1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:15,493 --> 00:00:18,496 ["I'll Understand" by Roza] 4 00:00:21,238 --> 00:00:24,894 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 5 00:00:30,378 --> 00:00:33,598 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 6 00:00:33,642 --> 00:00:35,818 ♪ The end of the world 7 00:00:35,861 --> 00:00:39,082 ♪ At the palm of my hand 8 00:00:42,259 --> 00:00:44,827 ♪ When it all goes to hell 9 00:00:44,870 --> 00:00:47,960 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 10 00:00:51,486 --> 00:00:54,532 [eerie music] 11 00:01:06,153 --> 00:01:08,024 [Natalie] I have to do it again. 12 00:01:13,725 --> 00:01:15,075 I see no other way. 13 00:01:17,686 --> 00:01:19,644 [loud buzzing] 14 00:01:40,883 --> 00:01:43,146 [Natalie] If you could see what I see... 15 00:01:44,191 --> 00:01:45,888 the way that I see it... 16 00:01:47,629 --> 00:01:49,065 you would understand. 17 00:01:57,421 --> 00:01:59,380 It's all about perception. 18 00:02:07,779 --> 00:02:11,479 An entire school of thought exists claiming... 19 00:02:13,481 --> 00:02:16,310 explaining that reality 20 00:02:16,353 --> 00:02:18,529 is just a series of perceptions. 21 00:02:21,576 --> 00:02:23,491 [Jim] Now, if that were true, 22 00:02:23,534 --> 00:02:25,145 don't you think you could change it? 23 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:30,150 [Natalie] I'm going to. 24 00:02:32,239 --> 00:02:34,806 You see, I believe-- 25 00:02:34,850 --> 00:02:38,462 I know it's all locked in space. 26 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:42,597 It's all still happening. 27 00:02:47,993 --> 00:02:50,909 [record starts playing smooth jazz] 28 00:02:50,953 --> 00:02:52,650 It's like a record. 29 00:02:52,694 --> 00:02:55,740 When it's playing, it's happening. 30 00:02:57,525 --> 00:02:59,266 It's a story that's alive. 31 00:03:00,745 --> 00:03:02,051 Like it has life. 32 00:03:05,968 --> 00:03:08,753 ♪ The end of the world at the... ♪ 33 00:03:08,797 --> 00:03:10,538 [Natalie] But it's not. 34 00:03:13,628 --> 00:03:15,020 It's locked. 35 00:03:16,631 --> 00:03:19,155 Frozen in the wind. 36 00:03:19,199 --> 00:03:20,678 From the very same time... 37 00:03:21,549 --> 00:03:23,290 and it's always there, 38 00:03:23,333 --> 00:03:24,813 just sitting. 39 00:03:30,166 --> 00:03:31,385 Trapped. 40 00:03:32,473 --> 00:03:35,171 [melancholy music] 41 00:03:45,312 --> 00:03:49,490 [whooshing] 42 00:03:57,106 --> 00:03:59,239 [Natalie] Reality is like a record. 43 00:04:01,110 --> 00:04:02,372 [machine clicks] 44 00:04:02,416 --> 00:04:03,765 [electrical humming] 45 00:04:03,808 --> 00:04:04,983 [Natalie] The trick is... 46 00:04:06,071 --> 00:04:07,595 getting it to play again. 47 00:04:19,476 --> 00:04:20,912 [man] Miss Derkins. 48 00:04:21,870 --> 00:04:23,088 He'll see you now. 49 00:04:36,450 --> 00:04:38,060 [Jim] Hey, Natalie. 50 00:04:38,103 --> 00:04:39,540 Glad you could make it this week. 51 00:04:44,066 --> 00:04:45,763 [Natalie] I want to do it again. 52 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:48,331 I know you do. 53 00:04:49,245 --> 00:04:50,377 But I know-- 54 00:04:51,378 --> 00:04:52,857 You know that's not real. 55 00:04:54,250 --> 00:04:55,817 Not something you can do, anyway. 56 00:04:57,906 --> 00:04:59,386 Listen. 57 00:04:59,429 --> 00:05:01,866 Take a breath. Close your eyes. 58 00:05:01,910 --> 00:05:03,825 It's only an exercise. 59 00:05:03,868 --> 00:05:07,437 [faint street din] 60 00:05:11,746 --> 00:05:13,965 [inhales] 61 00:05:15,750 --> 00:05:17,099 [exhales] 62 00:05:17,142 --> 00:05:21,321 [eerie piano music] 63 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:24,846 [Jim] Good. What do you see? 64 00:05:26,282 --> 00:05:27,805 You know what I see. 65 00:05:40,078 --> 00:05:41,863 It's the same every time. 66 00:05:43,734 --> 00:05:45,562 The hill-- 67 00:05:45,606 --> 00:05:48,086 [Jim] You're holding, you know you are. 68 00:05:48,130 --> 00:05:50,437 -Why? -I just want to do it again. 69 00:05:51,568 --> 00:05:53,657 I know. I know. 70 00:05:54,615 --> 00:05:56,181 Now, let's just get back to-- 71 00:05:56,225 --> 00:05:58,053 Have you ever heard of George Berkeley? 72 00:05:58,096 --> 00:06:00,708 Um, yeah. 73 00:06:02,057 --> 00:06:03,928 Yes, Berkeley. 74 00:06:03,972 --> 00:06:06,757 -Well, he said-- -"To be is to be perceived." 75 00:06:06,801 --> 00:06:07,889 Right. 76 00:06:10,326 --> 00:06:12,763 Basically, it's this whole thing about 77 00:06:12,807 --> 00:06:15,897 how nothing actually exists unless there's somebody 78 00:06:15,940 --> 00:06:17,377 who's actively perceiving it. 79 00:06:20,945 --> 00:06:22,425 But how would that work? 80 00:06:22,469 --> 00:06:25,428 I mean, the rocks in the woods. 81 00:06:27,125 --> 00:06:29,693 Well, Berkeley said there's a great perceiver. 82 00:06:30,564 --> 00:06:32,435 -God? -[chuckles] No. 83 00:06:34,089 --> 00:06:35,569 God's too passive. 84 00:06:36,700 --> 00:06:37,919 I think that we-- 85 00:06:39,703 --> 00:06:41,966 I think that people are actively perceiving 86 00:06:42,010 --> 00:06:44,055 their own reality into existence. 87 00:06:46,014 --> 00:06:47,363 So there is no God. 88 00:06:50,888 --> 00:06:52,499 We're all gods. 89 00:07:00,115 --> 00:07:03,161 [faint street din] 90 00:07:12,954 --> 00:07:14,434 I just want to do it again. 91 00:07:16,261 --> 00:07:18,916 [footsteps] 92 00:07:22,703 --> 00:07:25,836 [door slides] 93 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:31,146 [street din] 94 00:07:36,673 --> 00:07:38,370 You shouldn't smoke. 95 00:07:38,414 --> 00:07:39,981 It's cheaper than therapy. 96 00:07:41,678 --> 00:07:43,506 So tell me more about this perception. 97 00:07:48,206 --> 00:07:49,556 Kind of over it. 98 00:07:50,731 --> 00:07:52,863 -You're afraid of what I write? -No. 99 00:07:54,865 --> 00:07:56,345 Okay. 100 00:07:56,388 --> 00:07:57,738 [dog barking] 101 00:07:58,521 --> 00:07:59,609 What? 102 00:08:00,567 --> 00:08:02,220 It bothers you. 103 00:08:02,264 --> 00:08:03,570 Nothing bothers me. 104 00:08:04,571 --> 00:08:07,487 Natalie, unless I'm confused, you want to be God. 105 00:08:08,183 --> 00:08:09,663 Something must be bothering you. 106 00:08:12,056 --> 00:08:14,406 I want to be in control of my own reality. 107 00:08:15,756 --> 00:08:17,975 I want to be the perceiver. 108 00:08:19,368 --> 00:08:21,065 Not God. 109 00:08:21,109 --> 00:08:22,502 Right, well... 110 00:08:23,546 --> 00:08:26,767 you see in Berkeley's world, in his ideology... 111 00:08:27,724 --> 00:08:29,030 God is the receiver... 112 00:08:30,118 --> 00:08:31,380 everything exists. 113 00:08:32,642 --> 00:08:34,209 The rocks in the woods, 114 00:08:34,252 --> 00:08:35,689 the plants at the bottom of the ocean, 115 00:08:35,732 --> 00:08:37,125 the wind in the desert 116 00:08:37,168 --> 00:08:39,257 because it's being perceived by God. 117 00:08:40,607 --> 00:08:43,523 So how does that undo what happened? 118 00:08:54,490 --> 00:08:56,013 You got a lot of planes here. 119 00:09:00,235 --> 00:09:01,932 Airport's just over there. 120 00:09:05,893 --> 00:09:09,592 [calm music] 121 00:09:21,082 --> 00:09:23,650 [Natalie] You say nothing can undo what happened. 122 00:09:27,871 --> 00:09:29,743 [Jim] Time flows forward. 