WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:27.778 --> 00:01:30.580 - You made it. - I did. 4 00:01:30.613 --> 00:01:33.583 - Hey. - Hey. 5 00:01:33.616 --> 00:01:35.386 - Good to see you. - You too. 6 00:01:37.387 --> 00:01:38.689 Erin, Alex. 7 00:01:38.722 --> 00:01:41.425 Alex, this is Erin. 8 00:01:41.458 --> 00:01:43.161 - Hey. - Hi. 9 00:01:46.229 --> 00:01:48.165 Looking good out there, girl. 10 00:01:48.199 --> 00:01:49.834 Yeah, I know. 11 00:01:49.866 --> 00:01:51.401 Uh, I'm gonna... I'm gonna grab a beer. 12 00:01:51.434 --> 00:01:53.503 Did... did you want anything, can I...? 13 00:01:53.537 --> 00:01:54.939 I don't drink. 14 00:01:54.972 --> 00:01:56.506 Well, how about a Coke? 15 00:01:56.540 --> 00:01:57.741 They're free for me. 16 00:01:57.775 --> 00:02:00.478 Save your $5. 17 00:02:00.511 --> 00:02:02.580 - You got it. - I'll take a... 18 00:02:02.612 --> 00:02:05.715 Uh... okay. 19 00:02:07.884 --> 00:02:10.454 Hello, did you hear me? 20 00:02:10.486 --> 00:02:12.789 I got my final mark on that major paper I wrote 21 00:02:12.823 --> 00:02:14.759 on Paradise Regained, 22 00:02:14.791 --> 00:02:18.962 which I have now read for the third time by the way. 23 00:02:18.996 --> 00:02:21.199 The fucking instructor 24 00:02:21.231 --> 00:02:23.533 says that my interpretation of Milton 25 00:02:23.567 --> 00:02:26.337 doesn't fully explain his continuing role 26 00:02:26.369 --> 00:02:28.838 in Western literature. 27 00:02:28.872 --> 00:02:30.607 Dick. 28 00:02:30.641 --> 00:02:33.644 - What was your grade? - A fucking minus. 29 00:02:38.015 --> 00:02:40.517 Oh, did she show, Erin? 30 00:02:40.551 --> 00:02:42.954 What, does everybody know this girl but me? 31 00:02:42.986 --> 00:02:45.323 Uh, no, I barely know her. 32 00:02:45.355 --> 00:02:46.967 She was in our Philosophy of Literature class 33 00:02:46.991 --> 00:02:48.759 with me and Zack, 34 00:02:48.791 --> 00:02:52.262 and I think he kind of asked her out. 35 00:02:52.295 --> 00:02:53.630 Kind of? 36 00:02:53.664 --> 00:02:55.666 Well, I think he thinks he did. 37 00:02:57.635 --> 00:02:59.003 So, he's into her? 38 00:02:59.035 --> 00:03:01.838 Uh, well, she's a female, 39 00:03:01.872 --> 00:03:03.674 so yeah. 40 00:03:07.044 --> 00:03:09.680 Is she into him? 41 00:03:09.712 --> 00:03:11.581 - Hey, Jules. - Oh, hey, how are you? 42 00:03:11.615 --> 00:03:14.684 Oh, she's devastated, she got an A minus on a paper. 43 00:03:14.718 --> 00:03:16.354 Oh, buddy. 44 00:03:16.386 --> 00:03:18.656 Oh, shut it. 45 00:03:18.688 --> 00:03:21.458 You know, I think I wanna go dance. 46 00:03:21.492 --> 00:03:23.694 Is there anybody I can convince to join me? 47 00:03:23.726 --> 00:03:25.830 - Zack, let's go. - Absolutely. 48 00:03:25.862 --> 00:03:28.565 Oh, yeah, go show me your moves. 49 00:03:28.599 --> 00:03:29.934 Yes, ma'am. 50 00:03:33.604 --> 00:03:35.806 You sure I can't tempt you? 51 00:03:35.838 --> 00:03:37.942 Uh, no, 52 00:03:37.974 --> 00:03:40.010 I mean, the table. 53 00:03:40.044 --> 00:03:42.313 I should watch the table, I... I don't want someone 54 00:03:42.345 --> 00:03:43.781 to take it. 55 00:03:43.813 --> 00:03:45.849 No, we wouldn't want that. 56 00:04:02.633 --> 00:04:03.868 Hey, baby, what's going on? 57 00:04:03.901 --> 00:04:05.368 Ow. 58 00:04:05.402 --> 00:04:08.005 Oh, you're a little feisty, all right. 59 00:04:08.038 --> 00:04:09.674 Okay. 60 00:04:13.043 --> 00:04:14.645 What, it's just a little dance. 61 00:04:14.677 --> 00:04:17.714 - I'm a good dancer. - Ugh, no, you're not. 62 00:04:41.037 --> 00:04:42.672 Hey. 63 00:04:42.705 --> 00:04:44.075 How's the table? 64 00:04:44.108 --> 00:04:46.677 Fine, I just wanted to make sure you're okay. 65 00:04:46.710 --> 00:04:48.945 Oh, yeah, just perils of the dance floor. 66 00:04:48.979 --> 00:04:50.781 Did you come to dance with me? 67 00:04:50.813 --> 00:04:54.351 Uh, no, I don't think I can keep up. 68 00:04:54.385 --> 00:04:57.587 I just... just wanted to check you're okay, that's all. 69 00:04:57.621 --> 00:05:00.858 Well, you did, and I am. 70 00:05:00.890 --> 00:05:02.659 Okay. 71 00:05:04.561 --> 00:05:06.796 And now I need to be making sure 72 00:05:06.830 --> 00:05:08.998 that you're okay. 73 00:05:09.032 --> 00:05:10.835 Jeez. 74 00:05:16.873 --> 00:05:19.976 Thank you. 75 00:05:20.010 --> 00:05:23.546 Hey, uh, have a good night, see you later. 76 00:05:23.580 --> 00:05:24.849 Uh, wait. 77 00:05:27.049 --> 00:05:29.886 - What's up? - Um, do you wanna 78 00:05:29.919 --> 00:05:31.722 share a cab or something? 79 00:05:31.755 --> 00:05:35.159 I live pretty close, so I won't be catching a cab. 80 00:05:35.191 --> 00:05:39.162 Um, do you wanna share a sidewalk? 81 00:05:53.142 --> 00:05:55.546 Oh, shit. 82 00:05:55.578 --> 00:05:57.013 Ah, for fuck's sake! 83 00:06:00.950 --> 00:06:03.820 This is fucked. 84 00:06:03.854 --> 00:06:06.022 - Good morning, sunshine. - Julia, 85 00:06:06.056 --> 00:06:08.625 what the fuck? 86 00:06:08.659 --> 00:06:10.493 Don't take that tone with me. 87 00:06:10.527 --> 00:06:12.695 Beach, let's go. 88 00:06:12.729 --> 00:06:14.899 Dude, you literally just woke me up. 89 00:06:14.931 --> 00:06:17.200 I am not ready for the beach, and it is really early 90 00:06:17.234 --> 00:06:18.868 for your cleavage. 91 00:06:18.902 --> 00:06:22.106 First off, it is not my fault that you slept in, 92 00:06:22.138 --> 00:06:26.075 and secondly, it's never too early for my cleavage. 93 00:06:26.109 --> 00:06:27.611 Let's go. 94 00:06:29.847 --> 00:06:31.981 God, I am so glad I went from 95 00:06:32.015 --> 00:06:33.784 a comfortable laying-down position 96 00:06:33.816 --> 00:06:36.219 to an uncomfortable laying-down position. 97 00:06:36.253 --> 00:06:38.823 Okay. 98 00:06:38.856 --> 00:06:43.127 Try to think of it as full-body exfoliation. 99 00:06:43.159 --> 00:06:45.529 But, I'm more thinking of it as a sunburn, 100 00:06:45.561 --> 00:06:47.864 and sand in my crack. 101 00:06:47.897 --> 00:06:50.934 Are you ever happy about anything? 102 00:06:50.967 --> 00:06:53.136 Hardly ever. 103 00:06:53.169 --> 00:06:54.904 Room for one more? 104 00:06:54.938 --> 00:06:56.873 - Oh, hi. - Hi. 105 00:06:56.907 --> 00:06:58.709 Yeah, sure. 106 00:07:02.678 --> 00:07:04.582 I didn't know you were joining us. 107 00:07:04.614 --> 00:07:06.783 - Is that all right? - Absolutely. 108 00:07:06.816 --> 00:07:09.486 Of course. 109 00:07:09.520 --> 00:07:12.690 Zack likes you, 110 00:07:12.722 --> 00:07:14.724 so you're stuck with us. 111 00:07:14.758 --> 00:07:16.226 Could be worse. 112 00:07:21.698 --> 00:07:23.500 I think I'm gonna go for a dip. 113 00:07:23.534 --> 00:07:25.002 Be right back. 114 00:07:27.104 --> 00:07:29.940 So, is she just, like, our friend now? 115 00:07:29.972 --> 00:07:31.641 I don't know, why? 116 00:07:31.674 --> 00:07:34.044 You don't like her? 117 00:07:34.077 --> 00:07:35.813 No, I... 118 00:07:35.846 --> 00:07:37.748 I don't know her. 119 00:07:37.780 --> 00:07:40.116 I mean, she seems nice. 120 00:07:40.150 --> 00:07:42.753 She's polite, and friendly, and... 121 00:07:42.786 --> 00:07:45.022 Alex, you don't have to convince me. 122 00:07:45.054 --> 00:07:47.525 I don't care if you like her. 123 00:07:47.558 --> 00:07:49.260 I didn't say I didn't like her. 124 00:07:49.292 --> 00:07:51.995 Mhm. 125 00:07:52.029 --> 00:07:54.198 - Oh. - Oh, thank you. 126 00:08:08.745 --> 00:08:10.314 Oh, no, I'm good, thank you. 127 00:08:10.347 --> 00:08:12.181 It's for me. 128 00:08:12.214 --> 00:08:14.084 If you don't mind? 129 00:08:14.116 --> 00:08:16.087 - Please? - Oh, yeah. 130 00:08:18.589 --> 00:08:20.858 Yeah. 131 00:09:14.144 --> 00:09:15.946 Oh, okay, well let's just cover all the bases. 132 00:09:15.978 --> 00:09:18.081 No, none of us are into Zack. 133 00:09:18.115 --> 00:09:20.717 He's like an annoying younger brother. 134 00:09:20.750 --> 00:09:22.819 - Hm. - But, you know, 135 00:09:22.852 --> 00:09:24.731 wouldn't be life without him, though, don't tell him 136 00:09:24.755 --> 00:09:28.125 - I said that. - Lips are sealed. 137 00:09:28.158 --> 00:09:30.728 So, is he not your type, or...? 138 00:09:30.760 --> 00:09:33.262 I don't know, I haven't really thought about it. 139 00:09:33.295 --> 00:09:35.765 What is your type? 140 00:09:35.799 --> 00:09:38.401 Confident, attractive, smart. 141 00:09:38.434 --> 00:09:39.969 How about you? 142 00:09:40.002 --> 00:09:42.038 You, generally. 143 00:09:42.072 --> 00:09:43.907 What? 144 00:09:43.939 --> 00:09:46.242 Oh, I mean, same... same as... as you. 145 00:09:46.275 --> 00:09:48.746 Same as you said just... 146 00:09:48.779 --> 00:09:50.179 Oh, my God, are you okay? 147 00:09:50.212 --> 00:09:52.116 Yeah. 148 00:09:52.149 --> 00:09:55.184 - You're bleeding. - Yeah. 149 00:09:55.217 --> 00:09:57.121 - Come on. - No, that's okay. 150 00:09:57.154 --> 00:09:59.657 - Let me take care of it. - It's totally fine. 151 00:09:59.689 --> 00:10:01.724 It's... yeah. 152 00:10:01.757 --> 00:10:03.726 Ow. 153 00:10:03.760 --> 00:10:05.261 Have a seat. 154 00:10:10.900 --> 00:10:14.737 Wow, this is a real happening place, huh? 155 00:10:14.770 --> 00:10:16.707 We're closed on Sundays. 156 00:10:19.375 --> 00:10:21.712 Have you worked here for a long time? 157 00:10:21.745 --> 00:10:24.881 Uh, yeah, we've had it for a while. 158 00:10:24.914 --> 00:10:27.351 - We? - My family owns it. 159 00:10:29.452 --> 00:10:32.990 Guess I kind of own it. 160 00:10:33.023 --> 00:10:35.359 Oh. 161 00:10:35.391 --> 00:10:37.226 Wow. 162 00:10:39.962 --> 00:10:42.065 Yeah, my dad has this habit of buying businesses, 163 00:10:42.098 --> 00:10:44.801 and he kind of left me in charge of this one, 164 00:10:44.834 --> 00:10:46.469 so. 165 00:10:46.502 --> 00:10:48.438 Hey, that must be nice. 166 00:10:51.107 --> 00:10:53.309 Oh, I... well I didn't... I... 167 00:10:53.342 --> 00:10:56.112 I'm sorry, I didn't mean... 168 00:10:56.145 --> 00:10:59.449 I just meant it must be nice. 169 00:10:59.482 --> 00:11:01.017 Yeah. 170 00:11:01.050 --> 00:11:04.020 Yeah, it's as nice as material things can be I guess. 171 00:11:05.489 --> 00:11:07.324 What do you mean? 172 00:11:09.159 --> 00:11:10.928 I mean that my dad doesn't really get 173 00:11:10.961 --> 00:11:14.965 the whole feelings thing, so he uses his money instead. 174 00:11:14.997 --> 00:11:17.400 But hey, it's not like I'm just some complacent manager. 