WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:07.442 --> 00:00:09.139 [projector whirring] 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:09.183 --> 00:00:10.880 [mysterious music] 5 00:00:17.582 --> 00:00:19.149 [stirring music] 6 00:00:19.193 --> 00:00:21.282 [projector whirring] 7 00:00:26.113 --> 00:00:27.679 [Adalynn] When a polar bear gives birth, 8 00:00:27.723 --> 00:00:29.464 she typically has two cubs. 9 00:00:30.334 --> 00:00:32.423 To keep them safe from the dangers of the world, 10 00:00:32.467 --> 00:00:34.599 she'll stay with them, in the den, 11 00:00:34.643 --> 00:00:36.123 until they can survive on their own. 12 00:00:37.211 --> 00:00:38.734 It's a sacrifice she makes. 13 00:00:39.256 --> 00:00:41.345 Because if something were to happen to her, 14 00:00:41.911 --> 00:00:43.521 then her cubs would surely die. 15 00:00:44.870 --> 00:00:47.830 But if something were to happen to her cubs, 16 00:00:48.570 --> 00:00:50.006 what would become of the mother? 17 00:00:51.007 --> 00:00:52.269 Could she live with it? 18 00:00:52.313 --> 00:00:54.228 Ah! I can't! I can't! 19 00:00:54.271 --> 00:00:55.968 - [doctor] Almost there! - [Adalynn] I can't! 20 00:00:56.012 --> 00:00:57.492 - [doctor] I can see the head. - [Adalynn] I can't! 21 00:00:57.535 --> 00:00:59.146 [Bill] I love you, okay? We're a team-- 22 00:00:59.189 --> 00:01:01.365 - [screams] - You can do it, baby. Come on! 23 00:01:01.409 --> 00:01:02.497 That's it! 24 00:01:08.111 --> 00:01:09.852 [dramatic chord] 25 00:01:10.679 --> 00:01:11.767 [static buzz] 26 00:01:12.289 --> 00:01:15.292 [sinister music] 27 00:01:21.907 --> 00:01:23.866 [distorted noises 28 00:01:23.909 --> 00:01:27.087 [distant, haunting singing] 29 00:01:35.530 --> 00:01:37.749 [train horn blaring] 30 00:01:43.233 --> 00:01:45.148 [eerie operatic singing] 31 00:01:46.628 --> 00:01:49.892 [haunting singing] 32 00:02:07.127 --> 00:02:09.129 [distorted screaming] 33 00:02:19.095 --> 00:02:24.796 ♪ 34 00:02:33.805 --> 00:02:35.242 [baby crying] 35 00:02:45.208 --> 00:02:47.471 [music fades] 36 00:02:47.515 --> 00:02:49.734 [Adalynn] Elizabeth Aaron Bolland, 37 00:02:49.778 --> 00:02:53.651 born at 6:36 p.m., two weeks ahead of schedule. 38 00:02:54.130 --> 00:02:56.088 Six pounds, eight ounces. 39 00:02:56.959 --> 00:03:00.876 That doesn't sound like much, but to me, it's everything. 40 00:03:01.485 --> 00:03:04.271 And now you're my whole world. 41 00:03:05.185 --> 00:03:07.578 I would do anything to protect you. 42 00:03:08.623 --> 00:03:10.190 My perfect baby girl. 43 00:03:10.886 --> 00:03:13.454 I'm gonna be the kind of mother for you that I never had. 44 00:03:14.106 --> 00:03:16.631 You're going to have a great childhood. 45 00:03:17.066 --> 00:03:20.069 You have two parents who love you very much. 46 00:03:20.939 --> 00:03:23.899 When I met your father, it was love at first sight. 47 00:03:25.248 --> 00:03:27.903 A year later, we had the perfect wedding, 48 00:03:29.078 --> 00:03:30.558 and found the perfect house, 49 00:03:31.428 --> 00:03:34.997 in the perfect neighborhood, in the perfect town. 50 00:03:35.998 --> 00:03:38.218 And now we have you. 51 00:03:39.219 --> 00:03:43.353 I just didn't know how exhausted I would be. 52 00:03:43.397 --> 00:03:45.703 ♪ I can't even sleep 53 00:03:45.747 --> 00:03:48.750 ♪ Will I ever see the lighthouse ♪ 54 00:03:48.793 --> 00:03:50.665 ♪ In this darkness 55 00:03:58.716 --> 00:03:59.804 [Bill] You did it. 56 00:04:00.892 --> 00:04:02.111 Sit down. 57 00:04:02.154 --> 00:04:03.286 I'm gonna get you some water, okay? 58 00:04:03.330 --> 00:04:05.157 Actually, I just... 59 00:04:05.201 --> 00:04:07.072 think I'm gonna go lay down upstairs. 60 00:04:07.116 --> 00:04:08.726 Of course. Whatever you want. 61 00:04:09.771 --> 00:04:12.034 - I'm sorry. - Mm-mm. Don't be. 62 00:04:12.077 --> 00:04:14.428 You go rest. Okay? I'll take care of everything. 63 00:04:15.994 --> 00:04:17.735 You go on. I'll be right up. 64 00:04:18.475 --> 00:04:19.781 - [Adalynn] Mm-hmm. - [Bill] Okay? 65 00:04:22.131 --> 00:04:23.654 - [Adalynn] I love you. - I love you, too. 66 00:04:23.698 --> 00:04:27.832 ♪ Ooh, Adalynn, ooh, Adalynn 67 00:04:27.876 --> 00:04:31.445 ♪ She was the sun in my ocean ♪ 68 00:04:33.795 --> 00:04:36.319 [vocalizing] 69 00:04:42.804 --> 00:04:45.328 ♪ Silence is too loud 70 00:04:45.372 --> 00:04:51.682 ♪ But I can feel her heartbeat ♪ 71 00:04:51.726 --> 00:04:53.380 [baby crying] 72 00:04:53.423 --> 00:04:55.817 [Adalynn] All I wanna do is sleep. 73 00:04:56.557 --> 00:04:58.994 Life used to be brunches and selfies on the beach. 74 00:04:59.734 --> 00:05:02.606 I just need to find a new normal. 75 00:05:03.259 --> 00:05:04.739 A new perfect. 76 00:05:05.609 --> 00:05:07.263 Right after I get some sleep. 77 00:05:08.525 --> 00:05:11.398 - [alarm beeping] - [Bill snoring] 78 00:05:12.834 --> 00:05:14.531 [alarm beeping] 79 00:05:17.273 --> 00:05:18.318 [Adalynn sighs] 80 00:05:19.493 --> 00:05:22.626 I don't know how people can do this every two hours. 81 00:05:22.670 --> 00:05:23.758 Bill? 82 00:05:24.933 --> 00:05:26.978 I guess I'm lucky that I don't have to do it alone. 83 00:05:31.200 --> 00:05:33.985 While I spent the last eight and a half months 84 00:05:34.029 --> 00:05:36.640 suffering from mood swings, bizarre cravings, 85 00:05:36.684 --> 00:05:38.294 and constant discomfort, 86 00:05:39.034 --> 00:05:40.905 Bill was nothing but attentive. 87 00:05:42.254 --> 00:05:43.343 I guess he's earned a break. 88 00:05:44.039 --> 00:05:46.302 From what I hear, we won't get another one 89 00:05:46.346 --> 00:05:48.565 until our kid grows up and moves out. 90 00:06:03.188 --> 00:06:05.756 [water running] 91 00:06:09.978 --> 00:06:11.936 I haven't taken my medicine for a year, 92 00:06:11.980 --> 00:06:14.069 so now I can get 93 00:06:14.112 --> 00:06:16.376 a little obsessive about things. 94 00:06:16.941 --> 00:06:19.074 I mean, who doesn't, right? 95 00:06:19.814 --> 00:06:20.902 Who doesn't? 96 00:06:22.294 --> 00:06:24.688 Sometimes it's the little things. 97 00:06:24.732 --> 00:06:26.211 You gotta be shitting me. 98 00:06:26.255 --> 00:06:28.170 [thermostat beeps] 99 00:06:29.476 --> 00:06:30.781 I check the locks. 100 00:06:31.260 --> 00:06:32.348 Sometimes a lot. 101 00:06:33.393 --> 00:06:36.134 And I'm sure to close every single door in the house. 102 00:06:36.874 --> 00:06:39.442 Setting the TV volume to an even number, 103 00:06:39.486 --> 00:06:42.532 or rearranging ornaments and place settings. 104 00:06:43.185 --> 00:06:45.056 God, don't get me started on making sure 105 00:06:45.100 --> 00:06:46.754 all the photos in the house are level. 106 00:06:49.147 --> 00:06:51.889 But sometimes it's a little more than that. 107 00:06:52.499 --> 00:06:55.066 Sometimes I get this irrational fear 108 00:06:55.110 --> 00:06:56.198 that someone is watching me. 109 00:06:57.504 --> 00:06:58.548 Or stalking me. 110 00:06:59.767 --> 00:07:01.377 I know it's an irrational fear, but... 111 00:07:02.639 --> 00:07:05.555 doesn't stop me from checking everything. 112 00:07:06.208 --> 00:07:09.385 I don't know what an extreme case would look like for me, 113 00:07:09.429 --> 00:07:11.518 but God, I hope I never find out. 114 00:07:12.693 --> 00:07:13.998 I haven't taken my medicine. 115 00:07:14.042 --> 00:07:17.437 [quiet, unsettling music] 116 00:07:42.549 --> 00:07:45.856 It's only when I know that everything's perfect 117 00:07:45.900 --> 00:07:47.379 that I can finally be calm. 118 00:07:49.164 --> 00:07:51.471 But when is anything ever perfect? 119 00:07:53.037 --> 00:07:54.474 Doesn't stop me from trying, though. 120 00:08:11.752 --> 00:08:13.580 Everyone told me that having a child 121 00:08:13.623 --> 00:08:15.016 would change my life forever. 122 00:08:16.452 --> 00:08:17.975 I guess I didn't realize 123 00:08:18.019 --> 00:08:19.368 how much Elizabeth would change mine. 124 00:08:19.411 --> 00:08:21.152 [Elizabeth cooing] 125 00:08:24.591 --> 00:08:28.203 [alarm beeping] 126 00:08:33.774 --> 00:08:34.862 [Adalynn yawns] 127 00:08:37.168 --> 00:08:40.041 [alarm beeping] 128 00:08:40.084 --> 00:08:41.521 [Bill snoring] 129 00:08:45.612 --> 00:08:47.831 - [Bill snoring] - [Adalynn sighs] 130 00:09:14.858 --> 00:09:17.252 [ominous music] 131 00:09:17.295 --> 00:09:18.383 [door clicks open] 132 00:09:25.260 --> 00:09:28.306 [distorted music] 133 00:09:32.659 --> 00:09:36.140 [Elizabeth crying distortedly] 134 00:09:37.054 --> 00:09:38.578 - [Elizabeth screams] - [Adalynn gasps] 135 00:09:54.071 --> 00:09:55.464 Oh... 136 00:09:55.507 --> 00:09:57.727 [calm music] 137 00:09:57.771 --> 00:10:01.688 [phone vibrating] 138 00:10:12.176 --> 00:10:13.264 [sighs] 139 00:10:30.586 --> 00:10:32.066 I just woke up 140 00:10:32.109 --> 00:10:33.850 from the worst nightmare I've ever had. 141 00:10:34.590 --> 00:10:36.070 God, it felt so real. 142 00:10:36.810 --> 00:10:39.029 I could hear her crying, but something wasn't right. 143 00:10:39.508 --> 00:10:41.902 I didn't feel connected to her at all. 144 00:10:44.644 --> 00:10:46.950 But I can't think about that now. 145 00:10:48.082 --> 00:10:49.518 Back to real life. 146 00:10:50.562 --> 00:10:52.652 My cub needs her mother. 147 00:10:53.740 --> 00:10:54.784 What? 148 00:10:55.785 --> 00:10:58.745 Nothing. It's just, we did it. 149 00:11:00.224 --> 00:11:01.312 We have a baby. 150 00:11:12.193 --> 00:11:14.282 [Bill] So, uh, did you get some sleep last night? 151 00:11:14.325 --> 00:11:16.588 [yawning] I slept like a baby. 152 00:11:17.067 --> 00:11:19.200 As in up every two hours, 153 00:11:19.809 --> 00:11:22.943 crabby, kinda wanting my mommy. 