1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:07,674 --> 00:00:11,678 Hvordan skal jeg beskrive dette kapitel af mit liv? 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:11,761 --> 00:00:16,975 I got my driver's license last week Just like we always talked about 5 00:00:17,058 --> 00:00:18,393 Åh gud. 6 00:00:19,102 --> 00:00:20,603 Den er i radioen. 7 00:00:21,104 --> 00:00:22,105 Den er i radioen. 8 00:00:22,188 --> 00:00:23,481 To finally drive up to your house 9 00:00:23,565 --> 00:00:26,609 Du lytter til verdens mest populære sang. 10 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:29,029 Det er "drivers license" af Olivia Rodrigo. 11 00:00:29,112 --> 00:00:30,655 You weren't around… 12 00:00:30,739 --> 00:00:33,783 Det har været den vildeste uge i mit liv. 13 00:00:33,867 --> 00:00:38,246 Du går på andet semester i 3. g og du har lige udsendt din første single? 14 00:00:38,329 --> 00:00:40,665 Ja, første semester. Ikke engang andet. 15 00:00:40,749 --> 00:00:42,125 Jeg er ved at dø her. 16 00:00:42,208 --> 00:00:46,546 Jeg har lige udgivet en sang, der hedder "drivers license." 17 00:00:46,629 --> 00:00:50,717 Det er min første debut… Hvad hedder det? Debutsingle? 18 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:54,721 Det er den første sang, jeg har skrevet fra mit perspektiv, som kommer ud nu. 19 00:00:54,804 --> 00:00:57,640 Den ligger nummer et i verden og på alle streamingtjenester 20 00:00:57,724 --> 00:01:00,060 og slår alle rekorder. 21 00:01:00,143 --> 00:01:02,937 Hele mit liv blev forandret på et øjeblik. 22 00:01:03,021 --> 00:01:04,773 ÅRETS ENTERTAINER 23 00:01:04,856 --> 00:01:06,858 Mit liv er så mærkeligt. Jeg… 24 00:01:06,941 --> 00:01:10,111 Jeg er lige flyttet hjemmefra. Jeg bor ikke hos mine forældre. 25 00:01:10,195 --> 00:01:12,530 Mit album er færdigt. Jeg er næsten færdig med 3. g. 26 00:01:12,614 --> 00:01:14,991 Så mærkeligt. Det hele sker på én gang. 27 00:01:21,373 --> 00:01:23,208 Hej, jeg er Olivia Rodrigo… 28 00:01:26,961 --> 00:01:28,213 …fra Californien. 29 00:01:28,296 --> 00:01:33,218 Jeg vil bare synge en lille sang til mine venner og familie derude. 30 00:01:33,301 --> 00:01:34,636 Den begynder nu. 31 00:02:08,670 --> 00:02:10,547 Her i Salt Lake tænker jeg meget på, 32 00:02:10,630 --> 00:02:13,800 da jeg begyndte at skrive Sour. 33 00:02:15,593 --> 00:02:19,514 Jeg har altid elsket at skrive meget følelsesladede sange. 34 00:02:19,597 --> 00:02:23,852 Jeg kan huske, at jeg skrev nogle meget frustrerede sange 35 00:02:23,935 --> 00:02:27,397 om ikke at passe ind i samfundet og sådan noget. 36 00:02:29,107 --> 00:02:32,193 Jeg har altid været tiltrukket af musik, 37 00:02:32,277 --> 00:02:36,656 der går ind i de mørke ting ved den menneskelige psyke. 38 00:02:38,366 --> 00:02:43,288 At være sangskriver er faktisk det bedste job og det bedste håndværk. 39 00:02:43,371 --> 00:02:44,914 Intet forbinder folk mere, 40 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:48,668 og der er intet sandere vindue ind i folks følelser end musik. 41 00:03:18,073 --> 00:03:21,868 We broke up a month ago 42 00:03:21,951 --> 00:03:23,953 Your friends are mine 43 00:03:24,037 --> 00:03:27,082 You know I know You've moved on 44 00:03:27,165 --> 00:03:29,584 Found someone new 45 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:34,798 One more girl Who brings out the better in you 46 00:03:34,881 --> 00:03:38,885 And I thought my heart was detached 47 00:03:38,968 --> 00:03:43,181 From all the sunlight of our past 48 00:03:43,264 --> 00:03:47,644 But she's so sweet She's so pretty 49 00:03:47,727 --> 00:03:51,398 Does she mean you forgot about me? 50 00:03:51,481 --> 00:03:55,694 I hope you're happy 51 00:03:55,777 --> 00:03:59,948 Just not like how you were with me 52 00:04:00,031 --> 00:04:04,285 I'm selfish, I know I can't let you go 53 00:04:04,369 --> 00:04:08,790 So find someone great But don't find no one better 54 00:04:08,873 --> 00:04:13,670 I hope you're happy But don't be happier 55 00:04:15,422 --> 00:04:16,715 Do you tell her 56 00:04:16,798 --> 00:04:20,385 She's the most beautiful girl You've ever seen? 57 00:04:20,468 --> 00:04:24,764 An eternal love bullshit You know you'll never mean 58 00:04:24,848 --> 00:04:26,891 Remember when I believed 59 00:04:26,975 --> 00:04:32,022 You meant it when you said it first to me? 60 00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:36,234 And now I'm picking her apart 61 00:04:36,317 --> 00:04:40,363 Like cutting her down Will make you miss my wretched heart 62 00:04:40,447 --> 00:04:44,451 She's beautiful She looks kind 63 00:04:44,534 --> 00:04:48,955 She probably gives you butterflies 64 00:04:49,039 --> 00:04:53,168 I hope you're happy 65 00:04:53,251 --> 00:04:57,380 Just not like how you were with me 66 00:04:57,464 --> 00:05:01,801 I'm selfish, I know I can't let you go 67 00:05:01,885 --> 00:05:05,889 So find someone great But don't find no one better 68 00:05:05,972 --> 00:05:10,060 I hope you're happy 69 00:05:10,143 --> 00:05:14,189 I wish you all the best, really 70 00:05:14,272 --> 00:05:18,818 Say you love her, baby Not like you loved me 71 00:05:18,902 --> 00:05:23,198 And think of me fondly When your hands are on her 72 00:05:23,281 --> 00:05:28,661 I hope you're happy But don't be happier 73 00:05:47,555 --> 00:05:51,976 I hope you're happy 74 00:05:52,060 --> 00:05:56,523 Just not like how you were with me 75 00:05:56,606 --> 00:06:01,111 I'm selfish, I know I can't let you go 76 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:05,782 So find someone great But don't find no one better 77 00:06:05,865 --> 00:06:10,954 I hope you're happy Just don't be happier 78 00:06:46,948 --> 00:06:50,744 En stor del af pladen er skrevet mellem Salt Lake City og Los Angeles. 79 00:06:50,827 --> 00:06:54,748 Jeg syntes, det kunne være sjovt at køre turen en sidste gang. 80 00:06:55,248 --> 00:06:58,501 Jeg vil spille albummet de steder, der har betydet meget for mig 81 00:06:58,585 --> 00:07:01,755 og se dem igen med ældre øjne. 82 00:07:15,935 --> 00:07:18,313 Jeg kan huske, jeg lagde "happier" online, 83 00:07:18,396 --> 00:07:21,608 og så tænkte jeg bare: "Åh nej. Det er en forfærdelig sang." 84 00:07:21,691 --> 00:07:25,945 "Den fik ingen likes. Jeg sang den grimt. Hvorfor gjorde jeg det?" 85 00:07:27,197 --> 00:07:31,826 Men jeg havde på fornemmelsen, at jeg skulle lade den ligge. 86 00:07:34,996 --> 00:07:38,333 Den fornemmelse tjente mig godt, for den sang ændrede alt for mig. 87 00:07:40,126 --> 00:07:42,921 Det var den sang, der gjorde, at jeg mødte Dan, 88 00:07:43,588 --> 00:07:44,881 for han hørte den og sagde: 89 00:07:44,964 --> 00:07:47,092 "Jeg elsker den sang. Vi bør arbejde sammen." 90 00:07:48,468 --> 00:07:51,471 Den første sang, vi producerede sammen, var "happier." 91 00:07:52,097 --> 00:07:55,100 Resten af albummet lavede jeg med Dan. 92 00:07:56,017 --> 00:07:57,977 Sådan. Den er tændt. Jeg gjorde det forkert. 93 00:07:58,061 --> 00:07:59,312 Den er ikke tændt. 94 00:07:59,396 --> 00:08:01,439 Produktionen af SOUR Marts 2021 95 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:06,695 Ja. 96 00:08:06,778 --> 00:08:09,656 -Hvad er det? -Den første sang, vi skrev sammen. 97 00:08:10,323 --> 00:08:13,034 Jeg vil ikke høre den. Jeg vil seriøst ikke. 98 00:08:13,868 --> 00:08:14,869 Hvad er det? 99 00:08:14,953 --> 00:08:19,541 Crying in the parking lot 100 00:08:19,624 --> 00:08:21,835 You don't know what you want 101 00:08:21,918 --> 00:08:25,088 Triste Olivia! Jeg var så trist! 102 00:08:25,171 --> 00:08:28,258 Gave you everything 103 00:08:28,341 --> 00:08:33,596 I guess everything ain't enough 104 00:08:34,514 --> 00:08:39,561 You say you lost your best friend How do you think I feel? 105 00:08:39,644 --> 00:08:43,773 You say it's over again And this time it's real 106 00:08:47,861 --> 00:08:51,489 Jeg var så trist. Du aner ikke… Jeg var så trist, da jeg skrev den sang. 107 00:08:51,573 --> 00:08:52,741 -Hold da op. -Du var trist. 108 00:08:52,824 --> 00:08:54,868 Jeg kan huske den dag. Så **** trist. 109 00:08:54,951 --> 00:08:56,202 -Er det rigtigt? -Ja. 110 00:08:57,912 --> 00:09:00,373 -Wow. Interessant. -Det er lang tid siden. 111 00:09:00,457 --> 00:09:02,083 Det er næsten et år siden. 112 00:09:02,167 --> 00:09:03,168 -Ja. -Vildt. 113 00:09:03,251 --> 00:09:05,420 Og jeg er stadig ikke ovre det. For helvede. 114 00:09:11,676 --> 00:09:15,347 Det forhold endte med et brud, der bare blev ved med at give. 115 00:09:15,430 --> 00:09:19,017 Jeg var i en situation, hvor jeg var nødt til at se ham. 116 00:09:19,517 --> 00:09:23,313 Han var sammen med en anden, hvilket knuste mig. 117 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:29,277 Jeg følte, at min verden gik i stå hver eneste dag. 118 00:09:31,988 --> 00:09:36,785 Ingen forstod, hvordan jeg havde det eller kunne relatere til det. 119 00:09:37,327 --> 00:09:40,163 Så ved at skrive sange om mine følelser, 120 00:09:40,246 --> 00:09:43,458 skabte jeg nærmest en ny ven. 121 00:09:53,385 --> 00:09:57,347 "jealousy, jealousy" var den anden sang, jeg skrev. 