175 00:11:17.433 --> 00:11:19.770 I do actually work, you know. 176 00:11:21.837 --> 00:11:23.506 Okay. 177 00:11:23.539 --> 00:11:25.842 I mean, I wasn't suggesting that you were. 178 00:11:29.913 --> 00:11:31.914 I think it's very cool 179 00:11:31.948 --> 00:11:34.918 that you're the boss. 180 00:11:34.951 --> 00:11:37.755 - You think so? - Yeah. 181 00:11:42.259 --> 00:11:44.327 How about you, what's your story? 182 00:11:46.462 --> 00:11:49.900 Uh, it was just me and my mom growing up. 183 00:11:49.933 --> 00:11:54.004 She worked a lot, but she got the feelings thing. 184 00:11:54.036 --> 00:11:56.506 - Mhm. - Sounds like you and me 185 00:11:56.539 --> 00:11:59.409 had completely opposite childhoods. 186 00:12:10.986 --> 00:12:13.122 You know, he's not all bad. 187 00:12:13.155 --> 00:12:16.226 - Who, you're dad? - Yeah. 188 00:12:16.259 --> 00:12:18.996 I'm not judging. 189 00:12:19.029 --> 00:12:22.399 Just laid my entire life story out on you. 190 00:12:22.432 --> 00:12:24.433 Sorry about that. 191 00:12:24.467 --> 00:12:27.203 I guess that you're just sort of 192 00:12:27.236 --> 00:12:30.006 easy to talk to. 193 00:12:32.475 --> 00:12:35.445 How about you, what happened to your dad? 194 00:12:35.477 --> 00:12:38.481 Uh, he left when I was 4. 195 00:12:40.549 --> 00:12:42.986 I didn't really know him. 196 00:12:43.019 --> 00:12:46.089 According to my mom, that's a good thing. 197 00:12:46.121 --> 00:12:48.424 You see your mom a lot? 198 00:12:48.457 --> 00:12:50.394 Uh, no. 199 00:12:50.427 --> 00:12:52.196 No, she, uh... 200 00:12:52.228 --> 00:12:55.331 she died. 201 00:12:55.365 --> 00:12:57.601 I'm sorry. 202 00:12:57.634 --> 00:13:00.938 Oh, it's okay. 203 00:13:00.971 --> 00:13:02.840 I mean, it's not okay, 204 00:13:02.872 --> 00:13:05.908 but I'm fine. 205 00:13:10.480 --> 00:13:12.916 There's this, uh... 206 00:13:12.948 --> 00:13:16.553 There's this spot down by the beach 207 00:13:16.586 --> 00:13:18.087 that I like to go to. 208 00:13:20.055 --> 00:13:21.390 It reminds me of her. 209 00:13:31.167 --> 00:13:33.136 Let me see your arm. 210 00:13:33.169 --> 00:13:36.005 I think you got some gravel in it or something. 211 00:13:36.039 --> 00:13:38.140 Yeah. 212 00:13:38.174 --> 00:13:40.086 It's okay, though, just throw a Band-Aid on there 213 00:13:40.110 --> 00:13:42.212 or something. 214 00:13:42.245 --> 00:13:44.414 - I'll be gentle. - Okay. 215 00:13:52.923 --> 00:13:54.524 Are you ready? 216 00:13:54.557 --> 00:13:56.293 I don't know. 217 00:13:59.696 --> 00:14:02.199 That probably hurts. 218 00:14:02.231 --> 00:14:04.601 All good. 219 00:14:14.611 --> 00:14:16.313 - Can you, um...? - Oh. 220 00:14:51.614 --> 00:14:54.985 Does it feel better? 221 00:14:55.018 --> 00:14:57.087 Yeah. 222 00:14:59.688 --> 00:15:01.958 So, did I tell you about my movie idea? 223 00:15:01.991 --> 00:15:03.269 - No. - Yeah, I mean, so I'm writing 224 00:15:03.293 --> 00:15:06.263 this movie, and it's you and me are the leads, 225 00:15:06.295 --> 00:15:10.166 and I play a character named Robin Banks, okay? 226 00:15:10.199 --> 00:15:14.637 No, but wait, you're Greta Waycar. 227 00:15:14.670 --> 00:15:17.373 - You're dumb. - No, it's genius. 228 00:15:19.342 --> 00:15:22.346 - Hey. - Hey, Al. 229 00:15:22.379 --> 00:15:25.015 - Where's Erin? - Ah, she had to work 230 00:15:25.048 --> 00:15:26.549 or something. 231 00:15:26.582 --> 00:15:30.120 Aw, I got her a Coke. 232 00:15:30.153 --> 00:15:32.356 Before you say anything, it wasn't you. 233 00:15:32.389 --> 00:15:34.057 I didn't scare her away? 234 00:15:34.090 --> 00:15:36.160 - No, Zack. - Thank God. 235 00:15:38.560 --> 00:15:40.162 But, like, what'd she say about me? 236 00:15:40.196 --> 00:15:43.133 - Oh, my God, get over yourself. - What? 237 00:15:43.165 --> 00:15:44.667 I need to know. 238 00:15:44.701 --> 00:15:46.603 I don't know, nothing. 239 00:15:46.635 --> 00:15:48.237 Nothing? 240 00:15:48.270 --> 00:15:50.573 At all? 241 00:15:50.606 --> 00:15:52.342 Really? 242 00:15:52.375 --> 00:15:55.111 No, no, I mean, 243 00:15:55.145 --> 00:15:56.413 you're a good guy or whatever. 244 00:15:56.446 --> 00:15:59.016 Just keep doing that. 245 00:15:59.049 --> 00:16:00.449 I don't know about that. 246 00:16:00.482 --> 00:16:02.752 Good guys finish last. 247 00:16:02.785 --> 00:16:06.323 Unless that's what she likes. 248 00:16:06.356 --> 00:16:09.056 I don't know what she likes. 249 00:16:09.058 --> 00:16:11.694 If you wanna ask her out, just ask her out, 250 00:16:11.727 --> 00:16:15.097 and if she says, "No," then you have your answer. 251 00:16:15.130 --> 00:16:18.267 Yeah, true. 252 00:16:18.300 --> 00:16:20.236 Aw, Zackary, 253 00:16:20.270 --> 00:16:23.106 do you need me to ask her out for you? 254 00:16:23.139 --> 00:16:25.308 No, I do not. 255 00:16:25.341 --> 00:16:27.344 It's just, you know, if I ask her out 256 00:16:27.376 --> 00:16:28.821 and she says, "No," then she's not gonna 257 00:16:28.845 --> 00:16:31.048 wanna hang with us anymore. 258 00:16:31.081 --> 00:16:33.517 I kinda like her hanging with us. 259 00:16:33.549 --> 00:16:36.553 Good point. 260 00:16:36.586 --> 00:16:38.789 What, what, it's a good point. 261 00:16:38.822 --> 00:16:40.690 I mean, she's nice. 262 00:16:40.722 --> 00:16:43.159 It's nice to make new friends who are nice. 263 00:16:43.193 --> 00:16:45.761 Why do you need new friends? 264 00:16:45.794 --> 00:16:48.698 Aw, Jule, you need to go to jelly school. 265 00:16:48.731 --> 00:16:50.266 Ew! 266 00:16:50.299 --> 00:16:52.835 Never touch me like that again. 267 00:16:52.869 --> 00:16:54.371 I'll never touch you like that again. 268 00:16:56.606 --> 00:16:59.308 So, Al, can you talk me up to her? 269 00:16:59.342 --> 00:17:02.678 Please, can you talk about literally anything else? 270 00:17:02.712 --> 00:17:04.190 I don't know, what makes you think that 271 00:17:04.214 --> 00:17:06.650 she would listen to me, or that we even talk? 272 00:17:06.682 --> 00:17:09.486 I figured you guys became pals. 273 00:17:09.518 --> 00:17:11.487 Well, I mean, she's... 274 00:17:11.521 --> 00:17:13.390 Nice. 275 00:17:27.370 --> 00:17:29.673 - What time's happy hour? - Oh, shit. 276 00:17:29.706 --> 00:17:31.775 I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. 277 00:17:31.807 --> 00:17:34.343 No, it's okay... oh! 278 00:17:34.377 --> 00:17:36.847 - Oh, my God, okay. - Okay. 279 00:17:36.880 --> 00:17:39.349 Ah, right. 280 00:17:42.485 --> 00:17:43.887 Uh. 281 00:17:43.919 --> 00:17:46.323 Okay. 282 00:17:48.725 --> 00:17:51.495 - Are you okay? - Uh, yes. 283 00:17:51.527 --> 00:17:54.230 - Yes, hi. - Hi. 284 00:17:54.264 --> 00:17:57.133 - How are you? - I'm good, I'm good. 285 00:17:57.167 --> 00:18:00.704 I, um, came by to see if you're coming out... 286 00:18:00.736 --> 00:18:03.806 uh, to the club, after your shift. 287 00:18:03.840 --> 00:18:08.445 I mean, do you want to come out to the club to dance? 288 00:18:08.477 --> 00:18:10.479 Right, right, um, 289 00:18:10.513 --> 00:18:12.448 I'm off work pretty late, so. 290 00:18:12.482 --> 00:18:14.118 Okay. 291 00:18:15.752 --> 00:18:17.654 Well, I mean, 292 00:18:17.687 --> 00:18:20.256 that was more of a for-your-information 293 00:18:20.290 --> 00:18:22.292 than... than a no. 294 00:18:22.324 --> 00:18:25.294 Okay, so it's a yes then. 295 00:18:25.328 --> 00:18:27.264 Uh, it's a maybe. 296 00:18:27.296 --> 00:18:29.232 Probably. 297 00:18:33.535 --> 00:18:36.773 I mean, I was in the neighborhood. 298 00:18:36.805 --> 00:18:39.308 That's why I'm here, 'cause Julia told me 299 00:18:39.342 --> 00:18:41.210 that you worked here, and I was passing by, 300 00:18:41.244 --> 00:18:43.547 - and so I... - Right, um, 301 00:18:43.580 --> 00:18:45.814 well it's really nice to see you, though. 302 00:18:45.848 --> 00:18:47.584 Thank you. 303 00:18:49.619 --> 00:18:54.591 Okay, so I guess I'll maybe, probably see you later? 304 00:18:54.623 --> 00:18:56.692 - Yeah. - Maybe, probably. 305 00:18:58.727 --> 00:19:01.965 Yes, um. 306 00:19:01.997 --> 00:19:04.433 Thanks for 307 00:19:04.467 --> 00:19:06.369 stopping by. 308 00:19:06.401 --> 00:19:08.237 You got it. 309 00:19:09.738 --> 00:19:12.342 Hey, before I forget, do you have a pen? 310 00:19:12.374 --> 00:19:14.777 Uh, yeah, I think I do, sure. 311 00:19:27.857 --> 00:19:30.260 In case you need me for anything. 312 00:19:31.928 --> 00:19:33.764 I'll see you later. 313 00:19:35.698 --> 00:19:37.534 Uh, see you later. 314 00:20:03.426 --> 00:20:04.961 Okay. 315 00:20:04.994 --> 00:20:06.996 You look good. 316 00:20:07.030 --> 00:20:08.870 You look fine, you're totally overthinking this 317 00:20:08.898 --> 00:20:11.834 'cause nothing's happening. 318 00:20:11.868 --> 00:20:13.770 Oh, God, what if something is happening? 319 00:20:20.342 --> 00:20:21.878 Hey, what are we looking at? 320 00:20:21.910 --> 00:20:23.912 A very happy Zack. 321 00:20:23.946 --> 00:20:26.582 Oh, yeah, is he making friends? 322 00:20:26.615 --> 00:20:29.551 Well. 323 00:20:38.593 --> 00:20:40.529 I have to go. 324 00:20:40.563 --> 00:20:42.564 - Uh. - Yeah, sorry. 325 00:20:44.766 --> 00:20:46.503 Okay. 326 00:20:53.676 --> 00:20:55.445 Alex. 327 00:20:55.477 --> 00:20:57.046 Alex, wait. 328 00:20:59.815 --> 00:21:01.750 I'm sorry. 329 00:21:01.784 --> 00:21:03.652 For what? 330 00:21:03.686 --> 00:21:06.356 I don't usually drink, and I was dancing, 331 00:21:06.389 --> 00:21:08.824 - and I... - You don't owe me anything. 332 00:21:11.593 --> 00:21:13.996 I just don't want you to think I was doing it to hurt you 333 00:21:14.030 --> 00:21:15.699 or something. 334 00:21:17.432 --> 00:21:19.736 I don't know what you mean. 335 00:21:21.536 --> 00:21:24.673 - I'm just nervous. - Nervous? 336 00:21:24.707 --> 00:21:26.810 About what? 337 00:21:26.842 --> 00:21:28.879 You make me nervous. 338 00:21:41.757 --> 00:21:43.625 Erin, where are you going? 339 00:21:43.659 --> 00:21:46.428 I'm all sweaty, I'm going for a swim. 340 00:21:46.461 --> 00:21:47.963 I thought I was walking you home, 341 00:21:47.996 --> 00:21:50.632 not brushing up on my CPR. 342 00:21:50.666 --> 00:21:52.402 So, come in with me then. 343 00:21:54.637 --> 00:21:56.406 That doesn't make any sense. 344 00:22:05.715 --> 00:22:07.984 Are you coming? 345 00:22:17.126 --> 00:22:19.796 Hey, there you are, I was looking for you. 346 00:22:19.829 --> 00:22:21.798 Thought you left. 347 00:22:21.831 --> 00:22:24.767 No, I'm right here. 348 00:22:24.801 --> 00:22:26.002 Did you wanna get dressed? 