50,700 --> 00:21:53,964
[howling] Whoo-hoo! Whoo!

446
00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:02,451
So, should we talk
about mom yet?

447
00:22:05,062 --> 00:22:06,325
No, not yet.

448
00:22:25,300 --> 00:22:26,388
It's a little on the nose.

449
00:22:29,435 --> 00:22:30,436
Let's go.

450
00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:33,700
[woman] My mom called me today.

451
00:22:33,787 --> 00:22:36,311
And she said, "Sweetie,
the world's ending,

452
00:22:36,398 --> 00:22:38,748
and everything's going crazy.
What's going on?"

453
00:22:38,835 --> 00:22:40,620
And I said "Yeah, it's too bad.

454
00:22:40,707 --> 00:22:41,925
You know, it is what it is."

455
00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:44,841
She said "You seem
pretty calm about this."

456
00:22:47,017 --> 00:22:48,845
Well, yeah. Every time
you call me feels
like the end of the world.

457
00:22:48,932 --> 00:22:51,282
Uh, do we have
any administrative assistants

458
00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:52,458
in the house?

459
00:22:53,850 --> 00:22:54,721
Make some noise
if you have bureaucracy.

460
00:22:56,157 --> 00:22:56,897
Come on, make some
noise, people. Come on.

461
00:22:58,202 --> 00:23:00,030
Hi. Hey. How you guys
doing tonight?

462
00:23:00,117 --> 00:23:01,728
-Good.
-Uh, yeah.

463
00:23:01,815 --> 00:23:03,251
You know, as good as we can be.

464
00:23:03,338 --> 00:23:05,514
Alright. Uh, what do you do?

465
00:23:05,601 --> 00:23:08,474
Um, I invented an app,
and I sold it.

466
00:23:08,561 --> 00:23:10,563
She's actually
a very gifted coder.

467
00:23:10,650 --> 00:23:13,522
Okay. Got a little woman
in STEM over here.

468
00:23:13,609 --> 00:23:16,482
Let's make some noise
for women in STEM.

469
00:23:16,569 --> 00:23:17,744
[Young Liza clapping]

470
00:23:17,831 --> 00:23:19,049
Awesome.

471
00:23:20,529 --> 00:23:21,138
This is kind of my first time
doing this,

472
00:23:21,922 --> 00:23:22,575
If I'm being honest.

473
00:23:24,228 --> 00:23:26,187
I've been a teacher in the
LA public school system.

474
00:23:26,274 --> 00:23:29,233
But I've always dreamed
of being a standup. So...

475
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:30,539
This kid asked me

476
00:23:30,626 --> 00:23:31,801
"What's the homework today?"

477
00:23:31,888 --> 00:23:33,760
I said,
"Do whatever you want."

478
00:23:33,847 --> 00:23:36,763
You know, there's no
assignment today.

479
00:23:36,850 --> 00:23:38,155
Everything is, um--

480
00:23:38,242 --> 00:23:40,157
Yeah, the only assignment
is death.

481
00:23:43,204 --> 00:23:45,641
Well, that's--
That's sort of been my time.

482
00:23:46,773 --> 00:23:49,993
Thanks! Thank you.
Pretty cool.

483
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:54,084
Um, well, listen, I'll be here
uh, all night,

484
00:23:54,171 --> 00:23:56,435
however long the night lasts.

485
00:23:56,522 --> 00:23:58,872
So-- Hey where are you from?

486
00:24:03,746 --> 00:24:05,966
Wait. Is that the same dude?

487
00:24:09,535 --> 00:24:10,840
Yeah, keep walking.

488
00:24:31,426 --> 00:24:35,691
♪ I don't know
How long it's been ♪

489
00:24:39,739 --> 00:24:43,482
♪ Or how long it will be

490
00:24:47,355 --> 00:24:51,707
♪ Those kind of things
Aren't up to me ♪

491
00:24:53,970 --> 00:24:57,844
♪ When we do
Where do we go? ♪

492
00:25:01,587 --> 00:25:06,505
♪ What kind of feelings
I should show? ♪

493
00:25:07,767 --> 00:25:11,814
♪ Which direction we would go

494
00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:16,384
♪ How much I love you

495
00:25:20,431 --> 00:25:27,308
♪ And I wish
That we could grow ♪

496
00:25:33,227 --> 00:25:35,708
Wow! We were
not expecting this

497
00:25:35,795 --> 00:25:37,623
when we were
walking up this street.

498
00:25:38,624 --> 00:25:40,582
That was fucking incredible.

499
00:25:40,669 --> 00:25:42,541
If you had a hat down
I would give you all my money.

500
00:25:43,237 --> 00:25:44,281
If I had any.

501
00:25:44,368 --> 00:25:46,066
I started off busking

502
00:25:46,153 --> 00:25:48,242
and I figured this would be
a way to go.

503
00:25:48,329 --> 00:25:50,157
-So beautiful.
-Love it.

504
00:25:50,244 --> 00:25:51,201
[woman] Thank you.

505
00:25:52,246 --> 00:25:52,681
Well, it means a lot
that you're here

506
00:25:53,247 --> 00:25:54,291
to hear this song

507
00:25:54,378 --> 00:25:57,251
because I wrote it
as a as a duet.

508
00:25:57,338 --> 00:25:59,427
-Oh, no way.
-Yeah.

509
00:25:59,514 --> 00:26:00,559
For my friend Rita.

510
00:26:00,646 --> 00:26:02,386
Oh, cool.

511
00:26:02,648 --> 00:26:03,562
Yeah.

512
00:26:04,388 --> 00:26:07,130
She, uh, um, she's passed away.

513
00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:12,092
And so, um, I haven't been able
to sing it with her, but...

514
00:26:12,179 --> 00:26:14,268
Would you
wanna sing it with me?

515
00:26:14,355 --> 00:26:16,096
-Oh, no, no, no.
-Yeah.

516
00:26:16,183 --> 00:26:17,576
-No, thank you.
-That'll be fun.

517
00:26:17,663 --> 00:26:18,925
-C'mon.
-No, no, please. No.

518
00:26:19,012 --> 00:26:20,840
She's so good.

519
00:26:20,927 --> 00:26:22,363
No, no, I really--

520
00:26:22,450 --> 00:26:25,322
She used to be in a band
in High School.

521
00:26:25,409 --> 00:26:26,933
When is there
ever a better day?

522
00:26:27,020 --> 00:26:28,543
-It's true.
-Yeah.

523
00:26:28,630 --> 00:26:31,415
Today is certainly just
the fuck it of all days.

524
00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:34,810
-Just a fucking song, so.
-Okay.

525
00:26:34,897 --> 00:26:37,030
-Why don't you sing?
-Okay.

526
00:26:37,117 --> 00:26:40,250
-She's-- She's good.
-I'll help then.

527
00:26:40,337 --> 00:26:42,426
You'll do it?
You'll both do it?

528
00:26:42,513 --> 00:26:43,863
I'll get there. I'll get there.

529
00:26:43,950 --> 00:26:45,038
You'll catch on.

530
00:26:55,657 --> 00:26:59,443
♪ I don't know long it's been

531
00:27:04,231 --> 00:27:08,017
♪ Or how long it will be

532
00:27:10,803 --> 00:27:17,679
♪ Promises stranded
On an island Where you lay ♪

533
00:27:18,811 --> 00:27:22,075
♪ I can't forget that day

534
00:27:22,989 --> 00:27:24,207
You got it?

535
00:27:25,382 --> 00:27:30,823
♪ Tears roll down your face

536
00:27:30,910 --> 00:27:35,218
♪ There was
Nothing left to say ♪

537
00:27:37,177 --> 00:27:40,136
[together]
♪ How much I loved you

538
00:27:40,223 --> 00:27:47,187
♪ And I wish
That we could grow ♪

539
00:27:49,798 --> 00:27:53,541
♪ How much I loved you

540
00:27:53,628 --> 00:28:00,591
♪ And I wish
That we could grow ♪

541
00:28:03,638 --> 00:28:07,033
♪ How much I loved you

542
00:28:07,120 --> 00:28:14,040
♪ And I wish
That we could grow ♪

543
00:28:16,956 --> 00:28:20,742
♪ How much I loved you

544
00:28:20,829 --> 00:28:27,749
♪ And I wish
That we could grow ♪

545
00:28:35,888 --> 00:28:38,673
-That was so beautiful.
-[Liza] Oh, man.

546
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:41,458
-Thank you so much.
-[singer] Thank you.

547
00:28:41,545 --> 00:28:44,897
It's a shame. I feel like
we could've been great friends.

548
00:28:45,288 --> 00:28:47,116
I know.

549
00:28:47,203 --> 00:28:51,033
Well, um well,
maybe the next one.

550
00:28:52,687 --> 00:28:54,384
Yeah, maybe
I'll just see you later.

551
00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:59,389
-Bye.
-Bye, thank you.

552
00:29:02,958 --> 00:29:04,090
C'mon.

553
00:29:05,526 --> 00:29:07,528
Okay, next up...

554
00:29:10,531 --> 00:29:12,185
[Liza] Man, I really fucked up.

555
00:29:12,881 --> 00:29:14,317
Just been a shitty friend,

556
00:29:14,404 --> 00:29:17,277
just been self-absorbed
and stubborn.

557
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:20,715
She did kind of worry
about it, you know.

558
00:29:20,802 --> 00:29:22,369
Yeah, and I wouldn't hear it.

559
00:29:22,456 --> 00:29:23,936
Let the dude get in the middle.

560
00:29:24,937 --> 00:29:26,460
Really good thing.

561
00:29:27,156 --> 00:29:30,464
How very 1990's of me.

562
00:29:30,551 --> 00:29:32,945
She wasn't completely
innocent either, though.

563
00:29:34,511 --> 00:29:37,863
Aww.
I love this side of you.

564
00:29:43,216 --> 00:29:45,000
Yeah. I don't think
I can do this.

565
00:29:45,696 --> 00:29:48,612
What? Yes, you can.

566
00:29:48,699 --> 00:29:50,658
It's just-- It's gonna be
so uncomfortable, man.

567
00:29:50,745 --> 00:29:53,182
And like, who knows
if she even wants to see me?

568
00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:54,488
This was a terrible idea.

569
00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:55,881
Honestly, I don't know
why I even listen to you.

570
00:29:56,359 --> 00:29:57,273
Oh, my God.

571
00:29:58,361 --> 00:29:59,145
When have I
ever steered you wrong?

572
00:30:00,842 --> 00:30:02,975
I don't know. I've never really
let you steer before.

573
00:30:03,758 --> 00:30:05,368
I got you.

574
00:30:17,206 --> 00:30:18,294
[clears throat]

575
00:30:28,435 --> 00:30:29,958
-Listen.
-It's done-- It's.

576
00:30:30,045 --> 00:30:32,308
-Sorry.
-You go.

577
00:30:32,395 --> 00:30:33,396
-Okay, it's that--
-I just feel that--

578
00:30:34,223 --> 00:30:35,268
Sorry.

579
00:30:35,355 --> 00:30:37,357
You go.

580
00:30:37,444 --> 00:30:39,402
I feel like you weren't
really listening to me

581
00:30:39,489 --> 00:30:42,057
when I was trying to explain
to you what you are worth.

582
00:30:42,144 --> 00:30:43,189
-I know.
-But you wanted

583
00:30:43,276 --> 00:30:44,538
something different
for yourself.

584
00:30:45,931 --> 00:30:46,714
I was like a lesser version
of myself at the time.

585
00:30:48,368 --> 00:30:50,152
-You were.
-And actually embarrassed.
You know what I mean.

586
00:30:50,239 --> 00:30:53,112
-...kind of subpar.
-Say my truth for a second,

587
00:30:53,199 --> 00:30:54,113
Yes, I want that.

588
00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:56,071
You also sort of abandoned me.

