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[button clicks]

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[man on recording clears throat]

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One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

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[slightly distorted]
I think this recording machine

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might be under some kind of strain.

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Speech oscillates
from one speaker to the next.

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Anyway, let's begin the recording proper.

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My name is Dennis Nilsen.

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[birds chirping]

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[Nilsen on recording]
My companions, as you can hear,

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are a couple of mating budgies,
Hamish and Tweetles.

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[chirping continues]

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[Nilsen] He's a good boy, Hamish.

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I sit here,

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smoking a Scaferlati roll-up cigarette.

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[coughs] Oh dear.

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Yeah, we are ruining our healths-ssss.

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Well, we've all gotta die of something,
haven't we?

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[ominous music playing]

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[Nilsen] This morning, a friendly screw
kindly lent me his News of the World,

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an amusement sheet posing as a newspaper…

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and he brought to my attention page 21.

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[paper rustles]

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[Nilsen] "Dennis Nilsen
makes a sick joke of his crimes

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by having pinned up in his cell

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a poster of The Silence of the Lambs star
Hannibal Lecter."

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"And he believes that one day,

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his grisly exploits
will be immortalized in a film."

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[recording crackles]

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[Nilsen] End of story.

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What a load of rubbish!

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Good evening. Scotland Yard launched
its biggest murder investigation today…

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[reporter 1]
…after the discovery of bodies in London.

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[reporter 2] In the next few hours,

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the scale of this crime
will begin to unfold.

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[Nilsen] Well,
what is this article's accuracy?

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Oh yes,
I was definitely convicted for murder.

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Eh, but apart from that,
most of the stuff is just pure fiction.

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The prosecution
alleged a pattern of murder.

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[reporter 3] The public gallery
of No. 1 Court has been full every day.

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Those who'd expected to hear horrors
were not disappointed.

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[Nilsen] Great. "Des Nilsen, the monster."

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"Oh, Nilsen."
As soon as you mention the name,

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people have made their mind up about it.

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Dennis Nilsen,
the man who once called himself

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"the murderer of the century"…

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[Nilsen] They are still trying
to plug this image

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of the dangerous creature
so beloved of fiction,

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the movie monsters.

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[reporter 4] Now Nilsen wants
to publish his autobiography

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from behind prison bars.

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[menacing music playing]

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[Nilsen] It's a tale beyond comprehension.

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Right, let's go!

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London, 1983.

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Good afternoon to you.

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Well, it's decidedly parky
to say the least.

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And, in fact, it's not gonna get
any warmer, really, in the next few days

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because we're going to keep
these north to northeasterly…

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[McCusker] I certainly remember the day
because it was cold and miserable outside,

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and I was sitting in my office

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when a colleague of mine told me

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that he had been called
to Cranley Gardens,

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where suspected human remains
were pulled out of a manhole there.

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When we got there, the tenants
were standing around the manhole.

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The toilets had been blocked,

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and an engineer had been called
to clear the drains,

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and he discovered
huge amounts of flesh and bone.

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I have a limited knowledge,

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but very heavily suspected

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that it wasn't, um, animal, shall we say.

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[interviewer] Did anyone express
any particular interest in what you found?

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Yes. The guy, I believe,
was living in the top-floor flat.

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[McCusker] Then the tenants told me
that the previous evening,

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around about midnight,

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they had heard a scraping noise outside.

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When they went to the front door
and opened it,

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they saw the man from the upstairs flat.

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He was dressed in just a simple vest.

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And bearing in mind,
this was February, freezing cold.

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And they asked him if he was all right.

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And he said,
"I am. I've just been outside for a pee."

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I made further inquiries
at Cranley Gardens

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and found out he was
at the local Jobcentre where he worked.

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And he normally returned from his work

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at half past five every evening.

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We then found out
that the pieces of bones from the drains

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were indeed from a human body.

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And the pathologist said
that the piece of flesh

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appeared to have
strangulation marks on it.

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[tense suspenseful music playing]

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[McCusker] And lo and behold,

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we saw a man walking up the road.

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[Nilsen, singing]
♪ Oh, the time is coming ♪

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♪ The time is coming! ♪

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He was very calm indeed.

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[Nilsen] When I arrived
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the police were unsure of their ground.

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They were fishing tentatively
in the hope of gaining information

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concerning the samples of human flesh
found down the house…

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…drains.

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Nilsen then said, "Very strange
that police officers should come

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and talk to me about my drains."

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[McCusker] But he let us into the house…

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[McCusker]
…and we went up to the attic flat.

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[McCusker] And as soon
as he opened the door,

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the smell just came at you.

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[camera shutter clicks]

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-[camera shutter clicks]
-[McCusker] I knew that awful smell.

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So we said to him…

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[Nilsen overlaps] "Stop messing about.
Where's the rest of the body?"

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And he looked at me,

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and he pointed

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to the wardrobe.

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And when I opened it,

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there were
two huge, black bin sacks, sagging.

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[McCusker] So I got him by the cuff,

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and he was told that he was being arrested
on suspicion of murder.

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[vehicle moving]

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[McCusker] On the way back
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I sat beside him,

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but something was bothering me.

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Those two bin sacks were huge.

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[Nilsen] In the car, on the journey
to the police station, I was asked…

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"Are we talking
about one body or two here?"

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[Nilsen] I immediately replied with…

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[overlaps with Nilsen] "15 or 16."

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[McCusker] It made the hair
on the back of my neck stand up.

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And I could see
the detective chief inspector

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looking into the mirror at me.

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And I had to tell him
to concentrate on the driving

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'cause he started to veer across the road.

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And it hit me.

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"We have a serial killer here."

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[menacing music plays]

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[indistinct chattering]

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[Nilsen] I glide
down a long corridor with my escort,

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and I'm lodged in the first cell
at the end of the line.

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I am deposited there,
in this antiquated room,

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with a small bench

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and rough, upright,
small stool of a table.

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I sit there,
light up a cigarette, and pause.

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[tense music playing]

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[McCusker] We didn't know for sure

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if what Nilsen was telling us
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You think, "15 or 16 people?"

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But we've only had the authority
to keep him in custody for 48 hours,

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and that's it.

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You've gotta get
everything out of this guy that you can.

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But you don't wanna put
that much pressure on him

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that he doesn't wanna talk to you.

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[Nilsen] Wary of the expected
long train of questioning,

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I surprised the CID trio

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by interjecting
that I would tell them everything.

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[McCusker] Nilsen wouldn't stop talking.

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He started telling us
exactly what had happened.

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He would go into a pub

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and speak to someone,

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take them back to his flat.

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They would be drinking.
They'd be listening to music.

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The following morning,
Nilsen would wake up,

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and there would be a dead body beside him.

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And when he was pressed on this,
he just said

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he couldn't remember what had happened.

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Normally, in a murder case,

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you'll have a victim,

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and then
you will go looking for the murderer.

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In this case, we had a murderer,

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but he didn't know who the victims were.

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So we had to go backwards, if you like,

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and trace all the victims.

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[Nilsen] There was no questions
I refused to answer.

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Going into minute detail.

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If anything…

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no other British murderer

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has ever been so forthright…

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in confronting his offending behavior
than I have been.

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He was giving very limited information,
but they were mainly young men.

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But I thought,

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if what Nilsen was telling us
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how on earth, in a place like London,

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could 15 people have been murdered
without anyone noticing?

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[Nilsen]
The police had all the ingredients

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to lay a charge against me.

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This would have placed the whole matter
under the protection of sub judice

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and out of reach
of the sensation-hungry media.

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This was to be the biggest case
in all of their careers,

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and in order to enhance their own place
in the professional public spotlight,

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they made sure
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when they sat down
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[man] I was up at the office,

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and the news desk called me over
and gave me this sheet of paper

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that said
that a plumber working for Dyno-Rod

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had found pieces of human flesh
down a drain.

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I phoned Scotland Yard,
but they knew nothing about it.

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So I carried on and wrote the story.

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But there was resistance
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because in those days,

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you never really wanted
to upset people over the breakfast table.

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And there's no doubt

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that the reality of Cattran's discoveries

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would make people dry heave
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So I had no idea
if the story was gonna be used.

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[man 2] Well, I was told
there had been a… a murder inquiry

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at Cranley Gardens,

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and could I get up there
as quickly as possible?

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Well, I wasn't too excited about it.

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I thought,
"This is a… a fairly mundane story."

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"If I'm lucky, I might get a lead that'll
get me a piece on the Six O'Clock News,

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and it'll be forgotten."

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Well, normally,
when you get to a scene like that,

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the road's already been cordoned off.
Never mind the house, the road.

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No sign of that here.
We were right up on the doorstep.

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But we did interview one or two people
who had noted him, you know.

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They had seen him. They thought
he was a bit strange, a bit quiet.

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[interviewer] Is he a man
whom you'd seen in this area before?

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Oh yes, I've seen him out walking his dog
and just nodded hello to him.

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And then, half an hour later, uh,

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we hear that this, uh… [chuckles]

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…this killer
hasn't just killed one person.

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He's killed 15 or 16.

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What?

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In some ways… This sounds awful,

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but I had this great flow
of adrenaline at the time.

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[chuckles] I have to admit, you know,

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I was totally transfixed on this.

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As yet, few in Cranley Gardens
have been able to gather

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the enormity of what's happened.

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For, within hours,
what seemed just another inquiry

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developed into
one of the biggest mass murder inquiries

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ever conducted in Britain.

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The news editors are asking,

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"What more do you know?
What more can you give us now?"

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[Nilsen]
Nobody else knew the published details

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but for the officers on the case and me.

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As I was incommunicado,
there was no leaks from me to the press.

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It was the police
who gave the press all the information

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that hit the headlines
in the next couple of days.

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Then we hear that this man has a job
as an executive officer

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at a Jobcentre interviewing people!

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For the past six months, he's been working
here at the Manpower Services Commission,

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known to his colleagues at work as Des.

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Well, I thought, you know… [chuckles]

252
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"This guy's a psychopath, all right."

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[Nilsen] A clearly prejudiced picture

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had been allowed to form
in the public's mind,

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even before I was charged
with any offense,

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giving the media
full latitude to milk their property.

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This allowed the images of monstrosity

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to take full flight

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to whet the profitable public imagination.

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[Bence] As a newspaper reporter,
nothing really shocks or surprises you.

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As a human being,
things do shock and surprise you.

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When I heard that he'd killed
15 or 16 people over four years,

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I thought,
"How can that happen for four years,

264
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in this so-called civilized country,

265
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and we had no knowledge of it?"

266
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We were all talking about
how the big problem for any killer

267
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is getting rid of the body.

268
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But how did he get rid of 15 or 16?

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[camera shutter clicks]

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[McCusker] We only found the remains
of three bodies at Cranley Gardens.

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So I asked him,

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where did he kill the other people at?

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[Nilsen] My memory rolled back the fact
that I killed three at Cranley Gardens

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and the others

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[overlapping with Nilsen]
at 195 Melrose Avenue.

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[McCusker] Which is only
a few miles from Cranley Gardens.

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[woman] It was absolutely freezing,

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icy cold.

279
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But we got the call
from the detective chief inspector,

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who said,
"Right, everybody in. Everybody in."

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"We will go down to Melrose Avenue."

282
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"We'll be briefed there."

283
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Bear in mind we didn't know
what we were gonna walk into there.

284
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There was no prep. We were the first wave.

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So off we went.

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But when we got to Melrose Avenue,

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the officers
who were investigating the crime said,

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"Right. We've had information

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Dennis Nilsen
used to live in Melrose Avenue,

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and that he has admitted
to killing quite a few people,

291
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and that they're buried in the garden."

292
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So there was this stunned silence.

293
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And then we were given green overalls.

294
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"There you go, Karen.
Put your overalls on."

295
00:18:22.017 --> 00:18:23.727
"There's a pitchfork. Start digging."

296
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[reporter] A few minutes ago,

297
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a police van
suddenly drew up outside the house,

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and a squad of half a dozen officers,

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equipped with spades,
sieves, and other digging implements,

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hurried down the side passage
to the back garden.

301
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"Find what you can. Is this guy lying,
or is he telling us the truth?"

302
00:18:40.202 --> 00:18:42.037
He could have been a fantasist.

303
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[McCusker] Nilsen told us
about his system of disposal

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of the bodies at Melrose Avenue.

305
00:18:53.882 --> 00:18:55.092
[Nilsen clearing throat]

306
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I was putting the corpses
under the floorboards…

307
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but eventually, there was the smell,

308
00:19:05.686 --> 00:19:08.522
and the rot, and the maggots.

309
00:19:09.857 --> 00:19:13.402
And at one stage,
there was no room under the floorboards.

310
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There were so many bodies there.

311
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He had to come up with an idea.

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[Bence] I spoke to a neighbor
who said she remembers

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that he had a series of bonfires.

314
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Er, mostly in the evening time

315
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'cause I used to work evenings.

316
00:19:34.047 --> 00:19:35.299
Um, that's all.