154 00:11:23.813 --> 00:11:26.076 I feel like I just woke up after a college bender. 155 00:11:29.993 --> 00:11:31.081 Mm... 156 00:11:32.082 --> 00:11:34.868 So, uh, start your meds yet? 157 00:11:36.608 --> 00:11:38.393 Uh, not yet. 158 00:11:39.220 --> 00:11:42.049 I just, um-- I'm not sure, after last time. 159 00:11:42.789 --> 00:11:44.399 Well, the new pills should be okay, 160 00:11:44.442 --> 00:11:46.009 it's the, uh, blue ones. 161 00:11:47.794 --> 00:11:50.187 They're in my purse. I keep forgetting I have 'em. 162 00:11:51.623 --> 00:11:53.277 Those ones are a little different. 163 00:11:53.321 --> 00:11:55.671 They should kick in-- in about ten to 15 minutes. 164 00:11:58.239 --> 00:12:00.328 You know, I, uh-- 165 00:12:00.371 --> 00:12:02.373 I can withdraw from this conference. 166 00:12:02.417 --> 00:12:03.505 Bill, no. 167 00:12:04.071 --> 00:12:05.333 This conference is too important. 168 00:12:05.942 --> 00:12:08.640 If I need anything, I'll call Cici. 169 00:12:09.206 --> 00:12:11.165 Okay? We're good here. 170 00:12:11.208 --> 00:12:13.384 So you are going. 171 00:12:13.994 --> 00:12:15.038 You sure? 172 00:12:17.040 --> 00:12:18.128 Yeah. 173 00:12:20.261 --> 00:12:21.349 It's only a week. 174 00:12:23.046 --> 00:12:24.134 We won't even... 175 00:12:25.483 --> 00:12:26.571 notice you're gone. 176 00:12:27.703 --> 00:12:28.748 Plus I, um... 177 00:12:29.879 --> 00:12:31.054 I was thinking about 178 00:12:31.707 --> 00:12:33.274 doing some painting this weekend. 179 00:12:33.317 --> 00:12:34.405 Yeah? 180 00:12:34.928 --> 00:12:36.277 Hmm. You inspired? 181 00:12:38.496 --> 00:12:40.455 - I have some ideas. - Hmm. 182 00:12:41.761 --> 00:12:44.633 You, uh, been checking the locks again. 183 00:12:46.678 --> 00:12:47.941 Sometimes. 184 00:12:48.942 --> 00:12:50.160 Heard you counting, too, Adalynn. 185 00:12:50.813 --> 00:12:53.033 Bill, I'm perfect. 186 00:12:54.556 --> 00:12:57.254 [sighs] Okay, but if you need anything, 187 00:12:57.298 --> 00:12:59.735 anything at all, you call me or Cici. 188 00:13:00.736 --> 00:13:02.607 - Or heaven forbid your mother. - Mm. 189 00:13:03.347 --> 00:13:06.263 - Things will never be that bad. - Thank God. [chuckles] 190 00:13:06.873 --> 00:13:10.137 Um, is that the new crib? 191 00:13:11.791 --> 00:13:13.488 No, it's no-- hasn't arrived yet, 192 00:13:13.531 --> 00:13:14.924 it's on back order. 193 00:13:14.968 --> 00:13:17.666 So I pulled the old one outta storage. 194 00:13:26.457 --> 00:13:29.025 - [tense music] - [Bill] Oh, shit! 195 00:13:29.896 --> 00:13:31.332 Babe, I meant to take that off. 196 00:13:33.725 --> 00:13:35.162 I'm sorry. 197 00:13:36.859 --> 00:13:37.904 [Adalynn breathing shakily] 198 00:13:39.601 --> 00:13:41.995 Babe, I'm sorry about earlier with the crib 199 00:13:42.038 --> 00:13:43.823 and you going into labor, it's... 200 00:13:45.259 --> 00:13:47.783 Just-- just slipped my mind, like an idiot. 201 00:13:49.611 --> 00:13:50.960 It's fine. 202 00:13:51.004 --> 00:13:52.222 You just caused a little freak-out. 203 00:13:53.528 --> 00:13:54.616 But I got through it. 204 00:13:56.792 --> 00:13:58.228 Do you want to talk about it? 205 00:14:01.318 --> 00:14:04.365 - Adalynn? Adalynn? - Huh? 206 00:14:05.757 --> 00:14:06.846 Oh, um... 207 00:14:08.499 --> 00:14:09.587 I'm okay. 208 00:14:11.981 --> 00:14:13.940 Spent a little quality time with the stress ball earlier, 209 00:14:13.983 --> 00:14:15.811 so I'm okay. 210 00:14:16.594 --> 00:14:17.857 Really. 211 00:14:19.423 --> 00:14:21.077 Do you wanna talk about it? 212 00:14:22.165 --> 00:14:23.253 [phone vibrates] 213 00:14:24.254 --> 00:14:25.342 That's my ride. 214 00:14:26.039 --> 00:14:27.127 Okay. 215 00:14:28.215 --> 00:14:29.346 - Love you. - Love you. 216 00:14:30.173 --> 00:14:31.261 Bill. 217 00:14:33.785 --> 00:14:35.396 Don't you wanna give your newborn daughter 218 00:14:35.439 --> 00:14:36.832 - a kiss goodbye? - [Bill] Of course. 219 00:14:38.399 --> 00:14:39.487 Bye. 220 00:14:40.053 --> 00:14:41.184 Hey. 221 00:14:42.794 --> 00:14:44.013 What's wrong? 222 00:14:46.668 --> 00:14:48.061 I don't wanna leave you alone. 223 00:14:50.672 --> 00:14:51.760 I know. 224 00:14:52.892 --> 00:14:55.459 But Elizabeth and I will be okay. 225 00:14:57.679 --> 00:14:58.767 Have a safe trip. 226 00:15:00.160 --> 00:15:01.248 - Bye. - Bye. 227 00:15:05.034 --> 00:15:06.122 [Bill exhales sharply] 228 00:15:17.917 --> 00:15:20.049 [Adalynn] And here come the waterworks. 229 00:15:21.877 --> 00:15:23.574 "Baby blues" is what they call it. 230 00:15:24.271 --> 00:15:26.012 Add that to my list of problems. 231 00:15:26.621 --> 00:15:28.623 I just hope this is the worst of it 232 00:15:29.102 --> 00:15:30.233 and it passes soon. 233 00:15:31.191 --> 00:15:33.497 [phone vibrating] 234 00:15:39.590 --> 00:15:42.158 - Hello? - [static over phone] 235 00:15:47.772 --> 00:15:49.818 [sniffling] 236 00:15:57.869 --> 00:16:01.308 [Elizabeth crying] 237 00:16:07.314 --> 00:16:08.837 [whispering] What do... 238 00:16:09.751 --> 00:16:13.015 [phone vibrating] 239 00:16:19.326 --> 00:16:20.805 - Hello? - [Cici on phone] Hey, 240 00:16:20.849 --> 00:16:22.198 I've been calling you, girl. 241 00:16:22.982 --> 00:16:24.026 I know. 242 00:16:24.548 --> 00:16:27.464 I'm sorry, I'm just still... 243 00:16:28.726 --> 00:16:30.946 - adjusting. - I forgive you. 244 00:16:31.816 --> 00:16:33.253 And I'm so sorry I didn't make it back 245 00:16:33.296 --> 00:16:34.906 in time to be there. 246 00:16:34.950 --> 00:16:36.082 You were supposed to wait 'til I got back. 247 00:16:38.345 --> 00:16:41.043 - Hey, how was it? - Childbirth? 248 00:16:42.740 --> 00:16:44.046 About like I expected. 249 00:16:46.570 --> 00:16:48.398 Only 100 times more painful. 250 00:16:49.008 --> 00:16:50.052 Hey. 251 00:16:51.227 --> 00:16:54.013 You know, my hormones were really outta control, remember? 252 00:16:54.622 --> 00:16:56.798 And I could not have gotten through that without you. 253 00:16:57.451 --> 00:16:58.669 And I'm here for you, too. 254 00:17:02.456 --> 00:17:04.545 - Thank you. - Okay. 255 00:17:06.112 --> 00:17:08.810 Well, sweetie, what are you doing today? 256 00:17:08.853 --> 00:17:10.377 I was thinking that we could get takeout 257 00:17:10.420 --> 00:17:11.856 from Croso's and catch up. 258 00:17:12.466 --> 00:17:14.337 I'm dying to meet the baby. 259 00:17:14.381 --> 00:17:15.991 Oh, um, 260 00:17:16.035 --> 00:17:18.472 we're not really up for visitors just yet. 261 00:17:19.560 --> 00:17:20.865 [Cici sighs] 262 00:17:20.909 --> 00:17:24.086 - You sure you're okay? - Yeah. 263 00:17:24.130 --> 00:17:26.654 I'm fine. Uh, everything's perfect. 264 00:17:27.437 --> 00:17:30.136 Well, i-- if you're not, there's no shame in it. 265 00:17:30.179 --> 00:17:33.748 I mean, nobody's really perfect, you know? 266 00:17:35.837 --> 00:17:36.925 We'll be fine. 267 00:17:38.144 --> 00:17:40.102 As long as we can survive until Bill gets home, 268 00:17:40.929 --> 00:17:43.671 - everything will be perfect. - Survive? 269 00:17:44.498 --> 00:17:46.152 Hey, Adalynn, what do you mean? 270 00:17:48.067 --> 00:17:49.285 I have to go pump now, Cici. 271 00:17:50.286 --> 00:17:51.374 Thank you for calling. 272 00:17:53.594 --> 00:17:57.641 [suspenseful music] 273 00:18:02.298 --> 00:18:06.128 [alarm beeping] 274 00:18:10.045 --> 00:18:12.482 [yawning] 275 00:18:17.008 --> 00:18:19.707 [mockingly] "Nobody's really perfect, you know?" 276 00:18:20.316 --> 00:18:21.839 [mumbling] Who does she think she is? 277 00:18:41.468 --> 00:18:42.556 - [thud] - Ow. 278 00:18:42.599 --> 00:18:44.601 [ominous music] 279 00:19:00.095 --> 00:19:02.358 [high-pitched droning music] 280 00:19:11.454 --> 00:19:13.587 [Adalynn] I am aching for a nap. 281 00:19:14.936 --> 00:19:16.851 That sure would be easier with Bill around. 282 00:19:17.895 --> 00:19:20.942 But his career is riding on this conference. 283 00:19:25.120 --> 00:19:27.383 It's not his fault Elizabeth came early. 284 00:19:27.427 --> 00:19:28.906 [birds chirping] 285 00:19:28.950 --> 00:19:31.822 [door clicks and creaks opens] 286 00:19:33.389 --> 00:19:35.086 Oh, Bill, what did you do? 287 00:19:35.130 --> 00:19:36.436 [Adalynn] Bill told me he'd ordered some things 288 00:19:36.479 --> 00:19:38.133 for the baby, 289 00:19:38.177 --> 00:19:39.874 but he didn't tell me he went overboard. 290 00:19:40.396 --> 00:19:43.182 My sweet husband told me to put all the packages aside 291 00:19:43.225 --> 00:19:45.053 and that he'd deal with them when he gets home. 292 00:19:49.362 --> 00:19:52.930 [Elizabeth crying] 293 00:19:52.974 --> 00:19:56.978 [distorted, ominous music] 294 00:19:57.587 --> 00:20:00.068 I am so tired 295 00:20:00.111 --> 00:20:02.723 and this baby won't shut up! 296 00:20:03.767 --> 00:20:06.205 [groans] God, shut up. 297 00:20:06.814 --> 00:20:09.512 Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up! 298 00:20:09.556 --> 00:20:13.603 [Elizabeth crying] 299 00:20:13.647 --> 00:20:18.304 ♪ 300 00:20:19.870 --> 00:20:23.657 [distorted clanging] 301 00:20:31.491 --> 00:20:35.190 [muffled crying] 302 00:20:37.366 --> 00:20:39.586 I could use something to take the edge off. 303 00:20:40.369 --> 00:20:42.328 A glass of wine, maybe two. 304 00:20:42.937 --> 00:20:45.069 Hell, why not the whole fucking bottle? 305 00:20:46.245 --> 00:20:47.942 But I won't. 306 00:20:49.291 --> 00:20:50.988 I won't contaminate my milk. 307 00:20:51.032 --> 00:20:52.990 No meds and no wine. 308 00:21:16.666 --> 00:21:19.147 [cutlery clattering] 309 00:21:40.951 --> 00:21:43.737 I guess I just need to find other ways to relax 310 00:21:43.780 --> 00:21:45.391 and feel like my old self. 311 00:21:45.434 --> 00:21:46.522 However briefly. 