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<i> [uneasy music]</i>
<i> [overlapping voices]</i>

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<i> [foreboding music]</i>

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<i> - I heard joel rifkin's name</i>
<i> on the radio.</i>

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<i> - A 34-year-old new york man</i>
<i> will be in court this morning.</i>

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<i> Joel rifkin has told police</i>
<i> he's a serial killer.</i>

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- I remember gasping that
that was my college friend.

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<i> He looked so harmless.</i>
<i> I had to have answers.</i>

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<i> [dramatic music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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- There were plenty of kids
in the hall who were scary,

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But joel was not.

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- I was trying to figure out
how the joel that I knew

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<i> Became a deadly killer.</i>

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<i> - He's riding around all night</i>
<i> looking for girls,</i>

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And then he's butchering
the bodies next door?

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- And no one knew.

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- So he was invisible,
certainly, to law enforcement.

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- As a youngster,
he'd be accosted, assaulted.

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- Where does that go
psychologically?

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<i> - I never got to say goodbye</i>
<i> to my friend</i>

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Or to even understand
what happened to her.

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- He felt no guilt,
no remorse, no pain.

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- He was a monster.

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> [suspenseful synth music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> - New york city in the late</i>
<i> '80s and the early '90s,</i>

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<i> Crime was rampant.</i>

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<i> - Policeman was shot dead</i>
<i> in his patrol car.</i>

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- There were
more than 2,000 murders a year.

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- This has reached
epidemic proportions.

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<i> - It is a crack epidemic</i>
<i> which police say is causing</i>

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<i> An increase in murder</i>
<i> and other violent crime.</i>

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- Parents--they were terrified

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To have their children
move there.

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<i> Back then,</i>
<i> I was a police officer,</i>

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<i> And it was frightening for me,</i>
<i> so I can't even imagine</i>

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What it must have been like
for the populace back then.

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<i> [dramatic music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> - It was a quiet night.</i>

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<i> There was really no one</i>
<i> on the road.</i>

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It was approximately
3:15 in the morning.

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We observed a pickup truck
in the center lane.

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<i> As we got closer, we realized</i>
<i> there was no license plate.</i>

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<i> We turned on the lights</i>
<i> to initiate a car stop.</i>

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The pickup truck
did not pull over.

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<i> We pulled up alongside of him.</i>

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<i> He just kind of slowly</i>
<i> looked over,</i>

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<i> Just had a very blank look</i>
<i> on his face.</i>

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<i> Possibly he was intoxicated,</i>

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<i> So I pointed to him to pull</i>
<i> over to the side of the road.</i>

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<i> We thought he was pulling up</i>
<i> onto the shoulder,</i>

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At which time, he exited
the southern state parkway.

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<i> He just wasn't stopping,</i>
<i> and at that point,</i>

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<i> I called in that</i>
<i> we were in pursuit.</i>

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<i> [suspenseful music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> He was getting faster</i>
<i> and faster,</i>

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<i> Up to 90 miles an hour.</i>

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<i> We started getting</i>
<i> into tighter, windier roads.</i>

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<i> We stayed right behind him.</i>

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<i> There's clearly</i>
<i> something he's hiding.</i>

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<i> He was debating</i>
<i> which way to turn.</i>

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<i> At the last minute,</i>
<i> he decided to go left.</i>

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<i> He drove up onto the sidewalk</i>
<i> and struck a light pole...</i>

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<i> [glass shattering]</i>

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Knocking down the pole,
and the pursuit was over.

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<i> I approached</i>
<i> white male subject</i>

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<i> With his hands up.</i>

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<i> I opened the door,</i>

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<i> Grabbed him out,</i>
<i> and put the cuffs on him.</i>

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<i> I asked him his name,</i>
<i> his address, date of birth.</i>

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<i> He said his name</i>
<i> was joel rifkin,</i>

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<i> And that's when</i>
<i> I noticed the smell.</i>

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As we looked into
the back of the truck,

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<i> There was a blue tarp.</i>

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<i> The decision was made</i>
<i> to pull back the tarp,</i>

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And we could see the head
and shoulder of a female

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<i> Deceased for several days.</i>

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<i> - That was the first time</i>
<i> joel rifkin raised</i>

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To the level
of anyone's attention.

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<i> He wasn't on our radar.</i>
<i> Prior to this,</i>

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He was invisible,
certainly to law enforcement.

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<i> My job at the scene</i>
<i> is to take control</i>

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And supervise
the investigation.

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<i> I directed</i>
<i> that they take him back</i>

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<i> To the state police</i>
<i> headquarters in farmingdale.</i>

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Our goal was to lock him in
to the victim we had,

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<i> And rifkin was cooperative.</i>

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<i> He couldn't deny that he had</i>
<i> the body in the vehicle.</i>

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And that's when
they started to ask--

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- "well, has this ever
happened before?"

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And joel rifkin answered,
"well, what if it did?"

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<i> - Is it more than 10,</i>
<i> less than 20?</i>

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<i> He kind of leaned back</i>
<i> in the chair and said,</i>

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"one or 100,
what's the difference?"

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I knew what serial murderers
were.

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I certainly never thought
I was gonna meet one.

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<i> - This is just getting</i>
<i> crazier and crazier.</i>

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What is going on here?
Who is joel rifkin?

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<i> [desolate music]</i>

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<i> [radio tuning]</i>

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<i> - Two troopers</i>
<i> on uniformed night patrol</i>

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<i> Stopped a pickup truck</i>

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<i> That contained the body</i>
<i> of a female victim.</i>

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- I was driving out
to long island

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When I heard joel rifkin's name
on the radio.

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<i> - There was an arrest</i>
<i> of joel rifkin.</i>

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<i> - I remembered gasping.</i>

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I immediately realized that
that was my college friend.

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<i> We were both</i>
<i> journalism students</i>

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<i> At the state university</i>
<i> of new york at brockport.</i>

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I had received
my very first paid assignment

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<i> For a boxing magazine</i>
<i> featuring a local fighter.</i>

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<i> The journalism department</i>
<i> recommended joel rifkin</i>

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<i> As the wonder kid</i>
<i> of the photography department.</i>

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<i> We drove the 30 miles</i>
<i> or so to the fight.</i>

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I remember thinking, "you know,

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This guy is really unique.
He's really cool."

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There were a lot
of commonalities.

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We were both long island kids.

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<i> This assignment</i>
<i> for the boxing match</i>

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<i> Was on a Friday night.</i>

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<i> Joel wound up getting</i>
<i> some phenomenal shots.</i>

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<i> We saw each other</i>
<i> a couple of times after that,</i>

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<i> But the semester</i>
<i> was soon over.</i>

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<i> When I went back</i>
<i> for the spring semester,</i>

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I had hoped to see him.

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I asked around.

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<i> I found out</i>
<i> that joel dropped out.</i>

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<i> When I heard about his arrest,</i>
<i> I was dismayed</i>

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Because that differed so much
from the joel that I knew.

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<i> This guy</i>
<i> had so much potential.</i>

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I had just assumed that he was
out there conquering the world

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While I was just a cop.

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<i> I had lots of questions.</i>

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<i> I wanted to know everything</i>
<i> there was to know.</i>

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<i> I fired off a letter to joel</i>
<i> at attica prison,</i>

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<i> And I said, "I was taken aback</i>
<i> by what you did.</i>

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<i> I'd love to learn more</i>
<i> about your motivations."</i>

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<i> I was curious</i>

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<i> If he had that secret life</i>
<i> when I knew him,</i>

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<i> How long he'd been conducting</i>
<i> that secret life.</i>

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<i> How did it all go wrong?</i>

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<i> Did it go wrong</i>
<i> before I even met him?</i>

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<i> When joel rifkin</i>
<i> responded to me,</i>

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<i> He told me</i>
<i> that he remembered me.</i>

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<i> We had some</i>
<i> pretty friendly letters,</i>

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<i> And then 7 years</i>
<i> after he was arrested,</i>

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I went up to see him.

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<i> - He was very kind of</i>
<i> disarmingly friendly,</i>

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Very open, honest and candid.

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<i> What drove a guy that I once</i>
<i> considered a friend to murder?</i>

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<i> And how could joel have gotten</i>
<i> away with this for so long?</i>

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Anything I asked him,
nothing was off limits.

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<i> - As a cop,</i>
<i> sometimes you can sense</i>

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<i> That people are relishing</i>

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<i> Telling you</i>
<i> about their antics,</i>

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But joel was so unemotional
about this

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And so matter of fact.

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<i> There was this complete</i>
<i> disconnect from reality.</i>

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<i> [ominous music]</i>

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<i> - I spoke to my college friend</i>
<i> joel rifkin</i>

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<i> At attica prison in 1999</i>

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<i> Because I just couldn't</i>
<i> reconcile the fact</i>

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<i> That the joel rifkin I knew</i>
<i> became this invisible killer.</i>

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<i> When joel talked</i>
<i> about his childhood,</i>

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I expected him to get
a little more emotional,

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But he was pretty
much matter of fact.

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<i> What I found most interesting</i>
<i> was, unlike most people</i>

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<i> That have a desire</i>
<i> to harm others,</i>

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<i> There was no bed-wetting.</i>

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There was no purposeful harm
of animals.

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There was no fire-starting.

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<i> So he really is unique.</i>

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His behaviors did not reflect
any of the normal patterns

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Of such a nefarious criminal.

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<i> He talked about him</i>
<i> and his sister being adopted</i>

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<i> From a jewish agency</i>
<i> in new york,</i>

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And I remember him saying,
you know,

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Sort of self-deprecatingly

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<i> That the dream came true</i>
<i> for his parents</i>

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<i> When they adopted a boy</i>
<i> and a girl.</i>

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- Joel's family settled
in east meadow, long island.

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- It was joel and his sister,
and his parents, ben and jean.

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East meadow was

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A quintessential
middle class place to grow up.

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<i> - It wasn't just looked upon</i>
<i> as a middle class home.</i>

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<i> It was looked upon</i>

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<i> As the future of which</i>
<i> dreams were made.</i>

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It was their piece
of the american pie.

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<i> - They were our neighbors.</i>
<i> We were in the same class.</i>

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I used to walk
to school with him.

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<i> - Joel was just a regular kid</i>
<i> who was extra quiet,</i>

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<i> Really polite, nice, sweet,</i>

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The kind of guy
who's in his own world,

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Doing his own thing.

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<i> - Joel came to my bar mitzvah,</i>

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<i> But at the same time,</i>
<i> he's different.</i>

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He didn't really fit
with anyone.

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- For joel, living
in east meadow,

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What he perceived to be
his inferiorities

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Took center stage.

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It was not
a blissful existence for him.

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<i> - While we might have been</i>
<i> throwing the ball,</i>

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<i> He was looking at the sidewalk</i>

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With a magnifying glass
at a bug or something.

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00:13:29,759 --> 00:13:32,260
<i> I do remember joel</i>
<i> being called turtle.</i>

212
00:13:32,262 --> 00:13:34,554
He had always seemed like
he was kind of a little slower

213
00:13:34,556 --> 00:13:35,721
And a step behind.

214
00:13:35,723 --> 00:13:37,816
- It became readily apparent

215
00:13:37,818 --> 00:13:40,059
That he couldn't play sports.

216
00:13:40,061 --> 00:13:44,063
- Joel would be probably
the last person to be picked,

217
00:13:44,065 --> 00:13:46,741
And I know that
that frustrated his father.

218
00:14:03,009 --> 00:14:05,459
<i> - His father had been</i>
<i> an athlete in college,</i>

219
00:14:05,461 --> 00:14:09,797
So joel didn't quite meet up
to his level

220
00:14:09,799 --> 00:14:14,969
Of what the father
wanted his son to be.

221
00:14:14,971 --> 00:14:16,470
<i> - That caused</i>
<i> a tremendous amount</i>

222
00:14:16,472 --> 00:14:18,472
<i> Of frustration for joel</i>

223
00:14:18,474 --> 00:14:22,360
<i> And kind of retarded</i>
<i> his development</i>

224
00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:24,979
As far as, you know,
feeling good about himself.

225
00:14:24,981 --> 00:14:26,823
It went into his schoolwork
as well.

226
00:14:28,443 --> 00:14:30,034
<i> Joel had a very high iq--</i>

227
00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:33,321
<i> 128 was the exact number--</i>

228
00:14:33,323 --> 00:14:35,323
<i> But he didn't concentrate well</i>

229
00:14:35,325 --> 00:14:37,325
Unless something
really interested him.

230
00:14:37,327 --> 00:14:40,286
His father, who was scholarly,

231
00:14:40,288 --> 00:14:41,880
<i> Would sit at the kitchen table</i>
<i> with him</i>

232
00:14:41,882 --> 00:14:43,464
<i> And pore over the homework.</i>

233
00:15:11,027 --> 00:15:14,028
<i> - That was the first person</i>
<i> to interview rifkin in prison,</i>

234
00:15:14,030 --> 00:15:16,989
And he said he was tortured
by the fact

235
00:15:16,991 --> 00:15:19,542
That he couldn't live up
to his father's expectations.

236
00:15:21,755 --> 00:15:24,705
<i> - The mother embraced him</i>
<i> and pulled him</i>

237
00:15:24,707 --> 00:15:28,426
To her favorite hobbies:
Photography and horticulture.

238
00:15:39,389 --> 00:15:40,721
- He did a lot of photography,

239
00:15:40,723 --> 00:15:42,682
And he was actually
very good at it,

240
00:15:42,684 --> 00:15:45,234
<i> But at the same time,</i>
<i> something is amiss.</i>

241
00:15:48,189 --> 00:15:52,733
<i> - Joel described to me</i>
<i> the bullying that he endured.</i>

242
00:15:52,735 --> 00:15:56,737
He would walk home from school.
He'd be accosted, assaulted.

243
00:15:56,739 --> 00:15:58,197
<i> On one occasion,</i>
<i> he had underwear</i>

244
00:15:58,199 --> 00:16:00,124
<i> Stuffed in his mouth.</i>

245
00:16:00,126 --> 00:16:02,961
There'd be all sorts
of physical assaults,

246
00:16:02,963 --> 00:16:04,671
Mocking, name calling.

247
00:16:45,621 --> 00:16:49,081
<i> - He wasn't harming anyone.</i>
<i> He wasn't combative.</i>

248
00:16:49,083 --> 00:16:50,458
There were plenty of kids
in the hall

249
00:16:50,460 --> 00:16:53,627
Who were scary,
but joel was not.

250
00:16:53,629 --> 00:16:55,963
Some kids get picked on,
they go home, they cry.

251
00:16:55,965 --> 00:16:57,423
Their parents take care of it.

252
00:16:57,425 --> 00:17:00,092
He just took it.

