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♪

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♪

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[door clicks closed]

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[whistling]

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Huh. Wow.

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\hWell, it’s nice
to see you, too.

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[giggles]

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[Ray sighing]

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Yeah, what do we
\h\h\hgot here?

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Well, where’s Linc?

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Late.

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He’ll be here.

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[telephone ringing]

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Lawyer.

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[ominous instrumental playing]

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[munching]

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[door shuts]

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[exhaling] Yeah...

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\h\h\h\hIn some parts
of the world, this...

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\h\hthis would be considered
a form of sadistic torture.

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Being stuck in a room
with people you hate?

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And what are you?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHmm?

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I mean, come on.

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How long are we gonna do this?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHmm?

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[laughs]

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[snorts with laughter]

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Hey.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray] Yeah. Yeah.
Don’t let me stop you. Come on.

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[Corey] I never do.

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[sighing]

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[Ellen] Ray?

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What now?

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It’s just one night.

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We can do this.

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[Corey] Yeah, Ray.

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Dig that hole.

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Prove you’re not
that kid anymore.

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Core.

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[Ray] Guys.

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[unsettling music]

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[ethereal vocalizing]

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\h\h\h\hAll right,
so this is Clare.

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[laughter]

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[Clare] Thanks for letting me
\h\h\h\h\h\hcrash your party.

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Uh, when Ray told me
it was your birthday,

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I didn’t want
\h\hto impose.

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But Ray’s pretty convincing.

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That he is.

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[suspenseful music playing]

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Jeez, man, how many pills
\h\h\h\hdid you feed her?

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\hI didn’t pick you
as the party type.

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[glass thudding]

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[footsteps departing]

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[door shuts]

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[clears throat]

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[Ray] Inside joke.

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Well...

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who’s hungry?

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This birthday boy
\h\h\his famished.

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[bell ringing]

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\h\hI should’ve
brought a gift.

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Aw...

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Clare Bear...

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\h\h\h\h\h\hy’all are
the only gift I need.

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[bell ringing]

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray] You know,
he’s-- he’s never gonna change.

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Right?

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\h\h\h\h\hI don’t know
why you care so much.

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I don’t.

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[Ray] [laughs] Yeah.

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\h\h\h\hKeep telling
yourself that and...

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\h\h\hyou might
just believe it.

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You should know.

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[tense instrumental playing]

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So, how did
y’all meet?

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\h-[cutlery clattering]
-[Ellen clears throat]

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\h\h[Ellen] We went
to school together.

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-[Clare] Oh, childhood friends?
-Mm-hmm.

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\h\h\h\h\hYou have
to forgive Ellie.

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\hShe has a habit
of being too nice.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hFriends
is quite the stretch.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ellen]
No, we were friends.

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\h\h\h\h[Corey]
were more than that.

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Still are.

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But let’s be honest.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwere
only friends with you

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because we wanted
to get with you.

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\hAnd he just wanted
a ride to graduation

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\h\h\h\h\hwith little
Miss Honor Roll here.

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\hLooks like you are the common
denominator again, Ellie Bell.

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-Fuck you, Core.
\h\h-[Corey] Ah.

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\hSpoken like
a true friend.

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\h\h\h\h[Clare] You guys
do this every year. Why?

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-[glass shattering]
\h\h-[bell ringing]

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Now, that...

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is the million-dollar
\h\h\hquestion, Clare.

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\h\h\h\h\hYou always find
the smart ones, don’t you?

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So...

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\h\h\h\hwho wants
to take this one?

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Huh? Anybody?

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No?

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\h\h\h\h\h\hWell, then,
I guess it’s over to me.

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We made a pact, okay?

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Can we drop it now?

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Please?

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♪

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Are you guys
\hfor real?

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\h\h\h\hLinc said you guys
were self-absorbed, but...

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this is next level.

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The world’s fucking ending

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\h\h\h\h\hand all you guys
can think about is some...

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bullshit high
school drama.

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\h\hThe world’s
not ending, hon.

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-Don’t fucking patronize me.
\h\h\h\h-Who’s patronizing?

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And why are you
\hso sensitive?

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\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s not my fault
you can’t tell the difference

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\h\h\h\h\h\hbetween your life
and a fucking Halloween prom.

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[Josh] Halloween prom?

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Really?

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\h\h\h\h\hWe’re really
gonna go there again?

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They were human beings
\hburnt fucking alive.

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\h\h\h\h\h[giggles]
You were not there.

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How do you know?

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\hYou think those
photos are real?

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\hThere’s too many
of them not to be.

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[Josh] Why are you
\hembarrassing me?

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\h\hWhy did you
brought me here?

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[Josh] Because you said
\h\h\h\hyou wanted to...

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[chattering faintly]

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMm, people do
a lot of things for clicks.

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[Ellen] But those people,
\h\h\h\h\hones left over,

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\h\hyou heard
what they saw.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
What they think they saw.

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They’re merely delusions.
\hThose people need help.

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\hDelusions
to the point

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\h\h\h\h\hthat families
are killing each other.

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Killing their children...

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so they don’t have
\h\hto go through

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what they think
\h\h\hthey saw?

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I don’t think so.

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Those families were cults.

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\h\hAnd yes, mass suicides are
a result of shared delusions.

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They weren’t all cults.

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\h\h[Ray] Yeah,
listen to Corey.

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\h\h\hHe knows all about
that mental health shit.

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\h\h\hHow long did you spend
at that mental institution?

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\h-Ray?
-What?

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Months, wasn’t it?
\h\h\h\h[giggles]

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[Corey] Ray Burn, for the last
\h\h\h\hmother effing time...

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[Ray scoffs]

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\h\h\h\h\h\hI took
a leave of absence

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\hin my junior year
for medical reasons.

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[Ray laughs] Whoo!

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\h\h\h\h\h\hGuys,
did you hear that?

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"Medical reasons."

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I had a minor physical ailment.
That’s it.

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So, pipe down,
\h\hboy band.

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\h\h\h\h\hI know they say
fake it ’till you make it,

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\h\h\hbut sometimes
a man’s got to admit

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\h\h\hthat he just
doesn’t know shit.

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And he never will.

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\h\h\hAnd you’ve got
a long way to go...

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\h’till you’re even close
to being a man, that is.

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\h\h\hSo, how soon
’til judgment day?

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Josh]
You know what? I...

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\hI do--
[laughs]

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\h\h\h\h\hYou guys
go back to talking

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\habout whatever it was
you were talking about.

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I’m serious.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHow long
do you think we have?

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A week?

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Two?

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Josh]
It’s not judgment day.

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They’re calling it
\h\h"The Razing."

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\h\hYou’re smarter
than this, Ellen.

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[Ellen] Am I?

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\hSee, I thought I was,
but now I’m not so sure.

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See, I don’t believe in God.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNever had.

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\h\h\h\hNeither do
the kids I teach.

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\h\hThey’re just kids,
they believe in Santa,

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for God’s sake, which I guess
\h\h\h\h\hit’s the same thing.

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So, when one of them
\h\h\hwrites a poem

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about his dad,

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that’s not dad,

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\h\hstanding over
his roasted mom--

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhis mom,
who moments before was on fire

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burning alive

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while his father
\h\hheld her...

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\h\h\h\h\h\hHis mother
wept as she screamed.

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And-- and what?

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\h\h\hYou think he was
some sort of messiah?

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\h\h\h\hHe was
a wife beater.

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That poem
\h\hDomestic Abuse.

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[Ellen] Is that what
my student called it?

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\hHe called it
Backward Rainbow

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because that is what this guy
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlooked like

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after his mom died.

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\h\h\h\h\hJust as his dad
picked him up to hug him,

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\h\h\h\hjust as-- the same dad
who hugged his burning mother,

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the same dad whose own skin
\h\h\h\h\hwas blemish-free.

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And you saw that?

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[Ellen] I saw him

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\h\h\hand there was
not one burn on him.

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\h\h\h\hI saw his son
scared to death of him

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and even more scared of CPS
\h\hwhen they came to court.

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\h\h\h\h\hSeriously, Ellie,
you should be up for tenure,

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not deciphering the tales
\h\h\h\hof fourth graders.

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\h\h\h\hOnce upon a time,
there was a fucked-up kid.

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The end.

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Maybe.

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But maybe...

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just maybe...

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwe have to admit
that maybe we don’t know shit.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMaybe we are all
just getting what we deserve.

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We?

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[tense instrumental
\h\hmusic continues]

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[cutlery clattering]

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\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s fine.
It’s fine. She’s fine.

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Everything’s fine.

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\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray]
She doesn’t look fine.

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[Corey] How the fuck
\h\hwould you know?

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\h\hYou-- you-- you--
you waltz back in here

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\h\h\hlike-- like
you’re some hero,

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\h\hsome knight
in shining shit,

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and-- and she just laps it up

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\hlike you’ve never
burned her before.

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Like you’re not gonna do
\h\hthe same thing again

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\h\h\h\h\h\hnext week,
next month, next year.

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\h\h\hBecause she knows
that after you are gone,

233
00:16:50,282 --> 00:16:52,614
I will still be here
\hto bandage her up,

234
00:16:52,614 --> 00:16:53,747
to pick her up.

235
00:16:53,747 --> 00:16:57,751
\h\h\hSo, yeah, I think
I know when she’s fine.

236
00:16:58,818 --> 00:17:00,721
[cutlery clanking]

237
00:17:04,692 --> 00:17:05,825
[door shuts]

238
00:17:05,825 --> 00:17:07,365
And she’s fine.

239
00:17:10,467 --> 00:17:11,666
We are fine.

240
00:17:23,678 --> 00:17:25,746
[electric buzzing]

241
00:17:25,746 --> 00:17:27,088
What the fuck?

242
00:17:31,818 --> 00:17:33,259
Fucking breaker.

243
00:17:33,259 --> 00:17:36,361
[distorted chord playing]

244
00:17:47,702 --> 00:17:49,341
[cutlery clinking]

245
00:17:54,775 --> 00:17:59,120
[door creaks open]

246
00:18:02,750 --> 00:18:05,885
[piano music playing]

247
00:18:07,227 --> 00:18:09,196
[Clare] I just wanna
\h\hbe alone, okay?

248
00:18:12,727 --> 00:18:14,696
[man, distantly] Why the hell
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hdid you do that?

249
00:18:14,696 --> 00:18:17,600
[indistinct conversation]

250
00:18:18,799 --> 00:18:20,471
\h\h-[Lincoln] Do you?
-[door clicks closed]

251
00:18:20,471 --> 00:18:21,703
Do you really?

252
00:18:23,309 --> 00:18:25,905
’Cause-- ’cause
\hif you don’t,

253
00:18:25,905 --> 00:18:29,513
\hthis place,
and with him,

254
00:18:29,513 --> 00:18:30,910
\h\h\h\h\h\hit’s not
where you wanna be.

255
00:18:32,846 --> 00:18:34,782
\h\h\h\hAnd if you
do wanna be alone,

256
00:18:34,782 --> 00:18:36,685
\h\h\hthen you better
get used to this room,

257
00:18:36,685 --> 00:18:38,918
\hbecause this is as close to
them as you’re ever gonna get.

258
00:18:42,625 --> 00:18:44,165
Why do you bother?

259
00:18:44,792 --> 00:18:45,925
Why don’t you just...

260
00:18:48,433 --> 00:18:49,599
[Lincoln] Leave?

261
00:18:54,934 --> 00:18:56,540
-We made a pact.
\h\h\h\h\h-Pact.

262
00:19:00,544 --> 00:19:01,677
Was it worth it?

263
00:19:05,384 --> 00:19:06,517
\h\h\hI used
to think so.

264
00:19:10,422 --> 00:19:11,951
\h\h\hI’ve never been
the sentimental type.

265
00:19:11,951 --> 00:19:14,492
\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
birthdays, holidays.

266
00:19:14,492 --> 00:19:15,790
\h\h\h\h\hI really
could give a shit.

267
00:19:16,527 --> 00:19:17,693
[sighs]

268
00:19:20,564 --> 00:19:21,862
When I was a kid...

269
00:19:23,336 --> 00:19:25,404
when I met them,
\h\h\h\hI was...

270
00:19:26,603 --> 00:19:27,901
\h\hI was going
through a lot...

271
00:19:29,540 --> 00:19:30,673
with my mom.

272
00:19:35,480 --> 00:19:36,943
\h\h\h\hI ran away
a couple of times.

273
00:19:39,847 --> 00:19:41,288
Anyway, it got bad.

