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<i> [uneasy music]</i>
<i> [overlapping voices]</i>

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<i> [foreboding music]</i>

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<i> - I heard joel rifkin's name</i>
<i> on the radio.</i>

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<i> - A 34-year-old new york man</i>
<i> will be in court this morning.</i>

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<i> Joel rifkin has told police</i>
<i> he's a serial killer.</i>

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- I remember gasping that
that was my college friend.

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<i> He looked so harmless.</i>
<i> I had to have answers.</i>

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<i> [dramatic music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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- There were plenty of kids
in the hall who were scary,

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But joel was not.

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- I was trying to figure out
how the joel that I knew

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<i> Became a deadly killer.</i>

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<i> - He's riding around all night</i>
<i> looking for girls,</i>

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And then he's butchering
the bodies next door?

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- And no one knew.

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- So he was invisible,
certainly, to law enforcement.

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- As a youngster,
he'd be accosted, assaulted.

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- Where does that go
psychologically?

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<i> - I never got to say goodbye</i>
<i> to my friend</i>

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Or to even understand
what happened to her.

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- He felt no guilt,
no remorse, no pain.

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- He was a monster.

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> [suspenseful synth music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> - New york city in the late</i>
<i> '80s and the early '90s,</i>

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<i> Crime was rampant.</i>

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<i> - Policeman was shot dead</i>
<i> in his patrol car.</i>

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- There were
more than 2,000 murders a year.

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- This has reached
epidemic proportions.

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<i> - It is a crack epidemic</i>
<i> which police say is causing</i>

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<i> An increase in murder</i>
<i> and other violent crime.</i>

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- Parents--they were terrified

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To have their children
move there.

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<i> Back then,</i>
<i> I was a police officer,</i>

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<i> And it was frightening for me,</i>
<i> so I can't even imagine</i>

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What it must have been like
for the populace back then.

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<i> [dramatic music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> - It was a quiet night.</i>

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<i> There was really no one</i>
<i> on the road.</i>

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It was approximately
3:15 in the morning.

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We observed a pickup truck
in the center lane.

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<i> As we got closer, we realized</i>
<i> there was no license plate.</i>

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<i> We turned on the lights</i>
<i> to initiate a car stop.</i>

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The pickup truck
did not pull over.

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<i> We pulled up alongside of him.</i>

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<i> He just kind of slowly</i>
<i> looked over,</i>

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<i> Just had a very blank look</i>
<i> on his face.</i>

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<i> Possibly he was intoxicated,</i>

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<i> So I pointed to him to pull</i>
<i> over to the side of the road.</i>

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<i> We thought he was pulling up</i>
<i> onto the shoulder,</i>

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At which time, he exited
the southern state parkway.

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<i> He just wasn't stopping,</i>
<i> and at that point,</i>

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<i> I called in that</i>
<i> we were in pursuit.</i>

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<i> [suspenseful music]</i>

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<i> ♪ ♪</i>

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<i> He was getting faster</i>
<i> and faster,</i>

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<i> Up to 90 miles an hour.</i>

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<i> We started getting</i>
<i> into tighter, windier roads.</i>

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<i> We stayed right behind him.</i>

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<i> There's clearly</i>
<i> something he's hiding.</i>

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<i> He was debating</i>
<i> which way to turn.</i>

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<i> At the last minute,</i>
<i> he decided to go left.</i>

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<i> He drove up onto the sidewalk</i>
<i> and struck a light pole...</i>

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<i> [glass shattering]</i>

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Knocking down the pole,
and the pursuit was over.

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<i> I approached</i>
<i> white male subject</i>

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<i> With his hands up.</i>

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<i> I opened the door,</i>

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<i> Grabbed him out,</i>
<i> and put the cuffs on him.</i>

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<i> I asked him his name,</i>
<i> his address, date of birth.</i>

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<i> He said his name</i>
<i> was joel rifkin,</i>

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<i> And that's when</i>
<i> I noticed the smell.</i>

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As we looked into
the back of the truck,

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<i> There was a blue tarp.</i>

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<i> The decision was made</i>
<i> to pull back the tarp,</i>

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And we could see the head
and shoulder of a female

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<i> Deceased for several days.</i>

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<i> - That was the first time</i>
<i> joel rifkin raised</i>

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To the level
of anyone's attention.

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<i> He wasn't on our radar.</i>
<i> Prior to this,</i>

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He was invisible,
certainly to law enforcement.

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<i> My job at the scene</i>
<i> is to take control</i>

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And supervise
the investigation.

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<i> I directed</i>
<i> that they take him back</i>

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<i> To the state police</i>
<i> headquarters in farmingdale.</i>

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Our goal was to lock him in
to the victim we had,

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<i> And rifkin was cooperative.</i>

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<i> He couldn't deny that he had</i>
<i> the body in the vehicle.</i>

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And that's when
they started to ask--

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- "well, has this ever
happened before?"

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And joel rifkin answered,
"well, what if it did?"

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<i> - Is it more than 10,</i>
<i> less than 20?</i>

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<i> He kind of leaned back</i>
<i> in the chair and said,</i>

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"one or 100,
what's the difference?"

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I knew what serial murderers
were.

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I certainly never thought
I was gonna meet one.

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<i> - This is just getting</i>
<i> crazier and crazier.</i>

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What is going on here?
Who is joel rifkin?

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<i> [desolate music]</i>

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<i> [radio tuning]</i>

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<i> - Two troopers</i>
<i> on uniformed night patrol</i>

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<i> Stopped a pickup truck</i>

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<i> That contained the body</i>
<i> of a female victim.</i>

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- I was driving out
to long island

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When I heard joel rifkin's name
on the radio.

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<i> - There was an arrest</i>
<i> of joel rifkin.</i>

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<i> - I remembered gasping.</i>

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I immediately realized that
that was my college friend.

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<i> We were both</i>
<i> journalism students</i>

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<i> At the state university</i>
<i> of new york at brockport.</i>

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I had received
my very first paid assignment

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<i> For a boxing magazine</i>
<i> featuring a local fighter.</i>

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<i> The journalism department</i>
<i> recommended joel rifkin</i>

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<i> As the wonder kid</i>
<i> of the photography department.</i>

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<i> We drove the 30 miles</i>
<i> or so to the fight.</i>

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I remember thinking, "you know,

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This guy is really unique.
He's really cool."

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There were a lot
of commonalities.

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We were both long island kids.

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<i> This assignment</i>
<i> for the boxing match</i>

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<i> Was on a Friday night.</i>

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<i> Joel wound up getting</i>
<i> some phenomenal shots.</i>

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<i> We saw each other</i>
<i> a couple of times after that,</i>

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<i> But the semester</i>
<i> was soon over.</i>

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<i> When I went back</i>
<i> for the spring semester,</i>

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I had hoped to see him.

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I asked around.

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<i> I found out</i>
<i> that joel dropped out.</i>

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<i> When I heard about his arrest,</i>
<i> I was dismayed</i>

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Because that differed so much
from the joel that I knew.

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<i> This guy</i>
<i> had so much potential.</i>

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I had just assumed that he was
out there conquering the world

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While I was just a cop.

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<i> I had lots of questions.</i>

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<i> I wanted to know everything</i>
<i> there was to know.</i>

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<i> I fired off a letter to joel</i>
<i> at attica prison,</i>

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<i> And I said, "I was taken aback</i>
<i> by what you did.</i>

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<i> I'd love to learn more</i>
<i> about your motivations."</i>

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<i> I was curious</i>

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<i> If he had that secret life</i>
<i> when I knew him,</i>

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<i> How long he'd been conducting</i>
<i> that secret life.</i>

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<i> How did it all go wrong?</i>

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<i> Did it go wrong</i>
<i> before I even met him?</i>

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<i> When joel rifkin</i>
<i> responded to me,</i>

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<i> He told me</i>
<i> that he remembered me.</i>

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<i> We had some</i>
<i> pretty friendly letters,</i>

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<i> And then 7 years</i>
<i> after he was arrested,</i>

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I went up to see him.

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<i> - He was very kind of</i>
<i> disarmingly friendly,</i>

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Very open, honest and candid.

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<i> What drove a guy that I once</i>
<i> considered a friend to murder?</i>

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<i> And how could joel have gotten</i>
<i> away with this for so long?</i>

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Anything I asked him,
nothing was off limits.

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<i> - As a cop,</i>
<i> sometimes you can sense</i>

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<i> That people are relishing</i>

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<i> Telling you</i>
<i> about their antics,</i>

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But joel was so unemotional
about this

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And so matter of fact.

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<i> There was this complete</i>
<i> disconnect from reality.</i>

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<i> [ominous music]</i>

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<i> - I spoke to my college friend</i>
<i> joel rifkin</i>

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<i> At attica prison in 1999</i>

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<i> Because I just couldn't</i>
<i> reconcile the fact</i>

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<i> That the joel rifkin I knew</i>
<i> became this invisible killer.</i>

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<i> When joel talked</i>
<i> about his childhood,</i>

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I expected him to get
a little more emotional,

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But he was pretty
much matter of fact.

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<i> What I found most interesting</i>
<i> was, unlike most people</i>

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<i> That have a desire</i>
<i> to harm others,</i>

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<i> There was no bed-wetting.</i>

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There was no purposeful harm
of animals.

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There was no fire-starting.

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<i> So he really is unique.</i>

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His behaviors did not reflect
any of the normal patterns

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Of such a nefarious criminal.

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<i> He talked about him</i>
<i> and his sister being adopted</i>

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<i> From a jewish agency</i>
<i> in new york,</i>

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And I remember him saying,
you know,

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Sort of self-deprecatingly

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<i> That the dream came true</i>
<i> for his parents</i>

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<i> When they adopted a boy</i>
<i> and a girl.</i>

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- Joel's family settled
in east meadow, long island.

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- It was joel and his sister,
and his parents, ben and jean.

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East meadow was

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A quintessential
middle class place to grow up.

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<i> - It wasn't just looked upon</i>
<i> as a middle class home.</i>

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<i> It was looked upon</i>

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<i> As the future of which</i>
<i> dreams were made.</i>

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It was their piece
of the american pie.

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<i> - They were our neighbors.</i>
<i> We were in the same class.</i>

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I used to walk
to school with him.

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<i> - Joel was just a regular kid</i>
<i> who was extra quiet,</i>

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<i> Really polite, nice, sweet,</i>

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The kind of guy
who's in his own world,

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Doing his own thing.

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<i> - Joel came to my bar mitzvah,</i>

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<i> But at the same time,</i>
<i> he's different.</i>

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He didn't really fit
with anyone.

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- For joel, living
in east meadow,

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What he perceived to be
his inferiorities

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Took center stage.

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It was not
a blissful existence for him.

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<i> - While we might have been</i>
<i> throwing the ball,</i>

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<i> He was looking at the sidewalk</i>

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With a magnifying glass
at a bug or something.

211
00:13:29.759 --> 00:13:32.260
<i> I do remember joel</i>
<i> being called turtle.</i>

212
00:13:32.262 --> 00:13:34.554
He had always seemed like
he was kind of a little slower

213
00:13:34.556 --> 00:13:35.721
And a step behind.

214
00:13:35.723 --> 00:13:37.816
- It became readily apparent

215
00:13:37.818 --> 00:13:40.059
That he couldn't play sports.

216
00:13:40.061 --> 00:13:44.063
- Joel would be probably
the last person to be picked,

217
00:13:44.065 --> 00:13:46.741
And I know that
that frustrated his father.

218
00:14:03.009 --> 00:14:05.459
<i> - His father had been</i>
<i> an athlete in college,</i>

219
00:14:05.461 --> 00:14:09.797
So joel didn't quite meet up
to his level

220
00:14:09.799 --> 00:14:14.969
Of what the father
wanted his son to be.

221
00:14:14.971 --> 00:14:16.470
<i> - That caused</i>
<i> a tremendous amount</i>

222
00:14:16.472 --> 00:14:18.472
<i> Of frustration for joel</i>

223
00:14:18.474 --> 00:14:22.360
<i> And kind of retarded</i>
<i> his development</i>

224
00:14:22.362 --> 00:14:24.979
As far as, you know,
feeling good about himself.

225
00:14:24.981 --> 00:14:26.823
It went into his schoolwork
as well.

226
00:14:28.443 --> 00:14:30.034
<i> Joel had a very high iq--</i>

227
00:14:30.036 --> 00:14:33.321
<i> 128 was the exact number--</i>

228
00:14:33.323 --> 00:14:35.323
<i> But he didn't concentrate well</i>

229
00:14:35.325 --> 00:14:37.325
Unless something
really interested him.

230
00:14:37.327 --> 00:14:40.286
His father, who was scholarly,

231
00:14:40.288 --> 00:14:41.880
<i> Would sit at the kitchen table</i>
<i> with him</i>

232
00:14:41.882 --> 00:14:43.464
<i> And pore over the homework.</i>

233
00:15:11.027 --> 00:15:14.028
<i> - That was the first person</i>
<i> to interview rifkin in prison,</i>

234
00:15:14.030 --> 00:15:16.989
And he said he was tortured
by the fact

235
00:15:16.991 --> 00:15:19.542
That he couldn't live up
to his father's expectations.

236
00:15:21.755 --> 00:15:24.705
<i> - The mother embraced him</i>
<i> and pulled him</i>

237
00:15:24.707 --> 00:15:28.426
To her favorite hobbies:
Photography and horticulture.

238
00:15:39.389 --> 00:15:40.721
- He did a lot of photography,

239
00:15:40.723 --> 00:15:42.682
And he was actually
very good at it,

240
00:15:42.684 --> 00:15:45.234
<i> But at the same time,</i>
<i> something is amiss.</i>

241
00:15:48.189 --> 00:15:52.733
<i> - Joel described to me</i>
<i> the bullying that he endured.</i>

242
00:15:52.735 --> 00:15:56.737
He would walk home from school.
He'd be accosted, assaulted.

243
00:15:56.739 --> 00:15:58.197
<i> On one occasion,</i>
<i> he had underwear</i>

244
00:15:58.199 --> 00:16:00.124
<i> Stuffed in his mouth.</i>

245
00:16:00.126 --> 00:16:02.961
There'd be all sorts
of physical assaults,

246
00:16:02.963 --> 00:16:04.671
Mocking, name calling.

247
00:16:45.621 --> 00:16:49.081
<i> - He wasn't harming anyone.</i>
<i> He wasn't combative.</i>

248
00:16:49.083 --> 00:16:50.458
There were plenty of kids
in the hall

249
00:16:50.460 --> 00:16:53.627
Who were scary,
but joel was not.

250
00:16:53.629 --> 00:16:55.963
Some kids get picked on,
they go home, they cry.

251
00:16:55.965 --> 00:16:57.423
Their parents take care of it.

252
00:16:57.425 --> 00:17:00.092
He just took it.