253
00:17:00,094 --> 00:17:02,011
<i> - He experienced that</i>
<i> all his life.</i>

254
00:17:02,013 --> 00:17:07,025
I'm sure that that experience
shaped his psyche

255
00:17:07,027 --> 00:17:09,935
Because acceptance
by one's peers

256
00:17:09,937 --> 00:17:14,148
Is the be-all and end-all
to a child's psyche.

257
00:17:14,150 --> 00:17:17,818
<i> It must have built up</i>
<i> impotent rage</i>

258
00:17:17,820 --> 00:17:20,112
When you feel such anger

259
00:17:20,114 --> 00:17:22,156
But you really can't do
anything about it.

260
00:17:22,158 --> 00:17:25,326
You're not strong enough.
You don't have enough allies,

261
00:17:25,328 --> 00:17:31,457
And I imagine that joel rifkin
built up this reservoir of rage

262
00:17:31,459 --> 00:17:33,667
With no place to put it.

263
00:17:33,669 --> 00:17:37,889
<i> - Joel said that he dreaded</i>
<i> going to school every day,</i>

264
00:17:37,891 --> 00:17:40,308
<i> So he devised</i>
<i> this complex plan.</i>

265
00:17:41,552 --> 00:17:43,803
<i> In the morning,</i>
<i> he would time it</i>

266
00:17:43,805 --> 00:17:45,346
<i> So he would get to school</i>

267
00:17:45,348 --> 00:17:47,306
Seconds before the bell rang

268
00:17:47,308 --> 00:17:50,151
So nobody would have
the opportunity to harass him.

269
00:18:01,030 --> 00:18:03,322
<i> - He would take</i>
<i> this circuitous route</i>

270
00:18:03,324 --> 00:18:05,199
<i> Through the woods to his home,</i>

271
00:18:05,201 --> 00:18:07,701
Where he would secure himself
in his room

272
00:18:07,703 --> 00:18:08,586
For the rest of the night.

273
00:18:28,224 --> 00:18:31,526
- How did this behavior help
joel get away with what he did?

274
00:18:32,436 --> 00:18:34,779
<i> He seemed very ordinary.</i>

275
00:18:34,781 --> 00:18:38,399
He used this process
to his advantage.

276
00:18:38,401 --> 00:18:44,071
He became a master
of not only being stealth,

277
00:18:44,073 --> 00:18:46,040
<i> But being stealth</i>
<i> in plain sight.</i>

278
00:18:47,410 --> 00:18:51,078
Joel is like the invisible man,

279
00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:56,208
Which contributed greatly
to his success as a murderer

280
00:18:56,210 --> 00:18:59,753
As well as his longevity
as a murderer.

281
00:18:59,755 --> 00:19:04,392
<i> But how did joel transition</i>
<i> from social outcast to killer?</i>

282
00:19:16,338 --> 00:19:20,074
<i> [ominous music]</i>

283
00:19:23,237 --> 00:19:27,573
<i> - I first began interviewing</i>
<i> joel rifkin in the late '90s</i>

284
00:19:27,575 --> 00:19:30,659
<i> 'cause I wanted to know,</i>
<i> how did joel learn</i>

285
00:19:30,661 --> 00:19:33,754
<i> To never raise any suspicions?</i>

286
00:19:34,415 --> 00:19:36,174
As a cop, I've interviewed
lots of people

287
00:19:36,176 --> 00:19:37,583
That did
really horrible things,

288
00:19:37,585 --> 00:19:40,178
<i> But this guy was</i>
<i> my college friend.</i>

289
00:19:40,180 --> 00:19:42,463
I never thought,
"ah, I should have saw that.

290
00:19:42,465 --> 00:19:44,390
I should have noticed that."

291
00:19:45,468 --> 00:19:48,936
He told me in high school
his life became hell.

292
00:19:51,357 --> 00:19:55,100
He felt as if the only people
that noticed him

293
00:19:55,102 --> 00:19:56,694
Were the people
that wanted to harm him.

294
00:20:11,327 --> 00:20:15,496
- Where does that
go psychologically?

295
00:20:15,498 --> 00:20:17,048
<i> I'm sure you try</i>
<i> to do something</i>

296
00:20:17,050 --> 00:20:19,875
To spare yourself
further humiliation,

297
00:20:19,877 --> 00:20:22,002
Emotional pain.

298
00:20:22,004 --> 00:20:28,550
- Joel went to great pains
in his private life

299
00:20:28,552 --> 00:20:31,136
<i> To make people not see him</i>

300
00:20:31,138 --> 00:20:33,898
And to be invisible
while being in plain sight.

301
00:20:37,853 --> 00:20:40,521
<i> Joel told me when he was</i>
<i> going through puberty,</i>

302
00:20:40,523 --> 00:20:42,949
<i> He first started to have</i>
<i> psychosexual fantasies.</i>

303
00:20:44,911 --> 00:20:47,495
<i> There was an alfred hitchcock</i>
<i> movie called "frenzy."</i>

304
00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:53,242
Joel remembers being
sexually fascinated

305
00:20:53,244 --> 00:20:55,661
With this scene

306
00:20:55,663 --> 00:20:58,422
Where a woman
gets strangled with a tie.

307
00:21:26,068 --> 00:21:27,901
- Fantasies are not
a blueprint.

308
00:21:27,903 --> 00:21:31,447
They don't determine your life
unless they do.

309
00:21:31,449 --> 00:21:33,866
In his particular case,

310
00:21:33,868 --> 00:21:37,453
His preoccupation
with strangulation

311
00:21:37,455 --> 00:21:40,298
<i> Did determine his life</i>
<i> and his fate and his destiny.</i>

312
00:21:42,135 --> 00:21:44,710
- He was masturbating
to thoughts

313
00:21:44,712 --> 00:21:46,420
Of having sex with women

314
00:21:46,422 --> 00:21:50,308
<i> And ultimately killing them,</i>

315
00:21:50,310 --> 00:21:54,312
<i> But he could just push it down</i>
<i> at that point in his life.</i>

316
00:21:54,314 --> 00:21:55,929
<i> He wanted to date.</i>

317
00:21:55,931 --> 00:21:58,983
<i> He just wasn't terribly</i>
<i> successful with women.</i>

318
00:21:58,985 --> 00:22:02,978
<i> Prostitutes not only provide</i>
<i> that kind of sexual release,</i>

319
00:22:02,980 --> 00:22:04,897
<i> But there's this illusion</i>

320
00:22:04,899 --> 00:22:06,815
Of going out on a date
with someone

321
00:22:06,817 --> 00:22:08,743
Or making this connection.

322
00:22:43,771 --> 00:22:46,772
<i> [somber music]</i>

323
00:22:46,774 --> 00:22:52,745
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

324
00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:11,463
<i> - To his credit, joel's father</i>
<i> never gave up on him,</i>

325
00:23:11,465 --> 00:23:13,724
<i> And he offered to send joel,</i>

326
00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:16,385
Who by then was
in his late 20s,

327
00:23:16,387 --> 00:23:18,887
<i> Back to college,</i>
<i> and if he got two as,</i>

328
00:23:18,889 --> 00:23:21,140
<i> He would pay for a curriculum.</i>

329
00:23:21,142 --> 00:23:24,735
<i> He took a biology class</i>
<i> and a botany class,</i>

330
00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:26,728
Which ultimately led to him

331
00:23:26,730 --> 00:23:29,198
Starting his own
landscaping business.

332
00:23:43,873 --> 00:23:45,330
<i> - Joel felt that he was just</i>

333
00:23:45,332 --> 00:23:47,374
Gonna disappoint him
one more time,

334
00:23:47,376 --> 00:23:49,760
<i> But he got the two as.</i>

335
00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:53,714
<i> Joel excitedly</i>
<i> went to the hospital</i>

336
00:23:53,716 --> 00:23:57,009
And thought his father
would be very proud of him,

337
00:23:57,011 --> 00:23:59,061
But his father
never got the news.

338
00:24:16,780 --> 00:24:19,957
<i> - His father's death really</i>
<i> kind of blew the doors</i>

339
00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:22,126
Off of joel's emotional state.

340
00:24:23,954 --> 00:24:26,788
<i> - The desire to please</i>
<i> his father kind of always been</i>

341
00:24:26,790 --> 00:24:29,750
At the core
of his emotional life,

342
00:24:29,752 --> 00:24:32,794
<i> But with his father gone,</i>
<i> that burden lifted.</i>

343
00:24:32,796 --> 00:24:35,130
<i> [dramatic music]</i>

344
00:24:35,132 --> 00:24:38,309
<i> His mother was preoccupied</i>
<i> with her life</i>

345
00:24:38,311 --> 00:24:41,720
<i> As she was getting older.</i>
<i> It gave him the freedom to act</i>

346
00:24:41,722 --> 00:24:44,431
On his worst impulses
and fantasies.

347
00:24:44,433 --> 00:24:47,276
<i> [dark electronic music]</i>

348
00:24:48,479 --> 00:24:50,029
- He lived for the nighttime.

349
00:24:52,816 --> 00:24:55,993
<i> Driving through manhattan,</i>
<i> through queens,</i>

350
00:24:55,995 --> 00:24:58,996
And he would frequent
all of the strolls.

351
00:25:26,475 --> 00:25:28,183
<i> - It became an addiction.</i>

352
00:25:28,185 --> 00:25:32,029
Joel, who really was in charge
of nothing in his real life,

353
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:35,533
<i> Between his father</i>
<i> and the bullying,</i>

354
00:25:35,535 --> 00:25:39,486
<i> He felt while he was</i>
<i> having sex with prostitutes,</i>

355
00:25:39,488 --> 00:25:40,955
He was in charge.

356
00:26:01,385 --> 00:26:05,012
<i> - He did hate himself</i>
<i> and the addiction,</i>

357
00:26:05,014 --> 00:26:07,514
But when he met these women,
he projected--

358
00:26:07,516 --> 00:26:10,892
He took all that bad feeling
about himself

359
00:26:10,894 --> 00:26:12,853
And gave it to them.

360
00:26:12,855 --> 00:26:15,397
<i> He could look at them as lower</i>
<i> and look at them</i>

361
00:26:15,399 --> 00:26:18,826
As somebody you don't respect
and you don't have esteem for.

362
00:26:21,030 --> 00:26:22,529
<i> - When I would talk</i>
<i> to my folks,</i>

363
00:26:22,531 --> 00:26:24,197
<i> Invariably my parents</i>
<i> would say,</i>

364
00:26:24,199 --> 00:26:27,585
<i> "well, joel doesn't seem</i>
<i> to be holding a job.</i>

365
00:26:27,587 --> 00:26:29,161
"we're afraid
that he's going to cause jean

366
00:26:29,163 --> 00:26:30,829
To be out on the street,"

367
00:26:30,831 --> 00:26:35,083
So my parents hired him
to, like, trim the trees.

368
00:26:35,085 --> 00:26:36,844
<i> He clearly had</i>
<i> a different agenda.</i>

369
00:26:37,713 --> 00:26:40,213
<i> He's riding around all night</i>
<i> looking for girls,</i>

370
00:26:40,215 --> 00:26:43,508
<i> So how is he gonna have energy</i>
<i> to cut the trees?</i>

371
00:26:43,510 --> 00:26:46,437
In the end, we would see
his tools out in the rain.

372
00:27:03,697 --> 00:27:08,792
<i> - In early 1989, about 2 years</i>
<i> after his father's suicide,</i>

373
00:27:08,794 --> 00:27:10,577
<i> Joel decided to make</i>

374
00:27:10,579 --> 00:27:12,880
His murderous fantasies
a reality.

375
00:27:29,649 --> 00:27:32,933
<i> - Joel saw a woman named susie</i>
<i> who he had been with before</i>

376
00:27:32,935 --> 00:27:35,477
<i> On the lower east side.</i>

377
00:27:35,479 --> 00:27:37,154
<i> In his mind, he's gonna go</i>
<i> on a date with her.</i>

378
00:27:40,317 --> 00:27:43,160
<i> She agrees to go with joel</i>
<i> 30 miles or so</i>

379
00:27:43,162 --> 00:27:45,821
<i> To the long island home</i>

380
00:27:45,823 --> 00:27:48,999
<i> That he shares</i>
<i> with his mother,</i>

381
00:27:49,001 --> 00:27:51,827
<i> Where he can spend more time</i>

382
00:27:51,829 --> 00:27:54,421
<i> Than just a usual encounter</i>
<i> on the street.</i>

383
00:27:54,998 --> 00:27:56,256
<i> His mother was away.</i>

384
00:27:57,960 --> 00:28:00,419
<i> They wind up having sex</i>
<i> on the couch.</i>

385
00:28:00,421 --> 00:28:02,429
She falls asleep.

386
00:28:03,349 --> 00:28:07,259
<i> He's annoyed that she's not</i>
<i> paying him more attention.</i>

387
00:28:07,261 --> 00:28:10,303
<i> At some point, she wakes up.</i>
<i> She immediately wants drugs.</i>

388
00:28:10,305 --> 00:28:14,307
<i> Joel, at this point,</i>
<i> is exasperated with her,</i>

389
00:28:14,309 --> 00:28:17,778
And he impulsively just starts
hitting her on the head.

390
00:28:50,220 --> 00:28:52,146
<i> [dramatic musical crescendo]</i>

391
00:28:56,852 --> 00:28:58,977
<i> - As a cop,</i>
<i> sometimes you can sense</i>

392
00:28:58,979 --> 00:29:00,738
<i> That people are relishing</i>

393
00:29:00,740 --> 00:29:04,316
Telling you about their antics,

394
00:29:04,318 --> 00:29:06,485
But joel was so unemotional
about this

395
00:29:06,487 --> 00:29:07,736
And so matter of fact.

396
00:29:07,738 --> 00:29:10,030
There was
this complete disconnect

397
00:29:10,032 --> 00:29:11,331
From reality.

398
00:29:22,595 --> 00:29:24,377
<i> - I didn't want him to think</i>
<i> anything he was telling me</i>

399
00:29:24,379 --> 00:29:26,379
<i> Shocked me,</i>

400
00:29:26,381 --> 00:29:30,392
So I was trying to maintain
my own sort of monotone.

401
00:29:45,609 --> 00:29:47,567
<i> - He was so dispassionate</i>
<i> about it.</i>

402
00:29:47,569 --> 00:29:49,236
Didn't seem to faze him
in the least.

403
00:29:49,238 --> 00:29:51,455
He didn't seem to be getting
any pleasure

404
00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:53,123
From telling me this,

405
00:29:53,125 --> 00:29:54,449
<i> And he didn't seem to mind</i>

406
00:29:54,451 --> 00:29:55,709
<i> What my opinion would be</i>
<i> of him.</i>

407
00:30:18,267 --> 00:30:22,152
<i> - He threw</i>
<i> some of her body parts</i>

408
00:30:22,154 --> 00:30:24,229
<i> Into one of the rivers</i>
<i> in manhattan,</i>

409
00:30:24,231 --> 00:30:26,439
And he took the head,

410
00:30:26,441 --> 00:30:29,993
And he discarded that
in new jersey at a golf course.