274
00:19:41,288 --> 00:19:45,886
\h\h\hGot to a point where I-- I
didn’t even wanted to be found.

275
00:19:49,461 --> 00:19:50,792
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hBut when
that lot showed up...

276
00:19:53,762 --> 00:19:55,599
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI realized
you can still be alone...

277
00:19:58,701 --> 00:19:59,834
even when you’re not.

278
00:20:01,770 --> 00:20:02,936
And to me...

279
00:20:05,510 --> 00:20:06,643
at the time...

280
00:20:07,644 --> 00:20:09,943
\h\hin some weird,
screwed-up way...

281
00:20:13,650 --> 00:20:15,553
it felt a lot better
\hthan being alone.

282
00:20:23,528 --> 00:20:24,760
So, you stayed?

283
00:20:27,796 --> 00:20:28,929
I stayed.

284
00:20:30,601 --> 00:20:31,767
So, does it still...

285
00:20:33,505 --> 00:20:34,638
feel better?

286
00:20:38,906 --> 00:20:40,039
\h[Lincoln]
You tell me.

287
00:20:44,483 --> 00:20:45,781
\h\h\h\h-[door creaks open]
-What happened with your ma?

288
00:20:45,781 --> 00:20:48,916
[pulsing music]

289
00:20:53,855 --> 00:20:54,988
\h\h\h\h[Lincoln]
So, you’re coming?

290
00:21:02,468 --> 00:21:03,964
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI think
I’m gonna wait it out too.

291
00:21:09,970 --> 00:21:12,038
\h\h[Ellen] Jeez!
What a great duo.

292
00:21:12,038 --> 00:21:14,909
Order everything
\hextra crispy.

293
00:21:24,050 --> 00:21:26,558
\h\h\h\h\h\hYou and Milo
might wanna watch that.

294
00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:30,595
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Lincoln] You know
that stick you and Corey share,

295
00:21:30,595 --> 00:21:32,828
it’s getting higher up
in your ass these days.

296
00:21:34,368 --> 00:21:35,633
\h\h\h\hYou might
wanna watch that.

297
00:21:36,601 --> 00:21:38,064
[glass thudding]

298
00:21:38,064 --> 00:21:39,736
\h\h\h\h\hSomeone’s
gotta have some fun.

299
00:21:41,540 --> 00:21:42,673
This is a party.

300
00:21:45,478 --> 00:21:46,611
[Ray] Hey.

301
00:21:47,106 --> 00:21:49,977
Hey, how’s Clare?

302
00:21:50,813 --> 00:21:51,946
[Corey] El?

303
00:21:54,421 --> 00:21:55,587
El?

304
00:21:56,555 --> 00:21:57,853
What?

305
00:21:57,853 --> 00:21:59,459
\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
Come here for a sec.

306
00:22:02,627 --> 00:22:04,860
One sec.

307
00:22:04,860 --> 00:22:07,962
[suspenseful music playing]

308
00:22:10,096 --> 00:22:11,438
[knocking]

309
00:22:21,140 --> 00:22:22,713
\h[Corey] We have
to open your gift.

310
00:22:26,618 --> 00:22:28,554
\h\h\h\hI didn’t
get you a gift.

311
00:22:31,788 --> 00:22:33,889
Your gift.

312
00:22:54,943 --> 00:22:57,011
[faucet running]

313
00:23:04,084 --> 00:23:07,428
\h\h\h\h\h[indistinct,
muffled conversation]

314
00:23:26,106 --> 00:23:29,010
[ominous music playing]

315
00:23:35,753 --> 00:23:42,023
♪

316
00:23:47,831 --> 00:23:50,031
\h\h\h[Teen Corey]
Ellie? Your turn.

317
00:23:50,999 --> 00:23:52,572
Your order, ma’am.

318
00:23:52,572 --> 00:23:57,775
\h\hOn today’s menu, we have
True Blue and Winter Wonder.

319
00:23:57,775 --> 00:24:01,515
[Teen Ray] Why do you even ask?
She always picks True.

320
00:24:01,515 --> 00:24:03,176
\h\h\h\h[Teen Ellen]
Shouldn’t everyone?

321
00:24:03,176 --> 00:24:04,782
[Teen Corey] Nah,

322
00:24:04,782 --> 00:24:06,047
\h\hI have hope
my little Ellie

323
00:24:06,047 --> 00:24:07,851
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwill go
for a little fun one day.

324
00:24:07,851 --> 00:24:11,492
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat she wants
instead of what she needs.

325
00:24:11,492 --> 00:24:13,252
The way he leads away
\h\h\h\h\h\hfrom you.

326
00:24:13,252 --> 00:24:15,023
[Teen Lincoln] Hey.

327
00:24:16,090 --> 00:24:18,092
Anyone wanna hear
today’s specials?

328
00:24:23,163 --> 00:24:25,506
I see red.

329
00:24:26,771 --> 00:24:28,806
Courtesy of Mommy dearest.

330
00:24:28,806 --> 00:24:30,236
These little beauties

331
00:24:30,236 --> 00:24:31,875
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwill show you
everything you can ever be.

332
00:24:33,514 --> 00:24:35,780
Your motherfucking
\h\hdestiny, baby.

333
00:24:35,780 --> 00:24:37,276
\h\h\h\h\h-[laughing]
-[Teen Ray] Bullshit.

334
00:24:37,276 --> 00:24:39,652
Hey, don’t knock it
\h\h’til you try it.

335
00:24:39,652 --> 00:24:41,588
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Ray]
Try anything. Bullshit.

336
00:24:42,182 --> 00:24:44,151
Your loss, loser?

337
00:24:46,186 --> 00:24:49,057
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSo,
what did you see, loser?

338
00:24:49,057 --> 00:24:51,059
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNothing
I already didn’t know.

339
00:24:51,059 --> 00:24:53,193
[Teen Corey scoffs]
\hI don’t even lie.

340
00:24:54,832 --> 00:24:56,735
All right. Okay.

341
00:24:57,736 --> 00:24:59,001
There. Done.

342
00:25:01,608 --> 00:25:02,939
\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Ray]
Surprise. Surprise.

343
00:25:02,939 --> 00:25:06,778
\hYeah, Ray,
don’t start.

344
00:25:08,681 --> 00:25:09,979
Those are what?

345
00:25:18,625 --> 00:25:19,791
[door shuts]

346
00:25:25,126 --> 00:25:26,567
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Ray]
Where did you put them?

347
00:25:27,733 --> 00:25:28,998
[Teen Ellen] Seriously?

348
00:25:30,197 --> 00:25:32,133
[Teen Ray] Oh, come on.

349
00:25:32,133 --> 00:25:34,575
Yeah, come on, Ma.

350
00:25:35,774 --> 00:25:37,138
Don’t you guys
read anything?

351
00:25:37,138 --> 00:25:39,646
The experiments
are dangerous.

352
00:25:39,646 --> 00:25:41,714
-Don’t mess with them.
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Come on.

353
00:25:43,683 --> 00:25:44,981
Do the Blue.

354
00:25:47,588 --> 00:25:48,754
\h\h\h[Teen Ellen]
You don’t get it.

355
00:25:50,822 --> 00:25:53,220
These new batches
\h\hare so strong.

356
00:25:53,220 --> 00:25:54,892
\h\h\hYou won’t be able
to tell the difference.

357
00:25:54,892 --> 00:25:57,224
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hThe trip,
what’s real, what’s not.

358
00:25:57,224 --> 00:26:00,029
\h\h\h-It’s all the same.
-What’s the point, genius?

359
00:26:01,734 --> 00:26:04,330
\hThis isn’t some
fucking chem lab!

360
00:26:04,330 --> 00:26:05,771
We play it safe.

361
00:26:14,846 --> 00:26:16,309
[door shuts]

362
00:26:21,721 --> 00:26:23,789
[Teen Lincoln] You know the new
stuff’s fine, right?

363
00:26:23,789 --> 00:26:25,021
My ma tested it.

364
00:26:25,021 --> 00:26:26,121
[Teen Ellen] On who?

365
00:26:26,121 --> 00:26:27,287
You?

366
00:26:27,287 --> 00:26:30,191
\h\h\h\h\hNo offense, Linc,
but hasn’t your mom lost it?

367
00:26:30,191 --> 00:26:32,259
\hAnd I don’t just mean all
credibility and credentials.

368
00:26:32,259 --> 00:26:34,063
\h\h\h\h\h\hI meant
she’s batshit cray.

369
00:26:41,675 --> 00:26:42,841
[Teen Lincoln] It’s cool.

370
00:26:44,238 --> 00:26:45,811
\h\hI shouldn’t
have said that.

371
00:26:45,811 --> 00:26:47,747
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYour mom’s
always been good to us.

372
00:26:47,747 --> 00:26:50,178
\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Lincoln] You
got it right the first time.

373
00:26:51,751 --> 00:26:53,181
[laughs]

374
00:26:56,921 --> 00:26:59,319
I was just shocked that you
\h\h\hused the word "cray."

375
00:26:59,319 --> 00:27:02,322
\h\h\h\h\hMaybe I took
a red one by mistake.

376
00:27:03,323 --> 00:27:04,797
Maybe you should.

377
00:27:11,870 --> 00:27:15,005
[ominous music playing]

378
00:27:33,353 --> 00:27:34,827
[Ray clears throat]

379
00:27:36,059 --> 00:27:37,863
[Ray] I come in peace.

380
00:27:38,325 --> 00:27:39,733
Funny.

381
00:27:41,130 --> 00:27:43,836
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray sighs]
Nothing ever is with you.

382
00:27:47,708 --> 00:27:48,874
Tell me...

383
00:27:50,403 --> 00:27:52,207
\h\h\hdid you ever have
a sense of humour or...

384
00:27:54,077 --> 00:27:55,782
\h\h\hwere you
born this way?

385
00:27:57,476 --> 00:28:02,481
Tell me, do you ever take
\h\h\h\hanything seriously

386
00:28:02,481 --> 00:28:06,485
or are you numb
to all emotion?

387
00:28:06,485 --> 00:28:08,190
Oh, yeah.

388
00:28:09,422 --> 00:28:11,831
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hTell me,
do you feel anything?

389
00:28:11,831 --> 00:28:13,866
\h\h\h\h\h-[Ray scoffs]
-Like, anything at all?

390
00:28:13,866 --> 00:28:14,999
Well...

391
00:28:16,803 --> 00:28:17,936
wait...

392
00:28:19,938 --> 00:28:22,776
\h\hyou don’t think
I’m shallow, do you?

393
00:28:22,776 --> 00:28:24,008
Hollow.

394
00:28:24,976 --> 00:28:29,211
\h\h\h\h\hYou are
so freaking empty.

395
00:28:29,211 --> 00:28:31,818
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hLike
there’s nobody inside.

396
00:28:31,818 --> 00:28:36,053
Just some mask, shell,

397
00:28:36,053 --> 00:28:38,055
a Halloween costume.

398
00:28:39,958 --> 00:28:41,091
Some...

399
00:28:42,994 --> 00:28:45,194
stranger inside.

400
00:28:45,194 --> 00:28:46,327
Well...

401
00:28:47,834 --> 00:28:49,330
\h\h\h\h\h\htell me
how you really feel.

402
00:28:49,330 --> 00:28:51,002
[laughs]

403
00:28:52,168 --> 00:28:54,071
You first.

404
00:28:54,071 --> 00:28:57,206
[ominous instrumental playing]

405
00:29:25,036 --> 00:29:28,138
\h[somber piano
music playing]

406
00:30:21,422 --> 00:30:23,490
[Corey] Which pill did you
roofie her with this time?

407
00:30:26,097 --> 00:30:27,593
\hPlease tell me
it was the snow.

408
00:30:29,628 --> 00:30:31,872
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMy heart
can’t take another Blue.

409
00:30:31,872 --> 00:30:33,104
Core?

410
00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:35,139
Core?

411
00:30:35,139 --> 00:30:39,044
\hDon’t fucking
"Core" me, Clare.

412
00:30:39,044 --> 00:30:42,212
\h\h\hHey, what the fuck
is wrong with you, man?

413
00:30:42,212 --> 00:30:44,412
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat is
your fucking problem?

414
00:30:44,412 --> 00:30:46,480
What did you take?

415
00:30:47,580 --> 00:30:48,955
I didn’t.

416
00:30:48,955 --> 00:30:51,188
Did you take anything?

417
00:30:51,188 --> 00:30:54,587
It seems like the only one
\h\hwho’s doing stuff here

418
00:30:54,587 --> 00:30:56,094
is you.