312 00:21:47.871 --> 00:21:49.786 I still have painting, I suppose. 313 00:21:51.266 --> 00:21:54.487 [suspenseful music] 314 00:22:15.421 --> 00:22:18.032 As obsessed as I can be with even numbers, 315 00:22:18.075 --> 00:22:20.339 locked doors, and symmetrical designs, 316 00:22:20.904 --> 00:22:23.124 painting is the only outlet I have 317 00:22:23.167 --> 00:22:24.908 to break all my own rules. 318 00:22:30.958 --> 00:22:32.699 I can be free 319 00:22:32.742 --> 00:22:35.354 and express myself in ways that I can't otherwise. 320 00:22:35.397 --> 00:22:36.485 Not even while journaling. 321 00:22:37.878 --> 00:22:39.488 It's my true therapy. 322 00:22:39.532 --> 00:22:44.580 ♪ 323 00:22:53.459 --> 00:22:56.462 I can create a world where things can be perfect, 324 00:22:56.940 --> 00:22:58.159 just as they should be. 325 00:22:58.899 --> 00:23:01.423 Perfection may be out of reach in my daily life, 326 00:23:01.467 --> 00:23:03.469 but not for my subjects. 327 00:23:06.863 --> 00:23:08.561 It scares me sometimes 328 00:23:08.604 --> 00:23:10.693 how easily I can get lost in my own fantasy. 329 00:23:11.999 --> 00:23:13.827 I get so lost sometimes 330 00:23:13.870 --> 00:23:16.046 that I fear I'll never find my way back. 331 00:23:17.221 --> 00:23:18.309 Sometimes. 332 00:23:18.353 --> 00:23:23.402 ♪ 333 00:24:01.048 --> 00:24:02.136 [music stops] 334 00:24:11.362 --> 00:24:12.451 [sighs] 335 00:24:28.728 --> 00:24:32.645 - [banging] - [dogs barking outside] 336 00:24:34.777 --> 00:24:38.825 [tense music] 337 00:25:27.177 --> 00:25:28.265 [sighs] 338 00:25:32.618 --> 00:25:35.403 [mumbling] It's fine, Adalynn. It's just in your head. 339 00:25:37.231 --> 00:25:41.714 It's just you. Nobody's here. Nobody's here. 340 00:25:55.336 --> 00:25:57.512 [sinister laughter] 341 00:25:58.252 --> 00:26:00.210 [intense dramatic music] 342 00:26:03.953 --> 00:26:06.913 [eerie, echoing growl] 343 00:26:08.610 --> 00:26:12.701 ♪ 344 00:26:19.142 --> 00:26:22.929 [Elizabeth crying] 345 00:26:26.193 --> 00:26:28.195 [Adalynn] God, none of this feels normal. 346 00:26:29.457 --> 00:26:30.676 Why aren't we bonding? 347 00:26:32.678 --> 00:26:34.593 [sighs] What's wrong with you, Adalynn? 348 00:26:35.289 --> 00:26:36.464 She's just a baby. 349 00:26:38.031 --> 00:26:41.600 Come on, you can do it. Just fall asleep, Elizabeth. 350 00:26:43.297 --> 00:26:45.125 I can't take any more crying. 351 00:26:45.168 --> 00:26:47.170 It's been over an hour now. 352 00:26:48.171 --> 00:26:50.217 Please, just go to bed for Mama. 353 00:26:50.739 --> 00:26:51.784 Just go to bed. 354 00:26:52.872 --> 00:26:54.874 I wonder if other new mothers feel like this. 355 00:26:56.615 --> 00:27:00.096 [sighs] I just can't take the screaming anymore. 356 00:27:01.228 --> 00:27:04.405 [Adalynn screams] 357 00:27:05.101 --> 00:27:08.278 Please, please tell me this is gonna end one day. 358 00:27:08.322 --> 00:27:10.019 It can't always be like this. 359 00:27:11.760 --> 00:27:13.544 [Bill] How's my little angel? 360 00:27:13.588 --> 00:27:16.025 [Adalynn on phone] Fussy as hell, so is the baby. 361 00:27:16.896 --> 00:27:17.984 How's the conference? 362 00:27:19.115 --> 00:27:20.421 [Bill] It's a little overwhelming, to be honest. 363 00:27:21.161 --> 00:27:24.120 I never have an issue speaking in front of large crowds. 364 00:27:25.121 --> 00:27:27.341 I mean, even I get, you know, stage fright sometimes. 365 00:27:27.907 --> 00:27:30.083 [Adalynn on phone] [laughs] Apparently so. 366 00:27:30.649 --> 00:27:32.694 [Bill on phone] So, uh, you doing okay? 367 00:27:33.652 --> 00:27:34.870 Yes, Bill, I'm fine. 368 00:27:34.914 --> 00:27:36.002 I'm a tough... 369 00:27:37.917 --> 00:27:40.006 - girl. - I know you are. 370 00:27:41.834 --> 00:27:43.966 Oh, you know, uh-- you won't believe this. 371 00:27:44.010 --> 00:27:45.141 Walter Fishman is 372 00:27:45.185 --> 00:27:46.534 finally retiring. 373 00:27:46.577 --> 00:27:48.449 - [Adalynn] What? Why now? - Yeah. 374 00:27:48.492 --> 00:27:50.146 I mean, he's only 100. 375 00:27:50.190 --> 00:27:52.888 He's probably got what, 50 more good years in him? 376 00:27:52.932 --> 00:27:55.195 [Bill] He's 75, Adalynn. Can you imagine? 377 00:27:55.238 --> 00:27:57.937 Don't you ever let me go that long, you promise? 378 00:27:57.980 --> 00:28:00.243 I promise. 70 tops. 379 00:28:00.287 --> 00:28:03.507 - [doorbell ringing] - Ugh, that's the doorbell. 380 00:28:03.551 --> 00:28:05.161 Probably more of your impulse buys. 381 00:28:05.205 --> 00:28:06.728 [Bill] Probably. 382 00:28:06.772 --> 00:28:07.860 Listen, when the pack and play comes, 383 00:28:07.903 --> 00:28:09.426 just let it-- set it aside. 384 00:28:09.470 --> 00:28:11.037 I'll handle it when I get home. All right? 385 00:28:11.080 --> 00:28:13.082 We'll see, I have a list of other things 386 00:28:13.126 --> 00:28:14.562 for you to do first. 387 00:28:14.605 --> 00:28:15.519 - I love you. - [Adalynn] I love you. 388 00:28:25.529 --> 00:28:27.706 [tense music] 389 00:28:27.749 --> 00:28:29.011 [door creaking] 390 00:28:43.591 --> 00:28:44.810 [sighs] 391 00:28:57.561 --> 00:29:00.651 [dark music] 392 00:29:06.657 --> 00:29:09.008 [toy playing music] 393 00:29:09.922 --> 00:29:11.401 Shh! Shh! 394 00:29:12.272 --> 00:29:13.403 Shh. 395 00:29:19.018 --> 00:29:20.106 Oh, my God. 396 00:29:22.630 --> 00:29:23.718 [groans] 397 00:29:26.373 --> 00:29:27.504 [exhales deeply] 398 00:29:27.548 --> 00:29:30.725 [toy playing incessant melody] 399 00:29:33.684 --> 00:29:37.427 [discordant clashing mixing with toy's melody] 400 00:29:37.471 --> 00:29:38.559 [groans] 401 00:29:41.649 --> 00:29:43.912 [panting] 402 00:29:55.576 --> 00:29:56.925 [sobbing] 403 00:30:07.893 --> 00:30:09.590 [muttering] One, two, three, four, five, six... 404 00:30:19.382 --> 00:30:22.603 [music fades] 405 00:30:29.088 --> 00:30:32.569 [sobbing and sighing] 406 00:30:42.536 --> 00:30:44.886 Sometimes nothing works. 407 00:30:54.853 --> 00:30:56.376 And when the pain doesn't go away, 408 00:30:57.377 --> 00:30:58.639 I feel helpless. 409 00:31:01.337 --> 00:31:03.992 - Like I'm all out of options. - [gunshot echoing distantly] 410 00:31:12.131 --> 00:31:14.524 Meanwhile, it's more than just my brain. 411 00:31:16.265 --> 00:31:19.442 The headaches are back and something else seems off. 412 00:31:20.617 --> 00:31:22.445 This really is a lot for me. 413 00:31:22.924 --> 00:31:25.579 I feel like I'm heading into a downward spiral. 414 00:31:25.622 --> 00:31:28.234 Meanwhile, Bill's probably rubbing elbows with millionaires 415 00:31:28.277 --> 00:31:29.757 over champagne and caviar. 416 00:31:31.672 --> 00:31:35.371 Okay, that's not fair. He did offer to stay. 417 00:31:36.372 --> 00:31:37.983 He really wanted to. 418 00:31:38.026 --> 00:31:39.593 I could see it in his eyes when he left. 419 00:31:40.507 --> 00:31:44.163 His concern. And sadness, perhaps. 420 00:31:45.686 --> 00:31:47.166 Maybe that's why I pushed him to go. 421 00:31:48.080 --> 00:31:50.430 Maybe I needed to prove to him that I could handle this. 422 00:31:51.648 --> 00:31:53.259 Maybe I needed to prove to myself 423 00:31:53.302 --> 00:31:54.477 that I could handle this. 424 00:31:55.783 --> 00:31:58.438 "'Anything could be in there,' said the playful puffin. 425 00:31:58.481 --> 00:32:01.441 'It could be a slippery fish, or a wisecracking walrus, 426 00:32:01.484 --> 00:32:03.530 or even a water-wading whale.' 427 00:32:05.749 --> 00:32:07.664 The happy little harp seal 428 00:32:07.708 --> 00:32:10.102 pulled himself closer to the ice for a better look. 429 00:32:10.929 --> 00:32:13.322 'If I could use a last wish for anything, 430 00:32:14.236 --> 00:32:15.803 anything in the world,' said the pup. 431 00:32:16.499 --> 00:32:18.197 'I know exactly who I would wish to--'" 432 00:32:18.240 --> 00:32:20.764 [ominous music] 433 00:32:24.768 --> 00:32:28.381 [Elizabeth coughing] 434 00:32:32.472 --> 00:32:33.560 Come on. 435 00:32:34.213 --> 00:32:35.562 Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe. 436 00:32:36.128 --> 00:32:37.216 Come on. 437 00:32:37.694 --> 00:32:40.088 [Elizabeth crying] 438 00:32:41.046 --> 00:32:42.612 Breathe. Come on. 439 00:32:42.656 --> 00:32:46.703 [Elizabeth coughing and crying] 440 00:32:48.792 --> 00:32:50.664 [Elizabeth stops choking and cries] 441 00:33:10.075 --> 00:33:11.990 [Dr. Van Doren] Now, try to relax. 442 00:33:15.123 --> 00:33:18.605 [blood pressure machine humming] 443 00:33:23.436 --> 00:33:27.831 A little higher than normal, but nothing too bad. 444 00:33:29.746 --> 00:33:31.487 Is this really necessary? 445 00:33:31.531 --> 00:33:33.011 I-- I only called about the baby. 446 00:33:33.881 --> 00:33:36.405 [Dr. Van Doren] This is true. But the baby's fine. 447 00:33:37.232 --> 00:33:39.843 And true fact, the well-being of a baby 448 00:33:39.887 --> 00:33:42.020 often depends on the well-being of its mother. 449 00:33:42.498 --> 00:33:44.022 Right, but are you sure, though? 450 00:33:44.065 --> 00:33:45.066 About the choking? 451 00:33:45.719 --> 00:33:47.199 Oh, yes. It's very common. 452 00:33:47.242 --> 00:33:50.593 Um, infants are born with a hyper gag reflex. 453 00:33:51.072 --> 00:33:54.293 Um, when it happens, just let it pass. 454 00:33:54.336 --> 00:33:56.599 Um, adjust the baby's position, 455 00:33:57.122 --> 00:33:59.428 maybe your own, and resume feeding. 456 00:33:59.907 --> 00:34:02.736 Yeah, I-- I knew that, I just, um... 457 00:34:03.998 --> 00:34:05.086 I just forgot. 458 00:34:05.782 --> 00:34:06.870 Uh... 459 00:34:09.264 --> 00:34:11.353 It just-- it all happened so fast, 460 00:34:11.397 --> 00:34:13.529 you know, like, in that instant, it all-- 461 00:34:13.573 --> 00:34:14.661 it all could've just-- 462 00:34:17.098 --> 00:34:19.057 I'm sorry, you probably think I'm crazy. 