411
00:30:31,947 --> 00:30:34,573
<i> - The first kill</i>
<i> is always significant.</i>

412
00:30:34,575 --> 00:30:36,500
<i> Being comfortable</i>
<i> with murdering someone</i>

413
00:30:36,502 --> 00:30:39,744
Is a massive
psychological leap,

414
00:30:39,746 --> 00:30:42,622
And now you've crossed
that rubicon

415
00:30:42,624 --> 00:30:44,958
From fantasy to reality.

416
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:46,844
<i> [tense music]</i>

417
00:30:46,846 --> 00:30:48,336
- There was nothing
to hold him back.

418
00:30:48,338 --> 00:30:50,922
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

419
00:30:50,924 --> 00:30:54,518
<i> - A golfer was at the the</i>
<i> hopewell valley country club.</i>

420
00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:57,855
<i> He had hooked his ball</i>
<i> into the woods</i>

421
00:30:57,857 --> 00:30:59,815
And discovered a human head.

422
00:31:01,310 --> 00:31:03,018
- Joel is convinced
at that point

423
00:31:03,020 --> 00:31:04,111
That he was gonna get caught.

424
00:31:13,446 --> 00:31:16,164
<i> [ominous music]</i>

425
00:31:18,493 --> 00:31:23,330
<i> - After joel rifkin committed</i>
<i> this first murder</i>

426
00:31:23,332 --> 00:31:25,457
<i> And disposed of the body,</i>

427
00:31:25,459 --> 00:31:28,126
The head of this victim,

428
00:31:28,128 --> 00:31:32,964
Poor susie,
was found pretty quickly.

429
00:31:32,966 --> 00:31:35,675
<i> - It was a cold, overcast day.</i>

430
00:31:35,677 --> 00:31:40,847
<i> It was shortly</i>
<i> after a major rainstorm.</i>

431
00:31:40,849 --> 00:31:43,308
A golfer was at the
hopewell valley country club.

432
00:31:43,310 --> 00:31:46,904
He was on the seventh hole.

433
00:31:46,906 --> 00:31:50,315
<i> He had hooked his ball</i>
<i> into the woods.</i>

434
00:31:50,317 --> 00:31:54,394
He went into retrieve his ball
and discovered a human head.

435
00:31:57,366 --> 00:31:59,866
<i> - I arrived</i>
<i> in the golf course.</i>

436
00:31:59,868 --> 00:32:02,535
It drops down
maybe 10 to 15 feet

437
00:32:02,537 --> 00:32:06,373
To, like, a small creek,

438
00:32:06,375 --> 00:32:09,509
And there
you can see a severed head.

439
00:32:10,212 --> 00:32:11,929
<i> - New york at that time,</i>
<i> in the '80s,</i>

440
00:32:11,931 --> 00:32:15,265
Had a tremendous amount of
unidentified deceased persons,

441
00:32:15,267 --> 00:32:17,342
<i> But it was quite the shock</i>
<i> because we've only had</i>

442
00:32:17,344 --> 00:32:20,395
A few homicides in hopewell
over the last 3 or 4 decades.

443
00:32:21,598 --> 00:32:23,181
All the teeth were removed,

444
00:32:23,183 --> 00:32:24,691
With the exception
of four teeth.

445
00:32:25,560 --> 00:32:27,894
- The jaw was pretty much gone.

446
00:32:27,896 --> 00:32:29,729
<i> - It was clearly a female</i>

447
00:32:29,731 --> 00:32:32,032
By the hair and the eyes
and the facial features.

448
00:32:33,568 --> 00:32:35,568
- We did an intensive search
of the area.

449
00:32:35,570 --> 00:32:38,622
We were hoping to find
additional body parts

450
00:32:38,624 --> 00:32:42,542
Or some physical evidence.
We found nothing.

451
00:32:43,412 --> 00:32:45,370
<i> - We really had</i>
<i> no other evidence to go on</i>

452
00:32:45,372 --> 00:32:47,464
<i> Other than the physical head.</i>

453
00:32:47,466 --> 00:32:48,915
Not having a name means

454
00:32:48,917 --> 00:32:50,917
We can't even pursue
dental records.

455
00:32:50,919 --> 00:32:52,377
<i> It then became a question</i>

456
00:32:52,379 --> 00:32:54,587
On whether the homicide
occurred in hopewell,

457
00:32:54,589 --> 00:32:56,807
Or was just this
an alternate crime scene?

458
00:32:59,428 --> 00:33:03,388
<i> - Not long after dumping,</i>
<i> susie's head was discovered,</i>

459
00:33:03,390 --> 00:33:05,899
<i> And joel heard a report</i>
<i> about this on the radio.</i>

460
00:33:07,394 --> 00:33:08,935
He remembers thinking,

461
00:33:08,937 --> 00:33:10,311
"I went through
all these efforts,"

462
00:33:10,313 --> 00:33:14,107
To cut the body up into
as many parts as he could

463
00:33:14,109 --> 00:33:18,412
<i> And discard them in different</i>
<i> places to stay invisible.</i>

464
00:33:19,239 --> 00:33:21,623
He was convinced at that point
that he was gonna get caught.

465
00:33:44,931 --> 00:33:47,640
- About a month after we found
the severed head,

466
00:33:47,642 --> 00:33:50,101
We received a call
from jefferson township

467
00:33:50,103 --> 00:33:52,812
In morris county, new jersey.

468
00:33:52,814 --> 00:33:54,606
It was opening day
of trout season.

469
00:33:54,608 --> 00:33:58,702
That's when fishermen
found two legs in a creek

470
00:33:58,704 --> 00:34:02,489
Right off of an interstate.
They looked like female legs.

471
00:34:02,491 --> 00:34:05,158
- Dna was taken from her head
and the legs,

472
00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:08,045
And they were confirmed
to be a match.

473
00:34:08,047 --> 00:34:11,048
<i> - But still, we were unable</i>
<i> to identify her.</i>

474
00:34:32,071 --> 00:34:35,021
<i> [ominous music]</i>

475
00:34:35,023 --> 00:34:37,240
<i> - The guys that commit</i>
<i> serial murders--you know,</i>

476
00:34:37,242 --> 00:34:39,192
<i> They're essentially</i>
<i> living in their heads.</i>

477
00:34:39,194 --> 00:34:44,531
For a moment, you are god
because you have the ability

478
00:34:44,533 --> 00:34:46,041
To let someone live or die.

479
00:34:56,336 --> 00:34:58,929
- Even when you let someone
live and don't kill them

480
00:34:58,931 --> 00:35:01,673
But thought about it,
there's a high there, too.

481
00:35:01,675 --> 00:35:03,842
You made a godlike decision.

482
00:35:03,844 --> 00:35:07,011
<i> You knew, having killed</i>
<i> other people,</i>

483
00:35:07,013 --> 00:35:08,605
<i> That you could've</i>
<i> easily killed that person.</i>

484
00:35:10,684 --> 00:35:12,851
<i> - One thing that joel was able</i>
<i> to appreciate</i>

485
00:35:12,853 --> 00:35:15,687
After susie's head was found

486
00:35:15,689 --> 00:35:20,900
Was the fact
that she was never identified,

487
00:35:20,902 --> 00:35:24,037
So his efforts at concealment
actually worked.

488
00:35:25,907 --> 00:35:28,366
- He experienced
with this murder

489
00:35:28,368 --> 00:35:29,909
The greatest success
of his life.

490
00:35:29,911 --> 00:35:32,745
<i> He fulfilled lifelong fantasy.</i>

491
00:35:32,747 --> 00:35:34,539
<i> He did it.</i>
<i> He got away with it.</i>

492
00:35:34,541 --> 00:35:36,633
He got pleasure from it.

493
00:35:36,635 --> 00:35:40,262
It was a thunderous success
in his mind.

494
00:35:42,549 --> 00:35:44,808
- Those desires
were reactivated.

495
00:35:44,810 --> 00:35:46,893
<i> It's time</i>
<i> to go out and try this again.</i>

496
00:36:10,118 --> 00:36:13,119
<i> - He did not strike again</i>
<i> until the fall of 1990.</i>

497
00:36:13,121 --> 00:36:14,454
<i> Like victim number one,</i>

498
00:36:14,456 --> 00:36:16,089
<i> She's picked up</i>
<i> on the lower east side.</i>

499
00:36:20,170 --> 00:36:23,129
<i> They have sex</i>
<i> in his childhood bed,</i>

500
00:36:23,131 --> 00:36:25,924
<i> And in the morning,</i>
<i> she promises more sex</i>

501
00:36:25,926 --> 00:36:27,133
<i> For more drugs,</i>

502
00:36:27,135 --> 00:36:29,636
But he's unable
to get her money.

503
00:36:29,638 --> 00:36:33,306
<i> She's complaining,</i>
<i> and impulsively,</i>

504
00:36:33,308 --> 00:36:35,192
<i> He picks up a table leg</i>

505
00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:38,436
<i> That's laying</i>
<i> around the house,</i>

506
00:36:38,438 --> 00:36:40,521
<i> And he just starts</i>
<i> bashing her over the head</i>

507
00:36:40,523 --> 00:36:42,157
<i> With the table leg.</i>

508
00:36:44,819 --> 00:36:48,205
This time, he used
a little different mo.

509
00:36:48,207 --> 00:36:51,499
He went out
and bought cement and tarps.

510
00:37:02,837 --> 00:37:05,505
- He threw the concrete
into a river,

511
00:37:05,507 --> 00:37:08,383
Which we know sinks
to the bottom,

512
00:37:08,385 --> 00:37:10,310
<i> Never to be found.</i>

513
00:37:11,137 --> 00:37:14,514
That was probably because he
was determined never to repeat

514
00:37:14,516 --> 00:37:16,349
What he thought was
the big mistake

515
00:37:16,351 --> 00:37:18,643
<i> Of his first murder.</i>

516
00:37:18,645 --> 00:37:22,822
<i> He was improving</i>
<i> his technique, so to speak.</i>

517
00:37:23,909 --> 00:37:27,735
<i> - He was able to once again</i>
<i> get away with that one,</i>

518
00:37:27,737 --> 00:37:30,363
<i> And after one more victim,</i>

519
00:37:30,365 --> 00:37:36,995
Starts what he describes
as his acceleration period,

520
00:37:36,997 --> 00:37:40,748
Where, in the space of, like,
1 or 1 1/2 months,

521
00:37:40,750 --> 00:37:43,918
<i> He kills four women</i>
<i> in rapid succession.</i>

522
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:45,845
<i> [dramatic musical sting]</i>

523
00:38:10,789 --> 00:38:13,957
- Joel's desire and ability
to be invisible,

524
00:38:13,959 --> 00:38:17,410
<i> Developed so successfully</i>
<i> at a young age,</i>

525
00:38:17,412 --> 00:38:21,589
<i> Contributed greatly</i>
<i> to his murderous life.</i>

526
00:38:22,417 --> 00:38:25,585
<i> The way he looked, as well</i>
<i> as the way he acted</i>

527
00:38:25,587 --> 00:38:28,138
And the ways he purposefully
projected himself

528
00:38:28,140 --> 00:38:30,757
Made him
look completely harmless

529
00:38:30,759 --> 00:38:32,717
To the women
that got into his car.

530
00:38:32,719 --> 00:38:34,927
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

531
00:38:34,929 --> 00:38:36,721
He looked
like he could blend in

532
00:38:36,723 --> 00:38:39,057
In any crowd.

533
00:38:39,059 --> 00:38:42,769
<i> The police that he encountered</i>
<i> never would've taken him</i>

534
00:38:42,771 --> 00:38:44,738
For being a danger to anybody.

535
00:38:45,482 --> 00:38:47,106
<i> - And since he was able</i>
<i> to get away with killing</i>

536
00:38:47,108 --> 00:38:50,109
His first couple victims,
rifkin was very confident.

537
00:38:50,111 --> 00:38:52,820
- If joel rifkin was
feeling emboldened,

538
00:38:52,822 --> 00:38:54,289
Would this lead to his arrest?

539
00:39:05,693 --> 00:39:09,128
<i> [ominous music]</i>

540
00:39:09,130 --> 00:39:12,465
<i> [suspenseful music]</i>

541
00:39:12,467 --> 00:39:16,686
<i> - Joel rifkin had a right</i>
<i> to feel confident</i>

542
00:39:16,688 --> 00:39:20,273
Of his first murders.

543
00:39:21,017 --> 00:39:26,863
Only the first murder of susie
was a body part found,

544
00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:30,775
But even after
they found this head,

545
00:39:30,777 --> 00:39:33,703
It was impossible
for them to identify it.

546
00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:36,155
- We contacted frank bender
in philadelphia,

547
00:39:36,157 --> 00:39:39,042
A well-known reconstruction
individual in law enforcement,

548
00:39:39,044 --> 00:39:42,829
<i> Contracted him to do</i>
<i> a reconstruction of the head.</i>

549
00:39:42,831 --> 00:39:44,705
<i> We knew she was</i>
<i> a white female,</i>

550
00:39:44,707 --> 00:39:46,791
<i> Probably in her late teens</i>

551
00:39:46,793 --> 00:39:49,052
<i> Or early 20s,</i>
<i> up to 30 years old.</i>

552
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:52,630
She had a mole
on her left chin.

553
00:39:52,632 --> 00:39:55,842
She had an old scar
over her left eye.

554
00:39:55,844 --> 00:39:58,219
<i> - They did a full rendition</i>
<i> of what they believed</i>

555
00:39:58,221 --> 00:39:59,562
<i> This person</i>
<i> would've looked like.</i>

556
00:39:59,564 --> 00:40:00,972
The head was completely intact.

557
00:40:00,974 --> 00:40:07,061
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

558
00:40:07,063 --> 00:40:09,355
- It was put on the news.
It was put in the newspaper.

559
00:40:09,357 --> 00:40:11,190
It was sent to law enforcement.

560
00:40:11,192 --> 00:40:13,818
<i> [suspenseful music]</i>

561
00:40:13,820 --> 00:40:15,745
<i> They received thousands</i>
<i> of missing-persons leads,</i>

562
00:40:15,747 --> 00:40:17,572
And none of them panned out.

563
00:40:17,574 --> 00:40:19,907
It was just kept
as a cold case, unidentified.

564
00:40:19,909 --> 00:40:22,085
<i> The person who did it</i>
<i> was still out there.</i>

565
00:40:24,330 --> 00:40:28,040
- Initially, joel perpetrated
these crimes at home.

566
00:40:28,042 --> 00:40:32,920
He felt comfortable there
when his mother would go away,

567
00:40:32,922 --> 00:40:36,891
But in 1991, he seems ready
to get out of his comfort zone.

568
00:40:41,106 --> 00:40:43,931
<i> He kills in a public place,</i>

569
00:40:43,933 --> 00:40:47,101
A local motel on long island.