419
00:30:56,094 --> 00:30:57,590
-[Corey] I don’t do that shit.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Uh-huh.

420
00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:59,097
\h\h\h[Clare]
Don’t do what?

421
00:31:00,428 --> 00:31:02,001
Where did you
\h\hget these?

422
00:31:04,036 --> 00:31:05,598
I haven’t seen these
\h\h\h\h\hin years.

423
00:31:05,598 --> 00:31:06,973
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Lincoln]
’Cause they got banned.

424
00:31:06,973 --> 00:31:09,602
[Corey] I always save
\hit for a rainy day.

425
00:31:09,602 --> 00:31:11,142
[Ray] Bullshit.

426
00:31:11,142 --> 00:31:13,947
\hYou save these
to fuck with us.

427
00:31:13,947 --> 00:31:17,049
[Corey] That is rich
\h\hcoming from you.

428
00:31:17,049 --> 00:31:19,645
\hYou’ve been fucking
with her for 15 years.

429
00:31:19,645 --> 00:31:21,922
But that’s Ray
\h\h\hfor you.

430
00:31:21,922 --> 00:31:26,289
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hTo a T.
Never accepting responsibility.

431
00:31:26,289 --> 00:31:29,963
And-- and don’t act like you’re
not the first to call shotgun

432
00:31:29,963 --> 00:31:31,129
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hany time
I bring out the gear.

433
00:31:31,129 --> 00:31:32,328
If you had it your way,

434
00:31:32,328 --> 00:31:33,967
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou’d be
tripping in your sleep.

435
00:31:33,967 --> 00:31:36,167
Yeah, well,

436
00:31:36,167 --> 00:31:38,136
\h\hnot all of us are
born with everything,

437
00:31:38,136 --> 00:31:40,303
you silver-spooned bitch.

438
00:31:40,303 --> 00:31:43,570
You think you know me?
You think you know me?

439
00:31:43,570 --> 00:31:45,209
You’ve never known me!

440
00:31:45,209 --> 00:31:48,608
[both grunting]

441
00:31:48,608 --> 00:31:51,347
[panting]

442
00:31:51,347 --> 00:31:54,449
[ominous music playing]

443
00:32:05,064 --> 00:32:06,230
None of you have.

444
00:32:15,536 --> 00:32:17,439
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hDamn!
You guys are a buzzkill.

445
00:32:22,015 --> 00:32:23,445
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray]
Is this your doing?

446
00:32:25,315 --> 00:32:26,448
Huh?

447
00:32:33,488 --> 00:32:34,621
Who’s ready to party?

448
00:32:35,457 --> 00:32:37,096
[Corey] Party’s over.

449
00:32:37,096 --> 00:32:40,066
[distorted music playing]

450
00:32:53,112 --> 00:33:00,020
♪

451
00:33:18,203 --> 00:33:19,336
Hey.

452
00:33:25,375 --> 00:33:26,508
Are we okay?

453
00:33:28,081 --> 00:33:30,413
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
the thing with the Blue,

454
00:33:30,413 --> 00:33:31,744
it-- they’re nothing, right?

455
00:33:32,646 --> 00:33:33,779
Ray was just...

456
00:33:33,779 --> 00:33:37,222
He was pissing me off so it was
the first thing on my mind.

457
00:33:55,207 --> 00:33:57,473
\h\h-I missed you.
-I missed you too.

458
00:34:04,612 --> 00:34:05,811
It doesn’t matter.

459
00:34:10,255 --> 00:34:11,421
Yes, it does.

460
00:34:13,225 --> 00:34:14,358
Why won’t you
\h\h\htell me?

461
00:34:18,131 --> 00:34:19,297
There’s nothing
\h\h\h\hto tell.

462
00:34:22,102 --> 00:34:23,532
\h\h\h\h\h[scoffs]
You’re sick, Core.

463
00:34:26,436 --> 00:34:27,569
Do I look sick?

464
00:34:34,708 --> 00:34:35,841
[smooching]

465
00:34:46,522 --> 00:34:48,491
[Teen Corey] Oh...

466
00:34:48,491 --> 00:34:52,264
\h\h\h\hYou’re trying to keep
all the fun yourself, are you?

467
00:34:55,201 --> 00:34:58,171
\h\hActually, I thought
we could do it together.

468
00:35:02,241 --> 00:35:03,473
Two tickets...

469
00:35:05,838 --> 00:35:07,444
to Wonderland, my lady.

470
00:35:17,322 --> 00:35:18,884
\h[Teen Josh]
Whoa! Wait up.

471
00:35:20,490 --> 00:35:22,459
[Teen Lincoln] Josh, whatever.

472
00:35:23,196 --> 00:35:24,494
Whatever, Josh.

473
00:35:25,759 --> 00:35:26,892
J.

474
00:35:31,237 --> 00:35:32,733
\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Lincoln]
So, where’s the snow at?

475
00:35:33,734 --> 00:35:35,175
You’ve got it.

476
00:35:35,175 --> 00:35:37,375
\h\h\h\h[Teen Josh] Nah,
this is that heavy shit

477
00:35:37,375 --> 00:35:38,871
we did at Linc’s place.

478
00:35:38,871 --> 00:35:41,280
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI want them
Winter Wonder dreams, baby.

479
00:35:42,215 --> 00:35:44,349
[Teen Lincoln]
AKA Illusions.

480
00:35:45,647 --> 00:35:46,747
\h\h[Teen Josh]
Potato, potahto.

481
00:35:46,747 --> 00:35:49,948
[Teen Lincoln laughs] Yeah.

482
00:35:52,819 --> 00:35:54,194
My bad.

483
00:35:56,790 --> 00:35:59,463
-I know your type.
-Oh, enlighten me.

484
00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:03,929
\h\h\hYou’re scared
of what you’ll see.

485
00:36:03,929 --> 00:36:06,338
\h\hYou’re scared
of what you want.

486
00:36:06,338 --> 00:36:10,441
\h\hBut, hon, nothing’s
ever as bad as it seems.

487
00:36:12,311 --> 00:36:14,280
\h\h\h\h\hYou’re not
as bad as you seem.

488
00:36:17,712 --> 00:36:20,286
Then you ain’t seen
\hnothing yet, hon.

489
00:36:21,551 --> 00:36:23,355
Be still,
my heart.

490
00:36:27,293 --> 00:36:28,888
\h\h\h\hTaking off
and it just might.

491
00:36:28,888 --> 00:36:32,496
\h[Teen Josh] Well, aren’t you
all just a bundle of killjoys?

492
00:36:32,496 --> 00:36:37,237
You know, you’ve got some real
\hballs for an uninvited guest.

493
00:36:38,403 --> 00:36:39,734
This is the one?

494
00:36:43,507 --> 00:36:46,246
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hone
would that be?

495
00:37:06,992 --> 00:37:09,027
-[Ellen] Can we talk?
\h\h\h\h\h-Can we not?

496
00:37:09,027 --> 00:37:10,600
[Ellen] Core?

497
00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:11,931
[Corey] We’re not doing
\h\h\h\h\hthis anymore.

498
00:37:14,472 --> 00:37:15,605
Doing what?

499
00:37:16,408 --> 00:37:17,574
[Corey] Playing pretend.

500
00:37:19,675 --> 00:37:21,611
\h\h\hYou pretend
that you’re happy.

501
00:37:21,611 --> 00:37:24,680
\h\h\h\h\h\hI pretend
that I make you happy.

502
00:37:27,045 --> 00:37:28,783
We both know
\hthe truth.

503
00:37:30,785 --> 00:37:32,622
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ellen]
You do make me happy.

504
00:37:32,622 --> 00:37:34,987
\h\h\h[scoffs] That’s something
I’ve never done and we know it.

505
00:37:42,632 --> 00:37:43,765
\hI thought
it was me.

506
00:37:46,834 --> 00:37:50,409
\h\h\hI used to do everything
I could to hide pain from you.

507
00:37:53,940 --> 00:37:55,711
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI got
so good at it, yeah.

508
00:37:58,010 --> 00:37:59,946
You didn’t even know
I went through chemo.

509
00:38:02,916 --> 00:38:04,324
What?

510
00:38:05,688 --> 00:38:06,920
And there it is.

511
00:38:09,923 --> 00:38:11,628
\h\h\hThat look
I never wanted.

512
00:38:14,598 --> 00:38:16,402
\h[Ellen] Core,
why didn’t you--

513
00:38:16,402 --> 00:38:17,733
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
Why didn’t I tell you?

514
00:38:19,031 --> 00:38:20,340
Why would I?

515
00:38:21,704 --> 00:38:23,970
Why would I wanna have you
\hlook at me the same way

516
00:38:23,970 --> 00:38:26,445
\h\h\h\hthat my father looked
at my mother before she died?

517
00:38:27,776 --> 00:38:30,977
\h\h\h\h\h\hHave you detest me
even more than you already do?

518
00:38:30,977 --> 00:38:33,078
-That’s not fair.
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Fair?

519
00:38:33,947 --> 00:38:36,686
You have no right

520
00:38:36,686 --> 00:38:39,920
\h\h\h\h\h\h\htelling me
what is or is not fair.

521
00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:43,022
\h[somber piano
music playing]

522
00:38:53,604 --> 00:39:00,380
♪

523
00:39:48,956 --> 00:39:51,992
\h\hIf I had told you, I would
have lost you like I have now.

524
00:39:54,863 --> 00:39:56,964
\hI would have lost you
before I ever had you.

525
00:40:03,641 --> 00:40:05,071
[Ellen] I’m so sorry.

526
00:40:07,513 --> 00:40:08,811
I didn’t know.

527
00:40:08,811 --> 00:40:10,010
You never do.

528
00:40:12,683 --> 00:40:16,720
\h\h\h\h\h\hThat’s because
I bore all of your pain...

529
00:40:18,018 --> 00:40:19,822
while you all
ignored mine.

530
00:40:22,726 --> 00:40:24,629
\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd you know
what the worst part is?

531
00:40:27,533 --> 00:40:29,029
\hIt was all
for nothing.

532
00:40:31,867 --> 00:40:33,704
Because you’ll
never be happy.

533
00:40:34,705 --> 00:40:35,838
Ellie Belie...

534
00:40:40,139 --> 00:40:41,778
you don’t have it
\h\h\h\h\hin you.

535
00:40:41,778 --> 00:40:47,982
♪

536
00:41:04,537 --> 00:41:06,132
[electric buzzing]

537
00:41:06,132 --> 00:41:08,035
\h\h\h\h\h\h-[thudding]
-[Teen Josh] Damn it.

538
00:41:08,035 --> 00:41:11,610
\h\h\h\h\h\hOw.
Watch it. Hurry up.

539
00:41:11,610 --> 00:41:12,875
[Teen Lincoln]
\hI’m trying.

540
00:41:12,875 --> 00:41:14,613
[Teen Josh] Yeah.

541
00:41:14,613 --> 00:41:16,109
[Teen Lincoln] Where’d you
\h\hget that antique from?

542
00:41:17,616 --> 00:41:18,848
You know me.

543
00:41:18,848 --> 00:41:22,247
Fuck something borrowed,
\h\h\h\h\hsomething new.

544
00:41:23,655 --> 00:41:25,558
Give me something old,

545
00:41:25,558 --> 00:41:29,089
something blue any day.

546
00:41:40,969 --> 00:41:43,136
[heavy breathing]

547
00:41:46,711 --> 00:41:48,240
\hYou better watch
what you say, boy,

548
00:41:49,648 --> 00:41:51,848
or I’ll throw you back
\h\hwhere I found you.

549
00:41:51,848 --> 00:41:53,619
[Josh laughing]

550
00:41:55,049 --> 00:41:56,655
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWell,
you don’t believe me?

551
00:41:58,151 --> 00:42:00,923
\h\h\h\h\h-Sure, babe.
-Oh, don’t "babe" me.

552
00:42:00,923 --> 00:42:03,827
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m not.
And no, you don’t believe me.

553
00:42:05,191 --> 00:42:08,095
\hWhatever. Okay.
It doesn’t matter.

554
00:42:10,933 --> 00:42:13,331
We you doing this
\h\h\h\h\hor what?

555
00:42:14,167 --> 00:42:15,773
Or what?

556
00:42:15,773 --> 00:42:19,876
Maybe you’ll start believing me
when I stop paying your rent.

557
00:42:23,242 --> 00:42:24,650
And what do you think
\h\h\h\h\habout that?

558
00:42:38,862 --> 00:42:40,633
-[thudding]
-[panting]

559
00:42:40,633 --> 00:42:41,832
\h\h\h\hWhat are you
fucking looking at?

