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- Yes, yes, yes.

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Wait, 10 minutes?

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God, I should've just driven myself.

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Okay, it's perfect.

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This is perfect.

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Girls, breakfast!
- [Rose] Move!

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- Mommy is going away for the weekend.

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- Mom!
- Yeah?

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- She took my iPad.
- Hey, hey, hey,

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stop that now!
- It's mine!

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- Peter!
- Listen to your mother.

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- Peter!
- Rose.

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- She started it.

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- Hey, she's just a baby.
- I am not!

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- Okay, okay, gimme that, gimme that.

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Sit down, sit down please.

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There's no technology at the table

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because mealtime is sacred
goddammit right Peter?

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- Yep, rule number one.

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- Hey, hey, hey, no balls at the table.

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- Rule number 16.

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- I hate you mom.

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- Well, that's not very nice.

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I'm gonna take your photo now.

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Smile, great, that's good enough.

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Don't forget, we have that
meeting with the assessment team

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on Monday to have her classified.

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- Right, ADHD.
- Shh, she's right there.

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- Kids are over classified
and over medicated.

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- Rose, you forgot to
flush the toilet again.

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- Jenny!
- You know the rules.

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- Oh, please look, look who's talking.

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- Where is he?

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- How come mom gets her phone?

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- Gross, what is that?

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- [Rose] It looks like puke.

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- It's kale and it tastes delicious.

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Oh, he's here, okay.

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All right, I'm leaving.

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Do not forget to feed them, okay?

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- I got it covered.

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Hey, just enjoy your mommy weekend, okay?

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- It's not a mommy weekend.

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It's a work conference.

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- Well, work involves a
paycheck so just saying.

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- Well, that's exactly
what I'm trying to do.

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I'm just saying.

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Goodbye, goodbye.

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- You're right, that's puke.

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- Okay, mommy's going
away for the weekend.

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She's never, ever coming back.

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- Bye bye mom.
- Have fun!

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- Boarding pass is in my wallet.

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I have enough time to order a
salad before I board the gate.

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Okay fine, I don't need help, it's cool.

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- You Jeaneth, Jenny?
- Yes.

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- All right, I am mark with a C.

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- I know, I can read it.

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All right, I'm very late.

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(car engine roaring)

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- Relax, you'll get
there wherever there is.

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I got these delicious mints

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and lollipops.
- No, no, no,

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I'm good thank you, I'm good.

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- [Marc] Okay, so no.

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- Oh my God.

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All right, mommy's going
away for the weekend.

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Mommy's going away for the weekend.

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- So where are we flying to?

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- Vegas, yep.
- [Marc] Vegas.

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- For a conference 'cause I'm a blogger.

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- [Marc] Oh, me too.

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- Oh, well I've only been
at it for a few months.

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- Sweet, so what do you write about?

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- Motherhood and family, angst.

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You?
- Maoism, anarchy, angst.

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- Wait, where are you?

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Oh ways, okay 'cause it's rush hour.

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I should have left myself more time.

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Actually, I did.

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Wait, no, no, no, where are you going?

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- Yeah, you pushed pool, so.

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- No, I didn't.

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- Yeah, I'm picking up my next ride here.

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- God, I hate these stupid apps.

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Well, how much does it cost to switch?

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- You can't.

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- What do you mean I can't?

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- Relax Jen.
- Don't tell me to relax!

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My name is Jenny.

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And what is that?

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That weed, no.

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No, thank you very much.

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You don't, while you're driving?

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- I am straight edge so it's cool.

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Your choice, your body,
your body, your choice.

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(phone keys clicking)

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(phone message beeping)

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(phone keys clicking)

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(phone message beeping)

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- I'll relax when I get there.

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- Hi!
- [Marc] Kara?

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- Kara with a K.
- Oh, Marc with a C.

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- No way?
- [Marc] Way.

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- Well, not that anybody
asked, but I'm Jenny with a Y.

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- Wait, like Yenny?

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- Can we just go?

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Let's just go.

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- What's with her?

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(speaking in foreign language)

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- What are we listening to?

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- These are binaural beats.

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- Like, like, like?

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Where are you going?

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- LAX.

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- Oh okay, now I get the mood.

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I'm an intuitive.

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Where are you flying?

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- Vegas.
- [Kara] Oh fun, pool parties?

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- It's a work conference.

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- She's a mommy blogger.

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- Okay, gotcha.
- Do you?

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For both of your information,

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I happen to be an Emmy
award-winning news journalist.

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I mean, I was.

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- Whatever, you know

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how they say it's not like
you're carrying cancer.

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I worked in medical
research curing cancer,

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but I'm an actress now.

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And I'm going to Barry's bootcamp.

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My friend works there at the one in Venice

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so I get in for free and
I am very eco-conscious

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and I don't own a car.

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- It's all meaningless.
- Exactly.

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- Where are we going?

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- Oh yeah, this is our last stop.

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Go to North Hollywood, Jen
chill, we are going to get there.

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(mid tempo music)

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- Can we go now?

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- Yeah, if you're late, the
lock you out of bootcamp.

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Oh, look who's here.

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(Sean burping)

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(car door slams shut)

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- Sean.
- Oh my God.

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You gotta be kidding me.

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You gotta be kidding me.

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- [Marc] Hell is other people.

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- Seriously, I have been
puked on already once today.

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- Oh God, that is so gross.

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I thought I smelled that.

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I knew it.

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I'm really sensitive to that smell

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because I was bulimic in high school.

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- Thank you, thank you, thank you.

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Wait, wait, you gotta be kidding me?

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- First stop, Sean's going to Culver City.

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It's right before the airport.

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- Oh, oh, and then me, right?

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- No, no, not then her, then me!

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- Let's see what the app has to say.

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- I don't care what the app has to say!

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I'll start writing a very strong email.

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Remind me to write a very strong email.

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I'm gonna miss my flight,

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and the opening night cocktail party.

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- [Kara] Oh, you definitely
can use a cocktail Jenny.

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- Get out please now.

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- Did someone say cocktail?
- Seriously?

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- Jen, it's not her fault
you didn't leave enough time.

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- Yeah I mean, it would
have made a lot more sense

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to fly out of Burbank.

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- Fuck, goddammit!
- Don't!

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- Jen.
- I'm somebody's mom.

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- I gotta get to paradise.
(Jen screams)

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- We're gonna get you to the area port?

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- What?

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- He's got a gun!

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He's got a gun!
- What?

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- Oh my God, he's got a gun.

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- Guys, I'm not gonna use it.

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(Jen and Kara screaming)

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It's not even loaded okay?

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- Oh God.

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- Why do you have a gun man?

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- To kill myself.

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- Okay, wrong answer dude.

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- I'm not gonna.

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- Make sure the safety's on.

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- I tried to kill myself in 10th grade.

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I was bullied.

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- Look, Sam.
- It's Sean.

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- Sean, I'm sorry.

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It's gonna be okay.

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- It's fine, I can't I think.

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- Oh okay, that's good, that's good.

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- Hey, can you take me to paradise?

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Not on the app.

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My credit card's all maxed out.

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I have cash.

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I have $250 and that's all I got.

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- Cash rules.

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- Oh wait, Paradise, Nevada.

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- Yeah, fuck.

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- Sean, why did you feel
like you had to do this?

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I mean, do you mind sharing?

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- She went back to Paradise.
- Who?

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(cell phone message pings)
- Dawn and-

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- Sean, oh my God, I'm so sorry,

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but it's just my flight
is boarding right now.

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I don't mean to be insensitive, but Marc?

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- Hmm?
- How long would it take

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for you to drive to Paradise
or to Vegas right now?

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- Here to there?

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It's like five hours.

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- Five hours, yes.

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That's about five hours.

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Okay, I'm gonna throw in another $250

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and we're just gonna drive there.

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If we leave right now, I
can still make it there.

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I can shower.

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I can she mask.

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I will make it there in
time for the cocktail party.

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- Actually can I go too?

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- What?
- Wow!

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- No, what about Barry's bootcamp?

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- I didn't really wanna go.

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- I didn't wanna exercise today

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so that all works out for me.

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Can I like Venmo you guys my part?

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- Are you gonna take us or not?

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- Wow, what a freight train.

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So much to process, the ins and outs,

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the pros and cons and what have you's,

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the why's, the what for's?

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Yes, I'm answering in the affirmative.

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I will shepherd you.

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First, we just have to make a quick stop.

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- Okay, as long as it truly is quick.

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- Was I not clear?

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- Wait, wait, wait, wait.

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I need to sit in the front seat.

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I'm sorry, I get car sick easily.

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I'm always the designated
driver and no offense Sean,

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I'm really, really happy
that you chose life,

263
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but right now you smell like death.

264
00:11:19.920 --> 00:11:21.430
Is that okay with everyone?

265
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.

266
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- Great.

267
00:11:26.680 --> 00:11:28.283
- Salutations.
- Hello.

268
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(car door slams shut)

269
00:11:30.052 --> 00:11:32.280
- Yeah, please seat belts policy,

270
00:11:32.280 --> 00:11:33.846
preservation, you understand?

271
00:11:33.846 --> 00:11:35.932
- Okay.
- The light forces.

272
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- Start the car please.
- [Marc] All right.

273
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- [Jen] Drive, just drive!

274
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- I'm doing it.

275
00:11:41.143 --> 00:11:41.976
See me?

276
00:11:43.136 --> 00:11:46.070
I wanna just put this below there.

277
00:11:46.070 --> 00:11:48.900
- Okay, where are we going?

278
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What's this quick stop?

279
00:11:49.733 --> 00:11:53.580
- Lucas, yeah but your
contract said tickets

280
00:11:53.580 --> 00:11:55.653
to the premiere, that was explained.

281
00:11:55.653 --> 00:11:57.460
- It's on the way, it's on the way.

282
00:11:57.460 --> 00:12:00.700
- Yeah, I could talk to
him, but did you read it?

283
00:12:00.700 --> 00:12:03.730
- I get that between here
and there, but where exactly?

284
00:12:03.730 --> 00:12:04.686
- And I'll call the producer.

285
00:12:04.686 --> 00:12:07.400
Just read it, okay, thank you.

286
00:12:07.400 --> 00:12:08.273
- Boyle Heights.

287
00:12:15.770 --> 00:12:18.240
- Are you like a?
- Talent Agent, yeah.

288
00:12:18.240 --> 00:12:19.163
- I'm an actress.

289
00:12:20.220 --> 00:12:21.070
I have a manager.

290
00:12:22.330 --> 00:12:23.330
She doesn't do much.

291
00:12:24.218 --> 00:12:25.520
I'm thinking about firing her.

292
00:12:25.520 --> 00:12:26.859
- That's in East LA

293
00:12:26.859 --> 00:12:28.890
(speaking in foreign language)

294
00:12:28.890 --> 00:12:30.800
- Oh, that's actually
near The Staples Center.

295
00:12:30.800 --> 00:12:32.583
I had a call back there once.

296
00:12:33.590 --> 00:12:35.453
Yeah, but I didn't get the part.

297
00:12:37.197 --> 00:12:40.830
(cell phone message pings)

298
00:12:40.830 --> 00:12:43.143
- I just got a comment on my blog.

299
00:12:44.042 --> 00:12:44.990
- That's huge.

300
00:12:44.990 --> 00:12:46.500
- Comments are commerce,

301
00:12:46.500 --> 00:12:48.810
that is the first panel
I'm going to tomorrow

302
00:12:48.810 --> 00:12:53.633
after yes, desert yoga.

303
00:12:55.470 --> 00:12:59.200
I wrote a blog post about
taking my stepdaughter shopping

304
00:12:59.200 --> 00:13:00.908
for her first bra.

305
00:13:00.908 --> 00:13:02.760
(Marc laughs)

306
00:13:02.760 --> 00:13:05.480
Okay maybe, it's not how to
organize a sustainable protest,

307
00:13:05.480 --> 00:13:08.283
but it's funny, poignant and relatable.

308
00:13:10.610 --> 00:13:11.700
- I hate you.

309
00:13:11.700 --> 00:13:14.203
- It's a troll.
- It's my stepdaughter.

310
00:13:16.730 --> 00:13:18.130
How did this become my life?

311
00:13:19.110 --> 00:13:20.650
- I hate my mother too.

312
00:13:20.650 --> 00:13:21.550
- [Jen] Excuse me?

313
00:13:22.530 --> 00:13:24.593
- Let go ladies, come on.

314
00:13:25.480 --> 00:13:26.870
- She just cut me off last week,

315
00:13:26.870 --> 00:13:29.410
but what she doesn't
realize is that my phone

316
00:13:29.410 --> 00:13:32.670
is still on the family plan, ha ha.

317
00:13:32.670 --> 00:13:34.428
- Personal probs.

318
00:13:34.428 --> 00:13:37.178
- But you know what, problems
are still problems, okay?

319
00:13:38.400 --> 00:13:41.383
- [Marc] All right.
(mid tempo music)

320
00:13:53.750 --> 00:13:58.480
- I used to be on local
news on air, field producer.

321
00:13:58.480 --> 00:13:59.313
- We know, VME.

322
00:14:00.920 --> 00:14:03.253
- In Vegas actually, ironically.

323
00:14:05.210 --> 00:14:08.818
Anyway, back to the scene of the crime.

324
00:14:08.818 --> 00:14:10.697
- Did you kill someone Jen?

325
00:14:10.697 --> 00:14:13.390
- Ha ha ha, no, it's
where I met my husband

326
00:14:13.390 --> 00:14:14.340
and I got pregnant.

327
00:14:15.324 --> 00:14:16.760
My former self.

328
00:14:16.760 --> 00:14:18.733
- Oh, so who are you now Jen?