123 00:09:33,268 --> 00:09:35,183 Nothing changes that. 124 00:09:38,490 --> 00:09:41,581 I was contacted by the FBI. 125 00:09:42,669 --> 00:09:43,974 What are you doing? 126 00:09:45,323 --> 00:09:46,760 What did they want? 127 00:09:50,328 --> 00:09:52,113 You need to be careful. 128 00:09:53,723 --> 00:09:55,464 Did you tell them about me? 129 00:09:56,247 --> 00:09:57,771 No, no. 130 00:09:57,814 --> 00:09:59,511 Our conversations are protected. 131 00:10:01,557 --> 00:10:02,863 For now. 132 00:10:09,086 --> 00:10:11,045 I have to make this happen. 133 00:10:14,831 --> 00:10:16,616 -Natalie, what happens if you-- -I'll die. 134 00:10:20,576 --> 00:10:23,448 Are you threatening to take your own life? 135 00:10:23,492 --> 00:10:24,841 No. 136 00:10:27,191 --> 00:10:29,454 But I'm going to die one way or another, right? 137 00:10:32,066 --> 00:10:34,808 Natalie, I can't help you if I don't know your plan. 138 00:10:45,209 --> 00:10:48,473 [electrical buzzing noise] 139 00:10:51,476 --> 00:10:53,391 [door clicks] 140 00:10:53,435 --> 00:10:56,481 [serene piano music] 141 00:11:03,271 --> 00:11:05,577 [knocking on door] 142 00:11:10,017 --> 00:11:12,541 [door clicks] 143 00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:13,890 Natalie Derkins? 144 00:11:14,804 --> 00:11:16,414 Are you Natalie Derkins? 145 00:11:16,458 --> 00:11:18,678 -Yeah. -Special Agent Nuñez. 146 00:11:18,721 --> 00:11:20,244 I have some questions to ask you. 147 00:11:20,288 --> 00:11:21,637 May I come in? 148 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:25,075 ♪ 149 00:11:39,568 --> 00:11:41,526 -Do you want some water? -No, thank you. 150 00:11:43,790 --> 00:11:46,531 Do you know why I'm here, Miss Derkins? 151 00:11:51,798 --> 00:11:53,669 Well, much of your recent buying activity 152 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:55,105 is drawing some attention. 153 00:12:02,809 --> 00:12:04,680 We'll just pretend like this is enough. 154 00:12:05,376 --> 00:12:07,727 It's not, but, uh, I'd really like 155 00:12:07,770 --> 00:12:08,902 to see somebody pull this off. 156 00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:12,383 How is that any of your concern, sir? 157 00:12:13,036 --> 00:12:15,125 You see, my department is sort of a-- 158 00:12:16,170 --> 00:12:17,998 We watch what people buy. 159 00:12:18,041 --> 00:12:19,608 Then we determine if we need to see 160 00:12:19,651 --> 00:12:20,827 what they're doing with their purchases. 161 00:12:20,870 --> 00:12:22,393 You know, some a-- 162 00:12:22,437 --> 00:12:23,960 some math major with a minor in poly sci 163 00:12:24,004 --> 00:12:25,657 buys two tons of fertilizer. 164 00:12:25,701 --> 00:12:27,659 Maybe I need to come see if he's doing something-- 165 00:12:27,703 --> 00:12:29,270 If he's building a bomb? 166 00:12:31,228 --> 00:12:32,708 Doing something he shouldn't. 167 00:12:33,665 --> 00:12:35,189 But your idea is interesting. 168 00:12:38,801 --> 00:12:42,022 [paper rustling] 169 00:12:42,065 --> 00:12:43,458 This is what I'm trying to build. 170 00:12:45,852 --> 00:12:49,116 Trying to change the past through perception. 171 00:12:51,205 --> 00:12:53,773 So, how are you connecting perception to reality? 172 00:12:54,382 --> 00:12:56,210 Perception is reality. 173 00:12:56,253 --> 00:12:58,299 Imagining is not being. 174 00:12:58,342 --> 00:12:59,953 If that were true, the Cubs would have won 175 00:12:59,996 --> 00:13:01,824 the World Series by now. 176 00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:03,739 How are you connecting the then to the now? 177 00:13:05,610 --> 00:13:06,742 Sleeping pills. 178 00:13:07,525 --> 00:13:09,179 Sensory cues, 179 00:13:09,223 --> 00:13:10,790 the way that his jacket felt, 180 00:13:10,833 --> 00:13:12,443 the music that we listened to... 181 00:13:13,967 --> 00:13:15,229 cigarette smells. 182 00:13:15,272 --> 00:13:17,840 Sure, so some fake VR? 183 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:20,843 I need it to be more than that. 184 00:13:21,583 --> 00:13:22,889 I need it to be real. 185 00:13:22,932 --> 00:13:24,891 I'm not building a bomb. 186 00:13:28,285 --> 00:13:29,852 If you were clean, you wouldn't protest so much. 187 00:13:29,896 --> 00:13:32,768 I protested once. 188 00:13:33,638 --> 00:13:34,857 While I'm here. 189 00:13:36,641 --> 00:13:38,339 So, I think you get the point 190 00:13:38,382 --> 00:13:40,036 and I think you know where I'm going with this. 191 00:13:40,602 --> 00:13:42,822 What is it that you think I've bought? 192 00:13:43,648 --> 00:13:46,173 It wasn't two tons of fertilizer. 193 00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:50,438 What could you possibly think that I have? 194 00:13:51,221 --> 00:13:52,919 It's not what I think you have. 195 00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:56,444 We're not the brightest over at the FBI, 196 00:13:56,487 --> 00:13:58,315 but I'll tell you what we don't do. 197 00:13:58,359 --> 00:14:01,057 You don't buy into any crazy theories or throw hunches. 198 00:14:01,623 --> 00:14:02,929 I know what you have. 199 00:14:03,581 --> 00:14:05,801 You've recently managed to obtain these materials, 200 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,107 Miss Derkins. 201 00:14:13,156 --> 00:14:14,984 None of these are illegal to own. 202 00:14:15,028 --> 00:14:17,030 Maybe not, but rarely do people buy these combinations 203 00:14:17,073 --> 00:14:18,422 in these kinds of quantities. 204 00:14:18,466 --> 00:14:20,033 Otherwise, I wouldn't be here. 205 00:14:20,076 --> 00:14:22,774 On top of that with your major in engineering 206 00:14:22,818 --> 00:14:24,211 and your minor in philosophy. 207 00:14:24,254 --> 00:14:25,560 Do I need to get my lawyer? 208 00:14:26,300 --> 00:14:27,562 Do you? 209 00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:31,174 Can I use the bathroom? 210 00:14:32,306 --> 00:14:35,657 ♪ 211 00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:04,991 [rustling] 212 00:15:10,387 --> 00:15:12,868 You're talking about quantum immortality... 213 00:15:14,304 --> 00:15:16,350 the idea that a particle can exist 214 00:15:16,393 --> 00:15:19,092 in two places simultaneously. 215 00:15:19,135 --> 00:15:20,702 Two different realities. 216 00:15:21,268 --> 00:15:22,617 You know, like if you were to die 217 00:15:22,660 --> 00:15:24,314 in one of them, well, then-- 218 00:15:24,358 --> 00:15:27,143 You could live in the other one. 219 00:15:27,187 --> 00:15:29,189 Yeah, um... 220 00:15:30,016 --> 00:15:31,495 your little doodle here might do it, 221 00:15:31,539 --> 00:15:33,410 but it's kind of like 222 00:15:33,454 --> 00:15:35,412 trying to get to Mars on a steam engine. 223 00:15:35,456 --> 00:15:37,414 You're going to need some rocket fuel. 224 00:15:40,330 --> 00:15:43,464 And a lot of people have gotten screwed up, 225 00:15:43,507 --> 00:15:45,248 and a couple of people have died trying to pull 226 00:15:45,292 --> 00:15:47,033 -this sort of thing off. -I don't care. 227 00:15:47,076 --> 00:15:49,122 You're really going to be juicing your brain. 228 00:15:49,905 --> 00:15:52,386 And Natalie, if certain people figure out 229 00:15:52,429 --> 00:15:53,865 you're trying to pull this off 230 00:15:53,909 --> 00:15:55,345 they're going to want to stop you. 231 00:15:57,869 --> 00:15:58,958 I won't let them. 232 00:16:09,881 --> 00:16:12,058 Do you have any more questions for me? 233 00:16:12,101 --> 00:16:13,320 Should I? 234 00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:17,759 What if I'm not satisfied with any of your answers? 