253
00:17:00.094 --> 00:17:02.011
<i> - He experienced that</i>
<i> all his life.</i>

254
00:17:02.013 --> 00:17:07.025
I'm sure that that experience
shaped his psyche

255
00:17:07.027 --> 00:17:09.935
Because acceptance
by one's peers

256
00:17:09.937 --> 00:17:14.148
Is the be-all and end-all
to a child's psyche.

257
00:17:14.150 --> 00:17:17.818
<i> It must have built up</i>
<i> impotent rage</i>

258
00:17:17.820 --> 00:17:20.112
When you feel such anger

259
00:17:20.114 --> 00:17:22.156
But you really can't do
anything about it.

260
00:17:22.158 --> 00:17:25.326
You're not strong enough.
You don't have enough allies,

261
00:17:25.328 --> 00:17:31.457
And I imagine that joel rifkin
built up this reservoir of rage

262
00:17:31.459 --> 00:17:33.667
With no place to put it.

263
00:17:33.669 --> 00:17:37.889
<i> - Joel said that he dreaded</i>
<i> going to school every day,</i>

264
00:17:37.891 --> 00:17:40.308
<i> So he devised</i>
<i> this complex plan.</i>

265
00:17:41.552 --> 00:17:43.803
<i> In the morning,</i>
<i> he would time it</i>

266
00:17:43.805 --> 00:17:45.346
<i> So he would get to school</i>

267
00:17:45.348 --> 00:17:47.306
Seconds before the bell rang

268
00:17:47.308 --> 00:17:50.151
So nobody would have
the opportunity to harass him.

269
00:18:01.030 --> 00:18:03.322
<i> - He would take</i>
<i> this circuitous route</i>

270
00:18:03.324 --> 00:18:05.199
<i> Through the woods to his home,</i>

271
00:18:05.201 --> 00:18:07.701
Where he would secure himself
in his room

272
00:18:07.703 --> 00:18:08.586
For the rest of the night.

273
00:18:28.224 --> 00:18:31.526
- How did this behavior help
joel get away with what he did?

274
00:18:32.436 --> 00:18:34.779
<i> He seemed very ordinary.</i>

275
00:18:34.781 --> 00:18:38.399
He used this process
to his advantage.

276
00:18:38.401 --> 00:18:44.071
He became a master
of not only being stealth,

277
00:18:44.073 --> 00:18:46.040
<i> But being stealth</i>
<i> in plain sight.</i>

278
00:18:47.410 --> 00:18:51.078
Joel is like the invisible man,

279
00:18:51.080 --> 00:18:56.208
Which contributed greatly
to his success as a murderer

280
00:18:56.210 --> 00:18:59.753
As well as his longevity
as a murderer.

281
00:18:59.755 --> 00:19:04.392
<i> But how did joel transition</i>
<i> from social outcast to killer?</i>

282
00:19:16.338 --> 00:19:20.074
<i> [ominous music]</i>

283
00:19:23.237 --> 00:19:27.573
<i> - I first began interviewing</i>
<i> joel rifkin in the late '90s</i>

284
00:19:27.575 --> 00:19:30.659
<i> 'cause I wanted to know,</i>
<i> how did joel learn</i>

285
00:19:30.661 --> 00:19:33.754
<i> To never raise any suspicions?</i>

286
00:19:34.415 --> 00:19:36.174
As a cop, I've interviewed
lots of people

287
00:19:36.176 --> 00:19:37.583
That did
really horrible things,

288
00:19:37.585 --> 00:19:40.178
<i> But this guy was</i>
<i> my college friend.</i>

289
00:19:40.180 --> 00:19:42.463
I never thought,
"ah, I should have saw that.

290
00:19:42.465 --> 00:19:44.390
I should have noticed that."

291
00:19:45.468 --> 00:19:48.936
He told me in high school
his life became hell.

292
00:19:51.357 --> 00:19:55.100
He felt as if the only people
that noticed him

293
00:19:55.102 --> 00:19:56.694
Were the people
that wanted to harm him.

294
00:20:11.327 --> 00:20:15.496
- Where does that
go psychologically?

295
00:20:15.498 --> 00:20:17.048
<i> I'm sure you try</i>
<i> to do something</i>

296
00:20:17.050 --> 00:20:19.875
To spare yourself
further humiliation,

297
00:20:19.877 --> 00:20:22.002
Emotional pain.

298
00:20:22.004 --> 00:20:28.550
- Joel went to great pains
in his private life

299
00:20:28.552 --> 00:20:31.136
<i> To make people not see him</i>

300
00:20:31.138 --> 00:20:33.898
And to be invisible
while being in plain sight.

301
00:20:37.853 --> 00:20:40.521
<i> Joel told me when he was</i>
<i> going through puberty,</i>

302
00:20:40.523 --> 00:20:42.949
<i> He first started to have</i>
<i> psychosexual fantasies.</i>

303
00:20:44.911 --> 00:20:47.495
<i> There was an alfred hitchcock</i>
<i> movie called "frenzy."</i>

304
00:20:49.249 --> 00:20:53.242
Joel remembers being
sexually fascinated

305
00:20:53.244 --> 00:20:55.661
With this scene

306
00:20:55.663 --> 00:20:58.422
Where a woman
gets strangled with a tie.

307
00:21:26.068 --> 00:21:27.901
- Fantasies are not
a blueprint.

308
00:21:27.903 --> 00:21:31.447
They don't determine your life
unless they do.

309
00:21:31.449 --> 00:21:33.866
In his particular case,

310
00:21:33.868 --> 00:21:37.453
His preoccupation
with strangulation

311
00:21:37.455 --> 00:21:40.298
<i> Did determine his life</i>
<i> and his fate and his destiny.</i>

312
00:21:42.135 --> 00:21:44.710
- He was masturbating
to thoughts

313
00:21:44.712 --> 00:21:46.420
Of having sex with women

314
00:21:46.422 --> 00:21:50.308
<i> And ultimately killing them,</i>

315
00:21:50.310 --> 00:21:54.312
<i> But he could just push it down</i>
<i> at that point in his life.</i>

316
00:21:54.314 --> 00:21:55.929
<i> He wanted to date.</i>

317
00:21:55.931 --> 00:21:58.983
<i> He just wasn't terribly</i>
<i> successful with women.</i>

318
00:21:58.985 --> 00:22:02.978
<i> Prostitutes not only provide</i>
<i> that kind of sexual release,</i>

319
00:22:02.980 --> 00:22:04.897
<i> But there's this illusion</i>

320
00:22:04.899 --> 00:22:06.815
Of going out on a date
with someone

321
00:22:06.817 --> 00:22:08.743
Or making this connection.

322
00:22:43.771 --> 00:22:46.772
<i> [somber music]</i>

323
00:22:46.774 --> 00:22:52.745
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

324
00:23:07.720 --> 00:23:11.463
<i> - To his credit, joel's father</i>
<i> never gave up on him,</i>

325
00:23:11.465 --> 00:23:13.724
<i> And he offered to send joel,</i>

326
00:23:13.726 --> 00:23:16.385
Who by then was
in his late 20s,

327
00:23:16.387 --> 00:23:18.887
<i> Back to college,</i>
<i> and if he got two as,</i>

328
00:23:18.889 --> 00:23:21.140
<i> He would pay for a curriculum.</i>

329
00:23:21.142 --> 00:23:24.735
<i> He took a biology class</i>
<i> and a botany class,</i>

330
00:23:24.737 --> 00:23:26.728
Which ultimately led to him

331
00:23:26.730 --> 00:23:29.198
Starting his own
landscaping business.

332
00:23:43.873 --> 00:23:45.330
<i> - Joel felt that he was just</i>

333
00:23:45.332 --> 00:23:47.374
Gonna disappoint him
one more time,

334
00:23:47.376 --> 00:23:49.760
<i> But he got the two as.</i>

335
00:23:49.762 --> 00:23:53.714
<i> Joel excitedly</i>
<i> went to the hospital</i>

336
00:23:53.716 --> 00:23:57.009
And thought his father
would be very proud of him,

337
00:23:57.011 --> 00:23:59.061
But his father
never got the news.

338
00:24:16.780 --> 00:24:19.957
<i> - His father's death really</i>
<i> kind of blew the doors</i>

339
00:24:19.959 --> 00:24:22.126
Off of joel's emotional state.

340
00:24:23.954 --> 00:24:26.788
<i> - The desire to please</i>
<i> his father kind of always been</i>

341
00:24:26.790 --> 00:24:29.750
At the core
of his emotional life,

342
00:24:29.752 --> 00:24:32.794
<i> But with his father gone,</i>
<i> that burden lifted.</i>

343
00:24:32.796 --> 00:24:35.130
<i> [dramatic music]</i>

344
00:24:35.132 --> 00:24:38.309
<i> His mother was preoccupied</i>
<i> with her life</i>

345
00:24:38.311 --> 00:24:41.720
<i> As she was getting older.</i>
<i> It gave him the freedom to act</i>

346
00:24:41.722 --> 00:24:44.431
On his worst impulses
and fantasies.

347
00:24:44.433 --> 00:24:47.276
<i> [dark electronic music]</i>

348
00:24:48.479 --> 00:24:50.029
- He lived for the nighttime.

349
00:24:52.816 --> 00:24:55.993
<i> Driving through manhattan,</i>
<i> through queens,</i>

350
00:24:55.995 --> 00:24:58.996
And he would frequent
all of the strolls.

351
00:25:26.475 --> 00:25:28.183
<i> - It became an addiction.</i>

352
00:25:28.185 --> 00:25:32.029
Joel, who really was in charge
of nothing in his real life,

353
00:25:32.031 --> 00:25:35.533
<i> Between his father</i>
<i> and the bullying,</i>

354
00:25:35.535 --> 00:25:39.486
<i> He felt while he was</i>
<i> having sex with prostitutes,</i>

355
00:25:39.488 --> 00:25:40.955
He was in charge.

356
00:26:01.385 --> 00:26:05.012
<i> - He did hate himself</i>
<i> and the addiction,</i>

357
00:26:05.014 --> 00:26:07.514
But when he met these women,
he projected--

358
00:26:07.516 --> 00:26:10.892
He took all that bad feeling
about himself

359
00:26:10.894 --> 00:26:12.853
And gave it to them.

360
00:26:12.855 --> 00:26:15.397
<i> He could look at them as lower</i>
<i> and look at them</i>

361
00:26:15.399 --> 00:26:18.826
As somebody you don't respect
and you don't have esteem for.

362
00:26:21.030 --> 00:26:22.529
<i> - When I would talk</i>
<i> to my folks,</i>

363
00:26:22.531 --> 00:26:24.197
<i> Invariably my parents</i>
<i> would say,</i>

364
00:26:24.199 --> 00:26:27.585
<i> "well, joel doesn't seem</i>
<i> to be holding a job.</i>

365
00:26:27.587 --> 00:26:29.161
"we're afraid
that he's going to cause jean

366
00:26:29.163 --> 00:26:30.829
To be out on the street,"

367
00:26:30.831 --> 00:26:35.083
So my parents hired him
to, like, trim the trees.

368
00:26:35.085 --> 00:26:36.844
<i> He clearly had</i>
<i> a different agenda.</i>

369
00:26:37.713 --> 00:26:40.213
<i> He's riding around all night</i>
<i> looking for girls,</i>

370
00:26:40.215 --> 00:26:43.508
<i> So how is he gonna have energy</i>
<i> to cut the trees?</i>

371
00:26:43.510 --> 00:26:46.437
In the end, we would see
his tools out in the rain.

372
00:27:03.697 --> 00:27:08.792
<i> - In early 1989, about 2 years</i>
<i> after his father's suicide,</i>

373
00:27:08.794 --> 00:27:10.577
<i> Joel decided to make</i>

374
00:27:10.579 --> 00:27:12.880
His murderous fantasies
a reality.

375
00:27:29.649 --> 00:27:32.933
<i> - Joel saw a woman named susie</i>
<i> who he had been with before</i>

376
00:27:32.935 --> 00:27:35.477
<i> On the lower east side.</i>

377
00:27:35.479 --> 00:27:37.154
<i> In his mind, he's gonna go</i>
<i> on a date with her.</i>

378
00:27:40.317 --> 00:27:43.160
<i> She agrees to go with joel</i>
<i> 30 miles or so</i>

379
00:27:43.162 --> 00:27:45.821
<i> To the long island home</i>

380
00:27:45.823 --> 00:27:48.999
<i> That he shares</i>
<i> with his mother,</i>

381
00:27:49.001 --> 00:27:51.827
<i> Where he can spend more time</i>

382
00:27:51.829 --> 00:27:54.421
<i> Than just a usual encounter</i>
<i> on the street.</i>

383
00:27:54.998 --> 00:27:56.256
<i> His mother was away.</i>

384
00:27:57.960 --> 00:28:00.419
<i> They wind up having sex</i>
<i> on the couch.</i>

385
00:28:00.421 --> 00:28:02.429
She falls asleep.

386
00:28:03.349 --> 00:28:07.259
<i> He's annoyed that she's not</i>
<i> paying him more attention.</i>

387
00:28:07.261 --> 00:28:10.303
<i> At some point, she wakes up.</i>
<i> She immediately wants drugs.</i>

388
00:28:10.305 --> 00:28:14.307
<i> Joel, at this point,</i>
<i> is exasperated with her,</i>

389
00:28:14.309 --> 00:28:17.778
And he impulsively just starts
hitting her on the head.

390
00:28:50.220 --> 00:28:52.146
<i> [dramatic musical crescendo]</i>

391
00:28:56.852 --> 00:28:58.977
<i> - As a cop,</i>
<i> sometimes you can sense</i>

392
00:28:58.979 --> 00:29:00.738
<i> That people are relishing</i>

393
00:29:00.740 --> 00:29:04.316
Telling you about their antics,

394
00:29:04.318 --> 00:29:06.485
But joel was so unemotional
about this

395
00:29:06.487 --> 00:29:07.736
And so matter of fact.

396
00:29:07.738 --> 00:29:10.030
There was
this complete disconnect

397
00:29:10.032 --> 00:29:11.331
From reality.

398
00:29:22.595 --> 00:29:24.377
<i> - I didn't want him to think</i>
<i> anything he was telling me</i>

399
00:29:24.379 --> 00:29:26.379
<i> Shocked me,</i>

400
00:29:26.381 --> 00:29:30.392
So I was trying to maintain
my own sort of monotone.

401
00:29:45.609 --> 00:29:47.567
<i> - He was so dispassionate</i>
<i> about it.</i>

402
00:29:47.569 --> 00:29:49.236
Didn't seem to faze him
in the least.

403
00:29:49.238 --> 00:29:51.455
He didn't seem to be getting
any pleasure

404
00:29:51.457 --> 00:29:53.123
From telling me this,

405
00:29:53.125 --> 00:29:54.449
<i> And he didn't seem to mind</i>

406
00:29:54.451 --> 00:29:55.709
<i> What my opinion would be</i>
<i> of him.</i>

407
00:30:18.267 --> 00:30:22.152
<i> - He threw</i>
<i> some of her body parts</i>

408
00:30:22.154 --> 00:30:24.229
<i> Into one of the rivers</i>
<i> in manhattan,</i>

409
00:30:24.231 --> 00:30:26.439
And he took the head,

410
00:30:26.441 --> 00:30:29.993
And he discarded that
in new jersey at a golf course.