317
00:19:35.883 --> 00:19:37.843
[interviewer 1]
Did you think rubbish was being burned?

318
00:19:37.926 --> 00:19:38.760
Yes. Yes.

319
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[interviewer 2] Does it appear
that the bodies have been burnt

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in the back garden before burial?

321
00:19:42.973 --> 00:19:44.308
Uh, it's a possibility.

322
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[camera shutter clicks]

323
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[Hunt] What he'd done
filters through to us.

324
00:19:50.647 --> 00:19:52.566
He burned them in the back garden,

325
00:19:54.401 --> 00:19:56.278
and when they were down to ash,

326
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he would spread them out over the garden
and dig them in.

327
00:20:01.617 --> 00:20:05.037
But there would have been
regular bonfires in that garden.

328
00:20:05.120 --> 00:20:08.498
I am unaware
of anybody making a complaint.

329
00:20:09.499 --> 00:20:12.336
[reporter] The whole area
has now been completely cordoned off,

330
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and newsmen ordered away from the scene.

331
00:20:14.922 --> 00:20:15.964
Come on, move back!

332
00:20:16.048 --> 00:20:17.257
[dog whimpers]

333
00:20:17.883 --> 00:20:20.719
It was numbing work
because the ground was frozen.

334
00:20:21.303 --> 00:20:23.430
I said,
"We're never gonna get through this."

335
00:20:23.513 --> 00:20:26.225
We felt we were gonna be there a year
digging that place up.

336
00:20:27.309 --> 00:20:28.435
[reporter] By late afternoon,

337
00:20:28.518 --> 00:20:31.605
a grim and somewhat dispirited squad
packed up and left,

338
00:20:31.688 --> 00:20:35.192
shaking their heads when asked
if the day's work had yielded anything.

339
00:20:36.944 --> 00:20:38.654
[Hunt] Then you start asking,

340
00:20:38.737 --> 00:20:42.157
why hasn't there been this huge outcry of,

341
00:20:42.241 --> 00:20:45.285
"Yeah, my son… My father's missing"?

342
00:20:45.369 --> 00:20:46.411
It wasn't happening.

343
00:20:48.914 --> 00:20:50.874
It was as if they didn't matter.

344
00:20:57.422 --> 00:20:59.091
[McCusker] Who were these people?

345
00:20:59.841 --> 00:21:01.843
It's almost an impossible task.

346
00:21:04.263 --> 00:21:07.641
But Nilsen had told us
we needed to search Cranley Gardens

347
00:21:08.308 --> 00:21:09.476
for a tea chest.

348
00:21:14.147 --> 00:21:15.315
[camera shutter clicks]

349
00:21:16.191 --> 00:21:17.359
[camera shutter clicks]

350
00:21:18.277 --> 00:21:19.444
[camera shutter clicks]

351
00:21:20.112 --> 00:21:21.280
[camera shutter clicks]

352
00:21:23.115 --> 00:21:26.118
[McCusker] And there,
we discovered more body parts…

353
00:21:26.702 --> 00:21:28.954
-[camera shutter clicks]
-…which we took to the mortuary.

354
00:21:29.037 --> 00:21:31.748
One of the pieces
that were removed from the flat

355
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was an arm,

356
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with a hand.

357
00:21:38.213 --> 00:21:41.133
We took the fingerprints of this hand,

358
00:21:42.217 --> 00:21:43.844
and we were absolutely amazed

359
00:21:45.012 --> 00:21:46.221
when we got a match.

360
00:21:50.017 --> 00:21:53.312
It was a young man
by the name of, uh, Stephen Sinclair.

361
00:21:56.064 --> 00:21:58.025
He was on police records

362
00:21:58.108 --> 00:22:02.195
because he had been in trouble
for various minor criminal matters,

363
00:22:02.988 --> 00:22:04.740
but he was never reported missing.

364
00:22:05.449 --> 00:22:09.161
So we made every effort
to contact any family that he had.

365
00:22:16.376 --> 00:22:18.754
[woman] One night,
we were talking about things,

366
00:22:18.837 --> 00:22:21.173
and he said
that he would love to go to London,

367
00:22:21.256 --> 00:22:23.175
that he was going to London.

368
00:22:23.258 --> 00:22:25.886
And my husband said,
"Well, Stephen, you're silly

369
00:22:25.969 --> 00:22:28.930
because it's no' a place
for a… a boy like you."

370
00:22:29.806 --> 00:22:31.141
He says, "Oh, but I'm going."

371
00:22:36.688 --> 00:22:38.899
[McCusker] Sinclair was a drifter

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who'd come down from Scotland,
and he was swallowed up by London.

373
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It was beginning to look
like most of these victims were

374
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homeless youths,

375
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down-and-outs.

376
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It was that kind of class of people.

377
00:23:19.106 --> 00:23:21.650
[Bence] You have to look
at Britain at that time.

378
00:23:23.360 --> 00:23:25.862
There was high unemployment
all over the country.

379
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The consequence of high unemployment is

380
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you get people drawn like a magnet
to London.

381
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They think
the streets are paved with gold.

382
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In fact, they're not paved with gold.

383
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And you get down on your luck.

384
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Nilsen went round with his vacuum cleaner,

385
00:23:45.715 --> 00:23:47.759
swooping up these victims,

386
00:23:47.843 --> 00:23:50.095
these vulnerable young men.

387
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[reporter] Efforts to identify the victims
are centered

388
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among London's growing population
of young dropouts.

389
00:23:58.311 --> 00:24:02.357
Police theorize the victims
were male runaways under age 21,

390
00:24:02.441 --> 00:24:05.735
lured to the house with a promise
of food and a place to spend the night.

391
00:24:11.283 --> 00:24:13.410
[Nilsen]
Leave the old autobiography alone.

392
00:24:14.202 --> 00:24:17.122
Now I think
it's time to go and pick up lunch.

393
00:24:17.789 --> 00:24:18.790
Excusez-moi.

394
00:24:26.256 --> 00:24:29.217
All right, welcome back.
I've just collected my lunch.

395
00:24:30.302 --> 00:24:31.928
It's a kind of a curry.

396
00:24:32.012 --> 00:24:34.431
I don't think these cooks down there
have got much of a clue.

397
00:24:34.514 --> 00:24:36.349
The curry seems to have been supplemented

398
00:24:36.433 --> 00:24:42.063
by soya, texturized protein,
simulated meat.

399
00:24:42.147 --> 00:24:45.484
I'll bang some
of this West Indian sauce on top,

400
00:24:45.567 --> 00:24:47.944
and that might give it some taste.

401
00:24:49.446 --> 00:24:50.780
Right. Let's taste this.

402
00:24:52.282 --> 00:24:56.786
[chewing]

403
00:24:57.370 --> 00:25:00.582
Mmm! That's quite pleasant.
I'm surprised myself.

404
00:25:01.166 --> 00:25:04.544
Must have been the West Indian sauce
I put in it has given it some taste.

405
00:25:06.421 --> 00:25:08.089
Anyway, where was I? Yes.

406
00:25:13.970 --> 00:25:15.388
1983.

407
00:25:16.848 --> 00:25:18.308
[ominous music playing]

408
00:25:22.979 --> 00:25:26.233
Good evening. A 37-year-old civil servant

409
00:25:26.316 --> 00:25:29.402
has been charged
with the murder of a 20-year-old man

410
00:25:29.486 --> 00:25:32.113
whose remains were found
at a house in North London

411
00:25:32.197 --> 00:25:33.281
earlier this week.

412
00:25:34.115 --> 00:25:37.452
Dennis Andrew Nilsen
will appear in court tomorrow.

413
00:25:38.161 --> 00:25:40.288
[Nilsen] I'm crushed
inside a security van,

414
00:25:40.372 --> 00:25:41.957
en route from prison.

415
00:25:42.040 --> 00:25:43.166
It is the first day

416
00:25:43.250 --> 00:25:46.253
whereon I shall stand exposed
before my peers.

417
00:25:51.007 --> 00:25:52.592
[Bence] We knew the man's name,

418
00:25:53.093 --> 00:25:54.761
but we'd never seen him.

419
00:25:54.844 --> 00:25:56.638
We had no idea what he looked like.

420
00:26:01.351 --> 00:26:03.562
You expect a big, beefy fellow.

421
00:26:03.645 --> 00:26:05.272
Uh, strong.

422
00:26:05.355 --> 00:26:07.774
You're expecting
a heavyweight boxer almost.

423
00:26:13.280 --> 00:26:15.115
[Bence] There was press everywhere,

424
00:26:15.198 --> 00:26:18.451
waiting for the first picture
of this monster.

425
00:26:21.162 --> 00:26:22.497
I said to the photographer,

426
00:26:22.581 --> 00:26:24.583
"He's gonna come out
with a sheet over his head."

427
00:26:24.666 --> 00:26:26.001
"We're not gonna see him."

428
00:26:35.343 --> 00:26:37.762
But, of course,
he didn't have a sheet over his head.

429
00:26:41.975 --> 00:26:43.268
[Nilsen] I am a man,

430
00:26:44.185 --> 00:26:45.395
not a monster.

431
00:26:47.689 --> 00:26:48.982
Awkward, isn't it?

432
00:26:52.485 --> 00:26:53.903
It was almost a feeling of…

433
00:26:54.654 --> 00:26:56.281
It's a horrible way to put it.

434
00:26:56.364 --> 00:26:57.657
…sort of disappointment.

435
00:26:57.741 --> 00:26:59.367
Could this possibly be the man?

436
00:27:00.952 --> 00:27:05.040
He just didn't seem to fit
the picture of a mass killer.

437
00:27:05.123 --> 00:27:06.458
[camera shutter clicks]

438
00:27:06.541 --> 00:27:09.127
[Bence] How could
a man like that do what he's done,

439
00:27:09.210 --> 00:27:11.296
-this ordinary-looking bloke…
-[camera shutter clicks]

440
00:27:11.379 --> 00:27:14.841
…that you'd walk past in the street
without a second look?

441
00:27:16.051 --> 00:27:18.261
[reporter] The van made its way
to Hornsey Police Station

442
00:27:18.345 --> 00:27:20.513
where investigations are continuing.

443
00:27:21.556 --> 00:27:23.558
[Hamilton] Obviously, now,
we want to know something

444
00:27:23.642 --> 00:27:25.101
about Nilsen's upbringing.

445
00:27:26.144 --> 00:27:29.814
Well, the only people
who can tell you that are his own family.

446
00:27:32.817 --> 00:27:35.737
We knew that he came from Aberdeenshire.

447
00:27:36.613 --> 00:27:38.782
So I looked up
the Aberdeenshire phone book,

448
00:27:40.200 --> 00:27:42.744
and there's only one entry "Nilsen."

449
00:27:44.829 --> 00:27:49.042
And I make a telephone call
to his mother and said,

450
00:27:49.125 --> 00:27:53.296
"Obviously, you know
that we've got to do a program on this."

451
00:27:53.380 --> 00:27:56.883
And she said, "Well, not today.
I don't really feel up to it."

452
00:27:56.966 --> 00:28:00.053
I said, "Well, I just happen to be
in Aberdeenshire today."

453
00:28:01.054 --> 00:28:03.515
"Would be a bit of a shame
if we had to come back again."

454
00:28:03.598 --> 00:28:05.517
She said, "All right, then."

455
00:28:09.270 --> 00:28:12.315
Outside her house was a little notice

456
00:28:12.399 --> 00:28:17.320
to say that her garden had been
the best garden in the whole area.

457
00:28:17.404 --> 00:28:18.738
[clock ticking]

458
00:28:19.406 --> 00:28:21.908
[Hamilton] The house inside was pristine.

459
00:28:22.784 --> 00:28:25.620
Not a speck of dust anywhere.

460
00:28:25.704 --> 00:28:27.622
[kettle whistling]

461
00:28:27.706 --> 00:28:30.667
She went into the kitchen.
She brought in a silver salver.

462
00:28:30.750 --> 00:28:32.585
Homemade shortbread.

463
00:28:39.467 --> 00:28:41.803
And I said to her,

464
00:28:41.886 --> 00:28:43.513
"Well, you know, how did you…"

465
00:28:43.596 --> 00:28:46.266
"How did you feel
when you heard this news about him?"

466
00:28:47.559 --> 00:28:48.852
And she said…

467
00:28:48.935 --> 00:28:52.355
I've tried to think
what could have gone wrong.

468
00:28:52.439 --> 00:28:56.943
And, I mean, why the people
in London who worked with him,

469
00:28:57.026 --> 00:28:59.362
why would they not see something there…

470
00:29:01.281 --> 00:29:03.283
before this? It's gone on all this time.

471
00:29:03.366 --> 00:29:07.203
I believe if he'd been at home,
I would have seen something was wrong.

472
00:29:08.121 --> 00:29:10.957
Because normally,
you couldn't live with a person

473
00:29:11.040 --> 00:29:14.294
unless you could see
that there was something bothering him.

474
00:29:15.044 --> 00:29:19.466
Because it's not the Dennis I knew
that's doing this, somehow or other.

