1 00:00:42,657 --> 00:00:43,761 Still feeling dizzy? 2 00:00:46,005 --> 00:00:46,833 Not really. 3 00:00:49,422 --> 00:00:50,458 We're almost there. 4 00:01:06,750 --> 00:01:07,578 Ready. 5 00:01:20,488 --> 00:01:21,972 How long have we lived here? 6 00:01:23,767 --> 00:01:24,802 Going on ten years. 7 00:01:26,287 --> 00:01:28,013 C'mon, honey, your room's this way. 8 00:01:33,915 --> 00:01:36,400 Let's get some light in here. 9 00:01:44,512 --> 00:01:46,203 It's so clean. 10 00:01:48,688 --> 00:01:50,000 Are you hungry? 11 00:01:51,622 --> 00:01:54,453 Actually just kinda tired. 12 00:01:54,522 --> 00:01:56,144 yeah of course. 13 00:01:56,213 --> 00:02:00,252 We can do all this later, okay? 14 00:02:34,389 --> 00:02:35,528 That's exactly the wrong thing to do. 15 00:02:35,597 --> 00:02:37,220 And your suggestion? 16 00:02:37,289 --> 00:02:38,531 My suggestion? We keep her GPA up, 17 00:02:38,600 --> 00:02:39,808 we get her used to doing the things she's used to do, 18 00:02:39,877 --> 00:02:41,534 and we get her back to normal. 19 00:02:41,603 --> 00:02:43,674 She don't want them hearing through someone else! 20 00:02:43,743 --> 00:02:45,573 And risk losing the scholarship? 21 00:02:45,642 --> 00:02:46,539 That would be a disaster. 22 00:02:46,608 --> 00:02:47,989 The disaster already happened. 23 00:02:48,058 --> 00:02:49,094 This gets her in front of it. 24 00:02:50,509 --> 00:02:52,338 Are you gonna pay the tuition once she loses it? 25 00:02:52,407 --> 00:02:53,408 That's not fair. 26 00:02:54,858 --> 00:02:55,893 Hey. 27 00:02:55,962 --> 00:02:56,860 Hi. 28 00:03:02,762 --> 00:03:04,212 Thanks for bringing the food. 29 00:03:04,281 --> 00:03:05,110 Of course. 30 00:03:06,697 --> 00:03:08,768 So, how long have you two been divorced? 31 00:03:10,563 --> 00:03:12,117 - About four... - Four years. 32 00:03:14,084 --> 00:03:17,329 Honey, we have a lot of time to go over all this. 33 00:03:21,056 --> 00:03:23,058 It's been a week since the accident. 34 00:03:24,232 --> 00:03:25,992 I know you're overwhelmed. 35 00:03:27,235 --> 00:03:28,512 There's a lot to process. 36 00:03:29,893 --> 00:03:32,413 It's okay, I was just asking. 37 00:03:33,621 --> 00:03:34,380 We're here for you. 38 00:03:34,449 --> 00:03:35,312 We love you. 39 00:04:18,838 --> 00:04:19,667 Was that Ethan? 40 00:04:19,736 --> 00:04:21,738 Yeah. He brought your phone. 41 00:04:21,807 --> 00:04:24,119 He doesn't seem my type. 42 00:04:24,189 --> 00:04:26,536 There are about a hundred girls in your school who would 43 00:04:26,605 --> 00:04:30,402 be thrilled to hear you say that. 44 00:04:30,471 --> 00:04:32,921 This is toast, honey. Won't even turn on. 45 00:04:34,060 --> 00:04:36,131 What do you say we go get you a new phone? 46 00:04:43,173 --> 00:04:44,795 That's your school... 47 00:04:55,358 --> 00:04:57,083 Look straight head of me, please, 48 00:04:59,741 --> 00:05:01,433 You still have the ringing? 49 00:05:01,502 --> 00:05:02,468 Yeah, sometimes. 50 00:05:03,711 --> 00:05:06,679 Well, physically, you're doing great. 51 00:05:06,748 --> 00:05:09,510 That being said, I'm sure the memory loss 52 00:05:09,579 --> 00:05:11,443 has to be very disconcerting for you. 53 00:05:11,512 --> 00:05:13,617 When will it come back? 54 00:05:13,686 --> 00:05:15,240 Wish I could tell you with certainty 55 00:05:15,309 --> 00:05:17,483 how long we're looking at 56 00:05:17,552 --> 00:05:19,623 and to what what extent it will come back. 57 00:05:21,107 --> 00:05:22,626 So when you say 'to what extent'. 58 00:05:22,695 --> 00:05:24,490 I'm not trying to be an alarmist. 59 00:05:24,559 --> 00:05:25,629 Could this be permanent? 60 00:05:25,698 --> 00:05:26,941 I highly doubt it, 61 00:05:27,010 --> 00:05:29,357 but I can't completely rule it out. 62 00:05:48,169 --> 00:05:49,239 This mine? 63 00:05:49,308 --> 00:05:50,447 Hm-hmm. 64 00:05:50,516 --> 00:05:51,793 Am I a good driver? 65 00:05:52,760 --> 00:05:53,588 It's debatable. 66 00:06:03,322 --> 00:06:04,392 You remember the code? 67 00:06:06,532 --> 00:06:08,431 Yeah, we literally just set it up. 68 00:06:09,466 --> 00:06:10,812 Okay. 69 00:06:16,577 --> 00:06:18,751 I'm gonna go for break right after dinner. 70 00:06:18,820 --> 00:06:19,614 If that's okay. 71 00:06:22,065 --> 00:06:23,584 Not too far, okay? 72 00:06:23,653 --> 00:06:25,102 And wear a helmet. 73 00:06:25,171 --> 00:06:26,207 Maybe I shouldn't. 74 00:06:26,276 --> 00:06:28,036 Then if I get knocked on my head again, 75 00:06:28,105 --> 00:06:29,383 everything will come back. 76 00:08:28,674 --> 00:08:30,607 Hey, you got visitors. 77 00:08:31,263 --> 00:08:32,367 Lexi and Heather. 78 00:08:32,437 --> 00:08:33,990 You remember me telling you about them? 79 00:08:34,059 --> 00:08:35,405 - Hi. - Hey. 80 00:08:35,474 --> 00:08:36,544 They were wondering if you felt up 81 00:08:36,613 --> 00:08:37,994 to hanging out tomorrow. 82 00:08:38,063 --> 00:08:39,133 Yeah, we have practice 83 00:08:39,202 --> 00:08:40,893 and we thought we'd go to the lake. 84 00:08:41,860 --> 00:08:43,724 Honey, no pressure. 85 00:08:43,793 --> 00:08:45,450 That might be good, you know? 86 00:08:49,074 --> 00:08:50,351 So, which one of you is Lexi 87 00:08:50,420 --> 00:08:51,766 and which one is Heather? 88 00:08:51,835 --> 00:08:53,423 I'm Lexi. 89 00:08:53,492 --> 00:08:55,839 That's my hoodie you're wearing by the way. 90 00:08:55,908 --> 00:08:57,496 You took it the last time we hung out. 91 00:08:58,946 --> 00:09:00,982 Lexi's always stealing our clothes. 92 00:09:01,051 --> 00:09:02,674 I'm Heather. 93 00:09:02,743 --> 00:09:04,917 Sorry I don't remember you guys. 94 00:09:04,986 --> 00:09:05,815 It's okay. 95 00:09:07,886 --> 00:09:09,163 Do you wanna come with us? 96 00:09:10,198 --> 00:09:11,717 Yeah, honey. 97 00:09:11,786 --> 00:09:13,374 It'd probably be a good. 98 00:09:24,972 --> 00:09:27,526 So, how's Lexi's and Heather's experiment going? 99 00:09:29,908 --> 00:09:31,288 You don't really know me, do you? 100 00:09:32,324 --> 00:09:36,017 Ethan. I saw pictures. 101 00:09:38,330 --> 00:09:39,676 You remember any of this? 102 00:09:43,991 --> 00:09:46,096 Heard you were at the hospital 103 00:09:46,165 --> 00:09:48,720 but they wouldn't let you see me. 104 00:09:48,789 --> 00:09:51,481 Yeah, yeah you were really confused, Ali. 105 00:09:52,724 --> 00:09:54,519 I think everyone was nervous to throw too much 106 00:09:54,588 --> 00:09:57,073 at you at once. That's all. 107 00:09:57,142 --> 00:09:59,593 They said another car ran a stop sign. 108 00:10:02,043 --> 00:10:02,872 Is everyone okay? 109 00:10:05,219 --> 00:10:07,255 Yeah... yeah they're good as far as I know. 110 00:10:09,188 --> 00:10:10,604 They're probably relieved, 111 00:10:10,673 --> 00:10:12,744 we're not pressing charges or suing them or anything. 112 00:10:18,853 --> 00:10:22,650 Could you tell Lexi and Heather I had to go? 113 00:10:22,719 --> 00:10:24,790 Yeah, yeah, you want me to give you a ride back home? 114 00:10:26,585 --> 00:10:28,380 Listen, I get it. I get it if you don't. 115 00:10:28,449 --> 00:10:30,555 Yeah, I kind of just wanna walk. 116 00:10:30,624 --> 00:10:32,867 It's about two miles back to your place, Al. 117 00:10:34,248 --> 00:10:35,076 I'll be okay. 118 00:10:36,008 --> 00:10:36,837 Okay. 119 00:11:08,075 --> 00:11:11,665 Ali, you okay? 120 00:11:12,735 --> 00:11:13,563 Hey. 121 00:11:16,842 --> 00:11:18,016 I'm not sure. 122 00:11:18,085 --> 00:11:20,605 Actually I think I got my directions mixed up 123 00:11:20,674 --> 00:11:22,123 coming from the soccer field. 124 00:11:22,192 --> 00:11:23,608 Where you trying to go? 125 00:11:24,678 --> 00:11:26,231 Do we know each other? 126 00:11:26,300 --> 00:11:27,577 So it is true? 127 00:11:28,785 --> 00:11:29,752 What? What's true? 128 00:11:31,443 --> 00:11:32,858 There's a rumor... 129 00:11:35,136 --> 00:11:36,897 I'm Cameron... 130 00:11:36,966 --> 00:11:41,073 And yeah, we sort of know each other... 131 00:11:42,385 --> 00:11:45,181 My phone died. Do you know where I live? 132 00:11:45,250 --> 00:11:48,115 Yeah, you're kind of heading in the wrong direction. 133 00:11:48,184 --> 00:11:49,564 Oh. 134 00:11:49,634 --> 00:11:51,843 Come on, I'll show you. 135 00:11:55,570 --> 00:11:59,195 So um... what's it like? 136 00:12:01,473 --> 00:12:05,063 If you don't mind talking about it. 137 00:12:05,132 --> 00:12:06,754 Well you can clearly walk and talk 138 00:12:06,823 --> 00:12:09,170 so you've got that going for you. 139 00:12:09,239 --> 00:12:13,209 Yeah. And I can also chew gum at the same time. 140 00:12:14,520 --> 00:12:15,521 Amazing, right? 141 00:12:15,590 --> 00:12:18,007 Okay. Okay.. Sense of humor. 142 00:12:18,076 --> 00:12:19,077 Another plus. 143 00:12:21,527 --> 00:12:22,736 We're still trying to figure out 144 00:12:22,805 --> 00:12:23,771 what I know and don't know. 145 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:27,154 But I can add, subtract, do calculus, 146 00:12:27,223 --> 00:12:31,227 tie my shoes... and execute pretty 147 00:12:31,296 --> 00:12:33,643 much any normal task 148 00:12:33,712 --> 00:12:38,441 with efficiency and even style. 149 00:12:39,442 --> 00:12:40,270 Nice. 150 00:12:42,134 --> 00:12:44,136 I seem to know a lot of things 151 00:12:44,205 --> 00:12:48,693 but I'm extremely limited in the knowledge of one thing. 152 00:12:50,729 --> 00:12:54,146 But that one thing is sort of the main thing, isn't it? 153 00:12:54,215 --> 00:12:57,425 Yeah. Hmm hm. Me. 154 00:13:03,121 --> 00:13:04,294 So, you in a band? 155 00:13:05,399 --> 00:13:09,127 No. Just practicing. I do my own stuff. 156 00:13:13,407 --> 00:13:16,962 You know I read about these Buddhist monks who believe 157 00:13:17,031 --> 00:13:20,897 in a sort of dynamic emptiness. 