329
00:14:20.600 --> 00:14:21.580
Only you know.

330
00:14:22.480 --> 00:14:23.703
- Okay, that's the deep.

331
00:14:25.860 --> 00:14:27.323
- I went to Duke.
- You did?

332
00:14:29.893 --> 00:14:32.563
- Yeah, organic chem major.

333
00:14:33.730 --> 00:14:36.173
- I went to Berkeley.
- Middlebury.

334
00:14:40.850 --> 00:14:43.310
- Oh my God, I'm so sorry Sean.

335
00:14:43.310 --> 00:14:45.650
We've been so self-absorbed,
how are you doing?

336
00:14:45.650 --> 00:14:46.903
How, are you feeling?

337
00:14:48.960 --> 00:14:51.903
- Hung over, empty.

338
00:14:53.710 --> 00:14:56.957
- You were gonna tell us
why we were driving to-

339
00:14:56.957 --> 00:14:58.550
- Paradise.
- Paradise.

340
00:14:58.550 --> 00:14:59.960
- Yeah I mean, do you wanna talk about,

341
00:14:59.960 --> 00:15:00.830
I don't know if you want to talk about it.

342
00:15:00.830 --> 00:15:01.670
I like talking about things.

343
00:15:01.670 --> 00:15:02.630
I don't know if you are?

344
00:15:02.630 --> 00:15:04.163
- I fucked it all up.

345
00:15:05.800 --> 00:15:06.933
- All of what?

346
00:15:08.092 --> 00:15:13.092
- My life.
(upbeat music)

347
00:15:20.940 --> 00:15:22.490
I can't get her out of my mind.

348
00:15:23.360 --> 00:15:25.140
- Classic Leo.

349
00:15:25.140 --> 00:15:27.410
- That's so funny, I was
gonna say the exact same thing

350
00:15:27.410 --> 00:15:29.750
because of course I'm a Libra.

351
00:15:29.750 --> 00:15:31.670
- Of course, Pisces.

352
00:15:31.670 --> 00:15:33.860
- Oh, naturally.
- [Marc] Do you see it?

353
00:15:33.860 --> 00:15:35.320
- So naturally.

354
00:15:35.320 --> 00:15:36.250
Oh my gosh.

355
00:15:36.250 --> 00:15:37.870
You know what Jen, we know what you are?

356
00:15:37.870 --> 00:15:38.972
Do we know what you are?

357
00:15:38.972 --> 00:15:39.920
- [Marc] We know exactly what you are.

358
00:15:39.920 --> 00:15:41.093
- [Kara] Well, you are a Capricorn.

359
00:15:41.093 --> 00:15:42.322
- [Marc] Capricorn.
- [Kara] You're a Ca-

360
00:15:42.322 --> 00:15:44.110
(Marc and Kara laughing)

361
00:15:44.110 --> 00:15:44.943
Are we right?

362
00:15:44.943 --> 00:15:46.170
- I hate you both.

363
00:15:46.170 --> 00:15:47.003
- Oh my gosh.

364
00:15:52.920 --> 00:15:54.853
So tell us more Sean?

365
00:15:58.640 --> 00:16:01.750
- Well, I met Dawn at a weed shop in WEHO.

366
00:16:06.444 --> 00:16:07.633
I'd never seen her there before.

367
00:16:07.633 --> 00:16:09.963
I mean, not like I go often.

368
00:16:10.950 --> 00:16:13.533
(gentle music)

369
00:16:15.170 --> 00:16:19.710
She was a hippie gypsy
type, ethereal, petite,

370
00:16:19.710 --> 00:16:21.423
fragile with a touch of punk.

371
00:16:22.800 --> 00:16:23.633
She was wearing one

372
00:16:23.633 --> 00:16:25.400
of those long flowing
Haight-Ashbury skirts

373
00:16:25.400 --> 00:16:27.550
and a black Ramones beater shirt.

374
00:16:27.550 --> 00:16:29.370
One of her ears was loaded with piercings

375
00:16:29.370 --> 00:16:32.080
and she had a rose tattoo
on the inside of her arm.

376
00:16:32.080 --> 00:16:35.950
Her long, dirty blonde hair had pink tips.

377
00:16:35.950 --> 00:16:37.290
What do they call that?

378
00:16:37.290 --> 00:16:41.820
- Ombre, looked completely
dump on me, but anyway.

379
00:16:41.820 --> 00:16:44.173
I'm sorry, please keep going.

380
00:16:46.870 --> 00:16:47.920
- How can I help you?

381
00:16:48.950 --> 00:16:50.800
- [Sean] Talk about a loaded question.

382
00:16:50.800 --> 00:16:53.790
I felt this amazing
warmth emanating from her.

383
00:16:53.790 --> 00:16:56.270
Call it crazy, stupid love at first sight.

384
00:16:56.270 --> 00:16:58.000
I had really bad shoulder pain

385
00:16:58.000 --> 00:16:59.290
from an old baseball injury.

386
00:16:59.290 --> 00:17:02.280
I played in college and then
tweaked it playing softball.

387
00:17:02.280 --> 00:17:04.369
I just went through really nasty breakup.

388
00:17:04.369 --> 00:17:08.410
I was vulnerable and in pain, both psychic

389
00:17:08.410 --> 00:17:13.323
and physical and stress,
just so much fucking stress.

390
00:17:30.357 --> 00:17:33.357
- [Dawn] You know, you're
carrying a lot of negative energy.

391
00:17:34.410 --> 00:17:37.383
It's bopped, the weed
will definitely help.

392
00:17:38.430 --> 00:17:40.630
- [Sean] She told me
she was a Reiki master.

393
00:17:42.960 --> 00:17:44.340
- I'm a Reiki master.

394
00:17:44.340 --> 00:17:45.443
I do energy work.

395
00:17:46.280 --> 00:17:48.830
I can help you to release
all that negative energy.

396
00:17:49.830 --> 00:17:51.320
- [Sean] I started seeing her as a patient

397
00:17:51.320 --> 00:17:55.210
and then she became the
yin to my yang, until...

398
00:18:10.653 --> 00:18:12.833
- Until what man?

399
00:18:15.710 --> 00:18:17.383
You know what, put a pin in it.

400
00:18:18.540 --> 00:18:20.140
Tell me after I go see this guy.

401
00:18:24.440 --> 00:18:25.633
- Can I have one of those?

402
00:18:26.633 --> 00:18:28.257
- Oh yeah, sure.

403
00:18:28.257 --> 00:18:30.650
- Hmm?
- What?

404
00:18:30.650 --> 00:18:31.810
- No judgment.

405
00:18:31.810 --> 00:18:33.322
- Don't you have someplace to go?

406
00:18:33.322 --> 00:18:36.693
- I didn't even see that Jenny.

407
00:18:36.693 --> 00:18:37.526
- Thank you.

408
00:18:37.526 --> 00:18:38.530
- I'll be right back.

409
00:18:38.530 --> 00:18:40.353
- I recommend you only take half.

410
00:18:40.353 --> 00:18:41.613
- Oh, I'll have the other half.

411
00:18:43.932 --> 00:18:48.932
I'm gonna eat that.
(upbeat music)

412
00:18:56.453 --> 00:18:57.840
- How are you?
- What up?

413
00:18:57.840 --> 00:19:00.673
- [Man] You good?
- Yeah, you know.

414
00:19:01.543 --> 00:19:03.640
- Do you think I should take
a photo of him just in case?

415
00:19:03.640 --> 00:19:06.120
- There's a photo of him on the app silly.

416
00:19:06.120 --> 00:19:07.930
- No, I mean of just this location.

417
00:19:07.930 --> 00:19:11.430
It'll be geo tagged then I
can send it to my husband.

418
00:19:11.430 --> 00:19:12.730
- That's right, all right.

419
00:19:16.110 --> 00:19:17.430
- [Jen] What's in the bag?

420
00:19:17.430 --> 00:19:18.716
- [Marc] BC, BC

421
00:19:18.716 --> 00:19:19.838
- What is it in the bag?

422
00:19:19.838 --> 00:19:20.671
You want me to?

423
00:19:20.671 --> 00:19:22.384
- What is in the bag?

424
00:19:22.384 --> 00:19:23.290
What is in the bag?

425
00:19:23.290 --> 00:19:24.570
- Oh excuse me, what are you putting

426
00:19:24.570 --> 00:19:26.093
at my feet?
- The bag.

427
00:19:27.520 --> 00:19:30.140
All these questions you're
asking are rhetorical.

428
00:19:30.140 --> 00:19:31.050
Who's ready?

429
00:19:31.050 --> 00:19:32.850
Okay guys, next stop?

430
00:19:32.850 --> 00:19:36.033
- [Kara] Paradise!
- Paradise indeed.

431
00:19:36.033 --> 00:19:41.033
(car engine roaring)
(mid tempo music)

432
00:19:55.350 --> 00:19:59.280
- So what happened Sean?

433
00:19:59.280 --> 00:20:00.700
- What happened?

434
00:20:00.700 --> 00:20:02.070
I was a total Dick that's what happened.

435
00:20:02.070 --> 00:20:03.730
I was an asshole.

436
00:20:03.730 --> 00:20:06.353
This actress was hitting on me

437
00:20:06.353 --> 00:20:08.280
and it comes with the territory.

438
00:20:08.280 --> 00:20:09.113
I'm an agent,

439
00:20:09.113 --> 00:20:12.083
but I had a meaningless
one night stand with her.

440
00:20:13.780 --> 00:20:14.680
Totally regret it.

441
00:20:16.360 --> 00:20:18.060
- That's some bad shit.

442
00:20:18.060 --> 00:20:22.200
- Like I said, I'm an asshole seriously.

443
00:20:22.200 --> 00:20:24.867
- But whatever, life has
no intrinsic value anyway.

444
00:20:26.130 --> 00:20:27.830
- I hate myself so much right now.

445
00:20:28.980 --> 00:20:32.197
One bad fucker choice.

446
00:20:36.450 --> 00:20:37.713
I was on Dawn's table.

447
00:20:39.690 --> 00:20:40.523
Then she said.

448
00:20:42.160 --> 00:20:43.510
- [Dawn] I feel something.

449
00:20:43.510 --> 00:20:45.800
- [Sean] Yeah, work's been.

450
00:20:45.800 --> 00:20:50.800
- Perhaps, no this is new, different.

451
00:20:54.910 --> 00:20:55.743
- I cheated on you.

452
00:20:55.743 --> 00:20:57.660
I love you Dawn more than life itself.

453
00:20:57.660 --> 00:20:58.860
Can you ever forgive me?

454
00:21:01.562 --> 00:21:03.160
Then she said.

455
00:21:03.160 --> 00:21:05.723
- There's too much negative
energy in Los Angeles.

456
00:21:08.380 --> 00:21:09.760
- She packed up her things

457
00:21:09.760 --> 00:21:12.060
and went to Paradise,
Nevada where she's from.

458
00:21:13.250 --> 00:21:15.310
We haven't spoken since.

459
00:21:15.310 --> 00:21:16.520
It's just only been a week,

460
00:21:16.520 --> 00:21:19.163
but it feels like forever.

461
00:21:20.960 --> 00:21:23.120
- Do you really think that
she's gonna take you back?

462
00:21:23.120 --> 00:21:25.770
- I highly doubt it,
but I got to try right?

463
00:21:25.770 --> 00:21:27.220
Take some action.

464
00:21:27.220 --> 00:21:31.180
- Hashtag truth, but if
it's any consolation,

465
00:21:31.180 --> 00:21:33.693
every humiliation in your life in the end,

466
00:21:34.560 --> 00:21:35.710
it's totally forgotten.

467
00:21:37.830 --> 00:21:38.963
- I was cheated on.

468
00:21:40.828 --> 00:21:42.360
It was freshman year of college

469
00:21:42.360 --> 00:21:46.520
and I was going through a lesbian phase.

470
00:21:46.520 --> 00:21:48.720
I was bi-curious you know?

471
00:21:48.720 --> 00:21:51.640
And I was kind of naive in college.

472
00:21:51.640 --> 00:21:54.500
I don't know, I met this
girl and she was so cool

473
00:21:55.940 --> 00:21:57.630
and she fucking cheated on me.

474
00:21:57.630 --> 00:22:00.960
And then I was devastated
and I had a nervous breakdown

475
00:22:00.960 --> 00:22:02.690
and my parents had an intervention.

476
00:22:02.690 --> 00:22:05.300
They were like, "You got
to get back to boys."

477
00:22:05.300 --> 00:22:08.733
And really, they're not
even better so I don't know.

478
00:22:11.840 --> 00:22:13.723
- Heartache just fucking hurts.

479
00:22:15.060 --> 00:22:17.240
- Well, that could just be some heartburn.

480
00:22:17.240 --> 00:22:19.790
I mean, I have stuff in my bag for that

481
00:22:19.790 --> 00:22:21.883
'cause you've been
drinking, I'm just saying.

482
00:22:23.170 --> 00:22:25.210
- [Kara] Did you know that you
have neurons in your heart?

483
00:22:25.210 --> 00:22:26.300
- Do you mean like brain cells?

484
00:22:26.300 --> 00:22:29.433
- Here, take two.
- Take two.

485
00:22:31.970 --> 00:22:33.830
Yeah man, feelings are great and all,

486
00:22:33.830 --> 00:22:38.830
but don't keep them
trapped inside, release.

487
00:22:39.310 --> 00:22:40.880
- Easier said than done.

488
00:22:40.880 --> 00:22:42.573
- My dad cheated on my mom too.

489
00:22:44.291 --> 00:22:45.124
- I'm sorry.