235 00:16:18,934 --> 00:16:21,241 Well, then I would get satisfied. 236 00:16:23,460 --> 00:16:25,985 Miss Derkins, you do realize that my being here means 237 00:16:26,028 --> 00:16:27,987 you're being investigated by the FBI. 238 00:16:28,683 --> 00:16:30,163 I'm tired. 239 00:16:30,206 --> 00:16:31,599 I guess I could just go home then. 240 00:16:31,642 --> 00:16:34,123 Yeah. I guess you could. 241 00:16:34,167 --> 00:16:35,820 Miss Derkins, I'm not going anywhere 242 00:16:35,864 --> 00:16:37,561 until you tell me what I need to know. 243 00:16:37,605 --> 00:16:39,389 What is it that you need to know? 244 00:16:40,564 --> 00:16:42,871 Why did you buy these items? 245 00:16:42,914 --> 00:16:45,482 I don't have to explain anything to you. 246 00:16:46,266 --> 00:16:48,659 Now, unless it has become illegal 247 00:16:48,703 --> 00:16:50,400 for me to legally obtain items 248 00:16:50,444 --> 00:16:52,185 that are legal to use in your household... 249 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:55,884 then I don't know, yeah, maybe you can contact my lawyer. 250 00:16:58,104 --> 00:16:59,322 Do you want me to call him? 251 00:17:04,197 --> 00:17:05,937 Because if not, get out. 252 00:17:12,466 --> 00:17:14,033 I'm sorry to bother you. 253 00:17:15,295 --> 00:17:16,470 Good. 254 00:17:18,211 --> 00:17:20,648 You might want to talk to that lawyer, though. 255 00:17:20,691 --> 00:17:22,737 Let me know, I'll be back soon. 256 00:17:25,435 --> 00:17:28,134 Also, you should know that it's a federal offense 257 00:17:28,177 --> 00:17:29,744 to threaten an agent with a loaded weapon. 258 00:17:33,530 --> 00:17:34,749 Good day, Miss Derkins. 259 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:48,850 [piano music] 260 00:17:54,943 --> 00:17:58,860 [plane engine roars] 261 00:17:58,903 --> 00:18:01,602 [Jim] So you think you can change the past by-- 262 00:18:01,645 --> 00:18:03,256 [Natalie] Remembering it differently. 263 00:18:03,299 --> 00:18:05,475 If I can convince myself, 264 00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:07,825 I mean, really convince myself then... 265 00:18:09,044 --> 00:18:10,741 maybe it'll be real. 266 00:18:10,785 --> 00:18:13,092 -If you perceive it to be. -Yeah. 267 00:18:13,135 --> 00:18:15,355 Natalie, you know, it'll never be real. 268 00:18:15,398 --> 00:18:17,922 The second you come back from new memories, 269 00:18:17,966 --> 00:18:19,272 it'll be smoke. 270 00:18:20,229 --> 00:18:21,535 It's like dreams. 271 00:18:22,579 --> 00:18:24,929 They never rewrite what's real. 272 00:18:24,973 --> 00:18:27,193 But if I can just force it... 273 00:18:29,020 --> 00:18:30,805 I can convince myself. 274 00:18:31,936 --> 00:18:34,243 You could really hurt yourself. 275 00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:37,203 What if you had a stroke or an aneurysm? 276 00:18:37,246 --> 00:18:39,118 You could OD. 277 00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:40,815 I would rather die 278 00:18:40,858 --> 00:18:42,643 in a memory that I can choose... 279 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,515 than live in a future where I can't. 280 00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:50,868 ♪ 281 00:19:01,401 --> 00:19:05,709 [heavy breathing] 282 00:19:17,852 --> 00:19:20,115 -[Natalie] I need more. -[Jim] Natalie. 283 00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,856 I'm really worried about you. 284 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,903 It's the only way that I sleep. 285 00:19:27,644 --> 00:19:31,518 [whooshing fades] 286 00:19:51,625 --> 00:19:54,062 [water gushing] 287 00:20:07,075 --> 00:20:09,817 ["I'll Understand" by Roza] 288 00:20:13,299 --> 00:20:16,519 ♪ Have to go, have to go 289 00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:25,267 ♪ Have to go, have to go 290 00:20:25,311 --> 00:20:27,226 ♪ The end of the world 291 00:20:27,269 --> 00:20:30,620 ♪ At the palm of my hand 292 00:20:33,362 --> 00:20:36,322 ♪ When it all goes to hell 293 00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:39,673 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 294 00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:45,635 ♪ My face to the sea 295 00:20:45,679 --> 00:20:49,073 ♪ My back to the land 296 00:20:52,076 --> 00:20:55,645 ♪ If you can't come with me 297 00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,734 ♪ I'll understand 298 00:21:01,042 --> 00:21:03,131 ♪ I'll understand 299 00:21:07,570 --> 00:21:11,095 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? 300 00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:16,666 ♪ We don't have to say much 301 00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:19,321 ♪ And if you have to go 302 00:21:19,365 --> 00:21:21,889 ♪ Have to go... 303 00:21:21,932 --> 00:21:25,849 [eerie violin music] 304 00:21:43,780 --> 00:21:47,001 [music fades] 305 00:21:48,045 --> 00:21:51,658 [calm music] 306 00:22:11,373 --> 00:22:16,378 ♪ 307 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:40,663 ♪ 308 00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:48,671 Cigarettes. 309 00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,372 You should really stop smoking those. 310 00:22:55,330 --> 00:22:56,462 Okay. 311 00:22:57,463 --> 00:22:58,594 Yeah? 312 00:22:59,465 --> 00:23:00,727 Yeah... 313 00:23:01,945 --> 00:23:03,556 today's it. 314 00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:06,297 Today's my last day. 315 00:23:06,341 --> 00:23:07,386 [music cuts out] 316 00:23:19,963 --> 00:23:22,444 [Natalie] I wish that I hadn't always pushed him on that. 317 00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:26,622 I wish I hadn't made him feel like 318 00:23:26,666 --> 00:23:28,058 he was doing something wrong. 319 00:23:30,147 --> 00:23:31,540 [Jim] You cared about him. 320 00:23:31,584 --> 00:23:33,107 You were trying to keep him from-- 321 00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:34,369 Dying? 322 00:23:44,510 --> 00:23:47,121 I just wish that he didn't have that last memory, you know? 323 00:23:49,079 --> 00:23:51,038 The last thing that ever happened to him was-- 324 00:23:53,606 --> 00:23:55,390 The last thing that I ever did to him was-- 325 00:23:56,652 --> 00:23:58,262 just do something to make him feel bad 326 00:23:58,306 --> 00:23:59,568 about choices that he made. 327 00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:03,746 So now you smoke. 328 00:24:03,790 --> 00:24:06,836 Yeah, well, I guess every cigarette is an effigy to him. 329 00:24:07,533 --> 00:24:09,448 -You bought a gun. -You would buy a gun, too, 330 00:24:09,491 --> 00:24:10,927 if it happened to you. 331 00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,715 [lighter clicks] 332 00:24:24,419 --> 00:24:26,769 [pills rattle] 333 00:24:28,423 --> 00:24:32,993 ♪ 334 00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:56,669 ♪ 335 00:25:17,994 --> 00:25:21,607 [birds chirping] 336 00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:29,310 ♪ 337 00:25:49,112 --> 00:25:53,116 ♪ 338 00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:06,086 [Jim] You know the gun isn't the only reason 339 00:26:06,129 --> 00:26:07,304 I'm worried. 