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[electronic beeps]

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-[Nick] Yo.
-[Byron] Hey cuz.

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-[Byron] How you doing man?
-[Nick] What up boy?

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[Byron] Man, this is all good
my way.

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I just got
a little situation man.

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I wanna,
wanna lay low for a few days.

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I was hoping
you can help me out.

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[Nick] Shit man.

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[Byron] I ain't trying to bring
this shit to my house.

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- My girl here.
-[Nick] No man.

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It ain't like that
but hey that's why you need

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a side bitch man, you know,
two queens are better than one.

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I know you play chess.

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[Byron] No man I play
video games.

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When are you flying in?

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[Nick] I'm at LAX right now.

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[Byron] Get the fuck outta here.

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♪ Hey, hey ♪

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♪ Oh I got
the perfect splatter. ♪

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♪ My A's are gonna have
something busy. ♪

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♪ I can't even believe
this shit. ♪

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[Nick] Driving like you
on the run

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and it is highly debated,

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we can't be faded,
cause n**** we made it.

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-It's tough man.
-Ha.

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[Alia] Hello, happy Monday,
it's your girl Lex.

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I am so excited to share
with you my favorite place

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to come to when things
just get a little too crazy.

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[Nick] Keep it down.

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So as you know I am getting
the IUD tomorrow,

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so I just wanted to take
a moment

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and stay with that decision,

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you know, and really thank
my body for being so fertile,

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and I came here to Whisper Rock

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because this is just one
of the most epic places

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of nature ever.

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Check it out.

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Oh no, no, no, no.

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[Byron] Whoa, whoa, whoa,
calm down.

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Hey look listen, don't panic.
My name is Byron Bowers.

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This is my cousin, Nick.
Put your hands down.

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Is Rich here?

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No sorry
I don't know who Rich is.

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Rich is, he's my agent,
he owns this place.

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Oh okay, no see I'll be
Air Bnb'ing this place

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for the next couple of days,
so I can do my...

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I'm sorry how much did you see?

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-Oh, we've seen enough.
-But we come in peace.

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Could I please use the restroom,
I gotta go bad.

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[Alia] Yeah, sure, yeah,
it's right there yeah.

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Thank you, thank you.

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I'm so sorry, this place
is usually empty in the winter

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-and yeah.
-Right, yeah.

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We're not gonna rape you
or nothing so we're good.

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Great, great.

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Oh yeah I know that just,
you know, I was nervous.

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-So...
-Yeah.

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IUD's huh?

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[laughs]
Yeah.

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Yeah, I heard about those.

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[inaudible]

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[water running]

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[background conversation]

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[Byron] My grandma got one,
not an IUD, uh grandkids, yeah.

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[background conversation]

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[Nick] Hey, hope you don't mind,

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helped myself to some chocolate
I found on the counter.

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Wait what the fuck
are you doing [inaudible]?

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I ain't ate,
it's pretty damn good.

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-Organic, I know it's organic.
-Wait.

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How much did you have of this?

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I ate the whole bar.

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-No, what the fuck?
-Oh fuck.

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-Damn.
-Oh no.

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Have you ever taken
mushrooms before?

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Have I taken mushrooms?

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We ain't no n**** who fuck
with mushrooms like that.

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We just need to get paranoid
off weed.

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Well I'm sorry,
he took my personal stash,

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I was just supposed to eat those
and like chill out here...

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What the fuck?
Her voice has changed.

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Is it the mushroom
already kicked in?

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-Your voice did change Lex.
-Okay, sorry, my name is Alia.

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Alright, I'm not...

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I am out here on the run,
paranoid as fuck.

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Just trying to hide out.

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-Shrooms, mushrooms.
-Listen, listen, listen.

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It's okay. Everybody's hiding
from something.

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Shall we take the rest?

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Yeah.

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[piano plays]

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I got so much control
over my saliva right now.

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Be what? Let go.

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Be what? Let go.

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Hell no. I ain't gonna let
no n**** bro at my feet.

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Feel the mark and know it,
rubbing n**** feet.

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That's a real n****,
I'm a real n****. Right?

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I'm supposed to be
this big gangster.

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I'm not a bouncer though

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because uh Lex has to get
an IUD tomorrow.

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You're gonna be alright yeah?

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Yeah, yeah, hit me up
when you guys are coming to LA.

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Alright.

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[narrator] Everybody say
when you're coming to LA

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and you hit 'em
and they know that

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[inaudible]

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[narrator] It's snowing
in the desert.

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You could be eye curlers.

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Shit, I remember the first time
I took my phone

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and we got [inaudible] free.

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I don't know why n****
are afraid of mushrooms.

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N**** feel what's inside
that's what it is,

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they just go walk in the woods
like, a holyman or some shit.

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I don't know, how do n****
be out free?

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They should remake it and
tell you how they got free.

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♪ Crazies disappear, fuck it
I'm about to reappear. ♪

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♪ I'm about to go back, ♪

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♪ Tell n**** I became free
so they can become free ♪

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That was it then I put it in.

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[rap music playing]

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[woman] [inaudible]

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[woman] Alright, guys,
ladies and gentlemen.

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Get on your feet.

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You've seen then in the shot,
concrete cowboys

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and honey boy, make some noise
for Byron Bowers.

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[cheer]

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["Who U Wit" playing]

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Thank you all man.
Thank you all.

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Some of y'all never been here
before to the caterer

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you know what I mean?
Thank you for coming down,

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no need to be nervous.

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We're on the white side
of the caterer.

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[laughs]

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So it's all good. You can relax,
you know what I mean?

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[laughs]

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You know we're in a boxing ring
right now

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which is weird
cause I don't box.

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I only watch sports,

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I started watching sports
16 years ago.

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I remember the last game
I watched,

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it was the Super-bowl.

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I remember all these people
out on the field.

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Football players,
like the toughest guys.

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Old school bullies,
and they was holding hands

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with one another,
and these n**** was crying.

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[laughs]

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And then Nelson was like
"Look at 'em,

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they worked hard to get here.

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Ever since they was
eight years old,

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they worked their whole life and
tonight their dreams come true."

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And I was like holy shit.

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I'm sitting here watching

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mother fuckers follow
their dreams right now,

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and I felt bad cause I wasn't
doing shit with my life.

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[laughs]

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I remember I went home
and I snatched my TV.

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I was like fuck this TV.
[laughs]

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This TV programming me,
just sitting here

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and watch people follow
that shit

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instead of being out here
living my life.

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The only time I got my news
is somebody called,

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that's the only way
I found out about shit.

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I didn't even know what MAGA
was at first.

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I thought it was Japanese
animation the whole time.

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N**** called me,
like what the fuck is wrong

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with Kanye West out there
wearing MAGA hats and shit,

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I'm like he's weird, he can
watch Japanese animation,

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let that n**** live.

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[laughs]

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Then I googled the shit

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and I found out that MAGA means
Make America Great Again,

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and for short they call it MAGA

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and I was like oh shit
they think they're slick.

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I see what they did,
they shortened the word,

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trying to make it sound cool,
I know this trick,

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we did the same thing
for the word n****

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I don't know if you know
n**** was a longer word.

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[inaudible] 400 years of getting
ground down with slavery

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and shit and they went
on a spiritual journey,

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then it got shortened

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and it became cool,
now everybody say shit.

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They try to do that with MAGA,

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I'm like no MAGA,
you can't do that.

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You ain't slick,
you gotta earn that shit.

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MAGA gotta go through
his journey.

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That's why I think we should put
a hard R

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on the end of that bitch.

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[laughs]

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And call on that from now on
with a country accent

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like these fucking MAGAR's
out here.

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[laughs]

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Wearing their MAGA hats.

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Always complaining about shit.

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Why don't they go back to where
the fuck they came from.

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Fucking MAGAR's.

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See somebody already laughed,
what are you MAGA lovers

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or something?

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Well I don't give a fuck,
put on your MAGAR hat

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and go back to Forsyth County
where the fuck you came from.

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[laughs]

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I ain't tripping,
I let 'em live.

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We're all on journeys,
you know what I mean?

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Shit, I don't know what the fuck
I was doing when I started.

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Some of y'all know
when I started,

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I didn't know what
the fuck I was doing.

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Even before then,
man I sold crack

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and went to college, I didn't
know what the fuck.

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[laughs]

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I was just trying
to figure shit out.

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Did stand up, wasn't even good
at it, I was going quit.

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That was another thing
I was gonna quit.

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Then the universe spoke to me,
my gut told me

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that if I did this it would
take me to the promised land,

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and I was like okay.

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And I rolled with that shit
and I told my home boy

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like man I'm hoping to do
this comedy shit.

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I quit my job, and he was
like "Nick are you crazy?"

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Are you gonna quit your job
and follow your gut?

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And I was like yeah,
let me stay in your basement.

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[laughs]

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Pack up a prelude,

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some of y'all remember
that prelude

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didn't have a front [inaudible]
on that mother fucker.

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I drove that shit all the way
to California

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with the engine light on.

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Went from a red state
to a blue state,

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different values.

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You know in the land
of you know,

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abortions are legal.

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In LA plastic straws are legal.

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[laughs]

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Use a plastic straw,
people make you feel guilty,

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like you're killing a soul.

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I'm like damn they do
that for abortions in a lounge.

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[laughs]

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The waiter slipped me
a plastic straw

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like it was an eight ball
of cocaine.

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He was like here you go,
keep this shit down right here.

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[laughs]

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If you get caught you didn't get
that shit from me.

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I put the straw in a glass,
everybody looking

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"you can't use that,
you gotta use a paper straw,"

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I was like "What?"

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A paper straw, ugh.

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I'm gonna sip it.

248
00:11:38,703 --> 00:11:39,995
Why the fuck would I use
a paper straw?

249
00:11:40,621 --> 00:11:43,708
It was, ugh, use the paper straw
for that shit to unravel

250
00:11:43,791 --> 00:11:46,711
in the glass, the hole closes.

251
00:11:46,794 --> 00:11:47,795
It tastes like chemicals,

252
00:11:47,878 --> 00:11:49,630
I don't know what the fuck
that shit's made of.

253
00:11:50,172 --> 00:11:51,632
I'd rather drink out
of cigarette

254
00:11:51,716 --> 00:11:52,717
than a paper straw.

255
00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:54,677
[laughs]

256
00:11:56,303 --> 00:11:58,139
Why the fuck are we using
paper straws anyway?

257
00:11:58,222 --> 00:11:59,557
They was like
cause a sea turtle died,

258
00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:01,225
I'm like get the fuck
out of here.

259
00:12:02,727 --> 00:12:03,894
A turtle died

260
00:12:03,978 --> 00:12:07,064
and now fucking plastic straws
are illegal.

261
00:12:07,481 --> 00:12:08,983
That's when I realized
they don't give a fuck

262
00:12:09,066 --> 00:12:10,067
about human beings.

263
00:12:10,151 --> 00:12:12,194
We're still arguing over
gun laws and one turtle died,

264
00:12:12,278 --> 00:12:14,238
and they shut that shit down.

265
00:12:15,239 --> 00:12:17,491
I'm like man, these turtles
got a good ass lawyer.

266
00:12:18,659 --> 00:12:20,911
They tried to give my cousin
ten years for a bag of weed.

267
00:12:20,995 --> 00:12:23,330
I'm like n**** you should
have had that sea turtle lawyer,

268
00:12:25,791 --> 00:12:27,209
you would be free right now.

269
00:12:29,295 --> 00:12:30,755
I was mad as fuck man.

270
00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:32,548
I was like I wish
I would see a sea turtle,

271
00:12:32,631 --> 00:12:34,216
I'd choke the shit out
of sea turtles.