475
00:29:21.885 --> 00:29:24.679
[Nilsen] Oh dear! Deary, deary me!

476
00:29:27.807 --> 00:29:29.142
[Scott] He was really a quiet boy.

477
00:29:29.225 --> 00:29:32.562
Nothing extraordinary about him, really,
when he was young.

478
00:29:32.645 --> 00:29:34.564
Just a normal, quiet boy.

479
00:29:37.066 --> 00:29:39.527
[Nilsen] I was an inwardly troubled boy,

480
00:29:40.111 --> 00:29:41.780
and nobody seemed to notice.

481
00:29:43.740 --> 00:29:45.742
[gulls squawking]

482
00:29:49.704 --> 00:29:52.499
[Nilsen] I remember… I remember

483
00:29:53.792 --> 00:29:57.378
as if there was a Moviola
running in my mind.

484
00:30:02.425 --> 00:30:04.511
I see a small, frail boy.

485
00:30:05.512 --> 00:30:10.141
He is new against a background
of powerful forces acting on him.

486
00:30:14.604 --> 00:30:15.480
[clock ticking]

487
00:30:15.563 --> 00:30:18.775
[Nilsen] I had the feeling
of being somehow different.

488
00:30:21.486 --> 00:30:24.405
Perhaps being poor,
thin, and shabbily dressed

489
00:30:24.948 --> 00:30:29.327
was that first definable assault
on my awakening self-esteem.

490
00:30:31.120 --> 00:30:34.874
Not having a father to boast about
might well have been another.

491
00:30:35.500 --> 00:30:37.669
[menacing music playing]

492
00:30:58.273 --> 00:31:00.650
[Scott] His father,
he never was really a person

493
00:31:00.733 --> 00:31:03.444
that was close to the family and that.

494
00:31:03.528 --> 00:31:05.488
I had to bring them up myself.

495
00:31:06.531 --> 00:31:09.742
[Nilsen] Then there was this great gulf
between me and my mother.

496
00:31:12.203 --> 00:31:15.790
[Scott] I was a caring person,
and I just did my best.

497
00:31:15.874 --> 00:31:18.751
He was brought up
just the same way as the others.

498
00:31:19.836 --> 00:31:20.962
[Nilsen] Well… [sighs]

499
00:31:22.046 --> 00:31:23.882
Damned lies.

500
00:31:28.344 --> 00:31:29.929
When I was about eight or nine,

501
00:31:30.013 --> 00:31:33.683
I was first afflicted
by that thing called love.

502
00:31:34.183 --> 00:31:37.687
It was for another boy
with whom I'd never even spoken.

503
00:31:38.980 --> 00:31:42.775
Visions of him, as seen in school,
filled my whole consciousness.

504
00:31:45.820 --> 00:31:49.991
It was a strange,
vibrant, and compelling situation,

505
00:31:51.492 --> 00:31:54.913
but the stern moral principles
of society and the church

506
00:31:54.996 --> 00:31:56.414
were of such a magnitude

507
00:31:56.497 --> 00:32:01.127
that my inner joys and longings
had to be kept secret from the world.

508
00:32:01.628 --> 00:32:03.129
[dance music playing in video]

509
00:32:03.212 --> 00:32:04.923
[reporter] Men who choose
to love other men

510
00:32:05.006 --> 00:32:07.550
are treated
not only with intolerance and contempt

511
00:32:07.634 --> 00:32:09.344
but prosecuted and jailed.

512
00:32:09.427 --> 00:32:12.847
For many of us, this is revolting,
men dancing with men.

513
00:32:12.931 --> 00:32:16.476
Most homosexuals
must lead a secret, dark existence.

514
00:32:25.360 --> 00:32:26.903
[Nilsen] It is a great hurt

515
00:32:26.986 --> 00:32:30.573
to begin to appreciate
that one's genetic personality

516
00:32:30.657 --> 00:32:33.701
was considered
to be monstrous and detestable.

517
00:32:34.702 --> 00:32:37.997
There I was, not into my second decade,

518
00:32:38.081 --> 00:32:42.418
and regarded as a criminal,
an outsider, an abomination,

519
00:32:42.961 --> 00:32:46.130
had been convicted
and punished to serve a sentence

520
00:32:47.173 --> 00:32:50.009
for the crime of what nature had made.

521
00:32:50.885 --> 00:32:53.429
I was forced not to be anything true

522
00:32:53.513 --> 00:32:54.973
outside of my head.

523
00:33:02.271 --> 00:33:04.524
[McCusker] The interrogators
were happy enough

524
00:33:04.607 --> 00:33:08.194
to let Nilsen tell his story
without pressing him too much

525
00:33:08.277 --> 00:33:10.446
because he was free flowing with his talk.

526
00:33:16.619 --> 00:33:19.956
So I thought,
"I'll sit down with Nilsen myself."

527
00:33:20.039 --> 00:33:22.875
I wanted to see
if he could remember anything extra

528
00:33:24.210 --> 00:33:27.338
about the pubs
where he picked some of the victims up.

529
00:33:28.256 --> 00:33:29.966
And he told us a lot of them

530
00:33:31.968 --> 00:33:33.469
were gay bars…

531
00:33:37.515 --> 00:33:38.975
in the West End of London.

532
00:33:40.935 --> 00:33:42.645
[Nilsen] Of course I'm homosexual,

533
00:33:43.730 --> 00:33:45.690
but I keep myself to myself.

534
00:33:45.773 --> 00:33:48.985
The last thing
anyone would ever admit to is being gay.

535
00:33:51.070 --> 00:33:54.741
[McCusker] So I concentrated my squad
in the West End of London.

536
00:33:57.785 --> 00:34:00.955
Then we found out
he picked up men in gay pubs.

537
00:34:01.456 --> 00:34:04.333
And once you've got something
that you can nail to it,

538
00:34:04.834 --> 00:34:05.960
"the gay killer,"

539
00:34:06.502 --> 00:34:07.628
it's gonna stick.

540
00:34:09.297 --> 00:34:11.257
Whatever the reality,
whatever the truth of it,

541
00:34:12.258 --> 00:34:13.259
it's gonna stick.

542
00:34:15.762 --> 00:34:16.888
[Nilsen] Exclusive!

543
00:34:17.597 --> 00:34:20.850
Gay Killer Dennis the Mincing Menace.

544
00:34:21.434 --> 00:34:22.310
Oh dear.

545
00:34:26.105 --> 00:34:27.940
[Bence] Even though, in 1983,

546
00:34:28.024 --> 00:34:31.986
consenting adults of 21 and over
would no longer be prosecuted,

547
00:34:32.695 --> 00:34:34.947
gay men and women were ostracized.

548
00:34:35.698 --> 00:34:38.201
There was a lot
of institutional homophobia

549
00:34:38.284 --> 00:34:42.038
in lots of aspects of Britain's society,
including the press and the police.

550
00:34:43.206 --> 00:34:46.459
And as we were about to find out,
Nilsen knew that was the case,

551
00:34:46.542 --> 00:34:47.668
perfectly well.

552
00:34:51.714 --> 00:34:53.633
I remember sitting having a cup of tea

553
00:34:53.716 --> 00:34:56.594
with a member of staff
from Scotland Yard's Press Bureau,

554
00:34:57.095 --> 00:34:59.180
and he said, "This is an amazing story,

555
00:34:59.263 --> 00:35:02.016
but it's even more amazing
'cause he's one of our own."

556
00:35:04.310 --> 00:35:05.645
He's an ex-copper!

557
00:35:09.565 --> 00:35:10.650
[Nilsen snickers]

558
00:35:11.901 --> 00:35:14.570
When we found out
he was a police officer, we…

559
00:35:14.654 --> 00:35:19.117
Well, I thought, "That's why
he's got away with it for so long."

560
00:35:20.785 --> 00:35:23.287
"He's a police officer.
He's gonna be one step ahead."

561
00:35:24.455 --> 00:35:27.875
There were two officers I knew,
in uniform, who'd worked with him.

562
00:35:31.295 --> 00:35:35.883
[man] The detective chief superintendent
running the inquiry ordered me

563
00:35:35.967 --> 00:35:37.593
to come over to his office,

564
00:35:39.178 --> 00:35:41.597
'cause he wanted me
to come and tell them all about

565
00:35:42.598 --> 00:35:43.975
my friend Dennis.

566
00:35:47.019 --> 00:35:48.271
He was one of these people,

567
00:35:48.354 --> 00:35:50.773
if you spoke to him,
he would drop his head.

568
00:35:50.857 --> 00:35:53.192
He would avoid eye contact.

569
00:35:53.276 --> 00:35:54.986
A real loner.

570
00:35:57.488 --> 00:35:59.115
He wore a uniform

571
00:35:59.198 --> 00:36:00.950
but didn't really achieve anything.

572
00:36:01.033 --> 00:36:03.077
I don't think his interest was in it.

573
00:36:05.788 --> 00:36:08.082
He went before he was pushed.

574
00:36:11.043 --> 00:36:13.462
I don't think anybody batted an eyelid.

575
00:36:17.133 --> 00:36:19.093
You know, there was no leaving do.

576
00:36:19.177 --> 00:36:20.803
[siren sounding]

577
00:36:20.887 --> 00:36:23.347
[Brenton] And then, a few years later,

578
00:36:23.431 --> 00:36:25.099
before he killed anybody,

579
00:36:25.183 --> 00:36:27.768
I got a phone call
ordering me to go to an address

580
00:36:27.852 --> 00:36:29.937
to investigate a serious assault.

581
00:36:30.521 --> 00:36:35.943
And the first thing I noticed was
the walls had been painted black,

582
00:36:36.819 --> 00:36:39.155
which really wasn't my color.

583
00:36:42.200 --> 00:36:45.703
The living-room window
had been completely smashed,

584
00:36:45.786 --> 00:36:47.830
and there's blood everywhere.

585
00:36:49.248 --> 00:36:53.002
A young juvenile
had been taken from the address

586
00:36:53.085 --> 00:36:54.170
to the hospital.

587
00:36:54.795 --> 00:36:58.507
And he was just a pale,
skinny waif of a kid.

588
00:36:59.091 --> 00:37:02.261
And if I remember rightly,
he had over 100 stitches.

589
00:37:04.138 --> 00:37:06.224
He had been picked up in a pub

590
00:37:08.142 --> 00:37:12.355
by a man with a dour Scot's voice

591
00:37:14.273 --> 00:37:16.275
and was taken back to the flat…

592
00:37:20.404 --> 00:37:21.822
plied with alcohol,

593
00:37:22.490 --> 00:37:23.824
and then he woke up

594
00:37:24.742 --> 00:37:27.620
and discovered
that he was completely naked,

595
00:37:27.703 --> 00:37:30.248
and this man was coming towards him.

596
00:37:31.415 --> 00:37:33.459
So, fight-or-flight,

597
00:37:33.542 --> 00:37:36.379
he just hurled himself through the window.

598
00:37:39.882 --> 00:37:44.220
So I went back to the police station,
and this Scottish man was there,

599
00:37:44.720 --> 00:37:45.554
and it was

600
00:37:46.722 --> 00:37:47.974
my friend Dennis.

601
00:37:50.434 --> 00:37:51.477
So I asked him,

602
00:37:51.560 --> 00:37:55.773
"Why did this young juvenile
hurl himself through the window?"

603
00:37:56.524 --> 00:37:59.527
And then he said,
"Well, I don't know why he did it."

604
00:38:01.529 --> 00:38:03.739
"But if you got the evidence,
you charge me."

605
00:38:04.240 --> 00:38:06.117
"If you don't, you gotta let me go."

606
00:38:07.785 --> 00:38:10.204
And that was our Dennis. He knew the law.

607
00:38:16.335 --> 00:38:20.548
We then discovered
that the juvenile was a missing person.

608
00:38:20.631 --> 00:38:22.425
And we spoke to his parents,

609
00:38:23.175 --> 00:38:25.219
but his father just said,

610
00:38:25.303 --> 00:38:26.887
"He's not going to court."

611
00:38:28.973 --> 00:38:31.434
And I remember saying to his father,

612
00:38:31.517 --> 00:38:33.185
"Do you realize

613
00:38:34.103 --> 00:38:36.772
what is going to happen

614
00:38:36.856 --> 00:38:40.109
if you do not bring a prosecution?

615
00:38:40.651 --> 00:38:42.611
"He's gonna do this to somebody else."

616
00:38:43.195 --> 00:38:45.489
"No." They were adamant.

617
00:38:46.157 --> 00:38:47.074
I was fuming.

618
00:38:49.452 --> 00:38:51.579
I didn't say very much to him other than,

619
00:38:51.662 --> 00:38:54.540
"You have no idea,
Dennis, how lucky you are."

620
00:38:54.623 --> 00:38:56.709
Because he would have gone to prison.

621
00:38:58.002 --> 00:38:59.962
Grievous bodily harm with intent,

622
00:39:00.046 --> 00:39:02.214
potentially life imprisonment.