411
00:30:31.947 --> 00:30:34.573
<i> - The first kill</i>
<i> is always significant.</i>

412
00:30:34.575 --> 00:30:36.500
<i> Being comfortable</i>
<i> with murdering someone</i>

413
00:30:36.502 --> 00:30:39.744
Is a massive
psychological leap,

414
00:30:39.746 --> 00:30:42.622
And now you've crossed
that rubicon

415
00:30:42.624 --> 00:30:44.958
From fantasy to reality.

416
00:30:44.960 --> 00:30:46.844
<i> [tense music]</i>

417
00:30:46.846 --> 00:30:48.336
- There was nothing
to hold him back.

418
00:30:48.338 --> 00:30:50.922
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

419
00:30:50.924 --> 00:30:54.518
<i> - A golfer was at the the</i>
<i> hopewell valley country club.</i>

420
00:30:54.520 --> 00:30:57.855
<i> He had hooked his ball</i>
<i> into the woods</i>

421
00:30:57.857 --> 00:30:59.815
And discovered a human head.

422
00:31:01.310 --> 00:31:03.018
- Joel is convinced
at that point

423
00:31:03.020 --> 00:31:04.111
That he was gonna get caught.

424
00:31:13.446 --> 00:31:16.164
<i> [ominous music]</i>

425
00:31:18.493 --> 00:31:23.330
<i> - After joel rifkin committed</i>
<i> this first murder</i>

426
00:31:23.332 --> 00:31:25.457
<i> And disposed of the body,</i>

427
00:31:25.459 --> 00:31:28.126
The head of this victim,

428
00:31:28.128 --> 00:31:32.964
Poor susie,
was found pretty quickly.

429
00:31:32.966 --> 00:31:35.675
<i> - It was a cold, overcast day.</i>

430
00:31:35.677 --> 00:31:40.847
<i> It was shortly</i>
<i> after a major rainstorm.</i>

431
00:31:40.849 --> 00:31:43.308
A golfer was at the
hopewell valley country club.

432
00:31:43.310 --> 00:31:46.904
He was on the seventh hole.

433
00:31:46.906 --> 00:31:50.315
<i> He had hooked his ball</i>
<i> into the woods.</i>

434
00:31:50.317 --> 00:31:54.394
He went into retrieve his ball
and discovered a human head.

435
00:31:57.366 --> 00:31:59.866
<i> - I arrived</i>
<i> in the golf course.</i>

436
00:31:59.868 --> 00:32:02.535
It drops down
maybe 10 to 15 feet

437
00:32:02.537 --> 00:32:06.373
To, like, a small creek,

438
00:32:06.375 --> 00:32:09.509
And there
you can see a severed head.

439
00:32:10.212 --> 00:32:11.929
<i> - New york at that time,</i>
<i> in the '80s,</i>

440
00:32:11.931 --> 00:32:15.265
Had a tremendous amount of
unidentified deceased persons,

441
00:32:15.267 --> 00:32:17.342
<i> But it was quite the shock</i>
<i> because we've only had</i>

442
00:32:17.344 --> 00:32:20.395
A few homicides in hopewell
over the last 3 or 4 decades.

443
00:32:21.598 --> 00:32:23.181
All the teeth were removed,

444
00:32:23.183 --> 00:32:24.691
With the exception
of four teeth.

445
00:32:25.560 --> 00:32:27.894
- The jaw was pretty much gone.

446
00:32:27.896 --> 00:32:29.729
<i> - It was clearly a female</i>

447
00:32:29.731 --> 00:32:32.032
By the hair and the eyes
and the facial features.

448
00:32:33.568 --> 00:32:35.568
- We did an intensive search
of the area.

449
00:32:35.570 --> 00:32:38.622
We were hoping to find
additional body parts

450
00:32:38.624 --> 00:32:42.542
Or some physical evidence.
We found nothing.

451
00:32:43.412 --> 00:32:45.370
<i> - We really had</i>
<i> no other evidence to go on</i>

452
00:32:45.372 --> 00:32:47.464
<i> Other than the physical head.</i>

453
00:32:47.466 --> 00:32:48.915
Not having a name means

454
00:32:48.917 --> 00:32:50.917
We can't even pursue
dental records.

455
00:32:50.919 --> 00:32:52.377
<i> It then became a question</i>

456
00:32:52.379 --> 00:32:54.587
On whether the homicide
occurred in hopewell,

457
00:32:54.589 --> 00:32:56.807
Or was just this
an alternate crime scene?

458
00:32:59.428 --> 00:33:03.388
<i> - Not long after dumping,</i>
<i> susie's head was discovered,</i>

459
00:33:03.390 --> 00:33:05.899
<i> And joel heard a report</i>
<i> about this on the radio.</i>

460
00:33:07.394 --> 00:33:08.935
He remembers thinking,

461
00:33:08.937 --> 00:33:10.311
"I went through
all these efforts,"

462
00:33:10.313 --> 00:33:14.107
To cut the body up into
as many parts as he could

463
00:33:14.109 --> 00:33:18.412
<i> And discard them in different</i>
<i> places to stay invisible.</i>

464
00:33:19.239 --> 00:33:21.623
He was convinced at that point
that he was gonna get caught.

465
00:33:44.931 --> 00:33:47.640
- About a month after we found
the severed head,

466
00:33:47.642 --> 00:33:50.101
We received a call
from jefferson township

467
00:33:50.103 --> 00:33:52.812
In morris county, new jersey.

468
00:33:52.814 --> 00:33:54.606
It was opening day
of trout season.

469
00:33:54.608 --> 00:33:58.702
That's when fishermen
found two legs in a creek

470
00:33:58.704 --> 00:34:02.489
Right off of an interstate.
They looked like female legs.

471
00:34:02.491 --> 00:34:05.158
- Dna was taken from her head
and the legs,

472
00:34:05.160 --> 00:34:08.045
And they were confirmed
to be a match.

473
00:34:08.047 --> 00:34:11.048
<i> - But still, we were unable</i>
<i> to identify her.</i>

474
00:34:32.071 --> 00:34:35.021
<i> [ominous music]</i>

475
00:34:35.023 --> 00:34:37.240
<i> - The guys that commit</i>
<i> serial murders--you know,</i>

476
00:34:37.242 --> 00:34:39.192
<i> They're essentially</i>
<i> living in their heads.</i>

477
00:34:39.194 --> 00:34:44.531
For a moment, you are god
because you have the ability

478
00:34:44.533 --> 00:34:46.041
To let someone live or die.

479
00:34:56.336 --> 00:34:58.929
- Even when you let someone
live and don't kill them

480
00:34:58.931 --> 00:35:01.673
But thought about it,
there's a high there, too.

481
00:35:01.675 --> 00:35:03.842
You made a godlike decision.

482
00:35:03.844 --> 00:35:07.011
<i> You knew, having killed</i>
<i> other people,</i>

483
00:35:07.013 --> 00:35:08.605
<i> That you could've</i>
<i> easily killed that person.</i>

484
00:35:10.684 --> 00:35:12.851
<i> - One thing that joel was able</i>
<i> to appreciate</i>

485
00:35:12.853 --> 00:35:15.687
After susie's head was found

486
00:35:15.689 --> 00:35:20.900
Was the fact
that she was never identified,

487
00:35:20.902 --> 00:35:24.037
So his efforts at concealment
actually worked.

488
00:35:25.907 --> 00:35:28.366
- He experienced
with this murder

489
00:35:28.368 --> 00:35:29.909
The greatest success
of his life.

490
00:35:29.911 --> 00:35:32.745
<i> He fulfilled lifelong fantasy.</i>

491
00:35:32.747 --> 00:35:34.539
<i> He did it.</i>
<i> He got away with it.</i>

492
00:35:34.541 --> 00:35:36.633
He got pleasure from it.

493
00:35:36.635 --> 00:35:40.262
It was a thunderous success
in his mind.

494
00:35:42.549 --> 00:35:44.808
- Those desires
were reactivated.

495
00:35:44.810 --> 00:35:46.893
<i> It's time</i>
<i> to go out and try this again.</i>

496
00:36:10.118 --> 00:36:13.119
<i> - He did not strike again</i>
<i> until the fall of 1990.</i>

497
00:36:13.121 --> 00:36:14.454
<i> Like victim number one,</i>

498
00:36:14.456 --> 00:36:16.089
<i> She's picked up</i>
<i> on the lower east side.</i>

499
00:36:20.170 --> 00:36:23.129
<i> They have sex</i>
<i> in his childhood bed,</i>

500
00:36:23.131 --> 00:36:25.924
<i> And in the morning,</i>
<i> she promises more sex</i>

501
00:36:25.926 --> 00:36:27.133
<i> For more drugs,</i>

502
00:36:27.135 --> 00:36:29.636
But he's unable
to get her money.

503
00:36:29.638 --> 00:36:33.306
<i> She's complaining,</i>
<i> and impulsively,</i>

504
00:36:33.308 --> 00:36:35.192
<i> He picks up a table leg</i>

505
00:36:35.194 --> 00:36:38.436
<i> That's laying</i>
<i> around the house,</i>

506
00:36:38.438 --> 00:36:40.521
<i> And he just starts</i>
<i> bashing her over the head</i>

507
00:36:40.523 --> 00:36:42.157
<i> With the table leg.</i>

508
00:36:44.819 --> 00:36:48.205
This time, he used
a little different mo.

509
00:36:48.207 --> 00:36:51.499
He went out
and bought cement and tarps.

510
00:37:02.837 --> 00:37:05.505
- He threw the concrete
into a river,

511
00:37:05.507 --> 00:37:08.383
Which we know sinks
to the bottom,

512
00:37:08.385 --> 00:37:10.310
<i> Never to be found.</i>

513
00:37:11.137 --> 00:37:14.514
That was probably because he
was determined never to repeat

514
00:37:14.516 --> 00:37:16.349
What he thought was
the big mistake

515
00:37:16.351 --> 00:37:18.643
<i> Of his first murder.</i>

516
00:37:18.645 --> 00:37:22.822
<i> He was improving</i>
<i> his technique, so to speak.</i>

517
00:37:23.909 --> 00:37:27.735
<i> - He was able to once again</i>
<i> get away with that one,</i>

518
00:37:27.737 --> 00:37:30.363
<i> And after one more victim,</i>

519
00:37:30.365 --> 00:37:36.995
Starts what he describes
as his acceleration period,

520
00:37:36.997 --> 00:37:40.748
Where, in the space of, like,
1 or 1 1/2 months,

521
00:37:40.750 --> 00:37:43.918
<i> He kills four women</i>
<i> in rapid succession.</i>

522
00:37:43.920 --> 00:37:45.845
<i> [dramatic musical sting]</i>

523
00:38:10.789 --> 00:38:13.957
- Joel's desire and ability
to be invisible,

524
00:38:13.959 --> 00:38:17.410
<i> Developed so successfully</i>
<i> at a young age,</i>

525
00:38:17.412 --> 00:38:21.589
<i> Contributed greatly</i>
<i> to his murderous life.</i>

526
00:38:22.417 --> 00:38:25.585
<i> The way he looked, as well</i>
<i> as the way he acted</i>

527
00:38:25.587 --> 00:38:28.138
And the ways he purposefully
projected himself

528
00:38:28.140 --> 00:38:30.757
Made him
look completely harmless

529
00:38:30.759 --> 00:38:32.717
To the women
that got into his car.

530
00:38:32.719 --> 00:38:34.927
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

531
00:38:34.929 --> 00:38:36.721
He looked
like he could blend in

532
00:38:36.723 --> 00:38:39.057
In any crowd.

533
00:38:39.059 --> 00:38:42.769
<i> The police that he encountered</i>
<i> never would've taken him</i>

534
00:38:42.771 --> 00:38:44.738
For being a danger to anybody.

535
00:38:45.482 --> 00:38:47.106
<i> - And since he was able</i>
<i> to get away with killing</i>

536
00:38:47.108 --> 00:38:50.109
His first couple victims,
rifkin was very confident.

537
00:38:50.111 --> 00:38:52.820
- If joel rifkin was
feeling emboldened,

538
00:38:52.822 --> 00:38:54.289
Would this lead to his arrest?

539
00:39:05.693 --> 00:39:09.128
<i> [ominous music]</i>

540
00:39:09.130 --> 00:39:12.465
<i> [suspenseful music]</i>

541
00:39:12.467 --> 00:39:16.686
<i> - Joel rifkin had a right</i>
<i> to feel confident</i>

542
00:39:16.688 --> 00:39:20.273
Of his first murders.

543
00:39:21.017 --> 00:39:26.863
Only the first murder of susie
was a body part found,

544
00:39:26.865 --> 00:39:30.775
But even after
they found this head,

545
00:39:30.777 --> 00:39:33.703
It was impossible
for them to identify it.

546
00:39:33.705 --> 00:39:36.155
- We contacted frank bender
in philadelphia,

547
00:39:36.157 --> 00:39:39.042
A well-known reconstruction
individual in law enforcement,

548
00:39:39.044 --> 00:39:42.829
<i> Contracted him to do</i>
<i> a reconstruction of the head.</i>

549
00:39:42.831 --> 00:39:44.705
<i> We knew she was</i>
<i> a white female,</i>

550
00:39:44.707 --> 00:39:46.791
<i> Probably in her late teens</i>

551
00:39:46.793 --> 00:39:49.052
<i> Or early 20s,</i>
<i> up to 30 years old.</i>

552
00:39:49.721 --> 00:39:52.630
She had a mole
on her left chin.

553
00:39:52.632 --> 00:39:55.842
She had an old scar
over her left eye.

554
00:39:55.844 --> 00:39:58.219
<i> - They did a full rendition</i>
<i> of what they believed</i>

555
00:39:58.221 --> 00:39:59.562
<i> This person</i>
<i> would've looked like.</i>

556
00:39:59.564 --> 00:40:00.972
The head was completely intact.

557
00:40:00.974 --> 00:40:07.061
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

558
00:40:07.063 --> 00:40:09.355
- It was put on the news.
It was put in the newspaper.

559
00:40:09.357 --> 00:40:11.190
It was sent to law enforcement.

560
00:40:11.192 --> 00:40:13.818
<i> [suspenseful music]</i>

561
00:40:13.820 --> 00:40:15.745
<i> They received thousands</i>
<i> of missing-persons leads,</i>

562
00:40:15.747 --> 00:40:17.572
And none of them panned out.

563
00:40:17.574 --> 00:40:19.907
It was just kept
as a cold case, unidentified.

564
00:40:19.909 --> 00:40:22.085
<i> The person who did it</i>
<i> was still out there.</i>

565
00:40:24.330 --> 00:40:28.040
- Initially, joel perpetrated
these crimes at home.

