WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:34.904 --> 00:00:36.253 [tires screeching] 4 00:00:36.297 --> 00:00:37.863 [crash] 5 00:00:40.127 --> 00:00:42.346 [electric buzzing] 6 00:00:49.527 --> 00:00:51.790 [heartbeat thumping] 7 00:00:54.619 --> 00:00:56.621 [gasping] 8 00:01:41.188 --> 00:01:43.146 [chattering on TV] 9 00:01:47.411 --> 00:01:49.587 [heartbeat continues] 10 00:01:53.939 --> 00:01:55.680 Welcome back to the world of the living. 11 00:01:55.724 --> 00:01:58.205 [TV chattering continues] 12 00:02:01.730 --> 00:02:04.385 [indistinct PA announcement] So? 13 00:02:06.300 --> 00:02:10.521 [echoing] Good morning, Tessa. I'm Dr. Sarkisian. 14 00:02:10.565 --> 00:02:13.002 You've been in a very bad car accident. 15 00:02:13.045 --> 00:02:15.613 You ruptured your heart due to trauma, 16 00:02:15.657 --> 00:02:18.703 which we were forced to repair surgically. 17 00:02:20.227 --> 00:02:21.402 Tessa? 18 00:02:21.445 --> 00:02:24.796 [laughter, chattering on TV] 19 00:02:30.150 --> 00:02:32.587 [seagulls squawking] 20 00:02:38.767 --> 00:02:41.204 [ship horn blows in distance] 21 00:03:07.491 --> 00:03:09.754 [dishes clattering] 22 00:03:12.017 --> 00:03:13.541 Morning. 23 00:03:14.281 --> 00:03:16.848 Morning. I made pancakes. 24 00:03:16.892 --> 00:03:19.938 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm gonna go shoot photos. 25 00:03:19.982 --> 00:03:21.592 Oh, it's so cold outside. 26 00:03:21.636 --> 00:03:24.116 Yeah, I just don't want to miss the morning light. 27 00:03:24.160 --> 00:03:28.295 Well, maybe when you're back, we could do a little research for colleges. 28 00:03:28.338 --> 00:03:29.905 All right. Bye. 29 00:03:31.036 --> 00:03:33.387 ["Teenage Headache Dreams" playing] 30 00:03:35.693 --> 00:03:37.521 She hides behind that camera. 31 00:03:38.957 --> 00:03:40.872 She's not taken a single picture of us. 32 00:03:40.916 --> 00:03:43.179 You're too pretty. You'd break her lens. 33 00:03:43.788 --> 00:03:46.313 Hey, I told you. You've gotta let her come to you. 34 00:03:46.356 --> 00:03:50.012 It's been a year. Signing a piece of paper doesn't make us her parents. 35 00:03:50.055 --> 00:03:51.274 Actually it does. 36 00:04:10.511 --> 00:04:11.773 [shutter clicks] 37 00:05:51.525 --> 00:05:53.004 You open, Sherman? 38 00:05:53.048 --> 00:05:54.919 I am for you, Tessa. 39 00:05:55.659 --> 00:05:57.618 Um, I think I'm a little short. 40 00:05:57.661 --> 00:06:01.361 That's no crime. I'm only 5'6". 41 00:06:02.623 --> 00:06:04.364 Enjoy the show. 42 00:06:15.592 --> 00:06:18.682 [instrumental music playing on screen] 43 00:06:37.484 --> 00:06:40.443 [people shouting] 44 00:06:40.487 --> 00:06:42.750 [alarm ringing] 45 00:06:47.624 --> 00:06:50.888 [Zorg speaking French] 46 00:06:54.849 --> 00:06:57.460 Sherman, where are the subtitles? 47 00:07:09.472 --> 00:07:11.431 You watch. I'll translate. 48 00:07:20.744 --> 00:07:22.398 [speaking French] 49 00:07:22.442 --> 00:07:24.922 "It's the first time we've met in daylight." 50 00:07:25.706 --> 00:07:26.707 [speaking French] 51 00:07:26.750 --> 00:07:28.360 "But you're very early." 52 00:07:28.404 --> 00:07:30.928 I think I'm just gonna go tell the theater owner. 53 00:07:31.712 --> 00:07:35.367 I mean, there's nothing he can do about it. They obviously sent him the wrong print. 54 00:07:35.411 --> 00:07:37.326 I can get my money back. 55 00:07:38.545 --> 00:07:41.896 I've seen this film before. I don't think you want to miss it. 56 00:07:42.549 --> 00:07:43.680 Does it have a happy ending? 57 00:07:43.724 --> 00:07:47.075 No. Definitely not. 58 00:07:49.077 --> 00:07:51.035 Okay. Then I'll say. 59 00:07:53.473 --> 00:07:55.257 [speaking French] 60 00:07:55.300 --> 00:07:57.128 "You gonna eat all that chili by yourself? 61 00:07:58.303 --> 00:08:00.610 In this heat, you're mad." 62 00:08:00.654 --> 00:08:02.220 [Zorg speaking French] 63 00:08:02.264 --> 00:08:05.310 "I eat chili no matter how hot it is, Betty." 64 00:08:05.354 --> 00:08:09.401 [both speaking French] "Those bastards." "What?" 65 00:08:12.579 --> 00:08:14.102 "Never mind. Kiss me." 66 00:08:16.844 --> 00:08:18.410 [Betty speaking French] 67 00:08:18.454 --> 00:08:21.196 "Those bastards. How could they do this to you?" 68 00:08:36.211 --> 00:08:39.519 [continues translating, indistinct] 69 00:09:40.884 --> 00:09:44.671 I'm sorry. How long was I doing that? 70 00:09:44.714 --> 00:09:47.108 I lost feeling about an hour ago, 71 00:09:47.151 --> 00:09:49.066 so I'm not sure. Why didn't you say something? 72 00:09:49.110 --> 00:09:52.809 Um, the movie is a bit of a downer, so... 73 00:09:53.549 --> 00:09:56.117 It's a love story. [sniffles] 74 00:09:56.160 --> 00:09:59.773 I mean, not all love stories are downers. 75 00:10:00.382 --> 00:10:01.862 All the good ones are. 76 00:10:02.732 --> 00:10:05.648 Romeo and Juliet, Anna Karenina, 77 00:10:05.692 --> 00:10:07.868 The English Patient. Mm-hmm. 78 00:10:07.911 --> 00:10:10.827 I think it's the ending of a relationship, 79 00:10:10.871 --> 00:10:13.700 that's what makes a love story so memorable. 80 00:10:14.309 --> 00:10:16.398 What about Pride and Prejudice? 81 00:10:16.441 --> 00:10:19.575 Jane Eyre? Those both have happy endings. 82 00:10:19.619 --> 00:10:23.535 That's only because the writer chose to end their love stories prematurely. 83 00:10:24.232 --> 00:10:28.062 Wow. That is a really interesting way 84 00:10:28.105 --> 00:10:30.717 of not admitting you're wrong. 85 00:10:30.760 --> 00:10:33.502 [laughing] 86 00:10:33.545 --> 00:10:36.200 Come on! Okay. Picture this. 87 00:10:36.244 --> 00:10:40.727 Picture that Leonardo DiCaprio didn't die at the end of Titanic. 88 00:10:40.770 --> 00:10:43.251 Do I have to? Oof. You have to. 89 00:10:43.294 --> 00:10:47.385 Jack Dawson is a jobless, penniless gambler, 90 00:10:47.429 --> 00:10:51.215 who possessed, at best, marginal artistic talent. 91 00:10:51.259 --> 00:10:53.653 He saved Rose's life. Right, of course. 92 00:10:53.696 --> 00:10:58.701 But he also love-bombed her and stole her away from her fiancé. 93 00:10:58.745 --> 00:11:03.010 And poor Rose was just so hypnotized by that steamy car sex, 94 00:11:03.053 --> 00:11:09.103 that she really thought that he'd give her a life of passionate adventure? 95 00:11:10.452 --> 00:11:17.502 Please, come on. That's a life of abject poverty and dehumanizing infidelity. 96 00:11:19.766 --> 00:11:23.944 Titanic 2. If you thought part one was a disaster... 97 00:11:29.732 --> 00:11:31.821 Oh, my gosh. 98 00:11:34.911 --> 00:11:36.260 [clears throat] 99 00:11:37.348 --> 00:11:38.698 I-- [Sherman] Time to go! 100 00:11:39.786 --> 00:11:43.615 Jesus, this guy is getting a one-star review, for sure. 101 00:11:44.660 --> 00:11:48.795 So, um, how did you get so good at speaking French? 102 00:11:48.838 --> 00:11:51.841 My dad is a foreign languages professor. 103 00:11:51.885 --> 00:11:56.628 So by the time I was 12, he had me fluent in French, Spanish, and Italian. 104 00:11:56.672 --> 00:11:58.587 Oh! Oh, my gosh. 105 00:11:58.630 --> 00:12:02.852 If I could just read Dante's Inferno in the original Italian, 106 00:12:02.896 --> 00:12:06.203 my life would be complete, I think. I get that a lot. 107 00:12:06.247 --> 00:12:09.729 Really? No. No, I've never gotten that before. 108 00:12:14.821 --> 00:12:18.041 That's some pretty old gear you got there. You don't shoot digital? 109 00:12:18.085 --> 00:12:21.566 No, I don't. I get a much higher dynamic range on film. 110 00:12:22.480 --> 00:12:26.920 Plus, I'm also kind of addicted to the smell of the developing chemicals. 111 00:12:26.963 --> 00:12:29.400 The fumes make me a little delirious. [laughs] 112 00:12:29.444 --> 00:12:31.925 Kind of like what your eyes are doing to me right now. 113 00:12:32.839 --> 00:12:34.405 Ooh. 114 00:12:34.449 --> 00:12:35.798 That... 115 00:12:35.842 --> 00:12:37.452 [both chuckle] 116 00:12:37.495 --> 00:12:39.933 That was really cheesy. No, no. 117 00:12:39.976 --> 00:12:42.500 It was... It was... 118 00:12:42.544 --> 00:12:44.328 a little cheesy, yeah. 119 00:12:45.199 --> 00:12:48.289 It sounded perfect in my head. 120 00:12:48.332 --> 00:12:51.858 Oh, okay. Then let me imagine that for a sec, okay. Okay. 121 00:12:52.946 --> 00:12:55.644 Still bad? It's worse, actually. 122 00:12:55.687 --> 00:12:57.472 Somehow, I don't know. 123 00:12:58.778 --> 00:13:00.431 [door opens] [exhales] 124 00:13:03.130 --> 00:13:05.741 Um, I should probably... 125 00:13:05.785 --> 00:13:07.308 Yeah, me too. 126 00:13:10.050 --> 00:13:13.314 Um, thank you for letting me 127 00:13:13.357 --> 00:13:17.579 whisper in your ear for three hours. 128 00:13:17.622 --> 00:13:18.972 You are welcome. 129 00:13:35.205 --> 00:13:36.728 Skylar. What? 130 00:13:36.772 --> 00:13:39.079 My name is... It's Skylar. 131 00:13:39.122 --> 00:13:40.689 I'm Tessa. 132 00:13:41.385 --> 00:13:43.866 Maybe I'll see you here again sometime. 133 00:13:44.562 --> 00:13:45.607 Yeah, I'd like that. 134 00:13:50.917 --> 00:13:51.918 [sighs] 135 00:13:51.961 --> 00:13:53.528 Oh! My jacket. 136 00:14:26.648 --> 00:14:28.650 [seagulls squawking] 137 00:14:28.693 --> 00:14:31.087 [shutter clicking] 138 00:14:32.132 --> 00:14:34.874 [clock ticking] 139 00:14:38.660 --> 00:14:40.705 [ticking slows, distorts] 140 00:14:52.935 --> 00:14:56.286 Sky. You're alive! 141 00:15:02.727 --> 00:15:05.469 [heartbeat thumping] 142 00:15:11.649 --> 00:15:13.564 Come on. I want to show you something. 143 00:15:15.523 --> 00:15:17.481 [lights humming] 144 00:15:32.496 --> 00:15:33.933 Sky! 145 00:15:34.629 --> 00:15:36.544 Bad dream. 146 00:15:39.939 --> 00:15:41.157 You called out his name. 147 00:15:42.115 --> 00:15:45.248 It's called a visitation dream. We see lots of 'em around here. 148 00:15:45.292 --> 00:15:47.598 It's all part of the grieving process. 149 00:15:48.251 --> 00:15:50.558 I know. It just felt like Skylar was really here. 150 00:15:50.601 --> 00:15:54.170 Doris would love to hear about that. Who's Doris? 151 00:15:54.214 --> 00:15:57.913 A patient writing a book on the afterlife. Okay. 152 00:15:57.957 --> 00:16:00.872 The other day, she offered to read my aura. 153 00:16:00.916 --> 00:16:02.483 I politely declined. 154 00:16:05.051 --> 00:16:08.315 What is that? Your belongings from the crash. 155 00:16:08.358 --> 00:16:10.534 They closed the accident report already? 156 00:16:10.578 --> 00:16:13.233 Well, neither driver had drugs or alcohol in their system. 157 00:16:13.276 --> 00:16:15.278 That's usually the end of it. 158 00:16:15.800 --> 00:16:17.889 They never even interviewed me. 159 00:16:18.978 --> 00:16:22.285 You said you didn't remember anything about the accident? 160 00:16:24.679 --> 00:16:28.030 I don't. Maybe that's for the best. 161 00:16:47.571 --> 00:16:49.443 [Dr. Sarkisian] I'm very encouraged, Tessa. 