623
00:39:05.134 --> 00:39:06.635
When you dealt with somebody,

624
00:39:06.719 --> 00:39:10.389
it was incumbent upon you
to type out an intelligence card.

625
00:39:10.473 --> 00:39:14.060
And at the top of the card, I typed,

626
00:39:14.143 --> 00:39:17.438
"In my opinion,
this man is a dangerous psychopath."

627
00:39:22.360 --> 00:39:25.196
I always think about
what if they had said,

628
00:39:25.279 --> 00:39:26.614
"We'll prosecute him"?

629
00:39:27.323 --> 00:39:29.200
Who would still be breathing today?

630
00:39:30.576 --> 00:39:32.286
But there was a shame factor.

631
00:39:32.953 --> 00:39:34.080
They would be shamed.

632
00:39:34.789 --> 00:39:39.085
Um, and, "We want to take him home
and, you know, forget all about it."

633
00:39:41.629 --> 00:39:44.673
He must have thought
he was the luckiest person in the world.

634
00:39:46.967 --> 00:39:49.011
And he would never forget that.

635
00:39:58.521 --> 00:40:01.482
[McCusker] The West End was a vibe.

636
00:40:02.358 --> 00:40:05.111
Plenty of action, lots of people,

637
00:40:05.194 --> 00:40:07.113
a way to get lost.

638
00:40:09.490 --> 00:40:12.785
It was just teeming
with millionaires to paupers.

639
00:40:17.123 --> 00:40:20.292
But one of the officers on my team
came back to me, and he said,

640
00:40:20.376 --> 00:40:23.254
"I've been to the pub
and spoken to some people there."

641
00:40:23.754 --> 00:40:27.883
And they had described a guy called John,
and he was known as John the Guardsman.

642
00:40:30.845 --> 00:40:34.515
Nilsen had already told us
about a guy called John

643
00:40:35.433 --> 00:40:39.228
who wore a woolly hat
that looked like a Guardsman's hat.

644
00:40:46.485 --> 00:40:50.364
But we found out that John the Guardsman
was known in that area

645
00:40:51.490 --> 00:40:52.491
as a rent boy.

646
00:40:58.414 --> 00:41:02.209
It's the first time
that I had heard the term "rent boy."

647
00:41:06.922 --> 00:41:09.758
[Nilsen] Night bringeth the wild dance.

648
00:41:10.342 --> 00:41:13.596
It is the prenuptials before the feast

649
00:41:13.679 --> 00:41:15.848
where all appetites are sated.

650
00:41:16.682 --> 00:41:19.935
Helter-skelter into the fray of the dance,

651
00:41:20.019 --> 00:41:23.105
satisfying these appetites.

652
00:41:29.778 --> 00:41:31.614
[Bence] It was a playground, wasn't it?

653
00:41:33.449 --> 00:41:35.409
And Nilsen could get whatever he wanted.

654
00:41:36.535 --> 00:41:38.245
It was just a flesh market.

655
00:41:41.123 --> 00:41:43.792
[McCusker] We went
to West End Central Police Station.

656
00:41:43.876 --> 00:41:46.253
And they had an index
of all the rent boys,

657
00:41:46.337 --> 00:41:47.588
and there was hundreds.

658
00:41:50.799 --> 00:41:53.344
We were able to identify
John the Guardsman

659
00:41:53.427 --> 00:41:55.930
as a man called John Howlett,

660
00:41:57.014 --> 00:41:59.141
and I spoke to his mother.

661
00:41:59.225 --> 00:42:01.685
Howlett had left home of his own accord.

662
00:42:01.769 --> 00:42:03.395
He'd got involved in drugs,

663
00:42:04.063 --> 00:42:07.775
and there was quite simply an acceptance
that her son had died.

664
00:42:11.403 --> 00:42:15.449
Nilsen obviously knew that
if these young rent boys went missing,

665
00:42:16.992 --> 00:42:20.496
usually, they just vanished
into the London ether.

666
00:42:36.637 --> 00:42:39.640
[Hunt] It got easier,
digging that little garden,

667
00:42:40.474 --> 00:42:43.143
but it became evident
that he wasn't lying.

668
00:42:44.395 --> 00:42:48.023
We're finding dozens, and dozens,
and dozens of tiny bones.

669
00:42:51.235 --> 00:42:56.574
But nothing was so intact
that we could identify people from it.

670
00:42:57.992 --> 00:42:59.201
And then I started thinking

671
00:42:59.285 --> 00:43:02.329
perhaps we weren't ever gonna find out
who these people were.

672
00:43:03.622 --> 00:43:06.458
And you think,
"How on earth have you got to this place?"

673
00:43:07.001 --> 00:43:08.836
"What journey did you go on

674
00:43:10.045 --> 00:43:11.380
to end up here?"

675
00:43:15.217 --> 00:43:16.969
[man] The police contacted me.

676
00:43:17.511 --> 00:43:21.682
They'd found
my National Insurance card in Des's flat.

677
00:43:22.391 --> 00:43:25.269
I expect the police
did have suspicions about me at first

678
00:43:25.352 --> 00:43:27.521
as to who I was, and why wasn't…

679
00:43:28.772 --> 00:43:30.399
why wasn't I done away with?

680
00:43:44.580 --> 00:43:45.914
It was a warm night.

681
00:43:50.044 --> 00:43:51.503
I was playing a fruit machine,

682
00:43:52.713 --> 00:43:55.424
and a guy behind me was watching me.

683
00:43:56.216 --> 00:43:59.094
I could see him
from the reflection in the machine.

684
00:43:59.178 --> 00:44:01.430
He said, "You won't win much on that one."

685
00:44:02.681 --> 00:44:04.308
I said, "Oh, now you tell me."

686
00:44:05.142 --> 00:44:07.061
And he said, "I think it's just paid out."

687
00:44:07.645 --> 00:44:10.648
And he said, um,
"Do you want to come home?"

688
00:44:13.025 --> 00:44:15.527
We went back to Melrose Avenue.

689
00:44:15.611 --> 00:44:16.862
[classical music playing]

690
00:44:16.945 --> 00:44:19.323
[Martyn] And he put on classical music.

691
00:44:22.326 --> 00:44:24.703
[Nilsen] Who is this man?

692
00:44:28.791 --> 00:44:30.709
A unit in the herd.

693
00:44:32.503 --> 00:44:34.672
A ghost in society.

694
00:44:36.465 --> 00:44:38.300
How is he formed?

695
00:44:38.384 --> 00:44:42.680
Who and what has placed him
towards this fate?

696
00:44:43.931 --> 00:44:46.725
He asked me where I came from.
He asked me about my family.

697
00:44:46.809 --> 00:44:48.644
So he seemed quite caring,

698
00:44:49.520 --> 00:44:50.813
and that impressed me.

699
00:44:50.896 --> 00:44:54.066
And I thought, "Ah! Okay, I like you."

700
00:44:54.149 --> 00:44:56.777
But I never said it.
But I thought, "I like this guy."

701
00:44:56.860 --> 00:44:58.362
[classical music continues]

702
00:45:02.157 --> 00:45:05.744
[Martyn] I told him
that I was from Exeter, outside London.

703
00:45:07.079 --> 00:45:10.749
When I was younger,
a few people knew that I was gay,

704
00:45:11.500 --> 00:45:13.877
but it was just, "He'll grow out of it."

705
00:45:15.587 --> 00:45:18.173
All the kids seemed to think
I was a bit of a joke.

706
00:45:19.800 --> 00:45:22.261
So I would go to my bedroom.

707
00:45:22.886 --> 00:45:24.805
I just wanted to be in the darkness.

708
00:45:31.061 --> 00:45:32.688
I was 14 when I ran away.

709
00:45:34.064 --> 00:45:37.901
Think I had not much more than about £10
or something like that,

710
00:45:37.985 --> 00:45:41.280
but it was enough to get me to London.

711
00:45:46.910 --> 00:45:48.871
I remember thinking, "So this is London."

712
00:45:51.457 --> 00:45:54.042
"I'm in London!
Nobody knows who I am now."

713
00:45:54.126 --> 00:45:55.627
"I can get lost up here."

714
00:45:56.920 --> 00:45:59.882
But I had no way of living.
I didn't know what to do.

715
00:45:59.965 --> 00:46:01.091
And I was freezing.

716
00:46:01.675 --> 00:46:07.139
So I found somewhere to sleep
in a car park behind Piccadilly Circus.

717
00:46:08.432 --> 00:46:12.186
But then I could see
these other boys just hanging around.

718
00:46:12.269 --> 00:46:13.937
"I wonder what that's about?"

719
00:46:14.021 --> 00:46:16.023
I see money changing hands.

720
00:46:16.607 --> 00:46:18.859
I see men kissing boys.

721
00:46:19.860 --> 00:46:22.196
But then some old man was passing by,

722
00:46:22.279 --> 00:46:24.656
and he explained we were on the meat rack,

723
00:46:26.283 --> 00:46:28.911
where each lamppost
was owned by a rent boy.

724
00:46:30.037 --> 00:46:31.914
And they all had nicknames.

725
00:46:31.997 --> 00:46:35.209
You wouldn't call somebody
by their proper name. That's for sure.

726
00:46:35.292 --> 00:46:36.293
And they weren't all gay.

727
00:46:36.376 --> 00:46:38.295
They were just doing it
because they needed money.

728
00:46:41.298 --> 00:46:44.259
Some of the customers
were not very pleasant sometimes.

729
00:46:45.010 --> 00:46:47.888
But you'd do it
because you need to survive.

730
00:46:50.891 --> 00:46:53.894
But Des was quite friendly,
very friendly, in fact.

731
00:46:55.062 --> 00:46:56.647
And you ain't seen nothing yet.

732
00:46:57.272 --> 00:47:01.109
The other week,
we got this TV here, 360 quid.

733
00:47:01.193 --> 00:47:03.695
Stereo set, about 200 quid.

734
00:47:04.696 --> 00:47:08.450
And budgerigar up here, Hamish.
Have a look at Hamish. Priceless.

735
00:47:10.160 --> 00:47:11.703
He even showed me the gardens.

736
00:47:19.169 --> 00:47:22.756
When we came here, this back garden
was like a bloody rubbish heap with…

737
00:47:22.840 --> 00:47:26.301
There was tons of old cookers,
and tires, and debris,

738
00:47:26.385 --> 00:47:28.929
and plaster, and wood,
and God knows what else.

739
00:47:29.012 --> 00:47:30.889
It was completely overgrown with rubbish.

740
00:47:30.973 --> 00:47:34.518
And we, the good old tenant,
trying to improve the property,

741
00:47:35.352 --> 00:47:37.354
in three months,
managed to make it what it is now.

742
00:47:37.437 --> 00:47:40.148
Look at it. It's quite neat and tidy.
There's a little fence there.

743
00:47:40.232 --> 00:47:42.359
There's vegetables in abundance growing.

744
00:47:42.442 --> 00:47:43.735
And what else can I say?

745
00:47:43.819 --> 00:47:46.780
But then he had Bacardi in a bottle,

746
00:47:47.364 --> 00:47:49.324
and he drank that as we were speaking.

747
00:47:49.908 --> 00:47:50.993
Uh, and then,

748
00:47:52.494 --> 00:47:53.495
we went to bed.

749
00:47:58.292 --> 00:48:00.002
[Nilsen] As is my desire,

750
00:48:00.085 --> 00:48:03.297
the most beautiful creature in my universe

751
00:48:03.797 --> 00:48:08.135
is sleek, slim, male youth.

752
00:48:08.927 --> 00:48:12.264
The sight of him, in his adamant glory,

753
00:48:12.890 --> 00:48:17.853
sends my mind
into a concentration of cathartic spasms.

754
00:48:18.770 --> 00:48:20.647
The man obsessed.

755
00:48:21.189 --> 00:48:22.774
The drive powerful.

756
00:48:24.192 --> 00:48:26.320
The heart a-pounding!

757
00:48:27.529 --> 00:48:30.490
He is oblivious to the future.

758
00:48:32.075 --> 00:48:34.536
[Martyn] It must have been
about two hours later,

759
00:48:34.620 --> 00:48:37.706
I opened my eyes,
and there was smoke in front of me,

760
00:48:38.248 --> 00:48:40.167
and he was straddled across me.

761
00:48:41.168 --> 00:48:43.378
And just pushing him backwards.

762
00:48:44.004 --> 00:48:46.006
I said,
"What's happening? What's happened?"

763
00:48:46.506 --> 00:48:48.800
And he said,
"You knocked the fire off the wall."

764
00:48:51.887 --> 00:48:54.431
I got water, poured it over the floor,

765
00:48:54.514 --> 00:48:56.975
and I left,
'cause I was really quite upset,

766
00:48:57.059 --> 00:48:59.895
because I thought,
"I've caused that damage to his flat."

767
00:49:02.189 --> 00:49:03.982
But it didn't make sense.

768
00:49:04.066 --> 00:49:07.152
The fire wouldn't have been on
because it was a warm night.