272
00:12:35,509 --> 00:12:38,012
I'd choke the... I'd put
that mother fucker on his back

273
00:12:38,095 --> 00:12:40,097
and just let that mother fucker
matrix like that

274
00:12:40,681 --> 00:12:43,392
and then kick his legs, boom
and spin him in a circle

275
00:12:43,476 --> 00:12:46,187
and dance around them fish like
yeah you are in jail now, bitch.

276
00:12:49,648 --> 00:12:51,025
Then I looked in the mirror

277
00:12:52,485 --> 00:12:54,236
and realized I was part
of the problem.

278
00:12:55,780 --> 00:12:58,282
It's my fault turtles
are here running around free.

279
00:12:58,783 --> 00:13:02,411
[laughs]

280
00:13:02,495 --> 00:13:04,830
You know what? I was snorkeling
with sea turtles.

281
00:13:05,539 --> 00:13:07,958
I spent 40 minutes with them
n**** out in the ocean,

282
00:13:09,043 --> 00:13:10,378
watching them do
sea turtle shit.

283
00:13:10,461 --> 00:13:12,046
Have you ever seen them
out there in the ocean?

284
00:13:12,213 --> 00:13:15,132
Their little fins like hovering
around that in the water.

285
00:13:15,383 --> 00:13:16,676
They got that look in their eye

286
00:13:16,759 --> 00:13:19,011
like they got a head full
of free style battle raps.

287
00:13:19,095 --> 00:13:20,513
[laughs]

288
00:13:20,596 --> 00:13:23,015
And they just want a free style
battle rap and shit.

289
00:13:23,307 --> 00:13:24,392
And they'll be going up to shit

290
00:13:24,475 --> 00:13:26,268
like you want some of this
jellyfish?

291
00:13:26,352 --> 00:13:27,645
[laughs]

292
00:13:27,728 --> 00:13:29,730
I get in your ass sea-grass,

293
00:13:30,398 --> 00:13:32,441
and they drop shits
in the middle of the ocean.

294
00:13:32,525 --> 00:13:33,526
Fly.

295
00:13:34,068 --> 00:13:35,945
Like hot mixed tape records,

296
00:13:36,862 --> 00:13:38,948
just sitting on there,
like whoop.

297
00:13:40,074 --> 00:13:42,034
And I followed it around
for 40 minutes

298
00:13:43,160 --> 00:13:45,204
watching it, learning from it,

299
00:13:45,746 --> 00:13:48,124
showing it all this love,
which is power spiritually.

300
00:13:48,708 --> 00:13:50,668
Power to change laws
and it's fucked up,

301
00:13:50,751 --> 00:13:52,420
cause we've got a homeless
problem in LA,

302
00:13:52,503 --> 00:13:54,880
and I've never spent 40 minutes
with a homeless person.

303
00:13:54,964 --> 00:13:57,925
All they do is sea turtle shit,
they freestyle battle rap.

304
00:13:58,008 --> 00:14:05,016
[laughs]

305
00:14:06,017 --> 00:14:07,768
And drop shits on the sidewalk,

306
00:14:10,438 --> 00:14:11,939
like hot mix tape records.

307
00:14:12,023 --> 00:14:13,941
New shit, boom, boom, boom.

308
00:14:14,942 --> 00:14:17,319
[inaudible]

309
00:14:21,532 --> 00:14:23,200
You're not even supposed
to touch sea turtles.

310
00:14:23,284 --> 00:14:24,285
Did you know that?

311
00:14:24,827 --> 00:14:26,037
You're not supposed
to touch 'em.

312
00:14:26,203 --> 00:14:27,288
It's bad for the eco system.

313
00:14:27,371 --> 00:14:29,832
They got germs and we got germs
and if you touch 'em,

314
00:14:29,915 --> 00:14:31,584
you can cross contaminate,
that's what they told me

315
00:14:31,667 --> 00:14:32,668
before I got in the ocean.

316
00:14:33,252 --> 00:14:34,879
I remember looking
that sea turtle in the eye

317
00:14:34,962 --> 00:14:35,963
and I was like "hey n****,

318
00:14:36,797 --> 00:14:38,758
from one endangered species
to the next,

319
00:14:39,175 --> 00:14:43,346
pow, whatever you got, I got.

320
00:14:44,221 --> 00:14:46,557
Ask me if I've touched
a homeless person before, nope.

321
00:14:46,640 --> 00:14:48,476
[laughs]

322
00:14:48,559 --> 00:14:49,894
You're not related to one.

323
00:14:50,269 --> 00:14:52,271
I didn't even get him
a father's day card.

324
00:14:52,355 --> 00:14:57,943
[laughs]

325
00:14:58,027 --> 00:14:59,987
They don't make 'em for mentally
ill people that's why.

326
00:15:00,821 --> 00:15:02,406
I've read every father's day
card out,

327
00:15:02,490 --> 00:15:03,908
there like,
world's greatest dad,

328
00:15:03,991 --> 00:15:06,077
and because of you my life
turned out like this.

329
00:15:06,202 --> 00:15:08,454
But there's not a father's day
card out there that says

330
00:15:08,537 --> 00:15:13,042
you hear every voice
in the world except mine.

331
00:15:15,252 --> 00:15:16,962
Happy father's day papa.

332
00:15:17,046 --> 00:15:24,053
[laughs]

333
00:15:25,221 --> 00:15:27,264
My dad got schizophrenia,
y'all know what that is?

334
00:15:28,391 --> 00:15:30,768
That's good cause before nobody
would know what it is.

335
00:15:31,477 --> 00:15:33,104
I'm glad to see we're
making improvements

336
00:15:33,187 --> 00:15:34,897
in the mental health
conversation,

337
00:15:35,439 --> 00:15:36,440
you know.

338
00:15:37,358 --> 00:15:38,859
You know the hardest part
about schizophrenia?

339
00:15:38,943 --> 00:15:39,985
Spelling schizophrenia.

340
00:15:40,069 --> 00:15:41,654
[laughs]

341
00:15:41,737 --> 00:15:43,489
You look crazy as fuck
trying to spell that shit

342
00:15:43,572 --> 00:15:44,824
in your head,
you know what I mean.

343
00:15:47,493 --> 00:15:50,079
It's tough,
a tough word to spell.

344
00:15:50,663 --> 00:15:52,081
I won't be embarrassed about it

345
00:15:52,623 --> 00:15:54,709
like I wanted to bring awareness
to it a long time ago

346
00:15:54,792 --> 00:15:57,628
but it's hard to bring awareness
to some shit you can't spell.

347
00:15:57,837 --> 00:15:59,880
[laughs]

348
00:15:59,964 --> 00:16:01,006
I'd be frustrated.

349
00:16:01,090 --> 00:16:02,925
People would be like hey man
what's wrong with your dad?

350
00:16:03,008 --> 00:16:05,219
I'd be like, man, man,
I wish this n**** had AIDS,

351
00:16:05,302 --> 00:16:06,595
it would be so much easier.

352
00:16:06,679 --> 00:16:09,515
[laughs]

353
00:16:09,598 --> 00:16:11,642
I tell you my dad got AIDS,
it's just so easy to explain,

354
00:16:11,726 --> 00:16:13,269
you'll be like your dad was
having fun,

355
00:16:14,186 --> 00:16:15,855
schizophrenia that's
a whole different ball game.

356
00:16:15,938 --> 00:16:17,398
You can't even argue
with a schizophrenic

357
00:16:17,481 --> 00:16:18,941
without looking crazy yourself.

358
00:16:20,901 --> 00:16:23,029
Like my dad would do shit,
he was saying shit about me

359
00:16:23,112 --> 00:16:25,531
that wasn't true and I'm trying
to defend myself

360
00:16:25,614 --> 00:16:27,992
but the person that he told
that shit don't even exist,

361
00:16:28,075 --> 00:16:29,326
so I look crazy.

362
00:16:31,954 --> 00:16:32,955
Fucked up.

363
00:16:35,249 --> 00:16:36,667
We all know how to deal
with mental health

364
00:16:36,751 --> 00:16:37,752
as a community.

365
00:16:38,461 --> 00:16:39,503
We don't trust the health care,

366
00:16:39,587 --> 00:16:41,255
we are too broke we don't trust
the mother fuckers

367
00:16:41,338 --> 00:16:42,339
they send us to.

368
00:16:43,215 --> 00:16:45,468
So we end up going where?
To the church,

369
00:16:46,218 --> 00:16:47,803
they don't know what the fuck
to do.

370
00:16:48,637 --> 00:16:50,556
I'll be like hey man, something
wrong with my dad's head,

371
00:16:50,639 --> 00:16:51,640
he got mental issues.

372
00:16:51,724 --> 00:16:53,267
They'd be like well,
I'm gonna pray for him,

373
00:16:53,351 --> 00:16:54,518
oh, okay, you do that.

374
00:16:55,644 --> 00:16:58,481
That's what we tried to do
and n**** shit got worse.

375
00:16:58,606 --> 00:17:04,862
[laughs]

376
00:17:04,945 --> 00:17:06,155
We lean on the church too much,

377
00:17:06,238 --> 00:17:08,074
well did you try to take
your dad to church n****?

378
00:17:08,157 --> 00:17:11,494
You want me to tell the n****
who had delusions

379
00:17:11,577 --> 00:17:13,120
about shit that ain't real

380
00:17:13,704 --> 00:17:16,916
to a place where n**** worship
some shit...

381
00:17:16,999 --> 00:17:19,877
[laughs]

382
00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:21,295
...that might not be real.

383
00:17:21,379 --> 00:17:27,677
[laughs]

384
00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:29,970
You know how crazy
that's gonna look to my dad?

385
00:17:32,682 --> 00:17:34,642
This n**** walking
in church and shit,

386
00:17:35,643 --> 00:17:37,603
he's seeing n**** whooping
and hollering to heaven

387
00:17:37,687 --> 00:17:41,107
and the holy ghost and fucking
passing out and shit.

388
00:17:42,108 --> 00:17:44,777
Jesus hanging up
on the mother fucking cross,

389
00:17:44,860 --> 00:17:46,570
and it's a white Jesus at that.

390
00:17:48,572 --> 00:17:50,491
This n**** hanging there,
and everyone whooping

391
00:17:50,574 --> 00:17:52,201
and hollering and praising,
crying and shit.

392
00:17:52,284 --> 00:17:55,204
My dad gonna be like
god what the hell going on here?

393
00:17:56,163 --> 00:17:58,332
God, damn times have changed.

394
00:17:58,999 --> 00:18:00,960
Are we lynching
white people now?

395
00:18:01,043 --> 00:18:02,837
Why is a white man up there
on that thing?

396
00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:03,921
[laughs]

397
00:18:04,004 --> 00:18:05,840
Yeah again what you all gonna
use rope?

398
00:18:05,923 --> 00:18:07,717
Y'all just nailed the n****
up there like that?

399
00:18:07,800 --> 00:18:09,343
[laughs]

400
00:18:09,427 --> 00:18:11,262
Y'all mother fuckers crazy
in here.

401
00:18:11,345 --> 00:18:13,514
I'm about to get the hell out
of here.

402
00:18:14,306 --> 00:18:16,183
I'll take some of this wine
though before I leave.

403
00:18:16,267 --> 00:18:19,979
[laughs]

404
00:18:27,028 --> 00:18:28,112
The thing is for some...

405
00:18:28,195 --> 00:18:30,031
you know, if my dad knew
something was wrong

406
00:18:30,114 --> 00:18:31,157
whether he would say something.

407
00:18:31,490 --> 00:18:33,659
Like hey son, there's something
wrong with my mind,

408
00:18:33,784 --> 00:18:35,327
and some time I'm gonna act
a little erratic

409
00:18:35,411 --> 00:18:37,079
so watch out for me.