162 00:16:49.486 --> 00:16:50.966 The scan shows your right ventricle 163 00:16:51.010 --> 00:16:52.968 is functioning quite well, despite the tear. 164 00:16:53.012 --> 00:16:54.970 Finally, some good news. 165 00:16:55.014 --> 00:16:56.928 It is more than good. 166 00:16:56.972 --> 00:17:00.019 Ninety-nine out of 100 with this same injury die on my table. 167 00:17:00.062 --> 00:17:01.411 I did die. 168 00:17:01.455 --> 00:17:03.413 Only for a short time. 169 00:17:04.588 --> 00:17:06.416 I could see Skylar. 170 00:17:07.330 --> 00:17:10.551 Like, he was in this... this crazy white light. 171 00:17:10.594 --> 00:17:12.901 What is that? Was she, you know, hallucinating? 172 00:17:12.944 --> 00:17:15.034 When the body undergoes severe trauma... 173 00:17:15.077 --> 00:17:17.427 [heartbeat thumping] ...the hypothalamus can flood the brain 174 00:17:17.471 --> 00:17:20.387 with pain relieving endorphins. [Vickie] So when can we take her home? 175 00:17:20.430 --> 00:17:24.521 [Dr. Sarkisian] End of the week. Tessa needs to be extremely careful these next few months. 176 00:17:24.565 --> 00:17:26.480 Any chest pains or shortness of breath, 177 00:17:26.523 --> 00:17:29.961 you call 911 immediately. Understand? 178 00:17:30.005 --> 00:17:32.225 [shower running] 179 00:17:33.008 --> 00:17:35.228 [heartbeat thumping] 180 00:18:01.689 --> 00:18:03.734 [crying] 181 00:18:13.353 --> 00:18:15.616 [crying continues] 182 00:18:16.356 --> 00:18:18.314 [knocking on door] 183 00:18:23.145 --> 00:18:26.366 Jazz? Just give me a second. 184 00:18:29.151 --> 00:18:30.370 Jazz? 185 00:18:38.987 --> 00:18:41.207 [electrical crackling] 186 00:18:44.035 --> 00:18:46.168 [phone chimes, buzzes] 187 00:19:11.889 --> 00:19:14.501 [Skylar] You watch, I'll translate. 188 00:19:23.727 --> 00:19:26.165 [indistinct PA announcement] 189 00:19:38.220 --> 00:19:41.267 Hi, excuse me. Are you Doris? 190 00:19:41.310 --> 00:19:45.706 [exhales] I am going to take a wild guess here. 191 00:19:46.924 --> 00:19:53.061 Room B424, girl with the broken heart? 192 00:19:53.104 --> 00:19:56.717 [laughing] Relax. 193 00:19:56.760 --> 00:19:57.718 I'm not psychic. 194 00:19:58.371 --> 00:20:01.200 Jasmine told me you might come looking for me. Oh. 195 00:20:03.245 --> 00:20:04.638 My condolences. 196 00:20:04.681 --> 00:20:06.335 Thank you. 197 00:20:06.379 --> 00:20:07.989 Are your hands injured? 198 00:20:08.032 --> 00:20:09.077 Excuse me? 199 00:20:09.817 --> 00:20:12.646 From the accident. Did you hurt your hands at all? 200 00:20:12.689 --> 00:20:15.779 No, why? Ta-da! Huh? 201 00:20:15.823 --> 00:20:18.913 Oh, come on. Come on. [chuckles] 202 00:20:20.610 --> 00:20:23.004 So, what is your book about? 203 00:20:23.047 --> 00:20:25.528 It's about ADC's. 204 00:20:25.572 --> 00:20:27.574 After Death Communication. 205 00:20:28.531 --> 00:20:32.318 Okay, so you believe that dead people can contact us? 206 00:20:32.361 --> 00:20:35.146 Along with billions of other people 207 00:20:35.190 --> 00:20:38.846 from faiths that span the globe. 208 00:20:40.282 --> 00:20:43.633 Sometimes, the departed, 209 00:20:43.677 --> 00:20:47.811 they call out to us in voice. 210 00:20:48.290 --> 00:20:54.949 And other times, we can smell their cologne or perfume in the air. 211 00:20:56.342 --> 00:21:00.650 No matter how they communicate, the message is the same. 212 00:21:01.477 --> 00:21:03.479 "I'm still here. 213 00:21:03.523 --> 00:21:06.134 And your grief, like a beacon, 214 00:21:06.177 --> 00:21:07.918 calls me to your side." 215 00:21:09.529 --> 00:21:12.662 And when the separation has been traumatic, 216 00:21:12.706 --> 00:21:14.882 like with you and your boyfriend, 217 00:21:14.925 --> 00:21:17.928 there's often unfinished business. 218 00:21:19.278 --> 00:21:20.714 Like regrets or something? 219 00:21:20.757 --> 00:21:25.109 Like things left undone or unsaid. 220 00:21:25.153 --> 00:21:26.807 [door opens] [Vickie] Tessa. 221 00:21:26.850 --> 00:21:28.983 We signed you out. It's time to go. 222 00:21:30.376 --> 00:21:32.029 He's in the in-between. 223 00:21:32.073 --> 00:21:35.250 But he won't be there for long, a few weeks at most. 224 00:21:35.294 --> 00:21:36.991 And when he moves on... 225 00:21:38.427 --> 00:21:40.342 he's gone for good. 226 00:21:40.386 --> 00:21:43.040 I gotta go. Oh, wait, wait. 227 00:21:43.084 --> 00:21:45.652 Here, take this. It's my first book. 228 00:21:45.695 --> 00:21:47.915 It's a good place to start. That's okay. 229 00:21:48.698 --> 00:21:50.657 He's reaching out to you. 230 00:21:52.441 --> 00:21:53.660 Reach back. 231 00:21:55.314 --> 00:21:57.054 It's too late for that. 232 00:22:10.416 --> 00:22:11.895 [teacher] Tessa, you're up. 233 00:22:13.593 --> 00:22:15.551 [clears throat] 234 00:22:26.780 --> 00:22:30.392 Um, this is a photo that I took back in February. 235 00:22:30.436 --> 00:22:33.874 Is that how you spend your free time, taking pictures of trees? 236 00:22:35.092 --> 00:22:37.399 Well, it's actually not a tree, asshole. 237 00:22:37.443 --> 00:22:39.096 [class laughs] It's a cell phone tower, 238 00:22:39.140 --> 00:22:40.576 disguised as a tree. 239 00:22:42.230 --> 00:22:46.408 It is an allegory for the artificiality of modern life. 240 00:22:46.452 --> 00:22:48.802 [school bell rings] 241 00:22:51.544 --> 00:22:53.241 It's a lovely photo, Tessa. 242 00:22:53.284 --> 00:22:55.635 Your technical skills have taken huge leaps this year. 243 00:22:55.678 --> 00:22:57.767 Oh, thank you. I know you're still a junior, 244 00:22:57.811 --> 00:23:01.162 but I think you have a good shot of getting into the Rhode Island School of Design. 245 00:23:01.205 --> 00:23:03.251 I'd be happy to write you a letter of recommendation. 246 00:23:03.294 --> 00:23:05.862 Thank you. I just-- My work's not ready for that yet. 247 00:23:05.906 --> 00:23:08.735 Oh? What do you feel is missing? 248 00:23:09.475 --> 00:23:10.824 Just like a point of view. 249 00:23:10.867 --> 00:23:12.913 You know, something to say that's my own. 250 00:23:12.956 --> 00:23:16.612 Well, maybe it's time for your subject matter to evolve. 251 00:23:16.656 --> 00:23:19.963 After all, there is something notably missing from all your photos. 252 00:23:20.007 --> 00:23:21.574 Yeah, I know. Color. 253 00:23:21.617 --> 00:23:24.228 No. People. 254 00:23:25.099 --> 00:23:27.449 You know, Tessa, before an artist can find her voice, 255 00:23:27.493 --> 00:23:29.712 she has to find a subject she loves. 256 00:23:30.757 --> 00:23:32.759 Who or what do you love, Tessa? 257 00:23:33.760 --> 00:23:36.023 ["Closer" playing] 258 00:23:45.249 --> 00:23:46.599 [Skylar] I should probably... 259 00:23:46.642 --> 00:23:48.252 Yeah, me too. 260 00:24:52.665 --> 00:24:55.102 Hey, okay. What do you think? 261 00:24:56.016 --> 00:24:58.888 Red? Noisy colors are trendy. 262 00:24:59.585 --> 00:25:03.763 I don't know. I feel like you're kind of taking advantage of your dad's niceness. 263 00:25:03.806 --> 00:25:06.548 Of course, I am. My dad is putty when I get straight A's. 264 00:25:06.592 --> 00:25:08.158 Hey, yo, Tess! 265 00:25:09.116 --> 00:25:11.988 Hi, Cortez. Hey, uh, do you have plans this weekend? 266 00:25:12.032 --> 00:25:16.515 As it happens, I actually work as Tessa's full-time scheduler, 267 00:25:16.558 --> 00:25:20.344 so I can say, with absolute authority, that she does not have any plans 268 00:25:20.388 --> 00:25:22.477 this weekend. What are you saying? What are you doing? 269 00:25:22.521 --> 00:25:24.740 Well, the final crew meet of the season is this Saturday. 270 00:25:24.784 --> 00:25:27.700 I was kind of wondering if you 'd come out and take some photos. 271 00:25:27.743 --> 00:25:31.225 Uh, sorry. I don't really do sports photography. 272 00:25:31.268 --> 00:25:34.576 But if you glue a selfie stick to your forehead, it might be the same thing. 273 00:25:34.620 --> 00:25:36.317 Will Judd be there? 274 00:25:37.448 --> 00:25:41.452 Well, wherever I go, my rowing partner goes, so... 275 00:25:41.496 --> 00:25:42.932 Then we'll be there. 276 00:25:43.542 --> 00:25:45.108 "We" will be there? 277 00:25:45.152 --> 00:25:47.197 I'll be there as your photo assistant, remember? 278 00:25:47.241 --> 00:25:48.503 I'm her photo assistant. 279 00:25:48.547 --> 00:25:50.679 Well, the first race starts at30. 280 00:25:50.723 --> 00:25:53.813 In the morning? He didn't mean morning, did he? 281 00:25:53.856 --> 00:25:55.075 [Tessa] Yup, he did. 282 00:26:04.519 --> 00:26:07.783 [spectators cheering] 283 00:26:09.306 --> 00:26:11.308 Do you think Judd can see me from here? 284 00:26:12.048 --> 00:26:14.834 Hey! You are fired. Give me this. 285 00:26:14.877 --> 00:26:17.576 Assistanting is not my thing. My bad. 286 00:26:17.619 --> 00:26:20.187 You were the one who dragged me out here. So behave, please. 287 00:26:20.230 --> 00:26:22.276 [announcer] Racers, starting positions. 288 00:26:22.319 --> 00:26:23.930 Ready your marks. 289 00:26:26.628 --> 00:26:27.977 Row! 290 00:26:28.021 --> 00:26:31.067 [air horn blows] [rowers grunting] 291 00:27:23.642 --> 00:27:26.035 [heartbeat thumping] 292 00:28:04.552 --> 00:28:06.902 [air horn blowing] 293 00:28:06.946 --> 00:28:08.425 [spectators cheering] 294 00:28:08.469 --> 00:28:11.341 Whoo! Whoo! Yeah! 295 00:28:15.694 --> 00:28:17.565 [both laughing] Yes! 296 00:28:17.608 --> 00:28:19.132 Whoo! 297 00:28:21.830 --> 00:28:23.658 [Shannon] You never said he was hot. 298 00:28:24.180 --> 00:28:27.488 Yes, I did. No, you said he was cute. 299 00:28:27.531 --> 00:28:32.754 Emojis are cute. That guy is like melting my sunglasses, Tess. 300 00:28:34.277 --> 00:28:36.366 I think I'm gonna go. Are you crazy? 301 00:28:37.019 --> 00:28:40.544 You've been obsessed about this guy for like months, and you're just gonna ditch? 302 00:28:40.588 --> 00:28:44.244 I don't know what to say to him. "Hold me." 303 00:28:44.287 --> 00:28:46.420 He just won the race. Congratulate him. 304 00:28:47.334 --> 00:28:48.378 Okay. 305 00:28:50.598 --> 00:28:52.078 Can I put this on my Story? 306 00:28:52.121 --> 00:28:54.341 If you wanna die. 307 00:29:08.050 --> 00:29:10.618 Tessa! Hey-- Oh! 308 00:29:10.661 --> 00:29:13.099 Oh, my God! Sorry. Whoa, whoa! 309 00:29:13.142 --> 00:29:17.103 My legs are always Jell-O after races. 310 00:29:17.146 --> 00:29:20.628 I can't believe that you're a... 311 00:29:20.671 --> 00:29:21.977 A jock? 312 00:29:22.021 --> 00:29:23.805 A jock, yeah! 313 00:29:23.849 --> 00:29:26.765 Jocks don't speak Spanish, French and Italian. 314 00:29:26.808 --> 00:29:29.071 Hey, this one does. Well, they definitely don't read 315 00:29:29.115 --> 00:29:31.682 Jane Austin and Emily Bronteë. 316 00:29:31.726 --> 00:29:34.947 I have a thing for happy endings. Skylar! 317 00:29:34.990 --> 00:29:37.297 Oh, shit. Here we go. Um... 318 00:29:39.908 --> 00:29:42.693 That is what I call a finish. 