122 00:09:57,430 --> 00:09:59,599 Og jeg skrev den på et tidspunkt, 123 00:09:59,683 --> 00:10:03,353 hvor jeg var meget besat af sociale medier på en negativ måde, 124 00:10:03,436 --> 00:10:05,897 jeg hadede, hvad de gjorde ved mig. 125 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:07,982 Jeg følte mig altid misforstået. 126 00:10:10,902 --> 00:10:12,404 Det er svært, for… 127 00:10:12,487 --> 00:10:15,448 De får en til at tænke på, hvordan man vil opfattes hele tiden. 128 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:18,618 Man vil have, folk ser en for ens talent og evner, 129 00:10:18,702 --> 00:10:20,787 men når man er 18, 130 00:10:20,870 --> 00:10:25,125 vil man også gerne have, at de synes, man er pæn og cool og sjov. 131 00:10:25,208 --> 00:10:27,127 Hvis man tænker alt for meget på det, 132 00:10:27,210 --> 00:10:30,714 bliver livet meningsløst, og det kommer der ikke noget godt ud af. 133 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:32,298 SMIL DU BLIVER FILMET 134 00:10:59,034 --> 00:11:02,454 I kinda wanna throw my phone Across the room 135 00:11:02,537 --> 00:11:05,290 'Cause all I see are girls Too good to be true 136 00:11:05,373 --> 00:11:09,794 With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies Wish I didn't care 137 00:11:09,878 --> 00:11:14,924 I know their beauty's not my lack 138 00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:20,513 But it feels like that weight Is on my back 139 00:11:20,597 --> 00:11:22,474 And I can't let it go 140 00:11:22,557 --> 00:11:27,979 Co-comparison Is killing me slowly 141 00:11:28,063 --> 00:11:30,690 I think I think too much 142 00:11:30,774 --> 00:11:34,110 'Bout kids who don't know me 143 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:36,946 I'm so sick of myself 144 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:41,993 I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else 145 00:11:42,077 --> 00:11:46,498 My jealousy, jealousy Started following me 146 00:11:50,460 --> 00:11:53,546 Started following me 147 00:11:57,300 --> 00:12:00,970 And I see everyone Getting all the things I want 148 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:03,890 And I'm happy for them But then again I'm not 149 00:12:03,973 --> 00:12:06,685 Just cool vintage clothes And vacation photos 150 00:12:06,768 --> 00:12:09,020 I can't stand it God, I sound crazy 151 00:12:09,104 --> 00:12:13,066 Their win is not my loss 152 00:12:13,149 --> 00:12:18,780 Yeah, I know it's true But I can't help getting caught 153 00:12:18,863 --> 00:12:20,949 Up in it all, yeah 154 00:12:21,032 --> 00:12:26,413 Co-comparison Is killing me slowly 155 00:12:26,496 --> 00:12:29,165 I think I think too much 156 00:12:29,249 --> 00:12:32,377 'Bout kids who don't know me 157 00:12:32,460 --> 00:12:35,338 And I'm so sick of myself 158 00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:41,052 I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else 159 00:12:41,136 --> 00:12:43,888 My jealousy, jealousy 160 00:12:43,972 --> 00:12:45,348 All your friends are so cool 161 00:12:45,432 --> 00:12:48,351 You go out every night In your daddy's nice car 162 00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:49,853 Yeah, you're living the life 163 00:12:49,936 --> 00:12:52,772 Got a pretty face A pretty boyfriend too 164 00:12:52,856 --> 00:12:55,650 I wanna be you so bad And I don't even know you 165 00:12:55,734 --> 00:12:58,361 All I see is what I should be 166 00:12:59,029 --> 00:13:01,823 Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy 167 00:13:01,906 --> 00:13:04,617 All I see is what I should be 168 00:13:04,701 --> 00:13:08,038 I'm losing it All I get's jealousy, jealousy 169 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:13,209 Co-comparison Is killing me slowly 170 00:13:13,293 --> 00:13:15,962 I think I think too much 171 00:13:16,046 --> 00:13:19,341 'Bout kids who don't know me 172 00:13:19,424 --> 00:13:22,218 And I'm so sick of myself 173 00:13:22,302 --> 00:13:28,058 Rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else 174 00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:30,060 Jealousy, jealousy 175 00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:33,897 I'm so sick of myself 176 00:13:33,980 --> 00:13:39,402 I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else 177 00:13:39,903 --> 00:13:43,656 Jealousy, jealousy Started following me 178 00:13:53,333 --> 00:13:56,336 I called you on the phone today 179 00:13:57,504 --> 00:13:59,964 Just to ask you how you were 180 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:05,011 All I did was speak normally 181 00:14:06,221 --> 00:14:09,516 Somehow I still struck a nerve 182 00:14:10,934 --> 00:14:13,645 You got me **** up in the head, boy 183 00:14:15,021 --> 00:14:18,525 Never doubted myself so much 184 00:14:19,651 --> 00:14:22,779 Am I pretty, am I fun, boy? 185 00:14:23,655 --> 00:14:27,242 I hate that I give you power Over that stuff 186 00:14:27,325 --> 00:14:33,915 'Cause it's always one step forward And three steps back 187 00:14:33,998 --> 00:14:40,088 I'm the love of your life Until I make you mad 188 00:14:40,171 --> 00:14:45,719 Yeah, it's one step forward And three steps back 189 00:14:45,802 --> 00:14:47,220 Jeg synger falsk. 190 00:14:47,303 --> 00:14:52,809 I'm an angel and the devil But you're always a good man 191 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:55,979 Yeah, you're always the good man 192 00:14:56,980 --> 00:14:57,981 De gamle tekster. 193 00:14:59,858 --> 00:15:04,863 Jeg skrev denne sang, dagen før han slog op med mig. 194 00:15:04,946 --> 00:15:08,783 Så jeg kan huske, at jeg ikke kunne høre den i noget tid. 195 00:15:15,331 --> 00:15:18,626 "1 step forward, 3 steps back" skrev jeg i bilen 196 00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:21,629 på vej til Salt Lake City med min mor. 197 00:15:24,591 --> 00:15:29,304 At elske en, der skifter mening konstant, er virkelig hårdt 198 00:15:29,387 --> 00:15:33,516 og angstprovokerende, og det gør en usikker. 199 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:37,854 Det er hårdt at føle, at man skal gå på listesko omkring en, 200 00:15:37,937 --> 00:15:41,358 som man bare vil have opbakning og kærlighed og støtte fra. 201 00:15:42,275 --> 00:15:45,278 Man kan aldrig rigtig slappe af i følelsen af, 202 00:15:45,362 --> 00:15:47,280 at man er elsket og accepteret. 203 00:15:50,241 --> 00:15:57,123 'Cause it's always one step forward And three steps back 204 00:15:57,207 --> 00:16:02,504 I'm the love of your life Until I make you mad 205 00:16:02,587 --> 00:16:08,635 It's always one step forward And three steps back 206 00:16:08,718 --> 00:16:14,057 Do you love me, want me, hate me Boy, I don't understand 207 00:16:14,140 --> 00:16:16,643 No, I don't understand 208 00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:21,981 And maybe in some masochistic way 209 00:16:24,442 --> 00:16:27,904 I kind of find it all exciting 210 00:16:28,947 --> 00:16:33,535 Like, which lover will I get today? 211 00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:39,541 Will you walk me to the door Or send me home crying? 212 00:16:39,624 --> 00:16:45,797 It's always one step forward And three steps back 213 00:16:45,880 --> 00:16:51,094 I'm the love of your life Until I make you mad 214 00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:57,350 It's always one step forward And three steps back 215 00:16:57,434 --> 00:17:02,480 Do you love me, want me, hate me Boy, I don't understand 216 00:17:02,564 --> 00:17:08,778 No, it's back and forth Did I say something wrong? 217 00:17:08,862 --> 00:17:14,617 It's back and forth Going over everything I said 218 00:17:14,701 --> 00:17:19,914 It's back and forth Did I do something wrong? 219 00:17:19,998 --> 00:17:25,962 It's back and forth Maybe this is all your fault instead 220 00:17:26,046 --> 00:17:30,967 It's one step forward And three steps back 221 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:37,807 And I'd leave you But the roller coaster's all I've ever had 222 00:17:37,891 --> 00:17:44,356 It's always one step forward And three steps back 223 00:17:44,439 --> 00:17:50,111 Do you love me, want me, hate me Boy, I don't understand 224 00:17:50,195 --> 00:17:53,114 No, I don't understand 225 00:18:01,831 --> 00:18:04,501 Den 13. juli 2020. 226 00:18:05,543 --> 00:18:09,422 "Jeg fik mit kørekort i dag. Det havde jeg virkelig set frem til. 227 00:18:09,506 --> 00:18:11,966 Hele min familie ringede og sagde tillykke. 228 00:18:12,050 --> 00:18:15,220 Det gik op for mig, at jeg har glædet mig så meget til det 229 00:18:15,303 --> 00:18:17,931 på grund af den her fyr. 230 00:18:18,014 --> 00:18:20,809 Jeg var ked af at være for ung til at køre hen og se ham, 231 00:18:20,892 --> 00:18:22,644 for ung til at have rigtig frihed. 232 00:18:22,727 --> 00:18:25,063 Jeg tænkte, han skulle have en pige, der var fri. 233 00:18:25,146 --> 00:18:28,692 Han har ikke den samme magt over mig mere. Det er en god følelse. 