566
00:40:28.042 --> 00:40:32.920
He felt comfortable there
when his mother would go away,

567
00:40:32.922 --> 00:40:36.891
But in 1991, he seems ready
to get out of his comfort zone.

568
00:40:41.106 --> 00:40:43.931
<i> He kills in a public place,</i>

569
00:40:43.933 --> 00:40:47.101
A local motel on long island.

570
00:40:47.103 --> 00:40:49.446
<i> The next murders</i>
<i> are all committed in his car.</i>

571
00:40:51.783 --> 00:40:55.201
Joel had learned
to be invisible at a young age.

572
00:40:56.571 --> 00:40:58.788
- Because of this, he just got
better at killing, you know?

573
00:40:58.790 --> 00:41:00.707
He was really
a killing machine.

574
00:41:23.139 --> 00:41:25.648
<i> [tense music]</i>

575
00:41:25.650 --> 00:41:28.434
- Victim number six
he killed in his car

576
00:41:28.436 --> 00:41:31.062
<i> And then drove</i>
<i> to an industrial area</i>

577
00:41:31.064 --> 00:41:33.281
<i> Up around northern manhattan.</i>

578
00:41:33.942 --> 00:41:36.234
<i> He drives off the road</i>
<i> a little bit,</i>

579
00:41:36.236 --> 00:41:38.903
<i> Treks through</i>
<i> a little wooded area,</i>

580
00:41:38.905 --> 00:41:41.280
<i> Dumps the body</i>
<i> into a waterway,</i>

581
00:41:41.282 --> 00:41:43.658
<i> And when he's walking</i>
<i> back to his car...</i>

582
00:41:43.660 --> 00:41:45.451
<i> [electronic music]</i>

583
00:41:45.453 --> 00:41:48.663
<i> He sees cops</i>
<i> coming towards him.</i>

584
00:41:48.665 --> 00:41:51.591
<i> He hears their radios.</i>
<i> He sees the flashlight.</i>

585
00:41:52.344 --> 00:41:56.179
- He summoned up
from his long background

586
00:41:56.181 --> 00:41:58.848
Of knowing how
to avoid conflict

587
00:41:58.850 --> 00:42:01.017
<i> A clever, clever lie.</i>

588
00:42:02.136 --> 00:42:04.262
<i> - He immediately picks up</i>
<i> something from the ground,</i>

589
00:42:04.264 --> 00:42:07.014
An auto part,
and before the cops

590
00:42:07.016 --> 00:42:08.691
Have an opportunity
to say anything,

591
00:42:08.693 --> 00:42:10.851
<i> He says,</i>
<i> "I'm not auto-stripping.</i>

592
00:42:10.853 --> 00:42:12.237
<i> I'm just scavenging."</i>

593
00:42:13.940 --> 00:42:16.199
<i> - Rifkin stayed really cool</i>
<i> and really calm.</i>

594
00:42:16.201 --> 00:42:17.984
He had his wits about him

595
00:42:17.986 --> 00:42:21.445
And could literally be dumping
a victim into the river

596
00:42:21.447 --> 00:42:23.373
<i> And simply talk his way out.</i>

597
00:42:24.492 --> 00:42:28.711
That reflects the psychopathic
dimensions of who he was.

598
00:42:28.713 --> 00:42:31.330
<i> The average person</i>
<i> would most likely flip out.</i>

599
00:42:31.332 --> 00:42:34.166
<i> - The police gave him</i>
<i> a warning,</i>

600
00:42:34.168 --> 00:42:37.053
So he was able to get away
with that one

601
00:42:37.055 --> 00:42:40.890
And dodge that bullet.

602
00:42:40.892 --> 00:42:45.553
<i> Victim number six to this day</i>
<i> has not been identified.</i>

603
00:42:45.555 --> 00:42:47.388
<i> Had those cops maybe looked</i>
<i> a little further,</i>

604
00:42:47.390 --> 00:42:49.399
<i> They would've found that body,</i>

605
00:42:49.401 --> 00:42:51.401
And things would've
turned out different

606
00:42:51.403 --> 00:42:53.811
For many of the women.

607
00:42:53.813 --> 00:42:56.906
<i> Instead, joel felt</i>
<i> on top of the world.</i>

608
00:42:56.908 --> 00:43:00.568
<i> He outsmarted the police,</i>
<i> and that incident made him</i>

609
00:43:00.570 --> 00:43:04.080
<i> Feel much more confident</i>
<i> of not getting caught.</i>

610
00:43:04.082 --> 00:43:08.242
Joel was very aware
not only of his ability

611
00:43:08.244 --> 00:43:11.078
To be unnoticed by others,

612
00:43:11.080 --> 00:43:14.498
But also by the work

613
00:43:14.500 --> 00:43:18.419
That he had put
into cultivating that ability,

614
00:43:18.421 --> 00:43:21.839
<i> And he seems to relish</i>
<i> in that anonymity.</i>

615
00:43:21.841 --> 00:43:28.054
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

616
00:43:28.056 --> 00:43:33.184
<i> His choice in women also</i>
<i> helped joel stay anonymous.</i>

617
00:43:33.186 --> 00:43:37.113
Most of the women that he would
look at fell victim to drugs,

618
00:43:37.115 --> 00:43:38.939
Like so many other people
in that era,

619
00:43:38.941 --> 00:43:40.950
<i> And wound up on the streets.</i>

620
00:43:41.527 --> 00:43:43.944
- Quite often, nobody knows
their real names.

621
00:43:43.946 --> 00:43:45.946
<i> They have no ties</i>
<i> to the community.</i>

622
00:43:45.948 --> 00:43:47.907
<i> They're easy targets.</i>

623
00:43:47.909 --> 00:43:49.241
- Quite a few of the victims

624
00:43:49.243 --> 00:43:51.952
Had not even
been reported missing.

625
00:43:51.954 --> 00:43:53.713
<i> Lorraine orvieto</i>
<i> was different.</i>

626
00:43:55.708 --> 00:43:57.291
- Lorraine was my first cousin.

627
00:43:57.293 --> 00:43:59.752
She went missing
when she was 28.

628
00:43:59.754 --> 00:44:01.462
- Her family spent
a lot of time,

629
00:44:01.464 --> 00:44:04.632
You know, trying to find her.
She was a missing person.

630
00:44:04.634 --> 00:44:08.311
- My aunt wrote letters,
made a million phone calls

631
00:44:08.313 --> 00:44:13.099
To hospitals and morgues
all over long island,

632
00:44:13.101 --> 00:44:15.652
<i> Looking at pictures,</i>
<i> even looking at a body,</i>

633
00:44:15.654 --> 00:44:19.155
<i> And they came up with nothing.</i>

634
00:44:19.157 --> 00:44:21.649
It was very surreal

635
00:44:21.651 --> 00:44:25.328
To just have a family member
completely disappear.

636
00:44:28.667 --> 00:44:30.991
<i> Lorraine was like a sister</i>
<i> to me growing up.</i>

637
00:44:30.993 --> 00:44:33.920
She was always very loving,
very generous.

638
00:44:34.747 --> 00:44:38.049
She just had so much vigor,
so much life.

639
00:44:39.844 --> 00:44:41.669
<i> She wanted to be</i>
<i> an accountant.</i>

640
00:44:41.671 --> 00:44:44.472
I think she knew very clearly
what she wanted in her life.

641
00:44:45.007 --> 00:44:47.266
Unfortunately,
some things got in the way.

642
00:44:47.802 --> 00:44:50.678
<i> I remember lorraine's</i>
<i> frustration at struggling</i>

643
00:44:50.680 --> 00:44:52.763
<i> To pass the cpa exam.</i>

644
00:44:52.765 --> 00:44:55.441
<i> She tried twice, but she</i>
<i> couldn't pass this test.</i>

645
00:44:56.361 --> 00:44:59.195
She was really deflated.

646
00:45:00.865 --> 00:45:05.526
At the same point, she had been
admitted to the hospital.

647
00:45:05.528 --> 00:45:08.821
<i> Lorraine needed a blood</i>
<i> transfusion for a surgery.</i>

648
00:45:08.823 --> 00:45:11.031
<i> She had to remove</i>
<i> a very large fibroid,</i>

649
00:45:11.033 --> 00:45:15.378
And they had just started
checking the blood in 1985,

650
00:45:15.380 --> 00:45:17.547
<i> When she had her transfusion.</i>

651
00:45:17.549 --> 00:45:20.717
She did develop hiv,

652
00:45:20.719 --> 00:45:23.094
Which eventually became
full-blown aids.

653
00:45:25.056 --> 00:45:26.714
<i> I remember going to</i>
<i> the hospital</i>

654
00:45:26.716 --> 00:45:28.132
<i> To visit lorraine.</i>

655
00:45:28.134 --> 00:45:32.061
She became too unstable
to keep it together,

656
00:45:32.063 --> 00:45:35.064
And that just led
to shady characters and drugs

657
00:45:35.066 --> 00:45:36.899
<i> And eventually going missing.</i>

658
00:45:41.564 --> 00:45:44.073
<i> - Joel meets lorraine orvieto,</i>

659
00:45:44.075 --> 00:45:45.908
Picks her up in bay shore,
long island,

660
00:45:45.910 --> 00:45:48.161
A once-affluent town.

661
00:46:17.058 --> 00:46:21.101
<i> - With lorraine orvieto,</i>
<i> it was a circumstantial thing.</i>

662
00:46:21.103 --> 00:46:24.104
He solicited this girl,

663
00:46:24.106 --> 00:46:27.733
And in the process
of receiving sex from her,

664
00:46:27.735 --> 00:46:30.736
He did what he was already
in the habit of doing.

665
00:46:30.738 --> 00:46:32.863
It's just habitual.

666
00:46:32.865 --> 00:46:36.951
<i> - After taking her life,</i>
<i> he used a different mo.</i>

667
00:46:36.953 --> 00:46:41.413
Lorraine orvieto is the first
of several victims

668
00:46:41.415 --> 00:46:44.383
<i> That he places</i>
<i> in a 50-gallon drum.</i>

669
00:46:51.634 --> 00:46:54.477
- And that led
to a very long year

670
00:46:54.479 --> 00:46:57.063
Of having no idea
what happened to her.

671
00:46:58.891 --> 00:47:00.566
[sighs]

672
00:47:03.437 --> 00:47:06.814
<i> - You have to wonder if joel</i>
<i> ever took</i>

673
00:47:06.816 --> 00:47:08.816
<i> The lives of his victims</i>

674
00:47:08.818 --> 00:47:11.077
<i> Or their loved ones</i>
<i> into consideration.</i>

675
00:47:12.154 --> 00:47:15.239
Even though lorraine orvieto
was reported missing,

676
00:47:15.241 --> 00:47:18.000
Her body was not
immediately discovered,

677
00:47:18.002 --> 00:47:21.287
<i> So joel became so confident</i>

678
00:47:21.289 --> 00:47:23.747
That he started to get

679
00:47:23.749 --> 00:47:25.842
<i> These feelings</i>
<i> of invincibility</i>

680
00:47:25.844 --> 00:47:30.429
<i> That he couldn't be caught.</i>
<i> Will anyone ever take notice?</i>

681
00:47:41.433 --> 00:47:45.069
<i> [ominous music]</i>

682
00:47:47.523 --> 00:47:50.941
<i> - Lorraine orvieto was</i>
<i> joel rifkin's seventh victim.</i>

683
00:47:50.943 --> 00:47:53.986
About 7 months later,
her body was discovered,

684
00:47:53.988 --> 00:47:57.039
But at that time,
it was never identified.

685
00:47:57.992 --> 00:48:01.878
- Joel was emboldened
by the fact

686
00:48:01.880 --> 00:48:04.213
That he had gotten away
with this for this long.

687
00:48:06.334 --> 00:48:08.050
<i> Joel was getting</i>
<i> a little more careless.</i>

688
00:48:08.052 --> 00:48:10.961
<i> He picks up iris sanchez</i>

689
00:48:10.963 --> 00:48:13.631
On the lower east side
during the day,

690
00:48:13.633 --> 00:48:17.885
Which was unusual for joel
up until this point,

691
00:48:17.887 --> 00:48:20.220
<i> Strangles her during sex.</i>

692
00:48:20.222 --> 00:48:22.064
<i> After he killed her,</i>

693
00:48:22.066 --> 00:48:24.567
He drove her
out near kennedy airport.

694
00:48:41.535 --> 00:48:43.252
- He picked this woman up
during the day.

695
00:48:43.254 --> 00:48:45.087
He killed her during the day,

696
00:48:45.089 --> 00:48:47.915
And he dumped
her body carelessly

697
00:48:47.917 --> 00:48:49.926
<i> Under a mattress</i>
<i> during the day.</i>

698
00:48:51.545 --> 00:48:54.713
I asked if there was
any specific trigger

699
00:48:54.715 --> 00:48:58.935
As to why the ones
that were killed were,

700
00:48:58.937 --> 00:49:01.771
And he said it was
the ripe opportunity

701
00:49:01.773 --> 00:49:04.181
<i> Where there was very little</i>
<i> chance of getting caught,</i>

702
00:49:04.183 --> 00:49:06.517
<i> But that didn't seem</i>
<i> to matter anymore.</i>

703
00:49:09.563 --> 00:49:12.448
He killed her and just wanted
to get rid of the body

704
00:49:12.450 --> 00:49:14.659
And did so
in the most expeditious manner.

705
00:49:19.865 --> 00:49:24.076
- This just fed,
added to his sense of power,

706
00:49:24.078 --> 00:49:26.412
Potency, success,

707
00:49:26.414 --> 00:49:29.748
<i> And the amazing thing was,</i>
<i> as brazen as he was getting,</i>

708
00:49:29.750 --> 00:49:31.542
<i> This was completely</i>
<i> under the radar.</i>

709
00:49:31.544 --> 00:49:33.052
<i> No one knew.</i>

710
00:49:42.888 --> 00:49:44.647
<i> - In the early '90s,</i>
<i> I wasn't living</i>

711
00:49:44.649 --> 00:49:46.649
<i> At my parents' house anymore,</i>

712
00:49:46.651 --> 00:49:49.893
But I was visiting them,
you know, all the time,

713
00:49:49.895 --> 00:49:51.729
<i> And I'd see joel outside</i>
<i> and be like,</i>

714
00:49:51.731 --> 00:49:54.440
"hey, man. How's it going?
What are you up to?"

715
00:49:54.442 --> 00:49:56.650
I had no idea
what was going on.

716
00:49:56.652 --> 00:49:59.820
<i> [dark music]</i>

717
00:49:59.822 --> 00:50:02.331
- At this point, I was already
with my band,

718
00:50:02.333 --> 00:50:03.741
The new york ska-jazz ensemble.