570
00:40:47,103 --> 00:40:49,446
<i> The next murders</i>
<i> are all committed in his car.</i>

571
00:40:51,783 --> 00:40:55,201
Joel had learned
to be invisible at a young age.

572
00:40:56,571 --> 00:40:58,788
- Because of this, he just got
better at killing, you know?

573
00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:00,707
He was really
a killing machine.

574
00:41:23,139 --> 00:41:25,648
<i> [tense music]</i>

575
00:41:25,650 --> 00:41:28,434
- Victim number six
he killed in his car

576
00:41:28,436 --> 00:41:31,062
<i> And then drove</i>
<i> to an industrial area</i>

577
00:41:31,064 --> 00:41:33,281
<i> Up around northern manhattan.</i>

578
00:41:33,942 --> 00:41:36,234
<i> He drives off the road</i>
<i> a little bit,</i>

579
00:41:36,236 --> 00:41:38,903
<i> Treks through</i>
<i> a little wooded area,</i>

580
00:41:38,905 --> 00:41:41,280
<i> Dumps the body</i>
<i> into a waterway,</i>

581
00:41:41,282 --> 00:41:43,658
<i> And when he's walking</i>
<i> back to his car...</i>

582
00:41:43,660 --> 00:41:45,451
<i> [electronic music]</i>

583
00:41:45,453 --> 00:41:48,663
<i> He sees cops</i>
<i> coming towards him.</i>

584
00:41:48,665 --> 00:41:51,591
<i> He hears their radios.</i>
<i> He sees the flashlight.</i>

585
00:41:52,344 --> 00:41:56,179
- He summoned up
from his long background

586
00:41:56,181 --> 00:41:58,848
Of knowing how
to avoid conflict

587
00:41:58,850 --> 00:42:01,017
<i> A clever, clever lie.</i>

588
00:42:02,136 --> 00:42:04,262
<i> - He immediately picks up</i>
<i> something from the ground,</i>

589
00:42:04,264 --> 00:42:07,014
An auto part,
and before the cops

590
00:42:07,016 --> 00:42:08,691
Have an opportunity
to say anything,

591
00:42:08,693 --> 00:42:10,851
<i> He says,</i>
<i> "I'm not auto-stripping.</i>

592
00:42:10,853 --> 00:42:12,237
<i> I'm just scavenging."</i>

593
00:42:13,940 --> 00:42:16,199
<i> - Rifkin stayed really cool</i>
<i> and really calm.</i>

594
00:42:16,201 --> 00:42:17,984
He had his wits about him

595
00:42:17,986 --> 00:42:21,445
And could literally be dumping
a victim into the river

596
00:42:21,447 --> 00:42:23,373
<i> And simply talk his way out.</i>

597
00:42:24,492 --> 00:42:28,711
That reflects the psychopathic
dimensions of who he was.

598
00:42:28,713 --> 00:42:31,330
<i> The average person</i>
<i> would most likely flip out.</i>

599
00:42:31,332 --> 00:42:34,166
<i> - The police gave him</i>
<i> a warning,</i>

600
00:42:34,168 --> 00:42:37,053
So he was able to get away
with that one

601
00:42:37,055 --> 00:42:40,890
And dodge that bullet.

602
00:42:40,892 --> 00:42:45,553
<i> Victim number six to this day</i>
<i> has not been identified.</i>

603
00:42:45,555 --> 00:42:47,388
<i> Had those cops maybe looked</i>
<i> a little further,</i>

604
00:42:47,390 --> 00:42:49,399
<i> They would've found that body,</i>

605
00:42:49,401 --> 00:42:51,401
And things would've
turned out different

606
00:42:51,403 --> 00:42:53,811
For many of the women.

607
00:42:53,813 --> 00:42:56,906
<i> Instead, joel felt</i>
<i> on top of the world.</i>

608
00:42:56,908 --> 00:43:00,568
<i> He outsmarted the police,</i>
<i> and that incident made him</i>

609
00:43:00,570 --> 00:43:04,080
<i> Feel much more confident</i>
<i> of not getting caught.</i>

610
00:43:04,082 --> 00:43:08,242
Joel was very aware
not only of his ability

611
00:43:08,244 --> 00:43:11,078
To be unnoticed by others,

612
00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:14,498
But also by the work

613
00:43:14,500 --> 00:43:18,419
That he had put
into cultivating that ability,

614
00:43:18,421 --> 00:43:21,839
<i> And he seems to relish</i>
<i> in that anonymity.</i>

615
00:43:21,841 --> 00:43:28,054
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

616
00:43:28,056 --> 00:43:33,184
<i> His choice in women also</i>
<i> helped joel stay anonymous.</i>

617
00:43:33,186 --> 00:43:37,113
Most of the women that he would
look at fell victim to drugs,

618
00:43:37,115 --> 00:43:38,939
Like so many other people
in that era,

619
00:43:38,941 --> 00:43:40,950
<i> And wound up on the streets.</i>

620
00:43:41,527 --> 00:43:43,944
- Quite often, nobody knows
their real names.

621
00:43:43,946 --> 00:43:45,946
<i> They have no ties</i>
<i> to the community.</i>

622
00:43:45,948 --> 00:43:47,907
<i> They're easy targets.</i>

623
00:43:47,909 --> 00:43:49,241
- Quite a few of the victims

624
00:43:49,243 --> 00:43:51,952
Had not even
been reported missing.

625
00:43:51,954 --> 00:43:53,713
<i> Lorraine orvieto</i>
<i> was different.</i>

626
00:43:55,708 --> 00:43:57,291
- Lorraine was my first cousin.

627
00:43:57,293 --> 00:43:59,752
She went missing
when she was 28.

628
00:43:59,754 --> 00:44:01,462
- Her family spent
a lot of time,

629
00:44:01,464 --> 00:44:04,632
You know, trying to find her.
She was a missing person.

630
00:44:04,634 --> 00:44:08,311
- My aunt wrote letters,
made a million phone calls

631
00:44:08,313 --> 00:44:13,099
To hospitals and morgues
all over long island,

632
00:44:13,101 --> 00:44:15,652
<i> Looking at pictures,</i>
<i> even looking at a body,</i>

633
00:44:15,654 --> 00:44:19,155
<i> And they came up with nothing.</i>

634
00:44:19,157 --> 00:44:21,649
It was very surreal

635
00:44:21,651 --> 00:44:25,328
To just have a family member
completely disappear.

636
00:44:28,667 --> 00:44:30,991
<i> Lorraine was like a sister</i>
<i> to me growing up.</i>

637
00:44:30,993 --> 00:44:33,920
She was always very loving,
very generous.

638
00:44:34,747 --> 00:44:38,049
She just had so much vigor,
so much life.

639
00:44:39,844 --> 00:44:41,669
<i> She wanted to be</i>
<i> an accountant.</i>

640
00:44:41,671 --> 00:44:44,472
I think she knew very clearly
what she wanted in her life.

641
00:44:45,007 --> 00:44:47,266
Unfortunately,
some things got in the way.

642
00:44:47,802 --> 00:44:50,678
<i> I remember lorraine's</i>
<i> frustration at struggling</i>

643
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:52,763
<i> To pass the cpa exam.</i>

644
00:44:52,765 --> 00:44:55,441
<i> She tried twice, but she</i>
<i> couldn't pass this test.</i>

645
00:44:56,361 --> 00:44:59,195
She was really deflated.

646
00:45:00,865 --> 00:45:05,526
At the same point, she had been
admitted to the hospital.

647
00:45:05,528 --> 00:45:08,821
<i> Lorraine needed a blood</i>
<i> transfusion for a surgery.</i>

648
00:45:08,823 --> 00:45:11,031
<i> She had to remove</i>
<i> a very large fibroid,</i>

649
00:45:11,033 --> 00:45:15,378
And they had just started
checking the blood in 1985,

650
00:45:15,380 --> 00:45:17,547
<i> When she had her transfusion.</i>

651
00:45:17,549 --> 00:45:20,717
She did develop hiv,

652
00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:23,094
Which eventually became
full-blown aids.

653
00:45:25,056 --> 00:45:26,714
<i> I remember going to</i>
<i> the hospital</i>

654
00:45:26,716 --> 00:45:28,132
<i> To visit lorraine.</i>

655
00:45:28,134 --> 00:45:32,061
She became too unstable
to keep it together,

656
00:45:32,063 --> 00:45:35,064
And that just led
to shady characters and drugs

657
00:45:35,066 --> 00:45:36,899
<i> And eventually going missing.</i>

658
00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:44,073
<i> - Joel meets lorraine orvieto,</i>

659
00:45:44,075 --> 00:45:45,908
Picks her up in bay shore,
long island,

660
00:45:45,910 --> 00:45:48,161
A once-affluent town.

661
00:46:17,058 --> 00:46:21,101
<i> - With lorraine orvieto,</i>
<i> it was a circumstantial thing.</i>

662
00:46:21,103 --> 00:46:24,104
He solicited this girl,

663
00:46:24,106 --> 00:46:27,733
And in the process
of receiving sex from her,

664
00:46:27,735 --> 00:46:30,736
He did what he was already
in the habit of doing.

665
00:46:30,738 --> 00:46:32,863
It's just habitual.

666
00:46:32,865 --> 00:46:36,951
<i> - After taking her life,</i>
<i> he used a different mo.</i>

667
00:46:36,953 --> 00:46:41,413
Lorraine orvieto is the first
of several victims

668
00:46:41,415 --> 00:46:44,383
<i> That he places</i>
<i> in a 50-gallon drum.</i>

669
00:46:51,634 --> 00:46:54,477
- And that led
to a very long year

670
00:46:54,479 --> 00:46:57,063
Of having no idea
what happened to her.

671
00:46:58,891 --> 00:47:00,566
[sighs]

672
00:47:03,437 --> 00:47:06,814
<i> - You have to wonder if joel</i>
<i> ever took</i>

673
00:47:06,816 --> 00:47:08,816
<i> The lives of his victims</i>

674
00:47:08,818 --> 00:47:11,077
<i> Or their loved ones</i>
<i> into consideration.</i>

675
00:47:12,154 --> 00:47:15,239
Even though lorraine orvieto
was reported missing,

676
00:47:15,241 --> 00:47:18,000
Her body was not
immediately discovered,

677
00:47:18,002 --> 00:47:21,287
<i> So joel became so confident</i>

678
00:47:21,289 --> 00:47:23,747
That he started to get

679
00:47:23,749 --> 00:47:25,842
<i> These feelings</i>
<i> of invincibility</i>

680
00:47:25,844 --> 00:47:30,429
<i> That he couldn't be caught.</i>
<i> Will anyone ever take notice?</i>

681
00:47:41,433 --> 00:47:45,069
<i> [ominous music]</i>

682
00:47:47,523 --> 00:47:50,941
<i> - Lorraine orvieto was</i>
<i> joel rifkin's seventh victim.</i>

683
00:47:50,943 --> 00:47:53,986
About 7 months later,
her body was discovered,

684
00:47:53,988 --> 00:47:57,039
But at that time,
it was never identified.

685
00:47:57,992 --> 00:48:01,878
- Joel was emboldened
by the fact

686
00:48:01,880 --> 00:48:04,213
That he had gotten away
with this for this long.

687
00:48:06,334 --> 00:48:08,050
<i> Joel was getting</i>
<i> a little more careless.</i>

688
00:48:08,052 --> 00:48:10,961
<i> He picks up iris sanchez</i>

689
00:48:10,963 --> 00:48:13,631
On the lower east side
during the day,

690
00:48:13,633 --> 00:48:17,885
Which was unusual for joel
up until this point,

691
00:48:17,887 --> 00:48:20,220
<i> Strangles her during sex.</i>

692
00:48:20,222 --> 00:48:22,064
<i> After he killed her,</i>

693
00:48:22,066 --> 00:48:24,567
He drove her
out near kennedy airport.

694
00:48:41,535 --> 00:48:43,252
- He picked this woman up
during the day.

695
00:48:43,254 --> 00:48:45,087
He killed her during the day,

696
00:48:45,089 --> 00:48:47,915
And he dumped
her body carelessly

697
00:48:47,917 --> 00:48:49,926
<i> Under a mattress</i>
<i> during the day.</i>

698
00:48:51,545 --> 00:48:54,713
I asked if there was
any specific trigger

699
00:48:54,715 --> 00:48:58,935
As to why the ones
that were killed were,

700
00:48:58,937 --> 00:49:01,771
And he said it was
the ripe opportunity

701
00:49:01,773 --> 00:49:04,181
<i> Where there was very little</i>
<i> chance of getting caught,</i>

702
00:49:04,183 --> 00:49:06,517
<i> But that didn't seem</i>
<i> to matter anymore.</i>

703
00:49:09,563 --> 00:49:12,448
He killed her and just wanted
to get rid of the body

704
00:49:12,450 --> 00:49:14,659
And did so
in the most expeditious manner.

705
00:49:19,865 --> 00:49:24,076
- This just fed,
added to his sense of power,

706
00:49:24,078 --> 00:49:26,412
Potency, success,

707
00:49:26,414 --> 00:49:29,748
<i> And the amazing thing was,</i>
<i> as brazen as he was getting,</i>

708
00:49:29,750 --> 00:49:31,542
<i> This was completely</i>
<i> under the radar.</i>

709
00:49:31,544 --> 00:49:33,052
<i> No one knew.</i>

710
00:49:42,888 --> 00:49:44,647
<i> - In the early '90s,</i>
<i> I wasn't living</i>

711
00:49:44,649 --> 00:49:46,649
<i> At my parents' house anymore,</i>

712
00:49:46,651 --> 00:49:49,893
But I was visiting them,
you know, all the time,

713
00:49:49,895 --> 00:49:51,729
<i> And I'd see joel outside</i>
<i> and be like,</i>

714
00:49:51,731 --> 00:49:54,440
"hey, man. How's it going?
What are you up to?"

715
00:49:54,442 --> 00:49:56,650
I had no idea
what was going on.

716
00:49:56,652 --> 00:49:59,820
<i> [dark music]</i>

717
00:49:59,822 --> 00:50:02,331
- At this point, I was already
with my band,

718
00:50:02,333 --> 00:50:03,741
The new york ska-jazz ensemble.

719
00:50:03,743 --> 00:50:05,075
<i> I had, like, a local gig.</i>

720
00:50:05,077 --> 00:50:07,578
<i> I was walking with my horn</i>

721
00:50:07,580 --> 00:50:11,507
Just somewhere down
in the village near the club,

722
00:50:11,509 --> 00:50:14,844
<i> And I see joel in a car.</i>

723
00:50:14,846 --> 00:50:18,672
<i> Oh, there's a girl with him,</i>
<i> so in my mind, I'm thinking,</i>

724
00:50:18,674 --> 00:50:20,632
<i> "haven't really seen him</i>
<i> with too many girls."</i>

725
00:50:20,634 --> 00:50:22,926
I'm not going to interrupt,
and I'm just going to be like,

726
00:50:22,928 --> 00:50:24,803
You know, "hey, bro.
How you doing?