158 00:13:20,966 --> 00:13:23,106 No past. No future. Only now. 159 00:13:24,867 --> 00:13:27,041 They'd probably love to have what you have. 160 00:13:29,906 --> 00:13:30,804 They can have it. 161 00:13:41,884 --> 00:13:42,954 Hey, Ali, are you okay? 162 00:13:44,334 --> 00:13:46,612 We talked to Ethan and he said you just walked away. 163 00:13:46,681 --> 00:13:49,236 Yeah, come on. We'll take you home, okay. 164 00:13:50,685 --> 00:13:51,721 Thanks for helping. 165 00:13:54,586 --> 00:13:56,726 You really should have waited for us. 166 00:13:56,795 --> 00:13:58,107 And that kid you were with, 167 00:13:58,176 --> 00:14:01,835 Cameron Reed, he's not someone you should be talking to. 168 00:14:01,904 --> 00:14:03,319 He seemed nice to me. 169 00:14:03,388 --> 00:14:06,253 Just let us help you get back to normal. 170 00:14:06,322 --> 00:14:07,806 We don't want you snapping out of this and then realize 171 00:14:07,875 --> 00:14:09,808 you've damaged your rep beyond repair. 172 00:14:10,947 --> 00:14:12,604 Cameron's sort of a loner. 173 00:14:12,673 --> 00:14:14,537 He got arrested over the summer... 174 00:14:14,606 --> 00:14:15,883 Well that's a rumor. 175 00:14:15,952 --> 00:14:17,367 He's doing court ordered community 176 00:14:17,436 --> 00:14:19,059 service at the park because he got 177 00:14:19,128 --> 00:14:20,577 caught tagging at the Grove... 178 00:14:20,646 --> 00:14:22,303 Again, a rumor. 179 00:14:22,372 --> 00:14:23,960 Yeah, but climbing the towers at the Grove 180 00:14:24,029 --> 00:14:27,688 is kind of announcing you have some insanity streak. 181 00:14:27,757 --> 00:14:28,758 He's trouble, Ali. 182 00:14:30,001 --> 00:14:31,036 Next thing you know, you'll be bumping 183 00:14:31,105 --> 00:14:32,762 shoulders in the back of a cop car. 184 00:14:32,831 --> 00:14:34,902 Just let us take care of you, Ali. 185 00:14:36,697 --> 00:14:38,216 And please don't tell your mom we got separated. 186 00:14:38,285 --> 00:14:42,979 She hears that, she definitely will not let us tutor you. 187 00:14:47,363 --> 00:14:48,191 Yeah. 188 00:14:50,262 --> 00:14:51,539 How'd it go? 189 00:14:51,608 --> 00:14:53,576 Ethan was there. 190 00:14:53,645 --> 00:14:54,715 And? 191 00:14:55,612 --> 00:14:57,166 I don't know. 192 00:14:57,235 --> 00:14:59,306 When I asked him about the other people in the accident, 193 00:14:59,375 --> 00:15:02,550 he said they're probably happy we're not suing them. 194 00:15:04,380 --> 00:15:06,520 Thought that was an odd thing to say. 195 00:15:06,589 --> 00:15:08,660 Yeah, well, he's right. 196 00:15:10,248 --> 00:15:11,007 And he's nice. 197 00:15:12,353 --> 00:15:14,631 And the two of you were always happy together. 198 00:15:15,667 --> 00:15:16,495 I guess. 199 00:15:19,050 --> 00:15:21,535 Honey, I'm glad you're making an effort. 200 00:15:21,604 --> 00:15:24,400 You have really great friends... 201 00:15:24,469 --> 00:15:26,264 and they just want what's best for you. 202 00:15:26,333 --> 00:15:28,300 So you like my friends? 203 00:15:28,369 --> 00:15:31,234 Yeah, of course. Why would you? 204 00:15:31,303 --> 00:15:32,132 Nothing... 205 00:15:33,236 --> 00:15:34,341 - No? What? - Nothing. 206 00:15:37,482 --> 00:15:38,655 This came in the mail. 207 00:15:39,829 --> 00:15:41,555 I think it's your Letter of Intent. 208 00:15:44,523 --> 00:15:46,698 It's due the second week of November. 209 00:15:49,149 --> 00:15:50,909 Don't they know what happened? 210 00:15:50,978 --> 00:15:51,979 Yeah. 211 00:15:52,048 --> 00:15:53,808 They know that you had a minor head injury 212 00:15:53,878 --> 00:15:55,189 and it's kept you out of school. 213 00:15:55,258 --> 00:15:55,569 That's it? 214 00:15:56,950 --> 00:16:01,920 Honey, scholarships to elite schools are very fragile. 215 00:16:03,128 --> 00:16:05,027 Just like the human brain, huh? 216 00:16:06,787 --> 00:16:08,789 You don't think we should tell them the whole story? 217 00:16:08,858 --> 00:16:10,895 I think we should give it a few more weeks. 218 00:16:10,964 --> 00:16:14,622 State has an excellent pre-law track. 219 00:16:14,691 --> 00:16:17,039 And that's something you're quite interested in. 220 00:16:20,180 --> 00:16:22,458 So, what's with this? 221 00:16:22,527 --> 00:16:24,322 You brought it home one day. 222 00:16:24,391 --> 00:16:26,220 And I never said why? 223 00:16:27,428 --> 00:16:29,983 Did I want to learn how to play? Or... 224 00:16:30,052 --> 00:16:31,950 Never said anything to me. 225 00:16:32,019 --> 00:16:34,780 I just thought you liked the way it looked in your room. 226 00:18:01,453 --> 00:18:02,213 Good morning. 227 00:18:02,282 --> 00:18:03,214 Morning. 228 00:18:03,283 --> 00:18:04,215 Lexi and Heather will be here 229 00:18:04,284 --> 00:18:05,423 after their morning classes. 230 00:18:05,492 --> 00:18:07,942 So, make sure you're caught up on your reading 231 00:18:08,012 --> 00:18:09,944 and started the worksheets, okay? 232 00:18:10,014 --> 00:18:11,325 Okay. 233 00:18:11,394 --> 00:18:13,983 And um, if you need anything 234 00:18:15,433 --> 00:18:16,779 or you're not feeling well, 235 00:18:18,091 --> 00:18:20,162 hey, call me. Okay? 236 00:18:20,231 --> 00:18:25,167 Okay. Um, hey, do you mind if I rearrange my bedroom? 237 00:18:29,171 --> 00:18:33,037 It's okay. Just um... school work first, 238 00:18:33,106 --> 00:18:34,452 then decorating. Okay. 239 00:18:36,281 --> 00:18:39,698 And I was thinking, maybe you could uh, mix in a run later. 240 00:18:39,767 --> 00:18:41,114 Get that body going again. 241 00:20:53,453 --> 00:20:56,283 Hey, I was in the neighborhood. 242 00:20:56,352 --> 00:20:58,009 Just thought I'd check in on you. 243 00:20:59,079 --> 00:21:00,632 Hi, I'm Cameron. 244 00:21:00,701 --> 00:21:01,840 We met the other day... 245 00:21:01,909 --> 00:21:03,601 Yeah. I just thought you were my tutors. 246 00:21:03,670 --> 00:21:07,363 No, I'm in PE and we're running cross country, so. 247 00:21:09,745 --> 00:21:12,092 Looks like you survived the ride home the other day. 248 00:21:15,095 --> 00:21:18,202 So, I guess I'll uh... see you around. 249 00:21:23,862 --> 00:21:27,349 Hey look um, I know this place 250 00:21:28,660 --> 00:21:32,561 isn't kind to those who are lonely or lost. 251 00:21:32,630 --> 00:21:35,115 So just... track me down 252 00:21:35,184 --> 00:21:36,737 if you get feeling like that... 253 00:21:40,431 --> 00:21:45,505 Okay, we've got AP Calc. AP Chemistry and AP Lit... 254 00:21:45,574 --> 00:21:47,334 And... don't forget. AP Russian. 255 00:21:48,646 --> 00:21:51,614 First lesson, how to make kick-ass screwdrivers. 256 00:21:51,683 --> 00:21:52,753 That's a horrible idea. 257 00:21:52,822 --> 00:21:53,858 Since when? 258 00:21:53,927 --> 00:21:56,343 Have you had that in your bag all day? 259 00:21:56,412 --> 00:21:59,691 Yeah. I've got a whole new way 260 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:01,141 to reintroduce you to yourself, Al. 261 00:22:01,210 --> 00:22:02,453 Of course you have. 262 00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:06,077 You love this drink. We have so many crazy stories 263 00:22:06,146 --> 00:22:07,009 of you and this drink. 264 00:22:07,078 --> 00:22:10,357 Did we actually take AP Russian? 265 00:22:10,426 --> 00:22:11,393 No, honey. 266 00:22:11,462 --> 00:22:12,601 Alright, ladies. 267 00:22:15,155 --> 00:22:17,606 To unlocking Ali's brain. 268 00:22:17,675 --> 00:22:19,573 If you're uncomfortable you really don't have to. 269 00:22:19,642 --> 00:22:21,092 It's a de-stress device. 270 00:22:30,895 --> 00:22:35,279 Woo. Come on. Loosen up so we can get to work. 271 00:22:41,768 --> 00:22:43,114 There we go. 272 00:22:45,047 --> 00:22:46,980 This picture's from Spring Break. 273 00:22:47,049 --> 00:22:48,084 Last year. 274 00:22:48,947 --> 00:22:49,741 That was crazy. 275 00:22:49,810 --> 00:22:51,295 The hotel was so bad. 276 00:22:51,364 --> 00:22:54,090 Heather found it on Yelp. Three stars. 277 00:22:54,159 --> 00:22:56,403 I told her we shouldn't go, but she insisted on it. 278 00:22:56,472 --> 00:22:57,784 I did. 279 00:22:57,853 --> 00:23:02,754 Okay, so... Tell me the backstory of that picture... 280 00:23:05,101 --> 00:23:06,240 That is so cute... 281 00:23:06,310 --> 00:23:08,070 Oh my gosh. I remember doing your hair for that. 282 00:23:08,139 --> 00:23:09,485 That's actually my shirt. 283 00:23:18,425 --> 00:23:20,565 Okay, that was good. Yeah. 284 00:23:23,741 --> 00:23:24,569 I got it. 285 00:23:25,812 --> 00:23:27,607 I was good at this? 286 00:23:27,676 --> 00:23:29,056 Yeah. Come on. Let's go again. 287 00:23:29,125 --> 00:23:29,678 Okay. 288 00:23:30,989 --> 00:23:33,578 Did I ever talk about writing with you guys? 289 00:23:33,647 --> 00:23:34,441 What? 290 00:23:35,891 --> 00:23:38,549 Like... Poetry? 291 00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:41,931 Why? Do you have an urge to drop 292 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:43,105 some rhymes or something? 293 00:23:47,316 --> 00:23:48,455 What about guitar? 294 00:23:49,594 --> 00:23:51,665 You bought it as a joke. 295 00:23:51,734 --> 00:23:53,633 There was an estate sale over on Ambassador 296 00:23:53,702 --> 00:23:55,393 last summer and you really wanted to go in. 297 00:23:55,462 --> 00:23:57,947 So, what was the joke? 298 00:23:58,016 --> 00:23:59,052 I don't really remember. 299 00:23:59,121 --> 00:24:01,675 But I think it was about you take lessons. 300 00:24:01,744 --> 00:24:03,643 You had so much on your plate, 301 00:24:03,712 --> 00:24:05,403 you barely had time to breathe. 302 00:24:05,472 --> 00:24:08,820 Yeah, Student Council. National Honor Society. 303 00:24:08,889 --> 00:24:10,546 Soccer... track... 304 00:24:10,615 --> 00:24:12,859 Mock trials... Tutoring. 305 00:24:12,928 --> 00:24:15,448 The list goes on and on for Ali Spencer. 306 00:24:21,937 --> 00:24:22,765 He's here. 307 00:24:23,663 --> 00:24:25,112 What's going on? 308 00:24:25,181 --> 00:24:26,424 Field trip. 309 00:24:30,532 --> 00:24:31,533 Sit upfront. 310 00:24:36,779 --> 00:24:37,677 What's up ladies? 311 00:24:40,196 --> 00:24:43,268 He'll be extra careful, right? 