349 00:22:26.034 --> 00:22:27.836 I mean, I can wait. 350 00:22:27.870 --> 00:22:30.439 Are you sleeping with me tonight? 351 00:22:32.842 --> 00:22:34.977 Uh. 352 00:22:35.011 --> 00:22:36.687 I just meant 'cause my bed's more comfortable 353 00:22:36.711 --> 00:22:40.416 than the couch, so. 354 00:22:40.449 --> 00:22:42.151 Oh, right. 355 00:22:42.185 --> 00:22:44.921 No, cool, um. 356 00:22:44.954 --> 00:22:47.957 No, I was just gonna head home soon. 357 00:22:47.989 --> 00:22:49.625 Okay. 358 00:22:49.659 --> 00:22:50.893 Sure. 359 00:22:52.829 --> 00:22:54.097 Wait, I'm sorry. 360 00:22:54.130 --> 00:22:56.966 Oh, my God, I am so sorry. 361 00:22:56.998 --> 00:22:59.701 Oh, my God. 362 00:22:59.735 --> 00:23:02.472 It's okay. 363 00:23:02.505 --> 00:23:04.474 Hey, it's okay. 364 00:23:13.716 --> 00:23:15.717 Um, listen, 365 00:23:15.751 --> 00:23:18.221 I... I... 366 00:23:18.254 --> 00:23:19.697 I don't know what's happening, and I don't wanna 367 00:23:19.721 --> 00:23:21.824 misread anything. 368 00:23:21.858 --> 00:23:24.494 I don't think that you're misreading anything. 369 00:23:27.897 --> 00:23:30.066 Will you look at me, please? 370 00:23:54.090 --> 00:23:56.192 Do you want me? 371 00:24:05.967 --> 00:24:08.537 Yes. 372 00:26:56.805 --> 00:26:58.240 Erin? 373 00:27:01.043 --> 00:27:02.911 Shit. 374 00:27:15.357 --> 00:27:17.694 Alex, what are you doing here? 375 00:27:17.726 --> 00:27:19.996 Oh, well you weren't there when I woke up, so. 376 00:27:20.028 --> 00:27:23.965 I was, uh... I needed to get to work. 377 00:27:23.998 --> 00:27:25.400 Right, I... 378 00:27:25.434 --> 00:27:28.171 Uh, could we...? 379 00:27:28.204 --> 00:27:29.906 Sure. 380 00:27:36.946 --> 00:27:38.180 What's up... ah. 381 00:27:40.416 --> 00:27:42.150 Okay, um, 382 00:27:42.184 --> 00:27:44.120 can we talk about what happened last night? 383 00:27:44.152 --> 00:27:46.389 - No. - What, are you serious? 384 00:27:46.421 --> 00:27:48.056 Yeah, something happened, 385 00:27:48.090 --> 00:27:51.260 I don't know what, and I... 386 00:27:51.293 --> 00:27:52.928 You... you don't... you don't know... 387 00:27:52.961 --> 00:27:54.472 - Erin, we slept together. - Okay, can you please 388 00:27:54.496 --> 00:27:56.032 keep your voice down, because we are at 389 00:27:56.064 --> 00:27:57.332 my work right now? 390 00:27:57.365 --> 00:27:58.876 - So, uh... - It's not fricking illegal. 391 00:27:58.900 --> 00:28:00.236 - I mean... - Okay, I need you to 392 00:28:00.268 --> 00:28:01.770 forget about this. 393 00:28:03.872 --> 00:28:06.241 What? No, no. 394 00:28:06.275 --> 00:28:08.977 No, Erin, it was amazing, and you were right there with me 395 00:28:09.011 --> 00:28:11.114 and I know that you felt the same way. 396 00:28:11.147 --> 00:28:12.814 - Stop. - You came on to me. 397 00:28:12.848 --> 00:28:14.291 - I wasn't gonna do anything. - Please, I need you to 398 00:28:14.315 --> 00:28:17.853 fucking stop, I need you to fucking stop, Alex! 399 00:28:17.887 --> 00:28:19.856 Can you please fucking stop? 400 00:28:23.292 --> 00:28:24.794 Can you please go? 401 00:28:26.795 --> 00:28:28.397 I need you to go, please. 402 00:29:10.272 --> 00:29:12.942 - Hey, Jule. - Hey, you. 403 00:29:12.975 --> 00:29:16.111 - What's up? - How are you? 404 00:29:16.144 --> 00:29:18.313 Yeah, I'm fine. 405 00:29:18.346 --> 00:29:21.449 Great, but how are you actually? 406 00:29:21.483 --> 00:29:23.519 - What do you mean? - Don't play dumb, 407 00:29:23.552 --> 00:29:25.021 you completely bailed last night. 408 00:29:25.053 --> 00:29:28.190 - Where'd you go? - Yeah, sorry. 409 00:29:28.224 --> 00:29:29.466 Well, don't be sorry, just tell me 410 00:29:29.490 --> 00:29:30.926 what's going on with you. 411 00:29:33.495 --> 00:29:36.299 Hello? 412 00:29:36.332 --> 00:29:40.268 Can you just trust that I'll tell you when I'm ready? 413 00:29:40.302 --> 00:29:43.171 Okay. 414 00:29:43.205 --> 00:29:44.439 Should I be worried? 415 00:29:47.508 --> 00:29:49.978 No. 416 00:29:50.012 --> 00:29:51.313 Okay. 417 00:29:51.346 --> 00:29:53.014 Come for a drink tonight? 418 00:29:55.316 --> 00:29:58.153 Uh, yeah, sure. 419 00:29:58.187 --> 00:29:59.396 I mean, I'll meet you down there. 420 00:29:59.420 --> 00:30:01.591 Cool, see you soon, pal. 421 00:30:06.160 --> 00:30:07.462 Fuck. 422 00:30:25.915 --> 00:30:27.082 Where have you have been? 423 00:30:27.115 --> 00:30:30.118 You almost missed happy hour. 424 00:30:30.151 --> 00:30:31.286 I'm sorry. 425 00:30:33.354 --> 00:30:36.525 Anyway, so as I was saying, I was on a date with this dude, 426 00:30:36.557 --> 00:30:38.660 and he asks me what I like to do for fun. 427 00:30:38.694 --> 00:30:40.496 I hate that question. 428 00:30:40.528 --> 00:30:44.232 So, I start telling him about this book that I'm reading. 429 00:30:44.265 --> 00:30:47.202 Alex, have I told you about this, book guy? 430 00:30:47.236 --> 00:30:49.639 Uh, yeah, sure, I think... I think so. 431 00:30:49.671 --> 00:30:51.339 Anyway, 432 00:30:51.372 --> 00:30:53.008 so I'm telling him about this book, 433 00:30:53.042 --> 00:30:55.410 and he gets this look on his face, 434 00:30:55.444 --> 00:30:58.614 like either he's never heard the word "book" before, 435 00:30:58.647 --> 00:31:01.250 or the idea of a woman reading 436 00:31:01.283 --> 00:31:04.419 is way too much for his tiny brain to comprehend. 437 00:31:04.453 --> 00:31:07.123 I really don't get it, I mean, guys say that they want a girl 438 00:31:07.156 --> 00:31:09.358 that's smart and interesting, but I mean, 439 00:31:09.390 --> 00:31:10.993 really they actually don't. 440 00:31:12.024 --> 00:31:13.129 - Right? - Yeah. 441 00:31:13.161 --> 00:31:16.131 Hey, how's the weather where you are? 442 00:31:16.165 --> 00:31:19.068 - What? - Where are you right now? 443 00:31:19.101 --> 00:31:21.370 Uh, I think I'm gonna get a drink. 444 00:31:21.402 --> 00:31:22.614 Actually, you know, I should go. 445 00:31:22.638 --> 00:31:25.073 I have this thing that I gotta do. 446 00:31:25.107 --> 00:31:26.575 Uhh, like what? 447 00:31:26.608 --> 00:31:28.411 It's Friday night during the summer. 448 00:31:28.444 --> 00:31:30.980 What do you have to do? 449 00:31:31.013 --> 00:31:33.316 Early inventory. 450 00:31:33.349 --> 00:31:37.285 Like you've never done inventory hungover. 451 00:31:37.319 --> 00:31:39.655 Erin, please explain to her 452 00:31:39.688 --> 00:31:43.124 why she needs to stop pretending to be so responsible. 453 00:31:43.158 --> 00:31:45.428 You really gotta stop it. 454 00:31:48.130 --> 00:31:50.366 Okay. 455 00:31:50.399 --> 00:31:52.668 Alex! 456 00:31:52.700 --> 00:31:56.271 Alex, what the hell? 457 00:31:56.304 --> 00:31:58.673 I just can't. 458 00:32:01.709 --> 00:32:03.278 Hey, Al. 459 00:32:05.447 --> 00:32:08.316 All right. 460 00:32:08.350 --> 00:32:10.119 What's wrong with her? 461 00:32:10.151 --> 00:32:12.354 - I don't know. - Are you sure? 462 00:32:12.388 --> 00:32:15.757 Yeah, Julia, I don't even know her. 463 00:32:15.791 --> 00:32:18.727 - I don't believe you. - Hey. 464 00:32:18.761 --> 00:32:21.063 What the fuck was that about? 465 00:32:21.095 --> 00:32:23.298 I have no idea. 466 00:32:23.332 --> 00:32:25.200 - I should go after her. - No. 467 00:32:25.234 --> 00:32:27.436 Stop mothering her, okay? 468 00:32:27.468 --> 00:32:30.305 Storming off like that, she needs some time alone. 469 00:32:30.339 --> 00:32:32.308 She went to the beach, just... 470 00:32:32.341 --> 00:32:34.577 she'll be fine. 471 00:32:34.610 --> 00:32:36.611 You know, I think I'm gonna head out. 472 00:32:36.644 --> 00:32:38.179 Honestly, I wouldn't worry about her. 473 00:32:38.213 --> 00:32:40.282 She seems like a really tough girl. 474 00:32:40.314 --> 00:32:42.418 I'm sure she's gonna be fine, so. 475 00:32:44.419 --> 00:32:45.653 - Erin. - Hm? 476 00:32:45.687 --> 00:32:48.024 Alex has been through a lot of shit. 477 00:32:48.056 --> 00:32:51.026 If she is messed up in something, please tell me. 478 00:32:51.060 --> 00:32:53.596 Yeah, honestly, I'm sorry, but I don't know. 479 00:32:53.629 --> 00:32:57.466 Jule, why would she know anything? 480 00:32:57.498 --> 00:32:59.101 Well, have a good night, guys. 481 00:33:11.780 --> 00:33:14.683 Alex. 482 00:33:19.321 --> 00:33:23.458 No, you don't get to come here and look at me like that. 483 00:33:23.492 --> 00:33:26.361 I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry. 484 00:33:29.331 --> 00:33:32.333 I don't understand. 485 00:33:32.367 --> 00:33:35.104 We didn't do anything wrong. 486 00:33:35.137 --> 00:33:37.505 You're acting like we've done this terrible thing. 487 00:33:37.538 --> 00:33:39.842 Are you in a relationship or something? 488 00:33:39.874 --> 00:33:42.243 You don't get it, do you? 489 00:33:42.276 --> 00:33:43.578 No, I don't get it. 490 00:33:43.611 --> 00:33:46.415 I need you to explain it to me. 491 00:33:46.448 --> 00:33:48.184 I fucking can't. 492 00:33:58.226 --> 00:33:59.562 Did you like it? 493 00:34:03.564 --> 00:34:05.333 You had fun with me? 494 00:34:05.367 --> 00:34:06.669 Yes. 495 00:34:08.269 --> 00:34:09.771 And you like me? 496 00:34:11.840 --> 00:34:14.443 Do we really have to talk about it all night? 497 00:34:20.349 --> 00:34:22.684 What are you so scared of talking about? 498 00:34:22.718 --> 00:34:24.220 Are you scared of the way you feel? 499 00:34:26.188 --> 00:34:28.756 Do we really have to do this? 500 00:34:30.791 --> 00:34:33.428 - Are you scared of being gay? - Okay, shut the fuck up. 501 00:34:33.461 --> 00:34:35.697 I'm not fucking scared. 502 00:34:35.731 --> 00:34:37.600 You're just wrong. 503 00:34:37.633 --> 00:34:39.568 I need to go. 504 00:34:39.601 --> 00:34:40.903 - Wrong? - Yeah, you're just 505 00:34:40.936 --> 00:34:42.470 fucking wrong, Alex! 506 00:34:42.503 --> 00:34:44.372 I'm leaving. 507 00:34:44.405 --> 00:34:45.807 Erin! 508 00:35:14.202 --> 00:35:16.438 Hey. 509 00:35:16.470 --> 00:35:18.206 It's Erin. 510 00:35:20.242 --> 00:35:22.144 What are you doing? 511 00:35:34.256 --> 00:35:35.758 What are you doing here? 512 00:35:35.791 --> 00:35:39.628 That's seriously what you wanna say to me right now? 513 00:35:39.660 --> 00:35:42.697 Alex, what the fuck is going on? 514 00:35:44.633 --> 00:35:46.468 Just having a drink. 