769
00:49:08.570 --> 00:49:11.865
Then I realized
he was trying to kill me that night.

770
00:49:23.126 --> 00:49:26.296
But I didn't know who to talk to.
I didn't know where to turn.

771
00:49:28.340 --> 00:49:31.051
London, at the time,
was extremely homophobic.

772
00:49:31.134 --> 00:49:32.636
The police certainly were.

773
00:49:33.136 --> 00:49:34.721
The press certainly were.

774
00:49:34.805 --> 00:49:38.058
So I stayed quiet, in a room,

775
00:49:38.141 --> 00:49:40.644
like I was used to
when I was younger, in the dark.

776
00:49:41.144 --> 00:49:46.733
[Nilsen whispering] Silence, silence,
silence, silence, silence.

777
00:49:46.817 --> 00:49:49.778
[Martyn] Looking back now,
I would've been the first victim.

778
00:49:50.320 --> 00:49:52.489
This was just the beginning for him.

779
00:50:14.511 --> 00:50:17.514
In London, police searching
for the remains of murder victims

780
00:50:17.597 --> 00:50:20.892
today found what they called
"a significant amount of human bone."

781
00:50:22.102 --> 00:50:24.271
It was… it was just a graveyard.

782
00:50:26.398 --> 00:50:29.776
[police officer] We have found
a considerable amount of human bones.

783
00:50:30.277 --> 00:50:33.280
Uh, in particular,
a, uh, piece of thigh bone,

784
00:50:33.363 --> 00:50:36.408
I would imagine in the…
measuring about six inches.

785
00:50:36.992 --> 00:50:38.660
They were coming up all the time.

786
00:50:38.744 --> 00:50:40.662
It wasn't as if,
after three or four hours,

787
00:50:40.746 --> 00:50:41.955
"Oh, I found one."

788
00:50:42.539 --> 00:50:44.374
It was every couple of minutes,

789
00:50:44.458 --> 00:50:47.127
a fragment of this,
a fragment of that, teeth.

790
00:50:47.210 --> 00:50:49.212
[camera shutters clicking]

791
00:50:57.804 --> 00:51:00.640
[reporter 1] Police searching
the rear garden of a North London house

792
00:51:00.724 --> 00:51:03.060
believe they may be
a step nearer identifying

793
00:51:03.143 --> 00:51:05.562
some of the human remains
they've discovered there.

794
00:51:08.899 --> 00:51:12.235
[man] That story was like
a horror film had come to the real world.

795
00:51:12.944 --> 00:51:16.531
But there's also
a kind of strange excitement

796
00:51:16.615 --> 00:51:18.575
when something like that happens,
you know?

797
00:51:18.658 --> 00:51:22.245
There's a macabre attraction
to that kind of stuff.

798
00:51:22.329 --> 00:51:23.580
You want to know more details.

799
00:51:23.663 --> 00:51:25.624
You don't want to know less.
You want to know more.

800
00:51:28.335 --> 00:51:30.921
My mother
tells a very different story than that.

801
00:51:31.004 --> 00:51:32.672
[reporter 2]
Police have half a dozen names

802
00:51:32.756 --> 00:51:34.925
of people they believe
may have been victims.

803
00:51:35.425 --> 00:51:38.678
[woman] Well, the news,
you know, had been breaking and…

804
00:51:39.429 --> 00:51:42.307
I don't know. I…
Of course I was interested.

805
00:51:42.390 --> 00:51:43.809
I mean, who wasn't?

806
00:51:43.892 --> 00:51:46.645
It was horrific, and I thought,
"God, them poor parents."

807
00:51:47.187 --> 00:51:48.563
And that was it.

808
00:51:51.233 --> 00:51:53.860
But then there was a knock on the door,

809
00:51:53.944 --> 00:51:56.404
and this police officer said,
"Can we come in?"

810
00:51:56.488 --> 00:51:58.490
I said, "What's it about?"
He said, "Can we come in?"

811
00:51:58.573 --> 00:52:00.909
"I think you better sit down."
I thought, "Oh God."

812
00:52:01.535 --> 00:52:02.828
Still never entered my head.

813
00:52:03.578 --> 00:52:06.123
And when we got indoors,
he showed me this photo.

814
00:52:06.206 --> 00:52:07.999
He said, "Do you know this person?"

815
00:52:09.751 --> 00:52:11.628
I said, "Yeah, of course I know him."

816
00:52:12.295 --> 00:52:14.464
It was Graham, the love of my life.

817
00:52:15.507 --> 00:52:18.885
And then he said,
"Have you heard of a man called Nilsen?"

818
00:52:19.386 --> 00:52:21.805
Even then,
I didn't put two and two together

819
00:52:21.888 --> 00:52:26.351
because they said that Nilsen
was only picking on homeless homosexuals.

820
00:52:28.186 --> 00:52:32.065
So that put my mind
a bit at rest that he was…

821
00:52:32.149 --> 00:52:34.568
It couldn't be him. He's not homosexual.

822
00:52:36.153 --> 00:52:39.990
And then they asked me, "Had he had
any dental treatment just lately?"

823
00:52:40.073 --> 00:52:42.951
I was thinking,
"Why do you keep asking me these things

824
00:52:43.034 --> 00:52:45.871
about dental records,
and teeth, and jaws?"

825
00:52:45.954 --> 00:52:47.080
Then it clicked.

826
00:52:47.914 --> 00:52:49.916
["Zoom" by Fat Larry's Band playing]

827
00:52:53.044 --> 00:52:54.880
[Lesley] Graham loved buying me records.

828
00:52:54.963 --> 00:52:57.132
I remember he bought me
the Fat Larry's Band.

829
00:52:57.215 --> 00:52:58.300
It was called "Zoom."

830
00:52:58.800 --> 00:53:01.761
And every time that record comes on,
I'm straight back there.

831
00:53:01.845 --> 00:53:06.433
♪ Zoom, just one look
And then my heart went boom… ♪

832
00:53:06.516 --> 00:53:09.519
[Lesley] And that was
the very last record he ever bought me.

833
00:53:10.520 --> 00:53:13.106
But I can't say
we were a happy family, 'cause we weren't.

834
00:53:13.190 --> 00:53:15.942
♪ …high in a neon sky… ♪

835
00:53:16.026 --> 00:53:18.612
[Shane] We didn't have much growing up.
We was very poor.

836
00:53:19.487 --> 00:53:21.907
But we felt like a family,
and we loved our mother.

837
00:53:22.490 --> 00:53:23.867
But most memories aren't fun.

838
00:53:24.868 --> 00:53:26.745
Mostly, it was over drugs.

839
00:53:26.828 --> 00:53:29.164
♪ Zoom, you chased… ♪

840
00:53:29.247 --> 00:53:31.291
[Lesley] It was 31st October,

841
00:53:31.875 --> 00:53:35.670
and Graham promised me that morning
that he wasn't gonna have a fix.

842
00:53:36.546 --> 00:53:37.923
And I knew,

843
00:53:38.006 --> 00:53:41.051
the minute he spoke to me,
I knew he'd had something.

844
00:53:41.134 --> 00:53:42.928
And, of course,
I got really cross with him.

845
00:53:43.511 --> 00:53:46.264
And, oh my God,
I said this most awful thing.

846
00:53:46.348 --> 00:53:48.141
I mean, I did.

847
00:53:48.725 --> 00:53:50.685
I said,
"If you go back out and have another fix,

848
00:53:50.769 --> 00:53:52.729
don't fucking ever come back."

849
00:53:52.812 --> 00:53:54.439
That's exactly what happened.

850
00:53:54.940 --> 00:53:56.483
He didn't ever come back.

851
00:53:57.692 --> 00:53:58.526
So…

852
00:54:00.195 --> 00:54:01.029
Yeah.

853
00:54:01.780 --> 00:54:03.907
[ominous music playing]

854
00:54:05.200 --> 00:54:09.704
[Shane] I was coming home
from the little sweet shop at the top,

855
00:54:10.580 --> 00:54:12.958
and as I got down the road,
I could hear screaming.

856
00:54:14.542 --> 00:54:17.629
And for some reason,
I knew that was my mother's voice

857
00:54:17.712 --> 00:54:19.381
and that was my mother's pain,

858
00:54:20.090 --> 00:54:24.261
and when we got in there,
my mother was in the kitchen crying.

859
00:54:25.929 --> 00:54:29.557
My father had been murdered
at the hands of Dennis Nilsen.

860
00:54:30.976 --> 00:54:33.311
[Lesley] The reporters were barbaric.

861
00:54:33.395 --> 00:54:35.897
You know, they say,
"They're all homeless, all homosexuals."

862
00:54:35.981 --> 00:54:38.024
They weren't, you know?

863
00:54:38.108 --> 00:54:41.653
Don't clump 'em all in one box.
They were all individuals.

864
00:54:41.736 --> 00:54:44.406
I phoned up newspapers
and blew my top at 'em.

865
00:54:46.116 --> 00:54:48.952
And then
we had the press round at the door.

866
00:54:49.035 --> 00:54:50.161
God, it was awful.

867
00:54:51.871 --> 00:54:54.582
And one of the reporters asked me,
did I know all the facts?

868
00:54:54.666 --> 00:54:57.252
I said, "I know as much
as the police have told me."

869
00:54:58.086 --> 00:55:00.297
He said, "They haven't told you
what happened afterwards?"

870
00:55:00.380 --> 00:55:01.381
I said, "No. Why?"

871
00:55:01.464 --> 00:55:02.549
He said, uh,

872
00:55:04.009 --> 00:55:06.094
"It's not very nice.
Do you want me to tell you?"

873
00:55:06.177 --> 00:55:07.470
I said, "Yes."

874
00:55:11.308 --> 00:55:14.769
It was just some compulsion,
that I had to know.

875
00:55:17.772 --> 00:55:19.607
Nilsen was down the West End.

876
00:55:22.861 --> 00:55:25.196
And he saw Graham trying to get a cab,

877
00:55:25.280 --> 00:55:27.115
but no cabs would stop for him

878
00:55:27.198 --> 00:55:29.034
because he was staggering
all over the place.

879
00:55:30.827 --> 00:55:32.954
And Nilsen took him back to his place,

880
00:55:34.664 --> 00:55:36.041
where he went behind him…

881
00:55:40.003 --> 00:55:40.879
and strangled him.

882
00:55:45.091 --> 00:55:46.551
That was his words.

883
00:55:48.678 --> 00:55:53.433
And then he sat him in an armchair
for two days while he went to work.

884
00:55:53.975 --> 00:55:57.187
He came back
and sat next to him on the settee,

885
00:55:57.270 --> 00:55:58.938
and they watched TV together.

886
00:56:00.565 --> 00:56:03.234
On the third night, he stripped him naked,

887
00:56:03.860 --> 00:56:06.780
stood him up in front
of, like, a dressing table mirror,

888
00:56:06.863 --> 00:56:08.573
and held him from behind,

889
00:56:09.866 --> 00:56:12.869
covered him in talcum powder,
and then masturbated over him.

890
00:56:17.248 --> 00:56:18.750
I just wanted to pretend

891
00:56:19.626 --> 00:56:20.877
it didn't happen.

892
00:56:20.960 --> 00:56:23.546
He overdosed,
and he was dead somewhere. No! No!

893
00:56:25.006 --> 00:56:26.925
But you can't turn your mind off.

894
00:56:27.675 --> 00:56:28.885
It's impossible.

895
00:56:28.968 --> 00:56:34.557
♪ Oh, zoom, you chased the day away… ♪

896
00:56:34.641 --> 00:56:36.893
[Lesley] Why would you do
something like that?

897
00:56:36.976 --> 00:56:38.937
Even to an animal, why would you do it?

898
00:56:40.146 --> 00:56:41.147
[birds chirping]

899
00:56:43.400 --> 00:56:45.360
[Nilsen] Tweetles, are you feeling better?

900
00:56:46.319 --> 00:56:48.905
I think he's got
some respiratory infection.

901
00:56:50.115 --> 00:56:50.990
Yes.

902
00:56:53.243 --> 00:56:55.286
I think it was yesterday
I received a letter

903
00:56:55.370 --> 00:56:57.747
from a reporter fishing for a story.

904
00:56:58.665 --> 00:57:00.834
"I realize
you're producing an autobiography…"

905
00:57:00.917 --> 00:57:02.460
Yak, yak, yak.

906
00:57:02.544 --> 00:57:04.087
"What are you saying in it?"

907
00:57:04.170 --> 00:57:05.255
Yak, yak, yak.

908
00:57:12.095 --> 00:57:15.348
[man] I was a young
wannabe investigative journalist.

909
00:57:15.432 --> 00:57:17.559
I was completely green behind the ears.

910
00:57:18.476 --> 00:57:20.895
And one morning I read in the paper

911
00:57:21.980 --> 00:57:24.482
that there was this serial killer,

912
00:57:25.108 --> 00:57:26.901
killed 15 people,

913
00:57:28.236 --> 00:57:31.656
who was now writing
his own autobiography in prison,

914
00:57:32.282 --> 00:57:34.325
and I was intrigued.