589
00:30:56,158 --> 00:30:58,595
-That abandonment
was part of it.
-It was so annoying

590
00:30:58,682 --> 00:31:01,163
to be the friend with
the shitty dude.

591
00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:04,688
But you were with
the shitty dude.
He was the worst...

592
00:31:04,775 --> 00:31:06,908
And you're feeling were...

593
00:31:06,995 --> 00:31:09,780
And that is why I feel like
I need you to recognize

594
00:31:09,868 --> 00:31:11,391
how I was
developing psychically,

595
00:31:11,478 --> 00:31:13,306
which you didn't really
pay attention to.

596
00:31:13,393 --> 00:31:16,526
And that is an ability
that I scoffed at
for a long time.

597
00:31:16,613 --> 00:31:18,398
And that was something
I was trying to use
for your benefit.

598
00:31:18,485 --> 00:31:20,356
-...wanted you to see it.
-And I know that now.

599
00:31:23,185 --> 00:31:25,274
-Thank you.
-That makes a lot of sense.

600
00:31:25,361 --> 00:31:27,973
I, like-- I actually
feel so heard.

601
00:31:28,060 --> 00:31:29,539
-I do too.
-Thank you for hearing me.

602
00:31:29,626 --> 00:31:30,584
Wow.

603
00:31:30,671 --> 00:31:31,977
-Wow.
-Wow.

604
00:31:32,064 --> 00:31:33,587
I have a literally been saying
that in my head

605
00:31:33,674 --> 00:31:35,284
-for like seven years.
-Years.

606
00:31:35,371 --> 00:31:37,025
-I was so scared...
-I was so scared of you.

607
00:31:37,112 --> 00:31:38,679
[Ala] I was so sacred,
you were so scary.

608
00:31:38,766 --> 00:31:39,898
That's why I'm on the street.

609
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:41,247
That time, honestly
I saw you on the street

610
00:31:42,552 --> 00:31:42,639
-and I didn't walk up
to you, so weird.
-No!

611
00:31:43,597 --> 00:31:43,684
I saw you
and I was like, "Oh!"

612
00:31:45,033 --> 00:31:45,816
I lost it and I was just like,
what is this life?

613
00:31:47,035 --> 00:31:48,819
I just want go talk to you
because like...

614
00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:50,604
-I know.
-Friend, you're my best friend.

615
00:31:50,691 --> 00:31:53,128
-You were like a limb.
-That kills me, dude.

616
00:31:53,215 --> 00:31:55,478
You saw me and that
you couldn't say hi to me

617
00:31:55,565 --> 00:31:57,393
because I was such a dick.

618
00:31:57,480 --> 00:31:58,742
...talking to a stupid girl,

619
00:31:58,829 --> 00:32:00,614
and I was like
is that your friend?

620
00:32:00,701 --> 00:32:02,485
No, I don't have any.

621
00:32:02,572 --> 00:32:03,922
I don't either.

622
00:32:04,009 --> 00:32:07,316
I've just been sitting
in the drudge of solitude.

623
00:32:07,403 --> 00:32:09,840
And I was seeing
that because I--

624
00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:11,538
You've a gift.

625
00:32:11,625 --> 00:32:13,061
And honestly like,
I don't want to brag about it.

626
00:32:13,148 --> 00:32:14,889
I don't need to be like
I have this thing, but like--

627
00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:16,151
I haven't witnessed it.

628
00:32:16,238 --> 00:32:17,936
But I'm just I'm hearing you
tell me that.

629
00:32:18,023 --> 00:32:19,589
And if you tell me that,
then I believe you.

630
00:32:19,676 --> 00:32:23,332
I have developed
psychically to the place

631
00:32:23,419 --> 00:32:25,682
where I am capable
of extraordinary things.

632
00:32:25,769 --> 00:32:27,249
And it doesn't come
without hard work.

633
00:32:27,336 --> 00:32:30,296
I trained, you know,
I'm Reiki one certified.

634
00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:32,646
-Wow!
-Yeah, that just came
in the mail.

635
00:32:32,733 --> 00:32:34,039
But, like everyone
is operating on this,

636
00:32:34,126 --> 00:32:35,431
like other level today,

637
00:32:35,518 --> 00:32:37,216
-Up here.
-...and I see now

638
00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:40,088
your gift is real,
and I am sorry.

639
00:32:40,175 --> 00:32:42,438
You see the future, man,
that is cool.

640
00:32:42,525 --> 00:32:43,831
It's crazy.

641
00:32:45,224 --> 00:32:46,181
And so when I knew that Larry
was a piece of shit

642
00:32:46,268 --> 00:32:47,835
and he-- Honestly like,
I'm sorry,

643
00:32:47,922 --> 00:32:49,445
I feel like now we can take
space from it

644
00:32:49,532 --> 00:32:50,707
and see that he was.

645
00:32:51,970 --> 00:32:52,796
-The fucking worst!
-He was a trash person.

646
00:32:53,841 --> 00:32:54,798
-I know.
-Whatever happened to Nate?

647
00:32:54,885 --> 00:32:56,539
Remember Nate? He was good.

648
00:32:56,626 --> 00:32:57,976
It's funny you should
ask about Nate.

649
00:32:58,063 --> 00:32:59,673
Well, there's so much
to catch up on.

650
00:32:59,760 --> 00:33:02,067
Some shit went down
after we stopped speaking.

651
00:33:02,154 --> 00:33:04,678
We got drunk-- Oh, you know.
Oh fuck, of course you know.

652
00:33:04,765 --> 00:33:06,636
I want you to go through it
with me

653
00:33:06,723 --> 00:33:08,769
because it's helpful
as confirmation

654
00:33:08,856 --> 00:33:10,510
almost for like,
how I practice?

655
00:33:10,597 --> 00:33:13,382
Sure. So we got very drunk
one night,

656
00:33:13,469 --> 00:33:18,344
and, um, he end up like
telling me

657
00:33:18,431 --> 00:33:19,562
[whispers] that he loved me.

658
00:33:19,649 --> 00:33:21,956
He loved you. Oh, my God.

659
00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:23,740
And to come out of that mouth.

660
00:33:23,827 --> 00:33:26,134
-I know.
-With those eyes.

661
00:33:26,221 --> 00:33:29,572
-It was like la-la-la-la-la.
-God

662
00:33:29,659 --> 00:33:30,660
And then we end up, like,

663
00:33:31,748 --> 00:33:31,835
of course, like,
hooking up a little bit.

664
00:33:32,923 --> 00:33:34,708
-And it was fireworks.
-Fucking beyond.

665
00:33:34,795 --> 00:33:36,536
-Dynamite.
-Earthquakes.

666
00:33:38,016 --> 00:33:39,495
-And then I freaked out.
-Yeah.

667
00:33:39,582 --> 00:33:42,411
And I shut down
and pushed him away.

668
00:33:42,498 --> 00:33:43,586
And he was so vulnerable

669
00:33:44,761 --> 00:33:45,110
that of course,
he was, like, humiliated.

670
00:33:46,328 --> 00:33:46,546
And then it just made
everything so weird.

671
00:33:47,460 --> 00:33:47,677
We couldn't be friends any more

672
00:33:48,809 --> 00:33:48,896
then he started
dating somebody else.

673
00:33:49,418 --> 00:33:49,897
What happened?

674
00:33:50,898 --> 00:33:51,507
-Remind me. I mean.
-I saw him.

675
00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:52,726
-Yup.
-Today.

676
00:33:52,813 --> 00:33:55,424
-Hmm-mm
-After years of not speaking.

677
00:33:55,511 --> 00:33:58,166
But he also was like,
I'm going to Mandy's party.

678
00:33:58,253 --> 00:34:00,560
I'd like to tell Nate that I--

679
00:34:01,735 --> 00:34:03,041
-Love him.
-Love him.

680
00:34:03,128 --> 00:34:04,868
-I've always been
in love with him.
-Yes!

681
00:34:04,955 --> 00:34:08,002
The time is now
because I got to tell you,

682
00:34:08,089 --> 00:34:10,787
your after life
is honestly unfair.

683
00:34:10,874 --> 00:34:12,528
It is unjust how good it is.

684
00:34:12,615 --> 00:34:15,053
Like I can't. Woo! I wanna,
kind of wanna tell you,

685
00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:17,794
but I don't want to fuck it up
because of no ripple effect.

686
00:34:17,881 --> 00:34:19,927
No, you obviously
have to tell me now.

687
00:34:20,014 --> 00:34:22,147
I'm gonna tell you one word,
just one word.

688
00:34:24,323 --> 00:34:25,411
Chalamet.

689
00:34:26,629 --> 00:34:28,979
-Shut up.
-Life partners.

690
00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:31,025
-No. For life?
-Life partners.

691
00:34:31,112 --> 00:34:32,331
For life, for that life.

692
00:34:32,418 --> 00:34:34,246
-In the afterlife?
-In the afterlife.

693
00:34:34,333 --> 00:34:36,465
-Timothee.
-[whispering] Timothee.

694
00:34:37,597 --> 00:34:38,728
Chalamet.

695
00:34:40,469 --> 00:34:41,905
Wow!

696
00:34:41,992 --> 00:34:47,433
Also, I see a lot of dairy,
with zero consequences.

697
00:34:47,520 --> 00:34:50,740
I am lactose tolerant
and fucking Timmy.

698
00:34:50,827 --> 00:34:51,915
That's right.

699
00:34:52,002 --> 00:34:54,701
-Holy shit.
-Thank you for coming by.

700
00:34:54,788 --> 00:34:56,268
Thank you for receiving me.

701
00:34:56,355 --> 00:34:59,227
Uh, you're so fucking stupid.
I love you so much.

702
00:34:59,314 --> 00:35:02,448
You're so stupid. I love you.
You're fucked, Okay.

703
00:35:03,405 --> 00:35:05,277
-Bye.
-Bye. [groans]

704
00:35:15,069 --> 00:35:16,157
Fucking nightmare.

705
00:35:17,898 --> 00:35:18,986
That was cool.

706
00:35:19,073 --> 00:35:21,380
-She is so great.
-She is the coolest.

707
00:35:21,467 --> 00:35:24,339
-Feels so good to be honest,
you know.
-Right?

708
00:35:25,035 --> 00:35:26,211
You were so scared,

709
00:35:26,298 --> 00:35:28,604
I mean, so scared
to confront things.

710
00:35:28,691 --> 00:35:32,913
And then it's like,
who's direct? This guy.

711
00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:35,524
Hey, can I be direct?

712
00:35:35,611 --> 00:35:36,917
Sure.

713
00:35:37,004 --> 00:35:38,745
Please stop
walking in front of me.

714
00:35:38,832 --> 00:35:40,312
I'm not walking
in front of you.

715
00:35:43,532 --> 00:35:44,968
Thank you.

716
00:35:45,055 --> 00:35:46,056
See, I like this.

717
00:35:47,188 --> 00:35:48,668
I like being next to you.

718
00:35:54,064 --> 00:35:56,458
-Where're you going?
-You gotta stay next to me.

719
00:35:56,545 --> 00:35:57,894
-No.
-C'mon.

720
00:35:58,504 --> 00:35:59,679
C'mon.

721
00:35:59,766 --> 00:36:02,551
[grunting]

722
00:36:02,638 --> 00:36:05,946
Oh, she burns. She burns good.

723
00:36:14,041 --> 00:36:15,173
Is that Mandy?

724
00:36:23,964 --> 00:36:25,139
It can't be.

725
00:36:25,226 --> 00:36:26,749
-No.
-I don't think so.

726
00:36:27,489 --> 00:36:28,751
She's home. She's preparing.

727
00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:38,413
[Liza] Okay, who's next?

728
00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:39,893
[Young Liza] Larry.

729
00:36:42,896 --> 00:36:44,985
Hey. Hi.

730
00:36:45,072 --> 00:36:47,770
Sorry. Um, do you know
if the Getty's opened today?