312 00:24:43,337 --> 00:24:46,133 Yeah, I promise, Al. Come on in. 313 00:24:53,486 --> 00:24:56,558 Yeah, this is my parents pre- graduation, graduation gift. 314 00:24:56,627 --> 00:24:57,731 For real? 315 00:24:57,800 --> 00:25:00,320 Yeah, I got custom plates on order too. 316 00:25:00,389 --> 00:25:02,495 Let me guess, "E-Man"? 317 00:25:02,564 --> 00:25:04,324 No Lexi, not E-Man. 318 00:25:05,498 --> 00:25:07,189 I was thinking - It's Lit. 319 00:25:07,258 --> 00:25:09,156 But I spell it all one word, I-T-S-L-I-T... 320 00:25:09,225 --> 00:25:09,847 Clever. 321 00:25:09,916 --> 00:25:11,262 That's really beautiful. 322 00:25:11,331 --> 00:25:13,816 I don't know. I could have went with "ETHAN" or E-Man 323 00:25:13,885 --> 00:25:15,853 but I just want to be incognito some times. 324 00:25:15,922 --> 00:25:17,441 I'm not really an expert but, 325 00:25:17,510 --> 00:25:20,720 I think that's probably as incognito as a train wreck. 326 00:25:20,789 --> 00:25:21,824 Shut up. It's gonna be sick, 327 00:25:21,893 --> 00:25:22,791 okay. 328 00:25:22,860 --> 00:25:23,895 Where are we going? 329 00:25:28,279 --> 00:25:30,074 Heather, you didn't tell her? 330 00:25:30,143 --> 00:25:32,317 If we told her, it might mess up the impact. 331 00:25:32,386 --> 00:25:33,215 Seriously? 332 00:25:34,768 --> 00:25:37,322 Okay, Ali, so I read that people 333 00:25:37,391 --> 00:25:40,947 with memory issues a lot of the times visit places 334 00:25:41,016 --> 00:25:44,985 from their pasts to try to reconnect with things. 335 00:25:45,054 --> 00:25:47,298 Okay, so what does that mean? 336 00:25:47,367 --> 00:25:49,196 Ali, we're going to the crash site. 337 00:25:58,482 --> 00:25:59,931 We landed right there. 338 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:01,277 Next to that fire hydrant we took out that 339 00:26:01,346 --> 00:26:02,451 whole section of corn. 340 00:26:19,123 --> 00:26:20,883 Heather, you really should have told her. 341 00:26:20,952 --> 00:26:22,333 She'll be fine, okay. 342 00:26:22,402 --> 00:26:23,437 I don't know guys. 343 00:26:34,621 --> 00:26:35,829 Hey, Ali. 344 00:26:40,489 --> 00:26:45,459 I'm sorry... this was a shitty idea. 345 00:26:51,569 --> 00:26:52,708 Come on. Let's go back. 346 00:26:55,228 --> 00:26:56,298 Can I see the car? 347 00:27:19,390 --> 00:27:20,564 I can't believe you climbed out 348 00:27:20,633 --> 00:27:22,151 of there with barely a scratch. 349 00:27:24,464 --> 00:27:26,466 Well... kind of... 350 00:27:38,927 --> 00:27:40,273 You'll be back soon, Ali. 351 00:27:52,872 --> 00:27:56,461 I wasn't sure the right time to do this. 352 00:27:59,948 --> 00:28:03,365 You don't remember but, you used to love wearing this. 353 00:28:08,542 --> 00:28:11,200 I got it for our anniversary last year. 354 00:28:11,269 --> 00:28:12,098 Wow. 355 00:28:13,893 --> 00:28:15,584 Yeah the chain broke during the accident. 356 00:28:15,653 --> 00:28:17,966 But one of the EMTs found it on the floor 357 00:28:18,035 --> 00:28:20,900 and gave it back to me so I had a jeweler give 358 00:28:20,969 --> 00:28:21,832 it a resetting. 359 00:28:24,179 --> 00:28:25,007 Thank you. 360 00:28:26,146 --> 00:28:27,423 May I? 361 00:28:27,492 --> 00:28:28,321 Yeah. 362 00:28:55,659 --> 00:28:58,972 Do you remember it? The accident? 363 00:29:03,874 --> 00:29:04,668 Every bit. 364 00:29:07,671 --> 00:29:10,363 It all happened so fast but when I look back on it now, 365 00:29:10,432 --> 00:29:13,746 it's like slow motion. 366 00:29:17,163 --> 00:29:18,371 The car came out of nowhere. 367 00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:22,513 I swerved to try to avoid it but we ended up in the field. 368 00:29:25,619 --> 00:29:28,277 The airbags exploded and hit you in the head pretty hard. 369 00:29:29,693 --> 00:29:30,521 You blacked out. 370 00:29:33,697 --> 00:29:38,598 We finally got you awake you were really confused. 371 00:29:40,462 --> 00:29:41,705 It was a freak thing, Al. 372 00:29:49,747 --> 00:29:51,680 Look, I'm a little off my game today. 373 00:29:56,754 --> 00:29:58,825 I don't know the first thing to say to you. 374 00:29:59,757 --> 00:30:02,070 Or anything for that matter. 375 00:30:07,006 --> 00:30:07,800 I'm sorry, Al. 376 00:30:08,662 --> 00:30:09,905 No. Don't be. 377 00:30:09,974 --> 00:30:11,355 I don't think there's a playbook 378 00:30:11,424 --> 00:30:14,565 on how to connect with your girlfriend who has amnesia. 379 00:30:18,155 --> 00:30:18,949 It's just... 380 00:30:24,299 --> 00:30:28,855 I don't know, something just doesn't feel right about us. 381 00:30:28,924 --> 00:30:29,753 No? 382 00:30:31,099 --> 00:30:33,722 I mean a lot of things since the accident 383 00:30:33,791 --> 00:30:34,792 haven't felt right. 384 00:30:37,968 --> 00:30:39,279 How so? 385 00:30:41,212 --> 00:30:42,766 Did you know I wrote poetry? 386 00:30:45,285 --> 00:30:46,114 No. 387 00:30:47,425 --> 00:30:51,119 Yeah, I found a journal hidden under my mattress. 388 00:30:52,568 --> 00:30:53,397 Serious? 389 00:30:59,161 --> 00:31:01,750 Why couldn't I trust you with something like that? 390 00:31:08,067 --> 00:31:11,622 Guys, it's freezing, can we go? 391 00:32:26,766 --> 00:32:27,594 Dad. 392 00:32:29,734 --> 00:32:30,804 What's up? 393 00:32:30,874 --> 00:32:32,806 There was a great song on the radio. 394 00:32:33,911 --> 00:32:35,464 So great it put you to sleep? 395 00:32:36,707 --> 00:32:38,122 Landslide. 396 00:32:38,191 --> 00:32:39,883 - That is a great song. - Yeah. 397 00:32:47,476 --> 00:32:48,753 You work another double? 398 00:32:50,514 --> 00:32:52,378 I used to do them standing on my head. 399 00:32:52,447 --> 00:32:54,173 Doubles feel more like triples now. 400 00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:57,107 You just getting back from school? 401 00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,834 Uh, no. Put in some time at the park. 402 00:33:00,904 --> 00:33:02,146 Thought you wrapped that up. 403 00:33:03,251 --> 00:33:05,839 Almost. Got a few more hours left. 404 00:37:15,365 --> 00:37:16,780 Hey... 405 00:37:16,849 --> 00:37:18,989 Oh, hey. 406 00:37:20,922 --> 00:37:23,062 You uh... Need directions? 407 00:37:23,131 --> 00:37:27,135 I'm good, actually. You work here? 408 00:37:29,517 --> 00:37:32,761 Uh... Community Service Learning. 409 00:37:34,694 --> 00:37:36,765 Actually, it's my last day. 410 00:37:36,834 --> 00:37:38,595 So, riding a bike. 411 00:37:38,664 --> 00:37:40,252 Your tutors seem to be doing effective work. 412 00:37:40,321 --> 00:37:42,978 My tutors have tried to bring my memory back 413 00:37:43,047 --> 00:37:47,500 through various methods, there's soccer, vodka, 414 00:37:47,569 --> 00:37:49,330 bringing me to the scene of the accident 415 00:37:49,399 --> 00:37:51,228 and showing me the wrecked car. 416 00:37:51,297 --> 00:37:52,712 How's that working out? 417 00:37:52,781 --> 00:37:55,128 Vodka gives me a headache. 418 00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:57,200 Soccer makes me feel like a complete klutz. 419 00:37:57,269 --> 00:38:02,205 And the car lets me know I'm lucky to be alive. 420 00:38:04,552 --> 00:38:06,485 Yeah, I'll bet. 421 00:38:06,554 --> 00:38:07,900 What you said yesterday, 422 00:38:09,315 --> 00:38:10,937 about feeling lost? 423 00:38:13,664 --> 00:38:15,597 Why did you say that to me? 424 00:38:15,666 --> 00:38:20,533 Just... Um. I've been there. 425 00:38:21,845 --> 00:38:25,573 And sometimes it feels like it isn't allowed. 426 00:38:25,642 --> 00:38:29,162 Like being lost is a sign of weakness or something 427 00:38:29,232 --> 00:38:31,648 which sucks 'cause it's not true. 428 00:38:31,717 --> 00:38:35,376 And look, I cannot even begin to imagine 429 00:38:35,445 --> 00:38:36,825 what you're going through 430 00:38:36,894 --> 00:38:38,275 or how you must be feeling right now. 431 00:38:38,344 --> 00:38:42,521 Yeah, I'm just trying to find myself, who I was 432 00:38:42,590 --> 00:38:45,006 and who I am, I guess. 433 00:38:45,075 --> 00:38:47,284 Anything you've uh discovered 434 00:38:47,353 --> 00:38:49,321 that's really surprised you? 435 00:38:49,390 --> 00:38:50,218 Yeah. 436 00:38:53,428 --> 00:38:56,224 A notebook that I write poetry in. 437 00:38:56,293 --> 00:38:58,019 What kind of poems? 438 00:38:58,088 --> 00:39:00,193 I don't know. Just... poems... 439 00:39:00,263 --> 00:39:02,230 Teenage stuff, I guess. 440 00:39:02,299 --> 00:39:04,784 My friends don't seem to know that I write poetry. 441 00:39:05,716 --> 00:39:06,821 Have you shown anybody? 442 00:39:06,890 --> 00:39:07,718 No. 443 00:39:10,134 --> 00:39:11,895 Well, what are you waiting for? 444 00:39:11,964 --> 00:39:14,000 I guess I haven't really thought about it. 445 00:39:14,069 --> 00:39:18,004 And yet, here we are... 446 00:39:18,073 --> 00:39:20,041 You know, Lexi and Heather told me 447 00:39:20,110 --> 00:39:22,250 to be careful around you. 448 00:39:22,319 --> 00:39:24,045 Oh, you were talking about me. 449 00:39:25,288 --> 00:39:27,773 And they said it's not a good idea if we hang out? 450 00:39:30,258 --> 00:39:31,846 Maybe you should listen to them. 451 00:39:34,711 --> 00:39:35,539 Hey, wait. 452 00:39:38,715 --> 00:39:41,062 They told me that you would be here doing 453 00:39:41,131 --> 00:39:43,616 Community Service so I... 454 00:39:49,242 --> 00:39:54,178 I um... Do you really wanna see? 455 00:39:55,525 --> 00:39:56,629 The better question is, 456 00:39:56,698 --> 00:39:58,251 is it even worth the effort because there 457 00:39:58,321 --> 00:40:01,565 could be tons "I" s dotted with hearts and like unnecessary 458 00:40:01,634 --> 00:40:06,052 exclamation points and unicorn stickers. 459 00:40:06,121 --> 00:40:07,813 There are a few hearts, 460 00:40:07,882 --> 00:40:10,747 but no unicorn stickers. 461 00:40:10,816 --> 00:40:11,920 Not yet anyway. 462 00:40:15,268 --> 00:40:17,409 I found this one poem on a page with a ticket 463 00:40:17,478 --> 00:40:19,100 to the Art Museum. 