410
00:18:37,496 --> 00:18:39,957
But he didn't, he thought
everybody else was crazy

411
00:18:40,249 --> 00:18:42,043
and trying to convince him
he was crazy

412
00:18:42,126 --> 00:18:43,961
which made him not trust people
even more.

413
00:18:45,629 --> 00:18:47,757
And the part is
we are all kind of crazy,

414
00:18:49,216 --> 00:18:51,135
we are, we just don't admit
shit.

415
00:18:51,886 --> 00:18:53,512
That's the crazy part,
we don't admit shit,

416
00:18:53,596 --> 00:18:56,682
we don't admit when we're sad,
we don't admit to a lot of shit,

417
00:18:58,642 --> 00:19:00,436
and they don't teach us
this shit in school.

418
00:19:01,771 --> 00:19:04,065
They teach us all types of shit,
except shit we really need

419
00:19:04,148 --> 00:19:06,484
to use every day
like how to deal with anxiety,

420
00:19:07,026 --> 00:19:09,570
how to deal with depression,
how to deal with sadness.

421
00:19:10,237 --> 00:19:11,947
Nobody told us
how to masturbate.

422
00:19:12,031 --> 00:19:15,493
[laughs]

423
00:19:15,576 --> 00:19:16,577
They didn't!

424
00:19:18,287 --> 00:19:20,456
We had to go on a journey
to learn how to be masters.

425
00:19:20,539 --> 00:19:22,500
We was regular [inaudible]
there first.

426
00:19:24,919 --> 00:19:26,962
And it's weird cause
the first time my dick got hard,

427
00:19:27,046 --> 00:19:28,047
I was in class.

428
00:19:29,006 --> 00:19:30,758
I didn't know what to do,
I started sweating,

429
00:19:30,841 --> 00:19:32,677
I was panicked, I had anxiety.

430
00:19:32,802 --> 00:19:35,513
I felt something I never felt
before and I panicked.

431
00:19:35,596 --> 00:19:37,515
I just took my book and put it
in my lap,

432
00:19:37,890 --> 00:19:40,017
and that was the first time
I took all my emotions

433
00:19:40,893 --> 00:19:41,894
and pushed them down.

434
00:19:41,977 --> 00:19:44,021
[laughs]

435
00:19:45,523 --> 00:19:47,066
They don't teach us that man.

436
00:19:49,026 --> 00:19:51,237
You start off, you go harming,
we're going home,

437
00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:52,321
I don't know what to do.

438
00:19:53,030 --> 00:19:54,031
I was nervous,

439
00:19:54,699 --> 00:19:56,283
my body was feeling different.

440
00:19:56,534 --> 00:19:58,619
I took my mama's sofa cushion,
folded it in half,

441
00:19:58,703 --> 00:19:59,704
and put my dick in it.

442
00:19:59,787 --> 00:20:03,165
[laughs]

443
00:20:03,249 --> 00:20:05,668
Thinking that would help but
I just ended up with rub burn.

444
00:20:09,338 --> 00:20:10,756
I'm on that journey,
you know what I mean?

445
00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:12,049
It's just a bater mistake.

446
00:20:12,341 --> 00:20:13,801
I'm trying to figure shit out.

447
00:20:14,260 --> 00:20:17,430
I'm trying to like use Vaseline.
I'm like man it's too thick.

448
00:20:17,513 --> 00:20:19,181
You know what I mean,
I'm using lotion,

449
00:20:19,265 --> 00:20:21,600
this too [inaudible],
a conditioner, it's too oily.

450
00:20:21,684 --> 00:20:23,185
I'm just trying to work through
some shit.

451
00:20:23,269 --> 00:20:25,563
[laughs]

452
00:20:25,646 --> 00:20:27,398
Then I'm in my 20's,
I'm using my hand,

453
00:20:27,481 --> 00:20:29,483
and I'm like man do I like it
this way,

454
00:20:29,567 --> 00:20:30,860
or do I like it this way,

455
00:20:30,943 --> 00:20:32,611
or do I wanna rub it
like a genie lamp?

456
00:20:35,990 --> 00:20:38,117
By the time I'm 35,
I'm a master at this shit,

457
00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:39,577
I'm hitting myself
from the back.

458
00:20:39,702 --> 00:20:44,165
I'm like boop, boop,
bap, bap, bap, bap, bap.

459
00:20:44,248 --> 00:20:45,791
[laughs]

460
00:20:45,875 --> 00:20:47,585
I'm a master now,
you know what I mean?

461
00:20:47,668 --> 00:20:54,675
[laughs]

462
00:20:57,053 --> 00:20:59,430
This chick told me
her grandmother told her

463
00:20:59,513 --> 00:21:01,307
you gotta learn
how to please yourself.

464
00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:04,643
That way you can teach a man
how to please you.

465
00:21:04,727 --> 00:21:07,313
That's a grandmother,
a woman being vulnerable

466
00:21:07,396 --> 00:21:09,357
to another woman,
to teach them the game.

467
00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:11,025
My grandfather couldn't do
that shit.

468
00:21:12,193 --> 00:21:14,236
He's old school man,
he couldn't be vulnerable enough

469
00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:16,530
to tell his grandboys
how to please themselves.

470
00:21:16,614 --> 00:21:17,656
He tried to trick us.

471
00:21:18,741 --> 00:21:19,992
He was like look at you
little n****

472
00:21:20,076 --> 00:21:21,452
with your little dirty ass
dicks.

473
00:21:21,535 --> 00:21:24,413
[laughs]

474
00:21:24,497 --> 00:21:26,540
Ain't no girl gonna let you
put their dirty ass shit

475
00:21:26,624 --> 00:21:27,625
in their, ugh.

476
00:21:28,959 --> 00:21:30,378
You gotta clean that shit.

477
00:21:31,128 --> 00:21:33,506
Well how do you,
how do you clean it grandad?

478
00:21:33,589 --> 00:21:36,258
Well this is what you do look,
don't use no rags,

479
00:21:36,342 --> 00:21:38,052
you take a bunch of soap,
put that shit in your hand

480
00:21:38,135 --> 00:21:40,388
and lather it up real good
and you clean that shit

481
00:21:40,471 --> 00:21:41,764
till you finish.

482
00:21:41,847 --> 00:21:45,184
[laughs]

483
00:21:45,267 --> 00:21:46,769
Grandad,
how do you know you've finished?

484
00:21:46,852 --> 00:21:48,020
Well he couldn't even
be vulnerable,

485
00:21:48,104 --> 00:21:51,399
he was like oh,
oh you will know.

486
00:21:51,482 --> 00:21:52,608
He walked off.

487
00:21:52,692 --> 00:21:54,777
[laughs]

488
00:21:54,860 --> 00:21:55,861
And died,

489
00:21:55,945 --> 00:22:01,617
those was his last words
to his grandsons!

490
00:22:01,701 --> 00:22:04,245
[laughs]

491
00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:09,834
You ask a girl how she learns
how to masturbate,

492
00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:13,379
it's the most simple complicated
shit in the world.

493
00:22:14,130 --> 00:22:15,840
Asked a chick when
the first time you came?

494
00:22:15,923 --> 00:22:16,966
How did it happen?

495
00:22:17,258 --> 00:22:19,844
She was like oh I was
in the tub man on my back

496
00:22:19,969 --> 00:22:21,262
and my legs were in the air

497
00:22:21,345 --> 00:22:23,806
and the faucet well it was
hitting my clit.

498
00:22:24,306 --> 00:22:26,225
N****, when was the last time

499
00:22:27,977 --> 00:22:30,479
as a man you was in the tub
on your back

500
00:22:31,772 --> 00:22:34,859
with your legs in the air
letting the water cascade

501
00:22:35,276 --> 00:22:36,277
on your dick?

502
00:22:36,360 --> 00:22:37,862
[laughs]

503
00:22:37,945 --> 00:22:40,906
Never! [inaudible]

504
00:22:42,783 --> 00:22:45,327
Then she said she took water,

505
00:22:45,411 --> 00:22:46,912
threw it all
on the bathroom floor,

506
00:22:46,996 --> 00:22:48,330
all on her little ass tiles

507
00:22:48,414 --> 00:22:50,666
and she was rubbing her clit
on the tiles like a seal,

508
00:22:50,750 --> 00:22:53,627
[imitates seal]

509
00:22:53,711 --> 00:22:55,588
and she just started
cranking them cums out

510
00:22:55,671 --> 00:22:57,965
like that and I was like
oh, shit.

511
00:22:58,758 --> 00:23:00,760
This gonna be hard as fuck
to make you cum.

512
00:23:04,305 --> 00:23:06,015
She was like you can
eat my pussy,

513
00:23:06,098 --> 00:23:08,225
I was like oh I ain't
no bathroom floor pussy.

514
00:23:14,857 --> 00:23:16,692
That's how you get
athlete foot tongue.

515
00:23:16,776 --> 00:23:23,783
[laughs]

516
00:23:29,205 --> 00:23:30,206
Shit!

517
00:23:35,211 --> 00:23:37,046
What I'm saying is that they
just don't teach us this

518
00:23:37,129 --> 00:23:38,130
in school.

519
00:23:39,465 --> 00:23:41,258
Like when was the last time
you used

520
00:23:41,342 --> 00:23:42,843
fucking Pythagorean theorem.

521
00:23:42,968 --> 00:23:44,345
[laughs]

522
00:23:44,428 --> 00:23:45,429
Exactly!

523
00:23:46,472 --> 00:23:47,932
But I bet you jacked off
this week.

524
00:23:48,015 --> 00:23:49,892
[laughs]

525
00:23:49,975 --> 00:23:51,811
And I bet you were sad
when you finished.

526
00:23:51,894 --> 00:23:58,901
[laughs]

527
00:24:01,237 --> 00:24:03,656
I'm learning how to deal
with my sadness the older I get.

528
00:24:04,699 --> 00:24:06,701
Cause I've realized that life
is full of ups and down.

529
00:24:07,368 --> 00:24:10,454
Life is full of ups and down,
it's a cycle to it

530
00:24:10,538 --> 00:24:13,499
and we enjoy the ups,
we gotta enjoy the downs.

531
00:24:14,458 --> 00:24:16,293
We're never taught
how to enjoy the downs.

532
00:24:16,460 --> 00:24:18,379
Before when I would get sad,
my home boy called,

533
00:24:18,462 --> 00:24:19,547
hey n**** you wanna hang out?

534
00:24:19,630 --> 00:24:21,841
And I go hang out with him,
make him sad.

535
00:24:21,924 --> 00:24:24,301
[laughs]

536
00:24:24,385 --> 00:24:26,429
Now when he call, nah n****
I'm gonna stay at the house

537
00:24:26,512 --> 00:24:27,513
and mope,

538
00:24:28,180 --> 00:24:31,267
and it's okay to be at the house
by yourself and moping,

539
00:24:31,350 --> 00:24:33,686
and don't shower
and really let yourself go,

540
00:24:33,769 --> 00:24:36,105
where the fucked up ass boxers
and one sock

541
00:24:36,230 --> 00:24:39,442
and just walk around the house,
and cry.

542
00:24:39,525 --> 00:24:40,526
You know what I mean?

543
00:24:40,609 --> 00:24:42,111
That's something dudes,
we don't do enough of.

544
00:24:42,194 --> 00:24:45,239
Just have a real snotty ass cry
and just wipe your shit

545
00:24:45,322 --> 00:24:46,991
with your whole forearm,
you know what I mean?

546
00:24:49,660 --> 00:24:51,954
Really feel it, time is
different when you're sad,

547
00:24:52,038 --> 00:24:53,039
it slows up.