731
00:36:47,857 --> 00:36:49,163
Uh?

732
00:36:51,948 --> 00:36:52,819
Liza?

733
00:36:54,255 --> 00:36:55,517
It's Sal.

734
00:36:55,604 --> 00:36:59,565
[gasps] Sal Benedetti.

735
00:36:59,652 --> 00:37:00,783
First kiss.

736
00:37:02,045 --> 00:37:03,395
-Yeah.
-Oh, my God.

737
00:37:03,482 --> 00:37:06,049
-By the...
-...yeah.

738
00:37:06,136 --> 00:37:10,184
-Cast party.
-Cast party for the Music Man!

739
00:37:10,271 --> 00:37:13,405
I wouldn't have recognized.
But you really uh...

740
00:37:14,449 --> 00:37:16,495
-I grew up.
-You have grown up.

741
00:37:16,582 --> 00:37:18,061
-Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
-Yeah.

742
00:37:19,628 --> 00:37:20,977
You were so good in theater.
Whatever, did anything happen?

743
00:37:21,064 --> 00:37:23,458
Thank you. No, I...
You know I do sex therapy

744
00:37:23,545 --> 00:37:26,722
I do climax
therapy specifically.

745
00:37:26,809 --> 00:37:29,029
I help couples
who are having block

746
00:37:29,116 --> 00:37:30,857
sort of reach climax.

747
00:37:30,944 --> 00:37:33,990
And today's been busy.

748
00:37:34,077 --> 00:37:36,166
Is it a sort of a water based?

749
00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:39,953
No. I had a client that wanted
to make love in the pool.

750
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:43,261
So I was there
to sort of facilitate.

751
00:37:43,348 --> 00:37:45,045
So you're in the water
with them?

752
00:37:45,132 --> 00:37:48,266
I was-- Not every client
needs me to be that close,

753
00:37:48,353 --> 00:37:50,703
but I do dip in for some. Yeah.

754
00:37:50,790 --> 00:37:52,879
-You dip in?
-Yeah. I, uh, yeah.

755
00:37:52,966 --> 00:37:54,663
But you don't "dip in"?

756
00:37:54,750 --> 00:37:55,882
No, no, no, no.

757
00:37:57,100 --> 00:37:57,275
I don't partake
in the love making though.

758
00:37:58,580 --> 00:38:00,843
-Wow,
-It's so insane to see you.

759
00:38:00,930 --> 00:38:03,803
Wow, what a pleasure
to see you in--

760
00:38:03,890 --> 00:38:05,413
In the flesh, in so much flesh.

761
00:38:06,022 --> 00:38:07,110
Thank you.

762
00:38:07,807 --> 00:38:09,112
Sal Benedetti.

763
00:38:09,199 --> 00:38:11,985
Listen, when you do
go out tonight,

764
00:38:13,726 --> 00:38:16,685
really breathe through it
and let whatever comes...

765
00:38:17,599 --> 00:38:18,687
Come.

766
00:38:19,209 --> 00:38:20,167
Thank you.

767
00:38:21,168 --> 00:38:23,953
Welcome. And that's for free

768
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:25,564
[Liza laughs]

769
00:38:25,651 --> 00:38:27,522
-All right. Wow.
-Wow.

770
00:38:28,871 --> 00:38:30,569
-See you, Sal.
-Bye, Liza.

771
00:38:32,266 --> 00:38:33,572
[Liza] See you in the next one.

772
00:38:33,659 --> 00:38:35,661
I hope so. And you know what?
You will.

773
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:38,925
Rock on.

774
00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:46,411
[Liza] Man, Sal Benedetti.

775
00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:49,631
[Young Liza] You had
terrible taste in men.

776
00:38:49,718 --> 00:38:50,893
[Liza] Yeah, truly.

777
00:38:52,678 --> 00:38:55,855
-Hey, can I tell you a secret?
-Mmm-hmm.

778
00:38:55,942 --> 00:38:58,684
[Liza] I considered fucking
that dude in the tent today.

779
00:38:58,771 --> 00:38:59,641
[Young Liza] What?

780
00:39:01,382 --> 00:39:02,557
Jesus, dude.

781
00:39:03,471 --> 00:39:05,386
Honestly, what is your type?

782
00:39:05,473 --> 00:39:07,388
[Liza] Oh, you know,
anyone who will give me

783
00:39:07,475 --> 00:39:09,042
a modicum of attention,

784
00:39:09,129 --> 00:39:11,349
paired with a promise
of rejection.

785
00:39:11,436 --> 00:39:14,047
A little seductive,
a little sociopathic.

786
00:39:14,134 --> 00:39:17,616
You know, someone who could
potentially love me,

787
00:39:17,703 --> 00:39:18,704
but also prove to me

788
00:39:19,792 --> 00:39:20,532
that ultimately,
I'm unworthy of love.

789
00:39:21,968 --> 00:39:23,361
[Young Liza]
I don't believe that.

790
00:39:24,536 --> 00:39:26,494
[Liza] Oh, no.

791
00:39:26,581 --> 00:39:27,843
[Young Liza]
You wanna be loved.

792
00:39:29,410 --> 00:39:31,630
Like, really loved.

793
00:39:33,893 --> 00:39:36,809
Today we take no prisoners,

794
00:39:36,896 --> 00:39:39,028
today we see
what that looks like.

795
00:39:40,508 --> 00:39:43,163
♪ Love, I'm a victim of love

796
00:39:43,250 --> 00:39:45,339
♪ I'm addicted to love

797
00:39:45,426 --> 00:39:47,341
♪ I know that you hate me

798
00:39:47,428 --> 00:39:49,430
♪ But I'm meant to be loved

799
00:39:49,517 --> 00:39:51,519
♪ I'm a victim of love

800
00:39:51,606 --> 00:39:53,608
♪ I'm addicted to love

801
00:39:53,695 --> 00:39:55,871
♪ I know that you hate me

802
00:39:55,958 --> 00:39:59,875
♪ But I'm meant to be loved

803
00:40:05,533 --> 00:40:09,232
♪ Honey honey
Just like money money♪

804
00:40:09,319 --> 00:40:13,367
♪ Keep 'em comin', comin'
So ironic-ronic ♪

805
00:40:13,454 --> 00:40:16,501
♪ Just like money money

806
00:40:16,588 --> 00:40:18,546
♪ Keep 'em comin', comin'

807
00:40:18,633 --> 00:40:20,635
♪ So ironic-ronic

808
00:40:20,722 --> 00:40:21,897
♪ Love

809
00:40:24,900 --> 00:40:25,858
What the...

810
00:40:28,121 --> 00:40:29,644
They say go with vintage.

811
00:40:29,731 --> 00:40:31,690
Go with vintage. You couldn't
just get a Bluetooth speaker

812
00:40:36,608 --> 00:40:37,565
Fuck this.

813
00:40:45,573 --> 00:40:46,531
Hey!

814
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:50,012
-Hey.
-You're not using this anymore?

815
00:40:51,144 --> 00:40:52,058
No.

816
00:40:53,233 --> 00:40:54,190
Cool.

817
00:41:12,121 --> 00:41:14,167
Hey, Liza.

818
00:41:14,254 --> 00:41:15,429
You here to tell me
you love me.

819
00:41:15,908 --> 00:41:19,346
No, I'm here to

820
00:41:22,436 --> 00:41:27,485
to remind you of the mess

821
00:41:28,398 --> 00:41:31,053
you left when you went away.

822
00:41:31,140 --> 00:41:34,143
Because it's not fair, dude,

823
00:41:34,230 --> 00:41:39,322
to deny me of the cross I bear

824
00:41:40,454 --> 00:41:42,021
that you fucking gave to me.

825
00:41:42,369 --> 00:41:43,326
Right.

826
00:41:44,327 --> 00:41:45,764
That makes a lot of sense.

827
00:41:45,851 --> 00:41:46,895
And I hear you.

828
00:41:46,982 --> 00:41:48,767
I hear everything you're saying

829
00:41:48,854 --> 00:41:51,160
because there's nothing
coming out of those speakers.

830
00:41:51,247 --> 00:41:52,901
I know, I found it
on the street

831
00:41:52,988 --> 00:41:54,555
but I thought it was
a cool visual.

832
00:41:54,642 --> 00:41:57,602
-[Larry] Okay.
-[Liza] I think it's broken.

833
00:41:57,689 --> 00:41:59,255
I'm on my way down. Can I
get you anything to drink?

834
00:41:59,778 --> 00:42:01,475
No, I'm fine.

835
00:42:01,562 --> 00:42:03,869
Not a seltzer water,
flaming hot Cheetos,
something like that.

836
00:42:03,956 --> 00:42:06,088
No, I don't eat Cheetos, man.

837
00:42:06,175 --> 00:42:07,829
You know that about me?

838
00:42:07,916 --> 00:42:09,657
Those bright ass lips. You've
been eating something red.

839
00:42:10,571 --> 00:42:12,704
I love you. Okay.

840
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:15,924
He said he loved me.

841
00:42:19,798 --> 00:42:24,672
Larry, I feel like I never got
the opportunity to tell you

842
00:42:24,759 --> 00:42:27,283
that you really hurt me,
you know?

843
00:42:27,370 --> 00:42:29,764
And like what we had was real,

844
00:42:29,851 --> 00:42:31,200
and you made me feel
like it wasn't real.

845
00:42:31,287 --> 00:42:33,028
And when you just, like,
ghost a person

846
00:42:33,115 --> 00:42:35,161
and don't respond to
any of my texts,

847
00:42:35,248 --> 00:42:38,556
like I had no closure on us.

848
00:42:38,643 --> 00:42:40,645
That's right. No, closure.

849
00:42:40,732 --> 00:42:42,124
I think it's important
to have closure,

850
00:42:42,211 --> 00:42:43,561
and you didn't get that
from me.

851
00:42:43,648 --> 00:42:45,911
I'm here. I'm here
lay it on me, let me receive.

852
00:42:45,998 --> 00:42:47,739
You know, this has been
happening all day.

853
00:42:48,217 --> 00:42:49,567
This?

854
00:42:49,654 --> 00:42:50,959
Yeah, girls coming over
and telling me like it is.

855
00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:54,528
Yes, I did cheat on you,
seven times.

856
00:42:54,615 --> 00:42:57,444
Seven times? You told me
you cheated on me two times.

857
00:42:58,445 --> 00:43:00,665
Uh, yeah, with women, yeah.

858
00:43:00,752 --> 00:43:02,405
But it's not about
the number, okay?

859
00:43:02,492 --> 00:43:04,973
It's about what we did
in those positions
that we did it in.

860
00:43:05,060 --> 00:43:06,627
Sure, you don't like
to get weird?

861
00:43:06,714 --> 00:43:08,455
You don't like to play
with my butt,

862
00:43:08,542 --> 00:43:10,936
and they do, and that's fine,

863
00:43:11,023 --> 00:43:13,329
because that's not
what you're into, okay?

864
00:43:13,416 --> 00:43:14,853
You don't like to get weird
on the brown line.

865
00:43:15,505 --> 00:43:16,855
No, I don't.

866
00:43:16,942 --> 00:43:18,987
I don't travel
on the brown line.

867
00:43:19,074 --> 00:43:21,860
And that's one of my main forms
of transportation.

868
00:43:21,947 --> 00:43:23,557
And the women
that I cheated on you

869
00:43:23,644 --> 00:43:25,864
and some of the others,
they knew that about me.

870
00:43:25,951 --> 00:43:27,387
And I was just getting
some things out.

871
00:43:27,474 --> 00:43:28,693
The time we went to Anguilla.

872
00:43:28,780 --> 00:43:30,216
We never went to Anguilla.

873
00:43:32,261 --> 00:43:33,785
Yeah, I know we never
went to...

874
00:43:33,872 --> 00:43:36,091
I was saying, like, in a...

875
00:43:37,223 --> 00:43:38,659
We never went to... You didn't?