340 00:26:08,479 --> 00:26:10,003 [Natalie] I know. 341 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:14,747 [ominous music playing] 342 00:26:35,811 --> 00:26:37,247 [Natalie] I need them. 343 00:26:39,423 --> 00:26:40,686 Natalie, you have to start 344 00:26:40,729 --> 00:26:42,513 making steps away from this. 345 00:26:43,863 --> 00:26:45,255 Meet new people. 346 00:26:45,299 --> 00:26:47,083 I'm not talking about dating, 347 00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:49,433 I'm just talking about moving forward. 348 00:26:50,304 --> 00:26:51,610 To what? 349 00:26:57,006 --> 00:26:58,834 [Natalie] We connect with people. 350 00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:01,184 We have to. 351 00:27:03,230 --> 00:27:04,753 But people go. 352 00:27:08,278 --> 00:27:09,802 They always go. 353 00:27:11,717 --> 00:27:13,762 To me, it seems 354 00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:17,505 you can either experience the same pain again 355 00:27:17,548 --> 00:27:19,812 and again with different people... 356 00:27:23,076 --> 00:27:25,687 or you can let one be enough. 357 00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:29,473 Right, but for you, pain isn't an experience... 358 00:27:30,387 --> 00:27:31,475 it's an existence. 359 00:27:31,519 --> 00:27:34,435 [ominous music] 360 00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:51,278 [Natalie] Please give me the pills. 361 00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:55,412 Please, it's the only way that I can live. 362 00:27:55,456 --> 00:27:56,892 [Jim] Live? 363 00:27:56,936 --> 00:27:59,634 Oh, you're doing a lot of things, a lot. 364 00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:02,593 Addiction, denial, alienation. 365 00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:04,595 But living isn't one of your talents. 366 00:28:05,814 --> 00:28:08,599 -You have to help me. -I have to treat you. 367 00:28:08,643 --> 00:28:11,211 It is the only way that we can be together. 368 00:28:12,473 --> 00:28:14,562 Just listen to yourself. 369 00:28:14,605 --> 00:28:17,739 I can change things, I can change it. 370 00:28:17,783 --> 00:28:19,480 He is dead. 371 00:28:24,790 --> 00:28:26,226 Wesley is dead. 372 00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:30,578 I'm sorry. 373 00:28:32,449 --> 00:28:33,712 He's gone. 374 00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,627 Please give me the pills. 375 00:28:43,765 --> 00:28:45,941 If you're going to keep chasing a ghost... 376 00:28:47,116 --> 00:28:49,510 I can't go with you any further. 377 00:28:51,381 --> 00:28:52,731 [whimpering] Please give me the pills. 378 00:29:03,263 --> 00:29:05,004 I will find a way. 379 00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:12,663 [Natalie] I have to. 380 00:29:20,497 --> 00:29:23,283 [steam whistling] 381 00:29:43,869 --> 00:29:46,741 [birds chirping] 382 00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:57,143 Why did you bring this? 383 00:29:58,274 --> 00:29:59,710 I'm sorry. 384 00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:01,408 I just wanted to cheer you up. 385 00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:05,760 No, I'm sorry. 386 00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:07,283 I'm sorry, Rebecca. 387 00:30:08,067 --> 00:30:09,677 Nat, it's okay. 388 00:30:13,637 --> 00:30:14,856 So, what's going on? 389 00:30:18,642 --> 00:30:21,994 I wish I could do something, anything. 390 00:30:22,037 --> 00:30:23,778 I fucking hate this. 391 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,127 I know. 392 00:30:26,172 --> 00:30:28,043 [Rebecca] And I hate that fucking thing, too. 393 00:30:28,087 --> 00:30:30,176 -Why? -It just doesn't seem safe. 394 00:30:41,230 --> 00:30:43,015 So, what am I supposed to tell Mom? 395 00:30:44,494 --> 00:30:46,845 Oh, Natalie's fine, she's just 396 00:30:46,888 --> 00:30:48,716 losing her brain hole a little bit 397 00:30:48,759 --> 00:30:51,153 and playing with some super dangerous electric hats? 398 00:30:51,197 --> 00:30:53,068 All right, you know what? 399 00:30:53,112 --> 00:30:55,766 Obviously, I am not handling this up to your standards. 400 00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:58,552 What am I supposed to say? 401 00:30:59,248 --> 00:31:01,337 -[Rebecca] You could talk. -I am. 402 00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:13,088 So, that's not going well. 403 00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:16,439 I mean, how is that going? 404 00:31:17,658 --> 00:31:19,094 It's not going well. 405 00:31:38,070 --> 00:31:39,462 Why isn't it going well? 406 00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:43,249 He doesn't like the way that I think. 407 00:31:44,032 --> 00:31:45,599 And what are you thinking? 408 00:31:45,642 --> 00:31:47,122 Well, I could explain it to you 409 00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:50,082 as an overly intellectual thought process 410 00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:52,649 that concerns time and how it relates to death. 411 00:31:55,522 --> 00:31:57,176 I can't say I like it. 412 00:31:57,219 --> 00:31:59,352 Yeah, well, fuck you. 413 00:32:08,013 --> 00:32:09,666 What are these thoughts on time? 414 00:32:10,885 --> 00:32:12,278 -[Natalie] It's dumb. -Well, I'm here 415 00:32:12,321 --> 00:32:13,888 -to listen to it. -No. 416 00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,977 No, you're here because you're worried. 417 00:32:16,021 --> 00:32:18,327 Yes, Natalie, I'm worried. 418 00:32:24,072 --> 00:32:25,944 Time's not a fluid. 419 00:32:26,814 --> 00:32:28,947 I mean, not-- not the way that people 420 00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,339 would normally think that it is. 421 00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:31,514 I mean, time is-- 422 00:32:33,908 --> 00:32:35,954 Fluids aren't even fluids. 423 00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:38,957 They can be fluids... 424 00:32:40,262 --> 00:32:42,438 they can be solids... 425 00:32:43,787 --> 00:32:45,006 they can be... 426 00:32:47,226 --> 00:32:48,575 gases. 427 00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:53,972 So, why is it that time can't be the same? 428 00:32:56,061 --> 00:32:57,149 Moldable. 429 00:32:57,192 --> 00:32:58,585 Because it's fucking not. 430 00:33:01,631 --> 00:33:03,329 I'm going to go buy you some milk. 431 00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:06,723 Okay? 432 00:33:08,682 --> 00:33:10,640 And some things that go with milk. 433 00:33:12,773 --> 00:33:14,993 -All right? -Yeah. Yeah. Okay. 434 00:33:21,695 --> 00:33:22,913 I love you. 435 00:33:23,784 --> 00:33:25,046 I love you, too. 436 00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:31,574 Rebecca, I'm sorry. 437 00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:35,491 You're a good sister. 438 00:33:35,535 --> 00:33:37,015 [Rebecca] Why are you sorry? 439 00:33:40,235 --> 00:33:41,628 I just am. 440 00:33:53,509 --> 00:33:57,774 [delicate piano music] 441 00:34:19,970 --> 00:34:21,624 [Natalie] Some particles are incapable 442 00:34:21,668 --> 00:34:22,930 of existing on their own. 443 00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:26,412 These are free radicals. 