560
00:42:43,669 --> 00:42:45,363
I think you forgot...

561
00:42:47,068 --> 00:42:48,333
where you came from.

562
00:42:50,104 --> 00:42:51,303
You see that?

563
00:42:52,271 --> 00:42:53,679
[thudding]

564
00:42:53,679 --> 00:42:54,845
You fucking see that?

565
00:42:56,011 --> 00:42:57,650
That there is proof.

566
00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:03,381
[indistinct].

567
00:43:06,153 --> 00:43:07,924
[indistinct].

568
00:43:09,695 --> 00:43:11,125
Hey, you’re checking that?

569
00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:14,326
Don’t you forget that.

570
00:43:14,326 --> 00:43:17,362
[suspenseful music playing]

571
00:43:21,707 --> 00:43:24,710
[heavy breathing]

572
00:43:27,207 --> 00:43:28,846
Turn the fuck over.

573
00:43:32,146 --> 00:43:34,918
[panting]

574
00:43:37,855 --> 00:43:39,252
Respect your elder.

575
00:43:41,254 --> 00:43:45,390
[heavy breathing]

576
00:44:12,857 --> 00:44:13,990
Hey.

577
00:44:18,390 --> 00:44:20,029
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hOh,
what have you got there?

578
00:44:20,029 --> 00:44:21,701
Don’t tell Corey.

579
00:44:21,701 --> 00:44:23,736
Uh, never do.

580
00:44:23,736 --> 00:44:25,364
[Clare] Which one
\hshould we take?

581
00:44:28,708 --> 00:44:30,006
You should get
\h\hsome rest.

582
00:44:32,811 --> 00:44:34,879
We should take
\hthe red one.

583
00:44:34,879 --> 00:44:36,078
It’s pretty.

584
00:44:37,112 --> 00:44:39,246
\h\h\h\h\hThat’s because
it’s the most dangerous.

585
00:44:39,246 --> 00:44:42,018
The beautiful ones
\h\h\halways are.

586
00:44:44,383 --> 00:44:46,121
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWell, I guess
they’re all pretty dangerous.

587
00:44:46,957 --> 00:44:48,959
Truth lies in destiny.

588
00:44:48,959 --> 00:44:52,424
[pills clinking]

589
00:44:52,424 --> 00:44:53,898
What do you think
\h\h\h\hyou want?

590
00:44:56,362 --> 00:44:57,495
What you really want...

591
00:45:02,940 --> 00:45:04,073
and who you are.

592
00:45:15,348 --> 00:45:17,317
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Say "Ah."
-[Clare] Not that one.

593
00:45:18,890 --> 00:45:21,222
\h-[Ray] Wait.
-Not that one.

594
00:45:21,222 --> 00:45:25,864
\hWho would have thought that
you and I would be so alike?

595
00:45:28,867 --> 00:45:30,132
What are you
\hafraid of?

596
00:45:32,464 --> 00:45:33,839
You first.

597
00:45:37,073 --> 00:45:39,108
\h\h-[Ray scoffs]
-What’s so funny?

598
00:45:41,374 --> 00:45:42,507
You sound like...

599
00:45:45,048 --> 00:45:47,545
\h\h\h\hsomeone
I used to know.

600
00:45:52,286 --> 00:45:54,255
\h\h[Clare] Sometimes
you think you’re fine.

601
00:45:56,356 --> 00:46:00,426
But you left it all behind you,
that sadness, that fear.

602
00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:04,397
But you only
feel that way

603
00:46:04,397 --> 00:46:05,838
\hbecause you’ve been
running for so long.

604
00:46:07,037 --> 00:46:09,171
\h\hSo long that you’re
too afraid to look back.

605
00:46:11,404 --> 00:46:14,110
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hBut one day
when you run out of steam,

606
00:46:14,110 --> 00:46:15,815
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hone day
those tears catch up to you.

607
00:46:15,815 --> 00:46:17,245
And that sadness...

608
00:46:17,245 --> 00:46:20,413
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat fear
that you’ve ignored for so long

609
00:46:20,413 --> 00:46:24,890
will be right in front of you,
\h\h\h\h\h\hstaring, waiting.

610
00:46:27,387 --> 00:46:29,158
\h\hYou can’t run
from who you are.

611
00:46:29,961 --> 00:46:31,094
Not for long.

612
00:46:31,094 --> 00:46:34,526
[somber instrumental playing]

613
00:46:48,276 --> 00:46:54,381
♪

614
00:47:17,470 --> 00:47:20,979
Looking for an escape, too,
\h\hwhich I think you want?

615
00:47:27,183 --> 00:47:28,283
I know what I want.

616
00:47:28,283 --> 00:47:31,616
♪

617
00:48:05,056 --> 00:48:06,486
[Clare] What’s wrong?

618
00:48:06,486 --> 00:48:10,028
[suspenseful music playing]

619
00:48:39,057 --> 00:48:41,653
[faint screaming]

620
00:48:41,653 --> 00:48:44,194
[flames whooshing]

621
00:48:57,042 --> 00:48:58,274
[grunting]

622
00:49:02,641 --> 00:49:06,216
[crackling]

623
00:49:14,059 --> 00:49:15,258
[Ray] Is this you?

624
00:49:16,028 --> 00:49:17,359
What did you do?

625
00:49:18,063 --> 00:49:19,394
Where’s Milo?

626
00:49:19,394 --> 00:49:20,395
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
How the fuck should I know?

627
00:49:20,395 --> 00:49:22,001
[Ray] Stop fucking--

628
00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:24,069
\h[Corey] I’m not
fucking with you!

629
00:49:24,069 --> 00:49:25,334
Who the fuck
\hdid this?

630
00:49:27,633 --> 00:49:29,437
[crying]

631
00:49:29,437 --> 00:49:31,604
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hFuck,
cry me a river, Linc.

632
00:49:31,604 --> 00:49:34,343
You didn’t give two shits
\h\habout that kid, okay?

633
00:49:34,343 --> 00:49:36,081
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNext week,
you’re going to be over

634
00:49:36,081 --> 00:49:37,643
or under your next
\hhigh school grad.

635
00:49:38,512 --> 00:49:40,283
Or dropout.

636
00:49:40,283 --> 00:49:42,450
\h\h\hWhat the hell is wrong
with you, you piece of shit?

637
00:49:42,450 --> 00:49:44,650
\h\h\h\h\h[Corey] Ho-ho-ho,
that’s rich coming from you,

638
00:49:44,650 --> 00:49:47,158
\hyou fucking
lowlife pedo.

639
00:49:51,525 --> 00:49:53,098
[Ellen] It’s happening?

640
00:49:55,199 --> 00:49:56,596
He was right.

641
00:49:56,596 --> 00:49:57,795
Milo was right.

642
00:50:02,206 --> 00:50:03,372
It’s begun.

643
00:50:05,638 --> 00:50:09,708
[electric buzzing]

644
00:50:09,708 --> 00:50:11,050
Fixed it.

645
00:50:12,282 --> 00:50:13,613
[Ray panting]

646
00:50:13,613 --> 00:50:15,219
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray]
Let’s just call it in.

647
00:50:15,219 --> 00:50:16,319
[Corey] Call it in?

648
00:50:16,715 --> 00:50:18,552
No, thanks, 5-0.

649
00:50:18,552 --> 00:50:21,423
\h[Ray] If it’s-- if it’s
really happening, then--

650
00:50:21,423 --> 00:50:23,326
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
If? It’s really happening.

651
00:50:23,326 --> 00:50:25,064
Then we’re not the only ones
\h\h\h\hgoing through this.

652
00:50:25,064 --> 00:50:26,692
\h\hThis-- this
isn’t our fault.

653
00:50:28,496 --> 00:50:30,828
If it’s really happening,
\h\h\h\h\hwhy call anyone?

654
00:50:30,828 --> 00:50:33,204
\h\hWe’ll all join
Milo soon, anyway.

655
00:50:33,204 --> 00:50:34,370
Where is Milo?

656
00:50:35,536 --> 00:50:38,110
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Ray]
I-- I told you, he’s...

657
00:50:39,243 --> 00:50:40,409
he’s gone home.

658
00:50:40,409 --> 00:50:42,477
\h\h\h\h\h[Clare]
You told me a lie.

659
00:50:42,477 --> 00:50:45,711
[laughs]

660
00:50:45,711 --> 00:50:47,482
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNot like
that’s the first time.

661
00:50:49,220 --> 00:50:50,485
[laughs]

662
00:50:51,618 --> 00:50:53,455
She’s-- she’s--
\h\hshe’s drunk.

663
00:50:53,455 --> 00:50:56,161
I’m not drunk. [laughs]

664
00:50:56,161 --> 00:50:58,130
Even the little things
\h\h\h\h\h\hupset her.

665
00:50:58,130 --> 00:51:01,232
\h\hShe-- she can’t
even watch the news.

666
00:51:02,464 --> 00:51:04,796
Look who’s grown
\ha conscience.

667
00:51:04,796 --> 00:51:07,238
\h\h\h\h\hYou know,
dating a good person

668
00:51:07,238 --> 00:51:08,503
doesn’t make you
\h\h\h\hone too.

669
00:51:09,636 --> 00:51:10,769
[Ray] Seriously?

670
00:51:11,803 --> 00:51:13,310
Now?

671
00:51:13,310 --> 00:51:14,509
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
Being a decent human being

672
00:51:14,509 --> 00:51:16,544
\h\hdoesn’t work
by association.

673
00:51:16,544 --> 00:51:17,842
You would know.

674
00:51:24,420 --> 00:51:26,587
\h\h\hActually,
no, I wouldn’t.

675
00:51:31,757 --> 00:51:33,693
\h\h\h\h\h\hLook at
the company I keep.

676
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:42,603
I’m going to bed.

677
00:51:42,603 --> 00:51:45,606
\hMaybe I’ll get lucky
and fall into a dream.

678
00:51:45,606 --> 00:51:48,543
\hNo offense, but if this
really is our last night,

679
00:51:48,543 --> 00:51:51,150
\hyour faces aren’t exactly
what I wanna go out seeing.

680
00:51:58,388 --> 00:52:01,226
[Clare laughs]

681
00:52:01,226 --> 00:52:03,855
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m pretty sure
that was meant to be offensive.

682
00:52:07,298 --> 00:52:08,794
[pills clinking]

683
00:52:40,925 --> 00:52:42,960
\hI don’t want it
to end this way.

684
00:52:48,306 --> 00:52:50,275
I don’t want it
\h\h\h\hto end.

685
00:52:53,641 --> 00:52:54,774
Say something.

686
00:52:57,414 --> 00:52:58,679
Say something!

687
00:52:58,679 --> 00:53:01,385
[Ellen sobbing]

688
00:53:07,523 --> 00:53:09,954
You’re the only person
\h\h\h\h\hI have left.

689
00:53:18,798 --> 00:53:21,306
You know who was there for me
\h\h\h\hwhen I was diagnosed?

690
00:53:26,740 --> 00:53:27,873
George.

691
00:53:30,777 --> 00:53:32,449
Bateman.

692
00:53:36,717 --> 00:53:37,949
Your lawyer?

693
00:53:47,596 --> 00:53:49,301
Every event
in my life,

694
00:53:49,994 --> 00:53:51,336
important or not...

695
00:53:52,766 --> 00:53:54,570
\hhe’s the only one
that’s been there.

696
00:53:58,805 --> 00:54:00,378
\hBut does it
even count...

697
00:54:02,677 --> 00:54:04,646
\h\hwhen the only person
who’s been there for you

698
00:54:04,646 --> 00:54:07,044
\h\h\his only there because
your family paid him to be?

699
00:54:12,753 --> 00:54:14,887
When you’ve been cheating
\h\h\hdeath for so long...

700
00:54:16,592 --> 00:54:19,760
\h\h\hsurfing the line
between for so long...

701
00:54:21,795 --> 00:54:23,863
you begin to see things
\h\h\hthat others don’t.

702
00:54:34,841 --> 00:54:36,810
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou wanna know
what I see about you, Ellen?

703
00:54:40,616 --> 00:54:42,321
\hI see that you’re
in the wrong room,

704
00:54:42,321 --> 00:54:45,885
because I’m not the only one
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou have left.

705
00:54:45,885 --> 00:54:49,757
[somber music playing]

706
00:54:58,634 --> 00:55:00,669
[laughing]

707
00:55:00,669 --> 00:55:02,099
[Clare] Shouldn’t you be
\h\hwith your families?

708
00:55:04,442 --> 00:55:05,575
Shouldn’t you?