515 00:35:46.501 --> 00:35:49.905 You won't answer my calls and you won't talk to me. 516 00:35:49.938 --> 00:35:51.974 What's happening here, Al? 517 00:35:52.006 --> 00:35:54.209 You're the one with straight As. 518 00:35:54.242 --> 00:35:55.910 I'm sure you can figure it out. 519 00:35:55.943 --> 00:35:58.680 Why are you being a smart ass? 520 00:35:58.713 --> 00:36:01.282 Look, I just came here to have a drink, okay, alone. 521 00:36:01.316 --> 00:36:04.687 You don't get to come here and start yelling at me. 522 00:36:04.720 --> 00:36:06.889 Besides, 523 00:36:06.921 --> 00:36:08.923 no one else wants to fucking talk, 524 00:36:08.956 --> 00:36:11.626 - so why the fuck should I? - Because there's obviously 525 00:36:11.660 --> 00:36:13.596 something going on. 526 00:36:13.628 --> 00:36:15.363 - So? - So, I'm your best friend 527 00:36:15.396 --> 00:36:18.266 and I wanna help you. 528 00:36:18.300 --> 00:36:20.635 Yeah, I bet you do. 529 00:36:20.668 --> 00:36:22.637 - Alex. - I bet you wanna dance in here, 530 00:36:22.671 --> 00:36:24.281 looking all pretty, and fuck everything up, 531 00:36:24.305 --> 00:36:26.909 and then pretend like nothing ever happened. 532 00:36:26.941 --> 00:36:28.843 - What the fuck...? - Well, it did happen! 533 00:36:28.876 --> 00:36:30.478 - It happened! - What happened? 534 00:36:30.512 --> 00:36:32.615 Leave me alone, don't touch me! 535 00:36:34.048 --> 00:36:37.253 You know what, Alex? 536 00:36:37.285 --> 00:36:39.621 Fuck you. 537 00:36:39.655 --> 00:36:41.857 You know I just wanna help. 538 00:36:48.063 --> 00:36:51.432 Sorry, I can't offer you anything fun to drink. 539 00:36:51.465 --> 00:36:53.268 That's okay. 540 00:36:53.302 --> 00:36:54.903 Are you all right? 541 00:36:54.936 --> 00:36:57.805 You sounded kind of upset on the phone. 542 00:36:57.838 --> 00:37:01.543 I didn't invite you over here to talk. 543 00:37:01.575 --> 00:37:05.813 I am so done talking. 544 00:37:05.847 --> 00:37:07.582 Okay. 545 00:37:15.890 --> 00:37:18.559 Sorry, I thought that was my cue. 546 00:37:18.593 --> 00:37:19.861 Are you saying, "No"? 547 00:37:19.894 --> 00:37:22.497 No. 548 00:37:22.530 --> 00:37:25.400 Uh. 549 00:37:25.434 --> 00:37:26.901 Just... just wait a minute. 550 00:37:26.934 --> 00:37:28.770 Just a sec. 551 00:37:37.713 --> 00:37:40.916 Okay, so you're saying, "Yes"? 552 00:37:40.948 --> 00:37:44.452 I'm saying, "Just fuck me." 553 00:38:22.858 --> 00:38:25.093 Jesus, I'm coming. 554 00:38:33.702 --> 00:38:35.638 I'm sorry. 555 00:38:37.171 --> 00:38:39.574 I'm sorry. 556 00:38:39.608 --> 00:38:41.510 I'm an asshole. 557 00:38:41.543 --> 00:38:42.845 None of that was meant for you. 558 00:38:42.878 --> 00:38:45.013 Don't ever speak to me like that again. 559 00:38:45.046 --> 00:38:46.515 Just the whiskey. 560 00:38:46.548 --> 00:38:47.950 I'm serious. 561 00:38:50.017 --> 00:38:52.086 I know, I know. 562 00:38:52.119 --> 00:38:54.756 I'm sorry. 563 00:38:54.789 --> 00:38:56.958 I didn't mean any of it. 564 00:39:16.177 --> 00:39:18.646 What am I going to do with you? 565 00:39:20.581 --> 00:39:22.884 Fix my broken heart. 566 00:39:22.918 --> 00:39:24.986 - What? - What? 567 00:39:25.019 --> 00:39:27.456 - Why do you have a broken heart? - Why do you have...? 568 00:39:27.488 --> 00:39:29.490 Alex. 569 00:39:33.961 --> 00:39:35.430 Okay. 570 00:39:38.767 --> 00:39:41.503 Okay, so I am very drunk, 571 00:39:41.535 --> 00:39:43.704 so I think I'm gonna tell you something right now 572 00:39:43.738 --> 00:39:45.474 that sober Alex definitely wouldn't tell you 573 00:39:45.506 --> 00:39:47.809 because sober Alex is scared shitless. 574 00:39:47.843 --> 00:39:49.812 Well, drunk Alex and sober Alex need to start 575 00:39:49.845 --> 00:39:52.448 trusting their best friend. 576 00:39:52.481 --> 00:39:55.883 They do... I mean, I... I do. 577 00:39:55.916 --> 00:39:59.020 It's nothing to do with not trusting you. 578 00:39:59.053 --> 00:40:00.889 Then, what is it about? 579 00:40:03.992 --> 00:40:06.061 - I think I need a cigarette. - Uh, no. 580 00:40:08.497 --> 00:40:10.132 Speak. 581 00:40:15.970 --> 00:40:17.171 You love me, right? 582 00:40:17.204 --> 00:40:19.073 Like... 583 00:40:19.106 --> 00:40:21.610 Like no matter what? 584 00:40:21.642 --> 00:40:24.545 Of course I love you, you idiot. 585 00:40:24.579 --> 00:40:26.582 Nothing you can say will change that. 586 00:40:32.621 --> 00:40:34.722 Dude, I will help you bury the body. 587 00:40:34.756 --> 00:40:37.659 I will destroy the evidence. 588 00:40:37.691 --> 00:40:40.661 It honestly can't be that bad. 589 00:40:40.695 --> 00:40:43.731 Whatever it is, man, 590 00:40:43.764 --> 00:40:45.066 it's me. 591 00:40:52.740 --> 00:40:53.976 I'm gay. 592 00:41:05.320 --> 00:41:07.722 Well, I mean, you weren't hiding that very well. 593 00:41:16.731 --> 00:41:18.800 I'm in love, too. 594 00:41:22.070 --> 00:41:24.673 I'm sorry you were so scared to tell me that. 595 00:41:26.575 --> 00:41:29.077 I'm so sorry it took me so long to tell you. 596 00:41:29.110 --> 00:41:31.178 No. 597 00:41:31.211 --> 00:41:32.947 You told me when you were ready. 598 00:41:35.749 --> 00:41:38.019 So, Romeo, 599 00:41:38.052 --> 00:41:40.088 who's the lucky lady? 600 00:41:43.592 --> 00:41:45.059 Are you okay? 601 00:41:51.166 --> 00:41:53.901 - Erin. - I'm fine. 602 00:41:53.934 --> 00:41:57.338 - If you wanna talk about... - I don't. 603 00:41:57.372 --> 00:41:59.575 Okay, just consider this a freebie. 604 00:41:59.608 --> 00:42:01.610 You're off the hook. 605 00:42:01.642 --> 00:42:04.211 What? 606 00:42:04.244 --> 00:42:07.281 Look, I know I may seem like I'm that kind of guy, 607 00:42:07.314 --> 00:42:09.818 but I'm not that kind of guy. 608 00:42:11.653 --> 00:42:13.221 - Erin. - Look, Zack, 609 00:42:13.253 --> 00:42:16.023 it doesn't really matter what kind of guy you are, okay? 610 00:42:16.057 --> 00:42:18.961 Fuck, why is it that when a guy wants to have casual sex, 611 00:42:18.994 --> 00:42:21.196 it's totally fine, and when a girl wants to, 612 00:42:21.229 --> 00:42:22.731 there must be a fucking problem. 613 00:42:22.764 --> 00:42:24.765 I never said there was a problem. 614 00:42:24.798 --> 00:42:26.735 You just seemed upset. 615 00:42:26.767 --> 00:42:28.202 Sorry. 616 00:42:28.235 --> 00:42:30.338 Look, I know we may have done things 617 00:42:30.372 --> 00:42:34.309 a little backwards here, but I like you. 618 00:42:34.342 --> 00:42:36.077 - I'd like to... - No. 619 00:42:36.110 --> 00:42:38.313 - What? - Whatever you'd like to do 620 00:42:38.345 --> 00:42:40.681 is a fucking terrible idea. 621 00:42:40.715 --> 00:42:42.249 Taking you on a date's a terrible idea? 622 00:42:42.282 --> 00:42:44.752 - Oh, yeah. - Why? 623 00:42:44.785 --> 00:42:47.021 Just, fuck, I'm giving you an easy out here. 624 00:42:47.055 --> 00:42:48.624 I'm not looking for an easy out. 625 00:42:48.657 --> 00:42:52.093 This was just a distraction. 626 00:42:52.126 --> 00:42:53.728 Okay? 627 00:42:53.762 --> 00:42:56.164 This isn't gonna turn into a whirlwind romance. 628 00:42:56.197 --> 00:42:58.700 It's just sex. 629 00:42:58.733 --> 00:43:01.202 Jesus. 630 00:43:01.235 --> 00:43:03.671 Well, 631 00:43:03.704 --> 00:43:05.306 that's why I don't do this. 632 00:43:07.675 --> 00:43:09.010 Goodnight, Erin. 633 00:43:49.483 --> 00:43:51.786 This is Alex, leave me one. 634 00:43:51.820 --> 00:43:53.354 Alex. 635 00:43:55.923 --> 00:43:57.692 I'm so sorry. 636 00:44:21.349 --> 00:44:23.351 - What happened? - Ugh, whoa. 637 00:44:33.128 --> 00:44:34.930 Are you gay, or was that a dream? 638 00:44:37.131 --> 00:44:39.233 Gay. 639 00:44:39.267 --> 00:44:40.836 Not a dream. 640 00:44:40.869 --> 00:44:42.204 Okay. 641 00:44:43.972 --> 00:44:46.807 Cool. 642 00:44:48.876 --> 00:44:50.911 Ugh. 643 00:44:50.945 --> 00:44:52.180 I need a shower. 644 00:44:52.213 --> 00:44:54.850 Mhm. 645 00:44:54.883 --> 00:44:58.086 You stink like a dirty bar. 646 00:44:58.119 --> 00:45:00.088 Yeah. 647 00:45:00.121 --> 00:45:03.224 Probably 'cause I was at a dirty bar. 648 00:45:03.258 --> 00:45:05.127 Mhm. 649 00:45:09.030 --> 00:45:10.932 Are you okay? 650 00:45:13.034 --> 00:45:15.104 Yeah, I will be. 651 00:45:19.039 --> 00:45:21.744 I love you very, very much. 652 00:45:24.211 --> 00:45:28.249 I have to pee very, very much. 653 00:45:37.291 --> 00:45:39.360 I am so hungover. 654 00:45:41.095 --> 00:45:42.865 It's your own fault. 655 00:46:03.383 --> 00:46:06.021 Erin! 656 00:46:15.329 --> 00:46:18.232 Alex, what are you doing here? 657 00:46:18.265 --> 00:46:19.834 Nice. 658 00:46:19.867 --> 00:46:21.570 - Wait. - No, you made it quite clear 659 00:46:21.602 --> 00:46:24.238 that you don't want me to do that. 660 00:46:24.271 --> 00:46:26.440 Why did you call me last night? 661 00:46:27.541 --> 00:46:29.143 Were you... 662 00:46:31.012 --> 00:46:33.849 Were you apologizing for fucking someone? 663 00:46:34.916 --> 00:46:35.984 I don't know. 664 00:46:36.017 --> 00:46:38.520 I don't know why I called you. 665 00:46:38.552 --> 00:46:40.188 I'm sorry. 666 00:46:49.564 --> 00:46:51.867 What are you doing? 667 00:46:53.233 --> 00:46:55.369 I don't know. 668 00:46:55.403 --> 00:46:57.639 Look, I don't know what I'm doing. 669 00:46:57.671 --> 00:46:59.573 Okay? 670 00:46:59.606 --> 00:47:01.642 I don't know what this means. 671 00:47:03.144 --> 00:47:04.946 Okay. 672 00:47:06.981 --> 00:47:09.517 I know what it means, okay? 673 00:47:09.550 --> 00:47:11.986 Great, so I'm just supposed to pretend 674 00:47:12.019 --> 00:47:14.355 like this is normal. 675 00:47:14.389 --> 00:47:16.992 I don't know, Erin. 676 00:47:17.025 --> 00:47:19.327 But I mean, 677 00:47:19.360 --> 00:47:20.504 you should have some fucking idea 678 00:47:20.528 --> 00:47:22.296 of what you're doing. 679 00:47:22.329 --> 00:47:24.298 Do you give a shit about me at all? 680 00:47:24.331 --> 00:47:27.134 Yes. Yes. 681 00:47:29.369 --> 00:47:31.005 Okay. 682 00:47:33.508 --> 00:47:37.012 Then how could you have sex with someone else? 683 00:47:38.079 --> 00:47:40.682 Look, I was just trying to... 684 00:47:42.249 --> 00:47:45.387 I needed to figure out whether I... 685 00:47:45.419 --> 00:47:47.655 Yeah, okay. 686 00:47:49.356 --> 00:47:52.393 I know what you needed. 687 00:47:54.695 --> 00:47:56.597 Hope you feel better. 688 00:47:56.631 --> 00:47:59.067 It's not like it was just someone random, Alex. 689 00:48:07.742 --> 00:48:10.678 My God. Making the rounds, huh? 690 00:48:10.711 --> 00:48:13.314 No, wait. Alex... 691 00:48:13.347 --> 00:48:14.615 You know what? 692 00:48:14.648 --> 00:48:19.053 Don't touch me ever again. 