464 00:40:19,169 --> 00:40:23,242 So I went there and found this gorgeous painting 465 00:40:23,311 --> 00:40:25,762 with the same name. 466 00:40:27,729 --> 00:40:29,766 - Over Blue? - Yeah. 467 00:40:29,835 --> 00:40:31,526 It must have meant something to me. 468 00:40:32,803 --> 00:40:34,218 Ali, you know what this is? 469 00:40:37,152 --> 00:40:38,430 It's a treasure map. 470 00:40:39,362 --> 00:40:41,087 I don't understand. 471 00:40:41,156 --> 00:40:45,195 It's full of clues that may lead you back to yourself, 472 00:40:45,264 --> 00:40:47,266 to parts of you hidden from the world that 473 00:40:47,335 --> 00:40:49,406 need to be rediscovered. 474 00:40:49,475 --> 00:40:51,408 I mean you what we need to do now, right? 475 00:40:52,789 --> 00:40:54,549 We have to decipher this thing. 476 00:40:54,618 --> 00:40:56,275 No, no we don't. 477 00:40:56,344 --> 00:40:59,036 C'mon, you cannot put something 478 00:40:59,105 --> 00:40:59,968 like this in front of me 479 00:41:00,037 --> 00:41:02,177 and then just leave me hanging. 480 00:41:02,246 --> 00:41:03,247 That's not why I showed you. 481 00:41:03,316 --> 00:41:04,248 Then why did you? 482 00:41:07,735 --> 00:41:09,012 Look, I meant what I said, 483 00:41:10,496 --> 00:41:15,432 okay, if you want some help navigating... any of this... 484 00:41:18,746 --> 00:41:20,299 What if I don't like who I find 485 00:41:20,368 --> 00:41:21,818 when I get to the other side? 486 00:41:23,854 --> 00:41:25,822 Then I'd say you'd be pretty normal. 487 00:41:39,249 --> 00:41:41,251 I cannot believe I was ever good at this. 488 00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:42,425 It'll come back. 489 00:41:44,081 --> 00:41:47,153 Don't think so much. Clear your mind, 490 00:41:47,222 --> 00:41:48,638 your muscles know what to do. 491 00:41:54,471 --> 00:41:55,299 That's my girl. 492 00:41:56,473 --> 00:41:58,648 Now we just need to straighten it out. 493 00:41:58,717 --> 00:41:59,545 Alright. 494 00:41:59,614 --> 00:42:00,650 Twenty more of those 495 00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:02,410 and I may actually be near the hole. 496 00:42:03,584 --> 00:42:04,412 Don't sweat it. 497 00:42:33,096 --> 00:42:34,235 Hey. 498 00:42:34,304 --> 00:42:37,100 Hey. Did I catch you in the middle of something? 499 00:42:37,169 --> 00:42:39,067 AP Lit. 500 00:42:39,136 --> 00:42:40,897 Ahh... The Slaughterhouse. How's that going? 501 00:42:40,966 --> 00:42:43,796 It's hard to say, just started it. 502 00:42:43,865 --> 00:42:46,350 Hey there's something in your poetry book. 503 00:42:46,419 --> 00:42:48,387 I didn't think about it until this morning. 504 00:42:49,492 --> 00:42:52,115 The page with the dried flower. 505 00:42:52,184 --> 00:42:56,119 Emily's Rock or Emily's Stone' or Emily's something. 506 00:42:56,188 --> 00:42:56,982 Do you know... 507 00:42:57,051 --> 00:42:57,810 Do you remember that? 508 00:42:57,879 --> 00:42:59,122 Yeah. 509 00:42:59,191 --> 00:43:02,021 I think I know what it is. 510 00:43:02,090 --> 00:43:03,747 Can I swing by and pick you up? 511 00:43:05,128 --> 00:43:07,510 I don't know, I've got study group in a little bit. 512 00:43:07,579 --> 00:43:10,651 I promise to have you back in time for soccer and shots. 513 00:43:10,720 --> 00:43:12,273 Cameron! Come on. Just tell me! 514 00:43:12,342 --> 00:43:16,346 I think this really should be experienced. 515 00:43:16,415 --> 00:43:17,899 Come on. I already pawned one of my guitars 516 00:43:17,968 --> 00:43:19,452 to get a new tire for my bike. 517 00:43:20,868 --> 00:43:21,731 Okay. 518 00:43:38,575 --> 00:43:43,649 Oh, when you said bike ride I thought you meant a bike. - 519 00:43:43,718 --> 00:43:44,926 - I brought you a helmet. 520 00:43:45,858 --> 00:43:47,101 I'm not going on that thing. 521 00:43:48,516 --> 00:43:51,105 It looks bad but it's perfectly safe, I promise. 522 00:43:52,347 --> 00:43:53,556 It's my dad's. 523 00:43:53,625 --> 00:43:54,660 We're fixing it up. 524 00:43:54,729 --> 00:43:56,559 Haven't gotten very far but it's sturdy. 525 00:43:57,663 --> 00:43:59,354 And I'm a very responsible driver. 526 00:44:00,390 --> 00:44:02,323 I'm sure you are. But uh... 527 00:44:02,392 --> 00:44:04,359 You know, I read a quote recently, 528 00:44:06,258 --> 00:44:10,918 once you become fearless, you become limitless. 529 00:44:10,987 --> 00:44:12,298 Not funny. 530 00:44:12,367 --> 00:44:13,679 We'll take it slow. 531 00:44:13,748 --> 00:44:15,405 You get uncomfortable, we'll stop. 532 00:44:20,272 --> 00:44:21,584 What do you say? 533 00:45:09,217 --> 00:45:11,426 I think it's over this way. 534 00:45:30,653 --> 00:45:33,345 Yeah... Here it is. 535 00:45:38,730 --> 00:45:41,560 She went to Mendon, which is a school across town. 536 00:45:41,629 --> 00:45:43,458 And then to B.E. on a soccer scholarship. 537 00:45:44,770 --> 00:45:46,599 Our schools are big rivals so I'm thinking you guys 538 00:45:46,669 --> 00:45:49,154 played against each other a few times. 539 00:45:49,223 --> 00:45:50,500 Oh my god... I knew her? 540 00:45:56,299 --> 00:45:57,680 How'd she die. 541 00:45:59,198 --> 00:46:02,581 OD. Pretty big deal around here. 542 00:46:12,453 --> 00:46:13,696 I'll go wait by the bike. 543 00:46:16,733 --> 00:46:17,630 Cameron, wait. 544 00:46:28,987 --> 00:46:32,715 I can only hear myself breathe as I stare at the stone. 545 00:46:34,647 --> 00:46:36,891 I'm trying to see her face trying to find her, 546 00:46:38,030 --> 00:46:38,859 but she is gone. 547 00:46:40,515 --> 00:46:42,932 Swept away by the winds of perfection... 548 00:46:44,899 --> 00:46:48,454 Around her... a lonely patch of bright white 549 00:46:48,523 --> 00:46:50,008 filled with tiny blooms, 550 00:46:50,077 --> 00:46:53,770 trembling under a windy onslaught. 551 00:46:53,839 --> 00:46:56,186 I tremble too... 552 00:46:57,636 --> 00:46:59,569 as I bend and sometimes break. 553 00:47:04,229 --> 00:47:07,750 But those blooms whitened with lost innocence, 554 00:47:07,819 --> 00:47:10,511 remind me that I am free. 555 00:47:12,824 --> 00:47:14,308 I am very much alive. 556 00:47:15,550 --> 00:47:17,621 And life is still awaiting me to live it. 557 00:47:32,809 --> 00:47:34,569 I'm not sure I was very happy. 558 00:47:38,677 --> 00:47:39,954 Well you're still here. 559 00:47:41,749 --> 00:47:44,683 And life is still waiting for you... 560 00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:17,992 You have been engrossed up there, 561 00:48:18,061 --> 00:48:19,200 I was calling. 562 00:48:19,269 --> 00:48:20,443 Emily Harris. 563 00:48:22,376 --> 00:48:23,170 Oh... 564 00:48:23,239 --> 00:48:24,067 How well did I know her? 565 00:48:25,931 --> 00:48:30,453 Not well. She was a couple years older. 566 00:48:30,522 --> 00:48:33,801 You met at soccer camp when you were a freshman. 567 00:48:33,870 --> 00:48:36,148 Seemed like she had a pretty perfect life... 568 00:48:38,495 --> 00:48:39,634 Yeah, it was a shock. 569 00:48:41,947 --> 00:48:44,847 It was very sad. 570 00:48:48,402 --> 00:48:49,852 Do I like soccer? 571 00:48:50,922 --> 00:48:51,854 Of course you do. 572 00:48:53,234 --> 00:48:54,201 Ever since you were little, 573 00:48:54,270 --> 00:48:57,376 it lit some internal fire in you. 574 00:48:57,445 --> 00:48:59,862 Your drive and your focus... 575 00:49:02,519 --> 00:49:04,349 I just don't feel connected to it, 576 00:49:05,729 --> 00:49:08,801 and shouldn't I? Shouldn't it be part of my DNA 577 00:49:08,871 --> 00:49:10,493 or my muscle memory or something? 578 00:49:10,562 --> 00:49:11,943 It'll come back, honey. 579 00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:14,462 This is just stressful. 580 00:49:19,709 --> 00:49:21,124 You know what isn't stressful? 581 00:49:22,401 --> 00:49:24,887 Is your favorite double chocolate brownies 582 00:49:24,956 --> 00:49:26,889 since you were like two years old. 583 00:49:35,242 --> 00:49:36,001 Good, right? 584 00:49:36,070 --> 00:49:36,899 Hmm hm. 585 00:49:43,043 --> 00:49:44,941 Thought you had work. 586 00:49:46,770 --> 00:49:49,187 Needed to get out of there for a few minutes. 587 00:49:49,256 --> 00:49:50,050 Rough night? 588 00:49:51,775 --> 00:49:53,916 It's Friday. And a full moon. 589 00:49:56,366 --> 00:49:58,610 I saw that you put a tire on the bike. 590 00:49:58,679 --> 00:50:00,543 Got it at the scrap yard. 591 00:50:00,612 --> 00:50:02,131 Got a new rim too. 592 00:50:02,200 --> 00:50:03,580 Still won't pass inspection. 593 00:50:04,616 --> 00:50:06,066 The brake pads gotta be thin. 594 00:50:06,135 --> 00:50:08,758 Yeah, I was thinking maybe we could work on it together. 595 00:50:13,073 --> 00:50:15,178 Also thought maybe we could paint the house. 596 00:50:19,251 --> 00:50:21,150 What do you thing about that? 597 00:50:26,603 --> 00:50:28,226 Hours are crazy right now. 598 00:50:32,851 --> 00:50:35,405 Cam, it's not a good time for a tantrum. 599 00:50:38,443 --> 00:50:39,651 Nothing's gonna get better 600 00:50:39,720 --> 00:50:41,239 if we don't put some effort into it. 601 00:53:00,102 --> 00:53:02,138 The town abandoned this in the seventies 602 00:53:03,933 --> 00:53:07,902 and ever since it's become like a rite of passage 603 00:53:07,971 --> 00:53:10,319 for any knucklehead looking to leave their mark somewhere. 604 00:53:10,388 --> 00:53:12,286 Did you leave your mark here? 605 00:53:12,355 --> 00:53:14,495 Do I look like a knucklehead to you? 606 00:53:23,849 --> 00:53:24,988 What do you think? 607 00:53:25,057 --> 00:53:28,751 I don't know. The sign says no trespassing. 608 00:53:28,820 --> 00:53:31,719 Your poem is about facing your fears. 609 00:53:31,788 --> 00:53:33,549 I think this is symbolic of all the things 610 00:53:33,618 --> 00:53:35,447 you're afraid of... 611 00:53:35,516 --> 00:53:38,070 Cameron, you just finished your community service. 612 00:53:38,761 --> 00:53:39,796 If we get caught... 