915
00:57:35.326 --> 00:57:37.203
So then I started writing to Nilsen,

916
00:57:37.287 --> 00:57:39.330
saying, "Dear Mr. Nilsen,

917
00:57:39.414 --> 00:57:45.170
I believe your book will become
a landmark work of criminology,

918
00:57:45.253 --> 00:57:46.546
and I'd like to cover it

919
00:57:46.629 --> 00:57:50.049
for a serious
British broadsheet newspaper."

920
00:57:52.343 --> 00:57:55.096
After a week, this letter arrived.

921
00:57:57.474 --> 00:57:59.017
The first thing I noticed was

922
00:57:59.100 --> 00:58:03.229
the Biro was pressed really hard
against the paper,

923
00:58:03.313 --> 00:58:06.691
uh, like a man bursting to tell his story.

924
00:58:07.942 --> 00:58:09.777
"Dear Russ, thank you for your letter."

925
00:58:09.861 --> 00:58:12.739
"You're keen to know
how I justify the publication of my book?"

926
00:58:12.822 --> 00:58:15.783
"Well, my first instinct
is to quote dear old Oscar."

927
00:58:15.867 --> 00:58:18.703
"'There is no such thing
as a moral or amoral book.'"

928
00:58:18.786 --> 00:58:20.955
"'It's either well written
or badly written.'"

929
00:58:21.039 --> 00:58:23.583
When I first got
parts of his autobiography,

930
00:58:23.666 --> 00:58:26.252
archive boxes
full of tapes and manuscripts,

931
00:58:26.336 --> 00:58:29.547
I'd rung my editor
at The Sunday Times Magazine,

932
00:58:29.631 --> 00:58:31.132
like, you know,

933
00:58:31.216 --> 00:58:33.384
"You're just not gonna believe
what I've got."

934
00:58:34.219 --> 00:58:37.847
The stuff that was of interest
was to do with his grandfather.

935
00:58:39.140 --> 00:58:41.226
[Nilsen] Along the moments of my life…

936
00:58:41.309 --> 00:58:44.312
[Coffey and Nilsen overlap] "…I return
to the mystery of my grandfather,

937
00:58:44.395 --> 00:58:45.522
Andrew Whyte."

938
00:58:46.231 --> 00:58:48.650
"I've gazed at a photograph
of him at his youth…"

939
00:58:50.902 --> 00:58:52.820
[Nilsen]
…taken when he was a petty officer

940
00:58:52.904 --> 00:58:54.489
during the First World War.

941
00:58:55.573 --> 00:58:58.117
I remember playing
with the three medals he received

942
00:58:58.201 --> 00:59:01.496
for serving his King Emperor, George V.

943
00:59:04.707 --> 00:59:07.043
[Scott] He was so fond of his granda.

944
00:59:07.126 --> 00:59:10.463
I can just picture
the two of them together.

945
00:59:13.550 --> 00:59:16.511
Everywhere he went,
he took Dennis with him.

946
00:59:18.012 --> 00:59:20.515
I think
there was something great between them.

947
00:59:23.601 --> 00:59:26.271
[Nilsen] He was, to me, a great man.

948
00:59:27.397 --> 00:59:32.819
The broad sweep of his 62 years
is too great for this short narrative,

949
00:59:32.902 --> 00:59:35.780
but his mark upon me is indelible.

950
00:59:39.117 --> 00:59:42.787
Grandfather died suddenly
when I was five years old.

951
00:59:44.080 --> 00:59:47.500
[Scott] He saw
his granda lying in this box,

952
00:59:48.626 --> 00:59:51.921
and then, of course, the religious people,
they never say they're dead.

953
00:59:52.005 --> 00:59:54.591
They just said,
"Oh, he's gone to a better place."

954
00:59:56.175 --> 00:59:58.678
He says,
"He always took me everywhere with him."

955
00:59:59.178 --> 01:00:02.140
"Why could he not have taken me
to that better place with him?"

956
01:00:04.267 --> 01:00:07.687
[Coffey] He said that
when he saw his grandfather's body,

957
01:00:07.770 --> 01:00:11.983
his ideas of love and death fused.

958
01:00:12.066 --> 01:00:13.860
[eerie music playing]

959
01:00:33.630 --> 01:00:37.008
[Nilsen] His abrupt disappearance
left a vacuum in my consciousness,

960
01:00:38.801 --> 01:00:41.679
which was filled
by the drives of my imagination.

961
01:00:42.972 --> 01:00:45.600
[tape winding]

962
01:00:45.683 --> 01:00:46.601
[winding stops]

963
01:00:46.684 --> 01:00:47.685
[recording clicks]

964
01:00:48.394 --> 01:00:50.188
[Nilsen] What a way to spend Christmas!

965
01:00:51.564 --> 01:00:54.400
And I think,
because it's the festive season,

966
01:00:54.484 --> 01:00:57.779
I think I should have a…
a magic cigarette.

967
01:00:57.862 --> 01:00:59.238
[Coffey] Many years later,

968
01:00:59.322 --> 01:01:03.618
Nilsen went through a period of reflection
about his life.

969
01:01:03.701 --> 01:01:05.703
[Nilsen] Let's have a wee spot of magic.

970
01:01:05.787 --> 01:01:09.791
[Coffey] He said it was because he had
ready access to marijuana in prison.

971
01:01:09.874 --> 01:01:14.504
[Nilsen inhaling deeply]

972
01:01:14.587 --> 01:01:16.547
[coughing] Oh dear!

973
01:01:17.507 --> 01:01:18.549
Oh God!

974
01:01:18.633 --> 01:01:20.510
Bloody stoned as a bat here.

975
01:01:22.970 --> 01:01:25.473
Ah, I've got the keyboard out
in front of me.

976
01:01:26.474 --> 01:01:28.559
[eerie electronic music plays]

977
01:01:32.563 --> 01:01:35.858
[Nilsen] Before me
is a small portable mini keyboard

978
01:01:35.942 --> 01:01:37.610
of 1980s vintage.

979
01:01:40.279 --> 01:01:43.700
Here, in this splendid
and accustomed isolation,

980
01:01:43.783 --> 01:01:46.327
I can use this audio brush

981
01:01:46.411 --> 01:01:49.706
to paint
all the colored hues of my emotions.

982
01:01:51.165 --> 01:01:55.169
I reach out to the keyboard,
and my hands are shaking slightly.

983
01:01:56.254 --> 01:02:00.133
[eerie electronic music playing
on recording]

984
01:02:02.009 --> 01:02:04.011
[music continues]

985
01:02:08.516 --> 01:02:10.977
[Coffey] "There followed
an eight-hour trip."

986
01:02:14.021 --> 01:02:16.607
"I am watching what unfolded,
like a movie,

987
01:02:16.691 --> 01:02:20.403
with widescreen
and full Dolby stereophonic sound,

988
01:02:20.486 --> 01:02:22.113
in full living Technicolor."

989
01:02:22.196 --> 01:02:23.698
[music continues]

990
01:02:28.786 --> 01:02:30.788
[Coffey] "For years,
the subject of my grandfather

991
01:02:30.872 --> 01:02:35.376
lay simmering, unresolved
in the veil of my subconscious."

992
01:02:38.671 --> 01:02:42.258
"I vaguely remember
that concrete, slit-eyed pillbox

993
01:02:42.341 --> 01:02:45.595
where strange things had happened
between my grandfather and me."

994
01:02:47.013 --> 01:02:49.891
"It is a most horrifying admission to make

995
01:02:50.516 --> 01:02:55.062
that the only tactile contact
I had in my early formative years

996
01:02:56.022 --> 01:02:59.233
was the painful
and confusing paradoxical embrace

997
01:03:00.318 --> 01:03:01.402
of a pedophile."

998
01:03:03.070 --> 01:03:09.118
[Nilsen whispering] Silence, silence,
silence, silence, silence.

999
01:03:15.875 --> 01:03:19.170
[Coffey] But the most significant
turning point in his life

1000
01:03:20.004 --> 01:03:22.298
was when he became a cook in the army.

1001
01:03:24.300 --> 01:03:27.970
And that was when Nilsen,
for the first time, had his own room.

1002
01:03:30.556 --> 01:03:36.813
And he would strip himself naked
and put talcum powder over his body,

1003
01:03:37.980 --> 01:03:42.652
and he looked at himself in the mirror
as if he was seeing a dead body.

1004
01:03:44.904 --> 01:03:46.614
[Nilsen] That fantasy figure

1005
01:03:47.532 --> 01:03:49.534
of my own necessary creation.

1006
01:03:50.326 --> 01:03:53.246
I am he, and he is me.

1007
01:03:56.332 --> 01:03:59.126
[Coffey] And he almost certainly had,
in his fantasies,

1008
01:03:59.210 --> 01:04:02.213
thought about
how he would make that a reality.

1009
01:04:02.296 --> 01:04:03.965
[ominous music playing]

1010
01:04:15.893 --> 01:04:18.104
[reporter] Dennis Nilsen
has been committed for trial

1011
01:04:18.187 --> 01:04:19.438
at the Old Bailey.

1012
01:04:19.522 --> 01:04:22.525
Four more murder charges
were brought against him this month.

1013
01:04:23.317 --> 01:04:25.903
By the time of the trial
at the Old Bailey,

1014
01:04:25.987 --> 01:04:29.991
we had identified
a total of seven victims.

1015
01:04:31.826 --> 01:04:34.537
[Hunt] We found out
that some of them were homeless men.

1016
01:04:34.620 --> 01:04:36.664
Some of them were gay but not all of them.

1017
01:04:36.747 --> 01:04:39.292
They were just guys
who were drifting through,

1018
01:04:40.209 --> 01:04:41.919
but there was one connection.

1019
01:04:42.587 --> 01:04:45.631
Nilsen knew
that if they were to go missing,

1020
01:04:45.715 --> 01:04:48.551
no one would notice anytime soon.

1021
01:04:50.261 --> 01:04:52.138
All the victims were young men.

1022
01:04:53.306 --> 01:04:55.308
Martyn Duffey from the Wirral.

1023
01:04:56.350 --> 01:04:58.144
Malcolm Barlow from Rotherham.

1024
01:04:59.145 --> 01:05:02.565
Kenneth Ockenden,
a 26-year-old Canadian student

1025
01:05:02.648 --> 01:05:05.318
who was visiting this country
three years ago.

1026
01:05:05.818 --> 01:05:07.737
And William Sutherland of Edinburgh…

1027
01:05:09.572 --> 01:05:11.198
I just can't get over it.

1028
01:05:13.034 --> 01:05:15.411
[interviewer]
Would you have any kind of warning

1029
01:05:16.037 --> 01:05:18.247
for the parents of youngsters

1030
01:05:18.331 --> 01:05:21.292
who were thinking in terms
of going down to London?

1031
01:05:22.001 --> 01:05:23.336
Never to go. [sniffles]

1032
01:05:24.003 --> 01:05:27.965
It's such a cruel,
horrible place. [sniffs]

1033
01:05:29.800 --> 01:05:32.970
[Lesley] The police told me
the trial was beginning, and they said,

1034
01:05:33.054 --> 01:05:36.307
"Listen,
we've just come to advise you not to go

1035
01:05:36.891 --> 01:05:40.561
because they will be talking about Graham,
and they will have some of the…

1036
01:05:41.395 --> 01:05:44.190
more or less,
tools of the trade that he used there."

1037
01:05:44.273 --> 01:05:45.942
And I thought, "No, I'm going."

1038
01:05:46.692 --> 01:05:49.403
I just had that compulsion,
that feeling that I had to go.

1039
01:05:49.487 --> 01:05:53.366
In a way, it was me…
in my frame of mind, really,

1040
01:05:53.449 --> 01:05:56.744
that I was paying
my last respects to Graham.

1041
01:05:59.288 --> 01:06:00.581
Sort of, you know,

1042
01:06:02.083 --> 01:06:03.876
saying goodbye to him, really.

1043
01:06:05.294 --> 01:06:06.712
You know, and I didn't want…

1044
01:06:07.380 --> 01:06:09.256
I didn't want them talking about him,

1045
01:06:09.340 --> 01:06:13.344
and, uh, you know,
he didn't have anyone there for him,

1046
01:06:13.427 --> 01:06:15.972
so I just felt that need that I-- [sniffs]

1047
01:06:16.055 --> 01:06:17.181
That I had to go,

1048
01:06:17.264 --> 01:06:18.599
and that's what I did.

1049
01:06:20.101 --> 01:06:21.644
[tense music playing]

1050
01:06:22.770 --> 01:06:26.065
[Nilsen] Morning of Monday, 24th October.

1051
01:06:26.148 --> 01:06:27.942
I'm inside a security van

1052
01:06:28.025 --> 01:06:31.988
en route to No. 1 Court
of Central Criminal Court, the Old Bailey.