319 00:29:42.737 --> 00:29:43.912 Thanks, Mom. 320 00:29:44.826 --> 00:29:46.872 Um... Movie theater girl. 321 00:29:47.873 --> 00:29:49.875 Her name is Tessa. How did you... 322 00:29:49.918 --> 00:29:53.530 The blue eyes. Skylar went on and on about them. 323 00:29:53.574 --> 00:29:57.404 Wow, Mom! Does anyone see a deep, dark hole I can crawl into? 324 00:29:57.447 --> 00:29:59.710 [Leigh] You know, he spent weeks searching for you on the Internet. 325 00:29:59.754 --> 00:30:02.409 Mom... [Leigh] And he couldn't find a thing about you. 326 00:30:02.452 --> 00:30:04.541 Well, that is by design. [phone ringing] 327 00:30:04.585 --> 00:30:06.500 Told you. She's analog. Like me. 328 00:30:06.543 --> 00:30:09.503 [sighs] Your father is driving me crazy. 329 00:30:09.546 --> 00:30:12.071 Talk to him, Mom. Tell him-- Tell him I won. 330 00:30:12.114 --> 00:30:16.249 No. You can talk to him yourself later. Are you going to be heading back to Edison tonight? 331 00:30:16.292 --> 00:30:20.296 No, I'm gonna be staying at Grandpa Mike's. Um... 332 00:30:20.340 --> 00:30:25.867 But first, I was gonna see if Tessa maybe wanted to go... 333 00:30:25.911 --> 00:30:27.173 Chill out and hang? 334 00:30:27.216 --> 00:30:28.870 [softly] Oh, my God. 335 00:30:28.914 --> 00:30:30.916 Movie theater girl would love 336 00:30:30.959 --> 00:30:33.919 to chill out and hang. [Leigh chuckles] 337 00:30:33.962 --> 00:30:35.529 All right. Bye. Thanks. 338 00:30:35.572 --> 00:30:38.227 [footsteps departing] Thank you, Mom. 339 00:30:38.271 --> 00:30:40.882 That's my mom. She does, uh, parties. 340 00:30:40.926 --> 00:30:43.363 [laughs] 341 00:30:45.887 --> 00:30:47.149 [horn honks] 342 00:30:57.856 --> 00:30:59.553 I can put the top up if you want. 343 00:30:59.596 --> 00:31:02.904 [laughing] No, it's okay. It feels really good. 344 00:31:07.387 --> 00:31:09.911 [sighs] You look amazing. 345 00:31:10.781 --> 00:31:13.306 Say it in French. 346 00:31:14.524 --> 00:31:16.222 [speaking French] 347 00:31:17.832 --> 00:31:19.355 You too. 348 00:31:20.922 --> 00:31:22.271 Um... 349 00:31:23.098 --> 00:31:25.448 You don't have a girlfriend, do you? 350 00:31:25.492 --> 00:31:28.103 No. Not since the eighth grade. Why? 351 00:31:28.756 --> 00:31:30.889 This kinda looks like you. 352 00:31:30.932 --> 00:31:32.716 [laughs] No. That is, uh... 353 00:31:32.760 --> 00:31:36.503 That's my mom and dad when they were teenagers. Oh! 354 00:31:36.546 --> 00:31:39.375 Yeah, this is actually the same Jeep that my grandpa 355 00:31:39.419 --> 00:31:41.769 bought my mom for her 18th birthday. 356 00:31:42.422 --> 00:31:44.511 You can actually see it behind them in the photo. 357 00:31:44.554 --> 00:31:47.949 Oh, yeah! They're so cute. They look so in love. 358 00:31:47.993 --> 00:31:50.212 Yeah, they were. "They were"? 359 00:31:50.256 --> 00:31:52.084 Are. They are. 360 00:31:52.127 --> 00:31:55.130 My dad's just living and teaching in Oregon right now. 361 00:31:56.044 --> 00:31:59.961 That's pretty far. Are they, like, taking a break or something? 362 00:32:00.005 --> 00:32:01.397 No. 363 00:32:03.051 --> 00:32:07.316 They're gonna be fine. They talk almost every day, so... 364 00:32:11.842 --> 00:32:13.148 Some music. 365 00:32:13.192 --> 00:32:15.150 Whoa! If you wanna take a look. 366 00:32:16.935 --> 00:32:18.371 [gasps] What? 367 00:32:19.241 --> 00:32:22.723 Yeah, it's my mom's entire high school playlist. 368 00:32:22.766 --> 00:32:25.595 New Order. Cake. Bush. 369 00:32:25.639 --> 00:32:26.988 Echo and the Bunnymen. 370 00:32:27.032 --> 00:32:28.598 Your mom's like my new bestie. 371 00:32:36.041 --> 00:32:37.259 Your dad made her a mix tape? 372 00:32:37.303 --> 00:32:39.087 Yes, he did. 373 00:32:41.263 --> 00:32:42.569 Can I play it? 374 00:32:49.358 --> 00:32:51.621 It's the other way. [both chuckle] 375 00:32:54.102 --> 00:32:57.279 It's okay. I won't tell the '80s police. Shut up. 376 00:33:30.312 --> 00:33:33.663 I have spent every summer of my life down here with my grandfather. 377 00:33:33.707 --> 00:33:35.535 How have I never heard of this place? 378 00:33:35.578 --> 00:33:37.754 Well, that's my favorite part about taking photos. 379 00:33:37.798 --> 00:33:41.889 It's like you just stumble and wander and find places like this. 380 00:33:41.932 --> 00:33:46.459 Right. But what... what drew you to this spot specifically? 381 00:33:47.155 --> 00:33:48.417 The view. 382 00:33:50.115 --> 00:33:51.377 That view. 383 00:33:51.420 --> 00:33:52.900 [seagulls squawking] 384 00:33:52.943 --> 00:33:54.771 It was called The Empyrean. 385 00:33:54.815 --> 00:33:58.340 It was a honeymooners' resort back in the '60s. 386 00:33:58.384 --> 00:34:01.474 It's so surreal. It's unbelievable. 387 00:34:03.345 --> 00:34:04.651 You've gone in there? 388 00:34:05.695 --> 00:34:06.740 Unarmed? 389 00:34:07.697 --> 00:34:09.525 I'll do anything for a great photo. 390 00:34:11.832 --> 00:34:13.486 "Empyrean"? 391 00:34:14.356 --> 00:34:16.184 That's where Dante meets God, right? 392 00:34:16.228 --> 00:34:19.274 Highest of all heavens. A place of pure love. 393 00:34:19.318 --> 00:34:24.105 Look at it. If that's not a metaphor for love, then I don't know what is. 394 00:34:25.802 --> 00:34:27.500 Can I see your photos? 395 00:34:28.892 --> 00:34:31.678 They're not on my phone. I don't shoot digital, remember? 396 00:34:32.418 --> 00:34:33.897 Well, how do people see your work? 397 00:34:34.376 --> 00:34:37.945 I don't show it, unless I have to for class. 398 00:34:37.988 --> 00:34:39.468 How come? 399 00:34:39.512 --> 00:34:41.427 'Cause I'm not good enough yet. 400 00:34:41.470 --> 00:34:43.559 I find that seriously difficult to believe. 401 00:34:44.952 --> 00:34:48.825 Okay, so if you won't show me your photos, 402 00:34:50.175 --> 00:34:52.264 maybe you can give me a tour. Of The Empyrean? 403 00:34:52.307 --> 00:34:54.353 Yeah, show it to me. 404 00:34:56.920 --> 00:34:59.793 I wanna see it, you know, through your eyes. 405 00:34:59.836 --> 00:35:01.795 ["Never Tear Us Apart" playing] 406 00:35:02.752 --> 00:35:05.015 [both laughing] 407 00:35:17.289 --> 00:35:18.899 [tennis ball thwacking] [both grunting] 408 00:35:54.935 --> 00:35:56.980 [piano keys playing] 409 00:36:07.382 --> 00:36:08.775 Do you know how to waltz? 410 00:36:09.776 --> 00:36:12.605 No. Okay, just step back this way. 411 00:36:12.648 --> 00:36:15.782 Okay. And then your back foot forward. 412 00:36:17.349 --> 00:36:20.700 And then it's like one, two, three. Straighten your leg. 413 00:36:20.743 --> 00:36:24.660 One, two, three. 414 00:36:24.704 --> 00:36:26.184 Okay. 415 00:36:29.187 --> 00:36:32.015 And then you have to put your chin up and then lead. 416 00:36:32.059 --> 00:36:35.541 Like you don't want to pay any attention to the other person. 417 00:36:35.584 --> 00:36:38.065 Don't slip. [both laughing] 418 00:36:41.851 --> 00:36:45.420 You know it's true 419 00:36:45.464 --> 00:36:48.510 Worlds collided 420 00:36:48.554 --> 00:36:52.558 We're shining through 421 00:37:04.396 --> 00:37:07.660 Do you want to see what it's like to be inside of a camera? 422 00:37:07.703 --> 00:37:09.792 Yeah. Okay. Close the door. 423 00:37:24.720 --> 00:37:26.983 It works just like a camera lens. 424 00:37:27.027 --> 00:37:28.550 I kind of made it myself. 425 00:37:28.594 --> 00:37:29.725 Whoa. 426 00:37:31.901 --> 00:37:33.468 It's beautiful. 427 00:37:34.382 --> 00:37:35.905 Yeah. 428 00:37:35.949 --> 00:37:37.951 [playing harmonica] 429 00:37:46.568 --> 00:37:48.483 I mean, it's pretty good, right? 430 00:37:48.527 --> 00:37:52.748 Ooh, I mean, it's obvious you just haven't been playing that long. 431 00:37:53.227 --> 00:37:55.751 Just three years. Oh. 432 00:37:56.448 --> 00:37:58.232 Should have heard me back then. 433 00:37:58.276 --> 00:38:00.278 [both laughing] 434 00:38:07.459 --> 00:38:08.895 Can you hear them? 435 00:38:10.418 --> 00:38:11.637 Hear who? 436 00:38:12.768 --> 00:38:15.467 The ghosts of newlyweds past. 437 00:38:17.033 --> 00:38:18.905 No. What are they saying? 438 00:38:19.471 --> 00:38:22.735 Well, the groom, he's saying... 439 00:38:25.172 --> 00:38:27.000 [in deep voice] Come on, honey. 440 00:38:28.088 --> 00:38:31.831 You've been in the bathroom for two hours now. 441 00:38:32.527 --> 00:38:34.486 It's time to come to bed. You're my wife. 442 00:38:35.661 --> 00:38:38.359 What does the bride say? 443 00:38:39.142 --> 00:38:43.059 Well, the bride is saying, um... 444 00:38:44.583 --> 00:38:47.542 But you haven't even kissed me yet. 445 00:39:30.672 --> 00:39:32.935 Okay. You want me to walk you to your door 446 00:39:32.979 --> 00:39:36.983 so your parents don't think I'm a... taxidermist? 447 00:39:37.026 --> 00:39:38.071 What? 448 00:39:38.811 --> 00:39:43.206 Or like someone-- a serial killer? 449 00:39:43.729 --> 00:39:47.515 That's okay. Um, they're not my parents, actually. 450 00:39:47.559 --> 00:39:52.607 I, uh... I'm just a genetic stranger that lives under their roof. 451 00:39:53.608 --> 00:39:55.784 "A genetic stranger"? 452 00:39:55.828 --> 00:39:58.961 Yeah, it's, uh... It's a long story. 453 00:40:00.528 --> 00:40:01.790 For another time. 454 00:40:05.490 --> 00:40:07.187 When can I see you again? 455 00:40:08.275 --> 00:40:12.627 Um, well, when are you back in Avalon? 456 00:40:12.671 --> 00:40:13.976 End of the month. 457 00:40:14.020 --> 00:40:15.978 And how long are you gonna be here for? 458 00:40:17.415 --> 00:40:19.068 The whole summer. 459 00:40:20.026 --> 00:40:22.420 I'm staying with my grandpa until I leave for Brown. 460 00:40:22.463 --> 00:40:24.900 You're going to Brown? What? 461 00:40:25.640 --> 00:40:27.990 I just kissed an Ivy League bro? 462 00:40:28.034 --> 00:40:30.993 [gasps] [laughs] Your street cred ruined? 463 00:40:31.037 --> 00:40:33.474 Only if you tell me that you're also a lifeguard. 464 00:40:33.996 --> 00:40:35.041 Yeah. 465 00:40:36.346 --> 00:40:37.957 Are you serious? Mm-hmm. 466 00:40:38.000 --> 00:40:41.961 About three summers now at Washington Avenue Beach. 467 00:40:42.004 --> 00:40:44.920 No! Why? 468 00:40:52.537 --> 00:40:54.147 Good night. Good night. 469 00:41:11.730 --> 00:41:15.516 [heartbeat thumping] 470 00:41:29.530 --> 00:41:31.097 [sniffles] 471 00:41:33.403 --> 00:41:35.623 [continues crying softly] 472 00:41:40.846 --> 00:41:43.413 Do I need to kick this guy's ass? 473 00:41:43.457 --> 00:41:44.893 No, she's just scared. 474 00:41:44.937 --> 00:41:45.938 Why? 475 00:41:46.547 --> 00:41:47.940 Because she likes him. 476 00:41:56.775 --> 00:41:58.603 [shutter clicks] 477 00:42:05.392 --> 00:42:07.176 [Vickie] Tessa? 478 00:42:08.830 --> 00:42:11.572 [footsteps approaching] 479 00:42:12.573 --> 00:42:14.096 Shannon's waiting. 480 00:42:16.490 --> 00:42:17.752 Okay, I'm coming. 481 00:42:25.630 --> 00:42:27.066 Hey, what's that? 482 00:42:27.936 --> 00:42:30.939 That is four A's, one A-minus. 