548
00:24:53,497 --> 00:24:57,877
And is there for a reason,
let you know something is wrong.

549
00:24:59,545 --> 00:25:00,963
And we deal with that shit,

550
00:25:02,757 --> 00:25:04,508
and we're quick to try
to get out of sadness,

551
00:25:04,592 --> 00:25:05,760
and just pop out of it
and go back.

552
00:25:05,843 --> 00:25:08,929
No we've gotta take baby steps
to get out of sadness,

553
00:25:09,013 --> 00:25:11,724
small successes till you get
your confidence back.

554
00:25:13,100 --> 00:25:14,435
That's when I shave,

555
00:25:15,644 --> 00:25:18,814
burn sage,
clean clutter out of my closet.

556
00:25:20,900 --> 00:25:23,486
Start to cut my fingernails,

557
00:25:25,363 --> 00:25:26,906
shave my balls.

558
00:25:26,989 --> 00:25:28,741
[laughs]

559
00:25:29,533 --> 00:25:32,203
Ain't nothing more present
than shaving your balls.

560
00:25:33,454 --> 00:25:35,081
You know what? You got a razor
in one hand,

561
00:25:35,164 --> 00:25:37,333
you've got the future mankind
in the other,

562
00:25:38,876 --> 00:25:41,379
you got your nutskin stretched
all the way out

563
00:25:42,505 --> 00:25:44,048
till they look like batwings.

564
00:25:44,131 --> 00:25:45,758
[laughs]

565
00:25:45,841 --> 00:25:47,009
Lot of dudes looking down

566
00:25:47,093 --> 00:25:49,553
cause they all don't wanna admit
that they shave their nuts,

567
00:25:50,721 --> 00:25:52,807
cause it's such a vulnerable
thing, you know what I mean?

568
00:25:53,724 --> 00:25:54,725
You know what I mean?

569
00:25:54,850 --> 00:25:56,727
To shave your balls, you know
how vulnerable you gotta be

570
00:25:56,811 --> 00:25:57,895
to shave your balls.

571
00:25:58,104 --> 00:25:59,980
First off you ain't got shit
on on the bottom.

572
00:26:00,481 --> 00:26:01,482
Ain't shit on,

573
00:26:01,565 --> 00:26:03,693
you've got your leg hiked up
on the toilet like this.

574
00:26:04,485 --> 00:26:06,153
You've got a t-shirt on
for no reason

575
00:26:06,237 --> 00:26:07,738
but the shirt tucked
under your chin.

576
00:26:07,822 --> 00:26:10,408
[laughs]

577
00:26:10,491 --> 00:26:12,702
And you're just trying to go
at it, you know what I mean?

578
00:26:15,329 --> 00:26:17,498
And the nut shape shift,
did you know that Susan?

579
00:26:17,581 --> 00:26:19,959
The nuts change shape.

580
00:26:22,294 --> 00:26:25,089
If it's cold outside,
it's easy it's like shaving a U.

581
00:26:26,757 --> 00:26:27,883
But if it's hot outside,

582
00:26:27,967 --> 00:26:30,469
man that's like shaving
a fucking cursive W.

583
00:26:30,553 --> 00:26:32,346
[laughs]

584
00:26:35,391 --> 00:26:36,392
You gotta deal with sadness

585
00:26:36,475 --> 00:26:37,685
cause if you don't deal
with sadness,

586
00:26:37,768 --> 00:26:39,687
it turns into depression.
That's a whole other beast.

587
00:26:40,855 --> 00:26:44,358
Depression is a whole beast
that gotta be dealt with.

588
00:26:46,652 --> 00:26:47,778
I remember I was working,

589
00:26:48,863 --> 00:26:50,740
like I had a different job
before this,

590
00:26:51,574 --> 00:26:53,826
and I remember I was passing
a playground.

591
00:26:53,909 --> 00:26:55,870
It was kids on a playground,
they were just skipping.

592
00:26:55,953 --> 00:26:57,872
Yeah! Yeah!

593
00:26:57,955 --> 00:26:59,832
And they was having fun,
different races,

594
00:27:00,082 --> 00:27:02,293
different genders,
hanging out with one another.

595
00:27:02,460 --> 00:27:04,003
They didn't give a fuck,
they would get dirty,

596
00:27:04,086 --> 00:27:06,464
get up, they'd wipe their shit
on their clothes.

597
00:27:07,506 --> 00:27:09,258
Looking in their eyes,
they were free,

598
00:27:10,134 --> 00:27:11,260
they were free.

599
00:27:12,345 --> 00:27:13,346
And I remember looking at them

600
00:27:13,429 --> 00:27:15,097
like damn what happened
to that feeling?

601
00:27:17,224 --> 00:27:19,685
I used to feel like that,
I know but what happened

602
00:27:20,061 --> 00:27:21,687
to that feeling of freedom?

603
00:27:23,939 --> 00:27:24,940
And I felt down.

604
00:27:26,609 --> 00:27:28,235
I got a cut on my forearm,

605
00:27:29,487 --> 00:27:31,781
cause I couldn't handle whatever
the fuck was going on,

606
00:27:32,073 --> 00:27:33,699
so I decided to cut my forearm

607
00:27:34,158 --> 00:27:35,159
and deal with the pain,

608
00:27:35,242 --> 00:27:36,827
cause I couldn't handle
the pain inside,

609
00:27:36,911 --> 00:27:38,537
so I created an external pain.

610
00:27:39,038 --> 00:27:40,748
Most people got multiple cuts
on their arm,

611
00:27:41,123 --> 00:27:43,250
I only got one,
cause I learned from that one,

612
00:27:44,210 --> 00:27:46,295
cause I used the butter knife
and that was the wrong knife.

613
00:27:46,379 --> 00:27:50,424
[laughs]

614
00:27:50,508 --> 00:27:51,801
I'm like I'm too dumb
for this shit,

615
00:27:51,884 --> 00:27:53,636
I'm just sawing, I'm like
something ain't right.

616
00:27:55,012 --> 00:27:56,263
Something ain't right.

617
00:27:56,347 --> 00:27:57,515
[laughs]

618
00:28:01,602 --> 00:28:02,895
But I learned when I'm depressed

619
00:28:02,978 --> 00:28:04,313
I'm really thinking
about myself.

620
00:28:05,648 --> 00:28:07,191
I feel like there's no hope,

621
00:28:08,192 --> 00:28:10,945
I feel like I'm either being
punished by the universe

622
00:28:11,028 --> 00:28:13,656
or I'm in a hole
I can't get out of,

623
00:28:14,323 --> 00:28:16,492
but I realize I'm being selfish
at that moment,

624
00:28:17,284 --> 00:28:20,496
and I didn't realize that till
one time I was in that hole

625
00:28:20,996 --> 00:28:23,165
and was doing the holidays
and I fed the homeless people

626
00:28:23,249 --> 00:28:24,417
for the first time

627
00:28:24,667 --> 00:28:26,752
and I no longer was thinking
about myself.

628
00:28:27,420 --> 00:28:30,881
I went from being like helpless
to helping others,

629
00:28:31,716 --> 00:28:33,175
and all that helplessness
went away

630
00:28:33,259 --> 00:28:35,261
because I became a part
of this big collective,

631
00:28:36,762 --> 00:28:37,847
and that's my cheat code.

632
00:28:37,930 --> 00:28:40,057
If you're ever feeling down
like that, that's what you do.

633
00:28:41,100 --> 00:28:42,727
Don't think
about your circumstance,

634
00:28:42,810 --> 00:28:44,854
call somebody else,
give them a ride to the store,

635
00:28:44,937 --> 00:28:46,230
help an old lady
across the street,

636
00:28:46,313 --> 00:28:47,690
do whatever you gotta do.

637
00:28:49,108 --> 00:28:51,485
We all can be a part
of this big collective,

638
00:28:53,362 --> 00:28:55,865
cause if not depression can turn
into the worst thing,

639
00:28:55,948 --> 00:28:56,949
which is suicide.

640
00:28:57,074 --> 00:28:58,951
A lot of celebrities
kill themselves

641
00:28:59,035 --> 00:29:00,828
cause they spend so much time
being somebody else.

642
00:29:00,911 --> 00:29:02,455
They ain't dealt
with themselves.

643
00:29:05,541 --> 00:29:07,501
Every time I see a celebrity

644
00:29:07,585 --> 00:29:09,962
or somebody I think [inaudible]
killed themselves,

645
00:29:10,046 --> 00:29:11,088
I wanna know why,

646
00:29:11,630 --> 00:29:13,466
cause I'm like man
if you're successful,

647
00:29:13,549 --> 00:29:14,675
and you killed yourself,

648
00:29:14,759 --> 00:29:16,469
what the fuck am I going
to work every day for?

649
00:29:16,552 --> 00:29:18,137
[laughs]

650
00:29:18,721 --> 00:29:20,556
I can just end that shit
right now.

651
00:29:24,101 --> 00:29:26,354
And I wanna know why
for selfish reasons too.

652
00:29:26,437 --> 00:29:28,189
Like there was a lady worth
$400 million dollars

653
00:29:28,272 --> 00:29:30,358
and she hung herself.
I got mad as hell.

654
00:29:30,441 --> 00:29:31,817
[laughs]

655
00:29:31,901 --> 00:29:32,902
Do you know why?

656
00:29:32,985 --> 00:29:34,737
Cause that's how n****
in prison killed themselves.

657
00:29:34,820 --> 00:29:36,489
Poor people kill themselves
by hanging,

658
00:29:36,614 --> 00:29:38,115
that's why they take
the shoe strings out

659
00:29:38,199 --> 00:29:40,117
of prisoners shoes
so they can't hang themselves.

660
00:29:40,201 --> 00:29:43,120
You're worth $400 million
dollars bitch, be creative.

661
00:29:43,204 --> 00:29:47,750
[laughs]

662
00:29:47,833 --> 00:29:51,962
Put on that squirrel suit
and just be out there like boom,

663
00:29:52,046 --> 00:29:53,506
hit them that way,
you know what I mean?

664
00:29:53,881 --> 00:29:55,383
[bell]
It's over, bitch.

665
00:30:08,604 --> 00:30:09,689
I was in San Francisco

666
00:30:09,772 --> 00:30:11,440
and in San Francisco they got
this bridge

667
00:30:11,524 --> 00:30:13,693
called the Golden Gate Bridge,
I don't know if you heard of it?

668
00:30:14,777 --> 00:30:16,487
But on this bridge
they've got phones,

669
00:30:17,655 --> 00:30:19,990
where if you're sad and you're
thinking about killing yourself,

670
00:30:20,074 --> 00:30:21,283
you can call
and talk to somebody.

671
00:30:21,826 --> 00:30:24,245
And them said and make them
wanna kill themselves.

672
00:30:24,328 --> 00:30:26,372
[laughs]

673
00:30:26,455 --> 00:30:28,124
It's called a suicide helpline,

674
00:30:28,207 --> 00:30:29,500
who the fuck is that helping?

675
00:30:30,376 --> 00:30:32,795
We need two n**** who are
proud to talk to each other,

676
00:30:33,629 --> 00:30:35,840
that's why I wanna create
a suicide hot line,

677
00:30:35,923 --> 00:30:39,427
fuck a helpline, a hot line,
that way if you're sad

678
00:30:39,719 --> 00:30:41,220
and you think
about killing yourself,

679
00:30:41,887 --> 00:30:43,514
you can call and talk
to somebody

680
00:30:43,931 --> 00:30:45,349
who likes jacking off to people

681
00:30:45,433 --> 00:30:48,019
who say it and wanna kill
themselves.