234 00:18:29,609 --> 00:18:32,195 Men jeg kan stadig ikke forelske mig i andre. 235 00:18:32,278 --> 00:18:34,280 Jeg kan slet ikke forestille mig det." 236 00:18:37,867 --> 00:18:40,870 Jeg kan huske, jeg tænkte, at det kunne være noget særligt, 237 00:18:40,954 --> 00:18:42,622 hvis ikke for andre, så for mig, 238 00:18:42,706 --> 00:18:47,669 for jeg følte, at sangen indkapslede min fortvivlelse 239 00:18:47,752 --> 00:18:50,088 på en måde, som jeg ikke havde kunnet før. 240 00:18:51,589 --> 00:18:52,882 Andet vers er… 241 00:18:52,966 --> 00:18:57,512 Today I drove through the suburbs And pictured I was driving home to you 242 00:18:58,013 --> 00:19:00,807 Og den tekst kom meget bogstaveligt fra, 243 00:19:00,890 --> 00:19:03,309 at jeg var på vej hjem til dig… 244 00:19:03,393 --> 00:19:06,563 Men på det tidspunkt var jeg ved at forlige mig med, 245 00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:08,732 at når man elsker en person så meget, 246 00:19:08,815 --> 00:19:11,151 og man er sammen med dem hele tiden, 247 00:19:11,234 --> 00:19:13,570 så er det den person, man føler sig mest hjemme med. 248 00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:17,073 Og jeg kan huske, jeg lyttede til sangen før udgivelsen, 249 00:19:17,157 --> 00:19:20,618 hvor jeg havde den som demo på min telefon og kørte rundt og lyttede til den. 250 00:19:20,702 --> 00:19:22,579 Jeg fik ondt i maven, når jeg hørte den, 251 00:19:22,662 --> 00:19:24,164 for jeg følte, at den… 252 00:19:25,665 --> 00:19:28,877 …beskrev mine følelser så præcist. 253 00:19:32,714 --> 00:19:38,386 Det værste ved at være forelsket er, at man har noget at miste. 254 00:19:38,470 --> 00:19:39,804 Ven & musiker 255 00:19:39,888 --> 00:19:42,474 -Det er et vildt godt svar. -Sådan har jeg det altid. 256 00:19:42,557 --> 00:19:45,977 Det gælder alle aspekter af mit liv, inklusive min karriere, at: 257 00:19:46,061 --> 00:19:48,521 "Wow, jeg er så taknemmelig for alt det, der sker." 258 00:19:48,605 --> 00:19:50,774 Men når man har noget, der er så fantastisk, 259 00:19:50,857 --> 00:19:52,984 er det også skræmmende, for man tænker: 260 00:19:53,068 --> 00:19:54,778 "Hvad nu, hvis det forsvinder?" 261 00:19:54,861 --> 00:19:57,238 Hvordan tager du noget, der sker i dit liv… 262 00:19:57,322 --> 00:19:59,532 Noget godt eller noget intenst… 263 00:19:59,616 --> 00:20:02,160 Hvordan forvandler du det til en sang? 264 00:20:02,243 --> 00:20:06,456 Det ved jeg ikke. Min stil som sangskriver og musiker 265 00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:10,210 kan godt blive lidt overvældende. 266 00:20:10,293 --> 00:20:13,046 Historiefortællingen behøver ikke altid komme fra 267 00:20:13,129 --> 00:20:14,964 -et sted af dyb ulykke. -Nej. 268 00:20:15,048 --> 00:20:17,300 Hvilket jeg vil prøve at huske på resten af min karriere. 269 00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:19,928 Siden jeg ikke vil være dybt ulykkelig resten af livet, 270 00:20:20,011 --> 00:20:22,180 -frygter jeg, jeg ikke kan lave god musik. -Inspiration? 271 00:20:22,263 --> 00:20:23,515 -Ja, præcis. -Ja, ja. 272 00:20:23,598 --> 00:20:28,311 Jeg tror aldrig, jeg har hørt en sang, der indkapsler det bedre 273 00:20:28,395 --> 00:20:29,646 end "drivers license." 274 00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:31,898 Og det virker, som om du udlever det. 275 00:20:32,482 --> 00:20:33,483 Tak. 276 00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:35,068 På en god og smertefuld måde. 277 00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:36,820 første optagelse af drivers license 278 00:20:36,903 --> 00:20:43,410 I got my driver's license last week Something we always talked about 279 00:20:43,493 --> 00:20:49,916 'Cause you were so excited for me To finally drive up to your house 280 00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:56,965 But today I drove through the suburbs Crying 'cause you weren't around 281 00:21:00,802 --> 00:21:03,763 Jeg er stadig lige så uskyldig, som da "drivers license" kom ud. 282 00:21:03,847 --> 00:21:06,474 Probably with that brunette girl 283 00:21:06,558 --> 00:21:08,518 The one I always thought about 284 00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:11,229 Måske er jeg lidt mere hård nu. 285 00:21:11,312 --> 00:21:15,859 She's so much older than me She's everything I'm insecure about 286 00:21:15,942 --> 00:21:19,612 Men inderst inde er jeg stadig den samme. 287 00:21:19,696 --> 00:21:25,035 Jeg er stadig sensitiv og følsom og omsorgsfuld, håber jeg. 288 00:21:25,785 --> 00:21:28,872 Der er sket så meget, og mit liv er helt anderledes nu. 289 00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:30,415 Det er underligt at tænke på. 290 00:21:30,498 --> 00:21:34,002 But I've never felt this way For no one 291 00:21:38,673 --> 00:21:40,258 Jeg tror altid, jeg vil skrive sange. 292 00:21:40,342 --> 00:21:43,053 Det er min måde at udtrykke mig på 293 00:21:43,136 --> 00:21:47,766 og min måde at få verden til at give mening. 294 00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:56,107 Just tell me that you really meant 295 00:21:56,191 --> 00:22:01,654 The words you wrote about me In that song 296 00:22:11,456 --> 00:22:13,208 Okay. Her er den. 297 00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,293 indspilning af drivers license 298 00:22:15,377 --> 00:22:19,923 And all my friends are tired Of hearing how much I miss you 299 00:22:20,006 --> 00:22:21,758 I kinda feel sorry for them 300 00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:23,343 optagelse af musikvideo til drivers license 301 00:22:23,426 --> 00:22:26,054 'Cause they'll never know you The way that I do 302 00:22:26,137 --> 00:22:29,724 Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs 303 00:22:29,808 --> 00:22:34,813 And pictured I was driving home to you 304 00:22:36,481 --> 00:22:42,779 And I know we weren't perfect But I've never felt this way 305 00:22:42,862 --> 00:22:44,531 For no one 306 00:22:46,074 --> 00:22:47,325 prøve med bandet 307 00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:52,414 And I just can't imagine How you could be so okay 308 00:22:52,497 --> 00:22:55,500 Now that I'm gone 309 00:22:56,084 --> 00:23:02,424 I guess you didn't mean What you wrote in that song about me 310 00:23:03,133 --> 00:23:08,096 'Cause you said forever Now I drive alone past your street 311 00:23:10,015 --> 00:23:13,101 Red lights Stop signs 312 00:23:13,184 --> 00:23:15,687 I still see your face 313 00:23:15,770 --> 00:23:18,023 In the white cars 314 00:23:18,106 --> 00:23:19,816 Front yards 315 00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:22,652 Can't drive past the places 316 00:23:22,736 --> 00:23:26,322 We used to Go to 317 00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:30,410 'Cause I still **** love you, babe 318 00:23:36,416 --> 00:23:39,878 Sidewalks We crossed 319 00:23:39,961 --> 00:23:42,422 I still hear your voice 320 00:23:42,505 --> 00:23:45,925 In the traffic We're laughing 321 00:23:46,509 --> 00:23:49,095 Over all the noise 322 00:23:49,179 --> 00:23:53,141 God, I'm so blue Know we're through 323 00:23:53,224 --> 00:23:57,729 But I still **** love you, babe 324 00:24:02,859 --> 00:24:09,574 And I know we weren't perfect But I've never felt this way 325 00:24:09,657 --> 00:24:11,242 For no one 326 00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:13,370 Syng! 327 00:24:13,453 --> 00:24:19,584 And I just can't imagine How you could be so okay 328 00:24:19,668 --> 00:24:22,212 Now that I'm gone 329 00:24:22,962 --> 00:24:29,386 I guess you didn't mean What you wrote in that song about me 330 00:24:30,970 --> 00:24:36,559 'Cause you said forever Now I drive alone past your street 331 00:24:38,395 --> 00:24:40,397 Yeah, you said forever 332 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:45,902 Now I drive alone past your street 333 00:24:55,453 --> 00:24:58,498 Succesen af "drivers license" forandrede alt. 334 00:24:59,416 --> 00:25:03,211 Jeg gik fra at synge den alene på mit værelse eller i studiet med Dan 335 00:25:03,294 --> 00:25:07,382 til at synge den live på store scener med meget på spil. 336 00:25:08,216 --> 00:25:09,426 Det var meget intenst. 337 00:25:18,977 --> 00:25:21,438 Når man udgiver sådan et stort hit, tænker man: 338 00:25:21,521 --> 00:25:22,647 "Wow, det er fantastisk." 339 00:25:22,731 --> 00:25:26,109 Men så siger folk straks: "Hvad nu?" Kan du komme efter den?" 340 00:25:26,192 --> 00:25:29,320 Og man tænker bare: "Gud, jeg har lige gjort det her. 341 00:25:29,404 --> 00:25:31,489 Er det ikke nok?" 342 00:25:32,157 --> 00:25:35,368 Har vi talt om at lave en plade? Har jeg spurgt dig om det? 343 00:25:35,452 --> 00:25:36,870 -Nej, det har du ikke. -Nå? 344 00:25:36,953 --> 00:25:39,039 Du har ikke talt med mig om det. Du sagde bare… 345 00:25:39,122 --> 00:25:41,332 "Jeg laver en plade. Er du med, Dan?" 346 00:25:41,416 --> 00:25:43,585 Bare sådan: "Vi gør det her. Vi laver en plade." 