709
00:55:12,549 --> 00:55:14,650
\hWell, aren’t we just
a herd of black sheep?

710
00:55:14,650 --> 00:55:18,082
-[screaming]
\h\h\h-[laughing]

711
00:55:19,754 --> 00:55:22,658
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hMy hero.
Always so protective.

712
00:55:23,725 --> 00:55:25,694
[laughs]

713
00:55:25,694 --> 00:55:27,465
\h\h\h\h\hMy parents
were like that too.

714
00:55:35,770 --> 00:55:37,838
Always telling me
what I should do.

715
00:55:38,806 --> 00:55:40,511
What’s expected.

716
00:55:43,481 --> 00:55:44,614
I feel like...

717
00:55:47,386 --> 00:55:48,684
like I never
\h\hgrew up.

718
00:55:51,720 --> 00:55:52,853
I still feel
\hlike that.

719
00:55:54,085 --> 00:55:56,626
\h\h\hThat scared kid
scared of everything.

720
00:56:00,828 --> 00:56:01,961
Of myself.

721
00:56:07,032 --> 00:56:10,508
But the funny thing is--
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[laughs]

722
00:56:11,575 --> 00:56:15,414
[sighs] It’s really
\h\hso funny that...

723
00:56:16,778 --> 00:56:18,945
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s so funny
how I don’t even know who I am.

724
00:56:18,945 --> 00:56:20,749
I don’t even know
what that means.

725
00:56:30,088 --> 00:56:32,497
\h\hThey always told me
that it didn’t matter...

726
00:56:34,994 --> 00:56:37,062
that I don’t matter.

727
00:56:40,131 --> 00:56:41,803
But the problem is...

728
00:56:46,005 --> 00:56:49,547
The problem is when you
don’t know who you are,

729
00:56:49,547 --> 00:56:51,450
\h\hyou start to feel
like you don’t exist.

730
00:57:04,793 --> 00:57:05,926
Ellie?

731
00:57:05,926 --> 00:57:09,501
I was just gonna, uh,
\h\hgo to the bathroom.

732
00:57:10,997 --> 00:57:12,471
Me too.

733
00:57:12,471 --> 00:57:13,802
\h\h\h\hI’ve always
wanted a girlfriend.

734
00:57:13,802 --> 00:57:16,574
You’ve never had
\ha girlfriend?

735
00:57:16,574 --> 00:57:19,038
[Clare] I’ve never
really had friends.

736
00:57:22,844 --> 00:57:25,913
[door creaks open]

737
00:57:29,719 --> 00:57:32,524
[Josh] So that’s one hell
of a date you got there.

738
00:57:32,524 --> 00:57:34,086
Hm, yeah. [chuckles]

739
00:57:34,086 --> 00:57:36,187
\h\h\h\h\h\hWait,
what do you mean?

740
00:57:36,187 --> 00:57:39,190
Well, you know, I mean,
\h\h\h\hit’s just not...

741
00:57:40,631 --> 00:57:41,962
It’s not what you
\h\hreally go for.

742
00:57:41,962 --> 00:57:46,769
\h\hWell, I mean,
that’s the point.

743
00:57:46,769 --> 00:57:49,266
[women laughing]

744
00:57:49,266 --> 00:57:52,742
[ominous music playing]

745
00:58:17,030 --> 00:58:20,132
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Corey]
So what did you see, loser?

746
00:58:20,132 --> 00:58:22,266
[Teen Lincoln] Nothing
I already didn’t know.

747
00:58:22,266 --> 00:58:23,674
-[Teen Corey scoffs]

748
00:58:23,674 --> 00:58:24,741
\h\h[Teen Lincoln]
I don’t even lie.

749
00:58:25,742 --> 00:58:27,271
\h\h[Teen Ellen]
All right. Okay.

750
00:58:28,272 --> 00:58:29,977
There. Done.

751
00:58:32,309 --> 00:58:35,015
-Surprise, surprise.
\h-[Teen Clare] Yeah.

752
00:58:35,884 --> 00:58:37,787
Ray, it’s hard to start.

753
00:58:54,331 --> 00:58:58,577
[somber music playing]

754
00:59:08,312 --> 00:59:10,050
[metallic clattering]

755
00:59:21,699 --> 00:59:22,997
[Ma] Oh, lambchop.

756
00:59:22,997 --> 00:59:26,297
[echoing] Lambchop.

757
00:59:26,297 --> 00:59:28,299
Is that mine?

758
00:59:34,239 --> 00:59:35,845
[Ma coughs]

759
00:59:35,845 --> 00:59:39,277
\h[Ma] You fucking
little freeloader.

760
00:59:39,277 --> 00:59:42,885
\hAll up in my shit,
tripping on my shit.

761
00:59:42,885 --> 00:59:45,250
What fucking good
\hare you anyway?

762
00:59:45,250 --> 00:59:46,790
Hey?

763
00:59:50,827 --> 00:59:54,765
\h\h\h\h\hDid I tell you
why I call you Lambchop?

764
00:59:54,765 --> 00:59:58,131
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Yeah, Ma.
-Shut your fucking mouth!

765
00:59:58,131 --> 01:00:00,067
\h\h\hDid I say
you could speak?

766
01:00:00,639 --> 01:00:01,970
Sit down!

767
01:00:04,137 --> 01:00:08,273
\hI said sit down!
Sit your ass down!

768
01:00:17,183 --> 01:00:19,691
This is my story.

769
01:00:19,691 --> 01:00:20,824
My story.

770
01:00:21,660 --> 01:00:23,057
One night,

771
01:00:23,057 --> 01:00:26,390
one shitty fucking night,

772
01:00:26,390 --> 01:00:30,130
while I was walking home
\h\h\h\hfrom university,

773
01:00:30,130 --> 01:00:32,033
walking down this

774
01:00:32,033 --> 01:00:35,003
this shitty ass street...

775
01:00:35,003 --> 01:00:38,809
[laughing & coughing]

776
01:00:40,338 --> 01:00:42,681
...when I heard you,

777
01:00:42,681 --> 01:00:47,180
\h\h\h\ha tiny, tiny
little baby crying.

778
01:00:47,180 --> 01:00:50,986
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[chuckles]
No, no, wailing, wailing.

779
01:00:50,986 --> 01:00:55,221
\h\h\h\h\hI heard you wailing
like a lamb being slaughtered.

780
01:00:56,090 --> 01:00:58,059
\h\hAnd-- and
what did I do?

781
01:00:59,225 --> 01:01:00,831
What did I do?

782
01:01:05,330 --> 01:01:08,333
\h\h\h\hI asked you
a goddamn question!

783
01:01:09,972 --> 01:01:11,270
What did I do?

784
01:01:13,745 --> 01:01:15,010
[Lincoln] You took me in.

785
01:01:19,113 --> 01:01:20,785
That’s right.

786
01:01:20,785 --> 01:01:22,347
I...

787
01:01:22,347 --> 01:01:25,185
took you in.

788
01:01:33,292 --> 01:01:36,867
Every inch of your life,

789
01:01:36,867 --> 01:01:40,200
every ounce of your being

790
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:44,941
\h\h\h\h\h\h\his only there
because I allowed it to be.

791
01:01:53,851 --> 01:01:56,150
[pills clattering]

792
01:01:58,515 --> 01:02:00,352
Don’t you forget that.

793
01:02:20,504 --> 01:02:23,782
\h\hI should have left you
where I fucking found you.

794
01:02:24,948 --> 01:02:27,852
They don’t pay me enough
\h\h\h\h\hfor this shit.

795
01:02:28,545 --> 01:02:31,790
\h\h\hRaised you
on my own dime.

796
01:02:31,790 --> 01:02:33,517
No one helped me.

797
01:02:33,517 --> 01:02:37,059
\h\h\h\hThat’s what you get
for trying to help somebody.

798
01:02:37,059 --> 01:02:38,423
Fuck off!

799
01:02:38,423 --> 01:02:39,556
Nothing.

800
01:02:40,161 --> 01:02:41,965
Nada...

801
01:02:41,965 --> 01:02:44,033
is what I should have
\h\h\h\h\h\hnamed you.

802
01:02:44,033 --> 01:02:46,101
\hI tried to name you
after someone great.

803
01:02:46,101 --> 01:02:48,268
\h\hTried to give you
a chance, that’s all.

804
01:02:50,875 --> 01:02:53,075
\h\h\h\h\h\hBut nada’s
what you’ll always be.

805
01:02:55,275 --> 01:02:57,112
I can’t change
\hyour destiny.

806
01:03:02,546 --> 01:03:04,284
Not yet anyway.

807
01:03:05,351 --> 01:03:08,827
[refrigerator beeping]

808
01:03:22,533 --> 01:03:24,139
[bottles clanking]

809
01:03:30,244 --> 01:03:31,509
[plates clattering]

810
01:03:31,509 --> 01:03:34,380
[beeping continues]

811
01:03:36,151 --> 01:03:37,515
[bottles clanking]

812
01:03:39,121 --> 01:03:42,520
\h\h-[Ma snoring]
-[bottle rattling]

813
01:03:51,496 --> 01:03:54,433
[Lincoln vomiting & coughing]

814
01:03:58,008 --> 01:04:00,142
[toilet flushes]

815
01:04:06,115 --> 01:04:07,919
\h\h\h[Josh] Your mom’s
out on the couch again.

816
01:04:13,958 --> 01:04:15,927
\hShe can’t move
much these days.

817
01:04:15,927 --> 01:04:19,931
\h[Josh] Circle of life, huh?
The mother becomes the baby?

818
01:04:19,931 --> 01:04:22,934
-Soon, you’re wiping her ass.
\h\h\h\h\h\h-I don’t think so.

819
01:04:23,594 --> 01:04:25,002
Tell my cousin that.

820
01:04:26,201 --> 01:04:27,499
It happens to all of us.

821
01:04:28,269 --> 01:04:29,402
[Lincoln] No, not me.

822
01:04:29,402 --> 01:04:31,371
\h\h\h\h\hI-- I think
that’s enough of that.

823
01:04:32,174 --> 01:04:33,945
So fucking Lincoln.

824
01:04:33,945 --> 01:04:36,178
\h\h\h\h\h\hAlways thinks
he’s above everyone else.

825
01:04:38,411 --> 01:04:40,479
-No, that’s not true.
\h\h\h\h\h-[Josh] No?

826
01:04:41,084 --> 01:04:42,217
No.

827
01:04:43,922 --> 01:04:45,616
I just don’t want to be
\h\hlike everyone else.

828
01:04:45,616 --> 01:04:47,420
\hOh, so you don’t want
special treatment, then?

829
01:04:49,587 --> 01:04:51,259
Guess you wouldn’t want
\h\h\hthese test answers

830
01:04:51,259 --> 01:04:52,623
for next week’s final.

831
01:04:52,623 --> 01:04:55,131
Guess you wouldn’t
\h\h\hwant these.

832
01:05:04,173 --> 01:05:06,538
\h\h-You know the deal.
-It’s all on the table.

833
01:05:06,538 --> 01:05:09,178
-It’s all I have.
-It’s not enough.

834
01:05:11,147 --> 01:05:13,215
I can get you more

835
01:05:13,215 --> 01:05:15,250
at a party tonight.

836
01:05:17,989 --> 01:05:20,453
So, you’re coming or what?

837
01:05:23,060 --> 01:05:25,392
\h\h\hHon, it wouldn’t
be a party without me.

838
01:05:30,232 --> 01:05:34,269
[Lincoln vomiting & coughing]

839
01:05:40,506 --> 01:05:44,081
[Lincoln panting]

840
01:05:46,116 --> 01:05:48,646
[toilet flushing]

841
01:05:54,454 --> 01:05:55,653
[Josh] Are you okay?

842
01:05:59,426 --> 01:06:01,197
You don’t gotta do
\h\ha taste test.

843
01:06:01,197 --> 01:06:03,298
\h\h\h\h\h\hYou should not
gonna know the difference

844
01:06:03,298 --> 01:06:04,629
after half a 12-pack.

845
01:06:04,629 --> 01:06:08,732
\h\h\hBut unless you wanna
prolong your pain in hers,

846
01:06:08,732 --> 01:06:11,141
\h\hI would recommend doing
a different type of poison.

847
01:06:17,444 --> 01:06:20,414
An entire pharmacy
at your fingertips.

848
01:06:23,186 --> 01:06:26,156
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy plan a murder
when you’ve got a suicide note?

849
01:06:28,026 --> 01:06:29,357
Apathetic.