490
00:22:46.440 --> 00:22:49.602
- [Jen] My parents, I mean,
they didn't have time to cheat.

491
00:22:49.602 --> 00:22:51.937
They didn't have time
for recreational sex.

492
00:22:51.937 --> 00:22:54.770
(mid tempo music)

493
00:23:07.270 --> 00:23:08.970
- Say guys, can we stop for coffee?

494
00:23:08.970 --> 00:23:12.093
I'm just really tired
and I'm out of Adderall.

495
00:23:19.200 --> 00:23:22.135
- Okay fine.
- Yeah, all right!

496
00:23:22.135 --> 00:23:23.470
(car doors slam shut)

497
00:23:23.470 --> 00:23:26.471
- They have this convenient
store (indistinct),

498
00:23:26.471 --> 00:23:28.010
me and my sister.

499
00:23:28.010 --> 00:23:29.838
Well, my grandparents basically raised us.

500
00:23:29.838 --> 00:23:30.671
They didn't have time

501
00:23:30.671 --> 00:23:33.330
for anything except for our basic needs.

502
00:23:33.330 --> 00:23:34.163
And then my mom,

503
00:23:34.163 --> 00:23:37.550
she doesn't understand why I
gave up my career for my kids.

504
00:23:37.550 --> 00:23:38.383
She shouldn't complain,

505
00:23:38.383 --> 00:23:40.190
I gave her grandkids.
- Yeah.

506
00:23:40.190 --> 00:23:41.240
- Large black coffee.

507
00:23:43.418 --> 00:23:46.610
- I'm just wondering, what
are your milk alternatives

508
00:23:46.610 --> 00:23:47.920
on there for the extra dollar?

509
00:23:47.920 --> 00:23:52.450
- Yeah, almond, cashew,
Brazil, peanut, cashew, hemp.

510
00:23:52.450 --> 00:23:54.250
I said cashew, apologies.

511
00:23:54.250 --> 00:23:58.510
Rice, hemp, 2%, petunia and the florals,

512
00:23:58.510 --> 00:24:02.930
orange, carrot, pea,
regular milk if you want.

513
00:24:02.930 --> 00:24:04.720
- Regular, I will do regular milk.

514
00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:07.130
And what kind of sugar
options do you guys have?

515
00:24:07.130 --> 00:24:08.120
Do you have like?

516
00:24:08.120 --> 00:24:10.093
- Splenda, equal, stevia, agave,

517
00:24:11.090 --> 00:24:16.090
sucralose, droplets, liquid
nitrogen, more droplets.

518
00:24:16.830 --> 00:24:21.070
Sugar, raw, brown, organic, non organic

519
00:24:21.070 --> 00:24:22.713
if you really wanna go there.

520
00:24:26.260 --> 00:24:27.880
- Okay yeah, we're good.

521
00:24:27.880 --> 00:24:32.460
- Well, mom was an activist
and dad was a radical.

522
00:24:32.460 --> 00:24:33.293
Mama is the first in her family

523
00:24:33.293 --> 00:24:35.790
to go to college, Berkeley too.

524
00:24:35.790 --> 00:24:38.640
Back when Berkeley was
like Berkeley, right?

525
00:24:38.640 --> 00:24:42.169
Yeah, mom was like a true bra burning,

526
00:24:42.169 --> 00:24:44.183
feminist Latina, hell raiser.

527
00:24:45.740 --> 00:24:48.520
Dad was like angry Black Panther,

528
00:24:48.520 --> 00:24:50.370
emphasis on angry.

529
00:24:50.370 --> 00:24:51.203
Did some time.

530
00:24:53.080 --> 00:24:54.233
- My dad cheated too.

531
00:24:55.700 --> 00:24:58.693
He is a dick.

532
00:25:00.590 --> 00:25:01.423
I'm a dick.

533
00:25:02.610 --> 00:25:04.290
Father like son.

534
00:25:04.290 --> 00:25:07.730
- Own your choices, freewill.

535
00:25:07.730 --> 00:25:09.140
- Wow.
- Right.

536
00:25:09.140 --> 00:25:11.000
- That's comforting to
know that my life sucks

537
00:25:11.000 --> 00:25:14.093
because I willed it.
- Namaste.

538
00:25:15.120 --> 00:25:16.720
- Are choices even a good thing?

539
00:25:18.040 --> 00:25:19.470
- Are you guys fucking out of your mind?

540
00:25:19.470 --> 00:25:21.920
Did you say are choices a good thing?

541
00:25:21.920 --> 00:25:23.160
Jenny holy crap,

542
00:25:23.160 --> 00:25:26.780
we live in a time and in
a culture where it's okay

543
00:25:26.780 --> 00:25:28.270
for women to make their choices.

544
00:25:28.270 --> 00:25:29.600
That is so important.

545
00:25:29.600 --> 00:25:30.950
We are so lucky.

546
00:25:30.950 --> 00:25:33.230
This is unbelievable that we have this.

547
00:25:33.230 --> 00:25:35.700
People have sacrificed so
much for that to be possible.

548
00:25:35.700 --> 00:25:37.330
I mean, I marched in DC.

549
00:25:37.330 --> 00:25:40.390
I am a fourth wave card carrying feminist.

550
00:25:40.390 --> 00:25:41.272
- Ow!
- Wow, wow, wow, okay.

551
00:25:41.272 --> 00:25:42.647
- Oh my God, are you okay?

552
00:25:42.647 --> 00:25:43.673
Oh my God, I'm sorry.

553
00:25:43.673 --> 00:25:45.670
- Those are strong little squirrel hands.

554
00:25:45.670 --> 00:25:46.800
They're very deceiving.
- Oh my God,

555
00:25:46.800 --> 00:25:48.460
even though people think we hit men,

556
00:25:48.460 --> 00:25:49.480
- We don't do that.
- I'm sorry,

557
00:25:49.480 --> 00:25:50.313
I was just emphatic about this

558
00:25:50.313 --> 00:25:52.120
and I just use the arms, I use them.

559
00:25:53.419 --> 00:25:54.252
- Oh my God.

560
00:25:55.372 --> 00:25:56.672
- I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

561
00:26:00.493 --> 00:26:01.575
- Stoned and sorry at the same time.

562
00:26:01.575 --> 00:26:02.649
- I was trying to say I'm sorry

563
00:26:02.649 --> 00:26:03.676
and I'm stoned

564
00:26:03.676 --> 00:26:06.676
at the same time.
- Storied, stonied.

565
00:26:08.207 --> 00:26:10.122
- [Sean] I can't get her out of my head.

566
00:26:10.122 --> 00:26:12.955
(mid tempo music)

567
00:26:36.960 --> 00:26:40.580
- I marched too in Los Angeles area

568
00:26:41.520 --> 00:26:43.573
with my stepdaughter and my daughters.

569
00:26:45.280 --> 00:26:46.390
It felt really good.

570
00:26:46.390 --> 00:26:49.468
It felt important, like
we were part of something.

571
00:26:49.468 --> 00:26:52.580
- Did you write a
groundbreaking blog about it?

572
00:26:52.580 --> 00:26:55.290
- Ha ha, screw you both.

573
00:26:55.290 --> 00:26:58.140
I just felt like it was supposed
to be easier, different.

574
00:26:59.250 --> 00:27:00.530
- [Kara] I hear you.

575
00:27:00.530 --> 00:27:03.770
- Because you got participation
trophies just for showing up

576
00:27:03.770 --> 00:27:06.550
and told unconditionally
that you were special.

577
00:27:06.550 --> 00:27:09.523
News flash, we can't
all be special can we?

578
00:27:10.700 --> 00:27:12.824
- I can't get her out of my head.

579
00:27:12.824 --> 00:27:15.660
- Well, that my friend
is positive nihilism.

580
00:27:15.660 --> 00:27:18.310
All that matters is what
we deem as important,

581
00:27:18.310 --> 00:27:19.273
that is freedom.

582
00:27:21.690 --> 00:27:25.930
- Whatever, I am essentially
homeless you guys.

583
00:27:25.930 --> 00:27:29.480
I mean, I just wrapped up a dog
sitting gig in Beverly Hills

584
00:27:29.480 --> 00:27:31.030
and I don't know,

585
00:27:31.030 --> 00:27:35.323
I have like $300 left
to my name and it sucks.

586
00:27:38.890 --> 00:27:40.930
My mom was helping me out for a while,

587
00:27:40.930 --> 00:27:42.683
but I mean, she cut me off.

588
00:27:44.900 --> 00:27:49.680
I don't know, I need like a
steady gig of side hustle thing

589
00:27:49.680 --> 00:27:52.050
so that I can keep going to auditions.

590
00:27:52.050 --> 00:27:53.750
- Have you ever thought it might be time

591
00:27:53.750 --> 00:27:56.823
to maybe I don't know, give up the dream?

592
00:27:57.700 --> 00:27:58.710
- I'm not giving up my dream.

593
00:27:58.710 --> 00:28:00.210
You sound like my mom, Jesus Christ.

594
00:28:00.210 --> 00:28:02.483
- I'm sorry, geez.

595
00:28:03.680 --> 00:28:04.780
It's not what I meant.

596
00:28:06.690 --> 00:28:08.100
I don't know if writing about motherhood

597
00:28:08.100 --> 00:28:09.513
is my passion anyway.

598
00:28:10.660 --> 00:28:12.270
- Passion is a lie.

599
00:28:12.270 --> 00:28:13.730
- [Jen] What are you a fortune cookie?

600
00:28:13.730 --> 00:28:15.750
- Mean fortune cookie.

601
00:28:15.750 --> 00:28:18.050
- Capitalism tells us to take our passion

602
00:28:18.050 --> 00:28:20.227
to turn it into work, right?

603
00:28:20.227 --> 00:28:22.190
So that work will set you free.

604
00:28:22.190 --> 00:28:26.540
Passion is the big lie that
keeps the whole system in place.

605
00:28:26.540 --> 00:28:30.350
- Well Marc, if I'm working
then I'm not raising my kids

606
00:28:30.350 --> 00:28:33.830
and if I'm not working, then
I'm not a positive role model.

607
00:28:33.830 --> 00:28:36.930
I used to actually be a
feminist just like both of you,

608
00:28:36.930 --> 00:28:41.930
but now I'm just like this
bottom line zombie mom.

609
00:28:44.940 --> 00:28:49.023
Could you be a feminist and
stay home mom at the same time?

610
00:28:49.910 --> 00:28:51.260
- Yes you can.

611
00:28:51.260 --> 00:28:53.320
The definition of feminism
is just that you believe

612
00:28:53.320 --> 00:28:54.780
in equal rights for men and women.

613
00:28:54.780 --> 00:28:56.010
So yeah, you can do that.

614
00:28:56.010 --> 00:28:56.843
- Yeah, I know.

615
00:28:56.843 --> 00:28:58.733
It was just a rhetorical question.

616
00:28:59.720 --> 00:29:01.820
- Okay, I'm sorry that you
feel judged in your life

617
00:29:01.820 --> 00:29:03.600
and you don't know, you have a predicament

618
00:29:03.600 --> 00:29:04.470
about what you're gonna do,

619
00:29:04.470 --> 00:29:09.070
but really imagine being a
single woman with no boyfriend,

620
00:29:09.070 --> 00:29:12.360
no career, no kids in your '30s.

621
00:29:12.360 --> 00:29:15.280
I mean Jesus, you wanna be judged,

622
00:29:15.280 --> 00:29:18.763
walk into our holiday party
with your mom's friends.

623
00:29:19.698 --> 00:29:21.050
- [Marc] No one's judging you.

624
00:29:21.050 --> 00:29:22.700
- Oh, everybody is judging.

625
00:29:22.700 --> 00:29:24.023
You most of all Marc.

626
00:29:25.090 --> 00:29:28.273
- Yeah, and actually women
are the worst to each other.

627
00:29:30.750 --> 00:29:32.203
- What is your passion huh?

628
00:29:33.080 --> 00:29:34.463
Quoting philosophy 101?

629
00:29:35.580 --> 00:29:37.380
- I'm an artist.
- Oh?

630
00:29:37.380 --> 00:29:41.050
- Yeah, look, check it out, tattoos.

631
00:29:41.050 --> 00:29:44.040
See, tribal, something small.

632
00:29:44.040 --> 00:29:48.500
- I'm sorry, I didn't mean
to sound rude just now.

633
00:29:48.500 --> 00:29:50.510
They actually are really beautiful.

634
00:29:50.510 --> 00:29:53.500
- Thank you, I'm also a Shaman.

635
00:29:53.500 --> 00:29:55.027
- You mean a Shaman?
- Right.

636
00:29:56.247 --> 00:29:59.620
And I sell shit.
- What kind of shit?

637
00:29:59.620 --> 00:30:02.729
- Mostly drugs.
- Did I not say

638
00:30:02.729 --> 00:30:05.700
when we went to that house
that he's a drug dealer?

639
00:30:05.700 --> 00:30:06.550
- You did say it,

640
00:30:06.550 --> 00:30:07.383
but we're not worried.
- No, no, no

641
00:30:07.383 --> 00:30:08.727
the stuff I picked up this morning,

642
00:30:09.940 --> 00:30:11.820
that wasn't what I usually do.

643
00:30:11.820 --> 00:30:14.810
I usually send people
psychedelics to the dark web.

644
00:30:14.810 --> 00:30:17.540
I set them free.
- The dark web?

645
00:30:17.540 --> 00:30:20.030
- Yes, it's also where I host my blog.

646
00:30:20.030 --> 00:30:22.639
- Okay, this is all very
comforting, thank you.

647
00:30:22.639 --> 00:30:24.020
- No, the shit that I
picked up this morning,

648
00:30:24.020 --> 00:30:29.020
that is farm to table
grade A organic psilocybin.