444 00:34:28,283 --> 00:34:30,198 Electrons 445 00:34:30,242 --> 00:34:32,548 separated from their partner particles. 446 00:34:33,810 --> 00:34:36,248 Raging with negative energy. 447 00:34:37,727 --> 00:34:39,642 They charge through the ether. 448 00:34:39,686 --> 00:34:42,732 Destroying everything in their path. 449 00:34:46,171 --> 00:34:47,955 They'll push through anything... 450 00:34:49,043 --> 00:34:51,045 just looking for safety. 451 00:34:54,483 --> 00:34:56,224 The free radical will crash its way 452 00:34:56,268 --> 00:34:59,140 through the entire universe, searching. 453 00:35:03,275 --> 00:35:05,190 Destined to find its place. 454 00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:08,932 Or burn out trying. 455 00:35:15,330 --> 00:35:17,071 When you get even closer, 456 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:18,855 you can see that it's all quantum mechanics. 457 00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:22,946 It's the sort of thing that can make this possible. 458 00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,125 I just have to make it work. 459 00:35:32,869 --> 00:35:34,262 That's your explanation. 460 00:35:34,784 --> 00:35:36,308 -My explanation-- -For what 461 00:35:36,351 --> 00:35:39,093 -you've been buying up. -[Natalie] Yes. 462 00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:46,274 You expect me to believe 463 00:35:46,318 --> 00:35:48,711 that you've been building some kind of time-altering device. 464 00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,939 It's more of a mind-altering device, but-- 465 00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:00,506 -Mind-altering? -Yes. 466 00:36:03,770 --> 00:36:05,728 Look, I can build the machine, I just-- 467 00:36:07,077 --> 00:36:09,558 -I just need the code. -And some rocket fuel. 468 00:36:11,038 --> 00:36:12,300 I'd love to see you try. 469 00:36:18,524 --> 00:36:20,047 Have you ever heard of George Berkeley? 470 00:36:20,961 --> 00:36:22,702 The philosopher. 471 00:36:22,745 --> 00:36:25,444 I don't know Geo-- I know law enforcement, all right? 472 00:36:25,487 --> 00:36:27,315 I'm sure you don't think I can read or write. 473 00:36:27,359 --> 00:36:29,230 So, spare me your education and tell me what it is 474 00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:30,797 -that you're actually building. -I am. 475 00:36:33,408 --> 00:36:36,672 Miss Derkins, I feel like I've made it really clear 476 00:36:36,716 --> 00:36:38,761 that you need to stop messing around with me. 477 00:36:42,809 --> 00:36:46,291 [piano music] 478 00:36:53,515 --> 00:36:55,343 [hissing] 479 00:36:55,387 --> 00:36:58,216 [electric buzzing] 480 00:36:59,739 --> 00:37:01,784 [electricity crackling] 481 00:37:04,439 --> 00:37:07,442 [beeping] 482 00:37:09,488 --> 00:37:10,837 Fuck! 483 00:37:11,751 --> 00:37:15,276 [beeping continues] 484 00:37:24,981 --> 00:37:26,461 [Agent Nuñez] I will find something. 485 00:37:27,332 --> 00:37:29,290 I will get a warrant, and whatever it is 486 00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:30,509 you're building, I will take it. 487 00:37:32,380 --> 00:37:34,730 [eerie music] 488 00:37:42,608 --> 00:37:44,697 [bottles clattering] 489 00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,878 -Can I use your bathroom? -Yeah, yeah, sure. 490 00:37:51,921 --> 00:37:53,488 It's-- It's right around the corner. 491 00:38:05,108 --> 00:38:07,981 [eerie pulsing electronic music] 492 00:38:15,336 --> 00:38:20,341 ♪ 493 00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:34,790 [tap running] 494 00:38:36,401 --> 00:38:37,445 [tap shuts off] 495 00:38:43,799 --> 00:38:48,369 ♪ 496 00:39:08,694 --> 00:39:13,263 ♪ 497 00:39:31,499 --> 00:39:33,458 -Need help? -Uh, no. 498 00:39:33,501 --> 00:39:35,938 Did you flush? I did-- I didn't hear you flush. 499 00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:38,027 I didn't flush, I washed my hands. 500 00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:43,337 -Do you need help? -No, um, 501 00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:45,557 I'm just looking for this. 502 00:39:46,558 --> 00:39:47,646 Found it. 503 00:40:02,661 --> 00:40:03,749 [exhaling] 504 00:40:07,970 --> 00:40:14,803 ♪ 505 00:40:36,346 --> 00:40:37,435 Hey. 506 00:40:41,003 --> 00:40:42,091 Yeah, that guy we talked about... 507 00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:45,660 I need his number. 508 00:41:00,588 --> 00:41:03,504 [somber piano music] 509 00:41:08,074 --> 00:41:10,555 [sobbing] 510 00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:29,225 ♪ 511 00:41:55,077 --> 00:42:01,997 ♪ 512 00:42:14,575 --> 00:42:16,577 [record player clicking] 513 00:42:16,621 --> 00:42:18,971 [solemn piano music plays on record player] 514 00:42:23,062 --> 00:42:25,586 ["I'll Understand" by Roza] 515 00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:32,071 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 516 00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,993 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 517 00:42:41,036 --> 00:42:43,169 ♪ The end of the world 518 00:42:43,212 --> 00:42:46,825 ♪ At the palm of my hand 519 00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:52,526 ♪ When it all goes to hell 520 00:42:52,570 --> 00:42:56,008 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 521 00:42:59,402 --> 00:43:01,579 ♪ My face to the sea 522 00:43:01,622 --> 00:43:05,365 ♪ And my back to the land ♪ 523 00:43:08,281 --> 00:43:11,414 ♪ If you can't come with me ♪ 524 00:43:11,458 --> 00:43:14,156 ♪ I'll understand 525 00:43:17,029 --> 00:43:19,422 ♪ I'll understand 526 00:43:23,949 --> 00:43:27,474 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? ♪ 527 00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:32,610 ♪ We don't have to say much 528 00:43:32,653 --> 00:43:35,438 ♪ And if you have to go 529 00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:37,049 ♪ Have to go... 530 00:43:37,092 --> 00:43:40,792 [song fades into serene piano music] 531 00:44:00,899 --> 00:44:07,775 ♪ 532 00:44:23,617 --> 00:44:26,533 [birds chirping] 533 00:44:29,928 --> 00:44:31,016 [gagging] 534 00:44:42,114 --> 00:44:43,202 [vomiting] 535 00:44:47,380 --> 00:44:48,990 [vomiting and coughing] 536 00:44:50,992 --> 00:44:52,907 [sobbing] 537 00:45:12,797 --> 00:45:19,673 ♪ 538 00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:40,912 ♪ 539 00:45:47,657 --> 00:45:50,051 [ominous whooshing builds] 540 00:45:57,493 --> 00:45:58,843 [Natalie] You don't believe me. 541 00:46:02,411 --> 00:46:03,630 But that's fine. 542 00:46:05,545 --> 00:46:08,853 Necessity is the mother of invention. 543 00:46:08,896 --> 00:46:10,768 I don't need you to believe in me. 544 00:46:11,856 --> 00:46:13,422 I just need to do it. 545 00:46:17,209 --> 00:46:19,341 Miss Derkins, I'm coming back with a warrant. 546 00:46:26,348 --> 00:46:30,788 ♪ 547 00:46:39,579 --> 00:46:45,759 ♪ 548 00:46:45,803 --> 00:46:47,674 I will find what I'm looking for and when I do, 549 00:46:47,717 --> 00:46:48,849 I'm gonna take it. 550 00:46:48,893 --> 00:46:49,981 I promise. 