850
01:06:30,424 --> 01:06:32,096
[Josh] Go with the benzos.

851
01:06:32,096 --> 01:06:34,626
They’re perfect for a drunk
\h\h\h\h\hwith a death wish.

852
01:06:41,237 --> 01:06:45,175
[distorted chord plays]

853
01:06:54,745 --> 01:07:00,817
[ethereal vocalizing]

854
01:07:23,675 --> 01:07:28,548
[angelic music playing]

855
01:07:40,593 --> 01:07:41,759
[Ellen] I missed you.

856
01:07:41,759 --> 01:07:43,596
[Teen Corey] I missed you too.

857
01:07:55,509 --> 01:07:56,708
It doesn’t matter.

858
01:07:56,708 --> 01:07:58,677
[Teen Ellen] Yes, it does.

859
01:08:00,448 --> 01:08:01,713
Why won’t you tell me?

860
01:08:05,255 --> 01:08:06,553
There’s nothing to tell.

861
01:08:09,292 --> 01:08:10,656
You’re sick, Corey.

862
01:08:13,692 --> 01:08:14,891
Do I look sick?

863
01:08:34,416 --> 01:08:35,780
[faint clattering]
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hOh!

864
01:08:37,254 --> 01:08:39,355
\h\h\h\h\hTrying to keep
all the fun to yourself.

865
01:08:39,355 --> 01:08:40,521
Are you?

866
01:08:48,298 --> 01:08:49,497
Two tickets...

867
01:08:51,565 --> 01:08:53,171
to Wonderland, my lady.

868
01:08:55,899 --> 01:08:57,406
[Josh] Whoa! Wait up.

869
01:09:02,180 --> 01:09:03,313
So, where’s the snow at?

870
01:09:04,710 --> 01:09:05,942
You’ve got it.

871
01:09:05,942 --> 01:09:09,484
Nah, this is that heavy shit
\h\hwe did at Linc’s place.

872
01:09:09,484 --> 01:09:12,355
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI want them
Winter Wonder Dreams, baby.

873
01:09:13,455 --> 01:09:14,687
[Teen Corey] Oh, baby.

874
01:09:14,687 --> 01:09:17,855
\h\h\h\h\hYou and the clink
over there may rule your...

875
01:09:17,855 --> 01:09:19,923
\hwhatever shithole
you guys are from.

876
01:09:19,923 --> 01:09:22,530
When you’re in my house,

877
01:09:22,530 --> 01:09:23,696
know when to shut up.

878
01:09:24,829 --> 01:09:26,435
\h\h\h[chuckles]
This is the one?

879
01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:30,769
Yeah,
\h\h\hwould that be?

880
01:09:30,769 --> 01:09:32,672
\h[Josh] You really
don’t know, do you?

881
01:09:32,672 --> 01:09:34,476
You’re really that cliché?

882
01:09:34,476 --> 01:09:37,743
You [indistinct] daddy’s boys
\h\hare all the fucking same.

883
01:09:37,743 --> 01:09:40,515
\h\h\h\h\hFancy and empty,
just like this sweet pad.

884
01:09:43,320 --> 01:09:44,717
Isn’t this supposed to be
\h\h\h\ha birthday party?

885
01:09:44,717 --> 01:09:48,490
Pretty sweet birthday party.
\h\h\hNo family, no friends.

886
01:09:48,490 --> 01:09:50,492
He has friends. He has us.

887
01:09:50,492 --> 01:09:51,724
[Teen Josh] Does he really?

888
01:09:53,627 --> 01:09:54,892
Are you really?

889
01:10:02,306 --> 01:10:03,736
So, prove it.

890
01:10:06,002 --> 01:10:09,247
\h\h-A game of True Blue.
-No, I don’t do that shit.

891
01:10:09,247 --> 01:10:12,613
You was about to do that shit
with your missus just before.

892
01:10:12,613 --> 01:10:14,516
\h\h\h\h[Teen Corey]
That was different.

893
01:10:14,516 --> 01:10:18,256
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy? Because your
shithole is shinier than ours?

894
01:10:18,256 --> 01:10:19,554
\h\h\h\h\h\hYou think
you’re better than us?

895
01:10:19,554 --> 01:10:21,457
He didn’t say that.

896
01:10:21,457 --> 01:10:24,262
Nah, but he meant it, though.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHe meant it.

897
01:10:24,262 --> 01:10:26,594
\h\h\h\hThere’s always
exceptions to you lot.

898
01:10:26,594 --> 01:10:27,859
Rules to suit you.

899
01:10:27,859 --> 01:10:28,992
\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Corey]
And so, what if we do?

900
01:10:29,762 --> 01:10:31,269
What’s it to you, huh?

901
01:10:31,269 --> 01:10:33,271
\h\h\h\hDo I tell you
how to live your life?

902
01:10:33,271 --> 01:10:35,438
Do I get in your face
and remind you of all

903
01:10:35,438 --> 01:10:38,034
the shit that you were born
\h\h\hwith and wanna forget?

904
01:10:38,034 --> 01:10:39,442
\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Josh]
I think I remember you

905
01:10:39,442 --> 01:10:40,641
doing exactly that.

906
01:10:49,881 --> 01:10:51,322
Give me the snow.

907
01:11:01,057 --> 01:11:02,696
-[pills clattering]
\h\h\h\h-It’s yours.

908
01:11:03,631 --> 01:11:04,764
Ladies first.

909
01:11:12,871 --> 01:11:14,411
One for me.

910
01:11:28,656 --> 01:11:29,789
Any day?

911
01:11:29,789 --> 01:11:31,758
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSorry,
I didn’t see you there.

912
01:11:34,596 --> 01:11:35,927
Sweet dreams.

913
01:11:45,706 --> 01:11:47,576
[Clare] Shoot. Candles.

914
01:11:49,105 --> 01:11:51,008
\h\h\h\h[Corey] Can’t have
a birthday without a wish?

915
01:11:53,483 --> 01:11:54,880
[Clare] I recommend the milk.

916
01:11:55,683 --> 01:11:57,047
Takes care of the booze.

917
01:11:57,817 --> 01:11:59,115
Then, no, thanks.

918
01:12:10,566 --> 01:12:15,032
[mysterious piano instrumental]

919
01:12:18,673 --> 01:12:20,136
I must have left one in.

920
01:12:21,742 --> 01:12:22,875
[Corey] Must have.

921
01:12:31,917 --> 01:12:34,117
-I’m not wearing pants?
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Oh, sorry.

922
01:12:44,963 --> 01:12:46,899
\h\hThis night has brought
a lot of things to light,

923
01:12:46,899 --> 01:12:48,065
don’t you think?

924
01:12:50,441 --> 01:12:51,640
Sorry.

925
01:12:54,742 --> 01:12:55,941
Um...

926
01:12:55,941 --> 01:12:58,647
you-- you-- you see
things differently.

927
01:12:59,945 --> 01:13:01,111
I can tell.

928
01:13:02,948 --> 01:13:04,917
\h\hYou see things
that others don’t.

929
01:13:08,822 --> 01:13:10,725
\h\h\hYou get like that
when you grow up alone.

930
01:13:10,725 --> 01:13:12,727
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYou have
a lot of time to watch.

931
01:13:13,794 --> 01:13:14,927
[Corey] Watch what?

932
01:13:15,895 --> 01:13:17,061
Others live.

933
01:13:22,704 --> 01:13:25,036
\h\h\h\h\h\hHad any joy
they feel, that freedom.

934
01:13:25,036 --> 01:13:27,775
\hThat freedom
of being carefree.

935
01:13:32,142 --> 01:13:33,550
I used to envy them.

936
01:13:34,683 --> 01:13:35,816
I wanna be them.

937
01:13:37,455 --> 01:13:38,654
Pretend to be them.

938
01:13:40,755 --> 01:13:42,823
\h\hBut I knew deep down
to be really like them,

939
01:13:42,823 --> 01:13:44,528
that would come
\hwith a price.

940
01:13:51,766 --> 01:13:53,702
\h\h\hWho would have thought
you and I would be so alike?

941
01:13:54,197 --> 01:13:55,605
Right?

942
01:13:56,837 --> 01:13:57,937
[Corey] Clare?

943
01:13:58,839 --> 01:14:00,709
-[loud bang]
-[body thuds]

944
01:14:04,009 --> 01:14:06,484
\h\h\h\hYou and I
are nothing alike.

945
01:14:09,685 --> 01:14:16,593
♪

946
01:14:27,835 --> 01:14:28,968
[Teen Josh] Sweet dreams.

947
01:14:33,269 --> 01:14:34,743
[Teen Ellen] Core?

948
01:14:39,946 --> 01:14:43,785
[ominous, distorted
\h\h\hinstrumentals]

949
01:14:48,625 --> 01:14:51,892
[loud screaming]

950
01:14:58,635 --> 01:15:00,934
[eerie screaming]

951
01:15:02,606 --> 01:15:05,301
[screaming continues]

952
01:15:13,584 --> 01:15:18,248
[unsettling, distorted
\h\h\h\hinstrumental]

953
01:15:52,018 --> 01:15:53,822
[glass shattering]

954
01:15:56,055 --> 01:15:58,761
[Corey sobbing]

955
01:16:09,607 --> 01:16:12,038
[Corey continues sobbing]

956
01:16:16,878 --> 01:16:19,045
\h\h[Corey’s father]
Big boys don’t cry.

957
01:16:19,045 --> 01:16:21,212
\h\h[echoing] Don’t cry.
Don’t cry. Don’t cry...

958
01:16:30,254 --> 01:16:31,761
Where’s the cake?

959
01:16:37,063 --> 01:16:39,230
You can’t have a birthday
\h\h\h\h\hwithout a wish.

960
01:16:41,199 --> 01:16:43,201
\h\h\h\h\h\hNot that
there’s much point.

961
01:16:43,201 --> 01:16:45,940
\h\h\h\hWe all know
what you’d wish for.

962
01:16:47,942 --> 01:16:49,141
\h\h[Teen Corey]
And what’s that?

963
01:16:49,141 --> 01:16:50,780
To be like me.

964
01:16:53,409 --> 01:16:56,280
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[sighs] All boys
want to be like their fathers.

965
01:16:56,885 --> 01:16:58,216
And most do.

966
01:17:00,053 --> 01:17:04,255
Most boys turn into men...
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbut not you.

967
01:17:05,894 --> 01:17:07,093
[Corey sobs]

968
01:17:08,666 --> 01:17:10,063
You’re too soft.

969
01:17:14,265 --> 01:17:18,335
[mysterious piano instrumental]

970
01:17:21,745 --> 01:17:24,847
[distant laughter]

971
01:17:26,948 --> 01:17:29,214
\h\h\h\h\h\hNo wonder
she’ll never love you.

972
01:17:32,118 --> 01:17:33,955
No one will.

973
01:17:44,900 --> 01:17:46,297
You got it all wrong, Dad.

974
01:17:49,003 --> 01:17:51,841
No one really wants to be
\h\h\h\hlike their father.

975
01:17:53,843 --> 01:17:56,274
Because we know
\h\hdeep down...

976
01:17:58,243 --> 01:17:59,717
they’re losers.

977
01:17:59,717 --> 01:18:02,951
We just don’t have the heart
\h\h\h\hto break it to them.

978
01:18:05,019 --> 01:18:08,451
\h\h\h\h\hWe know how they look
at us like their second chance.

979
01:18:08,451 --> 01:18:10,222
Their last hope.

980
01:18:12,829 --> 01:18:15,359
It’s fucking pathetic.

981
01:18:22,036 --> 01:18:25,105
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[chuckles]
I never wanna be like you.

982
01:18:26,106 --> 01:18:27,239
[knife stabbing]

983
01:18:34,851 --> 01:18:39,086
[mournful piano instrumental]

984
01:18:50,163 --> 01:18:52,099
[Corey] Say it.

985
01:18:52,099 --> 01:18:53,804
[Clare sobbing]

986
01:18:53,804 --> 01:18:56,532
Say it and I’ll stop.

987
01:18:56,532 --> 01:19:00,437
[Clare panting]

988
01:19:00,437 --> 01:19:02,945
[ominous instrumental]

989
01:19:15,353 --> 01:19:17,355
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hThey say
all will fear two days.

990
01:19:19,258 --> 01:19:21,227
\h\h\h\h\h\hThe day we get
everything we have coming.

991
01:19:23,493 --> 01:19:25,968
The day our secrets
\h\h\hare laid bare.