463 00:34:20.014 --> 00:34:22.147 I could tell you stories about what lengths 464 00:34:22.190 --> 00:34:24.453 I've seen mothers go to to protect their young. 465 00:34:25.715 --> 00:34:27.065 It happens in nature, you know. 466 00:34:27.804 --> 00:34:31.330 Um, polar bears, for example. 467 00:34:32.722 --> 00:34:34.594 The moms usually have two cubs 468 00:34:34.637 --> 00:34:36.770 and they'd sacrifice anything to keep 'em alive. 469 00:34:39.555 --> 00:34:41.992 So, how are you feeling? 470 00:34:42.036 --> 00:34:43.951 Are-- are you getting enough sleep? 471 00:34:44.778 --> 00:34:47.389 - I mean, does any parent? - [chuckles] Touché. 472 00:34:49.652 --> 00:34:53.221 Are you eating, exercising, meditating? 473 00:34:54.048 --> 00:34:56.442 Uh, I did start writing in my journal again. 474 00:34:56.920 --> 00:34:58.313 It helps. 475 00:34:58.357 --> 00:34:59.445 I think. 476 00:34:59.488 --> 00:35:00.968 Good, good. 477 00:35:01.011 --> 00:35:04.058 And you're staying off the prescriptions? 478 00:35:04.102 --> 00:35:06.626 [somber music] 479 00:35:06.669 --> 00:35:09.672 Uh, yeah. Yes. I-- I haven't taken any. 480 00:35:09.716 --> 00:35:11.805 Um, I don-- I don't want to. 481 00:35:11.848 --> 00:35:14.764 You know, a-- after last time. 482 00:35:16.288 --> 00:35:20.161 Adalynn, that was a completely different situation. 483 00:35:21.162 --> 00:35:22.294 Yeah. 484 00:35:23.033 --> 00:35:24.296 Because I aborted him. 485 00:35:25.297 --> 00:35:28.387 It wasn't your fault. The-- the-- the-- the fetus-- 486 00:35:28.430 --> 00:35:30.780 It's Miles. His name was Miles. 487 00:35:33.043 --> 00:35:37.047 Miles had severe cardiac abnormalities. 488 00:35:37.831 --> 00:35:40.138 It was no longer a viable pregnancy. 489 00:35:41.182 --> 00:35:43.010 You know, we-- we took the best option. 490 00:35:43.489 --> 00:35:44.664 It wasn't your fault. 491 00:35:48.233 --> 00:35:49.451 I know. I know. 492 00:35:51.018 --> 00:35:52.324 I'm sorry, I just... 493 00:35:54.239 --> 00:35:55.283 I think about it... 494 00:35:57.459 --> 00:35:58.547 a lot. 495 00:36:00.419 --> 00:36:02.072 Everything was so perfect. 496 00:36:04.379 --> 00:36:05.815 I don't understand. 497 00:36:09.428 --> 00:36:10.603 Why him? 498 00:36:13.345 --> 00:36:14.433 Was it the meds? 499 00:36:15.303 --> 00:36:16.391 Was it me? 500 00:36:17.305 --> 00:36:19.046 Was it something that I did? 501 00:36:19.089 --> 00:36:22.180 There wasn't anything that anyone could have done. 502 00:36:27.750 --> 00:36:28.838 He, uh... 503 00:36:29.665 --> 00:36:32.886 he would've been due six years ago last week. 504 00:36:35.062 --> 00:36:36.542 He would've been six. [chuckles] 505 00:36:40.502 --> 00:36:43.113 I sometimes wonder wha-- what my life would've been like 506 00:36:43.157 --> 00:36:44.245 if he would've lived. 507 00:36:46.247 --> 00:36:47.596 I think about it every day. 508 00:36:52.558 --> 00:36:54.081 You shouldn't do that to yourself. 509 00:36:54.951 --> 00:36:56.518 Besides, if he'd lived, 510 00:36:57.302 --> 00:36:59.565 who knows how it would've affected your life? 511 00:37:01.131 --> 00:37:02.568 You could have missed out on 512 00:37:02.611 --> 00:37:05.484 this beautiful bundle of joy right here. 513 00:37:10.315 --> 00:37:12.099 Sure, but... 514 00:37:13.405 --> 00:37:15.581 it's not all I think about. 515 00:37:16.582 --> 00:37:20.542 I also wonder what my life would've been like... 516 00:37:21.674 --> 00:37:23.197 without either of them. 517 00:37:25.330 --> 00:37:26.722 And then I get to thinking, 518 00:37:27.897 --> 00:37:29.682 "Did I will that to happen?" 519 00:37:29.725 --> 00:37:32.467 No. Ab-- absolutely not. 520 00:37:32.511 --> 00:37:33.642 What if I did? 521 00:37:36.036 --> 00:37:38.908 Stop! You loved your baby. 522 00:37:38.952 --> 00:37:40.170 Miles. 523 00:37:40.214 --> 00:37:42.651 You love both your children. 524 00:37:43.348 --> 00:37:46.046 Uh, you're just having an episode. 525 00:37:48.004 --> 00:37:51.486 It is just so much harder without the pills. 526 00:37:52.357 --> 00:37:53.401 You know, I-- 527 00:37:54.446 --> 00:37:55.969 I wish I could just take one. 528 00:37:57.492 --> 00:37:59.799 At least just one, Doctor. 529 00:38:00.495 --> 00:38:03.106 That-- that's not in your best interest right now. 530 00:38:03.150 --> 00:38:04.194 All right? 531 00:38:04.847 --> 00:38:08.764 I know it's hard, but this will pass. 532 00:38:10.026 --> 00:38:12.638 I'm just so afraid that something might happen. 533 00:38:14.553 --> 00:38:17.033 - Like what? - [Adalynn] I don't know. 534 00:38:18.121 --> 00:38:20.036 Sometimes things just happen, you know? 535 00:38:21.908 --> 00:38:25.564 Or-- or what if I do something? 536 00:38:26.869 --> 00:38:31.091 Are you afraid you may harm yourself or your baby? 537 00:38:33.311 --> 00:38:34.616 No. No, no. 538 00:38:37.880 --> 00:38:39.273 [Dr. Van Doren] Have you been seeing things? 539 00:38:45.540 --> 00:38:46.933 You would tell me, right? 540 00:38:48.108 --> 00:38:49.196 Yes, yeah. 541 00:38:50.153 --> 00:38:53.766 Yes, of course, Doctor. I just wondered, is all. 542 00:38:54.636 --> 00:38:55.724 [Dr. Van Doren] Okay. 543 00:38:59.032 --> 00:39:01.164 Well, remember that there's a after-hours number 544 00:39:01.208 --> 00:39:03.253 you can call, uh, if you need to. 545 00:39:04.559 --> 00:39:06.866 And in the meantime, I can assure you 546 00:39:06.909 --> 00:39:08.911 that your baby is in perfect health. 547 00:39:09.999 --> 00:39:13.263 And you have nothing to fear but fear itself. 548 00:39:22.882 --> 00:39:25.624 [microwave humming] 549 00:39:26.973 --> 00:39:28.453 Drink the whole bottle for Mommy 550 00:39:28.496 --> 00:39:30.368 without scaring her half to death, all right? 551 00:39:31.847 --> 00:39:33.458 [yawning] No more scares for Mommy. 552 00:39:39.986 --> 00:39:43.076 [yawning] 553 00:39:54.957 --> 00:39:56.916 [eerie music] 554 00:40:00.702 --> 00:40:03.401 [gasping] 555 00:40:07.100 --> 00:40:10.146 [muttering] Oh, no. Oh, no, oh, no, oh, no. Oh, no. 556 00:40:12.714 --> 00:40:13.802 [fridge door clicks open] 557 00:40:17.458 --> 00:40:19.678 [music intensifies] 558 00:40:38.784 --> 00:40:39.915 [microwave beeps] 559 00:40:43.528 --> 00:40:44.616 [gasps] 560 00:40:46.922 --> 00:40:48.358 - [sighs] - [microwave beeps] 561 00:40:53.538 --> 00:40:55.496 [panting] 562 00:41:08.117 --> 00:41:10.293 [Adalynn] I feel like I'm starting to unravel. 563 00:41:10.337 --> 00:41:13.558 I'm seeing things. The worst things. 564 00:41:14.689 --> 00:41:17.387 I've read about this, it's not uncommon. 565 00:41:18.214 --> 00:41:19.912 God, I wish I had someone to talk to about this. 566 00:41:21.217 --> 00:41:23.437 But if I can just make it a few more days, 567 00:41:23.481 --> 00:41:25.004 Bill will be home 568 00:41:25.047 --> 00:41:26.005 and we can deal with this together. 569 00:41:27.006 --> 00:41:29.356 Just hold on, Adalynn. We can get through this. 570 00:41:29.399 --> 00:41:32.098 Just a little bit longer. 571 00:41:32.141 --> 00:41:34.927 [eerie music] 572 00:41:49.898 --> 00:41:53.032 [metallic clanking music] 573 00:42:15.881 --> 00:42:17.447 [music fades] 574 00:42:25.673 --> 00:42:28.502 [unsettling music] 575 00:42:46.651 --> 00:42:49.741 [panting] 576 00:42:58.140 --> 00:42:59.620 [whispering] One, two, three, 577 00:42:59.664 --> 00:43:01.840 four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. 578 00:43:17.551 --> 00:43:20.336 - [toy clangs] - [groans in pain] 579 00:43:20.902 --> 00:43:22.295 Fucking toy! 580 00:43:22.338 --> 00:43:25.298 [toy playing discordant melody] 581 00:43:31.826 --> 00:43:32.914 [sighs] 582 00:43:39.486 --> 00:43:40.574 [dramatic chord] 583 00:43:43.664 --> 00:43:45.231 [suspenseful music] 584 00:43:56.416 --> 00:43:57.983 [shutters rattling] 585 00:43:58.026 --> 00:43:59.245 [glass breaking] 586 00:44:01.290 --> 00:44:02.988 [Bill on phone, yawning] It was probably just a nightmare, babe. 587 00:44:03.031 --> 00:44:05.251 - It wasn't a nightmare, Bill. - [sighs] 588 00:44:05.294 --> 00:44:08.689 I'm just saying it's 3:30 in the morning. 589 00:44:08.733 --> 00:44:10.560 Di-- Somebody was trying to break into our house, 590 00:44:10.604 --> 00:44:12.301 it happened. 591 00:44:12.345 --> 00:44:13.825 Otherwise, how do you explain the broken wine glass? 592 00:44:13.868 --> 00:44:15.174 I didn't dream that. 593 00:44:15.696 --> 00:44:18.525 - I don't know. - I'm calling the police. 594 00:44:18.568 --> 00:44:20.570 Oh, whoa, whoa. Hold on a second. 595 00:44:21.093 --> 00:44:22.224 Let's just take a minute, all right? 596 00:44:22.268 --> 00:44:23.530 Let's think about this. 597 00:44:23.573 --> 00:44:24.923 There has to be-- 598 00:44:24.966 --> 00:44:26.533 has to be a logical explanation, right? 599 00:44:27.012 --> 00:44:28.927 You said the doors were unlocked. 600 00:44:28.970 --> 00:44:30.711 Yes. And it was opened. 601 00:44:30.755 --> 00:44:32.104 And no one entered the house, right? 602 00:44:32.147 --> 00:44:34.497 No. I mean, I don't think so. 603 00:44:34.541 --> 00:44:35.760 But I heard-- 604 00:44:36.717 --> 00:44:37.979 I-- I thought I heard-- 605 00:44:38.023 --> 00:44:40.112 [Adalynn panting] 606 00:44:40.155 --> 00:44:41.243 Adalynn? 607 00:44:42.941 --> 00:44:45.030 I didn't see anyo-- anybody come in, but-- 608 00:44:45.073 --> 00:44:47.423 - they could have. - How? 609 00:44:47.467 --> 00:44:48.729 [Adalynn] What? 610 00:44:48.773 --> 00:44:50.426 What difference does that make? 611 00:44:51.732 --> 00:44:52.777 You're checking locks again. 