613 00:53:39,865 --> 00:53:42,627 I did, but this is something that 614 00:53:42,696 --> 00:53:44,007 was clearly tormenting you. 615 00:53:45,423 --> 00:53:48,391 And I have an obligation to assist you on your quest. 616 00:53:50,876 --> 00:53:52,154 I don't think we should. 617 00:53:55,087 --> 00:53:56,503 I think you really want to. 618 00:54:05,753 --> 00:54:07,203 Out of my way knucklehead. 619 00:54:22,218 --> 00:54:24,186 What is it you're afraid of? 620 00:54:24,255 --> 00:54:25,670 Afraid of falling? 621 00:54:25,739 --> 00:54:27,775 Flying into the unknown. 622 00:54:29,881 --> 00:54:32,297 Afraid that if I show my whole self, 623 00:54:32,366 --> 00:54:34,265 the world will turn its back on me. 624 00:54:37,854 --> 00:54:39,511 Be careful. 625 00:54:39,580 --> 00:54:42,480 That once I am open, I may be left standing alone. 626 00:54:44,482 --> 00:54:45,448 Like I am now. 627 00:54:48,279 --> 00:54:51,696 Resisting all risk, even as it rumbles, 628 00:54:53,215 --> 00:54:56,597 even as something hits my heart with ferocious might, 629 00:55:00,256 --> 00:55:01,844 like a war between what is 630 00:55:01,913 --> 00:55:03,294 and what could be. 631 00:55:06,435 --> 00:55:10,784 And my fear that I may never be free. 632 00:55:17,929 --> 00:55:22,934 This is The Grove... 633 00:55:34,256 --> 00:55:35,084 Come on. 634 00:57:09,730 --> 00:57:11,387 No way. 635 00:57:11,456 --> 00:57:12,837 I think you should... 636 00:57:12,906 --> 00:57:15,495 I'm pretty sure I was not an artist. 637 00:57:19,015 --> 00:57:20,258 These walls are for everyone... 638 00:57:21,363 --> 00:57:23,192 You made the trek, now leave your mark. 639 00:58:02,783 --> 00:58:06,028 I've never lived outside the confines of my mind. 640 00:58:06,097 --> 00:58:08,513 And I suppose I still don't. 641 00:58:08,582 --> 00:58:10,342 It's like the world is a picture. 642 00:58:10,412 --> 00:58:12,172 And the only way for me to be in it, 643 00:58:12,241 --> 00:58:14,588 is looking at it from afar. 644 00:58:19,697 --> 00:58:22,009 So until that picture becomes my reality, 645 00:58:22,078 --> 00:58:24,805 and not just this constructed image now imprinted 646 00:58:24,874 --> 00:58:29,431 in my memory, I will stay on the outside looking in. 647 00:58:38,163 --> 00:58:42,927 So, my prince, wherever you are, hold me close. 648 00:58:42,996 --> 00:58:45,550 And whisper in my ear your fear of letting me go. 649 00:58:46,620 --> 00:58:48,035 I wanna see the world. 650 00:58:48,104 --> 00:58:51,176 And when I do, will you come with me? 651 00:58:52,557 --> 00:58:57,493 So, my prince, all I want are, simple little things. 652 00:58:59,633 --> 00:59:01,186 All things sweet. 653 00:59:02,256 --> 00:59:03,913 All things love... 654 00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:07,710 And in return, I will love you. 655 00:59:08,711 --> 00:59:10,299 All the way. 656 00:59:19,308 --> 00:59:20,792 Crisp air and chilled bones. 657 00:59:22,207 --> 00:59:25,383 Light laughter crunches through the autumn leaves. 658 00:59:25,452 --> 00:59:29,870 New desires are beginning to take ahold of me 659 00:59:29,939 --> 00:59:34,185 as I see them wisp through every skeleton in the patch 660 00:59:34,254 --> 00:59:37,084 They stand there bare to all of us. 661 00:59:37,153 --> 00:59:39,501 and when I look into their funny faces, 662 00:59:40,881 --> 00:59:42,089 I wanna be bare too... 663 00:59:45,196 --> 00:59:47,509 I want to be stripped of this old skin 664 00:59:47,578 --> 00:59:50,512 and slip into one that feels most like me. 665 00:59:52,686 --> 00:59:55,275 Baring my soul to the world. 666 01:00:03,179 --> 01:00:04,802 Does she ever really see me? 667 01:00:06,079 --> 01:00:08,426 Or does she only see what she wants to see. 668 01:00:09,738 --> 01:00:13,431 Her eyes always keen on what could be for me. 669 01:00:14,432 --> 01:00:16,468 But my vision lies elsewhere. 670 01:00:17,849 --> 01:00:21,681 My eyes veer off into countless other directions. 671 01:00:24,131 --> 01:00:27,928 How could I just ignore all these melodies soft and subtle 672 01:00:27,997 --> 01:00:32,277 as they ring a beckoning call into my curious ears. 673 01:00:32,346 --> 01:00:33,865 And into my earning heart. 674 01:00:34,866 --> 01:00:36,385 I can hear music in the making. 675 01:00:37,731 --> 01:00:39,975 I can feel life in the making. 676 01:00:42,149 --> 01:00:43,219 Okay... Go? 677 01:00:43,288 --> 01:00:44,117 Yeah. 678 01:00:46,360 --> 01:00:49,467 So my prince, wherever you are, 679 01:00:50,813 --> 01:00:52,159 please come with me. 680 01:00:53,333 --> 01:00:57,233 I won't ask for much, I promise. 681 01:00:59,753 --> 01:01:03,999 All I want are simple little things. 682 01:01:05,656 --> 01:01:09,625 All things sweet... all things love... 683 01:01:11,006 --> 01:01:15,907 and in return... I will love you all the way. 684 01:01:22,258 --> 01:01:23,743 Nice. Okay, try it with the thumb. 685 01:01:23,812 --> 01:01:25,676 No, F-sharp... that's the G. 686 01:01:25,745 --> 01:01:27,298 Yeah, right there. 687 01:01:28,506 --> 01:01:30,957 Yeah see... that sounds better, right? 688 01:01:31,026 --> 01:01:32,406 Try the lick I showed you. 689 01:01:32,475 --> 01:01:33,407 Uh... 690 01:01:38,896 --> 01:01:39,931 There it is. 691 01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:44,004 Nice. 692 01:01:44,073 --> 01:01:47,007 So, can I ask you something? 693 01:01:48,146 --> 01:01:48,975 Sure. 694 01:01:49,044 --> 01:01:51,011 But you have to be honest. 695 01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:53,565 Well that might take the fun out of the answer. 696 01:01:53,635 --> 01:01:55,602 Seriously honest. 697 01:01:56,810 --> 01:01:57,639 Got it. 698 01:01:59,813 --> 01:02:01,021 Was I nice? 699 01:02:04,024 --> 01:02:06,544 How would you define "seriously honest" actually? 700 01:02:11,963 --> 01:02:14,483 Look... I'm sure if you polled the student body, 701 01:02:14,552 --> 01:02:16,312 the majority would say you were nice. 702 01:02:17,624 --> 01:02:20,800 People like you. They like being around you. 703 01:02:20,869 --> 01:02:23,975 You have this sort of momentum, 704 01:02:24,044 --> 01:02:28,600 this energy, like you're gonna lead the charge 705 01:02:28,670 --> 01:02:29,981 and rip through a banner and lead the team 706 01:02:30,050 --> 01:02:32,052 onto the next playing field or something. 707 01:02:32,984 --> 01:02:36,091 But uh... I won't lie, 708 01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:39,473 there'd probably be some people who said 709 01:02:39,542 --> 01:02:40,854 you're maybe not so nice... 710 01:02:42,476 --> 01:02:43,305 Keep going. 711 01:02:45,031 --> 01:02:49,967 That you have the ability to look right through people... 712 01:02:51,762 --> 01:02:54,143 even if you're looking right at them talking to them. 713 01:02:57,284 --> 01:03:02,255 Wasn't always that way but in the last year or so, yeah. 714 01:03:07,191 --> 01:03:11,436 You know people who have that power might not understand it, 715 01:03:11,505 --> 01:03:13,991 but for those of us who it's been used against, 716 01:03:14,060 --> 01:03:15,302 we know it very well. 717 01:03:18,133 --> 01:03:20,100 I uh did this to you? 718 01:03:22,171 --> 01:03:23,345 Does it matter? 719 01:03:23,414 --> 01:03:25,519 Well yeah we were friends, right? 720 01:03:27,211 --> 01:03:29,075 Last time we talked was freshman year. 721 01:03:32,112 --> 01:03:33,458 Excuse me. 722 01:03:33,527 --> 01:03:35,771 You're not giving me much here. 723 01:03:37,255 --> 01:03:39,775 ♪ Not much to say ♪ 724 01:03:39,844 --> 01:03:40,914 I don't believe you. 725 01:03:43,779 --> 01:03:45,712 Come on. What aren't you telling me? 726 01:03:45,781 --> 01:03:46,609 Nothing. 727 01:03:49,164 --> 01:03:50,579 Tell me something about us. 728 01:04:00,175 --> 01:04:01,728 There was no us. 729 01:04:06,940 --> 01:04:09,701 Oh no. You thief. You thief. 730 01:04:09,771 --> 01:04:10,633 This is my guitar. 731 01:04:11,531 --> 01:04:12,325 Ali. 732 01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:15,638 What the hell's going on here, Reed? 733 01:04:15,707 --> 01:04:17,088 Like what are you even doing here? 734 01:04:17,157 --> 01:04:19,021 What are you guys even doing here? 735 01:04:19,090 --> 01:04:21,058 Looking for you, you're not returning any of our messages. 736 01:04:21,127 --> 01:04:22,542 Look, Ali, if you wanted to break up with me, 737 01:04:22,611 --> 01:04:23,612 you could have just said it to my face. 738 01:04:23,681 --> 01:04:24,440 Ethan, please. 739 01:04:24,509 --> 01:04:25,545 Dude, you really should chill. 740 01:04:25,614 --> 01:04:27,581 And you should really leave her alone, 741 01:04:27,650 --> 01:04:29,411 not get her involved in your shit. 742 01:04:29,480 --> 01:04:30,550 My shit? 743 01:04:30,619 --> 01:04:32,000 Oh, you wanna say something, dickhead? 744 01:04:32,069 --> 01:04:32,828 Seriously, dude? 745 01:04:32,897 --> 01:04:34,174 Alright guys, stop it. 746 01:04:35,451 --> 01:04:38,178 Ali, I don't get this. 747 01:04:38,247 --> 01:04:40,491 Ethan, get out. 748 01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:41,457 Guys get out! 749 01:04:45,945 --> 01:04:47,498 Get out of here. 750 01:04:47,567 --> 01:04:48,395 Ethan. 751 01:04:52,986 --> 01:04:56,818 Ali, hey, we were just worried about you. 752 01:04:56,887 --> 01:04:57,577 You totally ghosted us, okay? 753 01:04:57,646 --> 01:04:58,820 What's with you? 754 01:04:58,889 --> 01:05:01,788 I'm just... I just need some time, you guys. 755 01:05:01,857 --> 01:05:02,858 With Cameron? 756 01:05:02,927 --> 01:05:03,928 Heather. 757 01:05:03,997 --> 01:05:05,896 No. Okay, you can't do that to Ethan. 758 01:05:05,965 --> 01:05:07,311 That sucks, Ali. 759 01:05:07,380 --> 01:05:08,208 Whoa. 760 01:05:09,106 --> 01:05:10,659 I'm sorry. 761 01:05:10,728 --> 01:05:12,868 Alright, just... I just wanna be alone. 