992
01:19:28,234 --> 01:19:29,939
[Clare sobs]

993
01:19:45,086 --> 01:19:48,353
[somber tone plays]

994
01:20:05,073 --> 01:20:09,374
[eerie booming tone]

995
01:20:22,387 --> 01:20:23,894
[Corey] It’s her.

996
01:20:28,096 --> 01:20:32,628
♪

997
01:21:17,310 --> 01:21:20,082
No. [panting]

998
01:21:20,082 --> 01:21:21,380
[knife claattering]

999
01:21:25,648 --> 01:21:26,990
No.

1000
01:21:29,091 --> 01:21:31,456
What the fuck
\hdid you do?

1001
01:21:39,200 --> 01:21:40,399
Me?

1002
01:21:42,005 --> 01:21:43,600
For once in your life,

1003
01:21:43,600 --> 01:21:45,536
just admit to it, take some
\h\hfucking responsibility!

1004
01:21:45,536 --> 01:21:48,176
\h\h\h-Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
-I didn’t fucking do anything!

1005
01:21:48,176 --> 01:21:50,112
\h\h\hWhat the fuck, man?
You’ll never do anything!

1006
01:21:50,112 --> 01:21:51,641
You never do anything!

1007
01:21:53,049 --> 01:21:54,952
\h\hYou look at me
like I disgust you

1008
01:21:54,952 --> 01:21:56,646
\hbut you’re just
fucking like me.

1009
01:21:58,956 --> 01:22:00,188
Just like me.

1010
01:22:03,059 --> 01:22:05,457
\h\h\h\hYou’re so scared
of being like him, man.

1011
01:22:07,558 --> 01:22:10,165
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Like who?
-[Teen Corey] You deadbeat dad.

1012
01:22:10,165 --> 01:22:12,497
\h\hYou’re scared
of being a nobody.

1013
01:22:12,497 --> 01:22:16,336
Not knowing the further you go
\h\h\h\hto try to be somebody,

1014
01:22:16,336 --> 01:22:18,107
the further you get
\h\h\hfrom yourself.

1015
01:22:18,107 --> 01:22:21,407
\h\h\hHell, you’re so-- you’re
so far from who you are, man,

1016
01:22:21,407 --> 01:22:23,211
you can’t even see
\hyourself no more.

1017
01:22:24,740 --> 01:22:28,381
[panting]

1018
01:22:30,218 --> 01:22:31,648
\h\h\hI may have
ended his life,

1019
01:22:31,648 --> 01:22:33,254
\hbut I wasn’t the one
who stopped his heart.

1020
01:22:34,486 --> 01:22:36,290
Ellie, please.

1021
01:22:37,093 --> 01:22:38,226
Please.

1022
01:22:40,294 --> 01:22:41,592
Josh?

1023
01:22:41,592 --> 01:22:42,725
Josh was dead...

1024
01:22:45,530 --> 01:22:46,663
long before me.

1025
01:22:51,404 --> 01:22:52,702
\h\h\h\hHe never
wanted to live.

1026
01:22:53,670 --> 01:22:55,771
\hNo, he fucking
lived to forget.

1027
01:22:59,577 --> 01:23:00,743
Tell them.

1028
01:23:03,020 --> 01:23:04,615
\h\h\h\hTell them
what he was like.

1029
01:23:04,615 --> 01:23:07,255
\h\hGet the fuck over here!
Tell them what he was like!

1030
01:23:07,255 --> 01:23:09,158
How he only lived
for those trips?

1031
01:23:09,158 --> 01:23:11,523
Those fucking pills
\hand nothing more!

1032
01:23:15,362 --> 01:23:16,660
[sighs]

1033
01:23:18,728 --> 01:23:20,664
[coughing]

1034
01:23:25,141 --> 01:23:28,276
Some of us are just not
\hmeant for this world.

1035
01:23:33,809 --> 01:23:36,251
[Corey] Do you ever wonder what
your life would have been like

1036
01:23:36,251 --> 01:23:37,615
if you were someone else?

1037
01:23:39,353 --> 01:23:41,256
\h\h\h\h\hIf you had
different parents...

1038
01:23:43,192 --> 01:23:44,391
different friends...

1039
01:23:47,361 --> 01:23:48,659
a different chance.

1040
01:23:52,531 --> 01:23:54,632
What would you do

1041
01:23:54,632 --> 01:23:56,535
if you could set
\hyour own fate?

1042
01:23:59,505 --> 01:24:03,476
What would you do to those
\hthat stood in your way?

1043
01:24:10,219 --> 01:24:13,354
\hShe is the reason
why we’re all here.

1044
01:24:23,727 --> 01:24:25,729
\h\h\h\h\hAnd why
we soon won’t be.

1045
01:24:25,729 --> 01:24:27,632
[Clare grunting]

1046
01:24:30,767 --> 01:24:33,374
[panting]

1047
01:24:52,360 --> 01:24:53,559
Grab his feet.

1048
01:24:55,132 --> 01:24:56,628
-[Teen Ellen] Core?
\h\h\h\h\h-Somebody.

1049
01:24:57,893 --> 01:25:01,402
\h\hWill someone, please,
pick up his goddamn feet!

1050
01:25:03,767 --> 01:25:06,308
[panting]

1051
01:25:08,178 --> 01:25:09,509
Let’s just go, baby.

1052
01:25:09,509 --> 01:25:11,841
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hNo, no,
we’re not calling anyone...

1053
01:25:13,414 --> 01:25:15,845
\hand we’re not
going anywhere.

1054
01:25:17,418 --> 01:25:18,749
\h\hAnd if any
of you try...

1055
01:25:21,290 --> 01:25:23,556
\h\hI’ll bring you
all down with me.

1056
01:25:26,658 --> 01:25:28,165
All of you.

1057
01:25:30,695 --> 01:25:33,368
[Ellen sobbing]

1058
01:25:33,368 --> 01:25:35,238
\h\h\h\h\h-Core.
-[Corey] "Core"?

1059
01:25:36,635 --> 01:25:39,341
[Corey laughs]

1060
01:25:39,341 --> 01:25:40,639
That’s me.

1061
01:25:41,640 --> 01:25:44,643
The fucking glue...

1062
01:25:46,546 --> 01:25:48,449
the motherfucking spine

1063
01:25:48,449 --> 01:25:51,749
\h\h\h\h\hthat holds
all of you together.

1064
01:25:51,749 --> 01:25:53,652
\h\h\h[Ellen]
Don’t do this.

1065
01:25:53,652 --> 01:25:55,786
We don’t have
\hto do this.

1066
01:25:55,786 --> 01:25:56,886
We?

1067
01:25:57,623 --> 01:26:00,626
[laughs maniacally]

1068
01:26:08,832 --> 01:26:10,603
There is no "we."

1069
01:26:12,374 --> 01:26:16,312
\hI am as alone
as all of you.

1070
01:26:19,876 --> 01:26:22,285
We are all alone

1071
01:26:22,285 --> 01:26:26,982
in this shitty
fucking world.

1072
01:26:30,491 --> 01:26:31,690
You’re fucking crazy!

1073
01:26:31,690 --> 01:26:33,395
I’m fucking dying!

1074
01:26:50,544 --> 01:26:51,842
By the time I’m 40,

1075
01:26:51,842 --> 01:26:54,350
I will be in the dark
\h\h\hlike all of you.

1076
01:27:02,721 --> 01:27:04,756
If I can’t change
\h\h\h\hmy fate...

1077
01:27:06,989 --> 01:27:09,860
the least I can do
\his make it pay.

1078
01:27:09,860 --> 01:27:13,798
\h\h\h[Ellen]
Corey, please.

1079
01:27:13,798 --> 01:27:17,604
[Ellen crying]

1080
01:27:17,604 --> 01:27:21,707
"Please, please."

1081
01:27:21,707 --> 01:27:25,942
\hI am so fucking over
the demure act, Ellen.

1082
01:27:25,942 --> 01:27:28,945
\h\h\h\h\hHey, hey,
leave her out of it.

1083
01:27:29,748 --> 01:27:32,487
Just-- just let her go.

1084
01:27:32,487 --> 01:27:34,423
[Corey whining mockingly]

1085
01:27:34,852 --> 01:27:36,524
No.

1086
01:27:36,524 --> 01:27:37,987
\h\h[Ray] What the fuck
is wrong with you, man?

1087
01:27:37,987 --> 01:27:40,330
What has she ever
done to you, man?

1088
01:27:41,661 --> 01:27:43,993
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[scoffs]
Is that a fucking joke?

1089
01:27:43,993 --> 01:27:46,567
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hshe
ever done to you?

1090
01:27:46,996 --> 01:27:48,371
Huh?

1091
01:27:49,064 --> 01:27:50,769
I don’t know.

1092
01:27:52,573 --> 01:27:54,476
But I’m not gonna wait
\h\h\h\h\hto find out.

1093
01:27:54,476 --> 01:27:56,577
Listen to me, okay?

1094
01:27:57,974 --> 01:28:00,911
\h\h\h\h\h\hShe’s not
who you think she is.

1095
01:28:02,385 --> 01:28:03,980
She’s just some girl.

1096
01:28:05,454 --> 01:28:07,918
\h\hShe’s just some girl
who’s trying to be nice.

1097
01:28:07,918 --> 01:28:11,361
Nobody is that nice.

1098
01:28:11,361 --> 01:28:12,758
[Ray] Corey,

1099
01:28:12,758 --> 01:28:14,826
\h\h\h\hdon’t do something
that you’re gonna regret.

1100
01:28:15,431 --> 01:28:16,630
[Corey] Regret?

1101
01:28:18,863 --> 01:28:22,537
\hThe only thing
that I regret...

1102
01:28:23,637 --> 01:28:27,971
\h\h\his falling in love
with some trailer trash

1103
01:28:27,971 --> 01:28:30,677
\hthat always
needs saving.

1104
01:28:30,677 --> 01:28:32,349
Don’t listen to him.

1105
01:28:34,043 --> 01:28:35,385
All right?

1106
01:28:36,353 --> 01:28:37,618
Look at him, he--

1107
01:28:37,618 --> 01:28:40,951
-he’s all fucked up.
\h\h-[laughs] Yeah.

1108
01:28:42,755 --> 01:28:43,888
He’s right.

1109
01:28:44,823 --> 01:28:47,859
I am all fucked up.

1110
01:28:49,025 --> 01:28:53,832
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hBut you,
my Ellie Bellie, you...

1111
01:28:55,130 --> 01:28:57,638
are heartbroken
beyond repair.

1112
01:29:09,782 --> 01:29:12,785
Ellie, listen to me.

1113
01:29:12,785 --> 01:29:13,984
Listen.

1114
01:29:15,458 --> 01:29:17,658
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat will you be
without your scholarships, huh?

1115
01:29:17,658 --> 01:29:19,792
\h\h\h\hYour academia,
what will you become?

1116
01:29:20,925 --> 01:29:22,597
You think about that?

1117
01:29:22,597 --> 01:29:24,566
You wanna give up on all that?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hRisk all that?

1118
01:29:24,566 --> 01:29:25,930
\h\h\h\h\h\h[Teen Ray]
Just leave her alone.

1119
01:29:25,930 --> 01:29:28,471
\h\h\h\h\hNo, you--
you stay out of it.

1120
01:29:28,471 --> 01:29:30,836
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hListen, Ellie,
it’s all-- Listen, come on.

1121
01:29:30,836 --> 01:29:32,640
\h\h\h\h\hIt’s all
you’ve ever known.

1122
01:29:32,640 --> 01:29:35,478
It may be all you’ll ever be,
\h\h\h\hbut you’ll never know.

1123
01:29:35,478 --> 01:29:36,908
\h\h\h\hYou’ll never know
what else you have coming

1124
01:29:36,908 --> 01:29:38,107
\h\h\h\h\hif you don’t
make the right choice.

1125
01:29:38,107 --> 01:29:39,449
[Ellen murmuring]

1126
01:29:49,492 --> 01:29:51,186
You’re unbelievable.

1127
01:29:51,186 --> 01:29:53,463
\h\h[Teen Corey]
You wanna go there?

1128
01:29:53,463 --> 01:29:54,827
You wanna throw
\h\hthat stone?

1129
01:29:54,827 --> 01:29:56,862
Look in the fucking
\h\hmirror, Lincoln.

1130
01:29:56,862 --> 01:29:58,897
\h\h\hNo wonder
we ended up here

1131
01:29:58,897 --> 01:30:00,833
\h\h\h\h\hhanging out
with you for so long.

1132
01:30:00,833 --> 01:30:03,902
\hWe should have known you’d
bring us down to your level.