876
00:43:38,746 --> 00:43:40,400
No!

877
00:43:40,487 --> 00:43:42,445
I tried to take us
on a vacation
for our anniversary.

878
00:43:42,532 --> 00:43:46,885
You said that you had to work,
and then I walked in on you...

879
00:43:46,972 --> 00:43:47,929
Putting that work in.

880
00:43:48,016 --> 00:43:49,148
Yeah, you were working.

881
00:43:49,235 --> 00:43:51,890
Look, we never
went on vacation, okay?

882
00:43:51,977 --> 00:43:54,196
You definitely asked me to.

883
00:43:54,283 --> 00:43:58,157
And when you come home,
you find me going to town
on some lady.

884
00:43:58,244 --> 00:44:00,768
That's low.

885
00:44:00,855 --> 00:44:02,291
-[Liza] Yeah.
-[Larry] That's very low.

886
00:44:02,378 --> 00:44:04,337
You're just repeating
shit I say.

887
00:44:04,424 --> 00:44:07,427
Ain't that like me?
To just repeat things you say.

888
00:44:07,514 --> 00:44:09,124
-[Liza] Yes.
-[Larry] I'm ashamed of me.

889
00:44:09,211 --> 00:44:11,213
Because I'm not just cheating
on you, I'm cheating on myself,

890
00:44:11,300 --> 00:44:14,173
and I'm cheating on the people
that count on me the most.

891
00:44:14,260 --> 00:44:16,479
Don't do that. Don't do that
with your voice.
You're not crying.

892
00:44:16,566 --> 00:44:18,873
It's not you, okay. It's one...

893
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:20,396
It's partly you but it's me.

894
00:44:20,483 --> 00:44:23,051
No, it's me because it's we.

895
00:44:24,009 --> 00:44:25,097
It's all of us, really.

896
00:44:25,184 --> 00:44:26,489
What world are we living in?

897
00:44:26,576 --> 00:44:29,231
Uh, we got to get it together
as a people.

898
00:44:29,318 --> 00:44:30,755
We got to stand up.

899
00:44:31,538 --> 00:44:33,018
And we got to say no!

900
00:44:33,714 --> 00:44:34,759
To what?

901
00:44:34,846 --> 00:44:37,109
Temptation, also
The Temptations.

902
00:44:37,196 --> 00:44:40,808
If you put Temptations on
when a lady walks through
this door, panties drop.

903
00:44:40,895 --> 00:44:43,681
Larry! Get down here, Larry.
I need to talk to you.

904
00:44:43,768 --> 00:44:45,770
I got to get some things
off my chest.

905
00:44:45,857 --> 00:44:47,641
-Larry? You hiding?
-[Liza] Yeah, he's here.

906
00:44:47,728 --> 00:44:48,555
[Larry] No, I'm not hiding.

907
00:44:48,642 --> 00:44:50,905
I'm so sorry to interrupt.

908
00:44:50,992 --> 00:44:53,821
I have some things
that I need to get
off my chest.

909
00:44:53,908 --> 00:44:56,084
You know what?

910
00:44:58,391 --> 00:44:59,566
And all I'm going to say is
I walked that brown fine line
and it was not worth it, okay?

911
00:45:01,133 --> 00:45:01,786
That's actually very good
for me to hear
because I didn't.

912
00:45:01,873 --> 00:45:03,178
You're welcome.

913
00:45:04,571 --> 00:45:04,658
And I've sort of regretted it
because I felt like

914
00:45:05,790 --> 00:45:06,442
if I could have held that space
for you,

915
00:45:06,529 --> 00:45:07,966
that butt play space...

916
00:45:09,532 --> 00:45:11,317
What we need to do
in a time like this
is come together.

917
00:45:12,361 --> 00:45:15,669
Black, white, brown,
purple or Asian.

918
00:45:15,756 --> 00:45:17,279
Puerto Rican or Haitian.

919
00:45:17,366 --> 00:45:20,065
Huh, I don't give a damn
if you're from the Zulu nation.

920
00:45:20,152 --> 00:45:21,806
What are you talking about?

921
00:45:23,590 --> 00:45:24,199
I was... Those were,
is an amalgam of lyrics
from multiple songs.

922
00:45:25,287 --> 00:45:25,723
I came here to do this,
I got to go.

923
00:45:26,898 --> 00:45:27,028
-[Liza] Yeah, do it.
-I need an apology.

924
00:45:28,029 --> 00:45:28,508
You treated me
like a side piece.

925
00:45:29,378 --> 00:45:29,814
You said I was the main piece.

926
00:45:31,163 --> 00:45:31,250
-[Larry] Okay, I...
-And that trip to Anguilla,

927
00:45:31,946 --> 00:45:32,033
you said to my face...

928
00:45:32,730 --> 00:45:34,079
She went to Anguilla.

929
00:45:36,298 --> 00:45:37,125
You were the one from Anguilla.
I thought... You're right.
You didn't go to Anguilla.

930
00:45:37,212 --> 00:45:38,039
Yeah, I know, Larry!

931
00:45:38,126 --> 00:45:38,953
Okay.

932
00:45:49,311 --> 00:45:51,400
I can't believe
you were into that guy.

933
00:45:51,487 --> 00:45:53,359
I know.

934
00:45:53,446 --> 00:45:56,101
What can I say?
I'm a sucker for compliments.

935
00:45:56,188 --> 00:45:58,190
And he was like,
strangely good at that,

936
00:45:58,712 --> 00:46:00,105
and I don't know,

937
00:46:01,106 --> 00:46:02,324
hard to come by.

938
00:46:04,762 --> 00:46:06,328
I compliment you all the time.

939
00:46:07,503 --> 00:46:09,418
You don't count.

940
00:46:09,505 --> 00:46:10,680
[Young Liza] Stop saying
I don't count.

941
00:46:13,248 --> 00:46:14,641
Uh, okay, let's shake it off.

942
00:46:16,904 --> 00:46:20,299
[both groaning]

943
00:46:22,562 --> 00:46:23,432
Three down.

944
00:46:24,738 --> 00:46:25,608
Three down.

945
00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:17,922
[sneezing]

946
00:47:18,009 --> 00:47:19,097
-God bless you.
-God bless you.

947
00:47:22,491 --> 00:47:25,625
-[man 1] It's unsanitary.
-[man 2] It doesn't matter.

948
00:47:25,712 --> 00:47:28,149
[man 1] It's unsanitary
and it encourages racoons.

949
00:47:28,236 --> 00:47:31,065
[man 2] Excuse me, ma'am.
Can I ask you two a question?

950
00:47:31,152 --> 00:47:33,763
Do you think that the garbage
is going to be
collected tomorrow?

951
00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:34,677
Do you think
that the garbage...

952
00:47:34,764 --> 00:47:35,853
You don't know these people.

953
00:47:35,940 --> 00:47:37,419
No.

954
00:47:39,030 --> 00:47:39,769
Yeah, I'm going to say,
like a 100% chance
of not coming.

955
00:47:41,859 --> 00:47:42,990
All I ask is that you rinse
your recycling. You probably
rinse your recycling.

956
00:47:43,077 --> 00:47:44,035
No one does that.

957
00:47:45,079 --> 00:47:45,166
Do you do it?
Do you rinse it out.

958
00:47:45,645 --> 00:47:46,124
You should.

959
00:47:47,168 --> 00:47:48,691
Well, I know that I am
supposed to,

960
00:47:48,778 --> 00:47:51,172
but I do have a lot of guilt
that I don't.

961
00:47:51,259 --> 00:47:53,087
Let me tell you something.
This is all a big hoax, okay?

962
00:47:53,174 --> 00:47:55,524
The world is not ending, okay?

963
00:47:55,611 --> 00:47:58,614
There is no such thing
as NASA, okay?

964
00:47:58,701 --> 00:48:02,053
Don't you think
they would have come up
with a better name than NASA?

965
00:48:02,140 --> 00:48:05,578
Okay, you actually believe
the animations that you see
on the news?

966
00:48:05,665 --> 00:48:06,492
You think that's real?

967
00:48:06,579 --> 00:48:07,536
It is real.

968
00:48:07,623 --> 00:48:09,843
Do the math. It's all fake.

969
00:48:09,930 --> 00:48:11,584
All of that was fake.

970
00:48:11,671 --> 00:48:12,890
The moon landing was faked.

971
00:48:12,977 --> 00:48:14,282
The meteor is fake.

972
00:48:14,369 --> 00:48:15,370
I have a quick question.

973
00:48:16,458 --> 00:48:16,719
And then we do have to be
on our way.

974
00:48:17,068 --> 00:48:17,807
What?

975
00:48:18,896 --> 00:48:21,942
So you are, uh,
an environmentalist

976
00:48:22,029 --> 00:48:25,119
who also denies science?

977
00:48:25,206 --> 00:48:26,381
[man 2] That's right, lady.

978
00:48:27,643 --> 00:48:30,342
Science is bullshit, okay.
I'm also stressed.

979
00:48:30,429 --> 00:48:32,300
It's an intense day,
and emotions run high.

980
00:48:34,302 --> 00:48:35,695
And listen, I mean,
she had to talk me down
off a couple of ledges myself.

981
00:48:37,610 --> 00:48:40,047
I have learned from her today
that it's important
to kind of connect,

982
00:48:40,134 --> 00:48:44,269
since this might be
the last moment you can.

983
00:48:44,356 --> 00:48:46,097
-[man 2] She's right.
-[man 1] Makes sense.

984
00:48:46,184 --> 00:48:48,055
[man 2] It's not
about this dumb shit.

985
00:48:50,057 --> 00:48:52,190
Yeah, it's not about, you know,
who has a better lawn
or who's recycling.

986
00:48:52,277 --> 00:48:54,018
Oh, this guy,
he loves his lawn.

987
00:48:54,105 --> 00:48:55,106
[man 1] What's that
supposed to mean?

988
00:48:56,194 --> 00:48:57,282
You like to,
you love to get that...

989
00:48:59,501 --> 00:48:59,588
Excuse me for just a second.
They've created a nice moment
and you're shitting on it.

990
00:49:00,154 --> 00:49:00,285
We're gonna go.

991
00:49:01,503 --> 00:49:01,939
[man 2] I'll punch you
right in your face.

992
00:49:03,027 --> 00:49:03,331
You're going to kick me
in the dick?

993
00:49:04,637 --> 00:49:04,942
Like you did last year,
on the Fourth of July?

994
00:49:06,552 --> 00:49:07,205
-[man 2] That was an accident.
-[man 1] That's a cheap shot.

995
00:49:08,684 --> 00:49:09,294
That was a cheap shot. You
kicked me right in the dick.

996
00:49:12,906 --> 00:49:14,995
[Young Liza] Do you think
there's any way he's right?

997
00:49:15,082 --> 00:49:16,388
[Liza] About recycling? Yeah.

998
00:49:16,475 --> 00:49:18,433
You are supposed to
wash out the containers.

999
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:20,218
[Young Liza] No,
about this being a hoax?

1000
00:49:20,305 --> 00:49:21,610
Like, do you think
there's any way...

1001
00:49:21,697 --> 00:49:23,961
No. What? I don't know.

1002
00:49:27,703 --> 00:49:28,661
-No.
-No.

1003
00:49:29,662 --> 00:49:30,880
Are you scared?

1004
00:49:34,275 --> 00:49:36,582
Oh, of like, the end?

1005
00:49:37,322 --> 00:49:39,019
Yeah, I guess a little.

1006
00:49:39,106 --> 00:49:41,021
Helps to have this party
to look forward to.

1007
00:49:41,108 --> 00:49:42,588
Yeah, definitely.

1008
00:49:43,806 --> 00:49:45,678
And the person at the party.

1009
00:49:46,853 --> 00:49:49,943
And the person at the party.

1010
00:49:50,030 --> 00:49:51,771
Can I tell you a thing
I'm actually more scared of?