682
00:30:51,063 --> 00:30:53,274
Think about it,
you calls 'em up, hello,

683
00:30:53,399 --> 00:30:55,234
yeah, I'm thinking
about killing myself.

684
00:30:55,317 --> 00:30:57,403
Oh shit hold on, zip.

685
00:30:57,486 --> 00:30:59,864
[noise]
Tell me about it.

686
00:30:59,947 --> 00:31:03,534
[laughs]

687
00:31:03,868 --> 00:31:06,829
Yeah, my job fired me,
I ain't got no money

688
00:31:06,912 --> 00:31:09,582
and my girl left, what the fuck
is that noise?

689
00:31:09,665 --> 00:31:11,500
Oh you're shuffling your papers.

690
00:31:12,585 --> 00:31:14,503
Keep going, I'm sorry,
I wrote in pencil,

691
00:31:14,587 --> 00:31:16,422
I'm just doing a lot
of erasing over here.

692
00:31:16,964 --> 00:31:18,299
Where you at right now?

693
00:31:18,382 --> 00:31:19,592
Oh I'm on this bridge.

694
00:31:19,675 --> 00:31:21,469
Oh shit, oh the bridge.

695
00:31:21,844 --> 00:31:23,637
What are you wearing
on that bridge?

696
00:31:24,555 --> 00:31:26,807
Nothing cause I want 'em
to be able to identify

697
00:31:26,891 --> 00:31:28,642
my cold wet body.

698
00:31:28,726 --> 00:31:31,228
Oh you're wet, huh.

699
00:31:31,604 --> 00:31:33,731
Oh shit I'm coming.

700
00:31:33,814 --> 00:31:35,066
No don't come for me.

701
00:31:35,149 --> 00:31:37,193
Oh shit.

702
00:31:37,443 --> 00:31:39,820
What the fuck,
they hang up the phone,

703
00:31:39,904 --> 00:31:41,822
they ain't even thinking about
killing themselves no more.

704
00:31:41,906 --> 00:31:43,491
The other mother fucker
just came,

705
00:31:43,574 --> 00:31:45,534
I just killed two birds
with one stone.

706
00:31:47,078 --> 00:31:48,454
It's true
you can't kill yourself,

707
00:31:48,537 --> 00:31:49,914
after somebody just busted a nut

708
00:31:50,039 --> 00:31:51,791
for you thinking
about killing yourself.

709
00:31:52,708 --> 00:31:54,043
No, you gotta call somebody else

710
00:31:54,126 --> 00:31:55,544
and be like n****,
you ain't gonna believe

711
00:31:55,628 --> 00:31:56,796
what the fuck just happened
to me.

712
00:31:56,879 --> 00:32:00,508
[laughs]

713
00:32:00,591 --> 00:32:02,301
I just gave you
a reason to live.

714
00:32:03,594 --> 00:32:05,179
Now you got a story to tell.

715
00:32:16,023 --> 00:32:18,150
We gotta get better
at dealing with emotions man.

716
00:32:19,318 --> 00:32:21,320
Some people drugs
to cover up their emotions.

717
00:32:22,363 --> 00:32:24,198
Like I waited a long time
to do drugs.

718
00:32:24,824 --> 00:32:27,618
I was nervous if I tried drugs
I'd become addicted to 'em

719
00:32:28,202 --> 00:32:29,662
cause I've got addicts
in my family.

720
00:32:30,538 --> 00:32:32,498
My dad he had crack
for ten years,

721
00:32:33,332 --> 00:32:35,167
then I found out the reason
he was doing crack

722
00:32:35,251 --> 00:32:36,252
wasn't to get high,

723
00:32:37,253 --> 00:32:39,672
he had a mental illness that
he wasn't able to deal with,

724
00:32:40,256 --> 00:32:41,465
so he was trying to mask it,

725
00:32:41,966 --> 00:32:43,342
he was trying to hide that shit,

726
00:32:44,176 --> 00:32:46,554
because the church
didn't help him at all.

727
00:32:47,763 --> 00:32:49,098
And sometimes when the church
don't help,

728
00:32:49,181 --> 00:32:50,599
you go to the streets,

729
00:32:52,184 --> 00:32:54,311
so I try that shit,

730
00:32:54,395 --> 00:32:55,646
the problem
is I'm a lightweight.

731
00:32:55,730 --> 00:32:58,149
Most of my friends been doing
like drugs and shit for 20 years

732
00:32:58,941 --> 00:33:00,735
and I'm the n****
that needs adult supervision

733
00:33:00,818 --> 00:33:01,861
when I drink white wine

734
00:33:01,944 --> 00:33:05,281
cause like this mother fucker
on the Pino Grigio again,

735
00:33:05,364 --> 00:33:06,407
he's getting emotional.

736
00:33:06,490 --> 00:33:08,576
[laughs]

737
00:33:08,659 --> 00:33:10,995
They'd be in the club, they'd be
on Hennessey and Vodka

738
00:33:11,078 --> 00:33:12,079
and be ready to fight like,

739
00:33:12,163 --> 00:33:13,748
we're gonna fuck
those mother fucker ups,

740
00:33:13,831 --> 00:33:16,375
and I'm in the back all sensual
like man y'all go ahead.

741
00:33:17,793 --> 00:33:19,712
I'm just gonna stay here
and rub myself.

742
00:33:20,629 --> 00:33:22,965
They turned up, I'm turned on,
you know what I mean?

743
00:33:23,591 --> 00:33:25,593
You gonna see the n****
in the club dancing on beat,

744
00:33:25,676 --> 00:33:27,261
just rubbing his thighs
together,

745
00:33:27,636 --> 00:33:28,888
they're playing track music,

746
00:33:28,971 --> 00:33:30,514
there's me in the back singing
this shit,

747
00:33:31,182 --> 00:33:32,600
thinking jacking off
with no hands

748
00:33:32,683 --> 00:33:33,768
that's all he doing.

749
00:33:33,851 --> 00:33:35,186
[laughs]

750
00:33:35,269 --> 00:33:36,645
That's why he got his hands up.

751
00:33:36,729 --> 00:33:38,814
He's a guilty little mother
fucker, he like y'all go ahead.

752
00:33:38,939 --> 00:33:40,524
[laughs]

753
00:33:43,319 --> 00:33:45,613
I tried ecstasy one time
and I almost fucked a dog.

754
00:33:45,696 --> 00:33:46,781
That ever happened to anybody?

755
00:33:48,366 --> 00:33:50,951
Cause they can't see [inaudible]

756
00:33:51,035 --> 00:33:53,746
most drugs sneak up on you like
uh oh my nipples getting hard,

757
00:33:53,829 --> 00:33:56,457
I think the white wine
about to sneak in.

758
00:33:58,334 --> 00:33:59,919
The ecstasy was
like a drug raid,

759
00:34:00,002 --> 00:34:01,003
it was just like boom,

760
00:34:01,087 --> 00:34:02,671
next thing getting move
it's getting fucked. And

761
00:34:03,798 --> 00:34:06,092
I look in the corner
and a little dog tucked his tail

762
00:34:06,175 --> 00:34:08,344
between his legs.
I was like that n**** moved.

763
00:34:08,427 --> 00:34:11,138
[laughs]

764
00:34:11,222 --> 00:34:13,349
I was like man I need something
more natural than this man.

765
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:16,602
All this synthetic man
made shit,

766
00:34:16,686 --> 00:34:18,813
you got anything that grows
from the earth that I could do?

767
00:34:19,397 --> 00:34:22,108
Didn't I try weed, but I don't
like the way weed make me think.

768
00:34:22,775 --> 00:34:24,902
I'm like man if Harriet Tubman
had a Fitbit,

769
00:34:24,985 --> 00:34:27,113
how many steps do you think
she would have altogether?

770
00:34:27,196 --> 00:34:34,203
[laughs]

771
00:34:35,079 --> 00:34:37,039
She gotta have the biggest badge
out there,

772
00:34:37,123 --> 00:34:38,124
you know what I mean?

773
00:34:38,624 --> 00:34:40,876
she's short too, so that's
a whole bunch of steps.

774
00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:43,796
[laughs]

775
00:34:43,879 --> 00:34:46,632
Three, creek.

776
00:34:48,259 --> 00:34:50,052
They used to make Fitbit
for n****

777
00:34:51,053 --> 00:34:53,222
One step forward,
two steps back.

778
00:34:56,267 --> 00:34:58,561
N**** been walking
for ten years like god damn,

779
00:34:58,644 --> 00:35:00,563
I only got 500 steps.

780
00:35:01,272 --> 00:35:02,732
I'm like it don't matter
you're in prison,

781
00:35:02,815 --> 00:35:04,191
keeping walking, god damn.

782
00:35:12,825 --> 00:35:14,994
You keep trying,
you'll find your drug of choice.

783
00:35:16,495 --> 00:35:18,706
I was in the desert one night
and trying some shrooms.

784
00:35:19,248 --> 00:35:21,709
[air blowing]

785
00:35:22,334 --> 00:35:26,630
[scream]

786
00:35:27,715 --> 00:35:29,175
Took the fuck off.

787
00:35:31,302 --> 00:35:33,971
Bro' I walked in the desert
a black man and came back out

788
00:35:34,055 --> 00:35:35,765
a human being, you know
what the fuck I'm saying?

789
00:35:37,183 --> 00:35:38,184
It makes sense?

790
00:35:39,310 --> 00:35:41,103
Like being a black person
you have thought,

791
00:35:41,187 --> 00:35:43,481
you have something
that comes with that,

792
00:35:44,273 --> 00:35:47,109
you know the black experience
comes with being black.

793
00:35:48,069 --> 00:35:50,363
I find a restaurant
and they ain't serving me

794
00:35:50,696 --> 00:35:51,697
and they taking too long.

795
00:35:51,781 --> 00:35:53,616
I'd be like man they're taking
too long cause I'm black.

796
00:35:54,158 --> 00:35:56,744
But the human experience is like
man they're taking too long

797
00:35:57,244 --> 00:35:58,496
because they're black.

798
00:35:58,579 --> 00:36:05,586
[laughs]

799
00:36:06,295 --> 00:36:07,296
Does that make sense?

800
00:36:07,380 --> 00:36:09,548
The victimized part of it
was gone.

801
00:36:15,096 --> 00:36:17,098
Everything felt different,
the wind,

802
00:36:18,933 --> 00:36:20,810
I remember when I felt
the breeze

803
00:36:21,185 --> 00:36:24,063
and it lay onto this tree
and all the leaves in the trees

804
00:36:24,146 --> 00:36:26,107
were just fluttering
just like this right here.

805
00:36:27,900 --> 00:36:29,777
But to you this is like
a gold piece of shit

806
00:36:29,860 --> 00:36:30,861
fluttering in the wind.

807
00:36:32,279 --> 00:36:34,115
But all these was talking
to one another

808
00:36:34,198 --> 00:36:35,866
and they spoke
their own languages,

809
00:36:37,785 --> 00:36:39,787
and I was like these leaves
are people.

810
00:36:40,955 --> 00:36:44,125
The stems are their family,
the branches are their culture

811
00:36:44,208 --> 00:36:46,460
and the trunk all the way
to the ground.

812
00:36:46,544 --> 00:36:48,838
I was like oh shit we come
from the same source.

813
00:36:48,921 --> 00:36:50,798
We just branched out
over the years.

814
00:36:52,341 --> 00:36:53,342
It's amazing.

815
00:36:55,136 --> 00:36:58,556
I took one step forward
and I was like holy shit,

816
00:36:59,640 --> 00:37:01,183
this leg is in the future.

817
00:37:01,267 --> 00:37:03,811
[laughs]

818
00:37:03,894 --> 00:37:05,604
And this leg is in the past.