649
00:30:29.740 --> 00:30:32.090
That's the good shit, top shelf.

650
00:30:32.090 --> 00:30:34.590
- Magic mushrooms, take me away.

651
00:30:34.590 --> 00:30:36.390
- Exactly, that's my boy (chuckles).

652
00:30:37.809 --> 00:30:39.140
- I've done shrooms too.

653
00:30:39.140 --> 00:30:41.423
- Okay, dropping bombs.

654
00:30:43.920 --> 00:30:44.810
Well, this will be different

655
00:30:44.810 --> 00:30:47.060
because it would be guided by me.

656
00:30:47.060 --> 00:30:50.600
Yes, can't take a journey to Paradise

657
00:30:50.600 --> 00:30:54.263
without first taking
a journey to Paradise.

658
00:30:55.670 --> 00:30:56.503
- Okay, you can get your hand out

659
00:30:56.503 --> 00:30:57.885
of my face.
- I'm sorry.

660
00:30:57.885 --> 00:30:58.820
- That was profound.

661
00:30:58.820 --> 00:31:01.620
- And did we say we were
going to do shrooms with you?

662
00:31:01.620 --> 00:31:04.570
- You, you intimated.
- What?

663
00:31:04.570 --> 00:31:06.410
- The answer was in your eyes.

664
00:31:06.410 --> 00:31:08.360
- I mean, I know he was but...

665
00:31:08.360 --> 00:31:10.850
- [Marc] Well, it's done.

666
00:31:10.850 --> 00:31:11.900
- [Jen] Let me think about that.

667
00:31:11.900 --> 00:31:12.733
- [Marc] It's happening.

668
00:31:12.733 --> 00:31:14.250
- [Kara] Does your spatial
awareness get better

669
00:31:14.250 --> 00:31:15.823
or worse with mushrooms?

670
00:31:17.590 --> 00:31:20.513
- [Jen] How long does this last?

671
00:31:33.230 --> 00:31:35.530
- [Kara] I have to pee.
- [Jen] Yeah, me too.

672
00:31:42.429 --> 00:31:45.012
(gentle music)

673
00:31:52.600 --> 00:31:56.100
(car doors slamming shut)

674
00:32:11.000 --> 00:32:12.170
- Yeah, I know.

675
00:32:12.170 --> 00:32:13.760
I know, the staff meeting.

676
00:32:13.760 --> 00:32:16.652
The staff, but listen to me.

677
00:32:16.652 --> 00:32:19.628
Listen to me!

678
00:32:19.628 --> 00:32:23.740
I'm taking a mental health day, Dan!

679
00:32:23.740 --> 00:32:24.930
For what?

680
00:32:24.930 --> 00:32:27.100
For my mental health, fuck!

681
00:32:37.510 --> 00:32:40.010
- Good, totally on the toilet.

682
00:33:06.051 --> 00:33:06.884
- Shit.

683
00:33:10.880 --> 00:33:13.097
Hi Mrs. Wilson, how are you?

684
00:33:14.590 --> 00:33:15.423
What?

685
00:33:16.300 --> 00:33:20.363
Wait, she pushed Jack off
a swing during recess?

686
00:33:21.520 --> 00:33:23.510
Well, I'm sure that she didn't mean to.

687
00:33:23.510 --> 00:33:24.910
I'm sure it was an accident.

688
00:33:27.010 --> 00:33:29.180
Well, have you called my husband?

689
00:33:29.180 --> 00:33:31.370
No, I'm not really around today,

690
00:33:31.370 --> 00:33:33.576
but no Mrs. Wilson I understand.

691
00:33:33.576 --> 00:33:35.170
I understand that there's zero tolerance,

692
00:33:35.170 --> 00:33:37.380
but she didn't mean it.

693
00:33:37.380 --> 00:33:39.690
And I completely understand
that there's policy,

694
00:33:39.690 --> 00:33:42.933
but there's no way that she
actually meant to do this.

695
00:33:45.340 --> 00:33:47.230
I'm so sorry, Mrs. Wilson.

696
00:33:47.230 --> 00:33:49.270
Jack's mom is on the other line.

697
00:33:49.270 --> 00:33:53.720
If you could just, I'll call my husband.

698
00:33:53.720 --> 00:33:54.553
I'm so sorry.

699
00:33:54.553 --> 00:33:55.386
I'm so sorry.

700
00:33:55.386 --> 00:33:56.219
I'm so sorry to do this.

701
00:33:56.219 --> 00:33:58.600
Hey Claire, how's he doing?

702
00:33:58.600 --> 00:34:00.570
Yeah, we're having our tests next week.

703
00:34:00.570 --> 00:34:01.920
I'm so, so sorry.

704
00:34:01.920 --> 00:34:03.560
We're getting your tested next week.

705
00:34:03.560 --> 00:34:06.080
Excuse me, Rose did not mean to.

706
00:34:06.080 --> 00:34:06.913
What?

707
00:34:06.913 --> 00:34:09.960
My daughter is not a bully Claire.

708
00:34:09.960 --> 00:34:13.760
She's got, Claire?

709
00:34:13.760 --> 00:34:15.699
Hello?

710
00:34:15.699 --> 00:34:16.933
Claire?

711
00:34:19.900 --> 00:34:24.860
Peter, yeah, no I'm not there yet.

712
00:34:24.860 --> 00:34:26.420
I'm driving there.

713
00:34:26.420 --> 00:34:27.773
I'm not driving,

714
00:34:29.809 --> 00:34:32.290
my ride share driver's
driving me from here to,

715
00:34:32.290 --> 00:34:34.090
it's not even important right now Peter

716
00:34:34.090 --> 00:34:36.230
because Rose is in the principal's office.

717
00:34:36.230 --> 00:34:39.340
Jack, she pushed him off the swing.

718
00:34:39.340 --> 00:34:41.260
I know, there's zero tolerance.

719
00:34:41.260 --> 00:34:42.969
You know what stupid school,

720
00:34:42.969 --> 00:34:46.283
we pay this money and it's like no.

721
00:34:48.210 --> 00:34:49.070
Well, what do you want me to do?

722
00:34:49.070 --> 00:34:50.270
You want me to just go outside

723
00:34:50.270 --> 00:34:52.560
and tell this driver that he's
got to bring you back to LA?

724
00:34:52.560 --> 00:34:53.663
I can't do that.

725
00:34:55.860 --> 00:34:58.510
Well, I was hoping that you
would just cancel the rest

726
00:34:58.510 --> 00:35:00.650
of your day and go pick up your daughter.

727
00:35:00.650 --> 00:35:02.227
No, I understand.

728
00:35:02.227 --> 00:35:03.587
I'm not freaking out.

729
00:35:03.587 --> 00:35:04.880
I'm not freaking out.

730
00:35:04.880 --> 00:35:06.240
I just want to make sure

731
00:35:06.240 --> 00:35:08.040
that this is taken care of properly.

732
00:35:09.631 --> 00:35:12.163
Oh God, don't cry, don't cry,

733
00:35:12.163 --> 00:35:15.050
don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.

734
00:35:15.050 --> 00:35:18.533
I really appreciate it, okay bye.

735
00:35:34.266 --> 00:35:35.183
- Oh, fuck!

736
00:35:48.873 --> 00:35:50.953
(door creaks open)
(door creaks shut)

737
00:35:50.953 --> 00:35:52.983
- Oh, you waited?
- Yeah.

738
00:35:54.310 --> 00:35:57.733
You feeling okay?
- Yeah, thanks.

739
00:36:00.690 --> 00:36:02.600
- So I didn't tell you this before,

740
00:36:02.600 --> 00:36:06.293
but I actually used to be married.

741
00:36:07.602 --> 00:36:08.743
- You were?

742
00:36:09.610 --> 00:36:11.970
- Yeah, don't sound so surprised.

743
00:36:11.970 --> 00:36:14.420
- Sorry, I didn't mean
for it to sound like that.

744
00:36:16.290 --> 00:36:18.593
So what happened?

745
00:36:21.450 --> 00:36:24.580
- I dunno, I Just kind of
like divorced the nicest guy

746
00:36:24.580 --> 00:36:25.530
in the whole world.

747
00:36:27.200 --> 00:36:28.033
- Why?

748
00:36:30.730 --> 00:36:33.890
- Don't you have a mom
conference to get to

749
00:36:33.890 --> 00:36:37.190
where you can talk to well adjusted women

750
00:36:37.190 --> 00:36:40.053
who are blissfully married?

751
00:36:43.930 --> 00:36:45.220
No, it's okay.

752
00:36:45.220 --> 00:36:46.580
If you wanna hear about it,

753
00:36:46.580 --> 00:36:48.280
I'll tell you about it in the car.

754
00:36:49.230 --> 00:36:50.063
- I do.

755
00:36:53.200 --> 00:36:56.760
- Hey Marc, you're looking for UFO's?

756
00:36:56.760 --> 00:36:58.149
- What are you doing?

757
00:36:58.149 --> 00:37:02.900
- Ladies, tonight is special.

758
00:37:04.920 --> 00:37:06.720
It's lunar eclipse.

759
00:37:06.720 --> 00:37:08.073
It's the wolf blood moon.

760
00:37:09.070 --> 00:37:11.560
It's the beginning of the Aquarius season

761
00:37:11.560 --> 00:37:13.550
- Blood moon what?

762
00:37:13.550 --> 00:37:16.290
- Look, tonight is special.

763
00:37:16.290 --> 00:37:18.860
Tonight, the moon is closer to
the earth than it usually is.

764
00:37:18.860 --> 00:37:20.520
And according to folklore,

765
00:37:20.520 --> 00:37:23.070
that's when you can hear
the wolves howl (howling).

766
00:37:30.100 --> 00:37:34.600
- Wait, wolves?
- Yes, canis lupus.

767
00:37:34.600 --> 00:37:38.130
- Okay, so in a lunar eclipse,
the moon is always red

768
00:37:38.130 --> 00:37:41.110
and it's like this giant
doorway is just opened.

769
00:37:41.110 --> 00:37:43.000
It's a time of completion,

770
00:37:43.000 --> 00:37:46.900
of endings and beginnings, new beginnings.

771
00:37:46.900 --> 00:37:48.050
It's the time in your life

772
00:37:48.050 --> 00:37:50.260
when you're just really
faced with your emotions

773
00:37:50.260 --> 00:37:52.590
and confronted with intimate relationships

774
00:37:52.590 --> 00:37:54.730
in home and family life.

775
00:37:54.730 --> 00:37:56.810
- Yes, luna to decanis lupus.

776
00:37:56.810 --> 00:38:01.323
Tonight, the biggest
challenge will be ourselves.

777
00:38:03.370 --> 00:38:05.690
But okay, we should get going.

778
00:38:05.690 --> 00:38:07.740
Somebody's gotta get to a cocktail party.

779
00:38:10.211 --> 00:38:14.213
(gentle music)
Away, away.

780
00:38:16.120 --> 00:38:18.173
- Guys, wait a second.

781
00:38:21.310 --> 00:38:25.803
I don't know if it's like
the wolf moon blood thing.

782
00:38:29.870 --> 00:38:32.040
Fuck Vegas, fuck the conference.

783
00:38:32.040 --> 00:38:32.923
- Jen, language.

784
00:38:33.960 --> 00:38:36.500
- I mean, this is my big find myself,

785
00:38:36.500 --> 00:38:38.450
get away from my kids weekend.

786
00:38:38.450 --> 00:38:39.840
Why should I be around a bunch

787
00:38:39.840 --> 00:38:41.170
of self-righteous mom bloggers

788
00:38:41.170 --> 00:38:44.150
who just blog about literally shit?

789
00:38:44.150 --> 00:38:45.418
Not that there's anything wrong

790
00:38:45.418 --> 00:38:46.743
with blogging about shit Marc.

791
00:38:48.920 --> 00:38:50.423
Let's get Sean to Paradise.

792
00:38:52.960 --> 00:38:53.793
- Thanks guys.

793
00:38:55.250 --> 00:38:56.980
- [Kara] Can we get some food though?

794
00:38:56.980 --> 00:39:00.413
- Absolutely no.
- I'm hungry, I could eat.

795
00:39:11.770 --> 00:39:15.023
- [Kara] After graduating
college, I moved back home.

796
00:39:17.030 --> 00:39:17.863
- Excuse me?

797
00:39:19.250 --> 00:39:21.350
- At the gas station
before you were asking me

798
00:39:21.350 --> 00:39:23.068
about why my marriage ended?

799
00:39:23.068 --> 00:39:24.000
- You were married.

800
00:39:24.000 --> 00:39:26.173
- Yeah, for like a year.

801
00:39:27.750 --> 00:39:29.820
And I moved back home
after graduating college.

802
00:39:29.820 --> 00:39:34.820
I got a job in healthcare
and there was a guy there.

803
00:39:35.130 --> 00:39:35.963
His name was Tim.

804
00:39:35.963 --> 00:39:37.710
He was a biomedical engineer.

805
00:39:37.710 --> 00:39:41.850
He was 29, I was 23 and he liked me.

806
00:39:41.850 --> 00:39:43.380
And what more cloud you want?

807
00:39:43.380 --> 00:39:45.660
So we started dating.

808
00:39:45.660 --> 00:39:47.620
He was sweet, and cute, and smart

809
00:39:47.620 --> 00:39:49.813
and he didn't mind that I was smart too.

810
00:39:50.862 --> 00:39:53.010
He loved that I was goofy and weird,

811
00:39:53.010 --> 00:39:54.363
laughed at my jokes.