483 00:42:30.983 --> 00:42:32.593 Don't want to talk about it. 484 00:42:32.637 --> 00:42:35.901 I'm gonna tint the windows, so no one knows it's me inside. 485 00:42:35.944 --> 00:42:39.034 Geez, stop whining. It's a car. 486 00:42:39.078 --> 00:42:40.906 So did you call the phone company? 487 00:42:41.559 --> 00:42:43.648 Yeah. And? 488 00:42:44.257 --> 00:42:48.566 You were right. They just said that Skylar probably sent the photo before the accident 489 00:42:48.609 --> 00:42:52.308 and then it got stuck in the server or something. 490 00:42:53.571 --> 00:42:59.402 But that doesn't explain why my phone just turned on after it was completely trashed. 491 00:42:59.446 --> 00:43:00.795 Can you explain that? 492 00:43:02.536 --> 00:43:03.711 I can't. No. 493 00:43:05.408 --> 00:43:06.801 [sighs] 494 00:43:07.933 --> 00:43:08.934 Hey. 495 00:43:09.935 --> 00:43:11.893 It's totally normal to read into things. 496 00:43:11.937 --> 00:43:14.722 My mom did the same thing after her sister died. 497 00:43:14.766 --> 00:43:17.986 Every rainbow was a sign. 498 00:43:18.030 --> 00:43:20.641 Every butterfly was a message from heaven. 499 00:43:21.555 --> 00:43:23.688 [door opens] 500 00:43:28.606 --> 00:43:31.783 Meet my computer on wheels. 501 00:43:36.918 --> 00:43:38.137 [Shannon] Shit. 502 00:43:39.007 --> 00:43:41.793 Sorry. You put it on my Spotify. 503 00:43:42.489 --> 00:43:43.577 It's okay. 504 00:43:44.883 --> 00:43:46.319 [music stops] 505 00:43:48.538 --> 00:43:49.757 Hey. 506 00:43:51.019 --> 00:43:52.934 Talk to me, Tess. 507 00:43:54.849 --> 00:43:57.330 I can't believe he's gone. 508 00:43:58.070 --> 00:44:00.202 It's like I close my eyes 509 00:44:01.029 --> 00:44:03.466 and I see us meeting for the first time. 510 00:44:04.337 --> 00:44:06.774 And I remember every word that he said to me. 511 00:44:08.167 --> 00:44:11.431 I remember every expression on his face. 512 00:44:12.040 --> 00:44:14.434 And then I open my eyes and it's like... 513 00:44:15.217 --> 00:44:18.786 Did I, like, just dream our entire relationship up? 514 00:44:18.830 --> 00:44:21.223 Did I dream him up? Hey. I was there. 515 00:44:21.789 --> 00:44:23.661 He wasn't a dream, okay? 516 00:44:23.704 --> 00:44:26.838 Your head's just a little scrambled. 517 00:44:26.881 --> 00:44:31.059 That happens when two tons of metal comes crashing into you. 518 00:44:31.103 --> 00:44:33.714 I don't even remember the last thing I said to him. 519 00:44:33.758 --> 00:44:35.194 Come on. I'm serious. 520 00:44:36.804 --> 00:44:39.328 We were fighting that last week, remember? 521 00:44:40.678 --> 00:44:41.896 Hey. 522 00:44:42.592 --> 00:44:45.770 You guys had an epic summer. 523 00:44:45.813 --> 00:44:49.817 One that you will never forget. Yeah. 524 00:44:49.861 --> 00:44:52.864 Damn, I won't forget it, and I was just a jealous bystander. 525 00:44:52.907 --> 00:44:54.517 [laughing] 526 00:44:56.432 --> 00:44:57.999 Oh, my God. 527 00:44:59.348 --> 00:45:03.613 It's my first day back, and I look like a total mess. 528 00:45:03.657 --> 00:45:05.006 Yeah. You do. 529 00:45:05.050 --> 00:45:08.053 [laughing] You do, yeah. 530 00:45:08.096 --> 00:45:10.708 [school bell ringing] 531 00:45:28.421 --> 00:45:29.465 [phone chimes] 532 00:45:44.132 --> 00:45:45.917 I heard about what happened, Tessa. 533 00:45:45.960 --> 00:45:47.570 I'm terribly sorry. 534 00:45:49.572 --> 00:45:52.271 If you were my daughter, I'd tell you to use it. 535 00:45:53.359 --> 00:45:54.708 Use it? 536 00:45:54.752 --> 00:45:56.362 The pain, the emptiness. 537 00:45:56.405 --> 00:45:58.581 Channel it, through your camera. 538 00:45:58.625 --> 00:46:02.672 Some of the greatest works of art were produced by intense grief. 539 00:46:02.716 --> 00:46:05.023 Okay. Tessa. 540 00:46:05.066 --> 00:46:07.590 RISD portfolio day is right around the corner. 541 00:46:07.634 --> 00:46:08.853 Thank you. 542 00:46:10.811 --> 00:46:13.640 [seagulls squawking] 543 00:46:13.683 --> 00:46:15.860 ["Perfect Day" playing] 544 00:47:31.152 --> 00:47:32.501 [Mel] So that's it? 545 00:47:33.285 --> 00:47:35.809 You're just giving up your photography? 546 00:47:35.853 --> 00:47:37.158 It sure looks like it. 547 00:47:37.202 --> 00:47:39.987 This is the same crap your mom used to pull. 548 00:47:40.031 --> 00:47:41.641 She'd become obsessed with things. 549 00:47:41.684 --> 00:47:43.861 Baking, yoga, pottery. 550 00:47:44.426 --> 00:47:47.429 One day, lose interest, move on to the next. 551 00:47:48.256 --> 00:47:51.477 That's why she could never get any traction in life. 552 00:47:52.478 --> 00:47:54.001 Are you done? 553 00:47:56.134 --> 00:47:58.266 You think Skylar would have wanted this? 554 00:47:59.006 --> 00:48:00.355 I don't know. 555 00:48:01.704 --> 00:48:04.055 Why don't you go ask him? 556 00:48:12.759 --> 00:48:14.543 [sighs] 557 00:48:38.916 --> 00:48:42.223 [Skylar] It's okay. I won't tell the '80s police. [Tessa] Shut up. [laughs] 558 00:48:42.267 --> 00:48:45.357 [heartbeat thumping] 559 00:49:20.827 --> 00:49:22.568 I'm still here, Tess. 560 00:49:31.794 --> 00:49:33.057 Sky? 561 00:49:34.884 --> 00:49:37.583 [seagulls squawking] 562 00:49:40.368 --> 00:49:43.110 [footsteps approaching] 563 00:49:44.329 --> 00:49:46.679 [Vickie] Tess? I'm sleeping. 564 00:49:48.942 --> 00:49:52.206 I just did a double shift. You were asleep when I left. 565 00:49:53.686 --> 00:49:55.470 Did you even eat anything? 566 00:49:56.123 --> 00:49:57.559 I'm not hungry. 567 00:49:59.083 --> 00:50:01.041 Can you please just let me sleep? 568 00:50:01.085 --> 00:50:02.651 [sighs] 569 00:50:13.401 --> 00:50:16.317 [harmonica music playing, faint] 570 00:51:54.459 --> 00:51:58.463 No. No, no, no, no! No, no, no, no... 571 00:52:17.177 --> 00:52:18.396 [gasps] 572 00:52:53.431 --> 00:52:56.085 No, no, no. No, no... 573 00:52:56.129 --> 00:52:57.652 No. 574 00:53:10.056 --> 00:53:12.319 [heartbeat thumping] 575 00:53:12.363 --> 00:53:15.583 [electrical crackling] 576 00:53:16.932 --> 00:53:19.500 [heartbeat continues] 577 00:53:21.285 --> 00:53:22.460 Hi. 578 00:53:51.184 --> 00:53:54.274 [indistinct PA announcement] 579 00:53:54.318 --> 00:53:56.929 Tessa? Uh, I gotta talk to Doris. 580 00:53:56.972 --> 00:53:59.975 Hang on a second. Let me-- Wait, Tessa. 581 00:54:00.802 --> 00:54:03.501 What-- Her family took her home this morning. 582 00:54:04.371 --> 00:54:07.156 There was nothing more we could do. Are you okay, honey? 583 00:54:07.200 --> 00:54:09.681 Um, I just haven't-- I haven't eaten today. 584 00:54:09.724 --> 00:54:12.379 Um-- You know what, let me check you out. 585 00:54:13.032 --> 00:54:15.382 Why do you need to talk to Doris so bad? It's just-- 586 00:54:15.426 --> 00:54:18.646 It's about what she was telling me before. It's about the afterlife. 587 00:54:20.518 --> 00:54:23.825 Maybe that old coot isn't so crazy after all. 588 00:54:23.869 --> 00:54:26.828 What do you mean? Your heartbeat is fast, but it sounds healthy. 589 00:54:26.872 --> 00:54:29.962 Wait, what do you-- What were you saying? What do you mean? 590 00:54:30.571 --> 00:54:32.660 Doris told me you'd come looking for her. 591 00:54:33.574 --> 00:54:35.446 She even left you something. 592 00:54:36.142 --> 00:54:37.622 Her book. 593 00:54:41.278 --> 00:54:45.630 Tessa, I have seen a lot of dying and grieving in my time here. 594 00:54:45.673 --> 00:54:47.806 Looking back never helped anyone. 595 00:54:47.849 --> 00:54:50.069 There's either life or there's death. 596 00:54:51.375 --> 00:54:52.898 There's no place in-between. 597 00:54:53.638 --> 00:54:55.335 I'm gonna find him. 598 00:54:56.467 --> 00:55:01.210 [Doris on video] What does the in-between look like? 599 00:55:01.907 --> 00:55:08.087 Well, we as living beings can never imagine it. We have no reference. 600 00:55:08.653 --> 00:55:14.615 It would be like trying to describe a sunset to a blind man. 601 00:55:16.225 --> 00:55:21.492 Technological advances have made ghost-hunting a legitimate field. 602 00:55:21.535 --> 00:55:27.280 My friend Darlene, she let me borrow her full-spectrum digital camera. 603 00:55:27.324 --> 00:55:32.720 This baby can pick up light well beyond the human eye, 604 00:55:32.764 --> 00:55:34.896 with infrared night vision-- 605 00:55:37.159 --> 00:55:40.598 [Shannon and Tessa laughing] [thunder rumbling] 606 00:55:42.339 --> 00:55:44.732 Well, happy Fourth of July. 607 00:55:45.342 --> 00:55:48.301 I don't know. I actually kind of like this weather. Don't call me. 608 00:55:48.345 --> 00:55:50.912 So, you think this means the fireworks are canceled? 609 00:55:50.956 --> 00:55:53.393 I think so, yeah. Yeah. 610 00:55:54.568 --> 00:55:56.004 Hey. Hey. 611 00:55:57.223 --> 00:55:58.833 You okay? Yeah. 612 00:55:58.877 --> 00:56:01.575 Skylar, Tess says you're going to Brown. 613 00:56:01.619 --> 00:56:03.664 Congrats! Thank you. 614 00:56:03.708 --> 00:56:05.013 What are you gonna study? 615 00:56:05.057 --> 00:56:07.886 Probably Latin. That'll come in handy. 616 00:56:08.539 --> 00:56:11.280 You never know when you're gonna meet the Pope or something. 617 00:56:11.324 --> 00:56:13.065 Or need to conduct an exorcism. 618 00:56:13.108 --> 00:56:14.980 Nice. That's nice. 619 00:56:15.023 --> 00:56:18.418 I don't know. I just don't want to have any regrets, you know? 620 00:56:18.462 --> 00:56:20.159 I wanna live a bunch of different lives. 621 00:56:20.202 --> 00:56:22.291 What's the point of speaking all these languages 622 00:56:22.335 --> 00:56:25.033 if I'm not gonna travel the world and use them, you know? 623 00:56:26.252 --> 00:56:32.127 Let's go. We are going to watch the fireworks on TV. 624 00:56:33.041 --> 00:56:34.521 Are your parents home? 625 00:56:37.263 --> 00:56:38.743 Do you want to talk about it? 626 00:56:40.222 --> 00:56:41.528 Not really. 627 00:56:41.572 --> 00:56:42.790 Okay. 628 00:56:46.533 --> 00:56:49.188 My mom filed for divorce today. 629 00:56:51.625 --> 00:56:53.279 I'm really sorry. 630 00:56:54.149 --> 00:56:58.545 You know, I know this doesn't help right now, but... 631 00:56:59.590 --> 00:57:01.243 just because they're splitting up 632 00:57:01.287 --> 00:57:03.637 that doesn't mean that they don't care about each other. 633 00:57:03.681 --> 00:57:05.334 It means they've given up. 634 00:57:06.423 --> 00:57:09.730 I don't think that's fair. Fair to who? You or them? 635 00:57:10.731 --> 00:57:14.822 [sighs] When you're rowing a race and you get to the last 20 meters, 636 00:57:17.782 --> 00:57:20.262 your entire body is telling you to stop. 637 00:57:21.438 --> 00:57:25.311 Your muscles are on fire. Your lungs are screaming at you. 638 00:57:26.181 --> 00:57:30.098 Everything inside you wants to quit, make the pain go away. 639 00:57:32.449 --> 00:57:33.711 But if you want to win, 640 00:57:34.668 --> 00:57:38.193 that's exactly when you dig deeper and you row harder. 