719
00:50:03.743 --> 00:50:05.075
<i> I had, like, a local gig.</i>

720
00:50:05.077 --> 00:50:07.578
<i> I was walking with my horn</i>

721
00:50:07.580 --> 00:50:11.507
Just somewhere down
in the village near the club,

722
00:50:11.509 --> 00:50:14.844
<i> And I see joel in a car.</i>

723
00:50:14.846 --> 00:50:18.672
<i> Oh, there's a girl with him,</i>
<i> so in my mind, I'm thinking,</i>

724
00:50:18.674 --> 00:50:20.632
<i> "haven't really seen him</i>
<i> with too many girls."</i>

725
00:50:20.634 --> 00:50:22.926
I'm not going to interrupt,
and I'm just going to be like,

726
00:50:22.928 --> 00:50:24.803
You know, "hey, bro.
How you doing?

727
00:50:24.805 --> 00:50:28.357
Oh, yeah. Just did a show.
All right. See you soon."

728
00:50:30.603 --> 00:50:33.195
<i> After it all went down,</i>
<i> it occurred to me</i>

729
00:50:33.197 --> 00:50:34.980
<i> That the woman I saw</i>
<i> in the car</i>

730
00:50:34.982 --> 00:50:37.024
<i> Might have be one of</i>
<i> those women he strangled.</i>

731
00:50:37.026 --> 00:50:39.118
<i> That's a tough one</i>
<i> to wrap your head around.</i>

732
00:50:56.712 --> 00:50:59.722
- On the one hand, joel rifkin
despised these women

733
00:50:59.724 --> 00:51:01.673
<i> Because they represented</i>
<i> to him</i>

734
00:51:01.675 --> 00:51:04.009
<i> Exactly what he thought</i>
<i> about himself,</i>

735
00:51:04.011 --> 00:51:08.680
<i> But I think a guy</i>
<i> that's not successful socially</i>

736
00:51:08.682 --> 00:51:12.568
<i> Is very responsive</i>
<i> to somebody who's nice to him,</i>

737
00:51:12.570 --> 00:51:16.238
So it was a very unique
experience to him,

738
00:51:16.240 --> 00:51:19.700
And he would form
little micro relationships.

739
00:51:30.496 --> 00:51:33.497
<i> [brooding music]</i>

740
00:51:33.499 --> 00:51:40.096
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

741
00:51:40.098 --> 00:51:44.091
<i> - I played quarterback</i>
<i> for myers park high school.</i>

742
00:51:44.093 --> 00:51:46.885
<i> Catherine was the head</i>
<i> cheerleader on the squad</i>

743
00:51:46.887 --> 00:51:49.179
<i> That was</i>
<i> our cross-town rivals,</i>

744
00:51:49.181 --> 00:51:51.014
<i> So we had the quarterback</i>
<i> of one high school</i>

745
00:51:51.016 --> 00:51:53.392
Dating the cheerleader
of the cross-town rival,

746
00:51:53.394 --> 00:51:56.019
So it kind of bred
a little bit of notoriety

747
00:51:56.021 --> 00:51:57.771
For us as a couple.

748
00:51:57.773 --> 00:52:00.491
<i> Her family was well off.</i>
<i> Her father was a dentist.</i>

749
00:52:01.119 --> 00:52:05.571
Catherine had this tremendous,
charismatic energy about her

750
00:52:05.573 --> 00:52:07.039
And a tremendous confidence.

751
00:52:21.922 --> 00:52:24.214
<i> - Catherine broke up with me</i>
<i> in high school,</i>

752
00:52:24.216 --> 00:52:26.633
<i> So I would see her</i>
<i> on national television.</i>

753
00:52:26.635 --> 00:52:29.979
Catherine was sort of the top
of the pyramid type of girl.

754
00:52:31.649 --> 00:52:33.932
I heard through the grapevine,
through some friends,

755
00:52:33.934 --> 00:52:35.225
That she moved to new york--

756
00:52:35.227 --> 00:52:38.028
And completely lost touch
with catherine.

757
00:52:39.148 --> 00:52:41.991
<i> And then I met her again.</i>

758
00:52:41.993 --> 00:52:43.742
<i> I went</i>
<i> to the methodist church.</i>

759
00:52:44.320 --> 00:52:46.162
I looked up there,

760
00:52:46.164 --> 00:52:49.540
And there she stood,
catherine williams.

761
00:52:51.118 --> 00:52:53.577
<i> When everyone was quiet,</i>
<i> she just turned around.</i>

762
00:52:53.579 --> 00:52:55.421
She looked right at me.
Bang.

763
00:52:56.174 --> 00:52:58.340
I knew at that moment
that I was going to marry her.

764
00:52:58.342 --> 00:52:59.842
I knew it.
I knew it. I knew it.

765
00:53:02.588 --> 00:53:05.255
<i> At that moment,</i>
<i> she knew it too, and she goes,</i>

766
00:53:05.257 --> 00:53:08.851
"well, I know of a justice
of the peace down the road.

767
00:53:08.853 --> 00:53:10.060
Let's go tomorrow."

768
00:53:11.355 --> 00:53:15.107
We got married
without anybody knowing.

769
00:53:21.866 --> 00:53:24.867
<i> We began to have parties</i>
<i> that were filled with drugs,</i>

770
00:53:24.869 --> 00:53:26.702
<i> Dangerous parties.</i>

771
00:53:27.363 --> 00:53:30.080
I can't imagine, in the 1980s,
you hadn't done any cocaine.

772
00:53:32.201 --> 00:53:36.036
Very quickly, that just spun
way out of control.

773
00:53:36.038 --> 00:53:38.288
It got really frightening,

774
00:53:38.290 --> 00:53:40.624
And I just said,
"we're gonna die.

775
00:53:40.626 --> 00:53:42.042
<i> "you need to go back home</i>
<i> to your family,</i>

776
00:53:42.044 --> 00:53:44.053
<i> And I need to go back</i>
<i> to my family."</i>

777
00:53:47.174 --> 00:53:48.891
<i> She finally decided</i>

778
00:53:48.893 --> 00:53:50.726
<i> That she wanted</i>
<i> to go back to new york.</i>

779
00:53:50.728 --> 00:53:52.886
<i> She had a support system</i>
<i> up there,</i>

780
00:53:52.888 --> 00:53:55.347
And so I put her on a plane.
She, you know, took off.

781
00:53:55.349 --> 00:53:56.890
That was the period of time

782
00:53:56.892 --> 00:53:58.484
Where we just both kind of let
the dust settle.

783
00:54:03.482 --> 00:54:05.407
<i> But I was still married</i>
<i> to catherine.</i>

784
00:54:05.409 --> 00:54:07.192
<i> I was in love with catherine.</i>

785
00:54:07.194 --> 00:54:09.411
<i> After several months,</i>
<i> she said,</i>

786
00:54:09.413 --> 00:54:11.530
"well, I'm coming back
to get you.

787
00:54:11.532 --> 00:54:13.198
<i> Don't move.</i>
<i> I'm coming."</i>

788
00:54:13.200 --> 00:54:15.918
So three days, nothing.

789
00:54:15.920 --> 00:54:18.879
Five days, nothing.
Seven days, nothing.

790
00:54:21.592 --> 00:54:24.376
- The incident
with catherine williams

791
00:54:24.378 --> 00:54:27.096
I thought was
particularly curious

792
00:54:27.098 --> 00:54:29.423
<i> Because joel had said</i>

793
00:54:29.425 --> 00:54:32.309
That he had been with her
numerous times in the past.

794
00:54:46.608 --> 00:54:50.068
- Catherine was known for
walking around with a suitcase

795
00:54:50.070 --> 00:54:53.280
In which she carried
so many of her possessions,

796
00:54:53.282 --> 00:54:56.333
Including pictures
of her football player husband.

797
00:55:11.976 --> 00:55:15.635
- As a cheerleader
and a homecoming queen,

798
00:55:15.637 --> 00:55:20.766
Mary catherine was the symbol
and the reality of the girl

799
00:55:20.768 --> 00:55:22.726
<i> Not only</i>
<i> that he could never get,</i>

800
00:55:22.728 --> 00:55:26.271
<i> But the girl</i>
<i> who chose the bullies,</i>

801
00:55:26.273 --> 00:55:30.609
So she was a symbol
of everything that he hated,

802
00:55:30.611 --> 00:55:32.411
That he was envious of.

803
00:55:32.988 --> 00:55:36.782
- The fact that she was married
to a standout football player,

804
00:55:36.784 --> 00:55:38.283
<i> She might have mentioned</i>

805
00:55:38.285 --> 00:55:40.077
<i> That she was getting</i>
<i> the money to go back</i>

806
00:55:40.079 --> 00:55:43.130
<i> And bring him to new york.</i>
<i> That could've set joel off.</i>

807
00:55:45.009 --> 00:55:47.176
<i> - When she was in that car</i>
<i> with him</i>

808
00:55:47.178 --> 00:55:52.181
Was the very time frame
I was waiting for her to come,

809
00:55:52.183 --> 00:55:55.184
<i> And that was the moment</i>
<i> that she died.</i>

810
00:55:56.136 --> 00:55:58.312
- Rifkin continued killing,
and he got away with it.

811
00:56:08.365 --> 00:56:12.117
<i> [ominous music]</i>

812
00:56:17.116 --> 00:56:21.460
<i> - Mary catherine was rifkin's</i>
<i> 13th victim.</i>

813
00:56:21.995 --> 00:56:24.996
Joel was quite confident that
she would never be discovered

814
00:56:24.998 --> 00:56:27.383
Because he had been
successful before.

815
00:56:27.385 --> 00:56:32.170
<i> Other bodies were found</i>
<i> but never identified,</i>

816
00:56:32.172 --> 00:56:34.306
And no one was looking
for joel rifkin.

817
00:56:36.468 --> 00:56:38.560
- We just didn't have
the technology we have now.

818
00:56:38.562 --> 00:56:40.804
Law enforcement
is much more efficient now.

819
00:56:40.806 --> 00:56:44.307
<i> - Rifkin was so clever</i>
<i> in where he picked them up,</i>

820
00:56:44.309 --> 00:56:47.352
<i> How he picked them up,</i>
<i> and where he killed them</i>

821
00:56:47.354 --> 00:56:49.688
And how he disposed of them
that it was

822
00:56:49.690 --> 00:56:52.315
Virtually impossible
for law enforcement

823
00:56:52.317 --> 00:56:54.693
To put this together.

824
00:56:54.695 --> 00:56:56.153
He's dumping these bodies

825
00:56:56.155 --> 00:56:58.664
In nine or ten
different jurisdictions.

826
00:56:59.700 --> 00:57:01.533
- There was absolutely
no reason why joel rifkin

827
00:57:01.535 --> 00:57:03.660
Should've been
on any of our radar,

828
00:57:03.662 --> 00:57:06.997
<i> But leah evans stands out</i>
<i> because she exemplifies</i>

829
00:57:06.999 --> 00:57:10.175
<i> Just how brazen</i>
<i> and careless joel was getting.</i>

830
00:57:12.087 --> 00:57:16.715
- Leah was sweet to the point
of really not having

831
00:57:16.717 --> 00:57:19.259
<i> A malignant bone in her body.</i>

832
00:57:19.261 --> 00:57:22.012
<i> - Leah evans went</i>
<i> to sarah lawrence college</i>

833
00:57:22.014 --> 00:57:25.274
And seemed to be on track,
at least after college,

834
00:57:25.276 --> 00:57:26.892
To having a very bright future.

835
00:57:26.894 --> 00:57:30.103
- It was a very distinctly
privileged school,

836
00:57:30.105 --> 00:57:33.273
<i> And leah didn't come</i>
<i> from that kind of wealth,</i>

837
00:57:33.275 --> 00:57:34.950
So she felt, I think,

838
00:57:34.952 --> 00:57:37.035
Somewhat alienated
from the culture there.

839
00:57:38.789 --> 00:57:42.574
<i> Leah's drug use started</i>
<i> during her college years.</i>

840
00:57:42.576 --> 00:57:43.909
<i> It was the '80s.</i>

841
00:57:43.911 --> 00:57:46.077
<i> There were drugs</i>
<i> kind of everywhere,</i>

842
00:57:46.079 --> 00:57:48.338
And that's when I discovered
leah really had a disease.

843
00:57:50.209 --> 00:57:53.543
She would be gone
for days on end.

844
00:57:53.545 --> 00:57:55.879
<i> We all knew that</i>
<i> this addiction was spiraling.</i>

845
00:57:55.881 --> 00:57:57.389
<i> It was terrifying</i>
<i> to the people who loved her.</i>

846
00:58:00.144 --> 00:58:03.145
<i> [brooding music]</i>

847
00:58:03.147 --> 00:58:08.600
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

848
00:58:08.602 --> 00:58:10.101
I have a beautiful memory
of leah

849
00:58:10.103 --> 00:58:12.270
Arriving at my apartment.

850
00:58:12.272 --> 00:58:16.107
<i> We were just 23, and she had</i>
<i> her beautiful son, julian,</i>

851
00:58:16.109 --> 00:58:18.160
And she was so proud

852
00:58:18.162 --> 00:58:19.870
<i> And asked me</i>
<i> to be his godmother.</i>

853
00:58:21.281 --> 00:58:24.833
She just was not present
any more in her body.

854
00:58:24.835 --> 00:58:26.785
<i> The ravages</i>
<i> of heroin addiction</i>

855
00:58:26.787 --> 00:58:29.079
<i> Are really profound.</i>

856
00:58:29.081 --> 00:58:32.123
She became homeless.

857
00:58:32.125 --> 00:58:33.967
<i> No one ever saw her again.</i>

858
00:58:34.503 --> 00:58:36.929
<i> [spacey music]</i>

859
00:58:59.987 --> 00:59:05.949
- It is impossible for me
to digest the scene.

860
00:59:05.951 --> 00:59:07.659
<i> In this case, leah said no.</i>

861
00:59:07.661 --> 00:59:09.202
It seems to have triggered
something in him

862
00:59:09.204 --> 00:59:11.871
That made him feel
she should die.

863
00:59:11.873 --> 00:59:14.874
<i> [dramatic music]</i>

864
00:59:14.876 --> 00:59:19.838
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

865
00:59:19.840 --> 00:59:23.508
- Joel rifkin dug
a very shallow grave

866
00:59:23.510 --> 00:59:25.310
Out in the eastern end
of long island.

867
00:59:47.492 --> 00:59:48.742
- Some people who were out
looking, you know,

868
00:59:48.744 --> 00:59:50.493
For flowers or something,

869
00:59:50.495 --> 00:59:52.537
And they saw the hand
sticking up out of the ground,

870
00:59:52.539 --> 00:59:55.040
And that's how
that body was found.

871
00:59:55.042 --> 00:59:58.510
- Soon thereafter, the body was
the first one to be identified.

872
01:00:13.685 --> 01:00:18.280
- Leah's hand eerily sticking
out of the shallow grave

873
01:00:18.282 --> 01:00:21.232
<i> Was extremely sloppy.</i>

874
01:00:21.234 --> 01:00:25.737
<i> - His cloak of invisibility</i>
<i> was slipping.</i>

875
01:00:25.739 --> 01:00:29.074
That's a very serious error
for somebody

876
01:00:29.076 --> 01:00:31.585
Who was so meticulous
to have committed.