1053
01:06:33.531 --> 01:06:34.740
It is now,

1054
01:06:35.741 --> 01:06:38.077
today, the reckoning.

1055
01:06:42.748 --> 01:06:44.333
[Bence] The Central Criminal Court

1056
01:06:44.417 --> 01:06:47.586
is, without question,
the most famous court in the world.

1057
01:06:48.254 --> 01:06:49.463
It is a theater.

1058
01:06:52.091 --> 01:06:54.677
[Nilsen] It is a theater of the absurd.

1059
01:06:55.720 --> 01:06:57.346
Parts have been written.

1060
01:06:57.430 --> 01:07:02.393
The actors clear their throats
for their oratorical delivery.

1061
01:07:03.436 --> 01:07:05.813
I can remember
the first time he walked up the steps

1062
01:07:05.896 --> 01:07:07.690
in No. 1 Court, the Old Bailey…

1063
01:07:07.773 --> 01:07:11.235
…and stood, um, all the eyes are on him.

1064
01:07:11.318 --> 01:07:14.822
We all had expected
that he would plead guilty.

1065
01:07:17.408 --> 01:07:21.454
[Nilsen] I can imagine a Panavision camera

1066
01:07:21.537 --> 01:07:25.499
on a crane, idling round the court.

1067
01:07:26.584 --> 01:07:29.712
[Bence] If there's a guilty plea,
there'd have been no trial,

1068
01:07:29.795 --> 01:07:31.839
but the journalists
would be very disappointed

1069
01:07:31.922 --> 01:07:33.090
because there's no story.

1070
01:07:33.174 --> 01:07:35.301
That's it. Story over.

1071
01:07:37.344 --> 01:07:41.891
At the Old Bailey, civil servant
Dennis Nilsen has pleaded not guilty.

1072
01:07:44.810 --> 01:07:47.521
I couldn't believe it.
He never flinched. Nothing.

1073
01:07:47.605 --> 01:07:50.608
I'm thinking,
"Are you human, actually? Are you?"

1074
01:07:50.691 --> 01:07:53.152
[Nilsen] Silence in court!

1075
01:07:54.111 --> 01:07:59.742
[whispering] Silence, silence,
silence, silence, silence.

1076
01:07:59.825 --> 01:08:01.243
[playing "Für Elise"]

1077
01:08:08.375 --> 01:08:11.462
[producer] Had you ever defended
a serial killer before?

1078
01:08:12.505 --> 01:08:13.380
No.

1079
01:08:14.465 --> 01:08:15.466
Nor since.

1080
01:08:16.759 --> 01:08:19.929
I mean, if you rule out the Krays.

1081
01:08:20.679 --> 01:08:22.181
["Für Elise" continues]

1082
01:08:23.224 --> 01:08:26.852
[Lawrence] Looking at it
from an ordinary person's point of view,

1083
01:08:26.936 --> 01:08:29.355
all this behavior was madness.

1084
01:08:30.189 --> 01:08:32.441
It didn't seem to us to be arguable

1085
01:08:32.983 --> 01:08:35.027
that the fellow wasn't deranged.

1086
01:08:36.946 --> 01:08:38.906
But the whole thing for me,

1087
01:08:38.989 --> 01:08:44.120
was he too mad to be sentenced
to life imprisonment for murder?

1088
01:08:45.996 --> 01:08:49.458
It has been said
that if he behaved normally…

1089
01:08:50.459 --> 01:08:54.338
He was, after all, a civil servant
working in the labor exchange,

1090
01:08:54.421 --> 01:08:55.965
and he'd been a policeman.

1091
01:08:56.048 --> 01:08:59.218
So if he was capable of rational behavior,

1092
01:08:59.301 --> 01:09:01.303
then he can't be mad.

1093
01:09:03.430 --> 01:09:05.808
Ah, but, you see, the law says

1094
01:09:05.891 --> 01:09:10.604
that you can be behaving
perfectly normally for a lot of the time,

1095
01:09:11.313 --> 01:09:16.235
and then on this particular incident
when you kill somebody, you were deranged,

1096
01:09:17.403 --> 01:09:19.321
and then you went back to being normal.

1097
01:09:20.197 --> 01:09:22.700
Then you're guilty
of diminished responsibility

1098
01:09:23.534 --> 01:09:25.327
and, therefore, of manslaughter.

1099
01:09:27.913 --> 01:09:30.332
I don't want him to be mad.
I want him to pay.

1100
01:09:30.833 --> 01:09:31.917
Let him pay.

1101
01:09:32.001 --> 01:09:34.545
Make him responsible for what he's done.

1102
01:09:36.088 --> 01:09:38.257
"He's not insane,"
insisted the prosecution,

1103
01:09:38.340 --> 01:09:40.050
"nor is he mentally ill."

1104
01:09:40.134 --> 01:09:41.969
"He has an abnormal mind."

1105
01:09:42.052 --> 01:09:46.640
"But his responsibility for his acts
was not substantially impaired."

1106
01:09:46.724 --> 01:09:50.102
"He knew what he was doing."
Nilsen is alleged to have told the police,

1107
01:09:50.186 --> 01:09:52.438
"I've taken a lot of people
back to my flat,

1108
01:09:52.521 --> 01:09:54.023
and I haven't killed them all."

1109
01:09:54.607 --> 01:09:57.193
We needed to prove
that he had premeditation

1110
01:09:57.276 --> 01:10:00.571
and had intent to go down
to the West End to pick these victims up,

1111
01:10:00.654 --> 01:10:02.948
which put us in a little bit of a panic.

1112
01:10:03.032 --> 01:10:05.451
We trawled, obviously, looking for anybody

1113
01:10:05.534 --> 01:10:08.120
who'd met him in a bar
that he'd just had a drink with.

1114
01:10:08.204 --> 01:10:11.040
"Have you met this guy?
Did you go to his house?"

1115
01:10:11.749 --> 01:10:13.042
But back in 1983?

1116
01:10:13.876 --> 01:10:15.336
Ah! Brick wall.

1117
01:10:18.714 --> 01:10:21.342
[Martyn] I didn't really want
to be standing in that theater.

1118
01:10:21.425 --> 01:10:24.511
'Cause that's what it was to me.
The whole world would be watching that.

1119
01:10:25.304 --> 01:10:27.806
I didn't want
everybody to know that I was gay.

1120
01:10:27.890 --> 01:10:29.141
I didn't want that.

1121
01:10:29.767 --> 01:10:31.769
Why should I have to go through that

1122
01:10:31.852 --> 01:10:34.563
because of what somebody else has done?
Why should we?

1123
01:10:35.397 --> 01:10:37.191
I was warned by people beforehand

1124
01:10:37.274 --> 01:10:41.612
whoever solicitor was against you
would tear you apart and expose your life.

1125
01:10:41.695 --> 01:10:44.990
So I didn't want to be involved
any more than what I was.

1126
01:10:47.159 --> 01:10:49.703
[Hunt] When we eventually found
some of these men,

1127
01:10:49.787 --> 01:10:52.248
they were afraid
people would think they were gay.

1128
01:10:53.123 --> 01:10:54.875
And that was a problem with the press

1129
01:10:54.959 --> 01:10:57.670
homing in
on this one aspect of this investigation.

1130
01:10:59.004 --> 01:11:00.130
[recorder clicks]

1131
01:11:01.548 --> 01:11:04.635
[Nilsen] My mind now turns to one night.

1132
01:11:06.804 --> 01:11:09.890
I met a wandering spirit like me.

1133
01:11:11.892 --> 01:11:15.229
Nilsen had talked
about a young man called Carl Stottor,

1134
01:11:15.312 --> 01:11:17.231
who'd actually survived him.

1135
01:11:19.858 --> 01:11:23.779
[Coffey] I'd seen the name Carl Stottor
appear in the autobiography,

1136
01:11:24.697 --> 01:11:26.615
so I felt that it was very important

1137
01:11:26.699 --> 01:11:30.035
that I get to know one
of Nilsen's survivors' side of the story.

1138
01:11:32.538 --> 01:11:36.166
We arranged for me to come down
and meet him in his flat near the sea.

1139
01:11:37.835 --> 01:11:39.503
[Coffey on recording]
I'm trying to put you

1140
01:11:39.586 --> 01:11:41.463
into the context of the Nilsen story.

1141
01:11:41.547 --> 01:11:42.881
[Stottor on recording] Mmm.

1142
01:11:42.965 --> 01:11:46.552
[Coffey] How much can you recollect
of the night prior to the incident?

1143
01:11:48.595 --> 01:11:50.097
[Stottor] I was on my own.

1144
01:11:50.180 --> 01:11:51.515
It was a gay pub,

1145
01:11:51.598 --> 01:11:55.686
and he came over
and asked me if I minded if he joined me.

1146
01:11:57.104 --> 01:11:59.481
You know,
I found him quite comfortable to talk to,

1147
01:11:59.982 --> 01:12:02.693
and we hailed a cab
and went to Cranley Gardens.

1148
01:12:06.488 --> 01:12:10.075
We were just chatting.
And he poured a drink, which was Bacardi,

1149
01:12:10.159 --> 01:12:12.619
and, um, we ended up going to bed.

1150
01:12:13.996 --> 01:12:16.623
[water running]

1151
01:12:17.791 --> 01:12:20.711
[Stottor] But before we got into bed,
he said, "Oh, be careful,

1152
01:12:20.794 --> 01:12:23.589
because you might get caught
in the sleeping bag zip."

1153
01:12:23.672 --> 01:12:25.758
-The zip had broken away.
-[Coffey] Yeah.

1154
01:12:26.592 --> 01:12:30.471
[Stottor] But I felt tired,
so we cuddled up, and I fell asleep.

1155
01:12:34.099 --> 01:12:36.185
And all of a sudden, I felt cold.

1156
01:12:37.603 --> 01:12:39.521
[water running]

1157
01:12:39.605 --> 01:12:42.566
[Stottor] And then I realized
I was in a bath of cold water.

1158
01:12:53.327 --> 01:12:55.788
I tried to get out,
and he pushed me back down.

1159
01:12:55.871 --> 01:12:59.416
And three times I came up,
and I managed to say,

1160
01:12:59.500 --> 01:13:01.543
"Stop! Please, no more!"

1161
01:13:03.921 --> 01:13:07.174
And I remember just lying there.
I couldn't fight anymore.

1162
01:13:08.425 --> 01:13:10.594
I remember just breathing in the water.

1163
01:13:12.262 --> 01:13:15.641
It was like breathing solid air.

1164
01:13:19.311 --> 01:13:21.480
I remembered thinking, "You're dying."

1165
01:13:22.106 --> 01:13:24.108
"And this is what it feels like."

1166
01:13:25.275 --> 01:13:26.485
And a light…

1167
01:13:30.364 --> 01:13:34.618
[Nilsen] We are moral creatures
of drives and conscience.

1168
01:13:35.619 --> 01:13:38.497
I am both strong and weak,

1169
01:13:39.039 --> 01:13:42.000
angelic and demonic,

1170
01:13:42.584 --> 01:13:46.922
both the cool hand
to soothe the fevered forehead

1171
01:13:47.548 --> 01:13:51.260
and the desperate, raging hand
at the throat.

1172
01:13:51.969 --> 01:13:56.515
The harbinger of both life and death.

1173
01:14:05.941 --> 01:14:08.944
[Stottor] I remember
coming round and the pain.

1174
01:14:10.320 --> 01:14:12.906
I could hardly breathe. It was awful.

1175
01:14:12.990 --> 01:14:15.951
But I was confused.
You know, I couldn't remember anything.

1176
01:14:17.119 --> 01:14:19.246
But I knew somebody had tried to kill me.

1177
01:14:20.414 --> 01:14:21.915
So I went to the police.

1178
01:14:23.876 --> 01:14:26.879
They didn't believe me.
They didn't take any notice.

1179
01:14:26.962 --> 01:14:31.216
I was just a silly little poofter,
a drama queen.

1180
01:14:35.220 --> 01:14:38.140
[Bence] Carl Stottor went to the police,
but nothing was done.

1181
01:14:38.223 --> 01:14:40.851
Then we found out
there was a string of about five of them.

1182
01:14:40.934 --> 01:14:43.353
They went to the police,
and lodged complaints,

1183
01:14:43.437 --> 01:14:44.688
or tried to lodge complaints,

1184
01:14:44.771 --> 01:14:47.232
and were treated
fairly disdainfully, really.

1185
01:14:47.316 --> 01:14:48.775
So no action was taken.

1186
01:14:52.029 --> 01:14:53.697
[Stottor] I thought,
"Maybe they're right."

1187
01:14:53.780 --> 01:14:56.074
"They know what they're doing.
They know their job."

1188
01:14:57.242 --> 01:14:58.285
"It was me."

1189
01:14:59.495 --> 01:15:00.579
"I imagined it."

1190
01:15:03.999 --> 01:15:07.878
[Coffey] Nilsen gave them information
that led to them finding you.

1191
01:15:07.961 --> 01:15:08.962
[Stottor] Hmm.