727
00:50:24,805 --> 00:50:28,357
Oh, yeah. Just did a show.
All right. See you soon."

728
00:50:30,603 --> 00:50:33,195
<i> After it all went down,</i>
<i> it occurred to me</i>

729
00:50:33,197 --> 00:50:34,980
<i> That the woman I saw</i>
<i> in the car</i>

730
00:50:34,982 --> 00:50:37,024
<i> Might have be one of</i>
<i> those women he strangled.</i>

731
00:50:37,026 --> 00:50:39,118
<i> That's a tough one</i>
<i> to wrap your head around.</i>

732
00:50:56,712 --> 00:50:59,722
- On the one hand, joel rifkin
despised these women

733
00:50:59,724 --> 00:51:01,673
<i> Because they represented</i>
<i> to him</i>

734
00:51:01,675 --> 00:51:04,009
<i> Exactly what he thought</i>
<i> about himself,</i>

735
00:51:04,011 --> 00:51:08,680
<i> But I think a guy</i>
<i> that's not successful socially</i>

736
00:51:08,682 --> 00:51:12,568
<i> Is very responsive</i>
<i> to somebody who's nice to him,</i>

737
00:51:12,570 --> 00:51:16,238
So it was a very unique
experience to him,

738
00:51:16,240 --> 00:51:19,700
And he would form
little micro relationships.

739
00:51:30,496 --> 00:51:33,497
<i> [brooding music]</i>

740
00:51:33,499 --> 00:51:40,096
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

741
00:51:40,098 --> 00:51:44,091
<i> - I played quarterback</i>
<i> for myers park high school.</i>

742
00:51:44,093 --> 00:51:46,885
<i> Catherine was the head</i>
<i> cheerleader on the squad</i>

743
00:51:46,887 --> 00:51:49,179
<i> That was</i>
<i> our cross-town rivals,</i>

744
00:51:49,181 --> 00:51:51,014
<i> So we had the quarterback</i>
<i> of one high school</i>

745
00:51:51,016 --> 00:51:53,392
Dating the cheerleader
of the cross-town rival,

746
00:51:53,394 --> 00:51:56,019
So it kind of bred
a little bit of notoriety

747
00:51:56,021 --> 00:51:57,771
For us as a couple.

748
00:51:57,773 --> 00:52:00,491
<i> Her family was well off.</i>
<i> Her father was a dentist.</i>

749
00:52:01,119 --> 00:52:05,571
Catherine had this tremendous,
charismatic energy about her

750
00:52:05,573 --> 00:52:07,039
And a tremendous confidence.

751
00:52:21,922 --> 00:52:24,214
<i> - Catherine broke up with me</i>
<i> in high school,</i>

752
00:52:24,216 --> 00:52:26,633
<i> So I would see her</i>
<i> on national television.</i>

753
00:52:26,635 --> 00:52:29,979
Catherine was sort of the top
of the pyramid type of girl.

754
00:52:31,649 --> 00:52:33,932
I heard through the grapevine,
through some friends,

755
00:52:33,934 --> 00:52:35,225
That she moved to new york--

756
00:52:35,227 --> 00:52:38,028
And completely lost touch
with catherine.

757
00:52:39,148 --> 00:52:41,991
<i> And then I met her again.</i>

758
00:52:41,993 --> 00:52:43,742
<i> I went</i>
<i> to the methodist church.</i>

759
00:52:44,320 --> 00:52:46,162
I looked up there,

760
00:52:46,164 --> 00:52:49,540
And there she stood,
catherine williams.

761
00:52:51,118 --> 00:52:53,577
<i> When everyone was quiet,</i>
<i> she just turned around.</i>

762
00:52:53,579 --> 00:52:55,421
She looked right at me.
Bang.

763
00:52:56,174 --> 00:52:58,340
I knew at that moment
that I was going to marry her.

764
00:52:58,342 --> 00:52:59,842
I knew it.
I knew it. I knew it.

765
00:53:02,588 --> 00:53:05,255
<i> At that moment,</i>
<i> she knew it too, and she goes,</i>

766
00:53:05,257 --> 00:53:08,851
"well, I know of a justice
of the peace down the road.

767
00:53:08,853 --> 00:53:10,060
Let's go tomorrow."

768
00:53:11,355 --> 00:53:15,107
We got married
without anybody knowing.

769
00:53:21,866 --> 00:53:24,867
<i> We began to have parties</i>
<i> that were filled with drugs,</i>

770
00:53:24,869 --> 00:53:26,702
<i> Dangerous parties.</i>

771
00:53:27,363 --> 00:53:30,080
I can't imagine, in the 1980s,
you hadn't done any cocaine.

772
00:53:32,201 --> 00:53:36,036
Very quickly, that just spun
way out of control.

773
00:53:36,038 --> 00:53:38,288
It got really frightening,

774
00:53:38,290 --> 00:53:40,624
And I just said,
"we're gonna die.

775
00:53:40,626 --> 00:53:42,042
<i> "you need to go back home</i>
<i> to your family,</i>

776
00:53:42,044 --> 00:53:44,053
<i> And I need to go back</i>
<i> to my family."</i>

777
00:53:47,174 --> 00:53:48,891
<i> She finally decided</i>

778
00:53:48,893 --> 00:53:50,726
<i> That she wanted</i>
<i> to go back to new york.</i>

779
00:53:50,728 --> 00:53:52,886
<i> She had a support system</i>
<i> up there,</i>

780
00:53:52,888 --> 00:53:55,347
And so I put her on a plane.
She, you know, took off.

781
00:53:55,349 --> 00:53:56,890
That was the period of time

782
00:53:56,892 --> 00:53:58,484
Where we just both kind of let
the dust settle.

783
00:54:03,482 --> 00:54:05,407
<i> But I was still married</i>
<i> to catherine.</i>

784
00:54:05,409 --> 00:54:07,192
<i> I was in love with catherine.</i>

785
00:54:07,194 --> 00:54:09,411
<i> After several months,</i>
<i> she said,</i>

786
00:54:09,413 --> 00:54:11,530
"well, I'm coming back
to get you.

787
00:54:11,532 --> 00:54:13,198
<i> Don't move.</i>
<i> I'm coming."</i>

788
00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:15,918
So three days, nothing.

789
00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:18,879
Five days, nothing.
Seven days, nothing.

790
00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:24,376
- The incident
with catherine williams

791
00:54:24,378 --> 00:54:27,096
I thought was
particularly curious

792
00:54:27,098 --> 00:54:29,423
<i> Because joel had said</i>

793
00:54:29,425 --> 00:54:32,309
That he had been with her
numerous times in the past.

794
00:54:46,608 --> 00:54:50,068
- Catherine was known for
walking around with a suitcase

795
00:54:50,070 --> 00:54:53,280
In which she carried
so many of her possessions,

796
00:54:53,282 --> 00:54:56,333
Including pictures
of her football player husband.

797
00:55:11,976 --> 00:55:15,635
- As a cheerleader
and a homecoming queen,

798
00:55:15,637 --> 00:55:20,766
Mary catherine was the symbol
and the reality of the girl

799
00:55:20,768 --> 00:55:22,726
<i> Not only</i>
<i> that he could never get,</i>

800
00:55:22,728 --> 00:55:26,271
<i> But the girl</i>
<i> who chose the bullies,</i>

801
00:55:26,273 --> 00:55:30,609
So she was a symbol
of everything that he hated,

802
00:55:30,611 --> 00:55:32,411
That he was envious of.

803
00:55:32,988 --> 00:55:36,782
- The fact that she was married
to a standout football player,

804
00:55:36,784 --> 00:55:38,283
<i> She might have mentioned</i>

805
00:55:38,285 --> 00:55:40,077
<i> That she was getting</i>
<i> the money to go back</i>

806
00:55:40,079 --> 00:55:43,130
<i> And bring him to new york.</i>
<i> That could've set joel off.</i>

807
00:55:45,009 --> 00:55:47,176
<i> - When she was in that car</i>
<i> with him</i>

808
00:55:47,178 --> 00:55:52,181
Was the very time frame
I was waiting for her to come,

809
00:55:52,183 --> 00:55:55,184
<i> And that was the moment</i>
<i> that she died.</i>

810
00:55:56,136 --> 00:55:58,312
- Rifkin continued killing,
and he got away with it.

811
00:56:08,365 --> 00:56:12,117
<i> [ominous music]</i>

812
00:56:17,116 --> 00:56:21,460
<i> - Mary catherine was rifkin's</i>
<i> 13th victim.</i>

813
00:56:21,995 --> 00:56:24,996
Joel was quite confident that
she would never be discovered

814
00:56:24,998 --> 00:56:27,383
Because he had been
successful before.

815
00:56:27,385 --> 00:56:32,170
<i> Other bodies were found</i>
<i> but never identified,</i>

816
00:56:32,172 --> 00:56:34,306
And no one was looking
for joel rifkin.

817
00:56:36,468 --> 00:56:38,560
- We just didn't have
the technology we have now.

818
00:56:38,562 --> 00:56:40,804
Law enforcement
is much more efficient now.

819
00:56:40,806 --> 00:56:44,307
<i> - Rifkin was so clever</i>
<i> in where he picked them up,</i>

820
00:56:44,309 --> 00:56:47,352
<i> How he picked them up,</i>
<i> and where he killed them</i>

821
00:56:47,354 --> 00:56:49,688
And how he disposed of them
that it was

822
00:56:49,690 --> 00:56:52,315
Virtually impossible
for law enforcement

823
00:56:52,317 --> 00:56:54,693
To put this together.

824
00:56:54,695 --> 00:56:56,153
He's dumping these bodies

825
00:56:56,155 --> 00:56:58,664
In nine or ten
different jurisdictions.

826
00:56:59,700 --> 00:57:01,533
- There was absolutely
no reason why joel rifkin

827
00:57:01,535 --> 00:57:03,660
Should've been
on any of our radar,

828
00:57:03,662 --> 00:57:06,997
<i> But leah evans stands out</i>
<i> because she exemplifies</i>

829
00:57:06,999 --> 00:57:10,175
<i> Just how brazen</i>
<i> and careless joel was getting.</i>

830
00:57:12,087 --> 00:57:16,715
- Leah was sweet to the point
of really not having

831
00:57:16,717 --> 00:57:19,259
<i> A malignant bone in her body.</i>

832
00:57:19,261 --> 00:57:22,012
<i> - Leah evans went</i>
<i> to sarah lawrence college</i>

833
00:57:22,014 --> 00:57:25,274
And seemed to be on track,
at least after college,

834
00:57:25,276 --> 00:57:26,892
To having a very bright future.

835
00:57:26,894 --> 00:57:30,103
- It was a very distinctly
privileged school,

836
00:57:30,105 --> 00:57:33,273
<i> And leah didn't come</i>
<i> from that kind of wealth,</i>

837
00:57:33,275 --> 00:57:34,950
So she felt, I think,

838
00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:37,035
Somewhat alienated
from the culture there.

839
00:57:38,789 --> 00:57:42,574
<i> Leah's drug use started</i>
<i> during her college years.</i>

840
00:57:42,576 --> 00:57:43,909
<i> It was the '80s.</i>

841
00:57:43,911 --> 00:57:46,077
<i> There were drugs</i>
<i> kind of everywhere,</i>

842
00:57:46,079 --> 00:57:48,338
And that's when I discovered
leah really had a disease.

843
00:57:50,209 --> 00:57:53,543
She would be gone
for days on end.

844
00:57:53,545 --> 00:57:55,879
<i> We all knew that</i>
<i> this addiction was spiraling.</i>

845
00:57:55,881 --> 00:57:57,389
<i> It was terrifying</i>
<i> to the people who loved her.</i>

846
00:58:00,144 --> 00:58:03,145
<i> [brooding music]</i>

847
00:58:03,147 --> 00:58:08,600
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

848
00:58:08,602 --> 00:58:10,101
I have a beautiful memory
of leah

849
00:58:10,103 --> 00:58:12,270
Arriving at my apartment.

850
00:58:12,272 --> 00:58:16,107
<i> We were just 23, and she had</i>
<i> her beautiful son, julian,</i>

851
00:58:16,109 --> 00:58:18,160
And she was so proud

852
00:58:18,162 --> 00:58:19,870
<i> And asked me</i>
<i> to be his godmother.</i>

853
00:58:21,281 --> 00:58:24,833
She just was not present
any more in her body.

854
00:58:24,835 --> 00:58:26,785
<i> The ravages</i>
<i> of heroin addiction</i>

855
00:58:26,787 --> 00:58:29,079
<i> Are really profound.</i>

856
00:58:29,081 --> 00:58:32,123
She became homeless.

857
00:58:32,125 --> 00:58:33,967
<i> No one ever saw her again.</i>

858
00:58:34,503 --> 00:58:36,929
<i> [spacey music]</i>

859
00:58:59,987 --> 00:59:05,949
- It is impossible for me
to digest the scene.

860
00:59:05,951 --> 00:59:07,659
<i> In this case, leah said no.</i>

861
00:59:07,661 --> 00:59:09,202
It seems to have triggered
something in him

862
00:59:09,204 --> 00:59:11,871
That made him feel
she should die.

863
00:59:11,873 --> 00:59:14,874
<i> [dramatic music]</i>

864
00:59:14,876 --> 00:59:19,838
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

865
00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:23,508
- Joel rifkin dug
a very shallow grave

866
00:59:23,510 --> 00:59:25,310
Out in the eastern end
of long island.

867
00:59:47,492 --> 00:59:48,742
- Some people who were out
looking, you know,

868
00:59:48,744 --> 00:59:50,493
For flowers or something,

869
00:59:50,495 --> 00:59:52,537
And they saw the hand
sticking up out of the ground,

870
00:59:52,539 --> 00:59:55,040
And that's how
that body was found.

871
00:59:55,042 --> 00:59:58,510
- Soon thereafter, the body was
the first one to be identified.

872
01:00:13,685 --> 01:00:18,280
- Leah's hand eerily sticking
out of the shallow grave

873
01:00:18,282 --> 01:00:21,232
<i> Was extremely sloppy.</i>

874
01:00:21,234 --> 01:00:25,737
<i> - His cloak of invisibility</i>
<i> was slipping.</i>

875
01:00:25,739 --> 01:00:29,074
That's a very serious error
for somebody

876
01:00:29,076 --> 01:00:31,585
Who was so meticulous
to have committed.