693 00:48:19.086 --> 00:48:22.523 And for the record, you can't fuck yourself straight. 694 00:48:31.631 --> 00:48:33.300 She fucked Zack! 695 00:48:36.104 --> 00:48:37.904 Why the fuck do you care that I was with Erin? 696 00:48:41.209 --> 00:48:42.677 Alex! 697 00:48:44.345 --> 00:48:45.613 Alex, what the fuck? 698 00:48:48.615 --> 00:48:51.619 You fucked her and she let you because she's scared! 699 00:48:54.488 --> 00:48:57.057 What the fuck are you talking about? 700 00:49:00.327 --> 00:49:02.429 I'm in love with her, Zack! 701 00:49:02.463 --> 00:49:04.566 Alex, I didn't... I didn't know. 702 00:49:04.599 --> 00:49:07.202 Yeah, well now you do. 703 00:49:25.619 --> 00:49:27.655 Can I help you? 704 00:49:29.456 --> 00:49:31.425 What are you doing? 705 00:49:31.459 --> 00:49:33.628 What does it look like I'm doing? 706 00:49:38.398 --> 00:49:41.168 Erin... 707 00:49:52.079 --> 00:49:54.515 Kiss me. 708 00:50:14.769 --> 00:50:17.205 No. No, no. No. 709 00:50:17.238 --> 00:50:19.240 No. 710 00:50:19.273 --> 00:50:20.584 No, I can't wake up in the morning again 711 00:50:20.608 --> 00:50:22.142 and have you not be there. 712 00:50:22.175 --> 00:50:24.311 I can't be this mistake that you keep making. 713 00:50:24.345 --> 00:50:28.183 Look, I don't know how to be with you for real, Alex, so... 714 00:50:28.215 --> 00:50:31.218 You just be with me, Erin. 715 00:50:31.251 --> 00:50:32.586 There's nothing in the way. 716 00:50:32.619 --> 00:50:33.720 I'm all yours. 717 00:50:33.753 --> 00:50:35.522 Yeah. 718 00:50:35.555 --> 00:50:38.559 What am I supposed to do with that, hm? 719 00:50:38.593 --> 00:50:40.628 I don't know what to do with that. 720 00:50:40.660 --> 00:50:43.197 And what does that even mean, Alex? 721 00:50:43.231 --> 00:50:45.867 You don't know what my life is like. 722 00:50:45.900 --> 00:50:47.802 Okay, so tell me. 723 00:50:49.202 --> 00:50:50.204 Yeah, I fucking can't. 724 00:50:52.240 --> 00:50:55.209 Yeah, so... so that's just it? 725 00:50:57.378 --> 00:50:59.814 God. 726 00:50:59.847 --> 00:51:01.682 You're so fucking void of emotion 727 00:51:01.715 --> 00:51:03.117 that you can't even see love 728 00:51:03.151 --> 00:51:04.553 when it's staring you in the face. 729 00:51:06.253 --> 00:51:09.223 God, your dad really did fuck you up, huh? 730 00:51:09.256 --> 00:51:11.459 Oh! 731 00:51:11.492 --> 00:51:13.628 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 732 00:51:13.660 --> 00:51:17.331 No, I mean, at least you're feeling something. 733 00:51:20.800 --> 00:51:23.470 Look, I... 734 00:51:23.503 --> 00:51:25.639 Before I met you, I... 735 00:51:27.707 --> 00:51:32.213 I would never have thought that this would be me, okay? 736 00:51:32.246 --> 00:51:34.715 And I don't know how to... 737 00:51:34.749 --> 00:51:36.451 I don't know how to process this. 738 00:51:36.483 --> 00:51:40.654 I don't even know how to begin to process this. 739 00:51:40.688 --> 00:51:44.659 Okay, well, let's process it together. 740 00:51:44.691 --> 00:51:47.294 I mean, you're not alone in this. 741 00:51:47.327 --> 00:51:50.797 Julia knows, Zack knows. God. 742 00:51:50.831 --> 00:51:54.302 I mean, who gives a fuck what anybody else thinks? 743 00:51:55.936 --> 00:51:57.471 You told them? 744 00:51:57.505 --> 00:52:00.608 Yeah, I needed to talk about it. 745 00:52:03.343 --> 00:52:05.380 Okay, Erin, I know that you're scared. 746 00:52:05.412 --> 00:52:08.182 I know that this... 747 00:52:08.215 --> 00:52:09.550 that this derailed you a bit 748 00:52:09.584 --> 00:52:11.186 and it took you by surprise, 749 00:52:11.218 --> 00:52:14.289 but you can't pretend like this doesn't exist. 750 00:52:14.322 --> 00:52:17.624 Hmm, I, uh, I wish that you'd met somebody else 751 00:52:17.657 --> 00:52:19.293 that night on the dance floor 752 00:52:19.327 --> 00:52:21.662 and I wish that she could give you what you need 753 00:52:21.695 --> 00:52:23.464 because I can't. 754 00:52:25.465 --> 00:52:28.936 That's how you feel? You wish you'd never met me? 755 00:52:32.506 --> 00:52:34.676 Say something! 756 00:52:36.876 --> 00:52:38.445 Fine. 757 00:52:38.479 --> 00:52:41.216 Fine, uh, right, you want me to forget. 758 00:52:41.249 --> 00:52:42.792 Sure, let's forget, let's put it all behind us, 759 00:52:42.816 --> 00:52:45.753 one big fucked up mistake. 760 00:52:45.785 --> 00:52:48.423 I can't believe you told them. 761 00:52:49.624 --> 00:52:52.227 Yeah, well, I had to! 762 00:52:52.260 --> 00:52:55.729 I can't just bury this like you can! 763 00:52:55.762 --> 00:52:57.731 God, it's like... 764 00:52:57.764 --> 00:53:00.667 It's like you... you're living in this fantasy land 765 00:53:00.700 --> 00:53:02.412 where you think you can fuck whoever you want 766 00:53:02.436 --> 00:53:03.946 and not have to worry about the consequences. 767 00:53:03.970 --> 00:53:07.474 It's like you don't think any of this is real. 768 00:53:07.508 --> 00:53:08.543 Huh. 769 00:53:08.575 --> 00:53:10.911 Whether we talk about it or not, 770 00:53:10.945 --> 00:53:12.981 and whether people know about it or not, 771 00:53:13.014 --> 00:53:15.282 the way that you're feeling is fucking real, Erin, 772 00:53:15.316 --> 00:53:16.684 it's real! 773 00:53:25.358 --> 00:53:27.794 That's the part that scares me. 774 00:53:27.827 --> 00:53:29.496 Alex. 775 00:53:29.530 --> 00:53:31.466 It's my feelings. 776 00:53:31.499 --> 00:53:33.368 Okay, how am I supposed to just one day decide 777 00:53:33.401 --> 00:53:34.969 that I like women? 778 00:53:35.001 --> 00:53:37.738 It wasn't a decision, Erin. 779 00:53:37.771 --> 00:53:41.008 It was a realization. 780 00:53:41.041 --> 00:53:42.809 It's always been there. 781 00:53:42.843 --> 00:53:44.045 You've just been hiding 782 00:53:44.077 --> 00:53:45.813 this part of yourself for so long. 783 00:53:45.845 --> 00:53:48.416 Erin, this is... this is who you are. 784 00:53:48.448 --> 00:53:51.785 This is who you've always been before you ever even met me. 785 00:53:51.818 --> 00:53:53.387 No. 786 00:53:55.356 --> 00:53:57.792 Look, I'm here, okay? 787 00:53:57.825 --> 00:53:59.060 I'm here. 788 00:53:59.093 --> 00:54:02.630 We can do all of this together. 789 00:54:02.662 --> 00:54:06.066 Just... just let me love you. 790 00:54:08.968 --> 00:54:11.673 Sorry, but this just isn't me. 791 00:54:13.374 --> 00:54:15.843 Please, Erin. 792 00:54:15.876 --> 00:54:17.678 No, this isn't me. 793 00:54:17.711 --> 00:54:21.481 - No, come here. - Don't touch me. 794 00:54:21.514 --> 00:54:23.417 I'm sorry I came here today. 795 00:54:24.985 --> 00:54:26.887 Do you love me? 796 00:54:26.921 --> 00:54:30.058 Yeah, it doesn't fucking matter, does it? 797 00:54:40.034 --> 00:54:42.537 I come in peace. 798 00:54:46.139 --> 00:54:48.075 How's your face? 799 00:54:48.108 --> 00:54:49.943 You punched it. It hurts. 800 00:54:56.983 --> 00:55:00.954 Oh, uh, this is my cue. 801 00:55:03.490 --> 00:55:06.360 Don't fucking wreck the place. 802 00:55:16.771 --> 00:55:18.973 I'm really sorry. 803 00:55:21.409 --> 00:55:24.646 I was just so mad. 804 00:55:26.012 --> 00:55:28.982 Yeah, I got that part. 805 00:55:30.785 --> 00:55:32.687 You didn't deserve that, though. 806 00:55:34.053 --> 00:55:35.021 You're right. 807 00:55:35.055 --> 00:55:36.524 I didn't. 808 00:55:40.961 --> 00:55:45.033 I'm also sorry because I know that you were into her first. 809 00:55:47.168 --> 00:55:50.704 I don't think our feelings compare. 810 00:55:50.738 --> 00:55:54.041 I had no idea. You know that, right? 811 00:55:54.073 --> 00:55:56.077 Yeah. Of course. 812 00:55:56.110 --> 00:55:57.577 Of course I know that. 813 00:55:57.610 --> 00:56:00.647 It was just one of those things. 814 00:56:00.680 --> 00:56:03.117 It was late. We were drunk. 815 00:56:03.150 --> 00:56:05.686 - She told me to... - Okay. 816 00:56:05.718 --> 00:56:09.624 No, I don't need any of those details. 817 00:56:09.657 --> 00:56:12.126 My imagination is on overdrive as it is. 818 00:56:12.159 --> 00:56:13.994 Sorry. 819 00:56:14.028 --> 00:56:15.530 If it makes you feel any better, 820 00:56:15.563 --> 00:56:18.633 I don't think I rocked her world or anything. 821 00:56:18.666 --> 00:56:21.535 It doesn't make me feel any better. 822 00:56:21.568 --> 00:56:23.704 Are you okay? 823 00:56:25.939 --> 00:56:28.108 No. 824 00:56:28.142 --> 00:56:29.844 I'm not. 825 00:56:41.822 --> 00:56:43.992 We're closed. 826 00:56:49.262 --> 00:56:51.665 So... 827 00:56:51.698 --> 00:56:53.733 Riddle me this. 828 00:56:53.767 --> 00:56:57.705 I've now found both of you separately 829 00:56:57.738 --> 00:57:00.140 in your respective places at work 830 00:57:00.173 --> 00:57:04.111 getting drunk alone over each other. 831 00:57:06.713 --> 00:57:08.248 I don't know what you're talking about. 832 00:57:09.749 --> 00:57:11.084 Okay. 833 00:57:11.117 --> 00:57:12.619 If we're gonna get drunk in a cafe, 834 00:57:12.653 --> 00:57:15.657 let's have some class, shall we? 835 00:57:37.177 --> 00:57:39.046 To Alex. 836 00:57:49.155 --> 00:57:51.692 So let's have a chat. 837 00:57:53.626 --> 00:57:55.929 I can wait all day. 838 00:58:00.166 --> 00:58:02.135 You don't fucking get it. 839 00:58:03.938 --> 00:58:09.075 Okay, do you have any idea what my father would say? 840 00:58:09.108 --> 00:58:12.112 Or even worse, what he would think? 841 00:58:14.180 --> 00:58:18.218 I couldn't be affectionate with her in public. 842 00:58:18.251 --> 00:58:22.222 People would be looking at us and making comments. 843 00:58:23.890 --> 00:58:28.162 I don't know how to make this work, Jules. 844 00:58:31.097 --> 00:58:32.174 And I don't know how to love her 845 00:58:32.198 --> 00:58:34.834 without hurting her. 846 00:58:36.836 --> 00:58:39.273 I didn't realize that the entire world 847 00:58:39.305 --> 00:58:42.108 had such a big influence on who you love. 848 00:58:46.146 --> 00:58:48.783 I'm sorry, Jules. 849 00:58:50.284 --> 00:58:51.718 I know what I've put her through, 850 00:58:51.751 --> 00:58:53.887 but I just... I just can't fucking do it. 851 00:58:53.921 --> 00:58:56.957 - I can't. - Then let her go. 852 00:58:59.660 --> 00:59:02.129 How's Zack? 853 00:59:02.162 --> 00:59:04.198 Which part? 854 00:59:04.231 --> 00:59:07.635 His feelings, his ego, or his nose? 855 00:59:07.668 --> 00:59:10.604 His nose? 856 00:59:10.637 --> 00:59:12.139 Oh, God, did Alex... 857 00:59:12.171 --> 00:59:14.976 Fuck, I'm such a fucking asshole. 