812
00:39:56.120 --> 00:39:58.103
So when he proposed,

813
00:39:59.430 --> 00:40:02.100
I had no reason to say anything but yes.

814
00:40:02.100 --> 00:40:04.260
He did it like a perfect prince

815
00:40:04.260 --> 00:40:06.310
that my parents were so proud of me for.

816
00:40:06.310 --> 00:40:07.143
I swear to God,

817
00:40:07.143 --> 00:40:09.310
my dad was more proud of
me the day I got married

818
00:40:09.310 --> 00:40:12.070
than when I graduated college.

819
00:40:12.070 --> 00:40:13.420
And I went through all the motions.

820
00:40:13.420 --> 00:40:16.980
We had a house, a dog and
this beautiful wedding.

821
00:40:16.980 --> 00:40:18.453
- Sounds really nice.

822
00:40:20.100 --> 00:40:24.430
- It was, but I was playing
a part and I knew it.

823
00:40:25.710 --> 00:40:26.990
It didn't feel right.

824
00:40:26.990 --> 00:40:28.763
So I started to manifest.

825
00:40:30.710 --> 00:40:31.850
- [Jen] What, like "The secret"?

826
00:40:31.850 --> 00:40:35.330
- Yeah, I started to
keep a gratitude journal

827
00:40:35.330 --> 00:40:39.020
about why I was so lucky to be Tim's wife,

828
00:40:39.020 --> 00:40:41.690
have him and my family, and my job

829
00:40:41.690 --> 00:40:43.570
and everything that I did have.

830
00:40:43.570 --> 00:40:47.870
And I became obsessed with
really becoming this person,

831
00:40:47.870 --> 00:40:49.600
Tim's perfect wife.

832
00:40:49.600 --> 00:40:54.343
I made a vision board about how
to be the best wife for Tim.

833
00:40:56.120 --> 00:40:57.150
That vision board became

834
00:40:57.150 --> 00:41:00.133
about me being the best actress for me.

835
00:41:02.050 --> 00:41:05.120
In high school, I was in drama club.

836
00:41:05.120 --> 00:41:10.120
I was a thespian and I felt
the absolute most alive

837
00:41:10.210 --> 00:41:11.740
when I was on stage.

838
00:41:11.740 --> 00:41:13.673
I always wanted to be an actress.

839
00:41:14.530 --> 00:41:15.727
I told Tim that I was gonna leave him

840
00:41:15.727 --> 00:41:17.490
and I was gonna move to LA.

841
00:41:17.490 --> 00:41:18.710
Everyone thought I was nuts,

842
00:41:18.710 --> 00:41:21.513
my best friend, Tim, my family.

843
00:41:22.510 --> 00:41:24.757
I don't know, he tried
to offer me a settlement

844
00:41:24.757 --> 00:41:26.590
in the divorce.

845
00:41:26.590 --> 00:41:30.913
He was such a nice guy, but
I couldn't take his money.

846
00:41:32.850 --> 00:41:34.380
I wouldn't be broke now if I had,

847
00:41:34.380 --> 00:41:36.973
but I needed a clean break.

848
00:41:38.090 --> 00:41:41.800
Tim's married again to a very nice woman

849
00:41:43.100 --> 00:41:45.723
that 110% looks like me.

850
00:41:48.230 --> 00:41:50.760
- [Jen] Well, do you have any regrets?

851
00:41:50.760 --> 00:41:51.593
- Not at all.

852
00:41:52.810 --> 00:41:55.510
I think I would've put my
head in the oven eventually.

853
00:41:57.920 --> 00:41:58.920
It's all right Sean.

854
00:42:02.260 --> 00:42:03.710
What about you?

855
00:42:03.710 --> 00:42:04.810
- Well, what about me?

856
00:42:05.790 --> 00:42:07.460
- Do you have any regrets?

857
00:42:07.460 --> 00:42:09.513
- What, about my marriage?

858
00:42:12.940 --> 00:42:17.940
No, no, no I don't.

859
00:42:21.550 --> 00:42:22.383
I do not.

860
00:42:37.140 --> 00:42:40.700
- When all the ingredients
work together in harmony,

861
00:42:40.700 --> 00:42:42.913
it makes for a delicious meal.

862
00:42:42.913 --> 00:42:43.760
A singular experience.

863
00:42:43.760 --> 00:42:45.289
- A grilled cheese?

864
00:42:45.289 --> 00:42:46.410
What happened for you in grilled cheese?

865
00:42:46.410 --> 00:42:48.230
- There's a symphony going on.

866
00:42:48.230 --> 00:42:49.410
Sean?
- Huh?

867
00:42:49.410 --> 00:42:51.210
- Do you wanna share with the class?

868
00:42:52.180 --> 00:42:54.710
- Sorry guys, I'm writing a letter to Dawn

869
00:42:54.710 --> 00:42:56.680
and it's just piece of shit.

870
00:42:56.680 --> 00:42:59.920
- Oh.
- Oh, I'm sure it's not.

871
00:42:59.920 --> 00:43:02.100
- Well, why don't you bounce
it off us, we'll help you.

872
00:43:02.100 --> 00:43:03.193
- Workshop.
- Yeah.

873
00:43:09.130 --> 00:43:09.963
- Hey babe.

874
00:43:09.963 --> 00:43:11.750
- Okay.
- What?

875
00:43:11.750 --> 00:43:14.240
- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, don't.

876
00:43:14.240 --> 00:43:15.790
- Do better.
- Don't say babe.

877
00:43:17.010 --> 00:43:18.960
- My dearest Dawn.

878
00:43:18.960 --> 00:43:20.380
My dearest Dawn.
- That's good.

879
00:43:20.380 --> 00:43:21.630
- Very civil war.
- Yes.

880
00:43:22.520 --> 00:43:23.670
- You probably hate me.

881
00:43:24.690 --> 00:43:26.620
And you should hate me

882
00:43:28.311 --> 00:43:29.411
because I hate me too.

883
00:43:30.684 --> 00:43:33.384
I'm sure that's just one
more thing we have in common.

884
00:43:34.600 --> 00:43:36.260
I tried to blow my brains out.

885
00:43:36.260 --> 00:43:37.910
What?
- He did.

886
00:43:37.910 --> 00:43:39.560
- Yeah, I know, but it's a lot.

887
00:43:39.560 --> 00:43:41.630
- We don't need to do this here.

888
00:43:41.630 --> 00:43:43.060
- I'm sorry, we're gonna shut up.

889
00:43:43.060 --> 00:43:44.350
Everyone shut up.

890
00:43:44.350 --> 00:43:45.250
- My dearest Dawn.

891
00:43:46.940 --> 00:43:48.541
You probably hate me

892
00:43:48.541 --> 00:43:52.573
and you should hate me
because I hate me too.

893
00:43:53.580 --> 00:43:55.730
So that's one more
thing we have in common.

894
00:43:56.800 --> 00:43:59.097
I cut out the part about the.

895
00:44:01.690 --> 00:44:06.073
I know I'm not worthy of your
love and I need to grow up.

896
00:44:07.740 --> 00:44:10.990
I sabotaged the only thing
in my life that matters.

897
00:44:10.990 --> 00:44:15.180
And I guess I never deserve
the happiness you gave me

898
00:44:15.180 --> 00:44:16.193
so I destroyed it.

899
00:44:17.560 --> 00:44:19.860
I'll do anything to be with you.

900
00:44:19.860 --> 00:44:24.193
Always yours, Sean.
(Jen claps)

901
00:44:27.140 --> 00:44:29.390
- Okay, 'cause I can rewrite it if it's.

902
00:44:29.390 --> 00:44:30.630
- No, that was good.
- It's good.

903
00:44:30.630 --> 00:44:32.100
That was really good and I mean really,

904
00:44:32.100 --> 00:44:33.500
what would you have to lose?

905
00:44:37.400 --> 00:44:39.170
- Okay, new rule.

906
00:44:39.170 --> 00:44:42.350
If we're making this trip to
Paradise, no more distractions.

907
00:44:42.350 --> 00:44:43.960
I'm taking phones.

908
00:44:43.960 --> 00:44:45.204
- Dude?

909
00:44:45.204 --> 00:44:48.660
- No, no, no, no, I can't do
that because I have a kid.

910
00:44:48.660 --> 00:44:49.493
- You got a husband, right?

911
00:44:49.493 --> 00:44:53.340
- Yes, and he should be able
to take care of the kids

912
00:44:53.340 --> 00:44:55.370
for one night.
- Yes, yes.

913
00:44:55.370 --> 00:44:56.533
- Here, take it.

914
00:44:57.630 --> 00:44:59.353
I don't know who I am.

915
00:44:59.353 --> 00:45:00.770
You can have it.

916
00:45:01.814 --> 00:45:05.730
- I don't personally feel
comfortable being disconnected.

917
00:45:05.730 --> 00:45:07.400
You know what I mean?

918
00:45:07.400 --> 00:45:08.990
I have an Instagram following.

919
00:45:08.990 --> 00:45:10.790
- You're distracting and deflecting.

920
00:45:12.650 --> 00:45:13.870
Fine, make one more pose.

921
00:45:13.870 --> 00:45:15.853
- Okay.
- All right.

922
00:45:17.940 --> 00:45:18.920
- Okay.

923
00:45:18.920 --> 00:45:22.610
- Honey, you haven't even
eaten any of your food yet.

924
00:45:22.610 --> 00:45:24.110
Have a fry, here.

925
00:45:24.110 --> 00:45:26.620
- And now the phone.

926
00:45:26.620 --> 00:45:28.670
- Okay, when I started to panic
and be like, "Where is it?"

927
00:45:28.670 --> 00:45:31.030
Just remind me you have it.

928
00:45:31.030 --> 00:45:33.903
- Honey, it's okay, here, airplane.

929
00:45:35.550 --> 00:45:37.327
- I will eat the fry myself.

930
00:45:37.327 --> 00:45:38.417
- [Marc] "Sometimes the only way

931
00:45:38.417 --> 00:45:41.597
"from here to there isn't
the road less traveled."

932
00:45:41.597 --> 00:45:45.160
- [Jen] "It will make all the
difference", Robert Frost.

933
00:45:45.160 --> 00:45:47.310
- [Sean] Okay, let's do it.
- [Kara] Okay.

934
00:45:50.924 --> 00:45:55.924
♪ Sometimes it seems like I can't fly ♪

935
00:45:57.891 --> 00:46:01.744
♪ But I, I know better ♪

936
00:46:01.744 --> 00:46:06.253
♪ I know better ♪

937
00:46:06.253 --> 00:46:09.074
♪ Sometimes it seems like another world ♪

938
00:46:09.074 --> 00:46:11.602
♪ Can't really mean it like that ♪

939
00:46:11.602 --> 00:46:13.040
♪ Some days I see clearly ♪

940
00:46:13.040 --> 00:46:16.457
♪ Some days I can't feel ♪

941
00:46:20.047 --> 00:46:22.360
- Entrada, please come on in.

942
00:46:22.360 --> 00:46:23.193
- Oh my God.

943
00:46:23.193 --> 00:46:24.370
- Make the space yours.

944
00:46:24.370 --> 00:46:25.203
- Isn't it beautiful?

945
00:46:25.203 --> 00:46:26.270
- Really, really get a feel for it.

946
00:46:26.270 --> 00:46:27.490
Sponge it up.

947
00:46:27.490 --> 00:46:31.933
Feel it with all of your
senses, it's festive.

948
00:46:34.750 --> 00:46:36.990
It's like eggnog exploded.

949
00:46:36.990 --> 00:46:38.520
- [Kara] It feels like a hug.

950
00:46:38.520 --> 00:46:40.170
- [Marc] Yeah, it doesn't it.

951
00:46:40.170 --> 00:46:42.410
- I see aprons.
- Go, go.

952
00:46:42.410 --> 00:46:45.180
Hey, I want you to find
something that speaks to you.

953
00:46:45.180 --> 00:46:48.250
Have a conversation
with it, a positive one,

954
00:46:48.250 --> 00:46:49.600
like a little mystical elf.

955
00:46:58.900 --> 00:47:00.450
You're still here?
- I'm here,

956
00:47:02.480 --> 00:47:03.593
can I have my phone?

957
00:47:15.040 --> 00:47:17.043
- That's funny, that's really funny.

958
00:47:18.315 --> 00:47:19.815
Oh my God, are you kidding me?

959
00:47:46.640 --> 00:47:47.923
- Not gonna happen.

960
00:47:48.890 --> 00:47:50.840
- Why?
- Why?

961
00:47:50.840 --> 00:47:52.143
Because we're here.

962
00:47:52.143 --> 00:47:52.976
I want you to be present

963
00:47:52.976 --> 00:47:55.050
- Okay, but I wanna remember this.

964
00:47:55.050 --> 00:47:57.020
This is fun and I don't get
to go on vacations a lot.

965
00:47:57.020 --> 00:47:59.963
- Remember it with this right there.

966
00:48:01.240 --> 00:48:03.463
That's right, let that be your DVR.

967
00:48:05.470 --> 00:48:09.373
- Okay, but can I have my phone though?

968
00:48:10.640 --> 00:48:12.570
- Again, I'm gonna be
a little oppositional

969
00:48:12.570 --> 00:48:14.260
and say no, okay?

970
00:48:14.260 --> 00:48:15.460
This is not gonna stop is it?

971
00:48:15.460 --> 00:48:17.370
- No, also you didn't move.

972
00:48:19.580 --> 00:48:21.420
- Take them.
- Thank you!

973
00:48:21.420 --> 00:48:22.720
- Come back soon.

974
00:48:33.230 --> 00:48:37.713
- You're not a bad person
through your indiscretion.