641 00:57:38.759 --> 00:57:40.718 You really don't like to let things go, do you? 642 00:57:40.761 --> 00:57:43.198 You noticed? [laughs] 643 00:57:46.288 --> 00:57:47.551 [fireworks boom] 644 00:57:49.335 --> 00:57:52.251 [whistling, booming] 645 00:57:55.254 --> 00:57:56.429 [sighs] 646 00:57:57.561 --> 00:58:00.912 You're just starting to make me believe in happy endings. 647 00:58:19.757 --> 00:58:22.368 Oh, no! The photo! No. Oh, oh... 648 00:58:22.411 --> 00:58:25.066 What? It's totally ruined. It's totally ruined. 649 00:58:25.110 --> 00:58:27.068 Now you see why I don't let anyone up here. 650 00:58:27.112 --> 00:58:29.941 I am pretty amazed that you've let me into your inner sanctum. 651 00:58:29.984 --> 00:58:32.944 Yeah, well, if you tell anyone, 652 00:58:33.553 --> 00:58:34.641 I'll poison you. 653 00:58:39.559 --> 00:58:41.387 Oh, you don't have to... 654 00:58:42.388 --> 00:58:44.651 Hmm? You don't have to look through that. 655 00:58:44.695 --> 00:58:47.219 No, no, no. Okay. Yeah. 656 00:58:50.614 --> 00:58:52.006 It's cool. 657 00:59:13.288 --> 00:59:14.768 I like this one. 658 00:59:22.863 --> 00:59:25.562 That's, um-- That's a cell phone tower. 659 00:59:26.650 --> 00:59:29.087 Yeah. It's an allegory 660 00:59:29.130 --> 00:59:34.005 for something-- technology co-opting our natural environment. 661 00:59:47.627 --> 00:59:48.889 Really? 662 00:59:49.629 --> 00:59:50.935 Really. 663 00:59:53.067 --> 00:59:57.637 I know you hate compliments, but this work is incredible. 664 00:59:57.681 --> 01:00:01.162 I'm serious. It's like you can see things that no one else can. 665 01:00:01.206 --> 01:00:04.252 That just shows how much you know about photography. 666 01:00:04.296 --> 01:00:06.037 [laughs] 667 01:00:06.994 --> 01:00:08.735 I mean, I think you can sell this stuff. 668 01:00:08.779 --> 01:00:11.433 Maybe on Etsy. 669 01:00:11.956 --> 01:00:14.045 There is something that's missing 670 01:00:14.088 --> 01:00:16.221 from like all of your photos. 671 01:00:16.264 --> 01:00:17.657 Yeah, I know. It's color. 672 01:00:17.701 --> 01:00:19.920 No. You. 673 01:00:22.662 --> 01:00:25.012 I just don't really think the world needs another selfie. 674 01:00:25.056 --> 01:00:28.581 Oh, come on. What is wrong with stepping in front of the camera every once in awhile. 675 01:00:28.625 --> 01:00:31.976 I believe that a photographer should point her lens outward, 676 01:00:32.803 --> 01:00:34.674 toward the world. Yeah? 677 01:00:34.718 --> 01:00:36.850 Yeah, so you can try and understand it. 678 01:00:36.894 --> 01:00:38.896 What about trying to understand yourself? 679 01:00:39.810 --> 01:00:42.377 If you had my past, you wouldn't ask that question. 680 01:00:43.335 --> 01:00:44.902 You ever gonna tell me about it? 681 01:00:46.686 --> 01:00:48.209 [chuckles] 682 01:00:49.471 --> 01:00:50.472 [sighs] 683 01:00:51.386 --> 01:00:53.040 Come on. I'll walk you home. 684 01:00:54.694 --> 01:01:00.439 I never met my real father. He ran off before I was born. 685 01:01:00.482 --> 01:01:03.094 And my mom... 686 01:01:03.137 --> 01:01:07.402 The kind way to describe her would be flaky. 687 01:01:08.926 --> 01:01:11.276 Wow. Instead of counting sheep 688 01:01:11.319 --> 01:01:13.060 to go to sleep when I was a kid, 689 01:01:13.104 --> 01:01:15.410 I would count her fiancés. 690 01:01:16.977 --> 01:01:18.631 And Mel was one of them? 691 01:01:19.371 --> 01:01:21.286 Yeah, he was the last one. 692 01:01:21.329 --> 01:01:26.726 Her final victim before she ghosted us for good. 693 01:01:26.770 --> 01:01:28.989 And that's when he took you in? 694 01:01:29.555 --> 01:01:31.557 Well, he tried, but the court, 695 01:01:31.600 --> 01:01:34.386 they just didn't really look too kindly on a middle-aged bachelor 696 01:01:34.429 --> 01:01:36.388 wanting to adopt a young girl. 697 01:01:36.431 --> 01:01:39.217 So then where did you go? 698 01:01:39.783 --> 01:01:41.610 Ah, Family Services. 699 01:01:42.089 --> 01:01:43.264 Foster care. 700 01:01:45.136 --> 01:01:46.093 Oh. 701 01:01:46.703 --> 01:01:48.922 You know how you said that I notice things 702 01:01:48.966 --> 01:01:50.619 that no one else does? 703 01:01:50.663 --> 01:01:52.273 Mm-hmm. 704 01:01:52.317 --> 01:01:56.103 When you live with strangers who can hurt you, 705 01:01:56.147 --> 01:01:57.975 and I bounced around a lot, 706 01:01:58.018 --> 01:02:01.630 you have to really just observe everything. 707 01:02:01.674 --> 01:02:04.721 When you're a foster kid, you learn the hard way to... 708 01:02:06.070 --> 01:02:07.767 Never put your guard down? 709 01:02:09.334 --> 01:02:10.727 Yeah. 710 01:02:11.162 --> 01:02:13.425 Anyway, about a year ago, Mel and Vickie got married 711 01:02:13.468 --> 01:02:15.949 and then the court let them take me in. 712 01:02:15.993 --> 01:02:18.517 So that's why you call yourself a genetic stranger? 713 01:02:20.911 --> 01:02:23.827 [buzzing, clicking] 714 01:02:25.045 --> 01:02:27.831 I did that. [scoffs] 715 01:02:27.874 --> 01:02:30.137 ["One Day" playing] 716 01:02:58.862 --> 01:03:00.515 [Vickie] Good God. 717 01:03:01.342 --> 01:03:04.084 How early is it? Super early. 718 01:03:04.737 --> 01:03:07.958 A little splash of almond milk, right? 719 01:03:11.744 --> 01:03:13.050 Uh, yeah. 720 01:03:16.662 --> 01:03:18.011 I like your necklace. 721 01:03:18.055 --> 01:03:20.013 Yeah? Shannon lent it to me. 722 01:03:21.188 --> 01:03:25.889 You know, if you ever want to borrow anything from me, clothes or makeup, jewelry... 723 01:03:25.932 --> 01:03:27.499 All righty. 724 01:03:28.021 --> 01:03:30.067 I'll see you later, Vick. 725 01:03:33.984 --> 01:03:35.246 See ya. 726 01:03:54.004 --> 01:03:55.440 [shutter clicks] 727 01:04:00.662 --> 01:04:03.361 When a rower dies, this is what heaven looks like. 728 01:04:03.404 --> 01:04:08.975 For me, heaven is Paris in the rain. Like cobblestone streets. 729 01:04:09.019 --> 01:04:10.411 Yeah? Yeah. 730 01:04:10.455 --> 01:04:13.806 Is everything in black and white? 731 01:04:13.850 --> 01:04:15.895 Get out of my head. 732 01:04:17.288 --> 01:04:20.508 You ever been? To Paris? 733 01:04:20.552 --> 01:04:21.596 Someday. 734 01:04:21.640 --> 01:04:23.294 Avec moi? 735 01:04:24.295 --> 01:04:27.037 I guess I could use a translator. 736 01:04:31.955 --> 01:04:33.826 My parents had their honeymoon there. 737 01:04:34.696 --> 01:04:36.873 So I've been saving up to send them 738 01:04:36.916 --> 01:04:38.700 for their 25th anniversary. 739 01:04:39.701 --> 01:04:43.270 What if they don't want to go? I mean, who doesn't want to go to Paris? 740 01:04:43.314 --> 01:04:45.751 Yeah, but what if they don't want to go with each other? 741 01:04:46.317 --> 01:04:49.450 It's not a crime to fall out of love, you know. 742 01:04:49.973 --> 01:04:51.539 Tessa. Hmm? 743 01:04:51.583 --> 01:04:52.889 Love never dies. 744 01:04:55.717 --> 01:04:56.936 What? 745 01:04:58.764 --> 01:05:02.028 You just sound like someone who's never been hurt by life. 746 01:05:03.987 --> 01:05:05.379 You putting me on notice? 747 01:05:05.423 --> 01:05:07.164 [laughs] No. 748 01:05:12.647 --> 01:05:14.345 Um, what the hell is that? 749 01:05:14.388 --> 01:05:15.694 This... 750 01:05:17.783 --> 01:05:20.699 is a rowboat. I'm assuming you want me to get in that? 751 01:05:20.742 --> 01:05:24.007 You are getting in this with me. No. 752 01:05:24.050 --> 01:05:27.358 We spent four hours in your dark room doing what you love to do. 753 01:05:27.401 --> 01:05:29.186 Let me show you what I love to do. 754 01:05:29.229 --> 01:05:32.058 [birds squawking, chittering] 755 01:05:32.102 --> 01:05:34.756 [Tessa] Hands under your... Thumbs there. [Skylar] Thumbs here. 756 01:05:34.800 --> 01:05:38.325 And then it's gonna go simple like that. You press it down. 757 01:05:38.369 --> 01:05:41.676 Okay. And then you tilt it and then you pull it. 758 01:05:41.720 --> 01:05:44.462 Hmm. And then you're pressing down, 759 01:05:44.505 --> 01:05:46.594 tilt it, and then pull it. 760 01:05:46.638 --> 01:05:49.206 Okay, I'm gonna try and go forward again. All right. 761 01:05:49.249 --> 01:05:50.729 Don't help me. I won't. 762 01:05:50.772 --> 01:05:53.123 I won't. You've got this. You've got this. 763 01:05:53.166 --> 01:05:54.776 [exhales sharply] 764 01:05:54.820 --> 01:05:56.256 [Tessa] Oh, my God! 765 01:05:56.300 --> 01:05:58.432 This is awful. [Skylar laughs] 766 01:05:58.476 --> 01:06:01.174 Oh, I'm tired now. You're flying! 767 01:06:01.218 --> 01:06:04.264 [Skylar playing harmonica] 768 01:06:29.289 --> 01:06:31.161 I love you, Tessa. 769 01:06:37.254 --> 01:06:39.517 [stammers softly] 770 01:06:49.440 --> 01:06:52.008 We should probably head back, yeah? 771 01:07:05.369 --> 01:07:07.632 [slow pop music playing] 772 01:07:31.656 --> 01:07:33.701 [moans softly] 773 01:07:57.986 --> 01:08:00.206 [students chattering] 774 01:08:04.210 --> 01:08:05.385 Hey. 775 01:08:10.390 --> 01:08:11.913 "The in-between"? 776 01:08:11.957 --> 01:08:13.480 That's just what Doris calls it, 777 01:08:13.524 --> 01:08:15.917 but every culture has its own version of it. 778 01:08:15.961 --> 01:08:19.095 So, it's where we go after we die. 779 01:08:19.138 --> 01:08:21.271 Not me. I'm going to Jamaica. 780 01:08:21.314 --> 01:08:23.099 I'm serious, Shannon. 781 01:08:23.142 --> 01:08:25.275 It's like a waiting room for our souls. 782 01:08:25.318 --> 01:08:26.972 Okay, so you think Skylar 783 01:08:27.015 --> 01:08:29.757 is reaching out to you from this waiting room? 784 01:08:29.801 --> 01:08:33.544 They were color photos, Shannon. I don't... I don't shoot in color. 785 01:08:33.587 --> 01:08:36.155 I don't even own the chemicals to develop it. 786 01:08:36.199 --> 01:08:39.506 But you can't show me the photos? No, I told you. 787 01:08:39.550 --> 01:08:41.813 The fixer didn't work. I don't know why. 788 01:08:41.856 --> 01:08:46.296 But maybe spirits can't be captured on film or something. I don't know. 789 01:08:47.166 --> 01:08:48.385 All right. 790 01:08:50.561 --> 01:08:52.606 Tess, I want to believe you, I swear, 791 01:08:52.650 --> 01:08:56.306 but messages from the other side? 792 01:08:57.524 --> 01:08:59.657 I just think he wants the same thing I want. 793 01:09:01.441 --> 01:09:06.359 To see me one last time so that we can actually say goodbye to each other. 794 01:09:07.273 --> 01:09:09.536 You loved him, and he knew that. 795 01:09:09.580 --> 01:09:11.103 What more is there to say? 796 01:09:11.147 --> 01:09:13.105 [teacher] Two-minute warning. 797 01:09:13.149 --> 01:09:14.454 Please take your seats 798 01:09:14.498 --> 01:09:16.630 and set your phones to silent mode. 799 01:09:16.674 --> 01:09:18.284 Dude, we need to focus, okay? 800 01:09:18.328 --> 01:09:19.764 You're not even listening to me. 801 01:09:19.807 --> 01:09:22.070 Yes, I am! I just don't think 802 01:09:22.114 --> 01:09:25.509 this is about color photos or waiting rooms or the in-between. 