1133
01:30:05,508 --> 01:30:06,707
[Teen Ellen] Our level?

1134
01:30:06,707 --> 01:30:07,840
[Teen Corey] El?

1135
01:30:09,039 --> 01:30:11,173
\h\h\h\hYou mean the level
without heroes for fathers

1136
01:30:11,173 --> 01:30:12,878
or saints for mothers?

1137
01:30:14,484 --> 01:30:16,783
\h\hWe don’t have the perfect
family with the perfect lawyer

1138
01:30:16,783 --> 01:30:18,587
\h\h\hto bail us out
whenever we fuck up!

1139
01:30:18,587 --> 01:30:20,853
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hSo, please,
just give us a fucking break!

1140
01:30:20,853 --> 01:30:22,888
Oh, my God!

1141
01:30:22,888 --> 01:30:25,990
[ominous music playing]

1142
01:30:46,582 --> 01:30:49,519
You know, I may have
\hmore than you have.

1143
01:30:51,587 --> 01:30:53,149
\h\h\h\h\hBut seeing
as it’s my birthday

1144
01:30:53,149 --> 01:30:54,986
\h\h\h\hand this isn’t
exactly the first time

1145
01:30:54,986 --> 01:30:58,495
my, uh, perfect family
\h\hhave missed it...

1146
01:31:01,124 --> 01:31:02,763
\h\h\h\h\hI don’t have
as much as you think.

1147
01:31:05,667 --> 01:31:07,196
But what I do have,

1148
01:31:07,196 --> 01:31:11,574
\h\h\hwhat I’ve been gifted
with on this special day...

1149
01:31:12,707 --> 01:31:16,238
\h\his the realization
that the one person...

1150
01:31:18,273 --> 01:31:22,618
\h\h\hwho truly knew me
and managed to see me...

1151
01:31:23,652 --> 01:31:24,884
really see me...

1152
01:31:26,248 --> 01:31:29,020
\h\h\h\h\his lying face down
in his own fucking blood...

1153
01:31:30,890 --> 01:31:33,695
because of me. [laughs]

1154
01:31:37,996 --> 01:31:39,833
And all of you.

1155
01:31:48,105 --> 01:31:50,910
[distorted chord playing]

1156
01:32:09,962 --> 01:32:16,870
♪

1157
01:32:34,690 --> 01:32:36,593
\h\h\hWe just wanted
to see the real you.

1158
01:32:36,593 --> 01:32:38,221
\h\h\hThat’s all
we ever wanted.

1159
01:32:46,229 --> 01:32:47,362
No.

1160
01:32:49,067 --> 01:32:50,607
You wanted retribution.

1161
01:32:50,607 --> 01:32:55,876
♪

1162
01:33:27,072 --> 01:33:29,107
[muffled chatter]

1163
01:33:30,273 --> 01:33:31,945
[Ray] Clare? Clare?

1164
01:33:31,945 --> 01:33:33,650
No.

1165
01:33:35,080 --> 01:33:36,345
Don’t.

1166
01:33:36,345 --> 01:33:40,217
[both grunting]

1167
01:33:40,217 --> 01:33:42,923
She’s not like us.

1168
01:33:42,923 --> 01:33:45,893
She’s not supposed
\h\h\hto be here.

1169
01:33:45,893 --> 01:33:47,125
No!

1170
01:33:47,125 --> 01:33:49,424
\h\h\h\h\h[Josh]
Hey. Hey. Clare?

1171
01:33:49,424 --> 01:33:51,195
Clare? Clare?

1172
01:33:53,802 --> 01:33:57,201
[ominous instrumental]

1173
01:34:12,216 --> 01:34:14,317
[glass clattering]

1174
01:34:26,835 --> 01:34:28,705
[Ray] No!

1175
01:34:28,705 --> 01:34:30,938
[grunting]

1176
01:34:30,938 --> 01:34:33,710
She’s not supposed
\h\h\hto be here.

1177
01:34:35,041 --> 01:34:37,813
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy?
Why’d you do it?

1178
01:34:37,813 --> 01:34:41,311
Why do you always
\h\hfucking do it?

1179
01:34:41,311 --> 01:34:45,051
-What’s your fucking problem?
\h\h\h\h-You are the problem!

1180
01:34:45,051 --> 01:34:49,055
\h\h\h\hYou made it
all of our problem.

1181
01:34:51,024 --> 01:34:53,730
Nothing is ever enough
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor you.

1182
01:34:53,730 --> 01:34:57,162
You-- you-- you always have
to try every fucking flavor

1183
01:34:57,162 --> 01:35:00,330
\h\h\hbecause-- ’cause you
can’t decide what you want

1184
01:35:00,330 --> 01:35:04,070
’cause-- ’cause you don’t know
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwhat you want.

1185
01:35:04,070 --> 01:35:06,908
Nothing is ever good
\h\henough for Ray.

1186
01:35:06,908 --> 01:35:09,504
Nothing ever satisfies Ray.

1187
01:35:10,406 --> 01:35:11,781
[Ellen] Core?

1188
01:35:13,343 --> 01:35:15,180
[panting]

1189
01:35:15,180 --> 01:35:18,150
\h\hYou will never
be enough for him.

1190
01:35:20,416 --> 01:35:21,956
But you know what?

1191
01:35:23,925 --> 01:35:25,795
\h\hI don’t give
a shit anymore.

1192
01:35:25,795 --> 01:35:29,260
\h\hYou-- you two
deserve each other.

1193
01:35:30,525 --> 01:35:33,462
\h\hAlways-- always
needing to be saved.

1194
01:35:33,462 --> 01:35:39,842
\h\h\hLooking to be redeemed
from your fucked up selves.

1195
01:35:39,842 --> 01:35:43,142
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h-Corey?
-There is no redemption.

1196
01:35:46,915 --> 01:35:48,048
Not for you...

1197
01:35:54,923 --> 01:35:56,023
for any of us.

1198
01:35:56,023 --> 01:35:59,158
[ominous instrumental playing]

1199
01:36:12,369 --> 01:36:13,909
[thudding]

1200
01:36:18,507 --> 01:36:20,179
[knife clinking, stabbing]

1201
01:36:20,179 --> 01:36:21,818
[Ellen sobbing] No!

1202
01:36:22,852 --> 01:36:24,381
No!

1203
01:36:25,954 --> 01:36:27,219
\h\h\h\h-No!
-[thudding]

1204
01:36:27,219 --> 01:36:28,957
No!

1205
01:36:31,157 --> 01:36:32,928
No!

1206
01:36:32,928 --> 01:36:34,424
Why?

1207
01:36:35,590 --> 01:36:37,130
Why?

1208
01:36:40,232 --> 01:36:42,234
What are you doing?

1209
01:36:42,234 --> 01:36:44,434
What are you doing?

1210
01:36:55,214 --> 01:36:57,887
[crying]

1211
01:37:05,323 --> 01:37:08,590
\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s okay.
It’s okay. It’s okay.

1212
01:37:10,097 --> 01:37:12,968
No, no, no, no, don’t--
\h\h\h\h\h\hLook at me.

1213
01:37:12,968 --> 01:37:15,135
\h\h\h\h\h\hLook at me.
Look at me. Look at me.

1214
01:37:15,135 --> 01:37:17,973
It’s okay.
It’s okay.

1215
01:37:19,073 --> 01:37:22,010
Ray, look at me.
\hStay with me.

1216
01:37:22,010 --> 01:37:23,341
Stay with me.

1217
01:37:29,952 --> 01:37:31,151
Oh, my God.

1218
01:37:31,987 --> 01:37:33,417
\h\h\h\h\h-No.
-[Ray] Clare.

1219
01:37:33,417 --> 01:37:34,891
It’s gonna be okay.

1220
01:37:42,624 --> 01:37:46,232
[flame whooshing]

1221
01:37:48,003 --> 01:37:51,501
[screaming]

1222
01:38:05,647 --> 01:38:09,024
[ominous music playing]

1223
01:38:29,341 --> 01:38:30,474
[Corey] El?

1224
01:38:33,180 --> 01:38:34,280
El?

1225
01:38:34,643 --> 01:38:36,348
Clare?

1226
01:38:36,348 --> 01:38:38,482
\h\hYou can’t run
from who you are.

1227
01:38:38,482 --> 01:38:41,419
\h\h\h\h\h\h-Ellen?
-Who you really are.

1228
01:38:45,060 --> 01:38:48,063
[distorted panting]

1229
01:39:01,109 --> 01:39:06,609
[unsettling music]

1230
01:39:23,098 --> 01:39:28,400
♪

1231
01:39:50,488 --> 01:39:52,193
[Clare] Core?

1232
01:39:52,193 --> 01:39:54,789
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[Corey]
Don’t fucking "Core" me, Clare.

1233
01:39:56,395 --> 01:39:59,365
[grunting & panting]

1234
01:40:05,767 --> 01:40:07,604
You’re only scared
\h\hof who you are

1235
01:40:07,604 --> 01:40:09,705
\h\h\hbecause you hate
who you think you are.

1236
01:40:09,705 --> 01:40:12,378
[Corey panting]

1237
01:40:26,590 --> 01:40:28,691
Become your destiny.

1238
01:40:37,304 --> 01:40:38,767
[knife stabbing]

1239
01:41:14,605 --> 01:41:18,774
[Corey crying]

1240
01:41:28,421 --> 01:41:34,625
♪

1241
01:42:07,229 --> 01:42:13,268
♪

1242
01:42:32,683 --> 01:42:39,426
♪

1243
01:42:45,762 --> 01:42:49,205
[flame whooshing]

1244
01:43:02,548 --> 01:43:06,354
[fire alarm beeping]

1245
01:43:55,403 --> 01:43:59,308
[screaming]

1246
01:44:13,014 --> 01:44:15,324
[alarm stops, screaming fades]

1247
01:44:17,656 --> 01:44:21,627
-[objects clattering]
\h\h-[flame whooshing]

1248
01:44:24,432 --> 01:44:26,797
[bottle clattering]

1249
01:44:27,897 --> 01:44:30,999
[somber music playing]

1250
01:44:35,938 --> 01:44:37,346
We make a pact.

1251
01:44:40,679 --> 01:44:42,747
\hToday is a day
we never forget.

1252
01:44:44,716 --> 01:44:46,817
Today’s all our birthdays.

1253
01:44:46,817 --> 01:44:48,687
[fire crackling]

1254
01:44:48,687 --> 01:44:50,920
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hFirst day
of the rest of our lives.

1255
01:44:52,526 --> 01:44:56,024
[angelic vocalizing]

1256
01:45:11,974 --> 01:45:13,910
\h[Clare] When you’re not
confined by who you are,

1257
01:45:15,076 --> 01:45:16,979
what’s expected of you,

1258
01:45:16,979 --> 01:45:20,950
when you can accept that you
may very well not even exist,

1259
01:45:22,622 --> 01:45:25,493
\h\h\hwhen you understand
that none of that matters,

1260
01:45:25,493 --> 01:45:27,726
\h\hwhen you know
you don’t matter,

1261
01:45:29,629 --> 01:45:32,060
\heverything you do from then
on becomes nothing but true.

1262
01:45:34,766 --> 01:45:36,669
And it is then
\hand only then

1263
01:45:36,669 --> 01:45:40,002
that you’ll see that destiny
\hthat you were so afraid of

1264
01:45:42,642 --> 01:45:44,809
reveal itself to you
\h\hin its entirety.

1265
01:45:50,914 --> 01:45:52,619
So, what do you see?

1266
01:45:52,619 --> 01:45:55,754
[ethereal vocalizing]

1267
01:46:01,397 --> 01:46:04,059
[flame whooshing]

1268
01:46:04,059 --> 01:46:08,404
\h\h\h\hAnd as you watch
as the world gets razed,

1269
01:46:08,404 --> 01:46:11,605
as your own self
\h\hgets erased,

1270
01:46:11,605 --> 01:46:14,135
\h\h\h\h\hmaking way
for a new tomorrow,

1271
01:46:14,135 --> 01:46:16,478
clearing the way
\hfor what could,

1272
01:46:16,478 --> 01:46:18,447
what should be...

1273
01:46:20,141 --> 01:46:21,582
you smile.

1274
01:46:21,582 --> 01:46:27,522
♪

1275
01:46:32,989 --> 01:46:39,435
[delicate, haunting music]

1276
01:46:58,619 --> 01:47:04,889
♪

1277
01:47:37,790 --> 01:47:44,566
♪

1278
01:48:14,926 --> 01:48:21,867
♪

1279
01:48:48,058 --> 01:48:54,130
♪