612 00:44:53.821 --> 00:44:55.649 When was the last time you checked before that? 613 00:44:55.693 --> 00:44:56.737 I don't know. 614 00:44:56.781 --> 00:44:58.391 1:00, 1:30, why? 615 00:44:58.434 --> 00:44:59.784 And were they locked? 616 00:45:01.960 --> 00:45:04.310 - And they were locked? - Yes. 617 00:45:06.355 --> 00:45:07.400 Exactly. 618 00:45:07.966 --> 00:45:09.097 [Adalynn sighs] 619 00:45:11.796 --> 00:45:12.884 You're saying 620 00:45:13.754 --> 00:45:14.799 they were locked. 621 00:45:15.800 --> 00:45:17.323 How could they be unlocked? 622 00:45:17.366 --> 00:45:18.846 [Bill] They couldn't be, right? 623 00:45:22.807 --> 00:45:24.286 Adalynn? 624 00:45:24.330 --> 00:45:25.244 Maybe they picked the locks or something. 625 00:45:25.287 --> 00:45:26.767 I don't know. 626 00:45:26.811 --> 00:45:28.377 And what about the animals downstairs? 627 00:45:29.335 --> 00:45:30.815 What animals, Adalynn? 628 00:45:30.858 --> 00:45:32.425 The-- the-- the ceramic animals, Bill. 629 00:45:32.468 --> 00:45:34.644 The-- the-- the penguins, the polar bears. 630 00:45:34.688 --> 00:45:36.516 They were all mixed up and facing different ways. 631 00:45:36.559 --> 00:45:38.823 And I thought maybe I imagined it, but-- 632 00:45:39.475 --> 00:45:41.303 - [sighs] - Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait. 633 00:45:41.347 --> 00:45:42.740 Hold on. You imagined it? 634 00:45:43.610 --> 00:45:44.785 [Adalynn] After tonight-- 635 00:45:45.568 --> 00:45:47.396 Somebody has been in our house, Bill. 636 00:45:48.920 --> 00:45:51.444 Look, I saw what I saw. Okay? 637 00:45:51.966 --> 00:45:53.707 Why don't you believe me? 638 00:45:53.751 --> 00:45:55.970 Listen, I do believe you. 639 00:45:56.014 --> 00:45:57.798 I believe you heard something, but I don't believe-- 640 00:45:57.842 --> 00:45:59.365 [Adalynn] That is not what I meant. 641 00:46:01.497 --> 00:46:03.543 [Bill] Listen, I'm coming home. 642 00:46:03.586 --> 00:46:05.458 All right? I'll come home. 643 00:46:07.329 --> 00:46:09.375 - I'll catch the next flight out. - Bill. 644 00:46:09.418 --> 00:46:10.637 [sighs] No. 645 00:46:12.639 --> 00:46:13.988 [chuckles] Well, then tell me, 646 00:46:14.597 --> 00:46:16.164 what the fuck am I supposed to do, Adalynn? 647 00:46:16.861 --> 00:46:18.732 Please, please. I'm out-- I'm outta answers. 648 00:46:19.733 --> 00:46:21.256 You have to finish. 649 00:46:22.867 --> 00:46:23.955 I'm sorry. 650 00:46:24.912 --> 00:46:26.653 Just haven't gotten any sleep and-- 651 00:46:27.567 --> 00:46:29.525 I just-- I guess I'm just preaching to the choir. 652 00:46:32.093 --> 00:46:33.181 Okay, listen. 653 00:46:34.008 --> 00:46:35.488 I'm gonna call security. 654 00:46:35.531 --> 00:46:37.272 I'm gonna have him come by, check on things. 655 00:46:37.316 --> 00:46:39.100 If anything else happens, 656 00:46:39.144 --> 00:46:40.319 you call the police. 657 00:46:42.147 --> 00:46:43.583 [sighs] Yeah. 658 00:46:45.367 --> 00:46:47.021 Okay. Sure. 659 00:46:47.630 --> 00:46:49.415 Okay. Good. 660 00:46:52.897 --> 00:46:54.202 I'm gonna try and get some sleep. 661 00:46:56.770 --> 00:46:58.337 Good. Yeah. Get some rest. 662 00:46:59.164 --> 00:47:01.601 Oh, and please take your pills if you haven't yet. 663 00:47:02.645 --> 00:47:03.733 All right? 664 00:47:04.909 --> 00:47:07.650 - I love you. - I love you, too. 665 00:47:11.132 --> 00:47:13.874 [tense music] 666 00:47:18.226 --> 00:47:19.314 [whimpers] 667 00:47:25.494 --> 00:47:26.887 [glass shards clinking] 668 00:47:47.299 --> 00:47:50.171 [phone ringing] 669 00:47:53.958 --> 00:47:55.046 Hello? 670 00:47:55.698 --> 00:47:57.526 - [Bill on phone] Hey. - Hey. 671 00:47:57.570 --> 00:48:00.312 I just got off the phone with, uh, the security office. 672 00:48:00.355 --> 00:48:01.530 What'd they say? 673 00:48:01.574 --> 00:48:02.880 They didn't find anything. 674 00:48:04.969 --> 00:48:07.232 The manager said there were some new kids in the complex. 675 00:48:07.275 --> 00:48:08.929 They were probably just screwing around. 676 00:48:09.582 --> 00:48:11.149 [scoffs] Screwing around? 677 00:48:11.758 --> 00:48:13.716 They're gonna do extra patrol for a couple of days. 678 00:48:14.413 --> 00:48:15.718 That was the best they can do. 679 00:48:16.328 --> 00:48:18.156 I'm sorry, didn't have any better news. 680 00:48:19.244 --> 00:48:21.072 [Adalynn sighs] Whatever, Bill. 681 00:48:21.942 --> 00:48:23.944 I'll call you later. Love you. 682 00:48:25.206 --> 00:48:26.860 I feel like I'm losing my mind. 683 00:48:27.687 --> 00:48:29.602 I'm starting to lose grip on reality. 684 00:48:29.645 --> 00:48:31.386 God, maybe Bill was right. 685 00:48:31.430 --> 00:48:33.040 Maybe this is all in my head 686 00:48:33.084 --> 00:48:34.433 and I should just get back on the meds. 687 00:48:35.869 --> 00:48:38.219 But I can't. Not yet. 688 00:48:38.828 --> 00:48:41.309 If I do I-- I don't know what they'll do to me. 689 00:48:41.962 --> 00:48:44.182 - [doorknob rattling] - [eerie music] 690 00:48:48.926 --> 00:48:50.405 [rattling stops] 691 00:48:51.972 --> 00:48:57.064 ♪ 692 00:49:27.529 --> 00:49:29.270 [door creaking] 693 00:49:45.069 --> 00:49:46.635 [Elizabeth crying in distance] 694 00:50:03.348 --> 00:50:07.700 [crying continues] 695 00:50:16.143 --> 00:50:18.928 [eerie music intensifies] 696 00:50:38.296 --> 00:50:40.037 [crying continues] 697 00:50:40.080 --> 00:50:42.039 - [glass shattering] - [crying stops] 698 00:50:42.082 --> 00:50:47.174 ♪ 699 00:51:08.152 --> 00:51:10.328 [breathing heavily] 700 00:51:10.371 --> 00:51:12.678 [whimpering] 701 00:51:21.600 --> 00:51:23.993 [breathing shakily] 702 00:51:29.216 --> 00:51:31.349 [Elizabeth crying] 703 00:51:44.449 --> 00:51:45.885 Please, no... 704 00:51:46.364 --> 00:51:50.107 [crying continues] 705 00:52:03.163 --> 00:52:06.253 [crying continues] 706 00:52:21.964 --> 00:52:23.749 [Bill on phone] Wait, wait, go back. 707 00:52:23.792 --> 00:52:25.272 - [crying stops] - The gun safe was open? 708 00:52:25.838 --> 00:52:29.058 I must have left it unlocked when I opened it the other day. 709 00:52:30.408 --> 00:52:32.366 - Opened for what? - [Adalynn] I just... 710 00:52:33.846 --> 00:52:35.369 wanted to see it. 711 00:52:35.413 --> 00:52:37.763 You know, make sure it was there, in case-- 712 00:52:37.806 --> 00:52:39.156 [Bill] Damn it, Adalynn. 713 00:52:39.199 --> 00:52:40.679 Thank God-- thank God you're okay. 714 00:52:40.722 --> 00:52:42.333 But, I mean, did you at least call the police? 715 00:52:42.985 --> 00:52:44.161 [Adalynn] Yeah, they're on their way. 716 00:52:45.814 --> 00:52:47.120 Okay. That's good. 717 00:52:48.295 --> 00:52:50.210 - [Adalynn] You sorry? - What? 718 00:52:50.254 --> 00:52:52.081 Are you sorry that you didn't believe me? 719 00:52:56.260 --> 00:52:59.132 I never said I didn't believe you. [sighs] 720 00:53:00.220 --> 00:53:02.788 I'll see if I can catch a red-eye. 721 00:53:03.571 --> 00:53:05.878 No, Bill, you're almost done. 722 00:53:07.227 --> 00:53:08.359 Everything's perfect. 723 00:53:09.838 --> 00:53:12.058 - [Bill] Are you sure? - Yes, I'm sure. 724 00:53:13.799 --> 00:53:16.367 Okay. Well, I'm gonna call that security office. 725 00:53:16.410 --> 00:53:18.195 I'm gonna rip them a fucking new one. 726 00:53:19.152 --> 00:53:21.285 In the meantime, I want you to call the maid 727 00:53:21.328 --> 00:53:23.461 and-- and see if she can make a special trip. 728 00:53:24.331 --> 00:53:25.854 I gave her the week off. 729 00:53:25.898 --> 00:53:26.812 Her daughter has the flu, remember? 730 00:53:26.855 --> 00:53:28.161 Oh, shit! 731 00:53:28.770 --> 00:53:30.990 That's right. Okay. How about this? 732 00:53:31.033 --> 00:53:32.818 Go ahead and call my mom and she'll stay with you 733 00:53:32.861 --> 00:53:35.212 - 'til I get back, all right? - [Adalynn] No, no, no. 734 00:53:35.734 --> 00:53:37.257 I said I'm fine. Okay? 735 00:53:38.476 --> 00:53:40.173 [Bill] Adalynn... 736 00:53:40.217 --> 00:53:43.002 I'm perfectly capable of handling this by myself. 737 00:53:43.481 --> 00:53:45.396 I know how to take care of my baby. 738 00:53:45.439 --> 00:53:46.701 Our baby. 739 00:53:47.659 --> 00:53:48.703 I'm gonna finish cleaning. 740 00:53:49.530 --> 00:53:50.879 Maybe give the baby a bath. 741 00:53:51.532 --> 00:53:53.012 - I'll see you Sunday. - No, Adalynn. 742 00:53:53.055 --> 00:53:54.274 Adalynn, stay on the phone. Adalynn? 743 00:53:56.363 --> 00:53:57.451 [Bill scoffs] 744 00:54:01.063 --> 00:54:03.109 [eerie music] 745 00:54:09.071 --> 00:54:11.378 [phone vibrating] 746 00:54:14.338 --> 00:54:15.774 Bill, I said I don't wanna talk right-- 747 00:54:15.817 --> 00:54:18.472 - [evil laughter on phone] - Hello? 748 00:54:18.516 --> 00:54:20.431 [demonic voice on phone] You're all gonna die. 749 00:54:20.474 --> 00:54:22.259 [demonic voice laughing] 750 00:54:34.227 --> 00:54:37.186 [clears throat] Look, I'll put in the report, 751 00:54:37.230 --> 00:54:39.754 but without a description and no forced entry, 752 00:54:39.798 --> 00:54:41.800 there's not a whole lot we can do right now. 753 00:54:41.843 --> 00:54:43.454 Okay, but what about the phone calls? 754 00:54:43.497 --> 00:54:45.586 - We'll run the number. - So that's it? 755 00:54:46.544 --> 00:54:48.633 I'm sorry. I-- I wish there was more we could do. 756 00:54:49.503 --> 00:54:51.418 Look, if you can think of anything, 757 00:54:51.462 --> 00:54:53.028 give us a call, okay? 758 00:54:58.382 --> 00:55:00.035 [door thudding shut] 759 00:55:05.345 --> 00:55:07.129 [sighs] 760 00:55:07.173 --> 00:55:08.522 [Adalynn] The best thing about picking up the pieces 761 00:55:08.566 --> 00:55:10.350 after completely falling apart 762 00:55:10.394 --> 00:55:12.091 is that it gives you a sense of control again. 