803 01:09:25.552 --> 01:09:28.773 Then what is it about? A girl who won't let go. 804 01:09:30.731 --> 01:09:33.604 Just think about it. Okay? 805 01:09:35.083 --> 01:09:36.433 [door close] 806 01:09:53.798 --> 01:09:54.929 [sighs] 807 01:10:07.420 --> 01:10:08.595 [laughs] 808 01:10:10.597 --> 01:10:11.642 Sorry. 809 01:11:07.001 --> 01:11:09.003 [ringtone: "Never Tear Us Apart"] 810 01:11:09.047 --> 01:11:11.571 Cell phone use is prohibited during the test! 811 01:11:13.269 --> 01:11:15.619 [ringtone spreads to all cell phones, overlapping] 812 01:11:15.662 --> 01:11:17.185 [students murmuring] 813 01:11:52.873 --> 01:11:55.223 Didn't I tell you the drive would be worth it? 814 01:11:55.963 --> 01:11:58.792 This negative's made of glass. It's coated in collodion, 815 01:11:58.836 --> 01:12:02.492 then dipped in silver nitrate, which is crazy. 816 01:12:02.535 --> 01:12:05.451 Because after that, you only ave a few minutes to take the photo 817 01:12:05.495 --> 01:12:07.453 or the chemicals completely dry up. 818 01:12:07.497 --> 01:12:10.369 Hmm. That's exactly what I was gonna say. 819 01:12:11.239 --> 01:12:12.980 It's only ten grand. 820 01:12:13.024 --> 01:12:14.678 It's a little out of my budget. 821 01:12:14.721 --> 01:12:17.985 But I can offer you a gluten-free cracker 822 01:12:18.029 --> 01:12:21.728 with rotting cheese on it. You're so generous. it's crazy. 823 01:12:21.772 --> 01:12:23.251 Sorry. Am I interrupting? 824 01:12:23.295 --> 01:12:25.341 No. Julian, hi. 825 01:12:25.384 --> 01:12:28.213 We were just talking about how much we love the photo. Oh, yeah. 826 01:12:28.256 --> 01:12:29.780 It's wonderful, isn't it? 827 01:12:29.823 --> 01:12:31.825 I just love how he prioritizes 828 01:12:31.869 --> 01:12:33.784 mood and atmosphere over subject. 829 01:12:33.827 --> 01:12:36.743 That is a very sophisticated insight for a girl your age. 830 01:12:36.787 --> 01:12:40.094 Julian, meet my very sophisticated girlfriend. 831 01:12:40.138 --> 01:12:42.053 Hi, I'm Tessa. Nice to meet you. 832 01:12:42.096 --> 01:12:45.056 Congratulations on this. This is great. Oh, thank you. 833 01:12:45.099 --> 01:12:49.974 Okay, kids, follow me. I wanna show you something. 834 01:12:58.286 --> 01:13:02.160 Doesn't it look amazing all lit up like this? 835 01:13:02.203 --> 01:13:06.164 Like it belongs here? It does belong here. 836 01:13:06.730 --> 01:13:09.820 Tessa, you have an extraordinary eye. 837 01:13:11.561 --> 01:13:13.519 I don't understand. 838 01:13:13.563 --> 01:13:17.393 It's for sale for $1,000. 839 01:13:17.436 --> 01:13:20.613 Yeah, and we already have two serious inquiries. 840 01:13:20.657 --> 01:13:24.312 [heartbeat thumping] Uh, this photo 841 01:13:25.226 --> 01:13:29.056 is not for sale. This was a gift to Skylar. 842 01:13:29.100 --> 01:13:30.797 Can't you print another one? 843 01:13:30.841 --> 01:13:32.582 I really just don't want anyone looking at it. 844 01:13:32.625 --> 01:13:33.887 Can we please take it down? 845 01:13:35.236 --> 01:13:36.716 Are you serious? 846 01:13:37.413 --> 01:13:39.632 Take it down. Hey, it's okay. I'll take it down. 847 01:13:39.676 --> 01:13:40.851 Thank you. 848 01:13:40.894 --> 01:13:43.114 [heartbeat continues] 849 01:13:45.769 --> 01:13:48.554 [no audible dialogue] [train whistle blows] 850 01:13:48.598 --> 01:13:50.469 That's exactly why I brought you here, 851 01:13:50.513 --> 01:13:53.951 to prove that your photos are great, even Julian thinks so. 852 01:13:53.994 --> 01:13:56.214 I don't want this photo hanging on the wall 853 01:13:56.257 --> 01:13:58.477 of some random stranger. 854 01:13:58.521 --> 01:13:59.957 This is my photo. 855 01:14:00.000 --> 01:14:02.176 That means I get to decide who I share it with 856 01:14:02.220 --> 01:14:03.874 and I shared it with you. 857 01:14:05.484 --> 01:14:06.485 You're right. 858 01:14:07.007 --> 01:14:08.966 I'm sorry. I should have asked you first. 859 01:14:09.009 --> 01:14:10.881 I just wanted you to see how amazing you are. 860 01:14:10.924 --> 01:14:14.145 And that you can get into RISD. 861 01:14:15.363 --> 01:14:17.017 Who said anything about RISD? 862 01:14:17.540 --> 01:14:21.979 Shannon said your art teacher thought you could get in. 863 01:14:22.022 --> 01:14:25.678 I'm gonna kill her. It is the best art college in the country. 864 01:14:25.722 --> 01:14:28.986 And it's in Providence, which is in the same city as Brown. 865 01:14:29.029 --> 01:14:31.205 Which if you get in, we could be together. 866 01:14:31.249 --> 01:14:33.556 I-- For real. Without a ticking clock. 867 01:14:33.599 --> 01:14:36.210 Even if I could get into RISD, 868 01:14:36.254 --> 01:14:38.125 which I totally doubt, 869 01:14:38.169 --> 01:14:41.302 I cannot afford that. You're going to get into RISD. 870 01:14:41.346 --> 01:14:43.653 No. And you could just get a scholarship. 871 01:14:43.696 --> 01:14:46.830 Skylar, Jesus, just give it up. 872 01:14:46.873 --> 01:14:49.572 This is-- You can't fix everything. 873 01:14:49.615 --> 01:14:50.921 What? 874 01:14:50.964 --> 01:14:53.358 Your parents' marriage and me. 875 01:14:54.141 --> 01:14:56.274 Some things are just beyond repair. 876 01:14:56.317 --> 01:14:58.015 Is that why you won't say you love me? 877 01:15:00.844 --> 01:15:04.238 Because you're... beyond repair. 878 01:15:09.548 --> 01:15:10.767 Okay. 879 01:15:11.550 --> 01:15:12.769 That's... 880 01:15:20.864 --> 01:15:24.041 [machinery rattling] [chattering on screen] 881 01:15:50.850 --> 01:15:52.678 [phone chimes] 882 01:16:48.604 --> 01:16:50.736 [knocking on door] [pop music playing on stereo] 883 01:16:50.780 --> 01:16:52.999 [footsteps approaching] 884 01:16:54.261 --> 01:16:57.743 Hey,00. I'm here like you asked. What's up? 885 01:16:57.787 --> 01:16:59.919 I would like to take your portrait. 886 01:17:01.138 --> 01:17:05.621 Uh... can I change first? No, you don't have to. You can just put that on. 887 01:17:06.491 --> 01:17:07.710 What's that? 888 01:17:08.841 --> 01:17:10.756 It was my mom's. 889 01:17:18.155 --> 01:17:19.983 This really brings me back to college. 890 01:17:20.810 --> 01:17:25.205 I had a boyfriend who was an art major. Made me pose for him. 891 01:17:25.249 --> 01:17:31.124 So... Mel isn't the first person that you've been in love with. 892 01:17:33.213 --> 01:17:36.042 Gosh, no. I've loved a few men. 893 01:17:36.086 --> 01:17:38.915 Maybe even one woman. 894 01:17:41.613 --> 01:17:46.531 Did you love any of them more than they loved you? 895 01:17:46.574 --> 01:17:48.620 Oh, probably. 896 01:17:48.664 --> 01:17:49.969 Didn't that scare you? 897 01:17:50.883 --> 01:17:55.583 Knowing that someone could you hurt you more than you could hurt them? 898 01:17:55.627 --> 01:17:57.629 Yeah. Maybe at first. 899 01:17:57.673 --> 01:18:00.980 But then I think I realized if you protect yourself from the lows, 900 01:18:01.024 --> 01:18:04.680 you just end up missing all the highs too. 901 01:18:08.031 --> 01:18:09.946 You love Skylar. Don't you? 902 01:18:15.125 --> 01:18:17.344 I think I'm screwing it up. 903 01:18:18.650 --> 01:18:23.133 Yeah. If it's not opening old wounds, it's probably not true love. 904 01:18:24.917 --> 01:18:26.440 I just don't know what to do. 905 01:18:27.790 --> 01:18:30.967 How do I get Skylar to understand that... 906 01:18:32.577 --> 01:18:34.318 I love him. [chuckles] 907 01:18:36.668 --> 01:18:38.496 You start by saying it. 908 01:18:41.020 --> 01:18:43.327 You need to hear the words, Tessa. 909 01:18:44.067 --> 01:18:45.938 You mean, he needs to hear the words. 910 01:18:45.982 --> 01:18:49.463 No. You need to hear yourself say them. 911 01:18:51.378 --> 01:18:52.728 Out loud. 912 01:18:53.859 --> 01:18:56.470 So the world knows your feelings count. 913 01:18:58.342 --> 01:18:59.517 That you count. 914 01:19:05.653 --> 01:19:07.177 Vickie, I'm sorry. 915 01:19:08.874 --> 01:19:10.746 For how I've treated you. 916 01:19:24.020 --> 01:19:27.023 Hey Google, dim the lights. 917 01:19:27.763 --> 01:19:30.243 Yes! Oh, man. No smoke machine? 918 01:19:30.287 --> 01:19:31.331 Shh! 919 01:19:32.071 --> 01:19:33.899 We begin this invocation 920 01:19:33.943 --> 01:19:36.336 by asking the Archangel Michael 921 01:19:36.380 --> 01:19:38.861 to protect us against any malevolent spirits 922 01:19:38.904 --> 01:19:42.603 that may be seeking a gateway into this earthbound sphere. You wrote this? 923 01:19:43.213 --> 01:19:45.171 You're interrupting my invocation. I'm sorry! 924 01:19:45.215 --> 01:19:46.825 It's just-- This is crazy. 925 01:19:46.869 --> 01:19:48.609 Did you read all of these books in two days? 926 01:19:48.653 --> 01:19:51.830 Bitch, yes! You know speed reading is my super power. 927 01:19:51.874 --> 01:19:54.920 Enjoy Your Own Funeral. 928 01:19:54.964 --> 01:19:58.097 Yeah. That happens to be a classic 929 01:19:58.141 --> 01:20:01.144 of the paranormal metaphysical genre. 930 01:20:01.187 --> 01:20:02.841 Now hush. Okay. 931 01:20:02.885 --> 01:20:05.713 [pop music playing] 932 01:20:05.757 --> 01:20:07.541 We seek to communicate 933 01:20:07.585 --> 01:20:11.807 only with the disembodies spirit formerly known as Skylar Adams. 934 01:20:12.982 --> 01:20:14.853 No other spirits, please. 935 01:20:16.376 --> 01:20:17.377 Okay. 936 01:20:18.726 --> 01:20:22.774 A Ouija board? Please, Tess. This is a planchette. 937 01:20:22.818 --> 01:20:25.603 There's a pencil tip attached to the bottom. 938 01:20:25.646 --> 01:20:28.954 We ask questions and Skylar communicates by moving our hands. 939 01:20:28.998 --> 01:20:31.000 Just like he did in the gym. 940 01:20:31.043 --> 01:20:33.045 Here. Fingers right there. 941 01:20:34.046 --> 01:20:35.569 Okay. 942 01:20:35.613 --> 01:20:37.223 Close your eyes. 943 01:20:40.009 --> 01:20:43.882 [gasps] Oh, my God, it moved. Sorry that was me. My bad. 944 01:20:43.926 --> 01:20:46.580 It's called scrying. The deceased use the mirror 945 01:20:46.624 --> 01:20:48.887 as a gateway to the world of the living. 946 01:20:48.931 --> 01:20:54.110 All you have to do is stare into the mirror in a trance-like state. 947 01:20:54.980 --> 01:20:57.069 That's it. Okay. 948 01:21:05.861 --> 01:21:08.559 Yeah, I'm sorry. Can we cover up Gambino and Drake? 949 01:21:08.602 --> 01:21:10.778 They're like really distracting me. 950 01:21:10.822 --> 01:21:12.563 Instrumental Trans-Communication. 951 01:21:12.606 --> 01:21:16.175 The spirit uses the TV monitor as a bridge to our world. 952 01:21:16.219 --> 01:21:18.786 What is this? Okay. Here you go. 953 01:21:18.830 --> 01:21:21.006 Blocks out the gamma rays. 954 01:21:26.533 --> 01:21:27.795 Do you see anything? 955 01:21:27.839 --> 01:21:29.362 No. Do you? 956 01:21:30.581 --> 01:21:31.582 No. 957 01:21:31.625 --> 01:21:33.540 [sighs] 958 01:21:35.673 --> 01:21:37.936 [both sigh] 959 01:21:39.285 --> 01:21:41.418 Maybe I should have read more books. 