877
01:01:31,805 --> 01:01:34,013
<i> - It was light out, and there</i>
<i> were going to be commuters,</i>

878
01:01:34,015 --> 01:01:35,524
<i> People going to work,</i>

879
01:01:35,526 --> 01:01:37,976
Figuring, "I can't dispose
her body right here,"

880
01:01:37,978 --> 01:01:39,978
<i> So he put newspapers</i>
<i> all over the body</i>

881
01:01:39,980 --> 01:01:41,863
<i> So that if anybody</i>
<i> did look inside,</i>

882
01:01:41,865 --> 01:01:43,615
<i> They wouldn't see the body.</i>

883
01:01:55,546 --> 01:01:56,828
<i> - So he wound up taking her</i>

884
01:01:56,830 --> 01:01:59,456
Back to his house
in long island

885
01:01:59,458 --> 01:02:01,425
<i> Where he lived with his mom</i>
<i> and his sister.</i>

886
01:02:04,337 --> 01:02:07,839
<i> - His mother greeted</i>
<i> him angrily.</i>

887
01:02:07,841 --> 01:02:09,549
<i> She needed the car</i>
<i> because she had an errand</i>

888
01:02:09,551 --> 01:02:12,010
<i> She had to run right away.</i>

889
01:02:12,012 --> 01:02:15,054
He doesn't panic, and he says,
"okay, mom,"

890
01:02:15,056 --> 01:02:17,399
Hands over the keys
to the mother,

891
01:02:17,401 --> 01:02:20,569
<i> Who goes out and runs</i>
<i> her errand for an hour or so,</i>

892
01:02:20,571 --> 01:02:25,190
<i> And his mother brings the car</i>
<i> back unknowing</i>

893
01:02:25,192 --> 01:02:27,525
<i> That there's a body</i>
<i> in the trunk,</i>

894
01:02:27,527 --> 01:02:31,413
At which point joel
moves the body into the garage,

895
01:02:31,415 --> 01:02:35,667
Where it lays for a couple
of days in the stifling heat.

896
01:02:36,870 --> 01:02:39,996
- Rifkin then spent the rest
of the weekend with the body

897
01:02:39,998 --> 01:02:43,708
Decaying in his garage,
working on two trucks,

898
01:02:43,710 --> 01:02:45,510
Changing an engine
from one into another.

899
01:02:47,339 --> 01:02:49,097
<i> - He doesn't move her out</i>
<i> until Sunday night</i>

900
01:02:49,099 --> 01:02:51,007
<i> Into Monday morning.</i>

901
01:02:51,009 --> 01:02:53,176
<i> It's, like, 96 hours where</i>
<i> he's held onto this victim,</i>

902
01:02:53,178 --> 01:02:55,103
So the odor was overpowering.

903
01:02:55,889 --> 01:02:57,764
<i> - Rifkin waited</i>
<i> until it was nighttime.</i>

904
01:02:57,766 --> 01:02:59,524
<i> Nobody was watching.</i>

905
01:03:01,853 --> 01:03:05,155
<i> He took the body, put it</i>
<i> in one of the pickup trucks.</i>

906
01:03:06,900 --> 01:03:09,108
Rifkin then drove
on to the state parkway,

907
01:03:09,110 --> 01:03:11,703
<i> Where the state police</i>
<i> try to pull rifkin over.</i>

908
01:03:14,407 --> 01:03:17,042
<i> - Joel rifkin made</i>
<i> a fatal mistake.</i>

909
01:03:17,744 --> 01:03:21,254
Instead of pulling over,
he accelerated.

910
01:03:21,957 --> 01:03:24,415
<i> - He lost it.</i>
<i> There was panic.</i>

911
01:03:24,417 --> 01:03:26,635
He didn't behave rationally.

912
01:03:28,421 --> 01:03:32,215
There's no way that he could've
outrun the state trooper

913
01:03:32,217 --> 01:03:34,259
<i> In a beat-up truck.</i>

914
01:03:34,261 --> 01:03:37,771
- Ultimately he was exposed,
became visible.

915
01:03:40,100 --> 01:03:43,226
<i> - Joel rifkin had asked me</i>
<i> why he was being stopped,</i>

916
01:03:43,228 --> 01:03:44,936
<i> And I said,</i>

917
01:03:44,938 --> 01:03:47,197
<i> "because you didn't have</i>
<i> a license plate on your car."</i>

918
01:03:47,991 --> 01:03:51,535
And he always responded,
"it's always a ¢25 part."

919
01:03:53,905 --> 01:03:55,572
<i> If there was a license plate,</i>

920
01:03:55,574 --> 01:03:57,833
<i> Would there have been</i>
<i> another reason to stop him?</i>

921
01:03:57,835 --> 01:03:59,209
I don't know.

922
01:04:15,594 --> 01:04:18,428
- As he was being interviewed,
I was on the other side,

923
01:04:18,430 --> 01:04:20,138
<i> Listening to the discussion</i>

924
01:04:20,140 --> 01:04:24,309
With a nassau county
homicide detective,

925
01:04:24,311 --> 01:04:26,194
<i> And he looks at me.</i>
<i> He's like, "hey, kid.</i>

926
01:04:26,196 --> 01:04:28,113
Let me tell you something.
This guy has done this before."

927
01:04:29,700 --> 01:04:33,034
<i> - Everyone in that room</i>
<i> was wondering,</i>

928
01:04:33,036 --> 01:04:34,953
<i> How many more victims</i>
<i> did this guy have?</i>

929
01:04:36,698 --> 01:04:39,165
Then he asked for, you know,
a pen and a piece of paper.

930
01:04:41,369 --> 01:04:45,330
He wrote down the victims
in reverse chronological order

931
01:04:45,332 --> 01:04:47,215
Starting with 17.

932
01:04:48,335 --> 01:04:52,503
- Went from a simple car stop
to a dead body

933
01:04:52,505 --> 01:04:55,682
To "what if there's more?"
to now there's 17.

934
01:04:59,638 --> 01:05:01,679
<i> - Rifkin's bedroom was</i>

935
01:05:01,681 --> 01:05:03,222
A crime scene technician's
nightmare.

936
01:05:03,224 --> 01:05:04,724
<i> Once we opened that door,</i>

937
01:05:04,726 --> 01:05:06,517
<i> We knew we found</i>
<i> the rosetta stone.</i>

938
01:05:06,519 --> 01:05:08,486
- There was clothing, jewelry.

939
01:05:24,770 --> 01:05:28,081
<i> [ominous music]</i>

940
01:05:28,083 --> 01:05:31,176
<i> [dramatic music]</i>

941
01:05:32,587 --> 01:05:34,921
<i> - Joel rifkin was caught</i>
<i> with a dead body</i>

942
01:05:34,923 --> 01:05:37,382
<i> In the back of his car.</i>

943
01:05:37,384 --> 01:05:39,050
<i> And then rifkin told</i>
<i> the police</i>

944
01:05:39,052 --> 01:05:41,227
About 16 other women
that he had killed.

945
01:05:43,348 --> 01:05:46,057
<i> - We wanted to prove what joel</i>
<i> was telling us was true.</i>

946
01:05:46,059 --> 01:05:47,725
He told us
about the leah evans case,

947
01:05:47,727 --> 01:05:49,060
But that was also
in the newspaper,

948
01:05:49,062 --> 01:05:51,071
So he could've read that.

949
01:05:51,940 --> 01:05:55,733
<i> - At which time</i>
<i> he starts giving details</i>

950
01:05:55,735 --> 01:06:00,613
On all 17 of these homicides,
what they look like,

951
01:06:00,615 --> 01:06:04,709
What he did with the body,
just off the top of his head.

952
01:06:06,204 --> 01:06:07,704
- There was a certain part

953
01:06:07,706 --> 01:06:10,373
Of his confession
that was bragging.

954
01:06:10,375 --> 01:06:13,543
You know, joel had been
picked on for years

955
01:06:13,545 --> 01:06:17,472
And not looked at as somebody
that had any talent,

956
01:06:17,474 --> 01:06:19,090
<i> And I think</i>
<i> this was his opportunity</i>

957
01:06:19,092 --> 01:06:21,092
<i> To tell people that,</i>
<i> "you're wrong.</i>

958
01:06:21,094 --> 01:06:22,760
<i> "I'm really smart.</i>
<i> I'm capable,</i>

959
01:06:22,762 --> 01:06:24,688
And look at what I did."

960
01:06:26,307 --> 01:06:30,935
- The braggadocio sets in
and him saying,

961
01:06:30,937 --> 01:06:33,321
"I've fooled you
by my invisibility.

962
01:06:33,323 --> 01:06:36,324
<i> "now you caught me.</i>
<i> Want to see visibility?</i>

963
01:06:36,326 --> 01:06:39,244
Want to see accountability?
Here it is."

964
01:06:39,904 --> 01:06:43,781
<i> - He gave such details</i>

965
01:06:43,783 --> 01:06:47,243
That when the police
went to the scene,

966
01:06:47,245 --> 01:06:50,380
It was exactly how he said.

967
01:06:52,125 --> 01:06:53,583
<i> - We went out</i>
<i> to kennedy airport,</i>

968
01:06:53,585 --> 01:06:56,461
And we found the victim
that was under a mattress,

969
01:06:56,463 --> 01:06:58,296
<i> So that was when</i>
<i> we pretty much believed</i>

970
01:06:58,298 --> 01:06:59,347
<i> Everything he said.</i>

971
01:07:01,342 --> 01:07:03,301
<i> - And then I applied</i>
<i> for a search warrant</i>

972
01:07:03,303 --> 01:07:06,062
From the judge to search
his house for evidence.

973
01:07:06,639 --> 01:07:10,433
- They were looking
for everything and anything

974
01:07:10,435 --> 01:07:16,272
They could find that would,
one, help identify the victims

975
01:07:16,274 --> 01:07:20,693
<i> And anything else related</i>
<i> to these crimes.</i>

976
01:07:20,695 --> 01:07:24,956
They had very little to show
for what he was admitting to.

977
01:07:25,950 --> 01:07:27,208
<i> - Rifkin's bedroom was</i>

978
01:07:27,210 --> 01:07:28,785
A crime scene
technician's nightmare.

979
01:07:28,787 --> 01:07:30,328
<i> Once we opened that door,</i>

980
01:07:30,330 --> 01:07:32,547
<i> We knew we found</i>
<i> the rosetta stone.</i>

981
01:07:32,549 --> 01:07:35,333
<i> - It was almost like digging</i>
<i> for treasure.</i>

982
01:07:35,335 --> 01:07:39,629
There was driver's license
of some of the victims.

983
01:07:39,631 --> 01:07:43,174
<i> - So now we had</i>
<i> pretty clear corroboration</i>

984
01:07:43,176 --> 01:07:44,675
Once we matched those ids

985
01:07:44,677 --> 01:07:47,395
To the people
he claimed to have killed.

986
01:07:47,397 --> 01:07:49,680
- There was clothing, jewelry.

987
01:07:49,682 --> 01:07:51,474
<i> - There was an earring</i>
<i> that we matched</i>

988
01:07:51,476 --> 01:07:54,185
To a victim
from upstate new york

989
01:07:54,187 --> 01:07:56,071
That had
already been recovered.

990
01:07:56,073 --> 01:07:59,649
<i> - There was also articles</i>
<i> on arthur shawcross,</i>

991
01:07:59,651 --> 01:08:02,985
<i> The serial killer from</i>
<i> rochester area of new york,</i>

992
01:08:02,987 --> 01:08:05,863
<i> And he had a book</i>
<i> on the green river killer,</i>

993
01:08:05,865 --> 01:08:08,333
Almost how-to guides for him.

994
01:08:38,231 --> 01:08:41,116
<i> - All his life, joel rifkin</i>
<i> was a background guy,</i>

995
01:08:41,118 --> 01:08:43,401
An invisible man.

996
01:08:43,403 --> 01:08:47,029
<i> - Deep down, I think he</i>
<i> actually did crave</i>

997
01:08:47,031 --> 01:08:49,365
<i> A certain degree of notoriety</i>

998
01:08:49,367 --> 01:08:52,669
<i> That prolific serial killers</i>
<i> had attained in the press.</i>

999
01:08:56,374 --> 01:08:58,207
<i> - I felt bad for his family.</i>

1000
01:08:58,209 --> 01:09:00,585
<i> Police were, like,</i>
<i> staking out the house.</i>

1001
01:09:00,587 --> 01:09:04,088
You only heard about these kind
of things on television,

1002
01:09:04,090 --> 01:09:06,141
In the newspaper.
You know, this didn't happen

1003
01:09:06,143 --> 01:09:10,136
Next door, let alone
quaint old east meadow.

1004
01:09:10,138 --> 01:09:14,098
<i> His mother, who was clearly</i>
<i> distraught now and alone,</i>

1005
01:09:14,100 --> 01:09:16,058
<i> She seemed to love him,</i>
<i> her son.</i>

1006
01:09:16,060 --> 01:09:18,728
He said she's the only one
that showed him true love

1007
01:09:18,730 --> 01:09:20,563
After it all went down.

1008
01:09:20,565 --> 01:09:25,401
- But mrs. Rifkin was not
that accessible to reporters

1009
01:09:25,403 --> 01:09:27,278
Or to anybody
that questioned her.

1010
01:09:27,280 --> 01:09:28,621
She didn't want
to talk about it.

1011
01:09:31,451 --> 01:09:33,168
<i> - There's</i>
<i> a pretty extensive search.</i>

1012
01:09:33,170 --> 01:09:35,161
<i> I know it continued</i>
<i> into the next day.</i>

1013
01:09:35,163 --> 01:09:37,288
<i> The murders that he had</i>
<i> committed in his house,</i>

1014
01:09:37,290 --> 01:09:38,456
<i> Rifkin apparently did</i>
<i> a really good job</i>

1015
01:09:38,458 --> 01:09:40,008
<i> Of cleaning up.</i>

1016
01:09:40,010 --> 01:09:42,001
Obviously he didn't want
his family to see.

1017
01:09:42,003 --> 01:09:43,753
<i> Must have been a bloody mess</i>

1018
01:09:43,755 --> 01:09:46,130
<i> Where he dismembered</i>
<i> some of his victims,</i>

1019
01:09:46,132 --> 01:09:49,300
<i> But there was no evidence</i>
<i> of that in the house.</i>

1020
01:09:49,302 --> 01:09:51,469
- The contents
of joel rifkin's room

1021
01:09:51,471 --> 01:09:54,355
Were removed and brought
to farmingdale.

1022
01:09:54,357 --> 01:09:56,149
- We collected
over 8,000 pieces of evidence.

1023
01:09:57,936 --> 01:09:59,861
<i> What we had to do in this case</i>
<i> in the beginning</i>

1024
01:09:59,863 --> 01:10:01,646
<i> Was a crime scene search,</i>

1025
01:10:01,648 --> 01:10:03,606
Recovering the bodies
that hadn't been found yet

1026
01:10:03,608 --> 01:10:06,484
And linking them to the bodies
that had been found.