347 00:25:43,668 --> 00:25:48,048 Jeg kan huske, du ringede helt stresset i Salt Lake City en dag. 348 00:25:48,131 --> 00:25:50,258 Du sagde: "Du er nødt til at komme nu." 349 00:25:50,342 --> 00:25:53,303 Og så sagde jeg: "Okay. Fint. Lad os gøre det." 350 00:25:53,386 --> 00:25:56,890 Jeg ringede til mit pladeselskab og sagde, at jeg ville lave en plade 351 00:25:56,973 --> 00:25:58,683 en uge efter "drivers license" kom ud. 352 00:25:58,767 --> 00:26:02,771 Det gik op for mig, at der var mange flere mennesker, 353 00:26:02,854 --> 00:26:05,815 der lyttede til min musik, end jeg havde regnet med. 354 00:26:05,899 --> 00:26:07,650 Og jeg ville bare gøre mit allerbedste. 355 00:26:07,734 --> 00:26:09,944 Jeg ringede, og de sagde: "Det ved vi nu ikke." 356 00:26:10,028 --> 00:26:12,947 Men jeg var fast besluttet på det. 357 00:26:13,031 --> 00:26:19,746 So, when you gonna tell her That we did that too? 358 00:26:19,829 --> 00:26:23,583 She thinks it's special 359 00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:26,086 But it's all reused 360 00:26:26,169 --> 00:26:29,255 That was our place I found it first 361 00:26:29,339 --> 00:26:32,384 I made the jokes You tell to her 362 00:26:32,467 --> 00:26:38,306 When she's with you Do you get déjà vu? 363 00:26:38,390 --> 00:26:44,104 When she's with you Do you get déjà vu? 364 00:26:44,187 --> 00:26:47,190 På dette album og især på "deja vu" 365 00:26:47,273 --> 00:26:50,402 er jeg ret besat og forstyrret over 366 00:26:50,485 --> 00:26:53,571 idéen om, at forhold er noget, man genbruger. 367 00:26:53,655 --> 00:26:56,991 For jeg var ved at lære om forhold og kærlighed for første gang. 368 00:26:57,075 --> 00:26:59,202 Og jeg tænkte: "Det er slet ikke noget særligt. 369 00:26:59,285 --> 00:27:00,954 Man gør det samme igen og igen." 370 00:27:02,622 --> 00:27:04,874 Da Dan og jeg skrev "deja vu" sammen, 371 00:27:04,958 --> 00:27:09,546 ville vi gerne lave en sang, der var enormt levende og specifik. 372 00:27:09,629 --> 00:27:11,506 Og det synes jeg, "deja vu" er. 373 00:27:11,589 --> 00:27:14,384 Især i verset. Den fremkalder billeder. 374 00:27:14,467 --> 00:27:17,512 Og for mig er specificitet og autenticitet 375 00:27:17,595 --> 00:27:20,098 de vigtigste kvaliteter i en sang. 376 00:27:20,181 --> 00:27:22,392 Det har jeg lært af countrymusik. 377 00:27:22,475 --> 00:27:25,020 Countrysange er altid enormt specifikke og autentiske, 378 00:27:25,103 --> 00:27:27,689 og det er også derfor, de ofte er så hjerteskærende. 379 00:27:27,772 --> 00:27:29,983 Hvis jeg skriver en sang, og den ikke har de ting, 380 00:27:30,066 --> 00:27:31,860 er jeg som regel ikke vild med den. 381 00:27:38,491 --> 00:27:41,619 For at være helt ærlig 382 00:27:41,703 --> 00:27:43,913 ville jeg ikke udgive denne sang efter "drivers license." 383 00:27:43,997 --> 00:27:46,332 Jeg syntes, det var en dårlig sang, 384 00:27:46,416 --> 00:27:49,044 jeg kunne ikke lide den, og ingen ville kunne lide den. 385 00:27:49,544 --> 00:27:53,965 Og jeg kan huske, jeg ringede til min manager få dage før, 386 00:27:54,049 --> 00:27:57,010 vi udgav "deja vu" og sagde: 387 00:27:57,093 --> 00:27:59,929 "Drop det. Jeg vil ikke. Jeg kan ikke. Jeg hader den." 388 00:28:00,013 --> 00:28:01,306 Jeg kan godt lide sangen nu, 389 00:28:01,389 --> 00:28:04,642 men fordi "drivers license" blev så godt modtaget, 390 00:28:04,726 --> 00:28:08,438 var det skræmmende at forestille sig at udgive en ny sang. 391 00:28:08,521 --> 00:28:11,191 "deja vu" er også forskellig fra "drivers license" 392 00:28:11,274 --> 00:28:12,525 på alle måder. 393 00:28:13,068 --> 00:28:17,697 Der var så meget drama omkring "drivers license" og så meget had. 394 00:28:17,781 --> 00:28:19,741 Jeg tænkte, at hvis jeg udgav den sang, 395 00:28:19,824 --> 00:28:25,080 så spillede jeg med på det her drama og trekantsdrama, 396 00:28:25,163 --> 00:28:28,333 sådan: "Lad os give andre piger skylden," og det ville jeg ikke. 397 00:28:28,416 --> 00:28:31,878 Jeg skriver aldrig sange fra det perspektiv, 398 00:28:31,961 --> 00:28:33,588 for det er ikke sådan, jeg har det. 399 00:28:33,672 --> 00:28:36,299 Jeg har givet så mange noter, men det er stadig det samme. 400 00:28:36,383 --> 00:28:38,718 Jeg finder altid ting, der er i vejen. 401 00:28:38,802 --> 00:28:41,554 -Jeg bør bare gøre det. -Hvis det hjælper noget… 402 00:28:41,638 --> 00:28:43,682 I telefonen: Matt Morris Vicedirektør, A&R 403 00:28:43,765 --> 00:28:44,766 -…er jeg også sådan. -Ja. 404 00:28:44,849 --> 00:28:48,561 Når jeg lytter til "drivers license" tænker jeg: "Vi skulle have gjort sådan!" 405 00:28:48,645 --> 00:28:51,356 Bla, bla, bla. Men det er det største **** hit i verden. 406 00:28:51,439 --> 00:28:52,482 -Ja. -Alle elsker den, 407 00:28:52,565 --> 00:28:54,192 og ingen synes, den fejler noget. 408 00:28:54,275 --> 00:28:55,443 -Nej. -Så… 409 00:28:55,527 --> 00:28:56,569 Ja. 410 00:29:13,461 --> 00:29:17,590 Car rides to Malibu 411 00:29:17,674 --> 00:29:20,510 Strawberry ice cream 412 00:29:21,094 --> 00:29:23,138 One spoon for two 413 00:29:23,221 --> 00:29:26,725 And trading jackets 414 00:29:26,808 --> 00:29:30,437 Laughing 'bout how small it looks on you 415 00:29:34,774 --> 00:29:39,029 Watching reruns of Glee 416 00:29:39,112 --> 00:29:41,990 Being annoying 417 00:29:42,073 --> 00:29:44,242 Singing in harmony 418 00:29:44,325 --> 00:29:47,829 I bet she's bragging 419 00:29:47,912 --> 00:29:51,166 To all her friends saying you're so unique 420 00:29:54,336 --> 00:30:00,091 So when you gonna tell her That we did that too? 421 00:30:00,175 --> 00:30:05,597 She thinks it's special But it's all reused 422 00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,266 That was our place I found it first 423 00:30:08,350 --> 00:30:10,810 I made the jokes You tell to her 424 00:30:10,894 --> 00:30:16,232 When she's with you Do you get déjà vu? 425 00:30:16,316 --> 00:30:21,780 When she's with you Do you get déjà vu? 426 00:30:24,949 --> 00:30:26,993 Do you get déjà vu? 427 00:30:37,545 --> 00:30:42,592 Do you call her And almost say my name 428 00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:47,847 'Cause let's be honest We kinda do sound the same 429 00:30:47,931 --> 00:30:51,184 Another actress 430 00:30:51,267 --> 00:30:54,854 Well, I hate to think That I was just your type 431 00:30:58,149 --> 00:31:04,364 And I'll bet that she knows Billy Joel 'Cause you played her "Uptown Girl" 432 00:31:04,447 --> 00:31:07,033 You're singing it together now 433 00:31:07,117 --> 00:31:12,622 I bet you even tell her how You love her 434 00:31:12,706 --> 00:31:16,126 In between the chorus and the verse 435 00:31:19,004 --> 00:31:24,676 So when you gonna tell her That we did that too? 436 00:31:24,759 --> 00:31:30,140 She thinks it's special But it's all reused 437 00:31:30,223 --> 00:31:32,559 That was the show We talked about 438 00:31:32,642 --> 00:31:35,437 Played you the song She's singing now 439 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:40,817 When she's with you Do you get déjà vu? 440 00:31:40,900 --> 00:31:46,322 When she's with you Do you get déjà vu? 441 00:31:49,576 --> 00:31:51,619 Do you get déjà vu? 442 00:31:51,703 --> 00:31:54,914 Strawberry ice cream in Malibu 443 00:31:54,998 --> 00:31:57,667 Don't act like we didn't do that shit too 444 00:31:57,751 --> 00:32:00,211 You're trading jackets like we used to do 445 00:32:00,295 --> 00:32:02,922 Yeah, everything is all reused 446 00:32:03,006 --> 00:32:05,467 Play her piano, but she doesn't know 447 00:32:05,550 --> 00:32:08,136 That I was the one Who taught you Billy Joel 448 00:32:08,219 --> 00:32:10,764 It's a different girl now But there's nothing new 449 00:32:10,847 --> 00:32:13,516 I know you get déjà vu 450 00:32:21,649 --> 00:32:24,361 I know you get déjà vu 451 00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:39,793 Jeg har tænkt meget på, at man for at komme over hjertesorg, 452 00:32:39,876 --> 00:32:42,462 må tilgive den person, der har forårsaget en smerte, 453 00:32:42,545 --> 00:32:45,674 men jeg tror også, at man er nødt til at tilgive sig selv. 454 00:32:48,385 --> 00:32:53,515 Jeg fandt dette lille digt, som jeg skrev på min telefon. 455 00:32:53,598 --> 00:32:56,643 "I know that I loved you so bad, I let you treat me like that." 456 00:32:57,894 --> 00:32:59,813 Det var godt. Det fangede ens opmærksomhed. 457 00:32:59,896 --> 00:33:01,898 Så det blev første strofe i sangen. 458 00:33:02,482 --> 00:33:03,817 Du skal prøve det. 459 00:33:03,900 --> 00:33:04,901 Oh, look… 460 00:33:04,984 --> 00:33:06,194 Look what we be… 461 00:33:06,277 --> 00:33:08,196 Look what we be… Oh, look what we be… 462 00:33:08,279 --> 00:33:10,115 Okay. Lad os gøre det. 463 00:33:10,198 --> 00:33:11,533 Lidt mere tryk på! 464 00:33:11,616 --> 00:33:13,410 -Det kan jeg godt. -Vær vred! 465 00:33:13,493 --> 00:33:15,245 Du er rasende lige nu. 466 00:33:15,328 --> 00:33:19,082 Nogen har begået en forbrydelse, og du er glad og ked af det. 467 00:33:19,165 --> 00:33:20,750 Der er mange forvirrende følelser. 