551 00:46:56,117 --> 00:46:59,512 [pulsing electronic music] 552 00:47:09,914 --> 00:47:11,916 [thunderous booming, music cuts out] 553 00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:37,202 [machine clicking, whirring] 554 00:47:47,081 --> 00:47:49,301 [loud buzzing] 555 00:47:54,610 --> 00:47:55,698 [buzzing stops] 556 00:48:13,716 --> 00:48:14,804 Hi. 557 00:48:16,197 --> 00:48:17,633 Hi. [chuckles] 558 00:48:28,035 --> 00:48:30,690 [serene piano music] 559 00:48:36,522 --> 00:48:37,958 [Natalie] It's not working. 560 00:48:38,002 --> 00:48:39,829 I-- I mean-- I mean, it is, 561 00:48:39,873 --> 00:48:41,179 but I can't change anything. 562 00:48:44,008 --> 00:48:49,883 ♪ 563 00:49:00,938 --> 00:49:07,727 ♪ 564 00:49:11,035 --> 00:49:14,908 Oh, okay, so, yesterday I heard this song. 565 00:49:15,735 --> 00:49:19,565 And it reminded me of you, but you-- you be the judge. 566 00:49:19,608 --> 00:49:21,306 -Okay. -All right. You ready? 567 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:22,698 -Uh-huh. -You're sitting down, right? 568 00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:24,048 -Okay, good. -Yeah. 569 00:49:24,091 --> 00:49:25,397 All right. 570 00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:27,268 ["I'll Understand" by Roza] 571 00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:36,103 ♪ Have to go, have to go 572 00:49:36,147 --> 00:49:38,323 ♪ The end of the world 573 00:49:38,366 --> 00:49:40,542 ♪ At the palm of my hand... 574 00:49:40,586 --> 00:49:41,935 I like it. 575 00:49:44,503 --> 00:49:46,287 ♪ When it all goes to hell... ♪ 576 00:49:46,331 --> 00:49:48,376 -Yeah. -Kind of classy, right? 577 00:49:48,420 --> 00:49:49,682 I-- I like it. 578 00:49:49,725 --> 00:49:50,988 [both giggling] 579 00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:56,819 ♪ My face to the sea 580 00:49:56,863 --> 00:50:00,475 ♪ And my back to the land... 581 00:50:00,519 --> 00:50:03,261 [sweeping, ethereal music] 582 00:50:12,183 --> 00:50:13,358 What? 583 00:50:15,838 --> 00:50:17,144 You're pretty, do you know that? 584 00:50:17,188 --> 00:50:18,667 [Natalie scoffs] 585 00:50:18,711 --> 00:50:20,147 Babe, come on. 586 00:50:20,191 --> 00:50:21,279 It's gonna get dark. 587 00:50:22,106 --> 00:50:23,194 And bring the bag. 588 00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:26,501 [Natalie] I knew I could do it. 589 00:50:30,157 --> 00:50:31,724 It works. 590 00:50:39,340 --> 00:50:40,733 But it feels locked. 591 00:50:41,342 --> 00:50:42,517 Rigid. 592 00:50:45,303 --> 00:50:47,000 Almost insurmountable. 593 00:50:54,703 --> 00:51:00,274 ♪ 594 00:51:07,107 --> 00:51:08,152 Cigarettes. 595 00:51:08,717 --> 00:51:09,805 Yeah. 596 00:51:10,719 --> 00:51:13,113 You should really stop smoking those. 597 00:51:18,423 --> 00:51:19,511 Okay. 598 00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:21,774 Yeah? 599 00:51:21,817 --> 00:51:22,905 Yeah. 600 00:51:23,689 --> 00:51:25,473 That's it, done. 601 00:51:25,517 --> 00:51:26,866 Today is my last day. 602 00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:42,751 [music fades out] 603 00:51:42,795 --> 00:51:44,492 [Natalie] I think different things... 604 00:51:45,798 --> 00:51:47,669 but I can't say them. 605 00:51:54,459 --> 00:51:56,896 [gentle music] 606 00:52:13,782 --> 00:52:15,915 [Natalie] I want to do different things, 607 00:52:15,958 --> 00:52:17,743 but I can't do them. 608 00:52:30,190 --> 00:52:35,891 ♪ 609 00:52:56,303 --> 00:52:57,783 Little things change. 610 00:52:58,784 --> 00:53:00,133 I know what's happening. 611 00:53:06,139 --> 00:53:07,227 But I can't. 612 00:53:09,708 --> 00:53:12,058 I can't even tell him to run. 613 00:53:26,072 --> 00:53:27,421 [Natalie] My goodness, ooh. 614 00:53:29,641 --> 00:53:31,643 Ugh. Yeah, [indistinct], babe. 615 00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:34,211 You're gonna be 21 forever. 616 00:53:34,254 --> 00:53:37,605 [indistinct chatter] 617 00:53:37,649 --> 00:53:40,173 -So, I brought... -Yeah. 618 00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:42,001 ... some of this. 619 00:53:42,044 --> 00:53:43,872 -Some Merlot? -For you. 620 00:53:43,916 --> 00:53:46,962 [making fanfare noise] 621 00:53:47,006 --> 00:53:50,792 -So, I brought... some wine. -This is 2011. 622 00:53:50,836 --> 00:53:52,925 Mm-hmm, nothing but the best for you. 623 00:53:52,968 --> 00:53:54,274 Mm-hmm, I like that. 624 00:53:54,318 --> 00:53:56,581 Yeah, yeah. Um... 625 00:53:56,624 --> 00:53:59,801 I think I got the right kind, 'cause I know you drink white. 626 00:53:59,845 --> 00:54:01,063 Thank you. 627 00:54:01,107 --> 00:54:02,543 -[indistinct]. -The red kind. 628 00:54:02,587 --> 00:54:04,197 -[laughing] -I like red. 629 00:54:04,241 --> 00:54:05,720 I think that's what it says on here, red-- 630 00:54:05,764 --> 00:54:07,026 -The red kind. -Red-- Red kind. 631 00:54:07,069 --> 00:54:08,332 -Oh, thank you, babe. -Uh-huh. 632 00:54:08,375 --> 00:54:09,724 My goal up here is to get you, 633 00:54:09,768 --> 00:54:10,986 like, hammered drunk. 634 00:54:11,030 --> 00:54:12,858 -Okay, hammered. -Yeah. Yeah. 635 00:54:12,901 --> 00:54:13,989 -All right. -Uh-huh. 636 00:54:15,513 --> 00:54:17,341 'Til we can't feel feelings. 637 00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:19,865 Oh, I don't-- I don't-- I don't know. 638 00:54:19,908 --> 00:54:21,432 -[indistinct]. -Cheers. 639 00:54:21,475 --> 00:54:23,260 Yeah, cheers. 640 00:54:25,871 --> 00:54:27,307 -Hmm. -Hmm. 641 00:54:29,353 --> 00:54:31,790 [both laughing] 642 00:54:31,833 --> 00:54:33,792 -All right. Okay, all right. -Babe. 643 00:54:33,835 --> 00:54:36,447 So, I want to take... 644 00:54:38,144 --> 00:54:40,059 just a couple photos of you. 645 00:54:40,494 --> 00:54:41,974 -Of me? Just me? -Mm-hmm. 646 00:54:42,017 --> 00:54:43,758 Well, I'll take one of you first. 647 00:54:43,802 --> 00:54:45,630 -Okay. -And then we'll take one of us 648 00:54:45,673 --> 00:54:47,022 -together. -Okay. 649 00:54:47,066 --> 00:54:48,197 -That sound good? -Yeah. 650 00:54:48,241 --> 00:54:50,939 Okay. All right. So... 651 00:54:52,550 --> 00:54:55,292 Oh, wait, are these for the-- for the fridge? 652 00:54:55,335 --> 00:54:57,206 -Huh? -Are these for the fridge 653 00:54:57,250 --> 00:54:58,338 -or what? -These are for-- 654 00:54:58,382 --> 00:54:59,513 It's for my apartment. 655 00:54:59,557 --> 00:55:01,036 I wanna have lots of pictures 656 00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:02,777 like your friends who have all those photos. 657 00:55:02,821 --> 00:55:04,953 You want me-- You want me to be a-- a tiger in this? 658 00:55:04,997 --> 00:55:06,346 What's my motivation? 659 00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,827 Oh. Oh! Are you modeling for me? 660 00:55:08,870 --> 00:55:09,958 -Yeah. -Okay. 661 00:55:10,002 --> 00:55:11,264 Give you a look here-- 662 00:55:11,308 --> 00:55:12,439 or, I just smelled something weird. 663 00:55:12,483 --> 00:55:13,614 [Natalie laughs] 664 00:55:13,658 --> 00:55:14,963 -Yeah. -Okay. All right. 665 00:55:15,790 --> 00:55:17,966 -[shutter clicking] -Oh. [laughs] 666 00:55:18,010 --> 00:55:19,577 Oh, okay. 667 00:55:19,620 --> 00:55:21,405 -Defending America. -Uh-huh. 668 00:55:21,448 --> 00:55:23,015 Rawr. Um... 669 00:55:23,668 --> 00:55:25,060 Come-- here. Do-- Do another one. 670 00:55:25,104 --> 00:55:26,497 -Do another one. -Okay. 671 00:55:26,540 --> 00:55:28,281 -You're so good at this. -Uh, high school. 