858 00:59:15.008 --> 00:59:17.378 Yeah, I mean, you could've worked out 859 00:59:17.410 --> 00:59:20.847 your internalized homophobia literally any other way. 860 00:59:20.881 --> 00:59:22.283 Jules... 861 00:59:22.316 --> 00:59:24.785 Listen... 862 00:59:24.818 --> 00:59:28.789 I know you're going through a lot of shit right now, 863 00:59:28.822 --> 00:59:31.092 but try not to drag the people you care about 864 00:59:31.124 --> 00:59:34.061 through the shit with you. 865 00:59:34.093 --> 00:59:35.729 I'm sorry. 866 00:59:36.963 --> 00:59:38.865 I know two other people who deserve that 867 00:59:38.898 --> 00:59:40.098 much more than I do right now. 868 00:59:42.669 --> 00:59:45.238 I'll see you at school, okay? 869 01:00:11.064 --> 01:00:15.702 No, it was seriously inside the lettuce bag. 870 01:00:15.735 --> 01:00:16.903 Sorry. I'm sorry, what? 871 01:00:19.039 --> 01:00:22.176 Yeah, no, I'm serious. 872 01:00:22.209 --> 01:00:24.211 You ever think they're gonna close this place down? 873 01:00:24.244 --> 01:00:27.081 No. Julia. That's blasphemy. 874 01:00:27.113 --> 01:00:29.684 Well, seriously, you can't work here forever. 875 01:00:29.717 --> 01:00:31.026 What are you gonna do when you graduate? 876 01:00:31.050 --> 01:00:33.220 Oh, I need to graduate first. 877 01:00:35.021 --> 01:00:36.090 Pardon me? 878 01:00:36.122 --> 01:00:38.391 I have this killer stats class. 879 01:00:38.425 --> 01:00:40.260 I don't think I'm gonna survive it. 880 01:00:40.293 --> 01:00:42.896 Ooh, I have a friend. 881 01:00:42.930 --> 01:00:44.865 I'm so proud of you. 882 01:00:44.898 --> 01:00:46.133 Shut up. 883 01:00:46.166 --> 01:00:47.735 No, she's a science major. 884 01:00:47.767 --> 01:00:50.271 She TAs a lot and loves stats. 885 01:00:50.303 --> 01:00:51.972 I'll ask her to tutor you. 886 01:00:52.005 --> 01:00:53.740 That makes me sound like a real winner. 887 01:00:53.773 --> 01:00:55.375 Alex, it's okay to ask for help 888 01:00:55.409 --> 01:00:58.746 when you don't understand something. 889 01:01:00.814 --> 01:01:02.349 Help. 890 01:01:02.381 --> 01:01:05.052 Ugh. 891 01:01:05.084 --> 01:01:08.354 Let her do what she's gonna do. 892 01:01:08.387 --> 01:01:13.059 She's gonna walk into my bar with some dude. 893 01:01:13.093 --> 01:01:15.129 It's not your problem. 894 01:01:19.133 --> 01:01:21.102 Well... 895 01:01:21.135 --> 01:01:22.278 I never thought I'd say this, 896 01:01:22.302 --> 01:01:26.439 but I think I should go study before I get too drunk. 897 01:01:26.472 --> 01:01:28.875 Music to my ears. 898 01:01:28.909 --> 01:01:30.144 Funny. 899 01:01:30.177 --> 01:01:31.879 - I'll see you later. - Bye. 900 01:01:37.151 --> 01:01:39.186 Hi. 901 01:01:39.218 --> 01:01:40.354 What are you doing? 902 01:01:40.387 --> 01:01:41.921 Um, saying hi. 903 01:01:41.954 --> 01:01:44.057 In Alex's bar with a guy? 904 01:01:44.090 --> 01:01:45.291 He's my boyfriend. 905 01:01:45.325 --> 01:01:47.828 Super. 906 01:01:47.860 --> 01:01:50.130 Just trying to move on with my life, Julia. 907 01:01:50.164 --> 01:01:51.765 Wouldn't it be interesting 908 01:01:51.798 --> 01:01:54.034 if instead of moving on with your life, 909 01:01:54.066 --> 01:01:55.969 you actually just lived it? 910 01:01:56.003 --> 01:01:57.071 I just came to say hi. 911 01:01:57.104 --> 01:01:59.140 I'm not looking for a lecture. 912 01:01:59.173 --> 01:02:00.941 Have you talked to somebody? 913 01:02:00.974 --> 01:02:03.309 Like a counselor? 914 01:02:03.343 --> 01:02:05.813 Okay, I'm gonna go get back to my date. 915 01:02:05.845 --> 01:02:07.247 Oh, he's your date now. 916 01:02:07.280 --> 01:02:09.182 I thought he was your boyfriend. 917 01:02:09.215 --> 01:02:11.317 Yeah, um, well, he's... 918 01:02:11.351 --> 01:02:13.253 A man. 919 01:02:13.287 --> 01:02:17.892 Which is the only part that actually matters, right? 920 01:02:17.925 --> 01:02:20.361 Listen, just talk to somebody. 921 01:02:20.394 --> 01:02:22.196 This is not your life. 922 01:02:22.229 --> 01:02:23.831 It's not who you are. 923 01:02:29.936 --> 01:02:32.572 Hey, are you Alex? 924 01:02:32.606 --> 01:02:34.475 Uh, yeah. 925 01:02:37.410 --> 01:02:38.445 Billie. 926 01:02:40.981 --> 01:02:43.217 - Hi. - Hi. 927 01:02:43.249 --> 01:02:45.485 Julia texted me and told me to meet you in the library. 928 01:02:45.519 --> 01:02:47.188 She said that you needed a tutor. 929 01:02:47.220 --> 01:02:50.890 And you have no idea what I'm talking about. 930 01:02:50.923 --> 01:02:53.893 Ah, no, yes, I do, I do. 931 01:02:53.927 --> 01:02:55.229 God, she acts fast. 932 01:02:55.262 --> 01:02:57.363 - What do you mean? - Nothing. 933 01:02:57.396 --> 01:02:58.398 Yes, please. 934 01:02:58.432 --> 01:03:00.334 Uh, save me from the numbers. 935 01:03:00.367 --> 01:03:02.570 Okay, so where are you at? 936 01:03:02.602 --> 01:03:07.173 Well, I'm somewhere between 937 01:03:07.206 --> 01:03:09.943 I have no idea what I'm doing and I want to quit school. 938 01:03:09.977 --> 01:03:12.146 Okay, look, 939 01:03:12.178 --> 01:03:15.883 I find it easier to write out the whole formula. 940 01:03:25.626 --> 01:03:28.229 Does that make sense? 941 01:03:28.262 --> 01:03:31.030 Uh, yeah. 942 01:03:31.064 --> 01:03:32.533 Yeah, I think... I think it does. 943 01:04:14.707 --> 01:04:16.577 I'm sorry, I made a mistake. 944 01:04:16.610 --> 01:04:20.113 Wait. Why do you think you've made a mistake? 945 01:04:22.115 --> 01:04:23.317 I... I... 946 01:04:23.349 --> 01:04:27.287 Just come in and listen, meet some people. 947 01:04:27.320 --> 01:04:28.655 I wouldn't know what to say. 948 01:04:28.689 --> 01:04:30.257 You don't have to say anything. 949 01:04:30.289 --> 01:04:32.358 You can even sit in the back if you want to. 950 01:04:32.392 --> 01:04:35.629 It's at your own pace, and there's free coffee. 951 01:04:35.662 --> 01:04:37.398 I don't have to say anything? 952 01:04:37.430 --> 01:04:38.499 Nothing. 953 01:04:38.532 --> 01:04:39.633 - Just listen? - Mm-hm. 954 01:04:45.005 --> 01:04:46.974 Okay. 955 01:05:04.992 --> 01:05:06.427 Um... 956 01:05:07.660 --> 01:05:10.164 Did you... 957 01:05:10.197 --> 01:05:13.166 Did you want to get a drink with me? 958 01:05:13.200 --> 01:05:14.234 Right now? 959 01:05:14.267 --> 01:05:16.203 - Is that okay? - Yeah. 960 01:05:16.235 --> 01:05:18.671 Actually, I know the perfect place. 961 01:05:24.043 --> 01:05:25.345 Hello? 962 01:05:28.514 --> 01:05:30.516 Billie? 963 01:05:54.307 --> 01:05:56.410 Hello? 964 01:05:56.443 --> 01:05:59.046 Sorry, I was getting us refreshments. 965 01:05:59.079 --> 01:06:01.481 This place is crazy. 966 01:06:01.514 --> 01:06:03.082 I know, it's pretty great, right? 967 01:06:03.115 --> 01:06:05.151 - Do you work here? - No, 968 01:06:05.184 --> 01:06:09.389 I just live in the basement waiting for my Christine. 969 01:06:09.423 --> 01:06:11.125 Not a theater person? 970 01:06:11.157 --> 01:06:13.459 Oh, no, not at all. 971 01:06:13.492 --> 01:06:14.695 Phantom of the Opera? 972 01:06:14.727 --> 01:06:16.563 Oh, I know that one. 973 01:06:28.508 --> 01:06:30.511 - So, did we just break in? - Technically, yes, 974 01:06:30.543 --> 01:06:33.646 but I have a key, so they can't prove anything. 975 01:06:33.680 --> 01:06:34.648 I'm friends with the manager. 976 01:06:34.680 --> 01:06:36.717 He owed me a beer. 977 01:06:36.749 --> 01:06:38.217 What about you? 978 01:06:38.251 --> 01:06:40.053 Tell me all about Alex. 979 01:06:40.086 --> 01:06:43.423 - What are your aspirations? - Business school. 980 01:06:43.456 --> 01:06:45.825 - That's sexy. - Thank you. 981 01:06:45.858 --> 01:06:48.461 Um, I want to start my own business. 982 01:06:48.494 --> 01:06:50.830 - Ooh, that's ambitious. - Yeah, I mean, I work 983 01:06:50.863 --> 01:06:52.365 at this little dive bar across town 984 01:06:52.398 --> 01:06:54.300 and we have regulars 985 01:06:54.334 --> 01:06:56.370 and everybody knows everybody else, 986 01:06:56.403 --> 01:07:00.407 and it's just this, you know, chill, safe place 987 01:07:00.439 --> 01:07:03.443 for people to hang out and, I don't know, 988 01:07:03.477 --> 01:07:05.087 I just want to create something like that. 989 01:07:05.111 --> 01:07:07.247 Like a dyke bar. 990 01:07:07.280 --> 01:07:08.348 Are you okay? 991 01:07:11.284 --> 01:07:13.186 - Yeah. - Have you never heard 992 01:07:13.220 --> 01:07:15.789 the word "dyke" before? 993 01:07:15.822 --> 01:07:17.524 I mean, not in that context. 994 01:07:17.557 --> 01:07:19.693 What? Where have you been? 995 01:07:19.726 --> 01:07:21.095 Uh, in the closet. 996 01:07:21.128 --> 01:07:23.729 Oh, Alex. 997 01:07:23.762 --> 01:07:26.432 Have you never been to a gay bar? 998 01:07:26.465 --> 01:07:27.601 I have not. 999 01:07:27.633 --> 01:07:29.802 Okay, it is official. 1000 01:07:29.836 --> 01:07:34.140 I am now your tutor in stats and in being gay. 1001 01:07:36.209 --> 01:07:39.213 And I have a confession to make. 1002 01:07:40.680 --> 01:07:42.382 - It's okay. - You don't even know 1003 01:07:42.414 --> 01:07:45.384 what I was gonna say. 1004 01:07:45.418 --> 01:07:49.222 That Julia purposefully asked her lesbian friend 1005 01:07:49.256 --> 01:07:52.126 who happens to be good at stats to tutor me 1006 01:07:52.159 --> 01:07:53.827 in hopes of us hitting it off. 1007 01:07:53.860 --> 01:07:56.329 So, did we? 1008 01:07:56.363 --> 01:07:58.565 Well, I followed you into a deserted theater, 1009 01:07:58.597 --> 01:08:02.570 so, uh, I would say yes. 1010 01:08:05.604 --> 01:08:07.675 Do you want to follow me somewhere else? 1011 01:08:10.843 --> 01:08:12.445 How was that for you? 1012 01:08:12.479 --> 01:08:15.448 - Overwhelming. - That's okay. 1013 01:08:15.481 --> 01:08:17.750 Do you think you might want to come back? 1014 01:08:17.784 --> 01:08:20.320 Possibly. 1015 01:08:20.353 --> 01:08:22.623 Are you a one-word woman? 1016 01:08:22.656 --> 01:08:26.860 I don't know, I just never really... 1017 01:08:26.893 --> 01:08:28.629 That's okay. 1018 01:08:28.661 --> 01:08:30.597 It's baby steps. 1019 01:08:30.629 --> 01:08:32.698 You can sit at the back as long as you like. 1020 01:08:32.732 --> 01:08:33.909 I mean, you can even sit on the floor 1021 01:08:33.933 --> 01:08:36.302 if you really want to. 1022 01:08:39.572 --> 01:08:42.242 How do you know when to... 1023 01:08:44.510 --> 01:08:46.312 I think there just comes a point 1024 01:08:46.345 --> 01:08:50.351 where it's harder to not say it than to say it. 1025 01:08:52.818 --> 01:08:56.356 I don't even know how to say it to myself. 