1011
00:49:54,948 --> 00:49:55,862
Mom.

1012
00:50:00,258 --> 00:50:03,087
[Young Liza] Well,
fear is nothing more

1013
00:50:03,174 --> 00:50:06,046
than an obstacle that stands
in the way of progress.

1014
00:50:07,830 --> 00:50:09,832
[Liza] Is that our
quote calendar in high school?

1015
00:50:09,919 --> 00:50:11,356
[Young Liza] Yeah, November.

1016
00:50:13,271 --> 00:50:18,450
[Liza] It's just that
Mom's so intense and stubborn.

1017
00:50:19,407 --> 00:50:20,539
[Young Liza] That
sounds familiar.

1018
00:50:24,282 --> 00:50:25,239
So you'll go?

1019
00:50:28,025 --> 00:50:29,287
I guess.

1020
00:50:29,374 --> 00:50:30,679
I guess is not yes.

1021
00:50:35,075 --> 00:50:38,513
Okay. Yes.

1022
00:50:39,906 --> 00:50:40,907
Yes.

1023
00:50:42,952 --> 00:50:43,997
You could've called.

1024
00:50:46,304 --> 00:50:48,784
Wow, I could have called.
That is so classic.

1025
00:50:48,871 --> 00:50:51,048
Yes, sometime over the last
few years, there could
have been a phone call.

1026
00:50:51,135 --> 00:50:53,050
I'm sorry.
Was your phone unserviceable?

1027
00:50:53,137 --> 00:50:54,486
-I tried.
-[Liza] You tried?

1028
00:50:54,573 --> 00:50:56,923
You mean by like,
leaving a voice message,

1029
00:50:57,010 --> 00:50:59,360
one time in which there wasn't
even a skeleton of an apology.

1030
00:50:59,447 --> 00:51:02,929
More than once. And anyway,
I'm unclear about what I did.

1031
00:51:03,016 --> 00:51:04,278
-[Liza] You're unclear?
-[Young Liza] Guys.

1032
00:51:05,671 --> 00:51:06,715
Yes, it's like
if I sneeze wrong,
you would decide

1033
00:51:07,977 --> 00:51:08,891
it was intentionally positioned
to hurt you.

1034
00:51:09,936 --> 00:51:10,458
[Liza] Yeah, here we go.
This is fun.

1035
00:51:12,069 --> 00:51:12,156
This is when
you start to make fun
of my being sensitive.

1036
00:51:12,765 --> 00:51:13,287
[Young Liza] Guys.

1037
00:51:14,549 --> 00:51:14,636
Like, that's not triggering
for me, at all.

1038
00:51:15,550 --> 00:51:16,551
I am also incredibly sensitive.

1039
00:51:17,813 --> 00:51:18,205
Okay, yeah. And then
make it about yourself.

1040
00:51:19,250 --> 00:51:19,511
And you want
to talk about triggering

1041
00:51:20,686 --> 00:51:22,383
you constantly alluding
to my narcissism.

1042
00:51:24,298 --> 00:51:26,953
Oh well, only a narcissist
would use her own narcissism
to make herself--

1043
00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:28,520
That's not even
the definition of narcissism.

1044
00:51:28,607 --> 00:51:29,956
This is about me.

1045
00:51:30,043 --> 00:51:31,392
Yes, that's more
the definition.

1046
00:51:31,479 --> 00:51:32,350
Oh, my God. You are--

1047
00:51:32,437 --> 00:51:33,307
People say narcissism--

1048
00:51:33,394 --> 00:51:35,962
Hey, shut the fuck up!

1049
00:51:37,268 --> 00:51:38,660
Both of you.

1050
00:51:38,747 --> 00:51:41,054
I need my mom.

1051
00:51:41,141 --> 00:51:45,363
And I am trapped inside this
grown person who has no idea

1052
00:51:45,450 --> 00:51:47,060
how to ask for what she needs.

1053
00:51:47,147 --> 00:51:49,628
So just please...

1054
00:51:54,807 --> 00:51:55,895
Sorry.

1055
00:51:55,982 --> 00:51:56,765
I'm sorry.

1056
00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:00,682
It's just,

1057
00:52:00,769 --> 00:52:03,816
you know, you came back
after all those years,

1058
00:52:03,903 --> 00:52:07,167
and I feel like I like,
took the bait.

1059
00:52:07,254 --> 00:52:10,431
It wasn't bait. You made it
very clear the damage
had been done.

1060
00:52:10,518 --> 00:52:12,999
Okay, so then what?
You just completely tap out.

1061
00:52:13,086 --> 00:52:15,132
Wouldn't say
I completely tapped out.

1062
00:52:15,219 --> 00:52:18,918
You didn't return
her phone calls... twice.

1063
00:52:19,005 --> 00:52:20,702
-Three times.
-Three times.

1064
00:52:23,183 --> 00:52:24,097
I didn't?

1065
00:52:33,889 --> 00:52:34,847
I don't know.

1066
00:52:39,765 --> 00:52:43,856
I'm not sure I was meant
to be a mom.

1067
00:52:46,772 --> 00:52:50,558
It's a really weird thing
as a woman to face,

1068
00:52:50,645 --> 00:52:52,865
especially after
you've already had a kid,

1069
00:52:55,607 --> 00:53:02,135
but it's just not in my bones.

1070
00:53:02,222 --> 00:53:07,053
I thought if I played the role
long enough, that it would
settle in or whatever.

1071
00:53:08,794 --> 00:53:12,232
I was in such a bad place
when I found out
about your dad's...

1072
00:53:14,234 --> 00:53:16,497
all that after a lifetime

1073
00:53:16,584 --> 00:53:19,239
of crippling anxiety
and depression.

1074
00:53:24,723 --> 00:53:27,204
When I left, it wasn't because
I didn't love you.

1075
00:53:29,293 --> 00:53:33,210
I loved you so--
I love you so...

1076
00:53:38,476 --> 00:53:40,739
But I still always felt like
I was failing you,

1077
00:53:40,826 --> 00:53:43,698
like I could never live up,
like you were better off
without me.

1078
00:53:45,178 --> 00:53:46,135
-I wasn't.
-I wasn't.

1079
00:53:53,230 --> 00:53:56,755
But I get it.

1080
00:53:56,842 --> 00:54:01,412
I mean, I feel
all those feelings too.

1081
00:54:03,065 --> 00:54:05,329
I mean, not about you,
about me.

1082
00:54:09,724 --> 00:54:10,682
I'm sorry.

1083
00:54:13,511 --> 00:54:14,686
Accept her apology.

1084
00:54:16,078 --> 00:54:18,342
I don't know if that was
like an actual apology.

1085
00:54:18,429 --> 00:54:20,518
It was more like, I'm sorry
you're also fucked up.

1086
00:54:22,476 --> 00:54:23,564
Was it an apology?

1087
00:54:28,743 --> 00:54:29,962
I accept your apology.

1088
00:54:38,579 --> 00:54:41,930
Your dad reached out today
to me on Zoom.

1089
00:54:42,017 --> 00:54:43,018
Yeah.

1090
00:54:44,106 --> 00:54:44,193
I think he was trying
to apologize.

1091
00:54:45,194 --> 00:54:46,283
I don't know. He was muted.

1092
00:54:46,370 --> 00:54:47,284
Oh, no.

1093
00:54:47,371 --> 00:54:48,676
[all laughing]

1094
00:54:51,462 --> 00:54:52,463
Do you feel better?

1095
00:54:55,683 --> 00:54:56,684
I feel sad.

1096
00:54:58,469 --> 00:54:59,992
Why? That went so great.

1097
00:55:01,820 --> 00:55:06,607
I know, it's just now I wish
I had more time, you know.

1098
00:55:08,174 --> 00:55:10,698
Okay. We're not getting down
in the dumps, alright?

1099
00:55:10,785 --> 00:55:12,265
Best of the night
is yet to come.

1100
00:55:14,006 --> 00:55:15,703
So let's just focus
on the party.

1101
00:55:16,313 --> 00:55:17,531
Right.

1102
00:55:17,618 --> 00:55:21,143
Party is fun, party is sexy,
party is happy.

1103
00:55:21,230 --> 00:55:23,624
Party is fun, party is sexy,
party is...

1104
00:55:25,887 --> 00:55:26,932
Oh my god. There he is.

1105
00:55:27,019 --> 00:55:29,326
Oh, my God,
he's coming after us!

1106
00:55:54,873 --> 00:55:56,483
[panting]

1107
00:55:56,570 --> 00:55:57,528
Okay.

1108
00:55:57,615 --> 00:55:58,572
I think we lost him.

1109
00:55:59,051 --> 00:56:00,574
That was insane.

1110
00:56:01,575 --> 00:56:03,490
People are crazy today.

1111
00:56:03,577 --> 00:56:05,231
We got to get to
this party, man.

1112
00:56:05,318 --> 00:56:06,667
These streets are not safe.

1113
00:56:06,754 --> 00:56:08,365
-Okay.
-Okay.

1114
00:56:10,105 --> 00:56:11,542
Let's practice
what you're gonna say to Nate.

1115
00:56:12,412 --> 00:56:14,545
Hey, Nate. It's me, Liza.

1116
00:56:14,632 --> 00:56:15,850
Why are you saying your name?

1117
00:56:16,634 --> 00:56:18,070
It's not a phone call.

1118
00:56:18,157 --> 00:56:20,899
Okay. So I start, "Hey, Nate.
What's up, Nate?"

1119
00:56:21,421 --> 00:56:22,944
Just be cool.

1120
00:56:24,032 --> 00:56:26,165
Like this, "Sup, Nate?"

1121
00:56:27,079 --> 00:56:28,036
Sup, Nate.

1122
00:56:29,429 --> 00:56:30,387
Sup, Nate.

1123
00:56:31,605 --> 00:56:32,998
Try it.

1124
00:56:33,085 --> 00:56:33,912
-[Liza] You serious?
-[Young Liza] No, be serious.

1125
00:56:33,999 --> 00:56:37,263
Okay. Sup, Nate?

1126
00:56:37,350 --> 00:56:38,395
Yeah, that's good.

1127
00:56:38,482 --> 00:56:39,570
[Young Liza] I like that...
I know.

1128
00:56:39,657 --> 00:56:41,354
[Liza] I did like
that shirt on you.

1129
00:56:41,441 --> 00:56:42,877
Oh my God, Celine. Hi.

1130
00:56:42,964 --> 00:56:44,923
Hey.

1131
00:56:47,012 --> 00:56:48,753
Oh, listen man, I'm sorry
I didn't text you back earlier
about the outfit thing.

1132
00:56:50,711 --> 00:56:51,408
Don't even worry about it.
I can't even remember
what I was talking about.

1133
00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:52,713
That feels like
it was years ago.

1134
00:56:53,932 --> 00:56:55,803
Is that what you landed on?
For the party?

1135
00:56:55,890 --> 00:56:58,415
Oh, you did not hear. Yeah.

1136
00:56:59,416 --> 00:57:00,504
Hear what?

1137
00:57:00,591 --> 00:57:03,420
So I guess Mandy did
too much ketamine,

1138
00:57:03,507 --> 00:57:06,771
which like,
what's the desired amount
of ketamine, whatever that is,

1139
00:57:06,858 --> 00:57:08,207
she did, like,
eight times that.

1140
00:57:08,294 --> 00:57:09,469
They found her in a cave.

1141
00:57:10,775 --> 00:57:12,167
Some hikers found her,
just like all by herself.

1142
00:57:12,254 --> 00:57:16,041
Um, she did have a purse
and in her purse,

1143
00:57:16,128 --> 00:57:17,825
there were just
two dead rabbits.

1144
00:57:17,912 --> 00:57:20,132
She had written out this,
you know,

1145
00:57:20,219 --> 00:57:23,309
manifesto, there was like,
red string everywhere,
trying to find their killer.