1192
01:15:12.925 --> 01:15:15.636
[Stottor] The detective
that interviewed me said,

1193
01:15:15.719 --> 01:15:19.848
"We just wanna ask you a few questions.
Do you know anyone called Dennis Nilsen?"

1194
01:15:19.932 --> 01:15:20.933
I went, "No."

1195
01:15:22.935 --> 01:15:24.937
He said,
"You ever been to Cranley Gardens?"

1196
01:15:25.020 --> 01:15:26.605
I went, "Where's that?"

1197
01:15:27.773 --> 01:15:30.484
And he went,
"Okay then, just one more question,"

1198
01:15:30.984 --> 01:15:32.569
and said, "Sleeping bag,"

1199
01:15:33.695 --> 01:15:35.072
and I started shaking.

1200
01:15:37.407 --> 01:15:38.784
And it all came back,

1201
01:15:39.785 --> 01:15:40.827
everything

1202
01:15:42.246 --> 01:15:43.205
in detail.

1203
01:15:44.623 --> 01:15:45.791
It was Nilsen.

1204
01:15:47.751 --> 01:15:49.670
He used the sleeping bag zip
to strangle me.

1205
01:15:49.753 --> 01:15:50.587
[Coffey] Right.

1206
01:15:50.671 --> 01:15:53.382
[Stottor] But before we got into bed,
he said, "Oh, be careful,

1207
01:15:53.465 --> 01:15:56.343
because you might get caught up
in the sleeping bag zip."

1208
01:15:56.426 --> 01:16:00.264
But by prewarning me,
he was already premeditating my death.

1209
01:16:00.347 --> 01:16:03.100
If he hadn't succeeded,
then he had an alibi.

1210
01:16:03.183 --> 01:16:06.353
He knew what he was doing.
There wasn't anything psychotic about him.

1211
01:16:06.937 --> 01:16:08.564
He was totally in control.

1212
01:16:10.691 --> 01:16:12.651
The simple reason why I'm alive

1213
01:16:13.193 --> 01:16:16.905
is because Nilsen had no more room
under the floorboards to house my body.

1214
01:16:19.908 --> 01:16:23.870
[McCusker] Carl Stottor's story proved
that Nilsen had premeditation.

1215
01:16:24.538 --> 01:16:27.165
But most of these victims
would tell you things,

1216
01:16:27.249 --> 01:16:30.168
but in no circumstances
would they ever want to be a witness.

1217
01:16:32.045 --> 01:16:34.840
[Hunt] It would have been
absolutely horrendous

1218
01:16:34.923 --> 01:16:37.384
for these young men to come forward.

1219
01:16:39.928 --> 01:16:41.847
They would have been vilified.

1220
01:16:41.930 --> 01:16:44.141
I've been in court hundreds of times

1221
01:16:44.224 --> 01:16:47.853
and seen victims,
witnesses torn to shreds.

1222
01:16:48.729 --> 01:16:51.398
So people are not gonna put themselves
in that position.

1223
01:16:52.858 --> 01:16:55.319
[Stottor] I hated
the way the press claimed

1224
01:16:55.402 --> 01:17:01.867
that all of Nilsen's victims were waifs,
and strays, and pathetic homosexuals.

1225
01:17:01.950 --> 01:17:03.160
It was awful.

1226
01:17:04.036 --> 01:17:07.873
I remember thinking, "No. I have worth."

1227
01:17:07.956 --> 01:17:11.710
And, in one respect,
I have to thank Nilsen for that,

1228
01:17:11.793 --> 01:17:14.588
because had I not died
and had that near-death experience,

1229
01:17:14.671 --> 01:17:15.839
I would never have known.

1230
01:17:16.673 --> 01:17:19.384
There's nothing to fear but fear itself.

1231
01:17:19.468 --> 01:17:22.679
Remove the fear,
and there's nothing left to fear anymore.

1232
01:17:24.389 --> 01:17:26.600
[reporter 1] On the second day
of the Dennis Nilsen trial,

1233
01:17:26.683 --> 01:17:29.519
the prosecution
has continued outlining its case.

1234
01:17:33.982 --> 01:17:36.693
[reporter 2] Carl Stottor told
of going to bed with Nilsen

1235
01:17:36.777 --> 01:17:38.320
and waking in the middle of the night

1236
01:17:38.403 --> 01:17:41.448
unable to breathe,
feeling pressure around his neck.

1237
01:17:42.032 --> 01:17:47.037
In a tiny, quiet voice, he told the court
he heard Nilsen whispering, "Keep still."

1238
01:17:47.579 --> 01:17:50.415
[Hunt] I have absolutely nothing
but admiration

1239
01:17:51.124 --> 01:17:53.835
for their courage
and strength of character

1240
01:17:53.919 --> 01:17:54.920
to come forward.

1241
01:17:55.504 --> 01:17:58.215
Well, the…
the thought that went through my mind was,

1242
01:17:58.715 --> 01:18:01.510
"You are drowning.
You are being murdered by this man,

1243
01:18:01.593 --> 01:18:04.262
and this is what it feels like,
and you're going to die."

1244
01:18:04.846 --> 01:18:08.475
[reporter 3] At the Old Bailey, a number
of former partners of Dennis Nilsen

1245
01:18:08.558 --> 01:18:12.062
have been speaking of Nilsen's
alleged attempts to murder them.

1246
01:18:15.774 --> 01:18:19.277
[Martyn] I remember thinking to myself,
"You have to get through this."

1247
01:18:19.361 --> 01:18:20.612
"Just survive it."

1248
01:18:21.405 --> 01:18:22.781
I thought to myself,

1249
01:18:22.864 --> 01:18:26.284
"Let's do it. I can face it.
Whatever life throws at me, bring it on."

1250
01:18:29.204 --> 01:18:31.289
So I did attend the trial.

1251
01:18:32.416 --> 01:18:35.669
I fell asleep,
and about half past three in the morning,

1252
01:18:35.752 --> 01:18:38.672
I woke up, and he was right beside me.

1253
01:18:38.755 --> 01:18:40.549
I looked at him and said,
"What are you doing?"

1254
01:18:40.632 --> 01:18:42.718
And he said, "You knocked the fire over."

1255
01:18:43.218 --> 01:18:47.139
So I found that kind of freedom.
I can express myself a bit more.

1256
01:18:47.222 --> 01:18:49.307
I don't have to hide
what I feel all the time.

1257
01:18:51.560 --> 01:18:52.602
It's lovely.

1258
01:18:54.146 --> 01:18:56.773
First, though, at the Old Bailey,
the jury has now retired

1259
01:18:56.857 --> 01:18:59.317
to consider its verdict
in the case of Dennis Nilsen.

1260
01:18:59.401 --> 01:19:02.279
And indeed, if we hear
any more news from the Nilsen trial,

1261
01:19:02.362 --> 01:19:05.490
we'll bring it to you as soon as possible
later in the program.

1262
01:19:05.574 --> 01:19:08.660
[Nilsen] How can you express
the contents of a trial?

1263
01:19:09.327 --> 01:19:14.541
Ten days of chatter posing
as ten days of relevant evidence.

1264
01:19:15.167 --> 01:19:17.919
[reporter 4] When they returned to court,
they'd reached a verdict

1265
01:19:18.003 --> 01:19:20.589
on all counts of murder
and two of attempted murder.

1266
01:19:21.715 --> 01:19:26.094
Ten jurors had agreed. Two had dissented.
The foreman of the jury answered

1267
01:19:26.178 --> 01:19:30.432
that they'd reached majority verdicts
of guilty on all six murder charges.

1268
01:19:31.683 --> 01:19:33.351
[reporters clamoring]

1269
01:19:35.312 --> 01:19:36.855
[reporter 4] The jury has, in effect,

1270
01:19:36.938 --> 01:19:39.775
found him to be fully responsible
for his actions,

1271
01:19:39.858 --> 01:19:41.610
not out of his mind.

1272
01:19:43.278 --> 01:19:45.405
[Coffey] Everybody
who's involved in the Nilsen story

1273
01:19:45.489 --> 01:19:47.282
eventually comes to a point

1274
01:19:47.365 --> 01:19:50.911
where they decide
that Nilsen was bad and… and not mad.

1275
01:19:52.871 --> 01:19:55.040
You just have to know him for long enough.

1276
01:19:55.540 --> 01:19:57.793
It's like the Wizard of Oz
behind the curtain.

1277
01:19:57.876 --> 01:20:02.214
You're left
with this little piece of dirt.

1278
01:20:04.049 --> 01:20:09.679
Nilsen could paint such a vivid picture
of a romantic outsider character

1279
01:20:09.763 --> 01:20:15.811
that made it hard to believe
that he killed out of pure evil.

1280
01:20:19.147 --> 01:20:23.068
He needed to see himself in a certain way.

1281
01:20:24.152 --> 01:20:26.947
And the grandfather story, it's possible,

1282
01:20:27.447 --> 01:20:29.491
but there's no evidence for it.

1283
01:20:29.574 --> 01:20:31.576
So I cannot help but feel

1284
01:20:31.660 --> 01:20:34.788
that it's simply Nilsen trying
to find another villain…

1285
01:20:34.871 --> 01:20:38.083
[chuckles] …other than himself,
to point the blame elsewhere.

1286
01:20:40.418 --> 01:20:42.212
[Nilsen] At teatime today,

1287
01:20:42.295 --> 01:20:46.842
I was given this categorization review,
Category A.

1288
01:20:47.926 --> 01:20:51.263
"Your custodial behavior is satisfactory."

1289
01:20:51.346 --> 01:20:57.102
"Reports, however, describe you
as a cold and calculating individual,

1290
01:20:57.936 --> 01:21:02.941
who has shown little inclination
to confront your offending behavior."

1291
01:21:03.024 --> 01:21:05.569
"There are no recommendations
for downgrading

1292
01:21:05.652 --> 01:21:08.738
due to the absence of any real remorse."

1293
01:21:09.739 --> 01:21:10.699
Well!

1294
01:21:11.241 --> 01:21:16.997
So I took it upon myself
to provide a very short comment.

1295
01:21:17.914 --> 01:21:20.834
"This report
is just the sort of politically correct,

1296
01:21:20.917 --> 01:21:22.919
prejudiced hatchet job

1297
01:21:23.003 --> 01:21:29.009
which one can expect from petty officials
anxious to embroider the monster myth

1298
01:21:29.092 --> 01:21:30.510
than make any objective--"

1299
01:21:30.594 --> 01:21:31.469
[recorder clicks]

1300
01:21:33.013 --> 01:21:38.018
[Coffey] Society didn't create Nilsen.
That's what he'd like you to believe.

1301
01:21:41.938 --> 01:21:46.943
But we've still got to take responsibility
for creating the prejudiced society

1302
01:21:47.027 --> 01:21:49.988
that enabled him
to kill over and over again.

1303
01:21:52.782 --> 01:21:53.867
[Bence] It was easy.

1304
01:21:54.576 --> 01:21:57.829
He just knew from his experiences
and the circumstances,

1305
01:21:58.997 --> 01:22:00.332
nobody really cared.

1306
01:22:02.918 --> 01:22:05.045
[Hunt] I swear to you, in Cranley Gardens,

1307
01:22:05.128 --> 01:22:08.173
if the bodies
had not got stuck in the drain

1308
01:22:08.256 --> 01:22:11.426
and affected the people
who lived below him,

1309
01:22:11.509 --> 01:22:13.470
he'd have killed for another few years.

1310
01:22:14.596 --> 01:22:16.139
The only reason he was stopped

1311
01:22:16.222 --> 01:22:20.852
is because his activities
imposed on somebody else.

1312
01:22:21.603 --> 01:22:23.605
Nothing to do with the victims.

1313
01:22:49.297 --> 01:22:51.299
[ominous music playing]

1314
01:22:58.682 --> 01:23:00.183
My Shane came in and told me.

1315
01:23:00.266 --> 01:23:02.560
I was in bed.
He come in and said, "Nilsen's dead."

1316
01:23:02.644 --> 01:23:05.522
And I said, "Don't lie."
He said, "I'm telling you. He's dead."

1317
01:23:11.152 --> 01:23:13.530
And I never mentioned it again because…

1318
01:23:15.281 --> 01:23:16.950
it just didn't mean anything to me.

1319
01:23:20.453 --> 01:23:22.539
And the newspapers again, you know,

1320
01:23:22.622 --> 01:23:24.708
"What do you think
now the monster's dead?"

1321
01:23:24.791 --> 01:23:27.377
I said, "I don't think anything.
I don't think about him."

1322
01:23:27.460 --> 01:23:30.547
"Even when he's dead,
I'm not letting him make me a victim."

1323
01:23:32.173 --> 01:23:33.258
You know?

1324
01:23:33.341 --> 01:23:35.802
But I just hope wherever he goes,
he don't meet Graham,

1325
01:23:35.885 --> 01:23:37.929
'cause Graham would be sober. [laughs]

1326
01:23:38.013 --> 01:23:39.514
[somber music playing]