1027
01:10:06,486 --> 01:10:09,987
- They were very methodical
and organized and objective,

1028
01:10:09,989 --> 01:10:13,616
And they were able to
corroborate 13 or 14 of them.

1029
01:10:13,618 --> 01:10:15,993
<i> - It became</i>
<i> such a major investigation,</i>

1030
01:10:15,995 --> 01:10:18,496
All sorts of news coverage.

1031
01:10:18,498 --> 01:10:21,382
- Joel rifkin has told police
he's a serial killer.

1032
01:10:21,384 --> 01:10:23,167
<i> The man told police</i>

1033
01:10:23,169 --> 01:10:26,638
<i> He killed 17 prostitutes</i>
<i> over the last several years.</i>

1034
01:10:27,674 --> 01:10:30,967
- Turn on the tv one night,
and I saw that joel rifkin

1035
01:10:30,969 --> 01:10:33,010
Had been arrested,
and they listed his victims,

1036
01:10:33,012 --> 01:10:35,647
And my best friend,
leah evans, was among them.

1037
01:10:36,683 --> 01:10:39,234
<i> I just don't have words</i>
<i> to describe what I felt.</i>

1038
01:10:41,187 --> 01:10:43,354
Sorry.

1039
01:10:43,356 --> 01:10:45,648
- I remember being shocked
at the cover of "newsday,"

1040
01:10:45,650 --> 01:10:49,694
<i> Biggest long island newspaper,</i>
<i> and the main story,</i>

1041
01:10:49,696 --> 01:10:53,364
<i> Which was about</i>
<i> long island serial killer,</i>

1042
01:10:53,366 --> 01:10:55,199
And there's my family.

1043
01:10:55,201 --> 01:10:58,160
There's my name
on the cover of "newsday."

1044
01:10:58,162 --> 01:11:02,665
<i> When they searched his room,</i>
<i> they found lorraine's license.</i>

1045
01:11:02,667 --> 01:11:06,168
That's how we found out
exactly what happened to her.

1046
01:11:06,170 --> 01:11:08,170
<i> - I'm reading</i>
<i> the "nashville banner."</i>

1047
01:11:08,172 --> 01:11:11,590
My eye gets caught
about this article on this guy

1048
01:11:11,592 --> 01:11:13,217
That the new york police

1049
01:11:13,219 --> 01:11:15,052
Had pulled over
in a pickup truck,

1050
01:11:15,054 --> 01:11:16,271
<i> And I'm just thinking,</i>

1051
01:11:16,273 --> 01:11:18,431
<i> "that's</i>
<i> the weirdest thing ever."</i>

1052
01:11:18,433 --> 01:11:22,768
A day or two later,
I get a phone call,

1053
01:11:22,770 --> 01:11:24,946
<i> "this is detective</i>
<i> or inspector.</i>

1054
01:11:24,948 --> 01:11:26,439
<i> Are you married</i>
<i> to catherine williams?"</i>

1055
01:11:26,441 --> 01:11:28,107
<i> I said, "yes, I am,"</i>
<i> and he said,</i>

1056
01:11:28,109 --> 01:11:30,443
"well, have you ever heard
of joel rifkin?"

1057
01:11:30,445 --> 01:11:31,861
He goes, "well, we found

1058
01:11:31,863 --> 01:11:33,830
Catherine's credit cards
in his home."

1059
01:11:39,629 --> 01:11:41,746
- There's a whole culture
that depicts women

1060
01:11:41,748 --> 01:11:45,291
As just these erotic beings
for the taking,

1061
01:11:45,293 --> 01:11:49,045
<i> And it's easy, then,</i>
<i> to devalue them</i>

1062
01:11:49,047 --> 01:11:51,922
And for someone
like joel rifkin to think,

1063
01:11:51,924 --> 01:11:53,049
"who cares?
No one cares

1064
01:11:53,051 --> 01:11:55,143
If I kill this person."

1065
01:11:58,097 --> 01:12:01,766
<i> - The tragedy of this</i>
<i> and everything that rifkin did</i>

1066
01:12:01,768 --> 01:12:04,560
Was that
these are 17 different people,

1067
01:12:04,562 --> 01:12:07,155
17 different human beings
with different backgrounds,

1068
01:12:07,157 --> 01:12:09,899
<i> Different families,</i>
<i> different hopes and dreams,</i>

1069
01:12:09,901 --> 01:12:11,826
<i> And I had to get them justice.</i>

1070
01:12:13,279 --> 01:12:14,945
We would try the case
over the victim

1071
01:12:14,947 --> 01:12:17,656
That we found him with first.
It was the strongest.

1072
01:12:17,658 --> 01:12:19,334
<i> We had caught him</i>
<i> with the body,</i>

1073
01:12:19,336 --> 01:12:21,786
But surely somebody
who killed 17 people,

1074
01:12:21,788 --> 01:12:24,380
And I'm the first one
to try the case.

1075
01:12:24,957 --> 01:12:26,841
There was a decent amount
of pressure.

1076
01:12:37,353 --> 01:12:41,105
<i> [ominous music]</i>

1077
01:12:43,101 --> 01:12:45,026
<i> - When joel rifkin was caught</i>
<i> with the body,</i>

1078
01:12:45,028 --> 01:12:46,903
<i> He didn't know her name.</i>

1079
01:12:47,939 --> 01:12:50,481
<i> We recovered beads</i>
<i> from a necklace</i>

1080
01:12:50,483 --> 01:12:52,942
That she had on
when he abducted her,

1081
01:12:52,944 --> 01:12:54,869
And we found those beads
in his bedroom,

1082
01:12:54,871 --> 01:12:57,113
<i> In his mom's car.</i>

1083
01:12:57,115 --> 01:12:59,281
<i> - She also had some tattoos</i>
<i> on her body,</i>

1084
01:12:59,283 --> 01:13:01,376
And we put them in a newspaper.

1085
01:13:01,378 --> 01:13:04,662
- And we found a witness
in the city who knew her

1086
01:13:04,664 --> 01:13:06,497
And was able
to identify those beads.

1087
01:13:06,499 --> 01:13:11,335
- So we were able to identify
her as tiffany bresciani.

1088
01:13:11,337 --> 01:13:14,713
<i> She came from a good family.</i>
<i> She was educated.</i>

1089
01:13:14,715 --> 01:13:16,724
<i> - Tiffany bresciani</i>
<i> was a 23-year-old woman</i>

1090
01:13:16,726 --> 01:13:19,468
From metairie, louisiana,

1091
01:13:19,470 --> 01:13:22,179
<i> Came to new york</i>
<i> to be an actress,</i>

1092
01:13:22,181 --> 01:13:24,732
<i> Didn't have the easiest go</i>
<i> of it,</i>

1093
01:13:24,734 --> 01:13:26,442
<i> Fell into a downward spiral.</i>

1094
01:13:34,577 --> 01:13:36,652
<i> - So by the time</i>
<i> of joel rifkin's trial,</i>

1095
01:13:36,654 --> 01:13:41,749
They had found
14 of his victims

1096
01:13:41,751 --> 01:13:43,325
And identified all of them

1097
01:13:43,327 --> 01:13:45,169
Except
for the first one, susie.

1098
01:13:47,590 --> 01:13:49,498
- Because the rifkin case
in nassau

1099
01:13:49,500 --> 01:13:50,916
Was going to be
the first trial,

1100
01:13:50,918 --> 01:13:51,968
I was the first one up.

1101
01:13:57,425 --> 01:13:58,883
<i> - Are we ready to proceed?</i>

1102
01:13:58,885 --> 01:14:00,935
- You are joel rifkin?

1103
01:14:00,937 --> 01:14:03,179
- Yes, sir.

1104
01:14:03,181 --> 01:14:05,815
- We present the evidence
with respect to bresciani only.

1105
01:14:08,102 --> 01:14:12,521
- Pain and the suffering that
he caused to tiffany bresciani

1106
01:14:12,523 --> 01:14:14,991
Has to be taken
into account by this court.

1107
01:14:16,277 --> 01:14:19,195
<i> - Joel rifkin was asserting</i>
<i> the insanity defense,</i>

1108
01:14:19,197 --> 01:14:21,739
Claiming that he was
legally insane at the time

1109
01:14:21,741 --> 01:14:23,291
He killed tiffany bresciani.

1110
01:14:23,293 --> 01:14:25,293
He didn't have much
of an option, rifkin.

1111
01:14:25,295 --> 01:14:29,288
He's caught red-handed.
He confessed to it.

1112
01:14:29,290 --> 01:14:32,791
- You look at all the evidence
in the case, his background,

1113
01:14:32,793 --> 01:14:34,460
His upbringing

1114
01:14:34,462 --> 01:14:37,713
And what he did with respect
to tiffany bresciani.

1115
01:14:37,715 --> 01:14:40,183
He can best be described
as a killing machine.

1116
01:14:41,219 --> 01:14:43,978
- Joe rifkin was
the most prolific serial killer

1117
01:14:43,980 --> 01:14:45,596
In new york state history.

1118
01:14:45,598 --> 01:14:49,600
He had killed more people
than any other single person.

1119
01:14:49,602 --> 01:14:51,435
It would certainly make it
much more difficult

1120
01:14:51,437 --> 01:14:54,146
To get convictions
on his 16 other cases

1121
01:14:54,148 --> 01:14:56,732
<i> If rifkin was found insane</i>
<i> at the first trial.</i>

1122
01:14:56,734 --> 01:14:58,367
<i> This creates</i>
<i> a lot of pressure for me.</i>

1123
01:15:28,191 --> 01:15:31,267
- The hope of rifkin's lawyer
was, a jury would look at this

1124
01:15:31,269 --> 01:15:34,028
And say, "17 women?
This guy has got to be nuts."

1125
01:15:35,865 --> 01:15:39,858
- I was hired by
joel rifkin's defense counsel

1126
01:15:39,860 --> 01:15:42,036
To look at the issue
of competency.

1127
01:15:42,038 --> 01:15:43,946
<i> The situation with rifkin</i>

1128
01:15:43,948 --> 01:15:47,208
<i> Is that he's extremely</i>
<i> personality disordered.</i>

1129
01:15:47,710 --> 01:15:49,368
At the end,
he was falling apart,

1130
01:15:49,370 --> 01:15:52,204
And that's what led me to think
about whether or not

1131
01:15:52,206 --> 01:15:56,125
He was really fully competent
to waive his rights

1132
01:15:56,127 --> 01:15:57,668
And not have a lawyer
in the room

1133
01:15:57,670 --> 01:15:59,128
<i> When he spilled the beans</i>

1134
01:15:59,130 --> 01:16:01,013
<i> And just confessed</i>
<i> to all these murders.</i>

1135
01:16:03,175 --> 01:16:06,302
- The problem for that is
the confession is so detailed

1136
01:16:06,304 --> 01:16:08,220
And methodical

1137
01:16:08,222 --> 01:16:10,472
That what normal person
is going to believe him,

1138
01:16:10,474 --> 01:16:12,725
That he didn't understand
what he's talking about

1139
01:16:12,727 --> 01:16:15,644
When he was so organized
in describing years' worth

1140
01:16:15,646 --> 01:16:17,989
Of killing,
you know, over a dozen women?

1141
01:16:22,153 --> 01:16:23,736
One of the really weird things

1142
01:16:23,738 --> 01:16:26,530
He had told some of
the psychiatrists were that,

1143
01:16:26,532 --> 01:16:29,033
After he had killed
most of these women,

1144
01:16:29,035 --> 01:16:31,493
Rifkin took the money back
from them

1145
01:16:31,495 --> 01:16:32,920
That he had initially
given them

1146
01:16:32,922 --> 01:16:34,672
To perform the sex act.

1147
01:16:36,092 --> 01:16:41,211
<i> The jury was very persuaded by</i>
<i> that little piece of evidence</i>

1148
01:16:41,213 --> 01:16:43,255
<i> That this guy knew exactly</i>
<i> what he was doing.</i>

1149
01:16:43,257 --> 01:16:45,549
We were able to establish
beyond a reasonable doubt

1150
01:16:45,551 --> 01:16:48,269
That he was guilty
of killing tiffany bresciani.

1151
01:16:48,271 --> 01:16:50,605
We were able to disprove
that he was insane

1152
01:16:50,607 --> 01:16:52,890
At the time he did this,

1153
01:16:52,892 --> 01:16:56,444
And ultimately, rifkin was
sentenced to 28 years to life.

1154
01:17:10,460 --> 01:17:13,127
Never saw any human connection
from rifkin

1155
01:17:13,129 --> 01:17:15,913
About what he had did
to 17 human beings.

1156
01:17:15,915 --> 01:17:18,215
<i> He is a sexual</i>
<i> sadistic murderer.</i>

1157
01:18:00,459 --> 01:18:03,344
<i> - Even after joel rifkin</i>
<i> was convicted,</i>

1158
01:18:03,346 --> 01:18:05,671
The last chapter wasn't written

1159
01:18:05,673 --> 01:18:10,351
Because, after 24 years, susie,
his first victim--

1160
01:18:10,353 --> 01:18:13,262
Her head had been dumped
on the golf course--

1161
01:18:13,264 --> 01:18:15,064
Had not been identified.

1162
01:18:21,355 --> 01:18:24,148
<i> - When he confessed,</i>
<i> joel rifkin clearly explained</i>

1163
01:18:24,150 --> 01:18:25,983
<i> That the head that was found</i>
<i> in hopewell township</i>

1164
01:18:25,985 --> 01:18:27,526
<i> Was his first victim</i>

1165
01:18:27,528 --> 01:18:30,154
<i> And that he only knew</i>
<i> her as susie.</i>

1166
01:18:30,156 --> 01:18:32,865
That was the extent of what he
explained during his interview,

1167
01:18:32,867 --> 01:18:34,375
So we had what was called

1168
01:18:34,377 --> 01:18:36,293
An unidentified
deceased person.

1169
01:18:37,496 --> 01:18:39,121
<i> - In hopewell township,</i>

1170
01:18:39,123 --> 01:18:42,458
It was the only unsolved
homicide that we had on file,

1171
01:18:42,460 --> 01:18:44,969
The only unsolved homicide
I had in my career.

1172
01:18:46,005 --> 01:18:48,130
<i> She had a mother somewhere.</i>
<i> She had a father somewhere.</i>

1173
01:18:48,132 --> 01:18:50,174
<i> She may even</i>
<i> have had children,</i>

1174
01:18:50,176 --> 01:18:52,718
<i> So it became</i>
<i> almost personal with me.</i>

1175
01:18:52,720 --> 01:18:54,395
I continued to work the case

1176
01:18:54,397 --> 01:18:56,647
Until the time
I retired in 2005.

1177
01:18:58,401 --> 01:18:59,641
- I was a patrol officer

1178
01:18:59,643 --> 01:19:02,144
And then
subsequently a patrol sergeant.