1146
00:57:23,396 --> 00:57:25,311
So they airlifted her
out of there.

1147
00:57:25,398 --> 00:57:27,835
She actually had, like,
pretty good sources too.
She had cited it all.

1148
00:57:27,922 --> 00:57:28,793
Not just from,
like the Internet.

1149
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:29,881
Like she had looked at books.

1150
00:57:30,969 --> 00:57:31,839
And like gone to a library
and stuff.

1151
00:57:33,841 --> 00:57:34,451
I personally, I'm kind of like,
I'm on board,
like because we're learning

1152
00:57:36,365 --> 00:57:37,149
all sorts of stuff right now,
like they're declassifying
crazy shit like,

1153
00:57:38,629 --> 00:57:40,282
did you know that the CIA
wrote all of Bob Dylan songs?

1154
00:57:40,369 --> 00:57:43,503
Every one. Every lyric,
every note, the CIA wrote it.

1155
00:57:43,590 --> 00:57:45,462
So the party?

1156
00:57:45,549 --> 00:57:46,506
Oh sorry, bleh.

1157
00:57:46,593 --> 00:57:47,768
Long way to say, party's off.

1158
00:57:47,855 --> 00:57:48,769
Yeah, no party.

1159
00:57:49,770 --> 00:57:49,857
[Young Liza]
It's not happening.

1160
00:57:50,858 --> 00:57:51,555
No, how could it?
[chuckles softly]

1161
00:57:53,774 --> 00:57:55,384
Oh, you guys are bummed.

1162
00:57:55,472 --> 00:57:57,082
I'm sorry. Um...

1163
00:57:57,169 --> 00:58:01,260
It's okay, Celine.

1164
00:58:01,347 --> 00:58:04,655
I need to kind of stay like,
a little bit more up for today,

1165
00:58:04,742 --> 00:58:06,395
like, I kind of want to
end things on like,
a high note

1166
00:58:06,483 --> 00:58:07,658
and you guys are kind of
bumming me out.

1167
00:58:07,745 --> 00:58:08,746
But I do really like you

1168
00:58:09,834 --> 00:58:10,008
and I'm sorry,
but I have to bounce.

1169
00:58:10,922 --> 00:58:11,966
But I love you. You look great.

1170
00:58:12,053 --> 00:58:13,490
-[Liza] Bye.
-[Celine] Bye, guys.

1171
00:58:20,671 --> 00:58:21,672
Hey.

1172
00:58:23,804 --> 00:58:26,851
Hey.

1173
00:58:30,507 --> 00:58:31,464
Hey, Liza.

1174
00:58:32,291 --> 00:58:34,075
Liza, look at me.

1175
00:58:34,162 --> 00:58:39,124
Of course.
This is how this...

1176
00:58:40,342 --> 00:58:41,387
Okay.

1177
00:58:41,474 --> 00:58:44,259
You are just so fucking naive.

1178
00:58:45,130 --> 00:58:46,261
Hey.

1179
00:58:46,348 --> 00:58:49,526
To think that like today
could be just not

1180
00:58:49,613 --> 00:58:53,355
like a series of
soul crushing...

1181
00:58:54,226 --> 00:58:55,532
What it is.

1182
00:58:55,619 --> 00:58:59,274
Like that I could somehow
suddenly just be free.

1183
00:59:00,362 --> 00:59:01,538
You are free.

1184
00:59:01,625 --> 00:59:02,843
[Liza] I am not free.

1185
00:59:04,018 --> 00:59:05,454
I will never be free.

1186
00:59:06,107 --> 00:59:07,195
You said it yourself.

1187
00:59:07,282 --> 00:59:10,242
I am fucking trapped, man.

1188
00:59:10,329 --> 00:59:13,593
And every time I think I can,
like, step outside of it.

1189
00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:16,465
Okay, you're made a choice
to go down this path.

1190
00:59:16,553 --> 00:59:19,294
No. I made a choice today

1191
00:59:19,381 --> 00:59:21,079
to not set myself up

1192
00:59:22,341 --> 00:59:24,169
to be disappointed.

1193
00:59:24,256 --> 00:59:29,435
I make that choice every day
and you just can't fucking
let me do it.

1194
00:59:29,522 --> 00:59:32,003
Because it's a fucking
horrible way to live.

1195
00:59:32,090 --> 00:59:34,701
Oh my God, what do you know?

1196
00:59:34,788 --> 00:59:37,791
To dull life so you never
get disappointed?

1197
00:59:37,878 --> 00:59:40,141
Who cares
that the party's canceled?

1198
00:59:40,228 --> 00:59:41,447
I do.

1199
00:59:41,534 --> 00:59:42,883
Well, you should grow up.

1200
00:59:42,970 --> 00:59:44,450
You should grow up.

1201
00:59:44,537 --> 00:59:47,192
That's what I've been
trying to do.

1202
00:59:47,279 --> 00:59:48,585
Don't you get it?

1203
00:59:48,672 --> 00:59:50,195
The rules are really
fucking simple.

1204
00:59:50,282 --> 00:59:52,850
I can't grow up
unless I have my own feelings.

1205
00:59:52,937 --> 00:59:55,504
But your feelings
are so fucking overpowering

1206
00:59:55,592 --> 00:59:58,595
that I can't have
any of my own.

1207
00:59:58,682 --> 01:00:01,554
Don't you think I'm upset
that the party's canceled?

1208
01:00:01,641 --> 01:00:05,166
I don't know. It's like
you're always just fucking
bright siding everything.

1209
01:00:05,253 --> 01:00:10,084
I need tonight.
I need it worse than you do.

1210
01:00:10,171 --> 01:00:11,869
How is that?

1211
01:00:11,956 --> 01:00:14,872
You don't remember?
When this all started,

1212
01:00:15,916 --> 01:00:16,961
when you were me,

1213
01:00:18,353 --> 01:00:21,705
and life started feeling
like it wasn't worth living.

1214
01:00:22,967 --> 01:00:26,057
And every day since,
you can't shake it.

1215
01:00:26,884 --> 01:00:28,668
You want to talk freedom.

1216
01:00:28,755 --> 01:00:33,194
I'm your prisoner
and I've been your prisoner
this whole fucking time.

1217
01:00:34,892 --> 01:00:37,982
And I thought tonight
that I could,

1218
01:00:39,157 --> 01:00:40,419
that we could...

1219
01:00:44,684 --> 01:00:46,120
We can still find Nate.

1220
01:00:47,295 --> 01:00:49,341
And we can still
make something happen.

1221
01:00:49,428 --> 01:00:50,298
No.

1222
01:00:51,735 --> 01:00:53,432
Liza, please.

1223
01:00:55,042 --> 01:00:56,304
Please.

1224
01:00:58,393 --> 01:00:59,568
I am alone.

1225
01:01:01,962 --> 01:01:03,877
The universe
just keeps telling me

1226
01:01:06,271 --> 01:01:08,926
I am meant to be alone.

1227
01:01:09,013 --> 01:01:11,145
But you're not alone.
You have me.

1228
01:01:11,232 --> 01:01:12,059
But you don't count.

1229
01:01:12,146 --> 01:01:15,497
Why do you keep saying that?

1230
01:01:16,934 --> 01:01:18,544
I do count.

1231
01:01:18,631 --> 01:01:21,678
I do count, okay?

1232
01:01:21,765 --> 01:01:26,552
All your life, you've been
licking your fucking wounds.

1233
01:01:26,639 --> 01:01:30,077
You haven't realized that
I'm the biggest wound of all.

1234
01:01:36,736 --> 01:01:37,998
I can't do this.

1235
01:01:42,263 --> 01:01:43,177
Liza.

1236
01:01:47,355 --> 01:01:48,356
Liza.

1237
01:03:39,250 --> 01:03:40,425
Hey, you! Hey!

1238
01:03:41,165 --> 01:03:42,731
-That's my bike.
-Shit!

1239
01:03:42,819 --> 01:03:43,776
The fuck are you doing?

1240
01:03:43,863 --> 01:03:45,256
I'm sorry.

1241
01:03:45,343 --> 01:03:47,214
Why you gotta go
and steal my bike?

1242
01:03:49,216 --> 01:03:50,435
I'm so sorry. I didn't realize
that it belonged to anyone.
There was a sign.

1243
01:03:51,828 --> 01:03:52,741
Yes, I left it on the side
of the road with a sign

1244
01:03:54,091 --> 01:03:55,005
because I did a scavenger hunt
for my girlfriend.

1245
01:03:55,875 --> 01:03:57,529
Oh, fuck.

1246
01:03:57,616 --> 01:04:00,053
It was supposed to lead her
to the place that we first met.

1247
01:04:00,140 --> 01:04:03,187
Is it too late? What? Where?
Could you still go?
Like, where was it?

1248
01:04:03,883 --> 01:04:04,884
Cheetah's.

1249
01:04:05,885 --> 01:04:07,017
The strip club?

1250
01:04:07,669 --> 01:04:09,323
Yes, the strip club.

1251
01:04:09,410 --> 01:04:10,890
Is she like a dancer?

1252
01:04:10,977 --> 01:04:12,500
No, she's not a dancer.

1253
01:04:12,587 --> 01:04:13,850
She's an interior designer.

1254
01:04:14,459 --> 01:04:15,634
Ah.

1255
01:04:15,721 --> 01:04:16,678
Of strip clubs.

1256
01:04:17,288 --> 01:04:18,202
Really?

1257
01:04:18,289 --> 01:04:19,377
[man] Yes, really.

1258
01:04:20,552 --> 01:04:20,726
Wow, I didn't realize
that was like a...

1259
01:04:21,770 --> 01:04:22,859
Yeah, she's really well known.

1260
01:04:22,946 --> 01:04:24,730
[Liza] Oh.

1261
01:04:26,601 --> 01:04:26,645
I'm super fucking proud of her.
She's really made
a name for herself.

1262
01:04:27,167 --> 01:04:28,516
[Liza] Sorry.

1263
01:04:30,431 --> 01:04:30,823
[man] Really romantic evening
planned too, but I'm not
gonna have it now.

1264
01:04:31,911 --> 01:04:33,478
Because I have no idea
where she is.

1265
01:04:35,001 --> 01:04:36,307
I...

1266
01:04:36,394 --> 01:04:37,743
I lost someone, too.

1267
01:04:38,875 --> 01:04:40,833
So I feel your pain.

1268
01:04:41,616 --> 01:04:42,835
Yeah.

1269
01:04:42,922 --> 01:04:43,749
[Liza] Yeah.

1270
01:04:43,836 --> 01:04:45,577
Who'd you lose?

1271
01:04:45,664 --> 01:04:51,844
My, uh, myself, I guess.

1272
01:04:51,931 --> 01:04:58,198
[man] Oh, wow. It's like
an existential scavenger hunt
for your soul.

1273
01:04:59,373 --> 01:05:00,679
Yeah, I guess.

1274
01:05:00,766 --> 01:05:02,159
Oh, I dig that.

1275
01:05:02,246 --> 01:05:04,639
Listen, I'm really sorry,
again, and, uh...

1276
01:05:04,726 --> 01:05:06,728
You know, It's all yours.
I mean,
it's literally yours.

1277
01:05:06,815 --> 01:05:10,471
But, it's, now, also,
uh, physically yours and, um...

1278
01:05:10,558 --> 01:05:12,212
Hey, keep looking for her, man.

1279
01:05:13,997 --> 01:05:15,520
Yeah, I will and, and...
keep, you know,
looking for yourself, too.

1280
01:05:15,607 --> 01:05:17,087
-Thanks.
-Yeah.

1281
01:05:17,174 --> 01:05:18,044
[cellphone dings]

1282
01:05:21,004 --> 01:05:22,570
Oh, shit,
she just dropped the pin.

1283
01:05:31,753 --> 01:05:35,714
[man crying]

1284
01:05:44,679 --> 01:05:46,420
[crying]

1285
01:05:46,507 --> 01:05:47,944
I think, you know,
I'm not there.