975
00:48:39.300 --> 00:48:41.510
People don't cheat for no reason.

976
00:48:41.510 --> 00:48:44.660
- Well, mine was 'cause
I was drunk and stupid.

977
00:48:44.660 --> 00:48:46.660
- That's an excuse, that's not a reason.

978
00:48:47.970 --> 00:48:49.610
Sometimes you're just not happy.

979
00:48:49.610 --> 00:48:51.480
- Yeah, but I was happy

980
00:48:52.660 --> 00:48:56.333
or maybe I just didn't think
I was entitled to be happy.

981
00:49:03.440 --> 00:49:04.273
Where's Kara?

982
00:49:06.120 --> 00:49:06.953
- I don't know.

983
00:49:13.990 --> 00:49:14.823
- Oh, good.

984
00:49:20.690 --> 00:49:22.040
- [Kara's Mom] Kara darling,

985
00:49:22.040 --> 00:49:26.540
I'll cover your credit card
debt again only if you come home

986
00:49:26.540 --> 00:49:27.770
and get help.

987
00:49:27.770 --> 00:49:31.413
Therapy, I'll happily
pay for it, love you.

988
00:49:35.377 --> 00:49:37.960
(gentle music)

989
00:49:42.710 --> 00:49:43.543
- Hey.

990
00:49:45.020 --> 00:49:48.193
- You can come get a wet
butt with me if you want.

991
00:49:49.200 --> 00:49:50.033
- Okay.

992
00:50:01.590 --> 00:50:05.190
- I feel like every
decision I've ever made

993
00:50:07.524 --> 00:50:11.987
is the wrong one and I'm just
absolutely destined to be old,

994
00:50:16.450 --> 00:50:19.293
pathetic and alone.

995
00:50:24.000 --> 00:50:25.450
- Wanna hear something crazy?

996
00:50:28.030 --> 00:50:29.663
I made all the right choices.

997
00:50:31.290 --> 00:50:33.680
College, my career

998
00:50:35.750 --> 00:50:37.713
and still my life fucking sucks.

999
00:50:39.390 --> 00:50:42.340
I got this glamorous, stressful job,

1000
00:50:42.340 --> 00:50:47.340
but between taxes, my
student loan, my car loan,

1001
00:50:50.521 --> 00:50:53.950
I'm pretty much a member of
the overeducated working poor.

1002
00:50:56.100 --> 00:50:57.500
- That's not so sheik in LA.

1003
00:51:04.430 --> 00:51:05.263
- I don't know

1004
00:51:05.263 --> 00:51:08.380
if or when I won't be
living paycheck to paycheck

1005
00:51:08.380 --> 00:51:10.383
in my shitty apartment in the valley.

1006
00:51:12.890 --> 00:51:16.547
So I too will be old,

1007
00:51:19.910 --> 00:51:21.823
pathetic and alone.

1008
00:51:34.860 --> 00:51:36.520
- [Marc] Second stop!

1009
00:51:36.520 --> 00:51:37.800
- Obviously need that.

1010
00:51:39.066 --> 00:51:42.250
- For what?
- For breakfast?

1011
00:51:42.250 --> 00:51:43.083
You like breakfast?

1012
00:51:43.083 --> 00:51:43.916
I like breakfast.

1013
00:51:43.916 --> 00:51:45.663
- I don't eat breakfast.

1014
00:51:45.663 --> 00:51:46.650
- [Jen] When you have a child,

1015
00:51:46.650 --> 00:51:48.303
you can no longer be one.

1016
00:51:49.160 --> 00:51:50.030
- That sucks.

1017
00:51:50.030 --> 00:51:52.223
- I know, it's what my mom taught me.

1018
00:51:53.570 --> 00:51:55.380
But you know what I've learned Marc

1019
00:51:55.380 --> 00:51:58.433
is that sometimes you just gotta say,

1020
00:51:59.970 --> 00:52:01.570
what the fuck?
- What the fuck?

1021
00:52:01.570 --> 00:52:04.257
- Yes, hot rep, dirty '80s.

1022
00:52:04.257 --> 00:52:05.383
You see that?

1023
00:52:06.566 --> 00:52:07.800
That would make a much better blog post

1024
00:52:07.800 --> 00:52:10.250
than your kid eating
broccoli for the first time.

1025
00:52:11.595 --> 00:52:13.000
- It's not the first
time I've done shrooms.

1026
00:52:13.000 --> 00:52:14.520
I've done them in college.

1027
00:52:14.520 --> 00:52:17.800
- Yeah, but this is not
gonna be like recreationally,

1028
00:52:17.800 --> 00:52:21.230
like during your wild
sorority rebellious days.

1029
00:52:21.230 --> 00:52:24.070
It's gonna reboot that
pretty little brain of yours.

1030
00:52:24.070 --> 00:52:26.380
This is gonna be spiritual.

1031
00:52:26.380 --> 00:52:28.263
It's gonna be medicinal.

1032
00:52:29.710 --> 00:52:30.840
And I promise,

1033
00:52:30.840 --> 00:52:34.640
Scout's honor to guide
you safely, very safely.

1034
00:52:34.640 --> 00:52:37.247
- Yeah I know, from here to
there, I get it, I get it.

1035
00:52:37.247 --> 00:52:39.660
- To Paradise, to Paradiso.

1036
00:52:39.660 --> 00:52:40.493
- Look, air freshener

1037
00:52:40.493 --> 00:52:42.663
for your car.
- You're deflecting.

1038
00:52:43.640 --> 00:52:47.003
Third stop.
(upbeat music)

1039
00:52:57.170 --> 00:53:02.170
Welcome my friends to the show
that never ends, ends, ends!

1040
00:53:03.590 --> 00:53:05.610
- Okay, okay.
- I don't wanna-

1041
00:53:05.610 --> 00:53:07.440
- Chill out and give me the shrooms

1042
00:53:07.440 --> 00:53:10.243
'cause I need Paradise bad.

1043
00:53:14.070 --> 00:53:17.497
- It can be meaningful but
only if you free your mind!

1044
00:53:19.060 --> 00:53:22.123
Ceremony is mandatory!

1045
00:53:24.913 --> 00:53:28.173
(Marc and Sean clapping)
- Clapping, you're clapping.

1046
00:53:30.150 --> 00:53:31.830
- Okay, I'll clap.

1047
00:53:31.830 --> 00:53:32.663
- Knees.

1048
00:53:32.663 --> 00:53:33.496
- What?
- What?

1049
00:53:33.496 --> 00:53:35.093
- We were just clapping?
- We were just clapping?

1050
00:53:35.093 --> 00:53:36.178
- Get on your knees.

1051
00:53:36.178 --> 00:53:37.011
- I'm not getting on my knees.

1052
00:53:37.011 --> 00:53:37.844
- [Marc] Stay with me here.

1053
00:53:37.844 --> 00:53:38.870
- Come on, let's play along.

1054
00:53:38.870 --> 00:53:39.734
- I don't like being on my knees.

1055
00:53:39.734 --> 00:53:40.567
- We can't get on our knees.

1056
00:53:40.567 --> 00:53:41.400
- Get on your knees.

1057
00:53:41.400 --> 00:53:42.500
Get up and make it happen.

1058
00:53:42.500 --> 00:53:46.718
- Oh God, this is how
yoga class is gonna go.

1059
00:53:46.718 --> 00:53:51.500
- This is the fungus
of the genus psilocybe.

1060
00:53:51.500 --> 00:53:55.550
We have to surrender
to the forces of chaos,

1061
00:53:55.550 --> 00:53:58.460
to the wilderness of the subconscious.

1062
00:53:58.460 --> 00:53:59.960
We're tapping in

1063
00:53:59.960 --> 00:54:03.120
to what young would call
the collective unconscious

1064
00:54:03.120 --> 00:54:05.580
which lives within us all.

1065
00:54:05.580 --> 00:54:08.223
So come with me won't you?

1066
00:54:10.470 --> 00:54:12.020
Tell me with your eyes.

1067
00:54:12.020 --> 00:54:14.600
Tell me only with your eyes.

1068
00:54:14.600 --> 00:54:16.580
- Let's do it.
- Okay, I'm in.

1069
00:54:16.580 --> 00:54:17.413
- Sure.
- My guy.

1070
00:54:17.413 --> 00:54:19.897
- [Jen] You sat on those.
- A little!

1071
00:54:22.182 --> 00:54:23.015
Not like that.

1072
00:54:23.015 --> 00:54:24.510
- [Kara] I think they were by your feet.

1073
00:54:24.510 --> 00:54:25.910
- Not like that grasshopper.

1074
00:54:28.010 --> 00:54:30.433
Open the mandible.

1075
00:54:34.380 --> 00:54:36.190
- It's like taking communion.

1076
00:54:36.190 --> 00:54:38.863
- Exactly, well done.

1077
00:54:41.660 --> 00:54:42.700
- How does it taste?

1078
00:54:42.700 --> 00:54:43.770
- Like shit on a stick.

1079
00:54:43.770 --> 00:54:45.750
- Oh great, great, great.

1080
00:54:49.887 --> 00:54:50.720
- Do you have to put it in my mouth?

1081
00:54:50.720 --> 00:54:51.680
I mean, are your hands clean?

1082
00:54:51.680 --> 00:54:52.513
I mean, do we?

1083
00:54:52.513 --> 00:54:53.543
- Spiritually, good.

1084
00:55:02.900 --> 00:55:04.880
- The first shall be last.

1085
00:55:04.880 --> 00:55:07.848
Open, open wide.
- Is it in?

1086
00:55:07.848 --> 00:55:10.223
Oh God, there it is.

1087
00:55:11.970 --> 00:55:12.803
Now what?

1088
00:55:14.200 --> 00:55:16.053
- I'm trying to open your mind.

1089
00:55:17.530 --> 00:55:18.590
I can lead you to the door,

1090
00:55:18.590 --> 00:55:21.080
but only you can walk through it.

1091
00:55:21.080 --> 00:55:23.460
- Morpheus?
- God of dreams.

1092
00:55:23.460 --> 00:55:27.410
- No, God of matrix.

1093
00:55:27.410 --> 00:55:30.027
Howl with me (howling).

1094
00:55:43.110 --> 00:55:45.312
I don't hear you howling.

1095
00:55:45.312 --> 00:55:48.820
(Marc and Sean howling)

1096
00:55:48.820 --> 00:55:50.840
- [Marc] Bay at the moon.

1097
00:55:50.840 --> 00:55:51.907
The wolf moon.

1098
00:55:53.956 --> 00:55:57.039
(howling altogether)

1099
00:56:07.829 --> 00:56:10.662
(mid tempo music)

1100
00:58:08.750 --> 00:58:12.246
- [Jen] Marc, it's really amazing
how much stuff you can fit

1101
00:58:12.246 --> 00:58:15.580
in the back of that orange Jeep of yours.

1102
00:58:15.580 --> 00:58:17.770
- [Marc] That model is
surprisingly spacious.

1103
00:58:17.770 --> 00:58:18.920
That's why I bought it.

1104
00:58:21.530 --> 00:58:22.583
Rest your loins.

1105
00:58:23.810 --> 00:58:25.813
- [Jen] Loins are required.

1106
00:58:28.676 --> 00:58:31.041
- [Marc] Oh my, desert
floor is comfortable.

1107
00:58:31.041 --> 00:58:32.773
- [Sean] Fuck yeah.

1108
00:58:35.097 --> 00:58:40.097
(wolf howling)
(crickets chirping)

1109
00:58:52.470 --> 00:58:53.523
- I can't sleep.

1110
00:58:55.110 --> 00:58:57.060
Can I tell you about my marriage story?

1111
00:58:58.550 --> 00:58:59.383
- Please

1112
00:59:00.590 --> 00:59:04.780
- After college, I got into my Ford Escape

1113
00:59:04.780 --> 00:59:08.000
and I just drove kinda like this

1114
00:59:09.339 --> 00:59:14.270
and all the way to this ABC
news affiliate job in Las Vegas.

1115
00:59:17.710 --> 00:59:22.564
It was really a weird time

1116
00:59:22.564 --> 00:59:24.420
because that was when
the financial crisis hit

1117
00:59:24.420 --> 00:59:27.820
and Peter was actually my news director.

1118
00:59:27.820 --> 00:59:28.997
That's my husband.

1119
00:59:28.997 --> 00:59:31.370
"Occupy Las Vegas" was happening

1120
00:59:32.470 --> 00:59:37.470
and that is when I actually
was nominated for the Emmy.

1121
00:59:39.410 --> 00:59:41.110
Man, that was a really good story.

1122
00:59:43.692 --> 00:59:45.110
And then I found out I was pregnant

1123
00:59:45.110 --> 00:59:46.783
and that was a whole other story.

1124
00:59:51.510 --> 00:59:52.680
I didn't even know I was pregnant

1125
00:59:52.680 --> 00:59:55.240
because it was so crazy with work.

1126
00:59:55.240 --> 00:59:57.693
I wasn't keeping track of my period.

1127
01:00:00.528 --> 01:00:02.343
I puked on one of the protestors.

1128
01:00:04.860 --> 01:00:06.860
At first I thought it was food poisoning

1129
01:00:07.850 --> 01:00:11.133
and Peter and I, we weren't
married at the time.

1130
01:00:12.930 --> 01:00:17.013
Well actually, he was married
at the time, but not to me.

1131
01:00:24.785 --> 01:00:25.810
That's my big secret.

1132
01:00:25.810 --> 01:00:28.300
I was the other woman.

1133
01:00:28.300 --> 01:00:32.810
We were having this hot affair,

1134
01:00:32.810 --> 01:00:36.163
but he and his wife, they were separated.