468 00:33:24,546 --> 00:33:28,550 Jeg kan godt lide teksten: "One heart broke, four hands bloody." 469 00:33:28,633 --> 00:33:30,885 At skylden ligger på to personer. 470 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:35,265 Der skal to til hjertesorg. Man kan ikke få knust sit hjerte, 471 00:33:35,348 --> 00:33:37,976 hvis man ikke har sat sig i en position, hvor man kan blive såret. 472 00:33:41,396 --> 00:33:46,234 At skrive denne sang hjalp mig til at tilgive mig selv. 473 00:33:50,030 --> 00:33:53,533 Know that I loved you so bad 474 00:33:56,703 --> 00:34:00,915 I let you treat me like that 475 00:34:02,667 --> 00:34:06,963 I was your willing accomplice, honey 476 00:34:08,715 --> 00:34:12,385 I watched as you fled the scene 477 00:34:14,471 --> 00:34:18,767 Doe-eyed as you buried me 478 00:34:20,143 --> 00:34:25,440 One heart broke, four hands bloody 479 00:34:28,568 --> 00:34:31,613 Oh, the things I did 480 00:34:32,781 --> 00:34:38,119 Just so I could call you mine 481 00:34:40,372 --> 00:34:43,750 The things you did 482 00:34:43,833 --> 00:34:50,799 Well, I hope I was your favorite crime 483 00:34:52,759 --> 00:34:55,470 Used me as an alibi 484 00:34:55,553 --> 00:34:58,473 I crossed my heart as you crossed the line 485 00:34:58,556 --> 00:35:02,727 And I defended you to all my friends 486 00:35:03,853 --> 00:35:07,107 And now every time a siren sounds 487 00:35:07,190 --> 00:35:09,567 I wonder if you're around 488 00:35:09,651 --> 00:35:13,363 'Cause you know that I'd do it all again 489 00:35:14,322 --> 00:35:17,367 Oh, the things I did 490 00:35:18,535 --> 00:35:22,997 Just so I could call you mine 491 00:35:26,126 --> 00:35:29,462 The things you did 492 00:35:29,546 --> 00:35:36,511 Well, I hope I was your favorite crime 493 00:35:37,887 --> 00:35:41,224 And it's bittersweet To think about the damage that we'd do 494 00:35:41,307 --> 00:35:44,060 'Cause I was going down But I was doing it with you 495 00:35:44,144 --> 00:35:46,980 Yeah, everything we broke And all the trouble that we made 496 00:35:47,063 --> 00:35:53,945 But I say that I hate you With a smile on my face 497 00:35:54,863 --> 00:36:00,076 Oh, look what we became 498 00:36:02,787 --> 00:36:05,915 Oh, the things I did 499 00:36:07,167 --> 00:36:11,963 Just so I could call you mine 500 00:36:14,299 --> 00:36:17,969 Oh, the things you did 501 00:36:18,053 --> 00:36:25,018 Well, I hope I was your favorite crime 502 00:36:26,144 --> 00:36:31,107 Your favorite crime 503 00:36:31,775 --> 00:36:36,654 Your favorite crime 504 00:36:37,322 --> 00:36:39,115 'Cause baby you were mine 505 00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:16,778 "good 4 u" er en anden sang, jeg skrev meget hurtigt. 506 00:37:16,861 --> 00:37:19,614 Jeg elsker, at denne sang udtrykker vrede og smålighed 507 00:37:19,698 --> 00:37:22,826 på en måde, der er mere sjov og sarkastisk 508 00:37:22,909 --> 00:37:25,036 end aggressiv og ondskabsfuld. 509 00:37:25,787 --> 00:37:28,289 Jeg synes, det er stærkere uden alt det der. 510 00:37:28,373 --> 00:37:29,374 Skal jeg tage det ud? 511 00:37:29,457 --> 00:37:31,292 You will never have to hurt… 512 00:37:31,376 --> 00:37:33,503 -Det er bedre uden. -Kan du gøre det igen? 513 00:37:33,586 --> 00:37:34,754 Way you know that I do 514 00:37:34,838 --> 00:37:36,047 Den der. 515 00:37:36,131 --> 00:37:37,716 -Hjalp det? -Ja, det gjorde det. 516 00:37:38,883 --> 00:37:41,302 Jeg synes, det er stærkere uden det andet. 517 00:37:42,095 --> 00:37:44,973 You will never have to hurt The way you know that I do 518 00:37:45,056 --> 00:37:47,517 Ikke engang den lave? Den lille djævel. 519 00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:49,894 -Nej. Slet djævlen. -Kan du ikke lide djævlen? 520 00:37:49,978 --> 00:37:51,229 Well, screw that and screw you 521 00:37:51,312 --> 00:37:54,149 You will never have to hurt The way you know that I do 522 00:37:55,066 --> 00:37:56,401 Jeg elsker det. Der har vi sangen. 523 00:37:56,484 --> 00:37:58,653 -Satan er med på sangen. -Bare slet det. 524 00:37:58,737 --> 00:38:00,363 Lad mig i det mindste høre det. 525 00:38:19,799 --> 00:38:22,510 Well, good for you I guess you moved on really easily 526 00:38:22,594 --> 00:38:25,847 You found a new girl And it only took a couple weeks 527 00:38:25,930 --> 00:38:30,727 Remember when you said That you wanted to give me the world 528 00:38:31,770 --> 00:38:34,898 And good for you, I guess That you've been working on yourself 529 00:38:34,981 --> 00:38:37,859 I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped 530 00:38:37,942 --> 00:38:43,114 Now you can be a better man For your brand-new girl 531 00:38:44,407 --> 00:38:48,119 Good for you You look happy and healthy, not me 532 00:38:48,203 --> 00:38:50,288 If you ever cared to ask 533 00:38:50,372 --> 00:38:51,373 Good for you 534 00:38:51,456 --> 00:38:54,250 You're doing great out there Without me, baby 535 00:38:54,334 --> 00:38:56,211 God, I wish that I could do that 536 00:38:56,294 --> 00:38:59,172 I've lost my mind I've spent the night 537 00:38:59,255 --> 00:39:02,300 Crying on the floor of my bathroom 538 00:39:02,384 --> 00:39:05,512 You're so unaffected I really don't get it 539 00:39:05,595 --> 00:39:08,682 But I guess good for you 540 00:39:14,354 --> 00:39:16,940 And good for you I guess you're getting everything you want 541 00:39:17,023 --> 00:39:20,235 You bought a new car And your career's really taking off 542 00:39:20,318 --> 00:39:22,195 It's like we never even happened, baby 543 00:39:22,278 --> 00:39:25,532 What the **** is up with that? 544 00:39:26,116 --> 00:39:29,369 And good for you It's like you never even met me 545 00:39:29,452 --> 00:39:31,830 Remember when you swore to God I was the only 546 00:39:31,913 --> 00:39:33,248 Person who ever got you? 547 00:39:33,331 --> 00:39:35,083 Well, screw that and screw you 548 00:39:35,166 --> 00:39:38,336 You will never have to hurt The way you know that I do 549 00:39:38,420 --> 00:39:42,507 Well, good for you You look happy and healthy, not me 550 00:39:42,590 --> 00:39:44,884 If you ever cared to ask 551 00:39:44,968 --> 00:39:45,969 Good for you 552 00:39:46,052 --> 00:39:48,680 You're doing great out there Without me, baby 553 00:39:48,763 --> 00:39:50,390 God, I wish that I could do that 554 00:39:50,473 --> 00:39:53,685 I've lost my mind I've spent the night 555 00:39:53,768 --> 00:39:56,813 Crying on the floor of my bathroom 556 00:39:56,896 --> 00:39:59,983 You're so unaffected I really don't get it 557 00:40:00,066 --> 00:40:03,611 But I guess good for you 558 00:40:20,628 --> 00:40:23,506 Maybe I'm too emotional 559 00:40:23,590 --> 00:40:26,718 Your apathy's like a wound in salt 560 00:40:26,801 --> 00:40:29,512 Maybe I'm too emotional 561 00:40:29,596 --> 00:40:32,474 Or maybe you never cared at all 562 00:40:32,557 --> 00:40:35,518 Maybe I'm too emotional 563 00:40:35,602 --> 00:40:38,813 Your apathy's like a wound in salt 564 00:40:38,897 --> 00:40:41,649 Maybe I'm too emotional 565 00:40:41,733 --> 00:40:45,987 Or maybe you never cared at all 566 00:40:46,654 --> 00:40:48,156 Well, good for you 567 00:40:48,239 --> 00:40:50,950 You look happy and healthy, not me 568 00:40:51,034 --> 00:40:53,203 If you ever cared to ask 569 00:40:53,286 --> 00:40:54,287 Good for you 570 00:40:54,371 --> 00:40:56,915 You're doing great out there Without me 571 00:40:56,998 --> 00:40:58,875 Like a damn sociopath 572 00:40:58,958 --> 00:41:01,961 I've lost my mind I've spent the night 573 00:41:02,045 --> 00:41:05,090 Crying on the floor of my bathroom 574 00:41:05,173 --> 00:41:08,301 You're so unaffected I really don't get it 575 00:41:08,385 --> 00:41:11,596 But I guess good for you 576 00:41:16,810 --> 00:41:20,355 Well, good for you I guess you moved on really easily 577 00:41:31,741 --> 00:41:34,494 Jeg tænkte på, hvordan jeg skrev "enough for you," 578 00:41:34,994 --> 00:41:39,666 og jeg skrev den faktisk på gulvet i mit værelse i Salt Lake City, 579 00:41:39,749 --> 00:41:41,459 mens jeg kiggede ind i et stort spejl. 580 00:41:41,543 --> 00:41:44,421 Jeg havde min guitar, og jeg spillede til mig selv i spejlet, 581 00:41:44,504 --> 00:41:48,675 hvilket er ret sjovt, når man tænker på, hvad sangen handler om. 582 00:41:48,758 --> 00:41:50,510 På det tidspunkt 583 00:41:50,593 --> 00:41:54,514 følte jeg mig bare ekstremt underlegen. 584 00:41:56,182 --> 00:41:58,393 En underlegenhed, som jeg kun tror, man oplever, 585 00:41:58,476 --> 00:42:01,187 når man er dybt forelsket i nogen. 586 00:42:01,271 --> 00:42:04,024 Og at føle, at man ikke er god nok til en, 587 00:42:04,107 --> 00:42:08,486 som er hele ens verden, er virkelig hårdt. 588 00:42:09,362 --> 00:42:12,115 Men jeg kan godt lide, at sangen starter 589 00:42:12,824 --> 00:42:14,409 på en meget selvudslettende måde 590 00:42:14,492 --> 00:42:16,828 og bliver mere håbefuld i slutningen. 