1026 01:08:56.388 --> 01:08:58.758 Well, then that's a really good place to start 1027 01:08:58.791 --> 01:09:00.660 because the only person who really matters 1028 01:09:00.693 --> 01:09:02.963 in all of this is you. 1029 01:09:04.464 --> 01:09:06.767 So you've never been here before? 1030 01:09:06.799 --> 01:09:10.469 No. No, I didn't know this place existed. 1031 01:09:10.503 --> 01:09:12.973 Or that there were other lesbians in town. 1032 01:09:13.005 --> 01:09:16.410 Oh, honey, you just wait. 1033 01:09:21.580 --> 01:09:22.748 Hey. 1034 01:09:22.781 --> 01:09:24.817 You don't have to hide anymore. 1035 01:09:39.665 --> 01:09:41.968 Thank you for not pushing me. 1036 01:09:42.001 --> 01:09:43.637 We're all here for whenever you're ready 1037 01:09:43.670 --> 01:09:45.272 to find your voice. 1038 01:09:45.304 --> 01:09:46.606 I know it's in there. 1039 01:09:46.639 --> 01:09:48.374 Trust it. 1040 01:09:48.407 --> 01:09:50.977 - I'm really scared. - And that's okay. 1041 01:09:51.010 --> 01:09:54.281 That probably won't go away anytime soon. 1042 01:09:54.313 --> 01:09:56.582 But I promise that when you do find those words, 1043 01:09:56.616 --> 01:09:58.318 everything will change. 1044 01:10:06.593 --> 01:10:07.770 You know, I appreciate the respect, 1045 01:10:07.794 --> 01:10:10.497 but you can touch me. 1046 01:10:12.531 --> 01:10:15.501 - You are so cute. - I'm nervous. 1047 01:10:15.535 --> 01:10:18.372 We don't have to do anything you don't want to do. 1048 01:10:18.405 --> 01:10:19.939 No, I'm good. 1049 01:10:19.973 --> 01:10:21.875 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1050 01:10:28.615 --> 01:10:30.416 - So, you have fun, then? - Yes! 1051 01:10:30.450 --> 01:10:32.352 Oh my God, I want to go there every week. 1052 01:10:32.384 --> 01:10:33.352 It was incredible. 1053 01:10:33.385 --> 01:10:34.787 - It felt so... - Free? 1054 01:10:34.821 --> 01:10:36.290 Yes! 1055 01:10:36.322 --> 01:10:38.392 Like nobody cared what you were doing 1056 01:10:38.424 --> 01:10:40.069 - or who you were doing it with. - Yeah, it's called 1057 01:10:40.093 --> 01:10:42.696 being inclusive and non-judgmental. 1058 01:10:42.728 --> 01:10:45.064 Right, yeah, guess I haven't really experienced 1059 01:10:45.098 --> 01:10:46.300 all that much of that. 1060 01:10:46.332 --> 01:10:48.669 Ugh, that makes me really sad. 1061 01:10:48.701 --> 01:10:50.070 But it's probably because 1062 01:10:50.103 --> 01:10:51.413 you've only ever been to straight clubs 1063 01:10:51.437 --> 01:10:54.407 and you can't be yourself. 1064 01:10:54.441 --> 01:10:57.077 Anyway, this is me. 1065 01:10:57.110 --> 01:10:59.612 Oh, well, thanks. 1066 01:10:59.646 --> 01:11:01.048 I had a really good time tonight. 1067 01:11:01.080 --> 01:11:02.348 Good. 1068 01:11:02.381 --> 01:11:04.485 We should do this again sometime. 1069 01:11:06.920 --> 01:11:08.689 Do you want to come up? 1070 01:11:10.055 --> 01:11:11.857 Like to your apartment? 1071 01:11:11.890 --> 01:11:14.494 Like to my bedroom? 1072 01:11:17.129 --> 01:11:19.432 Oh. 1073 01:11:21.735 --> 01:11:23.704 What happens next? 1074 01:11:23.737 --> 01:11:25.605 Whatever you want. 1075 01:11:41.153 --> 01:11:43.557 So, what's going on? 1076 01:11:44.957 --> 01:11:46.727 Sorry. 1077 01:11:48.728 --> 01:11:50.430 I just... 1078 01:11:50.463 --> 01:11:53.599 I needed to talk to you and I wanted to do it alone 1079 01:11:53.633 --> 01:11:57.871 without your backup, so thanks for coming over. 1080 01:11:57.903 --> 01:12:00.107 You know, she's probably watching. 1081 01:12:00.139 --> 01:12:02.375 She's everywhere. 1082 01:12:02.409 --> 01:12:03.777 Yeah. 1083 01:12:05.144 --> 01:12:08.013 So what do you need to say? 1084 01:12:08.046 --> 01:12:09.715 I'm sorry. 1085 01:12:11.084 --> 01:12:14.988 I guess that's pretty long overdue. 1086 01:12:15.021 --> 01:12:18.759 I just didn't really have the courage before now. 1087 01:12:18.791 --> 01:12:20.393 But I'm not gonna make excuses. 1088 01:12:20.427 --> 01:12:22.661 I... 1089 01:12:22.695 --> 01:12:25.732 That night that we, uh... 1090 01:12:27.000 --> 01:12:28.001 Yeah. 1091 01:12:28.034 --> 01:12:30.871 Look, what I did, 1092 01:12:30.903 --> 01:12:34.140 what I said, it was wrong, 1093 01:12:34.174 --> 01:12:36.042 and I'm sorry. 1094 01:12:36.075 --> 01:12:37.911 You didn't deserve that. 1095 01:12:37.943 --> 01:12:39.780 I was a dick. 1096 01:12:39.812 --> 01:12:41.180 Wow. 1097 01:12:41.214 --> 01:12:43.582 Um... 1098 01:12:43.616 --> 01:12:45.051 Thank you. 1099 01:12:45.084 --> 01:12:47.019 I appreciate it 1100 01:12:47.053 --> 01:12:48.921 because you were a dick. 1101 01:12:50.522 --> 01:12:54.860 But I should've asked more questions. 1102 01:12:54.893 --> 01:12:57.930 I knew something was up. 1103 01:12:57.964 --> 01:13:00.167 So, I'm sorry too. 1104 01:13:00.200 --> 01:13:02.803 You needed a friend, not a quickie. 1105 01:13:04.237 --> 01:13:07.007 I would take a friend, though. 1106 01:13:08.607 --> 01:13:09.909 You got it. 1107 01:13:13.112 --> 01:13:15.482 You're such a nerd. 1108 01:13:17.584 --> 01:13:18.652 - Hey. - Hi! 1109 01:13:20.987 --> 01:13:23.523 So, uh, last night... 1110 01:13:23.555 --> 01:13:26.125 Was fun and spontaneous. 1111 01:13:26.159 --> 01:13:28.995 Absolutely, uh, 1112 01:13:29.027 --> 01:13:30.763 and I think that we should talk about it. 1113 01:13:30.796 --> 01:13:32.933 Sure! 1114 01:13:32.965 --> 01:13:34.468 Okay. 1115 01:13:34.500 --> 01:13:36.035 Okay, so we, um... 1116 01:13:36.068 --> 01:13:38.071 - Had sex. - Yes. 1117 01:13:38.103 --> 01:13:40.506 And, uh... 1118 01:13:40.540 --> 01:13:41.842 What does that mean? 1119 01:13:41.875 --> 01:13:45.011 It means that we had sex. 1120 01:13:45.044 --> 01:13:46.646 Right. Right, right. 1121 01:13:46.679 --> 01:13:48.882 But... but what does that... what does that mean? 1122 01:13:48.915 --> 01:13:51.551 Like, um, like, are we dating? 1123 01:13:51.584 --> 01:13:53.954 Uh, are you my girlfriend? 1124 01:13:53.987 --> 01:13:56.723 - Uh... - Do we talk about it? 1125 01:13:56.755 --> 01:13:57.967 Do you not want to talk about it? 1126 01:13:57.991 --> 01:14:00.894 Okay, okay, okay, you are so cute. 1127 01:14:00.927 --> 01:14:03.563 Okay, first of all, we can talk about everything 1128 01:14:03.595 --> 01:14:05.698 and anything, okay? 1129 01:14:05.732 --> 01:14:07.000 And, secondly, I think 1130 01:14:07.032 --> 01:14:09.503 that you might be panicking a little. 1131 01:14:09.536 --> 01:14:12.539 We had sex last night and it doesn't have to be 1132 01:14:12.571 --> 01:14:14.106 anything more than that. 1133 01:14:14.139 --> 01:14:15.976 - It doesn't? - No. 1134 01:14:16.009 --> 01:14:19.713 Two people can find each other attractive and just have sex. 1135 01:14:19.745 --> 01:14:23.115 I mean, do you want a relationship? 1136 01:14:23.148 --> 01:14:27.019 No, I don't, actually. 1137 01:14:27.053 --> 01:14:29.155 Okay, so are we just friends, then? 1138 01:14:29.187 --> 01:14:30.689 Absolutely. 1139 01:14:30.723 --> 01:14:33.793 And we can be whatever we want to be. 1140 01:14:33.826 --> 01:14:35.829 Does that work for you? 1141 01:14:35.862 --> 01:14:38.031 Yes, that works for me. 1142 01:14:39.765 --> 01:14:41.110 I still really need a tutor, though. 1143 01:14:41.134 --> 01:14:43.670 Yeah, you do really need a tutor. 1144 01:14:45.604 --> 01:14:47.107 Okay, where are you at today? 1145 01:14:47.139 --> 01:14:49.608 Oh my God, not much further than I was last time. 1146 01:14:49.642 --> 01:14:51.044 What is this? 1147 01:14:54.880 --> 01:14:58.050 You know, you don't have to knock every time. 1148 01:14:58.084 --> 01:15:00.253 I wasn't really sure if I was gonna go in. 1149 01:15:00.286 --> 01:15:02.289 Well, you showed up, so that's a good start. 1150 01:15:02.321 --> 01:15:04.256 - Is it? - Do you want to hang out here, 1151 01:15:04.290 --> 01:15:06.092 or you can follow me in? 1152 01:15:06.125 --> 01:15:09.262 I'll pretend not to notice. 1153 01:15:09.295 --> 01:15:12.198 I guess I can keep the back row warm. 1154 01:15:12.231 --> 01:15:14.067 You're very kind. 1155 01:15:19.938 --> 01:15:23.209 Here we have your premium back row seat. 1156 01:15:29.781 --> 01:15:32.052 Hey, how's it going? Thank you. 1157 01:15:37.924 --> 01:15:39.192 Hello, everyone. 1158 01:15:39.224 --> 01:15:42.294 Thank you so much for coming tonight. 1159 01:15:42.327 --> 01:15:44.764 Would anyone like to start us off? 1160 01:15:48.300 --> 01:15:49.936 I would. 1161 01:15:49.969 --> 01:15:52.306 Awesome. Please do. 1162 01:16:02.048 --> 01:16:03.148 Should I stand up? 1163 01:16:03.182 --> 01:16:05.152 You can do whatever you want. 1164 01:16:15.094 --> 01:16:16.196 Okay. 1165 01:16:16.228 --> 01:16:18.063 Um... 1166 01:16:18.097 --> 01:16:20.265 So I'm Erin. 1167 01:16:20.299 --> 01:16:22.235 And, uh... 1168 01:16:24.970 --> 01:16:27.206 This is all very new for me. 1169 01:16:29.008 --> 01:16:30.943 I guess I've never really allowed myself 1170 01:16:30.977 --> 01:16:34.147 to feel these feelings before... 1171 01:16:39.852 --> 01:16:41.220 until I met this person 1172 01:16:41.254 --> 01:16:44.290 that shifted my entire outlook on the world 1173 01:16:44.322 --> 01:16:46.726 and on everything. 1174 01:16:48.960 --> 01:16:51.063 I tried really hard to bury it, 1175 01:16:51.097 --> 01:16:55.835 but I just haven't been able to keep ignoring it. 1176 01:16:59.738 --> 01:17:04.878 I tried so hard to not, you know, to not be... 1177 01:17:06.978 --> 01:17:08.682 You know... 1178 01:17:10.383 --> 01:17:12.986 God, I'm scared. 1179 01:17:13.018 --> 01:17:17.956 I'm so fucking scared. 1180 01:17:17.990 --> 01:17:21.995 And I just haven't been able to even say the words or... 1181 01:17:25.330 --> 01:17:28.333 or be able to even really 1182 01:17:28.366 --> 01:17:32.438 let myself be this way. 1183 01:17:36.776 --> 01:17:38.111 And I just can't do this anymore. 1184 01:17:38.143 --> 01:17:39.713 And... 1185 01:17:42.314 --> 01:17:45.751 I've never been able to admit this, but I just... 1186 01:17:47.487 --> 01:17:49.456 God, I feel like I'm suffocating. 1187 01:17:49.488 --> 01:17:52.424 I feel like I can't breathe... 1188 01:17:54.059 --> 01:17:58.363 like I can't keep up this lie anymore, and... 1189 01:18:00.433 --> 01:18:02.902 I think this is it. 1190 01:18:02.934 --> 01:18:07.874 I think this is it, I think this is my coming out story. 