1286
01:05:48,031 --> 01:05:49,119
I can get there.

1287
01:05:49,206 --> 01:05:50,947
[both crying]

1288
01:05:51,034 --> 01:05:53,123
[both crying]
Get out of me.

1289
01:05:53,210 --> 01:05:54,472
You're laughing.

1290
01:05:54,559 --> 01:05:56,778
[both laughing]

1291
01:05:56,865 --> 01:05:58,041
Ah, hello.

1292
01:05:58,128 --> 01:05:59,564
-Oh, hi, hi.
-Hi.

1293
01:05:59,651 --> 01:06:01,392
Hi, so sorry, I, uh...

1294
01:06:03,263 --> 01:06:03,568
-I thought I heard crying
and it sounded like, uh,...
-Yeah, you did.

1295
01:06:05,570 --> 01:06:06,875
I'm looking for someone else
and it sounded...
sounded like her for a moment.

1296
01:06:06,963 --> 01:06:08,660
-Oh.
-Sorry.

1297
01:06:08,747 --> 01:06:11,228
-Yeah, don't go, stay.
-No, it's okay...

1298
01:06:11,315 --> 01:06:12,620
-No, it's...
-Come on in.

1299
01:06:14,013 --> 01:06:14,318
We're actually, you know,
we're doing, right now, is

1300
01:06:15,754 --> 01:06:16,711
we're opening up
our heart shakers
and it's like a...

1301
01:06:17,843 --> 01:06:19,323
-Chakras. Chakras.
-Our heart chakras.

1302
01:06:19,410 --> 01:06:21,107
I didn't not want to do it,

1303
01:06:21,194 --> 01:06:22,848
-but...
-You do, though, now.

1304
01:06:24,589 --> 01:06:25,851
-Yeah, now, I'm enjoying it,
I don't wanna do it, but...
-Yeah.

1305
01:06:27,287 --> 01:06:27,896
It's actually really,
kind of, a healing, opening...

1306
01:06:28,985 --> 01:06:29,246
It's kind of good
to do it right now.

1307
01:06:30,334 --> 01:06:31,726
Yes, it so nice
to just like open up

1308
01:06:31,813 --> 01:06:32,858
with our feelings and...

1309
01:06:32,945 --> 01:06:34,729
We do affirmations

1310
01:06:34,816 --> 01:06:38,124
were we sort of shout things
that we like about each other.
Fake.

1311
01:06:38,211 --> 01:06:39,996
Aww.

1312
01:06:41,867 --> 01:06:42,302
Right, it's nice for them
and it feels good
just let it flow out of ya.

1313
01:06:43,042 --> 01:06:43,390
-Oral sex.
-Ah, hmph.

1314
01:06:44,261 --> 01:06:45,436
Thank you.

1315
01:06:45,523 --> 01:06:47,003
-Well, thank you.
-Yeah.

1316
01:06:47,090 --> 01:06:48,569
Well, that, that's beautiful.

1317
01:06:50,136 --> 01:06:52,791
Um, really, and I support you
in what you're doing today,

1318
01:06:52,878 --> 01:06:54,401
but I think
I should, probably...

1319
01:06:56,055 --> 01:06:56,403
-Oh, we could do you.
-I mean, yeah,
that might feel good.

1320
01:06:57,230 --> 01:06:58,405
Eyeballs. You got nice eyes.

1321
01:06:58,492 --> 01:07:03,323
Yeah, and your skin
is tight and glistening.

1322
01:07:03,410 --> 01:07:05,934
You got a healthy regimen
goin there,
for sure, absolutely.

1323
01:07:06,022 --> 01:07:08,763
-The bondage straps
are cool.
-Oh, yes.

1324
01:07:08,850 --> 01:07:12,115
-That's a groovy thing there.
Good choice.
-Are you done with those?

1325
01:07:12,202 --> 01:07:13,855
Oh, this is just a backpack.

1326
01:07:14,117 --> 01:07:15,553
Oh.

1327
01:07:15,640 --> 01:07:17,207
You could, probably,
still use it.

1328
01:07:17,294 --> 01:07:18,817
I think so.

1329
01:07:20,427 --> 01:07:21,298
-Chop it up and use that way
if you wanted, you know.
-Yeah.

1330
01:07:21,385 --> 01:07:23,256
Just hog tie kind of a thing.

1331
01:07:23,343 --> 01:07:24,953
MAN:
You wanted to get
funky with it.

1332
01:07:25,041 --> 01:07:29,132
Um, anyway, that actually
did feel really nice,

1333
01:07:29,219 --> 01:07:34,050
thank you, but, I think,
I have to get back
to looking for her.

1334
01:07:34,137 --> 01:07:36,052
Yeah, actually, you know what,
if you're looking for something

1335
01:07:36,139 --> 01:07:38,228
can I just tell you
a real quick story?

1336
01:07:38,315 --> 01:07:40,056
I lost a pair for shoes once,

1337
01:07:40,143 --> 01:07:42,797
I looked around everywhere
for these shoes.

1338
01:07:42,884 --> 01:07:45,452
I was really broken up
about it because...

1339
01:07:45,539 --> 01:07:48,803
I love these shoes
and they were like
a part of me.

1340
01:07:48,890 --> 01:07:50,631
I actually cried.
You know it's like, uh...

1341
01:07:50,718 --> 01:07:52,764
a piece of me was missing.

1342
01:07:52,851 --> 01:07:56,289
I looked everywhere for them,
I couldn't find them and, then,

1343
01:07:56,376 --> 01:07:58,639
ultimately, I did find them

1344
01:07:58,726 --> 01:08:00,511
in the strangest of places...

1345
01:08:00,598 --> 01:08:02,774
They were on my bed.

1346
01:08:02,861 --> 01:08:04,471
Because they were on my feet.

1347
01:08:04,558 --> 01:08:06,082
I was lying in bed
wearing my shoes.

1348
01:08:06,517 --> 01:08:07,692
And...

1349
01:08:09,781 --> 01:08:12,000
It made me realize, okay,

1350
01:08:12,088 --> 01:08:17,005
why can't find shoes
to just like an outdoor thing,
they could be indoors.

1351
01:08:17,093 --> 01:08:20,661
They could be in bed
where shoes feel most free.

1352
01:08:20,748 --> 01:08:22,924
You know, most comfortable.

1353
01:08:23,011 --> 01:08:26,232
That's a lot,
that's the story
about shoes.

1354
01:08:26,319 --> 01:08:28,147
You said that
they feel most free.

1355
01:08:28,234 --> 01:08:29,844
MAN: Mmm.

1356
01:08:29,931 --> 01:08:32,456
Yes, Oh, my God.
I think I just...

1357
01:08:32,543 --> 01:08:35,372
I think I might have
just figured out
where she is.

1358
01:08:35,459 --> 01:08:36,547
-Oh, yeah?
-Because of us?

1359
01:08:36,634 --> 01:08:38,766
-Yeah.
-That's amazing.

1360
01:08:38,853 --> 01:08:40,290
-Thank you so much.
-Okay.

1361
01:08:40,377 --> 01:08:41,508
-Thank you.
-Okay.

1362
01:08:41,595 --> 01:08:42,814
-God speed.
-Oh, man.

1363
01:08:44,598 --> 01:08:47,775
-I am tripping balls right now.
-Yeah.

1364
01:08:47,862 --> 01:08:49,690
-Yeah.
-Like...

1365
01:08:49,777 --> 01:08:51,127
Like super high.

1366
01:08:54,173 --> 01:08:56,306
Hey, was someone just here?

1367
01:08:57,524 --> 01:08:59,265
I don't think so.

1368
01:08:59,961 --> 01:09:01,311
Okay.

1369
01:09:42,178 --> 01:09:43,918
I love the way

1370
01:09:44,005 --> 01:09:45,485
you look at me.

1371
01:09:49,663 --> 01:09:51,883
How your eyes get,
like, so big.

1372
01:09:54,233 --> 01:09:58,237
And your lip kind of curls,
when you think
I'm about say something funny.

1373
01:10:02,807 --> 01:10:05,201
How you laugh
with your whole body.

1374
01:10:06,245 --> 01:10:09,640
How no one has taken that
from you yet.

1375
01:10:09,727 --> 01:10:12,208
Made you feel embarrassed or...

1376
01:10:13,687 --> 01:10:15,428
Like it's uncool.

1377
01:10:19,171 --> 01:10:21,260
I love how weird
your walk is.

1378
01:10:21,347 --> 01:10:22,740
Man, like...

1379
01:10:22,827 --> 01:10:25,699
How big the steps
you take are.

1380
01:10:25,786 --> 01:10:28,615
Like you have no uncertainty
that you'll get there.

1381
01:10:31,052 --> 01:10:34,752
How you just keep
showing up everyday.

1382
01:10:34,839 --> 01:10:38,146
To tell me to keep going
even when
I don't know how to.

1383
01:10:44,196 --> 01:10:47,330
I have never been loved
by anyone

1384
01:10:47,417 --> 01:10:49,157
the way you have loved me.

1385
01:10:51,464 --> 01:10:53,510
And I am so sorry

1386
01:10:55,468 --> 01:10:58,210
that I haven't known
how to love you back.

1387
01:11:03,781 --> 01:11:05,522
When I say you don't count,

1388
01:11:05,609 --> 01:11:08,176
I'm not talking to you,
I'm talking to me.

1389
01:11:10,266 --> 01:11:12,355
I always forget that...

1390
01:11:12,442 --> 01:11:13,965
...it's the same thing.

1391
01:11:15,880 --> 01:11:17,185
You do count.

1392
01:11:19,318 --> 01:11:21,407
You count more than anyone.

1393
01:11:22,974 --> 01:11:24,671
You count more than me.

1394
01:11:28,936 --> 01:11:30,416
No, I don't.

1395
01:11:31,765 --> 01:11:33,027
You do.

1396
01:11:34,725 --> 01:11:37,075
I need you
to know that you do.

1397
01:11:37,162 --> 01:11:39,947
You made it count,
you have to count too.

1398
01:11:47,738 --> 01:11:49,305
Okay?

1399
01:11:54,135 --> 01:11:55,572
Okay.

1400
01:12:08,846 --> 01:12:10,804
You think I walk weird?

1401
01:12:11,979 --> 01:12:13,807
That's your take away?

1402
01:12:14,808 --> 01:12:16,767
[chuckles]
It was fucking weird.

1403
01:12:20,597 --> 01:12:22,338
I love you, Liza.

1404
01:12:23,730 --> 01:12:25,602
I love you, Liza.

1405
01:12:34,350 --> 01:12:35,786
Hey, how did you
get here, anyway?

1406
01:12:40,356 --> 01:12:41,966
This is John.

1407
01:12:42,053 --> 01:12:44,621
Hi, I'm John,
I stole your car.

1408
01:12:44,708 --> 01:12:48,059
It feels really good
to get that out,
I gotta say.

1409
01:12:48,146 --> 01:12:51,889
I just, uh...

1410
01:12:51,976 --> 01:12:55,240
I didn't want
the last thing on Earth
to be like a negative thing.

1411
01:12:55,327 --> 01:12:58,330
I wanted... I wanted it to be
a positive thing,
you know, for me, so...

1412
01:12:58,417 --> 01:13:00,027
I don't know
if you have noticed this,

1413
01:13:00,114 --> 01:13:01,986
but, I've been trying all day,
I've been following you.

1414
01:13:02,073 --> 01:13:03,117
You know, we did notice.

1415
01:13:03,466 --> 01:13:05,424
Yeah.

1416
01:13:05,511 --> 01:13:10,255
Yeah, I'm not really
like a outdoors person,
I'm more of an indoors person.

1417
01:13:10,342 --> 01:13:12,518
I spent my...
all my time indoors,

1418
01:13:12,605 --> 01:13:14,520
you know, except when
I'm like stealing stuff.