762 01:05:14,111 --> 01:05:16,009 Maybe you should talk to Ethan first. 763 01:05:16,078 --> 01:05:17,769 I don't know what you want me to say, Heather. 764 01:05:17,839 --> 01:05:19,875 You don't have to say anything right now. It can wait. 765 01:05:19,944 --> 01:05:20,703 Lex I think she should... 766 01:05:20,772 --> 01:05:21,601 It can wait. 767 01:05:24,052 --> 01:05:25,536 We'll call you later. 768 01:06:18,278 --> 01:06:20,315 Hey, Ali, it's Cameron. 769 01:06:20,384 --> 01:06:22,696 Um. Look, I'm sorry about earlier, 770 01:06:22,765 --> 01:06:24,284 that wasn't cool. 771 01:06:24,353 --> 01:06:25,941 I shouldn't of engaged with Ethan at all 772 01:06:26,010 --> 01:06:29,807 and um... I'm sure that was really stressful for you. 773 01:06:31,913 --> 01:06:32,810 Hope you're okay. 774 01:06:35,675 --> 01:06:36,952 Yeah, give me a call. Okay? 775 01:06:43,821 --> 01:06:45,167 What's going on with you Cameron Reed? 776 01:06:45,236 --> 01:06:46,272 What? 777 01:06:46,341 --> 01:06:48,170 What's going on with Cameron Reed? 778 01:06:48,239 --> 01:06:49,827 Nothing. We're friends. 779 01:06:49,896 --> 01:06:51,933 Have you been riding on his motorcycle? 780 01:06:52,002 --> 01:06:52,761 Who told you that? 781 01:06:52,830 --> 01:06:53,417 Have you been? 782 01:06:54,694 --> 01:06:56,799 Ali, you cannot do that! You will not do that! 783 01:06:56,868 --> 01:06:58,387 Oh okay, so now you're telling me 784 01:06:58,456 --> 01:06:59,699 what I can and can't do? 785 01:06:59,768 --> 01:07:01,977 Uh... yes. Last time I checked I was your mother. 786 01:07:02,046 --> 01:07:03,461 Feel free to step in here any time now. 787 01:07:03,530 --> 01:07:05,049 Let's just all take a breath here. 788 01:07:05,118 --> 01:07:07,949 Honey, sounds like Cameron has his own issues. 789 01:07:08,018 --> 01:07:09,881 Oh. Okay well maybe one day I'll find some friends 790 01:07:09,951 --> 01:07:11,262 without issues. 791 01:07:11,331 --> 01:07:15,266 'Cause Lexi, Heather, Ethan, they're perfect, right? 792 01:07:15,335 --> 01:07:16,095 This sounds a little different. 793 01:07:16,164 --> 01:07:17,510 Honey, maybe he's not the best 794 01:07:17,579 --> 01:07:18,752 support system for you right now. 795 01:07:18,821 --> 01:07:19,857 You're amazing. 796 01:07:19,926 --> 01:07:21,617 Look, we know you're going through 797 01:07:21,686 --> 01:07:22,998 something difficult right now 798 01:07:23,067 --> 01:07:25,518 but maybe leaning on Cameron isn't the best way. 799 01:07:25,587 --> 01:07:28,728 No. No. No. Nobody knows what I'm going through. 800 01:07:28,797 --> 01:07:31,696 Not you, not the doctors, not the specialists. 801 01:07:31,765 --> 01:07:33,871 Okay, nobody has an idea what I should do. 802 01:07:33,940 --> 01:07:36,943 And now you guys magically know what I shouldn't do? 803 01:07:37,012 --> 01:07:39,118 We want you safe, honey. We want you happy. 804 01:07:39,187 --> 01:07:41,223 It's a little too late for that. 805 01:07:41,292 --> 01:07:43,950 Okay. Terry Hughes called, from State. 806 01:07:44,019 --> 01:07:45,503 She wants to know when you're gonna sign. 807 01:07:45,572 --> 01:07:47,229 I don't think I should. 808 01:07:47,298 --> 01:07:49,438 We have to consider unintended consequences here. 809 01:07:49,507 --> 01:07:51,268 You'd basically lose everything you've been 810 01:07:51,337 --> 01:07:52,959 working towards for seventeen years. 811 01:07:53,028 --> 01:07:55,962 You do realize that I may never be that person again. 812 01:07:57,584 --> 01:08:00,104 Okay, I may never be that "Ali" again. 813 01:08:00,173 --> 01:08:03,004 How about giving that Ali just a little more time. 814 01:08:04,281 --> 01:08:06,490 She really is a wonderful person, you know. 815 01:08:07,491 --> 01:08:08,733 I'm sure she was great. 816 01:08:11,529 --> 01:08:16,051 Look, Ali, the truth is, things have been tight lately. 817 01:08:17,259 --> 01:08:18,950 And if you want what State has to offer 818 01:08:19,020 --> 01:08:21,022 you're gonna need that scholarship. 819 01:08:21,091 --> 01:08:23,679 Honestly, I don't know what I want. 820 01:08:23,748 --> 01:08:25,854 Do you wanna start from scratch? 821 01:08:25,923 --> 01:08:28,167 Get a new passion, maybe get good enough at it 822 01:08:28,236 --> 01:08:28,753 to set you apart... 823 01:08:28,822 --> 01:08:30,031 Stop. 824 01:08:30,100 --> 01:08:32,619 Try a new college, get another scholarship maybe? 825 01:08:32,688 --> 01:08:35,070 Or maybe you want to try community college. 826 01:08:35,139 --> 01:08:37,383 Honestly, we did not raise you to be this way. 827 01:08:42,629 --> 01:08:43,665 You happy now? 828 01:08:43,734 --> 01:08:45,563 Thank you very much for the support. 829 01:09:44,829 --> 01:09:47,798 Hey... You found me. You good? 830 01:09:51,457 --> 01:09:52,734 I've got to take a break, Cam. 831 01:09:52,803 --> 01:09:56,738 I'm kind of over all of this mystery stuff. 832 01:09:56,807 --> 01:09:59,879 I thought you were excited about what you're finding. 833 01:09:59,948 --> 01:10:02,157 About the you no one knew existed. 834 01:10:03,365 --> 01:10:04,539 I don't know if she's real. 835 01:10:05,712 --> 01:10:08,439 She's real. She's just kind of afraid. 836 01:10:08,508 --> 01:10:09,923 And why wouldn't she be? 837 01:10:09,992 --> 01:10:12,374 I don't know, I have to get back on track with college. 838 01:10:12,443 --> 01:10:16,137 And et back on track with finding Ali. 839 01:10:17,690 --> 01:10:19,968 I thought that's what we were doing. 840 01:10:20,037 --> 01:10:21,694 You know what I mean. 841 01:11:01,492 --> 01:11:02,528 That was much better guys. 842 01:11:02,597 --> 01:11:05,151 It's very important to keep working 843 01:11:05,220 --> 01:11:07,084 our angles on the ball... okay... 844 01:11:08,016 --> 01:11:09,155 Pass and move. 845 01:11:18,406 --> 01:11:19,648 Let's go again. 846 01:12:51,671 --> 01:12:53,190 Cold? 847 01:12:53,259 --> 01:12:54,260 Oh, you don't have to. 848 01:12:54,329 --> 01:12:56,814 Yeah, but I'm gonna. 849 01:12:59,230 --> 01:13:00,024 Thanks. 850 01:13:02,613 --> 01:13:04,166 I'm really glad you came out tonight. 851 01:13:05,858 --> 01:13:06,686 Yeah, me too. 852 01:13:07,894 --> 01:13:09,655 It sucks not having you around. 853 01:13:10,794 --> 01:13:12,278 My mom misses you. 854 01:13:15,143 --> 01:13:15,902 Really? 855 01:13:15,971 --> 01:13:16,800 Oh yeah. 856 01:13:20,597 --> 01:13:23,772 Look, I've been thinking about 857 01:13:23,841 --> 01:13:25,705 what you said the last time we were here. 858 01:13:26,568 --> 01:13:28,190 About us not making sense. 859 01:13:29,468 --> 01:13:32,505 Look, a lot of things have been coming at me... 860 01:13:32,574 --> 01:13:34,024 I know... hang on a second. 861 01:13:34,956 --> 01:13:37,338 I really wanna tell you this. 862 01:13:40,686 --> 01:13:44,724 I don't know if... I don't know if I appreciated you enough. 863 01:13:47,002 --> 01:13:49,453 Well, I know I didn't. 864 01:13:49,522 --> 01:13:51,766 And now with everything that's been happening. 865 01:13:53,043 --> 01:13:54,596 We're at this weird ground zero. 866 01:13:57,116 --> 01:13:58,497 I wonder if we have a chance. 867 01:14:00,395 --> 01:14:04,710 I mean I know you, I know our history. 868 01:14:06,919 --> 01:14:08,196 But you don't know me. 869 01:14:10,750 --> 01:14:11,613 Is that even fair? 870 01:14:14,720 --> 01:14:18,309 Can there be this... this different version of us. 871 01:14:19,863 --> 01:14:21,485 You know that gets to what we had? 872 01:14:23,314 --> 01:14:25,178 You mean, a different version of me. 873 01:14:34,533 --> 01:14:38,606 How was it? Were we happy? 874 01:14:42,126 --> 01:14:45,233 Yeah. I mean we had our moments 875 01:14:45,302 --> 01:14:48,685 but, yeah, we were happy. 876 01:14:51,170 --> 01:14:53,414 We had the whole wide world, Al. 877 01:14:55,346 --> 01:14:57,659 Just want to get back there with you. 878 01:14:58,971 --> 01:15:00,282 That sounds really nice. 879 01:15:03,182 --> 01:15:04,010 Yeah? 880 01:15:14,193 --> 01:15:15,021 Okay? 881 01:15:15,850 --> 01:15:17,058 Yeah. 882 01:15:28,483 --> 01:15:29,311 What's wrong? 883 01:15:32,211 --> 01:15:37,147 It's just... I just don't feel like it. 884 01:15:39,460 --> 01:15:41,462 Yeah. Yeah, okay... 885 01:15:43,602 --> 01:15:44,982 I'm gonna get going. 886 01:15:45,051 --> 01:15:47,398 Come on, why? We were having a good time, Al. 887 01:15:49,021 --> 01:15:52,921 Look, I understand if you want to break up. 888 01:15:54,198 --> 01:15:56,131 It's not fair to you to have to sit around 889 01:15:56,200 --> 01:15:58,409 and wait for whatever we had to come back; 890 01:16:00,826 --> 01:16:02,172 it might not. 891 01:16:03,449 --> 01:16:05,486 Al, I'm gonna wait as long as I have to. 892 01:16:07,349 --> 01:16:08,454 Maybe you shouldn't. 893 01:16:16,704 --> 01:16:17,498 No. 894 01:16:19,879 --> 01:16:22,123 What do you mean, no? 895 01:16:23,849 --> 01:16:25,057 I mean... I mean... no. 896 01:16:25,126 --> 01:16:26,507 It's not happening. 897 01:16:27,508 --> 01:16:28,854 Ali, we're not breaking up. 898 01:16:34,894 --> 01:16:35,723 Come on. 899 01:16:36,862 --> 01:16:37,621 Ali? 900 01:19:24,650 --> 01:19:27,584 ♪ Those who used to love me ♪ 901 01:19:27,653 --> 01:19:31,174 ♪ Don't love me anymore. ♪ 902 01:19:31,243 --> 01:19:34,453 ♪ And those who rooted for for me ♪ 903 01:19:34,522 --> 01:19:37,698 ♪ They've left and close the door ♪ 904 01:19:37,767 --> 01:19:40,183 ♪ Is it who I became ♪ 905 01:19:40,252 --> 01:19:44,497 ♪ or did I lose sight of who I was ♪ 906 01:19:44,566 --> 01:19:47,777 ♪ Either way I lost it all ♪ 907 01:19:47,846 --> 01:19:50,296 ♪ And don't know who to trust ♪ 908 01:19:50,365 --> 01:19:54,335 Hey... welcome back. 909 01:19:54,404 --> 01:19:55,301 Hey. 910 01:19:55,370 --> 01:19:56,889 It's good to see you. 911 01:19:56,958 --> 01:19:58,097 Ali, right? 912 01:19:59,202 --> 01:20:00,237 Yeah. 913 01:20:00,306 --> 01:20:01,929 You're just in time. 914 01:20:01,998 --> 01:20:04,310 Potluck Saturday. Grab a plate. 