1191 01:18:07.906 --> 01:18:09.875 Right now. 1192 01:18:15.180 --> 01:18:17.349 So, I, uh... 1193 01:18:22.287 --> 01:18:23.923 can't keep doing this anymore, 1194 01:18:23.955 --> 01:18:27.793 so I'm gonna... I'm gonna finally say this. 1195 01:18:31.363 --> 01:18:33.299 I'm gay. 1196 01:18:42.441 --> 01:18:43.943 I'm gay. 1197 01:18:45.210 --> 01:18:47.446 Do you have a Jack? 1198 01:18:47.479 --> 01:18:50.150 Read 'em and weep, motherfuckers. 1199 01:18:50.183 --> 01:18:52.318 I win again. 1200 01:18:52.351 --> 01:18:53.786 I think you're making up the rules. 1201 01:18:53.820 --> 01:18:55.854 It's bullshit. 1202 01:18:55.888 --> 01:18:57.957 Hey, y'all should be used to it by now. 1203 01:18:57.990 --> 01:18:59.992 I win every time. 1204 01:19:00.026 --> 01:19:03.062 I live in hope. 1205 01:19:03.094 --> 01:19:04.496 Hey, get me more beer, please. 1206 01:19:04.530 --> 01:19:06.331 Beer, yes, definitely. 1207 01:19:10.369 --> 01:19:15.474 So, any more sexy time rendezvous with Billie lately? 1208 01:19:17.043 --> 01:19:19.379 Maybe. 1209 01:19:19.411 --> 01:19:21.390 No, you know, this is actually a really cool feeling, 1210 01:19:21.414 --> 01:19:24.951 not being heartbroken, no obligations, 1211 01:19:24.983 --> 01:19:26.919 not worrying about Erin. 1212 01:19:28.353 --> 01:19:29.931 I think I finally feel like myself, you know, 1213 01:19:29.955 --> 01:19:32.191 like who I'm supposed to be. 1214 01:19:32.224 --> 01:19:33.425 Does that make sense? 1215 01:19:33.459 --> 01:19:36.162 Yeah, it makes a lot of sense. 1216 01:19:36.195 --> 01:19:38.097 I'm happy for you. 1217 01:19:40.031 --> 01:19:41.601 - All right, there you go. - Yes. 1218 01:19:41.634 --> 01:19:43.369 Wait, that's yours. 1219 01:19:44.903 --> 01:19:47.607 I don't trust you. I want that one. 1220 01:19:47.639 --> 01:19:50.410 - No. - What do you mean? 1221 01:19:50.442 --> 01:19:52.077 You did something, I know it. 1222 01:19:52.111 --> 01:19:53.580 Cheers, cheers. 1223 01:19:53.612 --> 01:19:56.348 Drink your own spit. 1224 01:20:13.933 --> 01:20:16.069 Hi. 1225 01:20:16.102 --> 01:20:17.903 What are you doing here? 1226 01:20:17.937 --> 01:20:20.273 I needed to talk to you. 1227 01:20:20.305 --> 01:20:22.442 Wow, well, you could call me. 1228 01:20:22.474 --> 01:20:25.344 I needed to see you as well. 1229 01:20:28.647 --> 01:20:31.383 What's going on, Erin? It's late. 1230 01:20:31.416 --> 01:20:32.451 I missed you. 1231 01:20:32.485 --> 01:20:35.921 Mm, okay. 1232 01:20:35.955 --> 01:20:37.591 Are you drunk? 1233 01:20:40.492 --> 01:20:43.463 Okay, come on. Come on. 1234 01:20:59.978 --> 01:21:01.647 Okay, what's up? 1235 01:21:06.518 --> 01:21:09.521 No, no, no, no. 1236 01:21:09.554 --> 01:21:11.189 No. 1237 01:21:16.594 --> 01:21:18.597 Just listen to me for a minute, please, 1238 01:21:18.630 --> 01:21:21.467 'cause there's something that I need to say. 1239 01:21:21.500 --> 01:21:23.336 Okay. 1240 01:21:26.171 --> 01:21:29.241 I've been thinking and learning a lot about myself, 1241 01:21:29.275 --> 01:21:33.312 and I came here tonight because... 1242 01:21:34.647 --> 01:21:37.317 because, 1243 01:21:37.349 --> 01:21:41.120 because I needed to tell you something. 1244 01:21:44.089 --> 01:21:48.226 I needed to tell you that I figured it out. 1245 01:21:48.259 --> 01:21:50.495 Figured what out? 1246 01:21:50.528 --> 01:21:53.131 That I can't hide anymore. 1247 01:21:53.165 --> 01:21:54.500 I can't hide who I am. 1248 01:21:54.532 --> 01:21:57.536 I came out today to complete strangers 1249 01:21:57.570 --> 01:22:00.106 and it felt really good. 1250 01:22:01.773 --> 01:22:03.675 I realized that this entire time 1251 01:22:03.709 --> 01:22:07.213 I thought that I was afraid of you and of us, 1252 01:22:07.245 --> 01:22:09.681 but really, I was just afraid of things 1253 01:22:09.714 --> 01:22:11.351 that I couldn't control. 1254 01:22:11.384 --> 01:22:12.685 So I'm ready. I'm ready. 1255 01:22:12.718 --> 01:22:16.356 I'm ready for... for us. 1256 01:22:16.388 --> 01:22:19.092 I'm ready for you to give me 1257 01:22:19.125 --> 01:22:20.369 all the things you wanted to give me. 1258 01:22:20.393 --> 01:22:22.762 I'm ready for you to love me. 1259 01:22:26.432 --> 01:22:28.067 Wow. 1260 01:22:29.602 --> 01:22:32.738 Um, that took a lot. 1261 01:22:34.139 --> 01:22:36.342 I know that. 1262 01:22:36.375 --> 01:22:38.052 But you can't expect that we can just pick up 1263 01:22:38.076 --> 01:22:39.711 like nothing happened. 1264 01:22:39.745 --> 01:22:42.148 No, I know, I know. I, um, 1265 01:22:42.180 --> 01:22:47.186 I was really selfish and unfair, 1266 01:22:47.219 --> 01:22:49.622 and I'm so sorry. 1267 01:22:49.655 --> 01:22:52.125 And if you'll just, uh, 1268 01:22:52.157 --> 01:22:55.327 if you'll just let me prove to you that I... 1269 01:22:55.361 --> 01:22:59.098 Erin, I'm not looking for an apology, okay? 1270 01:22:59.130 --> 01:23:00.741 And I'm not saying this to try and punish you. 1271 01:23:00.765 --> 01:23:04.070 I'm genuinely happy for you. 1272 01:23:04.103 --> 01:23:05.204 Okay. 1273 01:23:05.237 --> 01:23:07.740 So give me another chance. 1274 01:23:07.772 --> 01:23:10.809 No, it's... it's not about giving you another chance. 1275 01:23:10.843 --> 01:23:12.577 Okay, then what is it? 1276 01:23:12.611 --> 01:23:14.280 What is it about? 1277 01:23:18.416 --> 01:23:21.286 It's been months, Erin. 1278 01:23:23.089 --> 01:23:27.427 You haven't spoken to me in months. 1279 01:23:27.460 --> 01:23:28.628 Okay? 1280 01:23:30.129 --> 01:23:32.497 A lot has changed. 1281 01:23:34.400 --> 01:23:36.736 But you still love me, right? 1282 01:23:40.638 --> 01:23:43.342 This is what you wanted! 1283 01:23:43.375 --> 01:23:44.744 I am giving you what you wanted. 1284 01:23:44.777 --> 01:23:47.180 No, I wanted you to be yourself. 1285 01:23:47.213 --> 01:23:49.182 For you. 1286 01:23:49.214 --> 01:23:51.784 You've taken this amazing step. 1287 01:23:51.817 --> 01:23:54.687 But you need to do it for you, 1288 01:23:54.719 --> 01:23:56.421 not because you think it's what I want. 1289 01:23:56.455 --> 01:23:58.224 I mean, I'm not the one who suffers here. 1290 01:23:58.256 --> 01:24:01.227 If you can't accept yourself... 1291 01:24:01.259 --> 01:24:02.494 I've been down that road. 1292 01:24:02.527 --> 01:24:03.695 I'm not... 1293 01:24:03.728 --> 01:24:06.098 I can't do that again. 1294 01:24:07.532 --> 01:24:09.634 I don't understand. 1295 01:24:09.668 --> 01:24:12.772 I don't understand, I thought that you'd be happy. 1296 01:24:12.804 --> 01:24:16.741 I thought that you would be... 1297 01:24:18.376 --> 01:24:19.411 Waiting for you? 1298 01:24:27.286 --> 01:24:28.286 Oh my God. 1299 01:24:29.687 --> 01:24:31.389 Oh my God. 1300 01:24:34.759 --> 01:24:36.862 I can't breathe. 1301 01:24:39.464 --> 01:24:41.700 I don't know what to do. 1302 01:24:43.768 --> 01:24:45.570 I... 1303 01:24:45.603 --> 01:24:49.207 I need you, I can't do this without you. 1304 01:24:49.241 --> 01:24:50.801 I don't know how to do this without you. 1305 01:24:53.912 --> 01:24:56.314 It's okay. 1306 01:24:56.348 --> 01:24:57.750 It's okay. 1307 01:24:59.751 --> 01:25:01.687 It's okay. 1308 01:25:03.388 --> 01:25:05.624 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 1309 01:25:21.240 --> 01:25:23.742 Good morning. 1310 01:25:23.776 --> 01:25:25.811 Did you sleep on the couch? 1311 01:25:25.844 --> 01:25:26.844 Yeah. 1312 01:25:29.415 --> 01:25:31.551 Thanks. 1313 01:25:31.584 --> 01:25:33.653 How are you? 1314 01:25:36.688 --> 01:25:39.424 Embarrassed. 1315 01:25:39.457 --> 01:25:42.228 Sad. 1316 01:25:42.260 --> 01:25:44.830 Mostly embarrassed, yup. 1317 01:25:44.862 --> 01:25:47.465 Yeah. 1318 01:25:47.499 --> 01:25:49.736 That was, um... 1319 01:25:51.870 --> 01:25:54.207 Um... 1320 01:25:54.240 --> 01:25:55.707 I'm sorry. 1321 01:25:55.741 --> 01:25:58.778 Coming over like that last night, it was shitty. 1322 01:25:58.811 --> 01:26:03.782 And, um, do you think that maybe we could try and have 1323 01:26:03.816 --> 01:26:06.419 that conversation again? 1324 01:26:06.451 --> 01:26:07.820 Um... 1325 01:26:07.853 --> 01:26:09.589 Erin... 1326 01:26:11.656 --> 01:26:15.660 You may have been drunk and upset, but... 1327 01:26:16.995 --> 01:26:19.731 my words aren't gonna change. 1328 01:26:26.772 --> 01:26:31.477 I will never forget... 1329 01:26:33.411 --> 01:26:36.915 that you're the first person that I ever loved... 1330 01:26:40.052 --> 01:26:42.955 and you're the first woman I ever slept with. 1331 01:26:45.723 --> 01:26:47.392 But... 1332 01:26:48.760 --> 01:26:50.896 I need to move forward. 1333 01:26:53.799 --> 01:26:57.503 What we had, it was... 1334 01:26:57.536 --> 01:27:01.841 intense and terrifying... 1335 01:27:03.909 --> 01:27:06.711 and unhealthy. 1336 01:27:06.745 --> 01:27:08.347 And... 1337 01:27:09.881 --> 01:27:13.786 And perhaps maybe you think you need to be with me 1338 01:27:13.818 --> 01:27:14.687 because I was your first, 1339 01:27:14.719 --> 01:27:16.354 but it doesn't need to be that way, 1340 01:27:16.388 --> 01:27:19.725 it doesn't need to be all or nothing 1341 01:27:19.758 --> 01:27:23.362 or painful or dramatic. 1342 01:27:25.630 --> 01:27:29.768 I think, for me, 1343 01:27:29.802 --> 01:27:33.673 I need stability... 1344 01:27:36.474 --> 01:27:37.942 I need to explore, 1345 01:27:37.976 --> 01:27:40.946 and I need to learn who I am. 1346 01:27:40.978 --> 01:27:42.647 And... 1347 01:27:45.451 --> 01:27:47.019 I just... 1348 01:27:49.354 --> 01:27:50.955 I just don't... I just don't think 1349 01:27:50.988 --> 01:27:53.491 that I could do that with you. 1350 01:27:55.794 --> 01:27:57.028 I'm sorry. 1351 01:27:58.429 --> 01:28:00.799 I'm sorry. 1352 01:28:00.832 --> 01:28:04.070 I know that you wanted this to go a different way. 1353 01:28:06.839 --> 01:28:10.743 No, I, uh, I get it, yeah. 1354 01:28:12.878 --> 01:28:14.580 But, um... 1355 01:28:16.147 --> 01:28:17.949 Maybe one day? 1356 01:28:19.617 --> 01:28:22.487 Maybe one day. 1357 01:28:25.557 --> 01:28:27.660 But not now. 1358 01:28:28.960 --> 01:28:30.795 Right. 1359 01:28:35.701 --> 01:28:37.770 We're going to be okay. 1360 01:28:37.803 --> 01:28:39.438 Okay? 1361 01:28:42.607 --> 01:28:46.578 You are gonna be okay. 1362 01:29:13.638 --> 01:29:15.740 Hey, Jule. 1363 01:29:15.773 --> 01:29:17.642 Do you think we can meet up later? 1364 01:29:17.675 --> 01:29:19.745 There's something I want to tell you.