591 00:42:20,290 --> 00:42:25,545 'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough 592 00:42:25,628 --> 00:42:31,176 But I don't think anything Could ever be enough 593 00:42:31,259 --> 00:42:35,513 For you 594 00:42:36,389 --> 00:42:38,099 Enough for you 595 00:42:41,144 --> 00:42:43,688 No, nothing's enough for you 596 00:42:48,151 --> 00:42:50,862 -Hvad er der galt? -Jeg er ked af det. Jeg ved det ikke. 597 00:42:51,946 --> 00:42:53,156 Kan du heller ikke lide den? 598 00:42:53,239 --> 00:42:55,617 -Jeg ved det ikke. -Hvad kan du ikke lide ved den? 599 00:42:55,700 --> 00:42:58,745 Den lyder som alle de andre sange på albummet, 600 00:42:58,828 --> 00:43:00,121 det er bare nogle andre ord. 601 00:43:02,165 --> 00:43:04,584 Okay. Skal vi bruge elektrisk guitar? 602 00:43:08,463 --> 00:43:09,673 Vil det hjælpe? 603 00:43:10,382 --> 00:43:11,383 Det ved jeg ikke. 604 00:43:12,008 --> 00:43:13,009 Okay. 605 00:43:14,969 --> 00:43:18,098 Det var i slutningen af processen med at lave albummet. 606 00:43:18,181 --> 00:43:20,809 Og jeg kan bare huske, at jeg hørte sangen og tænkte: 607 00:43:20,892 --> 00:43:22,477 "Alt er i vejen med den sang." 608 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:24,729 Og jeg elsker sangen og teksten og melodien, 609 00:43:24,813 --> 00:43:26,356 men jeg tænkte bare: 610 00:43:26,439 --> 00:43:28,692 "Guitaren er ikke rigtig. Det er forkert tempo. 611 00:43:28,775 --> 00:43:30,985 Jeg kan ikke lide den. Jeg kan ikke synge den…" 612 00:43:31,069 --> 00:43:33,029 Der var så mange problemer i mit hoved. 613 00:43:33,113 --> 00:43:34,614 Vicedirektør for A&R, Interscope 614 00:43:34,698 --> 00:43:36,491 Jeg ville ønske, den var mere følelsesfuld. 615 00:43:36,574 --> 00:43:38,993 Hvis man ikke lytter godt efter teksten, 616 00:43:39,077 --> 00:43:42,080 vil man ikke forstå, hvad der foregår. 617 00:43:42,163 --> 00:43:45,375 Jeg tror, du overtænker det helt vildt. 618 00:43:45,458 --> 00:43:47,794 -Enig. Der er vildt mange følelser. -Helt vildt. 619 00:43:47,877 --> 00:43:48,878 Helt vildt. 620 00:43:48,962 --> 00:43:53,133 Der er vildt mange følelser. Den skærer mig i hjertet hver gang. 621 00:43:59,764 --> 00:44:00,765 Som barnestjerne 622 00:44:00,849 --> 00:44:03,351 får man konstant at vide, at man er fantastisk, 623 00:44:03,435 --> 00:44:06,187 man gør det mindste, og så siger folk: "Du er en stjerne." 624 00:44:08,064 --> 00:44:10,442 Og det har gjort mig meget desillusioneret 625 00:44:10,525 --> 00:44:11,526 fra en ung alder. 626 00:44:11,609 --> 00:44:13,778 Jeg tænkte, de ville sige hvad som helst til mig. 627 00:44:13,862 --> 00:44:17,032 Og så gik jeg i den modsatte grøft 628 00:44:17,115 --> 00:44:19,826 og tænkte, at alt, hvad jeg gjorde, var vildt dårligt. 629 00:44:19,909 --> 00:44:22,245 Jeg blev min egen indre kritiker, sådan: 630 00:44:22,328 --> 00:44:24,456 "Nej, du kan altid gøre det bedre." 631 00:44:24,539 --> 00:44:27,042 Jeg troede aldrig på det, når nogen sagde, jeg var god. 632 00:44:27,959 --> 00:44:31,796 Jeg søgte min fars selskab meget i den periode, 633 00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:35,216 for han var den eneste, som jeg troede, ville sige sandheden, 634 00:44:35,300 --> 00:44:38,219 og det var ret hårdt at forlige mig med det i en ung alder, 635 00:44:38,303 --> 00:44:39,763 at jeg ikke kunne stole på nogen, 636 00:44:39,846 --> 00:44:42,349 og at ingen ville fortælle mig, hvis jeg lavede en fejl. 637 00:44:44,601 --> 00:44:46,603 Dan er også sådan for mig. 638 00:44:46,686 --> 00:44:49,105 Dan er virkelig også en person, 639 00:44:49,189 --> 00:44:52,067 der helt uden forbehold vil sige: 640 00:44:52,150 --> 00:44:54,819 "Lad være med det. Det ville jeg ikke gøre i dine sko." 641 00:44:54,903 --> 00:44:56,404 Hvilket jeg sætter stor pris på, 642 00:44:56,488 --> 00:44:59,657 for der er ikke ret mange, der bekymrer sig nok til at være ærlige. 643 00:44:59,741 --> 00:45:00,742 Forstår du? 644 00:45:00,825 --> 00:45:03,411 Der er en særlig slags omsorg og godhed 645 00:45:03,495 --> 00:45:06,623 i have modet til at hjælpe folk på den måde. 646 00:45:20,178 --> 00:45:26,059 I wore makeup when we dated 'Cause I thought you'd like me more 647 00:45:26,142 --> 00:45:32,440 If I looked like the other prom queens I know that you loved before 648 00:45:32,524 --> 00:45:37,028 Tried so hard to be Everything that you liked 649 00:45:37,696 --> 00:45:43,284 Just for you to say You're not the compliment type 650 00:45:44,911 --> 00:45:50,959 And I knew how you took your coffee And your favorite songs by heart 651 00:45:51,042 --> 00:45:56,506 I read all of your self-help books So you'd think that I was smart 652 00:45:56,589 --> 00:46:01,344 Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me 653 00:46:02,804 --> 00:46:07,642 I knew from the start This is exactly how you'd leave 654 00:46:08,143 --> 00:46:13,690 You found someone more exciting The next second you were gone 655 00:46:14,691 --> 00:46:19,863 And you left me there crying Wondering what I did wrong 656 00:46:19,946 --> 00:46:26,161 And you always say I'm never satisfied But I don't think that's true 657 00:46:27,078 --> 00:46:32,083 'Cause all I ever wanted Was to be enough for you 658 00:46:33,168 --> 00:46:38,173 Yeah, all I ever wanted Was to be enough for you 659 00:46:41,551 --> 00:46:47,640 And maybe I'm just not as interesting As the girls you had before 660 00:46:47,724 --> 00:46:53,813 But God, you couldn't have cared less About someone who loved you more 661 00:46:53,897 --> 00:46:58,109 I'd say you broke my heart But you broke much more than that 662 00:46:58,985 --> 00:47:04,157 Now I don't want your sympathy I just want myself back 663 00:47:04,240 --> 00:47:10,413 Before you found someone more exciting The next second you were gone 664 00:47:11,498 --> 00:47:16,670 And you left me there crying Wondering what I did wrong 665 00:47:16,753 --> 00:47:22,926 And you always say I'm never satisfied But I don't think that's true 666 00:47:23,885 --> 00:47:29,140 'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough 667 00:47:29,224 --> 00:47:35,397 And don't you think I loved you too much To be used and discarded? 668 00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:42,112 Don't you think I loved you too much To think I deserve nothing? 669 00:47:42,195 --> 00:47:47,534 But don't tell me you're sorry, boy Feel sorry for yourself 670 00:47:48,326 --> 00:47:53,957 'Cause someday I'll be everything To somebody else 671 00:47:58,169 --> 00:48:01,589 They'll think that I am so exciting 672 00:48:05,176 --> 00:48:08,805 Then you'll be the one who's crying 673 00:48:09,931 --> 00:48:14,644 Yeah, you always say I'm never satisfied 674 00:48:14,728 --> 00:48:17,188 But I don't think that's true 675 00:48:17,897 --> 00:48:23,319 You say I'm never satisfied But that's not me, it's you 676 00:48:24,154 --> 00:48:29,117 'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough 677 00:48:29,868 --> 00:48:35,999 But I don't think anything Could ever be enough 678 00:48:36,082 --> 00:48:39,961 For you 679 00:48:41,755 --> 00:48:43,465 Enough for you 680 00:48:47,260 --> 00:48:50,388 No, nothing's enough for you 681 00:49:06,112 --> 00:49:09,574 PÅ HJØRNET I WINSLOW, ARIZONA 682 00:49:09,657 --> 00:49:10,658 Hvad er det? 683 00:49:10,742 --> 00:49:11,743 Aner det ikke. 684 00:49:13,870 --> 00:49:15,622 -Er du klar? -Det tror jeg. 685 00:49:16,456 --> 00:49:19,626 You betrayed me 686 00:49:19,709 --> 00:49:23,963 And I know that you'll never feel sorry 687 00:49:24,047 --> 00:49:26,591 For the way I hurt, yeah 688 00:49:26,675 --> 00:49:28,343 You talked to her 689 00:49:28,885 --> 00:49:30,470 Du har ret. Jeg kan ikke lide… 690 00:49:31,429 --> 00:49:32,263 Der må… 691 00:49:32,347 --> 00:49:33,640 The way I hurt, yeah 692 00:49:33,723 --> 00:49:37,644 You talked to her When we were together 693 00:49:37,727 --> 00:49:42,440 Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter 694 00:49:49,698 --> 00:49:53,201 "traitor" er en mine yndlingssange, jeg har skrevet. 695 00:49:54,119 --> 00:49:55,412 Jeg elsker teksten: 696 00:49:55,495 --> 00:49:57,580 "I guess you didn't cheat, but you're still a traitor." 697 00:49:57,664 --> 00:50:00,083 Jeg synes, det er en meget præcis måde at beskrive 698 00:50:00,166 --> 00:50:02,711 den smertefulde følelse af svigt, man får, 699 00:50:02,794 --> 00:50:05,797 når en person kommer så hurtigt videre. 700 00:50:06,715 --> 00:50:10,343 Og det er nok det hårdeste ved at være sangskriver. 701 00:50:10,427 --> 00:50:13,013 Man dykker ned i nogle virkelig smertefulde følelser. 702 00:50:13,763 --> 00:50:16,641 Man kan ikke lyve for sig selv, når man skriver en sang. 703 00:50:17,183 --> 00:50:18,643 Jeg kan i hvert fald ikke. 704 00:52:38,950 --> 00:52:43,580 Brown, guilty eyes And little white lies, yeah 705 00:52:43,663 --> 00:52:47,042 I played dumb, but I always knew 706 00:52:48,960 --> 00:52:53,506 That you talked to her maybe Did even worse 707 00:52:53,590 --> 00:52:57,469 I kept quiet so I could keep you 708 00:52:58,386 --> 00:53:00,347 And ain't it funny 709 00:53:01,639 --> 00:53:08,063 How you ran to her The second that we called it quits? 