915 01:20:06,761 --> 01:20:08,349 Is everything okay, honey? 916 01:20:09,281 --> 01:20:11,559 Yeah. Yeah, thank you. 917 01:20:11,628 --> 01:20:12,974 How's the poetry going? 918 01:20:14,044 --> 01:20:16,184 Oh. Um. It's... 919 01:20:16,253 --> 01:20:19,740 We have open mic next week if you're up to it. 920 01:20:21,086 --> 01:20:23,329 I'd love to hear what you've been working on. 921 01:20:24,330 --> 01:20:25,711 Yeah, maybe... 922 01:20:25,780 --> 01:20:27,782 Well fill up and I'll stop by in a bit. 923 01:20:50,184 --> 01:20:54,740 Hey, everyone. I'm so excited that you came here tonight. 924 01:20:54,809 --> 01:20:58,157 It means a lot to me to see everyone here. 925 01:20:58,226 --> 01:21:00,642 I'm far from the first person to tell you 926 01:21:00,711 --> 01:21:03,231 that growing up is hard. 927 01:21:03,300 --> 01:21:08,271 The friendships, the pressure to be perfect, anxiety, 928 01:21:08,340 --> 01:21:10,549 feeling like you're not good enough 929 01:21:10,618 --> 01:21:13,690 and having to keep up grades and extracurriculars 930 01:21:13,759 --> 01:21:15,519 and make a million different choices about 931 01:21:15,588 --> 01:21:17,625 the rest of your life. 932 01:21:17,694 --> 01:21:19,765 It's heavy stuff. 933 01:21:19,834 --> 01:21:22,423 The pressure is daunting. 934 01:21:22,492 --> 01:21:25,806 But we're here to help you carry some of that burden. 935 01:21:25,875 --> 01:21:27,669 And you're not in this alone. 936 01:21:41,338 --> 01:21:42,167 Ali Spencer. 937 01:21:45,480 --> 01:21:46,309 You there? 938 01:21:48,345 --> 01:21:49,174 Yeah. 939 01:21:50,451 --> 01:21:51,832 Everything okay? 940 01:21:54,317 --> 01:21:55,732 Everything is not okay. 941 01:22:00,530 --> 01:22:02,187 It is so not okay. 942 01:22:04,016 --> 01:22:05,293 What happened? 943 01:22:10,574 --> 01:22:11,403 Ali? 944 01:22:17,374 --> 01:22:18,859 Cam I don't know who I am. 945 01:22:22,932 --> 01:22:24,830 Ali, where are you? 946 01:22:24,899 --> 01:22:26,970 I don't understand why. 947 01:22:32,286 --> 01:22:34,012 I'm not who everybody wants me to be. 948 01:22:34,081 --> 01:22:35,496 I'm not who my mom wants me to be. 949 01:22:35,565 --> 01:22:37,049 I'm not who my dad... 950 01:22:40,570 --> 01:22:42,192 I'm sorry. 951 01:22:42,261 --> 01:22:43,711 Ali, tell me where you are. 952 01:23:04,835 --> 01:23:05,664 Ali! 953 01:23:10,911 --> 01:23:11,739 Ali! 954 01:23:14,915 --> 01:23:15,743 Ali! 955 01:23:19,229 --> 01:23:20,023 Ali! 956 01:23:23,268 --> 01:23:24,062 Shit. 957 01:23:25,787 --> 01:23:28,549 You really like testing fate, huh? 958 01:23:39,974 --> 01:23:41,217 What happened? 959 01:23:45,186 --> 01:23:48,224 I feel like the walls are closing in on me. 960 01:23:52,297 --> 01:23:55,610 I've felt that. I've been there. 961 01:23:55,679 --> 01:23:56,957 Sometimes I'm still there. 962 01:23:58,510 --> 01:24:00,650 How do you make it stop? 963 01:24:02,790 --> 01:24:04,412 Wish I had the answer. 964 01:24:09,521 --> 01:24:13,283 My mind gets very crowded. 965 01:24:14,940 --> 01:24:17,184 And there are things that I can't get past. 966 01:24:18,599 --> 01:24:19,876 Things my dad can't get past. 967 01:24:19,945 --> 01:24:23,880 But... here I am... 968 01:24:25,778 --> 01:24:26,779 still going. 969 01:24:34,580 --> 01:24:36,306 My mom died a few years ago. 970 01:24:38,205 --> 01:24:42,071 Cancer. And um... I don't know... 971 01:24:42,140 --> 01:24:46,834 It was pretty brutal up until the end there. 972 01:24:46,903 --> 01:24:49,940 And uh... my dad and I 973 01:24:50,010 --> 01:24:51,942 have been sort of out of it ever since. 974 01:24:54,911 --> 01:24:58,294 So, I know. I get it. 975 01:24:59,571 --> 01:25:02,746 There are things that are really hard to get past. 976 01:25:05,542 --> 01:25:08,442 But, Ali, you just do. 977 01:25:10,892 --> 01:25:13,274 Just one foot in front of the other. 978 01:25:18,417 --> 01:25:20,833 I got a lot of free space up here, Cameron. 979 01:25:24,320 --> 01:25:27,702 If those memories ever get too heavy, 980 01:25:29,808 --> 01:25:31,499 I'm happy to help you carry 'em. 981 01:25:42,131 --> 01:25:45,375 Hey, what are you doing up here? 982 01:25:46,790 --> 01:25:50,104 No registration. No insurance. 983 01:25:51,864 --> 01:25:54,384 Three years un-inspected. 984 01:25:55,420 --> 01:25:56,697 Really? 985 01:25:56,766 --> 01:25:59,976 Congratulations, your bike's going to the pound. 986 01:26:19,754 --> 01:26:22,550 Ali, what is this? Is it Cameron? 987 01:26:22,619 --> 01:26:25,484 No it's not. Okay, it's me. 988 01:26:25,553 --> 01:26:27,037 No... this is not you. 989 01:26:27,107 --> 01:26:29,005 Climbing into The Grove, criminal mischief, 990 01:26:29,074 --> 01:26:30,420 do you have any idea how close you came 991 01:26:30,489 --> 01:26:32,353 to getting charged with something? 992 01:26:32,422 --> 01:26:33,389 That would have certainly taken 993 01:26:33,458 --> 01:26:35,805 any scholarship off the table. 994 01:26:37,841 --> 01:26:38,808 Oh maybe that's plan? 995 01:26:39,981 --> 01:26:41,569 I have no idea who you are right now, 996 01:26:41,638 --> 01:26:42,708 Ali would never do this. 997 01:26:42,777 --> 01:26:45,815 I'm so sick of you talking 998 01:26:45,884 --> 01:26:50,130 about this flawless version of who you think I used to be. 999 01:26:51,441 --> 01:26:53,029 Okay, that person's gone. 1000 01:26:53,926 --> 01:26:55,031 Not to me she's not. 1001 01:26:56,343 --> 01:26:57,827 Well then you're delusional. 1002 01:26:59,208 --> 01:27:00,209 Your father doesn't think we should 1003 01:27:00,278 --> 01:27:02,625 let you come and go right now by yourself. 1004 01:27:02,694 --> 01:27:04,868 Until we can trust you with your own safety. 1005 01:27:06,594 --> 01:27:08,493 That's not gonna fix it. 1006 01:27:10,978 --> 01:27:15,672 Allison! Keys! 1007 01:27:24,440 --> 01:27:25,889 Thought we had a deal. 1008 01:27:25,958 --> 01:27:27,960 You weren't gonna give me any more trouble. 1009 01:27:28,029 --> 01:27:30,031 Clearly I'm looking for your attention. 1010 01:27:31,309 --> 01:27:32,586 Well, you've got it now. 1011 01:27:36,762 --> 01:27:37,798 Little bit late, Dad. 1012 01:27:41,595 --> 01:27:43,631 Hey... wait up. 1013 01:27:43,700 --> 01:27:47,048 You know, I've forgotten what your smile looks like. 1014 01:27:48,118 --> 01:27:49,810 And you know it sucks losing mom. 1015 01:27:49,879 --> 01:27:53,054 But it kills me to see you wasting away inside. 1016 01:27:55,402 --> 01:27:56,196 Cam! 1017 01:27:58,025 --> 01:27:58,853 Cameron! 1018 01:28:25,466 --> 01:28:27,261 Ali, you awake? 1019 01:28:29,125 --> 01:28:29,953 Yeah. 1020 01:28:31,921 --> 01:28:32,749 Can I come in? 1021 01:28:33,923 --> 01:28:34,751 Sure. 1022 01:28:40,343 --> 01:28:42,311 Did she make you come over? 1023 01:28:42,380 --> 01:28:43,277 Wasn't her idea. 1024 01:28:45,693 --> 01:28:46,729 The Grove, huh? 1025 01:28:48,627 --> 01:28:49,387 I'm sorry. 1026 01:28:50,526 --> 01:28:51,699 You know, I remember bringing you 1027 01:28:51,768 --> 01:28:53,943 home from the hospital when you were a baby. 1028 01:28:56,117 --> 01:28:57,671 You fit in the crook of my arm. 1029 01:29:00,777 --> 01:29:02,538 We were terrified your mother and I. 1030 01:29:04,540 --> 01:29:07,025 Always so worried we were going to hug you too tightly 1031 01:29:07,094 --> 01:29:10,235 or drop you or... when you slept, 1032 01:29:11,512 --> 01:29:12,720 we would sit beside your crib 1033 01:29:12,789 --> 01:29:15,689 for hours just listening to you breathe. 1034 01:29:18,623 --> 01:29:21,660 Honey to see you know with no genuine knowledge 1035 01:29:21,729 --> 01:29:23,904 of the love you come from... 1036 01:29:26,734 --> 01:29:28,288 it hurts to tell you the truth. 1037 01:29:30,945 --> 01:29:32,292 But that's not your problem, 1038 01:29:33,465 --> 01:29:35,467 you've got enough to worry about. 1039 01:29:35,536 --> 01:29:38,746 What we worry about is that at least 1040 01:29:38,815 --> 01:29:40,334 you're going to be okay. 1041 01:29:42,750 --> 01:29:43,958 What if I'm not though? 1042 01:29:46,685 --> 01:29:51,138 Like what if this is as good as it's gonna get. 1043 01:29:52,622 --> 01:29:57,558 Sweetheart, you happy is the only thing we care about. 1044 01:30:04,945 --> 01:30:08,017 If you really mean that, then 1045 01:30:08,086 --> 01:30:10,606 there's something I'd like to show you. 1046 01:30:21,479 --> 01:30:26,104 I was having doubts before the accident. 1047 01:30:27,795 --> 01:30:29,038 About a lot of things 1048 01:30:29,107 --> 01:30:34,112 and... I don't think I felt I could talk to you guys 1049 01:30:34,181 --> 01:30:38,530 about it 'cause I was afraid that I'd disappoint you or... 1050 01:30:39,600 --> 01:30:40,705 I don't know. 1051 01:30:40,774 --> 01:30:45,088 But... I'm hoping that maybe 1052 01:30:45,157 --> 01:30:46,745 we could figure it out together. 1053 01:30:49,507 --> 01:30:50,439 Yeah. 1054 01:30:50,508 --> 01:30:51,336 You bet. 1055 01:31:06,972 --> 01:31:08,457 Hey, she doesn't know who she is asshole, 1056 01:31:08,526 --> 01:31:09,285 don't you get that? 1057 01:31:09,354 --> 01:31:10,148 - Back off, dude. - Ethan! 1058 01:31:10,217 --> 01:31:10,976 Knock it off. 1059 01:31:11,045 --> 01:31:12,150 The Grove, Cam? 1060 01:31:12,219 --> 01:31:12,978 Told you to leave her out of your shit! 1061 01:31:13,047 --> 01:31:13,841 Ethan! 1062 01:31:13,910 --> 01:31:15,705 Stop. Get inside. 1063 01:31:15,774 --> 01:31:17,120 Ethan, stay right there. 1064 01:31:17,189 --> 01:31:20,434 Hey. Cam. Are you okay? 1065 01:31:20,503 --> 01:31:21,262 Cameron, you okay? 1066 01:31:21,331 --> 01:31:22,091 Yeah. 1067 01:31:22,160 --> 01:31:23,161 No, stay down. 1068 01:31:23,230 --> 01:31:25,197 I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. 1069 01:31:25,266 --> 01:31:27,199 Cam, you're bleeding. 1070 01:31:47,530 --> 01:31:50,326 Pretty sure you're not the tutor they're sending over. 1071 01:31:50,395 --> 01:31:52,121 If I am, you're in trouble. 