877
01:01:31.805 --> 01:01:34.013
<i> - It was light out, and there</i>
<i> were going to be commuters,</i>

878
01:01:34.015 --> 01:01:35.524
<i> People going to work,</i>

879
01:01:35.526 --> 01:01:37.976
Figuring, "I can't dispose
her body right here,"

880
01:01:37.978 --> 01:01:39.978
<i> So he put newspapers</i>
<i> all over the body</i>

881
01:01:39.980 --> 01:01:41.863
<i> So that if anybody</i>
<i> did look inside,</i>

882
01:01:41.865 --> 01:01:43.615
<i> They wouldn't see the body.</i>

883
01:01:55.546 --> 01:01:56.828
<i> - So he wound up taking her</i>

884
01:01:56.830 --> 01:01:59.456
Back to his house
in long island

885
01:01:59.458 --> 01:02:01.425
<i> Where he lived with his mom</i>
<i> and his sister.</i>

886
01:02:04.337 --> 01:02:07.839
<i> - His mother greeted</i>
<i> him angrily.</i>

887
01:02:07.841 --> 01:02:09.549
<i> She needed the car</i>
<i> because she had an errand</i>

888
01:02:09.551 --> 01:02:12.010
<i> She had to run right away.</i>

889
01:02:12.012 --> 01:02:15.054
He doesn't panic, and he says,
"okay, mom,"

890
01:02:15.056 --> 01:02:17.399
Hands over the keys
to the mother,

891
01:02:17.401 --> 01:02:20.569
<i> Who goes out and runs</i>
<i> her errand for an hour or so,</i>

892
01:02:20.571 --> 01:02:25.190
<i> And his mother brings the car</i>
<i> back unknowing</i>

893
01:02:25.192 --> 01:02:27.525
<i> That there's a body</i>
<i> in the trunk,</i>

894
01:02:27.527 --> 01:02:31.413
At which point joel
moves the body into the garage,

895
01:02:31.415 --> 01:02:35.667
Where it lays for a couple
of days in the stifling heat.

896
01:02:36.870 --> 01:02:39.996
- Rifkin then spent the rest
of the weekend with the body

897
01:02:39.998 --> 01:02:43.708
Decaying in his garage,
working on two trucks,

898
01:02:43.710 --> 01:02:45.510
Changing an engine
from one into another.

899
01:02:47.339 --> 01:02:49.097
<i> - He doesn't move her out</i>
<i> until Sunday night</i>

900
01:02:49.099 --> 01:02:51.007
<i> Into Monday morning.</i>

901
01:02:51.009 --> 01:02:53.176
<i> It's, like, 96 hours where</i>
<i> he's held onto this victim,</i>

902
01:02:53.178 --> 01:02:55.103
So the odor was overpowering.

903
01:02:55.889 --> 01:02:57.764
<i> - Rifkin waited</i>
<i> until it was nighttime.</i>

904
01:02:57.766 --> 01:02:59.524
<i> Nobody was watching.</i>

905
01:03:01.853 --> 01:03:05.155
<i> He took the body, put it</i>
<i> in one of the pickup trucks.</i>

906
01:03:06.900 --> 01:03:09.108
Rifkin then drove
on to the state parkway,

907
01:03:09.110 --> 01:03:11.703
<i> Where the state police</i>
<i> try to pull rifkin over.</i>

908
01:03:14.407 --> 01:03:17.042
<i> - Joel rifkin made</i>
<i> a fatal mistake.</i>

909
01:03:17.744 --> 01:03:21.254
Instead of pulling over,
he accelerated.

910
01:03:21.957 --> 01:03:24.415
<i> - He lost it.</i>
<i> There was panic.</i>

911
01:03:24.417 --> 01:03:26.635
He didn't behave rationally.

912
01:03:28.421 --> 01:03:32.215
There's no way that he could've
outrun the state trooper

913
01:03:32.217 --> 01:03:34.259
<i> In a beat-up truck.</i>

914
01:03:34.261 --> 01:03:37.771
- Ultimately he was exposed,
became visible.

915
01:03:40.100 --> 01:03:43.226
<i> - Joel rifkin had asked me</i>
<i> why he was being stopped,</i>

916
01:03:43.228 --> 01:03:44.936
<i> And I said,</i>

917
01:03:44.938 --> 01:03:47.197
<i> "because you didn't have</i>
<i> a license plate on your car."</i>

918
01:03:47.991 --> 01:03:51.535
And he always responded,
"it's always a ¢25 part."

919
01:03:53.905 --> 01:03:55.572
<i> If there was a license plate,</i>

920
01:03:55.574 --> 01:03:57.833
<i> Would there have been</i>
<i> another reason to stop him?</i>

921
01:03:57.835 --> 01:03:59.209
I don't know.

922
01:04:15.594 --> 01:04:18.428
- As he was being interviewed,
I was on the other side,

923
01:04:18.430 --> 01:04:20.138
<i> Listening to the discussion</i>

924
01:04:20.140 --> 01:04:24.309
With a nassau county
homicide detective,

925
01:04:24.311 --> 01:04:26.194
<i> And he looks at me.</i>
<i> He's like, "hey, kid.</i>

926
01:04:26.196 --> 01:04:28.113
Let me tell you something.
This guy has done this before."

927
01:04:29.700 --> 01:04:33.034
<i> - Everyone in that room</i>
<i> was wondering,</i>

928
01:04:33.036 --> 01:04:34.953
<i> How many more victims</i>
<i> did this guy have?</i>

929
01:04:36.698 --> 01:04:39.165
Then he asked for, you know,
a pen and a piece of paper.

930
01:04:41.369 --> 01:04:45.330
He wrote down the victims
in reverse chronological order

931
01:04:45.332 --> 01:04:47.215
Starting with 17.

932
01:04:48.335 --> 01:04:52.503
- Went from a simple car stop
to a dead body

933
01:04:52.505 --> 01:04:55.682
To "what if there's more?"
to now there's 17.

934
01:04:59.638 --> 01:05:01.679
<i> - Rifkin's bedroom was</i>

935
01:05:01.681 --> 01:05:03.222
A crime scene technician's
nightmare.

936
01:05:03.224 --> 01:05:04.724
<i> Once we opened that door,</i>

937
01:05:04.726 --> 01:05:06.517
<i> We knew we found</i>
<i> the rosetta stone.</i>

938
01:05:06.519 --> 01:05:08.486
- There was clothing, jewelry.

939
01:05:24.770 --> 01:05:28.081
<i> [ominous music]</i>

940
01:05:28.083 --> 01:05:31.176
<i> [dramatic music]</i>

941
01:05:32.587 --> 01:05:34.921
<i> - Joel rifkin was caught</i>
<i> with a dead body</i>

942
01:05:34.923 --> 01:05:37.382
<i> In the back of his car.</i>

943
01:05:37.384 --> 01:05:39.050
<i> And then rifkin told</i>
<i> the police</i>

944
01:05:39.052 --> 01:05:41.227
About 16 other women
that he had killed.

945
01:05:43.348 --> 01:05:46.057
<i> - We wanted to prove what joel</i>
<i> was telling us was true.</i>

946
01:05:46.059 --> 01:05:47.725
He told us
about the leah evans case,

947
01:05:47.727 --> 01:05:49.060
But that was also
in the newspaper,

948
01:05:49.062 --> 01:05:51.071
So he could've read that.

949
01:05:51.940 --> 01:05:55.733
<i> - At which time</i>
<i> he starts giving details</i>

950
01:05:55.735 --> 01:06:00.613
On all 17 of these homicides,
what they look like,

951
01:06:00.615 --> 01:06:04.709
What he did with the body,
just off the top of his head.

952
01:06:06.204 --> 01:06:07.704
- There was a certain part

953
01:06:07.706 --> 01:06:10.373
Of his confession
that was bragging.

954
01:06:10.375 --> 01:06:13.543
You know, joel had been
picked on for years

955
01:06:13.545 --> 01:06:17.472
And not looked at as somebody
that had any talent,

956
01:06:17.474 --> 01:06:19.090
<i> And I think</i>
<i> this was his opportunity</i>

957
01:06:19.092 --> 01:06:21.092
<i> To tell people that,</i>
<i> "you're wrong.</i>

958
01:06:21.094 --> 01:06:22.760
<i> "I'm really smart.</i>
<i> I'm capable,</i>

959
01:06:22.762 --> 01:06:24.688
And look at what I did."

960
01:06:26.307 --> 01:06:30.935
- The braggadocio sets in
and him saying,

961
01:06:30.937 --> 01:06:33.321
"I've fooled you
by my invisibility.

962
01:06:33.323 --> 01:06:36.324
<i> "now you caught me.</i>
<i> Want to see visibility?</i>

963
01:06:36.326 --> 01:06:39.244
Want to see accountability?
Here it is."

964
01:06:39.904 --> 01:06:43.781
<i> - He gave such details</i>

965
01:06:43.783 --> 01:06:47.243
That when the police
went to the scene,

966
01:06:47.245 --> 01:06:50.380
It was exactly how he said.

967
01:06:52.125 --> 01:06:53.583
<i> - We went out</i>
<i> to kennedy airport,</i>

968
01:06:53.585 --> 01:06:56.461
And we found the victim
that was under a mattress,

969
01:06:56.463 --> 01:06:58.296
<i> So that was when</i>
<i> we pretty much believed</i>

970
01:06:58.298 --> 01:06:59.347
<i> Everything he said.</i>

971
01:07:01.342 --> 01:07:03.301
<i> - And then I applied</i>
<i> for a search warrant</i>

972
01:07:03.303 --> 01:07:06.062
From the judge to search
his house for evidence.

973
01:07:06.639 --> 01:07:10.433
- They were looking
for everything and anything

974
01:07:10.435 --> 01:07:16.272
They could find that would,
one, help identify the victims

975
01:07:16.274 --> 01:07:20.693
<i> And anything else related</i>
<i> to these crimes.</i>

976
01:07:20.695 --> 01:07:24.956
They had very little to show
for what he was admitting to.

977
01:07:25.950 --> 01:07:27.208
<i> - Rifkin's bedroom was</i>

978
01:07:27.210 --> 01:07:28.785
A crime scene
technician's nightmare.

979
01:07:28.787 --> 01:07:30.328
<i> Once we opened that door,</i>

980
01:07:30.330 --> 01:07:32.547
<i> We knew we found</i>
<i> the rosetta stone.</i>

981
01:07:32.549 --> 01:07:35.333
<i> - It was almost like digging</i>
<i> for treasure.</i>

982
01:07:35.335 --> 01:07:39.629
There was driver's license
of some of the victims.

983
01:07:39.631 --> 01:07:43.174
<i> - So now we had</i>
<i> pretty clear corroboration</i>

984
01:07:43.176 --> 01:07:44.675
Once we matched those ids

985
01:07:44.677 --> 01:07:47.395
To the people
he claimed to have killed.

986
01:07:47.397 --> 01:07:49.680
- There was clothing, jewelry.

987
01:07:49.682 --> 01:07:51.474
<i> - There was an earring</i>
<i> that we matched</i>

988
01:07:51.476 --> 01:07:54.185
To a victim
from upstate new york

989
01:07:54.187 --> 01:07:56.071
That had
already been recovered.

990
01:07:56.073 --> 01:07:59.649
<i> - There was also articles</i>
<i> on arthur shawcross,</i>

991
01:07:59.651 --> 01:08:02.985
<i> The serial killer from</i>
<i> rochester area of new york,</i>

992
01:08:02.987 --> 01:08:05.863
<i> And he had a book</i>
<i> on the green river killer,</i>

993
01:08:05.865 --> 01:08:08.333
Almost how-to guides for him.

994
01:08:38.231 --> 01:08:41.116
<i> - All his life, joel rifkin</i>
<i> was a background guy,</i>

995
01:08:41.118 --> 01:08:43.401
An invisible man.

996
01:08:43.403 --> 01:08:47.029
<i> - Deep down, I think he</i>
<i> actually did crave</i>

997
01:08:47.031 --> 01:08:49.365
<i> A certain degree of notoriety</i>

998
01:08:49.367 --> 01:08:52.669
<i> That prolific serial killers</i>
<i> had attained in the press.</i>

999
01:08:56.374 --> 01:08:58.207
<i> - I felt bad for his family.</i>

1000
01:08:58.209 --> 01:09:00.585
<i> Police were, like,</i>
<i> staking out the house.</i>

1001
01:09:00.587 --> 01:09:04.088
You only heard about these kind
of things on television,

1002
01:09:04.090 --> 01:09:06.141
In the newspaper.
You know, this didn't happen

1003
01:09:06.143 --> 01:09:10.136
Next door, let alone
quaint old east meadow.

1004
01:09:10.138 --> 01:09:14.098
<i> His mother, who was clearly</i>
<i> distraught now and alone,</i>

1005
01:09:14.100 --> 01:09:16.058
<i> She seemed to love him,</i>
<i> her son.</i>

1006
01:09:16.060 --> 01:09:18.728
He said she's the only one
that showed him true love

1007
01:09:18.730 --> 01:09:20.563
After it all went down.

1008
01:09:20.565 --> 01:09:25.401
- But mrs. Rifkin was not
that accessible to reporters

1009
01:09:25.403 --> 01:09:27.278
Or to anybody
that questioned her.

1010
01:09:27.280 --> 01:09:28.621
She didn't want
to talk about it.

1011
01:09:31.451 --> 01:09:33.168
<i> - There's</i>
<i> a pretty extensive search.</i>

1012
01:09:33.170 --> 01:09:35.161
<i> I know it continued</i>
<i> into the next day.</i>

1013
01:09:35.163 --> 01:09:37.288
<i> The murders that he had</i>
<i> committed in his house,</i>

1014
01:09:37.290 --> 01:09:38.456
<i> Rifkin apparently did</i>
<i> a really good job</i>

1015
01:09:38.458 --> 01:09:40.008
<i> Of cleaning up.</i>

1016
01:09:40.010 --> 01:09:42.001
Obviously he didn't want
his family to see.

1017
01:09:42.003 --> 01:09:43.753
<i> Must have been a bloody mess</i>

1018
01:09:43.755 --> 01:09:46.130
<i> Where he dismembered</i>
<i> some of his victims,</i>

1019
01:09:46.132 --> 01:09:49.300
<i> But there was no evidence</i>
<i> of that in the house.</i>

1020
01:09:49.302 --> 01:09:51.469
- The contents
of joel rifkin's room

1021
01:09:51.471 --> 01:09:54.355
Were removed and brought
to farmingdale.

1022
01:09:54.357 --> 01:09:56.149
- We collected
over 8,000 pieces of evidence.

1023
01:09:57.936 --> 01:09:59.861
<i> What we had to do in this case</i>
<i> in the beginning</i>

1024
01:09:59.863 --> 01:10:01.646
<i> Was a crime scene search,</i>

1025
01:10:01.648 --> 01:10:03.606
Recovering the bodies
that hadn't been found yet

1026
01:10:03.608 --> 01:10:06.484
And linking them to the bodies
that had been found.