710 00:53:08,938 --> 00:53:10,607 Ain't it funny 711 00:53:11,358 --> 00:53:18,031 How you said you were friends? Now it sure as hell don't look like it 712 00:53:19,199 --> 00:53:21,951 You betrayed me 713 00:53:22,452 --> 00:53:27,082 And I know that you'll never feel sorry 714 00:53:27,582 --> 00:53:30,293 For the way I hurt, yeah 715 00:53:30,377 --> 00:53:35,090 You talked to her When we were together 716 00:53:35,173 --> 00:53:40,095 Loved you at your worst But that didn't matter 717 00:53:40,178 --> 00:53:45,308 It took you two weeks To go off and date her 718 00:53:45,392 --> 00:53:51,356 Guess you didn't cheat But you're still a traitor 719 00:53:56,111 --> 00:53:58,405 God, I wish that you Had thought this through 720 00:53:58,488 --> 00:54:02,450 Before I went and fell in love with you 721 00:54:05,745 --> 00:54:08,248 And when she's sleeping in the bed we made 722 00:54:08,331 --> 00:54:10,667 Don't you dare forget about the way 723 00:54:10,750 --> 00:54:13,837 You betrayed me 724 00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:19,134 'Cause I know that you'll never feel sorry 725 00:54:19,217 --> 00:54:21,803 For the way I hurt, yeah 726 00:54:21,886 --> 00:54:26,433 You talked to her When we were together 727 00:54:26,516 --> 00:54:31,688 You gave me your word But that didn't matter 728 00:54:31,771 --> 00:54:36,735 It took you two weeks To go off and date her 729 00:54:36,818 --> 00:54:41,031 Guess you didn't cheat But you're still 730 00:54:41,114 --> 00:54:48,121 You're still a traitor 731 00:54:49,706 --> 00:54:52,500 Yeah, you're still a traitor 732 00:54:57,881 --> 00:55:00,216 God, I wish that you Had thought this through 733 00:55:00,300 --> 00:55:04,220 Before I went and fell in love with you 734 00:55:39,255 --> 00:55:41,883 Dan og jeg er gået fra forstanden. 735 00:55:41,966 --> 00:55:44,094 Fem dage før deadline på tracklisten Marts 2021 736 00:55:44,177 --> 00:55:45,178 Over hvad? 737 00:55:45,261 --> 00:55:47,847 Vi vil have endnu en optimistisk sang på pladen. 738 00:55:47,931 --> 00:55:50,725 Vent lige lidt. Der er ikke noget "vi" i den samtale. 739 00:55:50,809 --> 00:55:52,102 Jeg vil have endnu en… 740 00:55:52,185 --> 00:55:54,562 Olivia vil have endnu en optimistisk sang på pladen. 741 00:55:55,230 --> 00:55:56,815 Og vi kan ikke vælge hvilken sang. 742 00:55:57,607 --> 00:55:58,608 Hvad mener du? 743 00:55:58,692 --> 00:56:01,861 Vi har gennemgået de sange, jeg har optaget på min telefon. 744 00:56:01,945 --> 00:56:04,614 Hvad gør man, når man har fem dage til at vælge sange, 745 00:56:04,698 --> 00:56:06,157 og man skifter mening hver dag? 746 00:56:06,241 --> 00:56:09,160 Jeg skifter ikke mening hver dag! Jeg har altid villet have det! 747 00:56:13,289 --> 00:56:15,625 I got my driver's license 748 00:56:15,709 --> 00:56:16,751 Er det B, eller… 749 00:56:18,503 --> 00:56:20,088 -Driver's license… -Nej, det er bes. 750 00:56:20,171 --> 00:56:21,715 -Ja, det er bes. -Okay. 751 00:56:21,798 --> 00:56:24,676 Skal vi… Lad os skrive en sang i dag. 752 00:56:24,759 --> 00:56:26,845 -I hvad? I… -I gis-mol. 753 00:56:31,641 --> 00:56:33,143 -Hvad er det? -Det ved jeg ikke 754 00:56:33,226 --> 00:56:34,227 Det er cool. 755 00:56:39,941 --> 00:56:41,901 -Hvad? -Jeg optager det, så jeg ikke glemmer det. 756 00:56:41,985 --> 00:56:42,986 Så godt. 757 00:56:45,572 --> 00:56:46,573 Så godt. 758 00:56:57,250 --> 00:57:02,297 Well, I I wanna cry now 759 00:57:03,256 --> 00:57:04,841 Så godt, Dan. Jeg elsker det. 760 00:57:11,806 --> 00:57:15,560 Tell me so 761 00:57:22,025 --> 00:57:23,276 Og her kommer der… 762 00:57:35,872 --> 00:57:37,123 -Fedt. -Jeg elsker det. 763 00:57:37,207 --> 00:57:39,084 Det ville være fedt at have en, der hed "brutal." 764 00:57:39,584 --> 00:57:41,503 Og hvor der er en linje, der siger… 765 00:57:41,586 --> 00:57:44,714 Du ved, verset er sådan: "People are mean, world is cruel," 766 00:57:44,798 --> 00:57:46,049 og så kommer linjen, 767 00:57:46,132 --> 00:57:48,760 sådan: "God, it's brutal out here." 768 00:57:48,843 --> 00:57:51,388 -Det kan jeg lide. "It's brutal out here." -Kan du? 769 00:57:52,013 --> 00:57:53,181 Det er lidt punket. 770 00:57:53,264 --> 00:57:55,433 Klart. Det kan jeg faktisk godt lide. 771 00:57:55,517 --> 00:57:57,435 -Okay. -Jeg kan lide det. 772 00:57:57,519 --> 00:57:58,770 "God, it's brutal out here." 773 00:58:02,565 --> 00:58:07,487 "brutal," optagelse et. Og den eneste optagelse. 774 00:58:08,196 --> 00:58:10,198 Vi skrev den i går. 775 00:58:10,281 --> 00:58:12,492 Okay. Er der forsinkelse på? 776 00:58:12,575 --> 00:58:16,037 -Jeg er så… Jeg kan ikke høre noget. -Kan du ikke… Nå, fordi… 777 00:58:16,663 --> 00:58:17,664 Prøv nu. 778 00:58:17,747 --> 00:58:21,251 I'm so insecure I think That I'll die before I drink 779 00:58:21,334 --> 00:58:22,377 -Godt. -Fungerer det? 780 00:58:22,460 --> 00:58:24,337 Jeg æder bare den her mikrofon. 781 00:58:24,421 --> 00:58:25,672 Æd mikrofonen. 782 00:58:27,007 --> 00:58:28,133 Det er fire, ikke? 783 00:58:28,216 --> 00:58:32,137 Fire gange. Kom så! Tre. Ni! 784 00:58:32,220 --> 00:58:35,932 I'm so insecure I think That I'll die before I drink 785 00:58:36,016 --> 00:58:39,769 I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me and who hates you 786 00:58:39,853 --> 00:58:43,481 I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life 787 00:58:43,565 --> 00:58:47,277 And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause I'm the girl that they exploited 788 00:58:47,360 --> 00:58:51,156 And I'm so sick of 17 Where's my **** teenage dream? 789 00:58:51,239 --> 00:58:54,951 If someone tells me one more time Enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry 790 00:58:55,035 --> 00:58:58,747 And I wish I was someone else I'm anxious and no one can help 791 00:58:58,830 --> 00:59:02,792 And I wish I'd done this before And I wish people liked me more 792 00:59:04,002 --> 00:59:08,798 Det er sådan en god sang, Dan. Jeg er glad for, vi lavede den hurtigt. 793 00:59:09,549 --> 00:59:10,967 -Det skal være sjovt, ikke? -Jo. 794 00:59:11,051 --> 00:59:12,302 Er det ikke formålet? 795 00:59:12,385 --> 00:59:14,763 -Jo. -Nej, det er ikke sjovt at lave musik. 796 00:59:14,846 --> 00:59:16,222 Aldrig. Slet ikke vores musik. 797 00:59:16,306 --> 00:59:18,350 -Det er meget seriøst. -Deprimerende. 798 00:59:40,872 --> 00:59:44,209 Jeg kan huske, jeg følte mig fanget 799 00:59:45,043 --> 00:59:50,965 og kastet ind i en situation, som jeg ikke var klar til. 800 00:59:51,049 --> 00:59:53,259 Det skete fra den ene dag til den anden. 801 00:59:53,343 --> 00:59:55,178 Lige pludselig kigger alle på en, 802 00:59:55,261 --> 00:59:57,847 og jeg tænker bare: "Gud, vil jeg overhovedet det her?" 803 00:59:57,931 --> 00:59:59,557 Det er det store spørgsmål. 804 01:00:00,892 --> 01:00:03,812 Og jeg elskede den tekst: "Who am I if not exploited?" 805 01:00:03,895 --> 01:00:07,732 Og jeg følte mig så vild, da jeg skrev det. 806 01:00:07,816 --> 01:00:10,485 Jeg tænkte bare: "Ja! Det var præcis, hvad jeg ville sige." 807 01:00:27,669 --> 01:00:30,088 Den periode i mit liv var meget mærkelig. 808 01:00:30,171 --> 01:00:33,049 Og jeg kan huske, jeg følte mig ensom. 809 01:00:33,133 --> 01:00:35,385 Og jeg ville enormt gerne have en kæreste. 810 01:00:35,468 --> 01:00:38,555 Og det var et tidspunkt, 811 01:00:38,638 --> 01:00:41,391 hvor jeg læste, 812 01:00:41,474 --> 01:00:44,769 hvad folk sagde om mig på nettet eller i aviser. 813 01:00:45,311 --> 01:00:47,480 Og jeg var stadig ved at komme mig over bruddet 814 01:00:47,564 --> 01:00:50,775 og alt dramaet omkring det. 815 01:00:50,859 --> 01:00:52,444 Vi var ved at gøre pladen færdig. 816 01:00:53,528 --> 01:00:54,946 Der skete så mange ting. 817 01:00:55,697 --> 01:00:57,782 Alt kulminerede på én gang. 818 01:01:18,178 --> 01:01:22,223 I'm so insecure I think That I'll die before I drink 819 01:01:22,307 --> 01:01:26,019 I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me and who hates you 820 01:01:26,102 --> 01:01:29,898 And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life 821 01:01:29,981 --> 01:01:33,818 And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause who am I if not exploited 822 01:01:33,902 --> 01:01:37,655 I'm so sick of 17 Where's my **** teenage dream? 