1072 01:31:53,847 --> 01:31:54,641 More trouble. 1073 01:31:57,298 --> 01:31:58,679 Heard you got suspended. 1074 01:32:01,095 --> 01:32:02,442 Yeah, it was stupid, Ali. 1075 01:32:04,305 --> 01:32:05,134 Yeah. 1076 01:32:07,516 --> 01:32:11,036 Look, Ethan, this has to stop. 1077 01:32:11,934 --> 01:32:13,073 Okay, it's over. 1078 01:32:19,666 --> 01:32:22,289 And I feel like it has been, for awhile. 1079 01:32:23,532 --> 01:32:24,360 Hasn't it? 1080 01:32:26,155 --> 01:32:26,983 Yeah. 1081 01:32:30,435 --> 01:32:31,332 The accident. 1082 01:32:32,575 --> 01:32:33,921 We were arguing in the car. 1083 01:32:35,302 --> 01:32:37,407 You were saying you needed to make changes. 1084 01:32:40,065 --> 01:32:41,481 You were breaking up with me. 1085 01:32:44,449 --> 01:32:45,933 I was driving really fast. 1086 01:32:47,245 --> 01:32:48,453 Proving all your points. 1087 01:32:50,490 --> 01:32:52,319 I don't know, if I had it together, maybe I'd have 1088 01:32:52,388 --> 01:32:53,700 seen the car coming sooner. 1089 01:32:56,944 --> 01:32:57,738 Avoided it. 1090 01:33:00,258 --> 01:33:01,397 Avoided all this. 1091 01:33:07,472 --> 01:33:09,025 I'm sorry that I hurt you, Ali. 1092 01:33:12,270 --> 01:33:14,721 I'm sorry that I'm the reason your old life is gone. 1093 01:33:15,860 --> 01:33:17,862 Hey, it's not all on you, okay? 1094 01:33:21,693 --> 01:33:23,005 I played a part too. 1095 01:33:26,664 --> 01:33:30,530 But... maybe it's for the best. 1096 01:33:33,947 --> 01:33:34,706 Yeah. 1097 01:33:52,586 --> 01:33:55,658 Thought your parents had you on lock-down. 1098 01:33:55,727 --> 01:33:56,486 Snuck out. 1099 01:33:57,833 --> 01:34:00,318 You're heading down a dark path, Ali Spencer. 1100 01:34:02,596 --> 01:34:04,425 I'm sorry you're back here. 1101 01:34:04,494 --> 01:34:05,841 Actually, it's okay. I'm seriously 1102 01:34:05,910 --> 01:34:07,739 thinking about a career with the Town Parks Department. 1103 01:34:07,808 --> 01:34:09,361 - Oh yeah? - Hm. Hmm. 1104 01:34:09,430 --> 01:34:10,535 Yeah, nice try. 1105 01:34:12,019 --> 01:34:13,711 I feel horrible about Ethan. 1106 01:34:14,919 --> 01:34:16,403 Well, maybe I had it coming. 1107 01:34:16,472 --> 01:34:18,025 No, no way. 1108 01:34:18,094 --> 01:34:20,441 That was all him. 1109 01:34:20,510 --> 01:34:22,202 Still... we should chill. 1110 01:34:23,341 --> 01:34:26,689 At least until you get it all figured out. 1111 01:34:26,758 --> 01:34:29,727 Come on, we don't have to let things get awkward 1112 01:34:29,796 --> 01:34:31,729 between us. 1113 01:34:33,144 --> 01:34:35,664 Did you get your bike back? 1114 01:34:35,733 --> 01:34:37,079 Nah. 1115 01:34:41,635 --> 01:34:44,120 Look, I really gotta get back to this. 1116 01:34:44,189 --> 01:34:46,882 Okay. I'll see you around? 1117 01:34:46,951 --> 01:34:48,262 Definitely. 1118 01:34:58,997 --> 01:35:01,413 I'm sure it wasn't easy to talk 1119 01:35:01,482 --> 01:35:04,727 about certain things with you or with anyone really. 1120 01:35:06,315 --> 01:35:07,696 No, I get it. 1121 01:35:07,765 --> 01:35:10,319 I know you guys are really important to me. 1122 01:35:10,388 --> 01:35:13,460 And I truly appreciate you. 1123 01:35:14,634 --> 01:35:17,982 I just think it's gonna take some time 1124 01:35:18,051 --> 01:35:20,018 to get to where I need to be, you know? 1125 01:35:21,917 --> 01:35:25,506 So I'm sorry if I seem a little distant. 1126 01:35:25,575 --> 01:35:28,648 Or if I try some shit that seems a little out there. 1127 01:35:33,998 --> 01:35:36,034 So what's the deal with Cameron? 1128 01:35:37,070 --> 01:35:39,382 He just seems to get me. 1129 01:35:41,315 --> 01:35:44,111 I know this sounds stupid but we just kind of connect. 1130 01:35:44,180 --> 01:35:45,423 You know? 1131 01:35:45,492 --> 01:35:47,149 That's not stupid. 1132 01:35:48,460 --> 01:35:50,221 That's nice, I'm glad you have that. 1133 01:35:51,429 --> 01:35:53,983 I just... I really want you to be happy. 1134 01:35:55,640 --> 01:35:57,677 I know. I see it. 1135 01:36:00,300 --> 01:36:03,510 Thanks for showing me this. It means a lot. 1136 01:36:09,861 --> 01:36:12,830 How much did they hit you up to get it out of impound? 1137 01:36:13,796 --> 01:36:15,591 Every cent I had. 1138 01:36:15,660 --> 01:36:17,386 Probably more than it's worth. 1139 01:36:17,455 --> 01:36:18,870 Yeah, maybe. 1140 01:36:22,149 --> 01:36:23,357 How bad is it? 1141 01:36:25,843 --> 01:36:27,085 Won't pass inspection. 1142 01:36:31,538 --> 01:36:34,092 Do you have any idea what you're doing? 1143 01:36:34,990 --> 01:36:36,577 Yeah, I saw a video. 1144 01:36:45,517 --> 01:36:48,072 What are you trying to do? 1145 01:36:48,141 --> 01:36:50,453 Trying to take the tire off so I can switch the brakes. 1146 01:36:50,522 --> 01:36:54,388 Okay, let me uh... show you a trick my dad taught me. 1147 01:37:05,261 --> 01:37:07,574 Go ahead, take the brake assembly off. 1148 01:37:08,609 --> 01:37:09,438 Okay. 1149 01:37:11,509 --> 01:37:14,305 Yeah, now we're cooking with gas. 1150 01:37:19,275 --> 01:37:20,104 Okay. 1151 01:37:21,761 --> 01:37:24,591 See here, you take this. 1152 01:37:24,660 --> 01:37:26,282 Small steps. 1153 01:37:27,559 --> 01:37:30,700 Small. Small. 1154 01:37:32,875 --> 01:37:35,740 Small steps... 1155 01:37:38,294 --> 01:37:42,574 And with each passing day she becomes more victorious. 1156 01:37:44,059 --> 01:37:47,027 So many small steps yet to be taken. 1157 01:37:48,132 --> 01:37:50,306 But every day is new. 1158 01:37:52,377 --> 01:37:54,034 Every day is possible. 1159 01:37:56,554 --> 01:38:01,490 And one day she will rise... like the sun... 1160 01:38:02,871 --> 01:38:07,737 beautiful... different... 1161 01:38:08,635 --> 01:38:11,120 Fully alive. 1162 01:38:46,362 --> 01:38:49,503 License and registration please. 1163 01:38:50,780 --> 01:38:51,989 Just passed inspection. 1164 01:38:53,059 --> 01:38:54,612 She's completely legal. 1165 01:38:54,681 --> 01:38:55,647 Congratulations. 1166 01:38:56,717 --> 01:38:58,823 So, I heard you're coming back. 1167 01:38:58,892 --> 01:38:59,720 Next week. 1168 01:39:01,274 --> 01:39:04,864 So back on track with the scholarship? 1169 01:39:06,693 --> 01:39:09,903 Actually, all that's on hold, for now. 1170 01:39:14,321 --> 01:39:15,633 Well, I'll let you to it. 1171 01:39:17,531 --> 01:39:18,360 Hang on. 1172 01:39:20,810 --> 01:39:23,089 I'm just want you to know that I'm done 1173 01:39:23,158 --> 01:39:25,367 hoping my memory comes back. 1174 01:39:26,678 --> 01:39:30,303 Trying to solve the mystery of who I was. 1175 01:39:32,615 --> 01:39:35,791 I'm just creating my own memories now, 1176 01:39:35,860 --> 01:39:38,380 and whatever happens happens with the old ones. 1177 01:39:39,829 --> 01:39:44,317 But I'm gonna create a pretty big memory on Saturday 1178 01:39:44,386 --> 01:39:47,492 and I'd really like you to be there for it. 1179 01:39:47,561 --> 01:39:48,908 Okay. 1180 01:39:48,977 --> 01:39:51,048 I'll text you the details. 1181 01:39:51,117 --> 01:39:52,532 I think you'll like it. 1182 01:39:53,843 --> 01:39:55,259 I hope you will. 1183 01:40:02,300 --> 01:40:06,063 Cam, I meant what I said. 1184 01:40:08,237 --> 01:40:11,344 If you ever need someone to help you un-crowd that brain, 1185 01:40:12,448 --> 01:40:13,622 I'm here... 1186 01:40:15,796 --> 01:40:16,832 Cool. 1187 01:40:32,710 --> 01:40:35,989 I'm Ali Spencer, so they told me. 1188 01:40:37,611 --> 01:40:40,614 Uh... a while ago I got into a pretty bad car accident 1189 01:40:40,683 --> 01:40:42,892 and my long term memory is totally swiped. 1190 01:40:44,170 --> 01:40:46,931 It could be temporary but it could be permanent. 1191 01:40:48,036 --> 01:40:50,693 And I still don't know everything about 1192 01:40:50,762 --> 01:40:52,937 who Ali Spencer really was but I'm not 1193 01:40:53,006 --> 01:40:54,145 freaking out about it. 1194 01:40:54,214 --> 01:40:56,976 I'm just moving forward and trying to find 1195 01:40:57,045 --> 01:40:59,771 out who I am now. 1196 01:40:59,840 --> 01:41:01,601 And so, this is a poem about all that. 1197 01:41:01,670 --> 01:41:04,155 It's about a girl who lost herself 1198 01:41:04,224 --> 01:41:08,021 and maybe she never will find the person she once was. 1199 01:41:08,090 --> 01:41:11,231 But maybe she will find the one she's suppose to be. 1200 01:41:13,647 --> 01:41:15,822 It's called "The Mystery of My History" 1201 01:41:15,891 --> 01:41:19,067 and I'd like to dedicated it to my friend, Cameron. 1202 01:41:21,000 --> 01:41:23,485 It's easy to love the light... 1203 01:41:23,554 --> 01:41:26,902 and what can be seen in plain sight. 1204 01:41:26,971 --> 01:41:28,835 It's much harder to embrace the dark, 1205 01:41:28,904 --> 01:41:30,940 no idea if you'll ever hit your mark. 1206 01:41:32,045 --> 01:41:33,564 You claim that the past is known 1207 01:41:33,633 --> 01:41:35,048 and the future can't be seen, 1208 01:41:35,117 --> 01:41:38,362 but I say history is a mystery 1209 01:41:39,535 --> 01:41:42,400 and the future is where we come clean... 1210 01:41:48,648 --> 01:41:50,995 It's easy to love the light... 1211 01:41:51,064 --> 01:41:52,376 And what can be... 1212 01:42:26,651 --> 01:42:29,516 Dear Future Me... I know sometimes 1213 01:42:29,585 --> 01:42:33,037 you're probably feeling like things are overwhelming 1214 01:42:33,106 --> 01:42:36,834 but I've got great news for you. 1215 01:42:36,903 --> 01:42:38,767 Have faith. 1216 01:42:38,836 --> 01:42:41,942 Just remember, you are capable of so much more 1217 01:42:42,011 --> 01:42:44,531 than you even realize. 1218 01:42:44,600 --> 01:42:47,189 Take the risks you're afraid of taking, 1219 01:42:47,258 --> 01:42:50,434 paint your picture boldly across the universe. 1220 01:42:51,297 --> 01:42:54,679 But most of all, love. 1221 01:42:54,748 --> 01:42:58,027 Love exactly who you are, 1222 01:42:58,097 --> 01:43:00,754 an amazing future is awaiting you.