1179
01:19:02,146 --> 01:19:04,563
<i> Over the years,</i>
<i> I always joked with the bosses</i>

1180
01:19:04,565 --> 01:19:06,231
That if I ever got
the opportunity,

1181
01:19:06,233 --> 01:19:08,192
I was going to solve this case.

1182
01:19:08,194 --> 01:19:10,027
<i> I was told by my then-boss</i>
<i> at the time</i>

1183
01:19:10,029 --> 01:19:12,738
<i> That I wasn't a detective.</i>

1184
01:19:12,740 --> 01:19:14,832
Eventually, I got my shot.

1185
01:19:16,419 --> 01:19:17,910
<i> - What caused this?</i>
<i> Why?</i>

1186
01:19:17,912 --> 01:19:19,411
<i> How could this have happened?</i>

1187
01:19:19,413 --> 01:19:22,089
I saw him through this period.

1188
01:19:22,091 --> 01:19:23,799
<i> He wasn't invisible.</i>
<i> He was there.</i>

1189
01:19:39,274 --> 01:19:42,026
<i> [ominous music]</i>

1190
01:19:43,896 --> 01:19:46,855
- We were always confident
from 1993 on

1191
01:19:46,857 --> 01:19:48,357
That the head that was found

1192
01:19:48,359 --> 01:19:50,234
<i> At the hopewell valley</i>
<i> country club</i>

1193
01:19:50,236 --> 01:19:52,620
<i> Was absolutely</i>
<i> joel rifkin's first victim.</i>

1194
01:19:53,906 --> 01:19:55,289
<i> We just didn't have a name</i>

1195
01:19:55,291 --> 01:19:57,124
<i> That was associated</i>
<i> with that victim.</i>

1196
01:19:57,460 --> 01:20:01,411
When I became lieutenant
in 2012,

1197
01:20:01,413 --> 01:20:03,964
I had the opportunity
to look into it.

1198
01:20:03,966 --> 01:20:05,466
<i> Susie was picked up</i>

1199
01:20:05,468 --> 01:20:07,292
<i> On the lower east side</i>
<i> 9th precinct area.</i>

1200
01:20:07,294 --> 01:20:08,803
I said, "why don't we just
go up there and see

1201
01:20:08,805 --> 01:20:10,629
"if there's, like,
an old-school detective

1202
01:20:10,631 --> 01:20:13,298
"up there
who can look through some files

1203
01:20:13,300 --> 01:20:14,925
<i> "and maybe give</i>
<i> some names of girls</i>

1204
01:20:14,927 --> 01:20:17,645
<i> That were arrested</i>
<i> multiple times in that area?"</i>

1205
01:20:19,056 --> 01:20:21,807
<i> One detective kept looking</i>
<i> in the old computer system.</i>

1206
01:20:21,809 --> 01:20:25,102
<i> He gave us a list of 19 names.</i>
<i> When I walked out of there,</i>

1207
01:20:25,104 --> 01:20:28,280
I thought it was a complete
waste of time, but it wasn't.

1208
01:20:29,775 --> 01:20:31,733
One of the names on the list
that was provided

1209
01:20:31,735 --> 01:20:33,661
<i> Was susan spencer.</i>

1210
01:20:33,663 --> 01:20:35,612
<i> The date of birth was right</i>
<i> for our victim.</i>

1211
01:20:35,614 --> 01:20:37,322
<i> The eye color matched.</i>

1212
01:20:37,324 --> 01:20:39,250
<i> I thought I was</i>
<i> on the right path.</i>

1213
01:20:40,002 --> 01:20:42,002
The name susan spencer
led us down a path

1214
01:20:42,004 --> 01:20:43,754
That didn't lead anywhere.

1215
01:20:44,832 --> 01:20:46,623
However,
on this criminal history

1216
01:20:46,625 --> 01:20:49,626
Was numerous alias names,
numerous alias date of births,

1217
01:20:49,628 --> 01:20:53,171
<i> Numerous</i>
<i> social security numbers,</i>

1218
01:20:53,173 --> 01:20:56,008
So we decided to run
every single date of birth,

1219
01:20:56,010 --> 01:20:57,634
Every single name,

1220
01:20:57,636 --> 01:21:01,346
And we located
a missing-persons report

1221
01:21:01,348 --> 01:21:04,316
That was filed
in new york city in 1995.

1222
01:21:04,861 --> 01:21:06,977
<i> If someone's reporting someone</i>
<i> in 1995</i>

1223
01:21:06,979 --> 01:21:09,146
<i> But our head was found</i>
<i> in 1989,</i>

1224
01:21:09,148 --> 01:21:10,522
<i> There could be no correlation.</i>

1225
01:21:10,524 --> 01:21:12,867
<i> However, I decided</i>
<i> not to discard it.</i>

1226
01:21:12,869 --> 01:21:15,035
The name on the missing person
was heidi balch.

1227
01:21:15,037 --> 01:21:17,195
Heidi balch was reported
missing by her aunt

1228
01:21:17,197 --> 01:21:19,081
Who lived in new york.

1229
01:21:19,658 --> 01:21:21,208
My chief,
as I'm explaining to it,

1230
01:21:21,210 --> 01:21:24,494
He just goes like this
and points,

1231
01:21:24,496 --> 01:21:26,338
"get to new york
and go find the aunt."

1232
01:21:28,000 --> 01:21:29,374
<i> Aunt looked at the picture,</i>
<i> said,</i>

1233
01:21:29,376 --> 01:21:31,710
<i> "yeah, that's my niece,</i>
<i> heidi balch."</i>

1234
01:21:31,712 --> 01:21:34,504
I said, "well, you know,
when she got arrested here"--

1235
01:21:34,506 --> 01:21:37,716
It was a picture from 1986--

1236
01:21:37,718 --> 01:21:41,395
"she used the name
susan spencer,"

1237
01:21:41,397 --> 01:21:43,221
<i> And I'll never forget</i>
<i> this moment</i>

1238
01:21:43,223 --> 01:21:45,057
Because she grabs my arm
like a little old lady would

1239
01:21:45,059 --> 01:21:46,683
And just said,

1240
01:21:46,685 --> 01:21:49,028
<i> "oh, she went by susie</i>
<i> for the longest time."</i>

1241
01:21:50,856 --> 01:21:52,814
<i> Literally the hair on the back</i>
<i> of my neck stood up.</i>

1242
01:21:52,816 --> 01:21:54,408
<i> We solved this.</i>

1243
01:21:56,070 --> 01:21:57,703
The head belongs
to heidi balch.

1244
01:21:59,031 --> 01:22:00,572
<i> I called my chief.</i>
<i> He's like,</i>

1245
01:22:00,574 --> 01:22:03,241
"do you know what today is?"
I go, "it's March 5th."

1246
01:22:03,243 --> 01:22:05,410
He goes,
"yeah, it's March 5th, 2013.

1247
01:22:05,412 --> 01:22:07,671
We found the head
March 5th, 1989."

1248
01:22:09,541 --> 01:22:13,802
It was 24 years to the day that
we actually solved the case.

1249
01:22:16,173 --> 01:22:17,756
- When I spoke
to the other patrolmen,

1250
01:22:17,758 --> 01:22:19,341
That's what I always told them,

1251
01:22:19,343 --> 01:22:21,551
"don't give up until
you've solved the case."

1252
01:22:21,553 --> 01:22:25,272
<i> Having bill springer solve it,</i>
<i> I was overjoyed.</i>

1253
01:22:27,109 --> 01:22:29,434
I worked hard on it.

1254
01:22:29,436 --> 01:22:33,772
It meant a lot to me,
and it was closure.

1255
01:22:33,774 --> 01:22:36,775
I believe that justice
is finally served,

1256
01:22:36,777 --> 01:22:40,079
May have taken nearly 30 years,
but we did it.

1257
01:22:55,587 --> 01:22:58,755
- The joel rifkin I remember
was just a regular kid

1258
01:22:58,757 --> 01:23:00,215
Who was really polite,

1259
01:23:00,217 --> 01:23:03,802
<i> Nice, sweet,</i>
<i> never thought he was creepy.</i>

1260
01:23:03,804 --> 01:23:05,437
How could he do
these horrible things?

1261
01:23:07,433 --> 01:23:09,984
- You're trying to contemplate,
like, what caused this?

1262
01:23:09,986 --> 01:23:12,602
Why?
How could this have happened?

1263
01:23:12,604 --> 01:23:14,813
I saw him through this period.

1264
01:23:14,815 --> 01:23:16,773
<i> He wasn't invisible.</i>
<i> He was there.</i>

1265
01:23:16,775 --> 01:23:18,450
<i> This is something</i>
<i> that disturbs me.</i>

1266
01:23:20,162 --> 01:23:21,611
He looks like
the guy next door.

1267
01:23:21,613 --> 01:23:23,163
He was the guy next door.

1268
01:23:23,165 --> 01:23:25,240
He did not look

1269
01:23:25,242 --> 01:23:26,616
<i> Like a serial killer</i>
<i> from my point of view.</i>

1270
01:23:26,618 --> 01:23:28,243
In every high school,

1271
01:23:28,245 --> 01:23:30,287
There's a kid
that's the last to get picked.

1272
01:23:30,289 --> 01:23:33,582
In every high school, there's
a kid that doesn't get girls,

1273
01:23:33,584 --> 01:23:36,918
But they don't go ahead
and murder 17 women.

1274
01:23:36,920 --> 01:23:38,429
<i> There is evil there.</i>

1275
01:23:42,801 --> 01:23:45,427
<i> - I never got to say goodbye</i>
<i> to my friend.</i>

1276
01:23:45,429 --> 01:23:48,096
I did not have the opportunity
then to attend her funeral

1277
01:23:48,098 --> 01:23:51,183
Or to be part of any of
the honoring of her,

1278
01:23:51,185 --> 01:23:54,069
Laying her to rest,
or finding closure myself.

1279
01:23:54,855 --> 01:23:57,355
- When you think of somebody
you love,

1280
01:23:57,357 --> 01:24:01,160
You think about the person
at their finest.

1281
01:24:01,653 --> 01:24:05,197
<i> Lorraine, you know,</i>
<i> had big goals, big plans.</i>

1282
01:24:05,199 --> 01:24:07,166
It's just so sad.
It's just not fair.

1283
01:24:09,495 --> 01:24:11,378
<i> - Catherine was</i>
<i> a fearless person.</i>

1284
01:24:12,289 --> 01:24:15,832
She would stare in the face
of just horrendous danger

1285
01:24:15,834 --> 01:24:18,835
And just felt like
she could conquer the world.

1286
01:24:18,837 --> 01:24:23,465
<i> I will always remember her</i>
<i> primarily as a courageous soul</i>

1287
01:24:23,467 --> 01:24:28,386
That will always continue
to impact my decisions

1288
01:24:28,388 --> 01:24:30,606
Regardless of what comes.

1289
01:24:36,146 --> 01:24:37,354
<i> - It is unthinkable</i>

1290
01:24:37,356 --> 01:24:41,024
That someone
that I loved so fiercely,

1291
01:24:41,026 --> 01:24:43,911
Who had such
a beautiful life ahead

1292
01:24:43,913 --> 01:24:45,695
And who was a mother
to two young children

1293
01:24:45,697 --> 01:24:49,416
Would be taken in that way
and disposed of in that way.

1294
01:24:50,994 --> 01:24:53,411
That's the message I want
to give to joel rifkin.

1295
01:24:53,413 --> 01:24:54,830
Leah was not a throwaway.

1296
01:24:54,832 --> 01:24:57,007
None of them are throwaways,
none of them.

1297
01:25:01,263 --> 01:25:06,550
<i> - I think what you learn</i>
<i> from a person like joel is,</i>

1298
01:25:06,552 --> 01:25:11,054
<i> Childhood trauma</i>
<i> needs to be examined.</i>

1299
01:25:11,056 --> 01:25:14,516
If not for the people that
bullied him and abused him,

1300
01:25:14,518 --> 01:25:16,935
He was pretty much invisible,

1301
01:25:16,937 --> 01:25:21,031
And I think that created issues
with his identity.

1302
01:25:21,900 --> 01:25:25,402
<i> That anonymity helped joel,</i>
<i> the serial killer,</i>

1303
01:25:25,404 --> 01:25:28,288
<i> But hurt his psyche,</i>

1304
01:25:28,290 --> 01:25:30,207
<i> And this was his way</i>
<i> of lashing out.</i>

1305
01:25:53,816 --> 01:26:00,437
- He never once expressed anger
towards women in general

1306
01:26:00,439 --> 01:26:03,732
Or even prostitutes in general.

1307
01:26:03,734 --> 01:26:07,277
<i> Instead, most of that anger</i>
<i> was directed at himself</i>

1308
01:26:07,279 --> 01:26:09,571
<i> And the fact that he couldn't</i>
<i> break his addiction</i>

1309
01:26:09,573 --> 01:26:12,157
<i> To the women on the streets.</i>

1310
01:26:12,159 --> 01:26:15,785
Had he gotten some help
maybe about the bullying,

1311
01:26:15,787 --> 01:26:19,664
Maybe some counseling
about his sexual urges,

1312
01:26:19,666 --> 01:26:22,009
<i> You know, maybe this</i>
<i> wouldn't have happened,</i>

1313
01:26:22,011 --> 01:26:23,668
And maybe, you know,

1314
01:26:23,670 --> 01:26:25,095
A lot of these lives
would've been saved.

1315
01:26:48,320 --> 01:26:51,029
- Joel and I had
a rapport instantly.

1316
01:26:51,031 --> 01:26:54,324
We had it in 1979
the first time we met,

1317
01:26:54,326 --> 01:26:58,370
<i> And that rapport was picked up</i>
<i> the minute we were reconnected</i>

1318
01:26:58,372 --> 01:27:00,997
<i> In that</i>
<i> prison visitation room,</i>

1319
01:27:00,999 --> 01:27:04,334
<i> But the joel that I</i>
<i> interviewed differed so much</i>

1320
01:27:04,336 --> 01:27:06,836
<i> From the joel that I knew</i>
<i> in college.</i>

1321
01:27:06,838 --> 01:27:09,514
He felt no guilt,
no remorse, no pain.

1322
01:27:10,550 --> 01:27:13,894
<i> You still have thoughts</i>
<i> of killing people?</i>

1323
01:27:13,896 --> 01:27:15,512
<i> - It's like</i>
<i> the alcoholic says.</i>

1324
01:27:15,514 --> 01:27:17,305
<i> They're in recovery.</i>

1325
01:27:17,307 --> 01:27:20,225
<i> You put a beer in their hands,</i>
<i> that they can relapse.</i>

1326
01:27:20,227 --> 01:27:22,519
<i> It's not guaranteed,</i>
<i> but there's a possibly.</i>

1327
01:27:22,521 --> 01:27:24,688
<i> Where I am right now today,</i>

1328
01:27:24,690 --> 01:27:26,490
<i> I know</i>
<i> this is the best place for me.</i>