1027
01:10:06.486 --> 01:10:09.987
- They were very methodical
and organized and objective,

1028
01:10:09.989 --> 01:10:13.616
And they were able to
corroborate 13 or 14 of them.

1029
01:10:13.618 --> 01:10:15.993
<i> - It became</i>
<i> such a major investigation,</i>

1030
01:10:15.995 --> 01:10:18.496
All sorts of news coverage.

1031
01:10:18.498 --> 01:10:21.382
- Joel rifkin has told police
he's a serial killer.

1032
01:10:21.384 --> 01:10:23.167
<i> The man told police</i>

1033
01:10:23.169 --> 01:10:26.638
<i> He killed 17 prostitutes</i>
<i> over the last several years.</i>

1034
01:10:27.674 --> 01:10:30.967
- Turn on the tv one night,
and I saw that joel rifkin

1035
01:10:30.969 --> 01:10:33.010
Had been arrested,
and they listed his victims,

1036
01:10:33.012 --> 01:10:35.647
And my best friend,
leah evans, was among them.

1037
01:10:36.683 --> 01:10:39.234
<i> I just don't have words</i>
<i> to describe what I felt.</i>

1038
01:10:41.187 --> 01:10:43.354
Sorry.

1039
01:10:43.356 --> 01:10:45.648
- I remember being shocked
at the cover of "newsday,"

1040
01:10:45.650 --> 01:10:49.694
<i> Biggest long island newspaper,</i>
<i> and the main story,</i>

1041
01:10:49.696 --> 01:10:53.364
<i> Which was about</i>
<i> long island serial killer,</i>

1042
01:10:53.366 --> 01:10:55.199
And there's my family.

1043
01:10:55.201 --> 01:10:58.160
There's my name
on the cover of "newsday."

1044
01:10:58.162 --> 01:11:02.665
<i> When they searched his room,</i>
<i> they found lorraine's license.</i>

1045
01:11:02.667 --> 01:11:06.168
That's how we found out
exactly what happened to her.

1046
01:11:06.170 --> 01:11:08.170
<i> - I'm reading</i>
<i> the "nashville banner."</i>

1047
01:11:08.172 --> 01:11:11.590
My eye gets caught
about this article on this guy

1048
01:11:11.592 --> 01:11:13.217
That the new york police

1049
01:11:13.219 --> 01:11:15.052
Had pulled over
in a pickup truck,

1050
01:11:15.054 --> 01:11:16.271
<i> And I'm just thinking,</i>

1051
01:11:16.273 --> 01:11:18.431
<i> "that's</i>
<i> the weirdest thing ever."</i>

1052
01:11:18.433 --> 01:11:22.768
A day or two later,
I get a phone call,

1053
01:11:22.770 --> 01:11:24.946
<i> "this is detective</i>
<i> or inspector.</i>

1054
01:11:24.948 --> 01:11:26.439
<i> Are you married</i>
<i> to catherine williams?"</i>

1055
01:11:26.441 --> 01:11:28.107
<i> I said, "yes, I am,"</i>
<i> and he said,</i>

1056
01:11:28.109 --> 01:11:30.443
"well, have you ever heard
of joel rifkin?"

1057
01:11:30.445 --> 01:11:31.861
He goes, "well, we found

1058
01:11:31.863 --> 01:11:33.830
Catherine's credit cards
in his home."

1059
01:11:39.629 --> 01:11:41.746
- There's a whole culture
that depicts women

1060
01:11:41.748 --> 01:11:45.291
As just these erotic beings
for the taking,

1061
01:11:45.293 --> 01:11:49.045
<i> And it's easy, then,</i>
<i> to devalue them</i>

1062
01:11:49.047 --> 01:11:51.922
And for someone
like joel rifkin to think,

1063
01:11:51.924 --> 01:11:53.049
"who cares?
No one cares

1064
01:11:53.051 --> 01:11:55.143
If I kill this person."

1065
01:11:58.097 --> 01:12:01.766
<i> - The tragedy of this</i>
<i> and everything that rifkin did</i>

1066
01:12:01.768 --> 01:12:04.560
Was that
these are 17 different people,

1067
01:12:04.562 --> 01:12:07.155
17 different human beings
with different backgrounds,

1068
01:12:07.157 --> 01:12:09.899
<i> Different families,</i>
<i> different hopes and dreams,</i>

1069
01:12:09.901 --> 01:12:11.826
<i> And I had to get them justice.</i>

1070
01:12:13.279 --> 01:12:14.945
We would try the case
over the victim

1071
01:12:14.947 --> 01:12:17.656
That we found him with first.
It was the strongest.

1072
01:12:17.658 --> 01:12:19.334
<i> We had caught him</i>
<i> with the body,</i>

1073
01:12:19.336 --> 01:12:21.786
But surely somebody
who killed 17 people,

1074
01:12:21.788 --> 01:12:24.380
And I'm the first one
to try the case.

1075
01:12:24.957 --> 01:12:26.841
There was a decent amount
of pressure.

1076
01:12:37.353 --> 01:12:41.105
<i> [ominous music]</i>

1077
01:12:43.101 --> 01:12:45.026
<i> - When joel rifkin was caught</i>
<i> with the body,</i>

1078
01:12:45.028 --> 01:12:46.903
<i> He didn't know her name.</i>

1079
01:12:47.939 --> 01:12:50.481
<i> We recovered beads</i>
<i> from a necklace</i>

1080
01:12:50.483 --> 01:12:52.942
That she had on
when he abducted her,

1081
01:12:52.944 --> 01:12:54.869
And we found those beads
in his bedroom,

1082
01:12:54.871 --> 01:12:57.113
<i> In his mom's car.</i>

1083
01:12:57.115 --> 01:12:59.281
<i> - She also had some tattoos</i>
<i> on her body,</i>

1084
01:12:59.283 --> 01:13:01.376
And we put them in a newspaper.

1085
01:13:01.378 --> 01:13:04.662
- And we found a witness
in the city who knew her

1086
01:13:04.664 --> 01:13:06.497
And was able
to identify those beads.

1087
01:13:06.499 --> 01:13:11.335
- So we were able to identify
her as tiffany bresciani.

1088
01:13:11.337 --> 01:13:14.713
<i> She came from a good family.</i>
<i> She was educated.</i>

1089
01:13:14.715 --> 01:13:16.724
<i> - Tiffany bresciani</i>
<i> was a 23-year-old woman</i>

1090
01:13:16.726 --> 01:13:19.468
From metairie, louisiana,

1091
01:13:19.470 --> 01:13:22.179
<i> Came to new york</i>
<i> to be an actress,</i>

1092
01:13:22.181 --> 01:13:24.732
<i> Didn't have the easiest go</i>
<i> of it,</i>

1093
01:13:24.734 --> 01:13:26.442
<i> Fell into a downward spiral.</i>

1094
01:13:34.577 --> 01:13:36.652
<i> - So by the time</i>
<i> of joel rifkin's trial,</i>

1095
01:13:36.654 --> 01:13:41.749
They had found
14 of his victims

1096
01:13:41.751 --> 01:13:43.325
And identified all of them

1097
01:13:43.327 --> 01:13:45.169
Except
for the first one, susie.

1098
01:13:47.590 --> 01:13:49.498
- Because the rifkin case
in nassau

1099
01:13:49.500 --> 01:13:50.916
Was going to be
the first trial,

1100
01:13:50.918 --> 01:13:51.968
I was the first one up.

1101
01:13:57.425 --> 01:13:58.883
<i> - Are we ready to proceed?</i>

1102
01:13:58.885 --> 01:14:00.935
- You are joel rifkin?

1103
01:14:00.937 --> 01:14:03.179
- Yes, sir.

1104
01:14:03.181 --> 01:14:05.815
- We present the evidence
with respect to bresciani only.

1105
01:14:08.102 --> 01:14:12.521
- Pain and the suffering that
he caused to tiffany bresciani

1106
01:14:12.523 --> 01:14:14.991
Has to be taken
into account by this court.

1107
01:14:16.277 --> 01:14:19.195
<i> - Joel rifkin was asserting</i>
<i> the insanity defense,</i>

1108
01:14:19.197 --> 01:14:21.739
Claiming that he was
legally insane at the time

1109
01:14:21.741 --> 01:14:23.291
He killed tiffany bresciani.

1110
01:14:23.293 --> 01:14:25.293
He didn't have much
of an option, rifkin.

1111
01:14:25.295 --> 01:14:29.288
He's caught red-handed.
He confessed to it.

1112
01:14:29.290 --> 01:14:32.791
- You look at all the evidence
in the case, his background,

1113
01:14:32.793 --> 01:14:34.460
His upbringing

1114
01:14:34.462 --> 01:14:37.713
And what he did with respect
to tiffany bresciani.

1115
01:14:37.715 --> 01:14:40.183
He can best be described
as a killing machine.

1116
01:14:41.219 --> 01:14:43.978
- Joe rifkin was
the most prolific serial killer

1117
01:14:43.980 --> 01:14:45.596
In new york state history.

1118
01:14:45.598 --> 01:14:49.600
He had killed more people
than any other single person.

1119
01:14:49.602 --> 01:14:51.435
It would certainly make it
much more difficult

1120
01:14:51.437 --> 01:14:54.146
To get convictions
on his 16 other cases

1121
01:14:54.148 --> 01:14:56.732
<i> If rifkin was found insane</i>
<i> at the first trial.</i>

1122
01:14:56.734 --> 01:14:58.367
<i> This creates</i>
<i> a lot of pressure for me.</i>

1123
01:15:28.191 --> 01:15:31.267
- The hope of rifkin's lawyer
was, a jury would look at this

1124
01:15:31.269 --> 01:15:34.028
And say, "17 women?
This guy has got to be nuts."

1125
01:15:35.865 --> 01:15:39.858
- I was hired by
joel rifkin's defense counsel

1126
01:15:39.860 --> 01:15:42.036
To look at the issue
of competency.

1127
01:15:42.038 --> 01:15:43.946
<i> The situation with rifkin</i>

1128
01:15:43.948 --> 01:15:47.208
<i> Is that he's extremely</i>
<i> personality disordered.</i>

1129
01:15:47.710 --> 01:15:49.368
At the end,
he was falling apart,

1130
01:15:49.370 --> 01:15:52.204
And that's what led me to think
about whether or not

1131
01:15:52.206 --> 01:15:56.125
He was really fully competent
to waive his rights

1132
01:15:56.127 --> 01:15:57.668
And not have a lawyer
in the room

1133
01:15:57.670 --> 01:15:59.128
<i> When he spilled the beans</i>

1134
01:15:59.130 --> 01:16:01.013
<i> And just confessed</i>
<i> to all these murders.</i>

1135
01:16:03.175 --> 01:16:06.302
- The problem for that is
the confession is so detailed

1136
01:16:06.304 --> 01:16:08.220
And methodical

1137
01:16:08.222 --> 01:16:10.472
That what normal person
is going to believe him,

1138
01:16:10.474 --> 01:16:12.725
That he didn't understand
what he's talking about

1139
01:16:12.727 --> 01:16:15.644
When he was so organized
in describing years' worth

1140
01:16:15.646 --> 01:16:17.989
Of killing,
you know, over a dozen women?

1141
01:16:22.153 --> 01:16:23.736
One of the really weird things

1142
01:16:23.738 --> 01:16:26.530
He had told some of
the psychiatrists were that,

1143
01:16:26.532 --> 01:16:29.033
After he had killed
most of these women,

1144
01:16:29.035 --> 01:16:31.493
Rifkin took the money back
from them

1145
01:16:31.495 --> 01:16:32.920
That he had initially
given them

1146
01:16:32.922 --> 01:16:34.672
To perform the sex act.

1147
01:16:36.092 --> 01:16:41.211
<i> The jury was very persuaded by</i>
<i> that little piece of evidence</i>

1148
01:16:41.213 --> 01:16:43.255
<i> That this guy knew exactly</i>
<i> what he was doing.</i>

1149
01:16:43.257 --> 01:16:45.549
We were able to establish
beyond a reasonable doubt

1150
01:16:45.551 --> 01:16:48.269
That he was guilty
of killing tiffany bresciani.

1151
01:16:48.271 --> 01:16:50.605
We were able to disprove
that he was insane

1152
01:16:50.607 --> 01:16:52.890
At the time he did this,

1153
01:16:52.892 --> 01:16:56.444
And ultimately, rifkin was
sentenced to 28 years to life.

1154
01:17:10.460 --> 01:17:13.127
Never saw any human connection
from rifkin

1155
01:17:13.129 --> 01:17:15.913
About what he had did
to 17 human beings.

1156
01:17:15.915 --> 01:17:18.215
<i> He is a sexual</i>
<i> sadistic murderer.</i>

1157
01:18:00.459 --> 01:18:03.344
<i> - Even after joel rifkin</i>
<i> was convicted,</i>

1158
01:18:03.346 --> 01:18:05.671
The last chapter wasn't written

1159
01:18:05.673 --> 01:18:10.351
Because, after 24 years, susie,
his first victim--

1160
01:18:10.353 --> 01:18:13.262
Her head had been dumped
on the golf course--

1161
01:18:13.264 --> 01:18:15.064
Had not been identified.

1162
01:18:21.355 --> 01:18:24.148
<i> - When he confessed,</i>
<i> joel rifkin clearly explained</i>

1163
01:18:24.150 --> 01:18:25.983
<i> That the head that was found</i>
<i> in hopewell township</i>

1164
01:18:25.985 --> 01:18:27.526
<i> Was his first victim</i>

1165
01:18:27.528 --> 01:18:30.154
<i> And that he only knew</i>
<i> her as susie.</i>

1166
01:18:30.156 --> 01:18:32.865
That was the extent of what he
explained during his interview,

1167
01:18:32.867 --> 01:18:34.375
So we had what was called

1168
01:18:34.377 --> 01:18:36.293
An unidentified
deceased person.

1169
01:18:37.496 --> 01:18:39.121
<i> - In hopewell township,</i>

1170
01:18:39.123 --> 01:18:42.458
It was the only unsolved
homicide that we had on file,

1171
01:18:42.460 --> 01:18:44.969
The only unsolved homicide
I had in my career.

1172
01:18:46.005 --> 01:18:48.130
<i> She had a mother somewhere.</i>
<i> She had a father somewhere.</i>

1173
01:18:48.132 --> 01:18:50.174
<i> She may even</i>
<i> have had children,</i>

1174
01:18:50.176 --> 01:18:52.718
<i> So it became</i>
<i> almost personal with me.</i>

1175
01:18:52.720 --> 01:18:54.395
I continued to work the case

1176
01:18:54.397 --> 01:18:56.647
Until the time
I retired in 2005.

1177
01:18:58.401 --> 01:18:59.641
- I was a patrol officer

1178
01:18:59.643 --> 01:19:02.144
And then
subsequently a patrol sergeant.