819
00:37:06,355 --> 00:37:08,774
And this is the present,
oh shit.

820
00:37:09,775 --> 00:37:12,278
The past, present and future
is all one.

821
00:37:13,029 --> 00:37:14,530
I discovered time traveling.

822
00:37:14,864 --> 00:37:19,076
Future, future, past,
past, past, future,

823
00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,328
future, past, past.

824
00:37:21,412 --> 00:37:23,664
Slavery, future, future.

825
00:37:28,377 --> 00:37:29,628
Anxiety,

826
00:37:31,047 --> 00:37:32,048
present,

827
00:37:33,257 --> 00:37:34,258
trauma,

828
00:37:35,134 --> 00:37:36,135
present.

829
00:37:38,721 --> 00:37:40,181
Holy shit,

830
00:37:42,808 --> 00:37:44,810
I realized how important
the present was.

831
00:37:46,562 --> 00:37:48,105
I no longer had anxiety,

832
00:37:49,690 --> 00:37:51,609
cause anxiety is worrying
about the future.

833
00:37:51,692 --> 00:37:53,027
I never had trauma,

834
00:37:53,527 --> 00:37:54,862
cause that's in the past,

835
00:37:55,529 --> 00:37:56,906
so I was just able to play.

836
00:37:56,989 --> 00:37:59,575
I was skipping around
I felt free for the first time,

837
00:37:59,658 --> 00:38:02,328
I was like little kids, woah.

838
00:38:02,870 --> 00:38:05,456
I felt good skipping
round the desert and shit.

839
00:38:05,539 --> 00:38:07,291
I felt one with the world.

840
00:38:07,792 --> 00:38:09,210
I understood where love was.

841
00:38:09,293 --> 00:38:10,920
I was connected
to the every living thing,

842
00:38:11,003 --> 00:38:12,797
even the god damn sea turtles.

843
00:38:17,176 --> 00:38:18,469
I met the creator,

844
00:38:20,304 --> 00:38:22,014
felt like God was the ocean.

845
00:38:22,973 --> 00:38:25,184
Each one of us is just
tiny little waves,

846
00:38:25,351 --> 00:38:27,895
a part of this whole big
collective.

847
00:38:28,020 --> 00:38:29,271
It was amazing,

848
00:38:29,730 --> 00:38:31,065
it was beautiful.

849
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:37,988
And I was like you know
how many n**** I know

850
00:38:38,072 --> 00:38:39,532
that don't feel free right now.

851
00:38:39,949 --> 00:38:41,951
I got to save
these mother fuckers.

852
00:38:42,952 --> 00:38:44,537
The way I feel

853
00:38:45,287 --> 00:38:47,081
this will solve
a lot of our problems,

854
00:38:48,749 --> 00:38:50,668
cause we spend a lot of time
in the past

855
00:38:50,751 --> 00:38:53,963
instead of looking forward,
instead of being here right now.

856
00:38:55,339 --> 00:38:56,799
I was like I gotta
just let my people go,

857
00:38:56,882 --> 00:38:58,134
I gotta save my people,

858
00:38:58,592 --> 00:39:00,845
and I started trying to convince
n**** to do shrooms.

859
00:39:01,095 --> 00:39:02,847
[laughs]

860
00:39:02,930 --> 00:39:04,974
N**** scared as fuck
of doing schrooms

861
00:39:07,351 --> 00:39:09,687
and I'm like man I must be
coming with that new born again

862
00:39:09,770 --> 00:39:10,771
Christian energy.

863
00:39:12,023 --> 00:39:13,607
Yo, meet somebody
who just got baptized,

864
00:39:13,691 --> 00:39:15,609
and you're like hey brother
let me tell you about our lord

865
00:39:15,693 --> 00:39:17,862
and savior, Jesus Christ.

866
00:39:18,070 --> 00:39:19,613
And you're like oh n****,
I'm good.

867
00:39:19,697 --> 00:39:23,200
[laughs]

868
00:39:23,284 --> 00:39:24,535
That's how I am
with the schrooms,

869
00:39:24,618 --> 00:39:27,830
I'm like n****, I just been
to the past, present and future

870
00:39:27,913 --> 00:39:30,624
and guess what,
it's here, it's now.

871
00:39:31,083 --> 00:39:32,293
Let me take you there.

872
00:39:33,335 --> 00:39:34,754
And n**** like n****,

873
00:39:35,379 --> 00:39:36,589
I ain't trying to go
to the past,

874
00:39:36,672 --> 00:39:38,382
you know what the fuck happened
to us in the past?

875
00:39:39,467 --> 00:39:41,093
I definitely ain't trying
to go to the future,

876
00:39:41,177 --> 00:39:42,636
look, I ain't paid
my rent this month.

877
00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:44,764
Ain't no telling how far
I'm gonna be behind

878
00:39:46,140 --> 00:39:47,433
in the future
you know what I mean.

879
00:39:47,516 --> 00:39:49,060
I think I'm just gonna smoke
this weed

880
00:39:49,435 --> 00:39:50,811
and stay right here.

881
00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:53,898
I feel safe, woah, woah,
oh shit, what is that?

882
00:40:00,488 --> 00:40:01,489
And I realized

883
00:40:02,323 --> 00:40:03,991
trying to convince n**** to do
this shit,

884
00:40:05,117 --> 00:40:06,327
that if this was
any other n****,

885
00:40:06,410 --> 00:40:07,411
they wouldn't entertain them.

886
00:40:08,454 --> 00:40:10,373
When you talk like this
and your dad's schizophrenic.

887
00:40:10,456 --> 00:40:14,126
They'd be like oh n****,
you sound like your dad.

888
00:40:14,210 --> 00:40:15,711
[laughs]

889
00:40:16,420 --> 00:40:18,547
And I'm free,
I'm like no n****,

890
00:40:19,673 --> 00:40:21,759
you think the government
are trying to put microchips

891
00:40:21,842 --> 00:40:22,843
in the vaccine,

892
00:40:23,636 --> 00:40:25,429
you sound like my dad.

893
00:40:33,312 --> 00:40:35,064
We all been divided
by some shit,

894
00:40:35,147 --> 00:40:37,316
we arguing over shit
that don't make sense.

895
00:40:37,817 --> 00:40:39,610
You got people over here
who think they're free

896
00:40:39,694 --> 00:40:41,612
arguing with these people
who think they're free,

897
00:40:41,862 --> 00:40:43,489
but none of 'em free.

898
00:40:46,492 --> 00:40:48,035
Somebody planned this.

899
00:40:49,745 --> 00:40:51,622
They separating us on purpose.

900
00:40:53,874 --> 00:40:56,627
The base of the pyramid
is as strong as god damn shit

901
00:40:56,711 --> 00:40:57,753
of the pyramid.

902
00:41:01,424 --> 00:41:02,967
Whether you're free is a problem

903
00:41:05,011 --> 00:41:06,262
cause they say you're crazy,

904
00:41:09,598 --> 00:41:10,891
and I was like maybe
you're right.

905
00:41:12,101 --> 00:41:13,602
I am the son of a schizo.

906
00:41:14,603 --> 00:41:16,230
If me and my dad had get it
to it before,

907
00:41:16,313 --> 00:41:17,898
and I'd be like man this mother
fucker tripping,

908
00:41:17,982 --> 00:41:19,066
but after I'd had
these schrooms,

909
00:41:19,150 --> 00:41:21,819
I was like oh he just tripping.

910
00:41:24,405 --> 00:41:25,823
He just on another plane.

911
00:41:27,825 --> 00:41:28,826
It's true.

912
00:41:31,037 --> 00:41:32,621
People try to knock me
off my game.

913
00:41:34,623 --> 00:41:36,333
I don't see the world
the same no more.

914
00:41:36,834 --> 00:41:38,919
I see patterns and civilization
and shit,

915
00:41:39,128 --> 00:41:40,880
you know what this chick
told me, I don't give a fuck

916
00:41:40,963 --> 00:41:42,923
about the Me Too movement,
I'm black first

917
00:41:43,007 --> 00:41:45,801
then I'm a woman, and I was
like damn that's intense.

918
00:41:48,429 --> 00:41:50,222
I'm a... I'm black first,

919
00:41:50,890 --> 00:41:52,475
she was like what are you
n****?

920
00:41:54,894 --> 00:41:56,562
I was like man I'm black third.

921
00:41:56,645 --> 00:41:59,190
[laughs]

922
00:41:59,273 --> 00:42:01,275
What the fuck are you saying?
What are you first?

923
00:42:01,359 --> 00:42:04,445
I'm a spiritual being sent here
to have a human experience.

924
00:42:06,280 --> 00:42:08,074
What are you second?
I'm a man second.

925
00:42:08,157 --> 00:42:10,242
Why the fuck are you gonna say
you're a man second?

926
00:42:10,743 --> 00:42:14,955
Cause I had man thoughts
before I had black thoughts.

927
00:42:15,039 --> 00:42:17,458
[laughs]

928
00:42:18,250 --> 00:42:19,293
When I have gas,

929
00:42:19,377 --> 00:42:21,087
I don't be like man I go
to that fucking cheese

930
00:42:21,170 --> 00:42:22,338
fucking with n**** again.

931
00:42:24,006 --> 00:42:26,884
Why on [inaudible]

932
00:42:27,009 --> 00:42:28,427
this shit is fucked up.

933
00:42:31,389 --> 00:42:33,057
All stomachs matter.

934
00:42:33,140 --> 00:42:35,643
[laughs]

935
00:42:37,728 --> 00:42:38,896
I don't.

936
00:42:41,399 --> 00:42:43,734
When I see titties,
I have man thoughts.

937
00:42:44,694 --> 00:42:45,695
I'd be like...

938
00:42:45,778 --> 00:42:47,697
[babbles]

939
00:42:47,780 --> 00:42:52,493
[laughs]

940
00:42:52,576 --> 00:42:55,079
They're really baby thoughts
but they are mans.

941
00:42:55,162 --> 00:42:58,916
[laughs]

942
00:43:03,546 --> 00:43:06,215
She got mad,
she couldn't handle that shit.

943
00:43:08,175 --> 00:43:09,635
She kept trying to convince me

944
00:43:10,511 --> 00:43:12,972
that I was something
that I left.

945
00:43:15,307 --> 00:43:17,351
She's like you're still a n****
when they see you.

946
00:43:18,602 --> 00:43:20,730
The cops see you, they ain't
gonna see your spirit,

947
00:43:20,813 --> 00:43:21,814
they'll see you as a n****.

948
00:43:21,897 --> 00:43:23,315
What happens when the police
pull you over?

949
00:43:23,399 --> 00:43:25,693
You still gonna be spiritual,
ha a spiritual n****?

950
00:43:27,278 --> 00:43:28,279
I was like yeah.

951
00:43:29,613 --> 00:43:31,615
Police pulled me over,
you know why I pulled you over?

952
00:43:31,824 --> 00:43:33,534
Who says you pulled me over
officer?

953
00:43:33,617 --> 00:43:39,165
[laughs]

954
00:43:39,248 --> 00:43:41,208
How do know our paths
weren't meant to cross

955
00:43:41,292 --> 00:43:42,501
at this very moment?

956
00:43:44,003 --> 00:43:46,422
And I didn't pull you over.

957
00:43:46,505 --> 00:43:53,512
[laughs]

958
00:43:54,263 --> 00:43:55,890
That'd scare
the fuck out of police.

959
00:43:57,558 --> 00:43:59,310
They'd Taser me just out of fear
along, like...

960
00:43:59,393 --> 00:44:00,519
[imitating Taser sound]

961
00:44:01,520 --> 00:44:03,522
bearing in mind the Taser
will give me energy.