763 00:55:13.310 --> 00:55:15.399 You can rebuild things however you want them. 764 00:55:17.314 --> 00:55:19.881 I spent the last few days losing my shit, 765 00:55:19.925 --> 00:55:21.970 but I knew I couldn't stay there. 766 00:55:22.580 --> 00:55:24.103 And look, 767 00:55:24.146 --> 00:55:26.323 this terrible thing that happened, 768 00:55:26.366 --> 00:55:28.847 I survived it, and I will continue to. 769 00:55:29.456 --> 00:55:32.154 I have to keep it together for my family. 770 00:55:32.938 --> 00:55:34.809 So, we're starting over. 771 00:55:35.549 --> 00:55:37.421 Everything can feel like new again. 772 00:55:37.986 --> 00:55:39.510 Good. Great, even. 773 00:55:40.337 --> 00:55:42.513 In a word, well, you know... 774 00:55:43.949 --> 00:55:45.037 perfect. 775 00:55:47.126 --> 00:55:48.388 Except... 776 00:55:48.432 --> 00:55:49.781 it's not perfect, is it? 777 00:55:52.479 --> 00:55:55.613 You can never put things back together like they were. 778 00:55:57.658 --> 00:55:59.443 And it can happen again. 779 00:56:00.792 --> 00:56:02.576 [sighing] I can't keep this up forever. 780 00:56:03.490 --> 00:56:05.362 I know I'm not fooling anybody. 781 00:56:06.841 --> 00:56:08.103 I'm losing it. 782 00:56:08.147 --> 00:56:13.544 ♪ 783 00:56:25.599 --> 00:56:27.253 [demonic voice] Kill them all! 784 00:56:33.346 --> 00:56:34.434 Do it. 785 00:56:35.479 --> 00:56:37.524 [water burbling] 786 00:56:41.876 --> 00:56:46.185 [Elizabeth screaming and choking] 787 00:56:55.673 --> 00:56:56.935 [Adalynn sobbing] 788 00:57:02.157 --> 00:57:03.855 [continues sobbing] 789 00:57:09.469 --> 00:57:10.514 I'm sorry. 790 00:57:13.473 --> 00:57:14.518 [sniffling] 791 00:57:15.606 --> 00:57:16.694 I have to. 792 00:57:25.920 --> 00:57:27.008 [sniffles] 793 00:57:31.970 --> 00:57:33.058 [sobbing] No! 794 00:57:35.364 --> 00:57:36.496 No. 795 00:57:39.673 --> 00:57:42.328 No! No, no! 796 00:57:44.199 --> 00:57:45.679 No! 797 00:57:45.723 --> 00:57:47.202 [pill bottles clattering] 798 00:57:47.246 --> 00:57:49.640 [demonic voice] Why are you doing this? 799 00:57:49.683 --> 00:57:52.599 [eerie music intensifies] 800 00:57:56.908 --> 00:57:59.040 [unsettling music] 801 00:58:11.226 --> 00:58:13.272 [disembodied growling] 802 00:58:29.854 --> 00:58:31.377 [whimpers] 803 00:58:31.420 --> 00:58:36.469 ♪ 804 00:58:45.304 --> 00:58:46.697 You can't have us. 805 00:59:06.804 --> 00:59:09.894 [suspenseful music] 806 00:59:50.238 --> 00:59:55.287 ♪ 807 01:00:03.861 --> 01:00:05.079 [Siri] Cici. 808 01:00:06.428 --> 01:00:08.213 Shit! No! 809 01:00:13.827 --> 01:00:16.438 [whispering] It's okay. It's okay. 810 01:00:16.482 --> 01:00:22.227 [muttering] One, two, three, four, five... 811 01:00:27.972 --> 01:00:34.282 [muttering] One, two, three, four, five... 812 01:00:42.551 --> 01:00:43.727 [Miles' voice echoes] Mommy! 813 01:00:45.729 --> 01:00:47.905 Wake up, Mommy. Wake up. 814 01:01:02.484 --> 01:01:04.661 [racing footsteps] 815 01:01:06.184 --> 01:01:07.272 Who's there? 816 01:01:08.229 --> 01:01:09.317 Huh? 817 01:01:17.282 --> 01:01:20.024 - How'd you get into my house? - [Miles] Silly, Mommy. 818 01:01:20.067 --> 01:01:23.114 Stop playing. Come cuddle with me. 819 01:01:23.157 --> 01:01:25.682 [eerie music] 820 01:01:37.084 --> 01:01:38.390 Miles? 821 01:01:46.877 --> 01:01:49.880 - Hello? - [eerie cacophony booms] 822 01:01:53.753 --> 01:01:56.713 - [eerie disembodied laughter] - [Adalynn breathing heavily] 823 01:01:58.149 --> 01:02:01.326 - [laughing continues] - [Adalynn gasps] 824 01:02:07.593 --> 01:02:08.681 You're not my son. 825 01:02:10.509 --> 01:02:11.553 Miles, he... 826 01:02:12.772 --> 01:02:14.339 [voice cracking] ...he wasn't born. 827 01:02:14.382 --> 01:02:17.951 [Miles, voice echoing] And yet, here I am. 828 01:02:19.605 --> 01:02:20.693 No. 829 01:02:21.476 --> 01:02:22.869 We lost you. 830 01:02:22.913 --> 01:02:24.915 [Miles] You didn't lose me, Mommy. 831 01:02:25.567 --> 01:02:27.744 [Adalynn breathing heavily] 832 01:02:28.832 --> 01:02:32.357 [Miles] I wasn't perfect, so you killed me. 833 01:02:32.400 --> 01:02:34.011 - No! - [Miles] Remember? 834 01:02:34.054 --> 01:02:35.752 No! 835 01:02:35.795 --> 01:02:37.536 [Miles] Just like you killed all your family. 836 01:02:37.579 --> 01:02:38.798 [pills rattle] 837 01:02:38.842 --> 01:02:43.760 ♪ 838 01:02:49.243 --> 01:02:50.331 [Adalynn] The pills? 839 01:02:52.769 --> 01:02:53.987 These are the new ones. 840 01:02:55.119 --> 01:02:56.773 They were in my purse. 841 01:02:58.252 --> 01:02:59.645 But I-- I moved them, didn't I? 842 01:03:05.607 --> 01:03:07.044 Sorry I couldn't save you. 843 01:03:12.571 --> 01:03:13.659 [Adalynn grunts] 844 01:03:24.452 --> 01:03:27.064 [breathing heavily] 845 01:03:28.805 --> 01:03:30.937 [pills rattling] 846 01:03:30.981 --> 01:03:32.939 [breathing heavily] 847 01:03:35.942 --> 01:03:37.422 [faucet running] 848 01:03:43.820 --> 01:03:45.952 [Bill] They should kick in in about ten to 15 minutes. 849 01:03:46.910 --> 01:03:47.998 [muttering] No, you're not... 850 01:03:48.912 --> 01:03:50.087 You're all right. 851 01:03:50.652 --> 01:03:51.740 You're fine. 852 01:03:58.182 --> 01:04:00.184 [breathing heavily] 853 01:04:00.227 --> 01:04:01.620 [exhales] 854 01:04:02.969 --> 01:04:04.231 It's okay. 855 01:04:13.371 --> 01:04:14.763 [exhales] 856 01:04:45.229 --> 01:04:47.579 [tense music] 857 01:05:17.478 --> 01:05:18.871 Elizabeth. 858 01:05:22.396 --> 01:05:24.094 ♪ Hmm 859 01:05:24.137 --> 01:05:26.792 [Elizabeth cooing] 860 01:05:29.099 --> 01:05:31.405 ♪ Hmm 861 01:05:33.016 --> 01:05:35.322 ♪ Who can hear my cry? 862 01:05:36.454 --> 01:05:38.673 [Adalynn laughs] It worked. 863 01:05:39.718 --> 01:05:40.980 We made it, my love. 864 01:05:41.024 --> 01:05:43.287 [Elizabeth cooing] 865 01:05:52.339 --> 01:05:53.819 Ready to see the world, sunshine? 866 01:05:53.862 --> 01:05:56.213 ♪ Who can hear my cry? 867 01:06:00.173 --> 01:06:01.870 ♪ Hmm 868 01:06:06.136 --> 01:06:08.573 ♪ Hmm 869 01:06:12.142 --> 01:06:14.448 ♪ Who can hear my cry? 870 01:06:14.492 --> 01:06:16.059 ♪ Tears are falling 871 01:06:16.102 --> 01:06:19.671 ♪ Like the waves in the blue ocean ♪ 872 01:06:24.893 --> 01:06:26.808 ♪ Hmm 873 01:06:29.986 --> 01:06:33.032 ♪ Hmm 874 01:06:34.338 --> 01:06:35.948 ♪ Tears are falling 875 01:06:35.992 --> 01:06:39.212 ♪ Like the waves in the blue ocean ♪ 876 01:06:41.998 --> 01:06:44.478 ♪ Now I'm sinking deep 877 01:06:44.522 --> 01:06:51.181 ♪ Feels like yesterday I held you in my arms ♪ 878 01:06:55.402 --> 01:06:58.014 ♪ Hmm 879 01:07:01.713 --> 01:07:04.020 ♪ Hmm 880 01:07:26.564 --> 01:07:31.047 - [ominous music starts] - [Adalynn breathing heavily] 881 01:07:31.090 --> 01:07:34.093 [keys jingling in door lock] 882 01:07:34.137 --> 01:07:35.616 [lock opening] 883 01:07:39.316 --> 01:07:40.621 Bill! 884 01:07:48.151 --> 01:07:50.022 Whoa! Whoa, whoa, whoa, baby. 885 01:07:50.066 --> 01:07:51.545 Put the gun down, babe. 886 01:07:52.938 --> 01:07:54.331 Bill? 887 01:07:54.374 --> 01:07:55.767 Put the gun down. Come here. 888 01:07:57.247 --> 01:07:59.379 What happened here, Adalynn? Adalynn, let go. 889 01:08:00.467 --> 01:08:02.295 - What happened? - What? 890 01:08:03.209 --> 01:08:04.689 Adalynn, what did you do? 891 01:08:08.475 --> 01:08:11.783 No. No, I-- It wa-- it wasn't like this. 892 01:08:11.826 --> 01:08:13.001 - I-- I-- I cleaned. - What the fuck! 893 01:08:13.045 --> 01:08:14.394 - Have you been drinking? - No, no. 894 01:08:14.438 --> 01:08:16.048 It was the break-in, Bill. 895 01:08:16.744 --> 01:08:18.311 - It wa-- - Look at this shit. 896 01:08:18.920 --> 01:08:20.313 Baby powder fucking everywhere. 897 01:08:20.357 --> 01:08:22.228 Where-- What's Elizabeth eating, huh? 898 01:08:23.447 --> 01:08:25.318 Look at me. Look at me. 899 01:08:26.145 --> 01:08:27.886 You're not even taking your pills, are you? 900 01:08:27.929 --> 01:08:29.105 - No. - What? 901 01:08:29.931 --> 01:08:31.846 The-- the doctor told me not to, Bill. 902 01:08:31.890 --> 01:08:33.718 What are you talking about, Adalynn? 903 01:08:33.761 --> 01:08:35.676 The doctor, he came to check on Elizabeth 904 01:08:35.720 --> 01:08:37.939 and he told me not to so that I wouldn't hurt her. 905 01:08:37.983 --> 01:08:39.811 Adalynn, I am your doctor. 906 01:08:40.725 --> 01:08:42.074 You fucking insisted on it. 907 01:08:43.119 --> 01:08:44.381 What the fuck is this shit! 908 01:08:44.424 --> 01:08:47.166 [sighs] It's a fucking mess. 909 01:08:48.559 --> 01:08:49.647 Fuck. 910 01:08:50.691 --> 01:08:51.779 Fuck. 911 01:08:52.737 --> 01:08:55.000 Adalynn, you knew-- 912 01:08:55.043 --> 01:08:57.611 you knew having the baby would exacerbate your condition. 913 01:08:57.655 --> 01:08:58.743 You knew this. 914 01:09:00.701 --> 01:09:02.399 Look at me. You're dehydrated. 915 01:09:02.442 --> 01:09:04.401 - When was the last time you ate? - [sobbing] Stop. Stop! 916 01:09:04.444 --> 01:09:06.098 When was the last time you had water besides this-- 917 01:09:06.142 --> 01:09:08.013 I don't know. I don't know! 918 01:09:09.536 --> 01:09:10.885 You promised you'd tell me. 919 01:09:11.625 --> 01:09:13.845 You promised me and Elizabeth. 920 01:09:13.888 --> 01:09:15.803 - You promised us. - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 921 01:09:15.847 --> 01:09:19.416 It's okay. It's okay. I'm sorry. 922 01:09:19.459 --> 01:09:22.027 It's okay. It's okay. 923 01:09:22.854 --> 01:09:24.856 Where's Elizabeth, Ad-- Adalynn? 