1419
01:13:14,607 --> 01:13:16,522
Which is like everyday.

1420
01:13:16,609 --> 01:13:18,306
-Really?
-Cool.

1421
01:13:18,394 --> 01:13:20,570
I didn't always wanna lead
a life of crime.

1422
01:13:20,657 --> 01:13:22,441
I've actually got
a pretty interesting
back story.

1423
01:13:22,528 --> 01:13:24,225
It's a very interesting story.

1424
01:13:24,312 --> 01:13:26,227
I just wanted to do musicals.

1425
01:13:26,314 --> 01:13:28,012
I could do it,
you know what I mean.

1426
01:13:28,099 --> 01:13:30,841
'Cause I can sing,
you know, like,
I can sing.

1427
01:13:30,928 --> 01:13:36,499
♪ Judas, I love you, Judas

1428
01:13:36,586 --> 01:13:39,850
♪ How could you betray me

1429
01:13:39,937 --> 01:13:41,765
You know,
I should have done musicals.

1430
01:13:41,852 --> 01:13:42,896
Um...

1431
01:13:43,854 --> 01:13:46,552
Are you going to Mandy's party?

1432
01:13:46,639 --> 01:13:49,207
-What, you're going?
-I thought
that wasn't happening.

1433
01:13:49,294 --> 01:13:53,080
No, I have it on good authority
that it's very much
now, happening again, so...

1434
01:13:53,167 --> 01:13:54,255
I'd give you a ride.

1435
01:13:54,734 --> 01:13:56,432
It's my car, man.

1436
01:13:56,519 --> 01:13:59,391
Yes, this is your car.
Can I actually get a ride
back to my house?

1437
01:13:59,478 --> 01:14:01,393
I got a house
full of wild animals.

1438
01:14:01,480 --> 01:14:04,396
It's a long story,
that's a whole story
in another self,

1439
01:14:04,483 --> 01:14:07,399
but, they are not domesticated.

1440
01:14:07,486 --> 01:14:09,532
I mean, do you want to drive
or you want me to drive?

1441
01:14:09,619 --> 01:14:12,926
Actually, you drive.
I've had a long day.

1442
01:14:13,492 --> 01:14:15,276
Oh, my God.

1443
01:14:15,363 --> 01:14:19,019
Am I making sense,
because here's the deal.

1444
01:14:19,106 --> 01:14:22,414
Solids are solid,
hard isn't hard
unless you allow it be hard.

1445
01:14:22,501 --> 01:14:24,285
If you enter negotiation

1446
01:14:24,372 --> 01:14:26,462
that's when I realized

1447
01:14:26,549 --> 01:14:30,596
that I could chew
through metal because
I didn't allow the metal

1448
01:14:30,683 --> 01:14:31,858
to have power over me.

1449
01:14:31,945 --> 01:14:33,599
Do you know what I'm saying?

1450
01:14:33,686 --> 01:14:36,167
Okay, so,
it's like a lot, I know.

1451
01:14:36,254 --> 01:14:37,951
Okay, it's a lot.
It's a lot to handle,
it's a lot to process.

1452
01:14:38,038 --> 01:14:39,649
Just think about it.

1453
01:14:39,736 --> 01:14:42,216
-Hi, baby, how's it going?
-Wow.

1454
01:14:42,303 --> 01:14:43,435
♪ Rhinestone cowgirl

1455
01:14:43,522 --> 01:14:45,219
-Oh, you look amazing.
-I know.

1456
01:14:45,306 --> 01:14:46,656
Are you, you're good?

1457
01:14:46,743 --> 01:14:48,745
-Yes, yes.
-Oh, okay.

1458
01:14:48,832 --> 01:14:50,224
-Are you okay?
-Oh, I'm fine.

1459
01:14:50,311 --> 01:14:53,924
Yeah, we had just heard, um,
that you might have...

1460
01:14:54,011 --> 01:14:55,795
-There's a rumor...
-Well, yeah...

1461
01:14:55,882 --> 01:14:58,711
-But you look great.
-I know.

1462
01:14:58,798 --> 01:15:00,408
♪ Cara who

1463
01:15:00,496 --> 01:15:01,888
♪ Cara what

1464
01:15:01,975 --> 01:15:03,716
♪ Cara who

1465
01:15:03,803 --> 01:15:05,065
♪ Cara would

1466
01:15:05,152 --> 01:15:06,806
♪ Cara where ♪

1467
01:15:06,893 --> 01:15:08,504
-Right here. In there.
-Right here.

1468
01:15:08,591 --> 01:15:09,766
He had some Ketamine too.

1469
01:15:09,853 --> 01:15:11,768
We guys smoked and snorted it.

1470
01:15:11,855 --> 01:15:15,293
The thing is,
your friends are not cool,
they're really bumming me out.

1471
01:15:15,380 --> 01:15:16,860
I mean, for real.

1472
01:15:16,947 --> 01:15:18,862
These people,
is fucking bumming
me out, dude,

1473
01:15:18,949 --> 01:15:22,996
I mean,
the facts are it's a wrap,
and I'm celebrating tonight

1474
01:15:23,083 --> 01:15:25,346
because I should've been dead
a long time ago.

1475
01:15:25,433 --> 01:15:28,262
-Dude. Oh, that I'd...
-I mean, for real.
Whoa, whoa, whoa.

1476
01:15:28,349 --> 01:15:29,742
You know what I'm saying?

1477
01:15:31,265 --> 01:15:31,788
Yeah, I've read...
I've read a lot of things
about you.

1478
01:15:32,789 --> 01:15:33,441
-You know where we met?
-Where?

1479
01:15:34,747 --> 01:15:35,531
-TikTok, don't stop.
-TikTok, TikTok, TikTok...

1480
01:15:35,618 --> 01:15:37,271
You met on TikTok.

1481
01:15:37,358 --> 01:15:40,623
Wow, that's like
a whole new meet cue.

1482
01:15:40,710 --> 01:15:41,841
[all laughing]

1483
01:15:41,928 --> 01:15:44,409
We have decided,
as a team,

1484
01:15:44,496 --> 01:15:48,108
that we are going
to get pregnant tonight

1485
01:15:48,195 --> 01:15:51,198
because we can take the zygote

1486
01:15:51,285 --> 01:15:52,635
through the portal

1487
01:15:52,722 --> 01:15:54,158
that we're about
to all cross through...

1488
01:15:54,245 --> 01:15:55,855
Stop saying you're gonna die.

1489
01:15:55,942 --> 01:15:57,683
After I put it in
her port hole.

1490
01:15:57,770 --> 01:15:58,641
-...the front one.
-Yeah.

1491
01:15:59,729 --> 01:16:01,992
We do need to copulate.

1492
01:16:02,079 --> 01:16:03,428
So, we'll go and we'll be back.

1493
01:16:03,515 --> 01:16:04,951
-Make yourself at home.
Have fun.
-Alright.

1494
01:16:05,038 --> 01:16:06,387
Do you want this?

1495
01:16:06,474 --> 01:16:07,737
-I'm good.
-Okay, let's go.

1496
01:16:08,781 --> 01:16:10,609
Okay, bye-bye.

1497
01:16:13,133 --> 01:16:16,223
[distant chattering]

1498
01:16:18,443 --> 01:16:19,705
Ah, okay.

1499
01:16:21,838 --> 01:16:22,926
[scoffs]

1500
01:16:24,057 --> 01:16:25,537
Hi.

1501
01:16:25,624 --> 01:16:26,625
Hi.

1502
01:16:26,712 --> 01:16:28,453
-You came.
-Oh, I did, yeah.

1503
01:16:32,588 --> 01:16:34,154
Nate, I am...

1504
01:16:37,549 --> 01:16:40,857
Listen, I've been meaning
to tell you something
for a long time.

1505
01:16:44,164 --> 01:16:45,339
Okay.

1506
01:16:48,386 --> 01:16:50,257
You have my...

1507
01:16:50,344 --> 01:16:51,650
favorite sweatshirt
still or what?

1508
01:16:51,737 --> 01:16:53,304
[chuckles] No.

1509
01:16:53,391 --> 01:16:57,264
I mean, I actually do have
your sweatshirt still.

1510
01:16:57,351 --> 01:16:58,962
I would say I'd get it
back to you, but...

1511
01:16:59,049 --> 01:17:00,354
Yeah.

1512
01:17:01,138 --> 01:17:02,661
Nate, I...

1513
01:17:06,665 --> 01:17:08,188
I love you.

1514
01:17:10,800 --> 01:17:12,628
I've always loved you.

1515
01:17:13,498 --> 01:17:14,934
And I...

1516
01:17:16,675 --> 01:17:19,765
I guess,
I'm just not great at...

1517
01:17:19,852 --> 01:17:22,202
Well, [giggles] um...

1518
01:17:23,073 --> 01:17:24,378
Nobody is.

1519
01:17:24,944 --> 01:17:26,206
You are.

1520
01:17:27,730 --> 01:17:29,253
You were

1521
01:17:29,340 --> 01:17:33,649
and I wasn't able to receive it

1522
01:17:33,736 --> 01:17:37,609
and I'm, really,
I'm so sorry...

1523
01:17:37,696 --> 01:17:39,263
Nah.

1524
01:17:40,960 --> 01:17:43,441
...that I hurt you.
I... you know, it's not.
It's really not...

1525
01:17:43,528 --> 01:17:46,662
I mean, it sucked,
it hurt, but...

1526
01:17:48,794 --> 01:17:51,797
It means a lot to...

1527
01:17:51,884 --> 01:17:53,669
To hear that
from you right now.

1528
01:17:55,366 --> 01:17:56,759
'Cause I love you.

1529
01:17:59,370 --> 01:18:01,024
And I never stop loving you.

1530
01:18:04,767 --> 01:18:07,378
Damn, me too.

1531
01:18:08,596 --> 01:18:09,685
Really?

1532
01:18:10,903 --> 01:18:12,122
Really.

1533
01:18:14,646 --> 01:18:15,603
Damn.

1534
01:18:16,735 --> 01:18:18,389
What could've been.

1535
01:18:18,476 --> 01:18:19,869
Yeah, if only.

1536
01:18:19,956 --> 01:18:21,653
Yeah, I fucked it up.

1537
01:18:21,740 --> 01:18:24,351
Yeah, I know, man.
I'm a fucking idiot.

1538
01:18:24,438 --> 01:18:25,265
You are.

1539
01:18:33,752 --> 01:18:34,927
I've an idea.

1540
01:18:35,406 --> 01:18:36,581
Okay.

1541
01:18:39,105 --> 01:18:41,847
What if we don't ruin it?

1542
01:18:41,934 --> 01:18:44,720
You mean,
just like leave it at that?

1543
01:18:45,155 --> 01:18:46,330
Yeah.

1544
01:18:47,766 --> 01:18:49,594
Pick it up in the next one.

1545
01:18:49,681 --> 01:18:51,291
God, I hope so.

1546
01:18:53,946 --> 01:18:55,078
Yeah.

1547
01:18:59,778 --> 01:19:01,737
Hey, you wanna go inside or...

1548
01:19:02,650 --> 01:19:03,956
Um...

1549
01:19:09,135 --> 01:19:11,311
No, I think I'm gonna go home.

1550
01:19:12,878 --> 01:19:15,620
You're gonna be okay
by yourself tonight, Liza?

1551
01:19:17,404 --> 01:19:18,884
I won't be.

1552
01:19:39,513 --> 01:19:40,863
[sighing]

1553
01:19:43,953 --> 01:19:45,215
[sighs]

1554
01:19:50,481 --> 01:19:51,830
Ready?

1555
01:19:54,659 --> 01:19:56,052
Yeah.

1556
01:19:57,967 --> 01:19:59,055
You?

1557
01:20:01,927 --> 01:20:03,189
Yeah.

1558
01:20:28,736 --> 01:20:34,133
[loud rumbling]