672 00:55:28,325 --> 00:55:30,327 -Oh, my gosh. -High school yearbook. 673 00:55:30,370 --> 00:55:31,763 You look very fancy. 674 00:55:31,806 --> 00:55:33,591 Oh, yes. 675 00:55:33,634 --> 00:55:35,767 -Yes. Keep going. -Work it, tiger. 676 00:55:35,810 --> 00:55:37,421 Work it. 677 00:55:37,464 --> 00:55:39,510 Wesley, he's a stud. 678 00:55:39,553 --> 00:55:41,381 [both laughing] 679 00:55:41,425 --> 00:55:43,209 What did your-- What did the caption under your 680 00:55:43,252 --> 00:55:44,819 senior yearbook picture say? 681 00:55:44,863 --> 00:55:46,865 The caption under my senior yearbook-- uh... 682 00:55:46,908 --> 00:55:48,606 I think it said, 683 00:55:48,649 --> 00:55:50,390 "Are-- Are those your pants or mine?" 684 00:55:51,217 --> 00:55:52,740 -They let you do that? -Yeah. 685 00:55:52,784 --> 00:55:54,699 [laughing] 686 00:55:57,528 --> 00:55:59,051 -[Wesley] We've got company. -[Natalie] Who is that guy? 687 00:55:59,878 --> 00:56:01,183 I thought we were alone up there. 688 00:56:01,706 --> 00:56:03,838 -You think he'll take a photo? -Yeah. 689 00:56:04,665 --> 00:56:06,232 There's no one else up here, 690 00:56:06,275 --> 00:56:08,016 so how about we do a selfie in the meantime? 691 00:56:08,060 --> 00:56:09,191 [Natalie] All right. Okay. 692 00:56:12,194 --> 00:56:13,282 [shutter clicking] 693 00:56:14,066 --> 00:56:15,110 [indistinct]. 694 00:56:23,205 --> 00:56:24,685 Hey, you okay? 695 00:56:24,729 --> 00:56:28,994 [loud buzzing] 696 00:56:35,696 --> 00:56:37,132 [Natalie screams] 697 00:56:37,176 --> 00:56:38,264 [buzzing cuts out] 698 00:56:42,921 --> 00:56:44,096 Wesley, honey. 699 00:56:45,140 --> 00:56:46,838 Oh, my God, oh, my God. 700 00:56:46,881 --> 00:56:48,535 -[Wesley] What-- what... -[Natalie] Oh, my God. 701 00:56:48,579 --> 00:56:50,494 Please, baby, baby, stay-- baby, look at me. 702 00:56:50,537 --> 00:56:52,670 -[Wesley] Is it bad? Is it bad? -Baby, I love you so much. 703 00:56:52,713 --> 00:56:55,237 I lo-- It's fine. It's-- Babe-- Oh, shit. 704 00:56:56,238 --> 00:56:57,457 [Wesley whimpering] Oh, God. 705 00:56:57,501 --> 00:56:58,850 Baby, s-- you're fine. 706 00:56:58,893 --> 00:57:00,373 You're gonna be okay. 707 00:57:00,417 --> 00:57:02,114 [Wesley, slurred] Oh, God, it looks bad. 708 00:57:02,157 --> 00:57:03,637 Yes, I have an emergency. 709 00:57:03,681 --> 00:57:06,292 I am at the top of a hill in El Sereno-- 710 00:57:06,335 --> 00:57:09,034 I'm-- I'm-- Baby, stop it, stop it, baby. 711 00:57:09,861 --> 00:57:12,080 It's in El Sereno. Please. 712 00:57:12,124 --> 00:57:13,691 There was a man, he came up, 713 00:57:13,734 --> 00:57:15,475 he stabbed my boyfriend. 714 00:57:15,519 --> 00:57:16,955 My boyfriend's been stabbed. 715 00:57:18,609 --> 00:57:20,045 El Sereno. 716 00:57:20,088 --> 00:57:21,786 Can't you trace the fucking phone? 717 00:57:22,526 --> 00:57:24,702 [sobbing] 718 00:57:24,745 --> 00:57:26,181 Please. 719 00:57:26,834 --> 00:57:28,706 Baby, stop it, baby, baby, baby. 720 00:57:28,749 --> 00:57:30,316 Please don't-- 721 00:57:30,359 --> 00:57:32,449 Stop. I don't know. I don't know what to do. 722 00:57:32,492 --> 00:57:34,059 He's been stabbed in the stomach. 723 00:57:35,887 --> 00:57:38,411 Yes, please, please. 724 00:57:39,368 --> 00:57:42,981 [Wesley] Okay. I'm okay. 725 00:57:44,678 --> 00:57:47,725 -[Natalie sobbing] -Okay. Okay... 726 00:57:53,948 --> 00:57:56,211 They're coming. They're coming. 727 00:57:57,082 --> 00:57:58,518 They're coming. 728 00:57:58,562 --> 00:58:00,738 [whirring] 729 00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:04,698 Baby, they're coming. 730 00:58:08,006 --> 00:58:10,661 They're coming, they're coming, they're coming. 731 00:58:11,575 --> 00:58:12,750 They're coming. 732 00:58:14,142 --> 00:58:15,230 They're coming. 733 00:58:16,928 --> 00:58:18,407 I love you so much. 734 00:58:20,540 --> 00:58:22,368 [sobbing] 735 00:58:28,026 --> 00:58:30,594 [panting] 736 00:58:32,030 --> 00:58:33,118 [sniffles] 737 00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:36,556 It's real. 738 00:58:38,645 --> 00:58:39,864 It's terrible. 739 00:58:41,082 --> 00:58:43,128 But the machine works. 740 00:58:45,696 --> 00:58:48,002 Natalie, this has gone too far. 741 00:58:51,702 --> 00:58:53,442 You don't even know what's going to happen. 742 00:58:55,009 --> 00:58:56,315 [Natalie] Neither do you. 743 00:58:59,623 --> 00:59:01,538 But we both know what will happen... 744 00:59:02,930 --> 00:59:04,541 if I don't do this. 745 00:59:05,542 --> 00:59:07,021 If I don't try. 746 00:59:10,111 --> 00:59:11,548 This ends one way or another. 747 00:59:14,420 --> 00:59:16,814 [ominous music] 748 00:59:30,654 --> 00:59:37,443 ♪ 749 00:59:50,674 --> 00:59:52,153 You're pretty, you know that? 750 01:00:06,211 --> 01:00:08,735 -Cigarettes. -Yeah. 751 01:00:11,259 --> 01:00:13,740 You should really stop smoking those. 752 01:00:16,525 --> 01:00:17,614 Okay. 753 01:00:18,789 --> 01:00:20,747 -Yeah? -Yeah. 754 01:00:24,751 --> 01:00:26,927 [Natalie screams] 755 01:00:26,971 --> 01:00:29,364 [Natalie] If I could change one thing... 756 01:00:29,408 --> 01:00:31,236 [sobbing] 757 01:00:31,279 --> 01:00:34,674 If I could just manage to fix one thing... 758 01:00:36,894 --> 01:00:38,635 I could change it all. 759 01:00:44,728 --> 01:00:45,816 What? 760 01:00:46,468 --> 01:00:48,340 You're pretty, do you know that? 761 01:00:48,383 --> 01:00:49,689 [Natalie scoffs] 762 01:00:49,733 --> 01:00:51,256 Babe, come on. 763 01:00:51,299 --> 01:00:52,561 It's gonna get dark. 764 01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:54,433 And bring the bag. 765 01:00:58,002 --> 01:01:00,874 -Cigarettes. -Yeah. 766 01:01:02,049 --> 01:01:04,225 You should really stop smoking those. 767 01:01:14,845 --> 01:01:16,368 You're pretty, do you know that? 768 01:01:16,411 --> 01:01:17,891 Babe, come on. 769 01:01:21,112 --> 01:01:24,593 -Cigarettes. -Yeah. 770 01:01:27,031 --> 01:01:28,206 [Wesley] I'm okay... 771 01:01:30,469 --> 01:01:33,515 -I'm okay. I'm okay... -[Natalie sobbing] 772 01:01:38,172 --> 01:01:39,304 [car door clicks] 773 01:01:47,704 --> 01:01:48,966 What? 774 01:01:49,009 --> 01:01:50,097 You're pretty, you know that? 775 01:01:50,141 --> 01:01:51,664 [Natalie scoffs] 776 01:01:51,708 --> 01:01:52,796 Babe, come on. 777 01:01:54,188 --> 01:01:55,581 Cigarettes. 778 01:02:01,761 --> 01:02:03,197 Oh, my God. 779 01:02:03,241 --> 01:02:04,895 Please, baby, baby, stay-- baby, look at me. 780 01:02:04,938 --> 01:02:06,766 Baby, I love you so much. 781 01:02:06,810 --> 01:02:08,899 I lo-- It's fine. It's fine... 782 01:02:11,249 --> 01:02:12,946 [Natalie] But I can't change a thing. 783 01:02:17,124 --> 01:02:19,170 Yes, I have an emergency. 784 01:02:26,003 --> 01:02:31,530 ♪ 785 01:02:35,447 --> 01:02:37,057 [music fades out] 786 01:02:59,210 --> 01:03:01,734 [solemn piano music] 787 01:03:01,778 --> 01:03:03,997 [Natalie sobbing] 788 01:03:23,408 --> 01:03:29,893 ♪ 789 01:03:51,262 --> 01:03:52,350 [gun clicks] 790 01:04:08,409 --> 01:04:11,978 [static noise] 791 01:04:21,031 --> 01:04:22,119 [gun clicks] 792 01:04:29,604 --> 01:04:30,692 [gun cocks] 793 01:04:39,092 --> 01:04:40,485 [Agent Nuñez] Can I use your bathroom? 