924 01:09:24.899 --> 01:09:26.727 - What? - Our kid? 925 01:09:26.771 --> 01:09:28.468 - Where's our kid at? - No, no, no, no. 926 01:09:28.512 --> 01:09:30.209 - Bill. Bill, please come here. - Stop it! 927 01:09:30.253 --> 01:09:32.168 - Come here, please. It's fine. - [shouting] Stop it! 928 01:09:32.211 --> 01:09:34.779 - [Adalynn sobs] - [somber music] 929 01:09:34.822 --> 01:09:36.868 [Adalynn sobbing] 930 01:09:39.044 --> 01:09:40.306 [Adalynn, quietly] Don't go in there. 931 01:09:46.443 --> 01:09:48.227 - [Bill's voice cracking] Oh, no! - No! 932 01:09:48.271 --> 01:09:49.489 [Bill] Oh, God, no. 933 01:09:51.448 --> 01:09:53.014 [crying] No, not our baby. 934 01:09:59.543 --> 01:10:01.762 [intense music building] 935 01:10:04.678 --> 01:10:05.723 - No. - I'm sorry. 936 01:10:05.766 --> 01:10:06.941 [Bill] No! 937 01:10:06.985 --> 01:10:08.073 [gunshot] 938 01:10:11.772 --> 01:10:14.688 [Adalynn] Another delusion. And the worst one yet. 939 01:10:15.689 --> 01:10:17.300 I went right over the edge. 940 01:10:17.865 --> 01:10:19.563 When thoughts of harming my daughter evolved 941 01:10:19.606 --> 01:10:20.651 to harming myself, 942 01:10:21.608 --> 01:10:24.394 I realized that losing her and Miles would be too much. 943 01:10:25.438 --> 01:10:26.526 I couldn't bear that. 944 01:10:27.484 --> 01:10:29.660 But I think it's over. 945 01:10:30.617 --> 01:10:31.662 I think the pill-- 946 01:10:32.358 --> 01:10:34.142 I hope it worked. 947 01:10:38.277 --> 01:10:41.193 I guess I never really dealt with my grief before. 948 01:10:41.976 --> 01:10:43.151 I didn't know how. 949 01:10:43.761 --> 01:10:46.198 It just became easier for me to take pills, 950 01:10:46.242 --> 01:10:50.202 fixate on obsessive behaviors, and let reality fade away. 951 01:10:51.421 --> 01:10:54.598 But I think I can finally just let things be. 952 01:10:55.163 --> 01:10:57.644 "Oh, colored leaves are on the ground." 953 01:10:57.688 --> 01:11:00.473 I see now how unsustainable perfectionis. 954 01:11:00.995 --> 01:11:02.258 I was never perfect. 955 01:11:02.867 --> 01:11:04.129 There's no such thing. 956 01:11:04.912 --> 01:11:06.523 There's just life. 957 01:11:06.566 --> 01:11:08.960 And when living it, shit happens sometimes. 958 01:11:09.787 --> 01:11:11.963 Whether pointless and mundane, 959 01:11:12.006 --> 01:11:14.313 or in a way that's cruel and earth-shattering. 960 01:11:17.708 --> 01:11:19.492 And when you're dealt a hand like that, 961 01:11:20.058 --> 01:11:21.451 I think you're left with a choice. 962 01:11:22.278 --> 01:11:23.757 You can find a way to live with it, 963 01:11:24.671 --> 01:11:25.846 or you can let it destroy you. 964 01:11:26.934 --> 01:11:30.895 Rather, you can destroy yourself and everything about you. 965 01:11:31.852 --> 01:11:33.201 Everything in your life. 966 01:11:39.164 --> 01:11:42.646 It sounds like an easy choice, but sometimes it's not. 967 01:11:43.690 --> 01:11:46.780 I, like many others, couldn't trust my brain 968 01:11:46.824 --> 01:11:47.912 to tell me the truth. 969 01:11:48.913 --> 01:11:49.957 And what's worse... 970 01:11:50.784 --> 01:11:52.960 I couldn't tell anyone what I was going through. 971 01:11:53.744 --> 01:11:55.006 What would people say, 972 01:11:55.876 --> 01:11:57.661 if I told them what I saw and felt? 973 01:11:58.966 --> 01:12:00.794 - They'd say I was crazy. - [shutter clicks] 974 01:12:01.795 --> 01:12:03.144 - They'd call me a monster. - [shutter clicks] 975 01:12:04.755 --> 01:12:06.409 Maybe they'd even try and take Elizabeth. 976 01:12:07.627 --> 01:12:08.889 But I'm not a monster. 977 01:12:09.673 --> 01:12:12.197 I'm a mother, like so many others, 978 01:12:12.240 --> 01:12:14.591 who went through some serious postpartum shit 979 01:12:14.634 --> 01:12:16.114 and can't even talk about it. 980 01:12:16.680 --> 01:12:18.943 We keep our mouths shut to avoid judgment. 981 01:12:18.986 --> 01:12:20.727 So we won't be labeled unfit. 982 01:12:21.380 --> 01:12:24.035 We ignore our own health to keep this deadly secret. 983 01:12:25.210 --> 01:12:27.995 But sometimes people need help, too. 984 01:12:28.039 --> 01:12:30.041 - [phone vibrating] - And, God, do I wish 985 01:12:30.084 --> 01:12:31.434 it was easier to ask for. 986 01:12:32.391 --> 01:12:33.871 Talk about a perfect world. 987 01:12:33.914 --> 01:12:35.002 Hey, girl. 988 01:12:35.481 --> 01:12:36.743 But we have to try. 989 01:12:37.396 --> 01:12:39.964 We have to open up to the people who care about us. 990 01:12:40.965 --> 01:12:43.489 And try and make the best of the world that we live in. 991 01:12:47.406 --> 01:12:48.712 We find ways to cope. 992 01:12:49.452 --> 01:12:50.888 We take it day by day. 993 01:12:51.541 --> 01:12:53.978 And in time, we improve. 994 01:12:54.848 --> 01:12:58.199 We heal, and we live on to fight another day. 995 01:12:59.244 --> 01:13:00.811 We do it for our cubs, 996 01:13:01.333 --> 01:13:03.074 like the great mother polar bear. 997 01:13:03.901 --> 01:13:05.598 So, I'll paint. 998 01:13:06.338 --> 01:13:09.123 I'll leave all my pain and my anger 999 01:13:09.167 --> 01:13:10.995 and my broken heart on the canvas. 1000 01:13:11.952 --> 01:13:15.521 And with that, with every cathartic stroke 1001 01:13:15.565 --> 01:13:17.523 and every drop of pigment squeezed 1002 01:13:17.567 --> 01:13:20.483 out of my very soul, I'm set free. 1003 01:13:22.702 --> 01:13:23.877 Does that mean I'm cured? 1004 01:13:24.574 --> 01:13:26.706 [chuckles] No. I'm just... 1005 01:13:27.577 --> 01:13:29.274 managing. 1006 01:13:29.317 --> 01:13:32.364 I'm getting by, maybe even improving a little. 1007 01:13:32.408 --> 01:13:35.498 I mean, Bill's prescriptions help, too, obviously. 1008 01:13:36.194 --> 01:13:37.804 I read that they don't work for everyone. 1009 01:13:38.544 --> 01:13:39.632 But Bill was right. 1010 01:13:40.154 --> 01:13:41.721 After 15 minutes, 1011 01:13:41.765 --> 01:13:43.201 these little blue pills gave me something 1012 01:13:43.244 --> 01:13:44.681 I haven't had for weeks. 1013 01:13:45.812 --> 01:13:47.423 Maybe not since we lost Miles. 1014 01:13:48.685 --> 01:13:49.773 They gave me hope. 1015 01:14:11.490 --> 01:14:14.928 And hope is just what I needed to save my family... 1016 01:14:18.018 --> 01:14:19.280 and save my life. 1017 01:14:21.848 --> 01:14:23.459 [lock clicking] 1018 01:14:25.461 --> 01:14:27.288 Adalynn, I'm home. 1019 01:14:28.681 --> 01:14:30.161 Found this on the porch. 1020 01:14:32.206 --> 01:14:33.425 I just ordered this. 1021 01:14:36.341 --> 01:14:37.516 [Adalynn] Oh. 1022 01:14:39.562 --> 01:14:40.650 Hi. 1023 01:14:43.914 --> 01:14:45.698 - [Bill sighs] Adalynn. - [Adalynn chuckles] 1024 01:14:45.742 --> 01:14:47.091 [Adalynn] And Elizabeth. 1025 01:14:48.092 --> 01:14:50.529 - I was so worried, so worried. - [Adalynn chuckles] 1026 01:14:51.791 --> 01:14:52.923 I'm so sorry. 1027 01:14:54.446 --> 01:14:56.143 - It's okay. - You okay? 1028 01:14:56.666 --> 01:14:57.754 I'm per-- 1029 01:14:58.581 --> 01:14:59.625 I'm good. 1030 01:15:02.280 --> 01:15:03.368 [whispering] Hi. 1031 01:15:06.980 --> 01:15:08.852 - [Adalynn chuckles] - [Miles] Daddy! 1032 01:15:08.895 --> 01:15:10.941 [eerie music] 1033 01:15:21.517 --> 01:15:23.170 - This isn't right. - [Miles] Daddy! 1034 01:15:23.214 --> 01:15:24.302 No! 1035 01:15:26.565 --> 01:15:27.784 This isn't right. 1036 01:15:29.176 --> 01:15:32.484 [breathing heavily] 1037 01:15:33.354 --> 01:15:34.921 This isn't right. This isn't right. 1038 01:15:34.965 --> 01:15:37.576 [eerie creaking] 1039 01:15:40.579 --> 01:15:41.711 [Miles] Mommy! 1040 01:15:46.977 --> 01:15:49.370 This isn't right. This isn't right. 1041 01:15:49.980 --> 01:15:52.939 [demonic voice] What's the matter, Mommy? 1042 01:15:52.983 --> 01:15:54.506 [snickering] 1043 01:15:54.550 --> 01:15:57.161 [Dr. Van Doren] Adalynn. Adalynn. 1044 01:16:01.818 --> 01:16:03.559 [gasping] 1045 01:16:04.560 --> 01:16:05.604 You're okay. 1046 01:16:06.083 --> 01:16:07.388 You're having another episode. 1047 01:16:08.651 --> 01:16:11.305 Focus on my voice and do your counting. 1048 01:16:12.568 --> 01:16:14.570 No, this isn't right. 1049 01:16:16.049 --> 01:16:17.442 - [Dr. Van Doren] Adalynn. - You're not real. 1050 01:16:17.921 --> 01:16:19.226 None of this is real. 1051 01:16:19.749 --> 01:16:21.272 Leave us alone. 1052 01:16:24.928 --> 01:16:27.191 I'm afraid this is worse than I thought. 1053 01:16:28.801 --> 01:16:32.457 Remember, Adalynn. Remember how you got here. 1054 01:16:34.894 --> 01:16:37.114 No. No, this isn't real. 1055 01:16:37.897 --> 01:16:39.507 This isn't real. 1056 01:16:39.551 --> 01:16:42.075 You've had some trouble discerning what's real 1057 01:16:42.119 --> 01:16:43.990 from what's imaginary for a while now. 1058 01:16:44.034 --> 01:16:45.644 No, no. 1059 01:16:45.688 --> 01:16:49.953 You created an elaborate fantasy for yourself 1060 01:16:49.996 --> 01:16:51.998 to escape the fact that you-- 1061 01:16:54.044 --> 01:16:56.524 It wasn't your fault, Adalynn. 1062 01:16:57.351 --> 01:16:58.483 Now, please... 1063 01:16:59.963 --> 01:17:01.051 give it here. 1064 01:17:01.704 --> 01:17:02.748 No. 1065 01:17:03.706 --> 01:17:05.359 No, she's my baby. 1066 01:17:08.188 --> 01:17:10.669 Go on. Look for yourself. 1067 01:17:14.586 --> 01:17:16.936 [sobs] No. 1068 01:17:22.420 --> 01:17:24.596 [whimpering in horror] 1069 01:17:29.862 --> 01:17:31.603 [sniffles] Where is she? 1070 01:17:33.126 --> 01:17:34.432 Where's Elizabeth? 1071 01:17:35.389 --> 01:17:36.608 Where's Elizabeth? 1072 01:17:37.348 --> 01:17:39.089 Please tell me. [sniffles] 1073 01:17:40.743 --> 01:17:41.918 Maybe you should have a seat. 1074 01:17:41.961 --> 01:17:44.224 No, doctor, please tell me. 1075 01:17:46.139 --> 01:17:47.227 [machine beeping rhythmically] 1076 01:17:47.271 --> 01:17:48.576 I'm sorry. 1077 01:17:48.620 --> 01:17:50.317 Your baby died, Adalynn. 