962
00:44:03,814 --> 00:44:06,150
Oh shit back at you officer.

963
00:44:07,943 --> 00:44:09,862
He'll be even more scared
sitting back up.

964
00:44:13,032 --> 00:44:14,450
We've got a free one
running around.

965
00:44:16,577 --> 00:44:17,828
Stay outside the matrix.

966
00:44:17,953 --> 00:44:19,872
[laughs]

967
00:44:26,587 --> 00:44:28,923
We got to think different,
we're always beefing about shit.

968
00:44:30,383 --> 00:44:31,425
It don't matter what it is.

969
00:44:31,509 --> 00:44:33,427
It could be vaccines,
it could be race,

970
00:44:34,261 --> 00:44:37,723
it could be fucking
the generational shit.

971
00:44:38,516 --> 00:44:42,019
Beefing with your grandfather,
this generation, y'all in shit.

972
00:44:42,687 --> 00:44:46,023
Y'all ain't men no more,
y'all weaker.

973
00:44:46,107 --> 00:44:49,193
Every time a new generation
come out, y'all less masculine.

974
00:44:49,276 --> 00:44:52,863
Oh really, oh really.

975
00:44:54,740 --> 00:44:56,909
That's been happening
since the beginning of time.

976
00:44:58,953 --> 00:45:00,955
As soon as that first ape,
that primate,

977
00:45:01,038 --> 00:45:02,623
you're saying that Neanderthals

978
00:45:03,749 --> 00:45:06,627
came in with no hair with their
little fucking cheetah dress on

979
00:45:06,711 --> 00:45:07,712
with that one strap.

980
00:45:07,795 --> 00:45:09,046
[laughs]

981
00:45:09,130 --> 00:45:11,966
Look at that,
look at this shit ooh ooh, ooh.

982
00:45:18,055 --> 00:45:20,016
You know they don't wanna be
called primates no more,

983
00:45:20,099 --> 00:45:21,559
they wanna be
called Neanderthals now.

984
00:45:21,642 --> 00:45:22,768
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

985
00:45:26,147 --> 00:45:28,524
Men used to wear wigs back
in the day, you know that shit?

986
00:45:29,817 --> 00:45:31,527
Like real men wore wigs.

987
00:45:32,361 --> 00:45:33,362
Tough n****.

988
00:45:33,946 --> 00:45:35,823
I can go nowhere with
my homeboys dressed like this,

989
00:45:35,906 --> 00:45:37,408
they'd be like men where
the fuck do you think

990
00:45:37,491 --> 00:45:38,576
you're going
without your wig on?

991
00:45:38,659 --> 00:45:39,910
[laughs]

992
00:45:39,994 --> 00:45:42,455
Put your wig on, you look gay
as fuck without your wig.

993
00:45:43,622 --> 00:45:44,832
Don't put no [inaudible] on,

994
00:45:44,915 --> 00:45:46,917
put the puffy shit on
with all the fucking curls

995
00:45:47,001 --> 00:45:49,045
at the top and that braid
in the back

996
00:45:49,128 --> 00:45:50,755
with the ribbon on the end
of that bitch.

997
00:45:51,630 --> 00:45:53,841
There you go doll you look
gangster as fuck now.

998
00:45:53,924 --> 00:45:55,509
Eh.

999
00:45:55,968 --> 00:45:58,012
Take them pants off,
but them knickers on n****.

1000
00:45:59,263 --> 00:46:01,349
Them short pants,
with them long stockings

1001
00:46:02,016 --> 00:46:04,310
and take off the tennis shoes,
put them black shoes on

1002
00:46:04,393 --> 00:46:05,519
with the gold buckle
on the front

1003
00:46:05,603 --> 00:46:08,147
and the heel on the back
and make your calf muscles pop,

1004
00:46:08,230 --> 00:46:09,815
like you be [inaudible] shit.

1005
00:46:11,567 --> 00:46:12,777
There you go doll.

1006
00:46:13,944 --> 00:46:14,945
Take off that hoody,

1007
00:46:15,029 --> 00:46:16,864
put that shirt on with
the ruffles around the neck.

1008
00:46:16,947 --> 00:46:18,991
[laughs]

1009
00:46:19,075 --> 00:46:20,451
That shit be floating
in the wind

1010
00:46:20,534 --> 00:46:22,161
when you do your [inaudible]
walk and shit.

1011
00:46:23,204 --> 00:46:24,789
And put that [inaudible]
jacket on

1012
00:46:24,872 --> 00:46:26,665
with the tight buns [inaudible],

1013
00:46:26,749 --> 00:46:28,751
N**** we're about to go to ball
with these bitches.

1014
00:46:28,834 --> 00:46:31,587
[laughs]

1015
00:46:31,670 --> 00:46:34,507
[inaudible] they didn't go
to bars.

1016
00:46:35,007 --> 00:46:36,550
They went to balls,
it was elegant

1017
00:46:36,634 --> 00:46:39,095
when they [inaudible], they had
their fucking mole painted on.

1018
00:46:39,470 --> 00:46:42,181
Lip gloss popping, wig,
they shake the [inaudible] out.

1019
00:46:43,182 --> 00:46:46,352
[inaudible]

1020
00:46:47,395 --> 00:46:51,399
Music playing, it was a vibe,
the original beat, not Cardi B.

1021
00:46:51,482 --> 00:46:53,192
Beethoven playing in there,
bitch.

1022
00:46:54,443 --> 00:46:56,112
They walk [inaudible]
in the dance floor,

1023
00:46:56,195 --> 00:46:58,322
put out their glasses
with one glass,

1024
00:46:59,448 --> 00:47:02,410
and look for some chicks to take
back to the [inaudible].

1025
00:47:03,703 --> 00:47:05,663
[inaudible] on that thing
that's what they did.

1026
00:47:08,249 --> 00:47:10,418
Women didn't have intercourse
on their first date,

1027
00:47:11,252 --> 00:47:13,129
take them back
to their stagecoach.

1028
00:47:15,005 --> 00:47:16,757
They weren't being boozy
back then the ladies,

1029
00:47:16,841 --> 00:47:18,676
they just wore too many pair
of underwear that's all.

1030
00:47:19,552 --> 00:47:22,847
They had on bras, bustiers,
croissants, all types of shit.

1031
00:47:24,807 --> 00:47:26,267
They were hiding
that mother fucker

1032
00:47:27,268 --> 00:47:30,104
and songs were 17 minutes long,
there was no twerking going on.

1033
00:47:30,187 --> 00:47:33,482
You can't twerk for 17 minutes
with eight pair of underwear on.

1034
00:47:33,566 --> 00:47:35,359
You would get a yeast infection
off that bitch.

1035
00:47:36,569 --> 00:47:37,653
That's why
when they would dance,

1036
00:47:37,737 --> 00:47:39,655
they would waltz like this,
let their thing air out.

1037
00:47:39,739 --> 00:47:44,660
You see that boom, boom,
get the air in there, oof, woof.

1038
00:47:45,077 --> 00:47:46,245
They'd look each other
in the eye,

1039
00:47:46,328 --> 00:47:47,329
and have conversations.

1040
00:47:47,413 --> 00:47:49,373
Damn, girl you're thick
as hell in that dress.

1041
00:47:49,832 --> 00:47:51,125
Where the fuck are you from?

1042
00:47:51,792 --> 00:47:53,502
How many slaves your family own?

1043
00:47:55,004 --> 00:47:56,172
Run that Beethoven game,

1044
00:47:56,255 --> 00:47:57,757
gotta get back
to that stagecoach.

1045
00:47:58,758 --> 00:48:00,301
Take out the long white glove,

1046
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:07,516
[laughs]

1047
00:48:07,892 --> 00:48:09,518
go under that underwear,

1048
00:48:11,395 --> 00:48:13,814
over that underwear,
under the underwear,

1049
00:48:14,940 --> 00:48:16,859
over the underwear,
under the underwear,

1050
00:48:16,942 --> 00:48:18,110
over the underwear,

1051
00:48:19,695 --> 00:48:21,572
feel a lot of pubic hair,

1052
00:48:23,032 --> 00:48:25,117
splash.

1053
00:48:26,786 --> 00:48:27,787
Pull the hand out,

1054
00:48:27,870 --> 00:48:29,538
put the long white gloves
back on,

1055
00:48:30,331 --> 00:48:32,458
and smell it through the glove,
mm.

1056
00:48:34,043 --> 00:48:35,294
Rotisserie.

1057
00:48:35,378 --> 00:48:39,048
[laughs]

1058
00:48:39,131 --> 00:48:40,925
I don't know what pussy smelt
like back then,

1059
00:48:41,801 --> 00:48:43,386
mm, hickory.

1060
00:48:45,763 --> 00:48:48,015
Need a good strong outdoorsy
woman.

1061
00:48:50,518 --> 00:48:52,603
Got tailed by the glove
in the viscose,

1062
00:48:52,687 --> 00:48:54,939
the moistness as it seeps
through the leather,

1063
00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:03,406
that's how my granddad used
to describe pussy.

1064
00:49:04,073 --> 00:49:06,325
Like grandson I want
some good sweet pussy.

1065
00:49:06,409 --> 00:49:09,328
I'm like damn grandad, why do
you blink your eyes like that?

1066
00:49:09,412 --> 00:49:11,622
[laughs]

1067
00:49:11,706 --> 00:49:13,207
That's a different generation
of men,

1068
00:49:13,290 --> 00:49:15,000
they would make noises
when they talked about pussy.

1069
00:49:15,084 --> 00:49:17,086
They'd be like mm, mm, mm.

1070
00:49:17,169 --> 00:49:19,630
[laughs]

1071
00:49:19,714 --> 00:49:22,717
Shit, grandad you can still
taste it.

1072
00:49:24,552 --> 00:49:26,095
How sweet was that pussy.

1073
00:49:27,138 --> 00:49:29,557
That's why my generation
got diabetes right there.

1074
00:49:39,525 --> 00:49:41,068
I'd wanna light one of them man.

1075
00:49:41,736 --> 00:49:42,820
My dad liked women.

1076
00:49:43,571 --> 00:49:45,489
He'd get that look in the eyes
like a kids have.

1077
00:49:45,573 --> 00:49:46,574
When he would see women

1078
00:49:46,657 --> 00:49:47,992
they would get
in that playful mode.

1079
00:49:48,784 --> 00:49:51,078
I'd be, well I'd be always calm
and shit,

1080
00:49:52,371 --> 00:49:54,331
maybe free, I could never be
that free.

1081
00:49:56,375 --> 00:49:58,753
See my dad hollering at women,
I'd be like damn why the fuck

1082
00:49:58,836 --> 00:50:00,963
can you be so free?
Why can't I be that free?

1083
00:50:02,381 --> 00:50:03,382
Why was I robbed?

1084
00:50:03,466 --> 00:50:04,884
What was I robbed of?

1085
00:50:07,011 --> 00:50:10,806
And I was like oh my babysitter
sucked my dick when I was 10.

1086
00:50:16,604 --> 00:50:18,522
So it changed
the whole trajectory.

1087
00:50:21,776 --> 00:50:23,611
You tell a woman,
and they'd be like you was,

1088
00:50:23,736 --> 00:50:25,571
you was sexually abused

1089
00:50:26,864 --> 00:50:29,450
and like how I was abused
when she sucked my dick?

1090
00:50:32,870 --> 00:50:34,872
You always get a women's side
of the story

1091
00:50:34,955 --> 00:50:36,791
but you never hear the guy's
side of the story.

1092
00:50:36,874 --> 00:50:38,793
The shit that happened to dudes,
as we got egos.

1093
00:50:39,543 --> 00:50:41,337
We roll with that shit
then on the way home

1094
00:50:41,420 --> 00:50:42,963
we'd be like man
what the fuck just happened?