1135
01:00:37.540 --> 01:00:39.140
- Oh, he was separated.

1136
01:00:39.140 --> 01:00:41.800
- Yeah, we were in love.

1137
01:00:41.800 --> 01:00:44.773
It's just, we were just having fun

1138
01:00:49.230 --> 01:00:50.690
and it was supposed to be carefree

1139
01:00:50.690 --> 01:00:55.480
and it wasn't what he signed up for.

1140
01:00:55.480 --> 01:01:00.480
So I even thought about
maybe getting an abortion,

1141
01:01:06.330 --> 01:01:07.930
which I have never said out loud

1142
01:01:07.930 --> 01:01:10.153
to anybody before not even Peter.

1143
01:01:18.694 --> 01:01:22.027
What if I was just the fun rebound girl?

1144
01:01:25.130 --> 01:01:26.030
- Do you love him?

1145
01:01:29.781 --> 01:01:30.864
- I do, yeah.

1146
01:01:34.180 --> 01:01:38.083
- Does he love you?
- Hmm hmm.

1147
01:01:43.391 --> 01:01:47.474
I've never talked about
this with anybody before,

1148
01:01:49.513 --> 01:01:52.320
not even my so-called friends.

1149
01:01:59.580 --> 01:02:00.780
Thank you for listening.

1150
01:02:01.850 --> 01:02:02.713
- [Kara] Thank you.

1151
01:02:18.264 --> 01:02:19.661
- Everything all right?

1152
01:02:19.661 --> 01:02:21.744
- Yeah, just need to pee.

1153
01:02:22.894 --> 01:02:24.700
I don't know what to do.

1154
01:02:24.700 --> 01:02:27.983
- Oh well, I'm not a female,

1155
01:02:28.890 --> 01:02:31.233
but I think you just kind of gob squat.

1156
01:02:32.660 --> 01:02:33.910
Let the body do the rest.

1157
01:02:35.448 --> 01:02:38.818
- Oh God, okay.

1158
01:02:38.818 --> 01:02:41.220
Can I have a little privacy?

1159
01:02:41.220 --> 01:02:42.830
- Well, you know there's
an element out there.

1160
01:02:42.830 --> 01:02:44.413
I just want you to be safe.

1161
01:02:45.460 --> 01:02:46.860
There's creatures out there.

1162
01:02:47.730 --> 01:02:50.660
I'll turn my back.
- [Jen] Thank you.

1163
01:02:56.590 --> 01:03:00.273
- [Marc] Wow, the wolf blood moon.

1164
01:03:01.320 --> 01:03:03.083
I love staring blankly into it.

1165
01:03:04.510 --> 01:03:06.300
- Oh my God, it's so cold.

1166
01:03:06.300 --> 01:03:11.300
- Yes, the dermis is finally
exposed to the atmosphere.

1167
01:03:12.780 --> 01:03:13.930
It's a beautiful thing.

1168
01:03:15.557 --> 01:03:17.157
- [Jen] There's no toilet paper.

1169
01:03:20.020 --> 01:03:21.270
- You could try a cactus.

1170
01:03:23.744 --> 01:03:24.794
A little unforgiving.

1171
01:03:28.070 --> 01:03:28.903
How'd you do?

1172
01:03:30.391 --> 01:03:31.618
(gentle music)

1173
01:03:31.618 --> 01:03:34.230
Hey, hey, hey, what's going on?

1174
01:03:34.230 --> 01:03:35.130
Are you all right?

1175
01:03:37.550 --> 01:03:41.840
- It's just, everything in my life,

1176
01:03:41.840 --> 01:03:44.773
it's always come so easy for me,

1177
01:03:48.510 --> 01:03:53.013
school, sports and work,

1178
01:03:53.850 --> 01:03:55.500
everything except for motherhood.

1179
01:03:56.889 --> 01:03:58.540
What if I'm really bad this?

1180
01:03:58.540 --> 01:04:01.400
- Oh my God, no, stop, stop.

1181
01:04:01.400 --> 01:04:03.523
You are not bad at it.

1182
01:04:03.523 --> 01:04:05.690
Just stop, let me ask you,

1183
01:04:08.897 --> 01:04:11.853
do you love them unconditionally?

1184
01:04:13.593 --> 01:04:17.769
And do you make them feel safe?

1185
01:04:17.769 --> 01:04:18.602
- Yeah.

1186
01:04:18.602 --> 01:04:21.203
- Then you are a good mom, you are.

1187
01:04:22.679 --> 01:04:23.779
And the rest is icing.

1188
01:04:26.360 --> 01:04:29.030
I gave my mom the craziest
wildest run for her money.

1189
01:04:29.030 --> 01:04:33.210
I was just born a fist clenched,

1190
01:04:33.210 --> 01:04:35.011
but that was all on me

1191
01:04:35.011 --> 01:04:37.900
because she was a great mom.

1192
01:04:37.900 --> 01:04:39.823
She is a great mom.

1193
01:04:41.850 --> 01:04:43.053
She's the best mom.

1194
01:04:45.900 --> 01:04:47.613
Let what scares you set you free.

1195
01:04:49.730 --> 01:04:54.680
Let what scares you set
you free please huh?

1196
01:05:03.137 --> 01:05:04.137
- Thank you.

1197
01:05:05.813 --> 01:05:08.753
- It's nothing, it's
part of being a shaman.

1198
01:05:09.620 --> 01:05:11.203
Or shaman.
- Shaman.

1199
01:05:13.031 --> 01:05:15.163
- Can I tell you a secret?
- Okay.

1200
01:05:16.460 --> 01:05:17.763
- You know those mushrooms?

1201
01:05:19.320 --> 01:05:23.503
They weren't psilocybin,
they were shiitake on sale.

1202
01:05:24.730 --> 01:05:26.480
Tell no one, it's our secret, okay.

1203
01:05:30.663 --> 01:05:32.560
- Tell me you're joking right now?

1204
01:05:32.560 --> 01:05:33.490
- That's the end of the convo.

1205
01:05:33.490 --> 01:05:34.540
Just get in, come on.

1206
01:05:36.690 --> 01:05:41.163
That's it, it's cold out here.

1207
01:05:55.627 --> 01:05:58.210
(wolf howling)

1208
01:06:01.443 --> 01:06:04.026
(upbeat music)

1209
01:06:05.171 --> 01:06:06.921
Final stop, Paradise.

1210
01:06:13.247 --> 01:06:15.955
♪ Well like a wolf I'm
howling at the moon ♪

1211
01:06:15.955 --> 01:06:19.388
♪ Like a wolf honey baby like a wolf ♪

1212
01:06:19.388 --> 01:06:22.363
♪ Well like wolf I'm
looking to get back soon ♪

1213
01:06:22.363 --> 01:06:25.463
♪ Like a wolf honey baby like a wolf ♪

1214
01:06:25.463 --> 01:06:27.071
♪ Well like a wolf honey baby ♪

1215
01:06:27.071 --> 01:06:30.600
♪ Like a wolf honey baby like a wolf ♪

1216
01:06:30.600 --> 01:06:33.370
- You got this, promise.

1217
01:06:33.370 --> 01:06:36.380
- Face your destiny with courage.

1218
01:06:36.380 --> 01:06:37.213
You can do it.

1219
01:06:41.510 --> 01:06:42.343
(car door slams shut)

1220
01:06:42.343 --> 01:06:44.000
See it, be it.

1221
01:06:44.000 --> 01:06:45.933
See it, be it.

1222
01:06:48.150 --> 01:06:50.010
- [Kara] Look how tall he's walking.

1223
01:06:50.010 --> 01:06:52.443
- I know, don't hold it in.

1224
01:06:57.566 --> 01:07:00.149
(upbeat music)

1225
01:07:09.416 --> 01:07:11.718
♪ I wanna know what your mind does ♪

1226
01:07:11.718 --> 01:07:15.128
♪ When your eyes see me ♪

1227
01:07:15.128 --> 01:07:20.128
♪ A chemical reaction
are your cells having ♪

1228
01:07:21.688 --> 01:07:23.497
♪ Does your body want me ♪

1229
01:07:23.497 --> 01:07:24.852
♪ Do your knees go weak ♪

1230
01:07:24.852 --> 01:07:27.769
(car horn honking)

1231
01:07:38.680 --> 01:07:39.893
- Yeah, no problem.

1232
01:07:42.004 --> 01:07:43.813
What the, Sean?

1233
01:07:47.378 --> 01:07:48.670
What are you doing here?

1234
01:07:48.670 --> 01:07:50.464
Do I need to call the police?

1235
01:07:50.464 --> 01:07:52.113
- No, no, no, no, please don't.

1236
01:07:54.780 --> 01:07:56.193
I've been to Paradise Dawn.

1237
01:07:57.050 --> 01:07:58.780
- Duh, whatever.

1238
01:07:58.780 --> 01:08:00.773
- Not this Paradise.

1239
01:08:01.930 --> 01:08:04.600
Talk about an oxymoron though right?

1240
01:08:04.600 --> 01:08:05.690
- City of Angels, yeah,

1241
01:08:05.690 --> 01:08:09.883
talk about an oxymoron.
- Touche, touche.

1242
01:08:11.550 --> 01:08:14.290
Look, I'm not stalking you.

1243
01:08:14.290 --> 01:08:16.160
Well, not in person.

1244
01:08:16.160 --> 01:08:17.760
I did come here to win you back.

1245
01:08:18.649 --> 01:08:21.719
I paid my ride share
from LA to bring me here.

1246
01:08:21.719 --> 01:08:24.069
- Oh, people in the car, hey, hi.

1247
01:08:24.986 --> 01:08:25.818
- Hi!
- Hi!

1248
01:08:27.200 --> 01:08:28.809
- It was a pool.

1249
01:08:28.809 --> 01:08:33.809
Anyway, I was willing to do
anything to win you back.

1250
01:08:35.330 --> 01:08:37.450
I was gonna quit my job and stay here

1251
01:08:37.450 --> 01:08:39.430
as long as I needed to,

1252
01:08:39.430 --> 01:08:43.153
that was after I contemplated
killing myself yesterday.

1253
01:08:44.010 --> 01:08:45.510
I almost did.

1254
01:08:45.510 --> 01:08:50.042
Jesus Sean, that's a tad
dramatic wouldn't you say?

1255
01:08:51.148 --> 01:08:53.399
I mean, we dated three months.

1256
01:08:53.399 --> 01:08:56.240
- Four, actually.
- Four months, my bad.

1257
01:08:56.240 --> 01:08:58.050
- You were my everything.

1258
01:08:58.050 --> 01:09:00.803
You were the one and I knew.

1259
01:09:02.780 --> 01:09:04.462
I thought I couldn't live without you.

1260
01:09:05.700 --> 01:09:08.590
- Yeah well suicide, fucking suicide?

1261
01:09:08.590 --> 01:09:10.319
It's the most selfish act.

1262
01:09:10.319 --> 01:09:12.889
- I know, I'm the epitome of selfishness,

1263
01:09:12.889 --> 01:09:16.823
of self-destructiveness, was.

1264
01:09:18.219 --> 01:09:20.889
- Dawn-
- Whoa, whoa,

1265
01:09:20.889 --> 01:09:22.030
what are you pulling out?

1266
01:09:22.030 --> 01:09:24.910
- Actually, this is why I'm here.

1267
01:09:24.910 --> 01:09:26.950
See, that is your contact.

1268
01:09:26.950 --> 01:09:27.910
- Are you trying to take a selfie?

1269
01:09:27.910 --> 01:09:29.460
- No, that's your contact.

1270
01:09:29.460 --> 01:09:31.125
The camera was just,

1271
01:09:31.125 --> 01:09:32.922
I was in a desert.
- That's good, that's great.

1272
01:09:32.922 --> 01:09:34.219
- It was very pretty.

1273
01:09:34.219 --> 01:09:37.370
Here you go, contact, gone.

1274
01:09:37.370 --> 01:09:40.090
Pictures of us, gone.

1275
01:09:40.090 --> 01:09:41.139
Well, that was one,

1276
01:09:41.139 --> 01:09:44.823
but boom, boom, boom.
- [Dawn] Text messages, gone.

1277
01:09:44.823 --> 01:09:45.656
- What was it?

1278
01:09:45.656 --> 01:09:46.540
What'd you want?

1279
01:09:46.540 --> 01:09:48.040
- Instagram
- Okay, Instagram.

1280
01:09:48.040 --> 01:09:50.000
- Gotta go, you have a
real problem on that one.

1281
01:09:50.000 --> 01:09:51.250
- Damn, you're good.

1282
01:09:51.250 --> 01:09:53.042
- Yep, here you go.
- Here we go.

1283
01:09:53.042 --> 01:09:54.987
- Here I am right on top.
- Unfollow.

1284
01:09:56.370 --> 01:09:58.570
- Window open I saw?
- Block, block.

1285
01:10:03.950 --> 01:10:05.730
- There he is.
- You have a firm handshake.

1286
01:10:05.730 --> 01:10:07.463
- There he is.
- I'll never forget that.

1287
01:10:10.219 --> 01:10:11.053
Bye.
- I'm very proud

1288
01:10:11.053 --> 01:10:12.237
of you though.

1289
01:10:12.237 --> 01:10:15.775
- [Jen] Oh my God, oh my God.

1290
01:10:15.775 --> 01:10:16.841
- [Marc] She needs to get that fixed.

1291
01:10:16.841 --> 01:10:17.960
- It's all right, it's been
broken for quite some time.

1292
01:10:17.960 --> 01:10:20.822
- Well, I won't fix that,
get someone to fix it.

1293
01:10:20.822 --> 01:10:23.469
- Yes.
- Craigslist.