1078 01:17:50.361 --> 01:17:52.798 [machine beeping continuously] 1079 01:17:53.886 --> 01:17:55.018 No. 1080 01:17:55.061 --> 01:17:59.849 No, no, no, no, no! 1081 01:18:00.588 --> 01:18:02.329 - [sobbing] No, no! - [Miles] Daddy! 1082 01:18:02.373 --> 01:18:05.158 - [Bill speaking inaudibly] - No, God, no! 1083 01:18:05.202 --> 01:18:07.595 Oh, no, no, no, no. 1084 01:18:07.639 --> 01:18:10.294 [tape rewinding] 1085 01:18:12.992 --> 01:18:15.386 [breathing heavily] 1086 01:18:26.179 --> 01:18:28.573 - [evil laughter] - [eerie music booms] 1087 01:18:44.197 --> 01:18:46.243 [Adalynn sobbing] 1088 01:18:46.286 --> 01:18:51.335 ♪ 1089 01:19:45.258 --> 01:19:50.307 ♪ 1090 01:20:04.016 --> 01:20:05.713 - [Siri] Cici. - [phone ringing] 1091 01:20:23.209 --> 01:20:25.995 [ringing continues] 1092 01:20:31.957 --> 01:20:35.178 Adalynn, I'm so glad that you picked up your phone. 1093 01:20:35.221 --> 01:20:36.875 I have been trying to get in touch with you 1094 01:20:36.919 --> 01:20:38.572 for a few days. 1095 01:20:38.616 --> 01:20:40.139 There was a nursery incident, I was gonna stop by. 1096 01:20:40.661 --> 01:20:42.925 It was a whole thing. Addy? 1097 01:20:45.231 --> 01:20:46.319 Cici? 1098 01:20:47.581 --> 01:20:48.669 You okay? 1099 01:20:49.714 --> 01:20:50.846 [Adalynn sobbing on phone] It won't stop. 1100 01:20:51.716 --> 01:20:52.804 What won't stop? 1101 01:20:54.762 --> 01:20:56.590 It won't stop until I do it. 1102 01:20:57.548 --> 01:20:59.071 [Cici] Do what? 1103 01:21:03.815 --> 01:21:04.860 [sighs] 1104 01:21:05.338 --> 01:21:06.600 Adalynn? 1105 01:21:07.253 --> 01:21:10.474 Hey, I can't help you unless you tell me what's wrong. 1106 01:21:10.517 --> 01:21:13.956 Okay? Hey, talk to me. 1107 01:21:13.999 --> 01:21:15.392 [Adalynn] I lost them both. 1108 01:21:16.045 --> 01:21:17.481 I can't live with that. 1109 01:21:17.524 --> 01:21:18.743 [Cici] Adalynn, I want you to remember 1110 01:21:18.786 --> 01:21:19.875 your breathing, okay? 1111 01:21:20.919 --> 01:21:22.355 Okay, deep breaths. 1112 01:21:23.313 --> 01:21:25.750 Can you put the baby somewhere safe? 1113 01:21:25.793 --> 01:21:28.231 [nurse] I gave her two milligrams of Lorazepam. 1114 01:21:28.971 --> 01:21:30.668 It's best to just let her rest. 1115 01:21:33.018 --> 01:21:34.498 I have to say goodbye. 1116 01:21:35.151 --> 01:21:36.804 [Cici] Adalynn! 1117 01:21:36.848 --> 01:21:38.502 Adalynn, I want you to stay on the phone with me. 1118 01:21:38.545 --> 01:21:40.025 Okay? Adalynn? 1119 01:21:42.767 --> 01:21:44.421 Adalynn, I'm coming for you, okay? 1120 01:21:44.464 --> 01:21:46.292 [clock ticking] 1121 01:21:48.338 --> 01:21:50.470 Hi, um, Dr. Bolland. 1122 01:21:50.514 --> 01:21:52.081 [ticking continues] 1123 01:21:52.820 --> 01:21:55.649 [Cici] Addy! Addy, stop it! 1124 01:21:55.693 --> 01:21:57.434 Whatever you're doing, I want you to sit down. 1125 01:21:57.477 --> 01:21:58.957 Addy, can you hear me? 1126 01:21:59.001 --> 01:22:00.567 Sweetheart, I'm coming to get you. 1127 01:22:00.611 --> 01:22:02.091 Okay? I'm gonna come. 1128 01:22:02.134 --> 01:22:03.701 I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get the baby. 1129 01:22:04.397 --> 01:22:05.485 Addy! 1130 01:22:06.225 --> 01:22:07.574 Addy! 1131 01:22:07.618 --> 01:22:09.011 I'm Mary Stewart, the grief counselor 1132 01:22:09.054 --> 01:22:10.534 here at St. Patrick's. 1133 01:22:13.102 --> 01:22:14.930 How is Adalynn? 1134 01:22:15.669 --> 01:22:16.932 She's devastated. 1135 01:22:17.628 --> 01:22:19.325 She keeps asking to see the baby. 1136 01:22:19.369 --> 01:22:21.371 [Cici] Pick the phone up. Can you say something for me? 1137 01:22:21.414 --> 01:22:22.763 Addy, please! 1138 01:22:23.242 --> 01:22:24.635 I need to be with her right now. 1139 01:22:24.678 --> 01:22:26.245 Okay, Bill, Bill-- 1140 01:22:26.289 --> 01:22:29.553 - [breathing heavily] - [Cici] [indistinct] here. 1141 01:22:29.596 --> 01:22:31.294 - I'm almost here, okay? - [tires screeching] 1142 01:22:31.337 --> 01:22:33.339 [Mary] Let's have a seat, please. 1143 01:22:33.383 --> 01:22:34.688 [ticking continues] 1144 01:22:34.732 --> 01:22:36.777 [Cici] Addy, pick up your phone! 1145 01:22:36.821 --> 01:22:38.518 This wasn't supposed to happen, you know? 1146 01:22:40.825 --> 01:22:42.087 [voice cracking] We did everything right 1147 01:22:42.131 --> 01:22:43.523 this time, everything. 1148 01:22:47.179 --> 01:22:48.528 Well, for starters, 1149 01:22:48.572 --> 01:22:49.921 she's gonna need comprehensive therapy. 1150 01:22:49.965 --> 01:22:52.141 - [keys jingling] - [Cici breathing heavily] 1151 01:22:52.184 --> 01:22:54.012 [shower running] 1152 01:22:55.927 --> 01:22:57.842 That's gonna fucking break her. 1153 01:22:58.451 --> 01:22:59.626 Adalynn! 1154 01:22:59.670 --> 01:23:03.021 [ticking continues] 1155 01:23:03.065 --> 01:23:06.590 - [breathing heavily] - [music intensifies] 1156 01:23:06.633 --> 01:23:08.766 [Elizabeth crying] 1157 01:23:26.523 --> 01:23:28.438 [Bill] She insists Elizabeth's still alive. 1158 01:23:28.481 --> 01:23:30.788 I know what you're gonna say, but I think 1159 01:23:30.831 --> 01:23:33.182 Adalynn could really benefit from a reborn doll. 1160 01:23:39.014 --> 01:23:40.102 What the fuck? 1161 01:23:40.145 --> 01:23:41.842 I'm dying to meet the baby. 1162 01:23:41.886 --> 01:23:43.322 Oh, um... 1163 01:23:44.715 --> 01:23:47.413 we're not really up for visitors just yet. 1164 01:23:50.808 --> 01:23:53.245 [doll coughing] 1165 01:23:56.509 --> 01:23:58.555 [breathing heavily] 1166 01:24:02.037 --> 01:24:03.168 It wasn't your fault. 1167 01:24:05.910 --> 01:24:07.042 [both] As far as I'm concerned... 1168 01:24:07.085 --> 01:24:09.174 It wasn't anybody's fault. 1169 01:24:12.003 --> 01:24:14.136 [Adalynn] If something were to happen to mama bear, 1170 01:24:14.179 --> 01:24:16.138 then her cubs would surely die. 1171 01:24:17.313 --> 01:24:19.184 But if something were to happen to her cubs... 1172 01:24:20.229 --> 01:24:21.926 what would become of the mother? 1173 01:24:22.927 --> 01:24:24.798 Would she have the strength to survive? 1174 01:24:27.149 --> 01:24:29.238 [Cici] Adalynn! Adalynn! 1175 01:24:29.977 --> 01:24:31.501 [Bill] Absolutely certain you wanna do this? 1176 01:24:32.763 --> 01:24:34.112 [sobbing] Yeah. 1177 01:24:34.156 --> 01:24:37.072 - [suspenseful music] - [doll crying] 1178 01:24:40.771 --> 01:24:42.338 [ticking stops] 1179 01:24:42.381 --> 01:24:44.383 - [Adalynn sobs] - [crying continues] 1180 01:24:52.826 --> 01:24:54.524 - [crying fades] - [ticking resumes] 1181 01:24:54.567 --> 01:24:55.742 [Adalynn] And in time, 1182 01:24:56.439 --> 01:24:57.614 we heal. 1183 01:24:58.528 --> 01:25:01.487 And we live on to fight our battles again another day. 1184 01:25:05.274 --> 01:25:08.581 Unfortunately, I don't think we'll ever win the war. 1185 01:25:09.930 --> 01:25:12.281 But we can still fight. 1186 01:25:13.325 --> 01:25:14.674 Protect our families. 1187 01:25:15.980 --> 01:25:18.765 Even at great sacrifice to ourselves, 1188 01:25:19.592 --> 01:25:20.724 we fight. 1189 01:25:21.899 --> 01:25:23.466 We fight to the bitter end. 1190 01:25:23.509 --> 01:25:24.684 [ticking stops] 1191 01:25:27.209 --> 01:25:30.734 [high-pitched ringing] 1192 01:25:30.777 --> 01:25:31.865 [ringing stops] 1193 01:25:32.823 --> 01:25:35.217 ["Adalynn" by Patri Starlight] 1194 01:25:43.964 --> 01:25:46.358 ♪ Who can hear my cry? 1195 01:25:46.402 --> 01:25:48.012 ♪ Tears are falling 1196 01:25:48.055 --> 01:25:51.537 ♪ Like the waves in the blue ocean ♪ 1197 01:25:54.584 --> 01:25:56.803 ♪ Now I'm sinking deep 1198 01:25:56.847 --> 01:25:59.110 ♪ Feels like yesterday 1199 01:25:59.154 --> 01:26:04.376 ♪ I held you in my arms 1200 01:26:04.420 --> 01:26:06.726 ♪ It's hard to let go 1201 01:26:06.770 --> 01:26:09.425 ♪ I'm losing control 1202 01:26:09.468 --> 01:26:14.908 ♪ I'm falling into pieces, don't go! ♪ 1203 01:26:14.952 --> 01:26:19.739 ♪ Living life without you 1204 01:26:19.783 --> 01:26:25.354 ♪ Is the hardest thing I'll never do ♪ 1205 01:26:25.397 --> 01:26:29.358 ♪ Adalynn, oh, Adalynn 1206 01:26:29.401 --> 01:26:32.317 ♪ Oh, Adalynn 1207 01:26:32.361 --> 01:26:36.060 ♪ She was the sun in my ocean ♪ 1208 01:26:57.821 --> 01:27:00.258 ♪ I can't even sleep 1209 01:27:00.302 --> 01:27:05.698 ♪ Will I ever see the lighthouse in this darkness? ♪ 1210 01:27:08.048 --> 01:27:10.877 ♪ Strong wind surrounds me 1211 01:27:10.921 --> 01:27:12.923 ♪ But I'm daring to fly 1212 01:27:12.966 --> 01:27:18.276 ♪ Like a butterfly in the rain 1213 01:27:18.320 --> 01:27:23.281 ♪ Living life without you 1214 01:27:23.325 --> 01:27:28.721 ♪ Is the hardest thing I'll never do ♪ 1215 01:27:28.765 --> 01:27:32.682 ♪ Adalynn, oh, Adalynn 1216 01:27:32.725 --> 01:27:35.380 ♪ Oh, Adalynn 1217 01:27:35.424 --> 01:27:39.428 ♪ She was the sun in my ocean ♪ 1218 01:27:39.906 --> 01:27:42.518 ♪ Silence is too loud ♪ 1219 01:27:42.561 --> 01:27:49.438 ♪ But I can feel her heartbeat ♪ 1220 01:27:49.916 --> 01:27:53.137 ♪ I'll keep her in the vault ♪ 1221 01:27:53.180 --> 01:27:55.400 ♪ Of my broken heart 1222 01:27:55.444 --> 01:28:00.318 ♪ 'Cause she's the sun in my world ♪ 1223 01:28:00.362 --> 01:28:05.062 ♪ Living life without you 1224 01:28:05.105 --> 01:28:11.068 ♪ Is the hardest thing I'll never do ♪ 1225 01:28:11.111 --> 01:28:14.680 ♪ Adalynn, oh, Adalynn 1226 01:28:14.724 --> 01:28:17.509 ♪ Oh, Adalynn 1227 01:28:17.553 --> 01:28:23.646 ♪ Oh, Adalynn 1228 01:28:23.689 --> 01:28:26.736 ♪ My Adalynn 1229 01:28:26.779 --> 01:28:28.433 ♪ Oh, Adalynn 1230 01:28:28.477 --> 01:28:32.437 ♪ She was the sun in my ocean ♪ 1231 01:28:32.481 --> 01:28:36.481 [music fades]