1179
01:19:02.146 --> 01:19:04.563
<i> Over the years,</i>
<i> I always joked with the bosses</i>

1180
01:19:04.565 --> 01:19:06.231
That if I ever got
the opportunity,

1181
01:19:06.233 --> 01:19:08.192
I was going to solve this case.

1182
01:19:08.194 --> 01:19:10.027
<i> I was told by my then-boss</i>
<i> at the time</i>

1183
01:19:10.029 --> 01:19:12.738
<i> That I wasn't a detective.</i>

1184
01:19:12.740 --> 01:19:14.832
Eventually, I got my shot.

1185
01:19:16.419 --> 01:19:17.910
<i> - What caused this?</i>
<i> Why?</i>

1186
01:19:17.912 --> 01:19:19.411
<i> How could this have happened?</i>

1187
01:19:19.413 --> 01:19:22.089
I saw him through this period.

1188
01:19:22.091 --> 01:19:23.799
<i> He wasn't invisible.</i>
<i> He was there.</i>

1189
01:19:39.274 --> 01:19:42.026
<i> [ominous music]</i>

1190
01:19:43.896 --> 01:19:46.855
- We were always confident
from 1993 on

1191
01:19:46.857 --> 01:19:48.357
That the head that was found

1192
01:19:48.359 --> 01:19:50.234
<i> At the hopewell valley</i>
<i> country club</i>

1193
01:19:50.236 --> 01:19:52.620
<i> Was absolutely</i>
<i> joel rifkin's first victim.</i>

1194
01:19:53.906 --> 01:19:55.289
<i> We just didn't have a name</i>

1195
01:19:55.291 --> 01:19:57.124
<i> That was associated</i>
<i> with that victim.</i>

1196
01:19:57.460 --> 01:20:01.411
When I became lieutenant
in 2012,

1197
01:20:01.413 --> 01:20:03.964
I had the opportunity
to look into it.

1198
01:20:03.966 --> 01:20:05.466
<i> Susie was picked up</i>

1199
01:20:05.468 --> 01:20:07.292
<i> On the lower east side</i>
<i> 9th precinct area.</i>

1200
01:20:07.294 --> 01:20:08.803
I said, "why don't we just
go up there and see

1201
01:20:08.805 --> 01:20:10.629
"if there's, like,
an old-school detective

1202
01:20:10.631 --> 01:20:13.298
"up there
who can look through some files

1203
01:20:13.300 --> 01:20:14.925
<i> "and maybe give</i>
<i> some names of girls</i>

1204
01:20:14.927 --> 01:20:17.645
<i> That were arrested</i>
<i> multiple times in that area?"</i>

1205
01:20:19.056 --> 01:20:21.807
<i> One detective kept looking</i>
<i> in the old computer system.</i>

1206
01:20:21.809 --> 01:20:25.102
<i> He gave us a list of 19 names.</i>
<i> When I walked out of there,</i>

1207
01:20:25.104 --> 01:20:28.280
I thought it was a complete
waste of time, but it wasn't.

1208
01:20:29.775 --> 01:20:31.733
One of the names on the list
that was provided

1209
01:20:31.735 --> 01:20:33.661
<i> Was susan spencer.</i>

1210
01:20:33.663 --> 01:20:35.612
<i> The date of birth was right</i>
<i> for our victim.</i>

1211
01:20:35.614 --> 01:20:37.322
<i> The eye color matched.</i>

1212
01:20:37.324 --> 01:20:39.250
<i> I thought I was</i>
<i> on the right path.</i>

1213
01:20:40.002 --> 01:20:42.002
The name susan spencer
led us down a path

1214
01:20:42.004 --> 01:20:43.754
That didn't lead anywhere.

1215
01:20:44.832 --> 01:20:46.623
However,
on this criminal history

1216
01:20:46.625 --> 01:20:49.626
Was numerous alias names,
numerous alias date of births,

1217
01:20:49.628 --> 01:20:53.171
<i> Numerous</i>
<i> social security numbers,</i>

1218
01:20:53.173 --> 01:20:56.008
So we decided to run
every single date of birth,

1219
01:20:56.010 --> 01:20:57.634
Every single name,

1220
01:20:57.636 --> 01:21:01.346
And we located
a missing-persons report

1221
01:21:01.348 --> 01:21:04.316
That was filed
in new york city in 1995.

1222
01:21:04.861 --> 01:21:06.977
<i> If someone's reporting someone</i>
<i> in 1995</i>

1223
01:21:06.979 --> 01:21:09.146
<i> But our head was found</i>
<i> in 1989,</i>

1224
01:21:09.148 --> 01:21:10.522
<i> There could be no correlation.</i>

1225
01:21:10.524 --> 01:21:12.867
<i> However, I decided</i>
<i> not to discard it.</i>

1226
01:21:12.869 --> 01:21:15.035
The name on the missing person
was heidi balch.

1227
01:21:15.037 --> 01:21:17.195
Heidi balch was reported
missing by her aunt

1228
01:21:17.197 --> 01:21:19.081
Who lived in new york.

1229
01:21:19.658 --> 01:21:21.208
My chief,
as I'm explaining to it,

1230
01:21:21.210 --> 01:21:24.494
He just goes like this
and points,

1231
01:21:24.496 --> 01:21:26.338
"get to new york
and go find the aunt."

1232
01:21:28.000 --> 01:21:29.374
<i> Aunt looked at the picture,</i>
<i> said,</i>

1233
01:21:29.376 --> 01:21:31.710
<i> "yeah, that's my niece,</i>
<i> heidi balch."</i>

1234
01:21:31.712 --> 01:21:34.504
I said, "well, you know,
when she got arrested here"--

1235
01:21:34.506 --> 01:21:37.716
It was a picture from 1986--

1236
01:21:37.718 --> 01:21:41.395
"she used the name
susan spencer,"

1237
01:21:41.397 --> 01:21:43.221
<i> And I'll never forget</i>
<i> this moment</i>

1238
01:21:43.223 --> 01:21:45.057
Because she grabs my arm
like a little old lady would

1239
01:21:45.059 --> 01:21:46.683
And just said,

1240
01:21:46.685 --> 01:21:49.028
<i> "oh, she went by susie</i>
<i> for the longest time."</i>

1241
01:21:50.856 --> 01:21:52.814
<i> Literally the hair on the back</i>
<i> of my neck stood up.</i>

1242
01:21:52.816 --> 01:21:54.408
<i> We solved this.</i>

1243
01:21:56.070 --> 01:21:57.703
The head belongs
to heidi balch.

1244
01:21:59.031 --> 01:22:00.572
<i> I called my chief.</i>
<i> He's like,</i>

1245
01:22:00.574 --> 01:22:03.241
"do you know what today is?"
I go, "it's March 5th."

1246
01:22:03.243 --> 01:22:05.410
He goes,
"yeah, it's March 5th, 2013.

1247
01:22:05.412 --> 01:22:07.671
We found the head
March 5th, 1989."

1248
01:22:09.541 --> 01:22:13.802
It was 24 years to the day that
we actually solved the case.

1249
01:22:16.173 --> 01:22:17.756
- When I spoke
to the other patrolmen,

1250
01:22:17.758 --> 01:22:19.341
That's what I always told them,

1251
01:22:19.343 --> 01:22:21.551
"don't give up until
you've solved the case."

1252
01:22:21.553 --> 01:22:25.272
<i> Having bill springer solve it,</i>
<i> I was overjoyed.</i>

1253
01:22:27.109 --> 01:22:29.434
I worked hard on it.

1254
01:22:29.436 --> 01:22:33.772
It meant a lot to me,
and it was closure.

1255
01:22:33.774 --> 01:22:36.775
I believe that justice
is finally served,

1256
01:22:36.777 --> 01:22:40.079
May have taken nearly 30 years,
but we did it.

1257
01:22:55.587 --> 01:22:58.755
- The joel rifkin I remember
was just a regular kid

1258
01:22:58.757 --> 01:23:00.215
Who was really polite,

1259
01:23:00.217 --> 01:23:03.802
<i> Nice, sweet,</i>
<i> never thought he was creepy.</i>

1260
01:23:03.804 --> 01:23:05.437
How could he do
these horrible things?

1261
01:23:07.433 --> 01:23:09.984
- You're trying to contemplate,
like, what caused this?

1262
01:23:09.986 --> 01:23:12.602
Why?
How could this have happened?

1263
01:23:12.604 --> 01:23:14.813
I saw him through this period.

1264
01:23:14.815 --> 01:23:16.773
<i> He wasn't invisible.</i>
<i> He was there.</i>

1265
01:23:16.775 --> 01:23:18.450
<i> This is something</i>
<i> that disturbs me.</i>

1266
01:23:20.162 --> 01:23:21.611
He looks like
the guy next door.

1267
01:23:21.613 --> 01:23:23.163
He was the guy next door.

1268
01:23:23.165 --> 01:23:25.240
He did not look

1269
01:23:25.242 --> 01:23:26.616
<i> Like a serial killer</i>
<i> from my point of view.</i>

1270
01:23:26.618 --> 01:23:28.243
In every high school,

1271
01:23:28.245 --> 01:23:30.287
There's a kid
that's the last to get picked.

1272
01:23:30.289 --> 01:23:33.582
In every high school, there's
a kid that doesn't get girls,

1273
01:23:33.584 --> 01:23:36.918
But they don't go ahead
and murder 17 women.

1274
01:23:36.920 --> 01:23:38.429
<i> There is evil there.</i>

1275
01:23:42.801 --> 01:23:45.427
<i> - I never got to say goodbye</i>
<i> to my friend.</i>

1276
01:23:45.429 --> 01:23:48.096
I did not have the opportunity
then to attend her funeral

1277
01:23:48.098 --> 01:23:51.183
Or to be part of any of
the honoring of her,

1278
01:23:51.185 --> 01:23:54.069
Laying her to rest,
or finding closure myself.

1279
01:23:54.855 --> 01:23:57.355
- When you think of somebody
you love,

1280
01:23:57.357 --> 01:24:01.160
You think about the person
at their finest.

1281
01:24:01.653 --> 01:24:05.197
<i> Lorraine, you know,</i>
<i> had big goals, big plans.</i>

1282
01:24:05.199 --> 01:24:07.166
It's just so sad.
It's just not fair.

1283
01:24:09.495 --> 01:24:11.378
<i> - Catherine was</i>
<i> a fearless person.</i>

1284
01:24:12.289 --> 01:24:15.832
She would stare in the face
of just horrendous danger

1285
01:24:15.834 --> 01:24:18.835
And just felt like
she could conquer the world.

1286
01:24:18.837 --> 01:24:23.465
<i> I will always remember her</i>
<i> primarily as a courageous soul</i>

1287
01:24:23.467 --> 01:24:28.386
That will always continue
to impact my decisions

1288
01:24:28.388 --> 01:24:30.606
Regardless of what comes.

1289
01:24:36.146 --> 01:24:37.354
<i> - It is unthinkable</i>

1290
01:24:37.356 --> 01:24:41.024
That someone
that I loved so fiercely,

1291
01:24:41.026 --> 01:24:43.911
Who had such
a beautiful life ahead

1292
01:24:43.913 --> 01:24:45.695
And who was a mother
to two young children

1293
01:24:45.697 --> 01:24:49.416
Would be taken in that way
and disposed of in that way.

1294
01:24:50.994 --> 01:24:53.411
That's the message I want
to give to joel rifkin.

1295
01:24:53.413 --> 01:24:54.830
Leah was not a throwaway.

1296
01:24:54.832 --> 01:24:57.007
None of them are throwaways,
none of them.

1297
01:25:01.263 --> 01:25:06.550
<i> - I think what you learn</i>
<i> from a person like joel is,</i>

1298
01:25:06.552 --> 01:25:11.054
<i> Childhood trauma</i>
<i> needs to be examined.</i>

1299
01:25:11.056 --> 01:25:14.516
If not for the people that
bullied him and abused him,

1300
01:25:14.518 --> 01:25:16.935
He was pretty much invisible,

1301
01:25:16.937 --> 01:25:21.031
And I think that created issues
with his identity.

1302
01:25:21.900 --> 01:25:25.402
<i> That anonymity helped joel,</i>
<i> the serial killer,</i>

1303
01:25:25.404 --> 01:25:28.288
<i> But hurt his psyche,</i>

1304
01:25:28.290 --> 01:25:30.207
<i> And this was his way</i>
<i> of lashing out.</i>

1305
01:25:53.816 --> 01:26:00.437
- He never once expressed anger
towards women in general

1306
01:26:00.439 --> 01:26:03.732
Or even prostitutes in general.

1307
01:26:03.734 --> 01:26:07.277
<i> Instead, most of that anger</i>
<i> was directed at himself</i>

1308
01:26:07.279 --> 01:26:09.571
<i> And the fact that he couldn't</i>
<i> break his addiction</i>

1309
01:26:09.573 --> 01:26:12.157
<i> To the women on the streets.</i>

1310
01:26:12.159 --> 01:26:15.785
Had he gotten some help
maybe about the bullying,

1311
01:26:15.787 --> 01:26:19.664
Maybe some counseling
about his sexual urges,

1312
01:26:19.666 --> 01:26:22.009
<i> You know, maybe this</i>
<i> wouldn't have happened,</i>

1313
01:26:22.011 --> 01:26:23.668
And maybe, you know,

1314
01:26:23.670 --> 01:26:25.095
A lot of these lives
would've been saved.

1315
01:26:48.320 --> 01:26:51.029
- Joel and I had
a rapport instantly.

1316
01:26:51.031 --> 01:26:54.324
We had it in 1979
the first time we met,

1317
01:26:54.326 --> 01:26:58.370
<i> And that rapport was picked up</i>
<i> the minute we were reconnected</i>

1318
01:26:58.372 --> 01:27:00.997
<i> In that</i>
<i> prison visitation room,</i>

1319
01:27:00.999 --> 01:27:04.334
<i> But the joel that I</i>
<i> interviewed differed so much</i>

1320
01:27:04.336 --> 01:27:06.836
<i> From the joel that I knew</i>
<i> in college.</i>

1321
01:27:06.838 --> 01:27:09.514
He felt no guilt,
no remorse, no pain.

1322
01:27:10.550 --> 01:27:13.894
<i> You still have thoughts</i>
<i> of killing people?</i>

1323
01:27:13.896 --> 01:27:15.512
<i> - It's like</i>
<i> the alcoholic says.</i>

1324
01:27:15.514 --> 01:27:17.305
<i> They're in recovery.</i>

1325
01:27:17.307 --> 01:27:20.225
<i> You put a beer in their hands,</i>
<i> that they can relapse.</i>

1326
01:27:20.227 --> 01:27:22.519
<i> It's not guaranteed,</i>
<i> but there's a possibly.</i>

1327
01:27:22.521 --> 01:27:24.688
<i> Where I am right now today,</i>

1328
01:27:24.690 --> 01:27:26.490
<i> I know</i>
<i> this is the best place for me.</i>