960 01:21:42.114 --> 01:21:44.943 No. No, you've been awesome. 961 01:21:44.987 --> 01:21:46.466 [phone chimes] 962 01:21:47.554 --> 01:21:49.992 [sighs] Oh, man. It's just Vickie. 963 01:21:50.035 --> 01:21:52.255 Needs the car. She has a shift. 964 01:21:53.734 --> 01:21:56.346 Okay. I'll walk you out. 965 01:21:57.521 --> 01:21:58.652 Okay. 966 01:22:02.004 --> 01:22:05.616 [faint, high -pitched humming] 967 01:22:18.672 --> 01:22:21.110 [electric warbling] [voice murmuring] 968 01:22:25.027 --> 01:22:26.245 Hello? 969 01:22:29.031 --> 01:22:31.381 [murmuring continues] 970 01:22:36.952 --> 01:22:39.650 [GPS] Your route is being calculated. 971 01:22:41.304 --> 01:22:46.352 Proceed for four miles to the entrance to Highway 85 South. 972 01:22:53.490 --> 01:22:55.274 It's a map. [door opens, closes] 973 01:22:55.318 --> 01:22:57.711 ["Closer" playing] 974 01:23:03.717 --> 01:23:06.198 Tessa? Tessa! 975 01:23:06.242 --> 01:23:09.636 Sorry! I've gotta do this. 976 01:23:09.680 --> 01:23:10.811 Tessa! 977 01:23:10.855 --> 01:23:11.987 [tires screeching] 978 01:23:13.336 --> 01:23:19.516 [GPS] Head southwest to I-95 South, and proceed for 106 miles. 979 01:23:21.561 --> 01:23:24.129 Continue straight for six miles. 980 01:23:39.492 --> 01:23:42.278 [GPS] Take the next right, and in 100 feet, 981 01:23:42.321 --> 01:23:45.150 your destination will be on your right. 982 01:23:50.895 --> 01:23:53.463 [GPS] You have arrived at your destination. 983 01:23:53.506 --> 01:23:55.204 [heartbeat thumping] 984 01:24:02.167 --> 01:24:05.431 I told you he wasn't gone yet. 985 01:24:05.475 --> 01:24:07.738 [laughs] Doris! 986 01:24:07.781 --> 01:24:11.046 [chuckles] Come. Sit. 987 01:24:14.571 --> 01:24:17.878 You know, I love coming out here at night 988 01:24:17.922 --> 01:24:20.968 to watch the shooting stars. 989 01:24:21.012 --> 01:24:24.189 My angels are calling me home. 990 01:24:26.235 --> 01:24:28.454 Skylar knows the end is near. 991 01:24:31.153 --> 01:24:33.111 You don't have much time. 992 01:24:33.155 --> 01:24:35.287 He's been communicating with you? 993 01:24:35.331 --> 01:24:38.508 Well, I'm much closer to his world than you are. 994 01:24:39.161 --> 01:24:40.901 [chuckles] 995 01:24:41.380 --> 01:24:42.773 What does he want? 996 01:24:43.208 --> 01:24:44.470 My help. 997 01:24:46.211 --> 01:24:48.431 To bring the two of you together. 998 01:24:49.171 --> 01:24:50.476 Can you? 999 01:24:55.177 --> 01:24:57.179 Please. 1000 01:25:01.661 --> 01:25:06.797 In ancient folklore, the souls of the departed 1001 01:25:06.840 --> 01:25:12.933 returned to places where they experienced their greatest moments of love. 1002 01:25:13.717 --> 01:25:20.071 That's where they were able to cross the life-death barrier. 1003 01:25:20.115 --> 01:25:23.683 Now, perhaps if you and Skylar went back 1004 01:25:23.727 --> 01:25:29.298 to where you felt the most love, 1005 01:25:30.603 --> 01:25:34.868 the window between worlds might open? 1006 01:25:36.696 --> 01:25:37.741 Okay. 1007 01:25:38.481 --> 01:25:39.786 But be careful. 1008 01:25:41.614 --> 01:25:44.574 If you do manage to cross the barrier... 1009 01:25:46.445 --> 01:25:48.360 there may be no way back. 1010 01:25:53.452 --> 01:25:56.847 [hip-hop music playing over speakers] [teenagers laughing, chattering] 1011 01:26:05.638 --> 01:26:07.031 Tess? 1012 01:26:07.074 --> 01:26:08.206 What's up? 1013 01:26:08.815 --> 01:26:11.340 This is not how I wanted my summer to go. 1014 01:26:11.383 --> 01:26:13.777 Oh, no, what do you mean? What's wrong? 1015 01:26:14.386 --> 01:26:16.345 They're so cute together, it's stupid. 1016 01:26:16.388 --> 01:26:17.650 Who's cute? 1017 01:26:18.869 --> 01:26:22.002 Oh. Is that Judd? [Shannon] That's Judd. 1018 01:26:22.046 --> 01:26:24.179 Oh... My vagina is weeping. 1019 01:26:24.222 --> 01:26:27.269 They are cute, but I'm so sorry. 1020 01:26:27.878 --> 01:26:28.922 That's terrible. 1021 01:26:28.966 --> 01:26:30.663 Oh, my God! What? 1022 01:26:30.707 --> 01:26:33.362 Billy Hodges came to my party? 1023 01:26:34.580 --> 01:26:36.669 Ciao, Billy. 1024 01:26:39.933 --> 01:26:41.631 Hey. Hey. 1025 01:26:43.502 --> 01:26:45.548 [sighs] It's just three words. 1026 01:26:51.293 --> 01:26:52.772 Hi. 1027 01:26:59.344 --> 01:27:04.219 Can we go somewhere to talk for a second, alone? 1028 01:27:04.262 --> 01:27:06.525 Sure. [both chuckle] 1029 01:27:06.569 --> 01:27:08.701 Yo, brutha!Hey. 1030 01:27:08.745 --> 01:27:11.008 [Cortez] I just heard the good news. What news? 1031 01:27:11.051 --> 01:27:12.618 Um... Oregon State! 1032 01:27:14.098 --> 01:27:16.579 Nothing's official yet. Oh, bullshit, bro. 1033 01:27:16.622 --> 01:27:21.323 No, I just talked to the new coach. He said it's as good as done. 1034 01:27:21.975 --> 01:27:23.325 Come on. 1035 01:27:24.326 --> 01:27:26.458 Um...Okay. 1036 01:27:26.502 --> 01:27:30.593 Tess? Tess? Tessa? 1037 01:27:30.636 --> 01:27:33.987 Tess, I was gonna tell you, I swear. When? 1038 01:27:35.250 --> 01:27:38.165 When were you gonna tell me? After I got into RISD? No, of course not. 1039 01:27:38.209 --> 01:27:42.909 I just didn't want to give you another reason to back out. What about our plan? 1040 01:27:43.693 --> 01:27:46.086 The same city? No more ticking clock? 1041 01:27:46.130 --> 01:27:48.872 You weren't even gonna send in an application. 1042 01:27:50.134 --> 01:27:52.354 I applied last week. 1043 01:27:55.531 --> 01:28:00.057 Well, thank you for waiting until the last possible moment to tell me. 1044 01:28:03.321 --> 01:28:04.670 [sighs] 1045 01:28:04.714 --> 01:28:08.065 The truth is, Tess, my dad's not... 1046 01:28:08.108 --> 01:28:09.936 He's not doing that well. 1047 01:28:11.242 --> 01:28:15.681 He's really lonely in Oregon and I feel like I should stay with him for awhile. 1048 01:28:15.725 --> 01:28:19.642 Oregon is on the other side of the country. 1049 01:28:19.685 --> 01:28:23.167 How were we ever gonna see each other? It'll be hard. 1050 01:28:23.210 --> 01:28:27.824 I'm not switching schools permanently. I'm not! 1051 01:28:27.867 --> 01:28:30.914 And if you get into RISD, and you will, 1052 01:28:30.957 --> 01:28:33.220 I'll be in Providence before you are. 1053 01:28:33.264 --> 01:28:36.920 What happens if you start to like Oregon? What happens if your team starts to win? 1054 01:28:36.963 --> 01:28:39.357 Tess, my dad needs me right now. 1055 01:28:39.401 --> 01:28:41.185 He's my family. I don't-- 1056 01:28:42.099 --> 01:28:45.842 [exhales] You don't understand about family because-- 1057 01:28:47.583 --> 01:28:49.498 Because I don't have one. 1058 01:28:49.541 --> 01:28:51.891 That is not what I meant to say. 1059 01:28:54.851 --> 01:28:56.809 I knew this was gonna happen. 1060 01:28:58.637 --> 01:29:01.423 I get close to people and they disappear on me. 1061 01:29:01.945 --> 01:29:03.990 This is just what happens to me. 1062 01:29:04.034 --> 01:29:04.948 Tess. No. 1063 01:29:06.253 --> 01:29:07.298 No. 1064 01:29:08.343 --> 01:29:10.867 You're just gonna push me away like you do everyone? 1065 01:29:15.524 --> 01:29:17.482 The summer is over, Skylar. 1066 01:29:19.528 --> 01:29:21.051 And so are we. 1067 01:29:28.232 --> 01:29:30.103 [horn honking] 1068 01:29:32.497 --> 01:29:36.936 Hey. Your ghost-hunting assistant has arrived. 1069 01:29:37.372 --> 01:29:39.809 Here you go. Direct from Daddy's closet. 1070 01:29:39.852 --> 01:29:45.292 Yeah, this is full spectrum, motion sensor, night vision. 1071 01:29:45.336 --> 01:29:46.685 Perfect. Thank you. 1072 01:29:47.686 --> 01:29:49.253 Who gave you all the swag? 1073 01:29:49.296 --> 01:29:52.169 Ah, Vickie's credit card. 1074 01:29:52.212 --> 01:29:55.390 Whoa! Tessa's a bad, bad girl. 1075 01:29:55.433 --> 01:29:58.523 Bye. Hey, if there are nudes of my mom on that camera, 1076 01:29:58.567 --> 01:30:00.046 I do not want to know. 1077 01:30:00.090 --> 01:30:03.180 [whispers] Shh. I'm gonna tell you. 1078 01:30:41.914 --> 01:30:43.873 [seagulls squawking] 1079 01:31:25.305 --> 01:31:26.959 [sighs] 1080 01:31:31.834 --> 01:31:33.226 [exhales sharply] 1081 01:31:42.888 --> 01:31:45.630 [faint, high-pitched hum] 1082 01:34:02.114 --> 01:34:05.161 [gasping] 1083 01:34:11.471 --> 01:34:12.777 [police radio chatter] 1084 01:34:12.821 --> 01:34:14.257 [officer] Central, standby. 1085 01:34:14.953 --> 01:34:16.694 You Tessa Benson? 1086 01:34:23.745 --> 01:34:25.398 I can't believe you tracked my phone. 1087 01:34:25.442 --> 01:34:27.313 The day you stole Vickie's credit card 1088 01:34:27.357 --> 01:34:29.315 was the day you gave up your right to privacy. 1089 01:34:29.359 --> 01:34:32.928 What were you doing at the hotel so late? I was taking photos. 1090 01:34:32.971 --> 01:34:36.105 I told you that. What, are you trying to put yourself back in the hospital? 1091 01:34:36.148 --> 01:34:39.325 I don't understand this. Things were so much better this summer. 1092 01:34:39.369 --> 01:34:41.850 We started to feel like a family. Do you not understand? 1093 01:34:41.893 --> 01:34:45.592 Geez, I wonder what happened at the end of the summer that might change my mood. 1094 01:34:45.636 --> 01:34:48.291 You know what I've been through? What Vickie's been through? Stop. 1095 01:34:48.334 --> 01:34:51.207 Love hurts. You learn to live with it. Fuck off, Mel. 1096 01:34:51.250 --> 01:34:53.296 Hey, no! You don't get to talk to him like that. 1097 01:34:53.339 --> 01:34:56.081 Not after everything he's done for you. There's no... 1098 01:34:57.648 --> 01:34:58.693 Tessa! 1099 01:34:58.736 --> 01:35:00.912 [ultrasound warbling] 1100 01:35:06.526 --> 01:35:08.311 She's ruptured the repair. 1101 01:35:08.354 --> 01:35:12.271 Is it any wonder? The way she's been running around all crazy. 1102 01:35:12.315 --> 01:35:16.232 You can see right here. There's a fair amount of blood accumulated around her heart. 1103 01:35:16.275 --> 01:35:18.756 Will she be all right? Not until we drain the chamber 1104 01:35:18.800 --> 01:35:20.671 and reinforce the original suture. 1105 01:35:20.715 --> 01:35:23.326 We're gonna schedule you for an OR first thing in the morning. 1106 01:35:23.369 --> 01:35:27.330 No, no, I-- I'm not-- You gotta let me go. You need to let me go. 1107 01:35:27.373 --> 01:35:29.985 Tessa! 50 milligrams now. [Tessa] Jasmine, no! Don't, please! 1108 01:35:30.028 --> 01:35:33.075 Tessa, if I let you go home, you won't make it through the night. 1109 01:35:33.118 --> 01:35:36.382 You don't understand. You don't understand. Get some rest now, honey. 1110 01:35:36.426 --> 01:35:39.429 I never got to tell... tell him. 1111 01:35:40.735 --> 01:35:41.779 Tell him what? 1112 01:35:41.823 --> 01:35:43.433 That... 1113 01:36:07.326 --> 01:36:10.199 They can never, ever tear us apart. 1114 01:36:10.721 --> 01:36:13.506 ["Never Tear Us Apart" playing] 1115 01:36:15.813 --> 01:36:17.336 [song continues on ringtone] 1116 01:36:38.488 --> 01:36:39.489 Tess? 1117 01:36:40.011 --> 01:36:41.926 [groans] Shan, is that you? 1118 01:36:41.970 --> 01:36:45.190 Are you okay? You-- You sound medicated. 