1294
01:10:23.469 --> 01:10:25.610
- [Marc] Come back, come back, come back.

1295
01:10:25.610 --> 01:10:26.723
- Thanks guys, bye.

1296
01:10:29.594 --> 01:10:30.698
- [Jen] It happened.

1297
01:10:30.698 --> 01:10:31.993
- [Marc] Yeah, new beginnings.

1298
01:10:33.960 --> 01:10:36.510
- You look happy.
- It's done.

1299
01:10:36.510 --> 01:10:39.450
- All right man, circle is complete right?

1300
01:10:39.450 --> 01:10:40.282
- Way to go.

1301
01:10:40.282 --> 01:10:41.116
- You feel okay?

1302
01:10:42.100 --> 01:10:43.903
- Actually, I feel pretty good.

1303
01:10:46.433 --> 01:10:49.183
(birds chirping)

1304
01:10:51.454 --> 01:10:53.270
- Good.
- Let's.

1305
01:10:53.270 --> 01:10:55.351
- Shall we?
- Yeah, definitely.

1306
01:10:55.351 --> 01:10:56.277
- [Jen] Yeah, lets.

1307
01:10:56.277 --> 01:10:59.833
- [Sean] May we be old and
pathetic, but never alone.

1308
01:11:01.510 --> 01:11:04.460
- [Kara] Did you guys know that
Paradise is just Las Vegas?

1309
01:11:08.040 --> 01:11:08.973
- [All Together] Paradise!

1310
01:11:11.201 --> 01:11:14.739
♪ Just smile today ♪

1311
01:11:14.739 --> 01:11:19.447
♪ For a spark of comfort ♪

1312
01:11:19.447 --> 01:11:23.761
♪ I think it's here to stay ♪

1313
01:11:23.761 --> 01:11:28.761
♪ And I'll wear it as if it was mine ♪

1314
01:11:29.359 --> 01:11:33.728
♪ I could never tell you why ♪

1315
01:11:33.728 --> 01:11:38.150
♪ I could never show it to you ♪

1316
01:11:38.150 --> 01:11:41.513
♪ I could never tell you why ♪

1317
01:11:41.513 --> 01:11:45.400
♪ Until I dance truly ♪

1318
01:11:45.400 --> 01:11:47.112
- I'm with you always!

1319
01:11:49.132 --> 01:11:49.965
- Hello!

1320
01:11:49.965 --> 01:11:51.916
- Hi mom!
- Hi mom!

1321
01:11:51.916 --> 01:11:53.391
- Hi guys!
- Who's here?

1322
01:11:53.391 --> 01:11:56.111
- Hi mommy!
- Hi, hello, hello, hello,

1323
01:11:56.111 --> 01:11:57.552
I missed you.
- How was your trip?

1324
01:11:57.552 --> 01:11:58.385
- It was good.

1325
01:11:58.385 --> 01:11:59.218
- You're home early.

1326
01:11:59.218 --> 01:12:00.910
- Yeah, I missed you too.

1327
01:12:00.910 --> 01:12:02.210
- Can I go show you what daddy got us?

1328
01:12:02.210 --> 01:12:04.702
- Yes please, please, go show me.

1329
01:12:05.910 --> 01:12:07.000
- Hi.
- Hi.

1330
01:12:07.000 --> 01:12:08.170
- Oh my God.

1331
01:12:08.170 --> 01:12:11.830
- So you look very refreshed.

1332
01:12:11.830 --> 01:12:15.733
- I am, my brain is rebooted.

1333
01:12:16.840 --> 01:12:18.450
- Is that a good thing?

1334
01:12:18.450 --> 01:12:19.978
- Yeah, it's a good thing.

1335
01:12:19.978 --> 01:12:21.570
I mean, I'll tell you about it later,

1336
01:12:21.570 --> 01:12:24.633
but I'm just so happy to be home.

1337
01:12:25.950 --> 01:12:28.743
- We are so, so happy to have you home.

1338
01:12:30.630 --> 01:12:32.520
- What'd you get them?
- It's top secret.

1339
01:12:32.520 --> 01:12:34.000
- What's that noise?

1340
01:12:34.000 --> 01:12:35.093
What's that smell?

1341
01:12:37.469 --> 01:12:40.552
(car engine roaring)

1342
01:12:47.193 --> 01:12:50.360
(car door bangs shut)

1343
01:12:56.270 --> 01:12:57.499
(gate creaks open)

1344
01:12:57.499 --> 01:13:00.082
(Marc humming)

1345
01:13:08.886 --> 01:13:11.719
(mid tempo music)

1346
01:13:15.121 --> 01:13:17.966
(speaking in foreign language)

1347
01:13:17.966 --> 01:13:18.799
(speaking in foreign language)

1348
01:13:18.799 --> 01:13:19.681
(speaking in foreign language)

1349
01:13:19.681 --> 01:13:21.347
(speaking in foreign language)

1350
01:13:21.347 --> 01:13:22.795
(speaking in foreign language)

1351
01:13:22.795 --> 01:13:25.710
(speaking in foreign language)

1352
01:13:25.710 --> 01:13:28.628
(speaking in foreign language)

1353
01:13:28.628 --> 01:13:29.770
- No problem.

1354
01:13:29.770 --> 01:13:32.950
- (speaking in foreign language),
the rules of the house,

1355
01:13:32.950 --> 01:13:34.825
no hats in the house.

1356
01:13:34.825 --> 01:13:36.800
- (speaking in foreign
language), I'm sorry.

1357
01:13:36.800 --> 01:13:37.889
- You want a snack?

1358
01:13:37.889 --> 01:13:39.969
I'm gonna make you a snack,
(speaking in foreign language).

1359
01:13:43.180 --> 01:13:46.693
- Hey everyone, my name is Jenny.

1360
01:13:48.809 --> 01:13:52.940
Actually, I was born
with the name of Yuping,

1361
01:13:52.940 --> 01:13:54.960
but when I was growing up,

1362
01:13:54.960 --> 01:13:57.540
that was really hard for my classmates

1363
01:13:57.540 --> 01:13:58.610
and my teachers to pronounce

1364
01:13:58.610 --> 01:14:00.697
so I told everyone, "Just call me Jen."

1365
01:14:01.610 --> 01:14:04.660
And then I entered the
workforce and I wanted people

1366
01:14:04.660 --> 01:14:08.627
to take me seriously so I
said, "Call me Jennifer."

1367
01:14:09.610 --> 01:14:10.853
And then I became a mom.

1368
01:14:12.280 --> 01:14:14.960
I wanted to be fun and accessible

1369
01:14:14.960 --> 01:14:17.617
so I said, "You can call me Jenny."

1370
01:14:21.559 --> 01:14:24.160
I just cared so much about
what other people thought

1371
01:14:26.680 --> 01:14:29.957
because I thought that if
they saw me a certain way,

1372
01:14:29.957 --> 01:14:31.457
then that would make me happy.

1373
01:14:34.960 --> 01:14:39.730
We live in this goal obsessed,

1374
01:14:39.730 --> 01:14:44.730
self-help, self obsessed selfie society.

1375
01:14:47.219 --> 01:14:50.520
And we think that if we
get to this certain place

1376
01:14:50.520 --> 01:14:51.593
that we'll be happy,

1377
01:14:53.559 --> 01:14:55.233
that we'll have found paradise.

1378
01:14:58.188 --> 01:14:59.823
But paradise isn't a place.

1379
01:15:00.892 --> 01:15:03.782
It's not a hashtag.

1380
01:15:05.050 --> 01:15:07.170
It's not about an Instagram post

1381
01:15:07.170 --> 01:15:10.643
or how many followers you have,
or how many likes it gets.

1382
01:15:11.960 --> 01:15:16.313
Paradise sounds so cliche,

1383
01:15:18.190 --> 01:15:21.343
but paradise is about the journey.

1384
01:15:26.260 --> 01:15:28.059
A friend of mine once told me

1385
01:15:28.059 --> 01:15:32.730
that you can either choose
to look at the anxiety

1386
01:15:32.730 --> 01:15:37.123
in your life or you can
choose to embrace it.

1387
01:15:40.170 --> 01:15:41.070
- That's my homie.

1388
01:15:44.059 --> 01:15:45.410
- Another friend of mine showed me

1389
01:15:45.410 --> 01:15:49.583
that people aren't always
what they seem, not always.

1390
01:15:50.950 --> 01:15:53.000
And another friend showed me that life

1391
01:15:53.860 --> 01:15:56.093
is absolutely worth fighting for.

1392
01:16:02.670 --> 01:16:04.343
Paradise is about connection.

1393
01:16:05.520 --> 01:16:07.293
It's about human connection.

1394
01:16:10.222 --> 01:16:13.043
And it's about family and friends

1395
01:16:16.730 --> 01:16:18.670
and all the people that we meet

1396
01:16:18.670 --> 01:16:20.532
on this journey that we call life.

1397
01:16:23.380 --> 01:16:28.380
And I know that the
story is not as perfect

1398
01:16:28.610 --> 01:16:32.660
as I want it to be, but that's okay

1399
01:16:33.724 --> 01:16:35.083
'cause I'm not perfect.

1400
01:16:37.760 --> 01:16:38.593
This is me,

1401
01:16:43.889 --> 01:16:48.047
Jenny, Jen, Jennifer, Yenny, Yuping.

1402
01:16:58.447 --> 01:17:02.530
(audience clapping and cheering)

1403
01:17:22.346 --> 01:17:23.356
♪ Come to me ♪

1404
01:17:23.356 --> 01:17:28.273
♪ Seriously I'm gonna
make your heart sing ♪

1405
01:17:43.715 --> 01:17:45.804
♪ I wanna let it free ♪

1406
01:17:45.804 --> 01:17:49.440
♪ Pull away not gonna
let your heart break ♪

1407
01:17:49.440 --> 01:17:54.440
♪ Inscribed in the old
stone invisible ink ♪

1408
01:17:54.880 --> 01:17:57.788
♪ You left me a sign ♪

1409
01:17:57.788 --> 01:18:00.700
♪ I was too blind too blind to see ♪

1410
01:18:00.700 --> 01:18:03.447
♪ These faces on the wall ♪

1411
01:18:03.447 --> 01:18:06.243
♪ Keep calling to me ♪

1412
01:18:06.243 --> 01:18:09.121
♪ We turned it into a song ♪

1413
01:18:09.121 --> 01:18:11.868
♪ That only hearts see ♪

1414
01:18:11.868 --> 01:18:14.410
♪ Don't mess with my heart ♪

1415
01:18:14.410 --> 01:18:17.582
♪ I'm speaking about the window ♪

1416
01:18:17.582 --> 01:18:19.823
♪ Peaceful every night ♪

1417
01:18:19.823 --> 01:18:23.053
♪ Come alive in the starlight ♪

1418
01:18:23.053 --> 01:18:25.938
♪ Come alive in the starlight ♪

1419
01:18:25.938 --> 01:18:28.727
♪ Till tomorrow's behind ♪

1420
01:18:28.727 --> 01:18:31.692
♪ Till tomorrow's behind us ♪

1421
01:18:31.692 --> 01:18:34.483
♪ Time won't tell ♪

1422
01:18:34.483 --> 01:18:37.148
♪ This ride into motion ♪

1423
01:18:37.148 --> 01:18:40.070
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1424
01:18:40.070 --> 01:18:42.279
♪ With blinded devotion ♪

1425
01:18:42.279 --> 01:18:45.782
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪

1426
01:18:45.782 --> 01:18:48.443
♪ They ride into motion ♪

1427
01:18:48.443 --> 01:18:51.315
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1428
01:18:51.315 --> 01:18:53.600
♪ With blinding devotion ♪

1429
01:18:53.600 --> 01:18:57.600
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪

1430
01:19:08.299 --> 01:19:11.017
♪ Caught in the commotion ♪

1431
01:19:11.017 --> 01:19:13.813
♪ Boots on the ground ♪

1432
01:19:13.813 --> 01:19:18.813
♪ My spirit is calling out ♪

1433
01:19:19.597 --> 01:19:22.267
♪ Our voice is the keystone ♪

1434
01:19:22.267 --> 01:19:27.267
♪ The monument that makes the silent ♪

1435
01:19:30.861 --> 01:19:33.446
♪ Look me in the eye ♪

1436
01:19:33.446 --> 01:19:36.341
♪ Everything you feel is one sided ♪

1437
01:19:36.341 --> 01:19:38.678
♪ You thought I was blind ♪

1438
01:19:38.678 --> 01:19:41.847
♪ Having at the wheel
you're my own pilot ♪

1439
01:19:41.847 --> 01:19:42.804
♪ When I let you drive ♪

1440
01:19:42.804 --> 01:19:44.678
♪ Do you feel high ♪

1441
01:19:44.678 --> 01:19:47.853
♪ Feel the heat from the city lights ♪

1442
01:19:47.853 --> 01:19:50.517
♪ Through stars burning bright ♪

1443
01:19:50.517 --> 01:19:53.394
♪ We're pooling to paradise ♪

1444
01:19:53.394 --> 01:19:55.969
♪ This ride into motion ♪

1445
01:19:55.969 --> 01:19:58.835
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1446
01:19:58.835 --> 01:20:01.240
♪ With blinded devotion ♪

1447
01:20:01.240 --> 01:20:04.539
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪

1448
01:20:04.539 --> 01:20:07.499
♪ This ride into motion ♪

1449
01:20:07.499 --> 01:20:10.170
♪ Keep falling for you ♪

1450
01:20:10.170 --> 01:20:12.462
♪ With blinded devotion ♪

1451
01:20:12.462 --> 01:20:16.462
♪ Everybody goes down down down ♪