823 01:01:37,739 --> 01:01:41,576 If someone tells me one more time Enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry 824 01:01:41,659 --> 01:01:45,413 And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious and nothing can help 825 01:01:45,497 --> 01:01:49,292 And I wish I'd done this before And I wish people liked me more 826 01:01:49,376 --> 01:01:53,213 All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get 827 01:01:53,296 --> 01:01:55,757 Unrelentlessly upset 828 01:01:56,925 --> 01:02:00,970 They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear 829 01:02:01,054 --> 01:02:02,847 Ego crush is so severe 830 01:02:02,931 --> 01:02:04,933 God, it's brutal out here 831 01:02:12,607 --> 01:02:16,403 I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived 832 01:02:16,486 --> 01:02:20,156 I only have two real friends And lately I'm a nervous wreck 833 01:02:20,240 --> 01:02:24,077 'Cause I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write 834 01:02:24,160 --> 01:02:28,039 And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart And I can't even parallel park 835 01:02:28,123 --> 01:02:31,876 All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get 836 01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:34,129 Unrelentlessly upset 837 01:02:35,630 --> 01:02:39,676 They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear 838 01:02:39,759 --> 01:02:41,553 Ego crush is so severe 839 01:02:41,636 --> 01:02:43,722 God, it's brutal out here 840 01:03:07,620 --> 01:03:14,169 Got a broken ego, broken heart 841 01:03:16,796 --> 01:03:22,010 And God, I don't even know where 842 01:03:23,053 --> 01:03:24,512 To start 843 01:03:41,196 --> 01:03:43,615 "hope ur ok" var den sidste sang, vi lavede til pladen. 844 01:03:43,698 --> 01:03:48,703 Jeg havde lyst til at skrive en klassisk historiefortæller-sang, 845 01:03:48,787 --> 01:03:50,747 der sluttede albummet af på en håbefuld måde. 846 01:03:51,247 --> 01:03:54,125 Selv midt i den hjertesorg og smerte, 847 01:03:54,209 --> 01:03:55,794 som jeg synger om på albummet, 848 01:03:55,877 --> 01:03:58,421 er der også en masse håb i at afslutte et forhold 849 01:03:58,505 --> 01:04:00,382 og begynde et nyt kapitel. 850 01:04:08,223 --> 01:04:09,891 Jeg elsker teksten i den sang. 851 01:04:09,974 --> 01:04:13,061 For eksempel: "I hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush." 852 01:04:13,144 --> 01:04:15,522 Jeg skrev den sang på mit værelse eller i stuen. 853 01:04:15,605 --> 01:04:18,149 Jeg gik ind i det andet rum, hvor min far var, og spurgte: 854 01:04:18,233 --> 01:04:21,069 "Hey, far. Hvad er den bedste hånd, man kan have?" 855 01:04:21,152 --> 01:04:23,697 Han sagde: "Royal flush." Jeg sagde: "Perfekt. Det rimer." 856 01:04:23,780 --> 01:04:26,241 Og så gik jeg tilbage og brugte det i sangen. 857 01:04:29,786 --> 01:04:31,621 Hvad synes du om rækkefølgen? 858 01:04:32,789 --> 01:04:34,582 Lad os optage det her og tale bagefter. 859 01:04:34,666 --> 01:04:35,959 -Jeg har mange tanker. -Okay. 860 01:04:36,459 --> 01:04:39,629 Men lad os komme videre. 861 01:04:39,713 --> 01:04:43,258 Jeg vil bare have "brutal" til at være den første sang. 862 01:04:43,341 --> 01:04:45,301 -Vil du virkelig det? -Ja. 863 01:04:46,886 --> 01:04:48,930 Så får jeg nok at lave denne weekend. 864 01:04:49,014 --> 01:04:50,015 Ja. 865 01:04:51,599 --> 01:04:55,020 Vent lidt. Undskyld, jeg var ikke klar. Jeg var ikke klar. 866 01:04:55,103 --> 01:04:56,104 Okay, jeg er klar. 867 01:04:57,022 --> 01:05:03,403 And when the clouds won't iron out And the monsters creep into your house 868 01:05:03,486 --> 01:05:07,115 And every door is hard to close 869 01:05:07,782 --> 01:05:09,743 Well, I hope you know 870 01:05:13,163 --> 01:05:16,875 Cool. Jeg synes… Cool. Det er godt. Skønt. 871 01:05:16,958 --> 01:05:19,878 Jeg har… Syng det to gange, og så giver jeg kommentarer. 872 01:05:19,961 --> 01:05:20,962 Okay. 873 01:05:21,046 --> 01:05:22,964 Du skal vænne dig til at synge det i mikrofonen. 874 01:05:23,048 --> 01:05:25,216 Skal rytmen være højere? Er det okay… 875 01:05:25,300 --> 01:05:28,011 -Kan du skrue op for min stemme? -Din stemme? 876 01:05:28,094 --> 01:05:29,512 Ja. Jeg er narcissist. 877 01:05:30,013 --> 01:05:31,139 Vent lidt. 878 01:05:31,222 --> 01:05:37,062 Sidste optagelse til SOUR 30. marts 2021 879 01:05:49,866 --> 01:05:52,202 -Jeg tror, vi gjorde det, Dan! -Ja? 880 01:05:52,285 --> 01:05:53,328 Skal jeg trykke den? 881 01:05:53,411 --> 01:05:54,996 -Ja. -Ja. Har du det godt med den? 882 01:05:55,080 --> 01:05:57,040 Jeg begynder at græde! 883 01:05:59,042 --> 01:06:00,835 -Jeg begynder at græde. -Hvor trist. 884 01:06:00,919 --> 01:06:03,088 -Hvor trist. -Det er så mærkeligt. 885 01:06:04,255 --> 01:06:08,677 Det er så mærkeligt. Jeg har brugt et år af mit liv i dette studie. 886 01:06:10,428 --> 01:06:13,473 Ja. Det bliver aldrig det samme igen. 887 01:06:13,973 --> 01:06:16,101 Nej. Forhåbentlig ikke. 888 01:06:16,184 --> 01:06:19,062 Forhåbentlig er jeg ikke så trist på den næste **** plade. 889 01:06:20,689 --> 01:06:22,857 Det er en bittersød følelse. 890 01:06:23,483 --> 01:06:25,110 Ja. Meget bittersød. 891 01:06:25,193 --> 01:06:28,363 Det er en sidste skoledag-agtig følelse. 892 01:06:35,245 --> 01:06:38,873 Når man er såret og ulykkelig, 893 01:06:38,957 --> 01:06:42,711 og man formår at forvandle det til noget, man er stolt af, 894 01:06:42,794 --> 01:06:44,546 og som andre kan få glæde af, 895 01:06:44,629 --> 01:06:51,386 og som bringer tolerance og lys og lykke ind i verden… 896 01:06:51,469 --> 01:06:53,471 Der er ikke noget bedre end det. 897 01:06:53,555 --> 01:06:55,807 Og der går ikke en dag, 898 01:06:55,890 --> 01:06:58,143 hvor jeg ikke er taknemmelig for den mulighed 899 01:06:58,226 --> 01:07:01,563 og så stolt af mig selv over at have gjort det. 900 01:07:07,402 --> 01:07:10,947 Jeg er blevet fem år ældre på et år. 901 01:07:11,031 --> 01:07:14,367 Jeg føler mig som en anden person på en god måde. 902 01:07:14,451 --> 01:07:18,621 Jeg har lært at være stærk og at forsvare mig selv. 903 01:07:18,705 --> 01:07:21,499 Og jeg ville bare gerne fortælle folk, hvad der foregik 904 01:07:21,583 --> 01:07:25,045 dybt i mit hjerte og i mit hoved 905 01:07:25,128 --> 01:07:27,464 med stolthed. 906 01:07:30,633 --> 01:07:34,763 Jeg synes, der er en stor styrke i det, især som ung kvinde. 907 01:08:17,972 --> 01:08:23,937 I knew a boy once when I was small A towhead blond with eyes of salt 908 01:08:24,020 --> 01:08:26,815 He played the drum in the marching band 909 01:08:30,026 --> 01:08:36,282 His parents cared more about the Bible Than being good to their own child 910 01:08:36,366 --> 01:08:39,160 He wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad 911 01:08:41,496 --> 01:08:45,792 And somehow we fell out of touch 912 01:08:47,210 --> 01:08:52,048 Hope he took his bad deal And made a royal flush 913 01:08:53,800 --> 01:08:58,013 Don't know if I'll see you again someday 914 01:08:59,389 --> 01:09:01,433 But if you're out there 915 01:09:04,519 --> 01:09:06,813 I hope that you're okay 916 01:09:19,409 --> 01:09:25,540 My middle school friend grew up alone She raised her brothers on her own 917 01:09:25,623 --> 01:09:28,376 Her parents hated who she loved 918 01:09:31,588 --> 01:09:34,841 She couldn't wait to go to college 919 01:09:34,924 --> 01:09:38,261 She was tired 'cause she was brought into 920 01:09:38,345 --> 01:09:42,015 A world where family was merely blood 921 01:09:42,807 --> 01:09:47,645 Does she know how proud I am She was created 922 01:09:49,022 --> 01:09:54,277 With the courage to unlearn All of their hatred 923 01:09:55,362 --> 01:09:59,366 We don't talk much, but I just gotta say 924 01:10:01,451 --> 01:10:02,660 I miss you 925 01:10:05,997 --> 01:10:08,291 And I hope that you're okay 926 01:10:08,375 --> 01:10:14,464 Address the letters To the holes in my butterfly wings 927 01:10:14,547 --> 01:10:20,762 Nothing's forever Nothing's as good as it seems 928 01:10:20,845 --> 01:10:26,935 And when the clouds won't iron out And the monsters creep into your house 929 01:10:27,018 --> 01:10:29,854 And every door is hard to close 930 01:10:31,398 --> 01:10:36,820 Well I hope you know how proud I am You were created 931 01:10:38,154 --> 01:10:43,243 With the courage to unlearn All of their hatred 932 01:10:44,160 --> 01:10:48,581 And God, I hope that you're happier today 933 01:10:50,500 --> 01:10:52,127 'Cause I love you 934 01:10:55,130 --> 01:10:57,424 And I hope that you're okay 935 01:11:07,642 --> 01:11:09,978 I hope that you're okay 936 01:12:10,997 --> 01:12:14,459 I know you're with somebody new 937 01:12:14,542 --> 01:12:18,213 But I can't write a song That's not all about you 938 01:12:18,296 --> 01:12:21,174 It's not fair, baby 939 01:12:21,675 --> 01:12:24,678 How come it's so easy 940 01:12:25,512 --> 01:12:28,848 For you to forget everything you said? 941 01:12:29,683 --> 01:12:33,186 Like how I was the best girl That you'd ever met 942 01:12:33,269 --> 01:12:36,773 Guess you take it back 943 01:12:36,856 --> 01:12:40,485 Should've expected that 944 01:12:42,946 --> 01:12:48,034 But when I say I'm fine I'm lying really well 945 01:12:48,118 --> 01:12:51,996 'Cause I can't love anyone else 946 01:12:52,080 --> 01:12:55,166 And I'm so jealous that you can 947 01:12:55,667 --> 01:12:58,878 Scared I'll never feel that again 948 01:12:58,962 --> 01:13:03,800 'Cause I still can't call anyone "baby" 949 01:13:03,883 --> 01:13:07,303 'Cause "baby" is still you to me 950 01:13:07,387 --> 01:13:10,724 Don't you think I wanna move on too? 951 01:13:11,474 --> 01:13:17,689 But I can't love anyone the way The way I loved you 952 01:16:09,027 --> 01:16:11,029 Tekster af: Rie Hededal Nielsen