1119 01:36:45.234 --> 01:36:48.498 I'm at the hospital. What happened? 1120 01:36:49.760 --> 01:36:52.023 I saw him, Shan. 1121 01:36:52.067 --> 01:36:54.852 No way. At the hotel. 1122 01:36:55.461 --> 01:36:58.116 I couldn't touch him, but he was there. 1123 01:37:00.379 --> 01:37:03.556 I just have one place left that I have to go. 1124 01:37:04.383 --> 01:37:06.995 The lake. Where he told you he loved you. 1125 01:37:07.865 --> 01:37:10.172 I just don't really have much time left. 1126 01:37:10.215 --> 01:37:12.130 Okay, stay put. I'm coming. 1127 01:37:21.923 --> 01:37:23.315 Whoa. 1128 01:37:24.926 --> 01:37:26.753 Now what? I don't know. 1129 01:37:26.797 --> 01:37:28.625 [electrical crackling] 1130 01:37:28.668 --> 01:37:31.846 Room 22. I'll take him. 1131 01:37:31.889 --> 01:37:34.457 [chiming] Oh. Ooh, two more. 1132 01:37:34.500 --> 01:37:36.894 [chiming continues] Witching hour. I'll take odds, 1133 01:37:36.938 --> 01:37:38.156 you take evens. Yeah. 1134 01:37:41.551 --> 01:37:43.074 [elevator dings] 1135 01:37:43.858 --> 01:37:45.816 Whoa. Let's go. 1136 01:37:46.382 --> 01:37:47.949 I could get used to this. 1137 01:37:58.089 --> 01:37:59.308 [elevator dings] 1138 01:38:02.920 --> 01:38:04.443 [security guard] Hey! What are you doing? 1139 01:38:04.487 --> 01:38:06.402 Go, go, go. Come on. 1140 01:38:07.229 --> 01:38:08.360 Oh, God. 1141 01:38:18.501 --> 01:38:20.459 Whoa. What the hell? 1142 01:38:22.505 --> 01:38:25.247 [tires squealing] 1143 01:38:33.429 --> 01:38:35.344 The lake is that way. You've gotta turn around. 1144 01:38:35.387 --> 01:38:38.521 I know. I know! It's the wrong way! Please turn around. 1145 01:38:38.564 --> 01:38:40.044 I can't. 1146 01:38:41.872 --> 01:38:43.569 Let go. What? 1147 01:38:43.613 --> 01:38:45.006 Let go! 1148 01:38:49.532 --> 01:38:52.230 [horns honking] [both screaming] 1149 01:38:54.667 --> 01:38:56.669 [both panting] 1150 01:38:57.540 --> 01:38:59.672 I want a dead boyfriend too. 1151 01:39:08.681 --> 01:39:10.292 [door opens, closes] 1152 01:39:12.163 --> 01:39:16.646 What are you doing here? Skylar says he's called you and left you a ton of messages. 1153 01:39:17.908 --> 01:39:21.433 So? So? You're ghosting your soul mate? 1154 01:39:21.477 --> 01:39:24.088 Shannon, my past is always just gonna get in the way. 1155 01:39:24.132 --> 01:39:26.873 Remember last year, you'd spotted that condemned bridge 1156 01:39:26.917 --> 01:39:29.006 and just had to get a photo. 1157 01:39:29.050 --> 01:39:31.530 You had to jump into the water, 1158 01:39:31.574 --> 01:39:33.880 even though it was freezing cold. 1159 01:39:34.533 --> 01:39:35.970 You know what I was thinking, 1160 01:39:36.753 --> 01:39:40.539 when I saw you down there swimming against the current to get your photo, 1161 01:39:40.583 --> 01:39:43.890 "Imagine if Tess could be like this for her life, 1162 01:39:43.934 --> 01:39:45.196 and not just for her art." 1163 01:39:47.807 --> 01:39:50.636 He's leaving tonight, Tess. 1164 01:40:05.738 --> 01:40:07.131 Lock up for me. 1165 01:40:42.123 --> 01:40:44.473 [tires screeching] 1166 01:40:47.128 --> 01:40:49.347 [thunder rumbling] 1167 01:40:57.355 --> 01:40:59.662 This is where the accident happened. 1168 01:40:59.705 --> 01:41:01.751 Do you know why he brought you here? 1169 01:41:03.013 --> 01:41:04.232 No. 1170 01:41:04.971 --> 01:41:06.277 I don't know. 1171 01:41:07.191 --> 01:41:08.627 But I'm gonna find out. 1172 01:41:10.107 --> 01:41:11.413 Tess? 1173 01:41:21.684 --> 01:41:22.685 Tess! 1174 01:41:24.774 --> 01:41:26.210 Oh, my God. 1175 01:41:29.083 --> 01:41:31.302 I need help! 1176 01:41:35.393 --> 01:41:37.091 [line ringing] 1177 01:41:38.004 --> 01:41:40.137 [dispatcher] 911, what's your emergency? 1178 01:41:40.181 --> 01:41:42.748 [Shannon] My friend just passed out. She has a heart condition. 1179 01:41:42.792 --> 01:41:46.970 I'm at the corner of 6th and Channel, please send somebody! 1180 01:41:47.013 --> 01:41:48.363 [Tessa] Skylar! 1181 01:41:54.195 --> 01:41:55.370 Tess. 1182 01:41:55.413 --> 01:41:57.633 You forgot your hat. [chuckles] 1183 01:42:01.245 --> 01:42:02.899 I'm so sorry, Sky. 1184 01:42:03.900 --> 01:42:05.119 I'm sorry. I'm... 1185 01:42:06.076 --> 01:42:10.080 [sighs] I should have talked to you before making any decisions. 1186 01:42:10.124 --> 01:42:14.128 No. You shouldn't have to explain loving your family. 1187 01:42:14.737 --> 01:42:18.654 If I hadn't spent my whole life just pushing everyone away, I would have understood that. 1188 01:42:18.697 --> 01:42:21.135 No, come on, Tess. I love you. 1189 01:42:22.092 --> 01:42:23.398 [chuckles] 1190 01:42:23.920 --> 01:42:25.095 I said it. 1191 01:42:25.139 --> 01:42:27.445 Would you mind if I said it again? 1192 01:42:33.930 --> 01:42:35.236 I love you. 1193 01:42:45.420 --> 01:42:47.683 [horn honking] [Tessa screams] 1194 01:43:07.311 --> 01:43:08.704 [Skylar] Hey. [gasps] 1195 01:43:13.230 --> 01:43:15.711 It's you. It's me. 1196 01:43:17.843 --> 01:43:19.410 Oh, my God. 1197 01:43:33.163 --> 01:43:35.383 [siren wailing in distance] 1198 01:43:37.341 --> 01:43:40.388 I love you. I know. 1199 01:43:40.431 --> 01:43:43.304 You told me. I love you. 1200 01:43:43.347 --> 01:43:46.524 So that's why you brought me here? 1201 01:43:46.568 --> 01:43:48.657 So that I'd know? 1202 01:43:49.397 --> 01:43:51.790 Yeah. No regrets. 1203 01:43:59.233 --> 01:44:00.495 So, is this... 1204 01:44:01.931 --> 01:44:05.064 Is this it? We're still in Avalon. 1205 01:44:05.108 --> 01:44:06.631 Not exactly. 1206 01:44:06.675 --> 01:44:10.026 It's like everything you see is a memory, 1207 01:44:10.069 --> 01:44:14.422 a dream that we have, to project it onto the world. 1208 01:44:15.553 --> 01:44:17.033 It's kinda cool. 1209 01:44:17.773 --> 01:44:19.992 Come on. I'll show you. 1210 01:44:20.036 --> 01:44:21.603 Okay. 1211 01:44:22.778 --> 01:44:25.868 [paramedics, Shannon chattering] 1212 01:44:33.136 --> 01:44:35.312 [speaking French] 1213 01:44:39.229 --> 01:44:41.275 [speaking French] 1214 01:45:18.790 --> 01:45:21.576 [doctors, nurses chattering] 1215 01:45:27.625 --> 01:45:30.976 I came out here the first day I met you. 1216 01:45:33.196 --> 01:45:36.112 My parents had just told me about the separation. 1217 01:45:36.982 --> 01:45:39.333 Felt like it was the worst day of my life. 1218 01:45:43.424 --> 01:45:44.903 And then I met you. 1219 01:45:45.730 --> 01:45:47.906 And it was probably the best day of my life. 1220 01:45:49.081 --> 01:45:50.344 Mine too. 1221 01:46:43.135 --> 01:46:47.096 [Dr. Sarkisian] There's nothing more we can do. She has a decision to make. 1222 01:46:47.139 --> 01:46:49.141 She has to want to live. 1223 01:46:49.707 --> 01:46:52.928 Come back, Tess. Come back, Tess... 1224 01:47:16.517 --> 01:47:19.041 [crying] 1225 01:47:19.955 --> 01:47:20.999 Hey. 1226 01:47:24.046 --> 01:47:25.177 What's wrong? 1227 01:47:32.010 --> 01:47:35.666 I've spent my whole life learning how not to get hurt. 1228 01:47:36.754 --> 01:47:38.843 And that's no way to live. 1229 01:47:42.151 --> 01:47:47.069 But... But even with all the hurt that I feel right now... 1230 01:47:50.594 --> 01:47:52.074 I don't regret a thing. 1231 01:47:54.555 --> 01:47:56.165 Because I love you. 1232 01:47:58.733 --> 01:48:01.387 And knowing that I'm capable of feeling this way, 1233 01:48:01.431 --> 01:48:03.041 makes life worth living. 1234 01:48:06.654 --> 01:48:08.699 I don't want to say goodbye. 1235 01:48:09.439 --> 01:48:10.962 You don't have to. 1236 01:48:14.313 --> 01:48:16.490 Love never dies. 1237 01:48:25.324 --> 01:48:26.761 [sighs] 1238 01:48:26.804 --> 01:48:28.240 I'm gonna miss you. 1239 01:48:29.981 --> 01:48:32.506 [sobbing] I'm gonna miss you. 1240 01:48:44.909 --> 01:48:47.303 Go give us a happy ending, yeah? 1241 01:49:06.496 --> 01:49:07.845 Hey. 1242 01:49:11.153 --> 01:49:13.198 No more dying, okay? 1243 01:49:14.286 --> 01:49:15.679 [chuckles] 1244 01:49:30.302 --> 01:49:32.174 Oh, my God. It smells so good. 1245 01:49:32.217 --> 01:49:34.568 Sit down. There's plenty. I can't. I gotta go. 1246 01:49:35.220 --> 01:49:36.874 Good luck, Tessa. Love you. 1247 01:49:36.918 --> 01:49:39.050 Go get 'em. All right, bye. 1248 01:49:39.094 --> 01:49:40.791 See you later! 1249 01:49:42.097 --> 01:49:44.403 Ever since I was a little girl, 1250 01:49:44.447 --> 01:49:48.233 people always told me that I see things that no one else does. 1251 01:49:48.277 --> 01:49:52.455 It wasn't just that my camera was a way for me to express myself. 1252 01:49:53.064 --> 01:49:57.547 It was the means by which I captured the unseen. 1253 01:49:58.113 --> 01:50:02.160 It was only recently that I discovered something that I had been blind to. 1254 01:50:05.033 --> 01:50:06.077 A ghost. 1255 01:50:08.689 --> 01:50:11.474 All of us, each and every one of us, 1256 01:50:11.517 --> 01:50:13.258 are haunted by ghosts. 1257 01:50:14.085 --> 01:50:17.393 The ghosts of childhood trauma. 1258 01:50:19.264 --> 01:50:22.006 The ghosts of unfulfilled dreams. 1259 01:50:22.833 --> 01:50:25.183 The ghosts of lost love. 1260 01:50:27.751 --> 01:50:31.102 Like so many people, I believed that, 1261 01:50:31.146 --> 01:50:33.888 if I just ignored these ghosts, 1262 01:50:33.931 --> 01:50:36.194 they would eventually go away. 1263 01:50:37.065 --> 01:50:39.197 This turned out to be a mistake. 1264 01:50:41.199 --> 01:50:43.462 Just like all of our worst fears, 1265 01:50:43.506 --> 01:50:48.511 these invisible spirits gain strength in darkness. 1266 01:50:49.555 --> 01:50:53.255 If we run from them, they run faster. 1267 01:50:53.298 --> 01:50:56.911 If we push them away, they just push back harder. 1268 01:50:56.954 --> 01:50:58.477 What are we supposed to do? 1269 01:51:01.698 --> 01:51:03.352 It has taken... 1270 01:51:04.527 --> 01:51:07.095 great personal loss 1271 01:51:07.748 --> 01:51:10.054 for me to discover the answer to this question. 1272 01:51:13.144 --> 01:51:15.973 We must attend to our ghosts. 1273 01:51:16.844 --> 01:51:20.717 We must welcome them into our lives 1274 01:51:20.761 --> 01:51:24.895 as though they are part of us, because they are part of us. 1275 01:51:29.291 --> 01:51:33.991 It's only when we acknowledge their presence will they make room for new possibilities. 1276 01:51:36.124 --> 01:51:39.823 In the end, I've learned that our ghosts are part of who we are, 1277 01:51:39.867 --> 01:51:41.390 part of who we hope to be. 1278 01:51:43.087 --> 01:51:45.873 These hauntings stay inside us, 1279 01:51:45.916 --> 01:51:48.745 tethered to our hearts forever. 1280 01:51:50.573 --> 01:51:51.966 In life. 1281 01:51:53.576 --> 01:51:54.838 In death. 1282 01:51:55.752 --> 01:51:59.800 And... everywhere in-between.