1095
00:50:46,258 --> 00:50:47,843
I remember the first time
I was farted on.

1096
00:50:47,927 --> 00:50:48,928
It fucked me up.

1097
00:50:49,595 --> 00:50:52,139
It came out of nowhere,
that was my personal 9/11.

1098
00:50:52,223 --> 00:50:53,766
[laughs]

1099
00:50:53,849 --> 00:50:54,934
I'll never forget.

1100
00:50:58,979 --> 00:51:00,606
This chick was on top of me,
she was riding me,

1101
00:51:00,690 --> 00:51:02,483
we was having sex,
y'all know what that is right?

1102
00:51:02,566 --> 00:51:04,694
[laughs]

1103
00:51:04,777 --> 00:51:06,821
All of a sudden she got
this intense look in her eye.

1104
00:51:06,904 --> 00:51:09,031
I'm a gentleman, I got concern,
I lean forward,

1105
00:51:09,115 --> 00:51:11,909
she pulled back, her pussy's
spread over like a cobra,

1106
00:51:12,868 --> 00:51:15,413
and shot venom out,
I was like what the fuck.

1107
00:51:17,206 --> 00:51:19,709
I was shocked cause in my mind
hey I'm supposed to be squirting

1108
00:51:19,792 --> 00:51:20,793
on you.

1109
00:51:20,876 --> 00:51:22,795
A woman taking this equality
shit too god damn far.

1110
00:51:24,588 --> 00:51:27,133
And she kept doing it,
scoop, scoop, scoop.

1111
00:51:28,259 --> 00:51:30,052
I felt bad for the mattress.

1112
00:51:30,720 --> 00:51:32,847
We're banging away the fuck,
I could flip this mattress over

1113
00:51:32,930 --> 00:51:33,931
and save it.

1114
00:51:34,306 --> 00:51:37,476
This shit memory foam is
a sponge and now tush tush.

1115
00:51:37,768 --> 00:51:39,311
And my ego was like
n**** do something,

1116
00:51:39,395 --> 00:51:40,563
you losing do something.

1117
00:51:40,813 --> 00:51:42,106
I panicked,
I didn't know what to do.

1118
00:51:42,189 --> 00:51:44,191
I looked that chick in the eye
and I was like eh I want you

1119
00:51:44,275 --> 00:51:45,943
to squirt in my mouth
and she was like what,

1120
00:51:46,027 --> 00:51:47,570
and I was like what?

1121
00:51:47,653 --> 00:51:49,905
[laughs]

1122
00:51:49,989 --> 00:51:52,825
And that Pino Grigio was like
tell her n****, you tell her.

1123
00:51:54,076 --> 00:51:56,245
And I was like you heard me
and she was like okay,

1124
00:51:56,328 --> 00:51:57,788
and this is how I felt
a gangster women was,

1125
00:51:57,872 --> 00:51:58,873
you know what she did?

1126
00:51:58,956 --> 00:52:00,750
She bounced twice,
she was like pow, pow,

1127
00:52:00,833 --> 00:52:02,835
and she got up and she leaned
over me and she started hitting

1128
00:52:02,918 --> 00:52:05,296
something like I don't know
what women hit but it hit this,

1129
00:52:06,338 --> 00:52:09,341
like a combination or cheat code
or some shit,

1130
00:52:09,842 --> 00:52:12,136
but she hit in two minutes
what it took me 30 minutes

1131
00:52:12,219 --> 00:52:15,473
to hit just like up, up, down,
down, left, right, left, right,

1132
00:52:15,556 --> 00:52:16,557
B, A, of it.

1133
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:20,561
[drowning]

1134
00:52:20,644 --> 00:52:21,896
She water-boarded me.

1135
00:52:21,979 --> 00:52:23,272
[laughs]

1136
00:52:23,356 --> 00:52:25,733
I took a warm ice bucket
challenge that night

1137
00:52:27,276 --> 00:52:28,486
and almost drowned.

1138
00:52:30,821 --> 00:52:32,740
That's when I realized
sex ain't safe.

1139
00:52:34,825 --> 00:52:37,161
Like you could die from sex
even with a condom on,

1140
00:52:37,244 --> 00:52:39,705
that shit ain't safe,
did you know that?

1141
00:52:41,999 --> 00:52:44,460
Found that night that didn't
I almost god damn suffocated

1142
00:52:44,543 --> 00:52:46,337
doing some shit I saw
on the internet,

1143
00:52:48,714 --> 00:52:51,050
called face sitting. You know
what face sitting is?

1144
00:52:51,175 --> 00:52:53,844
[laughs]

1145
00:52:53,928 --> 00:52:55,930
Church lady, do you know
what face sitting is?

1146
00:52:57,765 --> 00:53:01,060
Praise God, praise God.

1147
00:53:01,727 --> 00:53:06,190
[laughs]

1148
00:53:08,317 --> 00:53:09,652
Face sitting for those
who don't know

1149
00:53:09,735 --> 00:53:11,028
is when the chicks sit
on your face

1150
00:53:11,112 --> 00:53:12,113
instead of your dick,

1151
00:53:12,196 --> 00:53:14,073
this chick had an ass
and real thick thighs,

1152
00:53:14,156 --> 00:53:15,825
so when she leaned over
and hovered down,

1153
00:53:15,908 --> 00:53:17,201
everything went quiet

1154
00:53:17,284 --> 00:53:20,121
and dark if I put on giant
noise canceling headphones,

1155
00:53:20,996 --> 00:53:22,832
like I'm in airplane mode,
like a mother fucker.

1156
00:53:22,915 --> 00:53:25,501
I can't communicate and shit
and I'm trying to,

1157
00:53:25,584 --> 00:53:28,129
I'm like beating on her thighs,
and she is riding hard and shit,

1158
00:53:28,295 --> 00:53:30,256
and I'm yelling
but the sound was muffled.

1159
00:53:30,339 --> 00:53:36,470
I'm like help, help,
help, help, help, help, help.

1160
00:53:36,554 --> 00:53:38,639
But she couldn't hear me
cause the words were bouncing

1161
00:53:38,723 --> 00:53:40,599
in her pussy
and back into my mouth.

1162
00:53:40,683 --> 00:53:42,184
I was eating my own words.

1163
00:53:44,854 --> 00:53:46,731
And that's when I felt weak
like I'm about to faint,

1164
00:53:46,814 --> 00:53:48,649
like I'm about to die, I thought
about that phone call

1165
00:53:48,733 --> 00:53:49,734
my mum would get,

1166
00:53:50,735 --> 00:53:52,737
where she found out
what the fuck face sitting is.

1167
00:53:52,820 --> 00:53:53,863
[laughs]

1168
00:53:53,946 --> 00:53:55,322
Cause she gotta
come to the morgue

1169
00:53:55,406 --> 00:53:57,658
and they pull me out of that
filing cabinet like yes man.

1170
00:53:59,493 --> 00:54:00,745
You could tell he was
face sitting

1171
00:54:00,828 --> 00:54:05,499
because his mouth is open
and his eyes are closed,

1172
00:54:06,625 --> 00:54:08,169
and he got a substance
on his ace

1173
00:54:08,252 --> 00:54:10,129
that they call truffle butter.

1174
00:54:11,922 --> 00:54:13,674
Truffle butters when the juice
from the pussy

1175
00:54:13,758 --> 00:54:16,218
and the ass mix together
in a butter like substance.

1176
00:54:16,802 --> 00:54:18,512
Don't oh that,
they sell it in restaurants.

1177
00:54:18,596 --> 00:54:19,597
It's expensive as shit!

1178
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:22,350
[laughs]

1179
00:54:22,433 --> 00:54:23,893
Either way that's what gave me
the strength

1180
00:54:23,976 --> 00:54:25,061
to get that mother fucker off me

1181
00:54:25,144 --> 00:54:26,729
cause I refused to go out
like that.

1182
00:54:27,104 --> 00:54:29,398
Having my mum explain
to her church friends

1183
00:54:29,482 --> 00:54:30,858
what the fuck face sitting is.

1184
00:54:31,650 --> 00:54:34,362
Walking around morning
with an all black t-shirt on

1185
00:54:34,445 --> 00:54:35,738
with I can't breathe on it.

1186
00:54:35,821 --> 00:54:42,828
[laughs]

1187
00:54:44,246 --> 00:54:46,457
I wanna thank you all
from the bottom of my heart

1188
00:54:47,583 --> 00:54:50,002
for watching my super bowl.

1189
00:54:50,419 --> 00:54:53,631
[ovation]

1190
00:54:54,256 --> 00:54:55,257
Thank you.

1191
00:54:58,135 --> 00:54:59,804
God bless you all man for real.

1192
00:54:59,887 --> 00:55:01,722
I know it's passed
your bed time.

1193
00:55:01,806 --> 00:55:04,517
This is late for some of you
all, you know what I mean?

1194
00:55:04,600 --> 00:55:06,018
This is a realistic hour,

1195
00:55:06,102 --> 00:55:08,062
I love it, shit got real
at this hour.

1196
00:55:08,604 --> 00:55:12,149
Ain't no thinking going on once
you get passed 11 o'clock baby.

1197
00:55:12,942 --> 00:55:15,444
All the drugs come out
and pants come down...

1198
00:55:15,528 --> 00:55:17,321
okay no, there's church women
in here.

1199
00:55:17,822 --> 00:55:20,449
My mum is in here somewhere man,
shout out to my momma.

1200
00:55:20,533 --> 00:55:25,871
[claps]

1201
00:55:25,955 --> 00:55:27,581
You think how the fuck
can you talk like this

1202
00:55:27,665 --> 00:55:28,666
in front of your mama?

1203
00:55:28,749 --> 00:55:30,292
N****,
this life is real n****,

1204
00:55:30,376 --> 00:55:31,627
we've been through some shit.

1205
00:55:32,253 --> 00:55:35,381
I always felt that
if you can't speak this way

1206
00:55:35,464 --> 00:55:36,632
in front of your mama,

1207
00:55:37,258 --> 00:55:39,301
then somethings wrong,
like you're fake.

1208
00:55:39,719 --> 00:55:41,721
Like even when I was hustling
my mum knew

1209
00:55:42,555 --> 00:55:43,931
cause a lot of y'all put faith
in n****

1210
00:55:44,015 --> 00:55:46,809
that even don't come and get you
when the police come,

1211
00:55:47,643 --> 00:55:49,937
but I know my mum was gonna be
there, you know what I mean,

1212
00:55:50,229 --> 00:55:52,106
so I always let her know
what the fuck was going on,

1213
00:55:52,189 --> 00:55:54,775
she knew, she knew,
she had to know you know.

1214
00:55:55,401 --> 00:55:57,278
So, you know,
she was a young mother,

1215
00:55:57,361 --> 00:55:58,362
she went through a lot,

1216
00:55:58,446 --> 00:56:01,574
so you know I won't give her
her flowers a lot,

1217
00:56:01,657 --> 00:56:03,034
but I really appreciate you.

1218
00:56:04,827 --> 00:56:06,287
Thank you mama
you know what I mean.

1219
00:56:07,371 --> 00:56:10,207
Regardless to what I think
and all we went through

1220
00:56:10,291 --> 00:56:15,796
you know I've had a great great
you know ending so far,

1221
00:56:15,880 --> 00:56:17,590
you know what I mean so I
appreciate that,

1222
00:56:18,215 --> 00:56:20,593
and you know thank you.

1223
00:56:20,676 --> 00:56:24,221
[ovation]

1224
00:56:24,305 --> 00:56:25,306
[inaudible]

1225
00:56:25,389 --> 00:56:32,396
["Been Down" playing]