794 01:04:40,528 --> 01:04:41,616 [Natalie] Yeah. 795 01:04:53,715 --> 01:04:54,803 [gun cocks] 796 01:04:59,243 --> 01:05:00,374 [gun clanks] 797 01:05:03,987 --> 01:05:06,511 You really shouldn't have a gun anyways. 798 01:05:06,554 --> 01:05:08,382 My therapist said that it was okay. 799 01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:09,818 I highly doubt that. 800 01:05:14,562 --> 01:05:16,260 I'm really worried about you, Natalie. 801 01:05:17,914 --> 01:05:19,524 I don't want you to hurt yourself. 802 01:05:21,787 --> 01:05:22,919 [Natalie] I'm fine. 803 01:05:36,323 --> 01:05:38,412 Hey, this is Rebecca, leave a message. 804 01:05:41,198 --> 01:05:42,286 [Natalie] I... 805 01:05:43,417 --> 01:05:44,810 I loved Wes. 806 01:05:45,942 --> 01:05:46,986 Too much. 807 01:05:47,813 --> 01:05:49,075 Way too much. 808 01:05:51,251 --> 01:05:53,036 But I can't undo that. 809 01:05:56,474 --> 01:05:58,302 I can't undo how I felt. 810 01:05:59,346 --> 01:06:00,434 Feel. 811 01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:05,613 Any more than I can change what happened. 812 01:06:10,836 --> 01:06:11,968 And you were right. 813 01:06:21,020 --> 01:06:23,588 I'll hurt myself to get away from this. 814 01:06:23,631 --> 01:06:25,764 [loud electric buzzing] 815 01:06:31,770 --> 01:06:33,511 I'd die to get away from this. 816 01:06:37,515 --> 01:06:39,430 But that won't bring him back. 817 01:06:43,086 --> 01:06:45,958 So... I'll keep trying. 818 01:06:47,394 --> 01:06:48,700 What? 819 01:06:48,743 --> 01:06:50,310 You're pretty, you know that? 820 01:06:55,272 --> 01:06:56,360 Thank you. 821 01:06:57,926 --> 01:06:59,928 [Natalie] Until I can't anymore, 822 01:06:59,972 --> 01:07:02,757 until the air that I breathe is gone. 823 01:07:15,466 --> 01:07:18,512 All I can do now is to be happy to remember. 824 01:07:20,340 --> 01:07:22,647 And fight as hard as I can. 825 01:07:23,561 --> 01:07:24,649 Always. 826 01:07:26,390 --> 01:07:27,478 To fix it. 827 01:07:30,611 --> 01:07:33,701 We can change the way we remember things. 828 01:07:36,443 --> 01:07:38,271 And who's to say that's not real? 829 01:07:44,277 --> 01:07:47,106 Because while you remember it one way... 830 01:07:47,150 --> 01:07:48,281 [static crackling] 831 01:07:53,286 --> 01:07:55,810 I'm going to remember it the way I have to. 832 01:08:05,603 --> 01:08:07,344 I can't live any other way. 833 01:08:11,826 --> 01:08:13,611 I loved him too much. 834 01:08:23,664 --> 01:08:29,322 [loud crackling and buzzing] 835 01:08:29,366 --> 01:08:31,759 And I will save him somehow. 836 01:08:33,631 --> 01:08:35,459 I'm gonna be okay. 837 01:08:37,417 --> 01:08:38,853 This isn't the end. 838 01:08:39,985 --> 01:08:41,378 [door opening] 839 01:08:41,421 --> 01:08:43,336 Time will march on, 840 01:08:43,380 --> 01:08:46,252 pretending to flow, to move. 841 01:08:58,656 --> 01:09:02,007 [gasping and sobbing] 842 01:09:03,965 --> 01:09:06,664 [Natalie] People think I can't change my past. 843 01:09:08,274 --> 01:09:09,710 I think they're wrong. 844 01:09:13,018 --> 01:09:15,194 But I promise. 845 01:09:15,238 --> 01:09:17,240 One thing will never change: 846 01:09:19,459 --> 01:09:20,808 [knocking on door] 847 01:09:22,070 --> 01:09:23,811 how much I love you. 848 01:09:30,340 --> 01:09:35,867 ♪ 849 01:09:43,918 --> 01:09:45,877 [Wesley] We're good, we're good. 850 01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,226 We're so good. 851 01:09:48,532 --> 01:09:50,055 [Natalie] Oh, God... 852 01:09:50,098 --> 01:09:51,796 [breathing shakily] 853 01:09:51,839 --> 01:09:54,015 You're good. You're good... 854 01:10:00,805 --> 01:10:07,507 ♪ 855 01:10:15,515 --> 01:10:18,692 [sweeping music] 856 01:10:29,355 --> 01:10:35,143 ♪ 857 01:10:35,187 --> 01:10:37,407 [Natalie] Like I said. 858 01:10:37,450 --> 01:10:39,496 It's like playing a record. 859 01:10:40,975 --> 01:10:43,543 When it's playing, it's happening. 860 01:10:45,023 --> 01:10:46,720 It's a story that's alive. 861 01:10:48,548 --> 01:10:49,897 Like it has life. 862 01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:52,857 But it's not. 863 01:10:54,162 --> 01:10:55,990 It's locked. 864 01:10:56,034 --> 01:10:57,427 Frozen in the vinyl. 865 01:10:59,777 --> 01:11:01,953 The same every time. 866 01:11:04,999 --> 01:11:06,262 Trapped. 867 01:11:08,394 --> 01:11:09,613 The trick is... 868 01:11:11,441 --> 01:11:13,225 getting it to play again. 869 01:11:25,150 --> 01:11:27,674 ["I'll Understand" by Roza] 870 01:11:32,723 --> 01:11:35,813 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 871 01:11:40,905 --> 01:11:44,517 ♪ Have to go, have to go, have to go ♪ 872 01:11:44,561 --> 01:11:46,911 ♪ The end of the world 873 01:11:46,954 --> 01:11:50,393 ♪ At the palm of my hand 874 01:11:53,396 --> 01:11:55,876 ♪ When it all goes to hell 875 01:11:55,920 --> 01:11:59,706 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 876 01:12:02,927 --> 01:12:05,146 ♪ My face to the sea 877 01:12:05,190 --> 01:12:08,715 ♪ And my back to the land 878 01:12:11,762 --> 01:12:15,113 ♪ If you can't come with me 879 01:12:15,156 --> 01:12:17,507 ♪ I'll understand 880 01:12:20,466 --> 01:12:22,947 ♪ I'll understand 881 01:12:27,473 --> 01:12:30,737 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? 882 01:12:32,565 --> 01:12:36,221 ♪ We don't have to say much 883 01:12:36,264 --> 01:12:38,745 ♪ And if you have to go 884 01:12:38,789 --> 01:12:41,531 ♪ Have to go 885 01:12:41,574 --> 01:12:42,880 ♪ I'll understand 886 01:12:42,923 --> 01:12:44,664 ♪ If we didn't know 887 01:12:44,708 --> 01:12:46,492 ♪ What we know 888 01:12:50,540 --> 01:12:52,585 ♪ The end of the world 889 01:12:52,629 --> 01:12:56,023 ♪ At the palm of my hand 890 01:12:58,635 --> 01:13:01,681 ♪ When it all goes to hell 891 01:13:01,725 --> 01:13:05,424 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 892 01:13:05,468 --> 01:13:08,819 ♪ Have to go, have to go 893 01:13:08,862 --> 01:13:11,038 ♪ My face to the sea 894 01:13:11,082 --> 01:13:14,477 ♪ And my back to the land 895 01:13:17,349 --> 01:13:20,439 ♪ And if you can't come with me ♪ 896 01:13:20,483 --> 01:13:23,442 ♪ I'll understand 897 01:13:27,968 --> 01:13:31,058 ♪ Can we meet in the dark? 898 01:13:33,147 --> 01:13:36,542 ♪ We don't have to say much 899 01:13:36,586 --> 01:13:39,110 ♪ And if you have to go 900 01:13:39,153 --> 01:13:40,677 ♪ Have to go 901 01:13:41,808 --> 01:13:43,680 ♪ I'll understand 902 01:13:43,723 --> 01:13:46,987 ♪ I'll let you go, let you go ♪ 903 01:13:47,031 --> 01:13:48,728 ♪ I'll understand 904 01:13:48,772 --> 01:13:52,428 ♪ I'll let you go, let you go ♪ 905 01:13:52,471 --> 01:13:54,212 ♪ I'll understand 906 01:13:54,255 --> 01:13:56,867 ♪ If we didn't know what we know ♪ 907 01:14:00,653 --> 01:14:04,614 ♪ 'Cause when you travel light ♪ 908 01:14:05,571 --> 01:14:08,226 ♪ Some things are left 909 01:14:08,269 --> 01:14:10,141 ♪ Behind 910 01:14:16,713 --> 01:14:18,845 ♪ The end of the world 911 01:14:18,889 --> 01:14:22,327 ♪ At the palm of my hand 912 01:14:25,286 --> 01:14:27,941 ♪ When it all goes to hell 913 01:14:27,985 --> 01:14:31,205 ♪ Will you still be my friend? ♪ 914 01:14:35,122 --> 01:14:37,037 ♪ My face to the sea 915 01:14:37,081 --> 01:14:40,476 ♪ And my back to the land 916 01:14:43,740 --> 01:14:47,221 ♪ If you can't come with me 917 01:14:47,265 --> 01:14:49,702 ♪ I'll understand 918 01:14:51,791 --> 01:14:54,185 [bell tolling]